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13 Things Pms Stand For
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4. Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect

I'm Broken
I'm Broken I wonder if we'll smile in our coffins while loved ones Mourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing, Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take? Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won. Such values you taught your son. That's how. Look at me now. I'm broken. Inherit my life. One day we all will die, a cliched fact of life. Force fed To make us heed. Inbred to sponge our bleed. Every Warning, a leaking rubber, a poison apple for mingled Blood. Too young for ones delusion the lifestyle cost Venereal Mother embrace the los$. That's how Look at you now. You're broken Inherit your life.

Not A Bad Day
Start night standby tonight.. well started at 6pm and will go til 6am, will be like that for the next week yayyy. I only go in if called so im hopin my phone dont ring for a week unless its someone callin to say hi. Other then that both teams in the NFL thjat won today I wanted to win, so all in all a good day for me

You Know Youre From Texas When
You know you're from TEXAS... This is GREAT!!!!! *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. ****You measure distance in minutes. * *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store.

My Pics
do to the fact that someone has flagged 3 of my photos.I had to change my profile pic.i wish i could be told which ones were flagged so i knew if my profile pic was ok.i wish instead of them being flagged someone could tell me they are nsfw so i could move them.......

My 1st Blog
Love is being happy for the other person when that person is sad, being together in good times and being together in bad times. Love is the source of strength. Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending. Love is the source of reality. Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting that person just the way he or she is and not trying to change each other to be something else. Love is the source of unity. Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person, the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual. Love is the source of success. Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing thing together. Love is the source of the future. Love is the fury of the storm and the calm in the ra

Bye For Now
Hey everyone, I'm taking a little break from this site for awhile. Why I am really doesn't matter so much. I'll more than likely be back at some point though. Even if you see me log on from time to time, think nothing of it. When my pics come back, that's when I'll be back. Hope all is well with all of you and I'll miss ya :)

De-icer Needed!
Austin weather isn't too bad yet, although we are starting to get some of the icy conditions. Fortunately, it isn't getting too bad yet too because it is a Holiday for many and many businesses had already planned to be closed for the holiday so many people have been staying home this morning. All the MLK festivities are being rescheduled for another day, albeit I am sure that no one is disappointed in that no one wants to be festive in this kind of cold, wet weather. I ended up staying extra at work to cover for folks that were slowed down by the weather circumstances, but I am scheduled to go in this afternoon (pre arranged four weeks ago). IF I don't have to go back in, I certainly wouldn't be complaining. I drove up the big hill on 2222 (that many folks feel is scary enough in good weather) and my windshield iced over. It was similar to the icing that an airplane can get if trying to take off in bad weather because it was a similar grade of steepness as I was going up

Hello Everyone
Hi Ya'll Just want to say im happy to join a new site and get to become friends with new people , i love making new friends.so please dont hesitate to to contact me if your intrested in a new friend ..... thanks for the warm welcome .....ttfn .....

I Remember The First Time....
I remember the first time I saw you. The morning sun shining upon your body. I had to stop, because I was not sure of the vision which my eyes beheld. You hair, flowed down like a mountain waterfall, your breasts were like two grapefruit, exposed for me to see. I looked at every curve of your body, and thanked the man above for allowing me to see you in such a way. I had the urge to wake you, but I decided to let you sleep. I was in a way, afraid to startle such a vision. After all, you were lying on a public park table, passed out drunk, and I just had to let everyone else laugh at your ass!!!

Crap Monkey
I feel really wrong, I was mean to david on the phone tonight, and he always wants to take the blame for our fights grr, it was my fault. MINE. I don't need him feeling like it's always his fault, b/c it's not.

Time
To my friends, I've seen this before but it is one of the best and most heart felt life stories. I have come to learn the same life leason, unfortunately not by reading it, but by living it. You all have my thanks for the impact you have had on my life. Cindy A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so

I Think I Need To Listen To This
Found this lil quote on someone's profile on another site i'm on and well damn i really think it's something i should listen to and do cuz i usually always do just the opposite Never let your emotions cloud your reality .... Always look with your eyes not your heart, it hurts less in the end.

What Is Your Connection Wtih Darkness
What is your connection with darkness? [pics] Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through; it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing to get emotional releases. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only enjoys spending time with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you it feels, and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're simply hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Are You A Gold Digger? If So Check This Out.....
Im starting a New Contest this for Gold and Diamonds. Do you Love The Jewels? Send me the link to the pic you would like to rip for the contest and let the games begin. this contest will be for the Comments. The first to get to 3500 comments gets to pick 2 of the Pimping Jewels. thats right you get to pick the ones you want. If there is more than one person that gets the 3500 comments. Get me those pics. ~Devil In Cuffs~PrisonBreak Fan~The Average Joe and Jane Contest is now OPEN =]@ CherryTAP

Tribute For Our Troops
What is it? See the description below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors. Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shoc

Why You Never Question A Drunk...
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. bag of coffee, And 1 lb. package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said: "Well, you know what, you're abso

Cause Your Special
To wake up in your arms is all I ask... To have you beside me is all I need... To always be able to have you as my friend... lover... confidant... is all I need and all I want... Cause you are the one person that lets me grow and who lets me be me... So as you can see... you are very special to me... KD

Pro Wrestling Unplugged & Juggalo Championsh!t Wrestling "cuffed & Caged: Last Man Standing" January 20, 2007 Ecw Arena
Pro Wrestling Unplugged & Juggalo Championsh!t Wrestling "Cuffed & Caged: Last Man Standing" January 20, 2007 New Alhambra Arena 7 Ritner Street Philadelphia, PA 7:10 - Hello everyone, it's your's truly... Dan "The Phan Cowhey. And along side me for the LIVE play by play is Jake Black. And the doors here at the New Alhambra Arena just opened and the fans are making their way into the Legendary New Alhambra Arena. Looking in the back I do see some new faces in the PWU locker room. I wonder if those are the surprise debuts promised by PWU Management. 7:40 - And the now famous PWU Opening, "We Don't Die" by Twistid plays to kick off Cuffed & Caged here at the New Alhambra Arena. 7:45 - The show is kicked off with a 10 Bell Salute to the fallen Bam Bam Bigelow who died yesterday afternoon. 7:47 - The first match in the event is the 3 Way PWU Tag Team Championship Match pitting the Champions, The S.A.T.s, All Money Is Legal, and Joker & Reyes. 7:50 - AMIL come charging o

Best Friend Survey
A Best Friend Survey!Name?:Jenny Age?:19 Who is you best friend?:Natty why is he/she/it you best friend?:Because she's fucking aesome and we are so alike How Long Have u known he/she/it?:All my life how long have u been best friends?:For ages but really close best friends only really the last 3 or 4 years Have u ever been on a date?:No Have u ever been an item?:No how long for?:------ Are u an item now?:------ Do they confide in u totally?:Yes Do u confide totally with them?:Totally Do u have places where nobody knows about but u?:No have u ever been a shoulder to cry on for he/she/it?:Yes many times Has he/she/it ever been a shoulder to cry on for u?:Ditto where dids u meet?:She's my sister so you work it out were did u meet?:Erm thisis the same question were u best friends as soon as u met?:Probably not do u talk to he/her/it on myspace?:Occasionly but only with silly little comments to brihten ech others day Do u talk to he/her/it about things that u wont talk to anyone else about?

Im Baaaack!!!!
Just thought I would let everyone know I am back online again. Although I missed you all VERY much, I really needed the time off, away from the comp. Just to get all my priorities back in line. And now that I am back online, I fully intend to live up to my end of the deal in regards to those I havent heard from. I posted a bulletin before Christmas that said anyone I hadnt heard from since I started my new page over I was going to delete. The clean up starts later this evening. So to those of you who have taken the time to keep in touch with me, never fear...... To those of you who added me and then never spoke another word......its been fun, but ya gotta go now. Much love to all!!! MWAH!!!

I Melt The Mic
I melt the mic I am a symbiant to the mic It commands me to whisper my thoughts It’s not snooty like It spreads my words to both the haves and the have nots This is how I melt the mic Telling stories of life stories not seen The mic drips As my words slip You know what I mean You know I melt the mic Reverberant energy Unique urban synergy Spelled out for beatnik nerds As well as those without complex words Because I melt the mic My dialect is mean From a silky, smooth flow To “Yo! Bum rush the show” You never know what to expect when I hit the scene I just melt the mic This is my Harlem renaissance influenced style My unique experience Then mixed with an ounce of temperance All brought together to make you smile As I melt the mic

Broken Dreams
LOOK INTO MY EYES AND WHAT CAN YOU SEE NOTHING BUT A BOOK OF BROKEN DREAMS TO OPEN TO A PAGE COULD MEAN REGRET CAUSE I CAN'T PROMISE WHAT YOU WILL FACE MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN AND LIED TO THE HOPES AND DREAMS I HAD ARE FOR FOOLS LEFT BEHIND IS A SOUL FULL OF CONFUSION STILL SEARCHING FOR A REASON OR CONCLUSION.

~little Hands~
Bruised thighs Tattered soul My tries after tries To keep it sensible Death is welcome Seems dramatic Feeling numb His moods erratic The kids, three Shocked wide eyes Bandaging my knee Their questions arise The little hands That hold on tight Tryin to understand Why we always fight Then it bites Have to leave Can't have fights In myself, believe

And The Beat Goes On.....the Beat Goes On...
This blog entry is brought to you by: Second-hand Depot! Books, Movies, Music, Children! If it USED to belong to someone else, it's here! Bears-Colts! I was secretly hoping for this. Not only is this the first time in history that an African-American is in the superbowl, there'll be two, which garantees one of them will win. Sirs Smith and Dungy, best of luck! We've got a locksmith coming today to change the locks on the apartment. That should help the mood. We're doing ok, eveything is shifting back to normal, we just need to feel that we're safe in our place again. I got a quick e-mail from my american ex fiancée. Made me happy as we're still very good friends. Need to call her and talk, it tends to make both of us feel better afterwards. :-) This is me... And you're leaving.

A Poem
In my dreams, I don't envision rivers and streams, For the devil is deep within, Burning his impressions upon my skin, Look into my cold, steel blueeyes, To see all my hurt, deception, anger, and lies, A sensitive, caring, beauty is what everyone sees, With such conviction, compassion, and eager to please, No one sees my dark inner soul, Burning with the flames of repentance filling a lonely putrid hole, Sometimes I wonder why i exist, The answer is amiss, A girl so young and naive, Having such thoughts that wont leave, Who is this person I see? A mirrored reflection of me.

Outrages Behavior From .. Us Company
OUTRAGES BEHAVIOR FROM .. US COMPANY JUST FOR FUN ........... LETS SHUT EM DOWN This Wisconsin company needs to hear from all of us who support our Troops whether they believe in the War or not. No company who enjoys the benefits our Nation should respond in this rude manner. Thank you for your Support. Kathy SNOPES VERIFICATION: http://www.care2.com/c2c/share/detail/276506 http://www.snopes.com/politics/war/apo.asp FROM SOLDIER TO COMPANY: To Whom it may concern: Do you ship to APO addresses? I'm in the 1st Cavalry Division stationed in Iraq and we are trying to order some mats but we are looking for who ships to APO first. SGT Hess FROM COMPANY TO SOLDIER From: contact@discount-mats.com Sent: Tuesday, January 16, 2007 9:44 PM Subject: Re: Feedback: from discount-mats.com SGT Hess, We do not ship to APO addresses, and even if we did, we would NEVER ship to Iraq. If you were sensible, you and your troops would pull out of Iraq. Bargain

Wanna?
Wanna Be in the Sweetheart contest? with the upcomming holiday I thought it would be a good time for this... send a pic of you and your sweetheart together to JO JOJo Jo..need points.. return all favors :)@ CherryTAPTell a Friend :)

60 Things Not To Say Ata Naked Party
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmies? 28. Have you ever thought of working in a sideshow? 29. Ever

Omg, Wanna Work For This Company????
EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY: Company Policy: Effective from 11/20/06 Dress Code It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Personal Days Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday. Bereavement Leave This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare c

Just Wanted To Say
Just Wanted To Say A phone rings in a Motel room as two people try to sleep. A little voice says Daddy when our you and Mommy coming home to me;because I miss you both and I love you both with all my heart, the father with tears in his eyes turns to his wife and says back into the phonne we love you to baby. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

A Broken Heart.
A Broken Heart. As I wander down this lonely road, Without a trace of light. Stumbling over the sticks and stones, Losing my minds last fight. My heart it hurts from beating, My eyes to sore to see. I have not the strength to walk, Nor a fresh breath to breathe. I know why I feel this way, Not sure how to deal. For my hands are bound behind my back, My wounds to open to heal. Sweat drips out my forehead, As tears stain down my cheek. I struggle down this road called life, So cold, lonely, and weak. My weakness is called a “broken heart”, So known, it has name. There is not a way to get around, Nor a cure to ease the pain. The only thing I know to do, As I walk alone, along my path. Just hope and pray that I’ll grow up, And this pain will subside at last.

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The Military Wife's Life
The military wife has so much to bear, She's everything at once, no one could compare, When God made her, he had perfection in mind, For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind, She leads a life not many choose to, For her job is the hardest in the military to do, She is couragerous and strong, one would say made of steel, But way deep down is a heart that can feel, She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall, And waits many night by the phone for a call, She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one, She'll never rest easy until her job's done, She sits all alone and in silence she weeps, Did I do a good job, is my family okay? But deep in her heart she knows that it's true, God is right beside her helping her through...

Just Sick And Tired
yeah im fuckin sick and tired of this shit happening to me you know im a real nice guy i can be an ass but only when it needs to be why does all this shit gotta happen to me all at once. Seems to me that the year has started off real shitty and i dont see it getting any better, first the resturant that i worked at for the last six fucking years that i put so much blood sweat and yes tears in burned to the ground now for the first time in 10 years im outta job and didnt think it would be this hard to find one with my tallent, then the worst of all happened my Grandmother died hit me preaty hard im copeing as well as i can as i am a man i try to hide it but it stil hurts and i know it will for a while, and then there is Kimmy why can this girl not make up here mind i just sick and tired of her fuckin with my head and i got way two much going on just to bend over and deal with it man im stressed the fuck out can things posibilly get any worse i sure they will. well if you read this i

5 Ways To Tell If Youre A Partier
5.if you consider a 40 oz of bud breakfast. 4.if you woke up this mornin with 2 topless blondes and this isn't the first time that's happened this week. 3.if you're starting to be one with the "hangover". 2.if you are really starting to believe you can fly. And the #1 way to tell if you're a partier is you're reading this. Cuz there was not ever really a doubt in your mind that you were was there!

Dogs Vs Cats Humor
Cats and Dogs What is a cat? - Cats do what they want. - They rarely listen to you. - They are totally unpredictable. - When you want to play, they want to be alone. - When you want to be alone, they want to play. - They expect you to cater to their every whim. - They are moody. - They leave hair everywhere. - They drive you nuts and cost an arm and a leg. Conclusion: They are tiny women in fur coats. What is a dog? - Dogs lie around all day, sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. - They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but they don't hear you when you are in the same room. - They growl when they are not happy. - When you want to play, they want to play. - When you want to be alone, they want to play. - They are great at begging. - They will love you forever if you rub their tummies. - They leave their toys everywhere. - They do disgusting things with their mouths and then try to give you a kiss. Conc

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7t

Just Talking
Well I thought I would try this blog thing out... and see where it takes me.. well i have been home for the past 3 days sick and i am so ready for that to be over... I have missed out on some great things... like getting to hang out with some friends and taking some pics that i wanted... but i have also been missing work.. which really does suck... but anyways i guess things will get better soon....

Promise
PROMISE I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND

The Origin Of Curing Ceremonies / Apache Legend
This his how ceremonies started among us for the curing of sick people. Long, long ago, the Earth was made. Then the One Who Made the Earth also planned for each person to have a piece of land that he could live on and call his own. Our people were living in one such place, but they didn't like that particular spot. So the One Who Made the Earth told them to move to a new location, and when they did, they slept well, and liked it, and lived in a good way. Then two men among them became sick and grew weaker and weaker day by day. The people didn't do anything for them because no one knew then about illnesses and how to cure them. The One Who Made the Earth said, "Why don't you do something for those two men? Why don't you say some words over them?" But the people had no knowledge of curing ceremonies. Four men among the people happened to be standing, one to the east, one to the south, one to the west, and one to the north. The One Who Made the Earth spoke to one of th

Fantasy #1
I awaken in a strange bed totally naked. I can't see anything, wait I am blindfolded. I can tell my eyes are open but I can't see. I reach to take the blindfold off but I can't I am tied up. My hands are above my head. I start to get afraid so I start thrashing around and that is when I notice my ankles are tied down too. Whoever did this to me has me spread-eagle on the bed and totally tied down. All I can move is my head..and to lift my ass off the bed. I must have been drugged because I fall back asleep while I am struggling. I awaken to the sensation of being watched. I know there is someone in the room with me but I have no idea. I don't even know if it is male or female. I can feel someone staring at me for what seems like ages but I don't know how long it has been. could be minutes could be hours. I can feel myself getting aroused just by being stared at. I am confused..should I be getting aroused. I can hear someone moving around in the room. He/She is g

Hello!!!
PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I'm only 1700 behind first and still in 2nd! Thank you everyone for all your help. I know bombing sucks and if you don't have time to can you please at least repost this for me.. That alone is a huge help! Thank you!! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the pic above for the contest! ♥ Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Nothing Version)Music Video Codes By Music Video Code

Us Federal System Out Of Line! - John Stossel - Abc News
US Federal System Out Of Line! - John Stossel - ABC News RE: Big, Big Government ---------------- Bulletin Message ---------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Jan 31, 2007 12:36 PM by John Stossel - co-anchor of ABC News' "20/20" Posted Jan 31, 2007 Two weeks ago, U.S. drug agents launched raids on 11 medical-marijuana centers in Los Angeles County. The U.S. attorney's office says they violated the laws against cultivation and distribution of marijuana. Whatever happened to America's federal system, which recognized the states as "laboratories of democracy"? According to the National Organization for the Reform of Marijuana Laws, 11 states (Alaska, California, Colorado, Hawaii, Maine, Montana, Nevada, Oregon, Rhode Island, Vermont, and Washington) have eliminated the penalties for physician-approved possession of marijuana by seriously ill patients. In those states people with AIDS and other catastrophic diseases may either grow their own marijuana or get it from reg

Shoulder My Load
I asked for serenity; And, someone to help shoulder my load. Because I’ve been my own worst enemy; On this long bumpy road. Abuses of life Have left my heart filled with strife Young man showing age past his time. Can’t understand how I’ve wasted my prime. Chased demons and ghosts The devil was my host My existence abused For not following the simplest of rules Life a tattered mess Showing physical signs of excess stress Yet there is some sunlight It leads down a path to the right A promise of peace of mind for me And a chance to truly be free. Because I asked for serenity And, someone to help shoulder my load. A savior died for me; And smoothed out this old bumpy road.

I Love Him!!!!!!!!
I could fall in love with you. I can only wonder what your touch would feel like. WOuld you still want me after you have touched? How can i keep this feeling to myself and never let you know??????????????

