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OPAQUE INT. APARTMENT - NIGHT The large upscale apartment looks and feels empty. The smoke stained walls are the only reference to color in the otherwise drab interior. In the center of the room LEFTON MILES lies bleeding on the floor. The twenty-four year old professional nothing reaches across the glass coffee table that seperates him from his gun. LEFTON (to gun) I just wanted to see how you were doing. He snatches up the pistol. LEFTON (cont'd) I thought you were really going to do something that time. Flicking open the cylinder of the six-shooter wheel gun he examines the five remaining shells. LEFTON (cont'd) (whincing) It's the ones that get away that you miss the most. He snaps the gun shut. INT. APARTMENT - HALLWAY - NIGHT Down the long corridor the sound of running water es

I Am In Love:)
I have never felt this strongly for someone ever. It is like I am in a dream and I am going to wake up at any min. He is just so perfect and I am so afraid it is not real. I pinch myself everyday. I am the luckest woman alive. He makes me feel like a real woman. The intense converstion, the love making, the feelings I have never felt are coming out to him. He is my soulmate. I think I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. He loves my daughter to pieces. He loves my large messed up family. He loves me, every inch of all my imperfections, all my flaws. Everything.:) He is deff that one I am going to grow old with. I just am extrememly happy. I never want to feel saddness again.

Which Way Do I Go, George, Which Way Do I Go?
I had a conversation with someone last night who asked me an interesting question. He asked me if I believe in destiny...or fate. At the time, it was a difficult question to answer, but, after having the night to think it over, I've decided it's time for a rant...although it's not really a rant. It's more like...an explanation. What I believe is this: We each have a path...one that we are predestined to follow...but this path has twists and turns and every once in a while it forks. At these forks we are given a choice of which way to go and the way we choose determines our path from that point on. So really, what I believe in is sort of a mixture of fate and free will. Nothing is set in stone. We're not born to a future already completely mapped out for us. When we're children, the choices aren't ours. We have no control over which fork in the road we take. Our parents choose for us...sometimes badly. When we reach adulthood, our parents simply drop us off at the point they've br

Is It Superficial?
alright just to give you all an update, this started out as a simple observation on a couple of mums i had ran into on a couple of very common topics. i choose to add this to my blog because i found it a very interesting topic for discussion however i didnt want to crowd up MUM's with it, i just thought i would put it in my blogs to get feedback and opinions on it. so here we go Ok so peep this, only just yesterday, ( as always ) there was a mum basically asking guys about big girls vs skinny girls, plastic vs natural, and there are constant MUM's of this nature and in every discussion group known to mankind some form of the topic will come up. now what struck me as interesting is a MUM came up asking if age mattered or if it was just a number. now there was alot of response saying yes its just a number. but there was also a bit of response from people saying how they wouldnt date someone as old as their parent or as young as their child and of course with varrying opinions and

Soo..
Earlier today, Chase said he wanted me back, and asked me back. I said yes, but I can't help, but wonder if I did the wrong or right thing. On my last blog some girl left a comment saying that her and her ex husband are better friends then they are a couple. It got me thinking, because when Chase and I broke up we became really good friends. I opend up to him and I let him in. I told him everything, and he said that's all he wanted; was me to open up and let him in. What if I close? I'm terrfied what if he does what he done to me last time? It hurt so bad. And to make it clear he did not cheat on me. He told me he had feelings for another girl, and broke up with me for her. He said that if it's true love that he will come back to me, does this mean we are true love?

700 Mile Fencing In Texas
Grey@ CherryTAP has posted a blog that was very well written (and he felt that it needed to be shared) and I have offered the following as my response to his blog posting, Border Fences?, as I am no stranger to the topic: "One of the better written arguments for the border security. As a Texan, I am one of those that live within 250 miles of the border. I don't have a problem with the immigrants coming to the US to seek better education, jobs, and a way of life; it is just that they need to do it legally, albeit I understand that their process to apply costs more than what they make and is perceptually very expensive. What worries me more than the immigrants are the drug cartels waging wars right on our borders and putting the lives of those who have lived on the border in jeopardy. People talk about the wars of Iraq and other countries; if they only realized how close we actually are to various level of wars in our own backyard. It has been published about in many Texas ma

Whichofthexmenareyouquiz
You Are Cyclops Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyesWhich of the X-Men Are You?

This Is Some Funny Shit
OMFG!!!! ROFLMFAO!!!!! Cyber-Sex...... Thx Pat Body: Cybersex???? this is funny Body: Online computer users often engage in what is affectionately known as "Cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of Cybersex. Then again, maybe he does.... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart:

Oh The Holidays Happy Happy Joy Joy :))
Christmas just is not my favorite time of year! I love seeing family but the stress of it all gets to be to much! I want to get my kids the same things everyone else is getting! EGO! This year is not much different from all the others but yet its worse. I love living in Arizona but the summers can kill you if you don't have proper cooling system which guess what? I don't. Just my luck lol.. I have to keep a sense of humor about all this because other wise I would be getting very depressed. My first summer Bill hit me in May 298.00 and just kept going up another hundred every month. my last bill was oh about 500. and some thing. The heat here where I live can reach 130 NO Shit I'm not lieing! I have a car that doesn't have airconditioning the summers are hell lol but if you go fast enough its cool when your sweating your ass off !! I just kept working and if you know arizona or neveda for that matter the wages are not like you can earn in calif. Lets just say I make under

I Didn't Drink And Drive, So Why Am I The One To Die?
I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I drank soda instead I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, as everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, so responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road, the other car didn't see me, Mom, and hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, the other guy is drunk, Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay. I'm lying here dying, Mom.. I wish you'd get here soon. How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon. There is blood all around me, Mom, and most of it is mine. I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a

Hearts On Fire
Hearts on fire starts in eyes laughter, tears wishes, dreams we stand as one together we shine together we share as one we unite our love will stand through it all our hands intwinded our lives we live you and I as one ( another old poem)

It Never Fails
Why is it that when i finally get my money problems strait it starts all over again?! This is why I hate my life! Am I too nice for my own good? Because when iI try to help others I end up hurting myself. It's always gotta be like that doesn't it?! Just let me recevie a million dollars for no reason that the government can't tax me for, I would pay off all my bills, pay my rent atleast 2 months in advance and get myself a car that works. If only dreams could come true.

Nice
for anyone that is interested, i have some pics of britney spears and her naked "danger area"lol. they r real and i think they're hot. some papparazzi took them and he should get alot of money for em. i have an album in my pics with her pics in it. you all are welcome to stop by and rate em or leave a comment, but plz check out all my pics. L8

I'm A Sex Freak After I Brush My Teeth
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Memoirs Of A Woman Of Pleasure.....1
Madam, I sit down to give you an undeniable proof of my con- sidering your desires as indispensable orders. Ungracious then as the task may be, I shall recall to view those scan- dalous stages of my life, out of which I emerg'd, at length, to the enjoyment of every blessing in the power of love, health, and fortune to bestow; whilst yet in the flower of youth, and not too late to employ the leisure afforded me by great ease and affluence, to cultivate an understanding, naturally not a despicable one, and which had, even amidst the whirl of loose pleasures I had been tost in, exerted more observation on the characters and manners of the world than what is common to those of my unhappy profession, who looking on all thought or reflection as their capital enemy, keep it at as great a distance as they can, or destroy it without mercy. Hating, as I mortally do, all long unnecessary preface, I shall give you good quarter in this, and use no farther apology,

Application Approved
Well it finally happened On Nov 23 the Canadian AirForce finally called me with a job offer..was starting to think it would never come. I first started my application process 2 years ago and they kept giving me the run around..but finally its happened. As of Jan 8th i finally ship out and im ready too go. My first official duty is to get sworn in on Dec 18th. So now all that needs too happen is i need too start training so now starts the push-up and the running yay

Sounds Like Santa Has Pms...lol..
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur for Xmas. Iv ben a good boy all yeer. YeR FReND, JUaN Dear Juan, Nice spelling. You're on your way to being a career lawncare specialist. How 'bout I send you a book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger, at least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I've written you for three years now asking for a fire truck. Please, I really really want a fire truck this year! Love, Joey Dear Joey, Let me make it up to you. While you sleep, I'm gonna torch your house. You'll have more fire trucks than you'll know what to do with. Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do.

Haha One More For Today
Wife answers door to stranger A wife answers the door bell and a man asks her, "Lady, do you have a vagina?" and she slams the door shut. The next day the wife answers the door bell and its the same guy and he asks her, "Lady, do you have a vagina?" and she slams the door shut. The woman tells her husband about the guy and he says he will stay home from work the next day and this time she should tell the man she has a vagina and see what happens. The door bell rings, the woman answers the door, the man asks, "Lady do you have a vagina?" to which she says, "Yes, I do." The man then tells her, "Well then tell your husband to make use of it and stay away from my wife."

Gas Prices Around Here
just interested to know since I do lots of Traveling and all Y'all are from different areas of the world. What are you paying for Unleaded Regular gas in your Neck of the woods ??? (Use Gallons or Litres which ever applies.) Springfield, Mo. and surrounding areas - to as high as US$ $ 2.63 per Gallon

No One Would Miss Me..
I think Everyone Would rejoice and Be VERY happy IF i Was to Pull my Pics and move on!!! Seems every Other Day, I See someone On my list ... GONE!!!!! im starting to think this place isnt ALL its cracked Up to be!! I USED to have fun In here... now its getting boring.. but IF i do leave I will Miss everyone I got to know... and called U my Friend,and Some Of you Was Almost like family to Me.

Sex
Look I love sex; kind of rough sex; whip-cream, honey out hand cuff sex. Never wit out sex; all about sex; hard back shoots, pillow in the month sex. Deep stroke sex deep throat sex; ran around here like you dont need no sex. All sex; four play sex; your back on the wall in hall-way sex. Make me wait sex; 3rd date sex; just finish arguing, but have hate sex. Relax sex missionarry style; nails in my back sex, now that's sex. No hand sex; advance sex; why you come to my crib wearing pants sex. Unlikly sex; try me sex; you ganna fuck around and be wifey sex.

Things You Never Mean But Too Late Said.
Oh boy I totoally f***ed up my marriage. Last night I think the things I said were harsh and now he is acting shady. No matter what I'm happy cause I'm suppose to be but deep inside I feel nd empty.. Jenner I need you. I think i fucked up big time.

A Question Needing An Answer
If I told you that I would give myself to you wholely would you take me? If you were married, but still wanted me , and I told you I wanted you what would you do? If I told you I needed you would you care? If we were to finally make love, would you touch every part of me? or just get on and do it? If I wanted to hold your hand as we walked would you let me ? If we were out and another man asked me out would it make you jealious? If you were with me would you hold your head up high or would you be imbarrised to be seen with me? Would you try and give me anything and everything I needed or wanted or would you just let me get my own everything? If i give my everything to you if only for a day would you give your whole to me? If a guy says he cares does this mean (like ok ok baby tell her what she needs to hear to get her to shut up) or does it really mean he cares? Would you do anything at all to be with me? would you fly around the world, would you try to

Today I Wanna Say Thank You
Today i wanna say Thank you, For your friendship thru the years, For offering your support selflessly, When i needed someone to dry my tears, Today i wanna say Thank you, For you have given me so much of your time, When my world crashed down around me, It was you who convinced me things would be fine. Today i wanna say Thank you, For being able to understand, I never had to say a word, You knew just when to lend a hand, Today i wanna say Thank you, Thanks for your hope and belief in me, I'll be your strength when your down, I'll always have faith in your dreams. Today i wanna say Thank you, For the person that you are, I know one day that voice you've got, Will turn you into a star! Today i wanna say Thank you, I don't think i say it enough, You realise whats really important, When the road you walk is rough. Today i wanna say Thank you... I love you like a sister and you need to know, Today i wanna say Thank you... Cause we don't always have tomorrow

It's Raining Men - Seems The Waters Are A Tad Muddy
I've lost faith in men. Ok I never really HAD faith in men, but now it's more "official". Why is it the cute guy, who has a kid, and a wife feels the need to cheat? Well, I'll tell you why....cuz men (if nothing) are stupid. Fellas, please do not marry someone if you don't love them. Please don't marry someone "for the sake of the kids". These are the 2 biggest bullshit reasons for the M word to take place. First of all if you do marry someone for the sake of the kids, all they are gonna see is that mommy and daddy don't love each other. And chances are that if a man and woman don't love each other in marriage, they are mostly likely gonna cheat. Which then shows your child that cheating is ok. AGAIN - not the message we wanna send to our kids. You don't have to be married to your baby's momma, in order to be a dad. Remeber when you cheat you're not just cheating on you're wife. You're cheating on you're kid too. WoW, what's it like to cheat on 3 things (wife , kid, family) all at

Anger Personality Test
The anger personality quiz I took this quiz- The anger personality quizMy Result Was: You are more likely to have angry tiffs. You do not try much to suppress your anger. Try to control your temper. Take this quiz- The anger personality quiz

Chatting These Days
I remember years ago when I first rediscovered the computer and the age of chat, early 90's, and I realize I had needs at that time of my life and finding friends online and chatting and what night..wow... Now I sit just scrolling through Cherry tap, meeting some nice folks, trying to figure out how to work the 150 darn dials..LOL And some young 'thang' decides to come along and by his standards...pays Me a backhanded compliment.... yet...ignorantly...I ask what is MILF....and then he proceeds to continue...to tell Me..gasp..duh..I should have known better.. so here is My comment to young "thang" the next time you decide to pay an older gal, with greying hair a compliment, trying after the first time, seeings you have already stepped on your tongue, to be gracious enough to take the hint that your crude pick up line,that works for all the ladies in the bar, just ain't gonna get it... learn to READ BETWEEN the LINES? hmmm? Never know what the grey hair Lady might be into...perh

Eliminating The Concern Of Other People's Opinion Of One's Self
Eliminating the concern of other people's opinion of one's self Many people are sometimes concerned about how others percieve them. I know of many people who take great care of their image at their job. I know guys who are ready to fight because someone was looking at them in a wrong way. I witness some people who project a very strong image of themselves so they won’t be thought of as weak. One thing I know for sure is that no one has any control on how other people percieve them. Yet many people are concerned about what other people think. Or what would other people say. To me it appears to be the fear of losing respect from other people. And like many other fears, it may limit a person from making the correct decision, exploring possibilities, expressing themselves authentically and so on. It's true that a person's image is very important to them. People have been known to lie to protect it. People limit what they can do to avoid hurting it. People also have been kn

A Cautionary Tale
Interesting Marital Story Put Your Spouse First A while back I heard an interesting story from a woman concerning her first marriage. She married this man from Nigeria two years after dating him. It went okay for the first six months. Then the man's two brothers who were here illegally came to live with them even though they had recently had a child. The brothers would not work. Sure they could not work everywhere due to having to fill out applications and such but they could have earned cash cutting lawns, plastering, moving furniture, etc. Needless to say, the marriage began to be on the rocks. The wife wanted the brothers to leave but the husband would not make them. Eventually, after three years of enduring the mooching brothers, the wife left and got her own place. Without the wife's income, the husband was unable to continue to live where they had been living. He tried to live with relatives but they would have none of it. Eventually, he resorted to selling drugs. He

Two Songs For Victoria.
Victoria, my dear, these are for you. Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets Lyrics: u ne la nv i u we tsi i ga go yv he i hna quo tso sv wi yu lo se i ga gu yv ho nv a se no i u ne tse i i yu no du le nv ta li ne dv tsi lu tsi li u dv ne u ne tsv e lo ni gv ni li squa di ga lu tsv he i yu ni ga di da ye di go i a ni e lo hi gv u na da nv ti a ne hv do da ya nv hi li tsa sv hna quo ni go hi lv do hi wa ne he sdi Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets Lyrics: Cherokee Morning Song Wi Na De Ya Ho Wi Na De Ya Wi Na De Ya Ho Ho Ho Ho He Ya Ho

Personal
Hey guys, I’m Haley, I am going to the University of Florida for college I am the naughtiest, kinkiest, and definitely the horniest little girl around campus. I love being a bad girl. And I love getting caught being naughty just so I can get spanked. I love to have my tight little cunt fucked and sometimes I fuck myself until cum all over. My college teaher have been teaching me alot and I bet you can teach me to be the perfect little cocksucker. My hot little pussy is so wet. Once you taste this sweet little tight little pussy, you will never want to stop sucking on it. I am ready for anything guys, I am a naughty little college coed around campus that loves to be dominated by teachers. I am sure you can teach me to be a little slut. I am definitely into role-play, fetishes, girl-next-door, and many many more. Call me for Phone Sex 1-888-697-6557

"the Father On The Outside Looking In"
First of all, this is not to say that there aren't any "Deadbeat Dad's" out there. This is not to defend "All Fathers" either. I went through alot over the years trying to see my children. When I was able, I paid my child support, when I wasn't able...I went through hell. I was only married once, but I have three children with three different Mothers. I seldom got to see my kids when I was supposed to, weather I was paying support at the time or not. But when they had a date or big plans for the weekend, none of them hesitated to call and ask if I would like to see my kids. I never once said no. When I was allowed the "honor" of being with my kids, I always tried to let them know how much I cared. I had my side of the story, they had theirs. My children are grown now and on their own, they know the truth behind the myth's now. They all Love their Mother's and I wouldn't want it any other way. But I know that they Love me too, and that is the greatest feeling of

A Christmas Story,, Lol
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better. Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want compu

New Story
I was reading over some of my old, old shorts, and decided that I could, and should, start merging some into longer pieces...here is an example of what I've done. Xavier Pendragon and Pandora's Box He sat on the floor and watched her sleep. The bluish-gray moonlight that seeped in from her window draped across her face, giving her angelic visage an ethereal look. Her tiny mouth curled at the ends as she slept. “No doubt she was dreaming of puppies and kittens,” he thought. Xavier Pendragon wondered why he was so lucky to have such a lovely and beautiful daughter as Emily. And to have her so respectful and loving, even with the loss of her mother Nicole, only made Xavier wonder what the Fates had in store for him. But now was not the time to ponder that question. Now was the time to revel in Emily’s love and grace. He stood for a moment before walking to the window. He looked out onto the backyard, the moon’s glow casting an eerie shadow on the freshly fall

Friends...
I find every place i go I make new friends..I like cherry tap for that reason, I also have myspace.com, and 360 on yahoo and i have the most fun right here on cherry tap, so if your looking for nice people and loads of intersting things to do visit and stay awhile...val

Family
Well here goes all .. hehehe loves my Family dearly.. even the one on Line onez as well.. Love my Hubby for the rest of my live .. And I support him 100% in anything he does.. Even in Racin his dirt track.. I love racin Period. Love Nascar as well .. Dale Jr go get them next yr.. Your the Man ..

Death By Lies
Doomed to live this way day after day. Why can't this pain go away? Your still with him, I'm still alone Walking around this earth like a fucking drone Your words rip apart my soul.......my life The same way my skin splits between the knife Don't feel bad for me, Don't ever care Because when I end myself I dont want you to scream that this shit isnt fair You made my life this way with your greed, your corruption Fueling this fire to aid my erruption I will act normal and not show you its coming This time I will lure you into my TRAP You will think it's all normal until I SNAP Helpless you will be, then you can see what you have CREATED A demon from hell with desire to be HATED As he destoys you, two words he will chant... Never Again

Merry Christmas!!
First, I want all to know that you all are amazing, and I love you all to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Hey you all are sweet . Merry Christmas babys. Love ya Hope you, your family's and friends have a safe and happy holiday. MERRY CHRISTMAS!! JEFF :-) XOXOXO

Lol... Maybe I Am Just A Child
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan94%The Beast81%Sleeping Beauty75%Goofy75%Ariel50%Cinderella50%Pinocchio50%Snow White38%Donald Duck31%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Car Crash!!
T-Bone on a Friday night!! I was never hit so hard in my life. Green light go for me and red light apparentlty didn't stop for him!! My Scion Family came and took care of me! I guess all I can say is THANKS to My Scion Mafia family!!

