Well I just woke up from a dream again,Where I dreamed of the girl I loved.She was crying In this dream and all I could do was watched.I was like a ghost In the dream for I couldn't be seen.It was like I was there and yet I wasn't.It didn't last for to long as the alarm clock went off and woke me from my deep sleep with a shaking to my body.Well here my poem:
My Love My Madness
My love for you Is like a madness It holds sweet joys,and yet a sadness that hurts me deeply at the same time.Visions of you feels my head as I sleep and as I'm awake too.For I know you suffered like I do maybe even more,but my loved for you stills gets me through when I feeling down and beaten.A heartache here and there plague my soul,for I know your time maybe short here.And that the heavens could very well call home at anytime,to a home where I'll never see you again.For my heart Is very afraid of losing you for ever that It tears me Inside to even think of the thought.For I want your love so badly,that I can't think of anything else In the world.A obsession for which my heart has no cure,and yet you not there.A world falling apart around me,like time Itself soon becomes unravel upon me.For time Is of a very short lease for me,and not knowing you Is tearing me apart.But give you your space I'll,For If It waiting for you to come to me I must.