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Weak
*Weak* 2/12/2007 You’re gone now and, it hurts so badly, Should have never let myself get attached. Holding on to memories of happy times, Now I'm just brought back to the past. It’s terrible when it hurts so bad to smile you force yourself to do it anyway, Hoping someone will see your true pain and make it go away. Finding the strength to pick my shattered heart up off the ground, Cut and bleeding by the shards but not feeling the pain. The real trouble is when she cried dry tears, Then not even she can see the damage she’s causing. But you keep holding on to yourself hoping things will change, Wishing the tears welled up inside with drown you in your sorrow. Should have known id never be good enough for you to love me too.

Beleiving
The cataclysmic tale of silver spun misinterpretation And the curious asking Is it through? This ride has just begun And yet...it was ended when it started The blinded masses cannot tell the start from the finish They have it backwards and have from the get-go Shivering they huddle in rotting piles Awaiting some dim and glorious savior When that saving one Is naught but the light within themselves This is your daily wake up call The one with cold coffee too full of dregs and without sugar The one with stale donuts and crusted glaze and the slight hint of mold The one with the hot water turned off and a shower not taken in 5 days The one where bills are past due The eviction notice is hanging on the door The kids are screaming cuz they're hungry, dirty, tired, and scared This is your daily wake up call Saying life is what you make it Living is the art of dying And all you have and see... Is but a dream in the stages of creation.

To Those Who Want To Know....
I'M 32 AND AT A CROSSROAD IN MY LIFE...I QUIT MY JOB AT THE HOSPITAL AND NOW I WORK FOR A GAS STATION AT NIGHT...WOW BIG CHANGE...I WORK NIGHTS ITS NOT SO BAD REALLY..LESS MONEY BUT ITS NOT STRESSFULL...I'VE ALREADY MET ALOT OF INTERESTING PEOPLE...I NEVER HAVE A DULL MOMENT THATS FOR SURE...I HAVE MEN GIVING ME THEIR TELEPHONE NUMBERS AND ASKING ME OUT...SEE NEVER A DULL MOMENT..WE HAVE FUN....I NEEDED A CHANGE AND I LIKE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH....THEY KEEP ME GROUNDED...SO BYE FOR NOW...WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON WHAT HAPPENS NEXT..

New Tattoo Contest!
~~ Okay Tattoo contest time again ~~ I'm doing a Tattoo contest again cause those are fun! Contest opens on 2/14 thur 2/ 21 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! 2 gifts for first 3 winners.....everyone gets a prize Get your Pics in to me so i can add them in. thanks Maria Click pic to enter..... Maria Wife To Be Of ???ìk??$72 ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

You Are My Eyes
[ OUYOUNI INTA ] You are the vision I see at night The man for which I have dreamt about The person that helps me escape my plight And gives me certainty when there was only doubt You are the one who wipes away my tears Makes me laugh when I want cry Strips away all the despair and fears Gives me truth to replace the lies When I begin to run from my shear fright You protect me from those who chase me When the darkness overwhelms the light Your torch brightens the path I see I see you in everything that crosses that path Your face encompasses my every thought You soothe and comfort each invading wrath And you give me the love I have forever sought My eyes behold the wonder of all that you do I spend hours pondering what I must have done To have been worth of merely seeing you To be in your presence is like walking from a shadow and into the sun You refresh my sight Your love is so bold Filling each and every night With a passi

Tenderly
Born of grand effort With vigor oft dim Across vast expanses Along lines of whim In soft subtle shadings Of languid intrusion Life's honeyed expressions Brush shadings of notion This heart shan’t mull Fond passing ne’er spoken With struggles amended A specter unbroken Ingesting the dew Of glories renewed Roaming untainted in Pure unguent colors What mind hath espoused On knolls oft at ease Clear light of perception Yon glimpse to appease With parchment unrolled And dip of the pen A dear soul savored In tender words spoken

Marriage Jokes
Marriage - Part I Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night .whether you're here or not." (DAMN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: "Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever " "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a head

U.s. Sending Third Carrier Strike Group To Gulf. - Link - At Least One Former White House Official Contends That Some Bush Advisers Secretly Want An E
U.S. sending third carrier strike group to Gulf. - LINK - At least one former White House official contends that some Bush advisers secretly want an excuse to attack Iran. http://thinkprogress.org/2007/02/11/the-hidden-war-with-iran/

My Dreams
There's a meadow in my dreams It's more real then it seems And the air is sweet with flowers Sometimes I wish that I could be On a feather,Floating free In the dreams,I'm always dreaming Where I have'nt got a care Close my eyes and drift away To watch the willows sway I can hear the laughing brook She whisphers softly in my ear Yes theres a meadow in my dreams Where I know people I've never seen And we talk of simple things Watch the hours turn to years There are children,They run to me Bringing memories for me to see And the teardrops fall down on my face Because it all is made of dreams Someday soon I'll find a way To say to you what I have to say When I do find you the answers We'll know the dreams and in between. Jimbo/Copyright/11/31/75

Rodney Dangerfield-isms
A girl phoned me the other day and said... Come on over, there's nobody home. I went over. Nobody was home. I came from a real tough neighborhood. I put my hand in some cement and felt another hand. I could tell that my parents hated me. My bath toys were a toaster and a radio. I drink too much. The last time I gave a urine sample it had an olive in it. I found there was only one way to look thin, hang out with fat people. I get no respect. The way my luck is running, if I was a politician I would be honest. I had plenty of pimples as a kid. One day I fell asleep in the library. When I woke up, a blind man was reading my face. I have good looking kids. Thank goodness my wife cheats on me. I haven't spoken to my wife in years. I didn't want to interrupt her. I looked up my family tree and found out I was the sap. I looked up my family tree and found three dogs using it. I met the surgeon general - he offered me a cigarette. I remember the time I was k

Fuck You!!!!!
I am tired of being pushed and feeling like nothing is good enough for anyone. I am close to the edge and I am about to flip. I can’t deal with the shit in my life and everyone wants me. I am being pulled in different directions and I can’t deal with it. I want to run and hide. I want it all to end and I know that the one thing that I fight for is needing me more than anything right now and I can’t give him what he needs sometimes, cause the more that I try the less good it does, so I walk away and ponder my thoughts and wonder what to do. I have lost my mind and no one seems to care. I can hear myself screaming inside and I want to scream out loud. I want everyone to just leave me alone and live their lives and forget about me. I am not here and I don’t matter. I never have and I never will and I am ok with that. I am tired of feeling and I want to shut down again and give up, but for what???? What will that prove, but that I am weak, and can not deal with the stress around me. I

I'm Back !
ok, here it is...the modem failed...a receiver chip went out in my computer...and because i had a no - good phone service {vonage}, that didn't work half the time. Anyway...i'm just glad Life isn't perfect...if it was i'd probably be out of work...LOL... Have a Great Day/Night.

I Dont Know What To Do
i dont know what to do. i love him and i dont want to let him go. but he still has feelings for his ex, i know that he thought that she was the one but she cheeted on him and is pregnant with that guys baby. she frikin used him. it seems like ever since he found out that she was pregnant he doesnt want me as much. like he wishes that the baby was his and he was still with her. i dont know what to do. it hurts, but it always does. i dont even know what we are...... im not going to do fuck buddies not again. im not ment for that i end up caring and you cant. he doesnt want to talk to me he trusts her but i dont think he trusts me. i want to cry so much. help me

Search And Rescue Dog Day...
Good Morning and how are you today? It’s a Tuesday in February and this almost sounds like the lead in to the song “Pieces of April” Although when I first heard that song I thought it was about a serial killer. Thank god my Wheaties were secure. Has anyone heard the radio bit on SEARCH DOG FOUNDATION? Oh my gosh that radio slot is too funny. Let me see if I have it down correctly.. Now they have a dog translator to fill in all the dog barks. I believe the ditty is about a dog called Brutus or something of that nature. The bit: BARK, BARK BARK BARK, BARK (I received a call) BARK, BARK, BARK (Two kids were missing) BARK, BARK, BARK BARK, BARK BARK BARK (it was raining and getting late) BARK BARK ( I had to act fast) BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK ( I found them) BARK BARK (they were crying) BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK (We all were) Ok, I don’t do the commercial as good as Brutus the dog but the bit is funny. I think if you google the key words Search Dog Foundation

Emilia Lou
Here again tonight, alone in my dreams. All i see are the shadows of a life That used to be. A life that past so quickly A life that was brand new. My sweet, angelic baby girl Baby Emilia Lou Eyes as bright as diamonds Lips as red as a rose. Her hair was golden honey.. She had my upturned nose. I remember holding her tightly And saying can this be true? Has God really taken my angel... My precious Emilia Lou? These years have passed so quickley.. Nine years have gone on by. but everytime I think of her A tear comes to my eye. She was my special gift from God Though he took her from me too soon. God must have needed a new angel in heaven... MY DARLING EMILIA LOU.... MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Priorities
"Keep in mind that you are always saying ‘no’ to something. If it isn't to the apparent, urgent things in your life, it is probably to the most fundamental, highly important things. Even when the urgent is good, the good can keep you from your best, keep you from your unique contribution, if you let it." -- Stephen Covey "Learn how to separate the majors and the minors. A lot of people don't do well simply because they major in minor things." -- Jim Rohn "To put the world in order, we must first put the nation in order; to put the nation in order, we must put the family in order; to put the family in order, we must cultivate our personal life; and to cultivate our personal life, we must first set our hearts right." -- Confucius "It's good to have money and the things money can buy, but it's good, too, to check up once in a while and make sure that you haven't lost the things money can't buy." -- George Horace Lormier

New Tattoo Contest ....need Tattoos Please
~~ Okay Tattoo contest time again ~~ I'm doing a Tattoo contest again cause those are fun! Contest opens on 2/14 thur 2/ 21 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins! 2 gifts for first 3 winners.....everyone gets a prize Get your Pics in to me so i can add them in. thanks Maria Click pic to enter..... Maria Wife To Be Of ???ìk??$72 ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Free
Ashley Joi:] Chorus Gotta let me live, gotta let me do for me. Gotta let me learn, gotta let me finally be free Even if I'm scared and it ain't fair, Gotta make it clear this heart here will be repaired. [x2] [Ja Rule:] Follow in my foot steps and girl if you ain't scared I'm gonna be right there, I'm a be the n***a you lean on, go on, let your mind state run free Their ain't nothing but your open arms that can hold me. Like when I'm runnin, runnin hopin the world will keep up wit me, or when I'm runnin, gunnin wantin the world to stay away from me. Pray on, but your heart still wit me, ain't nothing but your open arms that can free me, You know, that I'd miss every part of your body if you were gone. How the hell can a n***g be so surrounded and feel alone and why would I be so selfish in helping stoppin your growth... I gotta let her go. [Chorus:] Gotta let me live, gotta let me do for me Gotta let me learn, gotta let me finally be free, Even if I'm scared and i

Erato Strike
It happens all the time. You read a poem. An image strikes you. There's no help for it, you have to write one too. Of definitions When ego fades to nothingness And soul hangs on the edge of something indefinable, Do you know where you are? Do you know who you are? In whispered directions In hissing of held breaths and gasps In joined climbing of a joyous peak How do you define The deed, the need, the outcome? Life worshipping life? When heart is full When speech is lost When a monsoon of sweat brings bodies to harvest in due time As hand meets hand and fingers flame caresses When the sanctity of Vedic chants infuses sweat- drenched murmurs, When kisses replace the one hundred and eight praises of divinity And heartbeats echo the tempo of temple bells As body worships body: What is prayer? What does it mean? A little death.

Opening To One Of My Stories
As the fighting continued sparks flew across the sky lighting the night, both fighters weary with fatigue as their epic battle raged on. "Even if you strike me down my victory is complete." said the White Knight. "And with my last breath, I will kill you and honor will be avenged." said the Black Knight. Both knights fighting for honor with every breath. Swords clash as bone and sinew move like a deadly symphony. Utter hatred kept these two going, hatred that god could not stop. Both began to chant, "Our life for honor, our blood for hatred, our heart for love, we will both die here my brother." As a lone woman watched the battle she wept with the breaking of her heart. That's all I wanted to put up, let me know what you think and I might start doing this on a regular basis.

Vote For Michelle
Could ask all my friends and family to help vote for Michelle in the Valentines Contest she needs all the votes she can get right now. Your help would be greatly appreciated by Michelle. Thanks Willie

Hey Check Out This Cool New Band
hey check out this new band they are awsome comment on them whatever u want but they are friends of mine so dont trash them they are on my space and i know most of u have a myspace so just give them a chance http://www.myspace.com/sagitaureo

Spreading Love
The German's overpowered their enemies with the blitzkrieg. A combination of men, tanks, airplanes and other war machines attacking at one time. Of course their blitzkreig was evil but putting it in a good light, faith, praying, positivity, love, understanding and wanting to be good can be a combination hard to beat. Even with evil knocking on the door... Coming too you with a full load, love, peace and happiness to unload. I've got to drop these bombs, cause I hate the way hate numbs. I'm not a hatefull person, even though I get to cursing, and at times my attitude worsens. Big, bang, boom, I'm going to drop some love in this room. Hey, and watchout for the peace dove, can we all keep out the demons shove? Happiness might be hard to come by, but I say, shove that bull is a pigs eye. Gigantic bomb, boom bang, the God's and angels will hear us rang. Everybody get down on your knees, lets all pray for heavens gate keys. Love, peace and happiness we all s

Walls And Walls
Thinking thoughts so dark so real Would you find them to your appeal If I told you my darkest dream Detailed out I think you'd scream If I shared but half my pain It would drive you quite insane My memories are swept aside But in my dreams I can not hide I am again the child that I once was Screaming in my head with just cause The hate, pain, and fear come back to me Did I not love you I'd let you see It is the shame of many years And even love can't dry the tears Would you have me open wounds Let them bleed beneath that moon You are not near to hold my hand When I crush a wall, who'll help me stand Some of my walls are thick and high My love some reach to the sky ..............And to breach them alone I just might die ©Dark

What I Ride! You Ask... Why?
I ride a Kawasaki Vulcan Not to dis American It's the best bike in the land That answers always to My hand I take it down the road most nights And it takes me to such great heights It never gives me trouble I could ride 'til I saw double It doesn't shake to the bone Like other bikes that some own It keeps me riding in the wind And has bequethed me many a friend It follows roads smooth, rough, or loose I wouldn't trade it for a Guzz' It's taken me from here to there In fact it takes me everywhere I do not own a car you see For it could Not set my soul free I'll ride the night winds 'til I die And scream the banshi's hellish cry The joy it gives me I did learn Is greater than any thing can return It doesn't matter What I ride It only matters how I feel inside It's like I'm trapped in a great spell and breaking it would feel like hell So I'll go ride my forgien bike if you don't like it you can take a hike ©Dark

Yeah I Know I'm Posting All The Time
Yeah I know, I'm posting all the time, but I'm home, and its ice stormish outside. I've put a chatroom in my stash that's more functional than the lounges here, if anyone wants to use it.

Untitled No 8 ?
Some people get stood up, some people get fed up. Some thoughts are broken, like emotions beyond repair. We're all someone else, we all feel, we all hurt, we all bleed, we all want and need. We can all lie, we can all be unsure, we all die. To know something is nothing even when your sure, we all want to run, to hide, to fly, to die. Words can mean it all, or nothing at all. We can all heal, or fall. Some of us do what we do, say what we say and play for today. The unbreakable,ununderstandable, the mistaken, the broken and the fake.

Happy Valentines Day !
A lie of love did pass away Left me waiting on the day When a pure soul a match to mine Would awaken me with love sublime And show me love was not a fairy tale That it was real and not for sale That all I had know of love before Was nothing compared to what was in store When a heart so true could love just me When it mattered not of the past we see When all that clouded was cast aside When there was no reason to run and hide When all I could ever dream had come true This was the gift I found in only you For love had died and passed to dust All I believed in was hardened lust For all the was love had been a lie Now thanks to you the past did die And love lives true in your angel eyes I live for the view that brings my sighs And knowing you heart and soul love me Is a joy I will live for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore The last face I see before I sleep the one that has made me hers to keep We hold and kiss and make sweet love She is my angel from heaven

Teach Me To Let Go For You Have Done It Fast
Teach me to stop caring When I think of what we were Teach me to stop crying When I see you there with her Show me how to live again When you're not here with me Show me how to fight the fact That we're not meant to be Tell me that I'll be alright And my life will be okay Without you right here by my side To hold my hand each day Let these teardrops wash away Don't let this heartbreak last... Let me let go like you did For you've forgotten me so fast

Never Say
Never say you love If you don't even care Never talk about feelings If they're not even there Never say "Hi" If you really mean good-bye Never say you're going to If you're never gonna try Never hold my hand If your going to break my heart!

Everyone Needs To Read All Of This And Have Your Children Read It Too!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees.

Hit The F........
Life begins Simply, then someone sins The ball drops, the ball rolls, the ball dies Soul eaters, whore mongers, and murderers arise All from the dregs of what societies despise No one holds on to truth anymore Those who, though, life adore Hit the floor...

Everlasting
If you could see me now If you could look into my eyes You would know I am eternally yours You would then realize I shall never love another My heart beats only for you Each beat echoing my everlasting love in all I say and do If two souls were to ever be as one 'tis your soul and 'tis mine If forever is everlasting then so is this love of mine. I know not of nevermore For what I feel is true It is desire, passion, and tenderness 'tis known as forevermore 'tis everlasting for you.

Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Chinese New Year starts with the New Moon on the first day of the new year and ends on the full moon 15 days later. The 15th day of the new year is called the Lantern Festival, which is celebrated at night with lantern displays and children carrying lanterns in a parade. The Chinese calendar is based on a combination of lunar and solar movements. The lunar cycle is about 29.5 days. In order to "catch up" with the solar calendar the Chinese insert an extra month once every few years (seven years out of a 19-yearcycle). This is the same as adding an extra day on leap year. This is why, according to the solar calendar, the Chinese New Year falls on a different date each year. New Year's Eve and New Year's Day are celebrated as a family affair, a time of reunion and thanksgiving. The celebration was traditionally highlighted with a religious ceremony given in honor of Heaven and Earth, the gods of the household and the family ancestors. The sacrifice to the ancestors, the most vit

Dreams That Haunt
i had a dream about him we were in bed he was sleeping he looked so cute i watched him for a moment until my eyes came to a ring on his finger my heart sank was the girl that would fuck everything up?i rolled over and curled up in to a ball and then i noticed i had a ring too.what the fuck are we married .he always said he didnt want to get married ever since we met when i was 15 and he was 16 he always said hed never get married .he rolled over and kissed me it felt so good i miss the way we used to kiss everything went black and i heard a song and i woke up it it was silent the song was by no doubt fucking old hahaha it was just a li ne tho kinda always knew id end up your ex gf hahah how fucking wierd oh tonicia was in the dream too befor i was in bed i had ben talking to her about a trip we were gonna go on with her and hersister and how her sis was pissed cause she couldnt go and how we were probably never gonna go .how strange 2 major people of my passed ...i thought theyd always

Enough Is Enough
I HAVE BEEN BEING GOOD NOT GETTING INVOLED BUT I CANT SIT BY ANY MORE IM SURE SCAPPER WILL DELEAT ME WHEN THIS GETS OUT BUT OH WELL THERE ARE A BUNCH OF YOU WHO ACT LIKE 2 YEAR OLDS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE IF YOU WOULD LIKE ILL NAME YOU THIS IS THE INTERNET AND YOU MUST REMBER THAT YOU GO ON THE ATTACK AND THEN DONT LIKE IT WHEN SOME ONE RETURNS IT TO YOU SO TO MAKE SURE YOU DONT GET YOUR FEELINGS HURT YOU BLOCK EVERY ONE THAT MAY SAY SOME THING TO YOU YES IM TALKING ABOUT YOU ANGEL BABY YOU FAT LITTLE TROLL I WOULD TEL YOU TO CHOKE ON MY DICK BUT I WOULDNT LET YOU THAT CLOSE TO ME FOR FEAR THAT SOMETHING MIGHT GET ON ME IF YOU DONE THINK YOU DO ANYTHING WRONG BY CHEATING THEN UNBLOCK ME AND TALK TO ME LIKE A REAL PERSON BUT YOU KNOW YOU ARE WRONG AS FAR AS SONNY BUYING YOU SOME DIRTY WEED WELL YOU SHOULDNT BE OFFENDED BY THAT TROLLS LIVE IN THE WOODS AND YOU SHOULD FEEL HONOR THAT HE WOULD EVEN SPEND ANY OF HIS BUCKS ON YOUR STANK SMELLING ASS AS FOR HIM BEING MAD THAT YOU WANT BE HIS GI

3 Tips For Being Cocky & Funny With Women
3 Tips For Being Cocky & Funny With Women >One of the most powerful things I've ever discovered is that women respond incredibly well to the combination of play-arrogance plus good humor... mixed together into what I call "Cocky & Funny". If you'd like to learn the way to use it to create attraction, then go read this: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/CockyComedy/ ***DATING QUESTION FROM READER*** Mr. DeAngelo, Your E-book has made my dating life a complete Cinderella story. The reality that I live in now would just be unimaginable to myself in the mind set I held over a year ago. In high school, I was your typical acne scarred, pasty, out of shape, dungeons and dragons-type shy loser. When I started college, however, I became so determined and focused on doing WHATEVER it takes to completely turn my life around, that things started to change faster than I could imagine. I started working out, eating right, and I started listening to An

Random 41
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone? October 4th, 2006 2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do? Check out how big my package is! 3. Have you ever crawled through a window? No 4. Where is your mom? Sitting on my bed talking to me. *yapyapyapyap* 5. Morning or night person? Night! 6. What was the last movie you watched? In the theater? Pursuit of Happyness (THUMBS DOWN) 7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now? Yes, yes I do! 8. Any cool scars? Yup, nice one on my knee, 4 inches long and then I have drain scare on the side of my knee. 9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first? Eyes and smile. 10. What do you do when no one is watching? I don't know, no one is watching me so they can't tell me what I am doing. 11. Ever been in love? Yup, sucks ass! 12. What's something your friends make fun of you for? My taste in men? 13. What is your curfew? Umm, I'm 29. I haven't had a curfew in l