My Back Bleeds Cuz Of My Angle Wings
As my back bleeds because me wings have grown as my heart bleed for love to show as my ring finger bleed for are love to be true as my feet bleed to prove how far I would go to be with you as my brain bleed when I think about you when you are not here when I think about you at night wishing you can be here bleeding for your love and bleeding because of fear fear of dieing fear of crying fear of losing you to some one else fear of us not seeing each other every night the fear of you not holding me tight is why I bleed at night from my heart I love you my dear I want to be your every thing I wait for a kiss on the check I wait to see you again I wait for every thing at the end I bleed for your love I bleed from my heart I bleed when I need I lost my mom I lost a lot I don’t want to lose you because you are my every thing I am glad I meet you I don’t want to hurt or harm I want wings to fly over the sky so I can watch over every thing so I don’t have to have hard times in life but you wit

Giving Flight
looking out my window across the field i noticed just how beautiful this world really is.sure we had a terrable disaster storm but onerlooking the broken trees and other distruction i saw the beauty. the sun was shinning finally and was hitting the 6 inches of ice that clung to every tree,fence,house and even animals.it cascaded the surroundings with a glistening rainbow of colors and glimmer. the cows,though i felt sorry for them,glimmered with a radiant light reflecting from the sun through the ice covering them,(yes they survived the storm) the warmth of the large fireplace at my back made me shiver from the contrastig cold comming from the window.as i looked among the fallen ice covered braches that shown so beautiful in the sunlight ,my eyes fell across what appeared to be a klidoscpe of colors comming from my drive.i admired the beautifully colored ice comming from benieth the fallen branches. yes,there is nothing more beautiful as sparkling colored.....WTF!!that aint no beau

Walk The Talk
You can't just sit down and talk about the truth. It doesn't work that way. You have to live it and be part of it and you might get to know it." We all read books that have much information in them. Often we pick up on little sayings that we remember. Inside of us is the little owl, the owl of knowing. It talks to us- guiding us and nurturing us. Often when we get information, it's hard to live by, but it's easy to talk about. It's living the Red Road that counts-Walk the Talk. If we really want freedom in our lives, if we really want to be happy, if we really want to have peace of mind, it's the truth we must seek. My Creator, help me in my search for the truth today. When we read something it is always good to not believe it all until we investigate it. Often things are written as opinions of others and not completely of truth. We must seek that truth so we do not end up treating another person nasty because of gossip or written mis-information. In order to

Which Classic Screen Goddess Are You ?
You scored as Audrey Hepburn. Pure class and sophistication you can do anything with style. You have an intellegence and integrity that will get you anywhere. You can adapt your personality to your surroundings. Everyone looks to you for your style. Like Audrey, make sure you appreciate when the time comes to step out of the spotlight. comment and rate this quiz... thankyou!Audrey Hepburn100%Mae West100%Vivien Leigh85%Rita Hayworth70%Marilyn Monroe45%Judy Garland40%Which Classic Screen Goddess are you? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Truth? Or Dare?
So here's the deal you get to ask me THREE questions no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random they are. And I promise to answer it 100% truthfully and they stay between us. [Thats the truth part!!!] Reply to poster..... Now! I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you! [That's the dare part!!!]

Night Darkness
Night Darkness Night in all its darkness and glory, is beautiful. The sky with its bluish-purple tint, is a wonderful cover. The stars, a million miles away, are comforting. The creatures that stir, no matter how big or small, are my family. I feel more alive in my heart than any other time. The night is who I am. It sounds like a fantasy world, welcome to my reality. Everything is peaceful under darkness.

Choices (received Via Email)
I'm sure some of you have read this before in your emails, but there is nothing wrong with repeating good stories.... This one should keep us all thinking. I chose #2, now you pick one. This is a true story of something that happened just a few years ago at USC. There was a professor of philosophy there who was a deeply committed atheist. His primary goal for one required class was to spend the entire semester to prove that God couldn't exist. His students were always afraid to argue with him because of his impeccable logic. Sure, some had argued in class at times, but no one had ever really gone against him because of his reputation. At the end of every semester on the last day, he would say to his class of 300 students, "If there is anyone here who still believes in Jesus, stand up!" In twenty years, no one had ever stood up. They knew what he was going to do next. He would say, "Because anyone who believes in God is a fool". If God exist

Trust And Caring And Friendship
How to tackle these subjects and discuss them because most times they can all be wrapped into one person. If you are lucky in life you have more than one person that you decribe these things to. I am lucky enough to have some in my life. Now let me say this first and foremost I dont want anyone to become offended if you are not named as one of those that have all three traits. If you dont then oh well we have not known each other long enough or you are just not going to get to that part of me so live with it. TRUST - this is something that is very important to me once i start trusting someone it is very important to me. If I tell you that i trust you dont take it as just another word. It is domething that is not given easily but once earned is a big deal to me. But once you have betrayed that trust you are just plain ol fucked the chance of you earnign that trust again is pretty much fucken gone ass proven by 3 ex wives and countless ex friends. I also have to say if I name any

Love
Ring the church bells all along the countryside Blow the horn on every ferry ride Close the buisnesses and factories shut them down for the day Open the school doors let the children out to play Sound the sirens of all the police cars in town Send a messenger through the streets to let a crowd gather round Let the oceans be calm let the rivers run smooth Help my nerves not to fray as I bare my soul to the truth Hear the harps of angels as they descend from above Let my voice be carried throughout the land on the wings of a dove Listen as I shout from the hilltop of my heart I am in love! I am in love!

Contests!
Hello Everyone!!! Just a quick note to ask for your vote in two contests this month: 1.) Mouses' Models Room contest - Yahoo Group - March cover model for the Yahoo Group + $100 - must be a member of the group to vote. Can vote only once. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Mouses_models_room/surveys?id=2430793 2.) Ms. Bikini World Contest - monthly contest - must be a member - can vote daily. I'd like to win one month this year - hee hee hee. http://www.msbikiniworld.com/contestant.php?id=melaniepitts If you aren't already a member of Howfamous.com, you may want to join (It's free!). I've got the heads up on some new and exciting changes that will be happening to the site in the future, so now would be a good time to post up a profile. Thank-you for taking the time to read! Have a great weekend! Melanie http://www.melaniepitts.com http://groups.msn.com/melaniepitts http://ca.groups.yahoo.com/group/melaniepitts http://www.fitnessnanaimo.com

Wtf Is Going On?!?!?!
Honestly, tonite, on the eve of my baby brother's 18th birthday, I've begun to ponder the real reason behind my own pitiful existance. I mean, My little brother Is such the model student, the model son.... Me?!?!? I'm a semi-alcoholic ex-con who failed miserably in school and almost everything in life, save for getting fucked up and playing guitar and shooting tattoos. My brother? He's going to college for a $100,000 + a year career. I dunno. I think I just need another drink

Real Friends
So today I found out what it is like to have real friends...Story: Its Saturday night, and im hanging out with some lovely drunk people, and with the kindness of my heart, i became the DD. I drive them to the club, dance with them, and have another amazing night. Well then i go to drop of people and we were going to go to Micky D's after i dropped them off. So i had already gotten my money outa my pocket and set it in my lap. I totally forgot that it was there and i get outa the car to let Russel out of the back. Ten dollars...lost! Well i didnt notice until we got to M.D's, and Grant paid for my dinner (at 4 am). So we start heading back to Bens house, and my car is parked on the side of the road...along with Josh's. I love my car so i was making sure that it was ok, well it wasnt. It turns out that Josh and myself have a flat tire. So being that it was around 4am, Ben said that he would help me change it in the morning. So morning rolls around and we begin to change the tire. Ever

Letter To Scrapper
Sometime this am my account was attacked by a level 3 named Scott and Jami. This person left vile comments on my photos, which I have since deleted, and several comments on a mumm from yesterday, which has been deleted. Apparently as a result, I am now banned from making mumms. Please check ALL of my photos, past mumms, and blogs...you will find NOTHING that is NSFW. Why then am I blocked from making mumms? Do you not personally check out a complaint, or do you just automatically take a person at their word? Do you ban from one complaint, or must there be at least three or so? When can I expect to be able to write mumms again...and exactly WHY was I banned? What can I do about this attack? Please note; I have made this into a blog..I want ALL of my friends to see this. The mumm which was deleted was a reply to one made by a Turk who stated that he hoped all of our children died from Terrorism. I made the mumm to see if others saw the statement ( A LOT did) and

Blah!!
Well, it all started over 2 weeks ago. I have a bad cough off and on,am congested,sniffles,bad allergies,glands and lymph nodes in my neck making it hard so swallow or talk,sinuses are bothering me,feel naucous, vomiting,and on top of that, I have my period since yesterday. Oh, I also had a fever blister for a week and a half too,its been healing and reopening again. I feel as if I have a fever off and on too. So if ya want, you can leave me comments,if not, I won't mind.

The Sands Of Time
as my heart lies bleeding ,in the sands of time not beating,i've come to realize you were the one.the one who lifted me up when i was down,made me a king when i felt like a clown,i still can't believe you're gone. i spent a lifetime in your arms, keeping my heart safe from harm,what will i do now that you're gone?this lonliness is killing me,a moment without you , i cannot breathe, you are the half that makes me whole. if you turn to say goodbye,i know i will surely die, i don't want to face this world alone. but , if you give my heart the chance it needs, to show you that i have reprieve, then we can both see a brighter day.but, if you must go i wish you well, i will watch our heaven turn to hell,and both our blue skies fade to grey!

Wings Of Humanity
Humans fly everywhere fast and furiously. Like a pack of starlings they take to there wings and fly. Going in unison left then right most the time with tattered wings like there starling counterparts never knowing where to go. But once in awhile they catch a draft and sore above clouds trees mountains traffic bosses and even bills. They sore to the sky’s like eagles and there wings unfold and make great shadows on the ground below. The Wright brothers at Kitty Hawk. Armstrong on the moon. Limburg over the Atlantic. But not all who soured flew. Edison had a bright idea. Gram got burnt by long distance charges. Fords machines race through the countryside still today. And even some who became eagles are unknown. I know people who soared on may 19, 1975 April 7 1978 - august 19 1985 – May 6 1986 November 19 1978 – April 24 1985 – March 20 1978 June 7 1977 – march 21 1996 - august 23 1998 May 11 2000 – April 5 2004 And you……your wings spread wide as you flew and

To The Prez.
Summarized by a friend. Give credit where deseverd. Thanks Justin for the joke ;) A Marine is standing guard as the president walks by with 2 pigs in his arms. The Marine salutes and says "Nice pigs sir", the president replies "They're not pigs, thet're Arkansas razorbacks I got for Hilary and Bill Clinton"...the Marine smiled and said "That's a nice trade sir"

Bad Week!
I had a bad week last week. So instead of bitching i am going to say all the positives that is going to happen this week. I am Going to my Medical blling class so I can make More $. Seeing my beautiful boyfriend, And Takeing Care of my Adorible Kitty Maui. My other pets live with my parents. I know they are cute, But they are where they need to be. If you dont know what my pets look like look in My Album they are the best. I have a doctors appointment to hopefully finally get rid of the terible pain in my back, Or make it tolerable. But yea if you wanna be friends I would love it. I like like to help talk to someone else who also had a bad week. To kinda sympathize. Make myself feel somewhat better and maybie someone else.

Call Me A Bitch!!!
So what if I speak my mind... So what if Im passionate about those I care about... So what if I put you in your place in defence of pain youve caused... So what if I dont offer you sympothy when youve fucked up on one of my girls... So what if I will stand by my sister, my brother, my best friends, or the man I love in any circumstance and tell you where to go and if you dont know how to get there Ill draw you a fucking map... So what if what you say about me doesnt faze me... So what if you talk shit about those I love if I call you out and make it known the pussy you are... And so what if you break my one of girls hearts I will slice your fucking throat... Maybe I am a BITCH if what I just said makes me that then I wear that lable with pride... My friends and my family are what make me tick, and if you cant respect them and me then Ill show you the fucking door... True I may not be the hardest bitch on the block... Sure maybe you could kick my ass... Go ahead talk shit about

Social Expermentation 102
So here is the deal. Blue thunder, myself and several others are hanging out and we decided to have a second social experiment! If we can get 20 people lurking on his stickam profile then his wife has agreed to take her top off!! This is only good until 1:50 am on 2/8/07 So come join us by clicking HERE I will update our results! LOL --------------------------------------------------- Ok, we never got our 20 but she took her top off anyways.. lmao We also discovered that Blue types shocker style, Toxic grabs my boobs because she has a fetish with them and I hump tox's leg! LOL

Woah!
I'm sitting here minding my own business and my cell rings and it comes up unavailable so of course i don't answer cuz i typically don't answer those calls so the first time i don't answer then they hang up n call me again n i'm like ok guess i'll answer here it was an FBI background investigator LOL i was like great wtf did i do now? LMFAO Here he was calling for our power plant n then of course i'm thinking great they are after me cuz i'm behind on my bill hahaha then he proceeds to tell me that he's doing a background check on my ex....cuz the job my ex does once a year they go do work for the power plant and its like very very high security and they do all kinds of checks n stuff...well all the guy wanted to know what during the times my ex was laid off from work n had gaps in his work history what was he doing? lol i guess they just wanna make sure people weren't selling drugs or make sure u weren't out of the country training to be a terrorist lmfao! but yeah kinda freaked me out

Lawn Gnomes: Placing Gaudy Ornaments Of Fear In Your Mental Garden
lawn gnomes....gardeners love 'em...the elderly adore 'em...and small children around the world are absolutely terrified by them. why, aside from scaring those little tots, would anyone enjoy plastic, petrified midgets wearing dunce caps in their yard? i want to know. if you want to know, join me as i venture deep into a metaphorical wildreness where a temple of truth awaits for us to explore and probably die in....temples have a lot of booby traps.alrighty...to first understand why lawn gnomes seem to be so cherished and beloved, you must first understand why children are deathly afraid of the hairy, dumb midgets. to understand why children are afraid, you must have the mind of a child....and alas, i have such a mind. you see, according to myself, children are frightened of lawn gnomes because they never stop smiling. nobody smiles all the time except for clowns, and children HATE clowns. if there's like a top five fear list, clowns is number one....it goes lawn gnomes, lima beans, gh

Senior Driver
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don' t have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, would you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle. O

And I Thought Boston Had No Sense Of Humor
Three commercials from the Super Bowl are drawing a little "fire" from certain groups for being "offensive." In my view, "offensive" is a pretty subjective analysis. Some examples are simple. A black guy calling his friend "my nigger" isn't generally considered offensive. A white guy, wearing a white hooded sheet, calling a black guy "my nigger" is, not surprsingly, considered offensive (unless you're white guy in the hooded sheet or you're in the deep south, in which case, I hear it's pretty routine). On the other hand, some examples are esoteric....like, perhaps certain Super Bowl commercials, subtle innuendos, etc. Or...maybe they're not so esoteric at all and, in fact, it's just that a vocal minority wants to impart upon us how the rest of us should live our lives. The key factor to consider, in my humble opinion, is the context in which these so-called "offensive" statements are made. It's not hate, it's not offensive and it shouldn't hurt your precious little

One, Only You
I GAVE MY HEART AND SOUL TO ONLY YOU, THEY ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS, MY BODY AND MIND WAIT HERE FOR YOU. NO OTHER, DO I LONG FOR, NOR SHALL I EVER, BUT FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME, FOR MY PASSION AND INTENSITY. I WISH TO TOUCH YOUR SMILE, HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOUR LAUGHTER AND JOY. COMFORT YOU WHEN YOU ARE SAD OR ANGRY. HOLD YOU CLOSE,HEAR AND FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT. LIVE LIFE AND GROW OLD TOGETHER, THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES. WHATS THE SAYING, " IT'S NOT THOSE YOU CAN LIVE WITH THAT MAKE LIFE AND LOVE, BEAUTIFUL AND WORTH LIVING, IT'S THOSE THAT WE CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT." ONLY YOU, MY LOVE. SCOOTER.

Poetry11
DEATH, MY FRIEND Death, my friend, you are always there, from you, no one flee, you are everywhere, still, I wonder, why you are never here... Death, my friend, you release others from pain, all those people, they get free, so many slain, yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain... Death, my friend, you everywhere see, from you, just redemption, can I plea, here I ask, come here, set me free... DEAD TEARS I see doom ahead, my love, soon it is all dead... I can't anymore stop and turn, my heart - my love, soon they will burn... Moist fill my eyes - dead soul without fears, my burnt heart, I buried it in the sea of dead tears... LIVE FOREVER Sharp fangs, shining in the moonlight, for the living creatures, causing a fright... Vampires of the mist are in bloodlust, to drink fluid of life, they must... Not for them your pity and tears shed, through the death continue their life undead... Things for yourself just easy to make, g

Witness
Human bones crunched beneath my feet, And animals fled from my steps, I turned their flesh into rotting meat, And upon their corpses I leapt, Angels run from my sight, And flee into the sea, The stars hide in the dark of the night, As soon as they approach me. I sit in crowded places, I just sit and I watch, Others move in darkened spaces, Away from my steely watch. I am the root of all their fears, I watch them when they least expect, In front of me they shed their tears And slink back to the holes from whence they crept. I am not a judge I am a witness It is not my place to punish you, Where I am just the witness, I watch you do what you do, It must be odd, to see me with nothing to give, And odd that I know everything about your life, I know, your family, your friends who you sleep with. And your unholy strife, I know about your might, I know all your all about your thoughts, I know about your sight, I know all about your hearing

Valentine's Day Party
We're going to our favorite swinger's club this weekend for a Valentine's Day party. From their website: 10 February ….. Happy Valentines Day Party This party is filling up fast you need to RSVP to reserve your rooms. It is a night of sweet enchantments, and a night to pay special respect to that loved one in your life. So cum to the place lovers play, and let the night enrich your heart. It should be fun. When we called to make our reservation the owners said that it was already filled to capacity, so we may have to sleep on an air mattress, but I think it will be worth it. The middle of next month we're going to Nashville, about two hours south of here, to party with some friends Saturday night. We've reserved a hotel room downtown so we can drink and then walk back to our room. We're meeting friends that we met last year in Cancun, and they know how to party. We've invited somebody else we know, too, I'm hoping she'll be able to make it. I hope y'all have a great

Night Watch
NIGHT WATCH------ A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging gre

Waters Of Lust...
I'm lying there, my skin against the grass, my fingers trailing in the water. I scoop up a handful of the cool liquid and let it trickle into my mouth, The remaining droplets trailing down my throat to find sanctuary within my breasts. The sensation of being touched……..the feeling of being caressed. My eyelids close softly as my fingers play lightly with the moisture there My mind drifts to thoughts of another touching….another hand The nipples of my breast begin to respond….to pucker as the air Kisses them softly with such tender care……. Another scoop of water …. let it find a path of it's own…. Rippling across my stomach muscles… finding a home, Swirling around to the indention made when I was born. A soft sigh escapes my lips as I yearn for something more. A sharp intake of breath, as cold water makes it's way down 'tween my thighs My legs slowly part to allow it access to my full, pouting lips, Flowing 'tween them to my tiny pearl…. a bud that has been asleep M

Shakespears Sonnet 129
Shakespears tell the effect Lust has in his Sonnet. The expense of spirit in a waste of shame Is lust in action; and till action, lust Is perjured, murderous, bloody, full of blame Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust, Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight, Past reason hunted, and no sooner had Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait On purpose laid to make the taker mad; Mad in pursuit and in possession so; Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme; A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe; Before, a joy proposed; behind, a dream. All this the world well knows; yet none knows well To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell

Past Recolection
This Shame it makes me scream Your pain brought on by me Lessons never learned Repetition how it burns My force of concentration brought you here but you weren't alone I damned you that day i didn't come home She's trapped with you Do i have the power to fix this No I don't Your sacrifice has broken me Soon I'll end up cold and dry frozen from the seduction Frozen from the fear I've been sucked dry Put me in the ground Nectar of life cannot be found Klinz 2/19/07

I,ll Be Back
HEY ALL TY TY ,FOR ALL COMMENTS I,M HAVING TROUBLE WITH COMPUTER,GOING IN FOR UP GRADES, SO WON,T BE ON FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS,WILL GET TO ERVERY ONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY,PLEASE BE PATIANT WITH ME I,M STILL TRYING TO FIGER THIS BLOG OUT TY,TILL I RETURN, HUGS,SMILES ,PEACE.

