Fubar Blog Posts 3

Loyalty In Marriage??
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she had stayed by his bedside every single day. One day, he motioned for her to come nearer. She sat by him, he whispered, eyes full of tears, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you stayed right here. When my health started failing, you were still by my side...You know what?" "What dear?" she gently asked, smiling as her heart began to fill with warmth. "I think you're bad luck, get the fuck away from me."

Thought I Say Something
Hi how is it all going ..hope it is all well..am from sunny Scotland (how long it last i don't know)the weather am talking about it is sunny here.So what you all been up today,Well i started my day at 6.30am with a cup of coffee, i am not sleeping very well..So much going in my brain it rattles some time ...I take it on here it is pot luck if some one comments on your blog.

Tinkle Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with mys

My Visit To The White House
I finally got to visit the White House,it was a special tour for OIF (Operation Iraqi Feedom) Marines and families,not a bad friday and i even got to see Kevin Bacon earlier,i actually have alot more pictures,i didn't post them all cause it would definetly slow my blog down ,not many people get to visit the White House like this so enjoy...:) The Library The Vermeil Room The East Room The Green Room The Blue Room The Red Room

Do A Good Deed
Okay so werd is bon. I've been kind of depressed lately. I'm not saying like psycho I'm gonna go and kill myself depressed more like a hopeless what the fuck am I gonna do type depressed. I keep telling myself that it's gonna get better the next day, but the problem is I haven't proven myself right. In fact it seems with each passing day it's just getting worse. I've been in bad depression before and even worse than this, which this is soon turning into. I'm recognizing the signs and yo I DO NOT want to go back to that state of mind ever again in my life. What I did is I stopped and looked at the things that was bothering me and tried to come up with a plan to conquer each problem. Now here's the problem..I don't have any control over ANYTHING that is making me depressed! I mean not two not one NONE of what is upsetting me. Now here I am an emotional wreck which is really causing me to physically lose it also cause i"m not eating well. I'm not sleeping well nothing. I"m thinking to mys

New Opened Restaurant
You know, how it is, if people belong to that kind of persons, who are always expecting the best - of others. Here we have found an example of this, so it happened today in an new opened restaurant, when I was there together with my husband and my kids. We went there and the service was okay, they made a good service for the kids and for us, and when we had paid, there was a couple, who called the owner. The plate would be dirty, the music would be too loud and the pasta would not be hot enough. Then they asked us to approve this. We didn't agree and said we would be satisfied with all. Then the couple left the restaurant and went away without paying their dinner. The owner was running behind them and asked them to pay the things they had ordered. They refused to do this and the couple became impertinent. Then the owner blocked their car with a trash box and called the police. We had to leave because of our kids were tired and we had to go home, but we told the owner to call us in case

What Type Of Weather Are You?
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?

So Young
HERE I STAND ALONE, THESE CITY STREETS I ROAM, TOO YOUNG WITHOUT A HOME, I SURVIVE AT NIGHT ALONE, WITHOUT THE HAND I'VE NOT BEEN SHOWN, NOW THE STREETS I LEARN TO OWN, I SIT DOWN AND CLEAR MY EYES, FROM THE TEARS THAT NEVER DIE, DEEP INSIDE A CHILD DIES, I'D RATHER SOMETIMES DIE, WITHOUT ANYBODY BY MY SIDE, I SIGH, A MAN WALKED BY, WITH DANGER IN HIS EYES, I CRINGED INSIDE, NOW I CHANGE MY MIND, I DON'T WANT TO DIE, NOT LIKE THIS, NOT A GOODNIGHT KISS, NO ONE TO TUCK ME IN, WHERE DO I BEGIN, CONSUMED BY SIN, THAT LIES WITHIN, WHEN I WAS A CHILD HEARING CHILDREN PLAY, LOCKED TIGHTLY AWAY FROM THE DAY, ALL I COULD DO IS PRAY, THAT THERE MIGHT BE A DAY, I COULD FINALLY ESCAPE, THE EVIL IN THIS PLACE, WHEN HE STRIKES MY FACE.

"talk To Tha Hand"
We're not okay, Despite what you think; You're not into labels, And all I get is the wink. It's only when you want it That we are more than friends; All other times I have no title, Which is just another label With a negative spin. You fear the label 'commitment', That's not a secret my friend; So we're not okay anymore: This relationship is coming to an end.

Sweet Release
Waiting Anticipating Exhilarating Humiliating Bound and gagged Left on the floor It’s a tragedy I yearn for more Crack of the whip I know he’s near The one I love The one I fear I get into position On my knees Legs spread Ready to please Crack of the whip He’s almost here The one I love The one I fear He shoves his dick Into my face I eagerly Await a taste Crack of the whip Onto my rear The one I love The one I fear I suck and swallow I know what to do Be a good girl I’ll make it through Crack of the whip I shed a tear The one I love The one I fear He whips me again I cry and I shout Harder this time Till I almost pass out Crack of the whip It all seems clear The one I love The one I fear The sweetest pain Makes my head spin The pleasure devours Until I give in To hurt is to feel To feel is to scream This is what it’s like In my most intimate dream

Pretty Brown Eyes
All my life I have been searching for my dream. A dream of hope, love, and Friendship. But as faith would have it. Mistakes would always reign supreme. But what I saw in you was like a gleam. A gleam that came from your pretty brown eyes. They say that beauty is only skin deep. But you have that inside and out. And I figure out. That you also pack the heat. The heat that make me want to take a seat. And try to breath. Because of that gleam from your pretty brown eyes. Know one wants to be alone. I know that for sure. But what I've seen between me and you. Is like a flowers bloom. Or a full moons beam while we walk on the scene. But like a full moons beam it seems to be of that gleam from your pretty brown eyes. When I look into those pretty brown eyes I see a girl who is to beautiful for anyones eyes to see. Because know one can be perfect as thee. Not even me. And as far as I know it your love is something that can only be deserved by god. I bow to you my goddess my queen. For that be

At A Crossroads
I think I am at a crossroads in my life. I don't know what direction to go in. I hate this. I hate the way I feel, The way I look. Im angry and I'm sad and frustrated and I feel trapped. I just wanna run away. :(

Mouse Balls??
Mouse Balls And Mouse Ball Inspector I don't know how they wrote this with a straight face. This was a real memo sent out by IBM to its employees in all seriousness. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite genuine. The engineers rolled on the floor! Especially note the last couple of sentences. "If a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Units). Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, a replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using the pop off method. Domestic balls are replaced by u

My Sunday Blog
Well where to start. I meet a beautiful woman online a few months ago. And we feel in love'she has 4 unbeliveable kids who I just adore they are they mean the world to me. So I moved to texas to be with them. Unfortunatley for me she has an ex who just wont let go He pushed and pushed for another chance and she gave in to him even though she still loves me and has told him over and over again. So here I am on a sunday morning missing the hell out of them and really feeling down. It sucks to have to let go and let her make her own choices in life but its something I have to do.Like I said I love her and to try and force her to chose between us is out of the question. Because down the road I dont want either of us to have any regrets about our lives wheather we get back together or not. Like I said just need to write a little blog to let people get to know how I feel.

Best Friend (poem)
BEST FRIEND........ As time goes by I dont know what to do All I can think about is What Ill say to you I dont want to loose you, For you are my Best Friend. You will always be there Until the very end. No matter what I do Ill still Have the feelings I have for you. You dont want to loose, The friendship we have made, I understand where youre Coming from, For I dont want To loose the friendship we have made. No one else can take your place Because you are the one I want By my side You are the only one I can talk to For you do not judge the things I have to say. Will you always be here to stay? If you will, then care for me Like no one else will. Be there for me like I am Just for you. You are my Best Friend. You may live far away Or just down the road. But I know you will always say, What is on your mind. Thats what I love about you. You are never afraid To tell me that you are There for me. My Best Friend. By Me Sarah

Omfg!!!!! Wtf!!!!! Whats This All About?
WOULD YOU LIKE TO HELP FORMATA RADIO STATION AND OUR WEBSITE Now you can help the The KLUB HOUSE KLUB CITY JAMZ KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO with its format!!!! Right now we are running with Urban, Dance, Mainstream and some Retro!!!! We are working on Contests, Radio Shows and New Better Ideas that would make more of you want to listen in!!! We started off by doing Yahoo Chat Room Shows and then progresses to internet radio broadcasting within the last few years!!!! Now with over 400 current and new song playing along with over 5,000 retro hits we want to brign you something thaqts never been done ever befor in the history of any radio station!!!! We are already doing live request shows and a hot dance mix show!!!! Now we want to let you help us with our format!!!!ADVERTISE YOU PROFILE PAGE Heres how this works!!!! You record your message using some voice recorder on your computer talking about your profile page!!!! Yes you can talk about more tha

In Need Of Help
WEll I am very new to this site and I have a myspace... Now this is turning out to be more complicanted then i thought itwould be if anyone reads this and can help me in anyways figure some stuff out let me know ... thanks in advance...

Female Survey
1. Do you consider yourself: Inhuman{} Ugly{}Ok I Guess{} Cute{} A Cutie{} Hot{} A Hottie{}Exotic{} Beautiful{}A Sex Bomb {}Diva{} Enchantress{}Goddess{} 2. What color is the bra you have on right now? white 3. What color Panties are you wearing? 4. Do you look at guys "bulges"? 5. Does looking at shirtless well defined guys cause you to lube? 6. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? 7. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys? 8. What kind of car makes a guy look attractive? 9. What kind of vibrator do you own? 10. How many things in your past do you regret? 11. Has anyone ever cheated on you? 12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? 13. If so why? 14. Are you currently single? 15. How many times a week to you masterbate? 16. What is you favorite sexual position? . 17. Do you like your sexual episode Rough{} Romatic{} 18. Do you have a best friend? 19. Do you ever lie about your age? 20. Do you like it when a guy lick

I Hate Myself For Logging In
okay why would these two white trashy looking bitches rate the moon a 1...its a pic of the moon... they dont like the moon.. who dosnt like the moon? lol! i swear this site is full of shetards..whatever i digress.. this place is just really blinky...i mean there is shit all over the place would be nice if it was simplified a bit...just a thought and come on i can know who rates me tens but no other ratings that is pussy shit.. its like a damn democracy.. i really dont know why i even stay here,,,honestly......its the decline of the western civilization..

41 Mistakes Guys Make During Sex!!
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts? Nipples are highly sensit

Escape
The loneliness, emptiness That is deep inside Is like an early spring day Waiting, wanting, needing to bloom To escape the barrenness, lifeless and the grey Wanting, needing the warm sweet touch For that soft caress That will melt away the grey To bring back life where there once was none To bloom Spring forth To grow To become To be strong as the mighty oak tree All this is waiting for me Just with one and with his soft caress Can make all things possible

Jiffy Lube Scam
Unbelievable! What a bunch of lying, thieving, cheating , miserable SOBs!Jiffy Lube? Check out this link. View the VIDEO. Send it to everyone you know who owns a car. http://mfile.akamai.com/12924/wmv/vod.ibsys.com/2006/0503/9152183.200k.asx

Phantom Thoughts
Most are appalled at what I write About daytime pleasures and midday flight Touching your psyche with just one word Off goes your mind flying Like a wild bird. The truth be known ,I am not bad, I just speak of the things That you have thought and never had A lustful night ,passions and kinks I’m the man behind the curtain that writes but will never speak . A gruesome sight I am a wounded beast a broken man Crying out in agony but each verse put down lets me breath I refuse to come out in the light The night time shadows are my only delight. Making love to you every night just pick up my pages And read and feel what I write . Scott baker

Redneck Birthday
"Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" >> >> "Yes, what can I do for you?" >> >> "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' >> marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside >> them >> logs, >> >> but he's hidin' it there." >> >> "Thank you very much for the call, sir." >> >> The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They >> search >> the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every >> piece of >> wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. >> >> Shortly after this, the phone rings at Virgil's house. >> >> "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did th e Sheriff come?" >> >> "Yeah!" >> >> "Did they chop your firewood?" >> >> "Yep!" >> >> "Happy Birthday, buddy!" >> >> Rednecks know how to Git-R-Dun!

Space Boobies--they Really Do Float!
Hiya Ladies! Have you ever wondered what your breasts would feel like in space? On earth, your breasts basically heave and ho in a vertical undulation when you walk. But, in earth orbit, your breasts would undulate in all directions. LOL I wonder if space makes your breasts naturally more fluffy like they would be under water? I wonder when flying around in a weightless environment whether or not your boobies create a bit more lateral effect and require more effort to navigate than men? I wonder if the gravitational effect of the moon is greater on your boobies in space? I wonder if nipples and clits grow larger when excited in zero gravity? So, would any of you enjoy going into space to find out what your space boobies would feel and look like? I know I'd love to go into space and find out what my balls feel and look like in zero gravity! Look ma, I have buoyant space balls! LOL Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas in North Beach, MD

Suffering Soul....
Depressed and Dazed Your life is drifting away Tears fall steadily From your pretty face Uncontrolable inner pain Will anyone ever understand The way you feel on the inside Decrepit thoughts your slowly dieing No patience, your heart is racing You cant stop thinking Analyze the situation Why are you hesitating STOP no more waiting Get it over with this all needs to end Kill the inner pain Im sick of suffering Happiness is so far away I cant grasp it, but I'm trying When will my life be complete Why cant I ever be happy? Will anyone ever truely love me? or am i destined to be lonely?

Thinking Thoughts I Shouldn't!!
I was just sitting here wondering if anyone could tell me how the thought of being with someone you really want to be with can be so exciting and yet so confusing at the same time! I just recently got out of a bad marriage and I guess there are a lot of things I miss about being with someone. the confussing part is trying to figure out if this person likes me or not and do I really want to go there. The exciting part is I think about wanting to see this person all the time. This person can make me laugh even if I feel like all I want to do is crawl under a rock.I can tell this person anything and feel comfortable that it isn't going anywhere I don't want it to go! I guess what I'm saying is that I have a wonderful thing with this person and if I go with what I'm thinking about, I might ruin all of that. But on the other had, the what if's are driving me out of my mind!!!I think sometimes this person has a crystal ball and can tell me things about myself I don't want to know.Maybe it wo

Sadness
you cant see me four who i am ...sorry if i am not james bond or brad pitt nor the worlds strongest man these are my confessions man i am thrown and i dont know what to do but thats ok cause two the left to the left irreplaceable i got this ice box were my heart used too be

Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my

North Vs. South
The North has Bloomingdales, The South has Dollar General The North has coffee houses, The South has Waffle Houses. The North has dating services, The South has family reunions. The North has switchblade knives, The South has Lee Press-on Nails. The North has double last names, The South has double first names. The North has Indy car races, The South has stock car races. North has Cream of Wheat, The South has grits.. The North has green salads, The South has collard greens. The North has lobsters, The South has crawfish. The North has the rust belt, The South has the Bible Belt. FOR NORTHERNERS MOVING SOUTH . . . In the South: If you run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in a four-wheel drive pickup truck with a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't try to help them, just stay out of their way. This is what they live for. Don't be surprised to find movie rentals and bait in the same store....do not buy food at t

Thursday
Last night I went out and ended up not leaving the bar until about 3 a.m. The bartender announced that "the last of the computer club" was leaving as I headed out the door. Love having the internet in my favorite bar. I may just have to move in to the corner and pay rent since I have all I need in the bar now!!!! LOL

I'm Burning Like A Bridge
There were times in my life where I was reasonable, smart, and 100% right about everything. There were just as many times where I was irrational, ignorant, and could not have been more wrong. I recognize that some of the times that I thought I was wrong, I was dead on; and some of the times that I thought I was doing the right thing I was really just making everything worse. Sometimes it's too late for apologies, and that is a scary prospect. Because sometimes... I'm sorry. I have shot my mouth off and placed myself above the things I was too proud to admit that I feared, even to myself. This does not make me a bad person and I'm not saying that I am. It only makes me realize my weaknesses, which is a step towards strength. I just want honesty. I think it's all I ever wanted. The worst thing you can do is to stumble through life not knowing the truth about anything. Somebody I know very well once said: "When you've burned every bridge you've ever crossed, it's time to suck it up

Some Guys Make You Feel Verry Pretty
xome guys make women feel verry pretty,and sexy,cause they tell them they are,some women need too hear thst cause they bean in a bad relationship where the guy tells the women she is ugly,fat,calling her all kinds of names and realy degradding her,and sometimes women stay in that relationship cause they beleave that they dont deserve better.i have bean through it i know,i have bean hit like a man would hit another man,i have bean choked kicked..well you all get the point,there are so many women out there are in that relationship and need suport and understanding,and you all have gave that too me even when i have only bean on for a short time you all are awsome thank you

Troubles...
To all of my friends, I have had trouble with my computer, don't know how long I will be down. Just keep showing me the love and I will get back to you all as soon as possible... I miss chatting with you all. Take care and show the love...

Reflections
Reflections in a Mirror, Like Whispers in the Wind, Surround Us, See Yourself, Hear Yourself, Trapped in time Reflections, Mirrors of Your Soul, Be Strong, Stand your Ground, Soon The Battle You Will Win.

My Style
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:

Loosing My Boy
It has saddened me to learn a very dear friend of mine will be leaving before I can see him again and say good-bye. I have been working with him for about 2 months and although I knew he was leaving, it was suppose to be next weekend not this one. I thought I would get to see him before he left, now I won't. So today I sent him a yellow rose and a card to tell him how very special he was and how glad I was that we had met and became freinds. I'll probably never see him again - but am glad he touched my life. I wish him all the love and happiness in the world. Best of luck to you Sachin - Luv Ya!!

Little Old Lady
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: I t felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Att

Horror Vids In My Stash
holy crap 2 of my friends have been deleted today. i starting to think i be next, if one of them flagging cunts looks in my stash it be buy buy shane05, but theres one thing i would like to know, is horror vids/pics conciderd NSFW. I always put a warning if a vid is scary/gory but they still could be reported NSFW, but if i do get deleted theres no way im coming back because its not the same site i joined a few months ago anyway all have a great weekend and a happy easter

Life Overhauled
Life Overhauled I met a man who challenged me with eloquence and grace. He bade me look deep in my heart within its own secret hiding place. Why must I try this fruitless quest? I answered brazen and rough. I need noone, I care for none. I love myself, thats quite enough. He smiled a cryptic, simple smile. Silently laughing at me. In anger I shouted, "What do you want What do I need to see?" Reaching out with tender hands, He touched my blinded eyes. "Now look before your lonely self, see all that you dispise". With a newborns vision in my mind, I saw a world of love. People sharing, holding on, to things I've been unworthy of. I cried with pain and lonliness, "I want these things for me, for the first time in my life I want my love to be set free." Nodding his head he walked away leaving me docile, content and disposed to begin a strangers journey with my heart and soul exposed. amwitch/2007

Wanderer
Wanderer Searching, seeking, follow up, hunt down look up, run down, making furious comparisons. Moving, progressing traveling on, a commute strange accents accentuate my loss of place exhausted. Hopeless, ruined beyond recall belonging no where nothing left but the notes. Traveler, wanderer, temporary citizen an apprentice of life Searching, seeking something. Custom Comments, Layouts & more † Dark Angel Designz † © Copyright 2007 Amawitch-granny witch

For All Those Men Who Say
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... [][][][][][][][] 1. Men are like . ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ...... Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ..... Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like . Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like . Popcor

"waiting On Love"
I'm walking away with every intention of never looking back. Even though it seems I'm gone forever, I know I'll always be in the back of your mind. It seems we've gotten some bad luck, but I'll come back for you.Don't worry, I'll always love you. Only our own stupididty poisons the love we share. If we can make it through what we've made it through, we can do anything! Do me a favor, never stop loving me!

