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Cleaning Friendslist!! (everyone Read)
Tired of fake friends that are just on my friends list for no reason.. If you want on my list.. I would suggest commenting I'm cleaning friend list of lazy/unappreciative friends.. If you want to stick on the friends list.. I would suggest commenting me someplace.. either on this blog.. on the bulletin.. on my page.. or on a pic.. otherwise you will be deleted!!! Let me put it in terms that a lot of you can understand.. If I don't know you and you haven't made an impression on me in some way.. Your gone!!! Thanks!

Ppl That Are Not Real
dealing with shit right now i was a level 18 helped someone out they started to like me and i started to like them as well but i was also intrested in someone else as well and well they asked me what was up on it and told me they would get pised at me if i chose to hook up with the person i am with now and next thing i know my account get deleated cause i didnt pick them now isnt that just some underhanded shit on their part o wont bring up names cause i am being the bigger person here and walking away from that shit but kinda fucked up that i go out of my way to help pplz out and this is my repayment for that shit kinda fucked up but what can i say some ppl dont know a good thing when they have it at least i made the right choice and i dont have to worry about the one i am with turning her back on me like that person i thought was a freind stabbed me in the back a lost all my shit on my old account the account 3 years old i just got it up to were i wanted it took me a while to get it

Yeah I Try To Believe U But I Don't
What’s the full name on your birth certificate? Jolene Betsy Barber When was the last time you were told you were beautiful? oh wow... idk Is your phone within a meter radius of you? right by my left hand Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from? oh some bait shop we were trying to get a hold of What is bothering you right now? not being with him Who was the last person to play with your hair? jake.. Miss someone right now? yes .. very What does your last received text message say? I'm not okay- from my sister " What is your favorite color(s)? Black Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon? soon? idk... my friend said she'll take me Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films? no i love them If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it? I would spend it. If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay? no i hate spiders Last place you wen

Hanging On Edge
Silent words, I say little afraid I've fallen to the night a flightless bird, no wings just soft feathers... Scattered in the air, the cloudless moon playing kisses. Without asking I touch you, from left to right. no fingers, just my spirit. Memorizing your body, a poem put to use, the patterns of your breath sustain... I touch you more ... ... softer than louder, hanging on the edge of a sigh.

Meet The Bombers !!!
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My Iq Test
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Liver Panel
Liver Panel Overview Sources A liver panel, also known as liver (hepatic) function tests or LFT, is used to detect, evaluate, and monitor liver disease or damage. It usually consists of seven tests that are run at the same time on a blood sample. These include: Alanine aminotransferase (ALT) an enzyme mainly found in the liver; the best test for detecting hepatitis Alkaline phosphatase (ALP)an enzyme related to the bile ducts; often increased when they are blocked Aspartate aminotransferase (AST) an enzyme found in the liver and a few other places, particularly the heart and other muscles in the body Bilirubin, two different tests of bilirubin often used together (especially if a person has jaundice): total bilirubin measures all the bilirubin in the blood; direct bilirubin measures a form that is conjugated (combined with another compound) in the liver Albumin measures the main protein made by the liver and tells whether or not the liver is making an adequate amount of thi

Team 1 Fu-angels (revised)
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER" ~*Dirty's Angel *~Fu Wifey 2 JAMES*~Angel Gone Bad*~Fu-An

Things Have Changed
due to some circumstances that happened BY SHEER ACCIDENT. i have had to remove some pics blogs and part of my profile... anyway thought this would be the easiest way to get it out to people... thanks and ttyl

For My First Fuowner
> Come show my owner, Tappinit some major fu love. He is an awesome guy and should be treated as so. So just click this pic and tell him him freakylibra sent ya... Tappinit~I give up ! First Frozen yesterday, now Trouble today! Fix this DAYUM site !!@ fubar

Tommyrotica#3 (day At The Beach)
TOMMYROTICA3 "DAY AT THE BEACH(18+) Category: Romance and Relationships This was a no-brainer,really...love the beach and sex on the beach can be amazing if you know what you're doing...goes like this...WALKING HAND IN HAND ON THE BEACH WE STOP TO UNFOLD OUR KING SIZED SHEET.TAKING OFF OUR SANDLES WE PUSH THEM INTO THE CORNERS OF THE SHEET SO OUR BED IN THE SUN STAYS PUT.NEXT I TAKE A BATHMAT AND SET IT NEXT TO OUR SHEET AND ASK U TO STAND UPON IT AS I POUR WARM BOTTLED WATER OVER YOUR YUMMY FRAME TO WASH AWAY ANY REMAINING SAND B4 LAYING U DOWN ON OUR MAKESHIFT BED.U TUG AT THE STRING OF MY BOARDSHORTS AS THEY FALL ONTO THE SHEET WHILE I UNDRESS U AT THE SAME TIME. GIVING YOUR NECK A LICK AND A SUCK. I ROLL U ON TOP OF ME AS OUR LIPS MEET AND OUR TONGUES FIND EACH OTHER IN A DEEP KISS.I LOVE THE WAY THE SUN WARMS YOUR SKIN BENEATH MY FINGERS AS I PLAYFULLY GRAB YOUR BOTTOM GIVING ONE CHEEK A LOVING SMACK AS U BITE MY LIP AND WHIMPER INTO MY MOUTH.U LEAN FORWARD OFFERING ME YOUR

L Ron Hubbard's 5 Most Impressive Lies (besides Scientology)p5
#1. On Inventing the Concept of a Moral Code ... He Said: His 1981 pamphlet The Way to Happiness was the first moral code (in the history of the universe) based entirely on common sense. By following the 21 precepts outlined in this revolutionary, yet common sense approach to morality, entire communities are transformed into Utopian paradises that resemble the everything-is-made-of-candy room in Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Unlike most moral codes, which are based entirely on Jello Pudding Pops and the lyrics to Journey songs, Hubbard's world-altering grocery list-slash-booklet was offering the world principles that heretoforthwith had never, not even once, been organized and stated so conveniently. And thus they were revolutionary. But Actually: It turns out that there was already a few "morality codes" or "bullet points for being good" that had been established in list format! Some even predating Hubbard's by at least 100 years! There's this one list, calle

The Case Of T.m.i.
Good Morning and how do you do? I am good, actually I am better then Zack today…who is Zack you ask? Well let me give you Wednesday’s installment of stupid is as stupid does…It is always good to remember people’s names and why you know them by…well saving their number on your cell for or house phone for that matter and it is always good to get their name right and perhaps what they do. Well that is the case of too much information. TMI. Perhaps his nickname contained just a bit too much information. An Annapolis police officer who answered the cell phone of a driver pulled over for a traffic violation made an unexpected drug arrest after the caller's name popped up on the phone as "Zack the Weed Man," authorities said yesterday. Joshua Steven Greene, 22, of Glencoe, was pulled over at 10:30 p.m. Monday for failing to stop for a red light at Church Circle and Duke of Gloucester Street, police said. After a check of MVA records showed that his license had been suspended, he was arreste

Countdown To Extinction (deleting This Profile)
Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys Important for all to read!....Reason for deleting my profile: Well to start with, I think I have an I-Stalker. Thats not all that bad in it self (sort of flattering in a twisted kind of way), but I have gotten many computer viruses (I.E. Trojan Horses, Spy Bots, P-Loaders ect...) and EM's saying things like "I see you" and "I know where you live" and so on. So I'm deleting all my of on-line (MySpace, myyearbook, Fubar and so on) profiles Its not hard to get rid of the viruses, but there are so many to get rid of. I think I'm dealing with a "Hobby Hacker" because the viruses are so simple, but the attacks keep coming. Its just annoying for the most part. I'm deleting my profiles not only for this annoyance, but for the protection of all my Friends on each of my profiles. If this/these "Wannabe Hacker(s)" got to me, then I'm assuming he/she/or even they can get to you as well. So after Friday, if you get an e-mail, or anything else from me on F

Eve 6 - Think Twice
When all is said and done And dead does he love you The way that I do Breathing in lightning Tonight's for fighting I feel the hurt so physical Think twice before you touch my girl Come around I'll let you feel the burn Think twice before you touch my girl Come around come around no more Think twice before you touch my girl Come around I'll let you feel the burn Think twice before you touch my girl Come around no more She spreads her love She burns me up I can't let go I can't get out I've said enough Enough by now I can't let go I can't get out Wait till the day you finally see I've been here waiting patiently Crossing my fingers and my t's She cried on my shoulder begging please Think twice before you touch my girl Come around I'll let you feel the burn Think twice before you touch my girl Come around come around no more Think twice before you touch my girl Come around I'll let you feel the burn Think twice before you touch my girl Come around

Here We Go!
About me. I’m the type of person that would stand up for what is right. I would put you in your place if you cross me or my friends. Now I have made some really good people on this site and they knows I will stand up for them. If they are wrong I will tell them. However if they are right I’m beside them. You can call me a bad ass if you like. I don’t care. I’m real! And I will keep it real with you. Today I talk to a guy that hurt my friend feelings and he blocked me cause he knows I’m right. Instead of talking to my friend he blocked her. And started to bash her. He was wrong for doing this. But a real man would admit when he’s wrong. This is a private message that he sent me. (out of respect which he don’t deserves I wont use his name) subject: the blog i commented on was public on friday received: 06/7/2008 02:50 pm replied: 06/7/2008 03:44 pm block this member Flag as spam The blog i commented on was posted public (she posted public for everyone can see) o

06/13/08 Happy Friday The 13th Ya All!
Cooter's Barowned by Rev. Cooter/Chaotic ^..^ Kittie CHAOTIC INTENTIONS IS GOING BACK TO THE NAME COOTER'S BAR! *WE WILL BE HAVING A AUCTION STARTING SUNDAY, 06/15/08 @ 9AM EST OF STAFF FROM COOTER'S BAR! WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR OWN FU-SLAVE FOR A MONTH? AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY 06/21/08 11:59PM EST AND BIDDING STARTS @ 10,000 FUBUCKS! WATCH THE LOUNGE OR THE BULLETINS ON SATURDAY FOR MORE DETAILS!* CLICK THE PIC UP ABOVE OR BELOW TO ENTER LOUNGE

Wild West
WILD WEST A stagecoach bounced down a rutted road, heading for Dallas. In the coach were a Texan, a very busty lady, and a greenhorn from the East. The greenhorn kept eyeing the lady. Finally he leaned forward and said, "Lady, I'll give you ten dollars for a blowjob." The Texan was appalled. He pulled out his pistol, shot the greenhorn right between the eyes, and shoved his body out the door. The lady gasped and said, "Thank you, sir, for defending my honor!" The Texan holstered his gun and said, "Your honor, hell! Just trying to keep down inflation. Around here, a blowjob goes for two dollars."

The Fire Withn
The Fire Within by LateNiteFantasy© There is a yearning inside her heart; To let down the walls, to be close to someone, and to be touched on every level by Him. She yearns to be held at night in a pair of strong arms, to feel those arms around her in comfort and love. She yearns to feel the beating of His heart beneath her ear; To have the right to lay her head on His chest When nighttime rolls around. She yearns for his shoulder to cry on when needed, The same one she wants to taste and bite. She yearns to feel His hands on her,loving her, Comforting and disciplining. She yearns to hold His hands when He feels low, And help Him get back on His feet. The yearning to share, to love, to give- All burn deep in her being. Knowing that she needs, and it’s ok. Knowing that she is needed just as much. Yearning to just BE.

From Mike For Those Who May Have Missed It
just a reminder..... NEVER enter your fubar username and password on a website that isn't fubar.com! look up, see the browser url at the top of the page? it says something like http://www.fubar.com/home.php or something like that.... NEVER ENTER YOUR PASSWORD UNLESS IT'S 'fubar.com'.... not monkeyfubar.com, or fubarx.com... ONLY FUBAR.COM! if you look up at the url now, and it's not fubar.com or www.fubar.com, manually type in http://fubar.com into the browser url area, then login and change your password. thanks! -mike

Apple V
He swore and spit the pizza out in the trash. Learning from a previous mistake, he now placed it to cool off on a plate, and started chugging from a 2 Liter bottle of Pepsi. Finally, making sure he gave it enough time, he picked up the pizza and took another bite. And another; and another. Sloppily chewing greasy melted cheese and letting the oil run down his chin, he looked at the box. There were 5 more slices left, and although he genuinely enjoyed it at the moment, there was no way that he could have finished all this food. After inhaling the slice, he reached for another one. This time he did not feel extreme anticipation before eating; on a contrary, he was quite full and could barely take another bite. Glancing at an almost full pizza box, he let out a sigh, still holding a limp slice of pizza dripping oil on the floor and, finally making a decision, he flung the leftover slice into the garbage.

He Seemed Shy
WELL I MET HIM AT WORK,..HE SEEMED SHY,DIDNT TALK MUCH AT THE TIME UNTIL THAT DAY,..HE KEPT WATCHING ME,EVERYWHERE ID WALK,ALMOST OBSESSED IT SEEMED,..THEN HE DID IT,...HE WALKED OVER TO ME REACHING UNDER MY SKIRT WHILE WHISPERING IN MY EAR,...SHHHH...DONT MOVE!...FOR A SECOND I WAS AFFRAID....THEN I FELT HIM PUSH HIS FINGER BEHIND MY COTTON WHITE PANTIES,..OMG!!!,..."I BET U LIKE THIS DONT UI COULDNT SPEAK...AS HE KEPT FINGERING ME I LEANED MY HEAD BACK ,I FELT SO WET' I WAS ,..I WAS' O FUCK I WAS CUMMING!!

Cuban Fried Rice
Cuban Fried Rice Rated by 2 people Rate This Rate and Comment Create a meal idea 100s of main-dish recipes plus suggestions for simple go-with dishes to make a meal complete. Start to Finish: 20 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients 1 fresh pineapple, peeled, packed in juice 1 Tbsp. olive oil 1 14.8-oz. pouch cooked long grain rice 12 oz. cooked ham, coarsely chopped 1 cup chopped or sliced sweet peppers 1 jalapeño pepper, sliced 1/2 15-oz. can black beans, rinsed and drained (3/4 cup) Lime Wedges Directions 1. Remove pineapple from container, reserving juice. Cut pineapple in 3/4-inch slices; discard core if present. Heat oil in 12-inch skillet over medium-high heat; add pineapple slices. Cook 3 to 4 minutes or until beginning to brown. Divide pineapple among four plates. 2. Meanwhile, prepare rice according to package directions. Add ham and peppers to skillet; cook 3 minutes, stirring occasionally. Add beans and rice. Cook, stirring occ

Memememem
> > > > > > > > ~Shes Up For Bid~ > ~You Know You Want To Bid On Her~ > ~Who Doesnt~ > ~She Has ALOT To Offer And Only A Limited Time To Give It All Away~ > ~So Make Sure You Place Your Bid Before Someone Else Owns Her~ > ~~~~Click On This Pic To Place Your Bid~~~~ > >

Short Story Page 1
She breathed in deeply of Patchouli oil leaning back in the tub. Her eyes were closed and her muscles began to relax. Tonight was the night she thought to herself and she wanted it to be perfect. She ran her hand up to her breast caressing it absent mindedly as her mind wandered on what tonight would entail. She pinched her nipple smiling at the delicious sensation it caused. She imagined it was his hands that rubbed over her body. His hands that slipped over her abdomen and lower. Her eyes closed as her fingers found her warmth. Her breathing began to accelerate and her body heat rose. She slipped a finger inside herself stroking in and out in even thrusts. Her hips began to move in time with her fingers which in turn began moving faster. She could see him doing this to her. Her fantasy so intense it bordered on reality. She located her g-spot and began pressing and releasing. Her lips parted as she drew i

Stupid People
Ok, I just wrote all this and it said there was an error and I lost it all, so now I am even more pissed.....Ok, once again......Why is it that people bitch and moan that they are single and nobody wants to be with them and they are all "I totally want to get to know you" when they don't want to make an effort? Duh, wtf, if you only talk to someone 20 minutes a week, you're always gonna be single! I understand that people have lives, but quit bitching about it if you don't want to make the effort or take the time to get to know someone. (I am not talking necessarily about Fu, I mean IRL too) Quit fucking with people's heads saying that you want them and then rarely talk to them because of your "work" or "kids". If you cannot take time out of your life after work or when the kids go home, then quit initiating conversation with people who genuinely like you! It is not fair to people. Not to mention, it makes you look like assholes. So, either STFU and quit bitching that nobody wants you,

The Virgin In Me Part 3
The room was quaint.Plenty room to move in.Two beds,tv,table chairs,standard.Yet the view couldnt beat the morning sun kissing the river's water.Or the sunset bringing out the glistening shimmers,of the moon's reflections.But,that wasn't home,and she was heading to her new home,life,and soon to be new husband.Coffee pot,sterifoam cups,hair dryer,towels,shampoo,towels,all the essentials.nerves jumping.Stomach quizzy.Like her first night ever being with a man,should she say,a boy.Summer of 1975,A young boy,kawasaki 250,leather jacket,the works.A smile that warmed any girl heart,and it did hers. From out of the past to the sudden voice,man kissing her neck.Wrapping his arms around her waist,Whispering,"I need you!" She turned,melting in his embraced.Returning his kiss.Deep heavy,intense.He lifted her off the floor.her frame bent in his masculine physic,as he kissed her even heavier.She channled the connection.Eyes meeting eyes.Warmth beyond compare.Her breathing heavy.His desires fu

Love Poem
LOVE POEM My love and heart shall be yours, And when my life had a thought, It go's to you when you are here, And when I say I love you; You feel so happy and gladness, When you open my heart and soul, I felt yours open too. When the time go's bye It's hard to forget, When your in loved, And when somebody is there for you, You behold me when I cared, When I was shy, I always think bout you, When I feel my happiness, I cryin my head, If you see tears, you would know I am crying, When I see your beautiful face, I see me being with you, My heart gets stronger when I am around you, And my love still be open hearted.

