Fubar Blog Posts 3

Man Man Man
What the fuck is up with me, Peep this. ok, the new job is going great, i've been there now 5 months. Now i'm surrounded by beuitful women all day. Yes, i do be talking to them and i know they be digging the shit i tell them ( i don't lie to them, I alway tell the truth about me) And as god as my witness, i want to ask them out so bad but, if i do. i may get fired from my job. And thats fucked up. And now theirs this one chick, I mean bad then a mothafucka, red hair, blue eyes, very nice ass. and i can't touch her. but fuck it, i'm not gonna trip off it too much. But yall know i'm gonna pull me sometime any damn way. Take it slow yall

Microwave Lemon Dill Salmon
2 salmon fillets (4 to 6 oz each) 1 tbsp flour 3 tbsp water 1 tbsp lemon juice 1 tbsp butter or margarine (melted) 1 tbsp chopped fresh dill weed 1 clove garlic (minced) 4 lemon slices SHAKE flour into cooking bag; place in 8x8x2-inch microwave-safe baking dish. ADD salmon to bag. Sprinkle fish evenly with water, lemon juice, margarine, garlic, and dill weed. Place lemon slices on top of fish. CLOSE cooking bag and tie; cut six 1/2-inch slits in top. MICROWAVE on HIGH for 6 to 8 minutes or until fish flakes easily with a fork, turning dish halfway through cooking time. Let stand in bag for 1 to 2 minutes before serving. Makes 2 servings.

What Ware Wolf Are You...
You scored as Brown. You are a Brown Werewolf. You are more agressive and outgoing than others, not afriad to barge in and speak your mind. You like to be important, even if you aren't in charge, and you hate being left out. You are strong and protect the ones you care about without thinking twice. Your loyalty lies strong in your allies and would do anything for them, despite the sacrifices you might have to make.Brown93%Red93%Silver86%White79%Grey79%Gold79%Black64%What Color Werewolf Are You??created with QuizFarm.com

My Sis
FOR BRENDA: MARCH 2ND 1963-DECEMBER 31ST 2005 TEARS HAVE COME AND TEARS HAVE GONE STILL YOUR MEMORY LINGERS ON I MISS YOU NOW AS I MISSED YOU THEN BUT I KNOW SOMEDAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU SIS AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH

Drown In These Tears
Relive this memory, it's weaved into my veins With a scream so silent, it's easy to sustain This time is lost, ans there's no place to go Laughing at life, as if it is a show I lost my heart, I lost my soul It's so painful, it's unbearable to control I wasted my entire life finding love in him And when I get a chance to say it, he's gone with the sin That night left a scar that will never leave With a heart so cold it's hard to believe I should have seen it coming for all those years At the end of the day, I could drown in all the tears But when you lose something, you gain another If we were together, we would have killed each other You have to go through pain in order to live your life And happiness is worth the pain and strife

Walking Away
Walking Away Sitting here thinking of how to make you see trying to find away to make you hear my plea And to show you what we once use to share but I'll I see and feel is total utter dispare Cause you once were the one to hold the key And now that you have gone And time just keeps moving on Im here pickign up the pieces of my broken dreams Watching them all floating down the stream And feeeling that this all just seems so wrong Lookin back on all the thing we said we do someday Sitting here confused as to why you didn't want to stay as much as try and try I still can't come up with one I guess there is no changing things after all thats said and done Would telling you I love make you want to stay or would you walk away

Dont Be Shy Come Here You Know You Want It Too..
COME ON PEOPLE HERE I AM BEGGING FOR IT AGAIN.... ALL IM ASKING FOR IS SOME BOMBING LOVE.... ITS NOT HARD AT ALL... I KNOW I DO IT FOR ANYBODY AND EVERYBODY WHO ASKS ME.... SO ITS TIME TO SPREAD THE LOVE... AND OH HOW BAD I AM NEEDING IT.... YOU GIVE ME LOVE BACK AND ILL FINALLY KNOW WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS.... THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE ALREADY DONE SO IT IS VERY MUCH APPRECIATED AND I HOPE YOU CAN FEEL THE LOVE THAT I FEEL FOR YOU... YOULL NEVER KNOW JUST HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME... THANX ALOT [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3074084499 ]

Today's End
It's about Sylvia Plath she wakes in morning to listen for the turn of a doorknob or a stifled step no one can tell what she’s thinking that she wouldn’t exist without him she was never ordinary attempting to ignore the old difficulties as she crawled into the empty space to swallow pill after pill “I am a dream you dream,” he once told her and now she trades words for worry love got her going now fear holds her heart she is a hostage- bound by unknowing tired of sameness she staggers to break consistency it is that time of year when the days last too long and the nights are so dark that stars seem endless mere pin pricks in the charcoal sky it has been weeks since she’s remembered anything she feeds the children boards up windows and doors and turns on the gas she lets the air take her as she breathes in today’s end tomorrow holds no waking no longer will she listen

Is This Your True Love? Sagittarius
Important note: This basic comparison chart is generated for the masses only. A Full Comparison chart involves a tremendous work and will help you to understand your business/emotional partner to great extend. Thus if you experience stress in your relationship a 90 MN taped Comparison chart between you and your lover or marriage partner is a must as to comprehend your celestial differences. This awareness will bring a huge difference in handling and understanding your partner and avoid heartaches. IMPORTANT note: the location of your Dragon's Head and tail by birth is extraordinary important and CAN NOT be addressed in these files. There is more power in your Dragon Head and Tail alone than the entire complexity of an astrological chart. Thus a soft Cancer or Pisces who inherited a self centered aggressive Tail of the Dragon in Aries or Leo will be far more selfish and violent than what a "sign" such a Cancer (loving/caring) should be. Remember these files are generated for the

A Bit Of Humor!
Ok, as always I'm in search for constant laughs no matter what extreme I have to go through to get one. If I have to throw myself down a flight of stairs or make fun of my own shortcomings, I will do so. So after MANY messages about when I'm going to write more funny stuff, your wait has come to and end, this very moment! If you're new to my friends list, read through my previous blogs, you'll see that my sarcastic and quick witted sense of humor pulls no punches, so if you're easily offended....save yourself the trouble of reading further. So the other day I am moving shit into my new house and I am single handedly moving this entertainment center, weighs about 150 plus lbs, but it's shaped very awkward which makes it impossible to manuver by yourself, so I'm fighting with this thing when a guy runs across the street and introduces himself to me as Marc with a "C," I shook his hand and introduced myself as Rick with a Rick with a "K." So Marc then asks me if he could help me, "

Everyone Just Has To Adjust
everything in this world has certain codes of conduct that everyone has to live by. in my previous blog i came down hard on the CT staff, especially babyjesus. if i offended anyone, i'm sorry, just speaking for the mass here on this site. you(babyjesus)have done a commendable job with this site.it should be a place for everyone to come by and enjoy. with membership now over half a million,this site runs as good , if not better than most with these numbers. the members should obide by the terms set forth by you, but also the staff should show some professional courtesy towards your members. cursing and calling them other names is no way to run a business,yet alone a site like this. its the holiday season,lets all try to show common courtesy towards each other and work certain issues out like adults. with each other, we can make this site even more attractive to others consitering joining us. again if i offended anyone by my last blog , i'm sorry and hope everyone has a safe and

Elf Yourself Repost
To everyone. Check out this elf. If you can't open the link copy and paste it to your browser. It is fun and you can send it to all your friends. You add your own photo and then the elf does a dance. Great for the Holidays. Thank you. Hey Friends, I just made a total elf of myself. Check me out by clicking the link below. http://www.elfyourself.com/?userid=0975d04404b9ebd909d085cG06122318

My Life..
This is about my life my name is Jay Koons im half german and half canadian I was born in California 4/3/1971 my life has been hard and fast I stick to my self now and i have a hard time trusting any one also.. I live here in TX now im single I live alone pretty much at times I do have a rommie but we work alot the both of us . Im a shift manager for arby's I have been single now going on almost 3 years I find it hard to find some one to love and trust.. Im 6'3 with blue eyes and size 13 feet at 200lbs with frekles too. I love to travel and I love to cook too and clean I love to have fun and love all kinds of music too. I love exotic pets I love all women I never judge a book by its cover. I do hope to find some one to love if not its cool also I never push my self on no one .. hope this helps some... There is one other thing I wana add alot of people and women find me ugly its a sad world when every one bases life and love on looks Im sorry im not a model or soo ho

All Day
All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad All day I daydream about you About if we were married And had a family That is what I want All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad All day I wish you would take me back Because I would be happy then Because you make my life worth living Please take me back All day I think about you How pretty you are And smart you are I want you in my arms so bad

The 3 Position Rule
A friend and I were talking about sex last night, and I told him I knew someone that would only do it missionary style. At the same time, we both said that you should use a MINIMUM of three positions during just about any round of sex. This is now known as the "Three Position Rule". Of course there will be exceptions as there are to all rules.... like when you're getting a quickie in public

Why Is It?
Why r people so judgemental? Now I can't say all are but the majority of them are. When your in high school they are divided up my different groups. You got the nerd's, the jocks, the rebels and so on. Usally one group makes fun of each other. I will admit I was one of them. Back then I would never think twice about dating a rebel. Now that were all out of school I am amazed at how many of the group people are married together. As for me all I pratically dated since high school is the ones I wouldnt have anything to do with back then. I think its cause We grew up. What u think?

Sexiest Older Male Contest
so im gonna do round 2 of the sexiest older male contest, any man over 30 can enter, if anyones interested send me a message with a linkk to the picture youd like to use, same rules as the first comment bombing allowed, there will be first and seccond place for comments, and first and sceccond place for most rates (# of rates, not overall rating so dont even think bout downrating anyone) thanks Beth blahidontlikeyou unless your toni~PATRON FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

" A Mothers' Tear "
" A Mothers' Tear " A Mothers' tear falls silent, with the hope and joy for the new. A tear of happiness, saddness and anticipation of all to come. A Tear of wonder, as this new life emerges. A Mothers' Tear falls silently, for all the unexpected, hope and love; A tear falls silently through the night. Alone in her room, a tear falls; For all the saddness, and sickness; the feelings of helplessness and dispare. A Mothers' Tear falls; For all the disappointments, and heartaches the future holds; For the woes of the world and the hardships her children will endure; Somewhere out there, A Mothers' Tear falls; For all the painfull words, that came from the children, she holds so dear. A Mothers' Tear fell as her little ones, go their way to conquer the world; A Mothers' Tear Silently Falls. One Day A Mothers' Tear ; Will Fall No More. 2001 By: D.J.R

Life In A Nut Shell
my husband wrote a life blog and it seemed like a cool idea so here goes. I was born in 1981 in Santa Cruz, CA and raised in the silicon valley. My parents had a rather violent divorce, my mom took off with me when I was 3. My dad was cool for me until i turned 14 and then he became a jerk. He lives in TX now. I have 2 half brothers and 1 half sister on my dad's side. I have 1 step-sister and 1 step-brother on my mom's side. I graduated highschool early and went to Heald. Didn't graduate from accounting so I went to a graphics college and became a graphics specialist. I was working full time during this at a job i wish I could still have but gave up to be happy. win some lose some. I wasn't the most popular of kids, I was the tallest in my class and built a little like a boy. I got my first boyfriend when I was 14, he was 19. we dated for about 1 year, then broke up because he was into a friend of mine. I dated 2 guys after that for about 1 year each. Then when

Loving Til It Hurts.....
Did you ever love someone so much it hurt? Someone in my life I love dearly unfortunately is not with me at this time. I love him so much he is all I think of...from the time I wake til the time I sleep. The spiritual connection we have is so strong, I have never felt it like this ever in my life. He supports anything I do and is always there for me. In the past I have been so damaged by relationships. My ex husband married my ex best friend. That alone with all the other cheating lying men in my life that proceeded my 16 1/2 year marriage made me so untrusting of situations that I think I chase people away from me, or I have a mental "block" and think the worst in situations before I have all the facts.Funny how things work out in my life...I happen to be in a discussion this evening about my defects and my shortcomings. One thing I had said was I have to stop feeling and acting like a toddler...fear of losing something that really isn't mine or not getting what I think I should g

What Do You Know About Sex? Take The Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 127 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Kind Of Drink R U ??
What Cocktail Are You? Sex On the BeachYou\'re a hopeless romantic while you\'re hopelessly looking for a romantic one night stand. You are never the first on the dance floor but that don\'t meant you can\'t drop it like it\'s hot once your girlfriends finally make it out there. Rarely a leader, but that\'s okay! You get your drink on while being sexy and sweet. Just make sure that person down at the end of the bar doesn\'t stop making eyes at you. You\'re curious how their clothes look on your floor. Take this test

?para Mi Amor?
?PARA MI AMOR? ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD LOVE U FOREVER I WILL LIVE FOR ?PARA MI AMOR ? I WOULD LAUGH FOR I WILL BE HAPPY FOR ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD TAKE CARE OF I WILL LOVE YOU FOR YOU ?PARA MI PARA? I WOULD LOVE THE GROUND YOU WALK O0N I WILL WORSHIP YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD KISS EVERYDAY I WILL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD BE YOUR TEDDYBEAR I WILL FOREVER BE THERE ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD ALWAYS THINK OF YOU I WILL CHERISH YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD HOLD YOU FOREVER I WILL SHOW YOU MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? YOU WOULD FOREVER BE IN HEART YOU WILL BEMY EVERYTHING ?PARA MI AMOR?

Wriiten By My Friend~
This was from my friend Sky..he is one of the most beautifull souls I have ever met. It touched me so much that I wanted to share it with everyone... "You will always have a place in my heart Julie and im glad that we met and crossed on the right path's of life .... if you need somebody to listen i'll be there .... if you need someone to put a smile on your face i will be there ... if you need a hug or some comfort i will be there .... if you need a shoulder to cry on .. my shoulder will be there for you always ..... to show feeling means you have a heart and soul and i am happy to have you as a firend Julie *hugs/kisses* ;))"

I Lost Myself
im sitting here reading the words of something i did long ago about a friend who had died ... i look back if i only knew then what i know now.. words of pain fall from my hands as my heart call out thier name no one hears my crys as i read on all i feel is her my love my sweet love she pulls to me i hear her words like a sweet angel calls i keep reading on in my world of pain i fine a broken heart that i didnt think that could be fix thanks to all the pain the crys for help ribing off my words. the words are crying out for me but they are mine who is this im reading about a girl who wants to died who is that ... the girl i know wants to hold her love ones close and show them all heaven but who is this little girl crying out for help long ago where has she gone friends seem all she had but did she really have friend did she really know what love was i read on .. i look at pic's wants seen in my own eyes what was i thinking who was i .... who that little girl crying out fo

Emotional Day
Today my good friend and brother Curtis Leonard may finally rest in peace. His murderer, the piece of shit who shot and killed him while robbing a store was convicted of murder in the first degree and will most likely be sentenced to death.As my friends and and i were sitting in Chima Brazilian Steakhouse having lunch were called back to the courtroom. It was sobering to think that if not for the killer John S Lane who we sat face to face to with in court for the last week, Curtis would most likely have been enjoying lunch with us, his friends. When we buried Curtis over the three days he lay in state, over 1000 people came to pay respects, cry, and show him the love we all felt for our most worthy brother. I had the privelege to address the shocked crowd who came from far and near to mourn his untimely death. How many of us will ever have that many people come to pay their last respects for us? This is testament to how many people Curtis had touched, impacted in a positive way. As I s

A Poem
The star lit sky, A moon that's full the miracle of life That's just what I compare to you, My love, My Heart, My Wife When first we met my heart stood still I stammered and couldn't speak And through the years my love just grew Each hour each day each week And now that 30yrs have past To me you're still the same My heart still skips a beat Each time I speak or hear your name My love for you has only grown You'll always be my love For that I thank the lord above And I thank you my love

Life.....
I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

Diet Tips
1, Find Fun Ways To Burn Calories : As Long as you keep it fun you will stick with it. Mixing dance and indoor cycling Rev classes at sports Club so you do not get borded. 2. SHOP FOR FRESH FOODS: Avoiding processed and packaged foods. stock up on organic fruit and vegetables from local Farmers Market. 3. TAKE THE GUILT OUT OF PIZZA: Good cooking tips from trainer or deitition whole grain tortillas with tomatoes turkey pepperioni and nonfat mozzerlla cheese. 4. GIVE YOURSELF A CUTOFF TIME: I never eat after 7pm usually before that any ways. Comsuining calories earlier in the day gives your body time to burn them off. You will have less up set stomachs to by doing this. 5. SLIP IN A DAILY MINI WORKOUT: At least 15 minutes a day even if just simple streching or strengthening exericise. Curves for womens great for both. 30 minutes 3 times a week you see results anymore time over that and you get them faster. 6. SHIP UP A POWER BREAKFAST: Start your day with protei

Oh Dear
You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince) You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight... And how to act out to get your way. People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention. Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

My Recipe
3 smoked ham hocks 1 onion 5 cloves garlic 3 tabs. crushed red peppers 2 pounds collard greens 3 tbs.franks hotsauce in a large pan over med.heat add ham hocks onion and garlic place the greens in a sink full of cold water let sit for 15 min. add 4 cups of water 2 the pot with ham hacks and add crushed red pepper cook till ham hocks are tender tear the greens down the stalk then rinse a few times 2 get all the dirt out of them.when ham hocks are tender slice them and add the greens 2 the pot and the 3 tbs. franks hot sauce simmer over low heat for 1 hour. then enjoy

Weather Forcasting !!!!
It was April and the Aboriginals in a remote part of Central Qld (Bundaberg) asked their new elder, Roger if the coming winter was going to be cold or mild. Since Roger was an elder in a modern community he had never been taught the old secrets. When he looked at the sky he couldn't tell what the winter was going to be like. Nevertheless, to be on the safe side , he told his tribe that the winter was indeed going to be cold and that the members of the tribe should collect firewood to be prepared.But being a practical leader, after several days Roger had an idea. He walked out to the telephone booth on the highway, called the Bureau of Meteorology and asked, "Is the coming winter in this area going to be cold?" The meteorologist responded, " It looks like this winter is going to be quite cold." So Roger went back to his people and told them to collect even more wood in order to be prepared. A week later he called the Bureau of Meteorology

