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Midnight Blue
Midnight blue Stare at me! For the heartache was coming Midnight blue told me goodbye Still living in my heart. Midnight blue Carried me through Holding me in blankets of clouds Midnight blue Wipe my tears with it gentle kiss Because of midnight blue I a little stronger With the breaking my heart Midnight blue I could not hate For midnight blue Gave me a lesson I need to learn So long ago So midnight blue Travel with the wind And know you will have A place in my heart To the bitter end. Carry on midnight blue February 27, 2007

In Need Of Peeps
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My Sexual Fire Within
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. breathing the manly scent of you Intoxicating you like fine wine... making your senses whirl... Your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking

Small Town Sleeper On The Radio
Hey gang, We are starting to set up a a series of radio appearances to debut the new album and single. Here are the details on the first such appearance- 3/28/07 7:30PM- Radio on-air live appearance WPKO 98.3 FM-NITE MIX Bellefontaine, Ohio Description: We will be visiting our good friend,DJ Ken Keller live in the studio once again to do an interview, give away some band merchandise and to play one of the new tunes from our upcoming album "Conversations". I believe the station has a direct web feed you can listen to online from its website. Check them out: WPKO 98.3FM If you know a station in your area we could drop in on, by all means, send them our way! Keep your eyes and ears tuned as well get "the Town" all ready to roll out in the form of our new album! Much luv, Troy

A Life
I've come to realize, through dismal reflection That the love you speak of, is no more a distraction I've been here so long, my mind is so cluttered I've been here so long, my thoughts make me shudder What is this game you so innocently play? Filling someone's heart then leading it astray What is this game you so haplessly play? The one filled with the dreams you threw away There is no more here or you know where to find me The show is now over so I've put it all behind me Those once so bright lights that shown in your eyes Is now just a candle that whispers goodbyes Don't cry for me my love, for my heart is not broken My protection has been words, never spoken I've told you I love you and yes that is true But now you must realize I’ve found something new A life without you A life without your love A life without confusion A life without us

"without Love" ~"pain" By Three Days Grace~
Music Video:PAIN (by Three Days Grace)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone so yea...i'm gonna be really emo and say this song really says a lot about me right now. i hit a point where i just dont fucking care anymore. if i died right now, i wouldnt care. if i failed school and my college acceptances were taken back, i wouldnt care. granted, tomorrow i prolly care again. homework piles up and the more i get, the less i can do. justice is killing me and we have a practice mock trial this week to get ready for the real mock trial and i'm a prosecution lawyer. OF COURSE we didnt chose our cross-examination witnesses yet so all i have for tomorrow is the cross examination of the eye witness. we'll be scrambling for cross examination questions later in the week which sucks. hannah, the dumb bitch, keeps trying to run my life. first she tries to get me to ground myself with her cuz of her getting grounded for having a party where shit was stolen (the 1st time i was d

The Water Of Life
There was once a king who had an illness, and no one believed that he would come out of it with his life. He had three sons who were much distressed about it, and went down into the palace-garden and wept. There they met an old man who inquired as to the cause of their grief. They told him that their father was so ill that he would most certainly die, for nothing seemed to cure him. Then the old man said, "I know of one more remedy, and that is the water of life. If he drinks of it he will become well again, but it is hard to find." The eldest said, "I will manage to find it." And went to the sick king, and begged to be allowed to go forth in search of the water of life, for that alone could save him. "No," said the king, "the danger of it is too great. I would rather die." But he begged so long that the king consented. The prince thought in his heart, "If I bring the water, then I shall be best beloved of my father, and shall inherit the kingdom." So he set out, and when he had rid

The Ear Of Corn
In former times, when God himself still walked the earth, the fruitfulness of the soil was much greater than it is now. Then the ears of corn did not bear fifty or sixty, but four or five hundred-fold. Then the corn grew from the bottom to the very top of the stalk, and according to the length of the stalk was the length of the ear. Men however are so made, that when they are too well off they no longer value the blessings which come from God, but grow indifferent and careless. One day a woman was passing by a corn-field when her little child, who was running beside her, fell into a puddle, and dirtied her frock. On this the mother tore up a handful of the beautiful ears of corn, and cleaned the frock with them. When the Lord, who just then came by, saw that, he was angry, and said, henceforth shall the stalks of corn bear no more ears, men are no longer worthy of heavenly gifts. The by-standers who heard this, were terrified, and fell on their knees and prayed that he would still leav

Heaven.
Cool careless carress had me tied up in knots summer dust a heat mirage like a bad taste at the back of the tongue or a tingle in the tips of fingers, broken and bruised. You used me. I smiled. Your laughter floated through the air your eyes like twin shards of melting blue ice and sloppy kisses running down my cheek How can I stand this? You are a torture of the senses you are a suicide of the heart I want to break you into pieces just to break down those walls I thought.. but I was mistaken those clouds were a heat stroke I probably died or would wish that I might have. Water is so much more forgiving It's darkness so sweet Your light is so blinding Like you wish to burn. Am I a moth? I am so confused. Then you look at me. It's as if I see you. Caught behind that cage As if my drawing could become a dream and my dream a reality if only I could reach through that glass shards exploding and you'd fall twisted and broken to be reborn in the

To The Man I Love......
To The Man I Love..... I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship and love is my life you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , you're the STAR to my BURST, you're the M to my M, you're the POP to my TART, you're the MILKY to my WAY, you're the FRUIT to my LOOP, you're the MILK to my DUDS, you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, you're the ICE to my CREAM, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND (I Love You Baby!)

The Missing Dimension
In no area of human life has there such drastic worldwide social change as in that of sex. The dissemination of knowledge about sex exploded after world war I. But the modern diffusion of biological sex knowledge and sexual freedoms have plunged the world into a cris over AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases (STDs). And why? because the most vital dimension in knowledge about sex and marriage has been missing MISSING FROM ALL KNOWLEDGE

Mistress Witch
floating up high dazing into the cloudless nights, body moving ever lightly through the sky. small figure, long black hair flowing through the winds, breezing and zooming on top of my broom, i find my placing, deep woods where my wild beasts hunger wildly warewolfs in under my controll. greeting me as i give my sharp green eyes the silent stare and nod, my pets move along with me as i enter my cottage, comming upon my couldron simmering the stench of witches brew, strirring and casting the spell as the night runs along the moonless night. pets sleeping asound with my clattering around my cottage as i gather my herbs and the book of shadows. opening book of shadows, wide grin ever smuggish as i chant out. smoke twirls in shape of a human man, naked as a babe born, i walk around my creation satified with my work. a pat on the butt as the human lushiously moans as i carresse his well fit musles, bewitched monsterous laugh as i lure my human into my sacred beddings, stare stright on has t

Today...
I had a spinal epidural. It was extremely painful. They said the pain should get better in 3-7 days. I am personally hoping for the 3. Due to back pain and RL issues I havent been able to get on tap much but HOPEFULLY that will soon change. I miss and luv you all. MUAH

Calm Before The Storm..
really quick....most of my old friends from high school have been coming back into my life to stick their knives in me. Right now, it's hurting. I need a little love and comfort!! Deeply hurt and bleeding....Besley

Speaking My Mind
okay so ive been sitting back and watching the drama unfold and now i think its time i speak my mind about it all so if you dont like it then oh well get over it because no one else seems to want to do it... first off im tired of the point whores on here, i know a few and they say they aren't but every time i turn around they are changing their picture to a porn star just so people will rate their profile and fan them. i thought this was a site to meet new people not see who can get more fans and points then the other person... next is the fact that a lot of people on here say they cant stand drama but as soon as i look on the bulletin board or in my shoutbox theres a message saying "so and so did this" or "omg i cant believe he/she did that" STOP THE DAMN DRAMA you say you hate it so damn much then why do you cause it? if you knew how to ignore the people who cause issues then it would be okay, so just grow up and stop acting like your 5... another thing is the whole "fightin

Git To Know Me
HELLO THERE !!! i got this chat site so i can git to know so woman and hopefully find that special one,and believe it or not it can happen lol..im a good charater i like some woman to be funny,most of all honest,great attitude on life and other things,someone who doesnt keep secrects ,open minded,tristworthy,self respect self love and the list gose on.and by the way i have all those things in my spirit !! :)

Her
I often write things so that people will understand the kind of person I am. I try not to keep things to myself, but often I have to so that I do not offend some one. I sometimes can't tell someone how I really feel for my own fears. And often write them down in a blog or email to that person. So, I just feel like writing and hope things make since once you read this. I met her on a clear spring morning. it was bright and sunny. But the only thing I could notice was her beautiful eyes and her wonderful smile. She's a beautiful woman that I have watched grow. She is never mean or rude like the rest of the world. She is always positive with a lending hand, always looking out for others or the less fortunate. She has the perfect features, cheeks, eyes and nose(smiles). The most beautiful auburn hair that I just want to run my hands through. She often has me running for the dictionary, because she is so inteligent. But, is willing to explain things to me because sh

Let's All Call Me A Dork..haha
I am such a forgetful dork I swear. I cook dinner for my son and my boyfriend almost every night. My boyfriend usually works late evry night so I try to have dinner done by 5 or 6pm so my son can have his dinner at a decent time. Well tonight its chicken, baked potatoes and I made an awesome salad plus my boyfriend's dad is bbqing some ribs..well I bake the potatoes in the micowave, put the chicken in the oven...make the salad then while its is suppose to be cooking I am running about doing laundry and other norm chores us moms tend to never run out of. Well....I go to see how much longer till the chicken is done and guess what? LMAO....I forgot to turn on the oven...yes, I am a major dork! hahaha sooooooooooo dinner or at least the chicken is going to be late tonight! LOL

...god Im Mean...
..i went to court against my ex today...was about child support..hes behind bars right now for good reasons...things he done in the past ...not a lot know the bg ...but hey ...DID THEY TURN OFF THE WATER IN JAIL AND RUN OUT OF SHAVERS...AND I WANNE OPEN A FUNDRAISER....@HELPTHEFUCKS.COM....why and how can someone in a coun ty jail look like someone wich was 20 years in(i typ it wrong)atcatraz...lol

I Think I Might Just Be Pissed Off!!
I'm going to warn you this will be a venting /pissy/non-happy type of blog. But it's blog or I go off on someone and I might kill them.. So I blog... I have housemates..ok more I have a very killer cool bandmate/best friend who allows me and the rest of the band to live at her place along with her 2kids her mate and Kin(i've lost count of all of them). So they've had alot of stress going on. They've both been on edge & needing a break. So they have the chance to go on a mini holiday from today-sunday morning.It took all I could do to talk them into it & convince them that Gypsy N I ,CC& Rikk-I could take care of the 2 kids and we didn't mind at all. (It gives me n Gypsy a chance to rehurse for when our child is born in 9 months). Sooo they're ready to go n some....people stop by. This is where I get pissy. They saw the bags n the fact that it was clearly just the 2 going and they proceeded to make them feel guilty! Now what that fucking fuck? WHAT? Parents aren't allowed downtime

Everyone Who Is My Friend..
I DROPPED OUT OF THE CONTEST THIS AM BECAUSE IT WAS RIGGED. THE LEADER HAS OVER 8000 PTS. THE TWAT WAFFLE RUNNING THE CONTEST WAS TELLING ME THERE IS NO COMMENT BLOGGERS BEIN USED FUCK THAT. THANKS TO A CERTAIN SOMEONE I REALIZED THAT I DON'T NEED A CONTEST TO TELL ME I AM HOT OR TO PROVE I CAN DO WHAT I AND STILL BE SEXY. SO TO ALL OF YOU THANK YOU IT MEANT ALOT TO ME. *** THANKS TO A VERY SPECIAL FIREFIGHTER*** BTW... the man running the contest said he would love to here your thoughts on the contest. So plz drop him a line and tell him what u feel about cheaters!!!

Life
Its hard sometimes for me to deal with life. It seems like every time I make a mistake, people turn there backs on me. Im bipolar, so I dont make the best choices in the world. Cant help myself. I dont mean to do the things I do, I just do them. All the time its a quick decision and bad judgement, and a few other things that I cant spell :). So I make mistakes mostly small ones. Like I broke up with my girlfriend this week, (and your going to love this one) because she did call me for a couple of days. Now most people would find out why first. Not me. I just ended the realionship. Messed up huh. Her reason was she was filling in at work for a sick co-worker and just hadnt had time. So now Im single and wish I had her back. But she wont talk to me or anything. You would think that she would understand and if she didnt at least talk to me and find out. Nope. Like I said every time I make a mistake no one wants to forgive me. Its not like there big things. Just little dumb ones.

Crowns Of Roses
Crowns of Roses A rose has thorns that prick and abuse the flesh but the enchantress is there to court . . . A poplin breeze languishes on the branches of a seasoned oak tree beneath its unmolested oasis a child waits in dewy grass her face saturated from tears of pristine morning anxiety. Mother said he wouldn’t come any more- or hurt her again but he came last night Jesus fondled her with filthy hands. She wears a frazzled crown as a infected tan hat a hand-me-down. Her thoughts are intermingled and her words way beyond her age. Jesus is a friend of her mothers he has lengthily wooly ginger hair and is bony and tall. His breathe smells of beer and musty bread - when his tongue plays hide and seek inside her mouth she protests the plague that spreads to her tummy. Beneath the Oak she angles her head- in her hands and envisions a little mahogany boy a thousand miles away. A crown is for king

3/22/07
Oh boy today has not been productive at all. I sat around the pc all damn day and also did laundry but thats about it. I'm waiting for my hubby to get home from community service and he won't get home until after 11pm. I made a few new friends here on CT (thanks btw) today and they all seem pretty cool. I am more than happy to have new friends. Gotta love 'em! Lol.

In The Corner
lol i'll keep to myself i'll be in the corner if anyone wants to play i'll be that drunk sitting in the corner alone waveing my dick and taking pics lol like the ones i posted in desnutz and i 'll be there drinking with the devil and granting his wishes cause thats what jinns do. wich is why i guess im a loner party on tappers and send a drink my way once in a while. well i got to figure out whats up with this weekend i most likely will be right here in my corner lmfao dont bring any light when you stop back in my corner cause us creatures of the night hate it.. its not that bad back here i got all the room i need to strech out relax and look at women without pissing ppl off. i can flirt with them in my head and at the end of the day while they leave with a man that call them the next day i know it was me they wanted to go home with lmfao... well gotta get another drink till later yall

Tonight.....one Night
Kiss me as if tomorrow I will die Enlighten me like Arabian moon in the sky Freshen my breath with your womanly scent Let's make tonight a wonderful night Dance for me my erotic lover Take pride in the sensual specie you are Show me your most erotic charms Be my lover put an end to my desire Dance seductively, flaunt your nakedness Seduce me my sweet erotic lover Translate your passion in seductive motion Grind down on my hips and love me tonight Taunt me my erotic lover Make me beg, make me scream Fuel my intense desire Show me your way to arouse my hunger Make love to me pluck me gently As if there was no other.

Fuck Off Goodbye...
Shameful You should have ran for days You embrace you betray I am sick to say You're a sad cliché But when you ran you tripped and fell On a path that lead you straight to hell This is my salt in your wounds This is my "I TOLD YOU SO" If You Knew What I Know Would You Move Like You Do? With malicious Discontent You went about hell-bent to destroy But did you have a reason why? [Chorus:] Here's to lowering caskets Of old friends Choice and consequence We'll birth a new day With the death of an old and Start over, Start over. Here's To Burying Hatchets Of Those Who You'd Never Call Your Friend.. We'll Birth A New Day With The Death Of An Old Day And.. Start Over! Start Over! Can You Breathe In Reach And Let It Out Thee Evil Inside that's eating you out tonight With Every Venomous Move I Will Suck You Up And Spit You Get Out Of My Life, Get Out Of My Sight! [Chorus] You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Don't Act Like Your Ashamed You Let Yourself G

Going To Niagara Falls
So I am going to my parents this weekend. I havent seen them since Jan. but that is to kinda cool waters prior to telling them what may go on Tues. I have always been the type to keep things to me and kinda keep to myself about personal health matters. they know my diabetes is bad and i told them im a candidate for the pump... but i didnt actually tell them that tues he might just give it to me. with how my sugars run high as they do, there is a high possibility of the issue of me getting sick (shock) and i didnt really want to worry them with it. They have far more worries than that to have on their mind. I have some really good friends who say its going to be ok. but honestly im scared out of my damn mind. more so the last few days. like shakey panicing,the I cant breathe kinda butterfly in my stomach crap. Not really wanting to eat or hungry and i attribute that to the fear that has been sinking in . yes it will change me for the better, and i will be able to regain alot of thin

Skinny Puppy - Who's Laughing Now?
broken alice holy pat on the back and back and back force open wide no way back she whispered lizard kiss rhtetoric bitch pass on answering psycho babble with no security power escapes to the toilet room in the lew of its own reflection she really knocks me out she sits she pukes her point whoever will listen paranoid doubts shes really rocked out she moves her mouth fault pat on the back and back and pat on the back and force it she sits she listens she moves her mouth she sits she pukes its her fault whatever intelligence fault push down with the purest crystal around push it in whisper name feel it a double weighed out games invoke she mixes knowing that all wont upset herself lizard kiss strung out break mutilate all they see on the neck in and over top of what appears to be real chill and tempt eye no time to see reality broken alice

H W: What Is The American Indian Movement? (thanks Paha Sapa)
h w: What is the American Indian Movement? (Thanks Paha Sapa) WHAT IS THE AMERICAN INDIAN MOVEMENT? Things will never be same again and that is what the American Indian Movement is about ... They are respected by many, hated by some, but they are never ignored ... They are the catalyst for Indian Sovereignty ... They intend to raise questions in the minds of all, questions that have gone to sleep in the minds of Indians and non-Indian alike ... From the outside, AIM people are tough people, they had to be ... AIM was born out of the dark violence of police brutality and voiceless despair of Indian people in the courts of Minneapolis, Minnesota ... AIM was born because a few knew that it was enough, enough to endure for themselves and all others like them who were people without

Rachel Is Nearly At Her Goal -- Please Help Just A Little Bit More!!
Ladyrayray@ CherryTAP had posted a blog not too long ago pleading for rates to help her level up because she wants to create a lounge, but she has to be at a level 10 in order to do that. I rated her all that I could and suggested that (since I have over 700 stashes, 300 pics, 10 categories of blogs, etc.) that she might want to rate mine to help her level up a little faster. She quickly rated everything and I gave her a platinum cherry for all of her hard work to do all those ratings. Some of you folks have come to the aid; one person has even bought her a 7-day blast which has helped a lot!!! Thank you ever so much!!!! Now she is merely about 5,900 away from being a level 10 -- hoorah!!!! Look, folks, she has to really, really, really want to create that lounge, so please let's help her out -- okay???? Thanks, in advance!!! It would be wonderful that she would be able to spend some time this weekend in creating her lounge. Please do what you can to help!! Thank y

Best Spring Tag Contest Now Open Part 2....comment Bombing Ends Today @ 9pm Est***then Moves To Judging
YOU MAY RIP THIS TAG >>CLICK THE THUMB NAIL PART 2of BEST SPRING TAG CONTEST Time to comment bomb the BEST spring tag.... Part 2 FROM SAT. MARCH 24TH @ 5:40PM EST CONTEST WILL OPEN FOR COMMENT BOMBING AND YOU MAY BOMB YOUR SELF.. until March 29 @ 9:00 pm est NO AUTO BOMBING... RULES 1. No Auto Bombing anyone found auto bombing entry will be deleted 2. No Down Grading 3. Everyone may comment bomb even your own when comments are a aloud. 4. There will be 3 parts to the contest 5. Judges are not aloud to rate or comment at all Prizes 1st Place Corvette + Trophy 2nd Place Motorcycle + Trophy 3rd Place Diamond Ring + Trophy 4th & 5 th Place Romantic Dinner Prizes my go up depending on votes LETS ALL HAVE FUN & GOOD LUCK Frenchkisses "~Just Meee™~'' ~BabyDoll~* ~MysticSnowTiger™~ swiftsixtynine Shelle "DJ Tree'' "Outlaw CowGirl'' "OceanLove'

What Kind Of Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test

More 10 Things In Life You Control
7. The environment you live in: Your house, the condition of your home, the town you live in, the amenities available to you are all things you can control, although some to a lesser degree )i.e., you decide to tolerate them or move someplace else). 8. Your fiscal situation: Having or not having enough money is a factor of what you make versus what you spend. 9. Your time: You choose how to "spend" your time and how much of your time to give to various activities. You'll never get more time than the 24 hours you're given each day. 10. Your legacy: All your actions, words, and knowledge that you share while you are living become the gift that you leave when you are gone. Finally. that's all folks

Michael
Michael didn't have to tell me that he was from Orange County. I was familiar with the Southern California Chicano presence he exuded at the table. He was talkative, loud, funny and a damn skillful poker player. He watched me closely and understood my betting strategy after a few minutes. He seemed to know the strength of my hands while the cards were in play. When he spoke, I replied to his comments in the standard Mexican ghetto style humor that I had learned while living in and around the barrios for forty years. I made him laugh. Poker is a brutal game. It's a dogfight, with money being the blood and "broke" being the kill. But something strange happened that day. With two kings on the board, Michael announced, "I know you have trip kings, and the best hand checks to you as a courtesy." I would have called a bet and maybe raised it if he hadn't said anything, but I accepted his offer of a free showdown. He had the other king with paired aces. The pot was his. I'

How To Recover Disk Space On Your Pc
Reader Leo writes: Lately I notice that Windows tells me i have low disk space quite often. When I start my computer I might have 800MB of free space, but after a few hours I get a warning from Windows and my drive shows less than 200MB of free space. Could this be a virus? Many people don't realize that Windows makes prodigious use of your hard drive, even if you aren't installing new programs or creating new files. Through temporary files and the notorious swap file (the repository of "virtual memory" for when you run out of RAM). Want to see how big it is in the flesh? Just look on the C: drive (in the root folder) for "pagefile.sys." My pagefile.sys is 1.5GB in size. I'll discuss how to change this in a moment. But anyway, no, you don't have a virus. You're a victim of not having a big enough hard drive. Let's start with how to attack this problem the easy way. First, let's try to clear off some space. You can start by getting rid of any files you don't need (got any old podc

Sex Versus Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down Love is larger than life Sex is life itself. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Love is a game of hide and seek Sex is a game with many positions. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is the chill of the wind. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and re miniscene.

