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If Your A Cooter Hater, You Need To Read This!
I was laying in bed...earlier someone brought up a few things to my attention today...and I couldnt sleep because for starters its shit that needs to be laid to rest. First of all...with the shit that went down between me and a certain person...before you start assuming you need to get your fukn facts straight and do one better...COME TO THE SOURCE! I do have proof of what I was told into believing...on my laptop...I was told a bunch of bullshit lies. I was led to believe things. I was told to hate people. I was told to ban people. And...like a dumbass bitch...I believed this person. Now to say that *I* caused drama is nothing but a fukn bull shit lie. I didnt kno how I was gonna be played...yes I WAS PLAYED! Just like those of you who believed this person. But if you remember right, I never EVER played YOU! I was straight up and honest with everyone and yet *I* am a cause of drama. I knew this person for 2 fukn years...had not fukn clue I would be treated the way I was. N

Video Salute May '08
She's Amazing.. A Must See! === 'Abby *Friends, please read new blog, ty*' wrote the following at '2008-06-20 10:37:35'.. > Please Play As many of you may know, my dear friend Kathy aka LadyKate has been battling cancer for quite a long time. Her recent mails to me express tears, tire and dwindled ambition. I made this video for her in hopes that she would see just how many friends love her and are by her side. A huge thank you to all her friends who contributed their love in this video. So very kind of all of you.> xoxoxox Please, if you have a few spare moments, visit her page, send her a smile or some thoughts of encouragement. She's so beautiful when she smiles. LadyღKate Please repost! Not only for Kate but for all women. Thank you ~Abby

I Need To Vent
I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO DESERVE TO GET LIED TO THE WAY I WAS.. I'M NOT A BAD GUY.. I AM THE MOST RESPECTFUL MAN AND WOULD NEVER CAUSE HURT ON ANYONE...I AM A MAN AND JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE I HAVE FEELINGS AND A HEART.. I LAUGH, I SMILE, I GET SAD AND I CRY LIKE I HAVE BEEN DOING.... AM I REALLY THAT WORTHLESS TO PEOPLE? I JUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY AND MAKE HER AS HAPPY AS I COULD AND I THOUGHT THAT'S WHT I WAS DOING.. I HAVE HEARD SO MANY TIMES THAT THEY AREN'T THE SAME AND THE WOULD NEVER BE LIKE THE LAST ONE.. I WOULD LAUGH SO HARD RIGHT NOW, BUT THE TEARS I HAVE ARE COVERING UP EVERYTHING I AM FEELING... I FUCKING QUIT... I AM THINKING ABOUT FINALLY GIVING UP THE ONE PLACE THAT BROUGHT ME PEACE, BUT IN THE LONG RUN PAIN AND A BROKEN HEART... I'M SORRY FUBAR FRIENDS, BUT I DUNNO IF I CAN TAKE ALL THE PAIN THAT I HAVE ENDURED HERE..

To All In Fubar
To All My Friends.....Please READ!!!!! State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this

The Cab Ride
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. One time I arrived in the middle of the night for a pick up at a building that was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute," answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was cove

Steven
Since I really dont know how or where to begin here, the best thing would be to just let it flow, I guess. Seems to be the norm for me lately. I never seem to stop and think about what I am saying before I say it, and it is a harsh reality when you have to live with the fact that you have hurt someone really bad and you cant take it back no matter how bad you want too. It is a harsh reality when you realize that the words that brew up inside of you in the heat of the moment can ruin your entire future. Once they are said, they will forever be there. It doesnt matter that you didnt mean a word that you said, doesnt matter that the words were said in anger and in a moment of being hurt. It just doesnt matter. I look back on my life and I realize that the past 20 years I have walked around and functioned as little more than an empty shell. I was so unhappy and miserable that I wasnt even really alive, I was just going through the motions. It saddens me to no end that it took me thi

Noooooooooah
If you receive an email entitled 'Bedtimes' Delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it. Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING? ? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the 'Bedtimes' message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave

And The Fire Burns...
How does one measure inner strength it is simply based upon desire to want Or is it something deeper that you have yet to tap levels of lost willpower to drive forcefully Do you feel the fire inside you that burns? the fire that gives you that power I feel the fire burning strong inside of me a fire that will never be extinguished I have reached the levels deep within myself that some could only talk about but not reach I drive myself with a force so strong I can only keep the fire burning hotter Reach down inside yourself and feel the fire ignite the flames of will and spread the coals You have the power to achieve greatness within yourself just keep that fire burning and nothing can stop you

Off For The Weekend!!!
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend. I am off up north for my Brother's wedding. It will FINALLY be a celebration for my family, as we have faced some VERY difficult times since last Sept, and almost losing my Brother. I am gonna spend the day on the river on Sunday relaxing, and nursing a hangover. Take care, and enjoy the Summer.

Update
I haven't been on for a while. Nothing much has changed. I am still me. I seem to get myself into drama. I lost my job due to the most recent. And the truth I wasn't really in it. Some people are just crazy. Let me tell what happened. I was bored one day and decided to text some old friends. Well one of my friends text me back and started telling me about his girlfriend. Well complaining more like it. Anyway, she knows I am talking to him and she knows who I am. Keep in mind he has not told me her name at this point.I was living with a co worker at this point. Ok the girlfriend leaves my friend, and thats when he tells me I work with this girl. To make a long story short she gets my roomate pissed at me. I got kicked out lost my job due to the transportation issue. So I am backed where I started. But to tell the truth I feel less stressed. Oh before you ask yes me and my friend are still friends.

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. i met and feel in love and married my hubby after 3 weeks 2. i have been a hairdresser for 21 years 3. in high school i was a very quiet and shy person 4. i have anger and trust issues when it comes to woman 5. i collect state spoons 6. i don't have any children but i love them. 7. i am quick to judge people with out knowing the real person. 8. i am a very loyal friend. 9. i hate people that stab you in the back 10. my favorite food is brocc. these are the 6 i tagged 1 peter~uscoastguardcwo3 2 lovinmom 3 theeanimal 4 moltomore 5 mikeym 6 junio

Trust
Learning to Shift/Moving Forward Put your hands up. Touching mine Right hand is the gas. Left hand is the clutch. 2 options for you Push in or Pull out The easier part is pushing on the gas You can hear it revving but What’s really important is the clutch, its silent you have to trust it more Until you trust you can’t move forward.

You Are It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a puggle 2. I have 8 people in my family 3. I Sing for fun 4. I hate red onions 5. I love pineapple and ham pizza 6. I have 2 piercings 7. I live 15minutes from lake michigan 8. I love my Family:) 9. I love my Dog :) 10. I was born in germany :) 11. I take care of someone who has cerebral palsy 12. I am single 13. I want a tatoo of Red rose 14. blue is my favorite color 15. My favorite Food is Seafood.... 10 ppl let me think...... 1. Carebearpitbullmafia 2. MidnightCinder 3. Teresa T&H Destroyers 4. Desciple 5. BrokenH

Don't Understand Some Men?
soooo not happy Current mood: used Category: Life I will never understand some men.... I can't understand why some men do things and some don't.. I can't understand how a love one can sit there an say they love you and then turn around and do something to hurt you... I'm trying so hard to do the right things and trying to stay faithful to the one you love.. but its really hard to do the right things and all when you really can't trust them right now and all .. some people say to just call it quits or things will hopefully get better... but I'm not a quiter and I'm trying so hard not to quit or just to give up on things... some say you can only take so much ... but when is enough a enough... well I don't know anymore... I've been self doubting myself now and feeling so unattractive because of the things going on right now... so I say again when is enough a enough......

Tag Ur It
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was on the boys wrestling team in high school for 4 years 2. I love to cook. but hate to clean 3. I love to sleep naked 4. I love baked bean pizza 5. I hate when people poke, pinch and tickle me 6. I love 80's music and soft rock (bedtime magic) 7. I care about what people think of me 8. I am street and book smart (no really i am) 9. I have selective hearing lol 10. I love having my back scratched 11. I am the first one out of my brothers and sisters to graduate high school 12. my children have the same dr. I had growing up 13. I'm alway in a bad mood. very rarely am I happy 14. I want

Fetishes
Someone was curious about mine. Here you go. Bound to be done in chapters, because I can never remember what they are, all at once. -Biting: I like the feel of flesh between my teeth. Not to draw blood, or anything, just to sort of gnaw on, to feel and taste. -Bondage: Self explanatory, no masochism though. Restraints, ball gag, blind fold. No material asphixiation. That's too dangerous. Being made helpless is essentially what I like about it. It's part of submission. -Choking: Most of you know about this one, and it happened totally on accident. Only by hand; again, using material to restrict oxygen is too dangerous. -Cutting: Along the same principle as being tattoed, which explains why I like it. Light scrapes or shallow cuts to the skin that sting and allow minimal blood flow. I have only engaged in this twice. Each time was by someone I trusted with my life, which is a given, but imperative. My partner has to know exactly what they are doing to let blood. Most pe

Just To Let You Know
Terra made it ok last night.. she was so excited to see me and I don't know who cried more at first me or her. She barely slept on the car ride home and was always lookig for the deer on the side of the road, finally passing out maybe 20 minutes from home. Everything has gone ok and I'm so happy and excited to have her here with me. I know some of you have been wondering how its gone and so far its great...see ya later

When You Have Sons (funny)
You find out interesting things when you have sons, like 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fa n can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.

New Playlist...lyrics
#1 Strange Love There'll be times When my crimes Will seem almost unforgivable I give in to sin Because you have to make this life liveable But when you think Ive had enough From your sea of love Ill take more than another riverfull And Ill make it all worthwhile Ill make your heart smile Strangelove Strange highs and strange lows Strangelove Thats how my love goes Strangelove Will you give it to me Will you take the pain I will give to you Again and again And will you return it Therell be days When Ill stray I may appear to be Constantly out of reach I give in to sin Because I like to practise what I preach Im not trying to say Ill have it all my way Im always willing to learn When youve got something to teach And Ill make it all worthwhile Ill make your heart smile Pain will you return it Ill say it again -- pain Pain will you return it I wont say it again I give in Again and again I give in Will you give it to me I give in Ill say

Tag You Are It!!
I GOT TAGGED BY SOMEONE Instructions...Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am funny 2. I am thinking about a special someone 3. I have a kick ass team of hotties! 4. I love chocolate 5. I wear glasses lol 6. I can be bitchy! 7. I love cartoon Inuyasha 8. Liars turn me off 9. I let laundry pile up 10. I have a dark sense of humor I choose the following people to be tagged! Cllgegrl Viperxp Shy Stfu its santa Randy

This Can Save Your Life..
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages. When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone I know. My male friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women whose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, sea

July 4th
FIRSTLY I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO OUR TROOPS FOR ALL THEY DO! GOD BLESS YOU ALL! SECONDLY I'M GONE ALL WEEKEND SO EVERYONE HAVE A FUN AND SAFE WEEKEND!!!! SEE Y'ALL BACK HERE ON MONDAY!!! TAKE CARE... ~Ann~ :D

My Life Sucks
have you ever felt lke your fighting a loosing battle? with not only yourself but with everyone and everything around you? like everyone has to come frist and all the weight of the world has been placed on your shoulders.. sorta like your about to fall but havent quiet started yet and your trying to conspalte a way to fall wth out hurting yourself... my head is jumbled with thoughts and feelng thatr i am yet to figure out and when i fnally have i cant quiet seem to earse them,,, its crazy how time can erase and change people... How one change can counterreact a hole mess in seconds which took yearss to bulid the way it is laid out. Life is confusing to me.. i am not ready to conquer but waht if it doesnt matter beacouse its a matter of having to do what it takes to conquer and divided to get anywhere in the plaace willl call life... something about the present sends a shock about my future.. who i love and what awaits in the foggy looking glass.. its not actually foggy to we

The Bite
The Bite by LateNiteFantasy© Breaking from the kiss lips languidly parting I smile at you see the awakening lust in your eyes Taking half a pace backwards, I hold your right breast in my left hand, lifting and slowly squeezing watching the hard erect nipple as it slowly turns purple my right hand approaches you I pinch the nipple , squeeze it,hen pull gently my left hand reaches for my drink,I take a sip pulling an ice cube into my mouth and lower my head to you flicking my tongue out at your nipple the tip of my tongue teasing you feel you thrusting your breast to me,as my lips cover the nipple I suck a little my tongue pushing the ice cube onto the nipple feeling you shudder I suck harder rubbing the ice against you, placing drink back on table,I move to your other breast no preliminaries now immediately start sucking your nipple hard wanting all your breast in my mouth the ice cube melting against your heat I release th

I Jus Don' Get It
So, I have wrote 2 blogs & dere friends came & checked dem out. On da 1st blog, only Mysticfairy & MRMostunderated commented, but on da 2nd 1..alot of Mysticfairy's friends commented. I guess Im possed 2 b hurt cause alot of dem insulted me. I don' c how u ppl can defend dis woman. If she so great, den y did he do da things he did 2 her, y does he not want her nemore? Y does she feel like she needs 2 b dead? U know what I say? Kill urself bitch. If dat is what u think its goin' 2 take 4 some1 2 luv, den do it. Did ne of u kno she is n therapy? Guess not. Anotha secret she didn' tell ya. Bitch wanted 2 kill herself ova losin' Guy..Wow. Bitch is whack. Hey Lena, it didn' work. He still don' want ur nasty fat ass. Kill urself, takin' ur unborn kids w ya. Let's c where ur friends r now. Damn Physco bitch.

All Or Nothing.
well yesturday was chris and I 4 months of being married day lol. it might be a tad bit childish but it was a big thing for me. everyday that goes by with him is just that. I dont really think he knows just how much I love him, maybe someday he might.. theory of a deadman/all or nothing. Lyrics: When I first saw you standing there You know, was a little hard not to stare So nervous when I drove you home I know, being apart's a little hard to bare Send some flowers to your work in hopes that I'd have you in my arms again We kissed that night before I left Still now, was something I can never forget You've got all that I need Looking at all or nothing Babe, it's you and I With you, I know that I'm good for something So, let's go and give it a try We've got our backs against the ocean It's just us against the world Looking at all or nothing Babe, it's you and I Looking at all or nothing Babe, it's you and I Let's take a chance Go far away

Spirits Of The Dead
Thy soul shall find itself alone 'Mid dark thoughts of the gray tomb-stone- Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy: Be silent in that solitude, Which is not loneliness-for then The spirits of the dead who stood In life before thee, are again In death around thee- and their will Shall overshadow thee: be still. The night- tho' clear shall frown- And the stars shall look not down, From their high thrones in the heaven, With light like Hope to mortals given- But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee for ever. Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish- Now are visions ne'er to vanish- From thy spirit shall they pass No more- like dew-drops from the grass. The breeze- the breath of God- is still- And the mist upon the hill Shadowy- shadowy- yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token- How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of mysteries!- ~Edgar Allan Poe

Just A Funny
I was depressed last night, so I called suicide helpline. I got a call center in Pakistan. I told them I was suicidal! They asked me if I could drive a truck? this is funny! unless it has to be explained to YOU!!!!

I'm In My 2nd Auction!
AUCTION Different style auction........ Since EYES say so much about a person, I thought I would do another auction instead of using a picture of yourself, send me the link to an EYE picture that you want to use. The link can be a picture to your eye or a graphic you find. Entry fee will be 25,000 fu-bucks.... Auction will run for 2 weeks and will begin when I have at least 15 entrants..... If you want in send me your link and your entry fee and what you are offering.... Taking entrants until July 17th....... Lets see what YOUR EYES say about you!! Click the EYE to send your link and fee (repost of original by '† §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€ †~SDMF~Hells Ice Queen~Miss Cherrybomb Pinup September~' on '2008-07-10 11:19:19') My offer is as follows: 1. Rate 350 photos 11s per week 2. Minimum of 2 drinks during HH per week 3. Add Owned by in my name 4. Full Pimpout bully at least once during your ownership 5. Add you to my

Sundae Seduction
Would you like a flame sundae? CUM see me get messy as I turn my BBW body into a tasty sundae. Hope you like lots of chocolate, whipped cream, and strawberries. I rub it all over my huge titts, luscious tummy, wet pussy, sexy feet, and round ass. There are around 80 pictures in this set and over 2600 pictures on my wild side. There are also 22 video clips. Don't forget to CUM check out my 12 videos. The newest one is "Freedom CUMs Ringing". XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

This Is For My Wuero
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Reflections From A Translucent Universe
Sometimes I think that the world is going to Hell. Everyone is in a panic to get as many things as they can to fill the voids in their individual lives, speeding around like monkeys in a race to possess the almighty dollar. I call this the 'IKEA' syndrome. Everyone fills their homes and lives with cheap mass produced items, thoughts, and memories in an attempt at happiness. Even I have one foot in this plastic hole... Being a model, I am like the posterchild for consumerism. I lend my face and body to products and services daily that I would NEVER endorse in real life, let alone purchase and/or use for myself. I have things in my home that can be found in any other normal american home, purchased on the fly, dull, with no meaning or memory attached to it at all. Instant Gratification. The motto of the time. Why spend time, money, and effort aquiring craftsmanship and promoting pride when you can go out and get what you want cheap? ...

"i Believe I Can Fly"
"I Believe I Can Fly" I used to think that I could not go on And life was nothing but an awful song But now I know the meaning of true love I'm leaning on the everlasting arms If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it [1] I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky I think about it every night and day Spread my wings and fly away I believe I can soar I see me running through that open door I believe I can fly I believe I can fly I believe I can fly See I was on the verge of breaking down Sometimes silence can seem so loud There are miracles in life I must achieve But first I know it starts inside of me, oh If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it [Repeat 1] Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh If I can see it, then I can be it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it [Repeat 1] Hey, if I just spread my wings I can fly I can fly I can fly, hey If I just spread my

101 Ways
1. Tell the other person that you love them 2. Give or get a hug 3. Make sure the other person feels important and respected 4. Kiss when people are looking 5. Kiss when people aren't looking 6. Tell the other person that you care 7. Hold hands 8. Go for a long bike ride 9. Give a special present 10. Be there when they need a friend 11. Spend time together 12. Go to see a film 13. Walk arm in arm in the woods 14. Make a special tape of love songs 15. Talk about your feelings 16. Share dreams with each other 17. Snuggle up together 18. Sit together in the park 19. Take a walk together 20. Go out for a meal 21. Have a picnic 22. Play a game of frisbee 23. Give compliments 24. Relax in a jacuzzi 25. Go swimming 26. Just be close 27. Go shopping for food 28. Cook a meal together 29. Touch each other in a loving way 30. Do homework together 31. Plan and go on a trip together 32. Throw a par

Want Me For 30 Day's
ok every one i am in an auction for a fu-marriage that will last for 30 days. the auctoin is from now until july 19th you can bid on me as much as you want. the person that wins me will have a ceremony soon after to make it as real as it gets on here lol. i will be giving the winner comments and gifts every day for the 30 days plus rating as much as i can of yours. here is the link to the pic you have to bid on http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=172313&albumid=1089401&i=478843192&idx=14 i hope to be bid on a lot lol (yeah right) love ya all

Butter Your Bread Pt1
can't stop me from shot gunning blogs can ya? sooooooooooooooo me and lil pimpin (jalen for short) was playing tmnt for snes the other day. if you all are intuned to the snes version of tmnt you should know that you have to fight super shredder in the final fight. so right before we get ready to beat this big fuckin can opener he yells " imma butter your bread!" the circumstances didn't warrant that, but im so proud of him. i mean ive been tring to get him to say that shit for like 5 months now. so anyways .........i have complied a list of shit that erks me on this damn site i figure that i should share w/ you here we go. 1. ......why the hell do chicks have hidden folders that say "wanna see me goodies blow like a shit load of money on me?" i mean seriously.........if i was to buy you a blast to see your dirty pics, then had access to something that im probally never ever going to have a chance to sleep w/ for about 20 mins, so then i look at your "goodies" ....will a rain

Lightning........
Rape me she cries out inside..over and over again in her mind. Rape me… take me…. free me. Need.. the need i talk about . Rape, love and lust the wanting the haunting Am I fragile do I have the right to feel pain The wanting to feel suppressed to feel …just to feel Free me..the escape from the twisted simple life Whatever makes you happy … Time...stands still sometimes... A pause..a fork the road..which way...down a road that is safe and well lit...or the other which isnt so safe..and very dark. Aww yes..fear..and doubt of the unknown. How interesting...blow out the candle and live. One shot one chance...ONE LIFE!!!!!!!! Bring The NOISE.....All or Nothing...*smirks*..