Twas The Night Before Christmas Military Style
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

If You Like R&b/soul Check Out My Brother And Sister Inlaw Out
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=41620149&MyToken=4ee941ce-7755-4adb-827b-ae43fe20adde (This is E3) http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=25593494&MyToken=fb8e10ba-d820-4dec-b3f7-7c65ba1c0657 (This is Wendisue) They both write and produce their own music as well as work with others.....

Aftermath
I sit in darkness, Missing you, Wanting you. I'm haunted by your face. The softness of your kiss, Still remains on my lips. The falsehood of our love, A knife in my heart. The falling away, A knife in my back. The blood from these wounds, Flowing as tears from my eyes. The memory of you, And the thought of loss, Brings unending pain to my soul. So I turn my back to you, To dwell in the shadows, And bleed my sorrow away.

Memories
My mom told me there is a very good reason why God only blessed her with one daughter: she told me a sister/sister relationship serves as an exemplum of the most competitive relationship within the family. Blunty speaking, she says I was all the daughters she needed. She also mentioned that sisters, once they are grown, share the strongest of bonds. This symbolizes my friendship with Niya.B. Before I delve further, I must pay tribute to some of my most cherished friends, all of whom are pivotal in my life. These include Yvonne, Judy, Charles, Natalie and Liz and Jerome for the most part, and most recently Shai. I am sure I am forgetting some essential individuals, but blame it on a temporary memory lapse. AOP summer, Natalie was the best roommate ever, always smiling and respectful of my privacy. This came in handy when my grandmother died. She did not pressure me to express my feelings on the subject, nor did she ignore my pain. Moreover, Natalie is the one who first introduced me

What The Hell!!
I just got a visit from someone who is a ninja cherry (19). On her profile name was this "Become my fan and rate my profile before to become my friend." Now what the hell is that. If I want to rate you, add you, or become a fan, by damnit I will do it. Don't make it a stipulation for me to come and visit your page....all that means to me is your a points whore and I don't have time for that shit. One of her pic folders was named, Points Count So Rate Me High. GOOD FUCKING GOD is that all people think about these days...I didn't come here to make Cherry God or what ever in the hell Baby J is. I came here to make friends and talk. To see my friends Pictures and share some of mine that I like. I have been on the level that I am at right now for 6 fuckin months....Points really don't mean shit if you are looking for friendship! I sure hope some of these people get a frickin life and a clue and finally figure out that this isn't a competion. To you my dear friends that talk to me

My Love
my love runs deeper than the depths of the ocean- further past the lengths of the sea it trickles down crystal water flowing gently nearby a stream Buried at PhotoCasket.com my love flys higher than the wings of a golden eagle across the clouds in flight looking down upon land in hopes of safely dodging twilight Buried at PhotoCasket.com my love burns fiery than the core of the earth hotter than the sun further past the galaxy in knowing your the one... Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Vote For Me By Leaving A Comment!!!
The Sexiest Eyes Contest!! Vote for me by leaving a comment!!! I entered this contest for the sexiest eyes! Just click on this link to my picture and leave me a comment. The one with the most comments at the end wins! I just started so i have a whole lot of catching up to do. Comment as much as you like. They all count:) I need everyone's support! Thanks :)

Hedges Of Hearts(bam Bam) I Shoot Them Down For You
I line there hearts down a trail, that I follow; some broken and tattered others big and powered. I try to love everyone and stay sane. My mind races as another is lined up. So many more to go. I want to hold and love; cherish and keep them all. But I slowly knock them down knowing I can't. I see the holes I pierce they start to glow, I can't stop the tears from falling I can't stop the flow. I started to fall apart and each one picked me back up, even when I had knocked them down. I didn't want to be that person. I didn't want to hurt them at all. I watched them cry and confess there love; but my heart was sworn for another. Stolen for another. For only one can have me; own me; be part of me. I shatter more because I know I'm the cause of pain, those tears that silly names that ring like bells. I get hit with hails of emotions that drown me into the wicked sea's, that teach me the lesson, I never learn. I try to dig my hands into them

A Tribute To Idiots
Everything that leaves my lips, whether it's inteded to be or not, has a tendancy to sound rude, or so it seems. Having said that, should you find the thoughts herein to be harsh, keep in mind it's purely unintentional. I'm just being my straightforward self. I drive approximately 40 minutes to work every day, roughly 1/3 of the drive being 4 lane highway and 1/3 in heavy traffic. Which, in minutes, equals 13.3333333... Not an abundant amount of time but sufficient for the purpose I choose to use it today. If you find yourself thinking, "I did that the other day, or an hour ago" you might want to pay close attention to what I have to say, I'm writing this for you. And for me so I don't have to spend more time writing similar material. I'm driving on the highway, cruise is set to 75, listening to my music. A van passes me, which is fine. They must be in a bigger hurry than I am. I continue driving and a couple minutes later I start to catch up to the van again. Ok,

Bah
I got a wicked Kidney Infection kickin my ass the past few days guys, I know i made plans with some of you but bah....Plus for some fucked up reason bubble baths make them worse, i knew that and did it anyway... like the one time i take one in years and ...well bah.

Time Is Running Out- Need Your Love!!
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments!!! Contest ends Monday!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Guess What I Did This Semester????????
Ok going to warn you abou this blog. =) So I decided to check grades today online- didnt think they would be posted til later this week... but they were up.. Guess what.. I got a 4.0. *WOOT* Ok yea i know that is really cheesy and nerdy- but i work pretty hard at getting good grades. And managed to get 5 A's this semester. Just letting everyone know, since alot of you message and find that I am doing homework or in class.... I wasnt lying.. i really am a nerd. Well let you go read something not so self-centered... but just wanted to let all my friends know because I really am SHOCKED. Like there is one class that I almost want to email the teacher and ask if there was a curve or if she misgraded the final lol.

Guy Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ________

My First And Only Holiday Season Without Mykids
Well I made it through Thanksgiving without my kids and it was so hard on me, not being able to share that day with my kids. And now Christmas is here and I have to get through that day too. I know that it is going to be a sad time for me right now not only because of my kids but also this time of the year has meant lose for me too I lost my dad on Dec.17th 1994 and then on Dec.21st 2004 I lost my older brother Jimmy. And CHristmas time is about family and right now I have no family here with me.I have Adam and thats just about it but this is also a hard time of the year for him. So I let him deal with that. While I find a way to deal with mine, and anyone who knows me knows I don't deal with things well at all. To be held and told everything is going to be ok is what I really need right now.But I don't know if that will happen when I need it the most.Which is right now. I am so emotional about this situation. Even though I know they will be here within the next few months it still doe

Ewww
I can't decide what is worse. Poop all over your 3 and a half year old's butt and undies that is the consistency of Boudreaux's Butt Paste....OR the little hard balls of poop that used to roll out of her diaper all over the place when she was younger. I'm gonna go yack now. I'll be back...

Bedtime Poems --for Big Kids
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men.. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and made them cry. And when the boys came out to play, He kissed them too 'cause he was gay. There was a little girl who had a little curl Right in the middle of her forehead. When she was good, she was very, very good. But when she was bad........ She got a fur coat, j

Drunk Dialing Rules
Drunk Dialing Rules..... 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Example: "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your ex's and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You c

Happy Holidays To All
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Gaming (hobowars)
Tha sweet. I have been looking for an interesting online game that is browser-based, and hobowars is pretty freakin' cool. Don't get me wrong, there's the whole matter of running out of energy and having to wait a long time to do anything else (like 5 hours), and the whole thing of learning the system, but if you just want a 2-3 plays per day game, hellz yeah. Try it out (always free to play) at HoboWars.com @};~ NiZ

The Island
I picked up this movie just because of the highway chase scene. I thought it was a good movie with a decent plot line and not much predictability. Rotten tomatoes scored it at 40% though I would put it about 70-75% myself. Any higher and I would have bought the movie on DVD.

Poetry((emotions))
Emotions comsume me. My face for the world to see. Happy and sadness included. Filled with emotions make me deluded. Why did god make us this way? Not knowing how to feel each day. my mind seems to wander. But only of life does it ponder. Should i be narrow and straight. Not knowing the outcome of my fate. Should i live or should i die. Would i be welcome home in the sky. Drugs seem to take it away. Till i am sober the next day. Cutting to see myself bleed. Seems to come as a need. Away to stop the hurt inside. Away for me to run and hide. Just when you think you have it together. You flip and change just like the weather. When people get close i push them away from me. The pain and sorrow i shelter them to see. All of the things that are inside. All of the things i try to hide. Life seems so bitter and slow. When you dont know where to go. A life full of nothing but pain. A life of a dead soul with nothing to gain. written by lady of kaos

Merry Christmas
My Christmas wishes fly to you, Like lovely snowflakes from the blue, Spilling gently from my heart, Falling softly through the dark, Until they find your candlelight, Through whispering winds that sing of night. May peace and joy wrap you in, Blankets of love, where hope has been. And may your kind and gentle ways, Be blessed with happy, peaceful days, Becoming more beautiful with every thought, Like every flake the earth has caught. Merry Christmas.....

Bloodz!
A$HES 2 A$HES DU$T 2 DU$T IN BLOOD WE TRUST. IN CKRABZ WE BUST. IF U KILL A CKRAB YOU WIN A PRIZE IF U KILL A BLOOD YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIE$ AND REMEMBER BLUE BIRD$ CANT FLY DA RED BLOODY HELL 5 POPPIN*6DROPPIN* 5 FLYIN*6DYIN* 5 PIMPIN* 6 LIMPIN* 5 BU"KIN* 6 DU"KIN 5 "KOMAIN* 6 RUNNIN* 5 FLAGGIN* 6 DRAGGIN* 5 RIPPIN* 6 DRIPPIN* LET IT RAIN,LET IT DRIP BU$T A CKRAB IN DA LIP LET IT FALL,LET EM TRIP FLIP DA CLIP AND DROP A CRIP BLOODS ARE RED CKRABS ARE FLUE DIsRE$PECT MY $ET AND WE COMIN FO U

New Apartment
A young man moved into a new apartment on his own, and went to the lobby to put his name on his mailbox. While there, an attractive young lady came out of the apartment next to the mailboxes wearing a robe. The boy smiled at the young woman and she started a conversation with him. As they talked, her robe slipped open, and it was obvious that she had nothing else on. The poor kid broke into a sweat trying to maintain eye contact. After a few minutes, she placed her hand on his arm and said, "Let's go to my apartment, I hear someone coming." He followed her into her apartment; she closed the door and leaned against it, allowing her robe to fall off completely. Now nude, she purred at him, "What would you say is my best feature?" Flustered and embarrassed, he finally squeaked, "It's got to be your ears!" Astounded, and a little hurt she asked, "My ears? Look at these breasts; they are full and 100% natural! I work out every day! My butt is firm and solid! Look a

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Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

And It Ended 5/17/2006
Yes The tropical night embraces Sticky sweet and lingering Native insects circle swirling Whirring in the breeze Leaning on the rail His scent weighs heavy Rising from his shoulders Natural and so male His naked chest rises Heaving with each breath Pierced protruding nipples glint Winking with the moonlight His eyes squint serious Peering toward the distance Change is in the air Seeping from the seams In silence our connection deepens Guarding against the world We two standing together This moment must be the test He turns to me My bare feet planted firm He takes my waist And my arm Something’s happening I feel it too It lies behind his eyes Travels to his tongue He crouches to one knee Right there before me My mind’s puzzled The obvious it denies My own breath is stifled I feel a tear in my eye He fingers my skirt Playing with the hem A devious smile flashes And then he digs in His tongu

Need Some Love For Mr. Chugg!!!
Ladies and Gentlemen, This is my friend Mr. Chuggler... who through no fault of his own O:-) lost his CherryTap account recently. Being the Awesome Cherrytapper that he is... Snicker... he has come back and is starting again. Let's give him some love and I know he will return it. Dump some 10s on him... He was at Level 9... but now is a 2... snicker. Pimp him out to your friends as well...

Thoughts On A Little Question...
Is sex over rated? Should I always expect more, or go in with no expectations, or set high expectations? A friend asked the above questions in a blog of his. I'm thinking on a response... There is much here that is not so evident.... Thoughts? I've been playing around with this question for a bit of time and finally I decided to freestyle it. Heck NO ~ Sex Is Not Overrated! Your expectations are only limited by what you go in with and obviously the experience of your partner. I'm not down with one night stands, so I'm going with long~term relationships in mind. The better you know someone the better your chances are of pleasuring him or her and having your needs fulfilled. There are many firsts, beyond the traditional virginity, if you have chosen wisely, there will be very few boundaries as to what happens in the bedroom. From a woman’s perspective, making love starts way before you ever get to that point, “Seduce my mind Suga and the rest will follow.” Hugs & Suga's..

End Of Year Prayer
This minister has guts!! > > Thought you might enjoy this interesting prayer given in Kansas at > the opening session of their Senate. It seems prayer still upsets > some people. When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new > session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual > generalities, but this is what they heard: > > > "Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness > and to seek your direction and guidance. > > We know Your Word says, 'Woe to those who call evil good,' but that > is exactly what we have done. > > We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. > > > We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. > > We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. > > We have killed our unborn and called it choice. > > We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. > > We have neglec

Life Sucks...part 2
Why did it not come with an instruction manual? Why is it that whenever you want to do things for yourself, it might hurt other people’s feelings? Why is love so complicated? And is it real? What really attracts people to each other? Why don’t they make marriage license renewable like drivers license? And why is it that everytime I start working on something that could be a damn good thing...i go and say or do something that screws it all up.

Lusting 4 A Lover
The Lovers Moon It was the night of the full moon some called it the lovers moon. She was beauty a goddess dressed in the color of the night. Dressed in black So sexy, so sensual, She was a goddess of desire a goddess of the night. Longing and aching like he did to share herself with someone on this night. This night of the lovers moon. Her lips painted a sensual and seductive shade of red. He had waited patiently for her. He walked in the shadows of the night. She could feel him she could feel his passion and taste his lust. She met him in a hotels courtyard the full moon shining its light down on them. The Goddess and her lover standing before one another finally. Under the Lovers moon. She wore a black dress that fit to the curves of her body. She wore sexy black thigh high stockings and black heals. She could feel his heat grow stronger. The fires of his passion burning more intensely. Tonight they would find and feel their destiny together. Their bodies drawn close. Their lips eve

Long One
ABOUT YOU Your full name:: Laura Height:: 5'6" Natural hair color:: Deep, radiant red Eye color:: Green Number of siblings:: 2 sisters, 1 brother, all younger Glasses/contacts?:: rose colored glasses Piercings:: 2 ears Tattoos:: Naw, couldn't ever get up the courage Braces?:: Should have had them, now just need teeth fixed FAVORITE Color:: PURPLE Band:: Journey Song:: Too many to count Stuffed animal:: My singing light up Christmoose Video game:: Doom II TV show:: House Movie:: None in particular Book:: Left Behind Food:: Chocolate Game on a cell phone:: don't have ne Flower:: Black roses Scent:: Musk Animal:: horses Cereal:: Super Sugar Crisp Website:: CherryTap DO YOU Play an instrument?:: Does my voice count? Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: like i count Like to sing?:: Most certainly Have a job?:: For the moment Have a cell phone?:: My lifeline Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Shhh... don't tell my husband...JK Have a crush on someone?:: I

For Children Who Were Broken #7
The journey is not so lonely, As in the past it's been.... More of us are strong, Enough to let the growth begin.... But while were climbing up the mountain We need everything we've got, To face the adults we have become, And all that we are not.... So when you see us weary, From the day's interal climb.... When we find fault with your best efforts, Or treat imperfection as purposful crime.... When you see our quick defenses, our efforts to control, Our readiness to form a plan of unrealistic goals....When we run into a conflit, And fight to the bitter end, REMEMBER.......WE THINK THAT WINNING MEANS WE WON'T BE HURT AGAIN!!!!!!!

Over
How much time has gone by, Since you said goodbye. I cried the night you said goodbye, You thought I'd die. I did what I had to do, To try and get myself over you. You walked away, Because you decided to stray. And you think you can try and walk back in my life, You think that I wont try and put up a fight. You said all you have to say, Not that it mattered to me anyway. There was a time, were you were everything of mine. Ive heard it all before, Im not listening anymore. Am I getting threw to you, I'll do anything to get myself over you. Copyright ©2007 Jennifer

Devil's Pimping Gift Giveaway
This is a Big Pimping Gift Give Away, there is no time limit to how long it takes you got get the comments for which ever prize your going after. Everyone Welcome. The prizes will be as follows. Mens Bracelet- 1,500 comments Diamond Earrings-2,000 comments Platinum Cherry-2,000 comments Mens Ring- 4,000 comments Diamond Ring-4,000 comments Rolex-5,000 comments Silver Motorcycle-10,000 comments Tropical Vacation-15,000 comments Corvette-20,000 comments Porsche-25,000 comments Yacht-50,000 comments ***IF YOU WANT TO ENTER, SEND ME A PRIVATE MSG *** With this Said Please get those Pic links to me. Any and all Welcome ~Devil In Cuffs~PrisonBreak Fan~ The Pimping Give Away Contest Is OPEN get those votes in Happy New@ CherryTAP

3 Years Today... Love You Mom
Mom, Well here it is again, Jan 4th, the day I hate the most. It's 10:15am... I can still hear the phone that rang 3 years ago at this time. How Dad could only say... "Tom your Mom's down and the paramedics are here. It's not good get over here now." I barely remember running down the stair to the garage and getting in the car. How I drove I don't even know but I got there. Just in time to see the paramedics walk out with their equipment.It was over before it even started. Boy was I pissed at God that day and for some time afterwards. I've long since forgiven him... kind of funny too. A little guy like me thinking I have any right to tell God I forgive him. I truly believe though he understands how I felt and what I mean so I'm not too worried. I still have a hard time stopping by your grave to see you. I'm sorry for that. I guess part of me is holding onto that tiniest thread of denial. You know if I don't see you there then I can fool myself that you aren't gone. Well

Ya Know What Pisses Me Off
i just sat here and i looked at all the true friends i have, what do i mean, well you see everybody say rate me, add me, and rate my pics, ill be dammned i have over 90 friends and how many of them took the time to rate my pics, i can count on one hand how many and id gladly rate my friends as well, but damnit people dont expect me to rate your pics after the first time, if you cant return the favor...im soory if i sound rash but how many of you think the same way i do? to those who are my true friends let me know when you have a update and i'll def show you the love..by rating and giving you the tens you deserve,

*jason Piper.. 2a T!!*
++LINKIN PARK: HIT THE FLOOR++ There are just too many times when people try to put their trust in me Wondering when I think of you well I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I held on but when I didnt you push away Afraid to say what is wrong and right, afraid to say what I need to say Too many things that you say about me when Im not around You think you have the upper hand and you got to put me down Well I got so many sad thoughts of you its about as much as I can stand So I wait till the upper hand is mine One minute youre up top (you better not want to draw) Making a rough start (just before you hit the floor) One minute youre up top (you better not miss a shot) Making a rough start (you think you won) And then its all gone So many people like me that put so much trust in all the lies So concerned with better things and just say what we feel inside So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long All of those and all they want is to feel

Shitty Oakland Raiders
Well, Al Davis and his fine art of hiring shitty or re-treaded coaches has managed to lose another one as Art Shell steps down. First off, who didn't see this coming. Secondly, Al Davis has to find something for Shell to do to live out the remainder of his contract, because you know his cheap ass ain't going to let Shell walk with that money. "Art Shell will be kept on as a valuable member of the Raiders Organization." WHAT THE FUCK! Art Shell will be scrubbing toilets in the locker room for another year. Thank you Al for being a source of pleasure for me in an otherwise dismal world. Without your stupidity and the fact that you look like the Crypt Keeper, why I don't think I could go on. Fucking moron. Money has it that Porter and Moss are next to go. Any takers?