What Reptile Are You?
You Are a Crocodile You are incredibly wise and knowledgeable. In fact, your wisdom is so deep that it sometimes consumes you. People are intrigued by you, but you find few people intriguing. You are not a very social creature. You are cunning. You enjoy deceiving people a little. You are able to find balance in your life, and you can survive anything. What Reptile Are You?

Teen Pregnancies At 30 Year Low
Recent rise could be anomaly or sign of bigger problem By Lisa Anderson | Chicago Tribune correspondent 3:06 PM CDT, June 28, 2008 NEW YORK — News of a cluster of at least 17 pregnant teenagers at a small Massachusetts high school recently made headlines around the world, but it came at a time when teen pregnancies and abortions in the United States actually are at their lowest points in 30 years. Pregnancies — whether they end in birth, miscarriage or abortion — among women age 15 to 19 dropped to 72.2 per 1,000 women in 2004, down from a peak of 117 per 1,000 women in 1990, according to the latest data compiled by New York's Guttmacher Institute, which focuses on reproductive health research, policy analysis and education. While some 700,000 women age 15 to 19 become pregnant every year, the rate has declined 36 percent since it peaked in 1990. The rate of abortions among teens also plummeted, to 19.8 per 1,000 women in 2004 from a high of 43.5 per 1,000 in 1988.

My Cakes
well I just took the wedding shower cake to the shower yesterday, and the compliment was that I was better than an instructor in saginaw! she said she thought she saw a pretty cake before but mine was better..now thats what I like to hear! I have never had any formal training..I am all self taught..thats what makes it soo good that compliment! well, I can only get better, maybe my dream isent too far fetched after all!

100 True Thingz About My Life
THIS IS THE 100 RANDOM TRUTHS ABOUT YOURSELF LIST. 1. I WAZ BORN IN SEATTLE 2. I LOVE ALL SPORTZ CUZ OF THE ATHLETICISM THAT YOU HAVE 2 BRING 2 SUCCED IN THAT SPORT LOVE THE ACTION ALSO 3. I HAVE A SON THATZ 4 4. I HAVE A DAUGHTER THAT WILL TURN 3 IN APRIL 5. I CRIED WHEN I KNEW I WAZ HAVIN A SON.THE DOCTOR SAID ITZ A GIRL THEN THE MOVED THEIR LEGZ 2 SHOW HIZ DICC ON THE SCREEN WHEN GETTIN THE ULTRASOUND & THATZ WHAT STARTED THE TEARZ.IT WAZ FUNNY CUZ YA DONT EXPECT THAT UNEXPECTED MEZZ 6. FINDIN NEMO WAZ PLAYIN WHEN MY SON WAZ BORN AND IRONICALY IT WAZ THE PART WHEN THE DAD FOUND NEMO IZ WHEN MY SON CAME INTO THE WORLD AND NO I DIDNT FAINT DURIN BOTH BIRTH CUZ IM A TROPPER DAMMIT 7. I LOVE 2 WRITE POEMZ & LYRICZ AND WILL BLOG THEM 8. I LOVE 2 COOK 9. I LOVE 2 SMOKE WEED & THATZ IT 10. IM THE ONLY PERSON IN MY FAMILY THAT DOESNT WEAR GLASSEZ 11. I MAKE MY OWN BBQ SAUCE 12. I LOVE PORN 13. I LOVE 2 TAKE & BE IN PICTUREZ 14. I LOVE WOMEN IN GEN

What Defines Me?
What defines me? Acts I have done in my past Or what I have the potential to be in the future? What defines me? The way I act around you Around my friends Around my family Around people who are close to me Around people who are even closer Around none of the above Or a little of each? What defines me? What you think I am Or what I truly am? What defines me? The way I see me Or the way you see me? What defines me? My feelings My emotions My overall being Or something else altogether? What defines me? Pure logic Or pure exploration? What defines me? Can anyone truly tell me? What defines me?

Hope Someone Brought The Hatchet Cause This Mo Fo Need His Wig Spit
OK LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT EVEN IF U DONT ROLL WITH MY CLICK; WE ARE ALL JUGGALO'S AND I HAVE MAD LOVE FOR ALL WHO ARE DOWN WITH THE CLOWNZ!!! BUT THERE IS ONE THING I HATE IS A FUXKIN BITXH BOY WHO HIT THEIR LETTE'S OR BETTER YET TRY TO RUN THEM OVER IN THERE VAN!!!!(this girl left everything in Florida AND DROVE TO CALI TO B WIT DIS BITXH BOY ) Hatchet *OC_JUGGALO* Clown***JUGGALO MAFIA**@ fubar SO PLEASE TAKE HIM OFF YOUR LIST AND BLOCK HIM!!!!IF U CANT TAKE ME OFF AND BLOCK ME CAUSE I DONT PLAY THAT!!!!!!!!!MMFWCL LOVE TOO THOSE THAT DONT BEAT THEIR WOMEN THAT JUST AINT KOOL!!!!!

I'll Be Gone 4 The 4th Weekend
I'll be camping out this 4th of July weekend. I'll be back Sunday sometime. I'll MISS Ya'll. Show me some FUBAR LUV while I'm gone & leave me a PRIVATE MESS. saying u did. TTYL & HAVE a GR8 4th of JULY WEEKEND!!!

Dj Baby Girl (bully)
COME CHECK OUT DJ BABY GIRL AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Please Help Me Out!!!
Ok so I need all your help in this contest that I have entered its prettiest eyes contest If you can please take a few minutes to stop by rate and comment my pic I would gfeatly appreciate it and it would help me out alot just click the link and get your voting on

My Lyrics
take my hand...i pull you up take my hand...i pull you up let go of your burden, dont look down... forget all this world, leave your crown... look up we are in flight, look up we dont have to fight, he calls us, arms wide open, this calling, makes us floating, take my hand and you will see, all that i am, what i will be, seek him, call on him, he is the only one to have been within, beautiful love surrounds your heart, blissfull strength can never tear it apart, you have found his greatness, i have found all of this loveliness, take my hand... i pull you up take my hand... i pull you up no more hate, no more complication, no fear or doubt, its only replication, your light burns through my soul, i am with you and i will never be cold, im marked forever with your true love, soon i will come home to your beauty above, this has all been for told, for all these things i dont grow old, all i need is to be by your side, im here to endure the tide

By The Falls
The water rushes over the falls, The trees about stand huge and tall, I walked to the stream that day, I saw her standing alone as with the wind the trees did sway, She whispered I am alone now and my heart is dying, My soul has ripped and there’s no more flying My heart beat fast as I drew near, Her whispers fell upon my ear, She turned and saw she smiled and blushed, Closer to this dream I pushed, And that day at the edge of a waterfall, I lost my heart to Dreams as my heart did Fall, And now her love holds me close and tight, And by the falls we walk in the soft moonlight.

Take This Love...
I took my love, I took it down Climbed a mountain and I turned around I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills till the landslide brought me down Oh, mirror in the sky What is love Can the child within my heart rise above Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides Can I handle the seasons of my life Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause Ive built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older Im getting older too Oh, take my love, take it down Climb a mountain and turn around If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well the landslide will bring it down If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well maybe the landslide will bring it down Landslide - Stevie Nicks -REL

Lots And Lots Of Thoughts
I feel like this so much...the first time I read it, I knew that it was me. That same person has the same thoughts but actually knows how to put it into words. I have too much of a heart and because I've moved so many times, lost so many friends, had my heart broken...I'm reaching out my hand, hoping someone will grab it...I'm reaching out for love, I've been deprived of feeling loved for so long. I'm trying to pull away because I can't take anymore pain. I'm very delicate and fragile...and I hate it, I hate it with a passion. I can be such a happy person, but when I'm alone I get depressed and I spend most of my time alone. Yea most people think I'm just a whiny little baby, and I don't give a shit, they don't know me, they don't know what I've been through, the shitty hand of life that I keep getting dealt, over and over again...Nobody really knows, I won't tell people a lot of my thoughts...I can't. I'm afraid no one will listen. At least here I can express myself but not many peopl

The Abyss
The cold, dark, dank, deep recesses of my mind, The abysmal black hole of my soul, Something is lost in the translation of happiness, Sorrow fills my senses, A longing, a deep wanting, Craving for something unseen, No peace shall be found, No relief, No warmth, Nothing will ease the constant pain. It is like something rain, rain, raining on you, Reliving the everlasting nightmare, No happy thoughts, just deep wretched blackness, Everlasting hatred for this putrid stench of dreariness, That lingers within you. Until one day something brightens your life, Making everything seem worthwhile, And you know now only sunny days shall you have, No more dreary shadows to darken your doorstep. No more gloom to eviscerate your dreams, And you know now all your dreams will come true.

Dare Ya :-)
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

The Infectious Nature Of A 5 Year Old
So I have terra for the month and so far its been great. We've colored and read together and have played together. Although "boys aren't always allowed to play polly pocket" so there are times I lose herto my sisters bedroom and all her toys. Its really funny how the excitement of something can be returned to you simplyby the presence of a child. For the fourth of july fireworks (which for some reason this back asswards town did on the fifth of july) me and terra headed up to the roof of my beloved employer. Now before anyone chastises me for it I must say there were at least 20 others up there with us and she was in safe and very capable hands for getting on and getting down from the roof. So we're sitting up there watching them go off and it seems as if the more Terra gets into it and gets excited the more everyone else enjoyed it and got into it. I hope it was a very memorable evening for her even though we didn't do much ourself, however I still have a shit ton of stuff l

Ok Friends Family ,she Need Help To Godmother
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Walkin Papers ...the Blog
so i posted a mumm and actually got some positive feeback .....i mean HOLY SHIT ...well i guess im fu-loved. so im officially single again (never was involved, but....i attempted it shit just went wrong. more of a dibockle than a relationship) the long and the short of it ....the chick in question ..i told her to beat it and don't look back, and to never talk to me again. why you ask? let me explain first of all, she came out of left field and threw her pussy at me "oh i wanna fuck" and all that good shit, then comes to ri and don't wanna fuck "i don't feel like it" ......this erked me for the simple fact that she threw it at me..and i bit on it like a fuckin idiot. i mean fuck ...she could of said "i just wanna snuggle" and i would of been good....but she used her pussy to reel me in, then tried to make me look like an asshole for just wanting "sex" FUCKIN NO GO. when we had time to hang out.......she was w/ her friend who happens to be a lesbian. don't got beef w/ chick

Sorrow
sorrow enters my mind it shall never let me be why does it haunt me let me be as i am let me live the way i do tortured... torture in my mind it never lets me go sorrow-- destructive sorrow-- has controlled me sorrow-- let me be i hate the feeling of sorrow i love the feeling of depression depression is different from sorrow leave me alone get out of my head let me be sorrow-- inside my head sorrow-- has total control sorrow-- let me be my life was good until it comes in my head leave me alone let me be i wanna be free from this feeling i'm having trouble sorrow-- destructive sorrow-- inside my head sorrow-- has control me sorrow-- has total control sorrow-- let me go let me be!!!

The Things I Think Of In My Spare Time
Ok I am gonna start this one off with an advisory: If you are hardcore religious, easily offended, find foul language unnecessary, or just consider yourself an overall decent person do not read this. Now with that being said I shall continue. Ok so if you have read my previous blogs you probably know how i feel about the war. But regardless of how you feel about the war, you should agree with me that nothing, i mean nothing gives anyone the right to protest at a soldiers funeral. What the fuck do these mother fucking cock sucking ass clowns think they are doing? When i get home if i see one of these sons of bitches trying to protest anything at a funeral i am going to snap like a brittle twig. First of all, how the fuck would they like it if thier son or daughter died and I went to the funeral with a sign saying they deserved to fucking die? Second of all, who the fuck are these christian fundamentalists saying that soldiers are dying because... well i really dont know wha

I'm Sorry
There's no other way to say it, Nothing left for me to do But to say once more I'm sorry and I always will love you. I've let my life escape me. I've forgotten what was real. Like how you take my breath away And how you make me feel. I've hurt the person I love most. I let love slip away. I have no right to ask for this But I'm begging you to stay I'm sorry for the things I've said. I hate what I have done. I hate that I have hurt you. When I know you are the one. There's nothing more than I can say No excuse that I can make But to beg you not to walk away If only for love's sake. No matter where life leads us. Whether we're together or apart. Remember that you fill my soul and will always have my heart

"vieilles Charrues" Festival
this is a music festval, somewhere in middle in Brittany, and i was used to go there because it was a space of freedom; all was "cool", people were smiling, enjoying all, partying, supporting the ones getting sick because too much drink, and so.. Each time i went there, it was like "yeahhh this can be" and it was fun, really: 2 or 3 days in the pmood of 'let's get wild and what the fuck ?" It's an excellent festival, the program is always great, i saw there bands like 'The Cure", "Iggy Pop" (this year is ZZtop); many French and Celtic culture band (we are in Brittany, so, of course) each day, it's like 50.000 people there and so they changed the rules: now, it must be 'regulated' and orgnazied; when i started, it was just like "find a place, put your car , your tent, be polite, respect the land and the people, welcome and have fun" Now, it's more like "ok, you go there, the parking is here; your tent is here; no alcohol, no fire , nothing..." so i don't go anymore, i wait for

Im Back
Working 12 hour shifts suck ........I had my 20 years class reuion last night ...what a blast..Back to bombing away tomorrow...got to sleep before work tonight. Thank you all for being there and understanding

Re: Todays Training Pics
RE: Todays Training pics ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 15 Jul 2008, 13:58 ..............................Former Rangers players Mark Hateley and Arthur Numan help launch the club's Ladies' team...............

Re: 2008/2009 Home Strip
RE: 2008/2009 home strip ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 12 Jul 2008, 13:34 ....................Rangers squad head for pre-season training in Holland and Germany.....................

Douchebags From Nyc, Insecure Fuckers And Other Lame Types...
So, I have recently done some chatting with people in my state- New York and all the ugly memories are coming back. See, my fiancee and I agreed that we want to try having an open relationship... I hate all the insecure idiots who say "I'll leave you alone, sorry to bother you" if I fail to respond to their IM within 30 seconds. Hey. Hey, you! Get a fucking life, you douche, I was just taking my dog out to pee. Or the fuckers who will choose to stop talking to me after they learn I am 8 years younger....bitch please, I have two kids, I'm probably way beyond your maturity level,and it shows because most mature intelligent people don't choose to end a conversation based on age. What about... the Douche from NYC who knows of absolutely NOTHING outside of the city.... including the name of a major bridge that takes you across the hudson. Seriously? I lived fucking 20 minutes away from you a couple of years ago and you have never heard of the town? Oh, your a new yorker, you are s

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He May Know What You Need, But I Know What You Want.
in the mornings you want a warm body to snuggle with. one that won't rush you out of bed, but let you cuddle with under his armpit, letting you awake when you're ready to. to whisper softly in your ear. a cup of coffee to warm your bones. a tender hug to prepare you for the day, and asure that everything's gonna be okay. someone to spend lazy afternoons with. not critizing your every move. to sit on the porch and talk about random, last minute subjects. someone to play your favorite kind of music as loud as you want, and grab you by the hand and dance "twist and shout". a driving companion. a co pilot. to get you a drink while you pump gas. to find you change for your toll. the perfect road, with no lights or signs. no speed limit. someone you can walk for miles, and talk for hours. who's ready to listen, and ready to fix it. who will rip anyone who tries to hurt you into pieces. you want the perfect lover at night. one who will kiss you non stop, every spot

You And The Stars
i dream about you every night,to be with you,to be in your arms and looking up into the sky ,to feel your loving arms around me,feel you feel the passion, feel what our love is all about and when you are not with me i can look at the stars and remember the romantic moment, you and me and the stars forever and ever .. and ever ..

Hello Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi everyone, just wanted to invite to check me out. Don't let the photo scare you. I'm harmless, I promise. I am just trying to find a place where I might be able to have some fun. and this looks like a good place to start. I just joined last night. And I am trying to figure out all of the functions available. I might need help with some of them though. I uploaded one picture, but haven't been able to upload any more. I have already heard from several people. That's great!. I have been noticed. I don't want to scare anyone off. lol I am a gentle soul. Just don't get me mad. LOL I like to watch people having fun. The simple things in life mean alot to me. Without them you might not know which way to go. After that anything is possible. Life is short, have fun,and make it safe.