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there... I do not sleep. I am the thousand winds that blow... I am the diamond glints on snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain. When you waken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of gentle birds in circling flight... I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry— I am not there... I did not die...

Pineapple Meringue Cake
INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup butter, softened * 1-1/4 cups sugar, divided * 4 eggs, separated * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 cup milk * 3/4 cup chopped walnuts * FILLING: * 1 cup heavy whipping cream * 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 can (8 ounces) crushed pineapple, well drained SERVINGS 10-12 CATEGORY Dessert METHOD Baked PREP 30 min. COOK 20 min. TOTAL 50 min. DIRECTIONS In a small mixing bowl, cream butter and 1/2 cup sugar. Add egg yolks and vanilla; mix well. Combine the flour, baking powder and salt; add to creamed mixture alternately with milk. Spread batter over the bottom of two greased and floured 9-in. round baking pans (batter will be about 1/4 in. thick); set aside. In another mixing bowl, beat egg whites on medium speed until soft peaks form. Gradually add remai

You, And You Alone
You finally read my blogs, while you did not leave me any feedback, I hope you liked them. My emotions and my words seem to meld into one thought you. I don't know what to say in real life some times. I don't know how to say what I want to. I know this is not love, I don't fall that quickly anymore, I know I could love you. And I hope that you could eventually love me. I'm scared at times to tell you how I am feeling, not sure if you want to know, or not sure if it will freak you out. You are what I want, and what gets me through my day. I don't mind not seeing you everyday. When I do it is amazing. I get excited when I am going to see you. It is this feeling I have not had since I was in Highschool. You and I are so alike, that it scares me, how we can maybe help each other achieve each others goals. I'll be there for you whenever you need me to. And I hope that you will return the favor. I hope when I graduate college you are there with signs cheering me on as I grab m

R.i.p. Adam Michael (time To Show Booboo Our Love)
I wanted to ask you all to please pray for my family. I got a call today that Adam Michael my Step sisters baby passed away this morning from Sids.If you would please take a few minutes and lift my family in prayer. My step sister Erin is not doing well at all. Adam would of been 3 months old next week. This is really sad for all of us. Im shocked and stunned right now. You think this can never happen to you. Please do me one favor right now love your children. Hug them and Kiss them. Much Love to you..BooBoo Booboo is asking us to Please use this tag on Wednesday for the funeral. You may rip it here.

Working On Profile
Hey There...I just wanted you all to know I am working on my profile still. I have many more things I am going to add, looking for a host right now, I have an awesome 3m Speed Racer (remix) I want you all to hear when you visit. {Giggles} I am so proud of it. This stuff is time consuming + I can't get my yard mowed {which I should be doing right now} however; I'm here playing...Oh-h and I have a sink of dishes too. {Giggles} I am a Wonder Woman FAN & collector, I also have a secret signature. I hope to make you laugh or at least smile. All my pictures tell a story, it may be vague but once you get to know me, you will know exactly what I am keystroking about. {Giggles} 1 April is my 15 year Wedding Anniversary! I have met some really FUN & swell people here at CherryTap!~ Ten of my online friends,I have known over a year. They truly know me. "I Love You Guys!" Ha Ha Ha I really enjoy leaving picture comments on my friends, family & fans profile. {Giggles} I want more

Conflict Diamonds
the things we take for granted are worshipped by those who can't have them slaves to these things we buy and love diamonds, technology, clothes slaves everywhere being taking hostage some against there will some to protect their familys we have a disease it needs to be cut off at the head buried and dead exonerated from life compiled of lives and death the bloodshed spreads through siera leonee to many nations people being killed with no hesitation the pain of their lives bleed through this pen when i write these rhymes maybe one day one line could save a life i ain't holding out hope becuase for all we know it will continue through out the times every slave should have came equiped with a nine to protect and serve but they live to serve and burn for the greed i say its time we take heed to the things we really need in life a education on the real and ingorance of the fake because at the end of the day we all contemplate our own fate

Old Mans Confession
An elderly man walks into a al. The following conversation ensues: Man: "I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitchhiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times." Priest: "Are you sorry for your sins?" Man: "What sins?" Priest: "What kind of a Catholic are you?" Man: "I'm Jewish." Priest: "Why are you telling me all this?" Man: "I'm 92 years old .... I'm telling everybody.

Downrater
It would seem we have a dumb fuck in the equation and you know who you are. Yes it would appear some one has taken it upon them selves to break one of the rules of the contest. Down rating,Hmmm,That was real fucking mature.If you have any clue who this maybe then speak up.It is Bull shit and you know it.So from here on out ratings no longer apply and if this pisses any one off then fuck you and have a nice day.This was supposed to be a friendly contest and if any more childish shit occurs then I pull the plug.Points be damned.And to those of you who are innocent I apologize for the dumb ass who triggered this note. THE THE RULES 1~ No down rating please,we will find out who is the down rater as we did before,and any contestant friend of the down rater will be deleted. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ Good sportsmanship are a must! AND AS A REMINDER TO ALL CONTESTANTS AND THEIR FRIEND I WROTE IT AS A CAPTION BELLOW ALL CONTESTANTS

Viagra Lmao (make Sure Your Date Shows Up )
A middle-aged guy went to his doctor and asked for a prescription of the strongest Vagra available because he had got two young nymphomaniacs staying at his house for a few days. Later that week he went back to the doctor and asked for painkillers. "What's the problem?" asked the doctor. "Is your weenie in that much pain?" "No," said the guy. "It's for my wrists, the girls never showed up.""

If Only Once
If Only Once... I write this poem for the woman that I feel but can never see I know the tears I shed are twice the pain I sense is combined You're already inside my heart and yet I do not know you... Where are you such a redunant question which I know you ask as well when can I ever see you be near you when can this torment stop? I always think you are near me but yet my sadness grieves our distance I'm so afraid to miss you out there that I would endure a lifetime of loneliness if only to meet you, my love my idyllic, sensual concubine if only, once Where are you can you feel me need you needing the invisible the phantom lover I am warmed by the fires of your gentle, kind soul yet I have not caressed your skin or looked deep into your eyes if only I could... if only once Could I see you stand up to me and fall in love with me this man who has loved others but never those who have loved him do I dare believe in such miracles are the fates

Devirginized!
So here I am on the tap. This is now the 3rd space that I am on including Myspace, and Tagged. My friend Angel invited me here. I am looking to meet new and exciting people. However, I only am looking to meet "real" people. I am not here as personal amusement. I get plenty of that already! And no....it is not masterbation! I just want to meet people that live real lives and still try to make time to have fun in life, as I do. So if ya wanna let me know that real people still exist, drop me a line! And to all the "honeys", pics are NOT worth a thousand words. A thousand words is worth that much! So as much as I enjoy a beautiful pic, I far more enjoy a good conversation! Take care to all the tap..we will talk more soon. TTFN!

Freedom's Call
FREEDOM'S CALL They are called to be in uniform, To serve both day and night. Protecting our great country, To fight the valiant fight. To rescue us from danger, At home, across the sea. Brave and special people, Who keep our nation free. And together on a mission our heroes, they are there. Every color, every creed, with freedom's light to share. And day by day, step by step, All for one and one for all. Our heroes stand together strong, To answer freedom's call.

So Sexy Hot!
These are my BEST FRIENDS! So be sure to add them, rate them and Fan them! Thesepeople are all unique in thier own way! and some of the sweetest ppl I know! Muah! xoxox - Get Your Own Playfulgod(I Love you baby!) þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï· ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥@ CherryTAP Gaz~Freaks & Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP ~Shell~F&G Family~@ CherryTAP

My Desert Rose...tara
You bring wonders to my life and make it worth living in its entirety. The imprints your kisses left on my soul keeps the flame of passion burning in me. The heat is always at its peak like the heat in the desert from the sun at high noon. It makes the camel dry of thirst after hours of long walk in an endless dune. Years are counted before rain falls to satisfy the parched desert sand. I will wait forever for the rain to come until forever is gone. I will love this desert rose, with all that i am and all that I have..because....she is Tara

Cherry Tap Hubby Apply Here...guys Only Pls
ME AND MY PARTNER IN CRIME ARE LOOKING FOR A CHERRYTAP HUBBY FOR ME IN ORDER TO BECOME MY CT HUBBY YOU MUST ANSWER TEN QUESTIONS AND ME AND HER BOTH HAVE TO AGREE ON WHO WILL BE MY CT HUBBY.... IF YOU WANNA APPLY FOR MY CT HUBBY YOU MUST ANSWER ALL TEN QUESTION HONESTLY AND SEND IT TO ME IN A PRIVITE MESSAGE AND BY FRIDAY ON MY PROFILE WILL BE MY CT HUBBY AND HE WILL ALSO HAVE TO PUT ME ON HIS PROFILE AS HIS CT WIFE... QUESTIONS ARE.... 1) DO YOU LIVE WITH MOMMY OR NO? 2) ARE YOU ALREADY MARRIED ON CT OR HAVE A CT MARRIAGE? 3)WHAT ARE YOUR BEST FEATURES? 4)WHAT MAKES YOU A GOOD CHOICE TO BE MY CT HUBBY? 5) WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE MY CT HUBBY? 6) IF YOUR PICKED TO BE MY CT HUBBY CAN YOU AND WILL YOU BE FAITHFUL AS MY CT HUBBY? 7)ARE YOU WILLING TO GO THREW MY PARTNER IN CRIME FOR APPROVAL? 8)IF YOU WERE TO BE CHOSEN AS MY CT HUBBY HOW WOULD YOU MAKE OUR CT MARRIAGE LAST? 9)WHAT MAKES YOU A GOOD CANDIDATE? 10)How many gifts are you willing to provi

To All My Family, Friends And Fans!
Although I may not get to you today, I will get to you another day, Life has a way to take away my time to play, but i'm here to stay so don't go away! I am just posting this blog to let you all know I am here and I do try to post to everyone but there are so many and much to do. Then there is life outside the box. In which there is such a thing you know lol. Anywho, don't want anyone thinking I have forgot about them it is just hard getting to everyone everyday or even sometimes every week. Thank you for still being there and stopping by! I will be by your place soon! ~Sweet*Angel*Love~ To All!

Just Me
1. What is your full name?....Fredrick Mason Devaul 2. When is your Birthday?....July 17 3. What is your e-mail address?...bun.jr@hotmail.com 4. Do you smoke?....Yes 5.How many sexuall partners have you had?...Enough to gain experience 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many?....no not really 7. Can you cook?....Yuppers...and good at it too 8. What was your dream growing up?....To be a Chef 9. What talent do you wish you had?....Drawing 10. Favorite place?....Upper Canada Bird Sanctuary 11. Favorite vegetable?....Brussel Sprouts 12. What was the last book you read?....At the Stroke of Madness...Alex Kava 13. What zodiac sign are u ?....Cancer 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?...1 Tattoo 15. Worst Habit?....Smoking 16. Do we know each other outside of myspace?....Who are you? 17. What is your favorite sport?....Hockey Eh!! 18. Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?....None of your fucking business

Painting
I remember the time when I was able to relax and chill a lot more than I do now. Ever since I bought a house it really seems that my time is not my own anymore. Don't get me wrong though, I love improving the house but it really seems like a never ending struggle. I miss the days of calling the apt manager to come and fix whatever. Well I'm off to paint the first of many many rooms. *grin* Da-PatPat

Leaving For Vacation!
Hey everyone I'm leaving Saturday morning on vacation. I will have a laptop with me but I dont know how much I will be online. Ill try to check in atleast one time daily. Ill miss yall! xoxoxoxo

Craving
damn just sitting here and fucking craving something from the past that i have never gotten out of my system...i wanna go back!!!looks can be deceiving, so dont let me fool you...i always get what i want when i want it and it wont change now...fuck all the mother fuckers that dont understand.... ITS RUNNING THROUGH YOUR VEINS!!!

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (1)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 1. The time we moved the cubicle ... Many years ago, back before every cubicle had network connectivity, a co-worker seemed to enter the office on auto-pilot. Coffee cup in one hand, NY Times in the other, the routine never varied. He never said hello at this point - just sat down and drank his coffee. We joked to each other - is he conscious? He was dressed and HAD made it in. One week, it got to us. After some careful observation, we concluded that his body took the necessary number of steps to his cube by force of habit. We decided to test our theory. Coming in earlier than usual, we moved everything from his desk to an adjoining, empty cube - one past his actual cube. And we waited. He came in as usual, went to his cube and sat down. We sat very quietly, industriously working. After about one minute he stood up and said "OK, this is funny - but where is my cube?" This man

Laying On Its Frame Come Look!!!!!
Well i got the pictures up of my trucks front end laying on it's front crossmember or "layin frame" no baggs yet cause we broke a strut and had to order a new one today but hopefully by Monday or so!!! Go take a look the front bumper is sitting just 3 inches off the ground and we had to flatten the factory tires to get it that low ... so i am still woundering how the guys are going to fit the 20's under there. well go take a look at the pics they are in my Baby's folder LOL!!!

I Need, I Want
I want you to hold me Like you mean to I want you to kiss me Like you have to I want you to love me Like it is in your heart to love me I need you to like me Like you mean to I need you to laugh at me Like you have to I need you to love me Like it is in your heart to love me I want you to ask me to marry you Because it’s what your soul wants you to do I want you to keep me forever Because it’s what your heart wants you to do I want you to love me Like it is in your heart to love me I need you to love me for always Because we deserve it I need you to want me As much as I need you Because it’s what our hearts want From each other

You Are Invited To Another Ct Wedding.
rosie...CT Wife To Rob :-)' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-30 18:28:50'.. You Are Invited To Another CT Wedding...Jennifer & Ken Jennifer & Ken wish to invite you all to the happiest day of their lives THEIR CT WEDDING Please join Jennifer & ken and help them start the new begining of their new lives Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com And then join them for some good cake and champange And sorry guys but thats as far as u all go hehe Plzz join us friends and make this moment special for us. Thank you, Jennifer & Ken originally posted by Rosie

Society Standards
Children, children, stop fighting and come sit in a circle around me. It's time for Unkie Nicks' Story/Moral Time! I know you're excited, and you've got reason to be. This one's here to teach you a little something about yourselves. Everything in this world has so much to do with looks, it's actually quite sickening to me honestly. People everywhere are very judgemental based on what a person looks like. I suppose I can chalk it up to human nature, but I'm not quite sure what heading that would fall under. Shallow perhaps? Yes, that's perfect. So many of us "judge a book by its cover" and place a label on people the second we lay eyes on them. Sometimes positive, sometimes negative, that's just many people happen to be. Now, I'm not saying to never judge someone, because you'll do it involuntarily and won't be able to stop yourself anyway. Here's some advice for all of us: Ladies So much emphasis has been placed on being "Little Miss Priss" that the standards for beco

The Lighthouse
The Lighthouse by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow The rocky ledge runs far into the sea, and on its outer point, some miles away, the lighthouse lifts its massive masonry, A pillar of fire by night, of cloud by day. Even at this distance I can see the tides, Upheaving, break unheard along its base, A speechless wrath, that rises and subsides in the white tip and tremor of the face. And as the evening darkens, lo! how bright, through the deep purple of the twilight air, Beams forth the sudden radiance of its light, with strange, unearthly splendor in the glare! No one alone: from each projecting cape And perilous reef along the ocean’s verge, Starts into life a dim, gigantic shape, Holding its lantern o’er the restless surge. Like the great giant Christopher it stands Upon the brink of the tempestuous wave, Wading far out among the rocks and sands, The night o’er taken mariner to save. And the great ships sail outward and retur

The Freedom In Knowing
Body restrained - eyes unable to see Fingers and mouths enveloping me Sucking and biting, the harder the better My body is hot, my darkness is wetter Before I know it someone’s deep inside I move my body and relish the ride I haven’t a clue who this lover might be Never felt so alive, never felt so damned free Somewhere in the distance I hear someone screaming This is too good to be true I just have to be dreaming Multiple manipulations tasting and touching Hands and fingers probing and clutching Skillfully somebody slips in between Raising me up as if I were a machine Hands spreading my butt cheeks apart Pushing in deep I jump with a start Too much stimulation to wait any longer The orgasmic bliss is getting much stronger Trapped in this orgy with nowhere to run I’m a blood thirsty tigress who now needs to come Lost in lust and perpetual pleasure My body is like a new found treasure Open-mindedness can take you far There’s a freedom in knowing just who

Ok U Wanna Know What Its About If You Dont Figure It Out By Reading It
when i wake up at 9am theres rap when im eatingtheres rap when im stoned theres rap idc if you play it just y so loud thank u thats all for now DEAL WITH IT!!!!!

$$$$$$$$$$$
Don’t care about your 2 cents; I don’t deal in pennies Unless you can spew at least $20 don’t even talk to me Best be fresh, crisp and legit I’ll spot your counterfeit like it came from monopoly I come in denominations so high they don’t even print the currency An abundant and consistent flowing current of hydro-electricity You’re dismal, dim, dumb, deaf, blind, dwindling and ugly A walking apology; you’re so fucking sorry There’s a really good fucking chance that I do not like you But I do fear when you bite off more then you can chew Even as you shit yourself trying to kick up a clue I should just let you drown in a pool of your own drool I’ve started so I can’t stop until the point is moot Continue to infect until the case is acute Start a pandemic of bleeding fools Lined up rows of eager food

Marty...
so why is it that someone can pour their heart and soul into someone and have that someone profess to love you and want to b with you and then turn around and not b there for you when you need them the most...and then say such painful things like they have better things to do with their life then think and dwell on you...how is it that some men can have no feelings at all?

Nothing Like A Blonde Scorned .....
She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates, and suitcases. On the second day she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table. Lit the candles, put on some soft background music and feasted on a lb of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of chardonnay. when she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. She cleaned up the kitchen and left When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly the house began to smell....... They tried everything, cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out. vents were checked for dead rodents and the carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,during which they had to move out for a few d

Danger!!!?
Danger, the word alone arises a passion, Of a unsure situation, with passionate Interaction In this dismal world it is a pleasant escape Enthralled by unknown, seduced by it's gape Its tempting gaze, Its seductive mystique This Pandora's box, We must take a peek.

Current News
I know that many of you are anxiously awaiting to hear news of the outcome of my latest court battle.Since it was held in another state and I was not present I am currently awaiting news myself.The Govenors office is working hard to get me information so that I do not have to wait for another 30 days to find out the courts decision . This was about a modification to my child support.I was trying to get it raised.It went to court in another state.I had an attorney from that state represent me and my children at my states request.The ex was supposed to be present at this hearing due to it being in his home state.It is not known at this time if he was there. The hearing was on March 29th,2007.My representative in the Govenors office said it could take as long as 10 days to get it drafted on the other states end and a total of 30 days before we got the court order here.He is diligently working to get as much information for me as he can before the 10 days.The information that we

So Tired Of Pain
I wake up each day regretful. Regretful that my eyes even opened. Im so tired of all the chaos. Im tired of always coping. My life seems like a mistake to me when I think about the past. So many regrets and not enough joys. How long does misery last? I need to find an escape for me to break away for good. See everything is hard right now and if I knew what to do, I would. The anguish for the losses and tears. The laughter that hasnt been heard. The suffering for the wasted years. The silence in an unspoken word. My eyes are tired and seen too much. I just want to fade away. Close them for the permanance. Will tomorrow be ok?