As I Lay Here
As I lay here bleeding, dying on the floor, I notice that your picture is still hanging on my door. All those thoughts and memories come flooding back to me, and then the tears begin to fall for what we used to be. We could've made it work out, We could've made it last, but all that love and happiness is only in the past. As I lay here trembling, crying on my floor, I begin to wonder, if you care anymore. How could you make me hurt so bad? Why did you make me cry? It was then I realized I didn't want to die. But now I lay here silent, dead upon my floor, and as I fly to heaven, you knocked at my front door...

Well A Bit More
well it's proved i got big bruises look here: it hurts now and it makes me moody yeees, i took the pills but still hurts positions in bed are all bad, butt hurts, leg hurts, hand hurts, waist hurts... had to start a new dose of vaccines for those cuts, and i have pills and a gel for the bruises can someone give me a hug and let me cry about my stupidity? and no, i feel crappy about valentines day too i'll spend it absolutelly alone, with everyone around me celebrating it... no, i didn't do this kind of scene the last years, i was alone and i enjoyed it, but wft i don't know why this year must be different want to call it cyclothimic? yes, it's an option i'm sorry if i tell you i feel ignored this days, i just don't have the same company as the last years, most of my friends are married or with bf/gf, we don't hang out as before, things are changing fast, and i'm trying to change with it... but it still takes sometime... i'll survive and i'll be ok like al

Shhhh
shhh break it down i don't want nobody else to hear the sounds This love is a private affair interrupt the flow, no they better not Dare Shhh we got to break it on down In the day time? uh,uh i think not i'd rather do you after school Like some homework am i gettin' you hot? in my bedroom? no! 'cuz then We have to stop i,d rather wait 'til everyone's fast asleep then do It in the kitchen on the table top Candlelight? no i don't think so the crackle of the flame will just Spoil the flow besides,i can be your fire,baby drippin' all over Like a ball of wax relax and let go I'm here to do work you, baby, so what you here to do? i know you got Somethin' special on your mind is that true? i'm here to do work you,baby And i wanna do it with you you say you wanna slow down? then listen up Girl i wanna whisper music in your ear that'll rock your, rock your, Rock your world oh, what's my name, love? i,ll ask you again And again and again and a

Alone
i have been in love and been alone i have traveled over many miles to find a home there's that little place inside of me that i never thought could take control of everything but now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does 'cause i only feel alive when i dream at night even though she's not real it's all right 'cause i only feel alive when i dream at night every move she makes holds my eyes and i fall for her every time i've so many things i want to say i'll be ready when the perfect moment comes my way i had never known what's right for me till the night she opened up my heart and set it free but now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does now i just spend all my time with anyone who makes me feel the way she does

I'm A Horse
EARTH HORSE Horoscope Feb 11, 1918 to Jan 31, 1919 Feb 7, 1978 to Jan 27, 1979 Horse people have a balance of the best kind of qualities. Have you ever seen a wild horse on the beach, with flying mane and flaring nostrils, every muscle bursting with life and je ne sais quois? Without a doubt, the Horse is the standard for grace, strength, rhythm and nobility. They have an amazing capacity for hard work. As a result, they know great success and financial security in their lifetimes. Often quite ostentatious, they enjoy being with large crowds and always seek out the grand and magnificent. They need people and have a weakness for those of the opposite sex. You can often find Horses at concerts, music festivals, and the Super Bowls of life. Parsley Soup and Ginger Root are among the keys to good health!! With head held high, the mighty Earth Horse never has to apologize, never has the pangs of a guilty conscience gnawing away the very soul. The life of the Earth Horse passes al

Today
Sighs...well, today I have officially gone from "girl who is hardly in trouble" to girl who now has to set up a court hearing and was issued criminal citation!!! Okay, so at the most I was get a $209-215.00 fine. But I HAD a clean record and now I let one little mistake... fuck! How stupid am I?!?!?! What was worse is WHY I did this... oh my goddess, what am I turning into? What is going on with me? I am sooo glad I am actually getting in trouble. Maybe this wont have a chance to happen again... Going to bed after 3 hours of detainment. I am tired. Lady Crimson

I Am Autumn.
You Belong in Fall Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you What Season Are You?

Friends
I AM SO VERY DISTURBED TO SEE I HAD ALMOST 400 FRIENDS AND YET THERE IS ABOUT 20 WHO FAITHFULLY KEEP IN TOUCH. SO....I AM DELETING PEOPLE I NEVER HEAR FROM BECAUSE OBVIOSLY YOU HAVE NO NEED TO BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! NEVER A HELLO, A GOODBYE, HAVE A NICE DAY, OR A RATING, SO SORRY BUT THE NEWSFLASH IS....YOU ARE NO FRIEND OF MINE. IN RETROSPECT....TO MY FRIENDS....YOU ARE THE BEST AND I LOVE YOU ALL!

Little Leroy
Little Leroy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Leroy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Leroy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy, of course, thought he did. Leroy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God: I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Leroy Leroy knew this wasn't true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over. LETTER 2: Dear God: This is your friend Lero

My Mood Part 3
to all my friends family and fans;;;;;;;;;;;; sorry i havent been on here much latly guess i been ignoring everyone especially the one person i hold so dearly but guess its part of the territory of worken so many hours, now i dont need to work the night shift but being alone here with no one in person for me i get bored and this is the only way i can occupy my free time so that i will not get into trouble or being alone. so i apologize to everyone and in between jobs i try to get very little rest that i can get, hope this will ease people's mind why i havent been on here, i will write more at a later time thanks

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Examples Of Approaching Women + Being Cocky & Funny >NOTE: There\'s nothing quite as exciting as seeing a beautiful woman that you\'d like to meet, then approaching her, starting a conversation, and walking away with her number and email (or even walking away with HER). If you\'re as fascinated with this part of the \"attraction game\" as I am, then you should take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ ***QUESTION*** Dear Dave, I bought your book and study it very closely, needless to say Like all your other customers I\'ve been experiencing far more then double my normal dating. But now I\'ve got serious problem that YOUR BOOK DOES NOT TOUCH ON WHATSOEVER. What I need to know is how do I turn then away after they start getting obsessed. I\'m now dating my boss\' daughter and cannot break her little heart and she (9.5) is completely into me. With her I\'m always cockyfunny and she is obsessed with trying

I Aim To Please
I aim to please(Erotica) Every drop of blood rushes to the tip Swelling, pulsing, unbelievable trip Your tongue so wet and warm to the touch My cock so hard, I've missed you much! Your mouth slowly surrounds my cock Your tongue teases, my body is in shock Your hand caress my balls and shaft Your eyes look eager, you display a masterful craft Sucking my cock, and ever easily you please I want your pussy, it's your turn for release I throw you down, and rip off your pants My tongue begins to flirt, it's time to dance I start at your toes and lick at you feet My tongue works down to your tasty treat Once there I cherish your tasty fruit I start at you clit, my cock does a salute I lick that clit and finger you galore Your pussy is wet, your now my whore Hips bucking and wanting to explore I raise you up, now you're all on fours I tease you from behind and taste your wanting ass I rub my cock on it, I'm hoping

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court tv at peabodys... random other shit... and more... so pardon the drunkeness as i'm kinda hammered thanks to peabodys... and the (i dont remember howm any shots were fed to me by hot girls tonight) drinks at the club... but tonight was insane... I show up at 530 to shoot a few of the staff for a local magazine highlighting local bars... well COURT TV is there videotaping the whole thing so im already off mygame but damn near entertained... I shoot anette, sam and courtney behind rockstar and after about an hour I pack up... well hours later im half hammered and julia shows up half hookered out and looking to party... little did I know I was going to be cockblock for the night... a few bands play and I lose count of what drink im on and all of a sudden i notice im not walking straight... penny, who i haven't seen in a while, was there with nikki... and of course the harassment beigns instantly (and without drama)... so that turns into foul play pretty quickly and

Well I Am Going To Ask A ?
If any one is one my list and wants to stay show some love daym you know I will but I want to know who wants to like rate my pics and fan me and ad me as you friend I need friends wht will step up and be friends cuz it is getting to the point where I know my friends and where I stand with some of you but show me some love by rating me and tell me you did it and I will help you if I can promise but I need real frinds now fake people I am sick of people on here for the points I am looking for friends if you not intrested just tell me I will gladly remove you thank you for you time

Those Three Words
I heard the most beautiful words spoken by a man to a woman. Words that my heart and soul ached to hear for an eternity. This beautiful and wonderful man made me feel the most secure and loved I have ever felt in my entire life. I never thought it possible to fall more in love with this amazing being than I already have. I never thought that three simple words could fill my heart with such joy and peace. When he holds me in his arms and feel his heart beat next to mine, tears come to my eyes. My heart aches with fear that this wonderful, beautiful man may only be a dream and I will wake with my arms and life empty once more. Afraid his soothing voice and declarations of his love only the soft whispers of a breeze blowing thru my hair and past my ear. His smile only the brilliant color of a rainbow. His penetrating blue eyes only two bright stars shining in the dark of night. His touch only the warmth of the glowing sun. Then I wake to feel his arms wrapped around me protecting

Missing A Friend!
ok due to the storm here I was away from cherrytap for a few days. a friend left a comment on valentines day on my page but now I see that her profile is deleted.I know she had medical problems and some other things going on in her life so I was just wondering if anyone knew her and knows what happened to her. she was "Dazzler36"

My Brother
my brothers name was james lawrence king jr. , he wasnt actually related to me but he was like the father i never had i never told any one this and i dont no y im tellin u people but its better i say this than keep it bottled up , i met (jimbo) at my brother dennis dads funeral he was my brothers dads wifes son ( confusing aint it) we clicked instantly he knew me and my brother lost something and there was a hole left anad he filled that hole. he would come get me and my bro dennis take us out to his house for weeks even months at a time , he lived far away than he moved close so we would be at his house like every day . he had a son named steven , and a son named bo bo , and a wife name krista they all mean the world to me . but it seems like since he died things havent been the same between us or any of his family for that matter , i miss him the fishing , swimming, bridge jumping, the list goes on , the reason i really wrote this was to say that my brother jimbo saved my life

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Maturity is the “bitch-move” but.... I’m no thug. I grew up in an multi ethnic neighborhood — except for a couple token white families.....but mainly Nikras, Cubans, Puerto Ricans, Dominicans, a few Red Dot on the forehead muhfuckas, and assorted others. I never had to worry about them “niggas on the corner” or getting jacked while checking the mail. My block was never hot — unless, of course, it was July … or a bunch of damn luminaries caught fire on Christmas Eve. I’ve had a few fights, but they were mostly with skateboard white boys....And they weren’t fight-to-the-death type shits neither… they were much more tame and we usually ended being friends again by the next week......Until I came to Memphis for my senior year. I remember once I tried one of my cousins who was older and taller than me...... I was used to my cousins doing what the hell I said because I was bossy…and i was the favorite grandchild cuz I had good hurr and was the only grandchild in Memphis th

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Top 10 Reasons Not to Eat Pigs Attention, shoppers: Stop picking up dead “Babes” and “Wilburs” at the grocery store! Here are our top 10 reasons to keep pork off your fork and put delicious Babe-free alternatives on your shopping list instead. ‘Meet Your Meat’: Pigs Porking You Up It’s a fact—ham, sausage, and bacon strips will go right to your hips. Eating pork products, which are loaded with artery-clogging cholesterol and saturated fat, is a good way to increase your waistline and increase your chances of developing deadly diseases such as heart disease, diabetes, arthritis, osteoporosis, Alzheimer’s, asthma, and impotence. Research has shown that vegetarians are 50 percent less likely to develop heart disease, and they have 40 percent of the cancer rate of meat-eaters. Plus, meat-eaters are nine times more likely to be obese than pure vegetarians are. Every time you eat animal products, you’re also ingesting bacteria, antibiotics, dioxins, hormones, and a host

Wishing
this is a blog about wishing? I wish I could have a better life. U know just throw out the old and bring in the new. Well why oh why cant I do that. My life sucks as far as everything is concerned. But who will ever know what ever happens. I guess I will end this blog for now and write some more later

Tomorrow Is Pat Day
I cant sleep im so nervous... I want to pass this.. I couldnt get 2 of the documents that i needed in time.. What do they expect with a week to gather all this information... So I will let everyone know what happens tomorrow.. Im off to take a shower and try to sleep!!!

Anything You Want For 50 Bucks...
An older gentleman is sitting in a bar when a beautiful young woman walks up to him and whispers in his ear, "I'll do anything you want for 50 bucks." He immediately puts his drink down and begins frantically going through his pockets. He pulls out a cumbled up ten, two five's, a twenty and ten ones. He thrusts the wadded up money into the woman's hand and says, "Here...paint my house."

Sagitarias
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friends
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can''t explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even when we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, Remain forever near, They don't turn on you, When others come there way, Acting like a friend, When there just out to get there way, If your not a true friend, Then take the lies and games away, I'll still be here for you, When your fair weather friends blow away... love you...but you know that ric *********A true friend!********** luv u 2 babe!

Nookie Nite At Hillywood
Cuzzin Willy will be over late this afternoon to spend the weekend. That gives Cooky the weekend off so he can visit his family and friends. I don't have any plans. Willy called me and said we would have tacos tonight. He is bringing more cigars and booze, too. A few of the strippers at the Saloon are going to come by fer a late night swim in my indoor pool. That will be after midnight when they finish their acts. Looks like it is gonna be Nookie Night in Hillywood! The Kookster is up fer it!

Thinking Of You
As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens .. Even when you’re not home I can still see your beautiful hazel green eyes, your soft curly black hair, your warm smile and you strong but sweet voice. I can hear your voice whispering in my ear saying, I love you Never forget how much I love you As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens Never forget how much I love you Your love lives inside me Your love goes wherever I go. I love you always and forever.

Love's Passion
Sometimes a woman needs a hero out of time. There are bogus pledges out there in this great big world. Hedges placed around the flower of love, while unfeigned passion is hurled. Cast Into the broad space of the spirit world, a heart lies broken by a lurking troll. His true image masked by a token smile void of any true compassionate goal. Her souls blindness was bolstered by her need to be loved through sordid taste. Wasting inside, the trolls outer case hides narcissistic human waste. The trolls image has the appearance of an angelic man. Brutally handsome, yet his eyes reveal a latent clan, harboring a perverse plan. All is not lost, for our new hero makes haste, crossing the mirrored bridge of mystic embrace. No man must venture across with doubt, for a honest heart will always win out, so with a great shout our hero, famed Michael, dismounts his horse; venturing forth with a

This Week Is The Worst
my mom called me crying last night saying that dad threw away her medicine (she has a bad back) and then dad got on the phone (in tears) saying that mom had a prescription to zanex that was filled the other day and is gone.... 60 pills... and that she has been acting goofy... like she fell over 3 times friday... and all day yest she was yelling at dad all day like she was going through withdrawls... so i told her i was gonna come down there and get my little brother (who is 13) cause her and dad needed to work this out and he didn't need to be around it and she told me that if i did that she would never talk to me again... but i went down there and got him and last i heard her and my dad were at the er. I just don't know what to do anymore. I know how to help someone with an addiction but this is my mom... This is the worst I have ever seen anyone. i don't think this week could have been any worse

Swinnger,or,lover?
if u'r a swinnger u'r love by manny,but if u'r a lover u maybe love by manny ,or, a few ,I guess it's all depend's on u'r true love's hart on how they want to view u'r deepest of u'r soul. whitch may neither be good ,or, bad 4 u...... I guess time ,or, Q-pit would be able 2 tell u that .food 4 thought don't let what other's think of u bringe u down cuz u'r u not them.

Close Call
now that Im almost back to where Im supposed to be, Im gonna tell ya something that happened to me. happened on friday the 16th when my music promoter was in. I went to the doctor for a follow up for my back. Found out that I need surgery on my back thanks to that shit ass accident I was in a year ago. I told the doctor that my pain meds werent working anymore and needed something else. my body became immune to the lortab 10's and flexiril 10's and the injections didnt work. so thats money wasted there. so he prescribed me some new meds went and had them filled. well low and behold I had a reaction to the pain meds and wound up sicker than the dead. sure felt like it. I couldnt keep anything down for 4 days and just started getting my appetite back. I may appear that Im online but 90% since that day I have not been. Keep me in your prayers guys as I endure yet another bullshit year with this.

Beauty Survey For Women
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Desperate!
DAMN...I'M SO FUCKIN UPSET!!!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSESSION OF GOOD LOOK'Z. THEY ARE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION SAYING DAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT..... YOU COMIN OR NOT??????? DO I HAVE ANY REAL FRIENDS HERE ON CT TO BAIL ME OUT. SEND THIS TO AT LEAST 10 OF YOUR SEXY FRIEND'Z INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU IF U GET IT BACK 10 TIMES U KNOW UR LOVE BY YOUR FRIENDS AND IS CONSIDERED SEXY.

Too Honest Or To Stupid
Too honest or too stupid ? Category: Odd News | KEWASKUM, Wis. (AP) - A police chief who ticketed himself for a traffic violation says that he has received congratulatory e-mails from all over the globe and that he has even turned down money to cover the fine. Chief Dick Knoebel drove past a stopped school bus with its lights flashing in September, then wrote himself a ticket for $235 and docked himself four points on his driving record. The story surfaced after it showed up in court records and media reports. “Police officers do good things everyday, and that doesn’t get reported,” said Knoebel, who has been chief for 20 years in this town northwest of Milwaukee. “All you hear about in the news is when a police officer is in trouble.” Knoebel said he got more than 150 e-mails from such places as Thailand, New Zealand and Russia. Two people sent him $15. “I tried to answer every e-mail,” the chief said. “If they took the time to e-mail me, I at least thank th

Weakest Link Funnies
funny weakest link answers (1) (2) In the Second World War the word 'Commie' was a derogatory term for a person belonging to which political party? ............. Conservative. The wife of a Marquess is known by which title? ............ Duchess. The road signs in the UK that warn the road user are of what geometric shape? ......... Z. Macaws are from which faimly of birds? ............. Kestrels. What is the technical term for the mass of earth thrown out by an earthworm? ................. Hip. The island of Sri Lanka lies off the coast of which Asian country? ............ South Africa. The phrase much used by football pundits is 'early windows' or 'early doors'? .............. Early windows. Cognac is a fine brandy made from the juice of which fruit? ................ Coconut. What 'P' is the Spanish word for quick and is used in English to mean 'at once'? .......... Pacy. Tunis is the capital city of which North African country? ........... Morocco. Wh

Epitaph For The Dead
Death is a way of teaching Metiphoricly speaking You decay with rot and stench Waste away in your cell with no vent On pillows of satin you lay While on your face maggots play Your funeral pyre all burnt out Amist those who cast doubt Your life has no more breath In this awful eternity no burden is left on your chest. KLINZ 8/18/99

She
... I was playing with my friends in the backyard. Campfires and harmonica music. Baying of loose faced hounds. Fireflies dance with the crackling conflagration. Offsides Red Card Homerun Love Dinner time, wash up, and don't get ink on your brother's shirt. kayIloveyoubye click. Values, lessons, morals. Guides. Teachers. Idols. Success? Nevermore- than what you make of it. Love. Her eyes, smile that rends sorrow, and soft wet kisses in the air. ... Love. It kinda leaves you with that warm fuzzy urge to scream it from the rooftops. But more. Much much much more. She is Love.

