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This One Is A Lil Naughty
THOUGHTS OF YOUR BODY SO DELIGHTFUL SUDDENLY MAKES MY HEART START TO RACE YOUR ALLURING EYES AND WICKED LITTLE SMILE SPLASHED ACROSS YOUR SINFULLY ANGELIC FACE THAT COME HITHER STARE CAN STOP ME IN MY TRACKS STIRRING SOMETHING PRIMAL DEEP INSIDE YOUR TENDER TOUCH FILLED WITH DESIRE YOUR LOVE'S SANCTUARY IS WHERE A WANNA HIDE A FEVER PITCHED HEAT STARTS TO RISE BETEWEEN TAKING YOU OVER THE EDGE AND BACK AGAIN HEAR YOUR TREMBLING VOICE CALL OUT MY NAME YOUR BODY'S ORGASMIC SPASMS MAKE ME GO INSANE YOUR SILOUETTE IN THE SHIMMERING MOONLIGHT YOUR ESSANCE AND NEEDS I PLAN TO SPOIL YOU DANCING IN THE MIDST OF A SUMMER RAIN YOUR HEAVENLY BODY DRIPPING WITH SWEAT, COVERED IN OIL THE CARNAL INTENTIONS THAT I CONTINUALLY CREATE WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY INTERNAL THRUSTS THE FLAMES ENGULFING US IN THIS SEXUAL FIRE YOU AND ONLY YOU CAN FULFILL MY PASSIONATE LUST 2-25-07 JAY ROGERS

Oh Kennedy - Clinton - Bad Moves
i would like to have presidents kennedy and clinton in the room - you both did well on a few domestic issues, but what the fcuk were you thinking? that either of you were bigger than the office jack! running with mafia!? i realize you got the womanizing thing honestly, but damn! discretion! you didn't get the chance to mumble the rhetorical, "e'tu brute"...anyway, bill! getting head in the oval office...as our countries finest were losing their lives around the world - tomorrows ridicule will be well deserved

Afternoon Delight
My sweetie and I walked down the streets of my tourist town looking at all the goodies in the shop windows, and holding hands lovingly. Once in a while, he'd stop suddenly, and pull me to him to kiss me passionately and deeply. He did this several times, and each time he did he knew it was driving me crazy with heat. We walked down an older section of town and I had an idea. I stepped to my right suddenly, pulling him into the shady alley there. We were out of anyone's sight, so I pulled him to me and kissed him hungrily, my hands all over him at once. He groaned and did the same, but lifted my left leg up around his waist and ground himself against me hard. I gasped out as I could feel his big cock through the thin material of our shorts, and I knew he could probably feel the moisture forming in my panties. He clutched my tight ass in his hands, and continued to gyrate hard against me. I felt the wave of heat rush over me, and knew I'd have to have him soon. I licked his ear and s

Vengeance
vengeance is mine sayeth the lord and I give you this bright shiny sword the sword is words to use as you will Inside your brain you now have skill * these words have powers hidden inside how you use them is for you to decide do you use them for hurt and deceipt to bring someone down in utter defeat * or used in support of someone in need sort of a bandage for when they bleed not to further open that bleeding vein but instead to help ease their pain * choosing sides in a battle of words getting ready to sharpen that sword do the words cut and maim and kill does this battle give you a thrill * each side believing what they feel is truth and it throbs like an abscessed tooth not knowing what happened behind the scenes and that not everything is as it seems * standing on the sidelines, watching the frey knowing eventually someone will pay with feelings hurt and standing alone with vengeance saying you must

The Date Begins
I am going to go and get in the shower and wash my hair, shave my legs (and... ) and then wear a sheer night gown and light a bunch of candles I bought today. Dinner is in the oven so that will be ready in about 30 minutes and have a bottle of wine on ice. The date begins starting now!!!

Calling All My Angel's In Ohio Please Help Me
ËThere are some real cuties at Columbiana County Dog Pound This is A GASSING POUND - TAKE A LOOK AT THESE BABIES AND CHECK THE PETFINDER LINK TO SEE THE OTHERS ON THIS LIST:Colllie Mix pups Cute beagle Beagle Dachsund Sweet chow mix girl - warden says she is very sweet Black shepherd mix Black lab/dane mix PLEASE FORWARD THIS TO FRIENDS, REPOST AND IF YOU CAN CONSIDER SPONSORING- ESPECIALLY THE BLACK DOGS, THEY RARELY MAKE IT OUT ALIVE ALL ANIMALS LEFT SCHEDULED TO BE GASSED TUESDAY 3-6!! ..> Jack Russell Terrier Mix Size: SmallAge: AdultGender: FemaleID: 0306 Notes: This friendly girl was an owner turn in they said they couldn't keep her anymore. She is very friendly and seems to be in good health. She would prefer to be an only pet. This should not sentence this cutie pie to death. This dog is scheduled to be euthanized at 7:00 a.m. Tuesday, Mar 6th ..> Shepherd,Collie Mix Size: LargeAge: YoungGender: MaleID: 0806 This friendly puppy was found wandering on th

Thoughts In Her Little Head...
AS WE SIT HERE TOGETHER I SIT STARING AT HER... WONDERING WHAT THE THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH THAT LITTLE HEAD WERE... WAS SHE THINKING OF WHAT SHE WOULD BE WHEN SHES OLDER... IF SO WOULD SHE REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS THAT I'VE TOLD HER... WAS SHE THINKING OF WHO SHE WOULD MARRY SOMEDAY... WHILE SHE WALKS WITH HER DAD AS HER GIVES HER AWAY... OR WAS SHE SITTING THERE WONDERING ABOUT THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD... ABOUT WHAT I DO AFTER SHE'S FALLEN ASLEEP IN HER BED... FOR NOW I SHOULD JUST ENJOY SIMPLY STARING AT HER... AND NOT WORRY TOO MUCH WHAT THOSE LITTLE THOUGHTS WERE... IN TIME I KNOW, SHE WILL TELL THEM TO ME... AND I'LL WAIT, REGARDLESS OF WHEN THAT MAY BE... SO I'LL SIT HERE AND CHERISH STARING AT HER... AND WONDERING WHAT THE THOUGHTS IN THAT LITTLE HEAD WERE... LIFE IS TOO SHORT...CHERISH THE ONES YOU LOVE NOW...BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME!!! I LOVE YOU SERENITY ANNE AND GABRIELLA GLORIA... A POEM WROTE BY: ~BRANDY NOEL MOSHER~ ...

Female & Male Versions Of Prayer
Female Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Amen ******************************************************************************* Male Prayer I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a bass boat. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. Amen

Unusual Facts About West Virginia
The first organized golf club in America is in West Virginia. West Virginia continues that tradition today with 1884 Oakhurst Links in White Sulphur Springs. The border of the state of West Virginia is 1,365 miles flat (as the crow flies). West Virginia’s Memorial Tunnel was the first in the nation to be monitored by television. It opened November 8, 1954. The first rural free mail delivery was started in Charles Town on October 6, 1896, and then spread throughout the United States. West Virginia was the first state to have a sales tax. It became effective July 1, 1921. The first steamboat was launched by James Rumsey in the Potomac River at New Mecklensburg (Shepherdstown) on December 3, 1787. Bailey Brown, the first Union solider killed in the Civil War, died on May 22, 1861, at Fetterman, Taylor County. A naval battle was fought in West Virginia waters during the Civil War. United States Navy armored steamers were actively engaged in the Battle of Buffington Isl

March 06, 2007: Headphone Syndrome
When someone is wearing headphones and speaks very loud because s/he tries to speak over the music. Mike: Hey man how's it going? Joe:I'M FINE, WHAT'S UP WITH YOU!!!!!? Mike: Whoh man, watch it you're suffering from a little bit of headphone syndrome

My 'updated Family Tree' Bulletin
Updated Family Tree Check the Updated Family Link Above, Search for your name,and if you have since made changes to your display name or display picture then comment the blog with a link to ur page i will get the link and change on the tree in the order that it comes..DO NOT SEND ME PRIVATE MESSAGES WITH YOUR LINKS, THEY WILL NOT BE ADDED and MESSAGE WILL BE DELETED...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED New Feature On The Tree When you see this under a persons pic: Some Words When You see the Bat and what ever words may be under a persons pic that is a direct link (that will open in a new window) to send that particular person a private message..all the links so far have been tested and are in working order If you can do morphs,banners,tags, emblems, or anything else that can assist the family in any way, contact any of the one of three ppl on the top tier of the family tree, with examples of what you can do and they will tell me ;) to make the correction as soon as possible E

Tribute To A Friend
Tribute to Al Wahl I once met a man who was big and strong, but was also kind, gentle and tall Although some called him muffy I knew him simply as Awahl As days became months and months became years we shared many things including our blood, sweat, and tears Some things we did together I can never tell For him, I and maybe a couple of others will have to answer that bell But know this my good friends a better man you will never call For I knew the man and myth, the one known as Awahl I called him buddy and I called him friend but the name of brother was most fitting in the end No matter what happens in this life of mine. The roads I must travel or hills I must climb. The trials I must pass or times I will fall. I will never know a man that can compare to Awahl. R.I.P. Al

The 69 Eyes: Angels (album Review)
Ok I'm not trying to be a bitch about it or anything, but this is my honest opinion about it. This goes to show you that just because The 69 Eyes are one of my favorite bands, doesn't always mean I have to like 100% of their music. I'm not a puppet and I have no need to be pulled on strings. PS. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are solely that of myself. Thank you. Alright...here it goes. Tuesday after work I headed right to the music store to pick it up for a reasonable $13.99. Well....I kinda wish I could have a 50% refund. If you've never heard The 69 Eyes before and are interested in hearing them, don't let this CD be the first one that you purchase. I've been a fan of theirs since 2001 before most people even knew who they were, and sadly I'm just not impressed by this album one bit. I'd recommend one of their earlier albums like Blessed Be, Paris Kills, or Devils. Anything but Angels. The title track "Angels" is decent along with "Never Say Die", "Perfect

Don't Understand
i really don't understand why i keep turning people off to me...it confuses the hell out of me to start with...and then when no one will explain it to me...it fucks with ym head even more...i guess women don't like nice guys anymore....

Are We Really That Stupid?
We dragged clinton through hell over a blowjob,how come bush has yet to be tried for treason? Television has given us all the evidence needed to convict,sentance & execute him for his involvement in 9/11,plus the illegal occupation of Iraq. How did we end up in Iraq? Aint bin laden in pakistan? How do we the people hold accountable a person who defies congress? I say we all go to K-mart,buy some whiffle bats,go to your local government office,and whoop the holy dogshit out of anyone wearing a tie,tell them as an employee of the people,their incompetent ass' are fired,~N kick em in the nuts! Eventually we'll end up with a responsible government.Rather than the disfunctional,fraudulent piece of shit we got defiling our country now.

Sex Me
I know the touch of your hand Even when your not around. I know the touch of your kiss Even when your moving down. You let me know how you feel And let's me know it's surreal. Sex me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know it's good to you and your wanting more. I know the look in your eyes, when you see me It let's me know in my heart were you art to be. Even though you wine and dine Even though you spendin time Even when your not around I can feel you going down. When I'm next to you the passion inside Makes me want to sex you body. To know that the love, can take over me And I can't wait till next time you on top on me. You let me know how you feel, And let's know it's surreal Sex Me with yo' touch, yo' kiss and tongue Let me know that it's good to you and your wanting more. Sex Me With your lips from head to toe, Feeling the passion overflow. Feeling your tongue on my thigh And then we connect, it's for the long ride.

The Business Proposition
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." The girl looked at him, and then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend.... so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened....? Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Life lesson: Always consider a business proposit

This Will Make You Laugh!
I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court when I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red,orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Passion
Passion By Nicole Every woman yearns to find the man that ignites the passion in them. Someone that you can't wait to walk through the door at the end of each day. He makes your heart beat faster just by a simple touch or kiss. Instead of losing interest in him, each new day you find that you love him more then yesterday. A man that takes up for for you against everything, one that is strong and protects you. Every woman wants a man that takes her breath away and makes her feel unable to stand. The sad part of this is, every woman wants a passion that doesn't exist.

The Part Of You No One Sees
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

How I Feel
when i first looked into your eyes when first i looked inot your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs my heart drummed out a thunder beat i glowed whe joy from head to feet the hand of love had touched my soul as the bell of destiny began to toll the tide of love began to rise the world was filled with summer skies my sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold then wisped away a brilliant rainbow arched across as waves of luve began to toss the air was filled with love birds cries when i frist looked into your eyes when i first looked int you reyes all time and space were paralyzed and in the instant i was shown a universe i had never known i dwell there still in paradise when i look into your eyes

Just So Everyone Knows
Go to Brassnux.com...and then scroll to the bottom where it says card 17 march stpattys something like that click there and look at the 13th person on the list that is me my fight is on st. patricks day so have fun I willl..lol..I'm gonna win one for roseburg...woop woop

Something Rather Chilling...
I honestly wish I had one of those cell phones with a camera in it so I could post a picture of this incident... The other day, my son and I went to a pizza place, you know, one of those with a few old arcade games and whatnot. While we were waiting for our pizza, this tiny little girl about four years old goes over to the police shoot-em-up game that has a pink gun and a blue gun holstered and chained to the game. Her parents are sitting at their table, eating, laughing, having a good time. Basically letting her have free run of the place so she wouldn't scream. Eh, whatever. So the little girl is singing and talking to herself. She walks over to the holstered game pistol and takes it out, sort of points it around the room. Okay, no problem, sorta. I mean, it's just a game pistol, not bloody likely to be loaded, granted. Still, seeing someone waving a gun around like that, even a toy gun, chills my blood a bit, mostly because it was obvious she had no idea what it even was

Fat Peoples
Ok, so some people are going to strongly dislike me for this, but what the hell is up with all the fat people now days? More over, what is with fat people thinking for one moment they're even remotely sexy? I'm sorry but isn't it about time they got themselves a reality dose and stopped shoveling food into their mouths long enough to go for a jog? People can sit and come up with all the excuses they like; I can't find the time, i have "big bones", blah blah blah; but at the end of the day, they're just that...EXCUSES!! Heres a note from the real world, everyone is busy, everyone has stuff to do in their life but people who actually value their lives and aren't lazy assholes, actually find time to do the exercise they're ment to be doing. Look, this is what it comes down to at the end of the day, if you're fat you have no one else to blame but yourself, and if you want to stop being a complete waste of space and a drain on our resources, then abid by 2 simple rules. (1) Stop e

Children Eyes:
what kind of world is it my friend that little children see? Do they see strength in caring eyes who watch them as they play? or maybe love though gentle hands that guide them on their way? Do you think they dream of future times when they would be just enjoy their present life while with their friends they see. Do they see the acts of kindness done for people who are poor? And when the day is over as they close their eyes to sleep Do they look forward to tomorrow? If this is what the children see. then it should be no surprise. The world would be a better place. if we all had children eyes. Copyright 2006

Raving
Where has this raver chick gone? What is this behavior? Do you remember the gabber? Sorted basslines Spawn of disco Synthesizer sounds Speedcore Where has this raver chick gone? What is this Behavior? Tell me do you remember the GABBER! The credo of the rave culture The old skool The jaded The candykid The junglist All one One subculture One group One assemblage So tell me Where has this raver chick gone and what is this behavior

One Of My Earlier Novels
One of my earlier novels Before I knew how to tell time, my mother gave me a timer. When she wanted me to come home by a specific time, she would turn its dial to whatever amount of time she was allowing me. It was about the size of a half-dollar, and she had somehow attached it to a shoestring. I would either put it in my pocket, or wear it around my neck. (Yes. A timer on a shoestring around my neck. My dorkdom is born…). When my time was up, it made a loud buzzing sound as it turned back to 0. Mostly what I remember about it is that I worried that I would lose it and not know when to go home. In an attempt to manage my anxiety around the Timer Issue, I did what any other square-peggish child would do: I wrote about it. Thus begat one of my earliest novels (though not the first). I think it’s both funny and odd that I had this compulsion, or whatever it is, to make sense of things through writing for as long as I can remember. I still do this in my spiral-bound notebooks,

Psycho Pick-up Lines
* "Wanna swap meds?" * "Can I buy you a spatula?" * "Bet you're wondering why I have no nostrils?" * "Your crawlspace or mine?" * "You look like the kind of person who appreciates catheters." * "May I lick your forehead?" * "Do you always wear your shoes over your socks? " * "Smeep. Smeep. Smeep." * "What's your favorite flavor of wood?" * "You've stolen my heart, but thats okay because I have three more back home in the freezer!"

Isp Is Having "issues"
My ISP (Internet Service Provider) is having yet more issues with their security settings. I can't use webcam and some other features in Yahoo because of it. But, hey - according to these guys I'm lucky because some people can't get into any sites at all. Well, I guess I should pray to the God of the WWW or some shit. Their worldly advice? Hang on for a few more days, we're working hard to resolve this server issue.

Chemical Bros ~ Asleep From Day
I know just what your mama said Always misunderstood Gotta tell you something I saw it in your eyes I think I left your back seat And now it's always good I fell asleep from day And all the promises There's a lot of people That let their will to say I've got a lot of friends And they've got beautiful eyes That make my heart feel surprised And you notice it And that's the truth That's the truth Have me to you I shine along underneath your view I'll be the one To let you know when you've come undone I like the stars in the sky And watch the moonlight go by I've got a lot of friends

I Will Not Judge You
I Will Not Judge You For your beliefs. For I have friends from every spectrum of religion across the map. My feelings are whatever they need to keep the warmth of their souls alive. Who am I to say what you need to give you strength in your day? By the color of your skin. Your skin, hair or eye color, have nothing to do with the heart within. I will not judge you for your wealth. For richer or poorer , you still have a soul, a heart that nourishes friendships and love. Wealth is not determined by material goods~ or monies that you may or may not have~ Wealth is determined by the reflection in your heart~ it is not something we own~ Nor will I judge you for your age. For we continue to learn no matter what age we are. Everyone has something to contribute to our lives if we listen. Most certainly not for your health. I have seen the weakest of the weak with the biggest hearts alive. No matter what your health you still feel, need, love just like everyone else. Ever

Crabby Old Man
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was decided that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that Copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide Presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, Poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? .....What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, ...not very wise, Uncertain of habit .......with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food......

The Tempest Review..if You're A Jugga-mark Delete Me From Your List And Kill Yourself!
Album: The Tempest Artist: Insane Clown Posse Lebel: Psychopathic/R.E.D/Sony Urban/BMG Songs: 16 Promo Singles: I Do This, Haunted Bumps, The Party. Running Time: 59:24 Apperences: DJ Clay, Father James "The Sinister Minister" Mitchell, The R.O.C, Razer Ray, Christofer Carson. Producers: Artists, Mike E Clark, Poler Bear, The R.O.C. This album has been 2 years in the making. The Tempest by Veteran Rappers and Professional Wrestlers The Insane Clown Posse. The Tempest is a roller coaster ride unlike anything u’ve riden or seen. Some are already saying it’s a new twist for ICP and it’s bad..and I’ll aggree that It is. But it is for the best I gather. Anyways. Out of the 16 tracks on this monsterious cd only 3 have caught my eye and I enjoyed. 1. Ride The Tempest: This song is the shit! The intro to it is done by someone who I’ve idolized since the old days of E.C.W. The Sinister Minister himself Father James Mitchell. Now when a song about a roller coaster ride. It’s no

Origination Of Taps
24 Notes That Tap Deep Emotions Jari A. Villanueva Of all the military bugle calls, none is so easily recognized or more apt to render emotion than the call Taps. The melody is both eloquent and haunting and the history of its origin is interesting and somewhat clouded in controversy. In the British Army, a similar call known as Last Post has been sounded over soldiers' graves since 1885, but the use of Taps is unique with the United States military, since the call is sounded at funerals, wreath-laying and memorial services. Taps began as a revision to the signal for Extinguish Lights (Lights Out) at the end of the day. Up until the Civil War, the infantry call for Extinguish Lights was the one set down in Silas Casey's (1801-1882) Tactics, which had been borrowed from the French. The music for Taps was adapted by Union General Daniel Butterfield for his brigade (Third Brigade, First Division, Fifth Army Corps, Army of the Potomac) in July, 1862. Daniel Adams Butterfield (31

Sacrafice: Is It Possible?
In life sacrafice is part of our daily routine. Should I have this or that OR should I sacrafice those two entirely and have this later? We may not realize it but sacraficing things are necessary if we want to follow something or be with someone. One thing that I dont understand is why somepeople choose to not sacrafice their security and leave their comfort zone and just follow what their heart tells them. If I sound like a hippie...too bad. Im not a hippie, but Im mostly talking about relationships. Ive watched couples and talked to them and ive realized that in someway or another one or both had to sacrafice something to be with the one that they love. They really didnt regret their decision because they said that it was something that they wanted to do in order to be happy with that other person. Another thing is that people become so engrained in their surroundings and dont venture out and try to find something different. Its scary I know that because Im scared of it. Home

Quick Update!!
Thanks for all the luv you guys have sent me since I've been gone. Just online for a hot minute to check on things and what not. In Illinois right now, and headed to Wisconsin (woo hoo :|). Anyways, hope you all have a great day, week, month, and all the good stuff, and I'll try to get back home around mid April (I know....LOL)

Alone
Alone Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Always
We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you.