Was Good
Return The Love Click Here!was good my jokers hope everygood take it easy and live life with yr head allways up never down.for jokers dont bow down for no one for there all but winners to me so juggle life as it comes and allways notice the little things around you that makes it all worth it!love ya ladyjokejay xoxoxoxox

♥ My Tony ♥
Time moves slow for me and the world seems to race by as I sit here alone, on the phone with you and the sounds of your voice and the weight of of words seep deep into my soul and own the me I thought was strong and protected and they make me weak; weak with desire, with love immense and out of control somehow. The world around me, but a blur and essentially unimportant seems brighter, sweeter and somehow all a ruse; uniquely designed to pull and draw me into you entirely. My heart, once broken and torn and scarred seems whole and overflowing; the walls built high around it seem to crumble and dissolve without resolve or regret. I feel like I dreamed you. How could you be real I wonder sometimes and I simply want to pinch myself. I hear the smile in your voice when you speak to me and the pain when we must be apart. You seem so open - so exposed and it is like a heaven that I have never known. After years of being kicked and pressed down by love untrue in others a skeptical heart f

Im A Pissed Off Women
You know im a pissed abou the double standard way in life. EXSAMPLE texas raided a polygimst camp sayen KIDs haven kids and live off welfare to feed them was wrong BUT>>> what are people saying bout our Littel whores that 16 and shit living off system? Oh or How teen beating caught on tape and now they stand in judge BOOHOOING! It enough to make me fuking laugh bout time these damn kids learn NO we dont have to live with ur outcontrol ways. Or better Yet How these fuking women want alimony and they qre the ones who filed for a divorce becasue they have gotten use to a lifestyle? What bou t dad who have the kids and there crackhead out moms get away with no paying childsupport but can still come see them and aint nothng u can doi but let the bitch in ur house and see her kids. I have a hair up my ass tonight watchen the news I say BEFFORE gas was an issue u motherfuckers in a suvs would runa bitch off road to get to the damn mal NOW it all u that driving 50miles in a 65 mile zone t

Sing The Sorrow
Eternal Sorrow by =Jeremyti on deviantART The Brown in her eyes' teary sparkle. The scream in her bones with each step, The heave of her ribs when she wheezes, The life in her heart that could not be kept, The crooked joints on which she stumbles, Swollen and worn from mans use, The deep, blackened mud that claims her Represents her abuse. Like You by ~Cyberknife on deviantART Stay low. Soft, dark, and dreamless, Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness. I hate me, For breathing without you. I don't want to feel anymore for you. Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you. Nothing real love can't undo, And thou

Homesick
I have been in Saint Paul, MN now for about 7 years... and this town has been good to me. I came here after my divorce to be far away from my ex-husband and my best friend who he cheated on me with. I've been pretty happy here, despite the cold. But lately everything seems to point back to the Lone Star State. I am incredibly homesick. I've been that way before and a visit to Dallas usually took care of it. I don't think it will be so easy this time... Maybe it really is time to go home...

Page 15/book
To Deep just my luck i just happened to feel the need to cut myself a little to fucking deep So i walk to my mom and to tell her that i wanted to die hoping that she would save me She told me to wait till her show was over so i got to sit there bleeding and looking over at my love wishing i was good enough

Something I Wrote In Iraq
So here i sit in Iraq doin' jack shit listening to everyone bullsit about what they are gonna do when we get back. Then someone brings up what stories they are gonna tell about being out here. We all came to the same conclusion... 95f the people out here are gonna make up stories to tell people, because nothing interesting happens out here. So i thought i would be no different. So this is my story. So there i was no shit surrounded by 856 Iraqi terrorists, 942 rounds spent, knee deep in sand, with a sandstorm so thick you cant see more than 2 feet in front of you. Just me and my gerber. I twisted more nipples that day than most countries do in a year. I had a neclace of nipples and, that is how i saved my whole company. It's a work in progress but i think it's good so far.

I'm Back!
Well, I went away for awhile and forgot my password but then I remembered it. So I'm back and I don't know for how long but I'm here for now. Damien is two months away from being a year old. He's got four teeth, he's walking, babbling like crazy, and is just a great little boy. I am pregnant again and due around the same time I was with Damien, Sept. 28th. I know Damien was born early but hopefully this time around things will go smoother. I'm hoping for a VBAC and I see no reason why I can't do it. We haven't found out the sex yet and I really don't know if I want to know or not. Things with myself and Josh have been on and off. Right now I can't even tell you if we are dating or not. We live together and still sleep together but I don't think we really act like a couple outside of the bedroom. It's kinda weird and I don't know how to word what we are at this moment. I have been told that if I was single and if Josh didn't treat me better that someone else would be step

Love
once upon a time in Ohio a girl was bored and went on a site that was like an online bar. At the same time in Hawaii, a Navy man was also bored and went on the same site. The girl's then bf played stupid and made a mumm (make up my mind) poll about her and him having "fun" on webcam and who'd like to watch. The Navy man out of sheer boredom left a comment on the mumm and the girl saw it. The girl went to the Navy man's profile to see his pictures because she thought he was pretty damn sexy. She left a comment on one of his "sexy" pictures in which he replied to in her IM box. The Navy man and girl then started IMing back and forth about common interests and realized they really started to like each other. The Navy man gave the girl his cellphone number. When she called him, she was immediately hypnotized by his sexy low voice. The Navy man and the girl talked 2 days straight. If not on the phone they'd be IMing each other on their yahoo messenger. 2 days later, even though

Down Bi The Tracks
Cum watch as I play outside by the railroad tracks. You will see huge tits, round ass, luscious tummy, and a wet pussy. I am hitting my 6th month mark and 50th update. I would like to know what you want to see. I am going to contribute updates 51-60 to you my fans and members. If you want to have one made for you email me details. I will also contribute my next 5 videos to you all. All ideas are welcome. Don't forget to check out my 12 videos. With my newest very erotic bi video coming this week or early next week. Watch next week as I update 3 girl on girl sets. One on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. You don't want to miss it. It is very hot and sexy. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Oldie But Stilll Funny!
A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She

I'll Be Waiting
He Broke your heart He took your soul You're hurt inside Because there's a hole You need some time To be alone Then you will find What you've always know I'm the one who really loves you baby I've been knocking at your door As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting Whenever you need me, I'll be there I've seen you cry Into the night I feel your pain Can I make it right I realized there's no end inside Yet still I'll wait For you to see the light I'm the one who really loves you baby I can't take it anymore As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting Whenever you need me, I'll be there You are my only I've ever known That makes me feel this way Couldn't on my own I want to be with you until we're old You have the love you need right in front of you Please come home As long as I'm living, I'l

Blog,poems,about Love And Things
what is love ? is a wounderfull thing,like a flower that is growing and growing, love is like a sweet feeling,love is ? thats the question,love can be between friends,but also to your family, people who are important to you, like im saying ,take care of your true dearest friends,the ones who are always there for you,when its sunny,and when its rainging outside, always take care of them and show them your love,true love .. what is love for you ?? so im saying what is love ???? i write more later .....

Is This New Type Of Depression
i feel i have lost all creativity am totally blank on any ideas it causes me to feel numb i feel i'm giving nothing to this makes me crappy lost the feeling to do anything feel the pressure of depression havent felt that in a long time fighting frustration too single again not looking either not feeling any desires whats happening to me the song is saying erething am feeling all by myself alone to suffer though nobody to understand All By Myself Celine Dion All By Myself.mp3 - Celine Dion

We Tried
I'm my daddy when I drink My mama when I cry I'm honest when I tell the truth And lying when I lie And there's a lot of things that I don't do 'Cause I don't follow through like I want to But I don't want to The devil's begging for me time The good Lord for my soul I'm always easier to catch Than I've ever been to hold I'm a twisted rose, a tangled weed The last thing that I need is to want you 'Cause I don't want to But that ain't what this love's about My heart ain't on my side And if someday it don't work out Then we can say we tried I'm not afraid of anything But now I'm running scared I know the hurt that this could bring Is more than I could bear I'm tired of wearing lonely shoes I've nothing left to lose that I don't want to But I don't want to 'Cuz that ain't what this love's about My heart ain't on my side And if someday it don't work out Then we can say we tried That ain't what this love's about My heart ain't on my side And if someda

Without You
Without You - Mötley Crüe Being without the one that you love is a pain worse than death. It is a slow aching need that develops into a diseased poison coursing through your veins. Your arms are empty and ache to hold him, your voice shakes as your surf on the wave of tears that are sure to come as you say goodbyes. There is that awkward moment where you just look into one another's eyes and you seem frozen there; you just don't want to turn and walk away, though you know you must. A cold chill rushes over you as the love fire slowly smolders to barely a warm ember, you can still their simple kiss upon your lips and feel the strength of their grasp but with time it seems to pass some and so the cold sets in. The darkness of loneliness you now wear like a burial shroud and you retreat into the solitude of the world without them. You know in your heart that you must let them go if ever they are to return to you and that where your lover goes you cannot always follow; but somehow it

The Vampire
the vampire A man in dark from the east prowels the night for blood to feast he walks the streets from dusk till dawn and doesnt even pass a yawn this man is pale as though hes dead his body cold from toe to head his canines long and pearly white he gives his victims no time to fight a man came knocking on his door he came at night to implore he came and answers tried to find he tried to unravel the creatures mind he saw a coffin upon the floor and found him self pinned to the door he bared his neck and drank and drank until to his knees the man had sank their he knelt begging mercy please and his clothes the vampire seized he dragged him up upon his feet and to his maker went to meet

The Dark Knight
his armor of black glints in the moons glow supposed a gallant warrior from long ago but now his heart so full of malice and hate for he who slayed him at th palace gate this soul thats forced to walk this realm this soul thats trapped in this old black helm he rides at night slaying all in his path any one who comes across him will feel his wrath he rides a steed of black with eyes of red through the night this evil creature sped with his evil master on his back to return by day to his shack his sword of silver staind with blood the hilt imbedded with a diamond stud this entity forced to stalk the earth till the end of time he stalks the streets til three times the bell will chime

Languages
I know a little of alot of different languages; I would like to learn my native language, however, being half breed I am outcast from my native tribe! My thought on the ongoing battle of what language to speak in the US....English of course.....when I was in Japan; I learned some Japanese...when I was in Korea, I learned alot of Korean(however I am very rusty) ....when I was in Taiwan...I learned a little Chinese...Ni hhow(sp) means hello...when I was in Thailand.. I learned a lil Thai....some French, German, Italian, I picked up over the years talking with friends and others from those countries!! Do you need to forget your native tongue NO....but learn some basic communication skills when speaking English...it helps alot........lol and it is common courtesy to learn the customs and culture of the country you are visiting or living in at the time...

Dj Schedule For The Weekend *and* Info On Next Auction
*DJ WEEKEND SCHEDULE FOR COOTER'S BAR* **this is subject to change** *Friday 07/25/08 4PM EST to 10:30PM EST: Rev./DJ Cooter™ 10:30PM EST to 7:00AM EST: DJ Rebelicious Dixie Angel *Saturday 07/26/08 4PM EST to 10:30PM EST: Rev./DJ Cooter™ 10:30PM EST to 8:30AM EST: DJ Rebelicious Dixie Angel *Sunday 07/30/08 4PM EST to 08:30AM EST: Rev./DJ Cooter™ *Monday 07/31/08 4PM EST to 08:30AM EST: Rev./DJ Cooter™ *HERE IS WHO WE HAVE SO FAR THAT WILL BE IN THE AUCTION FOR YOU TO BID ON YOUR OWNER* Rev./DJ Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar John Co-Owner of Cooter's Bar DJ Big Daddy Dream aka Kat Greeter@Cooter's Bar DJ pinkypunk Angi *sarge's bad girls* ~TexasAngel~ Name: Bid on Your Owner Starts: 08/10/08 @ 9AM EST/6AM Fu-Time Ends: 08/16/08 @ 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time Details: Cooter's Bar sponsors auctions each month with a different theme. The next one is: BID ON YOUR OWNER". "Slaves to be" bid on who they want their owner to be, *BUT*

Sunday Updates
Sunday July 27th will be a no levelling day, because of the lack of happy hours. But there are many things you can do to show love to your fu family members. You can show love to the other members of the family by rating their pictures and things. Or if you guys would like you can do levelups together you can if you want to. We also have some giveaways that rating revolution members are in . You are by no means obligated to bomb in these because we are a leveling family and not a bombing family. But any help would be greatly appreciated. These are some of the ways you can help your other family members on this day off!!! The list of giveaways are as follows: Needs 25,000 comments for a 3 month vip in 4 weeks she is up to 9500 now and has little less than 3 weeks left to get it completed. Needs 20,000 comments for a 30 day blast with no time limit Needs 14,000 comments for a VIP This is the Destroyer of the Day for Sunday...... SHADOW BOM

New Contest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok and yes i borrowed the idea from DMAN but...hear me out.... i am offering either a VIP or a 30 DAY BLAST there are 4 ways to win... no1-make me a sexy slaute...with azriel or AZ as the name...either on a sign or on you..lol no-2 make me a horror or gory salute...yeah sick i know but if you like this idea i will prob look at these submissions first no 3 make me a killer graphic either a name tag or a photoshopped pic of me,,,,, and the final way to win..... and this is the hard one....... send me your most sexy or most creative middle finger pic for my finger album... NOW THERE ARE 4 WAYS TO WIN AND I WILL BE GIVEN THE PRIZES FOR ALL 4 WAYS....SO SOMEONE IF THEY WANT TO....CAN WIN 4 30 DAY BLASTS AND A SINCE YOU CAN ONLY HAVE ONE VIP AT A TIME I WILL DOUBLE THE TIME OF THE VIP FOR THE PERSON WHO DOES MORE THAN ONE ENTRY THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FROM TODAY JULY 27TH TILL AUG 10TH GOOD LUCK TO ALL, AZ

Another Freakin Day At Work
Almost called in this morning, so freakin tired. Yeah got a few things done but always feel like i fall more behind then anything. pplz don't stop callin with shit broken that needs fixin. kinda felt like i was being ignored all around by the some of the rn's i flirt with? startin to piss me off. maybe cause it's monday who know's. hope u all had a better one then me.

The " Hippie Jump"
The late 70s was full of hippies. Long-Haired motherscratchers with fat moustaches and dirty clothes. Skateboardind was a big ol' fad and so alot of hippie freaks were down for the gig. Just Google 70s Hippie, and you'll probably get a photo of a long-haired dude riding a skateboard. Thats just the way it was. And as far as skateboarding was concerned, hippies loked to jump and they did this on their skateboards alot. They liked jumping barrels, hurdle poles, and from one skateboard to another_all for that radical hippie rush. Hippie jumping went away for most of the 80s but there was a slight return of the hippie during the early jump ramp years when the backside air 360 was called the hippie twist. Look it up, thats for real. Fast forward to the late 90s and think of Tom Penny. For me, thats the guy who brought back the hippie jump (or high jump) even though he wasn't trying and didn't care at all. It just happened and that was that. He probably still doesn't care. Nowadays

My Son
OK THIS IS SOME FUCKING BULLSHIT. I HATE THE FACT THAT MY SON LIVES 600+ MILES AWAY . AN I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL HAVE IN MY ARMS ASAP AN THIS IS NOT JUST A BITCH STATEMENT ALOT HAS GONE ON IF ANYONE IS WONDERING WHY IM NOT ANSWERING MY PHONE i lost the son of a bitch so dont text me or call me i wont answer!!!!!! OH IN OTHER NEWS IVE DESCIDED THAT ME MYSELF AN I ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYONE RIGHT NOW I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY MUSIC MY SON AN MY LIFE AS I PLAN IT TO BE I WORK ALMOST 50+ HOURS A WEEK AN PAY MY BILLS AN DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH TO SEND MY SON AN ITS PISSING ME OFF OK WELL LOVE YOU ALL FUCK YOU ALL AN *KISSES* p.s we miss you soooo much aunt barbara you well always be in our hearts 1923 - 2008 -*CYLO*-

I Just Can 't Understand
Look at me and tell me you don't love me anymore tell me i am no longer your child explain how you can turn your back on flesh and blood assure me your okay with not being in my life you made a promise to me while you were tucking me into bed that you would never leave me YOU LIED because of some bitch you cast me out shunning me from girls i love so much I still lay awake and cry sometimes just needing my daddy and your not there.... I just don't understand anymore :(

No Fucking Shit Sherlock
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2008/07/28/rice-adviser-iraq-invasio_n_115398.html Over at the Washington Independent, Spencer Ackerman continues his enlightening "Rise of the Counterinsurgents" series with "A Counterinsurgency Guide for Politicos." The Indy has obtained a copy of a forthcoming manual on counterinsurgency strategy written by David Kilcullen, a "former Australian Army officer who is now an adviser to Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice." The handbook seeks to provide a framework for considering whether Washington should intervene in foreign countries' counterinsurgency operations, raising difficult questions about whether such nations deserve U.S. support; under what conditions that support should occur, and whether success is possible at acceptable cost. No systematic approach to strategic-level questions in counterinsurgency currently exists for senior U.S. government officials. And how difficult are the questions being raised? Well, in what's sure to be the pu

New Boots
My first grade daughter and her friend both needed new boots as winter approached. The friend got in the car one morning and finally had gotten her boots. "Beth," I commented, "I see you got new boots. Where did you get them?" "At the store," she answered. "Which one?" I asked. She began looking at her new boots and after a pause said, "Both of them."

Face2u
lmmfaoooooooooooo! face2u: lack of morals.. ciao! ->face2u: So am I, but that doesn't matter. face2u: Sorrry sweets...I am taken ->face2u: Wow, I'm disappointed. face2u: no..not really but hey..thanks for the office ->face2u: Really? You don't? face2u: WOW! not really ->face2u: wanna fuck?

What I Want To Say To Him But I Can't
Back when we first started talking I was with that guy, and you marked to show when I was single. If I had know then how you felt, we prolly wouldn't be where we are at right now. I love talking to you, you complete me. You are the Joker to my Harley Quinn. I was crushed the first time you quit talking to me. And thats when it happend. Was I really suppossed to sit back and pine for you? How was I to know you would want to talk to me again? And when we did start talking again, I told you I had entered into a relationship with Furbie, and that I really didn't want to be in it. So yeah, I fucked him, my bad. I didn't know that you were going to ever talk to me when I did it. I don't think you understand that you are the one I want to be with. I care about you greatly and you are all I can think about. For the last two weeks these feelings have been greatly increased. I know we are so far away, and I can't really come up with an idea of how I could actually be with you. But

I Miss My Friends :(
well ,i just want to take this opportunity to tell all of you that i miss you all very much :(.due to me not having internet at home and not being able to be at my mother in law's house that much anymore ,i will not be on here as much :(. i miss chatting with everyone and if you want or need to talk to me just leave me a shout or a message and i will try to get back with you as soon as possible .i hope everything is going good for everyone :D Scott aka havok

Southern Things...
Why the hell is it we for the most part .....call everyone...Honey, darlin, baby, dear, sweetie, and dearheart? I have strived for a long time to stop this...and damnit...it came out last nite. a member of my pool team (that I am almost old enough to be his mother) decided I was gonna have some drinks with him...that is not what bothered my Love.....what did was while the guy was playing his match....he asked me to get him another drink...well I called him baby...but not like I would call my Love...My man and my family are my world. I love him so.....Well, he took it wrong...I guess three cherry bombs brought out what I have done my best to kill. HELP!!!! Is this shit inbred or what? It has taken me years to not say those things. Why would it start after a few drinks? I don't need that kind of drama...I have tried to explain it to my boyfriend. I am not so sure he understands. Because I call him My BABY....so it shook him a little to hear me say it to someone else...even t

The Shirt Collar
HERE was once a fine gentleman who possessed among other things a boot-jack and a hair-brush; but he had also the finest shirt-collar in the world, and of this collar we are about to hear a story. The collar had become so old that he began to think about getting married; and one day he happened to find himself in the same washing-tub as a garter. “Upon my word,” said the shirt-collar, “I have never seen anything so slim and delicate, so neat and soft before. May I venture to ask your name?” “I shall not tell you,” replied the garter. “Where do you reside when you are at home?” asked the shirt-collar. But the garter was naturally shy, and did not know how to answer such a question. “I presume you are a girdle,” said the shirt-collar, “a sort of under girdle. I see that you are useful, as well as ornamental, my little lady.” “You must not speak to me,” said the garter; “I do not think I have given you any encouragement to do so.” “Oh, when any one is as beautiful as you ar

A Soldier Is...
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

Weekending With Lauren And Freecycling.
I ♥ her. Lauren + alcohol = hilarity. I have to admit to feeling a tad like a piece of meat, but I don't know when that's ever a bad thing. Let's just say when Lauren lets loose, Lauren lets loose!!! P.S. Jared rocks the grill. Thank you guys again for having me over. ----- Freecycle is a grassroots movement of people who are giving and getting stuff for free in their area. And by stuff, boy do I mean some good stuff. That old addage "One man's junk is another man's treasure" is true. So check out this link and sign up. Do it for your favorite tree-hugger, Me! Support your favorite misanthrop!