Things My Mother Taught Me
Things my mother taught me 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10

The Origin Of April Fool's Day
The Origin of April Fool's Day The origin of April Fool's Day remains clouded in obscurity. Basically no one knows exactly where, when, or why the celebration began. What we do know is that references to 'All Fool's Day' (what April Fool's Day was first called) began to appear in Europe during the late Middle Ages. All Fool's Day was a folk celebration and elite participation in it was minimal (which is why it's so difficult to trace the exact origin of the day, because the people celebrating it back then weren't the kind of people who kept records of what they did). But what is clear is that the tradition of a day devoted to foolery has ancient roots. As we look back in time we find many ancient predecessors of April Fool's Day. Ancient Roots Throughout antiquity numerous festivals included celebrations of foolery and trickery. The Saturnalia, a Roman winter festival observed at the end of December, was the most important of these. It involved dancing, drinking, and general

Erotica: Pics
As we talked about, you got the hotel room ready for my arrival. After a 12 hour drive, all I want to do is pass out as I spill into the room, the suitcase, laptop camera and camcorder in tow. Most if it winds up on the floor next to the door as I collapse on the bed. It's hard as nails, but having sat in a car for the past 1000 miles, it's pretty comfy. I wake to the phone ringing. My 10 am wake up call. I roll off the bed and head to the shower. 30 minutes later, I begin unloading the hardware. The laptop goes on the table, camcorder tripod off to the side, digital camera next to the bed along with the camcorder. The iPod and speakers go on the other side of the bed. After a bit, it's all set. I give you the call. The exact time that we planned. 3 rings on the phone before I hang up. You're on your way. When you arrive, knock once, as we planned. I stand at the door, my heart pounding, my hand shaking with excitement. Digital camera in hand, I stand with the door between

04-04-2007
Hello all! Today was Dem's first true counseling session.Two hours of talking to him, then talking to me, then talking to us together. I think that it went well. I don't think he'll be going long though. He seemed totally unimpressed with the whole scene. I think in his mind he would go there, and they would have the answers to all his problems. And we know that isn't true. A side note...When we originally made the appointment, they just raved how the counselor was very successful with teens, and seemed to understand them well. So I'm expecting a mid thirties mom type, whose kids eep her up on what is happening. We get there, and this tall, absolutely gorgeous woman greets us. The first thig i thought was "Now I know why all the teen boys like her" lol. The new garage door and opener is up and installed. Very nice job, looks great. If I get time, I want to tear down cabinets in there that the previous owner had put in. They were the old ones from inside, and it was a nic

Sexxy Lady Contest Starts Tommorrow Morning At 9 Am
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments 9th Lady is...... with 1 comments 10th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Kentucky Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunkKentucky FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught peeing ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Kentucky FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Kentucky FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. (true story) ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Kentucky FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Kentucky FRIENDS: laugh at you. ------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Kentuc

Which Egyptian Goddess Is In Your Soul ( With Beautifull Pictures And A Myth With Each Outcome)
Which Egyptian Goddess is in your Soul ( WITH BEAUTIFULL PICTURES and a myth with each outcome) The goddess in your soul is Bast. She is the protector of all animals especially cats. People say that when they discovered her temple in Heliopolis there were a huge ammount of cats in it. She is represented as a cat herselve too. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Blah
well after sleeping like 14 hrous i dont feel as upset about things as i did, but i still feel like shit. I dont know why i just get like this sometimes, its like when things come to a good point i do my best to fuck it up, but you know thats just dez. oh well. gonna go lay back down, maybe just sleep the rest of today away.

Sexy Lips Contest
OK PEOPLE SHOW ME THE LOVE AND RATE AND COMMENT ME IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST.. THE LAST SEXY LIPS CONTEST I WAS IN I WON... LETS SEE IF MY LIPS CAN TAKE THE HEAT AGAIN :-)!! COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT!! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL HERE IS THE LINK

Just Getting Here...
Hello everyone, Thank you for accepting me and welcoming me into this site... I am off to a slow start but will add more as I can... Keep checking back as it developes into something worth sharing...Sincerely Anna aka Minx

Happy Freakin Easter
ok Every One Happy easter LoL adn little easter humer joke Why Did The Easter Bunny Hide Its Eggs?? For Answer Look On Bottem LoL Get more at MyToolSpace.com Get more at MyToolSpace.com Answer= He Didnt Want People Knowing He Was Screwing The Chicken

Easter Thoughts
I have a friend who does not color Easter eggs. I think because she does not condone the Christian implication. I on the other hand feel weird if I don't color eggs. It is something we did when I was a child, and, yes it did at that time have Christian overtones. We went to church (Sunrise and regular) and sang "Halleluiah" at the top of our lungs. I had a child. She and I have awesome memories of coloring eggs and easter even w/out the whole church "thing." It is her favorite holiday. Stolen from the pagan rituals easter symbolizes birth, harmony and renewal. Peace everyone!!

I Am Coming Home - A Wonderful Tribute To Our Troops
This video nearly brought a tear to my eyes. Please watch it and take it all in. Neal ''I Am Coming Home'' Inspires the Hearts of Patriotic HeroesAdd to My Profile | More Videos

~crying~
My emotions are stirring inside of me like a whirlwind blowing I have a yearning that is in my heart and a fear in my soul Why do I always find myself alone in this big world I have so much love to offer someone that is special to me But I don't think the feeling is mutual So I will cry myself asleep once again And force myself to get up in the morning with a smile on my face If I did not hurt so much, I would not know that I was alive at all

A Taste For Jade
I'm standing at the registration desk of the hotel we agreed upon, a small bag in my hand. I didn't pack much, as you requested. I don't think I'll need much else, this weekend, do you? The woman returns with my credit card and hands me a slip of paper. "You have a message, ma'am." I open the paper and read: "Jade...here are your instructions: Leave a key to your room in an envelope with my name on it at the Front Desk. Get to your room. Shower quickly. Lay naked on the bed, legs spread WIDE, and wait for me. Do nothing else. Hurry." My stomach flips as I read your note. What have I gotten myself into? As I crumble the paper, mindlessly searching for a trashcan, I realize that my entire body is flushed, warm, tingling. It begins. I quickly take the elevator up to my room, drop my small bag on the floor and hop into the shower, remembering your words. I'm so aroused already that I'm tempted to linger a bit, but I don't want you to catch me in here (God only knows what you wo

Can I Enlighten You?
It was a drizzly and windy night outside. As we dined, I marveled at how the evening was progressing. The conversation in person had been altogether different from what I had imagined and even more different from our online and phone chats. He was indeed witty in a subtle way and had managed to speak to me not in a condescending manner, but as I imagined myself...an intelligent woman. Our table was in a secluded corner of the restaurant overlooking the river. Boats slowly passed ... trying to find their marinas as the storm lashed at them. Thru the windows, their lights looked musical as the rain ran down the glass, making them seem to undulate along the river. As the lightning flashed, I looked at his eyes and saw a gentleness and kindness that had first drawn me to him. Seated next to him...he had been very insistent that we sit next to, not facing....I felt a canny comfort emanating from him as more lightning flashed. Seeing me look at him, he leaned over and whispered in my

Serenity
Picture yourself near a stream in the White Mountains. Birds are softly chirping in the cool, crisp mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. YOU are in total seclusion from that place called the world. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of SERENITY. The water is clear. You can easily see the face of the person you are holding under water. There now, feel better?

She Belongs
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by

That's It, I'm Moving
alright, i just received a text from someone who i thought wanted to date me and shit, but you know what. She text me(forget fucking calling me)to tell me we should be friends. I hate ths sorry state(sorry to those of you whole like texas). I"m gonna sell my shit, and I'm moving back to florida. I'm tired of dating, trying to get out of debt and everything else. I'm just gonna stick with alcohol, music and that's it. Hell, I couldn't get laid if i wanted to. I'm better off alone and.......I don't know. I'm out, laterz Redneck

Thank You Thank You Thank You
THANK TO ALL THAT BOMBED ME IN THE MORPH CONTEST,IT WAS GREATLY APPRECIATED !! ** I WON WITH 16,430 RATES/COMMENTS ** SPEICAL THANKS TO "MORBID PRINCESS" FOR RUNNING A GREAT CONTEST. ALSO VERY SPECIAL THANK YOU BORICUA DADDY AND BLAZE ESPECIALLY.. YOU TWO BOMBED ME THE MOST !! MAD LUV A XOXOXOO

Her Love Sweet Kisses
her love sweet kisses, real kisses the real feel of love feel on, feed on the real feel of love below me above me behind me all around me heart starts to pound walls all come down as passion surrounds i get high - i fall down i'm so glad you're around i land on the ground as your arms surround me and save me again and again... through a cycle of passion through a cycle of pain whatever will we do whatever may we gain the heat never wavers your love's always safe you're such a lovely neighbor don't ever go away...

Warning To All My Friends!!!!!
Please be advised that I have a stalker. I hope that all of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am and hope you choose not to believe in the lies that this person is spreading. He has already contacted some of you and for this I am truely sorry. Since this individual can no longer get to me he is after those who I hold dearest to my heart, my friends! Please feel free to ask me if you have questions and hope that you will all help me as I get through this. The names this stalker goes by on CT: tommy_vercetti & zuesprof

Tears Of Rain
RAIN DROPS FALL ON OUR FACES AS WE WALK THRU THE NIGHT WONDERING WHY SHOULD I LIVE, WHY SHOULD I LOVE, IS THERE NO ONE OUT THERE?AS WE TURN AROUND THE CORNER OUR EYES MEET AS THE RAIN DRIPS FROM OUR HAIR ONTO OUR FACES STARING EACH OTHER IN THE EYES THINKIN WHERE HAVE U BEEN ALL MY LIFE ALL OUR LIFE WE HAVE BEEN DIRECTED IN THE WRONG PATH WE WERE RIGHT HERE JUST NEEDED TO BE DIRECTED TO EACH OTHER TO HAVE FOUND EACH OTHER WAS WORTH THE WAITIN AND ALMOST GIVING UPRAIN DROPS FALL ON OUR FACES AS WE TALK THRU THE NIGHT

Mmmhmm, Bye, Bye
Mmmhmm, bye, bye How do you love someone That hurts you oh so bad With intentions good Was all he ever had But how do I let go when I've Loved him for so long and I've Given him all that I could Maybe love is a hopeless crime Giving up what seems your lifetime What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye I know now I was naïve Never knew where this would lead And I'm not trying to take away From the good man that he is But how do I let go when I've Loved him for so long and I've Given him all that I could Was it something wrong that we did Because others infiltrated What went wrong with something once so good How do you find the words to say To say goodbye If your heart don't have the heart to say To say goodbye Is this the end are you sure How should you know when you've never been here before It's so hard to just let go When this

Go Show X~dealer Some Major Love!!!
Go show him major love! Rate his profile fan him add him and rate his pics... he totally RAWKS! X~Dealer RAWKS MY SAWKS!!! Eh, go rate this guys new pics...Got several in my "Xdealers Album" that only like 4-5 people have rated, and hardly any comments....I am a very very Random guy, I might randomly buy you a Blast. Who knows. Thanks....XD‡ XDEALER ® ™...@ CherryTAP >

Offered You
My world it was a shamble My world it was a mess and to all of this a few can atest but when i am in your arms my world is at rest because you are my Master because you are the best you hold the key which is my heart which i gladly give to thee and that which i give i give so submissively i offered you my heart i offered you my soul i offered you my subbissiveness and with this you took control you light up my days and also my nights within your eyes i see strength and delight I submit to your power and draw from your strenght and look to the days and the time we have spent your control is so powerful that even when not around you still make my heart pound the ties that bind me no one will ever see because they are within you and within my need to please!

My Oat To You Master
You are my Master. My place is by your side. Should you turn to me, I am always ready to listen. Should you lean on me, I am always ready to support you. My Lord, my place is at your feet. I am eager to learn your desires and wishes so I can help bring them alive. Look down upon me and lift my spirits with your love, caring, and guidance. Allow me to rest my head upon your knee so I may share your strength. I am your slave always. These chains, though invisible links, hold strong for they are fortified by respect, love, admiration, and pride I feel in being yours. These feelings were not freely given but easily earned by your personal integrity, honor, kindness, intelligence, creativity, and understanding. I am humbled. I am bound to serve you for my own needs. To please you is now in my blood. May my body serve to please your lust, your passion, your soul. May my mind serve to inspire you. May my soul and spirit share the energy they hold. Every part of me

First Correct Translation Gets A Gift
ale jdìte nález mne do èlen urèitý muèení byt flákání se FIRST TO CORRECTLY TRANSLATE THIS GETS A GIFT here is the translation its in czech COME FIND ME IN THE TORTURE CHAMBER LOUNGE

Sex Survey
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As The Pattern Gets More Intricate And Subtle, Being Swept Along Is No Longer Enough
*When it was over, all I could think about was how this entire notion of oneself, what we are, is just this logical structure, a place to momentarily house all the abstractions. It was a time to become conscious, to give form and coherence to the mystery, and I had been a part of that. It was a gift. Life was raging all around me and every moment was magical. I loved all the people, dealing with all the contradictory impulses - that's what I loved the most, connecting with the people. Looking back, that's all that really mattered. *

Bored As Usual
Hey everyone I'm bored so I'm gonna post a fuckin blog lol! Well my anniversary went really well last night ...didn't have any money but we made it count lol. Also one of his friends' wife works for Avon and she had a customer who never picked up their stuff so they gave it to Kevin to give to me...got some perfume, lip gloss, good stuff! Anywho, umm ya well I guess that's it for now! Have a great day!

Always Grouchy
Grouchy Body: Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also" the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here

Just Something That Was On My Mind
I cut my wrists because I go through so much shit it's not even funny.You may think I have gotten through everything just fine but I guess that just shows you how well i can hide shit from you that i don't want you to see me go through I still do it when i don't get to talk to you for a long time because shit keeps gettin worse on my side of the fuckin world you only know half of what I go through because I don't think you even give a damn most of the fuckin time I already know you don't give a fuck if you don't talk to me or not cause you promise you will and you don't even answer your fuckin phone you say you "love" me and that I "mean" the world to you but all of this fuckin bullshit don't add up to me anyways does it to you?if so I wanna know how it adds up to you I cant stand thinkin about loosing you but if it takes that for you to realize how much you really care so be it that will just show how wrong we were for each other and I know if I didn't love you I wouldn't have stuck a

Renewal And Rest
Renewal and Rest Michael D. Warden Recently someone asked me how I did it. You know that question, right? It comes right after you tell someone about all the dozens of duties and projects and errands and whatnot you have to hustle to get done in your typical week. As soon as you run out of breath from running down the list, their eyes get big and you hear them ask it, right on cue. "Wow! How do you do it?" My honest answer is: I don't. I never get it all done. Ever. Do you? Does anybody? As far as I can tell, lists never end. We all have too much to do, and too little time to do it. And yet, we are convinced that getting it all done really matters, even though we know we probably can't get it all done because there's so much of it, but we try, we have to try, right? So we shorten our sleep, eat on the run, avoid "nonessential" conversations, and live with our Blackberries holstered at the hip like it was the only thing keeping our crazy lives moving. If we could only st

Pervs
These BOYS on CT need a good lesson. All they care about is talking nasty and looking at nudes, but they're not getting that here! After I decline them from looking at my pics they try to talk shit. I'm a married woman I'm not here to look for sex or a man I have that already so fuck off pervs!!! banana_boy2k@ CherryTAP PSEbowhunter2007@ CherryTAP

I Will Be Away For A While....
Last night my mom past away in her sleep. No one is for sure how and why. We are having an autopsy performed to help understand the reason she is leaving us so soon. For this reason, I will not be on here as much for a little while. It is time to visit with my family, arrange dates, and mostly for me... to cope with all of this. I want to thank everyone who is my friend on Cherry Tap and appreciate your kindness. To my close friends ~ thank you for being there for me and being someone I can talk to. :) (XOXOXO Rose and Sam) To Brian ~ You have no idea how much you mean to me. Thank you for letting me release my emotions so early this morning. I will keep in close touch of what is happening. I love you with all my heart baby. Thank you everyone and I will see you guys soon. Lots of love from me and my family, XOXOXOXOXOXOXO ~Kirsten

What Do You Think Of My 2cents?
Reader's Ask , Jade : What is Promiscuity? I like sex , a lot. A lot more than I have it, tragically, and that’s not for lack of opportunity, but, rather, because I have moral preconceptions and perhaps even fears that I just can’t get past ( STDs, my Catholic youth etc ). I’ve said before that anyone can get laid if they set their standards low enough. I still believe that, and doubt that will change anytime soon. But I went and made a comment in response to one of my readers’ comments a couple days ago and have since received an email asking me my definition of promiscuous. That alone would have given me pause for thought, since definitions are generally arbitrary, but the moral semantics of it, that's a different beast altogether. But then the reader went on at length and that then left me utterly flummoxed. This is the hefty tome..... What makes one promiscuous? It seems that promiscuity has a negative connotation; Is this because

Friday
Friday was a long day of sending dirty messages back and forth at work. Focusing became more and more difficult, as I kept getting wetter. I don't know how I managed to wait until we got back to my room… I unlocked the door and we stumbled inside, kissing. I took off my pants as he kicked off his shoes. Pushing me down on the on my bed, he settled between my legs. His tongue worked me slowly. The way he knows I like it. I love being in the angle where I can watch him lick my pussy, it's incredible. He tongued my clit, slowly, softly. The feeling was amazing. I started to lose control. My back arched and all I could do was moan. He pinched my nipples really hard as he ate my pussy and I squirmed and moaned louder. I could feel my juices covering his face when he sped up his pace. He licked faster, applying more pressure on my clit and I loved it. I grabbed his hair and lifted my hips, pushing his tongue into my cunt, grinding into his face and creaming all over him. I g

I'll Wait For You
The snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give

Because I Feel The Need
This is actually something I wrote a while back. Every once in awhile I get in a "private mood" and take it down. But for some reason, I wanted to re-post it today. This is something I wrote to the best friend anyone can ask for..... ________________________________________________ I talked to Caroline today. I plan on seeing her and the kids while I'm in San Diego. And in two weeks, I will pick up your son and help him move all his things into his dorm. I wrote something about you awhile back. For some reason it got deleted along with the rest of my profile when it got hacked. But somebody said something to me today which inspired me to re-write it. Do you remember how we first met? I do. I was a shy, fat 9-year old kid, new to the neighborhood. It wasn't the best of neighborhoods. I was afraid of everything back then for reasons only you know. Afraid of life, afraid of death, afraid of everyone. There was that one day when, more than anything else, I just w

Omg Did You Know?!?!?!?!?!?!
That X~Dealer RAWKS MY SAWKS!! Well he does! He is a totally awesome friend... so if you havnt go rate him, fan him, and add him. After that make him a personal salute! You never know what he will do for you!! X~Dealer Rawks ♥ My ♥ Sawks!!! ♥DJ Paige!! ‡ X DEALER ® ™...@ CherryTAP

Do You Like Playing Doctors And Nurses
NURSE She was young and so sweet, her heart bursting with dreams, She was now a nurse And part of the team She felt smart in her uniform, Blonde curls held with a bow, Determind to learn, Give everything a go. She took him his brekfast, Yhough he just din't look well, She spooned him his food, But over his PJs it all fell. So she decided to wash him, And freshen him up, She tenderly sponged him Rinsed his hair with a cup. She patted hin dry, Felling sad at how ill he appeared, And styled his grey hair Gently propped him up in the bed. When the sister walked in, She was busting with pride, And could not wait to be told, How hard she had tried. But unsure of the silence, She asked " Should i dress him now". "Well No" came the reply. He's been dead for an hour. Copywrited Anne lori Cooper

First One...ripped From Whitephoenix
****Now for something interesting**** ****for those reading this far !!**** ****copy n paste , mail replys **** 1. Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 20.Would y

Lol
last night i had a wicked dream and i woke up ith this stupid saying in my mind... i was here but now im gone i left my home to carry on those who knew me knew me well those who didnt can go to hell now whatever that means or why i was saying it over and over in my mind i have no idea

Love Of Muh Life
this bulletin is for the love of muh life kirstie.....she is the most wonderful beautiful sweetest wife ever an i love her more than life itself...if it wasnt for muh wife kirstie i dont know what i would do i would probably lose it....she has changed me for the better an made me look at life in a whole new way......she has made me a better man an actually made me enjoy life now.....i love her very much an nothin or no one will ever change that.....i love u kirstie

Survey From Fes
1) Are you an Aunt/Uncle? Not biologically. 2) Can you do a cartwheel? I think I'd smack myself in the face with my boobs if I tried. 3) What was the last movie you saw in theaters? No idea. 4) Do you eat vegetables regularly? Yep love veggies 5) If you were going to get a body piercing, where would you get it? Probably my hood 6) Do you consider hanging out with someone of the opposite sex behind your significant others back cheating? No, Sean knows any time I'm spending time with any of my friends, female or male. 7) What is the weather like right at this very moment? Snowing like a bastard! Damn noreasters. 8) What is something that you can't wait for? The 2007 New England Rally! Wewt! 9) How many times have you been to Canada? Bunch! I love Montreal, went to Vancouver a lot when I lived in Wa. 10) Have you ever had a reptile as a pet? Bunch of them! Turtles, geckos, snakes, alligator, all kinds of reptiles. 11) What is your favorite fruit?

