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Why Me, Why Now? ( Song) A Work In Progress If You Will...
I was thinking back on my life... and this is what came back... it does have a musical accumpaniment... Just got to write it all down lol.. like I said it's a work in progress... not that good if you ask me... but yeah... these past two years have been the hardest on me.. Why me Why now Why all these things I can't have These things I know are wrong I know I can't have them at all Why me Why now I don't want much Not that much at all Just a little family far away Far from all I've every known a little piece of happiness Is that so much to ask for at all Why me Why now Why this man I know I can not have He's so good So good to me He's got the love of his family So why me Why now Don't just give me alittle taste And then take it all away It's so nice To just be held To know you're wanted Just to know your're needed So why me Why now I seemed so close to everything I've always wanted I push to hard To say hello smile hun, it'll be okay

My Story....(and Im Sticking To It!)
Hey Guys I would like to start by introducing myself.. I am Trina. I would love to find a gentlemen who would come home from work and find me in the shower and strip his own clothes off and come in and join me. There is nothing more erotic to me then having a guy who will wash my hair and then my body. Having his hands lightly rub all over my body from head to toe is so erotic. Then While the hott water is beating on our bodies he would make slow and passionate love to me. Nothing turns me on more than making love in the shower with the smell of soap and sex mixed all together and engulfing our every senses. I would love to hear about how you would bathe me if I was in your shower.

Rock N Bowl Was Awesome!! A Sad But Fun Day In Seattle!!
Hey SEXXY friends!!Saturday, October 21st was just fuckin awesome!! I had SUCH a good time!! It was Rock n Bowl at Four Seasons Bowling in Hillsboro!! No, I wasn't bowling, LOL, I was ROCKIN to Afterburner and Drop Dead Legs!! It was an amazing night of awesome music and great people having a ROCKIN good time!!I started out the night introducing Afterburner, a ZZ Top tribute band that does an incredible tribute. They are a MUCH thinner version of ZZ Top, lol, but are right on the money musically!! Thank you to Afterburner!! You guys Rocked!!I gave away 2 free tickets to the "Dead Sexy Halloween Ball," happening on Halloween night at Dante's in Portland, during the break! Bonny from Wild Child Magazine took time out from her bowling tournament to help me onstage!! Thanks Bonny!!

Single Again
Well Jimmy gave me an answer in a message on myspace. And I was right. He just wants to be friends. I know he is going through some tough times right now. I talked to him last night online..on yahoo. And I think we're going to become very very good friends. I'm like one of the only people he knows he can trust. The only other person is his brother and his best friend. So yeah, I rather be friends then nothing at all. So thats that. I'm 100% single.

Last Night
Ah another old and faithful friend will be leaving after tonight . this is the last night on this old computer lol. should be on new system tomorrow night with sound, speed and all those luxuries ...... can't freakin wait. so i bid this ole friend farewell

Written By:erotica
Passions revealed desires sedated never once believed such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost desire now greed no estatic long nights just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances on satin smooth skin through the night we languish in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner alone to test our will champaine on ice inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth our only light yet hold back the urges as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair a masage designed to please your breathing grows soft a sensual tease. Lips finally meet so tender and hoping tounges intertwine searching not groping. Finger tips trace from your neck down your spine awakening nerves the pleasure devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor bringing pleasure in the skin they show no rush no hurry all night to take it slow. A trail of kisses the soft backs of knees bodys aching yearning eager to please. By the light of the fire two bodys j

Something I Wrote
Dreams: The smoky remembrance of last night Drifts softly like a dripping petal; Floating into the realm of the conscious Your lids part to welcome the new. I ask you softly if you love me as you waken; I observe your gentle form… You are strong and warm and loving, Laughing gladly as if reborn. In such joy, in morning hours, I have never felt so surely enchanted; The dusk of skin, the smile within, Melts over me quite calmly. Who am I, to watch dreams escape So boldly from their bed? Who am I to watch, and try to know The hidden meanings in your head? Not for me, such sacred dreaming, Paintings of past and present and future; I shall choose merely to love you To watch you shake away sleeping cobwebs. And so the dawn arises along with you, My sleeping baby. And I beside you, soft beside you, Feel love melt into our bed. And so until then, we dream yet more… For making dreams come true is so much better Than having them only sleep inside instead.

Loser In The Mist!
I posted some new pics today and my friends rated them and commented on them and i thank all of you for that, but unfortunately there is an asshole on my friends list who said that fat women are not attractive.........well u know what then you a loser see cause i ain't fat I'm thick and if i was fat as you put it then get the fuck off my list if you don't like what u see. . . you just mad cause i ain't here posting my pussy, ass and tits for the world to see i have respect for my self and for who i am. there is no need for me to do those things and for those who do, more power to you i don't knock it, but some things do need to be left for the imagination and its not because I'm ashamed of my body because i ain't i love my body every inch of it flaws and all. its just damn shame that there are people like you who don't appreciate beauty for what it is not for what it looks like and for the record I'm attractive in every shape and form. I'm not a conceited person at all but i kn

Baby I L0ve Y0u
Baby make me smile, Cause boy I love your style. You are so sweet, I'm so glad we did meet. Baby you are the one I need, For your prescence my heart does bleed. I love the feeling of you always there, And its all because I know you care. Baby you are my life, I only wish to be your wife. I feel it in my heart, Baby let's never be apart. My feelings have just begun, Now baby let me be your only one. ♥

This Site Is Ghey
so i cant help but notice that all the "top photos" are of girls showing their asses or tits in quite the provocative manner. making their "sexy face" or whatever the hell they wanna call that wannabe pornstar pout.. *rollseyes* is that all these sites are meant for these days? for people to slut themselves out or make their profiles the sexiest they can so that ppl comment on them? i mean c'mon people have some fucking self respect. or at least be TASTEFUL for christ's sake. this shit is whack. lol and this whole "rate your photo" thing is so superficial. i am DEFINATELY not a perfect 10 yet every ranking i've had is a 10 *laughs* i mean who am i to complain about something like that right? i mean it IS supposed to be a compliment but everything about this site screams superficial to me. who knows, maybe i'm just bitter right now

Damn
Well, the bad news is that most of my videos on my page are lost somewhere out in cyberspace, or youtube has had a complete melt down....but I do have one NEW video way down at the bottom, it's short & kicks ass so stop by & check it out, this kid is amazing!!!!

Please Welcome Him... Give Him Some Pointers Too If U Can
Hey have a friend that joined the lc please help him with some easy pointers to help him get the site better hehe i am helping him at the moment. but im sure a warm welcom would keep him coming to the lc... ty for the people that lend the time an friendship! ~jen cumgetsum@ LostCherry

A Farewell
A Farewell by Coventry Patmore (1823 - 1896) With all my will, but much against my heart, We two now part. My Very Dear, Our solace is, the sad road lies so clear. It needs no art, With faint, averted feet And many a tear, In our opposéd paths to persevere. Go thou to East, I West. We will not say There's any hope, it is so far away. But, O my Best! When the one darling of our widowhead, The nursling Grief, Is dead, And no dews blur our eyes To see the peach-bloom come in evening skies, Perchance we may, Where now this night is day, And even through faith of still averted feet, Making full circle of our banishment, Amazéd meet; The bitter journey to the bourne so sweet Seasoning the termless feast of our content With tears of recognition never dry.

In My Humble Opinion
Life, in my humble opinion, is a frustrating mix of laughter and tears accomplishments and disappointments. love and loss. How we deal with these things defines us as human beings. Are we crushed so badly by what life has to offer that we stop trying ? Or, do we instead continue to go on, offering what we can along the way... Do we become so arrogant with our successes that we stop caring about others ? Or develop an empathy that prompts us to help others succeed as well... I truly believe that everything you do matters in your life, every smile you offer, every time you hold out your hand to someone in need, well it just might make a difference.. Every tear you shed in that huge turmulous river we call life experience is a chance for you to learn how best "not" to hurt others... I just cant help thinking that perhaps if we were to treat each occurrence in our lives as a chance to learn or to help us grow, that maybe in time this old tired world of ours would start to be

To Yearn The Nightmare
To Yearn The Nightmare When the nightmare comes to haunt me Pulls back the honest eyes Believe me bearing with brutality Yet obliging to the lies Yearn the yearn so numbing Burn it through your soul Brand it so denying Defying horizons fold And scour on your memory All the untruths left to be told Nightmare, craving nightmare Take the dare to bare the cold Don't stare me in the eyes If you're afraid to see into my soul Don't step into forever If you don't know the way to go To take you to your nightmare Bliss intrepid bliss Moments held in rapture His kiss upon your lips Lost within this darkness Fearless enough to be aghast When realization captures virtue And frees the love at last So every second spent apart And every moment lost in dreaming Reminds me to remember The nightmare never loses meaning

My Love Type
Your Love Style is Storge For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind (You've been known to still have connections with exes) But sometimes your love is not the most passionate Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave What's Your Love Style?

Gemini
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just As An Experiment
in the name of science and all that, there is a tobacco shop over the road and I thought I would give some of the herbal stuff they sell to smoke ago, its legal and they sell it over the counter, its called Dutch Haze and it comes from holland, anyway i can say that you do get a bit of a buzz of it, but the other stuff they sell called Spice is better, i think it was last week I had a shot at that and had about three joints and thought that it wasnt very good and nothing happened till I stood up, so it does work and saves me going to dodgy peoples houses. just a bit of useless research as I often wondered when I saw adverts for this kind of stuff did it work, so I can happily report that it does. The shop is a bit of a mad shop they were selling magic mushrooms up until recently I used to wonder why there was a big queue outside the shop of a Saturday afternoon, but am steering clear of them due to doing to many years ago.

Scarybird Banners
As you may have noticed that i have a scarybird banner on my profile, if you would like the banner for your profile let me know so i can send you the code and the link. let me know which one you want this one or this one Feel free to rip the music tracks i have as well forgot to mention that in the other blog, some of them i am not sure are working but i dont know whether thats just because i think i fucked me computer, but if you can hear them rip them.

Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Like a Virgin by Madonna "Like a virgin, ooh, ooh Like a virgin Feels so good inside When you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me" No virgin-ness implied. Not at all. What Song Should You Strip To?

John Kerry Has Managed To Sink His Own Ship
The 2004 Democratic flag bearer has managed to sail his presidential hopes onto the rocks again. This man has been anti-military since the 70's. During any time of warfare, the support of the people and their elected members of Congress is crucial to our troops. When John Kerry slandered an entire generation of men who fought in Vietnam he branded them as "war criminals." Today, much of the same thing is being said about our young men and women in Iraq, and John Kerry is leading the charge. Are we to believe someone whose own war record is dubious at best? For 33 years, John Kerry has managed to place his head up his own ass all the while managing to keep his nose up Sen. Ted Kennedy's ass far enough to make him brown back to his ears. I, for one, think it's high time for Kerry to grab a jar of Heinz Dill pickles and sail his windsurfer over to France where I am sure his ideas will be welcomed. Just the humble opinion of a Navy vet.

Makes Me Wonder, What Do You Think??
Ok, need your opinion here. I have a friend of mine who joined CT with me the day i joined. This person is Absolutely beautiful inside and out. She decided to post some new pics of herself so I rushed right over to rate them...thats what we do here. Upon arriving at said profile i noticed it filled with pics of someone who was not the person i know personally. Which in itself is not a bad thing. BUT she is telling ppl it is her. This person she posted is beautiful. There is no doubt. But the person i know is much more beautiful then the fake pics. Any advice you want to pass on to her? After rating her she blocked me...all i said is "I'm confused" guess she doesnt want ppl to know that is not the real her. If i could say anything. And i hope she reads this... YOUR AN AMAZING PERSON, BE YOU....AND ONLY YOU! Thanks for whatever you say...be honest...i know she will read this. *kisses* Amanda x0x0x0

No Title.. Too Confused To Think Of One
I've come to realize that no matter how hard I try, some people just cant understand me and my values... they just cant understand how I am, how I think, how I love, how I care... They don't understand, or just don't want to take the time to understand... either way, it makes me feel like I'm the one that's losing in the long run... Maybe I expect too much... maybe I care about things and people too much... I just don't know... Don't get me wrong, I have a few friends here that know me, and love me just the way I am. They understand why I can and cant do certain things at a certain time... they understand about my faults, and my reasons for those faults... These are the ones that take the time to help me in my time of need... the ones that take the time out of what they are doing, to see what they can do to help. Ok, so maybe what they do to help, like messaging someone out of the blue, to try and get some answers, isn't the right thing to do... but they do it because they

You Say Vanity I Say Reality
When others look at me they might see a vain man. It is out of misunderstanding and quick judgment that leads people to this conclusion. When I look at my body I see a thing of the past and a vessel to my ambition. I am on my path to allowing my body to become my vision of perfection. No matter how much pain and perseverance it may take I will mold my body into my temple. I wasn’t handed genes that instantly made me skinny, and muscular. I am taking what was handed to me and building myself it into my dream. You call it vanity I call it reality. It is no different than showing a new pair of shoes or a new car. You are excited because something you only dreamed of is in your possession. I dream of possessing a mind and body that are sculpted for knowledge and power. It isn’t easy forcing yourself out of bed to do another agonizing workout. It takes weeks to see the first signs of improvement. It is a long road and not many make it to the destination. It is not a road for the meek

The Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

Blah.
I woke up with a tummy ache. That wont go away. I gotta do some laundry. Go get a new charger for my phone. Make my bed. And clean the house so my momma doesnt have to. I dont want her doing anything unless she needs to. Shes got children capable of doing it all. Ive got cramps, like pms cramps, but its not pms. Fuckers. I swear thats the only thing about being female that bites. And then like they charge you all this money for midol when all it is is a LOWER dosage of Advil. Fucking idiots. Yeah i know im ranting about anything, well its cause i can. I got accused of cheating today which is rather funny cause i dont know how you can cheat on a website. So that was amusing. =] People are ASSHOLES i swear it. Ima drink a glass of milk, maybe itll help. Mhmm. It better. Cause im takin the lil girl to the movies at like 4 or something to see the Santa Clause 3. Cause she wants to and andrews being a dick fucker and wont. So thats what Alliebears for. < 3 Oka

Will The Real Tommie Standup
Alright for all you horn dog ass dudes and muff diving ass lezbos, you can stop commenting on how hot I am. First thing first I am a MAN born a man and I will die a man. You know dick and balls man. But I do wanna thank you all for the comments and all the "DIMES" that you laid on me over that last couple of weeks, couldn't have made it this far without you so THANKS again. Now back to my original thought, if you guys and pseudo guys can ease off with the sexual intrusion for just a bit I will be putting my real pic up soon, so don't worry. Just be on the lookout for a 6'1", 190#, Bald black man, and please like Rodney King lets all just get along and things will be fine.........HOLLA.......AHHA PEACE

Faces Of Bravery
On the news I saw heroic faces today Faces of bravery the newscaster would say As he mentioned each brave soldier who gave their life And behind each of these is a, Mother, father, husband or wife Mothers' arms will feel an awful emptiness and wives or husbands will miss their embrace And little children will never again Reach up to touch their parent's face. Faces of bravery are still among those who fight in a battle they never chose But who were willing to answer their country's call Some gave a lot, but some gave their all Faces of bravery are also among us here trying their best their families to cheer Trying to keep their heartache from showing And trying to keep their loved ones from knowing Trying to keep love ones from feeling their pain from the feeling of not being able to go on again Trying so hard to be brave for the daughter or son Who won't see a mom or dad untill the war is won,,, Faces of bravery are evident in the schools Teachers realize that l

Chocolate Oatmeal Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1/3 cup shortening * 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar * 2 eggs, well beaten * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 1 cup flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon soda * 1/3 cup cocoa, unsweetened * 1 cup buttermilk * 2 cups rolled oats * 1/2 cup chopped pecans or walnuts PREPARATION: Cream shortening and sugar together in mixing bowl. Into a separate container, sift together flour, salt, soda, and cocoa. Add to creamed ingredients alternately with buttermilk; blend well. Stir in rolled oats and chopped nuts.Bake in a greased and floured 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Bake at 350° for 35 minutes, or until a wooden pick or cake tester inserted in center comes out clean. Cool in pan on rack. Spread with Peanut Butter Frosting, below. Peanut Butter Frosting * 6 tablespoons peanut butter * 1/3 to 1/2 cup cream * 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla * 1 1/2 cups sifted confectioners' sugar Blend together the peanut butter, cream,

The Collaring
Today, Tomorrow, and Forever...I give myself to thee,In body, mind, and spirit...In you I am set free. My gift to you is given...With trust and love inside,And I know that you will teach me,And always be my guide. As we grow together day by day,And walk the path of life...Together we will make it throughThe good times and the strife. I will proudly wear your collarAnd know that I am blessed,To have you as my Daddy;To be chosen from the rest.On our special day together...Kneeling before you as I will do,My wrists crossed in acceptance,My submission just for you to you. My head is low, eyes tipped down at the ground untilI hear you call my name...I look up at you--our eyes meet,In you I know no shame. You hold the collar before me and place it on my neck,I feel the coldness of the steel and then I hear the click. As you gather the leather for my wrists,and I feel the ties that bind...I know that now I belong to you and will proudly walk behind. You pull me up and ki

To All My Friends On Here
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE!!! Afrikaans---- Ek het jou lief Albanian---- Te dua Arabic--- Ana behibak (to male) Arabic--- Ana behibek (to female) Armenian--- Yes kez sirumen Bambara--- M\'bi fe Bangla--- Aamee tuma ke bhalo baashi Belarusian--- Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya--- Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian--- Obicham te Cambodian--- Bung Srorlagn Oun (to female) Cambodian--- Oun Srorlagn Bung (to male) Cantonese--- Chinese Ngo oiy ney a Catalan--- T\'estimo Cheyenne--- Ne mohotatse Chichewa--- Ndimakukonda Corsican--- Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol--- Mi aime jou Croatian--- Volim te Czech--- Miluji te Danish--- Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch--- Ik hou van jou English--- I love you Esperanto--- Mi amas vin Estonian--- Ma armastan sind Ethiopian Ewedishalehu : male/female to female Ethiopian Ewedihalehu: male/female to male. Faroese--- Eg elski teg Farsi--- Doset daram Filipino--- Mahal kita Finnish--- Mina rakastan

Lyriks To Immma Tell!!!
[Verse 1] The killa clowns in your town raising all hell Tecca nina with the stamina coming to damage ya buckin' The bammer when I bust with a bang. And it ain't no clause that say fraud ain't no tall tales Women love it when I hit when I covet the booty they Giving it to me but it ain't no thang We reppin' KCMO fellas and the ladies know That we comin' with the killas I'm with the gorillas The villains will get you when you disrespect us Even the babies know Tech nina got flowcrazy We be giving the women the willy we sick of the haterz Wanna pay us go to get this record This is important we be courtin' every place we go Get you up in the room ain't trippin' off of the groom I'll give it to you anyway you wanna have it Baby is a horse and yes of course Imma have 2 break the ho Leaving the kids at home I wanna bone alone we hopping Up and down like jack rabbits So many kids put this on their daddy's mind Never will I ever put him out there like that feelin' th

All New
New technology can be fun but it can also be a bitch. I know what I want to get from the shots but it's the how. I can't see myself referring to the manual every time I want to set a shot up! Can you imagine asking someone to hold a pose while you go through the manual to work out the best setting to take it? At least I am choosing some non-complaining subjects at the moment so I will probably have worked out what I need to do by the time I get 'live' subjects. And they will be the most fun!

Yes More Updatez On Me
Monday, Well I got alot of sleep thank god and No headache that is really good.. Well my day was ok and good too.. My mom is going to go in town and I am going with her and she is going to get somethings.. Sabby AKA Robbiezgurl she is my online sister and she went to the hospital and they took me off the venalater if that is how spell it and he died tonight.. Plz go to her profile and send your wish to you for her.. also comment or send something to her.. She is going through a rough time right now but plz respect her and her family at all times.. Thank you for reading Virgo24

Them Damn Nurses!!
Well, I'm home.... I had the same stupid male nurse that had to stick me 4 times to get the iv in. Well, he tried doing it the first time and.... yep... you guessed it... couldnt' do it!!! At least this time he got another nurse before trying it again..... Well, I just got out of bed and I have a HUGE knot where he tried putting the iv in!! Once I got in the procedure room, they gave me some sedation... but not as much as last time.. I felt everything!!! Damn, that hurt like hell!!They strapped my legs down and I remember jumping several times!!! they put about 6 needles in my back and left them there, then sent the radio frequency through the needles.....I'm sure I will be very sore once all the numbness wears off because I tensed up my muscles!! Thank god it's over..... at least for another 6 months when I go back for another round!!