Help Me Get To Phoenix?
Hi Everyone! As most of you know, there is a member/fan party in Phoenix next month http://www.funinphoenix.com/ that I would love to go to! Unfortunately I don't have the extra funds to make it there. Is there any of you sweetpeas out there that would like to help me get to Phoenix to party with you for Sept 13th? US Airways Flight 678 5:15pm Baltimore, MD (BWI) 7:11pm Phoenix, AZ (PHX) 4hrs 56min - Nonstop $288 per person Total $326 Select Bag Fees May Apply This is the cheapest airfare that I've found so far that gets me nonstop to Phoenix. Anywho..there ya go. theres the stats and I would love to be able to make it out and party with ya'll. Email me at aimeelynnhart@yahoo.com if you would like to help me get out there to party with you :0) XOXO, Aimeelynn

Wet T-shirt Contest!!!
Sunset Cafe presents ... Wet T-shirt contest!!! Rates are the ONLY thing that counts ... come and see ... rate!!! Rate every single one of us ... that's the fun of it!!! ***You must add Dawn, the user hosting this event as a friend to see the pictures. The link will guide you there. you CANNOT vote without being her friend!!*** OH ... and ... one of them is ME. HAHA!! And SHHH I'll NEVER tell ... well ... maybe ... haha. Click here to be directed to the contest!!

What To Do?
So. I could have a great job in a great state, but IDK if I should leave. I am so lost for words right now it isn't even funny. I don't want to blurt too much here b/c some ppl I don't want to know what's goin on in my life. But in general, I'm hurt in more way's than one. By what or who, don't matter. I just am. I just don't know what to do anymore. In a way, if I do take the job, than in a way it feels I am just givin up and runnin. But in a way it is a great job offer and a great place. I want to take it so bad. It would do me some good. If you know me, you know why I am bloggin this. If you don't know me and know why I am postin this, plz don't ask me. I'm not in the mood to talk bout it yet. When I am, I will come to you and tell you personally. But much love to all my friends and family. Kisses and hugs.

Z4u2
U know its funny....everytime i post a comment in a mumm, there'z alwayz some smartass 2 comment on my spelling of thingz. its not that hard 2 understand really... 4 = for 2 = to, too or two z = where the "S" makes a "Z" soundfor example: "ASSHOLES" would be "ASSHOLEZ" I've uzed this shorthand even in my writing and typing since high school. Since then ppl have taken on this short hand in their text messagez on cell phonez, U see it in advertizements and even buziness namez.... for example: YAHOO SMALL BIZ, HOT-TEEZ, etc. and lets look up the number of namez of buzinessez with "EZ" or "4U" in the name...i dare U.And if its such a sin 2 use "treaZon" with a "Z", then why have two other people on myspace copied it and why iz the domain name TREAZON.COM already taken?? U damn me for being original, and then u go and fucking copy me. WTF If u cant read this article or want 2 complain about it, then it should BEZ4U2C that U are a robot minded redneck and U SUCK!!!

Heart
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore... and who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future. ( this came today in a e mail, well just showing you the part that made sense.....like a wake up call) I love my fam and friends Camilla

God, I Stopped Taking Online Relationships Seriously Because
Of the fucking MANWHORES on these sites! Always looking for attention god what co-dependant ignorant fucks!!!! I fucking hate fake fucks. I give up on people online. I get my sex here in MI, I have my friends, and family, and im sooo happy to be single because if i were to take any of these guys seriously i would get hurt. About the only REAL man i have met on this sea of informational crap, is blackheart. And fuck with my luck he lives in scotland. But i plan on going there someday and disappearing forever. :P

The Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side.. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.

Fade To Black-metallica
(Not Metallica, but I love Apocalyptica's version) Life it seems will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost this can't be real Can't stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye Goodbye

Say By John Mayer
Take all of your wasted honor Every little past frustration Take all your so-called problems Better put 'em in quotations Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to saaaay... Walking like a one man army Fighting with the shadows in your head Living out the same old moment Knowing you'd be better off instead If you could only Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to say Say what you need to saaay... Have no fear For giving in Have no fear For giving over You better know that in the end It's better to say too much Then never to say what you need to say again Even if your hands are shaking And your faith is broken Even as the eyes are closing Do it with a heart wid

Its Jst Me
ha ha i'm there again you see the level of buzz on my font pg tats me o got there tonite moms not botherin me tonite so i got drunk ha ha i'm there again yea i'm level 60% buzzed alreally no one botherin me tonite even the bitch leave me alone tonote so i got drunk

Making Kitty Bald- Update 51
Making Kitty Bald I was taking a shower minding my own business when you come in to watch me make my kitty nice and smooth. I make sure to have it nice and lathered before I begin. Lots of rubbing to make sure it is smooth and has no pokies. Thanks to Joseph for his wonderful idea and getting in on my contest. There is still time for you to get your set. There is also a video to go along with this set. There is also a bonus set the just members see. Another bonus set will come next week. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.ht

They Still Do This Shit?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080820/us_nm/usa_schools_punishment_dc Corporal punishment seen rife in U.S. schools By Ed Stoddard Wed Aug 20, 8:53 AM ET More than 200,000 children were hit as punishment in U.S. schools last year and in the South more blacks than whites are struck, two human rights groups said in a report released on Wednesday. Texas accounted for a quarter of the instances of corporal punishment in the 2006-2007 school year, according to the study compiled by Human Rights Watch and the American Civil Liberties Union. The report, titled "A Violent Education: Corporal Punishment of Children in U.S. Public Schools," plays into a debate in America about the effectiveness of corporal punishment and its role in the classroom and home. Twenty-one U.S. states still permit the use of corporal punishment in schools. In Texas and Mississippi children as young as 3 are struck for transgressions as minor as gum chewing, the report says. The punishment often i

Always Such Drama
i submitted this to poetry.com some months back i have continually received awards and accolades but is it a scam or should i buy the plaques of the awards this was not one of my best poems while i made it rhyme i had lost the rhythm which both makes it a good poem always such drama its hard to see that i cried the bitterness can subside i can not believe that this can be happening at i am too obsessive you want to be too possessive the girl can not get her breath then it is to be her death but you just make a story you can not have the glory if you smudge the lady you are so mean and shady the heart i feel was my own all i want to do was to go home to hide my face in shame and you it was nothing but a game

New Info On Injury!!!
AFTER SEEING ORTHOPEDISTC DOC TODAY AND GETTING NEW X-RATS TAKE HE FEELS HE SE A CRACK IN MY KNEE JOINT, SO I MAY HAVE A BROKEN BONE BUT WON'T KNOW FOR SURE UNTIL MRI IS DONE(DAMN HMO'S) HAVE TO WAIT FOR APPROVAL BY MEDICAL GROUP. I AM STILL GOING TO BE AWAY FROM COMPUTER FOR A WHILE SO IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL SEND YOU MY PHONE NUMBER IF YOU DON'T ALREADY HAVE IT. AGAIN THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HAVE SENT ME WELL WISHES ALREADY AND KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU ALSO. YOU HAVE SHOWN ME AS MUCH LOVE AS I CAN GET AT THIS POINT BUT AS SOON AS I AM ABLE TO WILL BE BACK ON ON A REGULAR BASIS!! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS SO VERY MUCH AND YOU GUYS ROCK!! WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED AS SOON AS I FIND OUT WHATS GOING ON. PEACE AND LOVE TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BOO PHOENIX. I LOVE YOU BABE SO MUCH

Just Lettin Ya Know
i'm behind on my bills again. like more behind than i've been in a while now. soo i'm not gonna be able to pay the cable bill and it's already late. i'm not sure how long they will let me go without making a payment. i haven't gotten a shut off notice yet, but it's gonna be the last thing i pay. so that means, that if it does get shut off, my internet will be off too. but for those of you that i actually talk to on a regular basis, i have yahoo on my phone so i'll still be in touch. and i'll get the net back on when i stop being a loser and get caught up on bills and what not. =(

Re: Fda: Irradiating Spinach, Lettuce Ok To Kill Germs
RE: FDA: Irradiating spinach, lettuce OK to kill germs ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 21 Aug 2008, 23:38 FDA: Irradiating spinach, lettuce OK to kill germsBy LAURAN NEERGAARD – 6 hours ago WASHINGTON (AP) — The government will allow food producers to start zapping fresh spinach and iceberg lettuce with just enough radiation to kill E. coli and other dangerous germs, a key safety move amid increasing outbreaks from raw produce.Irradiated meat has been around for years, particularly ground beef that is a favorite hiding spot for E. coli. Spices also can be irradiated.But there had long been concern that zapping leafy greens with X-rays or other means of radiation would leave them limp. Not so with today's modern techniques.The Food and Drug Administration determined that irradiation indeed can kill food-poisoning germs and even lengthen the greens' shelf life without compromising the safety or nutrient value of raw spinach and lettuce. The

Screech
Before the liquor corporation was created to take alcohol under its wing, Jamaican rum was a mainstay of the Newfoundland diet. When the Government took control of the traditional liquor business in the early 20th century, it began selling the rum in an unlabelled bottle. The product might have remained permanently nameless except for the influx of American servicemen to Newfoundland during World War II. As the story goes, the commanding officer of the original American detachment was having his first taste of Newfoundland hospitality and, imitating the custom of his host, downed his drink in one gulp. The officer’s blood-curdling howl, when he regained his breath, brought the sympathetic and curious from miles around rushing to the house to find out what was going on. The first to arrive was a garrulous old American sergeant who pounded on the door and demanded, "What the cripes was that ungodly screech?" The Newfoundlander who answered the door replied simply, "The Screech? T

Summer Classes For Men
Summer Classes for Men at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Friday, August 20th 2008 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday a

Life Is Now
Life is now No matter how much joy you've known, there is always more joy to be experienced. Each moment brings new possibilities for adding richness to life. The best days of your life are never behind you, unless you choose to see them as such. For no matter how life has been, there will always be opportunities to experience more goodness. Everything you know about has already happened, so it can be very easy to view life as nothing more than what is receding into the past. Yet life is infinitely more, because life is now. By all means, hold firmly to the goodness you've already known and carry it forever in your heart. At the same time, open yourself fully to the positive possibilities that are yours right now. Now is the moment to live. Now is the time for all that can be. The sun is just now rising on the bright golden possibilities of this day. Life's great and beautiful promise is now.

My Man
the night you walked away and went down the road, i felt my whole world shatter. my life has had less meaning before i met you. you showed what it was like, to actually feel loved. i can not forsee my life without you. antonio, you are my drink, my food, my shelter, you make the world go round when i see you, I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF.

You Call Me Racist
Proud To Be White How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. .....And then there are just - Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. They Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? They have the United Negro College Fund. They have Hispanic History Month. They have Martin Luther King Day. They have Asian History Month. They have Black History Month. They have Cesar Chavez Day. They have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. They have Yom Hashoah. They have K awanza. They have the NAACP. And BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .....We'd be racists. If we had a White

A Keeper..
A Keeper Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, work shirt and a hat; and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things: a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, re-heating leftovers, renewing; I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But when my mother died, and I was standing in that clear morning light in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it, it's best we love it... And care for it... And fix it when it's broken... And h

What Piercing Are You?
You Are a Lip Piercing You are rebellious and defiant. You resist conforming and following rules. You're the type to get pierced anywhere you want, and you're not taking your piercings out for anyone! Reflective and philosophical, you've spent a lot of time thinking about how you'd like to live your life. And it just so happens that your preferred lifestyle is pretty far outside the mainstream. While people may find you standoffish, you aren't necessarily rude, mean, or judgmental. You just don't try to fit in. And that's enough to scare most people away! What Piercing Are You?

U.s. Men Defeat Brazil And Grab Gold In Volleyball
While his players hugged and shouted and leapt into one another’s arms Sunday after the United States men’s volleyball team won its first Olympic gold medal in 20 years, Coach Hugh McCutcheon walked off the court, alone. He headed for a hallway beneath the Capital Indoor Stadium and buried his shaved head in his hands. And, finally, he wept. “It was just too much for me to take,” he said. “For the past few weeks, I’ve been kind of compartmentalizing my emotions. Finally, the filters came down.” No matter how amazing it was to see his team defeat Brazil in four sets to win the gold medal, McCutcheon did not consider it a salve for the pain he has kept at bay during these Olympics. His father-in-law, Todd Bachman, will be laid to rest this Friday in Lakeville, Minn., after being killed here at a popular tourist site the day after the opening ceremony. His mother-in-law, Barbara Bachman, has been hospitalized with serious stab wounds from the same attack. She remains in good condit

Apparently, I'm In The Genital Stage...
You Are in the Genital Stage of Development According to Dr. Freud, you've reached the genital stage of development. Whatever issues you may have had in your childhood have been resolved. You don't have any hang ups, and you are able to function as a stable adult. You are the model of being well-adjusted, and you are able to balance your life beautifully. What Freudian Stage Are You In?

Update On Life
Hello all, It has been a while since I wrote and I apologize for that. I have been meaning to get back to everyone and just kinda got flooded by emails and trying to play catch up as of yet but slow and sure getting there. For those that don't know, I was able to get house/work arrest, however, there were a few stipulations that they had failed to mention. On August 15th I had my pre-house arrest meeting with the jail, expecting that all would go well because I have kept my nose clean, got the new job, payed the fines, ect. Well, what I found out was a bit of a shocker. They told me I would have to serve 2 ½ days in jail, come up with $420.00 by Tuesday the 19th, and pay $140.00 a week and keep a 2 week balance in the pre-pay account in order to stay on the house/work arrest, as well as have a home phone line for them to call me and verify I was at home and plug in the ankle bracelet device into. Well needless this was all a shocker to me because when I had called them

Ten Things I Hate About All Of My Fubar Friends.
1. I hate that I cant hug you when you need it. 2. I hate that I cant hold your hand when you feel alone. 3. I hate that I cant comfort you when you are sick. 4. I hate that I cant eat ice cream with you when you are hurt by a loved one. 5. I hate that we cant go for drinks and laugh at all the drunks. 6. I hate that we cant have a lazy day at the pool. 7. I hate that we cant go to a concert and get shitfaced together. 8. I hate that we cant go shopping at the mall and then have shopper's remorse at Starbucks. 9. I hate that I cant give you a ride when your car is broken. 10. I hate that you farted on your last date and near killed the poor person!

Go Show Her Some Love
HEY YALL MY WIFE NEEDS SOME LOVE SHE IS SO AWESOME AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND SINCE MY OLD ACCOUNT GOT HACKED AND DELETED I CANT RATE HER PICS 11S ANYMORE AND SHE REALLY WANTS TO LEVEL TO 21 SO CAN YALL HELP HER LEVEL PLZ AND I WANT TO SAY THIS TO HER BABY IM GLAD YOU SAID YES ON MARRYING ME YOU JUST MADE ME THE HAPPIEST GUY ON THE PLANET ~LIL*C~Fu-Wifey&RL*Fiance 2 §mºkîè~Co-Owner@Club Velocity 2~Member Of Rating Revolution~@ fubar CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO SHOW HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Dj Smokie Fu Hubby&RL Fiance To Corky/Owner Of Club Velocity 2@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Pray For Ice's Son
Her son was diagnosed with leukemia recently, this is what he is going through, from her to me On the 11th his lung collapsed then on the 13th his kidneys failed and he stopped breathing. He was air lifted to the St. Marys' Hosp which is part of the mayo clinic. On the 15th he was diagnosed with T cell Leukemia. He has to take 4 different kinds of chemo one of them is thru the spinal column which is very painful. And he has kidney dialysis 4 times a week. His kidneys are slowly starting to work on there own, until they do he has a chest tube in him to drain out the excess fluid around his heart and lungs. He will be here for at least another 2 wks unless his kidneys dont fully start functioning. Please let her know we are thinking about her and her son. ICE@ fubar

Ok,im Here
Since i still feel out place,,,just abit. thought i do my first "B" a least,lol My friend from myspace,,,YES,,i said myspace invited my here,,i always thought it was to ""heal my wounds"" from some things i went thru during xmas. He did warn me about this place,,even joked about ""things""guys would tell me!!!! OH HE WAS RIGHT!!GMFAO He knows I love to write..on myspace I blog ALOT of my poems,,, and they (always) reflect my mood--->which is a hopeless romantic w/a sad heart. So coming on here,was a bigwake-up/shock to me. after the millionth time of asking if i have yahoo,,i finally got it!! LOL but here,,i started to ....write my stories :O as ive mentioned,,my poems are ""me"" very hopeless-romantic type,,,those of yall that know me,,know i like vampires,,,so the poems are along that line--lost love, etc.. my stories,,,WELL....lets just say ,,its the scorpio in me trying to break out of her southern(shy)shell!!LOL anyways,,,i think i freaked the fuckout of my fr

A Mans Perfect Day
A Man's Perfect Day 6:00 Alarm 6:15 Blow job 6:30 Massive, satisfying shit while reading the sports section 7:00 Breakfast-steak and eggs, coffee and toast-all cooked by naked, buxom wench who bends over a lot 7:30 Limo arrives 7:45 Several beers en route to the airport 9:15 Flight in personal Lear jet 9:30 Limo to Mirage Resort Golf Club (blow job en-route) 9:45 Play front nine (2 under par) 11:45 Lunch-steak and lobster, 3 beers and bottle of Dom Peringon 12:15 Blow job 12:30 Play back nine (4 under) 2:15 Limo back to airport (several bourbons) 2:30 Fly to Bahamas 3:30 Late afternoon fishing expedition with all-female crew, all nude who also bend over a lot 4:30 Land world record Marlin (1234lbs)-on light tackle 5:00 Fly home, massage and hand job by naked Elle Macpherson 6:45 Shit, shower an

Have You Ever????
Have you ever cared so much that is hurt? I have...because when you love someone, it's not just a feeling that you want to be w/ them or a fear of loosing them it's that 1 moment that you have spent together that made everything feel like a blur, that just happened because both of you made it happen. You didn't say anything to make it all happen or feel awkward at all, but everything just fell into place like a puzzle that put itself together. Love isn't just something you feel it's something you experience. You could feel like you love that person more than you love yourself, but that's not all there is to it..there is so much more people have yet to realize. You have to learn to love yourself and be happy w/ yourself deep down inside, before you can honestly love and care for someone. Everyone goes through hardships in their lives that form them and shape them into the person they truely are, some situations are harder than others, but no matter what you go through. It still has an

Fallen Brother
SAN FRANCISCO (CBS 5 / AP) ¯ A man found murdered Tuesday night was president of the San Francisco branch of the Hell's Angels Motorcycle Club, police confirmed Wednesday to CBS 5. Mark "Papa" Guardado, 45, was found about 10:30 p.m. with gunshot wounds at 24th Street and Treat Avenue, about a mile from the group's clubhouse. He died a short time later at San Francisco General Hospital. Police think Guardado may have been in fight with a rival in another motorcycle group before he was killed. Witnesses told investigators that he and the gunman struggled before the shooting and that the suspect fled on a motorcycle. At the time of his death, Guardado was the subject of an ongoing investigation into an assault with a deadly weapon incident, said Sgt. Jim Stephenson of the Petaluma Police Department. "He beat up a random guy at a bar," said Stephenson. "He beat him with his hands and feet." When police responded to the Petaluma bar, officers said Guardado volunteered the

10 Things I Love About You
I love the way you hold me, I love the way you put your hand in mine I love the way you look at me,the way you stare into my eyes I love the way you kiss my lips,even the way you say "I love you" I love that you make me smile,even more when you make me laugh I love the fact that you do whatever you can to make me happy But most of all "I love you"

Life
Life is full of many things...some of you my friends know of my history .raising my niece she has lived with me and my parents since basically 3 months old,, my sister being bipolar and her husband just being an asshole..contributed to her being with us..yesterday she turned 18 and i cant believe it,,,doesnt seem possible...and i have found myself really down about that the past 2 weeks,,,for 2 reasons...first because even after all is said and done no matter how many diapers i changed how many trips i made to her doctor or dentist how much i loved and cared for here all these years ..she ISNT mine...and i know just because u birth a baby that doesnt qualify you to be parents,, when she was 9 and in the 3rd grade she developed juvenille diabeties,,,we liked to have lost her she was very sick,,,and thru the past 9 years we have been very fortunate ..there has only been one incident where we had to take her to the ER she had a virus,,,but this morning i got a cal

My Birthday Wish
IVE BEEN ASKED,,SEVERAL TIMES. HOW COME I AM NOT MARRIED........... NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT,,UNTIL RECENTLY. MAYBE IVE NEVER MARRIED BECAUSE I HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT GUY FOR ME. IVE HAD SERIUOS RELATIONSHIPS,,,BUT NONE REAL ENOUGH FOR ME TO TAKE THAT STEP. I DONT NEED A GUY WHO MAKES FUN OF ME BECAUSE IM SENSITIVE,,I DONT WANT A GUY WHO WONT EAT BECAUSE HIS MOM NEVER MADE IT THAT WAY. I DONT WANT A GUY WHO TELLS ME NOT TO LET WORDS BOTHER ME & SAYS HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE HIS MOMS SIDE ,,HE DOESNT WANT TO HURT HER FEELINGS. I DONT WANT A LITTLE BOY,NOT SOMEONE WHO HAS TO THREATEN ME OR BELITTLE ME IN ORDER TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL POWERFUL. I DONT WANT SOMEONE WHO THINKS SINCE I AM A FEMALE,,,IM LESS THAN HIM I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL HOLD ME WHEN I CRY,,EVEN IF HE THINKS ITS FOR SILLY REASONS. OR LAUGH AT MY JOKES,,,NO MATTER HOW WEIRD THEY ARE. ONE WHO WILL TRUELY APPRECIATE HAVING A LADY BY HIS SIDE ONE THAT WILL WELCOME HOME-COOK MEALS WHEN HE COMES HOMES THAT ENJOYS SI

Agoraphobia
Agoraphobia For those that know what it is, well this is not an explanation of what it is But what it is to ME. And hopefully a bit of comprehension to those I always say no to, without obvious cause. You have heard of it, bit do you know what it is? What it's like? I do…. First off it's different for everyone that has it. With me it's feeling trapped in any way. If I HAVE to do it, I likely won't, or will put it off to the last second. If I have to be there, I won't. Offer it to me and say, hey come on by. Don't say you HAVE to come for any reason. If the door HAS to be closed, I'll leave, but I will solidly lock mine, to keep the world out. If it is legally binding, I am not likely to sign it. Let me stay I will pay, make me sign a lease and I will run. Not being able to move is being trapped Love me and I will love you in return ten fold. I mean in any way Tell me I HAVE to stay with you and I will bail. If it's to crowded I will l

We Will Never Forget This Day
7 YEARS AGO TODAY THIS COUNTRY WAS ATTACKED. WE WERE SILENCED NOT BY CHOICE BUT BY FORCE. THE TWIN TOWERS THE ONLY THING WE KNEW THAT WE THOUGHT WOULD STAND THE TEST OF TIME WAS DESTROYED. THE PENTAGON WAS HIT, THEY WERE TRYING TO BREAK US DOWN TO WEAKEN US. BUT WE STOOD UP AND WE STOOD UP STRONG. SO TODAY IS A DAY WE WILL NEVER FORGET. THANK YOU GOD FOR THE GUY THAT STOOD HIS GROUND ON THE AIRPLANE THAT WENT DOWN IN A FIELD IN PENNSYLVANIA. SO TELL ME WHERE WERE YOU WHEN THIS TRADGEDY HAPPENED? PLEASE I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHERE YOU WERE ON THIS FATEFUL DAY?