Writings
What would I do without you? I woulden't be the man I am today. The dreams I have woulden't exist. The pain and anger I felt in the past would still be there. My heart woulden't beat as strong as it does. You woulden't see the smile on my face like you do. What Would I Do Without You? I coulden't Love and feel Love the way I do....Without You. I'm just a simple man..... Without you I'm nothing.......

The Touching You, Touching Me Test
Midnight StrokerHappy Spanking! You stroked 56! Good for you. It seems you're "in touch" with yourself. You like to spank the monkey every now and then. Once or twice a week with just the standard procedures is enough to get you through the dry spells. Maybe updating your limited collection of porn will enhance your alone time. Practice makes perfect! How else you going to tell a woman what you like? This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 85% on skinpointsLink: The Touching You, Touching Me Test written by NOGAS on Ok Cupid

You Know You're Too Drunk When
YOU KNOW YOU'RE TOO DRUNK WHEN 1) Your job interferes with your drinking. 2) Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. 3) Career won't progress beyond Senator. 4) The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. 5) Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group. 6) Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem! 7) You can focus better with one eye closed. 8) The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. 9) Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. 10) Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, forget dinner! 11) You lose arguments with inanimate objects. 12) You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. 13) Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. 14) At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."

Home
When it all comes to end, When it all comes to pass, When the hours is upon us, When the last grain falls in the hourglass, Will time forget us, Will time be our friend, Will you still be wrapped up in me, Will be beat the end, Is this what love feels like, Is this what the prophets profes, Is this what we spent our lives wishing for, Is it to always be like this, What would i do without you, What would I say, What would I do to keep you, What can I do to cheat forever of one more day. I know I found home, I know its with you, I know that I would wait forever over, I will always find my way back to you.

Poetry: Orbit
How can I be yours alone? I’m just another star but burning less brightly than those about you Old enough to know Young enough to desire close enough to feel and yet, I’m but a mere speck in your universe; smoldering on, caught up in your stardust trail I can’t glow any brighter for my hard years have dulled me I shine on only for you Should I resign to be a planet? To slowly revolve around your being? Or just stay that star that you sometimes gaze upon never realizing what hides beneath the sparkle but I know I can brighten your days and I desperately long to capture your nights

Easter With Interesting Jelly Beans
It's magical. It's incredible, and it just arrived! The new handy personal sized box of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans, the jelly bean preferred by Harry Potter. Discover the wild flavors of EARWAX, DIRT, GRASS, BOOGER, SARDINE, BLACK PEPPER and the 2 latest new flavors ROTTEN EGG and BACON. And, everyone's favorite VOMIT. Think of stinky limburger cheese, think salami gone bad--that's VOMIT all wrapped up in the disguise of a jelly bean. Fortunately, the beans come with a mystical guide on the back of the box to help you recognize the flavors. 4.25 ounces. These products are manufactured by the Jelly Belly Candy Company. 10 Individual Flavors: Earwax, Booger, Bacon, Black Pepper, Vomit, Dirt, Soap, Rotten Egg, Grass and Earthworm I just want to know one thing..WHO tests this??

Happy Easter
Happy Easter to you all....hope it's safe and happy for you even if it isn't the religious holiday you celebrate. Wish me luck....for i the heathen am headed to noon mass with the fam....umm i don't normally go to church and i am not catholic...so if the walls fall down or the altar bursts into flames...i do apologize!! HAPPY EASTER YA FREAKS!!!

Merry Easter
THATS IT BASICLY IT SELF EXPLASNITORY...WHEN I WAS A KID WE GOT SOME CANDY ,NOW IT TURNED INTO A MINI CHRISTMAS....WHAT FUCK...MY KID THINKS ANYONE CAN GOTO ONE OF THOSE MACHINES AND JUST GET MONEY OUT??? HELLO??? HES NOT STUPID, THEY JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THE VALUE,I GUESS I NEVER DID AND STILL DONT...HELLO TO ALL

Jades Stormy Night
We stood facing each other... just outside my bedroom door.. You.. took my chin in your hand and lifted my pouting face.. and brushed my lips.. "good Nite Jade" you whispered and turned me around.. and gave me a gentle push inside the door...feeling your hand smack my bottom.. a scooted inside my bedroom and stood.. as I heard you shut my door.. and.. let out a soft laughter.. as you walked down the hall back to your company. You always did this to me.. have me retire for the night.. as to where I would not hear or see what you and your friends do... You always said.. it wasn't for my eyes and ears to know what men talk about after the women leave the room.. So at 10pm... you stood and motioned for me to say good nite to the guest and then you accompanied to my room.. .. pouting as always... but never getting to stay up.. I.. entered my room.. ..... I was not ready for sleep....I walked into my bathroom and started a nice hot bath....dumping bubble bath.. and scented oils i

Hate Me Today
(If you're sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked me.) (”Hi bethi, this is paul, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you ware doing. You sounded really uptight last night. It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too. I just wanted to make sure you were really OK, And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love you, and... Take care honey I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye bye”) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say t

You Are So Blessed
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can,

Free..
Free.. Current mood: hopeful Category: Friends Today I verifed to Maggie that I have no romantic feelings toward Mario. And it felt wonderful.. because it's finally true. The only attachment I have for him is friendship..and sadness because he jumped bail. I just hope everything turns out for him. Whats good is that I mean it. It feels great.. And that our friendships can be salvaged feels almost euphoric.. thats all I ever wanted anyway. I feel..finally free of it. I'm truly.. free. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ With the good news, I was still feeling trapped where I was, so I started driving. I ended up in Conway.. lol people love me here. Whilst driving, I felt something nagging at me, and I stared at the phone. Leaving things like it was with Mario was bugging the hell out of me. So, without further thought, I called him on impulse and he answered. Whoa, surprise. And Anyway.. we talked about everything,.. why he left,

A Little Salt For That Wound?
Lil' salt for that wound? Current mood: exhausted Category: Life Well, it's been a good while since I last wrote. Not much has happened really. I'm skipping town tonight, to hang with the gang. It gets exhausting here, fast. Right now, I'm thinking of the long drive ahead of me and my eyes are slowly closing. I smell like breast milk. So fun when bottles malfunction. I was hoping I'd get to talk to Cris before I left, but guess thats not gonna happen. Oh well, can't get my way all the time. I wonder what I'll do tonight, or if I'll even be coherant enough to do anything. I got my hair cut yesterday on impulse.. It looks crazy. I'm not too sure if I absolutely love it yet or not, but.. guess I'll have to deal with it. I miss my long hair though.. a lot. I keep looking through old pictures and sniffling kinda lol.. Oh well, I suppose it'll grow back soon enough. What I really need to do is figure out weird ways to style it. I've got it hawked today and it looks pretty

Thaughts
How can you love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it makes your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? Hwo can you feel his hands on you, when he has never touched you? How can you feel his lips kiss yours when he has never whispered i love you in your ear? A love with such passion that life could have never known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of hearbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak and heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in my life with such passion such feeling such want such need. I would give myself entirely without regret without sorrow without remorse to you your wants your needs your love your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To

More Q N A's
1. Do you like anyone?: sure do 2. Do they know it? i believe so 3. Simple or complicated? simple for now IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: with someone ..i wish 5. Bought something: yes 6. Gotten sick?: nope 7. Been hugged?: oh ya 8. Felt stupid?: all the time..laffin 9. Talked to an ex: sure do 10. Missed someone: yes 11. Failed a test: no 13. Danced: no 14. Gotten your hair cut?: no 15. Lied: kinda U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: play with my finger nails 17. Are you double jointed?: pinkie finger 18. Can you roll your tongue?: nope 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: nope 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: no 22. Do you think you are unique?: sure do,, everyone is H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": yes 24. Given money to a homeless person: yes 25. Smoked?: yes 26. Waited all night for a phone call?: no 27. Snuck out?: oh ya..shhh don't tell my mom 28. Sat and looked at

Mumm Right Reinstated!
Well, my MuMM rights have been returned to me. Now that I have them, not sure if I want to use them...lol I am pretty sure that no matter how I follow the new rules, I am bound to lose them! I shall ponder!

My Evedince
i am soooo happy yeah it sounds weird i have proof my soon to be ex cheated he made me out to be a complete bitch and i am not one i did nothign wrong i told him what i was doing and made it evedent that i was not happy and yeah well i found out he has been cheating since before he went out on cruise and i have the proof if you want to see it let me knwo ill give the link later woho well hopefully i can go to a lawyer tommorw love yall lydia

Modivation
The female of the pair:) Okay so I've been separated for over a year and I tried to play nice always Have two boys and 13 years of putting up with a man that procrastination could of drove the pope himself into cussing a fucker out. I have been dealing with the kids the paper work the damn house cars.Divorce etc by myself and After I move out on my own start to get settled ask this fucker when he is gong to find a job where he can spend time with his boys this fucker has nerve to come over Easter dinner eat not say thank you nothing,then come today with one motive to ask me can he do his laundry here so fine do the shit ha then he hands me his mail mmm why well yet again fucker is asking me for money and he is taking shit out in advances on his checks and giving me some shit that he didn't get paid because of holiday full of crap according to papers so I ask no answer then he informs me he is going to file bankrupt before divorce and if I don't get the papers or do it then

The Way It Seems
I've blazed the trail and laid the groundwork for you to knock me over. And now I've forgiven and you've forgotten. Somehow your silence is more invasive than most screaming. Tell me, do you suffer from deja vu when you think of all the promises you transferred from my face to hers?

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Just Wondering
OK... IM NOT TRYIN TO BE SARCASTIC OR HATEFUL, BUT I AM WONDERING.... WHY IF YOU ALREADY KNOW YOURE HOT WOULD YOU NAME YOUR PAGE SOMETHING LIKE HOTHOTHOT OR DAMN IM SEXY...?.. I MEAN WOULDNT SOMEONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO CHECK YOU OUT ALREADY HAVE MADE THAT DECISION?.. REALLY? OR AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY....?...

Ding Dong Ditch!!!
Dawndee and I hadn't heard much from Sheryl by Tuesday morning. We were bored. We took our kids and we headed to Chuck E Cheese. We really couldn't afford it too much but...Oh well. The kids ran around and we ate pizza. Before we left Dawndee called "IM going to look tore up!" "Okay good." I said "IM coming in my sweats" And I did. My hair was scraped back in a bun, greysweats draped my body and my top was decidedly slouchy. I wore my fuzzy purple pullover too. It kind of resembles a purple plaid snuffelupigus. It's not pretty. But its comfy. And really.Who cares. It was a slouchy day. So...What does dawn show up in? Cute hat, cute chilipeper sweatshirt. "Bitch" I mumbled "Whaaaaaaaaat? I look so much cuter than you huh? Are you jealous?" Bitch. We are missing geeka. Neither of us had heard from her in a whole day. We start texting and calling and sending pictures. Nothing. Empty. I hope she is not dead and sodimized. I call her phone to

Great Spirit, You Are The Life Of Things
Grandfather, Great Spirit, once more behold me on earth and lean to hear my feeble voice. You lived first, and you are older than all need, older than all prayer. All things belong to you -- the two-legged, the four-legged, the wings of the air, and all green things that live. You have set the powers of the four quarters of the earth to cross each other. You have made me cross the good road and road of difficulties, and where they cross, the place is holy. Day in, day out, forevermore, you are the life of things. Black Elk (1863-1950)

You Guys Are So Awsome
i cant exspress how it makes me feel when you all tell me how pretty i am and you leave awsome comments you all are the ones that are 10s and dont ever change cause you are awsome guys,

Feeling Used
okay so how many of u have ever felt used? i do rite at his moment and dont understan how i let 1 person hurt my feelings so bad i have never done that before it sucks big time i really want to know how it is that we leave ourselves open to this aggravation please tell me i would like to know

Me
Yea for me! I quit smoking. I started taking the new pills chantix. They are awesome. In one week I went from smoking one pack a day to three cigarettes a day. Now another week has gone by and I’m done. There were a couple of drawbacks though. The main one is that you stomach hurts, bad. I had to stop drinking coffee. I also have to make sure to eat before taking the pills. But as long as I do these simple things I’m ok. I did have a few really rough days though, not because of the cigarettes but because of the coffee. I had to go through caffeine withdraws too. However, I’m ok now and I feel great. The best I’ve felt in years.

To All On My Friends List
i am in the process of removing friends from my friends list, i dont need a million ppl who dont talk to me so if i havent heard from you in a while either say hi or ill just remove you thanks

I Can't Believe It
I was just browsing over my blogs, which I haven't been writing much. There's a good reason why, I have been having a rough time, not just health, (fibromyalgia) but now more tests. There are plenty out there who are in the same or worse boat so I won't complain. What I find hard to believe is that my post about emotions got more views than the website blog about child abuse and rapists, and knowing if they are your next door neighbor! I don't believe my emotions are more interesting than finding out if my neighbor is safe to be near my grandchildren. I think I will take my calming amathest and hold it as I fall asleep, hoping to calm me down after seeing that. I hope so, I would like to think people want to protect themselves and their kids! That is number 1 in my book. I am linked to my grandkids web pages and moniter them, I may help them one day, you never know. I do know I would protect them with my life, yet...no one seems to care about how to see where rapists live! Child mol

I Miss You Mom
Dear God, I need to know why did you take her above? Her name is Carol, She is someone that I loved. She was my Mom, I was her little girl. I miss her so much since she left our family. It's a horrible nightmare to be sticken with cancer, There are so many questions no one can answer. If I had one more chance, I'd hug her real tight. I'd tell her I love her and kiss her good-bye. This poem is not perfect it's just how I feel. I miss you Mom, my pain is real.

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates!
~~ Okay Hot Tattoo Contest ~~ Still taking people for the contest! Contest starts 4/13 thur 4/20 1St Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments! 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 7th Person is...... with 1 comments! 8th Person is...... with 1 comments! 9th Person is...... Self Bombing allowed 1st Place a Blast! 2nd and 3rd place v.i.p. gifts! Want to join send me a link to ur pic and i will add u! thanks maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Good -vs- Evil
As I reached this contraversial road in my life I'm comfronted by these two people, Then both of these gentlemen started speaking their minds and insisting on what I need to do... "You need money fast, just call your connects, flip a couple birds and collect." "No get you a job, all and all it'd be best, its stress-free and you'll get checks."..... "But Neme your a gangsta... remember the days of gettin all the women and praise." "But with that came the crimes, the guns and the drugs, and the 12 months of living in a cage."..... "Man forget about that, we ride till we die, what do you have to lose?" "Nemesis think for a second, if you really have nothing, then why do you have to choose???" Then both of them left, and I stood there baffled And I still don't know the sequel... Becuase my heart doesn't know which side should win the battle between Good -vs- Evil.... Nemesis of Nazerath

Badass
From Tainted: So Me and Jelly have been here for a longtime. We have seen alot of crap go down. One thing we both talked about is the game that is played here. It's gotten tired. We are real people with real feelings.We are both nice people til we get messed with. And watch out for Jelly cuz shes like RAWR and she pulls hair! Tainted watches and pounces when noone expects it. :P Anyhow we sit here and work our ass's off to get called cheaters and its bullshit!!! So if you agree with us that the little people on this site need more love lets do it!!! Welcome the new people!!! I posted a long time ago that it would be nice to see people make it to the top that you wouldn't expect to be there. Love us or hate us were are gonna stick around. Remember "When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself.” Everyone here has feelings. Think before you act, speak or slam people or accuse them. This sites wonky anyhow who knows whats goin on around here lately. Anyhow the mess

Perfect Words
Those perfect words we always dream that we would learn to say. The words to mend a broken heart; make everything okay. The sentence that would cure, the letters that could heal. To make the dreams come true, to make the wishes real. Surrounded by the words that hurt, they cause this pain and still... Continuing to say them, knowing how they make others feel. So many say these things, though they don't understand That something like a group of words destroys the heart of man. Anyone can call a name, not thinking what they cause Without a single thought, no time to wonder, pause. And time ticks by on the clock that emotion ticks, While the abused, with saddened news, have broken and can't fix. The souls of people all across the world from sea to sea Will never find that they imprison innocents like me. I'll never face this sad disgrace, this world that's so corrupted... Because I used to be alive, now life is interrupted. Damn me to hell, and, very well, you'l

Monkey
I miss my little buddy terribly. He's a strange, even a little funny looking, short haired domestic house cat named Monkey. My wife and step daughter named him Dylan, but I told them to me he looked like a monkey. Now I'm getting divorced and I'm not going to be able to see him again. I know this sounds funny coming from a man, but losing that cat feels like the biggest lost I've experienced in my life. I've lost my father, my marriage, and my home. But the thought of losing that ....funny, loving, little shit kills me. For me it was the perfect friendship. No drama. I didn't have to ask him what was wrong for 3 days before he'll tell me. When he wanted to be held he'd drag his fat furry ass over to me, sit in front of my chair and purr. I miss his purr. Animals don't disappoint like people do. It's a simple relationship. All they want is food, water, a place to shit and pee and your love. Perfect. They don't complain about how much you work, or how much you might stink up t

Redskins Home Games Come And Tailgate !
These are the homegames I will be at :) I will know about which color parking pass I will have at a later date. 9/9 - opening game versus Miami 1:00 pm 9/23 - giants 4:15 pm 10/7 - Lions 1:00 pm 10/21 - Cardinals - 1:00 pm 11/11 - Eagles - 1:00 pm 12/2 - Bills - 1:00 pm 12/6 - Bears - 8:15 pm 12/30- Dallas - 1:00 pm Hail to the Redskins :)

Please Fill Out!!!
THIS IS FOR LADIES ONLY!!! Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars

In This Life We Often See
In this life we often see, As a manner turns the tide, A mark of this reality, That makes us prone to wont and hide. I see lady liberty, With her hand to her heart in memory, While she wrote in her book things we should never see, As she stared in horror at the scene. She stands alone in smoke-filled skies, As she watched us all with teary eyes, As four thousand men wrote their demise, From where hate and devilish blood-lust lies. Now what cost of men and waste of life, And global turns of fire and ire, Shall we be better than the latter? Or in our hate evil admire? So “memory” she says to me, For forgotten woe is as if none be, And with this wrong we all agree, Or else with jaded masks we wearers see. So now in stone have carved these words, For in this- This document shall we remember, That which hate has cost these lives, On this Eleventh of September.

