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Myspace
Well..I made a *new* myspace page. That way when Cherry goes down, I've got a back up plan. Let me know if you'd like the link to my page. I'm still in the process of setting my page up right now, so bare with me. I'm goin to go read or something for a little while, so I may not answer you right away.

Let's Get Something Straight!!!
Lately I've had people either add me or just chat with me who seem to think that all bald guys stand for the same thing. For the official record, I AM NOT RACIST OR INTERESTED IN JOINING YOUR PATHETIC WHITE POWER GROUP!!!! I think these groups and people who are a part of them have severe psychological issues and need to be cleansed of the ideas in their heads. If you, by chance, made my friend list do the right thing and remove yourself.....or ID yourself to me so I can remove you myself. I stand for the freedoms of EVERY person in this country regardless of race, sex, nationality, or other differentiating factor. Unfortunately, this means for you as well. So, if you want to get mad, go ahead. But I will not be associated with anyone participating in or claiming to be part of these groups and activities. And if you want to leave insults, comments, or harass me as a result of this blog, I will promptly report you to the proper channels to have it stopped. To all of my frien

Lame
man do i miss certain things such as my man! now i know i still have em so that makes no sence, but, i miss the newness of a great sex fling, but it wears away, i mean me and my man have GREAT SEX, but the heat is wearing, i dont know,lol

Letter I Wrote To Get My Mumms Back.
AIGHT, SO THIS IS THE LETTER I WROTE TO GET MY MUMMS BACK. GOT THEM BACK, SO IT WORKED. GO ME!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND VICTORIOUS!!! AIGHT MAN, GETTING SICK OF THIS. HAD ANOTHER ONE OF MY MUMMS DELETED AND MY ACCOUNT BANNED FROM POSTING MUMMS AGAIN. I POSTED THE THING AT ALMOST 4 OCLOCK THIS AFTERNOON, IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS WITH RACISM, NOT RACIST IN THE LEAST, JUST TRYING TO SAY HOW THE STANDARDS ARE MESSED UP, AND SOMETHING SHOULD BE DONE ABOUT. NOW ALMOST 11 HOURS LATER SOMEONE FINDS IT OFFENSIVE??? THE MAJORITY OF THE VOTES AND COMMENTS ON IT WERE POSITIVE AS HELL, HARDLY ANY NEGATIVE FEED BACK EXCEPT PEOPLE CALLING ME A RACIST, A FUCKTARD OR A SOUTHERN REDNECK HILL BILLY FUCK WHO SHOULD KILLMYSELF AND MY ENTIRE FAMILY. NOW THAT WAS A BIT HARSH, BUT WHAT I WAS PUTTING UP WITH. ANYONE WHO TOOK THE TIME TO READ THE MUMM, OR THE COMMENTS I LEFT FOR SHOULD KNOW IT WAS ABOUT STOPPING DOUBLE STANDARDS, NOT TRYING TO RECRUIT FOR THE KKK OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, B

The Baddest Lounge On Ct
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Blah, Just Blah!
I feel so alone tonight.. guess its because I had Michael for the weekend and now he's gone.. He's my cuddlebug hehe.. now it's back to Frogger.. It sucks being a part time parent, and only getting to see him 4 days out of the month. Luckily I was able to have him for my birthday as well so it turned out to be 6 days this month, not even close to enough though. Going from having him all the time from birth to 9yrs old, then to this part time crap, SUCKS! And it sucks BAD! Ah well, Im going to cry myself to sleep.. lol pitiful eh *shrugs* ah well, guess that's what I am tonight. Didn't help that we had a great weekend together, even went and saw a movie.. then to have it ruined by his Dad being the asshole he truely is! Grrrrrr, alright.. enuf im going to bed.. and before 3am.. can you believe it? lol

Time Passes Slowly
Hello all, hardly anyone on here knows me and thats ok CT is a huge site. I blog on 360 alot and thought I'd give this a try. Recently my wife was injured while serving in Iraq nothing to serious just a broken tibia. Did require surgery and will require extensive rehab due to her age, plates and pins they inserted to help the bone heal. Now its been a week since her surgery and 3 weeks since her injury and we are still waiting to hear when she will return home. The last I heard her unit will be fighting her transfer and will take full responsibility for her AMA. Her unit caused most of the damage by making her walk home a distance of 2 miles in the dark 36 hrs after being released from the hospital. Now your wondering why im telling you this.........i have not damn idea just babbling... and if you've read this far i thank you....have a great day and see you around the cherry tap hot tub ;)

Friends.......just Read It!
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty ... He said 'no.' She asked him if he would want to be with her forever ... and he said 'no.' She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry ... and once again he replied with a 'no.' She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away ... I'd die!

What Did Your Birth Announcement Say?
Bud & Cristine are Proud to Announce the Birth of their Child, Porl, on August 1, 1968. Unfortunately, Porl puked on everyone the moment they were born. Bud & Cristine are confused. So very confused.. What Did Your Birth Announcement Say? at QuizGalaxy.com

My Problem...
I got a call from my mother in law on Monday about 9 pm with her telling me that my husbands (Thomas) grandfather had died. I after writing down all the information that she was giving me, called the FRG leader with the info so that they could get the messege out to the field where Thomas' unit is...she called me back to inform me that with all the stupid messeges that they had recieved this past weekend that they were not taking anymore messeges to the guys in the field and the only thing I could do was to notify the RED CROSS. Well my question is can't this people manning the brigade office tell the difference in a real emergency messege and one where a "POOR WIFE just wants her husband at home. I am sorry but all those wives who think everything is an emergency needs to have their asses kicked. Get a backbone and learn to handle somethings yourself. When you continue to call the office for stupid stuff it makes it hard on the rest of us that follow the rules to get real messege

How Could You Do This To Me.
You are a liar, you are a liar and a cheater, you are a liar and a cheater and you do not deserve the love i had for you, I treated you like gold i treated you like you were the only woman on earth. And you do this to me, You lied to me, You Lied to my FAMILY you swore you would never ever fucking hurt me. YOU LIED Now you are with a pathetic loser with no future and a criminal record, Funny how i have the power to see those kinds of files. He has a KID from another woman and he smokes and drinks and you said you could never be with a guy like that. You just want a piece of DICK thats all you want, you cry how you have been hurt but you have hurt me worse then anything anyone has done to you. Congradualations you are now just like you step sisters, all you need to do is get knocked up. Sure that wont take too long you seem to have no problem spreading your legs fast enough.

My Wrist
Went to the ER in Fontana last night... half of my left wrist and all of my forearm is severely sprained, while my index finger and thumb area of my hand is fractured. So, I guess that is where I hit the hardest. Still gonna ride this weekend. I have a splint on it.

Hello Peeps
So is it me or is this site great.I got more friends here in one day then in a paid site.Everyone is friendly but have no idea how to use all this stuff...Learning in process so bare with me..Any hints send me message to update profile..I seen alot of cool shit here but not figuring how to put it on my page yat..Peace

Motorcycle Ride Of A Lifetime!
After much aggravation and many false starts, not to mention multitudes of corrections, the new Website for The 10,000 Mile Ride For The Wounded is now active. Well, at least the first page is active. Heh! I sincerely NEED your comments, criticisms, suggestions, etc.! Please visit as soon as you're able and then let me know, either here or by email from the site your HONEST opinions. http://10000milerideforthewounded.com/ UPDATE NUMBER ONE: Logo Design Works has just agreed to design a really nice logo for the Ride for free! Their usual charge for this sort of logo is almost $400! OMG! UPDATE NUMBER TWO: This is the basic route the Ride will follow: UPDATE NUMBER THREE: The Coalition to Salute America's Heroes has offered to help the Ride with free publicity. They have a comprehensive list of newspapers and other media, and are offering to handle distribution of our news releases. UPDATE NUMBER FOUR: I've added a Guestbook to our site. Please visit and sign it for me, if y

Make-up Is For Females Fuck-face
OK it's been a long time since i've been fuckin pissed enough to write one of these things. For fuck sake I walk into a gas station to get a goddamn candybar, see an American Flag on a magazine and think 'fuckin-A I love my country' and I smile, happy times are had by all. Fuckin door opens, two emo-goth faggots walk in, one had about 6 pounds of peircings in his face, I got problem with peircings so he didn't bother me much. But the chunk of shit next to him is what caught my eye. Some pale fuckin douchbag was actually out in public in a GODDAMN SKIRT with pink and black socks. to top it all off he had fuckin black lipstick smeared half way up his cheaks and so much goddamn eye-liner on it looked like his mom got knocked by a racoon. Does this little fuck not have parents and if he does are they coke addicts? Hippies? Liberals? Cousins? French? Do we really want this fuckin emo trash reproducing? I think we should bring back natural selection. Any male who likes to put on make-up

-sigh-
Hey lovlies..So i've seen some of my friends with tons of messages on their voice comments..I haven't got a new one in ages *tear*...Plz take a sec to leave me one. It dosen't cost anything :)....It will make me SMILE!! :P x0x -Ash PS. if you have one too let me know and i will leave you a message.

Come Do This Game Get A Laugh
***I smacked the computer cause the voices told me to *** Come on just do it and leave your answers in my comments!!!!!!!!!!! Pick the month (number) you were born in: 1----I fell in love with 2----I ate a 3----I smacked 4----I sang to 5----I gave my number to 6----I murdered 7----I shot 8----I gave a lap dance to 9----I chocked on 10---I bitched out 11---I had sex with 12---I humped Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1-------A homeless guy 2-------your mom 3-------a banana 4-------a fork 5-------a Mexican 6-------a gangster 7-------a hooker 8-------an ipod 9-------my best friends boyfriend 10-------a goat 11-------my dog 12-------a ninja 13-------the computer 14-------a football player 15-------my neighbor 16-------myself 17-------a Jones soda 18-------a llama 19-------a pickle 20-------a stuffed animal 21-------a permanent marker 22-------my dad 23-------a condom 24-------my psychiatrist 25-------a policeman 26-------my brother 2

Come Party With Me In The Lounge If You Like Good Music And Chat Party On
COME ROCK OUT WITH ONE OF OUR NEWEST DJ'S!!! DJ BARTAB IS GONNA ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF!!! SO COME AND ROCK WITH US!! CLICK THE BANNER IF YOU DARE!! (repost of original by '!DJ Luscious Lucia!!Phoenixxx Radio!' on '2007-03-01 09:10:31') (repost of original by 'DJBARTAB PHOENIXXX RADIO' on '2007-03-01 09:12:45') (repost of original by '!DJ Luscious Lucia!!Phoenixxx Radio!' on '2007-03-01 09:27:45') (repost of original by 'DJBARTAB PHOENIXXX RADIO' on '2007-03-01 09:33:45') (repost of original by '!DJ Luscious Lucia!!Phoenixxx Radio!' on '2007-03-01 09:53:19')

Oooo I Went Shopping
I went shopping and bought some new shoes!! I am not a HUGE shoe fanatic - well, I didn't used to be - always very conservative in my footwear.. I am slowly becoming a obsessed with them. I bought 2 pair today - they are by far the HOTTEST shoes I have ever owned. I actually think I am in LOVE with my shoes. I wore them around the house, tried on different outfits with each pair - even wore them while cooking! They are HIGH HIGH heels - one pair has the string that wraps around my legs the other is a pair of open toed platform mules (look it up guys :P ) the fabric part is white and red gingham. I WILL be taking pictures of these - they make my legs look a MILLION miles long. I am over 6ft tall in them. They make me want to go out :P

The Truth!!
THE LORD AND THE BIKER A biker was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over any time I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom on the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, wh

Fly Away (wrote When I Was 13)
I look up and see the sky Sometimes wishing I could fly Far away from my troubles I'd soar like an eagle with a smile on my face Never a frown in its place And God would hold me close to His heart And tell me that we will never part But God does that anyway So why should I fly away? by Me (I a little more going on my life than your average 13 year old)

Statistics Make Me Mad!
so yeah i found out that ACCORDING to statistics and doctors i'm obese...please before i got pregnant i was 160 but i dont look it, i dont think thats obese anyways...just cuz i dont look like a freaking supermodel does not make me obese what do they want me to weight 90 lbs and have my ribs sticking out???? i dont think so!

Native Tongue Ii
...Its been over a week since she has seen her dark warrior, yet she can still feel his touch. As she passes her porch, she looks off to the Texas sunset and wonders what he is doing at this very moment...as sadness over comes her and she moves back into her house. The feather Greywolf gave to her sits on her mantle, the Buffalo hide he wrapped her in is layed across her bed. She did not relize there was a chill in the air till now, and she puts up a pot of water on the stove..perhaps some tea will help she thinks, and as she sits by the window her eyes looking to the hills where she first met him, her mind again replays the night in the cave where she gave herself to him..freely and fully. What is this I'm feeling? she thinks..... what magic does this man have over me? She moves to the fire place, placing another log on the fire and stoking it, she again see's the eagle feather on the mantle,..lifts it and embrases the memory....why did he give me this, what meaning could this have?

Creamypuddles....
You’ve hear “Well I got a couple of things to say, it’s better to burn out then fade away!” Well this goes for me too. So I’m going to give my readers some points about me. First off (and one of the most important!) My handle Creamypuddles. Yes it means I creamy a lot, for instance the chair I’m sitting in is the third one in two years due to my puddles. My mother (of all people) gave me the nickname many moons ago. I had told her I was going to the gym with all intentions to do so, when I ran into a high school sweetheart and got inverted to his apartment and, well you can guess what happened from there. Anyway, I was wearing a light blue dress, by the time I drove home I had a very large wet spot that had come through. (Of course, I alone was not the cause of all of it) I walked into the house and my mother and her boyfriend (later to be my stepfather) were sitting in the den, she asked how was the workout; with a smile across my face and a knowing wink I replied wonderful. With that

Dedicated To My Dad!
i know you are in heaven watching over me.through these teary eyes, i can still see,all the things you have taught me,how to always take the lead.if not for you, i would have been lost, to bring you back, i would pay any cost.just to see your smile again to tell you i love you a thousand times again. you would teach me right from wrong , made me learn those silly songs,and how to always stand alone. so how do i stand without you now? it is hard but, i remeber that it was you, the one who helped me see it through.when life got me down i could rely on you.you may never know how much i appreciate you.my kids are growing so big and look to me, the same way i did to you when it was you and me.i hope you can see the are a blessing to me, just like i was to you. i wished i could have stopped your pain, made you laugh when you felt the pain . although you hurt, you never complained.how i wish i could have you back again.but where you are is where you are needed , your job on earth has been com

God's Fire Of Affliction
Romans 8:18 “For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.” God is going to put every child of His into the fire of affliction. Why? To test us. You see, the faith that can’t be tested, is a faith that can’t be trusted. The times when I have grown the most (and the time you will grow the most) is not when everything has been fine. It’s been when trouble strikes and I have fallen on my face before the Lord and called upon His strength. Think back on your own life. Most likely, the times you have grown the most are those when you were going through sorrow, pressure, or trouble. Isn’t that true? Somebody penned these lines: I walked a mile with pleasure, She chatted all the way. It left me none the wiser, For all she had to say. I walked a mile with sorrow, And ne’re a word said she. But oh, the things I learned from her, When sorrow walked with me.

Blah...
I hate when I find myself in a situation where I'm supposed to be totally cool and pretend like nothing bothers me. Meanwhile, inside, I'm screaming for answers. The thing is, though, that I'm too scared to ask the questions. I know it's better to know than to constantly be wondering and I've always been one to tell someone what I was thinking. Why is it so hard this time?

A Love To Call My Own
A LOVE TO CALL MY OWNIN THE BEGINNING I KNEW YOU WERE JUST A FLIRT;BUT YET I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU KNOW THAT I'D BE HURT.I THOUGHT THAT I COULD TIE YOU DOWN AND MAKE YOU LOVE JUST ONE;BUT HOW COULD I DO SOMETHING,THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS DONE?I KNOW NOW THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME, BUT NO I'M NOT GOING TO CRY;FOR I MUST FIND THE STRENGHTH SOME HOW TO KISS YOUR LIPS GOODBYE;SO WHEN YOU TURN AND LOOK FOR ME, YOU'LL FIND THAT I'M NOT THERE;FOR I WANT A LOVE TO CALL MY OWN, NOT ONE I HAVE TO SHARE.WRITTEN BY ERICA CHAMLEE

The Shoe Box
There was once a man and woman who had been married for more than 60 Years. They talked about everything. They kept no secrets from each other Except that the old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet That she cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all those years he had never thought about the box, but one day the Little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not Recover. In trying to sort out their affairs the little old man took down the Shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was Time he should know what was in the box. When he opened it he found 2 crocheted doilies and a stack of money Totaling $25,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were married," she said, "My grandmother told me the secret Of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got Angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doily." The little old man was s

The Washcloth
The Washcloth....... Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am.. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appoi

Truth
ihave burning desire to tell the truth, even if it might hurt. It's important to me for several reasons; 1. when you live in a lie your not living at all, your just exsisting in a relm of unknown territory, one that might consume you as a moth is consumed my the fire. living a lie is to be in to nothingness, to live a lie is to destroy your soul, and to be like the king with no clothes. I'm speaking of the unseen world, the world that affects human kind weather you know it or not. Maybe it's nothing I say will convence you of the damage a lie can do, and i hate to say this old clechae is almost imbearrising but so true. seek the true and true will set you free. freedom of the slave mentality, free from the lies past coming, freedom from having a unclean conscience. freekom of a mark you leave behind you when your dust and one with the earth...

Yellow Eyes
Yellow Eyes We've roamed the wild country My beautiful yellow eyes, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet yellow eyes I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And no

More About My Saturday Call!!!!
I am the first to tell you that my job is the greatest in the world. I love the people I work with and the ability to help people is just awesome. There are, however, downsides to my job... Yesterday was one of those days. I deal with death all the time. Hell its a part of life! But when you deal with death as much as I do, you find things to help you get through that horrible thing in life. I am not saying that death is horrible, its life!!!! But I see the side of death that only a few get to see. The homicides (taking of a human life), suicides (taking of your own life) and the accidental deaths. Yesterday was an accidental death. A dad was out doing yard work... something dads do. He was running a tractor leveling out some gravel in his driveway. His 3yo daughter was outside playing. He told her to stay back while he as working, but for those with kids you know that little children don't listen like we do. They see mom or dad and want to be there involved in what there are doing. W

What Color Heart Do You Have?
Your Heart Is Red You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart. Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Culture Clash
A Greek and an Italian were drinking coffee one day discussing who had the superior culture. Over triple lattes the Greek guy says, "Well, we have the Parthenon". Arching his eyebrows the Italian replies, "We have the Coliseum." The Greek retorts, "We Greeks gave birth to advanced mathematics." The Italian, nodding in agreement, says, "But we built the Roman Empire." And so on and so on until the Greek comes up with what he thinks will end the discussion. With a flourish of finality he says, "We invented sex!" The Italian replies, "That is true, but it was the Italians who introduced it to women."

A Job!
I've been home from school for about three months now, but I've finally got something. A preschool in Syracuse just hired me to be a one-on-one aide to a child with special needs. They're only at school half days, so it's only part-time, but a couple afternoons a week I babysit a toddler for a few hours so I should do ok. In terms of school, I thought I was going to go back to Canisius in the fall and switch my major to history. But now people are telling me to look into schools that actually offer preschool certification so I won't get screwed over again. Ugh, I'm sick of trying to figure out where I'll be and what I'll be doing by September. I wish I was just done with school already!

