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Today
Satan is alive and well today byway of congress. Millions of people will starve today while we build bombers. To build another bridge to burn in the name of progress. Culture pacifies the puritans up until they swarm us. Sophisticated algorhythms and automated gifts, 5 we occupy each applicant despite a x-mas wish. The hex we willfully submit, the rest of each other even our own brothers or mother to even invole color is sin above all other. I shudder and start to ponder.Besides the united snakes of A, ignorance is the biggest monster, 10 alive and well today. To hell with all the ney sayers, vague saviors that sucumb to sirens call. You know us as the pave layers, audio slave makers, 15

People On This Site Need To Calm The Fuck Down.
what is wrong with you people?!? do you really have that big of an inferiority complex that you have to bash on everything i do? get over your self pity, and leave me alone. to the others out there that aren't like this-- i enjoy having you as friends, and hope you aren't as easily influenced as some of the morons on this site. I'm a 20 year old woman. girl. female. it shouldn't matter. we all have the same problems and y'all need to calm your shit down. that's all for now. bye.

Ohio
OHIO Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, 1970 Album: 4 Way Street This song describes a historical event in America during the Vietnam War. It is about the shootings that took place at Kent State University on May 4, 1970; when the National Guard opened fire on a large group of protesters and killed four people. Many wondered if the Constitution still protected our right to assemble or not. Lyrics: Tin soldiers and Nixon's coming We're finally on our own This summer I hear the drumming Four dead in Ohio Gonna get down to it soldiers are cutting us down Should have been down long ago What if you knew her and found her dead on the ground How can you run when you know. Gonna get down to it soldiers are cutting us down Should have been down long ago What if you knew her and found her dead on the ground How can you run when you know.

Funny....
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blow jobs!" "Blow jobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven, but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blow jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading cookbooks. "Wh

Migraines
Well Jordan(my oldest..17)came home from school today with a migraine, took some meds and laid down..then he got sick. So around 6 he ask me if I'd take him to the hospital to get a shot. We had to do this once before. Well luckily where we doctor at now has an Urgent Care office. So I took him there .. they gave him a combined shot for the pain and the throwing up. He's doing ALOT better now. This poor kid was getting migraines when he was like 5, usually only when he got all worked up playing too hard or eating/drinking too much sweets. Then he went through a period where he didn't have them. Then about 2 years ago he started getting them again. I also get migraines. Haven't for awhile, thank goodness. I told him tonite that he needs to cut back on drinking the Coke. So I guess thats about it. Later Taters! Funky

Or Is It Just Good Advice?
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. ONE. Give people more than they ex pect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their

Love
Love what is it? love why is it? it just is. its the feeling of longing the need for one person for the rest of time the knowing that no matter what worng they may do you will stand beside them te hope that one day you will have no ealse to answer to but the god or goddes you worship.the feeling of being acepeted no matter what the trust and quiet often the miss trust.the lovemaking in the strangest of times . what is love well im not sure any truly knows all the parts but atleast we know how to feel it !

The Rubix Cube Blind
rubix cube whispering in my ear. making me feel like i cant be touched by my fears. i look into your eyes and see deep inside your mind. figuring you out is like doing a rubix cube blind. someday ill understand why we couldn't withstand the test of time.

Out Of Sorts
An odd space my head is in. Lots of chemicals running through my head. Oh not the recreational drug kind, but more of the chemicals involved with attraction, love, and finally attachment. Attachment is when you begin to see your love in a more real and rational light. In my opinion love is fun - not to mention insanity at its finest. All kinds of chemicals are released like estrogen and testosterone which help our sex drives work. Going along with that is the wonderful giddiness caused by dopamine - thought to be the "pleasure chemical," producing a feeling of bliss. And there's norepinephrine is similar to adrenaline and produces the racing heart and excitement. Here's more: Another possible explanation for the intense focus and idealizing view that occurs in the attraction stage comes from researchers at University College London. They discovered that people in love have lower levels of serotonin and also that neural circuits associated with the way we assess others are suppresse

Who Is My Cherrytap Match Contest?
hey whats up everyone ill be doing a contest to see who my match is on here so if wanna be in the contest private message me and let me no also please repost also i will let you no all the info when you message me thanks

Yes It's The Naughty Horoscope
Yes it's the naughty horoscope. repost this bulletin with your horoscope ;)) Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Arie

Pipe Tobacco
ALright I went and bought myself a pipe the other day at a head shop. Nice small one formed to look like a dragons claw holding the bowl. Anyone out there smoke a pipe and can recomend a tobacoo? I like a smooth flavor, cherry and other fruity flavors are okay. Being that I have never smoked a pipe...just trying it out do you use a screen in it or a filter? Grandpa smoked a pipe and I always loved the smell so wanted to try one myself. Opinions are welcome here Thanks Dreams

Check It Out
Hello to all my LC peps i have created a new folder in pics. this folder will show you, through my eyes the most off the chain women i have every seen So ladies if you think you got what it take to be in my folder. send me a private messeage with the pic and wait to see if your pic makes it to the folder later scandle

The Christmas Trunk
CHRISTMAS AINT JUST FOR KIDS ANYMORE!!! Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. : Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. : Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. : When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. : Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I

Ok, I'm In Need Of Serious Help
I'm in a dragon tattoo contest. I never win contests, mainly because I'm lazy and I don't stay on top of it but this time I want to win! I love my dragon tat. I'm in first right now for ratings but I'm in FOURTH for comments. I need comment bombers in a bad way! I'm about 900 out of first place. If I could get about 20 people or so to drop 50 comments that would be awesome!!!!! I'll take whatever you can spare though! And the rates too! I always help people out. And I return favors in any way I can. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

The Golden Rule - Multi Faith Perspectives
Buddhism - Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful. --Udana-Varga 5, 1 Christianity - All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye so to them; for this is the law and the prophets. -- Matthew 7:1 (not my favorite translation) Don't pick on people, jump on their failures, criticize their faults-- unless, of course, you want the same treatment. -- Matthew 7:1 (better translation) Confucianism - Do not do to others what you would not like yourself. Then there will be no resentment against you, either in the family or in the state. --Analects 12:2 Hinduism - This is the sum of duty; do naught onto others what you would not have them do unto you. --Mahabharata 5,1517 Islam - No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother that which he desires for himself. --Sunnah Judaism - What is hateful to you, do not do to your fellowman. This is the entire Law; all the rest is commentary. --Talmud, Shabbat 3id Taoism - Regard

My Birthday..
Your Birthdate: July 31 You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good. You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship. In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing. Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you. Your strength: Your dependability Your weakness: You hate being alone Your power color: Midnight blue Your power symbol: Shell Your power month: April

The Cities Of White Men
THE CITIES OF WHITE MEN THOSE men build many houses: They dig the earth, and they build; They cut down the trees, and they build; They work always -- building. From the elevation of the mountainside I behold the clouds: The clouds build many beautiful houses in the sky: They build, and they tear down; They build, and they dissolve. . . . The cities of white men, They are not beautiful like the cloud cities; They are not vast, like the cloud cities. . . . A wind-swept teepee Is all the house I own. . . .

Double Take And A Memory
The wind blowing, as it whispers to me your name I turn and look back only to see your face. In absolute exitment, I do a double take, only to find that you're not really there... I turn forward again and carry on. I'll travel to where ever this tricky wind desides it wants to take me. As long as it takes me from the memory of you...

Lunatics In Love: Sonnet For The Broken-hearted
In the silvery branches of the old birch tree, I watch the moon rising- with a similar old feeling. It's waning like us & with it's morbid softness I wonder if it's making a mockery of me. As if it knows; a smirk within it's wicked glow. Reminding me no perfect circle may be cast. Before golden Aphrodite will have lassoed in her catch. Jealous of the love humans can accomplish; knowing her own wiles all but diminish. In the transcendent form - from which humans flow. Knowing real love; Our hearts bleeding, is our only show. Of but of some of the vague brutality of LovE our kind knows. Still we court Love and Evol the same, our nourishment of pain our real bane. But the ambrosia that keeps us alive. Mere Mortals so hungry for the lies. That will make us, too- Gods for that single moment that we truly join souls. Completing our torment. COPYRIGHT WYLDFEY.COM JSP

Ladies Seductive Look Contest
TheRH@ CherryTAP RH's Ladies Seductive Look Contest Hey ladies show off Ladies Seductive Look Contest Rules: Pictures of you with your best Suductive look Content MUST be safe for work Taking Contestants, I can take up to 20 Current Contestants. ~¢¾Dragon Lovers_ Baby Girl¢¾~@ CherryTAP No 7 member of the comment bomb squad = myeviltwin@ CherryTAP bambamgirl@ CherryTAP Eyes~Like~Stacy@ CherryTAP sweetlyps4u@ CherryTAP Mzbehavin;)@ CherryTAP MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ@ CherryTAP Winner will be determined by comments and ratings. Voters and Contestants can vote. Starts Friday the 16th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 23th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH

Vampire
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100%Akasha67%Marius67%Lestat67%Armand33%Angel33%Spike33%Blade33%Deacon Frost33%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Sweet
A girl and guy were dating, the guy called the girl on the phone and she said, "You don't like me and you don't need me." Then she started to hang up and he said "I don't like you I Love you. I don't want you, I need you. She said, "Damn baby I love you and need you too." A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave. As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "you are not pretty, you are beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

Sorry For My Absence But...
Wow... spring fever has hit at an all time high... I apologize for not being around but life outside the box is much more interesting! I am already sunburned from my gardening and cultivation efforts. I have already harvested two bunches of grape tomatoes from my garden and a plethora of seeds are germinating to my sheer delight! The sun and warm weather has done wonders for me and I exhuberate in the delight and wonders of life! For the first time in over 5 years, I have gone to a movie, 300 that was awesome and a matinee only cost me $5.75 as opposed to a $12 movie back in my NY days..*{gets melancholy and snaps outta it soon*). Oh well.. to my friends that read this... be happy that I am finding the simple pleasures in life fulfilling, yet think of all my friends and wish that they find the peace that I have found to balance life as it exists... Brightest Blessings, In the name of the Maiden, Mother and Crone.. Blessed Be!

Even Shadows Have Shadows
I stand alone Burned every bridge over the troubled water No longer hiding from my personality disorder A stronger tide is coming and I've been running trying to function fine with out my mind climbing out this fucking corner I was born a thorn away from the rotten petals A forgotten rebel Passed through the absence of parentally hands to develop an evident level of benevolence so it's probably better I sold my sold to the devil This is a message to anyone I met that thinks they know me Don't pretend to understand any of the issues that I'm holding I was in a rush to grow up, look Mom no cuts Just a stomach in disgust, and the fear that I might go nuts this year If I don't swell up I'll see you one my way One day this shit'll kill me but I guess that it's OK I've lost all fate in a world so full of hate I don't fucking love music I just use it to escape I'm caught between wanting to punch someone in the face and putting a bullet in my head to leave the human

Surrey B.c. Teen Beaten To Death....sad I Know All The Peeps Involved Inocent And Guilty Ones
I THINK THEY SHOULD BOTH GET LIFE...BUT WE KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN :( Teen beaten to death, jury hears Matthew Martins, 16, cornered near escalator bottom at SkyTrain Station Glenda Luymes, The Province Published: Thursday, March 15, 2007 SURREY - Sixteen-year-old Matthew Martins' life ended violently when he was cornered and beaten at the bottom of an escalator in a Surrey SkyTrain station, a jury in the trial of Robert Forslund and Katherine Quinn heard yesterday. Forslund threw the small teen into a Plexiglas wall beside the stopped escalator before stomping on his head 13 times and slashing his throat with a broken beer bottle, Crown counsel Wendy Dawson told the first day of the couple's trial for second-degree murder. Dawson said Martins had encountered the couple earlier that night, when Quinn jumped on his back to steal the cross he wore around his neck. Hours later, police found the cross in Forslund's possession. As Dawson made her opening remarks to the jury,

Lol Yah.... Right!!!
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun, and his boots, so he arrests him for indecent exposure. As he is locking him up, he asks "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says, "Well, it's like this, Sheriff ... I was in the bar down the road and this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her. So I did. We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt . so I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants ...So I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts... So I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of sexy and says, "Now go to town, Cowboy..." And here I am. Son of a Gun, Blonde Men do exist!!

Rules Of The South
Rules of the South" are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the

Being A Grandparent
Grandparents Grandmas are moms with lots of frosting. ~Author Unknown What a bargain grandchildren are! I give them my loose change, and they give me a million dollars' worth of pleasure. ~Gene Perret Grandmothers are just "antique" little girls. ~Author Unknown Perfect love sometimes does not come until the first grandchild. ~Welsh Proverb A grandmother is a babysitter who watches the kids instead of the television. ~Author Unknown Never have children, only grandchildren. ~Gore Vidal Becoming a grandmother is wonderful. One moment you're just a mother. The next you are all-wise and prehistoric. ~Pam Brown Grandchildren don't stay young forever, which is good because Grandfathers have only so many horsey rides in them. ~Gene Perret When grandparents enter the door, discipline flies out the window. ~Ogden Nash Grandma always made you feel she had been waiting to see just you all day and now the day was complete. ~ Marcy DeMaree

Tears Don't Fall
With bloodshot eyes, I watch you sleeping the warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading would he hear me, if I called his name would he hold me, if he knew my shame There's always something different going wrong the path I walk is in the wrong direction there's always someone fucking hanging on can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the guilty to come home The moment's died, I hear no screaming the visions left inside me are slowly fading would he hear me, if I called his name would he hold me, if he knew my shame There's always something different going wrong the path I walk is in the wrong direction there's always someone fucking hanging on can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall, they crash around me his conscience calls the guilty to come home Your tears do

One Dance.
I had this feeling as we danced together. It was unmistakeable and drew us closer unconsciously. The beat ground our bodies in unison. If only you weren't so tantalizing an makin me feel hypnotic under your gaze. My face flushed and I can't tear myself away. It was our own paradise. Lost in your aura I only see you. It was what I needed. This. Shut your eyes, you can feel my body against yours. We grind together losing ourselves against the flow. I know you're drawn too. So let yourself go if we only have this moment. You could turn this life around. Just keep the beat. No, don't stop now, you won't see whats beyond this smile. I know what you said. Take it slow.. I can't help it, Just as you can't. I love the crazy feeling, how it makes you feel powerless to every step. Every twist, every roll, you grab my hand till we're just one. Not debating this action we respond as we were meant to. Its a new phase. We'l

If U Dont Have Integrity .....keep It Movin
i jus want to say if u cant keep ya word or be REAL bout shyt ... dont try to even holla i dont got time for it ... if u cant have enuff respect to do that keep it movein plz .. thanks ... had to express and make that known .. thanks everyone have an awesome day :):)

Storm!
To everyone! i'm sorry for last night, i was talking with few of you when the storm started (yeah we had a meteorological alert) and well, suddenly we got power outage and we were like that most of the night.... raning, thunders, wind and wind and wind... Autum is here! result: i went to sleep in the livingroom, and Jade (my puppy) came to sleep with me too lol later i'll do a lil video with me and my puppy :) Okay, from yesterday, i went to do that breathing test to know if the bacteria helicobacter pylori is still in my stomach causing gastritis or not, i'll know the result next thursday. This morning i went back to rehab but starting with my ankle, because this new doctor (the one i had appointment last monday) said i have a sprained ankle... now it's hurting ugh LOL the question is: when will i finish with this things? i hope as soon as possible :) well please everyone have a great weekend i'll try in my side :) hugs and xoxo

Moving!!!!!
Hey all I'm going to be moving as of Friday, March 30th. You probably won't catch me online for a few days until I can get my net hooked up at the new place. Unless someone in my building will have wireless and I can connect through that, lol. Hope everyone is well!!!

Just A Bad Week
Well damn I am just goin to vent right now.. If you all dont like it THEN I DONT FUCKIN CARE... Wednesday I took muh boy to the ear specialist and they found a hole in his ear drum. They are talkin about doin surgery on his ear drum. And that means he has to be missin 8 weeks of school. Which is somethin that he loves very much.. So they gave me some medicine for his ear.. Ear Drops, pain medication and some antibotics.. I put the ear drops in his ear and he screams at the top of his lungs and tells me that it feels like I am stickin a hot poker in his ear. They told me that the ear drops would help him and trust me it made it worse. So I called the specialist and she said to stop with the drops and come back in wednesday.. So now I am fuckin scared outta muh damn mind.. K I am done for now ventin now for at this moment Trust me there will be more lol

Feelings
Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken. Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place! When you're broken in a mi

Its Called A Breakup Because It's Broken.
By now you know what I'm going to say: WHO CARES?! But for those of you who are just dying to know: is he as miserable as you are? Does he miss you? What is he doing? Who is he doing it with? What is he wearing? Does he want to get back together? What are his friends telling him? Is he hooking up with his ex? These are the thoughts that plague you when you can't sleep, can't work, when your falling asleep at work, and when your working at not sleeping. I understand that before you can fully get over it, you may need to indulge yourself with a little "what's he going through" obsession. Here's what you want to hear: "the only reason he hasn't called you is because debilitating sadness has left him lying on the floor of his apartment in a pizza box full of tears. The only activity he has been able to manage is feverishly planning a way to win your heart back. He's sworn off women (except you), booze, and fun because nothings fun without you. He may never smile or laugh again." The only

Hurrr...
Wow I haven't been around for a while I guess. I don't even recognize most of the people on my friend's list any more. Just thought I'd write something up to let people know I didn't die or anything. Just been busy with school and work. -Cryn

Caution: Drama Ahead!
From the mind of a B.U.O.F.M............ This one falls under "Serious". I've been a CT member for about seven weeks now. Amazing! Get to visit other folk's pages, rate their profile, rate their photos, stashes....become their Fan, Friend, Family! Have nice, friendly chats...and for some, develope deeper relationships. Wow. Technology is wonderful! Me, I'm a 47-yr-old straight male, father of four adult children, who JUST got his divorce finalized on March 16, 2007. I'm not what some of you may consider a "typical" recently divorced 47-yr-old male. I did not enjoy the process, and wish I never had to go through it. That in mind, I am in no hurry to "get back in the saddle". I'm in no hurry to even "touch the saddle", if you catch my drift. I even have a "Disclaimer" at the very top of my profile stating such. Why am I saying this? Well, some folks in the CT community take this cyber existance waaaaay too seriously. I'm sure you have all run across it, whether it b

Becoming Illegal
Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 HartSenateOfficeBuilding Phone (202) 224 3254 WashingtonDC, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer >>of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the. Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a

Allow Me To Introduce Myself....2.0
Name: DarkProf (aka Pochotlan aka Linger aka Xaco) Birthday: March 27 Birthplace: Aztlan, Califas Current Location: San Diego, CA Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Dark Brown, with some gray Hair Type: Long and curly Height: 5¡¦11¡¨ Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Mexican (Indian/Spanish/African) Marital Status: Married Kink status: Bi Poly Switch Religion: fledgling Buddhist The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Rockports Your Weakness: damsels in distress Your Fears: being in crowds; my potential Your Perfect Pizza: sausage and mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to loose another 50 lbs. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ¡§See, that¡¦s exactly why I hate people!!¡¨ Thoughts First Waking Up: ¡§where are the cats?¡¨ Your Best Physical Feature: hair, eyes some like my hands Your Bedtime: usually around 11 or midnight Your Most Missed Memory: laughing with my parents Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: Tryin

Pregnant
So everyone im pregnant FINALLY i will be 2 months in like 2 weeks. And for everyone who knows that Nick and I were having some serious relationship problems we are staying together hopefully it all works out we will be a year in may ohh and the estimated due date for the baby is Nov 23 so yea

Idiot
WOW. I generally don’t like people. But this is fucking ridicules! Alright so there is this chick on Myspace going on a hunger strike until Sanjaya Malakar is voted off of American Idol. It’s a TV show, it’s for entertainment. If you don’t like what’s going on don’t fucking watch it. I’m not an American Idol fan myself. I honestly can’t stand the show.. So do you know what I do? I DON’T WATCH IT! Although her stupidity makes me want to vote for Sanjaya as much as I possibly can! She says “We have no problems with Sanjaya personally, he seems like a very personable and charming young man. However, he does NOT belong on American Idol.” Who is she to say this. Now I’m not standing up for him. I have no idea what he’s like or his singing is like and I don’t really give a shit. I’m simply putting her down for being an idiot! “This means I will refuse to eat anything until American Idol voters wise up, and stop voting Sanjya through each week.” pffft. Who cares if you don’t eat!? I hope