What's Your Best Quality?
Carol, your best quality shines through in how Compassionate you are. The fact that you're a caring and considerate person who is typically very loving, as well really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a calm, relaxed person who tends to take life in stride. You are an independent person who is usually able to handle things in a self-sufficient manner, too. In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities. We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 5 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them. Carol, your top quality is Compassion. Combined with your

Cold Weather
Yes I have static so bad, lol, my hair is flying everywhere no matter how much conditioner I place in the ends of my hair. So I guess I will be keeping it back alot, but hubby hates my hair back lol. He bought me the cutest pj's ever, lol, they have lil snow flakes on them. I was asked to go to Baltimore for a signing on my newest dvd that was released but I will have to see, I have never been asked to do autograph signings, that will be o neat indeed and I so look forward to it, plus being able to pick up some more work!!! Did I mention I am a work person, I work and hassle!!! Kisses Alyse Visit me and my naughty pics at www.motoxgirl.net www.naughtyalyse.com

Life
wandering aimlessly toward some goal i dont even know. wanting peace , wanting security, desiring something i cant control. knowing nothing but pain and loss . grieving for everything that used to make sense.hope,a glimpse of a feeling that stays forever out of my reach.death , a dream a longing .

Job
Well started my new job today and LOL OK didnt do shit for the half day worked lol. JK I showed up with 2 other guys (all the plant operators 1 per shift) an we were just setting up more of the place sweeping floors, unloading trucks loads of our product, shot like that. and there was this heavy ass thin weighted 500LBS that landed on my foot OUCHIES lol oh well tomorrow is another day, hope the power company turned on our power already

Ok, Ok - Pure Ranting Here
I won't say it in the general public, but here - We're all friends, right? To all those who are posting MUMs - It's spelled LADIES and not LADYS. Your & You're / To, Too and Two - Learn the difference! No dammit, they will NOT sleep with you - However they MAY lie and say they will to shut you up. No, we aren't ignoring you - But how many times a day can we answer: 1) Thickness vs Length 2) Bald vs Unshaved 3) Skinny vs Curvy OK. I feel a bit better now. Thanks for listening.

What An Idiot!
Was he a rebel? A loner? No, my friends, he was much more than that. He was a man who heard the call to of fame and leaped out of the clutches of obscurity, answering the call, as did Whitman, with a barbaric “YALP”! A lesser man would have yielded to the pilot’s announcement of “Ladies and gentlemen, we are now number one for take-off.”. But lesser men would never know the sweet taste of recognition, afforded only to those who catch the attention of nearly 200 aboard an MD-88. A meaningless gesture? NO! Our hero had a need. A need to get a blanket from the overhead storage, where it waited until a time it would be used. Only now, after a flight attendant unbuckled herself and rushed forward 14 rows, grabbing the man and instructing him to be seated, can we appreciate the magnitude of this man’s kahoonahs. Gentlemen, I ask you to be not ashamed. As we can surely surmise that god does not put this potential in all of us, for we would truly be a race of gods! Ladies, judge not your

Queen Of Hearts
Queen of Hearts Taking shelter from this rain of fire Deep inside a castle of cards The King of SpadeÂ’s is charred Cause the Queen of HeartsÂ’ a liar The ashes from her cigarette CanÂ’t be hidden any longer The bad times are getting longer Cause the Queen of Hearts has no regrets Spiraling down into the void A cosmic game of fifty-two pick up LifeÂ’s about to go and blow up Beware falling Queens are hard to avoid The castle of cards has been raided Black smoke chokes the sky The King of Spades begins to cry Cause his Queen of Hearts is jaded The King of Spades now wears her brand As their kingdom falls around their ears And no one there seems to hear Cause the Queen of Hearts is out of hand Spiraling down into the void A cosmic game of fifty-two pick up LifeÂ’s about to go and blow up Beware falling Queens are hard to avoid

Casual Sex Application
CASUAL SEX APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ *List three positions you like: 1._________________

Modems Knackered
i have had no internet connection at home for nearly two days now they are supposedly coming to fix it tomorrow morning, its been driving me mad not being able to get online as i have lots of shit i need to do, anyway i am hoping this posts as i am at work and if i get collared will be in a whole heap of shit. Stroll on Saturday

Reply To Maria's 12 Months Of Questions
JANUARY 1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? No 2. Who kissed you at midnight? No one, I was single 3. Does it snow where you live? Sometimes 4. Do you like hot chocolate? Yes 5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? No FEBRUARY 1. Who was your Valentine? My girlfriend of 1 month 2. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? yes 3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not? nope MARCH 1. Are you Irish? nope 2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yes 3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006? threw a party 4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? yes APRIL 1. Do you like the rain? yes 2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? yes 3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? nope 4. Do you celebrate 4/20? yes MAY 1. What's your favorite kind of flower? black rose 2. Do you like the spring? yes 3. Finish the phrase "Apr

Chinese Horoscope. Spooky, But It's Very Accurate/very Fun
-----AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in

Life Is All That Sux
Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i don't even know how to act. I'm affraid to go through life and not be with someone, and not have anyone to love me. I just don't know!!

More From Me
In all honesty I know not what I am about to write....words come and go like the tide.I never understand why I write the things I write,all I know is that it is what I need to say.My mind is constantly working,no amount of booze or other things shuts it down,I can nolonger even rely upon the sweet oblivion of sleep as thoughts that are not dreams asssault me even there.My love of the english language is second only to my need to create things I think beautiful....and hopefully make some sort of sense to someone other than myself.In all sincerity I know not why you the person sitting on the other side of the screen are still reading this.....but I will continue to write my thoughts and express my dark visions for all to see.I thank you the reader for your time...if not your patience.

Haven't Been Around Lately
Haven't been around lately cause I have been feeling sick. I am on the mend though and back on top. I just finished reading Self-defense by Jonathan Kellerman and I have to say it was OK. Not the best of his I have read but OK. I still don't get the title though.. I mean, I didn't read anything to have to do with SElf-denfense. Unless it is the girl's dream that was her self-defense against knowing the truth about what she wittnessed 21yrs ago??? I don't but the title makes no sense to me. I am now reading Find me by Rosie O'Donnel. I am surprised how easy it is to read. I have always liked Rosie and am enjoying her book. It isn't what I expected and that is a pleasant surprise. Anyways I haven't been writing at all on THE LAST BOY. I did go through it the other day but I "think" I am experiencing some writers block... ick... I just have alot of loose ends left and the book would be finished (well ready for tweaking that is for sure) and I can't seem to tighten those loose

Sagittarius
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thought, Or The Everpresent Pain
Thought ... or The Everpresent Pain Oranges are moot When eating elephants Shot with water pistols And the grey bearded pirannahs Are not afraid of the goat That flies by night. And of course, We must never forget that The Stupification factor of five Is ideal for Telekenetic prowess. Think about it and it might ... eventually .. Make some sense... Or it may not becuase this is a train of thought poem Yes, a stream of thought poem I am thinking, And so are you ... now But this train ain't goin' far. Not far at all. As a matter of fact It's sitting on its ass Fallen off the broken tracks, Fallen off the dead mens' backs. I know it makes no sense, But that is the point Isn't it? I thought so before But I was thinking then. I think I may have stopped by now But NO That was a thought So there I go again. I have to quit Because I know there is nothing to say. So look at this poem Flying through the air Like a hawk Or a vulture Flying fr

Last One Before Bed... I Swear
70's Survey 1.What is in the back seat of your car right now? If I HAD my car I would tell you....9 weeks and counting.. no car 2.What was the last thing you threw up? don't recall 3. What's your favorite curse word? FUCK 3.Menthol or regular cigarettes? regular 4.What is your favorite episode of Friends? Rachel and Ross together 5.Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Naw, I have nothing to hide 6. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Kenny Chesney! 7.Have you been to a strip club? YES 8.Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? YES 9.Are you wearing socks right now? Yes, white fluffy slipper socks 10.What was the last thing you had to drink? diet dr pepper 11.What are you wearing right now? pj pants with pumpkins and an orange tshirt 12.Last food you ate? cashews 13.Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yep 14.When is the last time you ran? hahaha... No thanks 15.What'

Sleep
I don't know what it is but I almost always avoid sleep whenever possible. Ok I actually have a few ideas as to why but whatever. Almost every day I stay up till I'm so exhausted that I pretty much pass out once I hit the bed. Anyways no real reason for this blog post than to ramble and get my blog started here ;).

Love Is Like Homemade Soup.... Every Time You Take It Out Of The Fridge And Put The Heat Back On And Warm It Up...... It Just Gets Better
LOVE IS LIKE HOMEMADE SOUP.... EVERY TIME YOU TAKE IT OUT OF THE FRIDGE AND PUT THE HEAT BACK ON AND WARM IT UP...... IT JUST GETS BETTER

I Give Up....
If you read this you know who you are...I give up! I tried everything to be with you...pushed others away. I told you the you were the only guy would wait for well I cant wait no more...I guess I have to move on. I have known you over a year and have liked you that whole time but you dont seem to care anymore since you never talk to me or leave me a comment telling me your ok. So I give up and I need to give others a chance. Vamp

To You... I Give My Heart
Just like the poem, it's not mine.. To You....I Give My Heart by AnnetteHill You're the first thing I think of; Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of; Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have; And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger; With every move I make. I want to prove how I feel for you; But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give; To you... I give my heart. A heart is a very fragile thing; But I trust it will be, LOVE that you will bring. God broughtus together in his own special way; I want to LOVE you until my dying day. It's been magical right from the start; You are a gift from the Lord above, to you I give my heart. You are my ray of sunshine, on a cloudy day; Kiss me, hold me, LOVE me forever, in your own special way!

Your Name
I WORTE YOUR NAME IN THE WINTER LEAVES BUT THE WIND BLEW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON A ROK WITH MY WET FINGERS BUT THE SUN DRIED IT UP. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON THE SANDY SHORES BUT THE WAVE S WASHED IT AWAY. SO I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE CORNER OF MY HEART AND THAT IS WHERE IT REMAINS.

Bringing Back Memories - Red Skelton
When I was little, I was consumed by the fantastic humor of Red Skelton. In reviewing some of these clips tonight (this morning for some of you), I was reminded too of his patriotic support in had for this country. May he forever RIP.... Kat *NOTE: I have stored some of these clips I watched tonight under my Video Stashes... Enjoy!

This Is Why I Don't Let My Online Life And My Personal Life Cross.
A certain person (names left out to protect the innocent) was banned from commenting on mumm's. Personally, I liked the guy, he may have been offensive, but he was funny. If he said something I didn't like, I just stopped reading and moved on to another comment or another mumm. Now everybody that is for or against him is fighting like it's the end of the world. It's a website people. I don't agree that he got banned from making comments but I am not going to put my neck on the line for it. I don't know the guy personally and so it isn't going to affect my real life. When the online drama is taking over your real life, it's time to stop and re-check your priorities.

Well When Something Goes Out Of Your Life...
When something goes out of your life, something comes into your life that is better! I got a phone call from a old friend who has just woke up about her boyfriend, she was going to a concert tonight with him, but now asked me to go with her instead, this is what letting go is all about.Courtesy of MsTags.com

What's Your Secert Talent?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Secret Talent? MY RESULT:Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” Take This Quiz!

So I'm Back Now And....
So i'm back now sorry for the long absence i've been busy having a baby on oct. 25th our son was born he has red hair not the kind that ya call carrot top but a dark almost burgundy color he was 9.5 lbs with blue eyes i was in labor for 46 hours then they ended up having to take him by emergency C section so i've been busy recovering and discovering all the joys of being a new parent like stange colored poopie diapers and being thankfull for my years spent with insomnia for once in my life its ok that i sleep more durring the day then at night any way i just thought i'd let you guys no where i've been hope to talk to ya all soon and hear about what trouble you've got your selves into -Mara Black

You
my first.... so be gentile, how many women out there have been completely satisfied by a tongue, not talking about a few minutes, i am talking about hours, i love to eat pussy and dare any good looking woman to take my advice. let or make a man go down on you and dont let him up, if he cant do it i can, i am that good mmmmmmmm slurp mmmmmmmm i love pussy.

My Quote Of The Day.....based On Love
Love is... What makes a weak man brave And a king step off his throne Good times, bad times Easy times, tough times It comes in an instant And lasts three days after forever That's what love is love jamaal a.k.a m-dot

Nothing Is Impossible!!!
I don't know if it's maturity or if it's because I have found that once-in-a-lifetime true love. You know the one you always hear about? The one that always seems so far out of reach? But, I'm looking at life through a whole new set of eyes. Everything that used to seem like the impossible, I now find are very hard to do, but to say they are impossible...NO!, not even close. I'm living proof of that. I used to think that people were crazy to even think about looking for love in a long distance relationship, but, I have learned that maybe they can be the best way to find that ultimate love that you are looking for. I didn't find my true love, because I was looking. It happened purely by accident. But, the point is, I did find mine. He is my soul-mate. The one person that completes my heart and soul. It can be a very difficult road to travel, but it is well worth everything that you put into it. I have let him have my heart and soul and he has done the same for me. To know that we rea

Come See The Freak For A Fee
I am a sadistic, sarcastic smartass. You say something stupid to me and I will call you out on it. Case in point: My PT said: Do you think the washer will work with cord hanging loose? (Picture him holding the ground for a FREEZER) I replied: Absolutely, and I bet I could make a washer, dryer AND stove work with that cord hanging loose because that is a FREEZER DUMBASS! He didn't speak to me for the rest of the day, but he has only a GED backing his reason. I am: Condescending. Skeptical. Conceited. Grammatically Correct. Well Read. Well Spoken. I am never happy with anything I have in life. I think my job sucks. I think I haven't accomplished shit in life. I think I am a failure. I think people who haven't accomplished what I have are worthless by association to my inadequacies... I tend to feign love in order to get laid. I tend to fall in love with those I use. I tend to be used by those I fall in love with. My world is a viscious cycle of lies and

My Dog!!! :-((((((((
WELL TODAY WAS KIND OF A SHITTY DAY. I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND PUT OUR DOG OUTSIDE. SMD WELL IN THAT TIME....SHE CHOCKED HERSELF TO DEATH. :-((((( MY DUAGHTER'S DOG IS DEAD. SHE IS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD. SHE HASN'T SEEN THE DOG ALL DAY.

Poem
At night in her deepest secret place She dreams that she's in chains Each time the leather bites her flesh She whispers out His name Of all that she would give to Him Her favorite is her pain At night in her deepest secret place Her dreams are what keep her sane Her days are filled with sameness Endless boredom takes it's toll No escape from all life's tameness But the dreams that make her whole At night in her deepest darkest place She dreams of delicious harm Of ropes, stone walls, of servitude Of pleasing Him with her charms He says come to Me, My wonderful slave In that voice that both soothes and alarms Then at night in her deepest darkest place She melts into His arms

Wat Ur Name Really Means
d...Has one of the best personalities ever w...Very broad minded a..Very broad minded. y..One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for n...Loves to Party e...A freaking good kisser. A:Very broad minded. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N:Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Chocolate-covered Oreo Cookie Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 20 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) devil's food chocolate cake mix 4 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter, cut up 1 pkg. (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1/2 cup sugar 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 12 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, coarsely crushed PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Prepare and bake cake mix in two (9-inch) round cake pans as directed on package. Cool in pans 5 min. Invert onto wire racks; remove pans. Cool layers completely. PLACE chocolate and butter in small microwaveable bowl. Microwave on HIGH 2 min. or until butter is melted. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. Cool 5 min. BEAT cream cheese and sugar in large bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add the whipped topping and cookie crumbs; mix lightly. Place 1 of the cake layers, top-side down, on serving plate; spread with the cream cheese mixture. Cover with

Cherry Members Network Together
DEAR FRIENDS & FANS, My Name is Lenora Love Whiteside, I'm a Poet & Spoken Word Artist I LOVE TO WRITE AND SHARE POETRY W/FANS & FRIENS!! -- PLEASE BECOME MY FAN!!! Lenora *** Read & RATE, My Poetry BLOGS & Bulletins, PHOTOS!! *** ================================================ *** CHERRY TAP MEMBERS -- NETWORKING TOGETHER *** ================================================ A Cherry Friend, Sandra Moore created some beautiful Poetry Photo/Cards for Me!! Based on some excerpts of my Poetry! Aloverssunset@ CherryTAP Sandra Moore, had created them on her famous & Popular "Sunset" Photo Collections as Backgrounds!! ============================================ *** Check Out Sandra Moores's Profile & Photo & Poetry Blogs etc. *** ============================================= Show my Friend some Love!! -- Tell her Lenora Love Sent YOU!! Aloverssunset@ CherryTAP ============================================= *** ARE YO

The Hurt That I Feel In You
The hurt that I feel To know that you are alone When you are in need Of attention and Comfort To be in the arms Of one who understands And feels The pain that you feel When you hurt I hurt that I feel in You I want to be there for you I want to be there by your side To give you The Love I feel in You The Attention I feel in You The Support I feel in You That you need Whatever you want Its yours Nothing is too hard To get for one As precious as you I Feel The Hurt that I feel in You ????I really don't know where this one came from????

All Shall Fade To Black Again And Again
I've been around this world Yet I see no end All shall fade to black again and again This storm that's broken me My only friend In this river all shall fade to black In ths river ain't no coming back In this river all shall fade to black Ain't no coming back Withdrawn I step away Just to find myself The door is closed again The only one left This storm that's broken me My only friend

Thanksgiving Poem
TWAS THE NIGHT OF THANKSGIVING, BUT I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP I TRIED COUNTING BACKWARDS, I TRIED COUNTING SHEEP. THE LEFTOVERS BECKONED - THE DARK MEAT AND WHITE BUT I FOUGHT THE TEMPTATION WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT TOSSING AND TURNING WITH ANTICIPATION THE THOUGHT OF A SNACK BECAME INFATUATION. SO, I RACED TO THE KITCHEN, FLUNG OPEN THE DOOR AND GAZED AT THE FRIDGE, FULL OF GOODIES GALORE. I GOBBLED UP TURKEY AND BUTTERED POTATOES, PICKLES AND CARROTS, BEANS AND TOMATOES. I FELT MYSELF SWELLING SO PLUMP AND SO ROUND, 'TIL ALL OF A SUDDEN, I ROSE OFF THE GROUND. I CRASHED THROUGH THE CEILING, FLOATING INTO THE SKY WITH A MOUTHFUL OF PUDDING AND A HANDFUL OF PIE. BUT, I MANAGED TO YELL AS I SOARED PAST THE TREES.... HAPPY EATING TO ALL PASS THE CRANBERRIES, PLEASE. MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP. MAY YOUR POTATOES 'N GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP, MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE, MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING DINNER STAY OFF OF YOUR THIG

Ok Folks
I think I'm outta here for the night. Tomorrow is my last day to work until next Tuesday. Woohoo! So I will try to catch up with everyone tomorrow. In the meantime, everyone be good and if you get a chance, drink one for me! XOXOXO Cheers and Beers, Sam

The Time To Say I Love You
The Time To Say I Love You .. The time to say I love you, Is before the love is gone. Many things can happen with love, Don't wait to long. An old love, That has been run through the mud. Could Be brought back to life, With just a little bit of Luv. A new love wanting to be seen, Begging not to be set free. Let your feelings be known, Make sure you say what you mean. A loved one that you know, Won't be around forever. Make sure they know, They have always been treasured. And that child that has done wrong, And makes you feel like coming apart. Show him all the love in your Heart .... The time to say I love you is, before the Love is gone .. ***Babyyy***

I Think I'm Ready
I think I'm ready.I have been single for so long now and I'm really tired of being alone. I have tried so hard to convince myself that I was better off being alone, but I'm not convinced anymore. I need someone in my life. I have built up so many walls that I fear are going to be tough to penetrate. I have kept everyone I know at such a safe distance that I fear I won't be able to close the gap. All I know is I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to spend another 3 years with no one. But, with all that I have already said, done, promised, is it too late?Damn

Shoot That Crap Monkey
I was in the bathroom taking a bath that david got ready for me all of a sudden my sister almost knocks down the door, she's like BETH I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM (Insert dorky voice here) I was like ahhafdhgalsda, ok that's fine. Let me shut the door. So emmie comes in and takes poop. so her name is now crap monkey. I should have told her to go downstairs. the end. true story. and she doesn't like buying me birthday presents

Webcam Pics
ahhhh back at it again, i know yall have missed my insane ranting. and of course for some i will not make you happy and others will just laugh..but this rant is dedicated to all those with 34679136416394613 webcam pics... now when i say webcam pics, i dont mean a few webcam pics or that there is anything wrong with webcam pics.. i mean when you see someone that has 200 webcam pics from the neck up of their face... now YES i like looking at people and seeing their faces i even luv different expressions, but come on there are only so many times you can take the same pic over and over again. how about some different poses... when i hit a persons profile i typically rate all of their pics, and i try to comment them, but there are only so many things you can say about the same pic. you try and show someone some luv and comment and boost their points for them but good lawd. now a few isnt bad, but when you have a whole page full of nothing but that in the same pose..thats just ridicul

* In Gratitude *
In Loving Gratitude, I wish you and yours a bountiful Day of Giving Thanks, abundance, joy and prosperity! Many blessings of peace, love and light to thee and thine! I am eternally infinitely grateful you a blessing in my life. May you be touched by the kiss of bliss, there is nothing like this. Love always in all ways!

