She's more like a angel then any other girl I've know In my whole life.And her time Is maybe short too.For her doctors told her she'll not lived to see 22.She's so sick that the hospital Is like her second home A loved poem for a girl I love very.And that I want back so badly,for without her I'm nothing just came up with for a girl I .And It's tears me up knowing this too,but I've lost her not to death but some other guy.I post this poem as a way of coping with my life,for It helps me to just get things off of my chest.My way of venting my emotions and It's a sad poem too so read at your own risk.
Your Love,My Greatest Joy
Your love Is my greatest joy and my strongest pain.For with your love I feel on top of the world.But your love for me have faded,and as It faded my heart died a little each day,No more I love you from each day or I missed you.Your heart has found a new love and left me to feel all cold Inside where once I felt warm and safe from harm.For you now confessed your love for someone else leaving my heart broken Into a thousand shards,but yet I can't show angered toward you.For I know your time Is borrowed as you have told me many times,that your life Is ticking away.But without your loved I feel dead Inside too,and desires leaved me feeling down.For once I felt I could take on the world,but those days are gone.Your radiant beauty no longer shines It's healing rays upon my heart,and your heart no longer feels the same as mine.For my heart Is breaking,and your's sing for joy as your new love showers your heart.My heart cries out for me to fight for you,but my gut tells me to let you go.For In my heart I know I loved you and I want you In my life even If the time Is short lived.And even a short amount of time to just hold you and to love would be grand thing Indeed.To make loved to you heart and soul,to mend your body so you wouldn't have to worried about your Illnesses.But my gut tells me to let you go so you can know your new found happiness for you aren't meant to be with me,that you are just a fleeting happiness for me.But my heart Is the strongest and for this I'm doomed to know this heartbreak of your a love that was once mine greatest joy.But now tears me apart Inside,for I want to not cause you any heartbreaks.And yet I know deep Inside even If I did win your love for me again,It'll would only destroyed you most likely as we might never meet for real In life.So I'm damn to lived with my gut feeling and pays no attention to my heart.To lived with my pain so that you can be at least happy In life while you can enjoyed It.So I take my broken heart and cried when no ones around to see It on the outside and hide It away when people are around.For I loved you strong enough to endured this pain so that your life Is made better by someone else that can do better for you and bring you more joy to your life.
