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'ugly Betty'
I will be playing a parent/relative on 'Ugly Betty' tommorow in Pasadena, we are filming at Westminister Presbyterian. Today went ok on 'Prom Night', let's just say I got my exercise. I am wearing a teal green top and jeans and my pink backpack. --------- Ugly Betty - Tuesday Ah, a boring and LONG fuckin day. lol. But, I did catch a glimpse of America Ferrera, and she is SO short! Adorable, though. We filmed it in a little school in South Pasadena, in a little auditorium. I don't know what episode I will be on, but I will let you know if anything is thrown my way. I was near Mark Indelicato and from the sounds of it, it's sad that he is gay already and only 14, but he is really a sweet kid, and he is a good actor for his age, bless his heart.

When God Is Silent
When God is Silent "Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret -- it leads only to evil" Psalm 37:7-8, NIV. John (not his real name) realized that his marriage wasn't all that it could be, but he and Mary were in counseling so John was confident that their marriage would survive and be stronger than ever. Wrong. John was devastated when Mary informed him that she didn't love him and never would. Tragically time proved that she meant it. John said that he always believed with faith in God, hope, persistence, qualified counseling help, and hard work pretty much any problem could be resolved. Wrong again. Eventually John and Mary were divorced after which John experienced an intense "silence of God -- dark night of the soul." So what do you do when you are committed to and trusting God and your world falls apart? As

Damn Men
I love it when men think they are telling you how they "feel" when really what they are doing is clamming up and not saying anything at all. I love it that they think that we (we being "crazy women") are delving too deep where we shouldn't, when all we are doing is trying to be friends to them. I love it when right in the middle of a conversation, someone just *poof* disappears, you text them and get no response. Well, I wonder what a "crazy woman" is supposed to think that means? Especially if it happens over and over and over again. Hmmmm..... Then said "crazy woman" gets hurt over it, vents on her blog (without naming names, thank you very much) and comes home to find her friend list missing a person. Not only that, but that person has also deleted a few other people, which doesn't really matter, except that one of them is a part of their FAMILY! Um, hello? How mature is that? Did I say anything about not wanting to be friends? No. But obviously, that's what the goal wa

~~where Is Peta When You Need Them~~
DO ELEPHANTS REALLY HAVE MEMORIES? AN INTERESTING STORY! I don't usually like these heartwarming stories, but this one is truly interesting... In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Mbembe n

Reflective
I Studied Psychology and Law and Language in School..I Love Change..Change has a Considerable Psychological Impact on the Human Mind. To the fearful it is Threatening because it Means that Things May Get Worse. To the Hopeful it is Encouraging because Things May get Better. To the Confident it is Inspiring because the Challenge Exists to Make Things Better. Real, constructive mental power lies in the creative thought that shapes your destiny, and your hour-by-hour mental conduct produces power for change in your life. Develop a train of thought on which to ride. The nobility of your life as well as your happiness depends upon the direction in which that train of thought is going. Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they chang

Stupid Hoes
well people like I said earlier are stupid.... FUCKIN stupid.. its pretty sad that I am fighting about a pizza.. but I am sure that no one gives a shit about that..... anyways, I am tired of people being so FAKE... why? whats the point? I hate stupid ass skinny bitches who just wanna interfere with shit.. namely his ex.. why would you invite someone over that u used to fuck and not even tell me>? maybe I really have no reason to be mad.. I dunno... I am confused about everything... and its my own fault... I am in a new job.... I am going to school... I am trying to satisfy people.. my family and everyone else around me... this shit is hard.. I have epilepsy..seizures... and I cannot afford my meds right now... I HAVE NO INSURANCE... when I was still married the military insurance was GREAT.... but now... nothing... the more stress I have been under the more seizures I have been having... it fucking sucks.. I cannot even go to work or to the mailbox with out wondering wha

Europe, Thy Name Is Cowardice.
A GERMAN EDITORIAL If any of you still feel that this war on terror is a mistake, here is an opinion from an unexpected source. It's fascinating that this should come out of Europe . Mathias Dapfner, Chief Executive of the huge German publisher Axel Springer AG, has written a blistering attack in DIE WELT, Germany 's largest daily paper, against the timid reaction of Europe in the face of the Islamic threat. This is a must-read by all American's. History may well certify its correctness. EUROPE - THY NAME IS COWARDICE (Commentary by Mathias Dapfner CEO, Axel Springer, AG) A few days ago Henry Broder wrote in Welt am Sonntag, " Europe - your family name is appeasement." It's a phrase you can't get out of your head because it's so terribly true. Appeasement cost millions of Jews and non-Jews their lives, as England and France, allies at the time, negotiated and hesitated too long before they noticed that Hitler had to be fought, not bound to toot

True Love
now i lay down to sleep, just hoping u wuz here, its hard to sleep witout u near.. i miss ur touch, i miss the way u laugh, i miss the way u make me feel..i don't like feeling like this is the end.. we been thru so much, we had of bad times, but we have had our goodtimes..u are the one, i just never showed it..thats y i married u, thats y i have forgave u all these times, i can't ask u to forgive me, but i never meant to hurt u, i never wante to loose u..u are my family now... me and u, and our son jakob..thats my world. without u, i am imcomplete..i feel lost, lonely, i feel so outta place..i never had this feeling cuz i knew u would be here, but now knowning that i might have lost u, its painful..its hurts more than words can say..nothing in this world compares to u..and wat u bring to the family..thsi is true love, not being able to go without sumone, feeling like ur heart has been riped out, whenur gone..u feel usless.. well i do love u, and even though u prolly well neer read

"intense"
“INTENSE” I sit in the quietness of the night listening to the winds whispers and within the most stillness of silence I sometimes hear the voice of a spiritual guidance offering direction towards the path of life that will allow my deafened soul to hear again. Longing for the day to awaken and find the balance of complacency within myself like two identical twins on a scale, perfectly balanced, knowing they are pure, non corrupted, and there journey has just began. Like the metaphoric disposition that’s symbolic to the twins, I feel that at the turning point in my life I chose to get off life’s treadmill of repetitive emotional pain and hurt I have caused to those I cared for and loved, and now stand tall, awakened from the shameful sleep of alcoholic dreams I once lived. Able to allow my deepest of feelings to feel feelings of unsuppressed emotions, some untapped and many foreign to the heart to understand why such a thought can make the strongest of man drop to his knees

The Differences In Prayer
Female Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my best friend. Amen. MALE PRAYER I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a bass boat. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. Amen

Grandchildern
Do you remember how small thay once use to be, When you could bounce them on your knee. Take them by the hand to walk across the street To see them smile it's oh so sweet.At times thay would get into things thay should not, Even touch things that are hot.Tucking them into bed all safe and worm, And you try to keep them from all harm. Oh so small and and get into trouble, Helping them to blow bubbles.Throughing a ball for the first time, Even reading them a nursery ryme.Helping them get into bed,And watching lay down there tired head.Letting them use a spoon and fork, And getting them to eat pork.Teaching them to say their payers at night, And how thay look ed in the bright noon light. Sending off to school for the first day, And crying cause they thik thay going far away. And when thay are at the age to finish scholl, And touse there smart brain is a real good tool.Whaen the day comes to see them marry and have childern of there own, nd thay are able to have a house to call ther home.

Potty Talk,a 3-year-old Tells All From His Mother's Restroom Stall.
Potty Talk A 3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. People often comment on how clearly he speaks for a just-turned-3-year-old. And you never have to ask him to turn up the volume. It's always fully cranked. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a not-so-audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade with me into the restroom. If you'd been one of the ladies in the restroom that evening, this is what you would have heard coming from the second to the last stall: "Mommy, are you gonna go potty? Oh! Why are you putting toiwet paper on the potty, Mommy? Oh! You gonna sit down on da toiwet

Fun Math
YOUR AGE� BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than 1 but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 � 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 .... If you haven't, add 1756. � 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were

One Day At A Time
Let me love you one day at a time... and please love me the very same say. May we never learn all there is to know about love, but every day together will teach us a little more about ourselves and the special kind of happiness we can bring to each other. One of the best things you've helped me learn is that love starts with being honest, speaking straight from how we really feel. I like how we've opened doors and windows of our lives, and invited each other to come in, look around, and get acquainted. The more I'm with you, the more at home I feel. Let me love you one day at a time... Why talk about "always" and say things we're not sure we mean when we can talk about today and mean exactly what we say. Let's think of each sunrise as a fresh start, a brand new beginning... and try to fill each day with as much love as it can hold. I know you're not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December, and neither am I. We both need laughing

Siezures
Well last week I was in the hospital for a week.It was all to monitor my siezures & wouldnt you belive I didnt have one not a one.So Im gonna have to be reschedueled to go back in in.SUCKS!But after I got out of the hospital I started having them without a problem.I dont wanna go back but in order to have the surgery to get rid of these things I got to.I know in the end I will be better but for right now I miss my kids & my husband.Ill keep everyone updated,Laters.

I Was Asked This Once.....
Ok. So today I was asked a question. And since being asked that question, well I have done some serious thinking. It has been on my mind all day long and I really have not had anyone to talk to about it. If I did they would probably laugh. So, therefore I want more opinions. I know, want want need need. But hey. I am curious. Me and my never ending mind. All the time thinking and wandering. So here we go. I was asked, What is it you actually want out of love? I was asked if I wanted a man who could support me and give me the finer things in life. So my question is, what do you consider the finer things of life. To answer the question I was asked, I want a man who will wake up beside me in the mornings and still love me even when my hair is all over my head and I look really funny. That even though he wants to laugh, he can still look at me and seriously say, "Baby, I love you. Good morning." I want a man that even when I am at my worst, can be beside me and not get afraid or run away.

What Am I Supposed To Say...
So what do you expect me to say. I keep getting this sinking feeling. Nothing I say is ever going to change a fucking thing. No matter what I say, I’m being an asshole. No matter what I do, I’m asking for too much. I expect to have the things that I once did. I want the life I had before. But its gone. I stand here and swing for those goddamn fences every fucking day. And every fucking day I strike out. Those fucking fences. I don’t think those are even fences really. I think that the closer you get to them they end up being a giant fucking wall. Kinda like that ballpark in Boston. Poor fucking Red Sox. I’d hate to go there to play a game. But that’s what I’m doing isn’t it. By being here Im just like the fucking Red Sox. At least they won one. I cant even seem to get to first. Fuck man, Im not even making contact with the fucking ball. But I show up every fucking day. I swing for that fucking home run. Deep down I know that it’s never going to happen. But I can

Sexual Sign
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Mona Lisa Smile
Mona Lisa Smile Take me to the place where east meets west.. and we lie upon a jungle canopy you drink from my navel a sweet essance of papya and honey as we make love under the velvet sky I urge you faster ride you hard as I would whip my steed into a frey sweating and lathered in juices and sweat I take you for another type of ride a delight as old as time.. I slowly sink to my knees my white skin pale against your dark strong ebon hands you grab my mane of hair and urge me downward my mouth begins its erotic tease.. I take you full take you to the brink a explosion of red black and white in my head and I drain you of your prana your essance.. we lie in a collapsed heap.. bodies spent for the momment .till I make you rise again this time I ride you hard and fast as I would my favorite steed..you are rode hard to the pointe of colapse and I the victor get my reward we shower eachother under a water fall I was you and you wash me my pale nipples hardeded and g

I Am Careful Who My Friends Are~by Choice
I find people to be stupid by association. If you're friends with someone who I have had words with in the past, and through those words determined that person to be a waste of oxygen, you are therefore stupid by association. I figured I should explain that on the off chance that you're one of those stupid people and would need an explanation. I can and have remained friends with people who have maintained associations with people I don't deem worthy enough to piss on if they should ever find themselves to be on fire, but those instances are few and far between. It has lead people to accusing me of being an immature pain in the ass for assuming that everyone should think the same way as me. Allow me to clarify for a moment. You see, I'm never going to tell you who you can and cannot associate with. You are free to be friends with whomever you choose. That is your prerogative and you should exercise that as often as I exercise the same. Just don't think that I have to be friend

Let Me Love You One Day At A Time...
Let me love you one day at a time... and please love me the very same say. May we never learn all there is to know about love, but every day together will teach us a little more about ourselves and the special kind of happiness we can bring to each other. One of the best things you've helped me learn is that love starts with being honest, speaking straight from how we really feel. I like how we've opened doors and windows of our lives, and invited each other to come in, look around, and get acquainted. The more I'm with you, the more at home I feel. Let me love you one day at a time... Why talk about "always" and say things we're not sure we mean when we can talk about today and mean exactly what we say. Let's think of each sunrise as a fresh start, a brand new beginning... and try to fill each day with as much love as it can hold. I know you're not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December, and neither am I. We both need laughing

Chapter 7 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Now that you can see we are a few of the worlds gutter-headed people, I'm sure you can imagine what else we were saying, thinking and laughing at. Well this next one is a doosey. Ok so now I have told you about all of the people we were playing this game with. There's me, Restr1ctive, Zion and Masterasteroid (aka M.A.). So as you all know the four of us were playing Uno on Xbox Live. We were all talking about different stuff, you know how people are on there and what all we've encountered playing the game with other people. So far, as you can tell, all of our minds are in the gutter. Not really sure what led up to this next one but Zion has an infactuation with chicks who snore while they sleep. Now, I know you're probably thinking, Oh My Goddness. What is with these people? LOL, I'm sure you have no idea. Well, we were talking about "stuff" and Zion, who was in his own lil world, just came out of no where and said, yes especially if they snore. "OMG! What did he just say", I thou

Contest
Here the deal, this is to all contest giviers, I think it time one of you to give one call C T ELLER contest. I personnally it time to apoint and offical CT ELLER to watch over this growing C T Family. I for one would be the first to join, you all know I can not win any of the sexy, or best dress, or meanest. So what do you think THE HANKSTER

The World On A Gold Platter
So the strangest thing happened today. A friend from the past... welll i should say more than a friend.. and ex-lover from my past contacted me today. Out of the blue. A great guy only reason we couldnt make it work was because at the time i was wanting to grow up and he wanted to remain a young boy. So we split ways... And it would seem like ages ago that we were together... anyways he called me up today and said he wanted to see me. That he needed to see me. I told him that i couldnt tonight i was working and i had to see some family but maybe next week sometime we could get together. After a long pause he said that would be fine but he had to confess something to me.... That he felt i was the one for him. That he had done a lot of thinking and growing up over the last few years and realized after all that the reason he wanted to grow up the reason he wanted to be a better person was because of me. That he knew before i wanted to grow up and have a life goal and now he too had

Who Really Has More Rights?
Middle east What is up with all this bullshit with people supporting ,dateing,marrying,fucking men from the middle east??? Those rag heads cousisn brothers family or whatever are killing american soldiers and yet when some of these men in the middle east come to north america people still fucking help them out? Why???? in a heart beat they would kill u or yur family. Now this cunt from this chat program called the palace "Yellowbird" fucked this guy from some stupid country jordan and got knocked up and now his stuck with a kid...and u ask where is the kids dad? prolly back in rag head country killing american soldiers just for there Allah. When are people in american gonna wake up and start supporting our own? Am i for the war? No but that dont mean im not gonna stop supporting those american troops who DIE so i can enjoy this freedom. ---More blogs on the way----

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?

How Jealous Are You?
You Are 28% Jealous You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on. In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body. So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control! How Jealous Are You?

Need Your Help.... Yes You
Ok you all I need your help I would like to know if I would start up a lounge how many of you would come and tune in and who could at some point dj for me? The only reason why I'm asking is that ever lounge I go too and dj for I never can find a place I can call home. If you feel the same way let me know about it and let me know what you think about this?

Just A Little Something....
Passed on to me from a friend: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

My Blog
I blog at this website if you are interested...www.myspace.com/tmandras.but I have to let you know not all of my blogs can be read unless you are on my preferred list. Most of them are readable and they are mainly quotes that I post daily...Thanx...

Introducing "swing"
If you have ever been in Central Jerzz you must have heard of Perth Amboy. Thats my homoetown, Home of Vida Guerra & a host of other artist. Let me introduce to you "Swing" Reppin Amboy to the fullest This is the first video Directed by my Dude Theroy. Hope you enjoy..... Image...

~~be Careful...this Could Happen To You~~
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, somet

Life Update
well everytime i come back here sumthing new is happening right now im living with my bf an my sister has just moved back near to us so thats cool shes due to have her bday on our bday may 18th (we are twins) going have the best time for my bday got lots of mates coming an just cant wait well drinkin as per on a weekend

To All The Girls Who Pass Up Nice Guys-
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Invitro/diecast/sevendust 4/29 Last Show Of Tour..
great show last night,at the mojo room,which was the last show of the tour! all three bands rocked out!! Met up with some old friends,and made some sexy new lady friends..who like to shake it to sevendust! good times,passed out some ohr cds!! rock on !!! SEVENDUST FOR LIFE!!! DJK

The Expressions Of A Flame
The Expressions of a Flame ©November 6, 1995 - Peggy A. Rowe The expressions of a flame as it dances to and fro. Sometimes it dances high, and sometimes it dances low. Reflections from the glitter, a million shining stars. Look inside the flame and discover who YOU are... Some flames high and mighty, too proud to even take a bow. Some flames seem to flicker here, there and now. Some flames very tiny, weak they seem to be, deprived of its sustenance. Oxygen, it can't breathe. But, when they shine their brightest of pure light and strength, Only, then we see their beauty,, The Golden dance of life. It's more than a fire, and more than a flame, it's a guide to human nature a lesson from a flame.

Dont Know Why
I waited 'til I saw the sun I don't know why I didn't come I left you by the house of fun I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come When I saw the break of day I wished that I could fly away Instead of kneeling in the sand Catching teardrops in my hand My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever Out across the endless sea I would die in ecstasy But I'll be a bag of bones Driving down the road along My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever Something has to make you run I don't know why I didn't come I feel as empty as a drum I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come

Two Firends
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED! GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED, "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE, WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT

Thinking
Thinking and thinking, When will I ever all in LOVE? Feel either the pleasure or pain? I want to feel the good and evil. The word LOVE, Nobody can explain. Once you're with that special someone. It could be month, days, years, even weeks to figure out what LOVE means in your eyes. I wonder does LOVE have a destiny or trail. When you're in LOVE, Don't be blammng LOVE for your actions that you do to another person to hurt them. Can you feel stronger or weaker? Does it make you high in the sky or as low as the dirt under the earth? If you fall in LOVE you should be committed or at least 100000% honest to your partner. It takes alot of people to fall in LOVE over the months, years, and days or maybe at first sight. Every person in this world is differnt when it comes to fallen in LOVE. It might sound insane or stupid, But it's not you. Everybody isn't the same when it comes to finding LOVE. If someone says they fell in LOVE at first sight, on the net, at a store, etc. Just be the

Livejournal & Myspace(new One)
I need some friends on livejournal & Myspace. I got a new myspace. I hope i can keep this one. Anybody has a livejournal or myspace. Add me. ^_^ http://www.myspace.com/185699948 http://completexdenial.livejournal.com/ I failed to say, my journal is mostly friends only.

