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What Will It Take?
AS I WRITE THIS, I WONDER WHY. SOME SOLDIER SOMEHWERE IS GOING TO DIE HOW MANY MORE LIVES DOES IT TAKE? HOW MANY MORE FAMILIES HEARTS ARE GOING TO BREAK? WE HAVE OUR GOD, THEY HAVE THEIRS. AND THE KILLING GOES ON EVERYWHERE. WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR THE KILLING TO CEASE? WHAT DOES IT TAKE, TO BRING ON PEACE WHAT KIND OF WORLD IS THERE FOR MY DAUGHTER AND SON? WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR THE PEACE TO BE WON? WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO STOP THE BLOOD SHED? WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO STOP THE HATRED FROM BEING FED? I'M TIRED OF OUR LEADERS SENDING US OFF TO WAR! I'M TIRED OF THE PEOPLE BEING THEIR WHORE ONLY LOVE CAN OVER COME HATE. LET'S START NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE

Finally!!!
oi.... today i leave to go see tommy... i swear to god the time isn't going by fast enough. i know i only have 2 hours until the cab gets here... but still... that's 2 hours... lol. anyways. i will be there for 2 weeks... maybe sooner if we decide to come back early... who knows. it's odd... this seems so unreal. hehe. like a dream. it won't hit me i guess until i step off that bus and into his arms. :D lol... i swear i feel like the luckiest woman in the world right now. hehe... so yea... thats what's going on in my lovely little world right now. anyways, i'll try to be on here while i'm down there... i'm just not sure exactly how much. lol. love you all!! talk to you laters! ~cola~ p.s. for those of you who have had our backs throughout all of this... thank you for everything! it really means more than you know... ***hugs to everyone***

Xms Questions
1.Have you been naughty or nice this year? I've tried to be nice 2. What do you want most for Christmas? The mighty boosh Live dvd 3. Do you believe in Father Christmas? A fat man in a red suit that only visits once a year?? Sounds a bit of a perv to me. 4. What is your favorite food at Christmas? Selection boxes 5. Have you started your Christmas shopping yet? No I don't get paid until Friday 6. Have you finished your Christmas shopping yet? Read above 7. What is your favorite Christmas song? I don't have a favourite song. Favourite christmas album though gotta be Taste of Christmas. 8. What is your favorite Christmas movie? The Grinch hands down 9. What is your best memory of Christmas? I don't have one 10. What do you look forward to most at Christmas? A break from work for a couple of days. 11. What are you doing for Christmas this year? I finnish on the 23rd so xmas eve it's down the pub and boxing day will proberly be at the flicks. 12

Dr. Pepper Is Evil!!
LMFAO anyone else herd of the movie 23 comeing out with Jim Carrey and Elisabeth Shue in it. Well basicly it's about this guy's life getting changed by this book that has to do with the devil putting subliminal message's thought he number 23. Because 23 divided by three or something equals out to .666. Anyway Dr. Pepper's slogan is 23 does that mean the good Doctor is Evil!? O.o yeah now I've got you thinkin..

Images
the road to heaven aint as easy as it seems I keep on fallin in the same old messed up dream im fallin down feel like the bastard son at the family reunion hang around now if you dare hang me in the public square im hangin down saw my dreams thru a pawn shop window had to leave them behind try walking in my shoes theyll return me to you all you poets and prophets tell lies youre all panhandlin to the next life all your images in disguise

♥ My Rising Sign ♥
Your Rising Sign is Cancer You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security. And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice. Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good. But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be. You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family. For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust. What's Your Rising Sign?

It Is Impossible......
...to take the time to say Hi, Goodmorning, or Goodnight to ALL 146+ of my beautiful friends I have met on this kick ass site all at once. So I decided to bring it to my blogs being that i'm not rude and I want everyone to know I acknowledge you all. With that being said.... You can reply if you like, its optional... :)

My Idea Of A Perfect Date
My idea of a perfect date is for a man to pick me up from my house, him looking sharp, but casual...The time is early evening like 8:00 p.m. and we laugh and make jokes as we drive to our destination which is to a resturant. As we await for the dinner, we sneak seductive, but shy glances at each other and we blush when we catch each other's eye contact. After dinner it starts to rain, so he drives slowly on the expressway, and we listen to slow jams. He places my hand on his lap, and with his right hand he holds my left. When we made it to a stop light he takes my chin and gives me the sweetest kiss that makes me weak to the knees and hot spots moist.... The rain subsides, so he takes me to a nice park and we walked around a bit until there was a bench and lights. We talk just about everything until we start kissing more passionately and feeling up on each other.... ****TO BE CONTINUED****

This About Sums It Up!
A GREAT ANSWER TO A DUMB QUESTION: Katie Couric of CBS NEWS, interviewing a Marine sniper, asked: "What do you feel when you shoot a terrorist?" The Marine shrugged and replied: "Recoil." Semper Fi!

Dallas Atc
Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised !!" Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great !!" Pause: Static...... ....... Saudi Air: " DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC !!! " Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE!!!" Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya hear?"

My Frustration
I have desided that this winter is going to be the longest one on record. Well, it feels like it, anyways. Billy woke up with pink-eye this morning and Michelle is going to have a trip to the doctor this afternoon. I keep telling myself "you have three kids, you have to expect atleast one to be sick every week". So far I don't think it is working. I swear, if one of these children are sick on the ninth, I am going to cry. Michelle's birthday party and a 4-H meeting are happening on this day and I don't want to miss or postpone either of them. I still have to print out a few copies of the newsletter I make, wash my dishes, do more laundry, vacumn, start making Christmas Ordements (making them for Christmas Presents this year) and finish the cross stitch I am making for my first ever Christmas present for my dad. From the looks of it, I also need to fix the waist band on Michelle's pj bottoms she is wearing right now. She is wearing a red flannel two piece that says "Happy Holid

Hello Everyone
i'm new to this site and i'm not for sure what i'm doing or how to get my page set up so if some one can help me i would love it other wise i'm going to get off of this site if i can't get it up to running or set up the right way.

Buried, Missing, And Burned
Buried, missing, and burned The change Was unforeseen The aftershocks Ongoing Sifting thru Questions The cheat sheets Have perished Opening mental boxes All empty Shaped as hearts While getting A moon tan Til death did Us part

*intoxicating*
You scored as rum. you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum79%absinthe75%midori75%beer75%bourbon71%champagne63%vodka58%whiskey54%daiquaries46%wine46%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

To?????
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one

Please Read
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

Real Life
Just the title of this song pretty much describes everything right now to say nothing of the lyrical content. Colin Hay- Waiting For My Real Life To Begin Any minute now my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon And I'll stand on the bow And feel the waves come crashing Come crashing down, down, down on me And you said,"Be still, my love Open up your heart Let the light shine in" Don't you understand? I already have a plan I'm waiting for my real life to begin When I awoke today suddenly nothing happened But in my dreams I slew the dragon And down this beaten path And up this cobbled lane I'm walking in my own footsteps once again And you say,"Just be here now Forget about the past Your mask is wearing thin" Let me throw one more dice I know that I can win I'm waiting for my real life to begin Any minute now my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon And I'll check my machine There's sure to be that call It's gonna happen soon

About My Work Place
I work for the Brighton Hot Dog Shoppes. It's a father and son owned group of restaurants in Beaver, Allegheny,Lawerance counties. We have 9 locations to serve everyone. We have won the "Best Breakfast" Award by the readers of the Beaver County Times for the past 7 out of 8 years. I work in the Beaver location. It's the top store in the company. We have hot dogs and burgers( we make our own). The burgers are "freshly" made everyday. We never freeze our bugers. That's why they are the best. Our chili is made at our commissary in Bridgewater, and delivered to our stores daily. We use the best products. If you would like to see our menu, go to www.brightonhotdogshoppe.com. This has a copy of our menu and other information.

My Dog Can Read And Write
A young Southern boy goes off to college, but about 1/3 way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered what money his parents gave him. Then he gets an idea. He calls his Redneck father. "Dad," he says, "you won't believe the wonders that modern education are coming up with! Why, they actually have a program here that will teach Fido how to talk!" "That's absolutely amazing!" his father says. "How do I get him in that program?" Just send him down here with $1000," the boy says, "I'll get him into the course." So, his father sends the dog and the $1000. About 2/3 way through the semester, the money runs out. The boy calls his father again. "So how's Fido doing, son?" his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results with this program, that they've implemented a new one to teach the animals how to READ!" "READ!?" says his father, "No kidding! What do I have to do to get him in tha

To Touch Without Touching
I recognized your heart Beating soft behind your chest As the heart I’d spent my whole life Searching for until we met I felt our souls connecting The moment I found you They simply fit together They make one instead of two We may never touch in body Life’s not fairy tales and knights We have dreams and chats and wishes Hidden feelings in our writes When we talk it is quite often That I breathe a breath for you I feel all of your emotion What ever you are going through When we talk I must reframe From saying far to much For the promise is to others It’s just our heart and souls that touch

Heartaches
CHORUS Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more Yes, Ive got heartaches by the number, a love that I cant win But the day that I stop countin, thats the day my world will end Heartache number one was when you left me I never knew that I could hurt this way And heartache number two was when you come back again You came back but never meant to stay Yes, Ive got CHORUS Heartache number three was when you called me And said that you were comin back to stay Lyrics courtesy Top40db. With hopeful heart I waited for your knock on the door I waited but you must have lost your way Yes, Ive got CHORUS

Sister
SISTER Shows you that she cares Important part in your life Shops till they drop There for you when you need them Even when you don't Remembers important dates Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr

Your Everlasting Kiss
the taste of your lips and the touch of your skin is what ill forever long for...the look in your eyes and the smell of your hair linger hopelessely in my mind...as my soul drifts through the wind like a leafe in the breeze... i rememer our love... or was it love? could it have just been an illusion in my thoughts? did you ever speak my name when you were lost in the darnkess...or was i just hearing things? ive come to believe i was never really loved... but then my tears are wiped away by your kiss -Kat

Why Do You Obey?
Psalm 25:4-5 “Show me Thy ways, O LORD; teach me Thy paths. Lead me in Thy truth, and teach me: for Thou art the God of my salvation; on Thee do I wait all the day.” When I obey God, I am a blessing to you. When you obey God, you will be a blessing to me. You cannot obey God without your obedience spilling out in a blessing to all those around you. The same is true in the negative. When we disobey God, we break the hearts of those around us. Perhaps you are breaking the hearts of your father, mother, wife, husband, or best friend today because you are disobeying God rather than letting the joy of Jesus be manifest in you. Why do you obey God? For your good. For their gladness. And most of all, for His glory. Pray: Lord, with all my heart, with all I am, I want to know You. I want our relationship to be close and my faith to grow. Cleanse me and make me new that I may be all that You want me to be.

What Not To Name Your Dog:
Most everybody who gets a dog names it something ordinary like Rover or Spot. Maybe that's why I decided to call my dog "Sex". Unfortunately, Sex has been very embarrassing for me. When I went to City Hall to renew her dog license, I told the Clerk that I wanted a license for Sex. He said that he wanted one too! So I said, "but she's a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "you don't understand - I've had Sex since I was nine years old!" He said that I must have been quite a kid! When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took my dog with me. I told the hotel clerk that I wanted a double room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said, "every room in the house is for sex!" I said, "you don't understand - Sex keeps me awake at night!" He said, "you lucky dog!" I asked if I could keep Sex outside. He said that he knew I was strange the minute he first saw me! One day I entered Sex in a contest, but just before the comp

Nothing Important
Well I told you this was nothing important but you chose to read it anyway so I guess I should say something......I think I'm getting the hang of this...so everyone bare with me...damn I'm sorry I really don't have much to say but I'm sure someday I'll have something to complane about until then................

Installing Husband!
(Stolen from †DevilCuddles†@ CherryTAP ) Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewellery applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0 , NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashesthe system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ----------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "http: I Thought You Loved Me.html " and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to ins

More To What Makes Me Happy....part 2!!
fridays when i get to see my man for that whole damn hour...the look on my kids faces when they wake up christmas morning and see all the presents under the tree from "santa"...getting my homework done in advance and not having to rush through it to get it done...fitting into those jeans that i havent been able to do for awhile (and now i can!!)...going to the store and finding something i have wanted for awhile and see that it is on sale (big time on sale too!)...a man telling me that they like something else about me other than my eyes or my smile...waking up in the arms of my man...listening to my man snore knowing that im secure...smoking a cig and being able to enjoy all of it without it just sitting there in the ashtray...finally finding my balls and being able to say what i feel....loving a man and not caring what anyone else thinks...answering my phone and hearing " you have a collect call from michael"...not having a negative balance in my bank account...smiling just becuz and

Behavioral Health
Psychiatric Emergency & Crisis Services are available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to any person in NH who may be experiencing psychiatric distress. If you are dealing with an immediate crisis, please call 911, or call the statewide suicide hotline at 1-800-852-3388, or call the national suicide hotline at 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433), or visit the emergency room at your local hospital, or contact your local community mental health center. For less urgent situations, please contact your local community mental health center, or your local peer support agency. Several of these agencies offer "Warm Lines" which provide telephone peer-to-peer support, understanding, sympathy, and advice. The Bureau of Behavioral Health (BBH) seeks to promote respect, recovery, and full community inclusion for adults, including older adults, who experience a mental illness and children with an emotional disturbance. By law and rule, BBH is mandated to ensure the provision

** Outcast **
Standing alone under an evening sky watching the world spin around me I see the faces of lost souls dancing in the winds of change and pouring through the sands of time No one sees me standing there Turning away when I don't dance to the beat or march to the drums of a thousand fools They pretend I'm not there whispering about me as if I couldn't hear just a piece of broken furniture a part of the scenery simply waiting to be thrown away But there I stand all alone to tomorrow quietly challenging the song around me by refusing to sing along Instead watching as empty hearts walk along looking past the invisible child just standing there waiting for the rain And it's there I'll stand in a thousand years long after the dance has carried the fools away even after my body has given in to the grip of time my place will remain unchanged For I am the outcast the one who refused the dance of a thousand fools forced to suffer the wind and the rain and stand tr

The Drama Llama; Religious Icon Part 7-alpha
So my employees convince me to go spend some money on Christmas decorations for our store's tree...I'm gone maybe 20 minutes and when I return 5 Employees 4 Versions of what really happened 3 Police Officers 2 Police Cruisers 1 Lover's Rectangle gone ALL WRONG 0 Tolerance And my Regional Manager wants me to take a WHOLE DAY OFF. As if! -Robert

J
When was the last shower you took? about 30 min ago How many movie soundtracks do you own? hmm, maybe 5 Did you ever watch Barney? yes What is your favorite board game? Scrabble, no one has yet to beat me! What was your first screen name? kidwoman_23, after the wrestler kidman lol How many people would you consider close friends? 2 What color are the walls in the room you’re in? brown paneling What style of underwear do you wear? depends on what I'm wearing/doing, usually boyshorts Have you ever heard of a viola da gamba? no Where did your surname originate? no idea Are you a camera whore? yes Would you rather listen to hip hop or classical music? classical Have you ever been to Spencer’s? yes Do you like to perform? If so, what? no Do you still go trick-or-treating on Halloween? no What’s your favorite ice cream flavor? lemon When was the last time you went shopping for clothes? about a month Have you ever given anyone a makeover? no What brand is your computer? Acer

Can't...
Can't... Can't feel nothing but hurt, Inside this lonely soul of mine. Can't hear nothing but the sound of my heart shattering, As I pick the pieces off the ground. Can't speak of nothing but the agonizing pain, That you had scarred into me. Can't touch my dreams anymore, Because you took them away when you walked away. Can't see a life without you, As tears roll down my face as I think that they would never stop. And they never will.

Untitled
Untitled You gave me back my torn up heart And walked straight out my door I can't believe you used to say It was I you most adored I was naive, I know that now To think you really cared And wiht the slamming of the door My secrets all were bared I never thought you'd be as cruel To rip my heart in two And now you've goine and left me Not knowing what to do I miss your goodnite kisses Your arms, sow arm and safe Your eyes, your hands, your smile Your lingering embrace The way you used to stroke my hair Or gently take my hand You'd treat me like a princess Obeying my every command I pray you'll come back to me I know she'll break your heart I'll help you mend hte pieces She'll have torn apart You'll soon know what I've been through You'll realize your wrongs I really, really miss you I haven't seen you in so long I know the time is nearing Soon you'll walk back through my door How many times I've wished That I could see you just once mo

Tuesday, August 29,2006
UP DATE: WELL ALOT HAS HAPPEND SINCE WE RECIEVED A CONFIRMED DIAGNOSES. WE CONTACTED A SOCIAL WORKER FOR BC/BS TO SEE WHAT HELP WE COULD GET IN GETTING WHAT ALAN NEEDS. WELL THEY WERE NOOOOO HELP WHAT SO EVER. THEY SAID THE MACHINE WE WERE ASKING FOR WAS TO EXPERTMENTAL. AND THAT THEIR WAS NOTHING SHE COULD DO ABOUT THE PHYSICAL THERAPY EITHER. WE ASKED HER WHAT HELP COULD SHE GIVE AND SHE SAID NOTHING. THEN SHE SAID SORRY.. NOW THIS MAKES NO SENSE TO ME AT ALL. WHY OFFER A CASE WORKER? THEN NOT DO ANYTHING TO HELP AT ALL. BUT THATS OK SOMETHING WILL WORK OUT, AND IT DID DEREK'S AUNT BJ KNOWS A MASSAGE THEARPIST WHO IS WILLING TO DO SOME WORK WITH ALAN. HIS FIRST APPOINTMENT IS NEXT TUESDAY AT 6:00 P.M. WE ARE NOT SURE HOW MANY DAYS A WEEK NOR FOR HOW LONG, BUT IT IS A START. AND IT IS A TRUE BLESSING. HE WAS ALSO MEASURED FOR HIS LEG BRACES. HE WILL GET THEM ON 9-13-06, WE ALSO GOT HIM A WALKER, THAT WAY HE CAN STAY MOBLE FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. HE W

Getting Divorced
So Cherries, two weeks ago I found out that my wife of 6 years has been having an affair, we have a 5 year old and I turn apart, not only because of my daughter but because of me. I love my wife, and I did not ever think that something like this would happen to me(my marriage) I saw an attorney today, but even tho she comitted adultery, it seems like she would half of everything (I brougt home 65-70% of the income) and she will have as much right to parental resposabilities as me. I will keep writting about this and keep you updated.

Did U Ever Wonder
Did u ever wonder why u try to care about someone who doesn't care about u? Why u let someone in ur life and they run u to the ground. Why is it that u try so hard to make things work and u only get bit in the ass. Why do people act like they care one minute then completely change. Why does this keep happening. Damn it sucks. If only I could find and be with that one guy who does and shows thats he cares, who doesn't run me into the ground, who trys as much as I do, and never changes. If only I was that lucky. Damn wouldn't that be nice.