Especially For You
Especially for you I wanna let you know what I was going through All the time we were apart I thought of you You were in my heart My love never changed I still feel the same Especially for you I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me How I'm certain that our love was meant to be You changed my life You showed me the way

Bbblllaaahhh
Well, i can't sleep. I was Asleep. But now I'm not. It bites. I am tired, I am sleepy. I am CRANKY... and damnit, i just wanna be asleep!!!! IS IT GONNA HAPPEN??? Probably not. Ya know what i was just thinking about. I really dislike pop tarts. Ugh. Icky things. Right now, I need to pick and chose my words carefully... but I have never been so, confused, sad, hurt, angered, and near tears in my entire life. Although I brought it on myself.... But still... I suck at reactions to things. I get so sick of being blamed for everything. EVERYONE says "I'm sorry but you did this first". Why can't people just say sorry, and why they are sorry? I did. I was suprised. I made a concious effort to leave out the "but u were being a dick" shit, and jut said sorry... in return, i got, "well i'm sorry but..." and after attempting to explain my pain, which i am not good at, get told, well you started it... it's like, oh oh oh, progress progress... and, a wall. Why is it when I try so hard to do s

Please Vote For Me For Sexiest Smile Contest ,(link Is In Here)
HI ITS ME SUNNI, IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS ,FANS AND FAMILY ALSO NEW COMERS, TO VOTE FOR ME FOR THE (SEXIEST SMILE CONTEST),,, YEAAAA 1ST CONTEST IVE EVER BEEN IN, AND WAS ACTUALLY PICKED OUT AND ASK TO JOIN,...I HOPE THIS IS NOT MUCH TO ASK BUT CAN ALL OF U PLEASE POST A BULLITIN TO YOUR FRIENDS ,FAMILY, AND FANS, TO GIVE THIS GIRL A BREAK, AND VOTE FOR ME, I THANK YOU ALL AND GOD BLESS ,PEACE OUT FOR NOW. OK THE LINK IS,,,,please send this link in a bullitin to friends 'Scotty D ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ- MVB- Ct husband to Vintongirl30' ok lets see if this works lol thanks love u all

My Time Away
My time away My time away changed me inside. I developed a different outlook on my life. I seen things from a different perspective. My eyes began to focus. They seen what could be felt. Lonesome. Blame. Shame. When I was away, I didnt know myself. I was lost, a complete stranger to my own eyes. I wandered into nothingness and for the first time in my life, I knew what it meant to be alone. Without. Empty. Scared. A world inside of a world is where this began. This change that turned out to make a man. I became determined to never let this happen again. This stillness in time that was upon me. The breakdown of pride that bound me for so long. I seen clearly and thought clearly. I knew then that this was not for me. It wasnt my time to give up and let go of me. Myself. My all. My life. So I stood and made a stand and achieved that beautiful place in life that we call freedom. At last.

Rock'n Stash And Friends!!!
OK I GOT MY STASH UP OVER 1,100 VIDEOS! YA THATS JUST MY VIDEOS! I JUST LEV UP TO 14!!!! MAD LOVE AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO RATE AND COMMENT MY STASH AND HELP ME GET HERE!!! HERES THE KICK ASS PEEPZ THAT HELP ME!!! ELF-DREAMYEYED-ONYX ILLUZION OF XxxTASY-BECKDEPP-GYSPY OF THE FREAKS R US FAMILY-TATTOOED WICCAN-ANGELGODDESS-FREAK OF THE IRISH-TIA THE TATTOOED GODESS-WINGSUNGIRL. I KNOW I MISS A FEW OF YOU, BUT THANK YOU! I GOT MAD LOVE FOR THESE LADYS, IF YOU LOVE MUSIC LIKE I DOCHECK OUT THE VIDOES I GOT SUM ARE RARE,FAN MADE,AND BAND MADE VIEDOS...SO CHECK THEM OUT COMME THE ONES YOU LIKE!!!! PEACE AND LOVE MOMMYS LITTLE MONSTER!

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There�s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.What Song Should You Strip To?

Ct Lounges
I have been a member of 2 lounges now where I have met some awesome people. It is sad to say that both my favorite lounges went down because of drama in the lounges. Both lounges went down because of DJs that act like children. Allowing personal issues carry over into the lounges. I hear of this happening a lot on CT and it truly disappoints me. A CT lounge can be awesome fun but when there is too much drama then it sucks the fun right out of the room. If your a dj in a lounge don't talk about scheduling issues in the lounge. Use your shout box or a messenger like yahoo. Don't disrespect other dj's music. No two peoples music tastes are the same. Don't talk about the members of the lounge in a disrespectful manner. They are why there is a lounge in the first place. Don't tell off color, racist or political jokes in the lounge you may offend one of your members. We all come from different places, rich, poor, black, white, yellow and some of us are on occassion green and my favori

G-spot By " Wêll Ì† Äïñ† Gðññå Lï¢k Ì†§êl£
There are many ways to use your fingers to make a girl go crazy, and some of the best are to be found by simple exploration - try different things, different numbers of fingers, different parts of her pussy and ass, and be innovative and inventive. Some of the best fingering comes in conjunction with oral... but there is one, shining act which transcends all sexuality, and gives a woman - any woman - the best orgasm of her LIFE. This is not the kind of knowledge which should be bestowed upon predators or misogynists. You should only know this and use this if you LOVE women. Some will tell you that this is a myth: it is not a myth. Trust me. You'll be glad you did. You'll also be considered a stud, without ever having to take your cock out of your pants. Not that you care if women label you as a stud, right? Right? ;-) Here goes: Start by performing a little oral on her inner thighs, labia and clitty especially, to get her nice and wet. For "little oral" read "lots of oral" if

Fuck Men And Life
What is up with men now days they have computers and they think that they can just pick up any chick off of it they find without a care in the world to there significunt other or ppl around them. Then when there g/f yell at them for talking to a female they drop u like it is nothing and they go through women like yesterday and im not saying all of them but there is a great deal of them out there. I have a few on my messenger list that are becoming ass holes and i will delete them if the shit dont stop. That is my view. There g/fs think it is the females pulling there b/f away and it is not i will tell u at least not me if they go find a female on the internet that is there thing s o dont be mad at the female if the man of your life is out looking for female to cyber and and what not. Thank u for listening hope to here your feed back

Just In Case Anyone Wanted To See....
HERE'S TH ELINK TO MY MYSPACE PAGE, WISH I COULD GET THE SAME BACKGROUND I HAVE THERE FOR MY CHERRYTAP BACKGROUND. OH WELL, ENJOY IT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED CLEANING GUNS. http://www.myspace.com/5525164

Rockstar -- Nickleback
Iâ€™m through with standing in line to clubs weâ€™ll never get in Itâ€™s like the bottom of the ninth and Iâ€™m never gonna win This life hasnâ€™t turned out quite the way I want it to be I want a brand new house on an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough for ten plus me Iâ€™ll need a credit card thatâ€™s got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me Iâ€™m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame Iâ€™d even cut my hair and change my name â€˜Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap Weâ€™ll all stay skinny â€˜cause we just wonâ€™t eat And weâ€™ll hang out in the coolest bars In the VIP with the movie star

Blast Time
OK DOING A GIVEAWAY !! ** 3 DAY BLAST AND ONE OF THE FOLLOWING GIFTS EARRINGS,MANS RING,OR WOMANS RING ** ~~ALL U NEED IS 10 K IN COMMENTS ~~ $$$ PLEASE LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WANNA ENTER SO I CAN RIP YOUR PIC(NO SHOUT BOX OR COMMENTS ASKING TO ENTER ON PAGE PLEASE) I DON'T WANNA MISS AN ANYONE :)) $$$. ANY OTHER QUESTIONS HOLLA @ ME ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾@ CherryTAP

A Slave To Bdsm
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 88% Sex God 73% A Romantic 43% Virgin 23% How are you in bed created with QuizFarm.com

I Am In Holland
I had fun in Amsterdam but the time change and jet lag and beer drinking had caught up with me and I was down for a day but I am ok. I am in Emmen, near the German border. I am going to Belguim and Luxemburg this weekend and then I am going to Berlin, Germany later on next week. I just finally got to a computer, my uncle let me use his laptop computer to check my e-mail. I am really enjoying the Netherlands and the people here have been great. Time permitting and how much money I have, I might go to Norway and Great Britian. Well take care and talk to you all soon.

~something New~
I am new to this well not to blogging but to CherryTAP..I am liking what I see so far and I cant wait till I am able to just dig right on in and see whats up..Thanks to the ones that have given me a warm welcome :) Anyways just wanted to throw a few words out there :) Have a great morning, afternoon, evening depending on when you look at this lol :))

What Is A Kiss?
BODY +kisson the stomach? I'm ready +kiss on the forehead? I hpoe we are together forever. +kiss on the ear? Your my everything. +kiss on the cheek? We're friends. +kiss on the hand? I adore you. +Kiss on the neck? We belong together. +kiss on the shoulder? I want you. +kiss on the lips? I LOVE YOU.

The Death Of A Diabetic!!!
AIGTH ALL, UPLOADED NEW PICS. IT'S A PRIME EXAMPLE WHEN A SHITTY DIABETIC GETS A SHIT LOAD OF CANDY SENT TO HIM FROM A KEWL ASS CHICK IN CONNETICUT!!! SEE THE JOY, THE SHOCK, AND THE DEATH OF WHAT HAPPENS AFTER CONSUMING WAX LIPS, PIXIE STICKS, CANDY NECKLACE, PAPER CANDY DOTS, NECCOS, GOBBSTOPPERS, RUNTS, BLACK JACK GUM, ATOMIC FIREBALLS, AND OTHER ASSORTED CANDY THAT I JUST HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO YET. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOING INTO A COME.

Spelling
ok so i have a hard time with my spelling i always have i flip leaters and some times i just fuck up sorry but does this give folks the right to say i am a retard or a dum ass. i would like to think that we have moved on from that but i can see we have not. it is a shame that some folks have to make fun of others so they can fell good about them self. so the ? is will man ever stop been a dum ape

What You Dont Know About A Man Like Me..
I dont cry, because Ive forgotten how to associate pain with tears. Pain= life for me. I prefer honesty, simply because with honesty comes growth... Lying makes me ill to my stomach, and being lied to makes me see red. Polite lies, social lies, lazy lies, or just cant be an adult lies...are a necessary tool of existence in our world, but I do away with them as often as possible. I love kids, and would welcome a woman with kids, but I have none because I have a dream... I resect my parents, but have been more adult than both of them since I turned 16. My intelligence is to the point that I dumb it down to the point I hope a child can understand it, but I often feel Im talking over someones head. I consider myself a man, but only consider myself black because of my skin color, and my culture. My up bringing allowed me to see how other races lived and interacted, Im black because I choose to be, not because BET and MTV say I am. and finally.. a real man protects

Sorry People
It will be either later on today (Wensday) Or tomorrow that I will no longer have internet or phone. I will try to check my messages once a week some way some how... If you have the number that I gave a couple people call me during the hours I work (4:30pm - 1 am.) I love my job to death I dont have to deal with people bitching at me all the time or anything. But anyways... its time for me to go to bed... Nighty night...

Darkness
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings, the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forest were set on fire but hour by hour They fell and faded and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing

Welcome To The Good Times
Did it make you stop to think You're on the brink Not to test you cuz you don't know how far you'd go Did you make a big mistake You've cut your fate And you wish you could leave this life for just one day welcome to the goodtimes honey did you bring your own parade and welcome to the big time baby time for a serenade la da da da da da da da da la da da da da da da da da Did you say you lost your pride You tried to hide But your not strong enough to ever get away And it only goes to show What we all know That the tables will surely turn for you one day so welcome to the goodtimes honey did you bring your own parade welcome to the big time baby time for a serenade la da da da da da da da da la da da da da da da da da it should come as no suprise just realize that when it all comes down who is really on your side tell me so welcome to the goodtimes honey did you bring your own parade welcome to the big time baby time for a serenade la

Happy News For Me
WELL FIRST OFF I GOT EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH FOR FEBURARY. WOOHOO IM SO HAPPY. THEN LAST NIGHT I HAD AN INTERVIEW TO GO TO BE SUPERVISOR ON SECOND SHIFT WHERE I WORK. I HOPE I GET IT. I WILL LET YALL KNOW IF I DO OR NOT. PLUS I WILL PUT UP A PIC WITH ME HOLDING MY PLAQUE. BIG HUGS TO ALL.PLZ. GO RATE MY PICS IF YA HAVE NOT ALREADY. MUCH LOVE,CATLADY

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

New Member-hello There
HELLO THERE. JUST THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE MYFIRST BLOG TODAY. NO MUCH GOING ON IN THE BRAIN YOU KNOW BUT THAT MAY CHANGE. I WANT TO MEET NEW FRIENDS AND CHAT WITH PEOPLE. I AM A PEOPLE PERSON AND WILL ALWAYS BE. WILL ADD MORE LATER. LATER, RLANG1966

~i’m Dead Inside, With Un-kept Promises~
~I’m Dead Inside, With Un-kept Promises~ I remember now the lies left untold It didn’t have to be this way. I’m not sure how much I can take I believed in all your lies It’s like razor blades cutting into me I’m far gone, with no return A love and faith I no longer have With one slit of the wrist it was all gone In that one moment I will take my life It’s all gray, dead inside I want to just walk away Scars showing, shattered hearts Just give me away, let me go Cause everything is just a lie I’m cold inside, sitting in the dark My heart yearning for the untold lies You can’t kill me; I’m dead, dead inside. There’s no going back to the life I once knew Thanks for all you’ve done I can’t believe you’re gone Your apart of me, I feel I can’t let go I’ll still love you tomorrow; I can’t erase your face I’m looking back, and I’m not ready to face the lies So I’m killing my past and moving on, Cause I’m dead inside with un-kept promises. I’m down on my luck, I’m to

Trust
trust is a two way street you cant assume the other way. trust is having faith in the half if you have to check up on someone that you love or like there is no trust there trust is letting the other party go do what he or she wants to a certain extreme if you cant trust them then you shouldnt be together cause it wont work in a relationship you got to have trust to make it work

*~boy Of My Dreams~*
“Boy of my dreams” I wish you knew how much I love you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Is my love for you going to be enough I hope my true feelings are always known I hope you know how much you mean to me I wouldn’t be able to go another day without You knowing that you’re my only one You’re the boy of my dreams I love the way you say my name Wanting you to hold me, whispering Sweet nothings in my ear I just want to be wanted by you With everyday that goes by the more I realize that I can’t get you out of my mind. This love that I’ve been chasing seems Further and further away A memory haunting my every dream. By: Teresa Abeyta© December 9, 2005

Today's Message Of The Day
Life is short…Break the rules…Forgive quickly… Kiss slowly…Love truly…Laugh uncontrollably... Never regret anything that made you smile! ~We don't stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. Don't be the first to get old~

Err...mixed Inspirations
My heart fell in love with you I let it go and you have it now Your eyes told me the truth You’d love me for life or longer Why didn’t I see it from go I got lost on my way To the end of our life together I didn’t know it was easier to just give Baby you have my heart I fell in love with you After only just a lil bit I got scared and pulled back I let go just before you left You walked away with my heart Boy bring it back to me I need it back I found a new He deserves what I gave to you You didn’t want it But you took it anyway It’s all good Because I see what I need You won’t come back I don’t need you back Please bring me my heart Give it back In love for me And not hate I’ll let go I’ll walk away Just see me He wants me He loves me I want to give him me I want to have my happy give me what is mine Walk away I won’t follow behind I loved you from go I love you still now You have my heart Just leave it behind Just leave me behind

What Hit Song Of 2005 Are You?
Your 2005 Song Is Beverly Hills by Weezer "My automobile is a piece of crap My fashion sense is a little whack And my friends are just as screwy as me" You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style!What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

My Sin
The fields of passions are burning, and lying there within. Your naked body writhing, and I see my greatest sin. It is not the lust I'm feeling, churning there in my soul. Nor the burning need for you, that smolders like a coal. It isn't the kiss I gave you, nor the touch of your caress. It was not my finger inside you, nor my lips upon your breast. It was not as you rode upon me, filling your own desire. Nor the way I thrust behind you, fanning hard those fires. It was not the wet upon you, nor the taste of you I crave. It was not the way I licked you, nor ministrations that you gave. It was not way that I held you, nor the crack now on the wall. It was not in how high I took you, nor the way you make me call. It was not your wrists held fast in mine, nor even that I was to rough. My sin my dear, my lover, my friend. Is I never will have you enough. §ir Devl

Can You Say?
Can you say in parting with the day that's slipping fast That you have helped a single person of the many that you've passed? Is a single life rejoicing over what you did or said? Does someone whose hopes were fadin, now with courage look ahead? Did you waste the day, or lose it, was it well or poorly spent? Did you leave a trend of kindness, or a scar of discontent? As you close your eyes in slumber, do you think that God would say You have made the world much better, for the life you've lived today? I didn't write this but I feel it every day... Thanks for stopping by...

Writer
You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world! What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Ok Who Has Really Done This Lol
Thursday, 09 June 2005 Autofellatio is a sex act wherein a male performs oral sex on himself as a form of masturbation. This is impossible for most men, but can be achieved by one both sufficiently "well-endowed", and flexible enough to perform a severe frontbend. On the other hand, flexibility, and thus the likelihood of achieving this, may be increased by various activities including gymnastics or yoga. The (presumed) equivalent act for a woman would be autocunnilingus, but would be more difficult to perform since the subject's head must move a greater distance. Unlike autofellatio, the existence of autocunnilingus is disputed. Autofellatio has been featured in a few pornographic movies, although it is not one of the more popular subjects. i think of myself as a very sexual, open to a lot of things experienced with sex..cant say i have done this though wants to know if anyone has..

Angel In Dequise
He only a child eight years old. He was brought here to keep his mom going down the jouneny of life. He calls for more attention then a normal child. He is an angel in dequised brought from the father hands. Angel in deguised is who he is She rock the hand of the world. her work has been cut out for her. From cooking meals to run the kids to meeting not looking for any gradeute just a smile would do. She an angel in deguised made from the father hand. Angel in dequised is who she is. He walk this world. He know what the futrue holds but it, don't stop him from beleive in his father. He gave his life for you and me, He an angel in desgtuiste from his father He came forth to save us from evil He is angel in desguised They are all around us Not saying a word just being here to do their part to make this world a better place they are angel in desguiseted. stand there beside us. for they where sent to us from the fathe

Internet Friend
Every mourning and night I check to see if you have wrote Your words of wisdom Or laugh You bring me Through a screen Never meeting in person For distance Is between But some how I feel like I know You my whole life Haven nothing to hide My looks, voice Or miss spelled words You do not care For you Know that you Are doing you Best To be my internet friend.