America And Beer
(Long but educational!) The Founding Fathers’ shared many common characteristics; all were white males and most were well-educated, politically experienced, and possessed above-average wealth. However, a common bond, often neglected by history books, between typical colonists and these socially elite leaders was their love of good beer.Beer was vital component in every colonial community. A widely known extreme simplification of the cause of the American Revolution was the colonist’s battle cry of “no taxation without representation.” When Britain levied the now infamous Stamp Act of 1765, to pay down war debts from the French and Indian War, many colonists reacted swiftly because the tax directly affected their purchasing habits. Gregg Smith notes in “Beer in America” that beer prices rose and supplies dried-up. As such, colonist took action. As a revolt against British rule budding patriots boycotted imported British products. Many colonists began to purchase only locally produced

My Thoughts
Ive had a lot of people tell me that I shouldnt date anyone with kids. To me thats a bunch of crap! theres only one thing to say to that WHO cares ! Its all in how you feel!!! There is a lot of changes you will have to take in your life and if you really care for them you will take your chances and do the best you can and try to give 110 % for i believe there is for without of doubt the best feeling in the world to have someone care for u and love you for who you are,And for you to do the same in return! I know a few single mothers that work really hard to keep everything going and to keep the family close and to have the support from there kids! I see it and I am glad that a lot of them respects there mothers for that! To know there mother is working really hard to support them Thats what Love is all about one day I hope to be blessed with a family with my own or with someone already blessed with kids!!!!

My Twisted Up World
Well, my life is wierd I'll start from a couple of weeks ago... My Girlfriend from over a year left me for this guy in her town [it was a small long distance relationship]... I had loved her still so much from then on, I told her many times... I tried to move on and find another girl, which I did meet one, but almost a few days later she just didn't want me anymore... no reason, nothing... Right about this time I hear that my Ex Girlfriend's Boyfriend left her... for another guy... and I felt really bad for her... my feelings had re-surfaced for her that I had tried to push down... I really want to take her back... I didn't want her to get hurt at all... But she doesn't want to move interstate [about 8 hours] I know now, as I had just got a job, that I can support her and everything till she gets back on her feet... I love her so much... and hope she takes my heart again for hers.

Teardrop
Teardrop by Jonny Harrop A lonely tear falls from an eye, Not sure why its been shed. And as it slowly trickles by, It finds a spot to make its bed. There it stays. A meaningless drop, No-one who loves it, and no-one who cares, Until its greeted from the top, By another stream of tears. And as it continues on its fall, To where its journey ends, It finds its not meaningless at all, As long as it has friends

Just A Little Rant!
Ok, when I first joined lostcherry//cherrytap, the site was the best! I spent all my days here, meeting and greeting new commers to the site. I even invited over 400 people here, that is on my old account before 'babyjesus' delete me. I've put the word out about this site all over the internet. I've always said how it was amazing not to have a big brother type thing looking at everything you do, all your pictures, and how there was no restrictions besides the age. Boy, if I were to say that now I'd be a huge liar! Now I have to tell them it's another wanna-be Myspace site, I don't care if you don't like that I call it a wanna-be myspace, it's true. The only good thing about this site any more is it's easier to find 'friends' because of the top photos, top cherry's, and the scroll thing at the top. This site is becomming so restricted! NSFW what the fuck is that shit? Why the sam hell are you on the interent; on any website while you are at work? If I was your boss, I'd fire

Ok, It's Official.... I Signed Up!!!!!
Ok, I have officially signed up for the harley motorcycle class.... it starts Jan. 4th... I'm scared shitless, but gonna give it a try... Wish me all luck and keep your fingers crossed for me.. LMAO

“bring It On”
“Bring It On” Bring It On Welcome everyone to the big show Jake and Jack, and the dark carnival Remove your hats or we'll cut off your heads Show respect your amongst the dead Don't like bigots and richy boy fucks Ain't shit changed bitch, check us Detroit, Southwest murderers die The greatest spectacle under the sky 5 Cards came and made they mark From moon you gone down platin park Fuck the drum kits, xylophone, chello I'm a wicked clown bitch "hello" Everybody come jump in our rides Bring you and your fat ass bitch in side Wagons, tents are swept of a breeze Can't nobody get with these, mother fucka BRING IT ON BRING IT, BRING IT, BRING IT, BRING IT (x7) BRING IT, BRING IT (x2) Violent J, Shaggy serial killers with style Fashion of the 2000 and beyond Voodoo, chicken and magical wands Dead bigots, face down in the ponds Broken neck with the flick of our wrist All this playa hatin gettin me pissed Fat chick, skinny

You'll Need A Tasty Bevi After Eating Some Of These Fiery Chips!
Mama Zuma's RevengeNow if you like seriously hot food, I'd recommend trying some of these fiery Habanero kettle chips.....oh so crispity and crunchy, and flaming lips hot......I find them truly addictive.... Any bag of chips that has a warning : "These chips are made with some of the hottest peppers on the planet" ...warrants at least a try.....Just don't claim that I didn't warn you... Thanks Route 11 Potato Chips!

Things Money Can Not Buy
As I found myself deep in thought Something came to mind Of how some people think that 'things' They shop for and they find I can remember when I was young I knew that was not true One does not go out shopping For the 'thing' I need is you I tried hard to explain this That what I was searching for Don't even spend your money For it is not in any store What I wanted then ~ as now To know your love is true How can you express this In what you say and what you do I think this is not easy For you 'cause your a man Some women pretend to get it But even they don't understand Perhaps that is a yard stick Some measure when in doubt I think you can not measure love Think of what life's about Some people might be shallow Somehow they don't understand For they are really into 'things' That is their life's plan When one stops to think a bit Whan all else is gone What you need the very most Is a shoulder you can lean on To know you are so special Th

When Am I Gonna Get Some Love...
I PUT UP NEW PICS FOR MY CHERRY FAMILY,SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE AND IM JUST WONDERING WHEN IM GONNA GET SOME LOVE???????????IM ON CHERRY GRINDING FOR MY FAMILY SHOWING LOVE TO YA'LLS PICS AND NOONE IS EVEN CHECKING ME OUT AM I THAT UGLY?????????SERIOUSLLY THOUGH CHECK ME OUT I GOT SEXY PICS FOR THE LADIES SEXY PICS FOR THE FELLAS TO CHECK OUT FAMILY PICS FOR THOSE WHO JUST WANT TO SEE A LOVING FAMILY AND PERSONAL PICS OF MY HANDSOME SELF....SMILE...CHECK THEM OUT AND SHOW SOME LOVE....

I Hope U Dance
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I ho

Blah Blah Blah
I am bored out of my damn mind. I want something to do, somewhere to go, something to read....I really should think about going to bed. I've got an early day...and tomorrow is supposed to get COLD. Its already getting colder...its been raining since about 2:30ish. Ya know...When I first joined LC/CT, Only one person on my friends list was a rockstar...now everyone and their momma is a rockstar, except for me. *pouts* Its hard working and then coming home, doing dinner, laundry, dishes etc..AND catch up to everyone on the cherry.

Where Was Your Soul Born?
Where was your soul born?[pics + detailed answeres] Your soul was born in the Shadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon. No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and never show your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself and you never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hiding your true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to these people and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that you trust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someone who knows what you need. Trust people. You

Roarrr!
Im tired. Seriously but im not ready to sleep. I am ready to just take a deep breathe and relax though. I think i wanta take a shower, but my hair will come out curly cause im to lazy to straighten it. Ive got work tommorrow hopefully it goes better than today. Cause today was hell and i was one moody bitch. I kept getting puked on, and kicked. Some old lady cut me with a knife she had in her purse. She was all drugged up and attacked me as i was trying to put a bandaid on her iv thing. My hands all cut to hell and my wrist is bruised. They're making me wear a santa hat and they want us to wear the candy stripper like uniforms but thats not happening. Im not walking around 12 hours a day in a mini skirt doing my job. Just isnt happening. They will get over themselves. Seriously. Im excited. I get to see nick on sunday. Which makes me woah amounts of happy. Cause he rocks < 3 And i missed him ♥ He better get here early enough though cause i got work monday. And i wanta spe

Well I Am Sitting Here...
Im hoping to get off, praying i can take care of this nagging bulge. Some times I wish i had a sex toy that I could just stick my dick in and it would get me off, so I could continue with my day...

You Think You Love Me
Maybe you just think you love me But you really don't I think you still love her You just won't admit it You don't want to face the truth and be pulled back into something that you know is the wrong choice You lie to me and say you are doing one thing When I know your hanging out with her You just don't want me to know because you know that it will hurt me and make me mad She is not right for you She will only hurt you more She won't let you do anything just like before You'll end up unhappy and come crying back to me But it will be to late because I will be happy with someone new Even though I still have feelings for you

Tips For Flirting With Women
Tips For Flirting With Women >If you'd like to learn how to use your body language, voice tone, and other communication to create MASSIVE attraction with women, then take a minute and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/BodyLanguage/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave! Ok, so after all these hundreds of e-mails and testimonials you get, you KNOW this cocky+funny works, but I must say I'm happy that I FEEL I'm starting to get it. I had your ebook and cd series for a few months and I listened to the cds and read the book over and over. It was great but I guess its obvious you dont see success until you get out there and practice it and SEE how it works. At first, it simply made no sense... I tried it and didnt get much response until I developed the character for it and made it apart of me. Cocky+funny isnt something you try out, its something you have to make a part of you! When you do that, c+f comes natural and makes conversations

Happy Birthday Chris
MY GRANDSON CHRIS TURNED 19 TODAY.. IN JUST A FEW MONTHS HE WILL GRADUATE AND THEN HE WILL BE JOINING THE MARINES... PLEASE ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY . LET'S WISH HIM A VERY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY. CAN YOU TELL I AM PROUD NANA?

I'll Be There
When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not there with you, Remember that my love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When I'm with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall .

I'm Back!
Well I managed to sleep for an hour or so,did a few loads of laundry, did dishes AND gave one of my dogs a bath....he was a MUDDY mess. If there is a contest pic or something you need comment bombed, lemme know and I'll get to it today. Take care and see ya soon.

Girls' Night Out
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. my wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuck to her rear that

Woman Are The Bomb (must Read)
(Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOm PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION:When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES:

I Am Sorry...
My Apology To The Arab World Mike S. Adams June 14, 2004 Author’s Note: the following editorial contains mildly offensive language. Given the subject matter, the author is sorry that it does not contain highly offensive language. Lately, I’ve been hearing a lot about the Iraqi prisoner abuse scandal. The pictures of those “abused” prisoners have been plastered all over the front pages of papers around the country. Some of my conservative friends have interpreted the excessive coverage as proof that papers like the New York Times are actually rooting against America in its current war on terror. Even those who aren’t willing to go that far say that such coverage is helping the enemy to recruit a new generation of terrorists to inflict harm upon our troops. Despite these views, I have decided to make a formal public apology to the entire Arab world in the aftermath of Abu Ghraib. It is my hope that the following apology will help bring some clarity to the situation and, who

Crab And Shrimp Étouffée (a Cajun Recipe)
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter * 1/3 cup all-purpose flour * 2 cups chopped yellow onions * 1 rib celery, chopped * 2 large garlic cloves, peeled * 13 cup seeded and chopped red bell peppers * 1/3 cup seeded and chopped green bell peppers * 1 cup water * 2 pounds medium-size shrimp, peeled and deveined * 1 1/4 teaspoons salt * 1 teaspoon Tabasco brand garlic pepper sauce * 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/4 cup chopped green onions (green and white parts) * 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley leaves * 2 pounds jumbo lump crabmeat, picked over for shells and cartilage * Hot cooked long-grain white rice METHOD In a large, heavy pot, over medium-low heat, melt the butter, then add the flour. Stirring often, cook until the foam subsides and the mixture turns a golden color, like sandpaper, 10 to 12 minutes. Add the yellow onions, celery, and garlic. Cook, stirring often, until soft and gol

Whispers From The Dead
Tangled in a web like a fly on the wall. I fear I am walking amonst the dead. Sometimes I hear them, I see things in dreams. Are they signs of things to come, or are the dead trying to communicate? I fear I will never know. I don't feel uneasy or scared when I slumber. Only when i wake I am confused about how to feel. Thats why i write this on paper. Maybe someday I will find out what my dreams mean. I guess maybe there is a lil psycie in all of us.

Character Two
Female Wiccan that has been a member of her coven for over a decade and has been considered for being made an elder. She is bisexual, but often gets jealous of her own girlfriends looks. She is five foot three and about one hundred and thirty pounds. She is a prominant member of her town and very open about her likes and dislikes.

Cradle Of Freaking Filth!!!!
Ok so this space was reserved for another rant but I just received some of the best news musically that I think I've ever gotten. Cradle of Filth is embarking on a US tour in the first few months of 2007 hitting Detroit Feb 2nd. No big deal there HOWEVER I was just informed by the VP of the online music site that I write for that I have been granted a SIT DOWN INTERVIEW with Dani Filth a few hours before the show. Stay tuned cradle fans if you are lucky some of you might get to see it before it even gets posted.

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If anyone is really feeling the need to help someone out this Christmas, I could use any donations lol I'm trying to afford my classes for next semester and right now I can't afford my books, and one class :[ If anyone wants to help out a broke college student, PLEASE, think of me. thanks! xox Vikki

I Got A Dog Eat Dog Sly Smile
Loaded like a freight train Flyin' like an aeroplane Feelin' like a space brain One more time tonight Well I'm a west coast struttin' One bad mother Got a rattlesnake suitcase Under my arm Said I'm a mean machine Been drinkin' gasoline And honey you can make my motor hum Well I got one chance left In a nine live cat I got a dog eat dog sly smile I got a Molotov cocktail with a match to go I smoke my cigarette with style An I can tell you honey You can make my money tonight Wake up late honey put on your clothes Take your credit card to the liquor store That's one for you and two for me by tonight I'll be loaded like a freight train Flyin' like an aeroplane Feelin' like a space brain One more time tonight I'm on the nightrain Bottoms up I'm on the nightrain Fill my cup I'm on the nightrain Ready to crash and burn I never learn I'm on the nightrain I love that stuff I'm on the nightrain I can never get enough I'm on the nightrain Never to return

Some More Reasons To Date Me....cont
Again, i had promised some more of the wonderful things about me, and the many reasons to date this Mistress. Keep in mind, this is for entertainment purposes and if you truely wish to date me, I truely wish you to schedule a date with your shrink! 1)I have active nerouns in my brain, meaning that when you ask me what i want to do, you wont get the responce " I don't care". 2) I can be a proper hostess anywhere I go, therefore, if I am staying at your place, I will cook for you, clean for you, and follow you around the house picking up the things you leave behind and putting them in the proper place. 3) If you like concerts/ comedy shows/ boxing- wrestling, I work for a Theature. Free tickets babe! And beer, pizza, possible interaction with celebs almost guarenteed! 4)I dont care about your past, as long as you dont care about mine, but this only applies if you dont have past issues in present tense. (i.e. ex girlfriends still bugging you, major red flag for me) My past is

My Angels
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJduo835kOw This video was made for a man that the world lost, but I play it in tribute for my brother Russell A. Stiles who was taken from his loved ones in August of 1996. He is one of my younger brothers, only 2 yrs younger. I always remember him as a true shit stirrer. No stranger to trouble or sorrow. He had a smile that would light up a room and a temper to match a damage of a bomb. The one thing I can say about my brother that noone can ever take away from him or me is that no matter what trouble or problem he was having at the time he always made sure my sister and I were safe and things were dealt with. My brother had a very bad drug problem which in the end contributed to his death. He drowned in the Ohio River just off shore with people standing there watching and doing nothing. When I was told of my brothers death I had to be strong for everyone else and then the time came for me to deal with it. Needless to say I didn't do well. I blamed m

Men Cheat???...interesting
Why Men Cheat David Zinczenko Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat: To Fulfill His Biology: You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biology to want to wander. Does that mean he s

A Differant Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Ok New Entry, The Drunk Entry
a little under 2 hours before i turn 29 and I'm already smashed, and yes im home for the night, partying just doesnt have the lure it used to. I decided to crack open a cpl beers and go for it, ya know? So now im slightly innebriated, and um yeah and mumbling and stuff. This is rare so enjoy it while it lasts!

A Christmas Poem With A Twist.
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think Iâ€™ll Be Home For Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees! 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town To Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. ADD --- Silent Night, Holy ooh look at the Froggy, can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. OCD--- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

Rock Star Queens Contest
Cutest Couple Contest Do you think you have what it takes to be the Cutest couple on Cherry Tap? The Contest will be from Thursday at 7 p.m. Central through Sunday 12:00 a.m. Voting is by comment the couple with the most comments will be the winner. Those that enter can comment on your own picture. If there is a tie the ratings will decide the winner. Prizes will be given for 1st place Ring,Dinner,and roses. Second Place prize will be romantic Dinner,Chocolate body covered paint,and Teddy bear. Third place prize will be Romantic Dinner, roses and candy. To enter send a private message to me with the pictures you want to use. ROCK STAR QUEEN@ CherryTAP

This Doesnt Have That Much Of A Purpose.
Other than to get my damn thoughts out. A lot has happend lately thats made me just dwell, badly and i don't like it. At all. A year ago today, my whole life changed. I lost two parts of me, part of my heart, and part of my life. Thats when matt and i fell apart. That is also when my marriage pretty much ended. But, i will say no matter how bad things are now, i wouldnt go back to that. Some days i do wish i could have worked things out, but then again i really dont. We werent good for each other, we really werent, He was a nut in the end. But now things are differnt. As far as this year its changed alot, really. Right now things are okay, i have a job that pays well, i have the most gorgeous niece in the univerese. I have my mom, and my brothers even if they are assholes, all the time, i have my friends, the most amazing ones. Even on here. And i have me. And thats all i really need. Ive realized no matter what happens or who comes in my life, no ones gonna make it as happy as

Too Sick
ok so it goes a lil like this im sick - i feel like shit and the one person i need to talk to to make me feel better i cant find wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh apologise to u guys i wont be on much in the next 24hrs - but will accept ur friendship requests asap now im off to bed (again lol) have a lovely evening/day much love and happiness Louise xoxoxo ps......... i so appreciate ur comments and ratings i know i am goin to be hell behind so im so sorry but i will return the luv as soon as possible :-) later ppl......peace xo

Had Trouble Posting This For Awhile. Anyhow, Miscellaneous
Well, it is typical that someone like me who came here by various steps from LiveJournal (and there from KeenSpot) - my account on LiveJournal, a blogging site first, social-networking site second, was set up on December 31, 2001 while I was in the middle of a New Years' Eve get-together with some people from CalvinChat (IRCish but not using IRC software)... (I really need to write that far less confuzzlingly) It's typical that my first thought in some situations is "I should blog that". Write in my journal. People do mean different things by this, as has been said so often as not to need further explanation; I do this both to explain the subject I'm writing about better to myself, and to explain it to several people at once, rather than talk about it to them individually one by one and say the same thing to each in messengers, shouts, e-mails- it's more efficient to give all of them access to a blog in which I say that same thing once. And I am, above all, a lazy bugger- I ha

When You Love Someone
When you love someoen you stick by their side through thick and thin. when they have a bad day you stand by them and support them all you can. when they have good days youlaught with them. on the days they are sad you try your best to help them laugh through the tears. when they hurt you hurt and all you want to do is take their pain away even if that means bringing that pain onto yourself. when they are sick you stand by them . you take care fo them hold their hands when they are to weak to carry on. when you love someone the sound of their gentle breathing while they sleep tends to bring a smile to your lips that touches your heart. when you love some sometimes the simplest things like watching them sleep peacefully brings you the greatest joy. when you love someone you want there to be a sparkle in their eyes and a smile on their lips. if you love someone like this let them know howmuch they mean to you. have a very blessed day.

