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King Of The Damned
I AM KING OF THE DAMNED, HELL AND THE WASTELANDS I HAVE TRAVELED. WON'T YOU TAKE MY HAND. KING OF THE DAMNED, LET ME BE YOUR TOUR GUIDE, TO THE PROMISE LAND. KING OF THE DAMNED PAIN AND SUFFERING, CAN'T YOU FEEL MY JOY? KING OF THE DAMNED, HEAVEN AND HELL. SMILE AND FEEL MY KISS. KING OF THE DAMNED, AS THEY PISS THEIR LIVES AWAY. MASTERS LAUGHING. AS THEY PAY WITH THIER HEARTS, SOULS, TEARS AND FEARS. HELL AND THE WASTE LANDS I DO RIDE. CARE TO JOIN ME? SOUL FILLED FIRES AND FUNERAL PYERS SHALL GUIDE OUR WAY. STAR FILLED SKIES, BLACK MOON LIT NIGHT. KING OF THE DAMNED. FEEL MY FANGS. EMBRACE ME MY QUEEN, WITH YOUR HEART AND SOUL. FEEL THE BLOOD RACE IN YOUR VAINS. FEEL THE WIND AND MACHINE AS ONE, CARESSING, PULSING, TAUNTING. BRINGING FORTH DESIRES UNTOLD. I AM THE KING OF THE DAMNED, SOUL TAKER, GIVER OF PLEASURE AND PAIN. COPYRIGHT 01-24-2007 SCOOTER BLACK

Untitled
Untitled-- I’m used, used like a dirty tissue Tears fall and then catch in my hands These events, this life, becomes the issues Grow up, come on, take it like a real man. How can you live a life behind closed doors? Have dreams of becoming something, so much more Dream, Dream like there is no tomorrow No actions, just fears of heartbreak and sorrow Why are you alive, when all you do is hide Crushes with no path, lost on the outside How can you be empty and be lost for eternity Break out of the barrier, set yourself free. No more tears fallen from my eyes I became someone, to much surprise. Look, new surroundings, open skies So many times, finally, the last try.

Love Now And Forever
Love is a gift... a most precious find that takes over a heart before it enters the mind. Love is a feeling... very hard to explain that moves as a pounding wave much too powerful to restrain. Love is an emotion often sought, and sometimes found that works its way deep down inside leaving embracing people spellbound. Love is an attraction... bursting into brilliant flame. that shows in its bright afterglow neither any credit nor any blame. Love is a reaction... passion filled with strong desire that draws a couple much closer filling both with its hot, burning fire. Love is a blessing... a presence in the soul that draws people together making two complete as one whole. Love is full trust... a reliance on care that soars to newly reached heights within hearts most honest and fair. Love is a promise... of the times tried but still true Love may suddenly be found when it's least expected by you.

Please Sign This Petition Against The Sale Of Dogs For Meat -- Warning: Very Graphic :(
This is VERY graphic. Dead dogs NOT walking Phillipines From: TANK Date: Jan 26, 2007 2:19 PM It is estimated that around 500,000 dogs are killed annually in the Philippines for human consumption. Eating dogs has been illegal since 1998, but because of a lack of enforcement, live dogs and dog meat are sold openly in the market place and restaurants. Although the vast majority of Filipinos don’t consume dogs, the lucrative trade in dog meat is becoming more prevalent, especially in the north of the Philippines in the region surrounding Baguio City. Here dogs are treated as nothing more than objects. Crammed so tightly into wire cages they cannot move, struggling for every breath in the stifling heat with their mouths tied shut, dogs are riped on, gutted, deskined and cutted while they are still alive and conscious. (information has been taken from Global Action Network homepage - www.gan.ca) http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/985195393?ltl=1169887542

Good Night
FIRST OF ALL TO THE HATERS AND ASSHOLES- Get Greetings Graphics Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts AND TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND THE SELECT FEW WHO HAVE MADE IT TO MY "FAMILy" - Get Greetings Graphics Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts GOOD NIGHT TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT! Get Greetings Graphics Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts

Friends
if you all are really mine and spikes friends then you will comment on my blogs about our son right along with the posts that ive made. our son has cancer and is going into surgury on the nineth of february. and it has to deal with the central line in his body the carotid artery. he has a port in and they are going to take it out of the main vein in the body which is right through the carotid artey. there is a slim chance that the surgury will not go well but we are praying that it does. so if you are our friend then you will comment on this i dont care if you rate it. i really dont. but if you are our friends then you will respond to this and the post titled mine and spikes son. thank you. if you have commented on my blogs about our son then disreguard this blog. thank you again.

I Got A Job Interview Today.
Hopefully they will hire me. I have been looking for two weeks in this mountain town. Well there are other places around here. I dont drive due to a fear of it after a car wreck. I want to work in this local pet store. I have been around animals all my life. From ferrets to hedgehogs.

My Grandma
Ok as you all know who I am and who I talked the most is my grandma.. Well the doctors are say they did all they could.. so they are bring or she has to go to a nurse in so she is basicly she is dying.. Now I am scared out of my mind and I don't know what I am going to do at all.. I may have to go to her and ask her what is going to happen to me.. I lived with my grandma since 17 years old and I am on SSI.. Mostly you people know what that means.. Right now I am sick and my scomatch is twisting and turning scared out of my own damn mind.. So I don't know.. If I can turn back time and fix I will but I can't.. I don't know what I am going to do.. My guess is sit down and take to my grandma about this kind of stuff.. I don't know how long she has but I will keep you all inform of what is going.. be my guess to leave a comment or relpy this.. I don't care no more.. Right now I am highly worried about my grandma.. Thank you for who is or who ever is reading it.. Virgo24

Valz/boyfriend Application
Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u out? I told u I love you? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lie to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me.. [ ]Lie to me.. [ ]Hurt me.. [ ]Dance with me.. [ ]Cuddle with me.. [ ]Let me make a move on you.. [ ]Make a

What Are Your Chances Of Getting Laid This Weekend?
You have a 80% chance of getting laid You are very likely to get laid this weekend. You are a smooth talker and hot to boot. What hottie could resist your charms? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stun Gun
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on the assailant, but allowing the intended victim adequate time to retreat to safety....WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to expl

If Blood Is Thicked Than Water Than Why Do You Piss On What Came From Your Loin...
I decided I am trading in my aunt! She is a controlling CUNT!! I hope she gets what she deserves! she is a greedy bitch.. she is taking SOOOOOO much of my grandpas stuff his shirts he promised me and my little sister. pictures he promised my mom. his bible i wanted money that was donated towars his funeral. and controlling everything in my grand mama's life. she wont let my grandma put a certain quilt on the back of her sofa. well im taking the shirts thursday and im stealing my papas bible. she would steal my papas car, steal my grandmas car and money, told them they werent good enough for her and shes better than them. she ran away from home. my broke ass mom sent her 200 bucks and never came home. so who knows wtf she did down there! well im gonna quit for now.. ill add more later... xo's morbid

Caramel Mocha Latte With Nutmeg And Cinnamon....lol
There’s a saying that goes, “The blacker the berry, the sweeter the juice.” and since Im dark as hell....I subscribe to that theory.... This is normally said in the context of sex and race...... In other words — for the slow or mentally lazy folks in the peanut gallery — the darker the woman/man is, the better the sex..... Ummmmmmm….. I don’t know about all that..... Sure, it’s a witty saying......but so is the saying....... “It ain’t the size of the boat...... but the motion of the ocean.” And the comments on yesterday’s entry proved that women will gather in the hen house and ridicule a dude with a little dizzle..... Lemme tell you........the ocean can be motioning like a muhfukka........ but if dude is sailing a rubber duckie instead of a 50-foot yacht..... he doesn’t deserve to get wet..... Real talk...... “Oh Lawd, here goes Kav on yet another sex rant!” Nah nah…. not true........ I’m actually gonna talk about the other angle of that “blacker berry,

Shyte Night!!!
AIGHT, SO LAST NIGHT I WENT OUT DRINKING WITH FRIENDS AROUND 1 ONE IN THE MORNING, WHILE A CRAP LITTLE BAR, ME AND MY FRIEND SHAUN ALMOST GOT MUGGED!!! 3 DUDES COME OUT OF A FUCKING ALLEY AND ONE OF THEM HITS ME IN THE HEAD WITH A FREAKING PVC PIPE, THE OTHER TWO START POUNDING ON SHAUN. NOW ME I HAVE A HEAD LIKE A FRIGGING CINDER BLOCK, SO I TURN AROUND A WRAPPED MY HANDS AROUND THIS DUMB FUCKS THROAT AND KNOCK HIS ASS TO THE GROUND. SHUAN IS A JEET KOON DO INSTRUCTOR FOR A COUPLE OF PLACES IN THE AREA, THE ONE DUDE HE HIT I DON'T THINK IS GOING TO BE GETTING UP ANYTIME SOON, THE SECOND GUY I HEARD SCREAMING LIKE LIE A BITCH WHILE PLEASANT SNAPPING OF BONES SOUNDS ARE HAPPENING IN THE BACKGROUND. I HEARD MOST OF THIS, BUT WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THE FUCKER ON TOP OF ME PUNCHING IN THE FACE, WEAK LITTLE PUSSY HE WAS NO HARM INSUED, I ON THE OTHER REACHED UP AND GRABBED HIS THROAT AGAIN WITH MY LEFT, AND HIS LEFT EAR WITH MY RIGHT HAND. DO YOU KNOW IT ONLY TAKES ABOUT 3 TO 4 POUNDS OF PRE

Attractive Test
"Attractive Test" : Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] SEXI [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me... [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 []OFF THA CHART What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Heck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe

What Planet Are You From
You Are From Mercury You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything. What Planet Are You From?

Glorious Hump Day!!
lmao, makes me laugh just to say that! Ah, well. Had what is known as a Raindrop treatment yesterday - you end up slathered in more essential oils than you know what to do with! Very soothing, boosts the immune system, etc. Lynda, who does my treatments and is also a past life companion of mine (Yeah, who isn't at this point, lmao!), also smudged me with sage! She is also a Shaman - still in training I believe! Very intuitive - handy to have as a friend, lol! She usually picks up on the energy of my PLCs, if they should come to call during a treatment, lol. And someone usually does! Yes, a person's energy can seek out and connect with someone else - for those who don't work with energy! I was privileged to finally get to see Emmaline yesterday, the 2 month old daughter of a friend of mine named Andrea! She has been blessed with a most calm child - I told her to watch out for #2! My first child was rather benign; the second was hell on wheels! I didn't know what had hit me, lol! A

She Wanted To
We had not spoken in years. We spotted each other across the hotel bar and smiled. she had gained weight and had dyed her hair red but her eyes were the same. I told the bartender to put her next drink on my tab. He delivered the drink and walked back to me. "The lady wants you to join her" he said. I quickly jumped and ran around the bar to join her. We talked and drank for hours and before I knew it we were kissing at the bar. She pushed me away looked me in the eye and told me to meet her on the 12th floor lobby in one hour. I agreed and she walked away. Her ass was almost twice as big as it used to be but I was more into her than ever. For the next forty five mins I made up a thousand excuses on why I should not meet her but as te end of the hour approched I paid my tab and walked toward the elevator. When I got to the 12th floor she was already there. I started to speak but she put her soft pale hand over my mouth and took my hand and walked me to her room. Once inside she droped

Blahhhhhhhhh
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My Blog For The Nite
well i\'m tired and lets just say worn out, my ass is draggen, worken 16 -17 hours a day seam like 7 days a week, i just have no social life anymore, my 2 kids leave with there mom and wanting to spend more time with me, ages 16 and 8, dont even have time for them, dont even have time for a relationship or nothing, i know i\'m just rambling on but ths is a blog and people always tell me to say how i feel, its hard for me to open up to anyone in person so this is why i\'m writing it down, I need to get a life, were i can have a relationship and to spend time with my kidos,. Its getting to the point of breakdown or something and i\'m thinken seriously of backen off some of my work hours to do so, I have a day job and an hour after getting off that one straight to my night job, so even when i\'m off for 2 days on my day job i still have to work my night job those 2 days, so yea i\'m worken 7 days a week, this week mostly ive been hyped up on energy drinks 3 or 4 a day and now it

Eather We Get At Least One Vote From Family Members Or Suffer Consequnces
OK WE HAVE ALOT OF FAMILY MEMBERS HERE ON CHERRY TAP, AND WE ARE GLAD TO HAVE EVERYONE OF YOU. BUT IF YOU DO NOT START HELPING OUT IM GOING TO HAVE TO MAKE SOME CHANGES AROUND HERE. THE FAMILY IS IN A FAMILY CONTEST AND WE NEED HELP. YALL PLEASEE COME THREW AND HELP US.

Protect Our Children; Ballad Of An Unborn Child
WHO WAS I TO BE, KNOW ONE WILL EVER SEE, I HAD NO FACE, NO NAME, I HAD NO GUILT OR SHAME. BEFORE I HAD A BREATH OF AIR, I WAS DRAWN FROM WITHIN MY LAIR, I NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LAND, I HAVE'NT EVEN SEEN THE BACK OF MY HAND. WHAT ARE FEELINGS? SORROW, HAPPINESS, WHAT IS WORK, WHAT IS REST, WHAT IS SNOW, WHAT IS RAIN, WHAT IS COMFORT, WHAT IS PAIN. WHO COULD I HAVE REALLY BEEN? MAYBE A LEADER OF MANY MEN, I COULD HAVE BEEN STRONG AND FREE, NOW WE KNOW THAT WILL NEVER BE. PLEASE DO NOT CRY WHEN THINGS GO WRONG, JUST KEEP YOUR HEART AND SOUL STRONG, AND SOON YOU'LL KNOW THE PRIVILAGE GIVEN, IN CAREING FOR THIS GIFT FROM HEAVEN, THIS PRECIOUS CHILD, SO MEEK AND MILD, IS HEAVENS VERY SPECIAL CHILD.

Collide
Collide Lyrics by Howie Day The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide I'm quiet you know You make a frist impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to ryhme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide

No Offense, But You Have To Admit It's Funny.
A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie,the hands on your clock will move." "Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie." "Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire life." "Where's President Bush's clock?" asked the man. "Bush's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan." BUSH FANS...NO OFFENSE...BUT YOU HAVE TO ADMIT THIS IS FUNNY!

Ladies Really Need To Read. Just Dont Rate And Not Read...
This is a Reminder to ALL LADIES PLEASE READ... This is an ACTUAL CASE and you really need this information when driving alone... YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. * Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. T

Guys Being Judgemental
today i have noticed to many guys are judgemental and it drivesme crazi. seriously here guys you judgin us based on how we look is not fair.i have a question since you judge us based on how we look wouldnt it b fair for us to judge you based on how big ur penis is ? seriously fair is fair. if ur gonna hit us with our looks and weight we mine as well do the same i dont know how many gurls agree with me but i kno that if sum one (girl) told a guy to drop his pants and lets see watcha got ? he wouldnt bcuz he would hopefully not b thinkn with it and say that its not fair. because if i did that to a guy and he said not fair i would tell him well it is fair cuz u b judgn me based on how i look why not judge u based on how big ur penis is.i dont kno how many gurlz r with me on dis one but hey if ur a GURL OR A GUY and you agree respond to dis. lata. pplz

Womens Worth
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how muc

Best Bulge Contest Underway
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Go Back In Time
Have you ever just wanted things to go back to the way they used to be? I have been thinking that a lot lately. I really enjoyed last semester of college and this semester I am hating it. I never want to go to class and it seems like i just had a lot more fun last semester. My english class was a blast, and i had friends that pretty much got along and we all just had a good time. Now its like i dont even talk to some of them that much. There is one that i just hate not talking to everyday. We grew so close and now we dont even talk except maybe once a week if that. Other than school i wish i could just go back to being a little girl who looked up to my dad like he was the best thing in this world. I'm not gonna lie i miss him alot. Its so hard to not just pick up the phone and say can we meet somewhere and hang out like we used to. I told him everything, and he always knew when something was wrong, and he always knew the right things to say, and now i have no one to talk to about anyth

New Rules For 2007
New rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com. There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols.If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care ab

Blue Blooded Royal Body
i need to shower. but i'm lazy. and i just decided to finally start my blog. not that many of you are actually going to read it. my mom is going to be coming by soon. i forget why she is. not that it matters. i love my mom. i need to figure out where i'm going to be living soon. life always seems to go the wrong way, once everything seems to be going right. one week till vday. i probably still have jury duty that day and i have to work. so i'm going to have to ring up tons of vday gifts. that's going to be annoying. i miss james. it's been almost 2 years now since he died. he would've been 19 this month. makes me really sad. meh, i've just been feeling a little down lately. but i'm sure everything will work out and i'll get out of it. i just have to keep working.

Will You Be There
Will you be there. will you be there when i cry will you be there when i die will you be there when im in heaven. will i be in your heart. will i be in your mind. will i be in your soul for all times. I will be there to watch over you I will be there to protect you. I will be there. you will be there when i am gone you will be there and move on. you will be there. will you love me when im gone will you love me when i tell you to go on. will you love me.

Valenties Day
VALETINE'S GAME This is called the "VALENTINE'S GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... n be honest!!!! [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A pl

Mr. Thatcher (lol)
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core™ or Dri-Weave™ absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be tra

Be My Valentine
ok ladies many of you already know im single and lookin for a girl friend but im also lookin for a valentine Valentines day i near and i want a valentine this is serious im lookin and if you wan to be my valentine hit me up.... its tomorrow

That's Right I Am Losing My Cherry Virginity
That's right I am still a blog virgin. I have never written a blog in my life. Well here we go. If it suck I promise I will get better over time. Well I am currently living in Grand Forks, ND. I am originally from a small town Idaho. I moved here about 3 months ago and I am still hating it. I have no idea where everyone hangs out. I am thinking about going to school in the fall. I am not sure what I am going to major in but I am going to take classes on photography. I love taking pictures and having pictures taken of me. Well I am single and I am not sure if I am looking yet. I want to find some friends in this area so if you are in my area let me know.!

Marking My Pics As Nsfw
please if your going to mark my pictures as nsfw please don`t look at them none of them are naked pictures and i am clothed so whats the problem maybe you shouldn`t be looking at pictures any how at work it is called work not perving, i wish the person who marked them would admit to me who it was cause i sure would like to know.

Well
Again the strong arms helped her to stand. She was half led, half carried a few steps, and a door was opened. She felt her blouse thrust into her hands and the mask whisked from her head, but before she could turn to see him, the door closed. She heard the click of the lock slide into place. She had failed the test. He was sending her away. She slid the blouse over her shoulders noticing that her tits were rock hard. As she slid her tender ass onto the leather seat, she felt her pussy overflow onto the seat. She pushed the button on the garage door opener and backed the car out, wondering what she had done wrong. What had he expected? How had she failed him? As she pulled onto the quiet street to drive away, her cell phone rang. Seeing the familiar number on the caller ID, she thought maybe she hadn’t failed the test after all. Her fingers trembled as she punched the button to answer the cell phone. "You may return." "Yes, Sir," she said softly, but before she could get the words out

Asinine Dereliction...
from my myspace page. Dated 9/26/06 Someone once told me that they found mutual mastrubation exciting...And I had to ask if whackin' it to the naked pictures of her that are online counted...And apparently, she didn't know she even had nude pics...Let alone ones on the internet. You should have seen her face when I told her she was one of dirtywhitetrashwhores.com's biggest money makers. Me and my big mouth. Random thought...Anyone ever have a midget kick them in the teeth? BEFORE SHE KICKS YOU IN THE JUNK? So...Some of you may be wondering, what in the fuck does this have to do with the set category...And all I'm gonna say is this... ...NOT A DAMN THING...well, anymore...I kinda sorta had a bit of an A.D.D. attack...If you couldn't tell from the title...damn I need a ciggarette. ***************************************** ...I hate chicken. I've never liked it all that well...Unless it tasted like something else...Like...Not chicken... Oh yeah.

You Know You Grew Up In The 90's If...
Just wanted to remind people of the good ole days. You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off" You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.) You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after

Regarding Death In The Family (primarily A Child)
When you meet someone new, and your getting to know each other, another question that always pops up is “Do you have kids?”. You have a deceased child. The conversation goes like this… “Do you have kids?” “I have a daughter/son, but they passed away.” “Oh, I am so sorry. I know what you’re going through.” Do you really know what I am going through? Did your child die? Unless this has happened to you, don’t, under any circumstances, say that you know what I am going through. Because you don’t. If you have lost a child in a custody battle, you still don’t know what I am going through. So don’t say you do! No matter how long it has been since the passing. The same goes for any death of family or close friends. If I say a parent passed away, and both of your parents are still alive, you don’t know what I am going through.