Cast Away
Cast away so far gone no turning back lost in this world where to go which direction do I go you raised me the way you saw fit never love me the way a child should be love. no I love you , hugs or kiss on the forehead your so smart you are beautiful are words I never heard you just cast me away I'm so far gone no turning back loss in this world want to come home but the direction are loss in my head so what, do I do but except that you cast me away You look to me for answers answer myself I don't have how can I help someone when I can't help myself. so I, cast myself away I too far gone to turn back now loss in a world that I have no reason to be here no sense of direction It all the same Cast me away. October 2006

Can I Get A Whoop Whoop?!
alright this will consist of two things.. first things first... my one and ONLY pet peeve... uncapitalized names...it drives me BONKERS! My wife knows, Joey, n BFF knows.. if you dont capitalize a persons name when your talking to me.. O M G I go ninja crazy! So.. if you are talking to me and you dont capatalize my name.. well lets just say.. YOU SUCK! So you betta not call me tessa or contessa, cause I will beat yo ASS! haha K, second thing.. I just got back like 10,470 images my ex was storing on his hard drive for me.. and whoa momma.. its official peeps!! I am a DORK! Some of the pix I have come across.. hahahah they make me stop and wonder what drugs I was on! LOL I should just make a big collage of a bunch of them. But i've said it before, and i'll say it again.. If you can't laugh at yourself.. then what fun is there? Alright, off to bed I go.. I have to turn in 2 finals tomorrow then have a portfolio review on Tuesday morning and im off till the 2nd of April. Well

I Love You
" I Love You " Deeper than the Ocean do I love you. Higher than the sky is my obsession for you. I love breathing you, seeing you, feeling you too. These are my true hearts confessions. You prance through my dreams, it's forever it seems, before i get to see you. prancing through my heart, through every part. heating my soul anew. Inside me burns a passion deeper than anyone knew. It preys on your sway, released when i say. Those soft warm words. " I Love You "

How To Make Love!!!
Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4 Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in And out until well creamed. For best results. Continue To knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl And cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT Overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana Does not soften, repeat 4 steps 3-5 or change mixing Bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils Carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Poem-reaching
Reaching out behind brown eyes-From the outside in what will I find- i have seen you in my mind- from within you'r soul what will I find...dedicted to-Q.T. Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images

Email Jokes 031907
These are GREAT! My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. --------------------------------------------------------------- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ---------------------------------------------------------------- For Sale: Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. ---------------------------------------------------------------- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ---------------------------------------------------------------- ' Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. --------------------------------------------------------------------- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any act

Contest....votes Needed!!!
OK EVERYONE I AM CURRENTLY ABOUT 1200 BEHIND THE LEADER I WAS 961. WE CAN DO THIS, AS SOON AS I CAN GET MY COMMENTS BACK SINCE I USED THEM ALL THIS AM BOMBING MYSELF FOR 4-5 HR I AM GOING BACK FOR MORE. LETS BRING THIS AWARD TO THE FFF CG/CB FAMILY. AND SAY WITH PRIDE ONE OF OUR MEMBERS IS CT'S HOTTEST MOM!!!! THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HAS VOTED FOR ME ALREADY I APPRECIATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. YOU GUYS ARE TRULY AWESOME AND I AM HONORED TO BE IN THIS GROUP AND BE THE CB/CG DEPUTY SHERIFF!!! ICE

Swiss Cheese Quiche
Swiss Cheese Quiche This hearty, cheesy dish is virtually foolproof, and you can create your own combinations by adding sauteed mushrooms, spinach or another favorite vegetable. Quiche is delicious served hot, but it's great cold too. Credit: Mastering the Art of French Cooking, Vol. 1 by Julia Child with Louisette Bertholle and Simone Beck Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 3 eggs or 2 eggs and 2 yolks * 1 1/2 to 2 cups whipping cream or half cream and half milk (you may also use all milk) * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 2 to 4 ounces (1/2 to 1 cup) grated Swiss cheese (or Gruyere or Emmenthal) * Pinch of pepper * Pinch of nutmeg * 1 to 2 tablespoons butter, cut into pea-sized dots * 8-inch partially baked pastry shell (pate brisee) Directions: Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Beat eggs, cream or cream and milk, and seasonings in a mixing bowl until blended. Stir in cheese. Check seasonings. Pour into pastry shell and distribute the butt

Cherrytap In The Paper
Three surfers find a new way to drink -- online Reuters Thursday, March 8, 2007; 3:38 PM NEW YORK (Reuters) - Three U.S. surfing friends whose jobs moved them to different cities have come up with a way to continue their weekly drinking session -- in an online pub that even has happy hours. The founders of CherryTAP claim to have set up the Internet's first online pub that gives users the nuances of a pub but from the comfort of their home computer or laptop. "We liked to go after a long day at work to a bar and hang out and have a few drinks," said Bill Lee, 36, a freelance marketer from San Francisco who was one of the three founders. "When we moved apart we couldn't do that anymore so we wanted to recreate that online." Lee said CherryTAP, which now has over 700,000 users in the United States and Britain, was different from other social networking sites as you did not need to have a network of friends already. It also did not take advertising. Instead Cherr

Someone Else Tonight
its time again i get up off the barstool and then leave a tip heading home alone once again I don't mind my tv is my only friend and for awhile my happiness is only pretend and then I i lose myself in another place time stands still I put on someone else's face another sad story sacrifice and glory I wonder who ill be tonight save the day and make it alright when you're young you dream about many things and life is great you're told you can do anything and then it comes singin that old familiar song and soon its here and all your innocence is gone its here again another sad story someone's sacrifice for glory gonna save the day and make it alright once again im someone else tonight

Redneck Medical Terms
Benign - What you be, after you be eight. Artery - The study of paintings Bacteria - Back door to cafeteria Barium - what doctors do when patients die Cesarean section - a neighborhood in Rome Cat scan - searching for kitty Cauterize - made eye contact with her Colic - a sheep dog coma- a punctuation mark D & C - Where Washington is Dilate - to live long Enema - Not a friend Fester - quicker than someone else Fibula - a small lie Genital - a non-Jewish person GI series - world series of military baseball Hangnail - what you hang your coat on Impotent - distinguished, well-known Labor pain - getting hurt at work medical staff - a doctor's cane Morbid - a higher offer Nitrates - cheaper than day rates Node - I knew it Outpatient - a person who has fainted Pap Smear - A fatherhood test Pelvis - second cousin to Elvis Post Operative - a letter carrier Recovery room - place to do upholstery Rectum - darn near killed him Secretion - hiding something Seizure - a

"lustful Thinking"
Her beautiful, pale skin, It dwells on my thoughts. I want to feel her from within, I want to touch her in all the right spots. I need to drive her insane, I need to taste her lips. I want to taste her rain, Dripping all over her wet, hot slit. I want to drag my tongue, Across her luscious clit. I want to make her come, My hair, within her grips. I want to hear her scream. I want to feel her tear at the sheets, As she writhes in her own cream. Oh, how I need to hear that scream. Lust has its grips on me, And it isn’t letting go. I don’t want it to leave, I just want to let my lust flow. I want to feel her skin, Between my teeth. Her hot blood, flowing within. Feel the vein release and unsheathe. Let me taste your blood. Let me taste you. If you want mine, you could. I won’t stop you. Please come play with me, Won’t you please?

Call Of The Wild
He's been worshiped And he's been feared, He's been pushed from state to state thru the years. But now we know him Now we understand, The fragile balance Between nature and man. He's the call of the wild with a spirit strong and true, And each and every child Should have the chance To listen to the call of the wild. Brother to brother Father to son, Have told the stories Of this nobile one. Proud as an eagle And free as the wind, And you can hear him If you only listen. You'll hear the call of the wild With a spirit strong and true, And each and every child Should have the chance To listen to the call of the wild. Please let them hear The call of the wild.

Got Pride?
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" . And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) . We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would c

Random Thoughts On People
Totally random thoughts, ever wonder where all the people are when you are looking for someone to be with those people are no where to be found and once you have decided that there is a special person in your life that you really want to be with the person who may be your soul mate, the other people seem to come out of the woodwork trying to get your attention and be with you. Is Destiny playing with one’s emotions or is it that things just happen for a reason?

George Carlin's Rules For 2007
New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days . . . mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you

Turn On For Men?
What Physical Attributes Of A Woman Make You Feel Desire For Her? What Attributes Of A Woman's Personality Excite You? What Mannerisms Or Feminine Actions Turn You On? PLEASE PARTICIPATE AND LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!

Think On It
Hi Everyone, If anyone out there believes America should pull out of Iraq, I strongly urge you to read this letter. The threat we faced in Europe in the 1940s, as great as it was, does not compare to what we face now. How do you confront an army that does not wear uniforms and covers its face like the cowards they are? In addition we have a political party that gives aid to the enemy by demanding that we "surrender" and tells the enemy that we will leave Iraq on a given date. That is INSANITY and in my humble opinion it is Treason! PLEASE, READ THE FOLLOWING !!!!! ----- Subject: : Spain Subject: Spain Just one man's opinion, but it seems to have some validity in today's world. SPANISH NEWSPAPER ARTICLE KEEP IT FOREMOST IN YOUR THINKING THAT THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SPANISH WRITER ABOUT SPAIN AND EUROPE "ALL EUROPEAN LIFE DIED IN AUSCHWITZ " By Sebastian Vilar Rodrigez(*)

Spoiled Brats
-----MADE in the USA : Spoiled brats The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlanti

To The Back Of The Bus With You!
And you thought that cattle class was bad already? Wait till you get a load of this! According to the International Herald Tribune, the European plane maker of the "Air Bus" is tossing around the idea of standing-room only at the back of the plane. Passengers in the standing section would be propped against a padded backboard and held in place with a harness. Highly NOT recommended for the claustrophobic! This is the same airline that recently unveiled the world's biggest passenger jet, the A380, a double-decker mammoth capable of hauling 555 passengers. Depending on how the companies decide to lay the plane out, the plane is big enough to have a casino, nurseries, shops and bars. And to think people were bitching about bringing hamburgers and other stinky foods on long flights. Well let's up the ante .. give em cattle class, ship the kid to the plane nursery, get em drunk and send em to the casino! LOL Here is a picture of this hair brained idea! Read more a

In Her Day ... Shit Was Simple!
How old is Grandma??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandmother about current events. The grandson asked his grandmother what she thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandma replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: television, penicillin, polio shots, frozen foods, Xerox, contact lenses, Frisbees and the pill There was no: radar, credit cards, laser beams or ball-point pens. Man had not invented: pantyhose, air conditioners, dishwashers, clothes dryers! ... and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and man hadn't yet walked on the moon. Your Grandfather and I got married first, and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, "Sir". And after I turned 25, I still called policemen and every man with a title, "Sir." We were before g

Boo Boo Kitty Fuck
where oh where is that goddess, the one that loves you for you ,the one that chases you down the street at three in the mornin ass naked screaming i'll never do anything to hurt you...lmao an angel that says i want you to kick that guys ass he looked at me knowing your to drunk to tell she was joking "but it will be funny to watch him whoop his ass". the beauty that see's you throwing up and calls all your friends so they can rag on yuo casue she loves you to much to do it on her own. someone who on april fools day pulls a prank so mean and evil that you really did think that you had testicular cancer. gotta love that women that goes the extra mile. a girl that says you told me all night and if you pass out i will cut your dick off i dont care how much you drank.... i'm getting emotional just thinking about it.. a lady in the streets but an animal in bed... a hair pulling flesh ripping blood drawing biter that screams more as you fuck her pussy raw... a female that will throw down ever

Artistic Nsfw Photo Album Worth Checking Out!
get off my face@ CherryTAP writes a lot of steamy poems for his blogs, but when you get a chance, you should also take a gander at some of the images at his Photo Album with some artistic NSFW photos in various mediums. I love some of the silver-looking statues..... Wishing I had a spot in my home for something like this.... :D

Cest La Vie
Cest La Vie, Have your leaves all turned to brown Will you scatter them around for me... Cest la Vie In the night, Do you light a lovers fire Do the ashes of desire ....remain Like a song, Out of tune and out of time Are there no words to rhyme for you Cest la vie Do you love, But than how am i to know If you wont let your love show for me Cest la Vie Do you love, do you live from day to day Is there anything i can say for you cest la vie Who knows... Who cares....for me... Cest la Vie

Thanks To My Friends
I was trying to level up last night and I reached out to a few friends who came through for me. I have to thank these great people for their help. Check them out and show some love to these AWESOME ppeps! SEXUALITY NAUGHTYGIRL STYLE@ CherryTAP Luscious¢¾Mami@ CherryTAP abso-fukin-lutely@ CherryTAP Kell@ CherryTAP/cherrytap.com/user.php?u=439193&friend=439193" target=_blank>~ JEFF ~@ CherryTAP elusiveKim@ CherryTAP SueZ@ CherryTAP

For What We Feel And Seek To Find Out
For As Joy Comes To Them Who Waits, As Fear Comes To Them That Who Do Not Love, As We All Want The Same Thing In Our Souls (ask me and i will tell you what it is. as it is different for each person)

Bomb Squad Targets For Today 24-3-07 Please Repost
glitter text ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- undated every 24 hours . So every day check for this link .Were were doing well guys so please keep the good work up thanks --------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------- =================================================================== MAIL ME YOUR CONTEST LINK WITH FINISH DATE AS I DID REQUEST YOU ALL SEND THEM TO ME IF YOU WERE TO READ MY BLOG ON THAT IM TRYING TO KEEP THIS FAIR THERE YOU HAVE A MAX OF 1000 COMMENTS SO PLEASE USE THEM ALL. ALSO THERE OR 50 odd MEMBERS NOW AND ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO WELCOME THEM INDIVIDUALLY SO AS NEW MEMBERS JOIN I WILL ADD THEM INTO THE MEMBERS LIST DAMIEN AND JUICY glitter text

Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sweet Sorrow Of Pain
As I lay here curled up Thinking of a love that once was A smile comes to my lips A tear rolls down my face How I still hear you call out my name The memories are ingrained The voice will always remain Oh the sweet sorrow of pain The look in your eyes Always swept me away The smile on your face With those sweet lips Did you kiss my sorrows away The way you held me So tightly in your arms As no one else has ever done You stole my heart My soul you touched Our souls did touch Entwined they became All the while our hearts danced away All though we may be apart My soul is yours For ever that will remain

Blue Eyes
what does the color of ur eyes mean???B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|--> People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They arekind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot.They always fall in love with their closest friends and neverunderstand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't carewhat people think or say. They are very satisfying and love toplease.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Quotes On Sex
Hey, don't knock masturbation! It's sex with someone I love. Sex stops when you pull up your pants, Love never lets you go. Sex. In America an obsession. In other parts of the world a fact. Sex is a short cut to everything. Sex is not imaginary, but it is not quite real either. Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant.

So Fed Up!
Do you ever get so freakin sick of the world? All the liars, the whores, the two-faced bitches. It's so freakin annoying! People are so nice to your face and talk about you behind your back like shit. They swear up and down you can trust them and whenever you do they stab you in the back. Then the freakin whores who pretend to be your best friend stab you in the back by trying shit with your boyfriend. That's about pathetic. And people honestly wonder why I don't trust anyone. I'm so freakin sick of all the fake people. Why can't people just mind their own damn business and quit being so freakin nosey?

Just Kitten's Feelings.
I just have to stop and wonder about a few things. i mean why do people hurt other people ,I mean whatdo you get out of it. I mean I sit and i wonder after everything that the people who I thought as a friends have done to me in the last month or so,I just don't get it,I mean i've never set out to hurt any of them or lie to them,I sure as hell have been nothing but me and I don't get it. I mean is that all I ever was just someone they had around to hurt and use ,what the hell is with that crap. I mean really,if you have to hurt and be assholes to someone who would give you the shirt off of their backs just to feel good about yourself,that doesn't say much about you does. Thats all I'll write for now.

Comparing Health Plans
Wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital when during her tour, she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. "Oh my GOD!!" screamed the woman, "That's disgraceful!!! Why is he doing that??" The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, "I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least 5 times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture". "Oh well, in that case, I guess it's ok." commented the woman. In the very next room, a male patient was lying in bed and it was obvious that a nurse was performing oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, "Oh my GOD!! How can THAT be justified?" Again the doctor spoke very calmly, "Same illness, better health plan."

Just Down On My Luck.:
Just down on my luck.: My eyes speak miles and my heart does too Your impulse lies to you don’t reject me I’m human too as I go and sit next to you There’s a lesson within these arms that Speaks of tattered charms Broken dreams with realities too For one day this homeless one could be you My pride is fragile I hunger like you I would scrub your floors if you would allow me to Not looking for a handout you see Just a way up like the morning sun hitting the leaves on the tree. I have skills if you can see past the foul clothes that cover me I have aged with dark days Its not all ways bad there’s some sun in the days So lend me your ear as we speak today Please tell me of a warm place to stay A cup of coffee and I will be on my way Things would be better if I had a job and a place to stay. I am down and out that’s all there is I made a wrong direction and my wealth left me like a sieve. Just give me an chance and you will see That I can grow in mutual equa

Soooo Glad I Went Out Last Nioght After All
Awww to funb such a great night liek really blissful had sio nmuch fun martinis and cocktails and lots of dancing and then a water bed i loved the water bed lol such a good time

Best Week
Last week was like a phenomenon for me. I got to spend sometime with someone that means alot to me. I have written things about this wonderful woman many times. But how do you express caring and the fact that I have come to realize after 5 years of knowing her and dating her, how much she means to me. This has happened to me not just last week seeing her. But everytime I see her it becomes difficult when I have to take her home after dinner. Or, leave after spending time watching tv or a movie with her. But, I get very emotional I feel like why did I have to screw up so early in our relationship that at this time in my life. We would become just friends. Instead of the person I should be spending the rest of my life with. I have many other questions, like why did it take 45 years for me to become the person I am becoming today. Or, why today do I feel so lonely, and will I ever find a person like my Best Friend. I don't really know and that is what is so saddening, yet so c

Three Guys In A Bar Bragging
Three men walk up to an empty bar. They share a few drinks, and one of the guys turns to the other guys and says, "I bet ya my dick is longer than yours." Both guys plop their dicks on the bar. "Yep, that's a mighty long dick you have there, but mine is longer." The guy on the end looks at both of them, and pulls out his, "but mine is longer still." The guys agree, he had the longest dick. A few seconds later, a fag walks into the bar, turns to the bartender and says, "I'll have what they're having."

One Night Stands
i Use to be a fan of the one night stand. There were no emotions, you both knew what was going to happen after the sex, no I'll call you later, so I would wait for that call. Just pure lust, human needs being filled, I learned how to fuck like a man. I learned that you can have sex without commitment. I had a period of six months were I lived for these one night stands. The one man I always wanted one with I never had, until recently. I am so glad I had to wait almost 7 years to be under his power and control. I thought he would be another one night stand until I started talking to him, he would talk and hold up his end of the conversation. He almost lingers on my words. He listens with this content way of getting to know me again that it makes me want him even more. I try to remember everythign that he tells me. I try so hard to push all the useless information I have stored up in my brain to fit what he tells me. He calls me baby, and babe and it makes me feel alive. He

Contest I Am In!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone I am in this Sexy Fun BBW contest please comment on my pic and help me win. This is my first contest so I need some votes and yes I was having so much fun in the pic it was sunday afternoon and alot of people were going in and out of the resteraunt it was a really good time. Have a great day and enjoy your week. Thanks everyone for helping. Tiffany

Driving Myself Nuts
I wish I could remember the last time I was happy. I want SO bad to remember when my friends were my friends because they wanted to be, not because of the things I do for them, or because they can use me to make themselves feel better. It's been too damn long. I've been in a terrible funk lately and can't find the oomph to give a shit. I couldn't care less about the single part. Bah to motherfuckers who can't see the good points about me anyway. I just need to vent and get my frustrations out. I'm finding it increasingly more irritating every day that I love everyone more than they love me...

This Weekend.....
Well this weekend was.... OK So on Saturday it was racing day and got the bike all ready to race and we took it to the hills to make sure that we were all ready, so did some racing with some of the guys... So then went to the track and well....The first race was kick ass and so was the 2nd and 3rd....BUT then came the 4th....Not so well....Came down hard and the bike flipped on me and well needless to say that i broke 2 ribs and didnt break my jaw BUT i did hurt it that i cant talk or eat...The pain pills are great! But it sucks so damn bad because i missed all the racing yesterday and today...So all i want is that for the ribs to heal so i can race again on the bike.. So not being able to do anything for awhile SUCKS ASS!!!

.smurf.balls.
k so while in the kitchen cleaning the ice cream out of my cleavage...i realised something why i dont like blueberries. and its simple. and strange all at the same time i dont like blueberries...because...if smurfs had genitalia...thats what they would look like...and theres no way im putting anything in my mouth that could have been removed from a little blue guy which also happens to explode in the mouth when bitten...the connotations of that are just...sometthing im not willing to think about further. i now return to my own retardination...which seems to be coming in bouts...which last longer n longer...but thats ok...cuz i dig it. and that is all

Happy, Happy Tuesday!
Yeah, I know, I am disgustingly upbeat in the morning, lol! Good morning, everyone! I'm going to start my day by making sure I'll probably be shot at sunrise tomorrow morning, lmao! Here goes! Today is the 21st birthday of a dear friend, CT family member, and my longest running past life companion (from what I've been able to tell). His name is Yyseth aka Dave. I will not try to link you to him because I usually screw that kind of thing up, lol! Please stop on by and wish him a Happy Birthday! Better not mention who sent you by, lmao! I'd like to live a little longer! Happy Birthday, dearest Warrior friend! May you have many, many more! Muah!! Just made it to 80 degrees yesterday!! Woot! Today we drop to mid 60's and thunderstorms. Can't expect 80 degrees to last in Wisconsin in March, lol! I have another busy one today, so I'll be off to the office shortly. Have a fantastic day everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings on everyone, all over the map!