The Pope ...joy Riding~~
After getting all of Pope Benedict's luggage loaded into the limo, and He doesn't travel light, the driver notices that the Pope is still standing on the curb 'Excuse me, Your Holiness,' says the driver, 'Would you please take your seat so we can leave?' 'Well, to tell you the truth,' says the Pope, 'they never let me drive at the Vatican, and I'd really like to drive today.' 'I'm sorry but I cannot let you do that. I'd lose my job! And what if something should happen?' protests the driver, wishing he'd never gone to work that morning. 'There might be something extra in it for you,' says the Pope. Reluctantly, the driver gets in the back as the Pope climbs in behind the wheel. The driver quickly regrets his decision when, after exiting the airport, the Pontiff floors it, accelerating the limo to 105 mph. 'Please slow down, Your Holiness!!!' pleads the worried driver, but the Pope keeps the pedal to the metal until they hear sirens. 'Oh, dear God, I'm gonna lose m

One Thing To Never Forget
Your presence, is a present to the world. You're unique and one of a kind. Your life can be, what you want it to be. Take the days, just one at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles. You'll make it through, whatever comes along. Within you, are so many answers. Understand, have courage, be strong. Don't put limits on yourself. So many dreams, are waiting to be realized. Decisions are too important, to leave to chance. Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize. Nothing wastes more energy, than worrying. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. Don't take things too seriously. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember, that a little love goes a long way. Remember, that a lot of love goes forever. Remember, that friendship is a wise investment. Life's treasures, are people... together. Realize, that it's never too late. Do ordinary things, in a extraordinary way. Have health, hope

Lyrics To Some Songs I Thought Were About My Life!
THIS IS A SONG I HEARD CALLED BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN, HERE'S THE LYRICS. "IT'S BEEN IN THE PAST FOR AWHILE, I GET A FLASH AND I SMILE, AM I CRAZY? I MISS U BABY, IT WAS REAL, IT WAS RIGHT, BUT IT BURNED TOO HOT TO SURVIVE, AND ALL THAT'S LEFT IS THE ASHES, WHERE DOES THE LOVE GO, I DON'T KNOW. WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE, HOW COULD I BE LOSING YOU FOREVER. AFTER ALL THIS TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER, I GOTTA KNOW WHY I HAVE TO LOSE YOU NOW YOU'VE JUST BECOME LIKE EVERYTHING, I'LL NEVER FIND AGAIN, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN. IN A DREAM YOU APPEARED, FOR AWHILE YOU WERE HERE, SO I'LL KEEP SLEEPING, JUST TO KEEP YOU WITH ME, I'LL DRAW A MAP, CONNECT THE DOTS, WITH ALL THE MEMORIES THAT I GOT, THAT I'VE BEEN MISSING, I'LL KEEP RE-LIVING. ANOTHER SONG CALLED "THESE FOUR WALLS" THESE FOUR WALLS, THEY WHISPER TO ME, THEY KNOW A SECRET, I KNEW THEY WOULD NOT KEEP, DIDN'T TAKE LONG FOR THE ROOM TO FILL WITH DUST, AND THESE FOUR WALLS, CAME DOWN AROUND US, MUST HAVE BEEN SOMETHING SENT ME OUT O

Story Time
The drapes flap in the wind entering the room via the open window. There soft ruffle awake you. A look to the clock reveals the time about 1:30. A chill creeps up your spine and you rise and shut the window. The midsummer breeze halts and the room goes silent. Slowly you pad back to bed, with a nervous peer about the room. Something feels odd, but sleep eventually overtakes you once again. You awake again but this time to something moving in your room. You open your eyes and are disoriented by not being able to see. A moment of panic before you realize you are wearing a blindfold. The silk covering up your eyes is tied at the back of your hand. You reach to remove it only to find that you are tethered to the bed with soft silky rope. Your panic increases as you struggle. Your limbs begin to report back that both your arms and legs are bound. You open your mouth to scream and a cold heavy hand falls over your mouth squelching it. "I would advise you not to scream if yo

Mmmmmmmmmmmm
AS SHE SLIDES TO HER KNEES...SLOWLY UNDOING HIS PANTS,FEELING HIS HARD STIFF COCK AS SHE PULLS IT OUT. SLOWLY LICKING HIS HEAD SOFTLY...UP AND DOWN HIS SHAFT,DEEPER WITH EACH STROKE. TAKING HIM TIGHTER AND DEEPER WITH EACH STROKE,SHE SUCKS HIS COCK. AS HER HIPS MOVE, WANTING HIM INSIDE HER,NEEDED HIM TO FILL HER DESIRES AND NEEDS.HIS HEAD GROWS HARDER AND LARGER,AS HIS HANDS CARRESS HER HEAD PUSHING HER ALL ON HIM. FASTER AND TIGHTER YET SHE TAKES ALL OF HIM AS HE EXPLODES IN HER MOUTH. INTENSE ORGASMIC EXPLOSSION THAT LEAVES HER LICKING HER LIPS. MMMMM PROTIEN DOES THE BODY GOOD!

Old Lady
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a se.x shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, stuttering she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiillll.dosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies: "Yes we do have dil.dos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu ccaarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaatteries? The clerk responds, "Yes we do." She asks: " Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo t tturrrnnn ttthe ssunoooffabb.itch offffff?"

Human Smores- Part 3
Human S'Mores Part3 Final set of our girl-girl Human Smores. Future Charm Sexy Foxx and I have to clean each other up. So we head to the shower. We wash each others luscious bodies. We then realize we had it in our hair. So what better thing to do is wash each others hair. We lather it all up. Get your set ideas in to me so you can have a set contributed to you. All sets from 51-60 will be a fan/members idea. Check out my newest video "Double CUM Toy Fun". It is over 25 minutes long girl-girl action. I also broke it down into 2 parts. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Yada Yada
can't wait till i recall a day i went to work and call it a great day. just so freakin busy and pressure keeps buildin. we r havin a shop meeting tomorrow to discuss shitz that's goin on. i might try to put my 2 cents in if we get talked about. things r goin well enough at home, been online talkin to muah babe for 3 days now, woot.

1 More Day Gone In My Life.
Day started out well enought I guess. But tonight not so well. Felt left out like shit, but oh fucking well me right. Get over it and move on I guess. Think the best thing to do is to stop making others feel their important and only yourself is the key. Laters all.

~ Wolf Spirits ~
~ Wolf Spirits ~ Wolf Spirits forever wild and free Blessed by the Creator to let be They run on the wind With spirits unwilling to bend. Natural wild spirits to sate They take only one mate Running in a pack together Their hearts loyal forever. Wolf spirits very soul The Creator Blesses bold But what therein mystery about wolves there be? When wolf spirits howl at night by the moon's full light What do they seek And secrets therein keep? Wild untamed beauty, this creature Great hunters their main feature But they only feed When hunger strikes need. One smelled scent in the air And of their bounty, they're made aware Without cruelty, using great skill It's wolf spirit's nature to make a quick kill. Watch through wolf spirit's eyes Your heart grows wise With his spirit to guide Your heart's path is wide With wolf spirit's guide Loyalty is to abide A spirit's deepest emotion Of a heart's pure loyal devotion Wolves forever avoiding man T

Deadpool
My favorite comic book hero is deadpool.If you have never heard of him go look at my pics i just uploaded a bunch.I guess i am a geek to like such things but i cant help it.So go look if you want to and if you do show love not only to me but also deady lol!!!!!!!

My Thoughts Of People
I miss the innocence and simplicity of childhood for a variety of different reasons. It seems that the more wisdom and intelligence I gain in life, the more annoying everything becomes. I miss being ignorant but genuinely happy. Some days I rather be a perky idiot than an observant pessimist. I meet and encounter individuals everyday. I listen to them intently. Rarely do I ever meet someone who is actually interesting and has something worthy to say. However, I listen. Most times I am being sincere, but slowly that trait is fading. Small talk is stupid. The need to fill in dead air with worthless babble is annoying. I walk around most of the time with a well trained warm smile, bubbly personality, and overly interested expressions. Frankly, from day to day I witness so much negativity and immorality. From the professional to the casual setting with acquaintances, I realize how awful people are. I wonder why I surround myself with such individuals, but then question if I should judge

Rejected Penthouse Letter The Chicken Shack
Dear Penthouse Letters: I have read your magazine for many years and didn't think that I would ever write. Well, today after years of not writing I figured that it was time that I put pen to paper and wrote a letter. After deciding that I would write a lette,r I had to find something to write about. I would try my best. Just like some of the people that write into your magazine I too am a stilled tradesman. I am a toolmaker by trade. Unfortunately, my job puts me in contact with very few women. Mostly I talk to my co-workers and my foreman. Most of the day, however I spend working making stamping tooling. At the end of the day I usually head home. Sometimes I stop at a store to buy beer or a restaurant to pickup dinner for my family. Today wasn't much different at first. On the way home, I stopped into the local chicken shack to get a bucket of chicken and some potatoes. I asked for the potatoes without butter because they are usually very greasy. The attractive blond behin

When I Lay And Think
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

The Spirit Of Thehowling Wolves Castle
animewolfboy.jpg picture by SatanxLovesxUs They met in the meadow and they spent some time getting to know eachother near the lake and then they decided that they wanted to go for a swim in the lake so they went and swam and he pushed her in from behind and then they spent the night in a cave near the lake and he stayed up all night protecting her from the cold and stuff cause he was curesed and he could not eat, sleep or feel anything too so in the morning he told her that and that same da ythey were laying in the meadow near the lake and she layed on him and he winced at her doing so and he told her that he had got a deep gash in his side from a previous battle from befor they met and she wanted him to go get it checked out at the clinic and he said he would but just for her. So they went and signed in but the nurse told them that it would be about an hour befor they could get seen by the docter so they ecided to go for a walk to make the hour go by faster and they are now sitting o

Hurray For Good Karma!
Strange night tonight . I was at a friend's house drinking, big surprise there, but anyway, i ended up passing out til about 12:30 or so, then I woke up and my friend was pulling off the whisky still and just trashed... I talked to my friend from TX on the phone for a bit, then when I got off the phone, the friend that I was drinking with started pawing all over me. I'm not about all that. My heart is elsewhere...you know who you are. So, I decide, fuck it. I'm going home. Silly me, didn't bring enough cash for a cab, but I live in the city, so I take a bus. I get downtown ok, so when I get to where I need to connect onto another bus, I realize that I just missed the last bus of the night by 15 minutes. DAMN. Well, nothing for me to do, but hoof it. Which blows because I am at this point like 8 miles from home and it is 2AM. Quite the predicament. Long story short, an angel in the form of a little old lady stops, asks me what I am doing alone in the city at this time of the nig

Little Johnny Jokes
Little Johnny's father asked him, "Do you know about the birds and the bees?" "I don't want to know!" little Johnny said, bursting into tears. Confused, the father asked little Johnny what was wrong. "Oh dad," Little Johnny sobbed, "At age six I got the 'there's no Santa' speech. At age seven I got the 'there's no Easter bunny' speech. Then at age 8 you hit me with the 'there's no tooth fairy' speech! If you're going to tell me now that grown-ups don't really fuck, I've got nothing left to live for!"

Today
Today is a new day. Last night I was hurt by someone that I felt that I was developing a friendship with. But as I am waiting for him to test the waters all around, he throws me a gut hitting ball. You know it hurts a person to listen to lies and begin to feel that this person is really liking you. Then to find out that there is no attraction there. You know beauty goes beyond skin deep. This gentleman made me feel like I was worth something and that I was wrong to hide the way I have. lol..that was a joke. I am well worth loving or having a friendship with. I have picked myself up off the ground after being hit in the gut and moving on. A real friend would not say anything like that and a real friend would want to be a friend no matter what. But thanks to Frankie D today I have a smile on my face and I dont feel like I have to crawl in that hole again and hide from the world. I am no supermodel or barely legal chic. I am just me on the road to improvements. I do not change

Kyle Busch Wins Again
Kyle Busch wins again GLEN, N.Y. (AP)—If Kyle Busch has a weakness, it’s apparently going to be awfully difficult to find. After rivals Jimmie Johnson and Jeff Gordon said during the week they thought he was slipping following two straight lackluster finishes, Busch answered by making NASCAR history on Sunday. He led 52 laps from the pole and won the Centurion Boats at The Glen at Watkins Glen International to become the first driver in NASCAR’s history to win three road course races in one season. “That’s pretty neat, pretty special to me,” said Busch, who finished second Saturday in the Nationwide race here. “To be a force to be reckoned with means a lot. This year has just been phenomenal. It’s just crazy.” Busch, who also clinched the top spot in the 10-race Chase for the Sprint Cup title, has won 16 races in NASCAR’s top three series this season—eight in Sprint Cup, six in Nationwide and two in trucks. His win Sunday completed a trifecta on road courses that includes the N

Read Be4 You Ask...
I would like to thanks all my friend for all the fu-love you have shown me since I have joined here on fubar, You guys rock.I have managed to meet some really nice people, and of course some not so nice, But thats life on the net. I do try to answer everyone who talks to me or leaves me a message,So please don't think I am ingoring you because I am not.I promise I will return the love as soon as I can. I have run into alot of people coming to my page saying rude and uncalled for things to me,And just so you know I won't put up with it, you will be blocked,I am not about talking nasty, or webcamming,or showing nude pictures.What I add to my page and photo folders is all I am willing to share, And I hope I can get some respect for that.I am not about showing my ass for some stupid fu-bucks..lol (How slutty) But hey if thats your thing, more power to ya. when you come to my page this all I ask of you: 1. Show me the same respect you would show your mother. 2. Don

Nadal And Federer Win Twice At Olympics
BEIJING (AP)—Rafael Nadal took the court at 10:30 a.m. and hit his final shot more than 11 hours later. Roger Federer’s first day of Olympic tennis was slightly shorter but just as successful. The two rivals, both bidding to become Olympic medalists for the first time, were winners in singles and doubles in the opening round Monday. Playing the first match on center court, Nadal overcame numerous missed chances by sweeping the final four games to beat Potito Starace of Italy 6-2, 3-6, 6-2. The top-seeded Federer made his entrance less than an hour later. He beat Dmitry Tursunov 6-4, 6-2, then received congratulations from one of the spectators, U.S. basketball star LeBron James. Next came doubles. Federer leaped to whack an overhead slam on match point, sealing his win with Swiss teammate Stanislas Wawrinka over Simone Bolelli and Andreas Seppi of Italy, 7-5, 6-1. A little later, Spaniards Nadal and Tommy Robredo beat Jonas Bjorkman and Robin Soderling of Sweden 6-3, 6-3. Nada

Thompson Keys 23-0 Run As Us Routs China
The U.S. women’s basketball team quickly dashed any hopes China had of an upset, avenging a loss in April with the second American drubbing of the Chinese in as many nights. Tina Thompson scored 13 of her 27 points during a 23-0 run in the first quarter and the U.S. routed China 108-63 on Monday night, taking the boisterous crowd out of the game early. U.S. co-captain Katie Smith said. “We didn’t want to let them stick around. We wanted to let the crowd know that we were ready to play. You don’t want to play around with teams, if you have a chance to make a statement and put them away early you do that.” Trailing by one midway through the first quarter, Thompson took over. She made two 3-pointers, a jumper from the corner, two layups, and three free throws during the spurt. “I just got good looks at the basket tonight,” Thompson said. “It was the first time they weren’t doubling the post.” By the time Kobe Bryant and the rest of the men’s team settled into their seats at the end o

Drama Drama Drama
I got married to the man of my dreams last month, sure we get into fights but who doesn't?? Yestrday was the worst day of my life... He begged me to go with him to see his grandma and sister while they're here on vacation. I didn't want to go because one they and I don't like each other, and two my intuition told me something bad would happen. Since he refused to go without me I said "fine" and we went. Within 20 minutes of being there my husband and his sister started getting into an argument. He called her a whore and she directed it at me saying "I'm a whore?? I'm not the one who got pregnant the first week here!" I'm pregnant and yes I got pregnant about 2 weeks into being in Hawaii, so she pretty much called me a whore. The whole time his grandma and sister were here I'd bite my lip and not say anything while they disrespected me all week and my husband wouldn't defend me. Well that day I snapped and got up to get in his sister's face and his grandmother got in mine.

The Difference Btwn You N Me
The difference between YOU and ME. You complain that your boyfriend/ husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him *We look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough *Our hearts are thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents *We haven't seen him for 7 months now You don't feel like making love tonight because you are too tired *We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you *Mine belongs to the government Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend *My boyfriend is trained to kill It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school *He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days You hate hanging up the phone

Me....
Behind these eyes Lies pain and sorrow Dreams that died No tomorrows Smiles that fade Laughter is gone Happiness forgotten Sadness lives on An empty heart A lonely soul Pain and anger Have found a home How did I get here? When did it start? Once there was joy Now a wounded heart When will it stop? How will it end? Will I see light? Will you help me friend?