My Crazy Day
1st off I did not want to get out of bed. I wanted to just sleep..I miss my b/f he works to damn hard I barely see him anymore but I love him so much so I am going to have to just deal with it since i love him so much..2nd my back hurts and i feel like shit

Irish Prisoners
During World War II, the captured Allied agents of Stalag 15 were attempting yet another daring prison break. On this particular night, Major O'Roarke and Lieutenant Flanagan were chosen to try to cut their way through the bars of the East gate. They were hard at work when the siren sounded, and the floodlights caught them in the act. As the German officer led them away, O'Roarke said, "We were so careful. How did you ever catch us?" The German replied, "It's very simple. Somehow, I can always tell .... when Irish spies are filing."

A Single Leaf Falls
The tree grows and on the tree is a leaf The leaf is content to grow in the love and shelter Feeding off the tree giving the tree life The leaf lives its whole happy life Something happens something changes The leaf feels a bit cut off something is wrong An anger comes over the leaf How can you take that away How can you leave me alone The leaf's anger forces its way to the surface The anger beats red in its veins The anger begins to turn to an ugly brown despair A suffocation begins Its connection to this life it has known becomes tenuous The leaf feels a falling sensation Will it recover will it live can it regain its grip on reality A slow descent into an unknown underworld Falling with no control over where it lands No control over what it does It falls catches a deceptively gentle landing A river of hope... no, a river of despair The swirling waters take hold of the gentle leaf Forcing this lonely traveler at the

Just Out Of Curiosity..
IS THERE ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT WISHES ME TO GO "FUCK MYSELF" CAUSE IF THERE IS PLEASE DELETE ME NOW. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THESE STUPID LITTLE CHILDISH GAMES. AND JUS FOR THE RECORD MR LOST4NOW, I AM NO WHORE, YOU R JUS JEALOUS THAT I WOULD NOT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY IN MY LIFE. SO TO THIS I SAY "YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF" AND SULK IN THE DEEP DARK NASTY CORNERS OF YOUR LIFE YA SIMPLE ASS. HA HA HA. AND IF YA STILL FEEL THE SAME BRING IT ON ASSHOLE I GOT SOMETHIN FER YA!! DON'T FUCK WITH ME IT WILL BE THE VERY LAST THING THAT YOU EVER DO!!!

The Realms Of Fantasy
The man awoke,with his home,smoldering in ashes.As them puke fuckin peasants laughing what they had done.He climbs out of the ashes as them puke peasants look on.The Moon is Full,My Ancestors built this house built your Town an u have the Nerve to burn my house to the ground.With 1 mighty slash,of 1 powerful arm.The heads of them to hapless peasants rolling on the ground.He drinks there blood from thee headless corpses.as others appear,they see not the man but a Great an Fierce Wolf of a Creature whom stands on 2 legs.They are Frighten'd,an try to Run,With one Swift Bound they are all dead or dieing Writhing in pain.Begging to be Finished off.As they die a merciful death.The Wolf Creature sniffs around smelling fear,of one who ran off hideing.Stand you piece of shit,beg me for your Life.He is some sort of Royalty.I should have known it was you,my own cousin twice removed.Strip off your clothes u worthless piece of shit.He does what he's told.I shall let u live cousin,I shall cut out yo

This I Swear.....
When you said "I love you" I didn't believe it was true I never thought I would find the "one" My search is now forever done All I want is you I'm sure My love will always be pure Now I just wait for the day You call me just to say "I love you more than anything And I want more than a fling I'm here to take your pain away And hold you each and every day." Now I'm nothing but scared For a life without you I'm not prepared My heart was crushed Even through all of my trust I will wait all my life For the chance to be your wife This I swear.....

Inducing On Tuesday :0)
Hey all this litle boy is finally going to arrive in this world on tuesday morning April 3rd ,2007...I can't wait ... Pix will be posted that weekend.. if im not too tired :0).... So he is late as of tuesday march 27th... so im tired of waiting..:0)... ill keep u all posted .. ttys .. love u all ...

Soldiers Thoughts
I was in the A.F. for ten years. If I could be of any value, I would gladly go back in. The American soldier has simple rules to go by: We do, to the best of our ability, carry out all lawful orders given to us. We go where we are told to go, any time, and any where. We do have our own political views, however those views are not allowed to interfere with the mission. When the shit hits the fan, regardless what service you are in, we are all brothers and sisters, and we will in need do everything in our power to protect, defend, and stand with those whom we share this bond. All of us share these words: Duty, Honor, Country. However, we are still human. We shed tears. Our bodies are not immune to the cruelties of war. Our hearts fall, just as those whom we talked to as friends only 5 minutes ago have been silenced. We take this loss personally. One of our own is only in memory. When we are no longer in danger, we grieve. However, let it be known that we do not forget. And those w

Last Night
Ok ...so last night was the worst night ever. Well...a part of it was. I had a good buzz....the DJ was wicked awesome...my best girlies w/ me... Why is it that most guys have a very hard time letting the women they are with have a good time. Especially when they know you are going home w/ them at the end of the night??? How is dancing w/ a group of girls right in their plain view (when they won't even slow dance w/ you....not even once in 5 yrs.....grrr....)a bad thing??? And then he says that you are fat and annoying.....in that case why the hell does he care who watches you dance?

Poem: The First Word Of Each Line
When we are so far apart, can sorrow mend a broken heart. I often feel so down and blue, sleep is sweet when I dream of you. All of you is like a rose, night is near so I must close. With this poem keep one thought in mind, you must read the first word of each line... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 7/79' Rate my poem please...

Concust, Tired, Drugged, And Frustrated.
Eck, and when I thought this week couldn't get any worse!! So, to start off this horrible week - My plans to travel to Raleigh fell through and I wasn't able to make it to GOUGE's last show at The King's Barcade. Yeah, that sucks! Not only was I hoping to see some people that are very near and dear to my heart, but I also missed my chance to help be a part of the last show at The Kings Barcade. No, GOUGE itself isn't shutting down..The Kings Barcade is being renovated I guess..and it'll be a long while until it comes back. Which sucks ass, entirely! So, I had to work on Tuesday.. ...my schedule was from 10am to 3pm. So I drag my ass out of bed to show up for work bright and early..So, to lay a little bit of the "foundation" for the story. It is my 3rd week working at my new job..and I'm the only female on the stock crew. So it's about 10:30 or so and I'm unloading a palate of paper cases into the designated area with a fellow co-worker of mine. (A paper case is very heavy. 1 re

Immature Assholes
i came home from work this morning and signed into my fave place, CT, to check out what my CT fam was doin and i had a mean ass comment on my page from a guy that doesnt know me but out of respect to his privacy( yes i still will show this asshole some respect) i wont name this individual. Anyways, this jerk off had the nerve to comment on my physical appearance, otherwise, he was making fun of me bc i am a bbw. EXCUSE me, who asked his opinion?!?! as a matter of fact, he even made the comment that ink on SAGGY skin is disgusting. FOR YOUR INFORMATION, my tits do NOT sag. Who is he to judge what i look like? he wasnt cute imself. and i think i look damn good myself, considering i used to tip the scales at 330 lbs, and i have the before pic to prove it. So to all you fuckers out there that wanna make fun of bbws, kiss my smooth white ASS. BIG GIRLS DO IT HARDER!!!!

Happy Easter!
Hello Friends, Fans, and Family - I just wanted to wish you all a wonderful Easter Sunday for tomorrow. I hope you all have a nice day. For those of you who don't celebate Easter well thats fine, I still I hope you have a nice day for what ever you do tomorrow. :D I am going over to my Aunt and Uncle home to have a nice dinner and spend time with all of my family here. I am so looking forward to it. I only wish I could see my parents and sister tomorrow, but I will see them in a month so I am not worried. :) I also wanted to thank all the new wonderful people who added me as your friend, and fan. I just love meeting new friends. :) Well, that's it for now... Happy Easter and have a good night. Take care all. *hugs* Beckie

Best Cherrytap Friend
*Contest will run for 17 days. *Contest will start Saturday, April 14 at 8 am pst, and will end Tuesday May 1 st 28 8 am pst rules: 1. NO NSFW Pics Pic must be of the profile owner!!! this is best cherrytap friend contest Most comments wins!!! You CAN comment bomb yourself! Let me know who wants to be in contest by Thursday April 12 at 10 pm then no more entries will be accepted.. 1st place winner will get one happy hour paid by me 2nd place gets one 3 day blast 3rd place gets a one day blast let me know if you want in by Thursday April 12 at 10pm pst time

Walk Down Memory Lane!
The population of the United States as reported by the 1950 Census is 150,697,361. The population of the world is approximately 2.5 billion. More 1950 Census Info The 1950s The population of the world is 2.52 billion Fifties Pop History 64% of Americans now live in cities The 1950s There are 1,667,231 marriages to 385,144 divorces (23%). By 1998 there will be 2,256,000 marriages and 955,000 divorces (43%) Fifties Pop History Median age for 1st marriage is 22.8 years old for men and 20.3 for women. By 1998, it will be 26.7 years old for men and 25 for women. Noting statistics one above, you can assume older but no wiser. Marriage prospects of single men and women. The 1950s A.C. Nielsen's Audimeters track viewer watching. Fifties Pop History Walt Disney's Cinderella opens in theaters. Buy on VHS The 1950s Sugar Pops are introduced. Fifties Pop History Antihistamines enter popular use for treatment of allergies and head-colds. The 1950s RCA 45 RPM record attachment -

Someone Has A Sense Of Humor!!
Had to Post This... Follow these steps in order: 1. Go to Google.com 2. Click on Maps 3. Click get directions. 4. Go from New York to Paris, France. 5. Now scroll to #23 on the directions list. 6. Have a good laugh and share with someone else.

Think Of Me
think of me on a hot summer night when sweat glistens on your skin and every movement you make is slow cat-like i will come to you in your dreams your white-hot angel with golden hair midnight trance we dance the dream dance heat rising in a cresendo of passion every pore screaming for consumation melting blazing in a hot bed of desire when you lie in your bed alone restless think of me dream the hot white dream i will be there

Sick As Shit
okay, been sick as shit since sunday evening. and getting better seems to be going painstakingly slowly. shiiit. this sucks. we were supposed to have Harold's twins for a couple of days this week, but it's not going to happen. not when people in this house are all this sick. i hope i get better soon. gotta get back to work and make some money. yea, shoot. okay well, i'm going back to bed for now. later ya'll! untill next time, good moshpitting to all.

This Key
Take this key. This key I give you. Hold it close, And never let it go. For this key, You see, Hold many more powers Than you and I can see. This key I give you. This key you are about to take. Holds the secret, Behind what it takes. To open the door To a brand new place. This place you are about to enter, Is a magical one indeed. This key that you hold, Will take you there instantly. Take this key that I give you, And unlock the door. For you will find the magic If you just explore.

Written By My Soon To Be Hubby
What am I gonna do? Sometimes feels like I'm on fire. Sometimes I'll keep hangin on, maybe I'm the only one. My vision is blurred, these emotions are stirred.You walked my way, that morning I didn't know what to say.I guess one way or another, your to stay. Maybe I'm not the one to blame, you took my hand, didn't let go. Don't take me away cause my times not done. My clearest dreams. Have yet to come. If I should die as I sleep, may those who knew me. Those who heard me speak though some called me weak.If I should slip or fall away know I never ment it again anyway. If I fade before I wake, take solice in the words I take.

For Hottest Cherry Of Ct
CONTEST IS A RATES CONTEST.. YOU MAY LEAVE COMMENTS FOR THE CONTESTANT.. BUT NO BOMBING!! THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM WED. 6PM APRIL 11 TO APRIL 16 AT 6PM.. THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO DOWNRATING OF THE CONTESTANTS.. ANY ONE CAUGHT DOWNRATING WHETHER ITS YOU THE CONTESTANT OR SOMEONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST.. YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE CONTEST.. SO TELL YOUR FRIENDS NOT TO DOWNRATE ANY ONE IN THE CONTEST.. IN CASE OF A TIE.. COMMENTS WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER WITH THE RATES.. SO ADD A FEW COMMENTS.. BUT LET ME STRESS AGAIN.. NO CONSTANT BOMBING.. EXAMPLE: LEAVE ONE OR TWO COMMENTS AND RATE THE PIC.. HAVE YOUR FRIENDS COME AND DO THE SAME.. AGAIN NO NEED TO BOMB.. COMMENTS WILL ONLY BE USED IN CASE OF A TIE.. THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES.. WINS THE PORSCHE AND A TAG THAT STATES YOU WERE VOTED HEAVNESSENCE'S HOTTIE CONTEST #1 HOTTIE..

This Is What I Found Out
So I went to ask cherry support why people dont get my picture updates and they said if you crush on someone or your in their family you usually dont get any alerts.....I guess thats just the way it is.....seems silly to me cuz ur family or crushes are the ones that would wanna know about those things.... *sigh* silly CT haha well......thats all for now oh and Say hi to me people! lol

Inside Out
Turn me, turn me inside out Subject me to the ugliness Teach me what my pains about Turn me, turn me inside out Tear away my shelter Make me feel, make me miss Long ago I dwelt here Now I’m twisted up n used I’m inside out, ohh inside out I never wanted I never needed I never wanted to be me I never wanted I never needed I never wanted to be me Turn me, turn me inside out I wanna be hidden, I wanna be seen Bring me back to life, ya teach me to shine Turn me, turn me inside out Take away my negativity, without destroying my soul I once believed in more then this It aint my fault the world has gone to shit I’m inside, ohh inside out I never wanted, I never needed I never wanted to be me I never wanted, I never needed I never wanted to be me -2007-Alexis Landry

Done
some of you might be wondering about my recent statis message, Well basically it says what my heart feels i'm done with love. I've asked for help in contests etc and such as well as just dealing with things. When i go look there are no comments on my picture except my own. How pathetic that makes me feel. I love you all and will continue to help out especially to those on the fan train or who actually return the love but im done with love. I wont ask for help anymore because i dont like the way it makes me feel. I've been through a divorce recently, moved into a new apartment and had some issues health wise that i just wont get into. I dont think my anxiety meds are working and well i've debated on leaving ct and the computer all together. There now i've had my say and im going to try and go back to sleep hopefully it works. Well so far no luck sleeping again. wow just reread my words and I seem pathetic but you know what i dont care I want my feelings known.

Love
who ever said its better to love and lost then to never have loved at all was a jackass who never loved and lost. i swear i will never open myself and my heart up to anyone else cause when i do they either move or die. Maybe i should wear a sign stay away if i love you then youll either leave and move way far away or youll die lol.i want the ones who stole my heart to know that ill always love them forever and im here if you wanna come home as this is home here with me!!!!

The Contiuely Updated Blog Moved To Cherry Tap And Added To...
This question has plagued me for many years, but i guess i will just lay out what i am for now... Its been one year, six months to the day since my first blog... Read bellow ... My first blog (on myblog.com) ------------------- Im a 6'4 (maybe 6'3) 230 pound (fat i know trying to get to 200), 22 year old ugly college student. I lie i cheat and i even steal from my parents(well i did). as far as I can tell im a complete asshole. Though im also a very loyal friend and helpful to almost everyone i meet im the type of guy that when i see a girl crying(even ones i hate) it rips me up inside. What i want to be. A caring, honest, well educated, fairly happy, thin man. ohh and rich wouldnt hurt I dont know if i can transform exibit a back into exibit b... But i plan to try and i plan to post regulary on my progress... Six months later (on myspace.com) -------------------------- Who am i now. Have i grown as a man or not? The easy answer is no but i dont re

2 Movies Pissing Me Off!
Well, Im gonna make a mad rant right now about 2 movies coming out in the theatres. The Invisible, and Disturbia........now I am sure that these will be box office hits, but COME ON PEOPLE! We have seen these before! I Loved the movie The Invisible when it came out the first time as "GHOST!" and oh my my my.......I Absolutely LOVED Disturbia the 1st time Hitchcock did it.... "REAR WINDOW!" I mean do the people in hollywood think we are all idiots!? It just pisses me off. However: Saw the movie Grindhouse, and it was really nice to see original movies, even the fake Movie trailers made this movie MOST Excellent. Anyways that is my rant.......thank you for tolerating it. ~~BW

Untitled 2
Untitled 2 (3.14.02) As My fingertips wander I feel many things, Some are soft and beautiful While others are sharp and jagged, As my finger-tips move ever-so I search for someth'n beautiful, Something as beautiful as this world, What I know is beatiful is now out of reach But now the beauty is gone, My hand is still extended Always reaching for the beauty Even when it no longer exists.

Got A Job!!!
Well everyone, I got a job here now in Lawton so, I guess I live here now...... I need to go back to hicktown Boswell and get my things from there and bring them here now.....If you wished me luck to get a job so I could move here well then thank you so much!!! If you didnt....well then I think you know what my few words will be!!! LOL just playing!!! Well things are starting to fall in place for me now which is awesome!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!! HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Special Treat
Special Treat The Straight Dope On Food, Health, & Exercise Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable slop. Q: Are beer or wine bad for me? A: Look, it goes to the earlier point about fruits and vegetables. As we all know, scientists divi

Acts Of Kindness
I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life the other day. I was on a plane returning to LA. The woman sitting across from me was balled up in the corner crying uncontrollably. I couldn't help but to wonder and worry what could be soooo wrong with her. I felt compelled to say something to her but at the same time, I felt it wasn't my business. I continued to sit and watch this and could no longer stand it. I simply leaned over putting my hand on her back to console her and said "I know it is none of my business, but are you OK?" She was so visibly shaken and about to burst into tears again. With all she had, she mustered up a smile and just said thank you. Much to my surprise at the end of the flight she leaned over and handed me a 2 page letter she wrote to me. She explained to me her sister was going through her 3RD battle with cancer and to talk about it out loud was just far too difficult. She had been with her sister at the hospital in Brownsville, Tx. She was

Rough Sweet Fun
Rough, Sweet, Fun Rough, Sweet, Fun Take me for the ride I want Make me hurt Make me bleed Cut through me like butter Rough, Sweet, Fun Take me for the ride I want Bruise me Fuck me Make me cry Cut me down Take me for the ride I want Beat me Chain me Stab me Rough, Sweet, Fun Make me hurt Make me bleed Make me a doll Used and worn Take me for what I am Rough, Sweet, Fun ~me~

Stay Awhile - Journey
Id do anything to hold you. Id go anywhere to touch you. Id do anything you want me to, If youll just stay with me awhile. Id sing any song your heart desires. I would sing out loud of loves sweet fires. Oo, Id do all this and so much more. If youll just stay with me awhile. Reach out your hand, Oh, to me. Oh, Im fallin One minute more, Im fallin Im fallin Oh, oh, fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin Wont you just stay with me awhile?

I'm Free
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free. I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joys. A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free!