Complete Retard And Coward
Here's the story, this guy has a "hall of morons" folder. He ripped a pic of AngelMoRn and put it in there, and then ripped a pic of me and put that in there, cause I asked why he put AngelMorn in there. This is what he put under my pic "'Had to block him and add him here. How many times do you have to tell these people you're straight before they quit shouting to you?" This was the first time I'd ever talked to him, lol. Now the best part is that the little coward fucker made the folder private, and blocks everyone in it. How retarded, stupid and cowardly can you get? Not much more me thinks. Just warning my friends that you may not want to go to his page. Porch Monkey 4 Life *I win :-)*@ CherryTAP

Day 2 Outllook From Storm Prediction Center, Norman Ok
SPC AC 281742 DAY 2 CONVECTIVE OUTLOOK NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK ISSUED BY AFWA OFFUTT AIR FORCE BASE BELLEVUE NE 1242 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 VALID 291200Z - 301200Z ...THERE IS A SLGT RISK OF SVR TSTMS CENTRAL PLAINS/SW IA AND NW MO THROUGH S-CNTRL/SW TX... ...SYNOPSIS... MID-UPPER LEVEL CLOSED LOW WILL PARK OVER THE CENTRAL ROCKIES DURING THE PERIOD WITH SEVERAL SMALL PERTURBATIONS FCST TO ORBIT AROUND THE BASE OF THE LOW AND MOVE THROUGH SRN/CNTRL PLAINS STATES. UNCERTAINTY WITH THE PROGGED EWD MIGRATION OF UPPER LOW AND AMOUNT OF ONGOING CONVECTION AT THE BEGINNING OF THE PERIOD IS MAIN CONCERN FOR THE DAY 2 PERIOD. AT SFC...INITIAL CYCLONE OVER NRN PLAINS IS EXPECTED TO OCCLUDE AND WEAKEN...WHILE SECONDARY CYCLOGENESIS OCCURS FARTHER S ALONG COLD FRONT/DRYLINE. THIS LOW SHOULD LIFT NEWD OVER NEB AND DEEPEN...WITH WARM FRONT EXTENDING SEWD ACROSS ERN MO TO MID TN AREA

Nonsensical Ravings Of An Over-worked Under-sexed Man
Chapter 1 My Bitch session The accounts referenced here are fictional, and in no way are real life accounts of the author. The following may make no sense to you at all, at which point you should cease all literary intake and exit this phucking blog!!! OK, maybe I'm just bitchin, but has it been a long day? I think yes! So far, I've gone 36 hrs w/o sleep (which really sucks!!!) A beautiful day, but I'm too phucking tired to enjoy it. SHIT! So what do I do? I make some coffee (REALLY STRONG), sit and work! cuz my job keeps me too busy to even consider anything else! DAMN IT ALL TO HELL! Hopefully, I can make it until 9:00 tonight so I can take my last scheduled call, and CRASH! Oh well... I've said my peace. I'll step off my soap-box and let someone else have the floor. My bitch session is over! ...and I'm SPENT!

My 'tired_of_the_drama_bullshit...just Delete Me' Bulletin
Tired_Of_The_Drama_BullshitI see that two people that I consider friends were for some reason or another going at it, I am talking about the beef between my great friends GothiqueTemptation and Lestat of L.D.C.F, well from what I get he did something in his past, she found out and was thinking of telling people what is already public information if a person knew where to look..Also.. I want to stretch this fact as much as I possibly can...they are both fucking adults.. so what ever was done in his past ..and what ever she was planning on doing with that information the whole second and third parties hosting their opinions was unnecessary and unwanted...what the fuck is this second grade..the kid bullshit "you say something about my friend and we jump on you" I must have been sadly mistaken when i thought that this was a site for people 18 and up..If you are one of the people who continuously repost the bulletins which just draws this bullshit out longer please click the link below and

Super Update
sup folks long time no see, lets she was been going on, well for starters im actually moveing in with my gf ashley. right now i have found an awsome place in south durham were not sure if we what to just get a place for our selves or get a room mate/s. so far i have a few in mind including a close friend and her husband i was also told about a place in roxoborugh thats pretty much half payed for. right now i have two jobs amd am waitting for a call back from another. ashely is really exected over it. right now i have two jobs, i work for walgreens, and HP, and i am currently waiting for a on my background check for a job at a local middle school. and not two days ago dell called me about a sales rep job. at walgreens i work in the photo lab and im woking overnight because this walgreens is 24hours thats a rough shift to cover seven days in a row. On the soical front i had two friend pass out on me on the excat same day. my buddy just had a really bad break up. another friend ha

Another Year Gone
Well, the other day I celebrated another year, it was wonderful with the three wonderful people I share my life with cake, ballons, streamers, cards and gifts....I am so thankful for all that I have...simple and sweet..oh yeah and once in awhile something shiney....

How Lil-shaq Would Find A Soulmate!
Someone asked me via e-mail....Shaq, How would you find a soulmater? Then I seriously thought of tips on How I would look for a soulmate: Finding your Soulmate Love at first sight is a myth - your eyes only see the similarity to a favorite movie star or novel hero. It's the time you spend together, where you share your innermost secrets, that builds the bonds of soulmates. Be Available It´s no good complaining about not finding a soulmate if you only go out with the same group of friends all the time, or stay at home watching TV. Your soulmate can´t see through walls to find you! Make sure you´re out in places where your soulmate has a chance of finding you, and doing things your soulmate would realize are important to him/her. Comfortable and Trustable Sometimes people expect soulmates to hit them like lightning out of the blue. They go on looking, while the perfect partner is there with them every day, listening to them, being available, being fully trusting. A

New Nascar Lounge
Hi all you Nascar fans, I just made a new Nascar Lounge for all of us who can talk about Nascar for hours..lol Just click on my profile and look over on the right will have the lounge there and come and join us!!Hugs..Laurie

Worlds Shortest Books
The World's Shortest Books: ************ ********* ** FRENCH WAR HEROES by Jacques Chirac ____________ _________ _________ ________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MY COUNTRY by Jane Fonda & Cindy Sheehan. Illustrated by Michael Moore ____________ _________ _________ _________ _ MY BEAUTY SECRETS by Janet Reno ____________ _________ _________ MY CHRISTIAN ACCOMPLISHMENTS & HOW I HELPED AFTER KATRINA by Rev Jesse Jackson & Rev Al Sharpton ____________ _________ _________ _________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT BILL by Hillary Clinton ____________ _________ _________ ___ Sequel: THINGS I LOVE ABOUT HILLARY By Bill Clinton ____________ _________ _________ _____ MY LITTLE BOOK OF PERSONAL HYGIENE by Osama Bin Laden ____________ _________ _________ _____ THINGS I CANNOT AFFORD by Bill Gates

You Are You-for Marlee
You are You By Natalie Limardo You have went away and I miss you so. This vacation has turned into forever. Your where I can’t talk to you and where I can’t see you. You have went away and I miss you so. This vacation is to damn long. If I could see you happy and laughing aloud. I would be so damn happy to know you are you again. The fear in your eyes and the hurt on your face. It kills me because it’s something I can not erase. It pains you to be away but you can’t see it yet. This vacation is just so damn long. You have went away and I miss you so. When you return know I will be here. I will be here waiting for your smile, waiting for your eyes, waiting just waiting for you.

Missing You-for U
Missing you By Natalie Limardo Missing you is wrong I know. We have never met. Never made each other smile. In person we have never been. Our hearts can not join. I live so different and in sin. Although I miss you so, I don’t think yo feel the same. Knowing I am the one, the only one to blame. I am there everyday. Leaving my mark for you. So you will know all I have to say. I hope we never meet, for I will have to leave, everything I have worked for, all that is a part of me. Yes I miss you so. I just can’t handle all of this, all the things I can not show. Missing you has broke me down, I don’t know why because I don’t understand it. But you not being there makes me frown. Now please hear me right. I don’t want to lose you. Because without you my days wouldn’t be so bright. Please don’t take what guides me. For in the dark is fear, this is where I will be left, in the dark I will be.

Retook The Advanced Global Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56% Stability |||||||||||||| 60% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||| 30% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||| 30% Conflict

Just Thinking
I have been on cherry tap for a while. Since it was called lost cherry. Some people on here know this too but this site is becoming like myspace. With people egos, drama and other crap. I hope CT doesnt become like myspace. Cause i had my dramas, heart breaks and other crap on here. I dont know if i really wanna stay now. Cause i met a lot of wonderful people on here. I am both loved and hated on here. I just sit back and watch all this shit going down on here. One thing i dont like are these bombings comments for contests people have on here. Why cant people have one comment. Thats it. I didnt like the way before how they treated fat sonny. He is a real good guy. He always makes me laugh. Then there is o'rly owl. Owls need love too. heh. But really i dont know if i could stay on here. Should i stick to my guns or just plain fuck off. I dont know. I listen to people rant and shit. I wanna rant too and if you dont like it FUCK YOU!!! Down rate me or leave me nasty comments. I DONT CARE!

Life's All About Learning,the More You Live The More Learn
what can i sayi like talking,they made free night and weekends for a reason . i guess i can say i have skills,people skills,i'm over flowing with good spirit i love my lifestyle wouldn't change it.physical training is part of my daily routine. my job keeps me looking good.it's a large world out therefor me to see.i enjoy learning new things. our government does asgreat job regulating firearme.illrgal drug use is well controlled in the us i enjoy a great adrenaline rush,the more exotic,the more enticing As a Bible student and teacher I have experienced the necessary work involved in searching the Scriptures for the competent preparation of a Bible study, Sunday school lesson, or a sermon. There are volumes of books available as study tools (and the Christian community is indebted to the various authors' perseverance

Volunteer
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Make a difference in East China in 2007! Find the perfect local volunteer opportunity Category and/or Group (Arts and Entertainment, System) February 16th, 2007 You want to give back, but with so many good causes out there, where to start? There are plenty of great volunteer organizations right here in the East China area and around the State of Michigan. Check out our new Volunteer Resources Guide and learn what they do, where and when they’re meeting next and how to get involved with them. It’s never been easier to find the perfect group or activity that suits your passion. We’ve done the hard work so you can focus on doing the good work. To suggest a resource for volunteer opportunities in the local area, please email us at volunteer@americantowns.com

Aint Life Hell
I gotta tell you. Hell ain't all it hepped p to be. I mean I been living in a kinda hell, they tell me, for a few years now, and I never had so much fun living. Confused? Let me go back a few and start at the beginning which is really an ending. Ha, now I bet your really befuddled. Hell began when they strapped me into that chair and zapped me till I was doing the funky chicken in front of all those witness's. I found myself looking down at me. Yeah, imagine that. there I was, smoke coming from under that mask, my skin as pale as a corpse. Ha!! I was a corpse. I tried like hell to see me, lifting what I tought was my hand, but all I could see was sparkles of light, like energy from a friend lighbulb. That fizzled kind of light. Okay, I'm getting to it. I wasn't scared, but I wondered just where I was. Thatgot answered real fast. There weren't no light to follow,angels that I coud see. I floated on over to the man that was standing next to my body. Reaching out wi

Last Chance
Can i count on you if i bow my head and pray can i trust the words you send and make it threw the day i need your guidence to piont the way because the path is not yet clear i NEED YOU to piont the way because of all my fear I was lost and all alone until i saw the light but i was saved by love alone because it shined so brite thank you lord for hearing my heart when it needed you the most NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE OR YOUR DREAMS

Things You Remember
i was just setting here and the song im leaving on a jet plane just came on by john denver . that was the last song i herd in canada the first time i went on a tore over seas to chad africa . i remember sitting in a church with my friends for the last survice before departure .and that song came on , that song holds a lot for me i guess we all have things that take us back to happier times .

Military Spot Light (week Of 4-8-2007)
Courtesy of MsTags.com OK ADOPT A SOLDIER HAS PICKED 5 MILITARY MEMBERS TO BE IN THE ADOPT A SOLDIER SPOT LIKE FOR THE WEEK. PLEASE STOP ON BY THESE MEMBERS PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE. THEY NEED OUR SUPPORT, FOR WHAT THEY DO. THEY FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM, AND WE NEED TO THANK THEM FOR IT. Jumpmaster82@ CherryTAP RadioGuy@ CherryTAP Just J@ CherryTAP buttman@ CherryTAP

1954!
The World Series is broadcast in color for the first time. NY Giants defeat Cleveland (4-0) The 1950s Robert Joffrey Ballet debuts. Fifties Pop History IBM announces the development of an electronic brain for business use. Named it Bill Gates - nah, just kidding. The 1950s Sports Illustrated is born! See the first cover. Fifties Pop History Another boon for sports fans - the first l6 oz beer can introduced by Schlitz, The Beer That Made Milwaukee Famous! The 1950s "Let's Eat Right to Keep Fit" by Adele Davis, was an early entry into the health food movement. Fifties Pop History A test program using sterilized males wipes out screwworm flies on the Caribbean island of Curacao in only 4 months. (I swear, I found that item in my research.) The 1950s Ernest Hemingway won the Nobel Prize for Literature. Fifties Pop History French colonial rule in Vietnam weakens when Viet Minh rebels take Dien Bien Phu. Vietnam is divided into northern and southern regions. The 1950s Br

Hypnotism
1. Sit on a couch in the upright position and close your eyes and your arms at your side or in your lap. Do not move around. Just sit there and relax for a minute. 2. Clear your mind of all thoughts. How do you do this?.... simply imagine a big Dumpster or a very large metal box on your mental screen. Then see it open and put all your thoughts and worries in it one by one.... bills... your lovelife.... problems.... your children.... your job... everything you can think of. Then close the lid and lock it! Then push it off your mental screen. 3. Now sit there quietly with no thoughts for a minute. When you are ready to start... do not forget to tell yourself as you go through each part of the body that you are becoming more and more relaxed as you go. YOU MUST TELL YOURSELF THIS! 4. Now... start with your head.... imagine every part of your head relaxing... start with your eyes.... then go to your ears.... the mouth... all your facial muscles. spend time w

The Stain
The Stain Spreading slowly Lifesblood spilling Pooling thicker Heartbeat stilling Growing bigger Growing darker After burial Deathspot marker Slowly weaken Slowlt tire Slipping backward Life retires Never knowing whats to be Wonder briefly, oh why me Curtains closing the play is done Make the journey of only one Cross the threshold on the river Pay the boatman for your souls deliver Pass the dog whose heads are two Down to the underworld it is for you The stain is finished your life is done The elgion fields for you anon Written By Dpc1960 2-26-84

Winter Song
The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, she decided to express her feelings, to keep him safe. She whispered softly, her words like music to his ears, "I Love You," and his response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Ctaf Leaders
UPDATE of CTAF LEADERS __________________ ~AIRSTRIKE LEADER~ LaUrEn?@ CherryTAP **CONTACT YOUR SQUAD LEADER or LAUREN if you are in a contest!** ______________________________ Squad 1 Leader - Kevs Dogpound KevDog {Commander of CTAF}@ CherryTAP _______________________________ Squad 2 Leader - Elles Warriors Warrior Princess-"CTAF Squad 2 - #13"@ CherryTAP ______________________________ Squad 3 Leader - Verdicts Jury Tha Verdict {CTAF SQUAD 2 #17}@ CherryTAP

Well
i guess im bitching and complaing but i guess thats what humans do when something bothers them and it keeps happing and no matter how much you try to change it it still keeps happening . so let me put it this way and see if you understand the constant games the constant words that make you think and see that things are ok but they are not the constant hows my girl doing the hows my hun doing when you see in reality its all lies im not your girl im just your toy till you find some one better .. its a constant cycle with me am i not good enough? or am i to good that you just cant handle me . then you wonder why im so gaurded because i have my reason and my reasons are becoming real to my human eye so i sit and wait for you rebutle and then laugh in your face cause theres only one chance with me... and your time is almost up actually no it is up its done its over im tired of the games and the lies i havent found anyone thats real honest and to the point like me and i don

Sites To Go To For Information
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Spell For Protection In Snow
Spell for Protection in the Snow You will need: One peppercorn A pinch of salt Pinch of powdered ginger Pinch of powdered cloves A small pinch of red cotton cloth Place the peppercorn in you bowl saying and visualizing: I charge you with protection Place the salt in saying: I charge you with stability Place the cayenne pepper in saying: I charge you with warmth. Place the ginger in saying: I charge you with protection Place the cloves in saying: I charge you with protection. Mix the assembled spices and salt with your fingers, visualize yourself having a safe health, guarded time. Now transfer the hers to the center of the cloth squares. Fold in half and in half again and sew up the ends. Carry this with you. Make a new charm ever snowy season.

Party Time!!
I am so excited tonight is one of my best friend's birthdays. So if you need me you can try my cell but 9 out of 10 chances I am going to be too fucked up to figure out what that strange ringing sound is LOL. I hope you all have had a great weekend. I sure as hell know that I did! Loves it!!

Remembering You. . . Written February 14th 2007
I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need....

Poem- Would You Like To Dance?
Would You Like to Dance? Kristina R. Manuel April 15, 2007 The music is soft and slow- Through the smoky air Appears a heavenly glow As I wonder, "What could be there?" Gravity pulls me Towards the most beautiful vision I have ever seen- My heart races into another division- "Could this be a dream?"- You spot me from across the room- Thunder and lightening Fill my veins and chest with a sudden boom- Our eyes connect- Every time you smile I'm smiling right back- I take your hand As I ask you to dance- Without a second glance You follow me in a lovestruck trance- You have touched me with your gentle hand And broke my nerves of steel- Sparks fly as we collide Our bodies burn as we smoothly glide Dancing on the edge Through a passion of burning desire- With every touch the flames grow higher- The world around us disappears As I pull your body close to mine- Tender kisses, so sincere... As you whisper gently in my ear, "Would you like to dance?"

Goodbye.....never
Goodbye…… Never Goodbye is a word I dare not say because I swear I’ll see you again someday I’ll find you and see you and we'll reminisce about the past but until I see you again will my life hold without you, will it last? Your forever a part of me, I love you man! Never met anyone one better no one in the world. Now to lose you is the biggest pain I’ll receive. Without you there's no one to save me from grief. I'm alone and forgotten cause you were the best friend the one and only person that would stick by me to the end and now you leave me, you've gotta go. But I still have my fake smiles, the pain will never show. Because I’ll dream of the day I’ll get to see you. Knowing my one wish will one day come true. So with this I’ve shown there's no pain greater, but no goodbyes please...how about see you later!

The Beginning -chapter 1
The Beginning Emmeline rolled over displeased as the alarm clock irritant blared blasphemy in her ear. She stared at the clock for a moment, wanting to smash it against the wall for awaking her at 6:45 in the morning. Aggravated, she not only pounded her fist into the sleep button or thrust the annoyance into the nearest wall, but sighed and made a distasteful attempt to get out of bed. Light from behind a blinded window provided just enough site to find a red marker from her nightstand. Facing the wall there the shattered alarm clock lay, she swiftly uncapped the marker and placed a rather large “X” over the eleventh of august on her wall calendar. Only one hundred and seventy nine school days left to go. Scratching her ratty head and rubbing her eyes, young Emmeline somehow, through her dreary haze, managed to find her way to the mirror where she began to inspect herself. Sighing in disappointment she tediously meandered to the chest of drawers in the corner of

For The Ladies
A WOMAN`S PERFECT BREAKFAST: She`s sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton............ PRICELESS

Witch Be Describes Toy
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth100%Rocker, Mosher60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev55%Emo30%Trendy30%Skater25%Prepy5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Just A Little Request
On May 19th, I am walking with fellow arthritis sufferers and supporters to raise money for the arthritis foundation. I have created a team and so far have only 4 out of 10 people walking with me. All I need is 5 more people to complete my team. If anyone is interested in walking with me, check out this site http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/dreamsalive. If you would like to make a donation, go here http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/notgivingin. thanks for taking the time out to read this blog and respond to the links if you did. I appreciate it and so do the rest of us.