I Am Back Home From Europe
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears. Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care. Pete

Havent Blogged For A Bit !!
so thought id ramble a bit .. yesterday was brilliant . went up to london to the apollo to see joe !! brian mc knight ! and boys 2 men in a concert together iwa amazed at how brilliant joe is singing live .. and he sung my wedding song which nearly made me cry !! it was soooooo brilliant !! loved every minute !! so today im tired and chilling hopefully this weekend is gana be really hot and ill be heading out with the girls sat evening for a proper session allthough alot of them havent got much dollar .... pluh !! then next week kids go back to school so back to a bit of normality !! if my life is ever normal. hahaha !! and kaitlin will turn 3 on tuesday ..and demi 7 on thursday .... wow ... !! how old are they getting cant believe how quick the last 7 years has gone !!!! then in a few weeks time im off to spain ... yay ! for a holiday (vacation) just a wek but should be fun will be our first family get away ! so fingers crossed there wont be to many paddies and argue

Life
To love is to hurt. To hurt is to fear. To fear is to be rejected by others. There are different stages in life. To open up means letting down your guard. When that wall is down you leave yoursefl open to all there is to in life. Then you ask yourself if you did right by letting down that guard. Heres the thing about guards and walls you build to protect yourself from the hurt and pain others cause. Guards are something everyone has, no matter if its up or down. You have this guard in place hopeing it will save you some heartache at some point in your life. Butno matter how guarded you are you still suffer just like the person thats not guarded. Then you build this wall keeping everyone out. Some call it "THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA" which most people have.The wall is in place because being guarded didnt help at some point in time. They say having walls built so high that you cant get through is harder than not having one at all. Over the years I have built a wall so high I couldn't

Just See Why Me Adore The Boobs
WILL STARING AT BREASTS MAKE A MAN HEALTHY? I heard on our local radio this morning that since boy babies are nourished by breasts, they forever seek that old familiar & cherished nourishment. ********* Besides personal enjoyment men would get from this type of exercise it’d be interesting to see doctors prescribe visits to Hooters and husbands telling their wives the reason they’re spending so much time at a strip joint is that they are trying to lose a few pounds. Do you know of any men who claim to have increased their life span by boob watching? If you are a man, do you feel healthier after looking at a woman's breasts? What is it exactly that so attracts you to a woman's breasts? Dare to tell............

Dj Cash's Cherry Blast Contest
So I decided to do my own contest after having so much fun in the ones I am involved in. This is a simple contest, nothing special to enter. You can choose any picture in any of your albums as long as it is SFW. This will be a comment bombing contest. Prizes are as follows: 1st place: $40,000 worth of gifts, your choice. 2nd place: $20,000 worth of gifts, your choice. 3rd place: $10,000 worth of gifts, your choice. If I have enough people signed up, the contest will start Friday, April 13, at 12pm and will end Wednesday, April 18, at 12pm. If you are interested just click on the picture below and private message me with the link of the picture you wish to enter the contest with. "DJ Cash" (CTAF Squad 3 - #17) {sparklin_eyez fiance} [http://radio276.com]@ CherryTAP

Eternal Darkness
Who do you turn to when no one cares? Why try to run? There's no place to hide. Why bother to cry? No one sees your tears Why try to shout? No one will hear. But your heart will soon grow cold, and pain will no longer hurt. Anger will consume your thoughts. Any possibility of love will be lost. Trapped in your own prison, is where you will stay. You will live in eternal darkness, For you're far to cold these days.

To A Keeper!
TO A KEEPER! ,One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... And friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- Like a best friend who moved away Or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that Make us happy, No matter what. Life is impo

Blonde
The body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have." He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive calves you have." The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was!"

Go Ahead And Call Me What You Will
How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey,""Whitey," "Caveman" ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) ... we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. you would call us racists. If we had White History Month .. we'd be racists. If we had an

Team Work
Here is some Ct team work.. RIGraywolf writes the poems and I do the backgrounds for them... Here his newest one.. and I have his other two here also for those who may have missed it before.. Just Clink on the links to rip them Military Reservists Child Abuse Awarness Thank You (Firefighter Tribute)

What A Fun Thursday
Thismorning we watched a video in my psyche class about being a father. It was kinda depressing, because it made me think about trinity. ( My ex's daughter. ) But whatever. Then I was upset in english class, since it's right after that class. The paper I thought was due today, is due next week, and he didn't want us to hand then in today. He ended up talking about a family and their kids " fell off " when they left the house. One was in jail or something, and one was a stripper in vegas. He seemed to put both of those as bad things. Old people must think they can get away with that shit, cuz ' Who's going to kick an old guy in the face? ' I really should have said " Atleast she didn't become an english teadher ! " Only a few more weeks, then I start 2010. I hope that one isn't as bad, the teacher I signed up for is highly recomended by one of the people at the veteran's place at school. About a month ago, I tried to explain to people that I didn't have a contract. I coul

The Good Usually Outnumbers The Bad
There are those who consistently talk trash about the U.S. military. There are those who will actually call them Murderers. But, I am a military wife. I am proud of my Husband in everything he does. He is currently in another state, in school for the Army. He's been there since November, and he will finally be home in 25 days. On the back of my truck are 2 stickers. One says "I Love My Soldier". The other says "My Ass Belongs to a US Soldier" I have had so many compliments on these 2 simple stickers that it is almost mind boggling. I have had old men walk up to me as I am putting gas in my Truck, and pat me on the back. I constantly get thumbs up signs Peace signs and even a few kisses blown at me while driving through town. So, where is this going? I finally had my taste of the negative the other day. I did not tell my Husband, for I believe it would have upset him, as it did me. I was leaving the Post-office, I had just put the car seat back in the truck,

Everyone Else Has Had More Sex Than Me
Everyone else has had more sex than me. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Does anyone else get that feeling? Teenagers naked, Couple in threes Grandparents swing from the ceiling. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Corporate chambers and office amore. Shenanigans outdoor and in. Resist and then later your find out there's more Regret in not doing the sin. Our lives have to die Of that there's no help My favourite way to end them Is the orb-weaver spider's whose pedipalp Enters the female pudendum. Then dies on the spot His corpse there still stuck, Left for his rivals to curse at. He would rather die than not get to f^ck Personally I reckon it's worth it. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Does anyone else get that feeling? Everyone else has had more sex than me. Does everybody else get that feeling? ... Does everyone think...

What's Your Love Type ?
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

I Need To Know
1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me once then leave me the next day? answer: 20.Would u tell me the truth no matter wha

Oh What Can I Say This Time?
Well, I am glad to see that I am off work until Wednesday. Somehow I am just not surprised at the turn of events with the days either we're getting off early or getting the whole day off. Why should I? I mean I am used to this by now. Steve's had this schedule before when it got slow (While I was babysitting for a friend last year) and that just was the cycle at the time. We have our busy times and our down times at work and this is one of them. But I am not worried. I have been so ready to leave by the end of the day anyway so this is just a slight reprieve I guess. :)

Pin Up Girl Contest
TO MY FRIENDS & FANS >>>>THIS IS THE CONTEST UR GONNA VOTE ON....I DONT CARE IF U VOTE FOR OTHERS AS WELL BUT U BETTER BOMB ME WITH AS MANY COMMENTS AS U CAN ALL WEEK LONG...THANK U MUAHHH WEEK #8....PICS: sneak preview only These pics and album OPENS TOMORROW - afternoon THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 1 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 2 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 3 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 4 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 5 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 6 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 7 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 8 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 9 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 10 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 11 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 12 THS PIC IS CLOSED UNTIL TOMORROW 13

Help................................ Lol
I did have a 4,000 lead on 2nd place, she caught up real quick, now im 400 something ahead of her, Come bomb me good, almost over, its Happy Hour earn tons of points, while ur helping a friend out. Thanks so much! xoxox Jen Just click on the pic below :)

Baptizedxfire
04/21/2007 09:00 PM - Blackhole Rock Club 216 German Hill Road, Dundalk, Maryland 21222 - $10 Opening for FUNNY MONEY featuring STEVE WHITMAN from KIX. www.blackholerockclub.com ages 18 Come on down and check them out Be sure to say your there for BaptizedXFire at the Door. Some of their songs On My Profile Page Enjoy!!!!!!

An Artists Inspiration Spell
Prepare: * Pen, pencil, or paintbrush depending on the art form. * Elmer's glue * Silver glitter * Almond, sage, or vanilla essential oil * A white candle This is a simple spell to bring you divine inspiration to write and create visual art. Anoint the candle with the essential oil you have chosen and using an athame or a small, sharp tool, inscribe the name "Brighid" (goddess of poetic inspiration), or if you prefer not to invoke a deity, simply inscribe your art form which you need inspired in. Light your candle and begin. Squeeze some glue onto a piece of scrap paper and dip the end (not the usable part) of your craft tool (pencil, paintbrush, or whatever) into it, covering about an inch's worth. Then roll the end in the glitter so that it is completely covered. As you do, focus on the inspiration you seek. Say your own blessing over the tool, then situate it so that it can dry without the glittered end getting smashed. The next day, make a few attempts at your art w

I'm So Alone
Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes This place is always such a mess Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams I think her death it must be killin' me

Job Hunting Stinks!
Okay, since Friday I have put in applications for at least 10 different companies. Thankfully most have a way to do so on-line! I have a long way to go still I know. I was finally able to put in for my unemployment today. I had to go to the library to do so however. My computer is experiencing some kind of run time errors, so I couldn't us it for that. Oh, I have to wait for some kind of packet to arrive in the mail and follow up with it by going to the place. I'll add more to this later. I get to get back to hunting.

Open Your Eyes
Open your eyes Questions you ask of me what does your heart choose to see open your eyes beyond the sights release your heart from the pain it feels desire at costs unknown to such sin from within, who to trust searching the world in which you live answers you find, untrue again you have seem to forgotten where to look, where to see open your hearts to the mind close your thoughts from which you find all your told in past forget let the gods open you up with answers true bliss John V. Kiger Copyright ©2007 John V. Kiger

Ok So This Is What I Have Came Up With
I figure that I would like to have a lounge for my friends, family and fans to actually come in and have fun in there. But I am still new to this site and have no clue as to how I want to do it and how to actually do it. We'll see what I can come up with. I am open to any suggestions as to how it should look and what to do with it though. Your all welcome to help in the planning of the room. Then we finally got a little more good news today from my mother. What you all don't know is that in the past couple of years I have had to handle my mother's heart issues (stents, angiograms, angioplastis etc) and on top of that she is a diabetic. Well my father is also a diabetic and just recently had suffered a heart attack earlier last month and they found out he had one blockage. Now, I have my own medical issues (neurological and cardiovascular) but that doesn't stop me from living a happy, healthy normal life. You have to realize that even though I have a neurological disorder I have no

"someone Misses You"
Someone misses your hugs, the warmth your heart can share, the love in your eye's, the way you listen & care. Someone misses the touch of your hand, knowing you're sincere, the sound of your voice, the comfort knowing you're near. Someone misses the magic, of the wonderful things you do, the sparkle in your eyes, all the things that make me love you. Someone waits for the day, the day my hoping will end, my wishing will be over, and this someone will hold you again. THIS SOMEONE IS ME!!! done by christine

My Reactions To The Virginia Tech Shooting
My Reactions To The Virginia Tech Shooting Now Im not saying that I sympathize with the shooter but it could be understandable. Some people get so fed up with how people and society treat them. Bullying is a biggy. Day in and day out these kids are tormented by others both outside and in school. Some kids hang themselves in front of their school, some drop out, some shoot it up, some blow it up. When you are angry at the world and the people treat you like crap, some lash out. Its like beating a dog. One day the dog is going to get so fed up that it will bite or even try to kill you. Think about it... All through out school I was bullied alot, everyday in fact. For some odd reason they always found something to pick on me about. It got really frustrating. I withdrew from people, started cutting myself (home was rough too) and just really started to hate people in general. Yeah I wished that some where dead, ok not dead, would just leave me alone. So maybe I didn't have to run hom

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko30%Average30%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hokie Poem
This is about what happened at VA Tech. It is not close to saying enough, but really, what can you say? Eyes and ears Wide open Your soul remains Aghast You search for Information In hope of finding Clarity But how can this Make sense A classroom becomes A makeshift morgue Calm and reason Collapse We will never Have the answer Why Merely speculation And theory All we know Is we can’t know The explanation For this Tragedy

No Place Like Home
No place like home Sabres vs. Bruins: Buffalo adds to its pile of team records while rallying to beat Boston By Tim Graham Updated: 04/06/07 7:47 AM The Buffalo Sabres piled out of the bench amid jubilation. They skated over to goalie Ryan Miller and congratulated him on breaking a record. They lauded Thomas Vanek for his big goals. They let Maxim Afinogenov know they were glad to see him blurring about the ice again. Then the Sabres skated to center ice and raised their sticks to salute the HSBC Arena faithful to close out one of the most memorable home seasons in Buffalo history. The Sabres concluded their regular- season home schedule Thursday night, beating the Boston Bruins, 4-2. The Sabres won after trailing by two or more goals for the 10th time this season, two such comebacks short of the modern-day NHL record. The Sabres also solidified their chances of clinching the President’s Trophy. With two games to play against the Eastern Conference’s two

Silently Loving You
I sat watching the rain come down Late one stormy night Trying to convince myself That what you said was right. You said it's better we're apart But as hard as I try I simply can not stop loving you To my heart I can not lie. I remember times of me and you Walking hand in hand Then you changed and left me here With all our broken plans. At night sometimes I almost hear You calling out to me Reminding me that I will always be Silently loving you. done by christine

Forward Progress
Mair, Briere, Vanek score as Sabres regain series lead UNIONDALE — Adam Mair was shocked to be sent over the boards so quickly. The fourth-line winger has been a minimalist when it comes to ice time, but Lindy Ruff called out the line moments after it had just completed a satisfying shift. “We came off and then Lindy doubleshifted us,” Mair said. “I don’t know. He’s just so good at reading if a guy’s having a good shift. He put us back out there.” Mair went back out and proved his coach’s hunch correct. Mair waylaid New York Islanders winger Trent Hunter in the defensive end and stormed back to bury the opening goal of the Sabres’ 3-2 victory in Game Three of the Eastern Conference quarterfinals Monday night in Nassau Coliseum. Mair’s goal triggered a three-goal second period and was his first in the playoffs since — fresh out of juniors — he scored in his NHL debut for the Toronto Maple Leafs. Sabres co-captain Daniel Briere potted a five-on-three power-play goal fo

This Isnt A Mean Thing
WELL I WRITING TO SAY WOW AND ONLY WOW I GUESS I HAD THIS COMING ITLL TAKE TIME BUT ILL BE FINE DONT WORRY ABOUT ME ILL LOOK BACK AT THIS AN SMILE SOMEDAY BUT TODAYS NOT THE DAY Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Game 4 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
GAME SUMMARY First Period Scoring - No scoring. Penalties - Markus Naslund, Vancouver (tripping), 3:51; Lukas Krajicek, Vancouver (hooking), 7:13; Mattias Norstrom, Dallas (holding), 10:20; Kevin Bieksa, Vancouver (roughing), 12:04; Niklas Hagman, Dallas (roughing), 12:04; Jeff Cowan, Vancouver (hooking), 13:09; Josh Green, Vancouver (delay of game), 13:14; Trevor Daley, Dallas (tripping), 18:29. Second Period Scoring - No scoring. Penalties - Bryan Smolinski, Vancouver (roughing), 7:13; Marty Turco, Dallas (served by Ribeiro (roughing), 7:13; Mike Modano, Dallas (high-sticking), 7:33; Philippe Boucher, Dallas (cross-checking), 9:43; Sami Salo, Vancouver (hooking), 10:34; Joel Lundqvist, Dallas (tripping), 12:54; Henrik Sedin, Vancouver (hooking), 17:38. Third Period Scoring - 1, Vancouver Goal - Mattias Ohlund (2), from Bryan Smolinski and Taylor Pyatt at 9:46. 2, Dallas Goal - Darryl Sydor (1), from Ladislav Nagy at 12:29. 3, Vancouver Goal - Trevor Linden (1), fr

Why I Love My Dogs!
IF, I could live in the middle of nowhere, don't they think I would? Cos I sure as fuck wouldn't choose to live here! Roll on the kids going to Uni then I can fuck off abroad! Yes, the local fucktards have got their knickers all in a bunch. Somebody over the back has got a dog tied up in their back garden. It hasn't stopped barking and howling for 3 days! And guess who's door they keep knocking on!!! Raven is getting pretty much pissed off, as any mama dog would, when she hears a pup in distress. So pissed off she's got the E collar on to keep her quiet. She is not a happy dog. I'm at the end of my tether. I can't see which garden it's in or I'd go round and punch some fucker! oh I almost just did! Self righteous arseholes, coming round here blaming me! FUCK OFF!! If one more ignorant jumped up arsehole knocks on my door, I may well just commit murder. Either that or I'll put the fucking E collar on them to shut them up! I'm a really nice person, until people

Venting
Aight...This is somethin that's been on my mind for the past couple of dayz. My ex called me the other night and was asking me if our son could come spend the night. When I asked him if he had suitable clothes for him to wear to school he said "honestly chrissy i dont know what I've got right now." (he and his current fluzzy just broke up monday)I don't see where I was wrong saying no when he doesn't even know if he has suitable clothing for my child!!! Then in the same breath he proceeded to ask me to go against the custody order we have to ask why I won't let my 10 year old son go spend a week with him and a week with me on a regular basis. There again why should I do that when he doesn't know if he has something as simple as clothing for my child to wear! Not to mention all holidays that are mine in the custody order, I still allow my son to go spend the night with him and still spend time with him even tho it is legally MY time with our son! Not to mention when he has troubles

Friends
There are many places on this earth Where people look for their own worth. They look at fame and fortune round' They wonder how to lose a pound. Not knowing all along they seek, A friend who is caring, hardly meek. I've found who that is to me, A lovely angel, her name is Gi. Short, yet...you know who you are...much love!

Smoke Filled Room
SOMEWHERE IN A SMOKE FILLED ROOM, I TRY TO SEE PAST MY FEARS, BUT I MISS YOU AND I CAN'T SEE BEYOND THE TEARS, MY HEART LONGS TO FIND YOU, AND IT DID, FOR YOU CAME TO ME,... written 4-13-2004

Back To Work
Well thats it folks oralpro has to go back to work. I start working afternoons, evening, and some nights tomorrow. I will still be on but it will not be as often. Please fill free to leave me a PM here or email for those who know that. I have lots of fun on this site and look forward to talking to everyone when I can.