~letting Everyone Know~
I just wanted to let everyone know that I will not be on much this week. There is a good friend of mine that is not doing good at all. I will keep you updated as to what happen's. Love and miss ya alll.

Harry The Chicken ...
Harry came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep sleep. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Harry." Harry was stunned. "I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back!" St. Peter said, "I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back:...as a chicken." Harry was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. "So, you're the new hen, eh? How's your first day here?" "Not bad," replied Harry the hen, "but I have this strange feeling inside. Like I'm gonna explode!" "You're ovulating," explained the rooster. "Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before?" "Never," said Harry. "Well, just relax and let it happen." Harry did, and a few uncomfortable seconds later, out popped an egg! Harry was ove

Animal Rescue
Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple. Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. www.theanimalrescuesite.com/ AGAIN, PLEASE TELL SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS!! At this site you can click on other worthy causes that cost you nothing but a moment of your time.....Literacy, mammograms, hungry children, rainforest and more.

Part 1
A work of fiction, based on the Cyberpunk genre. It was based on a role playng game a friend of mine ran. As he stepped off of the freighter, the San Francisco fog danced around his ankles like an eager puppy. He pulled the collar of his black trench coat up, and pulled the brim of his hat down, masking his face with shadows. The soft splash of waves against the dock, and the creaking of mooring, could not hide the steady tapping sound of his walking stick as he moved down the pier. He moved from shadow to shadow, wearing the darkness like a cloak. Even in this strange place, in this strange land, he moved with confidence, almost an arrogance. Without turning his head, he caught movement from behind. Keeping his stride steady, he counted the hunters...three, maybe five...and scanned the docks for his target. There, a shadowed alleyway. Only altering his direction slightly, he moved toward the ally with the same steady pace. His pursuers moved in, catching up with him as he entered

Chp 1
Some more of my fiction (don't worry, Mike, there is more Black Rose coming, I just like to chamge things up from time to time) Bruthar stared gloomily at the pieces of the chess board before him. In the dim, smoky light, he pondered the plight of his opponent, Othgood. Bruthar had toyed with him up till now, but he grew weary of the game, just as he had grown weary of this peaceful lifestyle. The only problem with conquering was the peace that followed. He could sympathize with the story his brother Bryan had told him; of how the Roman emperor wept, for there were no more lands left for him to conquer. “Mate,” Bruthar announced as he moved his rook into the defeating position. “I’ve taken enough of your money, Othgood, you’ll not give me anymore tonight. I should have been back to my forge long ago.” Othgood pulled a copper coin from his purse and handed it to Bruthar. “Loki take you and your brother, Bryan, for teaching you the game. You’d never have beaten me like this ba

First Game
Chapter 2 First Game Friday arrived and the classes dragged, each minute seeming like an hour. Finally, gym class came around. I had chosen archery as the first of my four quarters, so I was outside on the firing line when my mother pulled into the school to pick me up to take me to the testing center. Even though my mind was not on what I was doing, I was an old hand with a bow, and my scores were high enough to impress the instructor. I convinced her to let me turn my equipment in a little early, then rushed out to where mom waited for me. At the testing center, I breezed through the written exam with a 95 and 100. After that, I excused myself to the restroom, where I took a couple of quick puffs off a joint, then popped a mint in my mouth to cover the smell. This was my third test – if I didn’t get it right this time, it would be six months before I could re-apply. I had taken the Drivers Education course from a private school and the instructor got us high before the beginni

It Starts With A Dance
It starts with a dance. Slow swaying to rhythmic music, only the glow of candles in the room. Your arms draped over me, your head on my shoulder, face warm against my neck. My hands alternate from cupping your hips, to running slow fingertips up your back. You can hear my heart beating loudly in my chest, and feel my breathe on the back of your neck. Every so often, as my fingers trace their way up your back, I let my hands drift forward, to stroke the sides of your breast, and grin as I feel you shudder slightly. As your hips press against mine, you can feel the growing thickness in my pants, and smile to yourself at the power you wield. My hand comes up and my fingers curl into your hair, pulling your head back and bringing your lips to mine. The kiss is soft, at first, my lips only grazing yours, tasting your sweet mouth. Then, the hunger begins to build. My mouth presses against yours, and my tongue strokes your lips. I nip at your upper lip, and slide my tongue into your mouth,

Darkened Souls
Darkened doors swing away Open up and show me the way Locks clang down to the floor As we crawl through the door Lead us to the path of light Make us in your perfect sight Keep me warm till dawn sets in and makes my blood flow pure again Breaths as deep as canyons low tears that stream and tears that flow Mindful cheers abound by few Who take a step upon the new Tired legs and broken heart tear me up and tear apart But silence is thy sword and stone To have to hold and be alone

Just My Own Thoughts
today i was out and heard someone tell another friend that looks are everything......well maybe for some that is true but for me its not sure looks matter a little but what really counts is what is in someones heart...sitting down and getting to know someone and finding out what they like and dislike what makes them tick and what they and know and have learn..another thing if you only choose people with looks or ones who have these awsome bodies then the word shallow should follow you were ever you go...look deeper then looks or the way someone is built curves and pretty blues maybe nice to look at but if there is nothing going on upstairs then its going to be a pretty boring time after you get past the looks...just dont judge on looks listen to the person and see what they are all about before you turn and walk away because if you dont stop and get to know them you may have just walk away from a really good friend.....

Help?
Watching it rain once again, all I see are clouds that are dark gray. Why should I even leave the house, on such a dreary and miserable day. I hate my pathetic little life, and every thing that I do. Usually I like it when it rains, but on this day I cant see through. All the bad things that I have to face, like my own demons and thoughts in my mind. Why are there people in the world, that are angry and so unkind. I talk it out as best that I can, but I cant carry my burden alone. Paranoia and depression just settles in,all I want to do is just belong. Feel like I make a difference, is that to much to ask. Then there are some people, who don`t mind hiding behind a mask. Am I sick in the head, what is it I must do? Trying my very best, to get some kind of help from you!!!

Shy Little Angel
You watch him from afar, always afraid to be seen. Ashamed of yourself, and all the embarrassment you might bring. You don`t even know your own worth, just want to meet someone who cares. Then you see him looking back, at you, it turns into a stare. Don`t know what to do, but still afraid to take a chance. Go and grab him girl, or he will be gone in a glance. You will never know , unless you go up to him and try. Never know with him, he may be just as shy. All you have to do is open up yourself, and show him your winning smile. As a matter a fact, I know that is not your style. Sometimes we just have to go against our mind, and go with what is in our heart. So go up and talk to him, that would be a really good start. Just let yourself free, and let your true feelings show. After all you will never know, and the worst he can tell you is no. Have some courage and go get what you want, for you are pretty , that much is true. Even if he does tell you to go away, that just means he doesn`t

Moving?
Alright, so I just found out that we are moving...for the 4th year in a row. This is a move I have wanted to make for quite a while now. Syracuse, NY to be exact. Same city as hubby's family and an hour away from my parents and my brother. I am incredibly happy to be moving to a place where we both actually have roots. But... It's moving. moving sucks, and as I have mentioned, this will be the 4th year in a row. It would be our last move for a very very very long time. Perhaps until the kids move out. But this move involves more work than the usual move because it was a house that was inherited, his parent's stuff is all still there. more than 30 years worth of stuff to be exact. The feeling is bittersweet. I need a cigarette. I need a beer. I can't get a beer, but I can certainly have a cancer stick. I need to go and buy a kitchen scale so that I can print my ebay shipping labels at home. That is all.

Satin Pajamas
I have someone in my life, whom I dearly love. I found out yesterday, that he loves Satan Pajamas, exactly like the one’s I’m wearing now. No, sorry boys, I have no pics to share of me in my favorite Satin Pajamas, but hopefully I’ll actually get round to having someone nearby with a camera sometime when I’m wearing them. Though, in retrospect, the times when I’ve been with someone, and had the camera RIGHT there… other things were going on… that left that camera more than just a little bit forgotten. Nevertheless… I am in those Satin Pajamas now, and thinking oh so very fondly of the one who would like to be touching me in them. ~I

Family Contest Rules
Anyone that does not have a salute photo or whom I know personaly will be removed from my Friends, Family and Fans List. NO EXECPTIONS ! This will be to a Result of a Bombers FREE For ALL I was going to Host. ANYONE in one of my contest MUST have a verified Salute in Their Profile to be added to my Friends List. Here is the New Bombers FREE FOR ALL. Up Until May 12th 5 PM Central I will Accept All Friends Request that have 1 Verified Salute NO EXEPTIONS! The Contest Will Start at 7 PM Central on May 12th Thru May 19th 7 Pm CentralThe Contest Will Start at 7 PM Central on May 12th Thru May 19th 7 Pm Central The Bomber Families Leaders Will Send me a link to Rip ONE Photo or Logo and I Will Place in a private folder and set it as Friends Comments ONLY! NO FRESH MEAT and No Persons Without Salute photos will be able to comment However anyone Added to My List with A Verified Salute will be able to Comment Bomb on What Ever Team they choose as well as the family members.

Most Fav News Story Ever!!!!
WANTED FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER (the actual AP headline) Linda B. 23, a resident of San Diego, was visiting her in-laws, and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some groceries. Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the windows rolled up and with her eyes closed, with both hands behind the back of her head. One customer who had been at the store for a while became concerned and walked over to the car. He noticed that Linda's eyes were now open, and she looked very strange. He asked her if she was okay, and Linda replied that she'd been shot in the back of the head, and had been holding her brains in for over an hour. The man called the paramedics, who broke into the car because the doors were locked and Linda refused to remove her hands from her head. When they finally got in, they found that Linda had a wad of bread dough on the back of her head. A Pillsbury biscuit canister had exploded from the heat, making a loud noise that sounded like a gunshot, and th

Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You- Kellie Pickler
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a BLEEP I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I lo

Whispers In The Nite
WHISPERS IN THE NITE Another lonely day done, the horrific sun descends. From the darkened skyline, she appears with our friends. Calling to me sweetly, beckoning with a whisper. Asking me to join, to forever reign with her. A request so enticing, I could ne'r resist. Why would I want to? It's at the top of my list. Things to do, but only in her loving embrace. A King & his Queen, whom could never be replaced. Dark Temptress, Daughter of the Devil, Dragon in a fight. If being hers soley is so wrong then I never want to be right. Lestat de Lioncourte & Lillith Deville, tag team from hell. Too beautiful angels in love, who fell. Deeper into our abyss we abide. Romancing one another, forever side by side. Both vampires, demons, & witches on high. Together we crush our enemies as eternity draws nigh. No longer traversing time & space alone. Enter our castle, see us take our Thrones. They say, in hell, "tis better to reign than to serve." We shall be

Which Are You
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw80%Leatherface60%Freddy Krueger60%Hannibal Lecter60%Pinhead60%Buffalo Bill60%Candyman60%Jason Voorhees40%Michael Myers40%Captain Spaulding20%Whic

Don't You Think This Guy Should Create A Little More Controversy???
McGreevey to Enter Episcopal Seminary May 2, 2007, 6:47 PM EDT NEWARK, N.J. -- The nation's first openly gay governor has become an Episcopalian and been accepted into a seminary, according to a published report. Former Gov. James E. McGreevey, who was raised as a Roman Catholic, was officially received into the Episcopal religion on Sunday at St. Bartholomew's Church in New York, said the Rev. Kevin Bean, vicar at the church. McGreevey has entered the church's "discernment" phase, which usually precedes seminary work, Bean told The Star-Ledger of Newark in a report posted Wednesday on its Web site. It's unclear whether McGreevey hopes to become a priest. He did not return several messages left Wednesday by The Associated Press. McGreevey, 49, shocked the nation in August 2004 by proclaiming himself "a gay American" who had an extramarital affair with a male aide, and said he would resign that November. The aide denies having an affair and claims he was sexuall

Negative Attitudes Must Stop
One thing that I have seen lately in the news and listening to people talk(not eavesdropping), is the negative attitude toward the country's survival. With the attitude that our country is going going to fail, then it will. That attitude must be quashed. A negative attitude spreads like wildfire, which this one must not. We need to be strong in the face of adversity, even the bullshit adversity that is going on in Washington with our spineless, lily-livered, no balls, no backbone lawmakers, which I believe most everyone will agree. I am not here to tell you all what to think. We each have a brain, so we should use them to the full extent to protect this country and the ideals upon which it was founded. I owe it to my little brother, my son, my nieces and nephews, and the rest of my family. I believe that should be #1 priority on everyone's TO DO list. To keep this country safe, and up on its two feet. Yes, we get a black eye now and then, but we slap a piece of steak on it and keep tro

Fuck Test
1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

To Every Girl
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle

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Hey everyone im looking for cool people in austin to meet up with, and for who ever has a cam and would like to have some fun i have one to that i like getting on, so let me know if you want to have some fun.....

We Have A Winner
GEMS WINS..THE NUMBER WAS FOUR .....STAY TUNED TO MY BLOGS FOR CONTEST.....YOU CAN SEND WHAT U WIN ANONYMOUSLY TO ANYONE ..AND I WILL SAY ITS FROM YOU.....IVE GOTTEN SPONSORS ..FOR THE CONTEST TONIGHT...SO WE WILL HAVE MANY GOOD GIFTS PIMPIN.ETC....MY BLOG WILL ONLY BE USED FOR CONTEST SO STAY TUNED.......ANOTHER ROLEX CAN BE GIVEN AWAY AT ANY TIME...BUT CHANCES ARE BETTER FOR YOU TONIGHT...EIHTER WAY COME TO THE BLOGS FAST....CAUSE GETTIN THERE 1ST USUALLLY GIVES U THE EDGE.........WHEN CONTEST ARE ON AT NIGHT FULL BLAST...HAVE A YAHOO SEARCH ENGINE AND A CALCULATOR HANDY....WATCH ALOT OF TV....AND U WILL HAVE AN EDGE.....BYE SEE YOU NEXT BLOG

Dumbass Of The Week
Man Faked His Own Kidnapping, Police Say Posted Apr 27, 2007 by The Tampa Tribune Updated Apr 29, 2007 at 09:21 PM TAMPA - A Tampa man faked his own kidnapping just to pay for his drug habit, police said. On Friday, John Patterson III, 40, of Tampa, called his girlfriend, Lisa Brown, 39, of Brooksville, and told her that some men were going to kill him unless she brought $350 to him in Tampa. Fearing for her boyfriend’s life, Brown called Tampa police, investigators said. Detectives called Patterson’s cell phone and later found him with Dan Myers, 35, of Tampa, at North 34th Street and East Hillsborough Avenue. Patterson told officers that in trying to feed his drug habit he fabricated the kidnapping story to get money. Both men were arrested for causing a false report to be filed. Police also found Myers to be in possession of crack cocaine and drug paraphernalia. Patterson and Myers remain in Orient Road Jail with bail set at $2,500 and $5,000 respectively

Blazer
I finally got a better vehicle than my 1990 oldsmobile. I got a 2000 Blazer LS. I LOVE IT! Its got heat which my car didn't. I practically froze my @$$ off during the winter. Drivin down the freeway scraping off the frost from the INSIDE of the windows is "real" fun. I just didn't want that thing to die on me when I really needed it. Plus the blazer has 4WD so I can make it to work on time during the winter when I had to call in cuz I couldn't get out of the driveway. I'M SOOOO HAPPY!

Autumnal Flame
In days now past there lies a man much different from I but known as the same much happier then, than as I remain As year's wheel spins Autumnal flame. A flickering flame cast umber still with haunted thoughts my mind doth fill with dead angels voice she whispers my name adrift on the heat of Autumnal flame. As darkness surrounds cascading light and visitors peek from veil of night their presence reminds of forsaken grace. Absent her touch and gossamer face. Thus year's wheel spins and builds the blame but cannot extinguish Autumnal flame. Cannot cease this racing of thought Cannot determine what was for naught. At once two worlds seem bitter and blurred A creation at best of truths half heard. A sickening sense of doubt and shame eclipsing the light of Autumnal flame. And so still I lie now as then different though sans hope nor yen Feeling each shadow's bleekened call rustle and scratch from behind each wall. Dif

Humor
10 Husbands, Still a Virgin -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art meth

Positive Attitude
There will be times when you find yourself in Situations that seem impossible to deal with. Maybe you are in one, now. Perhaps you're in a Dead end job, or a relationship that seems to be Going nowhere. Maybe your family is driving you crazy. Whatever your situation, remember, many people Have stood in your shoes. They found a way to overcome Obstacles and solve problems. But, how Did they do it? They figured out a way to keep a Positive attitude though the hardest of times. They did not focus on the gloom, but on the Resolutions. If they could do it, so can you. A positive attitude is yours for the making. Grab it Now and turn those bad situations into mere Bumps in the road of life.

What Alcoholic Drink Are You
You scored as rum. you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum100%bourbon100%wine83%vodka83%daiquaries83%midori83%absinthe67%beer50%whiskey50%champagne50%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Tomorrow Never Comes!
Tomorrow Never Comes! When rainbows follow April showers And fragrance drifts from perfumed flowers When nightingales at dusk will sing And as sure as summer follows spring— Be thankful that you have a friend When happy day comes to an end To have shared a day of love and laughter Never minding what comes after— Time is a thing we cannot borrow Live for today—forget tomorrow The hour glass sand so swiftly runs And we know tomorrow never comes!

Heavenly Mother's Day
Heavenly Mother's Day She sails upon the clouds of blue Within her favorite color She is my angel up above My sweet and loving mother Still watching over me Every day and every night Sending my heart wonderful memories Filled with love to always shine To ease the pain of missing her Within this heart of mine I reminisce of her often Of all her gentle ways. . . to always be When this special day comes around I feel blessed God choose her for me And yes, there are times I shed my lonely tears Thinking of her up above Wishing she were near But how can I be sad for long? Knowing where she dwells For it is heaven she now calls her home No more pain or worry. . . in her days No tears to fill her eyes No heartache or sickness to ever touch her Where the sun always beautifully shines So on this day I’ll celebrate Because once she was my own The sweetest Mother in the world This daughter has ever known So as I visit her this Sunday Among the markers I’ll make my

Psycho
I really am. I swear. I'm going through some really stupid shit and I get all crazy emotional and just fucking depressed. I feel like complete shit. I got my shoes today. and this stupid mother fucking flash drive that doesn't work and fucked up my computer. Well I'm so fucking pissed off, it's intense. I haven't been this damn angry in forever. I'm just blasting twiztid and being a pissed off bitch.

