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Summer Breezes Smoothie
Ingredients 1 cup(s) yogurt, plain, non-fat 6 medium strawberries 1 cup(s) pineapple, crushed (light syrup) 1 medium banana(s) 1 teaspoon vanilla 4 ice cubes Preparation 1. Place all ingredients in a blender and puree until smooth. 2. Serve in a frosted glass Nutritional Info (Per serving): Calories: 121, Saturated Fat: 0.5g, Sodium: 64mg, Total Fat: 0.5g, Cholesterol: 1mg

Sex Quiz (yes I'm Kinda Bored)
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a

Life
Sometimes i just hate life! I want to die so bad sometimes..then i think about my daughter and how she would hate me...I love my lil girl so much!! It is just so hard being a single mom...My ex has made it so hard for me...I feel like i have failed her as a mom...Not sure how im going to survive this...Maybe she would be better off without me??

In The Wake Of The Morning
Where did you come from Sweet love of mine? We are bonded for eternity you and I. This war will rage forever apart from what is right. These iridescent embers flame into undying light. I'll watch for you when the sun is high above For love sleeps with dreams of passion and desire dreams of passions of love.

A Damn Good Reason To Be Sure There Are No Minors On These Sites!!
Police Blotter: MySpace profile becomes part of rape conviction By Declan McCullagh http://news.com.com/Police+Blotter+MySpace+profile+becomes+part+of+rape+conviction/21w-M7348_3-6202890.html Story last modified Thu Aug 16 04:50:03 PDT 2007 Police Blotter is a weekly News.com report on the intersection of technology and the law. What: Ohio man charged with statutory rape says he thought a 13-year-old girl was actually 18, and notes her MySpace page falsely said she was. When: Ohio Court of Appeals, Ninth District, rules on August 13. Outcome: Court says the MySpace page was correctly excluded as evidence and upholds his conviction. What happened, according to court records and other documents: On June 21, 2005, two young teenage girls decided to spend the night at the home of Billy L. Gaskins, a Brunswick, Ohio, man who lived in the same apartment complex. Gaskins was friendly with the family of one of the girls, referred to in court documents by the abbrevi

Escaping Your Own Prison
Sometimes I think that I'd like to just be released from this perpetual prison that is my mind Will I be granted amnesty for my sins of thought? I know this much, YOU can't tell me, and no one else can Have you ever noticed that everyone's opinion on God varies? Only natural, since our opinions on everything else vary just as greatly Release yourself from your opinions, they only hold you down Find another point of view, like a seal twisting and turning to see all angles around it The predator of my free thinking is my own bias So let's cast it all aside and put ourselve's in another's Adidas' Realize that the world is open and so is your perception, able to be molded, changed, scrapped, broken, or ripped apart as you see fit Don't get set in your ways, it only imprisons you *copyright Subh3rbanSmok3r 2007* MINE, biatches! ONE LOVE!

Boo Hoo Leave My Family Alone
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070816/ap_on_el_pr/giuliani_family Giuliani: 'Leave my family alone' By LIBBY QUAID, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 4 minutes ago Republican Rudy Giuliani said Thursday that people should "leave my family alone" when asked by a New Hampshire woman why the presidential candidate should expect loyalty from voters when he doesn't get it from his children. Giuliani has a daughter who has indicated support for Democrat Barack Obama and a son who said he didn't speak to his father for some time. His ugly divorce from their mother, Donna Hanover, was waged publicly while Giuliani was mayor of New York. Giuliani has since remarried. Answering questions at a town-hall meeting, Giuliani was asked why he should expect loyalty from GOP voters when his children aren't backing him. "I love my family very, very much and will do anything for them. There are complexities in every family in America," Giuliani said calmly and quietly. "The best thing I

Home
Finally have internet access back and I'm at 270 friend requests (LOL). Still didn't level from my blast, what an ass =/ Oh well, heh. We're still in the middle of renovating and painting and all that jazz. That, and uh .. I'm tired :P So I'll be around. I've missed my MuMM'ers!

Poem 2
I Tribute The Soldiers © By Kryst D. Dailey 'Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose.' Kris Kristofferson and Fred Foster, 'Me and Bobby McGee' We tribute the people whose lives were lost on a cold, unforgiving September day, These souls rose up from the rubble to live on in our minds, thirsty things that can't Leave the past behind and so we tribute the lost, and those who jumped, those precious Loved ones who were never found, and our tears fall for the heroes who rose up in the Dark rubble of falling towers, squaring their shoulders and searching for hours, To rush in as others rushed out amidst the broken, scattered wings of America's freedom. We tribute the men who died in the line of a duty that very well could have been left behind. Those men who appeared with blood and dirt, the souls who never had the chance to hurt For it all fell too quickly, a devastating cry from freedom's precious color-blind eye. We send a prayer to the skies for the dev

The Dreams
THE DREAMS As the pains Streak thru my head. I forever wish To be dead. Your suttle approach To my bed. You laid your hand Upon my head. You whispered to me All was well. While I burned Inside my hell. While you tried To cool with breeze. The flames continued To engulf me. As I wake You comfort me You sweep away My misery. Your there for me I love you so. Please do not ever go. By: Sarah Pruitt

Why Sleep Deprivation Is Bad For Me
Picture me sitting at my desk, holding my stapler at present arms and reciting this: This is my stapler. There are many like it, but this one is mine. My stapler is my best friend. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. My stapler, without me, is useless. Without my stapler, I am useless. I must fire my stapler true. I must staple straighter than my enemy who is trying to kill me. I must staple him before he staples me. I will... My stapler and myself know that what counts in this war is not the staples we fire, the noise of our stapling, nor the papers we collate. We know that it is the staples that count. We will hit... My stapler is human, even as I, because it is my life. Thus, I will learn it as a brother. I will learn its weaknesses, its strengths, its parts, its accessories, its sights and its barrel. I will ever guard it against the ravages of weather and damage as I will ever guard my legs, my arms, my eyes and my heart against dam

Lonely
The world moves as I stay still. Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall. Mother knocks on my door, but I feel too numb to answer She cries, but I motionlessly don't answer. I lie on my bed, Screaming in my head. Pain forever with me never leaving. It goes with me everywhere. Like my shadow, Constantly there. Now my sister turning into darkness. She will before long be just like her brother. And mother will soon give in. The echo of glass breaking, The sound of my mother screaming, And me still emotionless as I lay. The doors are slamming. More glasses breaking. And me just falling, With no delay. Now the house grows dark. Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows. And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness. And all my fears have come true.

Nickelback-someday
Someday Lyrics How the hell did we wind up like this? Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed And try turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this But don't think it's too late Nothing's wrong, just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway That we could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up staying Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror Nothing's wrong, just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when

Big Girls Don't Cry
Artist: Fergie Album: The Dutchess Title: Big Girls Don't Cry Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself instead of calamity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a chi

This Saturday
I am taking my sweet babygirl out to the zoo! It is her birthday next weekend, so I am taking her a week early as a birthday present. Then afterwards we are going shopping for a new schoolgirl outfit for her (yes that is also a present for me). Then maybe, The Citadel that night? A possibility.

Mood... Who Really Gives A Shit
Yeah getting drunk when you are SUPPOSED to be doing something else probably isn't the way to do things. Go head ask me if I care? I don't as a matter of fact I'm the thorn in your side. The one thing you will never be able to predict is if I buy your bullshit or not. Then again who gives a shit. Pass the bottle and shut the hell up already! Words of wasted youth.

Mixture Of You And Me
To feel ur eyes work my body from across the room. To make love to ur lips as u gently kiss me. To embrace your hands as they glide over my body touching the most delicate parts. To see your reaction as I take you in my mouth...all the way in and back out again. Hold my hips as I gently sit in ur lap and rock back and forth, slowly at first and then faster as I push you deeper into me. I want to whisper in your ear how big you are inside of my tight canal. Watch as my eyes roll back in my head as your hardness touches my inner spot. Feel my fingertips run lightly up your back as we hold each other tight and bring each other to that special place that we both so love. Hold on baby, it's time...can you feel it. I'm gettin tighter and I feel you pulsating inside of me. Here we go...don't slow down now, just hold on and embrace the moment...Yes...pure destiny as our juices mix into a sweet blend.

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19 August 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, August 19: If you sit quietly through a meeting today you run the risk of appearing stupid, but if you open your mouth you'll quickly prove that you are. Ignorance is different from stupidity -- in your case both are applicable.

Everyone Please Read
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS A REALLY TOUCHING STORY AND WHEN THE DONATES COME UP AS LIKE COMMING IN CASSIE WILL HAVE UPDATES ON THIS AND THE DONATES ARE GOING TO BE T-SHIRTS OR YOU CAN GIVE MONEY WE DONT KNOW YET HOW MUCH THE T-SHIRTS WILL BE YET SO PLEASE TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY AND PLEASE READ THIS

My Goal
As day approaches nightfall My tongue has one desire To slip between your pussy lips Ignite that lustful fire Fingers play along the rim, To search for growing clit To gently probe around her base Add tender subtle flick Fingers reach, and gently search To find that special spot The one to inflame passion In pussy now red hot You start to shake, and quiver now Your pussy lips alive As orgasm engulfs you The goal, for which I strive

Why Is A Disability A Problem
i'm to the point of just not giving a shit about what anyone thinks anymore. all anyone seems to do is bitch at me because i right in caps and not lower case. i have a program on my computer that allowes it to talk to me. that way i don't have to depend on looking at the screen to see what i am typing. my puter tells me what i am typing as i type it. so if this is all fuck up i don't really give a shit because every one thinks all i am doing is yelling. if that is the case why do you even read the mumms that i have posted. just so you and profve what an ass you can be because you are perfec and i am not. i am just as nurmal as you or anyone else. if you thing i am not capable of doing things like working on carws or detailing them like i used to whern i owned my own detail shop for 10years,. and was very sucseful at to. i have pics in my profike that show the work i have done with cars. so just because i am blind does not mean i am not able to be apart of your fuck up world. know one

Saving The Mumms?? Lol
OK saw a few mumms tonite where people were down out right crule. Apparently there is a big movement to save the mumms from the N00bs..lol k. Ill admit in the beginning I was a big basher, jumped on the sheep bandwagon and made popular with the regs. Then things started crossing a line and became very cruel, thats when I realized how stupid I was being.Became one to stand up for the one getting their ass chewed up and literally spit out. Along with that became hated, yea it pissed me off. ive evolved to a degree unless its military, or faith , or getting attacked needlessly. Personally Ive watched the mumms go down the toilet, not by points, not by n00bs, but by the haters that call themselves the "Regs". They taught the so called n00bs to hate just to be able to be in a mumm. Why? OH thats right in a mumm I read a comment that its better to bash the Virtual people on the internet then in real life. hmm So we are Virtual people..wow.. I am a reg, but not one of those wh

No Regrets
Lucy was 7 and wore a head of blue barettes City born, into this world with no knowledge and no regrets Had a piece of yellow chalk with which she'd draw upon the street The many faces of the various locals that she would meet There was Joshua, age 10 Bully of the block Who always took her milk money at the morning bus stop There was Mrs. Crabtree, and her poodle She always gave a wave and holler on her weekly trip down to the bingo parlor And she drew Men, women, kids, sunsets, clouds And she drew Skyscrapers, fruit stands, cities, towns Always said hello to passers-by They'd ask her why she passed her time Attaching lines to concrete But she would only smile Now all the other children living in or near her building Ran around like tyrants, soaking up the open fire hydrants They would say 'Hey little Lucy, wanna come jump double dutch?' Lucy would pause, look, grin and say 'I'm busy, thank you much' Well, well, one year passed And believe it or not She covered

These Feelings
I cant hide these feelings They are way too strong Each time you smile My heart melts a little more Hearing your laughter Makes me smile no matter my mood Yet yyou say Im not your type Which tears me apart If you only knew The love I could give to you Maybe you'd see Theres more to me then what you may see

The Orgasm Debate
For a hundred years there has been an on going debate with sex researchers, feminists and pop-culture as to what is superior—the vaginal or clitoral orgasm. Regrettably, this orgasm debate has left many women wondering whether the orgasm she is experiencing is the real or best one. What's The Difference? First of all, what is the difference between a vaginal and clitoral orgasm? The clitoral orgasm is achieved by direct stimulation of the clitoris. Orgasms are triggered by fingers, tongue, sex toys, or by masturbation and are more intense because the stimulation is localized. Clitoral orgasms are typically described as "higher" and "intense" and can be accompanied by a sense of over stimulation. A vaginal orgasm is achieved via stimulation of the vagina canal, which includes the G-Spot, the lower interior vaginal walls and the cervix. Vaginal orgasms are usually described as "deep" and "relaxing", and can be followed by a profound sense of calm. Orgasms during intercourse are of

Vacation
I will be missing for the next few days. At 1:00a.m. we are loading up the van & leaving for South Dakota. I will be gone until friday, at which point I will upload a shit load of pics from our trip. If I can get to a comp iI might jump on to say "hey", but don't hold me to that. I will talk to every one in about a week. See ya.

I'm Not Ignoring Any Of You!
ok here's the deal. Somehow my computer is downloading OVER my limit of 425 MB a day. When this happens my internet slows down slower than dial up. We've never had this problem before and I don't know what is happening. That's why I'm not answering anybody. I can't! I try but I can't. I'm not good with computers as far as things like this so if anybody can give me some advice I'd greatly appreciate it. *hugs* ~Melinda

Lord ; I Have Faith And I Will Go When Im Called To Your Home In Heaven>read>
Lord you be giving me lately, a very intresting view to look out from in life . I see things very clearly , yet all want answers, I have none fo them. I tell all You have the answers .to seek you . pray to you. Ask You.>>>our Lord but every now and then , I do have an answer , I learned from my life experiences ,so I share . Not knowng if it will help that person out , but knowing I went thru same stuff in life. So I say what I did . What you showed me to do. and I hope it helps them in some way to lead or guide them to a answre that fits there life and what they look for. Lord you say No Man Knows Day Time Hour when the End comes; Even I don know but I think It could be sooner than I think, cause Lord You have carried me a long time now and well im just tired.. just tired.. Well Lord When you come ill be ready < been touch an Go Last week or So. but Im Not scared , Im just trying to prepare my family just in case. My daughter she be sad , so watch over he

Is It Just Me ??
DAMN.... IS IT JUST ME OR IS EVERYONE ELSE GETTING NAILED WITH THE TYPE IN THE BOUNCER'S INITIALS TO MOVE ON? EVERY FREAKIN TIME I TURN AROUND IM TYPING IN THERE INTIALS AND ITS STARTING TO REALLY ANNOY ME!!! YOU HAVE REACHED YOUR RATES FOR THE DAY ON BLOGS, STASH, PICTURES AND WHATEVER ELSE THEY CAN THINK OF NEXT ILL HAVE REACHED MY LIMIT FOR PICKING MY SONS NOSE,LMAO. NOT THAT I AM BUT FFS PPL LAY OFF ITS ANNOYING!! THERE I DID MY RANT FOR THE LAST TIME. YES IM ALSO THE TOWN SAMRTASS. GET USE TO ME.LMAO.

Why Is It So Hard....
Why is it so hard for people to be nice anymore. This saddens me so much. Would people say the things they do if you were in front of them? Is it they feel safe behind a computer? The knife cuts just as hard that way. Had you been in front of me would you still have reacted that way. What would be the point? To prove you can be sneakier, knowing I wasn't coming back? You knew, but couldn't help it. You saw a chance to make a point whether it was right or not, you went for that throat and cut knowing I wasn't coming back. You say you stick up for your friends then claim I was one. Yet you stabbed me the same way, pulling words from times back, with bias behind them. You don't want to be held responsible for my leaving but you are. You want me to come back and relieve you of your guilt I won't do that. You and I know, don't I. The letters have been nice but weird thoughts roam my head, had you really cared why did I stand alone? They all come running after it is over, wanting and wishing

Ronja's New Lounge..come Visit!
On 8/20/2007, kissmytap@fubar.com wrote: I finally got a new lounge open my first one come check it out..... all the thanks goes to DJ LezKa and WildHorse for helping me out with it. Click on the link to take you there http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9756 (repost of original by '~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~' on '2007-08-20 09:39:23') (repost of original by 'Birk property of Ronja' on '2007-08-20 10:22:31') (repost of original by '~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~*Owner of THE DARK KAVE*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~' on '2007-08-20 12:06:16') (repost of original by '*FreakY~ReggiE*' on '2007-08-20 17:05:35')

Friends
There have been a lot of people since I came onto Fu Bar who claim they are my friends or say they want to be friends. Some will friend you and never come back to your page. Others friend you and then delete you. I thought I had made some friends or those who would be honest with me. But I found out that honesty goes as far as anyone can truly see you in cyberspace. I found out some of these people went off and blocked me and then got upset that I would remove things that no longer mattered to me since I was blocked. So to all those on my friends list who read this and wish to no longer be my friend I understand please just quietly delete me from your friends list and stop fanning me. Those who wish to remain my friend just drop me a little note once in a while to tell me that we are still friends. I do try to return any love shown to me.

The Tale Of The Shooting Of The Tomkat
Years ago (about '92), I was living in this house with these two other guys (and other transients that crashed on the couch). One night we were drinking Cisco and cheap Mexican beer, when one of the roomies brothers showed up with a .38 snubnose. It got passed around and people played with it. At one point, I took the bullets out when I was still coherent. Later, after coherency was gone I put them back in for some reason. The gun left my hands. A little while later I was sitting on the couch and one of my roomates said, "hey Tom". I felt this blow to my head like the biggest skinhead in the world had kicked me in the face and then heard the gun blast. My head bounced off the back of the couch, I opened my mouth to ask what had happened and blood started pouring out my mouth and nose. I was told I had been shot. I told them to get me to a hospital. After this wild drunken drive to the emergency room, they dropped me off and I staggered in, blood covering my front. The admit

Laugh For August 21
Street Light Late at night, a drunk was on his knees beneath a street-light, evidently looking for something. A passer-by, being a good Samaritan, offered to help. "What is it you have lost?" he asked. "My watch," replied the drunk. "It fell off when I tripped over the pavement." The passer-by joined in the search but after a quarter of an hour, there was still no sign of the watch. "Where exactly did you trip?" asked the passer-by. "About half a block up the street," replied the drunk. "Then why are you looking for your watch here if you lost it half a block up the street?" The drunk said: "Because the light's a lot better here."

Quote For August 21
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend. -- Albert Camus Bonus Quote: If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. -- Sir James M. Barrie

What Im Feeling
Tears in my eyes can tell no lies What we feel should never be hidden I sit in depressed not knowing who I am Time heals wounds and my heart shatters into 1000 pieces Tears in my eyes cant tell no lies Noche's contigo abajo del los estrellas siento que estoy in los cielos My tears run gently down my cheeks For every tear represents loss Emotions of different kinds I cry I cry for reasons I dont know why From my heart comes sadness and love Tears in my eyes can tell me no lies Yo lloro por ti como la noche llora por luz Tears in my eyes can tell me no lies Needing someone to talk to like you I thank So I close me eyes and cry to sleep Wishing one day im yours to keep

Chains
CHAIN'S OF STEEL,CHAIN'S OF PAIN. SOME CHAINS FEEL COLD, WITH NAUGHT TO GAIN. THOSE COLD HARD CHAINS, SO HEAVY WITH WEIGHT. ARE NOT WHATS NEEDED, NOT WHAT IT TAKES. SOME FEEL THE WEIGHT, SOME FEEL CONFINED. ITS SPECIAL ONES WHO FEEL SUBLIME. CHAINS MADE OF STEEL, MADE TO CONFINE. THEY RUST WITH AGE,GROW OLD WITH TIME. BUT CHAINS OF LOVE, CHAINS THAT SET FREE.LOCKED PON YOUR WRIST,AND OFFERED TO ME. YOUR EYES ON MINE, YOUR SOUL ON FIRE. BIND TIGHT YOUR WRISTS, SET FREE YOUR DESIRE. LOOK DEEP INSIDE, SHOW ALL YOUR NEED. SOFT GENTLE ONE, A GROWING SEED. YOU'VE MET YOUR MAN,NOW SHOW YOUR TRUST. WITH CHAINED UP WRIST AND HOT FLOWING LUST! Monday, November 21, 2005 TIM

Dumn Asses
This is my second account and now I know why I got rid of the first. People on here tend to be pathetic. Just today I looked at someones profile and they got all pissy about it why you looking at me type of attitude. If you don't want people looking at your profile and pics you shouldn't be here. I am here to make friends etc. Life is to short to have a bad attitude. This is a fun place all and all ,I have run into old friends and have made new ones . Can't we all just get along.