Did You Know?
Andy Rooney DID YOU KNOW? As you walk up the steps to the building which houses the U.S Supreme Court you can see near the top of the building a row of the world's law givers and each one is facing one in the middle who is facing forward with a full frontal view it is Moses and he is holding the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments engraved on each lower portion of each door. DID YOU KNOW? As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see the wall, right above where the Supreme Court judges sit, a display of the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? There are Bible verses etched in stone all over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in Washington, D.C. DID YOU KNOW? James Madison, the fourth president, known as "The Father of Our Constitution" made the following statement: " We have staked the whole of all our political institutions upon the capacity of mankind for self-govern

Bindi Is In A Contest
Hi, I entered my new puppy in a cutest pet contest and I wanted to ask you, if you have a chance sometime could you come by and rate her and maybe leave a few comments. She is a real cutey as you will see and I think she deserves to win. She has my heart and want give it back LOL. Anyway if you can help I would really appreciate it. IF not well, I still like ya. stacey

Niagara Falls
So i'm going to Niagara Falls tomorrow and we are going out to the club soooooooooooooo anyone that's in or near that area wanna come out to the club and hang out with me and my friend Vicki???? If ya do let me know wo0t!

Pomes (3)
A Special Word A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. ------------------------------------------------- I will never let you I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. ------------------------------------------------- Missing You It was almost Too wonderful for Something as little as Words to explain Ears pressed to your chest As each beat explains you're okay You're here now, holding my hand tight The way it's supposed to be. I remember the way I couldn'

How Long
How Long by Jackson Browne Album:"World In Motion " (1989 on Elektra Records) "How Long" is an eloquent cry for peace and change and includes a beautiful acoustic lap steel guitar from David Lindley. Because I think it is one of the most meaningful songs Jackson has ever written, I choose to include it on our list of Protest Songs in spite of the fact that it was written in the 80's and not the 60's. Lyrics: When you look into a child's face And you're seeing the human race And the endless possibilities there Where so much can come true And you think of the beautiful things A child can do How long -- would the child survive How long -- if it was up to you When you think about the money spent On defense by a government And the weapons of destruction we've built We're so sure that we need And you think of the millions and millions That money could feed How long -- can you hear someone crying How long -- can you hear someone dying Before you ask yourself

Something To Believe In
I wish I was someone else I'm confused, I'm afraid, I hate the loneliness And there's nowhere to run to Nothing makes any sense, but I still try my hardest Take my hand Please help me man 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I don't know where to start And I don't know where to begin, to begin If I was stupid or naive Trying to achieve what they all call contentness If people weren't such dicks and I never made mistakes Then I could find forgiveness Take my hand Please help me man 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I don't know where to start And I don't know where to begin, oh no I can't be someone else I don't feel that it's hopeless I don't feel that I'm useless I can't throw it all away I need some courage to find my weakness And with your love, I know with all my heart I can win 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I just need something to believe in I'm looking for something to believe in And I jus

Yesterday....
So. I ended up staying home yesterday. I made it to the bathroom and ended up passing out as soon as i got there. Apparently it had been a very bad idea to go to work on Wednesday with a fever because I paid for it yesterday. The good news is that the fever broke yesterday afternoon and by 2pm I was able to make it shakily downstairs to eat something. *shakes head* Ah well. I still made it to work today feeling normal for the first time in a week. So I guess I'm heading out tonight to Velvet for some Jungle/ Drum & Bass at Strictly Social. *yawns* Just hope I can nap before going out.

The Five Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In

10 Things She'd Like To Accomplish Before I Die
10 things I would like to accomplish before I die.So here I go: 1. Be completely debt-free. I want to have no mortgage, no car payment, no credit card balances, nothing. It just might take me croaking and my life insurance to accomplish this. 2. A vacation in Las Vegas 3. See all of my children married and happy. 4. Get back to 135 lbs..I'll settle for 140lbs It's not a vanity thing, it's a health thing. That's where I seem to feel the best. 5. Enjoy the empty nest.......my youngest is 10, so that should be in the next 8 years...... 6. Drive a 1969 Dodge Charger "General Lee" that would be wicked awesome, but just drive it.....fast.......I'd be happy. 7. Would like to see grandchildren 8. Own my dream house in the country, complete with pool, hot tub, and game room. 9. Do whatever I want, whenever I want, for one whole week. This includes sleeping late, staying up late, eating whatever whenever, you name it..... 10. Travel......Wo

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You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Goth80%Emo40%Prepy30%Trendy10%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev10%Skater0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Wumpscut
Thorns (Distant Vocals Mix) Once someone told A story about these small desert birds Throwing themselves In thorns when copulating in lust And while embraced by death They sing so fine than never And while embraced by death They stay on love forever Like martyrs do They dedicate their lives in deep vein Of ancient vows And die of flaring ardou in haze Thorns they lurk on roses stem Thet do intend no harm them Squeezing me hard In thorns that burn like a fire inside Thrilling my head Until they rip my shivering skin Thorns they lurk on rosest stem They do intend no harm them They lurk on bodies stem They make my heart arise them Tonight you sleep in hell ChristFuck When I saw you there in the shadow of the setting sun When I saw you there in the shadow of the setting sun You looked so beautiful You looked so beautiful When I saw you there I couldn't resist your tender kiss When I saw you there I couldn't resist your warm caress

Funker Vogt
Sins they all emerged one by one hoping for freddom but there is none see the men in uniform they send you out to fight the storm look up in the charcoal sky want to see the sun before you die so please tell me what happened here all the love is replaced by fear an unknown soldier without a face went back home in a wooden case he was a hero for just one day now his body floats in the bay they only wish to forget all they can do is regret so please tell me what happened here all the love is replaced by fear chorus: let past matter fade to shadows our future shall begin when we are walkind down the meadow we will deplore all our sins Gunman Now the race is on the run So look out for your man Try to catch him in the woods And kill him if you can Come on play the game And catch the man This is your aim So do what you can Now the race is on the run So look out for our girl Try to catch her in the woods And take her if you can

Hey! Check This Out!!!
SCOOTER BAR EMPLOYEES PLEASE CLICK ON REPOST AND COPY AND PASTE EVERYTHING INTO A BLOG HEY CHERRY TAPPERS!! LOOKIN' FOR A PLACE THAT YOU FEEL WELCOMED? A PLACE YOU CAN CALL HOME? A FAMILY LOUNGE WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME THAT'S DRAMA FREE? THEN CHECK US OUT AND JOIN IN THE EXCITEMENT OF THE GRAND OPENING OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO!(CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER) DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY IS SO EXCITED ABOUT THE ADDITION OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO! WE WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME ALL CHERRY TAPPER'S TO JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND SEE FOR YOURSELF WHY THE SCOOTER BAR HAS GROWN.(CLICK HE BANNER TO ENTER) THE ONLY LOUNGE IN CHERRY TAP THAT HAS A FULL SERVICE STAFF 24/7 WITH LIVE DJ'S TO TAKE YOUR REQUESTS, GREETERS, EXPERIENCED BARTENDARS, ENFORCERS AND LET'S NOT FORGET ABOUT THOSE BEAUTIFUL BABES AND DANCERS. DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU AT THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE SOON!

Grigori Radio - Paranormal Talk Radio
If you are interested in the Paranormal then make sure you check out GRIGORI Radio tonight. GRIGORI Radio is a paranormal talk radio show. Your hosts are me and Jeremy. Come listen and tell all your friends to listen also. http://www.blogtalkradio.com/grigori GRIGORI Radio

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What Wicca Is Wicca is a Neo-Pagan religion with many traditions that date to pre-Christian (and prehistoric) Earth religions. It is based on a deep respect for nature and the certain knowledge that we do not have the right to exploit it for our own gain. Wiccans are deeply concerned with conservation and ecology, and as in all Neo-Pagan religions, Wiccans believe that both animate and inanimate objects possess a spirit which forms part of the Whole. Note that we do not use the term "spirit" in the Judeo-Christian sense of a "ghost," but rather that essence which every object possesses that links it to nature and makes it an inalienable part of the universe. Wicca is a celebration of the life-forces of nature as personified by the Goddess and her consort, the God. Wicca may includes the practice of magic which is defined as the process of causing change through the focusing of our natural powers. It is important to note that magic is natural. There is nothing supernatural about

My Dad Is A Trip.
So, I am hanging out on CT, listening to the playlist from my iPod, and I hear a song that triggers a memory. The song is Fat Bottom Girls by Queen. The memory goes a little like this. He and I are in the car, driving somewhere. I'm in my late teens, and a bit of a smart ass (oh how things change right?). The aforementioned song comes on the radio. Dad:"Ah, What a song." Me:"It's an old one." Dad:"Yeah, but I always get a kick out of hearing Freddie Mercury, an infamous homosexual, sing about big women." Me:*with an overt aire of sarcasm* "You mean Freddie Mercury was GAY?!?!?" Dad:*With a broken sarcasm detector*"Oh yeah! He was Gay as a three-dollar-bill." Me:"Um... not to be argumentative, but I believe the expression is "Queer as a three-dollar-bill"." Dad:"That's not very politically correct of you Ken, I'm surprised at you." Forgive me if you don't see the humor in that memory... I just laugh now every time I hear that song. Ken

Suicide Bomber (poem)
He speaks with venomous words His eyes are filled with hate His hands they long to kill His feet run to mischief His heart is dark and cold His ways are naught but wrong His mind is Satan's lair His hatred's beyond compare Kill them all the voice screams Make them die in agony Kill them all the voice commands And do not spare not one Obediently he flips the switch And in a flash death comes to all The suicide bomber has done his deed But Hell not Heaven is his reward.

Bathroom Banging
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can’t contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot.” I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire

~and Because Love Battles~pablo Neruda~
~And because Love battles~ And because love battles not only in its burning agricultures but also in the mouth of men and women, I will finish off by taking the path away to those who between my chest and your fragrance want to interpose their obscure plant. About me, nothing worse they will tell you, my love, than what I told you. I lived in the prairies before I got to know you and I did not wait love but I was laying in wait for and I jumped on the rose. What more can they tell you? I am neither good nor bad but a man, and they will then associate the danger of my life, which you know and which with your passion you shared. And good, this danger is danger of love, of complete love for all life, for all lives, and if this love brings us the death and the prisons, I am sure that your big eyes, as when I kiss them, will then close with pride, into double pride, love, with your pride and my pride. But to my ears they will come before to

I Love My Job!!!
I LOVE MY JOB . . . . . If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all . Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit. This ti

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Friends And Enemies
I WAS TALKING WITH A FRIEND OF MINE ONLINE THE OTHER DAY AND GOT INTERRUPTED BY SOMEONE ELSE THAT I KNEW AND WAS TOTALLY DISRESPECTED BY THAT OTHER PERSON. I TOLD MY FRIEND THAT THERE IS A SAYING THAT I DON'T KNOW WHO HAD EVER SAID IT BUT I LIKE IT ANYWAYS. IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS, " KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE BUT KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER." PLEASE DO NOT HATE ME BECAUSE I WROTE THIS BUT I HAD THIS FEELING I NEEDED TO. LISA

Little Things...
I notice you checking on me, Seeing if I am ok. I see how you react... When I enter a room. I don't know why you pay such close attention. I am not the most honest person, And there are many things I have done that I am not proud of. Yet you cast everything aside, And stay forever fateful. I am not ready for anything, Even tho I know what is in your heart. Even tho your intentions may be for the best... I am not sure what I am going to do now. I hope that you will accept that..

Myspace Vs. Cherrytap
i was referred to ct by a close friend and therefore logged on. she neglected to tell me that ct is myspace on speed. i'm still trying to figure it all out, but it's kinda cool. one thing i have to say is that i've never in my life seen so many boobs and so much ass, and this is odd because i have had both for a very long time. i was told that myspace was the site for singles, but truly i think ct overrates that site by far if your looking to get laid. see, i've got enough shit in my life to deal with, i don't really want some strange guy telling me they like my personality when they've never met me in person. just to clarify, i am the bitch and the ice queen. on the other hand if you want a friend, someone to razz-throw insults back and forth to, that would be me. i like to joke around and have fun, and i'm a faithful friend. hope to hear from someone on this!!

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Springtime wet bone aches Longing for summer heat waves Waiting for night fall Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

Never Again
When insecurities rise, And all your passion inside dies I can't seem to fall asleep without crying, All those around me lying. Father time tic tocking away, Wasted day by day, In a cage trapped by my own fears, Always hiding back the tears. Trying to make the best of it, Never the courage to make the final split, Doing what's best for others, As would any good brother. Never doing anything for myself, Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf, Resentment rising to the top, Fits of rage, not knowing how to make them stop. Wanting more out of life, Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife, Yelling, Screaming, Arguing, it never stops, Neighbors threatning to call the cops. That's it never again will I allow myself to be hurt, Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt, From now on I will have thick skin, Never loving again will be my final sin.

Do It Again.
Undecency is it that you rock my world with a voice and no hands turn me topsy turvy with your eyes looking right through me and to the other side cause you see me. You get me. You actually know who I am. Tied up and twisted by the mere thought of lips kissed bitten ravaged taste I can almost taste you such wicked emotion pleasure what you do to me do it again. Yes. You're someone I remembered or I remember but not here. Not now It's like a sun image burnt and I can feel your nails digging into me and I recall the caress of your breath untainted by or tainted. Yes. We danced, and my eyes were shut and you threw me somewhere from which I couldnt fall but I fell and you fell into me and they could hear us from miles away. But this is dreaming are you my dream? Cause I thought once that I shivered just a thought just the thought of you trailing lips tremble and I whimper but you're gone. Cause you are you are an image in my

Bar Slut...not Surprised
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Bar Slut You like to keep them drinks flowing till you can't remember much - not that you would want to. Along with your judgement, your inhibitions go 'bye bye' and you end up making out with, and sometimes taking home, random people who sound 'good at the time'. In your drunken haze, you and all your freinds are the sexiest, most swingin, and hottest things on the planet. You've lost many items of clothing in random places.Bar Social Butterfly Hardcore drunk The Lurker The rock-star party animal The Socialite The designated driver

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

We, The Light...
A world of hope in an expectant look, As multitudes' pedantic blinded eyes, In staunch refute of anecdotal book Ingeminate historic harrowed cries. Our children see with undefiled sense - Their hearts and minds novitiate, our charge. The future's cast of tenets' existence; The time is nigh, malignity to purge. Our ventures now each fledgling's discipline, Whence we endow, mankind's forever gained. Hereafter molds society's doctrine; Eternally our lessons lie ingrained Our vision now bestows the blind with sight. We are the world - its beacon and its light.

Darkness
Wondering around in the darkness As if my life was only someone elses dream In a child like way I take everything in The sparkle in my childrens eyes The kiss of the one I love Slowly dieing within I let everything fall and hold onlyto the soft tiny fingers holding me here.

The Lounge
OK Well First of all this is My lounge. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5505#. It kicks ass. The people who are a part of this lounge ROCK!! So feel free to come in and check it out and become a member. :-D OK NOW FOR THE POINT OF THIS BLOG!!! Lately the lounge part of CT has been really screwey. Sometimes the lounge doesnt work or you can only see 1/2 of what your typing and other crazy shit like that. Its happening more and more lately but I guess its because that feature is being worked.... No Idea... So anyways I just had to vent and write a personal complaint... But other than that the lounge is all good !

Biggest Turn Off
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Seems As Though I Have A Slight Problem Here Ladies
I have just been Blasted by my parents for making an overseas call, my god come off it I only spoke for 15 Minutes and it only ended up costing $1.80 but they will not see reason for me been so pissed off, it is the only way I can hear your voices, I wish they would leave me the hell alone

*~lost~*
Lost I dream of holding you, Beneath the stars. Dancing to a song only you, And I can hear. Getting lost in your eyes. My love revolves around you And only you. Yet we are miles apart, But together by heart. By: Teresa© Oct. 23, 2003

The Hunt
it is day 4 of the hunt and the trail is luke warm at best...but i still hunt with trusty rope in hand for that elusive creature the willing damsel....... I was offered bait today but refused it must be a willing damsel with no bait needed....the true hunt must go on without any source of bait.

I Will Bring Fire To Thee
I Will Bring Fire To Thee By: Kevin Mas Smith I will bring fire to thee And you to me Our souls intertwined In relativity I will bring fire to thee And you to me And all these nights ahead No mystery For you will Throw aways the keys Which hold us dormant In passages of futility I will bring fire to thee And you to me And this passion ignited Lofts heavenly

Cancer
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

He Finally Won One
A couple drove several miles down a country road, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument, and neither wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules and pigs, the wife sarcastically asked, "Relatives of yours?" Yep," the husband replied, "In-laws."

First Sign Of True Love
First sign of true love When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you When I first meet you I was afraid to hold you When I held you I was afraid to kiss you When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I’m afraid to lose you

The Water-nix
A little brother and sister were once playing by a well, and while they were thus playing, they both fell in. A water-nixie lived down below, who said, now I have got you, now you shall work hard for me, and carried them off with her. She gave the girl dirty tangled flax to spin, and she had to fetch water in a bucket with a hole in it, and the boy had to hew down a tree with a blunt axe, and they got nothing to eat but dumplings as hard as stones. Then at last the children became so impatient, that they waited until one sunday, when the nixie was at church, and ran away. But when church was over, the nixie saw that the birds were flown, and followed them with great strides. The children saw her from afar, and the girl threw a brush behind her which formed an immense hill of bristles, with thousands and thousands of spikes, over which the nixie was forced to scramble with great difficulty, at last, however, she got over. When the children saw this, the boy threw behind him a comb

What Do You Think About This....
Late on the night of March 19, 2004, Earl Eckelberry was driving along Route 50-E near Parkersburg, W.Va. His car left the highway and crashed into an illegally parked tractor-trailer. He died in the wreckage. Thereby hangs Case 06-1150, now pending in the Supreme Court on a petition for appeal. The court ought to hear this case. It's time to review the legal meaning of "accidental" death. The facts are not in dispute. As an employee of Ames True Temper Inc., Eckelberry had obtained an Accidental Death and Dismemberment policy from ReliaStar Life Insurance Co. The policy promised benefits if the insured died "due to an accident." The plan defined "accident" as "an unexpected and sudden event which the insured does not foresee." Eckelberry had named his wife, Michele, as his beneficiary. She filed a timely claim for $86,000 for his "accidental" death. Remarkably, the plan vested final interpretation of ReliaStar's policy in ReliaStar. When an autopsy found a blood-alcohol le

Pile Of Sand
Pile of Sand You reached out your hand then recoiled in horror, for you felt that my skin was made of bricks and mortar. You expected the touch of soft, soft silk instead you felt the wall I had built. Strong and solid not to be knocked down, for it is surronded by a moat and I would drown. Try as you might you can't break this wall, I made sure it was strong and would never fall. There are no cracks so do not try to peep through, all that lies behind shall remain hidden to you. Do not try to chip away and force your way in, there is no way my wall is moving. Walk all the way round you'll see there is no gate, no chains and padlocks for you to break. You may try to climb and jump over my wall, but I built it slippery so you will fall. You will get hurt so please just walk away, and leave me behind my wall, alone to stay. There is no way in, that I have told you, so why do you continue to try to break through? Anyone else would have turn

A Mothers Prayer, To Her Mother
The kind of mother I have choose to be, Is the same kind who raised me. Understanding with gentle hands to wip away your tear, Still stong enough to scare away the ugly monster we fear. She's alway's you'r mom and your friend, No matter what her love does not bend. Yet when we need picked up, dusted off and put on our feet, Mom is there putting us back on the right street. Just don't forget mom's have heart too, Sometimes they need to hear " I LOVE YOU " For all the special memories we have made, All the homework you helped me with to get the grade. The wonderful holidays,vacations,and silly days, You fixed the boo boo's with magic kiss's in your special mom way's. Now I see you laying here sick and pale, You'r body lifeless and fraile. You made us a family gave us a home, Because of you we were never alone. So Mother if you leave us on this very day, I ask one thing, no more pain just happiness,memory's and peace, This is what I pray. And when I look into my daugh

A Poem For Herman69
falling into you. taken to the edge. licking up whats left. given all to you. want everything. touching all of you. moving as one. you and i together. my mouth and yours are one. taste this wicked kiss. feel it as it grows. breath with me forever. you are my muse, my rose. March 20, 2007

Send Some Luv
IT'S HAPPY HOUR AND A GREAT TIME TO GET DOUBLE THE POINTS.. WHY NOT SEND SOME LUV AND RATES TO 2 FRIENDS OF MINE.. THEY ARE TRYING TO GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL AND COULD USE A HAND.. RATE, ADD, AND FAN THEM FOR ME.. THANKS (BIG HUG) Heavnessence( COMMENTS, RATES AND FANS NEEDED..)@ CherryTAP http://cherrytap.com/hellsden

Your Soul
Your Soul Feeling trapped inside me Reliving the nightmares I thought were over Snap back to reality Where I am safe From danger In your arms Can you see past my pain? Will you help me? Walk down this road? Will you be there always? I am damaged.... Will you help me mend? The broken pieces? Your soul spoke to mine Reassured me I knew What was right? I felt you In every part of me Warming me Calming me Helping me find The strength To end the Switchblade symphony Of dissonant chords That bled my ears And ripped my heart Now it's your soul I hear Singing to mine Telling it to heal And speaking of love It's a sound I want to hear For Eternity.... Your love is beautiful Our love I wake each morning To your voice Whispering to me Everyday simple words With the melodic undertones Of love

Comments From Friends
Why are some people so insecure over comments left behind by other friends? I have a page on MySpace, and the woman I've been seeing now thinks that I'm seeing someone else because of the comments received. I've told her that the comments are from friends, and not to read too much into it. That apparently has not worked. Looks like I'll be designated as Single later tonight.