Goodness....
Let me take the fall Let me take the blame Let me carry you from hell To home again. Let me walk for you When your legs are weak Let me find the words for you When you can't speak CHORUS: Let me be your armor Let me be your shield Let me take away the pain you feel (your armor) Let me be the light That guides your way through darkest night Let me be your armor. Let me take the blows That were meant for you Let me help you the trials You're going through Let me keep you safe From the world outside Let me wipe away the tears That fill your eyes (CHORUS) Let me keep you from Experience you need Let me bind you with my selfishness And greed Let me stifle you Let me have control Let me smother Every aspect of your soul Ok, For my birthday, which is Nov. 9th. I want you to buy me the lead singer of Assemblage 23. I would like to keep him in my closet for times that I need beautiful words told to me. For Christmas, I want Prince. Just one

What Is Submission
What is submission? All of me belonging to You. Knowing that I am safe in Your arms. Looking after Your needs and desires. Making life just that much easier for You. For some submission is unnatural, They have to work to bring it out. But for me it is natural, It is a part of me that I love, It is a part of me that I am comfortable with, It is something I don’t want to hide. Submission is serving, Submission is pleasing, Submission is helping, But most of all, It is learning to serve. For me submission is pure joy, It is like a cup of hot chocolate on a good winter night. It is there all the time, It overtakes me being, It is the first thing I see in the morning, And the last thing I see at night.

My 'have I Fanned You Yet' Bulletin
For Some Reason, When i logged on earlier a lot of the people i had fanned had been un-fanned, so if you fanned me comment my page saying so and i shall come right to ur page and fan you back, I have over 1000 friends and only 500 or so Fans, so friends just fan me and i shall fan you right back..scouts honor (yea right me a scout-in your fucking dreams) haha but i will fan ya right back, thanks and hopefully dumb-ass CherryTAP won't Glitch and un-fan you again.. Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ CherryTAP

Questioning Friendships
What have I done to deserve this? What did I do to make you so pissed? Answer the questions, they aren't that hard Just tell me the truth, play the right cards. What did I do to offend? Why can't you just be my friend? I didn't do anything to you There is no point in a feud. Why do I have to apologize for what you said? To me it's over, I'm over it, it's dead There is a break through, the end Just get back to normal, so we are friends. There is no point to get what we had Everything you said, it just makes me sad You're suppose to be a friend, but you attacked What is your deal? No need for backstabs. Well, none of my questions have been replied Doesn't matter, your dead, you lied! Hope you feel better and have changed your tone Well goodbye, this is the end, your alone.

Worried About Gizmo
I'm sooo worried about Gizmo. Hes probably around 19 years old. I really dont know his age. When I was in 4th grade I got him from a friend and he was they said already 3 years old. I have had him over 15 years. So hes a old boy,I know he is. He has been the best cat anyone could ever ask for. I love him sooo much and can't stand life without him. He is my comfort pillow. He is the only one that can take angry out of me in a instant of cuddling with him. What will I do with out his comfort.. *sigh* Why I am worried is because he was shitting out of the litterbox. kept getting smaller and smaller. he was peeing fine. for 2 days hardly anything came out. i didn't see him eat much dry food, but i gave him can cat food which is his treats and some milk to see if that would help loosen him up and plus he loves it. he enjoys both so he did eat and drink. He's been throwing up alot lately too. mostly with big huge hairballs so I gave him the stuff for it. Last night he threw up before I

I Gess This Is What Im Thinking
SOMETIMES IN LIFE U CRY LIKE ME MOST OF THE TIME WEATHER IT B OUT LOUD OR INSIDE WHAT DO U DO TRY 2 DEAL WITH THE SHIT IN LIFE DEALS SO SAD SO SAD BUT U NO I GESS THIS IS THE WAY I FELL AT THIS SECOND IT PROB DONT MEAN SHIT 2 NOBODY

Wanna Continue!
................cont. My hands like silk run across her bodies desire My breath on her back setting her passion on fire The warmth of her moisture on my wondering hands She tries to caress my body then i take command Her hands pinned over her head none said to start Stoking her breast and feel the beat of her heart She shivers as i glide down kissing every spot Tasting her sent until she tells me to stop Back up her body as i begin to start to please I slide it in a little she likes it when i tease Breath to breath eye to eye i see she wants me in Her true climax i will reach to please i do begin cont...........................JW

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (3)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 3. Maybe more cruel than funny... One April 1st, my staff was unrelenting with their tricks on me. Chair stolen, phone unplugged, coffee mug taped to the desk, desk locked. I was afraid to leave my office figuring "what would be next?" It was well known that when someone was fired from the company, they were always called to conference room #1 at 5:00. So at about 2:00 in the afternoon, I circulated a memo to my department which said "Chet - please have you and your staff meet me in conference room #1 at 5:00." and forged the company chairman's signature on the memo. For the next three hours my staff was freaked out. They were asking me what we did wrong, whether the whole company was closing, whether we were all being fired, what about unemployment, etc... Two of my staff actually got boxes and started cleaning out heir desks. When 5:00 came they walked up to my office and said "It's 5:00. Aren't you

The History Of The Middle Finger
The History Of The Middle Finger Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew") . Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, "See, we can still pluck yew!" Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to

Cyber Lovers
Dedicated to cyber lovers everywhere... Always happy when the work day is done, I pull into our driveway as the garage door opens. Your truck, clean and newly waxed, sits in there. A faint smile appears on my face as I find myself visualizing your sleek, hard body slowly laboring over your truck, perspiration glistening on your skin. I sigh when the smell of you associated with that vision seems to drift right under my nose. What an erotic smell it is. I pull into the garage, turn the ignition off and gather up my purse and briefcase. Entering the house, I don’t see or hear you, but I still anticipate the smell of you. Kicking my shoes off, I throw my purse and briefcase on the couch like always. I walk into the kitchen and grab a glass of water, not trying to be very quiet and wanting you to know I’m home. It’s so quiet... you must be in the den and online, surfing, researching the latest technology, or downloading those naughty pics you know I like so much. I walk down the hall a

Love Ya'll!
Thanx for your ear..your friendship..for YOU! ..I appreciate ya'll more than you can imagine...((((HUGS)))) For EVERY First off Kaos..ya know you are always # 1..You have brought so much into my life, laughter,joy,compasion,understanding,loyalty...everything I was alway looking for in a friend..I love you more than I can explain. Zee..as I call ya..you my friend..I love ya cause you love my friend and treat her the way a person should be treated...with respect, honesty,everything possitve..but you have been a shoulder to me for me as well and thank-you for that! Roady...You are a MAN! I love you ..you are honest..there...real..compassionate...I love our talks hugs calls..me trying to figure out red neck talk..BIG HUGS! Dark "n" Twisted....You are an amazing woman..love ya..proud Canadian, I hold thee up-most respect for you as a woman and mother..you are extremly beautiful inside and out... Jeremy...You my dear..are an amazing listener,friend,confidant...love talk

My Mom's Transplant
My mother has been sick her whole life. Since the age of seven years old she has had type 1 Diabetes. My mother had been diagnosed with Kidney failure. My mother was one the donor waiting list for over four years. My mother got a kidney and pancreas transplant two days ago and is recovering great. This is something to show that anything can happen and never underestimate the powers of keeping faith.

Trophy Groom
He appears to sleep beyond the flow of time. Though alive, death has settled into his bone structure. Eating from within. From within to the outside. Spine snaps as he moves. Tongue drying up as he speaks. "I feel I'm reaching the pinnacle of my days." We concur. The sun has never shone brighter. Will never shine brighter. Never shine again. At all.

Lets Help Stop This From Hurting Our Kids!
Let support this and find a way to stop the kids from getting hurt buy parents that does do this it is right.So help me support this .ty. _____________ Dear Teddy Teddy, I've been bad again, My Mommy told me so; I'm not quiet sure what I did wrong. But I thought that you might know. When I woke up this morning, I knew that she was mad; Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good, And do just what she said; I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When she yelled at me to hurry; And I guess she didn't hear me, When I told her I was sorry. Cause she hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad, And I should be ashamed! When I said,"I love you, Mommy," I guess she didn't understand; Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth. Or I'd get smacked again. So, I came up here to talk to yo

The Parlour Boys - Sick Friends
Sick friends and better halves, We fought all night but the morning was dead. Its alright. Its alright, she's at the bars by 9. Oh its such a sweet thing, She takes, takes, she takes me out for drinks. Oh its such a sweet thing, She takes, takes, she takes me out for drinks. Why won't you? Why can't you? Why won't you please believe me?! Do, you want to be alone? Tonight, tonight, tonight, You'll never know. Sick friends and better halves, Tempt our tongues, we're left for dead, Its alright. Its alright, were drinking double tonight. Oh its such a sweet thing, He takes, takes, he takes me out for drinks. Oh its such a sweet thing, He takes, takes, he takes me out for drinks. Can you save me? Can you save me? Cuh-cuh-cuh can you save me? Take off these chains, Take off these chains, Tonight! Tonight! Tonight! Tonight!

My Aura Is Green
Your Aura is Green You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous. However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it! The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host What Color Is Your Aura?

Inxs
Music Video:SUICIDE BLONDE (LP VERSION) (by INXS)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone OMFG!!!!!!!!! INXS ROCK that was awesome (started with this song) THEY TOTALLY BLEW ME AWAY i cant believe how much JD sounds/acts like michael it weird but GOOD! I WANNA GO AGAIN lolz FUK he too sexy live

A Lil' About Me.............
Someone once said: What goes around comes around. Work like you don't need the money. Dance like nobody's watching. Sing like nobody's listening. Love like you've never been hurt. Live like it's heaven on earth! I have been called a B*t*h many times, but I call it being misunderstood. LOL, for real! I am just looking for my place in this world and want to surround myself with good ppl while I am searching. I have no patients to be around fake and phoney ppl; they are my biggest pet pev. Also, I am a single mom, and love just watching my son grow and to try to teach him to be a good man. Hanging out with my crazy friends is awsome; they are awsome, and finding trouble before it finds me, that is not called causing trouble, is it? B*T*HDOM When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a B*t*h. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a B*t*h. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a B*t*h. Being a B*t*h means I won't c

Life, Explained. (lol)
"Creation of Life" On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty

Update On Mom
Quite a few people have asked how my mom is doing,, so I thought I'd answer that question this way. I have been working so much and dealing with the legalities of selling my mom's home, and just haven't had time to write. My mom, at this point, is still doing pretty good. She knows she can never leave the nursing home now, and has accepted that. Her psychiatrist told her that because of her state of health, she needs multiple people to care for her, and that if she were to return home, it would be very dangerous for her and she is just too sick to care for herself anymore. Knowing that she can understand the reason she's there and the reason why she can't go home, helps us to handle this better. It was killing us when she was begging and crying to go home. We felt like we were letting her down by having to keep her there. I spent four months in Indiana with her. I was there from September to January, and it had gotten to the point where I just couldn't do it anymore. She

....distance....
Distance is really a tough thing to deal with concerning relationships. I know alot of other people have maybe has experienced something at least close to what I'm talking about and sometimes it can be hard at times. Distance is something that nobody ever wants to have between them and sometimes you just have to wait just a little while longer then the situations will be so set and you could just be happy with that special one. With distance you find yourselve just wanting to be close to them so you could just feel their arms around you and just feel so at ease. Well to all those that are just in that situation getting hearts broken, worriend if it won't work or even just thinking about it all. If you really love them then love them till your situation on where your at and time itself allows you to be together... Sometimes working things out and realizing how you love them can just be the sweetest thing to ever feel.

Flight Down By Justeen Lee Wade
you will always be in my heart. i love you so much. i remember all the days we spent together. i dont regret a single minute we spent with each other. you put a smile on my face every since the day i met you. you brang pure joy to my life. i love you so much for that. you are now an angel in the sky looking down on me. i miss you so much baby. i pray every night that i soon will be with you. i never thought your life would end like this. you will always be in my heart i will never forget you. i am trying to go on with my life one day at a time. but it's just so hard because your not here by my side. we will get those bastards that did this to you. they took so many loved on. nobody's lives have been the same. i just miss you so much. wish you were still here with me. every thing is so empty with out you baby. you are still so loved. may god be with you now. your an angel in the sky looking down on us. i try not to cry because i know you want me to be

She Is Sweet As Honey To Me They Call Her Ms.tee
**************** ODE TO MS. TEE ***************** *****By The Poet Magic Mike C-Towns Finest***** She is hott like a summer day, and I am so glad she came my way.. she has a smile so bright, I just want to keep her that way day and night.. her eyes are so deep brown and exotic, to look into them is an expirience that os erotic.. she has a body that is like a goddess, to please her I would work with not a moments rest..you may ask what is wrong with me, Simple I met a queen to me, and her name is Ms. Tee

Long And Hard
i have sat down and thought about my life and how i really dont like it i think is time for me to do somthing about it no one els is going to change it for me you know so yeah i and turing over a new leif and not doing the same shit as be for so yeah

Fuck You
Fuck You “I love you” “All in due time” Fuck you Fuck your lies “I miss you” “I think of you all the time” Fuck you Fuck your lies Fuck your drama Fuck your ego Fuck your fat ass I don’t need you So, Fuck you And fuck your lies Fuck your bullshit I don’t have time. Jen Housley-Horn November 4, 2006

From Flicker To Wildfire
beauty seems to pass me as permanent as the smoke that dances from my lips to transparent air... i've always wanted to fall in love with my world on fire... the flames engulfing the two of us... an inferno that includes no one else. the smoke fogs our eyes to the rest of the population... the burning runs so deep we scar each each other. i want to brand you with my affection, sear myself in your flesh with such a passion that there is no other heart in the world of which you want to be an object. i want to strike your soul with an energy unmatched by any woman, let the match smolder in your ears so i can be the only one that calls your name. i want YOU, i want you there with me to watch the flare that was once the earth melt away before our witness... be left standing alone, just you and I, to ignite what's left, the only part of life to value... an unbridled passion that kindles the best parts of us.

"the Pasture Of Mind"
"The Pasture of mind" How I used too love to roam, in the pastures of grass so Green. And too pick wild flowers, I have never seen. I used too love to sit upon the hillside, that was so steep, and watch the cows tramping about, on sturdy feet. I would listen too birds in sweetness sing, that seemed to fill the air with freshness and everything. The smell of new blossoms, on the trees, which were almost covered, with honey bees. But too add to this pleasure land of mind. A little brook, that did wind through this lonely Green pastures of mind. I hope you enjoyed reading this poem as much as I enjoyed sharing it. This poem was written in 1938, by my grandmother, Clina Beryl White (Vintinner), when she was a Senior in high school.....

Father Tells Date His Daughter Likes To Screw
FATHER TELLS DATE HIS DAUGHTER LIKES TO SCREW It was the Spring of 1957 and Bobby goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Bobby's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a ducktail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's father answers and invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" he says. "That's cool." says Bobby. Peggy Sue's father asks Bobby what they are planning to do. Bobby replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive-in movie. Peggy Sue's father responds "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all of the kids are doing it." Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Bobby and he says "Whaaaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's father, "Peggy Sue really likes to screw, she'll screw all night if we let her!" Bobby's eyes light up and smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, Peggy Sue comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt with her sa

Happy Hump Day, Everyone!
Haven't blogged in a few days, not since the infamous ONE DAY ONLY! blog, lmao! It is 18 degrees out as we speak, with snow flurries! Bah! Humbug! I know it will only last briefly, but I'm ready for a little warmth here! I think this makes 3 snows on the robins, so I hope this is it for the snow, lol!! I will be off to work in a bit - need to get blood drawn on the way! Three clients scheduled for today, if they all hold. Continue to have 2 or 3 new clients every week - that is a wonderful thing! I've warned the family (extended) that I will be taking pictures on Easter! I talk about most of these people and it would be nice to get a pic of them in my albums. My Mom will have fits over the pics, but she'll deal! Lots of cute little ones in my extended family, especially the new baby! Such a sweetie he is! Guess I should hit the road! Have a wonderful day everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings to all my friends all over the world! I love you all so v

I Have Now Seen Absolutely Everything In The Mumms
I'm not a big partaker of the mumms, but occassionally I get bored and read a few, and may be even vote. But today was the crem d la crem of all mumms. A guy wrote then his dog needs to get laid because he's 2. Where should he take him. Oh holy hannah WTF is that shit. I want to laugh my ass off, and I want to reach through the computer and pimp slap this dude, at the same time. I should jump and and write one that says Hey, my nuts itch and they haven't been scratched in 2 years. Where do I go. Well, all I've got to say is this place has gone to the dogs. :) Get it. That's a joke.

Pain On The Skin, Not Deep Within!
Is it wrong to like pain? I have always kind of liked it. Not pain like when I found out my wife was married to another man or when I cut half of my foot off with a lawnmower. I am talking about the stinging pain that one experiences when they have a superficial injury. The pain on the skin, not deep within. I have always been into piercings, but now I have ventured into the mystical realm of tattoos. I know what you are thinking, how many does he have. Well I only have one. It is awesome though. It is a bear's head and paw tearing through the left side of my chest. I don't know if I will ever get another one, but it is real possibility. It felt like he (Dan-O at West Coast Tattoo) alternated between burning me with a cigarette and cutting me with a razor blade, and oddly enough I enjoyed the experience. I have always been a blood donor and the last few times I donated platelets. It is a lot like giving blood, except they hook you up to a machine that takes your blood ou

Thoughtas Un Pure
I wake up and stubble from bed and trip A broken bottle lies before me And down I go to gash my head The light is broken in dark I stare at The drapes lying across the bed The blood oozes out and down my head My hand is bruised beyond belief I run the water in the sink To feel the cold is somewhat of a relief The night creeps back into my mind afraid to look at what ill find A foot is down behind the door Her body is twisted full of gore A scream erupts but I can not yell For I have slipped down into hell Mind is racing as I look As if it’s a picture from some book Run away I know I must before im found out for my putrid lust Out the door I flee But……………. Stop and return with a thought of glee For in my room behind the door is a red silk stocking and nothing more

Long But Funny
This is for the LADIES....give it a try and let me know how it works...ok! Long but funny. Hair Removal.... (I don't have a clue as to who wrote this, but....WHAT A HOOT!) All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on.......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out.

Domina Shannon's Back
Wow, it's only been a month since I last saw Shannon, and already she arrives on an early flight tomorrow morning. This time she's coming with Cali, and we will be attending DomCon. Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

Redneck Charge Of The Goddess
Tee Hee I just love this ..... (Tune: The Beverly Hillbillies by E. Scruggs) (Lyrical adaption by Hare) Now listen to the words of the Great Star Mother, In days long past called by one name or tuther, "I am your Mammy, Queen of Earth, Air, Fire, Sea, So you better quit your yappin' an' listen to me." (Isis that is, Astarte, Cerridwen) "Now y'all listen up, 'cause I'd hate to be a bitch, When we have our shindigs t'aint none should wear a stitch. Y'all will eat an' drink an' dance an' love, to show that you're free, 'Cause all acts of pleasure are sacred to me." (Skyclad that is, Great Rite, Cakes an' Wine) "If you wanna know my secrets, then look in your own hide, 'Cause if what you seek aint there, well, it won't be found outside. The greatest Mysteries t'aint really dread nor dire, I'm with you at the start, and at the end of desire." (That's right, listen to your heart. Y'all will come back now, y'hear?)

I Need To Get Laid....
hmmm Ive come to the conclusion that I need to get laid! Ive been working too hard and of course the kids always come first...its about time that i had a little bit of some down and dirty naughty fun! Now Ill have to see what kind of challenges are out there! LOL

To All My Friends
i have started to draw name plates for my TRUE friends if you would like one of the send me a privte message telling me the name you want and what 2 and only 2 colors you want it in. Here is a sample of one the ones i didit is mine

Chapter 5: The World War
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 5The World WarAs A YOUNG SCAMP in my wild years, nothing had so grieved me as having been born at a time which obviously erected its Halls of Fame only to shopkeepers and government officials. The waves of historic events seemed to have grown so smooth that the future really seemed to belong only to the 'peaceful contest of nations'; in other words, a cozy mutual swindling match with the exclusion of violent methods of defense. The various nations began to be more and more like private citizens who cut the ground from under one another's feet, stealing each other's customers and orders, trying in every way to get ahead of one another, and staging this whole act amid a hue and cry as loud as it is harmless. This development seemed not only to endure but was expected in time (as was universally recommended) to remodel the whole world into one big department store in whose vestibules the busts of the shrewdest profiteers and the most lamblike administrative o

From Sheri
"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are condtioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man or woman than a secure future."