Garth Brooks~friends In Low Places
Blame it all on my roots I showed up in boots And ruined your black tie affair The last one to know The last one to show I was the last one You thought you'd see there And i saw the surprise And the fear in his eyes When i took his glass of champagne And i toasted you Said, honey, we may be through But you'll never hear me complain (chorus) 'cause i've got friends in low places Where the whiskey drowns And the beer chases my blues away And i'll be okay I'm not big on social graces Think i'll slip on down to the oasis Oh, i've got friends in low places. Well, i guess i was wrong I just don't belong But then, i've been there before Everything's all right I'll just say goodnight And i'll show myself to the door Hey, i didn't mean To cause a big scene Just give me an hour and then Well, i'll be as high As that ivory tower That you're livin' in *chorus* (third verse) I guess i was wrong I just don't belong But then, i've been there before And ev

Salome(part 9)
SALOMÉ: I will kiss thy mouth, Jokanaan. THE YOUNG SYRIAN: Ah! He kills himself and falls between SALOMÉ and JOKANAAN. THE PAGE OF HERODIAS: The young Syrian has slain himself! The young captain has slain himself! He has slain himself who was my friend! I gave him a little box of perfumes and ear-rings wrought in silver, and now he has killed himself! Ah, did he not foretell that some misfortune would happen? I, too, foretold it, and it has happened. Well, I knew that the moon was seeking a dead thing, but I knew not that it was he whom she sought. Ah! why did I not hide him from the moon? If I had hidden him in a cavern she would not have seen him. FIRST SOLDIER: Princess, the young captain has just killed himself. SALOMÉ: Let me kiss thy mouth, Jokanaan. JOKANAAN: Art thou not afraid, daughter of Herodias? Did I not tell thee that I had heard in the palace the beating of the wings of the angel of death, and hath he not come, the angel of death? SALOMÉ: Let me

Leo
LEO Drinking style Leo likes to drink and dance -- they're often fabulous dancers, and usually pretty good drinkers as well, losing their commanding dignity and turning kittenish. Of course, they're quite aware they're darling -- Leos will be Leos, after all. They generally know their limit, probably because they loathe losing self-control. When they get over-refreshed, expect flirting to ensue -- and perhaps not with the one what brung them. But Leo's not the type to break rules even when drunk, so just try to ignore it (try harder, Cancer) and expect a sheepish Lion to make it up to you the next day. Trademark cocktails Leos like flashy drinks, be they complicated tropical concoctions festooned with umbrellas, like a Bahama mama or the more common strawberry daiquiri or mai tai. Indeed, they often have a taste for the fruity -- try a screwdriver, or add an extra cherry to the next Manhattan. Their sense of drama lends itself to a kir royale, of course. Drinking budd

Sagittarius
SAGITTARIUS Drinking style In vino veritas -- and, for Sagittarius, in booze blurtiness: when buttered, they'll spill all your secrets and many of their own. Tactlessness aside, Sagittarius is just plain fun to drink with. This is a sign of serious partying (what else would you expect from the sign of Sinatra, Keith Richards, the Bush twins and Anna Nicole Smith?). They're the people who chat up everyone in the room, then persuade the entire crowd to travel somewhere else -- like a nightclub, or a playground, or Cancun. Good-natured hijinks are sure to ensue (including a high possibility of loopy groping; spontaneous Sag is a brilliant booty call). Trademark cocktails A travel-loving sign, Sagittarius might be intrigued by drinks like Moscow mules, Singapore slings -- perhaps even a Long Island iced tea (not a bad option, given how much Sag can put away and still stay vertical). Party monsters that they are, they're attracted to shots, like the ever-popular lemon drop. Sa

Okay, This One's Some Fucked Up Shit...
I must have written this when I was 16 or so. Teen angst at it's finest... In a moment of the utmost low Bleakness lingers around me My hollowed out carcass withers here Trying to stay functional, despite such blasphemous conditions My arm twitches in spasmatic convulsions My spine twisted from the excruciating hours Of having my brain slowly eaten away and then left for dead The twisted snarls of every joint in my body screams in agony As I slowly recall how I destroyed myself throughout the day As euphoric pain sets in I writhe in its clutches The cloud of regret fills every crevice of my mind

Truth - Or - Dare !!
So here's the deal..........you get to ask me Three questions no matter how crazy, inappropraite, or just random, & I promise to answer it 100% truthfully.........(thats the truth part) ...Now I dare you to repost this & see what people ask you

I'm Not...
going to give you excuses, in all honesty you're pissing me off. when you csoma and i were supposed to hang out we changed plans and i said, i EXPLICITLY said, "if you have a day free next week we should all chill" and the tuesday opened up which technically should have said "ohwow we should all go ahead with our plans" instead of ditching them for a fucking GUY. THAT is what pisses me off. as well as your COMPLETE disregard for being completely open with the bullshit you two are doing. i'm gonna be completely honest he's a bad fucking influence on you because everytime i see you i get a dirty look, WTF FOR?!? i knew you said hi to me today but i didn't notice because i haven't been sleeping lately and i was actually zoned out and didn't notice you had said it until you were about five feet away. so whatever. i'm free on monday if ya wanna talk then but of course you're prolly gonna go off to him again hmmm? whatever :/ talk to me when you smarten up. until then i'll be civil wh

Deep Thoughts............
If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? Should crematoriums give discounts for burn victims? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If the police arrest a mime, does he still have the right to remain silent? Do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? Why did kamikaze pilots wear helmets? If a pit bull humps your leg you’d better fake an orgasm. Light travels faster than sound. That’s why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups. Jesus loves you, but everyone else thinks you’re a twat. Live every day as if it were your last. Eventually y

What I Found
What I found I was lost You found me I was me You let me be me I found my passion You brought it out of me No one else could do that You found the inner me I trusted you You gave that to me I expected the world You expected nothing I found my ‘cited You gave it to me I loved you You loved me in return I cried You caught my tears I ran You chased I found my way back You were waiting I found my love

The First E-mail...
It was late July, a hot friday afternoon, when we received e-mail from Ai in Chicago. She said we were very sexy. Immediately I am suspicious because we are twice her age, overweight, not sexy by the standards of most people her age. Maybe she's really ugly or desperate I thought, so I click on her link and look at her profile. No she's not ugly and certainly wouldn't be desperate for attention. In fact, she's a Chinese bombshell, 5'1 with an angels' face framed by gorgeous black hair down to her perfect ass. Somebody who knows I've got a thing for sexy Chinese ladies is fucking with me. Someone put her up to it, or created a fake profile. Even in the highly unlikely event that she were real it really didn't matter, she is in Chicago, we are in Seattle and we don't have the means to travel at present. I wrote back, and thanked her for the compliment, resisted the attempt to ask her how her eye sight was, and asked how she found our profile since she was half way across the cou

The Truth Pt. 2
Well I got up this morning around 6. It was kinda cold...but I started my 3 mile run. The cold started nipping at my lungs...but I pressed forward, raising my hand using my shirt like a filter to grab the breath I needed. The sun peeked over the horizon, was a beautiful site. Today is going to be a good day. But, there is always that someone out there that needs that ass whooped that will fly by you in a car and purposly hit that puddle you both are passing. For a second there I thought, it was an accident, until I looked up and saw that cock sucker look back at me through the back glass with a smile on his face. I wasnt the 20 degree tempature that got me...no, it was the sheer enjoyment that slimy bastard got from ruining my morning.

To Clarify Something...
There are some people I just use for points because I want to get some of the benefits on the site. Others I'm actually (virtual) friends with. If you prove to me you're not just in it for the points yourself, and that, like me, you really do want to know some of the people here, then you might find yourself on my "family" list. Yes, I'm a crazy flirt sometimes, but I'm not usually serious about it. My crush is real.

Looking Though Things I'd Done
at another time, when I was feeling more creative... I posted some artwork I'd made in photoshop to my stash today. And here is something that I made from a photo taken by Craig Cowling, aka Naughty James, a photographer from the UK who I know from a few design-community message boards. I don't have the original, but imagine the girl wrapped in the carpet as being solid and not see-through. I erased her from the picture and constructed the missing pieces of background by copying textures from other parts of the photo. He had started a forum thread inviting people to "destroy" his photos, and everyone was having a great time with it :) This is a flyer I made for some other friends in the UK, John Harrigan and his Foolish People acting troupe. You never get a good idea of what people are about sometimes, just from talking, because we tend to dwell on the things which drew us together, and seldom drift off into other subjects because online conversation, while sometime

Lets See!!!!!!
Roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, when its stiff, stick it in. send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to FucK YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not the one. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....co???py and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da sex train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur fuckable......???send this and see how many times u get

Oomph!-augen Auf
Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein Wieder lieg ich auf der lauer Denn wir spielen unser spiel Wieder wart ich an der mauer Wieder steh ich kurz vorm ziel Und ich höre deinen atem Und ich rieche deine angst Ich kann nicht mehr länger warten Denn ich weiss was du verlangst Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 Augen auf - ich komme! Zeig dich nicht! Ständig ruf ich deinen namen Ständig such ich dein gesicht Wenn ich dich dann endlich habe Spielen wir wahrheit oder pflicht Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 Augen auf - ich komme! Zeig dich nicht! Versteck dich Eins, zwei, drei, vier, eckstein Alles muss versteckt sein Eckstein, eckstein - alles muss versteckt sein Augen auf ich.... komme! Augen auf - ich komme! Augen auf - ich komme! Augen auf - ich komme! Aufgepaßt - ich komme! Zeig dich nicht! ------------------

Useless Info
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: AmityAge: 29Month of birth: NovemberAny Siblings?: 2 Older sis younger broParents still married?: lmao nooooooOccupation: MommyDo you like your job?: LOL SometimesAny pets?: 3 cats...one just had 3 kittens Hair color: Dark Blonde with red Eye color: BlueShoe size: 6Any Tattoos?: 4....Butterfly over heart, fairy on lower back, eagle on right shoulder, goddess symbol on neckAny Piercings?: 2 in ears...tongue, one otherCurrent mood: Arrg....does that cover it?Current wardobe choice: COMFYWhat are you listening to?: Kids argue lolWho did you last speak with on the phone?: Mother in LawWhat do you currently smell like?: Um...not sure...wanna smell me?Last....Movie you watched: Cast AwayMagazine you looked at: Have no clueThing you ate: Havent eaten in 4 days....got to love being sickBook you read: Murder MysteryT.v. show you watched: NewsTime you cried: I cry all too oftenTook a shower: YesterdayGot a real

An Online D's Encounter
(note: for those of you who have engaged in a cyber sex chat - you'll find this one very very funny) CyberMaster: Hello, sub_lime. What do you look like? sub_lime: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? CyberMaster: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Ohh and I have one of those stick things. A crop, I think. sub_lime: I'm feeling very submissive. I want you. Would you like to screw me? CyberMaster: OK sub_lime: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. I get on my knees for you. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your h

None
When the lamp is shattered The light in the dust lies dead When the cloud is scattered The rainbow's glory is shed. When the lute is broken, Sweet tones are remembered not. When the lips have spoken, Loved accents are soon forgot. As music and splendour Survive not the lamp and the lute. The heart's echoes render No song when the spirit is mute-- No song but sad dirges, Like the wind through a ruined cell, Or the mournful surges That ring the dead seaman's knell. When hearts have once mingled Love first leaves the well-built nest. The weak one is singled To endure what it once possessed. Oh Love! who bewailest The frailty of all things here, Why choose you the frailest For your cradle, your home, and your bier? Its passions will rock thee As the storms rock the ravens on high. Bright reason will mock thee, Like the sun from a wintry sky. >From thy nest every rafter Will rot, and thine eagle home Leave thee naked to laughter, When leaves fall and col

The Lesson In Haircuts
Okay...so last night i was sitting in Celtic Crossing when Nicole came in....I was happy to see her since I hadnt been out in months....and hadnt seen her in even longer amounts of time. Initally she gave me bad news by telling me that my ex jumpoff is now preggers by one of the bouncers from 152....and that they are engaged and getting married.... I went into hater mode for a minute cuz I missed that little fine piece of Puerto Rican Poon....but by the same token..... she had a temper like most latina women....and shed definitely cut a nikka (with a machete, that is)...especially an asshole like myself.... Anyway.....damn...I liked that bitch.....but talking to her friend Nicole (damn I know a lot of chicks named Nicole)...made me realize how many fine assed hairstylists I know....There is Angela at Dabbles, Nicole at Tre Regazza or whatever, Britney's fine ass at Supercuts, my frat brothers girlfriend at Gould's, Shelby at Goulds, Jennifer at some spot out in Wolfchase, Rach

How Liberal Are You?
Your Political Profile: Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

Read
Love is a bird in the air, A song in the breeze. A friend among strangers, A cure to a disease. A cute furry puppy, All rolled in a ball. A five year old boy, Making himself look tall. Love is an emotion, Something you can embrace. Love is a hand, Slapping you in the face. Taking you back to reality, Your feet on the ground. A thousand hearts breaking, Without making a sound.

Poem And Letter From A Marine To His Dad And Family.
FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for

If You Wrote A Story About Your Life...
would anyone want to read it? What happens when the addiction is so overpowering you start to lose sight of what is important? For someone who rarely takes risks and likes to play it safe I am becomming slightly unraveled. What happens when you take a risk and extend yourself to someone/something and its thrown back in your face? Denied. I loath denial. What happens when you get a taste of something so appetizing that all you want to do is gorge yourself in it? Anyone who knows me, really knows me also knows that I dont trust easily or open up completely to ANYONE. Lately I have also been finding myself with a little more 'me' time. Some may say that I am reverting back to my antisocial behavior but hey I'm allowed to. Its my life. I dont think that there is one single person in this whole fucked up world that would care to hear the WHOLE story of me. Nor do I think there is anyone I have deemed worthy of sharing it with completely that would not respond witho

Untitled
He falls apart, he saw a pic of such a happy family and knows theres no role in there for me. He'll want to move on, when that kid grows into a man, hopes he doesn't hate him but that he'll understand. He understands hes got no role, theres no point in him trying, is it best that he just fall? He enveys the family, inside he asks "When will this be me?" When will I raise a son, a daughter or a family? Maybe hes just blinded by jealousy. For now his hopes short, like nearing the end of a rope, and he asks himself inside, how the hell can I cope? But thats life, some people are jealous, some are fucked up, and some over zealous. Some cope, through liquor and dope, some rob & steal, just to feel & get a sense of hope. Some beat their wives, some try to stay alive, some are frozen outside, some run & hide. Some even work 9-5, while trying to raise a family.

Good Morning!
Good Morning all my CT friends!! If you are a new friend of mine please send me a Private Message letting me know lol...This weekend was so crazy and I havent had time to stop by and rate or comment everyones pics. Need to catch up lol!! Thanks TwinkleBug! MUAH!

A Patriotic Soldier
A PATRIOTIC SOLDIER A son says good-bye to his Dad, In a short time he would be in Baghdad. He had waited until he was a little older, Because he always wanted to be a soldier. He believed in Freedom of Religion, Faith would carry him throughout his mission. He was an American through and through, Respected his country and the Red, White and Blue. There in the mud he sat, His first day of combat. He found later, that we had made great progress, In the beginning, it had been an unbelievable mess. He heard of bad news from home, Didn't like the tone. He heard of the protesters, Knew of potential disasters. He also heard people referred to them as 'kids', And he and his fellow soldiers flipped their lids. He pointed his finger at them, Reminding them that they were 'MEN'. He said a lot of these critics, Are just playing politics. But, Iraq is fast becoming free, But, it won't be very easy. In Baghdad hangs our tattered American Flag, Not

Headlight Memoirs
.. Cool title, dontcha think? I thought it sounded cool.. Anyway... I've been thinking. (Oh no here we go again) I'm an asshole... Really, that's the only conclusion I can come up with I am a fucking asshole. I don't knkow exactly why I think I'm an asshole but I am. I mean I'm sitting here last night blazed off my ass just thinking... Where am I going to be in ten years... Ten years from now I really don't see myself doing anything and I dont really want to be still living with my mom smoking pot off the back deck... How lame is that? So, with that thought drilled into my head last night before I went to sleep still twitching from the flood of THC to my system I wonder to my self " Is this as good as it gets" ( Yeah I know I've seen the movie fuck off) In conclusion, sitting here about to blaze up for the first time today, I wonder what the fuck? I need to get a good job, get this apprenticeship thing going, quit smoking ( pot and cigarettes), and go somewhere. Because at t

How Is Your Self-esteem?
You Have Low Self Esteem 52% of the Time While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself! How is Your Self Esteem?

Happy Hour !!!
IT'S HAPPY HOUR ...GET MAD POINTS !!! *** SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST NOW OPEN*** GO SHOW YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE LUV !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! ~~STARTS FEB.16 1 PM EST AND WILL END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST ~~ MR. JANUARY.. I.D.G.A.F. MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY) MIZZ MARCH..VENUS(SAXXY) MR.APRIL .. DJ LOONEY MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER MIZZ JULY.. MARIA MR.AUGUST..HANDICAP MIKE MIZZ SEPTEMBER..TATTOOGIRL MIZZ OCTOBER..HONEY MR.NOVEMBER.. HSTREET MR.DECEMBER... TIGER

Poetry 16
No obligations, illicit lover Private dancer, with a heart full of secrets Sky of diamond tears, above the desert in my soul The mind is a solitary wasteland Unsure dreamer, live in isolation The Prince of fools, carry your dreams in a matchbox Paint the canvass of your life in tie-dye indigo and gray Uphold a father's dreams, like a stone around your neck Vanquished in the shadow of his selfish love Come to me my inspiration, save me with your breatheless sighs Touch me soft as a morning breeze Fill me with your smiling eyes Kiss me like the godess you are Bring life to this desert of a soul Peaseful lady I rest in your precious embrace

You Wanted And Asked For
my opinion and i gave it to you in all honesty. and now our friendship is detoriorating because you clearly didn't even fucking take it. whatever ~_~ not the first time someone hasn't even bothered to listen to me i should be fucking used to it.

Show Me Some Love!!!!
Pass This Lick To All Those You Wish To Tasteï¿½.If You Get 1 Back Your Lickableï¿½ï¿½.. If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treatï¿½ï¿½..If You Get 10 Or More Back....Your F***** LickTastic!!! Have A Kick Ass Day :o)!

Explosure
Dungeons, within dungeons, within minds. Creepy rasp of rhetoric grasps chains, yanks blames, tires of games; ending collapsed. Stairs? Where? No, no…though for a moment, she thought she saw escape, from herself. Holes, within caves, within her. Patches leaking hysteria snarl chains; who’s to blame? She’s what she became, ending elapsed. Vowels? Trowels? No, yes…maybe, momentarily, she thought she saw escape, from herself. Shadows, within darkness, within soul. Whining without will power, forging chains; accepting blame? Kept within the frame, circle relapsed. Light? Height? No, not for her… moments lie, she will expose her escape, into herself.

Untouched
How could you have known? The dew upon the sand... Was in reality, a glimpse of me? Dew, that lingered, on the stones We had cast so carelessly... Into the roaring, of the sea Only to witness them, patiently Return again...to you...and me. Love, untouched, shall always, be.

Off To Work
Now i am off to work.... it is a never ending thing in the postion that I am in. Working in Sike ten. (sighs) NO days off at all and would have to be there in the morning or night. Today is night.... I will be watching everyone getting out of the theaters and going home.... Ahhh home... a place that I will one day that I can call me own.....

Perfect Broken Heart
Perfect Broken Heart The perfect broken heart was perfectly alone Then everyday it was sunny and the heart was perfect healing silently The stillness was solitude and suppose we met everyday and never knew it, just passing by The sun moves falling into the horizon The moon and stars follow The perfect broken heart was perfectly in the sky A river of milky ways taken for granted then everyday would be forgotten Sparkling a falling star with fiery eyes watched perfectly still Twinkling a lifetime healing with passage leading the blind A vision was had suppose we met every day suppose we met every night Who would know it only a perfect broken heart The earth is revolving where love is born so perfectly passing by The perfect broken heart appears perfectly alone

I Need Help....
I need everyones help. I have like 815 points to go till i reach the next level. And as of right now i can't upload any more cuz of that. So if you could please rate my pictures, blog, photos ect.. It'd be greatly appreciated.

Sweet
Where doth thy heart lay but in the sweet desires of mine own heart. Be they over endulged i the presence of beauty or overcome with joy with the forefillness of you heart be ever thankful of one thing friendship Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. Sweet is the dream, divinely sweet, when absent souls in fancy meet.

Sperm Robery
A guy walks into a sperm donor bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and demands her to open the sperm bank vault. She says "But sir, its just a sperm bank!", "I don't care, open it now!!!" he replies. So she opens the door to the vault and inside are all the sperm samples. The guy says "Take one of those sperm samples and drink it!", she looks at him "BUT, they are sperm samples???" , "DO IT!". So the nurse sucks it back. "That one there, drink that one as well.", so the nurse drinks that one as well. Finally after 4 samples the man takes off his ski mask and says, "See honey - its not that hard."

My Fellow Men: Just Listen To Them
Most of the women I know seem to have emotional problems of one sort or another, or with some aspect of themselves, or with men. I know, because they tell me about them. Sometimes I just listen, sometimes I am able to find words to make the situation a little less gloomy. But that is not always possible, because some things in the world are just ... crap. Or I'm the cause for the problems to start with. Kind of hard to be the neutral view from the outside, if you are really inside of the mess. Not because you can't have a separate neutral view, but because nobody will want to know about it. But do women have more issues to deal with then men, as my personal statistics might suggest ? I think not. "We" just don't talk about them. To nobody. That must be the cause for the fact that I know way more asshole men than asshole women. You can't fight your inner demons in a manly way (i.e. alone) without the whole process having some sort of effect on the outside world. Most of the time a n

Funny Chant
Running through the jungle with my dick in my hand I'm a mean mother fucka I'm phi delt man line a hundred bitches up against the wall I fuck 98 but couldn't fuck'em all so I backed off jacked off ate the other two and when I go to hell I'll fuck the devil too. AHHHHHHHHHHH SHHITTTTTTTT!

