SOMETIMES YOU JUST KNOW WHEN TO LIVE AN BE HAPPY AN OTHER TIMES YOU FEEL SAD, REJECTED, AN UN LOVED. THOSE ARE THE LIGHT TIMES BEFORE THE DARKNESS.I HAVE RUN ACCROSS MANY DAY SO AS THESE. WONDERING WHEN IT COULD POSSIBLY BE BETTER OF WORSE. LIFE HANDS OUT CURVES MOST EVERYDAY. MAKING YOU CHOOSE TO CATCH THE CURVE OR LET IT BY. ONE PERTICULAR TRUE BALANCE OF LIGHT AN DARKNESS EXCIST IN MY LIFE. AN TO ANOTHER I AM BOUND BY TRUST, AN WISDOM.. TO YOU MY DEDICATED TRUE FREIND. THIS I WRITE FOR YOU!! YOU HAVE SEEN ME CRY, BE HURT, BE TORN BY THE HANDS OF THE ONES I HAVE TRUSTED TO BE REAL, STRONG, AN TRUE... ONLY IF FACINATION WAS A TRUE FEELING INSTEAD OF A ACTION. HOW DO WE DEFINE WHAT WE FEEL INSIDE TO BE A LIGHT AN NOT A DARKNESS LOOKING BACK AT US AS A REAL MAN...OR IS THERE TO BE SUCH A THING AS A REAL MAN... HMMMM NO ANSWER THERE. TO HOLD ALL WE HAVE FOR AS LONG AS WE HAVE IS MASSIVE TRAUMA. A NEW YEAR COMES LETS VOW TO HELP ONE ANOTHER TO CONNECT AN STAY FOCUSED ON WHAT WE CAN REALLY SEE TO BE REAL.WE HAVE BOTH BEEN WALKING TOWARDS THE WRONG DOOR. LETS START THIS TIME FROM THE DARKNESS TOWARDS THE TRUE, REAL, WARM, FAMILAR LIGHTTHAT CALLS US HOME......REMEMBER THE 3 MOONS ARE BOUND TO ETURNITY OF TRUST,FAITH, AN HOPE. I DEDCATE THIS BLOG TO THE THREE MOONS... LOVE YOU BOTH. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE M LIGHT I WALK TOWARDS EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. EVEN THOUGH WHAT IS BEING SEARCHED FOR WILL NEVER EXIST. I QUIT WALKING.