Poem
dunno what to call this one, only just wrote it now. sums up how I feel though.. You don’t care, the man don’t care The fucking birds don’t care! You all shit on me; The toilet of society. No wonder I got this Fucking anxiety! Father was smart, Said I was a mistake, This kid hurts my head I want a fucking refund! What a dad, my hero Fuck you too! Used to be someone, Had all these damn plans, The home, career maybe even the ring But little baby lost her way. Abused sitting here feeling used, The gutter my home, So cold and all alone Fucking failure, Got nothing to show And nowhere to go!

F-ing Bored
I got a lot to do still, and i had to sit around a fucking bowling alley for 5 fucking hours. I get on and boom some drama that I try to avoid. Fuck this shit, i'm tired pissed and so bored i can't study.

Aren't Older Women Better?
AFTER BEING MARRIED FOR 44 YEARS, I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID, HONEY, 44 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL. NOW I HAVE A $500,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, A NICE BIG BED AND A PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 65-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV. AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE YOUR MID-LIFE CRISES!

~~master Card Wedding~~
Master Card Wedding > > You got to love this guy.. This is a true story about a recent wedding that > took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and > even Jay Leno mentioned it. > > It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. > > After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a > microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for > Coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. > > He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank > his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. > > As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a > special gift just from him. > > So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. > > He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. > > Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best

Discovering Your Life Purpose
"Far better to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though checkered by failure, than to take rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in the gray twilight that knows not victory, nor defeat." how many of us believe that God has a purpose for our life. Almost every hand will raise. But then, I ask how many know what their God-given life purpose is How sad that so few make the commitment to discover their life purpose. How sadder to think that we have lived without ever having discovered —let alone fulfilled—our God-given life purpose. We serve God by serving people— and we serve people by developing and using our God-given natural and spiritual gifts. Wrapped up in these two principles one discovers his or her God-given life purpose. No matter what your life purpose is, if it is God's will, there will always be a way to fulfill it no matter how great the challenge.

Friends
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But, never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and

Read This And Rate
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

The Spirit Carries On - Dream Theater
Nicholas: Where did we come from? Why are we here? Where do we go when we die? What lies beyond And what lay before? Is anything certain in life? They say, life is too short, The here and the now And youre only given one shot But could there be more, Have I lived before, Or could this be all that weve got? If I die tomorrow Id be allright Because I believe That after were gone The spirit carries on I used to be frightened of dying I used to think death was the end But that was before Im not scared anymore I know that my soul will transcend I may never find all the answers I may never understand why I may never prove What I know to be true But I know that I still have to try If I die tomorrow Id be allright Because I believe That after were gone The spirit carries on Victoria: Move on, be brave Dont weep at my grave Because I am no longer here But please never let Your memory of me disappear Nicholas: Safe in the light that surrounds

New Pics
ok, so i put up some pics of my son after a car accident in October 2006. They are graphic so please be forewarned. He is doin well now...3 years old and faster and stronger than ever with no memory of the accident. I put these up to stress the importance of loving your friends and loved ones cause you never know when they might leave your life. Dante was non-responsive when he arrived at the hospital and then spent a week in NICU at CHKD (Children's Hospital). He had a concussion and an inflamed spinal cord. As I said he is much better now but I thought I was gonna lose him and to this day I cherish every moment that I have with my children. So please tell those that you love what they mean to you and show them everyday with no regrets.

Mandy (pt 7)
I kissed her lips softly and sat her on the couch. I lay a soft blanket down on the carpet and then turn down the lights and lit all the candles in the room. I poured two full glasses of wine and brought them back to the couch. After about 5 minutes, Mandy had finished her glass and about ? of mine and she was starting to get a little giggly. I lifted her up and placed her gently on the blanket. I stretched her legs out flat and put her hands by her side. Then I just looked at her and smiled. "What?" she asked. "Oh sweety...I've been looking forward to this ever since I laid my eyes on you." And I leaned down and kissed her smiling lips. I knew the wine would loosen her up a little, but I was still concerned about ramming my big cock into this 18 year old hottie, so I knew I'd have to take it slowly. I straddled her naked body and leaned over and gentle kissed her forehead...cheeks...chin...nose...then lips. I let my cock and balls slide up and down over her smooth skin as I continu

What The Hell..and In Tx? Dont Suprise Me
http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/us/2007/08/23/sanjuan.two.dryer.wbtv http://setxhomepage.com/content/fulltext/?cid=4805 Lumberton Man Charged After Putting Child in Dryer Reported by: Angel San Juan/Scott Price Tuesday, Aug 21, 2007 @10:36am CST As first reported on setxhomepage.com, a Lumberton man has been charged with injury to a child after putting a child in a dryer. 27-year-old Bobby Lynn Curtis was charged with injury to a child Tuesday morning. Authorities say he put his girlfriend's 2-year-old daughter in the family's clothes dryer. The girl suffered only minor injuries. Lumberton Police Captain Danny Sullins tells KBTV yesterday morning a woman came into the police station to report her 2-year-old daughter had burns on her arm. The child was taken to the hospital and treated and released. She was then taken to the Garth House in Beaumont where she told an interviewer that her mother's boyfriend had put her in the dryer the night before. After getting that statemen

Troy And Amanda
I was staying at my girlfriends house for a while…It was just as I was finishing college but before I had found a place of my own. Amanda (my GF) lived with he boyfriend Troy. He was hot but a little creepy. He was always “accidentally” walking in on me or he was always brushing against me. Now don’t get me wrong…I had fingered myself a couple of times while I listen to him fuck Amanda….He’s hot but off limits! One day when Amanda was out he grabbed me as soon as I got home from school. He reeked of booze as he bent me backwards over the kitchen table and started kissing and fondling me. His hands ripped my shirt open and yanked it off. My bra went next. I was flat on my back on the table, my legs flailing helplessly as his mouth sucked on my small pink nipples. His tongue rasped over the skin, his mouth suckling and chewing, forcing each nipple erect against my will. His hands squeezed my tit as he looked down into my face. "I'm gonna fuck you in the asshole little girl!" he

How My Day Went
Well My Day Was Pretty Good Today As I Got Hired Fulltime For The Company I Work For And Again We Held A Candle Light Vigil Luncheon For Nichole Today Her Parents And Friends And co Workers Gathered For A Memorial In Hall E Today And We Then Showed A video Of Her Life As A Child And Gathered Roses And Donations For The Memorial Service.

Poem
This a beautifl poem copy righted by someoen i have taken permission to put on this blog. Please do not abuse A Beautiful Smile Starting In your eyes Reaching your lips bringing me joy A Beautiful smile Across your face Happy and full of grace melting my heart A Beautiful Smile Lighting your face Deep & Sparkling makes my heart jumps A Beautiful Smile A Beautiful magic Terder but vibrant Feelings of Love Untold

1st Week
Alright I just finished my first week of classes (first two days of each class), and I think that I am going to enjoy it. I have about 40 some odd pages of papers to do, a paper a class, so four separate papers. Two of them are teacher directed, one has to do with medicolegal investigations of death (most likely I'll do this one on sharp force injuries), and then a paper on DNA typing (this I'm going with the MuMMer selection of the down sides of DNA analysis). Now for each class, and teacher associated with that class. I will start off with DNA and Medicolegal, since the teacher is the same person. DNA seems kinda boring, yay molecular biology. Medicolegal, the class I was afraid of, seems like it will be the class I will like the most. He told us about one of the M.E.'s he worked with that would splash blood at officers when they were standing too close during the autopsy. Kinesic interviewing and interrogation, all I can say is, who wants to play poker with me in January.

A Love Letter
I write you this letter to tell you how i feel, I want you to know my love for you is real, My heart beats faster by the sound of your voice, Im falling in love and i have no choice, But to tell you that i love you and i always will, theres a special place in my heart I hope you can fill, All these words come straight from my heart , hoping we can be together forever til death do us part!!

Help Jenn Out!!
I need some more help Ya'll....i gotta hit level 13 before my boy does or i lose a bet...no i dont want to lose so can you help??? I return the love as soon as i can!!!! im good for it!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!! (repost of original by 'Jenn' on '2007-08-23 17:04:38')

My Hair
hey all well here is an update i dyed my hair a like bright rich auburn i am back to my normal color well kinda not really it is still really dark but yeah ill have pics up later i am going to have my friend heather take pics well i am off have a good day lydia

Still Whining In My Shout Box Hours Later How Fucking Said So Thought All My Fu Buddies Would Find It Funny
READ FROM BOTTOM UP Dog ~*MMA ...: thats fine ->~Ashley~Mu...: you def will make my blog Dog ~*MMA ...: i just wanna be cool wit u thats all, but thats on u Dog ~*MMA ...: me too ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok im over it Dog ~*MMA ...: i thought u was alot cooler than that..i knew u were a bitch i can deal wit that. but damn! Dog ~*MMA ...: u get over it u the one who is bnot being my friend, i said i was sorry plain as fuck ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao ok wierd way for saying sorry but yea get over it already Dog ~*MMA ...: i know u r Dog ~*MMA ...: i was trying to apologize to u actually, but its all good like i said. and i left u a comment on your mum just like u left me one ->~Ashley~Mu...: and yes im a proud bitch ->~Ashley~Mu...: well* ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao wrell you stalking my mumms and shit get over it youre the oly only one who wanted to be a whiny pussy Dog ~*MMA ...: naw im cool, seems like i got yours in one though hoe ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao I got ur panties

Dj Chris
This one is sent via email and just goes to show that just because I'm in the same state as you doesn't mean I want to fuck you. Go figure... 1st email: hey there! how are you doing? My reply: Hey, I’m good, you? 2nd email: good , what are you doing tonight? Didn’t wait for a reply 3rd email: so how do you feel about having hot sex with a stranger My reply: How about not. -USER BLOCKED-

Thorn
I really should label this entry "Long distance fuck". I know I'm good but... how the hell can they tell over the web?! Is my pussy THAT good? Apparently its worth the drive from IN to NY... and he hasn't even heard my sexy voice yet! LOL! Thorn: hi there Me: Hey Thorn: you look great Me: Thank you Thorn: any chance we can get together? Me: You're in IN... how would we get together? Thorn: i'd drive there for your pussy Me: You really should learn to read profiles first - USER BLOCKED -

Ozzfest!!!!!
I leave in 45 min for Ozzfest... It is like a MILLION degrees...but fuck it I am SOOOOO excited... There will be pics to come...cause frankly i plan on lookin pretty darn hot..:D So...peace and chicken grease....my love to you all Oh and imma go get my pull..:D

Carnival Rides
Since carnival season is here, what carnival ride are you? Here are my results: You Are a Log Ride You prefer to live a fairly calm, relaxed life... with a few surprises thrown in. You don't tend to get yourself worked up easily. You can roll with what life throws at you. In relationships, you are steady and solid. You maintain a pretty broad perspective on what's going on. That's not to say you can't get swept away. You're emotions run as deep as anyone else's. Your life seems like it has been remarkably easy so far. But that's due to how you manage it. You never stretch yourself too thinly, and you think out your decisions carefully. Taking the time to enjoy each day is important to you, and you don't let your emotions rule you. You stay the course and do what's right... knowing it will all work out in the end. At your best, you are tolerant and understanding of other people's quirks. You take "go with the flow" to the extreme. Even if you don't like where you're go

Butterflies N Teddybears
Butterflies n Teddybears Butterflies and Teddybears She sucks dick likes she dont care On her back she doesnt care She wont do it just anywhere Gonna find me someone new Gotta find one that likes to blow Rides me hard and suck my toes A little class, a little crude Butterflies and Teddybears Oh her tit and derriere Sexy bras and underwear Makes me drool and makes me smile Now I found me a brand newgirl She's the one that rocks my world Sucks me off like Monica L.... Plays my tool and makes it swell She wants to do it everywhere On the train or in a chair Anytime and Anywhere Name the place, she doesnt care Butterflies and Teddybears Got a woman thats likes to ---- (Ha,Ha) Yeah Butterflies and Teddybears OH HELL YEAH, I can get it anytime and anywhere

Wrote By '*devilishlangelicdawn*thegrimreapermymaster*d.a.g.*'
My mind is pregnant with disillusions, With all the lies you tell, The blood u sucked from my heart made me pale, Closed my eyes, Feed on my trust, Every word you say, Makes everyone believe, Don't they see my pale corpse laying on your feet?, I guess they want to wind up like me, You seduce them with your song of death lies and everything you say, One day you will pay, My ghost will seek revenge, And drag you back to the bowels of the hell which u escape, Again there u will dwell.

Wth Were They Thinking
Today went great Blake got on his bus and was very excited!!!!!!!! Well a few friends came over so I went out with em and my girls till about 8... When I got home my mom tells me they lost my son....Come to find out his teacher put him on the wrong bus and didn't get home til almost 5 His teacher put him on the wrong bus because the buss drivers couldn't decide which bus he was going to ride...first it was bus 8 then it was bus 6 then it went back to bus 8 holy shit MAKE UP YOUR MINDS!!!!!!!!!!!!! But other then that he said he had a great day...he brought me home 3 papers the colored and one of em with his hand that said I Love You!

Blink-182 - The Rock Show
Hanging out behind the club on the weekend Acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends I couldn't wait for the summer and the Warped Tour I remember it's the first time that I saw her there. She's getting kicked out of school 'cause she's failing I'm kind of nervous 'cause I think all her friends hate me She's the one, she'll always be there She took my hand and i made it I swear. Because I fell in love with the girl at the rock show She said 'what' and I told her that I didn't know She's so cool when we were sneaking through her window Everything's better when she's around I can't wait 'til her parents go out of town I fell in love with the girl at the rock show When we said we were gonna move to Vegas I remember the look her mother gave us Seventeen without a purpose or direction We don't owe anyone a fuckin' explanation I fell in love with the girl at the rock show She said 'what' and I told her that I

U2 - I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
I have climbed the highest mountains I have run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run I have crawled I have scaled these city walls Only to be with you But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I have kissed honey lips Felt the healing in her fingertips It burned like fire This burning desire I have spoke with the tongue of angels I have held the hand of a devil It was warm in the night I was cold as a stone But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I believe in the Kingdom Come Then all the colors will bleed into one But yes I'm still running. You broke the bonds You loosened the chains You carried the cross And my shame And my shame You know I believed it But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for

Sun
Oh my god the sun is out. I can't believe it. It is so nice to see. Everthing here is under water, as well as most of the mid west. Poor Mike, his basement apartment was flooded and stuff. That sucks. I wonder how long we will see the sun for. I hope for the next few days, we really need to dry out here.

James ; 2 - 26 Verses ; Read
JAMES2;7;Dont blaspheme that Noble name by which you are called? 8; If you really fufill the royal law according to Scripture, You shall love your neighbor as your self,you will do well. 9 ;But if you show partiality . you commit sin, and are convicted by the laws of the trangressors. 10;For whoever shall keep the whole law,and yet stumble, in one point, he is guilty of all. 11; For He who said,do not commit adultry also said, Do not murder. Now if you do not commit adultry, but you do murder, you have become a transgressor of the law. 12;So speek and so do as those will be judged by the law of liberty. 13;For judgement is without mercy to the one who has shown no mercy. Mercy triumpths over judgement. 14;What does it pr

Happy Birthday !!!!!!
Hey .. if you've come to check this out . Make sure you stop at Their pages to show them LOTS of Birthday Luv !!!! Rich "Suck it before the Venom reaches my heart" suck it before the venom reaches My heart@ fubar Cliff "The Black Side of the Force" The Black Side Of The Force@ fubar Orkut Comments & Glitters , Myspace Comments

New Treatment For People That Are Choking
A father walks into a bookstore with his young son. The boy is holding a quarter. Suddenly, the boy starts choking, going blue in the face. The father realizes the boy has swallowed the quarter and starts panicking, shouting for help. A well dressed, attractive and serious looking woman, in a blue business suit is sitting at a coffee bar reading a newspaper and sipping a cup of coffee. At the sound of the commotion, she looks up, puts her coffee cup down, neatly folds the newspaper and places it on the counter, gets up from her seat and makes her way, unhurried, across the book store. Reaching the boy, the woman carefully drops his pants; takes hold of the boy's testicles and starts to squeeze and twist, gently at first and then ever so firmly. After a few seconds the boy convulses violently and coughs up the quarter, which the woman deftly catches in her free hand. Releasing the boy's testicles, the woman hands the coin to the father and walks back to her seat in the coffee

Move It!!!
Things to do Always moving never stop Fear of stagnate death Focus work it out Don’t slow down Don’t stop Pages turn Fingers on fire No time now To talk on a wire Sorry Mom Got to go See ya Dad Keep the flow Move it now there is no time See you later with another rhyme

On My Own Again
In 6 days I will be on my own again. I was staying with my boyfriend, but I found a place of my own again. I am sooooo very excited. I can sit and chat on puter and worry about kids looking over my shoulder. I can't wait to start chatting and sending things on tap again. So to all my friends and family members on here I WILL BE BACK IN ABOUT A WEEK. Talk to you all soon. My boyfrind and I are still seeing each other,just not living together. It was just tooo soon for that.

Jade
Jade – a gemstone of unique symbolic energy, and unique in the myths that surround it. With its beauty and wide-ranging expressiveness, jade has held a special attraction for mankind for thousands of years. This gem, with its discreet yet rather greasy lustre, which comes in many fine nuances of green, but also in shades of white, grey, black, yellow, and orange and in delicate violet tones, has been known to Man for some 7000 years. In prehistoric times, however, it was esteemed rather more for its toughness, which made it an ideal material for weapons and tools. Yet as early as 3000 B.C. jade was known in China as 'yu', the 'royal gem'. In the long history of the art and culture of the enormous Chinese empire, jade has always had a very special significance, roughly comparable with that of gold and diamonds in the West. Jade was used not only for the finest objects and cult figures, but also in grave furnishings for high-ranking members of the imperial family. Today, too, this ge

Invisible
INVISIBLE Can you see me? I’m right here In front of you… Can you hear me? I’m right there Beside you… I wonder sometimes No one seems to notice me No one really cares Do they? Am I just an annoyance? Perhaps A temporary disturbance Everyone’s more concerned with that world The one that revolves around them…. To even realize that I’m here That I exsist There’s someone here worth knowing but, I guess they’ll have to open their eyes first…

Gone
Sleeping on a chair next to you 3 days couldn't feel my legs anymore went home to rest you left-snuck out didn't want anyone around did it your way damnit I was in a daze-just going thru the motions being ever the good girl...the proper hostess holding it all together the fake smiles-dying inside the entire time sat there....listening to words from a man that had never even met you so caring, so kind such bullshit The last one out...it was my rite I played with your hair one last time stroked your cheek I layed my forehead down upon the wood I couldn't leave you....not yet not ever My life hasn't been the same since that day I've been lost....still going thru the motions Maybe I should have stayed with you after all.....

August 26, 2007
August 26th 2007 Today was a little bit of a better day. I enjoyed myself in St. Louis, MO. today at a Cardinals game. They played the Atlanta Braves. Cards: 4 Braves: 1 It was hot, probably about 90 degrees. I was sitting about 13 rows from the third base line in section 167. (There are a few pictures I took from the game in my photos) The Cardinals are now 2 games back from first place. If the Cubs lose today, which as of now, they are losing in the bottom of the seventh 5 to 4 against the Diamondbacks. Baseball is my favorite sport. I wish that I would have stayed on the team when I was younger. Have you ever wondered what would be different in your life if you had made one decision over another? Signed, Sully McKeehan

Life Is Beautiful Sixx:a.m.
Sixx:A.M. > Life Is Beautiful You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Alive... Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just op

Pictures
Ok i tried this in a MUMM and was told to try this here. I was wondering if there is anyone willing to make me a morph or do anything cool with some of our pics i have seen a lot of cool things done on here and was hoping to find someone to help me out!