Kaviar's Guide To Being A Single But Dating Guy
1) Never allow yourself to get more into the girl than she is into you. 2) If she has sex with you on the first date, she's a keeper. 3) No matter how amazingly the two of you clicked, if you call the girl the day after the first date she will never speak with you again. 4) The moment she shows any signs of clinging, disconnect your cell phone, change your e-mail, shave your moustache and enter Witness Protection. 5) If she asks you why you're drinking at 10 a.m. on a Saturday morning, crack the bottle over your skull to show her who wears the pants in the relationship. 6) If you find yourself juggling multiple girlfriends, be sure to treat each of them as if they were expendable, so when they finally catch on to your commitment-fearing ways they'll dump you and months later when you've successfully eliminated all serviceable late-night booty calls you can throw yourself pity parties on your blog. 7) If you manage to bring home a girl you meet at a bar, fuck like rabb

An Erotic Story
IT'S ABOUT TIMENow that John had Sue all tied up, he started tohesitate."Don't you dare stop," Sue yelled. "You got me allexcited. Don't you think for a minute your going toleave me unsatisfied..."John gulped ... then replied, "Honey, you know I feeluncomfortable doing this. ... If you hadn't won thebet, I wouldn't have tied you up in the first place."John nervously stepped back to look at what he haddone. Sue was securely tied with her shapely asssticking up in the air. As John was admiring the view,Sue noticed the bulge in his pants, so she wiggled herass to entice him.Sue noticed his uneasiness. "John, honey," she cooed,"just reach out and slap it. It won't hurt." Johnrested his hand on her ass and rubbed slowly, feelingthe muscles tightening and relaxing under his palm."Hit it sweetie," Sue urged. John raised his hand;then brought it down with a soft tap on her ass."Harder baby," she cried, "please." John brought hishand up again and this time he let her have it ...smack, right a

Love Can......
Love Can..... Love can make you Love can break you Love can over all alternate you But I guess it's just something we gotta have Hate the fights and the fussin' but love the Laughs Love her Smile, have since the first time I seen't it I never lied to her, I just took the truth and kinda leant it She knows that I'll always love her Like the love I have for my Mother, Sister & Brother And that's deep. Deeper then the infatuation after the first kiss Deeper then the sadness you have when when your lover is missed Like I said Before.... Love can make you Love can break you The Sound of love so easily seranates you Love....ahh....such a sweet song Why'd you do me so right & then do me so wrong? why'd you give me an angel and knowing she would'nt stay long? Why? Why? Why? the same ol' song Love can.....make you Love can.....break you

One More Day..to My Beautiful Daughter
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix the

Broken
My heart is broke like glass shattering to the floor. I fall to my knees gasping for air, but no air,no more. The room spins as I go face down My heart is broken into a million pieces,luaghter of people all around. lights flashing no sight to see, tears of sadnes My heaert breaks once more.......................

Time Away
To all of my true friends and fans After my contest is over I am going to take time away from here, Im not even sure if I will be back. I have met some great people here and some VERY special ones too, I love you all I want to thank my true friends and fans for the help in the contest, you all know who you are. YOU ARE THE BEST. I think its just much time needed away from here

Substitute People
You and I have a special talent. And I saw it immediately. We're the substitute people. I've been the substitute person my whole life.-Elizabethtown ‘Substitute People’. This term was used in the context of people who come into our lives for a short while- to help us through a transition, through a bad patch- then leave to pursue other things. They substitute for the ones we think we need. Isn’t that ironic. Who hasn't felt like a substitute person at some point? While being a substitute person does mean that you had to be close enough to the real thing to earn the title of substitute, it also means that you weren't quite good enough, or funny enough, or smart enough, or good-looking enough. And the worst thing about it is—you know it, but since being a substitute person is better than not being in the game, you accept the position. What does it take to be a substitute person? Patience. Love. Understanding. Unconditional acceptance. Wanting to see someone blossom. Courage. Did

Being Played For A Fool
Getting played doesn't just have to purtain to "relationships". You could be played for a fool at your workplace. People could push jobs off on you when you don't really want them. I am only a temp and was told that I would start training to be a "back-up Material Handler" (one that does the job when the other one isn't there). The other material handler never misses..so I would have to learn all this information and remember it until that one time that he wasn't there. W.T.F Other things that got me pissed was that I was training people to do the job that I had done since I walked in the plant that first day. This person hired in as full-time. It wasn't her fault, I understand that...it was the fault of the "human resources" (ha,ha) of the company. Well the next part of them "playing me is training me to drive a forklift. Its not that I don't want to drive a forklift. Its not that I never have driven one before. I just don't want to do the job and them training me would mean they a

Sixty Nine
We lie cloaked in the candlelight`s amber glow Our passion enticing us to let go Your caresses fuel the fire building in me Your kisses travel lower, softly, slowly A pleasure awakens for us to share Driven by our love and how we show we care You toy with me, delaying your descent I inhale deeply, become filled with our scent The musk of our sex and the scented candle Threatens to become too much to handle I push gently against the crown of your head You appease, proceeding with plans you`ve laid The air fills with my deepening sighs As you slide down between my thighs Your tongue eagerly parts my lips Into your mouth my nectar soon drips You hold me beneath the waning candle light And we watch shadows play this erotic night. We lie cloaked in the candle light`s amber glow Our passion enticing us to let go Your caresses fuel the fire building inme My kisses travel lower, softly, slowly A pleasure awakens for us to share Driven by our love and how we show we care

The Land Of Happy
This is a personal favourite of mine.. I have it framed on the wall in my office. lol Have you been to The Land of Happy, Where everyone's happy all day, Where they joke and they sing Of the happies things, And everything's jolly and gay? There's no one unhappy in Happy, There's laughter and smiles galore. I have been to The Land of Happy- What a bore!

Much Of The Intelligence On Iran's Nuclear Facilities Provided To Un Inspectors By Us Spy Agencies Has Turned Out To Be Unfounded, Diplomatic Sources
* * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * * US Iran intelligence 'is incorrect' 22 Feb 2007 Much of the intelligence on Iran's nuclear facilities provided to UN inspectors by US spy agencies has turned out to be unfounded, diplomatic sources in Vienna said today. http://www.guardian.co.uk/iran/story/0,,2019235,00.html * * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * *

U.s. Detention Center Criticized --organizations Call Center A 'prison-like Institution'
U.S. Detention Center Criticized --Organizations Call Center a 'Prison-Like Institution' 22 Feb 2007 The day Mustafa Elmi turned 3 years old he had to report to his cell three times for headcount. To be able to get one hour of recreation inside a concrete compound sealed off by metal gates and razor wire he had to pin his picture ID to his uniform. Two national organizations decry the conditions at the T. Don Hutto Family Residential Facility and have termed the facility "a penal detention model that is fundamentally anti-family and anti-American." [See: KBR awarded $385M Homeland Security contract for U.S. detention centers 24 Jan 2006.] http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/21/AR2007022101661.html

The Atta' Girl
Atta Girl Keeping a military family together can be a lot of adventure and fun, and it can be a lot of work. And, sometimes the families don't stay together. I can't speak for military husbands out there; they'll have to write their own story. But I will say for military wives everywhere--you are soldiers, airmen, sailors and Marines, too. You just don't get the uniform or the promotions. Ah, the wives of the military--drawn to the pomp and circumstance by the thrill of serving their country through their men, right? They each have their own war story, but chances are their military lives began with promises of exotic travel, or maybe even bribes. He said, "so, do you want to go to Germany with me and pick up a cuckoo clock?" She said, "I do...and I'm packed." So began her life as an atta-girl. An atta-girl is the woman who follows her big lug around the globe for at least 18 of his 20-plus years in uniform; unaccompanied tours and time at sea considered.

Prize Winning Toast
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me beautiful wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come

Bomb Sqaud Members Go Make Donald One Of Us
GUYS WILL U ALL GO AND SAY HELLO TO DONALD AND WELCOME HIM INTO THE GANG DONT 4GET TO ADD HIM TO YOUR FAMILY AS HE WILL DO THE SAME THANKS number 19 on the comment bomb sqaud@ CherryTAP glitter text

Here Are The Top 10 Reasons Men Favor Guns:
Here are the top 10 reasons men favor guns: #10: You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. #9: You can keep one gun at home, and have another for when you're on the road. #8: If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. #7: Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for backup. #6: Your gun will stay with you and won't complain if you run out of ammo. #5: A fun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. #4: Guns function normally every day of the month. #3: A gun doesn't ask "Do these new grips make me look fat?". #2: A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason men prefer guns.... #1: YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN.

Passionate Or Compassion
You Are 77% Passionate, 23% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Where I Live
MD All my life Been from Baltimore down to waldorf Pretty much know it all From Learning about all the counties To seeing the Eastern Shore Shopping in those outlets by the bay To eating fries with old bay Ask yourself why I stay Its always been here from those humid days in august To freezing my toes off now Sucks being alone but one thing never gets old Knowing where to go ~~~Timmy~~~

Crucified
The illusions that cover our lies, Generally have some truth to them. We try so hard to keep our secrets Locked away from the world. Though in the end, what good Has it wrought? The truth is always Going to be within us… Reminding us of past sins. Sins we can no longer rectify. Our "friends" leave us to be crucified By those who are hurting most. Then what have we left but Our tears and our guilt? Guilt that on it's own will multiply And exemplify our bad choices. And then we are left with nothing. Absolutely nothing but our tears. Tears that fall more heavily More steadily over coming years.

Lost Chances
Why are you haunting me? Why won't you leave me be? Why do you haunt my dreams? Will you muffle my screams? When I wake up alone at night Dealing with the sudden fright That I'll never see you again. That I'm fighting and will never win. That you've hated me all these years Through all the silence, visions and tears. I never meant to ignore you I was just too stupid to deserve you. I was young and blind, entirely too vain. I was self-centered and mean, so very plain. I never deserved you, you're a good man. When I knew you, I was but a sham. Using and taking, hurting everyone I knew. Had I known, I would not have left you. You were my best friend, I miss you now. Before it all ends, I will find you, somehow.

Ode To An Outhouse
I have childhood memories of these kind of buildings. I grew up in the house my grandfather built and ours was a "two holer". Hope this is a new one for you - brings back memories for the old timers!!! The House Behind The House One of my fondest memories As I recall the days of yore Was the little house, behind the house, With the crescent o'er the door. 'Twas a place to sit and ponder With your head all bowed down low; Knowing that you wouldn't be there, If you didn't have to go. Ours was a multi-holer, three, With a size for every one. You left there feeling better, After your job was done. You had to make those frequent trips In snow, rain, sleet, or fog-- To that little house where you usually Found the Eatons catalog. Oft times in dead of winter, The seat was spread with snow. Twas then with much reluctance, To that little house you'd go. With a swish you'd clear that wooden seat, Bend low, with dreadful fear You

My Pc And "bugs"!!
FYI: I have Windows XP and use McAfee 2007 Anti-virus, Spybot and Lavasoft Ad-Aware SE for de-bugging!! Picked up a horrible "Trojan" that none of the above would remove permanently!! Hell the damn thing would "pop up" while I was de-bugging!! I added the free "Windows Defender" and ran it on full system scan. All the crap disappeared!!! If you are not using the Windows Defender, I would suggest downloading and installing this free program. It does indeed work!!

Run From Me
My arms, so empty My heart grows cold Is this how it is to be? Never to grow old? I'll die here Can't you see? Drowning in fear All alone, only me. I don't belong here This is not my place You deserve more, dear, Than this jaded face. I fell before And it cost me you I became a whore I couldn't be true. You deserve better than this I'll walk away I'll cry and I'll miss You, who loved me anyway.

British Officials Fear Us Attack On Iran
British Officials Fear US Attack on Iran 23 Feb 2007 Tony Blair has declared himself at odds with hawks in the US Administration by saying publicly for the first time that it would be wrong to take military action against Iran. Senior British government sources have told The Times that they fear President [sic] Bush will seek to "settle the Iranian question through military means" next year, before the end of his second term if he concludes that diplomacy has failed. http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/middle_east/article1426601.ece

Catholic Girls
Catholic girls in heaven ........ A train hits a bus filled with Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates when St. Peter asks the first girl, " Tiffany, have you ever had any contact with a male organ? She giggles and shyly replies, "Well, I once touched the head of one with the tip of my finger." St. Peter says, " Okay, dip the tip of your finger in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Jennifer, have you ever had any contact with a male organ?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well, once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says, " Okay, dip your whole hand in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." All of a sudden, there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls. One girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front, St. Peter says, "Reeva, What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "If I'm going to

In Another's Eyes.... By Garth Brooks
In another's eyes I'm someone who Loves her enough To walk away from you And I would never lie In another's eyes In another's eyes I can do no wrong And he believes in me And his faith is strong I'd never fall Or even compromise In another's eyes In another's eyes I'm afraid that I can't see This picture perfect portrait That they paint of me They don't realize And I pray that they never do 'Cause every time I look I 'm seein' you In another's eyes In another's eyes Starin' back at me I see a sinkin' soul Tryin' desprately To turn the tide Before it dies And what they don't see Is killing me It's a blessing and a curse That love is blind 'Cause in another 's eyes I'm afraid that I can't see This picture perfect portrait That they paint of me And they don't realize And I pray to God they never do 'Cause every time I look I'm seein' you In another eyes

Thinkin
ive been doing alot of thinking.. i know bad huh lol... just about life, family, guys, people, work.. shit a little of everything... family-i love my family to death. they are my life. if they werent around i dont know what id do.. work-im so ready for this vacation that is in 6 days.. maybe ill be able to clear my mind... who knows .. but i do know i am so so so ready... it will be good to get out of texas.. guys- im just confused as always when it comes to guys. i really dont know.. i do like a guy.. yeah.. im not gonna go into that right now .. people- dont know where to start here... people need to learn to mind their own business.. and dont talk about people if u dont know them at all.. come on people this is not high school anymore this is REAL life.. so GROW UP and GET A LIFE and STAY OUT OF MINE!!!!

Explain
Explain to me why its so hard to say hello to the people that come and the people that say goodbye Tell me what its so hard to talk to a girl to get her to be only yours when you don't have her its hard to give some interest w/o giving a piece of your heart cause after a while you get tired of trying and running out of piece of heart the only think keeping me going is the void in my soul

Make Me Happy?
I don't understand the big deal I don't need a man I don't need anyone. Why can't you let me be? Stop trying to fix me up. I'm glad that you two are happy but I am not you I do not need someone else to make me happy. I don't want to be with anyone. I am happy on my own. Why can't you understand one isn't always a lonely number. There are no demands when it is just you. I don't need someone to tell me lies and say they love me. I don't need someone who will break my defenses and me I don't need someone to tell me how to live my life or tell me who I should be rather than accept me as I am. It's always the same fight. You should know by now that love does not equal light and anyway, I can survive the dark. Also... the only one who can truly make me happy isn't someone you find or anything you do why can't you see? The only one who can make me happy, is me?

Tomorrow
There once was a time That the thought of tomorrow Made me so terrified, And it filled me with sorrow. I then saw a light Shining in the distance. And I know it sounds trite, But he is my prince. He's made me laugh again, He's defrosted my heart. He's gotten under my skin And offered me a fresh start. I know our journey won't be easy, The good ones never are. Just as long as he doesn't turn sleazy… I think we'll go far. I know tomorrow is not yet here And I know not what will come, But I'll walk beside him without fear, For no longer am I numb. I can't say how far we will go, I can't say how long we will last, But you really should know, That with you, I can forget the past. Tomorrow is a better day Because I know you will be by my side. I know you haven't made me any promises, but hey… Just as long as we tried

Dedicated To My Grandma Moses
(This was written in 2003 - but I was given some Grace and some peace today , so I reposted this in honor of this Wonderful Woman - I love you Grandma Grace!) Today, I have been granted the honor of saying a few words of remembrance for the wonderful woman who graced our lives for 95 years. Many of you know her as Mom, Grace, Grandma Grace, or Great Grandma Grace, but to me she was always Grandma Moses. Not really sure how that name came about, but it was a special name I know, maybe for her wisdom, maybe because she enjoyed making us laugh or maybe one day it came out and stuck. It occurs to me that we are all sitting here thinking about the same wonderful woman. She is probably somewhere right now giving Grandpa Max an earful or possibly chasing him around trying to grab his ear for something he did. And there is no doubt in my mind that they are both smiling and laughing like they always did in those playful times. Many stories come to mind when I think of Grandma Moses. Grandma w

Birds And Bees Humming
A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in. “Mother, where do babies come from?” The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.” The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend. “Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?” “Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.

Drastic Diet
A fellow was ordered to lose 75 pounds, due to VERY serious health risks. As he wondered how in the heck he would ever do it, he ran across an ad in the newspaper for a guaranteed weight loss program. ''Guaranteed my ass,'' he thought to himself, but desperate, he calls them up and subscribes to the 3 day/ 10 pound weight loss program. The next day there is a knock at his door and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptous, athletic, beautiful babe dressed in nothing but a pair of NIKE running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, ''If you can catch me you can have me!'' Without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through and she leaves, he thinks to himself, ''I like the way this company does business.'' The same girl shows up for the next two days and the same thing hap

Love Making....
We walk hand in hand along the beach. The warm water laps at our feet. The moon overhead lights our way, as we come upon a secluded cove. It almost appears as if this place has been untouched since the beginning of time. "Lets go for a swim," I whisper in your ear. As quickly as I say the words my dress is in a heap on the sand, and I am up to my knees in salt water. My body is bathed in moonlight as its rays reflect on the water all around me, beckoning you to join me. We embrace, kissing deeply as the sea engulfs our bodies. I pull slightly away slowly, smiling at your obvious excitement. We dive and splash frolicking like young dolphins in the warm water. It is a mere interlude to foreplay. Soon we find ourselves entwined as we roll in the surf. Our bodies molded together. Like the ebbing of the tide, you drift in and out of me, our bodies crashing together in endless waves. Our passion rises above the din of the sea as we climax together. Drying naked on the rocks, our bodies

Us Funds Terror Groups To Sow Chaos In Iran
US funds terror groups to sow chaos in Iran 25 Feb 2007 America is secretly funding militant ethnic separatist groups in Iran in an attempt to pile pressure on the government to give up its nuclear programme. CIA officials are understood to be helping opposition militias among the numerous ethnic minority groups clustered in Iran's border regions. The operations are controversial because they involve dealing with movements that resort to terrorist methods. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2007/02/25/wiran25.xml

A Secret
Never seek to tell thy love, Love that never told can be; For the gentle wind doth move Silently, invisibly. I told my love, I told my love, I told her all my heart, Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears. Ah! she did depart!

A Crush
A crush is a ton of mush even though it isn't a rush you luv someone till the end and consider them more then a friend you like there presence and there style being w/ them is worth while you always laugh at there jokes and always offer to share a coke trying to impress them isn't easy when your by them you get queasy there special then all the rest and you hope they think your the best if they ask you out it'll be to hard not to pout because the person you have a crush on is the best guy around just beware there always bound. done by christine .

We Walked Hand In Hand
We Walked Hand in Hand Our stomaches were full of chicken tacos Our minds raced with conversation Our eyes were only for each other. You pull the car over and get out No particular reason just wanted to walk With your fingers laced through mine The sun had just set The night was just getting comfortable in it's chill I shivered in my sun dress You hugged me closer "They stay on the path, and think they are on a 'nature walk'". You smile at me We are off the path We are sitting on the bridge with our feet dangling I smile at you and kiss you again There is a mother duck with her waddlings rolling behind her The wonders of nature We walk back to the car And wish we didn't have to done by christine

I Am Going To Heaven
My score on The Sexual HELL Test: HEAVEN LEVEL 1(Raw score: 23%)Decent, honorable, honest, but not totally pure. Still, you have earned a spot in sexual heaven. You seek pleasure but you won't be reckless about it. You can get dirty under the right circumstances, but you're never mean or deceitful about it. Based on the usual standards of religious morality and the usual social moors, you are a good person to get involved with sexually (screw). You're up there with Jodie Foster, Will Smith, and Hulk Hogan. AVOID: Hell Levels 2 and deeper. Link: The Sexual HELL Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Dark Void
As often and hard as I try, I can't seem to allow you to drown in the sea of my memory. You stormed into my life with a demeanor who no other earthly man could posess. And youre drizzling away just as quickly. You bewitched me and left a wonder in mind of what it would be like to merely touch you, hold your hand.. Taste your kiss. In almost half a breath, you entered and left; taking my soul and leaving my heart dwelling in a cloud of darkness it can never escape. You left me loving you... So here in solitude, I'm left in this void with an odd sense of completness knowing that for just a moment.. you were mine. Knowing how amazing it felt just be inside your eyes. This darkness you left, so consuming.. so overwhelming that I often stop to catch my breath in the bewilderment of it all... so comforting in a way. Just a glimpse in your world, I thought, would satisfy me. Now you have me lusting for more... It is with this same lust which makes my empty heart so heavy. It

Sadness And Misery
Sometimes in our lives Things dont go our way The people that love you Are often hurt by you And the people that you love Often hurt you too! When times are hard And seem not to have an end Or you just feel like your being attacked Many of us will beging to question Is this sadness or misery as it seems But when you look deep down inside You'll see that not every trial has to be sadness or misery Trying to escape, hide, and run away Seeking a place of shelter and refuge While it lingers, keeping your distance Nothing will ever be solved this way You need to face your problems And maybe they will dissappear Its not like its completely gone But at least you know its no longer there Just because life brings dispair And life is actually never fair Sadness and Misery will always be in the air!