A Real Boyfriend/husband/partner Would Do This
- Hug her dont make her hug you . - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - tell her shes beautiful - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not over the phone or myspace , or Cherrytap ....saying it over the net renders it meaningless - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. girls repost as - a true boyfriend would... Guys repost as - I would do this for her anyday

Never Early Or Late But Always On Time!
A man watched a butterfly trying to emerge from a cocoon. Thinking that he would help, the man took his pen knife and slit the side of the cocoon and the butterfly flopped out. It lay there for a while, feebly beating it’s wings, then collapsed and died. “How tragic,” you say, and you are right because God had a plan for that butterfly. The struggle to break free built the strength he would need to fly. God doesn’t want you to live weakly and to die feebly. He wants you to grow and mature. Find the wings in your trial today. Strengthen them by the promises in God’s Word, and venture on new heights of freedom in Christ today. How that in a great trial of affliction the abundance of their joy and their deep poverty abounded unto the riches of their liberality. 2 Corinthians 8:2

~love You Guys~
Sheryl, my sis, thank you forposting the blog for my friends...you're the best..Miss you gurl. Wanted to thank you guys for all the love and not forgetting about me. Not sure how long it will be before I'm back online like I was...just know I'm thinking of you guys and I miss ya!...Hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas. Stay sweet and I'll be online when I can. Keep me in your thoughts... Luv Bunches.... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Blood And Sin
living nitemare on the eve of the end always beware crimson death coming back again i think you see me as i draw blood within always deceiving return to where the nitemare begins living again brought to life with blood and sin the eyes of shame revolution again and again black light shines down burning the skin of us all feeling around in the night when the darkness calls

Submissive Owner's Manual
~ I need to feel safe. Before I can begin to open my submissive nature to You I need to feel safe and have reason to trust You. To let down my walls and give You control of my will may take time and testing before I feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after I've given myself to You fully, I need to be reminded I am safe with You. I may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but I need to be sure no matter how You stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, I will remain safe in Your care. ~ I need to know You accept me for all I am. I will be many things to You as our relationship grows and I need to know You accept me as a person during each transition along the way. I need to know You accept me as a friend, lover, companion, and Your submissive but also accept me as parent, child, employee, community member or other roles I fill in my obligations to family or society. ~ I nee

About My Son...
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 About my son... Current mood: aggravated Category: Blogging Many of you don't know but Lisa had my son Nov. 3rd. She didn't call me even though she swore during the whole pregnancy she would...My mom, aunt, dad, bro, sis, and both sets of grandparents were packed and ready to go. You know how i found out...She sent me a text. Yep she sent me a text and that is the last i've heard out of her. I called daily for the first month. I've sent texts and emails and gotten nothing back. She won't tell me anything about my son whether he is healthy, or any details what so ever. He doesn't even have my last name. Its all good b/c karma is a mother fucking bitch. Don't get me wrong I don't hate her and never will...I can't she is the mother of my son....can't hate the person that helped create my special angel. But I really really don't like her. All the crap that was btwn her and i is in the past and i've dropped it....b/c all i care about is

I Believe
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. > > I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand > >that friends change. > > I believe - ....that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. > > I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. > > I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. > > I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. > > I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. > > I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. > > I believe - . . . that we are responsible

What Once Had Meanings
Christmas What is it to you? -I don't know what it means anymore. Family What is it to you? -A broken home is all I can think of. Happiness What is it to you? -I don't remember how that felt. Love... What is it to you? -Pain, anger, frustration, loneliness. I've lost the things I held close to me Simply because I let you bring me down Always letting people control me Without a fight; without a sound

When Does The Emptyness Heal...
Careless whispers, foot prints in the sand,you and I walking hand and hand.Visions of happiness as clouds float by, a old couple walking hand in hand, and I have to sigh. Here I stand all alone, the sleepless nights, waiting for him to phone. But all I hear is silence in its place, making me wonder is this my fate. To be alone without a guy to frow old with and stand by my side.. When does the emptiness heal?

I Feel A Rant Coming On
You all knew i couldnt get thru the week without ranting. So here it goes: I am tired of being nice to people! It gets me no where. Those of you that know me, know I go above and beyond for my "friends" I help out when I can. I came here cuz Shell said it was cool. And it was months ago. Now some og the "friends" I made when I first came here are beginning to disgust me. It bothers me to see HiImsoandso RATE ME B4 YOU ADD ME and then ppl doing blasts whining for rates. I am in the top 150 here on CT and I didn't do it by whining for rates etc. I have even bought a few of you stickie bulletins...not that all appreciated it. I can understand feel good if a higher up here gives you attention but geez...don't you realize most cut and paste the same crap to everyone? Go look around. Its great you get gifts from ppl but for fuck sake..why is one gift better than the other? It would be like OMG babyj bought me dirty weeds! Does that make me special? Umm no...Everyone here is a number. So

Is Your Love The Prize....
silent screams, endless dreams, visions in the mirror of you and me. The happy times of careless wonder, the night we spent in a sleepless slumber. The doubt with in swells up inside. do I love or do I die without you here by myside. The cold reflection I know see, you with out me is lingering in the mirror where the cold erie figure stares back at me. Will it pull me in? Do I fight back or let it win? Is Your Love The Prize?

Harsh Stereotypes... (from A Bullitin)
just pick one! If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop. and RE-POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you; I'M OVERWEIGHT,so I must be lazy,overeating junkfood whore(NOT) I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic or anerexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN,

Food Survey
Breakfast// What time do you eat breakfast? I don't usually eat it. Do you eat at home or go out? home Do you even eat breakfast? no Pancakes or Waffles? pancakes How do you like your omelets? with cheese, potatoes and ham Bacon or Sausage? bacon Ever been to Ihop? ye Favorite cereal? corn pops Oatmeal or Grits? oatmeal Your choice of beverage for breakfast? water Would you eat breakfast for dinner or lunch? yes Brunch// Do you like the combination of lunch and breakfast? no Did you ever try one of those egg pies? no way, sounds gross. Your choice of beverage? water Ever been to a country club to have brunch? yes Lunch// What`s a good time for lunch? noonish Do you eat more at lunch or breakfast? lunch. Would you rather have a salad or burger? salad. What`s your favorite restaurant for lunch? Red Robin If you go to school, do you bring or buy? --- What do you bring? What do you buy? Do you skip lunch? yes Your favorite kind of sandwich? chicken sal

Ho's Ho's Ho's
Holiday Greetings from all of us at the Universal Life Church of Covington. With all of this crap about not being able to just wish people Merry Xmas because of it may offend their faith, I had to start this one kind of corporate. Sorry. I mean, if you wish someone a Merry Christmas that may not celebrate the day can’t it just be a moniker for ‘enjoy whatever holiday you celebrate’? When you wish someone ‘Good Luck’, do you have to specify what exactly you are hoping they are successful in? No. It is a general saying that you hope whatever they do, they enjoy it and it is a nice experience for them. Why is everyone so scared that something they say in a pleasant and generic fashion will somehow damage another human who has their own and different beliefs? Homey don’t play that! Merry Christmas everyone. Peace and alcohol, The Unholy Reverend joe

The Honest Me
Listening to the rain gently tap the ground I sit here crying. I can honestly say that no one understands me or has wanted to understand me or get to know me. Maybe I am the fool that looks into the souls of others and listens and wants to get to know them, but the same will never be returned to me. Maybe I am the fool to want what others have because of my lonely exsistence. Seeing them laugh and be heard by another and be able to share their hopes and dreams while I stand in my darkened shadows loosing faith in all I see. The tears are heavy now and the pain my heart has absorbed feels like bursting from its elaborate cocoon and reeking havoc, but as usual I hold it in. I have some questions for you... do you know my hopes and dreams? Do you know my pains? Do you know who I really am? Or is it just the surface that you seek? Because if you are that shallow from my house I ban thee!

Ten Things About Wicca
1.No conversation or recruitment is necessary. (Wiccans have no insecure compulsion to convert everyone to their way of thinking. People come to Wiccan when and if they are ready or interested. Furthermore, you are not required to accept or do anything that you are not comfortable with.) 2.No artificial code of morality. (Out of all of the creatures of this Earth, only humans are forced to live under unnatural moral codes. Wiccans believe simply “An It Harm None, Do As Ye Will.”) 3.Progressive reincarnation. (Wiccans believe we are here to learn and progress to, no suffer eternal damnation if we “slip-up” in someone else’s eyes.) 4.No discrimination. (There is no such thing as being the “right” race, color, gender, sexual orientation, national or ethic origin to be Wiccan means ALL are welcome.) 5.No middle man or woman. (Once you know all of the basics, you can be your own “minister” or “priest”, you need never bow before (or rely upon) some religious dictator for spiritual guidan

Burglars Gave Money To Victim
Romanian police are looking for two burglars who broke into an woman's apartment - and left her some money. Filofteia Stefan, 86, from Constanta, told police two young men, wearing masks, trashed her apartment. She said they rummaged for money or valuables but found only her wallet with the equivalent of 50p inside. The burglars then gave the woman all of their loose change - and left without taking anything. The victim handed the money - more than £1 - to the police for fingerprint analysis.

Man Needed Surgery After Sex With Hedgehog
A Serbian man needed emergency surgery after he had sex with a hedgehog on a witchdoctor's advice. Zoran Nikolovic, 35, from Belgrade, says the witchdoctor told him it would cure his premature ejaculation. But he ended up in an operating theatre after the hedgehog's needles left his penis severely lacerated. A hospital spokesman said: "The animal was apparently unhurt and the patient came off much worse from the encounter. We have managed to repair the damage to his penis."

Now What?
I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what?

Www.hornymanatee.com
If ya'll dont watch Conan .. or hell even if you do .. You've gotta check this out .. It was on his show the other nite .. too funny Here's a Clip from Conan's Show telling about it . and the site .. http://www.hornymanatee.com/index.shtml

Sailors Awarded Bronze Stars
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: eMailOurMilitary Date: Dec 16 2006 10:48 AM Sailors Awarded Bronze Stars Navy News | December 15, 2006 MARINANAS, Guam -- Thirteen Sailors from Explosive Ordnance Disposal Mobile Unit (EODMU) 5 stood proud in their pristine white uniforms as Cmdr. Vincent Martinez, the unit’s commanding officer, presented them with medals for meritorious service Dec. 1. Among the awards presented were three Bronze Star Medals for service in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom. Martinez said he was very proud to be in command of Sailors that he described as the finest in the Navy. “Today was a phenomenal day to share with Rear Adm. [Charles J.] Leidig and some of the senior leadership from Naval Base Guam, the sacrifices and what the troops have conducted in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom,” Martinez said. Explosive Ordnance Disposalman 2nd Class Jon Kristoffersen received a Bronze Star Medal with Valor for his servic

Where?
You heed the call, and head on out, to bar unknown, with people, barely known, for reasons, not understood. Not by you, not at all, this dance, doesn't make a lot of sense to you does it? But you go, the parade of conversations, some in which you are your most engaging charming funny, sometimes erudite. But this weird matrix of people and words, you can mix it up, you can dance this dance, you can be all these things expected of you, raconteur, confessor, confidante, friend. You slide through these masks serpent of response, where are you? Where are you?

Friendship (haiku)
I'm thankful for you The compassion in your heart Your gentle spirit For all your kindness And being the one who cares And brightens my life When I need, you're there On you I can always lean We're forever friends

A Soldier Lays Alone - Written By A Marine
A Soldier Lays Alone TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO

Once Again-site-seers!
if your going to check out my profile,then while your there scroll down my comment section til you get to the angel contest and give me a vote. also the more comments you leave there the more votes i get. come help me out! thank-you all,sandra

If Your Blonde - Skip This One...
Consider the following: 1) No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen. 2) There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3) Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park,

The Infection Of A Virus
Fingertips, those fingertips Infected by these fingertips Be they stacking words Or dialing digits Or dialing in the pulse on my wrist Feel the blood bursting beneath Take a vein between your teeth Closing mouth down for a kiss A kiss with those lips Those puckered lips Those suckable, bitable, smirking lips That I would stroke With my fingertips And hope to grope at the soul beneath The source of whatever keeps me on the edge of my seat And wants to pet at my neon colored worms and meat Take a stroll into the depths of depravity with me Recline in the decisions of reality Run through the meadows of perversity A beating of the minds when you slam into me Allow you to burrow into my insanity The eyes of digression that stumble me The words of suggestion that defeat me The gently aggressive, the lovingly malicious Touch of those infectious fingertips

Manchester Man
Manchester man was charged yesterday in two city robberies over the past month, including one involving a pick-up truck that crashed through a laundromat, police said. Dale Calawa, 46, of 569 Montgomery St., #1, was charged with robbery of the Shell gas station at 887 Hanover St., on Nov. 24, police said. He faces a charge of criminal liability to the crime of burglary for his role in the Nov. 10 burglary at the Rose Laundromat, 399 Dubuque St. A pickup track crashed through the front door and three men stole a cash box, according to Det. Lt. Nick Willard. Calawa was being held at the Hillsborough House of Correction on a probation violation when police charged him. On Friday, another man, Arthur Durham, 41 of Manchester, was arraigned on charges connected to those crimes. Durham faces charges in five robberies and one burglary.

Life Is Hard, Get Over It
we go through life not ever really knowing just what the fuck it is that we are here for. and the sad thing is that people let that get to them so bad that they just take their own life and say to hell with it all. life can be complicated at times but we are never given anything that we cannot handle. hell, even i don't know what the fuck life is all about, but to me life is about my little girls, about my beautiful wife, and about all of the things that matter the most. and when times get rough and everything comes my way all at once, i just sit back, smoke a little reefer and say what the fuck. nothing is ever too hard to handle, we just think that it is. but the next time that something happens that you think is the end of the world, just think of all the little kids who go to bed hungry every night, some who won't even see the next day's light, and realize that your life isn't that fucking hard. so quit your bitching and thank your lucky stars that you have the things that you do,

Love N Lust
The title is I have to admit is misleading.The truth is,I think that there are many types of love and many types of lust. Like the lust of learning or of sexual feelings.Those I have to admit are the basics of lust.Love is more confusing and very different then your basic lustful feelings. Love can be many things on many different levels.Like the love between friends or the love you have for family or a gf(bf).Then again you can love someone and not be in love with them.You kinda get what I am saying here. Yet,I kinda(personally) like the LUSTFUL-LOVE.That is where you think you are IN LOVE with someone well having sex with them.I personally think that you are sooooooooo caught up in the moment that you want it to be LOVE,Even though it aint love you place all the wild,intensity,passion of feeling LOVE into having sex with that person that you feel amazed afterwards.That for me is the best feeling.I dont feel used and I will always have MAD LOVE and RESPECT for the people who cause

Stranger Than Fiction
a febrile shocking violent smack the children are hoping for a heart attack, tonight the windows are watching, the streets all conspire, and the lamppost can't stop crying, if I could fly high above the world, would I see a bunch of living dots spell the world stupidity?, or would I see hungry lover homicides, loving brother suicides, and olly olly oxenfrees, who pickaside and hide the world is scratching at my door, my morning papers got the scores, the human interest stories, and the obituary cockroach naps and rattling traps, how many devils can you fit upon a match head?, caringosity killed the Kerouac cat, sometimes truth is stranger than fiction in my alley around the corner, there's a wino with feathered shoulders, and a spirit giving head for crack and he'll never want it back, there's a little kid and his family eating crackers like thanksgiving and a pack of wild desperados scornful of living the worlds is scratching at my door.... cradle for

How Much Sloth Do You Have?
Your Sloth Quotient: 19% You're certainly not lazy. If anything, you're super charged, hyper, and always going. Slow down a little. You can enjoy a slow afternoon without becoming a total couch potato. How Much Sloth Do You Have?

Hahahaha
whoremoans: where is my pan asian cuisine?! ->whoremoans: lmfao..msg like message LOL whoremoans: msg? like salt? ->whoremoans: nvm there it is lol ->whoremoans: where the hell is my msg hahah another awesome convo with Bobbi..aka whoremoans...read from bottom up!

Equinox
Fire and ice the thought is so damn nice. Day and night doesn't it sound right. Light and dark this shit is about to make me spark. Life isn't fair with no fuckin care, death is coming but isn't my life just beginning. Another year has passed but I have done nothin to help the mass. Does this make me just another drone or not even the one. Love and Hate go ahead take that bait. Black and white some say shit just in spite. Yin and yang how long do you think you can hang. Emotions make you pay always in my fuckin way, showing it is for the weak or is that the meak. Time keeps on ticking but does that mean I am living. This shit I spit, is for you so listen to it.

The Differences Between....
I am just venting out of a matter of Ive about had it with the over abundance of ignorance this week, and I am now convinced beyond a doubt that stupid people shouldnt breed... We have several occupations that deserve the unasked for without a doubt respect. The Military, Police, Fire, and Medical fields. Now, Do I myself place one a little higher on the respect scale as the others.. yes.. All of these occupations save lives in one form or another.. yes.. All these occupations risk their lives in one form or another.. yes.. All these occupations have greatly influence society in one form or another.. yes.. But to me, in my opinion, and it is by any means degrading ANY of them, but there is one that deserves slightly more respect.. it is our Military. Yes, they do everything the others do, without question.. but with one slight difference.. When they go to the "job" they could be gone for years. They miss their childs birth.. the first time they see their childre

I Always
Now I just had someone not mentioning any names here (Elgotto)say and I quote "Truth in advertising.." I keep telling him I always try to tell the truth.. Free Graphics Layouts CodesWebsite Graphics Myspace Codes Site Generators

~~ Most Sexy Man On Cherrytap Contest ~~
~~ Most sexy man on CherryTap Contest ~~ If u think u got what it takes to be " Sexy" join my contest or ladies if u have or know about a sexy man enter him! ~ Contest opens on Dec.21st at 12p.m. noon to Dec. 27th 12 p.m. noon ~ So send me the pics in my message box and i'll enter everyone who wants to be in it. Again i'm going with the most comments and yes there will be big prizes awarded for the wins... ~Maria~ ~Please rate my pics a 10~@ CherryTAP

Waking You
You come home from work, Kiss me on the cheek, sit down and relax, and tell me about your day. As I listen to your words, I smile at what I feel, Looking at you, so loving and trusting, Fills me with hot, sweet desire. I try not to let it show, as I continue listening, but my thoughts are slowly drifting, to what I want to do to you. You notice the change in me, You know me far too well, Always, you see what I try to hide, There are no secrets for me. You stand up and wrap me in your warm imbrace, I lean into you strong arms, Feel the swelling of our eager cock against my ass, And bite my lip to stifle the building moan. Your hands come around, carressing my erect nipples, Pinching and massaging my tender breasts, As I roll my head on your chest. You kiss my neck with a slow swirl of the tongue, Smiling as I gasp your name, and let your hands wander to my heated desire, softly touching, testing my arousal. I man and push against your han

This Poem Was Written By An Unnamed Soldier.
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

My First Blast!!!
I haven't seen it yet, someone let me know if they see it!! I'm excited to finally be able to afford it, but I have a migraine that is kicking my ass. It's off to bed for me, Good night everyone!