Breaking Up!
Posted by another but so true to my feelings!! Breaking up with the person you love is a hard thing to do. Wether its just a few weeks or maybe years or maybe even just a few months. The tears have a tendency to fall like a river which flows freely. You feel like you have cried your last tear and you know deep inside that ya havent. The memories that you and I have shared will never be earsed but preserved between us forever. Memories that no one person could replace. We will not love one another like we use to, but as each day that passes I pray that we get back together As the days wear on I pray that we can look past our differences but as those days go by I lose that hope that we will be able to. Love is like an ice cube, it melts because it's to hot to handle or as a broken heart would do. A broken heart that just melts away, waiting to be repaired A broken heart that cries out to be mended but we both know in our heart that isn't going to happen. Though just rememb

Frikin Dialup
sorry that i havent been online lately to check cherrytap. im sorry im not trying to neglect anyone. im just on really slow dialup at the moment and its impossible to check cherrytap cause it runs so slow.

Heaven ( Maybe Nsfw To Some)
On this particular day, the teacher wanted to ask her class which part of the body went to heaven first. One little girl raised her hand and said,I think your mind goes to heaven first because you have to have a mind in order to believe in God. The teacher praises the little girl Then a little boy raises his hand and says, I think your heart goes to heaven first because God is all about love."Very good," says the teacher. The teacher looked up and saw little Johnny's hand up."Oh no", she thought, "I'm not gonna like this. Little Johnny, which part of the body do you think goes to heaven first?" Little Johnny thinks for a minute and says,"Your feet." The teacher asked him why he thought your feet would go to heaven first. He replied, "Well, I was walking past my mom and dads bedroom last night and my mom had her feet up in the air and she was hollering "Oh, my god, I'm coming!"

Me
ok so after 1 yer i finally got out of jail it sucked but fight when you get drunk you go to jail. im basking in the glory that is me. its funny that if you fight in jail you get to stay longer so word to ya dont get aressted for assult.

Which Lost Character....
this is so funny.........and somewhat true.. MomOf3Kids, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Hurley "For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. You are a kind soul with some terrible luck. While you're always lending a helping hand, you're not exactly the bravest guy on the island. What you do is even more important - keep people entertained. The only problem you've got is that whole jinxed numbers thing. You're so secretive, no one on the island even knows that you're a multimillionaire! Let it out, dude. There's no use trying to keep it all bottled up inside, man.Your polar opposite is: Jin. You are similar to: Claire and Sun. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and

The Washcloth
THE WASHCLOTH Ladies this has to be read, laughed at, and passed. There isn't a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45 am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a

May 01, 2007 At 01:57 Pm Edt
Maria is doing much better, they took the tubes out of her stomach and they also took out her breathing tube. She is doing most of the breathing on her own but she still has an oxygen tube in her nose. They are feeding her breastmilk through the NG tube, and soon are going to try to give her a bottle. We have been working with her to suck on her binky so she can take the bottle, it will probably be a few days before she can take one. They have taken off her bandages where they closed her chest, and the incision looks a lot better then I thought it would. Hopefuly, it wont be too long from now when we can take her home. I also wanted to inform everyone that Her great-grandmother Terri's friends, Bill and Mary, are going to throw a Chili Benefit to raise money for Maria. That will be May the 18th at the Life Squad in Ripley, OH. One of us will Post more information soon. We will keep you all posted.

Random Thought
just a few thoughts , I believe that if we took all our troops out of all these other foriegn countries and put them on the us borders of mexico and canada , not only would our troops be safer, we would have less illegal immigration, and all the money that our guys and girls spend overseas would be spent here in the states making a better economy, I think that we as a country donate to much money to other countries that usually never pay it back,, it's time that we take care of our own, and keep it here at home, there is so much we could do to take care of our own, and yet our troops and our tax dollars go elsewhere

Swamp.
She cried. Tears fused with dust. Trembling fear. Choking on mud. Helpless I watched. She was consumed. Skies fell inwards. Sinking... Tears fell from her face like petals from a dying rose. Caked with mud and her own spit she screamed. My name into a wordless wind. Leeches. Burning my skin. I'll follow. Soon reunited. Following farther. I too must die. Let by the hands of another... Push us down. Drag us down. Consume the weak. Decimate me. It must be done. Time has descended. God has departed. The sky's already closed up. Bless my eyes and make me blind.

May.....the Month Of Mirth.....listen In, Call In, Join In
This starts "May the Month of Mirth" on Ksframeofmind! Meet our new team member , Mitch and listen as poor "Dave" has to try and satisfy two women now! Prank phone calls, silly news and "Meet the Mitch"!!! Call in and join us for this pilot show! Just a little side note This is Paul and Tiffany's Anniversary. Tune In and Call In 646-652-4737 www.hostdrjack.com Just clink on the link below to join the madness at 10pm eastern , Sunday night !!! We have surprise cohosts coming on and it will be so much fun!! Don’t forget about Paul and Tiff’s anniversary and the trivia giveaway!!! Call in!!!

I Was Loafing Around And Being Lazy Today.. And See This Is My Horiscope :p
Sometimes you take what you can get, but other times, you need to go out and get what you want. The stars say you need to saddle up and go after whatever it is you desire. You have what it takes to reach your goal.

Across The Room....
(Inspired by an erotic-filled love affair doomed from the start)...... He stood up tall his shirt unbuttoned Hair dishevelled, across his face. She sat alone but had her eyes On something warm, inviting and nice. His eyes were wide, deep and bright, He looked around and caught her stare And knew right then that he had made A silent wish that she be there. She moved in close, so he could see That she too had the same desire To let this man unleash her lust Open her wide, and light her fire. He moved his hand across his chest And opened his shirt a little wider Then he took a forward step, To reach her hand and slowly guide her. One hand she lay against his face The other slid up under her dress His skin was smooth, clean and soft, Under the warmth of her caress. He looked down to see her body The smoothness of her pale skin The look that lay across his face, Began to wake the fire within. He pulled her close and kissed her neck Breath so warm, w

Taking Requests For Custom Stories
I have been asked by many to write one of my erotic stories with THEM as one of the main characters within the story. I will be doing this for a select few requests before I leave for vacation in June and will only have a narrow window of opportunity for doing this. If you are interested in having me write a custom story JUST FOR YOU let me know. Of course I won't be doing this for free, not for all the work I will be doing for each request, no way would it be for free for custom requests. So, if you are willing to make a request and make a nominal donation for suct a story with you as a main character please let me know. I will only be taking so many requests....so if you are interested leave a comment here and let me know. Serious people only please... remember, these stories will NOT be free. I have yet to determine the cost of this and will be discussing this with other etotic authors that are already doing this and see what the going rate is for

Hello Darkness, My Old Friend...
"Hello darkness, my old friend I've come to talk with you again Because a vision softly creeping Left its seeds while I was sleeping And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence..." I remember when I was so young that I never saw a thing, even when it wasn't there... I even remember missing darkness There was a street that ran alongside the railroad. I used to have to walk it every morning when I was... so small that ages didn't matter, and every day I walked it differant people would be there, usually men, funny men with dirty coats and long uncombed hair. They used to talk to me, and everyone said I shouldn't listen, but they looked, they listened, they learnt, they knew enough to stimulate, knew enough to tittilate, knew enough to sow a seed of... And now? Now those mornings are gone, the road isn't even there no more, some fine new condos instead of goods yards, but their spirits live, the men... You ever lived near

The Winners Of The Funny Photo Contest
{Congratulations To The Winners Of The Photo Contest} You Alone Figured It Out The Fake Photo Was no.10# The Man With The Fake Penis. I’m Sorry There’s No Way In Hell Even With A Medical Disease; Can A Man Even Rap His Penis Around His Body Twice LoL Ha-Ha …Even Though Most Man Wish They Could LoL Ha-Ha….. The Other Photos Are Indeed Real …Good Job Everyone. The Winners Names Are Posted Below; A Prize Has Been Sent To All The Winners. Thanks For Participating! **He Are Our True Winners Yeah Good Job Ladies : Gothikk Fantasy + Royal_Thickness** 1. Little kitten Being Crushed Though The Sofa Help Me Meow. 2. A Man With Is Packing Large; Hey No Homo. 3. 80 Pound Red Lobster Out Of Water. 4. 6 Foot Giant Cat Fish Out Of Water. 5. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Eats A Sheep that’s is Also Pregnant. 6. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Has More Teeth Than A Great White Shark. 7. A Women Who Can Pleasure Herself. 8. A Man with a Giant House Cat. 9. A

A Day In A Life
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When I arrived at 2:30a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in he r 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked As if no one had lived in it for years. All the furnit

A Mother's Love Determines How
A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would drive us mad with pain; But we are born into a world That greets our cries with joy. How much I owe you for the kiss That told me who I was! The greatest gift--a love of life-- Lay laughing in your eyes. Because of you my world still has The soft grace of your smile; And every wind of fortune bears The scent of your caress. By Turlough O'Carolan

Aw Come On And Fill It Out!!!! Its For Fun
This is called the SEXI TEST" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... If you don't respost this, you will have bad luck for 18 years!! So repost, it's fun! [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Handsome [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? [ ] i wanna fuck you [ ]wanna have sex? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = _______. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _______. We could _____ _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I

Yall Plz Read This
i know most of u drive either leagally or not well im here to just make a statement no one really knows me but im a truck driver and guess what i got something to say to all of you. just cuz ur little car or pickup can zip around trucks doesnt make u safe from getting killed by one the only reason im writing this is im tired of seeing body bags on the high way plus i just bought another truck and i dont want in a wreck look i know im rambbling but i think this will go with what im trying to say. a couple of months ago i was in L.A. a car was flying 2 lanes from me on the left i was in the process of trying to pass another truck the guy driving the car saw his exit and shot across 3 lanes of traffic to get to it well he made it across 2 lanes safe well not exactly safe he was inches from being my new hood orniment but he didnt make it all the way across member the truck i was passing he hit the truck and well long story short they couldnt show him at the funeral and the truck driver he

Cherry Tap Surveys
Has anyone else tried to do those surveys that Cherry Tap advertises to earn Cherry Bucks? It says you can complete only one a day but you will almost never qualify for the surveys they present. There's been times where I'd be disqualified after putting which state I live in and other times I'd be halfway through and then get the message "We're sorry. It appears you don't qualify for this survey. Please try another." The same thing happens when you sign up for websites that offer to pay you money for completing surveys. It's not worth it because you'll almost never be able to complete one.

A Letter To Normals From A Person With Chronic Pain
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Faiblesse
I feel distress inside me... Self-hate won't let me be. How to eliminate this passion, when for myself I feel no compassion? My features...unsightly and dull, It is a fact, not being cruel. I am blue and everyone is red, They are alive, I feel dead. In a shallow world I dwell, I don't belong, it feels like hell. I wish I was of the beautiful people, But my body and mind are mutinous. No hope for change or felicity I see. Just to accept fate I must agree. Forever one separate from the crowd, until I am covered in my death shroud.

Acceptable Behavior ???
1) If you’re overweight to the point that your gut sticks out further than your breasts, you should definitely be wearing that tube top. 2) Claim you “recently quit” and that you only smoke socially while bumming half a pack of cigarettes. 3) Arrange a night of dancing with the girls. Ask why I’m laughing after telling me your plans. Wonder why there are no good straight dancers. 4) Go out to a group dinner. Take 20 minutes to divvy up the check. Pay less than what you owe. 5) Don’t tip your bartender; it’s so crowded in here they’ll never notice. 6) When tending bar, get drunker than your patrons. They’ll never notice. 7) Charge more than $5 for a domestic beer. 8) When ordering rounds, be the last guy in the rotation so that your friends will be too drunk to realize you haven’t gotten a round yet. 9) Only drink wine. 10) If a friend has dragged you to a bar you don’t particularly like, don’t even make an attempt to enjoy yourself. 11) Hang out on the wro

Just My Luck
Well, let's see, I'm now a single dad of one nine month old daughter and I'm pretty happy about it. Things could have been much worse. Not that it doesn't hurt, but I still have my kid. I don't know how many people will even read this cause no one ever reads my other blogs on other pages. Anyway, I have no idea how this really works. I heard about it and thought I'd check it out. It seems to be pretty cool. Anyway, if anyone wants to know more about me, all you gotta do is ask. My life is an open book and I love the chance to meet new people. I don't get out much since I work from home and have a baby.

Yes Deal With My Complaints,someone Has To Besides Me..
K so...yes..i'm single but guess what? I despise it! My one night stand thing was fun but yeah..it's not something i'm in to. I have gone on a date recently..and it sucked. The guy wasn't as interesting as I thought he was. There was no 'click' and I felt bad cause I think he is still interested in me but i'm not feeling it. If there isn't a click then I can't just force myself to be interested. I'm sorry but that's how it is with me. That's how it is for probably everyone. I'm frustrated and tired of playing the same role of being the single one. I go out and have fun with friends and that's fine. I am just bored with the fact that everyone else has that someone though. I've been single more in my life than taken. When I go out with friends they want me to go to the movies with them or something and well I end up feeling like the third wheel. That does get old after a while ya know. They get all cute and affectionate in front of me and all it does is make me jealous. I know I shouldn'

Who's Game Enough Top Reply
not as comment ,,,,,hey I dont expect that message me with reply ok and its Private so it wont be read here who replied and what said What your looking for what pleasure would you be most guilty of Sexually I would be ,,,, in what way would you describe ya self = I am into ,,,,,,,,, fetishes ,,,,,,,,,, Messgeger Y/N (Yahoo or Windows Live) web cam ? Y?N participation...... A ( possible face to face B( ,,,phone sex,,, C(....photo/email exchange D(,,,full swap ,,,,,,,I'm single so cant be this one LOL E(,, partial swap ...... (or this :-) maybe just for you ) F(,,,group

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homer simpson lines Classic Lines from Homer Simpson "I think Smithers picked me because of my motivational skills. Everyone says they have to work a lot harder when I'm around." Bart: That's a hitch-hiker, Homer. Homer: Ooh, let's pick him up! Marge: No! What if he's crazy? Homer: And what if he's not? Then we'd look like idiots. "I saw this in a movie about a bus that had to speed around a city, keeping its speed over fifty, and if it's speed dropped, it would explode! I think it was called 'The Bus that Couldn't Slow Down.'" "Stealing? How could you?! Haven't you learned anything from that guy who gives those sermons at church? Captain what's-his-name? We live in a society of laws. Why do you think I took you to all those Police Academy movies? For fun? Well, I didn't hear anybody laughing, did you?" [Homer wrecks his car and has to explain it to the insurance guy.] Insurance Guy: O.K, now before I give you the check, I have just one more question. That

Life
Life Is good. We see ourselves drowning sometimes. We question why. We see no end to the struggle. Then a moment of clarity hits us. This is not the end of the road. this is just another strength exercise. We sometimes forget that just the mere gift of life is just that a gift. No matter how bad our situation is, we are still alive. that means we can change it. we can better the situation. we have an opportunity to be better. LIfe is a gift, cherish every moment of it.

A Fathers Day Contest
WELL ITS ALMOST OVER IN ABOUT A HOUR AN 10 MINS THE FATHERS DAY CONTEST COMES TO A END I WANT TO THANK EACH AN EVERYONE WHO HAS CAME AN VOTED , THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST CONTEST I HAD NOOOOOOOO DRAMA NO DOWNRATERS LEVEL 5 TO JOIN LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN CONTEST SELF BOMBIN ALLOWED LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN PRIZES BIG PIMPIN 1STPL PORSCHE 2NDPL SILVER MOTORCYLE 3RDPL ROLEX 4THPL MENS BRACELET

Wtf. !!! ( Fakes)
Sorry if this has been posted before,but i have just saw four pics of a women who is without doubt a fake. The reason i know this is because the pics that she is using belong to a British porn star,(not that i'm into porn myself,cough cough). C'mon ladies,if you are going to post,then post genuine shots,the fakers always get caught out some day.

Someone Please Help Me Out..
i accidently gave someone a 1 and i didnt mean too.but i didnt know that it happened.i would like to change it.i just checked the pic to see why they gave me a 1 and realized i had a 1 on theres.i thought i clicked the 10.didnt mean for it to be a 1.if i would have put a 1 which i have never done before i would have told you why.leo78lion is the person.if someone could tell him for me id be greatful for it.thanks for the help.i feel awful for it.

The Man's Guide & Code Of Conduct
The Man's Guide & Code of Conduct 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Brokeback Mountain. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 4. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call bullshit. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent) 5. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 6. The maximum amount of time you have to wait for another guy who's running late is 5 minutes. For a girl, you are required to wait 10 minutes for every point of hotness she scores on the classic 1-10 scale. 7. Bitching about the brand of free beer in a buddy's refrigerator is forbidden. You may gripe if the temperature is unsuitable. 8. No man is ever required to buy a birthday present for a

Ok This Is Getting Crazy....
I am just absolutely dying to hurry up and get back to Cheetah's ( strip club here in Vegas) I am overdue to get a few lap dances from the girls there! Of course my hubby like watching me b/c he knows....what he is going to get when we get back home!!!! Gotta hurry up and get back!

Update: After Surgery...
Okay, as promised, I am posting the horizontal of this shot. Unavoidable is the construction going on across the street in the distance, which is revealed more here than in the vertical shot. Surgery was fine, aside from them not being able to find my veins for the IV. I got poked many times. I think it was the 7th or 8th one that finally worked! lol... Told them as one of the jokes I was joking around with them about, if they poked me any more I would turn into a sieve. They were laughing hard by the time they brought me into the surgery room. Trying to keep the cats from pouncing on my stomach while I am laying down, but it appears to be healing up pretty good. Thanks to all for their well wishes!! :D

She's Here...yay !!!
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867-5309 Jenny I Got Your Number......
LINCOLN, R.I. - One-hit wonder Tommy Tutone made the phone number 867-5309 famous in the bandfs 1982 hit single, which uses the digits over and over in its catchy refrain. Now, a Rhode Island company and a national firm are battling over the right to use the number, which doesnft reach the gJennyh that Tutone sings about, but could find callers a decent plumber. Two years ago, Gem Plumbing & Heating of Lincoln, R.I., trademarked the phone number in the early 1980s hit, which reached No. 4 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart. Gem acquired the number in Rhode Island when its original owner, Brown University, gave up 867-5309 after growing weary of the constant prank calls. Story continues below « -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- advertisement -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Gemfs number works in the 401 area code in Rhode Island and the 617 area code in southern Massachusett

Big Thanks To Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz
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Worst Day Ever
man today well may the 22th was the worst day ever im a lil late. fuckin hated it. i currently work on a adult site and my best friend was gonna join but she joined the other site that is currently fueding with us. so that fuckin sux i dont kow what im suppost to do about that i love the site im on but the other site has my lovely talina. and another bad part of today is the one person who has been makin me smile lately i havent got to talk to today. so that sux. im just fucked to day man nothing going my way. work was ok i guess this dude has the funniest name but i cant tell you lol. so ya. i just fell like cryin today. im confused on what to do with the sites and shit that fucked up! well im gonna be opening my own adult site so thats kool but talina was suppost to do it with me but i have a feelin she isnt the site she is in is brain washing her to believe pinup is the best and porn is stupid. i want porn on there! i want the site to be awesome. i dont know. i guess its only gonna

The Words To Retta And Is Favorite Song!
Dave Matthews Band, "Lover Lay Down"Spring sweet rhythm dance in my head Slip into my lovers hands Kiss me wont you kiss me now And sleep I would inside your mouth Dont be us too shy Knowing its no big surprise That I will wait for you I will wait for no one but you Oh please lover lay down Spend this time with me Together share this smile Lover lay down Spend this time with me Walk with me, walk with you Hold my hands your hands So much we have dreamed And you were so much younger Hard to explain that we are stronger A million reasons life to deny Lets toss them away See you and me we Lay down look see She and he By my lovers side Together share this smile Lover lay down Oh please oh please Please lover lay down Oh please lover lay down And you weep lover lay down Cause its over lover lay down Say love, say love, say love, say love, say love Could I love you Could you love me Darling its all the same til we dance away Chasing me all around Leading

Hey To U All That R My Friends And Family
This is to u and if u r on my boyfriends friends list..dark prince ..i am sorry what u saw his pix was my f***in brother got on it and did all that of his pix left all the nude ones up..and they got flagged ..we r sorry..he did not get deleted and i am glad but i am sorry u all seen those ..that did not want to see it...my brother thought it was funny and ...it wasn't...so just to let u knopw it wasn't dark prince that did it k so do not look down on him for it...plzzzzz..now i fixed it his pix that is but he also deleted all his poems...grrrrrr i hate brothers sometimes......plzz do not delet him off your page cuz it wasn't his fault...ok thx for reading i hope u all can be reasonable on his case...ty and i hope u all have a great day... huggzz stacie i am glad he did not get deleted or my brother would of got a a** whoopin lol....he is still going to hear it tho....grrrrrrrrrr brotherz

Hopes & Fears
Waiting for this day to be over Wishing i will find a new lover somebody who will make me feel the way i used to with you A woman who will eventualy heal the pain that i am going through. I know i have to do that alone i just wish it was already gone. Cause i dont wanna fell like this and it's cutting like a knife knowing exactly i will miss you for the rest of my life.