Poetry(((( Thinking))))
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com THINKING ABOUT THE BLADE. THINKING ABOUT THAT KNIFE. THINKING ABOUT ALL THE WRONG IN MY LIFE. THINKING OF THE STEELE PEIRCEING MY SKIN. THINKING I CANNOT GO THREW THIS AGAIN. THINKING ABOUT WHAT MY LIFE REALY MEANS. THINKING ABOUT HOW LONG I STAYED CLEAN. THINKING HOW COULD I HAVE A RELAPSE. THINKING I DID AND TO MY KNEES I COLLAPSE. THINKING MY THOUGHTS ARE LIKE CANCER INSIDE MY BRAIN. THINKING SLOWLY I AM DRIVEING MYSELF INSANE. THINKING IS THERE ANYONE WHO CAN REALLY HELP ME. THINKING IF MY LIFE REALLY WASNT MENT TO BE. THINKING WILL I EVER BE ALRIGHT. THINKING I DONT KNOW BUT THIS IS MY LIFE............ WRITTEN BY LADY KAOS

My Life
Most people ask, what i like and what i dont like so hear it is, I don't like guys who show off about the size of there dick, when really even if it big u probley dont even know how to work it, and how ur so eager to get laid every fucken night by god knows what kind of a girl, (which probley has some STD) but u dont care as long as u bust a nut, And dont be into urself, cuz thats a major turn of when u spend more time then ur girlfriend dose to get ready for the day. I like it when a guy is truthful dosent lie even about the smallest things like leaving the towelet set open we expect it duh!! Even though we get on ur ass. And girls like when a guy shows then effection, even if u want to fuck DONT well not every night *wink* but just hold her and tell he that u dont want to let her go...blah blah what ever, i am sure u know. I not trying to say that its just u guys girls do it to thats why there are labaled whores, slut, traps....ect...The world is not just about sex (well in some aspe

Hmmmm
1. Real name-->Kathryn 2. Nickname--> Kat, Kate, Katie, Kit-Kat, Katetastic 3. Single or taken--> It's complicated 4. Zodiac sign--> Pisces 5. Male or female--> Female 6. Elementary--> Lowell / Brumfield 7. Middle--> PCMS 8. High--> PCHS 10. Hair color--> Brown 11. Tall or short--> Short 15. Are you health freak--> Negative 16. Height--> 5'2" 17. Do you have a crush on someone--> Indeed 18. Do you like yourself--> Kinda 19. Piercings--> A few 20. Tattoos--> A few too many 21. Righty or lefty--> Righty FIRSTS : 22. First surgery--> My mouth 23. First piercing--> Ears 24. First best friend--> Umm Lance? 25. First award--> I can't remember 26. First sport you joined--> Basketball 27. First pet--> Jared, the rabbit 28. First vacation--> Myrtle Beach 29. First concert--> Faith Hill and Tim McGraw 30. First real crush--> Oh gosh, I don't remember CURRENTLY : 049. Eating--> Nothing 050. Drinking--> Water 052. I'm about to--> Take a nap 055. Waiting fo

Kieyahs Day
Last night I decided that today after I dropped of Tristen at preschool that I would take Kieyah swimming at the YMCA in the big pool. Yesterday I went out bought her little swimmers (these diapers for the pool) and a over coat for her bathing suite. This morning I got up got both kids ready. Took the bus to the YMCA. Kieyah got her membership card her very own membership card. We dropped Tristen off. Then Kieyah and I went swimming. It took me 10 minute for her to let me put her in the water all the way. Then we found that big blue floating thing and she sat of that and moved around the pool. Played with her ball and splashed around. She had a great time. Trying to get her out of the pool was so hard. She didnt want to get out. We swam from 9am-11am but she had fun. This was her first time in a big big pool like that. She has never been in a lake just the little pool we have here. I am hoping to take her out to the YMCA next week for another morning of swimming. Please feel free to ch

Some Bitch
ok some bitch just told me that my page is a disgrace because i have my colores and support pics , and a couple of pics of my dick ......... i say fuck you to all who dont like it what do you think ????? let me know!!!

Dragons Anyone?
your dragon self (stunning pics and detailed results) You Are A Red Dragon, and, sorry to say, but this is bad! You are capricious, umpridictable, and greedy. You would travel very long distances to enlarge your treasure, and you would remember evry little coin and artifact in your loot. You live in caverns in hight moutains and consider anythings over 100km around your nest as your propriety. You hate humans and attack them as soon as they get in your sight. You will destroy and plunder the villages located on your territory and order the sacrifice of a virgin . You are are very fierce and cruel, but if a human gets to gain your trust(and if you didn't roast him before), you will be the best ally possible. You don't use a lot of magic, you are very smart and you breath fire.stone: rubyquote:"I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry" from Maxine Waters,you co

Love
Why is it that, when you tell someone you no longer want them , all you can think about is thinks of them. And you know who you are . I havnt stopped thinking of you , or loving you . I know you will never forgive me for what i did to you. But i had so much going on in my life , and im sorry that i took it out on you . I know you have probably moved on . And good luck to you . But i do still love you and i always will no matter what xxxxxx

Untitled 2
A lonely soul lost, Not knowing where to go, Left to wander alone, Looking for the soul, That is the mate. In the dark of night, This soul notices another, So charming, so tempting, The soul of a knight, Born to serve and protect. The soul lays itself at the feet, Of this oh so sensuous other soul, Hoping this knight's soul is the one, Feeling his power, love, passion, love, pain, all at once, Wanting to help him, the lonely soul gives herself freely. To this knight she gives her everything, For him to protect, love and cherish, Promising to be the one he's dreamed of, As she sees it in his mind, No turning back now, this lonely soul belongs to this knight. Vampiress (to Loyal Knight, my baby)

---fyi---
I just thought I would let all my family and friends on CT know, that I am not nor will be ignoring anyone, but I will be gone....I will Be on Vaction, (Yea!!) for a month, so I will not be commenting or responding, as much as I use too, except when I can use my daughter's laptop and of couse, I will try to catch up when I get back...LOL

Answer If You Like
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

What A Racist
Comments on silkyslim44: Albert Sydney J... 2007-2-11 0:14:35 One at least I have a chick Two I can get a white chick unlike you nigger loving ass Three See how diverse you are after a nigger rapes your mom Four You're a fag and you're gong to die like one Oh and if you fuck with anyone I am close to you will pay in blood in life so get that straight faggot wow my first death threat

6 Word Love Note
Body: 6 word love note IF this doesn't touch you.....you're heartless. One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The girl sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The guy pulled over and told the girl he wanted to talk. He told her that his feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down her cheek as she slowly reached into her pocket & passed him a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the girls side, killing the girl. Miraculously, the guy survived. Remembering the note, he pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

I Dont Underdtand Y Guys Do This.....
Why Cant guys realizethey are not redy for a relationshipin the beggining instead of 2 months or so into it...... on February 13th no less.... The day b4 Valentine's day!!!!!! After i go crazy getting an outfit (lingerie and all) for Vday.... and i ran around to get a him an awesome Bday gift..... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..

Just Me
I am just me. There are no hidden agendas. I am an open book and speak straight forward. If you ask me I will answer and it will be an honest answer. If I meet you and seem shy just look past it because that's just how I am when I first meet people. I'm not picky who I talk to, just who I talk to for long periods of time. I like to avoid confrontations, but I won't run from them, nor will I take anybody's shit. I'm probably the easiest person to get along with and talk to. I'm outgoing. I can be loud. I'm deffinitly goofy. I just moved here from *St.Louis* and I miss it like crazzyy. I'm always up for anything. I'm spontanious and compasionate. My biggest problem is that im too forgiving, but walk all over me, you'll deffinitly be sorry. Im really every thing in one, nice but a bitch, smart but dumb, funny but lame, pretty but ugly it all deppends. But I guess every one is like that. Truly I'm a great person to get to know (At least I think)Im very loyal and tustfull and I

Crude Sex Jokes
Q. What do a gynaecologist and a pizza delivery boy have in common? A. They can both smell it, but can't eat it. Q. You know why they say that eating oysters will improve a man's sex life? A. Because women know if he'll eat one of those, he'll eat anything! Q. Why does a bride smile when she's walking down the aisle? A. She knows she's given her last blow job. Q. Why is the space between a woman's breasts and her hips called a waist? A. Because you could easily fit another pair of tits in there. Q. What is the definition of "making love"? A. Something a woman does while a guy is fucking her. Q. Did you hear Richard Simmons had plastic surgery to get his love handles removed? A. Yeah...now he has no ears.

Their Concert Last Nite
OMFG...was it ever amazing to go the RASCAL FLATTS concert here in CALGARY last nite....they really know howta bring sum good times!! Anyways i went with a friend of mine...and we hada fukkin blast!!...ROW 6 on the floor...the edge of the stage was RIGHT THERE...and DAMN...*giggles*.....anyways if ya like country music...and ya ever wanna go see a really great band LIVE.....go see RASCAL FLATTS!!!.....U'll have a really amazing time!!....Jason Aldean opened up for them...he was really good as well... ....DAMN and that HEROIN beer they serve there....WOW!! amazing fukkin stuff i tell ya...*giggles*....anyways....was definately good times!!

Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Well after mucking about with the zen cart that Jenny had uploaded onto our site I suddenly realised that I didnt have a clue what I was doing and I tried for hours clicking things and making a pigs ear of it. So I bit the bullet and have now got professional help with fixing up the cart. Thank fuck for Matthew Therrien is all I can say, so he is know getting into the backend of the site and I will have a report by Monday or Tuesday of what is to be done and what training I will need to maintain it and fix it up myself which will be great as for the first time I will have a clue what I am doing. Anyway will post more about this next week and hopefully have the home page for the cart for the posters by then I looked up what Zen meant and its having a "dont know mind" with you everywhere, well that just sums me up in a nutshell I never have a clue what I am supposed to be doing but it all ends up alright eventually, but boy does it take fuckin ages

To The Other Half Of My Heart
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me

Why Wedding Ring Should Put On The Fourth Finger??
Why wedding ring should put on the fourth finger?? Thumb represents parents Second finger represents brothers & sisters Center finger represents own self Fourth finger represents your partner Last finger represents your children Really interesting Why wedding ring should put on the fourth finger?? Pls follow the below step, really god ma d e this a miracle (this is from a Chinese excerpt) Firstly, show your palm, center finger bend and put together back to back Secondly, the rest 4 fingers tips to tips Games begin, follow the below arrangement, 5 finger but only 1 pair can split. Try to open your thumb, the thumb represents parents, it can be open because all human does go thru sick and dead. Which are our parents will leave us one day Please close up your thumb, then open your second finger, the finger represent brothers and sisters, they do have their own family which is too they will leave us too Now close up your second finger, open up your

Our Military
I was just sitting here thinking about our soldiers over in Iraq and how unfair this war is. How can you have rules in war. What type of shit is going on here? Our soldiers walk/drive through the streets of Iraq on patrol and they have to treat all citizens there as if they are nutrals to the war. When in fact the odds are they're part of it. Are soldiars are getting killed off like flies on shit and they still want them to be fare. I feel that they should bring our soldiers home and let Iraq fend for themselves. If they allow another Sadam to step into leadership over there then so be it. MAY GOD BLESS OUR SOLDIERS!!!

Friends Pt. 2
One of , if not the first person I met on here was a lette by the name of Okjoo Kim$LCN$. You know, I see these bullitins all damn day long about how people are not really friends on here, they are just there for points. Well, not her. She has been one of the coolest people I have had the honor of knowing on here and continue to enjoy knowing her. It doesnt hurt that she calls me sexy or whatnot either ;p. Anywho, if you get a sec, go check her page and read her profile. She is quite the lady. And I added her as family after just a few days. Check her out here: Okjoo Kim$LCN$@ CherryTAP

Not For Me...
baby girl, beleive i see, the fascination you have for me hope its a passing thing, cause i dont feel the same and your making me feel bad i dont deserve that worse yet, you lye about it even worse yet, i survived hell just to land face first, in the bottom of the frying pan worse even still survivings a pain paychecks disguised as anything i cant see Its becoming quite annoying and i cant stop destroying everything i touch turns to pain im broke and your boring. dont mean to hurt your feelings, i know how it is. to love completely, but they dont give a shit. feeling queezy, and your bout to get sick. please beleive me, i love ya like a lil sis. and it aint easy to not grab your ass after a couple beers, but somehow i manage. seriously though, i cant tell a soul that im scared to death of dying alone but thats the direction, i seem to be headed in, cause i push away everyone, that gets to close. not just you but there was this one girl that go

How Freaky Are You In Bed? ***59***
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L

Beating Down Again
How do we know just what life is to be? who can we trust, when it's all falling down? where do we turn to, when the world's closeing in? my world is broke and empty, life is dark and cold, there is but one truth, I know it well my friend, I'm beating Down Again... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Wanna Know
Do you visit stash's? i havent only because im scared if i do that my pc will crash n burn lol but i plan on visiting them and posting and rating them ..... I had never worried about stashing stuff until yesterday:/ but did the stash thing for what reason im unsure ~shrugs~

Golf Mishap :d
Two women were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at his groin, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in agony. The woman rushed down to the man, and immediately began to apologize. "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll be fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying in the fetal position, still clasping his hands together at his groin. At her persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her hands inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long moments then asked, "How does that feel?" He replied, "It feels fantastic, but my thumb still hurts like c

New Place In Town.
please join me in our new lounge club fantasia is now open! come and join in some fun and great chat (over 18) no drama! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6307 hope to see you there!!!!!! Turtle.

What's A Salute
What is a Fubar Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will re

Bored Wife
Each day Renee rushed home from work to make dinner for husband, before he gets home from work too. Renee makes sure that the dinner is hot and she is wearing only an apron, that is see thru. Michael comes home everyday putting his brief case by the door and calling his wife's name out...each day he always meets her in the kitchen, smiling he kisses his wife hello while playing with her pussy. Renee moans out loud..They sit down for dinner and after dinner they have there usual sex. Renee was getting bored with the same thing everyday. One day Renee came home from work early deciding to get on the internet, looking for something fun that isn't the usual partner....she met a man there who she was talking to...Renee lost track of time..when her husband came home he found her at the computer and dinner wasn't ready. He looked at her in only a t-shirt and a red thong, not calling her name he walked over to her, noticing that the cam was on and that the man she was talking to was wa

Plz.. Read!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, NEWCOMERS, AND FAMILY: I WOULD LOVE IF YOU STOPPED BY MY PAGE AND SIGNED MY GUESTBOOK. THIS IS NOT FOR POINTS. I JUST WANT YOU ALL ON MY PAGE. A DAILY REMEMBERENCE OF YOU ALL. PLZ.. KEEP IN TOUCH. WHEN PEOPLE VISIT MY PAE THEY WILL SEE U THIS WAY AND HEY U MIGHT MEET NEW AND INTERESTING PEOPLE BECAUSE OF IT. THANK YOU FOR TAKING TIME TO READ MY WORDS. XXxxCHELLYxxXX

Sagittarius - The Promiscuous One
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost it with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 y

Late Night Random Thoughts
so yeah its like 1:30am on a thursday night i am bored out my mind so what do i do? sit on my computer and bitch about being bored lol I think i really need a hobby or better yet a g.f. any live in the chicago land area? haha more then likely not i always fall the girls that live like 10 million miles away or the ones that are unobtainable go me and my shitty luck. So all that is besides the point, and honestly i may not even have a point i am just rambling to pass the time and more then likely no one will read this if they do cool if not oh well i wasted like 5 mins of my life doing aboslutly nothing lol

For Us Military Girls
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear

My Last Day....what Do I Do Now???
So in 24 hours my 12 years of service to my country comes to an end. I get to be a regular guy again. Not sure if I'm ready for it...I'm all twisted about it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....oh well such is life. Just venting.....OK...I'm done.

Under Your Spell.........
Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Your Love!!
l feel your tender touch at night, and through the day time too, l see it in your eyes, each time l look at you. l hear it in your voice, when you whisper in my ear, l feel it in your touch, when you wipe away a tear. Your love is all around me, within me deep inside, your warm embrace, your tender kiss, always by my side. Your love will never leave me, for we were meant to be, l have your soul deep in my heart, l know you do agree. My love is all aorund you, l know you feel it too, my soul is deep inside your heart, don't say it isnt true. My love is everlasting, forever and beyond, it will be with you always , when from earth we're gone. Our love is more than anyone's, ours will last forever, in spring, and summer, never failing, in any type of weather. Our love is deep, within our souls, our minds and bodies too, nothing can or will change that, we'll always make it through. We love like one, as people should, joined within each other, no one could ever take

Lasombra
Lasombra From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Lasombra is a fictional clan of vampires, associated with the Sabbat, from White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade books and role-playing games. The Lasombra are the Sabbat's counterpart to the Ventrue. The Lasombra have the ability to create and control shadows. Unlike most other vampires, the Lasombra do not cast reflections in mirrors or other surfaces, much like vampires of popular culture. They are also even more susceptible to sunlight than other Cainites, except the Followers of Set. The Lasombra clan's unique discipline is Obtenebration, which allows them to manipulate shadows and even the unformed substance of the primordial void, known as the Abyss. The effects they can create range from causing flittering shadows which have actual substance, transforming their own bodies into an expression of darkness and emptiness, and even the ability to temporarily submerge a small area of the immediate environment into th

Wrong
Where did I go so wrong with you I'll ever understand why you did,what you it You choose the booze You thought you could drink your responsibility Like it didn't exist Blaming everybody,but yourself You were busy running from everything I think at times you were running from yourself I think you need to take reality check Realize what you are about to lose You didn't want a home life I could never understand why,you did want to be home You had a good women at home author-M.G.

Vt"s Loss
Its been a day and a half since the shooting at Virginia Tech and I know alot of people have weighed in on how bad this was and how will the Victims families cope with their loss; all of these are good questions and I have one what about the parents of the shooter have you considered what they are going through and what they will face for the rest of the lives? Shame and a lot of it but they more than likely are good people who's son went off the deep end and shot and killed 32 people including himself , then comes the if only guilt which isn't fair to anyone let alone the parents whom I feel sorry for . I don't have any kids in college but yet I can understand the fear and the sorrow that each family is feeling and out of respect for them I have lowered my flag to half mast and Pray for a quick healing and understanding from us all for the survivors and the victims of this horrid event.