Meditation Changes Temperatures:
In a monastery in northern India, thinly clad Tibetan monks sat quietly in a room where the temperature was a chilly 40 degrees Fahrenheit. Using a yoga technique known as g Tum-mo, they entered a state of deep meditation. Other monks soaked 3-by-6-foot sheets in cold water (49 degrees) and placed them over the meditators' shoulders. For untrained people, such frigid wrappings would produce uncontrolled shivering. If body temperatures continue to drop under these conditions, death can result. But it was not long before steam began rising from the sheets. As a result of body heat produced by the monks during meditation, the sheets dried in about an hour. Attendants removed the sheets, then covered the meditators with a second chilled, wet wrapping. Each monk was required to dry three sheets over a period of several hours. Why would anyone do this? Herbert Benson, who has been studying g Tum-mo for 20 years, answers that "Buddhists feel the reality we live in is not the ultimate

My Seduction Style... (ooo La La ;) Lol)
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

What Kind Of Soul...
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

Christmas Tree Tostadas Recipe
Ingredients: 1 pound hambuger 1 package taco seasoning mix 6 small flour tortillas 1 green pepper, seeded and diced 1 tomato, diced 1/2 cup sliced black olives 1/2 cup sliced green olives 6 ounces sliced Monterey Jack cheese, cut into strips 3 cups shredded lettuce Sour Cream Taco Sauce Directions: Preheat oven to 350. Prepare hamburger with taco seasoning mix, according to package directions. Cut tortillas into tree shapes. With a spoon, spread 1/3 cup hamburger mix evenly over each tortilla. Leave a 1/2 inch border of tortilla all the way around each tostada. Use green pepper, tomatoes, and olives to decorate tostadas like Christmas trees. Arrange the cheese on each tostada in a zigzag pattern to make a garland. Use a spatula to place tosadas on a baking sheet. Bake for 5 to 7 minutes or until cheese is melted. Serve each tostada with 1/2 cup of shredded lettuce (spread around the base of the tree as a skirt), and sour cream and taco sauce to taste. This

Poetry
((( angels)) A angel thats lost her sight. A angel thats lost her flight. A angel thats lost her wings. A angel that longs to sing. In the sky where she belongs. Blessing the world with her heavenly songs. The world around her is already dead. The halo starts to vanish from her head. She sacrifices imortality only for them. Then feels what it"s like to be born with sin. She sheds tears of sorrow for the human race. Then kneels before god to take her in there place. She knows of his blessings from above. Cause in her lifetime she was shown true love.

Resiting Urges
This blog is about women who overdress for work school and other places that are inappropriate. I am tired of having (yes of course by impulse) to look at these women at my job, wear these club worthy clothes to work. I know , you earned the right to wear whatever you want over the past lets say 30 years ,with your sexual independence and all, but now its just being taken too far! With these stretch jeans and baby tees over these overly voluptuous bodies, makeup and big butted switches that would make sir mix-a lot do a remix. Now I’m not just blowing off steam here or getting mad about something that I cant get my hands on either. I think that this is a general problem that needs to be addressed its offensive to other women, and its distracting to men. And in the workplace it should not be allowed period. Ok a little story about this you see at my overnight job, in the past few months, there has been a sharp increase of female employees between the ages of 18 to lets say 33. All

Readers Digest
They just spammed me so I figured I would share some of the email... According to the Society of Pulling Numbers out of a Hat, 36.385% of the population breaks their New Year's resolutions within five minutes of making them. It reminds me of an anecdote sent to us by a reader, Marjorie Waters. She was having lunch with a friend, who complained, "Every year I resolve to lose weight and save money, but I always get them mixed up." Unlike Marjorie's friend, I keep all of my New Year's resolutions, every single one. How do I do it? Quite simple, really. After years of introspection and many sessions with a Magic 8-Ball, I've developed a healthy understanding of what I can and cannot do. Therefore, I keep my resolutions realistic. For example, a few years ago I resolved to gain five pounds. And I did. Last year I decided that I didn't know enough curse words. Today my vocabulary is much richer. And as for 2007? This will be the year I don't clean up my garage. Anything funny

Screaming Wives!!!
Three Friends an Italian a German and a Greek they decided to bet it's other 100 euros who is going to make their wives scream more from sex. So they all go home to have sex with their wives so they make them scream. The next day the meet. The Italian says, "I made love to my wife for 2 hours and she was screaming for at least 1 1/2 hours." The German says, "That's nothing, I start licking my wife for two hours and she was screaming the whole time and half hour after that." The Greek says, " That's nothing, I made love to my wife for ten minutes, I came a couple times I wiped my Dick in the curtain and she still screaming."

Some Of My Hopes And Plans For 2007
I have been thinking a lot about this new year and just what I want to do. It symbolizes a beginning, and in somethings it means a chance for a new beginning (which you can do all year but it only seems like it this much at the time for making resolutions). This year I am planning to play with fire... No I'm not planning to go off and hook up with the wrong crowd. I am planning on returning to My study of fire eating, which I had started studying at one point in New Orleans. I also want to combine fire with two things I already do and enjoy. I plan to start applying fire to My love of hula hooping in the form of the fire hoop, depicted in the first image. And the last 2 images are of the next fire arts that I want to ad to My repertoire. Last night was the first time My sissy had scene Me do the "Human Block Head" with My stylus to My palm pilot. He was so grossed out. I have always loved grossing out boys, so I showed him the "Mental Floss

Helpful Stuff!!
^^^ LMAO THATS HILARIOUS!! ^^^ Anyways Thats not the reason i did this blog..I was going through some quotes and i really liked these..They are quite helpful!! "Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow." "Fear less, hope more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Hate less, love more; And all good things are yours." "Every time you wake up and ask yourself, "What good things am I going to do today?", remember that when the sun goes down at sunset, it will take a part of your life with it." "Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." "Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself." "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned ab

Ache For You
Ache For You My body aches for you and yearns for your touch You are my burning desire My inspiration whom I love so much Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet With my mouth my tongue to seek Lost in your eyes I am losing control Its your body I want to know You set my heart on fire, because you are my disire Sensations overflow Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet Tracing my skin with your tongue to seek You make me so wet as I am controlled by you Raising my hips to greet your flow Entering my body so smooth yet so slow I am in ecstasy, just to have you next to me Quivering and shaking with the love that we make, I am breathless and Its makes me so weak I breath for you, and you for me Look into my eyes search your soul and I will always be.

Pre-nup!!
A secretary for a foreign embassy was entertaining a wealthy foreign ambassador during lunch at a very expensive restaurant in uptown New York. The ambassador was so enthralled by the beauty and presence of this secretary that he asked her to marry him. The secretary was startled, but remembered that her boss told her never to insult foreign dignitaries, so she decided to let him down easy. "I'll only marry you under three conditions." she said. "Anything, anything," said the ambassador. "First, you must buy me a 14-karat gold wedding band with a 72 carat diamond, along with a 28 inch studded matching necklace for our engagement." Without hesitation, the ambassador picked up his cellular phone, called his personal accountant, told him the instructions, and said, "Yes, yes, I buy, I buy!" The secretary thought that her first request was too easy, so she thought of a more difficult situation. "Second, I want you to build me a 58-acre mansion in the richest part of the Poconos along with

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In my world before I met you, everything seemed to be apart. In my eyes before they saw yours, it was all unclear to my heart. When you walked into my heart something found an unknown life. When darkness seized my heart, you've fixed what was black and white. From a forsaken, misplaced girl; you braced my life over again. You suppressed what was gone, and loved me until the end. Nothing can mend what you gave or how you made my dreams vast. I'll never understand why you love me, or how you let go of my long past. The past that lost half of me, and neglected my tainted love. The past that challenged me to let me know: I'm good enough. Good enough for what you have, and what you've given to me. I'm good enough for the love; Good enough for what I can be.

War Is Hell, And I Put It In Me Pocket
Well, This is the 3rd day in a row, that I haven't played WoW, since I reached lvl 60, because I'm playing BF2, again, but, mostly online, now... I am doing good, now... Today, I got counted for 5 kills near the beginning of one dog fight, because I was manning a tank and I spotted a UPC vehicle in the distance and took a shot, it blew up, and I saw a bunch of soldiers' bodies go flying in the air.. I look up in the corner, and I see 5 kills in my name... Woohoooooo! Wish I had an actual screenshot of that.. it was so cool, but, alas, I was awestruck by the moment;O) SUCH a good game!

Remember All Of Those Who Keep Us Safe
Remembering our soldiers this holiday season (and every holiday season that they are not home)is a wonderful thing to do, no matter where they are stationed at this moment. Let's also not forget our public safety personnel -- Our police officers, firefighters, and emts --either --the ones who have to be out on the streets, when everyone should be with family and friends. Not all of us are fortunate enough to be able to request the holiday off. When you're out enjoying yourself this holiday season, please remember to watch out for the police officers who may have someone pulled over. Its not uncommon to hear about a cop being hit and killed because he or she wasn't seen by the motorist. When you hear sirens & see the lights, pull over to the side so the emergency vehicle can get to where it needs to go in a timely manner & safely. Don't let common sense and courtesy go out the window with each alcoholic drink. They are not out to ruin your good time -- they are out

First Love
My first love will be my last love I will never forget the smiles you brought to my face on that October day when we lay there in the rain. Why did god have to give you this pain in your brain making you hate me and go insane. I wish that you could hear me and tell me your okay but all I see is that youâ€™re in pain. Its making me go insane but if that what it takes to be with you I will because youâ€™re my first and my last love I will ever know. Waking up in the same bed as you was a dream come true knowing youâ€™re next to me makes everything seem true. Knowing your gone has made me so blue not laying next to you, making me think about the pain you saved me from all them years ago. Grabbing this blade brings back all the pain I had before I met you, now you've gone the pain has come I cant hold it back no more, I must release this pain to the outside word the only way I know how. No tears can cure me only the blade that I hold in my hand can. Today is the day they took yo

What Kinda Girlfriend I Am
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? MY RESULT:Dream Girl You’ve got it all – affection, a cool head, a positive attitude, and all that other stuff that guys want their girlfriends to have. You’re light-hearted, fun, romantic and not too sleazy – a great combination. When you start a relationship, there’s a good chance the guy will totally fall for you, whether he intended to or not. Keep up the great attitude and you’re sure to be a heartbreaker. (Please just try to be gentle.) Take This Quiz!

Me
Are You A Love Monster? RESULT: Frankenstein Frankie is simplistic, child-like and inquisitive about his love life, completely unaware of his hostile side until you turn a blow torch on him – then he goes ape crazy. He roams the countryside longing to be loved, not understanding why so many run away from him. Yet when he connects with a true friend, he starts crying like a little girl. You, the Frankie ego, are therefore kind, accommodating, and totally oblivious to your hidden, raging, shout-it-out-loud side. You're just plain adorable, and green too.

Predatory Homosexuals
This is just an introductory statement for the blog I'll type up inthe morning. But for now all I gotta say is that if ya do a Blast...be prepared for some unwanted consequences. I'll leave it at that for now. Stay tuned for tomorrow's full featured update...lol

Porn For The Holidays
For all you sad sacks who are alone this holiday season, why not celebrate it with some porn... Larry Flynt of Hustler Video serves your need in this time of year by announcing the following holiday themed titles: "Dick the Halls" "I saw Mommy Fucking Santa Claus" For you beastiality enthusiasts, there's "Rudolph the Red-Nose Reindeer...Has a Very Giant Schlong..." But don't stop there! There's "Oh Cum, All Ye Faithful" The time-honored classic, "Jingle Balls" There's also, "The Big Black Yule Log" "Debbie Loves Frosty" "The Twelve Lays of Christmas" My personal favorite, "All I Want For Christmas...Is A Gang Bang..." And, you can also stuff your stocking to: "Mrs. Claus and Her Backdoor Elves, Volume VII" So, come on, put on your mistletoe belt buckle and liven up the holidays.... Act now and Larry will also throw in, "Twat, The Night Before Christmas..."

Silence Is Golden, But Duct Tape Is Silver...
"God Created The Earth, Duct Tape Holds It Together" Well next to an old dog or your ol' lady, a Rednek's best friend would have to be Duct Tape. The uses for duct tape are limitless. In my years I have seen DT used for so many different things it ain't even funny. Some of the uses I have have seen are as follows: To Recover Furniture To Train Men To Improve The Looks Of Your VehicleGive Your Vehicle Racin StripesEven Women Use It For A Under A Buck Boob Job____ The uses are limit less. So I have included on this blog a crap load of ways to use duct tape for those of you who don't have an imagination... 1. Hanging posters. 2. Decorative b

I'm No Spammer !!! .......
Error: i fucking hate spammers, you just made the list. I am getting sick and tired of this remark keep coming up when all i want to do is wish my friends a happy christmas with a nice comment .. it isnt as if they dont want them cause i private msg then and ask and they say they love em! so whats going on!!! Comments are part of cherry showing people that you care ... and its christmas .. some good will this is ! I pinched the above text from my friend's blog, but i agree 100% I am sick and tired of not being able to leave comments for my friends and then having to go through the private message route just to wish them a happy holiday ! Come on cherrytap sort this out !

How Are You Getting Your "freak" On??
Whenever I have heard this phrase, I always associated it with sex....but, the Ellen Digeneres Show demonstrated that this isn't always so.... she freaked out an audience member with a new hybrid car.... she freaked another audience member with tickets to the Grammy Show this coming weekend... she freaked out other people taking a tour and ended up on the show... she freaked Teri Hatcher out by doing a line dance with the Achy-Breaky Heart song... and so much more. In July's issue of Redbook Magazine, they have an article about actress, Rosie Perez, entitled "the parts you play to survive" who had been raised poor and had to play the babysitter for the kids while their Mom was working and sooo much more. She points out that "[w]hen I was 28, my now ex-husband dragged me to therapy because, as he put it: 'When you're at home, you're so loving and cuddly. I wish everyone else could see that side of you, not just the walls.' At that point in my life, the walls were more plaste

Questions Unanswered
You hate me, you love me, Which one is true? In dreams, in reality, What am I to you? The jealousy, the anger, What's it all for? The smiles, the laughter, Joy at my door. Questions unanswered, Words are unsaid, Is this meant to be, Or is it all in my head? It's all in the past, I shouldn't look back. The future's before me, I must find what I lack.

Poetry((alter Of Love))
The passion that i feel for you. Every day there is some thing new. You have touched me in so many ways. A debt that i can never repay. You have brought out a side of me. That i sheltered the world to see. You have made my life complete. Games are over no need to compete. Waiting for you an eternity. Just for you to stand next to me. I love the way that you sing. I love the serinity that you bring. I love the way you sit back and listen. Me knowing you are paying attion. I know you feel the same way. This feeling is why we go on each day. I would die if you were to stop it all. In to depression my soul would fall. There is nothing in this world i wouldnt do. To spend my life intwigned with you. To show you the words on my heart. If this ever ends it would rip me apart. I wanted to tell you how i feel. On the alter of love i shall kneel... written by lady of kaos

Memories
I always sit back and think about some of the best times i had in my life. smile at how the little things are the things that i remember the most...some of them good and some of them not so good..but thats why they are called memories..so i thought that i would come and write a blog and share them with everyone. * my junior prom and how my mother made me pull weeds at her job before i could go get ready.. how me and my bf at the time took a shower at the same time (different bathrooms of course! lol my mom would of killed me!)..walking out after we were each ready and seeing how we both looked...my mom taking pics of us in the living room...how it rained the whole night and afterwards we went to mcdonalds * going to the sock hop at the skating rink and dancing my heart out, how me and my friends would walk there or the lady i babysat for would tell me to take her car...meeting the first black guy i ever dated and how he walked me home that night and kissed me on the porch * graduat

This Here Were Wrote By A Soldier In Eye-rack
I read a version of this poem at least 5 years ago, and it was about a policeman. I don't know who wrote the original, but it definitely wasn't a soldier that is currently in Iraq. Soldier: > >THE FINAL INSPECTION > > > >The soldier stood and faced God, > >Which must always come to pass. > >He hoped his shoes were shining, > >Just as brightly as his brass. > > > >"Step forward now, you soldier, > >How shall I deal with you? > >Have you always turned the other cheek? > >To My Church have you been true?" > > > >The soldier squared his shoulders and said, > >"No, Lord, I guess I ain't. > >Because those of us who carry guns, > >Can't always be a saint. > > > >I've had to work most Sundays, > >And at times my talk was tough. > >And sometimes I've been violent, > >Because the world is awfully rough. > > > >But, I never took a penny, > >That wasn't mine to keep... > >Though I worked a lot of overtime, > >When the bills got just too steep. > > > >And I never pa

---boy Toy
UMMM,..I once had a boy toy,...hed do anything i fantasized..what a fucking tease he was.knew just how,when and where....I shoved em to the bed!,..He just looking up at me with those wanting fucking ize,...I begin by running my tongue over his lips,biting softly,harder then...I go to the nape of his neck,his earlobes..how i wanta lose control and take him now!All in time ,I TAKE A NEEDLE RUNNING IT ACROSS HIS NECK,THE BLOOD TRINKLES...UMMMM...I take my tongue running it over the blood biting just to taste and feel the warmth of his blood on my lips!!,..Im so Fucking hot!,..I run my hardened tongue around his npples pulling them in my mouth...ummm...Licking ,Pulling..I grab some blood and poor it down his slim sexy azz stomache,...moving my hands all in the blood Its so wild!!!,...I lick my fingers and tell him 2 plz me...He puts just the head of his cock into my pussy,Slideing n and out My pussys tightning an jumping!I run my nails up his back pulling at his Flesh he sticks it Deep!!!

Random Survey
Different QuestionsHow do you respond when someone greets you?:Yes often with a hug & a kiss on the cheek You can have gold jewelry or silver jewelry. Which do you choose?:silver always Can you realistically see yourself at age eighty-four?:no Do you scoff at the ignorance and impulsiveness of youth...:no I just see how different they are from when I was that age ...or do you hate it when people judge others just by their age?:yes What's the most impulsive, random, or craziest thing you've ever done?: What's your favourite colour of ink to write in?:black Ever thought you were in love?:yes i was deeply Ever said you hated someone? (Or thought it?):i did but then thought better of it... karma is a bad thing Do you scoff at the human race?:not often Which is better, in your opinion: summer or winter?:summer Ever solved a Rubik's cube? (Or tried?):nope tried Choose one: sticky notes or duct tape.:duct tape of course... Are you a morning person?:yes I am You can have any breakfast food

Who Says You Cant Ring A Doorbell With A Dick?
There once was a lady who was tired of living with men who were either physically abusive,who ran away from her, or who were horrible in bed. So she put an ad in the paper, that was asking for a man who: 1)would treat her nicely 2)wouldn't run away from her 3)would be good in bed. Three weeks passed, and there was no reply from any man. So she just figured that there wasn't a man alive who could live up to these expectations, so she just gave up. But then, one day she heard the doorbell ring. She answered it, and there on the front porch was a man in a wheel chair who didn't have any arms or legs. The man said "I'm here about the ad you put in the paper. As you can see, I have no arms so I can't beat you, and I have no legs so I can't run away from you." The woman replied, "Yes, but are you good in bed?" And the man said with a smirk on his face, "How do you think I rang the doorbell?"

Lust
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com There's a difference between love and lust and I hold both for you; I love you, but I want you, so bad... to see you, breathing heavy, and wanting me back; to see you, loving me tenderly and me holding you back; to love you, ever so dearly, as you dry my tears; I love you, but my lust is all I fear i know i can't have you, i know it's absolutely impossible, yet the collision of your lips, makes it so hard to me. i see you, and i burn in desire, i want you, i need you, i lust you. i know you lust me too, yet you resist, your morals restrain you, forget them, live, the world could end tomorrow, and i want to have you, before it does.

The Phone Call..........
The call that comes in darkest sleep, Awakens with a fright; For 2 am, the silence breaks The peaceful calm of night. When only moments earlier, I dreamt of visions fair; Of light and love and happiness; ... Till ringing filled the air. It beckoned me from deepest sleep, And drew me from my daze; I shook my head to clear my mind, Find focus through this haze. "How long has this been ringing?" As I reach to find the light; I steal a glance toward the clock, And now my heart takes flight! 'Tis many hours before the dawn, Yet all should be in bed; My loved ones faces fill the night; ... My heart is filled with dread. I struggle for composure as I reach to grab the phone; My stomach churns, my heart contracts; "Are all my kids at home?" I stumble as I grasp the handle, Stifle silent screams; "Oh God ... please let this phone call Be a part of just a dream!" My heart is racing, mind's a whirl, Receiver's made of lead; "Oh, how can this be happenin

Celebrate This
A man walks into a bar and orders 6 shots of tequila. The bartender asks, "Why so many buddy?" The man replies, "I'm celebrating my first blow job". The bartender says, "Well hell, congratulations, I will give you one on the house for free." The man says, "No thank you, if the first 6 shots don't get the taste out of my mouth one more won't make a difference."