First Christmas Story Of The Season
: FIRST CHRISTMAS STORY OF THE SEASON First Christmas story of the season! A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...The

3 Grey Hairs, One Mole, And Empty Faith.
Listen to the lentils burning. Looks backed by plain thoughts invoke curious demons. ALLthough, Who knows what. Who knows about it. IT! It in plain letters sticking to the plastic It in abscence makes light to new paths It is hungry and feeds on age. It is unbeknownst to the vapid It is savior to the embittered It is subscribed to and relished in dream and lucidity. k ? well. im tired and the bed is hungry for my skin so g'night and hope is all you can cling to. ...

Friends With Benefits!
Friends w/ Benefits It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on CT that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on CT that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits"

Help My Only Child Out!! Lol Woo Hoo
/photobucket.com/" target="_blank"> SHADOW SENDS EVERYBODY PUPPY LOVE EVEN IF YOU DON'T VOTE FOR HIM 'CAUSE HE ROLLS LIKE THAT!! HERES THE LINK TO VOTE FOR HIM http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=101621&i=3652795701

Yet Another Friend Gone!
Fuck it!...I give up! I do not care anymore!.....I'm tired....I'm tired of trying to be there for ungrateful people who call themselves friend's when all they do is complain and disrespect you in everyway when you constantly tell them to stop!! Not only do I lose a "friend" in the process....I get hurt, they tell me not to get too attached and I don't but it's going to hurt no matter what! I've tried so many time's with this person...I've forgiven him too many times and I can't take it anymore I have respect for myself so therefore I had to let him go so he would know that I was serious this time and I wasn't playing game's....he think's he could just call me name's anytime he want's and get away with it...maybe with the old me he could have but there's a new Michelle in town and I refuse to put up with people's bullshit! I've dealt with stupid people all my life (18 years) and I'm tired of being the good one who's just too nice and let's everyone walk all over me..NO! It's not right.

Only In Illinois
BEING FROM ILLINOIS, I CAN ATTEST THAT THESE ARE ALL TRUE!!! Jeff Foxworthy on Illinois: If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Illinois. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Illinois. If someone in a store offers you assistance & they don't work there, you might live in Illinois. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Illinois. If you have ever worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Illinois. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Illinois. If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in Illinois. YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE Illinoisan WHEN: 1. Vacation means going north or south on I-55 for the weekend. 2. Yo

Whats Ur Sex Style? ;)
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

The Men's Room
This is a question for the guys... Don't ask what made me think of this, but are there baby changing stations in public men's rooms like there are in the ladies rooms? If not, that's pretty sexist. What are you supposed to do if you are a single dad? Anyway, let me know!

Poetry
Silence deafens the ears of those who whisper the tale of the jester. For he who rewrites life's script truly lives a fool's life. A night with no moon blinds the eyes of he who sees all. But can he who lives in constant darkness have any specter on life? Is it the eyes that become blinded or the mind? When you walk into a crowd is each face that is seen crying out from an undernourished mind that's tormented by a lack of knowledge? A mind is like a weed it can grow endlessly, but do not quench the thirst of the weed and it will wither away and become another face in the crowd.

So
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

Hail To Thor
Hail to Thor Son of Odin and Jord Defender of Migard and Asgard! Welder of the hammer Mjolnir! Kepper of the goats Toothknasher and Toothbasher who pull his wagon. For you my Patron called me home To the ways of old You showed me the way to Asgards halls! For if it wasnt for you id still be lost! Hail to Thor ! Caty

My Great Grandma
my great grandma was 97 on nov 3rd and she just passed away recently.... i found out 2 weeks after she died that she was gone and no one in my family told me... i found out from a complete stranger!!!! i was really close to my grandma and the loss hit me hard and i am still trying to deal with it... she was the most awesome lady any one could ever meet so i wanted to share a little of her with any one who cares to read this. her favorite movie was porkys she went to the theater 3x's to see it... her favorite part of that movie is the shower scene where the female p.e. teacher yanks on the guys penis.... gotta love it... she told me my first dirty joke when i was ten... she used to run moonshine and guns back in the day with her older brother... she survived the death of 3 of her children one who was a tv reporter and was blown up while doin a story.... she was married only one time but she never passed judgement on my life, when i got divorced the 1st time i told her i was never doin

Inside The Room Of My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

A Gift From A Friend I Want To Keep Close
MADE BY MY BEAUTIFUL SWEET FRIEND.THANK YOU MA LADY === 'MLady Tina, Sir Forrest Love' spewed forth the following at '2006-11-05 14:10:58'.. > > I made something for you, its not fancy, but Its for you > > > Glittery texts by minutecity.com === 'MLady Tina, Sir Forrest Love' spewed forth the following at '2006-11-09 22:06:41'.. > > Fire My Words > > > Love ya Girl

Yup! A Cherry Now!
Yessss! am a cherry now ..and gosh...its really great ..i get to do lots now ..and not being stopped as a roadkill! well, after the first cherry ..the going gets easy! :) ahhh....christmas is getting closer by the day and shopping is getting really BAD worse then being a raodkill LOLOL cant get the stuff i wanna get fr my nieces and nephews and the prices are hitting the ROOF! Soon ..i have ta rob the Cherry bank !! heheheh

The Man Of My Dreams..
I rarely have largely incoherant dreams, much less of direct people. Generally it's me alone in one vast eccentric landscape or another. Too much Dali in my diet I suppose.. On occasions I have dreamt about a friend or a guy, it didn't go well. Usually betrayal or death or complete madness or some mission of doom, perhaps. I usually wake up unsure. I spent too much time dreaming up my Dark Knight I guess, for him to bother with my nightly escapades..I've always been openly sexual and then I started writing erotic horror so sex in my unconscious world was very rare. For a week now on and off I have dreamt of the most insane, vivid things. If I didn't know better (Which I don't) I'd call them normal dreams! I met someone outside a cafe, he actually saved me from getting sideswipped by a car. Chivalry is alive in faerie if nowhere else. Hard to explain all the parts. As usual alot with me was ragged at least in my memories. To my surprise this same energy..feeling was there

This Is Real Sh-t From The News!!!!
Fatal Consequences of Excessive Masturbation Frequent masturbation and ejaculation stimulate acetylcholine/parasympathetic nervous functions excessively, resulting in the over production of sex hormones and neurotransmitters such as acetylcholine, dopamine and serotonin. Abundant and unusually amount of these hormones and neurotransmitters can cause the brain and adrenal glands to perform excessive dopamine-norepinephrine-epinephrine conversion and turn the brain and body functions to be extremely sympathetic. In other words, there is a big change of body chemistry when one excessively pratices masturbation. Note: Masturbation is a healthy sexual behavior. Like other behaviors, when over practiced or addicted it can lead to both psychological and physiological imbalances. The side effects of such changes to the body include: Fatigue. Feeling tired all the time Lower back pain Stress / Anxiety Thinning hair / Hair Loss Soft / Weak Erection Premature Eja

"i'm Up For Sale"
Here's the rules!! Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you The first people to leave you a MESSAGE. saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple p.s Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first! if u dont repost this you will have the worst day tommorow and message me wit your answer

Just Thoughts!!
I WANTED TO LEAVE THIS GOD FOR SAKEN SITE BUT AS MANY OF U KNOW IM A WEAK FUCKER AND ITS MY ADDITION HAHA....OK THIS DOESNT PERTAIN TO ME BEFORE I START!!!!IS IT TRUE JUST BECAUSE YOU CANT MAKE SOMEONE WANT YOU....YOU ARE A LOSER "NO NOT AT ALL" MEANS YOU WERENT WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR OR VICE VERSA SHOULD YOU GRACEFULLY WALK AWAY AND NOT THINK ABOUT IT AGIN??... YES!! IF YOUR STRONG ENOUGH TOO!! WELL U SEE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AND FEARS HERE IN MY LIFE... I DO HAVE ONE PERON IN MY LIFE I WOULD JUST DO ANYTHING FOR BUT I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY WAS IT THE RIGHT THING PROBLY IT WAS BLIND IT WAS NEVER GONNA BE WHAT I WANTED IT TO BE! BUT AM I SORRY FOR IT...NOT FOR ONE SEC IT BROUGHT SUCH JOY TO ME AND LAUGHTER ..........WHEN U TRY AND BE CLOSE TO SOMEONE WHO DOESNT WANT TO IT NEVER WORKS IT ONLY CAUSES PROBLEMS SO THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMMING ON FAST I HATE THEM THEY BRING THE VERY WORST FEELINGS OUT IN ME....LOL.....WELL I HAVE MET SUM REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE SOME FINE ASS FRIENDS I HOPE THEY

"fuck U Bitch............and I Hope U Read This"
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: * have someone fall in love with you * find a $20.00 bill on the ground * make-out with the person you like * find the love you always wanted BUT...you gotta stop by and rate my profile and then you have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "yeah i fucked her..... so? "I'm a lesbian" "I admit that I licked her" "FUCK U BITCH.........AND I HOPE U READ THIS" "I admit I sucked his dick " "I admit it I eat her like no tommrow" "Who you...Never..." "BEST WAY TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY" "I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN" "OkAy, So i ChEaTeD On HiM LaSt NiGhT...Sooo" ''Baby I want you back, im sorry '' "Just to settle all the rumors... yes i did" "I swear I only screwed him 4 times last night" "I'm getting married!" "Well fuck I'm pregnant again!" "I got the job!.. I'm moving to London!" BEWARE IF U DONT REPOST THIS U WILLL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2 years! (repost of original by 'Dawn33060' on '20

Sweet Ass Song
In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you dont You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you dont mean nothing at all to me No you dont mean nothing at all to me Do you got whut it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I cant say that I'm not lost and at faultI can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Ok Everyone,
if you actually care I KNOW YOU will look here to see why im not around,CT has turned into a giant headache im going to take a break for awhile and come back maybe it will be better:)love you all but if ya really want to get ahold of me you know how...ta ta for now:)keep pervin!

The Christmas Present
One day, close to Christmas, Cathy was gift-shopping with her friend. On the way to their 3rd mall that day, Cathy accidentally hit a cat on the road. She hated to leave it their to be squished by and other drivers, so she got out, took one of the empty JC Penney bags and put the cat in (she covered in tissue paper first). Then she put it in the trunk and continued on her way. Once they got to the mall, Cathy and her friend got out to rearange the bags. She took out the JC Penney bag with the cat and put it on the ground until she was situated. When she turned back to get the bag, she saw a lady walking quickly towards the mall with the bag in her hand. Cathy and her friend knew what would happen, so they quietly followed her into the mall, but stayed back so they wouldn't be detected. They followed her into a restaraunt where she sat down and ordered food. Cathy did the same while her friend was in the bathroom. Finally, she saw the woman take the JC Penney bag and look inside.

A Gift For Some Very Special Friends I Have Love You All
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your Comment made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine . Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week. and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too. BUT, you have to send

Kiss His Lips
I wanna kiss his lips I wanna feel his love for me Run deep into my veins Let it wash all my pain away I wanna fall into his arms I wanna know that he will save me From everything that's wrong in life Not make me have to think twice I wanna look into his eyes And see me there with him With children of our own The same strong love when we are grown I wanna fall asleep by his side Every day from now on And wake up with him there Putting flowers in my hair I wanna hear his voice Singing just for me And I will slowly close my eyes His every move I'll memorize I wanna dance the night away To "She's Everything to Me" He'll pull me closer with each step I'll lay my head against his chest I want my daddy to walk me down the aisle And give 'his princess' away I want my knight to wipe away my tears And promise he will be there for years I wanna wear a dress of white While putting rings upon our hands I can't promise not to cry When it's time to kiss the bride I

R.i.p.-aeliyah-precious Little Angel
=== 'Cajun Cherry~ADD ME AS ~ FAN~ BEFORE ADD AS FRIEND' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-21 09:48:56'.. > > thank you for reposting and keepin the candle lit for Aeliyah > her funeral is friday 12/22 please do this for me > > > > let me know who reposted this comment and i will come give you a candle as a ty for keeping it lit...... > my prayers go out to her family... > show them sum luv > > booshine**Kiss Ur Kids Cause You never know when you can loose them!!**@ CherryTAP > > > > Falcon69**Missing Aeliyah**@ CherryTAP > > you can also email them a card at CKBreeze@msn.com >Courtesy of MsTags.com">/www.mstags.com" target="_blank">Courtesy of MsTags.com"> > > Courtesy of MsTags.com LOVE AND PRAYERS FOR HER FAMILYhttp://i58.photobucket.com/albums/g261/topoor2001/1912531684.jpg

Gas Station Hammering
I had been driving for a full hour before I saw the ram shackled huddle of buildings appear like a mirage at the road side. Though I'd travelled this desert road from Reno so many times it still came as a surprise when Froggie Bills gas station appeared like it had been dropped from the heavens. I slowed my car eager to stretch my legs and no doubt share a few words with the eccentric owner. As I turned in 3 young men eyed me nervously as they got back into their supped up shit box. Then with the customary wheel spinning of youth they tore off as if hoping I'd race. As the wheel cloud cleared from my windscreen I got out. Froggie Bill as normal was there to greet; as he was with all his customers. "Hi Bill," I said with a tired smile," more hot shot kids," I added. "Little punks," he said with an old Gaelic giggle," but they got more than they hoped for today." I ignored his words. Nothing much made sense when it came to Bill. He'd been out here so long the sun had got t

Merry Christmas To All !!!!
To all my Family and Friends, My the Joy of the Season be with each and every one of you. It is the time of the year when we should put all of our anger and transgretions aside and start to focus on those most close to us.I'm really not a big player for alot of words and this really isn't going to be one of those blogs where it goes on and on.I just want each and every one of my Family,Friends and Fans here on Cherry Tap to know that you are in my thoughts 2nite and every nite and that you are kept out of harms way on this Joyous Nite. God Bless You All and HOHOHO !!!!! Iceman

A Holiday Thank You
THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I AM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT MY POEM I SENT HAS REALLY MADE YOUR YEAR I AM SINGLE YOU KNOW SO ALONE I WILL BE BOTH CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS NO ONE TO CELEBRATE WITH ME WHAT WILL YOU DO TO CELEBRATE THIS YEAR DO YOU HAVE LOTS OF PLANS HOW WILL YOU SPREAD YOUR CHEER REMEMBER THAT CHRISTMAS IS SPECIAL NEW YEARS IS OUT OF SIGHT WE GET LOTS OF PRESENTS KISS STRANGERS AT MIDNIGHT MEETING NEW FRIENDS ON LINE IS TRULY A GREAT THING MAYBE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST THROUGH THE SPRING BUT WHAT EVER HAPPENS I JUST WANT YOU TO SEE YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND AND VARY SPECIAL TO ME

Incarceration Nation
America Has Become Incarceration NationBy Marc Mauer, TomPaine.comPosted on December 22, 2006, Printed on December 25, 2006http://www.alternet.org/story/45647/Two remarkable developments in Washington in the past week highlight the extent to which the United States has become the land of mass incarceration.First, the Supreme Court denied the appeal of Weldon Angelos for a first-time drug offense. Angelos was a 24-year-old Utah music producer with no prior convictions when he was convicted of three sales of marijuana in 2004. During these sales he possessed a gun, though there were no allegations that he ever used or threatened to use it. Under federal mandatory sentencing laws, the judge was required to sentence Angelos to five years on the first offense and 25 years each for the two subsequent offenses, for a total of 55 years in prison. In imposing sentence, Judge Paul Cassell, a leading conservative jurist, decried the sentencing policy as "unjust, cruel, and even irrational."The An

Evolution 8
Originally Posted: August 19, 2006 Look what happened while I was sleeping... The stupid fairy has come back to the surface to grace us with another lullabi of incoherent rantings about things yet again; her little world inside her head has come to imagine... I did to her... Now should we pich part the little things she ranted about and watch her lil world come crumbling down on her... First I have a question for everyone... How can you sleep with someone that is a completely different state... If you rememeber... I was in Georgia and Nicole was In Trenton Fla. and Rebecca was in Crestview Fla... How the hell did I sleep with Rebecca??? Damn I know my dick is big but damn I guess it can reach 368 miles away... No wonder I have back pains... I have to carry a load that big... So If i was in Ft. Gordon Ga... How did I cheat on Nicole for her to just go off and sleep with Turtle? That act of revenge she says... was nothing more her not being able to control her own hormones and not

Gynecologist Appointment
One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?"

It Was The Dog, I Swear!
Brian entered the office of Plymouth Industries, swearing silently to himself. He had been out of work for nearly a month, and if he didn't get this job, he didn't know what he would do. He had just spent his last bit of money on a Taco Bell Bean Burrito, the cheapest fast food available, and now here he was awaiting the most important interview of his life. He was shown into the office of Mr. Schaefer, the head of personnel. Schaefer greeted him warmly and offered a seat in the beautiful leather chair in front of his desk. "OK Mr. Davis, let's get started shall we?" offered Schaefer. "I see you are applying for the position of accountant here. What are your best qualities in this line of work?" Brian began, "Well, I have 10 years of experience in accounting, and I ..." Brian stopped, as he suddenly felt with horror an impending gas build up from the burrito in his stomach. He tried not to panic and continued. "I was the senior accountant at the last company I was with." Oh

Blazing Saddles!
Yay! Among the films newly chosen to be archived by the Library of Congress's National Film Registry are Blazing Saddles, Fargo, Groundhog Day, Notorious, sex, lies and videotape, and The T.A.M.I. Show (a '64 concert film w/the Stones, James Brown, Beach Boys, Chuck Berry, Marvin Gaye, and lots of others). The thought that "Candygram for Mongo!" is ensured to be preserved for future generations will make me sleep so much better tonight.

Would You?
1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick/suck me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while u fucked me? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u let me handcuff you or tie you up to the bed and then fuck you? 9.What about me makes u want to fuck me? 10. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 11. Where would you fuck me? 12. Would u fuck me again? 13. Would u let me fuck u in the rain/snow/in public? 14. Would u mind if i fucked you in you ass? 15. Would you fuck with me once and never again? 16. Would you let me fuck you with my mouth? 17. Would you let me tongue fuck your ass? 18. Would you let me fuck your mouth? 19. Would you fuck me in/on a car/truck? 20. Would you let me drink your cum after we fuck? 21. Would you kiss me after I mouth fuck your pussy? 22. Would you let me finger fuck you?

My Souls Thoughts
Thought of being entrapped by my love. Entrapped by Darkness his Majesty my King. Does he know the way to my soul? Can he look at me and make me quiver? Can he conquer my heart? Breath me in and smile, smile that evil grin. Consume me... drink my blood. I need my King to invision me, breath me, and taste my flesh. I need my King to take ahold of me. Grab my hair guide my body where his chains are. Secure me to your heart's lock, never let me go from the chains. I am on my knees awaitng my King's wishes. I want to make him happy fulfilling all his needs and desires. I live to make him happy. Looking for the rewarding smile he gives while petting me on my head.

Fire & Ice
Two bodies seems like one mind~~ You and I are intertwined... Becoming closer barely touching skin feels like I am melting into you again Firey touch blazing me sending my blood to boiling Icey touch freezing you making your blood cool... you are close so close to me. I feel my heart racing pounding ever so hard. Lay me down pressing against my breast. The beast is taking over starring deeply into my soul does he know what I know. Firey Ice we melt into one. To touch running your fingers lightly down my side touching my hips and thighs, I think I am in extasy, breathing deeper, heart pounding harder. The touch you bring is so much more much more than you ever know. Please bring to me the nirvana of heaven on earth.

Arglefargle!!
I went to Best Buy to go buy the Zelda game and they did not have it :( I could have driven the 2 minutes to the mall and looked there but I hate the mall and did not feel like it. Plus I had my brother with me and had to have him at this birthday party by 6:30. We ate at Burger King and then I dropped him off. I might waste the gas and drive out there again and look because now that I am home, I want to be back out. I'm indecisive, it must be a girl thing, and the PMS talking :)

God Bless The Stupid People Of This World
Alright so I was reading this website for the Westboro Baptist Church and let me tell you THEY ARE SO FUCKING STUPID not to mention bastards but hey now we know why god created birth control so stupid people like that wont procreate and their spawn wont grow up with their HORRIBLE train of thought. I read such things as a female sodlier died in shame not honor and if anyone from that church happens to read this SHAME ON YOU THEY ARE OVER THEIR FIGHTING FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND YOUR STUPID FUCKING IDEALS THEY GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SPEW FORTH YOUR BULLSHIT THEY GIVE THEIR LIVES FOR IT AS A MATTER OF FACT. HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT ANYONE FOR THEIR LIFE CHOICES YOU AREN'T PERFECT NO ONE IS AND TO GO AROUND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES LIKE THAT. THESE SOLDIERS WHO BRAVELY DIED WITH HONOR ARE MAKING IT SO YOUR DUMB ASSES CAN WALK AROUND DOING WHAT YOU DO IN FREEDOM. I THINK IF ANYONE IS GOING TO BURN IN HELL IT'S GOING TO BE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. SHAME ON YOU FOR GOING TO THESE FALLEN SOLDIERS FUNERALS A

First Time
From the first time i met you i knew an angel was near. Everything stopped i couldnt hear Just voices in my head telling me there's an angel standing right there i wasnt sure if you felt the same way so i asked the next day.First it was like, then it was love, now i think god you fell from heaven above, for you are my one true love.Many people tell me i am too young i dont understand the meaning of love though i do. everything i think love is i have found it i have found you from the first time i met you i knew it im letting you know my love is out of control for you theres nothing i can do but simply love You this is to my boyfriend who i love so damn much and he has me to thinking sometimes but hell it will all be all right well Baby if you read this I love you and i miss you!