Laundromat #1
The quiet hum of a deserted laundromat is lulling me to sleep. Sometimes this place is teeming with the scent of white trash and welfare mothers. I gave one of those moms my last dollar in quarters the other night. I immediately felt for the little girl, with her tiny pigtails bouncing, her soiled socks matted against her feet where shoes should have been. The father, I assume, dropped them at the door, said to call when the laundry was finished. How time distorts love. But today, it's quiet... nothing exciting to speak of, while I make attempts to balance my checkbook but sneak outside for another smoke instead, wanting to be swept away from such a lonely spot.

Across The Waves
You want to know how great my love is? Then count the waves that seperate us..and never forget that love which has been tested by distance and obstacles, and has passed that test, is true love, eternal love, forever my love. So when you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever.

Why?
Why do we keep screwing up relationships? We are at the top of the food chain ( alright women are #1 and men are #2, I'm getting kicked out of Mantown for that comment ) and yet it's the animals that have it all figured out. When they want a mate they either send out a scent (fart) or a sound (come here big boy). They take the guessing out of it. There are no hurt feelings. No such thing as jealousy in the animal kingdom. You have two options. First come first serve or kick the snot out of the other guy. Not humans! If you don't look like George Clooney or Brad Pitt you better have money. Animals all look the same for Christ sake. Have you ever watched Animal Planet and seen a female (insert fury creature name here) ignore an (insert same species of creature here) because it was ugly? Of course not! There are very few ugly furry little creatures in the world ( if there were, we wouldn't refer to them as furry little creatures) just ugly humans. Want to see Animal Planet for hum

Why Does It Hurt So Much?
Ok, so this is my first blog on CherryTAP. And, I'm going to be a cry baby. I just got done talkin to my dad, who lives in California. It's so hard for me (the biggest daddy's gurl this side of Texas) to know that he would be happier here. I think he would. He lives in California with his girlfriend and her two kids. These two kids don't appreciate anything he does for them and that really irritates me. They have him and don't appreciate him while I'm sitting here wishing he was next to me. Wishing I could hug him. I haven't seen my dad in almost 5 years and it's killing me. It literally hurts my heart to think about how far away he is and how crappy they treat him. They don't respect him and he does everything he can for them. To make them happy. Anyways, I guess I'm done venting... gotta try to find a job...oh boy! Cami

The Elements Of Wicca
The Elements of Wicca Wicca is a nature based religion. We follow the tides of the moon and the path of the sun in our celebrations. We honor the Earth and the world around us. One of the most important ways we incorporate the natural world into our daily lives and Wiccan practice is by honoring the elements, sometimes referred to as the Quarters or the Directions. Generally, there are four elements that are recognized by all Wiccans. These are Air, Fire, Water and Earth. Often, depending on the tradition a person is working with, a fifth element is recognized, Spirit. Each of these elements has a different energy and fits into our practices in its own special way. Each has correspondences which can help give the practitioner a way to focus on the energy of the element he/she is working with. Let’s take a look at each element individually. Keep in mind as we do, that I work from a general, eclectic Wiccan path, and that I am in the Northern Hemisphere. There may be differences

21 Apr 07 - Saturday
1782 Friedrich W A Fröbel Germany, educator (founded kindergarten) 1911 Leonard Warren New York NY, baritone (Metropolitan Opera 1939-60) died on stage 1915 Frick [W Groebli] Swiss clown (Frick & Frack) 1926 Elizabeth [Alexandra Mary Windsor II] queen of England (1952- ) 1930 Don Tyson founder, Tyson Foods) 1937 Charles Lee Herron Kentucky, FBI most wanted fugitive (Jan 1 1986) 1947 Iggy Pop [James Newell Osterberg] Ypsilanti MI, rocker (Zombie Birdhouse) 1951 Tony Danza Brooklyn, (Tony Banta-Taxi, Tony Micelli-Who's the Boss) 1951 Paul Carrack Sheffield England, rock vocalist (Mike + the Mechanics -All I Need Is A Miracle, Squeeze/Ace-How Long) 1956 Rick DeMont US, 400 meter swimmer, drug disqualification (1972 Olympics) 0753 -BC- Traditional date of the foundation of Rome 1836 Battle of San Jacinto, in which Texas wins independence from México 1904 Ty Cobb makes his pro debut for Augusta (South Atlantic League) 1910 Mark Twain [Samuel Langhorne Clemens] author

Economic Models Explained With Cows- 2007 Update
Economic Models explained with cows- 2007 update SOCIALISM You have 2 cows. You give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other, and then throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. SURREALISM You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons AN AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow has dropped dead. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed

Video Games Cause Of Vt Shootings?
By Winda Benedetti MSNBC contributor Updated: 9:37 a.m. CT April 20, 2007 The shooting on the Virginia Tech campus was only hours old, police hadn't even identified the gunman, and yet already the perpetrator had been fingered and was in the midst of being skewered in the media. Video games. They were to blame for the dozens dead and wounded. They were behind the bloodiest massacre in U.S. history. Or so Jack Thompson told Fox News and, in the days that followed, would continue to tell anyone who'd listen. "These are real lives. These are real people that are in the ground now because of this game. I have no doubt about it," said Thompson, a Florida attorney and fervent critic the of video game industry. The game he's talking about is "Counter-Strike," a massively popular team-based tactical shooting game that puts players in the heavily-armed boots of either a counter-terrorist or terrorist. But whether Cho Seung-Hui, the student who opened fire Monday, was an avi

California
I'll be sitting in on a a few shows with my long time friend A.J. Leone in Palm Springs and Los Angeles starting on May 18th 2007. Anyone who wants details just hit me up. I will be on the west coast until May 23rd or 24th. Dave ;)

Deep Ellum Dallas!!! Tonight!!!
TONIGHT IN DEEP ELLUM, DOWNTOWN DALLAS TEXAS, IS PLAYING AT THE RED BLOOD CLUB, THEY ARE HEADLINING THE SHOW SO COME ON OUT AND GET THERE EARLY TO SEE SOME OF THE OTHER FEATURED BANDS AND HAVE A DRINK WITH THE GUYS! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! STEFANI

Grief Is Healthy...
In grief, healing helps us make peace with the meaning of death, which cannot be understood except as an unknown part of life. --Alla Bozarth-Campbell It is a sad occasion when we must say goodbye to a loved one or pet who has died. But grief is the only way we can come to understand our losses, and sharing grief helps us experience it more fully. Perhaps we wish to grieve for something else we've lost, like fading youth, a job, a possession, or a habit we had come to enjoy. It's natural to feel grief over things like this, too. We can share stories and good memories with other grievers, and give free reign to our tears. Sometimes it seems the more we talk, the sadder we feel about our losses, but when we share these feelings with others, we turn our losses into gain. We heal ourselves, pay tribute to those we grieve for, and share an intimate sense of loss with someone else.

Felon Or Preacher? You Can Be Both!!! Tune In This Sunday Night At 10pm Eastern!!!
Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Get this and more at MyToolSpace.com! We are having reformed felon, drug addict, pimp turned Minister and Inspirational Speaker De’Ron Smith on this Sunday night at 10pm eastern to discuss his new book “Innocence of a Child”. This show will be a life changer to anyone who feels that once a criminal always a criminal. You can take those experiences and make your life a life of power, influence and change!!!! Tune and Call IN!!!! 646-652-4737. Just click on the link below to go live to the show!!! Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.comf="http://www.commentyou.com">CommentYou.com

~time~
Ever hear that time waits for no man! yea im sure you have in 1 way or another... best belive it, time never stops for nothing...So thats y ya gotta live your life to the fullest, and enjoy every minute you got to live. Im sure you have heard urself say i wish time would jus go faster. I have too, and now i just wish time would slow the fuck down. Before i know it weeks fly by and days are over with. But what can ya do? jus make the best of it. Live Your Life! ;) By ME ;)

Anyone Want To Help Me????
Hey everyone..... I got my first blog the other day, and wow the response!!!!! I am hooked!! So if anyone wants to be generous and buy me a blast...... that would be great!I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!! Love ya all!

Daily Horoscope Apr 21
Today's Aries horoscope, according to CherryTAP: "Ever hear that old saying about faking it 'til you make it? If your mindset isn't the perkiest lately, surround yourself with optimistic, independent types. They can keep you on course even through some rough waters." Gee it's like they actually know something, big change from yesterday.~

Symphony
the drive home tonight was invigorating... the chilled air swirled around her, and more moon exposed to the sky than last night. her hair was doing pirouettes, bowing to every flight pattern of the wind that carried it. smoke curled away from her lips, so sensual and mysterious in a way that she was irresistible. no one could see it but she... the clear of the night all but calls her in, her heart to make love across the miles, to burn in a touch that was to be unfelt... but oh, god, how the breeze reminds her that it's not so far out of reach.

Handle Me With Care
Been beat up and battered round Been sent up, and Ive been shot down Youre the best thing that Ive ever found Handle me with care Reputations changeable Situations tolerable Baby, youre adorable Handle me with care Im so tired of being lonely I still have some love to give Wont you show me that you really care Everybodys got somebody to lean on Put your body next to mine, and dream on Ive been fobbed off, and Ive been fooled Ive been robbed and ridiculed In day care centers and night schools Handle me with care Been stuck in airports, terrorized Sent to meetings, hypnotized Overexposed, commercialized Hand me with care Ive been uptight and made a mess But Ill clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care

A Small Act Of Kindness
A small act of kindness can make a big difference. For when kindness is given, it inspires and enables even more kindness. You will cross paths today with someone who desperately needs to receive a little kindness. Kindness costs you nothing, and with it you can give so much. Even when it seems that your kindness is not appreciated, that kindness does indeed make a difference. Even if your kindness is not acknowledged, it is noticed, and over time can soften the hardest hearts. There is a special joy that comes when you do something just to be kind. Let go of your concern about what's in it for you, and experience how truly good it feels. Kindness can be so wonderfully refreshing. The world remembers and respects those who offer it on a regular basis. It's easy to give a little kindness. It's immensely powerful when you do it over and over again. -- Ralph Marston

Men On Ct
Well i have finaly come to the conclusion that I am not wanted on this site because the woman on here can't control their men and then when the men get caught they blame me...that isn't right so if this shit keeps going im just gonna leave this site and not come back...there are alot of great people on here but no one ever respects me just because i have dated one person from here...and it didn't work out..its not my fault that the men in here don't wanna keep their peckers to them selfs...so i am done dteing people from here unless i meet them in person first...this is the last time i am gonna be disrespected over some gay ass bull shit mary

Pain And Pleasure
pain and pleasure go hand and hand so give it to me as only you can blood on my back from your nails and bites god this extasy feels so right they call me sick cause pain makes the sex stable i'll fuck you harder if you use that cable wrap it around my neck and whip me with the slack leggs to ass, ass to back blade to chest, hear the whip "crack" a slave with his master, a domanate one is best someone to go alnight, puts your body to the test scream and yell, beg and plead you torture my body fulfeeling my souls needs the day started so slow boreing and mondain eating your pussy again and again you came i called you weak and you say its my turn that was foreplay, making love now as my flesh burns dont call me weak as my back you whip i laugh and say i was joking bitch the mader you get the more pain you bestow as i think to myself should i call her a hoe sex without pain is just boreing to me i love to hear you cum and make my body bleed pure bliss, pu

What Dose Your Name Say About You
MY LAST NAME g: you never let ppl tell you what to do o:awesome kisser u: you are really silly l:unbelievably great in bed d:one in a million A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K: Just too damn beautiful L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other person's name and rep

Who Knows.....
who knows what they want to do with their life...life is a wonderful thing but it can also be a pain in the ass.....i'm just happy i'm goin' to college soon for Criminal Justice hopefully it is what i want to do with my life....any who, if you know what you want to do with your life i'm happy for you and go for it

Dear Fans And Friends
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Time After Time....writings Of A Mad Woman!
TIME AFTER TIME........ she drifts...feeling like she is light as a feather..sounds, feelings... then she awakes... her soft bare feet touch cold stone and she rises, her white thin nightgown clinging to her body..she moves thoughtlessly, yet somehow purposely out into the wide expanse of the cold dark hallway, her hair falls into her face and she brushes it back and continues on, feet padding along, hands feeling out in the dark, she knows where she is, yet it seems so strange. What seems like hours, she knows has to be only minutes as she passes one doorway after another, not knowing what it is she is seeking, yet knowing she has to move on in this familiar darkness...then, she stops, her heart racing, she feels as if she is fixed in this spot..her hands reach out and feel a door and she can then move..slowly, closer and closer..until her cheek is pressed to the door...she listens..what is it that she hears, is she really hearing it? yes, she must be..or is it that her soul

What A Kiss Taste Like
WHAT DOES A KISS TASTE LIKE? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." < Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "Spit it out! It's a piece of ass!"

~lost A Wonderful Friend ~
My dear friend Joe (Ole Texas Cowboy) was killed Thursday in a plane crash outside the capital of Belize City. Joe and his pilot ran into a storm from what I understand from his brother Frank. Joe and his pilot was killed on impact. Joe was one of the first people I met here when I joined and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him so much and it was a shock to hear that he was killed. He was a true friend, always helped me when I was sick, he was a wonderful doctor who always knew what to tell me to get to help when I had the flu. He was always around when I needed a friend. My heart breaks with the loss of a wonderful friend.

The Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here,Lord, It

This Is New
the is all new to me but its great to find new sites i like most things en dislikes sum things to,im mad so iv been told im game for a laugh,i have a gd sens of humour,thats y i get on with ppl heres sum think for u guys out there lol ashes to ashes dust to dust if it was,nt for women ur ding dong wud rust lmao m so sorry but im not bi or a lesbian so sorry

Daily Comments From Me
Aight guys...Listen up Most of you that are on my friends and family list know that I try to send at least one comment a day to each of you! I really do try I promise but I am a stay at home mom with 2 non school age kids so sometimes stuff gets really crazy around here. Please if I do not get to you on any one day don't get offended. I have a lot going on! And if I miss you today these are for you!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Love ya'll and hope you have a great day!!!!!

When I Am With You...
I feel the burn of your gaze I feel the heat of your breath on my neck I feel the rate of my heart increasing as you draw near I feel my breathing becoming heavy just waiting for you I feel my words getting caught in my throat as you speak to me. You have these effects on me every time we are with each other This way of reaching deep inside of me Pulling out those hidden parts of me Those parts I have closed off, not shared with anyone. When I am with you I feel my walls coming down I find myself wanting to care again I find myself wanting to open up again I find myself wanting to share my heart again I find myself wanting to love again. My feelings for you grow each and every day that we spend together My heart becomes more yours each time we talk My spirit feels lighter each minute we share My eyes sparkle even brighter when I am with you My steps are a little lighter when I walk with you You have come into my life and changed me. Changed me for the good

The Truth.......
The truth is People can't handle the truth. The reality is that Juan and I laugh at her expense all the time because there are things that that I know that went on during their relationship that she doesn't even know. Not that he Cheated or anything like that, Just things..... ROTFLMAO....... Anyway Moving on, Something I do know though is that the reason his tone changed so suddenly after the Day that SHE went with HIM to Randy's Place is because.... THEY KISSED. Now you would think that this would only bring them closer and that they would be together more and whatever, NOPE... HIS Kissing her Made Him Sick. Like the kind of sick you have when you have the Stomach Flu and feel like you are going to throw up everything you ate. Yeah that kind of sick. That is why He is still with me. That is why he changed his Mind and that is why he didn't want anything to do with you romantically after that day. That is why after that day he told you that He was going to try and

Letting Go...
Letting go doesn't mean you have failed. As long as you did your best and tried your hardest, you did not fail. Sometimes not letting go of something we think we want is where we fail, because we don't give ourselves all that we deserve in life.

32 Day Vigil - Keep The Candle Burning
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The Moment
THERE ARE MANY MOMENTS,MANY AWKWARD AND SOME WONDERFUL,THE MOMENTS THAT GET ME THE MOST,IS WHEN TWO FRIENDS LOOK AT EACH OTHER,GET LOST IN EACH OTHER,AND IN THAT MOMENT NOTHING ELSE MATTERS,WE GET LOST EVERYTIME IN THE MOMENT THAT WE KISS,THE MOMENT YOU KISS THAT IS ALL IT TAKES EVERYTHING CHANGES FOREVER,AND WE ARE LOST IN THE MOMENTS OF KISSES,...LOST IN THE MOMENT WITH YOU I AM COMPLETELY CONFUSED,LOST IN THE MOMENT WITH YOU I AM COMPLETELY CONSUMED,THAT IS WHAT IT IS TO BE THE MOMENT.Shania Twain Videos | Ringtones | Chicago MLS

Thank You
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Illusions From Fabrics Of Dreams
You'll never read this and everyday I miss you very much.. There are times where I wonder if you think of me, even just a little bit. I know I find myself being reminded when I pass the places we used to spend time at,eat,and walk hand in hand.. And now, there you are and here I am.. It's been nearly five months and you'd not recognize the person I've become. Though there is a piece of the person you knew still inside,trying to hold onto beautiful, cherished memories, that person is seemingly locked away in the furthest confines of a Soul that has already died.. I miss you very much my love, but now it's all I can do to just wait for it to hit me. To wait for my turn to come and find me soon. I can't shake this.. I lose more and more each month, and I know you're happy.And I Want you to be.One of us has to be at least.. But I don't have to live with this inside my heart forever, I don't have to endure this numb I feel all my life, and I certainly don't have to carry this

Tore Up From The Floor Up
I spent the day shooting for the new line Julie Simone is directing called Abigail. I must say, there's nothing better than getting paid to make out with hot tattooed blondes, like Cari (well especially when you are a narcicistic tattooed blonde, like Me). It had only a brief bit of light spanking and leg worship, so for those that have seen most of the other stuff I have been in, don't expect a lot of B&D, this line is more of a lesbian erotic video line. I was so exhausted after that I decided not to wait till they were done shooting the next scene with Zenova Braeden and Sinnamon Love, to ride back with Julie or her P.A. and took the same cab that dropped Sinnamon off back down the Canyon to My home in Hollywood. I was so pooped that I started to fall a sleep in the cab right before I made it home. I struggled against the fluttering of My eyelids, managing to pay the driver and hurried up the stairs to My door where I heard My cat get so excited that I was home that he head

Sixtyfoureast @ Diamond Bbq In Sullivan, In
Hosted By: SixtyFourEast When: Friday Apr 27, 2007 at 10:00 PMWhere: Diamond BBQ650 S. Section StreetSullivan, IN 47882United StatesDescription:SixtyFourEast Click Here To View Event

Still Need Those Texas Lovin' Bombers In The Art Contest....
Still holding on to 3rd place in the art contest, with my favorite Texan...Willie...but not by much! I NEED SOME TEXAS LOVIN'... WILLIE LOVIN' BOMBERS TO HELP ME OUT!!!! Don't forget that a combination of rating and comments deceides this contest. Come bomb me with all the comments you can, and let's move Willie up, up, up, in this contest!!!! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP!