Do You Need Therapy??
There's a 9% Chance That You Need Therapy You almost certainly don't need therapy. You have your life under control - and things are going pretty well. If anything, you would make a great therapist. You have a natural understanding of human psychology. Do You Need Therapy?

Today Is A Good Day...
Today is a good day for a rant. Shall I? Oh yes, I think I shall... Where to begin? Work. I'm a drone. I work a fast paced and very boring job, that I consider to be just a way-station until something happier comes along. I go to work, wearing my drone uniform. I keep my work station very clean, I do my job with speed and efficiency. I don't stand on the line and gossip, or say much of anything non-work-related. I don't play the flirt game, or politics. I just punch in, work hard, and punch out. Bosses love me, for the most part. Co-workers, not so much. Not all of them, mind you, but the slackers and brown-nosers hate me. I don't kiss ass. I don't work hard to impress anyone, I do it because it makes my day go fast. Kinda selfish of me, really. But I work with some really catty women, with the emotional quotient of 6th graders. Can't I just go into work, without having to pry some bitch's claws from my jugular vein every single day? No, it seems I can't. Today was one of those

Too Busy For A Freind
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but

Dead Beat Dads
I just have to rant a lil bit about my daughters father. Well first my daughter just turned a year old. And her father has seen her in almost 6 months. His choice not mine. I have never kept him from her. He is just full of excuses why he hasn't. He hasn't given me a single dime for her in that period of time either. What I don't understand is how someone can look at such a precious lil girl and hold her and then just not be bothered with her? It took the both of us to create her and I am the one that is doing all the work. Which I don't mind doing the work but a lil help would be nice every once in a while. The only time he seems to want to be in her life is when he wants to try to work things out with me. And every time I tell him it isn't going to happen he doesn't bother showing up to she her. aaaaaa it is just aggervating.

I Have Survived Wedding Weekend, Yeah!
One more chore and Jason and Carrie's Wedding Weekend will be officially over! I am exhausted, lol! William is returned to Madison; just got back from that! The only chore left is taking Jenn back to LaCrosse. If I can pass that on to someone else, believe me I will, lol!! I ended up spending last night in the motel next door to where the Reception and Wedding Dance were held! Just safer that way, lol! Hey, I was in very good shape, just tired out. Jay, I did have one JagerBomb, dropped! Only one, though, lmao! To the one who thought I might lose it and go naked at the Wedding - my clothes remained on, sweetie! Not to worry, lol! And, yes, I stayed ALONE in my motel room - none of my past life guys live anywhere near close enough for that, lmao!! Enough, already! I think Dakota loved his first full scale Wedding extravaganza! The Divas did a beautiful job as Flower Girls. And my nieces and niece in law all looked just beautiful as attendants! And a good time was had by all, I thi

Ok More....
Well the first guy and i have been talking and he really opend up to me. He explained everything to me and now i understand and it just made everything harder. I wnat him back so bad, i crave for his touch again but i talked to the other guy and he finaly opened up to me to. im lost in my own delema. I want both of them but that will only get me in deeper. i am still deciding. ill keep it posted! lots a luv!

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex.
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little sn

Nostalgia And Envy.
Stop. Close your eyes. Feel the gentle breeze cooling your scorching body from the sun. Listen to the construction of the nearby house- A dilapidated form of old age and abuse. Take note at the handful of piercing voices of the children running about the field. Inhale each thought, each sense, and each emotion in with every uneasy breath. [I’m here Alone, unaccompanied in my helpless, wandering mind. Observing and learning of my surroundings. I feel powerless and vacant. Is it possible to feel so empty and yet have such an abundance of thoughts racing thought my mind? Is it possible to feel nothing and yet be so dejected and poignant at all once?] There is nothing. Nothing but the sound of construction and screaming children. The grass is green. The sky is pale blue. It’s a beautiful day. Why have such ugly thoughts? Nostalgia. Look at them. All of the children. I envy them all. So care free….Having so much fun Not a care in the world. Having no idea o

Im Sooooo Fuckin Confuzd
ok heres the deal. first i quit my job (long stupid story) then i got kickd out of where i was stayin, had to move back in with my mom and her drunk abusive bf. then yesterday we walkd out on him. and i was finalizing plans for me to move to bad axe. then this morning my mom calls talkin bout her job is gonna call me and i should start next monday. now i dont know whut to do b/c i told the person in bad axe is move up there this weekend. now im thinkin i should tell her that ill still come visit but i just cant stay. and the other thing is right now im stayin where i was b4 and im only supposed to b here til friday.....soooooo wtf am i to do now?????????????

I Miss The Good Old Days.
In recent days, I have been growing more and more dissatisfied with the way we have all been treated. At one point I would have gladly forked over the money for a ViC and even a Happy Hour, but not any more. In the past, I used to contact all my friends and tell them what a great place this is to hang out. Quite a few of them have left, because a few creepy perverts continued to harass them. Scaling back on how much time I waste on here, because for me, the thrill is gone. The rules on rating and commenting have gotten way out of hand. Those of us that attempt to play by the rules are punished, while the one's that continue to circumvent them in one way or the other get away with it. I miss the good old days when there were no limits to commenting and rating. There was no such thing as commenting and rating too fast. Where you couldn't get deleted because the crappy server cannot keep up with the speed of your computer or your internet connection. Don't you?

Im Open Mined
div style="width: 285px">You Are 94% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Women's Ass Study
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses. I thought the results were pretty interesting: 25% of women think their ass is too fat... 10% of women think their ass is too skinny... The other 65% say that they don't care; they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway... LOL have a good day my friends !

Then My True Love Has Hair Of Red
My sweet’s embrace grabs hold of something deep within my soul. Her magic touch soothes my heart and fills an empty hole. My sweet’s kisses are so soft and gentle, more exquisite than fine wine. Her slender fingers course through my hair, sending shivers down my spine. My sweet’s gaze I dare not meet too long, although it may be bliss. For in her eyes of ocean blue, I may fall into the abyss. My sweet‘s an earth bound angel, whose wings she had to shed. If my sweet be my true love, then my true love has hair of red

Girl's
Why do alot of the ladys in here look like a bunch of desperate cheap hookers? Don't any of them have morals or self respect just because you look like a cheap hooker you think guys are going to drop there jaws for you, well think again its, only your titts and ass they are staring at, not you they don't care a thing about you, they just know you look cheap and easy and its maybe a guarenteed piece of ass if they talk to you. It's sad and pathetic how some of you show yourselves on here. Have some kind of respect for yourself and others people you'll never be happy in life looking like a hooker.

Where The Heart Roams
My Heart roams from place to place looking for it to be captured. It was once captured only to be broken, many times if often said what a beautiful angel you are and the admiration is wonderful then as time goes this angel goes unoticed, and feelings of capturing the heart diminsh into dust. Pieces are smashed and tears fall, many times when someone thinks they love this angel with heart she is often tricked into knowing that she can easily be broken. To that person who once loved me in a short time, youve hurt me like all others and taken that spirit I had when you met me only left me on the floor to be broken and so now the heart must roam to someone else to have her. It is obvisouly someone now holds your attn and your heart I once had or never did.

My Brother's Fight With The Military
Ughhhh I am so pissed right now! My brother just called to say that his commanding officer in Iraq is in the procedure of forcing disciplinary action against him. Here is the situation: My brother went to Iraq last year. Upon arriving there and not long after, he blew out his right knee during an excursion. They then placed in the office saying that they would get him to Germany or back to the states for medical attention. 6 months later, he still had not been seen by a doctor. He scheduled a leave around Valentine's Day and even that was delayed. He finally made it back in time to visit our Grandmother before she passed away. He was scheduled to return on Monday, February 26th although due to our Grandmother's condition, I had Red Cross intercept. Red Cross was able to get him a 10-day extension. There was a lot of instances that happened during that time which would make believers out of us. Anyway. While he was home, he went to the doctor and received verification that he nee

Social Security Benefit Credits For Active Duty Service
-----Original Message ----Subject: Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service Good Morning, Here's some information I received via email - this information was not passed during a recent TAPS class I attended. The following comments are extracted -from the email I received: "For those or you who did not have this info it is something to put in your files for when you apply for Social Security [if still around] down the road. It is just not for retirees but anyone who has served on active duty prior to January 2002. Strongly encourage you to forward this to all folks who have served on active duty who are entitled to this benefit but must ask for it! Go to the website and then prepare to get extra benefits ......... Soc Sec website::http:/www.ssa.gov/retire2/military.htm Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service ...for years of active duty through 2001 (the program was done away with in January 2002) . Up to $1200 per year of earnings credit ($100 cre

One Last Time
I have acquired a lot of friends here on cherry tap....however, that is not why i am here. I want to focus on who my real friends are and the people who are interested in getting to know the real me. Therefore, in the next few days i don't receive some sort of sign from you that you what to stay my friend, i will be deleting you from my list. I am not doing this to be mean, like i said above, i would rather have a quality friendship than quantity. tons of hugs to all of you who really care..... tracy MWAH

Today
Today is the start of windown of school. This semester has been the hardest because I have lost friend and relationships close to me. I lost my fiance, and best friend to stupidity and my classes have been the hardest I have ever undertaken. However it's 2 weeks of school left. I'm apprehensive about what is to come but I feel I have grown a lot in the past 6 months. I understand myself and others better. I hope to start more blogs but it's pretty outside and my bike calls. I miss red and the way she felt on the back but she has to learn who she is and that, as I know, takes time. Also, my 66 Mustang is due out of the shop this week, something I'm seriously looking forward to. A classic always makes my blood run hotter. Just the body and personality of them. Now, onto the house. I've finished painting 2 of the bedrooms, mine is the only one left and I'm debating on the color. I'm thinking a light blue. Even with my tractor it's hell keeping the 10 acres mowed.

School Here I Come!!
Well today is the day for me. I am heading off to school so they can teach me how to be a recruiter. I have been told that the school is equal to that a company sends it's top sales managers too. So I know that I am getting good training. I am just heading there a little bit nervous. I know that I will do just fine in school, but the fact is I do not know where they are going to put me! I could be stationed anywhere, and I really hope that they keep me away from California! I hope that they put me in Kentucky. I bet you are saking "Why Kentucky?". Well I am going to be a recruiter in a time when there is alot of political pressure and a war that is not popular. I fugured that in order to do well I am going to need to head to a southern state where they are a little bit more incline to answer the call over lets say San Francisco where I believe that they would rather burn a flag over fight for it. Well wish me best of luck. I do know if I will be online much, but here I come

Adding To My "family" List
OK...I have had many many people ask me if I will add them to my fmaily list so that they can rate my private pics. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but when I get 5 people asking me this within 2 minutes of me adding 3 pics it's a little rediculous so... #1) If you ASK to be added you WILL NOT be added! Plain and simple. Those on my family list are people I have enither known since childhood or those that I actually TALK to! #2) There are NO NUDES in my private albums! I DO NOT do nudes! The only person who sees me naked is my husband (and a few select others I have slept with in my life)! #3) STOP ASKING! I really really fucking hate the fact that people can not take the time to read my damned profile enough to see that a) I don't do messenger and b) I'm not here for sex! The fact that I had to change my damned name to get people to stop asking is pretty fucking rediculous! What's worse is I still get assholes asking me to add them! WTF! IF you want on my fami

What Card Are You
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Tell Me The Pain Will Go Away
I'm excited... Fire... beer... good buddies... Though it is also a time of sadness... Sunday would have been a year and a half... as well as two years since Corey broke up with me... Funny how everything in my life falls apart at the same time. Corey gave me a number... 531... That number is also the number of days Cole and I were together. It's pretty creepy really... I'm gonna try and not let that stuff get to me though. Try being the key word... Just surround myself with booze and good people. I'm just worried I am going to break down completely... I don't want people to see me cry. I am sick of crying... sick of being sad all the time. All I do is drink and puke... I ate a couple pieces of bacon after class tonight... first time I ate since Sunday... That bacon didn't last long in me... it was coming back up before I finished chewing it. Stood on the scale and shocked the shit out of myself... Where is this weight loss coming from? Where doe

God And The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the m

I Love ~*~sunshine~*~
((((((((((SUNSHINE))))))))))) Current mood: lonely Category: Romance and Relationships I FELT IF ALL MY DAYS WHERE LIKE A CLOUDY , RAINY, AND COLD BEFORE FATE ALLOWED US TO CROSS PATHS. ON MY WORST DAY IT WAS IF I WHERE STUCK IN A BAD THUNDERSTORM. LIGHTING FLASHING, THUNDER CRASHING , WIND BLOWING . THE BEST THING WHEN WE MEET WAS THE CALM AFTER THE STORM SKIES BLUE FILLED WITH THIN WISPY CLOUDS PEACEFUL. RAINBOWS LIGHT UP THE SKY WITH BRILLIANT COLORS. GIVING ME ME INSPIRATION SUNSHINE BRIGHTENS UP THE SKY. I LOOK TO THE HEAVENS LOOKING AT THE MOON REALIZING I HAVE SEEN AN ANGEL IS THIS DESTINY OR KARMA? BUT IT HAS TO BE REAL I HAVE FOUND YOU !!! THANK GOD MY SEARCH IS OVER !!! I HAVE FOUND MY SOULMATE !!! ~*~ LIL RON ~*~

If Men Wrote Advice Columns
Q: My husband wants to have a threesome with me and my best friend. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day; then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys A: This is perfectly natura

Please Go Show Some Love...
Alright I think I have my brother hooked on CT...go show him some cherry love... Lrd_Theron@ CherryTAP And yes our visit is going well, if it wasnt I would be spending more time on here, lol!!

Get Out Of My Car
This is a true account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota, Florida. An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her lungs, "I HAVE A GUN, AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT! GET OUT OF THE CAR!" The four men didn't wait for a second threat. They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then she realized why... it was for the same reason she had wondered why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs of beer in the front seat. A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the car and drove to the police station to report

Vacation,,,,
Wooooo Hoooo tomorrow morining i am adventuring off to the land of north carolina with one of my best friends Jeannie where the men are just a little hotter than in michigan this should deffinatly be an adventure!!! Camp Lejeune and kill devil hills here we come!!!

Useful...
If you move through a photo gallery section and onto a photo you haven't permission to see, you no longer have to use the browser back button etc. - I still do think it should offer the option of jumping over inaccessible photos, but until such time I remain sincerely yours... etc. :)

I Want To Go Away...
There are times when I feel as if I don't belong... Adrift from some other place... A once radiant garden... Now lost to hollow shadows... I see it in the back of my minds eye... "Before you know I will be waiting all awake"

Dare To Dream
The main thing that keeps an objective out of reach is your assumption that you cannot reach it. You're able to do precisely what you expect to be able to do. Are there dreams that you dare not to dream because you've decided that you cannot attain them? If so, then your negative expectation has become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Before you abandon or downgrade your most treasured dreams, consider this. When your goal is personally meaningful and compelling, you can achieve it, whatever it may be. You are never too old or too young, too rich or too poor, to direct the energy of your life toward a compelling objective. Life is about making a difference, and that's something you can do no matter what your circumstances may be. There is somewhere you truly wish to go, something you sincerely desire to achieve, right this very moment. Take the time to find it, commit yourself to it, and make the effort to make it happen. Your dreams represent some of the most valuable gifts

Guns,zombies,ninjas, And Bombs
This Article was rejected from the annals of http://www.helium.com/ Early in life, we learn the laws of nature, and we understand that there is no way to break them outside of our imagination. That is why we need video games to rule and kick ass over all humans and non-humans. It's all about domination and imagination. The richest man alive can never do what I have unless he plays games. Can the force of his will revive someone from death? His money can buy him nothing I have ever done with Kratos, the "God of War," under my command. I play video games more than I read books, and there are many reasons for this, the main being lack of leisure time. However, we all know that a game is more engrossing because it offers visual and physical stimulus. I mostly read non-fiction, when I read because I would rather be controlling a wizard in a video game than reading about one walking around playing with his staff. Now the point of all of this is quite simple: I wanna kick some ass on

Werewolf Cases From Scientific View Point
There are many individuals today who believe they are werewolves, and some of the lycanthropes have been studied and treated by psychologists and psychiatrists. The November 1975 issues of The Canadian Psychiatric Association Journal reported in details on several recent cases of lycanthropy. In the first case, the twenty-year-old patient, referred to as Mr. H, was convinced that he was a werewolf. A drug user, he told his doctor that while serving in the United States Army in Europe, he had hiked into a forest near his post and had ingested LSD and strychnine, the latter a deadly poison that acts as a stimulant when taken in tiny quantities. Both substances are pharmacologically similar to some of the ingredient used by shape shifters in the past. They had an instant and potent effect on the young man, who claimed to have seen fur growing on his hands and felt it sprouting on his face. Soon he was overcome by a compulsion to chase after, catch, and devour live rabbits. He wandered

This Is Daddydave's
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

My Sex Acronym
- BombSheDevil's Sexy Acronym - Bis for...BeguilingOis for...ObsceneMis for...MagneticBis for...BlueSis for...SteamyHis for...HornyEis for...EroticDis for...DesirousEis for...EagerVis for...VoraciousIis for...IrresistibleLis for...Lusty The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Life
Do you know what its like to be trapped. Trapped in a world of darkness where no one hears you. You can scream at the top of your lungs and get no response cause theres no one there. It's a scary place a place ive created in my mind. A place I hope you never find. A lonely abstract world of a dark void in my mind. The world around me is left behind. Will someone rescue me no likely im stuck. Lost in this asylum of my own mind what the fuck. Never sleepin loosin my mind. Insomnia takes over night after night. I give up on puttin up a fight. So when will this all end who the hell knows. Im sure the lack of sleep shows.

Choices!
Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Michael and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself . You have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or .... I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complai

Kali Meditations
Kali Meditations The World Turn away from the outer world. Turn inward, and feel the Kundalini that arises in you. The World as it is. Let it be... You are in India. You have come to find illumination, but all you see is the world. All around you, children cry out with hunger, their chests shrunken, their bellies bloated. A woman lies under a leafless tree, barely moaning, weak with fever, too weak to call out for help. The sickness, and the pain, and the hunger are palpable. You begin to feel sick. You too are in pain. You too are hungry. You feel an urge to run away from all of these people who press you on all sides, pushing on you with their agonies.. You walk past the crying, bloated children, past the moaning woman, through the whole throng of people. You keep walking, further and further away. Now the cries and the moans are barely audible. As you walk, the sun falls behind the hills. Night comes, and a few tentative stars begin to shine. As you watc

I Wanna Play... The Dark Side Of Me
I want to play in your flesh.... crawl , squirm and tear.. Can you see me....sitting there covered in you, red all around us.. A sadistic smile rolls over my face as I tinker about your body, You ... you're so still, so quiet as I take from you another piece. You say nothing ..so calm you stay... I think to myself....maybe I should loosen the knot..but choose to tighten it instead... Your body clenches just slightly. I see the purple start to form from where the ropes have gripped so tight that it cuts off blood flow, after all I want this to last.......I laugh crudely saying to you aloud ...."can't let you bleed out yet"..While on your knees,I put the spike from my high heel on your nipple slowly increasing pressure, I hear a low grunt....I giggle..and say, "Naughty Boy.. I told you no noise," now yelling, "How do you expect me to concentrate, when you make so much racket?" I look down at him expecting an answer...."I'm waiting," I say with a sarcastic undertone, "Oh....you can't spe

Please Help A Dying Boy
http://www.shaneswish.com/ Shane Bernier is a courageous seven-year-old boy from Lancaster, Ontario who was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was only five. On June 6th, 2006 Shane and his family received some unfortunate news: Shane experienced a relapse after completing 108 of 130 weeks of treatment. However, despite the bad news, Shane has managed to keep a positive outlook on his situation and has made a heart-warming wish... He hasn’t asked for money or toys or anything of the sort. Instead, his birthday is on May 30th and he would like to break the world record for the most birthday cards ever received. His goal is 350 million cards. With every card, Shane’s courage grows. Something as simple as sending a birthday card could be enough to help Shane find peace and joy in his current circumstances. Please take the time to send a card to Shane and make his dream become a reality. Share his story with your friends, family and co-workers. If at all possible,

Adding Mist
Sometimes you have a photo and you wish you could add something extra to it, well with the help of photoshop you can add different effects to your photos. Here is 2 identical photos the second one I add a mist effect

Kyle Petty's Big Finish
Well after several years of not finishing well it's about time Kyle Petty finished 3rd in yesterdays race. The great finish that he had yesterday has moved him up 5 spots in the standings. What a way to go out if he keeps it up. Kyle has plans on this being his final year of racing. He intend on commentating and concentrating more on the charity work that he does.