Im Back!! What Do U Mean U Didnt Know I Was Gone????
WELL ANOTHR CHRISTMAS HAS COME AND GONE AND WE ARE PREPARING TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ANOTHER YEAR.TIME REALLY GOES BY FAST AND AS WE GET OLDER IT GETS FASTER!BOY WISH I WAS THAT WAY! LOL.IM LOOKING FORWARD TO 2007 ALOT.IVE MADE SOME REALLY TERRIFIC FRIENDS ON CHERRYTAP AND EVEN HAVE GOTTEN TO MEAT SOME PERSONALLY.ILL BE STARTING OFF WITH GREAT FRIENDS ,GOOD HEALTH AND A NEW OUTLOOK ON THINGS TO COME.WHAT MORE CAN A PERSON ASK FOR?EACH YEAR SEAMS TO HAVE ITS UPS AND DOWNS,HAPPY TIMES AND SAD BUT THERE IS NOTHONG THAT COMPARE TO A YEAR YOU CAN ENTER WITH A LIGHT HEART,GOOD ATTITUDE AND HOPE.ILL ENTER 2007 WITH ALL OF THESE AND GOD WILLING ILL KEEP THEM THROUGH OUT THE YEAR.ID LIKE TO SEE OUR BOYS BROUGHT HOME FROM OVERSEES.THAT WOULD MAKE 2007 A BANNER YEAR RIGHT OFF.ID LIKE TO TRIPLE MY FRIEND LIST ON CT AND MEET EVEN MORE OF THEM IN PERSON,ANOTHER PART FOR A BANNER YEAR. HAVE A GREAT NEW YEARS AND PLEASE,FRIEND OR NOT YET MET,BE SAFE AND KEEP AN OPEN HEART.

Being Shy During Sex!!
Do you beleive that sex is a taboo for some guys?? Lol this guys really exist. Some guys get mentally stuck, don't know what to do when gurlz get excited and begins to be creative. What do you think??? Could sex be off limits? Do you think Sex is a serious thing? Do you make your Fantasy already? What do you think about this>> TweakupMyspace.com

What Type Of Darkness Am I
What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You? Kindred of the East: A foreigner in a foreign land, you have fought your way through hell in order to return to your mortal form. You seek to bring yourself back into balance in order to gain insight and enlightenment. How you go about finding these truths matters little, it is the journey that teaches you how to grow and become more. The road to true enlightenment is a long and difficult one, but the reward is beyond the wildest dreams of most mere mortals. You despise being compared to the western vampires that feed off of their victims like leeches, for you derive sustenance through a variety of activities, but nothing so vulgar. You are proud, and slow to change. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Kind Of Murderer Are You
What kind of murderer are you? Jack the Ripper. You seduce and then kill members of the sex you are attracted to.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Well I Had A Good Xmas
WELL I HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND I GOT EVERYTHING I ASKED FOR. I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY. I GOT NEW CLOTHES AND GOT ALOT OF THINGS FOR MY COMUPTER AND MOST OF ALL I GOT MY RING I AM NOW ENGAGED TO GET MARRIED AND I AM VERY HAPPY. WELL HOPE EVERYONE GOT WHAT THEY WANTED FOR CHRISTMAS AND NOW COMES THE NEW YEAR. I WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW NOW I AM GOING TO GET HAMMERED ON NEW YEARS EVE. SO I MOST LIKELY WON'T BE ON SO IN SAYING THAT I WILL BE GOING FOR NOW. HAVE TO GET THE KIDS READY FOR BED. LOVE U ALL

Gun Control
Is hiting ur target don't stop running!!! I need to practice on ur tired ass taliban !!!!! If u read all of this then u r my type of person and u understand check out my stuff at copeland3rd@dependmail.com

Be Not The Slave Of Your Own Past
"Be not the slave of your own past Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson~ Say Goodbye The most powerful anchor on our potential to soar high in life is the past. The past contains the dead weight of experience, learned beliefs and all our mistakes. Life cannot truly begin until we are able to say goodbye to the legacies of yesterday at will. Like a filing cabinet, the past is a resource of information for learning, but it is not a place to live. When you go to work do you spend your day in the filing cabinet? How often will you/did you live in the past today? Say goodbye and make it final. Saying farewell to yesterday, last month and last year is the sign of a person who wants to live for today and is truly alive to all the possibilit

My Move
Well here it is December 27th, 2006.....I am 32 years old, was married for almost 8 years and now seperated for the past 8 months or so. Well the time has come to finally move into my own place come friday....and personally i'm scared shitless.......This will be the first time i have ever lived ALONE!!!!!!!!! It's one of my biggest fears....I'm extremely excited and yet i'm very nervous at the same time...I love my new apartment..it's very cozy and quiet....I guess I just wish i had someone to share it with.

The Lords Answer
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,dont be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon lifes shores I'm allway's there to pick you up eveytime forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care,

Flashed
Flash, like a slash in the dark Fingertip dipped in wrath, carving designs across my stark Naked back The crash of well defined flesh A mesh of a bloody mess Divisions drowned in red Not really woozy but there is a distinct spin to my head A swirling of my sight Swirling into your knife Twist it a little bit more Make me feel it I like the taste of it Taste it, it’s great Get on your knees and drown in my lake Flowing dangerously now You’re so fucking sexy Lookitchoo Smiling in my messy That is so damn cute So cute I want to slap you But first just rip me up a little more And then I’ll tie you up and make your skin sing Sing a song of reddening

12/27/06
today was well a fuckin gay day nothin to do bein bored sucks during the holiday season i recently quit drinkin so not much to do now. i went to a NA meeting today and met some new people and drove around in my boy scotts brand new mercedes nothing much today but ill let u kno when somethin goood happens

Promises
Promises that have been broken,shattered,I should be use to it by now. Walking on thin ice,like shards of broken glass I Fall into the lake of uncertain despair. As I walk among the the roses of black pedals in the mist of chilling twilights eve enchanted by the spirits of a cloaked and darkened but broken bit of dreams. I hear the screams, every thing turns to dust. Night has come and the moon looks down, Like the sigh of a lonely heart. Alone in the dying night , no fear to give. No fear to take without this relm of dead roses and a forgoten past, a desert of sand, A crying moon as the nights sky melts away nothing but darkness beyound the Promises of this Unyealding out streached hands of isolation. Copyprotected

The Lie We Live
Sometimes we all just want to run away, to the safe little havens over the hillside to a bitter sweet escape, we all know those safe places we want to go to just be free, where life instead only forces us down to fall on ones knees. We all are sick of lies and just hanging on to dreams that never come true, depression causes anger inside pushing us further away from a life we thought we knew, I was once taking on the world when I was so delighted to just be me, today it is only a complicated memory that left me jaded and looking out over this dark sea. People telling us that everything happens for a reason and for us to be strong, thats the biggest lie we have ever heard we all will tell ourselves, we never realize that time tends to heel even the darkness wounds, everything we must learn turns into a balance act thats always reoccurring. I'm not just another facile, self centered girl, I am just me a girl with ambition and determination that sometimes sends life in

I Got Called A Know It All....ahahahaha
Got to love it...lmfao Basically, I posted an article in a friend's forum earlier in the week and someone else posted the same story the next morning. But in a different section of the forum. So I merely pointed out that it was a double post and laughed. Someone took exception and said I did the double post and the other poster posted first. Not exactly. The time stamps prove it...lol. These people just don't like me because I'm a nice guy and I have a brain. So someone else who doesn't like me posted that I'm a know-it-all and stupid. Hahahahaha. Should I be insulted? Or just continue to bust up laughing? roflmao

What Kind Of Sex Do U Like
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Creek Mary's Blood
Soon I will be here no more You`ll hear the tale Through my blood Through my people And the eagle`s cry The bear within will never lay to rest Wandering on Horizon Road Following the trail of tears White man came Saw the blessed land We cared, you took You fought, we lost Not the war but an unfair fight Sceneries painted beautiful in blood Wandering on Horizon Road Following the trail of tears Once we were here Where we have lived since the world began Since time itself gave us this land [Singing in Lakotan] Our souls will join again the wild Our home in peace `n war `n death Wandering on Horizon Road... Following the trail of tears Once we were here Where we have been since the world began Since time itself gave us this land [Poem in Lakotan:] Hanhepi iyuha mi ihanbla ohinni yelo Òn sunkmanitutankapi hena, sunkawakanpi watogha hena, oblaye t`ankapi oihankesni hena T`at`epi kin asni kiyasni he akatanhanpi iwankal Oblaye t`anka kin

Never Alone
I walk into a graveyard, in the dead of night. The moon brightly shining down onto my white skin, bringing my red dress to flow smoothly against it. The fog reflects off the moon, making it almost impossible to see I can feel my heart start to sink as i realize I am all alone Looking to the earth for some guidance, and to the stars for enlightenment. I feel myself fall into a deep grave. Nothing but blackness is all I see, and i feel my heart start to crack as i realize i am all alone. As i claw at the earth, to dig myself out of my hole, the dirt begins to cake onto my fingers and start to bleed my flesh till its raw. Out of the darkness I feel a firm grasp onto my wrist, grabbing a hold of me and pulling me to the starlit sky. I gasp in a deep breath of fresh air and let it fill my lungs completely. The moon shines brightly once again, lighting up my eyes where they glow as beautiful as the stars. I feel a familiar embrace go all the way throu

Fuckin' Up My Christmas
mc chris (For Coco) Ladies that are fat ladies that are skinny Ladies that are all night on my jimmy Ladies that won't charge me a buck fiddy Just wanna get with me cuz I'm so pretty Bitties who wanna bite off a lil sumpn Best part's the top like a drew barry muffin Bittie's that wanna turn on their love oven And cook up a caserole of stove top stuffin (woo hoo!) Don't stop the suckin cuz you're filled with my gumption take care of my beaker cuz I'm honeydew bunsen Got ya jonesin for my potion, got my finger on the button That's why mc be struttin Wish I could erase this erection Honey's comin at me from every direction Lookin for the love connection I stink of sweaty sexin without protection So line up the contestants I'll open their drawers like the kid in the sixth sense (I see dead people!) I won't persist this distance, gotta get up in this She fuckin up my christmas chorus Fuckin up my christmas is a new way of saying fuckin up my shit This is

Saddam Hussein Hanged.
Baghdad, Iraq (CNN) -- Former Iraqi dictator Saddam Hussein has been executed, according to two Arabic language media outlets. Hussein was hanged before dawn on Saturday in Iraq, at about 6 a.m. (10 p.m. Friday ET), the U.S.-backed Al-Hurra television reported. Al-Arabiya reported that Barzan Hassan, Hussein's half-brother, and Awad Bandar, former chief justice of the Revolutionary Court, were hanged after Hussein. All three were convicted of killings in the Iraqi town of Dujail nearly 25 years ago. Earlier, Munir Haddad, a judge on the appeals court that upheld the former dictator's death sentence, and an adviser to Iraqi Prime Minister Nuri al-Maliki each confirmed the paperwork needed for Hussein's execution had been prepared late Friday. "All the procedures have been completed," Haddad said. At the same time, a U.S. district judge refused a request to stay the execution. Attorney Nicholas Gilman said in an application for a restraining order, filed Friday in U.S.

What Do You Do ?........................
What do you do when all else fails? What do you do when it seems you have no where to run? What do you do when you are up agianst all odds? Everyone dancing around you happy as can be. They all wearing the pretty little smiles and not showing that they are hurting too. You watch and listen when all you really want to do is scream and hollor out help me. What do you do ? You tell your friends that you are alright. And that you are doing good. But deep down inside it is hurting you. It is eating at you. You don't know what it is But you don't know how to find it out the root of it either. what do you do ? How do you cope? Is there any hope? The kids play and ride there bikes and there happy as long as you don't show that your hurting. They laugh and giggle all day long. They cuddle at night with you. But what do you do ? After there in bed all tucked in tight. Sleeping and off in dream land. It is suppose to be your time to relax and rethink the day. But all you can

Have A Great Day, Everyone!
I'm off to work momentarily! I have a client at 9. Then I man the store from 10 to 2. I'll be back online after that, lol! My Dad's doing fine and hopefully will be in a regular room today! Have a good one, everybody! Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around!!

What Kind Of Angel Are You??
You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!You are an Angel of Pain69%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!50%You are an innocent Angel38%You are an Angel of Beauty31%Angel of Light19%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Traffic Is
Stopped in traffic, Your bumper glistens In the light of the sun, Low in the sky at this time Of the year. I don’t find myself angry As time might have found me Before. Instead, Here I write a letter To you: Dear Driver in the silver caravan, I couldn’t help but notice That your child Dropped, By accident I can assure you, Their third grade project Out the window Of your automobile. There were small red hearts And I Love You’s; Plenty of care Went into it I can assume From the crystalline tears I saw accumulating In the rearview mirror Face. I know I’m smiling now, But don’t take it as offense… It’s just that I haven’t seen this sincerity Of love From a child To their parent In such a long while. Dear Owner of the black SUV, You cut me off so rudely Earlier this morning, Though I wasn’t angry Or offended; I’m sure you had done it To hundreds other than myself. I just have One question: If our two universes Were to collide, Would y

To Everyone !!!!
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"forever"
Searching for the open door, to take us back just like before It's not too late, no it's not too late What we've done, and we've been through, says it all, what's left to prove You can't throw away, oh, what's here to stay. Darling, I love you forever, believe me, I love you forever, forever my love. Today we laugh, tonight we cry, flip the card, and can't decide Heads we win, tails we lose Who's to say, what's wrong or right, and through the tears the truth will shine It's all I can do, babe I'm gonna stay with you Darling, I love you forever, believe me, I love you forever, Darling, I love you forever, forever my love. Forever, my love. Forever my love. Forever my love. And there in my heart. forever my love. ~Salem Lacroix

Thought? Am I Thinking? No Not Thought, Something Else...
Goddamnit Racing, fluttering, EXPLODING out of my chest Never thought Never imagined How could such a straight line happen? Where did I misplace my armor? Shit I’ve been hit FUCK!!!! I’ve been tricked Son of a bitch There’s a burst in my stitching I’m spilling I think you want to drink it as much as I want to feed you I think you want me to swallow you as much as I want to consume… You You You You It’s just all… You And all I can do Is wait to be close enough to you How patient are you?

"love Of Mine"
Love Of Mine We met on line just the other day. So sweet and innocent in every way. Now I long to read my mail. Praying, hoping, love comes my way. To unite to become one. Hoping, praying, you are the one. Will this be it for me? Fairy tale ending, I hope to see. Internet love of mine.

Nursery Rhymes - For Big Kids
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you dumb #$%!" HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and made them cry. And when the boys came out to play, He kissed them too 'cause he was gay. There was a l

In The Begining
I think, I think I am, therefore I am, I think. Of course you are my bright little star, I've miles And miles Of files Pretty files of your forefather's fruit and now to suit our great computer, You're magnetic ink. I'm more than that, I know I am, at least, I think I must be. There you go man, keep as cool as you can. Face piles And piles Of trials With smiles. It riles them to believe that you perceive the web they weave And keep on thinking free

The Journys Of A Vivid Mind
i close my eyes, and my soul flys,the many miles to be by your side. its like a movie in my mind,but much more.i feel the softness of you skin,the caressof your hair.the whisper of your voice in my ear.i feel the heat of your lips on mine,and smile at the happiness i felt. but then i open my eyes and relize,no matter how magnetic my heart draws to you and can not shortin the miles. and i wonder are these memories a blessing to remind me of the days to come. or a nightmare that will replay in my heart of the love i sought ,but never reliesed.

I Know I Cant Stop Loving You
I know I can't stop loving you No matter what Hell you put me through So I'll do what it takes, so please do Break me Hate me I know I can't stop loving you I can't stop needing you with me No matter what kind of person you see I'm still the girl who wants to be With you Loving you I can't stop needing you with me I need you in my heart No matter how much you've torn it apart Because I've loved you from the start Always will And I still I need you in my heart

Cowboys
WTF is going on with the Dallas Cowboys. They get word that they are in the playoffs and then go out and lose the Division and lose the last two games of the year. I thought teams wanted to go into the playoffs on a winning streak. I am a life time fan and I wish them well in the playoffs, but I am not sure how far they can go with this losing streak going into the playoffs.

New Years Eve Evening!!!
Okay, So I wasn't going to go out because I went out the night before and well, Im old, And not to mention I worked my arse off last week at work! My friend called me and told me she was going to the bar and wanted me to go, I wasn't going too but shit it was right dwon the road and I wans't tired at all... 5 bud lights and two shots later I was home, Safely and Suprisingly enough I didn't see too many cops out. It was a fun night, THe ladies started taking off their bras and hanging them up from teh chirstmas garlan they had decorated. OF course mine was bigger so I had to take mine off too! :) Ahhh and then the body shots came, Believe it or not, Guys like that girl on girl action, I took a pic of that as well but the quality was horrible! :( I forgot my digi cam at home so i had to settle with my cam phone. Anyway, New pics are in gallery, I hope everyone had a great and safe new years! :)

:+(
I’m using this book I have For the last thing it requests of me This may not be great To me it is still a mystery I’m using this book for what its worst And on this February 3, That worth may lower its value Nothing special about this date, Nothing special at all This may mean the world to me, But a peace of s&*! to you all This book has history to it Not one that you can get in school This history is of me, So I named it mystory And this book is nearing its end To me this book came: New, Clean, and Untouched Couldn’t wait to write my first word down I wrote thing I need not share, For some of you were there For you who would like to read, This is the reason for that lock & key No mistake can be erase all are writing down At times I may lose my page I start a new, But continue writing down

I Entered A Sexy Legs Contests And I Am Getting Smoked!!
Guys I have finally entered a contest here on Tap for Sexy legs. I am hoping those that I have helped out and commented bombed will take the time to do the same for me as well as repost my bulletion. They have decided to mark a bunch of the pics NSFW so the best I can do it paste the link to my legs in here. So if you have the time go back slap a few comments on there for me!! I would greatly appercaite any showing of love. I have 1372 friends and if you all can post 2 or 3 comments I shouldnt have any problems. Like I said any and all help would be awesome!! Muah Love to my Cherries!! Copy and Paste this link in your broswer to get to my pic. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=76743&albumid=162791&i=2605203883#

Forever In It Sleep
ride the night on blackened wing as passion fills the air all the while arch angels sing as i just sit and stare the light of day will soon be here and day will rule the land ill sleep the sleep of the just and count each grain of sand a soul that cannot rest and hurts for the lesser things will shield itself from the one the thing the night brings hoping every night that comes that I will make it thru ive seen the bringer of pain the thing that comes for you so hide your heart from everyone and keep it hidden deep rest your mind as it comes and forever in it sleep

Sex Lotion, And Other Stuff..
stowaways, and stuff Newyears, and taking people home, and " intimate massage oil " ( sex lotion? ) â€” Monday, January 01, 2007 I don't ever claim to be respectfull.... lol- the things left unsaid. Lastnight was newyears eve. ( For all you who didn't realize that. ) I spent basicly all day playing final fight streetwise. It is an awesome game. It has blood, and violence and language, and a little gore and stuff. And some " adult " situations. Way fun stuff. Then 8 or nine or something came around and my brother called me asking me what I was doing. He was having a party people were expecting me to be at. I was busy trying to kill a drugged out mutant sort of person. I was going to go over there after I killed him. It took me about an hr to do it. I died several times. I killed it, then went to do my hair and stuff, and my mom called to see how many mutants I had left to kill. Then I left, and on my way there, my mom called me agian to see where I was. When I was a

Ok I Get It Now........................
ive realized that I am seeing way to much into this "situation" and perahps that is whut is causing the problems or misunderstnadings. you've been clear from the beggining and i thought i understood that. but mayb b/c im new to this type of "situation" i read EVERYTHING wrong. or i just wasnt clear on how things workd. but i understand now, i swear, and im gona do my best to not let myslef get caught up in things. i remember tellin u in the beginging that i couldnt b with someone without there being feelings, without getting close to them, but mayb either u dont care and are just goin after whut U want or u dont remember, either way............. but whut u dont understand is with all the attention u give me i cant help but get my hopes up. im sry but thats just how fuckd up i am. i would have thought u would have realized that by now.

