Well I woke up feeling blue,at least I've the house to myself today.So no one can see me.I got another email joke from the girl that I love,and they just tear me up.I me she writes me like nothing ever happened.Like she never had any feelings for me at all,And It rips at my heart too.But yet I like getting email from her.I mean does It make any sense?And I look at her pics all the time too and think how great It would be to just be with her on Christmas.Like I know thats gonna happened.Well onto the poem:
A Hurtful Torment
Memories of you lingered In my head feeling my heart with hurtful torment.For my heart hurts so badly that feels like It's gonna bust Into a thousand parts.For I love you so much,but yet you seem to not feel the same anymore.Was It something not said that turned you cold toward me?Or was It just meant to happened that way?For once I was as happy as I can be waking up to a heartfelt email from you,for I love you was somewhere In the email .But now I'm force to face another day without hope,and as I write you back I type In the three magical words that I love you hoping to get a replied back that will free my heart from It's pain and send It soaring again.But no replies come from my email to you.Only more emails from you with more jokes and of Christmas stuff you send.Your attention toward me kills my heart a little more each day as I read them,hoping to see a hint of of love In them.But no love I see,as I read them only tears flow from my eyes and a throbbing pain In my heart to remind me how love can be here 1 day and gone the next.