Update
Dominic has gained a pound and a half in 20 days time lil porker...lol but that just means he is very healthy, newest pic up in my photos of him... ty 2 all those that have rated his photos and left comments, as u all couldn't c i am not proud of him....RIGHT!!!

3,6,12
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad?" To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March....."

Untitled
Years pass me by in minutes Without you by my side Everyday I'm haunted By a love to strong to die I cant let go of this false hope I'll wait for you long after I'm gone In this life or the next,we meant to be together

A Poem For Nathan
Dangerous words are swiftly flying by You pretend to believe the pathetic lie Looking around don't care yousay out loud To bad no one believes you in the crowd Your tears fall slowly as the morning dew It's a sad twisted fate but it is true Locking yourself in a prison of pure hate Believing crazy is your current mental state The nightmare you live locks in your fate ©Sarah Thompson R.I.P nathan..you deffinitly will not be forgoten..you fought so well xXx

Meaning Of True Friendship
I BET THEIRS NOT ONE OUT THERE THAT CAN SAY SHE HASN'T VISITED YOUR PAGE AND SHOWN YOU LOVE LETS RETURN THAT FAVOR AND HELP OUT A GREAT LADY I KNOW YOU WON'T REGRET IT IN THE LEAST JUST A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR TIME THIS LADY IS WHAT THE MEANING OF TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS SHE'S HELPED THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ON HERE BY GIVING BLASTS, RATING, AND BEING A FRIEND LETS REPOST THIS AND KEEP IT GOING LETS HELP HER LEVEL PEOPLE TO SHOW OUR APPRECIATION FOR HER FRIENDSHIP SHE ONLY NEEDS 29,000 POINTS LETS DO THIS FOR HER ToXic SiN@ CherryTAP

When We First Meet
When we first meet On that November day We started as friends We shared our thoughts We opened our hearts You never knew You had no clue But on that day My heart stolen So here’s a rose To show my love With the heart That was stolen We never knew We had no clue That on that day A love would grow But this I knew From the start You are special And in my heart Now I must say I LOVE YOU SO (ALL OF MY POEMS ARE COPIED WRITED SO PLEASE DO NOT TAKE)

Cancer And My Family
My Aunt Sandy came home today. Mom is taking care of her and giving her medication every 4 hours. Mom is looking into renting a car because Sandy has a difficult time getting in and out of Laura's van. While in the hospital Sandy was taken off all medication - including her pain medication. When she was admitted into the hospital her blood count was down to 2.5 - at 2 they put you in a casket because you die. By blood count I mean the amount of blood in your system so she had been losing a lot of blood. Her stomach is no longer flat but extended and her belly button is being pushed out. This could be a result of the medication she was given or something else. The cancer is in her stomach now. She goes back to her cancer doctor on Tues. Mom is extremely pissed at the hospital since it took 2 hours to get a glass of water for Sandy last night and it seems it was no one's job to do that every time the request was made. Mom is there for at least two weeks and if Sandy is better

Something Here For The Men To Think About
Well guys.. here think about this.. You know all those women you drool and pant over here. All those porn looking girlies that you follow around..Remember.. they look like this without their make up.. Would you follow them around if they look like these celebs without their make up? You're overlooking some really great girls because of it. Watch and learn.

Sad Love
Sad love is some that come to u when u think it going to be ok and u put ur hops up high and then they come down like a hammer out of the blue and hit u when u don't want it ot.i I have nowing what it like to have that hammer come down on me is like it can take a long time befor u come off the ground and when u do u see if u can still walk at all.i I like to say to all if u get like that plz do take it easy at first ok.It like riding a bike u may fall off but u get back on one day it may not be that day it maybe the next day but never give up just get on and rid the best u can. if u had been like this befor plz do let me and tell how u got back up on ur feet. kennye eckert.

I'm Loving You
The reason I love you is quite easy to see it encompasses everything that you mean to me, the kindness, the love and your honesty too are all part of the reason that I'm loving you. You're my ear when I'm angry, frustrated or down you listen and comfort and turn things around, you're my eyes when I'm tired and too flat to see and everything you envision is offered to me. You're my mouth when I'm silent and quiet for the day and you honor and respect me in your own special way, you're my love, you're my soul and all I can be your the inspiration that fills the very heart in me. The reason I love you is blatantly clear my happiness is evident only when you are near, your love and devotion is so sweet and so true and that's only part of the reason that I'm loving you.

Sleep...
Sleep, my lovely, sleep, rest your eyes, as you rest your weary head upon my chest, let me comfort you, protect you, and watch over you, as you journey far away, to a better world, where your dreams are full of miles and miles of joy and smiles, and everything you've ever wished for. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, let the worries flow from your brow, and let them rest upon my strong body, let me carry your cares for you, so that you might be free. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, so that you might wake tomorrow, and find me here, holding you, caressing you, waking you with love...

About Memoir, And Other Things!
I was going to include here a paragraph something written in 1930 and which would just pass under the 75-year rule if applied to writings (77...) (published in a book Though Gently by Laura Riding, the Seizin Press, 1930, in Deyá, Majorca and found by me quoted in Sorabji: A Critical Celebration published some sixty-five years later. Paraphrase seems warranted by copyright law instead ;) but if you can find the original - in the book on Sorabji (edited by Rapoport, Paul, ed. published by Scolar, Press: Aldershot, Hampshire, UK on page 195) I think the quote- under Preliminaries - will please and give pause-for-thought. This is really not about active intentional lying but the triage, selection, needed by writers of biographers, nonfiction writers, fiction writers of course. Paraphrase then, paraphrasing then, trying to keep some of the spirit if not Riding's poetry... or concision -- If we must choose then, we must leave out, and how much may we- before we are

What I Look For In A Woman.
Hi this is what I look for in a woman, I want a woman who is fun to hang out with likes to hold hands walk on the beach under the moon and stars and loves my cooking thats a big plus hehe. Im looking for a woman who feels good about her self and knows what she wants in life and looks for a man in his heart not his looks. I never look or judge a woman by her looks or body size but by her heart and no it dont both me if she has kids either. I am 36 I have never been married and no kids I have had 3 x's in my life and it has been a hard learning experence for sure but it has not changed my heart or thoughts towards women even men have there faults too. at times alot more then even women . I love to spoil a woman buy her flowers and make her a home made dinner and give her a nice hott bath or shower and a good massage too. I do love to cuddle of course who dont right . I am 6'3 with size 13 feet and im 200lbs soo there is alot to cuddle with lol. I have been

Ct Lover
Send me your best resume for you to become my CT Lover! Make it unique be creative and you could be my CT Lover! Just tell me all about yourself and why you want to be my Lover! blueyedgirl30 *Head Stripper *SIN*sational Cafe*Real/CT Wife of Countrycop74* @ CherryTAP

Me
tired n alone my eyes start to close into my world where noone knows that im crying inside the pain i cant bear u cant see im wiping a tear but i am strong so ive been told u can handle it ur so bold but they dont see the things inside all the pain n the dented pride but i ll be strong n do my best cus life aint easy its just a test

Coming Undone
Korn - Coming Undone Lyrics Keep holding on when my brain's ticking like a bomb Gets the blood clots to come, I can forget me Sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird, you don't affect me That's right Deliver into my heart Please try Bring deliverance Wait I'm coming undone I waste I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my demons were my friends They decay, in the end they're out to get me Since I was young I tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet choking gun does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please try Make it quick now I'm trying to hold it together And it's like a bed of feather Looks like I'm not getting better Not getting better

Chainedme, Dick Chainedme....
So Dick Chainedme was on stage tonight... MY DRAG SHOW FUCKIN ROCKED!!! ::does the happiest dance ever:: Sooooo many people didnt even recognize me.. most thought i was really a man... (haha and yall didnt have faith in me that i could hide those monstrous things i call tits) Miss Dee didnt even know i was a girl till i turned around and she saw all my hair wraped up in the back that lead to my fadora.. Well i got done my second song... (Richard Cheese, Down with the sickness) and Miss Dee came over to me and said "i want to talk to you after the show" ... i was a little scared... here i am .. a first time drag king... and MISS DEE wants to talk to me... I took a deep breath... we did our final bows and the money was counted that was raised... we raised $500 for pride and Miss Dee and Regina took me out to the courtyard to talk with me. They do a show at the sanctuary once a month called the Appletini Review.. its a mixed bar.. Some Gay men... Some breeders (straigh

I Dare You To Move
I look at my reflection so dirty with hate. She's staring back at me disgust on her face. I reach out to touch her, our fingers collide. She's cold and shes hard like water turned ice. She opens her mouth these words are not mine. "Your selfish and heatless payback comes in due time" My lips never moved my voice wasnt hers. My mirror image is alive and convicting me to hurt. "You kept silent so long tell me why now should you speak?" My mirror image doesn't answer just looks with eyes so bleak. I shake ever so slightly my lips quiver in fear, my mirror image is moving her hand draws ever near. "You had your chance and lived a life of lies. You look at me each day and try to read your eyes. theres a reason they show nothing at all all the feelings you possess are concealed by a wall." Her hands at my neck and pressures applied, Im gasping for air looking into her eyes. I see anger and hate pain and deciet. I see dissaproval dissappointement and its all aimed a

Dedicated To True Love
Little something i wrote , i know iam not a poet , but it comes from my heart i guess . Its called Dont Forget . Dont Forget dont forget, i loved you and it was a true love . dont forget, tears that fell from my eyes were for you . dont forget, the way i held you and looked into your eyes and thos sweet soft kisses the color of your eyes , and the way you tilt your head. dont forget, my love is forever, even if you are with another, my heart will always be locked away thinking of you and forever broken hearted. dont forget, even tho iam not worthy of you , you were my dream come true and nothing will ever replace you . dont forget, ill be looking into the sun or moon light sky , clouds or stars dreaming of you . dont forget, without true love , you have nothing . dont forget, i will miss you and always love you , my heart has died and somebody in the world truely did love you . dont forget, everything i did was for you and only wanted to see you happy. dont fo

Song Or Poem You Decide
Im so tired of being alone. No one to share my joy. No one to share my sorrows and pain. Im so tired of being alone. Each night I pray to god and the stars above, that someday I find my love. A love that had evaded me so far. Im so tired of being alone. My days are filled with sorrow. my nights with darkness. Im looking for the light. One to share my joy, my sorry and my pain. Im so tired of being alone. 5/31/07

Two Old Pensioners
Two old pensioners are taking a trip down memory lane by going back to the place where they first met. Sitting at a café, the little old man says, “Remember the first time I met you over 50 years ago? We left this cafe, went round the corner behind the gas works, and I gave you one from behind.” “Why, yes, I remember it well, dear,” replies the little old lady with a grin. “Well, for old time’s sake, let’s go there again. and I’ll give you one from behind.” The two pensioners pay their bill and leave the cafe. A young man sitting next to them has overheard the conversation and smiles to himself, thinking it would be quite amusing to see two old pensioners at it. He gets up and follows them. Sure enough, he sees the two pensioners near the gas works. The little old lady pulls off her knickers and lifts up her dress. The old man pulls down his pants and grabs the lady’s hips, and the little old lady reaches for the fence. Well, what follows is 40 minutes of the most athlet

Mirror, Mirror -- A Poem
Mirror Mirror (8, April 2004 MDJ) Mirror Mirror on the wall Tell the truth and show one and all The Cruelty, Selfishness, Lying Supreme The one and only ruler of her own little regime! The one who promises her life intact The one to whom your heart reacts When she knows full well, she will suck you dry Leaving you waiting, with tears falling from your eyes! This woman who sings as sweet as a dove Looking for the world like something sent from above When in truths name she can not say a word straight Runs and hides when you need a promise or to deliver a complaint! Do not be taken in by her deceptive lies! She will ruin you plans while batting her big brown eyes! I walk away from her phantom kingdom now Sadder in heart but wiser I vow The days of forgiveness have come and gone She used them all up, what reserves I had, are now withdrawn! If she ever calls my name again A deaf ear I shall tune to her violin! Take this clue from your own book, cruel BEAU

Top Ten Least Popular Self Help Books
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::( No More Yay Me.. Someone Give Me A Bullet In The Head
So im talkin to my sons dad and he tells me im not seeing my son tomorrow.. i cant have him overnight i cant see him and im not allowed to talk to him anymore.. I fucking hate that man..

To All My Friends
Just to let u all know, I will not be online a lot since I am back home in atlanta for the summer. I have a greaat idea for you all. I know most of you hate the fact that you cant talk to me now for a good minute. so here is the deal, I am going to give out my number for you all to reach me at. Feel free to call at anytime 770-997-8495 - where im located now 404-691-4232 - where i may be once in a while fell free to holla at me. dont forget to ask for me by my birth name Octavius, just in case I don;t always pick up. Much love to u all. Peace. ~ Stinger Nitro

The Master's Creed
The Master's Creed ABOVE ALL ELSE, He cherishes His submissive, in the knowledge that the gift she offers is a gift second only to love. He is demanding, taking full advantage of the power given to Him, knowing how to share the pleasure which comes from that precious gift. He is in control of Himself, first and foremost, so that He may control. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate Lover, He will kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, the Master will leave "roles" behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that theirs, firstly, is a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a submissive to put Him before her family or career, just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win his submissive's mind, body, spirit, soul and love, He knows He must first earn her trust. He

Hair Color!
Okay this is the thing & it pisses me off! I have had hot pink hair for 4 years now, but Keith pointed out too me how trendy being punk is & having pink hair really is. Kinda really pisses me off! These wanna be punk bitches now don't even know the meaning of being a punk... It's not listen to what true punks calls EMO, dying your hair, getting your lip pierced & wearing torn & tattered clothing. Being punk is about being YOU! Not caring if people stare at you & when they do stare you look right back & say something smart assed! It's about standing up for what you believe in & not being a fuckin' sheep & following everyone who thinks they are cool. If you think you're cool... Then shit that's all that fuckin' matters! Being punk is listening to PUNK music... Like Dead Kennedys, Misfits, Socal D, Rancid, Sex Pistols, Bad Religion & PennyWise. Omg do you know that I haven't met a "punk" around here yet who knows who PennyWise is... WTF? & You call yourself a punk, you lil wanna be bitche

How I Feel....
I've been told I'm sweet I've been told I'm kind Each time I fall It blows my mind It hurts so much When I find you've lied With nothing else to do I sat down and cried I don't know why I fall so easy It hurts a lot And makes me queasy I'll walk away And let you be 'Cuz I can't take What you've done to me. By Dori Axt May 25, 2007

Beer For Bags
In New York City, one week out of the year, a little messenger bag store does a beer for bags promotion. They tell you what beer to trade for a bag and then invite you back for a party to drink the beer people brought. My two friends and I, one of my roomies and my birthday bitch, (we have the same birthday but she's a few hours older than me) decided to participate this year. My BB price compared distributors. We found 2 that had good prices for the beer needed. They both got cases of hoegaarden and I got a case of Grolsch. Can you imagine the stares thrown at a white boy and 2 gurls luggin cases of brew thru Harlem? Hilarious. When we got downtown. We didn't feel so awkward as people smiled, knowin where we were goin. The shop was filled to the brim wit beer. Cases were stacked from floor to ceilin. After they take the beer, you get your bag and take a pic. The pic if an invite to a party the last nite where you drink the beer everyone bought. Don't believe me, check out the website

Men Vs Women
IT'S WOMEN VS MEN IN THIS CONTEST. STOP BY AND RATE MY PIC AND LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS!!!!! I'D APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET! COMMENT ON MY BLOG WHEN YOU COMMENT ME AND I'LL MAKE SURE TO STOP BY YOUR PAGE!!!!! AND HEY.. PASS IT ON TO YOUR FRIENDS TOO. COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED!!!!!!!! The Rules Are... 1. 2. 3.No downgrading or downrating will be tolerated. Please advise your friends of this rule. 4.If we determine your entry inactive, someone else can have your spot. 5.No Freshmeat accounts allowed to bomb. 6.You can comment bomb yourself. 7.You may pimp yourself til your hearts content. 8.Bombing Families welcome. 9.Have Fun! 10.Minimum 10,000 comments in Battle Royal for the VIC. Prizes will be as follows: To be given as extra prizes... The first Woman to get 25 ratings, will receive, an Oscar and a dozen roses. The first Woman to 7500 comments, will receive The Ladies Diamond ring and earrings. Final prizes at the end of the 2 weeks will be...

Jealousy
I need to talk about this for a bit. What exactly does one benefit from this emotion. Or what good does anyone benefit from this emotion. ~~~~~~~ I'm thinking~~~~I can't think of one. So why is it there? Why do so many live with it? It destroys relationships and themselves. I know the affects jealousy has on peoples lives. It ruins them. The real question than remains, can one control this emotion. The answer is yes. But it takes work and determination. People who are jealous in nature are typically that way, which started at an early age. One's childhood. Your upbringing from birth and the teachings and examples set by your parents help make you who you are. The possible reasons being your parents not giving you the attention you needed, or watching them by their examples. Than you grow up into a non trusting world of lies, deception and being hurt by friends or a love one. And this is just your teenage years. Than you become an adult. You marry or get very serious with someone and

My Dad
MY DAD TURNED 65 ON JUNE 13. I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD FATHER AND PROVIDER FOR ME. BUT, I WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T I HUG HIM OR KISS HIM OR EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL TO HIM? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? HE LIVES WITH ME BUT, HE SPENDS MOST OF THE TIME IN MEXICALI, MEXICO. 2 WEEKS AGO HE WAAS RIGHT HERE AND HE WAS NOT FEELING TO GOOD SO HE WENT TO MEXICALI TO SEE HIS DOCTOR. YESTERDAY HE CAME AND I ASKED HIM WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? HE SAID THAT THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM THAT HE SUFFERED A STROKE. OF COURSE I FELT REALLY BAD BUT, I DID NOT SHOW IT. TODAY WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE BECAUSE HE IS GOING TO MEXICO. WELL ALL THE WAY WHERE HE IS FROM. HE STARTED CRYING AND I ASKED HIM WHAT'S WRONG? HE SAID NOTHING. I TOLD HIM WHY ARE YOU CRYING? WHAT DIDN'T YOU TELL US? HE SAID NOTHING. HE HAS GONE TO MEXICO BEFORE BUT, HE HAS NEVER CRYED BECAUSE HE WAS LEAVING THAT'S WHY I WAS ASKING HIM SO MANY QUESTIONS.MAN PEOPLE WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING I WA

I Loved You!
This poem is dedicated to My little cousin Alexis Rae Lovaas September 25, 1990 – September 23, 2002 I Loved You By: Ashley There's not a day that goes by that i don't think about you We had our up and down times but no matter what I always loved you There were days I yelled at you and Told you "NO," but thats because I loved you and I never wanted anything bad to happen to you We also had our times that we could sit there and laugh, cry and talk all day and night long Even though we were so far apart in age that didn't matter because we understood and loved each other Now even though you are not here physically, you are with me mentally I will never forget the times we had together We would always look out for each other I will always charish the times we had together Good-bye is such a strong and painful word So, I will never say it because we will se each other someday again up in heaven When I think about u now I cry because I

Do You Remember?
Do you remember when we were young? We thought we were madly in love. I was breathless when you stood near. Your embrace chased away all my fear. Do you remember the good times we had? When we were apart, we were so sad. Your sweet kisses told me everything was okay. Your actions said what you couldn't say. Do you remember how happy we always were? You had one true love and I was her. You had my soul, body, and heart. I honestly believed we'd never part. Do you remember the love we shared? I knew just how much you cared. I thought we'd be together for eternity. I would stay by you and you'd stay by me. Do you remember that horrible day? I just let our love slip on away. I broke your heart and walked away. I couldn't even help the words I had to say. Do you remember the pain I caused you? There was nothing we could say or do. In my heart, I will keep your memory. I just hope that one day you'll forgive me.