My Vampire
My Vampire I dream of man in black He stands above me and I am the snack His eyes look through me and he sees my soul He reaches for my hand and we take the stroll Into the dark where he now resides Into the shadows where he hides And now he’s bringing me- What will he do? Hopefully what I want him to His skin like porcelain, smooth and cold And I desire to be in his hold He makes love to me with only his stare And my brain knows that I must beware My body however needs him deep Only one of his kind could creep Into a person this way I’m not just lust, I am prey With his eyes locked on mine, he embraces my fruit His cold fingers slide in me, and his mouth in pursuit Of the pulsing flows of life in me He needs to drink, and I will agree His hands quickly moving inside He tastes me now and I enjoy the ride I feel the pain and it’s more than good I want him so much more than I should Giving of me means marking my death Losing my sun, and losing my breath H

Poem
I'm cold today,down inside. My heart looks for a place to hide. Alone and scared it looks so small,cowering there against the wall. Once again it tryed to trust and once again it turned to dust. Stupid heart will never learn. It takes so little to make it burn. Its open and warm and will take you in, only to be trashed again. So i'm cold today, down inside, because i think my heart has died........

My Last Year On The Puter
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whomever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I hav

Story
Naughty Story Time Very graphic language Current mood: naughty Category: Writing and Poetry A Forceful Encounter They met at a party thru a mutual friend. She was Slim and athletic with looks to thrill. He was very handsome with a hint of bad boy, and his eyes were beautifully dark. She could sense he had a deviant side to him. Which intrigued her even more. They danced and talked all night. He asked if he could walk her home. She felt safe enough but told him to not expect more than a good night kiss. He just laughed. When they arrived at her house she kissed him on the cheek and told him thank you. He pushed her thru the door and locked it behind him. He could sense that she was apprehensive and unsure about what he would do next. Although she was frightened she was also mesmerized by the possibilities of what might come next. Though the thought crossed her mind, she did not seriously attempt to stop him. She wanted to see what would happen next. How far

Life
ive made a lot of bad choices and im bound to make many many more.its so hard knowing what the right choice for the future is, what may seem right at the time can be completly wrong later . i guess my fears are normal its just that i dont want to fuck up . i dont want to do the stupid things my mom and dad did or even just repeat my own mistakes. im at a point in life that i have to make a lot of major decisions. i have to find a better place to live, i need a better paying job with benefits, i need to enroll in school and i need to decide weather or not im ever gonna start a family. im young but sill its improtant shit to think about. i know im gonna have to change a lot of things im not gonna be able to be the crazy kid i am now. i love living in california, yeah its expensive and crazy but ive grown up here i love it. deep down i know i have to leave. i wont be able to have the life i really want here and if i did ever start a family id have to work two or three jobs just to suppo

Truthful Priest
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive! electronic hair dryer that is well over the Customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous little instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused." Roaring with laughter, the official said, "Go ahe

"chains"
"chains" My life is nothing but chains. One part link into another. All one in the same. Yet not one whole. Each link lays before me. Some blue and true Others frost and lost. So bonded yet So free. Each one stands alone. Each one stands together. You lose some. You gain some. I set her touching each. I can't help but regret. So many have frost over. So few are blue. Each one that slips through my fingers cuts me. Some cut, deeper and dearer. Some cut , shallower and sharper. I feel every groove, every nuke, every tone. For every link that has frosted, a new one is made. For every pain i feel there is a pleasure i feel. For ever tear i let fall there is a new one i feel. For every link i lost there is one found. So when all is done and said, there is only one thing unsaid. When my time is done will my chains be heavy and thick, Or when that time comes

Fanticy Evening For The Ladies Of Tap
Well we finally met just like we did 10 years ago same place same people only our current ages and knowledge. I saw you and you were wearing this sexy outfit obvious it was the holiday season and you had some big shindig you had to go to well as usual I was dress in an outfit that would knock the socks off of Fred Austere. You were with out a date for some reason he could not make it so you asked me to join you and since I had nothing else going on I obliged you with a yes. So we went to this ballroom somewhere that was truly amazing (let me explain your attire here long silky black dress long triple looped mother of pearl necklace a pair of ¾ arm length black velvet gloves with a matching tennis bracelet. Your hair was up in a bun with beautiful locks hanging for bangs. You were very stunning, and you walked with an elegance about you I can’t quite explain) You made your way over to the people you knew there which seamed to me every one there was in complete and utter awe of you and e

Speak T O Me
SPEAK TO ME Speak to me of tenderness, That lingers in your hands; Reflecting there the beauty, That lies deep within the man. Speak to me of passion, In a lover's soft caress; Like dancing springtime breezes, Filled with gentleness. Speak to me of longing, Planted deep within a soul; The aching need for ecstasy, That a lover's touch makes whole. Speak to me of whispers, Falling on a lover's ear; Words that fill the emptiness, Of a heart that longed to hear. Speak to me of blossoms, That are kissed by morning dew; And I will show you beauty, That is seen, my love, in you.

{sexual Frustration}
[Warning: This was like one of my most sexual pieces... So it may not be all that great. But enjoy either way. And thank you for reading] When I look at you I get excited. A flame inside's ignited. Weak at the knees, I've got no voice to speak. Bite my bottom lip; fantasize of your kiss. Fierce and wild Soft and gentle. Is it something I can handle? Russian fingers, and Roman Hands. Take control, make demands. I close my eyes, lightly caress my chest. Though I'd bet you do it best. Breasts heaving in wanton desperation. Over come with sexual frustration. I wish you'd touch me. sweet and passionately. Slowly my hands move farther still. Sending my spine, tingles and chills. A slight moan escapes my mouth. Such a vexing erotic sound. Etrance indeed. But it's you I wish were inside me. Thrusting inside, A reckless ride. Our two bodies collide. Ravishing and wild. Timid and mild. Colmination Ultimate destination. Flushed and in a sensual haze. My eyes, e

Salt In My Wounds
drawing blood from a bite lost in translation blacken my eyes tonite wrap yourself around my soul take my heart back again make my flesh become whole a cut from your words salt in my wounds the pain returns a spot on the moon live your life forget what you see sharpened tongue crucifies me an angel in black a devils plaything your light pours thru cracks and with it it brings thoughts of you a feeling of leaving

New Year's Resolutions... Here We Go
First off, I have never EVER made resolutions before so if these sound a bit too much, it's because I do HAVE high standards for myself, and secondly, I think I need some kind of list in "written" form. Anyways, on with the list ::: [1] Health & Beauty -Emotional Strenth=Physical Strength. - 2006 was a rather emotional year for me ...I was so weak and gave my heart away too fast -and yet, i realized it was because I was only looking at from one side view... and not inputing what I saw and just took his view as the final say so. I shouldn't have done that. So, I think I will try to free myself from being avaricious with all the temptations and selfishness. I won't let myself down again... or when i do fall -and I usually fall hard and fast- I will get up again. - And I have a bet with myself -to lose a pants size / -10~13 lbs (remain) (Ultimate Goal is to lose 25 lbs and remain that way) and to tone muscles this year. Wish me a good luck. -Establish a regular workout r

Help My Cute Lil One Please
MY SON IS IN A CONTEST"CUTEST KID" PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SUM LUV. COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED(HINT HINT) LOL.. WE APPRECIATE IT !! AND THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC. CONTEST STARTED JAN.1,2007 AND WILL RUN UNTIL JANUARY 8,2007 @ MIDNIGHT. XOXOOXOXOXOXO Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

Where Should I Have Sex ???????
You should have sex outdoors You are the romantic type and enjoy being spontaneous. You are not that into having other people watch though, so make sure that there is no one else around before getting busy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Game
An intimate game Played between the two Master and Slave Control is but illusion To them both. The Master, so ruthless The Slave, so willing To be owned To be devoured To be used. Each in their own way. The binding of the hands The begging, the pleading The commands, the instruction The punishments, the rewards This is their fantasy This is their reality. All the pain... To become the pleasure This is what they seek This is what they crave To feel whole, complete The need, the hunger The arousal This is what they cum for When they bow before the other. written by Cherie copywrite 2006

The Ritual
The Earth that heals The Fire that burns The Air that calms The Water that churns The Pentacle protects The Ritual altar The Athame drawn The Chalice does offer The Circle now salted The energy raised The candles alight The Goddess we praise The spell is now cast The words in rhyme spoke The Gaurdians called The Goddess invoked The offerings made The blessings requested The guidance obtained The Knowledge then rested The Goddess is thanked The Gaurdians retreat The Circle is closed The Ritual complete. written by Cherie copywrite 2006

What Element Dragon Are You??
What Element Dragon Are You?(Coll Pictures) Fire DragonYou Are The All Mighty:Dragon Of Fire.You Have A Strong Wisdom Of Power That Never Consists Of Failure.You Are Very Strong And Not Afraid Of What Stands In Your Path...Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Tonight
i didn't do too much tonight had my dinner and watch some tvs smallville was on for two hours yay well in the first hour is the one with Justin Hartley in it woohoo i loved him he's one of my favorite soap opera actor but i'm soo glad he's on smallville now i get to see him yay!!! and in the second hour was the aquaman episode that was pretty cool i guess i'm waiting for the new episode so yeah and by tomorrow night smackdown is on yay!!!

Love Song By Tesla
So you think that it's over, say your love has finally reached the end Any time you call, night or day, I'll be right there for you If you need a friend It's gonna take a little time, I know, time is sure to mend your broken heart But don't you even worry, Philadelphia, 'cos I know you'll find love again Love is all around you, love is knockin' outside your door Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know Love is all around you, yeah yeah, love is knockin' outside your door Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know [Solo] It's all around It's all around Love will find a way - darlin', love is gonna find a way Find its way back to you Love will find a way - so look around, open your eyes Love is gonna find a way - love is gonna, love is gonna Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way, yeah Love will find a way - love is gonna find a way back to

Honesty Quiz
How Honest Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 67% which makes you Mostly HonestYou are mostly honest. You can occasioally stray from the truth but its mostly minor stuff and often for good reasons. Not to worry, too much honestly can be bad for you.Find out how honest you are at Quizopolis.com

Old School Blog 4-takin From My Myspace!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 Love and my over all opinion about secietys decline! Love and my over all opinion about secietys decline! My opinion on this subject is It is empty if only coming from one person! There is only one reason why people never work out! That is because shit is not equal and u base shit like the government that runs us! One leader and one follower! Sometimes the roles switch but the end result would still be the same equal is the only way to last! Equal commitment! Equal love! Equal respect! Equal honesty! Equal life long dedication! W/e else Im missing Equal! That is the one simple fucking reason for every failed relationship! Iv always known it! Im just saying it now so others can know it! For once learn from anothers mistake and stop your fuckin circles! Fake fucks! LOL Im so done with love So fuckin done! Im so done with attachment! And I fucking mean it this time! If I could go back I would still fucking do it all over again with

Eyes Shut
Eyes Shut by BlueWolf 1/07 Blind I move forward Until our lips embrace One hand moves to her shoulder One caresses her face Fingertips can only tell How flawless her skin The run of her hair The bump of her chin Breath drenched in fine wine Warm from the fire below Sultry whispers suggestive Senses yearning for more Slow unto a sunrise Shut eyes begin to open Catch a sight of this princess Steal a glimpse of her emotion Calming becomes the urge Dim the thoughts of how I’ve missed her Once again sweet to see She smiles when I kiss her.

My First Desire...
There comes a time when you can stand it no longer, as the lustful yearings grow stronger; The desires of passion explode from within, for the taste of something forbidden! Share in the pleasure of sheer pleasure! I would love to share that time together! I noticed you looking at me in an exciting new way; Was my desire starting to show thru? Would my lust be opened today? What would my husband say? If he knew I desired her in this sort of way? Would he be happy or want me dead? To find not one lady but two in his bed! I never opened that box just to see; But I will never forget the looks she gave to me. It's all in the first desire!

One Flaw In Women...
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer, when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to sh

Lakota Legend Of The Dreamcatcher
Long ago when the word was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language. As he spoke, Iktomi the spider picked up the elder's willow hoop which had feathers,horsehair, beads and offerings on it, and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life; how we begin our lives as infants, move on through childhood and on to adulthood. Finally we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But", Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces; some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But, if you listen to the bad forces, they'll steer you in the wrong direction and may hurt you. So these forces can help, or can interfere with the harmony of Nature." While the spid

Copied From Sweet's Page
Cpoied from a friend 30 Harsh Things a Woman Can Say to a Naked Man 1. i've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle. 4. You know, they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow. and your feet are so big! 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if i squeeze? 10. Oh no....a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if I water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least it won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes. 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first...... 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Doe

Life
well, my ex fiance Nick and I split for good,even though I didn't want to. He told me I had to move on and have a better life. I wanted a better life with Nick, marriage and children. Sometimes I can see a little boy that looks exactly like Nick running around. Oh well. Maybe someday.......... Anyways, I do write poems about love and other things. They really don't have any sexual content in them. Most of them I wrote because Nick inspired me, he was my muse. FALLEN He alones knows my sins I have done wrong many times The things I've done are mistakes I had to learn the hard way Instead of embracing true love I threw it away like garbage Fearing the worst from my love I thoroughly pushed it away Crying now, tears of blood and pain I am dead, alone, and hollow When I had his love and affection I was alive, warm, and full of joy He knows I've tumbled from grace And now I struggle for my spot To be back in my grace, where I belong Having a heavy cross to

Just A Dream On Christmas Night
Just A Dream on Christmas Night © BlueWolf Had a dream last night, it was so real Now I think I know, how you would feel Saw your face so clear, Your eyes bright too It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Thought I felt your skin, as you lay by my side My hair whisked from my face, as you did in one stride Felt my body get warm, and I melted closer to you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Your voice was the same, as I've heard you talk to me The words were soft and sincere, you made me believe Heard a crack in your voice, as you spoke of me and you It was just a dream, I could swear it was you Smelled the scent of your cologne, as your cheek touched mine Brought my heart to skip a beat, the feeling was divine I fell in love in this dream, I must tell you its true It was just a dream, But I could swear it was YOU It was just a dream I had on Christmas Night, But I could swear it was you Donna..........

Misunderstood
Tied to the bed, screaming for someone, there is a guy in the room, he says calmly don't worry this will be fun, he touches your skin, and you began to cry, you stop screaming, and ask him why, he tells you he loves you, and the he is your master, he says you are beautiful, like a flower, he sits on your stomach, not with all his weight, he tells you hush and stop crying, and he will bring you food on a plate, you can't stop crying , so he strokes your cheek, his nice soft motion, turns you so weak, He wipes away your tears, and tell you don't be afraid, he isn't going to rape you, he just wants you as a maid, you scream never, so he leaves for a moment, he brings back tape and a knife, he says fine your my torment patient, he gives you time to change your mind, but your to scared you can't speak, he puts the tape across your mouth, and with the knife strokes your cheek, you start to cry again, and your body shakes, and inside, your bo

And Then We Kiss
Floating Green eyes, Glowing through the night, This creature has beauty, Just set out of present sight. This beauty creeps, From deep inside her, Shown through her words, Innocent Whispered voices; Please Sir. She will manipulate, Confuse your lonely soul, Make your mind tremble, And make her-self feel whole. Take from you, All of what she needs, Listens to you scream, As she begins to feed. You calm as she softens, That bite once so hard. Excepting those green eyes, Knocks down your guard. Wired to the bed, You are still in human form, As the moon sits high, Your flesh sits, Ripped and torn. You starting to transform, As the sun begins to rise, Your dying begins to show, In those cerulean eyes. Your veins run dry, And your bones turn to dust, Your heart begins to pound, You are striving for a bloody lust. It is your turn to feed, Upon your master, Whose blood will make you strong, C mon boy, drink faster. The sun begins to rise,

Far Away
Nickelback Far Away Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore ----------------------------- On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything,but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreamin you'll be with me and you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore --------------------------------- So far away So far away far away for far too long So far away So far away far aw

Oblivious Oblivion
Can you remember That time we cried? If you do, then you Can tell me how I died. Dead once I was born But when were together I feel so alive When I breathe your breath Mixed with mine I inhale every breath you Give me... I can see it Projecting from your eyes This Passion we share This Love divine Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Stay with me watching the sunrise

Ask Me Out
repost) date: 2007-01-07 07:08:42 Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken. (repost of original by 'Demented_Angel' on '2007-01-06 23:48:46') (repost of original by 'Brittiny' on '2007-01-07 00:56:57') (repost of original by 'COUGARMOON OF THE CHEROKEE TRIBE AND HUSBAND OF TORI I LOVE YOU BABY' on '2007-01-07 01:06:15') Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! Leave a comment on this bulletin!

The Herbal Kitchen
Below are a list of herbs commonly found in most homes, and their magickal uses. (Resources: Gerina Dunwich and Scott Cunningham's books.) African Violet-Used as a protection amulet and to promote spirituality in the home. It is burned as a traditional herbal incense of the Spring Equinox Sabbat. Allspice-Burned as an incense to attract money or luck. It is also used to promote healing. Aloe-A popular houseplant. Used for protection against evil influences and prevents household accidents. Angelica-One of the traditional ritual herbs of the Candlemas and Beltane Sabbats. Angelica is both a culinary and medicinal herb. Sprinkle around the house to ward off evil. Added to the bath, it removes curses or spells that may have been cast against you. Anise-The leaves are used for protection. The seeds are burned as a meditation incense. Filling a small pillowcase with anise seeds and sleeping on it will ensure that you have no nightmares. Basil-Brings wealth to those who car

Ct Friends
I have joined this site back in November, and am glad I did. The other sites I have been on, the people on them are so artificial. At least here you guys do answer and reply to messages and such. I have made alot of friends here, and also some very special friends.(You know who you are). Once again thanks to everybody here for being so friendly.

Trooper Killed
this is a sad day in tennessee. this young trooper was shoot and killed in the line of duty my hearts and prayer go out to this man family . may god keep his family safe.we need to think of these lawinforcement officers in are communty.just take the time and tell them what a good job they are doing for the communty

Work.
So today at work was awesome. It was slow most of te day, then around 6 it got really busy. Like 10 orders non-stop. Stressful. After it slowed down a bit, at around 7, my manager asked if I was ready to go home. I told her I could stay, since I would be leaving at 8. She told me there were too many people working, and I was the first choice to leave early. Apparently I am doing a really good job for being there only 4 days. My managers all like me, which is a welcomed change. I bought 2 McFlurries and a Fudge sundae for $2.70. How pimp am I? Very pimp. Very. And my friend Karis and I are gonna hang out later tonight, or as soon as she gets to mi casa. So I'm about to leave then. Deuce.