Inside You.........
They had chatted several months online. He was in town to finally meet her—just for dinner. But tensions were high. Glances exchanged during bites of delightful fare. She noticed his erection just before dessert—wondering what he was thinking about. His intelligence and wit were intoxicating. Compounded with the wine, she felt herself crumbling. She couldn't free her eyes from the napkin in his lap, and he felt the weight of her stare. But she didn't want to go there. No more one-night stands. No more getting caught up in the frenzy. It was a simple dinner with every intention of going home…alone. As they walked across the street to get her car, he goaded her with questions about her plans for the evening. She wanted to say, "Would you like to come over?" But she knew she had a big presentation in the morning that could make her career. Instead, she talked about a bubble bath, soft music, and sleep. They reached the elevator of the parking garage, and she wante

Help...........need All My Friends To Help Me Out In The "queen Of Ct" Contest. Thanks
Please click on the pic below and rate the pic and comment bomb, thanks so much. Due to CT acting up so much, and me getting blocked 3 times last night, I have fallen into 3rd place, when I was in 1st. So to all my friends, I please ask for all ur help, I wanna win this contest. Ends April 15th 8PM (Est)

Public Appolagy
i owe some women on here a big im sorry cause i keep saying all women i dont really mean all women but the ones i do mean it towards seem to think there the cream of the crop and just write that all women are the same shit off truth is i could careless whose different and whose the same. but it is funny to see what ppl say and why they think their different..the woman i wrote about in my mum i told she needed to figure out what she wanted. i really dont want anyone else so if im not for her sweet then i guess all i'll be a player again and just worry about fucking. but im sorry ladies i didnt mean yall i said women.

Contest Info
Alright guys I'm in the middle of hosting my 2nd contest and it's been a blast both times for the most part so I think I'm going to keep doing em. A few people were disappointed that they missed this one so below are the dates that I plan on doing contestsof course nothing is set in stone so be sure to check this post often, because I'll be editing this post with updates as they come up. As a general rule my contests run for 2 weeks. The week prior to a contest is when I take entries for a contest. I always give away at least 1 blast sometimes more than 1 if the contest is going well. Everyone that enters always gets a gift from me. Anyway here's the dates I have so far for the contests. As I come up with themes for the contest, I'll post em here. Suggestions are welcome. Contests will START on the following dates. 7/1 8/5 9/2 9/30 10/28 11/25

Plans For Later Today Saturday, And Because I Had Two Hours Of Sleep Friday
which in turn was no one's fault but my own, and despite a resolution to avoid just such behavior... well... now... (One does learn. In bits and pieces. Hopefully not fatal ones, to paraphrase Robert Heinlein.) Have plans when not doing other things this weekend btw to use those alerts.php files I saved from the last few months ;^) to see who are -some- of the people who've rated my stash and photos that I just have not gotten back to. Have also been reading many more of the short stories that Saki wrote before his death in 1916 fighting in WW1, and am - more and more impressed. There's one that I read before in an anthology, I think (The Interlopers) with its hard-to-forget ending; many of the others will stay in mind too. ("Children with Hyacinth's temperament don't know better as they grow older; they merely know more." - Mrs Panstreppon of the title character of Hyacinth, pub in the posth. collection The Toys of Peace (1919))

Sorry,. Gotta Vent And Rant!!!!
I hate assholes and their slut girlfriends! I wish my room mate would tell me before he brought this bitch in!! I had plans to have friends over tonight, and had to cancell them because slut bitch is over without me knowing, and she brought her kid!! Damn, and I wanted to party at my own damned house tonight!!! He is going to get an earful on this one! Why can't I have my own fuck buddy come over every now and then on the weekend!! He needs to get a job, and he needs to get a real girlfriend, looking at fugly makes me violently ill. I want him to understand that I live here!! Damn! I need to get laid, and I don't want interference from these two assinine people!!! What an ass! Raven

Who Wants To Buy My Sexy Used Underwear
I started selling stuff on eBay I can't believe half of the stuff people put on their....I'm going to do an experiment and see if anybody would buy my used underwear...lol....soon as I get it going I will put the link in so you guys can look....LOL...any buyers? :)

Lifes Like A Box Of Chocolates Hmm..
Life... is like a box of chocolates. A cheap, thoughtless, perfunctoral gift that no one ever asks for. Unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates. So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game. Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting. In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper. - Smoking Man

Message To Contestants For Dpc
Thanks for Entering theDark_Pic_ContestThe contest starts tomorrowAt 12 P.M. E.S.T.If you have lost your link thenrespond back and i will send youyour link right awayNo Need to respond to this message

So What Now????
So its been confirmed.... My 17 year old brother is going to be a father. Or at least we think he is , thats depending on if his 15 year old ex is even physically capable of saftly having this baby. She was suppost to abort it knowing she cannot saftly having the baby with her medication but now apparently its possible. I think this is all a load of bullshit , But it takes two to tango he is as much to blame as she is but he swears to me they used condoms , she says they didn't. Whome i believe i am honestly unsure of but i know this will ruin his young life.... He is not even finished school yet and as for her she isnt anywhere near finishing and now apparently 3 months pregnant. This family dinner is going to be one stinking fat ass mess, Oh man.... What are we going to do? I honestly am lost in this situation , He is my brother and so i will support him regraurdless. I dont want to blame him for this situation but if he had kept his penis to himself he wouldnt be in this me

Big Pimpin Gift Giveaway
ok everyone. i would like to give some gifts away. Would you like to get a big pimping gift? well if so contact me for more information. What i need to know is what gift you would like to aim for, and i will let you know how many comments you will need to get. so please lets get some people going for the pig pimpin gifts give away. Adopt a soldier. AKA **DJ ADAMS**@ CherryTAP

Dinner For Who?......
Words can not begin to describe how beautiful you look this evening...the dim light, the candles sparkling in your eyes. This is your favortie resturant, its where we had our fist date and you love comming back here. You look beautiful....flower print dress v neck...heels absolutly stunning. During dinner we talk, exchange kisses and those looks of yours that tell me there is more than dinner on your mind. We share a bottle of wine with dinner and you slide close to me and whisper in my ear..."Do you know what you do to me"? I kiss you gently and say no hun i have no idea, why dont you tell me as i brush my lips across yours.... You take my hand, kissing my finger tips and rest my hand on your lap....Hmmmm i think to myself....what is she up to, and you say "how 'bout i show you?" as you slide my hand up your soft thighs and reach your sweet lips,..im surprised your not wearing any panites....my god you know how to get my attention....you part your legs and i slide my finger inside

A Reflection On Staying Single.
Sometimes I wonder how it has come to be that with all of my friends dating each other and breaking up and dating other friends, how is it that I'm the only one who remains constantly single? I honestly can't figure it out. I don't know, maybe I'll go into seclusion and live off the land. That way, it seems like I chose to stay single, not the other way around. Until next time, remember kids: When you download mp3s, you're downloading communism...so download some more!

Trap Me.
Trap me I am frayed at the edges torn at the seams everything seems clouded my perception a ghost haunting the back of your mind stalking I follow your ambitions a silent mercanary calling out with my footsteps across the desert of your heart It started the first time hazel and black snatched your reflection riding silent on your smile I speak without words my courage is mute too much pride to fall but I fell before I tripped over the way that you made me feel aching like a bird in a cage and you my freedom but a twisted tongue cannot sing. only bring destruction and pain a trail of dead that I leave my shadow bleeds how can I cut you away? Every breath inhaled stolen from your lips every friction against fingertip stolen by a touch I am a watcher on the wall a background song playing in blaring tone deaf ears though You stand blinded by my side.

From Sheri
I Believe Body: Have a seat... relax ... and read this slowly. It sums it all up ... I believe -- .... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe -- ....that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe -- ....that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe -- ....that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe -- ....that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe -- ....that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe -- ....that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - ....that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I belie

This Friday!!!!!
Well guys it has finaly come. Come this Friday I am moving into with my mom and the idiot doesn't even know it. I have treid to be nice so he wont know but you'd think that after i havent' slept with him in a week that he has got the picture...not! Any way. I need forty dollars to get a storage room right next to my house now! Any ideas on how i can get my hands on soem money before thursday? Any way the kids are I are alrelady happy about the move. Cross your fingers and prayer he doesn't try to do anyting to us or start any trouble. I will try to keep everyone posted.

Life
you give all you can to someone trying to make them happy and then in the end you realize that there was nothing that you could of done to love you the way that you loved them. you put your feelings aside so that they will be happy and in the end they are gone and you feel like no matter how much that you try nobody will return the feelings. why cant you find the one that will tell what they are feeling and why they are feeling things. i dont know just wish people could just be truthfull, but i know that life experiences make people change the way the react in situations.

Blueberry Angel Cupcakes
INGREDIENTS * 11 egg whites * 1 cup plus 2 tablespoons cake flour * 1-1/2 cups sugar, divided * 1-1/4 teaspoons cream of tartar * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 teaspoon grated lemon peel * 1-1/2 cups fresh or frozen blueberries * GLAZE: * 1 cup confectioners' sugar * 3 tablespoons lemon juice SERVINGS 30 CATEGORY Dessert METHOD Baked PREP 10 min. COOK 15 min. TOTAL 25 min. DIRECTIONS Place egg whites in a large mixing bowl; let stand at room temperature for 30 minutes. Sift together flour and 1/2 cup sugar three times; set aside. Beat egg whites until foamy. Add cream of tartar and salt; beat until soft peaks form. Add vanilla and lemon peel. Gradually beat in the remaining sugar, about 2 tablespoons at a time, beating well after each addition; beat until stiff glossy peaks form. Gradually fold in flour mixture, about 1/2 cup at a time. Fold in blueberries

Further Under
Change is so uncertain It scares my inner being The lifting of a curtain Now everyone is seeing All the things I've hidden The things it hurts to hide It feels like I've now given Away to you my life I once had visions I even had faith in them But not now, now it's gone I've given up once again I need to make a change And finally be free But is it one I make Or another made in me All now I've left to do Is patiently stand by While once again my plan Is ripped from my soul's eye This change is overtaking Consuming like no other Results I'm sure will shatter Or pull me further under

The Official Girlfriend Application
ok, so here's how it's going to work... if you're really interested, or just have nothing better to do, click the link i've provided below to start the application. once you're done with it, click the save icon and then send to my email where all of your information will be kept confidential. You can write and click the options directly in the application. lmao, ok, so i found a flaw in this application. i've saved it and because of the lame security settings on here, i'll be hacking the damn thing so it'll work the way it's supposed to... check back soon for the updated link NOTE: you do NOT have to fill out the parts that you really aren't comfortable sharing, just fill in as much as you can. My Email is - Cephasxpth@gmail.com Official Girlfriend Application

A Dedication To Women
Alright kids, today we shall take an in-depth look at how the world caters to a womans sexuality and the never ending quest of self-gratification. It seems everywhere you go things are designed, set-up, mass produced, and sold to aid a woman is giving herself pleasure. Remember the old addage "a woman should always come first". They took it to heart and created a whole world for themselves. Let's look at some examples and start with the woman herself. First of all, she doesn't need a man. That's right kids, she can do a fine job all on her own. For the more assertive woman, there are sex shops.My wife and I were in two local fuck stores recently, and although we are regular patrons I was astonished to see MORE shit than usual. There were more devices, objects, and gadgets than there should ever be and I was overwhelmed by their numbers (and prices). What's in there for a man???? Nothing!!! And what was there looked like it came from a cereal box or a cheesy mail-order deal. I'd lov

Love
once i was lost... a lost soul... thought left to wander in sadness pain and despair then a light was shone unto me a hope..a love... unconditional...unabiddening unrentless..driving the light became stronger within each passing day.. that light is You Master.. for You have shown me a new way and brought me back to life.. resurrected the living dead... You have raised me up and let my freedom soar... deep within my submission in Your Ownership and Love... i have renewed hope...unfound trust untold lusts..reawakened desires.. a bliss within me .. i feel that You allow me to have.. a true sense of being... unconditional Love... such overwhelming feelings.. such a blessing from above.. Your Ownership ..is my blessing i grow in this everyday.. i will strive my best..to serve and please you in everyway...

Yours
i once looked in the mirror and thought i knew who was looking back at me.. who I saw really did scare me... lurking in the back was what I truly wanted to be .. captive and free for all to see.. i tried to hide it for oh so long.. but now here i am collared...and feel this is where i truly belong..forever...eternally..Yours...

Fear
I'N NOT AFAID OF DEATH I'M NOT AFRAID OF DYING I'M NOT AFRAID OF HEART BREAKS I'M NOT AFRAID OF CRYING I'M NOT AFRAID OF THE FUTURE I'M NOT AFRIAD OF TOMORROW I'M NOT AFRAID OF SADNESS I'M NOT AFRAID OF SORROW THE ONLY THING I FEAR EVER COMING TURE IS LIVING THIS FEARLESS LIFE WITHOUT YOU.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fucking Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No one likes me! What do I have to do to get people to like me? Huh?!! So that's my question. Maybe someone will know the answer or maybe there is noone who likes me at all! I'm not likeable. I'll admit it. That's something to work on at least.

Sexxy Lady Contest Winners Are......
Sexxy Lady Winners are....... 1st Place is......Wins a 1 day Blast and a corvette! with 5300 comments! 2nd Place is......Watch and Dozen Roses with 3814 comments! 3rd Place is......Ring and Dozen Roses with 1511 comments! Rest of the people will get Dozen Roses And a V.I.C. Gift! Thanks to all that entered! Maria

Vamps Continued
Now there are a few vampires that can withstand the sunlight. But when they do all of their children/fledglings feel the effects of the sun and are burned also. The burns can range from a walking cinder for an older vampire to death for the younger ones. One such vampire that can withstand the sun is The Vampire Lestat. And to my knowledge Lestat has only attempted this once in his vampiric life. This is just one example of us seeking the sun. Sometimes it is done to test the limits of the dark blood that is with in our veins. Several have sought the sun to end their immortal lives. Some step into the sun after seeing something they never knew existed. Examples of this would be the Veil of Veronica or the Shroud of Turin. There are other myths that I would like to clear up at this time also. The first is about coffins: Yes, we do sleep in them. Although some of us have modified bedrooms so we are able to sleep in a regular bed. To accomplish this we simply paint the windows black, br

Hottest Military Sweetie Contest
Friends, Family, Fans..Yup! Im in another contest..Please click the link to vote for me..Please comment bomb...The contest started at 1am this morning, so Im a little late getting started...Thank you in advance..I will send an oficial TY to everyone who helps..

Who You Think You Are
What is the image you have of yourself? Who and what do you think you are? If your self-image is in conflict with your goals, the self-image will win out and the goals will fall by the wayside. Yet when your image of yourself is in agreement with your goals, those goals will be achieved in ways that seem almost effortless. Who you think you are has a tremendous impact on the person you actually become. And fortunately, you can choose precisely who you think you are. Others will often try to tell you who you are, but you don't need to pay any attention to them. Instead, decide to see yourself as the person you would most truly like to be. The way you choose to see yourself exerts a steady and substantial influence on all the other choices you make. And those choices add together to build the reality of your life. Truly see yourself as the person who can live the life you most sincerely desire to live. Who you think you are is precisely who you will come to be. -- Ralph

Top Ten Things That Sound Dirty At The Office But Aren't
TOP TEN THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY AT THE OFFICE BUT AREN'T: 10. I need to whip it out by 5. 9. Mind if I use your laptop? 8. Just stick it in my box. 7. If I have to lick one more, I'll gag! 6. I want it on my desk, NOW!!!!! 5. Hummmm...I think it's out of fluid! 4. My equipment is so old, it takes forever to finish. 3. It's an entry level position. 2. When do you think you'll be getting off today? And the number one thing that sounds dirty at the office but it isn't: 1. It's not fair...I do all the work while he just sits there!!!

A Connection Of The Heart
Though we live far apart, We share a connection of the Heart. Laying in each others arms, To me, the World can do us no harm. My heart beats strong and true, With this passion that burns for you. When you smile at me so bright, It sets my world alight. With this connection of the Heart, Our friendship will never grow apart. by INXS421 03/28/07

A Place In My Heart
There is this place in my heart, That hopes one day we will never part. Friends, Lovers or more, We will wait to see what opens that door. The joy and love we share, One day there might be more if we dare. Though that time might not happen for years, Waiting for it will cause us no tears. If this is meant to be ours, It will not matter the passing hours. I feel so much passion and love for you Dear, I long for the time to hold you near. by INXS421 03/31/07

Hi All
Wow so far so good gr8t site here i do wish to meet some gr8t friend's and have a goodtime. Like i said im just a country gal laid back easy as hell to speak to but i do speak how i feel so on that ya all have a good one. Im going to try and work on my page today is my day off so i'll try and say hi to all. Tara

A Few Useless Tidbits Of Information About Me...
I used to have red hair. I used to have blonde hair. I own a whip. I own a pair of furry red handcuffs. I own beads. I own a pair of clear 6 inch heels. I own a corset. I was offered a job as a stripper several times, but declined because I'm shy and I wouldn't feel comfortable showing everybody my undercarraige and chi chis. I was offered a nude modeling job, but I declined that also because if I'm ever on American Idol they'd kick me off the show. I have modeled lingerie before. I'm a bartender p/t. I would make a terrible phone sex operator because I have to actually be in the mood to talk dirty to someone, otherwise I'd get embarrassed. I'm actually very shy. I was Joan of Arc in my former life. I'm currently not wearing any pants.

Advice For The Submissive
Advice For The Submissive Author: TautLine © 2000 M/many involved in the BDSM lifestyle have been introduced to it through the Internet and online chat rooms. Online can be very intense and very special. It can also lead to great harm to many, just as realtime relationships can be quite intense and special and for others just as harmful. The possible harm in the online world is mainly emotional harm, though physical harm can happen when a submissive follows directions from one who claims to be a Dominant who is either uneducated or not a dominant at all, but a player. What I wish to speak of now is emotional harm. Where most physical harm will heal, emotional harm can last a lifetime. I have seen so very often where a submissive is harmed because he/she gives all their trust to one not worthy of it. Submissives have several desires…a desire to please…a desire to be owned…a desire to be loved…and a desire to be treasured. These desires can leave a submissive qu

The Stress
The morning day The after noon night To await my pay From the daily fight The constant stress The heavy press Upon these shoulders Feeling compress. Making me depress Looking for relieve Looking for that flight To escape this life And embrace another

If You Don't Like My Pic Please Don't Rate Me. Cause I'm Only Here To Make Friends
if you rate me low then please don't rate me. please don't even send a message either. the only people who can rate me are the people who rate me between 7 thru 10. if you rate me low then skip my profile. sorry if i sound like an ass but i don't need people bringing me down. you have to get to know me and please don't judge me. i don't like being judge at all. that makes you a worse person ever especially when you don't even know me or my friends.