Just Pissed
So i totally dont understand why ppl think im fake. i really dont..im not fake, im one of the reast peopel ther eis when it comes to me n ppl. Damn all i did is for get to call my friend n he thinks im fake..i have no clue wat else i did. n then the past few days have been hell cant sleep at night, cryin, just being depressed. NO one seems to care at all either. for the friends i have on here n the freinds i have that know part of the problem then r there for me..n understand. Thats about it..my life just is falling the fuck apart n that how i feel. damn anyone else think im FAKE?

Trying Things Out
I am new to Cherry Tap and I am still figuring out all the different things. It is pretty confusing though. But I think that I am getting it. This blog is just another thing that I have to learn about. LOL

New Here
hi y'all.... im new here, so im trying to figure all this out, im a myspace user, and this is a bit different, so give me a few days, and i might figure this thing out...... until then if ya wanna check out my myspace page, where i know what im doing... here is the link....... http://www.myspace.com/krysti517

I Miss U Jomer!!!! U'll Always Be In My Heart!! >3
It's crazy how life can be sometimes...and how the the good are taken @ such a young age. Only the good ones leave us early...is what i was told many times before. And it seems like i'm losing all of my homies..whether it's by getting shot, getting sick, commiting suicide or tragic car accidents. Because of all this it makes me think a appreciate life more. Life it to precious to waste...so live ur life to the fullest , dont take anything for granted and be thankful for all ur blessings!!! ALWAYS WEAR YOUR SEAT BELTS!!!!!! For those of u who r reading this and dont really know why i posted this...read the article i'm posting below so u can understand more! I recently lost a close friend of mine to a tragic car accident a few days ago. And haven't really figured out how to deal with the pain i feel. So i'm expressing it thru writing and talking to other close friends and family. ***Monday, March 19, 2007*** Crash kills Lake Forest man Jomer Baguinon, 19, was ejected from

Making Sex Dirty
In reading an Austin American Article that passed its way through my email today entitled, "Department Store Officer Charged with Indecency with a 16-year-old Girl: Police Say He Asked Girl to Have Sex Instead of Being Charged With Shoplifting", wherein the South Austin's Kohl's Department Loss Prevention Officer demanded sex in return for not filing a felonious shoplifting charge. I guess he didn't count on this girl speaking out for fear of having to face the consequences of her shoplifting actions. It is my guess that this alleged intimidation factor he pressed on with is now going to scar her far worse than any consequence the Courts could have implemented. It is such a shame that this gal may have a long time before she can look at sex in the loving, initimate manner that it should be because of his actions. Of course he may have thought he was doing her a favor in light of the TYC (Texas Youth Commission) problems that have been surfacing recently and is currently unde

15 British Taken Hostage
Iran seizes 15 British Navy personnel Reuters Friday March 23, 03:42 PM * Email page * IM Page * Blog this on Yahoo! 360! * Print page BASRA, Iraq (Reuters) - Iranian forces seized 15 British Royal Navy personnel who had searched a merchant ship on Friday, the Ministry of Defence said, triggering a diplomatic crisis at a time of heightened tensions over Tehran's nuclear ambitions. The ministry said the incident took place in Iraqi waters, where it routinely searches merchant vessels with U.N. permission. Remove your self from my list if you don't repost this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR MORE INFO THIS IS THE LINK http://uk.news.yahoo.com/23032007/325/iran-seizes-15-british-navy-personnel.html PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FELLOW BRITS SAFETY

Life Sucks
Ok so yeah not really but it’s a good title to get people to read your blogs. So I got the lead role in this Play called “The Man Who Married a Dumb Wife” yeah it’s cool. Well this is my first blog so new and don’t really know what to say so I am going to cut it short.

Videochat Rules For Men
VideoChat Rules for Men Or, How to actually get women to talk with you After quite a few years of talking with and listening to men whine about the lack of women that respond to them, I have decided to try and set out a few basic rules to help guys become more successful at getting women to chat. These rules are not a guarantee to success, but if you read and pay attention, pretty soon you may find that you actually have to start limiting the number of women you chat with. Rule #1 - Understand what women want Most guys come to VideoChat programs thinking that women are looking for immediate sex. The common misconception is that the ladies using chat programs are all sitting around naked just waiting for that next guy so they can have a little "fun". Guys .. GET A CLUE! This is the furthest thing from the truth there could possibly be. Ladies are not turned on by seeing your unclad body. Maybe someday after they get to know you they MIGHT actually want to see you naked. But NOT

Lemon Margarita
You Are a Lemon Margarita Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality. While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing. What Flavor Margarita Are You?

To My Keepers!
TO MY KEEPERS! I grew up in the 40's/50's/60's with practical parents. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen, before they had a Name for it... A father who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones. Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital roo

Now She Sits
Now she sits... Watching the waters glide by, With a sigh And the things she put faith in Are ripples just passing her by With a sigh ...she sits She sees lovers pass by with much more than a kiss Ah this - little girl who had everything finds She's nothing at all Now the wind seems so cold Seems all old as it laughs at her fears And her tears And as ducks swim away from her Visions of past love appear In her tears She sees love in his face as she tells him to go, And so - here's a girl who had everything now She's Nothing at all What could she do if she saw him now; Now that he's gone she's losing If she could see what she's seeing now For sure she's more than just choosing Now she sits by the riverside Watching the waters glide by, With a sigh And the things she put faith in Are ripples just passing her by, With a sigh ....she sits She sees lovers pass by with much more than a kiss Ah this - little girl who had everyt

Optomism
So here's a little thing.. So things seem to be going well. It's hard to explain really.. some abstract intangable feeling.. which is probably just my crazyness anyway.. I think the main thing is I have to embrace the notion of doing a lot more audio production / editing / whatever.. to the podcasts.. in order to make them good. I think if I made it good we can pretty rule the world.. it's just that it really has to be good... and I think audio editing will play a key roll in all this.. kinda like film editing, or that's how im consieving it anyway.

I'm Lost Without You
I'm lost without you, And everyday I think, I want you here, I need you, I miss you heaps. If only you could see me, When im lost n lonely. I have that feeling, When I'm with you, And it feels so right. I don't want to loose you, Cause I could never go on. I feel like I need to be, In your loving arms, I wish it still was, I wish it never changed. I wish you never dumped me, I wish I could go back, I wish this would all change, I miss you heaps, It's not the same. Please help me, By coming back, I'll forget it ever happened, I'll do anything, To be with you again.

My Dad
My Dad I remember your smile as you look down on me, I remember the sights you told me I'd see, I remember your kiss, the affection so real, I remember the love that I used to feel, Your presence made me safe, so happy inside, A respect for you that cannot be denied. We were always so close; I had nothing to fear, There was a time I thought you'd always be here, I could face the future, with you at my side, I could openly live with nothing to hide, So long ago, it seems like yesterday, With you in my dreams, my memories stay. The day that you left, tears fell from my eyes, I didn't have a change to tell you goodbye, Yet still I feel you, I know that you see The life I am living, with you guiding me, You gave me strength, built up from my heart, Although you are gone, we are not apart. I remember your smile as you look down on me, I remember the sights you told me I'd see, Your guidance is part of my destiny I thank you for

Life Without Her
I cringe to think of it; laughable imperfections surging into seas of hypocrises, of thing to do to reason, the reason to do things to show for show gone- and the long longing for the convoluted volition of love for she that drinks the seas sees, drinks, or seasons the surging show, and perfectly laughs.

Forsaken Love
Watch your heart don’t let it break My mother said those words If for love it forsakes I didn’t realize their worth Now tear drops are falling Heartaches are calling As for love it forsakes Heartbreaks on the way I tried but to myself I lied Would not believe to see through eyes Now all in my world that’s left Is a lonely broken self Now tears are falling Heartbreaks are calling As I still hear mothers words And I realize their worth Be careful of a broken heart Sometimes love it has it’s way Be careful if the hurt should start If for love it forsakes.

Lost My Best Friend Before I......
2yrs ago my best friend and I had a huge fight that ended our friendship.I always thought of her and never kept her far from my heart.I missed her so much it hurt.I wanted so bad to pick up my phone and call her to say that how sorry I was but I didnt,I wanted her to call me first.One day the phone rang thinking "ok is the day that when I pick up the phone she will be on the other end" but it wasnt.It was her b/f calling me telling me that she had been in a serious car accident that took her life.I dropped the phone and fell to the floor in tears,as I picked up the phone back up I told her b/f why are you lying to me,he said he wasnt.I hung up the phone not knowning what to do because I didnt want to believe that it was true.3/25/06 was the last day I ever saw her as I laid her body to rest,regreting that I never made the phone call that was needed to say that I was so sorry and I loved her.So my message to everyone please if you have a best friend dont let anything get between that fr

From Personal Experience
Moving forward means never looking back at what should have been or what could have been. Learn from mistakes that were made and never to repeat again. Be all that you can be. Hold your head high. Turn your head from all those fools that caused you grief. Smile and let the past be put to rest. Let the world of nothing, die. Walk in to the real world. Stand firm. Smile, and begin your new life without looking back. Wipe the tears. Shed them no more. For all of those who made those tears fall, were never really worth it to begin with. All of the greed and all of the hate, for all of life's simple pleasures were never really worth losing sleep over. The pathetic, well, they'll remain just that. Pathetic. All of the user's, ha, they'll never stop using others for they're own pleasures. Stand tall. Move on. And enjoy the life you have. No one or nothing is worth all of the grief that you've endured. This was written by me to share with all of you. With all due respect to everyone.

Thankful
i've been doing some soul searching lately about my life. and i must say even thlough i haven't had the greatest childhood i am thankful just to be alive. i have a disability but i don't let that stop me from living my life to the fullest. my mom and i do not get along and infact on more than one occasion she has told me that she wanted someone else for a daughter because lof my disability. that really made me feel like crap. but then i met my aunty dora and she has shlown me what true love really is and has also introduced me to the gospel. ever since then i know my purpose and i am finally happy. and thankful for my life. i have an 18 month old daughter who means everything to me and i love her with all my heart. her dad and i split because i found out that he was married and had 4 kids!! we will never get back together again. he doesn't even want anything to do with her. that's okay because she is my miracle and we will be just fine cuz with God there's always a way!!

Intangible
something to touch, feel it coursing through me a memory fills my mind This thing I've had before a time not so long ago, things weren't right then, Ripped away because of lies and pain, something he couldn't quite deal with My mind flutters in and out from then to now, time heals all things they say Not true, not this time my invisible scars I wear on my sleeve Time forgets the faults of others, scars remain to remind me

For Nuit
There would be an epic, some passionate story of you and I, we stole fire from the heavens, defeated the bandits of Saturn 13, Did something amazing, no doubt, I miss that version of us, blasting our way across the incredible. That pair kicks a ton of ass, meanwhile, meanwhile, weanwhile, we do the best we can. But out there we stomped the astro zombie guards and got Helium 3 for Earth Force.

Story No.5
Just thinking about walking in and finding you blindfolded in front of me in some sexy lingerie, i lead you upstairs and bend you over the bend, quickly i tie your legs apart to the bottom of the bed and repeat the process with your wrists. next i stand up behind you, you can feel my hard cock against you I reach round infront of you and start to pinch your nipples with one hand, rolling it in between my thumb and forefinger making it hard, with my other hand you can feel me teasing my moving my hand up and down the shaft, you feel the tip against your anus and then i pull away. You moan softly as i release your nipple, i pick up a flogger thats laying by the the bed bend, you moan as the leather wraps around your very sexy arse, i do this a few times and again you feel me behind you, this time i take the handle of the whip and slowly push it inside your very wet pussy, i move it in and out you moan everytime one of the ridges of the handle goes inside you or gets pulled out, i bring y

Guardian Angel Poem
My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be - To leave your home in heaven, to guard someone like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at work I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.

Lost Love
I long for the intimacy that we used to share, the inside jokes, and just knowing that at the end of the day, you'd be there. Maybe this feeling will find me again someday. I can only hope and pray,because I may learn to live without you, but I can't live without love. Why are you the first thought on my mind at the beginning and end of each day, when I doubt you think of me anyway. When the phone rings, my heart wants that to be you, it screams I love you, but only a fool lips would let that show. I need to let you go, I know you won't be coming back. I have to let go of hope and that is what's so hard to do. Most of all I need a friend right now, but the only friend I have had for so long -has been you.

Unique Ways To Initiate Sex
Putting “the moves” on her is an antiquated practice. They are aptly named “the moves” because they’re predictable, they’re used frequently and girls get tired of them after a while. Once the mystery is over and your moves are foreseeable, your girl is surely on her way to boredom, and she'll stop wanting sex. Reel her excitement back in by generating heat and curiosity again. Learn to entice instead of “ask” with predetermined, repetitive nonverbal cues. Establish your true game and initiate sex in surprising, new ways. She may astonish you with her own surprises and blow you away. Here’s how you can initiate sex in new and creative ways: Cook for her then feed her: To a woman, the sight of a man cooking competently is its own aphrodisiac. Effort and skill are displayed nicely as she is inevitably drawn into the mouth-watering night you are creating for her. Offer her a glass of wine and let her have a taste of what’s to come. Feed her tasty morsels, indulge on her scrumptio

Please Don't Be Offended I'm Being Slow...
Okay, so this is my first few hours and here and already I'm alittle confused and usually it takes alittle more to confuse me sooooo If anyone who rated me or requested and add for me can give a girl alittle break and let me catch up with stuff. (not tht there is sooo much but then there is) Sooo I just don't wanna offend anyone, so if I'm slow it's cuz right now I am slow. xxxxx Cherry

Hump Day, Again!?
The weeks just keep going faster and faster. How can it be Wednesday again, already, lol?? I have one client this morning. Then I'm back to pick up Dakota from early dismissal at school at Noon. THE DAY has finally arrived - The Day of the Dreading!! OOOOOOOooooooooh, I like that, lol! Sounds like a SciFi Movie of the Week, lmao! Yeah, Kota gets his dreadlocks today. I will try to take pics of this procedure and the final results! I need to take pics of the guys anyway, since I talk about them so much. Must see who I'm talking about!! Not to mention that effing Salute is hanging over my head! Hey, that sounds like an idea, lol!! Got to get that stupid thing done so I can level up. I'm tired of seeing 99.99% on my point graph, lmao!! It's almost Guy Transport time, so I'd better end this. Strange dreams last night! Wonder what they meant, afraid to ask, lol!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings and more love, all over the map, lol!

Cest La Vie
Cest La Vie, Have your leaves all turned to brown Will you scatter them around for me... Cest la Vie In the night, Do you light a lovers fire Do the ashes of desire ....remain Like a song, Out of tune and out of time Are there no words to rhyme for you Cest la vie Do you love, But than how am i to know If you wont let your love show for me Cest la Vie Do you Live, do you love from day to day Is there anything i can say for you cest la vie Like the sea There's a love to deep to show Took a storm before my love Flowed for you C'est la vie Who knows... Who cares....for me... Cest la Vie

When I Look Into Your Face
When i look into your face all i can see is the man i love. when i look into your face i see the man i feel so deeply inlove with. when i look at your face i cant help but cry. I am here you are there. why does life have to be so complicated. why cant you be with the person you love if they love you.

What Happened?
What happened??? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable T

Memoirs Of Death
God is the blood of life. I sleep in blood without security I am hungry and desire no one at all. Death is hell and i do not desire love. If love is to be desired than is it a desire that I wish to be loved. If not than when might I ask do I wish to desire love. What does the future hold and is there even real love. I cannot speak nor do I dare to express daily how I sincerely feel. For those that take of my words are those that have some need. Though there is no importance in my words. I will not desire anything that will expire and allow me to feel afire. I cannot trespass on that which not meant laid. My hands stained by love in the past.I have meaning but there is none, is there purpose. For what purpose do I have to breath.... I cannot wash the blood of the past from hands. Dare I not forget the lessons of yesterday. To seek the knowledge of tomorrow. Lest my mind be filled with sorrow. I cannot bear the pain or sorrow of my heart. There is no real love for me. L

Friends?
Friends? You looked at me through gazing eyes, you mumbled off a ton of lies. You just wanted to get laid, if sex was the life you got it made. You didn’t need me for love of life, you stabbed me with a burning knife. You let me parade around, you went a while without making a sound. You knew that you could make me melt, you waited until I confessed. You said to stop and take a rest. Later you told me not to try, I wouldn’t let you hear me cry. I told you that I would go, I still care but you wouldn’t know. I gave up I don’t want to care, yet the feelings still linger in the air. You haven’t yet responded to my letter, if you would, I would feel better. I’m not waiting for your word, I’ll just live with the unheard. I just want to say goodbye, so I will say it but will not cry. I said that I wished that we could talk, I don’t want to turn and walk. Soon I thought I shouldn’t dare, tell you that I do not care. But it’s said and it’s all done, we could hang out and have some fun. Plea

Hatters And Down Raters
ALRIGHT THIS IS TO THOSE WHO THINK THERE BIG N BAD DOWN RATING PPLS PROFILES AND PICTURES WELL IF YA GOT THE BALLS TO DOWN RATE THEN HAVE THE BALLS TO CONFESS DON'T BE A DAMN WUSS AND HIDE BEHIND YOUR COMPUTER STEP UP AND TAKE THE HEAT IF YOU THINK THAT DOING THAT IS FUN WELL PAL YA GOT ISSUES IT'S IGNORENT AND JUST RUDE. I'M ONE OF THE NICEST GUYS YOU CAN MEET I GOT A GREAT PERSONALITY BUT JUST BECAUSE I'M NICE DON'T MEAN YA CAN DOWN RATE ME AND I WON'T BITE BACK IF YA THINK THAT YA GOT ANOTHER THING COMMING. TREAT OTHERES HOW YOU WANT TO BE TREATED IF YA TREAT THEM LIKE DIRT EXPECT THE SAME TREATMENT CUZ NO ONE IS GONNA LET YOU WALK ALL OVER THEM. IF YOU RESPECT AND TREAT OTHERS NICELY YA JUST MIGHT GET A FEW FRIENDS BUT IF YA TREAT EM LIKE TRASH YOUR GONNA GET NOTHING I PROMISE YOU THAT. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME THEN LEAVE MY DAMN PAGE DON'T BE A PRICK AND DOWN RATE ME CUZ I WON'T TOLERATE ANY CRAP ON MY PAGE.