Memorial Day Weekend
Another weekend up to Heather's, and another one survived. Heather is our friend who is exhausting. She likes do drink, and be loud, and make everywhere a better place. Or at least a place where you can look back and realize the humor in what happened, from swearing that bactine had cured the pain in her boob, to passing out at a Chinese restaurant, due to too many beers, and too much sun. Her husband Dom is as quiet as she is loud, and basically keeps her out of jail. They are the perfect match...yin and yang. Dom looooooves boobs. So we arrive up there Friday night, around 1030, after 7 calls from her wondering when we'd make it up there. So we did, and the drinking began. We met her sister, who is getting divorced and is living with them. She's newly separated, so kind of a downer, but I've been there. I drank some fine tasting ale, and we visited until 130. Nobody got too drunk except Sue. Saturday began at 10, with the smell of coffee brewing. We were going t

I Am Rhe One And Only
no dont panic this is not a video blog of chesney hawkes 90s smash this is about something i seen earlier in a bulletin someone was sayng how unoriginal some of the names in ct are and that most people (mostly females) had the same name i.e baby or angeleyes(btw there are 63 people in here with the name angeleyes) in thier id so i was thinking when someone new or somone wants to change their id in here when they go to change that name if they come up with a name someone already has you get an alert telling you that that name is already in use and to think of another one or like in some sites give you a range of options for names that way no one has the same id so tell me what ya think

For Those Who Are Interested In More Than Just My Breasts
It's been too long since I blogged. I enjoy bloggin on myspace because the people I generally want to read it are on myspace. But Since my boyfriend and all his friends are on my Myspace I really don't want them reading all this. I mean if they do its not the end of the world its just I would rather them not. I need to blog to get all this toxic waste thats in my brain out. Right now I'm in pain and and this blog is for me so it's going to be kinda dark. My life has not been very happy. I've had alot of pain such as everyone else. 3 months ago today I checked myself into a rehab. I wasn't on hard drugs and I was hardly on RX's. I did it because I saw my life becoming unmanageable and I wanted to salvage my life before it was too late. I have a Beautiful daughter who will be four in two weeks. She is my priorty. While in rehab they talked me out of drinking anymore, not that I was much of a drinker. The crazy thing is I struggle with missing things to numb myself. Getting

Song
Everytime I close my eyes Babe, Its you I see. Dont you know what you mean to me. Everything i hear and see, Reminds me of you. Even the man in the moon. We could have so much, If only you took the time to see. No i cant see the future but girl if i could, it would filled with you.

Tribute Tattoo Contest!
Tribute Tattoo Contest! I need Tribute Tattoos for this contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Sexual Obit (have Two One For Liking Men And One For Liking Women)
What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, tina died while in the sack with their lover, Justin Timberlake.tina will be terribly missed by Marky Mark. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

How School Is Going
Well there is 3 more weeks of this school. You can't really count the last week because it is full of last minute admin stuff only. So I got 2 weeks of the hard stuff! I am going to be heading out to the streets of Clarksville, Indiana. So if anyone is from there please let me know how that place is. And also if you know of a teen that could realy use a kick in the right direction, let me know. Well enough of my ramblings.

Answer Me!
If I died, would you die too? Mentally, physically, emotionally? Attend my funeral? Cry? Wish it was you who died instead of me? If you died, do you think I wouldn’t cry? Take a knife to my heart, A gun to my temple? Fall to my knees, throw my arms to the sky and scream ‘why?!” Whats your answer? I need to know. Time is running out, For me, For you, For everyone. ANSWER ME! Don’t run from the truth. Just answer me.

Silverstein - Smile In Your Sleep
When I'm lying in your bed Play the motions through my head You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... And I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay... [Chorus:] You say, you're weak, You won't let me down, You won't let me down. You lie through your teeth, You smile in your sleep, You smile in your sleep. When we met You said we were the same, You know that we're different, we're different, And all the times you promised me that Everything would work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken [Chorus] You lie, you lie, you lie, you lie You lie through your teeth You won't let me down, You lie, I deserve better than this I dream of steel. Maroon and warm, Your end (your end), your end (your end) You gasp for air. I'll see this through, I'll see through you, Your pale (your pale), your pale (your pale), Your pale blue eyes. When you're lying in your bed, Your eulogy's been read You know

Contestants
CONTEST WILL OPEN 7PM EST TONIGHT!! My First Contest!! NEW CONTEST!!! SURPRISE END DATE! Most comments wins! Rates = 10 comments smokey ~*Teddy Bear*~*OFFICIAL FALLOUT SLAMMER* Mystic__Illusions seductive_angel 69 hardtobeat Mia deaths right hand BADGIRL~ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS~'s Tiacinders/Round TableBombers Team Leader/#10 Shadys S*U*P*s/ _goddess_~proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~ Stickyyyy-official fallout slammer

40 Songs That Changed The World (as Featured In Rolling Stone Magazine--may 3-17, 2007)
1. That's All Right - Elvis Presley (July 1954) 2. I Got A Woman - Ray Charles (January 1955) 3. Maybellene - Chuck Berry (July 1955) 4. A Hard Rain's A-Gonna Fall - Bob Dylan (May 1963) 5. Louie Louie - The Kingsmen (May 1963) 6. Be My Baby - The Ronettes (August 1963) 7. I Want To Hold Your Hand - The Beatles (December 1963) 8. Dancing In The Street - Martha And The Vandellas (July 1964) 9. (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - The Rolling Stones (May 1965) 10. Like a Rolling Stone - Bob Dylan (July 1965) 11. Strawberry Fields Forever - The Beatles (February 1967) 12. Heroin - The Velvet Underground (March 1967) 13. Respect - Aretha Franklin (April 1967) 14. Purple Haze - Jimi Hendrix (August 1967) 15. Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin (October 1969) 16. Get Up (I Feel Like Being a) Sex Machine - James Brown (July 1970) 17. What's Going On - Marvin Gaye (February 1971) 18. Imagine - John Lennon (September 1971) 19. Ziggy Stardust - David

Lol
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!

Thank You
I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT IS HELPING ME LEVEL UP I AM HERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS ME I AM AT MY LIMIT FOR RATING STASHES AND PHOTOS FOR TODAY BUT STILL HAVE MY COMMENTS FOR THE DAY SO IF U NEED ME GIVE ME A SHOUT HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO ALL AND GOD BLESS EVERYPONE MAY ANGELS BE WITH YOU ALL SENT WOITH LOTS OF LOVE TranquilAngel5

Nothing To Wipe With
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuck to her ass

Spirits
SPIRITS - A Spirit is an energy being that is not an angel. A spirit or soul is created by God in the Absolute Realm of existence separately and distinctly from the angelic race of beings. A spirit can manifest itself in the physical world in several ways - human, animal, plant, insect, or even exist metaphysically among the living. Some souls choose to remain in all lifetimes upon earth as animals or humans. A spirit has one general purpose which it may often forget - to achieve a higher level of development which eventually reunites it with its other half and God. A spirit that ascends to the highest level may appear angelic because it is ascended so high to God's energy. These souls are called Master Teachers and give guidance to other souls on achieving that level. Souls have one thing which no other being has - Free Will. An ascended being will guide other souls but will never tell what you should choose, simply because it is your right or Free Will to choose your path.

Lost Luggage
In mid-May, I went to the Czech Republic for a week to perform a site survey of this new radar site the US is installing there. Three days in the field, and three days of the group working in a conference room to establish conceptual lay down of the site. It promised to be hard but enjoyable work. For the field work, I brought my jeans, heavy boots, jacket, baseball caps because I knew we would be stomping around in the woods. But Lufthansa had other plans. My bag didn't find me until I tore up the street clothes that I wore on the plane, and ruined my street shoes. After the second day of this, I decided to go out and buy some clothes on the Czech economy. My hotel concierge directed me to a shopping center, and with thirty minutes before closing I ran from store to store, trying to find some basic jeans, shirts, hat and a rain jacket. I finally found an outdoors shop that sold camping and hiking apparel, and bought the only things they had that would fit me (okay, I'm a lit

Yet Another Retarded Person
->'~*~Dj...: SHIT STARTED CUZ HE WAS TOLD TO GET HIS ASS OUTTA SOMEONE ELSE'S BIZ. AND SHE TOLD HIM TO STFU. HE BANNED HER.WHAT GAVE HIM THAT RIGHT TO BAN HER? CUZ HE GOT BUTT HURT? GET REAL '~*~Dj...: what a farse jessa if it was equal shit wouldnt have started ->'~*~Dj...: in bdr we treat EVERYONE AS EQUALS.NO ONE IS HIGHER GET THAT THREW YOUR HEAD TWIT ->'~*~Dj...: he also riduclued A CLOSE FRIND OF MINE she wasnt new to me just my lounge what gave him that right ->'~*~Dj...: lmao i did. i told him he can come back if he appolgized he said he would but he didnt want back so i told him ok hun do what is right but im not gonna sit and beg for you back i dont beg to anyone.sorry '~*~Dj...: what because u "loved him" gave u the right to treat him like a no0b and ridicule him as u did nah LOVE doesnt work like that Jessa when u love someone u back them up 100% regardless and well that was proven quite well ->'~*~Dj...: excuse you. i LOVED ADAM you stupid twit. you on th

Your The Best
MY SWEETHEARt........ MY BOO MY NiGGa.......... MY HOMEGiRl My Love........ MY Hoe My Awesome Buddy.... My Bitch My G........... My Dude My Ace........... My Folks My Friend.... My Homie MY PARTNER-iN-CRiME........... MY RiGHT-HAND-CHiCK MY NiCOlE RiCHiE [CUZ i`M PARiS HilTON]... MY SNOOP DOGG [CUZ i`M 2PAC]... MY DAMON DASH [CUZ i`M JAY-Z]..... MY GANGSTA Til THE END MY SHORTY AND MY FRiEND..... MY BlOOD [CUZ WATER WASN`T THiCK ENOUGH]....... MY PATRiCK STAR [CUZ i`M SPONGEBOB] MY KilLA CAM [CUZ i`M JUElZ SANTANA] ... DiPSET MY G-UNiT [CUZ i`M 50CENT]... MY lUNY [CUZ i`M TUNES] WE MAKE BANGiN REGGAETON... MY liLY [CUZ i`M HANNAH MONTANNA] MY SiDEKiCK [CUZ i`M THE HERO...lOL].. ~YOUR MY WORlD AND i CAN`T DO iT WiTHOUT YOU iN MY liFE~... ~*YOU AiNT A GiRl...YOU MY GiRl*~ FiRSTlY, i WANT YOU TO KNO THAT i lOVE YOU TO DEATH AND YOU WilL AlWAYS BE MY DOWN ASS HOMEGiRl THAT i`lL lOVE TO DEATH AND WilL AlWAUYS BE THERE 4.

For My Friends Here...
May our friendship last forever; May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together; May there always be a "we." May I be your endless sky; May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each a smile Like the warm, life-giving sun; Yet when we're in pain awhile, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days, The happiness of one for two; And if we must go separate ways, Let my love remain with you.

Drama (not Meant To Offend Anyone, Just Been On My Mind For A While Now)
Well you know we all have lives outside of CT. We have families and personal drama...Am I wrong or isn't the internet a way to get away from all the bullshit from time to time? A pretty cool guy on here recently left CT and I was sad to see him go, and the main reason he left was the penny-any bullshit that goes on. All the bitching, crying, and whinning. LMAO, most of us can get this at home with our own families...we don't need it from the families on here. I really like CT but lately the things that my friend who left said are entirely true. Lately, all the drama seems to supercede the good on here. When you look at your bulletins and all you see are sticky's of people bitching about the fakes...THIS IS THE INTERNET PEOPLE!!! Not everyone on here is going to be completely honest!!! For me the internet is an escape from my day to day bullshit. I don't need the drama on here too. If I can't find a way to remove myself from it on CT, then I too will remove myself from

Goodnight Everyone
i got a cold and feel like crap so i'm gonna crash 4 the night. if u haven't signed my guestbook please do, and if u haven't fanned me please do that also. id really appreciate it. i wish everyone a good night and day. I also won a contest for 3 free rides on the CHERRY EXPRESS, so hopefully ill be on their today. sweet dreams everyone

Life Lesson
Subject: LIFE LESSON In 1923, Who Was: 1. President of the largest steel company? 2. President of the largest gas company? 3. President of the New York Stock Exchange? 4. Greatest wheat speculator? 5. President of the Bank of International Settlement? 6. Great Bear of Wall Street? These men were considered some of the worlds most successful of their days. Now, 80 years later, the history book asks us, if we know what ultimately became of them. The Answers: 1. The president of the largest steel company. Charles Schwab, died a pauper. 2. The president of the largest gas company, Edward Hopson, went insane. 3. The president of the NYSE, Richard Whitney, was released from prison to die at home. 4. The greatest wheat speculator, Arthur Cooger, died abroad, penniless. 5. The president of the Bank of International Settlement, shot himself. 6. The Great Bear of Wall Street, Cosabee Livermor

What Has Happened To All The Weed?
So its been a little while, hasn’t it my friends? Well I am back. This time my amigos I have some sad news to bring to you. I as you all know love my Marijuana. It has been brought to my attention over the past couple of months that it is increasingly hard to find my friend MARY-JANE. Now I know that a lot of you are thinking (good the police are doing there job.) That’s fine that you believe this but the reality is , I cant find weed anywhere but I can find Heroin, Meth, Cocaine, and any other REAL DRUG I want. Now you all know that I your humble narrator doesn’t do drugs (I only smoke the WEED.) So this goes out to LAW ENFORCEMENT and the FUCKING JACKASSES on Capitol Hill you know the ones that have no idea what the hell is going on but is more than willing to stick there wrinkled noses into everything. STOP BOTHERING THE POT SMOKERS!!!! GO OUT AND BUST THE REAL CRIMINALS…. SO SCREW YOU PEOPLE…THAT IS ALL THE STERN

Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Ladies for this contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

*tries Out This Profile-skin-related Feature*
will be ignoring them for awhile. Some of them freeze and even crash my browsers (I alternate between using SeaMonkey, Firefox and Opera 9. Need to update SeaMonkey, come to think). Some are really creative (yes, some in the way they do that, but some more positively, aesthetically); I will turn the option occasionally off, but I think it may be a worthwhile option to have on if it doesn't block too much.

Update On Baby Kaleb.
Monday, June 11, 2007 Updates Galore! Updates, Updates Updates!!! Lots of them today!!! First our local media market is starting to pick up on this stoey of the overwhelming response that our family has received from all of you! They requested an interview... Sounds great right?! However at this time Josh nor I are able to give any interviews because of the possibility of hurting the prosecutuion... We do have a family spokesperson who is very closeto us who is giving the interview... All answers that she gives have been discussed with me and Joshua. So the story should be on tonight or tomorrow... Every one who is not from Tampa, you will be able to view it on www.myfoxtampabay.com Now onto Kaleb... Our Little Spartan (Josh is a MSU fan and in a historical sense, Spartans were very strong fighters) He is surprising doctors!!! The doctor cam in and said that he looked totally different, in a good way... Everything about him seems to be improving. The gram

...omfg
juggalo4lifeba: from the day we met i,v loved you and you should knowe that this is like u beging me not to kill myself it feels the same i dont want to leave you but i have no choice couse whats coming up you wont be able to handle and maaybe i wanted to get back with you later on when this gets straight but u said dont get mad when u get a new boy friend so nvm that ight i,m about to just give up so i,ma go ahead nad click the dellet butten so much love hope your grand maws gets bertter and the baby is ok i love you good bye kat and i didnt even know...i loved his juggalo so BAD, but he had a gurl, he had one when he TOLD me dis, i feel numb, sick, and cold

Single [[and Lovin It]]
so as some of u may know im single again he broke up with me but not before hooking up with and another girl. Yet I'm not even upset that he dumped me for some other girl. The thing that got me what that he cheated... but now that i think about it im actually glad that we arent together anymore. i enjoy being single. its a lot more fun but that doesnt mean that i'm planning on staying single forever just till mister right now around. who knows it could be you... :) haha hit me up if u wanna talk. &hearts Con

Contest
goood evenin i want to thank all who has helped in the one contest an blast thats goin on right now, some of you has really showed what bombin is all about, we also has not show no love , this contest was the perfect contest to show how strong we are, so please come an show the love today in the fathers day contest we are runnin neck an neck we need to stay on top of that contest if thiers a tie we would use rate that means we are the winner so please lets get out thier an kick thier ass please fathers day this link for the blast which is for a 7 day blast i was goin to give to bbw/bhm bombers family we need this so please help please come help

How I Roll! Lol
Iam smart+caring+loving+funny+free... To tell ya tha truth i haver no moneys..... Down to earth+spontanious+ optimistic+cute+pretty+mean.....but nice on a good day!;) I have no car+ ive been to a bar+im thinkin arbys, weve got shakes+i like earth quakes+thunderstorms+the sound of the rain..+snickers+pictures+stencils+confetti+ Im addicted to all tha wrong guys, it makes me nervouse when you look deep into my eyes... Ive been hurt but it made me strong+i have no regrets+im not perfect+my room may be a mess but i know where everything is+i like to oat oat oat opples and banonos...lol i like to paint+draw+write... i hate to be alone at night...I love my family+Icherish my friends+i smoke+drink......coffee........;) I love music+my favorite color is pink+I have wierd talents+my sister cannot wink!(haha tiff!) I didnt graduate high school.. but im still cool!;) I live with my dad and my evil stepmother...lol I had my own spot... but now i do not!:( ...lol Im from cali+i wish upon

History Pepeats Itself ,even In The Ct
In the summer of 1977, Jones and most of the 1000 members of the Peoples Temple moved to Guyana from San Francisco after an investigation into the church for tax evasion had begun. Jones named the closed settlement Jonestown after himself. His intention was to create an agricultural utopia in the jungle, free from racism and based on socialist principles. People who had left the organization prior to its move to Guyana told the authorities of brutal beatings, murders and of a mass suicide plan, but were not believed. In spite of the tax evasion allegations, Jones was still widely respected for setting up a racially mixed church which helped the disadvantaged. Around 70% of the inhabitants of Jonestown were black and impoverished. The religious scholar Mary McCormick Maaga argued that Jones' authority waned after he moved to the isolated commune, because there he was not needed anymore for recruitment and he could not hide his drug addiction from rank and file members.[2] Consequentl

Reflection...
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see my smiles? Do you see the laughter? Do you see all the happiness? Or do you see past the front to what really lies beneath? Do you see the walls I put up to keep them out? Do you see all the tears that stained my face? Do you see the fears that I try to hide? Do you see the scars inside of me? Those scars that wont let me free Those scars that run deep inside Those scars that mar my very soul Those scars I try so hard to hide So do you see the truth in me or just the truth I want you to see?