Thinking
eternity You’re perfect for me in every possible way, I love you so much no matter what you do or say, Our love is like art, a faultless design, I’m proud to say that I’m yours and you are mine, What I feel is deeper than any ocean, No word could truly describe this emotion, More divine than any pleasure, The length of my love is impossible to measure, As time goes on it still doesn't decay, I’ll love you the same as yesterday or today, When I’m with you it feels like my heart is flying, Love so true is undying, Thank you for all the times that we share, Love like ours is so rare, My love for you grows like height, Since I met you I seem to have lost my sight, What I feel for you I’ll never hide, Never leave you; I’ll be by your side, I’ll always love you, this I swear, I promise you I’ll always be there. Made specially for Joel

Origins Of Salsa The Puerto Rican Influence
Date: Feb 9, 2007 2:12 PM Origins of Salsa the Puerto Rican Influence by Paul F. Clifford Salsa has origins in Cuban music but credit for it's worldwide popularity belongs to the Puerto Ricans of New York! The popularity of Salsa throughout the world is indirectly a consequence of American economic and social imperialism (McDonalds, Coca Cola, TV, movies, music etc) but in this case, it is probably a good thing! Musically, Salsa has its roots firmly based in the Afro-Spanish musical traditions of Cuba but its worldwide popularity should be attributed to the Puerto Ricans of New York. For Non-Latinos, our knowledge of Latin Culture and Music comes from American movies and in most cases that means Puerto Rican experience as depicted in them. Often, the first time we heard the music, it was in the backing track of a movie. It was probably even a movie that motivated us to go to a Latin nightclub for the first time! Between 1915 and 1930 around 50,000 Puerto Rican

My Mood Part 2
just a little note from last nites blog, what had started this episode last night was my first x beat me down mentaly this past week by malipulating my mind and i lost a few thousand dollars from it, she has a new bf now and he is useing my kids to get through her, my kids live with her for the time being but i have full custody of them, my kids and i were tight up until last week when the new guy came into the pic, now its like they dont want anything to do with me, i was off last 3 nites and they new it but still nothing,every time when things look up for me something else bits me in the ass, i will be glad when things get better and stay better, more later i gotta get to work

Eternal Flame~~the Bangles
A very special song to me.....I am hoping to one day have the opotunity to have someone of my own to say this to. I love poetry, but this is the closest I am able to come to writing any is by posting a song that says it all.....I hope it stays, ENJOY!!! I know I do.

Forever Soulmate! For Everyone Who Has Theirs!mine Still Is Yet To Be Seen!
as i lie here with you tonight! and we watch the stars so bright.i turn to you and say,that i love you , i need you, i wanna kiss you all night long! and you, you put my heart next to yours and gave yourself to me.and from that moment,i knew you would be the one.a few years down the road, a little girl in tow,we had a perfect family.she would smile so bright , and give us kisses every night.say her prayers ,and i would tuck her in, saying,"daddy, i love you!",with a grin.and i would come to you,still a slave for you,and love the world away.and a few years later,a son came to our lives.with a heart big enough for you and i,and with a love that we had always known. he played ball with me ,and helped you with other things. gave us love every minute, never a moment without them in it,and still they never asked for nothing more than what we had.and now they've grown up, with a life of their own.and here we are , all alone,still loving the world away! you turn to me with your hand in mine,s

A Sort Of Rant Of Complaints..almost
Well, I got into a mood tonight I was relatively miserable. No, no, no make that I am relatively miserable. A good remainder of this evening has been spent with my dear ole' friend Jack Daniels, and I'd like to thank ole' no. 7 for his company and companionship. In anycase. I feel like shit. and I have to get up at 6:30 so in about 4 and a half hours. I am wondering if I should sleep at all?Hmm... I don't know I haven't decided yet. I'm not quite sure the reason for this on set of sudden depression, or what not, but it occurs to me a great deal of it more than likely comes from the fact that its about that time again... And yanno what I don't really care. I need a hug, I need to be held, and I need to be told everything will be fine. But no one is around to do this, which just increases the feeling of utter dispair and emptiness. I've also learned old habbits die hard, and are so tempting to turn back to when in moods like this. Thank god I have the will power. I

Why The World Needs Black History Month Or What’s Wrong With Kids Today?
You hear it occasionally at work, from friends or family, sometimes from kids. For whatever reason, people complaining that a whole month is devoted to black history. I come from a very Irish family. I imagine that I grew up similar to Italian, Greek, German, etc. kids, being taught about the struggles of our previous generations in their trek to America. I was taught that being Irish is something to be very proud of and always felt that sense of pride growing up. Being a teacher for three plus years, I had the opportunity to teach in a very poor community, and about 98% of my students were black. I enjoyed getting to know the kids and grew to get to know quite a few of them very well. Being kids, they loved to try to get me off topic, and they loved when I talked about being Irish. They were very curious to know about who I was in general. Apparently, in the community, the Irish have a reputation for being crazy, and carrying AK-47’s, which I found thoroughly amusing, but

Im In These Contests.....
OK.. SO I AM IN A CONTEST FOR SEXIEST EYES.. AND ONE FOR SEXIEST PICTURE... AND I NEED YOUR GUYS HELP.. COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUT OF ME PLEASE!!! LOL ANYWAYS.. HERE ARE THE LINKS.. WOULDLOVE FOR YA'LL TO HELP ME OUT.. THANK THIS ONE IS FOR THE SEXIEST EYES.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=298532&albumid=217664&i=3751349919# AND THIS ONE FOR SEXIEST PICTURE... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&i=284652380

Your Thoughts
IS IT ALL THE COOL LADIES? OR ALL THE GUYS HANGING OUT FOR THE LADIES? IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO GET SOME POINTS OF VIEW. I LIKE IT BECAUSE OF THE COOL CHICKS. WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S SO POPULAR (BECAUSE IT CERTAINLY IS). CHERRY LOVE TO ALL.....XOXOXO.....

One Rouuuuuggggghhhh Day
well started last night, watched the news bad burned body was found near neighbourhood....naturally since i ain't heard from my bro in almost two years worst go's through my mind. guess u cld say slept like crap, talked to mom early mornin and she's no support and thas her own flesh and blood, gathered details and called for myself since i needed my mind put at ease, with all i told them they said that its "POSSIBLY" not my brother....talk about not putting mind at ease, then was told by guy that was investigating that what i should do for the mean time is put in a missing persons report but i needed his last known address....i tell ya that was hell to get but i did...........anyways i called non emerg ask to speak with missing person reposrts tell them whats up and they tell me i have to call hospitals and yadda yadda and then call back if no luck there. soooo i do this and "NOTHIN" a bit of relief, i call them back and i get a diff person, a man this time more sympathetic, asks his n

Up On Toproof Of .....
You sneezed like a drunken trombone shouting loud Creator’s name and my heart, my poor foolish kite-flying tambourine of a heart thought you were singing sonnets. So I danced. On our mattress. Until the bed splintered like wood for kindling Gnostic joy. You turned emerald inside a dream and your hair smiled across my face like a perfumed sonata sprinkling piano dust over the ocean. Thus I woke and screamed, “Look! Look! Winter at last is dead and gone!” Naked I ran through moonfire and broke frozen ground that I might sow seeds of fleshy bliss and watch them blossom tributes to the lyrical rose of your beauty. Naked I nibbled your thorns to their quaking core. But what is this sweet annihilation of all sense and sensibility each time love flies through the door of my heart’s mud-and-stick palace? What is this slow blue dream of

Fell To Deep
Sorry for not being able to go on I no longer have any strength My heart keeps breaking into pieces When you tell ppl Im just ur friend I dont know how to tell you this I cant seem to find a way To tell you that I think its time We went our seperate ways I am tired of being second Not being your only one Only being yours When your looking for fun I love you too much now I didnt notice what I was feeling And now its too late Since my heart is breaking I fell in too deep And I cant find my way out of ur heart Every single kiss u now give me Slowly tears me apart Now when you touch me I wonder if u touch her the same way And I no longer feel excitement Instead my soul slowly fades away So I think its time to give up on us And on everything we had I cant believe I am thinking this But I just cant control all of this sad Baby please understand me I dont want this to end I want to be in your arms forever I want to be more than just "special frie

I Am ... Shadow Dancing
Look for me in the shadows ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SHADOW DANCING Death smiles alone, in the shadow of Life. ... Waiting. I dance alone, in the shadow of Life. ... Waiting. You dance alone, a shadow in Death. ... Waiting. It is time for US to dance in Love. ... Together. Smiling in the shadows, ... Again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 09, 2006

New Earnhardt Movie -
I saw the new movie "DALE". I won tickets from a local Chevy dealership. The theater was so crowded that my friends & I had 2 sit in the 3rd row from the front. Normally i don't sit that close but in this case, because it was a movie about NASCAR, it was well worth it. I can't wait til it comes out on DVD. (Now I just need a TV that big.) LOL. If & when it comes out in the theaters for everyone 2 c, I wanna c it again, also in the 3rd row seats. AWESOME MOVIE!!!! I highly recommend it!!! (& when the credits roll @ the end, stay in ur seats. He makes a funny comment 'bout puttin' Gordon in the wall. VERY FUNNY!!!!) I never knew just how funny he was. We miss him & we'll never 4get him. He was a true NASCAR hero.

Sugar Mama Needed!
So, basically, my sugar mama has left school and the area. She had some problems and could no longer buy me dinner and get me drunk. Any beautiful females interested in the position let me know. There are just a few requirements, so answer this questionnaire if you're interested: 1. Are you single? 2. Where do you live? 3. Are you attractive? 4. If you answered yes to #3, What are your measurements? 5. What is your favorite alcohol? 6. What alcohol do you drink most often? 7. Tell me what an evening out with you would be like. (e.g. Where would we go? What would you feed me? What would you give me to get me drunk?, etc.)

Man Raper Facts
Hey all my sexy sexy friends. I have been getting some not so nice emails from people on Cherry. And I guess I would like to say I'm more than a pair of boobies, or a smile that you look at daily. I do have feelings and when people are overly harsh with me yeah it gets to me. Anyways, thought I would share some little random facts about me * My full name is Tara Marie Robbins (I didn't realize until recently that my screen name and my real name have the same initials TMR ha ha ha) *I have a temper *I'm bi *purple and red are my favorite colors *I'm a beach person more than I am a mountian person *I'm from Philly *Someone has recently broken my heart * I'm the oldest child * I sing in the shower, and really everywhere (yes I take objects from around the house and sing into them) *I love people playing with my hair *I am a writer *The Star Gazer Lilly is my favorite flower ( I haven't had some one buy me flowers since I was in high school) * I graduated high sch

Sexiest Eyes
I am hosting a sexiest eyes contest... if you would like to be in the contest please send me a message and let me know which pic you would like to enter. If you have a friend that you think would like to be in it just let me know so that I can friend them so that they can the bulletins that I post. I would like to have about 10-12 contestants and as of right now I have three... so come on folks..I would like to start the contest by Monday Feb. 19th, have it run about a week or so with prizes to be determined at the end of the contest...depending on votes. Comment bombing will be allowed. Please let me know soon! Thanks guys!

Girly Meme (of Doom, Of Course)
1. What is your full name? ShoShoni Rose 2. What colour is your bra? right now? white... 3. Do you straighten your hair every day? i don't have to, my hair is so freakin' straight it's laughable. 4. Do you worry about the size of your boobs? not really, i think they're just fine the way they are. 5. Are you the typical girl who's addicted to gossip? i enjoy gossip on occasion, but i'm anything but the typical girl. 6. What are your favorite girly magazines? Bitch and Bust 7. Best junk food? hmm...Reese's Cups...homigawd! 8. Would you kill for chocolate? not particularly. i'm not obsessed with chocolate. 10. Jeans or skirts? both! and sometimes at the same time! 11. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry? i always wear clothes, unless bathing. shoes if i leave the house...earrings always. i spent a significant time and effort stretching my earlobes, i'm not letting them grow back until i absolutely have to! 12. Did you ever spend all day/night getting

His Birthday
I knew that your birthday was around the corner, so I sat at my computer to book a day with you........just you and I, locked in a cabin nestled in the woods of for the whole day. As I browsed through what was available, I couldn't help but be so picky. I wanted secluded, after all this was going to be a day away from it all......no phones, no interruptions, no one to bother us. I finally came across this chalet sitting on a lake surrounded by acres of woods.....ah, perfect I thought........this place will be great! I have so much planning to do, I make an invitation for you and place it on your desk.......it reads "Make no plans next Friday, you're all mine for the day! I arrive at the cabin first, you will be meeting joining me later on that morning. My first task will be to get the fire started.......I can't wait to be in your arms in front of the fireplace, just lost in the security of your arms. I debated on what to wear, as I wanted something sexy......but wanted to be

Friends 3
Mind you none of you are more or less important by the order in which you are listed! Just so I don't get shouts cuz I didn't list you in the order in which you think you belong! Blondie...Girl you may be the only one who can really understand what effects my health may have on me, and it will be you who I turn to on how to make shit better! You being a Nebraska girl like myself and only about 6 hours away, maybe in fact the only person from the net I may have the honor of meeting!And if I do get to meet ya I am sure we will have a rocking good time! Sauceruney...damn man, you are by far the most perviest person I have on my family list, and for that little fact, you are the only perv I love with all my heart! You can make me smile when I don't wanna! Thank you! Deity...Even though your toking it up on the other side of the world, I feel like your my brother, you listen to me bitch, and you talk to me almost daily, I admire all you do and the things you do for me! Soldie

Comment And Rate Me Till Your Fingers Hurt Pleaseee
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Black Canvas Added To Tonights Show At Atomic Garage!
TONIGHTS NEW REVOLUTION TOUR SHOW WILL BE STARTED OFF BY LOCALS BLACK CANVAS!!! ALSO PERFORMING ARE THREEFACE INDORPHINE PYSCOSTICK!! DUE TO BAND ISSUES,STILLKEPT CANT PERFORM AND INVITRO WAS ADDED TO THE SEVENDUST TOUR.. I THINK RE:IGNITION WAS ADDED TO THE SEVENDUST TOUR,BUT NOT SURE.. SUPPORT THE LOCALS!! ST.LUCIE AND ORLANDO ROCKS FT.PIERCE'S ATOMIC GARAGE TONIGHT!! SEE YA THERE DJK

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!game Over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES LMFAO I ENTERED GAME OVER IN A GIFT GIVE AWAY!!HE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ONLINE.. HE IS ALWAYS HELPPING ME OUT WITH ANY THING I NEED..SO I WANTED TO HELP HIM GET THE GIFT I KNWO HE SO DESIRES.. SO IF YOU HAVE A LITTLE EXTRA TIME.. SHOW THIS GIFT GIVE AWAY SOEM LOVE.. NO RUSH NO TIME LIMIT.. SOON AS HE GETS THE 20.000 COMMNTES HE WILL GET THE YACHT ... SMOOCHESSSSSSSSSSS LADY KAOS

My Attention Whore Sister!! Lmao
So I am surfing around CT and up at the top I notice my sister, Toxic, is on a blast! After I got done pointing and laughing I had to get a screen shot! What no undying love for the sun shiney one?? *sniff sniff*

Rockstars And Pornstars Party At Dante's
Last night's Rockstars and Pornstars party starring Smoochknob and the SmoochGirls was AWESOME!! Dark Angel was here visiting from Texas and escorted me to the party. When we arrived, there was a line outside around the block!! The show had been sold out! Lucky for me I'm a Wild Child Girl!! Wild Child Magazine was VIP to this party!! So we walked right in! We got our drinks and mingled until the music started. Brace The Fall was the opening band. They came out Rockin!! They are an industrial metal band that had the crowd worked up! The mosh pits were forming from song one! Their entire set was high energy and the fans loved them! Thanks to a great road crew, the next band, Cellar Door, was onstage and ready to rock Dante's. Cellar Door is a punk metal band that I have seen before! They are a very charged up band and the crowd was screaming for more!! Then it was time for Smoochknob! They opened with "a short movie" clip. It was all the Fuck words from the Big Lebowski!! It was h

Is There Hope?
Can someone tell me if there is any straight man in the world that turns his dirty clothes right side out before he throws them in the hamper? Hubby has an issue with turning his socks, shirts, or any article of clothing right side out before throwing them in the hamper. Is there any way to cure this? Is there any hope? (He is not the first man I have been with that has this problem!)

Updating Pics Fromvegas ...
Will hopefully get more today and tomorrow and will update as I get them..... Vegas as been a true lesson for me.... I've meet ALOT of celebs - tried to be kewl but had to have the pic of me & IceT...lol I was too kewl to ask Shaq for one lol but THATS a big man!!! hahahaha Jamie Fox was hilarious!!! PDiddy too kewl for anyone lol I happened to be in Vegas the same weekend as the NBA Tourney which made getting anywhere hell - eating anywhere even worse!! (hell i think ivelost weight here hahahaha) and where the hell is the coffee in this town???? This is the only city Ive ever been in that does not have coffee makers in their rooms - TRAGEDY!!! Best experience in Vegas so far? Meeting TonyB from here on Cherry.... but it also turned out to be the worst experience....... BUT thankfully my girlfriends dont allow for mopin around... they've kept me happy and well drunk hahahahha - Well its Mardi Gras time isnt it?? I am off to find what trouble I can on my last nit

How Ta Reach Me...................
You can reach me at yahoo at shinra35888 and you can reach me on aol instant messenger at shinra0358; Youtube = shinra358.....see ya later. www.myspace.com/thatofwhichdoesnotexist www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=632294391 Or maybe ya can dream of me and i'll be at yo door in tha mornin' ;)

My Opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So the new thing with the pictures got me thinking. Yeah I know thats an achievement all its own (har har har!)But anyways, It got me to realize - Maybe what we should all do is get back to what LostCherry/CherryTap is all about. Meeting people and making friends - Meaning stopping this drama - and actually leave messages on peoples pages. That was what truly amazed me when I joined this site in September. It was that people openly left comments. Not because they HAD to, but because they wanted to. And it was fun trying to find neat little graphics for your friends pages. Even if you don't send graphics - Friendly conversation never hurt anyone. Did It? I mean as long as it isn't some bullshit drama...Its fun. After I talked to a few people in shouts, I wanted to add a few more thoughts of mine.I wanted to add that - Even with all the changes - some good, some not so good..I'm still as addicted to this site as I was from the first day I joined. I have made some amazing friends fr

Takeing It All In And Im Only Human
Takieng it all in with each wondering step...I got to thinking im not just a nightmare im someones night time fansty with hopes and dreams of all to come true...I sit upon my long lenghty stool and wonder if they even know that im there night mare and im there fansty....No one really knows not even those who think they know because you cant tell what things bring us because each day is differnt....Im even unsure weather its ok to breathe without makeing some kinda mistake and haven it back fire on me and me haven to pay it worth a damm...because if no one pays it attion then what good does it do to even give a rats ass ------------------------------------------------- bolg 2 Im only human, im the one who takes on all helps all and does for all bust my ass each and everyday of the week and stays strong... with a tuff spot in my path i get knocked off and wonder if its ok ....i vent it out with the pros and cons... knock myself down and cant escape myself till i see that its

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Don't Get Enough Sleep You definitely don't get enough sleep, and it's turning you into a mental zombie! You need to get more sleep, starting tonight if possible. Avoid caffeine, keep a regular bedtime, don't watch TV before bed, and sleep in complete darkness. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Will You Please
will you please rate and bomb this pic as much as you can? this is my first contest that I promoted myself in...Please????Pretty please with sugar on top with some cherries and whipcream andmaybe even a little hot fudge? please? Click the link below to vote and comment

What Are You Inside ?
TWO WOLVES One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 wolves. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Love Is A Dead End Street
Category: Romance and Relationships I was lost, so I turned right. I knew what I was looking for and figured if this wasn't it, I'd know right away. For a while, I seemed to be going the right way. But just as I began feeling secure in reaching my destination, I saw the first sign. "Dead End." Hmmm... That can't be good. But the road continued ahead as far as I could see, so I kept going. And there it was again. "Dead End." Did I continue on or turn back? Eventually I'd have to turn around anyway, so why keep going? The longer I wait, the harder it will be. All my life, I've been driving around lost. It started with my first crush in sixth grade and continued into adulthood. I'd find a relationship I wanted to pursue and start down that road, never knowing how far it would take me. Some relationships lasted longer than others but inevitably all of them dead-ended. Sometimes you know on the first date. Sometimes it's much further down that road, maybe even after ignoring several warni

Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
So I FINALLY quit working for the Nazi's known as public storage. They can't keep a property working in good order if they had the courts forcing them to. I had so many customers pissed off at me and elevators that didn't work a video monitoring systems that hasn't worked for months, and a bathroom at you can't use. And thats just a few of the things worng with that place. I was GREATH to walk into my office yesterday and say "I don't give a FUCK!!!!!" weeeeehaaaaa Thats all

Hello From 525.com Power Tracks!
I wanted to say hello to everyone and explain who we are and what we're all about. We are a FREE Hard Rock/Heavy Metal Internet Radio Station. Commercial free,Edit Free, Fat Free!! Costs you nothing to listen to us. We just want you jammin' with us on a daily basis! Our goal here is to get the word out about the station. We are very passionate about about our station and bring you the very best in hard rock and heavy metal music. Music that we love and know you will too. Tired of hearing that same song over and over again on "regular radio" to the point it makes you hate the song and/or band? Yeah...We DON'T do that! So here's the deal.... Go to our website, www.525.com, there you can find several players to listen to us through. Pull one up and jam while your on Cherrytap or doing what ever you do best. We have our playlist completely viewable and requestable (is requestable a word? I tend to make my own words up:-) Check it out, go to the website and reques

Whispers To Windstorms
whispers to windstorms witness as it hits home, so precious the petals of a cyclone,its victims left mindblown, the government says that we should settle like gieco threw the fuckin roof is more than were this mutherfucka just might go hypodermic with a style air bubble a short struggle the subject dies, a brief huddle, remove the rubble, delicately place the soul back in to the bubble. we trouble ourselfes enough to pummel elephants, mere man, its no wonder so many suffer while surrounded by etheral delagates. dignity is not only for creator entity, but creative entity .so big up yourself by shedding the shackles that keep you dead to me federal intervention at this point is dead ahead of me. politics today is just a way of better watching things. as if big brother needed a more secure means of locking things.their mocking me. but have not yet began to devise a means of stopping me, logicaly one would do better to comprehend before demolishing quite possibly your s

Cherrytap...
Hmmmm. Cherrytap is interesting. Its darker than myspace, more goths and Emos too. However, I do prefer the maturity. Thanks to everyone who greeted me. Check out my new pics. I can't beleive you stole my freaking Frog! you know who you are. :E3 (Baring my fangs)

Pisces: The Piece Of Ass
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to.Good kisser. Hard to forget.Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

Oh Yeah....
THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED ME GET TO ROCK STAR IN 5 DAYS. SERIOUSLY LEVELED 6 TIMES IN 5 DAYS, THAT HAS TO BE A RECORD. MAD LOVE TO EVERY, LITTLE PISSED BUT NO WORRIES. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND SLIGHTLY MORE HAPPY.