Life
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me! You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. Do not keep this message. This must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it chee rfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before

Another School Shooting
i just woke up to hear the news there was anohter school shooting down in the states,, 22 dead. what a world we live in when students cant go to school anymore. i wish all those families of the victims a prayor and i hope everyone else does as well.. Write your politceans and tell them we need to stop this violence once and for all.. bedrock

Witches Launch Pr Campaign For Wiccan War Dead
Witches launch PR campaign for Wiccan war dead By DEVON HAYNIE, Columbia News Service Sunday, March 4, 2007 Before every dangerous mission in Iraq, Capt. Richard A. Briggs Jr. stood on the hatch of his vehicle, drew a pentacle in the sky with his finger and recited the Wiccan Warrior Prayer for protection. It was a quick, effortless ritual, but one that Briggs was thankful for in the spring of 2003 when his unarmored cargo truck turned a corner on an Iraqi road and rolled right into machine gun fire. Briggs gods planned for him to come home that day. But had he died, he would have been denied a right given to countless other U.S. soldiers killed in battle: to have the symbol of his faith engraved on his U.S. military headstone. I have fought and nearly died in serving my country, Briggs said. And I think the U.S. government should mind the law, mind the Constitution and do the right thing â€” not only for me, but for guys who have died. Let their families rest i

Mad Atoms - A Poem
THE MAD ATOMS I. My loneliness drives me to run run run to another's lonliness I will seek the one who will hurt me as before I seek seek But can never wait for the void to find me For the solitude the solice I crave I fear Fear forces me to run from my bliss I ache I seek too much I run too much into the arms of other's fears then, they are mine I forget my own I lose myself But not the way I need to the way I truly hunger for I run run run to the people like you. II. Like a mad atom a chain reaction a white light Blinding us to the beatings we inflicted We destroy ourselves in that We Before we are ready for it Part of the masses the dross the mob the worst common denominators Now... I run from people like you To the solitude To my arms Silence Solice Confidence The I of my eyes Silence silence... and the rest is silence... * t redfearn 1/2/02 & 10/18/06

The Warmth And The Chill
The Warmth and the Chill I came here to feel the sun go down to think of what I've lost and what I have yet to gain My loves my hurts Watching the warmth disappear behind my heart so, I can feel it again when I wake t redfearn 12/6/06 Chimera i've got dragons to slay and demons to fight i'm not about to hide from my own heart and all the ugliness that resides there if I don't face that horror, that pain how can i ever cherish amy own happiness t redfearn 12/6/06

Daters And Players
I am posting this to be responded to... Guess that makes me a player...or am I? Is there a middle ground? Dating seems much more noble, doesn't it...at least the way the paragraph is worded. Player seems really low, yes? Dating is the activity of looking for a suitable partner for a relationship. The word refers to two daters agreeing on a time and date when they can meet and engage in some activity, thereby assessing their suitability for one another. Typically a person may date many different partners during the same time period in order to have the best chance of finding their most suitable available mate. A womanizer, player, or philanderer is a man who engages in love affairs with women he cannot or will not marry. The love affairs are typically sexually motivated, with little emotional attachment. The most famous of these is typically Giacomo Casanova, though his motivations and level of commitment are debatable. There is no corresponding term of "manizer" in the l

They Had Gotten Me
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

I Died Today
Dear Mom And Dad, I died today. You got tired of me and took me to the shelter. They were overcrowded and I drew an unlucky number. I am in a black plastic bag in a landfill now. Some other puppy will get the barely used leash you left. My collar was dirty and too small, but the lady took it off before she sent me to The Rainbow Bridge. Would I still be at home if I hadn't chewed your shoe? I didn't know what it was, but it was leather, and it was on the floor. I was just playing. You forgot to get puppy toys. Would I still be at home if I had been housebroken? Rubbing my nose in what I did only made me ashamed that I had to go at all. There are books and Obedience Teachers that would have taught you how to teach me to go to the door. Would I still be at home if I hadn't brought fleas into the house? Without anti flea medicine, I couldn't get them off of me after you left me in the yard for days. Would I still be at home if I hadn't barked? I was

*yawn*
Well it was a loooong day. We had Zachs meeting with his therapy people and the special education district people. Looking into getting zach a kidkart or power wheelchair for when he starts head start this fall. His ears are okay, they will check them again when he is sedated for his next surgery August 10th and decide whether or not to do ear tubes. My spacebar is sticking...must have some chocolate or somthing in there...hehe. *yawn* I sleeeepppiiesss... Hugs and nite nite

Haha Im Freddy!!!
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger90%Pinhead45%Michael Myers45%Buffalo Bill45%Captain Spaulding40%Jason Voorhees40%Jigsaw35%Leatherface35%Hannibal Lecter35%Candyman15%

Right Brained!!!!
You Are 15% Left Brained, 85% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

God And Eve Hehe
"God I have a problem." "What's the problem, Eve?" "I know that you created me and provided this beautiful garden and all of these wonderful animals, as well as that hilarious comedic snake, but I'm just not happy." "And why is that Eve?" "God, I am lonely and bored, and I'm sick to death of apples!" "Well, Eve, in that case, I have a solution. I shall create a man for you." "Man? What is that, God?" "A flawed, base creature, with many bad traits. He'll lie, cheat and be vain. He will be witless and will revel in childish things. He'll be bigger than you and will like fighting, hunting and killing things. He won't be too smart, so he will need your advice to think properly. He will have a very limited emotional capacity and will need to be trained. He will look silly when aroused, but since you've been complaining, I'll create him in such a way that he will satisfy your physical needs. And you most certainly will never be bored again." "Sounds great", says

He Found Me........
I sat on the soft leather barstool, waiting. Sipping my white Russian through a tiny red straw, because I liked the way it felt rolling around on my tongue. My skirt was loose, short and frilly, the style I knew men liked best. I had on a tiny thong that was buried between my pussy lips, reminding me of why I was here and keeping my clit at a low throb. I grinded against nothingness once in a while, restless to have something more than satin fabric tugging at my pussy. My blouse was sheer, a halter style, leaving my back bare, and my bra-less titties were tight and high. The light fabric barely brushed my girl-like pointy nipples, teasing and tormenting me with each movement. Once in a while, I ran my fingers over a quivering tip, pinching as I went, and my hot little slit got a trickle of cream in reward. It was time to start surveying the crowd. The dance floor was packed with bodies, rubbing and groping to their hearts delight. I spotted a few nice asses and sets of wide shoulde

Partial Birth Abortion
The United States Supreme Court just ruled 5-4 that the ban on partial birth abortion, drafted by a Republican congress and signed into law in 2003 by President George W. Bush was was not a constitutional violation. Ban is upheld. Score one for the goodguys!=)

.shooter.threats.&.stupidity
ok so i was listening to talk radio...cuz its early n stuff....and Casey says that the V-Tech shooter cho whateverwhogivesashit wrote some plays and that the students were 'wondering' based on these plays if he was going to be a school shooter. so. full. of. shit. i read the plays. they werent nearly as violent and the media has projected them to be...they were mostly just horrifically bad and im pretty sure my 9 yr old could write better stuff. ok fine so stupid shooter person was kinda stalkery in his dealings with women n the women went to the police saying *whine* he's following me *end whine* ok listen. if you're afraid of someone...then SAY you're afraid of someone in an intelligent manner...not like some namby pamby middle schooler in the same class as 'he breathed on me' sure in retrospect all these things among other ones added into the mix suggested a serious problem which wasnt discovered prior to a horrific massacre and its beyond a shame...its a tragedy.

I Love You Just The Way You Are
I'm sorry... if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are (repost of original by 'sassykajun' on '2007-04-16 10:21:00') (repost of origi

"don't Like" Written By A Good Friend
I don't like Monopoly I dont like connect four I dont like hypocracy I dont like the guy next door I dont like crying I dont like death I dont like dying I dont like meth I dont like head trips I dont like games I dont like "he said" sh*t I dont like naming names I dont like hockey I dont like force I dont like jockies Or their horse I dont like hurt I dont like pain I dont like dirt I dont like rain I dont like life I dont like the sun I dont like knives I dont like guns I dont like clouds I dont like this world I dont like it loud I dont like bad girls I dont like to fish I dont like to hunt I dont like that b*tch I dont like the work "cunt" I dont like rumors I dont like gossip I dont like tumors I dont like faucets I dont like the city I dont like my home I dont like feeling shity I dont like this poem!

My Birthday
My birthday is 5weeks from today and that means iam turning 35!!! UGH!!!!! I will now be 1/2 way to 40 and also means I have been single for the last 5yrs UGHHHH again!!!! So here Iam turning 35 and made the stupid decision to say to my kids and my self that if Iam still single in 5years FUCK it then I will give up....Iam looking to settle into something long term and tell me this....is or are long term relationships a thing of the past now? or is it just me and no one wants a good woman? hellll i dont know anymore so maybe its best i do give up!!!! That also includes gettin married its time to batten down the hatches and settle into a long and loving life again minus any crazy fuckers that are out there

Why?
You said you loved me, you said you cared...but you don't if you did you wouldn't be over there...with her--- You seem to move on so easily, you seem to have forgotten me. You left my life in shambles, as I sit here and tremble, you are happy with her. Can she love you like I do? Has she been there and held you with all the shit you been through? I can promise you she can NEVER love you like I do!! We could have had it all, but you listened to everyone except for me, how could you do that when you told me you would never leave? You promised to never break my heart, well guess what it is all torn apart!! I Loved you no matter what, but to you this was all a big game, how could you have been so lame? I put my life on the line and all you did was hide. You promised me lots of things, but they must have all been lies, cause in the end all you did was leave. Now I am all alone, without you to hold. How have you been so cold? God, why was I such a fool! You don't know what love is, you just

S - H - I - T
A businessman got on an elevator. When he entered, there was a blonde already inside who greeted him with a bright, "T-G-I-F." He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T." She looked puzzled and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly. He again answered, "S-H-I-T." The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so she smiled her biggest smile and said as sweetly as possibly, "T-G-I-F." The man smiled back to her and once again said, "S-H-I-T." The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain. " 'T-G-I-F' means 'Thank Goodness It's Friday.' Get it ? The man answered, " 'S-H-I-T' means 'Sorry, Honey, It's Thursday!'

Irked
i'm just irked i'm irritated cause it seems while every one is finding some one i'm just floating around waiting for something and some one that is no longer mine and probably won't ever be mine again and i feel lost a feeling i don't like because it means that i'm not in control that feeling has never worked out well for me. M

Theres Only One Thing You Should Know..
Good Morning.. Come see a New Dj @ hydaway.. You might know her.. You might not.. But its the one the only Dj Vampire.. Show her your love and stop on in.. Dont Forget the coffee..(or tea) CLICK ANY OF THE SIGNS TO JOIN THE FUN FUCK THE REST JOIN THE BEST

Todays Horoscope
"When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself." todays horoscope ;) i couldn't agree more!

Trying To Be Profound.
When you don't try to write deep things, they come naturally. When you are unaware of your surroundings, and the noises in your head, things come out easier. There are points and times when you have the ability to say what you want and mean something totally different than what comes out. Here I am sitting at my computer, my coffee buddy just leaving for work, and I am at a loss of what to say, or what to write. Do I write about what is going on inside of my head? Do I write about what we share when we are together, besides coffee and really good conversation? Do I go off topic, should I go off topic? I'm not sure anymore of what is happening with me. I'm not sure what I really want in this life. I find that there are people that come into your life at the right time, and the right place, that make you see things in a different way. That make you think a little differently, that make you re-think your current situation. They go happily to quick check and sit in the car while

Help
hey everyone i am so close to level will you please come by and help me out...i am maxed out oh photo rates right now but if u leave me a comment on this blog and help me by commenting or rating i will return the love as soon as i can rate again...thank you so much Danielle

Ughhhhhhhhhhh
feeling pretty bad this morning my arthrtis is killing me feeling pretty low and down think i'll go back to bed maybe after i have had a few more hours sleep and check my email i will feel better sure hope so

The Love Dress
A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was shocked to See her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for John to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" The mother-in-law exclaimed. "This is my love dress." The daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "John loves me to wear this dress." She explained. "It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours. He can't get enough of me". The mother-in-law left. When she got home she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came Home. He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively. "What

Back From Bondage Ball
We just got back from Bondage Ball an hour ago. I was about to not go, but I felt it would be rude to do so, being that I was on the guest list (which is the usual situation). I ended up looking over at My sissy (the prodigal sissy returned) who was bustling about tending to the house but for certain social reasons was in "boy mode", and asked if he would like to join Me, despite being in his male identity , and he said wanted to accompany Me to the event and was told that he needed to call a cab, we had 20 minutes to get ready togo. I must say, having My sissy there to find My shoes, place them on My feet and buckle the straps as I tended to My hair and make up really had cut down on My time needed to get My self presentable for a public appearance at Bondage Ball.

I Wont Ask You To Be My Friend If..
I wont ask you to be my friend if.. You dont have your picture on the profile, if you have a picture of a duck or a cat then forget about it. You have one of those morph things as your profile picture, i hate that crap. You are a guy, sorry, im generally not interested. If you have someone elses picture as your profile picture, i really dont care if you dont look like Angelina Jolie, i dont look like Brad Pitt so i dont expect you to look like a supermodel either. I like women in all shapes, sizes and colours and if i asked you to be my friend then i think you look cool, if i didnt ask you then maybe i just forgot to.

My Birthday Bash!
Yesterday was by far one of the top best days of my life. My 21st birthday. At home I got a cake and my favorite meal for dinner. and my dad suprised me with a dozen yellow roses, and my mom bout me the new hinder cd. and my brothe called from virginia and my gramma from Cali, Danny also called me to wish me a happy birthday..Then I got ready to go out. As I got to the bar I saw a sign that said $2 Long Islands! (FUCK YEAH!) The night began slow and then lake effectz got packed... As soon as te DJ announced it was my birthday it was on! My birthday shot from the bar was a shot of kryptonite (not sure what it is) but it hit me hard...then my mom and I did 3 shots each back to back of Washington apples...I danced a bit and I felt amazing on the dance floor.... I noticed I danced better the more buzzed I got... Then the DJ picked me to play in the drinking competion Girls Vs guys. and I was the last girl and I wo for my team!!!! We played flip cup. If your not familiar with it, Its where

Bar-bitching...
so my bar is so empty right now and im really bored... glad my boss doesnt care if im on my lap top at work... decided i needed another salute today and im making it up right now... this bar-bitch needs one surrounded by alcahol lol... stay tuned for the salute! there we go.... got it done... man you know im bored now...

Bread Is Dangrous
Research on bread indicates that: 1. More than 98 percent of convicted felons are bread users. 2. Fully HALF of all children who grow up in bread-consuming households score below average on standardized tests. 3. In the 18th century, when virtually all bread was baked in the home, the average life expectancy was less than 50 years; infant mortality rates were unacceptably high; many women died in childbirth; and diseases such as typhoid, yellow fever, and influenza ravaged whole nations. 4. More than 90 percent of violent crimes are committed within 24 hours of eating bread. 5. Bread is made from a substance called "dough." It has been proven that as little as one pound of dough can be used to suffocate a mouse. The average American eats more bread than that in one month! 6. Primitive tribal societies that have no bread exhibit a low incidence of cancer, Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease, and osteoporosis. 7. Bread has been proven to be addictive. Subjects deprived of bread

Love
L O V E L is for the sweet LOVE that you have given me O is for the ONLY ONE that there will ever be V is for your sweet VOICE that i long to hear E is EVER i long to have you near......I LOVE YOU! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Train Ride
Subject: Train Ride A man & a woman who had never met before, but were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed & uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired & fell asleep quickly... Him in the upper bunk & her in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over & gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own fucking blanket." After a moment of silence, he farted.

~golden Chain~
Friendship is a golden chain the links are friends so dear and like a rare and precious jewel it's treasured more each year... it's clasped together firmly with a love that's deep and true and it's rich and happy memories and fond recollections too... time can't destroy it's beauty for as long as memories live years can't erase the pleasure the joy that friendship gives for friendship is a priceless gift that can't be bought or sold but to have an understanding friend is worth far more than gold and the golden chain of friendship is a strong and blessed tie binding kinded hearts together as the years go passing by. I will miss you my friend. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Christmas Meaning
the mistel toe hangs One after another Couples go under it to kiss to kiss that special someone But there is that one lonely person That sits in the corner Hoping no one notices The one that is all alone this holiday Like every holiday of their life those are the ones that know the true meaning The true meaning of Christmas It's not about the presents It's about spending time with loved ones they are the ones that want something Something that can't be found on the shelves at stores But foiund deep within They want to know you care Care and love them That you will be there Be there with them for the new year coming They are the ones that want the love of someone special Someone special they can't have They try their hardest to be good Good so that Santa will give them Give themw hat they want Waht they want most They are the ones that don't get what they want but still have the best Christmas because because they got to spend time Spend time with loved on

The Dark Realm
Beyond the light shadows arise From somewhere in the darkness All the pain and misery Walls blank with starkness Beyond the call of sanity Where there is nothing I can find No one knows the meaning Of what is locked up in my mind Beyond the reach of sanity Lies a realm of hate and greed Someplace evil lurks When it has to feed Beyond the hope of imagination A place I can't quite seeWhen these feelings come I must hide from me Beyond the midnight moon In it's blackened sea I drown In the hopes to escape This meaningless life I've found

Survey
1. Name one person who made you smile today? josh 2.What were you doing at 8 am today? on the computer 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? watchin taking to josh 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?ummm that was a long time ago i have no clue 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? i'm hungry 6. How many different things did you drink today? water, milk. pop 7. What color is your hairbrush? black 8. What was the last thing you bought? milk, cereal, coffee 9. What was the last gift you received? tshirt and bullet 10. What color is your front door? white 11. Where do you keep your money? i pick mine off the tree in the back yard 12. What was the weather like today? overcast and drizzles 13. YOur favorite Ice Cream? coffee,mint choc chip 14. What are you excited about? mark and his harley 15. Say something about the person you're with? which guy, i date alot 16. What size shoe do you wear? 8.5-9 18. Are you very random? no 19.

Icp Lyrics!!!!
"Bugz On My Nutz" [Shaggy 2 Dope] Well, I don't understand the phenomenom We fucking these hoes that look like spallala Rich boys think that is shitty But I like fucking crackheads with one tit And I do it at the drop of a dime And I get the scabies almost every time So let's talk about my nutsac I don't front, Jack, I got bugs on my ballzac [Violent J] Well I'm Violent J and I ain't no bitch I'm always quick to tell you when my nuts itch Cuz bitch if I'm itching when I come home Drop a brick in a sock swing it on your dome You didn't think nothing of it, just let me stick it Probably should of known cuz I thought I heard crickets In your neden, but I ain't sayin nuttin though I ain't sayin nuttin till I'm done nuttin, ho And know I'm like bitch how can this be Tryin to sleep and my nuts get up and watch TV Then try to walk to the store and get a 40 How'd these bugs get on me [Shaggy 2 Dope] Somebody asked me how I got scabies Probably that homeless fat r

The News
Lawmakers open Tillman-Lynch hearing Questions about ex-NFL star's death, and rescue of Army private LIVE VIDEO Tillman-Lynch hearing LIVE VIDEO: The House Oversight and Government Reform Committee holds a hearing on the capture of Army Pfc. Jessica Lynch and the death of Army Cpl. Pat Tillman. NBC News Live WASHINGTON - Lawmakers on Tuesday were pressing the Pentagon with questions still hovering over the friendly fire death of one-time National Football League star Pat Tillman and the rescue of Pfc. Jessica Lynch. "We owe our troops the truth," House Oversight Commitee Chairman Henry Waxman, D-Calif., said in his opening statement, adding that "that didn't happen" with these two cases. In the Tillman case, a key question is whether a military Predator drone was flying overhead when he was killed on April 22, 2004, in Afghanistan and if so, did it videotape the incident?

Spread Your Wings And Fly.
Yesterday seemed so gloomy, rain clouds rolled over my head as I sat outside of work and cried. I sat on the curb and wanted to scream so hard at the one thing I don't believe in, and that was God. Why he would take someone who has given their chance of life away is beyond me. Around 2 I got the dreaded phone call, my uncle Elvin had passed away and I had no real chance to say goodbye. It's so fucking hard right now, I've done nothing but cry by myself. I don't understand this circle of life and how it determines who gets to stay and who goes. He gave up a piece of himself to save another life so he gets the shit end of the stick? That is bullshit and I'm so fucking mad right now. I JUST NOW got over my cousin and good friend dying two weeks apart last October. When I thought I could get passed all of this and move on I'm slapped again. Grr, I just don't know how to feel right now. I don't know what to say or do but I know that when I go to visitations tonight I just might lose

From Sheri
I Must.....FROM SHERI Body: I must listen more than I talk. I must be facinated more than I am frustruated. I must "walk the walk" more than I "talk the talk" I must see the cup as half full, more than half empty. I must help more than I hinder. I must beleive in myself more than I doubt myself. I must act more than I react. I must care more than I ever have in the past. I must love more than I ever have in the past. I MUST BE POSITIVE.

Cooking
i love being a mixed mutt when it comes to my heritage. i can sit there and use family reciepes to make almost anything... swedish meatballs, homemade sketti sauce, steaks, chops, cutlets, stew, soups, italian foods, mexican foods, and lt me not forget about the baked goods that i can turn out. alight, now it's back to the stove to slave over my ravioli sauce for dinner tonight.