I Need Some Help
ok everyone i need some help getting up a level it wont let me put anymore pics on until i do and i still need 4,000 points!!!! stop by and drop me some love i will be sure to do the same!!!Thanks

Sleeping Over At His Place
Michael Gurian, author of what could he be thinking? Offers tips on what you should do when spending the weekend at your guy's apartment. 1. RESPECT HIS TURF. Ask before tossing anything useless of his. 2. ABIDE BY HIS BED RULES. Don't sulk if he won't cuddle all night he's probably just hot. 3. DON'T FREAK If he tunes you out at some point. Men detach to recharge. Wish I knew this when I was about 18. LOLO>>>>

Sometimes
SOMETIMES I THINK IM LOOSING MY MIND. I FEEL THE WALLS CIRCLE AROUND ME AND I FEEL TRAPPED. NO WAY TO ESCAPE. I WANT TO RUN BUT JUST KEEP GOING AROUND CIRCLES THAT SEEM ENDLESS. I FALL DOWN FROM EXHAUSTION LOOKING UP WONDERING WHY THE DAY HAS TURNNED TO NIGHT SO QUICKLY AND WHY THE SUNSHINE IN MY LIFE IS NOW REPLACED WITH SUCH BITTER COLD. I AM ALONE. I FEEL FORSAKEN. I TRY TO GET UP BUT ONLY TO FALL ONCE MORE. REACHING OUT FOR A HAND TO HELP ME TO MY FEET BUT TO FIND IT REPLACED BY HANDS SHOVING ME DOWN, AND THE FACES ALL LAUGHING. MY DOOR OPENS, SUDDENLY YOU APPEAR INTO THIS DARKNESS BRINGING ME LIGHT, HOLDING MY HAND HELPING ME TO WALK THE PATH INTO RECOVERY FROM THE TORMENTED LIFE I WAS LIVING. A SMILE CROSSES YOUR FACE AS YOU SILENTLY SAY YOU LOVE ME. THE CIRCLE IS NOW REPLACED BY A PATH FULL OF LOVE AND BEAUTY. IT HAS FINALLY HAPPENED. I HAVE YOU. NEVER TO LET GO. SURROUNDED BY THE LOVE THAT ONLY YOU BRING.PLEASING YOU AND THANKING YOU DAILY FOR THE LOVE THAT YOU H

Trying To Level Up.
Well, this is kind of humorous in a way. My first blog entry is merely an attempt to raise cherry points so that I can reach level 10. Currently I need only 5 more levels but the points I've gained thus far built up very slowly. 1 point per comment, pfft. I've added everyone in Rockford and surrounding towns to my friend list. I figure I'd eventually make a Rockford chat room of sorts for area people to chat amongst themselves. Who knows, maybe me and or my wife will make a couple new friends in the area. Well, maybe I'll write more later. -J

Erotic Thoughts-marked---
I HAD MET HIM ONLINE...HE WAS WHAT DREAMS WERE MADE OF.A BEAUTY OF A MAN THAT SHARED MY TASTE FOR BLOOD.....WE WENT TO THE MOTEL,TALKED AWHILE, HE KISSED ME...I NEVER WANTED HIM TO STOP!,...THEN HE TOOK OUT A KNIFE,MY NIPPLES HARDENED AT THE SIGHT!,...RUN IT ROUND MY NECK,THEN SLICED HIS FINGER TO BLEED.,PUT IT TO MY LIPS,YEZ HE TASTED GOOD!,...THEN HE KISSES ME AGAIN AND SAYS NOW YOU POISON!,..SO I DID..I SLICED MY FINGER AND RAN IT OVER HIS SEXY ASS LIPS,AND HE LUVED IT!!!HE WAS MINE AND I WANTED TO BRAND HIM NOW!!URE OF MY BLOOD AND I YOURZ I SHALL MARK U!!I TAKE MY NAILS RUNNING THEM DEEP INSIDE HIS BEAUTIFUL FLESH,...NOW ME MY BEAUTY,NOW ME!!,.......

My So-called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

7 Dangerous Drug Mistakes
From: smoke20fan (enemy combatant) Date: Jan 7 2007 5:56 PM Thanks to: Cuter than Kitten Britches Enemy Combatant barbara Do Not Give Up Hope USA Date: Jan 6 2007 1:40 PM Original page: http://www.webmd.com/content/Article/128/116897.htm Experts explain the dangers of mixing drugs, not checking labels, and other common drug mistakes. By Kathleen Doheny WebMD Feature Reviewed By Louise Chang, MD The football player Terrell Owens blamed his recent trip to the hospital on a bad mix of painkillers and a supplement. The son of Anna Nicole Smith reportedly died with a mixture of the antidepressants Lexapro and Zoloft and the drug methadone in his system. The veracity of these incidents is yet to be determined. But the danger of mixing drugs, supplements, and/or alcohol is very real. At least 1.5 million people in the U.S. are harmed annually by medication errors, according to a report issued in July 2006 by the Institute of Medicine. Reducing your ris

You Make Me
You make me feel so happy whenever I'm with you. You make me feel so special- This love's too good to be true. I've never met anyone as lovely as you, You've changed my life so much. I've never been this happy before, I'm longing for your touch. I don't want to wait anymore My heart is liking love. Whenever I am with you I feel so high above. If I could have it my way We would never be apart. And I do have it my way, 'Cuz you're in my heart. I never want to let you go I want you there forever. We two, standing side by side, We'll make it there together.

Spread The Stupidity
Only in America .....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America .....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America .....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America .....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America .....do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America .....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth close

Summary Of My Computer For 2006 Read Get A Laugh U May Have The Same Summary I Do Lmao
SUMMARY OF THIS LAST YEAR ON MY COMPUTER: D.L.C. I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have an y savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have le

Well......
Well... I am outta here to get ready for my b-day party soon and going to my friend's house to get things ready and get myself prepare for nice longgggggggggg party hardy and two bars in one day woohoooo going to love it hehehehehe ;-) My big thanks to Shellbbw, Simply Me , Jadez and Evilbratybitch for the birthday gift and I will return a favour when I see your b-day comin up soon or later and once again thanks muahhhzzzz ladies ;-)

Jesus Was Way Cool!
Jesus was way cool Everybody liked Jesus Everybody wanted to hang out with him Anything he wanted to do he did He turned water into wine And if he wanted to He could have turned wheat into marijuana Or sugar into cocaine Or vitamin pills into amphetamines If you were blind or lame You just went to Jesus And he would put his hands on you And you would be healed That's so cool He couldve played guitar better than Hendrix He couldve told the future He couldve baked the most delicious cake in the world Jesus couldve been funnier than any comedian you can think of Jesus was way cool He told people to eat his body and drink his blood Thats so cool But then some people got jealous of how cool he was So they killed him But then he rose from the dead, danced around Then went up to heaven I mean thats so cool Jesus was so cool No wonder there are so many Christians

Zen And The Art Of Anarchy
"Do be do be dooo." --Frank Sinatra ZEN ANARCHISTS by King Mob Scholar warriors. Warrior priests and poets. That's what they were called in feudal Japan -- Zen practitioners of learning and warfare. Cultured destroyers, enlightened fighters. Can it be any different with us? Postmodern jargon-junkies call ideologies (aka, "isms") like anarchism "emancipatory metanarratives" -- can you believe that? What the fuck does that mean, anyway? I'll tell you: it means systems of belief no different from what came before: BELIEVE IN X, AND YOU WILL BE FREE. YOU WILL REACH PARADISE. Most isms are full of it, and some would say anarchism is, too. Can't be done. Impossible. Utopian. A crack-pipe dream. Pie-inna-sky. Fuck that. Fuck Paradise. Make your own damned Paradise, or make none at all. Anarchism's bigger than that. Now, you're wondering, "what the hell are you talkin' about?" So I'll tellya. The way of the scholar warrior offers insight. To appreciate anarchism, we must become e

Take The Test And See What Your Made Of !
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Another Little Johnny Joke!
Little Johnny walked into his dad's bedroom one day only catch him sitting on the side of his bed sliding a condom onto his dick in preparation of fucking his wife. Johnny's father in attempt to hide his full erection with a condom on it bent over as if to look under the bed. Little Johnny asked curiously "What ya doin' dad?" His father qiuckly replied "I thought I saw a rat go underneath the bed.", to which Little Johnny replied "What ya gonna do, fuck him?"

Frozen
ok so im wondering how long im gonna have water tonight. i just got the water lines thawed out from freezing earlier tonight. its -8 dgrees with the wind chill at -27 degrees, and its supposed to be even colder this weekend. we have not had the snow we need to insulate the ground like we should and the frost level is getting lower so i bet its not gonna be long before the water main freezes.... im so ready for summer.... or a vacation until summer. any ideas of where i should go???? lol

Tears Just Happen In This Relationship
You tell false words, you speak lies, and you are full of deciet. You see that it hurts but you still do it because you can. You look at me with a blank expression and dont know why, and you never have. You just stand there as confused as I am. Yes, what goes around comes around but im not that type baby. Everyday I hurt becuase of what came my way, but I keep prayin that you will help make it dissapear. I am not your mother and ill never be her so take those shades off your eyes and see the real me in the flesh. Im not your ex or you peace of pussy, Im not the girl at work and im not the one on the corner. I am the woman in your bed, the woman in your kitchen, the woman in your heart and I am strong. There is never an explination and I have accepted that because I had no other choice, or maybe I just choose to hurt myself through you. Maybe im that blind to think you have changed overnight, maybe u are after other things, and u just look me in the eyes and say its different.

New Arrival
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 New Arrival Current mood: cheerful Category: Life I always wanted to be a mother. The more the merrier. I was blessed with two beautiful daughters. I loved being a mom and tried hard to be a good one. I am sure i made some mistakes along the way but I did try. In 2000, I was blessed with a wonderful granddaughter who has been the light of my life. She is smart and full of a loving spirit. July 2, 2206 I was blessed with a new grandson, born 5 weeks to early. He has spend some time in nicu but he is a strong spirit like his big sister. He is making progress everyday. I cant wait to see him come home and I can spoil him rotten.... HEY its MY JOB....lol Mom and Dad do the discipline, I DO THE SPOILING....heheheh I ask only for prayers that he will grow strong and come home to us soon.

So Here I Sit And Ponder...
Now this is where you will see me at my best. My mind has no limits at this point. I create the orgasm that will make you tremble until the wave washes you ashore. I am God right now. And you can not take this away from me. You will listen and pay attention. You will obey my every word without hesitation. If you fail to obey there will be consequences. And please do not apologize, it only makes it worse. To my point. If there was a reason to care for me would you acknowledge it? Or would you wait around until you felt comfortable in your own skin at the risk of losing? Would you be upset if I died tonight and you never had the chance to speak to me as you want to? Or am I just insane to think that this moral train of thouhgt is even inside you? Now. Me being the person I am, my words conflict and I know this. And I also know that whoever will read this will wonder who this is directed to. This is in no way in a compass. There is no north or south. This is for anyone. And als

Relationships
why is it when you find a nice sweet girl they are either a nice sweet girl or a total physco? i have a a few relationship and i know i am far from perfect but it seems when i am with a good girl they will do something like treat me like a kid and tell me what to do and when. Yet when i find the wrong girl it still seem right yet i kept getting walked all over. dame it seems to be so hit or mis with finding someone you mesh with. well tell me what you think.

Merry Go Round
ever wonder why it is that one must go thru so much heart ache and stress to survive? always the people who need help, can't get it and those that really don't need it seem to get it. a stuck revolving door.

Random Thought
Billie Holiday awakes from a long night of drug induced satisfaction with a hangover of stifled emotions. A train wreck smashing through the back secluded walls of your mind. Question life's choices and you have no hand in the matter. Things begin to suddenly come together to only have your heart ripped out through your mouth. A girl that was raped, sitting in the corner of a room with razors for thoughts. Just when all your romantic dreams come true the reality slaps you in the face and you wake up in the middle of a TV show about dysfunctional families. Betrayed by yourself to save the faith of your new born enemies that were once friends. Mistaken game of Russian Roulette turned on your close family. A soundtrack of evolution to your inner downfalls of revolution. Achievements & Failures. Happy now! Currently listening : Not Fucked Enough By The Reatards Release date: By 27 September, 2005

Sex
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Flirting
I love to flirt online....but I am 100% faithful to my wife. Just thought I'd put that out there, oh, and that doesn't mean I don't want to see your boobies...I DO! LOL I just don't want to meet for sex, well..... unless you're really good and can talk my wife into it! LMAO

All Purpose Chant
All Purpose Chant "Witches power burning bright, tarot, rune and blade, Charge the spell, enfilled with might, here and now the magick’s made. Wave and tree, hedge and flame Strength of the elements gather here, to bless this work and charge it well, to complete the spell now far or near. Mystic Moon, send your power here this way, Gracious Lady, bless this charge that I lay Powers that are, powers that be, gather round this spell I cast, empower my working three times three, send it forth to see it last! So is my will, so mote it be!"

The Hike (alternate Ending By My Muse)
My muse, thoughtful, giving lover that she is, suggested an alternate ending to The Hike. So here is the alternate version in toto. It is a beautiful day in the Pacific Northwest. We arrive at the park, unload our picnic basket and set out on our hike to the falls. You are wearing a tight fitting tank top that hugs your delicious curves, and very short shorts, which when climbing up hills reveal a tantalizing tease of your gorgeous ass. I am wearing a tight fitting t-shirt and khaki, somewhat worn shorts. We walk through the forest talking, holding hands, dazzled by the beauty of our surroundings and the soothing sound of the creek trickling beneath us. The sun is shining through the dense pine trees forming glittering pools of light on the forest floor. As we are climbing a particularly steep hill you lose your footing and topple backwards. I catch you and "accidentally" cup your beautiful, perky breasts while trying to help you up. I can feel your nipples harden under the fa

The Celestine Prophecy
My best friend just lent me a book today, and I sat down and read it cover to cover without even taking a pee break, it kept my attention so rapt. It's called the Celestine Prophecy, by James Redfield. a work of "fiction", It explores a new sense of...spirituality, I guess. It's about an ancient manuscript that was unearthed in Peru, and it delves into nine insight of life, insights that every human on earth is predicted to grasp 'sequentially' (word used a lot in this book) from insight to insight to insight and so on. first it deals with the restlessness each human feels, the unexplainable want to do something, they just don't know what it is, and it goes into the coincedences of life, how sometimes they really do feel like destiny, like deja vu, and how they really may mean something. seriously, if ever there was a last book to be read on earth, it is this one. Celestine Prophecy has literally changed my life and the way I see the world. It's given me a new source of comfort in my

U Can Support The Troops But Hate The War
I feel I have remained silent long enough. This is for our troops. I am sick and tired hearing it said that if you want to bring the troops home you must hate the troops and the country. I'm here to set the record straight. I was in the Marine Corps from 1976-1980. I volunteered and was proud to serve my country.I am still very proud of those who are on the battle field. That is why I want to see you come home without being in a flag covered coffin. Very few would have said a word if we stuck with Afganistan, and that is the world over. But Iraq has been lies after lies and good soldiers are paying the price. The Government has seen you as nothing but numbers. I see you as people. People with husbands, wives, children, mothers and fathers. I see you kissing your spouse, hugging your parents and watching you kids grow. But I now also see you getting killed. More of you have died than on 9/11 and for what? LIES! You have tried to make the best of a bad situation by helping the people dir

The Best Living Will I've Seen
I, (insert name here), being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: Glass of wine chocolate Margarita chocolate Martini Cold Beer chocolate Chicken fried steak cream gravy chocolate Mexican food chocolate French fries chocolate Pizza chocolate ice cream cup of tea chocolate Chocolate Sex Chocolate It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.

Sitting Desloate
Sitting desolate, lost and feeling blue, My heart ripped out and torn in two, Drowning in a sea of dispair Not knowing what to say or do I look at your pictures and what do I see, Your blue eyes shining in your love for me, I read your poems tears streaming down my face Your words so loving and tender mirrored from your face I shut my greeneyes to ease the pain, But here everyone of our talks over and over again Your tenderness, your loving , your ever tender heart, The pain evelopes me knowing I tore your heart apart If I could undo all the tears, pain sorrow and hurt, My darling know this I would do, But one thing I cant and wont change, Is this love I have for you

Our Eyes Met During Last Night's Orgy, But I Didn't Catch Your Name - M4w
Our eyes met during last night's orgy, but I didn't catch your name - m4w -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2005-11-22, 12:50PM EST I wanted to talk to you, but you are so much more attractive than most of the middle-aged has-beens in last night's pile that I couldn't get a moment alone, or even as part of a threesome or foursome with you. There was a brief moment, while you were reverse cowgirling that old guy and jerking off two midgets while orally satisfying the butch chick in the leather chaps, when our eyes met, and it was magic. First, I want to be clear that I wasn't calling you a filthy whore, it was the woman I was doggy-styling, and that was only after her repeated insistence that I talk dirty to her. I promise I would treat you more respectfully than that. I also want to make clear that I don't normally go down on other guys, but since you were taken and she was the only other attractive woman there, and

First Quiz..
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs75%Biting75%Whips67%Blood67%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Just Filling You All In
Hi all...I haven't been on here lately, My step dad died and I have a new job. I hope all my cherry buddies havent forgot about me. Does anyone know of a good poll or survey that I can post? I have a question for everyone....If you were a food what would you be and why? Here I will start with me.....I would be a cherry....because something that tiny has a punch...and although I am by no means tiny....I have a punch. SO there you go...let's see if any one every reads these things.....Im begining to wonder...anyway you all stop by, rate me, add me, or hell just check me out...Peace and High five

Piercing
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings80%Labret Piercing70%Nipples70%Cartilage Piercing50%Lip Piercing50%Nose Piercing40%Tongue Piercing30%Belly Button Piercing20%Earlobe Piercing0%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Character Flaw
Character Flaw humanity breathes a quiet breath every day the weight of the world bears down tremors arise stifled momentarily by minutes of compassion these minutes interweave with the forsaken, degenerate souls causing them stifled breaths of reflection quiet... they act like we don't know this but their affinity for all things apathetic are contradicted regularly their existence remains steadfast that alone casts their shroud dare I say you might even see one crack a smile

Hollywood Undead & Jeffree Star
add hollywood undead to your myspace at www.myspace.com/hollywoodundead listen to their songs....add their music to your profile...comment their page keep them at number one also add jeffree star.. www.myspace.com/jeffreestar Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And last but not least repost this! If you don't know who Hollywood Undead is, then click below to view their profile and check them out.