How Well Do You Know Harry Potter
How well do you know Harry Potter??? You are a Harry Potter Fanatic.....You really know your stuff when it comes to Harry Potter!!!!!! Give your self a pat on the back!!! Take this test

What A Mother Fucking Idiot Asshole
After an awesome session, and then having a great time at Bondage Ball with Shannon, this worthless scum-fucking sack of festering dog shit seemed to think that he had some sort of right to touch My pussy so I punched him... I heard the crack when I broke his nose. That pitiful little maggot turd looked at Me as if he was justified and thought he was in the right to try to stick his filthy fingers up My pussy. In one fowl swoop there came a resounding crack with the second impact of My fist colliding with his already shattered nose, and with that I stormed out of the room. My knuckles hurt, but My heart and My ego are swollen with pride. More women need to teach random strange dog like males that behavior is unexceptable, and that our bodies are not theirs to use as they will.

G'nite..
Goin to bed. I've been awake way too long today. I'm gonna go get some shut eye. If you get a chance...Please see my blog called "Just Wondering....over to the left hand side. If you could....That would make me happy. Also - If you're bored...please go drop some Cherry Lovin on my two contests (If you need the links, they're on my profile page..Under Idols!) I'm just too tired and full of nyquill to go get both of them to post in here. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Weekend Wrap Up
Here I am again, sorry it's been so long but I've had a busy weekend. Busy doing what you ask? Most of what I've been doing is classified sorry I can't tell you! But I expect if you use your imagination you can guess! Hey now don't go THAT far! Sheesh what kinda girl do you think I am? Actually that's an excellent question. What kind of girl do you think I am based on my blog entries and my page? Weather is icky, it tried to storm here in Nebraska all we managed was some ice and a little snow. Most of it started to melt the next day anyway Has spring sprung where you are? Let me know! So, read my blog, let me know what kinda gurl you think I am and what's new in YOUR world! In other words, show me some Cherry love! Song for the day: London Calling by The Clash!

He Is Among Us
He said he loved me. He said he wished I were dead. He said I wasn't worth killing. He'd swear he was the only person in the world who truly loved me. He swore my parents never wanted me. That I shouldn't have been born. That I was just a mistake. I was a waste of space. I made him sick. I was disgusting. I should have been aborted. I should now, immediately forgive him because he didn't mean it. It was my fault for making him so angry. If he didn't love me so much, he wouldn't get so furious. I was to blame. Sales girls predictably fawned over him when he'd spend too much on pricey perfume. "He's so wonderful," they'd say. "I wish my man would buy this for me," they'd tell me. I was expected to fawn over him, too. But later he'd say that all the fragrance in the world would never cover the stench that came from my rotten soul. I was, after all, born rotten. Why did you marry me? I'd ask. "Because I knew no one else would," he'd say, adding that at the time, he felt sorry f

As Time Slips Away
as the days go by the time i have slips away from me and i cry as it does i know one day i must die and i nore anbody can stop the inevatable and right now i am scared to know when that will happen so please comment me back on this entry it would make me smile a little bit. Thank You , Lost In The Dark

The Lighter Side Of Me..
Winter’s icy blast still hangs on While dreams of spring are on my mind. Cold winds will soon be gone. Daffodils, posies will do just fine. Frantic birds eating their fill Snow tracks of squirrels, rabbits and deer Wondering thru the valleys and over hill Green leaves and warm breezes will soon be here. It has been said but never claimed winter is a must! If spring is to be appreciated. For me, give me green grass warm winds not snowy crust. Four seasons is just too complicated. But wait I will for spring is near All the shoveling, driving white knuckled and cold Will soon no longer be a fear. Because the first sign of spring is a robin I am told. Soon short sleeves and cutoffs will be appropriate attire No more long sleeves, boots, hats and gloves for this boy Yes dreams of spring are what I desire. And as always my friends hearts are filled with joy. Happy Tuesday to a terrific friend. No this was not a friends test, a survey or getting to know you be

Nemo Turtle Past Away
our hearts are very heavy right now. because sometime yesterday or last night nemo past away. we know he is in a better place. but it still hurts losing him. we had him for almost a year. so keep nemo turtle in your thoughts and prayers today. we lost a good pet turtle. Courtesy of MsTags.com

Confessions
Sweet Darling i love you i do You know that i need you You sing to my soul Leaving me whole And every goodbye is a heart ache The silence i hate It lets all the things you shooed away Come flooding back to my mind Please let me hear your voice again I'll be your lover and friend Show me you truly love me And you just might win.

Twin Sister And Her Boyfriend
OK 2 ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS!! :)) I'M POSTING A NEW BLOG ENTRY!! :)) MY TWIN SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND JUST SIGNED UP 2NITE!! YEAH!! :)) ANY WAY I WAS HOPING THAT ALL OF U COULD PLEASE HELP THEM OUT AND RATE THEM A 10 AND EVERYTHING!! :)) THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!! :)) BTW HER USER NAME IS his#1girl and his is cruzin69!! :)) thanxs again everyone!! :))

Friends
Well after long thoughts about the friends list last night and this AM , I must say I have several friends some speak to me , some are jealous for no reason, some only added me for points , and I have some that true are my friends and speak to me. After all this maybe the internet but I do have feelings. I am posting this to see really what true friends are there. I will give this a matter of 3 days to hear a reponse from my friends then it is time to throw the ones out who are just on my list for no reason. I will let you decided if you are gonna be a true friend. A simple I wanna remain friends or throw me out is easy to repond to. I am not here to be a puppet on a string , drama, or your sex buddy, Yes I know I have sexy pictures that is because I am proud of how well I take care of my self , body , and soul. Thank you very much have a wonderful day Much Love Angel in Waiting

Contest Pls Go Bomb :) If I Win U Get New Pic Wink
> > Sweetest Tat Wins A YACHT > > Contest starts on February 26th at 9 p.m. Est time > Contest ends on March 7th at 9 p.m. Est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u want to rate you! > > 3) No harassment of any other contestant is allowed if this happens then you will be taken out of the race. This is for fun so lets try and be nice to one another. > > 4) I know that it is hard to get pictures or salutes up so You must have more than one picture of yourself to be in the contest. > > 5) All

Win A 3 Day Blast! Announcing The Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest!! (repost)
What? The Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest... Salute me, The Living Legend, in a sexy way. I will leave the creativity to you ladies. However, these pictures CANNOT be NSFW (send the NSFW salutes to me privately, hehe). The winner will be determined by multiplying number of comments by the average rate by the number of people that have rated you (comments X rating X number of rates). Prizes? Winner receives a 3 day blast. 2nd Place will receive a piece of BLING. All entrants will receive gifts. When? I will be taking entrants names until Wednesday, March 6th. At midnight that evening, I will open up the contest folder and the games will begin. The contest will run 14 days until midnight, the evening of Wednesday, March 20th. Must-Read Rules - 1) I am keenly aware of people marking others' photos as NSFW to eliminate the competition. Rest assured, I am able to find the culprits who mark things NSFW and anyone (or their agent, which I can also trace) caught marki

Lie
It was all a lie just a vulgar trick A cheap disappointing Internet scam A third-rate opera which makes me sick It shows the world knows how lonely I am And this farce went on for a thousand days Only now am I beginning to see Stumbling in a daze from the purple haze Of a crazy maze what she did to me Now my empty arms hold only the whys Of how she could pretend and seem to be What she was not to my naive surprise Of course there was a man who helped her to Make a fool of me and possibly you I hope I can forget her and be free

The Song That Sums Me Up At The Moment...
If you take a life do you know what you'll give? Odds are, you won't like what it is When the storm arrives, would you be seen with me? By the merciless eyes I've deceived I've seen angels fall from blinding heights But you yourself are nothing so divine You're just next in line Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you Their odds will betray you They'll never replace you You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you It longs to kill you Are you willing to die? The coldest blood runs through my veins You know my name If you come inside things will not be the same When you return to the night If you think you won You never saw me change The game that we have been playing I've seen this diamond cut through harder men Than you yourself But if you must pretend You may meet your end Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you The odds will betray you And I will replace you You can't deny the prize it

Why Do I
Hold on? Why do I keep trying when it seems like it's impossible and won't ever change? Why do i have so much love for you after all the hurt? Even thru all that has ever gone on I have always loved you with all my heart. I can't stand not being with you but sometimes i can't stand to be with you. I just want to make you happy and be happy with you but seems like there's nothing i can do that will make you happy. You always put me down and lie and cheat. But i look past that and hope you will change. I wasn't perfect either but I made changes. Why do you feel like the only form of affection you can show me is sexual? And if you can't be sexual and touching me and groping me all the time your not happy and you don't do anything at all...it's like your dead. There's so much more to life and relationships then sex and always having to be sexual. Can't you just see that I wanna be close to you and hold you and you hold me without having to feel like there was expectations? Can't there be s

Our First Year
Our first year was dark and scary as two tempers would rise with fury.we made a pact to lockaway those that made our past so dreary and then you find a real awakening that through anything you can get through it no more secrets of the past as you've laid them all to rest through GOD you can as with everything there is forgiveness for all we do and all we learn through Rocks&Stone we must travel so someday to walk on streets of Gold and all we do is recorded & in color and without forgiveness you shall see every momment & every second you chose as you kneel at our Masters feet. So love and lean within Our Father's words and you shall see our Father our God our Master........ AMEN! KDS

Life!!!!
“Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty-five years and you pay it back and then -- one day -- you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then -- one day -- you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe.”

Please Show Your A True Friend
ok all you cherries out there. i have a lot of you on my friend list. this is your chance to proof that you are a true friend all im asking for you to do is click the link and leave 10 comments. that is all. 10 comments and that is all you have to leave. so please help a friend out. im trying to win a 30 day blast. so help me out. If you want to leave more than 10 that is fine. just let me know how many you leave and i will get you a gift.

People In Pennsylvania :d Thats Me!
At +70 degrees, Texans turn on the heat and unpack the thermal underwear. People in Pennsylvania go swimming in the rivers. At +60 degrees North Carolinians try to turn on the heat. People in Pennsylvania plant gardens. At +50 degrees Californians shiver uncontrollably. People in Pennsylvania sunbathe. At +40 degrees Italian & English cars wont start. People in Pennsylvania drive with the windows down. At +32 degrees distilled water freezes. The Susquehanna River water gets thicker. At +20 degrees Flordians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves and woolly hats. People in Pennsylvania throw on a flannel shirt. At +15 degrees New York landlords finally turn up the heat. People in Pennsylvania have the last cookout before it gets cold. At +10 degrees people in Miami all die. Keystoners lick the flagpoles. At 0 degrees Californians fly away to Mexico. People in Pennsylvania get out their winter coats. At -10 degrees Hollywood disintegrates. The Girl Scou

Poem By Me
Standing infront of a mirror too many truths I find Too many insecurities running through my mind. How could I be beautiful to any man ? When I cant even be my own number one fan Deep breath, I survey my body quick Why is there so much pressure to look like a damn stick? Comments from a previous time circling inside my head Used, unwanted feeling.. not today.. can I crawl back in bed? A distant nightmare attempts to ruin my day A tear escapes my eye..ingore it the feeling will go away Like a recording, I hear unwanted words repeated Ugly, fat, nothing, useless, no one will want u, defeated Tears rolling down my cheeks I wipe them away I close my eyes and begin to pray With God's help, I face the reflection looking back at me Stroking the tip of my nose a sweet memory I see How gently he scooped me up in his arms when he found out He kissed the tip of my nose and showed me what he was about He knew exactly what to say and how to hold me I feel relief once I conclude

Tour Video...kinda! Lol
Hey gang, Here is a little footage a fan shot of our tour kick off in Detoit last Tuesday. The lighting isnt the greatest, but the sound is decent and you can hear what went down at least. It was a DARK venue...maybe thats best? Besides, you dont really want to see our ugly mugs again? Right? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cqw7WOb7P8http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbET9Lu7bMA Off to play a show in Toledo, Ohio tonight. Maybe with a little luck, we wil get some better video for you this time? Peace, Troy

She Gives Light
Don't you dare die yet It's not over I'm still struggling through this hell for you If you leave, you'll forsake me I would have stayed alive for nothing I look at you and see myself And we're both crying Wondering why And you say there has to be a reason There has to be this happy place where everything is white, and good, and right And I can't help but weep for you Because if that's all you're holding on to I think you're going to be disappointed So you can't leave me yet I'll strike down the Morningstar I'll even defy your God If it means I can carve that place into this world You can't leave me I have to make that place for you I'll sin I'll burn in hell And suffer forever If I can just make that place for you I can't help but feel That we're all fooling ourselves We have to think there's a better place after this Because otherwise, living wouldn't be worth it We have to lie to ourselves We run around in circles Repenting so hard And trying to make sur

Email Received On Global Warming
While a serious issue, this email is full of holes. I fixed some of the spelling errors then gave up. Can you find the other errors????? ************************************************** Quotes The Era Of Procrastination, Of Half-Measures, Of Soothing And Baffling Expedients, Of Delays, Is Coming To An End!! In its place, we are entering a period of consequences! (Sir Winston Churchill (11.12.366)) Making mistakes in generations and centuries past would have consequences that we could overcome. We don't have that luxury anymore! (Al Gore (2005)) Ecological Niche Question: Why is there an increase number of polar bears drowning while swimming in the Artic Sea? Although this question may seem unimportant when compared to issues such as world hunger, war, teen pregnancy, AIDS and other critical issues, it is a very important lead-in question when one examines the issue of global warming. These were taken from Al Gore's 2007 Oscar Winning Documentary 'An I

Bday Party
Well, Roy doesn't need to drink anymore.. I danced! and I don't dance.. scary site indeed! lmao Anywho.. I went shopping and ate and shopped and club hopped.. I'm not depressed anymore.. 2 women asked me out! lmao long night peace

The Traveling Machine Of The Underpriveliged
I wrote this on October 22nd, 1997Inspired by a painfully long wait, then an equally long Bus Ride.The Traveling Machine of the Underpriveliged:Eardrums perceive the roarfrom the traveling machine of the underpriveledged.A sound sometimes full of disdain,yet often gleeful after an eternity of painstaking timelessness.Lost in transit…Destination known…Time stands still…as I wait….Paitently I wait for my purpose to be fulfilled.The wheels are turning…But only in my mindI feel the gravitational forces moving me…Yet I go nowhere…###BONUS! Quotes for Today"We're both stumbling around together in this unformed world, whose rules and objectives are largely unknown, seemingly indecipherable or even possibly nonexistent, always on the verge of being killed by forces that we don't understand."-Ted Pikel / "Existenz""The value of an idea lies in the using of it."-Thomas EdisonNothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely. -Auguste Rodin"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go inst

I Dont Know What Love Is
I often wonder what love feels like. I often wonder is there anyone that knows how to love. For i was never shown or taught what love is. I know what i feel when i love someone, And how it feels how to give the love unconditionaly. But for me to feel or know the feeling of someone loving me unconditionaly. So i often wonder is there truely any uncondtional love?

"my Kind Of Poison"
"My kind of poison" " 'Cause I've spent the night dancing I'm drunk, I suppose If it looks like I'm laughing I'm really just asking to leave This alone, you're in time for the show You're the one that I need I'm the one that you loathe You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose 'Cause I love all the poison" ~MCR "My kind of poison, the good kind. My kind of poison, that makes you smile. My kind of poison, that makes you happy. My kind of poison, that burns on the way. My kind of poison, that holds you. My kind of poison, that brings you. My kind of poison, that makes you lust. The kind of poison I like. The kind of poison I bleed. The knid of poison I breath. I like my poison to taste like. A breez flowing through my hair. A flake of snow on my face. A fresh cut. A pounding heart. A thunder storm. A poison that can be as sweet as love, but as cold as death... {[I find some people intoxicating. Have you ever found me intoxicatin

Moving On!
Hey just short note to say I'm moving away for few yrs out to calf. going to U.T.I and this single boy here gonna be making big money right of the top. So I'm gonna be leaving oct.28th but I'll have my new lab top by then, to keep in touch. I plan to come back to charleston after I'm grad. with a brand new mustang! so I'm gonna be looking for good bad girl to wine and dine!lol I've been single too long and I'm sweet guy but no one seems to really want me right now but they will. I'm gonna rollin round calf. Maybe I'll find a super model lol. I'm also on myspace. Mjaydawg26@ myspace.com

Goodbye To A Friend
Goodbye to a friend RIP Tigger 1991 to 2007 I adopted Tigger from the Genesee County Animal Control Shelter in 1991 after looking for one of my cats, Zen, who had gotten through a screen window the week before. He was the least shy and most outgoing of the litter that was there, and my son Mark liked him. A couple of months later, Mark had grabbed hold of Tigger’s tail and literally flipped Mark backwards as Tigger jumped off my lap to get away from Mark! Mark ended up laying flat on his back with a very shocked look. He wasn’t hurt and I don’t remember him crying, but he never grabbed Tigger by the tail again. Tigger quickly became my cat, even though I thought he would become Mark’s cat. Tigger took to following me around, sitting on me whenever I sat down and eventually sleeping on me at night. When I’d go to bed, I always slept on my side and Tigger would lay along my side on top of me with his head on my shoulder. Sometimes when I woke at night, he’d still be on

Test Your Skills
What is your Sexual IQ? The basics. How far have you gone? 1) Nowhere. 2) First or second base. 3) Third base. X) All the way. What is a rim job? 1) Something that I get done to my car every few months. 2) A special technique when kissing where you use the very tip of your tongue to tease your partner. X) When you lick your partners anus. 4) When you lick your lollypop/iced cream sexily to entice the guy/girl of you dreams. Would you say that you have above average or below average sexual experience for your age? 1) Above. 2) Definitely below. X) I think I am about average. 4) Um, only slightly below, I hope. Where did you pick-up most of your sexual knowledge? 1) Parents. 2) T.V. and movies. X) Porn. 4) Everywhere, I can't pinpoint one place. Which is the best method of contraception? 1) The pill. 2) Pulling out. 3) Wearing tightie whities. X) A condom with spermicide. Be honest. True or false: You know what snowbal

My Favorite Lyrics Your Love By.erik Santos
erik santos - your love Your Love Artist: Erik Santos Album: Your Love LYRICS You're the one who never let me sleep Through my mind and through my soul you touched my lips You're the one that I can't wait to see When you're here by my side, I'm in ecstasy [Refrain] I'm all alone without you But days are dark without the glimpse of you Now that you cam into my life I feel complete The flower bloom, the morning shines And I can see [Chorus] Your love is like the sun That lights up my whole world I feel the warmth inside Your love is like the river That flows down through my veins I feel the chill inside Everytime I hear the music played Reminds me of the things that we've been through In my mind I can't believe it's true But in my heart, the reality is you (Repeat Refrain) (Repeat Chorus) (Repeat Chorus)

Irony.....
so..tomorrow is the 8th of march. it should be my 4th wedding anniversary...but no. my ex wife had to go and cheat on me. not once, not twice...but atleast 3 times. the first time(that i know of) was like a month after we got married. then she met some guy from, ummm...aol, myspace..i forgot. she kept claiming that he was "just a friend" but i kept noticing things. well, for the longest time i didnt want to believe that she was messing around on me. i finally opened my eyes and accepted the fact that the one i wanted to spend the rest of my life with was screwing some other guy. well, they are still together. she actually says, writes and puts it all over myspace that they have been together for 2 1/2 years. hmmmmm.....we got married 3, almost 4 years ago. isnt that messed up. so..tomorrow is the 8th. blah blah blah. just another day for me. my birthday is on monday..yay me!!! her b-day is next week(the 19th)....anyways...i love it here on cherrytap. "the capt. has turned on the 'n

Ok Folks!!!
You have ALL been amazing. I definitely have climbed up the ladder a bit. I think I'm only about 500 behind first now. Please just drop a word or something on here if you helped. I know most of you that did, but the damn thing was moving so fast (thanks to you all!) that I'm scared I might have missed someone. I want to thank each of you individually. ;) ***kisses*** BeerQueen

What Are The Chances
What are the Chances of Me Being the Sexiest Cherry In the Sexiest Cherry Contest ... I could sure use Lots of Help from My Friends to Help me win this contest ... The 6th One Ive been in and Not won One yet ... Would be Nice to know what its Like to Win at least One ... lol :o)... If My friends Think Im sexy Please come vote for me and Bomb Bomb Bomb My Picture and Help me Win Heres the Picture Just Click on it to go to the Link....... Much Cherry Love and I ALWAYS Return The Cherry love with 11's and Some sort of Gift to say Thank you so much........