Do I Really Care?????
Ughhhhhhhhhh People can be a pain in the ass :(((( Just because they remove you from their family or their my space and / or even messenger they think its going to hurt my feelings. yes it bothers me. being removed for no fecking reason. I post more that any of the other bimbos on this one persons site. I really try not to bother anyone i have on messenger, only when i need too. but why have them on messenger if your not ever going to talk to them? right?? yes Also the my space shit, people dont fecking post there anymore. i hate my space.i just have it beacause of a breast cancer site thats on there that has regular auctions, and donated everything to the susan g. komen breast cancer fund. so thats why i am on there. but this removing from family, messenger just fecking stupid. I dont fecking care anymore. Go ahead , i will remove you too. No big deal. I rather look at nekkid pics of some hot guy. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok i am better now.

10 Minutes
-JUST GIVE ME 10 MINUTES.... -I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE -NOT TO DEAL WITH A THING -AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE -JUST TO IG. MY 2 WAY -IG. THE SHIT IN THE STREETS -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE -PLEASE -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY BROTHER -HE'S LOOKIN' AT 26 MONTHS FED TIME -AND IF BY A MIRACLE HE MAKE IT HALF WAY OUT -IT WONT BE PAROL YALL IT BE THE HALF WAY HOUSE -CUZ HES AN ADDICT -AND ADDICTS CAN'T DO HALF OF NOTHING -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE SEEN -SOME DAYS I DON'T SHOWER -I DON'T WANNA BE CLEAN -BUT LOOK SOME TIME THE TRUTH CAN HURT YOU -SO I BLOW MY CIG. SMOKE RIGHT AT THE TRUTH COMMERCIALS -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER -SO GIVE ME 10 MINUTES.... -I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE -NOT TO DEAL WITH A THING -AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE -JUST TO IG. MY 2 WAY -IG. THE SHIT IN THE STREETS -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE -PLEASE -AND TO ALL YOU DUDES PRAYING THAT I L

Unbreak This Heart
When my nights are lonely and my days are sad I think of all the memories we both shared the good and bad I remember the feeling of laying in your arms As we held each other and gazed at the stars I lay here and long for your tender kiss The taste of your lips is what I mostly miss That sexy smile you smiled When you stare at me always drove me wild Those late nights when you’d run your hands down my body Making me feel….Oh so hot and naughty! If only you knew what I felt when laying underneath while staring at you above Its getting harder cause I realize I’m slowly starting to fall every time we make love I wish I can have you by my side until the end But I have to remind myself we are just friends I try to forget everything we ever did But I can’t seem to get you out of my head I linger to see you again to feel your touch once more Telling myself never again which I’ve said a thousand times before I promised myself I wouldn’t fall To keep my head

...him...
As I feel myself falling into the black abyss of nothingness,I hear a voice softly calling me to come inside."I will defend you child,from the demons that plague you.I will shelter you in your time of need.I will love you as only I can."...Santuary...Hands reach out to pull me close.To wrap me in a blackened cloak.So cold.The touch of the hands upon my flesh feel like ice,but ignite a fire in my soul that I had long since thought dead.There's no resistance,only the desire to move closer.To meld my very soul with his.To feed off of the strength,the power,the knowledge,I feel radiating from him,but alas it is only a dream.The closer I get,the further out of my reach he becomes.Until nothing is left but the vague lingering of his scent,the warmth he had began,only to leave again.I feel empty once again without him near and I know outside this dream he does not exsist for me.... (written by Stacy D.Guerra2007)

Today's Anti-smoking Purge Is Borrowed From The Nazis
Prison Planet | April 25, 2007 Paul Joseph Watson A wealth of overlooked yet frightening literature concerning the Nazi crusade against smoking provides a clear parallel to contemporary developments and an alarming warning that state restriction of personal habits is the pre-cursor to dictatorship. Beginning in the early 1930's, as part of the Nazi agenda for racial purity, Hitler spearheaded a national campaign to ban smoking in all public buildings, and denounced the practice as a betrayal of the fascist drive for bodily purity. "Brother national socialist, do you know that our Führer is against smoking and think that every German is responsible to the whole people for all his deeds and emissions, and does not have the right to damage his body with drugs?" stated one magazine. As I wrote earlier this year , "The regulation of the personal habit of smoking, including new legislative moves in San Francisco to ban cigarettes in private homes, and its enforcement by an

Huh???
So what am I suppose to be scared of. We all have to face our fears differently. I choose to ignore mine and not let them intrude on my life. I can no longer ignore them and come face to face with them. So tell me is this what am I suppose to do. I don't have all the answers nor do I want them. I'm not as smart as everyone thinks I am. My life is mostly feel of luck. But even my luck is running short, I'm not even that significant in the big picture.

The One Who
I'm the one who hides behind the smiling mask I'm the one who would do anything you asked and I'm the one who will love you till the very last and I'm the one who's hit by the stones you cast I'm the one who would anything to prove that I'm the one who holds your love to be true I'm the one who hangs on everything you do I'm the one who wants nothing more than you I'm the one who yeah I'm the one who I'm the one who the one who really loves you I'm the one who gets lost in your eyes I'm the one who is always on your side I'm the one who sees the the beauty that's inside I'm the one who never wants to say goodbye I'm the one who shudders when you sigh I'm the one who wants to hold you when you cry I'm the one who dreams of you in the night I'm the one who shoulder this all with pride I'm the one who yeah i'm the one who

Grilled Mushroom Pizza
Ingredients 1 pizza crust 2 tablespoon oil, olive 1 pounds mushrooms, fresh 4 clove(s) garlic 1/2 cup(s) cheese, Parmesan 2 ounce(s) prosciutto 1 large onion(s), green 1/2 teaspoon pepper, black ground 1/2 teaspoon Italian seasoning, dried Preparation Preheat outdoor grill or broiler until hot. Place pizza crust on a rack with the top side facing the heat; grill until toasted, about 5 minutes; remove. In a large skillet, over medium -high heat, heat olive oil. Add mushrooms and garlic; cook and stir until tender, about 7 minutes. Sprinkle 1/4 cup of the Parmesan evenly over pizza crust. Top with mushrooms; scatter prosciutto and roasted peppers over mushrooms. Sprinkle with green onion, black pepper, Italian seasoning and remaining 1/4 cup of cheese. Grill or broil until hot, about 5 minutes. Cut into wedges. Serve immediately.

Stone Sour, "reborn"
I'm walking through your streets I'm looking in your windows I am elemental now You'll never even know I'm there I'm watching over you I'm living in the shadows I'm just a word to you But I am very real And cold... Cold to all of this Cold to how you feel Cold to all your lose of reason I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE... I'm all there is to know I'm all that you've forgotten I'am enigmatic now You never even knew my name I'm dressed tragedy I'm by design immortal I'm just the last one left I'm always here and old... Old and very strong Old as all you feel Old as all the world around you I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE... REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE...BORN I'm just a secret now I'm just a vague illusion I' a lie you tell yourself Th

Lost Love
My love for you is so passionate and true I wish I could prove this to you I will climb the highest mountain to touch the sky And bring down that rainbow so high in the sky. Oh if I could prove to you that my love is real I'd swim that river oh so wide to prove That you are my joy and pride And my love is so real. But all these things are so impossible for me To do I can't climb a mountain oh so high and Bring down that rainbow from the sky, and no I Can't swim that river that is oh so wide. But to Prove my love is true and I really want to be with you is say I love you and mean it with all my heart!

Page One
In this book, my heart it lies Please don’t tear the pages Tread upon it tenderly It’s been with me for ages. No fortunes you will find within Only thoughts and hopes and dreams Possibly two parables And my inner most schemes I tried to print it clear enough For just a few to read Not him or her or everyone Just those who have a need So, if you hold this in your hands My heart it goes with you And with every page that you may turn with my love it comes to you

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60... Spend A Few Bux, Repost.. (repost)bulletion I Wanted To Keep
I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs and casualty reports because they are too afra

Phone Number Game!!!
JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES.. REPOST TIS AND SEE HOW MANY PHONE NUMBERS YOU CAN GET... ITS AL IN FUN SO LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!!!! NAME____________ AGE___ STATE YOU LIVE IN_________ STATUS __MARRIED __ TAKEN __ SINGLE PHONE NUMBER __________ COULD I CALL __YES __ NO WHAT TIME IS BEST_____

Megavixens
Hi my new ct family just a little note to say that i am looking for sexy bbw women to pose on my verry first websight the sight name is Megavixens because i like my women sexy n thick. If this is you or you know someone who mifgt be interested them pls drop me a line or contact me at makemovieswithme@hotmail.co.uk

I Belong In The Service Of The Queen.
I belong anywhere but in between I deserve a little more You help me see this You help me see that I am still affraid You see that I can't make up my mind Why is this so hard for me Why is it that I am so affraid Of everything that you can offer me Why am I so affraid to take this leap What if things were different What if I saw what you see What if I took more time And if this takes place can you wait? Can you take me camping? Can you make me see the light? Please don't try to leave me 'Cause I've been here before And as you say I deserve a little more. I don't know what I want I may never truely get what I want I may wake up one day in the future And regret the path that I took I may wake up one morning crying Thinking about you, and what we could be Thinking about what we never had I just know that I belong in the service of the queen And I belong anywhere but in between And I deserve a little more. Can you do that for me?

April 25, 2007 At 11:46 Pm Edt
Maria did every good today. The nurse are keeping her the way she is and haveing her focus on getting better. Since me, Ray, and mom pretty stated with her all night, the nurse told us to go back to the Ronald McDonald House and get some sleep. They may even close her chest tomorrow night. We well keep you posted if they do

"get Your Gunn" (marilyn Manson)
Goddamn your righteous hand I eat innocent meat The housewife I will beat The prolife I will kill What you won't do I will I bash myself to sleep What you sow I will reap I scar myself you see I wish I wasn't me I am the little stick You stir me into shit I hate therefore I am Goddamn your righteous hand Goddamn, goddamn (oh, lord) Goddamn, goddamn Pseudo-morals work real well On the talk shows for the weak But your selective judgements And goodguy badges Don't mean a fuck to me I throw a little fit I slit my teenage wrist The most that I can learn Is in records that you burn Get your gunn, get your gunn Get your gunn, get your gunn Pseudo-morals work real well On the talk shows for the weak But your selective judgements And goodguy badges Don't mean a fuck to me I am the vhs Record me with your fist You want me to save the world I'm just a little girl Pseudo-morals work real well On the talk shows for the weak But your selective judgements And goo

Fan·ta·sy /ˈfæntəsi, -zi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[fan-tuh-see, -zee]
an ingenious or fanciful thought, design, or invention.....but what is it really...is it a thought we want to play out....i wish we want to come true.....what is a fantasy......and will it be a FINAL FANTASY.......

To Go Beyond Yourself
How far beyond yourself are you willing to think and act? Have you ever done anything that will benefit the world not today, not next year, but a thousand years from now? If you limit your awareness to only your own concerns, you will continually be frustrated and disappointed. That is because your true nature exists far beyond the superficial, petty concerns of your shallow and fragile ego. Imagine being able to live without fear, in a constant state of pure peacefulness and effortless fulfillment. That is the terrain you can inhabit when you let go of the concerns of self. When you erect impenetrable borders between you and everything else, you push life's immense abundance away from your experience. The walls of exclusion and judgment that you create do quickly become your prison. Your awareness does not have to be limited by your perceptions. Beyond the confines of time and distance there is no end to the fulfillment that can be known. What you can achieve alone is quite

More Poems
Thoughts from a long time ago that still apply, possibly even more so now A single word flowing from my lips Creating a painting from my heart A winding vine encircling all i know Causing some to squirm and wiggle A solem word to me of beauty and life Growing with light so real and pure Another breath to those who will listen Gliding through the strings of life The words of my life continually flow

New Babylon 5 Coming Out In July
New B5 coming out. This is the first in a proposed series of anthology format direct-to-DVD releases. The DVD contains two interwoven stories featuring three B5 universe regulars (Sheridan, Lockley and techno-mage Galen (of Crusade)) and some new characters, including a Centauri Prince. As the official site says: "One part of the story follows Sheridan as he picks up an unexpected visitor on the edge of Centauri space, Prince Regent Dius Vintari, and a warning about what will come afterward delivered by the techno-mage, Galen. The other part of the story is set aboard Babylon 5, as Colonel Lochley summons a priest from Earth space to deal with a problem that may have dark supernatural overtones." The stories will intersect on various levels, of course. The stories travel everywhere: from Minbar, to Earth, Mars, the future, the distant past, as well as B5 itself, of course. Best of all, they're written by the original producer, JMS, the one who wrote most ep

Life
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is

.stolen.writings.corporate.offices.*edit*
a person i know...'took' i guess you could say...some stuff i wrote. passed it off as her own. kinda irks me. in the long run i spose it doesnt matter cuz i can always write new things...and she'll always be a completely unoriginal thinker. now she has a cherry account. where she uses my words. i dun go lookit it cuz it would just get me more torqued. tho on the other hand...it would kind of amuse me if someone attempted to engage her in an intellectual conversation...cuz shes more of a ...hair twirling bubble gum smacking...ReeRee for lack of a better term. heh. in other news i think i seriously need to re-think my television viewing habits. certain shows just have the ability to get under my skin. not such a good thing. i should kill some sims. that always makes me laugh that uberly wicked laugh of destruction. i like cheese. i should eat cheese. on toast. with mustard. cuz i like mustard too. the sprinklers are broken. again. theres a nifty shoot of water

Forparents Plz Watch Out For This ..
OK i did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this

I Love You
I never really knew you you were just another friend but when i got to know you i let my heart unbend I couldnt help past memories that would only make me cry i had to forget my first love and give love another try So i've fallen in love with you and i'll never let you go i love you more than anyone i just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why i dont know what to say but i'll never stop loving you each and every single day My feelings for you will never change just know my feelings are true just remeber one thing i will always love you

Unlocked..........
I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound." My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me." "I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought

Parents Who Drugged Us
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that amethamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question. "Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?" I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to Adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was drug to the

Power Of The Mind
I wrote this story for my best friend after confessing to her that my verbally abusive wife had finally pushed me over the edge and I had met someone who I was supposed to see later that week. My friend confessed a somewhat similar situation. She then told me how Cherry Tap gave her an outlet for her sexual frustrations. We talked for quite a while, exchanging dirty little secrets and desires. We both agreed that a physical relationship between us would not be in our best interest, but a little mental stimulation once in a while wouldn’t hurt anyone. I think she’s created a monster! A story of distracted driving and power of the mind. There I was, leaving camp with no radio reception, alone with my thoughts which drifted to our last meeting in the brush by the river. What we talked about stirred some suppressed feelings and some fresh thoughts. I felt a tingling inside I haven’t felt in quite some time. I realize these fresh thoughts have caused the firmest hard-on in a while

To A Beautiful You!
Since I have been here I have met some incredibly awesome people! And if you are on my friends list then you are one! Now mind there are some special ones to me outside of my family but then again my family knows how fuckin hot they are! Anyway I just wanted to take this oppertunity to thank you for being the bright spot in my day! I love you all and am trying to give everybody the love they deserve! So in closing I want you to hold your head high, put a smile on that beautiful face, and say,"FUCK I LOVE ME!!!" ~MONKEY~

20 Ways To Spice Up Your Sex Life
20 Ways to Spice Up Your Sex Life One thing is happily clear: Women are not about to take the waning of sex lying down! They're inventing all kinds of ways to keep the good times (and good feelings) rolling. Just take a look at the 20 great ideas below. It must be that we've gotten tired of being "tired." We want -- oh yes -- a little fun. Enjoy. 1. Pretend you just met him "When our sex life started to slow down, I started thinking about how another woman would see my husband if she just met him -- and this made me want to impress him. I did things like buying new lingerie, getting up just a little earlier than usual to join him in the shower or making time to play later in the tub. We totally rediscovered each other's sexiness after that." 2. Tease each other "Sometimes, when my husband and I wake up and hear the kids, we start kissing and caressing anyway. Of course we don't continue, but we get all worked up and then go all day stealing little looks and kisses. Sure,

My Horoscope For The Day, Sometimes These Things Are So True!!
Sometimes you gotta do something bad just to remind yourself how very good you are. Let someone else take on an extra project. Go see a matinee instead of doing housework. Have some -- what's that word? -- fun for once. So I need 2 find someone to do my work 4 me haha Lord knows I need to have some fun!! lol

Life Can Suc
LIFE CAN BE FULL OF CHALLENGES. JUST GETTING UP IN THE MORNING CAN BE HARD. WHEN YOU ONLY HAVE YOU KIDS AND THEIR KIDS AS COMPANY, IT CAN BE A SUCKY DAY. YOU LOVE YOUR KIDS TO DEATH, BUT WHEN YOU WOULD LIKE YOUR SPECIAL SOMEONE WITH YOU INSTEAD, IT CAN GET TO YOU. MAKING WISHES SOMETIMES ARE ALL YOU HAVE. HOPING THOSE WISHES WILL COME TRUE, WAITING AND WAITING, THAT CAN BE THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE OF ALL. LIFE CAN SUC, BUT IT CAN ALSO BE THE BEST, IF YOUR LOOKING.

For The Mother's On My List....
Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Thanks, Mom When you have a mother who cares so much for you that anything you want comes before her desires When you have a mother who is so understanding that no matter what is bothering you she can make you smile When you have a mother who is so strong that no matter what obstacles she faces she is always confident in front of you When you have a mother who actively pursues her goals in life but includes you in all her goals you are very lucky indeed Having a mother like this makes it easy to grow up into a loving, strong adult Thank you for being this kind of wonderful motherer

-------you Never Can Tell--------
YOU NEVER CAN TELL WHEN YOU SEND A WORD LIKE AN ARROW SHOT FROM A BOW BY AN ARCHER BLIND,BE IT CRUEL OR KIND, JUST WHERE IT MAY CHANCE TO GO, IT MAY PIERCE THE HEART OF YOUR DEAREST FRIEND, TIPPED WITH ITS POISON OR BALM, TO A STRANGER'S HEART IN LIFES GREAT MART IT MAY CARRY ITS APIN OR ITS CALM. YOU NEVER CAN TELL WHEN YOU DO AN ACT JUST WHAT THE RESULT WILL BE, BUT WITH EVERY DEED YOU ARE SOWING SEED THOUGH THE HARVEST YOU MAY NOT SEE EACH KINDLY ACT IS AN ACORN DROPPED IN GOD'S PRODUCTIVE SOIL; YOU MAY NOT KNOW BUT THE TREE SHALL GROW WITH SHELTER FOR THOSE WHO TOIL. YOU NEVER CAN TELL WHAT YOU THOUGH WILL DO IN BRINGING YOU HATE OR LOVE FOR THOUGHT ARE THINGS AND THEIR AIRY WINGS ARE SWIFTER THAN CARRITER DOVES. THEY FOLLOW THE LAW OF THE UNIVERSE- EACH THING MUST CREAT IT KIND, AND THEY SPEED O'ER THE TRACK TO BRING YOU BACK WHATEVER WENT OUT FROM YOUR MIND

Lolath Laughin Out Loud At These Hoes
Hey to all the girls on cherrytap. I'm makin it official. I'm not tryin to talk to anyone on here. You'll are all friends. I don't even want to talk to you, if you goin to act like a dumb ass bitch. Excuse my language cause i don't usually call girls names, but some just are. If you think you crazy and tend to be a bitch then don't holla at me. I'm sure i can live without you. I was livin before i even knew who you were. Now for all girls that show me love and are friends this is not intended for you. If you are new please read and take hold of these words, cause really i don't need you. I can talk to people in real life just as easily as this site. I have tons of friends. I'm only on here to make friends cause i didn't like myspace. Now everyone know that you are equal and i'm not really tryin to talk to no one. My education is more important than any girl could ever be. So if you have a problem with anything that i just typed, then kill yourself i'm sorry : )

Kissing Facts
KISSING Kissing Facts Kissing Facts No one really knows the origin of the kiss. But, the only bad kisses are the "Kiss of Death" and "Kiss My . . . (well, you know)". All the rest, from "The Intimate Romantic Kiss" to "The Peck on the Cheek", are nice things. Kissing Facts You burn 26 calories in a one minute kiss. The average person spends two weeks of their life kissing. Eskimos, Polynesians and Malaysians rub noses instead of kissing. Romans kissed each other on the eyes or the mouth as a greeting. In Russia, the highest sign of recognition was a kiss from the Tsar. Victorian etiquette required a man to kiss the back of a ladies hand. A standard greeting in Europe is a kiss on both cheeks - could be two. . . could be four. African tribes pay homage to their Chief by kissing the ground

Only 1 Friend On List Knows Respect. Cont Reading U'll Understand
3 blogs b4 this have more write up bout what happened....please do show some suport on behalf of this.....shitty how only ONE of my friends on list reposted MY BULLETIN YESTERDAY. this b one of the peeps that killed the 16 yr old boy my family knew. SICKENS ME TO ADMIT I EVEN KNEW HER:( :( :( and that just tells ya, ya never really do know a person 100%

Help Out My Friend Jellybean!! Plzzzzzzzzzzzz
OKAY I SEE MY LIST IS ALL LITE UP AND I HAVE ALMOST 4000+ FRIENDS AND THIS CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW SO I WANNA SEE MY RATES GO AND AND THE COMMENTS..AND IF THIS IS BEING COCKY WELL I GUESS YOUR RIGHT I HAVE IN THE PASSED HELPED A LOT OF YOU IN YOUR CONTEST NO IT'S TIME TO PAY UP.. Hey There I'm In Miss Cherry's Contest I Would Love To See All My Kick Ass Friends Giving Me 1 Comment And 1 Rate I Don't Get In To Contests That Much..So Please Help Me Out I Have In The Passed Helped Some Of You..Much Love To All That Do Rate And Comment..Love JellyBean Click This Picture And It Will Take You Right To The Contest

Losing It All
Facing myself in sobriety finding that quiet place within the place where there's only the naked me no protection and no artistry the insanity is complete the emptiness of this routine in this cold territory There's a need to make it through there is strength to see the truth If only these moments were brief if only someone special were here Thy Will be done... Maybe I just had it wrong - all the things I used to want I must let go, I must be strong this is real life, this is my life That special love can never be nobody loves that way it's only in a movie scene that love's forever more It's trust, compatibility that couples should respect maybe it's mere consideration that relationships reflect

Mayweather Vs De La Hoya
my money is on Mayweather..and they better make it last cus i'm paying $60 to watch it Cinco De Mayo: When the Mexicans celebrated their independence from Spain aka just another excuse for me to drink Tequila :) *cheers* Hope everyone is having a great weekend :)

Why So Early
Last night or maybe early this morning...i dont really know which it was i was woke up by a tapping on the top of my head...opening my eyes i look up to see a woman standing over me and in my sleepy not ready to wake up mind i realise its the kids mom...i dont understand how that woman can feel like she has all the right in the world to come into my bedroom as im sleeping and just wake me up...would it matter to her if i was laying in bed buck naked with the covers kicked off me?...i doubt it and thank god i wasnt....she had come over to pick the kids up to take with her to her b/f's house and felt it only right to wake me up to let me know when she could have as easily just left me a note to find in the morning...granted i would have been running around the house like a chicken with my head cut off searchin for the kids until i found the note but its better then her feeling as if she has the right to just come on up into my room and wake me up as if we havent been seperated for 6yrs..

