Another new poem.No Ideal whats going on with my online girlfriend,but she's confusing the heck out of me.I waited for her to email like someone told me to do and It took 2 days.She got deleted from my friends list on the site me and her are on and she email me asking me why I deleted her.So I email her back and told her I didn't delete her and had no Ideal why or how It happened.And then she email me telling me no one Is talking to her anymore.I told her I'm always emailing her,but I don't get anything back half the time.It's like what the heck.Well onto the poem:
I'm So Lonely Without You
I'm so lonely without you,that the nights and days are blue.A darken cloud above me rains down upon me,covering my my tears up so no one may see them fall.My heartaches for you as I clinged onto you for dear life.My heart grows darker without your love to give It light to It.I felt so blissed when we first talked,a warm feeling overcame me,but as you are not around as much my heart grows colder,and my body grows colder.For there no warmth In me without you,and no kindness to revived my hope.For all my hope In finding someone was gone till I meant you,and as we grow apart the hopeless feeling soon comes back.Haunting my very existence,I often lay awake at times wondering about you and us.Tears often falls as I wondered what could have gone so wrong,A song playing reminds of you set off my emotions and I soon find my eyes flowing tears over you.For If I must forget about you and me then I'm surly doom to feel this way for all time,for forgetting you Is something that I can't seem to do.But yet for you It seen so easy,while for me I'm dying Inside each time I don't here from you.Was I just a fling for you,something to get you over your bumped In life.So I hide my tears the best I can for now and wait on you,while my heart slowly breaks.