Vacation Time!!!!!!
Hey Everyone! I just wanted to let everybody know I am going on vacation. I am going to Texas on July 2nd and will be returning on August 16th. I am going to visit a friend. She is getting married and I am her Maid Of Honor. I am really looking forward to this trip. This is the first vacation I've ever had. Hunter and I are taking a plane. And the plans are for us to both be in the wedding. And yes I will have pics. I promise. I am sure I will be able to get online every so often while I am gone, but I am planning on having fun doing other things than to be online much. Also, for those of you who have my cell phone number, I no longer have that cell phone. I got tried of never knowing when I was going to have a phone because of the bill getting too high. So I went and got one on my own. So if you want my number, get in touch with me and let me know. I'll have it with me while in Texas. Anyway, I hope everyone has a great week, and a fantastic summer. Talk to you soon. *Hugs

Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part

Destiny Shauna Renee Reed Wilcox
this is bradleys sister again.. i just want everyone to please pray for my brother even tho its been 9 yrs july 1st that he lost his lil girl.. she was still born on july 1st of 1998... she only weighed 15 ounces and his ex was only 7 months pregnant... so if u would plz send a lil prayer or pray for my brother.. hes going thru a hard enuff time with cara... plz just show my brother some love and hell see it when he can get online or i can let him know.... this is still so very hard on him... he wants a lil girl so bad... he had 2 beautiful girls he was so attached to when him and cara was together..but plz show brad some love plz... thanks alot.. bri

Sex Style
Whats Your Sex StyleROLEPLAY!!you are always up for jumping into the sexy lil play outfit, and telling your partner what to do!!! your up for anything!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

From Me.
To all me friends just wanted to say that I love you with all my heart. I may not be online that much as I have been in the past. I met a really great guy so I have been hanging out with him and my kids. So far so good kepp ya fingers crossed that it stays that way, lord knows I am sick of the bs that I have had with relationships. I do miss you guys alot and no I will not for get about yall. I will be online from time to time leaving yall some love.

Same Old Stuff
Ya know you sit and think that maybe one day everything will change. That maybe life will start to be a happy place to exist. I am really starting to reconsider this opinion that I have had for so long. It seems like every time that I get happy something happens to make me sad again. I am sick of it all. I really am. Why try when no one else cares?

Talk About Luck...
In the picture above you can see where this guy broke through the guard rail (on the right side where the people are standing) and somehow his truck left the road, traveling from right to left and flipped end-over-end, across the culvert outlet landing on the other side. Now look at the picture below... If that isn't luck I don't know what is!

The Truth Of What Women Want
No one has ever accused me of having a green thumb but i love making things grow. I demonstrate my passion for horticulture with a cool cucumber. theres no better way to beat the heat muses the green party supporter. while plant matter stimulates me to a blooming climax. i caresse my flesh casabas and made a confession. i'm not a strict vegetarian. no matter how much i try, fresh produce can't fulfill my carnal cravings for man meat.

Interesting Sex Facts
-THINGS THAT WOMEN MIGHT WANT TO KNOW- 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumcised, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "pro static congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THINGS MEN MIGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural

Inspired By Hubby
Hubby has been blogging about his horoscopes. I thought mine today was neat. "Playing it safe doesn't have to equal boring -- you're living proof of that. You perform your everyday tasks with such zest and vigor that the people around you are inspired. You lead (and teach) by example." I hear this all the time. LOL I am the entertainment at work, helps make it easier to deal with the day. But, I couldn't do it without the love of my family and friends. They are the ones who inspire me the most to keep going. I do hope they know how much they mean to me.

You Are Worthy
You are worthy You are worthy of the best in life. It's not because anyone tells you so or gives you permission to be, but because you know deep down that you are. You have every reason to feel great about the good and valuable things you have done. You have the ability to expand on that goodness, on that value, on your own special gifts. Where you are is a very good place to be. For you are in a position to truly make a difference by expressing and fulfilling your most deeply held values and dreams. Certainly things are not perfect, and your world is filled with difficult challenges. Yet there is real treasure hidden within those challenges, for you have what it takes to move successfully through them. You know how great it feels to accomplish something positive and meaningful. Listen to that feeling, for it connects you to your purpose and your ability to do great things. Whatever you can imagine, you are worthy of reaching. Choose to make everything in your li

Same Pic People
I have always wondered why people will post the same pic or a variation of the same pic (same, hair style, pose, and clothing) like a 100 times? Why not just a couple? I guess it probably has to do with points. I don't worry about points, guess if I did i would do the same thing.

News For All
News for all. As of Monday I will not be online much. I have been overloaded with alot lately and the internet will be shut off on Monday. If you want me to contact after that day, leave me a phone number to reach you at. That way I can still call after that day. I am planning on getting a regular cell phone that day instead of the prepaid one I have at this time. Just wanted to make sure and let all of you know, cause I may or may not be able to get on my laptop at the library and you know they block most sites from their computers. My life is going nuts right now, alot of drama around the area and it seems to have an affect on everything. I will miss all of you and I will keep in touch the best I can. Take everyone and have a great weekend. Love Always, Your friend Angel, Brenda ~Snowflake~ xoxoxoxo My email addy is : brenda111678@yahoo.com for those who want to contact me by email that dont have a phone.

Parody Song Lyrics - Hope You Don't Snore
Another CCR "Lookin' Out My Back Door" Parody... but this one is a bit cleaner.. lol ******** Though we just met outside tonight, We want to get very close, all right, Gonna hook up, fall asleep on my bed. As fatigue sets in, and I'm almost dreaming, I wake up cause I hear you snore. At first it is soft, but slowly getting louder, it looks like I need some earplugs, maybe move from the room, and into someones tomb either way I won't hear you snore. Electric Drills are buzzing loudly in my ear sounds like a jet plane taking off outside. No more sleep for me tonight, but I guess it's all right, I won't sleep cause I heard you snore. Electric Drills are buzzing loudly in my ear sounds like a jet plane taking off outside. I'll sleep all day tomorrow, Tonight is filled with sorrows All because I heard you snore. Though we just met outside tonight, We want to get very close, all right, Gonna hook up, fall asleep on my bed. I'll sleep all day tomorrow, Toni

Times Among The Lonely..
When you've had so many rough, hard times You've written it all down with songs and rhymes You get tired of being a companion with pen and paper You feel like you're nothing, clear, like water vapor. Wishing someone was there to hold you tight Someone to help you through times, tell you everthing will be alright. You feel like you are a nobody and no one looks your way Someone walks by, you think that maybe today will be the day But that someone walks on to meet up with their girl Oh my gosh, not again, I wish that was me, it makes me wanna hurl Sigh once but it goes back to the way it was Wow Emily, you look like an idiot again, sarcastically everyone applaused This is really how it is, a small town girl, figuring who she wants to be When you see people, it's easy for them, like one,two,and three Why is it so hard for me? I am smart, I should be a catch to someone My problem is I haven't started, not yet begun So I'm going to end this rhyme, leave my pen and paper

About You......
I have lots of people on my friends list. Some I know really great, some I don't very much about at all. SO this is what I want from everyone on my list.....Tell me 2 things about you that I don't know. NO matter how silly or how important. Anything at all. Two things about me that you may not know: 1. I have a pillow named pee-pee. It is a body size pillow with fishy on it. NO matter where I go to spend the night, my pee-pee has to go with me or I can't sleep. 2. I am very shy when I meet someone for the first time in person. Very few people that chat with me online ever believe this, but it is true. Some of the people that have actually met me in person from here know this for a fact. It takes me awhile to warm up to someone in person, and then the brakes are off, and here I come. So now, tell me something about you that I don't know. ~~Hugs and Humps~~ Mary

Funny Jokes
A husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf. Of course, the wife promptly hacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us!" So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: Glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you. You see, I'm a genie, and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three

Never A Truer Word Spoken
At first people refuse to believe that a strange new thing can be done. Then they begin to hope it can be done. Then they see it can be done. Then it is done and all the world wonders why it was not done centuries ago. ~ Frances Hodgson Burnett

My Boxer Patch
Iv made it as a finalist with another one.. this time its with my puppy dog. On behalf Reeve and John Warton, our 2 editors, have reviewed your photograph, My patch of dirty snow, and have selected it for its asymmetric composition and light mix used throughout. Please click the link below to view the photograph selected. http://www.photolaureates.org/show_photo_in_email.php?EMAIL=yankeecrow5@yahoo.com

I Miss You All Sooooooo Much
I PLAN TO BE BACK ON VERY SOON THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVELY COMMENTS AND GIFTS I PROMISE TO REPAY AS SOON AS I AM BACK ON AT HOME I HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING VERY WELL AND I MISS YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH TALK TO YOU ALL VERY VERY SOON HUGS AND KISSES AND LOTS OF DRINKS :):):):):):):):) LOVE LIL CHAR

Beef Stroganoff
Beef Stroganoff Serves 4 SAUCE: 2 Tablespoons Butter 2 Tablespoons Flour 1 1/2 cups Beef broth 2 tablespoons butter 1 medium Onion, diced 1 cup Mushrooms, fresh, sliced 1 pound Beef tenderloin (or sirloin), cut into 1 1/2" x 1/4" strips 6 ounces Sour cream 4 cups Noodles, cooked First make the sauce. Melt the butter in a saucepan. Whisk in the flour and cook for 3 minutes, stirring constantly. Slowly whisk in the broth. Reduce the heat and simmer 15 minutes, stirring frequently. Melt the butter in a skillet. Add the onions, beef, and mushrooms. Cook until onion is soft and the meat has browned. Pour the sauce over the mixture and simmer for 30 minutes. Whisk in the sour cream and heat for 3 minutes longer. Serve over warm, cooked noodles.

To All Coke Drinkers
The Many Uses of Coca-Cola 1. In many states the highway patrol carries two gallons of Coke in the trunk to remove blood from the highway after a car accident. 2. You can put a T-bone steak in a bowl of Coke and it will be gone in two days. 3. To clean a toilet: Pour a can of Coke into the toilet bowl. Let the "real thing" sit for one hour, then flush clean. 4. The citric acid in Coke removes stains from vitreous china. 5. To remove rust spots from chrome car bumpers: Rub the bumper with a crumpled-up piece of Reynolds Wrap aluminum foil dipped in Coca-Cola. 6. To clean corrosion from car battery terminals: Pour a can of Coca-Cola over the terminals to bubble away the corrosion. 7. To loosen a rusted bolt: Apply a cloth soaked in Coca-Cola to the rusted bolt for several minutes. 8. To bake a moist ham: Empty a can of Coca-Cola into the baking pan; wrap the ham in aluminum foil, and bake. Thirty minutes before the ham is finished, remove the foil, allowing

Las Vegas
THIS MAY COME AS A SURPRISE TO THOSE OF YOU NOT LIVING IN LAS VEGAS, BUT THERE ARE MORE CATHOLIC CHURCHES THAN CASINOS. NOT SURPRISINGLY, SOME WORSHIPPERS AT SUNDAY SERVICES WILL GIVE CASINO CHIPS RATHER THAN CASH WHEN THE BASKET IS PASSED. SINCE THEY GET CHIPS FROM MANY DIFFERENT CASINOS, THE CHURCHES HAVE DEVISED A METHOD TO COLLECT THE OFFERINGS. THE CHURCHES SEND ALL THEIR COLLECTED CHIPS TO A NEARBY FRANCISCAN MONASTERY FOR SORTING AND THEN THE CHIPS ARE TAKEN TO THE CASINOS OF ORIGIN AND CASHED IN. Scroll down... THIS IS DONE BY THE CHIP MONKS!

Still Waiting.......
So far no letter for me. I found out that my friend did not pass... She is optimistic and will be trying again next year. Good Luck to her... and Still waiting and praying for me.... More to follow.........

Guys Are Confusing!!!
Why are guys so complicated? I ask cause I was seein a guy and things were goin good even though we were in different states ( me in Oregon, him in Washington). Then all of a sudden tonight he says that things aren't workin out. I know that hes busy with the ARMY and all but even though he says that I didn't do anything wrong I still get the feelin that its some how my fault. Why is that? Is it wrong for me to feel that way or is it a normal thing. Well thats enough for now... feel free to comment if you want

Doctrinal Sex
A religious man wonders if having sex on the Sabbath is a sin because he is not sure if sex is work or play. He asks a priest for his opinion on this question. The priest says after consulting the Bible, "My son, after an exhaustive search I am positive sex is work and is not permitted the Sabbath." The man thinks: " What does a priest know about sex?" He goes to a minister... a married man, experienced, for the answer. He queries the minister and receives the same reply. Sex is work and not for the Sabbath! Not pleased with the reply, he seeks out the ultimate authority, a man of thousands of years tradition and knowledge: a rabbi. The rabbi ponders the question and states, "My son, sex is definitely play." The man replies, "Rabbi, how can you be so sure when so many others tell me sex is work?!" The rabbi softly speaks, "If sex were work . . . my wife would have the maid do it."

Maryland Day2
Well today was a better day. The rain held of and we got a lot done. After a free buffet breakfast at the hotel we headed into Baltimore Harbor for one of those Duck Boat tours. It was pretty cool a little land tour and then the bus drives right into the water for a short water tour. After that we walked up to Camden Yard to watch the Orioles, we lasted about 6 innings before we were all too hot and tired, they were losing anyway. Alex and Zach fell asleep on the way home, thank god they both need the nap. We had a crappy dinner at "Duclaw Brewing Company". That sums up today. More tomorrow.

Lost
so I've never had a home. I've had places to stay but they have been places I was comfortable. I spent the night before last in a hotel room cuz I got kicked out of my house. So will I have a place called home or will I always be just a drifter from place to place. I know home is where the heart is but what if you have no place to put your heart or love in it?

A Poem I Wrote
"Through the wind and through the trees my beauty walked with ease. Though the walk was taunting verily she kept on walking. Through the fog and through the rain. She would not stop to wait and see. My beauty would not stop until she reaches me." It's a poem for a crush type thing. What do you think?

I Want To Know You!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your answers to me only... And I will reply with my answers for you!!! ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you wer e stu

Karaoke Tonight!!
Looking for something to do tonight???? I am hosting Karaoke tonight at Club Eclipse, One of Vancouvers new hot spots (Well, we are trying to get it there anyways) So come out and have a few drinks, Sing a few songs and have a good time! It's in north Vancouver where Bobby McGee's used to be on Highway 99! Here is the link if you wanna check out the place! Check this link: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=207251074 9 till 2 am Hope to see you there!! ~Casey AKA DJ Rabbit Monke@ fubar repost so we can get this place packed tonight!

In Need Of Staff!!!
Wanted STAFF!!! For Click Me To Access In Need of the Following Staff : - DJ's - Bartenders - Pole Dancers - Managers.. If you are up to the task & Wanna have a ton of fun please contact ME : OºTîK£îÑ Ú® G-§ÞØTºO *** We are Also in the Process of Taking on Another lounge.. So Please If Interested please Contact Me *** **This is my First Blog- I do Graphix & Code skins & lounges for other members if you would like something done..please let me know.**

I Know You Are There.
I know you are there. I may not know your name yet. I may not know your face. My heart calls out to yours. I wonder if sometimes you can hear it. Its that faint yearning you feel. That thirst that is never quite quenched. It is the aching you feel deep with in yourself that never seems to abate. Then perhaps I am only seeing the things that are within myself. At times I find myself staring off, not really seeing what is there. My mind is clouded over with the sense that there are parts of me missing. As many times as I dismantle the pieces of my soul and examine them, there are always gaping spaces where something is amiss. I think of myself as a complete person. A whole entity. Stark reality choses moments to reveal that I am not what I believe I am. These are the junctures that give me such great pause. The details that I am in pursuit of are minor. Small comforts that most overlook. To awake at any point and look over to see you sleeping. To have the ability

Buy My Shoes??
This has definitely been a weird day here on fubar.... ================================================ fetishfrea...: I have a foot fetish and I was wondering if I may buy a pair of ur socks and a pair of ur sneakers/gym shoes pls?