Downraters
so i get alot of 10's and other numbers which is ok i guess and im not complaining but i think its fair to rate them what they rate me. am i right? like last week i got a 3.. i go on theirs and vote the same then they send me a shoutbox message yelling at me callin me a loser this and that cuz they shudve been a 10... haha get a life and move on..right? maybe im just venting. what yall think about being downrated?

Thinking About You
I remember when you said, "most of the time when you can't sleep your thinking of someone" then you asked me who, now I realize that you were right and when I can't sleep I find myself thinking of you how I miss you so, then I drift off to sleep dream about you, wake up once again thinking about you and the way things use to be I find myself wanting to tell you how much I miss you and how I want to tell you I love you but, then I realize things aren't the way they use to be and things have changed... I wonder if there will ever be a day where I don't think of you without saying to myself I love him and then I wonder, do I ever want that day to come?

Hubby Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you if youcould change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.would you marry me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 25. Your phone number?

Wtf
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For August 27,2007 A friend of yours is acting out in a big way, and you'd just as soon not have to deal with it. You may have to be the voice of reason at some point, though, so try not to just abandon them to their fate. *note* why is it that i have to be the voice of resaon? this is bull....... but which friend from this weekend... or both.....

Another One Bites The Dust...another Ones Gone...
US Attorney General Gonzales resigns By MATT APUZZO, Associated Press Writer 2 minutes ago Alberto Gonzales, the nation's first Hispanic attorney general, announced his resignation Monday, driven from office after a wrenching standoff with congressional critics over his honesty and competence. Republicans and Democrats alike had demanded his departure over the botched handling of FBI terror investigations and the firings of U.S. attorneys, but President Bush had defiantly stood by his Texas friend for months until accepting his resignation last Friday. "After months of unfair treatment that has created a harmful distraction at the Justice Department, Judge Gonzales decided to submit his resignation and I have accepted his decision," Bush said from Texas, where he is vacationing. Solicitor General Paul Clement will be acting attorney general until a replacement is found and confirmed by the Senate, Bush said. Homeland Security chief Michael Chertoff was among those

Come 2 The Dark Realm
Hey everyone Guess whatYou got it yet?That's right The Dark Realm is backalong with Erotic RadioLive Dj's 24/7, taken all requestsfriendly peoplegreat musicfree liquirWhat more can a person want?Click on either pic below to enter Owner of The Dark RealmOwner Erotic RadioOwner Erotic Radio

Living Life
I remember the one day when someone said that life was sad because it's short. But I said that, that was why life was happy. Because even though we have to die, even though no one can escape it, that is why life has to be happy. We have been given a chance to do things, to see, love, and be things. We have been given the chance to live! We have to do all that we can to make life happy because it is so short. We have to love and be loved. We have to succeed and fail, we have to experience things so that we can have a real life. What we do in life is what makes it happy. If we let ourselves be controlled by the fear of death then we should die. We are dead. If we never do things, if we never take risks, if we never take opportunities we aren't living. If we spend our days wondering when death will take us, or take the ones we love, then life can't be happy. We have to live everyday like it's our last. We have to do as much as we can in live, see as much as we can because...we only ha

A Lady I Know
A lady I know There's a lady I know she thinks she's too old and that's what I am told why should age be a factor if happiness is all were after she may think I wnt herfor just a night but not me I need her every night if you don't want this then can we be friends but ust don't let it end before the friendship ever begins.

Bush-gate....
Democrat Dodd's office burglarized 1 hour, 2 minutes ago http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070827/ap_on_el_pr/political_briefs_11 Officers arrested a homeless man Monday in connection with a weekend burglary at the downtown office of Democratic presidential candidate Chris Dodd, police said. Gilberto Soto, 47, who lives in a city shelter and has a lengthy arrest record, allegedly took a television, computer and other electronics from Dodd's Hartford office, police said Monday. "It does not appear right now that he knew he was breaking into a presidential candidate's office or that there was any political motivation," Assistant Police Chief Neil Dryfe said. Charges against Soto were being finalized Monday afternoon, and he was taking officers to spots throughout the city where he allegedly sold the stolen items, Dryfe said. Soto is, "for lack of a better term, a career criminal," Dryfe said, and appears to have selected the burglary site at random. "It looks like a cri

**think You Got What It Takes?**
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Sorry A** Bbw Haters
YEP THIS IS GONNA SAY ONCE AND FOR ALL HOW I FEEL TOWARD YOU YOU CAN SUPPORT ME OR NOT IM TO THE POINT TO WHERE I COULD CARE LESS ANYMORE IVE TAKEN MY LAST RUDE COMMENT ON THIS SITE I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST JOINED IT WAS FUN TO ALL YOU BBW HATERS ON THIS SITE YOU NEED TO STOP AND OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES JUST BECAUSE WE ARE BIGGER THAN YOU DOESNT MEAN WE ARE ANY DIFFRENT WE STILL HAVE A HEART AND FEELINGS AND IF YOU WOULD STOP BEING STUPID LONG ENOUGH TO SAY HI YOU MIGHT REALIZE THAT TAKE THE TIME TO TALK TO US WE ARE NOT TRYING TO BE BETTER THAN YOU WE ARE JUST ASKING TO BE TREATED LIKE THE TYPICAL WOMAN THATS WHAT WE DESERVE WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE A PUNCHING BAG FOR YOUR SORRY ASSES I KNOW I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE ON THIS SITE THAT FEELS THIS WAY AND I KNOW A COUPLE GUYS ON HERE WHO I THINK I THE BEST BECAUSE THEY ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM INSIDE AND OUT NOT FOR WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE OR LOOK LIKE AND YES TO THEM I LOOK PERFECT MAYBE YOU BBW HATERS {MEN & WOMEN} SHOULD TAKE LESSONS FROM THE

Neocons Spanking The Monkey!
http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/08/27/craig.arrest/index.html Senator pleaded guilty, reportedly after bathroom stall incident CNN) -- A Republican senator pleaded guilty earlier this month to a misdemeanor disorderly conduct charge stemming from his arrest at the Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport, according to state criminal records. Republican Sen. Larry Craig of Idaho was arrested in June at Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport. Roll Call newspaper reported Monday that Sen. Larry Craig of Idaho was apprehended June 11 by a plainclothes police officer investigating complaints of lewd behavior in an airport men's room. Roll Call reports on the U.S. legislature. Craig denied any inappropriate conduct in a prepared statement, and said he now regrets his guilty plea. "At the time of this incident, I complained to the police that they were misconstruing my actions. I was not involved in any inappropriate conduct," he said. "I should have had the a

This Political Correctness Is Getting Old And Killing
Subject: Hooray for Michigan State Professor The story begins at Michigan State University with a mechanical engineering professor named Indrek Wichman. Wichman sent an e-mail to the Muslim Student's Association. The e-mail was in response to the students' protest of the Danish cartoons that portrayed the Prophet Muhammad as a terrorist. The group had complained the cartoons were "hate speech." Enter Professor Wichman. In his e-mail, he said the following: Dear Muslem Association: As a professor of Mechanical Engineering here at MSU I intend to protest your protest. I am offended not by cartoons, but by more mundane things like beheadings of civilians, cowardly attacks on public buildings, suicide murders, murders of Catholic priests (the latest in Turkey ), burnings of Christian churches, the continued persecution of Coptic Christians in Egypt , the imposition of Sharia law on non-Muslims, the rapes of Scandinavian girls and women (called "whores" in your

Broken Woman (first Draft)
When it began she was whole. She was brilliant, like a flawless diamond. She was delicate, as the petals of a newly opened rose. She was strong, and could bend like a tree to weather any storm. Then he came, and as two she was lost... Standing on a pedestal that was made for her by others, she became vulnerable to him. He surveyed her for a long, long time. When he was sure he knew her weaknesses, he began his work slowly. She, beautiful and solid, trusted him. The first thing to go was her skin. He tore it off in great strips, telling her each time that it was a good thing. That, to be truly one with her, he would have to see under her skin. She believed him. She turned her mind from the pain until all of her skin was gone, then she looked at herself and thought "he will see me now, all of me". The second thing to be removed from her was the muscles covering her bones. He told her that he needed to see deeper inside of her, to who she really was as a person. She believed him. He

Love Makes You Do Crazy Things
People in love do crazy things Like think they can fly When people are in love They never have to cry When people are in love They might learn to bake When people are in love They don't know they can break When people are in love They just have this natural glow They are always so perky You just can't say no People love People leave People say things that seem As pretty as the lies they weave Who told you you could fly? Who made you think you wouldn't fall? I bet he made you think He'd never make you ball

Scorpio
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! V • I • R • G • O: The whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy.

Asleep
ASLEEP. As far from pity as complaint, As cool to speech as stone, As numb to revelation As if my trade were bone. As far from time as history, As near yourself to-day As children to the rainbow's scarf, Or sunset's yellow play To eyelids in the sepulchre. How still the dancer lies, While color's revelations break, And blaze the butterflies!

Body, Remember
Body, remember not only how much you were loved, not only the beds on which you lay, but also those desires for you that glowed plainly in the eyes, and trembled in the voice—and some chance obstacle made futile. Now that all of them belong to the past, it almost seems as if you had yielded to those desires—how they glowed, remember, in the eyes gazing at you; how they trembled in the voice, for you, remember, body.

What Dumb Holiday Is Your Birthday?
What dumb holiday is your birthday? Keep adding :) just copy and paste the url into your address bar and search your birth month, then repost as "What dumb holiday is your birthday?" http://library.thinkquest.org/2886/INDEX.HTM Mine is July 7 is . . . . . National Strawberry Sundae Day... whats yours ...????

Bushco At It Again....
http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/august2007/270807_market_crash.htm Market Crash Forecast Suggests New 9/11 Mystery trader bets on huge downturn that could only be preceded by catastrophe Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Monday, August 27, 2007 A mystery trader risks losing around $1 billion dollars after placing 245,000 put options on the Dow Jones Eurostoxx 50 index, leading many analysts to speculate that a stock market crash preceded by a new 9/11 style catastrophe could take place within the next month. The anonymous trader only stands to make money if the market crashes by a third to a half before September 21st, which is when the put options expire. A put option is a financial contract between two parties, the buyer and the writer (seller) of the option, in which the buyer stands to benefit only if the price of the asset falls. "The sales are being referred to by market traders as "bin Laden trades" because only an event on the scale of 9-11 could make

No Right Word S To Say When A Friend Is Leaving >
So Ill try now to express whats in my heart , I love all my friends; As they are like gem,s to me , very valuable , yet rare and rarer . So many are going now for all kinds reaosns; But God has a plan ; Ill see all them again one day > And I want to give hugs.. best wishes and love to all and may your trip or journey be blessed and all receive what Thy Lord has sent to you; He has a love of greatness for you ,our God does ; He,ll hold you and keep you all with in this love .. May my friendship have blessed you to and added to your life in some way and know you have fufilled my life too in ways as no one else could ;each individual has touched and blessed my life, in love and knowledge and kindness and so much more , know this; as I tell you now.; . God he keeps me and lets me know ;ill see all one day soon.Until then my friends ; God be with all you . as He is with me. God Speed ..Amen!!! from Diana. hugs and hugs..

Baby Airplanes
A mother and her young son were flying Southwest Airlines from Chicago to Orlando. The little boy (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs, and big cats have baby cats, why don't big airplanes have baby airplanes?" The mother (who could not think of an answer) told her son to ask the flight attendant. Therefore, the boy went down the aisle and asked the flight attendant. The flight attendant, who was very busy at the time, smiled and said, "Did your Mom tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes, she did." "Well, then, you go and tell your mother that there are no baby airplanes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your Mom explain that to you."

Who Would Have Known...
Well if you seen my mum you would know I was questioning throwing a party at my mom and dads house. Well I did. Just had a few cousins over and 1 or 2 people who weren't related to us. But one happened to be my best friends little brother. Now don't get me wrong the boy is almost 21 now but I still think of him as *****'s little brother. Now he used to have the biggest crush on me when he was bout 13 and I was shit I guess I was 19 or 20 and I used to flirt with him cause even then I knew he was gonna be a looker one day. And low and behold he was 18 I was 24 and I went to watch my cousin wrestle and he was there and let me tell you I was blown away. Hmmmm...that boy grew the fuck up and left my panties twisted 10 ways from sunday... I mean I knew the boy was gonna be hot but not drop dead sexy!!! Those shoulders and his tight flat tummy and that ass to die for. God I was lusting over an 18 year old boy who happens to be my best friends little brother. Well it just got worse from then

Fishing Or Sex
Fishing or sex? First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife I'd paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That's nothing.? I had to promise my wife that I'd build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy!?? I had to promise my wife that I'd remodel the kitchen for her." They continued to fish until they realized that the fourth guy hasn't said a word.? The first three guys asked him, "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I set my alarm for 5:30 am.? When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her butt and said, 'Fishing or Sex?' And she said, "Wear sun-block."

Asking For Forgivness
Lord, remember when I rebelled and didn't do Your will, And convinced myself it was no big deal? Before, I wouldn't have been hard to convince. I wasn't totally on Your side; I was straddling the fence. Now, I'm trying to recognize What's good and perfect before Your eyes. And sometimes that's a sacrifice,But I know you paid a greater price. You Word says, "Commit to the Lord whatever youdo, And your plans will succeed," and I know that's true. So, Lord, I ask forgiveness for not following Your directions. Please forgive my disobedience and my willful rejections. Help me as I continue to search for You, Knowing You are "near to all who call on You in truth." Thank You for forgiving my sin, Restoring fellowship, and for peace within. Please help me to see with enlightened eyes, "To run the race," and win the prize.

63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop 63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop 1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 15. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 16. When he asks you to spread them, tell him

Neverlasting - Sentenced
Carpe diem... Seize the day before your life fades away. Reach for the skies - for the distant sun and keep on hiding from the gun. No! You need to sell your soul for it's great to lose control. Can't you feel that growing desire to go down with the blazing fire? You need to burn and reach to the point of no return. - Waste no time dreaming in vain! You and I aren't built to last - Go astray - the only way! You and I will make it fast - Burn the candle at both ends! Let's take a ride before we fall - Leave no room for happy endings! and make it right for once and for all. Something's twisted in your head for you live as you were dead. Therefore you must play with the gun and be sure to have your fun. Take my hand and I'll lead you astray for it's the only way. Let's give in to the growing desire and go down with the blazing fire. We need to burn and reach the point of no return. - Waste no time dreaming in vain! You and I aren't built to last.

How Sad
I think it absolutely sucks when friendships are ruined because of someone else's jealousy and some people just can't stand to see two friends be happy with each other. What sucks even more is that the battle becomes so bad that the 2 friends are so disgusted with the fighting that they both walk away never knowing how much the other person cares and is sorry. Sorry for babbling but I had to get this off my chest. How I hate stupid jealous people. Grrrr they make my blood boil. Get more at candycomments.com

Twisted
I am depressed for no reason at all I am depressed for everything in the world Everything and nothing but not something Everything in my life conflicts with one another Everything is in complete chaos My mind spins in every which direction with no where to go at all Nothing is wrong Nothing is bothering me There is no cause for the chaos Everything is complete chaos, and yet nothing is the cause My life is twisted like a pretzel It is twisted into huge knots never to be untied Everything is tangled and nothing twisted it It consists of everything and nothing, but not something

Goodbye
It's too hard to say goodbye Farewell, see ya later and all the rest are fine But goodbye is for good, and not temporary Because goodbyes last for ever, until we die Goodbye means we will never see each other again Goodbye means that it is truely the end Goodbye hurts so much to say Because goodbye means that we have to part Everything else is easier to say but not goodbyes, they are never okay When we finally have to say goodbye we will miss each other, And we will never be together again except deep in our heart

Today On Wrr
Click banner to enter lounge 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 6:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 Click banner to visit ShotDaddy's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at docnasty2004 12:00AM EST (Midnight) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sircru2004 Click banner to visit Cru's MySpace page! Click banner to enter loung

Never Giving Up
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. When the road you're walking seems all up hill. When care is pressing you down a bit. Rest, if you must~but don't ever quit.If you fall seven times get up eight! Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. We all feel like a failure at some time in our life's. But who tells us we're a failure. If you keep getting back up and trying again your not. If someone is calling you or putting into your mind your a failure that is there issue not yours. Don't let it be. Prove them wrong. That's sweet revenge to me. I think a hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to preserve and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles. We all make mistakes. We're all human. You can start fresh again at any moment you choose. For this thing we call failure is not the falling down, but the staying down! Even with nature it never gives up. Think of a flower; even on cloudy d

Special Someone
You make me laugh each new day, I try and do the same for you. When I'm venting you listen without judgements, You don't say boo hoo hoo. Even though there are miles between us, You lend me a shoulder to cry on. I feel your hugs and that you care, There is no reason to rush. Each new day is something grand, Knowing you is special and new. With you nothing is planned, Just natural & spontanious like all things new. I do the same each day for you, Listening and talking with a friend. More is there but no need to rush, A strong friend with you til the end!!

Quote For August 29
I think we all wish we could erase some dark times in our lives. But all of life's experiences, bad and good, make you who you are. Erasing any of life's experiences would be a great mistake.” -- Luis Miguel Bonus Quote: Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers. -- Mary Tyler Moore

Goodbye..
Breaking up is so hard to do Because you think it could never happen to you You think the love will last forever Eternity isn’t enough time together. But when it happens, it breaks your heart It feels like your being pulled apart Everything looks so blurry and small And to think just yesterday your heart was so tall. Its not just you that can feel the pain Your loved ones are what keep you sane They can see you’ve been hurt by just your eyes And that look, you will never be able to disguise. And when you feel ready to start over again Your thoughts of a love have been changed since then You’ll be cautious and careful and quite a bit shy Your dates will see this, as well as pain, in your eye. Then you may find a very special man Who seems to try the very best he can So you open your heart and you open your soul This man looks like he can fill up the hole. But what is to happen couldn’t be make believe You see him put on his jacket; he is ready to leave He

Stop The Violence ...
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die Y

Ramblings Of The Day
yeah this is going to be either a long or boring blog . perhaps both .. who knows Im really loving my job .. Im meeting all sorts of nice people .. getting out of the house more . and to boot getting some cash ! wohooo ..gratned its not all that much but hell . its more than i had before .. Im only taking on about 15 hours a week .. as there are 12 girls splitting the shifts .. I work tomorrow from 1-5 . and then have off till Monday nite .. when i work 5-10 .. Tomorrow I head back to the hospital for more tests . Oo yeah Vampires will be attacking me from every angle .. and then i get the joy of waiting on results .. Well I guess thats about all for now . wasnt too long . just boring I guess .. so .ya'll got off pretty easy this time im gonna head to bed and see whats on tv . Ive actually been able to sleep again which is nice .. its strange actually sleeping thru the nites Anyway I hope you all have a wonderful day tomorrow . and if I dont get on here before I go to w

Bitching ....
I know this is gonna get comments - on way or another ... but - I do ever so want to thank you for all the sweet comments on my shoutbox, like "I wanna fu** you" - or "man I wanna suck those" or my fav "give me your yahoo ID" .... please don't take it personal - but I don't nessesarly want to cyber with everyone I meet on here - I like to talk and have fun - now i'm not a prude or a bad BITCH - but if I say not now or no, then at least please respect me. I'll do the same for you. There's nothing wrong with asking - just know that no means no and if I can't get back to you soon then I must be BUSY !!! I really do have a life (somedays). And sometimes I will even sign on in here but minimize the window and don't even see that you are here - so NO i'm NOT ignoring you. I really am not a bad person just human (mostly) and have other beings in my life too. So with all that known - stay sweet and keep it bottoms up ..... later, me

Tomorrow In Rain
Tomorrow let us walk in rain, caressed by cool breezes, hands clasped - and let us turn together, gather moments mystical, press lips, and silently collide. Oh, I am made man by you and trembling touches as the rataplan of this storm builds outside and in us - we are waiting, now unsated, for the soughing of two bodies meant to be one - come together. Tomorrow let us walk in rain, unworried by the wetness, warmed by unspoken oaths as reflections on the shiny sidewalk. Our love is constant, made to colors beneath grey clouds crowded together to look down upon us, jealous of the lightning we two make. © All rights reserved

Another Untitled
The heat weighed heavy out there. She felt it like an everlasting, unforgivable layer. In her lungs the air felt thick like a hurt lovers scorn. She tried to move and her body felt heavy like bricks, As she started the car she struggled, Struggled with the steel lead ball, Fist size it sits uninvited in her stomach. Gulping the air so thick and warm, She pulls out of her driveway, Keeping the screaming in her head from coming out. The screaming stops but its not over yet. Here come the voices putting doubt and worry in her head. Suddenly she realizes she is nearing her destination. Quickly she reaches and lights a cigarette. Pulling into the parking lot trying to keep herself from fleeing. Her body felt like it was screaming. As the car turned off her heartbeat started racing Automatically she started gathering her everyday armor, Of her mp3 with headphones and shady eyes. A book was added this time. Stepping outside felt like an everalsting opression, An agreem

Interpreting Dreams...
Well...I've been sitting here the past couple of hours trying to figure out my dream from last night. I woke up at 4:30am...feeling very out of sorts...confused...sad...just "not right" so to speak... It was around 9pm...I had been in bed a while...had been reading...the television was on...Robyn had came in to tell me something...made sure that the phone was by my side as I do each and every night...and I remember my last thoughts before drifting off..."hope that Gary's okay and having a great evening"...and then I drifted away.... I remember a mist...kinda hazy and humid...it was swirling around me and I couldn't see anything...I heard the softest music coming from somewhere...don't know the music...never heard it before but it kinda reminded me of Yanni...I just stood there...very still...listening. I was scared to even breathe as the music may stop with any movement...it was so beautiful. Each note rang such deep feelings and emotions...it was like I could sense what the next

My Job Here Is Done!
So after I watched TV with Luvy and did some homework, I decided to teach her the words to "Ohio is For Lovers". Great song. Anyway she nailed it then made me laugh really hard by doing Casey's growling/screaming parts. Funny kid. :D How's everyone today? Remember Thursday = my busy day at work so don't expect shouts to get answered for quite some time.