Been So Long
Been so long since I last saw you But you still tasted the same Your lips on mine Still held that fire That made me quiver All those long nights ago Been so long since you were inside me But you still felt the same You deep inside me Still shakes me to my core Still leaves me breathless And always, always, wanting more Been so long since your arms encircled me Erasing all that pain and hurt inside me Since I tucked my face into your shoulder And felt everything else just fall away Since I felt your warmth and safety Since I wished that you'd never leave me © Andi 2007

Found This Its So Beautiul
If I only had one life I would live it with you If I only had a dollar Id half it with you If I only had one drink I would buy two straws If I had only one meal Id share it with you If I only had a minute left Id spend it with You © Dave Emmerson

And The Iwnner Is
cassie since there are not alot of playerzs......it will be 500 per game..and u cash out when game is over....but u cant get more then 5 gifts nomatter how much money u accumilate...you will have to buy a pimpin gift if u have enuff

A Friends View
From the book of the beloved Chapters for the graceful, the promise, and others Truths were lies and lies honestly proved On crossed paths of confused lovers Verses of intelligent complexity Words simply too naive Lambs lost to the knife of curiousity Who's knife - a mystery to conceive Some say love for forever Some won't believe and be doubtful Love lost and can't recover Faithless becomes blindly faithful So here, to the book, a caution Impossibility is so appealing Single love won't make the equation Turn more pages and see truth revealing

For Ever...
I close my eyes... Grasping... My pillow tiiiiiiiiiight... Tonite... Dreaming of you... Aching to be... Warm and fuzzy... Once agaaaaiiiin... Our time apart... Only plucks on the... Heart strings... Toooniiiiiiiiite... It's playing... Ohhhhh.... Sooo... Slow... Staring at your pic... Dreaming... Of you in... Pink.....or.... Whiiiiiiighte... Dancing... Ohhh... sooo... Sloooooow... Faces... Melting into the... Crowd... Time standing still... Two hearts... Beaing as... One... Staring into your eyes... As I try to... Kiss your lips... It all fades away... As the sun rises... On... Another daayyyy... Every second of every minute... Of every hour... To the start of this day... I'll be thinkin... Of you... Kissess... For ever... loving you... My wife to B...BBE... So I sit back... And close my eyes... Thinkin of you... For ever loving... You... I smile... Kisssssssessssssssss... (c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved

No Need For A Stupid Subject!
Why do you need a stupid salute pic to advance past the friend of cherry tap,and idiots on here act like they are going to win millions of dollars once they get to the top.I don't come to this stupid site to make points,just friends!

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see

Deafening Silence
Its amazing how silence can be so loud that its deafening. It seems every day i fell a little more crazy. Letting my thought flutter around in my head, only to make my stomach turn over with stress. I letting my emotions get to the best of me. Letting the silence get to me. It just seems like every time one things goes right for me.. 6 things crumble in my life. I am still looking for an Official notice if the family i have been talking to will host me. Trying to get things ready at home for me to leave so everything isnt last moment.... and most of all. I miss him. Gawd i miss him so badly. Even the silly things like laying on the bed watching tv. ... chasing me up the stairs. I know i am being a silly girl. This is a bad month for me. It would have been my mothers 46th birthday last week (rest in peace) and its kinda big year for me. My mom took risks in her life and ended up dead at a young age leaving beind 2 children. She got prego with me when she was 23.. which is the ag

Trust Trust And Lies
You Could Trust Me To Take You To Paradise,You Also Could Trust Me To Sweep You Off Your Feet,If You Approach Me Right I Could Show You The Beautiful Side Of Life,Why Is It Always When Im Around You Im Happy? You Show Me All The Good,I Took My Time With You Cause I Knew When You Said Live Life First I Would See The Real,Now Its Time For Us To Explore Life Together,But Theres One Problem The Truth Is Im In Love With You,I Want You And No One Else,Without Us Theres No Life For Me,Wait A Minute....Let Me Think About This,My Heart Was Broken Before,Is It True You Could Be In Love With Two?Now I Want To Be The Only One In Your Life That Makes You Feel That Energy,I Want To Be The One You Feel Safe And Secure With,So Why Is That A Problem?Its A Feeling Inside Me That Knows Its Going To Be Perfect,For That Fact Im Afraid Because I Dont want To Mess This Up,We Were Made For Each Other,My Mind Stay Focus On How I Could Better Us,We Spent Alot Of Time With Each Other And Yes It Was Very Special!

How Much Of A Lesbian Are You?
You scored as Bisexual. You're a free-spirited bisexual. You like both guys and girls, and what someone has between their legs won't stop you from loving them.Bisexual100%Straight33%Big dyke!17%Trendy bi17%How much of a lesbian are you?created with QuizFarm.com

~~ho Down~~
As a result of the Imus fiasco, there will only be 49 contestants in the 2007 Miss Black America Contest ... No one wants to wear the sash that Says IDAHO . Jessie Jackson & Al Sharpton are meeting with the Governor of IDAHO to get the STATE name changed !!

To Those Who Care`
IM GETTIN OFF THIS SITE I APPRECIATE THE COOL PEOPLE I MET ON HERE BUT BECAUSE OF THE RECENT EVENTS IM GETTIN OFF THIS SITE IF YOU ARE ONE OF THSE COOL PEOPLE(SINCE YOU AE READING THIS I GUESS YOU AARE :) )I WANTED TO SAY THANX FOR THE GOOD TIMES AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YALL AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO DROVE ME AWAY BECAUSE OF SIMEPLE WORDS...ITS WHATEVA IM TIRED OF YALL OLD ASSES ACTING LIKE CHILDREN GROW THE FUCK UP AND BE SOMEBODY QUIT SITTIN ON YA ASS ALL DAY ON CHERRYTAP. MAHALO, KALANI POLOLENA

Depressing Week~
Well this has been a depressing week for me. First my bf and I broke up and then my friend that was in the hospital passed away last night. And there was also a teenager here in town that passed away from a car accident. I am getting better though, the support I have is awesome. But I walked out of work 2 time's this week and the last time everyone told my boss I quit, so now I have to find a new job. I will keep you updated as the week goes on. Stay safe and have a great week.

In The South
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 goes east and west, I-75 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi &

I Cost $80.50
1. Had sex: $6.00 2. Smoked: $5.00 3. Got drunk: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00 7. Cheated on a test: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00 11. Given oral: $5.00 12. Got oral: $5.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16.Dyed your hair: $0.50 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00 19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50 20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00 21. Said you love someone but didn't mean it: $1.00 22. Been in love: $4.00 23. Got caught doing something that you shouldn't have been doing: $1.00 24. Went streaking: $4.00 25. Got arrested: $5.00 26. Made out with someone at the movies: $2.00 27. Peed in the pool: $0.50 28. Played sp

Poetry
A stoubborn girl through many years of pain has shielded her heart from loves stain long ago she drained her soul leaving only an empty hole where love and kindness once resided coldness and cruelty are easier she decided only leaving an icy chill and hardened rock rejection and heartache have been blocked though now and then she wonders still what its like to love and feel she looks at lovers with envious eyes always eager to give love a try sometimes inching closer everyday others waiting for a love thats miles away she longs to be as brave as them one day finding a love that will never end but going so long without an ounce of care has left her ability to love somewhere and the icy chill that plagues her heart has damaged and torn her apart now scared to let down her defenses she has unfairly robbed her senses like the taste of a lovers kisses the long embrace of the one she misses the scent that lingers when he

Short Story
Final Goodbye Crista gazed at Derek, trying to hold back the forceful tears that filled her eyes. They had broken up a few months earlier, but no matter how hard she tried she could never stop loving him. Being best friends with him wasn't enough, she needed more, it killed her to watch him see other girls who didnt deserve to be with him and it hurt to see him waste his time. Finally getting up enough courage to confront him, she decided to confess her feelings that she hid behind her smile and happiness, she had to tell him that she was letting go for good. "Im finally giving up hope that maybe we could be something again, that we could be like we used to. Ive realized that that will never happen, I cant make you feel for me what you felt for Jenna. She didnt treat you right, i wish that with one hug i could take away all of the pain you've been caused by family, friends and relationships, i woud take that pain away in a second even if i knew it would only make you happy for a

~~look At This Ass~~
Subject: OK..Fw: The Donkey One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey ste

Wonderful
I'm so frustrated I can't sleep. Every night is a collision, I'm caught right in the destruction zone. It all collapsis around me and then procedes to fall, take me with it and crush me. Everyday seems like a joke because I'm living, I have hope but it all fades with the sun light. I feel like a depressed maniac.

A Song Me And My Wife Emily Wrote Together
Something About Love Written by: Emily Nichole Gross & Charlotte Alese Renee Tyler *CT* Ordinarily enough, Was the way I fell in love, I was doing simple everyday things, Waiting to see what the day brings, Not long into the day our eyes connected, And my eyes werent the only thing affected, My pulse began to leap, My heart skipped a beat, There's just something about love, *Chorus* The moment I saw you it was an instant attraction, It was an impulse a chain reaction, I knew I had to have you all to myself, Not to share with anyone else, Staring into your icy blue's, All I wanted was to be with you, There's just something about love, That I just can't get enough of, Holding each other deep into the night, Laying in each other's embrace until mornings early light, There's just something about love, *EG* Visiting family, Was the way you found me, In a crowded room all alone, Off in a corner on my own, You walked over, And I knew you'd be

Hm's Night Befor Christmas
"Twas the night before Christmas as I flew o'er the Marine Base, when I spied a young man who seemed out of place. His eyes showed compassion, his hair a bit long, but his head was held high and his body was strong. His air was confident, his uniform smart, but what impressed me most was the size of his heart. For he embodied honor, one of his country's best, and the words U.S. NAVY showed large on his chest. As I stood there in wonder and gazed into his eyes, the words that he spoke took me quite by surprise. "What's wrong Santa, haven't you ever seen a sailor before?" I sensed something special and longed to know more. "To be honest, this field thing wasn't part of my plan, but God didn't give me a boat or tin can." The words he spoke next surprised me all the more, "But I'm as proud of my Navy as I am of the Corps!" "Don't worry Santa, that I'm a sailor you see, for when a Marine goes down they will still call on me. They will forget I'm a sailor, they'll cal

Corpsman Up !
CORPSMAN UP ! The blood is flowing The bullets are flying all around But a man lay gravely wounded Can’t you hear his mournful sound? Corpsman up! He’s out of his hole and crawling Mortars are falling all around But a man lay gravely wounded Can’t you hear his mournful sound? Corpsman up! The cordite and smoke is sickening Fifty yards…so…yet so far But a man lay gravely wounded Can’t you hear his mournful sound? Corpsman up! Now you can almost touch him But lie there is all he does But a man lay gravely wounded Why can’t I hear his mournful sound? Corpsman up! Now, at last, you reach him A faint breath is all that you see Yes, the man lay gravely wounded Just a gurgle, no mournful sound Corpsman up! My leg, what’s causing that burning? Grab a hold and drag him to me Yes the man is gravely wounded Stop the death rattle sound Corpsman up!

Rudeass People
CuteQuoteGraphics.com When someone gose and says shit about someones eles u stand up for them. I fucking hate people who make fun of someone that is disresepctful and rude. I dont put up with that and never should anyone eles grrrr.... Quote Images From CuteQuoteGraphics.com

My Tummy Hurts
So I'm sitting at work as i oft do. . .and I am all kinds of disenchanted. . . You know i've noticed with blogs pretty much anything I have to say can be summed up in the subject. . .You don't even really have to read them. . . Thats not to say you shouldn't read them because definately you should and then of course commiserate with me about my stomach pain back pain head ache ect depending on what my bitch of the moment is. Mostly i'm just sleepy and could really go for a nap. In fact i think i'll take advantage of my dangerously low call volume and doze off here. . . Been lovely chatting Liz

Remember When !!!!!!
Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC ...... ...Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no... second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT !! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal

Crush
Oh what beauty on this night That reign from the heavens With such delight Oh romeo i plee for thee Come sweep me again Off my feet Surrender your heart Bow down before me For I shall crush you Into nothing.

The Gift.....
He opened the crate and looked at the contents, grinning from ear to ear as he surveyed his gift. The bound form inside was wrapped from head to toe in bright red ribbon, and he licked his lips as he ran his eyes over her. She was encased completely, save for the tiny holes where her nostrils were, and he marveled at the soft swell of her breasts beneath the sea of red. She mewled softly, the sound thick and distorted. Her mouth had been stuffed with two large foam rubber balls before the ribbon had been wrapped tightly around her head. She squirmed helplessly, moving only the slightest fraction of an inch, and he heard her muffled grunt as she strained against her cocoon. He took hold of her and lifted her from the crate. She jerked and yelped at his touch. He ran his fingers along her body, admiring the severity with which she was restrained. The ribbons were impossibly tight, and her flesh had been compressed beyond any limits he would have thought possible. Her body

Hey Hey Hey
well its been a lil bit since i updated this so let me do that now. heaven is doing good still. went tannin last week and burnt but am better now besides the lil i burnt today from my two hour walk. i am seriously thinkin bout goin army again cuz i found someone who i trust to watch heaven and the recruiter is willin to come to me this time. work is goin pretty good too. found out today i got the backup position i put in for...well one of them. so that definitely made my day better. aint heard from bubba in a while but am sure hes just busy. oh i got the ring i ordered for him finally, got it the other day. its beautiful i just hope he likes it. but besides that aint much new goin on...still workin like crazy and takin care my lil angel.

Phebe Time Again...
So it's been an odd week or so, and for the most part, I knew why and I was cool with it. Stuff happens and you figure a path, you know? But there were lingering feelings I couldn't put a reason to that have been - not dragging me down, really - just muddling my thoughts. I started rummaging thru an archive of lyrical poetry yesterday. It usually just sits there, patiently waiting for me to get an urge and dig out a piece so as to take another shot at it. For the most part, these are pieces that are fairly close to complete, but for whatever reason, didn't feel 'right' to finish at that particular moment in time. one of them fairly leapt out at me yesterday - a song I had written for a friend that would never get to hear it - and opening the file and reading those thoughts made me seek her sisters out today. That was when this one hit home. Ont the 17th of this month it will have been 10 long years since the world lost a singular voice, a truly talented, completely lo

As Time Passes
As Time Passes When we awaken in the morn, Before the sun has risen, Let's thank the Lord for all the love In our life, He has given. Recall the moments which would count As our true love-light blessings, Times He answered wordless prayers, Never kept us guessing. Let our minds go back through days, So unforgettable... Knowing those were gifts of love, From Jesus Christ to us. These days we live, are stressful days, Days of greed and scorn. People move along the paths of Selfishness, soul borne. The body is an earthly thing, It shan't attain new life, It will whither, shrink and die, disintegrate from sight Yet, we as human beings, find, Such pleasure in this flesh! We preen and pose and change ourselves To look our very best. This is a good thing, sure it is! In His image we are made! But, we need to know that as we live... The youthful beauty fades. If each of us jus

Dark Days, Step Mother & Distortion
Dark Days (Talons, claws, Eyes of red) "Make you wish You were dead! Hold the handle Don't look back Quiet baby.... Just a smack!" Step Mother Satanic devil in command Has the future in her hand Daddy's dead and gone away Never knew a Sadder day Daddy lies there fast asleep I pray the lord his soul to keep Distortion Truth is but The grinning skull 'Neath the chubby Smiling face! Deception is The infant, fair Who will, one day Lay his world to waste! Ginny ©1984

The 10 Secrets To Love
The first secret: the power of love. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help recognize him or her when you meet. The second secret: the power of respect. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself? " To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself, "What do I respect about them?" The third secret: the power of giving. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. The secret formula

New Photos From Today's Shoot.
As usual, my photoblog. The shoot turned out wonderful. Not too long, not too short, just enough. Actor: Sam Mason As always comments welcomed! [1.] [2.] [3.] [4.] My personal favorite! ^^ [5.] [6.] [7.]

Frequently Asked Questions From Men
Why does my wife want to be spanked? Because she needs to feel that you are in charge and because she has been acting in less than a way a proper wife should. Do I have to spank her to tears? Yes, by spanking her to tears you are allowing her to fully submit and be humbled for her actions. Isn't spanking just for kinky play ? No, it is a great form of behavior modification and attitude adjustment. Does it need to be on the bare bottom? Yes, by having her bottom spanked bare will increase the effectiveness of the spanking and help to teach her. What if it doesn't work, and her behavior continues? Some problems require more than one discipline, you will need to spank her again. What instrument should I use? The best by far is always the hand, it is safer then other things, and besides you always have it with you. What if I am mad, could I hurt her? If angry at the time, put her in the corner and take that time to cool down, once you have gotten control of your an

Cycle Of Abuse
The Cycle of Abuse Domestic violence (also called wife abuse, family violence and partner assault) is rarely a one-time occurrence. It usually takes place as part of a cycle that includes the following phases… Tension-building stage: Insults and other verbal attacks; minor abusive situations; victim tries to be compliant, "walks on eggshells," and feels helpless; atmosphere becomes increasingly more oppressive. Violent episode: Built-up tensions erupt into incidents ranging from severe verbal/emotional abuse to physical/sexual assault and can last from a few minutes to a few days, depending on the relationship. It is during this time that a woman is most likely to be seriously injured or killed by her partner. Honeymoon stage: Following a violent episode the abuser is usually contrite and attentive; the victim once again recognizes the person she first fell in love with and may be inclined to believe his promises to change. Unless there is some form of intervention, t

Domestic Violence - Myths And Reality
Domestic Violence – Myths and Reality Myth: Wife assault doesn’t happen that frequently and in most cases, the incidents are blown out of proportion. Reality: In a study conducted by the Ministry of the Solicitor General, one in five Canadian men living with a woman admitted to using violence against her. Accurate statistics are difficult to attain since domestic abuse remains a largely under-reported crime – the police are called in just 25 percent of incidents. Myth: Domestic abuse mainly affects the young and poor. Reality: Abuse is a widespread problem and occurs in all racial, ethnic, social, economic and age groups. Myth: Women often do things to provoke their partners. Reality: Domestic violence is rooted in the perpetrator’s desire for power and control. Victims report a wide range of "reasons" for the outbursts, many as minor as "buttering the toast the wrong way." Abusive partners may avoid taking responsibility for their actions by blaming the victim

Emotional Abuse
Many women find that emotional abuse is difficult to name or even talk about. They often wonder if it is serious because you cannot see it, like bruises or broken bones. Emotionally abused women state that one of the biggest problems they face is that others seldom take it seriously. These questions will help you identify if you are being emotionally abused, and provide some ideas on what you can do about it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP LIKE? Do you feel that something is wrong with your relationship, but you don't know how to describe it? Do you feel that your partner controls your life? Do you feel that your partner does not value your thoughts or feelings? Will your partner do anything to win an argument, such as put you down, threaten or intimidate you? Does your partner get angry and jealous if you talk to someone else? Are you accused of having affairs? Do you feel that you cannot do anything right in your

Dreamer Of Dreams
You have come to me from a distant land, Dreamer of dreams, to fill my hearts desire, Sweet music flowing from your nimble hand That plays within... to light my passion's fire. A symphony of word and thought you bring. Excitement builds upon crescendo's sound, Brought forth in tones to make my light heart sing For all the beauty that, with you, I've found. A life is changed in just an instant's time, All darkness fled before that brillaint sun That shines from spoken words of softest rhyme And speaks of treasures, only just begun. This mystic meeting gives my heart a glow That few have seen and only you will know.