Been Out
Sorry everyone, I've been travelling lately.. I haven't been online I'm sorry! I hope to get new pics up soon and tell you all what's been happening. Thanks for all the notes and messages. lots of love, hugs, and kisses!

Sad And Lonely
What suck more than any thing is when you see other couples and moves showing so much love and mush and you don't get it at home. You have a man that you love and care about have wonderful children and he does not give you the time of day. why is it that men think they are so above women that when they have one they treat them badly. I know that my life with mine sucks when he tells you he buys you things to show you he loves you but can't even tell you in word. The man that you love and give your life to does not even want to touch you cause he thinks you are fat or ugly to him but wants his happyness by means of a BJ. To me it is worng and I hate it. I have no were to go or any one who wants me. I have no life and no soul left me in so I am in darkness all the time. I hope that some of you will take my addvice and find a man who can show love and care to you, but no woman needs a man to talk care of them they are strong inside unlike me that has been drained down to nothing.

Remember When....
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN .....? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took 5 minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was every

Yayyyy
I had sooo much fun today...i went to the arcade n met this awesome girl...we had a great time n she gave me her number...her name is Chrystie not sure how she spells it..but u get the idea...n siii itz good ;) haha

My Forever Soul Mate
My Forever Soul Mate Your smile brings light to my darkness Your touch takes away my pain Your eyes dance with love for me And your lips only speak my name. We were meant to be together There's no other way it could be Because without you by my side I no longer could be me. You've changed my life forever You've showed me the meaning of true love You've opened my eyes to new things And brought me closer to Goddess above. You are the love of my life Not even death could do us part For you are my forever soul mate And I love you with all my heart. I will love you forever and a day... and as long as we can get away with!

New York
new york would have been cool, i was watching forrest gump and it made me think. new years in new york, couldve been great. couldve spent it on time squarewith the one i loved. couldve been the beginning of something wonderful. i wouldve had you. i would go to sleep and woke up with you. couldve had u but i let my inner bitch out. what if i had just ignored it when u called me a stupid bitch? would i still have u or would something else have fucked us up? if i had just let the sorry piece of shit go in the beginning would that leave me with u? is this where we are supposed to be? what was the reason u were in my life? now i find myself wondering where u are and what ur doing. im sure i already know. but do u think of me.....maybe even miss me? i wish i had the answers and the ability to turn back time. now i have to find a way to let u go. to pretend i never knew you. goodbye hopes, goodbye dreams, but mostly goodbye love...my love. goodbye.

Happy Hour Points
Most people on here know I'm a high priced point call girl. But even I was surprised when I was awarded points for the surveys I took over the weekend and they were doubled in value for Happy Hour. Take a look at the before and after shots of the difference 3 surveys made. That's a 67,000 point difference. Wow. OK, I'm just strange enough to be happy about it, lol. And yes, I know my crush is showing, I'm not ashamed.

Kiss Records
2 SETS OF “THE ORIGINALS” SET #1 IS IN EXCELLENT CONDITION WITH ALL INSERTS (CASABLANCA CAMEL LABELS) {$50.00} THE HISTORY OF KISS BOOKLET (POOR – GOOD) {$10.00} ARMY STICKER (VERY GOOD – EXCELLENT) {$15.00} “ORIGINALS” TRADING CARD SET UNCUT (NEAR – PERFECT MINT CONDITION) {$15.00} 3 VINYL RECORDS “KISS” {$10.00} INNER SLEEVE IN GOOD CONDITION RECORD IN VERY GOOD CONDITION “HOTTER THAN HELL” {$10.00} INNER SLEEVE IN GOOD CONDITION RECORD IN VERY GOOD CONDITION “DRESSED TO KILL” {$10.00} INNER SLEEVE IN GOOD CONDITION RECORD IN VERY GOOD CONDITION SET #2 IS IN POOR TO FAIR CONDITION WITH NO CARDS OR KISS ARMY STICKER. ALL SLEEVES, RECORDS & THE HISTORY OF KISS BOOKLET INCLUDED {$15.00} “DESTROYER” {$25.00} RECORD EXCELLENT INNER SLEEVE IS MINT BLUE LABEL; EARLY RELEASE THAT OPENS ON THE SIDE INSTEAD OF THE TOP OF OUTER SLEEVE. “LOVE GUN” {$45.00} OUTER & INNER SLEEVES IN EXCELLENT CONDITION. RECORD IN NEAR MINT ORIGINAL INNER SLEEVE WITH BLOOD LOGO (EXCELLEN

Italian Sausage & Chicken One-dish
Prep/Cook Time: 25 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients: 1 lb. sweet Italian pork sausage, casing removed 1 medium green pepper, cut into strips 2 cups Prego® Roasted Chicken Pasta Sauce 3 cups cooked regular long-grain white rice 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions: COOK sausage in skillet until browned. Add green pepper and cook until sausage is done. Pour off fat. ADD pasta sauce and rice and heat through. Top with cheese.

No Means No!
As a father of three girls and one grand daughter, life in prison for me if this happens to my daughters. Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: push

Home-made Alternatives To Toxic Household Products
Home-Made Alternatives to Toxic Household Products All-Purpose Cleaner 1 quart warm water 1 teaspoon liquid soap 1 teaspoon borax 1/4 cup undiluted white vinegar Mix ingredients and store in a spray bottle. Use for cleaning countertops, floors, walls, carpets and upholstery. Glass Cleaner 1 quart warm water 1/4 cup white vinegar (or 2 tablespoons lemon juice) Mix ingredients and store in a spray bottle. Dip a wet sponge in baking soda to clean a glass oven door. Stain Remover 1 part glycerin 1 part liquid dish washing detergent 8 parts water Test on unexposed area of fabric. Apply to stain as soon as possible and blot with cloth. Store in a plastic squeeze bottle. Shake well before each use. Disinfectant Use 1/2 cup of borax in one gallon of hot water. To prevent mold or mildew from forming, don’t rinse off the borax solution. Oven Cleaner 1 quart warm water 2 teaspoons borax 2 tablespoons liquid soap Spray on

Hello To All
Hello to all my friends. hugs n kisses to any who may want them. Sorry my health took a bad turn, computer probs have also seen me offline for several weeks. Am back up and mobile a little more now, will try to check in on a weekly basis from now on.

This Is Tough Love
I sit cooking in a cauldron of frustration At the thought That I will never have you. I keep digging, and digging, And all I find is a rock What garden do I imagine to landscape? Why won’t this hopeless love just die? I toss and turn in my sweat-socked bed Burning with unrequited desire Going mad, insane, crazy, round the bend, going nuts: Yet you sleep soundly, unbothered. Why this curse? Oh wretched love, why did you ever come? When I express my soul to you, You freak Turn away. Is my love too much? Then you built this wall with solid bricks of disbelief. And now I punch hard with my fist To make a window.

Tasty
This is for you..... Current mood: excited Category: Romance and Relationships mmmmmm, babe, lying here beside you, looking into your eyes, after making love with you.....propped up on my arm....tracing your face with my fingers, pulling you closer to me as i longingly kiss you i can feel your body responding to mine, & i am already wet again, as i feel your dick starting to get hard, again....i lean down & take your dick in my mouth, i can still taste myself on it from where we had just made love, & it is so sexy....i turn around & place my pussy in your face & your tounge starts working on my clit, i am so wet, & my sweet pussy juices are just there for your toungue to catch...i am moaning in ectasy, & taking you in my mouth, i go down as far as i can take you in my mouth.....mmmmmmmmmmm, you pick me up off your face & turn me around, kissing me deeply as we taste each other.....slowly, you lower me over your hard throbbing dick, just slowly , my pussy covers the head of

What Is Sexy?
What is sexy, Confidence, and being one self without needing to "blend in" What is Sexy? The truth, spoken not to hurt someone, but to share a soul. What is Sexy, A touch, given when someone is at rock bottom and it reminds them they are not alone. What is Sexy, Everyone.

Easiest Test In The World
Subject: WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) >From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below. ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panamahats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution?November 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of

Record Labels Pushing Back Albums
do you think it makes you anticipate the album more or fustrated and not wanting the album? personally it makes me want the album more but its fustrating because you want it on the original release date like talib kweli's new album that was suppose to come out last september its been pushed back 7 or 8 times now just makes me want more same case with new canibus album from whom the bells toll

"my Heart Wants To Know"
"My Heart Wants To Know" I would like to know what is on your mind the last five minutes before you fall asleep. and which words you overuse when you're pissed. i want to know what your voice sounds like when you stutter.. and how your face crinkles up when you cry i wanna know what made you lose trust. and why you're trusting me** what your favorite shirt looks like and who sings your favorite song how many houses have you lived in growing up and who was your favorite uncle? what's your deepest secret.. and what makes your skin crawl. do you believe in "happy-ever-afters" and if so..what's your's? is there anything that makes you elated? and how many words will it take? do you prefer your mother or your father (mother??) and what will you name your children? are you afraid of heights.. and what's your biggest dream? how many colors are your favorites? and can you speak another language? do you believe in FATE? and are you honest all the t

Im Chatting
OK I'm feeling the need to reiterate this even though it says it all over my page. NO I DONT use other messengers! I don't have AIM, MSN, and while i DO have yahoo Im very rarely on there as I have way too many stalkers from yahoo chat days that cant seem to leave me alone so yeah I know my shoutbox doesn't work because i have it set to family only for a reason. I will still chat with you in user comments or even in Cmail sometimes but take note even some of those will go ignored like the where are you from, how old are you, are you single, and how can i see your private pics messages. ALL of these can be answered by simply taking the time to read my page and I figure that if you are too lazy to do that, then im just too darn lazy to send you the answers. Thats the problem with guys on Cherrytap! They don't PAY attention! Do you realize how many GUYS you are telling oh baby wanna see my huge cock to? Most of them actually have salutes with mens pics so if you took the time to look a

This Song Explains What I Have Been Through
TRAPT LYRICS "Victim" Let me play I've been dying to let you in It's all I wanna be So won't you take it from me I wonder why the less I get the more I give It's all I wanna be So won't you take it from me I want your eyes I want your eyes on me I want your eyes I want your eyes on me I want your eyes I want your eyes to see I want someone to notice me I wanna be your new victim I wanna be your new victim No regrets... even if it's all I get It's all I wanna be So won't you take it from me It still hurts It's never easy to forget Do I wanna be well you never asked me I want your eyes I want your eyes on me I want your eyes I want your eyes on me I want your eyes I want your eyes to see I want you to notice me I wanna be your new victim I wanna be your new victim I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here I'm right here So come and get me! So com

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that you feel that way I'm sorry is all I can say. You shoulda asked me to explain myself instead you assumed and messed it up for everyone else. I'm sorry for my judgement on you but under the circumstances you must hear me through. Those others before ruined me for sure, by treating me so bad I'm messed up in the head. I'm sorry that you can't see, its not your fault you just couldnt see me. You didnt even wanna know why, so I guess I am better off that you said good bye. Patience helps when dealing with me, so many guys before have hurt me cant you see? I'm sorry that you walked away when all I needed was you really to stay. I'm sorry that we will never be, but in my heart your just another who hurt me. this is mine--done today--6-8-07 Jodi

Ask Any 6 Guestions
Fill this out and send it to my inbox and then I'll fill it out for you xoxo any 6 questions, no matter how crazy or PERVERTED they are and I promise to answer them truthfully... the catch is... you have to repost this and see what people ask you "6 Dirty Questions" 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. i dare you

Senior Wills, Jagged Little Pills, And An 11 Minute Survey
We'd packed most of our miscellaneous items and sentimental items in boxes when Martha, Sarah, and I moved from the apartment (DON'T use this word around my wife as it conjures up bad memories, try "the 'a' word") two months ago and our unpacking and storing has been rudimentary at best. Among the things we found going through my stuff was a stapled packet of my graduating class' Senior Wills. Martha tends to apply the thumbscrews whenever something about my childhood pops up because I guess I don't talk a lot about it. Not that it was bad, but . . . well, all of us as kids did some really boneheaded things. I don't have too many on my record, which is why the few which are stand out. Ask me again sometime. Well, you know how wills work; you designate what you're leaving and to whom. Reading over my senior will (which when Martha read it out loud didn't sound quite right -- but it's been seventeen years), I find I haven't forgotten as much as I thought I did. Here's mine which took

105 Things U Might Not Have Known, Or Wanted To Know, About Me
1. Last akward moment? thursday morning at the employee breakfast i busted on someone who dropped something thinking it was someone i actually knew...it wasnt...lol 2. Who do you find yourself crushing on currently? i dunno...crushes are so high school 3. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? umm...nope 4. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? nah...im not usually very hungry when im out... 5. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? found a 10 spot laying under the mens pants at work one day...found 35 bucks stuffed in a pair of shorts another time... 6. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes? me lol... 7. Name 3 things that everyone knows: 1) Krissi is AWESOME 2) Goth music is Awesome 3) the sky is blue...unless its night then its black hehe 8. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go? go after them...but if they still turn away then fuck em...they werent really a frien

Poem
You came into my life And with you came light; A light so strong and warm. Now you are gone, And day has become night. Darkness pervades, And I am alone. Oh, for a candle To drive back the night And help me see again, The world in all its glory. But alone I remain, And blackness surrounds As I come to realise, You shall not return.

Inaugural Recipient
This started out because this thing downrated me twice on the same pic lol. (And yes I did say thing, instead of person). I went to his profile to rate him an 11 and explain that just because he chose to act like an ass not all of us would also choose the same. Upon getting to his page I then saw what this thing was about and observed all his personal attacks on other members..They were not just your ordinary personal attacks but were mean, nasty, uncalled for and over the top... Go see for yourself if you should choose...I however have blocked this person..... as I do not in any way condone the things that he is using this site to engage in. Once you look for yourself am sure that you will agree with my decision to make this thing...the inaugural recipient of the ASS OF THE DAY AWARD... Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

A Poem I Wrote When I Was In Iraq Last Year.
Here we are forever it may seem Hoping to awake from a really bad dream We came here to help those in despair To show them peace and that we really care Our purpose for being here will at times be lost By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost Freedom has a price that can only be paid By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made Our loved ones back home continue to try Supporting us unselfishly without asking why It’s a war for oil that some people have said Bring home the troops before more are dead Politics and mistakes are what others may feel Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain Abandoning now will fill us full of regret For not really taking care of the overall threat This isn’t easy and that we can all see We must do this though, it has to be No one else will stand up for this fight Unless we come in with all of our might For those who still feel t

If Death Came Knocking At Your Door...
If death came knocking at your door, would you answer to see what's in store? Would you cry and scream? Beg to be saved? Or is a life beyond death the thing that you crave? Would you smile and greet death with arms open wide? Would you ask death to tea and invite death inside? Would you be at peace? Or would you ignore, if death came knocking at your door. Would you smile and wink? Take death's hand? Would you put up a fight and take a stand? Would your heart sink or would it soar? If death came knocking at your door. ~Karoline~ 6/17/07

Just Letting Everyone Know
i will probably be on here off and on. sherman/denison where i live had horrible storms from midnight to about 10 this morning. there was horrible flooding in surrounding towns. and not sure what the death toll is. one death was a four year old girl. whos hand slipped out of her moms and the water took her under. so it is pretty bad. we have more of these storms coming again soon. so i am about to shut down my computers.. have a great day friends . prayers are helpful

One Of Those Days...
Have you every had one of those days where you just wished you never got out of bed? Yesterday from the time I woke up until this morning when I went to bed was one of those days. Maybe it had something to do with Sunday being my fourth twelve hour night shift in a row, or maybe it was only getting five hours of sleep for the last several days.. Whatever the reason I am glad it is over :)It started up with waking up too early, at 1:30pm after going to sleep around 8:30 or 9.. Since I couldn't go back to sleep, I ended up spending too much time on here and going to get my hair cut.. (which I am not totally sure if I like yet). When I got back from getting my hair cut, one of my cats puked o the floor, so I had to clean that up.. Once I got to work I found out that I was the only nurse in the room with the sick infants to have three patients.. It seemed all of them required lots of work.. While I was running around caring for my patients I discovered that nurses in the 'easy' room with

After Hours
“It’s clean enough to sleep on,” she said, exhausted after a long day’s work in the restaurant. He looked at the dirty bar and winked at her. “It’s clean enough to fuck on.” “Given the option, I’d rather go with your suggestion,” she played along, adding a wink of her own. “It’s a great suggestion, who could find fault? Let’s do it.” He pushed, convinced she’s say no and slap him. “You’re serious?” she gave him a look of disbelief. “Don’t I look serious?” he picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his hips. “You definitely feel serious.” She commented with a smirk.

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Well, Today is Thursday night; and I got paid today. My check wasn't as bad as it has been lately.. But, at the same time it wasn't the best check that I've had either. I really would like more hours.. I just can't see that happening. I wish I wouldn't have all ready gotten 3 write ups, and proven that im psycho there becasue then I could possibly apply for management. I think that would be freaking sweet! Right? Anyways, I don't know what im doing tonight yet, I don't work until 4pm tommorow, so I can party if I want to. I think im going to either get some bud tonight, or get some alcohol.. Or just go buy some clothes. I want to PARTY though! Im waiting on LaTisha to call and let me know what's going on.. She'll probablly blow me off- or make up some fucking excuses! Anyways.. Im out- I got to go smoke a cigarette! Peace out bitches..

Survey Says...
Single or Taken: Married Happy about that? Yep yep ::shakes head violently:: Eye color: Black shoe size: 8 1/2 Height: 5'7 What are you wearing right now? Hahahahahaha I'm not... Can you make a dollar in change right now: Not in change Best place to go for a date: I dont care as long as Im not there alone ______________________________________ FAVORITES Number: 3 Animal: horse/Cat Drink(non alcoholic): Water Sports: Football and soccer Month: Feb. The month of love. Juice: Apple rasberry crannberrie (its a minute maid drink) Cartoon character: GIR!!! __________________________________________ Have You Ever... Bungee Jumped?: No but I did that jump thing at Kings Dominion Made yourself throw-up?: Yep Gone skinny dipping?: Yep Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yeah Broken a bone?: My pinkie toe... I know I know lol Played truth or dare?: Yep Been on a plane?: NOOOO Came close to dying?: Yep Been in a s

When Woman Drink To Much
This was just too funny not to share, I hope ya enjoy it also 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. (hell I don't have to drink to lose that) 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. (What? It isn't?.. Damn) 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. (you better believe it... ) 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. (just the opposite of beer goggles) 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. (but we do...) 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" (of course... and we can sing every damn word!!) 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. (Hell yes! I love geeks!!)