Phelps Has Moved 200 Meters Closer To His Goal
Ryan Lochte, the primary rival of Phelps in the individual medleys, has sleepy eyes and speaks in sentences that roll off his tongue like gently breaking waves. A Florida graduate from Daytona Beach, Lochte seems as if he should be hanging 10. On Friday morning at the National Aquatics Center, he was trying to ride a huge wave of momentum as far as it would carry him. Before racing against Phelps on Friday, Lochte started with a come-from-behind upset of his countryman Aaron Peirsol in the 200-meter backstroke, winning his first individual Olympic gold medal in world-record time. The race ended at 10:21 a.m. local time. Twenty-seven minutes later he had his showdown against Phelps in the 200 I.M., and a less-than-fresh Lochte could not match Phelps. But then, neither could anyone else. Pulling away from the field in the breaststroke — his weakest leg — Phelps won his sixth gold medal in Beijing (and 12th over all) and set his sixth world record, one of 21 set by swimmers here. He

Team 3 Fu-angels (revised)!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER

Us Women’s Hoops Finishes Pool Play Unbeaten
Another game, another rout. Tina Thompson scored 10 points during a 21-0 run in the second quarter and the U.S. women’s basketball team beat New Zealand 96-60 on Sunday night. The U.S. closed out pool play in the same fashion as all its other games in the Olympics—with a blowout. The Americans won the five games by an average of 43 points. With the exception of a rough first half against Spain and the first 3 minutes against the Czech Republic, the U.S. looked unbeatable. “You got to take care of this to move on,” said U.S. co-captain Katie Smith, who added 13 points. “You can’t look at this game and think we played well and we’re going to move on. It’s about what we do in two days.” The U.S. will play South Korea in the quarterfinals Tuesday night. The South Koreans advanced to the next round by holding off Latvia 72-68 on Sunday. “We don’t know much about them yet,” Smith added. “They hit a lot of 3s and love to drive and kickout for the open shot.” New Zealand was able to stay

Day Off
today my hangover went away quick, which was cool. i called the girl i always hang out with on my day off. she is supercool, she drives me to the liquor store and waits while i go into the store and then go to the subway next door. she is cute with big tits and a cute smile. plus, she likes me which is somewhat uncommon seeing that im 27 with a crappy job, no money, and i sleep in a basement. we had sex for the first time a couple weeks ago. i usually drink 1.5 drinks an hour so i can really enjoy the whole experience of getting drunk. tonight i will be going to the bar with this girl i used to date and she said she wants to have sex with me cuz we have "unfinished business." im glad im off today because it is friday, we will be slow and i have a cool friday night. i hope i dont get that drunk because i do have to get up early tomorrow and work all day, but we will see. i might be seeing the girl that i consider "my girl" even though we wont have a commitment anytime soon. s

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This is just a random pimp out for one of the sweetest people on Fubar! If you haven't had a chance to stop by her page please do so. Hard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ **Can't Be Owned**@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! xoxoxo Per¡×ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ¢¾ CounterB!tch to Trancy ¡Ú@ fubar

Choosing The Right Dominant:
Choosing the Right Dominant: Know Exactly What You Want by Cerina. © Submissive Loving You are a submissive. You have read everything you could get your hands on and talked to anyone who would offer advice. Now, it is time to choose your dominant. I can only speak and counsel you regarding a full time 24/7 relationship as that is my only experience, however some of what I have to say can also be applied to part time as well. Choose carefully. Choose wisely. This is your life, your heart, your mind and only you can make sure you end up in a relationship that best suits you. The First Step: Get comfy in your favorite chair in a quiet room with pen and paper. Take a deep breath and calm your mind. Dig deep, really THINK about all past relationships. What type of men did you choose? Did those choices work for you? Make a list on the paper of all the traits the men you previously chose possessed. Could he hold a job? Was he quick to anger? Did he make you feel safe? Did he sa

Hospital Regulations
Hospital regulations require a wheelchair for patients being discharged. However, while working as a student nurse, I found one elderly gentleman--already dressed and sitting on the bed with a suitcase at his feet--who insisted he didn't need my help to leave the hospital. After a chat about rules being rules, he reluctantly let me wheel him to the elevator. On the way down I asked him if his wife was meeting him. "I don't know," he said. "She's still upstairs in the bathroom changing out of her hospital gown."

You
When i close my eyes i see you. When they are open you are gone. If there was a way i could have taken your place i would have in a minute. All the pain of losing you is killing me inside! Will i ever be alive again? I know you never did like it when i cried. I am trying my hardest not to but u know me i never listened very well to you. I cried when i heard the song you tried to teach me to dance to. I cried but they were happy tears of me remembering you. I will never forget you. One day i will see you again and until that day i will keep you locked away in my heart and mind.

Little Angels
When God calls little children to dwell wih him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love. For No heartache compares with the death of one small child. Why does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild. Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold. So he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God know how much we need them, as so he takes but a few to make to the land of heaven more beautiful to view. Believe this is difficult still some how we must try The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye"So when a little child departs,we who are left behind must realize God Love Children, Angels are hard to find. Send to us in August 1987 when we lost our son jason to SIDS. From Bob and Jean Melton Chula Vista,California. Jason Micheal Kestner Born May 22, 1887 Died August 14,1987 We love and miss him so much he is always in our hearts.

Sevendust - Face To Face
Don't tell me now with a smile on your face That you're lost...down and out When there was nothing left in me You can't stop fuckin' with my head Stop fuckin' with my head My silence you break The smile that you fake (you fake) [Chorus:] There's not one thing that you can say to make it right Unless you say "I'm leavin" And if you're not...then please tell me why Please tell me why you can't Save face Say it to my face Can I take all the filth in your head All the words that you said (that you said) And throw it away (throw it out) You can't stop fuckin' with my head Stop fuckin' with my head My silence you break The smile that you take away [Chorus:] There's not one thing that you can say to make it right Unless you say "I'm leavin" And if you're not...then please tell me why Please tell me why you can't That shit you're talkin' don't mean nothing to me anymore Limp dick...you fuck stick...let's settle the score Run and hide you know I'll find

I Am An Attention Seeker...unlike Evilash :p
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore?

Native American Tribes Of The Frontier
SWEAT LODGE TEACHING A very long, long, time ago, our people lived in harmony with the animals, the plants, all living things and life was good. One day something happened and the people began to fight, there was jealousy and hatred, anger and fear, the people couldn't get along. Everywhere you went there was fighting. It was bad. One day this little boy listened to his heart. He couldn't stand the ugliness and meanness that was going on about him. So he began to search for something to help his people. He began asking everyone, " What can I do to stop this?". No one knew. Finally, the people said, " Go to the elders for they have been here the longest. If anyone would know, they would." So he went to the elders and asked, "What can I do to help my people, to stop all this fighting?" And the elders told him, " You must take four kernels of corn and walk. At the end of each day, you eat one kernel and at the end of the fourth day you will wait." So the little boy did this. At t

Fubar Doesnt Pay The Bills
Is it just me or are we seeing more and more people on here putting in there status about how they need real money to pay their phone bill or electricity bill? Here is a thought; Instead of spending all day at home on fubar, maybe you could find a job so you could pay those bills. You seem to be able to pay for your internet so you can get on fubar. It will still be here when you get home from work.Fubar does NOT pay the bills. Unless you are Baby Jesus of course Now I realize that due to certain limitations, it is not that easy for EVERYONE to just go out and get a job. However, we both know that there are tons of people taking advantage of the system and milking it for all they can. Why do you think taxes keep going up? Go out and get a damn job if you are capable of doing so. For those of you who read this and this doesn't apply to you, take no offense. For those of you that read this and it DOES apply. Stop reading this damn blog and go pick up a 'help wanted' ad and stop havin

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I am a Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebrati

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With All My Heart by Rachel I never really believed, In this whole "love" thing, But when I first saw your face, I could hear my heart sing. That sweet smile on your face, The gentle look in your eye, Just one look at you, And I could hear myself sigh. I gathered my courage, And walked right up to you, From that day foward, I knew it was true. We just started out as friends, And talking on the phone, But I couldn't take it anymore, So I let my true feelings be shown. I told you how I really felt, The love I had for you, My worst fear was you'd turn away, But that turned out not to be true. You told me you felt the same, But had the same fear as me, From that day foward, We knew it was meant to be. I hope we'll always be together, And things will never tear apart, I'd also like to remind you, That I love you with all my heart.

Terrified And Can't Do Anything At This Point.
So it is 6:24 a.m, i am babysitting...doing that overnighter thing i gotta do. Anyway i am sitting there doing my homework and all of a sudden my phone rings and its my dad, My oldest dog is having more issues with her body, and my dad has to rush her to the pet hospital, and whats killing me right now is I CANT DO ANYTHING!! i can't go with him to take her to the vet or anything. I am seriously scared cuz i have grown such an attachment to that dog. i hope she is ok. **Update** I Finally got to go home around 8am and found out that my dog has a Tumor, Its not Cancerous. But they have to perform a Surgery. So now i am scared because she is going to have surgery, and i should really be sleeping but this house feels weird without her. :sigh: I hope everything works out and that she is ok...this is the dog i have had since i was 8, I'm not ready to stay goodbye just yet.

I Miss You..
Guy Facts--- When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else -Girl facts When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand

In Case You Care....
This is my third time on this site, and this will be my third time deleting my account... Unfortunately there have been some people on this site who have made my life hell. I know what you're thinking, "it's only the internet, don't be such a pussy!" Well, they have managed to take it farther and make it affect my real life. The fact that some people can be so petty and vindictive, and spread lies about other people, is more than I care to concern myself with, that's why I will be leaving fubar... As a birthday present to myself, I will be deleting my account on Friday morning. It will be like a cleansing and leaving the bullshit behind experience for me. If you care to keep in touch, you have until Friday to private message me and get an alternate means of communication from me. I'm sorry to those that may miss me... And to those that don't care... well, later...

Deep Down Below...
Please don't laugh ^^; i'm attemtping my first fanfiction, and, well, it's still rough, and i KNOW i use pronouns too much, but, i'm proud of it so far, and i wanted to post it ^^ It belongs to ME. don't STEAL it. if you STEAL it, i will kill you. Jessica belongs to me... i mean, she IS me, so... and Erik belongs to gaston Leroux. L'opera Populaire belongs to Andrew Lloyd Webber. The following years had been kind to him. The gossip of the times washed away any mention of the incident, and his life was his own once again. He had a quaint little victorian home a few miles away from the ruins of the operahouse, in a quiet little suburb of Paris. He spent his days tending to his roses, writing new scores, painting, and reading. it was a peaceful existance, yes. But it was dull. He longed for the costumes, the music, the applause of the opera. He missed the dancing, the rehearsals, his salary... Thankfully he had stored away half of his salary whenever he recieved it, which is what a

Lil' Bout Me...
Money (All money is good money), Sex (See; About Me), Music (All kinds, but Bone Thugs is fav), Food (Italian, Soul, Mexican), Movies (Action, Suspense, Thriller, Comedy), Poker (No Limit Texas Hold'em), Pool (8-Ball), Cars ('63 Impala, '69 Camaro, & '72 Charger), Bowling (The drunker the better), Internet (Fubar, BoneThugs420, & Pogo), Working (As much as I can), Drinking (Smirnoff Ice: Triple Black), Smoking (Cigarettes & Mary Jane). - P.S. I do not drink "Beer" (Alergic), "Soda,Pop,Cola" (upsets my stomach)!

I Love U
I love you © By Trisha Thought, to share to care to be open. Smile an expression within the soul to fly. Look, in, on and past or present. Love, a feeling from me to you through the years. My hand to hold when I am worried. My hand to hold when I am scared. My hand to hold when were together. My hand to hold to share. Eyes, your eyes I know what your thinking. Eyes, I know you know mine too. My thought to say I will always love you forever and always, always still

Broken Dreams - Track 8 - Living This Lie
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Living This Lie This is why I lied to you/ When I said I’d love you true/ I can’t be living this lie anymore/ You’re just not worth my love Track 8 Living This Lie I must have been exhausted because I slept in Monday morning. I felt sore all over in areas I didn’t even know could be sore. That will teach me to

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Ok, so Im a single mom, never been married. My daughter's father gave up all rights to her at birth. I have been very blessed to have had my family to help me out with her. When she was 15months, she was diagnosed with a Wilm's Tumor, a form of kidney cancer. She will be 8 yrs remission this Halloween. But, for many years she recieved chemo and radiation. It was very hard, but I think it made me a better mom and nurse and person. She will be 12 next month. She is beautiful, smart, funny and has many talents. I love her more than anyone in the world. So....for basically 11 yrs, I didnt date. I took care of her. I made sure she had everything she needed. I still do. My oldest sis moved to Va about 2yrs ago. She wanted me to move there with her and her husband. They have always helped me with my daughter, and she loves them very much. I was supposed to move to Va in July, but I met someone. He is wonderful, and so good to me. I know Im not the prettiest girl, but he lo

Fyi For All My Friends
i will be going offline in 7 days in preparation i will be going though friends list to see if i can get into friends profiles when i cant i will be removing that peeps from friends list. then in 7 day i will lock down profile to friends only no more additions after that cause i wont be here to do any adding friends

Read It If You Can!!
fi yuo cna raed tihs yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid aoccdrnig a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy it dseno mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?

How We Should Feel!
I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? ! Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran wh

If.................................................
"IF" If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It wo

Naughty Toy Chest
Naughty ToyChest Train You've been invited to join my train I'm hosting..The Naughty ToyChest Train.. So if your up for the bumpy ride, click the picture below & jump on in and travel across our FU world! Rules For Naughty Toychest First, rate the naughty Toychest train folder. Folder link is below. There are only 35 pictures so it won't take you long. Leave a comment on the last picture in the folder so that I know that you rated all 35 of the pictures. Start with this picture. Second, r/f/a all the members on the bulletin/blog so that you can get a lots naughty love with us!!! If they are already on your friends list leave them a comment like "Naughty ToyChest" or "Playin in Naughty Toychest" Who's Enjoying the Naughty Toys ~~Tat2BunnyLuv~~@ fubar LilAngelBaby Proudly Owne

Sexy Places
HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK?: by myself yes EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE?: yup EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY?: no DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX?: yea sure EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE?: no DIRTY TALK, OR STFU?: depends on moment EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX?: yep EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER?: nope EVER HAVE A THREESOME?: Yes couple times EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX?: nope EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX?: Sure, sometimes. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE?: Nope WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE?: Never had one, sex is good!! HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY?: 18 WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW?: Mel, for sure. DO YOU LIKE 69?: Love it, it's awesome!! ARE YOU HORNY NOW?: Pulease, I'm a man, I'm always horny!! HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS?: 4 or 5 I think DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR?: Yea, it's ok DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO?: Yes,

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I'ts silly how crazy i am for you,we've never met.talked briefly and just gazing at echothers photos.It's funny gazing at photos looking into it deeply there is something familiar about those eyes.The feeling u get in ur stomach..like butterflies as you view it. I feel more and more aroused as i glare into it and as i lay down in my bed to close my eyes ,there u r.Off in the distance ,but close enough to know u r there as my back is turned to you. I'm with my girls having a blast dancing in a crowd...drink in hand.You notice me from a far, I can feel someone is watching me...you make your way over to me,putting ur arm around my waist to pull me towards you,breathing in my hair and perfume on my neck. I suddenly am overwhelmed with the feeling i have and start to breathe heavily ,unable to catch my breath. I turn around and see those eyes that i stare into in photos. Without saying a word, the room seems empty and noone else is around. You take my hand and lead me off to your place. Wi

Can Dreams Come True?
I know the saying...if you love something, set it free, if it comes back it's yours to keep, if it doesn't, it was never meant to be. So I have one question. When you set something, or um, someone free...and it comes back...after 6 months...and you set it free again...and a year later it comes back...should you take a hint? Once again...a young girls head and heart at playing war. Who should be the fallen victim? Should she listen to her heart which tells her to go for it...again...give it another shot. Fix what's been broken, live life to the fullest, love with all you have...or listen to her head which is telling her to stop being stupid. Open her big brown eyes and relize that it's just going to continue to hurt. Things will never change, and she'll just be jumping into something she's been through twice before? I know no one ever said life was supposed to be easy. I'm not asking for an easy way out. All I'm asking for is a little guidance from somewhere...someone. I'm tired o

Love Is...
*LOVE.* It's something we all want...and yet so few know how to give...It's sooo sooo easy... Just Love people as they are. It doesn't mean you have to put up with abusive or disrespectful people...It just means to BE respectful of others and their differences.. We miss out on a lot of Beautiful souls.. by judging the book by it's cover.

Rant
Worked dragged. Boring....like usual. I was working with one of the chicks that guys drool over about. She's a cool chick and all but gets sooooo annoying when guys always talk about her, talk to her, stare at her...blah blah blah. I can stand her than this other bitch that I fuckin' hate. I don't see why guys like her so much, other than her fuckin' body...she's a bitch to every other girl and likes to make them feel like shit. She may have a ass, but she don't have a rack like me...ha.... Other than me feeling tired all day, I was thinking a lot like usual. The bad thinking....not the oh I'm gonna kill myself thinking but the usual, oh I hate how I look thinking. Seriously...If I'm just sooooo pretty, hot..and all the other words that guys say over the net, why can't I get guys to even notice me or look my way in person. Like at work, I'm so sick and annoying hearing about every single dude going on about the supposedly hot and good looking chicks at work. Does anyone ever

God's Problem Now.....
GOD'S PROBLEM NOW..... The graveside service had barely ended, when there was a tremendous burst of thunder accompanied by a huge distant lightning bolt, followed by more rumbling thunder. The little old man looked at the pastor and calmly said, "Well, she's there."