Human Resources Manager
One day while walking down the street a highly successful Human Resources Manager was tragically hit by a bus and she died. Her soul arrived up in heaven where she was met at the Pearly Gates by St. Peter himself. "Welcome to Heaven," said St. Peter. "Before you get settled in though, it seems we have a problem. You see, strangely enough, we've never once had a Human Resources Manager make it this far and we're not really sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in," said the woman. "Well, I'd like to, but I have higher orders. What we're going to do is let you have a day in Hell and a day in Heaven and then you can choose whichever one you want to spend an eternity in." "Actually, I think I've made up my mind, I prefer to stay in Heaven", said the woman "Sorry, we have rules..." And with that St. Peter put the executive in an elevator and it went down-down-down to hell. The doors opened and she found herself stepping out onto the putting green of a beau

Sup Shorty
young, beautiful a catch all around look at her and find yourselves on the ground my sword to your neck my foot on your crouch i have no fear of a life in jail cause i know i'll see you again in hell scream and cry all you want show my girl that your a punk dumbass games all men play for a fuck tonight and be out the next day your life could be ended with one swipe the blade across the back to end your life its dark and twisted yes this i know to jam a mase in your asshole to carve you into littles bits and send a peice to all terrorist so other countries can see what happens when you look shorty i'll die a million times to protect my baby thats why i say to daddy's liitle girl sup shorty

Life As A Mom
I have to say if it wasn't for my mom and sis I would be on my complete own.They help me from time to time with Anthony and I love it.Anthony is now 7 and very soon 8 months old,and soon summer will really be here and what to do.I joined so many baby sites and I can't seem to keep up with them all and wonder what to ask them.I get woke up @6/7 am and then I feed him before me most times,sometimes I make us both breakfast.I am happy when he lays down and I am able to get soem stuff done,I would like him to have his own room so I can clean mine lol.I have to say he loves his walker and I think its because he is free to roam.I want to get him this soft chair that can help him sit up and make him sit correctly,I can't think of the name but its 40 bucks and I so want it for him.I can't wait till sept for when we can see and interact with Mark and the gang.To also have his first birthday party.....yay!I am not sure what to get for him as he is my first child and I need to find out.

Thoughts ( Sigh ! )
Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour does chime Need of the soul that is a match to this mind Need to speak of feelings leaving me blind To a world that held me captive in chains To a path that carried torturous pains To seek out that soul that speaks my heart To share all life is and never to part To know a dream come true and feel at peace Holding and loving, Eternal, never to cease By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Firearms Refresher Course
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3 Colt: The original point and click interface. 4 Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16 You don't sho

This Pre-booty Call Agreement
This pre-booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrang

Before I Was A Mom!
Before I was a Mom; I made and ate hot meals, I had unstained clothing, I brushed my hair every day, I had quiet conversations on the phone, I slept as late as I wanted and I slept all night long. Before I was a Mom; I cleaned my house each day, I never tripped over toys or forgot lullabies, I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous, I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, chewed on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers. Before I was a Mom; I never thought about immunizations, I never held a screaming child so the doctors could give shots, I never looked into teary eyes and cried, I never felt my heart break into pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt, I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. Before I was a Mom; I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down, I never sat up late hours of the night watching a baby sleep, I never got up in the middle of the night to make sure everything was okay, I didn't know h

Ct Survivor
Welcome to CherryTap Survivor!!! Outwit - To get them to trust you even though they don't like you. Outplay - To stab them in the back when they trust you yet still have them like you. Outlast - To stab enough people in the back to make it to the end and still win. Contestants will be selected based upon having the following traits: * Strong willed enought not to either just logoff or not delete yourself * Outgoing(NSFW) * Adventurous(Willing to do what it takes) * Physically and mentally adept(Smarter than most) * Adaptable to new environments(New CT Rules and layouts) * who can choose the best fake pic Rules and Strategies Enter lounges at your own risk. If you venture onto other messengers with lounge members, be ready to be banned. Do not Violate TOS. If you use Cherryblaster, attack any member of CT staff or family, be prepared to be deleted or ip banned. Unless of course, you're Sweetsuzy, who apparently has life immunity from st

Get This
my ex eddie this stalker who i dated for 3 months who cried when i broke up with him and continued to tell people we were dating after we broke up and who harrased me for a long time calls my bro johny up and tells him that he and i are over a couple days ago hhahaha we broke up 6 months ago and then he told him that i missed out on a good thing.wellim sorry but i did not miss out on a good thing. a good thing would be someone who had kids and would actually take care of them and not teach them to be rascist assholes, someone who would get a job no matter how much they hated it to support those children and not fucking worry about a chick or ask her to have your kid . umm who the fuck in there right mind would spawn with you expecially when you cant even take care of the kids you already have your fucking crazy and anyways if i ever do have kids it would be with someone who would be a good dad and oh yeah have a job ..and drive .. so they could be an even better dad and not just du

Forever And Never
The question and words you spoke long before echo in my head, Like a marble rolling around a sink and deep into its drain. Contradictive things haunt me and make me wonder Why was it said in such a manner I worry about an outcome that has no real plan I wish I knew what to do, what to say In the end what will happen Who will be left standing when the dust settles My soul is barren and dried up My tears have flooded me Yet my soul refuses to drink its fill Cold to the core, still bitter to the boned I try to open up to you, I try to understand I am afraid, afraid to loose, afraid to love The sea of tears wash away all I have done An overwhelming fear rushes over me Your smile and laugh chase away the guilt and fear It feels like home, until I’m all alone With the thoughts rattling my fragile psyche Emotions I wish never to fell again come back Over powering my will Crippling me with tears and fears I think of you, wishing you were here

Over 50...
PERKS OF BEING OVER 50 1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run--anywhere. 4. People call at 9 pm and ask, " Did I wake you ???? " 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 pm. 9. You can live without sex but not your glasses. 10. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 11. You no longer think of speed limits as challenge. 12. You quit trying to hold your stomach in no matter who walks into the room. 13. You sing along with elevator music. 14. Your eyes won't get much worse. 15. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 16. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 17. Your secrets are safe with your friends because they can't remember them eithe

They Will Never Understand
Theres so much that I could never show them. Things theyd never understand. Why must this all stay inside? Why is it something I cant show? I want to shout it to the world but hate me they all will No one will understand they way I truely feel. I dont like the way it is. This isnt how it was supposed to be. Why cant I see that its out of my control? I know the sensible thing to do. But how can I do something I dont want to. I have to try so hard to keep these feelings bottled inside. I know what I have to do. What will make it right. The Goddess has shown me the way, now I just have to follow it. It upsets me to hear those things, but how can I stop them? How can I stand in the way of such powerful words? How can my little SE I have left ever compare. No one knows the truth. So they say what they can think. No matter how far from the truth it is. I want to crawl in a deep dark hole and just not come out. I want to fly into the sky and live on the stars. Away from everyone. Where no one

Boyfriend's Ex..
Ok....I haven't dated in a verrrry long time and I have often put serious dating/commitment on hold while raising my boys, therefore also protecting myself from having to deal with emotion. Here is my situation...My boys are much older now and I have become involved with a really nice guy and have been seeing each other for about a month and because my boys have a myspace account so do I and so does he. His ex-girlfriend continues to send me emails (we have never met) on Myspace and though I try really try not to let her get to me some of them do but I refuse to give in to her by responding to any of them. He hasn't given me a reason to distrust him (for the first time he is someone my boys really like) but there is a part of me that's worried about being made a fool.I asked for a relationship and now that there's one standing right in front of me...I'm scared (yes....I admitted to being a bit scared!) Here's my question/s? Is it wrong for me to forward the messages that she sen

Hide And Go Fuck Yourselves...
Yeah thats right Kriss is pissed at the world and taking it out on her blog. Fuck the cops, Fucke the Crackerjacks fuck the gearboxes and assholes too. if you fall into any of these catagories FUCK YOU TOO Fuck the internet, and internet relationships, fuck real life relationships too they suck just as much, Fuck broken hearts and bruised egos, fuck the dinosaurs fuck mickey mouse, fuck cell phones and radios, fuck poodles and princesses, fuck kings and queens and monkeys and logs and forests and dynamite. fuck weed, and booze and the pope.. YEAH I SAID IT fuck sex fuck men fick chicks, fuck friends and family fuck day time tv fuck freedom and fresh air fuck cooking fuck liars, fuck rockstars and actors fuck break ups and take backs fuck the truth fuck honesty fuck cocaine, crack and heroine, fuck needles and cigarettes, fuck SENSORSHIP, fuck the government, fuck president bullshit, fuck war fuck famine, fuck turkeys and cowards FUCK LOVE, FUCK HATE AND FUCK YOU!!!!!! ya thats

Luddha's Ladies
Luddha's Ladies Luddha marshalls creek, PA 18301 610-417-9813 luddha@yahoo.com April 26, 2007 Dear Friend, This application is design to create a harem, for those who would like to be a part of Luddha's Ladies. Unlike the harems of old you are free to come and go as you please, but most importantly you must be willing to share me of course. In time I will create a large indoor pool where you all can lay about and talk about philosophy and how great I am. Here are the terms and conditions 1. must be at least 18yrs of age 2. No attitude, bitches will be denied 3. must send at least one pic (head shot preferred), others are ok 4. must get along with other women 5. must be understanding 6. must be respectable 7. no liars 8. must not spend time with other men, unless married from what I understand once married the sex life dies so its ok….muahahaha 9. must be a naturally born woman 10. most importantly must be true to the self as well as others Name_____

Insanity
Fuck me; Fuck you, the battles rages The voices in my head rattle in their cages Overwhelming nightmare, the agony of no sleep The hole to hell, so dark, so black and so deep I pray for end, I pray for death, but no such luck Why in the hell should anyone care or give a fuck? The white cushioned walls, they are closing in When will the time be up, for my unforgiving sin? Blurred eyes, shadows do I see stalking me Forgive My Father, for they are Holier than thee Bloody tears to the ground, yes do they fall I scream and I scream but no one to hear my cal The sun rises in the west and sets in the east Backwards is my mind, the voices they do feast And my thoughts yes they are disarranged My feelings toward mine kind, is now estranged…

Personal Trainers
Why do people pay hundreds of dollars to have a personal trainer? Why not just pay someone to allow you to watch their kids? Then take the child-it has to be avery active child under the age of 5-and go chase the child as he or she gets into things and tries to run into the street or pulls the dogs tail or climbs up and down a flight of stairs. The rule is whatever the child does you have to do. If the child runs around in circles-so do you. If the child climbs a tree ( if you are at a park that has good ones to climb) you climb too. I bring this up becasue I just spent 45 minutes running around with my 4 year old. We ran (which I hate doing) and anytime I wasn't running with him he would stop, turn around, get my hand and pull me along with him. We also climbed up and down the stairs about 20 times. I am sweaty-ugh-but I feel more awake then I did earlier. My muscles are sore but it's a good sore.

Broken
it happens yet again...think you meet someone really good for you...and he ends up finding someone else...i guess i was just not mean to have anyone anymore...as i told him, im not looking for love, but if it happens, i won't slam the door in its face....don't misunderstand love would be nice, but i am not out hunting for it... oh well, i just woke up and had a message from him telling me he had met someone and got kinda sad so i thought i would write it down..

Playing What If.
I used to play the what if game. I used to start it out like, what if I had gone to CIA and become a chef? Where would I be, I'll tell you I'd be in NYC working at some hip little cafe, with a little loft apartment, living my dream. Maybe I'd have a man, maybe I'd be alone. But in my what if game I was always happy. So I'm trying very hard to not play the what if game anymore. What if He and I don't work, well I don't know. What if I choose someone else, that again I don't know. What if we are still together in two years...Would he want to marry this mess of a person? What if I didn't have my kids? What if my ex stops being in their lives? What if I lose myself to you Brad, what will happen? Will you help me up when I am down? Will you teach the boys to throw a ball? How to build a fire, tie knots, and be polite? What if I stayed single would I be happy, this I know the answer to, no I don't think I would be happy without you in my life. I think my days would be grey, a

How To Make A Long Distance Relationship Work
It's hard enough to make local relationships work, but having miles, States, and sometimes even an ocean between you makes it even more difficult. However, successful long distance relationships can and do exist. Here's how to give yours every chance to survive and thrive. Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious? Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers: more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, etc. Mos

Something On Yur Head Contest Is On
my contest is back on i wanna see something on yur head a hat a helmet a wig a bandana yur panties anything snap a pic or send me a message or link hell even make a funny hairdo for prizes more bucks i get from u the more prizes u get for 1st 2nd and 3rd and last place will get something contest will start when i get enuff people i will let u all know

Love
i was just thinkn, how could you love someone you havnt even meet or i mean say you love someone you havnt even meet. i think you should know that person first, meet them in person, hang out with them and then you could see if what your feeling is real if not then i guess it was never love. i also think, you and that person should have a friendship relationship from the start and then from that it could grow to be love. but i dont think you should rush it, if its ment to happen it will. i remember someone told me, its called falling in love, b'cuz ur falling into it and it just happens. for thoses who are reading this: i just want to say sometimes when your in love you dont notice certain things but just keep in mind what your friends mite be telling you 'cuz there prolly doing you a favor. and i also remember someone telling me, you dont really know someone until you live with them and then there true colors starts showing. good luck everyone in finding that special someone

Real Newspaper Headlines.
17 Remain Dead In Morgue Shooting Spree (talk about being thorough) Grandmother Of Eight Makes A Hole In One (who said grandmothers don't have favorites?) Something Went Wrong In Jet Crash, Experts Say (the best of the best, makes ya proud don't it?) Police Begin Campaign To Run Down Jaywalkers (soon to be called jayrunreallyfasters) Drunks Get Nine Months In Violin Case (that'll teach em) Eastern Head Seeks Arms (so if you see any arms just layin around...) Prostitutes Appeal To Religious Leader (I bet they do..) Failed Panda Mating - Veterinarian Takes Over (Better be one hot lookin Panda) British Left Waffles On Falkland Islands (those dirty bastards!!) Teacher Strikes Idle Kids (but mom I swear I REALLY wasn't doin nothin this time!!) President Wins Budget; More Lies Ahead (Nut uhhhh!) Miners Refuse To Work After Death (... lazy good for nothin so n so's) Juvenile Court To Try Shooting Defendant (yep that oughta do it) Stolen Pai

Seriously
I am thinking of leaving CT,,, not able to put up with anymore lies and fake ass people as I have been,, if you truely love a person no matter if it's a friend then you should respect them as they would want to be respected and I believe I've done that however not gotten it in re-turn from most of these people who claim to be your friend,,, anyways I'm sorry but had to vent!!!

Love
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love. Have you thought of it...... Love is not automatic. It takes conscious practice and awareness, just like playing the piano or golf. However, you have ample opportunities to practice. Everyone you meet can be your practice session.hate no one...cheers Be kind to who you meet daily....

"i'm Tired"
From a Soldier to Americans. Either Party. "I'm Tired" Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focu

My Fantasy
This might be everyones fantacy but I think of it offen. I want to travel to a beautiful, warm island. I want to >lay on the beach, holding someone that I am physically >and emotionally in love with. I picture my lover >being on his back, me kissing him from his toes, to >his knees, running my tongue on his thigh and sucking >on his testicles (very gently). Moving my hands to >the shaft of his penis and my tongue up the back of >his shaft, reaching the head. Rapping my lips around >the tip of his penis, gently >gripping and moving my tongue around the very tip. >Then devouring his penis, gripping tightly with my >lips with each movement back and forth. Stopping, >kissing his belly and nibbling on his nipples all >while my hand is caressing his cock. Biting his >neck just a little to create a little hurt but not >pain. Straddling him, kissing his lips, reaching >down and guiding him into my moist vagina. Not all >the way but just the tip. His hands on my breasts, >wait

...
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure Th

Him
I think I messed things up with a wonderful guy. we went out a few times and now he wont talk to me answer my calls or emails. is it possible to have someone like you I mean really like you for who you are and not for who you try to be.

Moving.. Ugh!!!
Well Tuesday I'll be movin back to Eugene... Right now I am a lil shit hole wanna be town (35 miles north of Eugene) Crawfordsville... God this place sux ass big time... Nothing to do here at all... There is one lil market and a post office... That is it for this town... Wouldn't be so bad if I had friends over here... All my friends are in Eugene & Springfield area though... So I can't freakin' wait to get back to a "real" town... A bigger one at that... No worries, I'll be online as soon as I get there Tuesday... lol Have a great one y'all!!!

Let It Be Monday
JEEZ,DON'T GET ME WRONG,I LOVE FRIDAY,SATURDAY,SUNDAY, LONG WEEKEND,JUST LET IT BE MONDAY, I DON'T THINK IT WILL BE A BAD DAY, ONLY IF I LET IT BE THAT WAY, ANTICIPATIONS I HAVE BUILT, I WANT TO SHARE WITHOUT GUILT, SEND A FRIEND SOME BEER, SPREAD A LITTLE CHEER, ANXIOUS TO GET BACK TO WORK, BEFORE I GO BESERK, LIFE GOES ON,EVEN ON MONDAY.

U.s. Didn’t Accept Most Foreign Katrina Aid
U.S. didn’t accept most foreign Katrina aid Some donations spoiled, while millions still haven’t been collected or spent http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/18341744/ By John Solomon and Spencer S. Hsu As the winds and water of Hurricane Katrina were receding, presidential confidante Karen Hughes sent a cable from her State Department office to U.S. ambassadors worldwide. Titled "Echo-Chamber Message" -- a public relations term for talking points designed to be repeated again and again -- the Sept. 7, 2005, directive was unmistakable: Assure the scores of countries that had pledged or donated aid at the height of the disaster that their largesse had provided Americans "practical help and moral support" and "highlight the concrete benefits hurricane victims are receiving." Many of the U.S. diplomats who received the message, however, were beginning to witness a more embarrassing reality. They knew the U.S. government was turning down many allies' offers of manpower, supplies

A Special Friend....forever
True friends are forever..forever is eternity. A true friend is someone you can lean on, When you are having a bad day. A true friend is someone who smiles, And tells you that everything will be ok. A true friend is someone who is honest, Someone you can trust. A true friend will never leave you, Even when you feel alone. A true friend is God sent, An angel in disguise. A true friend will always love you, Forever....Eternity done by christine

The Fire Fighter
More than a dashing, colorful name. Greater than a victor attacking high walls of flame. A winner among men in defiance of fear; bravely greeting hazards and defeating them far and near. How do we thank him for supressing fear and fire? For joining other heroes in confronting death for hire? Mere praise is insufficient to reward his deeds of daring. And poems don't pay him for infernos often searing. The fire fighter saves in the hell of smoke and fire. His safety must be increased and his pay rise higher and higher. done by christine

Tomorrow's Dream
I wake in a shadow of who i was My eyes look to the black sun rising in the east Feelings drum inside strive to be freed An age old curse corrupts my soul Trapping me in this tainted shell A black heart no mind No heart no soul I am but a shell cold and empty I walk through this concrete desert All hope is gone there is no future Dreamers no more Just lost souls tainted and truly abandoned No gods to watch over us No devils left below to torment My mind screams out memories Memories such terrifying memories Flesh burning the smell the taste Children's screams crying for there mothers We were all forsaken Left to fate Our future was already penned They were meant to die The guilty The innocent In the end we were all the same One world one people Turning on each other again Our carnal needs once again needing to be filled The lustful need for death and blood Screaming from our pores Kill kill kill kill Hunger for the

Pet's From Neptune. (yay!)
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?