Christmas With Louise
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. This won first prize. As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do? You're kidding me! Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could also substitute as a passenger i

Urgent: Your Help Needed
I just received the following fax from the American Red Cross of Central Illinois. "WE ARE NOW BELOW A TWO-DAY SUPPLY IN MANY BLOOD TYPES. WE NEED TO CORRECT THIS IMMEDIATELY BEFORE THE HOLIDAY WEEKEND." "WE NORMALLY HAVE A THREE-DAY STOCKPILE OF BLOOD AVAILABLE AT ANY GIVEN TIME. BUT IT HAS FALLEN BELOW THAT BECAUSE OF INCREASED USAGE FOR MEDICAL PROCEDURES AND FEWER DONATIONS BECAUSE OF THE HOLIDAYS." "ALL TYPES OF BLOOD ARE NEEDED, BUT THERE IS STILL A SPECIAL NEED FOR DONORS WITH 0-POSITIVE, A-POSITIVE, O-NEGATIVE, AND B-NEGATIVE." If you live in the Central US, please, GIVE BLOOD TODAY! Donating blood is free and painless. Thirty minutes of your time could save someone's life. There will be many traffic accidents over the New Years weekend and the blood is desperately needed to help those injured. What better way to start off 2007 than to save someone's life. Thank you!

A Great Song
Stone Sour Zzyzx Rd. I dont know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight My muscles feel like a malee My bodys curled in a u shape I put on my best but im still afraid Propered up by lies with promises Saving my place as lifes forgets Maybe its time i saw the world I'm only gere for a while But patiences is not my style And im so tired i gotta go What am i suppose to want now What am i supposew to do Did you really think i wouldnt see this through Tell me i should stick around for you Tell me i could have it all I'm still tired to care and i gotta go I get to go home in one week But I leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry Im following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection Im told what to do and i dont know why Im over existing in limbo Im over the myths and placebos I dont really mind if i just fade away Im ready to live with my family Im

More Tunes
Bo Bice Lie......Its Alright I’ll get you back I’m out of cash You can always count on me Oh, I forgot C’mon baby just believe You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright (Keep saying whatever you want to believe, as long as you look like that, she says) I’m over here Around the way You know I’m only stopping by I thought you said You said to me Come on over here tonight I don’t mind I kinda like All the stories that you tell It’s obvious but I don’t care Cause you’re doing it so well You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright It’s alright, it’s alright No I wouldn’t change a thing It’

To My Love
TO MY LOVE I WONDER WHAT YOUR THINKING EACH AND EVERY DAY. I LONG TO FEEL YOUR LOVING SOFT & WARM EMBRASS. YOUR EYES ARE LIKE DIAMONDS SHINNING LIKE THE STARS. I ALWAYS LOOK TO HEAVAN AND WONDER HOW FAR YOU REALLY ARE. YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS WITH ME I CARRY IT EVERYDAY. YOUR SOFT LIPS HOW I WISH I COULD ENJOY THE SWEETNESS OF THE TASTE. YOUR VOICE SO BOLD BUT OUR SWEET CHILDREN WILL NEVER HEAR IT THOUGH. YOUR HEART SO BIG THERE'S NO DEPTH TO EXPLAIN. YOU JUST WAIT I MIGHT BE A LITTLE LATE BUT SOON ONE DAY I'LL BE RIGHT ON MY WAY JUST NOT TODAY...

Can U Help Me Please Get Comments For The Sexy Bra Contest
can you please comment bomb me in a sexy bra contest please thank you just search this name sweet teddie bear and make him ur friend. and u will beable to vote for me. someone got mad and reported the pics and made them nsfw. so u have to be his friend to vote for me. i really need the votes. already won one contest

My Drunk Rant
i just got told by ten different people that all im good for is a good fucking and no one seems to care that i have feelings im not childish i just dont like the feeling that ever time i turn around all im good for is sex....and nothing else and i realize there are people out there for me and that do care but they are not here to help me they are not here to help me not get beatin up by my ex and they are here to show me the affection that i despratly want dont fuckin sit here and say oh i would and i wish i could if u cant dont sit there and lead me on and say u will thats bull crap that i dont care for cause all it does is creates unnecessary bull that is unappericated....

Rain..thats What Well Call It!
still the distance the longing in my eyes all of this,you should surmise but you dont notice and i wont say it what we used to be and what we are i need you still but i wont tell dont want to be another mistake my love....how could it be fake? but you cant tell and if you could it wouldnt matter i hope time negates this pull you have on me seems like such a travesty.

Words Of The Heart
Life can bring us many wonderous things Like the perfect soulmate whom to love and care The feeling they will always be there Who knows what wishes nowaday brings The one who you wanna spend life with and in there hands you trust One Whom does not judge by appearances nor other This is what I long for someone i can love and smother Each passing day i find i want this more and more a friendship that will never rust Searching the stars for someone to call my love more than a friend Someone to accept me for who i am not the phony types of other Treat them the with respect hold open doors and lend a helping hand The one i would try and show to all the world help show that a broken heart can be amend Share the times with rather to a romantic dinner or night at home spending it in Cuddled up spending the time together alone Never will they worrie that my heart will to another roam Show them theres someone out there who knows how another should be

A New Years Wish
-Taken from a Witches New Year Ritual (Samhain) though I think it works for either date you celebrate.- "Dark Mother Your cauldron is a well of death and rebirth, Dark Father Your sword both protects and annihilates. Hear me now as the past year slowly dies, only to be reborn again. Today, the last of the Harvests is complete. This symbolic harvest is of my thought-seeds, Planted and nurtured throughout this past year. May the good come to pass and the bad be cast aside. With Your divine guidance and protection, I step into the New Year, May I have good health, prosperity, and happiness." "As the New Year is born, we are all reborn With new hopes and dreams. Guide me in the future as in the past. Give me strength and courage, Knowledge and fulfillment, Assist me as I attempt to achieve my goals." "Every beginning has an ending, And every ending is a new beginning. In Life is Death, and in Death is Life. Watch over me, my loved ones, and all of my Brothers and

Being Fake
last night wasn't a goodnight at all for me. I was attacked from people trying to say that i'm a fake and that i'm gay last night. i've been called of all this for so many yrs now. even though i am real and not gay at all. A couple of months ago i had to prove that i drew the drawings of someone on here. but the person that was on here was a fake and was using someones pics from myspace. the person that was being used is only 16 yrs old, almost 17 now. but she looks older then that though. Her mom told me that someone sent her the drawings that she suppose to have done. so i said to her that it wasn't her at all though, it was me that drew them. so i took a couple of pics using my web cam to prove my self. so now i have to prove my self once again. which is really b/s though. i did salute, but that wasn't the right one though. so i did another one then. i guess this one wont be good enough too. lol. for all the haters out there, that don't like me. get the fu

Tormented Heart
THE NIGHTS ARE SO COLD, THE RADIO PLAYS A SAD SONG. I THINK OF YOU AND HOW YOU DID ME SO WRONG I LET YOU IN, BOTH SOUL AND HEART PROMISES MADE THAT WE WOULD NEVER PART.. I TOLD YOU THINGS, ID HELD FOR YEARS, TELLING THEM TO YOU AS I FOUGHT THE TEARS. YOU TOLD ME THINGS ABOUT PLANS YOU HAD MADE PROMISES AND PLANS WERE ONLY THE GAMES THAT YOU PLAYED... I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH I NEVER ONCE LIED AS I LOOK BACK AT THINGS AND OH HOW I CRIED. I LOOK AT OLD MEMORIES AND ALL I CAN SEE IS A MAN FULL OF HATE IS ALL I CAN SEE SOME OF THE MEORIES I MISS THAT WE SHARED BUT THATS WHEN I THOUGHT THAT YOU REALLY DID CARE YOUR SMILIMNG FACE AND THE TORURE YOU GAVE SOME THE MEMORIES I CARE NOT TO SAVE AS MY HEART BROKE AND THE TEARS FILLED MY EYES ITS ONLY BECAUSE I BEL;IEVED ALL YOUR LIES TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE AS I FORGET ALL THE PAIN GLAD I NEVER LET IT DRIVE ME INSANE

Woot
I love girls omg they're so awesome! Okay, here's the deal, I KNOW there's going to be at least 3 horny perverted men looking at this blog so my advice to them is GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY PROFILE U SICK BASTARDS! what part of the word LESBIAN do men not comprehend? It means I LIKE WOMEN, NOT MEN. Get it through your freakin heads! Okay, now for all the girls, you may be thinking "god this girl is a bitch" well I can be, but I'm not really. I just really hate men who think they can try to talk to me when my profile clearly says "ABSOLUTELY NO MEN" It's disrespectful if you ask me. and yes, I'm single, but no I'm not looking for a relationship, I just got out of one (thank GOD!) in other news.....EWW A MOUSE JUST TOUCHED MY FOOT!

Humans And Their Pettiness
As humans fill up their lives with unnecessary anger on a daily basis, life goes on. Many times we go through things without fully understanding what is really going on, but unfortunately, never tries to understand. In fact, many times we assume what is going to be what we think it is, when we are usually incorrect. Take the time to open your eyes, put yourself in the place of the other, and often you shall see a different story. For those that are too bull headed and insist on being stubborn, unyielding..so be it. As to stress over such minor things that are usually misunderstood is simply foolish, and a waste of time. In the long run, more damage than good would come from it all.

Your Alway On My Mind And In My Heart!!!
Meet Me In Love Take my hand and walk with me to a place where lovers go, where kisses are like raindrops, and soothing rivers flow. Inhale the perfumed sweetness of the roses as we near, one step closer to paradise, an oasis crystal clear. The sun will burn much brighter in skies of the bluest blue, and stars that shine at midnight will shine for me and you. We'll walk along the shore-line the waves crashing all about, cleansing the uncertainty, removing all the doubt. My words will sound much sweeter when I whisper in your ear, I'll always be in heaven as long as you are near. Don't second guess the reasons, look beyond, and look above, then close your eyes and meet me in that special place called love. For My Baby ( AUGIE )

To All My Friends
THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WANTED TO SAY; YOU ARE IRREPLACABLE. THERE IS NO ONE LIKE YOU.... NO LOVE LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE GIFTED ME. THERE IS NO WISDOM JUST LIKE YOURS. THERE IS NO SMILE LIKE YOUR SMILE AS YOU LOOK AT ME, WHEN GREETING ME; WHEN LEAVING ME; THERE ARE NO TEARS OR HEART BREAK LIKE YOURS WHEN TRUSTING ME TO JUST BE WITH YOU AND TO UNDERSTAND YOU AND JUST TO SAY/DO NOTHING EXCEPT ACCEPT YOU. THERE IS NO LAUGHTER LIKE YOURS... THE SOUND IS AS DEAR TO ME AS THE SONG IN MY OWN HEART ... NO... YOUR LAUGHTER IS THE SONG IN MY HEART. THERE ARE NO HUGS LIKE YOUR HUGS... THESE ARE THE THINGS I MISS THE MOST BY LIVING SO FAR APART. YOU ARE ALL IRREPLACABLE TO ME. ALL THESE THINGS COULD CHANGE THE EXPRESSION OF OUR LOVE, BUT WILL NOT END IT. ALTHOUGH TIME WILL PASS AND OUR CONTACT MAY DIMINSH OR END... YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART... STILL MY FRIENDS, AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU OR I GO TOGETHER OR APART, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BELOVED FRIENDS AND TODAY I JUST WANTED Y

This Is Me, What Are You?
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tattoo Contest Please Vote For Me.
please vote for me in the tattoo contest all comments and vote very appericated thank U!!!! heres the link to my pic vote as many times as u like... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=88185&i=660937981

The Evil Beast Within.
For some reason, I'm feeling perfectly weary, disgusted, and angry today. I suppose it has a great deal to do with the fact that I yearn to be with a certain someone and until such time as my family issues have been completely resolved, I cannot wrap myself in his wonderfully strong arms and press my back against his solid, warm chest. I can't soothe his brow when he is stressed. I can't gently ease the tension from his shoulders. There's so much I can't do at this time and it fills me with a sense of impotence. As silly as it may be, I miss thumb war! When next we war, I intend to win! Thumb war aside, I feel guilty for wanting to leave, as my family means a great deal to me. It's almost as if I'm wishing for my Nana's death by wishing for things to be resolved, though in truth, I am blessed to have my Nana and don't wish to relinquish her to the icy hand of death. It shames me that I want the freedom that will only be forthcoming after my Nana's life has been snuffed out. Then there'

My Work
WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT DOES THIS WORD REALLY MEAN MY DEFINITION OF LOVE IS RARELY SEEN SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND NO ONE TAKES HER PLACE SHE'S SO CLOSE TO ME MY SPACE IS HER SPACE THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE WHEN SHE'S NOT AROUND IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S HER LOVE I FOUND SHE MAKES ME SMILE ON MY SADDEST DAY LOOKING IN HER EYES CHASES MY SADNESS AWAY HER SMILE IS SO BEAUTIFUL SO FULL OF TRUTH EVEN A BLIND MAN COULD SEE SHE IS THE ONE FOR ME TO TOUCH HER HAND IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PLEASURES EVER KNOWN TO KISS HER LIPS IS LIKE TOUCHING A CLOUD ALL OF OUR DAYS ON THIS EARTH SHE COULD DO NO WRONG FOR THE LOVE WE SHARE KEEPS OUR HEARTS STRONG WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH? NOW THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION AND THE ANSWER IS EVERYTHING ALL THINGS. ONE-LOVE PAPI

Poem - Desire
I awake in a shroud of confusion, my body unable to resist your subtle whisper, the gentle pursuasion of ur tender touch, i long to more from this numbed slumber, to allow my senses to absorb your every breath, for our bodies to levitate into a mass of hypnotic passion, to taste your soft delicate skin, to grasp this feeling of untainted contentment, the sweet odour of your perfume arousing my every pour, the shimmer of your eyes embracing my very soul, weak and paralised to act under ur imense beauty, far from reality and near emotional colapse, you are the reason. you are the wonder. you are my all!

Cant Take It
Ive been crying all night,im physically hurting,I dont know what to do, I feel like not caring so much anymore, I want to turn, be coldhearted,Just so I can careless what the hell happens... I dont want love, if it means I get hurt each time.I tried so hard, to get you to see me...Each time I stayed myself, let you in a little more,but to you I wasnt acceptable,to you I was just a little girl in your gallery of people.Its hard to let go, and I know one day you will realize,when Im gone at least, you lost something special...Even then I dont think you care.

Im That Bored Heres A Survey, Many More To Come
Single or Taken: single Happy about that: yes Eye color: Green with Brown circles shoe size: 9 Height: 5ft8 What are you wearing right now?: pink top with skulls and hearts on and black trousers Righty or lefty: righty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: yep ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: jeans Animal: Dog Drink: Cup of tea Month: october Juice: pinapple,Apple or orange Favorite cartoon: The grim adventures of billy and mandy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Nope never Bungee Jumped?: nope I wanna tho Made yourself throw-up?: yeah skinny dipped?: no Broken a bone: nope, I nearly broke my nose Played truth or dare: yeah Been in a physical fight?: yeah Been on a plane: yeah Come close to dying: no, came close to being hit by several cars thanks to my sis been in a hot tub: no

Sentimental Offering Of Loving Endearment.
I always have some thing to say. People never seem to care or respect my feelings. My truths are me and as much as i try to ignore peoples ignorance i fall into a trap of harsh reality. I'm a hopeless romantic who beleives that true beauty is found in a persons words, actions and heart. Not in there apperance. Every one wants a supermodel, instead of looking for someone who completes them. Reality shows us how cruel people are and how selfish some people are. There is so much more to a person then just physical features. Sure i comment many peole with sexy or your hot. I'm a lil into people who are of the model type so yes i fall into my own trap. but most people i comment using adorable as my means of friendly views. I'm a easy going person who would like to find a soulmte who is the ying to my yang. One who knows how i feel with out asking, one who has sight with out seeing. Someone who would be willing to give up something they want for me, even though i will never ask them too. I

Being Too Nice?
So I'm curious - does it really pay to be nice? I find it interesting that if you are sweet and nice on here you don't really have people chat with you but if you act all slutty or beg for people to come check you out - they come from all the corners of the world! Yes I know I'm not the "model" female but I'm sweet as hell! I started thinking bout this because I was debating on whether or not to start whining bout my upcoming birthday and see if I got "cool" gifts or even a blast bought for me! But then I realized I'm just a sweet and innocent (no laughing those of you who know me!) girl and it's beneath me to do that! So lots of love to the friends I have and actually keep in touch with me! Mwah!

My Ex Makes Life Miserable To See Mi Children? Help
What is some good solid advice?I order to see my children I have to leave my cell at home no outside contact no television, no drinking only cartoons on the telie. Then I get the piss taken out of me in order to spend precious moments with my two little children whom are 1/12 boy and 3 year old daughter. I feel that me being there hurts them because they always have to hear the anti-christ shouting orders and upsetting the children. it's like she is trying to punish me but truly it is affecting the children more and I dont want them to grow up in a abby normal relationship. Sometimes I feel like it would be better off if I was just to do them a great sad service and let them forget about thier birth father who loves and cares immensly for them. Hard topic. Plus the chic hits me and then she has a state trooper across the street....spooky. S.O.S. from a loving father who wants to do the right thing by his children but I dont want them to think that I have abandoneded them....Help any su

2006: Saddened By And Thankful For
One of my friends recently posted a blog entry in which she said "fuck you" to all of the people that had mistreated her in 2006. I thought about doing the same, but honestly found that I can't summon up that kind of bile. Rather, I feel saddened by those that mistreated me in 2006. So, here's the list of people that saddened me in 2006: All of the men and women so focused on their own horniness that they couldn't be bothered to get to know me as a whole person (the list is too long to mention them all). Instead, I was simply a fuck toy or a masturbatory object to them. Their loss. All of the married guys who hit on me. Although, I'm perfectly fine with saying "fuck you" to them, 'cuz I believe in monogamy. Or, open polyamory. Cheating is for loser assholes. Fix it, live with it, or get out, jerkoffs. I did. Tim, who was so focused on making sure I didn't fall for him that he ended up fucking with my head pretty badly instead. If he'd just been honest and up-f

Another Year
Well another year has come and gone...I dont know about any of you, but I am sure glad that it is over. I particularly hope 2007 is better for me than 2006...any way I was just wondering what thoughts any of you had...or if you happen to have a funny story of 2006....let's see how you all do?

Sexy Soldier Contest
Hey Guys!! Looking for the Sexiest Soldier!! To enter all you need to do is tell me which photo you want me to rip.. and I'll put it in the contest. Once there are enough contestants.. I'll start it. Have all your friends vote! Comment Bombing Welcome! 1st place - 3 day blast 2nd place - 1 day blast 3rd place - present :D Good luck! Any questions Just ask!