The Specialist's Creed
The Creed of the Specialist No one gets away with more than I. I am a NON Non-Commissioned Officer, a beast of burden. As a junior enlisted soldier I realize that I am a member of an under appreciated and much chastized group of soldiers known as the ribcage, or perhaps the pancrease of the Army. I am proud of myself and my fellow Specialists who continue to bitch, whine, and sham until the absolute last second regardless of the mission at hand. I will use my grade and position to avoid responsibility, accountability, and any sense of presence of mind. Ignorance is my watchword. My two best excuses will always be on the tip of my tongue: I didn't know! And It wasn't me!? I will strive to maintain invisibility and unavailability for details. Never ever volunteer for anything is my rallying cry. I am aware of my role as a SPC or SPC (P) and if you need me for anything, I'll be on appointment. I know the other soldiers, and I will always refer to them by their first name or in

*sigh* Again
Well I dont even wanna know all the details from last night. I got drunk. Tequila is....cruel... I had fun. I feel like shit. I fucked up my knee pretty badly. Going to the doctor tomorrow. Send healing vibes my way hugs and kisses, Jen

Private Screening
The balcony of the Tivoli Theater was paradise for a movie lover. The noise from the patrons who sat below was completely inaudible, and the situation of the screen in relation to the balcony seating enabled a viewer to take in every inch of the frame, savoring the carefully composed pictures that danced before them. Those were all important considerations to Karen, a devoted cinephile for whom the atmosphere in which she saw a film was as important as the artistic merit of the film itself. But there was one luxury the Tivoli balcony possessed that no other theater could lay claim to. The rows of seats had been laid out with twice the leg room of any other theater she had ever visited. And now, as she lay slumped in the seat, legs splayed out before her and hands in her lap, that simple design element was more important than all the free popcorn she could eat. The film unspooling before her had been heavily touted as a landmark in erotic cinema, but she had found it to be ro

Family Death
In the wake of everything going on in Virginia, I find out that an Aunt of mine and Uncle have passed away. No, they were not involved in the tragedy in Va. They battled their own illnesses. It just really sucks. last week I had to deal with the death of a friend of mine, and now family! Whats scary and worries me, is that my Uncle had diabetes. Bad. His disease finally took his life. Friday, my step father went to the doctor over his diabetes. His sugar was OVER 900!!! For anyone that doesn't know anything about diabetes, that is BAD. Now he is on insulin because his body completely has shut down making it on its own. I know that half of you that read this don't know me, so for you, sorry. I just needed to get it off my chest.

Ugly And Unpopular
damn i have been on here 2 months i must be the ugliest and most unpopular guy on here i cant even get one cherry blast lmao oh well i'll just keep my friends and fans they are what matters most anyway

Well What The Hell...
Pretty much all my comments have gotten deleted from my pictures, WTF. Oh well, tomorrow is my very last day of school for the rest of my life, assuming I don't decide to go back for my bachelor's instead of just my associates, which I probably will do some day. But for the time being, I'm DONE! I have a take home final I am supposed to be doing right now, I should probably get it started lol

Will U Live To 100
Will I live to be 100? I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 100?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "No," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." ............ Then he looked at me and asked, "Then why do you give a shit?"

Spina Bifida
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w

How High Up The Sex Mountain Are You?
GOOOOOOOOOOOOO MEEEEEEEEE!!! You scored as At the top.. Yup, you've climbed Sex Mountain to the top. You know how to give it good, and receive it even better! Lucky you!At the top.83%Somewhere in the middle.67%At the bottom.0%How high are you up Sex Mountain?created with QuizFarm.com

Falling In Love
falling...falling...falling into a deep hole... filled with blackness... and sorrow... everything seems hopeless... without any reslove... the littlest thing hurt... the biggest thing numb... somehow nothing matters... and nothing would help... but you try... you gave me a hand... but I couldn't grasp it... you gave me a rope... but I couldn't tie it... you gave me a parachute... but I couldn't open it... and when it seems like you got nothing left... you gave me your love... and that stop me from falling... done by christine

Words To Taps
Day is done, gone the sun, From the lake, from the hills, from the sky; All is well, safely rest, God is nigh. Go to sleep, peaceful sleep, May the soldier or sailor, God keep. On the land or the deep, Safe in sleep. Fading light, dims the sight, And a star gems the sky, gleaming bright. From afar, drawing nigh, falls the night. Thanks and praise, for our days, 'Neath the sun, 'neath the stars, neath the sky; As we go, this we know, God is nigh. Sun has set, shadows come, Time has fled, Scouts must go to their beds Always true to the promise that they made. While the light fades from sight, And the stars gleaming rays softly send, To thy hands we our souls, Lord, commend.

Are You A Feminist?
You Are 88% Feminist You are a total feminist. This doesn't mean you're a man hater (in fact, you may be a man). You just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action. Are You a Feminist?

More, More, More......
Hello, Thanks goes out to those who rated my pictures so I can move up to the next level so I can add more of my pictures from Europe, as for the rest of you, come on I need your help.Please rate my pictures so I might advance my status and add more picture of Europe. I want to show you some great pictures I took. Thank you and talk to you soon! Pete

Virginia Tech.
I am of course rather sad for what happened at Virginia Tech. However have we become so numb to the daily carnage in Iraq that 183 civilians killed just today has become a statistic, not to speak of the 3311 dead US soldiers since the start of this ill conceived war for the good of exxon, haliburton etc. Now our photo-op chimp in chief is planning to go to New Orleans again after his disastrous handling of the catastrophy with help from heck of a job browny. Probably to do some serious smirking in front of the camera's Oh and for reference our photo-op chimp in chief has not attended one single funeral for our fallen, I mean wouldn't want to be seen with the victims of his doing.

Her
Her She sparkles in the sunlight Dancing through her life like a giggle in the air She knows of all the eyes that trace her outline They only get to see what she’s willing to share She only has to speak in whispers And everyone will know exactly what she says She is the day dream that stays with you until night Capture her attention and you’ll know what happiness is In a lifetime if you’re lucky You’ll happen upon someone as wonderful as her And it will set the standard in your mind forever She’s the thought in your head for the definition of a girl

Mental "tricks" For Approching Women
Mental "Tricks" For Approaching Women >>>Note: If you'd like to read the story of how I learned to meet women, plus watch video clips of all my different dating advice programs, then take a minute and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZV7Q&lid=1&ll=1 You know, it's been too long since we talked about how to get a woman's email address and phone number quickly after meeting her. I thought it might be time to have another conversation about it, and give you some more great ideas... THE CHALLENGE... I can still remember exactly what it was like before I learned some of the secrets of how to meet women. I have very clear memories of women that I saw literally YEARS ago who I wanted to meet... but I just didn't know what to do or how to do it. In some of the cases, I was actually talking to the girl, enjoying a conversation... and REALLY wanting to ask her for her number... but I just didn

Sitting In The Dark
Never a final answer, Never a last word... Only taken for granted My voice was never heard. I sit in the dark and write Words that I can not see... Only hoping that I can finally express me. I want to release all this anger I want to let go of all the pain, To write simple words on paper My peace I hope to gain... I write these words in sorrow, I write these words in vain With not one evil thought for you My love still remains Holding on to questions, When I know the answers will not come... Only anguished cries of why Beating in my head like drums Will you ever feel remorse? For discarding me like trash, For shattering my heart like tiny shards of glass. For destroying my trust in people, For taking away my laugh?!

Song
Falling For You Current mood: confused Category: Music I need to end this pain cause its all in vein all i hear is your name comin from my brain lets just end this game I shouldn't be this way but who's to say how it will end today I can see you when you are free but whose to say you're thinking of me and I know things are kinda crazy for you but I just don't know what else to do I need to end this pain cause it's all in vein all I hear is your name comin from my brain lets just end this game I shouldn't be this way but who's to say how it will end today Cause I'm fallin for you and I wish it wasn't true but what else can I do cause you're so damn cool I see you in my dreams and I know just what it means when I start to fill these things I know I'm fallin for you I'm fallin for you You say you are scared to commit and yet I fill that it's bull-shit cause

My Wall
I laid the bricks to build a wall around this heart of mine Each lie each tear, made it strong to stand the test of time now I'm asked to love again to take a chance with you. you tell me that you're different. You say your love is true If you plan to destrow my wall that took so long to build you'll have to do it slowly. to love it just might yiely If you are not careful while tearing down my wall you might make it stronger this crime would not be small

Chuckle
So...today school doesn't start for my sister until 10:30 yay :) that ment i didnt have to wake up @ 6am!! beautiful really...I went to bed @ 12 and woke up @ 7..only to go back to bed and wake up @8 much more to my liking..LOL i would have rather slept till say 11...BUT since i dont have that choice 8 is much better then 7 or 6. *nods* so im laughing because on myspace there is this girl from my OLD school who is...15? and she was telling me she was going to beat me down *laughs* So i got a pretty good chuckle out of that :) HAHA xXx

Vera Wang,....and Me
Wow, I've never heard of that one, but I like it. Do you have any other new samples? I love men's cologne and when I go shopping I always pass through the men's department and see what's new or get samples of my old favorites. There's a method to my madness. I take the samples home and when I masturbate I create the perfect fantasy man to go with each fragrance. I like to turn the lights down low, relax and drink in a fragrance that I've selected. This one would be dark haired man; tall with a devilish smile that just told you he could kiss with the best of them. Sometimes when I'm out with my friends having drinks I'll pass by one of my favorite aromas and see what type of man is wearing it. About six months ago, I was in a crowded nightspot headed for the ladies room. As I was slowly squeezing my way through the crowd, it hit me. My all time favorite men's cologne, Vera Wang; I would know that maddening flavor anywhere. It has just the right amount of musk without being heavy and t

Life
through the eyes of a babe, the world is new the time it seems, always grew older and older, we all must get til we are over the hill, and older yet it seems unlikely that, time will stop guess that happens, when we droop so be wild and live, only for the day cause we never know, when it will go away don't worry bout things, that have no power live your life every second, every minute,every hour

You Are My Trouble
Blessed by elumentaing smiles , a rose in shadows given new life. Stem luring with passion once packed under earth has been brought to air filled with love only to set the rose free. so long hidden in the dark in dear fear of winter cold the rose did not sprot, with one kiss with one swift emotion the stem has brought forth a bud and now the rose feels free to bloom. the freedom to be what is real like in times before was once hidden or was to inclose to exspose. most will never see the rose as bud or bloom, only a few know deep the rose maybe may only flowers close enough and safe enough then dose the rose exspose its true self. The truth be told the rose only shows in love. so with the rose in told some truth may be said love must be a concept only when i'm thinking of you.

Winners Of The Bbw Contest
I WANT TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST YOU ARE commentburner.com THIS WAS THE BEST CONTEST IVE HAD 1ST WITH COMMENTS 10882 2ND WITH COMMENTS 10505 3RD WITH COMMENTS 4704 1ST WITH RATES 50 2ND WITH RATES 42 THANK TO ALL VERY MUCH ALL THE LADIES ARE WINNERS IN MY BOOK RUBIA

Foxtrot, Tango, November... Fuck The Navy!
The armed forces (esp. Army & Navy) have been offering reenlistment bonuses to the poor saps who need the $ and sign their asses away, once more... Well, the reason being is that most people won't put up with the Army & Navy BS for so long, and reenlist. I know many people, ex-sailors especially, who consider their service to be the most negative employment experience of their lives. I'd like to send the following people a message: LT Mikel Jakobi (Elect. Ofcr. USS Kitty Hawk aka Shitty Kitty) Capt. Malinowski (CO Shitty Kitty) Cdr. Thomas (ChEng, Shitty Kitty) LtJg Rodney Turrubiates (E-div O, Shitty Kitty) ICC John C. Desilets (LCPO IC Shops, Shitty Kitty) ...All you rotten, dirty fucksticks can eat my ass. That's right - Tippy is inviting you to bring your own spoon & tongs to TOSS MY SALAD. I hope you lifer losers choak to death on herpe-ridden cocks. -tippy

Thoughts..of A Submissive
she smiles..thoughts drift through her mind, fleeting...here now..then somehow they are gone.. It is Him..like a thief in the night..He steals into her dreams and she feels Him, smells Him.. It is He, who controls her every thought, every step she takes, she is sure He is there, yet knows it cannot be possible. Around every corner, in every crowd, she senses His presence..could this be real? she smiles again and knows...yes...there are things unseen that are as tangible as those touched.. Her thoughts are her own, but somehow formed by His needs; His desires and it pleases her. She tries to put Him out of her mind, out of her heart, out of her soul..and He is steadfast and unmoving; He has come and He is the One that she has searched for her whole life..It is He..who saw her for who and what she was and is, it is He..who sensed her waiting and it drew Him until He found her and now, she will be His. Like the girl standing on the edge of the abyss..gown clinging to her body

Nothing Left To Say
(this is about my ex-husband and I and his inabilty to be a consistant parent.) There is nothing left to say Between us that is We barely talk at this point I'm fine with that I don't really like who you are I don't think I ever knew who you were I guess had I been less willing to settle I would be with someone else by now I would not have my children I would not be living at home again I would have a real job I would have a college degree I'm ok with the fact that you are a true man That I was not good enough to have sex with When we were married, but now sick you want to see my body You don't know who I am never will I would never let you in again I would never let you have my heart again I am ok with all of this I have great friends I have amazing conversations with some of them They even share their illnesses with me You never liked touching my belly when I was pregnant You never liked talking to the babies You can't seem to see that her calling the

Grief
today shortly after noon i got the call i have been both expecting ad dreading for several weeks my grandmother in alabama had passed away she was 104 so she lived a truly blessed life i'll always remember when visiting her when i was little and i messed up doing something or wanted to know why something i did wasnt right she always told me well whos fault is that lol i'll remember her with a gingham dress and white apron on cooking us cookies she is dancing in heaven now with my grandpa so i think she is very happy no more pain and suffering looking up i say i'll miss you grandma

Fuel For The Fire
the fire in my heart grows stronger with every sweet word from you.the heat fills my soul,with sweet memories of the softness of your touch,the sweet smell of your hair,feeling your heart pound as we lay together.the light shows me the path of happiness,i wish to walk with you till the end of time.

Sad But Oh So True
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to ge

Big Girls Dont Cry
FERGIE LYRICS Big Girls Don't Cry Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

Blonde Logic
BLONDE LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida ?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the other side?

You Seem To Know
You seem to know when I need someone You seem to know when it's the worst time to come in my life You seem to know when it's the best time to come in my life also times when I need a savior Times I need someone to tell me everything will be okay Tell me the things I need to hear You seem to know what to say You seem to know what to say to get me back Back in your life You seem to know what to say to make me forgive you To let you back in my heart Forgive you for all the pain you cause me You seem to know just when I'm at my weakest You seem to know when to jump in for the kill You seem to know the right things to say You seem to know that I would take you back Even after everything you have done to me what you don't seem to know I'm not letting that happen again

45 Things All Girls Love... And Most Guys Dont Do
45 things all girls love... and most guys dont do 45 things all girls love 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-LET HER BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE WITH YOUR FRIENDS keep reading... 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!***! 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DON'T ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 2

His Face And Black Stockings . . .
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such

Gasoline At $4 Coming To A Pump Near You,
Gasoline at $4 Coming to a Pump Near You, Unfazed by Rising Tab 23 Apr 2007 Whether it's $50 to fill up your Prius or $130 for the Ford Expedition, $4-a-gallon gasoline is coming to a pump near you. "Prices will depend entirely on whether we have a couple of refineries blow up," [!?!] said Philip K. Verleger, an economist who runs a consulting firm in Newport Beach, California. [LOL, Bush bin Laden and Exxon Mobil are *counting* on it.] http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601109&sid=afOlUzd30YOo

Nigeria Election 'worst Ever Seen' [the Election 'worst Ever Seen' Goes To The 2000 Non-elections (coup) In The United States.]
Nigeria election 'worst ever seen' [The election 'worst ever seen' goes to the 2000 NON-elections (coup) in the United States.] 24 Apr 2007 Ruling party candidate Umaru Yar'Adua was declared winner of Nigeria's presidential election, but foreign observers slammed the credibility of a disputed poll that claimed at least 200 lives. The US said it was "deeply troubled" by violence and voting irregularities during both state elections on April 14 and the presidential and parliamentary polls on Saturday. [OMFG! The US is "deeply troubled" by voting irregularities: http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/nigeria-election-worst-ever-seen/2007/04/24/1177180600209.html

My Take On The Vt Massacre
Okay here is my new blog yeah i know i haven't written in like a really long time. Any how the latest thing is this Viginia Tech Massacre; The real story is about a guy who comes to this country from south korea spends 3 years here in the united states while he is attending he get's picked on religiously by the 4th reich Drunken and,Debaucherous Christian Fundie yuppie assholes who are on campus. He not only gets picked on by his classmates but, by his teachers; The school finds out from his highschool transcripts and, records that he has some psychological problems via his classroom behaviour; However, the attempts that the school makes to help this guy are not really serious attempts but, when later interviewed they say that they were serious attempts. After this guy can take the Extreme Bullying no longer he decides to plan a Massacre and, plans it down to the finest details over a 8month period; He gets himself guns, clips, ammunition he even puts together a adeq

Yoga
Two old women were talking and exchanging notes on their sexual activities. The first old woman told the second old woman that sometimes she gets her husband "in the mood" at night by getting totally naked, lying in bed, and putting her two legs behind her head yoga style. The second old woman thought that was a great idea, so that night, when her husband went into the bathroom to get ready for bed, she got totally naked and began the process of putting her two legs behind her head. The first leg was kind of tough to put in place as she was a bit arthritic but she finally got it in place. She had an even tougher time with the second leg, so she rocked herself backwards until she finally got it behind her head. However, she had rocked just a little too hard so that she flipped slightly backwards and got stuck with her butt sticking straight up in the air. It was just then that her husband came out of the bathroom. "Nellie!" he exclaimed. "For heavens sake, comb your hair and pu

My First Time Being Scryed
YOUR CARD IS RIPE BERRIES MOON-LIFE LESSONS VICTORY AND COURAGE when you find this balance/you will have the strength and courage /spirit knows you /comes from accepting....WELL WHAT IT IS SAYING IS THAT YOU SEEK AN EQUILIBRIUM AND THAT MANY LESSONS HAVE COME TO BRING YOU STRENGTH AND THAT IN YOU LIES MUCH COURAGE.... AND KNOW THAT TO BE ENCOURAGED IS TO HAVE SPIRIT ABOUT YOU ENCOMPASSING EMPOWERING YOU TO BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE AND BRING UNTO YOU THE WHOLE CAPABILITIES THAT YOU SO DESERVE TO HAVE COURAGEOUSLY AND STRANGELY ENOUGH WHATEVER SHADOWS WE HAVE HIDDEN SPIRIT IS AWARE AND BY ACCEPTING THOSE SHADOWY ASPECTS UNCONDITIONALLY WE CAN PROGRESS MORE FULLY IN THIS UNBALANCED LIFE OF A WORLDVIEW GONE MAD AND A UNIVERSE THAT LIES RIGHT IN OUR HANDS TO CREATE........WHAT DOES SHE NEED TO ACCEPT? are now equipped to deal with/them/you will have the strength/bring your emotions to the surface.....SHe has dealt with people in her life that have challenged her strength.. Heremotions h

The Circle
The precious gift of life comes with a terrible price. The price of death is unforgiven to those who souls are damn. With every death a new life is born like a seed blossoming into a flower or fruit. If you stare in to the eyes of a new born you see a new beginning.