Help Me Ladies
I was wondering why the hell women talk shit and never do what they say they will do. Something like, "yeah I will meet you at 10", then you here from them later on, or they say they will call and never do, or talk to you for a month over the phone saying they want to meet, but seem to never find the time, I mean cant you be honest for once damn, you dont even know me, its cool to be honest!!! why is this?

Tonight
Belong to me Just for one night I’ll ask you once Take me for who I am Lose who we are Become what we want and need Smile slightly Look into each others eyes Do you see what you are looking for? You can’t have my forever It’s for someone else Touch my face Kiss my forehead Whispers your words Into my ear Tell me what I want to hear The lies that are for a moment Your truths Let me love you for the time we have Don’t let me think of tomorrow Tonight is what we want That’s all we asked for It doesn’t matter the lies we told The hiding we’ve done Tomorrow it all goes away For tonight is ours Take what you want Ask and you shall receive What you get tonight is for only one night Give as much as you take You have me for one night Love me like it’s forever Give me your all Because in the morning You go back to her I’m not yours I’m his

"so Far Down"
The sign stands tall, the entrance below, I walk life's hall to face death row, Since the beginning Ive welcomed the end. We pay a toll for winning a never promised a friend, We face our anger, We run from fear, life gives us danger, Can we handle the tear, We think of the unthought of, Yet some don't se it to heal, We continue to look for love, Yet scared of how it may feel, We hate without noticing, we heal without power We ignore all reasoning, When it's lust we devour, When others desire to eat or feel, As most use water to put out fire, As the selfish overeat starvation's real, We search for a better tomorrow, Questions don't end when anger we feed, Yet any hand we borrow, We scream hate but yet we plant the seed, Most people don't give anything away, While nice cars put a smile on their face, If tomorrow is a chance to relive today, Think of the lives and children we save.

No River To Wide
Standing on this riverbank Seeing you on the other side Watching the current flow Crashing against the rapids So close yet so far Wanting nothing more than to reach the other side Knowing the beauty and the love that is there Wading into the water Fighting the waters force Hearing you calling for me With a concern in your voice Swimming with everything in me Against the torrents rage Struggling to get to you And unleash my passion from it's cage I see you getting closer My journey almost done Starting to tire but struggling on The prize is with my grasp As I pull myself out of the water you come to me in tears you ask me why I chanced the rapids I simple look up, smile and say "My dear for your love there is no river that is to wide"

Starfires Begining
i sit on my bed trapped in my mind safest place for a childhood like mine i need to find a safe place a friend i can tell all of my hurts to so i can stay well she flys in through my breaking mind a small blue dragon one of a kind she lays her head into my heart saying im starfire lets start im here for you it is why im blue no one else can see me except you when the world is harsh and cruel i michele am your escape tool you can tell me all i will be here through your laughter your fear and tears i am the one who swallows your pain you will remember but not feel again when the bad men come and do what they do we will fly me and you when fights happen beyond your door well fly faster higher than ever before your never alone child i am here she hands me her soul stone it catches tears one thing michele you must never forget a starfires love is not to regret i am a gift to broken hearts souls and minds as well i will save you lift you from hell i listened hard took it all in barely heard

Someone's Mistress
Love is just a game that is played. Men feed us bullshit and then see which one of us is left. Thats the one they choose in life. I have been fed bullshit too long. ALL I WANT IS FOR ONE MAN TO PROVE TO ME THEY ARE NOT ALL THE SAME! My luck with men Has not been the best Its never been easy Always put to the test I find someone Fall in love Then my heart Gets a little shove It always seems When I find a man He becomes “taken” With another plan Are there any men Not with someone else Are they just with me Because I have a pulse The lover and Mistress Is what I become My heart gets used Eventually goes numb Maybe I don’t Deserve to be happy To be loved and cherished Instead of treated crappy I want someone To love me for me Not someone Who has two or three I thought I could handle The way that it was My heart was mistaken My feelings on pause I want your love Don’t be mistaken The title I want Is now already taken You s

Wedding Day
This is your very special day Your vows you had to say Remember them throughout your life You have now become husband and wife Treasure the moments that you share Always show how much you care You'll have good times and bad Some will be happy, some sad Share your feelings, don't try to hide This will tear you up inside Take each and every day slow As the years go by your love will grow Patience and Understanding you'll need But Love is the strongest indeed Happiness is wished for you On this day you said " I DO " done by christine

Ct Pin-up Girl Contest. (3)
Come on friends! I have over 300 friends on here and so far only 26 have voted for me. Help me get my votes up and win this please?? Thank you in advance :) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=230680&i=1440339812

*sigh*
So deep, it’s lost To get it back is the dream For to long To many tears There is nothing left Dig deeper It has to be there Just find it There has to be something left You can’t give up What if there is, and we think there isn’t? It could be the last chance Then what? You stop, and walk away Just try No just do Find it It’s there I promise I saved a piece for you It was my secret You didn’t know No one did If you look You will find it Move around You’ll see it Right in front of your eyes I can’t give you hints I know where it is It’s my information I have to keep it from you You’ll know why once you find it You’ll feel it It’ll be all yours For you and only you My heart

Flame Of Life
WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB IN THE MARINES. I WOULD PRAY FOR WAR AS MY DRILL INSTRUCTORS TOUGHT US. NOW I'M OLDER AND MORE WISER AND PRAY FOR PEACE.AS MY HEART HAS TOUGHT ME. FOR IT BREAKS MY HEART WHEN ANOTHER BROTHER ARMS IS LAID TO REST.FOR HIS OR HER FAMILY TO NEVER SEE AGAIN. TO HOLD, TO SMILE AT, TO GIVE A WARM KISS TO. TO LIVE ON WITH THE PAIN OF THER LOSS.I LOVE MY COUNTRY BUT MY GOD PLEASE STOP THE KILLING.TILL THE WAR ENDS ALWAY FATEFUL. SEMPER FI. OOHRAH

Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Me, Why Dont You Like Yourself?
I have a pretty scary background... I am tempted to write it out but i dont want to scare all of you away. So i will tell you ahead of time, that I am living proof that a shitty childhood doesnt mean a shitty adulthood... ill start small, and add things as we go along... when i was small, my dad was embezzeling oil from the states into canada without paying federal tax, and we lived like millionaires for a long time. I even was driven to school in a limo. Life was pretty good at the time, took the limo everywhere, got to go all over ontario to different theme parks and bring my friends, and watch movies on the ride home. Then one day my dad 'went to visit his sister' for 9 months... and my mom got really annoyed at me as i was coming into the age where i didnt want to listen to her... I was a bad kid. I ran away a couple times, told the neighbors my mom asked me to ask them to give me rides places... I scared my sister, cousin and neighbor by forcing them to watch IT and then

Black Rose
Love is like a black rose Piercing your heart with its thorns And leaving you there to bleed You cry from the hurt Hoping to ease the pain Only knowing that it never leaves Always having that scare Until another comes to turn the rose to red done by christine

Why I Like Marines Speech By Radm J. Stark, Usn, President Of The Naval War College.
We all know where Nick got the great name. The first Marine. Note: My Captain is referring to the USS Nicholas DD-449 which is named for the first Marine Commandant The speech interests all of us. A speech by Radm J. Stark, USN, President of the Naval War College, made in Newport, RI on 10 Nov 1995 Why I like Marines Speech by RADM J. Stark, USN, President of the Naval War College. The first reason I like Marines: They set high standards for themselves and those around them, and will accept nothing less. I like the way Marines march. I like the way Marines do their basic training whether it's Quantico, San Diego, or Parris Island. I like the idea that Marines cultivate an ethos conductive of producing hard people in a soft age. I like the fact that Marines stay in shape. I like the fact that the Marines only have one boss - The Commandant. And I like the directness of the Commandant. I like the fac

March 1st
There is that old saying "that if March comes in like a Lion it will go out as a Lamb"!! Well it is going to "roar" tomorrow!! From my perspective in Lima, Ohio, March will go out as a "Lamb" We got flood watches and ice warnings from midnight tonight until Thursday PM. Lightning, thunder, heavy rain and wind. At least it isn't SNOW!! I think I'll stay inside. Any of my "friends" that wish to chat please give me a shout.

Sex...
I've had a day like the past 7 years, bored. As I lay around waiting for something (I don't know what) to change, you call and ask to come over. I happily agree and jump in the shower to freshen up. Remember the last time we were together (with a smile on my face)I make sure my body is smooth, all cleaned out. You come into the house as if you do it everyday and push me against the wall with a long passionate kiss. Within minutes we head off to the bedroom and close the outside world behind us. You strip down as I light a candle then return to your body. It's a entertainment to me, to break up my daily routine. I explore your body with a burning desire to devour you. I slowly untangle the hair around your cock and balls not wanting to pull any. Your body smells are inviting me closer; your smiling down at me knowing what's to come. I ask you to lay on the bed where I can get to you better and you glide over and in position. I love the way your balls lay and I try to get my mouth un

Love.
LOVE. Almost impossible to believe; incredible. Informal. exceptionally good or unusual; marvelous; superb: a fabulous bargain; a fabulous new house. told about in fables; purely imaginary: the fabulous exploits of Hercules. known about only through myths or legends.

A Kept Man
Escape (the thought crosses my mind) I can see the light Under the crack of the door Im tempted to open it Its not locked There is no electric fence Im no dog I wear no (visible) collar But I am held here Kept by the Sound of their voices Unable to walk (run) away But finding it hard to stay I dream of hitting the 495 Find a quiet spot To write my mind No distractions Or low ceilings Let the sky be my page

Dating As An Escort
Yup that's what I do, I'm a professional Escort. Hey it's not a career choice but it does get the bills paid. Unfortunatly it tends to have one of two effects on men. 1. the get all weirded out and run screaming in the other direction or 2. they automaticly assume i'm just going to jump into bed with them and don't take the time to get to know me. Maybe i should just forget about haveing a boyfriend until i get a slightly more legit job. Damnit. Why can't i find a man that undersands that for me work is work and that personal life is just that, PERSONAL! *sigh* all well such is life and this is just another day.

How To Install A (redneck) Home Security System
1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: "Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went to the gun shop for more ammo. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls -- they attacked the mailman this mornin' and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. PS - I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside.

Can You Read This ?
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55% of plepoe can i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but teh wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! ISNT THIS COOL!!!!!!

Breaking Into Your House - Putting Immigration Into Perspective
Breaking into Your House - Putting Immigration into Perspective Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According

Hey Were Lookin For Someone Who Wants To Have Some Fun.everyone Welcome
hey everybody.were a married couple lookin to have some fun.trying new things.were looking for someone o rmore than one person who wants to exchange erotic pics,emails,videos,etc...well pretty much do any pose for ya.as long as youll return the favor.everyone is very welcome and looks dont matter.big or small...etc...well just let us know...check out our pics that are already on here and if ya like what ya see let us know please everybody repost this for all to see.....

God Is Like
GOD IS LIKE COKE.HE IS THE REAL THING. GOD IS LIKE GENERAL ELECTRIC.HE LIGHTS YOUR PATH. GOD IS LIKE BAYER ASPIRIN.HE WORKS WONDERS. GOD IS LIKE HALLMARK CARDS.HE CARES ENOUGH TO SEND THE VERY BEST. GOD IS LIKE TIDE.HE GETS THE STAINS OUT THAT OTHERS LEAVE BEHIND. GOD IS LIKE V05 HAIRSPRAY.HE HOLDS THROUGH ALL KINDS OF WEATHER. GOD IS LIKE DIAL SOAP.ARE'NT YOU GLAD YOU KNOW HIM?DON'T YOU WISH EVERYONE DID? GOD IS LIKE SEARS.HE HAS EVERYTHING. GOD IS LIKE ALKA SELTZER.TRY HIM,YOU'LL LIKE HIM. GOD IS LIKE SCOTCH TAPE.YOU CAN'T SEE HIM,BUT YOU KNOW HE'S THERE.

Give Peace A Chance
Give Peace a Chance John Lennon (1969) Album: Shaved Fish Give Peace a Chance came out in 1969 while fighting was still going on in Vietnam. This song was first recorded during the Montreal Bed-In with Yoko in 1969. John Lennon Lyrics: Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout Bagism, Shagism, Dragism, Madism, Ragism, Tagism This-ism, that-ism, ism ism ism All we are saying is give peace a chance All we are saying is give peace a chance Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout Minister, Sinister, Banisters and Canisters, Bishops, Fishops, Rabbis, and Pop Eyes, Bye bye, Bye bye All we are saying is give peace a chance All we are saying is give peace a chance Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout Revolution, Evolution, Masturbation, Flagellation, Regulation, Integrations, mediations, United Nations, - congratulations All we are saying is give peace a chance All we are saying is give peace a chance Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout John and Yoko, Timmy Leary, Rosemary, Tommy Smothers, Bobby Dylan, Tommy

Says It All Besos Para Tu
MOST IMPORTANT: I'm not into head games Do not do DRAMA Do not want to see your privates nor do I want to show you mine. I do not need a slave nor do I want to be one. Something to think about. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a NEW LOVE for things an OLD one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Life is too damn short and most do not realize it until it is to late. I'm here to meet new peopl

Taken A Break........for How Long.......no One Knows
Well ya know I had sat here from time to time and I thought about leaving for a while. Well tonite Ive decided to take my own advice and do just that. I understand that this site is just for those who love to flirt and then its also a site to meet new people and make friends as well. Well at times when I come on here, I say to myself "Why do I even bother?" I try and talk with people on here but it seems that either 1. they are too busy doing other things 2. Either they dont wanna be bothered Either way, I totally understand, even though I rarely talk with some of the folks who are on my list and those who I do try and talk with, just to say "hello" and "how was your day" or "what are you up to?"........I get no response at all. But I find it funny that after I leave and all, I get a response when I come back to check my messages if I get any. But like I said, Im takin a break from Cherry Tap.....cause I'm honestly tired of feeling like I'm not wanted or anythi

What Do My Eyes Reveal About Me?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes58%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

"WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME" I'VE SPENT LONG HOURS WAVERING THESE THOUGHTS OF YOU IN MY MIND, SLOWLY WEAVING THEM INTO MY SOUL; WHY MUST YOU BE LIKE A CONTINUOUS VISION IN MY HEAD, I'M FIGHTING IT, BUT IT JUST WON'T SEEM TO LET ME GO. IS THIS A FANTASY THAT I'M EXPERIENCING? AND SOON WILL REALIZE WILL NEVER COME TRUE? OR IS THERE SOMETHING I AM SUPPOSE TO SAY TO YOU OR A DEED THAT I MUST DO? NOT SURE OF GOD'S REASONS OF MEETING YOU, I DO KNOW HOWEVER THERE IS ONE THAT EXSISTS... ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR REASONS I HAVE LEARNED, IN MY LIFETIME OF EXPERIENCES. CATCH ME PLEASE, FOR I AM SCARED, I HAVE FALLIN TOO DEEP, AND I'M DROWNING IN THIS PASSION WITHIN; MY HEAD HAS GROWN WEARY OF THINKING OF ONLY YOU, AND NO ONE ELSE, MY FRIEND. SIGHS, OF EXHAUSTION, FROM HOLDING ALL THESE EMOTIONS CAPTIVE INSIDE OF ME; AND FOR SOME REASON I HAD THE DESIRE TO WRITE A POEM TO YOU, SO YOU'D UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ME. WRITTEN MARCH 2ND 2007 6:17AM BY ERICA CHAML

Help Please
Hey There Everyone Please Come and Vote for my sexy girl Named Sexy Simmer She is the bomb and she is a good friend and If you bomb her pic until sunday I Will make a tag for you and Buy a gift for you when I get back just send ME a message to let me know who helpped. Please Help her out thank you.

My Beefs
your profile pic is the most important i think that your profile pic should be recent not the ones when you were sixteen. ithink your pics should show who you are, dont get me wrong all the hot pics i love them too. so my next one is about story telling k cool but if i wanted too hear bullshit i would go down too the local bar sit down with a couple of drunk buddys and see who had the best one hey i have come up with a few myself but thats all whiskey talk. so rule of thumb is if you want too gett to know me talk too me, were not sixteen anymore, hahahahaha every lady on my list thanks for letting me vent

Guys Are So Blunt
So last night I was hangin' out at my bar, and some random guy comes up to me before he left, and all he said to me was, "You're hot!" I smiled and laughed and thanked him, and then he left. A couple of hours later, some other random dude walks up to me and says, "You know, you have the most incredible ass. I'm sorry – I just had to tell you that." Hahahaha!!!! I appreciate the compliments, I really do… but do you have to be so blunt about it, guys? Seriously, you could come off a little less rude, and still get your point across. ;-)

I Graduated Today
For those of you that don't know today is a huge day in my life. It was my last day of class and I am now a graduate. I have a degree in Electrical Science, a national certification as an Electrician and very soon to have my state License. Just wanted to share my big day!!!

What's The Point??
Friends...what does that REALLY mean? I always thought friends were the siblings you never had,that you could tell them anything and they'd still love you, and no matter what - boys would never come between you! Maybe I was living in a false reality of what true friendship is. Maybe it's supposed to be great until one thing doesn't work out the way someone wanted it to and then the whole relationship goes to hell. I mean, seriously! Why does there have to be so much drama and bullshit!?! Can't people just understand each other and be patient and understanding anymore? Why is it that everything is going just fine, then the silliest comments are made, and when you are being honest with how you feel someone is there to rearrange your feelings and turn it into something so far from what it really is? That's how people get hurt. Because people have to second guess the truth. It's stupid. What's the point of spending your time on people you love, if eventually they'll just turn around and

Pet Contest
~~ Okay Doing A Pet Contest ~~ Send me your pet pics and i will enter them into the contest! Most Comments wins! You can comment bomb ur self Each winner will get 2 gifts each! Contest will start on 3/5 thur 3/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria Soon To Be Wife Of MILKENO~*~ Owner of A. F. H. ~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

About Morph Requests
OK I am noticing that people are not really paying attention to the information on my main profile so I am going to try to clear some things up here. When you request a Morph, its best to make sure to send me the URL's to the photos that you want morphed. The reason I ask this is so that you have the choice of what it will look like. Yes I could go to your profile and find some but there are 2 reasons that I stopped doing that. 1) It takes too long ... you know what you like and you are not being forward by telling me what you like. 2) I am not a mind reader. So tell me what you want to see that way you are happier with your design. So when you request a morph include 1) URLs of photos 2) Name to be put on Morph It is best to PM the request to me because things just get lost in that shout box.

The Jesus Files
So the last few years, we've been inundated with all sorts of Jesus stuff: The Passion of the Christ, the DaVinci Code, Jesus dolls, Jesus documentaries, and now we have the Lost Tomb of Jesus. All religious feeling, whether for or against, aside, this is just really stupid. Atheists and agnostics love to taunt their "Christian" opponents with theories like the DaVinci Code, never mind the fact that the DaVinci Code is in and of itself, just really dumb, and has no factual basis whatsoever. Since when do atheists embrace "theories" instead of "facts"? It just suits their agenda, which is namely, to attack Christianity, and any other form of "theism". Never mind the fact that their efforts are rarely expended upon other religions, at least, in public. Then we had the hue and cry over Mel Gibson's movie, which, although it is a beautiful cinematic achievement, is also based on rather dubious grounds. It is a cinematic portrayal of the "vision" of Catherine of Siena, a Saint

Wtf
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=587992&albumid=0&i=3456147339 this i hate to say it but she is a bitch harassed my wife called her a bitch and a fat ass whore i mean the nerveof her wtf you all need to block her ... i mean you all saw my wife in my pic you know what she looks like i guess jealousy is a big prob when you cant get what you want sorry guy just had to vent an let you all know whats going on....... oh yeah she also said to go gag on my c@ck jealous aint she lol

Story
Linda felt like a freak of nature. By the age of 12 she had developed breasts that would have satisfied any adult woman. They drew too much attention from males and women where ever she went. By the time she entered high school she had the body of a girl her age but nature had played a cruel joke. Linda had a sweet childchillike face with blond hair and blue eyes. She was just five feet tall and she was slim figured. Her hips were just starting to widen into a woman's figure. She would have looked like any girl her age if it were not for how top heavy she had become. No one expected to see a girl with breasts the size of basketballs. That is a literal description of her. No one could meet her and look her in the eyes. They would talk to her and their eyes would never get above her breast line. You just don't think you would ever meet a Dolly Parton with the face of a child. The result was that boys and men were always trying to get into her panties.