Pride In Yourself...
Ok i hate writing these but i need to vent for a minute... What happened to the days where people took pride in their work??? The days where people went to work busted their asses off all day then go home tired and wore out... Leaving they know they did their job well... I know there are still people out there like that... I am one of them afterall... I just don't understand why a lot of people these days just think they can goto work stand there all day only to watch the few good employees to pick up the slack... what is happening to society is a better question... why are the people becoming so lazy??? lol i got tons of answers for that one... It's a sad realization, but there pretty much is no more pride in people... Seems like the only pride people see anymore is the pride they get when they screw someone over for personal gain... It's just a shame to watch what is becoming of people... I guess the movie Idiocracy holds more truth to it then i thought... The next time that you are

!!!
so this is my first blog in the boring section cause well i call it boring cause my life seems so boring. i dont really have much time outside of the house to do shit cause i have my son all the time n his father n i just broke up like 2 1/2 months ago n at first everything was ok he was spendin time with him n having him every other weekend now he has not seem him or tried to see him for like a month now i quess he expects its my job to call him n to take the kid to see him n shit he knows how to get ahold of me if he wants to see aidan cause since i stopped being lilmiss taxi girl i've saved so much on gas but know i dont really have anytime to go out n do stuff for myself but then aigan i guess thats what happens when ur a single mom. well i bored u guys an enough

I Say Whats On My Mind
Sometimes I just say what is on my mind Some people don’t like this about me but so what I am going to continue to say what I feel and think If people don’t like it piss on them If they don’t like it that I am so blunt too bad They need to deal with it and get over it

Family
Some of you who know me know that in 2 years I lost my son,my mother,& my grandmother...I have always been the rebelious black sheep in the family...well...my family...what little there is left..have turned into complete fukturds.They do not come to functions that concern my boys...as a matter of fact,my Daddy is the only family that does,& he is my step father,but I call him Daddy,cause the sperm donor is a fuck up!!! I just hope that like everyone else in the world,my kids have a chance of growing up somewhat normal..even though their sperm donor does not support thm in anything they do...sports,school, funding for all of these costly sports.....my point being.....I just hope that I can raise my boys to be independent men & to take care of themselves & not grow up to be clusterfucks as soooo many of the males in their gene pool have!!!!! So I just had to vent..... & to my gene pool...screw you people....of you are what family is supposed to be...I will take enemies any day!!!!

The Wonder Of You
Seeing through the eyes of the misfit and lonely Hearts explode from the fear of it all Propelled by failure, I shake with fright Wondering where will my head lie tonight? Under the clay or on top of your thighs? In a cold shallow grave, our spirits arise Insides rot with the test of ones heart Craving and hunger, what kept us apart? Broken down by the cancer seclusion Casting out love, born free of exclusion Pounding out beats until the fat lady sings Leaving this place, forgoing his wings Who will cry for the suicide kings? Judge if you dare, some comfort it brings Forget him we will, written off a lost cause Too close for comfort, he’s broken our laws Who cries out for the suffering souls? Exhausted, defeated, never reaching their goals Torn apart by the presence of pride Their honor forsaken and ripped from their hide Pray for those that dream from above Their lives cut short by distressing love Pray for me, as I hold on to my last... Words for th

Something I Feel Strongly About
I am making this blog because it is something i feel strongly about. I am an education major and while i may not agree with some of the things that the states and the nation have ruled for the school system i will defend it and teachers. To all the parents that read this. If your child's teacher says DO NOT BRING CUPCAKES OR ANYTHING ELSE FOR THE CHILD'S BIRTHDAY.. then don't.. don't argue about it or anything there are reasons.. 1) food allergies. some students can't have sugar.. some can't have eggs.. others can't have chocolate... some people can't have dye.. Its a safety issue.. how would you like it if your child was in a classroom and ate or drank something s/he was allergic to? 2) time constraints.. this is a biggy.. yes it might only take 30 minutes to throw a little party for their bday.. but guess what... most subjects are taught in 45 minutes... multiply that by 30 children (which is around what most classes have now...) that is a lot of time taken out of your ch

Womenhood
Something to look forward to. HAHA We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. This is a Trip! It's real! Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it' was off to Motherh

When Women Like Women
iam talking on the other end when other women like women// what a mess, when lesibans settle for less but witch girl should wear the dress. whats up with the dumb-lez// keepin little stumble on the legs.// no more magic in david copier fields magic wand tell ya mom keep on her nylons when she got stuck with stap-ons mascline tones when i left home ithink dyke stole my calone when tits made of cilacone minds propellin, when ellen in belgin belchin another lesiban iam smellin with rotten melons thats why i got problem with my spellin whats a dyke like whats bitch need i think dyke needs dildo and beans, cus they like substute meats

My Mother..yay Answers?
Well, the results are in. She evidently had a silent heart attack, and something they don't know yet is causing it. This Friday they are going to do some more exploring and an angioplasty and hope that does it. If not, they crack her chest next. Happy happy joy joy joy...NOT.

Stupid Ass Guys
OK IM TIRED OF THESE STUPID ASS GUYS WHO JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS WHEN THEY HEAR SHIT ABOUT YOU OMFG GROW SOME BALLS AND DONT LISTEN TO EVERYTHING SOMEONE SAYS CAUSE MORE THAN LIKELY ITS NOT TRUE I AM ONE OF THE MOST CALM PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET BUT WHEN SOMEONE GETS UNDER MY SKIN SUCH AS AN EX ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS "FUCK YOU!!!" IM NOT EXPLAINING MYSELF ANYMORE I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND YOU WERENT THERE TO SEE IT FOR YOURSELF SO STICK THAT IN YOUR JUICE BOX AND SUCK IT!

The Rules......
Before I get bantered and beaten about the head and shoulders, I DID NOT MAKE THIS UP! I read this in a magazine and thought this rang so true it was worth posting. Informative and amusing... 1. Women will not have sex with a guy if their legs are not shaved. If she shows up for your date and she is sporting some stubble, she is trying to keep herself in line. 2.The sight of you in your underwear and socks is a total turnoff. Loose the tighty whities guys and make sure you X the tube socks first thing! 3.If you get her phone number on friday, Wednesday is the best day to call for a date. Monday says your too desperate and thurday is too late. 4.Laying a towel down over the wet spot is like laying your coat down over a mud puddle..nobility in bed scores big time points! 5.Women that are obsessed with their dogs also like to keep their men on a short leash.... 6.She hates your Xbox more than she lets on. Dump her for a little gaming time and she will soon be looking for a guy wit

28 Weeks Later
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com This was really good!I thought it was so much beter than the first one.Great blood and gore factor here too.In fact one scene has made it to my top 5 of the most disgusting things I have ever seen in a movie list.Good story alot of action definitely worth the watch and um,I would not be surprised to see another sequel from this one!

Mother Love
He cannot tell his mother he's dying somehow he's embarrassed, ashamed of 26 years of imperfections, of doing everything she told him (even as an adult) not to do he's ashamed for her too, another son to die this way that out of milk white and perfect bones came a perfect cell that would divide and divide her heart into a million pieces , if only she knew his world was every yellow tulip she breathed in april every strawberry whose redness she swallowed in july every song on her lips whose notes slid in tenor waves through her thin skin and lulled him off to sleep again hush little baby, don't say a word she once felt his fingers and toes fluttering beneatht the tight skin of her belly, his straining to open his mouth and tell her everything in the world he knew was beautiful Now he feels an invisible weight pushing out on his belly and his love has no words for nothing in the world he knows is beautiful

Idp Day
Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend ... just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, see dead people, or occasionally PEE yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're bloody special.

This Cyber Love
This cyber love Is this real or in my dreams My worlds unraveling at the seams You have my heart now take my soul This cyber love is what makes me whole I can't believe what's happening to me Your face so perfect that I've never seen Your lips so soft I may never touch I only feel the keyboard I clutch I need you now I need you forever In an electric world to be together A surreal place that plays with the mind In a cloned world of two of a kind I consume your words they filter inside No matter what I do I can't seem to hide My trembling hands awaiting the rush When I feel you near to resume this crush Your my everything my unyielding desire the spark to the match before it lights fire The angel within that whispers my name Controlling the moves in this wicked game This cyber love Is why I awake This cyber love is my only escape The time has come I feel it in my spine When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line

Joke
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when a big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The little guy starts crying. 'Come on man. I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying.' 'This is the worst day of my life,' says the little guy in between sobs. 'I can't do anything right.' 'I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab that I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So I came to this bar trying to work up enough courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.'

I'm Tired
If I've heard it once I've heard it again, and again and again. I'm tired of stupid people. people that can't drive. people that can't respect other people. people that lie. people that cheat. people that play games. people that don't bother to move when they know they're standing in the way. people that look at you and think you give a flying f#$K who they are. people who say they care and don't. people who change from a good person to a bad one. people who don't care to learn something new. people who assume. people who think they know better than everyone else. people who can't smile at you when you pass by and smile at them. people who can't figure out a stop sign. sore, your damn right, I'm having a problem with people. people who are racist, people who are sexist. people who make a bad impression on other people turning them into people haters like me. I'm tired of looking for people that have heart. who have an honest soul. people who

Stay True
I just wanted to give big hugs and smooches to all my friends here on fubar!! You all mean a lot to me. Sometimes we forget to give out the hugs and smooches cuz we are so involved in everything that goes on in our fubar lives and real lives. I have met some outstanding people here and I am thankful for that everyday!! I share my tears and my smiles with all of you and you have shown such support for all my efforts in school and every other aspect of my life. We are all busy people but if we keep love in our hearts then we are true ourselves. Live to love and love to live!!

This Lonely Heart
This Lonely Heart By Cursed Cowboy The days get longer as the nights get colder, Pain and sadness is all I feel. I walk these streets alone hoping to find my way, Lost with no hope of ever being happy. Why do I feel this way inside? Why do i feel so alone some times? I wait for death to end this pain, End this sadness within my heart. I search for away but am lost in guilt. Life is short with pain as a guide that walks with us, It keeps me company so I am not alone. Pain is my friend and sadness is my family. I am alone in a crowd of people who look and stare, Why do they look and not talk to me? Why do they laugh at me but not see my pain? I walk this world alone with my lonely heart.

Weird Things..lol
Well..Here I am again all...:P LOL I have had a heck of a week. I was supposed to get my cousin started on a freaking profile but that didn't happen..LOL we got too drunk and looked like hell the next day..LOL So..another time....I think shes nervous...come to find out she has a new man in her life..twerp didn't even tell me..LOL so...had a good time in Indiana. I get back and it seems I have been offered another job. Looks like I might just go with the flow although it isn't something I am used to. I would be working for a major internet company, and don't want to say who, but they are about 1 hour away from here. Thats the only down fall...The good thing is they are willing to pay me 14.00 an hour. Thats good isn't it? I mean..hey...I am used to making more but sometimes you just gotta do what makes you happy instead of jsut going throught the motions right? I am actually in need of advice if anyone has any. Let me know if I should go for 14.00 an hour, if thats like

Happy Brithday Dad
dad long time no talk where are you, are you ok ? im ok, hannah is great and my life is very fulfilled thanks kevin and jenn, that was the best thing to ever happen to hannah and i THANKS AGAIN ! HI PAUL, AND *D* ...LOL :)

Goin To Start Blocking Immature 18 And 27 Yr Old Males
imikimi - Customize Your World · xXPARKSXx rated your photo a '2' ON MY TAG FOR MY LOUNGE AND HE IS 18 THE OTHER WAS 27 MALE NAME LAMB AS THE 18 YR OLD WELL SAD FOR THEM MAYBE A TASTE OF IRAQ WOULD BENFIT THEM .

Women And Football
Contrary to what some men might think, there are women who like Football. I am one.....I LOVE Football. Being Canadian, I of course love the CFL. GO Alouettes GO!!!!!. But after the CFL season ends, I am all NFL. My Sundays are devoted to flipping the channels, it's tough to watch 3 games at the same time. Chicken wings, beer, popcorn are my companions, plus Kim my roomate of course. We scream, we cheer, we complain, we laugh and we have a blast. My favorite teams, now that will make some of you go.....Huh???? I absolutely love the Saints. The Colts, the Patriots and the Giants are also some of my favorite teams. And NO, I don't watch the game only for the great looking asses out there. I know, love, understand the game and I am crazy about Football. Enough said.

Info On Me :)
IM 39 YEARS OLD,AND AM MARRIED TO A TRUCK DRIVER.BETWEEN US WE HAVE 7 KIDS(1 I LOST B4 WE MET).WAS BORN AND RAISED IN ARIZONA.I HAVE LIVED IN 3 DIFFERENT STATES.IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET AHOLD OF ME OUTSIDE OF HERE,HERES MY EMAIL ADDY: MALLAYA@MSN.COM AND MY HUSBANDS NAME IS BRIAN.

My Love
10/23/07 today im feeling so incredibly loved. this weekend has been fabulous (not because of all the cool clothes you bought me either...lol) but the magic is so alive in our house. my heart is swelling from the love i have for you. i just want to broadcast to the world that i love you, im in love with you and i now can not imagine a day in my life when you are not by my side. i will never regret the day we said i do. you are my yesterday, today and tomorrow. i love you rob

You 'have' Got To Be Kidding Me?!?!
Enough! With the bulletins about whose using scripts. We all know they're not suppose to be used. I don't use them nor do I really honestly care if anyone else does either. Get real! Its a fucking site, ONLINE! Perhaps if you actually got off your asses and did something productive other than fubar, you might enjoy being on here from time to time, rather than piss and moan about how many referrals people have, rates, fans, whose a top 10 with their profile, picture, blog, and bulletin. Wow to all that are like this. Hooah for those that actually come on here to have a good time and not have to deal with people's fucking drama! I'm tired of seeing the same blogs and bulletins. The backstabbers of Fubar. Get lives, please!♥Zaphara Countess of Angels LDC Family♥

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK T

Avatarmageddon Has Come To Yahoolon 666, Whore Of Hackers, Deleter Of Saints
From code we design our cyberhomes, to code they return. Code to code, algorithms to algorithms, requiem aeternam et in error pax et cetera.

Email Between Me And My Sister About Vodka And Saree
I have a close relationship with my sister even though we're far apart; she's based in Europe whereas I am here in KL, Malaysia. We keep in touch via emails and the occassional text messages/phone calls. This year, she'll be back in time to celebrate Diwali with the rest of us family and I am so excited to see her again! I had this marvellous idea or two to bounce off her to make Diwali big and had emailed her. Her response made me laugh, and considerably brightened up my day :-) Am posting the email exchange between us (some lines have been edited here). I want to remember this day! :-) _______________________________________________ From: Me To: My sister Subject: Vodka and Saree when you come back home Date: Mon, 22 Oct 2007 Hi sweets, Two marvellous ideas hit me on how we can make Diwali big this (or at least, one!) 1. Vodka This is more like a personal request - can you get me a bottle of Vodka when you come back? ... Please, no Absolut or S

Updates
my sierra - boogie her temps finally down some she still wont eat but she is drinking more today ... she is back to smiling some i want to thank u all for ur prayers for her i truely believe in the power of prayer to heal love u all and ill be back sometime tonight i have company comming and im excited :D

Random
Well, I've been working doubles at work all weekend and I worked this morning. What made it bad is the fact that I'm sick and I have to work a double tomorrow before I get a full day off Wednesday. Thank god. I might be getting a new tattoo either today or Wednesday. Can't tell anyone what it is. I want it to be a surprise.

I Am
I am I am nobody with loveing or care, i am the sign which states strangers beware, i am the house with the big iron gate, i am the life of lonlyness and hate, i am hatered, i am death, just as life in mac beth, some say that they care, i think that they might, but for now i am bidding you a black goodnight

Hello
I just wanted to take a minute to say Hi to all of you on this team and tell you that even though you have been placed here;you DO NOT have to remain on this team....in fact it's my sincerest hope that you will go to either the blue or purple team...... If there are extenuating circumstances which have made it hard for you to stand by the bombing rule I hope you will take the time to send me a mail,give me a shout or ask for my yahoo addy so we can discuss this.....or even better we can have a meeting in the family lounge with Corky and Sweetbaby and let them decide how best to help you get back on track... I'm not here to be a hardass,but if you want to know if I am one...the simplest answer is yes... If I give my word I stand by it,but I will also look at all sides of an issue before I give my word on anything.Please know that I will help you,but I expect you to help yourself as well. Thank you for reading this and hopefully you will excell as you know you can. We will bomb

My Nsfw
Hello all my NSFW are in fact none nudes, I dont like posting pictures of my dingy nobody needs to see how massive I really am. Nobody needs to see my awsome amazing pecks so, my NSFW are of little one and momma and somtimes me. I did that so nobody could rip the pics. I do what ever I can to protect her. I do trust my friends that I have on here but I still dont take chances. So just letting people know that they are safe just trying to protect little one. Thank you for understanding. Paul J.

Riding
Well its Sunday, pretty good day, good weekend Bryan went on his overnight trip( on Friday), had a good time. He is doing good. I got a lot of things done I needed to do. Then today took it easy went for a bike ride by myself, which was so good cleared my head and made me feel free!!!! The Ralph and I went for a short ride. We both needed gas. The saddle bags looks great on my bike. There is a pic of them in my pics. My life is coming together again. I keep getting toads, looking for my prince on his shinning bike to come take me away LOL!!!!!!MUah!!

Girls In My Circle: Sent To Me By Pretender
GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend. And then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, 'Let's cry together, ' Another , 'Let's fight together,' Another , 'Let's walk away together.' One friend will meet your spiritual need, Another your shoe fetish, Another your love for movies, Another will be with you in your season of confusion, Another will be your clarifier, Another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, On whatever the occasion, On wha

Random Thought
my life is cursed with sadness and loneliness...i sit and ponder my tortured soul and cry why always me ,what have i done so wrong... as i look inward i slowly die more everyday as the empty sadness eats at my soul...seems the more i love, the more i lose....i think my soul is forever cursed to be in darkness .. only bright spot in my heart and soul is my childern... they always bring brightness and laughter to me... i love u with all that i am my darlins ok i thinks thats enough random thougts for one night

Doctor Report On Burning Calories (u Must Read This)
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't Fucking care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Please
Please everyone, pray for my girlfriend Rachel. She has to have surgery again on her knee. She has a lot of fluid on her knee which is not god. This will be her second surgery on her knee and the doctor says if this surgery don't work, she may have to have something like a kneecap replacement surgery...or something like that.