Didnt Know Men Had Rules...lol
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Com

M.b.o.a.
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Whats All This About Really
I Honestly haven't any idea what This is about, I have my myspace Page & that is easy, this seems so difficult, I want to put My bands Music in here But I cant figure out how, Also it seems the cooler things in here cost money, & I never give My CC info online so My page will never be as nice as most of you peoples pages & that sucks. ell this is my forst blog & All I can say is C is for cookie & thats Good enough For Me

10 Steps To Achievement Of Excellence
by Clark Staten During each of our lives, we set within ourselves, patterns that help to determine the success or failure of our efforts. Psychologists tell us that we either consciously or subconsciously write "scripts" for our minds to follow. The content of these "thought processes" is believed to be self- determined and controllable. Of course, outside influences or stimuli can have some measure of influence on the make-up of these thoughts and beliefs; ultimately the "scripts" themselves are composed of our preconceived and conditioned responses to our environment. Therefore, the individual reply to a negative experience or situation is controlled by each individual's personal ability to run the "right script" or "internal program" to allow that person to effectively cope with or manage the negative influence or circumstance. Conversely, positive influences and stimuli need to be translated into additional "input programming" to foster a sense of well being and confidence th

Rose
I'm like a rose blossoming its lovely petalsto your love you've given to me But yet I ponder, these petals I have bloomed, have begun to wilt with somber. One by one, the petals begin to deminish because your love that you have given to me, was, and always will be remembered. I move on to a new beginning where its free of somber and disaster. One by one, my love has regained conscienceness, and these beautiful petals begin yet again. Because of a new love I've found, I hope you understand. These petals that I grow bring joy and happiness, not only to myself, but to others who see me as a different person as you did. In the end it all comes together, I'm a happy person, I'm like a lovely rose waiting for a new beginning. ~Nina R. 2001

I Love You
My knees start to weaken At the first sight of your face My heart starts to melt at the thought of your embrace. Your love flows through me Like a river flows down its path Your kiss lifts me up so high I could probably fall to my death. I really wish that When I looked in your eyes I could see Exactly how it is that you feel about me. I get nervous when you're around me I feel I could cry when you're away I dream about you Every night and every day I want you to know My last three words will always remain true Regardless what I may say or do, You'll always know that I love you. ~Nina R. 2004

My Lonely
Living inside my Lonely Our past is all I see I decorate my heartache With each beautiful memory Feeding on my Lonely I savor the bittersweet taste So afraid I may forget Letting our love go to waste Dying within my Lonely Daring not to love again Maybe I can forget you But I just don't know when Bleeding out my Lonely Open every wound to heal Alive now because I know That true love isn't real Alone without my Lonely On the other side of Hell Can I ever love again? Only my Lonely will tell as04-10-03

Aims Of Yoga
Aims of Yoga By Pak. Hardjanto 1. To change dogmatic belief into personal knowledge so that, for the practitioner, religion is no longer just dogmatic belief but becomes direct knowledge. 2. Through Yoga, the paradoxical unity of life (spirit) becomes a reality with all of its consequences, the picture of which is like air; air in a bottle, a glass, or a pipe is all one, only the shape is different. Thus is life or spirit with its different forms, a meta-physical reality which consequently causes the Law of Karma-Phala to arise (that is, the reaping of the fruits of one's actions towards one's fellow man), based on the metaphysical truth: the unity of life. 3. Through yoga, one can overcome the power of will, feeling, and thought and even control will, feeling, and thought because one has mastered their principles. 4. Will The Sun Self ) Feeling The Moon Self )= constituting the trinity Thought Nimbus ) soul of man. 5. Yoga gives the knowledge that he

And It Was Then
You came and asked me my name. I knew it was a come on. You wanted to know all about me, while watching only my breasts. Don't bother, you won't meet them later. I watched you for hours move, from woman to woman, you needed too much from others. I could have charmed you into giving me all. Your ATM, your credit card, Instead I told you "look at me, AT me. What do you see?" No answer but a question on his lips. "Do I look like someone who cares, do i strike you even for a minute as friendly. I am reading and you are a gnat in my day. Hours from now I will not remember you." we've talked every day for three years. Who knew the truth could set you free. And still I don't stop. THen yesterday you kissed me, I was floored and I was tempted. No, I cannot do this, the feeling still stands. A romance can be gone in an instant. but a friend lasts forever. I would rather be a friend, then some chick you fucked. And still I look like I don't care, and when I have tha

Ooops I Got Drunnk Again...lol..not Typin Wrong Deliberately...(oohhhhhhh But I Can Spell That Word Deliberately...lmao
k...CAY...So I apologize to anyone who reads this blog...I HAVE BEEN DRINKING...but i think im a fairly HAPPY drunk...soooo...in which case...I LOVE THE WORLD AND ALL THE PEOPLE IN IT...except for the people I accidently ran over tonite....JUST KIDDING...SHEESH! Lol. I dont drink and drive...and well...heres a brutal honest moment in the life of a drunk person..lol..I am almost 30 yrs. old...(29) and dont even have my liscense..ok got interrupted by a cherry bomb...gotta go read it..Anyway..thot my readers would enjoy a moment in the life of a drunk person lmao...(i dont know what im saying) Lynnie

Www.literotica.com
I have opted for a volunteer editor from literotica to review my story before submitting it. It will be interesting to see what the editor says about my story and how he edits it. From the web site for literotica I have selected a retired man to review my story and have made the intitial contact by a message to see if he will be willing to read the story. I now wait to hear back from him to see if he will read a story from a rookie female righter. The story I am going to submit is one I wrote awhile ago about a beautiful woman who boards a plane and sits in the first class section and before the plane lands this woman is involved in a group sex action from just about every guy in the first class cabin. Now... there is a sit and wait game to receive a message from the editor.

Renegade Rebels Roll Call
OK IM ASKING FOR EVERY ONE WHO IS A FAMILY MEBER TO POST A RESPONCE SAYING PRESENT. IM TRYING TO MAKE A LIST OF FAMILY MEMBERS AND THIS IS ONLY WAY I KNOW TO GET EXACT COUNT. TY FOR YOUR COOPERATION.

Kids
someone please help me and tell me that my kids will not be monsters forever......lol for anyone that has two girls should know what im talkin about. my 2 oldest are girls (11&8) they fight like no tommorrow and whine and cry. i am so afraid of the dating years. i think i will find a corner to hide in.....lol dont get me wrong i love my children with all my heart, but i think when they hit a certain age they turn into something i dont know. so by all means if anyone has the book on parenting....lol or any great advice please feel free to leave some.

You Know Your From California When....
The fastest part of your commute is down your driveway.. Your sense of direction=Toward the ocean and away from the ocean. You eat an In n Out burger at least once a week!!! You know how to eat an artichoke. The primary bugs that you worry about are electronic. Your car has bullet-proof windows. Left is right and right is wrong. Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You can't find your other earring because your son/brother is wearing it. You drive to your neighborhood block party. Your family tree contains "significant others." You don't exterminate your roaches, you smoke them. You see 25 lawyers chasing an ambulance. More than clothes come out of the closets. You go to a tanning salon before going to the beach. More money is spent on facelifts than on diapers. Smoking in your office is not optional. You pack shorts and a T-shirt for skiing in the snow, and a sweater and a wetsuit for the beach. Your children lear

More Signing Day Info
2007 Signing Class as of 10:30 a.m. CT NAME POS. HT. WT. HOMETOWN (HIGHSCHOOL/JC) Josh Chapman DT 6-1 330 Hoover, Ala. (Hoover HS) Patrick Crump OL 6-3 285 Hoover, Ala. (Hoover HS) Luther Davis DE 6-3 280 West Monroe, La. (West Monroe HS) Tarence Farmer DB 6-0 195 Houston, Texas (St. Pius X HS) Jeramie Griffin FB 6-0 225 Batesville, Miss. (South Panola HS) Darius Hanks WR 6-0 190 Norcross, Ga. (Norcross HS) Jennings Hester LB 6-3 230 Atlanta, Ga. (The Marist School) *Kareem Jackson DB 5-11 185 Fork Union, Va. (Fork Union Military Academy Rolando McClain LB 6-4 245 Decatur, Ala. (Decatur HS) Alfred McCullough DT 6-3 300 Athens, Ala. (Athens HS) Kerry Murphy DT 6-5 320 Hoover, Ala. (Hoover HS) *Jamar Taylor RB 5-10 200 Lakeland, Fla. (Lakeland HS) Chris Underwood TE 6-4 225 Birmingham, Ala. (Vestavia Hills HS) William Vlachos OL 6-1 295 Birmingham, Ala. (Mountain Brook HS) Alex Watkins LB 6-3 225 Brownsville, Tenn. (Haywood HS) Chavis Williams LB

The Perfect Man
Reads the packets of food he buys to make sure they are me safe, Cares what I think, Goes out of his way to make me smile, Knows what makes me smile to start with, Wants me to be happy, Enjoys me being happy, Doesn't need valentines day 'cos he loves me all year round, Still loves me when he's angry with me, Laughs at me when I act like a doofus (wtf I never use that word, fuckin doofus), Would drive in the middle of the night just to go to sleep next to me, Is not affraid to slush out on me, Understands what I mean when I talk "Victoriaese", Loves me for the things I do that irritate most people, Fuels my pirate obsession, Is generous, Is a smart arse, Is so clever he denies it, Kisses my neck to make me smile while I wash the demon dishes, Admits he doesn't listen to the girlie crap that spews out of my mouth at times, Would happily debate Whether Asda has a cake aisle or section, Would just as happily debate the existence of an allmighty being, Does things because he wants to not be

I Am His
Words of a submissive/slave I am a submissive woman. I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive/slave to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my bests interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the f

Awesome Song
THIS IS A WONDERFUL SONG...I TRULY LOVE IT...SOMEONE SPECIAL TURNED ME ON TO IT...MAKES ME SMILE...EVERY TIME I HEAR IT...AND A SMILE IS FAR FEW AND IN BETWEEN ANYMORE...SO WHEN I CAN GET A SMILE OUT OF SOMETHING SO SIMPLE I STICK WITH IT... Come A Little Closer Dierks Bentley Come a little closer, baby I feel like layin' you down On a bed sweet surrender Where we can work it all out There ain't nothin' that love can't fix Girl, it's right here at our fingertips So come a little closer baby, I feel like layin' you down Come a little closer, baby I feel like lettin' go Of everything that stands between us And the love we used to know I wanna touch you like a cleansing rain Let it wash all the hurt away So come a little closer baby I feel like lettin' go If there's still a chance Then take my hand And we'll steal away Off into the night 'till we make things right The suns gonna rise on a better day Come a little closer baby I feel like strippin

Zeusy's Training...
So today 2/10/07 my mini pin Zeusy started his beginner doggy training classes....I'll keep everyone posted on how it goes along the way! I hope they do us some good with his socialization with people (men in general) and with his massive seperation anxiety issues!!!

Pounding Headache
I woke up with a pounding headache this morning. I need to make a fundraising presentation this afternoon too. I hope I can shake it off soon so I can be effective to the presentation. Four Excedrin and a Vicodin and it is still pounding... Perhaps a hot shower will help. I need to shave my legs anyway... LOL

Hello Eveyrone
Hello everyone,I wanted to jump on here and let everyone know life is great... Busy with Kids and Family getting things around for Valentine's parties and helping in the school with popcorn parties they have on Fridays... So as you can tell not much has changed just busy with life.... I do go back to the Dr on February 21 @ 1:30pm to find out about having surgery..i cant wait for them to tell me yes so i can get over this pain i have been having.. i have had it for the last 5years... I have that Poly cystic Ovarian and i can say that SHIT hurts...The Dr said he doesn't see how i had kids because of my Uterus is to the left and it shouldn't be so he was sending me over to this New Dr to set up my surgery.. I will be putting some pic up with this blog that i have found on the net that has to do with this and also putting up some info about this so ppl will understand what it is... just wanted to stay Thanks to MY STEP MOM for taking the time to go with me that really mean alot to me...An

Treatment For Frozen Shoulder
Frozen Shoulder Pathology The greatest range of motion of any joint in the body occurs in the glenohumeral joint. While freedom of movement is necessary in performing various actions of the shoulder, there is increased potential for soft-tissue injury. Without stabilization from the bony structures of the joint, much of the structural support must come from soft-tissue support. Thus, muscles, tendons, ligaments and the joint capsule make up the primary support for this joint. The joint capsule's fundamental role is in restricting excess motion. However, because there is such a great range of motion in the shoulder joint, the capsule must be able to allow a wide range of movement before it restricts that motion. The glenohumeral joint capsule is looser than many other joint capsules in the body in order to accommodate this greater range of motion. The pathology in adhesive capsulitis develops when a portion of the capsule (usually the underside) adheres to itself and prevents

I'm Fu**** Lucky!
i'm so lucky lol 3 weeks ago i had to have a surgery in semi emergency this afternoon, when i finally decided to go to my swimming pool, just when i put my foot in the first step, it breaks and i fall down to the pool... i'm very lucky i didn't break my leg, but i got 3 cuts, and my leg hurts like the hell.... well both legs, my right hand with fingers included gladly i twisted just when i was falling to another position to fall and my leg was not in a position that would make the bones break now i'm laying down on my tummy, because the bigges cut is in my butt going to the right leg, and i need to stay in this position till it start the process of healing lol lol... who's playing with the voodoo doll again? i'm not going to die! geez, stop doing it! lol

Faszination Katharer..."in German"
Faszination Katharer... Vor noch nicht einmal zwei Jahrzehnten wusste kaum jemand, wer die Katharer waren, geschweige denn, welche Rolle sie in der Geistesgeschichte und Historie Europas spielten. Durch zahlreiche wissenschaftliche Veröffentlichungen und vor allem Romane hat sich das grundlegend geändert. "Das verlorenene Labyrinth" von Kate Mosse oder "Der heilige Gral und seine Erben" von Baigent/Leigh haben viele Menschen, die sich nur am Rande mit religiösen Dingen beschäftigen wollten, auf den Geschmack gebracht. Was aber steckt wirklich hinter den geheimnisvollen Katharern? Wichtig waren sie wohl, denn extra für die katharischen Häretiker wurde die "Heilige Inquisition" als Universalwaffe der katholischen Kirche gegen missliebige Gruppen erfunden. Das deutsche Wort Ketzer lässt sich etymologisch auf Katharer zurückführen (angeblich stammt die Bezeichnung von einem Kölner Bischof aus dem 12. Jahrhundert) aber das sollte nicht der einzige Grund sein, sich mit dieser bedeutends

Keeper Of My Dreams
Keeper Of My Dreams When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The man who holds my heart in his hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends. farhat.

Be Careful What You Ask...
Sam & Becky are celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary and Sam says to Becky "Becky, I was wondering... Have you ever cheated on me?" Becky replies, "Oh Sam, why would you ask such a question now? You don't want to ask that question..." "Yes, Becky, I really want to know. Please..." "Well, all right. Yes, 3 times..." "Three, hmmm, well when were they?" as his face turned red, but realizing he had pressured her... "Well, Sam, remember when you were 35 years old and you really wanted to start the business on your own and no bank would give you a loan? Remember, then one day the bank president himself came over the house and signed the loan papers, no questions asked?" "Oh, Becky, you did that for me! I respect you even more than ever, to do such a thing for me.... So when was number 2?" "Well, Sam, remember when you had that last heart attack and you were needing that

Things We Go Thru
Billy made a promise but didn't end though Carrie had a dream but she threw it out the window Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and His friends never told him but they knew it from the start and... These are the things we go through Let's take control and be ourselves Let's not waste time wondering about How we're gonna make it out Wake up everyone around you Let's work until the clock strikes two Stand up for what you believe and shout to Here's another song from the youth that surround you Kyle's parents split up, he thinks it's his fault Little does he know that the time they're in was difficult Andrew she left home, said she had enough All she really wanted was somebody else there to love She's all along again, it's the same old argument And she needs a helping hand to help her find the truth These are the things we go through Let's take control and be ourselves Let's not waste time wondering about How we're gonna make it out Save me I'm al

Society
We are fed up to hallucinate with this policy of shit.Cheated by the church and his stupid religion. The most deadly sect and in turn the most unpunished infects of the society. Overwhelmed by retrograde taboos, improper until of cultures previous to ours in the time. Limited by an authoritarian system, submitted as lambs to the voice of the leader of turn. Catched in absurd countries with borders this same that they mount and dismantle to their whim. Stunned by the deepest ignorance, that distinguishes between races, sexes, social cultures, classes, colour of skin, birthplace country, defects….etc. A intolerant society, contemptuous, egoistic, latently individualistic. A society in that you can dead in the middle of the street without nobody approaches, unless it is for steal you the change of the pocket. A society in where what one leaves the control and the established norms he is bad and it is necessary to end it. A society where it is not allowed to be different, where is impossib

Ranting... Plain & Simple
I sent the following to J. Cowan, Pres. Third Way, after watching the Lou Dobbs/CNN interview this evening. Just wondered if I went a little overboard? "If you honestly want to "take up for" the greedy (expletives) in the top echelon of the corporate hierarchy, and deny that the average working citizens of this country are being completely shafted through the unfair profit-mongering of the corporate (expletives), then I say that you are, sadly, one of the most moronic (and probably highly paid) mouthpieces I've ever had the displeasure to hear speak (which is saying quite a bit with the current president and administration)! My question to you is: how can you justify the corporations and their officers soaking up millions of dollars (if not billions) from the sweat of the laborers who work so hard to create the profits to begin with? Also, how much profit would there be if those people weren't breaking their backs and working between 50-60 hours per week on average? Would th

A Long Walk Down Memory Lane. I Can Remember Many Of These Things! Hehe ;o)
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cruise, peel ou

Little Angels
Little Angels when god calls little children to dwell with him above we mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love for no heartache compares with the death of one small child who does so much our world seem wonderful and mild perhaps god tires of calling the aged into his fold so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old god knows how much we need them and so he takes but just a few to make the land of heaven more beautiful to view believing this is difficult still somehow we must try the saddest word mankind knows will always be good bye so when a little child departs we who are left behind must realize god loves his children angels are hard to find this was the poem on my daughter card for her funeral riley renee' lisenby 11:01 pm 1/29/2005 to sunset 1/23/2006

Free Worldwide Music Dstibution & Make Money!!!
Check out this and get back to me Shaun "RevelaShaun 6:8" Robinson At 619-955-7916 or e-mail: undagroun72@yahoo.com You can make alot of money helping other promote thier music also.

Koala's March: Deceit About Yummy
i stumbled upon a travesty today....while searching for what may be the greatest food of the 90's, koala yummies, i realized that the adorable marsupial cookies filled with gooey chocolate and/or strawberry delights have been, well, killed off. much like the dodo in its time, the koala yummies were hunted and killed off 'cause they tasted so dang good. however, i can live with their extinction...at least they left while on the top of their game...or so i thought. enter: koala's march. the supposed 'new' koala yummies. apparently, they taste exactly the same...i think the person who made that claim looks like santa claus....'cause his face has a beard made up of little white lies. and by the look of things, that santa-lookin' person's name is lotte.according to this 'lotte' character, koala's march uses an exclusive baking system that creates a hollow, crispy shell....to claim that this koala's march is anywhere near as good as koala yummies, you'd have to be hollow inside...and like a

Medical Distinctions
Medical distinctions We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below. GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

My Partner... My Friend... Pain...
My Partner... My Friend... Pain... Sitting alone in a world of silence watching the day pass by... no one to talk to... no one there to wipe away my tears... & no one there to comfort me & tell me all will be ok... Alone in a world of utter silence... no one to hear my cries of agony... my cries of sorrow & pain never ending... Wondering if I'll ever wake... feels as if its all a dream... sitting... waiting... hoping... one day I'll wake to find myself in a world of laughter & love... I sit & beg for the end to come... as my heart slips away & the tears slowly dry... & the laughter fades to deafening silence... I've grown used to the silence... I've welcomed the monster people call... "Pain" ... I wrap him in my arms... holding him close & never letting go... knowing this is the only companion I'll ever have or ever know... He wraps me in his arms holding me ever so tightly... loving me the only way he can... keeping me close never letting me go... & even

Always Loving You
THIS IS NOT NEW ...... Always Loving You In the quietness of the moment I wonder how you are; We may be far apart in distance But from my thoughts you are never far. I don't know what tomorrow holds The future I cannot see; So I will take today for what it is worth And be glad that you love me. Tomorrow does not stand apart a shiny brand new day; It is the tapestry we weave Made up of yesterdays. Thank you for sharing with me A portion of yourself; I know you will never be mine But the part you have given to me Will never belong to anyone else. So I will try to live my life Separated by the two; Doing the things I am supposed to do And yet always loving you.