Together
I look at your eyes. You look at mine. I place my hand on your heart. You place your ands on mine. Our breathing is eratic. We start matching our breaths till that match our hearts begin to beat together I increase my breathing Deeper, A tad quicker you join mine As we do this, Our passion grows. We start to join. The rivers inside start to boil, the undercurrents strong with passion. I place my hand behind your neck, and bring your lips to mine

Hmm
ANOTHER ROUND OF LOVIN UP THE FU FAMILY... TOUCH THEM WHERE IT COUNTS. (it'll be good for both of you). NOW THIS ONE WAS A BIT DIFFERENT, I JUST ASKED.. WHO WANTS TO BE ON A PIMPOUT, AND THESE ARE THE ONLY SMART PEOPLE WHO RESPONDED!!! Anarchy is Peace not Chaos@ fubar ~DiXie DeViL~ ~Stevens Wifey~ ~Head Enforcer at Copperheads~@ fubar Alison@ fubar the Interloper... Anti-hero idol with a suicide excuse...@ fubar BlueJean Girl@ fubar NOW IF YOU ARE LAZY AND LAME, AT LEAST JUST GO RATE THIS PIC!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™ **Owned By Lucky & Alison**@ fubar

Fascists Lyric Sheet
History’s gone leaving us with no memories It seems they’re gone far away from our ideologies As I see before my eyes everyone is forgetting what they have done but ourselves and you can’t show yourself up, and you can’t hide and you can’t say Whatever you want with no one to blame you Shame on fascists So tell me what’s wrong? Shame on racism And our own Did we really forget what happened last time, with all those fascists ‘round Most of us got scared and lost their Houses, were burned down It’s not only about them If they’re getting so strong With complicity of politicians They’re closer to their goal

To My #1 Girl!!!
*SIGHS* GEE WHERE DO I START....I JUST WANNA START OFF BY SAYING THAT I AM SOOOO VERY THANKFUL THAT I HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE..I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU WERE THERE FOR ME AND U REALLY DIDNT HAVE TO BE..I NOTICE....FOR THE TIMES I NEEDED ADVICE AT ONE IN THE MORNING WHEN U HAD ALREADY WENT TO SLEEP...WHO STILL ANSWERED ..YOU...FOR THE TIMES I NEEDED A SHOLDER TO CRY ON ...WHO DID I TURN TO ..AND WHO WAS ALWAYS ALWAYS THERE..YOU...I WANNA SAY THANK YOU FOR THOSE TIMES...THANK YOU FOR BEING THAT LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS..MY 1 IN A MILLION BESTIE...I REMEMBER THE FIRST NIGHT I SAW YOU..*SIGHS* U WERE SOO DARN KUTE..I WAS SOOO NERVOUS TO TALK TO YOU..HENSE THE REASON WHY WE DIDNT THAT WHOLE NITE...I JUST LOOKED AT YOU FROM ACROSS THE ROOM..LOL...WE STARTED OFF AS AQUANTENCES THEN TO FRIENDS ...BEST FRIENDS THEN TO EVEN BETTER FRIENDS..HEHE WINK WINK...AND I LOVE IT!!!!! nO ONE BUT US WILL EVER QUITE UNDERSTAND WHAT WE TRUELLY HAVE..I REALLY CANT EXPLAIN IT TO

What Is It #2
This is a gift, it is probably given more than any gift all the world over. This gift often times causes far more pain than happiness. This gift can not be seen, or touched. This gift is also probably the only gift you truly hope that the person who gives it to you keeps it. What is it?

Sometimes... I Wonder About Us.
One of my best friends came over last night because she was bored. So I went and got some weights and we decided to use my front porch to do some exercise. First let me tell you that I thought it was extremely funny, that when I sat on the porch, my cat thought it would be a phenomenal time to jump in my lap and get comfortable. After detaching his death grip from my leg we started doing stuff. I think the funniest thing was when we were laying on our backs and were 'cycling' with our legs like up pumping in the air and sitting up to see that we had an audience of guys staring at us. if that wasn't enough, my cat reappeared and landed on me out of nowhere causing me to scream bloody murder. so.........yeah. i think we should stay indoors from now on :p Stitches - Haste the Day

Bailout Aig
I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage – housing crisis solved. Repay college loans – what a great boost to new gra

Oh, How Did I Miss The Bagel Blog...
You Are a Plain Bagel You are hardworking, honest, and down to earth. You don't like surprises, and you need security to feel happy. Of all the types, you're the most likely to eat for comfort. You tend to have the same thing for breakfast every day. Why change what works? What Kind of Bagel Are You?

The Weeds
Focusing on Responsibilties Focusing on Responsibilities: The wardroom is paid to fight the ship, to engage and defeat the enemy at every opportunity. The chiefs are paid to operate the ship in a manner that allows her commanders to take the ship to battle. If officers become involved in day-to-day operations, they are unable to devote the requisite time to developing their war-fighting skills. The chiefs, as a natural defense, withdraw into their quarters, isolating themselves from the inevitable mismanagement of the ship's routine. The crew, sensing the frustration of their chiefs, refuses to take an interest in the ship or the Navy. The predicable results are poor morale, dismal operating conditions, and a work environment replete with the threat of punishment at every instance of perceived misconduct. It is here, perhaps, where the greatest harm is done to a warship absolutely dependent upon the good faith and trust of all her members. As the perception grows tha

Aig Bailout - Alternate Plan :)
The Idea! I'm against the $85,000,000,000,.00 bail out of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000.00 to America in a "We Deserve It Dividend". To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonifide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ and $85 billion that equals $425,000 My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000 What would you do with $297,500. 00 to $595,000 in your family? Help to pay off my church's mortgage, both my kids' mortgages and then take

Please Help
Im rather pissed off right now and it seems to be a never-ending thing. I am the mother of 7 kids and no im not perfect but I do my best and I have taught them manners and they have discipline and they know right from wrong. They arent perfect but then again the only child that is perfect is one that is strung out on meds cuz their parents cant handle em being children. Thats a whole nother subject tho. So ill get to why im writing this in the first place. 4 of my children are in school. 1 is in 4th grade, 2 in 3rd grade and 1 in 1st grade. As I stated, my children arent perfect but they know right from wrong. In the mornings monday thru friday I get up at 6am, get my kids showered and ready for school. I kiss and hug them all as they walk out the door to catch the bus. They know if they act up there will be consequences when they get home from school. I make sure my kids have assigned seats on the bus in the front due to past problems. In an average week which is 5 school days at leas

Little Red
I bought every one of James Finn Garner's "Politically Correct Bedtime Stories", but my favorite had to be the newly spun tale of Little Red Riding Hood. It is a continuation of a personal fascination with innocence and supposed threat, nature versus nurture, feral types going claw to nail with civility. Here's just part of what delighted and intrigued me: "...Many people believed that the forest was a foreboding and dangerous place and never set foot in it. Red Riding Hood, however, was confident enough in her own budding sexuality that such obvious Freudian imagery did not intimidate her. On the way to Grandma's house, Red Riding Hood was accosted by a wolf. who asked her what was in her basket. She replied, "Some healthful snacks for my grandmother, who is certainly capable of taking care of herself as a mature adult." The wolf said, "You know, my dear, it isn't safe for a little girl to walk through these woods alone." Red Riding Hood said, "I find your sexist re

New Lounge Juggalos!
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The Camera
one day when I was surfing the internet i came across a site that said view webcams from arounf the world. I thought to myself sure why not. I clicked on the link and it took me to a list of cities looking through the list i was shocked to see my own city I thought to myself I wonder what other people are doing right now so I checked the link and it showed a live picture of my room. there i was looking at myself. I first thought,ok this has gotta be some kind of joke I went to go and try to locate the camera and then out of the corner of my eye I saw the screen change. i refocused my attention to the computer the screen now showed another angle in my room. I checked the room once again and still once i got close to the angle where it was coming from it changed again counting them up i found 15 angles in all. I never found the camera's though. Later that day I went to a friends house and asked him to bring up the same site she agreed and pulled up the site and i walked her through

So Blah Blah Blah
i got out of the cracker factory yesterday , and my house finally at long last got sold. so im pretty flush , but feel like a part of me is missing. anyways enough maudlin , i got my new camera yesterday a nikon d300, thing is like a freaking flight deck , way steep learning curve.

What Color Hair Should You Have?
Your Hair Should Be Brown You are an intelligent, well respected person. You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too. You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life. You motivate people well, and you command respect easily. You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos. Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist. What Color Hair Should You Have?

The Game
We get along so well Something special, and everyone can tell I love you, all the tears I have cried To show this thing that is inside my heart, honey I have tried From the stories I have given you Are from the heart and so true A empty feeling was once where love had reside Dreaming to be by your side The card and gift that where sent Are cheesy and gone, wondering where happiness went Pain that has came so quickly and hits so hard Has left me temporarily scarred Ideas that come from the inside Are new and I had no where for them to hide You ask I tell, as my emotions fell down a well Things to overcome , a situation of somewhat hell To sit here reflecting on what has been done Knowing silently it will still be in my mind, after the rising of the sun Darkness shielded the sadness on my face Negative thing about sunlight so easily to detect and to trace Their is no leaving you My love is deep and will last for eternity, it's true Sorry seems to be the ha

A God Funny
You know, in the Old Testament, God was full of Wroth and Vengeance. You did bad stuff, he rained brimstone down on your ungrateful ass or harrassed your people with 7 plagues. In the New Testament, its like he has turned over a new leaf, you don't hear some much of the nasty things he did to his people (because if you believe in it, everyone on earth is his creation) You know what happened around the time between the New Testament and the Old Testament? He got laid

Sign Up For Special Events Team!!!
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One Of Our Members Has A Happyhour
one Of Our Own has a HappyHour for Saturday at 7 pm fu-time. she will have auto 11's activated too. ¢¾Fireeyes¢¾***Member of Rating Revolution***~Sugar Momma to The Sledge Hammer~@ fubar

Sly
A GREAT GIRL, UNDERCOVER AS HELL... MAKE SURE TO LOVE HER!!! cara|ìn@™¹@ fubar SHE DESERVES TONS AND TONS OF LOVE... SO NOW I'M ASKING.. JUST DO IT! BROUGHT TO YOU AGAIN BY THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™ **Owned By Alison**@ fubar

Odd Sex Laws< Makes You Think "why"
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds. And the beds must always be a minimum of two feet apart when a

Gangs
(An amusing "Thought Trip" highlight: the very top link that you get when you google "we the people constitution", leads to a link that spells defense as "defence". Actually that's probably an appropriate launching point. Ouch.) "We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America." I've been listening to pundits and I am so confused. The democratic ones make so much sense, and the republican ones make so much sense. What I try to caution myself with is the fact that they are entertainers of a sort. They have gained the ability to reach millions of Americans via the medium of media by being watchable or listenable. Catherine Coulter is generally found speaking with a dash of foam on her lips as the rabid words

What I Get For Attempting To Be Polite...
D~~FU HUBB...: fuck u hoe ->D~~FU HUBB...: sounds good to me, fuck your mother k? D~~FU HUBB...: how about I block u? ->D~~FU HUBB...: Why don't we just call it a night and assume that I think you're an asshole that likes to fuck skanks and I'm not a skank therefore unsuited for you in any form? D~~FU HUBB...: I like the thought that were in the same area but I would not visit you D~~FU HUBB...: most woman come on to me, I'm not approaching you I was kidding around in the first place ->D~~FU HUBB...: My guess is you're used to women kinda falling on themselves for you and you generally talk to younger women -I don't fall all over myself for any man and any man that wants anything more than polite disdain (which is what you're getting right now) from me, should probably try to talk to me like I'm a person and not some skank walking the street. D~~FU HUBB...: ok sorry,my bad ->D~~FU HUBB...: It matters to me. Some women find the sort of behavior you've exhibited m

Starting Over
It has now been 6 months that it has been back to my child and I. I often wonder what it is that drives a person away when they insist that you are perfect.... AHAHA THAT WORD perfect.... yup i am perfect becasue i have flaws. ok enough of that.....Life is hard as fuck...my kid is amazing. and the wonderful over worked and underpaid is the way I roll.

Pink Needs A Favor
HEY YALL IM IN A CONTEST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ALONG TIME IM ASKING THAT YOU ALL GO RATE AN LEAVE ME COMMENTS SO THAT I CAN GET AN AUTO-11 I NEED RATES AN COMMENTS..THANK YOU ALL TO THOSE WHO HELP ME..

A Children's Story For Samhain
A Children's story for Samhain The night was very dark, with a Full Moon hanging in the cloud-filled sky above. The air was crisp with the feel of late Autumn and the doorway between the worlds was wide open. Carved pumpkins sat on the porches of the houses in the little town, and the laughter of children dressed in costumes could be heard from the streets. It was a sad time for Beth as she climbed the little hill behind her house. In her arms was her cat and friend Smoky, carefully wrapped in his favorite blanket. A little grave was already dug on the hill, waiting, for Smoky had died that day. "Do you want me to go with you?" Beth's father had asked. "I dug his grave beside MacDougal's at the top of the hill." Beth clearly remembered when their dog MacDougal had died after being hit by a car. "No, I want to go by myself," she answered. Beth stopped at the top of the hill and knelt beside the little grave. She carefully laid Smokey's blanket-wrapped form in t

What Edisto Electric Did To Me And My Family!
On 9/25/08 Edisto Electric came out and turned off my power when I was not home. When I called them to ask why they said I had not paid them in 3 months I quickly proved them wrong but they refused to turn my power back on until I pay my bill ($391) and give them an additional $225 (bringing my security deposit from $75 to 300) and give them a $50 reconnect fee. Now on that was 9/25 this happened and on Sat 11/11/08 I received a FINAL bill (not even 30days after cut off) where they refunded my original security deposit (from 7 years ago) of $75. It is my personal belief that they did this as a way to increase there security deposit by brute force. The sad part about this electric company's actions is they it not only affects me but it affects a totally disabled woman and 2 children. What is this society coming to when an electric company starts bulling there customers because they know you can not go anywhere else for power and its either pay them or do with out. The laws o

Whoring Myself Out
Since none of my friends will whore me out I guess I have to do it... Listen up I am hosting an awesome auction Ad I have been pimpin every1 out But not pimpin myself out But time is running out So I am going to be a fu-whore and pimp myself I am adding a few new things Highest bidder will also get a NSFW Salute from me atleast 1/3 of a bling packs if offered and more if bid goes high enough

Have You?
Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered "God, I love You" But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know, my friend - I fell in love with you.

Start
Erase my being Come wipe me clean I want to feel like I just stole my first dream It's taken over me Something so sober Let me drift a while a longer Lost in this bright light As our worlds collide I wanna feel like I just took my first flight Your getting closer Whispers tell no lies Something so sober Let me stay a while longer Help me up Bring me down Take me in Spill me out Write me down Tear me up Start again Fill me up Start again...

Tiger Tiger Burning Bright
Her hair shone like spider silk, Upon the chill winters breeze. Her sharp Crimson claws leave scars upon the fragile ice. Her bright white eagle eye's, adjusting to the sunlight. Orange & red fire burns across the sky, she watches & dives upon her pray. His mane breezes gently in the wind, Standing high upon the sandy hill. His soft Fearsome Growl sends earthquakes resonating through the green. His Beady eye's home in on distant silhouettes in the tree's, Dancing devishly with an almighty Grin. The Orange & Red morph into green & blue hues, The mist evaporates & he pounces with his pride.

Miles And Miles
The sky is dark with evil and full of lies Death and murder can someone hear their cries? Blood and a weapon lying by their side Giving the appearance of another suicide The body is pale and blue Someone has passed before their prime indeed so true A man with a plan, carries a pipe and a magnifying glass Dressed in a brown hat and coat that will not let this crime pass Sherlock Holmes always roams day and night To solve things that do not appear right With the clues and thoughts that appear in his head No matter hate or anger no one is better off dead A knife wound so severe that many shed a tear The town is in a state of panic and fear Laws and justice that never leave and go Someone like Sherlock Holmes shall take the lead with wonder that will grow Fingerprints and timelines Who, what, where and why are that a investigtion defines Piece by piece a puzzle begins to appear Who was the guilty party that claims to be not so near? Motive strikes from the ho

Times Ticking Away
This time tomorrow I'll be on a plane to see Jeff again. This is your final warning. Imma be gone for a month just about, and won't be interneting that much. I'm so fucking excited. I wish today would pass fast. Theres so much I need to do today though. I've got to pack and clean and double check everything before I leave. Make sure everythings secure. I'm so fucking paranoid though. Autumn got sent home from school yesterday because of a lice scare. A few people got it, including one in her class. They dismissed school early, and when she got home everyone in this house got a hardcore hair washing and blow dry and head check. Thank god were all clean. I've been flipping through her hair every hour to double check and make sure I didn't miss anything. I would be so furious at the school if she wasn't. She goes to an all handicapped school. They should notice if one kid goes to school scratching his scalp senseless ASAP. Not after it gets to spread like wildfire through the damn school.

Lovers
It's been quite a while that we've known each other. Awhile since we've shared some intimate moments together. And as we continue living each of our separate lives... It's so amazing how from simple strangers we became LOVERS. Being your lover is like an everyday learning experience for me. Although it's kinda hard keeping up with you at times, But it was all worth it! I've learned to take care and put value to myself, Because you've shown to me my self-worth.

The Man
The Man Mysterious is the word they used, When I began to tell them you. Intrigueing is what they thought, For how could a man have such a heart. Intrested is how they felt, When they saw my heart begin to melt. Amazed is what they were, For how could he have gotten to her.. In love is what I was...And I still am. Erica Lyne Corn Copyright ©2008 Erica Lyne Corn

Where Did We Start
DO YOU REMEMBER THE DAY WE MET? DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE WE SAT? DO YOU REMEMBER THE NIGHTS WE WENT OUT? DO YOU REMEMBER THE FIGHTS AND WHAT THEY WERE ABOUT? DO YOU REMEMBER OUR LITTLE TALKS? DO YOU REMEMBER LAUGHING AT OUR THOUGHTS? DO YOU REMEMBER OUR FAVORITE SONG? DO YOU REMEMBER WHAT WEN WRONG? DO YOU REMEMBER WHERE IT ALL STARTED? I GUESS THAT IS WHERE WE PARTED.