Rip Grandma
I know I haven't been on here in awhile because of school, but I remember when my grandma had her stroke a year ago a lot of my friends had genuine concern and I wanted to take them time to give them an update. My Grandma passed away on July 8th. She had been in the hospital for 2 days previous and we new she wouldn't make it because she had gastro intestinal shock which means her organs were shutting down one by one. There was no way to stop it from happening. Luckily we (my family) had enough notice that we could go up and be with her one last time before she went. The scary part is it wasn't the shock that killed her... they wanted to put her on a respirator but she said no. So she only had one little oxygen mask to help her breath and early sunday morning as my sister sat by her bed sleeping, my grandma decided it was time to go and pulled her oxygen mask off. Her levels fell and she passed peacefully knowing that we all loved her very much. It's still hard for me to deal with beca

Traveling!
Hey everyone I will not be on for the weekend gonna be busy going to back in Florida got to go to Miami and Orlando for the weekend so don't text or anything I do have to be in contact with my mom and my boyfriend for this weekend so please just leave a message I will read it when I can. See you all later. Leaving at 4:15pm today from West Virgina to head to Florida wish me luck. Amber

Animals ~ Nickelback
A really rockin' song...really awesome driving song...lmao When I saw Nickelback in concert in Aug, they did this song, but where it says 'get in' they sang 'spit it'...lmfao THEY SO ROCKED!!! I, I'm drivin black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don't know that you were missing She'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissing Screamin' No, we're never gonna quit Ain't nothing wrong with it Just acting like we're animals No, no matter where we go 'Cause everybody knows We're just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we're in You're beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you

Loving You
Loving you It's like feeling soft soft rain Fall on my face Loving you It's the comfort of my Heart Loving you Makes me laugh and smile at the same time It makes my heart warm, it gives me life Loving you It's all very new to me It's very good Loving you To feel your hand in mine To feel your breath slide along the side of my cheek To feel your heart pounding beneath my ear As I rest my head upon your chest Loving you So many words to describe it Yet so few Loving you I want to take care of you As you take care of me I want to hear your troubles and your joys I want to encourage you As you choose to follow life Loving you It is an honor to be trusted so With your deepest, darkest worries Secrets With your most heart felt Dreams Loving you Sharing little moments with you Looking into one another's hearts Reading each other's souls Loving me Loving you There is nothing else I want But to be held by you Loving you It is such a r

Parish The Thought
Tonight after work I'll be attending a parish (Lutheran churches are grouped in parishes by geographic area not unlike what you'd call counties in Louisiana) education meeting. The only reason I knew about it was that yesterday before work I asked another church member I knew on the committee when it was rescheduled to. I usually stop by Bethany Lutheran on Wednesdays during their mid-morning coffee break at about 10 A.M. to catch up on what's going on. The various treats people bring aren't so bad, either; I remember Evie (not one of the pastors, custodian, or one of the secretaries, but a regular volunteer there) brought apple fritters fresh from Miracle Mart, and they're really good! Especially when you realize that when you cut one in half, the calories escape! Regarding our church's youth program, I learned that the youth director position is going to be filled by three people. Not because one person can't (theoretically) do the job despite problems we had with our last on

Trying To Have A Good Time But Cant!
hi im paul mercer 25 year old male happly married with a baby n the way and a 5 year old daughter. i joined fubar not because i was asked to or to scam on women, i joined cause i wanted to and have more fun in here. fubar to me is like myspace.com 4 sheets to the wind! well i came in and one lady who i thought was nice accused me of flirting with her cause i sent her a comment trying to be a nice guy. but when people come around and go to my family and cry wolf makes me not want to be here! so my question is WHAT THE FU*K? thank you

After Math...
So, I got my surgery done. It hurt pretty damn bad, but I got it over with. I go back to my doctor in two weeks, I guess to see how I'm healing and make sure that they got all the cells. Lol, I got to watch the whole thing on a screen, that was a bit weird. And they gave me fucking pictures of it too! It's hella creepy and gross to look at, but kinda cool at the same time. lol

Screw It!
I am so angry... first off, please don't think I am here for sympathy...because I am not...I just need to get this out. I have been with this damn man for so long. He has done me wrong, and he appologises, and makes that all mighty promise that he will change. He goes to Iraq, and to be honest...what the hell can he do there? Well, of course the unfaithful bastart finds somehow to make me feel like dirt. Why do I do this to myself? Fiftey thousand things are running through my head, and none of it makes sense to me. I was proud to be his wife. I flaunted and bragged every chance that I was given. I am just not sure where I went wrong. Damnit, I am done. I have tied his last lie up wit a bowe...and I am finished.

Maybe It's Just Me...or Else I'm Wrong?
Ok...maybe it's just me, but why is it that guys like to play with our emotions?? They tell you all sorts of things you want to hear or what they think you want to hear...?*I love you..can't wait till we are together... You are the love of my life..* that sorta garbage. Hence reasons why some of us either stay single or turn lesbian. Honestly...all you men out there!! Do we seem to have *I am in need of emotional destruction* written somewhere on our foreheads??

She Inspires Me
When I think of her I cant help but smile, even though we havent talked in quite a while. I lie here awake just dreaming of her touch, being without her and missing her so much. I want her to feel beautiful in every way, but it is her own insecurities that keep her at bay. WhyI am not sure she keeps her good qualities inside, as if there is always something to hide. I want to say I am sorry to this friend, trying to build a relationship I hope will never end. Feeling somehow I have let her down again, my selfishness and sorrow,where do I begin? May not know it but she inspires me, sets my heart afire and make me feel so free. I dread every moment we spend apart, right now I dont even know where to start. Can I not help but think about her every day and night, maybe GOD has sent me an ANGEL to help show me the light. Not sure what it is I really want to be, all I do know is I want her here with me. Each and every day for the rest of my life, ma

I Need Alot Of Help...im In A Contest !!!!!!!!
Can you guys help me plzzz...i would really appreciate if you guys did ...just click on the picture below .... Rate my pic...and comment on it as much as you want!! The contest will be for 5 more days..so if you perfer to help out another day..its fine with me :) (Show me love in this contest.. an the love will be graciously returned):) An thats a promise!!!

Little Things In Life
Little stones make big mountains Little steps can cover miles Little acts of loving-kindness Give the world its biggest smiles Little words can soothe big troubles Little hugs can dry big tears Little candles light the darkness Little memories last for years Little dreams can lead to greatness Little victories to success It's the little things in life That brings the greatest happiness

Just To Lie Beside You
I wanted just to lie beside you, look into your eyes and whisper things a man should say to the woman he loves - but you were lighting fires in me. I was forced to move to you, to wrap my naked flesh around you, feel your breasts brushing up against my chest. Then your lips on me, my neck, my nipples, down below where the flames were rising rising rising - oh, your mouth surrounding me, my god, I love you - not because of this, but everything. Like crayons, melting, mixing into one bright color - crying out, I lift you to me, slide to you, inside of you, all of you a gift to me. Now the crashing of my hips to yours, your nipples hard, and wetness dripping - your hair in tangles - touching like this is sublime. My arms around you, hands slipped down - I push you to me harder deeper - slowly I am you are me. And I am surging into you and nearly there, oh, almost there. Come with me! My mouth now suckles you, you

Maturity..for I Finally Feel As Though I've Reached It!!
July 12th, 2006 I’ve matured Naturally, like a breeze of fresh air That developed into a strong wind, And then again, Into a vast storm. But gracefully,more like a vision That developed into an dream, And then again, Into a divine inspiration. Gradually, like a newborn That developed into a child, And then after a while, Into an adult. With perseverance, humility, and great buoyancy, With experience, devotion, and authority. Even when times of uncertainty appear, I’ve been able to gain the essentials in life that have taught me to stride forward and conquer any new fear. I’ve grown, I’ve learned, I’ve lived And I’ve Matured. By DaShae Johnea Davis

Feelings
What do you do when your feelings are mixed up inside you You try to be happy but inside your always blue At times you'd like to cry but theres people all about So you hold it back and try not to pout You try not to think of the bad times you had And try to be happy but inside your always sad You know exactly what you really want to say But you can never get it out to this very day It runs about in your head both day and night And it doesn't go away no matter how hard you fight People ask "How are you" you say "good" what a lie If they only knew you would really rather cry No matter what you do it is always on your mind And all the people around you are so happy and kind You try everything but nothing seems to work All that pain because of one little hurt No one understands what your going thru now You want to live a happy life but you don't know how.

Dedicated To Survivors And Non-survivors Of Domestic Violence
"how could you do this to me?" I trusted you.. I gave you all of me... you took my heart and ran.. you raise your hand to my every opinion to put me in my place. The stinging pain across my cheek as i speak my mind~ reminds me of your love for me... The bruises down my back and legs~ only shows me how much you care. Laying in a hospital~ battered down and beaten~ is all i am to you. Buried inside a box~where you laid me down~ told me i meant the world to you.... YOU SET ME FREE! Music:beautiful... Tapping the Vein Current mood: sad and angry

The Poverty Of Philosphy
Most of my Latino and black people who are struggling to get food, clothes and shelter in the hood are so concerned with that, that philosophising about freedom and socialist democracy is usually unfortunately beyond their rationale. They don't realize that America can't exist without separating them from their identity, because if we had some sense of who we really are, there's no way in hell we'd allow this country to push it's genocidal consensus on our homelands. This ignorance exists, but it can be destroyed. Nigga talk about change and working within the system to achieve that. The problem with always being a conformist is that when you try to change the system from within, it's not you who changes the system; it's the system that will eventually change you. There is usually nothing wrong with compromise in a situation, but compromising yourself in a situation is another story completely, and I have seen this happen long enough in the few years that I've been alive to know tha

How Many Do You Have
Though Im new to FUBAR I have had accounts at other community based sites and have noticed something similar at each one. It blows me away to see how large some members friends list are. Now I understand (and trust me Im not bashing these sites) that the larger the friends list is the more things are available to the member on the site. This blog isnt really about the number of friends. What it is about is of all the friends on your list how many would you consider a real friend? How many do you talk to on a regular basis? How many do you would be there when you call them up and say :can we talk, Im having a problem"? Am I expecting too much to think that if I send someone a private message that they would respond? I would appreciate some thoughts and enlightenment to this. Thanks for taking the time to read this and to those who respond..a special thanks. Jere

People Who Complain ( Do They Have Something To Hide??)
Check out the comments left by this person... Wonder why they complain so much if they have nothing to hide. What a vocabulary If she types like this can you imagine how she talks in real life. What a CLASS ACT she is. This one is a litte question mark. Just wondering how he (or she) out of the over 1 million profiles happened a crossed The Fubarfakes profile. He also joined the 15th of August This one I think he totally LOST IT I have no clue what his problem is Notice the last screen shot. HE ( nor anyone else is BLOCKED) Wonder what he is hiding JUST THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.....

Hell Of A Place To Lose A Cow - Tim Brookes
Often what seems to be the weakest connections between people have the most surprising and benefiial results. Many of the people who bring about the greatest changes in our lives are strangers, and, by the same token, many of the most important events seem to arise by sheer coincidence.

What My Plan Is.....
as soon as i can figure out stuff, i am going to go to college and get a degree in Game Design, or go into a computer degree haven't quite figured it out, if i go into Game Design i want to go to the BEST there is. i hope everyone has a good night and have fun! ;) btw: Zacky says hey and hopes everyone had a good day ;)

Nothin Left
I THINK THAT MY TIME HERE ON FUBAR IS DONE. I HAVE ENJOYED MYSELF AND HAVE ENJOYED MAKING THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE. BUT IT HAS BECOME APARENT TO ME THAT THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ME, AND SO I'M GOING TO GO. FOR THOSE THAT KNOW HOW AND WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH, AND FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW HOW THIS ACCOUNT WILL REMAIN ACTIVE FOR A BIT. I WILL SEND OUT ANOTHER BLOG AND BULLETIN WHEN THE ACOUNT WILL CLOSE WHEN I COME UP WITH THAT TIME AND EVERYTHING. THIS HAS BEEN FUN. THE POINTS, THE LEVELING, THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY.......YOU ALL ARE GREAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MET HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL, EVEN THOSE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT DON'T KNOW ME, AND PROLLY AT TIMES DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT I HAVE THEM ON MY FRIENDS LIST HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WILLING TO ANSWER A QUESTION THAT I HAVE, OR FOR SOME OTHERS A WHOLE CONVERSATION. i HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO IN MY LIFE LIKE FINISH SCHOOL, RAISE MY SON AND MAKE A LIFE FOR MYSELF THAN TO SIT HERE AND WORRY ABOUT WHO I HAVE UPSET, WHO I PISSED OFF OR WHO

What Is It About?
Love is the slowest form of suicide. Why is it such a powerful emotion? Why must people be weak when it comes to love? Why does love suck? Or being in love? ..and I don't mean..middle school in love, when you're just out to get laid. I mean true love..when you'll do anything for the person..when they're one of the few people you'd take a bullet for? I'm stupid, I know. But that's how I feel about my ex. She doesn't help the situation any though. I see her daily basically. She still tells me she loves me.. she tells me she misses me. She gets back with me only to leave me again a week later.. and still tell me she loves me. ..and every time I take her back. I'm weak. Why does love have to be like this? She likes flirting too. She'll tell them something, and they'll take her seriously..even if she doesn't mean it. However she won't tell them she's not serious. She's weak too. There's even been occasions she's told them she loves them too. Why can't I let go?

Fp
Here I sit in my folding chair in an air conditioned tent waiting for a friend to go have lunch. As I'm sitting here, avoiding the heat of Kuwait, I ponder if I want to have food from the short order line (ham burgers and stuff like that) or try to be healthy. I figure since I'm trying to put 30 lbs of muscle on during this deployment I'll try to be healthy.

Single Life
Why don't people understand that all i want to do is figure out who i am and what i want out of life. Since I was 16 I've adapted to teh perosn I was seeing and never really knew what i liked or wanted. Now at 23, I am seperated from my husband (getting divorced) and single for the 1st time in years. People keep asking me how long I plan to stay single, then they seem to get mad when i say I DON'T KNOW! I hope i'm doing the right thing.....

It Pays To Been A Geek
Police Blotter: Defendant wins breathalyzer source code By Declan McCullagh http://news.com.com/Police+Blotter+Defendant+wins+breathalyzer+source+code/210-7348_3-6201632.html Story last modified Thu Aug 09 06:36:47 PDT 2007 Police Blotter is a weekly News.com report on the intersection of technology and the law. What: Drunk driving defendant says he needs the source code to the Intoxilyzer 5000EN to fight the charges in court. When: Minnesota Supreme Court rules in his favor on July 26. Outcome: Source code will be turned over to defense attorneys. What happened, according to court records and other documents: When Dale Lee Underdahl was arrested on February 18, 2006, on suspicion of drunk driving, he submitted to a breath test that was conducted using a product called the Intoxilyzer 5000EN. During a subsequent court hearing on charges of third-degree DUI, Underdahl asked for a copy of the "complete computer source code for the (Intoxilyzer) currently

I Love You
When I was younger man I hadn't a care Foolin' around Hitting the town Growin' my hair You came along and stole my heart When you entered my life Ooh, babe, you got what it takes So I made you my wife Since then I never looked back It's almost like livin' a dream And oooooooh, I love you You came along from far away And found me here I was playin' around Feelin' down Hittin' the beer You picked me up From off the floor And gave me a smile You said you're much too young Your life ain't begun Let's walk for awhile And as my head was spinnin' 'round I gazed into your eyes And thought Oooooooh, I want you Thank you babe for being a friend And shinin' your light in my life 'Cause ooooooh I need you [Instrumental Interlude] As my head was comin' round I gazed into your eyes And thought Ooooooh, I want you Thanks again for being my friend And straightenin' out my life 'cause oooooooh I need you [Instrumental Interlude] Since then I ne

Omg Im Doing What This Time???????
YOU GOTTA COME IN AND SEE ME TO FIND OUT LOL YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONNA TELL YOU....HMMMMMMMMMM YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU CAN CATCH ME DOING SO CLICK THE PIC AND FIND OUT Music Video:SMACK THAT (FT. EMINEM) (by Akon)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Cloud 9
I don't know why...but here lately i've been feeling like i'm on cloud 9. I seem to be looking at things with a different perspective here lately. Feel like i've become a whole new person and i'm loving it!

Everytime.
Every time I look at you, I got a feeling deep and true. I wonder if you feel the same? In my dreams I call your name. This feeling in my heart is getting stronger. How can I get close to you? It is hard for me to find a clue. I long for you because you are my desire. I want to make a dream come true; This dream about me and you. But how can I ever lie to your fire?

Update
ok as i sit here i just got home it is 4 am and i am just wanting to update everyone on what is going on with me well right now i am extremely happy i met a guy his name is rick he is 28 and a sweet heart he is a guy that in the long run weather he wants to admit it or not he is proving to me all guys are not the same which is wonderful. here is the think i am trying to guard my heart i dont want to get hurt anytime soon. in the long run i want this to all work out i want to be with him for some time. and for most of you you are thinking is she crazy well here is how my last couple days have gone saturday was suppose to be the first time we hung out he was going to come to work have lunch and what not well he ended up having soemthing he needed to do and i was ok with that so he said he would come get me from work that is cool so i get off and check my messages and he had cold feet he could not do it well for me that is fine i dont give up the first time well he already was headed h

Decisions
For those that don't know or haven't known, how I have no clue. Anyway, Oct I will be moving. I made this decision a while back, and talked to Alex (my bf/fiance') about it. I didn't want to leave FL when I went. I almost stayed about 3-4 yrs ago. I had to leave, for family and a few other reasons. Well now I'm going back. Yes, it will be right in the middle of classes, but I have it planned out just right and I won't miss anything but time on the net period. Nothing in my life will suffer, it will only get better and I'm happy with my decision. I know others that won't be overly happy with it. But, they will get over it. Thanks ~Zen~

Follow Me
You don't know how you met me You don't know why, you cant turn around and say good-bye All you know is when I'm with you I make you free And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea I'm singing.... Follow me Everything is alright I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I can guarantee You won't find nobody else like me And I worry 'bout the ring you wear Cause as long as no one knows That nobody can care Your fellin guilty And I'm well aware But you don't look ashamed And baby I'm not scared Im singin... Follow me Everything is alright I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I can guarantee You won't find nobody else like me Won't give you money I can't give you the sky It better off if you don't ask why I'm not the reason that you go stranded We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay Follow me Everything is alright I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I

This Is Sad...lol
One time, I gathered a bowl of worms from the garden and fed them to my neighbors retarded 5th grader. I told him it was mexican spagetti and anybody cool has to eat spagetti from Mexico. He believed me and ate the whole bowl. When he was sick and throwing up everywhere, I pretended I didn't know what was wrong with him.