Official Fallouts Heres The Link To Race To 3k
We are in a race to 3k to win a 3 day blast. This is a double benifit for Fallouts as we will be bombing for a Fallout to win and the Contest runner is Apply In Person also a Fallout who gets the points for our comments. Thanks to all that help get this done Mark Official Fallouts Blue Team Manager

Rioclown
PEOPLE BEWARE ,THERE IS A GROUP OF YOUNG FOLKS OUT THERE,PROBABLY THROWN OF MYSPACE ,RATING PEOPLE WITH SILLY RATINGS,IVE BEEN BLOCKING THEM,WHEN I GET A SILLY RATING,,CAREBEAR,,,DRACO,,NOW RIOCLOWN,CONTACT THEM IF YOU WANT TROUBLE

Donkey Carts Are Still Funny To Me!!
Donkey carts are still funny to me...... The temperature is rising and donkey cart caravans are still funny too me. It is the strangest thing. I've been in Iraq for six months now and I see donkey-drawn carriages on the street daily. However everytime I see one, I laugh. I dont know why,I guess its for the same reason that people will giggle when someone passes gas or something. All I can think of is that song "Let me ride that donkey!".I guess the heat is starting to get to me....... This has been a tough year so far. The holidays came and went, they were just another day over here. No family to get together for Thanksgiving dinner,no Santa.The new year came in with a bang as rockets came at the stroke of midnight. No Rockin New Years Eve with Dick Clark though and no Easter Bunny. Instead, we were on mission hard charging and vigilant, finding comfort and family amonst eachother. For us veterans, we know the bond that is shared between combat soldiers. We are like father

Sex And Money
Sex is like money you never seem to have enough everyone elses looks more fun it makes you do stange things and things you'd like to forget what is it about sex and money the spell the two combine that makes you want to show me yours and me to show you mine

Ultra Single Uber Geek!
By driver1866 at 2007-06-24 Am I unapproachable? Yes I am asking this today. I have pondered the subject this weekend. Just finished a conversation along the same lines with a very nice friend out west on this! Sure, it is nice to be on line and have women compliment me and all, but in the real world how does it all fit? It really rarely ever does as far as I can see. So what is it about me that has kept me dateless since November? Am I too brash? Too Bold? Intimidating? What is it about me that keeps the Females away? Hum... Am I so fugly I may as well be Female repellent? Tell me your HONEST thoughts on this... If I have to fix something I want it fixed properly and not all half assed! Thanks!

Poppin Up To Say Hello
Hey guys, how is everyone. I'm just posting this blog to tell all you guys to do your parts for one another to help see others move up through the ranks. Some of us are new to this site, and some of us have been around since the site was still LostCherry.com... But we all know how much it sucks to build yourself up on here from scratch. So help each other out, rate any and all you can. Don't just look through for peoples pics. Even if you don't like the pics, it doesn't take no time to throw a rating on it. Well catch all you all later on CT. Peace, Brent/A.K.A.Baney Rooster

Happy Hour Make Me A God Mother At 10:00 Pst
Happy Hour is mine at 10:00pst. Help me God Father.I have 512,000 to go.That may seem like alot but I have help alot of people level and some more then once that they can help.Its getting more stressful as i get closer lol..SO please help me get there.If you have already rated all my pictures find someone in the blast givaway to bomb. My Happy Hour was bought for me by a great friend Doing88~~The Godfather Family~~@ CherryTAP

On Censorship
"Censorship of anything, at any time, in any place, on whatever pretense, has always been and always be the last resort of the boob and the bigot." -- Eugene Gladstone O'Neill, American playwright "Restriction on free thought and free speech is the most dangerous of all subversions. It is the one un-American act that could most easily defeat us." -- William O. Douglas "I am opposed to any form of tyranny over the mind of man." -- Thomas Jefferson "Censorship reflects society's lack of confidence in itself. It is a hallmark of an authoritarian regime." -- Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart "All censorships exist to prevent any one from challenging current conceptions and existing institutions. All progress is initiated by challenging current conceptions, and executed by supplanting existing institutions. Consequently the first condition of progress is the removal of censorships." -- George Bernard Shaw NSFW = CENSORSHIP

People To Find Again.
♥*´¨`*•.¸♥BUBBLES♥¸.•*´¨`*♥@ CherryTAP It was late and I wanted to find again. `~The Charmed Wiccan Princess`~ ~CT WIFE TO HIGHSPADES~ "RATE/FAN/ADD ME TO SEE MY NEW NSFW PIX@ CherryTAP

Happy Blah Birthday
Well, it's almost 3am on June 28th which is my birthday. I've tried to go to sleep several times but have been unable to do so. I didn't get my midnight phone call from Daddy singing completely out of tune to me. He would always call me on midnight of my birthday and sing, "Happy birthday to you, You belong in a zoo, you look like a monkey and you smell like one too!" Then he would always tell me the story of how he had to leave to take Mom to the hospital the night I was born and he missed his supper because of me. He sat and waited at that hospital for me to be delivered while his pork chops were sitting on the table at home....LOL **Sighs** Will it ever get any easier? Sad birthday to me, eh?

I Dont Know What To Bother Putting Here.
By now, I've at least figure out that change isn't always bad. But it is scary, Its always scary. I don't understand why so much change has to happen all at once. Almost exactly one month ago, one of my close friends and room mates packed up all of his shit and moved out, without a word. Ive still not heard a word from him. Yesterday my other room mate, who is my best friend, told me she was moving out as well. She might be out as quickly as 3 or 4 days, but shes at least giving me my 30 days notice and rent like we had agreed. Friday will mark two weeks since I had to put Prancer to sleep. Two weeks without him, after 16 years in my life. The relationship I had with that dog will be greater then ANY relationship I ever have with a human being. No one will ever fully understand. Ive recently had a ex boyfriend apologize and decide he wanted to get back together with me, then he didn't, then I was driving him away with who I was before, but he doesn't like who I am now app

The Study
The Penis Study.... The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead.

Horoscope June 30, 2007
Are you thinking about embarking on a potentially risky but likely lucrative enterprise? If there are papers and contracts involved, think about getting some professional and expert advice before you sign anything.

The 13 Biggest Lies
13. The check is in the mail. 12. You get this one, I'll pay next time. 11. You look great. 10. Of course I love you. 9. It's not the money, it's the principle of the thing. 8. ...but we can still be good friends. 7. She means nothing to me. 6. Don't worry, I can go another 20 miles when the gauge is on "empty." 5. Don't worry, he's never bitten anyone. 4. I'll call you later. 3. I've never done anything like this before. 2. I'm from your government, and I am here to help you. 1. I DO.

This Is Messed Up
I am hoping SOMEONR reads this so maybe they will get thier head out of thier ass and do something before they lose a very important person in thier life. It takes 5 minutes to draw a pic, buy a post card or even to just write i love and miss on a piece of paper...put it in an evelope and mail it to your son to show him you care. Out of sight...out of mind? Not on this end cuz theres an 11 yr old boy who feels his dad choose someone over him and just left him, he feels his dad does not care about him anymore. These are his thoughts and his words..I cant make up excuses anymore not because I dont want to but because this child tells me to stop making excuses. The child did try to call his father 6 times and got a busy signal. He also called him on father's day and his dad was half asleep and did not even make an effort to wake up all the way and talk to his son so when the son hung up he went outside and broke some cars which was his way of showing his hurt. His father cant call o

Chinese Proverbs Vol. 2
CHiNESE PROVERBS VOL.2 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who often put husband in doghouse, soon find him in cathouse. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Crowded elevator smell different to midget. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who goes fishing in other mans' well often catches crabs. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I Need Your Help!!!
Please comment bomb my friend who is in a contest. If your not into bombing then plz just drop her a 10 on the her pic. Thanks so much! Press this link to help out!! xoxox Look how damn sexy!!! Please rate/comment bomb her!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tell Me
Your passion makes me think your love is true, But I’m afraid I’m being lied to. How do I know if you really love me? Your desire is making me love you, Even if I don’t want to. I want to touch you and hold you tight… Tell me that everything will be alright… But that won’t make you love me too. I’m confused, what should I do? My heart tells me I love you, my brain says no So I don’t really know what I should show… Should I follow my heart? Like I did to make this start? Or should I listen to my mind, And give you some more time? Explain to me what I should do… What would you do if I were you? Tell me how you feel about me What is it in me that you see? I just want to know if your love is true And if I should give my heart to you.

I'm Not Ok
I could sit here all night, pretending that I'm fine. Acting like i don't, want you to be mine. but I cant fool myself I know I'm not OK. Nothing will make me feel better, no matter what you say. I'm not OK without you. I need you here with me, because we both decided, that we were destined to be. I could lie to the world. No one would realize, all the pain inside of me, and those tears I cried. Now seeing you move on, pierces me in the chest. I want you to be happy So this must be what's best. Maybe I'm not over you, the way I said I was. I miss you so much. You're my first true love. You don't love me anymore At least that's what you said. You're actions prove differently, after all those tears I shed. I'm not OK. I'm broken and confused. I thought you were different. Now inside, I'm bruised. i miss you i love you i need you i crave you I'm sorry that I hurt you, just please come back to me. I need you in my life But you jus

Gettin Started Again!
I though my Mistress days had passed but recently my interest has been peaked again. Now I need to figure out how to buy all that gear and supplies again. Got rid of it all about a year ago because it had been a year since I played...but now it is time to move back into the circle. It is a wonderful sense of control in an uncontrollable world. Being on a fixed income suck. I will figure something out and I will share my progress with you guys here.

I'm Jealous.
Of everyone that went to see Transformers today. Since I won't be seeing it until this weekend, I'll just have to feel utter disdain and hatred for all of you until I see the credits roll. Happy 4th of July, Americanos. Me love you long time.

Friday July 13th
WELL IM GOING IN NEXT FRIDAY FOR MY SURGERY WISH ME LUCK SINCE ILL NEED IT SEEING AS IM GOING UNDER THE KNIFE ON FRIDAY THE 13TH IF YOU WANT TO SEND ME ANYTHING LIKE GET WELL CARDS OR ANYTHING ELSE PLEASE SEND IT TO MY PO BOX AT D GONZALES P.O. BOX 1533 GLENDALE,AZ 85311 FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME ILL BE AT ST. JOESPH HOSPITAL

Burdens Of Life
ways of dealing with the burdens of life: 1* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. 2* Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. 3* Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. 4 * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker. 5* If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. 6 * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. 7 * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 8 * Never buy a car you can't push. 9* Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. 10* Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 11* Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. 12* The second mouse gets the cheese. 13* When everything's coming your way, you're in th

My Tatoo
I got a tattoo today. I don't know why, but I have been thinking about it for 6yrs. I can be spontaneous about some things. But not this. I thought long and hard about what I would get. Lots of things came to mind. Lots of thinks were ruled out. I had a necklace the was in shape of the Maiden Mother and Crone knot. It has also been called the Irish symbol for luck. I was always drawn to the symbol even when included in an intricate design. When ever I thought of what I wanted it always popped up in my mind first. Simple, clean, and important to me. Well as you can see, I finally chose. Now I have to convince my friends that this is the only one. I have already been asked what will I get next. Geeze!! This one is still raw. Let me get over this one first. It took me 6yrs for this one. It will be a lot longer before I even consider another one. I did it for me, not anyone else and not for show. And it is placed so no one will see it unless I choose. Oh boy I can just he

Repost: How Would You Feel If This Was Your Child?
VISIT JIM'S PAGE TO SEE MORE! YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT! WWW.MYSPACE.COM/JIMKIRKFORNATE If you look at these pictures at his site and think this was NO ACCIDENT TEll him. LEAVE HIM A MESSAGE This case needs to be reopened! OR (even better yet!), please CALL the Coroners office and tell them they need to open their eyes! The number is on his page. Here's the story behind the horror: My 22 year old son, Nate, lived at home with us. Basically, he was hit in the head, knocked out dragged through our yard etc. etc. and thrown in the shallowest end of our swimming pool about 2 feet deep to drown. I found him Monday morning, August 28th, 2006 wearing his 2 bloody t-shirts, his boxers and his socks in the shallowest end of our pool. Besides the clearly visible injuries to my son's head, nose, chest and legs,the smoking gun in my mind is the one and only one needle puncture that my private coroner found on my son's body and the lethal level of cocaine that was in his system. My son

I Aint Asking I'm Demanding Help!!!
Go to this link and comment and bomb the fuck out this pic for Cup Of Joe's contest...This is a great guy who help's EVERYONE and he don't dersirve 5th in this contest he should have frist so get your asses over there and bomb the fuck out of him and abny one who does let me know and I'll buy you a gift..~kiss~~ FTW LOst Goth

Ever Try To Be Nice To People?
Okay here it is you don't like me get the f*** off my friends list! But don't be an ass to me the very first time i try to make a stupid ass mumm. Grow the f*** up and try to be a man or a woman.. It's funny commenting on shit that make no sense hell i really don't care about that but the making fun of me for asking a f***ing question? so all i have to say is f*** you.. oh and have a nice day. At least my momma taught me to be nice to others...So get you ass off my friend list if you don't like it...bye... Oh yeah this only has to do with the ones who left nasty, hating, and rude ass comments to the mumm that is no longer there and f*** your mumms...

Temperature, Chicken, And Pips
You know you're in Texas when: Now, before my bestest Indian Palace buddy (more on that later) gets in a tizzy, it really wasn't 109 degrees out...it was probably only like 99 or something, but Texans get picky about their summers so I had to clarify. To me, if it's over 80, it's hot. If it's over 90, there is no such thing as "dry heat", and it might as well be over 100. Argue all you want, but my biological Midwestern temperature gauge says it's true. Most native Texans have been disappointed in their lack of glorious sunshine this summer, but I have been counting every raindrop as a blessing. That statement, of course, could be considered sacrilege in these parts, but with the rain, comes clouds, and with clouds come lower temperatures because the star-cinogen (my name for the sun) is hidden, kinda. In more important news, I, yes, I, cooked a chicken on Saturday. It was quite the experience. And before any of you witty family members pipe in about my earlier cooking p

So Much For That
What can I say? Men constantly dissappoint. Kurr is in jail. Extreme dissappointment. There comes a point when you must choose to be with the one you love or be happy. For most lucky people this is one choice. But when your lover loves his fantasy life more then his reality it becomes difficult. I can not take the lies. to myself but mostly others...I can NOT take the theft...the lack of control. I have made the only decision left to me. I hope in the long run it benifits everyone. I will always and forever love him. He has my heart and my soul. One day I hope he learns what that means and how to live for someone other then himself. Thats love..thats freedom. oxox Fair the Well.

Fuck Fuck Fucker Fuckity Fuck
Im gonna mumm about this too, I need feedback. I need $400. Fast. I have a week. Otherwise I will be homeless. Should I sell my pc? I havent felt this hopeless in a while. And its lasted for-EV-er. :(

Alaskan Christmas Party....yikes...lol...
Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name's Lars, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night... Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Lars is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you......be some drinkin'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be all right," said Tom. I'll be there, Thanks

This Day Has Been Mostly Hell!
I just need to vent....I went to town to take some breathing screening equipment back. I found out that I am not breathing half the time I am sleeping. So, I need to go dr etc to get a sleep apnea machine....which I kind of thought I was going to have to anyway. well, went from Des Moines which is about 30 miles east of me to my parents house which from where I was at was about 45 miles. We are driving right along and the van starts making a funny sound. Well, I pull over and Tyler, my son, looks under the hood, said that the belt was split in half long ways. Well, not wanting to sit on the interstate broke down I held my breath and took back roads to my parents house. We got about 8 miles from them and the van died. Well of coars I couldnt get ahold of them right away, nobody ever has their cell phone on them when you REALLY need them! We sat in the heat no breeze at all for 45 mins until I got ahold of them. Then, my step dad barks at me about driving it that i should have sat and th

Don't Go To This Guy!! Waste Of Freakin Time!!!!
Not trying to start drama, just a word of advice & I have proof so here goes... Well after the Bi Babe Scandal I was hesitant to join anymore contest/giveaways but I had already started on AUSSIE ASSASSIN's 1 month blast giveaway. I already had half of the 50,000 comments needed but just to make sure I stopped bombing & asked my friends too as well. I messaged him after several shout attempts to let me know if this was legit or should I even bother. Here's the message & his response... So my friends & I continued bombing. I finished on Sunday July, 1st... I shouted him because I saw he was online. There was no response so I c-mailed him. Sooo Tuesday, my time rolls around & guess what?? NO BLAST!! What a shocker!! Wednesday cums & goes, still no response... so Thursday I c-mail him again... & @ this point I was quite frustrated having wasted all that time bombing & nothing to show for it. I'm copying & pasting this for easier reading & because

...yeha I Blew It
if neone id friends wit sexy metal man..wit the rip in his name, rtell him i said sorry yo, cuz im about ta lose it, i wasnt on here anbd now im bloacked and i think my home gurls was fuckin on here.....

Can You See Darth Maul Too...??
My 5yr old son said this morning he was going to draw me a picture of Darth Maul whilst i was at work. No worries, needless to say i was expecting a picture of his "interpretive art". (lol - i know that's bad, but if you're a parent, you'll understand!! *giggles*) So i was totally shocked when he presented me with this picture! He has seen Star Wars 1 perhaps twice, and it's literally been months since he has been exposed to anything star wars in general. What do you guys think? Am i just being a biased parent, or can you "see it" too? lol xx

To The Men Of Ct
This is to the men of ct. I'm sick and tired of being shoutboxed and asked for my messengers. Yes I have messengers, but no I will not give them to you. SO STOP FUCKING ASKING If I want to give out my messengers I will, you asking me isn't gonna make me give them to you. Try having a fucking conversation with me, and not just shoutboxing me asking me for my messengers. YES THERE IS A FEW ON CT THAT HAVE MY MESSENGERS, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I TALK TO THEM ON HERE ON A DAILY BASIS To all my friends and you know who you all are, I love ya all dearly and glad I have met you. MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy_Shell

Game On Today!!!
STEAMROLLERS STEAMROLLERS VS PANTHERS 1PM - 3PM EST SUNDAY SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR THE STEAMROLLERS!!**A RATE IS ALL IT TAKES** PLEASE RATE EACH ONE OF THESE PLAYERS THATS ALL IT TAKES !!!!!THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!! ROLLING OVER THE COMPETITION!!!!! Down With The SicknessBy DisturbedBest Video Codes

Always Consider Who You Are Talking To...
Funny thing about experiences, they basically create who you are.... So, when friends tell me I need to get a life, or find someone to share my life with, I give them the basic answers and then change the subject. Of course, I only have maybe five true face to face friends. I know a lot of people online, but have made no contact with them in the real world... nor am I in a rush to do so. You see, to find someone to be involved with, you have to be willing to go somewhere that you can actually meet people, which is something that scares the crap out of me. My life consists of two acres, doctors offices, the shrink, and the occasional sedated trip to Walmart. When I say sedated, I mean sedated, as in the lights are on, but aint no one home. Sometimes I go to the very UNpopular stores that have these old fashioned things referred to as books, where I rarely see more than 10 people in the store. You see, I suffer from a social anxiaty disorder, basically once outside my

The Pleasure Of Pain
Reprinted from the blog of ~Lady Karmic Kisses~Whips N Chains ... The Pleasure Of Pain By Marianne Apostolides Psychology Today Sept/Oct 99 Pathology: The branch of medecine that deals with the nature of disease, esp its functional and structural effects. (Webster's concise edition) Catharsis: a. A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness. b. The therapeutic result of this process; abreaction. (www.thefreedictionary.com) Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S & M), which is most

Boredom!!!
I cannot wait to get home and see my new little baby niece. Iraq is getting boring. There is nothing happening over here, the last 2 times were better when there was actually stuff to do. Now it's paradise over here. Well I take that back its not. But I do have internet. Thank God for CT and the buddies I've made on here or I'd have went insane this deployment. If your not one of my buddies then what are you waiting for? Entertain me!