First Time?
*this is my first attempt at humorous poetry. i think i turned myself on instead. oh well. enjoy.* pink cheeked nipple tweak. wanna cum? go fuck a geek. light eyes. pillow thighs. why don't you try me on for sighs? red toes. little nose. spank my ass and rip my hose. first time? nevermind. ride the wave. you'll be just fine.

Keith Johnson On Grigori Radio
Interested in the Paranormal? A fan of the hit show Ghost Hunters? Well, then come listen to GRIGORI Radio tonight at 6pmCST / 7pmEST. We will be having on the air special guest Keith Johnson. Keith Johnson was the consulting demonologist for TAPS (The Atlantic Paranormal Society) on the hit show Ghost Hunters. Come listen to the show, and call in and ask your own questions to Keith or your favorite paranormal investigators Jeremy and Robb. GRIGORI Radio

Rules And Regs Once Again!!!!
AIGHT, SO I'M GOIGN TO HOLD A NEW CONTEST. SICK OF HAVING LIKE 5 THOUSAND FRIENDS BUT GET ALMOST NO LOVE FROM ANY OF THEM?? WELL HERE'S A CONTEST FOR YOU. IT'S SIMPLE!! IT'S CALLED THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN YOUR FRIENDS!!" CONTEST. I PICK THE PIC OF YOU, LAYING THE RULE SOUT REAL SIMPLE AND EASY. MOST COMMENTS WINS. EACH RATE EQUALS A THOUSAND COMMENTS, 10 DAY COMP. WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ONE HOUR AFTER THE CONTEST ENDS. GOTTA BE REAL FRIENDS, NONE OF THIS ASKING FOR A COMMENT BOMBER FAMILY TO HELP YOU OUT BULLSHIT. IT'S A WAY FOR YOU TO PROVE ONCE AND FOR ALL THAT YOUR FRIENDS ROCK!!! GET IT? YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW I DON'T PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT, AND I LOVE HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. SO BE A BUDDY, ENTER YOUR ASS IN MY CONTEST AND LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!! LOOKING FOR 8 CONTESTANTS. MALE AND FEMALE. JUST LEMME KNOW, AND LET'S HAVE SOME FUN. WINNER GETS ONE OF EVERY BIG PIMPING GIFTS THERE IS, I'M TALKING THE YACHTS, CARS, BIKES, JEWELRY AND ALL THAT JAZZ. ON TOP OF THAT

Updated Profile With Voice Mail.
Howdy :) Check updated profile. Some of ya know but I'll be gone two weeks..Mar9th maybe back on saturdays & sunday welcome to leave voice message anytime...I'll check them when get home from caring for Salomes gonalez...Lady got surgary tuesday Mar. 6th. on her Left leg. She doing Okay just in pain, I visited her in hospital today(mar. 8th) earlier. If i sound funny I'm sick now with cold. God Bless you all. Hugs ~Mary~

Inner Pain
I sit alone in a world that has no time. Confused on what is real and what is not. Am I cursed to wonder alone in a crazy mixed up world? With no companionship? In my mind I see what i want, what i need. But then i awake and get thrown back into the cruel truth that is life. Why must there be such a horrific feeling as that of a broken heart?

Promises
All these promises are gone, you keep them no more, you threw them all away, as I walked out the door. No more promises of love, no more promises of no drink, you threw them all away, and you didn't even blink. You threw away your promise, that you would never lie, but you do it all the time now, and I feel I will cry. You promised me that things of us, would be kept secret and just ours, but that promise you threw away too, and left me with the scars. And then you promised me, that you would still be there, but where were you when I needed you most, my life is now empty and bare.

The Statue
A woman and her lover are in bed together when hubbie comes home. The woman jumps up, shoves the guy in a corner of the bedroom, rubs him down in baby oil and covers him in talcum powder. 'Don't move! You're a statue!' The husband comes up to the bedroom and inquires about the new decoration. The wife explains that the Smith family next door acquired a statue for their bedroom recently, and if they could get one, so could she. The married couple go to bed, but at midnight the husband goes downstairs, gets a glass of milk and some cookies, and comes back upstairs. He hands the snack to the statue and says, "Here. I stood around for 3 days at the Smiths', and they never fed me a thing!"

Did You Join My Blast Giveaway? Look Here Plz !!
DID YOU JOIN MY BLAST GIVEAWAY LOOK HERE PLZ !! :) 1ST A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT JOINED !! I TOLD EVERYONE WHO JOINED MY BLAST GIVEAWAY IT WOULD BE NO TIME LIMIT ON THAT ONE BUT I WOULD VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IF THE PEEPZ THAT JOINED MY BLAST GIVEAWAY ARE FINISH 31TH MAY 2007 I WILL NOT THROW ANYONE OUT BUT FOR EXAMPLE = IF YOU JOINED FOR A WEEK (10000 COMMENTS) AND HAVE 6000 AT THAT LAST DATE YOU WILL GET THE 3 DAY BLAST INSTEAD THE HAPPY HOURS FOLDERS ARE STILL OPEN IF ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN FOR A BIG PIMPIN GIFT =(^_^)= ENGLA

It's A Girl Scout Nation!! You Know, With Crack Involved.
I have a serious question about the ingredients of girl scout cookies, and the mental state of the Girl Scouts of America. Are these people crack addicts? If so, I am concerned for my safety and the safety of anyone who purchased girl scout cookies. Normally being a rational human being about my sweets (I have tons of sweets in my house and ration myself as to not lose my girlish figure), I consumed an entire sleeve of Thin Mints in like, 3 hours! This is effing unheard of. I'm also bouncing off the walls like a mad woman...is it sugar or crack? Now, after reading online the effects of crack on its abusers, I am even more convinced that pretty soon, I'm gonna start freebasing thin mints. Crack withdrawal symptoms include but are not limited to: * agitation * depression * intense craving for the drug * extreme fatigue * anxiety * angry outbursts * lack of motivation * nausea/vomiting * shaking * irritability * muscle

Grrr
People piss me off. Lets start with the damn point whores. Some of us have been here for a long time and we worked really hard commenting and ratng to get where we are. I personally have done very well here for a sweater girl. (no nudes) WHat pisses me the fuck off is all these contests and giveaways which ARE for the sole purpose to help the person get points so they can have a status. Or the stupid vic giveaways...HELLO those VIC gifts are cheap. You want a vic gift? ill send you one. Friends here are not very loyal and most only care about who can get them where or who atm can make them more popualar. I quit trying to be popular in highschool. Ive done some of the comment bomb contest but its hard to ask your friends to keep commenting. Any comment bomb contest over 3 days is ridiculous. Concentrate on friends not points! Grow the Fuck up

Lost Love
I lay awake tonight dreaming not of the love i share now but of one i lost long ago one that shall never return the only person who ever really undrestood me and made me feel loved I try to think tranquil thoughts but sleep will not come my love i lost you long ago of my own faults and i forever search for a replacement many have tryed and failed this love i share now at times it seems to dwindle but awakes withe each mornings light we rekindle never betraying such openness is so new to me memories remain the truth lies within

Vampire
Once life seemed so exciteing Now everything once so complicated seems so clear So much unsed time Cluttering my mind with memories I've been trying to forget I'm so tierd of living My heart aches for the one i had and lost I have these kids and this wonderful man that i love more than life itself And yet my heart feels so empty Alone I sit Dreaming of sleep, comfort and peace of mind. My heart seems not my own As darkness sets in And he said on to me BE a Vampire suck alittle harder

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Power Of Acceptance
Power of acceptance When the world seems to be falling down around you, you can choose to fall down with it or you can choose a more positive path. Acceptance will put you on that positive path. Fighting against negativity only produces more negativity. Yet when you accept what is, no matter how terrible and difficult it may be, you put yourself in a position to start changing it for the better. Acceptance does not mean giving in or giving up. It means moving on, as in moving on ahead. There is simply no point in fighting battles which have already been lost, nor is there any point in allowing the loss to continue to slow you down. The smart strategy is to accept it and then put all your energy toward a positive pursuit. Acceptance does not mean allowing others to take advantage of you. It simply means that you look realistically at what has happened and allow yourself to see the positive opportunities that are most certainly there. Once you accept what is, you are free

Just A Stupid Survey With Stupid Answers
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Well, I a not sure when I ate the cocoons exactly, but I am guessing a a few days after that 2. What was your last alcoholic beverage? I believe he said his name was Phillip, he was pretty toxic too I tell ya 3. Who is/are the friend/s you can count on the most? Well, Judy right now I guess . . . She not only has all her fingers and toes but she has the spawns in her as well with fingers and toes 4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other? Exactly who is this significant other of which you speak? 5. Favorite Band? Hmmmm, I’ve heard some freaky ass stories about Band Camp so I am going with any that I find there 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? Contrary to popular belief I am in fact a human being 7. Do you like anyone? Nope I am an equal opportunity hater - hate ya all the same 8. Do you know anyone who is engaged? I am currently engaged in typing answers to

With Me
i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by E.E. Cummings

Quizzes For Y'all To Check Out!!!!
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you! Take this test What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) SunriseYou have sunrise eyes. Sunrise is the color of joy and elation. Your eyes symbolize your general sense of wellness. Your confidence and high self-esteem each and every day make you the person people want to be around. You are a very creative, passionate, and sexual person. You are not afraid to tell people what you think of them, whether good or bad. Some words to describe you: self-assuredness, out-going, busy, cheerful, bright, amiability, courage, successful, creative, personable, happiness, motivational, optimistic, strong, and aware.Take The Quiz

Beef And Guinness Pie
BEEF AND GUINNESS PIE 2 lb boneless beef chuck, cut into 1-inch pieces 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 large onion, coarsely chopped 2 garlic cloves, chopped 3 tablespoons water 1 1/2 tablespoons tomato paste 1 cup beef broth 1 cup Guinness or other Irish stout 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 2 teaspoons drained brined green peppercorns, coarsely chopped 2 fresh thyme sprigs Rough puff pastry dough 1 large egg, lightly beaten 1 tablespoon water Special equipment: 4 (14-oz) deep bowls or ramekins (4 to 5 inches wide; see Shopping List, page 301) or similar-capacity oven proof dishes Put oven rack in middle position and preheat oven to 350°F. Pat beef dry. Stir together flour, salt, and pepper in a shallow dish. Add beef, turning to coat, then shake off excess and transfer to a plate. Heat oil in a wide 5- to 6-quart oven proof heavy pot over moderately high heat until just smoking, then b

First The System Let's Her Down ... Now It Rapes Her !!!! ...w/music Video ( By Rosie & Myself )
WHEN IS SOMEONE GOING TO SPEAK OUT AND STAND UP FOR THIS CHILD!!!!! OMG This EVIL WOMANS FAMILY HAD THE NERVE TO CALL THE SCHOOL THAT IS RAISING MONEY FOR THIS CHILDS FUNERAL AND ASK COULD SOME OF THAT MONEY BE USED TO GET THIS B**** OUT OF JAIL TO PAY ON TOWARD HER BOND!!!! WHAT NERVE!!!!!!! AND THESE MONSTERS ARE BEING ALLOWED TO ATTEND HER FUNERAL AND ITS GONNA BE PRIVATE?? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS SOCIETY? WHY SHOULD THEY BE ALLOWED TO EVEN ATTEND AND HAVE IT AS PRIVATE ON TOP OF THAT WITH ONLY THE TWO OF THEM ATTENDING THIS IS BULLSHIT THEY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO ATTEND OR HAVE ANY SAY SHES DEAD BECUZ THEY KILLED HER !!!! KEEP THEM AWAY FROM HER LET THIS CHILD DIE IN PEACE LEAVE HERE WITHOUT THEM MF'S LURKING OVER HER ... GRRRRR THIS DAMN SYSTEM SUCKS ROSIE'S REPLY TO THIS UPDATE IS: THIS IS JUST TOTAL BULLSHIT!!!! THE SYSTEM HELPED KILL THIS SWEET GIRL NOW THEY ARE RAPING HER AFTER SHE'S DEAD WELL AS FAR AS I'

Do You Really Know Me????
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 48 (!!! I can't believe it myself!!!!) 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Not likely, as my birthday is in just a month. :) 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Hmmm... permanent job... anticipating my first grandbaby girl to be born on July 8th... 4. Who was the last person you called? Steve 5. Who was the last person to call you? Student loan consolidation folks -- ughhgghghgh!! 7. Do you have any pets? Two cats -- Gibson and Moobaby.... 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? working :( 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? This year in December, they will be married 50 years!! :D 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? Last summer???? 12. How many states have you lived in? 3 (Texas, Maryland, South Carolina) 13. Hoyw many houses have you lived in? a lot 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? socks 15. Are you a social person? Usually.... 16

Fair Warning About Tomorrow
TOMORROW WILL BE A DAY OF JOY AND SADNESS FOR ME.. IT IS SO HARD TO DEAL WITH THIS DAY. AS IM NOT SURE WHICH MOOD I WILL BE IN YOU SEE TOMORROW MY DAUGHTHER MARY TURNS 31. FOR WHICH I AM VERY LUCKY. AS SHE ONLY WEIGHED 2.13 LBS AT BIRTH AND THEY GAVE HER THREE DAYS TO LIVE. MY LITTLE MIRACLE BABY AND THEN ALSO. MY DAD PASSED AWAY 16 YEARS AGO TOMORROW. HE DECIDED TO BE SELFISH IN BY KILLING HISSLEF ON HER BIRTHDAY. MY DAD HAD DEPRESSION AND HE DECIDED TO HANG HIMSELF SO TOMORROW IS ALWAYS FILLED WITH SO MANY MIXED EMOTIONS. NOT SURE IF I WILL BE ON TOMORROW.AND IF I AM IM NOT SURE WHAT MOOD I WILL BE IN. SO PLEASE JUST BEAR WITH ME AND HAVE PATIENCE WITH ME THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND UNDERSTANDING HAPPY ST PATTYS DAY TO ALL HUGS AND KISSES VICKIE

Lust Over Love
So finally now I know the way its meant to be I tried so hard gave all i had then more I gave up the world to have a part of yours but now i know theres no room in yours for me. The future looks so bleak now so dark and empty now forever in the shadows I will make my home my only company is misery and solitude at least i know they never stray i will take lust over love now forevermore..... its the only thing thats real love is a illusion nothing more to say --dean dark--

A Passing Thought One Day!
FROM THE MOMENT WE ARE BORN OUR LIVES ARE EMPTY BOOKS WAITING TO BE FILLED WITH PAGE AFTER PAGE OF MEMORIES OF LOVE, LAUGHTER, TEARS, SORROWS, HEART BREAKS, AND LIFE. EACH PAGE WRITTEN AS WE GET OLDER AND LEARN LIFE'S MYSTERIES. EACH CHAPTER A STOREY IN ITSELF. AND IT ALL STARTS WITH THE SIMPLE BREATH OF LIFE FILLING OUR LUNGS FOR THE FIRST TIME. NONE OF US EXPECTING OUR LIVES TO BE WHAT THEY BECOME OR ENDING THE WAY THEY DO. MOST OF US LIVE OUR LIVES NEVER KNOWING WHAT TRUE LOVE AND COMPLETENESS IS. WE FIND COMFORT IN THE IDEA THAT CHILDREN AND IF WE ARE LUCKY A MATE MAKES OUR LIVES COMPLETE. BUT ONE WONDERS IF THESE IDEAS ARE PRESSENT NOTIONS THAT ARE IN OUR GENES OR ARE THEY TAUGHT TO US BY OUR PARENTS AS WAS TAUGHT TO THEM. LIFE IS MORE THAN RULES SET FORTH BY SOCIETY. IT IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT AND HOW FAR THE JOURNEY TAKES YOU. MY JOURNEY, MY LIFE BEGAN WITH MY CHILDREN. I THOUGHT HAVING CHILDREN MADE WHO I WAS. THEN WITH THE BIRTH OF MY SECOND CHILD NEW RULES STARTED TO COME I

Thought Of Today!
WELL ALL I CAN SAY IS TO HELL WITH MEN! I MEAN I GIVE UP ON FINDING A GOOD MAN CAUSE THEY ARE AN ENDANGERED SPECIES! SO ALL I CAN SAY IF U R A GOOD MAN AND U CAN READ THIS AND U STILL GOT ALL UR TEETH AND U NOT A DRUG ADDICT OR DRUNK AND U LIKE FISHING THEN HELL GIVE ME A SHOUT BUT U GOTTA BRING UR OWN DAMN BAIT CAUSE I AM NOT SHARING MINE. AND I AM NOT CHASING AFTER A DAMN MAN NO MORE CAUSE MY FREAKING LEGGS R TIRED AND MY FEET HURT. SO BLAH AND BLAH AND BLAH! HELL ST BITE MY ASS AND GET IT OVER WITH!

Xxxx Red Xxxxx
It was snowin outside so I shovel-ed, when I came in my hair smelt weird so I washed it, no big right?....WRONG!!! My hair dye came out some so my hair is blonde and dark brown streaks, woo.......... We are outta hair dye, GROWL!!!!! I have to wait for Tuesay but thats ok cause I was thinkin and I really miss my red hair so I am goin to dye it dark brown with red bangs. I just gotta suffer like this for one more day.

Poem
Encounter P.Daughter Still caught up in the wanting, body basking in last night memories; as I lie in bed with eyes wide open while my fingertip rhythm lulls me. So quick my awakening, feigning for a quick release; soft touches turns to strokes, your screaming, aching for an ease Dew drenched lips clutch, as I steadily descend into the nest; ambient wet sounds, rises and falls, strumming the jewel, in an arouse caress Beloved sensations on the rise just as I visualized you riding; till I am ambushed by the surge head thrown back, releasing. And I turn over lazily in bed, aromatic with the scent of sexual dew, lips glistening, thighs wide open still wanting you.

Relationship Rulez
Relationship Rules 1. The female makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change by the female at any time without prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all the rules. Attempts to document the rules are not permitted. 4. If the female suspects that the male may know some or all of the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 5. The female is never wrong. 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of an egregarious misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did, said, did not do, or did not say. 7. If rule 6 is invoked, the male must apologize immediately for having been the cause of the misunderstanding without any clues from the female as to what he did to have caused the misunderstanding. See rule 13. 8. The female may change her mind at any time for any reason or no reason at all. 9. The male is never permitted to change his mind or under circumstances without the express written consent of the femal

Pic Of Woman Involved In Teens Murder
I THINK THEY SHOULD BOTH GET LIFE...BUT WE KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN :( this one of the peeps involved in the murder of teen boy Teen beaten to death, jury hears Matthew Martins, 16, cornered near escalator bottom at SkyTrain Station Glenda Luymes, The Province Published: Thursday, March 15, 2007 SURREY - Sixteen-year-old Matthew Martins' life ended violently when he was cornered and beaten at the bottom of an escalator in a Surrey SkyTrain station, a jury in the trial of Robert Forslund and Katherine Quinn heard yesterday. Forslund threw the small teen into a Plexiglas wall beside the stopped escalator before stomping on his head 13 times and slashing his throat with a broken beer bottle, Crown counsel Wendy Dawson told the first day of the couple's trial for second-degree murder. Dawson said Martins had encountered the couple earlier that night, when Quinn jumped on his back to steal the cross he wore around his neck. Hours later, police found the cross in Forslund's p

Get Those Pics In Now!
I will be starting the contest soon! If you want to enter you need to send me your pic asap! If you know any girls that have a pic that would work, convince them to enter! I know there are girls out there with great beer pics!!! Show your face! lol I haven't had a single girl enter yet. C'mon girls! Show your beer support! BeerQueen ************************************************* Ok, the new contest that I am going to hold is Best Beer Pic. It has to be a picture of you and a beer. :) I need to be able to see at least most of your face (so I know it's you) and most of your beer. I don't care what you are doing with the beer as long as it's SAFE FOR WORK. No freakiness or abusing the bottles please. lol Same rules as always. One winner for rates and one for comments. You MAY comment bomb your own pic this time. No DRAMA! If it gives me a headache then it's drama in my book and your ass is booted. I'll give everyone until Sunday to get their beer pics i

29 Things To Make You Smile
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkl

Management Course
Management Course Lesson 1 A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" ** Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2 A priest offe

Mom's Wisdom
Mean Moms Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough to unde

Headed To Bed
IM HEADED TO BED..YEP I HAVE MY DAYS AND NIGHTS MIXED UP..I HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND IF YOU GET A CHANCE OR BECOME BORED DROP BY MY PAGE AND RATE MY PICS AND STASH THAT IVE ADDED TONIGHT..HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL.