What Causes Autism?
Scientists aren’t certain what causes autism, but it’s likely that both genetics and environment play a role. Researchers have identified a number of genes associated with the disorder. Studies of people with autism have found irregularities in several regions of the brain. Other studies suggest that people with autism have abnormal levels of serotonin or other neurotransmitters in the brain. These abnormalities suggest that autism could result from the disruption of normal brain development early in fetal development caused by defects in genes that control brain growth and that regulate how neurons communicate with each other. While these findings are intriguing, they are preliminary and require further study. The theory that parental practices are responsible for autism has now been disproved.

New Song Needs The Polish Put On It But It Is Not Bad
I can’t help the way I feel All I know is this is real I keep thinking of you There nothing else I want to do Thoughts of you and your smile I day dream all the while I think about you And wonder if you think about me too How I long to taste your kiss Moments of unending bliss I think about you And want to us to love forever true Holding close all night long Feel our passion grow so strong When I think about you You’re the reason everything feels new Miracle of our love You’re my angel from above I think about you And I know no other soul will ever do By R. Thomas Dinsmore I think I will have more to do on this

Conversation
damn somebody tlk 2 me i'm bored and all alone sittin here with nobody 2 tlk 2 come on now something this sexy shouldnt be alone or not tlkin 2 somebody lmao i'm just playin yall but really i want somebody 2 tlk 2 so surely somebody can help me out with a friendly convo i wont bite i promise

Please Read
okay this might offend or even i may lose some friends i dont really give a rats ass anymore. im getting tired of people complaining about not reposting bullitins because they think the reason they dont because theyr disabled. well listen carefully it took me 4 or 5 months after being on here to tell alot of my friends im phyically challange even when they didnt no i was they seldom reposted some of these bullitins r not worth the 10 bucks i remenber when it didnt cost anything so i dont repost alot and if i post something i could care a less if its gets reposted it your bucks your spending i come here to vist and meet new people i dont care if your disabled or not because i choose my friends carefully i respect if they dont want to add me i wont feel sorry for not reposting now i feel better go ahead a bitch i dont care and yes im sotrta in a bad mood im having a real bad nite so ill close if i lose friends thats okay

Ladies Should Read This
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been

I'm Alive....
so some of you are wondering where I have been.....well I'm working two jobs I have been helping with my little girls pre school....I have been so busy but hey now you know i didnt fall of the face of the earth and I'm still alive so thats good right???? anyway my 6 year old broke her arm yesterday It's pretty bad so I am gonna be taking care of her for a while ifI'm not on ever thats why well the 2 job thing doesnt give me much spare time either but hey you all know I miss you well some of you I miss...ahhahhahh...jp.....anyway take care ttys....love me

About Time ......
Finaly people want me...errr my photographic eye anyway.I just hope I don't screw up. Four families want me to take pictures, one person wants me to do macro photography that they want to influance the decor of the residence. and much more..... oh well time to practice or.........

It Doesn't Get Easier...
Caring and loving people never gets easier, no matter how old you are. The feeling of being willing to jump in front of a bullet for someone. The horrible way your stomach twists and make you want to puke. It doesn't even matter how long they have been in your life. If you love someone, you love someone. It doesn't matter if you have loved them five minutes or fifty years. It is insane and intense and it turns me into a sappy, tear-filled little bitch. What the fuck?! Why is it possible for people to have this kind of power on your emotions? I was doing really good at being dark and brutal and full of hate. Then you meet new people and they turn your idea of shit around. BLAST YOU FUCKERS! I have a lot of shit I need to think about!

Cute!!
If you want someone who will bring you the paper without first tearing it apart to remove the sports section..... Then buy a dog. If you want someone willing to make a fool of himself simply over the joy of seeing you .... Then buy a dog. If you want someone who will eat whatever you put in front of him and never says its not quite as good as his mother made it .... Then buy a dog. If you want someone always willing to go out, at any hour, for as long and wherever you want ..... Then buy a dog. If you want someone who will never touch the remote, doesn't care about football, and can sit next to you as you watch romantic movies... Then buy a dog. If you want someone who is content to get up on your bed just to warm your feet and whom you can push off if he snores.... Then buy a dog.

May Day
The sky is as gray as the walls within the dungeon. Raindrops slide along the the edge of the roof and fall into fresh tilled soil. A request is received. She has been a naughty girl. Her request to be punished will be considered. She stand dressed in her collar. Leather on each wrist and anke. The table is set; a suede flogger, a leather paddle, a penrose wheel, two dozen close pins, and a cat-0-nine tails. Yes, it is time.

Hi Its Me Again
hi i was just wondering if any of you that are on my friends family and fans out there that i have not rated your pics or you stash please let me know so that way i can rate them for you cause i know you guys have rated my pics and stash

Photographers Needed
*!!!ATTN: HELP WANTED!!!* PHOTOGRAPHERS NEEDED Ezra and I need help from photographers who are interested in filming some kinky fetish/BDSM/crossdressing "art" pf Ezra and I. Understand our website is very new and we can not afford to pay you for your services. Also we would need to retain copywrite of all work produced, however full credit would be given to you and you would of course be allowed to use images for your own portfollio porposes, to at least a certain extent.

Lessons In Love (lords Of Acid)
Here's a few ideas of what can be done to enjoy your sexlife even more Kiss that body Suck that body Feel that body Touch that body Move that body Feel that body Love that body Eat that body Caress that body Kiss that body Suck that body Lick that body Touch that body

Playing With My "big Girls" Cause I Am Bored!
This may sound wierd to some of you, but, I have large rubberbands around my big titties. About four of them, contemplating on putting more on. Not individually as that would promote blood restriction to quickly. I keep the nipples stimulated which makes the titties grow and rubberbands tighten slightly! I have bent over my dresser where nipples will be stimulated by the edge of the dresser. I rock back and fourth like I am being fucked from behind and my nipples are 'flicked' by the edge. Feeeeels goooood! Tried tieing off my nipples but could not 'catch' them! Having the bands around my titties make them jiggle and bounce more whenever I move! The bands cannot be seen so I took the trash out and checked the mail!!Hehehe!! All because I am bored..so I use my titties as as source of intertainment! And...it is fun!!!! I also heard long time ago, the more tits are played with, the more they will grow and stay big. Has anyone heard of this??? Let me know!! I want

Speak Of Women & Be Politically Correct
1. She is not a BABE or a CHICK - She is a BREASTED CITIZEN. 2. She is not EASY - She is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE. 3. She is not DUMB - She is a DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. 4. She has not BEEN AROUND - She is A PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION. 5. She is not an AIRHEAD - She is REALITY IMPAIRED. 6. She does not get DRUNK or TIPSY - She gets CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED. 7. She is not HORNY - She is SEXUALLY FOCUSED. 8. She does not have BREAST IMPLANTS - She is MEDICALLY ENHANCED. 9. She does not NAG YOU - She becomes VERBALLY REPETITIVE. 10. She is not a SLUT - She is SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED. 11. She does not have PREMIER LEAGUE HOOTERS - She is PECTORALLY SUPERIOR. 12. She is not a TWO-BIT SLAPPER - She is a LOW COST SERVICE PROVIDER.

To All My Ct Goth Metal Sisters... Watch Out For This Sick Idiot! Thanks Andrea!!
THIS ASS FUCK IS SWEET AT FIRST THEN GOES PSYCHO ON YOU WHEN YOU DON'T MESSAGE HIM RIGHT AWAY HE HAS MY YAHOO AND STARTED SPAMMING THE HELL OUT OF ME SO WATCH HIM erkan@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '¢¾ Andrea ¢¾' on '2007-05-02 13:20:00')

Sexuality And Spirituality
In the East Sexuality and Spirituality exist as two complimentary forces. By applying sexual energy to spiritual practice and spiritual insight to sexual activity, both are enhanced. In the West the two have traditionally been pushed apart and seen as opposing forces. But in the English language there exist subtle clues which indicate a closer relationship between Sex and Spirituality than the local minister may like to admit. The word "sacrum", the seat of the body's sexuality, is derived from the same root as "sacred." Similarly, with "testicle" the words "testify", "testimony" and "testament" are all from the same root. The ancient Hebrews swore an oath by placing their hands in front of their testicles (Genesis 24:1-9). Celibacy has been rather misguidedly advocated as a means to attain spiritual potency in some circles, but this may originally have stemmed from the sound recognition among sages that semen retention is very important to retain vitality among males an

For A Trophy Sent To A Person Of Your Choice Right Now.anonymously
diamond gems@ CherryTAPwon another copy of ct for dummies (not imaginary) for her guess of the good ol u.s of a what weighs more a ton of feathers or a ton of bricks

When He Wont Sighn The Papers
honestly why dont men grow up and except when there women have had enough? I havent even slept in the same bed with him in 2 years.So why wont he let me go Ive had enough im ready to snap lord help him if i do that comment if you got some advice i just want to kill him right now

Pregnancy
The joys of being pregnant is like a roller coater ride. I told myself that I would NOT give in to buying maternity clothes. Well what do you know, I did. I feel like a lil fat kid who has to wear jeans with the elastic waist band...lmao...the clothes are nice and comfy but everyday when I go to get dressed thats the first thing that pops in my head and then the OMG. I look at all my jeans hanging in my closet and then I look to the ones that I have now and it just feels like someone ran off with my last smarty...lol...wow its a lil sad but I make a joke out of it and it brings a smile to my face. Although I have a few months to go I am getting very excited to get my waist line back and a smaller ..umm...well I just want my regular chest size back 2 lol...and not to mention the baby..yup I got a few things already now Im just waiting patiently to meet this lil person that keeps doing the red river jigg inside of me lol. I forgot how being pregnant has its ups and downs but hey Im enjoy

Moon
i had a horrible day at work and im fucking beat i had a headache and to top it off i had a screamer 30 fucking minutes of this kid crying and it echoed through the whole building it sucked anyways on my way home right before i hit the off ramp i saw the moon ...big beautiful moon.. its awsome ...and then i woundered how many people at that very second were looking at it noticing how beatiful it was ... soo beautiful it makes you sad ... i miss you

Top 10: First Date Faux Pas
Women are harsh critics, and being critical is exactly what we do on a first date. We’re analyzing your clothing, your table manners, what you say, and what you don’t say. If you want to pass the test (and advance to date number two), be sure not to commit any of these top 10 first date crimes. Number 1 Being a knight in shining armor You pick up your date and hand her a dozen red roses. “Your chariot awaits,” you say as you race ahead to get the car door for her… the first of many doors. In your world, chivalry is not dead -- it’s very much alive and requires you to open every single door for her. Well, I hate to shatter your Prince Charming dreams, but women don’t expect you to be a doorman. In fact, this can be downright annoying. Of course, we don’t want a heathen who shovels food into his mouth, talks with his mouth full and keeps his elbows on the table either. That’s just plain rude (and a major turnoff). What we do want is something in between: not a knight in shining ar

10 Top Lies Men Tell Women
Considering we've already figured out the lies that women tell (my other blog), I've decided that it's time for a rebuttal. After all, we aren't saints by any means -- we certainly tend to twist the truth in order to protect our women, make them happy and place our own hides in a better light. Sometimes, one might say, lying is necessary , but other times, we might be better off just admitting the truth. You can try to justify your lies by convincing yourself that you're simply optimizing your truth management skills, but at the end of the day, you know deep down inside that you've been keeping the truth neatly tucked away. Here are 10 of the many lies men opt to tell. Number 1 No, you don't look fat The following situation is familiar to most guys in relationships: You and your girlfriend are preparing for a night out and, as you wait for her to finish up, she comes out of the bedroom and asks, "Do I look fat in this?" The best answer I have come up with is, "No, of course yo

Here's What's Happening . . .
Okay, I haven't updated in a while, so here's the deal -- We are in Canada. We'll probably be here for, at the very least, a year. The reason being is this: In order for us to get our Permanent Residency (easier than applying for Canadian citizenship right now, that will come later), I have to be 'sponsored' as a Common Law Partner. And in order for the friend we're staying with to do that, I have to be living here a year. And since we're in a trio, now (yes, you read that right: me, my gf, and the friend we're staying with in Canada are now a trio), our friend shouldn't have too much trouble sponsoring me as a Common Law. So, our goal is to be here 6 months as a visitor, then extend our stay for another 6 months. My gf (the one I came here from the states with, not the gf we're staying with, lol) is gonna be working with my gf (the one we're staying with, rofl) in a small business. So, there ya go. What sucks the most is that since I'm here as a visitor, I can't work. I have

Home... And Yet Still Busy Lol
HEY EVERYONE IM HOME.... BUT BOUGHT A NEW HOUSE AND AM FIXING IT UP OK OK AARON IS DOING MOST OF THE WORK BUT IM PULLING UP BASE BOARDS AND HELPING SO BUSY BUSY NOT SO MUCH FUN ON HERE LATELY WAS IN VEGAS AND BUSY AND NOW IM HOME AND BUSY..SO FORGIVE ME FOR NOT BEING HERE TOTALLY IM ON AND OFF IN SUCH A SHORT TIME I PROMISE ILL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN AND TO BE FUN AGAIN SMOOCHES TO YOU ALL AND I DO MISS CHATTING WITH YOU MUAHHHS RAYLYNN

Photo Stealer.
Danny@ CherryTAP This man stole my photos and put it his folder called my collection of neat pics... I have blocked him now.. but I do not see why he should get credit for taking photos I took myself.. silly man.

Just Dont Understand
It just makes me wonder...I know that sometime ago ive probably reflected upon this and probably shared this with some of my family and friends on CT. I thank you all for being there for me. But theres just one thing which i dont quite understand i and i dont think that i will ever understand... Last week, i was planning to meet up with a friend of mine to have a chat and just to get to know each other a bit more. That was fine by me and considering he only lived about 30mins away from me. we arranged everything and we decdied on a place to meet up. So the next day i had lectures that morning and after that i went to the place where we said we would meet....Waited....and waited till i finally couldnt be bothered waiting anymore. I was really annoyed that the fact he didnt call me to say that he couldnt make it or at least something. I even text and called him but he had his phone swtiched off. I mean what kind of impression do you make of that? Eventually i had to go back as

Interesting Study
>>> Interesting study : >>> >>> A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry revealed that the >>> kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on >>> where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, >>> she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if >>> she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a >>> man with tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is >>> on fire. No further studies are expected.

*&%(#)%*1
So I took a really hard test for the 911 call receiver job and they still haven't let me know if I passed, failed or whatever... They said they would call by now or I would have gotten a letter in the mail by now. Maybe it's in the mailbox. But I'm too afraid to look. Shitty.. Tomorrow is Cinco de Mayo. I remember last year's Cinco de Mayo. I stayed sober and drove people around and went and saw my friend Ryan DJ at the hottest club in Waikiki and got in free. Pays to know ppl... Anyway I'm bored and I don't go to work until 4 and now this: 1. Story behind your MySpace song? I don't have one on the lost cherry but I do have "umbrella" by rihanna on my myspace because I LOVE that song. If you have it, let me know so you can email it to me! 2. What's bothering you right now? My right ear. It itches. And I am kind of getting over a cold/ear inection. 3. Where do you live? Tacompton, WA (Tacoma/Lakewood) DESCRIBE YOUR: 4. Wallet? a real Louis Vuitton bough

My Love Awaits
Driving home from work tonight, my thoughts are on a hot shower and my warm bed. As I pull into the driveway, I see your car parked there and know that I won't get either one for a while. As I start up the walk, you open the door and smile at me, watching me as I stroll towards you. I step to you and you put your arms around me, kissing my soft lips as you welcome me home. As I turn to take off my coat, you push me against the door, slamming it on the outside world. My arms pinned by my coat, all I can do is moan your name as your lips and hands assault my senses. I finally struggle out of my coat, my hands moving up to gently grasp the back of your head as you gently nip my neck with your teeth. All I can do is lean back and let you have control of my senses, my body, and my soul. They are all yours for the taking as you rip my shirt open, buttons flying, exposing my breasts encased in a black satin bra. You lift your head and smile at me, letting me see the evil thoughts runnin

The Cat And The Rooster
if i had a rooster and you had a cat the cat ate the feet off of my rooster what would you have? two feet of my cock in your pussy yea i know its a guy thing thats why its marked nsfw lol

If You Have Hazel Eyes......
[H][A][Z][E][L] [E][Y][E][S] People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be

Taps
Why "TAPS" is played.. If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every North American should know.. Until I read this: We in the North America have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe waswith his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia.The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field.Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his sto

Dark Oblivion
Dark Oblivion ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Loneliness beckons in the hours of night I hear the siren call and feel her Seeping into my being I welcome her this night While infidelities scream Through my head Washing away all thoughts Hopes Dreams Wishes So I can just be Empty Emotionless Nothing can bring harm this night To my aching soul Relieved for once Of the screaming echoing through Deaf ears Leaving nothing but silence And the lonesome security Of dark oblivion ~Amy~

One Night Stand?
I am sitting here having a drink when you walk into the bar. I come to this spot regularly, just to have a couple drinks and relax. I'm not here looking for anyone or anything. I do get lonely once in a while, but I'm not looking for a one night stand and I believe that is all you will find in a place like this. You sit down beside me and we politely smile at one another. My attention is focused on the papers in front of me. I printed some stuff off the Internet just before I left the house. Some great recipes I found while surfing the web. I've been giving it my all to try to broaden my culinary experience. I am a great cook, but have only a few specialties and I'm a very picky eater. All of a sudden I can feel your hot breath on my neck. It startles me. I quickly look over and you're right there. Our noses are almost touching. Your eyes are so beautiful. I'm stunned by the electricity we share. You lean back and apologize. You tell me that you noticed the recipes and thought yo

Tomb Raider Obsession? Definitely!
Some of my online friends have asked me many times what my obsession with Tomb Raider and Lara Croft stems from? So I will try to explain. I have always admired women of great strength and courage and if you were to look through my DVD collection here you would title like UltrViolet, Aeonflux, Bloodrayne and Elektra just to name a few and of course last but in no way least is Tomb Raider. My fascination with Lara first started when I purchased my first Sony playstation and while purchasing games was fascinated by the lycra and leather clad game heroine who sported not one but 2 pistols. Upon playing the original game I was instantly hooked. Throught Lara I can travel to far and exotic places, explore ancient ruins and face untold dangers, unlock long forgotten puzzles of mystic and even set things right that have been wrong for many years. Everything fascinates me about her, the game play, the haunting melodies of the game music and the wonderfully rendered cut scene between the gam

Lol This Is Funny Naughty Application!!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BO