The 12 Types Of Women Guys Want To Date
There are a lot of good women out there, even though it's not always easy to find them. Here's a list of women with traits you should actively look for — and that would make any guy happy: Miss Sweet Miss Sweet is a woman who's positive, content with her life, always upbeat — and just a blast to be around. She's a genuine person without a bitch bone in her body. She's always truly happy to see you and you find yourself looking forward to spending time with her. Miss Sweets are usually snapped up out of the dating market right away, so they're pretty rare. But if you can find one, you've got a real treasure on your hands. Miss Equality This type of woman is a true feminist — not one of the radical man-haters, or the hypocritical pseudo-feminists who think that equality means "I demand equal rights and an equal salary, but a man still has to pay for me." The Miss Equalitys of the world genuinely like men, and understand that equality means equality across the board, from hold

Questions--copy This And Send It To Me... And I Will Do The Same...
Aight People I'm back with another silly ass survey. Thanks to those who filled it out already. 1.How tall are you? 2.What did you dream to be when you where little? 3.Whats your favorite cereal? 4. 2% or Wholemilk? 5.If you got beat up by a midget who would it be Gary Coleman or Webstar? 6.Do you have kids or want kids? 7.How many folks have you sent texts to today? 8.Whats your favorite dessert? 9.What was the last thing you fixed on your car? 10.What do you do for a living? 11.When was the last time you masterbated? 12.How many of your friends on your myspace account do you know? 13.When was the last time you had sex? 14.Does your ass hurt right now? 15.Who pisses you off at your job? 16.What is your biggest turn on? 17.What is your biggest turn off? 18.What do you do when you use the bathroom and you're out of Toliet paper? 19.How many showers a day do you take? 20.Are you coming to St Louis to see me ever? 21.Who's you

I Feel I Am Failing
I Feel I Am Failing I'm all alone in the world today My hands are cold and dirty Six inches deep of sin I spoke aloud but no one heard me When I said I was falling Six feet beneath my skin I sat in the corner crying My eyes were bloodshot Still I felt diseased from trying So help me please I feel I am ailing I don't feel pretty I feel I am failing I'm all alone when I say I try to cope with these dirty deeds Why the hell am I still derailing I sit in an empty room All tied up on the inside Eating myself from the outside So help me please I feel I am ailing I don't feel pretty I feel I am failing

Break From Reality
We have found a place so many others search to find.Where there is no one other than ourselves and the love we hold so dearly.A place that cannot be invaded by any outside forces,no matter how hard they might try to get in.For "us" it is so easy to ,when we're together,to shut and bolt the door,to the reality we have to live everyday.The choices we have made in the past still haunt us,holding us tight in our lives .Knowing in our heart,another time,another place,there wouldn't be them,there would only be "us"...

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

Hey, Let's Blame Movies
Below is a article from AOL news about the shooter in Virginia. I would like to remind everyone that after Columbine, blame was passed on to everything from Marilyn Manson to Duke Nukem, also great movies like Boondocks saints, and others were almost shelved because the characters had that "Columbine look." We cannot blame Movies, or music for stuff like this, this dude was fucked up, end of story. If you have not ever seen "Oldboy" you should watch it ASAP, before it is pulled off shelves forever, it is a great movie. ______________________________________________________________________________________ Virginia Gunman's Video Shocks Campus Shooting Victims to Get Posthumous Degrees By MATT APUZZO AP BLACKSBURG, Va. (April 19) -- The disturbing video of an armed Cho Seung-Hui delivering a snarling tirade about rich "brats" and their "hedonistic needs" had marginal value to the official investigation, but it didn't add much that police didn't already know, state police said Thurs

What Is Self Injury
Self-injury (SI) or Self-harm (SH) is deliberate injury inflicted by a person upon his or her own body. Some scholars use more technical definitions related to specific aspects of this behavior. These acts may be aimed at relieving otherwise unbearable emotions, sensations of unreality and numbness. Self-injury is generally considered a social taboo. It is listed in the DSM-IV-TR as a symptom of borderline personality disorder and is sometimes associated with mental illness, a history of trauma and abuse, eating disorders, or mental traits such as low self-esteem or perfectionism. There is a positive statistical correlation between self-injury and emotional abuse. Self-injury has traditionally been known as self-harm (SH), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation,[3] although this last term has connotations that some people find worrisome, inaccurate, or offensive. A broader definition can also include the phenomenon of those who inflict harm o

Two Trees
It is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but, here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in.

Who Knows
You know whether ppl read my ramblings or not whether they rate them or not....I could care less. I write these things to just get what is in my mind out, whether it makes sense or not. I share them with everyone else in the world for a reason. Fear. I fear ppl and the best way in my mind to over come that fear is to meet it face on and let every one else in the world inside my head. I want ppl to get a glimpse into shortlived rants and ramblings stupid thoughts and random comments...that is what is in my head and that is what I try to get out. If you don't like my writings...FUCK IT...you don't have too, these writings are my therapy, and you know what they help if you want to rate and comment cool...if you don't cool..that is your choice

Do You Ever Wonder Why...
When you drop bread that you have just spread on some sort of topping, it always falls topping side down? Why does garbage weigh more going out, than coming in? If you've craved a leftover that has been in the fridge all day, you get there 5 minutes after your kid has satisfied their craving? When you go to the zoo, thats the day they have your favorite animal quarantined? Your kids can't remember who the last five presidents were, but can remember every character on various anime shows? Acne, dormant for years, tends to reappear before weddings and family reunions? Everyone who knows how to run your life, their own life is a Springer episode waiting to happen? People are stunned when they are invited to be on the Springer/Maury/ etc...are stunned when somebody tells them something bad? The phone call you've been waiting for occurs while you are in the middle of going to the bathroom? No matter how old you are, your prents always eventually make you feel thre

Part Six
Onboard the Monterey in December 2002, I took over as Leading Petty Officer for the Electronics Division with 4 work centers of Radar Technicians, Communications Technicians, and Interior Communications Technicians (IC). There were 20 of us in the division and we also maintained the miniature and microminiature electronics repairs and personnel working aloft programs. In Feb 2003, the ship was invited to Mardi Gras, but not to New Orleans. The Captain was a native of Mobile Alabama and we went there, which is actually the origin of the American Celebration of the day preceeding Lent. It's also a better family atmosphere than New Orleans, however, many sailors took a bus to New Orleans to partake of the festivities there. On our way there, we lost a shipmate who took his life by jumping overboard. We spent hours looking for him, with one of my sailors as a Search and Rescue swimmer in the water. On the way back, we held a memorial service in the exact spot where he jumped

18 Ways To Make Each Day Of Your Life Happier Everyday...
18 Ways to Make Each Day of Your Life Happier Everyday... Share a kind word with a friend. Give away a smile. Listen to what someone has to say. Listen with your heart to what someone cannot say. Try one new thing. Forgive one person who has hurt you. Forgive yourself for past mistakes. Realize your imperfections. Discover your possibilities. Make a new friend. Accept responsibility for everything you do. Refuse responsibility for anyone else's actions. Dream one dream. Watch the sunset. Cherish what you have. Cherish who you are. Love your Life.

Me
People wonder why I am the way I am, well I think I know that answer. I let to many things infulance my feelings. I know that I love my sons father and that I have never really given him a fair chance at seeing if we can make it work. I know that he loves me and is willing to give me what I want now. My heart is hurting right now because that one person who knows me and loves me even with all that I have done to him. I have hurt him in ways that he can't explain and he has hurt me in ways that I can't explain, but in the end we both know that we love each other. We both have issues and we both know how to deal with each other. We can cry with each other, we can laugh together, and we can just sit and do nothing together. I feel safe in his arms. I have never felt safe in anyone elses arms like do when I am in his arms. I know that someone might get hurt in the end and I have a feeling it will be me cause I have mixed feelings. I met a really great guy who makes me feel good, but he is

Funny Crap
Ah ah ah ahhh Oh god damn I'm gonna facckin cum Oh shit, oh yeah Fack fack faaaack Fuck I am I am, I'm going to cum I'm cumming I never seen no shit like this This bitch can twist like a damn contortionist Condom on my dick Of course it is This bitch don't know what abortion is So I can't cum in her Fucks like a porn star Looks like jenna Fuck I'm gonna Cum I think my rubbers coming off But oh it's so fuckin wet and soft Fuck I'm gonna start letting off I'm squirting and she's not getting off And she's on top I'm gonna fucking, oh god Oh don't do that Don't stop Stop, don't, I don't mean don't stop Ah Wait a minute Oh ohh fack I'm gonna fucking cum Ah ah ah ahhh Oh god damn I'm gonna facckin cum Oh shit, oh yeah Fack fack fack Fack I am I am, I'm going to cum I'm cumming Oh wow oh aww i need a cigarette now oh I'm so fucking hot and your so fuckin hot Oh my God I wanna facking fack No, not fuck I said fack F A C K F A C K fac

Another Weekend Coming Up
Well here is another weekend. Hope everyone is having a good one. I spent all day at work. It was a pretty decent day. We stayed busy pretty much all day.Rained on us for a good bit of the day. Then the sun came out and smiled down on us for the rest of the day. Dont really plan on doing to much this weekend. Gotta work tommorow. Hopefully we might get off work around 6 or 7. Money is tight this weekend so probably will sit at home. Thats ok though. My girl and I went and did some grocery shopping tonight. Could not get a whole lot but we got enough to last till the next paycheck. I know alot of us have to live that way huh. Still we keep on doing what we can. Well I think thats gonna wrap up this lil nugget for one day. Hope everyone has a safe and fun weekend. Peace. Stryker

Just A Quickie, Lmao!
I'm getting ready to head out to my all day belly dancing workshop! Should be alot of fun and there will be VENDORS!! Oh, goody! Yes, my daughter is in jail, being held on "attempt to deliver." And people wonder where my gray hair comes from, lol!! But this is her life lesson, now. She best start learning it! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, Dear Ones, all over the world! You are all loved more than you know! Later! Muah!

April 24, 2007 At 03:25 Pm Edt
Maria underwent her first open-heart surgery yesterday. The surgeons replaced the pulmonary valve, as it was extremely small. They then placed the shunt and all was looking pretty good. However, they began having difficulty keeping her stabilized. We were called back to the hospital around 7:30 pm as they were getting ready to take Maria back in for another dye test to find the problem. We were here much of the night and the surgeon finally emerged and let us know that they found another small valve that had to be made larger through placing a balloon in to enlarge it. Maria still has an open incision to reduce additional trauma to her tiny body in the event she will need any further surgery. We are here today with Maria and I was able to go back and see her today. She looks a bit pale, but much better than yesterday. The surgeon spoke with us and he feels that although her stats are not perfect, she seems toward be heading to the positive side of things. Maria actually opened

Rangers Scratch Heads With Zubrus Under Skin
Rangers scratch heads with Zubrus under skin Bob DiCesare Updated: 04/28/07 6:38 AM New York Rangers winger Sean Avery entered this series with the Buffalo Sabres fancying himself the nastiest hornet in the nest, a player capable of influencing a game through his ability to intimidate, infuriate and drive opponents to distraction. Avery made no secret of his mission in advance of Game One. He declared his disdain for the Sabres, each and every one of them. He’d have them looking over their shoulders, fretting his presence, casting wary eyes his way. Well, two games into the Eastern Conference semifinals Avery’s been all talk, Dainius Zubrus all action. The Rangers want no part of Zubrus. He’s crept right under their skin. Pay no mind that Zubrus was absent from the score sheet in Buffalo’s 3-2 comeback victory over the Rangers on Friday night at HSBC Arena. You might as well credit him with nine assists, because every hit he administered — and they came with a r

I Know I Seem To Change Gf's Quickly...
The fact of the matter is, I just find something I don't like about people very fast. Most of it can be resolved, but there is always something I just can't overlook. Some have hang-ups I can't handle, and some develop an attitude toward my tastes that ends up pissing me off. As of now I'm chatting with someone special in Arizona and taking my time with it. I'm not looking for Miss Universe, I just want someone I can get along with enough to spend a lot of time with in and out of the sack. My last ex ended up being just an ideal, and I need someone I can enjoy being with OUTSIDE the bedroom. That's right, sex is great, but it's not everything. If the heart and head aren't in it, it won't last.

Using Sound
Many children with Autism have difficulties processing sound or distinguishing noise from normal conversation. Hence, they often appear deaf although they have normal hearing. Typical children are able to "filter" out background noise from useful auditory information. Children with Autism very often attempt to block out this bombardment of sound and retreat into their own world. In many cases they will hold their ears. In some cases, they will rock to and fro in an attempt to block out the sensory overload. It is important to teach these children to identify sounds. This goes a long way in being able to sort out noise from useful auditory information such as a teacher's instructions, a parent's voice, traffic, a barking dog etc. Some sounds you can teach your child to identify are: Airplane, Ambulance, Baby crying, Bagpipes, Bath tap, Bee, Bell, Bicycle bell, Blowing nose, Brushing teeth, Cannonfire, Cat, Chick, Chicken, Children playing, Chopping, Church bell, Clapping, Clock

Music I Like
hey this is Jen. have you had a chance to try iLike.com? it lets you see what music your friends like and recommends new stuff. it also has a cool plugin for itunes. the more friends you add the better it works, so can you add me? http://www.ilike.com/welcome?invite=vA0yr8EQ7bnk8JOVMNdTcw

I Have This Friend....
So I have this friend, actually she is my best friend has been for the past 7 years or so. We're inseperable do everything together and generally make my boyfriend insane. When we are together he call us the "headache" Clearly I love this girl a ton, but we have a problem. We like the same guy yup. Classic problem, huh? Now first things first yes I do have a boyfriend and yes we are having some problems right now. Naturally getting a crush on another boy isn't such a stretch. Well my best has a crush on the same guy. So he starts calling her. I am taken after all, and they go out, make out, and then go out on an actual DATE!!! Now this is really bothering me and I don't have a leg to stand on in the this debate since i already have a boyfriend, but I really like this guy. GAH! Now i'm so tense around my best friend I can't even have a good time with her cause i'm afraid he might call and I will have to listen to their conversation. I'm I wrong to be upset?

Humanity
the things in life that is most precious is life itself. that which is more joyous in life is the happiness of luv. the joy of a new born is most appreciate then dying. through the night skies you see the eyes of the watcher that watches over all that which lives on. the world is like a heart and we are the blood cells that keeps the world going round

Makes Me Sick
Dont really apply to me but gotta love our future. Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lie

Difficult Truths
Difficult truths When the truth hurts, it is tempting to ignore it or to deny it. Yet when the truth hurts is precisely the time when it's most important to pay attention to what that truth says. A real friend is someone who has the courage to speak truthfully to you, even though that truth may be painful to hear. For by knowing and acknowledging the reality of a situation, you can begin to successfully deal with it. When the truth hurts, it can indeed be painful. Yet if you will listen carefully, you'll gain the wisdom to avoid even more pain and to move positively forward. When you encounter a truth that is painful to hear, that pain is doing you a favor. It is providing you with an opportunity to make a change for the better. Take that opportunity and run with it. Be thankful that a difficult and valuable truth has succeeded in getting your attention. In the difficult truths you will find much power. Though the truth may hurt for a moment, in the long run i

A Naughty Application:
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!

Friendliest Cherrytap User Contest!!!
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I'm Sorry.....
I wanted to say I am sorry... Sorry for coming into your life, Sorry for being a friend, Sorry for careing for you, Sorry for caring, Sorry for worrying about you, Sorry for trying to cheer you up, Sorry for trying to be there when you needed a friend most, Sorry for crying on your behalf, Sorry for flirting, Sorry for listening when no one else would... I am so so so sorry, FOr being me....

Two-for-one Noodles
Two-for-One Noodles This simple and delicious no-tomato pasta entree serves double duty. Use the leftovers -- if there are any -- to make Mock Spinach and Ricotta Lasagna; you'll find a link in the More Recipes field below. Credit: Desperation Dinners! by Beverly Mills and Alicia Ross Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 4 cups (16 ounces) penne * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 small onion (for 1/2 cup diced) * 3 slices bacon (turkey, regular or low-sodium) * 1 tablespoon fresh parsley leaves (optional) * 1 large container (15 ounces) reduced-fat ricotta cheese * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese, plus additional for serving * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil (see note) * 3 tablespoons hot water from the pasta pot * Salt and black pepper to taste Directions: Place the penne in 3 quarts of boiling unsalted water and cook until tender, 11 to 13 minutes. Meanwhile, heat the oil in an 8-inch or larger nonstick skillet, over low heat. Peel an

Life
Girls.... You aren't going to be his 1st., his last or his only. He's cared about someone else before you, and he will again...but he cares for you now, what else matters? He's not perfect, you aren't either, the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make u laugh at least once, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking of you every moment. but he will give you part of him that he knows you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give you. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. And NEVER regret something that once made you smile,..... (This blog is a quote of brtgldman.)

May 2nd
Well... it is wed. may 2nd and less then a month untill i am in europe seeing things i thought i would never see (atleat untill i was near death at old age). It becoming a mind boggel as to where i should even start once i arrive. I have thousands and thousands of things that i want to do and try but it is just too damn hard to pick from the lot. I know i will have time to cover a lot of ground but with the 2 day hike im planning once i arrive the options of what to do are narrowed of whatever is between Frankfurt and Koln; and even then if it is raining i wont be able to make the hike throwing a wrench into my plans somewhat. I can always jump the rail into koln but where is the fun in that? hell, im in europe and there is an entire new contenant to see on foot... theres no reason to even want to take any type of transportation unless there is shit weather. Right now thats probably the only concern on my mind for the trip, that and making the walk by myself for so long. Good thing im

This Is Who I Am
well this is me my name is kristie i am a wife mother sister and daughter who has lost her way i am 33 years old and have been married for 13 years i also have 3 wonderful children charles 12years old, kristopher 8 years old, and kendra 4 years old and for the last 4 months i have been having a affair i do not know why i am doing it or any thing i guess it was nice for somebody to think i was pretty and also sexy cause i did not feel that way before but now i do. all me and my husband do is fight and argue almost all the time so can any body help me and tell me what i need to do.

The Burglar
A burglar broke into a house one night. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables. When he picked up a CD player to place in his sack, a strange, disembodied voice echoed from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you." He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. When he heard nothing more after a bit, he shook his head, promised himself a vacation after the next big score, and then clicked the light on and began searching for more valuables. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you." Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice. Finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot. Did you say that?" he hissed at the parrot. "Yep," the parrot confessed, then squawked, "I'm just trying to warn you." The burglar relaxed. "Warn me, huh? Who in the world are you?" "Moses," re

A Place For Submissive Women
hey all! im the submissive of diabolik and im fairly new to the scene, but very into in and always looking for more information! come on in and talk to me, share information and get support from your felllow subs! also, diabolik is currently putting together a musical project that is awesome and id like to garner support for that as well! i will be keeping things updated on that end too! hope to see you there! SAFE SPACE!!!no flamers or psudo masters will be tolerated

For Friends.....
There's nane that's blest of human kind, But the cheerful and the gay, man, Fal, la, la, &c. Here's a bottle and an honest friend! What wad ye wish for mair, man? Wha kens, before his life may end, What his share may be o' care, man? Then catch the moments as they fly, And use them as ye ought, man: Believe me, happiness is shy, And comes not aye when sought, man. This is a lovely modern poem, I'd love to know who the author is...

Dumb People
AT LEAST HE GOT THE COBWEBS Elyria, OH - Martyn Eskins, attempting to clean out cobwebs in his basement, declined to use a broom in favor of a propane torch and caused a fire that burned the first and second floors of his house. WHEN PLANS GO "BUST" A 19-year-old Sheffield Lake, Ohio, man stole his mother's credit card to pay for his girlfriend's breast enhancement surgery. The girlfriend left him immediately afterwards and he was sentenced to 18 months in jail. IT ONLY MATTERS WHETHER YOU'RE RIGHT A Columbia, TN woman, angry that her husband fell asleep with a lit cigarette that left a burn hole in the mattress, left a lit cigarette on the bed the next day to show him what would have happened had she not caught it in time. The house burned down, as apparently expected. Good thing she caught it in time. "TOO DUMB TO BE A CRIMINAL" BONEHEAD AWARD A Florida man, who robbed two men at gunpoint in their homes, dropped his wallet as he left and then called po

---the Bond Of Warmth----
The bond of warmth and trust we share grows a little stronger. The list of things we both enjoy becomes a little longer. We make a few new memories we like to recollect. I find in you new qualities to cherish and respect. We understand each other even better than before, and every day I care for you just a little more. Sometimes our lives rush by so fast, and before we know it the time has past. I should tell you this more often, but the words get in the way. You mean the world to me each and every day.