Sexy Story1
On this particular morning it was a warm day and Lauren was on her way home after a two mile jog. When she approached Ms. Booth's home she saw her puttering in her front yard and smiled as she approached. Ms. Booth waved and stood up and approached the sidewalk. Lauren slowed down and as she reached her, she started running in place. She was dressed in a powder blue jogging suit that consisted of silken shorts and a tank top. They were sweat stained. She had a terrycloth towel around her neck and she used the end to dry her face as she greeted Ms. Booth. Every time Lauren went past Ms. Booth's home and she was working in the yard they would talk for a few moments. They developed a casual relationship over time that allowed Lauren to reveal her feelings to her. They lived in one of the northern suburbs of Atlanta, Georgia. It was a nice neighborhood with tree lined streets. The old trees over hung the streets so much that when trucks drove down them th

Liars
I hate Liars... I hate game players I make this very clear when I meet people. It is in my profile. I vocalise it. Especially if I am getting into a situation where I am having more than friendly feelings for someone. So if you progrss past that point, and still opt to play games, and lie, then it's for no reason other than you are a pussy ass bitch that I want no part of. And all I can say is it is a good thing we live far apart, because I wouldn't yell, or slap you, I would flat out knock you on your ass, and you would have to explin to all your boys that some pissed off bitch jacked you up. And THAT is being true to myself! How are you going to be with one female and asking another one to move with you??? Are you fuckin retarted?????? I hate fucking game playin liars, you have no respect from me, not today, and never again. So whatever game you were playin... congrats, you won. All the points for you!! Pat yourself on the back asshole cause the eggs on my face. You

Quotable
"There are no extra pieces in the universe. Everyone is here because he or she has a place to fill, and every piece must fit itself into the big jigsaw puzzle." - Deepak Chopra "Our life's journey of self-discovery is not a straight-line rise from one level of consciousness to another. Instead, it is a series of steep climbs and flat plateaus, then further climbs. Even though we all approach the journey from different directions, certain of the journey's characteristics are common to all of us." - Stuart Wilde "You cannot tailor-make the situations in life but you can tailor-make the attitudes to fit those situations." - Zig Ziglar "Generosity is another quality which, like patience, letting go, non-judging, and trust, provides a solid foundation for mindfulness practice. You might experiment with using the cultivation of generosity as a vehicle for deep self-observation and inquiry as well as an exercise in giving. A good place to start is with yourself. See if you c

If He Only Knew
If He Only Knew I get all happy Giddy inside It’s like a schoolgirl feeling again I smile like a dork I giggle like a silly girl It’s what I like I like how I feel We trade luvies He calls me Babydoll Makes me all squishy inside He likes it when we’re nice We argue like crazy Only because of me He forgives me and jokes That 3 strikes I’m out He likes me I like him I give him smilies He digs me He shoves I kick We always come back to a kiss It’s really whack to be like this I placed my stake in him He claimed me as his All the bitches want him My pics make him puke It’s the comments he hates If he only knew

Moon Song
in the drifting winds i see the change, a heavy thought kept in a cage. in the chill of twilight the staleness of us near, i ..lost in the darkness nothing i hear. i miss being with you the quiet soft adoration that too is locked up without hesitation.. realness is abandoned to wanderlust and truth is abiding in mistrust. i cant hear the sweet song the night once did sing, just the crashing of a broken heart falling in shame how is it this would be what logic we become? i have misplaced the moon song that once i loved..

About Fibro And Me Pt 1
the spoon theory is a good read if you take the time and try to understand....then there is a letter that someone else wrote to try to help people understand...and the last thing is the response i wrote to that letter although it was over a year ago...since then you all know i found Master i just don't want anyone to think he and i broke up....love ya all The Spoon Theory My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to ha

About Fibro And Me Part 2
Fibromyalgia At A Glance Fibromyalgia causes pain, stiffness, and tenderness of muscles, tendons, and joints without detectable inflammation. Fibromyalgia does not cause body damage or deformity. Fatigue occurs in 90% of patients with fibromyalgia. Irritable bowel syndrome can occur with fibromyalgia. Sleep disorder is common in patients with fibromyalgia. There is no test for the diagnosis of fibromyalgia. Fibromyalgia can be associated with other rheumatic conditions. Treatment of fibromyalgia is most effective with combinations of education, stress reduction, exercise, and medications. What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is one of the most common dis

Thank You
I LIKEI TO THANK EVERYBODY WHO HAS VOTED FOR ME WHILE I HAVE BEEN IN A CONTEST AND STILL AM IN A CONTEST Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

How Can People Do That?
THEY WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE HIS STORY!!!!! SO WHY IN THE HELL DONT PEOPLE MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS INSTEAD OF LEAVING NASTY MESSAGES AND COMMENTS. THERE IS ALWAYS MORE THAN ONE PERSON THAT GETS HURT. SO BEFORE ANYONE LEAVES NASTY COMMENTS AND MESSAGES ON SOMEONE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW OR HAVE NEVER TALKED TOS PROFILE GET BOTH SIDES OF THE STORY. THERES ONLY ONE TRUE JUDGE. REMEMBER THAT!!!!!!!!!

Oh Well??
The Reverend John Fluff was the pastor in a small town in Ireland. One day he was walking down the high street when he noticed a young lady of his congregation sitting in a pub drinking beer. The Reverend wasn't happy. He walked through the open door of the pub and sat down next to the woman. "Miss Fitzgerald", he said sternly. "This is no place for a member of my congregation. Why don't you let me take you home?" "Sure", she said with a slur, obviously very drunk. When Miss Fitzgerald stood up from the bar, she began to weave back and forth. The Reverend realized that she'd had far too much to drink and grabbed her arms to steady her. When he did, they both lost their balance and tumbled to the floor. After rolling around for a few moments, the Reverend wound up on top of Miss Fitzgerald, her skirt hiked up to her waist. The pub landlord looked over and said, "Ok mate, we won't have any of that carrying on in this pub." The Reverend looked up at the landlord and said, "But

Korn Freakssssssssssss!!!
Postin for the winner, Candice: Looking for someone to be my guest to meet Korn this Tuesday morning with KROQ in LA. I don't have any friends that would appreciate this opportunity so if you're a fan, bid to my guest by noon on Monday: http://cgi.ebay.com/Have-breakfast-with-the-band-KORN-sponsored-by-KROQ_W0QQitemZ300087535768QQihZ020QQcategoryZ16071QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

Touch Me - Lyrics
Touch me softly Here and there Lover, touch me Everywhere Kiss me now Please don't wait Give me more Don't hesitate Fill me up With your mad love Come inside me With a gentle shove Feel the way I hold you there Tightly embracing You know where The deepest part Where life begins Our own understanding Of our own sins ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Goin' Kinda Crazy
I guess you could say I've been goin' kinda crazy adding pictures to my stash. lol Don't even want to guess how many. hahaha But, you'll find a very wide variety, when you go look...religous, celebrities, Jewish related pictures, St. Patricks Day, churches, Native American, animals. So...I hope you're going to find something you like, or maybe find something new. Make sure you rate them, please, and leave me a comment, so I know you've been for a visit!

Melt Away
I feel for you because the moment I saw you I felt something inside me. I knew I just had to get to know you. I just had to meet you. You with those beautiful eyes and perfect smile. You with with the warmth of an angel and the brightness of a sunny day. You cause me to daydream, to wish again, to feel the wall surrounding my heart melt away.

Brave Terrorists!!
You just have to love these radical Islamofacsits!! They hate everything but themselves and degrade women on a daily basis!! Then these brave Islamofacsit bastards, don an Arab woman's dress and try to escape!!! Arafat did the same thing many years ago!! You'll never see a Marine doing this!!

Back To The Dark Side I Go
I have decided ( now that I have done more research than I need to) to try the vegetarian thing again. I did it before ( hence the again part) and it started off ok, then went down hill. I was too picky about what I ate and I wasn't eating enough protein. Well, not eating enough protein ( no wise ass protein comments please..lol) can lead to serious health issues. Well, after my research I have found a TON of ways to get said protein ( yeah, that way too ) so I don't get sick. Maybe I'll work on my book more now. If I have the time, I'll do some more writing. (Ok by vegetarian I don't mean I am going to be PETA loving vegan. NO WAY. I will still eat dairy and fish.I am not doing this solely because of the animals. When I get more of my book done, you'll understand it all)

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
lol i don't need any explanation for this one i love RHCP and this video is so cryptic! enjoy my fellow tappers :D How long how long Will I slide Seperate my side I don't I don't believe its bad Slit my throat it's all I ever I heard your voice through a photograph I thought it up it brought up the past Once you know you can never go back I've got to take it on the otherside Centuries are what it meant to me A cemetery where I marry the sea Stranger things have never changed my mind I gotta take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on How long, how long Will I slide Seperate my side I don't I don't believe its bad Slit my throat it's all I ever Pour my life into a paper cup The ashtray's full and I'm spilling my guts She want's to know am I still a slut I've got to take it on the otherside Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed A candidate for a soul mate bled Push the trigger and pull the thread I've got to take it on th

Restrooms.... :)
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mi

Well...today's Topic...
OKAY.... WHERE TO START, TODAY AND YESTERDAY HAS BEEN A WORLD OF DRAMA. I TRIED MY BEST TO GET AWAY FROM THIS. AND IT JUST SEEMS TO FOLLOW ME EVERY WHERE I GO.... CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE THE DRAMA!! GUESS SOME ARE JUST MEANT TO LIVE IT ON A DAILY BASIS. YOU KNOW I WAS TOLD BY SOMEONE SPECIAL, "GOD ONLY GIVES YOU WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE" WELL IN THIS CASE... I MUST BE MEANT TO HANDLE A LOT.... EVERYDAY, I GET CHALLENGED WITH SOMETHING NEW. I'VE LOST A FEW FRIENDS IN THESE LAST FEW DAYS, BECAUSE OF SOMETHING GOING ON MY LIFE. WELL... THAT JUST PROVES, YOU WERE NEVER REALLY A FRIEND OF MINE!! TODAY, I FELT BETRAYED. LIKE IS ONCE SAID "WHAT IS... ISN'T.... IDK ANYMORE" I THOUGHT THAT I HAD A LOT OF CLOSE FRIENDS.... AND I KNOW I HAVE CLOSE FRIENDS, YOU GUYS AND GALS ARE THERE ON A DAILY BASIS. HAHA SOME OF YOU PROBABLY KNOW WHAT MY BREAKFAST IS ON A DAILY BASIS.... AND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T, DON'T WORRY, YOU WILL!! I'M LEARNING THAT THERE'S A LEAK SOME WHERE....AND IF YOU WANT, JUST TELL ME.... I

Gotta Luv A Drunk Lol
a joke I recieved...thought I would share and hopefully bring a chuckle... A man and his wife are awakened at 3am by a loud pounding at the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push... "Not a chance'"says the husband, "it's 3am in the morning!!" He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked the wife. "Just some drunk asking for a push," he answers "Did you help him?" she asks. "No I did not,its pouring rain outside!" "Well you have a short memory," says his wife "Can't you remember aobut three months ago when we broke down and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!" The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes out into hte pouring rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello are you still there?" "Yes" comes back the answer "You still need a push?" calls out the husband. "yes plese!"comes the reply from the dark. "Where

If You Really Want To Know!
HEY YOU LOVELY PEOPLE OUT THERE IN NET LAND! HEHE I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT OF THINKING LATELY AND I CAME UP WITH A LIST OF WHAT I WANT AND LOOK FOR IN SOMEONE. YES I'M SINGLE, AND NO I DON'T LIKE IT ANYMORE! LOL BUT I'M NOT GONNA RUSH INTO ANYTHING WITH JUST ANYONE EITHER! SO HERE STARTS THE LIST... 1. I WANT A GUY THAT IS 25 YRS OLD AT LEAST BUT NOT OLDER THAN 32....I HAVE A PHOBIA, SORRY IF THIS CANCELS YOU OUT! IF YOU FALL A BIT BELOW OR ABOVE THESE AGES, JUST TALK TO ME AND I'LL TELL YA IF I'M COMFORTABLE WITH YOUR AGE OR NOT. 2. I WANT A GUY THAT HAS NICE LOOKS. NO I'M NOT A MODEL OR ANYTHING, BUT EVERYONE HAS STANDARDS RIGHT? AND MOST PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THEY WANT AND LIKE. 3. SOMEONE THAT IS EITHER IN SCHOOL GETTING READY TO HAVE A CAREER OR ALREADY HAS ONE. I KNOW I AM NOT ONE TO TALK SINCE I HAVE NEITHER, BUT THATS JUST A MUST. I KNOW I WILL WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. THINGS HAVE AND STILL ARE HOLDING ME BACK AND IF I GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO YOU, WE WILL DISCUSS THE REASONS THEN.

Myspace Is Being Sued!
YOU KNOW WHAT GO AHEAD AND TAKE MY RIGHTS TO POST BULLETINS AND COMMENTS ON THIS SITE, TOO, MY SITE IS CHARGING $2 FOR AGE VERIFICATION BIG DEAL, YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL THESE DAYS WHEN YOU START A BUSINESS ONLINE, THERE ARE TOO MANY KIDS WITH TOO MANY WAYS TO ACCESS MATERIAL THAT CAN BE UNSAFE TO THEM, I FEEL THAT PPL SHOULD HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ABOUT POSTING WHAT THEY WANT ON AN ADULT SITE. ANYTHING THEY FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH LETTING OTHER PPL SEE. BUT IT DOESNT MEAN WE CAN NOT TAKE MEASURES TO PROTECT OUR OWN ASSES FROM THE SAME TYPE OF LAWSUIT THAT MYSPACE HAS JUST BEEN HANDED! THEY ARE BEING SUED FOR $30 MILLION BECAUSE THEY DID NOT VERIFY HER AGE! AND I CAN TELL YOU OTHER PPL ARE GOING TO BE FOLLOWING SUITE! SO WHAT IS THE PROBLEM OF ME WANTING TO PROTECT CHILDREN FROM NSFW MATERIAL, AND AT THE SAME TIME GIVING ADULTS THE ABILITY TO BE THEMSELVES ON A SITE CREATED WITH THEM IN MIND? READ THIS BELOW AND TELL ME, IS IT STILL WORTH RISKING MY BUSINESS AND NOT CHARGING THE $2? ALSO I

I Dream Of Him
It is you that I imagine in my mind Falling asleep with you in my arms of all the men in the world You are the one that I want your eyes are the eyes I see in my dreams When my mind thinks of you Its your lips that I kiss Soft and moist as my tongue circles your lips your lips suck me into your mouth Drawing me closer to your soul Your hands are the hands I feel In my dreams touching my breasts your tongue encircles my nipples and you suck them until they are pointed and hard My hands run through your hair as your tongue enters my sex your tongue circles my flower Drawing from me the juices of your reward of all the men in the world it is you I smell and taste in my dreams I taste your warm hot juices flowing as I take you into my mouth you hold my head steady As my tongue titillates and plays with your growing Cock it is filled with love, lust and rage as it strains against my tongue It is all I can do to hold your hands away >From the cock which I hold so

Why Robin Hates Men... Part 467892
OOOHHHH my god... ok.... SOOOO, robin does stuff, a lot of stuff, on a daily basis, right? Then i blog about it... GASP!!!! SHOCKING!!! I don't tell EVERYONE EVERY LITTLE THING i do... SOOOOO i blog about it.... thats what robin does... I also apparently am on PAROLE, and must check in with my PO... cuz i got told basically that me not explaining to him where i was was disrespectful, and annoys him... WTF?!?!?! I mean, it's that type of stupid shit that annoys the hell out of me.... AND that type of stupid shit why i am not DATING this guy... i would post the convo, but i'd have to change the name and it'd just be drama... but i'm a bitch, i know i am... it's TOUGH for me to care about other people's feelings about what I do... so when i get told it annoys someone cuz they have to read about my life through my blogs... CONGRATS, so do most people in my life who don't TEXT MESSAGE ME!!!! now, those people who txt me, always get the play by play!!! *lol* But still how the fuck does

Good Morning
Just wanted to say to all my Friends,Family Members, and Fans............. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Big Hugs, ANGEL

Sometimes We Just Need To Be Reminded!
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the

My First Tattoo
In honor of my Irish heritage and in celebration of St. Patricks Day ( the greatest day for drinking EVER), I am getting my first tattoo on March 17th... This is what I am getting, but just the harp... On my right hip. This will be HAWT! :)

3 Days Grace....
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don’t miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

When Girls Drink To Much....
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST 4 HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 9. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES OF CLOTHING, STAND ON A TABLE AND SING OR DANCE BECOMES STRANGELY OVERWHELMING TO US. 10. OUR EYES JUS

Introduction Isn't What It Use To Be...lol
Hello all my friends and new friends. I don't know when Jeremy finally decided to let me into his family but I'm happy he did. He knows I love him and I'm sure everyone in here does too. I mean how can you not...lol I hate intros but for the new friends/family members here goes. I sure you want to know a little about me. I'm hot, sexy, oh no that's what I write for the 20 or so personal sites I'm subscribe to...sorry. Ok for real...I'm single (yeah like you didn't know from the sentence before) a full time caregiver for my father who is 81 and has Alzheimer. I have dyslexia which is a learning disability when it comes to reading/spelling etc. However, I have two years as a sociologist(LOVE PEOPLE) and I have a two year degree in Computer Information Technology CIT (yep LOVE COMPUTERS). Before I started taking care of my dad I had a computer business only lasted two years. I own two homes I rent one to pay the note which I should be finished in five years...fingers, toes, and elbow

Mind...
night is coming fast with my quickening breath. i am trembling at the thought of being alone. again, laying here thoughts of u bombarding my head... ,making me insane... where r u when i need u? too much has happened and changed.. life is going topsy turvy like i am caught in a tunnel and cant get out.

Daddy Daycare Is Up And Running!
I have three kids. Usually, I'm the cool guy...I go to work WAY before they get up, and I see them in the last few hours of their day. Wellll, right now their mother is visiting a friend in Boise, so it's just me (on leave) and them. According to my 4 year old daughter, I just may not add up to the Mommy figure in this relationship. Something about the Daddy being the disciplinarian...not my thing. I will and do correct, I'm just not usually there for the daily growing pains of my babies. So it is. I did score major points today; I took them on a picnic at the park. For those of you without kids, and picnic with a 5, 4, and 2 y/o equates to very little eating and a whole lot of running. Definitely a two parent gig. No wonder they said that Mommy doesn't take them there; now they can add Daddy to that list! Anyway, no major parties at the house...no women (or me, for that matter) running around naked. Take care, my friends!

Waiting On Me
It’s been a long day at work… so hard out in the world But in the mist of it all…I am thinking of you every chance I get I get aroused at the slightest thought of you… My mind drifts off to what possibly could be waiting on me Waiting on me to get home… As I pull up in the driveway… my heart beats with excitement She is home… all alone Wasting no time I find myself… fumbling for my keys Finally I slide the key into the hole… as the door opens The scent of candles alerts my senses… the misty darkness throughout the house Candles ignite the mood of the evening soon to take place… I sit my briefcase down… as I loosen my tie with a undone button R. Kelly… singing… telling me to step in my room But when I do… I find you lying on the couch reading a book My eyes pierce your body… you are dressed loosely Robe hanging over the side of the couch… thighs showing with an invitation An invitation I sensed… you peek over the edge of the book… only to see your eyes But I can tell y

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok guys here we go its friday time for the weekend between watching 300 and playin xbox its gonna be a quiet weekend so here's some bush with glycerine to wake you fuckers up keep rockin guys :D Must be your skin I'm sinking in Must be for real 'cause now I can feel And I didn't mind it's not my kind Not my time to wonder why Everything's gone white And everything's grey Now you're here now you're away I don't want this remember that I'll never forget where you're at Don't let the days go by Glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time Are you at one Or do you lie We live in a wheel Where everyone steals But when we rise it's like strawberry fields If I treated you bad You bruise my face Couldn't love you more You got a beautiful taste Don't let the days go by Could have been easier on you I couldn't change though I wanted to Should have been easier by three Our old friend fear and you and me Glycerine (repeat) Don't let the days go by Glyceri

Some Qoutes I Think About
Atheism is a non-prophet organization. Have you ever noticed? Anybody going slower than you is an idiot, andanyone going faster than you is a moron. If you can't beat them, arrange to have them beaten. Some people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don't have time for all that. Just cause you got the monkey off your back doesn't mean the circus has left town. There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.

Hit In The Head..lmao
A man was sitting quietly reading his paper when his wife walked up behind him and whacked him on the head with a frying pan. "What was that for?" he asked. "That was for the piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Marylou written on it," she replied. "Two weeks ago when I went to the races, Marylou was the name of one of the horses I bet on," he explained. "Oh honey, I'm sorry," she said. "I should have known there was a good explanation." Three days later he was watching a ballgame on TV when she walked up and hit him in the head again, this time with the iron skillet, which knocked him out cold. When he came to, he asked, "What the hell was that for?" "Your horse called." she replied!"

Why Is It...
all that seems to matter on this site are the sex pictures (or should i call them the NSFW pictures) getting as many friends on your list as possible and getting points? well it bugs me okay sorry to be bitchy but i've got 155 photo's in my folders and the only ones any one cares about are the sexy, dirty and hawt ones.. well you know what fuck you if you can't be a real friend a rate all the pictures just buzz off okay!

Unwritten
I'm takin another drag to search for something useful to say but I know you've heard my rantings before. These letters of nothing have been written for far too long. I keep these ponderings close to my heart in an empty box, devoid of feeling. Feeling for you is fumbling in the dark, searching like hell for the light. So pathetic, the time I've spent writing to a someone that doesn't yet know I exist. I wish you could understand that this path is long, one you've been a part of but will never know. I think I've lost the will to open up to everyone else, but the words come fast when speaking to the one contribution I've made to the world. It's with love and the dry tears in my eyes that I close more unsent correspondence, the windows to my soul closed because I can't open them to you just yet. You've locked away my heart, and for that I love you. With my fondest hope for you, Your mother

Love
LOVE Love is a very tricky emotion, it leaves you full and empty. With anger, hate, lust, and greed you know what you want. When you love someone it's hard to tell what you want or show them how you feel . You want to hold them, push them away, kiss them, hurt them, keep them just for you, share them with the world, but in the end what is love.. Being torn between what is rational and unrational....

News...........
Ok, so I leave to go to the City, Sunday nite. Be the last time on CT for awhile. Leave me some comments....I will get back to ya on them. Anywho, for those of you that like rumors and go to Cricket and ask her who she is "talking" to...its me. I like her a whole bunch. Maybe a little more than I should given the reason were a few hrs apart...but still. Well Im out...take care.