No Call List (keep Telemarketers From Calling Your Phone)
National Do Not Call Registry The National Do Not Call Registry is open for business, putting consumers in charge of the telemarketing calls they get at home. The Federal government created the national registry to make it easier and more efficient for you to stop getting telemarketing calls you don’t want. You can register online at WWW.DONOTCALL.GOV or call toll-free, 1-888-382-1222 (TTY 1-866-290-4236), from the number you wish to register. Registration is free. The Federal Trade Commission, the Federal Communications Commission, and the states are enforcing the National Do Not Call Registry. Placing your number on the registry will stop most, but not all, telemarketing calls. This site has information for you – whether you’re a consumer interested in signing up for the National Do Not Call Registry, or a telemarketer or seller interested in learning more about your responsibilities related to the Telemarketing Sales Rule.

Cutest Baby Contest
Ok Cherry Tappers Im gonna be holding my first contest.. Its the Cutest Baby Contest If you would like to enter Your Babies Picture this can even be a niece / nephew etc.. If you want to enter your baby Then send me the link to the picture you want to enter in Private message there will be 3 Winners for 1st 2nd and 3rd place everyone who enters will get a vic gift Self Commenting and rating is allowed... Thanks Itsurangel

So Excited!
This is almost all over now! Goin to take a shower and then to see what the verdict is ... I swear, we owe his lawyer HUGE for this! I mean, it IS his job, but still ... the man has done wonderous things for my brother too and just continues to astound me. Either way though, this afternoon I should have good news ... and it's not going to involve years or even months!! :)

Wow What A Morning.
well this day has been a day for the birds and i do mean this litteraly. I was sitting here just now doing my thing on CT when all of a sudden this huge black bird comes out from no where and is flying all over the living area. MY sweety was looking at me like wtf, he said "where is it"? i said its over in the window dont move, about that time he comes swooping down out of the curtains directly at him, he ducks down and runs overto the front door, by then the bird has already flown into the back of the condo, i took off to the back and opened the door, he decides to act fucktarded and fly around in the bathing area, we have a door that leads out to the back which leads to the flower garden, at last sir flys alot decides after flying into everything to make his great excape. TALK ABOUT RUINING A GOOD FUCKING BUZZ

I Owe It All To Ct
I never thought for one second that what has happened would have...I have met the most wonderful man I've ever known, and I owe it all to CT. We started talking on here back in December, and now we're together..and things are going amazingly. I had heard about people hooking up thru here, I've even known a few of the people who have, but I never expected that I would meet the man of my dreams here. He treats me better than any man ever has, and I thank God every day for him. I couldn't be happier ^____^!

Rat Poison Found In Pet Food, Official Says
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/03/23/pet.food.recall.ap/index.html ALBANY, New York (AP) -- Rat poison has been found in pet food blamed for the deaths of at least 16 cats and dogs, a spokeswoman for the State Department of Agriculture and Markets said Friday. Spokeswoman Jessica Chittenden would not identify the chemical or its source beyond saying it was a rodent poison. The Food and Drug Administration has said the investigation was focusing on wheat gluten in the food. Wheat gluten itself would not cause kidney failure, but the common ingredient could have been contaminated by heavy metals or mold toxins, the FDA said. (Watch why devastated pet owners are suing Video) State agriculture officials scheduled a news conference Friday afternoon to release laboratory findings from tests on the pet food conducted this week. The deaths led to a recall of 60 million cans and pouches of pet food produced by Menu Foods and sold throughout North America under 95 brand names. There h

Hey Would You For Me?
im trying to prove to a friend of mine that i can get 10 crushes by monday. ive got 4. and if ya wanna help me win it would be great.. you can take me off early tues. morn.. puh puh plzzzzzzzzz kk thanks

For My One True Baby
ANGEL FROM ABOVE Gazing into her blue eyes when we first met I knew then she was heaven sent. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. She had no idea from the start true love, I'd found in my heart. One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Still, her smile, my breath it takes away wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say. All my prayers answered when into my life she came to me, she is everything. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise so much beauty, so much grace. SHE'S even more through my eyes. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Together, forever, I long to be can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet. The only one for me. All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above. Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be. With you, I feel so free. A vow to you

I Have A Slight Problem
I'm in a somewhat of an interesting situation. Well it started when my uncle past away in early 06 and left his frequent flier miles to my mother. Well she started to use them and she got me a flight to Europe... It's towards Madrid but it won't be until October 17 of this year. I have 6 weeks to do almost anything in Europe but I don't know where to start. I know it is early but I would very much indeed like to start plaining this before it is too late. What would you recommend?

A Beautiful Day!!!
today it is 76 here..I just took my kids to the park and it was so great to see them play and have fun..I am truly blessed!!!Plus I feel really good today also..I think the chemo might be working after all!!!:-)Looks like things are going in the right direction after all..MUAH! Hugs Michele

Knife
I sit in the dark and shed a tear I feel that I will never understand you one day I feel safe, another I fear I question the things you do If you say I am your friend then why shut me out the mixed feelings are starting to blend I used to believe, now I doubt You say you won't hurt me so what do you call this my tears blind me, i can't even see so close but each time i miss I am giving up, I lost the fight I feel empty inside, nothing is there I am nothing to look at, just a sad sight the sad part is that I don't even care Slowly I retreat in my safe little place nothing can harm me if I keep up my guard It's like I can vanish, without a trace I can't take any more hurt, it's way to hard So go on with your life be happy, be safe, be smart I am still hurting cause it cut like a knife there is no reason to put back together a broken heart

Lusty Dreams
Alone at home, it's Friday Night Thinking of you I turn out the light Wishing you were here with me Together with you I'm longing to be. No one knows these dreams of mine Melting candles and deep red wine Only thoughts of you I think Of your soul I wish to drink. But alas, my dreams are kept In my heart and where I slept Never to share with another For I am the lonely lover. Dreams of you are all I know They give me a deep inner glow So know that you're in my thoughts Your inspiration has me caught. Author: unknown

You've Been In New Mexico Too Long When
1. You can correctly pronounce words like Tesuque, Cerrillos, Acoma, Buena, Ocotillo, and Pojoaque, and Isleta (and you actually know what or where they are!). 2. You have been told by at least one out-of-state vendor that they are going to charge you extra for international shipping. 3. You expect to pay more if your house is made of Adobe. 4. You can order your Big Mac with green chile. 5. You buy salsa by the half-gallon. 6. Dunno where #6 went? 7. Your Christmas decorations include "red Chiles, a half-ton of sand and 200 paper bags." 8. Most restaurants you go to begin with "El" or "Los." 10. You price shop for tortillas. 11. You have an extra freezer just for green Chile. 12. You consider Billy the Kid a state hero. 13. You think six tons of crushed rock makes a beautiful front lawn. 14. You ran for state legislature just so you could speed legally. 15. You pass on the right because that is the fast-lane. 16. You think Sonic

Perfect Strangers
Can you remember,.. remember my name As I flow through your life A thousand oceans I have flown And cold spirits of ice All my life I am the echo of your past I am returning the echo of a point in time Distant faces shine A thousand warriors I have known And laughing as the spirits appear All your life Shadows of another day And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers I know I must remain inside this silent well of sorrow A strand of silver hanging through the sky Touching more than you see The voice of ages in your mind Is aching with the dead of the night Precious life your tears are lost in falling rain And if you hear me talking on the wind You've got to understand We must remain Perfect Strangers

Grilling
I spent the day traveling home from Little Rock. I am happy to be home, my cat is thrilled that I am home. Despite all of my complaining about the trip, I had a pretty good time. Last night was especially fun. After we listened to the television judge speak (this really deserves its own blog), we headed out to the bars. I drank... more than I should have, and at the end of the night ended up on the stage at a piano bar. I was wearing a suit--or part of one--and was dancing and lighting cigarettes for the pianists and the drummer. And I was flirting, of course. Some guy put his phone number in my phone and listed his name as "Mr. America." Of course, I have no idea what his actual name is, so I could never call him. Sometimes being clever isn't the best idea. This morning, when we got on a shuttle to take us to the airport, I was sharing news stories with the group--including the story about the Texan who killed his ex-girlfriend, chopped her into pieces, and then bu

Contests Are Teh Weak
contests are seriously going to drive me to delete my profile here.. i swear peoples need for validation on here is insane. id never been in a contest before and atfer losing what was called "best main photo" to some avarage looking woman in an avargae looking webcam pic, i see now that the contest really wasnt about the best pic at all, it was about who has the most friends. so why do the contests even bother with having a type, they all end the same.. imo the comment bombing is just so the person hosting the contest can get their ratings boosted. any REAL contest would be held on ratings and ratings alone..even then its more or less how has the larger friendlist. i probably sound like i just have sour grapes over losing that time, and you know maybe i do a little, i mean after all i put more then 3 seconds into my pics and to lose a contest thats supposed to be based on the quality of your pic, well, ill have to call BS.. i guess its my own fault for thinking a guy could win again

Godlikedoglike.
Sometimes, I need to quit getting in my way. My own mind, my thought processes. They hinder me from obtaining my goal of being GODLIKEDOGLIKE. I know I can do whatever I want. I may not have the looks but I do have the mind. I can do whatever I want. I can be a God. I just need to get out of the way of my own evolution. I was almost there, but it was such an uncommon thing for me, I stepped in my way and sabotaged the whole damned thing. I did it, I fucked it up. But no more. NO MORE! No more shall I sabotage myself, no more shall I keep myself unhappy and from attaining my goals. No twelve ways around it, I can reach it. I can be there, at the top. I am better than this. I am better than most of them. No more fucking around, folks. This is the Beginning.

36 Reasons Why It's Good To Be A Woman..so Don't Complain !
1.Free drinks. 2.Free dinners. 3.Free movies (you get the point). 4.You can hug your friend without wondering if she thinks you’re gay. 5.You can hug your friend without wondering if YOU’RE gay. 6.You know The Truth about whether size matters. 7.Speeding ticket? What’s that? 8.New lipstick is entirely a new chapter. 9.You never had to walk down the hall with your binder strategically positioned in high school. 10.If you have sex with someone and don’t call them the next day, you’re not the devil. 11.Condoms make no significant difference in your enjoyment of sex. 12.If you have to be home in time for Melrose Place, you can say so, out loud. 13.You know which glass was yours by the lipstick mark 14.You don’t have hair on your back. 15.You don’t have to fart to amuse yourself. 16.If you cheat on your spouse, people assume it’s because you’re being emotionally neglected. 17.You’ll never have to decide where to hide your nose-h

Fallen Brothers And Sisters.
"TO MY FALLEN BROTHERS AND SISTERS, MAY YOU RIDE THE WIND IN PEACE." SCOOTER BLACK COPYRIGHTED 2004. THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OF THE ROAD,IN LOVING MEMORY. DAN DAN THE MOTORCYCLE MAN POLZIN MOMMA DONNA OF THE ROADHOUSE 100. LOCAL 42 FORR SNOOKEY HINKLE LOCAL 42 FORR SKINNY KEVIN LOCAL 42 FORR COWBOY KEVIN LOCAL 24 FORR FREDDY BEAR DAVIS A BIKERS FRIEND AND CO-WORKER. MOMMA SAM LOCAL 42 FORR MAX POWELL, MY GRAND FATHER WHO RODE AN INDIAN MOTORCYCLE FROM NEPHI UTAH TO THE CHICAGO'S WORLD FAIR AND BACK. PHILLIP RAY POWELL, MY DAD WHO ALWAYS SUPPORTED MY LOVE OF MOTORCYCLES. R.I.P.

Diamond Mining And Conflict
I. CASE BACKGROUND 1. Abstract The Democratic Republic of the Congo (DROC), formerly the Belgian Congo and then Zaire, is the largest country in the African continent. It is endowed with abundant valuable natural resources, including in addition to diamonds, cobalt, copper and petroleum. The DROC was a colony of Belgium from 1884 until 1960, when it was granted independence. Since that time, the DROC has not known true democracy, as it has been fueled with ethnic and civil strife, leading to political and economic instability. As a result of colonialism, at the time of independence the DROC was in a state of extreme underdevelopment, and aggravated by the continuing armed conflict taking place within and outside of its borders, these conditions exist today. 2. Description The focus of this case study is diamonds and how their mining and export contribute to the internal conflict in the DROC. It must be mentioned that because the DROC does not have the capability of cutti

I'm Back
Well, they say charm and good looks can get you anything...but throw in some cleavage and TADA!! I am back...a whole week before they said i could be. Damn internet providers... *grins* I cant thank you all enough for the love you left while i was gone. I have over 200 friend requests to look over. So if it takes me awhile to approve your request thats why. I read every profile before i add friends to my list. Thank you for all the messages and profile comments!! I will try to return all the love, but please dont hate me if it takes awhile. Im working 6-7 10hr days a week right now and life is busy. I love you all!! Amanda x0x0x0

Chicken Satay Patties
Chicken Satay Patties In this clever twist on Southeast Asian satays, the peanut flavor is on the inside! Make the patties as large as you like -- just adjust the cooking time accordingly. Serve the mini burgers in warm rolls with slices of cucumber, or over rice. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound minced or ground chicken * 1/2 teaspoon curry powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried coriander * 1 tablespoon salt-reduced soy sauce * 4 chopped spring onions (green onions) * 2 tablespoons plain flour * 1 clove garlic * 2 slices fresh ginger, peeled and finely chopped * 2 tablespoons smooth peanut butter * 1 tablespoon honey * 1 egg * 1 tablespoon chopped parsley, optional Directions: Mix all the ingredients together. Lightly grease a pan and heat over medium-high heat. Place tablespoons of the mixture into the hot pan and flatten to make small patties. Turn over when brown to cook the other side.

8 Inches...o Yeah
RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG. THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSLEY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PULSING SOUND, RESULTING FROM THE WELL LUBRICATED MOVEMENTS. WHEN FINALLY WITHDRAWN, IT LEAVES BEHIND A JUICY, FROTHY, WHITE STICKY SUBSTANCE, SOME OF WHICH WILL NEED CLEANING FROM THE OUTER SU

Camping?
I been wanting to go camping again for a while so I was seriouslly thinking of trying to get all our close friends and family out at the lake camping maybe the weekend after Easter. The kids have a blast camping, running around and getting dirty, playing in the lake and sitting by the camp fire at night where Dwaine's mom makes em all smores...plus its like the only time my son is allowed to not take baths for days which makes him happy cuz the kid has to be told to take a shower daily..why is it 11 year old boys hate to shower? LOL

Writen 10-18-05
Standing alone in the dark I reach out..nothing there I turn around and feel your hand grasping for me Our hands touch, and I feel I could melt At that moment it feels as if we are the only two left in the world I hold your hand tighter, but you slowly slip away You whisper "I'm always with you my Dark Angel" I reach out into nothingness Searching for your hand again Suddenly you are holding me tighter than ever You whisper 'See, I told you I'm always here' We embrace for what seems like eternity But sadly I have to let you go, knowing you are always in my heart and my soul I cry but smile at the same time Feeling your love and what we have Everyday looking forward to hearing your voice and seeing your smile Knowing.. That I am loved...

Thursday
Worked, good exercise-walk downtown, saw two episodes of 24 I'd missed. No appointment tomorrow morning, so off to work- hopefully earlier than, say, the last few days :) (And yes, this is the week in which Nikolay Myaskovsky, a composer whose music I've enjoyed since early my college years and about whom I wrote a prosaic descriptive essay just after grad school or so that still exists on the web- this page - maybe around 1994 with some updates since- Myaskovsky and also another composer, Roslavets, share this week, Composer of the Week status on BBC Radio 3. Recommend catching this past Monday's program which one can do until next Monday, etc.- an hour each. Listened to part of that program that was broadcast on Monday, with two works by Roslavets and one by Myaskovsky- caught the two by Roslavets, one of which I've heard before- and liked the program, music and presentation both.)

Should I. . .?
I am currently having a debate with myself and to hear some opinions would be nice. I want to get another piercing but I don't know what I should get that won't kill my sex life. Here are my options : 1 : Get another lip piercing 2 : Get my nose pierced 3 : Get my other eyebrow done 4 : Get my clit pierced 5 : Get my nipples pierced I want feedback people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS: If you have 2,4 or 5 done, let me know if it hurts!!!

Hi All
Hi all I just wanted to let you all know how my week went so far. It has been pretty busy trying to finish all the rearranging and all that fun stuff. Helped a couple people download some stuff and also help with any other questions they might have had about doing something for their computer. Went over to my mom's house to download some virus and spyware protection, and ran all the scans for that. Very interesting stuff came up, she had 2 viruses and 18 trojan horses in her back up files, so not good at all. She never updated her computer in like 6 years, so had to download the automatic updater for her computer, came up with 64 updates,and most were the windows xp ~ security, kinda scary that she hadn't updated that. If for any reason u need help with something on your computer, i am here to help, and if i don't know i got some ppl that do. It looks like we have a chance for serious weather. They have already had over 70 tornadoes tonight, kinda scary. I don't mind thunderstorms and

Hidden Emotions
To be pushed aside Thrown out of place I just want to hide So I can tbe traced I see you sitting there With a smile on your face Acting like you dont care Drifting off into space You know damn well With me theres nothing to fear You wont die by yourself And I am always here If only you'd let me Know all thats wrong You know I'd be By your side all along I couldnt let you give up your lofe I wouldnt let you die Because of a little strife I will always be by your side So confide in me And you will find Theres a way to be free If you would put it out of your mind

Welcome To At Your Cervix
Need advise? Has your love life hit rock buttom? Has your sex life been in the pits? We know whats up and care about how you feel. Rejection can be a bitch! Well "At Your Cervix" rejects no one! We understand how hard it is to get a head in life. Sometimes men think with the wrong head! But we are men! So don't be mad unless you are a man hating lesbian. Then you have every right to be mad! With love At Your Cervix Team (Charlie C. & Michael P.)

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Forever
Forever Forever? yeah it seems to be a long time but forever you'll hold this heart of mine no matter how far or near this love wont fade with the years.. One day i know we'll be face to face and baby i'll know just what to say...I'll hold you in my arms and never let you go and never fail to show just how much i love you so.. Forever isnt a long time..no one has forever but i wanna make the most of this life together..i wanna hold you in my arms whispering over and over just how strong my love is for you and that we may not have forever but I will love you forever because no matter how far or near this love wont fade with the years.. © Mellisa Yarber

More On The Trip
What the hell is wrong with me? When did I become such a weak minded and emotional mess? I have cried, I mean literally broken down with tears in my eyes and cried about 5 times in the past 2 days. When did I become this person? When did I become a person who can not deal with reality, can not handle what is going on around me, walks away to shed a tear rather than standing there and facing the issue? Why the hell do I have to be this way? I break down every time I go to the cemetary, I don't sob or anything but I tear up and have to leave the fenced in area. Do you know how hard it is for me to cry in front of someone? I do not fucking cry - Jessie does NOT cry, period! Then when Mawma tried to leave with us tonight when we left I cried when I got to the jeep. We were sitting there telling everyone that we had to go so I could get things together to wash the laundry and pack back up for morning when lapsed back into a different time I guess. She stood up all shakily and s

Head
I have said it before and I will say it again....I love to give oral sex. I mentioned in a former blog(myspace)that I have the feeling I used to be a man in a former life becuase I appreciate a good blowjob. I would never joke about sucking it...I would never start and not finish....and there is no way any of that cum isn't getting ingested. I love every aspect of sucking it. My favorite thing to do is put it in my mouth while it is still limp, and feel it growing. Everything about it excites me. I like to run my pursed lips up and down from the base to the tip on the underside, then barely poke my tongue out, letting my lips round the tip and let it slide in my mouth, then back out, my hand starts to squeeze slightly, moving up and down. My other hand would be holding your balls gently, my tongue roving over them, then under, sucking them into my mouth, my hand still stroking your cock I moan loudly and you feel it vibrate. I look at you while I put my mouth back to the tip, m

Can I Awaken
Can I awaken your heart from it's sleep. To arouse inside those passions you keep, with a feeling of closeness too hard to deny, that your heart will openly and willingly comply. Can I awaken your soul just once more, with the colors of love and all it's decor. To bring back those memories of love that did exist, the feelings it held with all of its bliss. Can I awaken your eyes to see, this love I can offer that will always be, full of kindness and gentleness too, with a sprinkle of thoughtfulness, to offer you too. Can I awaken your arms to feel, a tight embrace, that is oh so real. to close all doors to the world outside, to bring out your love that you so desperately hide.

Lustful Thinking
Her beautiful, pale skin, It dwells on my thoughts. I want to feel her from within, I want to touch her in all the right spots. I need to drive her insane, I need to taste her lips. I want to taste her rain, Dripping all over her wet, hot slit. I want to drag my tongue, Across her luscious clit. I want to make her come, My hair, within her grips. I want to hear her scream. I want to feel her tear at the sheets, As she writhes in her own cream. Oh, how I need to hear that scream. Lust has its grips on me, And it isn’t letting go. I don’t want it to leave, I just want to let my lust flow. I want to feel her skin, Between my teeth. Her hot blood, flowing within. Feel the vein release and unsheathe. Let me taste your blood. Let me taste you. If you want mine, you could. I won’t stop you. Please come play with me, Won’t you please?