Sexiest Male Body Pass Info Along Please
Sexiest Male Body In ct June 23rd 6pm eastern - ENDS WHEN GOAL IS REACHED MUST HAVE A VALID SALUTE TO ENTER 1ST PLACE= 7 DAY BLAST MUST REACH 15000 COMMENTS 2ND PLACE= 64 Impala GOAL 10000 COMMENTS 3RD PLACE= SILVER MOTORCYCLE GOAL 5000 COMMENTS NO fRESHMEAT LEVEL 5 OR ABOVE RATE AND FAN BEFORE ENTERING ANYTHING ELSE GOES >>>>>>SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOWED HOST IS christina of the Whips and Chains Society~D-Generation X Fam~H.T.A.~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'christina of the Whips and Chains Society~D-Generation X Fam~H.T.A.~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard' on '2007-06-14 08:01:33') (repost of original by 'Pr03ffect C.T HUBBY TO KILLER BLUE EYES H.T.A C0- F0UNDER' on '2007-06-14 08:13:59') (repost of original by 'Dan member of HTA grenade launcher' on '2007-06-14 08:48:14')

What To See More Naughty Pics??
Do you want your own naughty photo suggestions to come to life....here is your chance to show some real cherry love and get it back!!!!! As some of you are aware, my personal naughty pics album was removed from the site a while back. I know some of you were very upset and I would like to post another with even more new photos. I have a photographer ready to do what ever pics I need done for the new album. I am also running for Miss Bounce for July and voting ends real soon on June 27th. I know there are alot of you that would love to see even more of me, based on the requests, so I have decided that the new album will be made and posted based on your response and requests. Here is how this is going to work. You join the yahoo group for CLUBBOUNCE, go to "polls", then click the title for "Miss Bounce voting" and up will pop a list of names and mine is the first one....PJ....click it and then click "vote". Once you and anybody else you can get to vote, votes for me, send me a

Us Army
2 days ago was June 14th the birthday of the United States Army. The Army was born on June 14th 1775. The Army is now 232 years old and still running strong. I support the US Army and I hope you do to. Keep the faith in out Army or get out of this country. The US Army fights for our freedom everyday and will contuing fighting everyday forever. Happy Birthday US Army keep strong.

J'ai Trouvé Mon Fléau...
Je me suis perdu dans le passé encore. Penser à la manière de choses trop. La plupart du temps au sujet des femmes dans ma vie. J'ai vu la belladone et ai commencé à apprécier les choses plus simples dans la vie...

Fathers Day
I have been up and down all night long wondering how in the hell a father, any father can simply just not show up to pick up his 4 year old daughter for for # 1 his weekend and # 2 Fathers day weekend. This has happened to my little girl this weekend. Despite the fact that she is better off not being with him, I am ashamed that his hatred for me ( the ex wife) could cause him to just simply not share this day with her. The same way I am going to share this day with my father. Who is to say the least the picture perfect daddy... Yes at 35 I am still his little girl and he will always be my daddy. He is my Hero~ I am very burdened and hurt at the lack of heart and concern for such a precious child. His own blood. She knew he was supposed to come and asks me why didnt he come? I told her I did not know... she replies " because he doesnt like me mommie" WTF.... How dare him !!!!!! Another mothers day for me , like everyday !

Sex Me
SEX ME I know the touch of your hand Even when your not around I know the touch of your kiss Even when your moving down U let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal Sex me with your touch, your kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more-wanting more I know the look in your eyes, when you see me It let's me know in my heart were you art to be Even though you wine and dine Even though you spendin time Even when your not around I can feel you going down U let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal When I'm next to you the passion inside Makes me want to sex your body, I can't deny To know that the love, can take over me And I can't wait till next time you on top on me U let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal Sex Me With your lips from head to toe Feeling the passion overflow Feeling your tongue on my thigh And then we connect, for the long ride Sex Me With your lips from head to toe F

Briefly For Now
There are times when one finds it is time to evaluate the situation one is in, pull one's train to a screeching halt and just have a sudden (oh, for example) "why am I opening myself up to stress here? Forget benefit/loss analysis, why am I allowing anyone to stress me out here at all?" (Exception: if they can convince me that I am doing something wrong and that is their aim, then it is worthwhile. If however all that is involved is that there is an interaction for mutual benefit going on, both parties will be -polite- about it at least- no ill language or tone- or I at least will withdraw. INSTANTER and goodbye.)

Slight Introduction
Hey, my name is Roger. I'm the Guitars for the Band call Society's Plague I joined this site awhile back and recently came back to see what it was all about. I have no idea how to do most of the things on here such as write an about me section or anything for that matter im still exploring. For the most part if your wanting to know something about me feel free to ask i love open conversations and questions. Feel free to check out my personal site on myspace www.myspace.com/roger555 or the band site, www.myspace.com/societysplague hope to hear from you soon Roger

Proudly Owned
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Those who know me, know I am not one to easily submit. Much to feisty for that. I kneel for no-one ... except one. My saying this will not make you my superior. I will not cower to you. It has taken a long time for me to come to terms with my desire to submit. Too many years of fighting for control, too many times of having my trust broken. I trust one person ... & one person only ... enough to release control, & allow them to own me. Because you respect me as a Goddess ... I trust you as a Master.

Friends And Family
Yesterday was the funeral for Joyce's mom.....everyone did great and the funeral was beautiful....one of her mom's dying wish was that noone be upset but happy for her because she is in a better place ....actually she said over the past few weeks she wanted to die because she knew she would no longer be suffering....(she was ready for it).....the funeral was an experience for me since i have never been to a catholic funeral or mass of any sort....

Verse And Poetry By Others
And now here is a verse and some poetry, along with a very nice invocation, and a bit more Summer lore, with proper credit given to each author... Enjoy and May Ye Blessed Be! Summer Solstice - by Rhiannon Cotter Summer Solstice, the longest day, represents a turning point from Spring to Summer during which the Sun God directs the ripening and blossoming of the grain and fruit. Here in the heat of the Summer, the crops are transformed as are our actions, thoughts and plans. All things are tempered by the heat of the Sun. Blossoming and ripening of our works are manifested, or they shrivel and die in the heat. All the while, sexual energy is growing. The Sun God impregnates the Earth Goddess in a sweet "petit mort"---as the cup is to the Goddess, so too is the athame to the God. Midsummer - by JT Midsummer --- Longest day Shortest night Longest light Shortest dark The world within Echoes the world without Lush foliage, leaves unfurled Soft springy grass dotted with Bri

Memo
Dear Employees: It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting b__ch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the

So Sad
FOXNews.com Police Say Washington Baby Died After Mom Taped Pacifier in Infant's Mouth Wednesday, June 20, 2007 AP ADVERTISEMENTDon't be a FOOL - Click here! LAKE STEVENS, Wash. — A woman was charged with manslaughter in the death of her 4-month-old son after she told authorities she taped a pacifier to his mouth to keep it from falling out. Bonnie M. Desmond, 19, was charged Tuesday in the death of Noah James Petersen. Bail was set at $500,000. Desmond called 911 Monday and said her baby was unconscious, but paramedics found the boy had been dead for hours, Fire District 8 Deputy Chief David Lingenfelter said. Prosecutors wrote in reports that Desmond later indicated a pacifier had been taped to the child's mouth but she had removed it before calling authorities. "The only thing I can think of is I taped the pacifier to keep it from falling out. I didn't know it would hurt him, or I wouldn't have done that," Desmond told police, according to the reports. No ot

Birth Of A Soul Mate
Birth of a SoulMate Long lay the winter that slept in me like a child with sheets of snow and ice buried in a secluded forest And there the air fell heavy on my heart with the weight of death yet life lived on like some forgotten secret in a song The echo of the night came through in silent flight and left me deaf to worlds around And the sun never showed its mercy on me until a light from your soul cast in me an awakening that floated gently through the dawn... And the sunrise arose in me with such a heat that it pierced my soul and brought instant tears that fell on fresh green grass that I suddenly knew I reached out a trembling hand, and touched the morning dew And laying my head against your chest I heard your heart beating in perfect rhyme with my own And it reminded me of a thing called love that I could now recall like an old friend who once held my hand as I went quietly into the night and I was deaf no more And the summer breezes blow throu