So Lost And Still Alone In The World
WELL EVERYONE~ I WISH I DID NOT HAVE SO MUCH DECISION TO MAKE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW BUT I DO. I HAVE TO DECIDE TO LET MY MAN GO AND LIVE HIS LIFE BUT OH I CAN'T TELL YOU WHY OF COURSE BUT THAT IS ONE THE OTHER IS IF I SHOULD TAKE MY OLDEST DAUGHTER BACK TO HOME TO OUR ORIGINAL HOME. THE THIRD IS IF I SHOULD JUST STAY AND STICK IT OUT MAN I DIDN'T THINK THAT LIVING IN A CITY WOULD BE SUCH A HASSLE FOR ME

Wanna! (conclude)
I slide back down for one more taste For all the juices I will not waste. I tell her its time that she can touch And this is the moment she wants so much Lift both her legs up and pull on her hips Ready to taste those soft pink lips Shes holding my head and pulling my hair Im eating her right shes starting to swear Hips start to move up,down and side to side Im sticking my tounge way deep down inside She begins to shake and her legs sqeeze so tight I making her cum and this will last all night I said im not gonna finish til she is done Moving back to her kiss so she can taste her cum We begin to make love, our bodies start to sweat She hits her climax once then twice, not done yet

Fucking Asshole Horoscopes :-(
Dear Jen, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, March 30: Just because your whole world has suddenly turned to crap doesn't mean that you should be discouraged. The truth is, it's always been crap, but for some reason you're noticing it for the first time just now.

How To Make A State Trooper Cry...
Want to see a State Trooper Cry- or drop to his knees,bawl like a baby, and slam his fist into the side of his patrol car? it's easy enough to do. And it happend more frequently then you think. Just load yourself up with "holiday Cheer" and a few beers and some mixed drinks, and drive your family home. Refuse to listen when your wife suggests that maybe she should drive. Assert yourself, be guided by your male ego,Say, "awe,heck, i can drive better with a few beers under my belt then you can stone sober." Show her who's boss in your family! Twenty minutes later, Your standing in darkness on the side of a highway, with broken glass and spilled gasoline at your feet. Your wife is screaming, pinned beneath jagged edges of steel, your 3 year old daughter is silent, your six year old son is sprewled face down in the mud some thirty feet away. The State Trooper arrives and smeels the alcohol on your breath as you stumble and try to explain how it happened. He is not very gen

Appointment Today
Had a long day. I had an appointment with one of my new doctors. I am also being refered to several other departments for different medical problems. I go back in 2 weeks and I'll have to ask my neurologist if he/she could refer me to yet another department for learning disability testing because I need medical documention for the college I'm looking to transfer too. Other than that, not much else went on today.

;-))
A psychiatrist visited a California mental institution and asked a patient, "How did you get here? What was the nature of your illness?" He got the following reply. "Well, it all started when I got married and I guess I should never have done it. I married a widow with a grown daughter who then became my stepdaughter. My dad came to visit us, fell in love with my lovely stepdaughter, then married her. And so my stepdaughter was now my stepmother. Soon, my wife had a son who was, of course, my daddy's brother-in-law since he is the half-brother of my stepdaughter, who is now, of course, my daddy's wife. So, as I told you, when my stepdaughter married my daddy, she was at once my stepmother! Now, since my new son is brother to my stepmother, he also became my uncle. As you know, my wife is my step-grandmother since she is my stepmother's mother. Don't forget that my stepmother is my stepdaughter. Remember, too, that I am my wife's grandson. But hold on just a few minutes more

My Letter
my letter This is my letter to you We started following a certain description. We started simple and fair once again Before there wasn't any need for an answer Things were much different then But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a man for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn Engulf myself into a permanent mystery. No one day just as the next. not for me It's so confusing when I look at my history. I just can't handle that yet. No But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me

Whats Up
whats up everyone....just wanna thank the people who have shown me love an helped me in ways.....VERY VERY SPECIAL thanks to muh wonderful wife kirstie *iloveallen* culver i love u babi..... i thank her for everythin she has done for me in rl an on here on CT an 2 more special thanks to gothic rose an warlock her hubby....yall r 2 awesome friends....

Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results
Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results Sir Francis Galton, the cousin of Charles Darwin, first popularized the notion of measurable intelligence in the late 1800s. Charles Spearman later discovered that all mental abilities tend to correlate together when statistically analyzed. He called this G. Modern researchers tend to agree that there are two kinds of intelligence, crystallized intelligence (learned knowledge) and fluid intelligence (abstract processing ability). Most non-verbal intelligence tests measure the latter. Some research suggests that fluid intelligence may correlate best to G. Your overall percentile is 67% which means you scored higher than 67% of the people who have taken this test. The internet population tends to be more intelligent so your percentile might be higher if the test taking sample was perfectly random. Keep in mind, taking this test more than once will render your percentile score inaccurate because the percentile score assumes these quest

School Update
Well, I've just finished with Written Communications and Cultural Diversity. The Diversity class, I didn't like. It seemed to spend more time discussing problems with racism in the past rather than focusing on how to rid the world of it in the future. I think we should have spent more time learning about the positive aspects of the different cultures, so we can be more familiar with them. The more we understand of a strange and different culture, the better we can relate to the people of that culture. Does that make sense? Me, I don't have a prejudice bone in my body. I teach my kids to see people as individuals, not what they see on the outside. And racist comments are not to be heard from my children or anyone else in my home. So, the class kinda made me mad! Now, I'm off to Religions of the World and Physical Geology!! With the classes I'm taking, would you ever guess that I'm a business major? Later... UPDATE: Wow! I've finished my associates program and begun my

Us Needs To Get Out
10 Reasons Why the U.S. Must Leave Iraq 1. The human cost of war is unacceptable. The U.S. decision to invade and occupy Iraq comes with a horrific price tag: deaths of an estimated 100,000 Iraqis and more than 2,345 occupation troops, including 2,140 U.S. military personnel. The numbers rise daily. Hundreds of thousands have been physically wounded or traumatized by chronic violence and insecurity. This path will not lead to victory. There are no winners, and there is no military solution. In spite of this, the U.S. continues to embrace military rather than diplomatic approaches. An immediate end to hostilities is essential to stem the carnage and loss of human life. 2. The U.S. occupation is a catalyst for violence. The longer the U.S. occupation continues, the more Iraqis will join the resistance, which primarily opposes the foreign presence. Conservative estimates say the number of resistance fighters in Iraq increased from 5,000 in November 2003 to 20,000 i

Check This Out
tis is a poem called destroyed that i wrote you have torn out my heart and tossed it around ripped it to shreads and thrown it on the ground as i lie in pieces crying away my soul my body sits there lifeless lying in a hole i feel nothing its as if im dead my body is alive but theres nothing in my head love is an illusion for it does not exist my hearts been destroyed with an iron fist your heart is cold and cruel to you its all a game but i know one thing i will never be the same i wrote this poem after my fiance left me

Everyone Has At Least One Person On Here Who Would Love To Kiss Them! Repost This To Find Out Who Would Want To Kiss You!!!
Everyone has at least one person on here who would LOVE to kiss them! Repost this to find out who would want to kiss you!!! 1-Tongue 2-Lips 3-French 4-Make-Out 5-Ooops, there went the clothes 6-cheek If u wanna kiss me.. reply to my inbox and use one of the above numbers

Active Hurricane Season Predicted
Active hurricane season predicted Tuesday, April 3, 2007 E-mail this story | Print -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An active hurricane season has been predicted. The 2007 Atlantic hurricane season should be very active, with 17 named storms, a top storm forecaster said Tuesday. Those named storms are expected to include five intense or major hurricanes, according to forecaster William Gray's team at Colorado State University. The team's forecasts are based on global oceanic and atmospheric conditions. More Information Hurricane Resources Last year, Gray's forecast, as well as government forecasts, was higher than what the Atlantic hurricane season produced. Gray's team said the reason was a early El Niño that altered oceanic conditions. There were 10 named Atlantic storms and five hurricanes, two of them major, in 2006. That was considered a near normal season. None of those hurricanes hit the U.S. Atlanti

At The Sperm Bank
A masked man goes into a sperm bank, points a gun at the woman behind the counter, and says, "Open the safe." She says, "This isn't a real bank, it's a sperm bank." He says, "Open the safe or I'll shoot." She opens the safe, and he says, "Now take one of the bottles and drink it." After she opens the bottle and drinks it, he takes off his mask and the woman realizes the robber is her husband. He says, "Now you see? It's not so difficult, is it?"

Its Been Forever
well its been forever and a day since i have posted on this so here goes. well i now have an adorable cute puppy named ciara and shes the sweetest baby around.i had a job but ive lost it cuz they closed their doors so im back to looking for a damn job. ugh i hate this!!!!well im done for now.

Im Leaven Cherrytap
I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS BUT I DON'T NEED TO BE INSULTED AND CALLED NAMES FROM FUCKEN PEOPLE THAT DON'T EVEN KNOW ME I WAS ONLY ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS NOT TO BE CALLED INSULTING NAMES SO THANK YOU AGAIN TO THOSES HOW DID WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME

Have You Ever Wondered?
Have you ever wondered... ...Why New Jersey is really the only place in America you can drop the "new" from and people still know what you're talking about? Nobody goes to York, or to Hampshire. They of course are real places, in England, but nobody ever assumes that you are hopping a plane to the U.K. if you say you're headed to "Jersey" for a few days. And now New Mexico, I can understand. I mean, it IS sort of in the same cardinal direction from almost anywhere in the word as the "old" one. And apparently the culture of one is significantly influenced by the culture of the other. In that respect, they are easy enough to get confused without the fact that one is the name sake for the other as well. ...If animals have menopause? The question came to mind the other night while overdosed on caffeine and unable to sleep. I was pondering the meaning of life, and It just hit me. My path of thinking was one of the mechanics of life. We are born, we breed, we die. Do we serve an unknow

Pissed Off!!!!!
PISSED OFF!!!!! Have you ever been so pissed off at a person that you cared about that you thought cared about you? What do you do when that happens? I am at a fucking loss!!!!!! Some one that I care about that told me that she would never be able to be with a man or in a serious relationship sent me an email after not hearing from her in FOREVER saying that we should be just fucking happy for her because she got married last week to someone that she once told me she thought was a fucking homosexual.... WHAT THE FUCK?????? are you telling me that a gay guy is better for you than I could have been? Not only are you a LIAR but you are such a wench!!! I was there for you through all the bad things and this is how I get treated? You should have just not told me .... just kept me in the dark not contacted me... whatever!! I hope you are happy... Even tho I am so mad I cant wish bad things toward you. I give up. I am not going to let my heart out again!!! EVER AGAIN!!!! Fuck I am stupid!

Easter
The annual festival commemorating the resurrection of Jesus Christ, and the principal feast of the Christian year. It is celebrated on a Sunday on varying dates between March 22 and April 25 and is therefore called a movable feast. The dates of several other ecclesiastical festivals, extending over a period between Septuagesima Sunday (the ninth Sunday before Easter) and the first Sunday of Advent, are fixed in relation to the date of Easter. Connected with the observance of Easter are the 40-day penitential season of Lent, beginning on Ash Wednesday and concluding at midnight on Holy Saturday, the day before Easter Sunday; Holy Week, commencing on Palm Sunday, including Good Friday, the day of the crucifixion, and terminating with Holy Saturday; and the Octave of Easter, extending from Easter Sunday through the following Sunday. During the Octave of Easter in early Christian times, the newly baptized wore white garments, white being the liturgical color of Easter and signifying lig

Wicca
What Is Wicca Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. To be a Witch is to be a

~for U~
Just when you start to give up... Something or someone completely amazing comes along.... And changes everything.... For so long i have felt a bit lost.... A bit sad... Although, you would never know.... I tend to hide it well... But wow!!! There are actually people out there... That are amazing.... That dont judge you.... That can even love you... Just the way you are!!! Though my faith in people hasnt been the best lately..... I want you to know, things are certainly looking up!!! And to the one who has restored my faith~ You are so amazing~Kisses~Hugs~And all my love~ ~Patrice~

My Daughter
Ariana who turns 11 on easter, should i choose another day to celebrate her bday, it being easter its not really her day. i never ran into this problem before lol. i got her a cake and presents.mmm i dont know, maybe ill let her rent a movie or game and next weekend have her friends over, even tho shes on spring break i still have to work hehehe maybe ill let her stay up later and bug her sister for the night. lol im just rambling now , anyways thanks for reading and if you have any ideas let me know!!!

What Does Your Name Mean
What Christopher Means C is for Captivating H is for Helpful R is for Refined I is for Intelligent S is for Spectacular T is for Twisted O is for Openhearted P is for Placid H is for Hilarious E is for Exuberant R is for Radiant What Does Your Name Mean?

Untitled For Now
I KNOW YOU CARE BUT IS THIS I ASK OF YOU A DARE YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT DO I REALLY CARE YOU KNOW I CARE BUT IS THIS YOU ASK OF ME REALLY A DARE YOU SAY I'M THE WORLD BUT TO THE WORLD I'M JUST ME YOU SAY I'M EVERYTHING BUT IS EVERYTHING WHAT YOU REALLY WANT IN ME I SAY I LOVE YOU BUT DO YOU HEAR WHAT I MEAN YOU SAY YOU LISTEN BUT DO YOU HEAR ME CRY OUT TO YOU OR WERE YOU JUST TO BUSY TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU YOU HOLD THE KEY SO BE GENTLE TO THEE MY HEART IS AS FRAGILE AS CAN BE SO PLEASE TAKE CARE OF ME!

Poem 9 - The Darkness Within
The Darkness Within - There's a darkness within to which only some can see, A look in my eye's opens a gate to who I really am. Hiding what's inside has become all too easy, I'm seen as naturally a good person, But there is where they go wrong. The darkness feeds off of everything I hold inside, With the state i am in now, I can't let my feelings out. I'm an atrophy in myself which can never be cured, The darkness seeps in my veins, Making me what I am destined to be. Those that can see through me know how dangerous I am, I feel sympathy for them for they now know my madness. The secret that's held can make them go insane, Telling of it brings a fate that I cannot even say. The majority that can't see can go on with their lives, Living the life so many work to accomplish. What i know will nevercome to surface, Gradually I change so that no one will ever notice. Like a frog in a pot of water, It doesn't notice it getting it hot, It doesn't notice the chang

Naughty
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act?

Exposed
Writing letters I never intend to send. Picking up the pieces... to a lost sense of self worth. Why should I? When they say I could go on. Feel so empty... crying out as loud as I can, in the only language I understand. And no one reaches me. Can't you tell how much I want you? Can't you tell... how often I think about you? I think you know. And that's what makes you all the more irresistable. The crooked blade of your tongue twisting in my heart. And I love every minute of it. Good god girl, you own me so completely. And you revel in every moment. My question is... are you my salvation? Aren't you the least bit intrigued by my advances? Just how much time are we wasting playing coy... When we could be enjoying so much more. My impudent little corruption. I love you because you destroy me. Like a tongue tickling my lobes... as red hot iron slips into my skin. I'd like it if at some point I could get my heart back. Retrieve it from that

04-09-2007
Do you every wish that the thoughts in your head would slow down so that you could sort them all out? Saturday I threw a birthday party for my wife. Over the last few weeks, there has been alot of tensio between us, and she didnt want a party, but I ignored her and threw one anyone. I've noticed that we've discovered new ways to avoid each other, and to be honest, thats fine with me. I can only stand so many snippy comments, and condencending tones. I am a non confrontational type, so its like a ballet around our house. But lots of people showed up, we grilled hot dogs and hamburgers, people brought dishes to pass, and it was a pretty good time. Her birthday fell on a week where all our friends had their kids, and they're all in the age group of 3-9, so that was a little shock to our systems. It is well known amongst our friends that I'm not a big fan of children, but they were all wonderful. But I do admit, I think the dogs and cats were relieved to see them all go. It wip

He Whispers
He whispers in my ear, his thoughts l hear, l wish so much, that he was near. His thoughts comes thru, so crystal clear for I am his, my love adheres. He is the one, my heart desires It's his love that I acquire. Does he know the love I feel or should my emotions, I conceal.

Check It Out
Hay guys and gals check these 2 blogs out and rate them and tell me what u all think. 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I nee

What I Thought....
AIGHT, SO I'M BACK FOR NOW. BROKEN, GOING BROKE, AND WANTING TO BREAK STUFF. SINCE I BEEN GONE THOUGH, BEEN ABOUT 3 WEEKS NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED, AND IF YOU HAVEN'T YOUR THE FUCKS THAT ARE THE SUBJECT OF THIS BLOG. SO YEAH, I RANT AND RAVE ALOT, ABOUT SUBJECTS RANGING FROM ASSHOLES TO JUST RANDOM BULLSHIT PISSING ME OFF AT THE MOMENT. I HOST A CONTEST I GET A SHIT LOAD OF COMMENTS AND HATE MAILS FROM PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW, YET I TELL MY FRIENDS AND 6 OF YOU ACTUALLY SEEM TO GIVE A FUCK. IF YOUR ONE OF THE 6 YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. NOT NAMING NAMES IN THIS ONE. FUCK THOUGH, I COMMENT PICS, I REPOST THE BLOGS, I VOTWE IN THE CONTESTS, LISTEN TO THE STASH'S, HANG OUT IN THE LOUNGES, GET YOUR BACK IN A FIGHT, PIMP LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER, EVEN THOUGH MY SHIT NEVER GETS READ BUT NO MATTER WHAT I STILL ONLY HAVE THE 6 ACTUALLY GIVING A FUCK. PISSES ME OFF SOMETHING FIERCE. MAYBE IT'S THE PAIN MEDS, THE UNGODLY AMOUNT OF BOOZE, THE FACT THAT I HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANY IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS, OR MAY

My Friends!
I have met so many people here and consider some of you close friends and one my best friend!! I miss you all and worry about you all daily! LOL I know I know you shouldnt worry about everything all the time... cant help it .. its in my nature! I worry about everyone! Thats why I try and contact each and everyone of you atleast everyday to every other day!! In my mind and heart my friends are considered my family!!! I love you all very dearly and cant imagine not having you all in my life! Kim, you are my best friend! WE are just alike... I love you like you are my own sister! hehehehe give james a hard time for me!!! James, you are my sons father and I am glad we are able to be great friends! I hope we remain friends forever! Big Daddy, you wild crazy man you make me smile and give me thoughts to ponder! I hope to remain friends for a very very long time! Lisa, My sweet newest friend... we have alot in common! You have given me new hope about my newest scare.... I know if I

Death
MOMMA TAKE THIS BADGE FROM ME I CAN'T USE IT ANYMORE,IT'S GETTIN DARK TO DARK TO SEE,FEELS LIKE I'M KNOCKIN ON HEAVENS DOOR.MOMMA PUT MY GUNS IN THE GROUND I CAN'T SHOOT THEM ANYMORE THAT COLD BLACK CLOUD IS COMIN DOWN FEELS LIKE I'M KNOCKIN ON HEAVENS DOOR

Things To Note In Life...
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream

Apology
ya know a while back ago i said some really nasty things to someone on here and i feel like the BIGGEST pos for doin so!!! but since all of that i have since learnt its better to stfu when ya mad at someone so ya dont say things that ya really dont mean when ya angry.....So theres no need in sayin his name here cause he knows who he is and no matter what bonehead ya will always be one of my best friends love ya brat!!!!! he knows he can come to me whenever he needs to and knows that ill always be here for him no matter how much he wants to hate me lol!!! I have learnt as well not to say shit that ya may in the furture REALLY regret so in closing on this ya know who ya are and i love ya as my friend!!!!