Identity Thieves
Can anyone tell me why anyone on this Fubar website would want to take someone else's pics and post them as their own? I mean come on if your HOTT your HOTT and if your NOTT your NOTT. Last night I found out that this guy on my friends list had taken pics from one of my other friends profile and posted them as his own. I saw his salute and wondered why he had someone else posted as his default pic. But now I can see why, this guy was FUUUUUGGGGGLLLLLYYYY. He didn't and couldn't compare himself to my friend the one he took the pics from. I mean why do there have to be so many Fake Ass People out there? Why not be honest that is what really matters. Anyway I was so mad I deleted his ugly ass this morning. I just had to get that off my chest, so now I feel better.

Leathur Lair Halloween Event!!!
Hellzyeah baby!!! Friday October 31st is like HERE, and that can only mean that it's time for The Leathur Lair Halloween Event on www.worldrockradio.com!!! Tune in early to catch WRR's great lineup of DJ's doing their own Halloween thing... And at 7:00 PM CST you can hear Lady Jessie in her House Of Cyn warming you up for TLL's Halloween Event starting at 9:00 PM CST (10 Eastern)! The Leathur Lair Halloween Event will not only be running ALL Halloween night long, but will also be co-hosted by Lady Jessie & The House Of Cyn! BratPrince and Lady Jessie will be handing off back and forth all evening long, to bring you both the Treats and the Tricks alike! This is a Halloween show unlike any you've heard before! Let us be the music for YOUR Halloween party! Simply tune us in, and leave it locked! We'll be on all night long... http://www.worldrockradio.com/tunein/worldrock/listen.m3u

Happy Birthday To Natural Witch!!!
A GREAT AND AWESOME LADY.A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!! MAY ALL U'R WISH COME TRUE! ~Natural_Witch~ *Owned by LarryB*Owner of Club United*CinDragon's BISH* No Fan No Add*@ fubar This bully was brought to u by : ~Ð!AnA~ ( NO FAN=NO ADD)@ fubar

My Future...
In light of the country's current economic situation, I thought it a perfect time to share with you my plight. When I was younger, I had only planned to live to be about sixty-three... sixty-five at the most. Therefore, I really haven't planned too much for my future. I didn't figure I would be around to enjoy it, anyway. With my health not deteriorating as I had envisioned, and with all the medical advances made in the last 20-30 years, I'm in a quandary. Apparently I will live well beyond the age of sixty-five. With the Social Security Administration funds disappearing more and more every day (AND since I haven't put any retirement plan into action), I decided to use my lunch break to investigate my alternatives for my post-retirement years. I drove to Wal-Mart to see if it was possible to get a position as a greeter. Much to my surprise, I was informed that they do not hire retired people. They said that it was actually a program that was started by the children of retired people

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Soulless
Soulless, a void injected into a mortal coil. Mind ravaged by decay, humanity striped and raped away to leave behind nothing but the shattered and broken shell. A wanderer…A lost one…Bastard son spewed forth from a rancid vagina named the earth. A mind so wreaked by damnation. What pestilence flows through this decaying wretch, what horror of life cast this one upon the scorched earth. Cold dead blue eyes scan forth looking for light, only to have the door slammed shut before him. Bring me darkness and fear, Horror is my lust, you’re suffering my bread. Your cries are the air I breathe. You’re lost home the cloak of night shrouding me in its damning embrace. You made the earth a wasteland, I make you my whores. Natures instrument of death, Mother Gaia’s unholy bastard offspring. A disease to the one’s who broke her heart. A pestilence to all of mankind.

Anything Goes Sunday With Gemini
Join us tonite as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life takes your requests and plays anything ya wanna hear (and we DO mean anything!) 8pm - 10 pm EST time Lookin for some good music? Then stop in the HockingRadio Lounge. 24 hours a day/ 7 days a week you'll hear the hottest variety on the net.

Winter Parker
Ingredients: * 3/4 oz Amaretto * 3/4 oz Irish Mist * 1/2 oz Strawberry schnapps * 1/2 oz Maraschino cherry juice * 3 oz Pineapple juice * 1/2 oz Grenadine * Ice cubes * 1 wedge Lime Mixing instructions: Add all ingredients in a shaker. Shake with ice and strain into glass. Garnish with lime wedge.

Bandido Nation
This was written for us by a supporter, then given for our approval.....I love it Bandido MC Nation We live our lives from day to day, and really don’t care what the world has to say. We hear the stories and lies being told, Yet most don’t know anything about the Red and Gold! Ours is a world unlike any other, As it takes much more than the words you say and a bike, to be called Brother. We have Loyalty without question, and don’t ride any fence, with Red and Gold in our hearts, we take on ANY consequence. Our Brotherhood is close unlike any you have ever known, When is comes to disrespect, NO MERCY WILL BE SHOWN! We wear our colors in our hearts not just on our backs, LOVE,LOYALTY & RESPECT is our way of life, not just our patch. With our Brothers by our side we are never alone, So Make No Mistake We Take Care of Our Own. We are husbands, fathers, and above all Brothers without reservation, We Are The Ones Your Parents Warned You Abou

Overwhelmed
Time is passing as I write this note, laying in my bed, thinking about quitting what Ive started, what I thought I wanted. With a feeling of getting away from everything, I am thinking if I'd be a loser if I quit now, or if I were already a loser of thinking about this. Time is passing and I am running out of time. Ive wished I were a baby again, and just wanna cry all day, wished someone would come pick me up and hold me. I feel like smoking and I dont even smoke. What am I doing here? Ive asked so many times but still havent had a decent answer.

Shocking
Last night i rushed my daughter in to the emergancy room because at 2:30am she stopped breathing. They were able to get her to breathe again and started treating her for asthma. After many long hours there they finally told me that she does not have asthma but something called ARDS ( Acute respitory distress syndrome). I was shocked. Doctor explained its common mainly in premature babies (which my daughter wasnt) and thats 40% of deaths in children are cause from ARDS. If you want to know more below is just a short description of ARDS. Acute respiratory distress syndrome (ARDS), also known as respiratory distress syndrome (RDS) or adult respiratory distress syndrome (in contrast with IRDS) is a serious reaction to various forms of injuries to the lung. ARDS is a severe lung disease caused by a variety of direct and indirect issues. It is characterized by inflammation of the lung parenchyma leading to impaired gas exchange with concomitant systemic release of inflammatory mediators

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Alas, my time at fu is most definitely coming to an end. I have made friends...and they will forever hold a special place in my heart. I have acquired enemies...*shrugs*...to each their own. I would certainly be remiss if I didn't send a few shout outs to those of you in my family who have shaped my life since I have been here. So thank you to.... to Mike (BMF)....for being one of the greatest friends I could have asked to have found....you truly have my heart and I love you tons to Travis (Ludakyz)...for proving to me that insanity is fucking fun damnit. you've been a great friend and have twisted my already warped soul in a fantastic way to Ian (Sir Babycakes)...for being a friend above and beyond on any and all occaision (as long as you are awake :P)...you're special to me kid thanks also to Smitty....for being a steady friend to Kevin Jaymz....for knowing just the right amount of perv to mix with your sweetness to Kreepies....for introducing me to this insan

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First and foremost I am just an outsider looking in. I spent 4 years at an American University where I heard differing opinions on a lot of things from republicans and democrats. I've come to this conclusion: It is not united we stand divided we fall. It is divided you stand divided you fall. Now this blog might piss a lot of people off and that's fine, everyone is entitled to their own opinion just as I am voicing mine right now. Here's the big question: If no one was registered anything, would there still be so much division in the US? If Bill wasn't registered democrat and Susie wasn't registered Republican you just voted for whoever you wanted and it didn't matter if it was republican or democrat, would so many people be saying "he's not my president"? Or people booing the other candidate. Another question is, do you even know why you don't like the other candidate? Or is it just because the other candidate isn't from your party? And be honest with yourself when you ask that ques

Why People Envy Me!
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

Give N Receive
the secret of receiving,lies frist in giving. the only things we keep are those we frist give away. when we act,the universe reacts. this is the law of causation or karma. what comes to you is the result of w you have given. either through serviceor perhaps as an actual gift, that which enters your experiences is directly equated to the causes you set in motion by the action of head,heart, and hand. as a result,the more you give of that which is benefiecial and helpful, the more you receive....

I Am Lost And Broken
I am lost and broken The nights are wearing me down And it`s hard getting through the day `Cos I need you right now And right now you`re so faraway I guess I should have known That I`d end up this way But I swear I`ll come home And then nothing will drag me away, Now that some much time has passed I know that this love of ours will last forever Cos we feel it, tast it, hold it and believe it You need me like I need you I know you do, I'm sure you do And I`m all alone feeling the tears Falling down from my eyes I was forcing myself just walk through the day When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry Nothing had any meaning And I just thought let's give it another day and see if anything happens Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine Made me feel warm, safe and alive again, Don`t you ever leave me baby I am lost and broken

Remembrance Day 2008
( This is something i wrote a couple years back....i have added a bit...and altered my note some...but the message still...remains the same.) Now...i don`t want to get too harsh here, but this day is something that has been deep rooted in me since i was a child. Even before i really understood why it was "Remembrance Day"....i knew...it was something i should take seriously. My dads mom & her husband were vets. He a navy vet....and she a worker in a plane construction plant. In years after the war, they both were very instrumental in building a Royal Canadian Legion in Thunder Bay Ontario...which today, stands as a testement as to the hard working, and strong supporters of vets and the Legion. I know my Gramma was a hard working woman, single mom...who struggled to make things work. My dad has alot of that determination in him...influenced by her...and others. They are both gone now....to rest. there is not a day that i do not think of them...and my other Grandparents.

The Lesser Of None
I guess , like most of us, when you get sick, you feel a little sorry for yourself. I don`t know that i feel that way, but i sure hate having a cold AND the flu, at the same time. But...then again, some have it worse. Finding ways to complain, when others lose loved ones, or have conditions that will surely....take them far away.....far far away. So, who am i to complain. Sure...i get like a suck, and wish for relief. My sniffles, and my sore stomach....are nothing, compared to other worries. I have, while i sat and coughed all day, thought about things....like we all do. I look at what most precieve as "necessities", and i don`t consider...what i am supposedly lacking....as, well....necessities.Who measures their happiness in life, by......what they got. I`ll tell you, its those who will always feel that they are missing something. Those who cannot ever see the gift of life as....just that....a gift. Things in my life...that i do not have, do not really worry me. I am not

110408 Fluffy Starr Blog
Oh hey! New VLOG Inside.... Hi! I says hi!!! So how was your Halloween? Well mine was good. I went to a friend's party this year and it was good fun! I sort of ripped off my own Corpse Bride inspired costume I wore in August to that Tim Burton ball, BUT I was a broken doll with cracks in my face and stitches etc. I don't have a clear photo of me anywhere. But maybe something will pop up. If you want, you can post your Halloween costume photo here! A bit of show and tell, shall we? I do have a new Vlog tho. Just as silly as usual. Or maybe a bit more. I've been collecting cute villains again... Take a look at my My New Prince Nuada Action Figure! I hope it's not made of that lead that was killing people this year. I guess to be safe I can't lick it or put it in my mouth. Awwww...... Not that I would. That would be just too pervvy! On another note, somebody figured out what it says on my boyshorts in my profile photo. And yes indeed it says 'Good Girl' on the front. But it a

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What Your Taste in Music Says About You Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you. What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

111008 Fluffy Starr Blog
Stuff, and silly Vlog... Hey you!!! Yeah, you. What up? I'm waiting for pizza. Yep. Kinda early,I know, but... I'm only human. It's been a weird last few days, but very good. Kind of wild though... I have bruises, it's been so wild. No, not like you think. But I did get tackled by a (vodka fueled) friend, and we tripped over a chair, and bumped into music equipment, and into a shelving unit, and finally crashing onto a hard wood floor with him on top of me. So I have bruises on my arm, shoulder, thigh, and knee. All the bruises are on one side. Crazy times!!! But don't get any ideas people... The next person who tackles me like that (vodka or not) will be in big trouble. So tomorrow is Remembrance Day, for us Canadians. Strangely enough, I watched 'Black Hawk Down' the other night. And I found myself thinking about the real life soldiers who do fight in battles so that the rest of us can be free. I found myself thinking about our Canadian soldiers.Tomorrow I will honor them. Th

To You Fake Ass Frontin Cats On Fubar.. This Ones For U!!!
Y'all ain't about nothing Y'all ain't about nothing Y'all frontin, y'all frontin, y'all frontin, y'all frontin Y'all niggaz just hate, Y'all niggaz just hate Y'all fake, Y'all fake, Y'all fake, Y'all fake You ain't finna do nothing, you ain't finna do nothing Y'all frontin, y'all frontin, y'all frontin, y'all frontin Introducing to you now is the kid they love to hate But when you saying what you saying You just say it to my face [Verse 1] Yeah you see him? (Yeah) You see him bow beat him down lean him down (lean him) Your breathing sound like you now layin down sleepin You be surrounded or found on the ground beaten You see him how he look now and he ain't found a reason My reason is that they won't have to persuade Me to have the courage to walk right up and say it to your face A faker never know he fake A hater never admit he hate By the time they figure it out is probably gon be too late (yeah) Grinning up your face is like you tryin to let me know That you

This What Love Should Be.....
To me love is trust, loyalty and respect are a must for eternal happiness.No matter how much you love someone if you don’t have these ingredients you will never succeed.......To be in love means being patient but to be patient you must trust him/her first.You can never find love through the eye or ear, so you must trust the only thing that will never fade until you die, your heart.Love is like trust, when you find your special someone it is as if you're trusting them with your heart.Trust is what you put in someone's hands.Faith is what you hold on to.Trust is what makes everyone realize that you are always there for them.Faith is what makes everyone realize that you are always there to help them in case they need some help Love makes not everyone, but the only one in your life who is special, think that you are always there for her, to be with her, to make her realize how much you really love her.Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person, Don't measure the distance;

About Me
(1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? yup (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? anytime! (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to have sex? ya (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? haha yeah 1time (5) Shower or bath while having sex? both (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? aggressive (7) Do you love someone in your top friends list? no (8) Love or Money? love but money is always nice :D (9) Credit cards or cash? cash- credit cards get me in trouble (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? i already have (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? camping is the shit!! (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? in a park on a bench (13) Would you shave your entire body (including your head) NO! I shave everywhere but my head (14) Have you ever been to a strip club? OH YES :D (16) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? NO im too sweet to k

Dating Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Oh Noes! It's A Social Worker!
So, I'm basically a social worker. I work with families who are at risk of having their children detained by DCS, or have had them detained and are working on reunification. But, the second I say that I work wtih the DCS (not FOR, but WITH), people assume that I'm the one who takes the children from the home. Everybody has their nightmare stories about kids that were yanked because of rumors, or false information, but I'm going to tell you that all of these kids that I have worked with were living in unsafe environments and needed to be somewhere safe until parents can get their acts together. I just want to say that we are not the BAD guy here. Again, that is all.

Fantasy 3 Continued
after arriveing at our home i take my betrothed inside and close the door.as she smiles at me i lead her to the bedroom that has already been more then prepared.as we enter i look deep into her eyes and say"are you ready to become like me my love?"she replies"yes my lord make me a creature of the night."quickly i sink my fangs deep into her neck drawing and drinking her blood and slowly takeing her over to the bed as we reach the bed i pull back let her fall onto the soft bed drained of so much of her blood.i then take my wrist cutting it open and slowly drip the blood into her mouth and say"drink my love and become my queen.and be reborn as a fellow night hunter"i push my wrist to her mouth and feel her start sucking drinking my blood.and start feeling very aroused as my eyes fill with lust looking deep into my wife's eyes.her body starts shakeing feircely as the change starts as i stand there smileing at her,i tell her "relax my love it is just the change you will be fine.it will be

Newest Addition To My Site/ideas
Lunching Ladies: Starting winter 2008! Are you a submissive who has a secret fantasy of serving a collection of lovely females as the sole attendee for their amusement? Do you crave the opportunity of tending to their needs until they have declared satisfaction? How much delight would it bring you to be the center of attention with all rewards for good service being focused around your specifically preferred kink? Whether you enjoy humiliation, foot worship or corporal punishment in addition to basic servitude ~ together with my special friends ~ I can make this happen for you… [At a reasonable fee, of course!] For an hour and a half YOU could live this fantasy to its fullest with as few as two ladies or many as five to six, always including myself, with the fee based on how many people you wish to entertain. I will make all the arrangements in regards to attendees – sending you images in advance for your notification, the ordering of the food – which you must pick up on yo

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you guys see that on the news??? the three major owners of the automobile companies, beggin for the money front in the millions....then one guys asks....(somewhere near a qutoe) "who flew here today on a commercial airline.....let it be noted noone raised there hand....who flew here today in their private jet? let it be noted three raises hand" what tha hell??!!! they could fly for 280 dollars on a regular plane? but yet they spend nearly 20,000 one way in their JET??!!! needless to say they wont be gettin there loan...