I'm Sorry
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! This buckcherry song goes out to someone special. im sorry

Just Another Poem To Ponder
Oh, To Beat the Drum By J S Monti I heard it and followed. The drummers beat. It beckoned, I listened. Ever moving with my feet. Ever changing never dull, The beat continues still. Driving me near madness. A burden on my will. Some day I hope to learn to play, My own beat to follow then. The only question left to ponder, Not how or why but when. For I am just a pilgrim, And the drummer but a Muse. Who’ll lead me from the path I want, Keeping me confused. For life is such a miracle, It wonders to discover. And dancing to our own beat, Will never make us wander

Heart Breaking
can't find a way to describe it, but something just isn't right. I wish you were here, to hold me close and wash away my fears. Every moment we are apart, I can feel all the pieces breaking in my heart. Not knowing where you might be, it completely destroys me. I try to keep you off my mind, every time I try it hurts me inside. At this point to describe what I'm feeling, is the loneliness to this sad ending. You left me for another, Now I'm falling to pieces since we're not together. I guess there's nothing much to say about my feelings, I guess it's what people call heart breaking.

A White Rose.......
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Sharing
The Elephant Man Few pieces have had the ability to move me like Sir Frederick Treve’s The Elephant Man. The underlying themes of beauty, body image and self acceptance as well as ‘what is normal’ in the story are universal and easily speak to humanity’s innermost fears. John Merrick’s gross deformities created a world that none of us would ever wish to travel, a path of rejection, sorrow, abandonment and isolation which marked his existence until his eventual rescue by the man who initially came to study him as a scientific abnormality for teaching purposes. In the beginning of the story, I wasn’t sure that he would prove any more beneficial to John. As the story unfolds, Treve’s sincerely draws out the man inside the deformed body. John’s physical form was grotesque, and in a world that idolizes beauty, people ran from him. Growing up, we all face feelings of rejection for our body’s appearance and struggle to conform, and even stand out. His deepest desire was to be a norm

My Best Friend....
You are my best friend..You have been there for me when i needed it the most...We havent talked much in the last few months because of my problems and it isnt fair to you i know that..I miss our friendship but i dont know if i can talk to you yet..I hope in the future we can be able to just say hello to each other... I tried to say hello to you today...but seems that you as well arent ready to talk to me becuase all i get is Error: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. Error: sorry, the users permissions dont allow you to send them gifts.

Controlling My Age With Help!
here is a link where i got my wonderful producte that keep me looking younger than i am. makes my skin soft and controls my senior looking moments. so check it out if you want to or ignore! but any ways have a cherrylicious day! www.beautipage.com/kdut

Buried With Christ
Buried With Christ Dr. Frederick K.C. Price Romans 6:1-4 says: "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound? Certainly not! How shall we who died to sin live any longer in it? Or do you not know that as many of us as were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death? Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life." When they took Jesus down from the cross, you were not there. When Joseph of Arimathaea and Nicodemus came and took the body of Jesus, wrapped it in a linen cloth and put it in Joseph's brand-new tomb, you were not there, were you? No, not physically. Look at what the Bible says, however, "Therefore are we buried with him..." We were not there, but God saw us there. God saw us buried with Christ. God saw us go into the garden tomb. We were buried with Christ. Notice how Romans 6:4 says we

Touch My Monkey
your all monkey lovers and you want to spank syko's monkey!!! you monkey lover,, yea you wanna touch her monkey. please be gentle. dont be like a tow truck. bring the cabage. i like to poke bagers with spoons. you look sexy in your sock, well polish the floors. If anybody knocks, we'll lock all the doors. fill the tub with jello and play starwars. you be my woocky.

1-59
1-What's worse - Physical or Mental cheating? Both are deplorable. Having an intimate relationship with someone other than your partner is wrong, whether it was physical or emotional. 2- Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive, no one ever really forgets 3- Can men and women be " Just Friends "? Absolutely, I have a bunch of male friends! 4- Dating co-workers? I have a strict "Don't shit where you eat" policy. 5- All expenses paid vacation to anywhere? Sure, send 2 first class tickets to Sicily please. 6- On the way to the electric chair - Whats your last meal? Something light. I'd probably be too upset to eat though. 7- At the water park... I like the laying in the wave pool ALL day! 8- When you are in Love do you "notice" other people? Of course, I'm not dead just because I'm in love with someone. 9- Is flirting cheating? nope, flirting is normal. 10- Would you rather have 1 great friend or 5 pals? 1 great friend. 11- If someone called you

Its Hard Being ...........
it's so hard being me today not everyone likes me cause im gay i just wish others would understand how it feels to be me, somtimes i wish i could change me cause it would be so much easier, to be str8 ppl always fucking around with me and saying all i am good for is a good lay im tired of this shit i but its life. till next time

I Am Not Gong Anywhere
I almost left Cherrytap because of several things. For one word came back to me that a weightless, truthless rumor was being spread around about me by someone. The person behind this lie is someone I met online, whom I have never met before who lives all the way in West Virginia. Just because I noticed some disturbing things about her and told her I do not want to have anything to do with her, she decides to tell devilish lies about me, what a loser. Here is the second reason why I almost left Cherrytap. The person who relayed the news to me about the woman spreading the rumor about me somehow feels like I owe her something because she has done things for me that any friend would do for another friend. It is obvious what the problem is with her though. She has been interested in me from day one for more then just friends, she cannot accept the fact that I just want to be friends, and that she is not my type. l mean what more does she want from me? I go to her page from time to

Life For All
WELL IM NOT INTO BLOGGING..LOL I JUST WANTED TO SAY TO SOME OF MY FRIENDS THAT ARE HARD ON LIFE AND HAVE SOME NASTY SH*T HAPPEN TO THEM. LIFE IS TRULY WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND UNFORTUNATELY ITS HARD AS HELL TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD ITS HARD AND ROUGH AND MOST DEF CRUEL WE AS HUMANS ARE THE MEANEST TO EACH OTHER BUT SOMETIMES I THINK WE FORGET WHAT A BLESSING IT IS TO BE ALIVE CAUSE WELL THE ALTERNATIVE IS DEATH AND THEN THERES NOTHING (WELL DEPENDING ON WHAT U BELIEVE IN) I BELIEVE IN PROBABLY NOTHING!! ATLEAST NOT IN HUMAN FORM LIKE WE ARE NOW!! SO THIS IS MY ADVICE EVEN IF YOU DONT REALLY READ THIS I HOPE MY FRIENDS DO AND FANS CAUSE IF IT HELPS YOU WHEN YOUR DOWN ON YOUR LUCK THEN IM REALLY REALLY HAPPY. I BELIEVE HARDWORK DEDICATION AND REALLY ALL U HAVE IS YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN TRULY COUNT ON INSTEAD OF WORRYIN ABOUT THE PAST MOVE IN WITH THE FUTURE YOU CANT CHANGE ANYTHING IN THE PAST ALL U CAN CHANGE IS THE FUTURE AND IT CAN BE WHAT EVER YOU WANT SOME OF US HERE HAVE AL

I Need Better Friends
I have been friends with Cassi for like 12 years.I have also been there for her when ever she has ever needed me in any kind of way cuz hey thats what friend are for.In the past she has not been the greatest friend and I have always let shit go and let shit just roll.Well this time she went to far.8 months ago my friend told me she was getting married and that she wanted me to be a bridesmaid.i was happy to do so and as her best friend I helped her with alot of stuff.March 17th was the wedding.I got there way before everyone including her to help and i stayed late.Ok,a few days ago she posted a blog about the wedding here it is WELL I DID IT! I GOT MARRIED! Current mood: optimistic Category: Life William and I got married on St. Patrick's Day! The two days before was so hectic I just wanted to quit! I was so frustrated that the cake wasn't done and I didn't know what was going to happen the next day with things such as the order everyone was suppose to walk and with

New Videos In Stash
I have found some fabulous videos from Mel Gibson's The Passion Of The Christ, which I feel is VERY relavant, and important and appropriate, for this time of year. I do hope you enjoy them! What a sacrifice was made, for our salvation! Would you be willing to sacrifice your only son, to save the world? Think about it!

Moonlight Magic Poem
Sitting on my patio just enjoying the cool night air Clearing my mind of all worries, tensions and care Shining so bright is the full moon tonight Amongst millions of stars sparkling so ever bright The flame of the candles perform their routine dance Soft music in the background leaves me in a trance I feel a soft touch on my shoulder so bare And soon a soft blow through the back of my hair He slowly pulls me up in locks me in his embrace Chills run up my spine as my heart begins to race One hand moves down and curves around my hip While the other finds my fingers and form a tight grip Our bodies up close and move with the tune Passions begin to unveil as we dance under the moon We gaze in each others eyes as our lips begin to quiver Longing to meet I feel a sudden shiver On his shoulder I lean in to rest my head He breaks my glide and kisses me instead A deep passionate kiss we share under the stars The most romantic experience we've shared by far He slowly pulls b

Easter Bunny Cake
Easter Bunny Cake Happy Easter! This three-dimensional lop-eared bunny cake is ambitious, but it's a lot of fun to make -- and they'll still be talking about it at Christmas. See the More Recipes links for other holiday ideas. Credit: Easter Treats by Jill O'Connor Servings: 10 Ingredients: * 1 box standard white cake mix * 3 cups cream cheese icing (recipe follows) * 1 cup (6 ounces) white chocolate morsels * 2 blue, pink or black jelly beans or Junior Mints * 1 mini marshmallow * 1 large marshmallow * Red or black licorice strings, cut into 6 (4-inch) lengths * Cornstarch for rolling * 5 ounces ready-to-use rolled fondant (for ears) * Pesticide-free fresh or sugared flowers (optional) * 2 sheets tissue paper Cream cheese icing * 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, at room temperature * 1 package (8 ounces) cream cheese, at room temperature * 1 teaspoon grated orange zest (optional) * 1 te

Cherrytap Is Getting To Be Too Much Drama
Ok, well we got those who mark your pics as NSFW when its just pics like puppies, things like that. Then we got the people who downrate us. Come on, why can't we all just get along. Life is too short and too filled with drama already. I thought this was a place to get away from real life. And then we got the people who bash others in the mumms. I thought these were for opinions, well some of these people are being down right cruel. Well, I do have a myspace account and lately I haven't had the problems I have had on here. I am sure this blog will get bashed but I wanted to speak what's on my mind a little. Now that I have, I feel better. Some of you might think I am a whiner but you don't know me and I have to remember that. Have a wonderful day and may your life be filled with joy and happiness!

Money
Money can be lost, gained, or spent in dreaming. Dreams about money are often really about power, control, and competency. Consequently, the larger perspective of who is interacting with you around money and what your role in the transaction is are important features of the dream. Many people who dream about money are controlled by it-the desire for it, the lack of it, or the inability to control themselves with it. This last category is seen most clearly in money dreams experienced by people who re drowning in debt. If you gain money in a dream, note from whom and under what circumstances. This may be a dream about blessing. The gain of money in this instance is more a gain of emotional power and renewal through a completed relationship that no longer depletes the soul. You may see yourself as having great wealth to dole out to others. This is often a symbol of needing to convey blessing onto others. The true need is rarely financial, but a need to help others. Losing money

Lack Of Sleep Makes For Interesting Conversations
conversation #1: sinmora: hes making fun of my style cunt me: wu-tang cunt style? sinmora: lmao sinmora: what exactly is wu tang cunt style sinmora: fill me in me: its where your vagina is so big, the hole looks like the wu tang logo? sinmora: lmao sinmora: I hate u fucker me: hahaha me: stretched out and a droopy clit to match... so whenever someone with a wutang cunt walks all you hear is "WU WU WU" coming from their naughty bits me: or you see a method man bobble head coming out of the snatch sinmora: OMFG sinmora: Yeah u have issues sinmora: u scare me a tad me: why because i invisioned a method man smiling bobble head coming out of some girls vagina? me: when haven't I had vagina issues me: like i just told kel... me: "and I'll try to be nice as again I was pretty caustic that weekend and im usually not that obnoxious hahah :p... that is unless your thing has teeth and attachable/detachable tenticles... then I dont think we can be friends anymore... :p" me: mo

Well A Little About Me...
well i am 24 yrs old. I have natural brown hair and I dye it red. I am married and have a 2 and half year old son. I love to sing, dance, play softball. hang with my son and play on the net. yall have a good day!

On This Dreary Dismal Day After Easter...
Cold..alone Many dark clouds fill my sky.. Wandering soulless, choking... I have gone many weeks without solace, my release the evils brewing inside.. Sadness spirals around seeping deep within.. blinded by torrents both from the sky and behind my tormented, haunted eyes

Angel
Angel You are so precious to me You give me a reason for living And a sense of hope As the dark days approach Thoughts of you keep me sane I have drifted through time I have lost my way But the stars always guide me back to you My love, hold my hand Understand that I love you And I will never let you go We will live for eternity Through our children and in the memories of friends Our love is an unbreakable bond Built on sound foundations And forged through centuries of time God looks over us and protects us In this white room with padded walls I think of you and feel comforted Outside you carry on you life Oblivious to my feelings for you We live in parallel worlds Destined never to meet again I am only a passing memory And you are all I have left

If We Were To Have Sex
If We Had Sex.... Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. W

Crazy Shit Fuckin Up The Life
Finally got my CherryTAP thingy up and goin. Lot's of crazy shit happening. Feelings getting hurt, people's plans being fuckered up. Found out a man that I truly care about ended up in seclusion in jail. Mass issues. On top of that, it seems I've been playing phone tag with all my friends. I'm out. ~Twiggy

Best Beer Pic! Ends Today!
Contest will be ending at 8pm CST tonight!!!! _________________________________________________ Come vote for your favorite! Comment bombing is allowed. Most comments wins. There is a 2nd and 3rd place as well. XOXO BeerQueen Good Luck!

Sexiest Beard On Ct
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~*~how I Feel~*~
Frustrated Cuz I Can't Tell If It's Real Mad Cuz I Dont Know How You Feel Upset Cuz We Cant Make It Right Sad Cuz I Need You Day And Night Angry Cuz You Wont Take My Hand Aggrivated Cuz You Dont Understand Dissapointed Cuz We Can't Be Together ...But Still... I Will Love You Forever

My Sexual Style
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

Thanks For The Love!
Morning All! Just wanted to thank all of you for showing me so much love! Every time I log on and see who's visited me and read the messages that you all leave I get all warm and fuzzy inside. So, I just wanna show you all some love by making you the topic of my morning blog. *kisses* SandiBee

Walls
I have kept my heart locked away, To keep it safe from the pain and hurt. The walls I built were thick and high, For this world had been so cruel. When she walked out that day, Alone and afraid I sat there and cried. What was to become of me, how would I go on, I felt so alone I wanted to just leave. A world that was cruel really had no need of me, Silly thoughts yes I know this is true. For months I survived, Just living my life, alone and afraid. This I have learned since that day long ago, Walls are not meant to stand forever. For there always comes a day be it months or years away, That one will come along to shatter the walls that I have made. by INXS421 04/03/07

Nope Not An Cyber Ho
listen im getting really tired of these guys on ct thinking every female is a easy. just because an hyna is pretty doesnt make her a slut. im getting to many guy from the u.k and shit asking to have cyber sex with me. but i do gotta give proper respect to those who have geiven the respecrt and female deserves. and i respect those and pay attension to those who do. i got enough stress and shit at home with my kids i dont need any more. i want an feature on here to be able to have certain country to be able to be able to contact youor even be able to see your profile. i ahte foreiners guys. they are p0erverted like they dont get enough sex over there. shit please. like my name say come at me correct or not at all. thank you

Dark Room
Dark Room Darkness, darkness my room, darkens me, becomes my Gethsemane garden; here no one within except mad shadows pearly gray, a strange fire in candle dream weaver's mystic rays, of Harlequin, its unwoven tapestry reveals tortured conclusions, whose heart beats in manic density, "Dream of the Red Chamber" bedside reader...no tranquility, a photograph of her, Snapdragon begin with flickering ones to speak, say: "Only through Love one feels pain of time, and makes Time completely still, end."

Thank You!!!!!!!!
Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com I want to thank all of you for helping me win the "Queen Of CT" Contest. You guys are awesome, pulling together to help a fellow cherry out. :) I appreciate all the help. Thank god its over!!! WOOHOO lol Luv ya guys!! Big xoxoxox, Jen Get more @ CherryTagz.com

My Toxic Application
OK so this is my cult app for X_Toxic_Dolls_X you can probably figure out a lil more aboot me LOL..... ~Basic~ Name: Ashley/ Vyra Location: Phoenix, Az, USA Status: Single ~Do You~ Have a job: No. A Piercing: Yes, 1 bridge and 1 lip A Tattoo: Not yet, but I want a lot. I want my first tatto to be my mom's, brother's and my zodiac sign in some intricate design that all three are interlaced to show we're connected. Even if I could only have one tattoo, that's the one I would get. Have a good self esteem: Only when I'm trying to look pretty, but I'd much rather be cute. My self esteem is really high when I have little to no make-up on. But I'm an eyeliner overdoser so if my eyeliner looks ok then I'm good to go. And as far as personality self esteem, that's probably through the roof because so far I'm comfortable with who I've become. Overall i'd give myself a 7 out of 10 because there's still room for growth. ~Your Favorite~ Band: Flybanger, Jimmy E

What Is Love?
This poem was dedicated to me and I wanted to share with everyone. Sometimes when you love someone very much, you have to go through every tear, every heartache, every pain. Cause in the end, its not how much you suffered but how you loved. Youll learn to love someone when you find out what makes her laugh but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes her cry. The greatest mistakes we make are the risks we dont take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it so that you wont live your life asking, "What if?" and telling yourself, "If only." Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you feel you can still take it. Never say you dont love that person anymore when you cant let go. Sometimes people choose to hold back and watch love walk away not because no love is there but because they are just so afraid of the risk of loving and losing again. Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow, fall in order to know, los

No More
No more do i want to feel No more tears to cry No more feeling this way Because it isnt fair to me You promised you'd never hurt me i guess that was a lie too.... I know i am not the greatest its not like like i didnt know Didnt need to remind me that i'm not there to hold you in that way that i wanted to.... So no more Cause i cant do it anymore And more importantly... I wont

Something From The Past
I have lost a very special person to me. A friend, brother, mentor, role model; he was a person who helped me to find my importance. I looked up to him, wanted to be just like him. He was the youngest of all of us, yet everyone respected him. I have lost Lil J@y, the boy everyone wanted to be. When I first met Jason, I was 12 or 13, something to that effect, I might have been older. I was working a little bit. In my attempts to emulate him, I went to the store with Marsha and we looked at leather jackets. The one I wanted was like $100. Marsha was the only one who knew I was getting one. We came home with it and my mother was like ummm.. she was not sure what to do. We however knew exactly what to do: we marked all over it; I got the dog collars, the spiked hair and became more like my friend, Jason. When we were young, we used to hang out at 4th and Main St. in Royal Oak, The Church of Scientology used to be there, now there is a parking lot that crosses along side the rail road t

So The Fun Times Keep Rolling
Well besides fighting with the dude, I just found out my ex fincee was deployed to Cuba. So I am not in a very good mood. I dont know what is going on wtih him he just said he will be back hopefully in july. So we will have to see how that goes. I am over dating in general and think the best avenue to take is becoming a nun. I am sick of putting myself out there, especially to ppl who say they want to be with you and then say they dont know what they want, and getting hurt its ridiculous. why should I deal with the bullshit? Either you love someone or you dont. Dont tell tell them that you do and then tell them you are dying so you dont want to put them through that pain. That is not your choice to make. You are not necessarily dying you just need to get healthy, most men your age deal with the same thing. I dont want to sound cold or anything like that because I do care about him a lot but apparently he doesnt feel the same. So that is the fun and exciting news of the day, yay!