Driving In St. Louis
I agree with most of this! If you live in St Louis you'll understand this. If you've ever visited St. Louis you'll understand this. If you've never been to St. Louis consider this your Visitor's Guide to Driving in St. Louis. 1. There are 75 "unofficial neighborhoods" in the City of St. Louis. St. Louisans commonly give directions--especially for restaurants--to strangers based on these neighborhoods, which aren't marked on any maps that are handed out by the tourist board, the AAA or Mapquest. 2. There are 54 school districts--on the Missouri side alone--each of which has their own school bus system with scheduled times to block traffic. 3. There are 91 official municipalities in St. Louis County. Each municipality has its own rules and regulations, and often their own police departments. 4. More importantly, most have their own snow removal contracts so it's not uncommon to drive down a road in winter and have one block plowed, the next salted, the next

The Mad Mad Wourld Of A Mind Lost
I'm sitting here alone in this dark cell My mind is bending, twisting and breaking Reality becomes fatansy is this even real All this Seems like a bad dream I'm being chased by thw white rabbit Through a maze or a labrith Ther's are demons and ghouls all around me I turn right yet it's a left I'm finding a butterfly toking and not sharing There a chat that appers and disapres I'm lost in this mind of mine Every thing is twisted and cruel I find a cat and he tells me I'm dreaming but yet I'm awak I keep running I turn to look back and I runn into a tree I knock myself out cold When I come too I'm in a padded cell and I realize I'm Locked up in the madhouse.

The Familly Member That Have Move
The Familly Members That Have already have move to this account are as Follows: Little Ones of ♥Firefighter Family♥@ CherryTAP Sean Little Brother of Ann ♥Firefighter Family♥@ CherryTAP Katie Little Sister of Ann ♥Firefighter Family♥@ CherryTAP So we hope if we were ur friends on the old account that u add us on this one too. Thanks a million

Regret
Leaving a moment to become history Pain overtaken by unfamiliaf fears Determined to run form the consequences Myself, Standing alone away from where Driven by my emotions with no destination Weight pressing against my damaged soul Craving to become individually impaired Visually blinded by weak eye sight, dark Changing, becaoming something different Holding onto a moment; history left in time Finding time passing me b, moving forwardstanding still, Alone, Stuck on a memory

Thursday 5/10/07
I'm bored so I thought I'd just go ahead and write this before I forgot and before DJCracker does her show and I get distracted listening to music lol. It's been a pretty normal day here, I've just been mumming, chatting and listening to music as usual. I've been trying to get a friend to come here from MySpace, but it just isn't gonna happen I don't think lol, oh well. I think I'm gonna add the new guestbook feature that I saw earlier today and update my stash and maybe add some more backgrounds to my page to make it a bit more interesting while I'm listening to Cracker later this evening. I'm getting hungry so I'm hoping that we will have tacos from Rio Grande for dinner because I am having serious cravings for it lol. Well, I think I'll end this here since I'm just talking crap at the moment, lol hope everyone has a great night.

I Need Input So Please Reply!!!
So things have gone from bad to worse for the most part for me and I have been trying to decide something. I've been trying to decide if I should just say fuck it and end it all. So I guess what I am looking for is a yes or no answer and why. If you read this PLEASE RESPOND with an answer. Thanks.

Why I Urge You To Not Support Them.
WAL-MART TAX FACTS HOW WAL-MART AVOIDS PAYING TAXES: *Wal-Mart owns its stores. Bet they pretend they don't. *They set up a fake "shell" company out-of-state. Then, they pay rent on their own store to their own fake company. *They deduct the cost of rent so they don't have to pay corporate income taxes on it. THIS SCAM HELPED WAL-MART AVOID $3.39 BILLION IN STATE TAXES BETWEEN 1999-2005. (1) HOW WAL-MART LINES THEIR POCKETS WITH YOUR TAX DOLLARS: *Wal-Mart failed to provide company health care to over 775,000 of its workers and their families in 2005. *Many of those employees are forced to use Medicaid or just show up in the emergency room. *While other companies take care of their workers, Wal-Mart shifts the costs to taxpayers. TAXPAYERS WILL PAY $9.1 BILLION OVER THE NEXT 5 YEARS TO COVER WAL-MART'S HEALTH CARE COSTS. (2) THE REAL COSTS OF THE WAL-MART TAX: IF WAL-MART PAID THE TAXES IT OWED IN 2005... *318,440 uninusured children would have he

Him
He's got a rough exterior look about him, but he's as soft as a pillow inside. He's got a heart of gold. I tested our friendship at first and almost lost him, but he came back to me. He sees something special in me and he knows I can be a good person if only I would love myself more. I am trying to do as he states and it's working. i am loving myself more and more everyday. He contacts me when I need a friend the most and I could never thank him enough. He's the best person I have met in a long time and I have never even met him in person..YET. I hope he stays in my life for the long haul. Friends like him are hard to find. I try to find the words to thank him for all he's done, but I can't seem to find them. I think of him often when I am down on myself about my life and just try to remember his words to me. He's my angel and my guiding light to the path of happiness. He puts a smile on my face just by saying hello to me and thinking of me. I know he's not just mine, but I cherish eve

Sonnets From The Portuguese Xiv
I actually only read this today but it so clearly and easily described my feelings on the subject that it became a favorite. . . Sonnets from the Portuguese XIV If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say 'I love her for her smile--her look--her way Of speaking gently,--for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'-- For these things in themselves, Beloved, may Be changed, or change for thee,--and love, so wrought, May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,-- A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby ! But love me for love's sake, that evermore Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity. -- Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Have You Ever Been In Love?
Have you ever been in love? Been in love where your heart races when you see them. When you ache when they are not there. You only yearn for their return. Have you ever been in love? Been in love when your head can only think about them. Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them. Have you ever been in love? Been in love where only your future is all that matters. You see them in your arms forever and ever. Have you ever been in love? Been in real love? I have ... the moment my heart fell for you.

My Wife
i am so proud of my wife she is 33 and she is going to walk across the stage to get her high school dep. after being out of school for so long she went back and took care of it this just shows you that no matter how hard you work in life and want something you can do it

Happy Mothers Day To All Moms
I really dont know where to start, I guess first I could tell everyone how lucky I am to have the most wonderful babies in the world. I am a 38yr old single mother who loves 2 ANGELS named JUSTIN 14 and ALEXIS 10. Growing up I didnt wont kids or a husband. Well girls let me tell u GOD has humer, but Im glad he was joking ith me on March 25 and March 28. Kids Mom loves you!!! I see Mothers Day as a day to celebrate their births not for me giving birth.THANK YOU GOD

Answering Some Questions
Why is it so hard for some to understand what LDD is? And why we live it. In the past few months I have had many questions about Kim and my lifestyle. It has been compared to D/s, master/slave, bdsm, all of which it is not. Too many believe that LDD is one of these and should be in those groups, how wrong can people be? I have been told that spanking Kim is wrong to do on a daily basis, had questions about our blogs, been asked to be a Master to someone on line. Do these people not understand that I love my wife and she loves me, we are not into playing games, swapping, or being in an on line relationship. Too many game players out there. This way of life has been around for ages, our parents, grandparents, and such lived this way long before there was a title, the Man was always in charge, the wife submitted to his descions. Just look back at any old T.V. show from the 50's, leave it to beaver, father knows best, etc... I am constantly amazed at the number of individuals wh

11's
the next person who shout boxes me will get the rest of my 11's!... and if you also like to you can rate my photos 10's :) but that's up to you.. just IM me on shoutbox for the 11's :) I think I have 69 11's!

Donate Your Old Boat
Donate Your Boat To Science If you have a trailerable boat that you might consider using as a tax write-off – you may now donate it to a new program funded by the U.S. Coast Guard. It could help the nation’s waterway accident investigators better understand boat collisions. The National Association of State Boating Law Administrators (NASBLA) is gleaning information from a series of staged, two-vessel collisions starting this September in Virginia. A variety of powered, trailerable watercraft from bass boats, open runabouts and pontoon craft to small cabin cruisers and personal watercraft will be involved. After the staged collisions are performed, NASBLA intends to relocate the subject vessels to the National Transportation Safety Board’s Training Academy in Ashburn, VA, where they will be used in future NASBLA boating accident investigation training. The BoatU.S. Foundation for Boating Safety and Clean Water is assisting NASBLA in its quest to secure donated boats for testi

Japanese Down On Breast Feeding And Sex
Remind me not to find my next wife in Japan!! Japan scraps plan to urge breast-feeding A Japanese proposal to urge mothers to breast-feed their babies and sing lullabies to children was scrapped after critics warned it was too intrusive, a news report said. The proposal, which would also have recommended parents limit their children's television viewing and promote age-appropriate morals, was to have been announced Friday by an education reform panel named by the government. But experts and some government officials said the measure was "beyond intrusive," and interfered in people's private lives, Kyodo News agency said Thursday, citing unnamed individuals close to the panel. Japanese breastfeeding rates are much lower than those in other developed countries, according to various studies cited in a 2006 article in the International Breastfeeding Journal. The comparitive studies said in 2000 the full breastfeeding rate in Japan for infants aged 1 to 2 months was 44

Why Men Are Never Depressed:
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T- shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one su

Nobody
Nobody is around me well not really they've never seen me not the real me just my shell and when I start to come out they show me just why I'm in my shell I dieing inside but I'm all alone nobody is here when I'm wounded nobody there to help me grieve I wish somebody would be there but theres nobody.

Care For What You Are Given..
My heart pounds, every beat I feel like it's trying to escape.. Where love now stays, once there was pain, anger, maybe a little hate.. I let the images of your body cross my mind, wanting you more each day.. I am hard people have said, don't fuck with her, never get in her way.. They don't know how you have gotten to me, soften the shell.. Each night you are not touching me, kissing me, each night alone, I am in hell.. I question my sanity, putting my heart in a strangers hands, am I wrong.. Don't hurt me, my vengence would be painful, loud, and long.. I'm trusting you to care for what has been broken before, take care.. I am yours, each breath, each word, my soul, each curve, here I am for you bare..

The Boss Lady Of Judged Men Alliance
My name is Lady Gray, I am the founder of the Judged Men Alliance. As you can see we are still under construction, but I'm learning slow but sure. What we hope to do is to bring some decorum of understanding between those within incarceration, those whom have been judged and society at large. To share knowledge, wisdom and answers for issues which not only plague those within incarceration and re-entry, but our neighborhoods as well. We will discuss life on both sides of the fence, openly, freely, honestly, and with respect to all of humanity and life itself. The views which will be expressed within this group may not always be on a personified liking, all we ask is that you not only hear, but listen and contemplate what is written within our messages, these pages, minds and heart. I hope that you will all find this an asset to your walk within the light of day as we seek to find answers for gray. If there is anything that we can help you with please do not hes

Story
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tigh me to your bed ? naked ? ok ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for i'm sutch a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drups of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanne taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanne taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please - i don't think so you naughty boy !!! and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, al opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your klit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to grow and grow ....you see it

For Those Wanting An Update
this morning there is not really any change to report. Daddy is sedated, still on the ventilator, still has a tube in his left lung where he blew/punctured a hole. they don't really expect much change over the weekend. I have spent the past 24 hours trying to not think about the horrible side of this. I keep telling myself that next time I walk in that room he will be awake and know who I am and be doing so much better. anyway...I am flying in my sis-in-law to help me out with the kids and such for awhile with all of this going on. at this point I will try to keep people more updated if something happens. if you need me for something just call or text. if I don't respond right away, it's most likely because my phone is off in the ICU. ok, love you all.

Keep It In America
I under stand that America is one of the richest countries in the world, I also understand that with power comes responsibilities. However I do not understand why we are expected to help those less motivated and less fortunate than us. I don’t see the point in forking over billions of dollars per year in tax payers money in order to keep afloat a stolen nation or feed a family in a third world country. I also see no point in helping those who stab us in the back every chance they get and gloat every time they force us into conflicts against their enemies and not ours. We as Americans need to force our government back into a isolationist state, we need to tell the government that we are no longer willing to pay for and support a government that is for any other country other than their own and we need to force them to deport those men women and children who come from all around the world and gain access illegally into our country. We as a people need to reinstate laws that are for

Ensure The Existence Of Our Children
Schools today teach kids to be proud of who they are, they tell our children that pride is nothing to be ashamed of. That is they tell the black brown or yellow child to embrace their people’s triumphs, while instilling into the white child’s mind that his people did nothing to add to the world. Teachers tell white children that their ancestors, the men and women who single handedly created a civilized and lasting society, the people who brought about a way of life unimaginable to people of the past that his race is full of nothing but hateful and oppressive people. The teachers no longer teach fact, they tell our children that it was a black man who created electricity, or a brown man invented the telephone. We, my fellow white men and women are living in a time where the Jews reach has become to far to be chopped off, we as a people have failed to heed the warnings that have been piling up ever since the turn of the 20th century and now we are paying the ultimate price. Our chil

Mothers
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watchin

Happy Mothers Day
Tomorrow is a special day, Guys & Gals should go out of there way, To make tomorrow the greatest day, And show there love in all ways, Mothers day is here again, Your mother should be your best friend, Tell her how much she means, Treat her like a queen, Without her, you would not be here, So why not show her how much you care? To all my friends that are mothers, I love you like no other! Happy Mothers Day! Let love show the way! A poem written from my heart to all mothers on my CT list! Happy Mothers Day!

When Your Hands Go Out
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist? Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat. All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey

Sunday...mothers Day :d
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Truth
The key word in a relationship (especially the one you have with yourself) is 'acceptance.' Can you observe your life without passing judgment? Can you accept all facets of yourself? Can you practice kindness regularly?

April
I am smitten. Is it love when you think about someone every waking moment, talk with them multiple hours a day and now dreaming about them? I dream about my ~BaBe~ when I sleep. I wake up and get out of bed and check for txt.msgs. and see if I have any mail or comments from this amazing chick. Could it be the beginnings of something more than a crush. She makes me extremely horny yes, but I've been horny since about 12 or so. I know how to handle horny. Plenty of girls who would take care of that for me, or I could take care of it myself.(if ya know whut I mean). The latter option would be so unsatisfying and the former would be too much like cheating. Whats a dude to do? Oh, and btw did I say how hot and sexy and cool and apriliscious this chick is?

Anthony James
Anthony James, performing at Yuk Yuks, he is pretty fukin hilarious... Check him out and send him some feedback.. dont be rude tho, he is my baby Check him out at www.myspace.com/EFFING_ANTHONY thx dolls

Update About My Pc Problems
Well, I got a call from the CompUSA people, they said my PC have the mother board and the power supply screwed, so they have ordered the parts and now I have to wait a little over a week for them to tell me when it's going to be done! Fuck!!!.... I'm trying to do my best with my snippy's laptop... I miss having my own stuff though!!! booooooo Spanks Mistress M

Sunday 5/13/07
I actually got out of the house for most of the day woohoo! lol. We went to Dairy Queen for lunch, and to my grandparents house to give them a present for Mother's Day that they can both use, a prepaid cell phone, since they didn't have one and have been wanting one. We visited them for awhile and played with their golden retriever puppy Duchess for a bit, she's gotten a whole lot bigger since we got her for them at christmas, but she's a sweet and beautiful dog. After we got home I just did the usual chatting and listening to music thing lol. Well, I'm getting tired so I think I'm gonna end this here and go get ready for bed and maybe chat for a bit longer before I get off for the night. Have a great night everyone.

A Man Has Six Children...
A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement. He is so proud of himself that he starts calling his wife "Mother of Six" in spite of her objections. One night, they go to a party. The man decides that it's time to go home and wants to find out if his wife is ready to leave as well. He shouts at the top of his voice, 'Shall we go home now Mother of Six?" His wife, finally fed up with her husband, shouts back, "Anytime you're ready, Father of Four!"

I Wouldn't Want To Belong To A Club That Accepts People Like Me As Members.
One thing that happens when the borderlines of gender are transgressed toward power is that those in power defensively miss the point. Eve Merriam's 'The Club', in which four gentlemen, a page, a waiter and a pianist in an Edwardian men's club, drink, play billiards, sing songs, tell jokes (while keeping an eye on the ticker tape), opened Off-Broadway in 1976 to reviews by one male critic after another who dismissed the show because its cast of seven women failed to convince the audience that they were really men. In the 'New York Times' Mel Gussow chided: "Did she [Merriam] think we wouldn't notice the latent femininity under the blustering masculinity?" (Gussow 1976). And Douglas Watt in 'The Daily News' complained that one actress in particular "didn't fool me for a minute" (Watt 1976). Of course she wasn't really trying to. Other critics were more obtruse - and more vicious. "The idea itself is the sort of thing one would expect to find in a girl's boarding school on pare

Tomorrow = Deletion Day
Tomorrow I can delete my account, YAY, I'm migrating back over to myspace, =) Anyone wants to add me on there, here's my addy! I'll be looking forward to keeping in touch with most of y'all My Myspace Link

What About Older And Buff?
This is bullshit. I should get a disoount for being good looking and buff. I'm almost 47 and buffer and better looking than 95% of the population in their 20's. . Nudist camps reach out to the young and buff WOODSTOCK, Connecticut (AP) -- Here's the naked truth about nude recreation: The people who practice it aren't getting any younger. To draw 20- and 30-somethings, nudist groups and camps are trying everything from deep discounts on membership fees to a young ambassador program that encourages college and graduate students to talk to their peers about having fun in the buff. "We don't want the place to turn into a gated assisted living facility," said Gordon Adams, membership director at Solair Recreation League, a nudist camp in northeastern Connecticut that recently invited students from dozens of New England schools to a college day in hopes of piquing their interest. The median age is 55 at Solair, where a yearly membership is $500 for people older than 40, $300 f

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Dylan Thomas

Dentist Appt And Cat
I went to see my dentist today and I do have a bad infection in my tooth.The infection got in my blood stream which is why my neck is so sore.They have me on antibiotics and will pull it June 10th.Yes I have pain meds.Ok my cat last night she had seizures.Why I have no idea.If it happens again tonight we are taking her to a vet.She is fine at the moment.

Now That's What I Call A Mchappy Meal!! Lol
You know, I always took joy in getting a Happy Meal from McD's when I was a kid because the toys inside were so fun to get. But, now that I'm older, the thrill is gone. Or..., it was. It seems McD's is offering a new kind of satisfaction as some granny found a condom in her granddaughter's Happy Meal. I don't want to know what she did with it. Ew. Spokeswoman Joanna Redfern-Hardisty said because of its popularity, the previous happy meal gift had sold out at the outlet and prepackaged sports bags were substituted as children's gifts. I wonder if they then ran out of sports bags, so they replaced those with the scroat coats and love gloves. (I'm going to have to start eating McDonalds again) Na, I still can't stomach it

..missing You...
..MISSING YOU... Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"

Cancer
Your Zodiac sign and its personality - How close to truth - Boys and Girls. Cancer (Jun 21 - July 22) Symbol: the cardinal/water sign (Dominated by the Moon)Day of the week: MondayStone: Pearl, Emerald, Opal Colors: Gray, Silver, WhiteFlower: Jasmine, Iris, GardeniaMetal: Silver Essence: Mint, Lila Animal: Hare, Cat, Swan Characteristics:Cancerians get things done through the power of their emotional commitment. They have a continuous one to alternate of melancholy and joy. The natural ones of this one sign are sweet, preservative, capricious, enigmatic, fantasists. They love luxury, the trips, and the house that in many occasions is adorned with as much traditional old and peculiar objects as of the past. They fear the uncertainty of the future and the new thing, and in addition they hate the violence in all his aspects. Extremely timid, possessive and romantic, they tend to be united to the people whom they love. Not only do they aggressively work to accomplish the goals ins

End Of My Shop
I will be ending my time running my shop..I gave it hell..lol..I am closing by the end of may..I have to get a normal job and work for a living..I really liked meeting all the new people for everyone thanks for the love I got form everyone my profile will be up for another 2 weeks or so..Luv all..I will miss you all...