The Ying And The Yang
WELL I WAS THINKING OF GETT THAT BACK PIECE TAT ON MY APGE BUT ON MY ARM OR LEG. I WAS GOING TO TAKE OUT THE TRIBLE ART AND PUT IN A YING AND YANG. ME WANTING TO KNOW MORE ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS I WENT TO GOOD OLD GOOGLE AND I CAME UP WITH SOME DEEP STUFF THAT I FOUND ON THIS WEB PAGE: The meaning of Yin-Yang This Simbol(Yin-Yang) represents the ancient Chinese understanding of how things work. The outer circle represents "everything", while the black and white shapes within the circle represent the interaction of two energies, called "yin" (black) and "yang" (white), which cause everything to happen. They are not completely black or white, just as things in life are not completely black or white, and they cannot exist without each other. While "yin" would be dark, passive, downward, cold, contracting, and weak, "yang" would be bright, active, upward, hot, expanding, and strong. The shape of the yin and yang sections of the symbol, actually gives you a sense of the continual

Never Choke In A Restaurant In The South...
Never choke in a restaurant in the South... Two rednecks walk into a restaurant. While having a shot of whiskey, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"

A Love Story
A boy and A girl meet A boy and a girl fall inlove A boy and a girl have problems, and that isn't any fun A boy and a girl marry A boy and a girl have a son A boy and a girl get frustated,and now the fight's begun A boy and a girl keep living A boy and a girl keep going A boy and a girl keeps fighting,and now it affects the son A boy and a girl struggleing A boy and a girl keep sharing A boy and a girl keep fighting, what else can be done A boy and a girl make up A boy and a girl have fun A boy and a girl keep going at it, on no hide the gun!

Last Tear
Please say you love me. That this is just a trick. Tell me im lovely. Say your heart is thick. No! don’t turn away. Come back. Come back and stay! Come back. Don’t act this way. Don’t hide your feelings to protect me. Show me your heart I prey. I don’t mind getting hurt open up let me see. I know you have to leave. Just let me know you love me. Sure it will be painful telling what you believe. But im up for the challenge cant you see? No! don’t turn away. Come back. Come back and stay! Come back. Making me hate you wont allow me to stop missing you! So please tell me once more! Please don’t act all cold to me cant you see im miserable too?! By not saying anything your making more sore. Please this is no way of leaving. Don’t you dare tell me not to miss you! Cause I will miss you even if its not relieving! Don’t you love me too? Don’t leave me with rotten memories. I know you don’t want me to be hurt. But your stinging m

Without You
If I cry tonight, if I fall on my knees I will make sure someday I’ll get back on my feet And If I will fail to get up to pick up my broken pieces I will learn how to crawl out from this corner, and ~ be whole again… Without my past, Without You!

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
When we have too much time on our hands and we start to get old and crotchety, we think of these: 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

Redneck And The Lottery
A Redneck buys a ticket and wins the lottery. He goes to Austin to claim it and the man verifies his ticket number. The Redneck says, "I want my $20 million." The man replied, "No, sir. It doesn't work that way. We give you a million today and then you'll get the rest spread out for the next 19 years." The Redneck said, "Oh, no. I want all my money right now! I won it and I want it." Again, the man explain that he would only get a million that day and the rest during the next 19 years. The Redneck, furious with the man, screams out, "Look, I want my money! If you're not going to give me my $20 million right now, then I want my dollar back!"

It's Been A Week.
First things first, I'd like to thank Sinister Sainthood. That is my brothers paintball team. First off I am very proud of my brother. His dream for over the past decade was to break into the paintball industry, this Saturday he opened Gateway Action Sports. His very own paintball field. As I said, I'm very proud of it, and the field looks great. I went out there to take some pictures for him, and when he found out that my finger was itching to get behind a gun again his team jumped on the opportunity to see what one of the founding members of that team could do after 6 years away from the sport. I think I did pretty good, I wasn't spectacular or anything, but I did pretty good. Played 4 games and had a lot of fun. Once again, thank you to my brother and his team. Also, Sunday I went to the Nashville Zoo. I took my godgaughter and it was so cute. My favorite pat was the reptile house, her family was there with us the entire time, but somehow in there we all got seperated

Wtf Is Going On Anymore
seems like since iam now single seems like i keep gettin more sexual advances from people...wanna cyber wanna roeplay yadda yadda yadda and truthfully iam SICK AND FUCKIN TIRED of hearing it!!! FUCK!!!! is there somewhere on my page that says "here click this profile for a good time" and iam just NOT seeing it? JESUS CHRIST people grow up DO NOT come to me askin me for cyber roleplay phone sex or any of this fuckin bs!!!! Yes i have sex on the brain 24/7 365 but fuck ok iam ONLY human

Thought About The New System, A Positive One
If you've ever chosen a collection of numbers from, say, ... 230500 to 230560 (just a random choice. n less than 800,000 or so through n+60 or so.) and (while logged out ;) ) had a look to see what the distribution of profiles at http://www.cherrytap.com/user/n is in that range... the number of profiles that look to have been abandoned before they were half-started- with no photos or with 1 or 2 points at most, etc. - is even higher than - well, than I for one would have expected... and I was expecting a pretty high percentage of early-defunct, nonstarter, try-out profiles. (Add in the profiles created by current users for no other purpose than to annoy other people and then stand stagnant- freshmeat duplicates- and one has even more.) I am guessing that people who aren't greeted very soon, effectively, don't see their level raise fairly quickly (why? not points for the sake of blasted points. Read the rules, at http://cherrytap.com/bible.php which lay out th

Thanks
I just wanted to say thank you to all the people who read my blog. Please remember to always tell the people in your life how much they mean to you everyday because you never know what might happen. Don't let some tragedy remind you that you should have said something, just do it everyday. I want to wish everyone all the best and remember no matter how bad things look there is someone out there who cares about you and loves you. Please don't let life get you down. I should know I try not to let it get me down and I have very bad health. I have no cartiledge left around both of my knee caps and nothing holding my knee caps in place any more so everytime I move it is bone on bone and very painful. I also have to have my shoulder replaced because of the same thing. So believe me when I say I know life is tough but don't let it get you down, depression only makes things hurt more. Enough of my rambling (lol) please everyone have a great day and if you ever need to talk please look me

Green Eyes....:)
BLUE EYES People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are best in bed. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ GREEN EYES Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. tend to cov

Dark Desires (poem)
secret thoughts trace the outline of this night with all thats mystical in the burning dark light a shadow figure appears from a dream His purpose unknown or so it may seem i close my eyes and let him begin falling into his arms we breath passions of sin our bodies filled with a compelling need to touch and taste and plant the seed somehow he knows just where to touch desire spreads with such a rush fingers tease and find a groove beneath him i began to move in rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure inside each other like birds of a feather love is an angel disguised as lust as sparkling gold now turns to dust bodies collapse in frenzied releasse as the reality of time seems to cease as luminescent darkness covers the sky i could have sworn in you i saw the devils eye

The Plea (poem)
memories of yesterdays drift away like the smoke rings i blow in the dark thinking and wondering what should i do now guilt and want burn at my brain like flames i know wait for me when i die oh sweet goddess what do i do do i live or do i move on to my sweet abyss of darkness make what i must be so

My Wife Responds...
Yesterday when I got home, my wife was upset. It turns out that she was reading my blogs about the crap I'm going through. And it upset her that I am mean on the blogs, but I talk nicely to her.And yes, I do talk nicely to her. Just because she crapped on my life doesn't mean that I have to yell at her...In other news, I started looking for a copy of the TV Funhouse's Five Stages of Grief, but all I could find is this Robot Chicken sketch: If I find the other one, I'll post it as well. :-) But don't hold your breath... tag: betrayal, cuckold, cheating, infidelity, married life, therapy, love, trust, five stages of grief, TV Funhouse, Robot Chicken, video-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Sacrificing
Sacrificing. Today I will preach on sacrificing. Since when does it say that you must sacrifice God the father for a job? This has been a hot topic of mine for the past few years. Since I had taken the position as assistant manager for my job, I was promised that it would not interfere with church and when my son comes to visit me for my every other weekend visit. Well of course this has not been the case for me. Who do you think you are when you deny me Christ the king, knowing that church and visiting with my son are the most important things in my life? Who gave you that power and authority to deny me from going to my heavenly father's home?? You being a church person yourself SHOULD know these things how important it is for a person that is a servant of the almighty God to go to his home to stay connected with him. "you knew the deal" you say, but where are these so called promises you made? The holy spirit told me this today because I was in great spiritual grief becaus

The Joys Of Car Ownership
Car Insurance ..... .... $800 Excise Tax ..... ........ $60 Driver's License Renewal. $40 Registration Renewal .... $81 Emitions Inspection ..... $29 Gasoline to run the car...Priceless! (At least it's getting that way!)

Drunken Psycho
Drunken Psycho Dangling body dripping blood Screaming frenzy have no fear can you look at the rage in my eyes If I squeeze your throat would you scream in my ear? Busted nose twisted face Drill up your holes while you spray a can of mace Shriek the savage outcry of agony so defend yourself and to the death war cry LOUD and CLEAR rub my face in the dirt and kick me where it hurts Bring me down with your sinking ship and I will drown with you wanna drown wanna croak wanna see the end of the day see not the beginning of the dawn I'm making no sense as this poem has deteriorated It's gone away the spirit has gone away the joy has gone away for good goodbye

No Cell Phones...means..no Cell Phones!
ok, so i was at the library the other day using their computer.(Yeah, i know, how trailor park of me). and there is this mexican guy and his cell phone rings....REALLY LOUD, and annoying. he answers the phone and proceeds to have a LOUD conversation. And all over the library there are signs that say "NO CELL PHONES" well, pablo is sitting right in front of one of the afore-mentioned signs. maybe it should've been in spanish.....

L'amour De Mon Couer
This, I think, is a really romantic prose poem. So, I decided to make it even more romantic and include the poem translated into French. If anyone reading this knows French really well and notices syntax or grammatical errors please let me know. Hope you enjoy :) You are the love of my heart; The one I long to be with. You are the one whose lips I desire to taste; The one whose hands I yearn to caress my body. You are the one I think about as I drift off to sleep; The one I have on my mind the whole day through. You are the one that fills my heart with joy; The one that brings light to my darkness. You are the one I want to be with forever; The one who I will die without. Vous êtes l'amour de mon coeur; L'un I désirent ardemment pour être avec. Vous êtes celui dont les lèvres je désire goûter; Dont les mains une j'aspire à caresser mon corps. Vous êtes celui que je pense environ pendant que je dérive au loin pour dormir; Celui j'ai sur mon esprit la jo

Willow Trees
Willow tree's they grow no flowers like an apples pure and white Willow tree's they weep and suffer singing dirges to the night Rivers winding wash away five leaf clovers wish for death Spring awakens inside some just as others lose their breath Songs unsung on broken records once induced the past to dance now the attics full of clutter Prides and honor lost to chance Voices weak and old with age For those not broken learn to bend and feed from storys never true and letters they forgot to send Apple tree's are pure and sweet their blossoms speak of truths untold but willow tree's are noble beauty which speak the wisdom of the old.

If He Wants You Truth!
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat yo

One Foot....advantage !!!
A man lost one leg below the knee in an accident. He replaced with a good artificial limb and could soon walk without a limp. Now the problem was findin a girl... someone, who would only have sex with him after marriage as he didn't want to inform her about the missing leg... He finally found one, and married her but did not tell the girl or her parents about the missing leg. At night the girl found out that her husband had only one leg. She was very upset. When the man went to the loo, she called home and her mother answered the phone and she started sobbing. He has got only one foot Ma...... The mother pacified her and calmed her.... You should actually be very happy dear..... Your father has got only six inches....

My Love Profile
Your Love Type: INTP The Thinker In love, you are honest and serious about commitment. For you, sex is something you think about and desire a lot of the time. Overall, you are pure in your affection and feelings. However, you tend to be suspicious and distrusting at times. Best matches: ENTJ and ESTJ What's Your Love Type?

Love Poem
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

A Place For Everything?
Now my move is done, the labor of loading and unloading a truck is completed. My new neighbors pitched in along with an Ex GF to help with my fishtanks. (What a chore!) Moving fishtanks is NOT what I call FUN. But they weathered the 30 mile trip from Nashville to Lebanon just fine and are busy now rearranging the tank decor to suit their needs. So much for the "Fish are Stupid" saying, they seem to know they are in a new place! go figure. Anyway, now the real chore begins, puting things away in places I would need them in. Things like dishes, pots and pans are no biggie, I am talking about how to lay out a room and whatnot and then emptying the boxes out of that rooms contents. All in all, I am now tanned from being in the sun all day. My muscles have been worked out to the extreme so though I am tired as hell, I feel good and I have energy. The Moral of the story! Don't buy lots of shit you may have to move someday. The Best to ALL of you and Have a Safe and Happy

Drag Update...
Okay last night i got a phone call from Vamp... Todd was at the bar and needed my drag name for the show in 2 weeks... shit... i had been putting that off ... the ad was going out today and i had to get it to him by today... I walked into my bar this morning to work and i saw the one person who could help me.. TOPHER!!!! Quickly, we set to work discussing... finally (after about 5 mins) we had a name for me Dick Chainedme (Well lets see one of my routines that i am doing is Richard Cheese) (that and it fits my personality cause this is one PuNkGuRrL that LOVES bondage ... giggles) So it works! oh and we went out to one of the bars in metarie tonight and stopped at the mall real quick... I got myself a new pair of my "rockstar glasses" and Vamp got himself 2 belt buckles.... We were walking and wandered into hot topic... (ugh... how i hate that store.... ) vamp new i needed a new school girl skirt so we went through the rack seeing if

Family's Agony - Maddie Mccann
No end to Madeleine family agony The parents of Madeleine McCann are spending a second weekend without their daughter, who disappeared from a Portuguese holiday apartment on 3 May. Prayers will be said for Madeleine at a church service in the Algarve village of Praia da Luz later. On Saturday, Gerry McCann paid an emotional tribute to his daughter as the family marked her fourth birthday. No suspects in the abduction case have been named, but witnesses may being making formal statements on Monday. Rewards totalling £2.5m have been offered to anyone who can help with information leading to the safe return of Madeleine, from Rothley in Leicestershire. Businessman Sir Richard Branson, footballer Wayne Rooney and children's author JK Rowling are among those who have contributed. Map of resort REWARD CONTRIBUTORS JK Rowling Sir Philip Green Richard Branson Bill Kenwright Eggert Magnusson John Madejski Jacqueline Gold Simon Cowell Wayne Rooney Mic

Survey #1
Name: Birthday: Birth place: Current Location: Eye Color: Hair Color: Height: Right Handed or Left Handed: Your Heritage: Your Weakness: Your Fears: Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Thoughts First Waking Up: Your Bedtime: Your Best Physical Feature: One Thing That You Want Everyone To Remember You For: Your Most Missed Memory: Pepsi or Coke: MacDonalds or Burger King: Single or Group Dates: Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Chocolate or Vanilla: Cappuccino or Coffee: Do you Smoke: Do you Swear: Do you sing: Do you Shower Daily: Have you been in Love: Do you want to go to College: Do you want to get Married: Do you have or want children: Do you believe in yourself: Do you believe in God: Do you get Motion Sickness: Do you think you are Attractive: Are you a Health Freak: Do you get along with your Parents: Do you like Thunderstorms: Do you play an Instrument: In

Chris Cagle
I saw it in her eyes when I was sayin' goodbye That girl, she ain't gonna be alright 'Cause I could tell that she'd be goin' through a livin' hell And I, I wouldn't be there by her side And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely gettin' by Look at what I've done to her Look at how I made her feel I gave back her heart the broken part She got the raw end of the deal And look at what it's done to me You gotta know it tears me up I gave it everything I had and Lord It just wasn't enough Hurtin' her like this seems so wrong Yeah look at what I've done to her Now she's alone I saw her out last night and she was havin' a good time That girl, it looks like she's doin' fine But then I saw a man walk up and take her by the hand And I, oh God I almost died And then it hit me she didn't really need me I just sat there for a while until I finally smiled Yeah look at what I've done to her Look at how I made her feel

As Days Flew By
As Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, We

----------just Me---------------
AS I GO INTO LIFE I MEET TONS OF PEOPLE SOME FROM FAR AWAY LANDS AND SOME FOM DOWN THE STREET BUT THE PEOPLE SOMETIMES DON'T KNOW HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE EVERY ROSE HAS IT OWN FRANGRACE EVERY LEMON HAS IT AROMA AND EVERY FLOWER HAS ITS OWN TIMING TO KNOW THERE LAST BLOOM SO YOU KNOW THAT EVERY WORD I SAID IS TRUE THERE A SPECIAL ANGEL READING THIS RIGHT NOW AND ITS YOU!!!!!!

For My Special Friend Hushy
THEY SAY A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU, TO SHARE YOUR LIFE'S LAUGHTER AND TO CHEER YOU WHEN YOU'RE BLUE SOMEONE WHO, WITH WORD OR DEED BRIGHTEN MANY DAYS SOMEONE WHO CAN WARM YOUR HEART WITH UNDERSTANDING WAYS I SAY A FRIEND IS ALL THE THESE THINGS EACH QUALITY I HAVE SEEN, IN A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND OF MINE, THAT YOU'VE SO OFTEN HAVE BEEN