Love And Heart Breack
to a love i gave my heart too. Forever i love you in the heart of darkness and stone. i let stonewall fall to let you into the place of love and peace. Here i hold you like a book in a library with only four books. Of my loves i hold you the closest to my heart. Where hundred of papers containing past girlfriends. Here i keep the happiness for the true one to find it in the the library's maze of shelves. The happiness wonders the maze to find it's partner. But i search for for all time, but never finding it for all time. Here I'm trying to make a new book just for you the new love. But here i see you just teasing me over and over again each day. Here I lay ever night thinking about you and me being together in the end.But never seeing that happening in my lifetime. But hoping to in the next one. This is to my dearest love once forgotten.

~~~~sex~~~~
I used to blog on myspace alot! This is a copy of one of my own blogs I hope you like it! Okay today I chose to talk about Orgasms. Probably because I have many things that rev my engine. I mean I have lots of friends who say they have never had an orgasm. WHAT!! HOW?? I mean it is so easy. Just let yourself go and enjoy someone ravishing your body taking time to explore your every curve. I firmly believe the art to a good orgasm is to know your own body. So as I am talking with my friends I just blurt out. "Do you masturbate?" And my friend gives me a disgusted look and says NO WAY! Orgasm: The peak of sexual excitement characterized by strong feelings of pleasure and by a series of involuntary contractions of the muscles of the genitals, usually accompanied by the ejaculation of semen by the male. Also, called climax, a similar point of intensity of emotional excitement. Climax: The point of greatest intensity or force in an ascending series or p

Military Life!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

A Little About Peeps On Friends List...
i have several issues that i could actually write on tonight but for now i am sticking to a subject i have been meaning to get to for a while now....people on my friends list. since joining cherrytap i am amazed at how many friends i have acquired and many of them i have contact with on a regular basis...yet i find myself getting behind when it comes to visiting pages. one of the reasons being it is a very busy place here on the tap and between mumms (which i really enjoy) and actually visiting pages and chatting with people i cant seem to keep up. so i just want to let all the ones on my list both friends and fans that i will get to you...lol. i try to get at least 4-5 people a night and instead of giving just a few rates here and there i actually look over profiles, check out blogs, pictures and stash and i leave as many rates as possible..it takes a while but that is the way i do it. if i am going to be giving some cherrylove then i am going to be giving alot. so hang in there and

Tow Boats
I would like to start by saying that I am not trying to make one specialty more or less important than the other one. In my time working on towboats I have heard the arguments between both shift boats and trip boats about how one job is tougher than the other. In my opinion they are both challenging in their own way. On a trip boat, the crew has tow work, housekeeping, cooking and cleaning, in addition to the daily routine of vessel maintenance and repairs. The crew has to deal with the weather, such as rough seas, fog, rain, high-water, vessel traffic. The pilots have to deal with the pressures of making decisions which effect the entire crew and with the expectations of higher-ups to make the miles. There is the issue of riding over. It is so common these days to get a call from the office on crew change and being told that you r relief did not show. And of course, the real biggie, living aboard. Long trips away from home and family. Away from

I'll Be There For You Lyrics
Rembrants I'll Be There For You Lyrics So no one told you life was gonna be this way Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A. It's like you're always stuck in second gear And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year but.. I'll be there for you When the rain starts to pour I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'Cuz you're there for me too... You're still in bed at ten And work began at eight You've burned your breakfast So far... things are goin' great Your mother warned you there'd be days like these Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought You down to your knees that... I'll be there for you When the rain starts to pour I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'Cuz you're there for me too... No one could ever know me No one could ever see me Seems you're the only one who knows What it's like to be me Someone to face the

R.i.p Chris Baby!!!!!
Real Name: Chris Michael Benoit Past Gimmicks: Pegasus Kid, Wild Pegasus Nicknames: Rabid Wolverine, Canadian Crippler, Gap Tooth Moron, Mr Roboto, For Real Status: Deceased Quote: "Prove me wrong!" Height: 5'10" Weight: 220 lbs. Date of birth: May 21, 1967 From: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada Resides: Atlanta, Georgia Pro debut: December 1985 Trained by: Stu Hart's Dungeon & New Japan Pro Wrestling Dojo Finishing move: Crippler Crossface Former Member of: Radicalz, 4 Horsemen, Chris Jericho & Chris Benoit, Upstarts, The Revolution, Triple Threat, Junior Horsemen Title History WWE (World Wresting Entertainment) WWE World Champion WWE United States Champion(3) WWE Intercontinental Champion(4) WWE Tag Team Champion(3) WWE SD! Tag Team Champion WWE Light Heavyweight Champion WWE 2004 Royal Rumble Winner WCW (World Championship Wrestling) WCW Heavyweight Champion WCW Television Champion(3) WCW United States Champion(2) WCW Tag Team Champion(2) ECW

Benoit's Death Part Of A Double Murder-suicide
Benoit's death part of a double murder-suicide Written: June 25, 2007According to lead investigator Lt. Tommy Pope, of the Fayette County Sheriff’s Department, in Fayetteville, Ga., the deaths of WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, wife Nancy and son Daniel were the result of a double murder-suicide, WWE.com has learned. Benoit failed to appear both at Saturday’s live event in Beaumont, Texas, and WWE’s Vengeance: Night of Champions in Houston Sunday night, after informing WWE of a family emergency. Several curious text messages sent by Benoit early Sunday morning prompted concerned friends to alert Richard Hering, VP of Government Relations for WWE, Inc. Hering, in turn, spoke with Fayette County sheriffs Monday, and requested they respond to the Benoit residence to check on him and his family. Authorities representing the Sheriff’s Department initially had a difficult time entering Benoit’s new Fayetteville home Monday afternoon, which had been guarded by two large German Shepherds ro

My Handwritting Analysis
Merritt, your handwriting reveals that you are Orderly Your writing style reflects that you like things to be neat and orderly, and that you generally follow the rules necessary to keep things clear. Is it your signature, your line spacing, or your style of indenting that gives you away?

Quilt Of Holes
As I faced my Maker at the last Judgment, I knelt before the Lord >along with all the other souls. > > Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in >many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares >together into a tapestry that is our life. > > But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed >how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant >holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been >difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day >life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. > > I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a >tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color >and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was >disheartened. > > My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, >threadbare and empty, like binding

Pre-booty Call Agreement
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over- unless very good and needs to be repeated in the morning. 2.No meeting in public-except to get drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm-we don't have shit to talk about. 4.It is not "LOVEMAKING"- only vigorous mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No EMOTIONAL discussions(i.e. Where are we going with this? Do you love me?) THE answer is NO so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance- That is why you are called "THE BACK-UP" 7. ALL GIFTS ARE ACCEPTED- money is best. 8. NO baby talk shit- Dirty talk on the other hand is welcome. 9. No asking for comparisons with other partners- NUN YA BIDNESS. 10. WE are not "Friends with Priviledges"- We are not friends, we know each other and we happen to fuck on occasion. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is ok- Do not get offended. 12. No extra clothing- I don't want shit of yours "forgotten" when you leave. 1

My 2 Cents On Fake Pics
WHO CARES!!! seriously im sick of it if u cant be bothered to take the time out and read/view their profile it is your loss and my status saying im gone doesnt mean foreva too (sorry haters wouldnt dream of makin u guys happy hehe) im just changin the channel and watchin a different soap opera for a change hehehehehehe (i really am goin to watch days of our lives blahahah) ill be back and less drama lets all hug and get along

Never Down Again
I look over my life and see the things I've done I look at the contests I've never won I see the things that went wrong I see the words never put into a song I see the days fade into night I see the flickering of the light I changed the things I could and endured the rest My life now is going to be the best Working on the future and blocking out the past Know each day on earth may be my very last I'll live for today and look ahead with glee I thank god I realized I live a life of the free I will remember the past and use it to learn I will work hard and the things I have I will earn No more living in sorrow I will never be down again.

What Would You Do If?
1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? 9. I asked u to have sex? 10. i asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Wanted to do me? ::WOULD YOU: 38: Be my friend? 39. Kiss me? 40. Makeout with me? 41. Love me?

Again- Do Not Believ In Coincidences
The posting reads: “Chris Benoit was replaced by [Johnny Nitro] for the ECW Championship match at Vengeance, as Benoit was not there due to personal issues, stemming from the death of his wife Nancy.” According to a Wikipedia.org report published after FOXNews.com made inquiries, the edit was reversed just under one hour later with the comment: "Need a reliable source. Saying that his wife died is a pretty big statement, you need to back it up with something." The posting apparently was made in reference to Benoit's scheduled appearance on Sunday night at an Extreme Championship Wrestling event in Texas. An employee from Wikipedia.org told FOXNews.com that he called and left a message with investigative authorities in Fayetteville, Ga., at around 11 a.m. EDT on Tuesday, after the posting was brought to the attention of the St. Petersburg, Fla.-based Web site. “I chat with other editors on IRC — Internet relay chat — and somebody pointed it out to me on a relay chat and that

I Felt I Needed To Add This One As Well
It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all.

"fuck That Finnigan!"
Top ten reasons You don't mix pills and alcohol (aka the shit that happened that I got told I did) 10) Your friends make you try to kiss their boyfriend, kiss you, AND make you do a "triple kiss" 9) You break bowls, and scream about how violent it is gettin in the kitchen. 8) You cannot climb into a big ass bed, so you fall as hard as you can onto the floor and wake up with mysterious injuries. 7) You talk to people you went to high school with that you would rather see dead. 6) You puke in the parking lot of a self service car wash. 5) You pass out sitting straight up in a chair... 4) You lose your shoes and still cannot find them 24 hours later...(they are still lost by the way) 3) you make drunken phone calls and don't know what was said.... 2) You're given a set of keys and a credit card in which you shove in your bra and forget they are there, causing a search and a fight, to be found in the place they were put in the morning while wondering what the fuc

Ok Opinion Time!
Soooooooooooooo. I really am not loving my hair this dark, it looks fake and cheap and it is pissing me offfffff....So, I would love yo hear from you guys! I am gonna post a few past hair colors and you choose which I should do! Red Brown w/ copper Light blonde and or any other suggestions are taken into consideration.... I also had Dark brown w/ red highlights black and others....

Love Sucks
Today is the fourth of july.. and i love the fireworks (that i didn't get to see because of my bubby).... but, like everyother holiday it makes me sad.. because it makes remember how much it sucks to have so much love in your heart to give away yet no one to love you back

Leaving
I was not aware that this was a dating site and I don't want to be looked down upon for wanting to be faithful to my husband. In that case, I am going to just get rid of cherry tap. I don't need any drama. 8-) I do have mspace and that seems to be drama free for me 8-) So if you want my myspace page just let me know! I wish everyone a long lifetime of happiness

More Space!!
It is a huge relief! I sold my old Lazy Boy Recliner Sofa and Chair, and coffee/end tables on Craigslist and they are officially out of my apartment. Didn't try to sell it for much (just $100 for all of it) but it is officially out of here and I can now have that space back to store some of my stuff that I have been having to be quite creative in storage capabilities (ie 12 large tubs creatively stacked in the middle of my large kitchen to make an island of sorts...). That was the goal and I achieved it in less than a week once I set my mind to posting the ad! Now, I have a glass top dining room table that I am thinking about selling.....but first things first. I need to get those boxes moved around. It is such a pain living in an apartment these days; they just don't have the storage spaces that they used to have. For now... it is a huge relief to have extra space finally. Going to vaccuum right now... Ttyml... (((HUGS)))

Frustrated
I'm just frustrated.. I've been in these really controlling relationships and try to look for a way out i guess.. and I can tell i'm not really happy ... but any time i start to like someone new, they change their mind about me.. I just dunno... It's like why even bother anymore to try. I want a serious relationship.. i wanna eventually settle down and get married... I want all that in my life... but will that ever happen? That's the ?... no one knows what they fuckin want in life anymore. It sucks.. it really really does. I also don't wanna be treated like shit .. but i just seem to find the guys that wanna do that to me.. I guess cause i'm such a sweet girl that tries to make everyone happy, that they feel I can be walked all over. I'm starting to fight back ... but it's just that is there any nice guys out there? I wonder if there really is!

Let Someone In
If i was god , what would u have to say to me If I was an angel , would you ask if u needed me If I was your father , would you look me in the eye If I was your brother , would you sit with and cry These are a few of the things that some of us shun Be true to your heart and open your soul before life is done

Hello To All My Friends
I just wanted to say hi to everyone. My husband just got home from his week long business trip again and is home for the night and then will be out on the road again until Thursday when he will be home again for a day and head back out again. This summer is going to be a long and frustrating summer I can see that right now. He will be gone six days out of seven on the average it appears. Then on August 20th we are out again for another week long vacation to the San Francisco bay area. How have you been? 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Gone
No one knows what I'm feeling My heart is pounding I'm full of sadness and rage I need someone to please let me out of this cage I have seen so much and felt so much pain But no one knows what I feel I do not tell my hardest ties Hold my hand and look me in the eyes Take me back when there were no worries or whys I miss the free flying I miss letting my hair down and running around Someone help me up and take me away from here I'm ready to be on my way Let me close my eyes and fade with the day I hurt deep down inside So many mixed emotions Take me by the hand and walk me with me by the ocean Help me I'm falling into the hole I'm scared I don't want to lose my soul The lights are dimming Your voice is growing faint I want to say I love you I will miss you so Hold me close and whisper in my ear Tell me you love me I will always be near

In My Dreams
~ In My Dreams ~ How is it remotely possible to sit down and even attempt to put into mere words the true meaning of what you represent to my life and to my heart when those words don't and will never exist You simply amaze me and if God were to grant me some unearthly powers so I might one day be able to share this love I have for you that is impossible for now, honey, I wouldn't hesitate For you are not of anything I have ever known or experienced and I've realized it since the day you came bouncing into my heart to stay. Oh my precious gift, how I do cherish you so You never ask of anything and yet you are there for me always without excuse whenever my heart calls to you. And it does with every breath I take because they are breaths that whisper your name If my life were to end tomorrow, I could honestly say I would go with a smile in my soul because of you and what you have so unselfishly brought to me through your radiant and never ending love I p

The Meaning Of The Flag Draped Coffin
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

Really Need Help Here
I really need some help friends... i have no idea what to do with this situation.. right now i'm crying hysterically because i can't find anyone to talk to about what's goin on .. and i just figured i would write a blog to tell whats goin on and hopefully get some feedback...I'm prayin to find a solution because i dont know how much more i can take. You see the problem is that i haven't dealt with my ex greg in about 4 months. All of a sudden today i get an email from him on myspace... He had deleted his old one i guess.. i dunno cause i havent heard from him in a long time.. well he's saying shit like im gonna tell steve( guy im seeing) what kinda person i am.. and that my mom is crazy.. just stir up a buncha bullshit. You see, he doesn't wanna see me happy.. swears to God i did everythin under the sun to hurt him.. when actually he hurt me so badly i wasnt even sure i wanted to get in a relationship with someone new. From day one of me and greg's relationship, he hacked into m

Read This
Roses are red, Violets are corny, When I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!!

.stoled.it.from.chickadee.
Harry Potter Survey GRYFFINDOR: [] You've never done drugs. [] You have a lot of friends. [] You get along with everyone. [] You love soccer. [x] You love baseball. [x] You're into writing and art [x] Favorite music genre is rock. [x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory. [x] One of your favorite colors is red or gold. [x] You have good grades at school. [x] One of the worst things you are at is lying [x] You plan on going to college. TOTAL: 8 HUFFLEPUFF: [] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now. [] You laugh a lot. [] You like to follow trends. [] Politics suck. [x] You love to swim [] Water "marco polo" is awesome. [] Pink is one of your favorite colors. [] Black is morbid & depressing. [] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist. [] You're an optimist. [x] You're very emotional. [] You believe in going steady at a young age. []You haven't made fun of anyone this month. [x] Loyalty is the MOST important

~backlash~
I am the best merc in the business, catch the big boys, bring the Syndicate a lotta dough. Yet I am nothing more than a workhorse to them- worth only the profits I stuff their eager little paws with. All praise and fine when I'm on my A-game- racking up the perps- but let me falter, let them hire one merc that can keep up with me and I'm back to being the company freak. Back to being "Little Miss Condescending"- good enough to hand the tough jobs no one will touch, but not good enough to give the time of day to. Now they go to telling me I can't take this job? That the bounty is is impossible to collect- that I will never catch up to him? Tell ya one thing: I never say never. And when someone tells ME "never?" My response is simply: Watch me. I so love a challenge! So, Richard B. Riddick- Lord Marshall or no- you're MINE!

Fall Apart (poetry)
for so long now, i have been away. away from it all. all the hurt all the pain it comes and it goes yet remains the same. i find that one thing to keep me sane yet everything else just fades away. what can make this better this hurt deep within its a direct reflection of my own sin longing to be loved for such a long time but never a soul, that i could call mine. everyone has walked away he is the only one that has ever stayed. he's right by my side he always knows how to make me smile or when to leave me alone. i give thanks for my soul mate each day because as long as we're together i can't fall apart.

Wow Wtf
Does Anyone else have an extremely difficult time deleting emails on here? This is ridiculous. I click one and they all go away then they come back and the messages pops up. So I hit delete they all go away and it says "Message Has Been Deleted". Then they all come back and its still there. Anyone got any tips?

Promises Shouldn't Be Made To Be Broken.
-Full Version: You know...maybe it's just me...maybe I'm just weird like this...but, if I make a promise to someone, I intend to stick by it. I don't tell people I'm going to do something and then just flake out at the last minute. I'm there to make it reality. Where does this rant come from? It comes from a lot of places right now. It comes from several people telling me how very much they cared about me and that they'd be there to help me...and then bailing on me when the time comes to actually do it. It comes from me being sick of broken promises in general. Doesn't anyone's word mean a damn thing anymore? Do people just not have the ability to back their words up with real honest-to-goodness action? Can't we just be honest with the people we claim to care for? Can't we be honest with ourselves regarding the lengths we're willing to go to for them? Can't we all just quit playing the damn games? I'm not a kid anymore and these games stopped being fun a long motherfucki

Help Me Level Him Up???
He needs 29,873 to level so please go help him out...if you rate all his pics and private message me i will buy you a big pimpin gift...so please HELPPPPPPPP......... heres his link: Southern Gentleman ~~ Dirty South Crew~~ "CT Boyfriend To SEXY BLONDE GODDESS"@ CherryTAP

Poetry That Survuved To Date...
The Curse of The Blonde (TM)Original Poetry by Ivy, Laureth, Jan, whatever.... Written at 15: I wonder if this agony Will last for an eternity How can I learn to heal the pain So I may feel alive again? My ache runs deeper than my soul, The hurt that only you control, You, who caused me all my pain, Come and heal me once again. You won't be back, I know I'm right I'll never feel you hold me tight. I can tell by the look your eyes hold, Your love for me has grown stone cold. --------------------------------------- Twilight darkens my sleep I reach out to find you I find nothing instead Old dreams never die I wake with that feeling The hollow ache in my soul I long for your return Old dreams never die I put on my bright face Seeking love in many eyes They aren't enough Old dreams never die I live a shadow's life Each day runs into another Looking for my perfect lover Old dreams never die --------------------------------- To Anthony

The Complete Phobia List, Lol
A- Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens. Algophobia- Fear of pain. Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Altophobia- Fear of

Horoscope July 18, 2007
Rearranging the facts can bring you a fresh insight. So play around with what you know as if all those pieces of knowledge were parts of a puzzle. Look at them from faraway and up close. See what you discover.

The Confession..
Joe enters the confessional and tells the priest that he has committed adultery. "Oh, no," said the priest, thinking of the most promiscuous women in town. "Was it with Marie Brown?" "I'd rather not say who it was." "Was it with Betty Smith?" "I'd rather not say," says Joe. So the priest gives him absolution and Joe leaves. While leaving the church, Joe's friend asks if he received absolution. "Yes, and two very good leads!"

Saturday With My Son
Well the day started out kinda crappy because my alarm didn't go off but luckily my internal alarm woke me in time so I wasn't to late (only 30 minutes). I hate to be late because I don't get that much time as it is. We had a fun day though as we always do. Still wish my daughter would come with us some but I guess my son needs me more than she does. We went to Ci Ci's for lunch. He loves Ci Ci's. It's pretty good and it's also cheap which is good for me since my ex gets most of my money. After that we went to see Spider Man 3 because he wanted to see it and I have to say it was pretty good. He asked me last week if we would go and he was so excited. He has been wanting to see it since it came out. Lucky for me it was at the dollar theater so I got by cheap and he wasn't hungry because we had plenty of pizza before we went :) so that worked out good. Then we had to go to the mall because he wanted to look for hot chicks...lol....Takes after his dad I guess. After that it was time to go

My Dream/nightmare
This is very personal to me, I almost didn't share this one because it's so personal. It started out someone threatened us, telling me they hid a bomb near our home. We started out searching inside, under beds, in closets. Then we realized the person who made the threat had abandoned a car out back. A truck coming through had hit it pushing it out of a parking area & more into the woods. I went back to check it out & this is where the dream changed (mine jump a little bit sometimes). It was no longer a stranger or friend who made the threat. It was my husband, & he was threatening suicide. I was walking slowly towards the car with him trying to talk him out of it. His mind wont be swayed & he turns to me & says it's time ... before he even finishes the last word he hits a button on a detonator he was carrying. I hear the explosion, feel the shock wave, and see glass & shrapnel flying through the air. Everything seems to go in slow motion as I watch one particularly large piece

Hats Off To Charlie Daniels
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! Snopes identifies that it is true: Charlie Daniels did indeed write this. I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see h

Are You The One?????
Are you Male? Are you Single? Are you Caring? Are you Honest? Do you have a Heart? Are you Considerate? Are you Patient? Do you have a Sensitive Side? Are you Loving? Are you Breathing? Do you have a Pulse? Are YOU the ONE?

Read It And Weep
I'm sick of people slamming the President without any real research. Get off your couch lay down the remote and dig a little. America believes what the t.v. tells them to. Bad news sells people. Get off the hate train and open your eyes. These are just a few positive things he has done there are a lot more. This is in response to the stupid ass bulletins I see everyday from mindless people talking about what a sh**head the President is. So what he's not a great Public speaker. Neither am I but I still protect your asses. Stop hatin start researching. If I offended you piss off. 1. Handling of the aftermath (1st year) of 9/11. 2. The Afghanistan War - Toppling the Taliban control of the country. 3. Calling attention to the immigration problem. 4. Highlighting the growing presence of jihad in the world, 5. Working proactively to protect his people, and other free nations from this global terror. 6. Taking positive steps to undermine militant Islamism. 7. Tax cuts 8. Two sol

Oh! Weep For Those
I. Oh! weep for those that wept by Babel's stream, Whose shrines are desolate, whose land a dream; Weep for the harp of Judah's broken shell; Mourn - where their God hath dwelt the godless dwell! II. And where shall Israel lave her bleeding feet? And when shall Zion's songs again seem sweet? And Judah's melody once more rejoice The hearts that leap'd before its heavenly voice? III. Tribes of the wandering foot and weary breast, How shall ye flee away and be at rest! The wild-dove hath her nest, the fox his cave, Mankind their country - Israel but the grave! Poetry of Lord Byron.

For The Women Who Done Me Wrong