During Times Of Universal Deceit, Telling The Truth Becomes A
`During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act." — George Orwell It is often repeated that the victors write the history of wars. Even in democratic societies, the great preponderance of government, commercial and media power are geared to justify the cause of the victor and dismiss the cause of the vanquished. The greater the tragedy and costs, the more powerful is the impulse to justify them as righteous and necessary. Since about 620,000 soldiers and 50,000 civilians perished in the "Civil War," the impulse to post-war propaganda and ongoing political correctness is powerful indeed. This is why good people, including retired high school teacher John Allen, who recently provided some misguided comments regarding my book, "The Un-Civil War: Truths Your Teacher Never Told You," are shocked when truth is uncovered from decades of propaganda. Allen distorts many of my positions. He implies that I do not believe slavery was an issu

How Much Do You Love Cars?
MECHANIC Chris Donald loves his work — he has sex with CARS. And he admitted last night: “Some men like boobs and bums, but I much prefer curvy bodywork.” Chris, 38, has a recognised psychological condition that makes him physically attracted to motors. He has had sex with more than 30 different models in 20 years — plus two motorboats and a pal’s JETSKI. Chris, who DOES have a girlfriend, confessed: “A nice car for me is a feast for the senses. It’s about smells, feelings and tastes. If I see a gorgeous Mercedes I know I’d love to jump into bed with it.” His weird obsession mirrors that of electrician Karl Watkins, who The Sun revealed was jailed for having sex with pavements in Redditch, Worcs, in 1993. Chris has his own website devoted to his bizarre fetish — and claims there are 500 other cranks like him, including women. But unlike doggers who have sex with strangers in chilly car parks, the motor engineer uses a heated and carpeted double garage at his home f

If I Was Yours Amuse Me
TO EVERYONE WHO DID THIS THANKS YOU DONT HAVE TO REDO IT MUAHHHH 1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your mys

Sign The Visual Guestbook
Hey all. As my first blog, I thought I'd make a request to everyone. Jump onto my profile and sign the guestbook. I'd love to see where all the friends, fans, and visitors are from who come visit me. It only takes a few seconds, and it would make me very happy. See, I'm starting to smile already!! Thanks!

Another Very Adult Story - No Title
I hear squishy sounds. Then I feel movement from my body. I am being pounded mercilessly in my pussy and ass, juices continously dripping and splashing about. I feel a tingle sensation on my tits, I look and see straight pins stuck into my tits, 6 or 7 of them congested in my nipples. I see hands using my tits for leverage from below and above me. They grip tightly, burrying the straight pins in even deeper which causes my juices to flow even more. Some men roughly squeeze my tits tightly together and fuck my tits with wild abandon as they worry the needles in my nipples. The constant flow of juices from my pussy is splashing onto the cock pounding my ass, thus keeping it lubed up. I feel something on my lips and I automatically open my mouth and a thick rubbery shaft shoves its way in until I have trouble breathing and feel soft bags bumping my nose. It quickly exits, then enters again, and again. They push more pins into my tits, having difficulty finding a space

Friend Application
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can

A Moment Alone
sometimes at night...when i have a moment alone...i find myself reflecting on the times i have spent with the kids....i have had the kids two weeks instead of the one week that i was told...buts its cool...cause i have had a blast!...its been great!...right now they are sleeping.....something i have reflected on is...their need to be around me when they go to sleep....i sat back one night and thought about why that was....i have not come to a conclusion as to why..cause i havent asked them...but i think its because they want me to sing them to sleep...lol...im serious !....i sing around them all the time...like when im taking them to school or taking them home....they never ask me to turn the radio on going to where ever it may be that we are headed...i have a Dell DJ Ditty..basically its a digital mp3 player...that i carry with me to listen to at work...and when we are not talking im singing...and sometimes they ask me to sing this or that song....but usually it me just singing any so

Because Everyone In Canada Lives In An Igloo
Now that Vancouver has won the chance to host the 2010 Winter Olympics, these are some questions people from all over the world are asking. Believe it or not these questions about Canada were posted on an International Tourism Website. Obviously the answers are a joke;but the questions were really asked! Q:I have never seen it warm on Canadian TV, so how do the plants grow?(England) A. We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around and watch them die. Q:Will I be able to see Polar Bears in the street? (USA) A: Depends on how much you've been drinking. Q:I want to walk from Vancouver to Toronto-can I follow the Railroad tracks? (Sweden) A: Sure, it's only Four thousand miles, take lots of water. Q:Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Canada? (Sweden) A: So it's true what they say about Swedes. Q:It is imperative that I find the names and addresses of places to contact for a stuffed Beaver. (Italy) A: Let's not touch this one. Q: Are th

Lost Love Ones
last friday 3/9/07 my grandma past away at 4:20am. she was a very loving and generous woman that was nice to all. why is it that the nicest people have to die horrible deaths. she is one of man i know that would help you n anyway she could. but she has to fightcancer and lost. mourning is not what she would want so i wont. yes i still hurt but i know she is with my family and friends waiting for me on the other side.she wanted a party to celebrate her death. so last night i did just that cause i know she is in a better place and her pain is over. there she will wait with my baby girl rags for my arrival when ever that may be.rest in peace grandma i love you and i miss you. we will be together again so have the cards and scrabble ready and we will play for eternity. until my day comes you are in my heart and soul forever.

*~*~*love Is Cruel*~*~*
I said I love u and got an i care in return...I dont want gifts i dont want riches....All i wanted was good times and alot of laughs.....and an i love u in return.......is that asking to much?

The Worst Day Of Fishing
I WENT FISHIN TODAY..THERE WAS A BOY ,HIS MOM AND THERE FRIEND...THE MOM WENT THE STORE...AND I WAS HELP CATCHIN THEM FISH...AND THE FRIEND COME BACK AND SAID HOW MANY DID U CATCH...I SAID WELL I JUST CAUGHT 5 IN 2 MINUTES...THEN SHE WAS LIKE I WANNA SEE THEM...SO SHE WALKED OVER TO THE FISH ON THE STRINGER AND PICK THEM UP...AND SHE WASN'T THINKING BOUT THE STRINGER JUST THE FISH ONLY...SO SHE WENT TO PUT FISH BACK IN WATER AND AND RELIZED SHE THREW ALL FISH AND STRINGER IN LAKE...WELL I JUST LOOKED AND FISH WERENT MOVING...ALL OF SUDDEN FISH STARTED TO SWIM AWAY INTO THE DARK MURKY WATERS AND I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND AND SAID WTF MIGHT AS WELL ...SO I KICKED OF MY SHOES AND DIVED IN TO THE ICE COLD LAKE...I LMAO..SO HARD CUZ THE WATER WAS LIKE 50 DEGREES....AND EVERYONE ELSE LAUGHED WITH ME NOT AT ME...I TURNED AROUND TO EVERYONE AND SAID U KNO FOR WOMEN WHO DONT HAVE BALLS IM MORE BRAVER THAN THOSE MEN OVER THERE THAT U WANNA CALL UR HUSBANDS OR BOYFRIENDS....I THOUGHT TODAY WAS FUN &

Poetry
Whispering spirits.... Like the stories told from our forefathers, Like the smell of rain in the whispy summer air, These are the spirits that tell me who I am. The spirits visit my enchanted dreams at night, They paint a picture and tell of my life unfolding, They whisper to me who I am and where I come from, And they tell me to stand proud. As a young brave I sit by the fire, The spirits haunt me through the cloudy smoke, I watch it rise to touch the Great Spirit at night, Only to be lost in a neverending starry sky. I sit upon my painted horse, With furrowed brow I am ready for war, My visions from the smoke protect me, As my heart shall bargain for my life. In a land of hatred, In a land of muses and bigotry, I steady my bow and yell my final cry. Great Spirit protect all of us, And teach us how to become one instead of hate, As I raise my bow and make my final cry, Only to be hated for who I am, and watch my soul die. As I leave this world to my

The Beginning.......
She sits in a bistro watching the hustle of the city. She pays attention to everything in general and nothing in particular. She is alone with her thoughts. Something stirs her serenity. She has always been able to feel the emotions of others, as empaths do. She was taught from a very young age, however, how to shield herself from the irratic emotions she can sense. It would do her great harm if she let all feelings in. This stirring was something more, something wild. A force in which she could not shield. He is across the street from where she sits. He is watching only her. He sees only her and she sits with her coffee. Her hair is the color of deep auburn. As the sun passes through the clouds, the golden strands glint in the sun as if dancing. Her eyes are not brown, nor are they green. They are somewhere in between. He will have to explore those eyes in depth. She see him standing across the street. Is he the one? Is he the man that stirs her inner most mind? It is as i

Today's Topic.....~music~
WELL TODAY HAS TO BE AN UNUSUAL DAY FOR ME.... NOTHING WRONG OR NOTHING BOTHERING ME.... IT'S JUST SOMETHING WEIRD, I GUESS. I CAN'T QUITE PUT MY FINGER ON THIS ONE TODAY.... COULD IT BE THAT I'M GETTING BORED WITH CT?!?! EVERYDAY, I COME HERE AND EVERYDAY.... I THINK I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED OFF. BECAUSE, EVERYDAY.... I'M HIT WITH SOME KIND OF DRAMA OR IMPATIENT PEOPLE. AND THAT'S ONE THING I CAN'T STAND, IS SOMEONE BEING IMPATIENT. I'M NOT THE MOST PATIENT PERSON IN THE WORLD... THIS I KNOW, BUT I'M NOT SOME PUSHY PERSON EITHER. THERE'S THINGS THAT I WISH I COULD JUST TAKE BACK SOME DAYS. BUT IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO ME. I'VE DONE WHAT I'VE DONE AND IT'S ALL GOOD FOR THE MOMENT. TODAY... HAS ME THINKING I SUPPOSE. NOT COMPLAINING, THIS IS JUST THOUGHTS FOR TODAY. I WAS SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THIS SONG CALLED "ME TIME" AND IT'S HAS ME THINKING. BUT MUSIC DOES THAT TO ME.... IT'S A WONDER I PLAY IT ALL DAY LONG. AND I'M A MUSIC JUNKIE!!! I LISTEN TO A HUGE VARIETY OF MUSIC. I'M NOT O

I'll Stop, For Crying Out Loud!
CherryTap is not a place to preach or debate religion. I know that, but it does pop up in the Mumms. When it does, I do try to capture the arguments. So, spank me, I am only human. :P~~~ I am doing okay on the smoking. I did have 2 last night and 2 today. I was going a little bonkers. Since I had to work, I had to calm down. So I took to my addiction. Yeah, I know, My Bad. Sorry I have been such a fucking crab ass lately. GH

People
I sit back and think about all these people that waste to much time hating others than spending their lives the right way... How can you sit there and just think over and over about the people who you dislike than goin out and living your life.... I sit here and I pity all those people who cant live without drama.... If you dislike someone then leave them alone... If you like someone spend as much time as you can with that person... If you love someone tell them everyday.... Life is to short to fuck up.... Dont regret having a child if your still young just do what you have to so that childs life isnt screwed up forever.... Dont act like everything is just fun and games when to be happy you have to work for it.... Life is no game, It is what you make of it....

I Wanna Be Famous
Make me a star? This song is so kick Ass! The song is by Samantha 7 Chorus I, I wanna be famous I, I wanna be a star I, wanna be on the A-list I, want Gwyneth in my arms Another awards show stars in every row i'm sitting here alone bleeding from my heart and soul i go to every movie and i got cable tv i feel like i know them all but no one knows me chorus star studded at the parties for hollywood's elite the center of my world unfolds on my tv i run to the window look up to the sky basking in the afterglow and wishing it was mine chorus 2x

Playing Catch Up
I skipped morning class...I wont be going to that class until Thursday. I emailed my mentor to let her know why I wasnt there. I have to leave here in an hour to go to biology. I could stay home, but it's best if I go to get my notes. I'm still running slow and I have nothing in the way of energry. My voice is still shot due to the life support. Other than that, I have to play catch up in 3 of my classes. Yay.

Wide Open Spaces
You know I know but I just have to say,...hey hey come out and play,...I love wide open spaces,making love in the rain,...On the beach,...At the park,..Camping,...By the River,In a treehouse,It's something we should do,....And any other place we can think of,....

Such A Beautiful Day
Since they moved the DLS a month early I really thought this was going to take some getting used to .. but . Im liking it a Lot . I went out this morning at about 5am or so .. just sat on my back deck and watched as the day came to introduce itself to me .. it was amazing the air still somewhat crisp from the snow still covering the ground, critters all over .. Birds singing , looking for their perfect spot to watch the worlds goings on .. the Deer coming up from the woods for their last check of something good to nibble on .. Then the Burst of Sunshine peering over the mountain .. through the many trees scattered about in the woods .. and then blinding me .. I loved it all .. the weatherman said we "might" hit 65 today .. well we sure did . and then passed it by .. as I drove through town the banks clock showed it had hit 71 Amazing degrees ..Windows down .. sunglasses on .. music beating .. fingers tapping the steering wheel .. I thought for Sure this incredible day with its

If You Are A True Friend
IF YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND THEN COME JOIN ME IN MY LOUNGE THE STATE OF CONFUSSION, OTHERWISE I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. STATE OF CONFUSSION HAS BEEN UP FOR OVER A WEEK AND A HALF NOW AND I AM TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE IN THERE ALONG WITH MY STAFF. WE DON'T HAVE MUSIC YET, BUT WE ARE WORKING ON IT. SO CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND JOIN ME AND MY STAFF FOR A GOOD TIME.

Tragic Loss
Sorry that I have not been on for a while. On Friday my Aunt was bitten by some kind of spider, on Saturday she started running a fever and my cousin gave her some tylenol, when she went into check on her Sunday morning she couldn't get any response from her so she called the squad, my aunt coded on the way to the emergency room, they brought her back and started to transfer her to a room and she coded again, they brought her back again and suddenly she slipped into a coma on 100% life support, they transferred her to the CCU on Sunday evening where I spent the whole night with my mother cause this was her baby sister, there was no change as of Monday, so they brought in a neurologist on Tuesday morning and did three tests to check for brain activity and there was none so they took her off life support and she passed away yesterday. She was only 50 years old and to think that a spider took her life is hard to fathom but I know she is in a better place.

Support The Freakin' Troops!!!!!
Okay, for all of the people out there who haven't bothered to educate themselves, here are some numbers that should interest you!! Of the wars of the 20th century here are the death tolls: (these seems to be numbers that the American uneducated public is obsessed with) World War I - 116,708 Americans died in the conflict...and this doesn't count the ones who died of the Spanish Flu after returning home. World War II - 407,300 Americans died in the conflict...this counts D-Day and the sitting ducks at Pearl Harbor....the Russians lost over 1 million people in one battle during this war. Korean War - 33,741 Americans died in the conflict...and there is still an independant South Korea today. Vietnam - 58,209 This is the beginning of the end...Our government and the general public quit supporting the cause and more specifically the troops...how sick and sad!! Gulf War - 148....Has anyone but me noticed the DRASTIC drop in numbers? Afghanistan - 353. Now these numbers

Out Of Town
Just wanted to let everyone i'll be gone for the weekend, woo hooo road trip! Time to head up north to get my daughter and bring her home, she's been at her grandma's long enough lol...leaving tomorrow and i'll be home on Sunday so probably won't get back on here til Monday after work...take care, have a good St. Patty's Day!!!

At Least The Morning Is Almost Over.
This day is really dragging. Maybe because I was wide awake at 3:30 or so and could not get back to sleep until later. I've been waking up like that.. but usually it is around 5:00. The good thing though is when I sleep I have been sleeping better. Put up some pics of David in the family folder. He will be here tomorrow night.. as long as the weather is good enough. Yesterday was in the 70's.. and tomorrow they are calling for snow. I am so ready for spring. Having someone look at my porch today. Going to replace it and maybe make it bigger. You know I have some really good friends on here that give really great advice. Its not always easy to follow, but I am trying. Don't know what I would do without you.

Song Requests For My Club...lol
Neon Text Generator at TweakYourPage.com! Here we are again, back at the worlds largest dildo, where we are still trying to find a chick that can ake all that. Anyway, turned my profile into a club! Why? Well frankly I was fuckin bored, either way, I am taking a break to see if anyone would be interested in requesting something you would hear in a club. Hell, I will even send ya a little VIP pass. What does that do for ya, absolutely nothing I would say, but chances are, if you are reading this you're bored, so humor me! Please, no country, I dont have the room for line dancing here, sorry. Oh, and thank you Dreamer for being the first, I put you link in the DJ Booth...lol

Wich Horror Character R-u
You scored as Leatherface. You are Leatherface. You arent so much evil, as you are doing what it takes to live. You just go along with what the family says, and kill to keep that belly full. Though you may not do it just for fun, you do have serious mental issues, and anyone who happens to bump into you, is sure to live the rest of their life in therapy, that is if they live at all. Leatherface65%Captain Spaulding60%Jason Voorhees60%Michael Myers50%Jigsaw45%Candyman45%Freddy Krueger35%Hannibal Lecter30%Pinhead10%Buffalo Bill0%

20th February 2007
This dream was being subject to being drilled with lots of questions that i did`nt no the answer too as i did`nt reconise what i was being told. a large dark mamal with big eyes sat on the window close by and i rember saying "omg" when i saw it.further in to the dream two large birds began to try and swallow my big toe, and i was trying to shake it off, feeling panicky

How Slutty Are You?
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Seein A Lawyer 2day
Just wanted to lete friends know that I am seeing alawyer today and if that doesn't go good I have one other option. Talking ot my kids last night I realized this man did do physical harm to my kids so I will contact that woman who works for DHR. Everyone pray that things work out. If things work right I wont ot move in with my mom next Friday and have themoney to put what I can't use in storage. I will try ot give everyone an update before he comes home. Love to all

Lets Get Together
HI FRIENDS I AM NEW HERE BUT WHO'S ASKING. SO I HAVE THIS SITE WHERE YOU CAN SEE MY NUDE PICS AND STREAM MY VIDEOS. IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME IN ACTION COME ON AND VISIT ME THERE. ATLEAST WE CAN BE MORE PVT. MESSAGE ME ON YAHOO.COM (gold_lipps29)

The Wager (part 2)
Raymond smiled. Rebecca stood toe to toe with him, staring unblinkingly into his eyes. “Well?” she said. “Do we have a bet or don’t we?” “Indeed we do,” he said. Rebecca watched as Raymond removed the pack from his pack. H held it in one hand and opened it, rummaging deep inside it. Rebecca wondered what he was up to. A moment later, he removed a pair of steel cuffs. They glinted in the early afternoon sun. Rebecca’s breath caught in her throat. “What are those for?” “The wager is about what you can do with your mouth,” Raymond said. “I’m going to cuff your hands behind your back to make sure you don’t cheat.” Before the girl could protest, Raymond gripped her shoulder in his free hand and spun her around. She was too shocked to do anything, and Raymond gripped her left wrist and pulled it behind her. Rebecca’s mind whirled. Why did he have handcuffs in his bag? A moment later she felt the cuff grip her wrist and heard the small clicks as he closed it ti

Untitled 2
I love that look that would be in your eyes right before you blindfold me I love that feel of surrendering to you Just as much as when you would surrender to me Love and lust are intertwined as one Keeping us all wanting new times to come Pain and pleasure meet at a thin line Knowing not to cross it will let you know your mine. It’s not about being submissive or dominant It’s all about knowing what you love down deep inside I think the true fun comes by knowing when to switch sides This all runs deep inside me a dark side made for fun Would you like to come and play with me one day? Do you want to have some fun? Would you like to feel a joy so complete? Just reach out and take my hand I will lead you to my wicked, wicked little play land …. Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

The Girl's Locker Room
The Girl's Locker Room It is the last class of the day and you are tired. Being a phys-ed instructor at the local high school is a demanding job and the girls have been giving you a hard time. Spring probably has something to do with the rambunctious nature of your charges but all their energy is wearing you out. Also, just looking at their young limber bodies, just budding into womanhood has you kind of horny. You don't usually think about such things while you're working but seeing those girls today in their tights as they went through their exercises turned you on. Your pussy has been hot and wet all afternoon and your nipples seem to be in a constant state of erection. The last class that you currently have doing gymnastics are the grade 12s. The eighteen and nineteen year-olds are stretching their bodies into a variety of sexual contortions. In one corner, the girls on the mats are doing split after split and looking at those long legs stretched so far apart makes you imagine o

The St. Patty's Pub Partying Predicament
Ahh, the college days of the 90s. Seems like such a long time ago. I would spend hours and hours and hours in the computer lab working on my projects, hours and hours working on other school work, hours in the dorm or the apartment eating, sleeping, showering, relaxing, talking - it was a typical college life. But when March 17th came around, the routine changed. The one day of the year when green was the name of the game, pinch welts were commonplace on the greenless folk, and alcohol flowed like Niagra on steroids. Didn't really matter what day St. Patrick's fell on, every important thing stopped cold. The cops were out doing their enforcing thing (and wearing green of course - even cops don't like being pinched), and the student population all seemed to be reveling in Irish spirit. So much fun! And then before you know it, years pass and I find myself not engaged in March 17th like I used to be. Every year, the interest lessens more. Every year, it seems like just anot

Not Just A Number
I know I have many people on my friends list I have never even said hi to. I'm sorry :( I don't ever want people to think they are just a number on my list. And I don't want to feel that way either. I wish I had the time to talk to everyone. But anyone who says hi I will talk to you. :) There are some of you I talk to every day :). I don't know what I would do without you. You make me feel special. You help me stay sane... or close to it. :). I wish I had the chance to know you away from the computer. Of course then I would be shy..lol. But I am so lucky to have the friends I talk to here on CT. I almost left a few times for good... but that would have been a mistake because I would have lost some of you. I am glad I am not just a number on your friends list :)

Love Life
I need to write to let my tears stop. I have a friend from High School that has been dealt a deck of cards that is very tough! Her family is amazing! Her son has cancer and so does she!!! Her mother helps take care of them but they have so much strength!! I sit and read their blogs and bulletins and think why am I whining!! I have a lot to be thankful for! I almost lost my husband 2 1/2 yrs ago!! I stood over his bed while he was on life support and listened to the doctors , three of them tell me he won't live. I refused to believe that after finding the man of my dreams that he would be taken from me!! I called on the trinity (the father, son and holy spirit), I asked the Lord to send his strongest angles. Whispering in my husbands ear don't leave me, don't leave me. You just found me!! I know the Lord heard my voice! I know he hears my friends!! Last night they had a bad night but the Lord called out and I am going to post what happened from their blog. --------------------