Quotes From Stephanie Ericsson. . . . .
". . . madness is actually a sane reaction to an insane world." " A country song I once heard said it all for me:'You've got to stand for something or you'll fall for anything.' "

Shades Of Your Kiss
Forever your kiss will last. The touch of your lips will always linger. To my dying day I'll taste the salt of your kiss. It is my future and my past. That sweet caress I can feel. Always when your not around. The lips and kiss that can hold so much. To the softness of tender moments to the burning passion that crushes my lips like steel. Your lips will burn like flame against my skin when your passion is in full reign. Your lips will crush all resolve when doubt comes to my mind. Your taste will leave me breathless the moment your lips meet with mine. The way your lips affect mine wont leave me the same. The tenderness your lips can inflict on me can break me and leave me with so much emotion. A light caress of your lips can cause a strong sensation. As if you pressed against my mouth with a burning determination. Your softness and your tenderness can leave my heart in such utter commotion. Always will the tender kisses and kisses of burning passion will be min

Bond Of Heart
The bond of heart grows slowly, as the tree grows in the heart of earth. As tree crosses the barrier of walls entangling roots and crossing slender branches, let the bricks collapse down between us. You are the part of life slowly. As a music,softly played in tunes, my heart beholds hearing your voice. As the picture of you comes in my mind, shaping its surroundings to its beauty, it mirrors the spectrum of the source. wide opened eyes looking at the sky. Expecting the drop of rain in the desert dry. The ripples of water in pond by a stone Resembles the flow of my emotions in the heart by your thoughts. You shower the rain of love. shine with the bright light, tearing the darkness in the heart. As you will come here, Sun rises over a dark soul I'll be filled with more than I could ever hold.

Bastard!!!
Man charged with stealing $250,000 worth of Skittles • Alan Chavez, 22, charged with stealing truck with $250K worth of Skittles inside • He was removed tires from truck when police arrived • Chavez said he'd paid someone else $500 for the tires DALLAS, Texas (AP) -- A little candy can add up to a rainbow of trouble. A man caught removing tires from a truck has been charged with stealing the tractor-trailer containing $250,000 worth of Skittles, police said. Seven pallets of the 28 in the truck are still missing, authorities said. Alan Chavez, 22, has been charged with first-degree felony theft. It was unclear Monday whether he had a lawyer. Chavez said he had paid someone else $500 for the truck's rims and tires, police said. The truck has an estimated value of $85,000, and the trailer's value is $30,000.

Dale Roark For President
Letter to the Editor I am in Deadhorse, Alaska, by Prudo Bay. It is quite cold here, -32 degrees. This time we have here wasting your gas money instead of your tax money as a major oil company is paying for the project. The project is surveying the ice between here and the North Pole. The company I fly for surveyed this same area in 1991, 1992, and 1993. We are 2/3 finished with the current project and so far the ice and snow appear to be the same as the earlier surveys or may be even more. It appears that the global warning scheme is a hoax. Consider if you will: Fill a drinking glass up with water and ice cubes. Let the ice melt and check the water level. (i.e., the water level will get smaller.) At this time it appears that 93% of the Ice Caps are below sea level. Explain to me how the melting of the Ice Cap is going to flood New York. This mean temperature difference between 1907 and 2007 is .7 of one degree. 53 degrees F in 1907 and 53.7 in 2006 in the contiguous U.S.

Check This Out, You May Help Save A Life!
DO YOU KNOW................ This year in America, more than 211,000 women will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 43,300 will die. One woman in eight either has or will develop breast cancer in her lifetime. In addition, 1,600 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 400 will die this year. If detected early, the five-year survival rate exceeds 95%. Mammograms are among the best early detection methods, yet 13 million U.S. women 40 years of age or older have never had a mammogram. Your click on the "Fund Free Mammograms" button helps fund free mammograms, paid for by site sponsors whose ads appear after you click and provided to women in need through the efforts of the National Breast Cancer Foundation to low-income, inner-city and minority women, whose awareness of breast cancer and opportunity for help is often limited. ***Click on the pink square & when you get there, click again on the picture of the little pink square.... Click every day to give hope to women i

If
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you But make allowance for their doubting too, If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools: If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your t

Jobs
So, I was thinking today about the things I've been lucky enough to have my hands in, in the last year. A couple of jobs stick out. Last summer I was lucky enough to work as a Sous Chef at a fusion restaurant. An amazing experience that only makes me want to go to culinary school even more than I did before. It's sad that I have access to only a tiny kitchen that doesn't allow me to really use all the knowledge I learned :( That will change soon enough though! And my current job, which I love, a professional pet nanny :) It started as something I could do in my spare time, while I got my own business up and running (www.voodoopincushion.com) but now it's turned into full time insanity! I am still working on my business, and hope to have the full web page functioning very soon. But, I get to spend my days with all kinds of great animals. I don't work in a stuffy environment, that enforces a dress code, and me to hide my identity. I go to other people's homes, while they are a

A New Beginning
I am getting to that point again where I close myself off from the world and stop caring. Luckily enough I have done it enough to adapt to still be able to care about a few things mostly my daughter and about 2-3 friends. Nothing else I am ready to drop a match to the shop and walk away. As for my ex god if he could turn the knife in my heart he would but hell enough I can't do it. Sick of it all if it goes up in flames tomorrow as long as my kid and a few others are ok I don't care. I could sit here as the world burns and roast marshmallows. I don't like it when I get this way because I am a cold hearted bitch. The pain is getting too much so I am just going numb. Knowing if I walk away from the bike shop I will be screwed but the bike shop will close barely has effect on me. If it wasn't for my kid there is not a thing on this earth that could keep me anywhere.

And Now A Breaking Update
DADDY IS GOING TO BE OK. for the most part. it is a long road to recovery. He is off the ventilator tube and breathing strongly on his own. He just has to make it past the hurdles of avoiding pneumonia and blood clots. He is frustrated as his voice is not there yet, and I can only imagine he is a little scared. I am....tired to say the least. now that he is awake I am not at the hospital every moment since it just gets him a little worked up that he can't talk. so I give him time to rest, he is still in ICU and weak. visitation is still family only. I am still dealing with the stress, just a little less than I was. on a small happy note, I will get my net back tomorrow according the cable guy this morning. so once more I will sit for hours on end and stare at my little glowing world. oh... how I have missed it.

Ugh
Ugh you make me mad the way you act, you say that you like me but my mind is racked. You never call you text now and then, with you it is hard to tell where this will all end. I'm scared to say what I really feel, wonder if I say it if it will break the deal. I like you I want you I wish you felt the same, but sometimes I feel like I wish I never heard your name. I'm so confused right now don't know what I can do, but maybe I'd be clearer if I got a sign from you. I don't want you to want me unless you feel it full force, I want to hear that I'm your girl and that your other relationships have run their course. But somehow I know I'll never get this from you, It is so obvious as to what I need to do. I need to move on I need someone new, I need to get over it I need to get over you. I'm sure you won't miss me I mean why would you really, I'm crazy for fallin for you I mean really it's silly. 4:38 PM -

It Hurts
It hurts that you never cared to call. That you never thought of me after this happened at all. It hurts that I love you more now then ever before. I opend my heart to you and you ran out that door. It hurts that you don't ever write, even more when I think of you late every night. It hurt that you could lie to me and cut off your love, I really thought you were sent from above. It hurts that I still have so much love for you, even more that I know there's nothing I can do. It hurts that you never even tried to explain, it seems like there's nothing that can fix my pain. It hurts that you were the only one I ever loved with all of my heart, I wish this had never happened I'm falling apart. It hurts so bad that I'm starting to cry, It hurts so bad and I don't know why.

~~late Breaking News...........
Subject: Fw: Church Squirrels There were Five country churches in a small TEXAS town: The Presbyterian Church, the Baptist Church,o?= o?=the Methodist Churcho?=, the Catholic Church,o?= and the Jewish Synagogueo?=.o?= Each church was overrun with pesky squirrels. One day, the Presbyterian Church called a meeting to decide what to do about the squirrels. After much prayer and consideration they determined that the squirrels were predestined to be there, and they shouldn't interfere with God's divine will ... In the Baptist Church the squirrels had taken up habitation in the baptistery. The deacons met and decided to put a cover on the baptistery and d rown the squirrels in it. The squirrels escaped somehow and there were twice as many there the next week. The Methodist Church got together and decided that they were not in a position to harm any of God's creation. So, the y humanely trapped the Squirrels and set them free a few miles outside of town

Scars Of A Juggalo
IM ANGRY NOW!!! I FEEL LIKE A WATERFALL ALWAYS FALLING DOWN. I COULD NEVER GET BACK UP TO HIGHER GROUND. WITH THE RIVER I JUST KEEP FLOWING ON DOWN STREAM. LIKE A DEER IN THE MOUNTIANS CAUGHT IN THE HIGH BEAMS. BAAAM!!!! DEATH ALL AROUND, PICES OF MY SOUL ALL OVER THE GROUND. WHEN I FINISHED PICKING UP WHAT WAS LEFT OF MY SELF, MY HEART WASNT IN MY CHEST, IT JUST COULDNT BE FELT! AND NOT TOO LONG AFTER MY BRAIN STARTS TO MELT. INSANE! DRINKING AND SMOKING TA DEAL WITH THE PAIN. OFTEN THOUGHT ABOUT JUMPING IN FRONT OF A TRAIN. SHIT, I WONT FEEL IT. MY BODY'S FILLED WITH NOVACAINE. COMFORTABLY NUMB, I GOT USE TO THIS SHIT. AFTER SEVERAL YEARS OF DRINKING YOU STOP TRIPPIN' ON IT. BUT IM STILL INSANE AND Im STILL FEELING THA PAIN. STILL EVEN LIVING WITH A MELTED BRAIN. JUST A LITTLE DIFERENT, !!!IM ANGRY NOW!!!! IM NOT TRYING TO HARM MYSELF, I WANT THE WORLD NOW!! FUCK THE WORLD AND FUCK EVERYBODY IN IT.

Tesla "love Song"
Tesla - Love Song Lyrics (Keith, Hannon) [Solo] So you think that it's over, say your love has finally reached the end Any time you call, night or day, I'll be right there for you If you need a friend It's gonna take a little time, I know, time is sure to mend your broken heart But don't you even worry, Philadelphia, 'cos I know you'll find love again Love is all around you, love is knockin' outside your door Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know Love is all around you, yeah yeah, love is knockin' outside your door Waitin' for you is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again, I know [Solo] It's all around It's all around Love will find a way - darlin', love is gonna find a way Find its way back to you Love will find a way - so look around, open your eyes Love is gonna find a way - love is gonna, love is gonna Love is gonna, love is gonna find a way, yeah

A Feelin Like That
Baby, you give me a feeling like that I've found the future, I don't wanna look back Hold onto me tight and never ever let go Tell me if you care, just so I'll know Baby, we got each other and that's a lot We'll have to fight for what we got But together, we shall make it through Even if it's just me and you You can make my heart skip a beat or two My heart crashes into my chest and threatens to break through You're my reason for standing up so strong When nothing is right, and everything is wrong I could travel down a road in the middle of the night But you and I both know it wouldn't work right Anything to get that feeling back now I can't figure it out and I don't know how If running would give me that feeling, I'd run for miles If laughing would work I'd be all smiles But there's only one thing that maks me feel that way And that's being able to see you each and every day

I Have A Question For All Visa Credit Card Holders
Many of you have asked me why visa is not accepted on my site. The only pay account that supports my site is call CC Bill. Unlike all the other credit card companies that don't charge a fee for use, visa does. Visa knows that everyone in America has their card, so they charge us site owners high monthly fee's. I would have to pay $2500 a month in order for you to use visa. So my question is.. If I pay this fee to Visa so you guys can use visa on my site. How many of you would sign up and join my site today? I need honest answers please because this is a very big decision for me at no cost to you. If you would sign up today, send me an e-mail to thickcaramel1989@aol.com and just put Visa as the subject. This way I can see if it's worth it or not. I thank everyone for your support. I love you all -Thick

Italian Pride
You Know You're Italian When.... You have a nonna. You eat Sunday dinner at 2:00 You know what a rice ball really tastes like. Your car has a green red and a white bow with a horn attached on the mirror! You know the words to Dominick the Donkey! On Christmas Eve you eat only fish Your favorite slow song: Ti Amo "Fuhggettaboutit" The Godfather is your role model You love Nutella...anytime... Your nonna's meat balls are the best You always dress to impress You always gotta have a clean pair of Fila's You love Versace, Gucci, Prada, Armani, just cause there Italian. Favorite movies: Godfather, Good Fellas, Bronx Tale, The Last Don... and you live by them. Guys gotta respect their women...or else... You've been hit with a wooden spoon or had a shoe thrown at you by either your mother or your nonna. Pasta, pasta, pasta everyday. Your father owns 5 houses, has $300,000 in the bank, but still drives a 76 Monte Carlo. You share a b

Differences In Men And Women
The Differences in Men And Women NICKNAMES: If Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle go out for lunch, they will call each other Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle. But if Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack go out for a brewsky, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Schmegma, Peanut-Head and Useless. DINING OUT: And when the check comes, Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack will each throw in $20 bills, even though it's only for $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their check, out come the pocket calculators. BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom -- a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of Dial soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. GROCERIES: A woman makes a list of things she needs and then goes out to the store and buys these things. A man waits

Trapped In The Hidden Truth
The always sudden in vision of me walking in a field of daisies Spinning around then stopped by a sudden sight in the corner of my eye A thing of beauty just passes me by I begin to chase it It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen I have to admit When suddenly something else so dark and amusing I knew something was wrong I knew something was about to happen like a horror movies foreshadowing song Then I let go of this thing of beauty and began to chase you Its dark shadow amused me it's color dark blue All of a sudden day turns to night It don't seem right I began to run Trying to find the sun Then ... I knew It was too good to be true This beautiful blue Just hypnotized you as it lead you to he's dark soul Left so cold and alone Hypnotized by he's stare With the most deadliest look But he didn't care His eyes are nothing but a tall tale of mystery The color of his eyes Their beauty tells nothing of his past or history The varieties of his li

Just Wondering
This is for my personal wonders...lol Guys, if you are single with no kids, would you be hesitant about dating someone with children? Ladies, if you are a single mother (WE RULE!!), would you consider dating a man with no children? Is it easier to date someone with children already if you are already a parent?

A Whole Lotta Sex Goin On!!!!
Your on your way to see your favorite football team play, in a limousine no less. You're flying high, the only thing that could make this day better for you would be your blind date being gorgeous and horny. The only way you could get the seats from your boss was if you took his tomboy granddaughter with you, so you know there's not chance of her being gorgeous, maybe horny but not gorgeous. You're not going to let that ruin your day, though, you're about to see your favorite team play from sky box seats, what more could ya ask for. The limo pulls up to the curb and the driver gets out to go get your date. 'Yay!' you think and roll your eyes. You watch out the opposite window as you wait for them to come. The door opens and you look over as a gorgeous woman slides in beside you. She introduces herself, not taking her eyes off of you, holding her hand out to you. You shake her hand and continue to hold her hand as the car starts to move. She laughs nervously and you let go of her hand.

Giving Her The Eye
A beauty stood on a balcony high, Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye. A young man walking down The Strand Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand. Invited up to receive her thanks He drooled on her features, figure, flanks. While dining on champagne and chicken These strangers felt their heart beats quicken, Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible, Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable. Over croissants and coffee in the morning The young man felt suspicion dawning, Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?" "Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye".

Cool 3d World
RONNIE AND I FOUND THIS PRETTY COOL 3D VIRTUAL WORLD, IT'S ALOT LIKE HERE, BUT ITS MORE INTERACTIVE AND U GET UR OWN HOME TO DECORATE, AND YOU EARN POINTS TO BUY CLOTHES AND FURNITURE, ETC. THE LINK IS BELOW TO THE HOME PAGE TO DOWNLOAD IT AND TO JOIN. http://www.kaneva.com/home.kaneva

Broken Heart
When I First Met You, You Took My Heart For Good. The Smile On Your Face Made My Heart Melt Into Yours. I Thought To Myself That This Is The Perfect One That I Have Always Wanted, Then All If A Sudden One Day You Spazed And You Ripped My Heart Out And Broke It Into A Million Pieces Just As If It Wasn't Met From The Start. Now I Just Sit Here With A Broken Heart!... Please Do Not Copy!!

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am awake, pretty fried actually. All I do is work, work.... and work... I look forward to my one day off a week, where I can hang out with my family and friends, which I dont really have many of, because most people I know are fake little jerks who would not know the difference of being honest if the shit was literally coming out of their own mouths. I hate people like that. I dislike fake people. People who fake who they are to get everything they want. I dont like people who lie either. I mean is it so hard to tell the truth these days. I mean, seriously take me.. If you look morbidly fat in an outfit. I would be the friend to tell you that. YOU LOOK FAT! shit I dont do that stuff out of jealousy I do that because Im honest. Plain and simple. To be honest if you do not like that honesty then you can kiss my big fat behind. Because my honesty is the besat thing about me... kinda saaaad... NO?

Its Been Kind Of Slow Lately.
Things haven't been going anywhere lately. It almost seems like CT kind of died a lil bit. I'm even contemplating whether or not I should stay with CT. Meh, oh well. Life is good for the most part. I miss chatting with some of my friends on here. Well I'm keepin it short. I hope you guys have a fantastic day! :D --Jon ;)

Birthday Wishes
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MOMENT AND EXPRESS MY THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT WAS SHOWN TO ME ON MY BIRTHDAY. I WAS SO AMAZED FROM ALL THE CARDS AND COMMENTS AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...YOU ARE THE BEST FRIENDS I COULD EVER ASK FOR...STAY SAFE AND HAVE AN AMAZING DAY MUCH LOVE...DAVE

Make A Solider Feel Good Today
normaly my blogs are about me but today they are about my friends who are in the service just take one minute today even if you dont have one on your friends list find one and say hi ask them how they are or just give a hug or thank them for what they are doing for us and our country...never forget our hero's they are always on our minds and forever in our hearts......

Questions
let me no wot u all think of me!!!!!! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and How did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word? 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something that you couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Bored And Venting...again
I work with the public. I work with mostly the bad side of the public (I know, my choice). I have a couple observations of the above mentioned....WHY ARE THEY SOOOO STUPID AND WHO LET THEM OUT INTO THE WORLD TO BREED???? I am a somewhat nice guy, I say please and thank you...I open doors for old ladys and smile.... The "hard ass look" in your eye as you puff up your chest is very, very funny to see. The uniform that you use to blend in with the rest, very original. Do me a favor and shut up about how hard it is to be you!! Get a fucking purpose and walk on....(the following does not reflect the views of management or any companys tied to this idiot at the keyboard)...THANK YOU AND DON'T FORGET TO TIP YOUR WAITRESSES AND BARTENDERS....

