Alas,
my blindfold has been removed
just so i can see it soaked with tears and blood
to see my heart lying bear and open for all to see
mangled and crushed
why does nobody help me up after i've collapsed
as i strugle to stand up
why does nobody help me
as i put myself through more pain and torment
over and over again
memorys of looking down the barrel of a gun
violently come into focus
i look back at all the happy times we had together
and my eyes begin to burn
i'm standing infront of you screaming at the top of my lungs
screaming, i love you
but you dont even look up
tell me the news that i heard isnt true
and dont lie
i dont know how much more strain this already failing heart can handle
before it fails
and i turn my back on you and walk away
and let my love die with you
as i hand you the shards of my broken heart
it was more yours than mine anyways