I am STILL waiting for this baby to leave me....it is really starting to drive me crazy. I sometimes wonder if this baby was ever there and I would still wonder if I hadnt seen it with my own eyes on an ultrasound. I have made my peace with losing this baby but I cant start to heal while I carry it with my close to my heart everyday. It feels good knowing that my friends keep stopping in to let me know they are thinking of me. I got a pretty box put together for this baby where I put everything I have from this one that was special to this baby. It gives me a great feeling of closure and closeness to this baby. It also makes the loss more real but helps me to face it rather than pretend it isnt there. I am supposed to go into the clinic later and have my blood drawn so they can measure my hormone levels and tell me at my appt tomorrow if they are going down at all. Well thanks for stopping in and I will close for now.
Angie