Not October But..
doesnt mean i dont care about the boobies Finding breast cancer at an early stage greatly improves the chances of successful treatment. Screening for breast cancer refers to tests and examinations used to detect the disease in women who do not have any symptoms. According to the American Cancer Society (ACS), early detection of breast cancer saves many thousands of lives each year, and it is important to take advantage of these screening tests. Some screening tests used for early detection of breast cancer include: * Mammography * Clinical breast exam * Monthly breast self-exam If screening identifies an abnormality in your breast, the next step is diagnosis, in which your doctor determines if breast cancer is present. In this section, you will learn how cancer is detected and diagnosed and how to understand your test results. Empowerment through knowledge. Navigating the experience of breast cancer diagnosis and treatment can be challenging and some

Satisfaction
HOW TO SATISFY A WOMAN: Caress, praise, pamper, relish, savor, massage, make plans, fix, empathize, serenade, compliment, support, feed, tantalize, bathe, humor, placate, stimulate, jiffylube, stroke, console, purr, hug, coddle, excite, pacify, protect, phone, correspond, anticipate, nuzzle, smooch, toast, minister to, forgive, sacrifice for, ply, accessorize, leave, return, beseech, sublimate, entertain, charm, lug, drag, crawl, show equality for, spackle, oblige, fascinate, attend, implore, bawl, shower, shave, trust, grovel, ignore, defend, coax, clothe, brag about, acquiesce, aromatize, fuse, fizz, rationalize, detoxify, sanctify, help, acknowledge, polish, upgrade, spoil, embrace, accept, butter-up, hear, understand, jitterbug, locomote, beg, plead, borrow, steal, climb, swim, nurse, resuscitate, repair, patch, crazy-glue, respect, entertain, calm, allay, kill for, die for, dream of, promise, deliver, tease, flirt, commit, enlist, pine, cajole, Anglicize, murmur, snuggle, snoozle

Old People
Old People I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite to eat at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye... "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son!"

Pages 8&9
A solemn tone falls upon the group but ghost is the first to speak up” Yes sir I see it is business as usual.” Graves looks to her with a cold dead stare almost commanding her to show him the proper respect. He stands they’re firmly looking at the rest of them hoping the façade will work for now. “Never mind the briefing for now your all on leave until further notice.” He walks away from the group leaving them with a since of confusion about them. Ghost looks to the others “What was that about?” Krash replies with “ I don’t know but im going to go check on how Tank is doing.” She walks off quickly heading to the infirmary. Blood mace looks To Mary and leans in kissing her as he whispers “go check on Krash and Tank im going to find out what’s wrong with boss man.” She nods and the two part ways for now. Halo goes on over to the helicopter to go do some maintenance to it, and Ghost heads off to her barracks. Graves makes his way to one of the main walls looking out over the to

"a Marine"s Poem
"A MARINE'S POEM".. Current mood: sympathetic Category: thankful Life THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! ! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for the sick, F

My Wish
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

♥ Dj Creed ♥
DJ Creed I will satisfy the world's wanton for wonder and manifest my influence to the masses I will envelope your emotions with my enthusiasm I will force you to show your true self, regardless of your inhibitions with each three ticker tune!

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Your Christmas Master
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. 10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIABLE FOR PAYMENTS FROM EITHER THE BIDDERS OR THE CONTESTANTS. ALL THE SHINY GIFTS YOU CAN WIN ON THE BLOCK: Ser William (

Ohhhh Boy ... Cyber Propositions ... Yay!.. Can U Smell The Sarcasm ?
Now mind u this is from the shout box so u'll have to read it from the bottom up .... But i was havin tons of fun .... >Beautifull...: sure if both people are interested in doing it , and i'm not .. So good luck and many happy phone bone orgasms to ya ! haas101: it can be interesting sometimes ->Beautifull...: the only women i know who truely get off on cyber sex .. are the ones who A) have no real imagination in the bedroom , or B) they're husbands don't pay them any attention anymore .. I can walk out my front door and get any cock i want within a 12 block radius I don't need someones voice on a telephone , or someones thoughts typed to me to be able to cum .. If its not in person its not worth doing ! ->Beautifull...: LoL hun , really i'm gonna give you the honest to gods truth , something u dont' find very often on the internet haas101: i think we could still have fun having cyber sex haas101: lol ->Beautifull...: No No .. does it physically find its way to Pitts

Her Son Took His Life Yesterday
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people

Words
Beautiful words want to flow from my heart To write about love and the pain of loneliness About the many tears I cry in the middle of the night About my friends I hold dear to my soul About the joy I feel when I think of my dreams About the Goddess I choose to worship on my knees About my unicorn crystal and the power it brings to me About the skies of blue and the darkness of the night But words seem to fail me when I need them the most 10-23-04 All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Ask A Cop
64 WAYS TO PISS OFF A COP 1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. (THIS IS A SURE FIRE WAY TO GET YOUR ASS A BEAT DOWN..The Shield way, BUT GO AHEAD AND TRY IT) 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. or call him farva... i get away with this one all the time 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. (try this

Drama
Ok, you all know that I have not been on that much lately due to my work schedule for I am working many hours. Now I have learned that in the last 2 or 3 weeks there have been a lot of drama over some contests that were going on and my family wound up in the middle of it. Now, all of you out there in Fubar land that know me know that I myself or this family does not stand for drama. I will not have it or be associated with it. Now I know that you can't please every one all the time, some one is always going to disagree with what you do and that can not be helped and I am sorry for that but that is were COMMUNICATION comes in. For with out it you have nothing. "Now please don’t any one think that this is meant towards you for it is not!!" For I am not casting blame to anyone for I don't know and at this time don't care. It is over and can not be changed so lets move on from here. We are all adults on here and I know I don't want my time, what little I have, to be screwed up worrying if

Untitled Poem I Wrote
Sometimes I want to be your lover And sometimes i want to be your woman I think I can give you all you need But somehow I think you scared You know that connection we have is strong Even though you distancing yourself from me You can't run from my love You can't run from it Its yours take hold of it Embrace it, love it, kiss it, breathe it Sometimes I want to your lover And sometimes I want to be your woman

I Think I Cramped My Brain On This
The other day someone asked me why I considered myself "middle of the road" politicaly and tend to vote neither far "left" or far "right".. It took me a few days but these are my thoughts.. Above all else a Politician must be a generalist,not a specialist. It is wise to have decisions of great moment monitored by generalists. Experts and Specialists lead you quickly into confusion. They are a source of useless nit-picking,the ferocious quibble over a comma. The Generalist, on the other hand should bring to decision making a healthy common sense. They must not cut themselves off form the broad sweep of what is happening in our world. They must be capable of saying "There is no real doubt of what is happening at this moment. This is what we want now. It my prove wrong later,but we will correct that when we come to it" The Political-Generalist must understand that our country is but part of a larger world. The Expert looks backward; they look into the narrow standards of their own spec

True Love
They Say at least 5 people in this world love u so much they would die for u. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about u before they go to sleep. U mean the world to someone. When u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. Always tell someone how u feel about them; u will feel much better then they know. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. If u love someone enough, let them go, if that love is returned they will come back. You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away. The most endearing and nicest word a person could hear... "Stay." NEVER LEAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE, BECAUSE THE ONE YOU LIKE WILL LEAVE YOU, FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE.

Heaging Home
Kurt's mom has improved so much we are able to go back home. He hasn't stopped smiling in 3 days. I'm excited to be getting back in my own bed, maybe get some action for the first time in a month. :P Thanks for all the good wishes i got. I hope you all had a great Christmas. I missed Fubar, ad a few people, it'll be nice to get back on and say hello. xo

Submission
S - simple - although it has become a lifestyle considered difficult and determined outdated, it is as old as time itself. We were created to serve and in turn be served. In my humble opinion. U - unity - those committed to a D/s lifestyle share a deeper togetherness. A bond that is unique to them. B – boundless - the respect generated by one is reciprocated by the other. Creating a circle-with no beginning and no ending. True submission involves no outward bonds. They are deep inside, seen by no one but felt by those important. M - Master-to some, this title is taken lightly, misused and even abused. A True Master, although rare, is a person that has earned utmost respect. They are as individual and unique as submissives...this proving that there is someone for each of us. I – intense - feelings, emotions and simple words are felt in places so much deeper. A single word whispered can lift your spirits soaring, your heart racing...A look, can drop you to your knees-a pa

How To Make Love...
Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

My First Auction
Hello Everyone I’m in Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction It runs from January 1st till January 9th. The direct link is: BamagalAngie’s Up for offer Added to Family for 1 month Rate all pics during HH Rate all stash during HH 1 personal salute (sfw) 1 personal graphic made for you If bid includes 7 day blast or 30 day blast All above plus 3 personal salutes 1 almost nsfw salute 3 personal graphics made for you Your page linked on my profile If bid includes hh or vip membership All above plus Photo Comments on 100 pics 15 Profile Comments My Yahoo ID ( If The Person Doesn’t already Have It ) I will send you one personal (SFW) Letter Link to your profile on my page for 6 months Gifts every week, of my choosing, for 3 months Permanent pimp out in my blog Thank you to all who took the time to read this and happy bidding.

Fubar_baby_pool
EmilyIMAX and BrokenCondom are hosting a Fubar Baby Pool for the date, time, weight, length and gender of the baby we are expecting. This contest will run through January 31, 2008. EmilyIMAX™@ fubar BrokenCondom™@ fubar We are expecting a girl on March 6, 2008. The ultrasound is about 90% positive. There will be 6 prizes: 1. Closest to the exact date wins 50,000 fubucks* 2. Closest to the exact time wins 50,000 fubucks* 3. Closest to the exact weight wins 50,000 fubucks* 4. Closest to the exact length wins 50,000 fubucks* 5. Closest to all 4 combined wins 200,000 fubucks* 6. Closest to all 4 combined plus the error in the ultrasound of having a boy wins 7 day blast or 1 month VIP ~ The pool costs 500 fubucks to enter, to either EmilyIMAX or BrokenCondom. ~ Each guess is 500 fubucks, up to 5 guesses per person. Any additional guesses will be removed as will any names that are not recognized. ~ Upon sending your fubucks to either EmilyIMAX or Brokencondom

Love From A Big Girl
found this while surfing........... Everlasting... All encompassing... Hellacious... Mind-numbing... Earth shattering... Toe curling... Soul satisfying... All you could ever ask for... Yet, something few can handle

Resolutions For The New Year
Not one to buck tradition, so during the flight back to the US form Mexico, I wrote down a few of my new year’s resolutions. * Develop a convincing English accent * Visit three more new countries. * Benchpress 365 lbs (currently 295lbs!) * Learn to bake fantastic bread * Work at McDonalds for a week * Direct a documentary * Make a funny movie for the Gangrene Film Festival * Become SCUBA certified * Get my motorcycle drivers license * Publish three books, including a book on politics * Learn to play three songs on the guitar * Sky dive * See Luvstattoo7 naked * Buy 1 acre of land and dig a 100 ft deep hole with a backhoe in one month

Why We Fight It
there are certain things in life that you cant control but we try so hard to keep everything in line but somehow it always falls apart.no matter what we do or how much we cant live without that person,it just doesnt work out the way you want it to.and you have to learn to accept it for what it is and move on.even though you think you cant but you can.believe that you can do anything if you put your heart into it.you will be fine.

Should I Block...
OK - I'm a ho - I admit it. Now I say live and let live - I don't ask you to be like me but expect you to respect (ha ha) my views on life. There's a couple of people who hassle me about my standards. Apart from the fact that I have non I find it clutters up my shout box. So should I block these people or should I allow them the freedom to shout me? Comments appreciated. Erica x

Lil Spicy!!! Hope It Stirs Something
I SEE THOSE BROWN EYES N I WONDER WHAT SECRETS LIE BEHIND THAT WICKED SMILE CATCH A GLIMPSE STARING SO SUBTLE I KNOW YOU KNOW I WOULD BE WORTH WHILE PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE MIDNIGHT ANGEL LET ME TAKE YOU OVER THE EDGE AND BACK AGAIN CLIMBING MOUNTAINS OF PASSION WRAPPED IN EXTACSY YOUR BREATH STEAMY, I LICK MY LIPS AS I BEGIN BODIES LOCKED IN MOTION, FORCES OF NATURE ACTING AS ONE KISSING U ALL OVER, UP N DOWN TASTING YOUR HONEYPOT HEAR YOU CALL OUT IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT FINGERS SCRATCHING MY BACK GIVING IT ALL YOU GOT HIPS THRUSTING AS I EXPLORE YOU DEEP INSIDE YOU SPASM LIKE THUNDER AS YOUR EYES ROLL BACK IN YOUR HEAD YOU QUIVER YOU QUAKE, YOUR BODY ERUPTS,YOU TREMBLE N SHAKE FALL BACK, EXHAUSTED N SATISFIED ON THE BED LIEING IN MY ARMS, BASKING IN THE RAPTURE OF AFTERGLOW COVERED IN LUST N SWEAT, SWIMMING IN TOTAL CONTENT KNOWING THAT WITH JUST A TOUCH I CAN TAKE YOU HIGHER ABSOLUTE SATISFACTION,I'M DEFINATELY AN EVENING WELL SPENT jay rogers

Everyday Love
EveryDay Love A Poem by: Lisa EveryDay Love is unconditional. Offers comfort and acceptance. Is giving. Is unfailing and never ending. Creates beauty in the most unexpected places. There is onley one happiness in life: To Love and be loved. Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

Hunted Spots On Oahu
From http://www.carpenoctem.tv/haunt/hi/ If You Know any other spot -- Please Post them in a Comment on This Blog and Where it at and what kind of Hunting it is!!! Oahu Aiea Aiea High School - located on Lalani St. The school was built over an ancient burial ground. There have been reports of strange figures in the R Building area, and strange noises have also been reported all over campus. Hauula Pounder Beach - Kukuna Rd. It is said that the old foundation of a house, on top of the rock, is haunted by a woman that died trying to save her drowning child. She walks aggressively trying to find her child. She seems angry with anyone and everyone. Late at night, the child's cry for his mother can be heard, as w

Life As We Know It
ok so... i have no job right now and havent in the past 4 months because the bitch at my last job said that i wasnt doing what i was supposed to be... and that has made my life a living hell since she fired me... i lost my car.. i have no money... and now for the first time since i was 15 i have to rely on others to help me... and the ironic thing is the ones that i have to rely on i have helped so much through the years and they complain and bitch about having to help me... knowing that i dont want their fucking help i would much rather just do things for myself... and on top of it all i cant seem to find anyone that would want to be with me... a couple that showed a lil promise are now either with other ppl or just ignoring me for some reason...im really starting to feel worthless... i have nothing and i really dont see any point in my life right now...im really starting to understand why ppl commit suicide.. although i feel i amd stronger than that and i could never do that to my fa

Ut#2
Life sucks sometimes.....this unfortunately is a universal truth I could do with out thank you very much karma gods....I have found that no matter how many good deeds you do, no matter how nice you are, you just can't buy good karma, hell I am pretty sure you can't rent it either. I have spent a good part of my life trying to help and or save people. Some wanted it, some didn't and I am here to tell you that all that matters in the end, is can you look at yourself in the mirror and like what you see. If so....then screw everybody else and their opinion, you have your answer....that will be $19.95 plus Shipping and Handling, in the continental US, all others must pay by credit card.

Daddy It Hurts
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,

Like It Says.....
Maybe this oughta be in drnken ramblings since the only time I'll do this is when I'm sittin' here drunk with the headphones on listenin' to music at aurally suicidal volume. Steve Earle Well my name's John Lee Pettimore Same as my daddy and his daddy before You hardly ever saw Grandaddy down here He only came to town about twice a year He'd buy a hundred pounds of yeast and some copper line Everybody knew that he made moonshine Now the revenue man wanted Grandaddy bad He headed up the holler with everything he had It's before my time but I've been told He never came back from Copperhead Road Now Daddy ran the whiskey in a big block Dodge Bought it at an auction at the Mason's Lodge Johnson County Sheriff painted on the side Just shot a coat of primer then he looked inside Well him and my uncle tore that engine down I still remember that rumblin' sound Well the sheriff came around in the middle of the night Heard mama cryin', knew something wasn'

Please Help Out....
Alright, I know I have some really awesome friends on here. Can y'all help me get 50,000 comments to get my first happy hour? Please--any and all help would be greatly appreciated....For every 100 comments that I get from someone, I'll give you 5,000 fubucks.....just let me know you left the comments. Kelly :)

Down With Haters!
Okay. What the hell is wrong with people? I haven't been on Fubar all day... I come sit down... help a friend with HH... Check my friend requests, my new profile comments... pic comments... And this is what I find from a level 5 male I've never seen in my life that doesn't even have a real pic for his default: And he decided to go nuts with the 1's as well. Then he blocked me. This happened like 12 hours ago. Like I said, i was afk. So I couldn't even shout him and tell him thanks and I hope it was happy hour cuz he made me a lot of points with all his rude hateful comments about my girlfriend and me! So umm... If you care to "thank" him for me... This is him: Your Favorite Lesbian, EZ2FU P.S. Maybe he was mad when he found out I was gay cuz he thought EZ2FU meant "easy to fuck?" ?? LOL

Wondering????
Well as i sit here wondering what the status of me and the love of my life is... i guess i have to reflect and wonder what decision i should make? Yes i love her with all my heart but when her life gets rough i feel like i get pushed back... is that how a relationship is suppose to be? Isnt it suppose to be you are there for eachother and you learn and grow from mistakes and hard times? Maybe i am living a fairy tail!!?? Guess at times it just makes me really wonder where i stand in her life???? WHat does she really feel for me? Is there a chance at the future? anyway guess i will have to wait and see!!!

I Miss You
I miss you I miss walking up behind you wrapping my arms around you. having you look back at me and just know I miss laying there at night in the silence just watching you breathe I miss laying my head on your chest and just listening to your heart I miss walking in at the end of the day and looking at you I miss trying to think of something funny just to hear you laugh I miss giving you flowers just to see you smile I miss just holding you and feeling us melt together as one I miss telling you my fears knowing you will make them melt away I miss gently wiping the tear from your cheek I miss how your body responded to my tender touch I miss how we knew what each other was thinking and not having to say it This is a compliation of all the women in my life I miss all of you and this is still not finished yet either

More Europe And Me Pictures
I have some new pictures of me, please stop by and take a look at them. Please rate them so i might as more. I am not here for ratings, i am here for friendship but I would hope you might help me level up so can share more pictures about me and my life to you. HUGSsssss to all of you and talk to you soon.! Pete

Somewhere, Someday
When clouds above you start to pour And all of your doubts Rage like a storm And you don't know who you are anymore Let me help you find what you've been searching for CHORUS: Somewhere there's a field and a river You can let your soul run free Someday let me be the giver Let me bring you peace Somewhere there's a break in the weather Where your heart and spirit go free Someday it'll be for the better Let this bring you peace Girl, I know you think no one sees The weight on your shoulders But you can't fool me And aren't you tired of standing so tall Let me be the one to catch you when you fall CHORUS: Somewhere there's a field and a river You can let your soul run free Someday let me be the giver Let me bring you peace babè Somewhere there's a break in the weather Where your heart and spirit go free Someday it'll be for the better Let this bring you peace BRIDGE: Let me bring you joy, let me bring you peace Take the

Happiness
for 20 years i have been in the dark and finnaly i have someone that makes me truly happy is it real is these butterflies in my gutt really there am i really smiling uncontrolably r my knees really getting week when i see her am i no longer lonly and un happy god i hop ethis is for real

Broken Dreams
Dissapointment covers me like a cloke as I walk along my path of broken dreams. Another broken dream adds yet another stone. The only way to escape my broken life Lays within my dreams at night I awake in the morning to relize my shattered existance is still there And I walk the streets as people stare I do not look up for I no longer care.

