Why do I like things from both ends of the scale. I want to be this totally sexual being and I want to be denied.I want to have friends and be social and I want be cut off. I want to be treated like a princess and I want to be treated like nothing.I want to dress sexy and I want to be veiled and covered. I want humiliation and I want tenderness and understanding. I want to receive soft kisses and a romantic night and I want to be raped, beaten and used. I want to be pampered,and loved, and I want to be tormented and tortured.....