Hurt
I wish I could cry but my eyes are all dry the pain is in my heart you made me fall apart Even though I try I know you lie I am not your pride and joy just another play toy Why can't you see or even try to understand me you keep playing your game and make me feel shame I was such a fool used like a tool and after what you said where was my head? I should have seen from the start you would just play with my heart but I must have been blind I let you fuck with my mind So go get a clue I am so done with you you have hurt me enough if you don't like it tough

(memory Lane)
Daily Horoscope: Sagittarius For April 18,2007 "You're in a sentimental state of mind, which could lead you to feeling a little more stubborn than usual. You liked things exactly the way they were, darn it! Go ahead and enjoy this trip down memory lane" Wow, this couldn't be more right! At least some what. First thing I did when I woke up... even when I was dreaming... which it has been a while since I had a dream. But I had a dream and when I woke up I was still having a trip down memory lane. It was nice but a bit sad. Like it said.... I sometimes wish things were still the same. Though what I've learned in these 20 long years of mine. Things change nothing stays the same. I guess the less things change The more they never seem the same. I was in a guess a bit of a stubborn mode if you read my blog early on this morning. But hey when people start with the blame on something such as oh this person was picked on so on. Who hasn't been picked on? If you have

Update
THE TRIP TO BIRMINGHAM TODAY WENT WELL. ALAN WAS ACCEPTED WITH THE MDA-( MUSCULAR DYSTROPHY ASSOCIATION) THEY LISTED HIS DIAGNOSIS AS PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY INSTEAD OF HIS CORRECT DIAGNOSIS AS GAN (GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY). THEY SAID IN ORDER FOR HIM TO GET ACCEPTED THEY HAD TO LIST SOMETHING THEY SUPPORTED. NOT QUITE SURE WHAT ALL THIS MEANS AS IN HELP FOR ALAN, BUT I'M SURE ANY FORM OF HELP WILL BE GOOD. I ALSO ASKED WHAT COULD BE DONE IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH ON GAN SO IT COULD BE LISTED IN THERE DATABASE AS A FORM OF NEUROPATHY THAT THEY SUPPORT. THE LADY SAID SHE DID NOT KNOW AND WOULD HAVE TO ASK ABOUT THAT. I FEEL THE MDA IS A BIG THING, IT HELPS SEVERAL MILLION PEOPLE EVERY YEAR. I KNOW OF 4 PEOPLE INCLUDING ALAN THAT HAS GOTTEN ACCEPTED INTO THE MDA WITH GAN, HOWEVER I FEEL THAT IT SHOULD BE LISTED AS A CORRECT DIAGNOSIS RATHER THAN AN INCORRECT DIAGNOSIS. ANYWAY, SO THIS IS MY NEXT PROJECT, FINDING WAYS TO HELP IN THE FUNDING AND RESEARCH OF GAN.

Who Said...
Who said you cant have it your way ? Well they where wrong because right here at After Shock Radio 247,, you can have it your way . we play what the listener wants when they want it. we also have special shows we put on where in those times we will announce that the request lines are closed until after the show. so why listen to anyone ealse? come on over to the Shock side and tune your players into After Shock Radio 247. www.aftershockradio247.com we even have a sweet lil tool bar just for all of you to use with a player on it so you can tune into After Shock any time. We've got awesome DJs too , some of them are even here at Cherry Tap , like Onyx Illusions and Dragontat and of course my Tamma , my DJ name is Pebbles. So tune us in and show the luv, and while your checkin us out make sure to check out the vote links and give us a vote. Hope to be seeing ya'll there at After Shock where its always a Shockin

Poem 02
How can i say this but to say you will never truly understand how much we have in common. when i think of you i see me beside you and just to think soon we will be apart incase your hearing or reading this I think of you as a tru friend an more How bout givin it a thought it might compplucate things life is not easy How do you want this relashionship to be it's not easy

Getting To The Next Level!
So I've been going to the "I'm Bored" little thingy on top of my page...Im sure you all know what Im talking about, however I sit and sit and rate and rate and leave comment after comments! however damn if Im not stuck on level 11...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... anyone have any suggestions how to get to that next darn level...???? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Confused Kitty

Switzerland
Ok I guess its time for yet another lil realitycheck for my friends. I am an adult. I choose my friends by HOW they treat me. I hate seeing all this bullshit. Its like fuckin survivor. Yall form alliances and try and vote people off the island. I have been very quiet the last few days cuz of the retardedness. If you treat me with love and respect that is how I treat you. I don't wanna hear the he said she said shit. I don't care. There are more important things to worry about. I don't speak up alot except when I think that I can make a difference. SO here it is. Drop the bullshit. Be friends and quit the drama. This is a big site and room for all. I don't care why ur mad or whats goin on. Just be friends. If you wanna talk it out here. Feel free...BE CIVIL

Lackobraincells
Iam longing so desperately to go back to sleep,but the squishy stuff between my ears will not allow that one certain pleasure.The static in my brain is buzzing at a noise decible that is not condusive to easy listening pleasure.I think i'll call the doctor and put that frontal lobotomy on easy payment plans. I can always forget later that i even owe the bill.

Friends Without Faces
Friends Without Faces by Thomas Teague We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but

Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder (adhd)
ADHD seems more like an excuse for parents to prescribe their children with Ritalin in order to keep them calm, instead of actually giving it to the children that need it. 50% of cases are misdiagnosed, usually because of the pressure parents and teachers put on the doctors to ensure that children can be controlled.Effects of Ritalin include sleep problems, loss of appetite, irritability, nervousness, stomach aches, headaches, dry mouth, blurry vision, nausea, dizziness, drowsiness, tics, hypersensitivity, anorexia, heart palpitations, blood pressure and pulse changes, cardiac arrhythmia, anemia, scalp hair loss, and psychosis, as well as some more extreme effects, abnormal liver function, cerebral arthritis, leukopenia, and death. (Nutrition Health Center).I believe that drugs should be considered as a last resource. ADHD children do well when: they have a stable environment, with one-on-one attention, they have a routine structured into their lives, they are in a situation that is

Bane
I have a ? 4 u when was the last time you heard.... Dj Bane?? well heres your chance now... come listen to one of the sexiest men on CT. he decided to come back and give you 6 hrs of the best music on Cherrytap. so click any of the pics and come join in his fun Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!!

Dirty Girls
Terry Clark - Dirty Girls our wheels churning up a fresh green pasture, throwing mud pies everywhere. I'm beside you yellin faster faster, wind whippin through my tangled hair and you know, you know, there's nothin like it in the world. when your out there underneath the sun and I'm a dirty girl, i like it when we get cleaned up on Sunday, feel my skin against a string of pearls.... and when we hang out it's, it's just a fun day, you know i love it when i get to be a dirty girl CHORUS: dirty girl You'll be workin on that El Camino, bustin knuckles with a monkey wrench, i'll come sneakin up and whisper real low what you really needs a 3/16ths, and you know that there's nothin like it in the world, when were underneath the hood and i'm a dirty girl..... I like it when we get cleaned up on Sunday, feel my skin against a string of pearls..... or when we hang out it's, it's just a fun day you know i love it when i get to be a dirty girl

Racism, Pluto, And Global Warming
Ok, so lately, there's all this garbage about the "n" word, and "ho's" being used to only describe black women, etc. Yet when somebody uses the word "cracker", everybody turns the other cheek. WTH is that about? And some people think it's ok to use their derrogatory terms when referring to their own race. What is so glamorous about disrespecting your own race? Its done out of ignorance more than anything. If more people were more educated about the origins of said words, perhaps then they'd know why its offensive in the first place, and stop using them. Pluto is still a planet, I don't care what the science community says about it. I was taught in elementary school it was a planet, its still a ball'd rock that rotates, has days, and circles the sun, its a planet. And the one just outside of that one should be considered one too. Just because its way out there, and small, doesn't mean it should be considered insignificant. Global warming. To answer the Harvard Professor'

Lets Help Out Tia!!!
Hey everyone, My awesome kickass friend Tia is in a contest and could use our help...She has entered her Witch's Tree Of Power Tat into a tattoo contest...All help is greatly appreciated and returned!! Thanks everyone that can help out!!! Juniper

Cherry!
WOW...So many beautiful woman....so little minds. I just want to meet one of you woman that has as much of an in-depth mind as your in-depth body! As Ron White said-"don't marry for looks....looks can be fixed. Plastic surgery for everything except STUPIDITY!"

Your Touch
I love the way you touch me and how it makes me feel Seeing the desire in your eyes and knowing that it's real The way you touch my face as we gaze into each other's eyes Knowing that for me there is no other guy The way you run your fingers across my lips As I gently suck on your sweet finger tips The way you run your fingers through my long hair Sometimes gently tugging, It's almost more than I can bare The way you touch my neck with your gentle kisses and bites Feeling the warmth of your mouth on my neck sends me to new heights The way you gently suckle my breasts The way you kiss, caress and rub your hands all over my chest The way you kiss me as you slide your tongue over mine Tasting each other softly as our lips intertwine The way you love me as your body enters mine The warmth, the wetness, as we slowly begin to grind The way you make me soar makes me see stars and lights As I feel you burst inside me I know they'll be no sleep tonight

There Was A Man
There was a woman who wanted someone to love So she prayed and cried to God above To send her a man to share her life with And for awhile her prayers were answered because he did This man was tall with eyes that glowed His hair was brown with a balding spot in the back and had a personality that flowed We laughed, cried and played together Loved being outside and enjoying the weather We once made plans and dreams for the future and even talked about having a baby What once wa so sure and certain turned into alot of maybes She gave this man her heart and soul And would have done anything for him The first time he left her he broke her heart But with time and praying she knew it would mend He came back a second time and she hoped it was to stay But he left her again, brokenhearted, and went the other way She didn't give up her hopes and dreams And hoped the third time was a charm But this time was different and it set off alarms She put him first and spent all her free

Bitch Bitch Bitch
Theres a few things I don't understand about cherrytap. The first thing is WHY people view your new pics but cant bother to rate them. And along that lines YOU would think having 6200 friends more than 8 whole people would rate a pic. I think its bullshit. Along that lines I hate seeing peoples pics down rated because people are jealous. One of my baby's pics is down to a 7 probably because of someones jealousy. He don't complain but I see it happen alot. The ranking system on this site sucks. It doesn't catch the fakes. I have worked real hard to get where I am, but unless you have constant blasts etc ppl can buy a spot. Happy Hour is cool but its crap that you can buy alot of points at once now!! I just can't keep up. Even with the legends. I am not a pr0nstar or am i super hot and I won't go the lengths needed to to keep it. So It was great being a legend for a few days but It will fade away soon. Remember RANK means nothing!! It is WHO you are and HOW you treat others that mak

Help Make A Child's Wish Come True!!!!!
I JUST RECIEVED A LETTER FROM A FRIEND THAT WAS VERY INTERESTING, SO I WANTED OT SHARE IT WITH ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE. IT'S ABOUT A BOY WHO HAS ONE LAST WISH, HE LIVES HERE IN KENTUCKY WHERE I LIVE AND I THINK IF WE ALL PULL TOGETHER WE COULD HELP MAKE HIS WISH COME TRUE. I'M GONNA WRITE THE LETTER TO YOU GUYS THE WAY I RECIEVED IT.... AT A TAYLOR COUNTY REGIONAL HOSPITAL THERE IS AN 8 YEAR OLD BOY FROM STANFORD, KENTUCKY WHO HAS TERMINAL LEUKEMIA. HIS NAME IS JOSH ADKINS AND HE HAS ONE LAST WISH. AND I THINK WITH YOUR COOPERATION, WE CAN FULFILL IT FOR HIM! HE HAS MADE A WISH TO HAVE HIS NAME WRITTEN IN THE GUISNESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS. WHAT DOES HE WANT HIS NAME TO BE LISTED UNDER??? HE WANTS TO BE KNOWN AS THE BOY WHO RECIEVED THE MOST "GET-WELL" CARDS. HE HAS GIVEN HIS NAME AND ADDRESS TO ANYONE WHO WILL SEND HIM A GET-WELL CARD. PLEASE HELP THIS LITTLE BOY GET HIS WISH. SEND HIM A GET-WELL CARD AND SPREAD THE WORD! YOU ALONE CAN MAKE ONE LITTLE BOYS DAY. BELOW IS HIS NAME

7 Kinds Of Sex
Body: Seven kinds of Sex The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at nigh

Wat Da Fuck!
im saw something dat made me upset, i dont kno weather i should confront this person n b like wat da fuck or jes 4get about it. i kno u guys wod have 2 kno more of wat im talkin about 2 really understand, if u really wnt 2 kno wat im talkin about jes send me a private msg n then il let u kno.

Black Rose
One Black Rose Upon one day...dark and dreary, I did seek rest ...for I was weary. I found a place that no one knows... Given to me was one black rose. I rested there in slumber's state. Pondered the ways to change my fate. Challenged by a twisted destiny, One black rose was given to me. Contemplating the symbol's meaning, Beauty's birth yet dark-side leaning. Unable to see if from friend or foes, Given to me was one black rose. So went the day...dark and dreary, That I found rest...for I was weary. As the beautiful morning then set me free... One black rose was given to me

Come Check It Out
hey i jus gave bob a commentgasm, click on his pic and leave him some comments and give him a commentgasm...not sure how many it takes, but give him atleast 20 to be sure, he likes getting commentgasms, thanks friends jus click the pic

Drivers License
my options as far as transportation are concerned are becoming less by the day. Soon my transportation options will be severely limmted to bus and occcasional rides home. This leaves me no room for leaving the city. This summer I will have to get my drivers license. I have no choice. So beginning this coming month, I begin saving money and only paying bills and eating light. This will keep me healthy and strenghthen my cashflow.

Are You Happy Being Single ?
You Are Very Happy Being Single You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content. You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is. And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake! Are You Happy Being Single?

Repost If U Read
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie

Posers, Wannabes And Make Believe.
Posers, wannabes, and make believe. They don’t want to. Sad and pathetic, this teen-age angst prolonged. Adults you all are, what serves its purpose perpetuating? Exactly what you fear, an end to presumed innocence-ignorance. Fame does not seek that which is already corrupt. Fortune no longer wines and dines the fallen. A remedy? I’m a fool to think we seek one; A bigger fool to believe there’s no profit in it. Posers, wannabes, and make believe.

May Day
'twas a good day at work today for it was padstow may day celebrations and obby oss day.where the whole town welcomes the comming of summer and the oss's are paraded round the town with their followers I've taken a few pics and will post em later.

For An Ex-named Justin
I breathe, and you suck the life from within me I see, who you really are, But, I know who you used to be when nobody else could see you A guy like you stands out too into him self to care, you played it out. And I was to naive to see, when i was "18". I never knew the screwed up side to you everything u used to do. So who can you Trust? Who can you Love? Where can you Go,When nobody sees the tears falling down your cheeks? Where can you Escape the bitterness? Well, fate never brought you back and my whole world fell apart and nothing ever felt the same since that day,that year. Where did this go wrong? Whose to know what might have happend had I stayed What happends next? Who cares about anyone now? Its clear to see you never gave a damn about me. Theres no escape when your already gone. Its like you were never here. And I know its 3 yrs too late in Life searching for answers, that never existed all along.

What I Would Do Is I Had A True Love
he gets home from work,i slip off hiss work boots,have a romantic dinner waiting for him,after we eat,i clear the table and sit him in his chair and start to rub his tired feet,then slowly going up to his ankles to his calf,then slowly work up to the thighs,then i would undo his pants,slide them off,pull him up by the hands and pull him close then i would lead him to our bedroom and sit him one the bed and go to the closet and get something to blind fold him and then lay him on the bed,then getting the rope from under the bed i would tie him up to the bed post.then getting some whipcream and strawberry and spreading the whip cream all over his body,then i would begin to lick the whipcream of his chest getting to the nipples licking and sucking of the whipcream then licking all the way down his tummy then i get to the good part sticking just the tip of the cock rolling my tongue around it as i take it further in my mouth sucking the precum,wantting to go deeper in my mouth wanting and

Dark Thoughts
too many dark thoughts too many doubts the dark soil, so inviting a final peaceful sleep an end to my worries an end to my sheer mental pain an easy way out maybe?? do i need help or can i help myself? could anyone help me would anyone help me?

Friendship - Reposted From A Friend
Whenever I needed someone to talk toYou were always there.My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, andYou were always there.There was no time when I had doubtto come to you becauseYou were always there.I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.Whenever I was down and blueYou were always there.No matter my problems, are what was wrongYou were always there.Whenever I felt like nothing mattersYou were always there.Now your gone, and I don't know what to doI close my eyes and think of you, and howYou were always there.It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of youCan you hear me nowAt night I pray, and I speak to youI guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you wereYou would always be there.I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbyeEven though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of youOne thing I will always say isYou were always there... ( THE BEST OF ANYTHING....IS OUR FRIENDS ) Th

New W-torture Podcast.
Episode #10 - WAR Edition Part 2 Season Finale (For schookidz): Once Again it's time to go to war! Featuring Nothing but the hardest shit Including a new rant and a world premare track "My Reply" From Killa-mo 187 Featuring Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, And HALUSiN8! Also featuring music from Krayzie Bone, Do Or Die, Three 6 Mafia, 2-Pac, and Nas

Plans For Redrawing The Middle East: The Project For A “new Middle East”
“Hegemony is as old as Mankind…” -Zbigniew Brzezinski, former U.S. National Security Advisor The term “New Middle East” was introduced to the world in June 2006 in Tel Aviv by U.S. Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice (who was credited by the Western media for coining the term) in replacement of the older and more imposing term, the “Greater Middle East.” This shift in foreign policy phraseology coincided with the inauguration of the Baku-Tbilisi-Ceyhan (BTC) Oil Terminal in the Eastern Mediterranean. The term and conceptualization of the “New Middle East,” was subsequently heralded by the U.S. Secretary of State and the Israeli Prime Minister at the height of the Anglo-American sponsored Israeli siege of Lebanon. Prime Minister Olmert and Secretary Rice had informed the international media that a project for a “New Middle East” was being launched from Lebanon. This announcement was a confirmation of an Anglo-American-Israeli “military roadmap” in the Middle East. This pr

Whats New
What’s new? What’s new? What’s new? Well I finished a piece. I was very happy with it and then I gave it to someone within the week of its completion. I felt like my baby was ripped away from me. Now I wonder if I will be able to every sell any of my art…. I get too attached to my pieces and I don’t want to give them away. Maybe after I have a dozen large scale painting done I might feel more comfortable with doing commissioned pieces…..hmmm….who knows? I am looking into moving somewhere right now. I don’t know where but I feel like my time in Vermont is done-ski!!!!. I came here, got an education and now I need to move to either find a graduate program I’m interested in or to find different work! I’m itching for change! I am also dying to start using my brain again. I miss school. I miss learning. I miss thinking. I also need a good book to read…..Any recommendations. My kitties are good. Mila still hates everyone but me and my bro and Bella is still a little atte

Medieval Fare
Oh well... only a week unto our first medieval fare.. well.. it isnt my first, but it IS the first i am hosting... and GOD are there many things to make sure is in order... toilets, wood for the campfire, water, insurance, guest, promotions, food, beer etc... i am SO lokking forward to get it over...

Mom
Well yall sorry i anit been on, but we had to call the ambulance fer my Mom wedsnday right before lunch. Well they says she has a mass uti and bladder infection and 2 compressed discs. They let her come home today, n i told my customers until further notice my shop is closed. So if i anit on very much , thats why. I will be able to come out here some after she takes her meds n goes to sleep after 10 or so. But i still check on her every 30 to 45 mins. But dont worry shes getting better n going to a bunch of specialist next week. I'm just glad we got her to the damn docotor. She was very pissed to begiun with, but realises it was fer the best. Shes exteremly pridful, in fact shed only let me help her up at the hosptial, did want anyone seeing here struggle with pain. But shes just like that, n shes gonna be fine.

Just Want To Say Hello And Hope Eveyone Is Well
Just want to say hello to everybody and hope you and your love ones are doing well.. I have been busy with school and I have been on and off here during the week.. damn firefox browser keeps crashing on me so I am going to uninstall the bloody thing and reinstall it fully without any upgrade crap... blah, blah, blah.. Have a wonderful weekend!! :D Take care always!! :D Jeremy

Cookies And Cream
MAMI IS A DIME PIECE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY TWO JOBS HOLDING HER OWN,WANTS TO BE LOVED BY A MAN AND HAVE A CHILD ONE DAY NEEDING A THING FROM A MAN IF HE IS NOT TRYING TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SOUNDS TASTY DON'T YOU AGREE JUST GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHORTY LOOKS TASTY TO ME,MAMI IS ABOUT 5'3 HELLA EASY ON THE EYES LIPS NICE AND THICK JUST PERFECT IN SIZE NO SUPRIZE MA IS A COUNTRY GIRL ALL THICK AND SHIT IN THE THIGHS PRETTY FACE, SHORT HAIR, NICE EYES.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SAYS SHE IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN FOR A RIDE, MEANING IF YOU DON'T COME EQUIPPED WITH CERTAIN QUALITIES SUCH AS BEING A REAL MAN TO THE LEFT BRO STEP ASIDE.

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.

My Love To You
My Love To You by BlueWolf You're the one, who stole my heart, Who can take my breath away. You're the one, that makes me smile, In everything you do and say. You're the one, I'm dreaming of, You are in my dreams every night. You're the one, I want by my side, So you can hold me so tight. You're the one, I want in my arms, To hold just you all night long. You're the one, my passion burns for, To show you our love is strong. You're the one,I'm longing for, To always feel your tender touch. You're the one, my heart belongs to. Because, I love you so very much. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

Questions
Why must everyone run? Have I done something wrong? Do I scare people away? If so tell me how to change things. How do I get my life back? How do I keep the ones I love? So many questions left unanswered So many things I wish I could say......

Look At Me Now
Look at the woman standing here, Look past the make up and the smile, The woman you see is a lil Girl crying out, Crying and Dieing inside. Looking for a place in this world to call her own. Looking for someone who wont judge her every move. She's looking for a way out, to show her true self. But everywhere she turns, She gets laughed at and talked about behind her back. She gave her heart to someone but that dident end very good. This lil You see is none other than me, i'm dieing inside, Wanting to know what real love feels like. Wanting to know if the person you gave ur heart to was really the person that they made themselfs out to be. I will Never know!!!