Testing A New Actress
Was at a freind's house,she likes to shot video for me. At the time I had a girlfriend who wanted to get into the porn biz. That day was every man's dream in a bedroom with two women. Anyway, we were working different postitions and she was doing very well. I wanted to cum two hours, but I doing my best to hold back. We were trying to do a reverse cowgirl, one of my favs. The way she was moving it was hitting right spot and then I popped out and then I popped. I managed to cover her freshly waxed pubic mound. My friend who was holding the camera, her mouth just drops and she say's "when was the last time you came?" and my girlfriend giggles and says this morning. She starts to inform me that she never seen a man cum that much.

$true$life$poem$ By$me$the$true$one$
Dear lord forgive me on the things that i have done, Cause when i was active i thought i was number one! The devil came out an he was my friend, At that point i thought my life had came to an end! Bein sober now is a dream come true, Bein homeless did not know wut to do! There is alot that happened throughout my life, I'm sorry Lord for all the strife! It's not so easybein addicted to drugs, Growing up with all the thugs! Mom still drinks and Dad is clean, It's not easy being a young fean! I could not stand being an addict an a drunk, Cause it's not cool filling your body with alot of junk! Always wondering why i led my life this way, The street life game is not one to play! Came out of lock-up with alot of morals an respect, Please lord let your light shine and reflect! Can't wait until my soul can shine, Cause of the fact that it will be the Lords not mine! Liveing the homless life getting ready to buy the gat, Always knowing that if i would kill i would be doi

Contest
> I'm in a contest and need your help. all i need is one rating on each of these three pics. > > > > MINISKIRT CONTEST > > > > > > LINGIRIE CONTEST > > > > > SCHOOL GIRL CONTEST > > > WIll you please help???? > > xoxo Annipoo

Halloween Party On Imvu
This Is Halloween - Danny Elfman This is for my friends on IMVU. At 5 PM on Halloween, I'm going to have a Halloween party. Dress in a Halloween outfit and let's party hearty. There is a 6 person limit on the party, so please RSVP below. Post your IMVU name and what you're going to be. I'm going to be Sally from Nightmare Before Christmas. One lucky person will recieve a gift bought from their wishlist! If you're not on my friends list on IMVU, you can sign up under me by clicking on the IMVU part of my page. Or just message me your username and I'll add you, but remember to RSVP.. I added a public room for the party! Link is imvu://room/lesindy/-Halloween+Roo-& I'll post lots of screenies of the party. Let's actually show up, huh? I had a birthday party where no one showed up!

Looking For Balance
The many things that I can do Are things I also wish for you. While I am sad and tired and cold I'm also happy, wired and bold. I know not why things are this way or how I'll be on any given day. I care for others, too much it seems, Is that an oxymoron or only in my dreams? Do I: Care too much? Give too much? Ask too much? I need to find my balance, To hear myself say— "I need myself for myself and not for you today." I can give and I can take but you can only take. For you, I wish that you could give, What turns your life might take— For life is full of twists and turns But if you only give, it burns. And if you only take; How sad to not do both; give and take; will only drive you mad.

Hurricane In Ohio.... Rufkm?
Let me tell you it has been a crazy week! I watched on the news about the hurricane hitting Texas and all the damage that it caused - I listened on the news as they were telling me that they were dispatching local utility workers to that area to help with the relief effort and I didn't give it a second thought. I watched impatiently as the news interrupted my sons favorite program telling me that we would get hurricane effect weather in the next day or so and didn't even bat a lash. I mean this is Ohio - what's the worst that it is gonna do sprinkle a bit and be windy? Boy oh boy - I had no idea. the power flickered off and on on Saturday with the storm that we got but it was really no big deal. On Sunday afternoon I went to the grocery store to get somethings for the big game (BROWNS vs. STEELERS) and the skies were bright and sunny, midway through the store there was total darkness.. no power at all - when we left the store to go home the wind was blowing so hard that it nearly lift

What Pasta Dish Are You?
You Are Spaghetti with Pesto Compared to most people, you have complex tastes. You're a bit of a walking contradiction. You like a little bit of everything, even if the things you like don't go together. You aren't picky at all. You can find something to like about almost anything. You don't judge on appearances alone. You like to experience something before you judge it. What Pasta Dish Are You?

Thinking Of You..
Thinking Of You... All day and all night I'd been thinking of you About what you would do Hoping to talk to you tonight I am sitting on the couch Thinking about you and me Happy we finally met.. Moving my hands down your chest Were we gently hug and kiss Hoping for more days like this Lying in the bed with you just Made me smile just being with you Now I'm lying in my bed I almost fall a sleep That you're not here makes me sad And I just sit here wanting to be with you You are the one I really like And I wanna talk to you I keep on thanking the angles above That you are you and I'm glad we found each other.. rlf

Some Assembly Required?
A few years ago I was at a bar with Ruby and we had a lemon drop. She made me laugh when she said she wasn't used to shots that require assembly. it made me laugh. Today I had one of my besties hand me a pack of cigarettes, that reminded me of that time. Anyway, anyone try the new Camel Crush? They're really interesting. If you like full flavor, you smoke as is, BUT if you're a menthol person, you crush the filter. It's the shizzzzzz!

Broken Dreams - Track 10 - Curious
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Curious Curious about how your lips taste/ Bet they taste like wine/ Tell me baby I need to know/ Will you give me a taste/ Tonight I want to get drunk Track 10 It is amazing how a quick nap can energize an individual. It felt like I slept for days but in reality I napped for an hour. Gavin held me from behind

Whats Happening
Contemplating the animating of my brain I'm feeling like I'm in a place where only strain remains Futuristic and artistic are the words I hear shutting down all around everything near is fear feeling the wind across my grin its all coming to an end if I stray till the day can I still pray? douse the flames with sugar and spice living in pain this perfect paradise who's turn to play? roll the dice....

Airing Grievances
I have been told that I am beautiful,sexy,sweet,kind,understanding,intelligent...Sexy eyes & lips,pretty face & style...Positive sexually...Diverse in conversation...Creative & talented... So why is it no man is proud enough to have me on his arm? I feel like I'm an after thought... I am good enough to look at and a short chat but what it all boils down to is sex? I get approached for sex chat,phone sex,or casual sex...all after hours of course,by extremely young or married men...then there are men who want to spend time with me only in the shadows away from the public eye...I'm searching for that one pearl amongst all the endless amounts of clams?

Bad Girl Of The Week(summer)
Let Me Introduce You To The Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 9-22-08 ¢¾ Summer ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Summer ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: summer /Heather Birthday: august 21 Zodiac Sign: leo Hair Color: red but dyed blonde Eye Color: light blue Tattoos: yes 4 Piercings: yes my ears *Favorites* Color: purple Season: summer Day Of Week: sunday Animal: cat and dog Flower: rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: nope Laughed So Hard You Cried?: yes Smiled For No Reason?: yes Sat On Your Rooftop?: lol no *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: depends what's on Phone 0R IM?: phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: none Summer 0R Winter?: summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CD's and mp3 XBox 0R PS2?: none RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: don't like pizza Your Fears?: spiders Your Weakness?: sexy men lol Do you like Thunderstorms?: yes i

Sober-tool
Probably one of my all time favorite songs. There's a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like the stalking butler Whom upon the finger rests Murder now the path called "must we" Just because the Son has come Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but what's past and done? Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but what's past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start this over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary, won't you whisper Something but what's past and done? Mother Mary, won't you whisper Something but what's past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this

Life
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow

Cold Chill In The Air...
Based on my age I've been asked time & time again do you have kids? Why not? I usually smooth it over with a general answer... And I say but I have three dogs...Three unique dogs that greet me with unconditional love every day I wake up...Now three dogs don't compare to all the love,time,patience,& money for one child... Well this morning I had my usual wake up call for their breakfast and in the excitement annoyed my ex and he kicked (not nudged but kicked) my female Zoe and I reacted...I turned and punched him & asked him who the fuk he thinks he is & what right does he think he has for harming her!?! In return all I got was a mumbled sorry...Not in shame for what he had done but for being caught doing it...There have been times when warrented when people would have been expected to shout & I don't ( I don't even need to raise my voice to my 3 dogs)...Not in this case,this is where I draw the line!!! Every day I see him I grow more tired and resentful,but I never resort to spite...I

Grrrrr Baby!
This is one of my favorite people ever in life. (my best friend) I love her dearly and I know you will too. She signed up today so please go by and send her a nice warm welcome! Angel Of Temptation@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Leave her lots of luvin! PLEASE REPOST! Per§ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ? CounterB!tch to Trancy ?@ fubar Buttons - The Pussycat Dolls feat. Snoop Dogg

This Crazy Dream
so i had this dream today in a full two hour span. my dream is probably alot more weirder than i described it but here it goes. Starts out im in school i cant find my way the prison looks like its aged, old, and ragged almost like a prison. I find someone that I know they derect me, I for some odd reason am kicked outta my parents house and have no place to stay. I walk into this ladys house and theres something funny about this couple. They are evil they have a plan behind them I walk outta the house with my friend who is with me because he is the one i am trying to take care of. I then go walk around the school theres a teacher being busy but something about this teacher is evil about it too. Then the whole scene turns into a dungeon black and red and The guy had followed me from step one he said promise well always be together he said before he died but he didnt know he was going to die because I am a witch and i push him down into this pool of blood and he becomes a devil. and my h

Ya No Es Igual
Como creer despues de tanto tiempo que paso Tu decidistes terminar con nuestro amor y con los sueños que teniamos los dos Como quisiera que esto fuera solo un sueño Por que perderte o olvidarte no era mi intencion Pero insististes y te fuistes, lejos de mi corazon Y ahora regresas para covencerme a comenzar de nuevo Que te arrepientes que me quieres que no olvidas, Que no aguantas el dolor pero ya... Ya no es igual, ya no es igual, ya no es igual ya no... Es demasiado tarde para enmendar tu error Ya no es igual, ya no es igual si todo se acabo y se termino y se perdio, Que el dano fue tan grave amor Ya no es igual, ya no es igual dentro mi corazon Es imposible de olvidarme del dolor Ya no es igual, ya no es igual, ya no es igual, ya no..... Para que vivir, para que mentir, para que seguir si no hay amor.... Recuerdo cuando hablabamos en el el telefono Surgian planes de un hogar solo para los dos con ilusiones de volverse en realidad Pero ahora eso se va tan lejo

Not Gonna Win Any Brownie Points With The Ladies With This One
Before I start let me say that I do not mean to offend with what I am about to say. Just my observations and thoughts. To start since I left my home state of Colorado when I was 19 to join the Navy I have lived in 3 of the 4 corners of the US. Connecticut, Florida and California and add Colorado thats 4 of the 5 locations. Most of the last 19 years have been spent here in the NE area.15 years to be correct. And I have noticed that the majority of women here are all stuck up and rude. I was raised in the Midwest and brought up in a Southern household. We greet our neighbors, people we pass on the street even the person behind us in line at the Quicky Mart. Here noone looks each other in the eyes, they dont say hello or even return the favor by saying Hi back.If a Gentleman pays a Lady a compliment she should acknowledge that and thank him. People like to hear compliments I know I do. When someone gives me one I thank them. They didnt have too but they did. Here a man gives one to a w

Nascar
The Rules: 1. Stop by Mz. Liz's page and rate her Nascar Chase folder... Start with this pic... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "At the Nascar Chase" or something like that... 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 6. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 7. NO DRAMA... You agreed to the rules... So, be sure you follow through... No cheating... Please... ****************************** Below is the gift tag you will receive... Feel free to save and upload your tag or rip it... But if you rip it, you will NOT receive points when someone rates it on your page. Pl

Yet
In a room full of people yet no one hears me scream. Feeling so alone yet so many others around. Feeling worthless yet I'm a mother and a wife. Feeling so hurt yet nothin worng has been done. Not being able to breath yet there is so much air. Crying yet there are no more tears. Being loved by so many yet not feeling a thing from them. Thinking allowed yet no one hears my thoughts. Smiling as if nothing is wrong yet I'm dying inside. Hidding my feelings so everyone thinks im strong yet I'm the weakest person I know. Thinking everyone can see right through me yet I still try so hard to hide it all. Having so many ideas yet my mind is blank. Being so noticeable yet not really being there. Hearing people talk yet not knowing what they say. No one has stabed me yet i feel like I'm losing so much blood. Feeling so light headed yet my head is so very filled. Being able to help others yet everything is wrong with me. Feeling so hurt yet no one has hurt me. Feeling like a virgin yet feeling so

When The Chips Are Down...
I have been experiencing a lot of downfalls in my life and it leads me to wonder what is it in my life that is coursing all this bad karma my way. I look around at my friends and family and see the blank stares in their faces as I pose this question to them - do they really not know?.. or are they to afraid to say? What do you do when the person that you depend on - the person that tells you to sit by and trust in them and let them take care of you - is incapacitated in some way? There heart is there and you couldn't bare to make them sad or hurt their pride but suddenly your whole life is falling apart and you have zero control over the course of your destiny while in this mode. I have spent every waking moment and breath that I have focused on the man that I love - making him well, standing beside him during crisis and trusting in him whole - heartedly. I have devoted countless hours to the fight to bring him home and get him back her - all very tiring and not seeming to prevail. M

Why
Why does it hurt so much, the pain never goes away, eats at every fiber of my being. Makes me sad at the simplest thing, makes me angry for no apparent reason at all. Makes me wish sometimes that tomorrow would never come, makes me wonder what is so wrong with me. Makes me question someones intentions, makes me put up that wall again, that wall you broke down. Is there really an answer to the question "why"?

Names
I know its early but got the names down for the baby if a boy it will be Joshua Matthew and for a girl Jobanna Elizabeth i pick the boy name and glen pick the girls name i know we will have boy lol tell me what you all think about the names are they good names

I'm Chocolate Cake/dessert Challenge
It's fun!! No cheating. If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see! what p psychiatrists think about out. REMEMBER - No Cheating. Make your choice before you check the meaning. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. Vanilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully about what your choice will be. OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what the researchers say about you... SCROLL DOWN---No Cheating 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy item

Always-bon Jovi
This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he

Brad Paisley -"online"-for All The Fuckin Men In Heat You Dirt Bags
"Online" I work down at the pizza pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm 5'3 and overweight I'm a Sci-Fi fanatic Mild asthmatic Never been to 2nd base But there's a whole nother me That you need to see Go check out MySpace 'cause online I'm out in Hollywood I'm 6'5 and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black belt in Karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell 'em I don't want nothing serious 'cause even on a slow day I can have a three way Chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online So much cooler online I get home, I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I Ever even been to L.A. Was when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade. Online I live in Malibu I posed for Calvin Kline, I've been in GQ I'm single and I'm rich And I got a set of si

I Feel Loved,lol
well,with all the shit going on where i live with my evil family,i had one thing today that made me smile like i havent done in weeks. i was bored about 3 weeks ago,,so wanted a book. couldnt find one i havent read 20 times,so i grabbed one of my nephews books,and found it was actually good. well the 9 year old was tickled i liked one of his books,lol. well he was sorry he didnt have anymore by that author but i told him was ok,,,well unknown to all of us,he began looking through the school library for them,and found them,,he comes home tonight full of smiles and come running uop to me,,UNCLE COLIN,,,I FOUND THE BOOKS FOR YOU!!!! lmao,,and he did,so now i have 2 books to read from him,lol(guess ill put the one down im readin now and start on his),lol i know a stupid little story,,but i felt happy about someone i live with finally . so yes people i have a smile going,,haha

Dating & Rambling
I decided to give this site a try after the umpteenth invitation from various friends. So far, everyone has been really sweet. I'm also dating someone who is a friend and much more. He has an adorable little boy and this talent to make people smile no matter what. The people here have been way beyond generous with ratings and friend requests. I even ran into an old schoolmate. The thing is that I am sometimes a dork and forget to log off or shut stuff down so it might sometimes look like I'm around a lot more than I really am. Note: On some days I would forget my own head if it was not attached. So if you don't get a response, odds are I forgot again. Because everyone was so nice, in a matter of just a few days I've had "friendship", "fan", "gifts", and "ratings" from many of you. The other day when I had to work from home, I tried to return the favor between jobs. The man I am dating expressed concerns citing that he has been a member for more than a year to reach

Label Me/hate Me
go ahead, label me...i dont care anymore im tired of living for others.. i am going back to my old ways i have nothing to prove to anyone anymore. i'm not important enough to care about leave me be, i dont care anymore

Even Children Understand...
I was talking to the young daughter of a friend of mine, and she said she wanted to be President some day. Both of her parents, liberal Democrats, were standing there, so I asked her, 'If you were President what would be the first thing you would do?' She replied, 'I'd give food and houses to all the homeless people.' Wow - what a worthy goal!' I told her, 'You don't have to wait until you're President to do that. You can come over to my house and mow, pull weeds, and sweep my yard, and I'll pay you $50. Then, I'll take you over to the grocery store where the homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $50 to use toward food or a new house.' She thought that over for a few moments because she's only 6. And while her Mom glared at me, she looked me straight in the eye and asked, 'Why doesn't the homeless guy come over and do the work, and you can just pay him the $50?' And I said, 'Welcome to the Republican Party.' Her folks still aren't talking to me

You'd Stoop That Low?
Maybe I've just never noticed it before...But lately it seems that most everyone is making promises for gifts in exchange on here... I've even seen some of the women promise nudes of themselves for a virtual bling...Come on...what's with that?...You think that low of yourself that you'd actually do that...And for what...Points??? It's funny...Prostitutes on your city corners have a bad rap...But at least they get some cold hard cash in their hands for whoring themselves out...And they probably have more fun doing it... And it's not just women...it's men as well... I just find it quite amusing the things that people will do for a virtual diamond...or picture rates... I've been blinged and given many virtual gifts...But not one time did I have to promise something in return...And I didn't even have to beg for them... Hmmmm...Maybe it's just me that thinks like this...