Ghetto And Proud?
God I love whores that cry. I especially love whores that cry and piss and moan. Heres a perfect example. This cunt nugget posted a MuMM complaining about how people insult other people in MuMMs for posting retarded shit. After confirming this MuMM was indeed retarded, I called her a dumb cunt and told her to shut the fuck up and moved on. Now keep in mind, this cock gobbler calls herself Ghetto and Proud. ->Ghetto And...: So please, seriously, take your ghetto ass to your pimp and tell him you don't have the money so he can slit your throat and make the world a better place. ->Ghetto And...: Hahaha. Coming from the shit faced nut stained bitch in a picture with her bra that calls herself ghetto. Now please, do the world a favor and kill your retarded ass since we already have a enough living STD's walking around. Ghetto And...: real grown up u look like a fuckin whore u dumb bitch... ->Ghetto And...: Now get a fucking life and stop crying baby. ->Ghetto And...: Why does m

Trisomy 13 Info And Website
Trisomy 13 syndrome is a disorder of human chromosomes which occurs in approximately 1 in 10,000 live born infants. Trisomy 13 is due to the presence of an extra #13 chromosome. Approximately 80% of infants with Trisomy 13 syndrome will have a full trisomy while the remainder will have a trisomy due to a rearrangement called a translocation or have mosaicism (two different cell lines). Infants born with Trisomy 13 have a recognizable pattern of physical features that often allow the health professional to make the diagnosis of the syndrome. Notable physical birth defects and sometimes, anatomic changes of internal organs are present. Findings of significance include small head size (microcephaly); small eyes (microphthalmia) or sometimes absent eye or faulty development of the retina. Cleft lip or cleft palate or both occur in about 60% of children. In addition, there are a number of less medically significant physical findings that are helpful in diagnosis. These include variations

Should Be Posted On Your Mirror
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If yo

The Man Out There
“To Dr. Bob” The Man Out There There’s a man out there The wizard of wise Restoring order to the most chaotic of lives A doctor with a PHD in compassion His hugs are those of the legendary fashion A more remarkable man, you will never find No doctor on earth could be more kind Saving souls is a daily event... Restoring faith, reducing torment From his tremendous heart, dispense the gifts of a Saint Never thinking of himself, nor a word of complaint His service is one of selfless care To the wonder of the wounded, he is always there The only way to portray, this healer there of Is simply to call him the “Angel of Love” jskins

Just Me
I am me. I am energetic and I am fun loving, I am therapeutic and I am wise beyond my years, I love whole heartedly and crave your passion.. I want to know what makes you tick and feed off of your energy, I am the girl who loves to see you speak about what you love and how happy it makes you feel I am your shoulder to cry on and the arms that catch you when you can not stand, I am your brick wall and your smile when you thought you couldn't breathe. I am your soul and I am your friend at 2am and even at 6 when you can't sleep. I am the smile that hopes you can forget the pain if only for a split second. I am the girl with just one look I know whats wrong and I am the girl who doesnt need you to talk... Lets just sit. I am the girl.. I am not perfect actually I am far from perfect, I screw up and screw up often I couldn't list my imperfectionsons on ten hands and twelve feet, I am self conscious and would rather look at the floor than in the mirror, I am optimistic and un sure, I will a

Dj Ladie Kae 1
DJ LADIE KAE THE HOTTEST HP NERD DJ ON FUBAR ROCKING THE AIR WAVES IN ThE ToRtUrE ChAmBeR ThE ToRTuRe ChAmBeR WHERE ALL FREAKS, STONER AND NERD OF ALL KINDS ARE WELCOME JOINED BY OUR KICKS ASS STAFF AND FANS

Getting My Life Back
Life well how do you define life. Is life when everything you want comes true? Is life dreaming about the future? I believe that life is what is happening right now. The day to day. The things you cannot control even when you try. Life is not about what will happen tomorrow life is about what is happening today. Not what might happen tomorrow but the here and now. So we finally moved into our own place and it is so peaceful to just be us again, even when we have people over its peaceful cause there is noone there to say anything about anything. Trying to figure out my life. Figure out what is important and who I am important to. My daughter is the most important thing in my life. Starting to think that I am not as important to some people as I used to be but thats ok live and let live i guess. I have so much that I want to do with my life that I can not worry about other people and how they feel about me. As for guys well you guess is as good as mine. I need someo

Several Blog Confessions
A collection of confessions from real people who anonymously admit their strangest secrets. I hit a car yesterday when I pulled into a parking spot and the only one who was a witness was someone parked right next to me that just happend to be sitting in his car, so I pretended to be writing a letter to the owner of the car till the other driver took off. I made like a banana and split. (there was no damage by the way to either of our cars, atleast none that I could see) I am a military police officer in charge of base security and all of my co-workers and I spend all day surfing the internet. We only do maybe 10 min. of work in a 12 hour shift, and get paid good money to do it too. That's Homeland Security for ya Ihave a bottle of vodka in my desk at work and sometimes I get wasted. I wonder if anyone knows? Last but not least.... I read other peoples confessions. I am an also a network administrator, and I have this uncontrollable urge to track the people whom post thes

Get Your Ass Dresssed
ok naughty chick i get your in the spotlight and all but damnit get dressed for pete sake i dont want to see that shit on my page......yes yes big girls need love im a big girl too but damn if i want to see that ill come find ya........thats all i had to say .........

To Those All On My Friends List
Since i dont have my VIP right now till this weekend i have another site on here for now so i can still create and upload pics there......then when i get it back i can transfer em back here. If anyones interested my other screen name is ....Dragonmaster....thnx.....

Untouched Lover ( Women Only )
How is it possible to know your embrace How can I know the look upon your face How can I know the taste of your lips How can I feel your hands on my hips How can I sense the graze of your mouth The touch of your fingers moving south If our eyes have never even met How do I explain these feelings I get Is it the power of the mind, the force of the soul The sweet encompassing of love's control So awesome to know, so amazing to find Unbelievable as now, I only have you in my mind

Opened
Ah, sweet supplicant, do not come to me opened like a flower - allow me to ask you, "please bloom." Do not freely give yourself while I am begging, wait - a moment will come, silent, and the doors nearly closed - then offer up to me all things round wet flat soft hard. In this the heart speaks: wanted ungiven, needed unrelented, now turned to me in opened petals - I am taken in. Return me to me, cherished. © All rights reserved

What Thay Say
I always have people telling me to kill myself. And that the world would be better off. Well if I killed myself there would be no one here to make there lifes a liveing hell. Dont get on my bad side couse its bad real bad. So all you people who hate me I dont care.

Angel
Last night an angel came to me. She wrapped me in her wings and took me away. Her grip was tight around me. She told me that he loved me, and that she knew I loved him. She told me that soon my tears would dry, and that I would be okay. She laid gentle kisses upon my cheeks and neck. I felt my soul leave my body, and I was one with her. Who was this man that she spoke of? And does he really love me like she says. And if he does, is it possible for me to love him the same. Although I cannot see his face, I hope I deserve him, and I hope I am able to treat him right. My back began to tingle as she stood in front of me. She told me I was beautiful, and she told me I was kind. She placed both hands upon my cheeks and told me to put down the bottle and to find a reason to carry on. She told me he would be my reason. Pain stretched across my back. I fall in pain. She tells me to stand up, that I can handle it, and then she is gone. I fall back to the floor, yelling at myself to get back up.

Life In My Own Words.
Never feel underestimated by your enemies. Don't let others intimidate you for who you really are. Become the intimidator. Becoming your own leader is the true path in life. Being a follower leads to being a slave. Don't be a follower. Take the bull by the horns. Don't let the bull horns take you. I'm a complex person with a complex life. Never be too soft in this world. You only live once. Live your life to the fullest. Drive hard. Live hard. Be hard-core. Once you get in the pit, stay in the pit. Don't walk out. Keep fighting! Don't bite the dust. In this world, it is hard to trust. Trust only the ones closest to you. Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies even closer. Live your American dreams inspite of the criticism you recieve. Let no one drag you down in life. It's a weakness. This is my life. Think you can handle it? If you can't handle the path I'm on, go home and stay home!

Can You As My Friends Hlp Me Lvl Up
I NEED U AS MY FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT,LOOK AT MY PICS, RATE THEM, COMMENT ON THEM,BECAUSE I AM FEELING LIKE I AM GIVING AND NO ONE IS SHOWING ME LOVE,IF I AM ONLINE AND I SEE ONE OF MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY,I TRY TO GET BACK TO U, EVEN IF ITS A WEEK LATER. WHEN I SAY MY FRIENDS ARE MY FRIENDS I MEAN IT,IF YOU DON'T WONT TO BE MY FRIEND PLEASE TAKE ME OFF UR LIST. THE REST I LUV YOU MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

Life In Greyscale.
Eyes see through greyness. It's like watching a black and white movie, when you could be watching color. Have you seen the Wizard Of Oz? When Dorothys' house lands in Munchkin land after the twister. She opens the door to look outside. All of a sudden the dull grey of before, opens to a bright, lively, world of color and beauty and excitement. Imagine if you would,,, Never being able to open that door. Your life,,, It's sight, and sound and perception, all exist behind the door in the greyness. There's little if any urge to even have ambition. All you feel you will ever see, touch, taste, feel and smell, are done within the confines of the greyness behind the door. You're not even sure a world exists outside the door,,,, or what, or who holds the key to the world outside. The vision of the person inside the greyness isn't even sure a key exists. They just feel frightfuly alone and helpless, so helpless that they couldn't open the door even if they knew it was possible. Their actio

Pain And Regret
Tiny cuts is all I need To make you see All the pain you put me through Will you fell bad When I’m gone Would you want to Try and stop me From ending it all Would you do things Different if you knew It was going end like this I know I would have I wanted you More then I wanted anything In my life I knew from the moment I meet you That we were Meant to be But what I don’t get Is how you can hurt me so And not even know That I gave you my all And now all that is left If nothing but pain and regret I wish that I Could turn back time Changed what happen Made it so I wouldn’t have fallen so hared You’re an ass and I thought you should know I will never get over what you did I will never for give you

Today On Worldrock Radio
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Daddy's Little Girl
When I'm away from home... And can only hear your voice on the phone... Please know that it breaks my heart to know that you feel alone... I never want a single drop of sadness to enter your heart... And always remember who held you by the hand from the start... In the hospital... Eyes shined... This angel of mine... I never truely knew love until that moment in time... Gave you life in a literal sense... But baby, remember please... As soon as you entered my world... You gave life back to me... Every morning when I'm leaving for work... If just for a second... I check in on you... You always look so precious... The epitome of innocence... Please believe i'll always protect you... Keep the rain from falling on you... Shield you from the sun... Try my best to make sure you have all that you could need or ever want... My entire reason for living... You give me hope of a better world... Please do not ever doubt my love... You'll forever be Daddy's little girl...

Moving
Well I am mostly moved in, now comes the part of putting all the shit away. I do not look forward to doing that. It has been such a long process, that I can't wait for it to be done. I am so sick of living out of bags and junk like that. But atleast now I have my own place. I have the cable and internet turned on there, so atleast I know that I won't be entirily board there, and I can watch the new seasons of my shows. Wooohooo. Thanks to all that helped me move in and clean up stuff.

How I Have Felt The Past Few Day
Hurt You've hurt me to many times You've put me through so much I'm tired of being hurt by you You've made me stay home day and night You've made me clean up after you I'm tired of being hurt by you You've cheated on me You've left me with no money, no car, no friends I'm tired of being hurt by you You've called me names I didn't like You've beated me till I was on the ground I'm tired of being hurt by you You've told me I couldn't see my family You've told me you hated me I'm tired of being hurt by you You've done so much to me in the past years I can't take this repeating pain anymore So I'm saying good-bye to you I'm tired of being hurt by you -------------------------------------------------- Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here

Sweet Water
I drown myself in dreams of her erotic and the moist pressure of her kiss - she is sweet water lapping at the shore of my desire. Her words have made me laugh and cry - and I am slave to each new stanza. Nothing so beautiful as a woman writing, wanting, wishing, willing life from words - and her silhouette forever slinks inside each sentence (like a cat, balanced on a slender wall, padding silently through the endless night of my perpetual hunger). Will she come to me in wakened dreams and leave me finally sated in the ever-real caress of words she writes for me and whispers in the shadows thrown by candlelight as we lie atop her bed afterwards? © All rights reserved

Jesse Owens And Three Words
So last night we had our first LYO meeting for the year (that is, our church year, which begins in September) as well as our first confirmation orientation meeting for the parents of our seventh through ninth graders. Other than the thirty-six kids in their first, second, or third years of confirmation, we had six older ones with us in our first meeting which was more of a "get to know you" session. Donna, one of the three co-youth directors we've got this year, started the game where one person would shake another's hand and they'd say "Hi, I'm (their name)." After they each introduced themselves, they'd move to another person and when they said hi they'd give the name of the person they just spoke to. A person won the game when they met the person who had their own name. How many of the forty-two youth will remember who each other is, especially if they don't all go to the same school . . . hey, you've got me! Our next icebreaker game was basically about getting into a circle a

The Path
Standing before him I bow down onto both knees. My life before this was nothing more than ordinary, nothing spectacular. I've been searching for something within myself, and within my peers. Something to guide me and teach me. Now I cower in front of him. My name has been put to shame, no longer good. My tears continue to flow. They have been flowing for days. I've been begging out for answers. I've been begging for you to point in a direction for me to travel. I am at a crossroads and have been here for days. To go left would mean that I would be on my own and to go right would mean I'd have everyone by my side. I have long yearned to be on my own. Discovering myself, and creating myself. How can I turn away from the ones that have helped me grow so far? The people I trust and love. The people who hurt me the most. He helps me from my knees and carefully dries my eyes. He will not tell me a direction, he touches my heart and says that I know. That I have known all along. He leaves

Please Help If Possible...thanx
THESE TWO FRIENDS OF MINE ARE IN A CONTEST I WOULD APPRECIATE THE HELP BY CLICKING EITHER PICK AND DROPPING A FEW COMMENTS ANYTHING HELPS DONT FORGET TO RATE THE PIC AS WELL.THANK YOU, XOXOXO SEXXYMAMMA

Poem>>>2 Of A Kind . By Diana
Restless at night can not sleep, So i just stare and begin to think. When your in my mind and on my heart , i seem to be able not to fall apart. Awe to be so well fitted you and me Is what you seem to really be . Like a button on a dress or a slip loosly fix, but your in what ever I do , cause now I know I really love you. you make me treble when and then i cry again and again. oh happy tears they are , so im so glad they fall, and that you catch and dry them all. You want to make all my wishes come true. I want to do the same for you. Yet miles apart we are right now But God will figure this all out, he,ll send me a sign and it will be you; i,ll be looking to find, cause my Lord knows were two of a kind. And he doesnt want for me or you to be blue. poem by Me hugs diana

So Sad
While i was at work today i was informed that a gurl i went to school with passed away this morning. Sadly she was dying from a disease that she was diagnosed with last year n it took her life during the night. I just feel so strange because im only 22 n i have lost ppl that i grew up with. Just makes ya realize ya know that life is just so short.

Things Unsaid
Yes to the bottom of your Here in the middle of this Oh I can almost feel your Mmmm in the inside of your God I am nearly to the Oh can you tell that I am Oh I am nearly to the Please let me help you to the Oh God I must live inside your Please © All rights reserved

No Need
no need to act vicious cuz im in fact malicious n ambitious to succeed in puttin u 6 feet deep// at night is when i creep to reap yo reaches n kill yo bitches flip the switchez to turn the lights off// roll up the green leaf, pour out the last of the keif n receive a real reason to cough// retrieve yo dignity thru complex reason in other words dont use treason// disloyalty is punishable by force// itz not the right season to rebel n condratict your source so reinforce those bitch-ass statements// create sense n dont accuse me of anything on any false pretense// im here to commence to fight and strive to excel// reach the stature of a god n escape from this eternal, burning hell// u state u wanna keep me here so let me make one thing clear// i will persevere thru any one of my fears untill the day that i disappear// im sorry to say ur intelligence does not exceed mine and every time u rhyme, the flow falters to climb// attempt to change my mind set befo

Coffee Anyone? I Said Coffee!?
Being a combination "night owl" and "early riser" throughout much of the week, as you might guess, I have a certain passion for coffee that goes beyond the subdued, "Yeah I'll take a cup of coffee." and settles more into, "GIVE ME COFFEE! NOW!" at 5 am when I start my run/walk/crawl thingy. And having spent time in Provence, Northern Italy and Israel/Palestine, I like my coffee to have a certain strength, a certain joie de vivre if you will. Nevermind that they generally drink their espresso or cardamom-laced coffee in something akin to a thimble, give me 20 ounces. We're gonna lift that fog! Now that's an okay attitude to have, until I realized, upon awaking and going into the kitchen, just what I couldn't remember as I was pacing around the store. I had no coffee at home. The nearest store is 30 minutes away, can you believe how slow thee people are driving in front of me! Course they weren't slow, I was jones-ing. Can you believe they don't open til 6 am!? Well, duh, this is s

Cutting Back...
Well since Fubar has become high school fucking drama all over again for me, I've decided to cut back on my time here. So, I won't be around as much...for those that I have formed a bond with - get at me so I can give you my Yahoo IM...that is where I will mostly be spending my time.

Southwest Airlines Becomes Fashion Police
ONLY IN SAN DIEGO Southwest fashion police set no-fly zone September 5, 2007 CRISSY PASCUAL / Union-Tribune A Southwest employee asked Kyla Ebbert, wearing this outfit, to change or leave the plane. As the mercury climbed over 100 on Labor Day, I called Southwest Airlines with a not entirely hypothetical question: Could a young woman board a flight to Tucson today wearing a bikini top? Angelique, the agent who took my call, assured me that a young woman could. “We don't have a problem with it if she's covered up in all the right spots,” she said. “We don't have a dress code.” Tell that to Kyla Ebbert, who was escorted off a Southwest Airlines flight two months ago for wearing an outfit far less revealing than a bikini top. Ebbert, a Mesa College student and Hooters waitress, was allowed to stay on the plane, but only after she put up a fight and, she says, was lectured on how to dress properly. I don't know about you, but

1 Corthians 15 ; 47 ;
47 ;The first man was of the earth,made of dust ; the second man is the Lord from heaven. 48 ;As was the man of dust,so also are those who are made of dust ; and is the heavenly man, so also are those who are heavenly. 49 ;And as we have borne the image of the man of dust, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly Man. 50 ;Now this i say brethren,that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God ; nor does corruption inherit incoruption. 51 ; Behold ,I tell you a mystery ; we shall not all sleep._but we shall be changed. 52 ;in a moment in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet.For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised incoruptible, and we shall be changed. 54 ;so when this corruptible has put on incorruption, and this mortal has put on immoratality, Then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written ; Death Is swallowed up by victory. 55 ;O Death .Where Is Your Sting? O Hades , where is your victory. 56 ;The sting o

Hahaha Fat Chance
Bin Laden urges Americans to convert By LEE KEATH, Associated Press Writer 30 minutes ago Osama bin Laden appeared for the first time in three years in a videotape Friday released ahead of the sixth anniversary of the Sept. 11 attacks, telling Americans they should convert to Islam if they want the war in Iraq to end. ABC News obtained a transcript of the videotape, which it said was 30 minutes long and appeared to have been recently made, since bin Laden refers to the Democratic congressional victory and to French President Nicolas Sarkozy, who was elected in May. In a short excerpt broadcast by Al-Jazeera television, bin Laden sits as he talks, wearing a white robe and turban and beige cloak. His trimmed beard is shorter than in his last video, in 2004, and is fully black — apparently dyed, since in past videos it was mostly gray. Bin Laden makes no overt threats and does not directly call for attacks, according to the transcript posted on ABC's Web site. Instea

Abort Reality
God is resting-- Do Not Disturb I want addition in that one idealism which seeks me, in collaboration of being immortal give me this God to humanities hopes and dreams. Their redemption. I want an arm, I perhaps could never be the force that you are, but that doesn't mean I can't make you the force that I am. In exchange for my right writer's arm which could rewrite your written world, give me your right hand of creation. Your quill brings things into manifestation, mine nearly does the opposite.. I would retract the shadows casted from light, into my palm and arm like an infection that cures. Grip the blinds face with my own shrouded by a hood, sap their blessing to not see, release their skull allowing them to fall in full sight. Choke the mute draining their pleasant silence, and I won't let go until they shout actual words. Summon the fractures and missing limbs of the cripple, they'll stand and reach out in a moments too late time to see their assaulter that healed. A polis

9-11
We are less then one week away from September 11th and I think we should all take part in this, this year marks the 6th year since the terror attack and we should all make this our default picture to show our support for our country and show that we all still stand for our country. God Bless.Remember to make this your default picture on 9/11/07. Please repost this, lets all try to have as many people as we can on myspace to make this there default picture.Support Our Troops ...tyvm!

