There is a hole,
which i cannot fill.
There is an emptiness within my soul.
I must reason with what I cannot kill.
How do I find
what I have lost?
He is always racing through my mind.
I cannot hide from what I have been taught.
I know he is right here
in front of my face.
I just cannot seem to grab hold of what is clear
even though he is the only one that makes me feel safe.
Please help me search
for some kind of peace.
I'm sick of being cast upon this curse.
There is only one who can put my mind at ease.
How long will it take
to find my true love?
I must wait until I'm truly awake.
I must look beyond and far above.