This Scorpio's Wrath Is Never Ending
(One rule- you read it- you comment! Even if you hate it!) My mother always told me I was extreme in all things. She used the analogy that I would rip off my arm if I got a paper cut. I'm not sure I like the description, but honestly, it's a truthful one. It's not often that I trust, or love somone. It takes a bit of effort for a person to come into my circle of family. Once they are there, though, they know that my loyality would extend even through death. I don't use the word friend lightly. It's all or nothing as far as I am concerned. When someone has proven themselves worthy of my friendship it means that they are not only intelligent, compatable, loyal, trust worthy.... but something deeper inside of them, their soul perhaps, is worthy also. My friendship is not for the faint of heart. I love adventure, so my friends are invited to a world of wonder, pleasure, and experiences of a life time. Very few have ever fallen out of this circle of family, but once gone, there is noth

Okay, So That Guy With The Pick-up Line.
Apparantly the line did not come from an entirely sober mind? He called me again. He's all like my name is Keven **** and I am a convicted armed robber. I robbed a bank seven years ago. Then proceeded to complain about it and talk about how he was still on parol. Said he just got out. Also said they hopped him up on drugs. Then proceeded to read me poetry about his dead grandmother. Why do I always end up meeting people like this? ^^

Thoughts On Infinitesimal Randomness
Good morning/evening/noon/afternoon .. whatever your pleasure. i will attempt to elaborate on some things. when i say elaborate, i mean exasperate.. whoa i spelled it right on the first try creative writing isn't really my strong suit, though vocabulary is... it's a matter of information getting to and from my brain into specific areas, i.e. my hands i thought it would be better if i could just blog directly from my brain. of course it would end up being something like Frontier Psychiatrist. only some how every word would hot link to a vaguely related page in Wikipedia. and you would only need to glimpse at it to gain the information stored there. kind of a Electro magnetic form of esp, only you are communicating with a machine. i've been told i had A.D.D. and well yeah. i can never stand still for too long or stay on the same subject for too long. in rare cases i do. but that is neither here nor there. and i really really really have to go to bed now cause i work in the morning.

Great Friends
When my buddy John asked me to join CT I never in a million years thought I would meet so many wonderful new friends. This site is amazing and i'm truely glad I joined. Thank you so much for all the comments, shouts, messages, ratings and gifts you have all sent me. Not to mention all the love you all have shown. Big hugs to you all! MWAH! Love ya, Jackie

First Steps
I'm sure I'm making a huge mistake coming here. I don't know where this place is gonna take me, I think I'd sooner run and hide. It's lonesome in here .. and so detached, I came in because .. well I was getting that abandoned feeling outside.. seem's this place has replaced what ever internet addiction came before it. I just hope that we don't loose ourselves or loose things close to us ..

Relationships
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. Send this to every friend that you have on-line, including the person who sent it to you. If you get: 0 Replies - you may need to work on your "people skills" 2 Replies - you are nice but probably need to be more outgoing 4 Replies - you have picked your friends well 6 Replies - you are downright popular 8 Replies or More - you are totally awesome (and that's probably why you're on MY list

I Desire
I desire I desire flesh Hot to the tough Toned over thin frame I desire I desire lips on lips Lips on skin Soft Gentle Hungry Starving I desire I desire eyes Eyes gazing into eyes Hearts racing Knowing without speaking I desire I desire words that hurt And words that heal Conversation lifting me up Shaping my mind I desire I desire love Simple and honest Laughing Crying Exposing I desire

How To Get A Woman To Climax #2
Please read the first part before going ahead Tease her as long as you can stand it to do it Go back to her tits and suck on her nipples While your hand is sliding to and fro her pussy Now move down with your mouth and fuck her Let your tongue lick her clitoris again Tell her how hot she is and how horny you are More and more juicy lust will arise Slide in with your tongue and taste her In and out , in and out please don`t stop Come up and french kiss her to show her the taste Move in with one finger and bend it toward her belly Stimulate her g-spot with two of your fingers Tittilate that spongy tissue with bent finger More and more juicy lust will arise Suck her labia with your mouth again Make her pussy swollen and very hot And then when her face is turning red And then when her moaning is that heavy And then when she is begging you for more Lean her legs against your shoulder and On her face an excited expression will arise Lift her hips up so you b

Im A Sagittarius;)
SAGITTARIUS November 23 - December 22 Ruling Planet: JUPITER, God of money, luck and good times between the sheets. Sagos are playful, laid back and oh-so fun to party with. They are wild, and may be the BADDEST party people you ever meet! One thing to be wary of is that Sagos like to talk BULLSHIT! Don't believe everything they tell you because they are kings at 'talking it up'.Sagos probably make better friends than lovers, but if you happen to score a one-nighter with them, be prepared to do stuff you've NEVER done before! Sagos are spontaneous and adventurous and most have probably been caught doing it somewhere public. When they find the right lover, they will give it 100% as long as the commitment is returned. FAVE POSITION: They are up for anything. Quality AND Quantity. BEST SEX TOY: Handwrite a sexual fantasy of yours and leave it on their pillow. You'll be surprised at what happens next! SAGITTARIAN MALE IN BED Even if he’s fat, balding and middle aged, he can

More About Me!
FAVOURITES Alcoholic Drink: vodka Actor: johnny depp, brad pitt, antonio banderas, sean penn, al pachino, robert de nero, matt damon, mark wahlberg,..etc Actress: angelina julie, julia roberts, julianne moore, nicole kidman, susan sarandon, cameron diaz, renee zelweger, salma hayek, lauren graham, kim director.. etc THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: pepsi Fruit or veggies: fruit ofcourse Day or nite: nite Hot or cold: both Summer or winter: both Surf or snowboard: never tried any.. *sighs* =( Books or movies: movies McDonalds or Burger King: burger king Socks or Barefeet: if its cold > socks...if not > slippers r on ;P Beer or Liquor: both Chocolate or Vanilla: both HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: maybe Gone past someone kissing: yeah.. lol Had sex: nope Smoked: yes Drank: yes Done Drugs: umm.. hehe Thought about suicide: never Slit your wrists: nope Gone skinnydipping: nope..but i would love to Kissed the same sex: yuck! Won an award: nope Gone skydiving:

How Can Life Be So Unfair?
So I'm posting this because I have definately learned a lesson in the last couple days that I thougth I would share with everyone. You see...a friend of mine who I love to death found out about 5 and a half months ago that she was pregnant for the second time. She has the most BEAUTIFUL and happy little girl that I have ever met and had a little boy on the way. The perfect family. Her fiance and her were sooo excited for the new baby. On January 13th....4 months early...she gave birth. The baby boy only lived about an hour and a half. I can't even BEGIN to imagine what she is going thru but I know that everyone is just heartbroken. They definately didn't deserve for this to happen to them...they are the best parents in the world. My friend is 19 years old and has lost a child...it's crazy. Don't take shit for granted people. I have learned that you really never know JUST how short life can be. Let your loved ones know every single day that you love them and live each day to

A Poem For The Sadistic
DESTROY SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL by leah random Take me farther than I've ever been, Dig deep into me. I'll never say that word. Again and again, How many ways, can I give it to you? My souls virginity. This gift I give to you, Bleed this virgin flesh, Beautiful surrender. Do with me as thou wilt, Tonight you are my God. In each moment, yes, hidden fear, Is this it? Don't forget the cheesecake. Tomorrow is maybe. No, I wouldn't be surprised, Yes, you will be forgiven. Ecstasy to be under you hand, Ecstasy to make you happy, Ecstasy kicking and screaming, Pleading through sealed lips, Carefully drawn perfection, Smeared, wet and blinding, Ecstasy to taste me inside you, Crying, broken, ripped, torn. Struggling to be yours.

Today
Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today; but I did! And because I did I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don'teven know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love just how deeply I care for he

Remembering Those Who Fought For Us
Angels The skies in New York City, were bright and blue and clear. Unseen by human eyes, the angels gathered near. They hovered ever closer, to the towers standing tall. They did not know or understand, why God had sent them all. Guardian angels, wrapped their arms around people in each plane. And held them close as each plane hit, the angels took the pain. From around the towers the angels flew, to be with every one. They guided some through smoke and fire outside and made them run. Other angels stayed with those, who paused to make a call. They held each close, who had not strength, and those that took a fall. OH GOD! The angels screamed with man, OH GOD please tell us why! But God gave no one answers, as smoke filled up the sky. Twas then the angels headed south to Washington DC. They knew this time, to gather close, they knew what they would see. On this plane too, they took the pain for each and every one. And on the ground, the othe

Chinese Proverbs
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who run in front of car get tired. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who run behind car get exhausted. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man with one chopstick go hungry. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~* > War does not determine who is right; war determine who is left. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. > *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* > It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. > *~*~*~*

The Best
Lonley days, and lonely nights they pass their way Stretching out and holding on to all those things that make me stay Not wanting to be around this place, finding you, and running away With you is where I can lay my head, nowhere else, here is where I want to stay you bring the best out of me You stood by me when I needed you the most Held my hand and charged through it all Picked me up when I felt myself start to fall there's nothing I couldn't do cause you had my hand You bring the best out of me You shined above them all, passed the test and set me free Pulsing out and clinging tight to all the things you said to me Wanting to be with you, thats the way it is, the whole world can see Nothing alone, but along with you You bring the best out of me You stood by me when I needed you the most Held my hand and charged through it all Picked me up when I felt myself start to fall there's nothing I couldn't do cause you had my hand You bring the best out of me

My Fine Is 1289.00 Ouch Lol
Ever had sex in a funeral home -- $100 Smoked pot -- $60 Did acid -- $80 Ever had sex at church -- $200 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $155 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the love of your life -- $100 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents bed -- $124 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20 Cheated on your significant other -- $10 Masturbated -- $10 C

Bullshit!
I just got another photo marked NSFW. This is fucking bull shit. This place is ass. Whoever the hater is that just did that to me, go fuck yourself. I am tired of all the nude ho bags on here showing everything, but I can't post a classy picture that I am proud of without it being marked not safe for work. If you don't like what you see, get the fuck off of my page. Otherwise, don't mess with my photos. Who governs this site? WTF!

Yep!
yes, i had the tests done but i'm waiting for the results... next monday will be done the Magnetic Resonance, and next Jan 29 the blood and urine result and yes, that stupid machine for the MR does too much noise :P my arm has booboo still lol and for now my stomach is ok, no pain while i'm taking the pill :) i'm in an excellent mood i started to look for some info in Brazil about kateboarding :) so when i get my vacations i can do it! after the show last night in the Kateboarder lounge now i'm very excited about it haha xD thanks Scrapper! it was awesome! i already called one of my friends asking if he would like to go to Brazil with me and do Kateboarding and he already said yeah sure! (lol i had to tell him what was that hahah he didn't even know!) really i'm in a good mood and i guess no one, and i mean NO ONE will be able to ruin my day ;)

Broken
BROKEN I will enjoyed pain when I meet you pushed to the limit abused beyond enjoyment fucked in the skull and the tide changed and my face fell to the ground i will became a slave under your control under your foot under your will of pleasure You are THE MASTER and I will became your silly little toy I will let you have control of me i am at your will punsh me at your will as you see fit i am at your will as your slave i will tell you no you tie me up on all fours hopeing to see whats in store as i feel your fingers running across my body placeing a gag in my mouth telling me not to whimper i close my eyes feeling your whip race across my flesh i bite down trying not to scream tears rolls down my face my back aches looking into your eyes taking it with grace trying not to whimper not knowing what will come next i know i have to be broke in at frist as i feel the whip again raceing across back my b

Im Trying To Get Away!
I've been trying to do other things, but it just keeps calling my name and it sounds soo sweet....I just cant resist. *sigh* Maybe i should be tied up and the computer be taken away....hmmm...could that help, I dont want to ask for any assistance though dont know what ur all thinkin....lol SO yeah..... Dont forget the contest lol Click on da pic!

Thoughts..gotta Get Em Out
my little brother and his gf are having a baby...and she is due in april..and u know something? i JUST found out about it. it kind of upsets me that i would be the last one to know..and the sad part is...i have no clue what his gf's name is. now let me tell u why... i met my dad and two brothers when i was 15...never knew they were out there and a part of me....they are now in their early 20's..both of them. i wish that we had that strong brother/sister relationship that they have with our step sister kiersten. and it makes me jealous that both of them can call her sis but cant pick up the phone to call me. my brother nathan was in a motorcycle accident a few years ago and broke his collar bone..wasnt called...they both graduated from high school..wasnt invited...no school pics, no prom pics, no football pics..nothing...its like i dont mean anything to them or my dad...hello that hurts..alot! my step sister has been in the picture for a few years..she calls my dad dad, but

To All Of Those Whom Dont Know Here It Is.
I have currently found employment. Its not full-time nor is it for very long. I work in a tax office and somewhat like it. Its diff and its a job. I am now curretly single again. Yes everyone I am a bitch and atleast I admit it. I dont sugar coat who I really am. I am 99% over my ex-fiancee. I hope he has a great life and wish him well and a safe return from Iraq. I have no hard feelings toward him just his stalker of a gf. neways, my beautiful babies are growing like weeds. I am now working towards getting my phone and internet cut back on which should be every soon. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! I am enjoying the time me and children have and not have to worry about stupid drama or immature bs from immature people. I rarely stay single for long nemore, which is nice in a way but there is a disadvantage to it especially if theyre young and immature. I think this is why i would prefer an older gentleman between the ages of 25-35. And yes I still like my men whom are in the military. My friend i

Welcome Insominia
K, well for all you peeps who struggle with stress and insominia Here's a blog for ya, if your curious to know It's 315am here in alaska and I have just settled into this blog and a hot cup of Chai tea to hopefully slow my little yet racing brain. what makes my brain race you ask, well it's the fact of being unemployed and broke-ass and sitting here trying to figure out how update my web pages and where does the answers of the world come from, ya know those sort of things, yes, really stoopid things, but, damnit it's what's on my mind today, and at this very moment. So alas I think I have pondered enough to even bore myself with my mindless wanderings in the middle of the night or the wee hours of the mornings for others.... anywho.... HAPPY SUNDAY!!!!

Complexity
i'm a complex man drawn off with things of simplicity drawn by the light of man not by the sight of god i see all the people of isreal claiming gihad holy war punishment due trying to kill us all like jews in the holocaust fill your bodys with hollow tips kill the pain of being a man of sins hiding behind the tint of the soul the light is blinding binding me into a new man maybe it's the world's or maybe it's god's plan for a new breed of man to live to give to supply the air with new thoughts souls being bought a dime a dozen dirty cats getting down on their dope and fiend coping by the thousands the sands of time running out wars going on in the streets in countries people dying people crying while on the inside we are all dying soul crying for something more but it seems like a lost cause fighting this war put it on pause and look at who we are hurting shunning each other away look at this from a different point of view everyday

Congradulations! Chicago Bears Nfc Chapions 2006
Congradulations! to the Chicago Bears in making football history after 22 years we been waiting for us to return to the Surperbowl and after tonight win we are one game away in making history again by winning the Superbowl XLI all us bear fans are behind u 100% and Congradulations! for the Chicago Bears NFC Champions 2006 and giving us a new hope and for believeing again, and Good Luck When we go against the colts thank You again for a great season and hope soon to be World Champions u guys deserve it and good luck to all the players and coaches who made this team a success, Congradulations and we are all with u in ur gola winning the Superbowl in Maimi. P.S. Congradulations Chicago Bears on ur NFC Championship win against New Orleans Saints 39-14, and in our mind and hearts u r and forever will be our Champs, and to us U R already Super Bowl World Champs, Since 1985 we waited for us to return to another superbowl, it took 22 years in the making but we are heading back to the sup

So Sad
My dog Tiki had her first puppy on December 14 of 2006. Her name was Noel. She was 5 weeks and 1 day old to day. We took her outside today to play in the snow. My 2 year old son fell on her and she died today. We are all sad and upset because she would have been a wonderful dog. Please take some time to say a prayer for my kids to help them get over our loss. December 14, 2006 - January 22, 2007

Oscar Nominations!
Hmmm, interesting batch this year. How strange is the Best Supporting Actor category? I bet Eddie Murphy takes it, which is a shame 'cause I love Alan Arkin, I always like Djimon Hounsou and Marky Mark (boy, I never thought I'd hear myself say that!), and nothing but nothing would be a better comeback story than Jackie Earle Haley. Boy, "Bad News Bears" and "Breaking Away" sure were a l-o-o-o-n-g time ago. Peter O'Toole is clearly a sympathy nom. Much as I've loved him in other things, especially "My Favorite Year," this one doesn't look like it oughtta be an Osacr winner. Still, if they could give it to Paul Newman for "The Color of Money" instead of "The Verdict," anything's possible. Is there more of a lock than Cate Blanchett for Best Supporting Actress? The other four look like throwaways comparatively. I'd also be quite surprised if "Little Miss Sunshine" doesn't win Adapted Screenplay. I'd really like to see "The Departed" take Picture, Director, and Adapted Scree

In My Heart So Deep
Some day soon our eyes should meet; Will I know, in my heart so deep? With eyes that'll see clear into my soul; My legs are wobbly, like a newborn foal. With arms, that'll make me feel safe; Not a fear one, while I'm in your embrace. With ears that will listen, without half a mind; Your open and honest, your one of a kind. With lips that'll whisper the words deep and true; Soft kisses, and nibbles, my blood begins to brew. With hands so gentle, yet strong and warm; Take control, and protect from harm. With a mind ever growing, can't get enough; Insights be known, life can be rough. I have dreamed of you, again and again; You swept me off my feet, right where I stand. Some day soon, we should meet; I do know now in my heart so deep. Lori Flenniken

6, 8, 12 ~ Brian Mcknight
Ooh, ooh Do you ever think about me? Do you ever cry yourself to sleep? In the middle of the night when you're awake, Are you calling out for me? Do you ever reminisce? I can't believe I'm acting like this I know it's crazy How I still can feel your kiss [1] - It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours Since you went away I miss you so much and I don't know what to say I should be over you I should know better but it's just not the case It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours Since you went away Do you ever ask about me? Do your friends still tell you what to do? Every time the phone rings, Do you wish it was me calling you? Do you still feel the same? Or has time put out the flame? I miss you Is everything okay? [Repeat 1] It's hard enough just passing the time When I can't seem to get you off my mind And where is the good in goodbye? Tell me why, tell me why [Repeat 1] Sing it for me Ooh, ooh

Loverman
When the river don't run And the night won't fall When I fear the touch Of the highway's call When I close my eyes And the dreams won't come When the world has set me free Will you still be with me? My Loverman When the moon turns red And the sun burns black When the reaper's whip Falls across my back Will you lay me down On a bed of stone In that long and silent sleep Will you be with me? What if I just go flying away? What would you say? Would you wait a million years? Would you cry a million tears for me? Or would you take my hand? Would you fly away with me? Would you be with me? Loverman When the hour glass is broken And the final word is spoken When fate has lost it's power This word will still be ours Loverman Oh, my Loverman Yeah What if I just go flying away? What would you say? Would you steal me from the cold? Would you lead me to my soul again? And when we reach the end, when we face eternity Would you be with me, my Loverman

Sangre
Formed in the summer of 1999, Southern California Heavy Metal band SANGRE has made a name for themselves by Playing Countless shows, through endless Footwork and self promotion, and by creating true to life, aggressive, heavy, and at times melodic metal music. Music with a message that everyone can relate to on some level. Life through the eyes of 5 young men struggling with, and overcoming lifes everday obstacles, and the world we live in. One minute you are in a trance of melodic guitars, and soothing vocals, next second you are in the middle of pure fury. Intense hammering Riffs, thundering bass, earth shaking drum rolls, double bass, and an onslaught of ear piercing screams, and growls. SANGRE has gone through several changes over the last 7 years, but it has all been for the better. The band has evolved musically on many different levels. With a wide scope of musical influences Sangre finds a way to mesh it all together thus creating a diverse versatile brand of metal. Combine

So The Story Continues....
One of the many things I do is write .....erotica...poetry...etc.. so..I havent read this in a very loooong time. Show of hands (or comments as the case may be) should the bad man (and for you little yellow bus riders that would be me) post more? I honestly could give two squirts of piss but...as opinions are like assholes...give me yours. Mage look out below!! an exerpt... Yes little one....you remember now? The images, the thoughts....drowning your senses. The flood comes back to you now like a tempest. I can see your eyes shimmering at the very sound of my voice. Has it been so long? You shiver still.....Mmmmm....I see your soul doesnt forget that which you crave. Come little one......stand by me. Yes thats it......you flinch yet come as I beckon you.....good. Im pleased.....the time since you last stood before me is not so different than now....Yes little one I feel your pulse.....your very breath has paused at my touch. The memory is as fresh and burning as the first mom

My Not So Fkd Up Life
Well to all of my friends, my life doesn't seem so fkd up anymore. The stars have alighned and I seem to be moving in the direction of happiness. I have met a wonderful man that I have been with 3 months, I have the BEST job in the world, and whoever said that you couldn't have your cake and eat it to, was lying through their teeth. I actually get paid to do what I do best, and that is run my mouth. I am moving this weekend into a cute little house. All in all the world seems to be a much happier place to be. I know a lot of times we feel like just giving up and not going on, but take it from me, there is happiness out there. I have waited what seems my whole life to be this happy. Never get so down that u want to give up, I promise, from experience the sun will shine and your world will be a much happier place to live.