Sexual Interests Test - Thanks, Jayderaven!
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Ultimate! You are the Ultimate! You want and like it all! You are into Poly, BDSM, and Roleplay, and are interested in pursuing it with either sex. You are uninhibited and seek that in others. Nothing is outside of your reach. Go for it, enjoy life to it's fullest! My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on polyYou scored higher than 99% on bdsm

Leaving Ct For Awhile
Well Im gonna leave CT for awhile. Im on yahoo and those who really know me can reach me there. Or other places. Some have my cell but I may not renew my plan. Ive had alot of things going on and Im trying to get my insulin pump and well I have to wait. and it isnt a easy thing for me. Ive been really depressed on not being able to get it to get my life back in order and it seems that things seem to be going down hill and its really crushing. There are other factors in this but Im just not going to go there. If anyone needs programs.. you know how to reach me I would be happy to help you when I can. Anyways Im upset and kinda feel "what is the point? I ordered a CT tshirt a WHITE One. They sent me black and Ive emailed them back letting them know and they dont respond. I guess Im just sick of alot of things and well giving up. Take care of yourself, Eachother, Remeber it takes a week to trust someone, a month to be a friend, but a split second to loose trust for

Tattoo Contest I Need People Please!
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/7 thur 5/13 comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Turn About Drag Show...
Well i was sitting in the bar this evening talking to my friend Todd... he is the chairman for gay pride... Last year i was supposed to do a drag number for pride fest but work got in the way.. he invited me to do it this year... YAY!!! ive never technically done drag before... i was a theatre major and played many male roles esp with shakespeare... (but if anyone has seen the pics of me the tits kinda give away the fact that im a real girl and not a guy.... )( trust me ive tried the duct tape and ace bandages and it is no help.. ) im thinking of what song i want to do for it .. last year i was gonna do Panic! at the disco but its already been done to death... decisions decisions... may 27th guys! ill be in drag!

Missd U
i miss you i was sitting in the chair you used to hold me in i was holding my daughter she was cradled in my lap fading off to sleep i could smell the conditioner from her hair as i looked down i realized i was holding her the way you used to hold me i miss you i was looking out the window towards the woods looking at the blooming trees watching the birds they were chasing each other through the leaves as i watched i realized you used to chase me the way they were chasing each other i miss you i was walking through the store i was holding my daughters hand our arms were swinging back and forth we were smiling and laughing i looked down and realized i was holding her hand the way you used to hold mine hm... mabe i dont miss you as much i was sitting in that same chair the clock struck 3 and the door rattled i looked back and there she was my daughter with a smile on her face i ran up and gave her a big hug the way i used to hug you when you came home i mis

Last Contest For A Mens Ring=3700 Payed At 9pm Tonigh
1st to drop 5 comments ...blueyeys i know u have a balance from yesterday 1200+ 500...plz cash out...cassie 8 champion...plz cash out...u cash out by telling me who gets the gift and what u want

I Didn't Do It
I didn't do it but do u care? fuck no u look at me as if i wasn't there I told u the truth from the very beganing but that didn't stop u that just brought on the stinging. I can't help what u want to believe I never thought u would beleave a thing like that about me. i told u i loved u and i ment what i said if i ever did something like that i would want to be dead. I didn't do it And u know it's true u should hear me when i say i love u but u don''t want to, don't think u ever did u just want to insist on treating me like a little kid.I would think that loving u would be enough but oh no now it is time to get tough. i didn't do it i don't know what more i can say. i don't like the little games u play. i don't know what to do it makes me sick one day i will find a way to beat those two with a stick i didn't do it and that is a fact i kept saying it even as u packed. how can something like this be everyday i try so hard to see. u just want to walk away

Life Sucks
I am so sick of being second best! No one really truly cares about me! I am sad, lonely, and depressed! Guys all seem to be liars, and thieves. They break my heart, and steal the pieces, my life just sucks! I need to find someone who will love me for who I am, and love my son as if he were ours, but it doesn't seem like there are any "real" men out there! I dunno what else to do other than give up. So fuck having a life and finding someone who will return my love! If this offends u then get off of my friends list cause I don't give a shit anymore!

Death
Not that I'm planning my death or anything but I decided while writing this poem that I want it read at my funeral: Death is unavoidable This we know It has to come sooner or later This we anticipate But once it befalls It’s shocking Everyone fills with melancholy We’ve lost a love one But there’s always someone To say “Don’t be sad, but rejoice, For we know they’ve gone to heaven.” “Heaven where they shall find eternal happiness.” So be happy Not that you lost someone But that you know That they found true happiness and shall always watch over you.

Wherever You Are My Sweet Friends
Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I wish your SMILE to be there forever Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I want you to be HAPPY and at peace Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I hope your days are BRIGHT and fruitful Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I trust your nights are SERENE and calm Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I pray your heart be filled with JOY and peace Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I need you to forget the WORST and look for the best Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. may no pain flash in your MIND and trouble you Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. may no rain dampen your SPIRITS and cheers Wherever you are.. .. .. .. .. .. I wish for the best for YOU, forever.. .. .. .. .. ..

Redneck Joke
10. The monitor is up on blocks. 9. Outgoing faxes have tobacco stains on them. 8. The six front keys have rotted out. 7. The extra RAM ports have truck parts stored in them. 6. The numeric keypad only goes up to six. 5. The password is "Bubba". 4. There's a gun rack mounted on the CPU. 3. There's a Coors can in the cup holder(CD-ROM drive). 2. The keyboard is camouflaged. AND the number 1 way to tell if a redneck has been working on a computer is... 1. The mouse is referred to as a "critter".

Awaking (poem)
passion sparks messages sent without speaking the need grows the games begin tie me up make sure i cant break free touch tease taste teach let your hands probe penetrate please digging deep deeper make me scream take control leave me helpless panting breathless then ill begin handcuffs in hand ready to show you ready to know you feeling the hardness of your desire feeling your body burn like fire ill take you in my mouth deep deeper my tongue does its work so well my turn for control your turn to scream wanting release from my web yet hoping to get lost in it forever and when im finished youll be set free knowing more feeling more wanting more

Anyone Who Knows Me Personally Knows That This Will Be Tough For Me To Do...lol
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For May 9,2007 Self-restraint will get you what you want, so start practicing how to bite your tongue with the least discomfort. You'll be proud of your discipline later, especially when you see the extremely pleasant results. ========================================= Unfotunately biting my tongue has not been one of my best qualities. Usually I'm going to say what's on my mind whether the outcome is good or bad. Having done this quite often at work, I'm actually surprised that I still have a job...but I must be doing something right since I've been there almost 5yrs. The problem is that I simply am getting burnt out...it happens to everyone no matter what job they hold. I've felt more and more like just blowing off a day here and there even though I asked for my days to be cut from 5 to 4. I don't feel that I have enough time for me and other things going on in my life. Sure, blowing off a day or two here and there could lead to me get

Diamonds Team - Roll Call
OKAY... DIAMONDS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! jennifer - SUZIE-Q DANA - tempted2try JESSI - babydoll juggalette KELLY - metal baby CASI - casi CRYSTAL - crystal isis haley - jelly bean CAIN - cain cid - TAZZ wayne - dragon soul TERRY - WOLFLOVER

Suffering From Within ( Stop Child Abuse)
THE SUFFERING FROM WITHIN, TO BE HAUNTED BY THE DEMONS OF OUR CHILDHOOD. THE PAIN AND SORROW INFLICTED UPON OUR INNOCENCES, BY THOSE WHOM WE TRUSTED, THOSE WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO LOVE AND PROTECT US. THE EVIL COMMITTED UPON US AS CHILDREN, IS NOT OUR FAULT NOR OUR BURDEN TO CARRY WITHIN OUR SOULS AND HEARTS. CAST OUT THE DEMONS, BREAK THE SELF PUNISHMENT. BREAK THE CYCLE AND THE SUFFERING FROM WITHIN. LOVE AND PROTECT OUR CHILDREN WITH OUR LIVES. THIS IS OUR DUTY. FOR WITHOUT OUR CHILDREN, WE SHALL HAVE NO FUTURE AS HUMAN BEINGS. BE NOTHING MORE THAN DAMAGED AND/OR LOST SOULS AND FOREVER HAUNTED BY EVIL. AND ALL SHALL BE LOST FOR ETERNITY. PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. BLESSED BE. S.F.POWELL/ SCOOTER BLACK 05/08/07

Do You Need A Laugh?
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while yo

Isnt He Lovely?...............for Someone Special
Eyes that smile and twinkle as a star Lips, the softest shade of pink Skin so smooth and tanned the perfect brown He’s just so lovely, don’t you think? Hands so large yet gentle as a dove Shoulders broad and oh so strong Arms that open wide for an embrace With him it’s right where I belong Feet the nicest, smoothest feet I ever knew Knees as lovely as can be Ears so soft just like the velvet of a rose This man is mine, he’s all for me His heart is filled with love that overflows His soul is angel kissed with care His splendor comes from inward, shining out His brilliance and his beauty fills the air Isn’t he lovely, this man I call my own Isn’t he just the best there is? Yes, he is, he’s that and so much more And to think that he’s all mine and I am his

To All The Guys That Live Close To Me
TO ALL THE GUYS THAT LIVE CLOSE TO ME..U ALL HAVE TO STOP U CALL ME TO SET UP A DATE WITH ME....THEN TURN AROUND NOT SHOW UP OR STAND ME UP......I HATE THAT SHIT IF U DO WANT A DATE EITHER PUT UP OR SHUT UP IM NOT INTO GAMES....I DONT PLAY GAMES WITH KIDS............AND ANOTHER THING DONT TELL ME UR COMING DOWN AND REALLY UR JUST TEASING I HATE THAT TOO IM TO OLD TO PLAY GAMES.....SO PUT UR MONEY WHERE UR MOUTH IS....OR PUT UP OR SHUT UP...JUST LEAVE ME ALONE......NP.....I HAVE ALOT OF OTHER GUYS AFTER ME.......and whoever read this dont like it to bad...this is me.....i dont get mad i get even

Woo Hoo!
It's a nice sunny day here in Central Tennessee. Back to moving furniture and cleaning my old place up and unpacking this new place! My back is sore, my muscles hurt. Have pizza in the fridge and tequila in the cubbard! Gonna buy beer for tonight and have a few when this is done! I feel good damnit!

Downraters
I hate them and I will place all who do it to me and those I call friend in here for all. Sticken bastids LOL And the first on the list is 1= PEG48 rated your photo a '1'! aka as #878193 I was nice enough to leave her an 11 and a nice note but she deleted my note then didnt rerate me so I downrated her and tads shes blocked Next!!! #2 = kkblack1978 rated your photo a '7'! And we all know you read from the bottom up so after her remark I returned her favor LOL I just love some people ->kkblack197...: hey all i did was fuckign smile back CHILL YOUR ASS OUT kkblack197...: shit kkblack197...: said i was sorry now get off my ass ->kkblack197...: this is where the smiley face was kkblack197...: omg didnt mean to my mouse is messed up ->kkblack197...: hey dont like my pic fine but to down rate me?

Happy Hour Rate Our Stashes ( Help Us And You To Level Up ) We Will Return The Favor ( Repost)
Happy Hour Rate our Stashes ( help us and you to level up ) we will return the favor ( Repost) One Hot Momma 26, 354 to level Iceman00725 6,239 to Level php?u=217526&i=1163827462" target=_blank> I Love Iceman00725 2,497 to Level Get More at COMMENTYOU.com From Our Family to yours Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Daydream
Before reading this, I need to say I am a Master on Hiatis, sometimes taking a break is a good thing. A couple of people have asked me to post some of my stories because they felt that they are good enough to be read by many. So plz feel free to comment and let me know how you liked this one.. If I feel like its something to continue then I will prolly post or write a new story every couple of days. Peace, Dawg Sitting on the couch watching the TV daydreaming, when you walk into the room wearing a red corset, fishnet stockings attached to your hips by a garter belt and matching thong. I don’t notice you at first until you dance your way in front of the TV and begin swaying your hips back and forth making sure to get my attention. I look at you with a shy grin and click the TV off and turn on the stereo and find Joe Cockers You can keep your hat on playing. “Dance for me pet.” I say firmly. I turn the lights down low and watch you intently. You begin to sway your hips as you m

Set For 2nd Rollout.
Image above: In the Vehicle Assembly Building at NASA's Kennedy Space Center, technicians are inspecting the sanding performed on Atlantis' external tank nose cone to repair hail damage caused by a late February storm. Photo credit: NASA/Jack Pfaller 05.11.07 - 4:30 p.m. EDT After Friday's rollout review meeting, NASA officials announced that repairs on the external tank on Space Shuttle Atlantis have been completed. The vehicle is scheduled to roll out to the launch pad on Wednesday, May 16 with first motion at 4 a.m. EDT. "The teams have done a phenomenal job of repairing this tank," said Bill Gerstenmaier, space operations associate administrator. "We've done a lot of extra reviews to make sure we didn't miss anything -- a lot of testing…to make sure things were done right and they've done a great job." Wayne Hale, Space Program manager gave a lot of credit to the hundreds of workers across the country who pulled together for the repair project. "We're really proud of

Pablo Neruda~sonnet Lxiv
Sonnet LXIV My life was tinted purple by so much love, and I veered helter-skelter like a blinded bird till I reached your window, my friend: you heard the murmur of a broken heart. There from the shadows I rose to your breast: without being or knowing, I flew up the towers of wheat, I surged to life in your hands, I rose from the sea to your joy. No one can reckon what I owe you, love, what I owe you is lucid, it is like a root from Arauco, what I owe you, love. Clearly, it is like a star, all that I owe you, what I owe you is like a well in the wilderness where time watches over the wandering lightning. ©Pablo Neruda

~pablo Neruda~
Sonnet LXXXIX When I die, I want your hands on my eyes: I want the light and the wheat of your beloved hands to pass their freshness over me once more: I want to feel the softness that changed my destiny. I want you to live while I wait for you, asleep. I want your ears still to hear the wind, I want you to sniff the sea's aroma that we loved together, to continue to walk on the sand we walk on. I want what I love to continue to live, and you whom I love and sang above everything else to continue to flourish, full-flowered: so that you can reach everything my love directs you to, so that my shadow can travel along in your hair, so that everything can learn the reason for my song.

Something Witty Before I Sleep...
So I heard the funniest joke today I thought I'd share it for a giggle.. it was something about the size of a pickled pecker..pepper.. penis.. pickle.. ahh hell I already blew it. *grin* this joke is trademarked by myself :P

Guide To Dating
1) Never allow yourself to get more into the girl than she is into you. 2) If she has sex with you on the first date, she's a keeper. 3) No matter how amazingly the two of you clicked, if you call the girl the day after the first date she will never speak with you again. 4) The moment she shows any signs of clinging, disconnect your cell phone, change your e-mail, shave your moustache and enter Witness Protection. 5) If she asks you why you're drinking at 10 a.m. on a Saturday morning, crack the bottle over your skull to show her who wears the pants in the relationship. 6) If you find yourself juggling multiple girlfriends, be sure to treat each of them as if they were expendable, so when they finally catch on to your commitment-fearing ways they'll dump you and months later when you've successfully eliminated all serviceable late-night booty calls you can throw yourself pity parties on your blog. 7) If you manage to bring home a girl you meet at a bar, fuck like rabb

Why Are Most Guys Assholes?
guys what can anybod y say about them? "they are hard to live with and hard to live without" why are guys so afraid to speak their mind and come strait out with what they have to say? i hate liars,jerk,punks,and bums.

Dog Wash
Dog Wash A young boy, about eight years old, was at the corner "Mom & Pop" grocery picking out a pretty good size box of laundry detergent. The grocer walked over, and, trying to be friendly, asked the boy if he had a lot of laundry to do. "Oh, no laundry," the boy said, "I'm going to wash my dog." "But you shouldn't use this to wash your dog. It's very powerful and if you wash your dog in this, he'll get sick. In fact, it might even kill him." But the boy was not to be stopped and carried the detergent to the counter and paid for it, even as the grocer still tried to talk him out of washing his dog. About a week later the boy was back in the store to buy some candy. The grocer asked the boy how his dog was doing. "Oh, he died," the boy said. The grocer, trying not to be an I-told-you-so, said he was sorry the dog died but added, "I tried to tell you not to use that detergent on your dog." "Well, the boy replied, "I don't think it was the detergent t

Im Telling The Truth Part 1
My name is confident and i am here tonight to tell the truth and the whole truth so help me god. This maybe controlversial. But im here to help the white woman to pick the right black man and that is now a 10% ratio. I am a black man myself that love to help people and i love to help the white woman to find a good black man. Honestly the reason why im telling you this the other 90% of black men are ruining chances for me. One of the 10% of the good balck men. The reason why i saying im a good black men. I got a JOB a got a CAR and i got my own PLACE and i am a gentleman. I don't smoke weed and i pay my bills and i don't have a law record and i pay my child support. Now women im here to tell you what to look for. You see the thing in caps i wrote. That is what you need to find what a black man has. Im not talking about trying to take his money. That is the main quality you should find in the black man. If he has a job he want to better himself. If a black man has a car. He want to get t

To The Asshole Who Knew Nothing
Ok, this is for that jerk who asked me if I wanted to "role play" *You're insults done mean a damn near thing to me, only because they're nothing I havent heard yet and they're unoriginal. *I set my standards high so I DONT end up with fucktard boyfriends like YOU! *I'm not "huge" I'm simply big & beautiful You dont see that? GLAD IM WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESNT SEE SIZE! * When you first meet someone it's rude to automatically ask to "role play". You're a sick fuck and needs help, I could have been a man for all you know. HA! YOU BEAT OF TO MEN! * As an attempt to be the biggest jerkoff to me.....CONGRADULATIONS!!! YOU'VE DONE IT .... Now go away. Don't ever contact me again, there will be a bigger problem. TY! =^_^=

Just To Let You Know More About Me...
Seeing pictures is great but do the really define who a person is? Can looking at a person's eyes really show what their soul is like? Is it really possible that you know what kind of person I am by taking just a first glance? People that have seen my picture without meeting me may come up with all sorts of ideas about who they think I am. Just looking at a picture, however, does not give any indication of what that person has gone through. I have decided to write this so that people may have a small glimpse of what I have been through to help others. I was born in the late seventies. When I was three months old, I was diagnosed with a very rare eye condition, ocular motor apraxia. It is a congenital eye defect that has no cure, no operation and the information they have is very limited. I was and still unable to move my eyes from side to side. Instead, I have to use a jerking motion of the head that allows me to be able to see and focus on moving objects. My mother divorced my

To My Wicked Intention Famliy And Friends
Net Friend I type my love for you On the TV screen Never will you truly know Just how much you mean Some may say it's crazy But I don't really care They could never understand all that we have shared All the nights you've spent with me Felt like you were here Always with a open heart And an open ear I never had to wonder If you truly care Because when I turn on my TV You words are always there

Supermodel Wisdom
ON COURAGE: "They were doing a full back shot of me in a swimsuit and I thought, 'Oh my God, I have to be so brave. See, every woman hates herself from behind.'" - Cindy Crawford How can she seriously say everywoman hates her back if they haven't even seen it...der! ON POVERTY: "Everyone should have enough money to get plastic surgery." - Beverly Johnson How about this? Everyone should have enough money to get a bat to smack you with. ON FATE: "I wish my butt did not go sideways but I guess I have to face that." -Christie Brinkley Its called gravity, dear. Get used to it. ON SELF-ESTEEM: "I loved making 'Rising Sun.' I got into the psychology of why she liked to get strangled and tied up in plastic bags. It has to do with low self-worth." - Tatjana Patitz It's called fetishes... look it up sometime...then get back to me. ON ARRIVING "Because modeling is lucrative, I'm able to save up and be more particular about the acting roles I take." -Kathy Ireland, star o

Spaghetti With Clams (spaghetti Alle Vongole)
Spaghetti with Clams (Spaghetti alle Vongole) The tiny clams called cockles are wonderful in this traditional Italian dish, but littlenecks and other clams work equally well (use more or fewer than specified depending on their size). Letting the pasta finish cooking in the sauce really boosts the flavor. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 4 dozen fresh clams * 5 sprigs fresh thyme * 5 sprigs fresh basil * 1 onion * 2 garlic cloves * 6 tablespoons olive oil * 1/2 cup dry white wine * Pinch red pepper flakes * 1 pound spaghetti * 2 tablespoons butter Directions: Soak the clams for 5 minutes in a large bowl of cool water. Wash and scrub them under cool running water. Rinse and finely chop the herbs. Peel and dice the onion and peel and finely chop the garlic. Heat the olive oil in a skillet over moderate heat. Saute the onion and garlic until they begin to brown. Add the red pepper and thyme. Add the clams and the wine and stir

Feelin So Alone
I have no idea what i am suppost to do i feel so lost .... I see others around me being happy and yet i stand here so alone. Where love seems to never really find me? When does it get to be me for once? Where does it get to be my true love? tired of these stupid games, Not sure in what to believe in again if its out there for me or if i am being silly. I guess all i am ever meant to be is a victom of these streets, cause it seems so impossible for it to ever be me. Seem doomed on bein alone doomed to watch as others get to be happy and find their ones while i stand around like im lookin threw the window on the other side of the glass to always see and never be. Never gets to be me.