The Mystery Of Relationships!
THE MYSTERY OF RELATIONSHIPS > > During a seminar, a woman asked a common question. She said, > "How do I know if I married the right person?" > I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I > said, "It depends. Is that your husband?" In all seriousness, she > answered "How do you know?" > > Let me answer this question because the chances are good that > it's weighing on your mind. > Here's the answer. > EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in > love with your spouse. > You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their > idiosyncrasies. > > Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a > completely natural and spontaneous experience. > You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" > in love... Because it's happening TO YOU. > > People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think > about the imagery of that expression. > It implies that you were just standing the

Hearts Break But Feelings Go On..
What happened between me and you For you to end it, say we are through I had such strong feelings, it feels like you have no clue My heart is broke, even though you did it the best you could do. You say that you still feel the same, I feel like i'm only at the bottom of your chain. We only speak if we have to..i'm sick and tired of this game. It is nothing we could have helped, there is no one to blame. I have to move on act like nothing has changed. I'm still the old emily, I'm all the same. This isn't supposed to change me, I'm the same picture but surrounded by a different frame. I cry at night, still saying the same old thing. "Emily you have to get over this, you're not supposed to change" I know in my heart I have, I wish I had him back and things would be the same. But in the end I know things will never change, and I'll move on and find a new link in my chain

Mr Right
ME AND MR RIGHT !!! MY IDEAL MATCH my ideal match is enthusiastic, motivated and open-minded. In fact, he's even open to breaking the rules sometimes. He's also very innovative and jumps at the chance to take on new projects. He's be very serious at times, but he's also very popular. my ideal man is refreshingly down-to-earth, and is in tune with experiences as they're happening. ME i am warm, knowing and aren't afraid to go after my goals. i tend to be patient with people, too. And if that weren't enough, i pretty much set the standard for emotional health by being filled with positive feelings and energy - energy i radiate out onto those around me. ME AND MR. RIGHT my ideal sexual partner is a very passionate person who knows how to fully enjoy sex. He has a highly active sex drive and imagination when it comes to trying new sexual moves. And these characteristics set him up for having intense and pleasurable sexual encounters that bring him much satisfacti

Online People Are So Truthful....
so ahh yeah... Fubar or F.U.Bar or really Fake User Bar. makes sense, I mean hell they even have salutes so that now a days you have to prove your a real person. heh long live the fake people, makes me want to go out and actually talk to someone for a change, rather than get some nudie pic from some weirdo that says they are Jennifer Love Hewitt or something. (Fake people probably won't like this blog, well fuck you then be yourself)

Heritage
This is something that I think about from time to time. Actually, more often as time goes on. How many of us know where we come from? I mean REALLY know. Yeah, yeah, the smart ass out there is gonna say "I came from my parents. Yuk yuk yuk" Screw off dick stain. What I'm talking about is your heritage. I know that my ancestors were primarily Vikings. I know that there is some American Indian floating around inside of me somewhere, and all this is all cool to me. My issue with this is that I don't know shit about any of my ancestors. This is becoming frighteningly all too common. As our civilization continues on, rushing about on it's course to whatever, our children are missing out on the most important of lessons. The lesson that lets them know just exactly where they come from. How often have you heard the term, "Dead language"? Why is that? Because kids were too busy doing whatever to learn Aramaic or Latin or Navajo. Personally, I think it would be cool as shit t

New Online Petition
Robert Nathaniel Kirk, who was Murdered on August 28th, 2006. We need your help to sign the petition which will be forwarded to the Maricopa County Examiner's office to reopen my son's case. To make sure your signature will count please use your full, first and last name. Thank you so much for your help. Every Single Human Life is VALUABLE!!!!! PLEASE VOICE YOUR OPINION TO THE EXAMINER'S OFFICE REGARDING MY SON'S CASE 06-03435 their phone number is 602-506-3322, their fax number is 602-506-1546, their e-mail is http://www.maricopa.gov/medex/contact.aspx and their address is Office of the Medical Examiner, 701 W. Jefferson St. Phoenix, Az. 85007. FOR MORE INFORMATION AND TO SEE THE AUTOPSY PHOTOS CLICK ON THE REWARD POSTER AND GO TO JIM'S PAGE http://www.myspace.com/jimkirkfornate EVERY VOICE COUNTS AND NEEDS TO BE HEARD to sign this petition u can go directly to http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/speak4nate

(vote) Tell Me What U Think......
KK SO HERES THE THANG THIS BITCH IS TALKIN SHIT ABOUT ME TELLIN HER FRIENDS THAT HER BFS X GF IS UGLY!! ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS IM NOT STUCK UP AND KNOWS I DONT THINK I LOOK GOOD BUT WHEN IT COMES TO HER I LOOK BETTER THAN HER!! SO TELL ME WHAT U THINK MINE HERS

Nsfw
NSFW - 1)cleavage shot,no face, nsfw 2)butt shot, with or with out thong or clothes, nsfw 3)any sexual act, nsfw 4)any nudity, male or female, nsfw 5)drugs, of any kind, usage or pics of the drug, nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content, nsfw 7)morbid pics, decaputations,and such. A photo of a face, or say a set of lips,thats fine, swim suits are fine, as long as body parts are not poking out, or is see thru. Same with teddies and things, they are fine as long as tasteful and no nipples or girl thingy visable. We need to be consistant!

Happy And Workin :) New Drawings
Hey everybody!! Just figured out it displays the date on the blogs so I wont write those anymore... Today I have been to work and I've worked my behind off, I really like my new job and the people there are nice... Except for the customers, of course... I also uploaded 11 drawings that I have made within the last 2 years... hehe... I only posted my best ones but I couldn't find any from my latest manga: Divine decieves... I will add them whenI have the oppertunity (I need to gain 2 lvls) My modd is great!!! I LOVE YOU CHRIS

Help Needed Now
Everyone with a salute needs to be in here Now he has lost the lead Lisa has practically been doing this alone (from freelancer's) since it started. We are a couple of members down due to unforseen circumstances. It is only fair that if you cant/wont help then please do not ask for help elsewhere. We are trying to get this person back in the lead.

My Origins That Make Me So Proud To Be A Romanian! This Is Glory~ Honor ~power
Dacia, in ancient geography was the land of the Daci. It was named by the ancient Hellenes "Getae". Dacia was a large district of South Eastern Europe, bounded on the north by the Carpathians, on the south by the Danube, on the west by the Tisia or Tisa, on the east by the Tyras or Nistru, now in eastern Moldova. It thus corresponds in the main to modern Romania and Moldova, as well as parts of Hungary, Bulgaria and Ukraine. The capital of Dacia was Sarmizegetusa. The inhabitants of this district are generally considered as belonging to the Thracian nations. [edit] Name The Dacians were known as Geton (plural Getae) in Greek writings, and as Dacus (plural Daci) and Getae in Roman documents; also as Dagae and Gaete—see the late Roman map Tabula Peutingeriana. Strabo tells that the original name of the Dacians was "daoi", which could be explained with a possible Phrygian cognate "daos", meaning "wolf". This assumption is enforced by the fact that the Dacian standard, the Dacian Draco

Just Kind Of Embaressed
Ok so lets say that you have been dating someone for awhile and you really want to play around with your sexual side, but you don't really feel that they are comfortable with it. Just curious on how you would approach it.

Why Parents Get Grey Hair
The boss of a big company needed to call one of his employees about an urgent problem with one of the main computers. He dialed the employees home phone number and was greeted with a child's whispered, "Hello?" Feeling put out at the inconvenience of having to talk to a youngster the boss asked, "Is your Daddy home?" "Yes", whispered the small voice. "May I talk with him?" the man asked. To the surprise of the boss, the small voice whispered, "No." Wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes", came the answer. "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "no". Knowing that it was not likely that a young child would be left home alone, the boss decided he would just leave a message with the person who should be there watching over the child. "Is there any one there besides you?" the boss asked the child. "Yes" whispered the child, "A policeman". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak

Dating Sites...wtf
've found that whenever I look at people on dating sites I'm left wondering why the fuck would I want to talk to them. Its not that their bad people and are probably fairly nice. Its that they are disinteresting. Whenever I read one of these things people always come off sounding silly. Not phoney necessarily, but just silly. All the people who are on their seriously as well as those on their to just see how many people want to fuck them. I look at a lot of things on the internet around four or five in the morning so I have a pretty good grasp on what people will write. The one I find most irritating is that "I don't know what to write about myself" bull shit. You can make anything an adjective with quotations apparently. Anyway, most people will talk endlessly about what they think. Most people only think about how things affect them anyway. How is it this incredible leap to write down what the fuck you like? I just cant describe myself. Listen you're not that fucking com

Random Musings Of A Confused Individual
Some things that I think are attributing to my moods of sadness are: pain, frustration, and fear • Pain: I'm in constant pain of one sort or another. If it’s not my back it’s my scar from the c-section, or one of my knees (though this is becoming rarer and rarer). I am currently in physical therapy for my back and the scar stuff, but I get frustrated because every time I go in I see a different therapist and they add more exercises/stretches to my list, and I am having a hard enough time finding the time to do the ones I had before. It also feels like every time I do the stretches and exercises I just wind up more stiff and in more pain. The last few nights I have gone to bed in pain and had to just lay there as my back spasm out due to the pain and being so tired I could not move. • Frustration: I feel like I should be doing more. More cleaning, more artwork, more visiting friends, just more… but I don’t feel like I have the time, energy, or ability to do so. • Fear: that I

Having A Good Time !
I have had my (Cherry Tap) Fubar for almost a year and this is the first time I have spent any amount of time here. I will be posting some more blogs,and pics. thanks friends for the great time today

Yep I Did It Again!!!!
I wasnt going to try this again especially without a bombing family behind me. If it takes me a while so be it, but I am going to try it cuz I love giving away all those 11's to you all! My giveaway for 1 month VIP/7 day blast. Needs 27,000 comments. Any help would be appreciated. Just Click the pic. My daughter is also in the same giveaway. Please help her out too if you would plz. Any help would be appreciated. Just click the pic. My giveaway for the million dollar mansion. Needs 40,000 comments. Rates count also ... 1 rate = 5 comments. I am having to start this one over as both times fubar crashed my comments were reset on my pic. Ty all who helped me before. Is a new pic up now. Any help would be appreciated. Just click on the pic.

Setting Up A Computer
A wife was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the Appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need To Enter a password. Something he will use to log on. For the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. Plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... >>> >>> >>> P..... >>> >>> >>> E..... >>> >>> >>> N..... >>> >>> >>> I..... >>> >>> >>> S..... >>> His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD DENIED - NOT LONG ENOUGH

Sugarslist
GOOD NEWS: I found a place to live. BAD NEWS: I have to get rid of about half of the shit I own. GOOD NEWS: You can buy some crap from me! Just kidding. Unless, of course, you want to buy my beloved lawnmower and you promise to take good care of it. Quite sadly, my new place lacks a lawn. In exchange, it has amazing sky-lights, a great view, exposed duct-work, a roof-top terrace, and free high-speed internet. Ooh. And the living room has a polished concrete floor. The building used to be a factory. Now it'll be home sweet home. Well, home sweet SMALL home. I currently live in a three-bedroom house with a full basement. Just me, the pretty, and lots and lots of space. The new apartment has one bedroom. Thus, I need to downsize. Because I don't want to deal with random people calling me at all hours and demanding to see the crap I want to sell, I think I'm going to have a yard sale. Does anyone have any ideas on how to have a successful yard sale? (Oth

I Unno I Liked It So I Posted It
Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you There are at least two people in this world that would die for you You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks.

My Partner
my partner she treats me right my partner wont hurt me my partner shows me the stars and moon everytime we are togeather my partner watchs out for our truck my partner has made me the happeiest man whaen im with her my partner is someone i want to spend all my life with my partner pays attentiont and shows me the right amount of care I can't wait to be with my partner again

Xxx Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: i prefer men, but i love womenHow often do you like to have sex?: dailyIs sex a top priority for you?: very much soDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: oftenHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: every so oftenHow do you feel about one night stands?: they're funHow many one night stands have you had?: a few...What's your favorite position?: me on topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: both, but it really depends on the guyHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: depends....Do you get off first or do they?: usually me when im with a guyDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: depends on how good the other person

This Member Was Rude To Me And To Others
I HATE TO DO THIS BUT THIS GUY WAS VERY RUDE TO ME AND CALLED ME A FAKE BECAUSE I DID NOT LEAVE HIS PICTURE AT THE TOP OF MY PAGE! SIX OTHER MEMBERS JOINED THE CLUB THE SAME DAY AND WHEN I MOVED HIM DOWN TO HIS RIGHTFUL PLACE ON THE PAGE WITH THE OTHERS WHO HAD JUST JOINED, HE HAD A FIT AND INSULTED ME GREATLY ONLY ONE DAY AFTER HE JOINED THE CLUB. NOW HERE IS ANOTHER SHOUT BOX CONVERSATION FROM ANOTHER ONE OF OUR MEMBERS WITH THE SAME KIND OF INSULTS. HE HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM THE LIST AND BLOCKED NO ONE IN HERE HAS TO TAKE THIS KIND OF STUFF FROM ANYONE OR THE PERVS WHO WISH TO JOIN TO JUST HAVE ACCESS TO PEOPLE TO EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO SO FEEL FREE TO DELETE ANYONE WHO GIVES YOU THIS KIND OF PROBLEM AND THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW ABOUT IT. LOVE AND HUGS GAIL HIS NAME WAS TIM LAWLER THE WRESTLER

Acquiescent Lambs
I know many people are pissed off, and want things changed. However they fear the almighty moderators, and their infinite power of "deletion". I've seen many people upset, but say they don't want to say anything because they don't want to lose their profile. You can backup everything you have, and have a new profile up and running in 5 minutes, where is the problem? Do points really mean that much to you that you will degrade yourself and stifle your creativity in the fear of loss? You have become sheep, being led by the bark of the dogs of your Master, against your will moving toward his vision. Understand this: silence is acceptance. Always and forever, if you say nothing, you will get nothing. Stand up, speak your mind. Is that not why you have a page, to put forth your viewpoints and let the online community see who you are, to learn what you believe in? Why hide your angst? Why be fearful? In the end, it doesn't matter what they do, they cannot hurt you physically or fiscally. How

4000 Behind...could Really Use Some Help
Hey everyone Im in the Most Wanted Contest and could use some bombers...Every and all help is greatly appreciated and returned!!! thanks everyone!!! Please be sure to add the contest owner so you can comment and show her some love! THANKS! This is robisue the contest holder robisue@ fubar annnnnnnnnd this is meeeeeeeee :)

True Of My Desire Anyway
I have a tendency to want to Daddy those around me. You scored as Guardian, Angel of the universe, protector of the weak, defender of all that is good and real, you shield the inhabitants of your world from the perils of damaged dreams, broken hearts and bad advice.Torch Bearer92% Guardian92% Sage92% Philosopher92% Artisan92% Maverick75% Designer67% Impressionist67% Guru67% Star Child58% Path Finder

Do I Love You
Mama do I love you Tell me is it true How can I love someone Who does the things you do You make me comb my hair Make my bed, brush my teeth Keep my clothes clean and neat You cook the vegis you make me eat I muss my hair Feed the dog all the vegis that you cook Create chaos and disorder Everywhere you look You scream and fuss and holler As you clean up all my mess Then you smile and reassure me And we start all over again Now I'm all grown up I think of all you made me do I have just one thing left to say Mom, I love you too

Virtual Relationships-long But A Good Read
Is This Man Cheating on His Wife? Friday August 10, 3:26 am ET By Alexandra Alter On a scorching July afternoon, as the temperature creeps toward 118 degrees in a quiet suburb east of Phoenix, Ric Hoogestraat sits at his computer with the blinds drawn, smoking a cigarette. While his wife, Sue, watches television in the living room, Mr. Hoogestraat chats online with what appears on the screen to be a tall, slim redhead. He's never met the woman outside of the computer world of Second Life, a well-chronicled digital fantasyland with more than eight million registered "residents" who get jobs, attend concerts and date other users. He's never so much as spoken to her on the telephone. But their relationship has taken on curiously real dimensions. They own two dogs, pay a mortgage together and spend hours shopping at the mall and taking long motorcycle rides. This May, when Mr. Hoogestraat, 53, needed real-life surgery, the redhead cheered him up with a private island that cost her

Tears Of Black
Tears Of Black (verse one) I'm lost in this world, With no where to go, Running on empty faith, Everything seems so cold, I wish I could just fade away, Gently into the night, Gone forever more, Without a single trace, a single tear (chorus) Been gone for so long, Living without a soul, Dead from the inside out, Tears of black pour, The light in me has burned dim, Precious love has run dry, The cold has taken over, Tears of black I cry (verse two) Angels cry down from the heavens, For me as I let myself bleed, I wish I could say this was the end, There's no end, For something that's never begun, An angel loses her wings, For the greatest mistake ever made, She turns to me and says (chorus two) You've been gone for so long, Living without a soul, Dead from the inside out, Tears of black pour, The light in you has burned dim, Precious love has run dry, I'm sorry for all that has been done, Tears of black she cry'd (

The Bathtub Test
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." . . . . . . . . . . . . . . "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS THE TEST, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE

How Do I Breath
How Do I Breathe, It Feels So Different Being Here, I Was So Next To Being Next To You, Life For Me Is Not The Same, There's No One To Turn To. I Don't Know Why I Let It Go Too Far, Starting Over It's So Hard. Seems Like Everywhere I Try To Go, I Keep Thinking Of You. I Just Had A Week Of Calls, Wishing That I Never Let You Fall, Baby You Are Not Blame At All. Remember When I Pushed You Away? Baby If You Knew I Cared, You'd Have Never Went Nowhere, Girl I Should've Been Right There. How Do I Breathe, Without You Here By My Side? How Will I See, When Your Love Brought Me To The Light? Where Do I Go, When Your Heart's Where I Lay My Head? When You're Not With Me, How Do I Breathe? Girl I'm Losin' My Mind. Yes I Made A Mistake. I Thought That You Would Be Mine. Guess The Joke Was On Me. I Miss You So Bad I Can't Sleep. I Wish I Knew Where You Could Be. Another Dude Is Replacing Me, But This Can't Be Happening. I Just Had A Wake Up Call, Wishing Tha

Protect Isis From Panajack
I am calling for help. Panajack is telling some horrible things about Isis. He is posting pictures up that are not her and releasing personal information about her. If you knew Isis at all you know that she was a very private person and this would have hurt her deeply. Please help me. All I am trying to do is keep Isis' name pure. She was a caring and wonderful woman who does not deserve this. She has not been gone for even 24 hours and the rumors and tall tales being passed around about her are just heartbreaking. I am begging for help. Please help me in protecting her name against the horrible things Panajack a.k.a Erik Anderson is spreading about her.

I'd Rather Be Blowing Something Else Up Then My Brakes
My brakes blew up on the way to school yesterday. FUN. I took the car to the shop, it needs drums, shoes, and brake cylinders for both rear wheels. I'm a very unhappy camper at the moment.

This Bitch Thinks She's A Threat To Me.
~*Ashley*~...: hahahah i know who my baby daddy is ->~*Ashley*~...: im hot n your not you look like a hood rat ok bye bye! ~*Ashley*~...: hmmm no you look like s sad pathetic bitch buh bye now ->~*Ashley*~...: ahh fuck you look at me you think n e one cares ~*Ashley*~...: lol bitch im 22 and know all of fubar will see what a dumb cunt you are have a nice day you stupid bitch ->~*Ashley*~...: its all good your a pathetic old fucking bitch dont be a hater!!! have a nice life ~*Ashley*~...: yea ur a dumb bitch imma post all this bullshit you said in a blog lmao ->~*Ashley*~...: my daughter dont live with me sweety ok i was 15 when i had her so she lives with another family i knew what i had to do but if you wanna no her name is courtney collins and she lives in belmar nj ~*Ashley*~...: omg damn yall are so lucky i dotn know yall cause dss would have all of your kids ->~*Ashley*~...: thats ok she new i was doing it and she exploits them to alot worse like her smokin crack ~*Ashle

My Take On Buttpaste
ok in all seriousness havent you ever wondered how a product called "buttpaste" could be so popular, i guess if you can use it on babys for diaper rash then turn around and use it on chapped lips, its a one of a kind product... Hey its Kid tested Oprah approved you can buy it in a 1 oz, or a 16 ounce size. How would you go door to do with that product... "Hello ma'am or Sir i am So and so selling Buttpaste today door to door, are you familar with my product... Noo ok good allow me to demonstrate how the product works, see i have a very severe rash on my butt, as you can see right here.. after several applications see its gone right. still not interested, well here it works great as Chap stick. and if you order now you get free shipping 365 days of the year, so what do you say champ are you ready to wipe out rashes and chapped lips. LOL OK that was lame and im incredibly tired.. i will do better next product i discover :)

Poem
Coming into my own for the first time in many years. Feeling fresh - as if alive and new for this first time. There is something happening. Realizing for the first time finally that I am okay. Not a supermodel but beautiful inside and out. I am not perfect but because I try I am good enough. I can look at myself -smile- and feel good about me. This is the butterfly I have emerged into being! It is truly a glimpse of glory. Emerging from my tightly woven cocoon... Of critical withdrawals keeping others at bay. Unfolding...emerging...a new beginning. An awesome desire of passion. Living life in the very moment, with an incredible energy not known before. Wings are open, colors are showing brilliant - glowing. Flapping -I SMILE!-flashing Soaring to new heights...flitting as butterflies do.