im sorry i treated you with respect and dignity instead of a possession or a sex toy. im sorry i listened to you when you needed to vent instead of just acting like i cared so that i could get in your pants im sorry i was nice to you and treated you right. im sorry that i wasnt an asshole to you. im sorry that i opened a door for ya. im sorry i went out of my way to pick you up so that you wernt home alone bored. im sorry i actually cared about what you wanted. im sorry for being a decent person to you. im sorry i was loyal to you. im sorry i held you when you were scared. im sorry i let you cry on my shoulder. im sorry i rubed your shoulders after a hard day. im sorry i held you when something bad happend. and most of all im sorry you wasted your one and only chance with me...sucks to be you. this isnt directed toward anyone specifically just to all the women that have done me wrong in my life. the count is well above 1000 im t

Windows To Ones Soul
Have you ever really looked into someones eyes and saw their soul? Saw the passion they carry for every aspect of their life,their wishes and dreams? I will openly admit I am a people watcher. I love to observe people. Their eyes tell it all though. Not many people take the time to look someone in the eyes when they talk to them. If they would look into the other persons eyes, they would see that persons deepest secrets and desires. A person is an open book if you know how to open and read that book through the window to their soul. But beware some people are VERY good at making you read more into what you see. I have learned alot about people by observing them the "looks" they give to someone,their body language.... it all leads to their soul. By Renee

It's Not Too Late To Enter This Contest
1st Ever Miss FUBAR CONTEST Hosted by: CAIN - HTA GRENADE LAUNCHER SEEKING 25 CONTESTANTS THERE WILL BE 2 ROUNDS 1ST ROUND: WILL BEGIN: AUGUST 1 ENDING: AUGUST 15 TOP 8 CONTESTANTS (with a minimum score of 20k in comments) WILL ADVANCE TO FINAL ROUND FINAL ROUND: WILL BEGIN: AUGUST 16 ENDING: AUGUST 31 PRIZES 1ST PLACE: 1 Mo VIP AND 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 3 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT

True Love
TRUE LOVE WHAT IS IT? DOES IT REALLY EXSIST MORE THAN ONCE IN A LIFETIME? I KNOW THAT THERE IS TRUE LOVE BUT IT IS VERY VERY HARD TO FIND AND I JUST WONDER IF IT HAPPENDS MORE THEN ONCE FOR THOSE WHO WHERE TAKEN FROM US BEFORE WE COULOD HAVE THE FULL EXPERIENCE OF THAT TRUE LOVE. YOU KNOW THE ONE WHERE WHEN HE SPEAKS OR TOUCHES U U GET THE CHILLS AND GO WILD. MY TRUE LOVE WAS TAKEN FROM ME YEARS AGO BEFORE WE COULD GET MARRIED HE WAS HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER A KILLED. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 TIMES AND IT WAS NEVER THE SAME. I WISH I COULD FIND THAT LOVE AGAIN BUT I FEEL THERE IS NO TRUE HOPE.

Waaay Cool News!!! Show Halo Guitars Some Love!
Hey folks, Dying Regret guitarist Willie recently became sponsored by Halo Guitars...as part of this, Willie gets smoking deals on their axes...so, he took them up on getting a deal on a Hellfire model guitar and had it modified with a custom Dying Regret logo inlay at the 11th, 12th and 13th frets on the fretboard. Great, huh? But wait it gets even better....read on! Then, a couple of days ago, Waylon, THE MAN at Halo Guitars, contacted Willie...letting him know that they were liking the looks of the inlay so much that they were thinking about CREATING A LIMITED RUN OF HELLFIRE GUITARS CUSTOMIZED WITH THE DR LOGO!!! We are beside ourselves with this news!!! More details and pointer to come. Be sure to go check out Halo Guitars [www.haloguitars.com] if you are in the market for a new guitar...of course, I'd say wait until the new DR logo Hellfire guitars are available... Thanks all! Ace

Life Is Hard To Live
life is hard to live because all i have in life is pain from the time i get up in the morning i look at myself in the mirro what a depressing lif i live life to me needs to die i need no part in this life i live toady life is something that cause me pain not and day now i'll finely tell people how i really feel about my self and this life i live im makeing sure my friends know the real me and this is me all the way so if you don't want nothing to do with me then you must live as i must walk this path alone .

U.s. War Casualties March 2003
Spc. William A. Jeffries 39 Company D, 1st Battalion, 152nd Infantry Regiment, Illinois Army National Guard Evansville, Indiana Died from a sudden illness on March 31, 2003, in Rota, Spain, after he was evacuated from Kuwait Staff Sgt. Chris Muir 32 Army School of Ammunition, Royal Logistic Corps Romsey, England Killed during an explosive ordnance disposal operation in southern Iraq on March 31, 2003 Spc. Brandon J. Rowe 20 Company C, 502nd Infantry Regiment, 101st Airborne Division (Air Assault) Roscoe, Illinois Killed in action by Iraqi artillery in Ayyub, Iraq, on March 31, 2003 Maj. Stephen Ballard N/A 3 Commando Brigade, Royal Marines Hometown of record not available Died of natural causes on March 30, 2003 Lance Cpl. Shaun Andrew Brierley 28 212 Signal Squadron, HQ & Signal Regiment, 1 Armoured Division West Yorkshire, England Killed in a traffic accident in Kuwait on March 30, 2003 Marine Christopher R. Maddison 24 539 Assault Squadron, Royal Marines North Yorkshi

Why Am I Like This
at this point in my life its like im stuck in two different worlds. i feel happy but yet uncomplete. i have people who wanna be wit me, but yet i push them away. i dont understand it and i never have. someone actually shows they like me and may even one day love me, and what do i do, i get scared i run away, and i do what i know would b the worst thing in the world for someone to do to me, i shut them out..... i dont know why and it seems ive always been like this. its like i want to find the perfect man and i need to look at what i got in front of me. but it scares the shit out of me that someone could have such feelings for me when all they have dun is talk to me on the phone and on here.i guess im tryin way to hard but yet i dont wanna just settle cuz i think i have too or i should cuz the chance is there. a good friend of mind to me that if im scared my whole life, i will never know whats really out there. and that is true on so many different levels but yet i cant help but do it.

Angel, When I Think About You I Touch Myself
Angel, you did something this morning with that call, something in your voice when you called, I have not been able to shake it all day. The smile on my face today was a little different. And when I talked to you this evening, and you told me. Ooohhh. I knew it, I did. I could feel it all day, your killing me. Lets just say my shower was about 40 minutes long, there was no hot water left by the time I was done, I really did not notice though. oops, did I say that? I love myself I want you to love me When I feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me You're the one who makes me come running You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes and see you before me Think I would die if you were to ignore me A fool could see just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch m

Regarding My Show
I've mentioned my show before here. I can't recall if I've mentioned the network I'm part of, so I will do that now. Please feel free to check out the website for The Free World Radio Network: http://www.freeworldradionetwork.net/

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned tha

Hell Is Being Lonely And Finding People You Cant Have
Isnt it always the same you wait years to find someone that matches you , you find someone almost perfect for you in everyway - but someone has already found her . All you can do is wish the person all the happiness in the world and struggle along your long lonely road alone xxxx

I Cannot Imagine...
I Cannot Imagine...I cannot imagine not seeing your smilenot hearing your voice for even a whilenot holding you close and squeezing you tightcant imagine not having you here in my siteI can't think what I'd do if you were not herejust the thought of you gone, it fills me with fearWhat would I do? how would I cope?would I find the strength to live on with hope?Of seeing you again, your beautiful facewould God keep you safe with his Blessings and Gracewould he return you home to my loving heart?where would we find you? where would we start?I pray to the Lord to keep the evils at bayplease protect my children everydayfor without them my heart would quite simply die

Love's Dream
Love's Dream . . . Images of you dance through my dreams A kiss sent to me on a butterfly's wing I feel your caresses as I'm bathed in moonbeams Your eyes in the stars above make my heart sing . . . A gentle breeze blows though my hair

American Warriors..
This is an old article i wrote for my friends in Iraq..i am reposting it to dedicate it to my new friend Ryan a.k.a. sexytroop69, who just had his Bday...Happy Birthday Ryan! (grin) American warriors in Iraq By: MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary As I was working on an article about men and women, I ventured far enough for my research and came across the American soldiers at war in Iraq. I have had the greatest privilege and nobility to chat and know some of these honorable American soldiers doing battle for their country and there’s just more to their heartrending stories out there than meets the eye... I feel and deem it worthy that these soldiers should be given more veneration and prestige than any star in Hollywood. What they do is real life action, live and true. There is no assurance of their tomorrow….and they are just about ready to die for their cause. These soldiers are the genuine stars of America. Adam Cates a 23

Education
1. Only 17% of eligible students are getting tutoring. WHY? a. Parents don’t know about programs. b. Parents turned off by lack of tutoring quality. c. less than half of states monitor programs d. Tutoring not available in toughest neighborhoods. 2. < 1% of eligible students are transferring out. This suggests an interesting opportunity (potentially) if Spellings is right that the problem is lack of parental knowledge. April 6, 2006 Few Students Seek Free Tutoring or Transfers From Failing Schools By SUSAN SAULNY Only a small fraction of public school students who were eligible last year for free tutoring or for transfers out of failing schools under federal law received those options, the Department of Education reported yesterday. Education Secretary Margaret Spellings threatened to withhold federal money from states that did not make students aware of their choices. The department, in a wide-ranging asse

Omfg
I work in admitting at a local hospital. I'm all by myself at my station right now. I was just sitting back down from disposing of some paperwork from a patient who was still at my desk, when another patient barked his last name at me. I had no chance to greet them, like I ALWAYS, I repeat ALWAYS do. Well as im checkin the patient in his son asks me "Doesn't it occur to you so say hello when a patient comes up to your desk?" I wanted to jump over the desk and smack him. But because I believe in good customer service I just said "I'm sorry, I didn't realize I hadn't" Ugggggghhhhhhh I fuckin hate people!!!! Ruins my whole day!!!!!

A Little Male Humor
Too funny! Sorry guys!...well not so much!! One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " OHIO STATE! " And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ------------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed

My Lil Sister
My Sister Gets To Try Out To Be On Thats So Ravne Show, If Nune Of U Heard Of That Its A Disney Channle Show Bah Raven Is Also On The Cosby Show And Yeah She Gets To Meet Ravne At The Nickalodeon Studio..Or SOmething Like That..fun times it will be.

On The Other Side...
I have been venting my frustrations, speaking my mind about what I considered to be an injustice. In the last few days I've talked to Scrapper and a couple of bouncers. And I see their side of things. This site has over 1 million members, and a handful of bouncers. Issues sprout up every minute that need to be dealt with, you aren't being ignored because you are unimportant (sometimes), you are being queued to deal with more important issues. Too much work and too few workers always leads to problems. They do what they can, when they can...however they are all only human, and can't devote their entire lives to appeasing everyone. And as important as something may seem to you, it may not be as important when weighted against other issues. Patience is a virtue...one that I don't have. I have been assured that the mumm issue I spoke of before is being addressed, and will be attempted to be solved soon. I hope so, I truly do. Speaking to Scrapper just momentarily eased my worries and

The Gangs All Here
heading to the strip in vegas next weekend to kick it with big balls billy and his girl. gonna be a blast, gonna rock out and get hammered to social distortion and dropkick murphys, and play the gangs all here, and maybe bar room hero, it's gonna be great times and golden oldies! one of my nicknames is double down, so whenever i get the chance gonna split or double down! we'll see whether i win or lose lmao, tomorrow night is my bbq with friends in phoenix, gonna grill some carne asada, some chicken and steak, all chef de henny! just a prelude to the fun

L.i.g.h.t.
L.I.G.H.T. (verse one) You are the ones, Who turned my blood to gray, I will remember, Deep inside my grave, I cry inside the dark, The only place I am safe, Hidden from the hate, Look at me, See what you create (chorus) Lifeless, Empty inside from all your hate, Insignificant, The fire inside burns deep, Godless, There's no one to save me now, Hopeless, How can you expect me to believe, Tattered, For you I bleed (verse two) Something stings inside, You are consuming me, Taking every happy memory, Until I start to bleed, Tearing me apart, Starting with the love deep inside my heart, My skin is crawling, What have you done? (chorus) (verse three) Leave me alone, I will take my own, You have taken everything else, Leave this one for me, You had your way, Now I can believe, I have seen the light, I know now what it means

So Far,,,,,,,,,
So far i thought i would update you all on how im doin,,,, Ive received alottttt of phone calls from alot of you and it is much appreciated!!! *kisses and hugs. As most of you know ive had to undergo some treatments,,,,, so far everything is ok. My sons, My family, and my boys Kevin and Parrish with their mother and sister, have been here on a reg holding things down for me. As most of you know ive moved back to Canada. Its only temporary till i get this house sold here. Then im going to be back in Michigan, Not right in Detroit though LOL. Im looking at Dearborn Heights, or further near the airport. The houses ive seen out there are nice and the area seems str8t so thats my aim. As far as the boys, they both have had their bdays. My oldest is now 18 omfg!!!!!!! LOL 'A man" as Kevin and my grandpa says it LOL. My youngest is 17 and still a bratt! Well yall,,, I have two weeks left of treatments,,,,,,,,,, then another scan. If the Cancer is still there then my Dr told me there will be a

For Sure
What type of partier are you? Your Result: The Lurker You like to go out and party, go to bars, concerts, etc - but stay more on the sidelines. You and part of the action, but people have to approach you more than you jumping into the middle of the action. You typically don't get 'hammered', just buzzed enough to come out of your shell and talk to a few people, usually other 'lurkers'. Large groups of people talking at once intimidate you and you tend to drift away from the pack often.The Socialite The designated driver Hardcore drunk Bar Slut Bar Social Butterfly The rock-star party animal

Don't Know Anymore
THERE IS NEVER PLEASING ANYONE MORE, YOU TRY TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE AND YOU GET NOTHING BACK IN RETURN, SO NOW I'M NOT DOING ANYONE ANYMORE FAVORS. ALSO I'M SORRY I;M NOT ON MUCH ANYMORE AS I WORK MORNINGS AND AFTERNOONS ( TRYING TO MAKE EXTRA MONEY ) SO I MIGHT BE HERE AND I MIGHT NOT. AFTER BEING ON THE COMPUTER FOR WORK ALL DAY I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE SITTING HERE ANYMORE. PLEASE FORGIVE IF THIS COMES OFF SOUNDING RUDE I DONT MEAN TOO, YESTERDAY I WASNT FEELING WELL STILL NOT ALL THAT BETTER BUT I'M HERE FOR BIT IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME HERE I'AM!!! LATER :) EDITED...WHAT I MEANT TO SAY WAS NO ONE SAYS THANK-YOU ANYMORE.

Thanks To Those That Helped Me Level To 17.
those that helpped me get to leveling 17 TYSM Please go show these great people some love. Michelle MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR@ fubar Luscious Mami Luscious¢¾Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar she sneaky girl..lol going on Graphixs giving 11s too. BooBoo posted blog for me TYSM Lady. ¢¾BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar Lauria lauria ~DWs angel~*Shadow Leveler*@ fubar FallingWater FallingWater@ fubar 'LilBamaGirl' LilBamaGirl@ fubar Phil ~*Phil* ~@ fubar Indian Princess ~~INDIAN PRINCESS~~..**Club F.A.R.**~Shadow Levelers~**Independent Family**~@ fubar ty all friends & new friends that helpped. TY hugss to all, ~Mary~

Lost
i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playin tricks on me or i finally found that one that most men wait there whole lives for a dont even know when shes right in front of them, whateverit is im a take advantage of the situation and if its a sign i must keep in mind.

Blah Blah Blah
So here it goes, I am going to give my good friend the best wishs.. I hope that he gets everything that he wants in life and that he has joy and happiness.. There will always be a place in my heart for you. If you need to talk. I have so much that i wanna say to you and i dont wanna do it on this or the phone... So if our paths should ever cross.. I hope that it does.. I will be happy.. My prayers are with you every day as you fight for my freedom.. Thank you... Hugs and Kisses.. Love always

If You Forget Me
IF YOU FORGET ME I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if i look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the sloww autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up

Daily Gratitude
Daily Gratitude Most of my dreams have been shattered I Guess, what I planned didn’t matter. The schemes I had, they seemed so grand. God might have laughed when, I told him my plans. The door to the future, wish I held the key. Even still, I don’t always know what’s best for me. Given the choice, would we allow pain? Would we allow the storms even if, it meant rain? There’s so much I don’t know. Why does it take sorrow to help us grow? Why can’t we have the beauty of snow without the cold? Why can’t we stay young and never grow old? I now know, I can’t change time but, Time can change me. No longer am I, the person I used to be. As each day starts to unfold, I know not, what it will hold. I shall take each day as a blessing. I’ll overlook the bad that, makes life depressing. I’ll be thankful for each day and every minute. I’ll be thankful for life, just to be in it. Chris

Honestly...be Honest
What color is your underwear? gray What's on your mind right now? sex What are you doing right now? Taking this survey What did you do today? Spent time with my son Do you think you are attractive? No Have you done something bad today? Not yet Are you jealous of someone right now? nope What makes you happy most of the time? My son Do you bite your nails? nope What is your mood right now? horny Do you have an eating disorder? nope Do you want to see someone this very minute? yes Do you have a deep dark secret? yes Do you hate someone right now? Not really Who/What do you want to hug right now? A few people Are you loyal? yes Are you in denial? Not that I know of Wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? O hell yes Have you ever consumed alcohol? To much Have you ever done drugs? never Do you like someone? yes Does anyone like you? I think so Is it going anywhere with them? Don’t know Did you answer all these

Idk
So randomly I started feeling depressed today idk why there's nothing wrong I have a job I like, I have a woman I love things are good but I'm still depressed. I can't explain it I have no clue so I may be taking a break from the internet for awhile. It may say I'm online but don't trust it, my cell keeps me loged in all the time so unless u have my phone numberor my yahoo info I'm not ignoring u I'm just not here.

The Grandmother!
The Grandmother! (wisdom comes with age, she's a smart woman) A sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph 's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?" The operator said "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and room number?" The grandmother in her weak tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302." The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse." After a few minutes the operator returned to the phone, "Oh, good news. Her nurse has told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal and her physician, Dr.Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged Tuesday." The grandmother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful! I was so worried! God bless you for the good news." The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?" The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in 302. No one tells

Imagined Mistress
The lights are on inside. The soft glow of family pageantry Escapes through lacy curtains And flutters to my feet. The sound and smell of life, Of love and belonging, Of security. My eyes interrupt their privacy - My heart listens. But they don't know, I've caught them unaware . . . Walking down this dark asphalt path. A hidden spectator A connoisseur Of life's possible scenarios, As seen through The lit window to Your world.

Results Are In!!!!!
Thank you, thank you, thank you to all who entered my contest and those that helped them out! The results are in!!!!!!!!! First place winner and winner of a Yacht is Chris!(C-mail him your NSFW pic ideas per his request!) Second place winner and winner of a Corvette is Kelbel! Third place winner and winner of a Silver Motorcycle is Donna! Fourth place and winner of an oscar is Doing88! Fifth Place and winner of a yellow rose is Esquire!

What The?
What the heck is all the commotion about showing so Fubar Luv? It seems if you ask any simple questions all you get is some fubar hate. I know that comments are to show you what others are think at the time, but being rude is not a constructive way to give an opinion.I know you probally thinking,"is this guy a goob", but it really doesn't matter what you think does it. If the world counted on your thoughts to keep it rotatig around the sun or just shooting out of the galaxy, we'd all be screwed! So have yourself a nice freakin day, play nice, or bite your F'in tongue ya moron! We're here to have fun, meet new folks, and hopefully to enjoy our experience. SO enjoy already, and treat others with respect and courtesy. And you might get the same in return

Update To Asexual Reproduction
Well he had two theories, one was that my English muffin asexually reproduced, the other is that there were two packages of English muffins, one with three and another with only one. The first day I saw the one, and the next day I saw the three pack. There was a third theory that I was wrong and there was always three, I was just mistaken, due to past history we were able to quickly dismiss that theory. Mainly because it is based on the assumption that I was/can be wrong. And that is crazy talk. Initially I had conducted experiments to determine which theory was correct, and all evidence still pointed to asexual reproduction of English muffins. However after more extensive research (I looked through the cupboards again more thoroughly) and it was then that I discovered another package of English muffins. So there were indeed two, one with three, one with a single. Evidence shows that at the current time we cannot prove asexual reproduction of English muffins. However we cannot

Lets Show Them Some Love
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=884347&i=3779145427 Please go here and leave at least a vote they can win by most votes or comments.This is a contest for best friends and these two are the closest I have seen!!!!!!!! VOTE COMMENT !!!!!! We have several contest going on in a small family so reaching out to all.We have ashleys who was first among several still going but this one here is on a time the reason I am posting it now.I am trying to sort thru them the best I can by the limits they have on them.So also all family members please understand we are getting to all these.Family members who aren't helping please do so.

13 Weeks Today
Well, I had an appt. this morning. I am measuring a little further along that I did last time. They now put my due date at 2/26/08. My daughter was born on 2/25/03 so i will definitely have some close birthdays! Your belly may soon be big enough to announce to the world that you're expecting, but your baby is still tiny. In fact, he's only about 3 inches long crown to rump — roughly the size of a jumbo shrimp — and weighs just about an ounce. Despite the small proportions, there's a fully formed baby inside your womb now. Much more proportional than it was a few weeks ago, his head is now only about a third the size of his body. His tiny, unique fingerprints are already in place. His kidneys and urinary tract are functional, and he's starting to urinate out the amniotic fluid he's been swallowing. As you start your second trimester, most of your baby's critical development will be completed, and your odds of miscarriage will drop considerably.

Firefighters
Not many people remember us, Not many people care, Unless a life is saved or lost, While we are fighting there. We learn to respect the fire we fight, And even love it too. In order to end it's destructive path, It's what we train to do. There are many who cannot comprehend, Why we love the things they fear. We're the first they call in their time of need, It's the reason that we're here. The next alarm might make us proud, And heroes of some kind, Or maybe it will be our last, In service to mankind. But whatever fate may bring us, It doesn't change our hearts. We're Firefighters to the end, We'll always do our part.

One True Love
My One True Love Throughout my short existence, I've found but one true love, Someone who fits me perfectly, Just like a rubber glove. This person is someone I trust, Someone who's always there, Someone who I can turn to, Through darkness and despair. I've known since I first met him, I love him oh so much, I long for him to love me, And to feel his gentle touch. He says that he still loves me, Yet just as my friend, But I know that I'll still love him, Until the very end. I wish that I could have him, As my very own, But I guess I had my chance, And I guess that chance was blown. This man I love so very much, Means more to me than ever, But I know deep down inside, My love I will have to hide..

Santodante
Sit down and listen to stories Romanticizing yesteryear None of us have been there Not like you Ignorant offspring spewing mourning Please, spare me They don’t hold a light to you And your candle faded fast But enough of this collective Judas Who can deny your influence on our world? It’s hard to see you in this light Pale and shrunken and eaten away What happened to the giant? Held on high shoulders And introduced to the autumn’s colors Oh what will they do when the lights go down Without you there to guide them all to Zion? What will they do besides shiver in fear and blind faith? Do you believe in the Father, The son And the Holy Ghost Save yourself and shake your fist And let them know you’ve made your way home The sky is shining bright, but all eyes are on the ground You were the light the children will only hear about Told in stories fueled by your burning son I only pray the lord knew when to take you up You’ve been in this shell for too long Snug i

The Year I Was Born
In 1967 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US President Johnson and Soviet premiere Aleksei Kosygin agree not to let any crisis push them into wore Thurgood Marshall is sworn in as the first black Supreme Court justice The first home microwave is released by Amana Dave Matthews, Kurt Cobain, Liz Phair, Vin Diesel, Julia Roberts, and Anna Nicole Smith are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series Green Bay Packers in Super Bowl I Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup Disney's The Jungle Book and The Graduate are the top grossing films One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez is published Paul McCartney announces that all four members of the Beatles have "dropped acid" For the first time, Jimi Hendrix sets his guitar on fire during a concert in London Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band is released The first issue of Rolling Stone magazine is published The FCC orders that cigarette ads on tele

Nsff (not Safe For Fubar)
Ok now im sure people will take this the wrong way but here it goes anyway, cause im so misunderstood at times. im all for disablity and Social Security but nothing ticks me off more than people who abuse it. For example those people who have disabled parking stickers in their window, you see them and assume they are disabled... YET they get out of the vehicle and RUN to the front door of a store i just get tired and frustrated for having to pay for those "fakers" In All honesty, I would qualify for the standards to get the disabled Sticker, I had Open heart surgery at the age of 2 weeks old they took the main artery that goes too the heart and replaced it with a vein in my arm, so while most of you have a pulse, i dont :P. well in one arm anyway. But i can go out work a full 8 hrs on a job i am able to be athletic, i dont have any restrictions. I have been on unemployment once, and that was kinda nice, but it also made me open my eyes too something... Tax payers was actually

Today....