This Is How Everyone Makes Me Feel
i dont fucking care anymore....im tierd of ppl being fucking assholes to me...blamein me for shit...and not beliveing a fucking thing i say...and that goes for everyone...im not pointing fingers at one person....its everyone...IDGAFF anymore....im tierd of the shit....im fucking sick....and no one seems to fucking care....all they want to do is fucking yell bitch gripe and groan about everything...im sorry im not fucking perfect...i wasnt meant to be perfect...and niether were you guys....so stop ur shit...im tiered of it...no wonder why im sick....im fucking sick cuz im stressed the fuck out...cuz im trying to keep everyone fucking happy...and it doesnt seem like its working....i fucking give up...i cant take this shit and pain anymore...not like ne of u give a shit...cuz its not ur problem...well actually it is...cuz your all the reason im stressed out....im tierd of doing for everyone else all the fucking time...i have been for my whole life...time for me to do me now...if u dont li

Snoop Dogg Is Not An Actor
What the hell? I don't know the name of the movie I'm watching, however....stopped on BET, and Snoop Dogg is some supernatural, back from the grave guy. It's like a bad version of the Crow. There is a ton of blood, but it all looks fake. The acting sucks, the script is weak, the special effects suck. Grrr...Snoop Dogg is NOT an actor damnit. This is wrong on so many levels. And of course it's on BET, so every curse word is replaced...it sounds pathetic with every 3rd sentence containing you mother ducker, or flucker, or something of the sort. I swear I think it exchanged crazy cracker for crazy whacker too...unless whacker is some sort of slang term now?

Learn To Laugh
It is official...I just saw the gayest show ever. It's called Tom Goes to the Mayor..or Tom Cums on the Mayor..or Tom and the Mayor or something like that..I know it has Tom and Mayor in it. I was flipping through the channels yesterday and it came on, I watched 2 mins of it and was very disturbed. I can't even describe the level of gayness of this show. I turned the channel, and on the next channel was a commercial for Guys Gone Wild. The first thought that went through my head was "Well, least it's not as gay as that last shit!". So in conclusion, Tom Goes to the Mayor is the gayest show ever, it's Liberacci gay....gayer than Kids In the Hall (and they TRIED to be as gay as possible). DISCLAIMER: I apologize to all the homosexuals out there for using your word. Taking the gay word and trying to make it stand for stupid as well as it's intended purpose all at once. I'm not trying to say that all homosexuals are stupid, that is the furthest thing from what I was meaning to say...

Poppa Bears Half Price Train
LEAVING SEATTLE 5;00 PST 09/07/07 ALL ABOARD Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com Hey Everyone, Let's have some fun! Come & Join the POPPA BEARS TRAIN!!! Here's what you have to do: 1. Rate atleast 25 of the conductors pictures. 2. Rate atleast 15 of the conductors stash. 3. Rate the conductor/pullman. 4. Fan the conductor/pullman. 5. Add the conductor/pullman. 6. You must also Rate, Fan & Add all riders. 7. Each conductor/pullman will be in the spotlight for one week. Once you have done all this private message POPA BEAR, let me know that you have done so and you will be added to the half price train! POPPA BEAR AKA HANKSTER *** Conductor *** ***PULLMAN**** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *** Level 25 *** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *** Level 24 *** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *** Level 23 *** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *** Level

Why Parents Drink
A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Mom" With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be gr

Friendz
IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 30 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite place to hang out: 5. Favorite pet/animal: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 8. Whats your philosophy on life? 9. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 10. What is the craziest thing you've ever done? 11. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail? 12. Do you think I'm attractive? 13. If you could change anything about me, would you? 14. If you could change anything about yourself, would you? 15. What do you wear to sleep? 16. What is your favorite thing to do in the world? 17. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you? 18. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 19. If you could

There Is A Lady Sweet And Kind
There is a Lady Sweet and Kind There is a lady sweet and kind, Was never a face so pleased my mind, I did but see her passing by, And yet, I'll like her till I die. Her gesture, motion, and her smiles, Her wit, her voice my heart beguiles, Beguiles my heart, I know not why, And yet, I'll love her till I die. Cupid is winged and he doth range, Her country, so, my love doth change: But change she earth, or change she sky, Yet, I will love her till I die.

How Do I Live
By: Diana Pultz How do I live knowing that there is nothing out there for me? Should I run and hide from all the pain? No, I stand and choose to fight with the strenght of thousands. Hoping that my blood and tears are shed for a greater reason. Love is what I fight for. How do I live when it seems as though the world is crashing down on me? Should I lie down and cower in the corner? No, I face my fears and battle on ward. Striving for what I want for myself and others. How do I live knowing the hatred of many? Should I turn to stone and give in? No, I must banish the demons of my past. And fight for that never ending victory! Believeing that I will surpass the greatest challenge of my life. And destroy all other pain and hurt before they once again hold me prisoner. Now is the time to take control of what was once me! How do I live with what's inside? Easy I can hurt like noone else would believe! But in the end I know that I will live.

Piece Of Meat
I am not a piece of meat! thanks I probably wont screw you and you probably annoy me, if I actually talk to you for more than five minutes your cool other wise LEAVE ME ALONE and stop being creepy. if this offends you..your creepy

Pavarotti
MODENA, Italy (AP) -- Luciano Pavarotti's voice rang out a final time Saturday inside Modena's cathedral, as a recording of the great tenor singing with his father highlighted a funeral attended by family, dignitaries and close friends. Guests gave the tenor one last standing ovation when "Panis Angelicus," the 1978 duet Pavarotti sang with his father, Fernando, inside Modena's Duomo came to a close. The duet was one of the most poignant moments of the funeral, which began with a moving rendition of Verdi's "Ave Maria" and a message of condolences from Pope Benedict XVI saying Pavarotti had "honored the divine gift of music through his extraordinary interpretative talent." Thousands watched the invitation-only service from a huge television screen erected in Modena's main piazza, where a recording of the tenor's most famous works had boomed out during two days of public viewing. Italy's air force precision flying team flew over the cathedral at the end of the service, relea

Judgement
Around a blind corner I stumbled into her eyes and knew one thing: I had never really seen. Now I am owned by that moment and the dark judgement made by the light sucked away into those deep portals - what man (no man) can ever own her? Even as we tumble, we have already fallen into the original sin. © All rights reserved

Be A Friend Please
What would you do if every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomarrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if you never talked to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up you, respect you, and truly cherish you. if a friend send this to you what would you say

If
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Untitled 1999
I'm in your mind, But you can't sense me. In your blood, Circulating evenly. In your heart, Pressing buttons. In your soul, Pulling strings. I'm playing with your feelings, Your meanings and understandings. I'm surging through your body, But you don't know I'm there. I know just what you're feeling. It's funny, You don't know I exist. I'm decaying you from the inside out. Yet still, You don't feel it. I'm tearing strings and upsetting organs. You don't have a clue. Yeah, This is me doing this to you. 1999

9-9-07
Don't sweat the small stuff -- for now, anyway! You can let little details slide for the time being, as long as you're dealing with issues that are important to you. Someone close needs your attention, too. ........................................................ I have 5 days left in this contest, and already I am at 23,300+ comments within 400 from 2nd and less then 100 from 3rd. I know I will get help from my great friends. If you need to talk to someone I am here to listen. Have a great Sunday:) Love you all. Antonio aka Brown Eyed Papi

Re: Cbs Anchor Said Wtc 7 Collapse Resembled Demolition
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 06 Sep 2007, 10:13 CBS Anchor Said WTC 7 Collapse Resembled Demolition Newly uncovered archive footage shows a CBS news anchor reporting the collapse of WTC as resembling something "accomplished by demolitions experts," another stark reminder that the Building 7 issue is still evergreen at the forefront of the 9/11 truth movement as the 6-year anniversary of September 11 moves closer. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/060907_resembled_demolition.htm

Re: Alex Jones Arrested By Nypd
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Lori Price Date: 09 Sep 2007, 00:26 Alex Jones Arrested by NYPD 08 Sep 2007 Media activist Alex Jones was arrested by New York Police Department officers while filming a documentary about the sixth anniversary of September 11th and joining the protest against the official version of what happened on 9/11. According to Infowars sources, Jones was singled out by police from the head of a crowd of about 400 9/11 Truth activists and protesters. He was verbally accosted and forced by the police officers to present identification which he was not carrying at the time. NYPD officers arrested Jones for "unspecified charges" and removed from the protest crowd to be taken to the nearest police precinct where he currently remains. Gee, talk about 9/11 truth, get arrested!See: CLG 9/11 Exposition Zone

Welcome To Drummond Academy
Woohoo...I did it. I got registered to home school the kids. I am now known as the Drummond Academy and I currently have 3 students...one in Kindergarten, one in 1st grade and one in 4th grade. I will be taking the kids tomorrow to hand in writing a withdraw from the school that the kids already go to, collect their school records and the supplies that I sent with them, then back home to start our instruction. Athena is excited because she gets to start kindergarten since I'm home schooling them. She's totally ready too...but they wouldn't take her because her birthday isn't until November and to test her in would be to expensive...so they can bite our asses because she is in kindergarten. Anthony is excited because he's tired of his teacher ripping on him all of the time for his ADHD situation that he can't help having and she's not willing to take the extra time to work with him and his special needs. Antonette is excited because she's sick of the distraction from the kids that would

The Story On Who I Am (part1)
Well...here's where we find out about this guy that came out of the blue. He seems really nice, but who is he? Where did he come from? There are a million questions that linger about me that go unanswered. Today, I will begin providing some answers on me by starting from the beginning. I will do what I call parallels which will tell you about what I'm doing today, as well as what I was doing all those years ago during my childhood. This is sure to keep several of you riveted, but may drive a wedge between those who are "true friends" of mine and myself. I can start by saying that one person on Fubar knows more about me than even some in my biological family. (You know who you are) Anyway, for the sake of not re-enacting my whole child birth...lets begin. The date is now September 9,1969....(yes, I'm 38) I'm not yet a year old but a pecking order has already been established within my family...guess where I fall? I'm a surprise to most...even my mom and dad, cause dad either didn't pull

What Was That Fell Out Of The Car There. Looks Like A Body...
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070909/ap_on_fe_st/odd_boy_towed;_ylt=ArhrzvKXig5OfdADESIAJRQuQE4F Tot tumbles from repossessed car Sun Sep 9, 6:47 AM ET A repossession crew got a surprise when a 4-year-old boy leaped out of the sport-utility vehicle they were towing away. Fashawn Parker, of Naperville, was sitting in the back seat of a Ford Excursion that was parked outside of a house on Thursday when the repo crew approached, hooked the car to a tow truck and began driving away, Aurora police spokesman Dan Ferrelli said. Fashawn opened the door and jumped out into a construction area, Ferrelli said. It was not known how fast the truck was going, Ferrelli said, but the truck was moving in slow traffic because of construction. Fashawn was treated for minor injuries and released from a nearby hospital. The tow truck stopped after a colleague in a separate car phoned the driver to tell him that someone had fallen out of the back seat of the SUV, Ferrelli said. No c

Whiplash
I am broken into larger pieces, crashing through paper dollies, razor thin whiplash - careering unspun across this flat earth. On certain mountaintops, the ocean is heard like thundering trees, in whispers of glass statuettes and the building currents of tomorrow's wind sweeping each moment into a dead bird's grave. Where will the anguished laughter land, when next we sit in rows of discontented cunts? Wash your hands. Begin again. © All rights reserved

My Take On Brit's Performance On The Vma's
Ok please someone explain to me what in the blue hell was that about??? I mean this was her FIRST live show ,,, you know to prove she can rebound from ALL of her HORRIBLE mistakes and KFED,,,nuff said,, and what does she do??? she lip sync's to a stupid song that basically repeated itself,,, WTF?? this was her chance,,,,, this was her moment to shine and all she did was freaking bomb.... well at least her hair weave looked somewhat real.... somewhat. OK off to watch the rest of the show

43,000 To Go... I Had To Add The Pic. Lol
THIS ONE IS FOR THE BROz!!LET'S DO THIS!!SNIPER IS AWESOME GUY AND WE ALL KNOW IT. LET'S ALL HELP HIM OUT ON THIS AND TAKE HIM TO THE NEXT LEVEL!Henchman ⇒ InsiderÂ®!!!Â§Ã‘ÃŽPÃ‹R!!!Â©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~â™¥Night~Vixenâ™¥~@ fubarYOU GOTTA LOVE THAT T-SHIRT TOO! LOL'REAL MEN DON'T EAT QUICHE!! LOLDOES IT LOOK LIKE THIS GUY DOES?REAL MEN HAVE ATTITUDE, WEAR OAKLEY SHADES AND ARE NOT AFRAID TO GIVE YOU A ONE FINGER SALUTE!!! LMAO!SNIPER ROCKS SO LET DO THIS, K THX.I had to add this pic :D (repost of original by '† KDM †' on '2007-09-09 17:03:23') (repost of original by '**juju** a.k.a. De Royal Luvßug **CLUB FAR**' on '2007-09-09 17:28:06') (repost of original by '† KDM †' on '2007-09-09 17:37:31') (repost of original by '~Hot Momma~' on '2007-09-09 17:49:17') (repost of original by '† KDM †' on '2007-09-09 18:07:52') (repost of original by 'wishful thinking ( No Salute No Add!!)' on '2007-09-09 18:10:59')

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I had to grow up to soon and that I used to steal I'm sorry for the things I did in the day. I remember being little...knowing I could lose someone so important at any moment, dreading every call to the office, every phone call to dad..every letter in the mail. I'm sorry for the way I was the way you wanted me to be isn't how I turned out, I am a disappointment and that's fine with me. I didn't fuck over our family I didn't screw someone else cuz I was unhappy. I didn't choose her over me I wasn't in the wrong on that one but it sure felt that way. I'm sorry that I'm not what I should be. I'm sorry that I'm not her, I want you to know I'm happy with me. I'm sorry that I lost so many friends, I'm sorry I wasn't who you all thought I was. I don't like you anymore...sorry. I'm not anything to them...I am everything to me. I'm sorry about the shit thats gone wrong, I'll take the blame like I used too...because obviously no one is happy without that. I'm sorry.

Sex Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Junk Mail
Ok, don't get me wrong. I love when people want me to see blogs, picks, etc, but I don't like the notices going to my Fubar mailbox. The thing is already slow to open. I would rather they go to my email. How do I get rid of them out of this mailbox?!! So many drive me nuts!!

Busy Week
Nice quiet house. The kids are asleep, the dog is asleep and Steve is still at work!! Alyssa is at a friend's house spending the night so she won't be joining Steve and I in bed tonight. Robert and I finished the puzzle we started last week!! He was so excited. We celebrated with Root Beer Floats (made with Tillamook Vanilla Bean Ice cream of course!) He is the only kid that likes to do puzzles with me. We are a lot alike, which is probably the reason we butt heads all the time!! This is going to be a busy week. Tomorrow I have to do a Job Fair for my company and on Wednesday I have to drive to Portland for a manager's meeting with my regional supervisor. This is on top of the stuff I normally have to do!! I'll be drinking lots of coffee this week!!!

U Trashy People
ok for one i dont use my chemo as a handicap cuz if you shit talkers was in front of me you can bet i would whip ur ass. just cuz i asked a simple question about going out and drinking u think u can talk shit. well do i have news for u if ur parents would have raised u right u wouldn't talk shit about other people and for all u those who did talk shit i feel sorry for you. so if u want to talk shit go ahead cuz i know i am better than you and u r the one who will have to live with yourself in the long run. so if it makes u feel better to put someone else down go ahead cuz we all know ur not better than anyone else

Memories
Ever since we were kids we were always together I never thought our ties would be severed We always had so much fun Our lives had only just begun The smile on your face lit up the room We were only just beginning to bloom Though we lost touch for a bit You being in my life i will never forget I miss you more and more everyday Every night i go to bed, i pray I wish you were still here on earth No one ever understood your true worth I am always dreaming about you Every night its something new I tell myself that you're not really gone But still i find myself slightly withdrawn I will always love and miss you You'll be in my heart until my life is through And even though you're no longer here for me to see You will always be with me, in my memories

Blackwater Usa: Armed & Dangerous
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 06 Sep 2007, 18:55 http://themoderatevoice.com/war/iraq/14821/blackwater-usa-armed-dangerous/ Iraq / George W. Bush / Religious Right / Military Affairs / Bush Administration / Legal Matters Blackwater USA: Armed & Dangerous By Shaun Mullen It seems right out of a shoot-’em-up Hollywood thriller: A shadowy private American security company led by a messianic right winger by the name of Erik Prince who has close connections to the White House and Pentagon hires out his own air force to put down civil unrest at home and insurgencies abroad.Well, it’s not a movie, but all too real.There is an Erik Prince and he heads Blackwater USA, which touts itself as “The most comprehensive professional military, law enforcement, security, peacekeeping and

Around Here Somewhere...
Hey everyone, I haven't been on much lately and really don't plan to start getting on much more in the future. I am tired of the games and rudeness that has been going on so much lately. I have school and the kids to think about not the crap I have been getting. For everyone who doesn't have me on yahoo and would like to send me a private message and leave your yahoo. This doesn't mean I will add you it just means I will consider it. Some of you in the past have been the cause of drama or have been rude. It will all depend on the way you yourself have acted if you will get an add request on yahoo from me. I have met some really great people on here and I just want to say it is because of them that I am not deleting my account all together. Those people know who they are. Anyway I have more school work to do and cleaning so I am outta here again. I bounce off and on ;). So if ya catch me and want to say hi then shout at me. But don't shout to bug me about getting on my yahoo it wi

Syllables Of Light
She is written there - in the barest skin, pale and wondrous, poetry formed from syllables of light stuttered by the lines of a venetian blind - I want to read every paragraph of her naked warmth alone in the library I have built for studies in fragility. I want to penetrate her deepest meanings in the orange light fading, then read her back from memory in the darkest nights ahead. © All rights reserved

Nude Carpenter!
Carpenter free to ply trade in the nude Naked woodworker gets off because he ... ummm ... didn’t The Associated Press Updated: 4:09 a.m. ET Sept 10, 2007 OAKLAND, Calif. - A carpenter caught hammering nails and sawing wood in the nude has been found by a judge to be not guilty of indecent exposure. Alameda County Superior Court Judge Julie Conger ruled Thursday that although Percy Honniball of Oakland was naked, he was not acting lewdly or seeking sexual gratification. Honniball, 51, was arrested last year after he was spotted building cabinets in the buff at a home where he had been hired to work. The carpenter has said he likes to work in the nude because it's more comfortable and it helps him keep his clothes clean. Honniball earned two years' probation in 2003 after being caught three times working naked in Berkeley, which prohibits public nudity. Oakland does not have a similar ban. © 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be p

The Road
We have no idea what's in store for us on the road called life..... But we do know this..... The road has many twists and turns..... Someday..... Sometime..... We will get burned..... From this we must live and learn.... Because whatever it is that we take from this life.. We will have earned.