More Lyrics...
Until I Met You lyrics Shaking on the outside Because of what I'm feeling inside My chest is fucking hurting And my stomach's fucking burning I laughed when you were crying And say inside you're dying Because you gave up way too early Your fucking pain is so deserving Don't wanna take it Because I fucking hate it Why do we talk when All we do is argue Nothing to be said Except you make me wish I was dead This time I'm breaking up for good I never felt this way before Open chest, heart on the floor I never wished that I was dead Until I met you I fucking hate the way I'm feeling Because my fucking life's not changing You broke me down when you stopped caring Your fucking misery's my healing Don't wanna take it Because I fucking hate it Why do we talk when All we do is argue Nothing to be said Except you make me wish I was dead This time I'm breaking up for good I never felt this way before Open chest, heart on the floor I never wished that I wa

Fantasies
Recently my girlfriend and I have discussed our fantasies. We are both wanting to spice things up a little cause we feel that things have become stale in the bedroom. At first I was just going to suggest doing it in different places. A variety of places sometimes breaks up the routine of the bedroom. I figured we might go park out on a country road and get it on. Or we might even rent a motel room sometime. I also brought up that I haven't had sex in my garage yet.(I am a car guy and love my garage). We haven't done it in the shower yet either to be honest. So she asked me what my fantasy was...and then followed the question with..its possible the same as mine. She then stated that since I am a guy, I would probably like to have a 3-some with her and someone we both chose. I told her yeah I have thought about it sometimes...but I never thought it would happen. Most women don't want to share their lover with another women. Now don't get me wrong here. My girlfriend is quite the jea

Dark Prince :(
DARK PRINCE IS IN THE HOSP W/KIDNEY AND LIVER FAILURE. HE MAY NOT MAKE IT. WHY ARE SO MANY FUBRIANS ALMOST DYING AND ACTUALY DYING??!!!! ITS SO SAD. I FEEL HELPLESS AND HOPELESS. I CAN'T DO A DAMN THING TO HELP!!! JUST PRAY!!! YOU PRAY TOO PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ, AND PLZZZ REPOST!!! PLZZZ PRAY FOR HIM AS HE IS A GREAT GUY AND MY FU-HUBBY AND I LOVE HIM AS A BFF EVERY MUCH!!!! IF HE DIES, I'LL BE COMMITTED IN AN INSTITION CUZ I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE!!!! SO PRAY IS MY ONLY CHOICE!!! I LOVE YOU JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZZZ GET BETTER SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Ocean- Live Video - Led Zeppelin (ONE OF JOHN'S FAV SONG) METAL BABY & I ARE WAITTING FOR WORD ON YOUR CONDITION. PLZZ LIVE. WE LOVE YOU

A$$hole$
Ok I'm pissed and just want to vent so I'm gonna write it in a blog. I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This certain person (who knows I'm talking about him) is an A #1 asshole!!! Any man/woman who goes out and cheats on his girlfriend/boyfriend is a sorry S.O.B. Sorry but that is my opinion on it and if you don't agree with it OH EFFIN WELL!!!!!!!!!!!! The worst thing about it is when they lie to your face about it. Acting like they don't know what you are talking about and blah blah. YET the damn person they are cheating on you with COMES TO YOU and tells you straight out that they have been seeing each other and gives you FUCKEN DETAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry but to me that is just plain out BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gah people like that piss me off. and I don't care if you get offended by this or leave nasty comments I honestly don't give a fuck because I think cheater/players or whatever you want to call them are fucken stupid. GAH. Anyways, I think I'm done now!!!!!

Aequitas Veritas
BOONDOCK SAINTS Now you will recieve us! We don't want your poor or your hungry. We don't want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim! It is your evil that will be sought by us. With every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood 'till it rains down from the skies. DO NOT KILL, DO NOT RAPE, DO NOT STEAL, these are principles which every man of every faith can embrace! These are not polite suggestions! These are cores of behavior and those of you who ignore them will pay the dearest cost! There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth, not to push the bounds and cross over into corruption, into out domain. If you do, one day, you will look behind you will see we three and on that day... You Will Reap It! And we will send you to whatever God you wish!

Naughty Application!!!!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

2 Years
Today is the two year anniversary for the kitty and myself. Hard to believe. It doesn't seem that long ago that he was my waiter at Chili's. What progress have we made in two years? Well, we managed to not live together for a year and a half. We have also managed to live TOGETHER for the remainder. Currently we are considering separate residences to add that distance spark back into the mix. [Vanilla tedium is wearing on both of our nerves.] Our D/s dynamic is stronger then ever. We are heading towards presenting him as a top to all but me. Many people have the misconception that he will bottom to anyone if I just ask -- this is completely untrue. He ONLY likes to bottom to me. Otherwise he'd enjoy beating the crap out of everyone else. I totally encourage this!! [And no, he is NOT service topping me in private. We do NOT screw with our dynamic like that by my design.] Our complete clarity is still completely intact. We tear down each others walls and look into our souls

When It's Time To Start Cussing
/A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what?' says the 6 year old.. 'I think it's about time we started cussing.'/ /The 4 year old nods his head in approval./ /The 6 year old / /continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with ass.'/ /The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm./ /When the mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw, Hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios.' // / /WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his // //mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His //mom locks him in his room and shouts, 'You can stay there //until I let you out!'/ /She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks

Just Thinking
everyday in life is a new day. We all have are own problems in life. Sometimes when we don't think it gets any better things look up, other times it keep going wrong. when you are just stressed out to the limit and nothing is going to go your way. Way you have to look at the good in your life to keep you going. Things always get better might get worse first but always gets better. life is like a guessing game you never know what is going to happen next. Just always remeber that you have friends and family to help you and never give up. that is life and you have to make the best out of it while you are here and don't stress on the little stuff it makes it harder. So stay happy and not so stress remember it always gets better

Stupid Bitches
U know wat there r some real stupid bitches on this site i have one on my page and she is dumb. U know she made me loose a good woman and now she is happy but u know wat fuck it ya dig. To all the men on here beware of stupid bitches.

My Ode To No One.
My breath catches in my throat. Eyes burning from tears I am unable to cry. This life over before it had begun. With one last click. Another bottle of empty pills fall’s from my hand. I lay here staring at the ceiling. My last breath slowly creeps upon me. My damnation is true. My life it slips away moment by fleeting moment. Sleep…Now sleep forever I must. From this I will not be forgiven. As the blood seeps to the floor. A broken soul finally shattered. If this is my final words. Let them please be will you forgive me. What penance shall I pay? For the gift of life. I chose to throw away what was not mine. This lost chance. My ode to no one.

Dude, Wth?!
why am i seeing all these bulletins about make so-and-so next oracle! he/she gives and gives and gives and ad nauseam, blah blah blah! oh yeah? you give and give and give per infinitum? so after i rate your 5000 pics, the first 100 with real 11s all you do is come back and rate me a 10. i get it. some people think the points are enough. but dammit if i'm gonna spend 3 hours rating all your stupid pics you could at least rate my stash or, hey! how about you return the favor and rate my pics as well. or a one credit bling?! it doesn't take much to satisfy me. you know i used to really like the auto 11s, now i fucking hate them! no one will come to your page unless you have auto 11s and the people who do have auto 11s don't even bother to say, "hey thanks for helping me level! i'm now the gazillionth oracle on fubar! effin' sweet" and yes i do know that are not that many oracles but these auto 11s are just making it too easy and too fast. what's the point? it took me two mo

How My Day Went!
So, I had court yesterday, from what i did in June, and it went well. I have to do 8 violence classes, which cost 200 bux, but instead of payin that fee ima do 20 hrs community service, which isn't nothing, considering i volunteer my time for a lot of things anyways, and they are lookin into the 500 dollar restitution, cuz i don't think the estimate is right for a door jam that i know for a fact isn't worth no 500 dollars, and my next court date is Nov 14. I will keep ya'll posted! Thanks for all your support! And if no one knows what i did in june, here is the low down bout it! I was datin this guy for over a year and he was an alcoholic, and he was good to me at first, then as time went on, i started to see the real him,, he tried to change me, and i wasnt' having it, ( i change for no one) so he started to treat me like shit, and me the type of person to give the benifit of a doubt kept forgiving him. Well i finally got tired of him beatin the crap outta me (on new years, valent

Set It Free
SET IT FREE Through the sands of time, Past the hours of a day, I still look at you the same way, Loving and Caring, My heart is true, I wonder what it means to you, All the time in lives great tasks, I wonder are you wearing a mask?? Tell me you love me, Tell me it's true, Tell me that I am, The only one for you. And if by chance, I am not the one, Then I'll set you free, To be on your own. For it is said, That if Love is true, Set it free and it will. Come back to you.. Erica Lyne Corn Copyright ©2008 Erica Lyne Corn

Work
I know. Life is so disappointing. Here you are. You have arrived. You are here. This is your moment. What do you have? You have pain. When you have everything... what do you have? You have nothing. When everything is right, everything is wrong. It's disappointing. It's confusing. This is life. What can you do? Work. You have a gift. Use it. Life will still be there. When you've worked and you've lived. and you know who you are... Life is easy. Work. It's the only answer I know. Work now. You can live later. This is life, not heaven. You don't have to be perfect.

Destiny
DESTINY'S AWAKENED TIME IS FORSAKEN BALANCED TO HOLD IDENTITIES HAVE FORTOLD SEEKING WISDOM IN THIS LIFE A PAST UPON HIM EMOTIONS STRIFE SAMPLING WILL ,STRENGTH ALIKE TO HIMSELF , ALLIANCE WILL STRIKE GRAVED BY SILENCE IN THE MIND LIFE, AGAIN ..NOW WILL BIND VIBRANTLY ROBBING HIS SOUL A TINY GESTURE DEEMED..CONTROL EVER BOUND SO STRONG SO TRUE IN HIS FACE ,KARMA, NOW DUE SECRETS FORTH SEEN SO CLEAR IN HIS EYES DESTINY IS NEAR © Angel

What Happened?
What happened to our freindship? What happened to us? What happened to the us we had? What happened to our love? What happened to our lives? What happened to all our hopes? What happened to all our dreams? What happened to reality? What happened to being honest with each other? What happened to being realistic? Throughout my life I've been thinking how could I be lucky enough to be with the cuteest guy in the school? I use to alwayz think that I was so lucky to have a boyfriend who is really cute, is a jock, and is honest with me. How could I have been so dumb to actually believe what I think I saw behind that mask? To think that you were 99% angel not 99% devil. Now I see it. You are a lying cheating, two-timing, sniveling, little boy, immature too!!!! I can't believe that any girl could fall for a player like you. You've broke my heart in so many places there is no way that it could ever be repaired. You hurt me so bad that I can't help but cry every time I see you. Y

Multiple Personalities
Such a dick Im a pain in the ass Extremely difficult to get along with My feelings are hurt too easily I wear my heart on my sleeve My grudges hold true I’m restless, anxious, and impatient Needy and demanding I let things get me down My unhappiness cannot be hidden Such a sweetheart I put everyone’s happiness before my own I go out of my way to make people feel good Showering my loved ones with affection I am understanding, compassionate Aware of my fortunes Eye on the prize, patiently waiting Such a mess My emotions change from one minute to the next Stay on your toes I’m not even sure who you’ll get today Set off by everything or nothing in particular Mind constantly in a confused state Unable to find a clear path to my goals Uncomfortable with my multiple personalities

Rain
A midnight’s rain pours down The ground swollen and sodden A dampening of the spirit The never ending despair Or a fresh start and new beginning Washing away the sorrow, the angst Only dawn’s light will tell If there’s a flower in bloom Or a soiled seed left alone

Greatest American Hero
Khalid Sheikh Mohammed, one of the "masterminds" of the 9/11 terrorist attack, says he wants to be executed for his crimes in order to be "martyred." We, of course, will probably give this sick faggot his wish and just inspire many other scumbags of his ilk to do more harm to the free world. I think I have a solution. Death is sometimes the easy way out for people. Some folks fear death – those are usually ones who don't believe in an afterlife or re-incarnation. However, if you think that there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow for you in heaven, then dying becomes somewhat of a good thing. Especially if your death encourages others to do the same in the name of God, or Allah, or whateverthefuck. To some fuckers in the Islamic/Arabic world, it isn't a pot of gold waiting in the afterlife for martyred men. It's pussy. 72 virgins – we've all heard the retarded stories. Wouldn't you, if you got no tangible bearded c

One Night
I open my eyes and turn to see your face You breathing is calm so I know you're not awake I stare at you endlessly as if you were fake My windows flood with thoughts of love You mover everso slightly now I know, I must leave quitely.

Real Life Angels
Every day, in the world around us, Real-life angels are doing the things they do And bringing more smiles to the world around them. Real-life angels build bridges instead of walls. They don't play hide-and-seek with the truth And they don't have hidden agendas. They're often the only ones who know what you're going through. If they sense that you're hurting, They do whatever they can to help you. Real-life angels understand difficulties And always give the benefit of the doubt. They don't hold others up to standards They can't live by themselves. Real-life angels are what "inner beauty" is all about. Real-life angels don't hold things against you. The only thing they hold is you. They take your hand in theirs when you could use A little reassurance. They walk beside you when you could do with A little guidance and direction in your life. And they support you in Your attempts to do what is right. Real-life angels multiply your smiles And add to your integrity. Th

Russell Brand, Johnathon Ross, The Bbc, Andrew Sachs And The Prank Phone Call
Complaints about the offensive phone calls made by Jonathan Ross and Russell Brand to veteran actor Andrew Sachs topped the 10,000 mark, the BBC said. The complaints, made about Brand's Radio 2 show, involved a claim that the comedian had slept with the Fawlty Towers actor's granddaughter Georgina Baillie, 23. The presenters also joked the actor might kill himself in the pre-recorded show - which was cleared to air despite the Fawlty Towers actor being upset. The media watchdog Ofcom confirmed an investigation would be launched. Prime Minister Gordon Brown condemned the prank, saying: "This is clearly inappropriate and unacceptable behaviour, as is now widely recognised. Ofcom have said they will investigate the matter and it is for the BBC, the BBC Trust and Ofcom to take any appropriate action." Ross, 47, issued a personal apology accompanied by flowers. Brand, 33, is understood to be following suit, although Sachs reportedly said he is yet to receive a direct apology.

Biotch Fight!!!
So, my friend on here Tabouslous is actually my best friends sister. She has been living with my best friend, as am I until I get my own apartment. Well stuff happened between her sister and her and she was kicked out. Well today she came over to get her stuff, she was screaming and being out of control. My friend opened the door to tell her to stop because of all our kids were sleeping, tabbi starts yelling some more then all of the sudden she came after me and punched me!! WTF!!?? All I was doing was standing in the kitchen making sure she didnt come after my friend, and then she comes after me saying she hates me and wants to fucking kill me, my friends husband and tabbi's boyfriend held her back but she got lose and came after me again!!! Seriously people I did or said nothing, I have nothing to do with this situation, I am not a violent or mean person, I keep the peace with everyone...so anyways they finally get her out of the house and lock the door. Then she starts pounding on t

Who Do You See
Who do you see? (a Rondelet) Who do you see, when you look deep into my eyes? Who do you see, behind that mask that I call me? Picture the skies behind these eyes; an age of dreams held in these eyes... who do you see?

I Think....
...that the best thing anyone has ever said to me was said last night "I don't know why you're so good to me. All i do is play drums in my underwear and exist" lol, if that isn't reason enough to *heart* the kid i don't know what is :D

Saw V Review ( Dont Read If U Havent Seen 4)
In the fifth installment of the "Saw" franchise, Hoffman is seemingly the last person alive to carry on the Jigsaw legacy. But, when his secret is threatened, he must go on the hunt to eliminate all loose ends. ok so for those of you who have seen 4, or dont care to see it and dont mind what im going to spoil...as we learned in 4 detective hoffman is the new Jigsaw. and the 5th installment of SAW mainly follows a new detective (cant rember his name), trying to expose Hoffman's secreat. the main diffrence between this one and hte other 4 was mainly this one pritty much foucsed mostly around the new detective trying to prove Hoffman is the new jigsaw, but htere is of course the part where people are being tested, much in vain of SAW 2 (but done better), we find 5 strangers waking up in a room where they are put to Jigsaws latest test. one cool thing about this one like 4 and 3 it showd alot of back story mainly how Hoffman met John (Jigsaw) and how he ends up taking over for Jig

Marine Corps Sgt. Nathan P. Hays
Marine Corps Sgt. Nathan P. Hays 21, of Wilbur, Wash.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan. Died: January 09, 2002

Quotes From My 6 Yr Old Kid
***But Mommy, I got the red mark (at school) because my brain wasn't turned on. ***(Seriously, this is true) "Obama and McCain were on TV fighting and they started wrestling and Obama said Im going to kill you and then they made up and were friends" LMAO!! ***Why is my name *** why did'nt you name me Indiana Jones?"

Candi Needs Your Fubux... For Her Birthday Spotlight
Candi needs our Fubucks She wants a birthday SPOTLIGHT So open up your fu-wallets and give her whatever you can candi¢¾ass~ probably hates your p3nis~ sean's fubar slave@ fubar She also loves bling.

Auto 11's
We have our Auto 11's activated. Let our AUTO 11's "ROCK YOU LIKE A HURRICANE" Come rate our pics with a 10 = (for both of us) 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 54 LEVEL UP ON US.. MY FRIENDS Rate ALL our pics..WE DARE YOU!! Mr Dub-Loved by Milai@ fubar M!£ai™{KMA}♫ AXL's Partner in Crime♫ClubTABU@ fubar ScorpionsRock You Like A Hurricane Music Video Codes By

The Az And Hellsing Convo
jonnyfford: i heard about your deal man jonnyfford: u wont be in trouble jonnyfford: and please dont be a stranger Dj Azriel: what deal? jonnyfford: with zombie Dj Azriel: ?? jonnyfford: just to tell ya jonnyfford: u wont be attacked jonnyfford: and your ok in my book man jonnyfford: for real jonnyfford: no bull shit jonnyfford: saw the screenshot jonnyfford: of the conversation Dj Azriel: well dude..i was treated shitty here Dj Azriel: jonnyfford: i think your a kool dude jonnyfford: being fucked over by fubar jonnyfford: thats my opinion jonnyfford: but your a kool dude man jonnyfford: u never did me wrong

Remembrance Sunday
My grandfather was sitting in his dining room when an unexploded incendiary bomb ripped through the ceiling, ricocheted on to the fruit bowl and landed on the dining table. He picked it up, put it outside and waited for the bomb squad to arrive. That was during World War II when bombs were dropping all over Europe but there can’t have been that many that landed on dining room tables without actually exploding. At the time he was doing secret war work for the government but some 20 years earlier he’d been a young soldier in the Great War. He died when I was little although I have a vague recollection of him but I’d have liked to have asked him about his experiences in those trenches and the awful conditions he’d have to have endured and the contrast between the two wars. On Christmas Day, the two opposing sides, Germany and Britain, emerged from their respective trenches put down their weapons and called a day of truce so they could play football against each other. I didn’t thin

In To The Monsoon
Monsoon I'm staring at a broken door There's nothing left here anymore My room is cold It's making me insane I've been waiting here so long But now the moment seems to've come, I see the dark clouds coming up again. Running through the monsoon Beyond the world, To the end of time, Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm, Into the blue, And when I loose myself I think of you, Together we'll be running somewhere new Through the monsoon. Just me and you A half moon's fading from my sight I see a vision in its light But now it's gone and left me so alone I know I have to find you now Can hear your name, I don't know how Why can't we make this darkness feel like home? Running through the monsoon Beyond the world To the end of time Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm Into the blue And when I loose myself I think of you Together we'll be running somewhere new And nothing can hold me back from you Through the monsoon Hey! Hey! I'm

I Am A Witch I Am A Witch.
(Author Unknown) I am a witch I Am a Witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world, and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats. And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend f

When It Hurts!!
It Hurts so Bad I know it hurts the pain in my chest the feeling of alone I know it hurts the pain in my heart I am feeling dead you said you loved me you said you cant live without me I know it hurts the pain in my chest the sickness in my head I know it hurts him kissing you him holding you I know it hurts It Hurts so Bad so please just let him/her aloose and let them be free so either one of them can have a life of there own.

A Mean Man
this guy got mad cause i refused to tell him my bra size, called me a bitch, rated me a 1 and then blocked me. im not really offended but some might be, so i make this blog to warn the other ladies. watch out for this guy, hes rude and hes pushy. if he doesn't get his way or get the answers he wants, he will downrate you and call you names.

A Friends Wedding
IF ANYONE HAS WHITE L.E.D. LIGHTS THAT THEY DONT WANT OR WOULD SEAL FOR CHEAP PLZ PLZ PLZ LET ME KNOW. ALSO IF THERE IS ANY ASIAN STUFF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET RID OF LET ME KNOW...IM HELPPING A FRIEND FROM CHURCH WITH HER WEDDING AND SHES GOING FOR A CLASSIE ELEGANT ASAIN GARDEN WEDDING AT NIGHT...BUT ITS GONNA BE IN THE CHURCH AND AT DAY SO WE HAVE OUR HANDS FULL....SO ANY AND ALL HELP WOULD BE SOOO GREAT!!! PLZ LET ME KNOW IF U CAN HELP ME OUT... THANKS SO MUCH

When I Look In The Mirror
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THICK. EVER SINCE I HAD KIDS I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO LOSE MY WEIGHT. I KNOW I AM FAT. I HAVE TO LOOK AT MYSELF EVERYDAY IN THE MIRROR. I HAVE NEVER NEVER NEVER LOOKED AT ANY ONE AND THOUGHT ANYTHING BAD ABOUT THEM BECAUSE THEY WERE BIG OR SMALL. I KNOW NOT ALL MEN OR WOMEN LIKE BIG GIRLS. I HAVE NEVER CARED THAT I WAS FAT TILL THIS DAY. I HAD SOMEONE CALL ME FAT ASS AND U HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT FEELS. I AM SO CRUSHED. I DO NOT PRETND TO BE SOMETHING I AM NOT. I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD THINK ABOUT OTHERS BEFORE THEY OPENED THEIR BIG FUCKING MOUTHS.