What Is Love
What is love? The dictionary describes love as "a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude towards a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness", or perhaps "a feeling of intense desire and attraction towards a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance". In truth this is only a part of what love is. Sometimes when we take time to ponder such questions we use the term meditation to describe it. However, just listen to your heart to know the answer. You can do this anywhere, anytime. However, be sure that you truly do desire an answer to your question, as the universe will answer you. The answer lives within us, for we are Love. Love is all around and within us, for the entire universe and beyond is Love. You are a co-creator of this entire energy field. When we know our power and realise we are co-creating our lives with love, then we will start to see p

What The Fuck Is Wrong With People!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070518/ap_on_re_us/gun_giveaway ANNANDALE, Va. - Openly armed firearms enthusiasts packed a normally sedate government building, hoping to win a pistol or rifle and at the same time send a defiant message to gun-control advocates, especially New York Mayor Michael Bloomberg. The Virginia Citizens Defense League, a gun-rights group, organized Thursday night's "Bloomberg Gun Giveaway" in large part to thumb its nose at Bloomberg, who accuses some shops of allowing illegal purchases of firearms that later were used in crimes in his city. The city has filed federal lawsuits against more than two dozen shops, including six in Virginia. Two guns were awarded Thursday, a Para-Ordnance pistol and a Varmint Stalker rifle, each worth about $900. The winners did not immediately receive the weapons — they will still be required to undergo federal and state background checks. The first winner, Jay Minsky, responded with an obscene hand gesture when as

Saying The Right Thing
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton

Wasted
All the tears I have wasted. All the hurt. All the pain. WASTED Wasted on you. Wasted on "things" Wasted on stupid stuff. All the thinking, talking, planning and waiting. WASTED. Tears I have cried. Thoughts I have thunk. Dreams I have dreamt. The big part of my heart I had opened up. WASTED.

Khe Sanh Hill Fights Veterans
To Be Honored Memorial Day At The Wall For Immediate Release May 16, 2007 Contact: Lisa Gough (202) 393-0090, ext.109 THOUSANDS EXPECTED AT THE VIETNAM VETERANS MEMORIAL FOR MEMORIAL DAY ACTIVITIES Vietnam Veterans of America, Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Veterans, Family Members and Singer Keni Thomas to Take Part Washington, D.C.?The Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund has reached out to veterans, family members and related organizations to take part in this year?s annual Memorial Day Observance at The Wall at 1 p.m. on May 28, said Jan C. Scruggs, founder and president of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund. Thousands of family members, friends and veterans are expected to attend. This year?s ceremony will begin with a short procession by veterans of the ?Hill Fights? of Khe Sanh, Vietnam, who are marking the 40th anniversary this year. Walt Sides, president of Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Washington, D.C., Inc., will lead the audience in the pledge of

Pay Attention
First-year students at Med School were receiving their first anatomy class with a real dead human body. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have 2 important qualities as a doctor. The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the human body." For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck his finger in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing,"! he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes, but eventually took turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body and sucking on it. When everyone had finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

The Unborn Eternity
I was born before the sunshine with glowing arcs of ruby and crown whereupon vessels the seals sigh tearful wave which has yet to born thrown to mirage I ride the sky horses of delusion until dawn I was born before the sunset with humming bats of feathers and blooms whereupon eves the winds paint ruddy journey which has yet to roam thrown to wings I fall and faint my dim rays until doom I have died before the death with swelling rats of black and pink whereupon rivers the mice grow bloody stream which has yet to sink thrown to pigs the flies blow that inner dirt I slink I was built before the rocks with crippled stones of mystery and maze whereupon heights the eagles weep eyes of agony which has yet to gaze thrown to gales I fade and sweep that ominous flame I blaze I was whispered before the devils with malicious mouths of mud and mold whereupon nakedness the throats cough rueful pages whi

Hotdogs..
thats what we had for supper.. I cooked a lil bit.. I worked today.. 12 hours.. and 12 hours saturday and sunday also.. But.. its gravy.. :) I actually like my job.. it keeps me doing something at least..but.. pooter and I havent been fighting as much but we arent around each other as much either... I dunno.. my teeth hurt.. I have 2 wisdom teeth coming in.. ouch! they hurt super bad... I miss my family its been 7-8 months since I have seen any of them.. :( theyre all in iowa or mississippi.. so... I dunno... I am really close to my grandmother and I havent seen her since thanks giving of last year... but I am used to being alone.. its normal I guess well I smell like plastic... night

Soul Mate
Soul Mate We took a leap of faith,without Hesitation I gave you my heart.you Looked into my eyes,and told me You love me.at that moment your Heart became mine.our souls united And two lives became one.by a love That there are no words for.a love So strong,we broke down life's Barriers,conquered life's challenges And emerged stronger than ever as one.

Anger
Teeth clenched Hands tight Holding in my anger With all my might Backpack through the window Chair to the wall Images tempting Stalking down the hall Cheeks buring red Heart rate beating Blood is boiling Anger is heating Green little monster Ripping through my skin Anger is sharp Like a sewing needle pin Control is useless But I will not give I already know This is my life to live Pushing it down Where no one will see The monsterous little anger I've built up in me

Love Is
Love is like a large cat Sitting on its paws. You may pet it all you like; It lives by its own laws. It comes and goes as it decides No matter what you say. It seems the more you want it near, The more it goes away. And then when you are quite content To sit out in the sun Alone with just your thoughts and dreams, Not needing anyone, Out it comes, as if in fear That somehow you'll forget, And jumps up purring in your lap, Demanding to be pet.

My Name Is Sarah
my name is sarah My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl,

Things To Do On An Elevator
Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: 'Shut up, dammit, all of you just shut UP!' Whistle the first seven notes of 'It's a Small World' incessantly. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: 'Got enough air in there?' Offer nametags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside down. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: 'I've got new socks on!' Meow occasionally. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose. Walk on with a cooler that says 'human head' on the side. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce 'You're one of THEM!' and move to the far corner of

This Girl
you have talk to a girl on the internet and want to meet her.and a coulple of days befor going to meet her she tells you that she has a mental illnes called bipolar or borderline personality do you still go and meet her and do you still talk to her?

In One Day
So is very warm day,(like finnish people say when is hot like hell)..and that happend abouth 2 times in year... Every living thing get wet... I sit in little "hill" where i whats flower in my toes. In front of me is road and heaven is my back....(someone is allready make song all of this). 135 000 moskitos fly all over me like i,m only one in hole world.. There come some lady who walk whit her bike. _good day! i say -day! she answear -Pls sit whit me here forwail and we can talk little,I say. -i like to ,but i can.t, cos i,m must hurry. -You must be so hurry ,cos you WALK whit that bike. -Well bike is broken,did you know any who can fix it? -yes i do. Lady sit next to me. -there is lot of moskitos,she say. -yes there is,i say,(we are finnish and we have to be one). -why it make that sound?she ask. -because it is moskito. -But it is not so sure.Thats why cos is it moskito it make that sound.(oh gee). Then we both are silence.We are grown up w

Maybe He Would Love Me If I Had
her stomach her face her shoulders her boobs her butt her legs her back i wish i had all that cause he hates this but he'll see, i'll be perfect then he'll love me soo much and never leave me.

Useful Words Not Found In The Dictionary
Useful Words Not Found in the Dictionary Sarchasm: The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the reader who doesn't get it. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very high. Karmageddon: It's like, when everybody is sending off all these really bad vibes, right? And then, like, the Earth explodes and it's, like, a serious bummer. Dopeler Effect: The tendency of stupid ideas to seem smarter when they come at you rapidly. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a refund from the IRS, which lasts until you realise it was your money to start with. 17

Red Pam Jams
An Angel in red pam jams such a lovely sight to see I think I'll get one like it for my Christmas tree I'll check at Harrod’s London for the perfect one And bring it home and place it high when the shoppings done So to Harrod's I did make a trip looking for that thing But all I found was tinsel, lights and Christmassy sorts of bling I asked for help to find it but all they had was blue I told them red and nothing else, she goes to MMU! I left the store and walked towards home with sorrowful tear filled eyes When through a window of a tiny store I spotted my tiny prize An Angel in Red Pam Jams! My heart quickly filled with glee A quick purchase and a rush right home to place it on my tree Now every year on Christmas Eve we gather round the tree And gaze up at the Angel and the secret known to only me. When gifts are given and hugs are shared I think of someone near An Angel in red pam jams who brings us Christmas cheer. Dear Kim, I really dont know h

Let There Be Light
Let There Be Light In a physics course, which involved light, electricity and magnetism, the students were required to read the week's experiment before coming to class... At one lab session the student assistant wanted to see how many of his pupils had actually done so. "What are the two types of light?" he asked. The lab fell quiet until one wise guy raised his hand and said, "Uhhh, Actually there are three: Bud, Coors and Miller!"

Animals Lyrics
I, I'm driving black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don't know that you were missing She'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissing Screamin' [CHORUS] No, we're never gonna quit Ain't nothing wrong with it Just acting like we're animals No, no matter where we go 'Cause everybody knows We're just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we're in You're beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears By

Sad Panda.
Sad, exhausted, drained. Tired of being a third wheel. Tired of the computer fucking up constantly. Tired of being upset and depressed. Tired of sleeping too much or not enough. Tired of bullshit from every direction. Tired of not feeling worthwhile. Tired of feeling so godamned emo. i want a cookie.

Sunday 5/20/07 Sunday
Today was just another day since we didn't go to the college graduation today. We didn't go because it was the whole school and mom didn't want to have to sit through another long ceremony like we did yesterday, although it was nice other than a few boring speeches lol. I was hoping to go out with a friend tomorrow but she ended up getting called in to work so we'll go either later this week or next week. Anyway, not much else to report, I haven't been on here as much as usual because I think I'm getting burnt out or something, not sure what's up with me lately lol. Well, not much else to report, so I think I'm gonna end this here for tonight. Have a great night everyone.

Im A Pissed Off At The World Cat Yay
You scored as Pissed at the World Cat. And here we have the next serial killer. Try having some cotton candy, it'll make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, Psycho.Pissed at the World Cat67%Ninja Cat50%Derranged Cat33%Drunk Cat0%Love Machine Cat0%Nerd Cat0%Couch Potato Cat0%Which Absurd Cat are you?created with QuizFarm.com

I'm Baaaaack...
I've been gone for awhile but I'm back now and I'm really excited to meet new ppl. Things have changed since I've been gone from lost cherry.... My family made a huge move which was bittersweet, but it was for the best in the long run. We have a new addition in the family-a lab/australian shepard mix puppy named Lillie whom we adore. Anywhoooo...I'm excited to be back on CT and hopefully will be introduced to new and interesting ppl. Thanks for reading!

Find Me Here...
http://www.fairegoers.com/members/member_profile.php?page=7&id=31 http://www.bangbusarmy.com/forum/member.php?s=80224290c739790270ab4c439be09ff5&u=1883 http://zombiedeath.pureshift.com/ http://www.trbbfc.com/board/search.php?q=&s=y&u=obsidian468&f=all http://www.myspace.com/103747182 -------------------- Where I'm trying to move to... The apartment complex is called "The Fairways at Towson" and is located at the corner of Loch Raven Blvd. and Taylor Ave. The complex is about 5 minutes off of the north side of 695. Feel free to stop by. --------------------------- Send me an email... obsidian468@yahoo.com obsidian468@verizon.net --------------------------- On a personal note: Desperate cry for help! Yes folks, the director is falling to his knees and begging for a LOT of help. Here's the situation: I have to move out of my house in two weeks. I have a place lined up, and would have the money to make the move if it weren't for one thing: the

Bam!! Crash!!
Well, sorry everyone for not being around last night. I was out of town this weekend, riding with some friends over to see a baseball game. One the way home, we had ourselves a little accident. In the middle of nowhere. No 'net, no cell, no NOTHIN' No one was seriously hurt, mainly cuts bruises, but it put me out of touch for some time. I managed to drag myself home at about 5 this morning. I will catch up on comments and such as soon as I can. But first I gotta get some sleep.

Decision
I just thought about it.. i see the "Crush" thing on peoples pages.. havin like dozens or better one day then the next there down too like 3 and next there down too like ZERO, its amaznig how adults can act like children, how they can fall in and outta love and have crushes for a day! its stupid actually.. i mean .. come on this isn't grade school and there is no such thing as love at first site.. ist LUST get over yaself.. and to state YOU are in love with someone on line tat you have never met face to face, touch to touch.. is just retarded! you can't be IN LOVE with someone if you never touched them felt them kissed them and such.. its a fasination that most have on line and want it off line but when it comes down too it there too fuckin chicken shit to do anything about it.. so they all live there little fantasy .. being home married to someone and then stating there IN LOVE with so and so..well dur.. if ya are.. leave ya hubby/wife, and find ya TYPE partner that you are so fucki

How’s My Driving? Dial My License Plate
May 20, 2007 Motoring How’s My Driving? Dial My License Plate By KEN BELSON IN “American Graffiti,” the character played by Richard Dreyfuss spends much of the movie pursuing a mysterious woman played by Suzanne Somers, who drives a white Ford Thunderbird. If only they had SameLane, a service that allows drivers to call strangers on the road by dialing their license plate numbers into cellphones. A CB radio for this century, SameLane is aimed at commuters stuck in traffic, long-haul drivers fighting fatigue and good Samaritans trying to help people with broken taillights and such. To use the service, which goes live on Monday, drivers register their cellphone and license plate numbers with SameLane, which sends them bumper stickers identifying the drivers as part of the SameLane network. After spotting a member, drivers dial a company number, punch in the license plate number of the car they want to reach and wait for SameLane’s computers to connect the call. Registratio

Guess She Doesn't Mind Monkeying Around
Dutch woman still likes gorilla despite attack Sun May 20, 10:17 AM ET AMSTERDAM (Reuters) - A 57-year-old Dutch woman who was attacked by a gorilla at a Rotterdam zoo said the ape was still her favourite even though she felt she was going to die when he bit her. I go to the zoo almost every day with my husband, and we're always going to see Bokito. I even have pictures and videos from Berlin when he was only four months old," the woman told Dutch mass-circulation daily Telegraaf. "He is and remains my darling," the paper quoted the woman as saying from her hospital bed, where she is being treated for bite wounds and a broken arm and wrist. The 11-year old male gorilla burst out of its enclosure on Friday and went on a rampage in the zoo's cafeteria before being recaptured. "I stood by the small apes in the Africa section when I heard a thud behind me. I turned around and there was Bokito. I had nowhere to go. He gripped me, sat on me with his full weight and began biting me

Free Pass
Most people in relationships are familiar with the concept of' "THE FREE PASS". Simply stated, "THE FREE PASS" is granted by a spouse and enables you to have a fling with a famous person. So who would I use "THE FREE PASS" on, you ask? Tina Fey. Yup. She's smart, funny, and sexy. I'll never meet her, but if I did, and if she was suffering from poor image issues and consented to a night of wild abandon, she'd be mine. Now all I need is for her to do an episode of 30 Rock in which she gets bound, gagged and kidnapped, and I'll be in heaven.

If You Know A Soldier
If You Know a Soldier... They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give our support So they know they are loved From the depths of our hearts ~~ I write this for every soldi

Final Inspection
Final Inspection The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint". "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough". "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep.... Though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep". "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears". "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear". "If you've a

Broken Angel Will Go
She cries tears, for you, Salty beauty in glass eyes, Seeing into the depths of her, She goes blind. She breaks fingers, for you, Words wilting on dead scrolls, Hearing, of distant memories, She goes deaf. She bruises bodies, for you, Battered remains, crimson covered, Scars masked by the flood, She goes numb. She shatters pictures, for you, Distortion, reality, crumbled images, Memories broken in a soul, She goes lifeless. She kills a dream, for him, Belief in the immortality to bring, Broken angel needing a home, She goes to hell, For you.

Rant Of The Evening
Well camping was fun.I had a blast.I just wish I had someone to share it with. This being single is gettin a little lonely.I thought i could be ok with it but Its boring.Im not sittin her being all emo n shit.I just want my man!That i can chill with and smoke with maybe have some sex lmmfao But seriously, I needs me a man.Not a pathetic boy who wants to have stupid sex and giggle about it!And plays head games.I needs me a man who likes me for me.Likes a real woman and can treat me decently!!!! Not too much to ask for.

For The Ones Who Didnt See It Earlier.....
THESE ARE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I WANTED YOU ALL TO SEE THE GREAT LIST I HAVE HERE ON CHERRYTAP. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL AND YOU WILL BE MISSED UNTIL I COME BACK TO CHERRY. I WILL BE GONE FOR A LIL OVER A MONTH, OR WILL BE BACK SOONER IF POSSIBLE. DONT FORGET ME WHILE IM GONE.LOL. ۞KING RIDDLE۞ STEP IN THE ARENA@ CherryTAP *~*~*Nyne*~*~*@ CherryTAP ~FAT SONNY~@ CherryTAPDevilGirl@ CherryTAP robisue@ CherryTAP CT BAD B*TCH ۞ Sexy As Fuk Stang ۞ Reppin Stang's Underground@۞@ CherryTAP ~Ancient1~ So Upset : I lost My entire Made for Me folder (if you made somethan 4 me and its not up@ CherryTAP THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER

Older People's Sense Of Humor
OLDER PEOPLE'S SENSE OF HUMOR A Doctor was addressing a large audience in Tampa "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water. But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all have, or will, eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?" After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row raised his hand, and softly said, "Wedding Cake." - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Bob, a 70-year-old, extremely wealthy widower, shows up at the Country Club with a breathtakingly beautiful and very sexy 25 year-old blonde who knocks everyone's socks off with her youthful sex appeal and charm. She hangs onto

Poem 6
One By One Two By Two Three By Three They star bye crying then bye crawling Then they start to walk and then they Start by saying one by one two by two Three by three they start to count One by one then two by two then they Get up to three by three then they Start to go to school and say thier Names on paper then they then they Get to be a teen and want more things They want dates and more money They want less of loven from thier Dad and mom they want to grow up Faster then they already are to You then they hit that 18 year old Mark and you cant wait for them to Move out on thier own then they do And you wish they would of stayed Just a little bit longer but you know They could not they have to grow up like You and your better half Kimberly Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Davis

Poem 7
Right Where I Want To Be Right where I want to be I am where I want to be in my Life other then no baby to call my own I would call you doreen or edward jr. I am who I want to be other then Not being called mommy I am right where I need to be I am home waiting for Some one to call me mommy Or to say I love you mom I want some one some day To say we love you dad and mom We are right where we need to be In love and waiting for that Magical time when two lovers Become a dad and mom We will be dreaming of you Our darling babys we are right Where we want to be Kimberly DOREEN Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Davis

22nd May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, May 22: What's the big idea, here, anyway? Knowing you, you're all over it right about now -- and others can tell you're tuned in. Don't be surprised if they've got a million questions and are hanging on your every word.