Geez Could I Be The Next One!!!!!!
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw85%Michael Myers75%Hannibal Lecter75%Leatherface70%Freddy Krueger65%Pinhead65%Jason Voorhees60%Candyman50%Captain Spaulding40%Buffalo Bill40%Whic

Revised List
ok congrats people we won freakys contest but placed 2nd in ladydeths i know we can do better but its ok just the fact we scaried the liing crap outta the mafia shows were very strong an a force to be reckoned with im proud of u alll an ur committment on that note heres the next tasks ends wens then we have which started sat an runs 4 a fornight night then we have this started sunday an cant remember the rule there is an amout to get to il get back to u on it im only a man can only do one thing at once sorry just hit it an show some love Hosted by CherryTagz.com an a very good friend im tryin to bring in is in a giveaway an needs to be shown some love too

A Toast
Heard a great toast the other day and I thought I would share with all of my fellow tappers....Where it came from or who originally said it, I have no idea but it kinda touched the heart.. "May you wear the spirits of your lost loved ones on your skin" Thought it was a touching way to show remembrance to lost family. Balistreri out

Looking For Picture Requests............
........no not necessarily THAT kind of request! LOL As I've stated before I'm an aspiring photographer, and I'm really looking for a chance to take more pictures. Or more like a reason to go scouting for awesome kodak moments! So a little about me: I live in Milpitas, California which is just outside of San Jose, and about 40 minutes south of San Francisco. (Northern California) I own an Olympus EVOLT E500 SLR 8megapixel digital camera, and I have 2 lenses for it currently. I'm looking for all kinds of requests, do you want pictures of the golden gate bridge? Pictures of houses? You name it, I'll try and capture it digitally for you! So come on come all and think of something interesting you would like to have a picture of, I'll take it, make it look pretty in PS, and send it off to you. Or I can make a new gallery here to post them up in! If you're super nice... I *MIGHT* entertain those of you with dirty minds... lol but it would have to be worth my while, so don'

Tell Me In One Word!
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in utah.

Teenie Boppers
Ok here it is im gonna tell you now that my writing skills are not the best i dont use periods (.) or commas (,) and i spell like crap ( krap ) so here it is i have been on the net since year 2000 i started my online adventures wait that sounds gay i started messing around online then and i just started noticing all these young kids and as i got older the kids got younger so one day im chatting somewhere and this lil kid is like 12 and hes trying to flame me about spelling what like this (waht) ( i do that because i type faster then i think ) so here i am feeling like a jerk because i dont wanna flame a lil kid back so i look like a dweeb taking this shit oh well i thought just more drama so i started getting into programming in visual basics and doing web design and some graphics shit and started moving around these "dating" web sites like to name a few plenty of fish, rate my body, face the jury, and so on so im browsing these sites not knowing what im doing like in the search a

My Final Blog On Talented Tongue And Lilly
I AM GOING TO DELETE ALL MY BLOGS ABOUT THEM. I AM LOWERING MYSELF TO THEIR LEVEL....THEY STILL LIKE TO COME IN MY PROFILE AND LOOK AT MY BLOGS. SO I AM THROUGH WITH ALL THIS DRAMA. LET THEM HAVE WHATEVER THEY HAVE....I AM THROUGH WITH ALL THIS B.S. BUT TALENTED TONGUE U WILL NEVER GET AN PUBLIC APOLPGY ON HERE FROM ME.....

An Admission
If rage suggests a loss of self-control and fury is destructive rage verging on maddness..... then.... Where am I? If bitterness is an ache, a prolonged dull pain and regret carries no explicit admission, am I responsible..... then.... Of what I am? If final forming an end not to be altered or undone, concluding part of my performance..... then.... When am I? Going to be happy? amawitch/2007 CDs by amawitchgrowsup

Today Is No Fun...
So, today it took me one hour and ten minutes to unburry my car from underneath all of the snow that has recently accumulated. I was 20 minutes late for work because, and since I've been at work I've had nothing but jackass customers asking me to do things that are unrelated to my job. They then proceed to get pissed off at me and tell me that I'm providing shitty customer service... I hate almost all people.

Female Masterbation..hope This Helps
"How do I know if I've had an orgasm?" My answer is always "If you don't know if you've had an orgasm, then you probably haven't." I hate that answer, but it's the only accurate response I've ever heard to that question. Simply put, orgasms are rarely something that slips by you when you aren't looking. When you have them, you (and sometimes the neighbors) know it. "How do I have an orgasm?" Wish the answer had to do with some simple trick, method, or masturbation technique..everyone is different. Masturbation and Your Body One of the most important aspects of female masturbation is that it gives you a chance to learn your body. Once you learn it, you will not only be able to give yourself pleasure, you will also be able to teach someone else how to please you as well. Every area of your body is a potential pleasure zone, but in order to figure out where, you must explore yourself with an open mind and without shame. Every woman's body is beautiful, so don't fixate on those

I Hate The Flu!!!!!!
Well, I am sick with the freakin' flu! My whole body hurts and my head is hot and feels like its gonna explode. I am debating whether or not I should go to work in the morning. Bah! Anywho, despite me being on fire and hacking my lungs out, I am clearing out my mess. EVERYTHING must go! My friend Tam came over Friday and we trashed a whole bunch of stuff. I doped myself up with flu medicine and was about half dead but it felt good to know that I don't have so much crap. Now I'm searching for doctors in Jersey that can take care of me like the doctors here did. I love my doctors here in Austin, they know me inside and out. I wish I could pack them up and take them with me. I truly need out of here. I need to see new places and know what it's like to live in other places. I know all my fears will disappear when I get there. Thank you Tanya for being there for me. You are my guide and as cheesy as it might sound...my inspiration. (please don't start singing that cheesy 80s song

My Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Red Friday
Red Fridays /A Must Read > > > > > RED FRIDAYS ----- Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing > > red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be > > called the "silent majority". We are no longer silent, and are voicing > > our love for God, country and home in record-breaking numbers. We are not > > organized, boisterous or over-bearing. We get no liberal media coverage > > on TV, to reflect our message or our opinions. Many Americans, like you, > > all our friends, and me simply want to recognize that the vast majority of > > America supports our troops. > > > > Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity > > and respect starts this Friday - and continues each and every Friday until > > the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that Every > red-blooded > > American who supports our men and women afar will wear something red. By > > word of mouth, press, TV -

A Vague Memory
I barely remember that night, The memory is so vague, There was screaming and blood, They were both a plague. From what my memory allows, I snuck quietly into her house, Patiently waiting in her closet, Behind her white blouse. Attentively listening to every sound, As to not miss her arrival home, Hearing my heartbeat in my chest, Desperately wishing to roam. The next thing I remember, Furious slashes were being made, She was screaming for mercy, As blood doused the blade. After that my memory blanks, I have told you all that I know, I will remain here 'til the day i die, That day is comming ever so slow.

Life In A Cube
A cube. A three dimensional fortress of encompassing enslavement. A cube. A six sided barricade that encases within its frame the foundation of your primordial being. A cube. Boundaries set by moral standards, regardless if they are of your own preference, which contain and keep you placated. A cube. A conformed set of limitations brought about by observations and concepts other than your own. A cube. A narrow perception which keeps you from gaining a greater knowledge of all things, thus an explosion is eminent. A cube. Do you live in one?

Hart Ack / Whats On My Mind
I won’t compromise with your lies Procrastinate that it be alright I don’t want to instigate I just want it to be alright But I can live this way I can’t live this life We don’t share the same hart We only share the tears we cry It makes me want to throw up It makes me want to say good bye Every where I go I see your face Every thing I do reminds me of you Why won’t this pain you left me with Just go away with you Cause im still in love with you Why am I so confused Why am I still in love with you

Mission 4 Next Few Days
ok people just a rate is needed an wen u do comment say sent from raven bombers ty lets show the mafia who the dominants are shall we are sexy baby riggers is still fightin come all lets hit it big it ends today an the opposition are tryin to play dirty by submitting freaky is well behind so if brandy is well ahead please go here ty u for remainin raven an all ur help an support if u have any comments please give me details as soon as possible love u all an my friends badraven

Again, Why I Love Tatu
They're not gonna get us Not gonna get us Starting from here, let's make a promise You and me, let's just be honest We're gonna run, nothing can stop us Even the night that falls all around us Soon there will be laughter and voices Beyond the clouds, over the mountains We'll run away on roads that are empty Lights from the airfield shining upon you Nothing can stop this, not now I love you They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us Nothing can stop this, not now I love you They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us They're not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us Not gonna get us We'll run away, keep everything simple Night will come down, our guardian angel We rush ahead, the crossroads are empty Our spirits rise, they're not gonna get us My love for you, always forever Just you and me, all else is nothing Not going back, not going

Playa
ROSES ARE RED, VIOLOTS ARE BLUE, I'M IN LOVE, BUT NOT WITH YOU, WHEN WE BROKE UP, YOU THOUGHT I CRIED, BUT IT WAS ALL BECAUSE ANOTHER GUY, YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS I WAS A TRICK, I TOLD MINE YOU WERE A PRICK YOU THOUGHT I LOVED YOU, YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TRUE, BUT GUESS WHAT PLAYER, YOU JUST GOT PLAYED TOO. (HEHE BACK TO THE HIGH SCHOOL YEARS)

Missing My Son!
What can I say other then I'm really miss my son. He's been gone for almost a year now. I just wish that the next couple of months go by really really quickly. The last 3 or 4 times that he has called home I wasn't able to talk to him, either because I was sick or I wasn't home. I guess I'm just being selfish or feeling sorry for myself. lol. I swear when he does come home I will probably have all white or gray hair from worring about him all the time. lol. Sorry people just a little depressed.

That Hurts
Well i am back on the market people... the love of my life not only broke up with me.. but she stomped all over my heart and did a little dance on it... with my roomate.. yea.. talk about pain.. I have done nothing but cry for the past 24 hours.. until now.. I am at Recee's house but Recee is not here so I am chillen with Thomas.. he is working on getting me drunk.. ll good luck dear. God I miss Jessie so much. I feel as though my heart has been put through a paper shredder... * tear *

The Woman Next Door
What I know of the woman next door The woman next door, I knew her well She use to come out from where she dwells Full of life she use to be Believed in all, she believed in me What I know of the woman next door A mother she was, the best of all She loved her child, parenting her call A friend she was, always stood tall She would catch her friends each time they would fall. What I knew of the woman next door She spoke her mind, and loudly I must agree She stood by her convictions to a "t" She would not let many in for fear of being deserted Some called her a bitch, I would say assertive. What I knew of the woman next door She did not mind being in the shadows at times When you where at your lowest and drowning, she always dropped a line. One day, she woke up and needed a hand No one was found, Not one woman or man, She looked all around to those she had been bound Not one single friend could be found. What I knew of the

The Phone Rings......
....and it is someone else telling me I owe them money. I understand, and want to pay off my debts. I also understand I have made many, many bad choices. So for Gods sake, take a mother fucking number and get in line!!!!!! I'll be the bum in the ally, next to Walmart! Jeremy

Christmas Night
Christmas Night by Jordan MacLane Last throes of winter cheer And cold drizzle Color the holiday fog Taunting broken souls Who people the Nooks and hollows Far from Christmas card homes Far from warm fires, Far from the hale, the sane, the loved... Below, far below White tile sterility And silent night... Turnstile's sudden clatter And subway depths bloom alive With a woman's step Clicking over the platform Toward a patient train Doors whisper open Welcome only ghosts tonight She takes her living place Among them Here, she is never alone... She takes no seat but stands, as in a crowd Grasping cold metal above her Steadying, anticipating, waiting Doors whisper closed The train eases forward She closes her eyes They are here All of them Her dreams, her lives, her loves... The train eases forward Shyly, from shadow and light In her mind's eye The first of them comes Promise of a beard to come Hides a fading blush Feeds fire in his

Thank You To All Who Helped
Thank you to anyone and everyone who helped me out in the "Least Popular Cherry Contest" I was the loser wih 931 comments. I WON !!!!!!!! WOOHOOO..... Watch for my blast... Thanks again I appreciate you. Love..Amy

What A Fucking Day...
I had to get up at 4 am drive 50 miles to my Mother's house, she asked me to dig two holes for her rose bushes to go into so they wouldnt die while she is going to be away in Tennessee at my Aunts house for two weeks...So I dig holes at 5 am making enough noise to wake ALL of the neighbors...Then we pack up and I drop Moms off at the airport, drive 50-something miles home to get some sleep before I gotta get up and go to work. About an hour and a half later I get a call from my kids mom, yup the EX...She sounds kinda upset while asking me if I'm gonna be busy later and if I can pick the kid up at school. sure I can, what's the problem... Well my 7 year old's 19 year old cousin shot himself in the head last night...Needless to say most of that family is distraught...I took my boy home with me, and I got to experience him understanding finally what happened, and I coached him a bit...Wow, I have been so sad all day, Kamalo was a really good kid, I wonder why he felt so hopeless that h

Happy St Patty's Day!
One day a man walked in a bar with a box. He sat down, opened the box and out popped a leprechaun. The man told the bartender, "I want a Rolling Rock and a shot of whiskey for my buddy here." There was man sitting at the end of the bar watching all of this and, after the leprechaun drank his shot of whiskey, he ran down to the end of the bar and spit in the guy's face. Then he ran back. The guy with the box said, "I'll have another Rolling Rock and a shot of whiskey for my buddy here." After the leprechaun drank his shot of whiskey, he again ran to the end of the bar and spit in the man's face, then dashed back. The guy with the box ordered another beer for himself and another shot for the leprechaun. Again, the after the leprechaun drank his shot of whiskey, he ran down to the end of the bar. But this time the man was waiting for him and he grabbed the leprechaun and held him in the air. He said, "If you spit in my face again, I'm going to cut your pecker off." The l

Theme Song For The Week
Pressure pushing down on me Pressing down on you no man ask for Under pressure - that burns a building down Splits a family in two Puts people on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming let me out Pray tomorrow - gets me higher Pressure on people - people on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming let me out Pray tomorrow - gets me higher Pressure on people - people on streets Turned away from it all like a blind man Sat on a fence but it don't work Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn Why - why - why Love Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking Can't we give ourselves one more chance Why can't we give love that one more chance Why can't we give love Cause love's such an old fashioned word and love dares you to care for The people on the edge of the night And love dares you to change our way of Caring about ourselv

She Was Beautiful.
I used to know a girl that was me Who was scared, But was not weak But she hid herself Deep inside Ashamed of something Of who knows what? I guess we all have something to hide' She only wanted him to think she was beautiful She was beautiful. She caught his eye He held her hand So fragile' She inevitably made a mistake And gave him her heart So he would tell her she was beautiful She was beautiful. I don't think she ever believed him When he told her that he loved her And I doubt it really mattered to her anyway' Its an indescribable feeling When someone even pretends to want you She just wanted to hear she was beautiful She was beautiful. She knew it wasn't suppose to happen like it did Her loss of innocence merely a compromise So she could stop hearing herself say 'no' And she could start hearing that she was beautiful. She didn't feel beautiful. She laid alone there on her bedroom floor Trying to make herself believe He'd be back She knew he would ne

Where I Been
Sorry that I havent been on much but I moved out of the house with me mom to where I am wokring. I dont have wireless so I am only on everyonce in awhile. I am helping my father in law care for my mother in law. She has brain cancer and needs help. I am on as much as I can. Later

Poo's Helpful Hints!
We Have All Seen The "Martha Stewart Helpful Hints For Daily Living".. Well.. Heres Some Of Mine! If You Have Any Of Your Own.. Please Feel Free To Add! :o) 1. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 2. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 3. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 4. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 5. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for three minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. *Remember to use a timer* 6. Have a bad headache? Smash your thumb with a hammer then drink a glass of gasoline. You will forget about the headache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need 2 tools: WD-4

There Are Teachers, And Then, There Are Educators
♥ Lipstick Kisses ♥ According to a news report, a certain private school in Washington recently was faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintenance man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the mirror with it

Men Strike Back (boy Do They Wanna Get Hurt!!!) Lmao
Men strike back! Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90%. It's called a Wedding Cake. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Women will never be equal to men until they can walk down the street with a bald head and a beer gut, and still think

Master And Servant
He is Mine, and I am His.... Together we live in the depths of our darkest passions... One day developing more into a world of Master and Servant. A bite, a scratch, a trickle of blood... only to be share with each other and our undying love. written by: Becky I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS!

My Explanation Is...
Well let's see,I have been interested and very close to this guy who I have known for almost 5 years now. Yes,we met on yahoo and we met a year after that..ect..it was nice while it lasted. We had decided over the summer to try it again and well apparently when we had this talk back then he was half awake half asleep. I asked him this morning where we stood at the time and well I got the answer of we are still close friends. I got an attitude with him because well,I had a reason to. I spoiled the hell out of him,he called me everyday,we were getting to the point of him coming up to visit for my bday this july even. So,I thought to myself..hell with this because I didn't do all of the things I did for him for him to still just be a friend. I am also not going to be his little fuck buddy either. That's probably where he was going with the whole visiting thing. I don't like doing that stuff because well i'm used to being that intimate with someone when i'm dating them. So in short cause i

Masturbating In The Kitchen In Pantyhose
Sometimes things just don't go as planned. There I was putting laundry in the washer and I spilled on my blouse. Nothing to do but take it off and throw it in the washer with the rest of the stuff. As luck would have it, that was just enough to make the load unbalanced. God I love an unbalanced load in the washer. It vibrating and bouncing around underneath me. Getting my kitty all wet and gooey. So there I was in my pantihose and my kitty all wet whats a girl to do but strip down and rub myself through the hose till I came. Cum on in and see the whole thing http://www.southern-charms.com/maureen/fotos161.htm Kisses Maureen

Dont Wanna Be Freshmeat No Mo!!!!!
I DESIRE TO BE A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE, BUT NOT FRESHMEAT! BEEN THERE DONE THAT! LOL. I WOULD LOVE TO BE A NEW CHERRY, SINCE THE ONE I HAD GOT LOST LOOOOOOONG AGO. LOL! SO FEEL FREE CHERRY FAMILY TO ALERT ME, HOLLA (SHOUT), EVEN BLAST ME....I NEED MY CHERRY!!!!!!!