Welfare
Here, read this: "By the mid-1930's, thanks to the New Deal, all that self-reliance had changed, prompting Mencken to declare: 'There is no genuine justice in any scheme of feeding and coddling the loafer whose only ponderable energies are devoted wholly to reproduction. Nine-tenths of the rights he bellows for are really privileges and he does nothing to deserve them.' Despite the billions spent on an individual, 'he can be lifted transiently but always slips back again.' Thus, the New Deal had been 'the most stupendous digenetic enterprise ever undertaken by man.... We not only acquired a vast population of morons, we have inculcated all morons, old or young, with the doctrine that the decent and industrious people of the country are bound to support them for all time. The effects of that doctrine are bound to be disastrous soon or late.' This is from a Biography of H.L. Mencken. Now look at the current elections. Both parties, all candidates always telling you what they will

A Perfect Circle
Lost again Broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to Just let this go I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live I fell again Like a baby unable to stand on my own Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down another Needy hole please release me I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live

A Loss
It's sad when people you know, became people you knew... And when you can walk right past someone that at one point in your life was a big part of your life... And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life... and now you can barely look at them.... It's funny how many people have posted this. Guess we're all in the same boat, missing someone.. be honest... if you really {miss someone}, a friend, a lover, or a family member right now... & can't get them off your mind...then repost this titled as R.I.P

Acquainted With The Night - Robert Frost
Acquainted With the Night By Robert Frost I have been one acquainted with the night. I have walked out in rain--and back in rain. I have outwalked the furthest city light. I have looked down the saddest city lane. I have passed by the watchman on his beat And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet When far away an interrupted cry Came over houses from another street, But not to call me back or say good-by; And further still at an unearthly height One luminary clock against the sky Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right. I have been one acquainted with the night.

Attn All Fu-luv Bomb Squad Members
provided by: www.commentbaby.com Hello Officers and Members Just wanted to say hello and send out a short reminder to all. Please continue to stop by Liz`s (ctgirl) page and check out who needs our excellent bombing efforts. Hope you all have a great evening and lets continue to show our LUV to our family!

New Update........
Well for those that may want to know, I had more test done today, ( upper GI ) & ( chest Xray ) and seems I have a moderate sized (hiatal hernia) so I have a appointment with a surgeon tomorrow to discus my options. good news is my heart checked out great, and should we go with surgery it will be Laproscopic so shouldn't be too bad. Any way thats about all I know for now. So for all my friends who may read this and anyone else, Take Care! TTYL DW

Working
I just found out that Chili's on Broadway needs some help so I have accepted to work there on the night of the 18th. I will be there all night so all my friends please stop by and say hi. I would love to see you all.

Adults Only
"Adults Only" Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What do bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost the same, they both take about the same amount of time, and in both cases if the rubber breaks, you're dead!

Assholes
WHY DO MOST MEN ACT LIKE THEY GOT IT ALL WHEN REALLY THEY DO NOTHING FOR U EXCEPT TAKE UR MONEY THEY THINK THEY R THE BEST THING IN BED AND IN LIFE AND THEY REALLY AREN'T AS A MATTER OF FACT ITS JUST THE OPPOSITE THEY R USERS AND ABUSERS

Idp Day
Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're special.

The Aftermath
I wake in a feild of bright color Beautiful flowers surround and carry me They take me along for what seemed to be days But it doesnt bother me at all Im happy in this place I never want to leave I hear a familliar voice in the distance "spend your time well in this place with no sorrow for soon you shall be plunged into eternal darkness" And no sooner then the voice of my love had fadded The place around me grew increadably dark and all the flowers died I lay in that place for a million or more years and have still yet to begin serving my sentance.

Volunteer
And Yet I Still Volunteer I try to save this child but he's met his fate. His innocent eyes are void of hate. He and his father weren't walking far When they were both struck down by a drunkard's car. This night I know I will not sleep. These terrible images my mind will keep. I know these nightmares linger near. And yet still I volunteer. Her eyes well up - compress the chest. Say a silent prayer - then two quick breaths. She's done this many times before, This fight for life kneeling on the floor. But this time it's her best friend's mom Whose lifeless body she is working on. This call like others will end in tears, And yet still she volunteers. From slumber woke by a siren's wail, He rushes out in bitter gale. While others sleep this stormy night, A raging blaze this man will fight. He bravely puts himself in danger, To save the home of a total stranger. Body cold and tired, he feels his years, And yet still he volunteers. We train, we test, we do our

My Prince Charming
A few nights ago I happen to run upon my prince charming. He feels my waking hours with his warmth and my sleeping hours with his dreams. I don't know what lies ahead for me and my price charming . Nor do I want to wake up. I do know that he has became a big part of my life even thou we are over a thousand miles away. We have spent hours on the phone as well as on here sharing our dreams , our wants and our desires. He calls me his 'Babydoll' his 'princes'. Could I be going down the wrong road? I dont know . Do I want to be waked up so I don't fall so hard ? No , I'll answer that now. As for my prince charming , Thank you for the way you make me feel like a woman , feel wanted , and feel desired.

Shout Box!!
DRAZ FOREV...: WANNA SEE MY COCK this was in my shoutbox this morning!! got to luv the wonderful guys who think their cock is sooooo much better than ones i have already seen! if i had wanted to see it, i would have asked to see it, right? i am thinking he needs reassuring tht it is worth looking at?? i dnt kno!!!

4:41 Am (sexual Revolution)
I awoke with a fever, the bedclothes all drenched in sweat. She said "You've been having a nightmare and It's not over yet." Then she picked up the doggy in the window (the one with the waggily tail) and she put him to bed between two bits of... bread? Roger Waters The Pros & Cons of Hitch-Hiking

Car
well i got my mustang out for the first time this week. runs great but needs a little tune up. going to get the interior and stereo system done by the end of summer i hope. also want to get my grand am painted to.

The Taser Story !!!
last weekened i saw something interesting at larry's pistol & pawn shop that sparked my interest. the occasion was our 15th anniversary and i was looking for a little something extra for my wife julie. what i came across was a 100,000 - volt,pocket/purse-sized taser. the effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreatto safety.....???? wat too cool!!long story short, i bought the device and brought it home . i loaded 2 aaa batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.nothing !! i was dissapointed. i learned, however, that if i pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surfaceat the same time;i'd get the blue arcof electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. awesome!!! unfortunately,i have yet to explain to julie what that burn spot is on the face of the microwave. okay so i was home alonewith this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only

Morning Fu Bratz
Hugs With classes starting in a few weeks I am going to put angelbrat in charge of the bratz. I will not be leaving just won't be here as often as I am now. Most of you have my messenger id's and my number. I will try to make it on for awhile in the morning, just might not make our conferences. love Dee

I Am In A Contest
I need some help to win this contest. Well you help me? I got alot of friends that comment boom right? where are you now that I need help. I helped alot of people win things and now I need your help. So here is the link. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=99257&albumid=415715&i=4126044610 so comment away and thanks for the help!

Lou Reed - Heroin
I dont know just where Im going But Im goin to try for the kingdom if I can cause it makes me feel like Im a man When I put a spike into my vein Then I tell you things arent quite the same When Im rushing on my run And I feel just like jesus son And I guess I just dont know And I guess that I just dont know I have made very big decision Im goin to try to nullify my life cause when the blood begins to flow When it shoots up the droppers neck When Im closing in on death You cant help me not you guys All you sweet girls with all your sweet talk You can all go take a walk And I guess I just dont know And I guess I just dont know I wish that I was born a thousand years ago I wish that Id sailed the darkened seas On a great big clipper ship Going from this land here to that I put on a sailors suit and cap Away from the big city Where a man cannot be free Of all the evils in this town And of himself and those around Oh, and I guess I just dont know Oh, a

They Did It Again
THIS IS A SPECIAL PIMPOUT , THESE MEMBERS OF CLUB F.A.R. ROCK THE HOUSE THEY HAVE SPENT WEEKS ON MY PAGE TO HELP ME GET TO GODMAMA AND I WANT TO GIVE THEM A SPECIAL THANK YOU . THEY DO SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE ELSE AND NEVER ASK FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN SO LETS SHOW THESE " AMAZING " FRIENDS SOME OF THE LOVE THEY ALWAYS GIVE. IF YOU WANT SOME AWESOME AND LOYAL FRIENDS CLICK THEIR LINKS AND FAN/ADD/RATE THEM TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. Boricua God~Daddy * Owner & Founder of Club F.A.R.@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.♫I.B.I.C.♫DSC~@ fubar #●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#

Life Is Coffee
A group of alumni, all highly established in their respective careers, got together for a visit with their old university professor. The conversation soon turned to complaints about the endless stress of work and life in general.... Offering his guests coffee, the professor went into the kitchen and soon returned with a large pot of coffee and an eclectic assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal - some plain, some expensive, some quite exquisite. Quietly he told them to help themselves to some fresh coffee. When each of his former students had a cup of coffee in hand, the old professor quietly cleared his throat and began to patiently address the small gathering. . . ''You may have noticed that all of the nicer looking cups were taken up first, leaving behind the plainer and cheaper ones. While it is only natural for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is actually the source of much of your stress-related problems." He continued. . .''Be assured th

I Am For Sale!!
Hey guys I am up for sale!! Highest bid right now is 350K fubucks!! Go bid on me!! My offer is: -1 SFW salute -11s on all pics during a happy hour -rate stash during a happy hour -put owned by(whoever buys me)in my name for 2 weeks -buy a gift/drink everyday for 2 weeks -2 edited photos(one that the pics change, 1 with different templates) -add to my MSN or Yahoo -link on my page to your profile for 2 weeks

First Hosted Contest
Want a VIP for a month for free ?? Or a week blast for free or a ticker for free well come contact me tinytears69.Im hosting a contest here are the prizes!!!Wanna join in the fun? well fumail me the pic of choice for contest.This will start when i have the first 10 people!! 1st place a choice of a free month VIP or Week blast for first10,000 COMMENTS!!! 2nd Place gets a 3 day blast and a ticker for 5,000 COMMENTS 3rd place gets 1 day blast and 2,500k fubucks for 3,000 COMMENTS If you have any questions please click my pic below and fumail me :) ~TINYTEARS69~FUOWNED BY TEQUILA GURL~PROUD MEMBER OF CLUB FAR AND THE SISTERS 4 LIFE~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Tequila Gurl Creator & Owner of the Lollipop Gurlz Club owner to tinytears' on '2008-04-06 22:10:00')

Banned And Dont Know Y
alls i know is when i went into a lounge i have been goin into for months now i got no tunes. well come to find out i got banned from the server. the server is owned by the people i use to dj for with my EX and i dont know what the heck i did to the other then go into their lounge so i could talk to one of their djs who i know personally yes in rl hes a sweetheart lovers u slayer and mommy. well anyways i got off track they r not unbannin me cuz of my ex he is a hacker and if u know him he will somehow f@ck up ur stuff i havent been with him in 8 months and it has come back to bite me in the azz. he has stolen 4 of my fubar names and 5 of my yahoo sn. alright get back on track here. they said i hit their server over 200 times in a hour and the program i am runnin i know that cant happen it has to be manually turned on and off lmao and i cant do that 3 times a min for an hour like i would want to waste my time doin that just to what get banned hell no i aint into doin that that would be

Molly Co Owner Of Club F.a.r.
#●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#@ fubar I'm here to introduce my first owner ever! I met Molly a few months ago, and despite better judgement, she bid and won me! Check her out, and Fan, Add, and Rate her, and show her lots of love!!!

To See Syn...poem
I hear you comming... I feel you near... I need you by me... Hear my heart... Feel my touch... Need to be by me... Hear the night comming... Hear the sounds out there... Hear the beat of my heart.. Look into me... Look into the dark... Look into the stars... Feel the fog pressing... Feel the need we have... Feel the power we hold... Look into our hearts to see Syn. Jess 04-11-08

Grandmother
A smile? A gentle one at that There are days where I wonder if I could ever smile again So much loss So much gained So this smile . . . A true one since a year My grandmother's passing A loss A gain A beautiful memory of what family is So I stand in this garden of flowers Smiling as I can hear my grandmother tell me each name of the flowers She is at peace Working in her garden A smile gently caresses her face A year it may be since her passing Yet I smile at every flower For I hear her telling me of each beautiful flower I lay this rose on the bench, Grandma So loved cause of you Thank you for the smile Thank you for being my flowers Every flower holds your beauty, intelligence, and those smiles I miss My rose says it all I love and miss you I picture you smiling as you pick up the rose Placing in the vase bearing out family name Every flower from those of us who treasure what you taught us, most of all,how much we loved you

Starting A Family
Hello this is god angel speaking i am going to start a rainbow heart and autism family for those who would like to join its not a bombing family its a support family and help each other deal with the autism and get ideas how thelp our kids that has the autism all i ask of you is to just rate ,fan, and add and you can rate the pics n your own terms if you would like to join please contact me or sweetlips or austin sexy angel.

Spring Is Here
A single bud breaks the ground A flower waiting to grow and bloom Buds fill the branches of the trees Leaves growing to decorate nature’s room A lone patch of snow lingers A river excepting it as it melts away The sun shines bright from high above This is truly a spring filled day A robin returns from a winter trip A nest it builds high in a tree Geese seen flying north overhead Truly signs of spring I now see Animals awaken from their winter naps New young they let now freely roam Two love birds sitting on a single branch Windows open fresh air fills my home Playgrounds filled with children’s laughter Roar of motorcycles fill the air A grandfather sits idly in the porch rocker A warm breeze gently moves his hair Baseball parks are filled with crowds Diamonds surrounded by fields of green Crowds cheering as the home team scores The end of the winter’s cold has been seen I know the seasons will again change Each on in passing will bring gifts to bear As each da

Ladymoose
laura came out of the surgery she hasnt woke up yet because they have her in a drug induced coma because they found a big blood clot and 2 open chambers they had to close had to replace 2 of the valves the replaced the last time because they had gone bad and they are giving her blood because she lost alot because she was on blood thinners....larry Please pray for Laura.

Felt Like It...
Nirvana - Sappy And if you save yourself You will make him happy He'll keep you in a jar And you'll think you're happy He'll give you breathing holes Then you'll think you're happy He'll cover you with grass And you'll think you're happy Now You're in a laundry room, You're in a laundry room Conclusion came to you, oh And if you cut yourself You will think you're happy He'll keep you in a jar Then you'll make him happy He'll give you breathing holes Then you'll think you're happy He'll cover you with grass Then you'll think you're happy Now You're in a laundry room, You're in a laundry room Conclusion came to you, oh And if you fool yourself You will make him happy He'll keep you in a jar And you'll think you're happy He'll give you breathing holes Then you will seem happy You'll wallow in your shit Then you'll think you're happy Now You're in a laundry room Conclusion came to you, oh

Crying ........
Unless you have been very, very lucky, you have undoubtedly experienced events in your life that have made you cry. So unless you have been very, very lucky, you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit. ~Lemony Snicket

Mysticism
Majestic mysticism dances in magnetic realms of ritual. Tides of vindication ride smoothly on contempt justification. Loose yourself naught in the gleam of retribution. Linger in understanding of ones venerable right of instinct. Respect the congregation of peace within ones core rite. Instigate the being within. Tug upon the ability of transformation. Excel naught the vile recognition of jealousy. Preserve and cultivate awareness of ones innate insight. Revel in the distribution of fairness. Every tide turns to favorable strides. Gain satisfaction in the strokes of ones self portrait. Beauty lies upon the canvas of hues, feathered by life's brush. Lend ones brush unto the sweet melody of trance. Compose ones symphony, one delightful note in reverberating time. Pace ones steps into future endeavors with care and meticulous thought; bringing both action and consequence forefront. Cherish ones experiences, molding them into wisdom and liberation. Present ones imagi

Oil/gas As Public Utility??
Ralph Nader for President 2008 April 23, 2008 www.votenader.org Gasoline is heading to $4 a gallon. We have our ideas on what we can do to control oil industry price gouging. Gas PricesStay tuned. (Here's a hint: public utility.) But for now, we need gas money. This weekend, Ralph Nader and the Nader/Gonzalez crew will be touring upstate New York and New England to meet you - our steadfast supporters. But we need gas money to send Ralph and the team on its way. Please donate now to the Nader/Gonzalez gasoline fund. Please give as much as you can. To help fuel Ralph's travels this weekend - and throughout this election year. And if you are in the neighborhood, please stop by to see Ralph and hear about the Nader/Gonzalez plan to restrain the rapacious oil industry (see schedule below). Onward The Nader Team This weekend's schedule: Friday April 25, 2008 Buffalo, New York 12:30 Velikodnya Pyatnitsya (Ukrainian Good Friday) lunch with

My Hair
Well guys....I went and did it. The one thing that I didn't think I was ever gonna do and that was......I GOT MY HAIR CUT SHORT....well its not that short....its to my shoulders at least. I had to though it was soooooooooo dead at the ends. But it really does look cute. However my boyfriend didn't like it at all. He made that pretty well known too. I thought he was gonna have a heart attack when he walked in and saw it. He asked what I did to my hair....and I told him that I had to get it cut. I knew he wasn't gonna like it and I really felt bad after he said that. He tells me know sex til it grows back....I'm pretty sure he was kidding though. Well I sure as hell hope so anyway....lol. Oh well! Not much I can do about it now. Well I rambled on enuff.

Slow Rider....
Update on life... I am currently working my ass off 5 days a week, starting cancer meds, and keeping my head up.... I am still single, but thats ok.... yes i know i should be with someone but thats just not a priority to me right now...itd be nice to date and all but i am in no rush either...Well any comments, questions, concerns? message them to me :) HUGS TO ALL!