Stupid Girl
why do i sit here a woman...but cry like a child...how come i walk down the streets and become jealous at couples in love...why am i me why can't i be happy like everyone ....instead i sit here drowning in my tears with no one to help me....i need to be loved at set free no more pain please help me

Maddie Mccann Day 15
More than 40 million people have visited a website to find missing Madeleine McCann, as police continue their "dynamic" investigation into her disappearance. Portuguese police are continuing to examine telephone calls between a Russian computer expert and their key suspect on the night the little girl was abducted, while the campaign to boost Madeleine's profile across Europe gathers pace. The official website to track her down, www.bringmadeleinehome.com reads: "Over 40 Million people have been on the website! Keep Looking!" Sergey Malinka, 22, insisted he had nothing to do with the four-year-old's disappearance after being questioned by detectives until the early hours of Thursday morning. Mr Malinka designed a website for Anglo-Portuguese man Robert Murat, the first "arguido", or suspect. On Thursday night, Mr Malinka told Sky News he wanted to clear his name and knew nothing about Madeleine's disappearance. Describing his relationship with Mr Murat as "strictly prof

How Sexy Is My Name
table width=270 height="220" background="http://www.wishafriend.com/pf/sn/bg.jpg" align=center cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2>Your Name Is Pretty Sexy! :) Your name scored 126 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name?

The Cw
IT WAS RUMORED THAT THE CW WASN'T GOING TO BRING BACK ANY OF ITS OLD SHOW BUT THE GAME. I AM GLAD THEY LISTEND TO THE FANS AND BROUGHT BACK SOME OF THE OLD SHOWS ESPECIALLY GIRLFRIENDS. ANY TRUE FAN OF THE SHOW HAS BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME TO SEE JOAN GET MARRIED. ANYWAY HERE IS THE NEW FALL LINE UP FOR 2007-2008!!!! The See-Dub also has greenlighted the following four series: * Gossip Girl: A sudsy teen drama about Manhattan rich kids and the bloggy girl who keeps tabs on them. It's from The O.C. mastermind Josh Schwartz. * Reaper: A dramedy about a bounty hunter for the devil. * Life Is Wild: A drama about a family in South Africa. * Aliens in America: A comedy about a Muslim foreign exchange student living with an American family. For a look at the CW's full fall schedule, read on! The CW's Fall Schedule Monday 8-8:30 p.m. Everybody Hates Chris 8:30-9 p.m. Aliens in America 9-9:30 p.m. Girlfriends 9:30-10 p.m. The Game Tuesday 8-9 p.m.

Wwe Magazine Feature And More....
HEY EVERYONE! I AM FEATURED IN THE JULY ISSUE OF WWE MAGAZINE. YOU CAN FIND THE ISSUE ON NEWSTANDS IN MAJOR STORES. I HAVE A SHIPMENT IN THAT WILL BE FOR SALE. THE MAGAZINE WILL SELL FOR $25.00 A COPY WITH MY PERSONAL AUTOGRAPH. THIS COST INCLUDES S/H PLEASE VISIT DANGEROUSCURVEZ.COM AND CLICK ON THE SHOP LINK TO ORDER YOUR COPY TODAY! DANGEROUS CURVEZ ALSO HAS THE OFFICIAL APPARAEL LINE UP AND READY FOR GUYS AND GIRLS. T-SHIRTS TANKS, HATS, THONGS AND MORE. ORDER AT THE SHOP LINK ON THE SITE AS WELL. XOXOX ~TANIA~

Outside Looking In
Cold rage circumnavigates scorching skin. Guttural groans against a steaming brow, disjointed bodies gravitating fast. For naught. Auburn copper-flake shafts extinguishing liberty, lust and love. Awake I dream. Splintered tongue, tastelessly sips sacred air. For what?

Just When I Thought I Knew {rispetto}
lambent serpents all intertwined forbidden love beneath the moon a chance taboo does slip one's mind once bitten are relieved too soon ardent blood stains their sultry skin in peace freed like a firing pin dying blissfully there aglow together alone free to go -- A Rispetto, an Italian form of poetry, is a complete poem of two rhyme quatrains with strict meter. The meter is usually iambic tetrameter with a rhyme scheme of abab ccdd. A Heroic Rispetto is written in Iambic pentameter, usually featuring the same rhyme scheme.

Here's How I'm Gonna Die :( Check Out Your Own Death Too
Tim Location of Death: Albany, NY Date of Death: 5/18/2034 11:42:14 PM Last Person Called: Ollie Last Number Dialed: (229) 352-409* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Blunt force or mechanical injury See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

I'll Meet You There . . .
You arrived at our hotel first...I arrive at the door give a couple of light taps and you let me in. You look handsome and so sexy and I can tell you want me as much as I want you. Words are hardly spoken and unnecessary as we stand in the middle of the room, fire blazing, two bottles of champagne on ice...you take me in your arms kissing and holding each other so tightly. I nibble your lower lip as you slowly push your tongue into my mouth. We are both breathing heavily and our hearts are beating so hard. Slowly you start to pull my top off and I push back your robe, our naked upper bodies rub against each other, your hand releases my skirt and you look down to see my neatly waxed pussy mound, as I have no panties on. I reach down and rub your stiff cock, which is still imprisoned in your shorts, mmmm, so tantalizingly hard. We move close again and hold each other so tight, wondering if this moment is not real, like so many imagined before, but this time it will be....Kissing

The Hero
No one knows what all he does but the few whose lives he has touched. Wiht his words of encouragement to just lending his ear. he will listen to us rant and rave about our troubles. He's ready to do battle for those he loves and if you have him as your freind you have found a very specail treasure! Sometimes our hero needs us to return to him what he has given to us. True bravery is shown by performin without witness what one might be capable of doing before all the world. Hero in the dictionary is defined as a mythological or legendary figure often of divine descent endowed with great strength and ability: an illustrious warrior. This man has done so much to touch other people lives and he never ask for anything in return. Its time we, as his freinds, do something for him.

05-19-07
Concerns about a family member may take up more of your time than you had initially imagined. You may not be able to solve this problem, but your demonstrations of support are more helpful than you know.

I Need A Title
A dish hits the wall,pieces fall to the floor Things will never be the same not like before The children in thier room begin to cry out Thier voices seem so quiet as thier parents still shout She holds the phone as another crashes by her head Crying and afraid the kids climb out of bed They open thier door and step into the light To late to realize thier now in thier parents fight Sirens scream and flashing lights flicker at the door As a mother and her children lay bleeding on the floor Wounds may heal but the memories will never leave As she puts them in the ground a childless mother still grieves

Change
Good relationships move to the next level under this celestial influence. However, that means one that's faltering is on its last legs. Be open to change, and you'll see results. Fight it, and it'll get more difficult.

Blow The Whistle!
In 2000 world leaders committed to the Millennium Development Goals (MDGs) to eradicate extreme poverty and hunger by 2015. 2007 marks the half-way point to the fulfilment of the MDGs, and it’s time to Blow the Whistle to ensure our governments the world over honour their promises. The eight UN MDGs were: (i) to eradicate extreme poverty and hunger; (ii) to achieve universal primary education; (iii) to promote gender equality and empower women; (iv) to reduce child mortality; (v) to improve maternal health; (vi) to combat HIV/AIDS, malaria and other diseases; (vii) to ensure environmental sustainability; and (viii) to develop a global partnership for development. Since 2000, poverty and poverty-related issues have sprung up on government agendas worldwide, as the 2005 G8 meeting in Edinburgh clearly demonstrated. Yet progress has been poor and in many areas the situation is worse than before. In sub-Saharan Africa, for example, more people suffer from hunger now than in 2

Its Just Shameful
It's almost 8:30pm. and I'm just waking up. I went to bed at 8:30 am. after having an old friend from 10 years back hop a flight back to Texas, then watching 2 episodes of "the Tudors" on "on demand". After shooting that scene for Harmony video on Thursday with Julie Simone, I still haven't quite adjusted... especially after 3 hours/2 sessions and shooting a few video clips of My own. Unfortunately, My software for My video editing is fucked.

Lifes Lessons
Words to Live By.... Maya Angelou said this: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touc

New Lounge On Ct Hellraiser Lounge
NEW LOUNGE LADIES AND GENTS THE HELLRAISER LOUNGE IS HERE http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6629 THAT IS THE LINK CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ALL UR FRIENDS. IT IS AN AWSOME PLACE. FREAKY PAGAN

One Phone Call Changes Everything
My friend's husband passed away last night. Her name's Tracey and she has a 16 year old son named Dillan. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. If you do pray. They're going to need a lot of help and support and all the thoughts and prayers anyone has to offer. Tom. You were a good man. A loving father, husband and friend. May you rest in peace.

~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~ Scores Updated
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Girl is...... with 1079 comments each! 2nd Girl is..... with 910 comments! 3rd Girl is...... with 758 comments! 4th Girl is...... with 191 comments! 5th Girl is...... with 48 comments! 6th Girl is...... with 19 comments! 7th Girl is...... with 12 comments! 8th Girl is...... with 2 comments! Comments + rates = total 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum*

I Miss Her.....
Silent night, walking all alone on the beach while bright moon light falls on me and thinking of my beloved wife. We may be miles apart from each other but our love and affection bring us close to each other. I know it is not easy to love someone from a distance but my thoughts brings us together Her love blended with sincerity and I find it hard to define. Dreaming my love is wonderful and it makes me so happy. I feel she is close to me always and walks beside me. I can hear that she calls me and doesn't give up on me. Forgives my mistake and always invite me in to her hearts. Loves me for who I am. She quits my fears and raises my spirits. Always say nice things about me, Understand me, values me. Her soul with love strengthens me and my heart reminds me how much I love her and how much I miss her.

Locked Up In My Bedroom
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? And what secrets would you reveal to me? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM =_________?

Show The Flowers
Why Do Teens Show So Much Skin? A teenage grand-daughter comes downstairs for her date with a see through blouse and no bra. Her grandmother had a fit, telling her not to even think about going out like that! The teenager tells her "Loosen up Grams. These are modern times. You got let your rosebuds show!" and so out she goes. The next day the teenager comes downstairs, and the grandmother is sitting there with no top on. The teenager is about to die. She explains to her grandmother that she has friends coming over and that this is not appropriate... The grandmother then says, "Loosen up, Sweetie. If you can show off your rosebuds, then I can display my hanging roses." HaPPy GarDeNinG!

Now That It's Gone
I never would have thought that there'd be a you and me. It wasn't plausible. It wasn't possible. But out of the star-crossed sky fell an opportunity. It was great. It was special. It was magic. It made my life such a blissful state of euphoria. My eyes sparkled. My soul danced. My heart rejoiced. And now that it's gone I wish there was something in its place. I want a new dream. I want a new heart. I want a new chance. But mostly, I'm receiving only loss. I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more. I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone. I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken. And now that you're gone, I can't help but miss you. For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms of your soulful eyes your shy smile and your beautiful face.

Can You Figure Out These Five Riddles?
1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three room. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? 2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? 3. What is black when you buy it, red when you use it, and gray when you throw it away? 4. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Wednesday, Friday, or Sunday? 5. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious as to just how quickly you can find out what is so unusual about it. It looks so ordinary and plain that you would think nothing was wrong with it. In fact, nothing is wrong with it! It is highly unusual though. Study it and think about it, but you still may not find a

You Know You Have
Played Too Much "Resident Evil" When: 20.) You have completed each and every game of "Resident Evil" (even Survivor) more than two times. Ref: Self explanitory. 19.) You think any blonde guy named Albert is an asshole. Ref: In all "Resident Evil" games, Albert Wesker is an ass to anyone he comes across. 18.) You have a tattoo of the Umbrella symbol. Ref: A white and red Umbrella, which is seen throughout the "Resident Evil" games. 17.) Your dog's name is Cerebus. Ref: In "Resident Evil" games, Cerebuses are Zombie dogs. 16.) When life gets tough or not the way you want it, you look for a typewriter so you can "tune out and take a break." Ref: In all "Resident Evil" games, you save your progress through a typerwriter, so you can finish later. 15.) You can quote every line from "Resident Evil" and "Resident Evil: Apocalypse." Ref: Both Resident Evil movies. 14.) You have a Resident Evil character on your site SOMEWHERE! Ref: Self explanitory. 13.)

This One's Good :)
Get things shipshape when it comes to your personal life. It's a great time to mend fences and strike up friendships with appealing new faces. Don't put this off. It's time to make some real progress.

Have You Ever
Wundered what it would be like to run into one of your friends from CT? Hopefully it wont be one of the perverts that runs wild on here, I'm talking about the nice guys that really want to get to know you for your heart. How would you react? If we have already came face to face please don't type anything.

The Ten Commandments Of Mother Earth
I. Thou shalt love and honor the Earth for it blesses thy life and governs thy survival. II. Thou shalt keep each day sacred to the Earth and celebrate the turning of its seasons. III. Thou shalt not hold thyself above other living things nor drive them to extinction. IV. Thou shalt give thanks for thy food, to the creatures and plants that nourish thee. V. Thou shalt educate thy offspring for multitudes of people are a blessing unto the Earth when we live in harmony. VI. Thou shall not kill, nor waste Earth's riches upon weapons of war. VII. Thou shalt not pursue profit at the Earth's expense but strive to restore its damaged majesty. VIII. Thou shalt not hide from thyself or others the consequences of thy actions upon the Earth. IX. Thou shalt not steal from future generations by impoverishing or poisoning the Earth. X. Thou shalt consume material goods in moderation so all may share the Earth's bounty.

--------most Dear To Me-------------
MOST DEAR TO ME ARE THOSE I LOVE, WHO SHARE AND BLESS MY LIFE, WHO FILL MY HEART WITH COUNTLESS JOYS DESPITE DAYS TOUCHED BY STRIFE. MOST DEAR FRIENDS I CHERISH MOST, WHOSE LOYALTY IS TRUE.... WHATEVER MY LOT, WHATEVER MY PAIN, THEY'RE FAITHFUL, THROUGH AND THROUGH. MOST DEAR EACH BLESSING THAT THE LORD BESTOWS WITH LOVING GRACE; NO MATTER IF I SOMETIMES ERR, I'M SAFE IN HIS EMBRACE. MOST DEAR,INDEED, THE VOICE WITHIN THAT GUIDES ME NIGHT AND DAY, AND GENTLTY CHIDES MY QUESTING SOUL EACH TIME I CHANCE TO STRAY. MOST DEAR OF ALL, MY FAITHFUL LORD, WHO DIED TO SET US FREE, THAT WE- ONE DAY-MIGHT FIND TRUE JOY WITH HIM ETERNALLY

Why Is That The Good Guys U Have Always Turn Bad
DAVID AND I WAS TOGEATHER FOR ABOUT 8 YEARS AND ENAGGED 3 YEARS HE WAS NEVER READY TO GET MARRIED EVERY TIME WE SET IT HE WOULD UP IT AND ALSO HE LYED TO ME 2 HE CHEAT ON ME 2 TIMES OK HE TELL ME ALL THE TIME THAT HE TELLS HIS FRIENDS AND HIS FAMILY ABOUT ME WILL I WANT TO SEE IT FOR MYSELF SO I JUST PRETENDED TO BE SOMEONE ELSE ON THE NET I START CHAT WITH HIM FOR HOUR OR TWO GOT TO THE PART TO ASK HIM IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND HE SAID NO WE BROKE UP 3 YEARS AGO AND THEN ONE DAY HE CALLS ME TO TELL ME THAT MY FRINED WANT ME TO CALL HIM SO I WAS GET READY TO GET OFF AND ALL THE SUDDEN I HEARD THIS GIRL AND GUYS VOICE WILL IT WAS MY DAVID AND THIS GIRL TALK SWEET AND NICE TO EACH OTHER AND I GOT OFF THE PHONE I WAS SO MAD AND THERE WAS RONALD ME AND RONALD WENT OUT YEAR OR SO AND WE WAS ENAGGED TO WILL ALL HE WANT TO DO IS SEX SEX SEX AND WILL IM WAITING TIL I GET MARRIED TO HAVE SEX WILL HE PUSH ME ONE NIGHT INTO SOME STUFF I DID NOT WANT TO DO AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME INTO IT AND

Im Off Like A Prom Dress!
Well im off to skool for a few, then to get my son in the Valley then to my brothers in North Idaho.. We get to spend the 3day wkend with my brother n his family.. so that means I get to hang with my budddy Skylar.. w00t! And he's walking now! Yay!! Just wanted to wish everyone a wonderful wkend, have fun and be safe! Wifey, U better leave me voice comments..hehe I'll miss you sweetheart! Kiss kiss! Love ya'll ~Contessa

Sexquiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

U R My Companion
You're My friend, my companion, through good times and bad my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you. Forward this to all your good friends on-line to show them you are friends.

Today's 'scope
"Take a deep breath and come up out of that contemplative state. You do some of your best thinking while alone, but it's in relationships that you really learn to thrive -- yes, even you! Your loved ones want to see you." ROFLMAO ... I have been writing some deep contemplative work on the fate of the nation this day, and this is my 'cope. LOL. Are they spying on me? LOL

More Pics - Horror And Sexy Pics
We've got more private pics for friends and Cherry Tap family! We've got more horror pics up as well. We need the pic rates! My wife loves the comments, keep them coming and thanks for those who have been so kind. I always repay the favor and rate daily until I'm maxed out to the limit! Hope to hear from you soon, Mark and Lina

Friday, January 19, 2007
I'm back in my home town now. However being closer to my mother didn't last very long. I moved back on July 1st of 2006 to be closer to my mother. In the middle of July my mother had blood clots in her legs and was hospitalized. Something happen....a blood clot may have went to her brain who knows. After her stay in the hospital she was put in a nursing home. She was diagnosed with dementia...the early stages of Alzheimer's disease. They have tried treating her for it with anti depressants mainly. The first nursing home she was put in was near by. That didn't work out for her because the anti depressants she was on was making her bust out in mad rages toward the workers. Again they found another blood clot in her leg and was hospitalized. She was released and put in a different nursing home where she still resides today. I try to get over to see her when I can and between me and her daughter we try our best to please her. She has a sweet tooth that never left her so chocolate is a way

Vote 4 Me.dium
hey folks, my buddies over at me.dium.com are finalists in the Webware 100 Awards! the awards are given to the best web 2.0 applications of the year and they've been busting their asses doing stuff no one has done before! their application allows you to talk and interact with other people who're me.dium members that are either on the same site you are, or on similar ones from inside your browser! it's pretty cool stuff, look for me if you're a me.dium member! they're up against some really big names in this contest, including myspace, linkedin, digg, and netscape... i'm hoping our CT community can go lend them a hand to help even out the playing field! i don't think anyone would even be here if they didn't love underdogs, so go show them some love.. :-) if you click the link below, you'll see a me.dium.com page that will take you to the voting site. simply select Me.dium from the list of finalists and click the VOTE button! Me.dium's Webware 100 Awards Page thanks for h

Only About 3 Hours Left
www.myidolworld.com the song called get here sang by me chrissylou75 and also singing a song called because of you in the oyaka contest based at the same site please please show me your love and support and vote for me and tella ll your friends to do so too , it only takes a few minutes to sign up for free as long as you have an email addy then you can sign up and cast your votes so even if you have like 20 email addys then you can cast 20 votes all for me and i will be ever so grateful , genuinly sincerely grateful too xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

4 Non Blondes- Drifting-
My Crash and burn song. In a nutshell. When I need a good cry.. and to sing at the top of my lungs until my voice breaks...this is that song. lol. What a wonderful hesitation Who would bear to feel sorry for me Dropped another pill just to calm me Collapsed to my knees and fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into the sunshine Expecting to crash but I'm tied to a string Look at me I'm a tangled puppet I might be a mess but I sure can survive Find myself awake counting sad days 1-2-3 that's too many for me Dropped another pill just to find me Reached for my hand But It was already there Then I started believin' That I fell out of a tiny raindrop That lost its way when it decided to roam Chasing me was a hungry dweller But I had escaped it by pretending to die Come follow me you won't expect the illusion You'll see, it's my imagination Hand me your eyes I will put them in front of mine You'll see a little better You'll see a little better W

Sharing Is Caring
I have this in my MSN Spaces blog, and wanted to spread the joy. This was a chatroom conversation on MSN in a girls only chat room. This guy came in and wanted to be one of the girls. LOL Its kinda obvious which one of these people is me, the rest are just random friends of mine. (Yeah its fuckin long, but worth the read. I was in an awesome mood and my humor was in rare form.) READ THE WHOLE THING!!! ITS HILARIOUS!!! 8Dingo has joined the conversation. Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo RottenToThe©o® : lmfao Skoobz™ : Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo Skoobz™ : LMFAO άỷĠi : hi dingo im really a swahelie dancer RottenToThe©o® : Skoobz™ : Dingo : hi I'm a lesbo Skoobz™ : good cover there dude RottenToThe©o® : whats a lesbo? άỷĠi : i dunno Skoobz™ : hi I am not a lesbo but most of my girlfriends were Dingo : isn't this the lesbo room? »»¤MÅ®†¥¤«« : lmao Skoobz™ : sorry dingo its not Skoobz™ : its the farmhands

A Goth Fairy Poem
A GOTH FAIRY POEM storys of unknown and a sprite here and there. the eyes of the elves, so very, very fair. pixie dust and unicorns. beautiful roses with deadly thorns. I wander through a word so tragic. I wander through a world of magic. what comes next is what i fear, as the sirens sing I'm drawn neer. They pull me in and say goodbye. Noone heard my desperate cry. So it has come to this and the pixies helped me not. just a little magic is what my heart saught. But watch out the faries bite, and ogars arent a prettey sight. stay away from the waters rim. or your fate will soon be grim. you will quickly die, when the sirens cry

Fathers Contest 7 Day Blast
I still need at least 6 more people to have this contest remember it is 7 day blast for first place and it needs to be pic of a father and child or children......just pm me the pic that you want to use...