First Time Sex
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and

Random Info On Me
Enjoy... [ ] I am shorter than 5'4 [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ]My biological parents are together. [ ]I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [x] I've lost a child. School/Work [ ] I'm in school. [ ] I have a job. [ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do my hom

Vacation!!
HEY FRIENDS I WILL BE GONE FOR A WEEK & A HALF ON VACATION!! WOO HOO FINALLY!! I WILL MISS YOU ALL!! TAKE CARE & I WILL TRY TO CATCH UP WHEN I GET BACK!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com LUV YOU GUYS, ANGEL BABY BBW

Finding True Love,...lol
Your True Love Is a Scorpio Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Testament *comments Rate Are Welcomed*
"My Reflections can make a an impression of everything that is true" you gotta make a sensual expression when everything engage nuetral. soon when everything is set right your ears spring it all just right you bring you visions of no worries warmth joy and freedom. My leadership may stir others but the followers must see past my point. u on the other hand will always have my path. i am destine to be with and in you always even through the darkest hours but never will our power be corupted by anything superior or inferior. that why my purpose show of creating our decendant inside you by given name Destiny. Your actions are my action when fulfilling our daily pasion for everything. my actions are your action when the outside world of greed and jealousy that would overpower us but the seed of our exposure using both the light and shadow will be in the compacity for worth not for grant. for each days and night wishes and desire i will always be inpregnant by your mind body and heart.

You Guys Rawk!
Ok, I was kinda feeling sorry for myself last night when I posted my last blog. Kinda? Hell, VERY! Not to mention I was down on myself cos I'd posted a mumm asking if I should just jump in & enter a BBW contest here on the Tap. I got about a third of responses jumping on me because I wasn't big enough, another third jumping on me cos I was fat & shouldn't be proud of it, roughly another third, posting to say they didn't give a shit one way or the other & were bored(then why bother posting, hmm?), and the final third just general assinine comments along the lines of "I like cheese". Y'all get the drift. Needless to say, I took that mumm down FAST. So I was really down on myself, which really isn't like me to do. Well, publicly anyway*L* So here I am, pouting & generally hating CT at the moment. Then I log on & read my messages. And I realize that the net ain't the crappy hellhole we make of it all the time. Yes, it has its moments, but for the most part, there are still good people o

A Perfect Song For A Cheerful Goodbye Lol
Know you have a problem Can't you figure it Suddenly your lost alone As your statue splits Now you walk this cruel world Lost among its pain See all you were in my world Never to regain So you misbegotten Love so quickly fades So to be forgotten Turned a grayer shade See all you were in my world See all you were in mine Now you know possession Million souls to steal Every night your death awaits Less and less to feel Danzig See All You Were

Rated R .....
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Can you feel them, My Love, Softly touching your cheek Tracing the lines of your mouth Trailing down your neck? Can you feel them slowly Unbuttoning your shirt And tip toeing across your chest With teasing nails and warm fingers Leaving fingerprints of fire? Can you feel the silk of my hair Falling against your bare skin? Do you feel the pleasure of hot lips Kissing you deeply Tongue dancing with tongue Twirling in passion's Tingling tango? Can you feel skillful hands Against your zipper Touches like flame against your thighs Gentle squeezes of your hardness? Do you feel my lips and tongue Here and there, everywhere You want them to be? I am caressing you, with my words Do you feel the subtle softness Of firm mounds and hardened buds Between your fingers and lips Held and worshiped within The warm welcoming sanctuary Of your waiting mouth? Is t

Gay Ass Des[perate Guys
fuck all these bitch ass guys that hit on my girlfriend.....its fuckin low life fuckers like you that ruin relationships and die alone. i know damn well im in love and that its true kinda funny how many sad ass lonely bitches come on here blow my girls shit up. FUCK OFF AND DIE BITCH ASS PUNK MOTHER FUCKERS!!

Will This Person Please Identify Themselves!!
I've decided to take this public, to a certain degree, as it could cause me a real problem, lol! One of my past life companions is sending me energy the past couple of days, in the morning, my time - that's Central Daylight Time! This morning it hit between 7:15 and 7:30 a.m., WHILE I WAS DRIVING THE GUYS TO SCHOOL!! Yesterday, I received this energy around 10 a.m., again WHILE I WAS DRIVING, alone this time! The reason this is an issue is the particular type of energy I'm being sent - it is overtly sexual in nature!!!! I would not mind at all, although I would like to know who this is - I can't seem to figure that out; too many past lifers have made their presence known to me!! The problem is THIS OCCURS WHILE I AM DRIVING MY CAR!!!!! I was inadvertently hit with a blast of this flavor of heat last Fall and just about ended up in the ditch! Yeah, it is funny!! After the fact! WAS NOT FUNNY while it was occurring. Once the individual was made aware, and I strengthened my shields

Penis
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password---something he will used to log on. The husband was in a amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plaintly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P E N I S His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected..."Not Long Enough"..

Wtf??????
I read this morning on http://carryabigsticker.com/index_new.htm that these T- Shirts have been banned from sale in the USA!! WTF???? Are we a Democracy?? When R the people going to B heard and LISTENED TOO?? We want our BOYS home, we want to support them too :"(. Y are we being denied this human right of ours in this so called democracy?? How many more of our troops are going to end up on the wall? I wanna hear all y'alls comments on this one,cuz I am sure y'all have something to say about this too!!

Post-apocalyptic Life
I'm a bit obsessed with post-apocalyptic tales. From Stephen King's The Stand and Robert MacCammon's Swan Song, to zombie movies, to TV shows like Jeremiah and Jericho, I'm a big fan. I treasure our society as it is, and have no desire to change it (well, mostly -- I am a social liberal, after all :). But the idea of "what do we do if society breaks down" intrigues me. In The Stand, one of the characters (Glen) posits a theory about life in a post-apocalyptic world, where those who have technical knowledge and can get the power back up are going to be the new VIPs. Frannie talks about how, in a less civilized world, might becomes right again, and women are much more in need of protection. They become more powerless, more fragile, and once again property of the man who can protect them. I think about things like: how do we get food when it's no longer delivered to our supermarket? No problem if the world's population is decimated by a plague or something but more of a proble

Curly Weiner.
Father Goose Rhymes Old Mother Hubbard went to the game To get her saucy clitoris a bone. When she got there, the penis was ballish And so her whoreish dog had none. Jack and Jill went up the slutcake to fetch a/an assbasket of water. Jack fell down and broke his toenail, And Jill came tumbling after. There was a little girl and she had a little curl Right in the middle of her weiner. And when she was motherfucking, she was very, very crapsucking, And when she was bad, she was shithole-ish. There was a frantic woman who shucked in a shoe. She had so many testicles She didn't know what to do.

Love???
love? to me love is the hearts desire to portect and serve to someone who is precious to u and means more to you then life itself. and to my sweet,and sexy i love you even when you get mad. and you kno i do. p.s. sry i make u mad :P but u better have a smile on that lovly face i care about

Motivational One Liners...
* If you can't win...make the person ahead of you break the record. * It's the person who has done nothing who is sure that nothing can be done. * Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there. * Your day usually goes the way the corners of your mouth turn. * The best place to find a helping hand is at the end of your arm. * Your attitude dertermines your altitude. * They dont' pay off on effort...they pay off on results. * Do what you love...love what you do...and deliver more than you promise. * Not doing more than average is what keeps the average down. * Where you are going is more important than how fast you are going. * We are judge by what we finish, not by what we start. * Practice is essential. Practice doesn't make perfect. Practice makes permanent. Only perfect practice makes perfect. * If you want to be the leader of the pack, you have to be willing to stick your neck out in front of the others. * Of all our human resources, the m

Need New Pictures? Find Out How Here.
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I Think I Figured It Out
~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP so i think i figured out why i am having problems with people on here, its this old hag right here, i cant stand her! now i know its mean but i got a few people who are already low balling her because she doesnt know when you stop, so you can feel free to go low ball her to! i think its funny, 44 years old and she wants to start shit with me all because she cant get a real boyfriend!!lol sorry alex im not being quiet anymore and holding anything back!

If They When The Animals Win Too!!! Please Go Vote
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Letter To Dad
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". Fearing the worst, he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've found real passion with Joan and she is really a good person. I knew you wouldn't approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, and her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad. She's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it and trading it w

Girls, Photography And Honesty
I last night I went to the Ivy with a friend and we met these two hot blonde girls wearing Dolce Gabbana from head to toe. While I went to the restroom my friend told the girls that I was a world renowed photographer looking for new models to shoot. Oldest trick in the book. But because, I’m such a nice person. These girls believed it. We then went to have a bar to have more drinks I found out what my friend did out after I had spent the night at Cassi’s place. We were all drunk. Now what? I don’t like pretending to be something I’m not. I’m very honest and don’t have the “Player” mentality like my friend has. It seems like everyone was using everyone. Except for me as I wasn’t using anyone as I did not know. I was perturbed when I found out. My friend says he was doing me a favor for helping him out before. Should I even say anything? Then again the girls didn’t ask. Don’t ask don’t tell. I need to figure this one out by Wednesday as I’m seeing Cassie again. Tired to figure this

A New Life Experience
Well last night at work was a new life experience for me, the coctail waitress's did not show up last night for work, so we didnt have any, so the bar manager and my Lt. came up begging me to help them out { and if any of you asked what i do for a living im a security survaillence officer in a casino and happened to be the only female there last night} so because they begged i did it, i wore the fucking outfit changing out of my uniform and handcuffs and what not and served drinks from 2am till 8am, my arms legs feet and butt hurt.....i dont know how they do it.........i fucking hurt!!!! Life lesson- i would not want to piss off a cocktail waitress, as much wait as they carry all the fucking time, i bet they can throw a fucking mean left hook, that and i go back to my normal attire this eve....THANK FUCKING GODDESS!!!!!

Finally
Finally I have put the past behind me. Or at least I hope so. Last night I cried myself to sleep and now I want it to be the last time. He left and still hasn't called so all I can think is that he won't. I love him but it is time to move on. I am starting my schooling again and getting my divorce soon. I am finally moveing on. Thank you Ken for showing me how strong I truly am.

A Mothers Love, Endless!!!!
A MOTHERS LOVE, ENDLESS Well the new year is here and our families have gone home to go back to work and some are back to keeping our country free once again. My oldest was home for 2 weeks. He left yesterday and "man I sure hated to see him go" but I know that he needs to get back. He is in the Navy and he had to go to school to learn how to work on the helicopters. While he was here I got him a tatoo just like the one my youngest has in memorie of there opa. I wanted him to go back to Norfolk with it on him he, is so proud of his opa and I am so proud of him and I know that my father is proud of him as well. I was informed by my son that if he gets the chance, he wants to go to Bahran to work on helicopters. I know what he really wants to do is go infintary Army/Navy. I hope that is a thought in his head. He does not need to go, we have had enough of our young men and women killed in action and we don't need any more. I am not just saying that because I don't want him t

Like Teenage Poetry
I just want to crawl inside your veins, lick the salt from your skin. Pulsate with your heart, be the rhythm of your hips. The movement of your tongue, and the words that pass through your lips.

Never Wanting More
Never wanting more then... To open my arm's to you as you open the door at night, Laying next to you while holding each other tight. Never wanting more then... To share with you what i dream, Together we make a perfect team. Never wanting more then, To listen and share. Never wanting more then, To alway's love and care. For You forever. Never wanting more then... YOU. Inspired by Chad Copyrighted 2005 By Jennifer (hottlilsassy)

Body Scape
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner.

The Results Are In!
The cardiac test went well. In fact I opted for no meds to knock me out so I could see the pictures. It's a trip to be awake while someone slides a tube from your groin to your heart LOL The doctor couldn't believe what he saw. My arteries were perfect and their were no blockages or plaques and the heart was 100% Considering my cholesterol was 486 and my triglycerides were 2740! All the nurses thought the numbers were typos LOL Anyway I passed with flying colors and after the wound heals I will be back to full speed, so if you want pics done by me, messgae and we can do them :) Thanks to all who prayed or held good thoughts for me! It worked :) I love my friends

Lost At Sea
I don't think I have ever been so confused in all of my life. How do things change so quickly? Where was I when my life all shattered before me? Did I miss it? I sit here among the scattered debris lost in a haze. I thought so many things were real, but, I think I fabricated them in my mind. A silent solace, a sheer gauze to cover the pain. I opened my veins and spread life crimson on the floor for you to see. Plain and simple I stood. Aware of your gazing eyes. It all simply disappeared with a blink of an eye. Shifted the sands in my hourglass. Words that speak empty phrases over gently wagging tongues. My mind is coiled. Lost between the memories of who you were and the hollowness that lays before me.

New Jobs Suck
kk so it is my third day at the new place and i was told yesterday that i have to train someone on my own, how gay is that? i dont even have a number or codes to alarm the store!!! i dont know what the fuck i am doing! All i know is i have to go in and i get out at like midnight and sadly i have to go to walmart because stupid people dont know how to by shit when we run out!!!!!

What Man/woman Would U Pick N Why???
Ladies/Gentlemen, Which would you choose??? And why!!! 1. The man/woman that owns his own business, but will be in the same town for years to come. He's very sweet and will take care of you, but he's boring. 2. The man/woman that is young, energetic, willing to try new things.. But has not yet established a career. He's gonna make it big soon, but tends to be self absorbed and needy. 3. The man/woman that has a 12 more years to retire, will travel the world in the meantime for work with you by his side, but is a liar and you can't trust him. 4. The man/woman that has very little to offer you, but loves you unconditionally. You would have to struggle and there's no telling what would happen in the future. PRPrincess

Just Thoughts
Every day brings soemthing new... I wish that everyone knew How easy it is to forget what really is important The health of my family, The sound of the their laughter. Their smile and their tears. The loss of a friend deeply cuts Even if you dont know them well. It reminds you to say I love you and mean it. When you meet someone new, that makes you smile and remind you how to have fun and stay young.

Still Here
im still on vacation, ill be back monday... i got a new tattoo!!!!! ill be posting a picture of it soon today... one thing i do feel i got to say, its funny how some people on cherrytap will tell u how much of a friend they are or ect, and stab u in the back while youre gone... note to people... i dont need the drama, if your going to be fake like that, just leave me be... i got enough friends, i dont need fake ones... with that said, ill be back soon, and miss yall!!!

Trouble Brewing In Ct City With A Capital "p"...
Okay. Now I get why so many CT folks are quietly taking down some of their photos off of CT. With the clickish of the club by not promoting this site to teens, one would have thought that they would be more exclusive to the photos on this site. Check out the following as had been posted and reposted in the CT bulletins. I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet.I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits...I realize that by putting an

New Icp Wresling
Coming soon for us juggalos or on wrestling . Joggalos wresting will be here in two week . Lots of fago and clown love there. so check it out homies at www.juggalowrestling.com see ya homies there.

1951!
Topps Company started it's first baseball card series. The series consisted of two individual sets of 52 cards each. The 1950s 20 year old outfielder Willie Mays joins N.Y. Giants Baseball team, while Joe DiMaggio retires from baseball. Fifties Pop History 11,000 new books will debut this year. James Jones novel, From Here to Eternity is published.Buy the Book or Buy the Movie.Also popular this year: Look Younger, Live Longer by Gayelord Hauser. The 1950s J.D. Salinger published Catcher in the Rye. More Info Herman Wouk's Caine Mutiny, for which he will win the Pulitzer Prize, is published. Buy the Book or Buy the Movie Also Thor Heyerdahl's Kon-Tiki Buy the Book or Buy the Documentary and Rachel Carson's The Sea Around Us. Buy the Book Fifties Pop History Gen. Douglas MacArthur, relieved of his duties by President Truman, bade farewell to Congress. The MacArthur story. The 1950s UNIVAC 1 First commercial computer. You've Got mail! Fifties Pop History Florence Chadwick

Wiccan Terms
Some Traditional Wiccan Terms 1. Altar - a surface that has been prepared for the work of doing rituals and magick 2. Amulet - an object that deflects negative energy. It is usually worn on the person. 3. astral projection - the practice of separating the spirit from the body and having that spirit move around the world. 4. astrology - the study of the stars and how their position affects personality and future events 5. Athame - a short ceremonial knife, sometimes with a double edged blade. It is used to direct energy during the Wiccan rituals. 6. autumnal equinox - a day of the year in autumn when the night and day are of equal length.

Who Am I And What I'm About
Who am I: ? (The age old question) I'm soft spoken, straight, sensual, kinky, very erotically Dominant (not a control freak) 6'1", 240 lb semi-muscular male. I'm refined, articulate, witty, educated, with a bittersweet DARK SOUL. This is NOT to say I'm negative, far from it. If anything I'm a pragmatist who sees the glass as half full NOT half empty like so many. As a person I have faced my own mortality, inner truths and flaws. Life for me is a constant journey to "do better and be better". Like most humans some days I live up to it, other days a fail miserably. I'm a (Anthony)Tony Robbins, Dr Wayne Dyer, John Maxwell and Dr Phil Disciple. I have a simple saying: "BDSM Leather Mastery is not built in a day, it is built daily." ~Sir Magic~ I love the four "S"s : Sushi, Sashimi, Scifi and Sluts. Those who know me say I'm a very dynamic person I am not only comfortable in an Art Museum or Black Tie Affair but the backwoods and trails as well. I have a passion for li

Adverages And Percentages U Didn't Know
85% of men don't use the slit in their underwear. 67.5% of men wear briefs. 85% of women wear the wrong bra size. 50% admit they regularly sneak food into movie theaters to avoid the high prices of snack foods. 90% believe in divine retribution. 10% believe in the 10 Commandments. 82% believe in an afterlife. 45% believe in ghosts. 29% of us are virgins when we marry. 58.4% have called into work sick when we weren't. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. 35% give to charity at least once a month. 69% eat the cake before the frosting. When nobody else is around, 47% drink straight from the carton. 85% of us will eat Spam this year. 70% of us drink orange juice daily. Snickers is the most popular candy. 22% of us skip lunch daily. 9% of us skip breakfast daily.