Poem27
Hello Who Are We Hello who are we Why are we here in this place Where do we come from Outter space How long have we been here When will we be leaving Will we come back here Where is here Who are we and why are we here Are we here because of some Kind of god or thing Or some thing else even greater then What we know now what do we know How do we know why do we know Why do we want to know Hello I am kimberly doreen davis From the planet earth and you Are all aslo from here but where Is here and why do we call this place Our home our life and who are we Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Friends
You know I have got a lot of friends. But there are only maybe 3 at the most that I have as my best friend. Two of them has and always will be there for me no matter what. The others they only like the drama and try to bring it here and I get so sick and tired of the drama here. It just sucks.. Then one of my friends don't understand that people are just using them. But one day they will realize who there real friends are they ones that has stood behind there back the whole time threw thick and thin. I have 3 kids and I mean common do I really need the drama brought into my house. Well thats it for now about my friends and my fake friends...

Rome Zoo Breeds Rare Egyptian Tortoises
ROME - Rome's main zoo has successfully bred several rare Egyptian tortoises whose parents were rescued from a smuggler's suitcase in 2005, officials said. The first egg hatched in April, six more followed this month, and there are still several eggs waiting to hatch, said Stefano Micarelli, the head reptile keeper at Rome's Biopark zoo. "These animals are so rare in nature that we are trying to breed them so we can have a stock of these animals also in captivity," he told AP Television News. The Egyptian tortoise, known as Testudo Kleinmanni, is protected by the Convention on International Trade in Endangered Species, or CITES. It is an Appendix I reptile, meaning it is afforded the highest protection. Trade in such animals, many of which are threatened with extinction, is permitted only in exceptional circumstances. The Egyptian tortoises, distinctive by their small size and golden hue, are very difficult to maintain in captivity, requiring the very warm and dry tempera

Her Side~his Side
Her Side. In late April, I decided to follow him home from work. That’s right my own little investigation. It’s pretty late when he gets off, so I thought I should just sit on the side of the road until I saw him, everybody else had left. It’s almost 11:00pm and he still hasn’t driven down the road. Maybe he is still at work, so I drove down the road to the parking lot of his factory, that’s when I saw his pickup truck parked on the side of the road. Maybe he is having car trouble, I thought to myself. The lights were off and it almost looked deserted, as I pulled forward I saw someone in the car. I pulled over and shut off my lights. There was a woman in his truck, she was naked and on top of him. What do I do? Do I let him know that I was seeing this, no, no, I can’t do that? So I walked over to the pickup window trying to go un-noticed. I looked in and what I saw was amazing. The passion I saw in his eyes for her. The way he held her in his arms, does he love

Rejection
Why'd you take that away from me - Just one taste and I needed a little more of your sweet honey I want you to feel my pain I want you - don't walk away I need you - the time is right I need to hold you tight Rejection - I can't believe you're gone Rejection - why'd you have to walk away Rejection - I can't believe you're gone Rejection - now it's time to turn the page Rejection - What the fuck did I do Rejection - why'd you have to walk away Rejection - you broke me in two REJECTION - REJECTION What the fuck did I do What did I do to deserve the blame Remember this, and don't forget my name Handle this shit before I rope ya I'm gonna slit your throat before I smoke ya Bet it all - but you don't own me You tried to punk me - but you don't know me You tried to blow me off without no question You better pray for divine intervention You really didn't think I'd let you walk away from me Just one more time - I need to feel your lips around this piece If you co

All About U
Hey baby, I'm choking (I'll help you breathe) Hey baby, I'm smoking (I'll set your mind at ease) I feel you inside (what do you want from me) I want you to open wide I'm needing to touch you (do you fiend for me) I'm needing to fuck you (would you bleed for me) And you wanted it all - Before I fall Hey girl, better get up and move - Watch that ass, cause I come to groove When I tasted you, then I wanted more - Inside you I was reborn Lay down and you injected - Fill my veins up - I've been infected Your disease runs through me - Fills me up every time you do me It's all about the pain you put me through - It's all about the pain you put me through - It's all about the pain you put me through – It's all about you…. Hey woman, come thrill me (all night long) Hey woman, come fill me (I'll make you strong) I can feel the way you (The way I what) You touched me with betrayal (and I tear you up) I loved you, you moved me (I'm your little girl) Your very touc

Monday 5/21/07
I got behind again and was supposed to write this yesterday, but forgot. Yesterday was just another average day, I messed around on here and in MySpace and chatted and listened to music as usual. My friend that had been bugging me to join MySpace has been bugging me on IM several times a day now generally just being a pain in the butt lol. He keeps asking me if ProjectPlaylist.com is legal where its based yada yada yada, like I researched the site or something before I joined or something lol, I wish he'd either unjoin from there, or shut up about it, because he's getting on my nerves. Anyway, that's my little rant for today, So I'll end this here and write my other entry later today if I don't forget again lol. Have a good day everyone.

I Need To Get Away....
Ive taken THREE vacations in the past two months. A week long in Florida. A weekend in the Desert at a Music Fest. A weekend in Baja. So far, NONE have worked. I come back and everything goes insane. I've made up my mind. I'm leaving Los Angeles. As soon as I find a job, im gone.

This Crazy Life.....
I'm a little bit stressed lol big surprise huh...everytime something good happens in my life about 15 terrible things happen! recently I've had one really amazing thing happen to me and it's made me really happy I think about it all the time....but then like always the shit hits the fan mostly its my mother she loves me yeah I belive that but sometimes shes so cruel and cold...In her eyes I'm worthless and stupid her fave thing to do is tell me how she wishes I was gone or threatens to throw me out hahahahaha she wishs that still scares me most of the time I would rather live on the street than stay with her!Its a damn good thing I have some of the best friends in the world who always seem to save me in the end when she gets me real down their there for me when i'm falling apart!I hope they realize how much I love and appreciate them and how much I really really need them love you all thanks for helping me lord knows I'll need you again lol I have to go home sometime.

In 10s.
Body: TEN FAVORITES 01. televison show: charm school/svu/24 02. flower: dead ones. they're prettier taht way 03. colour: blue 04. sport: tennis 05. mall: trumbull i guess 06. music: good music (me too anna) 07. food: chocolate 08. season: spring/fall 09. animal: kitties 10. city: 'port. TEN FACTS 01. hometown: a'port 02. hair color: brown 03. hair length: getting quite longish 04. hair style: straightish. 05. eye color: brown 06. shoe size: 7 1/2- 8 depending on said shoe 07. mood: bored. 08. orientation: >->----------> 09. available?: i am but i'm not. =) 10. lefty/righty: righty TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love: no 02. do you believe in love: i try 03. why did your last relationship fail? cause he was a fucking insane, pathological liar. 04. have you ever been heartbrokenz: no 05. have you ever broken someone’s heart: i don't care if i did otherwise i'd have an answer. 06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: LOL *W

Poetry. I Am Inspiried.
Dancing against wingless dreams I teeter upon wilting seems In the hours that pass me by all the tears I dare not cry The hopes and fears inside of me all the potential I cannot see In such a creature so small as I In all I do, I live and die. Why has my life gone astray? lonely night, and cloudy day. All my hopes I cannot find and all the dreams I left behind. I have plunged into darkest depth and not a single tear is wept For my life is but a dream all my words have gone unseen.

Lyrical
Listening to Hinder-Lips of an Angel and somehow tonight it has a whole lot more meaning than I thought it ever could. I've recently restarted a dialogue with someone that I thought was long gone from my life and I just smile. While I have no significant other in my life to have to be faithful to, it still feels pertinent. "Its funny that you're calling me tonight. And Yes, I've dreamt of you too. Does he know you're talking to me, will it start a fight. No I don't think she has a clue. Well my girl's in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you, I guess we never really moved on. Its really good to hear your voice say my name, it sounds so sweet. Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak. Lay down, never wanna say goodbye, but girl you make it hard to be faithful, with the lips of an angel" Okay, while these weren't the words out of his mouth, its the sentiment he expressed. Which, makes the vain part of me feel really good, but my gut doesn'

Funny Shit
It was about 11:05p.m. . The house was quiet except for me pushing keys on my laptop. All of a sudden I hear a THUD! Coming from kids room. I jump up to see what it was and I find my 3 year old fell out of bed and he's sittin on the floor dazed. I pick him up and ask him if needs to pee, he says yes. I take him to the bathroom, he stands at the toilet like he's not going to pee. All of a sudden he pees right across the toilet and hits the shower curtain, LMFAO! That's some funny parenthood shit!

8 Simple Steps To Becoming Enlightened
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal." ~ Hannah More 1. Release all concern for what others think of you. (especially family, friends, co-workers and people you do not even know!) 2. Send LOVE towards every car, tree, thing, and person you see. Give love everywhere you go by opening your heart when you consciously see anything. 3. Be totally honest and true to your every word. Follow through with everything you say you are going to do. 4. Be conscious, present and aware of this full experience of your life right now. 5. Make time to connect with the Universe by being still and meditating from the ever-present pure awareness inside you now. 6. Surrender to your inner-most being. Find the deepest Source of stillness inside and nestle into this wonderous inner core. 7. Feel free to think, say and do anything you want! It will awaken an infinite power, awareness and Universal knowledge inside you. 8. Ful

May 23..... Horoscope
Teddy Roosevelt said to speak softly and carry a big stick. There's something to that. When you're really aware of your own power, you don't need to show it off. It just radiates from you without any need for display.

Everything!!
Well, my gramma passed on April 10th... I am still having a hard time with that. The day after her funeral, my dads best friend died of a massive heart attack. There has been a total of 14 family and/or friends that have passed since Sept., and 13 of those were since Jan. 30. This has not been a very good year. Those things have finally slowed down. The last was April 23, hope they stay gone now. Now, as for the baby... well, I have been having problems with that!! If something can happen with this pregnancy, it has... Right now I am on bedrest, but am aloud up for a few hours a day. My blood pressure keeps going up when I am sitting or standing. I am currently 37 weeks preg. and the baby is actually due June 14th, but we are doing a c-section, so she will be here on the 5th (if not sooner). The doctors all think I will be having her alot sooner than that, but still nothing. There is also a chance, at my next appt (this friday) that they will decide to take the baby earlie

Mi Hermano.
Ha! I was just looking out the window and for some reason that made me think of my brother. The reason it amuses me is cause I remember when I was a little kid I wanted to be just like him. I wanted to get a (ONE) tattoo because he had one. Now I have 25, he has 6, and is trying to catch up to ME.

Wear Your Medals
Nicholson: Show Pride, Teach Younger Generations WASHINGTON – To show their pride in military service and teach younger generations about the value of serving our nation, Secretary of Veterans Affairs Jim Nicholson urged veterans across the country to pin on their military medals on Memorial Day, May 28. "Wearing their medals demonstrates the deep pride our veterans have in their military service,” said Nicholson. “It also reminds all American citizens -- especially the young -- about the sacrifices our veterans have made for their freedom.” He encouraged veterans to display their medals no matter what they are doing on Memorial Day, but especially when attending public events. Nicholson said he believes the movement will become a tradition. Nicholson first urged veterans to wear their military decorations last Veterans Day under a program called "Veterans Pride Initiative.” About 24 million living Americans have served in the armed forces, with nearly 18 million wearin

Wednesday 5/23/07
Woohoo I remembered to post again before I got offline for the night lol. I haven't done much tonight, just the usual chatting in the lobby and listening to Bratty Lil Kitten on CrushFM. I've been looking at my pc trying to find a way to plug in my mic so I can do Skype voice with Cracker, but I don't have a USB mic to hook into the front of the tower, so I guess I'll just keep nagging someone to hook it up for me lol. I looked at Blue tooth stuff hoping that would be easier for me to use, but dang that stuff is way to expensive for me to afford, especially when I can use what I already have, I just need help getting it hooked up as I can't get behind the tower because of my chair. Well, I'm done ranting for the night so I'm gonna go lay down lol. Have a good night everyone.

Online Friends
Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care ( To a very special friend I have made on here. One day you never know if we will ever meet. Lets just pray we might )

I'm Starting To Believe..lol
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 24,2007 Right now the best solution is no solution at all. Yes, that answer is frustrating -- but when a situation's as convoluted as this one, you're better off waiting for a few items to sort themselves out before you dive in.

"are These Your Underwear, Ma'am?"
Can You Identify Those Panties, Ma'am? By Associated Press May 24 2007, 7:33 AM EDT FORT COLLINS, Colo. -- Police are asking Colorado women a rather delicate question: Are these your panties? As part of an investigation into widespread underwear theft, police have invited women to view photos of about 1,300 undergarments stolen from laundry rooms near Colorado State University. Chih Hsien Wu, 43, is suspected of stealing $6,000 worth of undergarments between Sept. 23 and May 18. He was arrested on suspicion of felony theft, and his bail was set Wednesday at $15,000. It was not known whether he had an attorney. Police issued the invitation as part of an effort to see how many victims there are. But they won't get to reclaim their undergarments -- at least not yet. Police say that once the case is closed, the victims can reclaim their underwear -- if they still want it back. Can You Identify Those Panties, Ma'am? By Associated Press

Wheeee!
Bouncy bouncy bouncy! okay so dont ask cuase i really dont know why, I'm just being overly random today. Its kinda enetertaining. I'm still looking for certain things to happen, but who da hell knowns. So everyone, bounce wit me.. BOUNCY BOUNCY BOUNCY AWAY!

**cupping And Fire Cupping **
It is the cupping treatment which is very common in many Oriental homes. It started with using the simple horns and the bamboo cups before the metal and the glass cups were developed. Fire was used to create the vacuum in the cups. Today, a hand-held pump is used to extract the air from the valve-fitted cups to create the vacuum. In the BDSM scene it is a sensual ritual and exciting, stimulating sensation to various parts of the body! Cupping Technique There are two types of cups here --traditional and vacuum. Traditional cups are the ones that need some kind of fire to create a vacuum while the vacuum cups (a newer type) have a pump so that no fire is needed. This kind of suction is more controllable. There are about four sizes of cups. Select the right size for the anatomical area you wish to cup -- small for the neck, etc. The small sizes seem to get better suction and therefore darker color (hickie type bruises). Traditional Cups -- Fire First, cover the treat

~~designer Vagina~~
Top medical journal blasts "designer vagina" craze One of the world's most prestigious health journals has lashed a fast-growing trend in the United States and Britain for "designer vaginas," the tabloid term for cosmetic surgery to the female genitalia. The fashion is being driven by commercial and media pressures that exploit women's insecurities and is fraught with unknowns, including a risk to sexual arousal, the British Medical Journal (BMJ) says. Known as elective genitoplasty, the surgery usually entails shortening or changing the shape of the outer lips, or labia, but may also include reduction in the hood of skin covering the clitoris or shortening the vagina itself. Anecdotal evidence suggests that the practice is spreading fast in the United States as well as in Britain, but the picture is unclear, the BMJ says. Not only is there a disturbing lack of data about the phenomenon, there has been negligible assessment about surgical after-e

Eternal Dreams
Eternal dreams, as I let you slip away from my grasp. Soon your face fades from my sights, as I return to my world, of darkness and coldness. What once was is now become nothing as I enter my state of eternal dreams. I sit in my corner, of the small enclosed dark room, crying tears of blood as I have nothing more. Everything I attempt to do, in breaking out of this hell, is all in vain, because I don’t have anything. I only have my darkened soul, and my cold hate filled heart. Where am I, I’m lost, as the blood streams from my wrists, and down my arms, creating a pool of blood around my body, which some how still remains alive. Some reason, I can not die, and I want to get out of this hell I’m engulfed in. I have nothing, I am nothing. Eternal dreams, as I let it all slip away, as I lay here, wanting to die.

My Legacy
Seven years ago i never though myself to be a mother of three, and now seven years later my three children not with me any more, i wonder if i will ever be able to be the mom i once was, and get up to the sounds of laughter and feet running down the hall. Now i just get to see my youngest daughter and wonder how my two oldest are doing? wondering if they think mommy don't love them no more, and missing their birthdays and not being able to give them their gifts I wonder what this world has come too taking children from their partents for no reason, and not giving them back, making us fight over two years and with still no hope of getting them back. what are my children thinking? What are they doing? I miss my babies, they are the light of my life they are my legacy!

