Here it is Halloween....about 5 weeks since I started miscarrying our baby and I have to say that though there is lingering pain. I am starting to feel normal again. Every now and again I cry and remember something or see something that makes me think of the baby and I cry but those times are becoming few and far between. I had my blood drawn again yesterday and will get the results today. Hoping for a big zero. With this return to normal physically comes this sadness in knowing that I am no longer pregnant anymore....that our baby is REALLY gone and it kills me inside but I know that there was a reason for it and I have to accept it and move on though I hate it. thanks for stopping in.
