DKC's blog: "rambles in my head"

I have some thing in my brain, but can't find the path to my mouth

I have words that need to be spoken, but unable to find the right ones

I have feelings, but they may not be the right ones

I have feelings, but not sure how to share them

I have feeling, but not sure how to show them

I see things, but let them pass no matter how much I may wanna speak about them

I know when things may be fucked up, but I do not know how to you show they are

I know I am not the only one who is like this. What I do know thi is people are afraid to commit or take some one in a real light when they have theses problems. Why because every one thinks that it should be easy and no one should be affected by the past. They always forget tho, the past is what made us who we are today how we treat you, what we are willing to do for you and in some cases may not do for you. Just because some one may care to much or show affection soes not mean he is a pussy. Just because some one has bouts of depressions and writes about it to help deal with does not make him a freak or some thing wrong. Just because some one does not fit the mold of a prep or rocker or has a given style does not mean he is a dork, just means he is willing to be him self. Just because some one does not speak alot out loud does not mean he does not have a lot to say at the moment. What that does mean is shut up and listen when they do speak and do not dis miss what they are saying as idle what ever. What it means is they are telling you some thing they want you to know about them or some thing imporant to them. So if you know some one likes this please do not look at them as some one that is out of place or a dork or a loser it just means they are trying to find there where they belong or there place among the ones they have trusted enough to be close to them in such a cruel mean world that we live in.