Waithing To Exhale
Finaly the moment has come when all things are clear, its like when you follow a plane and you see the flight path, in that moment of knowing, you can breathe a little deeper and take in just that much more. You may wander a bit or another revelation may overtake you, makeing the big picture seem HUGE. What would you do with that monent? I would choose to breathe.

Fake People
Well Now, where to begin? I think the title says it all. Fake People. I am a very proud and independent woman. If there is one thing I can't stand it is a fake ass person. It doesnt make sense to me! Why lie? Why make yourself out to be someone you are not? When I come at a person, I come REAL. What you see and hear is what you get. Dont ask me a question you cant handle the answer to. If there is one thing about Fubar I hate, it is the lies and the drama. The worse thing is people really think we are that dumb! That alone is an insult! I see women waisting a mans time while all along she has like three or more men that she is tellin the same thing and I see men doing the same. What is wrong with you people? People! You reap what you soe! If you cant exist here in fubar without being a lying, cheating, sneaky, fake ass person, then it probably explains why your real life is a mess. Don't even try to get mad either cause if you get mad you are probably one of these people and the trut

Part One: To Be Continued (feel Free To Keep It Going)
Misty, yes it was her real name, looked at herself in the mirror. At 19 she was all woman. She was brunette with highlights and blue eyed She had soft, perky d cup breasts and pink nipples about the size of silver dollars. Her hips were not narrow, they were slightly wide giving her an hourglass figure, however not so pronounced. Her butt was plump, probably her own favorite part of her own body. It was round and stuck out. She loved her ass. She liked to look in the mirror at her profile figure and rub her nipples and spank herself. All in all she wasn’t skinny and she wasn’t fat. She was healthy. She had a slight bulge to her tummy. She didn’t have a gut just a little tummy. Misty was proud that she wasn’t skinny. She liked her slightly fat but and wide hips. After all, thy matched her breasts. Basically she wore a size 10 dress, that is if she ever wore a dress. As she looked at herself she remembered her first sexual experience with a guy. She had begun masturbating at 13, b

Contact
Being not a very sociable person, to say the least, I recently discovered this: If I associate with people too much in RL, I feel like I'm spent, and don't want any human contact after that. So if I dont call or turn on my Yahoo at night, plz dont think I'm ignoring you/hating you. That means my human contact ration has been fulfilled.

The Iris And The Acorea
Lyrics composed for me by my baby!!!! A beautiful story behind this: Iris is a dear name to me while Acorea is a illness that blinds the iris of the eyes. Xavier made this to tell me i am the light of his life.

Awaiting Night
Title: Awaiting Night By: detox The cold air And the night sky It's like a drug That gets me high Until this passes And we say goodbye The night fades And slowly dies Daylight comes With thoughts why Thoughts of darkness Thoughts that fly Thoughts of you Thoughts of I So much for darkness So much for night Too bad, This felt so right Lost again Lost from sight Lost again Awaiting night

Times
There are times where I want to love you. There are times where I feel I could kill you. There are time where I want to hug and kiss you all over. There are also times where I feel as if it dont matter if you stay or go. There are times where I never want to lose you. There are times that I miss you more then ever. There are more times when I melt when you look at me. When I cant wait for you to come home or I am busting to talk to you in the morning. I know I dont show it much anymore but its true..... If you left I would miss you If you left I would be lost.... I would cry.... But then I would also know that you did love me....

Kyle
I called your cell. I was hoping you would answer, and I would cuss you out for being a liar. But I got your voicemail, so I just said, "Damn you, Kyle." I don't know if people who kill themselves go to Hell. I hope God had mercy on you. I hope you are happy and at peace finally. I can't bear the idea of anything else. You always talked about dying in battle, with honor. You swore you would die a soldier, for the sake of your country. And yet you took your life and died in vain??? Why didn't you call? I would have answered. Did you really think there was nothing to live for? Damn it, Kyle. Life goes on. Only God knows what possibilities there were for you. I know it was hard, but you had the strength to bear it. I know you did. Why did you surrender? The Kyle I knew always fought to the end! It's not fathomable to me that you just gave up. I'm sorry if I wasn't there. I'm sorry if you didn't think I would listen if you talked. I'm sorry if you thought

Merely A Dream...
Actually it was the richest man in the colonies, a silversmith who rode his pony shouting "The British are coming!", a scientist who electrocuted himself with a kite, a French general with a vendetta, and a handful of other ordinary citizens that gave us those rights. The soldier was, and always has been, the hand that guides the will of the brain. It is the job of the reporter, the poet, the campus organizer, and the protester to make every effort necessary to keep that hand out of a very nasty cookie jar. I do not deny the importance of the soldier, but in this present context, it is being used as a distraction in order to remove those very rights listed above. Go, go, patriot act. Simply because the man behind the curtain shouts into a machine that someone is fighting for freedom does not make it so. Lift the axis lids of euphemisms, fallacies, and deceit off your pupils and educate yourself. This nation has become a sickening reservoir of negligence, and only with the knowledge

Thirty Six Thousand Words And Turkey Dinner
This will be a brief entry today because I don’t feel like writing a long one. Please don’t take that as disdainfully as I may sound, I just have work to do finishing fifty thousand words for this year’s National Novel Writing Month competition, and it’s important to me that I finish writing “Litany”. Believe me it’s hard to write when you have to do it. And I inflicted this one on myself, but I appreciate the point one of the founders of the Month makes on the website; you and I know people who are saying they could write a book but never get around to doing it. Well, crunching that missive into one month (the thirty days of November) is a way to get people who might be intimidated by all the editing and all the formatting and keeping straight who has done and who says what to whom – yes, I’m paraphrasing here – and if you make the limit being able to see your book as a print on demand item is quite a feat. And you don’t have to stop there! I’m certainly not since “Litany”

Want Me To Make One
I have been spending a lot time in photoshop making some stuff for the wife and I. I want to expand and be creative for my friends and family. Here is some examples of some of the things I have been making. If you like a style or have an idea let me know. All I ask for in return is to make an offer on some Fu bucks for the time spent making it. I can also make name tags and morphs but my specialty is graphic design.Here is some of the examples of some of my work. Made For SDMF ASHLEY My New tag Made this for my step daughter Made for DJ chaotic Evil Made this one just for fun Made this for my wife Another I made for the wife This is my main was bored Some of the tags I made Shadow leveler tag Made for my wife Auto 11's tag I made for myself

Own Me For A Month.. Sticky For 200k
I need your help!!! OWN me for a month, EVERYONE LOVES BUNNIES!! WINTER WONDERLAND AUCTION NOW OPEN! Bids start at 100k There is a most rates bonus!!! So even if you don't bid, take 10 seconds to come rate me!!! Come get you a new FU!!!! ALSO, SHOW THIS WOMAN SOME LOVE, SHE'S HOSTING: Sweetpeabayba Come get you a new FU!!!!

Great Weekend!
Best ending for the TRF season ever!! Ahhhhhhh what a lovely trip to the Texas Renaissance Festival closing weekend...Since we did not have a ton of Snakes to accomidate, we chose to place camp much further away from the main party area then normal. Have to say the flat lands were much nicer!! Not too much noise, no people busting through camp on their way to NaughtyHam and friendly neighbors. Overall PERFECT setting for a weekend away!! We are planning to move again before next year's faire. We have decided that the back tree line at the three forks has some of the least used portapotties in the whole camp. Anyone trampling through back there would have to be SUPER lost. Using the trees as one wall and Virginia's horse trailer as another, we could block up the sides with our tents making our space damn near impentrable. [sp?] So that's where we are heading next year!! This trip we had smaller numbers but better communal living. My gal Val and her Sir joined us. [Us consisting

Common Sense Politics
"The environment will come first, even at the sacrifice of industry. We are America. We are the Human race. We will survive the growing pains." "Women will have the right to chose what they do with their bodies just as men do. Especially to save a life." "Our citizens will spend their lives with and even marry whomever they choose. Religious freedom is more than simply the enforcement of the majority and the conditional tolerance of the rest." "The responsibility of each citizen to use firearms responsibly will remain in their hands. We will never forget the lessons learned in the past and today by forcibly disarmed populations." "Our military will remain the most advanced, well supplied fighting force on the planet. Never to fall behind and risk a lapse in the safety and security of our citizens." "Our Service men and women will be concentrated on the shores and in the heart land of our own nation. Our allies will always be a concern and supported, but the ris

401k?
If you had purchased $1,000 of Delta Air Lines stock one year ago, you would have $49 left. With Fannie Mae, you would have $2.50 left of the original $1,000 With AIG, you would have less than $15 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000 worth of beer one year ago, drunk all of the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling refund, you would have $214 cash. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. Its called the 401-Keg Plan

Historians Debunk Theory On Pearl Harbor Warning
Historians debunk theory on Pearl Harbor warning U.S. never got message at center of controversy By Sam Roberts NEW YORK TIMES NEWS SERVICE December 7, 2008 It has remained one of World War II's most enduring mysteries, one that resonated decades later in the aftermath of Sept. 11, 2001: Who in Washington knew what and when before the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor on Dec. 7, 1941? File photo / Associated Press The battleship Arizona belched smoke as it toppled over into the sea after being hit during the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor on Dec. 7, 1941. File photo / AP A boat moved through the water to rescue a crew member from the battleship West Virginia after the bombing of Pearl Harbor. More than 2,400 Americans were killed in the attack. Specifically, who heard or saw a transcript of a Tokyo shortwave radio news broadcast that was interrupted by a prearranged coded weather report? The weather bulletin signaled Japanese diplomats around the

Win A Auto-11 For Christmas! Look In Here
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 3 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES AND COMMENTS IN THREE DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY! RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER TO BOMB 5.ALL PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN ON CHRISTMAS DAY! 6.CONTEST WILL STA

Jus Random Thoughts...
Lost an confused i wander not knowing where i'll end up or what will become of me who am i now? what have i become am i truly what i have hated all these years?... I've tried to hide what i hate about myself but it seems to come up every so often. days have become trials where i'm stuck in my own mind my own personal hell to deal with whats wrong with myself i take myself apart an see whats wrong but i still fail myself it hurts when i push ppl i love away but i've already done that an i have nothing, i just dont know what to do since i'm constantly failing...

Tag!
TAG YOU'RE IT! If you opened it, you have to do it. Then, send it back to the person who sent it to you and the rest of your friends! Two names you go by: 1. Natalia 2. Tasha Two things you are wearing right now: 1. Work shirt 2. Work pants Two of your favorite things to do: 1. Road trips 2. Eating Two favorite pets you have had/have: 1. a pet tarantula 2. Fruit flies Two people who will answer this 1. dunno 2. dunno Two things you ate today: 1. Twix 2. Mac n cheese Two people you last talked to: 1. My boss 2. Sirvice Plans you have for tomorrow: 1. Watch pron 2. do something Two longest car rides: 1. Moscow to Finland 2. Yreka, CA to Oakland, CA Two favorite holidays: 1. Halloween 2. X mas Two favorite beverages: 1. Smoothies 2. Tea Two TV shows you enjoy: 1. Family Guy 2. American Dad

The Homo Sucks
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? store 2. Your significant other? homoface♥ 3. Your hair? awesome 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? jackass 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? forget 8. Your favorite drink? Water 9. Your dream/goal? inspiring 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? 29 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? normal 16. Muffins? YUM 17. One of your wish list items? Book 18. Where you grew up? Scar-town 19. The last thing you did? burped 20. What are you wearing? boxers 21. TV? big 22. Your pets? Hendrix 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? EH 25. Your m

Looking For 2 Much???
Why is it so hard to find what your looking for... all i have wanted is a family, sure i have my two daughters, and some would say that a family, but it's not complete, idk maybe I'm looking for too much, or just expect to find too much, I'm a guy that hates to clean (long childhood story behind that) but i am starting to think i am a little to old fashion and that what i am looking for is just too much to ask, so here is the start: I'm looking for that girl that enjoys just spending time with her man no matter what it is that they are doing, doesn't wanna party all the time, isn't always drinking or smoking weed (social drinking is ok), has enough respect for her man to check b4 making plans, doesn't mind dishes & picking up around the house, Likes dogs, realizes there is a difference between being a role model/friend to my daughters and being just there friend to try and make sure they like you, someone who understands the way i view my 'family', and that fact that

The Old Man On The Porch
Every month when I pay my utility bills (I pay them in person because they actually charge to pay online, what strangeness) I take the same route. Electricity, Water, Cable. Between the power company and city hall is this older house, it looks a little rundown, but there is always an old man sitting on the porch. He looks to be in his eighties, maybe even nineties, and he's just always sitting there rocking in his chair, watching the world go by. I've been doing this for about a year now, so I've seen him every month for a year. The first couple of times I don't think I even really noticed, but as time went on I kinda started looking for him just to see if he would be there. I thought that would be kinda neat, just to be able to sit and watch people go by and see the world move around you. I have a fear though, what if he is lonely? I wondered today when I passed by him if he has family, and do they come see him? Are his friends still alive? I'm not sure, but these questions just k

One Word (thanx Gina)
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? dead 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? laughter 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? alcove 11. Music? everything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? license 18. Where you grew up? NJ 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. TV? CSI 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? DELL 24. Your life? boring 25. Your mood? h

Life These Days(update)
well folks, it's almost that time of year again! CHRISTMAS IS HERE!!!! but anyway, my lil angl is getting bigger and bigger everyday. i'm almost ready to take the GED test i have worked to take for 5 years now. i am so excited. plus in march, my lil angel will turn a year old. it's hard to believe how fast time has flown by. i love being a mom and everything that comes with it. Becca now has 5 teeth and is eating solid food. i gotta go out today and get her a sippy cup whandles so she can actually hold it. my mom is doing sooo much better these days and it makes me happy. i want her to be able to see Becca grow like her mom did with me. and another thing that is hard for me to believe is that my grandmother has been dead for 6 yrs on the 21st. there are times i wish she was still alive so she could meet Bcca face to face, BUT i am glad that she is no longer in any pain and doesn't have to worry about anything anymore. anyways, that's enough of my babbling for now. MERRY CHRISTMAS

Life Changed Last Night
Wow, I've always heard stories how your life could change in an instant. Well, for me it did...I don't know if anyone knows my situation...but last night, after my work was done. Adam and I were walkin' home, and it was rainin' badly, and were crossin' the intersection, Adam started across the second part of the street...I didn't follow behind him, I looked to my right and saw two cars drivin' fast...All I remember is seein' Adam crossin' with the bag of stuff, and the red car go in front of me, and than BAM - Adam was not there...Next thing I knew he was hit and layin' on the street, he bounced up quickly looked back at me...and scooted off to the side of the road...I totally FREAK OUT...I was Screamin' in the streets, OMG, OMG, OMG cryin' bawlin' my eyes out...I somehow found my cell phone, and called 911, but it was low battery, but somehow to recall 911 again. The dispectin' could not understand me, I couldn't describe where I was...all i was sayin' My husband hit by a car, help

See Me And Chat With Melive Via Cam
I AM A WEBCAM MODEL, AND YOU CAN SET UP PRIVATE ONE ON ONE LIVE CAM SHOWS BY APPOINTMENT WITH ME! PRIVATE PERFORMANCES PERFORMED ON SKYPE. YOU MUST SUBMIT PAYMENT FOR A 30 MINUTE BLOCK PERFORMANCE THROUGH PAY PAL BEFORE THE SHOW BEGINS. IT'S 30 MINUTES FOR $85.00 FLAT. SET UP YOUR PAY PAL AND SKYPE, THEN EMAIL ME YOUR SKYPE USERNAME. I ADD YOU, YOU SUBMIT PAYMENT VIA PAYPAL, I VERIFY PAYMENT, AND THE SHOW BEGINS... AND OOOOOH DO I LOVE CAM 2 CAM ;) CONTACT ME FOR MY PAYPAL INFO, AND TO SET UP A SHOW APPOINTMENT. XOXOX

Orly? (bottom To Top)
->tony: you seem like someone I would love to talk to,; I love your unsurpassed intelligence and good looks tony: what r ->tony: i hope they do, so I can talk to you on it tony: waht r ->tony: do you think they would be able to fix my yahoo> tony: okey ->tony: too bad my yahoo is down right now, I have a maintenance man in here right now fixing it ->tony: awesome, now we can have long intellectual conversations about your body parts tony: hare my em. tony_lee733@yahoo.com ->tony: wow, I can't believe a studly man like yourself is asking me for my yahoo tony: hello have a yahoo or msn,,

Finally The Truth
NOW THAT I KNOW PPL DON'T GIVE A FUCK I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND NOT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE....I'M TIRED OF BEING CALLED NAMES AND WALKED ALL OVER AND TOLD WHAT I'M DOIN WRONG.....WELL U DON'T LIKE THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS....I CAN TELL YOU NOT ONE PERSON CARES FOR ME LIKE I CARE FOR THEM....IT'S POINTLESS TO LOVE..SO LADIES TAKE MY ADVICE TURN DIKE AND DON'T EVER GET INVOLVED WITH MEN!!!!!!!!!

To Sir With Love
It's your desire to hear Sir whimper from my lips...It's my desire to do so.I am spellbound by the mystery in your eyes.You make my knees weak...Butterflies flutter deep within.Can you tame me?Or better yet--Can I tame you?Thoughts run rampant through my mind.Submissive?To only You...I purr for You, for You are my Master.Never once thought of, until you...You make my pulse quicken...My heart race...What lies ahead, I whisper to you in the darkness.Come here...Over here...In the shadows, no one can see us.For we are safe from the wolves...Let me love you...I kiss you softly at first...whimpering in your embrace...Our kissing grows very passionate with the gentle touch of our tongues...I moan hotly in your mouth...I shudder in your arms.Hold me, my love...I need you...I want you...I'm incomplete without you.Take me away...You wrap your arms around me, our embrace is unbreakable.Our hands roam...Feeling you, is MY heaven.Your hands mold to my body...The perfect fit.We are frozen in time,

Unspoken
With all the words That went unspoken, Time has passed Hearts are broken Tried to speak Words went astray, I left in a hurry With nothing to say I felt so bad Feeling blue, I know you was sad I thought we were through I was in shambles I left it a mess, Without a doubt I gotta confess Time has passed My heart is broken, Because of the words That went unspoken

Moving Home
In today's economy, so many people are having to rely on family to get them through. I am certainly no different. I've recently moved back home from Chicago to Texas to be with my family. Having been raising 2 boys on my own for the past 11 years has taught me so many valuable lessons and I can't begin to tell you how thankful I am to have had each and every experience. I've encountered so many adversities and yet the good outweights the bad by far. I am strong, independent, self assured and know who I am. I'd struggled for 4 years living in Chicago. With the cost of living and my expenses far exceeding my income, I pressed on, determined to prove to everyone and myself that I could do it on my own. I was working 60+ hours a week, never saw my boys, was constantly stressed out and never had any energy. Now, that's all changed. I'm back home and loving it! I'm working from home and am able to take my kids to and from school. I'm able to help them with homework and be there for them

So Much Work....
Been busting my ass since 2000 to put out the most mind warping music ever heard. Have said things that even at the start made my stomach turn.. Have even had mild success without any backing. Have sold more copies of Krazey Thoughtz (Deja Vu) Insanity EP 3 Faces Of Death The 66Sixxx EP Krazey Luv Songz Intoxikated Inspirations Even my free internet downloads have been downloaded all over the US, Canada, and in some parts of Australia, England, and France last time I checked... Krazey's New Stash (No Image) KST (On The Warpath) And hope to have success after a small break with the new EP which is in in the making and almost done... Chronicles Of A Madman Now why I'm puttin this up... Because I'ma shameless self promoter.. It's how I've gotten my shows and how I've sold so many albums over the years... If interested, hit me up and order a damn CD in advance... You never know what you're missing untill you order it.

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Further Lo
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Further Lo Further Lo is an American Heavy Metal band from Columbus, Ohio which was formed in 2001. The band is currently signed to Power Play Records out of New Hampton, NY. Further Lo’s musical influences include the bay area style thrash bands of the mid - late 80’s including Slayer, Anthrax, Forbidden, and Megadeth. Further Lo is influenced vocally by bands like Iron Maiden, Nevermore, and Testament. Through the band’s touring history, members of Further Lo have shared the stage with Armored Saint, Nevermore, Iced Earth, Napalm Death, King Diamond, Mercyful Fate, Napalm Death, Souls at Zero, and Bruce Dickinson. Further Lo’s Power Play debut album was released in 2004 to world-wide distribution in Europe, and North and South America. The band toured the US in support of the album. The follow-up album, tentatively titled “A New Form of Suicide” is scheduled for a late winter / early spring release date in 2008. Further lo are: Aaron Werner - voca

Body
I recently took some pics because I lost 45 pounds this year. I always considered myself kinda gross on the outside but knew I was a beautiful person. I'm posting these pictures for me not anyone else, that doesn't mean I don't want you to enjoy them I still have issues with my floppy fat girl boobs my chunky butt and big thighs, I've struggled with my weight all my life and know I may never look this good again. So feel free to ask for a peek I hope you enjoy my body as much as I do. thanks J.