Dang...those that really know me will agree that this really fits right now...lol ******** Daily Horoscope: Taurus For August 25,2007 Try not to worry too much about the state of the world -- it'll still be there for you tomorrow. It's a much better time to focus on your own issues and needs, and try to grow in a positive direction.

Dreaming Of You
Sitting out on the beach the stars are glowing oh so bright. Thinking of you and wishing you were in my sight! Knowing the love we make makes me want to cry. Still trying to figure out the reasons why! I love you so much that it hurts! My love is not something that comes in spurts. All I want to do is love you to no end. Wishing that I had my special friend! My love runs over like a living cup. My heart goes to you and that is what's up! I want to be with you and that is no lie. I want to be with you until the day i die! Dreaming of you and wanting you near, Because with you i have no fear!

Purify
kill the evil in my soul throw my heart to and fro i hear the voices in my ears tell me now are they near? drain the blood from my veins make me howl and scream in pain wrap your hands around my throat make me gag make me choke steal the breath from my lungs do not stop until its done. Copyright:chantal Plummer

Bite Fight
Ok, here's another one. Vampire vs Werewolf RPG (yeah I've kinda gotten into these) Even if you don't want to join could you please just copy this and pay a visit (http://s2.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=113039) or click the banner? I get a few points for everyone that I "bite"

The New Job So Far
so some of you may or may not know, that i did finnally get a new job, about a month or so ago. it's at the Travel Centers of America in Troutdale, i do housekeeping. well shortly after i started i talked to my boss and told him i was interested in the bookkeeping job that was open (SOOOO sick of housekeeping) he told me that i can do some filing and small jobs, untill he finds some one to replace me in housekeeping, i said ok. well i haven't really been able to do too much of the filing and what-not cause either they haven't had anything for me, or Lorena (the other housekeeper) hasn't been there, cause something happened with her mom and she had to go to mexico for a week. so i've been doing it by myself and haven't had time to do anything for them. well aside from that, Lorena has the weekends off, and i have tue, and wend. off. well, i'll just say this....WEEKENDS SUCK ASS!!! i have to be there at frickin 8am. NO ONE that stays in this hotel gets up that early! and i really don'

Over
The flowers grow But our love fades You see, that's why we're apart I just couldn't handle it You seem so far away I can't live like this If there's one thing I miss It has to be your kiss My life feels so wrong I thought I loved you for so long But now I see it wasn't true For if it were I'd still be with you But you see It's over

I Cross My Heart
Dedicated to the only one I love but lost tonight crying I will always love you crazzyrabbit. I didn't love anyone but you. I loved you and only you. There was no one but you that I cared about// I lost your love. I will never ever stop loving you! Our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start, I see it in your eyes, you can feel it from my heart From here on after, lets stay the way we are right now And share all the love & laughter that a lifetime, will allow. I cross my heart, and promise too, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true, In all the world, you'll never find, A love as true, as mine You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete, And as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make your's just as sweet. As we look in to the future, it's as far as we can see, So let's make each tomorrow, Be the best that it can be. I cross my heart, and promise too, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true,

What Is Wrong
i sleep. i sleep a lot. sometimes its the kind of sleep you need to sleep when you have worked like a Hebrew slave. sometimes its a restless sleep where i wake every five min. it seems like but the interesting part is i like the restless sleep better.the dreams in it anyways. i have found that i can steer my dreams when i awake and think on how i want them to go when i fall back asleep. like if i am running to something and i cant quite reach it. . . .don't you fukkin hate that? i can plan it and then when i fall back asleep boooyaaaah beyoch! its mine!! sometimes it don't always work out like the way i want it too like when i was dreamin of this really hot Asian chick and wanted to eat some 'o that sushi and so planned it. i fell back asleep and it wasn't the hot Asian it was connie chung and to make matters worse mourie povich was there too. and that wasn't cool. cause maurie wanted supprise butt sex and i aint too sure it was just with connie. good thing i have learned to wake my

I'm Alive
WELL I JUST BECAME A STATISTIC........... A FUCKIN ASSHOLE CUT ME OFF TURNED LEFT ALMOST ON TOP OF ME AND i HAD TO LAY MY BIKE DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING BROKE ON ME JUST A COUPLE CUTS AND BRUISES AND SORE AS HELL.. SCARED THE HELL OUT OF MY FAMILY. WHY R SOME PEOPLE SO FUCKIN BRAIN DEAD?????????????? I'LL KNOW MORE ABOUT THE BIKE TOMMORROW AFTER I CALL THE DEPEW POLICE GOODNIGHT

Rude Comments !
WHY DO YOU FEEL IT NECESSARY TO POST RUDE COMMENTS ABOUT PEOPLE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW. MUST MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE BIG MEN AND WOMEN PUTTING OTHERS DOWN. OR IS STEPPING ON OTHERS YOUR WAY OF COMPENSATING FOR YOUR OWN INADEQUANCIES

My Beliefs As Opposed To Those Of Others
I am somewhat entertained when I am asked "Why are you racist?" or "Why don't you want to be around non-whites?". My reason is simple. I was born into a family of people a lot like me. Why should I WANT to be around people not like me? If I am comfortable where I'm at, why should I go out of my way to befriend someone that I really don't have much in common with? Sure, I'm racially aware, racist, or whatever you wanna call me. I'm not a Nazi (National Socialist), Klansman, Redneck, or hatemonger. I do NOT advocate, condone or promote in any way violence or hate toward any particular group. I HATE on an individual basis. I do NOT promote White Supremacy. don't think that being born white makes anyone any better or worse than anyone. Pride is EARNED, not handed on a silver platter. There are good and bad in every race, ethnic background, religion, country, whatever. But, just because there are some really good people in China doesn't mean that I'm going to travel there to meet them and

Ok So I'm New And I Goofed...
Ok So I just signed up for Fubar this morning after listening to my friend txrose having ever so much fun on here. Well I goofed up. I rated my very first person ever on here a 1! I had no idea it was such a bad thing! The person (whom I have no idea who he is other than just some random guy on here) posted a comment on my page thingy here and cursed me out! I mean come on! I'm brand new! What? You've never goofed on something? Especially when you're new at it and don't know the ropes yet? He called me names and was just a yucky person. I blocked him because when I tried to go back and apologize he wouldn't even let me. My question is: Is this what I can expect from the people on here?

I Miss The Thunder
i saw u and spoke and u muttered no word i woke in the middle of the night terrified from the heart stopping mares that had filled my mind and i screamed for you,but you never came to my rescue.i was standing in a line in a public place and thought i heard you call my name and when i turned,no such luck.here i am alone confused hurt angry frustrated and painfully sad.you didnt say goodbye see you later or go to hell.you just walked away as if i had never crossed your path or had been worthy of your time.your "i love you"s are so distant now that your voice fades farther and farther when i try to remember how they sounded as they fell off your sexy lips.i loved you deeper than i think you even knew and regretted you walking away leaving me to drown in my sadness.i cant stop allowing you to cross my mind as i wonder if you ever think of me.i can remember how i used to blush and laugh quietly when you used to tell me i was your weakness.and that it had to be the red hair and green eyes t

Either I Have Been Busy, Or I Am Bored. Lol
Once, A Knight In Armor By J.S. Monti To find an outlet for my mind. I started writing prose and find. Much to my complete surprise. What was bottled up inside. For in your care I found no muse. And settled for life so confused. Taking care of only you. And the troubles that you put me through. Spent my time so foolishly. On problem solving for the “we”. While you sat back willfully. Your “knight in armor” bent his knee. For nothing but the queen he fought. Just another battle sought. To show his love to lady fair. An unholy allegiance I did swear. All of this I did for naught. Shame and scars is all it brought. Forsaking others long the way. Makes me only rue those days. Now that I am on the mend. I find I have a soul again. And in these words it gains repent. For all the time and money spent. Others comfort you have sought. Now their souls you claim and bought. They too will find out gradually. And burn in the private hell you weave. Th

Competition
I am looking for eleven new Scarybloke characters to go with the Scarybirds we have, for use in an interactive mobile phone game, due for release on Halloween' So good name and a description is needed, have a look in the album photos for ones been done so far. anyway Dave sent us some ideas to be thinking about In case you get stuck for Scarybloke ideas, here's a few to keep you going: FACE OF JUSTICE The Vice Squad's finest. Wears a Gimp suit and a police badge. He is the law - so don't break it or he'll get you in the shower. Weapon of choice...a greased up rubber chicken. HAPPY GOTH A right tosser. Hasn't quite grasped the whole Goth concept, and although he's got the right dark and brooding image clothes wise, he always has a massive grin on his face and liked to tell folk to 'cheer up'. He is the most despised man in the goth community, but damn near impossible to kill (though that doesn't stop people from trying). He has so many knives sticking

Surveys
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Assisted Sanctioned Suicide
hello all I am an american service member and that man like the rest of us and most of the ones injured in the desert do not want to live after something like that this man was burned on enough of his body that he should have died and he will live most of his life wishing he did. There will be a bill laid out in the next couple years to lay the decicion of if service members can choose to have assisted/sanctioned suicide and i pleed you all to spread the word and vote to pass such a law. This is the cold truth is that many like that man above,many of my fellow soldiers after taking severe damage take their lives in a painfull manner because they cannot obtain a painless one so please if you support us (all the troops) give us the choice to die without pain when we suffer every moment of every day. Should members of the Armed Forces have the right to choose assisted/sanctioned suicide?

If We Had Sex Game...
Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you

Well We Worked It Out
Well during the last couple of days since the incident we have been doing a lot of talking and soul searching, I realize that I am partly to blame for what happened. We are going to go through marriage counceling. We have decided that e want to work things out, for ourselves and the kids. It is going to be a lot of hard work but it will definately be worth it. She is and always will be the love of my life no matter what. I thank you for those that talked to me and tried consoling me. I realize now that I did over react to the situation, however I could not help how I feel, and neither could she. I lay no blame on anyone involved and have put the incident behind me. A marriage is a lot of work and a lot of struggle, but it also a joining, and growing, of sharing and combining. I actually would like to get to know the other person. I cant say that I will be friends with him, but i cant say I couldnt either at this point only God knows. My wife she is my guiding star, she is the seas

Just To Clarify...
I'm sure people have noticed a lot of changes in me in the past few days, in the fact I've been a lot more quiet lately instead of my usual, outspoken self. I just (re)learned the results of my surgery, and I guess it's affecting me more psychologically than I thought! Yes, I got through the surgery (I wouldn't be typing this if I hadn't)! Thing is THEY DID NOT GET EVERYTHING!!! There were certain areas of my brain that the cancer lied that if they attempted to cut it away, even with the laser, could have been fatal. I learned also there was a point I was having reactions while in surgery (which I don't know or don't remember). So I am NOT EVEN CLOSE to 100%! Like I said, I was unaware of this psychologically, and a lot of people have questioned me about it or have even taken it personally. Now I have been told by the doctors that with a surgery like this, full recovery takes 6-12 months, and the less stress and tension in my life, the faster I will heal. So I am taking so

Why I *can't* Stop Thinking Ever >.>
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere.

News About Uss New York!
I know this is old, but I just found it: Navy ship with WTC steel survived Katrina's assault http://www.sptimes.com/2006/04/04/Worldandnation/Navy_ship_with_WTC_st.shtml By ASSOCIATED PRESS Published April 4, 2006 NEW YORK - With a year to go before it even touches the water, the Navy's amphibious assault ship USS New York has already made history - twice. It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center, and it survived Hurricane Katrina. That combination of disasters gives the ship a unique standing among the 500 or so Avondale, La., shipyard workers building it, said Tony Quaglino, a crane superintendent who postponed retirement to have a hand in the New York's construction. "I think Katrina made us more aware of the tragedy in New York," said the 66-year-old Quaglino. "One was manmade, one was natural, but they're both a common bond." The New York is about 45 percent complete and should be ready for launch in mid 2007. Katrina disrupted

Headed To Alabama Keep Us In Prayers
Ok, so here's the story. My best friend's brother and him moved to Alabama about 3 weeks ago. The brother has been in the hospital the past week. Was due to be discharged today. This morning at 9:30 am he called his brother and said to hurry up and get there they were trying to kill him. My friend arrived at the hospital,at 10:30 am to find his brother outside, slumped down in a wheelchair, with blood pouring from his mouth and arm. The nurses inside looked at him like he was crazy, but it was too late, Vick was already gone. This is about as much of the story as I got before the tears and hysterics started. I'll be leaving Thursday evening on a 15 hour car ride to get there, and try to help clean up this mess. Please keep us in your prayers.

Living Wills .......
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room seriously discussing a Living Will. I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's Such A Bitch....

Lyrics
With a thousand words to say but one And to reflect is to regret throwing it all away and apathy my one way Street it took so much from me separated by this divide I created Through my fears and in your tears you tried to show blind eyes and Tell deaf ears if we can make it through the landslide standing we'll Lift each other up to see the bliss on the horizon been looking In from the outside lately I've seen who I used to be and it's not me And we can keep healing and we can keep holding on I just want to take You where our time won't be waste anymore through the mountains on the Water we'll stay engulfed in one another and when I can wake up to see the Sunrise in your eyes and we'll finally be free I'll know I've made it home so lets go out west And bask in the overcast and walking through the rain we'll see the Beauty in life again -Darkest Hour

Repost If You Agree...
WHY IS LIFE SO HARD.? AND WHY DO KIDS GOT TO ACT LIKE THEY ACT NOW A DAYS.? JUST WISH WE HAD THE OLD TIMEY DAY LAWS BACK. WHEN YOU DID WRONG YOU GET THAT AZZ BEAT FOR IT.. I KNOW I DID ENOUGH IN MY LIFE TIME.. AND IM 40 NOW.. AND DOING GOOD.. SO, DIDNT KILL ME.. IT WONT KILL KIDS NOW A DAYS. WHAT DO YOU THINK.??????

Ty Ty Ty
Hi everyone! Wow...I now KNOW I have the best friends on FUBAR!!!! Less than a week into really "getting after" my one-month VIP contest, I am almost half-way to the 20,000 comments needed!!!! Thank you to ALL of you who have helped. If I haven't sent you a gift yet for helping out, please let me know. I think I have gotten most of you. I will post the link one more time for anyone else who would like to help and for those who may have lost it. Thank you ALL again!!!!! Just click on the pic: Now i DO have to go mow the lawn....lol :P

You Know Its Funny
Best forward I've ever gotten! LOL! SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER... I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258 th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to

Words Of A Master!!!
A true Master shall take pride in the fact that a woman has chosen to devote her entire being to the satisfaction and fulfillment of his desires. Just as she, in return, can take pride that such a man has chosen her, above all others to provide that fulfillment. For openers, the female should decide that she may actually be a true submissive, and find the courage and commitment to put herself in the hands of a true Master. She must know that at that precise moment her option to make choices will end. He will do what he wants to do, completely apart from her preconceived ideas. I am not necessarily referring to physical discipline, and I am most definitely not referring to the extremes of physical discipline. There are always limits, and the true Master knows what they are. He also knows that those limits are different for every slave. But he also knows that regardless of those individually determined limits, every slave should at least once be forced to go one step beyond what she

The Bee Gees
Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk, I'm a woman's man, no time to talk. Music loud and women warm. I've been kicked around since I was born. And now it's all right, it's O.K. And you may look the other way. We can try to understand The New York Times' effect on man. Whether you're a brother Or whether you're a mother, You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Feel the city breakin' And ev'rybody shakin' And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' alive. Stayin' alive. Ah, ha, ha, ha, Stayin' alive. Well now, I get low and I get high And if I can't get either I really try. Got the wings of heaven on my shoes I'm a dancin' man and I just can't lose. You know it's all right, it's O.K. I'll live to see another day. We can try to understand The New York Times' effect on man. Whether you're a brother Or whether you're a mother, You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Feel the city breakin' And ev'rybody shakin' And we're stayin' alive, st

Burning Love
I don't know whats worse, the heat of the looming doom. Or the thick, blinding smoke that is filling the room. My own air filling her lungs, I suffocate my lover. I inhale hot smoke, as we cower in the corner. Our tears of fear, forming a pool around us. A false puddle of hope that will not save us. The flames come closer and lick at my feet. Never have I felt so paralyzed and weak. But somehow, for her, I rise and I run. Into the fire, that I've been hiding from. And out the other side we go, where the fire is under control. The only reason she lives....my burning desire. Now, back to me, cause I'm still on fire. I stop, drop, and roll...but to no avail! The only fire I feel, is that of Hell. I only wanted to stop her death, but as I said, I suffocate her with my breath. J. Koblitz

More New Rules
New Rule: The problem with this picture of Vanessa Hudgins isn't that she's a bad role model. The problem with it is that there's no room for it on the flag. If you ask the Marines in Fallujah what they're fighting for, this would probably come up slightly more often than the name Nouri al-Maliki. The only thing wrong with this is that in eight years, it's going to turn into this. New Rule: Technology businesses must cut the baby talk. It's 2007. You're a rapacious, multi-billion-dollar corporation, not a stuffed animal. This week, Yahoo! announced a deal with Bebo, which will help it compete with Google. I had to Wiki Bebo to find out it's kind of like Friendster and Woofy. Gosh, I hope they can all band together and save Fuzzleton Village from the evil Snorgs! Grow up! If I want to see uncaring money-making machines with cutesy names, I'd go to a strip club. New Rule: We may never know what the World Trade Center meant to our enemies, but our inability to build anything o

Me
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Mental Check
The following was developed as a mental age assessment by the School of Psychiatry at Harvard University . Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age cannot do it! 1. This is this cat. 2. This is is cat. 3. This is how cat. 4. This is to cat. 5. This is keep cat. 6. This is an cat. 7. This is old cat. 8. This is fart cat. 9. This is busy cat. 10. This is for cat. 11. This is forty cat. 12. This is seconds cat. Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top down and I 'betcha' you cannot resist passing it on.

Paco And Princess Candace!
So my wife and i have decided that we're going to buy two mini horses. She's going to rename herself to paco and i'm going to rename myself to princess candace. Im going to ride on my dyed pink horse named bob wearing a tiny tiara, a tiny cape, and plastic shoes (the kind you got as a kid from the dress up toys). We're going to live on the beach and ride our mini horses like royalty.

Please, Read This
The past few days I have had ALOT of issues here on fubar. One being people who can't understand that my views may be different than your own, BUT i'm NOT putting anyone down. What you do in your life is YOUR thing. First I would like to point out that, Although I(stressing the I factor) do not believe in mixing races, it ONLY applies to myself and my family. I have grown up with spanish people, My best friend is spanish. I have had MANY friends out side of my own race. Now, I DO NOT care if you aren't "white" nor do i care that your spouse or your children aren't white either. What I DO have a problem with, is the amount of people who call ME a racist and bigot because I WON'T mix races. I am TIRED of the “stupid cunt" comments, the “White trash" comments, etc. I believe everyone is EQUAL. That in turn means: 1) NO special treatment due to your color. NO MATTER WHAT! 2) NO getting off from crimes due to skin color( or pulling a race card) 3) NO special funding becau

The Tummy Ache
Two young boys were hiking through the forest one day and decided to stop and have a drink from a small stream they came upon. They were badly frightened by a snake nest that lay by the water and ran home. A year later, one of the boys had to be hospitalized. Plagued by stomach cramps, he complained of constant hunger and was unable to gain weight. The doctor pumped his stomach and found a fully grown snake coiled inside!

Life Lessons
I found this when I was cleaning my desk at work and I remembered how much I liked it and how much sense it makes to me. Thought I would share. ~~~ LIFE INSTRUCTIONS ~~~ 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slow but think quick. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?". 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call yo

Home Again
I'm back! I had a great time camping in Idaho this weekend, despite the cold lol. I would say more about it at this time, but I'm completely exhausted so I'll be making another post later on with all the details and I've already posted a couple of pics to go with it lol. Hope everyone had a great weekend!!! *hugs all*

Please Help Brian Out!!
my friednd brianneeds to get to level 10 so he can be in my rate spankers group... hes loading up his pics and his stash so if youcould help him out we'd both appreciate it!! http://fubar.com/user/1008714#

The Games Feature Here
Stop sending me requests I don't play games or anywhere. I was pre video game and not for nothing very thankful about that. So don't waste your time sending me them please. I dont and wont play. Thanks The Goddess

Questions
I've been here on fubar for awhile now, and I am totally lost. It seems like a great way to meet people, but I haven't actually done that. I have people on my friends list, but I dont talk to them, there are some who dont respond even if I try. So I guess my question is, what is the use of befriending someone, if you dont actually want to talk to them. There is the obvious "fan,friend,and rate to see my NSFW pics" I've taken the bait, i'll admit that, and those type of profiles I never expect a response if I were to give one, they seem to be out there to get their points. That is fine with me, is their choice to do whatever they want to, and for the most part they are all very clear about their intentions. But what I dont understand is ratings, fanning, and friending. How do you know if someone actually wants to know more about you and thats why they've friended unless they say so. When I have nothing noted it leads me to believe its just about the points game. And the question at the

My Interview In Neufutur Magazine-7/2007
Steve Lieberman Interview This is an interview that James McQuiston conducted with Steve Lieberman. Lieberman, the ¡°Gangsta Rabbi¡±, released eir ¡°Melancholia Falling¡± a few months back. Check out eir website at http://www.gangstarabbi.com . When and why did you first get into creating music? In 1968 I wrote something for clarinet and trumpet and played bass in some successful local rock bands til 1978.. the ¡®modern age¡¯ started in 1981 when i put the theory i had developed as a boy to the test. If you take a bass and distort it to the max and play double stops with fifth intervals you can be a solo artist without knowing the guitar. to this day i can¡¯t play the guitar at all. i recorded a live show at some synagogue on 7/16/1981, then a vinyl 45 called ¡°Nuclear Blitz-Edits 96 and 85¡å in 1984. from 1991-2001¨CAND THEN THE 12 cd¡¯s. i was a rebel from birth and probably not good enough to try to copy anyone who was/is out there¨Cso i do what i do musically and will cont

Flames Will Flicker
We are not what we think we are, but, what we hear and see. For some strange reson fear is unescapeable here in the land of lust and hunny. Lost to some kind of desire almost over the choice but yet too blind to truely see what the truth may hide behind a gloved hand of doom. Like silence unchecked, spoken so loud that it explodes in my head like the sound of thousand tidile waves of blue rotten milk and l.s.d.25. Something looming now far ahead of us, but, as we find ourselfs closer to this system of consumption it becomes strangely comfortable. The more jaded our dimly lit eyes become in the shifting yellow light, the lighter our moods become. The right resons to fight a very wrong battle agianst none other than myself, almost a solo convention of superstition and angst. The silence speaks so much louder than your false words of careing hope and hurt justifide by nothing other than your need to control. Often times I sit and try to figure out how my thoughts have reached

Who Stays And Who Goes?
The way that I see it, I'd like to see the Royals get rid of Emil Brown(OF), David DeJesus(OF), John Buck(C), Jason LaRue(C), Reggie Sanders(OF), Mike Sweeney(DH), Ryan Shealy(1B) and Jorge De La Rosa(LHP).... As for those that I want to stick around: Joey Gathright(OF); Zack Greinke(RHP); Ross Gload(1B/OF); Mark Grudzielanek(2B); Alex Gordon(3B/1B); Gil Meche(RHP); Joakim Soria(RHP); Mark Teahen(RF); Billy Butler(DH/1B); Esteban German(IF/OF).... Those that I'm uncertain about: John Bale(LHP); Ryan Braun(RHP); Billy Buckner(RHP); Kyle Davies(RHP); Brandon Duckworth(RHP); Jimmy Gobble(LHP); Luke Hochevar(RHP); Neal Musser(LHP); Leo Nunez(RHP); Joel Peralta(RHP); David Riske(RHP); Tony Pena Jr.(SS); Shane Costa(OF).... Emil Brown was a vital part of our time 3 years ago because he was the best player that we had at the time....we were rebuilding and struggling with having any good players to compete against Major Leaguers....but now, we've got a new General Manager and Brown

Adult Questions That Im Not Afraid To Answer!!
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes there is!! 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? all the time is the best time! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? left side 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? chicken 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 7. Shower or bath? shower 8. Do you pee in the shower? Ummm NO 9. Mexican or Chinese food? Mexican food 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? i want one that is both 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? Yes 13. Love or money? Love 14. Do you use mostly Credit cards or cash? cash 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't ? Yes 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Camping 17.Vagina's???? I have one lol 18. Would you shave your entire body (including y