Morning Glory
Morning Glory The dawn breaks. I turn and through bleary eyes spy you beneath the covers next to me. I reach out and begin to stroke your long, luxurious mane with one hand while pulling you close with the other. You don't seem to object so I start to nuzzel the side of your neck while running one finger with a feather touch down the lenght of your spine, over your firm buttocks and back up again. Softly, I kiss your neck, your chin, your delicate ears pausing to give your lobes a playful bite. I press my lips to yours, softly at first - quick gentle pecks. You reciprocate, parting your lips ever so slightly allowing the tips of our tongues to gently dance against one another. Our embrace becomes more passionate, deeper and our tongues explore the depths of each other's open mouths as my hands begin to explore your long, soft form. My lips begin to venture down the length of your naked supple body - your neck, your collar bone and finally the supple valley between your

Hidden Talent.....
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Your great at giving oral. Lucky is the person who recives it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Obsidian 13
I decided, Fuck yeah. I'm in a creative mood Lol. Since I've got a contest on the go, Why cease there? I decided to establish my own Family. I'll be having a Lounge made. If you're interested in helping out feel free to pm me, sb me, or respond. Take care Hawties. Obsidian 13 Founder

Oh, That One Could Learn To Learn In Time!
A mark of genuine change, after the pleasure of newfound growth, may be the regret a one may feel that they didn't learn sooner. When we learn something new, we see how it could have made our life better at an earlier time. We regret being stubborn, immature, or impulsive. Now we see our mistakes in a new light and it hurts. This is one of the pains of change. Some people turn away from growth because they refuse to tolerate the pain of honest hindsight. We need to face these regrets, but not indulge in them. We take a bow to the past and move on to live in the only place we can - the present. We can acknowledge our guilt and remorse and then turn them over. We can't change the past, but we can learn from it. Healthy living means an ever lighter load of regrets. Getting stuck in guilt over past deeds only repeats our mistakes by failing to use our learning today. May I acknowledge and let go of my grief's and regrets so I can attend to life here and now. Anyone caring to join in

St. Patricks Day Adventure
Wow! Yesterday was quiet an adventure, so I can't pass up writing about it. Not only is St. Patricks day my favorite holiday of the year and my parents anniversary, it is also my very dear friend Ryan's birthday. To celebrate, Larry, Ryan, Kimmy, and I all went up to Ryan's dads house in Trinidad. OMG! It is georgous up there! His house is in the moutains in the middle of no where. The view from the house alone is amazing. I felt like I was in heaven. Well, since the guys had gone wondering off, his dad gave Kimmy and I the ATV to go play around with. We had a blast on our first trip out. We found an off road trail and explorded it some, but then went back and Ryan and I went down it again, but all the way till we had to turn around. So once we got back to the house, Kimmy and I went back there so I could show her what she didn't see before. This is were the story gets scarey and funny at the same time. Three fourths of the way down the trail, it comes to a fork, I knew that I was

If You Want A War..you Just Found One
Ok I am not one that will normaly blast a fellow site member. Even if that person has acted like the biggest ass ever. However... When someone trash talks me due to me being honest& not playing a mindgame with them. Welll then I think it's time to speak up in my own defense. Rozlyn/musicgal139 has seen fit to trash talk me to all she can. She has went so far as to contact those in my family n friend list and "warn" them about me. She has clamed i'm a lier,crule and i played games with her head. Firstly I've only spoken maybe 20 min in full to her Those were short PMs that she asked how i was i said fine. What IS behind her saying this shit is simple. I am taken. I told her so. My profile clearly states this as well. Even with all of this I still recived act silver men's ring with a proposal of"be my ct husband. Be mine". I relized even saying a word to her was making her feel I wanted her.I stopped talking to her and I wanted to advoid drama..so much for that..but I removed her

It Was You I Was Thinking Of...
I close my eyes at night and dream, about the man of my fantasies, He kisses me so soft and tender; He makes my heart want to surrender. With the gentle stroke of his hands; He takes me to a land...in heaven. His arms hold me close, as if a silent promise to not let me go. Feeling the deepness and passion, while making love; Who is the name of the one I dream of? I feel his intensity as I open my eyes, and look up.. It was you all along, my love, that I was dreaming of.

Is There Such A Thing???
is there such a thing as being too nice??? giving too much of yourself to the ones that you care about and love???? is there such a thing as caring too much??? evidently there is.... but i can't seem to change it. i care too much... i love too much..... i give too much.... yet no matter what..... i can't change it. i'm nice.... to a fault.... and no matter what i do i cannot help the way that i am. i've chased so many people away and lost so many friends... because they felt as though i was wanting more from them than the could give.... yet i was only being a friend... only expecting their friendship in return... nothing more. i give my all to my friends... for they are everything to me... whether in person or online... i would die for them... for every single one. this is me.... this is who i am. and i'm sorry that i can't change.

Is It Friday Yet?
If it is not Friday yet I am gonna go back to bed and not wake up till it is. Headache is a little better but light hurts like h#ll and everything is a bit blurry though not as bad as last night. One of our biggest pain in the A$$ clients is sending emails today with stuff that makes no sense at all. She is one of those people who will ask for something, you do it, talk to her about it, and then she asks for it again the next month,, and forgets you even talked about it.

Driving Lesson No3
Traffic lights & Junctions. I spent an hour battling the traffic lights and the junctions in the town centre. Filter lights, box junctions, lights with no filter and give way markings after the lights, and other perculiarities! I am of the same conclusion as my dad, the idiot that designed our revamped road layout around Bridge foot, should be shot!! However it is quite easy to negotiate, as long as you ignore the idiots LOL Did a couple of big roudabouts, without even thinking about them LOL Getting much smoother braking and starting off as I'm more used to the car now. I'd kangeroo hopped a few times on my last couple of lessons. I didn't stall or kangeroo hop once today, although I did go round a corner in 3rd gear LOL I just have to remember to be smoother on the brake, When I'm slowing down to stop at lights, I need to trust the brakes to stop me, instead of giving them that little dig as I stop, to just make sure Ooops!! Same time next week, and we will be pr

Cracked Dream
ive never known what to do livin my life has been somethin i go thru wondering what it means and why it seems things get torn in two i sit and talk to myself looking at the cracks in my skin that show whats within ive been lookin for you in my dreams each night it gets harder it seems to see your face its true sometimes time can erase even still it remains blood from my skin crashes again filling my world darkness is my friend ill bet you think you can see what it is thats been goin on with me i think your blind until the end of time ill be trapped in here in this world thats so unkind broke in two never to see

Who Is Now Reading This?
WHO is now reading this? May-be one is now reading this who knows some wrong-doing of my past life, Or may-be a stranger is reading this who has secretly loved me, Or may-be one who meets all my grand assumptions and egotisms with derision, Or may-be one who is puzzled at me. As if I were not puzzled at myself! Or as if I never deride myself! (O conscience-struck! O self-convicted!) Or as if I do not secretly love strangers! (O tenderly, a long time, and never avow it;) Or as if I did not see, perfectly well, interior in myself, the stuff of wrong-doing, Or as if it could cease transpiring from me until it must cease. -Walt Whitman

~ Muslim Cashiers Who Refuse To Handle Pork ~
Just about had enough of this shit. Oh there is more to come. I wish someone that wears a suit and works in Washington had that Balls to say Enough is Enough MINNESOTA Target stores reassign Muslim cashiers who avoid pork Muslim cashiers who refuse to handle pork sales at Target stores are being given other options. BY CHRIS SERRES AND MATT McKINNEY Minneapolis Star Tribune MINNEAPOLIS --In the wake of community criticism, Target Corp. is reassigning its Muslim cashiers who refuse to ring up pork products for religious reasons to other jobs at the stores. Target received a wave of criticism earlier this week after the Minneapolis Star Tribune reported in a front-page article that some Muslim cashiers at Target declined to scan bacon and other pork products. They would call over another cashier to ring up the products, or in some cases, ask customers to do it themselves. Some customers called and wrote Target to complain about the practice; a few called for a general

Rapunzel
There were once a man and a woman who had long in vain wished for a child. At length the woman hoped that God was about to grant her desire. These people had a little window at the back of their house from which a splendid garden could be seen, which was full of the most beautiful flowers and herbs. It was, however, surrounded by a high wall, and no one dared to go into it because it belonged to an enchantress, who had great power and was dreaded by all the world. One day the woman was standing by this window and looking down into the garden, when she saw a bed which was planted with the most beautiful rampion - rapunzel, and it looked so fresh and green that she longed for it, and had the greatest desire to eat some. This desire increased every day, and as she knew that she could not get any of it, she quite pined away, and began to look pale and miserable. Then her husband was alarmed, and asked, what ails you, dear wife. Ah, she replied, if I can't eat some of the rampion, which

The Robber Bridegroom
There was once upon a time a miller, who had a beautiful daughter, and as she was grown up, he wished that she was provided for, and well married. He thought, if any good suitor comes and asks for her, I will give her to him. Not long afterwards, a suitor came, who appeared to be very rich, and as the miller had no fault to find with him, he promised his daughter to him. The maiden, however, did not like him quite so much as a girl should like the man to whom she is engaged, and had no confidence in him. Whenever she saw, or thought of him, she felt a secret horror. Once he said to her, you are my betrothed, and yet you have never once paid me a visit. The maiden replied, I know not where your house is. Then said the bridegroom, my house is out there in the dark forest. She tried to excuse herself and said she could not find the way there. The bridegroom said, next sunday you must come out there to me, I have already invited the guests, and I will strew ashes in order that you may find

The Hares Bride
There was once a woman and her daughter who lived in a pretty garden with cabbages. And a little hare came into it, and during the winter time ate all the cabbages. Then says the mother to the daughter, go into the garden, and chase the hare away. The girl says to the little hare, sh-sh, hare, you will be eating all our cabbages. Says the hare, come, maiden, and seat yourself on my little hare's tail, and come with me into my little hare's hut. The girl will not do it. Next day the hare comes again and eats the cabbages, then says the mother to the daughter, go into the garden, and drive the hare away. The girl says to the hare, sh-sh, little hare, you will be eating all the cabbages. The little hare says, maiden, seat yourself on my little hare's tail, and come with me into my little hare's hut. The maiden refuses. The third day the hare comes again, and eats the cabbages. On this the mother says to the daughter, go into the garden, and hunt the hare away. Says the maiden, sh

I Was 10 Ft Away From Will Ferrell, Andre 3000, And Woody Harrelson
What a wonderful time I had. Brandi, Danny, Dad, and I went to the filming of Semi Pro. I cannot give out too much info on it since I had to sign a release form, but I have NEVER been that close to a celebrity before. Will is very tall, and he has beefy thighs and is wacky as usual. Woody is a DOLL, he is sooo nice. Very short as well. Andre is short also, but very full of himself. He did say "What's up, what's up" to me though. lol. It was wild, there are alot of scenes they yell "CUT". Alot of repetitveness, which I don't mind. I mean, come ON! It's Will Ferrell, Andre 3000, and fucking Woody Harrelson! WHAT A BLAST! I will be an extra in a few more and upcoming films. I will let you know.

Jesus Was Way Cool (lol)
Jesus Was Way Cool King Missile _Mystical Shit_ Shimmy Disc Jesus was way cool Everybody liked Jesus Everybody wanted to hang out with him Anything he wanted to do, he did He turned water into wine And if he wanted to He could have turned wheat into marijuana Or sugar into cocaine Or vitamin pills into amphetamines He walked on the water And swam on the land He would tell these stories And people would listen He was really cool If you were blind or lame You just went to Jesus And he would put his hands on you And you would be healed That's so cool He could've played guitar better than Hendrix He could've told the future He could've baked the most delicious cake in the world He could've scored more goals than Wayne Gretzky He could've danced better than Barishnikov (He could've won more championships than Micheal Schumacher) Jesus could have been funnier than any comedian you can think of Jesus was way cool He told people to eat his body and drink

You Make Me Crazy
i can't take one more night of you. i'm sick of the sickening feeling im getting. you've put me past 'just okay'. straight into 'becoming unconscious'. the days seem to be melting into each other. like water spilt on a painting. dripping like blood down a murderers hand. i've lost all motor skills and my eyes. my eyes are staring into one direction. i had just enough in me to grab the bottles. wash down the pills and tell myself i'll be okay. and as i'm left in this catatonic state. you'll be drifting away.

"where Is The Love?"
"Where Is The Love?" What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send us some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questi

Home Coming .
Home coming . I found my self blue in the rain Getting off the afternoon train Walking through the muddy street Where people were talking and trying to meet A crisp wind with a dampened breeze Blowing from the wet trees Chilling me to the bone Wishing for the warmth of home Just two more blocks till we meet And I can dry off my wet feet Too long the days that we have missed Me longing for your loving kiss Scott baker

Birthday Freak Out
So do you think it's okay to freak out over your pending birthday? Even if you are only turning 24? Heck that's not old, not at all...but it's still creepy. One year older..a whole freakin year of my life down the drain..po0f gone..and Im not even sure if I'm proud of the last year or not. I know it's silly all things considered, but I guess I just FEEL like Im getting old because Im all 'settled' down and havie a kiddo with another one on the way...hell Im housing two of my oldest brothers!!! So hmmm.. Grr blah!

Support Your Troops
HERO Bracelets and Dog Tags...Fundraiser to support building of rehab facility for wounded soldiers.. (EVERYONE WHO CAN AFFORD A VIP MEM., BLAST, AND OTHER THINGS HERE CAN AFFORD TO GET JUST ONE OF THESE. YOU SUPPORT A FUN PLACE TO HANG OUT AT WHICH THEY ARE DYING SO YOU CAN HAVE IT. GIVE A LITTLE THANKS BACK AND DO THIS FOR THEM.. DON'T LET WHAT THEY ARE ARE DOING GO IN VAIN). MIZZ SHADY SGT> Brennan C. Gibson Killed in Iraq December 10th, 2006 a href="http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=216886&i=1757784814" target=_blank> In December When my Nephew Brennan was killed in Iraq...we found out about this project through Jumpmaster82. The profits for these bracelets and tags are to help build and support a rehab center for our wounded soldiers. Congress is finally taking good care of the families of the fallen soldiers..but we can take better care of the wounded and help get their lives back together. You can order black for fallen soldiers..or Brown fo

The Daughter, The Harlot
The Daughter, The Harlot. Together we will climb my child, Look into my eyes can you tell me, The highest point of clarity? Persecute her, my selfless Insanity. Delirium is a fine place to rot, All painted, cleaned and half cocked. Would you like to see them hang? Split open and bleeding in vanity. Take my temptations, trust in me and see. Can you hear the songs? The songs of redemption! (They scream in the night) Can you hear the screams? The sounds of redemption! (You cannot run, you cannot fight!) Redemption! In a place where we kill and maime. Deceivers and Harlots, Cheaters, Theives we'll stew alive, They paint their chapels In their self-scarlet demise, Brought them to their knees, For the very last time. Be still, my child... Can you hear their cries? Can you hear the songs? The songs of redemption! (They scream in the night) Can you hear the screams? The sounds of redemption! (You cannot run, you cannot fight!) Redemption! Impregna

When
No one hears a word I say And my prayers are never answered But you'll never see the pain inside of me Stabbing me over and over and over I trusted you and I loved you And you spit back in my face How could you do this to me? When will you stop trying to hurt me? I've walked a minefield for you A career in hell with you I have made it through the things Others would surely die just watching And the oath I take on this day Is to know that you will be repaid One day the the sun will die and the night will crawl Until then, until I see your world implode I wish you death and suffering Misery to spare Time to reherse your pain Face the last enemy I am the last thing you will know The last thing you will see I see your death surrounding me I know you, yes I do I know you

Stalker Applicant # 2 Jellybean
Age:31 > > Sex:f > > Male > Female > > Height: 5'9 > > Weight: :) > > Hair: what ever mood i feel like coloring it > > Eyes: blue > > Why do you want to stalk me? you have a grate ass lfmao Please rate your sanity: bad poor average fair good Fucking Nuts x this one lfmao Dowright creepy Being a stalker requires a great deal of imagination and creativity. You must be an "effective stalker"! If you want to be MY stalker you must do follow these rules: 1.) You should write amusing comments that we will all laugh at. > > 2.) Commenting my bulletins and blogs to let us all know you were here. > > Do you agree to these rules? > I agree... i so agree with the rules > I do not agree > > Please list any special qualifications you have: STALKING > > Why should you be my #1 Stalker? WELL I AM YOUR # 1 STALKER DAMN HOW YOU 4GET (SIGH) ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP

The Challenge
Attention potential stalker applicants... You have 1 week to stalk me. Show you have what it takes. If you impress me and the others you get a 3 day blast from moi! And it means you can proclaim your love for me to all of CT!

Hump Day
Happy Hump Day!! While I am waiting for some files to copy from one server to another I will ramble a little. Took something (AdvilPM) last night to help me sleep on the advice of a friend.. and slept so much better (TY Night Angel). I only woke up twice. Thats much better than its been. I woke 5 times Monday night.. 7 times Sunday night. Grandpa Dick is feeling much better. :) I am glad I am such a patient person. It sure does help sometimes. It brings you the things you want if you are meant to have them. Anger and forcing things rarely bring positive results. I have another stinking bird in the basement. Well.. hope you all have a happy day! :)

Stress
Have you ever gotten to that point in your life you realize, wow... WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO??? I realized last night, I so deeply want someone to be there for me to tell me what I should be doing... some days I feel lost. I feel like I have no one to guide me through the dark. I have so much bullshit on my plate, and I haven't the slightest idea how to handle anything... what do i do? Man, i whine too damned much, huh? Yeah, I know I do... but I have the right, right? I mean, nothing seems to want to go my way recently... I wish people would listen to what I say, do as I say, then leave me the fuck alone... SOOOO many people are pushing their way to be involved in my life right now, despite how agitated i have been. Man, people don't realize what's going on in my life and in my head... I am going through some seriously rough shit, and I have people worried and concerned about their own feelings, because i am ignoring them, god it's fucking annoying. There are some people i truly WANT

I Love My Friends
Hey once again, besides writing poetry and my own quotable quotes to live by. I have a special friend that I use to date 8 years ago. I moved back home to take care of him...I have a boyfriend though. I want to see if their are any local single gorgeous women that wouldn't mind meeting him and having a date. A few years ago he had a stroke which caused him to be paralyzed and in a wheelchair...He is a wonderful man at heart.. So ladies check it out.. And guys if you know any special females that's cool too. Your feedback is very important to me because he's always sad :(

Zodiac
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

P. I. E.
Perfect Intelegent Entertaining pie is a very fun thing, its funny and interesting pie is nice and sweet but sometimes bitter and cold pie is usally sitting there alll alone wanting to be part of somthing better pie doesnt know its worth, or how tastey it is. pie is my friend........ i like pie...... pie! its just tooo funny.......

Acual Town Names
Nobber (Donegal, Ireland) Arsoli (Lazio, Italy) Muff (Northern Ireland) Bastard (Norway) Twatt (Shetland, UK) Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada) Wankie (Zimbabwe) Climax (Colorado, USA) Lickey End (West Midlands, UK) Shafter (California, USA) Dongo (Congo - Democratic Republic) Dong Rack (Thailand-Cambodia border) Donk (Belgium) Intercourse (Pennsylvania, USA) Brown Willy (every schoolboy's favourite, Cornwall,UK) Lord Berkeley's Knob (Sutherland, Scotland) Stains (Near Paris,France) Turdo (Romania) Fukum (Yemen) Fuku (Shensi, China) Wanks River (Nicaragua) Wankendorf (Schleswig-Holstein, Germany) Shag Island (Indian Ocean) Sexmoan (Luzon, Philippines) Hold With Hope (Greenland) Beaver (Oklahoma, USA) Beaver Head (Idaho, USA) Wet Beaver Creek (Australia) Pis Pis River (Nicaragua) Tittybong (Australia) Dikshit (India) Middle Intercourse Island (Australia) Chinaman's

Operation America Rising
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: COUNTRY GIRL/SOLDIERS ANGEL Date: Mar 22, 2007 4:01 PM OK EVERYONE WE CAN DO THIS...LET'S MAKE THIS HAPPEN FOR OUR TROOPS!!! I WANT TO SEE THIS BULLETIN FLYING LIKE HOTCAKES..FOR THE GATHERING OF EAGLES WE HAD LESS THAT 6 WEEKS TO ORGANIZE FOR WASHINGTON, DC AND WE HAD OVER 30,000 TURN OUT FOR IT.. FOR OPERATION AMERICA RISING WE HAVE ALMOST 4 MONTHS SO LET'S SPREAD THE WORD THOUGH BULLETINS, EMAILS, MEDIA, RADIO, WHATEVER CONTACTS THAT YOU HAVE. POST, REPOST AND REPOST AGAIN..HELP OUT YOUR STATE WITH THEIR RALLIES!!! OUR TROOPS DESERVE THIS AND IT'S THE LEAST THAT WE CAN DO TO SHOW THEM OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR THEM.. GOD BLESS, CAROLYN WOMEN ON A MISSION Operation America Rising One fine summer day, there will be thousands of Americans waving flags and holding banners saluting American's finest, the United States soldier. The beautiful red white and blue symbols everywhere will be gleaming from pr

Ppl Say
ppl said i was crazy and ppl said i will get over this..they said i dont need to write about this..why write about the past and all the hurt? why dwell on all the wrong and none of the good? you see you are the past, im doing really good now!! at first i was hurt, at first i was torn, at first i was angry, but now im happy cause i know why this happened...yeah we wasted six years and that hurts me you see but what was waiting after you, god sent him to me!!!

My Heart On My Sleeve
Sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve, It's there for the taking and I make the wrong choices! Sometimes, I open my heart too much and to the wrong people. Being put through the wringer and messed with emotional is no big prize. The pain runs deep, the healing has only just begun!! Somehow, I feel free to be me! I know that love heals all wounds and truly feel that today! I have gotten through some really hard times with the help of my friends. Those of you who know me, know who you are! Some friends I run the risk of losing because of a several choices I am making in my life! I hope they know I love them and appreciate them for who they are and with no strings or judgments attached! With me, friendships are unconditional, the good, the bad and the ugly are accepted! I have had a lot of ugly in my life but have also had many blessings! For me one of those blessings is my friends! Thank You For Being My Friends!!!!!!