Marine Knocks Out Professor
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "Wha

Mommy Stuff
how many times a day can a kid watch cars? REALLY? and it's such a bad movie. long as hell, overly complicated plot for a friggin cartoon, no real antagonist, just crap. and i think you have to have an affinity for boring ass nascar and whiny ass country music to appreciate it. i, obviously, have not an appreciation for either. in other news, my kid's allergies (environmental) are back in full force. of course they appear as soon as we don't have insurance anymore. i'm going to have to appeal to his father to put him on his insurance plan in order to get him the medicine he needs; this will be a fight, of course, because his father will figure that this means he should pay less child support (as if he doesn't pay less than the state requirement already.) now, i'm going to be a bitch if i don't give him whatever he wants since his uncle just died, but WHATEVER. i'm still pretty disgusted that he didn't send his my son anything for christmas anyway. my poor kid. he deserves w

Princessed Is Bestest
The blind Can see I dont give A damn Your life Does not Fall On me Again My friend You've reached The end Of what could Never be Tomorrow The sun Will rise And there Will be Another day Come out With us And join Our play Dont just Wallow in Your dark Always

Time Apart
Well Today my hubby left for his 6 month deployment. Sucks but it's his job. So now I get to be a single mother for the next 6 months. Now I have done it before, and can only hope it will get easier each time, yet this time I feel like it will be just the opposite. Mainly because Im preg. and Tired ALL THE TIME! atleast when he is here, I would get breaks, but not now! 180 days to go!!!!

Have Fun With This Sex Quiz..plz Reply)
Name: Age: Current Location: Eye/Hair Color: Height: Ethnicity: Sexual Orientation: Size of penis/breast: WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX? Age: Eye/Hair: Height: Ethnicity: Body Type: What's your favorite part of a guys/gals body? EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear are you wearing? Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Ever watch a porno? Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didn't? Are you into ass smacking? Are you a Virgin? When did you lose it? How was your first time? If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? Are you an easy O or hard O? Ever meet someone off the Internet for sex? How many dates does it take to get into your pants? Do you like dirty talk? (girls) Does size matter? (girls) What's the biggest you had? Smallest? How do you wear your pubic hair? How do you like your partners public hair done? What is your favorite birth control The pill? Ever have sex without a condom? Ever be

Rules Of Engagement
I cannot be dominated mastered kept broken taken entrapped I will not be bound put to my knees made to crawl shamed and humiliated held My pride is the pride of the wolf I pledge my loyalty I submit I allow you to take the reigns But I never lose control I never surrender my pride I am never fully submissive This game is one of allowance Of switching roles and sides Where each is at the mercy of the other for some tiny bit of time

Fuck Or Pass Game!
FUCK OR PASS GAME! Body: ~ Body: ~FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Shadows
An unnoticed identity clouded, restless beneath your feet sorrow life years buried in dirt billions of cares unforgiven. Scar a lifeline on granite stone living wasted nothings These unspoken distant calls repel, dying seeds of hateful notes Use nitrous pins to expose this evil flesh inside revealing impure fragile wings that can't ever be hidden Yourself seen towards judgement flow an ocean of tears seeping downwards to Hell.

One Step Up
One Step Up Lyrics Kenny Chesney Woke up this mornin' the house was cold Checked the furnace she wasn't burnin' Went out and hopped in my old Ford Hit the engine but she ain't turnin' * Given each other some hard lessons lately But we ain't learnin' * We're the same sad story that's a fact * One step up and two steps back Bird on a wire outside my motel room but he ain't singin'* Girl in white outside a church in June but the churchbells they ain't ringin' Sittin' here in this bar tonight And all I'm thinkin' is I'm the same old story same old act * One step up and two steps back It's the same thing night all night Who's wrong and baby who's right Another fight and I slam the door on Another battle in our dirty little war * When I look at myself I don't see the man I wanted to be Somewhere along the line I slipped off track I'm caught movin' one step up and two steps back * There's a girl across the bar I get the message she's sendin' Mmm she ain't lo

Wow...
I don't think I've had a day drag on like today has in awhile. Not to mention I left my id and atm card at home. *curses at blonde roots* So I had to deposit a couple of checks rather than cashing them as I would have liked. Ah well. Not much else to say at the moment. Just wishing that it was 5.

Lost Again
hello again to all my friends and familyim wondering if yall might try to help me with something if you know anyone that would fit these criteria please send them by here and introduce themselves: 1. SSBBw (300+) 2. likes to give and receive love and affection and into all kinds of sex 3. local to Northeast Texas (903 area code 75670 zip code) 4.can be straight but must be ok to me being Bi 5.into BDsm (im sub) 6.like having there picture taken

Patience
Let’s hang everyone, and then hang some more Let’s fill the empty field of towering gallows Working around the clock tying noose knots in strong rope Everybody shuts up to hear the death croak Dig out a pit to house the corpses Should they burn, or use lye? Fucking choices choices Eventually the screams stop being voices And become a soundtrack of background noises Drowned out by the sound of the peasants rejoicing “Death to the king, all hail the new order!” Ordered to make a meal out of grave dirt Flirt with the idea that it tastes great, but we both know your taste buds don’t work I much prefer a psychopathic individualized form of attack Instead of the idiotic emptiness of a murderous mob mentality Is it some kind of bonding experience to kill as a family? The frenzy of group psychosis, stacking travesties on top of atrocities True bloodlust belongs to those who can act calmly Blind group rage tends to be brutish and sloppy When you focus on the death you ign

Humans Interesting Facts
This is weird but true! While sitting at your desk make clockwise circles with your right foot. (go ahead no one will see you) While doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. * When filming summer scenes in winter, actors suck on ice cubes just before the camera rolls - it cools their mouths so their breath doesn't condense in the cold air. Humans were first infected with the HIV virus in the 1930s. Thinking about your muscles can make you stronger. If left alone, 70% of birthmarks gradually fade away. Grapefruit scent will make middle aged women appear six years younger to men. The perception is not reciprocal and the grapefruit scent on men has no effect on women's perception. Women blink twice as many times as men do. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. We are about 1 cm taller in the morning than in the evening. Layers of cartilage in the joints gets compressed during the

Hot Guys And Sexxxy Ladies..wooohoo
OK 4 SEXXXY CHERRIES ARE IN CONTESTS AND NEED HELP !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !! SO PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. THEY WILL RETURN THE LUV AND IT'S APPRECIATED. THEY ARE VERY GOOD FRIENDS OF MINE SO TREAT LIKE YOU WOULD FOR ME IN A CONTEST. THANKS AGAIN *BOSS LADY* REMEMBER RATE AND COMMENT !!!! SAXXY..SEXY PIERCING..ENDS JANUARY 10(WED.) HONEY..BEST OF 06'.. ENDS JAN.12(FRI) I*D*G*A*F*.. MR. NEW HAMPSHIRE.. ENDS JAN.31(WED) SAGE..MOST POPULAR CHERRY(MALE SIDE).. 1ST CONTEST HE EVER BEEN IN.

Hi All
HI Everyone, i am sorry that i have not been on alot latly and comenting on you pages .... i have been pretty sick this week and i am still not feeling very good .... BUT i just wanted to stop in and say hi to all my friends out there and tell you all thank you so much for all the love you have given me .... Well i am off to lie down for a bit again and i hope you all are well ... Blessings to you all

Just Read It!
This new version of the "footprints" story really caught me off guard at the end...What a blessing JUST READ IT! FOOTPRINTS..A New Version Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together. For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace. But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns. For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently. You and Jesus are walking as true friends! This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: Your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps. Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.

Yooooooooo
OK YEPP I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST AND I NEED BOMBERS !!! NAME OF CONTEST IS "WHO WANTS TO MARRY BEN DOVER" IT'S GUNNA BE A FUN ONE. IT STARTS JAN.10(WED.) AND WILL GO UNTIL JAN.31(WED) SO PLEASE ANY FREE TIME YOU WANNA SPEND BOMBING WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO ME. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. XOXOX

Forever Love
The first time I laid my eyes on you I knew, We'd spend this life side by side. I still feel the same though we're so far away, I swear that you'll always be my.... Chorus: Forever love I promise you, someday we'll be together, Forever love. I won't give up. No matter what... I'll be waiting for you Forever love... Minutes and hours and years may go by, but my heart knows nothing of time. So don't cry just keep me right there in your dreams. And hold on to these words of mine... *Repeat Chorus* Love is a road to our destiny, nothing can change what is meant to be... *Repeat Chorus* Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

What Kinda Flirt Are You?
You Are a Friendly Flirt! You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Leave The Pieces
Artist/Band: Wreckers Lyrics for Song: Leave The Pieces You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown [Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone [Chorus] You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Leave the pieces when you go Oh yeah Leave the pieces

Im A Leo ** In The August Dark **
I am hungry, Like a thirst maddened lioness, When satyr has driven, The beasts away. I thirst when he plays, His liquid bubbling pipes, I lay watching night after night, In the semi-cool of August, Naked and wind fondled. I arousethe dark swan, I stir the clover beneath, My cool milk-white belly, I craze the wanton white moths. The moon bends low, His bull horns gleaming, Yet satyrplays knowing, I am a captiveunicorn, Fierce, Broken, But not won.

Elysium
This is where I lay down my blood. Shed the skin of my heart. Heal the scabs I tend to pick. Regard on life and figure in the lust. Hate for the day until I break. Speak to the deaf with a loud but soothing voice. I recommend this method of hate. It seems to fit the pattern of death in our victims we erase to ease the pain. Comfort without drugs or drink. Sex without wet and sweat. Protection from the morbid bliss of reality. Dip into my soul for a look into Gods eyes. Feel the memory of the blind that once held the visions of the Alpha. I am the Omega that Jesus was afraid of. I am not a statistic for you to ponder. I will not be sold. I cannot be bought. But I will gamble my morals for the benefit of the weak children you abuse with MTV. Hate me.

How Intuitive Are You?
You Are 96% Intuitive Your intuition is so spot on it's scary! You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut. And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times. Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it could be wrong! How Intuitive Are You?

How Good A Cook Are You?
You Are an Excellent Cook You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire... Are You A Good Cook?

What Is Your Rising Sign?
Your Rising Sign is Pisces Dreaming and introspective, you're often lost in your thoughts. Which is okay by you... you're inner world is pretty darn awesome. And while you are inwardly confident, sometimes you seem a bit unsure. People often handle you more delicately than they need to. You love luxury, and even if you're a bit broke, you want things to look "rich." Mysterious and demure, you keep secrets about yourself to remain an enigma. What's Your Rising Sign?

More Rimbaud
'A Season In Hell - 6' The Impossible ¯¯¯¯ Ah! My life as a child, the open road in every weather; I was unnaturally abstinent, more detached than the best of beggars, proud to have no country, no friends, what stupidity that was. - And only now I realize it! - I was right to distrust old men who never lost a chance for a caress, parasites on the health and cleanliness of our women, today when women are so much a race apart from us. I was right in everything I distrusted: because I am running away! I am running away! I'll explain. Even yesterday, I kept sighing: "God! There are enough of us damned down here! I've done time enough already in their ranks! I know them all. We always recognize each other; we disgust each other. Charity is unheard of among us. Still, we're polite; our relations with the world are quite correct." Is that surprising? The world! Businessmen, and idiots! - there's no dishonor in being here. - But the company of the elect, how w

I Wish You Love
I Wish You Love Lyrics Rachael Yamagata I wish you bluebirds in the spring To give your heart a song to sing And then a kiss, but more than this I wish you love And in July a lemonade To cool you in some leafy glade I wish you health And more than wealth I wish you love My breaking heart and I agree That you and I could never be So with my best My very best I set you free I wish you shelter from the storm A cozy fire to keep you warm But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love My breaking heart and I agree That you and I could never be So with my best My very best I set you free I wish you shelter from the storm A cozy fire to keep you warm But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love But most of all when snowflakes fall I wish you love.

My Blog
IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS, YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU'RE 45...NO JOKE. PUT MAKEOUT -- (if you're taken) TONGUE -- (if you like someone) SEX SEX SEX -- (single) KISS IN THE RAIN -- (if you're in love) WHITE ROSE -- (if you're about to give up) A PECK ON THE LIPS -- (if you rape people) BLACK ROSE -- (if there's no point in liking the person you like) SLAP ON THE A** -- (if ur a ninja) F*** YOU -- (if you like more than one person) IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS, YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU'RE 45...NO JOKE.

Pissed Off!!! Dracula's Castle
Pissed off!!! Dracula's Castle ARGH!!!!!!!!! Dracula's castle is for sale and I am pissed that I am not a millionare yet and so I can't afford it! Anyone want to lend me a few million dollars? Pretty please? With sugar on top? I really really really want it. Really bad. Anyone? Please?! (pouty lips and puppy dog eyes) *long sigh* *spanks and kisses* Hazel

One Night Alone
I'll tell ya that I love you, if it makes everything alright I just wanna hold you, I've got something to prove tonight I'm tired of the telephone, can't you give me one night alone I'm staring at your picture, I realize what you mean to me Every single moment is burning deep in my memory It doesn't matter what they say, our love's too good to throw it away All we need is One night alone - just you and me, won't you give me One night alone - 'cos that's all I need One night alone - you lovin' me I wanna feel your heart beat in the darkness next to mine I need to feel your heartbeat to know our love's still alive The power of your tender touch, you know I waited long, long enough, for just One night alone - that's how it should be, all we need is One night alone - just you and me One night alone - you lovin' me, can't you give me One night, one night This isn't the way two lovers live This isn't the dream I wanna be living in, no no no I'm tired of this te

Snow In Southern California, Say It Isn't So!
This morning after I'd gotten up, gotten dressed, and had my bathroom pleasantries - as I sat down to check my email as I do most every morning; my son comes in the office."Good morning, mommy, it snowed this morning," he said."I don't think so, hon, it doesn't get cold enough to snow here," I replied out of routine - this was a conversation he and I had held a few times this year already."But there's white stuff outside, look out the window..." he answered in earnest, and so I did with much hesitation. I looked at the 'white stuff' on the top of my car, and the trailer, and the truck belonging to the neighbor."It's just ice, Merlin, it got really cold last night."I sat down after that to watch the morning news, and as they reviewed the weather they dropped a quick line that there was snow in Riverside. Now, snow is Riverside isn't quite as uncommon as snow in San Bernardino so I didn't think much of it, though it did remind me to go out and check on Mya-tuk's recent litter of puppies.

Livin' On A Memory
The street light crawls into a bare bulb hotel Where dead eyes shine there's a story to tell It's a life of crime on a bed of stone When the devil calls you're better off alone And now I'm hiding from the light, running from my destiny Haunted by a flame, lying low, livin' on a memory The bugs still bite and the breezes blow Between your dreams right through your clothes The days roll by like cars on a train And the August sky still looks like rain Haunted by a dream, I can't escape this reverie Trying to break away, lying low, livin' on a memory I'll be walking behind you, I'm a face on the wind I'll be watchin', still payin' for my sins I'm drifting down the river so slow As the lights of town are beginning to glow Haunted by a dream, I can't escape from this reverie Trying to break away, lying low, livin' on a memory...

Broken
Broken Wake up to a sunny day Not a cloud up in the sky, Then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground,and they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggles.Face to face with my trouble. Chorus When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't stop believing in your self, When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're going through. Don't let it beat you up. Hitting walls and getting scars only makes you who you are... Only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, There is beauty in the breaking... Yeah... Chorus When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're tryin' but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When your broken. Better days are gonna find you once again,every piece

Fundamentalist Christians
10: You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours. 9: You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from animals, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt. 8: You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in the trinity. 7: Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to non-christians, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" including women & children (also the trees for you tree-huggers). You never consider both world wars were fought principally amongst christian nations. 6: You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek mythology about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary (obvio

Intro To Me
hello everyone im vic im very out going love new things i am pleasent up until i have to deal with people who do not know how to use there commen sence i love to drink i love to play music as well as listen to it i love meeting new people im still figureing this program out its confusing the hell out of me but im not very techno-savi or savy how ever you say it im in college and working dont ask what i do for work i hate my job aswell as talking about cause of the many idiots i must deal with their but yeah i just wanted to introduce my self that turned into a bit of a rant and it keeps going and going i know your thinking man get a life lol so yeah im done for know have a nice day or not do whatever ya want later

Born To Lose
I was brought in this world 1962, I didn't have much choice you see. But by the time I was eight, I could tell it was too late, I was already barking up the wrong tree. When I was in school you thought I was a fool, In trouble, Breaking all the rules. I was absent from class, My daddy spanked my bare ass, But I sure tried hard to be cool. chorus: Born to lose, was what they said, You know I was better off dead. Born to lose, you're just bad news, You don't get a second chance. It was a hot summer night in mid July, A hangover and a black eye. Your momma said I was a loser, A dead end cruiser, And deep inside I know that she was right. chorus: Born to lose, was what they said, You know I was better off dead. Born to lose, you're just bad news, You don't get a second chance. I tried to get myself a job Because that's the way that Things are, wanna have nice Things and go far. Well I'm sorry Honey, I ain't got much money But I can sure play this here old Gui

The Epic Of Gilgamesh Part I
He who has seen everything, I will make known (?) to the lands. I will teach (?) about him who experienced all things, ... alike, Anu granted him the totality of knowledge of all. He saw the Secret, discovered the Hidden, he brought information of (the time) before the Flood. He went on a distant journey, pushing himself to exhaustion, but then was brought to peace. He carved on a stone stela all of his toils, and built the wall of Uruk-Haven, the wall of the sacred Eanna Temple, the holy sanctuary. Look at its wall which gleams like copper(?), inspect its inner wall, the likes of which no one can equal! Take hold of the threshold stone--it dates from ancient times! Go close to the Eanna Temple, the residence of Ishtar, such as no later king or man ever equaled! Go up on the wall of Uruk and walk around, examine its foundation, inspect its brickwork thoroughly. Is not (even the core of) the brick structure made of kiln-fired brick, and did not the Seven Sages themsel

Epic Of Gilgamesh Part Iv
The Elders spoke to Gilgamesh, saying: "Gilgamesh, do not put your trust in (just) your vast strength, but keep a sharp eye out, make each blow strike in mark! 'The one who goes on ahead saves the comrade." 'The one who knows the route protects his friend.' Let Enkidu go ahead of you; he knows the road to the Cedar Forest, he has seen fighting, has experienced battle. Enkidu will protect the friend, will keep the comrade safe. Let his body urge him back to the wives ())." "in our Assembly we have entrusted the King to you (Enkidu), and on your return you must entrust the King back to us!" Gilgamesh spoke to Enkidu, raying: "Come on, my friend, let us go to the Egalmah Temple, to Ninsun, the Great Queen; Ninsun is wise, all-knowing. She will put the advisable path at our feet." Taking each other by the hand, Gilgamesh and Enkidu walked to the Egalmah ("Great Palace"), to Ninsun, the Great Queen. Gilgamesh arose and went to her. "Ninsun, (even though)

Absolutely;maybe
It is fine if you want to change your mind I can still embrace you in these shattered arms if you can forgive the dreams I broke Mistakes are made like daily bread Excuses fall like landslides it is hard to say I am sorry and sometimes impossible to pardon the sin make an effort to Try

Rinos In The House
House Republicans Defect on Key Votes Republicans in the House are being thwarted by ... Republicans in the House. Although GOP leaders expected unity in the ranks, enabling them to battle the Democratic majority during the initial 100 hours of the new Congress, it hasn't exactly unfolded that way, the Washington Post reports. According to the Post, there is less pressure in GOP lawmakers because they are no longer in the majority. Also, longtime no-nonsense leaders like former Rep. Tom DeLay are no longer around to crack the whip. That has resulted in more Republicans expressing a more moderate sentiment in their voting. House Republican leaders, who confidently predicted they would drive a wedge through the new Democratic majority, have found their own party splintering, with Republican lawmakers siding with Democrats in droves on the House's opening legislative blitz. The narrowest margin came over last week's bill to require the federal government to negotiate lowe