On Air L 9/11truthtv L Trutube.tv Exclusive!
ON Air l 9/11TruthTV l TruTube.TV Exclusive! wSkype l Expose the 9/11 cover-up! says: im gonna be on CLKN 88.1FM local radio at 7PM - tune into the refeed at www.trutube.tv - Representing Toronto911Truth.ca !!!!!!!!!!!!

Expressions
As I sit here thinking about holding you in my arms, And keeping you safe and warm, I think about how much you mean to me You are the sun that brightens my darkest days You are the light that shows me the way I cherish the day that you came into my life I love the way you have taken away all my pain And showed me what it means to love and be loved again I could write forever and never be able to tell you how I really feel Because there just arent enough words in the world You are my lover, my best friend, and you will forever be my girl. The things you do to me are simply amazing Everytime i hear your voice it sounds like angels singing. You have my love, you have my heart And we have built this bond that can never be torn apart I know i might now be able to tell you how i feel, But I have a lifetime to show you There isnt anything in this world that i wouldnt do for you, I love you baby and I always will. There is only one way i can show how much I love you And tha

First Day Of Work!
just got home from my first day of work at Target...and i must say even though i had to wear Red...it was a good day...had awsome trainers, i work with very nice people..and the jobs alot easyer then i thought! YAY for the first time in years i can accully say im happy with my life at the moment!

Never Forget (how We All United)
NEVER FORGET. NEVER FORGET HOW THAT DAY BROUGHT ALL OF US TOGETHER AS AMERICANS. NEVER FORGET HOW EVERY CAR ON THE ROAD HAD A FLAG HANGING FROM IT'S WINDOW. NEVER FORGET HOW CLOSE WE ALL FELT TO EACH OTHER. NEVER FORGET. LET'S SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL UNITE FOR ONE DAY ON FUBAR. IF YOU LIKE THE PIC BELOW PLEASE CLICK IT AND COME RIP IT.

Remembering.....
As I sit here in the early morning hours, I remember back to that fateful day. I was getting ready for work when I received the call from a friend who told me to turn on the news. So I did, and what I saw stopped my heart. To imagine someone having so much hate in their soul to feel that it's ok to murder innocent people like that is beyond me. As I sat there watching in total disbelief, the second plane hit. I couldn't move, I couldn't breath, I couldn't do anything but sit there. All the thoughts and emotions that ended up going through me once I did finally take that first breath overtook me. I totally lost it, hate, sorrow, sadness, disgust, and many more went through me. Why someone would deem it necessary to do such a thing I will never understand, and why they feel that they MUST do it is another I don't understand. My heart and soul goes out to everyone that lost a loved one that day, whom they will never get to say I love you, I miss you, you are my world, anyth

Mom From Sweet Deb..
Mom God saw you were getting tired and a cure was not to be...... so he put His arms around you and whispered, "Come to Me".... With tearful eyes I watched you, and saw you pass away.... Although I loved you dearly.... I could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me He only takes the best.

Annie's Song
Annie's Song My Uncle Vincent's song to my Auntie Joanne You fill up my senses Like a night in the forest Like the mountains in springtime Like a walk in the rain Like a storm in the desert Like a sleepy blue ocean You fill up my senses Come fill me again Come let me love you Let me give my life to you Let me drown in your laughter Let me die in your arms Let me lay down beside you Let me always be with you Come let me love you Come love me again Let me give my life to you Come let me love you Come love me again You fill up my senses Like a night in the forest Like the mountains in springtime Like a walk in the rain Like a storm in the desert Like a sleepy blue ocean You fill up my senses Come fill me again Words and music by john denver

9-11 Open Letter To Ben Laden
As we ponder our own trivial pursuits as the day goes by stop for a moment and give thanks for those of us that are sacrificing everyday for what we stand for Ben Laden has come out with some more videos All I can say to you Fugly is take your videos and cram em gooddd and tight The next thing you pull is going to bring worse wrath down on your ass We are sick and tired of hearing your crap and rants and ravings By the way Get a barber man Christ

Color Of Aura
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Sex
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. >============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. >============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. >============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! >============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. >============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemi

Please Add And Fan Him Thanks
Hello My Friends Can You Please Add Fan And Rate My Mans Page Hes New To Fubar. I Would Appreciate. Hes A Cool Guy And Im Sure You Would Like Him. Thanks My Friends. Hugs And Bites. deathwish5719@ fubar

Libras
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring. They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its tru

We Remember
here we are....6 years later...and still the smell of sorrow is among us...this is the day our country was attaked...by evil...how can someone so careless....so deciving...so horrible live with themselves...and the people of their country praise this evil...what have we done? we lost many fellow americans in the attack...and many of you have lost loved ones of your family....and of a friends of family...MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ON THIS DAY....UNITED WE STAND....AND IN GOD WE TRUST. 2,749 people died at TWC including citizens from 87 countries. 343 were NYC firemen 84 were Port Authority Employes of whom 37 were police another 23 were NYC police Only 20 people were pulled from the rubble....

My Own Tribute 2 Those Of 9/11 N My Friend Rip
This Day Every day saddens me because that day was a nightmare n made us all suffer when we saw this tragedy on tv, in person or got phone calls from family members that were there or were supposed 2 be there. My older sister Melissa was there n was pregnant on the train when it happened n I thank god he spared them n saved them. My cousins worked in building one but thank god made it to work late n as they were going in the buildings were collapsing so they saved sum ppl n made it out but were injured. Unfortunately my friend Philip was in the top floors n was hurt in there n never made it out so this is a tribute to him n all the ppl who lost their lives that day EL ULTIMO ADIOSAdd to My Profile | More Videos All Star Tribute - What's Going OnAdd to My Profile | More Videos LOVE ALWAYS TESS MAY THEY ALL BE REMEMBERED NOW N FOREVER

Vietnam Memorial Wall (dc) Defaced Sept 7-8, 2007: Part 1
Park rangers indicated that the clear, oderless oily substance clean up by maintenance and preservation crew was completed Sunday. The incident occured Friday night and there was no permanent damage to the wall. The wall is made of granite... same as the counter tops (sorry if that offends to think of the wall as a counter top) Where it is polished and treated it is very durable. The long term traces come into play where the stone is engraved. It is dry and more prone to absorbing liquids and becoming discolored temporarily. The elements, Sun, Wind, Rain, Snow, Sleet, Hail.... will correct this problem and add thier own signature to the character of the wall. As I said in another post, The wall is as tough as the men that fought the war it represents. You can only insult it.... Baring sharp objects scratching the face or something more corrosive, with the exception of certiain types of paint.

????
1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13.)A. 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14.)A. 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 15.)A. 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 16.)A. 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17.)A. 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18.)A. 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19.)A. 20.)Q. If you could change on

Come Party With The Hot Dallas Marks
ADD HIM IF YOU HAVE A MY SPACE ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dallas Marks Date: Sep 12, 2007 5:19 AM FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 14THROLL IN THE HAY REDNECK PARTYHARTFORD HEIGHTS FIRE HALL14335 RT. 30NORTH HUNTINGDON, PA 15642412-823-97969:00 PM TO 1:00 AMTHERE'S A $5.00 COVER CHARGE AT THE DOOR!!! DOORS AND KITCHEN OPEN AT 8:00 PM.Hey y'all! Come on out to our Redneck Party this Friday. It promises to be a wild time, as always when we are Hartford Heights! We always have an awesome time at Hartford Heights with the Volunteer Firemen of Hartford Heights.

Sitting Here Thinking...
I have some really great people in my life that i care alot about.... There's that Uncle who makes that really special drink... at the end of any day hearing his voice makes it all better and i like knowing that even long distance i can tuck him in and know he's snuggly! There's my twin who always makes me smile and even tho we're on opposite sides of the country we're really close...she's in love with my best friend altho she won't always admit that one freely LOL There's that token guy and his sharpshooting lady who i couldn't live without.. they help me with my monster and are awesome people!! Then there's my best friend.. i won't hear from him much now but in some ways that's a good thing. He is one of the lucky ones who made it through a year in Iraq and is now at home. Tomorrow is his birthday and even tho i probably won't hear from him at least i know that he's safe. I guess i have rambled on enough... just wanted to say thanks to some special people in my l

Involuntary Muscular Contractions
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

Interviews
I have interviews Thursday at 1 and Friday at 1. The position for Thursday's interview sounds fun; however, low pay. Great future potential. The job for Friday's interview is for a very large public engineering company. It has great potential as well. I am not sure of the pay. I hope one becomes a full-time job since I have had not work nor income for 5 weeks now. I am sooooo bored with staying at home. Can you die of boredom? If so, how long do I have left to live?

Never Forget A Very Special Place You Must Visit!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Sep 12, 2007 12:48 PM HERE IN HEAVEN WE WILL NEVER FORGET OUR FALLEN SOLDIERS or Those who Died on 9/11.... Feel Free to Shed a Tear While You Listen To The Words of Our Song, Watch The Video's, Read the Comments, Remember Our Fallen and Pray For Our Soldiers Safe Return. ... NEVER FORGET ...What We Have Today and Always Cherish Those Moments.."Because Tomorrow it Can All Be Taken Away". In God We Trust to Lead Us All in the Right Direction. NEVER FORGET NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT!

Honesty Is The Best Policy
Except apparently when dealing with people. Man, I'm here about half an hour and already I see just how shallow some people can be. __________________________________________________ Copied from my shout box: A member I choose not to name: okay so I guess you need to learn the hard way A member I choose not to name: so members like 10 or 11 if you are vip A member I choose not to name: i'm just asking because you are about to catch alot of hell if you start rating people like that. I did it when I first started. Its called a downrate and it messes up your overall rating A member I choose not to name: did you mean to rate me an 8? __________________________________________________ Grow up, darlin'. Truthfully, an 8 was generous. Had I known anything about your personality, I'd have rated you lower.

Why?
i wonder why people request to be your friend but then never message you im sure im not the only one who this happens to and if i am then boy i suck lol (and not in a good way) well that was a pretty lame blog but im not in a very creative mood right now hopefully they will get better and hopfully i will find an answer to my question :) (K)

Shannon
I met this girl that makes me happier than I've ever been. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on. Her voice is as gentle as a harp. Her skin smooth as silk. Her lips so soft and tender. I could get lost just looking into her eyes. I can't talk to her on the phone for hours. All night alot of the time. I never get tired of what she has to say. I'm always interested in what she has to say next. Never gets boring. When I hear her giggle I can't help but to smile and blush for some reason. It's so cute I can't help it. I just can't get over it. I haven't felt this way over a girl in so long. It's been a really long time sinse I was in a relationship. And the past ones haven't exactly been the greatest. Mostly whores. That's another thing I love about her. She is nothing like the bitches I've been with. All of them cheated on me or just dumped me for no reason like a bitch. But I don't care right now, because I'm fucking in love! And I love it. There is no greater feeling

My Prayer
In the name of Jesus Let us pray Father please walk with us through the bad times as well as the good May we be heard and understood from the suburbs to the hood May you judge us by our hearts and not by our mistakes And see that we get a breakthrough however long that it takes May you fill that void in our souls that will lay our fears to rest Cause there is no way we can live for Jesus when we're liven in the flesh So I pray that you allow our sprits to be born Go strong move on know right from wrong Verse John Chapter 2 verse 15 do not love the world or anything in the world and we know what that means But lessen we know the distance we need to keep away from fire to keep it missing That doesn't mean we'll listen Lord you take care of fools and babies You teach women to honor their men and men respect their ladies But lately so many of us have gone a stray Doing wrong for so long that we've forgotten the way Please bring us back home and still in us the word witch

March 15th
http://www.pephost.orgSaturday, September 15Mass March on Washington & Die-In Led by Iraq Veterans * People will begin assembling at the White House in the late morning. A march will form with the front contingent of Iraq war veterans, family members of soldiers and marines and other veterans. When the march arrives at Congress, the Iraq War Veterans and family members will be the leadership of a mass die-in symbolizing the deaths of an estimated 4,000 U.S. servicemembers. A powerful representation of the death of hundreds of thousands of Iraqis will be the other central component of this dramatic confrontation with Congress at the time that they will be debating spending another $100 billion to sustain the criminal occupation of Iraq. Click here for more information * The Die-In is a civil disobedience action that will involve at least 4,000 people who are able to risk arrest. Click here to sign up for the die-in. * There will be a permitted rally taking place simultaneously

Curlicues
After, as I look into her eyes, lying silent soaking in the beauty of her glow - giving testimony to the love the longing felt for just the thought of her of me inside of her of us intense in tune in motion - I know I cannot ever crave another woman as I do the one who traces curlicues through the hair now matted on my chest, and looks up into through me and laughs as I breathe hard and sigh and stroke her soft supple skin. She is warm honey sweet and she has crawled inside of me more than I have entered her in hours of impassioned motions on this feather bed. Then, I roll to her and tell her with a soft and tender kiss that we are truly making love. © All rights reserved

Date Rape [re-invented]
Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects ARE

This Is Priceless!
This is Priceless! When I'm an old lady, I'll live with each kid, And bring so much happiness...just as they did. I want to pay back all the joy they've provided. Returning each deed! Oh, they'll be so excited! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) I'll write on the wall with reds, whites and blues, And I'll bounce on the furniture...wearing my shoes. I'll drink from the carton and then leave it out. I'll stuff all the toilets and oh, how they'll shout! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) When they're on the phone and just out of reach, I'll get into things like sugar and bleach. Oh, they'll snap their fingers and then shake their head, (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) When they cook dinner and call me to eat, I'll not eat my green beans or salad or meat, I'll gag on my okra, spill milk on the table, And when they get angry...I'll run...if I'm able! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) I'll

Drought
DROUGHT It's so dry in North Carolina that the Baptists are starting to baptize by sprinkling, the Methodists are giving out wet-wipes, the Presbyterians are giving out rain checks, and the Catholics are praying for the wine to turn back into water! Now that is DRY

My Bday
Just wanted to give a shout to all my friends at Fubar who sent me Bday wishes. Quite surprised to see all the messages and comments on my page - I really appreciate the thought! Sucks I didn't have a party or do anything major being my 21st bday, but it's alright. Thanks again! :D

There Comes A Point........
There comes a point in your life when your TIRED of chasin everyone & trying to fix things its not giving up - its REALIZING that you don`t need some people in your life and the DRAMA they bring with them. as LONG as i`ve been BREATHIN people have been, deceiving: trust no one,cause around here,people change like the seasons,been through BACKSTABS,SCUMBAGS,& LIES. i got a whole list of people that i DESPISE. .....so if you got my trust DONT LOSE IT and if you got my love DONT ABUSE IT

Im Broken(r.i.p. Brandon Aug.25.07)
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words

For Razor
Razor, a member of our Fubar community, was murdered today. Her abusive boyfriend shot her in the chest and shot himself in the head. Yes this is blunt. Yes it's not fun to read. But this is the reality of domestic violence. She didn't deserve to die like this. She didn't deserve to be abused. I didn't personally know her. I saw her photographs. I read her profile. She was a real person with hopes, dreams, a family, and a life. She leaves behind a beautiful little baby. Razor - I'm so sorry. I wish I would have had a chance to know you. I wish I would have had a chance to reach out to you and offer my help. I wish you hadn't died at this man's hands. It wasn't your fault. You did nothing to deserve this. You were a great person and a wonderful friend to those you knew. I know you will be missed. May you find the peace now that he didn't allow you in life. I'd love to meet you on the other side, take your hand, and tell you that you're not alone. Rest now and be safe and happy.

Free Time
I am a big fan of free time. I like having time to myself to sit around and think. Reflect on stuff. Chat with friends. Just goof off. There comes a time when too much free time is not a good thing. I have hit that point. I have stayed some what productive by working out everyday, but just killing time now seems like a waist and I need to find something to do. I've been thinking of earning my PhD in Computer Science so I may just start research for a dissertation. Or I may work on a few projects that I may be able to turn commercial I don't know but I've got to do something a little bit more than waisting time. I just don't like feeling so lazy. Maybe I should start reading the classics or something like that instead. Just got to do something. Hopefully real work will start soon.

My Frustrating Day....
So I had lots planned to do yesterday..... I started up my laptop, and the first thing I noticed was yahoo messenger did not load. There was also a message from a client saying he could not get to his site. I tried to log into our servers, and could not. hmmmmmm. SO I tried from my othe rputer. Still could not. Decided to check my email. It didn't work either. SO I called my partner. He was having no issues. I could get to all of our web sites, except for a few. I could get to yahoo, but not yahoo email or messenger. I couldn't get to fubar. But my VOIP phone worked. I powered down everything.. modem, router, computers. Still nothing. So I called Comcast around 2 in the afternoon and explained. I was told they had a huge issue after a hardware change and they were working on it. And it would be fixed in an hour. Great. I could deal with that. 3 hours later I call back. This time the tech guy says there are no known issues, have never been any issues,

By-stander
Sometimes I feel I'm on the inside looking out. Going through emotions and sorting out my doubt. Other times I feel I'm on the outside looking in. Watching what I'm going through, and not knowing where to begin. I want to change my life sometimes, without my heart feeling weak. But I freeze up and cry over many things. Which makes me very meek. I have a very confusing life, and you want to be in it? I'm telling you now, you'll never get far.. If you stand on the side and only observe it. If you want to be part of my life, show it in many ways. Just hold me and love me forever and always. From now, until the end of our days.

Solitary Moon
Stand up from your desk and walk across the hardwood floor (hear the hollow sound of your footfalls). Open wide the front door and step into the cool night - look into the dark sky at the million stars, not quite obscured by the white city light. Now, the yellow moon moves across the heavens - see through it, inside it - you will see (within it) a part of me. Within the solitary moon you will find my heart. © All rights reserved

The Angel's Text (2005)
I close my eyes I see her figure I hear her thoughts I feel her presence Flowing, white with pale skin eyes of azure skies lips the colour of the palest rose hair of honey her voice so sweet and gentle like a babbling creek in the warm summer days her love so undeniable I feel her touch she guides my very thoughts a warmth overcomes me it's overwelming a warning to all who have turned the time is nearing the time to stand has come forth raise up in voice celebrate your faith arise in union sing to the heavens carry your voices embrace the love defend with your heart lay your swords down this is a battle of life only your hearts can bring victory open them to your enemies reign in faith and love not with weapons of hate and blood

Broken Wings (2005)
Sometimes I see your reflection looking back at me from my own eyes. I can see your smile and feel your warmth. I know it will all be okay. Sometimes I see the warmth of your eyes and the touch of your hands on mine. I can feel your love and your thoughts of me. I wonder where you are. Sometimes I hear your voice singing that sweet melody. I can smell your skin and your earthy scent. I crave to feel your arms around me. Sometimes I wish he were you, my soulmate of yesteryear and now. I can still see you in my mind standing before the sun. I cry at your absence. Sometimes I feel you enclose my very soul, embracing the fear and anger away. I can hear you say it will be alright. I believe you even now. Sometimes I miss you, even though you have been gone for a few years. My mind wanders with my heart that longs for you. I wonder if you do the same. You were always my Knight in Armor, the one I cherished and craved most. My heart will not allow you to

Caress My Soul (1999)
Masking the hopeful destiny of my life Wishing that the wind won't stay my eyes have seen many things and my mind has excluded the day Several years agao the symphony arranged it's score the music and my soul decided to end and the ballad closed the door Holidays and time they fall where they lay and in the presence of my love they shatter and stray Walk with me hand in hand never let me go swallow your pride, whisper my name and caress my everlasting soul

Beginning Of The End
Beginning Of The End - Spineshank I had to start with this tune. It is one of the two on this list that quite literally saved my life. At the time when I was home on Leave from Iraq, I was going through alot. I had come home to find my wife living with another man, and not willing to accept forgiveness. I felt abandoned and alone, even around my parents. I stayed secluded most of the time. I didn't feel like a war hero... I felt like a failure in life. This song was one that I played over and over. It helped give me scope on my life to an extent. That and it... well, it fucken rocks! It kept me motivated and moving when standing still would have meant taking my own life rather than just contemplating it. Spineshank always has a way of using rhythm in both music and vocals that gets me going. This track and New Disease are my favorites by them.