If I Was Your Boyfriend
How many times a day would you hug me? > > > 2.) Would you let me hold you? > > > 3.) Would u come with me to places? > > > 4.) Would you love me? > > > 6.) Would you lie to me? > > > 7.) If I was sick what would you do? > > > 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? > > > 10.) Want to have a future with me? > > > 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? > > > 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? > > > 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? > > > 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? > > > 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? > > > 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? > > > 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? > > > 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? > > > 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? > > > 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? > > > 21.) How do you feel about me? > > > 2

If I Tell You
If I’ve said I love you a thousand times, It could never be enough. My life is now more complete, Then I had ever hoped for. With you as my friend, This world no longer holds any fears. With you by my side, Any dream would pale in the light. Your shining eyes, that beautiful smile, Brings more joy and peace than I have ever known. The feel of you wrapped safe in my arms, Oh how I have loved those times, more than you can ever know. If I tell you I love you a million times, It would be a million times too few. For this love that I feel for you, Can never be more than any man has felt before. I wish you could know my heart, the way you make me feel, Just by being you, thank you for all that you have done. by INXS421 04/07/07

Needy Evie
L.E. Host:Debra WILSON Needy Evie (Voice) - Debra Wilson Announcer (Voice Only) - Nicole Sullivan Lowered Expectations L.E. Host: Are you having trouble finding your ideal mate? How about any mate? Do you fear you’ll be the last man or woman on earth still not getting any? Are you using roofies to score? And you still hope to land that prince or princess of your dreams? Well wake up Sleeping Ugly! Because your only hope is Lowered Expectations. Our video library allows you to choose from thousands of chronically rejected singles just as hard up and pathetic as you. So good luck, you’ll need it!" Announcer: Needy Evie #933 Needy Evie: I need someone who will love me and never leave me, is that you? Is it? ANSWER ME! STOP IGNORING ME! I'M TALKING TO YOU! I'm a little doll and I deserve to be loved! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!? Closer! COME CLOSER! Try and look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me I DARE YOU! So why haven't you called yet? I'M W

No Moon Fever
I stare up at the sky...looking for the moon and it's not there. I feel a sense of lonliness and abandonment. So much of my life has been so much like the moon. Phases that seem forever in the dark, as you anticipate the full moon. The brightness in the dark that lights the way. The friendly "star" that is always there in some shape. But not today. Moon come back for me.[I'm such a Lunatic..] Ha.

X Size
When you find Your faith tested You do one thing Ace the exam You have studied Your entire life Learning how To believe In miracles To understand What you cannot Comprehend Take the chance To avoid Regret Embrace this Opportunity Below the surface Resides your Substance There is only Abuse When it is Not In use

Can I Hear A Little Traveling Music?
Just so you all will know (at least those of you that notice! You know who you are...) I will be going "no-tech" for a week, off to the big evil city of Atlanta. At least I hope I find the evil part... WTF, I am going on family business and it will likely be about as much fun as pulling my eyelids up over the top of my head. But I must go, so go I will. No computers, so I will be MIA. Please leave a message for me if anything cool happens I might want to know about. Or just carry on and I will be back next weekend if things go as planned. Everyone have a great week, if I find spring, I will try to send it on back to everyone. Peace and love! Slick

What Have I? Iv
I dissapear. Like some unwanted. I was never here. I remember how I used to feel. What I could accomplish. The sky's the limit... till they limited the sky. Forever blue was never... never was never. And I'm not here. I never was. Just like you. We're here in nowhere. I feel it in your heart. Because its mine too. I've known it forever. Quiet... like time ticking on a watch in a dark room. Like grass whispering in my ear. The rolling hills of forever. Never. Nowhere. That's where we first met. In the timeless paradox of my nothing. Will you always be here... waiting for me to open my eyes. Will I ever? Will I ever wake from this dream they call real. Finally laying eyes on your quieting smile. Will it finally silence my chaos, when my fingers intertwine with yours... When I finally know you...outside of my nowhere. When I wake... when I dream... promise to be there. And we will have never forever. Everything in nothing. So long as we have

Bored
I am thinking about taking my CT page down and just hitting the road again to Lord knows where. Maybe I ride all the way up to Nova Scotia and see the other side of the Ocean; who knows maybe I’ll make a few friends along the way. Ride around the Great Lakes and freeze my butt off, again…lol Hell, I am so bored and must have something to do.

Fuck Im Bored
WORK IS WORK AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS SHIT,,IM SURPRISED THAT MY MILK HASNT GONE SOUR, THATS BECAUSE IM NEVER HOME I WORK TO MUCH AND I MISS OUT ON EVERYTHING! IM JUST COMPLAINING , IM OVERTIRED AND ITS FREEZING IN MY APARTMENT, GOING HOME SOON TO COOK AND CLEAN. MY APARTMENT IS A PIGGIE MESS...LOL

Wind N' Stuff
Woke up this morning to crash, boom, bang. Wind gusts up to 60mph. Health bitch spent the night, so she and I have worked this morning running up and down the beach picking up debris - some of ours, and some, well lets just say - salvage. She's also helping me get some clothes washed, as I leave again back to the district on Wednesday. She wants to come along, and since super bitch has me on the persona non grata list, I may just take health bitch with me. She's livin' off daddy's money, but working part time at a library in the village - sits around all day reading health food books. Getting time off is no problem. Anyway, we'll drive up the scenic route, along the coast, there's a couple really interesting out-of-the way places, one of which has some off season rates on cabins. I told her it would be like "rough'n" it - she thought that was cool, she likes it a little rough now and then. She's getting a little close...again...may have to run her off after this trip. Commen

Birds And The Bees Haha
ok so i have been "talking" to this guy...and we went on a few dates..hes really nice and not my type lmao...well ive ignored him all weekend and i talk to him today and he thinks im his girlfriend or something...crazy right? but i dont wanna be mean and say you annoy me go away what the hell? i have told him many times that i am unsure of what i want because ive been fuked over too many times..oh lord here we go again

Why Do You Lie?
So many people do it. But why? Sugar coating the truth, or lying outright. What is the point to it? Sure you think you're saving someones feelings, but in reality you aren't. What you're really doing is hurting them more, because now not only is the original thing going to hurt them, but its going to get bigger. The fact that they now can't trust you because you just betrayed their belief in you is going to cut pretty deep too.What is it about people now days that makes them so unwilling to deal with reality? A million times a day we ask people, even strangers, "how are you?" without even caring for the answer. And a million times a day, we suck up our real feelings and answer back "Good" or "ok" or what not...but why? What would actually happen if you told the truth? Would that be so bad? Perhaps then people who really actually gave a shit would be the only ones asking how you are. Perhaps if we didn't sugar coat things or hide things from those we know and care about, we mig

In Your Arms
IN YOUR ARMS Your arms are more than a dream More than and Angels whisper More than a sanctuary worship They are the strength To hold me high When my legs grow tired, They are my security To hold me close When the world grows cold, They are my inspiration That soothes the pain And lets my soul weave magic. They are the door way to your heart That holds my dreams With tender passion, They are my riches, A completness Neither gold nor diamonds can replace Your arms are the place of our desires Of imagination and contentment My womaness, a fantasy land of your pleasure

Me
Name: Ken -Sex: Male -Shoe size: 12 -Height: 5’10” -Innie or Outie: Innie -What are you wearing right now? Shorts and Tee Shirt -Righty or lefty: righty -Can you make a dollar in change right now: Yes -Who is your closest friend: not sure at this time -Best place to go for a date: Ball Room Dancing ----------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES -Kind of pants: Dress Pants -Number: 24 -Animal: Greyhounds -Drink: Pop, I need to change that -Alcohol: Guiness -Sport: All Of Them :) -Month: Not Really Sure -Juice: orange -Favorite Cartoon? Sponge Bob ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Have You Ever... -Given anyone a bath: kids -Gone skinny dipping? nope -Eaten a dog? No can’t say that I have -Put your tongue on a frozen pole? Yes it was awesome -Loved someone so much it made you cry? I have -Broken a bone: Yes -Played truth or dare: of course -Been in a physical fight: I hate fighting

Poem
I BE A SET OF TEETH GRINDING IN YOUR EAR KEEPING YOUR AZZ UP AT NIGHT TIME SNORING I BE THAT LAWN MOWER CUTTING THE GRASS WAKING UP AZZ UP EARLY IN THE MORNING I BE THAT OHH WEE WORKING YOUR NERVES TWO SNAPS TO YO NECK FU*KING UP YOUR WORLD I BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE I BE THAT ATTITUDE OF A BLACK GIRL I BE THAT CAR DRIVING TO SLOW IN THE LEFT LANE ON THE HIGHWAY I BE THAT CHILD SUPPORT PLACING YOUR CHECK EVERY TWO WEEKS ON PAY DAY FRIDAY I BE THAT OHH WEE WORKING YOUR NERVES TWO SNAPS TO YOUR NECK FU*KING UP YOUR WORLD I BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE I BE THAT ATTITUDE OF A BLACK GIRL I BE THAT PERSON AT BURGER KING TAKING TO LONG TO PLACE AN ORDER I BE THAT OUT OF ORDER COKE MACHINE TAKING TO LONG TO DISPENSE YOUR QUARTER I BE THAT OHH WEE WORKING YOUR NERVES TWO SNAPS TO YOUR NECK FU*KING UP YOUR WORLD I BE THAT ATTITUDE OF A BLACK GIRL I BE THAT BILL COLLECTOR CALLING YOUR HOUSE 27 TIMES IN AN HOUR I BE THAT ERUPT HOT TO COLD WATER FREEZING YOUR AZZ OFF WHILE TAKING A SHOWER I

My Sexual Iq Is 153 Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hmm Does Heaven Have A Place For My Mom
hello everyone i just wanted to know how to deal with a family member whos got cancer u see the problem is my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2002 she went into remission after having it removed but then last week she told me she didnt have long to live maybe a year at most she has it back and its spreading this scares me becuase i dont know how to live if i dont have my mom she's everything to me and im really scared she wont be there for my wedding or birth of my second child or the rest of my accomlishments i cant image my life with out my mom and i guess i wonder everday is it gonna be me next or who cancer has taken so many of my friends and family over the years even though im only 27 i have been to hell and back and those who know me personally know that and couldnt have done it with out my mom and her strength and dont know how to do it without her i guess all i can do is pray for today and hope my mom wins again im her biggest fan muahs to all Trin,

I Love My Job
How many people really say that about their jobs? I'm determined to work in something I enjoy doing. Kaleb absolutely made my day yesterday. As it was his first day back at school in 12 days, I got out the trampoline for him (he loves to jump). He had this huge grin on his face, and he was laughing and actually looking right at me...it was great, the best feeling ever to know you've made someone happy. Today wasn't bad either. The fire alarm went off, and the fire department came to the school. Kaleb didn't freak out; instead he had quite an unexpected reaction. He buried his face into my stomach, so I crouched and held him for a bit while he watched the firemen over my shoulder. The only rough spot was when the bus was late picking Kaleb up; I think I might form some bruises. Not everyone can say they got beat up by a five-year old, lol. I'm finally learning to use my "teacher voice." Although I feel bad because one of the kids got upset and thought I was mad when I just didn't wa

Va Tech Prayer List Please Read!!
Please Read PLZ SIGN THIS PRAYER LIST FOR KIDS AT VT > VA Tech > Everybody needs to say a prayer for the students and loved ones of Virginia Tech. If people can find the time to fill out silly surveys then they can be a part of a prayer list! > COPY AND REPOST! > > > 1.Jerri J. > 2. VTS > 3. Lisavf > 4.Tiffany > 5. Sharon > 6. Brittaney > 7. SaDeE c. > 8. Holly M. > 9. Justyn Davis > 10.samantha > 11.taylor. > 12. leann a. > 13.Shelby G > 14.Ashley H > 15.Miranda > 16.DARREN B. > 17.Laura D > 18. Marilla L. > 19. Jaylynn C > 20.Karista P. > 21.Kimber G > 22.Kelsey R. > 23. Lisette L. > 24. Amandaa R. > 25. Becky. > 26.Ileana Moreno 27. Ian aikman > 28. christina .m > 29.Jared.G > 30.Alyssa C > 31.PAUL O. > 32.Jason D. > 33.analise S. > 34.JENNA FORBES:] > 35.Emmmmma > 36. MONWELL > 37. jessicaaa > 38.Elisha > 39.Dana > 40.Benjamin > 41.Alicia > 42. DJ > 43. Sue > 44. Sexy_Tex > 45. Annie > 46. Melanie T. > 47. Stephen Y. > 48. Liz

Announcement- Hellyeah Spring Headline Tour Dates!!! Updated
HELLYEAH, the new band featuring former PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott alongside members of MUDVAYNE and NOTHINGFACE, has parted ways with bassist Jerry Montano (NOTHINGFACE, DANZIG). His replacement will be announced shortly. In other news, HELLYEAH will launch the "Fire It Up" tour on May 20 in Baltimore before heading over to Australia and making its way to England for an appearance at this year's Download festival. "Fire It Up" tour dates: May 20 - Baltimore, MD @ Rams Head Live May 22 - Louisville, KY @ Expo 5 May 23 - Peoria, IL @ East Peoria Convention Center May 25 - Cleveland, OH @ House of Blues May 26 - Grand Rapids, MI @ Orbit Room May 27 - Madison, WI @ Barrymore Theater May 29 - Denver, CO @ Fillmore Auditorium May 30 - Omaha, NE @ Sokel Auditorium Jun. 01 - Wichita, KS @ Cotillion Jun. 02 - Tulsa, OK @ Cains Ballroom Jun. 03 - Lubbock, TX @ Southbeach Jun. 05 - Corpus Christi, TX @ Pavilion All tickets go on sale this Saturday, April

Hey Check It Out
. Anal or oral? both 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? neither. food and sex is a no go for me 3. Ice or feathers? Ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? I've done it all 5. Movie porn or live porn? Live 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxers 7. Love making or hard fucking? hard fucking 8. Do you shave ? no 9. Spit or swallow? on a girl I swallow her. 10. Do you masturbate ? Is the pope catholic? 11. Whats your turn on ? Curvy girls 12. Whats your favorite position ? doggie 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? no 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) depends on how turned on I am 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? yes 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? yes 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? a few on my ct friends list ;) 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have

Men
My wing are made of feathers each a memory of the past a smile or tear in a day dream with a man that didn't last there's many different men I've met them all it seems If not inside a honky-tonk then somewhere in my dreams they sayou're something special just to take you down they might try to win your heart and buy a wedding gown from one extreme to the other from sixteen to six-two in one way or another they're all said' I love you some are bad and some good I like the ones that play In fact there is a special man tha helped me face the day

Hate
No this is not really a poem , more like a collection of feelings thrown out in words. ----- I hate you I hate you god how I fucking hate you Im not playing your fool ,Im not going to care Im tired of this game ,so guess what... were through no more I loves no more I cares you can choke on that ego I DONT FUCKING CARE Id rather be hit , by a bullet gone stray then spend another minute listening to the shit that you say Im better then that , Im actually too good for you so dont even bother and please dear, dont try Im done with your lies Im done with your games not even if you changed your ways you made me a fool , more like a clown but somehow you always could turn me around But not this time , I hope you choke good luck and god bless goodbye and so long I hope you are proud , I hate you no doubt

A Daydream Remembered
I was sitting in my small condo on my bed wrapping gifts to send to my little brother and nephews. Startled, I hear a knock at the door. Beings I was sitting in my pajamas, a night shirt and shorts, I decide to grab my robe putting it on, on my way to the door. I peek through the peephole to find David standing on the other side. Opening the door I stood there in a bit of shock, “Hay, what are you doing here?” “Just thought I would stop by and see how you were doing. Is it too late?” He asked noticing me in my robe. “No, not at all. Come on in. I just had to get comfortable after my shower. I’ve only been home for a couple of hours from my second job.” “You have a second job?” He asks as he walks in and starts taking off his coat. “Yea, it helps me to save to get a bigger place.” He walks further in and notices the cutting mess on the bed. “Are you busy? I can come back later.” “No that’s ok; I was just finishing wrapping a few gifts for my nephews. I’ve got to ge

Another Poem
This was another poem from my archive, from back before my fella and I were together...the good thign is, he still makes me feel this way with every touch of his hands... Making love with you..... is like music for my soul.... the way you make me yours and have all of the control. Making love with you... is like fireworks in my brain.... the way my body responds to your touch and sets my skin ablaze..... Making love with you.... it is like opening the dam to a rushing river the way you make me come alive. Making love with you... is like the ocean washing over me, flooding my body so deep and so strong with a passion as undying as the tides. Making love with you... is beyond anything I have ever known... and everytime we make love... it feels so right....like I am home.

Violence In Society
I have been disgusted with TV shows and movies and the music scene lately. Obsession with death, vulgarity, and dark issues. All negative. This type of marketing by Hollywood and the networks only FUELS people that find this type of thing entertaining (since the media is pushing it as such), into violence. Also since the media companies (radio, TV Movie agencies) are driven by the almighty dollar, they will keep on promoting this type of negativity. Since people will buy it. A nasty loop has been created here. You can't even turn the TV channel without being bombarded with someone getting killed in some way, or any other "dark" shows. I grew up in the 1970s. Back then there was an even balance with the negative and the positive in ALL aspects of the media. I've stopped listening to the radio. VERY few new movies interest me. Society seems to look down on optimism and fun things. I wish I knew what went wrong, and how it can be fixed. I wish I had a way to talk to the "powers that be" t

4/20 Horoscope
Unconditional love is like a classic car: It never goes out of style. But you can fall out of practice. You have to train yourself to love people with a boundless sense of compassion. Why not practice it on yourself first?

Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, They smile when they want to scream. They laugh when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel Their hearts break when they lose a friend. yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. They bring joy, hope and love. HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. My friend this is to remind you how truly amazing you are send this to all the amazing women you know, to remind them how amazing they are.

Hmmm...i Never Even Thought To Put Up A Blog Here
That's, apparently, because I'm a bloody idiot. So, I finished tonight's show (if you've no idea what I'm talking about, go to: The Dark Side. That's my talk radio show. ) Anyway, I finished tonight's show about an hour and a half ago. Tough show to do, since I try to keep things a bit light, regardless of how pissed off I get over the state of things. It's kind of difficult to keep things light when you're talking about the cold-blooded murder of 32 people. So, if you're not familiar with The Dark Side, check it out. Hope you like it.