For The Girls....
I know i talk a lot of shit on here.....but Im actually about to have an EMO moment....after talking to and hanging around me.....one would think that I hook up with a lot of girls....and that their fairer sex is treated by me like a sport.... well for the most part....THAT IS TRUE! *lol* However....I hurt also....Ive been mistreated as well....God forbid....I fell in love with a ho-bag that used me..... anyway....after meeting and comiserating with several fellas who are going thru/went through (I did that just to show you humps that I could spell through)....anyway....the same thing.... I wrote this as a tribute to the girls Ive lost, loved. left, and lusted after.... wannahearit? hereitgoes.... FOR THE GIRLS... This ones for the girls who you can take home to mom...but wont because its easier to fuck with a whore..... than work on a relationship. This is for the girls who have been led on by my words..... and kisses... and touches......all of which were eith

Ten Internet [commandments] Or The Like..
The Ten Internet Commandments Just a little something to keep in mind, going into the new year. 1. Thou shalt not buy merchandise found in pop-up ads or spam. 2. Thou shalt not post thy email address, phone number, address or social security number to the internet, nor shalt thou post anyone else's. 3. Thou shalt not forget to update thy Windows every second Tuesday. 4. Thou shalt not connect to the internet without installing an antivirus, nor shalt thou begin a scan without checking for updates. 5. Thou shalt not connect to the internet without installing a firewall. 6. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's credit card number, nor his bank routing number, nor his social security number. 7. Thou shalt not enter thy credit card number without seeing the tiny padlock icon on thy status bar. 8. Thou shalt not reply to the email from the Nigerian banker. 9. Thou shalt not forward chain letters to thy friends and family. 10. Thou shalt not use "pas

"w/e Cunt" So He Said....
Today i was rather unappy with a person who seemed to show just not how to treat a lady and how assinine people can be in their decisions. A guy on my yahoo IM'd me begging me to turn on my cam so he could supposedly "see your beautiful face." I highly doubted that was all he wanted. There was something going on there. After telling him no politely he refused to accept the word no. I told him I dont turn it on often and today I was buisy around the house doing chored and comming back to type. I wasn't around. He insisted i turn it on. At this point I knew he wanted more than just to see me. I told him it was annoying that he was asking me so much and starting to beg and to wait until a time that I approved for him to view it. Otherwise he should just accept that I did not want him to view it. He insisted I had lied to him about having a camera (which i have not to long ago aquired. and recently got to working on my slow computer only to have it break down here and there and refuse to w

Moonlight Love
Moonlight love Come to me So our souls can unite Let passions run free As we dance in moonlight For so long You left me yearning Now it is my turn To leave you burning We’ll take it slow Stroking the flame I will make you tremble I am far from tame This is no illusion A fantasy come true Carnal pleasures Between me and you Let me taste your excitement Experience you will savor Just remember To return the favor Touch my body Make me shiver Penetrate deeply Make me quiver I can’t get enough Make love all night Naked flesh joined In the moonlight

Rumy, Bush, And The News
Saturday, November 25, 2006 Current mood: blah We start with Donald Rumsfeld - Underfunding the training of Iraqi military and police personel. He thought he could do Iraq on the cheap. Only got fired 3 years too late. Then there's President Bush - Completely ignoring the situation in Iraq and the American publics wishes. Instead of facing the problems in Iraq, he decides to take a Asian tour where he reminds all of his critics that he does not know history and just does not get it. The Winner, News Corp - For trying to buy off OJ Simpson dead wifes family so they could air the interview and publish the book anyway. And somewhere Satan is just stoking the fires for Rupert Murdock. News Corp and in extension Rupert Murdock, Today's Worst Person In The World!

Stuffed Chicken Breasts
Chicken breasts are stuffed with mozzarella cheese, bread crumbs, and herbs. INGREDIENTS: * 6 boneless chicken breast halves * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 medium onion, sliced * 4 ounces sliced mushrooms * 1 rib celery, thinly sliced * 1 egg, beaten * 1 tablespoon chopped fresh parsley * 2 tablespoons fine dry breadcrumbs * 2 teaspoons grated parmesan cheese * 3/4 cup shredded mozzarella cheese * salt and pepper * 1 can (10 1/2 ounces) condensed tomato soup * 1/2 cup water * 1/2 teaspoon leaf basil, crumbled PREPARATION: Place chicken pieces between sheets of plastic wax; gently pound with a meat mallet to flatten evenly. Be careful not to tear or break through. In a large skillet, heat vegetable oil and butter; sauté onion slices, mushrooms, and celery until tender. Add egg, parsley, bread crumbs, Parmesan cheese, and mozzarella cheese. Stir to blend well. Sprinkle chicken brea

14 Reasons For Being Fired From Toys 'r' Us!
14. Every time you're passed over for a promotion, you stick your head in an Easy Bake Oven and threaten to "end it all." 13. You got caught adding a garage to your house using embezzled Lego bricks. 12. Numerous parental complaints about your "Tickle Me Carl The Stockboy" display. 11. You went overboard with your GI Joe Militia display by adding the Tonka truck full of fertilizer. 10. Cross-dressing the Ken and Barbie dolls and telling kids they're the new "Jerry Springer" edition. 9. The "My Little Taxidermy Kit" (with starter squirrel) is not selling. 8. Impromptu demonstrations of why Malibu Ken is not anatomically correct. 7. Got caught doing your Dolly Parton impression with basketballs again. 6. Source of reefer smoke finally traced to "nostrils" of Geoffrey the Giraffe. 5. Jaws of life needed to pull your knees out of your chest after you jackknifed a Big Wheel. 4. Caught hocking phlegm into tykes' hands and telling them it was "homemade Gack."

So Hey
well my night has been okay i got into a fight with a girl... all because i called her a slut.. and its the truth.and im not the only one that has called her that. so ne ways.. then she goes and tries to change her name to saying [hates stupid bitches] ... i feel special. then she tries to get her friend to add me... how fucking retarded.. ne ways... well tonight im supposed to go to the movies with this really cool guy i met at work.. well night.. ttyl

Crazy Road Hog Shoppers..
Good Morning. Welcome me back to the land of the living. I lasted about 2 hours yesterday morning at work and then threw in the towel. I was shot, (sickly boy) beyond repair. You know when you are sickly you have to give in to the sis factor no matter how strong you thing you are. Hell if not you will be for garbage anyway and infect everyone from the office secretary to the corner mouse. That is if you have a corner mouse… So where do I begin? Oh let’s first start with the Woman from hell at the grocery store. Oh my god! You know, grocery stores are somewhat like freeways in their layouts. I mean the racks are normally laid out so two, mind you two carts may proceed in each direction. So that allows carts to come in from either direction and peruse the shelves on both sides.. Depending if you’re driving your cart the American way of the French way. I will get to that later. So is true most grocery stores. And some have pillars in the god awful places just to hinder your progress too.

On Ice
Frozen fields, morning tea. This would be the life if I still wasn't a wreck. If I was out of the city too... that'd be nice. Run off to that cabin in Alaska for a few winter months. Most people I know cruise during this time of year, vacation in the warmer climates, and here I am daydreaming about some place colder. Look to the horizon on your left, the right, north and south. Not a single speck of humanity in any direction. Paradise on ice. Just give me six months and plenty of jerky and beer. Can't forget the beer. I'll probably blow through the entire six month supply of jerky in 12 minutes. I'm kinda stupid like that. ... would I want to bring anyone along with me. The steam rising from my tea went dead. I must've been thinking about that question for a while. Oh well, not like I've never drank lukewarm tea. Story of my life really. Things going likewarm, lukewarm, chilly, frigid cold. To think... about this time five years ago I was sizing up a mate. An honest

What Year Were You Born Under?
You Were Born Under: Resourceful and practical, you are a quick thinker. You are very observant - and it's hard to get anything past you! A total perfectionist, you are especially picky about looking your best. You're a big dreamer - such a big dreamer that reality can disappoint you. You are most compatible with an Ox or Snake. What Year Were You Born Under?

The Black Knight
The Black Knight Twas the night beyond where the stars shall fall Thy veil of spirits hear thee call And left but memories of a past Of where the darkest fears and screams are vast And cast thy truth within thy hand To bare thee witness of this man Whos darkest shadows of the night Has entered her in their delight Depleted light and starved was he Was a place this knight would reveal to me For it breaks thee down thy falling tower and creates this change in death this hour Venom struck me twice upon my head And sucked me into pain through the depths of my bed His kingdom gardens whithered from thy stench of death everywhere His servants followed him around Of no one that has rested there The trap doors opened a honeycomb revealing every sorrow and weakness to roam And windows bared no light through cracks Twas darkness led me blindly back The Blackest Knight riding as wind To wrap the wounds that bleed again Around my neck deprived my breath as he fed To

To Serena Ill Be By You're Side Again
Looking deep into your eyes No better place to hide When i'm scared and i'm weak You can help me before i bleed You can help me forget the pain That i feel deep inside Let me shed these tears Let me just be with you You're my saviour You are my angel My blood runs in you Your blood runs in my veins I love this kind of immortal love I think it's what unites This is all i believe You're the one i trust I believe in our love And i always will

Tired Of Some Things
Ok, so, for those of you who know me. you know i dont blog much. i dont post bullitins much. i keep my opinions to myself for the most part. but while ive been plotting world domination and all, some things have begun to crawl under my skin just a bit. if you are a man, with a picture of a woman displayed. you might not belong here. if you are smart enough to load 200 pictures up to your sight, but not turn them over. you might not belong here. if you really believe your friends are "true" by whether or not they read all of your bullitins. you might not belong here. if hinder, lips of an angel, is the only song on your page. you might not belong here. it was cool for like 5 minutes before everyone and there brother posted it. if you think the more points you have, the more people like you. you might not belong here. more to come. toodles

New Hampshire Weed Decriminalization
RE: NEW HAMPSHIRE WEED DECRIMINALIZATION ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEIGHBORHOOD SPACEMAN Date: 1/16/2007 New Hamphire residents are urged to visit The New Hamphire Coalition for Common Sense Marijuana Policy web page to sign a petition supporting House Bill 92. House Bill 92 supports an act to decriminilize marijuana within the state of New Hampshire state lines. Cannabis Central 1-16-07 2:50pm EST

She
She by Stephen Babcock "Who is she?", they ask, ...she is my soul's perfect mate, my body's passionate lover and my mind's sole companion. "What is she?", they ask, ...she is the rhythm of my soul, the song of my spirit and the love of my life. "Where is she?", they ask, ...she is in my every breath, beating in my heart and in the thread that stitches my soul together. "When is she?", they ask, ...she is today, at dawn; tonight, when the stars come out and tomorrow... forever. "Why is she?", they ask, ...she is my completion, my love's twin and my spirit's sweet compliment. "Who is she?", again they ask, ...she is you, my Beloved ...she is you.

Life - A Random Thought From A While Back...
Love....sometimes even the most loving people don't realize how in love they are with someone until that person is gone...that person may just be out of site, out of reach...or maybe out of your life forever but whichever is the case, it can happen....funny how you can fight something so hard, you don't even realize what has come over you when it happens...until it starts diminishing...then little by little, you realize just what that person meant to you...it's not that you didn't love them...you just apparently didn't love them enough....or something....guess it just wasn't in the stars. lol Who knows...might not ever know....

If Tears Weren't Clear
If tears weren't clear She'd have to wear a mask Her face would be stained The way they stain glass She'd be dis- Colored and ugly Then they all can see.. How sick and pathetic is she Yet, she is really me.

Perfect
MY BODY SO COLD MY HEART TO WARM YOU RAPPED AROUND ME SO TIGHT THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES YOUR LIPS PRESSED AGAINST MY CHEEK HOLD ME LOVE ME I WANT YOU FOREVER YOU MY LOVE MY LIFE I DREAMED OF YOU DREAMED OF THIS MOMENT NOW ITS REALITY

Broiled Lemon Chicken
INGREDIENTS: * 4 chicken leg quarters (legs with thighs) * 1 lemon, cut in half * 4 tablespoons melted butter * 1 large clove garlic, finely minced * 1/2 teaspoon dried leaf thyme * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon paprika PREPARATION: Rub the chicken leg quarters all over with lemon. Combine the butter, garlic, thyme, salt, pepper, and paprika.. Brush or spoon mixture onto skin side of the chicken leg quarters. Place chicken on broiler rack, pudding about 1/4 inch of water in the bottom of the pan to prevent fat from burning. Broil about 6 inches from heat for 10 minutes.Turn and brush with the butter mixture. Broil for 10 minutes longer. Brush again with the butter mixture and broil until tender and golden brown. Brush with more butter mixture before serving. Serves 4.

Omg Thas Funny Its Me
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. Your exact opposite: Half-cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that po

Quiz Time-what Is Your Mind Rated?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Cultivation Of The Magical Personality
II. CULTIVATION OF THE MAGICAL PERSONALITY A. Magic is the Craft of Witchcraft 1. The power of magic should not be under-estimated. a. It works, often in ways that are unexpected and difficult to control. (1) But neither should the power of magic be over- estimated. (a) It does not work simply, or effortlessly and it does not confer omnipotence. B. Learning to work magic is a process of neurological repatterning, of changing the way we use our brains. 1. In order to manifest anything on the physical plane, it must be formulated and given life on the mental plane. 2. Unless a person can concentrate his thoughts and desires down into a tightly controlled set of symbols, the mental plane has insufficient information to create what is desired. a. The Archtype of the Magician in the Major Arcanum of the Tarot deck teaches some valuable lessons in concentration. (1) The traditional picture of the Magician shows a man dressed in a white robe, encircled

Mine( Poem)
My heart have you stole But no word said i. I just basked in loves sheer glow, And place you upon high. My heart did you warm. With a tender smile. Something so pure It brought upon me a gentle calm. My mind do you pocess With over powering strength. That when away from you I am a thinkless mess. You have turned my world From iron to gold No more will I ever Feel lost and alone. You are Mine, and I too yours. Lovers in an embrass Together to love for all of time.

Sweet Innocence
A/N: Okay... yet another of those hidden chapters in my novel lol. One of my favorite pairings. The ever strong and powerful and unwavering pairing of Adair Hart and his wife Aurora. This is the first time I have written about someone losing their innocence. It's a different experience for everyone... but Adair is understanding and loving all the way... ~_^ Remember- this chapter won't be in the actual novel, it's exclusive here :P _________________________________________ Sweet Innocence Aurora felt the gentle brush of Adair’s hands upon her shoulders as she placed her cloak upon the hook on beside the closet door. She passed a soft smile up at him from over her shoulder, patting his hand before moving to glance out the window overlooking the kingdom. The sun had set long ago, and the moon’s light danced over the ground. It still had yet to sink in that she was officially going to be queen of this land. The secret wedding ceremony she had just returned from s

Let It Go
Let it go for 2007.. By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person in to staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the s to ry is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your s to ry is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I belie

For Grins -- What Sort Of A Disney Princess Are You???
Which Disney Princess Are You?Snow WhiteYou're the most beautiful in all the land but you;re stuck living in some strange company! Snow White was the original Disney's princess and was first seen in Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. LOL.... I am hoping that doesn't mean that after my first grandbaby is born on/about July 8th, that there will be six more following!!! lol...

A Criminal Mastermind
in my local area several bomb threats were called in and a bank was robbed, now I'm betting you'er wandering about the whole mastermind part of the story now remember this just happened on Thursday the guy called 2 schools on one side of town and then he waited like 5 to 10 minutes and called some more schools on the opposite side of town and waited for the cops and what not to respond to the threats well a short time later he sees whats going on and he goes a robs a bank that was between the schools that were called it it not none weather or not the bank robbery is connected to the bomb threats but the police aren't taking any chances and are looking it to see if they were. also home land security and FBI agents have arrested a few suspects linked terrorism here also the 2 stories aren't connected but i thought i would just say something about it. have a great day

Help
okay i know that most of you have had a busy day but if you could just spare 5 minutes of your time and vote 10 times on this picture, no more, no less... thats it just 10 comments, shes a really sweet lady and diserves to win this contest, so please help her out

Kiss Like The Ambassador
Picture this: You're on a first date and the Tom Cruise look-alike you're with has just walked you to your front door. He wishes you good night and proceeds to give you a mere peck of a smooch. What do you do? Well, if you're Renee Zellweger in Jerry Maguire, you grab him behind the neck, pull him close and plant one right on his kisser! Do this and, we promise, your date (be it your long-time mate or a new man) will do just what Cruise did -- put his arms around you and kiss you back, long, deep and with meaning. But your good-night kiss isn't over yet. To fully act out this hot scene, it's time for you to follow Cruise's lead (since he's the one who does most of the seducing from here on in -- removing her sweater, gently pushing down her dress straps and kissing her pretty much all over). Start by looking into your partner's eyes, gently touch his face. Go ahead and kiss his neck, caress his chest and arms, run your fingers through his hair, but don't kiss

Don't You?
I can't stand when people forward me every chain letter, every funny they recieve, and anything that is like a missing persons. I appreciate that I've been thought of, but lets face it, how many of the 15 that someone sends you in a day is actually funny or makes you laugh. NOT MANY. Now before any of you take this the wrong way..I am not talking about YOU. I'm just speaking of population in general (all of us have one friend that thinks that if they don't send the chain letter to 10 people in 35 seconds they will have bad luck). So, I decided I'd put a new category in my blog. Here's things I actually laughed at or I could relate to. So here's my first posting....I can relate to this.... KIDS are QUICK! Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. _________________

Wanting More Of You
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding

New Updates
Hey everyone! I updated both sites yesterday. (See links and preview pics below). Also, PLEASE stop by and vote for me today if you get a chance. I'm starting to lag behind and Starlett is fast catching up :) lol. Thanks so much in advance! http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl Update for www.aimeelynn.net Update for www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn Enjoy! I'm off to have some fun this weekend! Get to see my first hockey game ever! WHOOHOO! XOXO, Aimeelynn

I Feel As Though My Heart Must Stop With Pain
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. I miss you so, the darkness will not pale. My darling brother, come to me again. I know you cannot come, and still I strain To put my arms around you through the veil. I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. Other lives and loves call me in vain. I try to turn away from you and fail. My darling brother, come to me again. You are my unendurable refrain. Back and back I hurry to impale My heart on you, to stop my heart with pain. Yet nothing that I do undoes the plain Brutal fact which always must prevail. Ah, my darling, come to me again! You are both my sunshine and my rain, My dearest joy, my anguish, and my grail. I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. My darling brother, come to me again.

The Real Me And Old Ladies?
This experience happened a few months ago... I just wanted to share. Well, while sleeping the night away, I was awoken by someone pounding on the front door. I thought this quite unusual since I live in a very quiet and mellow neighborhood..... Someone was beating the shit out of the front door in order to get some attention.... as each series of knocks and pounds slowly lifted me out of slumber.... I began to wonder "What the fuck?"... Finally I became coherent enough to raise myself out of bed and walk to the front door... The clock coldly displayed 2:46 am. I was all prepared to shout "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?! IT IS 3 OCLOCK IN THE FUCKING MORNING?"... I am glad I didn't. Upon opening the front door, I was greeted by a pale and frail little old lady in her nineties only about 5 ft tall and probably weighing in at, maybe 80 lbs. soaking wet. She wore no pants but had a night shirt that just barely covered her butt. Standing there stupidly and in sleepy disbelief, it

How American Are You?? This Is So Not True!!
You Are 73% American Most times you are proud to be an American. Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home. You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you! How American Are You?