The Collision (1999)
Sanctify my heritage and release my evil soul apprehend my integrity and worship me as a whole A secret get-a-way and a simplistic game sacrifice my deliverance and slay my heart again listen to my tears of pain and see my words of joy ignore my sins and evil way break me like your toy Ignorance and equality are evil in themselves man's understanding is put away on the shelves sincere quests of evil dreams and the demon hiding inside evolutionary debts and our souls collide

Never Too Late - Three Days Grace
I really didn't groove with Three Days Grace's first album. There were great songs, but the singles were overplayed and easily worn out. I bought One-X in the Desert, but never listened to it. When I wen't back to Indiana for Christmas leave (a 14 Hour drive) I took it with me, and it became one of my instant favorites. This song in particular caught my ear. I love the strength of his voice, and the emotion you can hear poured into it. It first struck me as a bit depressing until it sank in. It was one that had to grow on me.

More Touching Quotes
"I was not kissing your lips... I was telling your lips a secret." "A kiss is only a moment, but that moment forever lasts in your heart." "I knew that forever was in your eyes the moment I saw you smile." "Love endures not for a time or season. True love simply loves and knows not the reason." "There is only one thing that lasts longer than time, and that is true love." "The greatest beauty on earth is found in the hearts of those who love." "Real beauty is the beauty of soul." "Forever isn't what I want to spend waiting for you, it's what I want us to spend loving each other." "A great friendship is the way to a great love." "Friends are those who know the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten." ..............Huggzz & smiles........ Leah

Silent Cries (1999)
A sweet surrender a precious time ignorant behaviours disappointing lies massacred serenity watch for death to come ignore the insanity of it all and watch it all become one a single delusion of eternal life a threatened cry from an unwed wife misunderstood depression and untellable lies christened morals and a pain denied sugar-coated socialites and anger from deep within the integrity of delusions and silent cries within

War Paint (1997)
Vacant Land and Sacred Hearts Restless Spirits and chosen words Once upon a time, a people of Wolf, Deer and Snipe; a people of happiness and independence. Now the pale face tell the story, a people of savagery and sin; a people of illusion and poverty. My people shall rise out of the ashes and we shall become one nation again. We shall rise up and take our place and the battle lines will have been drawn. The war paint has been applied, so prepare for the bloodiest of all wars. Prepare for the ending Saga, for we shall prevail.

Watch Me (1996)
Watching the horrors evolve into beauty wanting for the beauty to come into my soul listen to the echoes as they race through my mind this is the embarrassment of life Allowing them to be seen wanting to have them torn from my soul raped over and over this is the insanity of being alive Touching words with spoiled thought seeing the visions with pure eyes smelling the satisfaction of my breath this is the obstacle of feeling Caressing the feeling of pain remembering the tears never cried loving the thought of suicide this is the life of insanity Hearing the silence of spirits screaming envisioning the mist of life tasting the stench of life all around this is the life in death My world has crashed through the floor the road to hell has been lit forever now I see the light and I am not alone this is the miracle of friendship Envelop the pain in my head decide whether your strong wish for it to end this is the sanity of suicide Divide the world i

If...............
i'm not so sure i'd want to survive a nuclear disaster..have you ever seen the day after??? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Son of Liberty Date: September 14, 2007 6:38 PM Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: KMFNWO Date: September 14, 2007 3:23 PM Body: ~~~ IF YOU ARE READING THIS ON-LINE, PRINT OUT SOME HARD-COPIES NOW! ~~~ PDF version for best printed copy is here http://www.ki4u.com/guide.pdf IF you can do so quickly, e-mail the link to this page to all on your e-mail list... www.ki4u.com/guide.htm ...with the brief message from you urging them to "Print and Read Now!" Your top priority right now, though, is preparing for your own immediate family survival! WHAT TO DO IF A NUCLEAR DISASTER IS IMMINENT! This guide is for families preparing for imminent terrorist or strategic nuclear attacks with expected severe destruction followed by widespread radioactive fallout downwind. IF ONLY A 'Dirty Bomb' A

One Wiener Rule Causes Rampage
OBBS, N.M. (AP) — Some Lea County inmates set fires and broke toilets and windows after being told they would be allowed only one sausage at dinner. Jail officials said the inmates began yelling and banging on their doors in what they described in a news release as a "temper tantrum." Officers from the Lea County Sheriff's and Hobbs Police departments were called in to restore control, and the jail was locked down after Tuesday night's incident. Some 33 prisoners were involved, Warden Jann Gartman said. The remaining 300-plus prisoners at the jail accepted the meal without incident, authorities said. The damage to the jail was light, with some smoke damage and broken toilets and windows, the warden said. Information from: Hobbs News-Sun, http://www.hobbsnews.com

Story
Created by Samantha now i took this from my 360 blog and it put 2nd part above the 1st part so go to the bottom first then read the 2nd part 2nd part As her army takes the rest of the army's out threes a grave yard not to far from where she is, she goes over to check it out, walking through the body's she and her army has killed and the muddy bloody ground she walks upon, she sees something lurking through the dark in the grave yard and she wonders what it is, she goes over and she draws her sword to get ready for a battle again. The wind picks up and the rain comes heavier, and the lighting comes more, the thunder gets louder, and her mind is in the state of craziness and she cant help her self, the blood is still on her, as she walks closer she starts to lick it off with the sword in her hand, she sees its some one, that some one is looking at her, sitting on a grave stone, so beautiful but so dark and her eyes shine with the lighting, her hair moves with the wind, and

You Want A Fucking Outrage, I Will Give You An Outrage
Low pay taking toll on NYPD recruitment 165 recruits have dropped out http://abclocal.go.com/wabc/story?section=local&id=5657740 Officials say 165 recruits have dropped out of this year's class of 1, 131. That's more than 14 percent, and it means the class could eventually fall below 800 graduates. That would threaten programs in high-crime neighborhoods. Police Commissioner Ray Kelly reportedly told the city council the department's successful Operation Impact program will be at risk if the NYPD can't graduate at least 800 people per class. And if the attrition rate holds among the remaining 966 recruits, officials say that could become a reality. Many of the drop-outs say the department's starting salary of $25, 100 is just not enough to keep them in uniform. "You get those first paychecks, and suddenly you realize that doing the right thing, protecting your city, doesn't pay anything, " a 27- year-old former recruit told the Daily News. He dropped out after t

The Angel Series
I know some of you have wondered about the angel series, after some thought I have decided to stop the angel series for now. But dont worry it's not over. The good news is with the success of the series and the great work that came out of it, I am going to start a new series. The new series will be called "Journey" What that means exactly I dont know but I'm excited to see what grows. I'll also be posting more in my general poems section as I need to get things down. ~Tony

Girls Cry Because...
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se

My Outlook On Life
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlighted about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people the permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fears, our presence automatically liberates others.

Survey Cuz I Wanna
1. Who was the last person to call you baby? MY SWANKY HUSBAND. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? OF COURSE HORSE! 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? I WILL ALWAYS KISS MY FOOFY SHANE!!! 4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? WELL. MY KIDS HAVE. AND I DO BELIEVE THERE WAS A SONG WRITTEN ONCE...HMMM I HAVENT HEARD IT IN AWHILE. MAYBE IT WAS MAKE BELIEVE..... *SMILE* 5. Do you play Sudoku? I HAVE NOOOOO MUFU IDEA WHAT THAT IS. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY. 7.Favorite food? MEXICAN. I LOVE IT. WHEN I GROW UP I WANNA BE MEXICAN...MUCHO MAS. 8.Favorite holiday? HALLOWEEN. I LOVE ITTTTT! CHRISTMAS IS SECOND *SMILE* 9.Favorite vacation spot? IMMA SAY DISNEYLAND EVEN THOUGH I COULDNT FIND BEAST AND HUMP HIS DAMN LEG. IMMA GO AGAIN.SWANKY WANNA GO? 10.Favorite television show? SEX IN THE CITY 11. Whats your signature dish? MY ENCHILADAS. MMMMMMM WITH

Quote For September 15
Right from the moment of our birth, we are under the care and kindness of our parents, and then later on in our life when we are oppressed by sickness and become old, we are again dependent on the kindness of others. Since at the beginning and end of our lives we are so dependent on other's kindness, how can it be in the middle that we would neglect kindness towards others? -- Dalai Lama Bonus Quote: Health is not valued till sickness comes. -- Thomas Fuller

Vet Reunits With War Victims
One of the most poignant stories hs come out of the World war II when an American vet was reunited with 3 of the holocaust victims he saved. In the mordern world with the pressures we undergo .. these little bits and pieces keep us wondering where we have gone. Read on. Carrol Walsh didn't know what to expect when his patrol came across a train stopped along a hillside during the U.S. Army's dash across northern Germany in the final, chaotic days of World War II. In and around the abandoned line of freight cars milled some 2,500 emaciated and ragged Jewish prisoners from the Bergen-Belsen concentration camp. There were scores of children. "They were just jammed, crammed in there," said Walsh, a 24-year-old tank commander in April 1945. On Friday, the now 86-year-old retired state Supreme Court judge reunited with three of the survivors of the Nazi death train his unit found near Magdeburg, about 50 miles southwest of Berlin. The train was on its way to another concent

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Running My 1st Marathon!
Yikes!!! So I'm running my 1st marathon. It's the longest distance I've done so far 26.2 miles, on my own and competitively. So Rochester's having their annual marathon run they hold. It's a qualifier for a Boston Marathon. Anyhoe ( :D ), wish me luck and could use lots of support. everyone, have a fantastic weekend. Ciao! P.S. Thank you!

Sickos And Kids.
So today I was bored and voting on the Mumms when I came across a Mumm about a mother who helped her 12 yr old daughter create a myspace and is now wondering if she should delete her daughter's myspace because the TWELVE YEAR OLD daughter has been mis-using it. I have to give the mother props for caring enough to watch what her kid does online... but a swift kick in the ass for ever making her daughter a myspace because in order to make your 12 yr old daughter a myspace you would have to intentionally lie your ass of because myspace specifically states you have to be 14 or older to have myspace.... and it wasn't the whole situation that made me sick... it was the fact that over 60 percent of people voted for her to let her daughter keep her myspace AND let her have more freedom with it... and we fucking wonder why America is going to shit?

Marshals Moved Brown's Home Wtprn
Marshals moved Brown's home WTPRN Marshals that moved Brown's home WTPRN I wanted to get you a message about the U.S. Marshals that moved into position at the Brown's home. WTPRN is there live covering the actions taken by the Men in Black stationed at the bottom of the hill. You can tune in live and even chime into the broadcast by visiting www.wtprn.com or clicking this link: http://www.wtprn.com/listen.shtml We need to get the word out! Let the powers that be know that the world is watching. If you have a list, please forward this message. Otherwise, visit http://www.wtprn.com/listen.shtml to get the play by play of the Marshal's actions and hopefully deter them from taking further action. Gary RTR National Director

Myyearbook Battles.....please Go & Vote!
I got a new profile at MyYearbook.com and have a photo and video battle going on...go vote if ya want! http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=2787126 http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=2800827 MyYearbook home page: www.myyearbook.com/rejenalee69

Political Correctness
Political correctness is a doctrine fostered by a delusional, illogical minority, and rabidly promoted by an unscrupulous mainstream media , which holds forth the proposition that it is entirely possible to pick up a turd by the clean end.

Forgiveness
Yup that's what it's all about. THe willingness to forgive someone you love for a mistake they made. I'll admit I'm not perfect I have made some mistakes. Thankfully I was forgiven for the most recent one. THat's why I in return forgave. But one can only forgive so much. THere must be a line drawn between a mistake and doin it for spite. I'm am pretty close to that line. I don't think I can forgive a 3rd time. Even tho I love this person with all my heart. My last blog was on trust. My trust has been broken. It may take a long time for it to be gained back. Again it falls on the forgiveness thing. I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this relationship work. I know what it's like to live without him. Well I wasn't really living I was just surviving. (just barely) He knows who he is and how I feel. But I am very unsure of how he feels. Due to the fact this is the second time I've forgiven for something. I LOVE YOU BABY! I will say it again and as man

Faceless
On my way out the door I turned and smiled knowing this was the last time I would see your face This was the closest I've ever been I really though it had changed The best for both of us Something different face you wore your mask as you stripped mine leaving me raw and you still covered knowing very well this was going to happen I still let you in,told to much to soon but you asked,when will I learn Same lesson different face.....

Re: U.s. Marshals Poised At The Brown's Home
RE: U.S. Marshals poised at the Brown's home ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change - R.I.P. Dan Wallace & Aaron Russo Date: 15 Sep 2007, 17:54 PatriotsI wanted to get you a message about the U.S. Marshals that moved into position at the Brown's home. WTPRN is there live covering the actions taken by the Men in Black stationed at the bottom of the hill.You can tune in live and even chime into the broadcast by visiting www.wtprn.com or clicking this link: http://www.wtprn.com/listen.shtmlWe need to get the word out! Let the powers that be know that the world is watching. If you have a list, please forward this message. Otherwise, visit http://www.wtprn.com/listen.shtml to get the play by play of the Marshal's actions and hopefully deter them from taking further action.GaryRTR National Director

Road Block At Ed & Elaine Brown By Jack Booted Thugs
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: 9/11 Sponsored by the US Government Date: 15 Sep 2007, 19:33 From: JerryDate: Sep 15, 2007 3:14 PMWhy don't everyone who disagrees with this that is within the area of Ed And Elaine Brown go out there and protest? Why aren't we doing more to help these people? Why aren't we demanding more press? Where are their supporters? I don't see any.....Let's get busy helping these people....JerryThanksFrom: AndrewDate: Sep 15, 2007 7:06 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: OWN-the-NWO (Hostilis-Pugnator)Date: Sep 15, 2007 3:19 PMFrom: XPIOLTDate: 15 Sep 2007, 15:17From: Ed & ElaineDate: Sep 15, 2007 5:44 PMhttp://www.keenefreepress.com/mambo/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=613&Itemid=36Roadblock at the Browns: Brown Supporter Lauren Canario Arrested Saturday, 15 September 2007 By Kat Kanning Federal Marshals set up a roadblock on Center of Town Road in Plainfield today and are refusing to let

List Of 9.11 Co-conspirators
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Impeach GeOgre/ 9.11 Truth Date: 16 Sep 2007, 01:37 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: VANCE...what a goddamned circus!Date: Sep 16, 2007 1:16 AMThe Prime List Of 911 Co-Coconspirators

Big Brother Propaganda On A National Id Card In Africa
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: soothe Date: September 16, 2007 2:14 AM Body: National ID Card TV AddAdd to My Profile | More Videos ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: My Hate Speech2 Date: 15 Sep 2007, 22:43 Chuckie Date: Sep 16, 2007 1:24 AMLook out...It will happen here too. ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Liebchen Protesting 800 FEMA Camps NationwideDate: Sep 15, 2007 9:52 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: Taste the TruthDate: Sep 15, 2007 5:39 PMHoly Shit.I think everyone understands after just watching this.----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: orangecladDate: 15 Sep 2007, 09:26 PMDo they even know what they're saying?----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: BOBBY L.A. HIPHOPDate: Sep 15, 2007 11:55 PM*REPOST THIS BULLETIN*(to repost hit reply then copy and paste)---------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From:

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Lifes Best Line
every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.... when something ends it always leaves the opening for you to start something better and new.... so try to always think about whats next not what was.... ok done with all my positive speach.... sometims life still sucks

September 16, 2007
Something small but noticeable bruises your ego just a bit, but you'll recover just fine -- as always. It's just one of those things that means a lot more to you than to the person who said or did it.

Female Point System
Female Point System (Most men don't really need to know this, so consider this a refresher course.) In the world of romance, one single rule applies. Make the woman happy. Do something she likes and you get points. Do something she dislikes, and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Here is a guide to the point system: SIMPLE DUTIES You make the bed (+1) You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow (0) You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) You go out to buy her what she wants (+5) In the rain (+8) But return with beer (-5) SECURITY DUTIES You check out a suspicious noise at night (+1) You check out a suspicious noise, and it is nothing (0) You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5) You pummel it with iron rod (+10) It's her pet (-20) SOCIAL ENGAGEMENTS You stay by her side the entir

With You
With you, I wish for eyes to see in the dark - so I can watch you sleeping; so I can know the colors of your dreams and feel the essence of you as you lie next to me. With you, I want a thousand senses - to know the levels of your laughter and the tiny aromas that become your scent; to see within, to hear without, to feel your hairs stand on end when I whisper to you in the darkest night. With you, I need each second to last a lifetime and to live a million lifetimes in the safe cover of your love. © All rights reserved

Open And Pure
A very Quiet day today. I usually love days like these.......today for whatever reason I was very reflective. Started looking through pics, cards and memorbilia....flooding all those good and warm feelings of the past. It's comforting to have those memories. I know we move on and change...and sometimes leave people behind or they leave us..today I cried about all those lost relationships. I couldn't help thinking....what if I took something for granted and missed something, something that was once so special....and let it all go because of petty and silly spats and emotions. Today, much after the fact, I don't harbour any ill will anymore.....wouldn't it be lovely to just happen upon those people again. Wouldn't it be nice just to let it all go and just smile and have a nice laugh. Life is too short for such animosity. So today the hurt, anger and ill will is now all gone from me....no time for such pettiness anymore. When I see all you people again sometime, maybe one day ..

Gilligans Fucking Island!!!
GILLIGAN!!! And the Skipper toooo...The Millionaire!!! And his Wife...The Movie star...Proffesor AND MARY-ANNE!!! Here on my own fucking Iiiisslaaannnddd!!! Yeeaahh...Thats it. Thad be GREAT!!! All on my OWN Island. But theres a few things wrong with MY Island that Id HAVE to take care of. FIRST!!! Kill the professor. Hes to smart for my own good...Ill set Gilligan free to do it. Hes stupid enuff to kill the professor on 'accident'. Maybe Ill set him and the professor out to build a boat...Yeeaahh thats it. A boat of coconuts. And he can take the skipper with him to 'point it the right way'. BUT its gotta have a lid on it...So when Gilligan takes my 'Deserted Island Rock Collection' without tellin anyone on the maiden voyage and they sink...They cant get out Mwahahahaa!!! THREE DOWN!!! Next comes the Millionaire...But Ill just grab the wifey WITH the Dog. Ill threaten to kill the dog if I dont get hte money!!! ALL OF IT!!! EVERY LAST PENNY!!! Then theyll just kill them selves bef

Eventful Weekend!
Saturday, everything was going pretty good. Had a few challenging customers at work, but no big deal. Then I came home!!! The sitter and her boyfriend (which I allow every once in a while), practically knocked me down the stairs they left so fast. I took off my heels and changed into some comfy clothes, then checked on Katelyn who was running around in her little walker. I picked her up and her diaper was soaked through. Poor little thing. I was a little ticked at the sitter -- obviously the boyfriend got the majority of the attention. I got her dried and cleaned up and put her in her high chair and gave her a snack. I went and gathered up some laundry and headed downstairs to the laundry room. Boy did I have a surprise waiting. The kids had decided to make mud-pies in the downstairs bathroom sink!! There was mud and dirt everywhere with a few dirty towels on the floor that were used in a feeble attempt to clean up this mess!!! I hollered upstairs and the boys and Liss

Absolute Love!
With all my heart I trust him with all my body i want him with all my soul I love him How I want to give him all this And much much more Every second of every day but the time is not here it is not of yet I know or hope it will be one day To much to happen Much to accomplish So much in the way Oh, I am happy please dont get me wrong but the wonderful The most amazing I fell is when I am with him together we are but together we are not and happy i still am to have him there but not exactly there Means alot in many ways I know this makes no since it would if you have ever trully been in love so what i mean to those that do not know its being in the same room the same house no words no sound the complete and total bliss that you feel the knowledge of love the unspoken words the looks and touches that is what is to be there to be so in love with another being thats all you need Yes, everything else is needed at times but not a

Fun Game
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