I Don't Wanna Be Second Choice
As the new year approaches, I'm setting my sights on what I want outta the new year. And I want a man who looks and me, and goes, I've waited my whole life for you. Not tryin to be cheesy or anything, but being absolutely truthful. I want to be someone's ideal, not what they look at and go, "you're not my usual type, but we'll give it a try". I want a man who doesn't want to change anything about me, and can accept all of me, the good and the bad. I want someone who appreciates that I have had children, and will never achieve the "perfect" body. I want someone who gets my sense of humor, and can share in my silly little jokes. I'm tired of being someone's second best. I want to be their first choice. And have them be mine as well. I want to be able to look in their eyes and see our futures, and not have to worry. I know that love and life are a risk. I've already had my heart broken and broken a few myself. I need someone who can respect my need for independence, yet at th

None
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from ou

Something I Wrote
I know your busy, but take a seond and do me favor. Stand up and turn to the window,close your eyes and look for me. Do not look for me with your eyes, but rather see me with your heart, for i will be there, looking back at you through the night. Like a penetant man seeking to see the grand splendor of heaven through the stars misty veil. For it is you that i see, above the stars, and whose heart i can see through the night.

Vanilla.
Vanilla This is in her beating heart, she dreams in shaded nightfall; the gears grind to a halt. She smears the ground with kosher salt, because she knows she knows it all. This is in her beating heart. With vanilla tongue, she rips apart each man that comes to call. The gears grind to a halt. Watching from an upstairs room, waiting to play the part, this eager bride-to-be becomes something that will appall. This is in her beating heart. Life will end, but will not start and she feels this just behind the wall. The gears grind to a halt. With all her plans, red-handed, caught she bows to his resolve: This is in her beating heart; the gears grid to a halt.

Paul Hunt
WHEN YOUR READING THIS DONT STOP OR SOMETHING BAD WILL HAPPEN!! MY NAME IS SUMMER I AM 15 YEARS OLD I HAVE BLOND HAIR, MANY SCARS NO EARS OR NOSE. I AM DEAD. IF YOU COPY THIS FROM THE RING. COPY AND POST THIS ON 5 MORE SITES, OR I WILL APPEARS TO YOU ON ONE DARK QUIET NIGHT WHEN YOUR NOT EXPECTING IT AND KILL YOU WITH A KNIFE. THIS IS NOT A JOKE, SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN TO U IF U POST THIS ON 5 MORE SITES.

Dynamic Dream
Laying awake in a wash of green I just came up from the underground Eyes stare up into the sun Basking in the color of the sound The winds gently move and carry a tune Light rises above the horizon on the ground The Earth sings its tranquil song To the soothing tune of a 12 string guitar I stand alone in the waking dream Under me comes to life a steady moving stream The waters moves and then it overthrows Drifting through my mind and diluting away my woes Into the ocean my body goes Floating to the endless blue ahead The shattering waves gently caress Giving me chance to lay my head to rest My mind brings up its mighty anchor Memories come afloat my body as a boat They reaquaint and come together Content in the mind they call home Certain shades of black become blue As I see where the ocean is bringing me to The island from which I washed away I return to here after a biblical day A Rip Van Winkle rest comes undone My two feet lift me through the sa

Uhm Alrighty Then
So I just signed on here after being at work & I had a message waiting in my shoutbox that said "Fuck off." The picture doesn't ring a bell & they blocked me. :) So apparently I pissed someone off before I went to work LOL. I hope everyone is having a safe & wonderful New Year!! Love ya XO.

Want More Pics?!?!
Guy's if ya want to see more pics check out my site www.amysteeles.com and sign up to be a member it's free and add me to your myspace and facebook it's on my site facebook is on one of my blogs can't wait to meet u and hope u all had a great new years night! xo Amy

Omfgshitfuckwhorebags.
Shut the fuck up about Jett Travolta's death. All these retarded fucking news stories are pissing me off so much. http://perezhilton.com/2009-01-04-did-scientology-play-a-part-in-jett-travoltas-death http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/top-stories/2009/01/03/riddle-of-john-travolta-s-son-could-he-have-been-saved-115875-21013277/ I don't fucking think so. What the fuck is wrong with people? The speculations are getting ridiculous. I know exactly what they're going through because I'm dealing with it right now too. LOUD AND FUCKING CLEAR: Update: Travolta's camp is now claiming that "Jett had suffered from grand mal seizures in the past and had taken anti-seizure medicine which the Travolta's say did not work, so the medication was stopped." Autumn has that issue. People saying that its his religion that disallowed treatment are fucking stupid. I'm not a Scientologist and my kid isn't taking seizure drugs. Big shock, right? Instead they pump her full of other drugs that slow

Without You By Hinder
Without You lyrics Hinder – Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it

What's Your Word?
Your Word is "Think" You see life as an amazing mix of possibilities, ideas, and fascinations. And sometimes you feel like you don't have enough time to take it all in. You love learning. Whether you're in school or not, you're probably immersed in several subjects right now. When you're not learning, you're busy reflecting. You think a lot about the people you know and the things you've experienced. What's Your Word?

Tag Ur It !
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 1)I am afraid of heights 2)I im a huge dork somtimes 3)I love to workout kinda an obsession 4)I am good with makin thigs out of wood, so good with my hands 5)I love to ride my bike and go mountain biken 6)I cant stand judge mental people 7)I have a weakness for being to trustin and get hurt 8)can be very lazy somtimes 9)I love tolistento music lol 10)speakin of random , i can be so randum and change the subject like that lol I choose ~C~ in la la land because she my gf and i love her ****fubarmademeabitch**** cause shes a friend that can always make me smile Cassi bec

Things I Hate
Feet ear wax icy snowballs when people assume things about me they shouldn't warm jager cold jack people who dance off rhythm getting stepped on people who ask me if Quahog is a real place.. you are online.. look it up!!! liars being taken advantage of false friends false people in general

How Australian I Am.
I'm the dinki-die Australian You come from a land down under, where the women glow and the men plunder - and you know it. And everyone around you knows it too - and love it. You are most at home around the barbie with your best mates and a few beers. You're the kind of Aussie larrikin that everyone loves to introduce to their mates!

Just A Quote From A Movie
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful nor conceded. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but the delights and the truths. It it always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. - a walk to remember.

Blue Bird
Little blue bird if you see him there please whisper something in his selfish ear. Tell him I'm waiting that I'll always be there. Sing him a song to show him i care. Tell him of the tears that have already fallen. Tell him that my heart is despreatly calling. Tell him he needs to come for he's stolen my smile. Let him know Im patiently waiting. Waiting for him to realize that I'm the one he's constantly looking for. Don't forget to tell Him i love him still. That in my life he's been my only thrill. WHen you return bring me some good news. Then stay for a while. For your little blue wings are sure to be tired. He's gotten so far from me I'm sure it will take a while. I'll sit here and wait no matter how long. I'll sit here and wait for your little blue bird song to bring me a smile.

The End...
Waited so long for nothing Spent so much time living a dream Wanted so much to hear "I Love You" Never expected to hear the end So much wasted for so little So little given in return I know you'll never say your sorry I don't deserve to hear those words Your reasons are your own Pain will pass New beginnings will bring us both joy Bitter words betray me Slow to release I know now there will be no "US" Just know this The end has come...

Who Am I?
I am the shadow in his smile He denies me at every turn I am the voice inside his head Spawned by his denial He lets them control his life I'm here to free us from this We will be one soon Hope he lets go of his past I know he dwells on his mistakes I'm trying to keep him from self destruction He hates the sound of my voice Fears abound in his head I was born to clean up his mess Most, if not all of you know nothing about me I'm sure you could hardly care He refuses to let me out most times Maybe I can play with some of you some time...

Shattered Road...
I wonder often when I'm alone "Do you really see me?" You know I'm alive Am I just a shadow? What once was lost has yet to be found What was found is hidden from sight again Why do we feel so lost? No one knows.... or maybe they do We keep who we are hidden deep I hear you say you want me to be me I say I want you to be who you are Yet we both know we fear what we are Something so new causes so much confusion Never knowing which way is up I pray for us to be able to open ourselves We both need so much, yet we fear so much I see the you inside You feel for me at night Broken and lost are we Together we will walk this shattered road

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Rich Vos In Studio, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
Listen to today's Opie and Anthony Show on AUDIBLE! (Show is usually online around 3pm EST) Gimme a "Hell!"... Gimme a "Yeah!"... It's THUR.... aw shit. It's only Thursday. Hell... yech. Today on the Opie and Anthony Nacho Supreme, we're bringing in the heavy-hitter, kids. The one and only slobbering jew with fake teeth... Rich Vos, who is going to be at Comedy Zone in Harrisburg, PA this weekend... which is like, almost Ohio... We think. And as long as he's in studio, help him whore stuff...Rich Vos has a DVD simply titled 'Vos', and it's in stores NOW! Click the pic to order his shee-dee! You Can Also Get RICH VOS online at iTunes - CLICK HERE! NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Awwww shit! Here come da boobies! Thanks again to our pals Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is always shooting content for his site Load My Mouth, we have two brand new sets of boobies to share with you from adult starlets Tatiana Kush and Jailey Marie: RateMyWOW: Tatiana Kush RateMyWOW: Jailey Ma

Att Sucks!!! Save Yourself!
Friday, June 08, 2007 AT&T SUCKS!...Save yourselves! Current mood: pissed the fuck off! Category: pissed the fuck off! Writing and Poetry I am so freakin pissed off right now! I switched my service back to ATT and I am having nothing but problems! Yesterday sometime long about noon my phone just stopped working...yes, the bill is paid and yes the fucking thing is plugged in. I had to go to my uncle's house to call the phone company because I couldn't access the website to report the problem...and yes..my DSL was working...WEIRD! When I call in, I am automatically transferred to collections, when she soon discovers that my actually bill IS paid, and she is only seeing these stinking cramming charges that are in dispute. What are cramming charges you ask. Well that is when dumbasses like me are bored and fill out those stupid surveys online that promise a cool reward, like a gift card to Macy's or something stupid. Now we all know you don't get something for nothing, bu

Things That I Look For In A Guy From My Heart
In order to find what you are looking for, a person needs to know what they want. And this is what I did. I have been looking for this qualities in a man for a long time and praying that God blend them together in a special person and when it is in His will, introduce me to this wonderful man. By listing the qualities, I was able to focus more clearly on my prayers to God regarding this man that I know is out there. Helpful- I think every woman hopes to find a man that will help with things around the house. Washing the dishes, the laundry, making the beds. I love to think that the man I will spend my life with will enjoy spending this bit of time with me. Making it more of a fun game then a chore. I want a helper. A man that can be helpful when I need some help. I am not helpless and very rarely ask for help from my friends and loved ones, but sometimes I do need help. As well as I went this man to be helpful to others as well. Lighthearted – It is always refreshing when

Yet Another Fine Example Of How Not To Approach A Femdom
Fine examples of what happens when you don't read bios, boys! This is my current bio on "CollarMe": READ THE BIO AND BLOG BEFORE YOU EVEN THINK OF SENDING ME AN EMAIL - IF I ASK YOU FOR SPECIFIC INFORMATION IN REPLY THEN PROVIDE IT OR ELSE BE RIPPED A NEW ONE!! I am the one and only MICHELLE FROM HELL. Even though I repeatedly go through life with many of the moderators of many of the social networking sites NOT believing me and forcing me to rewrite my profile over and over again. Here are some of the basic facts about me... *Been in the public scene for over ten years/privately over 20 *Large leather family leader - The Serpentarium {formerly known as House Viper} *Producer of parties and big events - example Summer Sinfest *Former board member frequent community volunteer *Fundraising community activist *Model for over twenty years with tons of experience. *LifeCoach/PROFESSIONAL DOMINATRIX. Online and In Person experiences available. *Film star - ask me

Guilty Dog Barks
THERE ARE REAL PEOPLE HERE THAT ARE HERE FOR FUN AND FRIENDSHIP. NOT HERE FOR DATING.NOT HERE FOR THE ''HOOKUPS''. JUST BECAUSE YOU TOOK IT PAST FANTASY AND MET OTHER PEOPLE FROM THE NET AND SCREWED THEM THEREFORE RUINING WHAT "FANTASY" IS SUPPOSE TO BE ABOUT DOESNT MEAN THE REST OF US HAVE DONE IT TOO. SO KEEP ON BARKING BECAUSE ALL IT DOES IS TELL ON YOURSELF AND YOUR ACTIONS THEY ARE WORTH A MILLION WORDS.

What I Love...about You, Part Two (it Rhymes!)
Last five. 6. New gadgets/toys. I am such a kid when it comes to new stuff. I will be the first one to admit when there is something I find really neat, I will stare at it and drool forever. There's a really awesome website called Think Geek, and it has the most marvelous stuff a dork like me could want. Even an Office Space starter kit (complete with Initech mug). The link is here for you Office Space geeks. Also, there is the red swingline stapler. Fortunately I have banned myself from buying useless objects via the internet. I, have, however, spent more money on items that I claimed would be useful but really aren't than I care to admit (lots). I actually hope I never grow out of getting excited about new toys, it makes my life have something interesting to look forward to. 7. Meeting new people. So anyone who has ever really spoken to me has realized I'm not good with people. Which is strange, because I really like people, I happen to be a people. I'm not good with new peop

Unlikely Romance~
by alonzo14© I was just lying there beside her, holding my head in my hand, my arm bent at the elbow. Annie was sleeping on her side, facing away from me. The low light from the lamp on the nightstand illuminated her long, lean body, and the shadows danced over her as she breathed. Annie's long legs were not quite fully extended, but were bent a little at the knees. Her beautiful ass and naked back were tantalizingly close and still a little sweaty, almost begging me to caress them. What was this beautiful, young woman doing in my bed? I could scarcely believe it myself. Did I just make love to this amazing woman? Or am I all alone and merely having a wonderful dream? As I lay there watching her, I thought back to the lucky events that led to our meeting. We met on-line, for god's sake! I was bored and avoiding doing some work, as usual. To idle away the time, I like to chat, but none of my on-line friends were available. My list of friends isn't that long. I'm not a person

Been Almost 9 Years Now...
I heard our song today. I've avoided it as if it were the plague ever since that day. I hate that it still reminds me of you, that it hurt's to hear it. We used to know the lyric's by heart, recite them word for word to each other. It was your favorite song. I still think about you when I lay there at night. I miss you still, I think I always will. I often wonder how thing's would of turned out. I wish we wouldn't of had that fight that night. Maybe thing's wouldn't of turned out as they had. Then again, maybe thing's happened as they were supposed to. I know I still blame myself, and I know I shouldn't. I guess I do cause I don't want to let go of you, but maybe it is time i did. I know you loved me, I never doubted or questioned it. Thank you for all the good memories, I will always hold them in my heart. I know I will always miss you, that you will always be in my heart and in the back of my head. Today I will listen to our song, with out feeling all the hurt. Today I will let the l

Just This Once!
Just This Once.... looking out, thinking of you as images of your smile fill my mind. Thinking how your voice can both speed up my heartbeat and at the exact same moment stop it. Hearing all you say loving each word as if it were the voice of your soul speaking to me. Crying and dying to hear you say just once with your voice, heart, and soul that I am the one. You see you are that person, that one. And this time I not only want but need to be the one. Just this time and only this time. Just this once can't I be the one!

Stranger In A Strange Land
“And there went a man of the house of Levi, and took to wife a daughter of Levi.” We can’t tell just when the events of the second chapter of Exodus occurred after chapter one closed, but it’s safe to say that Moses’ birth was a consequence of it. For without Pharaoh’s edict to cast every Hebrew son into the river, Moses would never have been found (and actually named Moses, which means “drawn out”) by Pharaoh’s daughter when she came to wash herself in the Nile according to verse five – thought the river isn’t named, in Egypt it’s pretty much THE river to do anything in. The child who would become Moses was born in verse two and hidden from the Egyptians for three months. Then the difficulty of hiding a newborn child became apparent, and Jochebed (her name appears once in Exodus and once in Numbers) made an ark out of the bulrushes that she then made watertight with pitch and hid her youngest child in. “And his sister stood afar off, to wit what would be done to him.” Where

Ynot29 Needs Help
I have a friend here on fubar that is also a friend in RL and she needs to level up so that I can own her...lol... Would all my other fubar friends help her out she does not have that much further to go so a few add, fans, and rates would be great:) ynot29@ fubar

The Wolf, Your Nightmare
The Wolf has risen. And the world trembles and cries in despair. For I am everything you hate about yourself.... I am your rage. The furious rage that overtakes your mind and causes you to violently lash out and do harm to one another. I am your sorrow. The depression and hopelessness that creeps into your soul when you are alone. I am your terror. The fear which gives even the bravest soul pause and makes you hesitate in the face of adversity. I am your disease. That which slowly eats away at your will to go on. The insidious, lurking illness that forces you under. I am your envy. I cause you to see the world and hate them for all that you do not have and all the injustice placed upon you. I am your guilt. After you have given in to the evil inside yourself, I sneak back into your mind and cause the pain you have delivered to be returned unto you. I am your lack of mercy. You can trace the pawprints from your cold heart and lack of compassion to my door. I a

Fuck You My Friend!!!!
SO why is it that everyone loves to be my friend but when it comes to relationships they all run because I have kids? I did the whole get married and raise a family thing and the man I married was an asshole and in the end he went to jail and I filed for divorce. Why do people always run when they see that you have kids? They are a blessing not a disease. If I didn't have my girls I don't know what I would do. It does not mean I want to find someone to swoop in and play daddy just someone who can accept the fact that I have kids and be fine with it. I am easy enough to get along with but can't seem to find a real man. GRRRRRRRR it just pisses me off to find someone I really like and then they remember I have kids and they run. And you fake ass bitches who want to get in my pants and thats all, you might as well just turn around and walk away now cuz let me tell you I am not like that either!!!! I like to talk and joke around but thats as far as I go because well I am a role mo

Billy Powell - Rip - Jan 28, 2009
We lost another great musician today. Billy Powell of Lynyrd Skynyrd passed away today. A huge blow to the music world. Billy became a roadie with the original Lynyrd Skynyrd in 1972. He survived the plane crash that took most of his bandmates in 1977 to go on to do his own thing for a while. Then, in 1987, he reunited with Lynyrd Skynyrd with his fallen bandmate Ronnie Van Zant's brother, Johnny as the frontman. Billy's keyboard solo on Freebird is absolutely legendary. On January 28, 2009, Billy Powell passed away at his home in Jacksonville, Florida at the age of 56. Those of you who know me well, know that I go to every single Lynyrd Skynyrd show that comes around where I live. This is a huge loss for anyone who loves the music of Skynyrd and the things that they stand for; America, the working man, love, brotherhood and friendship and their great love for the music they were laying down. Billy, you are truly a Freebird now.....Rest in Peace, man. When we are asked,

Restless [[part I]]
Here I am, restless in my bed again. Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind. Wondering if the sight of your face will ever light up my eyes again. I am afraid of losing you. Afraid that I will never touch you again. I miss the memories we made. How we made love everyday. How every word you tell me comforts even the deepest fears I have. I love you. And because I love you I will justify how devoted I am to you. Regardless of what happened, I will never give up on you. I will never quit on the promise my love made to you. Your love for me I could never repay, And someday you will see that we were meant to be together. We were meant to get married and have kids. We were meant to live our lives with nothing but love to fall back on. I love you. And because I love you, here I am. Restless in my bed again. Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind. Wondering how a perfect love can go wrong. But I will never give up because I am in love. I may falter, but I will never f

I Miss You Cudagirl33
I MISS YOU MICHELLE AND HOPE THAT WE CAN TALK AND WORK THINGS OUT AND HOPE THAT YOU WILL READ THIS AND OPEN YOUR HEART AND THINK ABOUT WHAT WE REALLY HAD AND CAN HAVE AGAIN LOVE YOU FOUR EVER FLYBOY

What The Hell Is This???
Why do women think that they can get with a man and gain their trust and then cheat on them and hopefully they won't find out? I mean women think that men shouldn't cheat on them so women shouldn't cheat on men point blank. if you want a relationship to last you both have to be loyal and stop bullshitting each other and hurting each other!

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Lyrics... Poems
Looking for the end. Separation, words to say. chasing demons, running away. Solitary confinement Just a good front Making a commitment A big fucking stunt Masking over feeling Wish I had some wings Jumping when the phone rings Somewhere that fat bitch sings Desperation, sad to say. Still chasing demons. Still running away Never wanting to look back Just one night in the sack Maybe this shot will keep me on track My hearts just turning black I always need just one more dollar, I'll never thank my FUCKING FATHER NO, I'm not a scholar I just figure why bother Confrontation, need to stay. Stop chasing demons Stop running away. Written by shannon ryan.... 2-2-09

A Letter
Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must Have stung quite a bit. The complaint: 'Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet.. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird special? Any response would be appreciated.