Latest Movie Reviews!
LATEST FULL LENGTH DVD REVIEWS LATEST CAPSULE REVIEWS Also stop by the site to see all of this week's DVD genre releases! That's it for now, Mark Cultcuts Magazine http://www.cultcutsfilms.com DIGITAL CONQUEST http://www.digitalconquestdvd.com BUY 3 GET THE 4th DVD FREE SALE!

Definition Of Irony...
I find it hilarious when people, mostly Big Fat American Men, pop by my page purely to mention how gay my pictures look, lol Something you wanna share with the world guys? Obviously, this just earns them a block, a chance at me to laugh at them and a comment deletion, rofl Later my friends Be well Angel

Michael Prick- My Personal Mission To Bury Him
In case you missed it over the weekend, ESPN unleashed (heh) a rather in-depth and sickening look at the world of dog fighting, complete with juxtaposed pictures of Michael Vick. Oh, and a confidential informant who put Vick squarely in the middle of that world. What I missed was the league reaction to the ESPN piece. Enter Jeff Schultz from the Atlanta Journal Constitution with this recap in his column this morning: "The ESPN story prompted the league to release a statement. It read, in part: 'Dogfighting is cruel, degrading and illegal. ... Any NFL employee proved to be involved in this type of activity will be subject to prompt and significant discipline under our personal conduct policy.' Question: Before Goodell suspended Adam "Pacman" Jones for the season, was the league moved to announce, 'The NFL is against any player, coach or official who might incite a riot by 'making it rain'?' Goodell is worried about this story and where it's going. That's illustrated in how league

Wicca Poem - All Hallow's Meet
All Hallow's Meet by Liadan Oh, wild lonely places of sweet dread delight That call to my Children on Halloween night In whispering wind wisps and whipporwill plight Tickling the treetops where moonbeams alight. Come hither, ye Witches, on silver light fly! Don't dawdle, don't saunter, don't idly stroll by! Lift your skirts as seer gusts catch the leaves dead and dry Rise up with the wind soaring hasty on high! Ride ye thus to the hollow in the wood dark and deep Where all merry parted shall now merry meet. At the time 'twas appointed that time shall ye keep To honor me, hail me in great esbat fete. When the moon sailing bright in the dark midnight blue Casts her spell on the landscape, reversing each hue, And the scent of the night gives the magickal clue To the circle make haste, give Hecate her due! Dance wild, draw the power and shape in a cone, Till the power is thine and the will is thine own Then hurl't to the wind that thy purpose be flown And thy

(low Fat) Chicken Lasagna
8 oz. lasagna noodles, uncooked 2 c. chopped cooked chicken 1 (10 oz.) pkg. frozen spinach and/or broccoli, thawed and drained well 8 oz. grated Mozzarella cheese 1 sm. carton low fat cottage cheese 1 (32 oz.) jar spaghetti sauce Spray 9x13 baking dish with Pam. Pour 1/2 cup spaghetti sauce in dish. Place layer of noodles in dish. Place spinach, both kinds of cheese and chicken in dish. Pour about 1 1/2 cups sauce over this.

Childish Immature Down Rater Alert
Hello folks... apparently if u dont give this guy ur msn or ym ur a CUNT... so u might just wanna block him coz he will rate ya a 1 then block ya. Da White S...: SO DONT FLATTER YOURSELF LIKE THAT CUNT Da White S...: well, im not here to fuckin audition or apply for it.... ->Da White S...: and tt's TWO qs ->Da White S...: something I dont give out to just anybody Da White S...: what are they? ->Da White S...: I have both Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da White S...: sure Da White S...: Qustion for u ok? Geez...I aint abt to give it out to someone I've only talked to for less then 5 mins...and who asked anyone to do anything or audition for it? how bout gettin to knoe the person alittle bit more so they knoe u aint some freak their givin their ims too??...but n e who.... Da White Sox@ CherryTAP Have a nice day folks :P

You Know Who You Are!!!!
My so called friend I have loved you to pieces Fed you with caring and nurturing Accept you in my life like you have always been a part of it I have fought for you Take you with my two hands beyond reasonable doubt Loved you to a fault I introduced you to my family Treat your family of my own Breathed the air you breath Eat what you are, gave you what I eat And what did I get? I am accused of being untrue I am accused of being a user I’ve been judged without fair trial That all the favor I did was a way to buy friends My family had undergone malicious judgement And I thought I found a friend I was condemned, I was discouraged, I was stepped until I’m broken I have been taken for granted and been silent For talking means nothing for me but a useless way of reasoning for unreasonable consequences. But you never stopped, after years you still judged me. You still think that all I did was a scheme to destroy and use you. While you are the one who is trying until

Bcr And Tcr Bully
HEY WANT TO COME LISTEN TO SOME GOOD MUSIC HERE ARE TO LOUNGES TO CHOOSE FROM BRUTAL DRAGON RADIO OR TORTURE CHAMBER!! THIS PLAYER IS FROM BDR THIS RADIO IS FOR TCR CLICK THE PIC YOU WANT TO FOR THE LOUNGE YOU WANT. IF YOU WANT ALL GENRE OF MUSIC GO TO BDR. IF YOU WANT NOTHING BUT ROCK GO TO TCR. IF YOU WANT GO TO BOTH AND HAVE FUN!

Passion...
The look in your eyes and the smell of your perfume. You hold me tight as we kiss in the living room. My hand on your knee and your hand on my thigh. Open mouths, playful tongues, we aren't paying any attention to the time as it flys by. The feel of my hand in your hair and your hand on my cheek. The candle lights dancing in the darkness and my secure love is what you seek. The doors are locked and the lights are low. The eternal flame of passion in my heart begins to grow. You exhale a deep breath as on your neck I kiss. You lean your head back and from the bottom to the top I lick. A moan a whine, whispering sweet words in the air. Your hands in my hair, then your hands down my back. Pulling up the shirt that I took so long to decide. You lean me up and with a wicked evil grin say Prepare for the ride!

Okay, So I Write Again
Like a razors edge Cutting through my heart again Like a brass pole and an empty hole Something that is found between your.... I find myself Trapped in a corner Like the butterfly cacoon wrapped again I have always found it better To keep to myself and not be bitter And I let you in And you tore right through Cutting my heart again The walls fallen again Cold hearted bitch It is like a switch Razorblade love Getting nothing done Stone hearted is what they say It is from all the games you play You reel them in It is like second natured sin Like a Wisconsin january morning This is you in your glory Cold as ice You are nothing close to nice I find myself Trapped in a corner again Like the butterfly cacoon wrapped again I have always found it better To keep to myself and not be bitter And let you in You tore right through again Cutting my heart again The walls fallen again cold hearted bitch It is like a switch Razorblade love Getting

Mindless
when you say something and it is taken wrong. when is too late to explain? or is it even worth it?? Im not a whiny baby.. I know when Im not wanted, or when Im not needed even. So why do you just continue on? Just want to see how much more wrapped can I be.. to toss me aside?? Or until I care even more.. so that this will be the final time for hurt. I am me.. always will be. It never was a problem before. Why is it now? I HAVE FEELINGS!!!!!!!!

Donation
A local United Way office realized that it had never received a donation from the town's most successful lawyer. The person in charge of contributions called him to persuade him to contribute. "Our research shows that out of a yearly income of at least $500,000, you give not a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give back to the community in some way?" The lawyer mulled this over for a moment and replied, "First, did your research also show that my mother is dying after a long illness, and has medical bills that are several times her annual income?" Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbled, "Um. . . no." " - or that my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair?" The stricken United Way rep began to stammer out an apology but was interrupted, " " - or that my sister's husband died in a traffic accident," the lawyer's voice rising in indignation, "leaving her penniless with three children?!" The humiliated United Way rep, completely beaten, said simply, "I had

Waiting Rants
1:00 AM - I went to a party this evening, celebrating the opening of a new magic show at the Planet Hollywood Hotel. Lots of people there - too many for my taste. Good food, though, and, of course, free booze. I didn't imbibe much. Just wasn't in the mood, I suppose, plus, I drove myself to the event. So, I had to be responsible. Typical Vegas party - tons of frosty headed, striped shirt boys and lots of nubile girls in very skimpy outfits. Quite a few "model" girls, strutting around as scenery. There was even some interestingly body painted girls walking around in nothing but little bikini bottoms. Of course, they had pasties over their nipples. I think, too, they had some sort of sheer body suit on. I couldn't get close enough to any of them to actually see for sure. I tried to get one of the guys that was in the group I was hanging out with to go and find out for me, but he was too chicken. I'll have to find out from someone else that went to the party if they were wearing that.

When Should A Handfasting Take Place?
Season/Month Although Beltane is becoming a popular time to hold Handfasting rites, May has traditionally been considered an unlucky month in which to wed, since that is the Gods' sacred marriage month. (It seems kind of like upstaging the Goddess on Her wedding day). This custom predates the Christianization of Pagan rites. It explains why June is such a popular month for weddings. I suggest you wait until the waxing moon in June. Samhain is also becoming a popular time for Handfasting Rites. Day/Hour The best day and time of the week to perform a Handfasting rite is either Monday or Friday at the first hour after sunrise or the first hour after sunset (but do cross reference this with the placement of the Moon and other astrological factors.) The worst days are Tuesday and Saturday, any time. If you can't make a Monday or Friday wedding, then at least try to perform the rite during the Magickal hour of Venus or the Moon. If you don't know how to figure out the hour of the Moon

~unfolding My Wings~
I OPEN MY EYES AND WONDER WHAT JOYS LAY AHEAD FOR THE DAY THAT AWAITS FEELING HAPPY AND CONTENT INSIDE I PURSURE THE DAY WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE AND A PEACE WITHIN NOT WANTING TO RUSH THROUGH THIS LIVE I WAS GIVEN I ENJOY THE SERENITY I HAVE CHOSEN THIS NEW PATH AND IT IS WHAT I WANTED MY LIFE IS NOW BALANCED AND HAS A CLARITY THAT I CAN FEEL IN MY SOUL I UNFOLD MY WINGS AND EMBRACE THE WIND AS IT SURROUNDS ME LEADING ME THROUGH THIS EXISTENCE

Life Has Changed For Good!
Hey everyone, I'm writing this cause i have alot to get off my mind. I'm dropping names in this one cause i think people need to know what kind of people are on this site, i'm not gunna do it all in on blog, they will slowly come out and yes you all will know who they are. soo with that said, imma leave yall in the dark for now!

Just A Thought
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Men See Me As...
Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You?

Me Great? Awesome!
You are a Great Girlfriend When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Social Security Disability
My case is in the judges hands again and I'm still waiting for my second decision. Some people are denied 4 or 5 times until approved and you never win in the federal level. The problem is president Bush told the judges to get tough and there have been people taking advantage of it so the people that need the money are the ones to suffer. With no income coming in thats why I get down to so its been tough.

Insomnia
When my mind doesn't shut off, I don't get to sleep, a million random, useless thoughts fill my head. Insomnia comes creeping back up to visit me again, bittersweet it becomes, I love the still it brings with no one else around my mind still floods with awful thoughts, plotting against myself once more Setting myself up to watch myself fall

My Penis Wnats A Raise!
I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of you

Best Back Tattoo On Ct! Now Open
Best Back Tattoo On Ct! I Need Tattoos Of Backs! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is..... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Whitemail
Beneath the stones Lie ashes of silver and gold Remains of solice Grateful for weakness Unable to grasp the concept of... WHAT IT IS YOU WANT FROM ME!!!! Targeted in brush Segregated with shame Refusing to feel Or join in the game Whilst the world around us is being torn to shreds You have chosen out of all existence ME as your letter A Scarlet the color That it burns deep A bother to all That my eyes stay open While mind is asleep ...that when I am manic I just might not smile... ...that when I feel livid laughter ensues... ...that when I feel faint I'm strongest of all... ...that when I see straight my world dissappears... Fits of no consequence Like lines in a play Mostly go unheard Dinner is served Cold dish overdone To satisfy the hunger Of particularly one A chemical masterpiece To deserve this hell I must be God's stepson Coping with disease Socrates, remedy Plato is a cure In difference will Kill any uncertainty

Buffy Fan Video - Willow (evanescense - Tourniquet)
_________________________________________________ Ok, so I've decided since I posted this here, and someone was nice enough to rate it anyway *grin*...I'll leave it. Besides, it reminds me of a lot of the good discussions my friends and I have had in the past about the way television programs have changed so much since the TV was first introduced. Most of our discussions, of course, centered around the last 20 - 30 years or so of sitcoms, cartoons, late-night viewing, and even how the news is delivered now. There's definitely far too much sex, violence, and other negative imagery/influence on the big screen and TV; but as long as there's a "market" for it (people who want it and will continue to contribute to it) it's not going to go away. I'm not saying I'm some prude who's totally against any of that...FAR from it, really. If you knew me, or at least had a general feel for who I am...you'd know that. However, I'm also a mother and I do worry about how this all affects

Im Comin Home Guys
I can't wait, July 1st I'm movin back to windsor.. Mom's not to happy about it... But what are ya gonna do, I aint happy here, I need to be wit my friends, and my gurl... I miss the partyin and the fun, who wouldn't... Anywho, I gots ta go... XxXPeaceXxX

Track 9 - Mutilation Is The Most Sincere Form Of Flattery
Hey There's no rules today. You steal instead of borrow. You take all the shapes that I make. And you think That you thought All the thoughts That I thought you, Don't you? Mutilation's the most Sincere form of flattery. If you want to be me, Then stand in line like the rest. Now, do you know what I mean? The young get less bolder The legends get older But I stay the same As long as you have less to say Do you think that I wouldn't say this? You know that I play this better than you. Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you too Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you too Do you really think that I wouldn't say this? You know that I play this better than you. Rebels without applause I sell my shadow to those Who are standing in it They think I would Bitch about them Thinking they are The shit When they can't Even step In it The young get less bolder The legends get older But I stay the same As long as you have less to say Do you think that I wouldn't say this? You know t

Track 10 - You And Me And The Devil Makes 3
I'm just like rolling a stone up A hill in Hades If you want to lie with me You're going to be a liar Hell-flavored, I've got mood poisoning You must be something that I hate I'm just a prison of property Buckets full of better misery There's not a word for what I want to do to you There's not a word for what I want to do to you You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me Murdercute happyrape Murdercute happy, happy, happyrape Killer Murdercute happyrape Murdercute happy, happy, happyrape Killer Watch out your face My sperm's cold as ice Bouquet of knives, Killer Watch out your face My sperm's cold as ice Bouquet of knives, Killer You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me 1-2-3 1-2-3 If you get in bed someone will fall in love You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me and the devil makes 3 You and me and the devil makes 3 There's not a word for w

Things Are Alot Better Now
Things are alot better now that my neice moved out ...It is quieter and no more fighting and yelling...We just can not live together, but I do miss her aned my lil great nephew ALOT though...She is like my own kid and he is such a good boy...I just hope she settles down some more and feels better about things too...I love them both with all my heart and it hurt when she left, but that was my chocie...Well I asked her to leave but none the less she will be better off because now the baby has someone to play with and go outside to play with too:D...So Carrie remember I love ya if you read this..Auntie is here if you need a shoulder and remember that ALWAYS....T.

People I Miss
the people i miss the most, the people i miss the most i can count on one hand, there people like me and you, friends forever no matter what, no distance shall keep us apart, no one can tell me i cant love you, does age really matter, does money really matter, the people i miss arnt so shallow, if you think those things do matter, then i dont miss you at all, i only miss your voice, i only miss your stubborness i only miss one person and one person only, those who care knows who, the people i miss the most are no longer here, except one person and she knows who she is.. bedrock

Just Checking Something Out.... Let Us Know ....ty
To all of our friends and family; We know that alot of you are currently in groups or families here on CT now. Both Melinda and I have been debating on whether or not to start a small close knit family for moral support, levels, or whatever. No type of theme or craziness that we have had in our past families together or seperately. Just friends being there for one another. At this time, we are just wanting to see which of you might be interested or possibly interested in joining a small (very) close knit group. So if any of you are interested, please contact either Melinda or I at the links provided below..... Thank You, ~*~Texas Bitch~*~@ CherryTAP Kevin~a.k.a. Cha0tic Drag0n~@ CherryTAP

One Of My Poems Of What I Was Feeling
PRAISING YOU your love is as deep as the ocean and you're our almighty king you said you will noy forsaken me so why do I feel so alone and not good enough to recieve your everlasting love? I fall to my knees with a broken heart that only you can heal. waiting for my sins to be washed away only to confess to you because you are all forgiving . Please grant my restless mind peace and comfort so i may praise you like the magnificent GOd that you are. May I rest in your glory. *DMJ* 2007

You Can't Say We Never Tried
Life disappears right before our eyes, and in seconds our truths are proved to be lies. We swallow down our pride with clear liquid that kills our insides. Lovers don't wait for the pain to subside, and mothers don't know the way they leave us when they die. Girls don't know the way they stab us with their eyes, and boys don't have enough closets to hide. Brothers don't know their hands that hold our hearts, and fathers don't know how easily they rip us apart. Misery holds us close to her breasts, and in seconds we feel more than any other day, and all is laid to rest. We slice away our confidence with silver blades to our wrists. Wives don't try to be nice anymore, and husbands don't come home before they've seen their whores. Sons don't know left from right, unless they're up late on a school night, and daughters don't know the difference between love and fist fights. Friends don't know their empathy, and enemies show no sympathy. Life comes in quick flashes, like sunligh

I Dont Get It
so ur bf breaks up with u cause he confused on what he wants tells u to move on. so u start hanging out with guys then he gets flippin mad even though he already got a new gf. men make no sence at all.

Weenie Test
Weenie Test Three third graders from Tennessee, an Irish kid, an Italian kid and a Redneck kid are on the playground at recess. The Irish kid suggests that they play a new game. “Let's see who has the largest weenie,” he says. “Okay.” They all agree. The Italian kid pulls down his zipper and whips it out. “That's nothing,” says the Irish kid. He whips his out and proudly shows that his is at least an inch longer. Not to be outdone, the Redneck kid whips his out. It is by far not only the biggest, but the fattest. That night, eating dinner at home, the Redneck kid's mother asks him what he did at school today. “Oh, we worked on a science project, had a math test and read out loud from a new book and then, during recess, my friends and I played a new game called 'Let's see who has the largest weenie.” “What kind of game is that, honey?” asks the mother. “Well, me, Anthony and Patrick each pulled out our weenies and I had the biggest! The other kids say

Best Children On Ct Contest!
Best Children On CT Contest! I need pics of More then 1 child for my Children Contest! 1st Kids Pic is..... with 810 comments! 2nd Kids Pic is...... with 773 comments! 3rd Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kids Pic is...... with 1 comments! Can be other Family members with your child in pic is fine! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.