Like What The Fuck?!
So I was driving today from Middletown to my place and I had this asshole in front of me (IN THE PASSING LANE MIND YOU!!) and he had like at least a fucking football field of space infront of him... For some reason everytime this dickwad would pass a car, he'd look over at the driver in the other car... I bet the fucker was thinkin, "Look at me in my old rundown piece of shit and look at you in the nice new Nissan Altima... Im going faster than you... I'LL BEAT YA IN A RACE, BITCH!" God damn... I wanted to really just like fucking ride his ass and tell him to get in the fucking slow lane... mother fucker... Then I had a guy in front of me and it scared me to fucking death... He had NO BREAK LIGHTS! I mean wtf?!! People let their cars get like that?! I mean its not that FUCKING hard to put 3 tiny little bulbs in the taillights of your fucking car! I was SOOO fucking tempted to park my car, get out and tell the fucker to get his lights fixed because its a driving hazard... WT

Book, Please Check This Out.
Author: Irma Louise Chase-Sholes (RIP) Front Back Entire painting by my Uncle Charles (RIP) I have blogged a few of her poems also. A journey, through poetry and verse written by my Grandmother to her children and loved ones, she wrote of the seasons, her emotions and feelings, relationships, and life. This collection of poetry has helped me to get to know my Grandmother, even though she passed away a year before I was born. Since publishing this book and passing it on to my loved ones I have decided that my Gramma would want me to share her work with the world and use it for good things. That being said, I am going to donate all the royalties from the sales of this book to the American Cancer Society, as well as to the research of the cause and cure for Alzheimer's Disease. I have chosen these research groups due to the fact that I lost my Father and Uncle to Mesothelioma and also I have several relatives that are stricken with Alzheimer's Disease. I know that

Today Is Bestfriend Day.
If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of Sadsess? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. Tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain. you will

Herbal Codes
A Adder's Tongue: Dogstooth Violet; PlantainAss's Foot: Coltsfoot B Bat's Wing : Holly LeafBat's Wool : MossBear's Foot: Lady's MantleBird's Eye: Germander, Speedwell Blood: Elder sap or another tree sap Blood from a Head: Lupine Blood from a Shoulder: Bear's BreechesBlood of a Goose: Mulberry tree's sapBlood of a Hamadryas Baboon: Blood of a spotted geckoBlood of a Snake: HematiteBlood of an Eye: Tamarisk Gall Blood of Ares: Purslane Blood of Hephaistos: Wormwood Blood of Hestia: Chamomile Bloody Fingers: FoxgloveBlue Jay: Bay laurelBone of an Ibis: Buckthorn Brains: Cherry tree gum [this phrase usually designates any fruit tree gum]Bull's Blood or Seed of Horus: Horehound Bull's Foot: Coltsfoot Bull's Semen: Eggs of the blister beetleC

I Do Want Some Cheese With My Wine
So it's friday night and I feel like having a drink of wine. I go to the kitchen get a nice bottle of Pinot Grigio, reach for my wine glass... I reach for my glass and it slips and falls and hits my head. now okay that's not too bad, i am used to crap like that happening (not the most graceful swan on the lake). So, no big deal.... i grab my bottle of wine and my bottle opener! wouldn't you know!!!! My bottle opener is freaking BROKEN!!!!! Okay I admit it... that just down right ticked me off! I took a deep breath and grabbed the next best thing... a screw driver and a hammer. Yep! time to take action in my own hands!!!! so as i start pounding away at this cork that just does not want to budge.. i swear it felt like freaking ages!!! all of a sudden it gives way! yeah you guessed it! not only is the cork swimming in the wine (which i knew would happen) but i am wearing half the freaking bottle!!! hmmm... i wonder if i can squeeze a glass of wine out my shirt???? :)

Girly Survey
What color is your bra? Not wearing one baby!!! ooh yeah!! Hair, up or down? at work, so in a tight braid. Do you straighten your hair? not for about 15 years. Do you worry about the size of your boobs? yes. What's your favorite girly magazine? More (Does anyone remember Taxi from the 80s, that was the BEST!!) What's your Favorite mascara? Anything from MAC Small or large purse? medium-ish In your purse, what are your must haves? haven't carried a purse in about 8 years, but when I did, my cigs, condoms, lighter, eyeliner and phonebook. Jeans or skirts? Jeans Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? yup Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? definately What's your favorite color(s)? black and red Do you consider yourself girly? only sometimes Heel or Flats? heels baby!! thought hardly ever anymore Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? sometimes. Would you leave the house without make

To All Those Who Lost Loved Ones In The Virginia Tech Shootings.......
I don't have any family members down in VA that I'm aware of, but this is still a horrible event that should have never happened in the first place. Hopefully all of those who lives were unfairly taken are resting in peace. And to whoever was responsible for this, may you forever rot in eternal damnation for your heartless actions you pyscho scuzbag....

Love
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong

From Grassfire.org
The media is lying about our illegal immigration crisis. For example: The liberal media isn't going to report the fact that only 2 percent of illegal aliens are actually picking fruit and vegetables, but 41 percent are on welfare! The liberal media isn't going to report that 1 in 10 babies born in the U.S. are to illegal aliens. The liberal media isn't going to report that 60 percent of Housing and Urban Development funds go to illegal aliens. The liberal media isn't going to report that 13 Americans are killed each day by uninsured drunk driving illegals.

Jade's Reminder....................
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet. Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out sw

What The Fuck
what is with people this week? 1st there is the horrible incident at Virgina tech, then locally we have a ton of schools locked down due to threats, then 36 northern California schools are locked down due to threats from a transient, then there is this nasa space center building deal. and on top of that you've got the Oklahoma's bombing and Columbine shooting anniversaries this week. Why is this a week for the crazys to act out? Personally I have been nervous going anywhere today. Especially once the crazy guy at work got fired.

So Excited!!!!
I'm excited, kids. Two reasons: 1) My beautiful girlfriend is flying here to see me for our one-year anniversary. I'm gonna spoil the hell out of her! 2) It's Saturday here. Hopefullt on Monday, I get a written job offer for a new role. Better challenges, new company, $10k pay rise plus $10k in bonuses. I'M RICH, BITCH! :)

Update To The Last Entry
Well I'm completely done with him now. He doesn't believe me that I have no idea what had happened. So I'm done . We always had this problem when he gets upset over something . I could never change his mind cause he was too stubborn to even listen to what I was saying. And now I'm starting to think that he was messing around with her while we were still together . Because it seems like he is doing everything he can to destroy the love I have/ had for him . It's just hard to imagine that anyone could be that cruel and it doesn't bother them at all. Specially someone I had once planned to spend the rest of my life with. It makes me wonder how many lies he has told me over the weeks and months . Every time I asked him if something was wrong he said it was nothing and that I was worrying too much . And it turned out every feeling I had was true .

Wtf????
I dont ever realize why some guys act as thought they really care about you when all they want is to get laid??? What ever happened to chivalry? Chivalry not dead, but the few guys that have the decency to be romantic and sweet are very hard to find!! There's also some guys that seem to be sweet and nice, and they are... for the most part! They are nice, and good to you, and they do actually care about you, but they are also the type that let things get into their head... like "what is love?" In my opinion love is when you care so deeply about someone or something that you'd do anything for that person, there's loving like a brother or a sister, loving like a parent would, or like a child would love a parent, and then there's loving like a partner... which means that you love that person enough to share in the special event called sex, and you want to share that with that person because it's such a beautiful act and you feel that this person is worth sharing it with!!! I know i'm rambl

When You Think Of Me
You look so peaceful sleepin’, You don’t know that I’m leaving, but I’m gone. Well I did my best to beat ‘em, but in my head, the demon said, move on. You wake up your gonna curse my name. But as some time goes by I hope and pray. When you think of me, Remember the way that I used to be. Remember the times I held you, tenderly. Remember the way that I loved you. I think about the night I met you, I swore I’d never forget you, well I won’t. I think about the way you’ll live and breath, Inside my dreams forever. You’ll be better when I’m gone, you’ll be better when I’m gone. Cause I know your gonna fall in love again. I’m sorry this is how it has to end. But when you think of me, remember the way that I used to be. Remember the times I held you tenderly. Remember the way that I loved you. Oh, when you think of me. As I pick up these bags and turn around I say a little prayer and hope somehow. When you think of me, remember the way that I used to be. Remem

Cranky-free Diet
Food can play a powerful role in the way you feel day to day. These menus include some of the best MOOD FOODS - food combinations which will leave you feeling LESS cranky and irritable 24/7! All meals incorporate both high quality carbohydrate and lean protein, and are rich in Omega 3 fats, Vitamin D, Folic acid, B12, and soluble fiber. Be sure to eat consistently throughout the day (every 4-5 hours to avoid potential blood sugar dips) and drink plenty of water. Tofu may be substituted for meat, chicken and fish (soy milk, cheese and yogurt may be substituted for regular dairy). Daily menus are based on approximately 1,600 calories - I've provided calories to help adjust for your personal weight management goals. For comprehensive meal plans, grocery lists, recipes and much more information on improving your mood, check out my new book, JOY BAUER'S FOOD CURES Eat well and feel fabulous! Day #1 Breakfast: Cereal with Milk, Nuts and Flaxseed: 1 cup whole grain, fortified cere

Scream Loud, Scream Sayonara.
I fucking hate everyone. I'm sick of feeling like shit. It's so unfair. I usually would do anything for someone if I think they are worth it. And I am screwed over. So, now I'm on a rampage. I've been short and rude to just about everyone. I blame jerks. I blame the weather. I blame my forgiving way. I blame people just forgetting about me. Just because I didn't do what everyone wanted me to do, doesn't mean I did nothing. I learned more than I could have. I was happy. SO WHY DO I HAVE TO GET BEAT DOWN?

In Response......
Thank you to everyone who have been so hrlpfl & supportive since my 1st blog. I really do appreciate all of your kind words and attempts to make me feel better. Thank you! After spending some time talking to someone very close to My Husband, I have come to realize something very important. This was the 1st person my Husband ever lost that he was close to & he had & still has no idea how to deal with it. Unfortunately, I am the person closest to him, so I have been the one to feel the brunt of his grief. Plus, I have to take responsibility for my part...I was not on time..to go shopping, to go to the wake, or the funeral, although we did make it to the funeral on time. I can understand my husband's frustration with me. And YES, SOME OF THIS WAS ACTUALLY MY FAULT. I could have done a lot of things differently, and, looking back, I wish I had. But hindsight is 20/20. I now know some of my husband's trigger's and I just need to adjust, so that I don't set them off. I'm sure he knows so

The Law Of Power
The Law of the Power The Power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control others. But if the need rises, the Power shall be used to protect your life or the lives of others. The Power is used only as need dictates. The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. It is unwise to accept money for use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not as those of other religions. Use not the Power for prideful gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and magick. Ever remember that the Power is the sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should never be misused or abused. And this is the law of the Power.

The Best Gift Of All....yourself
A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation. The traveler left, rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the wise woman. "I've been thinking," he said, "I know how valuable the stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone."

Slave To Daddy
Being Held in the arms of Daddy after my bottom has been made red makes me feel so loved and i understand Daddy's reasons. When im held by you Daddy when i am tired and need my rest makes me feel so safe as your love envelops me. As i am held in the arms of my Daddy with each new step we tread makes me feel so warm and shows me i am treasured. Held in the arms of my Daddy after so many tears have been shed Daddy knows i love him

Call It A Poem
WE WANTED TO FIND LOVE. WE WANTED SUCCESS UNTIL NOTHING WAS ENOUGH, UNTIL MY MIDDLE NAME WAS EXCESS AND SOMEHOW I LOST TOUCH, WHEN YOU WENT OUT OF SIGHT, WHEN YOU GOT LOST INTO THE CITY, GOT LOST INTO THE NIGHT. I WAS IN NEED OF HELP, HEADING TO BLACKOUT, 'TILL SOMEONE TOLD ME "RUN ON IN HURRY BEFORE SOMEONE BLOWS YOUR BRAINS OUT". YOU CARRIED ALL MY HOPES, UNTIL SOMETHING BROKE INSIDE. TAKE LIFE AS AS IT COMES. SO WILL WE DIE OF SHOCK DIE WITHOUT A TRIAL. DIE ON GOOD FRIDAY WHILE HOLDING EACH OTHER TIGHT. AND THIS IS KIND OF ABOUT YOU AND THIS IS KIND OF ABOUT ME. AND WE JUST KIND OF LOST OUR WAY, WE WERE LOOKING TO BE FREE. TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES.

Liars And Fakes
OK SO IM GOING TO GO ON A RANT THE THING I HATE MORE THAN ANYTHING ARE LIARS OR BETTER YET THE ONES THAT CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS AND PROMISE TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU AND NEVER SHOW UP TO DO IT..EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE DONE MANY THINGS FOR THEM INCLUDING HELP THEM OUT WITH A PROBLEM THAT COULDNT BE HELPED OR THE NUMEROUS TIMES YOU HELPED THEM OUT WITH GAS FOR ALL 3 OF THEIR CARS CAUSE THEY DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY TO DO IT... WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT EVEN THOUGH THEY THINK IM A MONEY BAG AND I HARDLY EVER ASK THEM FOR HELP THEY THNK THEY CAN ASK ME FOR A HUGE AMOUTN OF MONEY AND THINK THAT I WOULD JUST GIVE IT TO THEM I MEAN HOLY HELL PEOPLE WHAT ARE YOU THINKING I NEEDED HELP WITH ONE LITTLE ISSUE AND YOU PROMISED TO BE THERE AND YET YOU NEVER SHOWED UP AFTER I PROMISED SOMEONE ELSE THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE DO YOU KNWO HOW BAD THAT MAKES ME LOOK I WAS GOING ON YOUR WORD THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE AND WHENT HE TIME CAME YO

Mini Lahvosh Turnover Sandwiches
Ingredients 1 chicken, breast 12 Lahvosh round(s) 1/2 cup(s) cottage cheese, low-fat 1 teaspoon tarragon, dried 1/2 teaspoon pepper, white 2 tablespoon onion(s), green 1 small tomato(es) 1 cup(s) spinach leaves 1/4 cup(s) nuts, almonds, toasted Preparation Poach chicken breast in boiling water until cooked through; drain and cool. Shred chicken and set aside. Soften Lahvosh rounds according to package directions. Combine cottage cheese, tarragon and pepper in small bowl. Spread mixture over 1/2 of each softened cracker. Top with green onions, shredded chicken, tomato, spinach and almonds. Fold rounds in half to serve.

Wish You Were Here
How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year. Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here. xoxo, Miss Classy Cunt

First Date Dating Advice
You think you've met your soul mate online. You've warmed up to each other through chatting and now it's time to meet face to face. What will your partner look like? What do you wear? Will you make a good impression or will you be nervous? Don't worry. Here's how to make it work. CALL FIRST BEFORE MEETING Don't jump from chatting to dining straight away. Set up at least one or two phone conversations. Use these talks as a way to know the person better and to judge whether you want to take the relationship to the next step. Treat your first phone contact as an actual date, a way to get to know the person better. PLAY IT SAFE ON YOUR FIRST DATE Always set up your first date at a public place and at a reasonable time of day - late afternoon or early evening. A familiar restaurant or coffee shop is fine, but not at midnight. Never meet at one of your homes. Avoid bike rides or drives in remote areas for the first few dates. Make sure you end the date while there are still other

Hillbillies
Rockwell, Nc Current mood: content Well Here I am in Rockwell, Nc. I haven't ever seen so much country in my life. As you all well know I'm a city girl through and through. Or I was anyways. Admittedly I did fall in love with mudding and 4-wheeling. Hey in my defense I've always liked fast and dangerous. People are so friendly here. It's taking some getting used too. I'm also not used to being so isolated from the real world. Which makes me scared of the friendly ppl. They are waving and smiling all the time. I'm like WTF freaks, and it really doesn't help that I'm country illiterate. No joke I thought Goats were male Sheep. Apparently they are two different species. In my defense Mashall thought the same thing. Sorry girl but you had to go down too. I still miss Florida but I'm settling in well here. I will never miss Ohio. Sorry but if you could see me right now I would be mooning Ohio. Nature is a little new for me also. I mean give me some credit I grew up in Akro

Small Real Entry
You ever just get so bottled up in the city that you just HAVE to take a vaction or you'll explode? That's how I've been feeling lately. So I took a mini vacation to someone in the middle of nowhere with some friends. If nothing else it'll help me get the poetic muse back because I've had seriousl writer's block lately. Alright that's enough yapping on my part. Ta

The Longest Nine Hours
Hour 1 The final kiss good bye and the last, Love you, before leaving. The last look as you drive away. As a tear runs down your face. Hour 2 A car comes up from behind, could it be ???? It passes and your heart sinks again. Hour 3 Stop to get food to try to ease your stomach. Then debate on which way to go. Hours 4 thru 6 Just stare at the traffic as you drive on. Hour 7 Phone rings, you hear that sweet voice you just left, so sweet. Finding that they are having just as hard time as you. Hour 8 Back in your home state. Nothing around you has changed but you. Hour 9 Your at your House was your home but Home is where the heart is and thats Nine hours back.

Crackpot!
Chinese wisdom An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on dail y, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course , the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there

63 Survey I'm Freaking Bored
Learn 63 things about your friends, and let them learn 63 things about you! Nothing special will happen if you do, and nothing bad will happen if you dont, but maybe you'll get to know someone better, and they'll care to learn something about you* 1)How old do you wish you were? 23. I liked 23. 2) Where were you when 9/11 happened? Watching it from the very begining at the house taking care of Ali. 3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? hit the selection button a few more times, beat on the coin return button multiple times, curse it and walk away. 4) Do you consider yourself kind? Sometimes yes, sometime very no. 5) If you had to get a tattoo? I alreasy have three and have been simply too poor to get more, 6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? French (I'm conversational but I don't consider myself fluent) and the next language I want to learn is Italian (if I ever have time). 7) Do you know your neighbors? On one sid

The Club 1
They sat there, staring into each other’s eyes, complty caught in the moment. They needed each other, but needed to find a place to release their passion, she peeked out from behind her seat and saw that one of the washrooms was free, she looked back and grinned at him. She leaned in and whispered into his ear, time to join a very special club, I will see you in the bathroom, with that she kissed him on the cheek, stood and walked back to the washroom. He watched her head down the isle, a certain swing in her step making her ass sway in a hypnotic dance. He flopped back down into his seat and waited a few moments before getting up and heading back. He moved into the small area at the back of the plane where the washrooms are located and moves to the one door and lightly knocks. He hears the click of the lock and the door slowly swings open. He quickly steps inside, closes and locks the door behind him. He diddles as he tries to turn in the cramped little room, grabbing her and moving h

Just Thought You Should Know.....
my birthday sucked ass and i am currently umemployed by wilson farms. the company is poorly ran and they dont care how they treat their employees so i told the to fuck off they are all cunts and i quit, well at least thats what i told the district manager. but on that note i appreciate all of you who sent me birthday wishes, i just wish it was as good as it should have been, but hey im not longer a teenager!

Country Bitches Vs. City Bitches
Country Bitches vs. City Bitches A city bitch will take you where you need to go. *A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up or get knocked the f*** out. *A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. *A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talkin

Do You Have A Dirty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Remember What Could Have Been
Blood in my heart and blood on your mind as you search for that flaw that you'd find dissecting the words of an innocent leaving love and compassion behind Scattered ashes are all that remains of the things that went on before so let it thunder and let it rain cause these things can't hurt me no more Dirty glasses in the morning's light recollections of your presence last night but in the new day's hostile silence the intent of your echoing words seems violent Cruel cold rain's tormenting me - there are no visions left to see just hazy shapes and whispering voices the future is filled with lunatic choices There has to be music, there has to be wine to lessen the pain, to make me feel fine escape from this life, escaping from me it's comfort and strength that I need

All Things Happen For A Reason....
This is truth, for all things happen for a reason and as does those whom cross our path. Life is good. It is about learning and always being in the process of becoming...what do I mean by that? Simply put is this: If we do not learn as we go through life and grow with the experiences that we have come across, then until we learn the lessons at hand, they will continue to come back until we do learn them. Life is simple, yet we as humans and by nature complicate even the simpliest of tasks. I know first hand! So I speak not without experience. Take time to see the simple things we take for granted every day. Stop and look outside as if through the innocent eyes of a child. For a child has not yet been taught how to hate, how to judge another, they have not been taught that we much justify our existance by the amount of work we do. They are the happiest people in the world!!!When is the last time you went a park either with someone or by your self and sat on a swing or went down a sli

Keep Believing
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, and you will also see yourself developing into the person you have always wanted to be. Life is a journey through time, filled with many choices; each of us will experience life in our own special way. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibil

Military Spouse Day, 5/11/2007
Military Spouse Day, 2007 http://www.whitehouse.gov/news/releases/2007/05/20070510.html# A Proclamation by the President of the United States of America America's military spouses inspire our Nation with their sense of duty and deep devotion to our country. On Military Spouse Day, we honor the husbands and wives of those who wear the uniform of the Armed Forces of the United States. The husbands and wives of our service members have made significant sacrifices for freedom's cause, and they are an integral part of the success of our Armed Forces. Spouses may endure long periods of separation and frequent relocations, and they often set aside their own personal and professional ambitions for the benefit of their family and the Nation. Despite tremendous personal challenges, military spouses maintain everyday life for their families here at home, while sending love, prayers, encouraging words, and care packages to their loved ones stationed around the globe. On behalf of

Mothers Day
this goes out to all the Mom's out there best wishes for a Happy Mothers day altho it is a hard job its so rewarding when we look into our children's faces and see the smile only we can love to see the love in their eyes and know the tenderness we created and know how they gorwn from our guidance and love we are a great breed to be able to bring life into this world smiles Happy Mothers day

The Halloween Costume Party
On the night of a Halloween costume party a couple were having trouble picking suitable outfits. After a while the wife got mad and stormed out of the room. Fifteen minutes later she came back completely naked execpt for a lemon between her legs. The husband looked at her for a moment and then stormed out of the room himself. Twenty minutes passed and then he came back himself with a potato around his well.... 'u guys know what...' The wife gave him a wierd look and then the husband replied "If your going as a sour-puss, I going as a dictator".