To My Peoples
To all of you that i truly trust and luv out there. The people who are real with me and with others no matter what that i would kill for. Hell yall know who yall are one of you for sure. If i get irated or got some shit on my mind all you have to do is look at me and you know and never fail to ask whats goin on man. Hell yall even call at 2 or 3 in morn to make sure i ok and get pissed if i dont answer lmao. Those are the reason i love yall and i would kill for yall i always have your backs. If we all lived next to each other we would all have to move cause there no way one place could handle all of us. But just saying thank you for making me smile and laugh everyday people much luvs and stay badass.

Check Out What Im Doing!!!!
HELLO :) I am in an auction and would love for you to come check me and my offers out!!! You want more?? Well great let me know and see if we can work out something!!! Happy Valentines Day and let me be your next SWEETHEART click here to bid

There Comes A Time....
There comes a time...in everyones life where they reach a point to where everything else in thier life just becomes meaningless...except for one person or thing or just maybe an idea. I belive for once I am at that point. The time to make choices for the future is at hand. To fight, ...its a hard choice to make. Do you place your faith on hope. What is hope anyway? The ideal that it will get easier. That for once maybe you can breathe a little better? That its not so hard? That your life for once can make just a little bit more sense? I've fought so hard already and isnt this life just full of things you seem to already struggle for? Then you think...when you give up on all that you know when you reach out for that once certain thing will you regret it in the end? I guess its the price you pay for life altering choices. Do you ever quit wondering? I know where my heart lies, but I guess what they say is true nothing ever comes easy even something you whole heartedly believe in. Smiles.

Trains
I look at gruesome, disgusting shit all the time, courtesy of jj.am. But one thing I cannot look at without being bothered: someone struggling for their life, without being helped. A friend just posted a vid of a woman struggling to come up to the platform on a subway, and no one was there to help her out. Its fucked up, and I really hate seeing shit like that. That shit bugs me immensely. When I was lil,I saw a really bad bus wreck in Moscow, when I was crossing the underground street crossing with my mom. There were blood and bodyparts everywhere. While I didnt pay much attn to it back then, thinkin about it now makes my skin crawl.

Pinewood Derby
My son Gilbert was eight years old and had been in Cub Scouts only a short time. During one of his meetings he was handed a sheet of paper, a block of wood and four tires and told to return home and give all to "dad". That was not an easy task for Gilbert to do. Dad was not receptive to doing things with his son. But Gilbert tried. Dad read the paper and scoffed at the idea of making a pine wood derby car with his young, eager son. The block of wood remained untouched as the weeks passed. Finally, mom stepped in to see if I could figure this all out. The project began. Having no carpentry skills, I decided it would be best if I simply read the directions and let Gilbert do the work. And he did. I read aloud the measurements, the rules of what we could do and what we couldn't do. Within days his block of wood was turning into a pinewood derby car. A little lopsided, but looking great (at least through the eyes of mom). Gilbert had not seen any of the other kids' cars and was f

Three Wishes
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a White Trash Biker are all walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. 'I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes in total', says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada.' POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, 'I want a wall around Afghanistan Palestine, Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come into our precious land.' POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Biker says, 'I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall.' The Genie explains, 'Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 5oo feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; it's virtually impenetrable.' The Biker sits do

Tag I'm It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have flown across the country by myself over 30 times, starting at age 12. 2. I started going to college when I was 16... and still haven't graduated. 3. I've never puked from drinking in my life, and have binged heavily. 4. Rode the gravitron 15 times in a row a few years ago and still didn't hurl. 5. The crazy patients I deal with actually make me enjoy my job more. 6. I got my first guitar when I was 13 and still play it daily even though it sucks. 7. I am a magnet for crazy women. 8. I have been told I'm "too nice". 9. There are very few times when I do not speak my mind, I'm like an open bo

Tagged By Tamz
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like mac and cheese w/spam. 2. I can't sleep without two fans on me. 3. I have a bad fault of assuming everyone I meet is a good person. 4. My feet stink and sweat really bad in the winter time. 5. I watch RedTube every morning while having coffee. 6. I love boobs. 7. I take two asprin every night before I go to bed. 8. I realize that if I ever cut myself really bad, I may bleed to death. 9. I sleep with a body pillow and pretend it's you. 10. I practice mammography every chance I get. tamz lost illusion vixen kloverlynn

Freakin Tag!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a freak 2. I like to go to the extreme 3. I usually don't play these games, but I'm being a good sport 4. I LOVE, and I mean LOVE skydiving 5. I have a tough exterior, but I'm kinda a softie.. shhhhh don't tell 6. I'm a passionate person 7. Would love to settle down, but I'm not holding my breath 8. I like to fight, yeah, I'm a scrapper 9. Favourite drink, right now is rum and coke 10. I HATE dishonesty, and dishonest people

Gone
I will not be online at all for 2 weeks. My computer is being sent in for repairs and will be gone for that long. So, Staring Monday i will be unreachable save for YIM and phone. I'll miss You all and can't wait to get back. Much love and gropage!!! Muah!!!!

Oddity..
So... Sitting here thinking about all this ooey gooey love stuff.. I realized I am in total love and completely comfy.. not bragging or anything.. just want to clear my head lol So tonight sitting here giving myself a pedicure and manicure with a facial mask on.. my hair in a shower cap with conditioner on it.. and old dingy high school sweats and a old tank top... and will just looks at me and goes baby you are the most beautiful woman in the world to me.. and kisses me and goes back to watching the movie we were watching.. This is why I love him.. he loves me even when I look a hot mess lol..

To Show You How Much I Love U
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

Lady
LADY part of my problem is you maybe you can finally understand the lady I love is in there I think I can give her a hand the walls she is behind are many a maze of built up feelings the dark ones are anger, revenge self hate, self loathing, unworthiness the ones of self respect are few the bright ones are love, joy, happiness I believe you get the Idea the heavy ones are duty, honor, responsibility the fire is desire, it will burn you if you're not careful there are some that aren't what they seem these are fantasy ,dreams, imagination some of them aren't real, others are very tricky the light all around you is life sometimes it is darker or brighter sometimes it is different colors like blue or red or green but since it is all around you it can't realy pass you by i'd charge to your rescue but eskimos feel trapped in hot and heavy shining armor besides, I got lost when I looked for you so it is up to you to save the day if you do

Brown Eyes
BROWN EYES Big Brown eyes and a heart so true He is a boy who will never stay blue Loved by all he ever meets Given freely near every treats Oh the power of this son so pure Oh my dread of its costly cure How can I fix his strangers care When all he meets treats better than fair? Stubborn as his father's pride Oh Powers please, no heartache ride Protect my boy when I cannot Give me peace in my worried thought Hurt him and this I SWEAR Powers the Be had best beware So says a father unwilling to be Keep him kind, leave him free Spare yourself my heartache blast For if it happens, it is your last Big Brown eyes and a heart so true He is MY son, all the way through.

Somethings About Me ...prt 2
1 - I own 5 Cartman stuffed dolls 2 - I lost my virginity in water (a creek) 3 - If you have big breasts..I probly like you more. 4 - My fav food is spinich fettichini and chicken cabanara. 5 I would pass up sex for a big slice of caramel cheesecake. 6 - My fav color combo is Black n Red. 7 - I'd rather lay outside at night looking up at the stars then being inside watching tv. 8 - I'm only on fu to do mumms and make friends...noy here for the points. 9 - I love web caming pantless...do you want my yahoo address 10 - I have flat feet and that's why I couldn't try out for the S.A.S. special forces when I was in the army.

Depressed
i know that yall are gonna think that i'm nuts but... i miss ross like crazy and i'm so stressed out with my daughters father that i don't know what to do or think anymore. then i have to be alone for my birthday. the only thing i will have is my mom and stepdad. my daughter will be in louisiana with her fukin father. but i made sure that he go to be with her for his birthday. wtf am i chopped liver. does anyone besides ross, dani and lee even give a shit about me anymore. i want nothing more than to feel loved and supported every once and a while. i have done nothing but cry for the past two days. i think i am going crazy.plz some one help me calm down. if you care anything about me let me know

When Chihuahua's Attack
I was at work today happily playing photographer having a fairly good day when I was the recipient of an unprovoked attack from a vicious chihuahua. I mean this thing was angry, it tried to rip my face off then when it couldn't it settled on my pant leg. I learned some things about chihuahuas today I'd like to share: - They are enraged by flashing lights - You should not name one nugget - If you own a chihuahua named nugget you are an idiot - Once one attaches itself you you its like a mini vice grip - They are fucking ugly - I hate them - They have the tenacity of Rocky Balboa So this thing is gnawing away on my pant leg like he is Jesus at the last supper and the useless owner is sitting there yelling at it, not doing anything. The yelling seemed to egg it on because every time he yelled "NUGGET STOP THAT!" it attacked with renewed vigor. Now I need new khakis. Finally I release my pant leg from its jaws of vengeance and pushed it away. I can't really blame the

No Excuses!!!!!!!!!
wow im realy getting tired of some of some of these chicks on here tell you they care for but in the same breath there tell 100"s of men that they care about them.. an it realy start piss me off when you make planes to met an they change there mine,, i know thing happen but it shouldnt,,i can deal whit that that kinfda of stuff,,,,but like this one gal i been talking whit for 3 yrs ,ever time i truned around ive had there net fucks show up on my page, an tell me shit ,,grow up dont start some thing unless you can go through whit it.. what im say stop lieing an being fake,,im 100% real no fucking games,,if you cant do what you say stop wasting my time,,becase i know there some out there want a good man..an this shit fallowing aroud an going my chat room telling me i have a new gf,i might but thats becase you played to many game for me..an lied to me ever time truned around im not dumb just cant type so,,,,imnot saying names you know who you areall i ask you be real an do what you

The Game.
Welcome to the game. The rules of the game are very simple: Rule 1: You are now playing the game. Rule 2: If you remember the game, you have lost the game. Once you forget you are playing the game, you are winning the game. Rule 3: If you lose the game, you must announce that you have lost the game. By the way, I just lost the game.

Drawn With Love By Blood
The words DRAWN WITH LOVE BY BLOOD clattered out of my fingertips via the keyboard the other night, and I thought at the time that it was a structure worth examining. The initial reason I wrote those words was as a response to a question regarding my tribal wing tattoos. My oldest son, a very talented artist, intelligent, sarcastic, loyal, and a fan of skin as a medium upon which to place images of unique meaning, got the call from me one sunny day: WINGS, TRIBAL, I NEED THEM!!! PLEASE DRAW! - the very next day he showed me the graceful lines and exotic stops of the design he pulled from his heart and mind for me. Then he took me to his tattoo artist - Doc from Lost Tiger, a wonderful artist with an ink dipped pin thrust into absorbing flesh. The design was not changed, not by one single stroke. I wanted exactly what had been given to me by my first born. Then the real fun began. Doc asked if my son had been pissed at me when he drew the design, because the long lines meant more

Rizer
This time, it was random, and i didnt have to bait... ->rizer: so, now you agree to being a pedophile too? I see your stay on here is going to be long and fruitful rizer: ok ->rizer: Me, a homo? Your the cross dressing pedophiliac who just admitted you wanted me to fuck your ass dress as my mother. Just wait, until others see your faggoty words rizer: homo ->rizer: I must correct you. Its "Faggot", Faggot...now, bend over, and lets get the party started rizer: ok fagget ->rizer: OH!..i get it. You want me to dress like your mom, and fuck you with my penis, JUST like she did!? ->rizer: that makes no sense. Why woudl you call me a name youd use as a term of endearment when addressing your mother? rizer: you wish whore bag ->rizer: Into your ass i go, they said ->rizer: you wanna fuck you said? rizer: stalk you to smash your face not to give you a kiss rizer@ fubar

Ensign: The Prodigal Spin
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 6 March 2009 Even those of us who don't frequent the Bible should be familiar with Jesus' parable of the prodigal son. Told in Luke 15:11-32, the central figure for much of this story is the younger son who goes to his father for his part of the inheritance and proceeds to spend it quickly. When reduced as low as he can go, the son laments his decision and decides to go back to his father and become a servant. But when the father sees his son, he rushes to meet him and preparations are made for a big celebration, which the son hears and berates his father about: why the big ado about your son coming home, while I've been faithful to you? The father responds that he values his older son as well, but today he had to make merry

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OK HERE IT IS I AM TALKIN TO A PERSON THAT I FEEL CLOSE TO BUT WE HAVE NEVER MEET BUT TO ME THAT DONT MATTER WELL HE THINKS THAT I DONT GET ON CAM BECAUSE OF HIM BUT I HAVE A 19 MONTH OLD DAUGHTER AND I CANT ALWAYS GET ON CAM I HAVE A SHORT TERM MEMORY SO I REALLY DONT REMEMBER ALOT OF THINGS SO I CANT ALWAWYS REMEMBER IF I TELL SOME ONE THAT I WILL GET ON CAM!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A LOT OF MEN THAT TRY TO TALK TO ME JUST BECAUSE OF MY LOOKS AND NOT BECAUSE OF ME AND ITS HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND A MAN THAT WANTS TO TALK TO ME AND BE FRIENDS WITH ME AND DOESNT TRY TO GET MY CLOTHS OFF... I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT HE DOES KNOW THE COLOR OF MY EYES AND NOT ALOT OF MEN EVEN KNOW THAT....... I JUST SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE HE IS JEALOUS AND I MEAN PEOPLE DO GET JEALOUS BUT I FEEL LIKE HE THINKS IM A CHILD AND NOT A WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY ENJOY CHATTIN WITH HIM AND WE HAVE STAYED UP MANY NIGHTS CHATTING AND TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING BUT THERE IS A BIG AGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN US AND THAT IS WHAT MAKES ME T

Some Advice
My ex used to ask his mom how he could find the right woman for him and she would always answer the same way. She would say "dont worry about finding the right woman- concentrate on becoming the right man." I really think that his mom was a friggin genious with relationships. Boys, you really dont need to find the right woman because if you are being the right man SHE will come to YOU. You NEVER need to change yourself for someone!! NEVER LIE ABOUT WHO YOU ARE!! Same goes for you girls out there too!! Don't change yourself for who you think is 'the one' because if they arent paying attention fisrt hand they arent going to be yours completly anyway. I tried to be the perfect woman for my ex and all he did was treat me like shit even though I would work myself to the bone for him. I did everything I could to make him happy, I found him jobs, I let him live with me, I payed the bills, I even cooked and did the dishes for him. Nothing ever made that kid happy and its now after 3 al

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Great Fatfree Or Very Very Lowfat Low Cal Snacks Youll Be Surprise All Yummy Things U Can Eat
salty: wassbii dried peas sour cream onion baked ritz chips wheat thins and salsa fatfree mozz slice and tomato with basil cottage cheese fatfree ricotta cheese fatfree kraft cheese on wheat crackers avacodo and Parmesan chunks in balsamic vinger raw broccoli with fat free ranch or fatfree blue cheese sweet: cool whip free and a canned peach half on top (looks like a fried egg) cottage cheese with pineapple(its sold like that) fatfree snack pack pudding beryers slow churned fatfree icecream (this is only brand that actually taste like regular icecream) sugar free gummibears sugar free peach rings thin mint cookies fat free fig newtons slimfast candy bars 3musketters mint candy bar strawberries and chocolate syrup fatfree angel food cake and coolwhip free and rassberry.blackberry's.blueberry.or strawberries sugar free jello coco rediwhip and fatfree coco pudding feel free to add your fav diet snacks

Yummy
I've just been reminded of my sweet, sweet lady love for Chiodos. &I'm giddy as an anime school girl in a porn. It's safe to come out now No one is around This sugar coated doughnut lost its flavor long ago. And I just don't know what to think When your disguise begins to show. Now I know I always think to slow. 'Cause I never thought I would miss Our sweet forever of passion violence But I can't forget the wretched torment It's on its noose and hung beneath my ribs You're hung beneath my ribs... Can't you see Why can't you see? My heart is branded It's all your fault. You're hanging from my ribs, And I hope you fall. My heart is branded, It's all your fault. You're hanging from my ribs, And I hope you fall... 'Cause I never thought I would miss Our sweet forever of passion violence But I can't forget the wretched torment It's on its noose and hung beneath my ribs

My Life And Other Things
I'm trying to just relax and chill today but its kinda hard when I have so much going on in my mind and my parents coming home getting pissed at me cuz my animals had no water in theyre bowels when they did but my big dog mojo drinks it all before the others could have some also. So I am the one who gets yelled at for it all just cuz I'm the only one home alone during the day and sometimes everyone is here I still get yelled at for it when it isnt just my job its everyones to me it is whoever is here its theyre job to feed and water the animals and make sure they are ok outside and play with them for a hour or so outside then relax inside. But thats not how my parents see it so it pisses me off and cuz they dont understand me like my friends do. I work my ass off trying to clean this whole house during the day everyday while everyone works and also feed and water all animals and give them baths and stuff and play with them sometimes. Anyways besides that I'm chillin in my room bore

Malaika
Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Ningekuoa mali we Ningekuoa dada Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika.....

Friends At The Fu
I want to thank all those who have been so kind to me since my arrival here. Especially my sweet Vamp-Angel. She ROCKS!!!!! There are others too that have made me feel soooo welcome here. I know I have not made it back to everyones page, but I really do intend to. I have just become overwhelmed and running in circles. Please do not give up hope for me, lol. If I have not been by your page in awhile, send me a pm to remind me and I will be more than happy to come by. A few here can back me up when I say I will do everything I can for you. Again, thanks to everyone and also thanks to my host here, Little Cutie Mags. If it was not for her, I would still be playing WoW 18 hours a day instead of being here where I belong, lol. Bigdaddydow

Worlds Deadlyest Spider In Okla. Store
Source: yahoo.com Quote: "TULSA, Okla. - One of the most deadly spiders in the world has been found in the produce section of a Tulsa grocery store. An employee of Whole Foods Market found the Brazilian Wandering Spider Sunday in bananas from Honduras and managed to catch it in a container...." Full story at yahoo.com

This Is Just Plain Wrong N Were Gettin Effed Up Bad. ''the Obama Deception''
watch this link ......and you'll see why alot is messing up for us.. ''The Obama Deception'' http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7886780711843120756&ei=MfXESf6hJYKGqQOw18nqAg&q=the+obama+deception&hl=en

Wtf?
So, yesterday I woke up, and decided to scratch my leg. Only to discover horrible pain. Turns out there is a piece of skin scraped off, and a sore spot, like a bruise. Then I tried stretching, and my side is killin me. And now that I try to move my head, my neck keeps cracking and hurting like hell. WTF???

Waiting For My Lover....
Snuggled in my bed, lying on my belly Hot and ready as I wait for my lover. He enters the room hungry for lust, Letting out a sigh, he pulls back the cover. He sees that I am naked and already wet, My hand is playing as I reach underneath. He sees my fingers touching and stroking my clit, He gazes upon me, biting his lip with his teeth. He tells me to spread my legs apart further, And raise my ass in the air. He wants to see me touching myself, As he unzips his pants, he settles in a chair. I do as he says and open wide for him, Showing him what he craves to see. He strokes his cock as he lustfully looks, He knows what he needs and wants is me. He tells me to dip my fingers inside, First one, then two, then three, He likes watching me bury them deep, He tells me to get up on my knees. Slamming my fingers in and out, He calls me a slut as they slide. He wants me to touch my ass for him, Seeing me put my finger inside. I obey him like a good little bit

Magic Pill
Yanno when I was young around 18 and up to 30ish, I never thought I would end up like I am now. What I mean is, as I grew older I started to develop illness, that no matter what I do I cant seem to feel good. I wake up each and ever day feeling like crap. I either got a headache from hell, or a sinus problem, or just general aches and pains. I try not and bother the doc to much less it really affects me to the point I am in bed more then up doing things. I also know a better part of it has to do with my depression. I hate taking medicines for a couple of reasons, 90% of the time I cant afford to get it, second. My mind goes back to my mother who was a drug abuser. And I dont want to end up like that. I now have a great doctor who came from philly to canada. Hes trying very hard to address my crappy feeling and get me better. Through test and blood work. Its a long process and I feel at times its takes for ever . And no matter what pill he trys me on zi

Being Tested
I have to admit I hate being tested by everyone in the world to see what I am going to do when nothing is going to happen at all. I'm a decent person that doesn't need all these tests to be done to. Why don't you go test someone else cause I'm sick of being tested on. Yes this means friends, family, govenment people and who ever wants to test me for some reason or not do not do it cause if I find out I will be very pissed off at who ever it is. I hope everyone understands this cause I don't need any more stress then what I already have.

What Card Are You?
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

About Me
I'm 18 yrs old I was born 2/26/91 I have blue eyes, blonde hair I'm a senior in high school..graduating in 2 months. I love my friends and would do anything i can for them. I'm a lover and a fighter...just depends on the day. I'm not a whore. My dad died when i was 10 I've lived in many different places. I can be a bitch...but only if you put me in that position.