Zoo
So today was a great day!! I took the boys to the Cleveland Zoo. We had sooo much fun. I think everyone got wore out from all the walking. Thankfully it wasnt to hot outside and there was a nice breeze. Elyja got to see his lemurs.. they had a couple different kind. The most important one was there thankfully. Thats ALL he talked about after that. That and the dino's even tho he was scared of them. :p Anyways, I have pics up of the zoo trip. Not all of them but just a hand full. But on a side note. I FINALLY got a job up here!! YAY!! Had my last interview today. I should be starting on the 29th. The day after Elyja starts school. That way I can be here when he comes home from his very first day! Any questions you can always hit me up! :D Love you all Mysti

What The Fuckin Flying Monkey???
OK .. so im 22 today .. and i thought after having this thing for a few months now id give it a shot with the blogs... its not like anyone is gonna read it .. but whatever how are you doing today ??? im just fucking peachy.... so far its 1:21pm on my 22nd day of birth and so far all i have gotten is countless text messages and voicemails and random shit online... so yea the only salvation that i hope to have is me lugging my shit up to my friend nikkis house.. which she lives on a fucking hilltop ... not to mention i have a very bad knee with no one to drive me up the hill ... and im not bitching.. but this hill goes up like a 60 % slant and its long as hell plus it has steps that go on forever that come off from the street... i'll take pics for ya'll to see anyways... so far im off to get drunk and stoned off my ass while watching the boondock saints and shaun of the dead wish me luck and leave me so good bday luvins .. i need it peace much mother fuckin wic

What I Am
What I Am I will never be an ice queen. I encourage chaos. I live for right here, right now, and something more than. I want to bathe in fire and skinny dip in the ocean in the middle of the night under a full moon, skin pale and gleaming under the harsh white rays. I want to be everything, everywhere, tasting and touching all, always burning with desire, always being stimulated. I like to jump up and down on hardwood floors in my big black clodhopper platforms, Beastie Boys screaming “No Sleep ‘Till …” until the cops come. I am in love with discovery and awakening. I live to be: raw, fierce, hare, fast, pounding, nasty, sick, twisted; breathing fire and swallowing swords, looking for pure visceral experience – pleasure, pain, art, history, drama, sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll, good beer, good bars, good food, party people in da house, laughing, loving, fucking, talking, shocking, trashing shit, going forever wild crazy free.

Marines...
ok so i just got a phone call from a marine recrutier.. im so excited hes comin to the house tomarrow an tellin me what he has to offer.. im scared at the same time.. cause i have so many things racing threw my head.. an its all the "what ifs".... but i guess. if its ment to be then it will be... but only time will tell

Life
THEY SAY ONE THING... THEY MEAN ANOTHER. I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE GAMES, THE DRAMA, AND THE HURT. CANT PEOPLE JUST COME OUT AND SAY WHAT THEY WANT AND WHAT THEY MEAN, AND JUST BE HONEST. INSTEAD OF TEARING MY LIFE APART???? WHATS THE POINT IN HAVING FRIENDS IF THEY ARE JUST GOING TO MAKE YOU CRY IN THE END? ITS NOT WORTH IT TO ME. LIFE IS JUST WAY TO SHORT TO BE FAKE.

82207
I'm waiting for you to find me lying on this cold, bloody floor Im waitin on you to med me And heal the broken bones I'm waiting for you to save me ..I'm waiting for you I dont want you to wear your armor its too flashy for me I just want you as you are Im lost in a world I dont know Im battered, I'm bruised And I can't seem to move I'm searching for you Will you save me? its the typical damsel in distress I've thrown the signals up My blistered feet wont seem to move I cry for you.

What An Ass
Ok so I dont really know if this is how ur suppose to use a blog...but i wanted to see if neone had an opinion on this...I was talkin to sum guy on here which will remain nameless...but newayz all of a sudden one night in a comment he wrote "Just stoppin by to say I love U" so i didnt know what to say so i said thanks thats sweet...so he said if a few more times and i never really said it back..Now i am blocked from ne form of communication with him...cant leave messages comments or nething and he wont answer the phone or text messages....So my question is why would he say that then block me? Is it cus i didnt say it back or cus he maybe more had lust then luv or maybe he found another girl...Im over him tho it just bothers me to lose a friend ship... Oh and i know this is more of a mumm but i refuse to post those so i would appreciate ne advice or responses..

Daddy's Girl
Evening Light A falling Star Everywhere I look There are In my mind Polluting my brain Thoughts of you Cause my heart pain You are gone Yet still here Everytime I look in the mirror Copyright: Chantal Plummer

Been Thinking
I was just sitting here thinking about the sweet things people do for each other. How often do you see things like I'm about ready to tell you happen? This is the HONEST truth!!! Tonight at work a kid brought his girlfriend roses. In the roses was a fake one.. He said I'll be with you until the last rose dies. Then he purposed! The other sweet part is he had it planned where their parents came in and acted as if they were doing last minute shopping. How fuckin sweet is that?? I have heard of something like that happen, but I've never thought anyone would really do it. Thus, who really wants purposed to in the middle of Old Navy??

Lunar Eclipe(for West Coasties)
Well I was just watching the news and theres gonna be a Lunar Eclipse tonight. 1:51 am- 5:24 am Full eclipse at 3 am Time to charge the batteries on my camera. I will try and stay up and take some pics :)

Anger Inside
The anger Makes me scream Makes me want to hurt someone Make them bleed Make them writhe in the same pain Pulling myself up Pulling away from that which makes me Pull my hair out of my scalp Screams Screaming for silence Screaming for one hug One simple hug A hug that is comforting A hug that makes me forget Forget the pain ~Ang 08/28/2007

Yes Another Horoscope Post..lol...sagittarians Kick Ass!!!
VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Al ways wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. . ARIES - TheDaredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun.

Please Leave Me Some Lovin... I Will Return The Favor When I Get Back!
AS OF TOMORROW I MAY NOT HAVE INTERNET FOR AWHILE. I WILL MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH! LEAVE ME LOTS OF LOVE WHILE IM GONE! I LOVE YOU ALL! ~HUGS & KISSES~ AMANDA

Friends
You may not have ever seen me But you know that I am here. You can feel me in your heart As you enter each new day. I will always be there for you I am your friend. Someone to share the good times As well as the bad. I make no judgments by what you say I just listen with my heart and Hope to be of help in anyway I can. I will be there for you now and forever And always please remember I am your friend!

Usual Crap
I don't want to be all crazy and what not, but I got completely creeped out when a guy got a lil too happy about me going and taking pictures of him and his grooms men getting ready. Most guys are casual about it, this guy just seemed creepy, to the point of making me uncomfortable. Who knows, me, in a room full of guys, that i don't even know. I never thought of the possibilities of what could happen, but something tells me that I will not be going to take their pictures. Its bad enough that I am taking pictures of people's "happiest" days, trying to visualize what it would have been like if i ever had a real one, and if my groom ever acted like that, we would have been having words...FOR SURE!!!!

Uggh..
linkinmob1983@ fubar Got a train of "5's" and I remembered to copy the link to one of them before blocking them, so here is one of the losers...yet more proof as to why my pics are friend's only... linkinmob1983@ fubar

Stop The Drama...
Save the drama for your momma... oh wait she dose not want it eaither... just get over it already... REPORTING ABUSE / BLOCKING: ~Someone on fubar is bugging/harassing/threatening me - what can I do about it? Per our terms of service, section 7 regarding member disputes: You are solely responsible for your interactions with other fubar.com Members. fubar.com, Inc. reserves the right, but has no obligation, to monitor disputes between you and other Members. fubar gives you the ability to BLOCK any member. fubar staff and bouncers will NOT get in the middle of member disputes. If you would like us to remove your account, please send a message to fubar Support requesting to remove you profile. ~How do I block someone? Go to the person’s page that you want to block and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK THIS USER. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block. Blocking a member prohibits them from messaging you, commenting on your page, bulletin

A Picnic Just For The Two Of Us!
We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses do to me. I began nibbling on your neck and I reached up your shirt to play with your nipples. I knew you were getting turned on too. Lucky for you you had worn a skirt and I went without underwear today. I reached up your skirt and felt that your panties were wet and I pulled them down and off of your legs. You were now mine for the t

Not Happy?..lmao
REALLY BAD DAY I had a really bad day last week. I inadvertently rear ended a van. When we pulled over and got out, imagine my surprise when I discovered that the other driver was a dwarf. As he approached with a sour look on his face, he looked up at me and said, "I am not happy!" God help me, I couldn't help myself. I asked him, "Well then, which one are you?" That's when the fight started.................................

What Happens When You Are Boared And Go To Wal-mart
Well, it was the opening game for the Football Season. My very sweet friend/sister has went recently had to have some major dental work done. The poor thing hasn't been able to eat anything short of really soft food (damn near baby food). Thank goodness that she's been able to start to eat real food here lately. Myself and my Sister went to our local Super Wal-Mart store which is open 24hours. Now mind you she along with myself are going through Wal-Mart. I was on the mission of getting some brownie mix and ice cream. I had the chocolate sauce for good sundies LOL. Well we went and we're looking around (now mind you my sister has been able to eat some real food) for some reason. She gotten on this Junk Food and Chocolate kick and fast. Now I had told my hubby that I wouldn't spend over $20.00 being that we've got a house payment coming up soon. So I was being careful about what I was getting. The next thing I knew here's my sister going freaking ass nuts mind you. I would be pushin

Sand And Stone
Sand and Stone TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN T

Eric
I love You allso Eric!! Think i would froget You??!! No Way!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is Eric link... give his Lots and Lots of Love!! Eric S. Humming-Penguin is back for a bit@ fubar Thank You, juju

Ripping
I've been doing some checking and watching point changes, and it looks like no one is getting points on pics that have been ripped. No points for the person rating them, no points for the person being rated, and no points for the person they were ripped from. Bottom line... stop ripping pics... stop rating ripped pics!!!

Tuesday September 11, 2007
Blitzed Out lounge- At approximately 6:25 AM this morning a ferret stumbled in to the Blitzed Out lounge. Due to the massive amount of booze consumed the night before, the lounges inhabitants didn’t notice it (except one guy who made the mistake of accusing it of cheating on him). By 7:05 the ferret had made its way in to the DJs booth and, after giving DJ Royal a few clonks on the head, began broadcasting squeaky propaganda. Suddenly the lounge was filled with machine gun wielding ferrets. Authorities believe that the ferrets may still be holding a few hostages the in the lounge. -NEWS FLASH 7:45 AM: Osama Bin Ladin has claimed responsibility for the ferrit attack. -NEWS FLASH 8:03 AM: Authorities have confirmed that the ferrets are holding captives. Details on how many hostages and who they are still unknown -NEWS FLASH 8:48 AM: The squeaking has stopped, authorities fear the worst. -NEWS FLASH 8:54 AM : The ferrets have sent out an ultimatum to authorities that they a

Repost
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BON Date: Sep 12, 2007 12:29 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DANA HAMC NOMADS NHDate: Sep 11, 2007 9:05 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STORM,Date: Sep 11, 2007 8:46 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DOCDate: 11/09/2007----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Bella 81 SupporterDate: Sep 11, 2007 10:41 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STORM,Date: Sep 11, 2007 10:28 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DaveDate: 11/09/2007And a thanks to Pat Savage for "driving it home"----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BONDate: Sep 11, 2007 3:36 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Pat SavageDate

Interview (very Funny)
Interview OFFICER : WHAT IS YOUR NAME ? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : TELL ME PROPERLY CANDIDATE : MOHAN PAL SIR OFFICER : YOUR FATHER'S NAME ? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ? CANDIDATE : MANMOHAN PAL SIR OFFICER : YOUR NATIVE PLACE CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : IS IT MADHYA PRADESH ? CANDIDATE : NO, MUNNUR PAL SIR OFFICER : WHAT IS YOUR QUALIFICATION? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : (ANGRILY) WHAT IS IT ? CANDIDATE : MATRIC PASS OFFICER : WHY DO YOU NEED A JOB ? CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ? CANDIDATE : MONEY PROBLEM SIR OFFICER : DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : EXPLAIN YOURSELF CLEARLY CANDIDATE : MAGNANIMOUS PERSONALITY SIR OFFICER : THIS DISCUSSION IS NOWHERE, YOU MAY GO NOW CANDIDATE : M P. SIR OFFICER : WHAT IS IT NOW CANDIDATE : MY PERFORMANCE. ...? OFFICER : MP !!! CANDIDATE : WHAT IS THA

Love
I dont know what to say or even where to start I would have never guessed it would be you to break my heart You can just walk away,but I dont feel the same My love for you was true and to you it was all a game I wish there was a way I could go back in time To hold you in my arms as if you were still mine Please someone tell me when this pain will go away when I'll forget the past and move on to another day A day where just for once your face wont cross my mind I wont think of our memories,I'll just leave them all behind I wont think of our good nights or the way you made me feel I'll try to move on to someone new,someone whose love is real I wont miss your arms around me holding me so tight I wont no longer feel your body pressed against mine through the night The memory of your kiss will finally disappear and never again for you will i shed another tear I say all this right now wishing it would be true but I know tonight I will go to be

Birds & The Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Dead Homiez
When Ice Cube recorded his song "Dead Homiez" in the early nineties, the Rap audience felt him, but we mostly felt him because we had friends close to us who had passed on. Everyone does. It was a horrible event in the early stages of West Coast Rap when MC Trouble passed away at the precipice of her career. But she was brand new and her impression was not as deep as it could have been had she survived and added to her body of work. There was an almost silent hush when Keith "Cowboy" Wiggins slipped away. And few even blinked by the time we lost Sugarshaft from the revolutionary group X Clan. But when stars who fell while they were still shining ever so brightly began to fall, we blinked. It was 1994, when we would all get a wake up call that the horrors of the world around our art would smash right through the door to surround the art itself. Eric "Eazy-E" Wright fell ill and passed away so quickly that we could barely catch our breath from hearing that he was il

Feelings And Family
I am going to be a grandma for the second time and I am very pround of that fact. I just feel like everyone that is helping her with her pregnancy won't let me see the newest addition to my family and that hurts me very much. I just want her to know that I love her very much.

Two Very True Stories
Two very true stories True story #1 World War II produced many heroes. One such man was Lieutenant Commander Butch O'Hare. He was a fighter pilot assigned to the aircraft carrier Lexington in the South Pacific. One day his entire squadron was sent on a mission. After he was airborne, he looked at his fuel gauge and realized that someone had forgotten to top off his fuel tank. He would not have enough fuel to complete his mission and get back to his ship. His flight leader told him to return to the carrier. Reluctantly he dropped out of formation and headed back to the fleet. As he was returning to the mother ship, he saw something that turned his blood cold. A squadron of Japanese bombers were speeding their way toward the American fleet. The American fighters were gone on a sortie and the fleet was all but defenseless. He couldn't reach his squadron and bring them back in time to save the fleet. Nor, could he warn the fleet of the approaching danger.

Spread The Stupidity
Spread the Stupidity Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with their

Thinking About Moving Back To Western State!!!!
I just thinking about to back to Phoenix Arizona maybe this Summertime! Because of I don't have any ood friends in Albanu NY! I have to talking to my uncle & aunt about me to lives there! They might will let me use trailer or spare house in Gibert Arizona for while till I finding a job and place! But I know They have loaded up for deaf Services!! I will starting saving some money for carrying to longest trip to Arizona!! I will miss my parents but that Albany NY has nothing to do for me!! Most of I getting bad depressed and alone at home and None of them offering or asking me for joining deaf club or party! I am so tired of staying in NY for 8 years now My father offered me to going with his 3rd of brother for while!!! I told my father, I needs about $2,000.00 to go Arizona for in case for hotel and gas and foods for 5 days!!! I will getting refund taxes and leftover in my bank I will moving out on March or Apirl 2008!! I gave up and tired of people in NY!!! So I have to fixing up or c

Ptpp P1
This is a series of bedtime stories I made up. I've finally decided to put them down into words. I hope you enjoy the series. The moon was huge like a child's eye open in wonder. Scattered around it were thousands of stars twinkling like gems. The night was clear and brisk hinting that something magical may occur. The moon's light drifted downwards covering an endless expanse of white. The snow covered ground felt empty and lonely. A black speck disturbs the tranquil scene. Moving closer the dot enlarges revealing a penguin sitting on a nest. The penguin has a black and white hankerchief covering her head and a pair of glasses over her eyes. Momma penguin's eyes open as a brief quiver moves through her body. Yet another shiver echoes up her body and a smile breaks out on her face. Standing up momma penguin looks down upon the nest and the five eggs contained within. One of the eggs towers above the rest. Two eggs almost identical lay side by side. The fourth egg has a s

Story Update
So here is the deal. I write my stories with what comes out of the top of my dome first. I have a couple people who look at them and give me feedback. We are working on edits and changing a few things. For example, there is some additional character development and more story to be put into Ranger Down. Nothing will be taken away, just stuff added. And I have an anal friend who is giving me crap about grammar. This is what happens when you only have a GED and spend almost all of your adult life in the military. :) If you want I will let you know when the updates happen. All stories will be put in separate folders so you don¡¦t have to dig through the very long list of my random thoughts blogs to find stories. However, if you have the time, feel free to read some of my other stuff. There are most stories on the way, I just have to find the time. Have a good one, and keep an eye out for more. -tim

Accelerate Brain Cancer Cure (abc2)
http://www.abc2.org/news_04022003.shtml ABC2, Prostate Cancer Foundation and Ingenuity Systems Kick Off Program to Identify Novel Uses for Existing Cancer Drugs Focus on Intelligently Targeting Highly Active Pathways in Brain and Prostate Cancer Mountain View, California, April 2, 2003 - ABC2, Prostate Cancer Foundation and Ingenuity Systems announced today a partnership that will test existing chemotherapeutic agents against recently discovered gene defects associated with prostate and brain cancer pathways. Leading researchers from Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, University of Michigan, University of California, San Francisco, and University of California, Los Angeles will participate in the program. "Through a better understanding of how cancer pathways interact, we expect to be able to take existing drugs and in a fraction of the time compared to novel compounds, be able to demonstrate new ways to enhance patient care," stated Dr. David Agus of Cedars-Sinai Medical Cen

Day And Night
Anymore my days are extremely long, but my nights are even longer. My headaches hurt constantly and sometimes it's just too much to bare. Kids yelling and fighting. Stresses of life.....but then again.....God is beside me and thinks will get better. It's always hard when you are used to someone being there and then all of the sudden they are gone. I will overcome and I know this. Always have in the past and always will in the future. My goal is to get back on track and do the best I can for my children...man or no man (which will more than likely remain the latter) and for myself. And if I can help anyone whom has to go through these similar things, then I will do so. I'm a good friend. Well, my older two are supposed to go to their dad's tonight so will be lonesome. Guess I'll be in bed early.lol. Good evening to you all and may God bless anyone who reads these.