When Disaster Strikes:
When Disaster Strikes: It was a cold morning in June, usually cold. Bobby and Jen were in the barn doing their morning chores. Their dad, Mr. Simmons came into check on them. "Its about time to milk the cows." He said. Bobby and Jen looked up and grinned. Bobby replied "Ok, dad, we are all most done here." Mr. Simmons went out of the barn to start to fetch the cows. He opened the gate to the pasture and walked threw it and locked the gate. He then went to the side of the barn and opened the side doors there to herd the cows in the barn. Bobby and Jen followed their dad into the pasture calling to the cows to bring them in. "Here bossy, here bossies!!" They all chimed in. Mr. Simmons knelt down and frowned. Bobby knelt down beside him and asked "What’s wrong dad?" Mr. Simmons said, "Well Bobby I think we need to go back to the house and call the sheriff, Our cows have been stolen. Jen exclaimed "How can anyone steal 700 cows? Esp. in one night?" As they were walkin

Happy Holiday Weekend...sheesh...
Today's Forecast: TRAFFIC and not the good Traffic with Clapton... OH NO... I'm talking about non rush hour, non lunch hour, stuck in a line for no visible reason, piss me off traffic. Shouldn't exorbitantly high fuel prices be keeping some of these yahoos at home? I mean, heilige sheisse.... I just drove 38 miles in 2 and a half hours... grrr...I am not a happy camper... but, HEY, i get monday off...and I have a weekend of non work related musical pursuits planned... If the traffic ever lets me get there, that is...lol

Sweet Dreams: A Poem By Lori
Sweet Dream by Lori At night when i close my eyes I see you, your there beside me, my dreams come true, you smile as you take me in your embrace, I pray I never wake up from this place magic with your hands makes my body quiver On the verge of climax my, my body shivers I wrap around it and hold on tight you pull my hair this feels so right Your manhood fills me with such extacy As we become one i cry don't let go of me We soar high where only lovers dare go I beg faster faster, then plead go slow Take me completely I want to be part of you Fill me the way only you can do I scream you name like candy on my lips As I come to, I grin treasure my secret trips

War
Darkness Falls……….. An eerie silence blankets the land Love and Hate once again begin to dance A flash of light in the amongst a midnight sky No longer does it matter whos wrong and whos right Upon the wings of death it comes Another light and all is gone Blood flows over land and sea Man has failed again An eye for eye is the price we will pay If we live to see the coming day Innocence this night is lost No time to think The horror comes Memories lay amongst the shattered dreams of what use to be Nixy 2005

Quote For May 26
These heroes are dead. They died for liberty - they died for us. They are at rest. They sleep in the land they made free, under the flag they rendered stainless, under the solemn pines, the sad hemlocks, the tearful willows, and the embracing vines. They sleep beneath the shadows of the clouds, careless alike of sunshine or of storm, each in the windowless Place of Rest. Earth may run red with other wars - they are at peace. In the midst of battle, in the roar of conflict, they found the serenity of death. I have one sentiment for soldiers living and dead: cheers for the living; tears for the dead. -- Robert G. Ingersoll Bonus Quote: Comment Myspace Sexy This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

The Handicapped In Bdsm
HANDICAPPED in BDSM The handicapped in the BDSM community are often overlooked and many assume they do not exist. They do. There are Dominant's who are blind, deaf, paralyzed or otherwise physically impaired. And, there are innumerable submissives with varying degree's of disability or other physical problems that to some extent leave them handicapped. It is quite possible to scene from both sides in spite of such impairments. However, there are some key things which should be addressed. In many cases an impaired Dominant (wheelchair bound), may seek out and bring to intense scenes an assistant. This assistant can act as the hands, eyes and ears of the Dominant. However, in lighter scenes (mostly those with only partial bondage), the Dominant often can easily scene alone. S/he may bring the disability into the scene itself. This might be to utilize the submissive as a tow vehicle using harnesses attached to the wheelchair, and some even use the chair itself as something to easily

Like Apples Of Gold In Pictures Of Silverberg
As for the religious diversity that the Romans in their easy way had encouraged, it had let not to the perpetuation of faiths but the erosion of them . . . a society that tolerates all gods really has no faith in any. And a society without faith is one without a rudder: without even a course. I can't say whether what prolific American author Robert Silverberg has one of his characters say toward the end of Roma Eterna, a 2003 "fixup" combining and connecting several of his earlier stories about a Roman Empire which eventually encompassed the whole world, necessarily reflects his opinions, but it must have mine in 2003. I found I'd written this quote down in my journal covering June 18 to September 30, 2003. During this time, I got married -- Martha and I will be celebrating our fourth wedding anniversary on July 12th and might be spending it in the hospital because that's when our second baby is due! With just the right balance of action and deep thought, Silverberg (you might k

Dietary Advice . . .
For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION: Eat and drink what you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

Me!!!
Well lets see ive live in austin minnesota n have lived here all my life n it is very much boring here n theres nuttin ever to do here n also if ne one that lives here nos wat im talkin bout.... i like to hang out wit friends party sum times thats if im in the mood to of course.. i love tatts n also gettin them if u cant already tell... im a out goin person n love to have fun i get told im crazy exspecially wen im drunk but im not in a bad way i just like to have fun i guess... i dont take shit from ne one at all!!! im very blunt n dont give a fuck if u like me or not.. i speak my mind n say my own thoughts but besides that im all kewl... i write poems n hope that one day that i can get them published i also like to paint too... i guess that if theres ne thing else that u wud like to no just ask n dont be afraid.. well i guess thats all.... *muah*

Diebetic Teen And Brother Create Comics
Diabetic teen and brother create comics By ANDALE GROSS, Associated Press Writer 2 hours, 36 minutes ago KANSAS CITY, Kan. - The evil Dr. Diabetes leaps from a hospital window, crashing through the glass, determined to infect anyone in his path with the chronic, debilitating disease from which he takes his name. The imposing, green, wild-haired monster scowls, punches the air and taunts, "I will make sure that everyone on the planet feels my pain. The whole world will have diabetes." In real life, 13-year-old Kamaal Washington — one of the creators of the Dr. Diabetes comic book character — faces his own battle with diabetes. The teen says the adventures that he and his 11-year-old brother, Malcolm, capture in their comic books are meant to spread awareness about the disease and empower those who have it. "You control the disease," says Kamaal, "don't let it control you." The comic books tell the stories of children who learn they have diabetes and fi

Lots Of Changes
I got rid of a few scumbags in my life that were just using me anyway so now I feel better. I met some cool people where I was just living and now have a better circle of friends. I am going to be moving into Tampa to check things out there for awhile, should be fun. I am a full fledged travel agent now and I love to book trips and vacations for people so give me a try. I can find great deals and I am certified in many destinations, including destination weddings.

Sure, I'll Have Another
yesterday was my daddy's "service" if thats what you want to call it. It was nice, lots of sad people and crying. I would like to say I got it all out of my system, but all I have to do is think one little thing and I am fighting to keep back tears again. my daddy drank cheap beer. Keystone Light. We toasted him at the service with it. we weren't sure how many people were gonna be there so we had a ton of it in the ice chest. We over prepared. A lot of people came, Daddy was very loved and had great friends, just not that many drank. I took charge of it, took the beer home with me so my brother was not left alone with it, and disposed of it all day. Let me just say that 7 hours of drinking cheap beer does indeed leave you with a hangover in the morning. This morning I am sad. Still searching for that moment of faith that makes me feel this is all ok. Dreamed about that stupid red ring last night again. So, I guess maybe things are getting back to normal.

Queensryche "i Don't Believe In Love"
Queensryche - I Don't Believe In Love Lyrics I awoke on impact Under surveillance from the camera eye Searching high and low The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe

Nothing
I dont know when or where to begin, nothing has over come me and swallowed me whole. Void, pain, pathetic, catagories that i fall in too are starting to become real. I had a dream when i decided to spread my wings and fly but now im back in the gutters with a broken wing. Did i make the right choice or am i going to fail again? No no i wont failure is not an option for me this time. I have to stand up and be strong. If there is one thing i know about myself its that when shit gets bad i am at my best. There are so many things i miss and all of my comfort is gone. Where and when do i begin nothing has come over me and swallowed me whole.

For You Honey...
Well lets see here we have been together since Sept. 4th, 2000. You asked me to marry you on December. 24th, 2000. And I agreed to it. Beings that you had done this on a sad night for me but the thought counts you knew that Christmas Eve was depressing to me because of my Nanny passing away and the time you had asked me was the time that she had passed away. But I got to give you credit you did take the sad tears away and made them happy tears. I love you with my heart all the time and plan on to. Then we got married Oct.16th,2001. Then February I found out that I was pregnant serveral months passed and we found out that it was a boy and we chose to call him Keegan Adam Robinson, and he was born on Nov.3,2001. Then at the end of March I found out that I was pregnant again then a couple months passed and we found out it was a boy so we chose the name Isaac Nathaniel Robinson with a little help from a friend. Isaac was born on Dec.18,2002. Then two years past and I found out in March tha

Its Monday And I'm Still Not Special.
My tummy is upset. My thumbs hurt. I can't sleep. That dude on that show was on that other show too. I never watched that other show, that's why it is still only the other show and not The show. I won a free game of mini golf while playing mini golf. Lunar style with black lights and glowy stuff every where. Once I'm gone no one will keep in touch. No one ever keeps in touch. I'm not gonna keep in touch either though. That would envolve work and we all know I am not all about that at all. I played tetris for a couple hours on a big screen TV, high deffinition, good times.

Repost As "questions You Don't Normally Get Asked..."
Do you know anyone in Prison? No 2. Have you ever logged onto a bf/gf/crush's Cherry page? No 3. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? I don¡¦t like them.. 4. Which do you enjoy more: Soccer or Hockey? None of the above.. I enjoy Basketball 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? No 6. Name someone you miss. My mama 7. Are you named after a grandparent? No. Named after the Goddess Venus 8. Who loves you? My family, friends, Jeff 9. Have you ever broken a rib? No 10. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? A girl .. 11. Who is the most spoiled person you know? Me 12. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love? A million dollars so I can give something to Unicef 13. Which of your Cherry friends have a private piercing? I never bother to ask.. 14. Is your boyfriend/girlfriend a Marine? No 15. What would you describe your last relationship as: It was full of Lies. lies lies 16. Would you rather dat

Ways We Can All Do Better!
Ways We All Can Strive to Do Better!! 1) Make realistic goals for you, write them down, pray about them and try to achieve! 2) Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email address and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! 3) Stop making excuses about your life and make change! 4) If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor and be "Grown & Sexy" like you claimed all last year! (LOL) 5) Stop being someone's mistress! (Especially if you are aware that you are) 6) If you are between the ages of 22-35 please start listening to more than just Hip-Hop! 7) Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time and stop being pissed about missing a "mix"! You can party anytime! 8) Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! 9) Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get yo

Memorial Day, May 28
It doesn't take a hero to order men into battle. It takes a hero to be one of those men who goes into battle. -- Norman Schwarzkopf Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear. -- Mark Twain Bravery is the capacity to perform properly even when scared half to death. -- Omar Bradley Valor is a gift. Those having it never know for sure whether they have it till the test comes. And those having it in one test never know for sure if they will have it when the next test comes. -- Napoleon Bonaparte How sleep the brave, who sink to rest, By all their country's wishes blest! When Spring, with dewy fingers cold, Returns to deck their hallow'd mould, She there shall dress a sweeter sod Than Fancy's feet have ever trod. By fairy hands their knell is rung, There Honour comes, a pilgrim gray, To bless the turf that wraps their clay; And Freedom shall awhile repair, To dwell, a weeping hermit, there. -- William Collins

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 28,2007
Finagling your way into a plum situation is right up your alley. The more impossible the odds, the better. You didn't get this skillful by shooting fish in a barrel. The bigger the challenge, the more you'll rise to it.

Why Is The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier-arlington Guarded 24/7?
. Why is the tomb of the unknown soldier-Arlington guarded 24/7? I know that they started guarding the tomb in 1937 but I wanted you to know the reasoning behind it. It said that the decision to guard the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier was a sign of respect to the fallen ones. Below I included a piece I received from a fellow veteran regarding the Tomb of the Unknown. In 2003 as Hurricane Isabelle was approaching Washington , DC , our US Senate/House took 2 days off with anticipation of the storm. On the ABC evening news, it was reported that because of the dangers from the hurricane, the military members assigned the duty of guarding the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier were given permission to suspend the assignment. They respectfully declined the offer, "No way, Sir!" Soaked to the skin,marching in the pelting rain of a tropical storm, they said that guarding the Tomb was not just an assignment, it was the highest honor that can be afforded to a serviceperson. The tomb has been p

~~america's Answer To Freakin' Saudi Oil~~
Plant to run on turkey power Published: Sunday, May 27, 2007 By Steve Karnowski The Associated Press BENSON, Minn. -- The gray, sandy mix of turkey droppings and other bits and pieces flowing through Greg Langmo's fingers back onto the floor of his barn isn't just funky dirt, it's fuel. With 16,000 hens gobbling around him, Langmo is standing on a 15-inch layer of turkey litter -- some 750 tons of the stuff -- that represents a new source of energy. It will help fuel a $200 million power plant due to begin full-scale production next month. The 55-megawatt Fibrominn LLC plant will be the first poultry litter-fired power plant in the United States, tapping a novel source of renewable energy to produce enough power for 50,000 homes. Its developers are planning similar plants in other major poultry states. Poultry litter -- a combination of droppings, wood chips, seed hulls, shed feathers and spilled feed -- has long been spread on fields as a fertilizer. That's cheap a

Life Poem
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all.

Powerless
I am powerless; over the things Ive done The choices Ive made in days done gone. Though my mind wants to make me pay... Time and time again all I can say is I AM POWERLESS over past choices Ive made under countless moons and suns. Back against the wall as my world began to crumble and fall All around me the debris of my choices piles higher than even I can see And I stumble and trip & sometimes fall in the shit I have made ONLY I HAVE MADE Clambering and climbing, over around and thru To the other side of my destiny I cannot take the pain away, its ALWAYS been there... In the past numbed-- by that bottle-- that pipe-- that pill-- or some cock to fill the growing hole in my soul NEVER ENOUGH, no matter how much Because I am powerless over the things Ive done The hurts Ive caused I can only ask for forgiveness and pray it will be granted Then accept if it is not Then clamber on thru the ruble I have caused. Because I powerless over the days of old old patterns

Friendship
They say it takes a minute to find a special person An hour to appreciate them A day to love them But then an entire life time to forget about them... So keep those u love close to u and dont worry about the rest...

~~for Those That Believe In Evolution~~
THE YEAR WAS 1907 THE YEAR 1907 This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1907. One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some of the U.S. Statistics for the Year 1907: ************************************ The average life expectancy in the U.S. Was 47 years old. Only 14 percent of the homes in the U.S. Had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. A three-minute call from Denver to New York City Cost eleven dollars. There were only 8,000 cars in the U.S. , and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. Alabama, Mississippi, Iowa, and Tennessee were each more Heavily populated than California . With a mere 1.4 million people, California was only the 21st Most populous state in the Union . The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower ! The average wage in the U.S. Was 22 Cents per hour. The average U.S. W

Thanks! :p
I just want to say thanks to all of you who have stopped by and rated lots of my stuff! You guys are the best! And if you stop by and rate me.. I try my best to get back to you ASAP. If I forget to return the favor.. let me know and I will do it ASAP. Keep Rockin' SexyStef

Leaving Ct ( No Joke )
OK YA'LL THIS IS NO JOKE so pls dont think other wise... im just not on this site much anymore.. and its getting MORE about the ratings then actually meeting new friends.. so for the ones who actually know me or even know my name u can reach me at my yahooo Id Bec272001@Yahoo.com will miss the once i know.. so yall take care and the best of luck n life

Woah!
yea so this is my first whatcha call it thing. Blog? yea, okay so um I am kinda new to this thing. It seems pretty neat though. I am confused alot of the time on here but eh I will live. This past weekend kicked ass as I was drunk lol. Yep Irish Carbombs and Jager Bombs will do that. I am gonna be goin to Tennesee to visit my brother too before he leaves for Iraq. Okay well.......theres some stuff to read.

Ok Whats The Deal With Down Rating With 1
ok whats the deal with rating somebody 1 whats the point are ya afraid somebody is better then you or something ,i think some people need to just grow up and get a life at least give a 6-10 or an 8 but a 1 what a joke some dumb asses i swear lol

Hiding For My Feelings.
Running, hiding, away from all my feelings, away from this world. A strong pain beat my heart, escape from everyone, and escape from myself. Walls around my heart, you’ve broken them, and I start loving you. Love you like the way I’ve loved someone else once. Maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t, so many thought flying in my mind. Crying, screaming, but only on the inside, on the outside there’s a faking smile. Always stronger then my friends, form the outside. Helping everyone, time after time, but I’m standing here tired and alone. It's always them, I never thought about me, and I know I do, but it is too late. No person will ever understand what I feel, every day the pain hate for myself always. Just a Guy, almost 38 years, ruined, for the rest of my life. Don’t wanna trust someone again, if I do they hurt me again and again.

The Burning Babe.
By Robert Southwell As I in hoary winter's night stood shivering in the snow, Surprised I was with sudden heat which made my heart to glow ; And lifting up a fearful eye to view what fire was near, A pretty babe all burning bright did in the air appear ; Who, scorchëd with excessive heat, such floods of tears did shed As though his floods should quench his flames which with his tears were fed. Alas, quoth he, but newly born in fiery heats I fry, Yet none approach to warm their hearts or feel my fire but I ! My faultless breast the furnace is, the fuel wounding thorns, Love is the fire, and sighs the smoke, the ashes shame and scorns ; The fuel justice layeth on, and mercy blows the coals, The metal in this furnace wrought are men's defilëd souls, For which, as now on fire I am to work them to their good, So will I melt into a bath to wash them in my blood. With this he vanished out of sight and swiftly shrunk away, And straight I callëd unto mind that it was Christmas

Goddess Of The Dance
A sensually awakening dance as old as the Nile Come hither smiles, sweet feminine wiles Heat reverberating to the depths of her sole She twirls and shimmies with mesmerizing hip rolls This exotic primal dance promoted at one time A woman's most enjoyable and fruitful pastime Like an aphrodisiac uncurling sensual side And rousing loins with mysterious eyes wide Life begins the belly, the womb of Mother Earth From the sexual act to conception to ultimate birth She lovingly tells us this as she picks up the pace Undulating her body with soft dignity and grace Swaying all the right parts with such emotion Stationery like Mother Earth yet constantly in motion She shows off the beauty of the female form All are spellbound as she continues to perform She enters your psyche, taking over your mind Pulse beating to heady rhythms sensually entwined Rising seductively to the music, not a beat amiss She leads you to Nirvana, constant State of Bliss The dance almost do

I Have Since Re-established My Self Just To Share...
I just realized I have lost all faith in my own intuition. 5/23/07 3:30am. I can no longer think and feel with no regrets. Time and time again I keep finding out I am wrong. It's starts out oh its all good, this rocks, but then all hell breaks loose and it all falls to pieces. For those of you who are truly my friends, this can not bode well for you. I'm sorry. You have had to listen to me bitch and freak out about shit I honestly never would have before. Before what I have no idea so don't bother asking LOL. I have been sad for weeks now and it all came to this final conclusion. I have no trust or faith in people anymore. Is it really my intuition that is so off or is it other peoples lies and deceit and revenge? Seems the only time I'm in a good mood anymore is when I'm drinking. Not a good thing. ~Unfinished, but the most honest thoughts I have written down in close to a life time. ~HML~

Moving
Im moving to a new apartment, so I wont be online here for a while... I hope u can do it without your fave swede.. But i'll be back again when I get my internet-connection Take care, sending love.. TheSwede

My Firegear Works
So we had a truck fire yesterday which is no big deal right well wrong. You never know what will happen at and kind of fire and yesterday proved it. I was on the attack line backing up the other firefighter when I started to feel my leg getting a lil hot. I look down and well i am standing in a nice lil patch of flameing debris from the truck. That kind of freaked me out a lil bit but the best thing is the gear did its job and worked great for me. It kind of freaks you out the first time when ya see your legs with fire about up to the knee. But it works out we got the fire out and no one hurt!

Monkey Pot Head
A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past and looks up and says to the monkey, "Hey! What are you doing?" The monkey says "smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they share a few puffs. After a while the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A Crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the monkey in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the jungle, finds the tree where the monkey is sitting, finishing a joint. The Crocodile looks up and says Hey!" The Monkey looks down and says....

Misguiding Ass Posers..lmao
What is it with all these people, GUYS, that have these very hot women as a default pic, but when you go check out the page, it says MALE on it? I mean, I personally don't really care what anyones sexual preference is, but I don't care to be checking out some guys page and pics and stuff. I mean, if you're a guy, at least put your pic up as a default, and if you're not, you need to go back and check your profile and fix the damn gender section! Ok, enough bitching about meaningless BS........

My Best Friend Just Came Out To Me.
He's been my best friend for 15 years and I never knew. I called him to meet up for dinner since he left for college in D.C. I asked during dinner if there was a special someone back at school for him and if so to tell me about her. He said: "well there is, but it's not a her...it's a he." Took me by total suprise. He told me he had been in denial through his entire high school years and that he finally decided to just take the brunt of pain that people inflicted emotionally on gay people while not hiding any longer. Now dont get me wrong I love my friend. But this is a shock. He was always the ladies man. He had many chick friends and several girlfriends while he was in highschool that were beautiful. But he was really struggling. He was scared. I love my best friend, and will be there for him through thick and thin. Besides he showed me his boyfriend and he was really very happy. Im still in shock though i think i always will be because i grew up as a kid with this boy.