Panties And A Round Ass
Panties and a Round ASS This set is by special request. You have asked to see my round ass in different panties and from different angles. So I granted it. I am in different positions and so is the camera person. There are lots of close up of my big round ass. I even throw in a few of my huge 40ddd tits and my sweet wet pussy. I have over 5600 pictures and 57 video clips in the member's SEXtion. I also have 24 videos on my SCVideo page. So there is lots to keep you happy and content. If there is something certain you would like to see me doing or a certain outfit you would like to see me in. Let me know and I will do my best to get it on my site for you. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

I Was Tagged!! ;)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I rarely wear my seatbelt. I know, it's a really bad habit. 2. I like my food to be seperated on my plate. It can't touch. 3. I also despise pickles. 4. My maternal Grandmother is my hero. 5. When I leave work, my desk must be spotless. 6. My son is my entire world. 7. I can't date someone who doesn't like sports. 8. I'm very blunt, but I know when to tone it down and be appropriate. 9. I can't leave the house without earrings, preferably hoops. 10. I'm very liberal, but try to listen to everyone's opinion. Hector knows this... ;) 11. I have an obsession with wearing heels. 12. My first major in college was Secondary Educati

Kevin Sharp-nobody Knows It But Me
i pretend that i'm glad you went away.but these four wall closeing more everyday,and i'm dieing inside and nobody knows it but me.like a clown i put on a show,the pain is real even if nobody knows and i'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me.why didn't i say the things i needed to say.how could i let my angel get away.now my world is just a tumbleing down i can see it so clearly that your no where around.nights are lonely the days are so sad i just keep thinking about the love that we had.and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.how blue can i get you can ask my heart just like jigsaw puzzle thats been tore all apart. a million words couldn't say just how i feel a millions years from now you know i'll be loveing you still.nights are lonely the days are so sad,i just keep thinking about the love that we had.and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.

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Gotta Be Somebody
Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my breath Could this be the end? Is

Darwin
I'm looking at mydeathspace.com, and it just boggles my mind how many total pieces of shit die every day. There are some individuals that seemingly have 5 brain cells, and I feel bad for saying this, but its just Darwin theory in practice. Weed off the "weak" ones before they spread their seed. (Unfortunately most already did)

Angel
angel (for my daughter) Last night I stole into your room To gaze upon your nightly rest And I marveled at how your angelic head Against the pillow was gently pressed And how your sleeping form Lay curled warmly in it’s nest

What Breed Of Cat Are You?
You Are a Maine Coon Cat You tend to be loving and playful around your family and friends. But when you're around strangers you tend to be a bit reserved. You are intuitive. You understand human emotions well. You do best when you are around people. You don't like being left alone. What Breed of Cat Are You?

Forgiveness Filter
I see a subtle energy therapist. They do work in a person's auric field and clear out the crap if you like. Primarily they try to bring into balance that which is in your emotional heart with that which is in your mind and body. People don't realise that, when they do not follow their heart on a matter, and allow their head to overtake, things can be misaligned within their environment. My therapist asked me an interesting question. 'What if you could sit back and look at your life and see all the bad things, or things you didn't like as something that had to happen, was meant to happen, for you to be part of who you are today ?' I thought about it, and thought about all the things I had been through and thought fuck it I am taking that option. Why you may ask ? Because if that is the case, then I am free of the burdens on myself, to understand why something happened and how. I am free to live for now, not what was, nor what may be. So I filtered all the t

I Guess I Screwed Up..
So my friend that I expressed my feelings for claims he didnt lie to me, though his words were contradicting, fine, whatever. But what do you do when youre told you blew it cause you got a boyfriend? I felt beneath him and that he desereved better then me, so I didnt say anything. I got a boyfriend, that didnt last long. Now Im told its too late, I just dont know what to think. He said some pretty mean things to me. Its quite obvious he doesnt know me well. Hell he couldnt even spell my name right. He has no idea how my mind works and claim I act like the world owes me something. When I asked how, he didnt answer. So the only thing I wonder about, is should I try to wait to see if he changes his mind or just walk away for good? I didnt want to lose him as a friend, but Im pretty sure I did.

Fly There Too
Fly There Too by Andrew Harris I just wanna fly there too, Not so far away from me. Why do I always run and hide, From fears I cannot see? A vagrant, I fall....fall forever Total darkness, silent despair My eyes slowly open, realizing that I left my hope somewhere. Vulnerable heart, bare feet Pound on the unknown ground. Birds are my thoughts, soaring away My teardrops make the only sound. What follows me here, I can't find Keeping my stride, my pain grows. Reasons for things They cannot understand Watching--but I already know. Away from all that matters, Far from things They might do. My mind grows free there forever, I just wanna fly there too.

What Is In A Number? Please Tell Me
Name:_____________ Number:_______________ Best time to call: __________ text messaging (yes or no) _________ phone service __________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get.

High Stakes On The High Seas Again...
Pirates of the Caribbean it is not. However piracy it is… Good Morning. The lovable Captain Jack Sparrow (Johnny Depp) is not commanding these vessels and the bullets fired are not Hollywood trickery blanks, they are real and fired by real modern day pirates. The latest attempt was in NAIROBI, Kenya - Pirates near Somalia chased and shot at a U.S. cruise liner with more than 1,000 people on board but failed to hijack the vessel, a maritime official said Tuesday. The liner, carrying 656 international passengers and 399 crew members, was sailing in the Gulf of Aden on Sunday when it encountered six pirates in two speedboats. The attempt was foiled due to the cruise ship being faster then the speed boats…seems like an oxy moron where the Cruise Ship being faster then a speed boat… This was a happy ending and in reports I have heard most have been happy endings other then those paying the ransoms. This is real and can only get real bad in the future. The pirates follow a so called pirate

Stolen From Sho
our Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Letter Of Explaination
this is the current letter I sent to our Attn'y General's office: I wrote you a week ago about our current situation and have not seen a response. I am in URGENT need of your help...Just in case this is someone unfamilar with my case, I will give you the facts you should need to get caught up. After 6 years of marriage and children, Mr. Robert Rudolph Groce Jr. and myself [Michelle Narum] divorced. I have custody of the kids. He was allowed the typical Wednesday, every-other-weekend and holidays in the custody arrangement. [We won't get into how poorly he kept up his end of the deal on just this aspect.] He was ordered to pay $450 a month total in support for his son, J and daughter, A . At many points Mr. Groce was in arrears. Additional funds were taken to suppliment this as time went on, and his employment remained at places who removed the amounts directly from his check; after I had to go to Human Resources for assistance in the forms of food stamps, AFDC and Medicade wh

Follow Up Letter...life Sucks...
This was written to the AG, after I talked to my local office. NOT GOOD NEWS! I spoke to my local office. They have explained to me that my case is closed. Nina was kind enough to take the time to explain to me that I need to do a tracking on my ex's IRS check. To this I must contact his sister to obtain the needed information, and sadly their father just had open heart surgery yesterday. She is taking care of their mother right now and too busy to handle it for me. Perhaps once I have what I need then I may contact you again for more assistance. Nina was also kind enough to explain to me about getting the Social Security and other government assistance such as foodstamps and whatnot. She was a very helpful woman. Please consider this letter complimentry to her and thankful for your services in the past. Michelle Narum

The Ice Cream Incident
Long ago back when I still went to UCSD, I had a friend called David. He went to SDSU and was about the most fun person I knew in San Diego. He was one of those guys that saw things in life differently than the way they really are. It was always so fun being around him. One day, he and I go to Seaport Village because he heard that there is an Ice Cream Shop that has a big Ice Cream at the entrance that is bigger than I am. I didn't believe him, as usual, so, we went. Well, there it was. The biggest Ice Cream Cone I ever saw. He tells me, "Go ahead, Hitomi. Get closer to it so that I take a picture of it as proof that you were here." Yes, I am a short girl, and this Ice Cream didn't help. I leaned in, hugged it, and he took the picture. As soon as the picture was taken... *thunk* It fell right to the side! It was so heavy, someone could've gotten hurt if they were walking by. I just stood there shocked, David was shocked, and the guy inside runs out going, "Are you OK?!"

Ill Be Gone For A Bit
My power cord to my laptop broke, I broke it more when trying to re-wire it. lol. I ordered a new one off ebay..Ill be back on here as soon as the cord comes in. Says 7-14 days..so Ill see you all again in a week or 2! I'll miss you all! ps. Leave me lots of love while Im gone :D

Plastic Dress
This hot mama just got out of the shower and getting dressed but couldn't find anything sexy to show off my sexy round ass. So I wrapped my curvy luscious body in plastic wrap for you. It reveals my huge DD+ cleavage, yummy tummy, nice round ass, and wet pussy. I pumped up my juicy pussy lips and erect nipples. Cum watch as I unwrap for you. Check out it here on FF Fan Club [URL="http://www.fat-forums.com/forums/member.php?u=45825"]http://www.fat-forums.com/forums/member.php?u=45825[/URL] I have over 350 pictures and 2 videos. I will be adding more videos. The great thing with this site when you join my page you get to see all the other girls as well. What a deal for only $19.95 a month.

Mothers
So today kinda sucked for me.My daughter's godmother got arrested, not for the first time in her life.She just turned18 in Nov and just last week she was arrested for trespassing on her boyfriends property because he still lives with his mommy and his mommy controls him.I never have liked him or his mom but for reasons unrelated. But anyways...so today we found out about her arrest on the check fraud that her boyfriend done but since it was his mom and his mom hates my daughter's godmother his mom called the police today and had her arrested.I personally know a bunch of shit on this cunt of a mother.So the godmother is sitting in jail scared to death because she's facing a felony charge while her fucking boyfriend is sitting home laughing at her.Enough of my ramblings.I just needed to vent some.I really really hope to god her boyfriend rots in hell soon,preferably after spending a couple nights in jail as someones bitch.LOVE YOU HARLEIGH...WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU!!!

Rip Bettie Page
Bettie Page, the brunette pinup queen with a shoulder-length pageboy hairdo and kitschy bangs whose saucy photos helped usher in the sexual revolution of the 1960s, has died. She was 85. Page, whose later life was marked by depression, violent mood swings and several years in a state mental institution, died Thursday night at Kindred Hospital in Los Angeles, where she had been on life support since suffering a heart attack Dec. 2, according to her agent, Mark Roesler. A cult figure, Page was most famous for the estimated 20,000 4-by-5-inch black-and-white glossy photographs taken by amateur shutterbugs from 1949 to 1957. The photos showed her in high heels and bikinis or negligees, bondage apparel -- or nothing at all. Decades later, those images inspired biographies, comic books, fan clubs, websites, commercial products -- Bettie Page playing cards, dress-up magnet sets, action figures, Zippo lighters, shot glasses -- and, in 2005, a film about her life and times, "The Notori

The Bullet That Blew Me Away
Dreaming of the past The memories that will forever last You are so near yet you remain so far away I wish our relationship and feelings could stay Like a ice cube in a lemonade Your love for me quickly and sadly had to fade Despite the efforts that where done The sky still grew dark anyway and away left the sun The twinkle in my eye, the love I showed for you Felt so right and our love appeared so true Distance came between so quickly and never seen Your emotions changed and you began to act mean Phone calls seem to stop, and the dates as well Something was going on, I was too blind to tell Every sip from my drink the more reasons to evaluate and think Of what was soo special and what pushed you to the brink? Was it school or family or even me to a degree? Either way there is no answer and no you and me To have hope at all is dangerous and risky to recall Would be a deeper hole to trip and fall How to find love again?, Is it possible to love at all? Like

The Snow Test
Your Snow Test Says You're Independent You feel like something good will happen to you in the next few months. You have an amazingly strong work ethic. You are likely to be very successful in life. You are an independent, individualistic person. You thrive when you're doing your own thing. Your biggest worry in life is your family. You stay up at night thinking about them. When it comes time to relax, you really indulge. You are all about your favorite comforts. The Snow Test

They Judge
I face the world with a smile while hiding it inside Happiness seen, they cant see the tears I've cried. Alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. Judge and jury await me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge what is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.

Fucking Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ASSHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE@ fubar> This Man Is sick.... he is a petifile and a rapist to his own daughters... can we please get him off of fubar.... do not pay him any attention just keep reporting him..... and make sure you block him ladies he attacks us with his nasty comments!

Height
What Your Height Says About You You are a very vulnerable and spiritual person. Your emotions run deep. You have a philosophical and poetic soul. You think things through and are a bit of a skeptic. You tend to be very opinionated. You are a perfectionist with high standards. You prefer to work alone. You work hard, and you don't like interruptions. You are about as tall as the average Japanese woman. What Does Your Height Say About You?

The Reason I Would Rather Skip Christmas
it was a cold christmas morning one of my brothers and i woke up we desided to go for a drive befor every one woke up we ask are father and grand father if we could take my gradfathers truck out they said yes well next they i remember is waken up in the hospital 2 week later not being able to walk any more the parts i can not remeber go like this were driven 120 on a dirt road brakes locked up and sent us rolling i broke my back in 3 spots told my mom it was ok as i layed in the dirt after my brother ran 5 mile to get my uncle and have him call for help and my grandparents to get the rest of or family that was there

Christmas / Holiday Salutes
Who Would Be Willing To Make Me A Christmas/Holiday Salute?? Can Be Any Type You Would Like.. I Will Give You Something In Return Also ... Have A Great Holiday Season.. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year To Everyone.

You Cannot Win The Race Unless You Run.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 YOU CANNOT WIN THE RACE UNLESS YOU RUN. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You must take the first step to win any race. The first step will take some effort and maybe some pain. But after that, everything you have to do is real - life movement. Once you're moving you must keep moving. Create a definite plan for carrying out your desires and begin at once, whether you're ready or not, to put your plan into action. If you can get up the courage to begin, you have the courage to succeed. You can only fail if you fail to start. Winning starts with beginning. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =============================== Free Webinar: How to Thrive In The Down Economy Our economy is being labeled "The Great

Alone @ Christmas
So its the second Christmas without my brother. I know he is in a better place and I know that its very selfish for me to want him here with me. So here I am crying and alone again. Trying to find the will to make this christmas better for my lil girl than it was last year. Praying that God will give me strength to get out of bed. As many of my close friends know I have been down and depressed over this alot since the holidays and then with various men troubles I have tried to kill myself twice this month. I want to be the lil girl who gets up under the covers and can hide from all the world. SO Im asking God to send me a rainbow and let me know the storms are over. So that I can be happy and have some peace in my own lil world. :( So I m going to bed and I hope you have a Merry Christmas

Hopeless
Stand upon ones soul Free yourself from truth Following the endless pain Make your path into the unknown Seeking words with no value Hopeless Falling from overwhelming fear hopeless The path of right and wrong been choicen by you fall asleep no tears no shame just lay awake dream of nothing

Broken Voices
Through the cloudburst Now the rain has gone Sky is clearing I can see Where we went so wrong Empty silence You were never there In your own space Now I can see You didn't ever care What you need What you breathe What you see Leaves nothing to me Broken voices Distant looks In your time I had to guess What was left to be saved Empty faces Now my eyes have closed Final kisses Now I can see How I will never know

Update 2
Hey Everyone! I am just giving everyone an update on me. Well as you can see from my pictures I am having a great time and living life sober. I am loving it as well. Dec 23, 2008 was 4 months clean for me and it was a hard 4 months, but like they say this is not gonna be an easy task but hell I am ready to kick it in the ass. Hope everyone is having a blast as much as I am. Thanks again to all my friends and family who have supported me through this. It means a lot. xoxoxoxo

New Year
OH WELL YET A OTHER YEAR GONE AND NEXT YEAR WILL BE THE SAME TRUTH I LIKE TO FIND SOMEONE TO BE WITH BUT I KNOW I NEVER WILL THIS TIME NEXT YEAR I BE ALONE HAS BEEN ALONE THIS YEAR BUT I HOPE ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TURE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT 2009

By Allen
This was wrote for me by a very special man.. Thank you so much tig.. love you always babe Sometimes you have to cry Before You find your smile Someimes, you have to fight Endure The Pain, For a lil while Sometimes, you have to watch While your love loves another Sometimes, you secretly cry While they're with their lover Sometimes, Your right person Is one you'd never think Sometimes, it's someone who's there for you Would be there for you in a blink Sometimes, you overlook them Writing them off as a friend But in all honesty You know they'll be there till the end Sometimes, you wish it would end That there'd be better days Sometimes, there is no sometimes For I'll love you always Tigg@ fubar

My Little Girl
my little girl you were my only passion for life, my only reason in this crazy world to go on, you brought meaning to this life, you were my everything, my existence revolved around your every little breath, i brought life to you, and you gave life to me. you gave me joy every moment your tiny feet walked this earth, to see you smile, gave me such a rush let my heart jump a beat and to hear you cry broke it, you changed everything in my world, gave it new meaning everything i thought and felt before you, meant nothing and could never compare to what you showed me. around your tiny little finger you had me wrapped, and in your eyes i saw my world. and in just one moment in time my world crumbled, and now i feel nothin, a cold memory has been put in place of my heart, i am lost to the world, disconnected from this coil, i have become hollow, my only reason died with you, i seek your face in my dreams, and we play for hours, your laughter oh god your laughter, you crawl in my arms a

Friends To The End
FRIENDS TO THE END? JANUARY 1,2009 WRITTEN BY CHARMED WE ALL THINK FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADULT HOOD THAT WE HAVE REALLY MADE THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD... BUT, THEN YOU LOOK BACK AND THINK ON ALL THE WRONG DOINGS THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU AND THE SADNESS THAT YOU HAVE FELT INSIDE... YOU ALWAYS THINK ABOUT WHAT DID YOU DO WRONG TO HAVE THEM HURT YOU THIS WAY? SOMETIMES IT COULD HAVE BEEN A PHONE CALL YOU MISSED, A OFFLINE YOU DIDNT ANSWER WHEN YOU WERE RUNNING OUT THE DOOR OR BECAUSE MAYBE YOU WERE SICK... YOUR SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD THEN TURN ON YOU...AND YOU WOUNDER WHY? THEY WILL DO SOME ON THE MOST HORRIBLE THINGS TO HURT YOU... THEY WILL EITHER HAVE A ATTITUDE OR WILL IGNORE YOU OR EVEN STOP TALKING TO...AND SOMETIMES THEY WILL JUST TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF...SO AGAIN YOU WILL THINK THAT YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG... HOW CAN YOU SO CALLED FRIENDS DO THIS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE THE SWEETEST IN THE WORLD...THAT ARE THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU...THAT WOULD

Let It Go For 2009
Let it go for 2009... There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it

Not Worth My Time
why people feel the need to try to bring someone down is beyond me. everyone has their own life. geez live it and stop trying to look into everyone elses and say things that you have no clue about. but then again if they were happy with their life and the choices they make then they wouldnt bother everyone else right? misery loves company....... go find someones elses company cause seriously all your doing is making an ass out of yourself but then again if they were smart they would probably know that already right?