Divine Love
It happened again on Christmas eve; she lit the frankensence, removed the rags of crimson, and crown of roses from the angel. She adorned her with garments of light and dark blues and whites, placed Love at her forehead. She hummed to herself, lost in her own little world..."pick up your china doll, it's only fragile and just a little nervous from the fall..." She washed her tear stained sheets and bedding and sprinkled the pillows and fresh blankets with myrrh tears for healing. The voice told her lay down. So she lay clutching her rosary. She started taking deep medative breathes. The scent of the air all around her had become pure and fresh. Her body numbed out, and became paralyzed, she couldn't move. All she could do was breath this air. A faint smile came to her lips and feeling of peace and security filled her. She lay like this for quite a while...until she broke out in giggles and started move a bit. Raphael* was whispering sweet nothings in her ear again.

Wtf Is Cheese Doodlez?
blue.. because iunno just because. nope im not sure there's anything i could change the power to Freeze um not sure 1) What's your name? Crystal 2) How old are you? 22 3) What are two random 1-digit numbers that come to your mind? 2 and 5 4) How much money do you get for an allowance? i dont have allowance 5) What's your favorite TV show? One Tree hill, The OC, Charmed, Gilmore girls, and Veronica Mars.. oo and wildfire 6) How many times have you moved in your lifetime? alot 7) What's your favorite store? i dont know 8) Which is more important- life, liberty or the pursuit of happiness? pursuit of happiness 9) Do you know of a middle school with the initials PMS? putnam middle school 10) How many pets do you have? zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeero 11) How many bfs or gfs have you ever had? 1 that counts 12) What state comes to mind when you hear the word "choo choo"? the state of childishness 13) How was your day to

L.i.g.
4:29 and trudging along famously.Huh I went out with my cousin last night.It was all good.The only thing that sucked was that my attitude toward everything basically sucks as soon as I get into a bar but , shes cool for inviting me.She tried to get me to pep up but Im kinda shy so I didnt really like mingle or anything.And I just felt so out of place.I drank Pepsi all night, maybe if I had been drinking I wouldve who knows felt more like part of the group but it wasnt happening last night.All I could think about was my ex and how shes not here and how I have to try and get along if she decides she cant handle being one persons woman,and I also at the same time felt like I was getting her back for something.Like I could use it to show her how I felt those nights she decided the bar was a much better friend to her than I was.But I havent talked to her. She starts work on Monday and shell only have weekends off and I dunno how often Ill get to talk to her.And yknow sitting in the bar shes

Monday Sucks
lets see here it is monday already where the hell did saturday and sunday go???? oooooooo yeah thats right i worked all weekend and spent the rest of the day saturday at basketball games... so here it is monday again and im tired of work already.. like so many of us just trying to live and get by save alittle for fun sometimes the fun never comes and the bills just keep getting bigger... well i for one am tired of working and not really getting anywhere.. as u can tell im in a really pissy mood cause i had a lady come through work today and i speak no spanish and she raised her voice to me cause i could not understand her... well im soooooo sorry i didnt have to take spanish in high school and dont care to take it now unless i plan on going to mexico,, but with no money that is impossible so i guess,,, anyway as the old slogan goes at work the customer is always right but that doesnt mean i cant get snotty right back.. i didnt mean to but i had to walk away all of us food people deal w

Natural Born Killer
There you are, the superstar Caged and bound - don't they look smashing With all your camera punk ass flashing There you are it's so bizarre Broken down the captains shattered Sunken ship but it don't matter I've packed the bags under my eyes and now I'm fine Let me be your one and only cockstar 357 with my goddamn on star Natural Born Killer Livin like a jack with my one eye open Lost generation and were anti posing Natural Born Killer So there it is - it's who we are Black and blue prints for disaster Guaranteed to kill you faster Emperors it's time for war Lost angels of your de-construction Bone out cause the cocks in motion I got strychnine on my tongue and I'm feeling F. I .N. E. Fine Let me be your one and only cockstar 357 with my goddamn on star Natural Born Killer Livin like a jack with my one eye open Lost generation and were anti posing Natural Born Killer Natural Born Killer natural Born Killer Natural Born Killer I'll prey on you wh

Shout At The Devil
He's the wolf screaming lonely in the night He's the blood stain on the stage He's the tear in your eye Been tempted by his lie He's the knife in your back He's rage He's the razor to the knife Oh, lonely is our lives My heads spinnin' round and round But in the seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and [Chorus:] Shout-shout-shout Shout at the devil He'll be the love in your eyes He'll be the blood between your thighs And then have you Cry for more He'll put strength to the test He'll put the thrill back in bed Sure you've heard it all before He'll be the risk in the kiss Might be anger on your lips Might run scared for the door But in seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and...

George Bush1 And His Demon Son
The world seems so mis fortunate isolated by visions created by men building towers to control there own vision which leaves us in a conformity of dwelling in others immediate negative attention

My World With You.
A world for you and me. A world which we share with one another. This little piece of the world that is ours. Means the whole world to me. Because your are my world. A world, where when it rains. The sun shines through. Turing darkness to light in my eyes. A light which glows oh so bright. Leading me to the path that lead to you. That path, may come to a stand still. But even at a stand still. You make it worth wild. You make every day in are little world. A great day, a wonderful day. With you there is not one day I don't enjoy. As long as you keep the world going. I can't help but love the world. Your the world to me. Your so the world to me. You mean more then my world. Because your world with mine. It's what makes the world go around for me. Without you here in this world. Is a world without happiness. You bring happiness in my heart and in my smile. You make everything great. Everything with you is wonderful. Your my kind of wonderful. Your my worl

A Love Song
If I could write a love song It would have the perfect rhymes My song would say "I love you" At least one million times My song would have the power To make others fall in love It would let the whole world know You're the one that I dream of I'd write about your kisses And the way you hold me tight I would sing about your laughter And your tenderness each night My voice would carry sweetly all the love that I could send And you never will forget the words Because my song will never end! as02-14-00

Betrayal
Insanely jealous, a price on her head Wasting my time wishing her dead Betrayal of love and misplacement of trust Limitless boundaries beyond human lust Angered frustration from your gentle kiss Loud silent begging for love I now miss Flashes of guilt and surges of pain Demons inside me where memories remain In effortless fight I laugh till I cry So much confusion, why did you lie? Cocaine in my tears, running so fast Wishing and waiting...my own death at last Loving embraces and words never spoken Forever alone, your own heart...now broken as03-25-99

Find Me
heya folks~! so lately i have been acting a bit strange....and if u were wondering why ill fill ya in... i have always had a low self esteem....and believe me i mean ALWAYS had one.. i have been known to frequently cut myself down.... well maybe it is my large lack of sleep lately....but i have actually been happier....more confident....nothing really has changed...except that i have made a few more friends...but i mean no major changes... maybe i am glad that i wasnt injured badly in the car accident i was in....i dunno but lately i have had this refreshed look on life...and i am proud to say... I ACTUALLY LOVE ME....I LOVE BEING ALIVE....and i really am happy....i do still cut myself down a bit....but i also am having a higher self esteem and confidence...its almost as if i have just found myself and i finally know who i am....and i dont care if you all think i am a stuck up ugly bitch.... i know i am beautiful and i can be a brat but i love who i am... so yea again i

Vampire's Kiss.
Pull me closer rip me apart try to tame this broken heart pain and passion act as one step back and see what we've become amidst the scent of blood and sweat I'm eager to become your pet teeth like razors sharp as blades darkness comes in deepest shades night is fallen on my heart love me until I'm ripped apart...

Useless Information, Or Fun Facts...lol.
AIGHT, SO KING NOTHING HAS PROMPTED ME TO DO THIS. MORRIGAN MAD RESPECT FOR THINKING IT UP IN THE FIRST PLACE. GOING TO WRITE THIS, GIMME FEED BACK, BUT AS YOU CAN SEE IT WILL PROLLY GO UNAPPRECIATED. TAKE THE TIME TO DO IT YOURSELF. HERE GOES. -I AM ONLY INTERESTING IN SHORT BURSTS. ANYONE WHO TALKS TO ME FOR MORE THEN HALF AN HOUR CAN VOUCH FOR THAT. -I TYPE IN CAPS TO PISS PEOPLE OFF, PERIOD. -I AM COLOR BLIND, BUT AM ALWAYS CHALLENGED BY PEOPLE FOR IT, AND GOD FORBID I GUESS A COLOR RIGHT. -I AM THE WORST DIABETIC EVER, SORRY DON'T THINK OF THE FUTURE THAT MUCH. -I AM ADDICTED TO CIGARETTES, NOTHING MORE. A DAY WITHOUT HAVING A SMOKE, IS A DAY A WALL GETS A HOLE IN IT. -I HAVE A FEW GOOD FRIENDS, BUT NO BEST FRIENDS. I CONSIDER MYSELF A FIFTH IN THE FRIENDSHIP WHEEL. -I OWN 73 T-SHIRTS, 2 PAIRS OF PANTS, 32 PAIRS OF BOXER SHORTS, 15 PAIR OF PAJAMA PANTS, AND OVER A HUNDRED PAIRS OF SOCKS. -I PROLLY HAVE MORE BODY CLEANING PRODUCTS IN MY BATHROOM THEN MOST FEMALES I KNOW,

Thinking Of My Friends
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror, where you could read it every day. You may not believe it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. There are at least 15 people in this world who love you in some way. 3. The only reason, anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember ... when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt and call me

More Soap On Panties
A woman was unhappy with the way her laundry was done at the local Chinese Laundry, so she wrote a note and put it in the bag with the next collection of soiled clothes: "USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!" She got the clean laundry back, and was still dissatisfied with the results, so the following week she enclosed another note: "USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!" The Chinese laundryman became very annoyed, and when her clean laundry was delivered, it contained a note from him: "I USE PLENTY SOAP ON PANTIES! USE MORE PAPER ON ASS!!!"

How's Your Karma
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

I've Been Writing All Day , Really I Have No Patience To Think Up A Title
The ground shakes with every step I take I fist-face-fucked your mother and she said it felt great Marching with love disguised as hate If you don’t like the way I love Get the fuck out of the way I know I’m so pleasant and charming My smile is so disarming It’s so alarming to find out I want to drag glass across my face Drink ammonia and bleach Call it a party Am I going to have to become nothing more then a resemblance of me? Before you find some acceptance of me Quiet and safe, that’s a joke, I’m a radioactive bullhorn My talk and walk’s got more cock then Foghorn Leghorn Go ahead and glance scorn I can steam gore In the wink of a pocket knife I can have you running for the door In your dash I cut the line to the power and the phone You get to the door only to find there isn’t a handle to turn It’s time you learned, what it’s like to live with a gothic death prophet Discharged mental patient who’s off his medication Blue balls out blazing Seeking sedation

My Favorite Song!!!!
The Rose by Amanda McBrooom from the soundtrack to "The Rose" Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need. I say love, it is a flower, and you its only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give, and the soul afraid of dyin' that never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely and the road has been to long, and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong, just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.

Pretending
I really don't need I love you's Not if they're only lies Don't you think I've heard it before With those big ole puppy dog eyes You tell me I'm the world to you And I make your dreams seem real Do you think you're the only one Who's givin me that spiel What makes you think I'll fall for you Because you say what I want to hear And you whisper those sweet little nothings So softly in my ear Yes I admit, my heart skips a beat When you tell me that you love me But the tears that I cry drown out that hope That this is truly meant to be So please don't promise me fairy tails Unless you can show me a happy end My heart can't take another twist No matter how much I pretend

Thingie,s
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic >garbage bags with her, one in each hand. > >There's a hole in one of the bags, and every once in a while a $20 bill >flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops >her..."Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag." > >"Damn!" says the little old lady....."I'd better go back and see if I > can still find the others bills that fell out. Thanks for the warning!" > >"Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? >"Did you steal it?" "Oh, no", says the little old lady. "You see, my back > yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's > > a game a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower >beds!" > >"So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each >time someone sticks his little thingie through the bushes, I say, $20 or off > >it comes!" > >"Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs t

Comfort
A soft breeze blowing across your face, slowly bringing the smell of daisies and the alluring aroma of clothes hung outside to dry into your nose and thru your brain, Sendind waves of peace and tranquility throughout your soul and being, feeling of being home and a kid again of not having to worry about tomorrow Suddenly being jolted back to reality by the bad news of a friend, realizing that you dont hold tomorrow, after this day comes to an end. Wanting to find that comfort zone and lock yourself away taking all the cares of morrow and leaving them in yesterday.

There Sick Lyrics But Dont Cry They Mean Nothing
(my clown paint in between your thighs) as you look into my eyes your fears become subside im the clown you always wanted you know that ive never fronted you feel the gush of wind as i thrust it in becareful what you wish for cause this clown is the oltamant tormentor fucking you with razors on my finger nails watching you as your face tuns pail going down to eat up the choped up pussy guts go on put my dick on up watching the pussy so I can see the bloody nut as im telling you all thes lies my clown paint is in between your thighs you dont have to listen to thees lies but the clown paint is still in between your thighs as im telling you all thees lies my clown paint is in between your thighs you dont have to listen to thees lies but the clown paint is still in between your thighs im thusting the guts im busting the nuts im still fucking thees sluts cant beleve there trusting thees nuts overly trusting overly busting overly nuting overly

Subject: Fw: Online Buddy Day !!!! I Am Counting Lol
Subject: Fw: ONLINE BUDDY DAY !!!! I am counting LOL ONLINE BUDDY DAY Forward to all your friends, including me. And don't tell me you're too busy for this. Don't you know the phrase "stop and smell the flowers"? See how many "bouquets" you end up with! Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going! You are so special! "Today is world's online buddy day. Send this to your online friends even me if I'm one of them and see how many you get today"

My Work
MARRIED FOR OVER 12 YEARS AND HAS STAYED AS FAITHFUL AS ANY WOMAN COULD BE,UNTIL ONE DAY OVER THE INTERNET SHE ENCOUNTERS A BRO LIKE ME.SHE'S NOT PLANNING TO HAVE AN AFFAIR OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE JUST CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TASTE THE OTHER FLAVOR.THOUGHTS OF BEING SEDUCE BY THE MANDINGO IN HER SITE, NOTHING WILL EVER GO DOWN JUST WONDERING WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE.HER HEART POUNDS HEAVY LIKE THE BEAT OF DRUM,INSIDE MOIST BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF HIM MADE HER CUM, COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT'S AN ILLUSION AND THAT HE IS REALLY NOT THERE BUT SHE DOESN'T CARE HE IS THERE IN HER MIND ANYWAY AS SHE SLOWLY SWAYS.BACK AND FOURTH, FRONT AND BACK LOSING TRACK OF EXACTLY WHERE SHE'S AT CAUSE SHE FINDS HERSELF TOUCHING HERSELF EYES CLOSED MIND WIDE OPEN, TAKE ME NOW, MAKE ME YOURS, HOLD ME,SQUEEZE ME, THE PLEASURE OF PAIN I WILL ENDURE SSHH SOMEONE'S AT DOOR,OH MY GOD IT'S HIM THE MANDINGO OF MY DREAMS IT WAS THE MAIL MAN.SHE WANTS TO TOUCH HIM AND DO ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT

A Prayer For The Stressed
Grant me The Serenity, to accept the things i cannot Change, The courage to change the things i cannot accept, and the Wisdom to hide the bodies of the people i had to kill today becayse they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on today as they may be connected to the ass that i may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to always give 100% at work 12% on monday 23% on tuesday 40%on wednesday 20% on thursday 5% on friday And help me to rember...... When i am having a really bad day, and it seems that people are trying to piss me off, that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to BITE ME!! Amen

Rune Magick
Through out esoteric study, we find symbols in every thing. Runes and cards, Even tea and sand have been used to define the divine. The power of the symbol, is the focus most of us need to bring out our innate inner magick. I have used Runes to bring about positive change. It is the faith that brings about the magick, faith and an empathy with things around you, and the desire to make changes in your life. Runes do have one power that few others have. It is well understood and well documented. In other words, you don’t have to go far to find information about them, which is a great advantage for those of us who do not wish to create our own script. In this community, there is a look at the runes and there basic meaning. It does not take a great knowledge to start experimenting with rune magick and this very basic spell is a good start, it was the first I ever did some about 25 years ago. What you need. You will need a candle of Corresponding color, an oil burner with oil t

Greedy?
Is it that greedy of a concept to want the situation from my side be heard and understood? All the main people in my life whenever there's ever been an arguement i don't have a side... there's just wrong on my side no matter my motivations my logic my thoughts... there isn't a side just a falsiety.... all i want is my side given the same consideration.... is that so greedy in the greater human scope of things?

Chosse
If you where to come back to another life, but as an animal what animal would you be? and why? I was asked this question and my answer was I would like to be an eagle, to be free, and fly to where ever I wanted to and not have to deal with the pain of life on earth just be free of sorrow and sadness, just fly away to where I feel comfortable, and forget that life is so complicated, because the most wonderful feeling in life causes so much pain and sadness then happiness LOVE

Pieces
And sometimes all I want is a piece of you for every piece of me... I have wrecked a home; not a happy one, but a home nonetheless. I have become something I never thought myself capable of. I am the other woman. And it's not even full time. It's part time. It's...whenever there is time. Which there rarely is. And deep down I know why I did it. And it isn't any of those sickening reasons most people do things they would normally never do (i.e. "I'm still in love with him/her" or "I just can't let it go...") Oh, no. I did it out of pure and unadultered (ha!) hatred. I wanted to smash every ounce of happiness that he could possibly ever obtain from his current living situation. Because he stole pieces of my heart that I stupidly and willingly gave away AND that I can never get back. I want every piece of his happiness until it's equal to the happiness of mine that he smashed and threw away. I don't love him anymore. I sure as hell don't need him anymore. The only sick need I have i

Regarding Divorce
When you meet someone new, and your getting to know each other, primarily if they are of the opposite sex, the question of marital status ALWAYS pops up. The conversation goes like this… “Are you married?” “No, I’m divorced.” “Oh, I’m sorry.” Why the hell would you be sorry that I’m divorced? Before now, we were complete strangers. It isn’t your fault that I’m divorced, and 98% of divorced people aren’t sorry that they are divorced. So why are you? If I was sorry that I got divorced, I wouldn’t be talking to you dumbass!

First Timer
So, CherryTAP. Interesting looking site. Lots of cool people here, it seems. Looooots of hotties, of both sexes. I love it. The people here rock. I'm still getting used to all of it, still figuring out how to do what. Who knows, maybe I'll upload a picture soon that'll make everybody's day. ;) Who knows, who knows. But for now, here's to all you cherry tappers! Happy hour has only just begun.

Im Here
Here i am standing i was lost for hope and had all the fear cover all over me .... I stood with anger all over me and no tears to drip from my lonly face...What was once a smile from you was hurt...... But with My hope that i had from family and friends and from you it was all restored and the gleam came back to my face ....with simple words from ones heart to an other everything can and will work out just hold your and help the other person hold there and if they fall be there to pick them up because love is a strong thing to hold with someone.....a pace of mind is a peace of joy take ones pride and ones happyness and let it shine with u ..... ~*Mandie*~

Hmmmmm
hi to all...I am new at this thing...I also have a myspace page but this is also fun so give me a bit of time to get to know the ins and outs of this webpage....I have received a warm welcome here so I am already feeling the "love"...anyone from Jersey? not looking to hook up just new cool people to meet....BUT I am NOT saying the ladies are outta of the picture...I love a pretty face! more later...I have more stuff on myspace if anyone interested in seeing that page...hello to you all again!

Writeing
writeing takes.practice is not clarifying conceptual distinctions, but throwing away one’s preconceived views and notions and the sacred texts and all the rest, and piercing through the layers of coverings over the spring of self behind them. All the holy ones have turned within and sought in the self, and by this went beyond all doubt. To turn within means all the 24 hours and in every situation, to pierce one by one through the layers covering the self, deeper and deeper, to a place that cannot be described. bryan.aKa the writer

Stupid People... I Swear... Life Goes On!!!
OK PEOPLE ALL PEOPLE YOU DUMB PEOPLE OUT THERE DONT SAY YOU AINT CAUSE WELL MOST OF YOU ARE... WOT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL ITS LIKE THIS... ALL OF YOU ARE DUMB!!! IIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY HOMMIE... I TOLD HIM TO HONK THE HORN "DA, DA, DA, DA ,DA" AND THEN WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO GO "DA, DA" YADAMEAN? NO ONE DID IT... I SWEAR YOU ALL ARE SO STUCC ON YOURSELF ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. I TELL YOU IF I WAS DRIVING AND SOMEONE DID THAT I WOULD "DA, DA" MY HORN IN A SECOND... BUT MOST OF YOU WOULDEN'T... NOW THESE ARE THE TYPE OF PEOPLE I HATE... YOU ALL GO ABOUT YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS FOR EXAMPLE... IF YOUR BF/GF BREAKS UP WITH YOU SURE ITS SAD FOR A DAY BUT DON'T SIT THERE AND CRY ABOUT IT FOR LIKE EVER CAUSE REALLY THE REASON THEY BROKE UP WITH YOU WAS FOR A DUMB REASON ANYWHO, SO FUCC IT... LIFE GOES ON... WHILE YOU WERE DWELLING IN YOUR BREAK UP YOUR FRIENDS WERE IN NEED OF YOU AND FRANKLY ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT WERNT YOUR FRIENDS WOULD STILL LOVE TO HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO JUST HAVE SOMEONE...