Funny Funny Funny
The IRS decides to audit Boudreaux, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor is not surprised when Boudreaux shows up with his attorney Thibodeaux. The auditor says, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' 'I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Boudreaux. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Boudreaux says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'No way! It's a bet.' Boudreaux removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops. Boudreaux says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' The auditor can tell Boudreaux isn't blind, so he Takes the bet. Boudr

Prevalent Sunlight...
Prevalent sunlight darts in through the curtains and rests conveniently on the eyes deliberately trying to wake me, I'm certain was the purpose as it set out from the skies I half open an eye and then the other rub them together, let out a cry and look to my left, then to my right, and remember I slept alone at night I look at the trees swaying together, and roses gloating united outside like they will continue to do forever amused at the companionship I've been denied 'You may be able' they claim, 'to hide from the rain, the glowing sun and its burning flame but never will you ever slip away from the pain of being alone That much is known' Yes, you're right! I completely agree, But contrite I am not for can you not see? Though I may be all by myself with no-one to hold, love or hate, I know not what's to be my fate You will all be here, in hundreds of years all the same under the rain and the sun's burning flame I shall not and will have known

Jobs Available In Houston!
I have about 15 spots available! Look me up at www.gigdeuce.com or www.myspace.com/gigdeuceentertainment I know work is slowing down, But if you been watching us. Well we have Upgraded or website and We still are looking for people. There is still bug's in the website.So please don't comment on them. 3 servers are kind of hard to manage ;) and im still getting the hang of thing's! Thanks Gig

Randomness
Let's Give 'Em Something to Talk About!TAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Have your parents ever caught you drinking? My parents drink with me :P Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to? yes :D Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes What were you doing 30 minutes ago? wasting my life with surveys :)) Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? Ryan Last restaurant you went to? The one I work at :/ Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Me mom Did you have an exciting last weekend? Blah no Have you ever crawled through a window? yep lotsa fun What do you spend most of your money on? rent Where were you at 1AM sunday morning? watching adult swim Ever kissed someone over 30? yes Is there a secret you've never told your parents? yes Do you like yourself? nope :) Have you ever dyed your hair? yeah Are you wearing a necklace? nope Who is someone you wish you could fix things with? gah...... Is there anything in you

Another Day
Now another day is breaking. Sleep was sweet but so is waking. Dear Lord, I promised you last night Never again to sulk or fight. Such vows are easier to keep When a child is sound asleep. Today, O Lord, for your dear sake, I'll try to keep them when awake.

Forget Him By Unknown Author
*Forget Him* Forget his name, Forget his face, Forget his kiss and warm embrace, Forget the love that you once knew, Remember he has someone new. Forget all that you shared, Forget the fact that he once cared, Forget the times you spent together, Remember now he’s gone forever. Forget the times he played your song, Forget the night you cried for so long, Forget how close you two once were, Remember now he has chosen her. Forget you memorized his walk, Forget the way he used to talk, Forget the things he used to say, Remember now he’s gone away. Forget the way he used to phone, Forget the times you were alone, Forget he was your whole world, Remember there’s another girl. Forget his gentle teasing way, Forget you saw him yesterday, Forget the things he used to do, Remember now she loves him too. Forget the thrills when walks by, Forget the way he made you cry, Forget the way he used to say your name, Remember things are not the same. F

That Touch
That touch accidental contact, a grazing pass that takes your breath. Prickling of skin under their exhalation. Butterflies in your belly, incurred by a glance. Yes you have it bad, you haven't a chance. Nerve endings inflamed with anticipation. Fired by wishes and imagination. Gasping for air, from this charged atmosphere. Eyes that swallow you whole. Frighten of falling in. Of being so exposed. Unable to break the contact. In falls heart, closely followed by the soul. Wisdom says run, but your rooted to the spot. Breathing now rapid and hot. Skin aching for caress. To be embraced, held in sheltering, caring. Encased Maybe's and daydreams, engorge the mind. Inspiring imagination, with frivolous suppositions. And that from just a touch. A kiss would surly, stop time dead still.

Stud Rooster
A farmer went out one day and bought a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, 'OK old fart, time for you to retire.' The old rooster replies, 'Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these chickens. Look what it has done to me. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?' The young rooster says, 'Beat it: You are washed up and I am taking over.' The old rooster says, 'I tell you what, young stud. I will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets the exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop.'The young rooster laughs. 'You know you don't stand a chance, old man. So, just to be fair, I will give you a head start.' The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front verandah of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He is only about 5 feet behind the old rooster and gaining fast.

My First Owner
Badboy_4play I USE TO THINK THIS OWNERSHIP STUFF WAS PRETTY STRANGE...FOR REAL! SO SINCE MANY OF MY FRIENDS WERE DOING IT AND A FRIEND WAS HOLDING AN AUCTION, I DECIDED TO GIVE IT A WHIRL. I HAD A LOT OF GOOD BIDS WHICH SURPRISED ME TOO. ~~~~SO HERE'S WHAT I GOT~~~~ HE'S NOT ONLY MY OWNER BUT HE'S ALSO MY FU-COUSIN TOO. **********HE'S CUTE & HE'S SWEET********** AND HE NEEDS ABOUT 300,000 TO LEVEL Badboy_4play~~♥ ♠ Mama's Boy ♠ ♥~~1969's OWNER!@ fubar PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE R/F/A AND IF YOU CAN SPARE SOME RATES, PLEASE GIVE HIM A HAND. ~THANKS SO MUCH~ '1969' {Fu-owned by Badboy_4play} (blank friend reqs = NO F/R/A!)@ fubar

Lyrics To A Kickass Song I Need To Learn
Blind man ask me forgiveness I won't deny myself Disrespect you have given Your suffering's my wealth I feed off pain, force fed to love it And now I swallow whole I'll never live in the past Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast Burn my fist to the concrete My fear is my strength Power, rage unbound because Been pounded by the streets Cyanide blood burns down the skyline Hatred is purity The bullet connects at last Let freedom ring with a shotgun blast Scarred Pour the salt in the wound Unscarred

If You Have Been Tagged... Read My Blog And Then Write Your Own! - Kelly + Jades Game Lol :d
I was tagged by Jade Jade.... ♥ Nate's Munchkin ♥ - OzBadB!tch!... @ fubar :) Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself , at the end choose 5 (or more) people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "Tag! You're It!" and to go read your blog. You can not tag the person that tagged you so since you can't tag me back let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers! 1 i dont take criticism well 2 i have no tats but really want to get one yet probably will never 3 my last gf cheated on me with 2 of my friends, found out about it one night at a party drunk no one would drive me home, drove myself home got in a high speed pursuit with some cops really pissed off and rolled my dream car going 140. 4 my brother almost died on me scariest time of my life 5 im old fashion and trust what people say

053008 Celldweller Blog
[5-30-08] Klayton Was Here… (with free tracks) EVERYONE LOVES FREE STUFF And that includes me too, but they say it is better to give than receive (funny, as a kid i remember not buying that concept whatsoever.) So now that i'm not a kid anymore, i guess i have to accept the fact that it IS better to give than receive. So here's some free music for you. Most of you know that for awhile i've been giving away some tracks for free. I didn't feel like it was visible enough and i couldn't afford to rent a hot air balloon to fly over major cities and drop mp3's over the masses. I've been wanting to find a better (and free-er) way to distribute some of my tracks and never really found the right fit. Well, i'm glad to say i've finally found it. I'm partnering with True Anthem who has created a widget that will allow you all to download whatever i put in there * for freakin' free*. There are a few other things that make this even cooler: - You can "grab this" widget (top right corner) a

Don't Pass Them By
I have owned many ladies of Fubar! These are the best! If you ever see them in up for auction! Dig deep you won’t be sorry! ۞ Lacey™ ۞ wuvs my crush ۞ Owned by Jak ۞ OWNER of 2 Many 2 list@ fubar ☆PopSicle Gurl☆ {Hitched To Muh Toast} ♥Owned By JAK♡ ||2nd Alarm Hottie||@ fubar Hopigalerin's Zatanna Zatara * Club Far * Shadow Leveler * Shining Star * SPANKER!@ fubar

My Allergy Test...
Well i got stuck in the back multiple times, and after the test was done, my back itched like a mofo, and i could scratch it grrrrrrr. I had to wait fifteen minutes for the allergens to run it's course under my skin. Then the nurse came in and took down all the results of the test, and i had to wait another 20 minutes for the dr. to come in and tell me what i was allergic too. Well doc told me i got good news and i got bad news for ya. I told doc to give me the bad news first, and he said "well you are allergic to a LOT OF STUFF" and i said "the good news was?" He said "Well at least now you know what your allergic to, and we can fix you up", and i was like "wooohoooo!!!" and then in a quick voice he stated "oh one more bit of good news" and "what was that doc" i replied. He stated "i'm not allergic to pussy, partying and beer" so that really got me excited lmfao. Ok maybe i over-exagerated about what doc said, but hey i'm still happy that i know that i can get all my allergies fixed,

Would You??
I've been on fubar for awhile now and I have quite a bit of people as friends that I talk to. I have thought about putting myself up for auction for some time now, but I really don't know if I really would have enough people to bid on me or even if they would even care to bid on me. Also there is the thing about how to go about it. What do I offer? Who do I go through?? etc... I need some feedback from those who read this. thanks bunches ~Luckyblue~

Slave
Listening for your footsteps Just waiting like a fool Burning with a fever Only you can cool The clock beside my pillow Has ticked away the night Like a heartbeat mocking me Until the light Gotta stop these thoughts about you Gotta learn to live without you Gotta find some freedom for this weary slave 'Cause I'm hungry for you And I'm longing for you And I'm burning for you I worship your opinions I imitate your ways I try to make you grace me With a word of praise However much I tell myself That I'm strong and free and brave I'm just another woman Raised to be a slave Slave, nothing but a slave Mind of a slave Body of a slave I find I gave away the soul That I wanted you to save I'm just another woman Raised to be a slave hungry for you And longing for you Burning for you And I'm longing for you burning for you And I'm yearning for you Longing for you

Moral And Or Religious Fascist Bastards
To the moral and or religious minority FASCIST BASTARD that labelled two of My pics "NSFW" and thus DESTROYED the integrity of the album : THANKS FOR NOTHING, BASTARD .:|:. To the idiots at the fubar SHOP that allowed such a travesty to go unchallenged, (and thereby ended up licking the moral/religious Fascist's ARSE): Thanks for the support: Your FAILURE to do your job PROPERLY will be certain to encourage ME to bring other people to such a WONDERFULLY SUPPORTIVE SITE, where the religious and moral MINORITY get to DICTATE both the freedom of speech of the rest of the membership AND of the site management. Such consistant brown-nosing is certain to be rewarded : one day, sites like fubar will cease to exist, having been eroded by the brown-nosing of the religous moral minorityand bowing to them, conceding more and more until NOTHING of worth or interest remains to keep membership here. In the faint hope that fubar management wakes up to what is, literally happening under the

The Prodigal Son
About 29 years ago, I lost something as precious to me as life itself. A son No, he didn't die. But it was just as bad, but I knew he still existed, and was alive. For extenuating reasons that will remain untold, I couldn't locate him. The last two days have been like a whirlwind. My son found me. As I was always certain he would. And now, he's coming home. I am simply awe struck. If you can imagine loosing a baby, the hell that fact becomes in your life. And the hell you imagine your baby going through,wondering about you. Regardless of who was right, and who was wrong way back when, a large part of my soul is coming home. I have been blessed.

The Advantages Of Ceasing The Medication - And No More Seizures.
Well, it seems that once you cease taking drugs the side effects cease and all becomes flawlessly clear. It seems strange but wonderful not to have a terrible skin these days. My friend who is a beautician was forever going on at me about the state of my face but it always seemed pointless going to great lengths just to clean it when the condition never changed. This was after spending much time and money on skin treatments that, quite honestly, did not make a dent on the coarse and opened pored skin. Actually it made me despondent at times because it never really looked good except maybe when it was slightly tanned. Now it is so much better and although it will never be flawless after such a long time of being coarse, it is smoother and not as dull or lifeless. It must be good because my friend no longer goes on at me about its bad state, in fact she positively gave me a glowing compliment about it. This had to be due to withdrawing the Primidone/Mysolin because that is r

Dissapointment
I hate dissapointing people, especially ones i care about. Sometimes my brain just doesn't work. Maybe it's cause i'm selfish....and i'm not what i really think i am. dissapointing someone is worse than making someone angry. :( I would rather they be angry at me. Angry means they can forgive.....dissapointment means redemption, similiar but not the same. I have to prove myself all over again. I hate dissapointing others.

50 Ways To Encourage A Chronically Ill Friend
50 Ways to Encourage a Chronically Ill Friend Reprinted from Beyond Casseroles: 505 Ways to Encourage a Chronically Ill Friend By Lisa Copen "A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world." ~Lois Wyse Ask, "What events in your life are changing and how are you coping with the changes?" Understand that she lives in a constant state of making decisions for which there is no guarantee that she is making the right choice. Put meals in disposable containers and attach a note saying "This doesn't need to be returned." Add stickers to envelopes for a cheerful touch. Arrange for your friend's kids to have a night with your children. Don't make a person into a project. Ask, "Would you be willing to talk to a friend of mine who has recently been diagnosed with a chronic illness and offer her some encouragement?" It makes one feel good to know that her experience can offer someone e

Come On Join The Ride!!!
DO YOU LIKE CARS? WOULD YOU LIKE SOME NEW FRIENDS? JUST FOR RATING 100 CARS?.... CLICK THIS PIC AND GET BUSY RATING . AFTER YOU RATE ALL 100 PIC'S Add The Other Riders I WILL ADD YOU TO MY PIMP MY RIDE BULLY SO OTHERS CAN ADD FAN AND RATE YOU THEN THEY RATE THE CARS AND Add The Other RIDERS I WILL ADD THEM AS WELL AND SO ON our first riders are as follows Jůηίpєr FU-Owned by Ladee and PROUD owner of ¿*~~®~~Poetic Angel Princess~~®~~@ fubar *~*Nyne*~*{DevAngel}@ fubar robisue(Club F.a.r.)**Lollipop GUrlz **Fubar World Cruise**Shadow Levelers**Fu-Owned By Miss Crys~@ fubar #1Jon ~ FU/Husband to Mistress Dragon FU*Bomber@ fubar Abby♥Normal@ fubar »--»krys»--»@ fubar FU- Owned by "Super Dave"Sissy owned by "Kevo"~ Promoter for "lost radio"~~@ fubar S3XYCRICKETSARGES'BADGIRLS&(FWC)(CONVOYDRIVER)(FU

The Queen's Chastity Belt
King Arthur was in Merlin's laboratory where the great wizard was showing him his latest creation. It was a chastity belt, except it had a rather large hole in the most obvious place which made it basically useless. "This is no good, Merlin!" the King exclaimed, "Look at this opening. How is this supposed to protect my lady, the Queen, when I'm on a long quest?" "Ah, sire, just observe," said Merlin. He then selected his most worn out wand, one that he was going to discard anyway. He inserted it in the gaping aperture of the chastity belt whereupon a small guillotine blade came down and cut it neatly in two. "Merlin, you are a genius!" said the grateful monarch. "Now I can leave, knowing that my Queen is fully protected." After putting Guinevere in the device, King Arthur then set out upon a lengthy Quest. Several years passed until he returned to Camelot. Immediately he assembled all of his knights in the courtyard and had them drop their trousers for an informal 'short

A Little Bout Me!
50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! 1. Do you like blue cheese? love it 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? no 3. Do you own a gun? uh no i think the things are awful...and i have small children and am no willing to take the chance... 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? cherry....MmM....limeade baby yea! 5. Do you get nervous before Dr. appts? always....doc's suck 6. What do you think of hot dogs? vile and disgusting really 7. Favorite Christmas song? Begining to look alot like xmas 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee!! 9. Can you do push ups? sure.....not any good at them....do the girly kind lol 10. What do you order at starbucks? MmM....starbucks...carmel espresso frappucino venti w/whipped cream.....yummy! 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my collar....thank You Lord Fury! 12. Favorite hobby? Lord F

I Don't Like You
you don't know me yet you act as you do you think your all that you think i want you well then you don't really know me do you? i don't want you i got what i want i am a the property of an American Soldier and i am soon to be married he is my life where you are not i am not yours so don't act like i am i don't want to be mean really i don't but don't tell me you love me don't act like its my fault i never did nothing to make you fall for me i only sat and listened as you talked i am not yours i will never be just go away i don't want to be mean please just oh please go away

Rip George Carlin
SANTA MONICA, Calif. - A publicist for George Carlin says the legendary comedian has died of heart failure at a hospital in Santa Monica, Calif. ADVERTISEMENT Jeff Abraham says Carlin went into St. John's Health Center on Sunday afternoon, complaining of chest pain. Carlin died at 5:55 p.m. PDT. He was 71. Carlin, who had a history of heart trouble, performed as recently as last weekend at the Orleans Casino and Hotel in Las Vegas. It was announced Tuesday that Carlin was being awarded the 11th annual Mark Twain Prize for American Humor. The dean of counterculture comedians, Carlin constantly pushed the envelop with his jokes, particularly with a routine called "The Seven Words You Can Never Say On TV."

Computer Crash
Last night my main computer crashed. Am on my mom lap top during the day. When leave for work got to turn her off and wait til the moring to talk to yaw. plz leave me some love. return in the moring when get on

Before You Make Love
1. Take off all of your clothes, alone and in the bathroom. Stare at your nipples. Call yourself “Beautiful” and see what happens. Touch your thatch of pubic hair, your stretch marks, and your round belly. Call yourself “Ugly” and watch what happens. Pretend you’re on a trampoline and you just won the lottery. Touch the mirror like it’s a window and your lover is just an unlatching of a lock away. Pinch your thighs and turn around. Bend over and try to kiss your kneecaps. Ask yourself when was the last time you touched silk. Look at your eyelids. They’re drawbridges, you know. 2. If you can lick fish bones, then you can take a lover. For a moment, pretend that you are going to be alone for the rest of your life. Then buy expensive paints and color your walls orange and not go insane. If you can go outside and see a roadkill as a sign from God then you are ready to take a lover. If you can see that euthanasia is a beautiful name for a pet then you are ready to take a

My Life
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?