Sending Coded Messages
We all go through times of struggle against the world. In these times, we are inclined to hold our cards pretty close to our chin. In dreaming, this may be expressed as sending coded messages or communication.Privacy is a tenuous feature in this world. The need for human association calls us toward exposure, while our need for personal security draws us to pull the shades. Consequently, we simultaneously expose and cover through coded communication. This dream may reflect a feeling that only one or two people in your life can comprehend your deepest thoughts and fears. Another scenario is that you are looking for a safe way to express guilt. A third option is that others cannot comprehend your meaning. Who is the message for and why did it need to be coded? Did the receiver understand the code? Were you in captivity, spying, or trying to conceal your meaning in a public forum for other intentions? This may indicate that the code is a metaphor for a deeper sense of relat

Goodbye
This is to all my friends and fans on ct that i didnt get the opportunity to say goodbye to. For those of you who are just joining us, i left for the navy but never fear for i will return. I am going to have one of my friends post new blogs for me every now and then so. Goodbye everyone for now and i hope to see you all soon!!

Well I'd Like To Be Drunk Lol
Name:Manna Birthday:Dec, 02 1984 Birthplace:Monticello Minnesota Current Location:Washington STATE Eye Color:Hazel Hair Color:Blonde Height:5'1 Right Handed or Left Handed:right and sometimes left Your Heritage:GOOD GOD way too many, mostly those that were white lol The Shoes You Wore Today:ummm none.... Your Weakness:ummm... not saying... Your Fears:after death Your Perfect Pizza:Stuffed curst and conadian baccon Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:ummm I would love to get a new viola Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:LOL and just about anything I use on a daily basis... Thoughts First Waking Up:My eyes hurt Your Best Physical Feature: People say my smile and my eyes Your Bedtime:4 am Your Most Missed Memory:best left unsaid lol Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: I love burger king... but I can't have hamburger... allergic... *sigh* Single or Group Dates:neither Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:neither Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla C

Embrace The Ending
The ending That peace could grow inside of you Inspite of me Humanity I hope youre out there somewhere Right now im all alone I feel my time has come Embrace the ending I cannot take this pain I cannot take this shame Save us from ourselves Welcome the way that we Embrace the ending We all fool ourselves And we share the wealth To disagree with me Used to be All that i wanted you to see All that i needed you to be Does anyone care To disagree with me Admir defeat we bleed In disbelief I hear the whole world And its all inspite of me And its all i ever wanted to believe

Dominant's Creed... What I Hold Myself To ...
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others. As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure. To win a submissi

Male Submissives
Thanks again Sir Critter and babydoll Q: What does it mean to me to be a submissive male in this society? Good question. First thing that *does* come to mind, is, contradiction. This society has not gone through male liberation, and does not well tolerate submission as acceptable just yet, nor is it okay to wear or do/be anything that could be construed as feminine . For women, it depends upon who you are with as to whether submissiveness is desirable or not - with conservative groups it's the only way, but otherwise society sees a submissive woman and think she's been forced to it, but it's still generally more acceptable than in men. In addition, it's okay for women to openly wear obviously men's clothes. Men are still supposedly the 'head of the house', the dominant one. the 'breadwinner' - and in general this society seems to equate money with power and dominance - many men are threatened if their woman makes more, and if the man isn't threatened, then society acts like he

Why God Made Mommys
WHY GOD MADE MOMS All answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions : Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know bec

I'm Happy Now
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine.

Happy Mothers Day!!
I won't be here a lot this weekend but wanted to with all the mothers a Happy Mothers Day. Hope Your Mothers Day is special:) /i154.photobucket.com/albums/s271/tashabear25/Mothers%20Day/2007-04-26_112438_Sepia_Mothers_Day.gif" border="0" /> center> center> center>

Darius.........
"Then the first thing you must do is bare your tight tush and bend over with your legs spread," her Master had said to her as soon as he came into the bedroom. She wanted to get her punishment over with as soon as possible for her master had told her sternly not to touch his precious crop, ever. Embarrassed and ashamed she complied with her Master's demand. She had worn only her shorts and t-top to work out at the Gym. She pulled her shorts down off her bottom to her knees then stepped out of each leg carefully. Her face was blushing all colors of red, she knew in a few moments that her bottom would be blushing the same as her face as soon as her Master's crop slashed at her naked bottom. She thought to herself that all she had done was touch his precious crop, she knew her Master's warning that his crop was for his hands only, but she had just wanted to feel one of her Master's instruments of punishment with her finger tips. She bent over and grasped her ankles awaiting the fi

I Did Not Die.
Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die.

Candles
Candles often reveal a sense of mystery, romance, or supernatural guidance regarding the setting in which they appear. The candle can also be a symbol of providence or security as it may illuminate circumstances. If the candle has an unusually large flame, the fire may be the central image. Do the candles have a ceremonial feel to them? If so, other aspects of the dream may be requiring reverence. Is someone else holding a candle or candles? Often a symbolic gesture by a dream character-such as holding a candle-will indicate that they are there to lead you.

Good Day Crazy Day Killer Hot Sause
Sooo today was not bad at all kinda good even lots done ... school was good the boys didnt talk to me much but the ones in my class never do ... the ones in the other classes r great a guy from 3rd term looked over my cityproject and he told me it was awsome and my movent was great and fade ins were awsome and atttenion to the lil things was def good and i thought of stuff most ppl dont ,,,, :D i felt good i had hot sause u need to sign a wavier to eat lol and the guy was thinking ohhh she wasnts spice i show her and he was shocked i the 1st peerson who didnt cry when they ate it :P it was good

Forget
all i want is for you to show up at my house and lay down beside me in bed. i want to lay w/ your arms wrapped around me and w/ my head on your chest and forget that the rest of the world exists. for a few hours i wanna pretend like it's not impossible for us to be together.

Fuq Hit
Actually..you know what? Fuck that last blog. Don't bother with it.. It's pointless and I was being childish. I need to get over myself..and I think will tonight. No more of this "feel sorry for me..no one loves me" bullshit I always pull. You don't like me..then fuck you too. I'm not even going to bother sharing my feelings with anyone anymore cause it's pretty much a dead end. So with that..I'm so done with that game. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool and fuck you, I'm out. ::walks away::

The Misuse Of Power By The Mainstream Media..
It must be incredible to be a member of the all knowing media. I mean, they have to be all knowing for them to have already decided which candidates for office stand a chance of being elected and which don't. For example..they've already written Dr. Ron Paul off as a mere amusement. However, the people have said twice now that He is the man they want to run this country. After the first debate, initially Dr. Paul was not included in any of the post debate polls..after an overwhelming outcry from the people..he was included in polls from MSNBC and ABC News among others. And Dr. Paul OVERWHELMINGLY came out ahead of all the other candidates...thousands of votes of support compared to hundreds for his nearest competitors. At MSNBC Dr. Paul has the absolute highest approval rating and the lowest disapproval rating..by a HUGE margin. After this latest debate, FOX News puts him at 25%..just behind Mitt Romney (who has 29%). Giuliani is not even close. Yet still the media ignor

A Goal
A goal that seems fairly unlikely suddenly becomes eminently possible, so don't put those dreams on the curb just yet. The stars say that you're likely to get a thumbs-up very soon if you keep your eyes on the prize.

An Email To The Westboro Baptist Church.
Subject: I would like to discuss what exactly is Christian about what you do. Dear Westboro Baptist Church; I understand the concept; you and YOUR God (not the generally accepted God, and most definitely not my set of Gods) hate fags, including myself. Fine. You claim that because God hates fags, they kill straight people to show you all that we need to die. Doesn't make much sense, since God could just kill us and be done with it, allowing you "true Christians" to bop each other's brains out and procreate at will. But I can understand to some degree, at least. However, do you seriously intend to cause much more pain to the innocent people who had their son taken from them by YOUR God (to show them that fags are evil of course) by shouting and pretending like they're equally to blame for our being allowed to live and be gay? For instance, I can pretty much guarantee that half of the mothers grieving over the bodies of their dead children are ounce for ounce as conserv

Robert Mugabe U R A Noob!!!!!!!!
Robert Gabriel Mugabe KCB (born 21 February 1924) is the President of Zimbabwe. He has been the head of government in Zimbabwe since 1980, first as Prime Minister and later as first executive President. Mugabe rose to prominence in the 1970s when he led the Zimbabwe African National Union in guerrilla warfare against the white-dominated government of Rhodesia until the government accepted universal suffrage and black-majority rule. The Mugabe administration has been criticized around the world for corruption, suppression of political opposition, mishandling of land reforms, economic mismanagement, and the deteriorating human rights situation in Zimbabwe. According to most analysts his administration's policies have led to economic collapse and massive starvation over the course of the last ten years. Currently, Zimbabwe has the highest inflation rate in the world, and according to the United Nations Economic Commission for Africa, Africa's worst economic performer. Presidenc

I Shall Find You!
Hi, I shall seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache , shake, and sweat until you moan and groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I finish with you. And you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu

Breathe My Spirit
Let my spirit Breathe I just don't understand My dreams need words to speak My heart's spirit sleeps every second of the day I know I hold thee in my dreams Whispered and shouted I need to keep the spirit true People with respect are there to guide the way Only the spirit of the heart needs to fallow So Dancing out of step Keep the spirit awake Only a momment in time every word I say is mine So let my spirit breathe And I will give the ardent of words of love Never in my heart has my spirit breathed with out a thought to life, to love, happiness and joy or even faith So give my spirit a chance to breathe of hope and dreams And I will hold thee in the spirit of my arms Until thy dreams and spirit needs to breathe also So come let us share a dream and breathe over the sadness of time and not of ardent of love lost So please breathe oh spirit's of life help us capture the the wind in our spirit's of life Now can we dance a slow dance and let o

I Am His
I lie on my side kness bent I feel his love cover me Protectting, caring I listen to the silence Thoughts of him envelope me Like a soft warm blanket I feel the darkness Drawing in on me Yet he shines light to all I cannot see I close my eyes And feel my heart beating out My desires and longings I try to surrender to sleep But my mind will be still Searching, examing, understanding Slowly by piece In ways I cannot explain I am laying before him the pieces of my heart. On the floor so he may tread on them at will In his hand so he may use them at will Before his eyes so he may examine them at will And yet I pray his foot treads lightly His hand holds them tenderly His eyes be blinded with love So I lie here waiting and wanting Waiting to see where he leads me Wanting against all reason to give even more

I Dream Of You
THE DREAM Your arms slip around me Holding me into your heat My heart beating wildly With gentle deliberateness Your lips engulf mine Sucking my breath Tasting my mouth Like evening primrose oil My body slips against your As the fevers of wanting you Create such aching within Your hands softly caress my breast Over the curve of my hip Touching soft milky skin Gasped sighs of delight My thighs wrap around yours As you mould into the valley between Entering my temple with passionate thrusts Claiming what is yours Blinding desires enrapture and enthrall Murmuring in my ear of your love Nourishment my heart has craved for Your breath like a whisper across my cheek Enslaving my soul to sweet raptures Your heat burning my belly With unspeakable pleasures My body a quivering mass of fervor So long have I waited for your caress So long I have craved for your completeness On the edges of this dream I wait still!

Something To Think About
To find that perfect island while you sail many many seas Each island that you stop fullfills some of your needs At each island you stop at you see more of what you are looking for Every island you stop at has great things but you are still looking for more As you sail deeper and deeper into the ocean searching for that perfect spot The perfect destination, will it ever be found when will this search stop As the ocean surrounds you, you become scared and fill it will never happen But you know that you have to continue for you are the only captain As you stop at so many placesyou find love and pain in so many faces For all the nights and storms you continue to sail and put behind One final clear morning as you look out at the ocean to see what to find The most perfect island with the most beautiful sand Scared to find out so just take the chance it could be that island Oh yes it CAN.

"lost"
"Lost" Once I was as you are, Now look at me, a shell of desperation, stumbling in the dark. Choking on burning g memories. Hopeless panic invades my mind. As I yearn to be normal. I can't stand eye to eye with the world. Looking down in shame, I walk. Worthless, I am, searching for hope. My wounded spirit begs to curl up and die. Painful tears erupt as I stand on the blurry street. Time goes on until we are in the ground. What does it matter, my feeling? My breathing? Can anyone really touch the world? I stumble until I am lying on the floor. In a pitiful sigh I search for compassionate eyes. Only to find haunted souls, as my own, peering back at me.

Hidden Love
When I first saw you I looked into your eyes I saw a glow about you I loved all that I could see I love to see your smile Spread across your face But when it does seem to fade My heart stars to ache I like to hear you speak Your voice brings me chills It puts me in a crazy setting All starts to haze Whenever I think of you I drift to a far off place Where anything could happen Where I could love you I didn't know what to say I didn't know how to put it So I tried to hide it But it can't be concealed any longer I'll try to say it here and now I'll try to tell you how I feel I love you girl with all my heart Will you return my love for you

Celestial Day
Adieu my friends and kinderd dear: For silent dust conceals me here: And when the mighty trump shall sound: To call the nations from the ground: I'll then reanimate my clay, and wing my way: To join the great celestial day.

To All My Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS…….. I would like to be…..Moonlight in order to enlighten the nights of misunderstood… SILENCE…. in order to silence the voices that turmail people’s hearts… DAWN…. in order to bring one more day of happiness… LIGHT…. For all those who live their lives in darkness… NIGHT…. in order to cuddle those who strive all day long…. LIFE…. So that all those who are dying…may be reborn again…. A TEAR… So insensetive hearts can also cry.. A SMILE.. in order to sweeten bitter lips… LOVE…. in order to unite people…and let them know that I’m just one of them…. IN FACT… I would just like to be a small hummingbird…so I could fly into your home Through an open window, surprise you with a hug, and wish you a beautiful day my dear friends…….. PhD.Moris Hug/Istanbul / TURKEY

Hockey And More Hockey
So I went to the K-Wings game last night. Oh to watch the Rockford (Ill) IceHogs get beat was a lovely end to my Saturday. Mind you, we took a beating in the 3rd but damn if the K-Wings didnt keep their heads up and win!!! The IceHog fans were just that, hogs. They were the loudest, rudest, FOULEST bunch of folks Ive ever had the displeasure to encounter. But my weekend hockey comes crashing down around my feet today. The Redwings were a huge disappointment today. They lost in OT 2-1 to Anahiem and thanks to Franzen at the end of the 3rd and Lilas in OT .. we are going to Anahiem down in the series 3-2 and fighting to stay alive. So Ill spend the rest of my weekend sulking over the NHL loss but proud of the UHL team and anxious for results on tonights game in Rockford. Game 6 will be here Tuesday night and Im PRAYING for tickets!! GO WINGS!!!

To My Stalker
I have been investigating this matter (I've got a few toys myself) to track you down in case I am forced to prosecute you. I have obtained your real name, home and work address, home and work phone numbers, email address, and some interesting tidbits on your criminal history. I won't sink to your level and post it publicly, though. If you want to push the issue, your local police and the FBI will both be hearing about it. Cyber-harassment is illegal, and you have taken it too far. This is no longer a game. You have now chosen to bring it into real life, so you have two choices: cease and desist (I'm sure you're familiar with the term), or end up being prosecuted under federal provisions for cyber-harassment. What you are doing IS illegal, and I will prosecute if it does not cease with the removal of your latest profile. This is your first and last warning. By the way, you gave yourself away with the last profile. I won't tell you how - not yet at least.

Crawling On My Knee's..
Crawling underneath the table, hands grasping your thighs, kneading the tight muscles before slowly spreading them apart.......mmmmm......wiggling my way in between and kneeling.....rubbing my face over your crotch, around and around until I feel your cock stiffening beneath the fabric of your trousers....unfastening your belt and tugging downnnnnn the zipper.....my body squirming with anticipation....lowering the waistband of your underwear and reaching inside with both of my soft hands.....breathing in deeply and cupping your balls in one palm, my other hand coiling around your growing dick......such a pretty cock......the tip of my tongue easing out to lightly touch your cockhead......quietly moaning as I begin to circle the flared head with sweeps of my tongue, wetting it.......fondling your balls, rolling them in the warmth of my hand......they are so heavy with cum......may I take it from you?......will you give me your cream?......enclosing the head inside my heated, wet mouth..

Totally Amazing
This is truly amazing to me, a thought that passed through my mind not too long ago that I thought I would share with you. On top of the screen here at Cherry Tap, you see a row of faces passing right before your very eyes. Real people, real problems, dreams and hopes. You see people on these blasts looking for what? More friends, more popularity, more attention? These people are searching but only if they knew what they really needed. Have you ever really looked at all those faces passing by? Have you ever taken real notice to them? Have you ever just tried to say hi to these people, sharing the good news of the Gospel with them? Showing these people that true love is from God Himself? Take a look around your neighborhood, how many people have heard the Gospel? How many of those people have you shared with? How many of them have you felt a leading to but ignored it because of being too busy? I have felt the need to write this down as a challenge to everyone that reads thi

Under The Tongue
Death comes easy and cheap. Like a burst of cold air into your lungs, that moment where breath stops. Reaching frozen fingers around your heart deafening the pulse. Alone you die, though fruitless searches for other ways keep life occupied. Children and love amount to nothing in death, just something to cling to while your eyes slowly shut. Your body is not invincible, your life immortal, and while Acheron waits for us all you have not the toll to cross. The ferryman cares not for Earthly possession, nor for your vain appearances. One hundred years await your soul. Death is cheap and easy. What comes after is the purpose of living.

I Never Realized How Much I've Writen...another Poem...go Figure.
Do you remember the first night? Like a dream it swims in my head Everything felt so perfectly right As I sat there next to you on the bed The room was spinning around me But I could still see you there I let my hands roam free As they pushed aside your hair Exposing your sublime bare skin My fingers felt deep into your soul I could feel the heat that was within My mind was trying to gain control But my heart was over ruling the contest My lust could not be held at bay My passion was on a conquest I had to have you, it was the only way So I leaned in and swallowed hard Waiting for you to pull from me I closed my eyes and went on gaurd But it never happened, you let it be My lips touched as gently as I could And I breathed a sigh of relief I started to wonder if I should But that thought was very brief For if I shouldn't then you would have said But you didn't utter a word Instead you leaned close to my head And you let me fly free as a bird So

Today's 'scope
This is just too funny! "Even the best-laid plans might hit some rocks if there's not enough money to see them through. Rearranging some resources might be enough to do the trick, but it will mean making (and sticking to) a budget. -- May 23, 2007" Considering that the little Neon just took a major dive, so I am now sans a car, and within a month the manuscript will be ready to go to the editors looks like I am going to be on a tight budget.

Bomb Squad Rules
1. Each member must bomb at least 100 votes in an hour and a half. 2. Every member must fan add and rate everyone in the squad. 3.Each Member needs to rate everyones pictures to the amount that you have if you have 50 pictures you need to rate 50 on each members page. 4. make sure you have tbr bomb squad in your name. 5.if theres more than one member in a contest no one bombs 6. anyone can call on us we need to do more than one contest at a time if needed 7. when bombing use numbers 1 - 100 dont use a bunch of random crap 8. once a month if theres a contest going the first bomber to reach 100 votes will get a gift from the ct gift shop

At First
At first, remember how you promised? It would be soft and tender, A loving feeling to remember. But, instead . . . You made me feel like a whore, My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore. And I wondered how this could be, We were finally together, you and me. I was only a piece of flesh, No loving thing, And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings. You hurt me, caused pain And what was I to gain? This tiny life that is inside, When I found out I could have died. Something that once had the chance to be so sweet, Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat. The pain I felt, My heart you made melt. This pain can never be recovered, Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover. Something he will not see for a while. He does not know that we made a child

Home
home is where the heart is or so i been told 2 yrs ago i moved to kansas not knowing anyone and now i have the best friends i have ever had and i thought ifi moved back to tulsa we would be able to salvage our impending marriage i was wrong it got worse she cheated one me with my brother and so we split i spent 8 months in hell aka:oklahoma and now i am back among all my friends here in kansas and i am so freaking happy

Moving
Hey everyone! Just wanted to give you all a heads-up on whats going on with me. I will be moving to Washington State next weekend. I will be offline at the end of next week. Please continue to send comments, friend requests, or whatever. I will get them when I get hooked back up. I will miss you all until then. Take Care and God Bless!

The Charge Of The Dark Goddess
The Charge of the Dark Goddess The Dark Goddess speaks to us, through the mouths of Lilith, Kali, Tiamet, Hekate, Nix, the Black Madonna, Nemesis and Morgaine.. I am the Darkness behind and beneath the shadows.. I am the absence of air that awaits at the bottom of every breath.. I am the Ending before Life begins again, the Decay that fertilizes the Living.. I am the Bottomless Pit, the never-ending struggle to reclaim that which is denied.. I am the Key that unlocks every Door.. I am the Glory of Discovery, for I am that which is hidden, secluded and forbidden Come to me at the Dark Moon and see that which can not be seen, face the terror that is yours alone.. Swim to me through the blackest oceans to the center of your greatest fears-- the Dark God and I will keep you safe.. Scream to us in terror, and yours will be the Power to Forbear.. Think of me when you feel pleasure, and I will intensify it, until the time when I may have the greatest pleasure of meeting