Short And Funny
I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ~~~~~ The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know your way Around, you're not going anywhere. ~~~~~ God made man before woman so as to give him time to think Of an answer for her first question. ~~~~~ I was always taught to respect my elders, But it keeps getting harder to find one. ~~~~~ Every morning is the dawn of a new error. ~~~~~

Jackass 2!
Just finished watching it,has anyone else seen it? What did u think of it? I think... Some fo it was pure gross!But some of it fuckin rocked! I think... Johnny knoxville kicks ass! I think.. Bam is fucking hottttttt with his shirt off.. he should take it off more often...and dude.. U sooooo did ruin your sexy ass!LOL

Our Country Tis Of The, Sweet Land Of Liberty
On Sunday one of my favorite things to do is to watch Extream Makeover, Home Edition. One of the great things about watching this is I get idea's for when I build my house. This week there was an accident on the show and one of the hosts was hurt. This guy sounds like he is from England or something. He was making out of wood an American Flag. What was awesome was hearing this guy talk about how much he loves being here in American and he is not even American. We have a counrty of people that take forgranted who we are. I think that people in this counrty need to sit back and remember the words to this song. My country tis of thee, Sweet land of liberty, Of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died! Land of the Pilgrim's pride! From every mountain side, Let freedom ring! My native country, thee, Land of the noble free, Thy name I love. I love thy rocks and rills, Thy woods and templed hills; My heart with rapture fills Like that above. Let music swell the bree

Soilder Please Read Very Sad And Yet Distrubing Kinda I Think I Wrote It But I Styl Love What I Write Its A Part Of Me That Will Always Be Me
You hold me close, hands stroking my back, smother me in kisses, which I'm soon to lack. my eyes start to burn, as I blink back the tears, trying my best to smile, concealing my fears. I choke on a sob, as you whisper goodbye, praying to god, I wont break down and cry. I need to have faith, I need to be strong, I'll just have to wait, you wont be too long. you pull away and leave me, sorrow in your eyes, the pain is etched on my face, its too hard to disguise. when you leave, I'm filled with dread, can't help to imagine, you lying there dead. why do you have to go, and fight this awful war, each and every time you leave, I miss you more and more. my life's non-existent, without you by my side, the only reason you wont return, is you'll dent your precious pride. my minds comatose, I cant even think, pushing me over the edge, I'm right on the brink. everyday I turn on the news, terrorist bombs, soldiers dying, children screaming, women cry

Why Do I Even Work?
I sure do not work for me.... I do not have a family to support..... I sure do not have a loved one to share my life with..... So why? I work a deadend job making $7.45 an hour. Worse yet, it's a job working midnights. I have been working extra hours to try to get ahead only end up deeper in the hole of debt. So let us do the math: $7.45 x 40 hours = $298 a week $1192 a month -177.38 taxes -169.47 student loans -211.00 rent -124.00 house bills - 79.00 car insurance - 60.00 cell phone -200.00 loan payment 171.15 extra cash $171.15 for food, gas and entertainment a month. That is on the high end of what I have left after I pay my bill. Needless to say, I do not spend much if anything on entertainment or even try to save money.

S U B M I S S I O N
To hurt is to feel To feel is to scream This is what it's like In my most intimate dream Useless hands Above lie helpless Dancing legs Now stagnant Separated Spread What lay in between Is revealed Growing hotter Seeping Sultry Eyes forbidden to see Wrapped in darkness Not knowing the next move Makes it that more exciting Forced to wait In this teasing darkness With each passing moment Your left Squirming Subservient Fearing the touch Yet craving the feeling The unknown Can be so inviting Seductive Stimulating

Thanx For Everything...
I wanted to say thank you to all the friends, fans and family that have rated and commented or just talked for awhile,whatever it may be.I just didnt want to leave anyone out when it comes to showing the appreciation that I have and they deserve. Sometimes I get sidetracked like most people do once and awhile and forget to do things. So in short thats what I wanted to say and that I love you all as real friends not just blips and pics on the screen, with that being said lets tear this shit up yall....lol Seth....aka....therockkhrd...

A Monument To Love
A Monument To Love From the cradle to the grave we toil, While the demon watches with a smile, From his citadel high in the sky, This castigator of all evil, Rises at Dusk to begin his day, The smile he wears making us shiver, Those who see him for what he is… Like a thief he comes, From the apothecary of Hell, Bringing his potions and sleepless nights, To take a draught from his flask is fatal, And means fresh work for the mortician, Who smiles as he views his handiwork Lying prostrate in the casket, Decorated with silver cherubim, Chosen by those who profess such love… Inamorata! He cries to no avail, She can no longer answer, Or be persuaded by his whispered lies… Mea Culpa he knows despite the secrets, That lies in his broken heart… His nights are now sleepless, And he builds her tombs of pyramids To mark his love, But they are only cold stone memories, Of that which he once loved…

You Ask Why You, I Ask Why Me
I GAVE YOU MY HEART WHEN IT BELONGED TO ANOTHER. ANOTHER THAT WAS SUPPOSEDLY YOUR BEST FRIEND. YOU CAN LOVE 2 PEOPLE IS WHAT YOU SAID TO ME BUT IN ORDER FOR ME TO LOVE ONE I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO LOVE THE OTHER. WHEN I LOST YOUR LOVE IT SEEMS I LOST HER LOVE TOO. ISN'T THAT IRONIC? WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON HERE? I GET EXCUSES FROM YOU FOR HER, I GET EXCUSES FROM HER AS TO WHY SHE CAN'T SEE ME OR TALK TO ME BUT SHE WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU. YOU HAVE DONE THE WORSE POSSIBLE THING A PERSON COULD OR WOULD DO TO ANOTHER PERSON. YOU LIED AND PRETENDED TO BE SOMETHING AND SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT. IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE LIFE HAS BEEN REDUCED TO? DECEIT, IMPERSONATION, UTTER LIES FOR LOVE? YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY, YOU WILL NEVER FIND LOVE UNTIL YOU FACE WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND LET THE REAL YOU SHINE THROUGH. SO YOU CAN STOP USING ME AS AN EXCUSE TO HATE BECAUSE LIKE I TOLD YOU IN THE BEGINNING I AM A SURVIVOR AND I WILL ALWAYS COME OUT ON TOP. ALL YOU EVER HAD TO DO WAS TELL THE TRUTH, B

Spell Check And Blogging Rights
Ok guys im sick stuck in the house with some kind of strep throat/flu crap and of course being stuck in the house it gave me ample time to run in frivolous circles with my sister Sunny (aka Asshat) over yahoo messenger .... one thing you have to understand about our relationship, is that first and for most Sunny is my Girl but second... Sunny is my spell check LOL Toxic: i ate fritos for brakfast this morning... Toxic: sick smiley Sunny: oh yeah.. thats gonna help Toxic: i should have made soup Sunny: dingleberry! Toxic: LOL Sunny: fluids!! Toxic: i dont like fluids Toxic: there are already enough coming out of my nose already Sunny: not body fluids.. this is why your the twatwaffle.. lmao Toxic: i want to dry it out Toxic: LOL Toxic: right! Sunny: lol Sunny: did you see my blog?? (you HAVE GOT to look at this!) Sunny: http://cherrytap.com/blog/45270 Sunny: that should make you laugh Toxic: k let me go look Sunny: =)) LOL

Makin Love
Making Love Your eyes reach out and touch mine There's no hurry-we have time You kiss me then look in my eyes The answer you see is no surprise You reach out and take my hand My heart beats like a drum in a band Everywhere you touch me I'm on fire As you send my soul flying higher and higher You hold me close and kiss me once more We head for the bedroom and close the door You kiss me here and stroke me there As I in turn show you how much I care Our emotions peak and we want more We want to fly higher-we want to soar The world fades away as we join as one The merging of our souls has begun

Leaving Cherry Tap
I am leaving cherry tap. recent events in my life have made me realise that there is more to life than internet drama. Having said all of that i am sory for those that are hurt by this but i am cutting all ties to those that i have talked to on here, please do not call email or send me letters or any thing of that nature.

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner’s mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile.

Relay For Life
On the 30th n 31st of march 2007 my family and i will be taking part in the relay for life cancer walk. We have lost to beautiful woman to breast cancer at and early age and many other family members and now my friend has been told she has cancer as well... all i am asking is for a small donation to help support and maybe save a life of some1 who has cancer, we dont expect alot but every little bit counts all u have to do is follow the posted link and then click on "melissa" to donate to me and for my team to maybe save a life of some1 that is dealing with cancer. We couldnt save the lives of our loved once now its our turn to save some1 elses.... Many thanx in advance http://www.relay.cancercouncil.com.au/?2007/narrabri_2007/trindall_s_&_archers/ Mellybear24

My Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Soooooo Close
so close in both personally if i win one i will b happy *wink* make sure ya click on the link thats below pic to read poem.....comment bomb is aloud but where votes and rates matter are where the pic is. so please b sure to leave the love on the pic not the poem...not far behind on this one at all > > Crazzy lil **M.I.L.F** > > > > CLICK HERE TO READ AND COMMENT THE POEM!!! have to add this one too doin awsome in it and pretty far behind, please show the love in the blue eyes contest too if ya can...and damn i think these the last ones i am joining....lmfaro

News In Milford
MILFORD - Federal agents are investigating Middle School East Principal Joseph Pfeil for allegedly viewing or transmitting child pornography on a computer, a source close to the investigation said yesterday. Pfeil, who has not been charged with any criminal offense, was placed on administrative leave with pay Thursday after Superintendent Thomas Davoren learned of the investigation earlier that morning. Davoren and School Committee members said yesterday they had not been told by law enforcement officials why Pfeil is being investigated. The FBI seized three computers from Pfeil's office Thursday, Davoren said. "There are no allegations, there's no investigation related to any improprieties with kids, parents (or) staff in Milford," Davoren said. "It seems to be an Internet situation," he said. "I can think that's the only reason they want the computers out of his office." Davoren has appointed Craig Consigli, Stacy Middle School's assistant principal, to temporarily r

Turn And Walk Away...
1. There was a time that i believed you when you used to say, look to the almighty to help you find your way. Yea ok, but what about having a place to stay? Turn and walk away, turned and walked away. But anyway, on with the oddasity to say i live in such a foul way. 5 you lack the capacity to fathom my day to day. If you ever find me foolish is all you'll have to say. Forgive me father for feeling abandoned and thrown away, the way that i was raised i never thought i'd see the day, our family did it to me father, turned and walked away. 10 How is it they misunderstand your messages, claiming they walk with you every day. I know you wouldnt leed them father, to damn the spring they sprang. This all seems kind of sick to me so I'll turn and walk away. Their Invitations into slavery in yer name must be okay,

2-24-07 20th Entry
Not much to update on concerning the gastric bypass. I will know nothing until after the sleep apnea and thats another month away. This waiting is killing me. I'm stressing so badly now that my blood pressure reached triple digits on the bottom line for the first time ever (116, top was 180something, I never have understood that other then to know it aint good). But then I also have broncitus that I'm dealing with too. Not to mention a quack of a doctor thats already not on my good side and has me searching for yet another new doctor. I so regrete picking this one. I can't stand how his office is ran and how he tries to bully me into doing what he wants. Yea he is the doctor but ya know what, ITS MY FRIGGING BODY! I know what has worked for me and what hasn't! I've paid attention to the dozens of different medicines I've been put on for my pain and for my OCD. He doesn't even know who I am and he wants to change them all! Damned quack. Doesn't care for his patients othe

Gaelic Blessing
May the road rise up to meet you. May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face; the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again, may God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Out Going Message
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School(California) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. ___________________________________________________ The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do

Are You Destined For World Domination?
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do! Are You Destined For World Domination?

Unhelpable
Devoured with hate I came to an unknown phase I overflowed my plate Life has become a haze Realization comming to late Losing all praise I wander in darkness Faith dieing mindlessly I shutter from lonliness Can anyone help me

Its Another Day
Well my three year old will continue with his education for the rest of the school year and next year in preschool. He is officially developmentally delayed in the speech department. That kinda makes me feel like i've failed as his mom on that part, but i know he will catch up fast with professionals help. It took him a long time to start talking, but now he picks up words left and right so i know he will be okay. I have homework i should be doing right now, but im not so interested in doing it right now. Work sucked, but when doesnt it.

Insurance Claims Funnies
funny motor insurance claims "Going to work at 7am this morning I drove out of my drive straight into a bus. The bus was 5 minutes early." (thanks N Bradley) "I was driving along when I saw two kangaroos copulating in the middle of the road causing me to ejaculate through the sun roof." (from an Australian claim form - ack N Shepherd) "The accident happened because I had one eye on the lorry in front, one eye on the pedestrian and the other on the car behind." (Thanks Sharon Burrows) "I started to slow down but the traffic was more stationary than I thought." "I pulled into a lay-by with smoke coming from under the hood. I realised the car was on fire so took my dog and smothered it with a blanket." Q: Could either driver have done anything to avoid the accident? A: Travelled by bus? The claimant had collided with a cow. The questions and answers on the claim form were - Q: What warning was given by you? A: Horn. Q: What warning was given by the other party? A: Moo

Where In The World Is Christine?
I am a wife. I am a mother. I am a lover. I am a friend. Sometimes, I don't know how to be all of those things and still be me. To some extent, I was me when I was working. From 8 until 5, I was just Christine. I was ambitious as hell. I worked hard and got what I wanted. At the end of the day, I could look at my desk and know I had accomplished something! I quit because it became one too many roles to juggle. The stress was making me sick. So now, between 8 and 5, instead of being that ambitious career woman, I am a mother. Wait, what happened to Christine? I think I shoved her into this little silver box. The down side to that (other than you aren't paying me) is that I don't have to get dressed or practice any real social skills to exist in here. I don't really have to smile or laugh. I can type all my emotions, instead of expressing them. I think when I step out of the box, I'm dulled by the lack of real communication. It becomes difficult to inte

How Detroit Panned Out (how Nyc Is Going To Suck) And Pics Too
ok so here's how the DET weekend with Sinmora and FM panned out... Fri:Sinmora and FM show up early and we actually make good time and get there before 9pm sinmora tries on 12 outfits and FM and I go rummage for subs sinmora and I are in the elevator and two elderly women walk in and look at us... one pipes asks (politely) "what are you?"... we of course look confused and I'm like "excuse me?"... she asks if we're in a band or something and we just chuckle and say no... we are the first ones at city and the place is pretty scarce but the drinks are decent priced and we just kinda chill for a bit we meet sparrow (one of my saturday shoots) and her bf and we all bs for a long while sinmora and i go to the bar and get distracted by vagina FM falls asleep at the club and then makes a quick exit to walk back to the hotel (which is a 5ish min walk but it's cold so that was a suprise move) Sinmora and I hang for a bit and suprisingly she lasts until about 230 when we leave and get a c

Pussy
FIRST YOU START BYE KISSING ON HER EARS SLOWLY CARESSING THEM FOR BOUT 2MINUTES NEXT U MOVE SLOWLY DOWN 2 HER NECK SLOWLY CARESS IT WIT UR LIPS AN TOUNGE AN SEE WAT IT TASTE LIK THEN U MOVE 2 HER CHEST VERY SLOWLY KISS IT THEN MOVE DOWN A LIL MORE 2 HER THIGHSCARESS THEM VERY SLOWLY THEN CARESS HER NIPPLES BY SUCKING THEM VERY LIGHTLY THEN U MOVES DOWN 2 HER THIGHS AN CARESS THEM BY KISSING THEM UP&DOWN EXTREMLY SLOW SO SHE FEELS IT THEN U MOVE DOWN 2 HER LEGS SLOWLY FINALLY U PUT UR FACE IN BETWEEN HER LEGS AN PUT UR LIPS ON HER * AN EAT IT LIK APPLE PIE BUT DO IT NICE AN SLOW DNT BITE MAYBE A NIBBLE AN CARESS HER * BYE MOVING UR TOUNGE IN&OUT IF U WANT 2 MAK IT THA BEST SHE'S EVER HAD USE FOODS LIK HERSHEY CHOCOLATE SYRUP, OR STRAWBERRY SYRUP AN CARMEL SYRUP OR WHIP CREAM BUT CARESS IT IF U DO AN IF IT'S UR FIRST TIME READ THIS VERY SLOWLY TRUST ME IT WORKS AN IF U HAV A TOUNGE RING IT MAKES IT EXTRA FUN 4 HER ESPECIALLY IF IT'S VIBRATES

If I Ruled The World!
I doubt I'd be liked more like feared. I have a dark sadistic side that could possibly come out if I get absolute power over the world. I would live in a secluded forress on some island with a supreme vantage point to everywhere in the world. I would run the world not blaintently but mostly behind the scenes. I would pop up every now and then, but mostly stay to my own watching and waiting for somebody to fuck up. I would have covert specially trained operatives in every country to spy and monitor. Privacy would be a thing of the past. I would have mansions and castles in every country and on every island. There will be a flat tax for the whole world. I would take full advantage of all creature comforts and indulgances life has to offer. Delicacies from all over the world, a different woman in my bed every day, the power to change the value of currency when it doesn't please me. Everything in life that would make me happy until the next thing comes along, my fantasies fullfilled

How Bad Do You Want Me?
HOW BAD R U WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as hell (4) hot as fuck (5) fine as fuck (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib and fuck (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) id fuck you....twice reply back to the person with the # or #'s

Erotic Stories.
Night Erotica has been discontinued. Dont worry, I will be back with something a little more differnt after I gather my thoughts. This time I am going to do it right. No partials, they will be full out short stories. Better than what I had posted, so keep an eye out.

Good Girl Or Bad Girl????
You Are a Very Bad Girl You are 0% Good and 100% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

The Bento Patrol
Just when you think you've learned all there is to know about government, you find out something new. For instance, I never knew there was such a thing as the Bento and Musubi Enforcement Branch in the state Health Department, but apparently there is. They are the guys who go around town checking the temperature of Spam musubis and bento lunches. And they've made a shocking discovery: Bentos sits out on counters unrefrigerated for hours at a stretch. Well! As far as they're concerned, this disgusting practice has just got to stop. The public health is in grave danger! I don't know. People have been eating room-temperature bentos for what, 100 years? I don't think they've ever documented a bento-related death. And I've never heard of one person getting sick from eating a musubi. On the other hand. I've heard of a lot of people getting sick from eating poorly cooked hamburgers at well-known fast food places. So, the bento police decided to crack down on box lunches and musubis

The Price Of Children
The Price of Children I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice, really nice!! The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into $8,896.66 a year, $741.38 a month, or $171.08 a week. That's a mere $24.24 a day! Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? Naming rights. First, middle, and last! Glimpses of God every day. Giggles.... under the covers every night. More love than your heart can hold Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs. Endless wonder over rocks, ants, clouds, and warm c

The Body
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The world is a dark Lonely place Without love's body It's like a winter's night Or a tale whispered On the wind Full of lunacy And chaotic dreams Until a lady dressed in black Her hair as golden as dawn Her eyes like a blue flame Full of light from above Walked into my life And stole my heart Her kiss was fire in my soul My knees trembled At her mysterious touch Then she was gone Now I wander The concrete canyons In a city of greed And cold hearts Feeling the void inside With love's body gone I can only hide away The tears that I cry With the longing I felt inside

I Am So Unatainable
I just found out how unattainable I am today(because this is my choice does not mean it is wrong) ,I had 3 conversations today (with guys who i adore deeply)and found out I personally SUCK! (not in my eyes)omg how can you guys put up with a girl like me(WHO knowes what she is and choeses never hides how she feels) .I sensor your thoughts toward me(keep you in mind that we are just friends and we agreed on this) say you are not allowed to discuss subjects(like my sex life or religion if i don't want to or chose too) or ask certain questions(like, Can i have a nude pic because we a re friends ?) .God ,how am I too be a good friend(as i am with you now) when I cant even let you talk to me the way you want too(by crossing a line that we agreed on) .I give(frustrated) I will never tell any one they cant say what they feel toward me(i chose to keep my mouth shut till I cant hold it in any more) .I don't care how mean ,nasty ,perverted just say it(if you valued our friendship you wont cross t