Not Much Going On
Hey. I didn't do much today. I went to lunch at Red Robin with my parents. I went to raget and got soap, deoderant, and a hairdryer. The checkoutstand girl was pretty cute. I went to my parents house after that to help them do something with a dead tree that was chopped up and cut down and stuff. But their trailer was full, and so there was nothing relaly to do with it at the time. So I went home. I cleaned up the kitchen some more from the party, and ate the last of the sausage and potatos I made the other day. I still have a chicken I need to cook soon. I was going to do that today, but them my mom callled asking if I wanted to meet them for lunch. Free food, is better than me cooking food. I may cut the chicken up tonight,and then cook it somehow tomarrow. It's a pain to cook with the kitchen a mess though. That is partly why I have waited so long before dealing with it. Maybe I'll just put it in the crockpot and let it cook all day or something. Yesterday was the graduat

Cinco De Mayo
Cinco De Mayo was one of the best day/nights I've had ever. My bro, sis and best friend went out to my favorite restaurant that was having this Mexican fiesta. The deal was for $20 it was all you can eat/drink (including booze) all day until midnight. The food was great and everyone else had margaritas, there was good live music and there were a lot of pretty ladies out. My bro and sis left after about an hour to do something else they had planned so me and Mike stayed and rocked out, there was tequila and friendly people everywhere. It felt great to be out and getting hit on by various ladies, it was a boost to the ol' self confidence. I hope to be going out a lot more in the coming weeks. This song was one of the ones the band was playing when I was flirting with this 1 very cute girl and got a #... plus they did a great version of it. Counting Crows- Murder of One Blue morning, Blue morning Wrapped in strands of fist and bone. Curiosity, Kitten, doesn't have to mean y

Very Interesting!!!
1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradleof civilization! 3. Noah builtthe ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah isfrom Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preachedin Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos criedout in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14.Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 15. Nebuch adnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 17. The wisemen were from Iraq. 18. Peter preachedin Iraq. 19. The "

Quote Of The Day
I think the purpose of life is to be useful, to be responsible, to be honorable, to be compassionate. It is, after all, to matter, to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you have lived at all. Leo Rosten

This Is Real Love
Sarah was a cheerleader on a team and had everything she ever wanted. Until one day... her life crashed. Mom: "Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you." Sarah: "Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!" Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: "No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving." Sarah: "Okay." Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: "Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football." Chris: "I know.." Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: "Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.." Chris: "Yeah; it's just my allergies." Sarah: "Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?" Chris: "Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be o

Toilet Talk......
Last night was the first night in a very long process of healing. As I layed on the bathroom floor curled up into a ball, praying that the room would stop spinning, I started thinking about him. I started thinking about all the things we have been through, all the mistakes I have made, and all the things he has intentionally just to hurt me. And then I thought, "Do I wanna relive my mistakes everyday for the rest of my life?" No I don't I answered outloud. Thinking now Im really losing my mind.... But it makes me feel so weak to give up on something I have held onto for so long. To go through so much and fight so hard for something to just give in. But then I thought " If he doesn't love you, you aren't really giving up on anything, theres nothing there to give up on." Why is it then that I feel its wrong to talk to other people. Why do I feel scared and nervous about talking to someone or going out with someone, and him finding out. I mean he has proved to me over and over again over

Spring Classes For Men
Spring Classes for Men @ THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Monday, May 5, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM . Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM --------------------------------------------------------- Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between

Kid Contest Updates!
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 8th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 9th Kid is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also allowed! Comments + rates = total! Want to enter send me a link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ C

Please Help Me!!!
Okay here is the real deal as Stevie does stupid stuff such as clicking on things he shouldn't have. The other day I was on a myspace / cherrytap page and clicked hide my comments... Oh that was cool so I thought but now I want them back on my page and neeed help figuring out where to go and what to click on to get them back on my page... Anyone out there know what to do pretty please with sugar on top... Oh geeze okay I'll even toss in a gallon of whip cream to sweeten it up.. Sweet Package

Wonder If Anybody Still Reads This
WELL IF YOU DO AFTER I HIT MY IDEAL WEIGHT OF 200 LBS I WILL ADD YA BACK FOR A FRIEND,GUESS SOME BODY WAS RIGHT ABOUT BEING OVER WEIGHT AND WHY I TRY TALKIN EVERYONES LEAVES,SO ONCE I HIT MY WEIGHT I WILL ADD YA BACK,I KNOW HOW EVERYTHING IS IMAGE AND IF U DONT LOOK LIKE THIS OR THAT O WELL TO BAD,ANYWAY I DID EVERYBODY A FAVOR U CAN ALL THANK ME LATER,BUT IN A FEW MONHTS LOOK ME UP ILL STILL BE HERE ,JUST TRYING TO WORK HARDER.

'perfect Woman'
Last chance to select your 'Perfect Woman' (see my 'Just for fun... Select your 'Perfect Woman' here' folder. :) Have fun! Luv Jen PS There is also a new 'Dating Ads' folder if you'd like to check that out where you select an ad to 'answer' then see who left the ad ;)

To Love Again
To feel your heart beat with happiness again. To smile for no reason. To look at someone and completely fill up with joy. To feel the touch of that special someone. After feeling pain that seems to last forever It is a wonderful thing to feel the love of someone again To know that it is real. To see it in their eyes and hear it in their voice. What a wonderful feeling. To Love again.

Romance & Relationships
Angry and frustrated at times. Feeling like the inside of me, is no longer alive. Trying to reach out and make a connection. In return, getting no love or affection. No longer wanting to go on. We've lost that special bond. The love we had is no longer there. It's to the point that I really don't care. I need some love and attention. Among other things, I just won't mention. Wanting someone to be here for me. I guess it may never be... ** Friends' Advice ** Rule #1: Be ok with anything you go through. Even if it doesn't match what you had in mind..... If you can be happy on your own, you can be happy with anything.... You don't need a man to make you feel good about yourself, you just have to believe in you....... Sorry if I am way of base for what I have said, I live by this and have found myself to be happy with it........

We're Back And Getting Better!
Just wanted to say that we're back, and we've brought some hotties with us again! If you're interested check out Wolf's new venture with his partner Denton at http://www.texascarbq.com and then come find me as I'm one of the spokesmodels and you can see alot of my friends, too! We're hoping you'll stay and play as we're whipping up the best place to find BEER, BABES and BARBECUE! Muahz Tiffany!

The Yankees And Their Drama
The Yankees know how to do drama. Roger Clemens just took the microphone from George Steinbrenner's owner's box, and announced to the fans at Yankee Stadium that he's coming back to the Yankees. They put up on the scoreboard "Roger Clemens is now a Yankee." And the crowd went nuts. This occurred right after everyone sang God Bless America during the 7th inning stretch. And credit Michael Kay for the line, "Now the Yankees have a fourth starter." Camera shots of the players in the dugout showed the entire team, including Andy Pettitte, celebrating. They all looked surprised. Kay had no knowledge either. UPDATE: Clemens should be in the rotation in early-June. According to his interview in the booth, Derek Jeter has been calling and texting him heavily for the past few weeks. But no one knew he was coming.

Hello All My Cherries
hey all my cherries how r u all this is jodie (bigbear30). just wanted to say you r all great and ty for all the ratings, i will be a psycho cherry thanks to all my friends and fans so feel free to come check me out, got some good pics.

How To Poop At Work
We've all been there but don't like to admit it. As much as we try to connvince ourselves otherwise, the WORKPOOP is inevitable. For those who hate pooping at work, following is the Survival Guide for taking a dump at work. CROP DUSTING: When farting, you walk briskly around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. FLY BY: This is the act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. ESCAPEE: This is a fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a poop in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden

The Law Of The Power
1. The power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control any other being or creature. But, if the need arises, the Power shall be used to protect your life or the lives of others. 2. The Power is used only as the need dictates. 3. The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. 4. It is unwise to accept money for the use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not as those of other religions. 5. Use not the Power for prideful gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and magick. 6. Ever remember that the Power is a sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should Never be misused or abused in any way. 7. And this is the Law of the Power.

New Home !
As of June 1,2007 my husband and I will be starting a new and wonderful chapter in our lives. You see, we found this beautiful 3 bedroom house in a great neighborhood. (I posted pictures on my site.) It has old time charm with modern conveniences. CENTRAL AIR, FIREPLACE, LAUNDRY CHUTE, 2 CAR GARAGE, IN-GROUND POOL, HUGE DECK ON THE BACK, WHIRLPOOL TUB, WALK-IN CLOSETS, GARBAGE DISPOSAL, FORCED AIR HEAT, CEILING FANS, WOODS IN THE BACK, QUIET STREET, HARDWOOD FLOORS, SUNROOM OFF OF THE KITCHEN, STAINED GLASS WINDOWS, SECURITY SYSTEM and many more features. It has a HUGE backyard that meets up with the GAMBLE property of the PROCTOR AND GAMBLE CO. The electric bills will be 3 times less than what we have been paying especially when we had more people in the house. My mom will be going with us and she is also excited. We can't wait to have our first pool party ! We are already planning out our christmas and where the tree will go. I now have a place to hang stockings!!!!!!! My husband

Tokyo Rose
The other night we watched a movie called, "Flags of our Fathers." During the movie, I pointed out the radio broadcast of "Tokyo Rose." She had the best music on her station. During World War II; the Japanese developed a way to demoralize the American forces. Psychological warfare experts developed a message they felt would work. They gave the script to their famous broadcaster "Tokyo Rose" and every day she would broadcast this same message packaged in different ways. The Japanese hoped it would have a negative impact on American GI's morale. What was that demoralizing message? It had three main points: 1. Your President is lying to you. 2. This war is illegal. 3. You cannot win the war. Does this sound familiar today? It is because we are being bombarded by Tokyo Hillary, Tokyo Harry, Tokyo Teddy, Tokyo Nancy, , etc., and they have picked up the same message and are broadcasting it on Tokyo CNN, Tokyo ABC, Tokyo CBS, Tokyo NBC, etc., to our troops. Th

Just A Thought
Found ththe following quote on this blog http://www.cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=36823&pid=196799 and commented on it. ........... "The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn." - David L. Russell ............ ~Wikkid's Wisdom~ Not so. There are two truths in life that will solve all your problems. Love Is The Only Truth...and...The World Is Your Mirror. All human emotions derive from either love or fear. Love is a natural capacity that we are all born with. The only fears we are born with is the fear of falling and the fear of loud noises. When you come from love you can never be wrong, you cannot be proven wrong and you cannot be argued with. (Read my blog "Letter to Christians and All Humanity" for a profound demonstration) When you realize that those who do not come from love are coming from fear, not only does it help you understand them and yourself better, but it allows you do have more compassion for them and yourself.

5-9/07 Astrology
Think of your home as base camp -- a safe place to come back to so you can refuel for further expeditions. Right now, the stars encourage exploration and initiation. So get out there and give it all you've got.

Help Me Win Please!! New Contest
PLEASE HELP COMMENT BOMB ME IN THIS CONTEST!! Help Me Godfather Contest 1st - 1 week blast 2nd - 3 day blast 3rd - Yacht 4th - Porsche 5th - Corvette No drama! No cheating! (no freshmeat accounts commenting & no accounts created specifically for bombing) No down rating! Contest begins Monday, May 7 2007 @ 12pm Contest ends Wednesday, May 16 2007 @ 9pm This is in Pacific Standard Time (PST, West Coast, California) click this pic!!

Getting Hit On At Work Lol
so i got dressed after work into my black dress the a line one heheh and i walk out and here someone say hey hey and i continue walking and then this guy comes out of the gym and islooking for me and it was funny he asked how i was and why he never sees me at the gym and then he was like you have nice legs hahahah it was soo funny and sorry but im like janet .. i dont like men with too many muscles hahahah

Safty First
STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlem

Strongest Words In The Dictionary....
I am made up of many colors, I have many forms, I am love, I am compassion, I am understanding, I am hope when there is none to be seen. I am the touch when none is felt. I wipe the tears from your eyes, I hold thy tender heart in love's care. I am a close watcher of you. But perhaps this is not understood. Perhaps it is not time for you to know or understand. Faith - that the answer will come, That you will be shown when the timing is His. Trust - that you will hear His words to you when it is time. Love - know that in His greatest love, That He sees what you do not. And that He does not always need to give you the answer you seek, In the way that you seek it. And Patience - in waiting til His time had come, and understand it will be without question reasoning,rationalization, or perhaps without understanding. So, Faith, Love, Trust, and Patience, Strongest words of both our human language and our spiritual language.

Fallen War Angel
There goes another fallen angel Death is tough with fear surrounding every being Hatred fills ones soul, As one searches for revenge against the enemy No time for regret in the loneliness of such a fine gathering Salvation of hope, of peace... Is yet to be discovered. Understanding of fear, of hardships, of pain Inspires the empty light left for one last battle Of pure will to stand strong for ones country. Time is fragile Fallen angels scattered every where Inspiration to continue on the path of battle Kills yet another innocent angel Ones soul is filled with guilt As innocence is taken Battle rips away any hope Hope of salvation Oh the gathering is fine Blood lust Desire for murder Protection or invasion? Now who is the enemy? One soldiers fight to survive... Is the death of another An innocent life taken There goes another fallen angel Death to life with the sound of a gun shot

The Kiss
Chapter 9 The Kiss School resumed and Phil and I did our best to terrorize the bus. Weird smells and sounds would come from the rear where we sat and a five-seat buffer appeared, where only the heartiest of souls would sit. We decided that it was a good life. School went as well as I could ask. I maintained passing grades without actually bothering to try and I managed to keep most of the teachers off my back, except, of course, for Mrs. Erlbech, who had a personal hard-on for me. My buddy, Pat, didn’t help things much. He would set me up to do something and then sit back and laugh when she got on me. Like the time I was laying backwards, trying to get a nap in, while she was at the blackboard. Pat stood his ink pen up behind my head and, as I leaned back a little too far, I got stabbed in the back of the skull. I sat up fast and screamed. Mrs. Erlbech didn’t appreciate that and took me to the hall to discuss it. She brought with her her favorite teaching aide, the b

The Winner
THE WINNERS IN THE 7 DAYS BLAST CONTEST ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER FOR 7 DAYS BLAST IS: 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR 3 DAYS BLAST IS: 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE WINNERS THANKS YOU ALL FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEKEND HUGS AND MUCH LOVE WildCat

May 10, 2007 Omg Please Come And Help Them Out
PLEASE COME AND HAVE SOME FUN AND HELP OUT TO GREAT PEOPLE THAT NEED OUR LOVE PLEASE U GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT SO FAR AND WE ARE JUST TRYING TO WARM UP BEFORE THER BIG CONTEST SO PLEASE LETS GIT-R-DONE

A Poem I Wrote To Benji-d
Just when I thought my world was crushed, Who knew I would still feel this much? The love I have for you will never be gone. Even though you have decided you're moving on. I too am finding my way through. Ever grateful and I owe it all to you. Without pain, happiness can't exist. Yet even though you caused me pain, I can't resist. I suppose it's because I don't wanna let go. Love really is blind, now I know. Just being near you brightens my day. You're in my heart, forever you're gonna stay. Everyone has heard of unconditional love. I'll prove I meant it, there will be no one above. I'll go on living, being your best friend. I'll be happy for you, to no end. Call me when you're happy, bored or sad. I'll listen to you, give you all I have. You'll probably eventually forget about me. But when I think of good things, I'll think of you and me. Just always remember what I said to you. My love is forever and will always be true.

True Or Lie
A young woman asks her mother, "Mom, how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, surprised, answers, "Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, a man's penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dried up and the balls are there for decoration only."

What Lies There?
So what lies there ? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Below the illusion that everyone sees. So many things undone. So many things unsaid. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Darkness, Emptiness, Loneliness, Or is that more illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Light, Laughter, Lust, Or is that to part of the illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Angel, Devil, Human, Or is that also part of the illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Truth, Lies, Half/Half, Or is that to part of the illusion. So what lies there? In darkness that is me, So what lies there? Need, Honor, Trust, Or is that also a part of the illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Birth,

Accept Your Lover As They Are: Caroline Morrison
A rose may still be a rose, when called by any other name. But when a lover's soul has changed, their love is not the same. And though their heart may beat, with love that's still as true. It's just isn't quite the same, as when they loved you. But accept your lover as they are, and accept that they may change. For time itself has no bounds and souls they have no chains. So if you truely love them. Remain steady by their side. For time it is a river, and together you can dance with the tide.

Im Moving
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY - - - WOOHOO !!! MY FRIEND GOT THE HOUSE & will settle JUNE 1st, so sometime during the beginning of the month will get utilities turned on & make arrangements 2 move my stuff ....... this is just absolutely fantastic GOD IS GOOD and has answered one of my my important needs in getting a more steady place 2 stay ...... if my cash runs out b4 disabilty is approved i can still stay there without worry of bieng on the streets and catch up on my share of rent later on ..... HUGS CHUCK they simple adore cats so furrball also b safe & secure without going to a shelter

Jr Leaving Dei
hey well dont ya know jr played his cards dropped the ace and teresa e made the biggest mistake of her career, why the fuck shouldnt this kid not have interest in his father's company that he built for his children to proper after his death ??? BIG MISTAKE LADY E BIG. JR WILL GO TO RCR AND WIN A CHAMPIONSHIP IN THE NUMBER 3 CAR THAT IS MY PREDICTION

Laughing Silently...you Leave
You look at me And laugh in my face So just leave me be I need my space We were a team Two really good friends Or so it would seem We were together to the end What happened when you left my place On the day he brought you great pain Now it seems I have been replaced And the feeling nags at me, driving me insane He now comes before me Though you say its not true But obviously you dont see All the things I do You left my side to be with him And while you say you care You show differently because he fulfills your every whim And the time we had together we no longer share I have lost everything I care about I cant take the pain anymore I want to stand and shout Now I will no longer implore You have hurt me Just like everyone else So go and let me be Alone again, at last by myself Go now I dont want you here I dont want you around So you wont sit and peer go without making a sound

Spending The Friday
Thought I'd write some stuff down about my night. It was a lil hard to start off with because I don't really drive too far into Virginia much. Hanging out with a friend of mine. her daughter and her best friend were with us. Went to WalMart, bowlin, ate at Sonic... I obviously came at a bad time cause it was Friday and everyone seemed to be there. I don't handle big crowds very well cause i get claustrophobic. It started off horrible cause traffic stretched all the way to where i had to go and it was 60 some miles outside of the beltway.. DC is becoming insane..always been since the 80's.. It was going on 9PM when i finally came .. We hung out listening to Pantera, metallica, megadeath.. loves her country ..:) Her daughter got along with me surprisingly well..she's a cool kid.. Tim was pretty nutty... I get confused easy who she's talking to..me or him.. we kinda did whatever at the spur of the moment.. they are definitely building TONS of stores in that area. I was sho

Being A Mom
We are sitting at lunch one day when my daughter casually mentionsthat she and her husband are thinking of "starting a family." "We're taking a survey," she says half-joking. "Do you think I should have a baby?" "It will change your life," I say, carefully keeping my tone neutral. "I know," she says, "no more sleeping in on weekends, no more spontaneous vacations." But that is not what I meant at all. I look at my daughter, trying to decide what to tell her. I want her to know what she will never learn in childbirth classes. I want to tell her that the physical wounds of child bearing will heal, but becoming a mother will leave her with an emotional wound so raw that she will forever be vulnerable. I consider warning her that she will never again read a newspaper without asking, "What if that had been MY child?" That every plane crash, every house fire will haunt her. That when she sees pictures of starving children, she will wonder if anything could be worse than w

Too Late:frozen
So you've come to say you're very sorry. "It won't happen again - forgive me?" Time will not heal these wounds. And I'm bleeding because of you. Was everything we had just a joke? I've run out of patience, tears and hope. Love does not conquer all. And I'm screaming because of you. Too late for apologies. In the shadow of the light from a black sun. Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb. Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection? I'm freezing. Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow. Not from the north come to this glacial abode. But from your dimension cryogenic limbo. I'm freezing. I'm frozen. It's too late.