How Cynical Are You?
You Are 56% Cynical Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist. You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right. How Cynical Are You?

Do Me A Favor...
Please don't message me.....or put something in my Shoutbox saying you think I'm hot....or sexy...you wanna sleep with me....whatever.....that's not what I need to hear. I'm not gonna be around much for awhile, because there's something going on in my life that has just knocked the breath right out of me. I hope you all understand.

My Friday Night
Was spent in the ER of Riddle Memorial Hospital. Why you ask? Well my friends boyfriend went in complaining of pain in the pelvic reigion. They thought it was a hernia, so they then did this ultrasound and and x-ray... so after about 4 hours they finally decide its not a hernia, a kidney stone or anything else that we assumed it could be. Instead one of his testi's ( the left one) got twisted and had cut off circulation to that perticular ball. So needless to say mister twist-a-testi has to go get surgery (tonight) to solve this problem unless of course the doctor can fiddle around with it and get it to fix itself. What a friday evening... But to top it all off... It was all made even funnier by the fact that I was semi-sober when i got to the hospital and totally geeking when i found out what was wrong.... True Story.

Now This May Sting A Bit...
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead80%Hannibal Lecter60%Buffalo Bill55%Jigsaw55%Leatherface45%Freddy Krueger40%Jason Voorhees25%Michael Myers20%Candyman20%Captain Spaulding20%Which Horror Killer are You?

Ridiculous
i wish i could tear you apart right now... obliterate that condescending smirk from your face. mold you into something more suitable, because you have no shred of humanity within you. you make me shrink beneath you, so tiny underneath your shoes... and that's where you keep me... you live to create my insecurities. your words prick my tearducts... i never buckled under pressure until i met you.

New Song For This Week - "life By The Drop" By Stevie Ray Vaughan
A friend suggested this one, and it's right up my alley - it's played on a 12-string! Great song, and now I know it!!! Going to do it live at my next open mic gig, this Sunday at Staxx (then Monday at Big Daddy's, and then at K-Town on Tueday...yeah, I do keep busy with hosting three open mics a week!) Cheers, Zepman LYRICS: Hello there, my old friend, Not so long ago it was 'till the end We played outside in the pouring rain, On our way up the road we started over again You're livin' a dreams, oh, you on top My mind is achin', Lord it won't stop That's how it happen, livin' life by the drop Up and down that road in our worn out shoes, Talkin' 'bout good thangs and singin' the blues You went your way, I stayed behind We both knew it was just a matter of time Livin' a dreams, oh, you on top My mind is achin', Lord it won't stop That's how it happens, livin' life by the drop No wasted time, we're alive today Churnin' up the past, there's no easier way

Take This Test K
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Omg H4x
I am so sick of the "hackers" bulletins. Don't be a noob! Not all hackers are bad. And those bulletins drive me Nuckin Futz! Don't be idiots. Don't give out your passwords. Be secure and grow up! Hackers Unite!

On Wings Of Choppers Riding
On Wings Of Choppers Riding I don't have super powers I am not made out of steel I cannot leap over towers And a bullet wound I feel A cape I do not own And a mask I do not wear I am not at all well known Though my breed is very rare I do not have angels wings But from heaven I did come I came not from a line of kings But miracles I have done A super hero I am Though no powers I possess For I am just a man I soldier nothing less An American Soldier fighting A super hero indeed On wings of choppers riding To fight for what we need

Have I Gone Invisible?
I uploaded some more stash items, and only two people visited my page to see them. I wonder if I have disappeared, for no one has stopped by to say hi or show me love for over an hour! *taps the microphone* testing..one...two... anyway.......... I'm off to organize my closet yet again, have some quiet peaceful time to myself... if you do happen to stop by my page, let me know so I can return the love that you might show :) It is happy hour after all! *winks*

Just Because My Shirt Is Low Cut...
Doesn't mean that I want to go home with you. Is this something that guys don't get? And while we're at it, in case you were wondering guys, if you're at a bar and a girl won't provide you with her name, or any other pertinent information about her, she probably doesn't want to know anything about you, either. If she's not open to your *advances*, she isn't a tease, she just isn't interested, but not a bitch. There really girls out in the world who just want to go out with their friends and enjoy themselves, without having guys hit on them. It's annoying.

New Lounge Open
YES I MADE MY OWN LOUNGE WITH MUSIC AND I HOPE MOST OF MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS COME AND JOIN ME.. DONT BE SHY NOW I DONT BITE TO HARD I SWEAR HE HE HE HE http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6418 COME JOIN THE FUN ALL WELCUM

Read This 1 First... Old Highschool Girlfriend
Last night I went out to meet a old girlfriend that I had in highschool. We haven't seen each other in years. She wanted to meet at the American Legion where she is a memeber..and I thought sure why not. Well that is good and all. But she also had invited another exboyfriend of hers from highschool. He of course went to a different school, but I knew him cause we worked at the same department store. Well you would think that would make things ackward having another exboyfriend there..but I consider myself a mature adult and I really didn't have any intent of anything other then catching up with her. Things went alright for the most part. Later on she was ignoring me and talking to him more. I will admit I felt somewhat left out...but in hindsight I don't think that a reunion with her is all that is cracked up to be. We were all sitting at the bar at this point and they were chatting it up so I started up a conversation with a nice gentlemen beside me about music and famous people a

When You Know Someone Up There Is Laughing At You
girl: hey boy: how are you boy:long time no see girl:i've been busy girl:how are you boy:ok boy:busy doing what girl: well, there's no easy way to say it... girl:but i've met someone boy:I had a feeling girl:we've been together for about a month now girl:i am happy. very happy ----------- The heavens taunting me

Thoughts Thats All!!
Well today was ok,I left my northern part of the state and headed south. Did a 600 ile road trip today. Saw old family today and didn't like it to much. Came back visited my mom and ,she was sick today pertty bad to. It was like 65 today and here was my mom wraped up in a blankit and wearing a sweater and pale very pale. So stayed with her untill about 30 mins ago.So tonight my mind is full and my heart is heavy. :(

Psycho Bitch
I want you to quit Calling me Calling me Following me Following me Why do you trip with me After you get through Swallowing me Never knew this Bianca Would explode Like this Now that I know this I must reload Gat clips How many ever met a Psycho bitch Down for the minute But a major twist Came With a bit of game Met that bitch Sickness Everybody peep The evil symptoms So you'll know When sexual activity happens And tears start to flow Time to go They come with a Big package in back Chest is twice that But the fatal attraction Will only get you Ice packs Better watch what you do When you sleep with a woman That's on the edge In your bed Cause you'll be resting In red Killa killa They'll find the number To your residence Non-hesitant Unprecedented Ain't no mystery To her steez She's demented I ain't never gonna get myself In another mix up With a psycho bitch Millimeter With a master plan So you won't be off in a ditch Like this Wild

Awwwwwww Where Am I?
Awwwwwww Where Am I? 9 minutes ago * Modify this blog message * Delete this blog message Where Am I? I cannot hear nor can I see, all is dark all is quiet, Am I dead or am I still alive, I cannot comprehend. Where is the light Where is the sound The sight and sounds of my life, Someone open my eyes or drop a plate, So if I see and hear them, I can comprehend, Why is this happening to me, I wish I knew the answer, Is it Gods order for me, Or something I don’t understand, Is death waiting for me with its sharp claws. What is that, I am sure it was a flash. Or am I dreaming but wait there is more light, Then I am in the dark again, Why I can’t work that out, So here I am drifting again on stream of live, Please release me from this mental turmoil in my head, I want to hear as well as see please. Then I can see again and who is that at my side. I think it is an angel “My Wife” I can really see not her but white coats. Click another click, They have

Somethings I Forgot To Put In
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: Gary Howard Dixon, IIINickname(s): Mr. DixonAge: 33 For NowBirthday: October 12,1973Birthplace: Somewhere In The BronxCurrent Location: Downtown ManhattanEye Color: Brown Most Of The TimeHair Color: Black For NowHeight: About 6'1Weight: About 130 Im Working On ThisLefty or Righty: Righty, Why Is This Being AskedZodiac Sign: LibraWhat Do You Drive: SometimesScreenname: Mr. Dixon{---Favorites---}Color: BlackNumber: ZeroBand: I Have Many But NirvanaMusic Genre: To Many To Name I Like A Lot Of MusicTV Show: Dont Have One But I Enjoy CartoonsMovie: None Well Maybe A Porn, lolActor: MyselfActress: My DaughterKind of Movie: Horrors And AdultCartoon: What Come On Cartoon NetworkSport: Base Ball And Foot BallFast Food Restaurant: Not To ManyFood: Beans, Rice And Baked ChickenIce Cream:

Camo Contest.... Me
HERE IS A CONTEST THAT I AM IN FOR BEST CAMO OUTFIT... PLEASE GO AND COMMENT BOMB ME... THANK YOU AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR ANYTIME.... JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.. THANKS JEFF

A Day For Poetry.... I Guess.
Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. -------------------------------------------------- NOTHING SPECIAL....JUST THINGS I FOUND INTERESTING THAT'S ALL. HOPE YOU LIKE THE LIL POEMS I FOUND. ~SINCERELY~ ~~UNSURE~~

Its Time I Talk About It!!
Ok I have not gone into great detail about the love of my life and my first love!!! Joshua Lucas Grisham, this is a hard one for me to talk about due to the fact that I knew him for 20 years and we were in love for so long but now I can!!! Joshua died in Feb of 2004 and it has been the hardest three years of my life!!! Joshua was the love of my life and my very first love and he got my virginity...I have always been close to his family. Joshua left behind 3 beautiful children that look just like him!! He died of a drug overdose and he helped so many people after he died. Joshua was an organ doner and I can say that I didn't look much at organ donation until after he did it. He still amazes me after he was gone, The organ donation papers were signed without anyone knowing about it...So I can say that he was a great man before and after he was gone. I will say that he has the biggest place in my heart and always will. I will never forget the last time that I saw him alive we kissed and I

60 Questions...boredom
1. Where did your last kiss take place? last good kiss....parking lot 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? Katie &/or K-la 4. Have you ever burned yourself? yeah it sucks 5. What's crazy to you? That my life has changed so much so quickly...and that Kevin Bacon has been in so many movies he gets his own game 6. Favorite cuss word: Fuck or shit...I say those 2 the most 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I'm sure someone has said some shit somewhere but I don't care 8. Who is your hero? My Dad... 9. Would you ever want to be a model? Sure...gotta try everything once 11. Do you tell white lies? what for? Me & Katie play this lying game but its just a game 12. Where is the next party? hahaha those who need to know...know 13. Who do you want to be with right now? Oh thats easy & he knows who he is.... 15. How do you handle a break up? Depends on the situation 16. Your motivation for tomorrow? A day closer to Fri

Leave
you say you want to leave you can't take it my life is out of control you don't know what to say you are afraid you might hurt me I say leave if you want make up your mind I can't deal with it you want to leave but you stay you say good bye but you always come back you act like a dog you can't make up your mind you say you want to leave you can't take it you say I act like a kid well I am a kid I tell you to leave but you come back I say I can't live like this you leave and come back you can't make up your mind I tell you you act like a dog you say you want to leave I tell you to leave but you don't you stay you won't leave me alone

The Woman Is A Complete Idiot
PHILADELPHIA, Pa. - A woman is suing the pharmacy that sold her a popular contraceptive jelly - because she ate the stuff on toast and got pregnant anyway. And, incredibly, many legal experts are saying she's got an excellent chance of collecting! "The woman is a complete idiot," said one attorney who asked that we not use his name. "How bright can you be if you think eating a vaginal gel will prevent conception? "But certain aspects of the case involve truth in labeling and false advertising issues. She may not collect but she'll make a lot of noise and trouble. People are down on lawyers anyway. They think we waste time and money on frivolous lawsuits. This isn't going to help our public relations any." A spokesman for the unnamed mom-and-pop drugstore says he's shocked and angry that such a case could ever be taken seriously. "All she has to do is open the box and read the directions," says the spokesman. "Next thing you know someone will come after us because they could

Finally
OK finally got the results of my grade in Billing Principles. The class ended on 1/22/2007 and yesterday is when we got our grade cards in it. I ended up with a B!! Very excited about that! To all my friends, family, and fans...thank you so much for all the encouragement and prayers, and to those that have dropped out of site and I haven't talked to in a while, contact me...don't be scared!!! lol Love Darla

Empty
You can lie and cheat , take away my keys take away my heart Make me cry , feel worthless but you can never take away my pride My soul is like the wind so free and soon you will see , someone will want me , for me . hiding my tears I will leave .

Stoopid Otters....
When I was a little girl. I loved otter pops. They made me happy. Especially the little otters on the outside. It is a warm memory.... like strawberry shortcake and rainbow brite. One of those memories that makes the smell burst into your nose and the taste tingle on the tip of your tongue. Usually these thoughts and memories are buried down...deep deep. In your childhood place. With the skinned knees and summer camp memories....Usually...until you see it again as an adult. And then the memory rushes on you so fast it roses your cheeks. It is Spring, and in California we're talking 75 degree warm days. Tank top days Sandal days Ice pop days.... I crouched low in the store, reaching waaaaaaaaaaay into the back of the shelf. There was one box of "tropical" ice pops. These were cheap enough for me to buy a ton, but still nummy. I reached. "Mutherfuck..." I muttered under my breath. I could almost reach it, but not quite. I drop to my knees and leaned i

To Realize
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. (This is soooo me..! lol ) To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when You can share it with someone special. To realize the valu

Sexual Hell
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > HELL LEVEL 3 Raw score: 95% There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations. I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity. AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you?

I Fucking Love You Auto
"I had a very mentally disturbed friend once. every now and then he said shit that made sense in the most sane of ways. I used to obsess about alot of things, girls being one of them. you know what he said once? "The whole point of the rebound is to shoot for the hoop again, not to keep banging on the pavement." dunno, but it made sense to me. I shoot." -Autobohm That is what I was looking for. That is my sign. I love you man.

Some People On Here Are Wierd
in a bad way, im pritty wierd myself. im never one to admit im normal lol, but i find it kinda funny every day i see some one rate my new morph pic down like giving me 1's on it, dam ive had the thing for a few weeks now and i think Ogary did a hella good job on it to, soo i dont get why people rate it down, hell if u dont like it dont look at it you idiots! whats even more pathetic is they do it anonomouslly.. well i just dont get some people on here. ive never rated any one less then a 10, like ive said befor i dont like the rating on this site anyways it leads to a lame ass rating contest... soo from now on people if u have a problem with anything on my profile or any of my pics message me about it directlly dont just be a dumbass and downrate it anonomouslly.

How Do I Show You.....
How do i show you that i love you must i write it in stone, yell it from the rooftops or have it show as a sign from god. Do i need to write you a Sign as big as a billboard, with I LOVE YOU. How do i show and prove to you that i love you Do i sing a sad yet romantic song, one so sweet It touches your heart. Let me know how I'm supposted to show you that " I LOVE YOU"

Playlist For The Week Of 3/20/07 - 3/27/07.
Absu - The Sun Of Tiphareth Anthrax - I'm The Man EP Benediction - Organized Chaos Bloodbath - Nightmares Made Flesh Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demo Death - Individual Thought Patterns Gwar - Violence Has Arrived Hypocrisy - Penetralia I - Between Two Worlds Incantation - Diabolical Conquest Iron Maiden - Somewhere In Time Kiss - Dressed To Kill Megadeth - The World Needs A Hero Paths Of Possession - Promises In Blood Pungent Stench - Ampeauty Savatage - Gutter Ballet Sepultura - Third World Posse EP Slayer - South Of Heaven Testament - Low Teratism - The Blessing Of Death Type O Negative - Dead Again

Updates On Today After Filming.
Wow, another knockout of a day! An amazing one actually. I have never felt this happy before in my life, finally SOMETHING goes right. The Kodak Theater [Where Academy Awards are held], was gorgeous today. I have always wanted to go inside, and I did, that's where the film takes place, but it is supposed to be the 'Cannes Film Festival in France', but they used the Kodak Theater for those scenes. Robert De Niro is a sweetheart, and is always smiley and friendly. Sean Penn was more on the quiet side, can you blame him though? He has a lot on his plate. I had alottttt of guys/fellow actors come over to me today on the set...well about 3 or 4 ..and they gave me a bunch of websites for casting companies that their signed up with and working for and they told me to go for it..I'd do great. So yeah, my day was awesome. Brandi and I had a great time besides the obnoxious blonde bimbo who yelled at her! Pics are posted in my default folder. Much love.

One Of My Poems
My craving lusts My torrid lies My aching depths My pain filled cries My lonesome nights My endless days My aching limbs My vacant gaze Testing times And absent bliss Memories of His lingering kiss

The I'm Bored Button
Anyone else noticing a lot more picture rates now that Cherry has added the I'm Bored selection? Maybe being women you get rated all the time but I have noticed 5/6 times a day someone, a stranger, just rates my pic a 10 that never happened in the past. Oh well nice break from the boredom.

Kid Rock -- Only God Knows Why
I've been sittin' hear Tryin' to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin’ for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And now I feel like number one Yet I'm last in life I watch my younger son And it helps to pass the time I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Outstretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone....I've b

Without A Word
A knock at the door and she opens the door to see Shadow standing in the doorway........without a word he takes her hand and walks into the room,looking until he finds a chair.He sits down as he lets go of her hand......she is standing in front of him ,hands behind her back and her head is lowersd. Without a word he turns his hand as she turns slow befor him.All the way around and stops befor him once again.He reaches to her and pulls her top up and pver her head slowly .On to the floor the top lands next to her feet.The sight of her breast makes him start to smile as he reaches to them ,taking her nipple between his fingers and twisting it.First the right one then the left one.Reaching to her jeans he unzippes them slow as he watches her smile.Down to the floor as she steps from her jeans.He reaches and hooks his fingers into her black panties and starts to slowly pull them down,to the floor as sge steps out of them .His hand moves to her ,between her legs as he parts them a little mo

A Friend For Mummville
Please help my friend get to level 5 ASAP so she can join us in Mummville. satiakat@ CherryTAP Rate her, fan her, add her, and all that good stuff. She is a friend of mine and she is a real sweetheart. Repost this too. GreyHawk

What Remote Viewing Can Do For You !
Hi everyone! I am a professional remote viewer of some 32 years. Remote viewing in essence is 'psychic spying'! The 'Cold War' was helped by 'Remote Viewers' by both Russian and American trained Remote Viewers who were employed to remote view top secret files in secret military installations of opposition countries and report back on their content. I have a doctorate degree in 'State Specific Science' which is the science of altered states of consciousness and part of my research was in the field of Remote Viewing. I now work as a professional remote viewer for "What Lies Ahead" : www.what-lies-ahead.co.uk I remote view the minds of people my clients want me to report on...... I get many clients wanting to know exactly what their partners think of them, how they feel about them, what their intentions are with them, if they will be reunited with estranged or errant partners, if their partners are having affairs.... so I simply remote view the minds of those my clie

Aight All
I am needing help moving on to next level i slacked off and didnt do ct for a bit but i wanna build my points....Also my bro Texas hubby needs ur help for a blast....Go to http://cherrytap.com/photo_comment.php and jus do comments...doesnt matter if its jus like kdjkcjd....Plse and ty

Oh No
oh no bitches dun fucked again but they done fucked wit the wrong man bout to get them bitches off me as fast i can lying, scandalin, but i'm handlin everything they shootin this way come back at them bitches leave em in disarray handle what ever comes my way but oh no they tried that shit again but i been through it was i can handle again fuck ya shit, and ya games i'm puttin that shit out like a fireman puttin out the flames of the bridges your burnin between me and you think you can get me back bitch fuck you i'll hold my sack and bitch smack you

Yay
ok so i play one game mainly unless its old nes games.. but new games its just guitar hero!!! I LOVE IT!! but anyways i FINALLY got a five star on free bird OMG THAT MOTHER FUCKER IS HARD!!! but i got it on the med level!! yay me... anyways just felt like tooting my own horn!

Thy Life In A Though..
Thy life in a though.. Thy life in a though.. I think when I should feel . I feel when I should listen . I stumble before I walk . I lust before I loved. I flew before I touched the ground . I hope I live before I die . For I am a human male . That makes mistakes before I learn to prosper And with honor and respect may I grow and season well with age.... By Scott baker

Nonconformist?
You Are 89% Non Conformist You're incredibly strange. And a weirdness like yours takes skill to cultivate! No one really understands you. And you're cool with that. You just hope you never have to understand them! Are You a Nonconformist?

David And His Birthday
Well David made a choice about his birthday and Easter. He is coming here for his Easter break. To him that is the most important thing because its a longer time with me. He also informed his mother that following the party and Chucky Cheese she is to bring him to me. He told her while on the phone the phone with me last night.. he stood his ground as to what he wanted and did not give in to her. :) She tried to take this weekend away as well, but he said no to that as well.

Blog Love!
Blog fell out of the top 10!!! If you are reading this make sure u rated it! Muah I have to go to yale today with my daughter(the one with CP) Shes seeing a pediatric orthopedist for her muscle and bone pain. Ill be home 4 ish! Miss me!

Muscular Dystrophy Ass. Donation
“ Please copy and paste the below link in your browser to read more. I am asking everyone to Help me make bail ($1,300.) for Mscular Dystrophy Asso. "Jerry Kid's" . This is or a good cause. Need bail by April 20, 2007. Thanks To All Donations https://www.mdaevent.org/ParticipantInfo.aspx?j=b9cd70ef-ae0b-4514-81dc-7b8067f93ba1&t=c5e92910-3775-4af2-9b47-b67a5dc41f0a