Blue October - Drilled A Wire Lyrics
*This is one of my FAVE songs... and the wording is so personal it's amazing!!!* "Drilled A Wire Through My Cheek" I try to stay on top of you To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grasp that I have found Moving every inch around me To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surrounding And protecting you from harm I use a wallet for your mouth So when you bite you will not bleed I drilled a wire through my cheek And let it down and out my sleeve And now you're pulling out the best of me Yeah which never ever comes This wires all thats left of me And its hooked within my gums Within my gums... So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it [Kirk screaming] So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it [Kirk screaming] Its proof to show that I bleed for this And I'd cut myself the shame To get to know this masochist Who has stolen my first name Pretending he's a teacher Holding all my weight at ease Yet the teacher seems to s

I Dream Of You
In Solitude, my heart is filled, With thoughts of you. embracing my womaness, like Angel wings, I see into your eyes wear your love with pride Nestle inside arms Knowing the world outside Can not reach us there Feeling the firmness of your body making my heart race The caress of your kiss warming on my face The mellowness of love Like an avalanche of purity Filling my soul to overflowing Bringing my spirit to wings Like a song of freedom Above the mediocracey of a life simply settled for. You discovered my treasures Changed longing to completness When by Gods hand of fate you flowed through my veins My soul has found it's mate

The Us Marine
US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wan

As I've Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

Why?
ok..........i dont get it.......y in the hell does a girl freak out if u just say hey to her on the net..........is this girl that fuckin shalow that she wants the whole world sit and listen to what she has to say and let the rest of the persons world go to hell or am i just supposed to ask her if she wants to cum over and fuck the first time we talk...................wtf do women want nowadays............good fuckin god.............

Something On My Mind
Yes I do have something on my mind but I'm not really sure what it is. Mymind kinda just seems blank right now so I figured maybe by some miracle if I started typing that it may come out. I mean its been a quiet and peaceful day. None of the craziness thats been going on...My boys have been either sitting here watching some funny videos on youtube with me or playing outside. Its like I feel lost at the moment in this open abyss and I just keep falling and falling and still nothing there. You may think by reading this that I'm upset or depressed about something. Well don't worry I'm not. I guess I just needed to type something to kickstart my mind again....lol....

Drivers License
I definately need to get my drivers license this summer. I really hate having to count on other people for transporatation anyways and it can be a real pain in the ass especially when i need to leave Lynchburg for someowhere else and the bus service sucks ass.

I'm Fucked!!
My husband went to court recently to see if he could do community service instead of paying the rest of the $$ and the judge had denied him when my husband thought he had granted it...so now we find out that he DOES have to pay the rest of the money and if we dont get it paid by the end of May he goes to jail!!! We are so fucked!

Oh So Confused... :s
Ok i am so new its not funny..well maybe a little haha..If there is anyone out there willing to be patient and teach me how in the hell to navigate this site i would greatly appreciate it haha..how do i get music on here and what not..i must say tagworld is much easier to use but this seems like alot more fun!!! please get ahold of me and i will be an excellent student hahaha cheers and thanks to you!! muah!

Just One Of The Guys
I guess it's true I'm always going to be just one of the guys Nothing else I was told I was warned Did I listen No I was tole that if I hang out with guys Act like them I wouuld just be one of the guys Would never be more to them I guess I'm just going ot be one of the guys It's to hard to change now Who I am just can't walk away so quickly Why can't they like me for who I am No because I am like them All I wanted was for them to like me It didn't turn out how I wanted They like me all right As one of the guys All I wanted was for someone to care Why can't I get that I guess I can't I'll always be one of the guys

In Todays Life
well here iam again, and its like 8;30 am eastern time for those not in the eastern time zone.have you stopped and thought about todays world? here we are in a mixed up soicaity ,is what i call it, where there are all kinds of shootings, and stuff. u have to ask yourself wow is this world ever messed up? well think about this for a mintue ok? here this person is perhaps alone, ad possibly confused, yet they lash out at the innocent people around them. we all have seen the college shootings, and thats one of the worst ones we have had the displeasure of seeing on tv. then there are the columbines, out there that stand to this day of a reminder of what our socity is like.its not and exucse to kill people mind you. but its sicknen to see all these shootings , like here locally where i live and there have been a couple of police officers shot. one to death.yet the state doesn;t haev the death pently, now ask your self whats wrong with that picture??? yeah i agree teh death pently should be

What Type Of Person Are You?
What Type of Person Are You?(Girls ONLY - PICTURES-positive answers!) You are a free spirited person. You're the type that doesn't like to be tied down constantly and you love to have time to yourself. Good for you!!!(Check out some of my other quizzes and please rate!! Thanks.)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

My Peeps!!!!!!!!!
As an artist who is up and coming, I have some things to share with ya'll. You know, it always seems like your favorite artist's just appeared overnight....right? Unless you really know that artist's history and how long they persistently pushed and pushed and how many people were behind them. I personally love to hear all the stories of how long it took Metallica, Linkin Park, John Mayer, Maroon 5, Alicia Keys, 50 Cent, Kanye West.....I could go on and on. No one is ever an overnight success... in any business. It is the journey of the good times and the bad times that make us appreciate the long haul that much more!! Stories of all the greats before me fuel my fire and inspire me so much. It's crazy as I look back on my journey of where I started and where I am at now. I can't believe it!! I am no longer dreaming it, I am living it. With this being said, the message is to let you know how many people that are behind the scenes that you don't see. They see to it that I

I Dream
I dream of a man who face I cannot see A man who invades my thoughts and is special to me We walk hand in hand on the beach watching the sunset and the waves roll in Kissing, touching, being together...just me and him We stop just under the pier and he lays a blanket down Takes me by the hand and very gently pulls me to the ground As we lay there side by side Looking into each other's eyes We want this moment to last forever and never say goodbye

I Will Love You
Take my hand, Share your secret world with me. Let your dreams, Be full to over flow. Let the rest, Feel envy at our passion, Lets feel the power, And leave the world below. Only once, Do you ever meet your missing half. I have surrendered, Body mind and soul. I have found, Completeness in your arms my love, You’ll never find, Someone who’ll love you more. If it comes to pass, That you learn to love another. That I’ve past on, Forever from your heart. Though your alone, As her love dose grow colder, Take comfort that, I’ve loved you from the start. And though the world, Can never stop it’s turning. Though our leaders, May destroy mans will. Though my heart will be forever grieving, Always know, My love is with you still. Come what may, Though my dreams may lie tattered. And I may kneel, Broken on the floor. Even though the sun may stop it’s shinning, I’ill still be, The one who loves you more. Comment Codes Angels New Graphics

Dog Owner's Prayer
O LORD DON'T LET ME ONCE FORGET HOW I LOVE MY TRUSTY PET HELP ME LEARN TO DISREGUARD CANINE CATERS, IN MY YARD SHOW ME HOW TO BE A BIDDY EVEN WHEN MY SOFA'SMUDDY DON'T ALLOW MY POOCH TO MUNCH POSTAL CARRIERS FOR LUNCH SHIELD MY NEIGHBOR'S CAT FROM VEIW GUIDE MY STEPS AROUND THE DOO TRAIN ME NOT TO CRUSE AND SCAUL WHEN ITS PUPPY'S NIGHT TO HOWL GRANT I SHANT AWAKE IN FEAR WITH A COLD NOSE IN MY EAR GIVE ME PATIENCE WOTHOUT END- HELP ME BE " A DOG'S BEST FRIEND!!!!!!

Friends, How Many U Have Thats True?
SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ.... 1 person - you are lonely 2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many 3 people - you have a few friends... 4 people - you have some friends... 5 people - you have several friends! 6 people - you have many friends! 7 people - you are SOOOO loved! 8 people - you love so many friends! more people n u will have good luck 4 the rest of ur life! SEND IT BACK IF YOU IZ A TRUE HOMIE

Im Sorrie For What We Men Do!!!!
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks treatments.lol Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentlem

Time To Weigh In On Iraq.
I'm so sick of "official" sources telling the public how wonderful morale is among the troops and about how fully behind the administration we are when it comes to the Iraq CONFLICT (no war was ever declared by Congress). The last straw was this bullshit report on how the new long term deployment will actually be good for marriages. WHAT? Who are they kidding? Not those of us who actually serve in the military. Not our spouses. I am a Staff Sergeant (SSG) in the United States Army. I am one of the two ranks that works most closely and directly with all of the enlisted ranks. As such, I do know what the soldiers think and say about the Bush administration and the situation if Iraq. Few of us believe that Iraq is a cause worth fighting for. Few of us have confidence in the administration and the President's plan for Iraq. NONE of us believe that the extended deployments will be good for our marriages. We are sick and tired. We are demoralized. We welcome the extra money we get

Building
A building can represent dwelling, business and commerce, sexuality, or your own body awareness. These dreams often are interpreted by who is in the building or what happens to the building. For example, a destroyed-building dream may accompany the loss of family and friends or a time of ill health. A full building may mean business is good, or fertility is imminent. A building that is affected by a Freudian phallic symbol-any symbol reminiscent of the male sexual organ-may be an image of womanhood or sexual liaison.

Fuckin Fake Ass People!
Since I have been on CT I have accepted and asked for many "friends". The people I have on my list I honestly try to show love too! But it seems that my love is rarely reciprocated. All I want to know if people really read this shit or is this whole thing some kind of kiddy game! So if you are on my list and read this lil diddy please comment and let me know! I just wanna see really who pays attention to those on their list! Thanks! ~Monkey~

My Fine Was $225... What Is Yours?
Add up all the amounts of money of the things youve done! Have you ever: Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex with someone on Cherrytap -- $30 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex w

Writting
Mr Peeler and his thousand butterflies Mr. Peeler comes and goes He does not walk, he simply flows In through walls and up the stairs Little kiddies, say your prayers Go to bed when your parents say Or youll be Mr. Peelers prey You know those lids upon your eyes? Hell make them into butterflies Yes, a thousand butterflies follow him But what they are is truly grim These are the eyelids, lo and behold Of the kiddies that didnt go to bed when theyre told. So then the kids amongst this number Can never sleep or doze or slumber Theyre doomed to eternal endless wake All due to theyre little night-time mistake So, unless you want Mr. Peeler by your bed With his fluttering butterflies on a thread, Hush little children and go to sleep And dont open your eyes, not even a peep.

Gimme Gimme (lords Of Acid)
My Music In Your Head My Pictures Make You Wet I Am Your Wildest Dream Yes You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene You Are My Special Breed You Are My Demonseed Exactly What I Need Cause You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene [Chorus] My Name Burned In Your Skin I Am Your Nasty Sin The Beast That Lives Within Cause You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene You See Me On TV In Glossy Magazines On Your Computer Screen Yes You Are So Obscene You Are So Kinky And Obscene Chorus: Gimme Gimme What I Need Gimme Gimme What I Feel Gimme Gimme What I Want 6 Nights Full Of Love Bizarre Gimme Gimme What I Need Gimme Gimme What I Feel Gimme Gimme What I Want 6 Nights Full Of Love Bizarre

Looks Like Rain
"Looks Like Rain" Words by John Perry Barlow Barlow has posted his lyrics Performed by The Grateful Dead I woke today... And felt your side of bed The covers were still warm where you'd been layin'. You were gone... My heart was filled with dread. You might not be sleepin' here again [Chorus:] It's alright, 'cause I love you. And that's not gonna change. Run me round, make me hurt again and again. But I'll still sing you love songs Written in the letters of your name. And brave the storm to come, For it surely looks like rain. Did you ever waken to the sound Of street cats makin' love And guess from their cries You were listenin' to a fight? Well, you know... Hate's just the last thing they're thinkin' of. They're only trying to make it through the night. [Chorus:] I only want to hold you. I don't want to tie you down. Or fence you in the lines

Hikers & The Place To Be...
Noises and creaking wood awoke our hero. The sun had just fought its way back upon the horizon. It was still dark in his area of "The Place", but the sounds of others excited Cotton, so he shook off the grogginess and desire to return to peaceful slumber in favor of meeting those that were present. If one were to come to a place like this, having never seen a hiker there are only a few ways to truly describe them... Even in town the first thing that would cross your mind is that they are vagrants. Vagabonds, ruffians, bums. There would even be those that would toss in tree huggin' hippies into the mix. And, to be honest, in some cases that would be true, but that would only be for a small minority of hikers. Upon first glance, one would see unruly, matted hair, or the mangy beards, and even the unshaven legs of the female variety. Now would be an appropriate time to quote the phrase, "Don't judge a book by its cover..." Hikers are of many diverse backgrounds. They come in

This Is How I Feel Right Now
don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna use you just to have sombody by my side And I don't wanna hate you I don't wanna take you But I don't wanna be the one to cry That don't really matter to anyone, anymore But like a fool I keep losing my place And I keep seeing you walk through that door But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby sometimes love just ain't enough Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you Baby you don't have to take the fall Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Bab

A Poem I Wrote
To whom it may concern By Danielle Hadix To whom it may concern Danielle will be late again Her life is complicated and patience is growing thin To whom it may concern Danielle has not been well She is sick of trying and waiting to fail To whom it may concern Danielle has given up To tired to go on, she's plainly had enough To whom is may concern Danielle has died inside She has lost total control And has no place to hide To whom it may concern

To Whom Do I Call
I call upon no one, not a living breathing soul, I cannot burden them with the nightmares that haunt my mind, I live in this world, traveling through the motions, I constantly want to pick up the phone and call for help, just to hear a friendly voice, just to hear someone tell me that they love me, but it is never that way, no those whom I call wish to always tell me of their problems, always ask me to help them, but when i am alone and scared in this world, whom do I call, I call the. I call the when my world is falling into darkness, and I feel his icy touch upon my cheek, I call the when I feel like screaming because i see nothing but the abyss of eternal loneliness, and though I know that you do not hear me, nor would you care if you did i still call the, I am alone I see that now more than ever, but I do not let it hinder me, no i let it push me and drive me cause i know no matter how alone or afraid I get I can always call the, and one day I will know you, one day I will find you

Deborah's Heart
Deborah's Secret Garden... .. DEBORAH She'll let you in her house If you come knocking late at night She'll let you in her mouth If the words you say are right She'll let you deep inside There's a secret garden she hides She'll let you in her car You go driving by She'll let you into the parts of herself That will bring you down She'll let you in her heart If you've got a hammer and vice But into the secret garden don't think twice You've gone a million miles How far did you get That place where you can't remember And you can't forget She'll lead you down the path There be tenderness in the air She'll let you come just far enough So you knows she's really there And she'll look at you and smile In her eyes of the sea Deborah's got a secret garden Where everything you want Where everything you need Will always stay A million miles

My Entire Aura Is Bright
Merritt, based on your responses, the brightest color in your aura is White Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having White as your brightest color means that the seventh, or Divine, layer of your aura is the most vibrant. The Divine is the outermost layer of the aura, and its vibrancy indicates that you have an exceptional love of life, which stems directly from your deep connection to the universe. You're an open channel for the cosmos, and this infuses your aura with a divine energy. Your aura impacts all aspects of your life. For instance, having a bright Divine layer means that likely you have a clear spiritual purpose. Thus, your ideal job would likely involve something that allows you to fulfill this purpose and remain connected to the greater forces in life. You would not likely be satisfied working a job that compromised your integrity or kept you from doing what you feel you're

Interesting Day
It was a busy day at work, had a few rambuncious children in nursery but kept me & the other help on our toes. The church I work at is called Silver Winds Church & if you want to know more, just message & I'll do my best. Then after work I went to the pastor's sister's house for a Car Smash that the youth started last year & I finally went this year & I had a blast. What the object of the car smash is that the youth be in a few teams & they have to do is to certain obstacles to earn points & the hightest in point get to smash the car by the rules given for the year. peace out

Freshly Cut Grass
I was mowing my lawn the other day, thoroughly enjoying my people powered mower (see previous blog re People Powered Mower), when I recalled part of Jenna Jameson's book--the part in which she recounts her slight addiction to methamphetamines. (And by "slight" I mean "nearly life-ending.") I say to my friend, "Jenna Jameson says that the smell of freshly-cut crass always reminds her of meth." Without a pause, my friend suggests, "I suppose that makes sense, considering that the main ingredients in meth are Sunshine and Children's Laughter."

Old People Have Problems That You Haven't Even Considered Yet!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as it was on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old man replied, "Yep, none of us

Good Story
God and the Spider During World War II, a US marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire he had lost touch with his comrades. Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed. As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen." After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listen

Grandpa
I wanted to get to know u I wanted u to get to know me Now i am losing you This pain won't let me be You told me things when i talked to you U told me that u cared Always in truth u were never there. I long to touch you See just how u are You never loved me the truth ot that is not far I missed you even though you were never there I missed you Even though u didn't care Now all i feel is love and sorrow Now what i feel doesn't matter For u may be gone tomorrow If you were here I would hold you, and watch u slip away If you were here I would tell you I love you with each passing day.

Big Girl
Big Girl Some prefer skin and bones, As hard as sticks and stones. While others love my soft embrace, And to this softness they race. Round and luscious, Some even say delicious! Soft and curvy, And my attitude is pretty nervy. Don’t underestimate the attraction of a big girl, We may just leave your head in swirl!

Love In A Mental Hospital
Love in a Mental Hospital Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving th

Pain And Womanhood
I woke up this morning at 6 am , I was in so much pain i didn't know whether to cry or puke well i went to the ER and apparently I had 3 cysts possibly more and one on my right side(size of it was unknown) had burst. I now only have 2 and both are the size of golf balls or larger. I was in the ER from 630 am till 330 pm. I am doing better but for all i have been through in the past 6 months i have had enough being a women is not worth it anymore. How much of this shit should any women have to go through in 6 month span. First they found abnormal cells on my cervix in January and informed me i have Polycystic Ovary Disease. Mind you that 1 year ago from that time everything was normal,then in the end of January start of February they did biopcies (very pain full but i dealt with it fine) which they found to be end stage Dysplasia. So in the end of Feb and start of march o had surgery to have it removed by way of a LEEP procedure. This didn't go as planed extremely pain full and

Lol
Really, I should not have to make an effort to bring the kids to their father since it is his responsibility to come and see the kids or have them for a few weeks. He did'nt divorce me, I divorced his ass. And in all actuality, to cover a few things here, before me and Jacob even came to Italy, yes, we were again separated for sometime but that was only because we were waiting on orders thru the military to get us to Italy. But everyone can go ahead and think that I was just waisting my time and enjoying my singledom away from my ex husband....I guess some people actually think that I was purposely doing this so that me and my ex could not be a family again. Whatever! Yeah, well, at this point in time I can see that some people just get so stupid by posting emails that I send to them on their own blogs....WOW, some people just go really too far and it is just too funny. But that is okay, they can do what they want to at this point. All I can do is say that "you are the joke and

Putting Holes In Happiness
The sky was blonde like her it was a day to take the child out back and shoot it I could have buried all my dead up in her cemetary head She had dirty word witchcraft I was in the deep end of her skin Then, it seemed like a one car car wreck But I knew it was a horrid tragedy Ways to make the tiny satisfaction disappear Blow out the candles on all my frankensteins At least my death wish will come trye You taste like a Valentine's and we cry You're like a birthday I should have picked the photograph it lasted longer than you Putting holes in hapiness we'll paint the future black if it needs any color my death sentence is a story who'll be digging when you finally let me die The romance of our assassination If you're Bonnie, I'll be your Clyde But the grass is greener here and I can see all of your snakes You wear your ruins well please run away with me to hell Blow out the candles on all my frankensteins At least my death wish will come trye You t