I'm Sick Of This
This shit is getting annoying. One of my pics got marked NSFW b/c it was of my shirt and mainly my tits. I've been seeing a lot of chicks on here with their main pic with damn near nothing on. I could see the top of one chick's nipple. Why in the fuck are my pics getting marked and not their's???? If you can't see any of my skin, what makes it fair for me to have to see a lot of theirs and part of their nipple????? What in the fuck makes this fair? If my shit is gettin marked, they should have their shit marked, too!!! I mean really! The only thing I was tryin to do was show what my shirt says......but someone decided they didn't like what is in the shirt. I didn't know x-ray vision existed on here!

Why Get So Affended?!?!
Ok so I don't come on here that often, in fact I was gone for like 2 months until yesterday and I came back to see what was going on. So I was bored and clicked the "I'm bored..." link up top and started rateing photos. Well I must of broken some un written cherrytap rule where you are only allowed to give everyone 10s because today I get inundated with comments from upset people who got all offended that I didn't give them the 10s that they thought they deserved! And I'm not being a snob about this, My picture is by no means a 10 and I don't expect people to give me a 10 just for the hell of it. Why would there be the number 1-9 if you are only allowed to click the 10 (or the 11 in special cases)? Oh well what ever I can see that people don't like to see other peoples true opinions and just what to earn more fake points to up there status on a site that doesn't even mean anything! I will continue to rate the photos as I see fit and feel free to continue reacting by rat

Untitled
We sit here takling on the phone Me falling with you More and more every night Your voice and the things you say Kept deep in my heart The more we are together The happier I get I feel the warmth And the love in your touch I see the truth And loyalty in your eyes And I fall deeper The deeper I fall the More I realize That I I love you Your heart is purre The love i feel From the warmth of your touch I feel the caress From a true deep love I know tihs love is Completely true I can feel the feeling grow stronger Every time we talk Twice as strong as before I like this love That I feel I want to keep You and this feeling Forever

The Softer Side Of Melly
I love people. I love bringing out the brightest side of them. I love to confront them on their good qualities... not so much for their appearance or possessions (I'll give props on those too though) but for their more deep rooted goodness that shows in subtle ways. I love when people smile at me and show me appriciation for aspects of me beyond the more shallow and exploited things. I love when people premeditate bringing a smile to somebody's face without expectations of personal gain. I love watching people interact as much as I like to participate. I think everybody deserves as much love as they can get, how some act with and without love is questionable and that nobody is unloveable... there is always at least one aspect of a person that deserves respect and anyone can be appriciated, respected or loved for anything by anyone. I think there aren't enough people who see past trivial differences to who people really are... the core basics of what drives them. I appriciate diversitiy

Come On In
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

To My Grandpa.....
You were there when I was brought here Spent every waking moment with me by your side The years that passed had so many memories And feelings which I could never hide.... I love you dearly Grandpa You were more to me then the world I know your gone away now, but Im still your little girl You raised me the best you could You gave me all your might And when you look upon me from heaven You'll see how you raised me right Ill miss you more then i could say And im sorry i didnt say goodbye But here are my words I wish i could say I love you grandpa and goodbye I love you grandpa you are still my world, and atleast i know that you hoped i would have been there. I miss you and I will see you when i reach those gates cause i know you will be there waiting for me to walk through. Tell Dustin i miss him and i cant wait for the hugs to pour into my arms. Tell Harley that i know he is watching over me.. I miss all of you and I wish there were more i could say, but al

Take A Step
Take a Step Take a step back to see what I see Place your hands over your eyes Now try to see pass threw it Darkness covers your eyes While the other side keeps going My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the death of another love Has torn me You cause me pain When I see your eyes It breaks my heart To not see the pain in your eyes My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the truth Has torn me I live with pain But I am ok Because one day I might see the light That you live in Because I keep living for only my sight

Maslow
If this is the case then the consequences need to be accepted by the few who control the bulk of the resources of the many. Before getting into a discussion concerning consequences, a basic understanding of motivational psychology is needed. For the purpose of this report the discussion of Maslow's hierarchy of needs form the Wikipedia encyclopedia will suffice. Rather then studying the most dysfunctional in society, Abraham Maslow focused on the most successful in society in his day. The study produced what he later titled A Theory of Human Motivation which he released in 1943. Subsequently this became known as Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, or simply Maslow's Pyramid. Since his study focused on the most able of the day, it has far more impact on our discussion. The current cultural environment has impacted man people of the same class which Maslow studied. Not only did Maslow focus on the likes of Albert Einstein, Jane Adams, Eleanor Roosevelt, and Fredrick Douglas, he also studi

Strange Facts
Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969! In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes! There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo! Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution! Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second! The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card! There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos! There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants! Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500! The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad! Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after eating! Tourists visiting Iceland should know that tipping at a restaurant is considered an insult! One

This Morning
well so after getting very little sleep last night i woke up and decided that today i am gonna be me again, lately i havent been able to be becuase i have been so worried about what to wear and how to act, well i finally said fuck it i miss being me i miss dressing how i do and i want it back, so i went to the store bought some hair die came home and fixed myself up and id have to say i think i look pretty damn good. i feel like me again i feel like i am not acting like anyone else or dressing like anyone else! damnit I FEEL GOOD, for those of you who care and actally read these i should hae some pic up soon, but till then i gotta go to work

Priest At His First Mass
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the $$=+ out of him.

The Heart
Welcome to place,yes I welcome you to the inner world that is me. Walk around the grounds,smell the flowers that are the different aspects of me. Roam the castle within,see the tapestry that is me. Touch the walls and know the sheilds I have to protect this place. Look at the Armory, see what weapons I have to bear to defend this heart. And in here is place for the one,the one that will brighten my world and be,for love does reside here. See my armour,notice the scarring that is,for these mark the battles that have been waged here,and yet I still remain. For here is what I am,all can I be,all the posssibilities that are. This place once housed the dreams of the great dreammer,the dream yet remains,just yet who holds the keys. I am a knight,deeply coded,yet is of the modern world. I am what can be,if one allows it,and is waiting. And yet I am still here,mind,body and soul. who will rescue the knight,what lady-fair will come and be. And I am still within,waiting. When will

Atten!!!!!all Ldc Creators,founders,andco-founders!!!!rulez...
The Laws Note: Demon Storm was excused from the metting. Note: We will be having a meeting night once a week every week for ALL members who want to participate in gettin to know more members, expressing any concerns, or just to ask questions. Law #1: If you leave the family take LDC off. Law #2: From now on anyone that tried to join that is in another family will not be able to. If your in a family other than this one now they are fine. Law #3: All L.O.A (Leave of Absense) must be approved by a Creator and a Founder. Law #4: If you show inactivity by not reading or reposting the family bulletins and / or blogs for a months time then you will be notified and placed on probation, if it continues then you will be removed. Law #5: All members need to understand we are NOT a comment bombing family. Don not address comment bombing bulletins to the family. If we have time to comment then we will. Law #6: You must make an effort to repost all family bulletins th

Here We Go Again
Nemesis member number 7459 from Streamwood IL. name Mark, came onto my page and started blasting me with 1's. Watch out for this wise guy, hes been on CT since 06 and is just now a level 4 !! real friendly JERK . I returned the favor and blocked him..

Quote
"Quote" Quote you are my soul unquote Now does that sound familiar? Kiss the boy and make him feel this way Quote well this is me unquote You have been so ugly your entire life So why change now? Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes You are the saddest sight I know You're quiet you never make a sound But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know Quote we never talk unquote And thats when I don't answer Don't you dare ask why Because you don't want to know, Quote Well woe is me unquote How different I've become And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know And you were right, right from the start It took everything you had, but you finally broke my... And now the old things will pass away I saw your light once Did you see mine? Bu

My Heart Has Been Stolen
JUST TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW....THIS IS THE MAN THAT HAS STOLEN MY HEART! I AM SO PROUD AND HAPPY, I JUST HAD TO SHARE THE GREAT NEWS WITH YOU ALL! PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AS WELL! LOVE YA MEAN IT!

First Day Of School
So school fucking sucked today...i did like 4 fucking tests in like 2 hars...it sucked....and the worst part is that i have to to it all over again tomorrow...getting up at fucking 5:30 in the morning!!!!!!! life...i got to love it, i guess

Women Over 40 !
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. A woman over 40 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man will often ignore even her

Quote
Was going through some old stuff and I found this. Read it back in high school in a Holocaust class and made me think. It's very powerful. "First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out - because I was not a socialist. Then they came for the trade-unionists, and I did not speak out - because I was not a trade-unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out - because I was not a Jew. Then they came for me - and there was no one left to speak for me." --Reverend Martin Niemöller

Nhl Boredom
Taken from the Book of Gretzky (2007 Edition): May the rich Oilers rise down and drink from the cup of Stanley, followed by Rangers and unfortunate for the Kings, they weren't worthy enough of greatness, for they had to settle with their own Blues. With no Captial rise. But now we are in the rise...the rise where the Senators get quaked to death by a bunch of ducks Almighty. Lemme hear a Quack! And if that is not a ridiculous site may they be struck down by Lightning and deal with the Coyotes, Sharks, Bruins and Panthers in the Wild and get hurled to smithereens by an Avalanche un the midst of a Hurricane. May they look up at the Stars with their Red Wings and dressed in their Blue Jackets and get beaten by Canadiens and Canucks holding Maple Leafs. Shall they met the Devils, Predators, and Islanders to get poked by Penquins on Flyers holding Sabres and sent to Flames, to be assaulted by Thrashers Have such no pity, says the Blackhawks. Can I get a Hat Trick!?

Interpol!!
Interpol have issued this description of Madeleine; Present family name: MCCANN Birth name: MCCANN Forename: MADELEINE BETH Sex: FEMALE Date of birth: 12 May 2003 (3 years old) Place of birth: LEICESTER, United Kingdom Nationality: United Kingdom Father's family name: MCCANN Mother's maiden name: HEALY Height: 0.90 meter 35 inches Colour of eyes: BLUE , GREEN Colour of hair: BLONDE Distinguishing marks: Left eye blue and green colour; Right eye green colour. MADELEINE's Right eye has a quite unique brown strip at about the 7'oclock point from her PUPIL (the dark centre of the eye ) through the full width of her IRIS (the coloured circle of the eye ) and stops at the white of her eye. MADELEINE also has a small brown mark on the left leg calf. Language spoken: English Date of disappearance: 3 May 2007 at 3 years old Place of disappearance: PRAIA DA LUZ, Portugal

The World Of The Juggalo
The World of the Juggalo Zac Pennington and Marjorie Skinner Attend the Insane Clown Posse Concert and Discover "the Way of the Juggalo" BY ZAC PENNINGTON AND MARJORIE SKINNER Circling the perimeter of the Expo Center parking lot in nervous awe of the hundreds of menacingly painted clown faces, we slowly work up the courage to mingle with the Juggalo. On the surface, the task of defining the Juggalo seems an easy one: clinically speaking, a Juggalo is--like the Deadhead or the Misfits' Horror Kid before them--simply a particularly devout follower of the rap/thrash group Insane Clown Posse. But standing in a crowded parking lot amongst hundreds of self-professed "Juggalos," it quickly becomes apparent that actually defining Juggaloism will prove to be a bit more elusive. WHO IS THIS INSANE CLOWN POSSE? Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope were two white kids who moved to Detroit from the suburbs. They promptly--and nearly suicidally--deemed themselves gangsters, forming the Inne

,lifes Paths
Life sometimes chooses paths for us , we didnt think we'd be taking, but dont think its because life doesnt like us... Maybe learning curves or to build ones character.. maybe to turn weaknesses into strengths, improve oneself or maybe we have become tooo complacent and need a nudge in the right direction.. Over the last 2 years I've been places I never imagined even heading toward, some not so pleasant and more than often a challenge.. not only places in a physical sense but also emotionally and mentally.. all have been challenging.. Have I grown? Most definitely.. Have I cried? I haven't really allowed myself to! When I have time to pause and when i feel loved and safe.. perhaps i will cry on his shoulder... Have I laughed? Yes... laughed lots at myself and my stupidity.. I often SMILE.. just because, why, because there is always a positive side to something and that is the side I CHOOSE to see.. Definitely a work in progress however I am really liking the outc

Down Rater!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE U GO GUYS HERE IS A DOWN RATER FOR U HE RATED ME AN 8 I TRIED TALKIN TO HIM AND SER TRIED TALKIN TO HIM HE SAYS NO ONE IS A 10 AND HE DONT CARE IF PPL RATE HIM A 1 SO I RATED HIM A 1 I THINK WE NEED TO SHOW THE CT LOVE OF DOWN RATERS. LETS SEND SUM 1S HIS WAY. badboy6000@ CherryTAP

A Bit Of Info On Lil Old Rogue
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: rogueNickname(s): roguey/rogueybabyAge: 31Birthday: 28th januaryBirthplace: minsterCurrent Location: kent, ukEye Color: blueHair Color: aluburnHeight: 5ft 3Weight: 182 lbLefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: aquariasWhat Do You Drive: kia pride Screenname: rogue{---Favorites---}Color: prupleNumber: 69Band: mika (at the mo)Music Genre: anything no countryTV Show: showbiz poker (at the mo)Movie: annieActor: orlando bloomActress: hmm dont really have oneKind of Movie: pornCartoon: xmen Sport: ice hockeyFast Food Restaurant: kfcFood: roast lambIce Cream: half baked (ben & jerrys)Cereal: special kCandy: anything chocolate

And How Was Your Day?
My day was filled with laughter, tears, fun and food. My family and friends surrounded my daughter and I as we celebrated her graduation from High School. People poured in and out of my home like breaths of fresh air, my daughter bouncing into the kitchen to announce yet another "hey mom, look who came by to say hello!" I would turn and sqeal at the giggling smile of another long time friend or long lost classmate of hers that had stopped along the party trail to bid farewell and good luck to her. Its been a long but lovely day. I am glad in a way, that its over. I am so proud of her and happy for her. She has worked long and hard for this day and deserves much praise. I am glad its over because new days are dawning for both us, many changes are still to come, for sure. Also, I am saddened by its coming. I cant say that there will be no more cramming sessions with pig-tailed girls dawning t-shirts and sleep pants to study the ins & outs of mid-evil history quizzes, but surely th

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I havent been here in a long frigin time. Boy have i missed a lot. NOT. Still see all the point wh*res. Cry babies. And a holes :) Geee arent i glad i got married and have a life :) Some of you amaze me. Exspecially the ones who care more about this site then there own "children" Nicee.

Charles J. Mays U.s.n.c
I just received a call from my son in Michigan and had to tell the story. He has been recommended for a Meritorious Service Award from the Navy for saving the life of a fellow student that OD’ed during class and has been placed on promotion list for Petty Officer 1st class due to his record and accomplishments. The recommendation reads in part, “ on May 16th 2007 Petty Officer Charles J. Mays U.S.N.C. took control of the situation when a fellow high school student collapsed unconscious. Cadet Mays then commanded a fellow student to call paramedics while he started CPR and directed fellow students to clear the area for emergency personnel that would be arriving. Upon arrival of 2 paramedics he continued to use the skills acquired in his emergency medical cadet training to aid the paramedics until the student was stable and ready for transport.” I cannot tell you folks how this young man has made his father tear up in pride at not only his goal of being a Navy Seal b

When Choosing A Partner
When choosing a partner, dont go for looks, they can deceive. Dont look for wealth, even that fades away. Find someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright

Sex Appeal
You Are 64% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

No Hate On My Page
FAIR WARNING TO FANS, FAMILY AND FRIENDS: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/906214 To all my friends, fans and family. This is "Dobby". He is very angry with me, americans, tattoos, and anyone who may be ignorant of Geography (especially his). Yes, I am all these things. I took Russian Econimics and language in college and then everything changed there and I felt no desire to keep up after that...my degree just became as usefull as toilet paper.. Anyway, I am just giving all fair warning because he may antagonize you for being associated with me and I say "may" generously because I really did not get to know him at all. So if he contacts you you have been warned. I have blocked him to keep the "hate" off my page. He may be an interesting person. I really did not get a chance to get past all the hatred and get to know him. PLEASE DO NOT DOWN RATE HIM OR SEND HIM NASTY MESSAGES OR ANY OTHER NEGATIVE THING. I AM NOT LIKE THAT AND I DO NOT WANT TO INSTIGATE SUCH A THING.

How School Is Going
Well there is 3 more weeks of this school. You can't really count the last week because it is full of last minute admin stuff only. So I got 2 weeks of the hard stuff! I am going to be heading out to the streets of Clarksville, Indiana. So if anyone is from there please let me know how that place is. And also if you know of a teen that could realy use a kick in the right direction, let me know. Well enough of my ramblings.

Ok No More
OK FRIENDS AND FAMILY I HAVE HAD MY FIRST CONTEST AND THANX TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAS TRYED TO HELP ME OUT BUT I THINK I WILL JUST STICK TO HELPING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT I AM A MUCH BETTER BOMBER THEN BEING IN A CONTEST TO STRESSFUL SO AFTER THIS CONTEST THAT IS IT FOR ME I WILL BE BOMBING EVERYONE ELSE!!!! 3 DAYS LEFT AND THAT IS ALL FOR ME

Nude Photos???
Graphics & Layouts I was ask a question last night..."Why do I have a problem with people posting NUDE pictures?" Ok I want to explain this to everyone, Personally what people post on there site is there business,And what I post on my site is mine,It's a free country.. I perfer not to post, nor look at nude photo's, I don't care how big your "WORM" is..I feel that going that deep with yourselve is private,Not something you show people around the world to gain ratings or points whatever.This is something that should be shared between two people that love one another../Private in a meaningful way. Some people get there kicks out of it, Which is like I said a free country, But you want see me looking at or posting nude photo's.. Some may agree with me, Some may not... Ty Brandy xxox LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK PLEASE..

Our First Family Contest
Make your own Custom Comments OK WE NOW IN THE LEAD LETS KEEP IT PLZ Ok peeps we have our first contest for the family.Please go show some love for this family member.Here is her link and the link to the pic!!All members need to show love!ALL MEMBERS MUST COMMENT BOMB THIS PIC OR YOU WILL BE REMOVED!!!!THANKS!!!!WHEN BOMBING PICS FOR CONTESTS THIS MEANS YOU BOMB IT WITH AS MANY COMMENTS YOU CAN!IF THAT MEANS 2,000 SO BE IT.THANKS!!!!!! *ŞħãĐØŴ * -Realm of Syn- {bbw/bhm Bombers}@ CherryTAP I am out of comments please help!!!! NOT a sexy anything contest...more a real wonderful contest!!! SOO please.... Please come help in this Father's Day contest. I have helped lots of you in these contests...so please come show love...very very important to me. Thanks, Jessica AKA: ShaDoW Click the picture link below and rate and comment bomb pretty please!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Post a bulliten for me?? that would be great! Dont forget to RATE the

This Is Kinda Weird
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found there was no little boys, " But the seat