This Is My Worth
to care not for lust and only for trust this is what defines one who is out for more than just fun what brings one to his knee's someone with many inner-beauties who is worth one's tears and to be one's only fears when everything starts to fade away the one who has worth will stay to be immortal in one's eyes and the most important of tie's I have lost myself a thousand times and I have crossed even more lines it was all just to find someone with a piece of mind a person who is true maybe that person is you

To All My Friends
Sorry I haven't been around much, I still won't be around much either. I'm in Iraq and on the road way to often to play online alot. I just wanted to stop in and check on my buddies real quick. Thank you all for the Birthday gifts (you know who you are). A birthday in the sandbox just isn't what it was as a kid....lol. The deployment has been pretty uneventful so far. I've seen some stuff but nothing to close, very good news! Take care and see ya'll when I really get time again. MWAH

Foundrymusic Interview: Guards Of Metropolis
There's no need fort an intro for this interview. When you get all 4 members of a band to fill out an interview, you pretty much get everything you need to know (you also get a nifty mutli-colored interview, see below). So without wasting any more of your time with my useless drivel, I bring you: The Guards of Metropolis [applause]FoundryMusicRob: So what we have here is 2 girls from Norway, and 2 guys from California. The temperature difference alone boggles the mind. When a place is called the “Arctic Circle” you don’t exactly picture it being warm even in the warmest months. What was the weather shock like when you all first startfed traveling together?Kristin Blix: Norway is actually in the current of the Gulf Stream that flows from the Gulf of Mexico to Northern Europe, which makes Norway's climate very similar to that of Oregon or Washington State. We lived in LA for about two years though and that was my first experience with 100 degree weather. In 2005 we went

Does Anyone Else Get..
Do you guys/gals ever get this shit...? Random shouts from some level 3ish chick who just wants to rag on ya? right now my shouts are only for friends and higher cause i finally got sick of it... but what possesses people to do that?? i had one chick send me a message of "you're not that pretty" and i really wanted to say "5,000 guys disagree on here it seems" lol... is it wrong to want to be a bitch back??? Anyhow, my question is does anyone else get this crap? and why are they always level 3?? why do they have to hide to talk shit??? random thoughts ;) Sin

Go Show Mad Love To The Baddest Bitch (stang)
IT'S ABOUT TIME! HOLY SHI!T!! STANG IS FINLLY ONLY 114K POINTS FROM BEING A GODMOTHER!!! PLEASE HOP OVER, RATE HER PROFILE, ADD HER, SHARE HER AND LET'S SEE IF WE CAN GIT ER DONE!.....IF YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE ALL OF THAT...PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN...OH HELL, PLEASE REPOST ANYWAY *SMILES* ۞Stang۞FU BAD B!TCH۞ Owna & Reppin Stangs Underground۞@ fubar

Men
i have reached the conclusion that men are simply not worth my time. anytime i show even the slightest interest in a man, i either get hurt or he turns out to be a total jackass, and i have decided that i don't feel like dealing with that anymore. i am writing off men for the time being. i am done with men who don't know how to treat women. i am done with men who don't think i am important. i am done with men who don't respect me. i am done with men who only see me as a piece of ass. i am done with men who cheat on their woman. i am done with men who want to change me. i am done with men who take advantage of my kindness. i am done with men who refuse to hold an intelligent conversatin with me. i am done with men who have bad attitudes. i am done with men who think that they know me better than i know myself. i am writing off men until something or someone can prove to me that not all men are like this.

Why?
Why do some people assume everything is about them? I can't post something without someone assuming I am talking about them and it is driving me crazy!!! I guess some people on here can't figure out that some of us have lives offline too.... I'm not going to point any fingers and I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, but come on... I guess what really aggravates me the most is that I have already had this discussion before.... I'm so pissed right now that i feel like throwing my computer out the door, and I would if I didn't need it for school work.... I do want to get something strait though...I am here for friends...in case some of you don't get it, if I tell you I love or ♥ you, I am saying it out of friendship...I have no other inclinations than that...I am not now nor will be looking for love on this website.... with that said, I think its time to take a break from this site....I am tired of all the bullshit...I may be back, I might not....

~ Top Spin ~
"Top Spin" ("Vomitorium"?) Ride At Munich's Oktoberfest. Marked as: Featured Recorded 22 September 2007 at the Oktoberfest in Munich, Germany. I think the jets of water is a fantastic idea .... cleans up the chunks o vomit from the riders' faces.

New One
YUP YOU GUESSED IT....I NEED SOME BOMBING HELP FROM MY FRIENDS!! IF YOU CAN'T STAY AND BOMB AT LEAST RATE THE PIC CAUSE RATES ARE WORTH POINTS ALSO :D 1ST PLACE = HAPPYHOUR OR 2 MONTH VIP OR 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE = 1 WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE = 3 DAY BLAST MANY SMILES MANY THANKS &MUCH LOVE

Booty Call Agreement
Fill out and send back to me in private message This Booty Call Agreement ( hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement" ) is entered into on the _____day of __________, 200_, by_______________________, between____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?). The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No aski

Kids Names
ive picked out the names i think i am going to use for my child i am bearing...... Girl.. Ilyria Lynne boy...Liam Conner this blog is bout feed back.. so lay it on me do ya think Thier good names? or no? or hell just shoot a name out ... ya never know i might like it and I might use it

Alone - Edgar Allan Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Just A Lil' Survery.. It Was Fun!
Tired of those same old 55 questions about me surveys? Well here are 55 I bet you've never answered. 1. Is your second toe longer than your first? my index toe is longer than my big toe... is that what this means? lmao 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? ummm I like mechanical pencils! 3. Look at your planner for March 14, what are you doing? Ummmm... a planner.. what's that? lol.. I don't keep up with today how am I supposed to keep up with that! 4. What color are your toenails usually? purple! 5. What was the last thing you highlighted? presentation notes for engineering class.. yesterday! I think I got an A!!! 6. What color are your bedroom curtains? Seagull Gray 7. What color are the seats in your car? I have black tinker bell seat covers... underneath is gray 8. Have you ever had a black and white cat? I don't like cats that much.. but my sister day.. Lady Kitonna 9. What is the last thing you put a stamp on? I stamped an arrow on to a submi

Love In The Purest Form
well me and my wife split up and then after three months I find a GIRL ( note a girl) that kinda in a way broke my heart but introduced me to her ex-fainces ex-girlfriend and me and her hooked up now I'm in the predicament with her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend ( being that he doesn't know at this moment in time but does know that me and her are sleeping together and he don't care due to the fact that he gave me permission) coming into town and wanting to spend some time with his girlfriend (that want to break up with him and be with me) and also me and her got engaged today Sept. 30, 2007 and we are planning the wedding date for Oct. 31, 2008 after which my divorce will be finalized I hopewe found that love can come in some of the most unpredictable ways we started out as fu*k buddies and turned out to be perfect for each other my family loves her unlike my soon to be ex-wife and ex-girlfriend and I found someone that does love me and won't hurt me and her name is Wendy I love her more than

Should I Have Told Him I'm Not A Psychologist?
again with the fettish crap again from the shoutbox, read the bottom line first. ->jay_blaze: I need mine right now jay_blaze: hello there......might u be willing to help me with my panty fetish???? please????? I'm thinking I should have told him he needs to find REAL help instead of e-help.

Sufferthe Little Children- Pat Benatar
Sweet Melissa I often pray for you I hope your suffering was brief I hope the angels that watch over all the little children come for you An took you someplace beautiful and sweet Suffer the little children Dear Melissa I often think of you Every time i hold my baby in my arms I say a prayer for your mamma and daddy too i know they miss you miss you since you're gone suffer the little children At the hands of evil men No baby dolls,no teddy bears no lullabies for them Every mother's nightmare will it ever end Suffer the little children At the hands of evil men You who done the deed better do some prayin too Better hope that God's forgivin like they say cause somewhere,somebody keeps a list of the evils that men do An your names right up there i heard em say

I Am This Girl
Couldn't resist posting this. I like it. I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who

Scorned Woman!!
TORN!! Pain like a knife in the chest Tears rolling down her cheeks His face fresh in her mind Thoughts swirling of what she did wrong Her soul fills with much sorrow The heart is full of anger Hate rises in her throat like bile Regret is a word she'll know well She tries to hate her demon He has such power over her Trying to remove all memories The smell of him, his touch, his taste Thrown away again like old news No more caring, kindness, or intimacy Death will come to her now There is NOTHING to live for Darkness envelopes her soul She grows tired and weak Her heart breaks in a thousand pieces No more Pain, only peace. Written By: Michelle

Stop Asking
Stop asking me to anyone and everyone that ask me to take naughty pictures. The only one that will see me naked is my husband!! I don't take request and what u see in my picture folders is what you get.So STOP ASKING!!!

If I Could Fly Away
IF I COULD LIVE IN A GREATER WAY IF I HAD WINGS TO SPREAD TO FLY AWAY I WOULD GO FAR SOMEWHERE I KNOW THERE'S ALWAYS A BETTER DAY IF I COULD FLY AWAY IF I COULD PROVE I COULD SOAR THROUGH THE SKY HIGH AS THE MOUNTAINS WAY UP HIGH I WOULD FLY AS GRACEFUL AS AN EAGLE OR OVER THE SEAS AS A GALIANT SEAGUL IF I COULD FLY AWAY IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW TO LOOK FORWARD TO IF THERE WERE NO PAIN FOR ME TO GO THROUGH I WOULDN'T WISH THESE THINGS I SAY I WOULDN'T WISH I COULD FLY AWAY IF THINGS STAY THE SAME THERE'S NO ONE TO BLAME ONLY OURSELVES WHO DARE TO CARE ONLY US WHO SHOULD BE FAIR IF I COULD FLY AWAY WRITTEN BY DAUGHTER "NESSA" JULY 9, 2003

Life Is Not Fair
The Pain of SufferingLIFE IS NOT FAIR – BUT GOD IS GOODSUFFERING IS A PART OF LIFE. Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 1 Peter 4:12purosis (poo'-ro-sis) – burning, fiery trial. THREE KINDS OF SUFFERINGCOMMON SUFFERING In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. John 16:33CONSEQUENTIAL SUFFERING You will suffer… bear the consequences of your sins...Then you will know that I am the Sovereign LORD. Ezekial 23:49CHRISTIAN SUFFERING. In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted. 2 Timothy 3:12SUFFERING CAN DRAW YOU TO CHRIST. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when His glory is revealed. If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed...if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name... 1 Peter 4:13-14, 16I want

Terrormarketing Synopsis
This is very loosely based on fact, the fact I had a telemarketing job between late September 2003 and January 2004. Anyway, the story is my revenge on the world of telemarketing; it’s about someone who was unjustly fired from his job in telemarketing. Let’s begin at his beginning. Charles Mueller was a brilliant student and MIT and got a great job at a robotics firm, where he researched replaced robot limbs. His design would have revolutionized the world of artificial limbs. But the cruel company downsized the robotic section and Charles was left out of work. Desperate for money to complete his prototype he gets a job at Globetron where they mistreat him and keep changing his job perimeters on him. Where he had it and snaps, threatening to kill his boss. This results in his early termination, in more ways then one. The resulting fight causing Charles to be pushed out of the window and drop a very long way down to the parking lot below. But despite a shattered arm and glass that destro

First Post Since The Accident
For those who arent yet aware, I was involved in a serious accident sunday night/ monday morning. I hydroplaned, my truck tipped onto its side, and when i was getting out of my truck, it was hit by a drunk driver, and i was tossed from my truck. Needless to say, I am very lucky to have survived, although my truck is a total loss. i have been working very hard to walk without a cane, and i have accomplished this feat to the extent that i am confident enough to walk around my mothers house without it. Im still limping, but ill take that over not walking at all. my shoulder and collar are still a major source of pain for me, and the roadrash hurts like hell! And once again for those who arent gettin the story straight. i was hit by a DRUNK driver, not a TRUCK driver! I hope to see everyone soon, and i miss everyone out at work, although im not looking forward to answering a million questions over and over again! I guess it shows that people care, or that they just luv

Hello Kitten.....
This was written by a friend of mine, thought I would share it with you...(was kind of requested to post here) I hope you "enjoy" it as much as I did.. hehe and I did "ENJOY" it many times... if you know what I mean. Have you been good today? You know Master likes a submissive Kitten to play with. You should prepare yourself for his arrival.....he'll be here anytime now. Are you wearing his favorite lingerie under that robe? You know he so does like hose and a garder......and make sure your thong is crotchless. You'll feel his anger for sure if you aren't ready....shhhh, he's here. *Hello Kitten.....I've longed for you all day. Am I your preoccupation as well?* *Yes Master...you are.* *Mmmmm..that's good.* *Shall I take your clothes, Master?* *I'd love for you to draw me a bath, Kitten.* *Right away, Master.* The room is full of steam as I enter....you are beside the claw foot tub naked, waiting to wash my body. I slip from my robe and you let ou

Sexual Calorie Counter
Sexual Calorie Counter REMOVING HER CLOTHES with her consent..........12 calories without her consent..........187 calories OPENING HER BRA with both hands..........8 calories with one hand..........12 calories with your teeth..........85 calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM with an erection..........6 calories without an erection..........315 calories PRELIMINARIES trying to find the clitoris..........8 calories trying to find the G-Spot..........92 calories POSITIONS missionary..........52 calories 69 lying down..........78 calories 69 standing up..........112 calories wheelbarrow..........216 calories her on top..........524 calories doggy style..........726 calories donkey punch..........912 calories ORGASM real..........112 calories false..........315 calories POST ORGASM lying in bed hugging..........18 calories getting up immediately..........36 calories explaining why you got out of bed immediately..........816 calories GETTING A SECOND ERECTION 20-29 y

My Lounge And My Friends
join my lounge SO COME AND CHECK US OUT. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND YOU COULD BE ENJOYING SOME UNFORGETTABLE FORBIDDEN PLEASURES. ALL THE PEOPLE IN HERE ARE THE FRIENDLIEST ON CHERRY TAP. YOU COULD BE LISTENING TO THE FASTEST GROWING STATION ON THE INTERNET AND HAVING FUN WITH THE IN CROWD. DON'T BE SHY WE ARE ALL OUT TO HAVE A BLAST. COME AND ENJOY THE FRIENDLIEST CROWD AND ATMOSPHERE. YOU KNOW IT IS THE THING TO DO Join this one 2

Spoke Some More
Well we did have the opportunity to speak a little more on cam and mic tonight. He was stressing on different financial issues, such as he will need another type of insurance for the work he is doing, right now he is paying like 600 euros for the current insurance and it will add an additional 300 euros a month, then he has child support, he is working on getting his license and a car for the business since he works a few hours away. At that time I told him I feel like I am a burden on him, the first thing QUICKLY out of his mouth was WHATS that for BULLSHIT. I told him that he keeps me in food, cigarettes etc. He said he wouldnt do it if he couldnt. He also told me the money he is saving in the jar can be used for my ticket back here to Germany. So that at least tells me what he wants. He asked me about getting an apartment in Spokane, I dont think he realizes just how much that costs. and when I told him I didnt have furniture or anything else, I think he was didnt realize that I had

Fly By Night Family Must Read, Others Should Read Also
MEMBERS OF THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY. I MUST SAY THAT I AM NOT HAPPY. MONDAY NIGHT AFTER THE CONTEST I RAN ACROSS A PROFILE OF A GIRL USING A PICTURE FROM ONE OF MY MEMBERS. IF YOU WANT TO REMAIN A MEMBER YOU NEED TO POST A SALUTE AND HAVE FUBAR APPROVE IT. ONCE DONE LET ME KNOW SO I CAN GO TO YOUR PAGE AND VERIFY YOU HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE. UTILL YOU GET YOUR SALUTE IN I AM REMOVING YOU FROM MY FAMILY AREA. ONCE YOU GET YOUR SALUTE I WELL RE-ADD YOU TO THE FAMILY AREA. HERE ARE THE 2 PROFILES. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY FAKE OR REAL? sexyashley4u2love@ fubar THE OTHER PROFILE I CAME ACROSS FAKE OR REAL? Angeluv@ fubar GET YOUR SALUTES IN NOW I'LL GIVE YOU 2 WEEKS FROM TODAY. FLY,

Avoidance
I open my eyes to whats around me, Slipping away I can't define, Dark, cold, numb but feeling, Nothing is here but me..... Tearing apart another another worlds remains to kill the pain again from deep within, Show me the way out of here, I don't know the way to reality, Falling through the mist of dreams, Is it dreams or the nightmare of life, No one is there when I cry out load, Echos of the past plague me, Answers stay out of grasp, Nothing is there to cling to, A void that is my mind.... A void that is my existance.... A void that is my life.... A void that I try to avoid....

A Day In The Life Of Me.....
Ok this is my first entry on fubar....for some reason I think I like myspace better. This site is a bitch to navigate. Anyways....a day in the life... well, my life is just fucking peachy these days. Dont know if I can stand much more excitement or good fortune. If you believe that then I have some swampland in Az for sale!!! Had shoulder surgery, which went great, actually went back to work 2 weeks early only to twist my ankle in the parking lot of the hosp 2 days later. Just my luck!!! But I'll heal. I dont know half of the ppl on my friends list on this mother******. Sorry, I can be a bit of a potty mouth when I'm in a not so good mood. LOL. Anyone out there ready to cheer a girl up?

This Is Bullshit, I'm Pissed Now
Ok I was so happy to move back to Ohio right well my aunt and my grandpa came back yesterday and you know what.. My grandpa had change his mind.. That got me so damn mad that I am not going to talk to him ever.. first he wants to live there and fine a house up there to get away from Tennessee and now he lied to me.. That is really bullshit and it pissed me off big time.. I hate it when he does this.. I think I need to fine my own place to live so I won't take no shit from him and his drinking.. My grandpa started his drinking again and I don't like it not one bit.. I hate my life as of right now and not doing ok.. So I am not very talkive to my grandpa.. Forgive me you all I thought I was moving to Ohio and he changed his mind.. Virgo24

Pretty Cool, Huh?
Two Stories - you have to read both! STORY NUMBER ONE Many years ago, Al Capone virtually owned Chicago. Capone wasn't famous for anything heroic. He was notorious for enmeshing the windy city in everything from bootlegged booze and prostitution to murder. Capone had a lawyer nicknamed 'Easy Eddie.' He was Capone's lawyer for a good reason. Eddie was very good! In fact, Eddie's skill at legal maneuvering kept Big Al out of jail for a long time.To show his appreciation, Capone paid him very well. Not only was the money big, but also, Eddie got special dividends. For instance, he and his family occupied a fenced-in mansion with live-in help and all of the conveniences of the day. The estate was so large that it filled an entire Chicago city block. Eddie lived the high life of the Chicago mob and gave little consideration to the atrocity that went on around him. Eddie did have one soft spot, however. He had a son that he loved dearly. Eddie saw to it that his young son had clothe

If I Close My Eyes Forever
if i close my eyes forever... i first heard this song in 1989....i was 24...newly divorced after a 5 year marriage...we had 2 girls (both beautiful succesfull young women now)...i had started suffering from depression....after i was divorced i came home to mass...ended up in a state psych hospital for 5 weeks...from there i was placed in a halfway house...thats when i heard ozzy and lita...at the time i was still very depressed and saw the song as feeling as if i didnt matter...that it wouldnt make a difference if i was no longer here...but if you look at it from another angle...in different light ...it can mean the opposite...i see it as how the people in my life would miss me...and losing my potential to make a difference in this little piece of life i occupy...i'm still very lost right now...i dont know where i'm going....i have no clue what i want to do...first of all i need to feel ok in my own skin...to get over needing others to validate my existance...learn to live life fo

Lost
speaking through words written on paper showing my mind that this is safer my words they mean alot to me but its filled with anger that needs to be freed looking at life with so much to say but losing myself trying to find the way there is a light at the end of my tunnel but pain and hate will always follow knowing there is happyness in my sight i just need help finding that light

To All The Bombers
Today was a long day for me.. We had more drama and It was bullshit too.. I am sorry I am doing what I can.. I will finishing rating pictures and comment bomb tomorrow, when I get done doing what I have to do tomorrow ok.. forgvie me for not comment bombing on contest there are to much drama right now and to much is on my mind right now.. I was up early this morning and my eyes are bothering me and they have been bothering me like crazy so I think they are telling me they are tired lol but I know what to do is the best way to do is go to sleep.. I will do what I can for tomorrow ok.. I hope you all have a really good night.. Virgo24

Your Love ( I Wrote This)
Just like your heart, your love is pure. Like a never ending candle it will always burn. With out even trying, you make others feel safe, Just by bringing them into your embrace. Your smile and your eyes make others feel warm inside. These are the things that make it hard to deny, The love I feel for you inside, When ever you are near by.

My Silly Friend, Karen.
I have the most colorful friend! She comes with the craziest stuff. However if your one to blush easy she's not one you may be able to handle. But shes my best friend, and the best entertainment that my could buy!!! Anyone have a friend like her?