Daily Horoscope May 12
"As much as you would like to be able to, you just can't argue yourself out of having these feelings. Yes, they're not what you're used to, but just go with it. You have to go through them. There's no shortcut." Sometimes I hate these horoscopes. I was gonna wait on some of those, maybe I shouldn't... at least not too long.

I Wrote This To My Husband Before He Passed Away....
To My Husband (A Poem) My heart beats fast with each touch Never thought I could feel this much Pain, sorrow, happiness, glee All of this when you're near me Passion, trust, envy, hate True feelings toward my souls' mate. Laughter, joy, doubt, anxiety Words that describe feelings inside of me. Then again, words can't define What I feel when your heart beats with mine. Love is powerful, strong and true. Nothing you do will change my love for you. Trial and error, forgive and forget. The true nature of love is undetermined yet. My heart only beats for love that's true. Love I can only find in you. I look at you and see myself. Growing old, prospering in love's wealth.

Mothers & Mothers Days
Just wanted to take the time to tell all the wonderful mothers out there in cherrytap world. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !!! As we sit and think about the women who become mothers, we think to ourselves my god how do they do it. ?? From the time of conception we start to love and care for our child, dont matter if its a boy or girls, good at sports or a genius, all we know is its our child and we will fight to the death for its saftey.. during the birth processes we scream and cry, but all is forgotten as soon as we see our child and he/she is put into out arms, what a mircile, that smile that touch nothing could be better than this, no other child is as cute or as adorable as mine. We can't wait for the first word, first time the crawl, first steps, and the best first is when they look at you and tell you they love you !! There is no manual on how to be a mom we wing it , We learn new things every day, we have to be doctor, friend, teacher, and f

Moms Day Off Or Just Another Day?
i am going thew a bad brack up after 10 years we have two kids together 4 and 6. in the past he would tack the girls and let me sleepin but now well..... i am finding it hard to ajust to a alot of the lettle changes and i thought it would be the kids haveing this problem.... so now that its supost to be my day what do i do when i have noone to do it with?

Crime Area Map
Crime Area Map I wanted to share a website with you, which is a good idea to visit. It is www.familywatchdog.us. When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house and red, blue, green, dots surrounding your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. I was really shocked at how many of these people were in my neighborhood. The best thing is that you can show your children pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. Another tool to help us keep our kids safe.

1st Step In Apt Hunting
After receving all the advice I needed to get started in apt hunting, I realized that I needed to choose which cities & towns to begin my search, which sites to do my search & what time of day would be good; I then got my stuff together, looked all through it, then circled which cities & towns I knew I wouldn't be able to explore. I also took others suggestions on which cities & towns to avoid & why; I also took a look at all the advice & decided to take as many of them I can, into consideration. I then began my search for apts & did them on my days off & before I went to certain boards or any other sites. After choosing which sites I'd use in my search (rentnet.com,craigslist.org, forrent.com, rent.com), which cities to search for an apt in (Seattle, Spokane, Tahcoma, WA; Portland, Salem, OR; Las Vegas, NV, Cameron Park, Placerville, CA; Reno, NV, Atlanta, GA; Minneappolis, St Paul, MN; Denver, CO; Dallas, Houston, TX) & in my price range, I began my search for apts, writing down t

Friend Survey Get To Know Ya
Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The Fun! Hit Forward, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...And Send It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers, The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot Of Little Known Facts A bout Those You Know. Remember To Send It Back! 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yeah, a non-existant cat lol.. Kimberly was the only name the old lady next door didnt use for one of her old cats.. lol.. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? the day I had to have bonez put to sleep but this wknd was rough and almost squawled more than once over silly shit 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING sometimes.. it's good when i havent written all night at work but then it turns to shit looks like a DR's signature after 8 hrs of charting lol 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? cajun roast beef or a close 2nd is turkey 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? three: thing one thing two and

Daily Horoscope May 15
"Emotions could be very intense right now. Resolve not to take anything at face value. Simply observe what's going on, and make some notes. You can come to conclusions later, when you're better able to process what happened." Pfft.

Hotornot Emailed Me Hahaha
BWAHAHAHA!!! So HotOrNot.com (Jim & James) emails me telling me that, after all these years, it's finally free. You know what's funnier? I got that email because I *was* a member, like, in 1927. BWAHAHAHA!!! This comes at a very interesting time...*aside* from the Time of Free Websites Like Myspace®. I think HotOrNot and other used-to-be pay sites are feeling the standard set by MySpace that humans can interact, flirt, e-bang as much as they want for free and the recompense is manifested by spam in my email. le yay. Strangely...I think I'll give it a RE-shot. This comes at an even *more* ironic time, as I have just "graduated" a website home of FIVE YEARS I was extremely active in...and, let's face it - myspace certainly doesn't cut it for instant gratificative website fun. So *most* of my active e-life has been removed and soon-to-be replaced, I suppose. If you have any suggestions of WORTHWHILE forum and thread-oriented place (that also has a nice mix of flirtati

5-15-2007
Today, I am just not feeling right. I think that loneliness is setting in. I had a party at my house last weekend for mother's day, my brother showed up with his wife, and brought a friend that in turn brought his girlfriend and we were discussing camping and how they were invited to camp if they wanted to. How out of place would I feel being the only one out there camping by myself when everyone else had someone?...At being almost 36 years old, you think that I would be over these feelings by now...I mean heck I have been single for a long time...but, I guess those feelings never go away do they...kinda sucks big time.

My Humane Society Work Pays Off
Dear Ms. Mckay: Thank you for contacting me about legislation to prohibit horse slaughter. I am pleased to hear of your support for my work in Nevada. As a long-time advocate for animal protection, I understand your concerns regarding the treatment of horses. You will be pleased to know that on April 26, 2007, the House of Representatives passed legislation to prohibit the commercial sale and slaughter of wild free-roaming horses and burros (H.R. 249). This Senate has received this bill and it has been referred to the Committee on Energy and Natural Resources. In addition to H.R. 249, Senator Mary Landrieu (D-LA) and Representative Janice Schakowsky (D-IL) have also introduced legislation to effectively ban slaughtering horses for human consumption in the United States (S. 311 in the Senate and H.R. 503 in the House). This bill would prohibit shipping, transporting, moving, delivering, receiving, possessing, purchasing, selling, or donation of horses and other equines to be

Best Pet Cat Giveaway
Show off your pussy and win a mansion! Whoever gets the most comments by Friday, 3 PM EST will win the million dollar Mansion. Every entry will win a prize. A big pimpin prize! You must be in the picture with your cat. Yes, it's a pet cat contest! :) There will be 8 entries maximum, so hurry up and enter. Niah ~Official Fallouts~@ CherryTAP

Survey From Faith
Well here are 55 I guarantee you've never answered. 1. Describe your ex in one word? No 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? Any that don't leave little ink globs on the paper, or smear when I'm writing. 3. Did you know that May 16th is National Piercing Day? I didn't until now! 4. What does the 4th text in your inbox say? No text, no inbox. 5. What was the last thing you highlighted? The pronouns in my son's work book. 6. What color are your bedroom curtains? Cream and they're venetian blinds. 7. What color are the seats in your car? Gray in the Monte, black and blue in the Z. 8. Have you ever had a black and white cat? Yes, my first cat ever. Snuffaluppagus. I loved my Snuffy! 9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on? A letter 10. Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming? I'm sure I do. 11. Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time? I didn't, but the last time Sean did was to pay rent. 12. Who was the last baby you held? I held a ba

Today I Miss You So Much-
OF ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WRONG IN LIFE- I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU BUT I DO NOT JUDGE WHAT HE DOES. HE KNOWS BEST- AND THIS WORLD REALLY DOES NEED TO SHAPE UP BEFORE ANYMORE BABIES ARE BORN- KEITH - MOMMY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO BAD- I WONDER DAILY HOWE YOU WOULD BE AND WHO YOUR FAVORITE TEAMS WOULD BE AND IF YOU WOULD BE PLAYING LITTLE LEAGUE BALL IN SCHOOL- I ALSO CAN LOOK AT THE 4 I HAVE HERE AND KNOW YOU WOULD BE ADORABLE TOO- JUST LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS. I MISS YOU BABYBOY- YOUR MOMMY'S LIL ANGEL IN HEAVEN. THIS IS MY BABY BOY KEITH ALLEN- BORN 11-21-99- PASSED AWAY 11-21-99. MOMMY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ANGEL IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS AND WE ALL WILL MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN.

Irish Medical Dictionary
IRISH MEDICAL DICTIONARY Artery......................... The study of paintings Bacteria....................... Back door to cafeteria Barium......................... What doctors do when patients die Benign......................... What you be, after you be eight Caesarean Section.............. A neighbourhood in Rome Catscan........................ Searching for Kitty Cauterize...................... Made eye contact with her Colic.......................... A sheep dog Coma........................... A punctuation mark Dilate......................... To live long Enema.......................... Not a friend Fester......................... Quicker than someone else Fibula......................... A small lie Impotent....................... Distinguished, well known LabourPain..................... Getting hurt at work Medical Staff.................. A Doctor's cane Morbid......................... A higher offer Nitrates............

Down Raters Must Pay
I am tired of people down rating me, I dont care if they do it if they have a reason for the way I look or my page, but they down rate me for no reason and it pisses me off. I would like to minimize all of it by blocking them and down rating me. Please keep this list up and update it with others that have been down rating you to stop the hateful attacks. here is just one of few http://www.cherrytap.com/user/506273

How Satisfying Is Your Relationship?
1. How well does your partner meet your needs? Poorly Average Extremely Well 1 2 3 4 5 2. In general, how satisfied are you with your relationship? Dissatisfied Average Extremely Satisfied 1 2 3 4 5 3. How good is your relationship compared to most? Poor Average Excellent 1 2 3 4 5 4. How often do you wish you hadn't gotten in this relationship? Very Often Sometimes Never 1 2 3 4 5 5. To what extent has your relationship met your original expectations? Hardly At All Average Completely 1 2 3 4 5 6. How much do you love your partner? Not Much Average Very Much 1 2 3 4 5 7. How many problems are there in your relationship? Very Many Average Very Few 1 2 3 4 5 ------------------------------------------------- Scoring Add up the numbers you circled. If your score was 7-25: Your relationship is no Cinderella story. Seventy percent or more of the population are happier in their relationships than you are.

Fog
Fog Creeping in, And rolling by. I felt the fog weigh down that night. Calmly I watched, It flowing in, Slowly let it invade my space and then, I let it spread, Over my soul, Breathing the fog, I felt the heaviness within. It came so slow, I never noticed when it fully took over. 5/16/07

I Dont Want You Anymore
i dont want you or anything you have to offer me. even if i am sick or living on the street i want no part of the life youve created. sometimes i do wish that you and i had remained what we were .. two people that met and parted saying goodbye as easily as we said hello ... in the fucking gym .. in highschool... with that asshole rapist adom parker.. my red and yellow laces were mine ..and you.. you were just some pudgy punk rock kid ..and me i was just the outspoken loner who everyone thought said everything on there mind .. but i had so many secrets.....im glad we finally parted .. what youve become is so sad and im -katherine

Bikers Help!
Bike jackets, you know the, fabric, waterproof armoured types, that you can't wash or use detergent on... How the hell do you get grass stains out of one? Daughter and moped parted company! ancient history but.... I'm staring at her jacket thinking how the hell to get it clean!! It was brand new and now as a case of gravel rash and a nice big grass stain up one side. BTW she's fine, mopeds not! but I can't afford to replace the jacket as its only cosmetic. I'm already buying her anew helmet and paying for the repairs to the ped. Need input so someone gimme a clue...

Screen Names
Please don't EVER attempt to contact me if your screen name is or resembles any of the following... Pussy Pleaser, Tongue Man, Big (insert # here) Inch, Master Bater, Sir Licks A Lot, All Night Pumper, My Face Is Your Seat, ect, ect....

At The Café Door
Something they said beside me Made me look toward the café door, And I saw that lovely body which seemed As though Eros in his mastery had fashioned it, Joyfully shaping its well formed limbs, Molding her build, Shaping her face tenderly, And leaving, with a touch of the fingers, A particular nuance on the brow, the eyes, the lips.

You Hold The Key To My Heart Baby
I Have A Locked Heart, Someone Is Holding The Key. I Will Know Who He Is When He Stands In Front Of Me. I Will Deep Look Into His Eyes, Will See That The Love is Not A Disguise. He'll Place A Sweet Passionate Kiss Upon My Lips That Will Make My Heart Do Flips. He'll Touch Me In A Way That I Can Not Describe. He'll Take The Key, Open My Heart. From That Day On, We Will Never Apart. For The One I Love With All My Heart!! Please Do Not Copy!!

Meeting Women With "personal Ads"
Meeting Women With "Personal Ads" >NOTE: Make sure you take a minute and look through all the different programs I've created to assist you in learning how to attract and meet women. You can see all of them in one handy place right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVHBZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Dave: On your audio series, you talk about getting past the fluff and "talk to that other part of the woman" How do you do that? I answer ads on the personals, and I keep thinking that my dialogue with these women is all wrong. I know you gotta be C&F, but sometimes there's not much to go on from an online profile. Here's an example from a girl that lives in my neighborhood: "I'd like to eventually settle down with someone that I can look to as a best friend and that I can laugh with. I enjoy traveling, working out, yoga, music, and dining out in NYC. I am playful and fun and have a lot to offer the right man. I believe tha

Why "nice Guys" Fail With Women
Why "Nice Guys" Fail With Women >>>NOTE: If you haven't taken a few minutes to check out all of the different programs I've put together to help you learn how to meet and date the kinds of women you've always wanted, then maybe now is a good time. Go here for the goods: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZVHLZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Hi David. I appreciate the service you provide to us single (and I'm sure some not-so-single) men out here. I am preparing to download your book as soon as I am done with this email. About a week ago at work, a girl that I have known for about a year now and I were talking about things to do in the city. She suggested that we should maybe hang out sometime, and all I said was "I don't think you could handle this " -- and boom -- she was hooked! I was totally amazed first of all that I said anything like that, and second that it really worked! Now my question: I was at a ba

Failure Pt 2
well I missed the other test I took for communications officer. maybe it just wasn't meant to be. i've kind of started smoking again because i'm so stressed out with my life and making ends meet. i don't want to go back to the hospital... i feel like i'm going back down that dark empty road again where nothing feels good. i am so sad... i hate myself somedays.. tonight i went to my friends house and watched Pan's Labrynth.... GOOOD movie... It's in spanish. Filmed in Spain... some lady called my work today to complain that the movie wasn't in English. She had rented it and demanded a refund. WTF it was MADE in Spain, by a Spanish director... doomazzz... Well I better get back to being depressed.

The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

Duhhhh. Falling Into The River?
Another one of my misadventures. I went trout fishing in the Platte river yesterday. It started sleeting hard and I was in a hurry to get out of the river and stepped into some mud. I was trying to get unstuck when my waders split in the crotch and that icy water came rushing in. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I was reaching down to get one foot out of the mud and splash!!!!!!!! In I went. Jeez! that friggin water was cold! I finally got back to the car. Lucky I always bring dry clothes with me. I stripped out there on the road and changed. That even scared a deer away. hahahahaha Oh well... the lives and tribulations of a true fisherman. hahahaha

Robber Gives Change Back
News Correspondent: Why did you rob Burn My Burgers and give them change back of $300.00? Prisoner: Heck ma’am, I wasn’t a robbin’ anybody! I been going there for 15 years and they been forgettin’ to give me my fries with every darn order. I thought it was about high time I be gettin’ my money back…and they call me a “THIEF”!!!

Early Morning Drug Raid
At 3:00 a.m. April 01, 2006 in Weedstown, MS officials surrounded a home with helicopters, and drug enforcement teams. The previous day during a fly over the DET detected abnormal amounts of thermal heat inside the home of the suspect. Newsteams were standing by for the raid and it was televised on the local news station showing over 30 officers from various cities and departments loading vehicles with over 500 marijuana plants and 20 heat lamps. The biggest bust this city had ever seen. Special Agent Duber received a call from the crime lab later that morning only to be informed that all the marijuana plants confiscated earlier that day were artificial silk plants, and that the charges would have to be dropped. When interviewed, the supsect stated "APRIL FOOLS"!!!

Update
I have uploaded some new pic's. Please feel free to leave comments and let me know what you think. If you would like to me to make u a pic please let me know. I need to know what other pic's u like I need to see some pic's of u and I need to know your favorite colors. All Juggalos and Juggalettes, If you have a favorite Psychopathic Artist or Jokers Card Please let me know I will be happy to use that. MMFWCL, SweetZ SweetZ † Sexy Angel † ~Juggalo Stalker~ *Fan Of Gir*@ CherryTAP

Cake Or Bed
A husband is at home watching a football game when his wife interrupts, “Honey, could you fix the light in the hallway? It’s been flickering for weeks now.” He looks at her and says angrily, “Fix the light now? Does it look like I have GE written on my forehead? I don’t think so.” "Fine," Then the wife asks, "Well, then, could you fix the fridge door? I won’t close right.” To which he replied, “Fix the fridge door? Does it look like I have WESTINGHOUSE written on my forehead? I don’t think so.” "Fine," she says, “Then you could at least fix the steps to the front door. They are about to break.” "I'm not a carpenter and I don’t want to fix steps. Does it look like I have ACE HARDWARE written on my forehead? I don’t think so. I have had enough. I’m going out!!!” So he goes to a bar and drinks for a couple of hours. He starts to feel guilty about how he treated his wife and decides to go home. As he walks into the house he notices that the steps are alrea

Ideas And Requests
The two pictures I have on my profile at the moment were taken in Febuary 2007. I am planning totake some new photos Monday. Now is your oppertunity to post an idea or theme you would like me to use in the pictures. It can be anything you want. Best ideas will be used. Mac xxxx