Passion
i need you in my arms to feel your body against mine hold you tight and never let go beyond the end of time feel your touch upon my face while in your warm embrace our hearts beat as one our breathing rhythms the same our passion explodes into a volcanic flame the touch of your hands a kiss from your lips fills my heart with bliss our passion flame roars louder than fire we carress and kiss to fill our desire panting and petting with each stroke we make passionate love til we cant move anymore then snuggle and cuddle and rest for some more sometimes we fall asleep but always know my love for you runs very deep without you i can not live so to you my love all of me i give i give my heart, my life, and my soul only to you forever for you to hold beyond the end of time our love will never grow old by Tiger

Burns Or Smithers ?
You scored as Mr. Burns. C. Montgomery Burns, Springfield's richest man, built his atomic energy fortune from the ground up after inheriting his father's atom-splitting factory. As owner of the Springfield Nuclear Power Plant, he has been able to control local elections, manage a championship-winning baseball team, hold a chair on the board of Springfield University and build a contraption large enough to block out the sun and plunge the town into complete darkness. Are You a Burns or a Smithers?created with QuizFarm.com

Part 7
He looked down himself seeing and feeling her soft hands moved towards their destination. He had just shaved his pubic area.. he just recently had started to.. he was afraid it would look kind of unmanly... now he didn't think so anymore. Besides he knew.. he still looked like and (most important) was a man. And he noticed how being shaved actually increased the fun when he did what just seemed to start here and now. He turned of the shower. Now one of her hands slipped down to his balls, teasing them with slow moving her fingertips all over them. Her other hand started to move upwards his penis.Moving up and down on it will it got bigger and harder. She moved her fingertips over the glans slowly and then back to the back and forward motion... He felt how she was standing even closer to him now, pressing herself against him. Her wet, soft skin on his... it just felt great.. Her breasts.. like her skin.. had some firmness.. he could tell she s quite sporty.. but yet.. it was no

Iraq
Read About Iraq from the Bible's Point of View IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! you don't want to miss this! ((*_*)) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fier

Random Crazyness
blahhhhhhhh here comes the boredom starts throwing ipods at people watch out they hurt catch them make sure they don't hit you... btw if you happen to get my ipod give it back please lol hehehe on the other note ITS REALLY COLD OUTSIDE AND RAINING

~as I Watch You Sleep~
Slow rolling over Knowing you're for keeps The one that I lust While I watch you sleep My feelings for you So strong and so deep Course through my body As I watch you sleep Never had a friend As you are to me Know that I trust you While I watch you sleep Passion so intense Nothing can compete I'm in awe of you As I watch you sleep Can't help from running Fingers unsteady On the chest of you While I watch you sleep Across your nipples And down your tummy I'm smiling at you As I watch you sleep You're starting to stir You're smiling at me Cause you've done the same While you watch me sleep

This Has To Be One Of The Most Unique Wtf Type Of Default Photos...
This captured my attention only because I was saying to myself, "What the heck is going on here? Is this a man or a walrus???" lol.... Ð£ÃÐ€¥Ë ÅLÐ€RMÄÑ@ CherryTAP What do you think???

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "COMMENT" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass"

Well Good News Peeps!
Seems the little CT group that I belong to, and that Im having a blast in, is giving me a promotion...lol.. The character Ice that I chose was a second stringer and now Im being promoted to the first string ranks... Be watching for a name change and a few pic changes....Im excited about all this and hope everyone will enjoy my "new" look...as far as the character Ive chosen now goes... Here goes nothing!!

Something Naughty From The Dungeon
Things around the dungeon were quiet no screams or whimpers or moans Just silence that is when I realised that I still had my earplugs in. everything was still quiet I wandered from room to room everyone was there right where they wer supposed to be. ties still tied buckles still buckled masks, gags and muffles still in place I believed I had gone deaf it was not the case I was just bored I needed new sounds to come forth So out came a new whip paddle and slap and lo and behold I had a rather raging a'hem thing going so slap whack spank paddle whip scream moan cry yell nothing but pure joy and my arm starting to ache it was new happiness I had found the new sounds were rapturous and so was the sting i felt from my own whip as i drew it back across myself oh what an evening

Tattered And Torn
all you will ever see is a smile can you read between the lines can you read my cold eyes or have I mastered my skill too well take a look in my mirror not at your face but my own you won't see my smiling you won't see me proud you will see hate and anger all I've ever known my image is what I see I beat down upon myself trying to fix all my mistakes but perfection is too far away I'm only making a bigger mess I hold it in letting no one know how I feel my bottle fills up to the brim it spills a little but it doesn't take long for it to completely overflow I know everyone has their masks everyone says it's common I would let you know how I feel but when I try my words escape my mind I come up dry I don't know how to tell you I don't know how to ask for help I know I need to but I don't know how I'm scared but you will never know because you and I we always see a different image I hope you understand because mine is tattered and torn

The Orgin Of Little Debbie Snacks
MILF Hunting Should Be In the Olympics A little girl goes to the barber shop with her father. While her dad gets his hair cut, she stands right next to the barber chair, eating a Hostess snack cake. The barber says to her, "You know, sweetheart, you're gonna get hair on your Twinkie." "I know," she replies. "I'm gonna get tits too."

Ever So Often.....
My computer will go gay, and won't work...it signs me off of this website....and a few others! so If I do not answer you right away, don't take it personal, It is not me or you, its my damn computer! thanx for understanding! ~Elisha

What We Hate
OK I have had a very bad day. After driving 2 hours to get home from spending the weekend watching my mother in law get closer and closer to death I find out that my step son has taken yet something that belongs to me and sold it for drugs. He is 21 and I took him in when his own mother wouldnt have anything to do with him. I knew when he came he was doing drugs. But I gave him a chance. What did he do. He took and took. First it was little things like change he found laying around my bedroom and going through my drawers to find something that would get him high. When I found out he was doing that, I put a lock on the door to my bed room. Then I noticed that my extended DVD collection was dwindling down. I know I had over 200 and now im lucky to find 100. Then come the holidays when i needed my digital camera it was gone. Along with the printer. He took 2 Xboxes and sold them saying that the kids down the street took them Then the big one. He ask my youngest son to let him "borrow" hi

I Know How It Feels
I Know How It Feels I know how it feels To feel your pain Everything lost Nothing to gain Everyone shutting you down Taking away your dreams Trust me is not as bad as it seems I know how it feels To feel your pain Everyone telling you what you should do Never right always wrong In everything that you do Always being blamed Always feeling ashamed I know how it feels To feel your pain Alone in this world Ruthless and cold Closing your eyes Hoping they will stay closed Never wanting to wake I know how it feels To feel your pain Always being pushed down No one seems happy In the things that you do Always sad and in pain Just wanting to leave Wanting to end this game I know how it feels To feel your pain Cause I also feel the same

Promises Made
Promises Made Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Literally
He sent me a message saying "send the papers". Then signed off or blocked me or whatever. HE IS FINALLY GOING TO SIGN HIS RIGHTS OVER! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I WOULD DO A BACK FLIP IF I COULD!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOO

Life Lessons Pt4. - The Obstacle In Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

Got Fired
today i was released by my company :( the foreman yesterday threew me and another guy under the bus when me and him was suppose to do a job he had everyone come over to help becuase their was no onther work and when the boss called he claimed we didnt do anything and his guys did all the work, me and my partner was sentto do one job that we help do but it was taken away basically from the foreman and nothing we could do and he made us look really bad :(

Part Two Of The How Many Of Me Blog...
Good Morning and hi there how ya doing and all that good stuff. I forwarded on thru email a piece titled “Just how many are there of me” It was not my work mind ya but a dear, dear friend I have crossed email paths with for years. The content was that of a question and find out style of email to which if a person wishes to know just how many people have the same name as they do they will have to check the site and see. The validity of it is unknown. Is there a site that gives out how many correct names of all individuals living in the states? It did not mention Canada or other countries. I did not check the snopes files to see if it was a hoax or truth. But, it leads to an interesting question. How many of me…are there? Well I can answer that quickly. Since I reside in Michigan, I do not wake up and bask in the morning sunshine of Florida so I am not there. I do not take the New York subway to work so I do not believe I am in New York either. I have no date on the ski slopes of Vermont

I Lay In Bed & Stare
Beauty is in the ashes and so lies my heart. Pick a pocket full of daisys and watch this fall apart. Because I've repeated this scenario over in my mind. It's how I want, how I'd love things to be. But you're unaware and I've been sleeping way too much. Drowning out the sound of all the calls that aren't really coming in. I lay in bed and stare. The screen is filled with liars, whores, and far away lovers. It seems for amusement, everyone joins in. While I wait in a sanctuary of fallen heroes and subdated widows. I sit alone and ponder. Will I ever make it out of here? Or will my heart be sick forever? Love is a plague and now we're contaminated. One tear can hold a thousand regrets. You can go your own way. I'll get medicated and get over it. Isn't that how everythings fixed these days? While patience is still waiting, I think I'll go back to pretending that you still care. Pop the top, the bottle is open. Have yourself another beer. We all need to escape sometimes, but I wish I coul

Heres How I Feel About My Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy-ass friendship poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad - - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will try to calm your nerves, unless it is something silly, then I will rag on your ass about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I dont want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass, but then I will help

For Breast Cancer.........please Open And Repost
This woman is walking the World for Breast Cancer. Please pass her on so that she can reach her destination. Say a prayer for all those who are affected by this disease. She's walking around the world - via e-mail!! Pass it on so she can get there! Please hit the REPLY button and then copy the code,so the woman stays animated

Name Change
I think I might get more vistors to my page if I change my screen name to 'I Have Pictures Of Hott Chiks Doing Stuff To Each Other'. Or the other one I considered, 'Red Hot Donkey Action', but not specifying what kind of action, you know, to keep it kind of mysterious. Any opinions? Obviously, both are way too sexy to put in a mumm, hence the blog.

The Boss
Use to love to go to work I just pray for time to pass Days now seem way to long My boss a donkey's ass Worries what not others do His nose always up my behind I think of punching him in his I'll keep it in my mind Each day I show up early For a moment of my own Just sometime to catch my breath The Donkey won't leave me alone Now he too shows up early Almost like on cue Rides me almost hourly Says "we will fire you" I only want to do my job And have a little peace Yet the Donkey ass is always there Will his harassment ever cease I wrote this on a friends request about his boss. He calls him a donkey.

Friendship (bulletin Repost)
"""If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. - Get Your Own If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK " posted by: - Get Your Own

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY Smile at a stranger Listen to someone's heart Stop and smell a flower Learn something new, then teach it to someone Share your knowledge with a friend Tell someone you're thinking of them Hug a loved one Don't hold a grudge Don't be afraid to say "I'm sorry" Look a child in the eye and tell them how great they are Look beyond the face of a person into their heart Make a promise, and keep it Call someone, for no other reason than to just say "hi" Show kindness to an animal Stand up for what you believe in Smell the rain, feel the breeze, listen to the wind Use all your senses to their fullest Cherish all your TODAYS and finally, Tell someone you "love" them

Pot
i really think pot should be aloud everybody would be more peaceful and their wouldnt be no fighting or hate anywhere plus u never here anybody overdose on pot or killing anybody in a car wreck all pot is an relaxation they just dont want to alow it because of taxes rate this and give me your opinion thanks

Inspiration Destination
inspiration destination places unseen that look in your eyes the thoughts in between words on a keyboard typing out fast praying and hoping the inspiration does last you move me in ways no one has ever been able to do you make my mind think of all we could do that sweet little smile yu hold on your face the way that one look makes my heart race to inspire ones heat a world of desire to spark that one flame with your inner fire actions speak louder then words they do say but today yu inspire with all of your play dont get it confused lust luv or hate but your eyes do inspire my soul cannot wait continue this journey with me and you see your eyes do inspire the heat within me

My Friend Is In A Contest Please Vote For Her Thanks
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=27105&albumid=195712&i=3073395177 you can also do 100's if you guys want on the voting thanks soo much and please rate her and comment her too. she is dlcam61 thanks

A Love Poem
I WAS ASKED TO DO A POEM ON LOVE SO HERE GOES HOW DOES ONE LOVE WHAT THEY HAVE NEVER SEEN HOW DOES ONE LOVE WHAT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN HOW DOES ONE FIND THAT ONE SPECIAL THING HOW DOES ONE KNOW WHEN THEIR TRUE LOVE WILL SING ONE CAN IMAGINE HOW LOVE SHOULD FEEL ONE CAN IMAGINE HOW LOVE IS REAL ONE CAN IMAGINE THE SOUND IT WILL MAKE ONE CAN IMAGINE THE COMMITMENT IT TAKES ALL THAT I KNOW IS I HAVE YET TO FIND THE KIND OF LOVE THAT CAPTURES MY MIND MY BODY MY SOUL ALL OF MY DESIRES IN ONE SINGLE PERSON ALL OF THE FIRE ONE DAY IT MIGHT HAPPEN THIS I DO KNOW BUT TIL THEN I CONTINUE TO GROW TO GET MYSELF READY FOR WHEN IT COMES I KNOW IN MY HEART MY PLAYING IS DONE TO LOVE AND TO CHERISH TIL DEATH DO US PART ILL GIVE TO THIS MAN ALL OF ME AND MY HEART HELL HOLD THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO HAVE ALL OF ME ALL THIS AND MUCH MORE

Yeah A Blog Entry
ok everyone im loosing my contest and at first it was no comment bomb but now u are allowed to comment bomb it he changed his mind so please help me out so i can win go comment bomb on my salute picture please and thank you here is the link just click on the picture below...

Rebel Radio & Paints
i would like for all my friends..fans and ct family to know that i own a radio station Rebel Radio it is an internet radio station and i run it from the chat program i talk in as well Halsoft the station does take request and dedications from anyone and everyone We also advertise CT very well on the station most of my DJ's use Cherry Tap as well . we are also currently looking for DJ's so if anyone is interested can send me a private message and i will of course get back with you on it We play all types of music and enjoy and love all who listen to us ..the addys below can tune you in to listen thanks and have a blessed day to all my family...fans and friends love you all http://members.vpchat.com/sinfulbytch/RebelRadioNPaints.html or to use in winamp http://sc8.spacialnet.com:17194/listen.pls again thank you all love sinful bytch

G.r.i.t Or Girls Raised In Texas
> > G.R.I.T. = Girls Raised in Texas ! > > Texas Women, Kittens and Biscuits > > Someone once noted that a Texan can get away with the most awful >kind of insult just as long as it's prefaced with the words, "Bless her >heart" or "Bless his heart." As in, "Bless his heart, if they put his brain >on the head of a pin, it'd roll around like a BB on a 6-lane highway." > > I was thinking about this the other day when a friend was telling >about her new transplanted northern friend who was upset because her >toddler is just beginning to talk and he has a Texas accent. My friend, who >is very kind and, bless her heart, cannot do a thing about those thighs of >hers, was justifiably miffed about this. After all, this woman had CHOSEN >to move to Texas a couple of years ago."Can you believe it?" said her >friend, "A child of mine is going to be "taaaallllkkin liiiike thiiiissss." > > Now, don't get me wrong. Some of my dearest friends are from the >North, bl! ess th

Repelling Negativity
Repelling Negativity You'll need: * Mirror * Black candle * White candle * Incense Find a large mirror, one you can position so that you are able to sit before it. Burn a white and a black candle in front of the mirror and meditate there for awhile, focusing on purifying your energy. Repeat this each night, three nights in a row. Also try burning some cinnamon, frankincense, gardenia, or sandlewood incense. Once you are done each night, don't blow the candles out, snuff them out instead. After the third and final night, bury the wax remaining from the candles.

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1. YOU HAVE 10 BUCKS AND HAVE TO SPEND IT TO BUY SNACKS AT A GAS STATION. WHAT DO YOU GET? I'd get a couple hostess pies, pack of butts, zig zag orange and a 2 liter of root beer. 02. IF YOU WERE REINCARNATED AS SOME SORT OF SEA DWELLING CREATURE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? Mermaid 03. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE REDHEAD? Lucille Ball 04. WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU GO TO IHOP? Stuffed strawberry french toast 05. LAST BOOK YOU READ? Something about every day spells and incantations. 06. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? Not on here. lol 07. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE PAIR OF UNDERWEAR? None *wink* 08. DESCRIBE THE LAST TIME YOU WERE INJURED: I woke up with a cut on my foot.. no idea how I got it. 09. OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WITH WHOM WOULD YOU WANT TO BE STUCK IN A WELL? Most of them are pretty handy. 10. ROCK CONCERT, OR SYMPHONY? rock 11. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? Nada 12. SODA? Root beer 13. FLAVOR OF PUDDING? Chocolate? l

Ritual For Banishing Depression
You will need: Goddess candle---White, once at center of the altar, or two at the back. Banishing Candle---Black, placed at the left front of the altar. Invoking Candle---Pink or red, placed at the right of the altar. Incense---Sage, cedar, rosemary or pine at the beginning of the ritual, changed later to rose or amber. Burn loose herbs on charcoal blocks to do this. Oils---Use Goddess or Altar oil on the Goddess candle; sage, pine or other banishing oil on the banishing candle; and rose oil on the invoking candle and for self-blessing. Symbol Objects---Use a black gemstone for banishing, and a piece of rose quartz or a rose quartz pendant for invoking. Place the pendant on the altar and put it on before doing the self-blessing. Matches to light candles and incense, charcoal blocks for loose incense, ritual wand (if used) to cast the circle. Ritual Outline Light candles - "Dress" the candles with the oils, working base to tip, (away from you) for the banishing candle and tip

The Patient (tool)
A groan of tedium escapes me, Startling the fearful. Is this a test? It has to be, Otherwise I can't go on. Draining patience, drain vitality. This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old. But I'm still right here Giving blood, keeping faith And I'm still right here. Wait it out, Gonna wait it out, Be patient (wait it out). If there were no rewards to reap, No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. Gonna wait it out. If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along This tedious path I've chosen here I certainly would've walked away by now. And I still may ... (sigh) ... I still may. Be patient. I must keep reminding myself of this. And if there were no rewards to reap, No loving embrace to see me through This tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. And I still may. Gonna wait it out.

Horror Killer
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Pinhead65%Jigsaw65%Hannibal Lecter60%Candyman50%Freddy Krueger50%Michael Myers45%Captain Spaulding25%Jason Voorhees20%Leatherface15%Buffalo Bill10%Wh

Kiss And Say Goodbye
Kiss And Say Goodbye - UB40 I had to meet you here today There's just so many things to say Please don't stop me til I'm through This is something I hate to do We've been meeting here so long I guess what we done, oh was wrong Please darling don't you cry Lets just kiss and say goodbye Many months have passed us by (I'm gonna miss you) I'm gonna miss you I can't lie (I'm gonna miss you) I've got ties and so do you (I'm gonna miss you) I just think this is the thing to do It's gonna hurt me I can't lie Maybe you'll meet, you'll meet another guy Understand me won't you try try try try try try try Let's just kiss and say goodbye Ooh, yeah (I'm gonna miss you) Let's just kiss and say goodbye (I'm gonna miss you) Yeah, yeah (I'm gonna miss you) It's gonna hurt me I can't lie Maybe you'll meet, you'll meet another guy Understand me won't you try try try try try try try Let's just kiss and say goodbye Ooh, yeah (I'm gonna miss yo