Damnit :(
Well that's it. One chance to do it and we blow it as always. We were looking so good too.. grrrrr! I don't know what I'm more mad about, the fact we lost or the fact I spent $300 to see them lose in person.. lol Oh well... there's always next year. *sobs*

My New Career...sort Of
Due to complications that made my formula pretty much irrelevant... Surgery=job=$$$$ and resulting in.... $$$$ spent+ $0 earned=Uh oh! I've decided that my hobby of painting is going to have to perform double duty, so I'm selling my art. BFF Richard found me a website, similar to Ebay but they specialize in handmade items only, so you don't get lost in the listings. It's called similarly Etsy...cute, huh? Anyways, I find it hard to create and type so that explains why I'm on here sporadically. Hope everyone is enjoying a great 2009. :)

Life Or Death
When death comes to me, no funeral should be. just throw a party. Cuz I'm not worth anyones tears, don't remember my wasted years, of trying to over come my fears. I'm not going to a better place, don't remember my empty face, burn don't bury remember no trace. I have said good-bye almost done, love's a battlefield I never won, the days after may your joy be in the light of the sun. I can't say that I'm the best it isn't my claim, I won't even try to think you'll remember my name, and this isn't a situation that you know that you've felt the same. When you look and see me then I'm gone, Don't fret the burden of me is no longer in the dawn, the shit is over the crime is done no dwelling con.

She.
Her first memory was a dream. In this dream she was sitting in a theater, the lights were dark and the large white screen illuminated the room. There was no smell, no noise, it was empty- like her. As she sat in the very back row her thoughts wondered until a tiny black dot came across the screen appearing larger with her every breath in perfect cadence. What is this? As the dot got larger it took the shape of a dinosaur and one that was definitely carnivorous at that. From the left of the screen a figure- small but defined walked out. As she inhaled the figure became clearer. It’s me but why? Tapping her leg nervously she watched herself walk up to the dinosaur. The dinosaur looked at her in the row sitting quietly and back to her on the screen. What is this? In a single swoop and gulp she was gone. No remnants almost as if she never existed. But I do. These dreams have diminished over time to the point where when she sleeps she craves for the oddity. Each day

About Me
well what can i say i am with the greatest guy in the world we are just not in love with each other we are bestfriends to and i have two great kids that he takes great care of and they are not his now thats a man. baby i know you are going to read this i love you with all my heart

Why
Why is every body so damn sensetive? "OMG SHE JUST SHOWED THE BEGINNING OF HER CLEVAGE CRACK! THAT IS SO NSFW!" or "OMG ALL HE WANTS TO DO IS FUCK! IS THAT ALL GUYS EVER WANT TO DO?" first off, this is an adult sight, if somebody wants to show a picture of them getting fisted, LET THEM. its their business. second, yes I fuck most of the time that I am awake and not at work. You dont like it you dont have to look at my page. and if I try and strike up a conversation with you, dont go bitchy on me immediatley. just say hey, dont want your cock. and at that point I can take a hind and piss off. Its not that hard. Ok I feel better now. Stop being so damn sensitive you yuppy fuckers.

Find Ur Self
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if y

Let It Go!!!!!!!!!!!
Let it go for 2009.. There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got t

Warning One Donot Fuck With Me!!!!!!!!
HOW MUCH MORE MUST I GO THOUGHT TO SEE MY SONS....I CALL AND CALL AND STILL NOTHING...I FOUND OUT YESTDAY FROM SOMEBODY THAT GORDON WENT TO COURT AND LIED TO THEM WELL ....HE HAS MY ABBY AND MY CELL PHONE NUMBER HE COULD OF CALLED ME AND TOLD ME THIS OHHHHH NO I HAD TO FINE OUT FOR MYSELF....I AM STILL THIER MOTHER...WHEN I DO SEE HIM I AM GOING TO GIVE HIM A PIECES OF MY MIND AND THE BABYSITTER TOO....LOOK HERE MISS BABYSITTER WHAT THE FUCK GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO TAKE MY SONS AND NOT LET THEM SPEAK TO ME I AM THERE MOTHER I WARN YOU NOW STAY OUT OF THIS IT IS BETWEEN GORDON AND I NOT YO AND NOT HIS FAMILY WHICH I KNOW THEY WELL GET IN THE MIDDLE OF DAMN THING...LOOK WHAT YOU BABY BOYS IS DOING TO ME TREACH ME LIKE I AM TRASH CALL ME A WHORE BITCH PLEASE THERE IS ONE THING I KNOW YOU DO NOT FUCK WITH ME .....I WARN YOU AGAIN DONOT FUCK WITH ME....YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS HELL NOW YOU HAVE NOT SEEN ADAMN THING YET..

Sexy I.t.
Hah! So I just read an article about ten 'under the radar' sexy jobs. Apparently these are jobs that people find those who work in them attractive without really expecting to. And what, pray tell, was on the list? None of than your friendly IT specialist. That's right, apparently I work in a sexy job. The explanation was that power is sexy, and these days with everything depending upon a computer to work correctly, we have all the power. Muhahaha. So while me and Pinky try to take over the world, try not to lust after me too much. As a bonus, college professors are on the list as well, so when I start teaching classes I'll be double on the list. I'll have to break out the glasses again though, apparently that is their draw, intelligence and glasses. Who knew? Now, who wants me to fix their computer? Muhahah.

New Interview With Papa Roach...
They're releasing a new album and their PR, who worked with me when she was with Warner Bros., emailed me out of the blue and asked me to interview them for the troops. AND they're playing with Avenged Sevenfold :D You can't tell but I'm doing my super happy dance right now.

Memmories
sitting lonely going back day we met march 7th 91 bowling was fun but soon as i saw this sexy guy come threw the door i knew charter oaks never be same love at first sight you and your friend April 16th 91 dunking donuts cartwheels showing off never thought get your attention gave you my number you call pick up phone heard your voice set the date you met me love at first sight in arms of my king im your queen treated me like a precious jewel spoiled me rotten never forgotten then we join carnival together we worked after day done slept in merry ground trailer rainy night you worried bout me told me go firemen club i worried bout you you had get people off the ride tornado was comeing found it was bogous laughed bout it i remember the condo and joking bout Crystal lake Jason coming lmao fun times we shared then night we broke off i cried in the rain you said you come i waited then it was over in October 92 never thought i see y

Bs
This is a bulletin that was brought to my attention today and Maybe comin from someone else it would be believeable. Not goin to name the person that posted it but trust me its a load of BS lol You will if you are lucky get a 1 credit bling maybe a rate or two here and there. I mean IF she actually did what she said and yanno maybe she does for some but haha never for me and several others. So here it is... The VIP picture limit is 2,500 but in the past 24 hours alone I have been visited by members with 3,000 , 8,500 , and 9,900 pictures here on fubar, that is called cheating! You are a VIP (some with Auto 11 active) and you still don't get enough points without cheating? I have found a few friends of mine who are not going by the fubar rules and I am removing any and all who can not or will not follow the rules that oh so many of us do. I figure I had to work my tail off to get where I am and I think it only fair for others to do the same. If you will look you wi

About Me
should probably leave more to the imagination but this is a little insight into things I like... too bored to put in the about me...and most of it was from 4 years ago. so yeah. i was too lazy to add/change things. feel free to put down what you are all about. baseball coldstone quiznos chilis captain morgan a nice round butt learning new things taking pictures making fun of random people working at a hospital friends family watching movies traveling nice people being a super hero casino meeting down to earth people playing in the rain going to the gym listening to my ipod beach beach at night sunday afternoon picnics fishing riding waves hot tubs piano music playing cards at barbeques (setback) hugging massages basketball football ordering take out renting movies liquid cocaines random trips to obscure places adventures time travel weather (thunderstorms) gu

Come See Me @ Gold Cup Weds-fridays
I am working @ Gold Cup now!! I need to get $900 together for the move: $300 to finish paying off this shit hole $300 deposit for my cute new place $100 for misc. expenses of moving $200 for friggin groceries I don't really have anything lined up right now. I have worked a bit out at Virginia's and could have probably done more there this week, but rather then put my sister out, I am chosing to go work at Gold Cup. I talked to my connection there yesterday and he said I have a job, so tonight I start back at work.... If you want to come in and have a drink with me, just show up after 8 pm. It looks like I should be pulling two to three shifts a week for a while. [I am thinking Wednesdays through Fridays] Will has promised he will drive me to and from work, so I don't have to worry about drinking and driving. While I have never got a DWI, I don't see a reason to pick one up this late in life. Damn good thing I have been starving myself lately. Not feeling fat and ready to have

Stupid ???s With Answers!!!!!
EMS STUPID Frequently Asked Questions -- With answers! By Jerry Fandel Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it? A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it. Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions) A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here. Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital? A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in. Q. Do you like you like your job? A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job. Q. Do you make a lot of money? A. Not enough by a long shot. Q. How come the Police come to the call with you? A. Investigation, crowd control, and to keep me from

I Am So Scared Right Now.....what Should I Do - Help Me ! ! !
well today i had to go to the police station because i had missed court for three traffic tickets , the second court date i have missed because i was scared to death to go , well i had the cuffs on me before and after i was in front of the judge , well if my ex husband didnt show to pay the bail after he spoke to the judge i would be sitting in jail at this very moment till feb something , i would be collecting dust and crying everyday that i dont see my children , my kids were supposed to come over today and then my daughter was supposed to spend the night , well the ex husband never brought them over , and my kids didnt call me on the phone to say goodnight to me like they do every night , i hope that because of what happened today , legally he cant keep me from seeing my kids , but i am so scared he is going to think he can , and he will keep them from me because he knows that i dont have the money to pay for a lawyer so i can fight to see my kids , i am so sorry that this explanat

Hmmm
I never knew finding the one person to fall for was a big deal recently. I was off doing my thing and I seen her...wow,I was amazed. I thought to myself she is the most beautiful person I have ever layed eyes on. Kinda hit me like a tons of bricks. I am content now. Thank you Kirsty.

Guidelines For Leaving The Family
Leaving the Family Guidelines Any one may leave the family at any time. No one will force you to stay but we may try to talk you out of leaving. Some members may be allowed to come back at a later time and others may not. If you decide to leave the family: ~ Please send one of the heads a private message letting them know you are leaving. We would really like to know why but if you would rather not explain we can’t make you. ~ If you run into computer problems or net problems and can’t get online for a period of time, please try to find some way of letting someone in the fam know. Most of us have at least one phone number of someone in the fam and if not there’s always the library so you can at least leave us a message. You will be ineligible for re-entry: ~ If you leave the family without notifying one of the heads that you are leaving. ~ If you make it obvious that you left because another member left. This shows us that you are not about the family as a whol

Life
I have been living moment by moment taking and making the most out of life and placing all of who I am into every second until the last second takes my final breath away when my love comes home. That will be the day when I am back in the arms of the only man that I had ever truly loved. I had felt out of place and so alone for the better part of my life never really knowing if I would find the peacefulness others had described when talking about their special someone. And the way that they made the worlds mishaps, problems, cares and worries fade into the distance. And I know in my heart I would be lost without him at the end of each new day. I count on my memories and the special times I shared with my true love. Waiting for the day his deployment will end and with it the lonely nights. Without him lying next to me holding and comforting my fears I find myself wanting more than I have ever wanted before to just hold my love once more and have him see in my eyes just what he has

Heros
CAMP RAWAH, Iraq — Ruben Romeo felt it in his feet before he heard it. He was getting ready to go to morning chow when a low rumble pulsated up through the ground. The Seabee, from Ventura County's Naval Mobile Construction Battalion 3, is part of a small crew of men and women stationed in this far-flung outpost in western Iraq. Romeo's crew is building simple homes — called Southwest Asia huts — for soldiers and Marines patrolling the area. The Seabees occasionally swing their hammers to the rhythm of Marines test firing big guns, but the area has been mostly peaceful. "Sometimes you can feel that rumble when they're practicing on the range, but this was different," Romeo, a structural engineer second class, said in recalling the morning of July 5. A few miles from the camp, a suicide bomber driving a truck rammed an Iraqi Army checkpoint, wounding about a dozen men. The Iraqis raced to the nearest place where they could get immediate help, loading the injured into a

What Is Love ??
'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6 ----------------------------------------------------------------

Birthdays Suck!
No, this isn't a blog bitching about how I didn't get enough attention paid to me, or whatever. I've gotten more than my share of well- wishes from my beautiful daughters, wonderful boyfriend and amazing friends. What I'm bitching about is that more things than normal went wrong on a day we're conditioned to think is all about us. So, here's went wrong today... Basement flooded, soaking piles of not-yet-put-away-but-clean laundry. My kids were late for school due to said flooding. My blower fan went out in my van, although it suddenly started working somehow again. The first guy to come out to fix the sewer line broke his cable trying to fix it. The second guy to come out and look at it refused to try to fix it due to the age of the pipes. The final guy I called I found out that my ex owes him money and he won't come without a 250.00 down payment. When I was picking up a kid to take him on a visit with his mom, I got stuck and had to dig myself out of the

Oops! Lol
'Hello?' 'Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?' 'No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.' After a brief pause, Daddy says, 'But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul.' 'Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, Right now.' Brief Pause. 'Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway.' 'Okay, Daddy, Just a minute.' A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. 'I did it, Daddy.' 'And what happened, honey?' He asked. 'Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed With no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser. And now she isn't moving at all!' 'Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?' 'He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back wi

Plaything...
What do you think I am? Do you think I'm something to play with? You say to me that you love life You always find a way to kill life Rejected by so many You think you can turn to me I won't be toyed with this time No games for this little Tinker Toy I think I'll disappear now...

Seeker
She shines her light into me The eternal inquisitor She probes the Me inside I see who I am She makes me see what I can be I drown in my emotion She draws me to shore I bury myself inside my mind She has uncovered my hidden treasures I owe you more than I can ever repay...

Lost...
She's gone away from me How has this come to pass Where has she flown to? Where we were once one I am now half a man She has taken me down Thorns stab at my half-heart Biting into my ragged soul My mind is torn and twisting Endings are pain No more beginnings I've lost my reason "Love Is An Illusion"

Sleepytime...
I've gone back to sleep I can't hear you anymore I've crawled back into my hole I feel the darkness surrounding me Sleep kills all sound Sleep cannot kill the sights I see them crawling behind my eyes My precious has left me Sanity has gone away Why does everything leave me? Everything gone The dreams still stay Demons are my dreams Pain sustains me Tears stain me Suffering elevates me I have almost reached the top I'm almost to the bottom What am I doing here?

Birch
birch tree, I see you stand all alone In a clearing, so far removed from others. You strive to belong in the woods with them, To be among your sisters and your brothers But strong roots keep holding you down to the ground, All you can do is tilt your head and flail your arms Hoping they will see your struggle, come to you, But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realms As days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind. You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day; But distance is too big, and they can't hear; You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they say The day is coming to an end, The clearing and the forest stand in the dark Your green head is tilted down, you feel defeat, And clear bitter sap is running down your bark. You fall asleep and see the dreams Of standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine. You feel the wind caress your leaves, And bring your soul a l

My Life Sucks Right Now
Everything has went downhill, since New Year`s eve.We went to a bar that night & stayed put & sleep.Got up the next morning went thru a road block & guess what? They had the hubby to get out & decided our fate for the rest of the year.He hadn`t drank anything since 2:00 that morning.To make a long story short. he got a dui & lost his job.Not good for us....I hate it.Don`t go to court till March.He hasn`t had any luck with a job yet.Life sucks....

Wife Changed Status To Single
http://www.nypost.com/seven/01232009/news/worldnews/man_murdered_wife_for_changing_facebook__151552.htm A man murdered his estranged wife after he became "enraged" that she had changed her marital status to single on the social networking site Facebook. Fiona Cortese of the Crown Prosecution Service said: "Richarsdon became enraged when Sarah changed her marital status on Facebook to single and decided to go and see her as she was not responding to his messages. Richardson, a carpenter from Biddulph, Stoke-on-Trent, had sought out Mrs. Richardson in her parents house in Staffordshire on May 12 last year."

1-24-09
Hello my wonderful family!! Have I told all of u how much I appreciate u and luv u all?? Well I do. I want to let u all know that I will be back VERY soon and I plan to start working a few new things. We want to start working on the image of the fam, so we will be working with each of you individually to get the image where we want it. The process will be explained to you when we come to you. We will also be working on the lounge to try to get it back up and running. If any of you know anything about lounge coding please let me know cause I could use the help. I've been trying to keep up with all thats going on the best I can and so far I havent been told much of anything bad except for one thing so I'm just gonna say this then leave it alone: PIMPS, STOP PLAYIN WITH MY PLAYMATES!!!!! Ok, now that that's out of the way lol, I just wanna say I miss you all soooooo much but it won't be long now. The last thing I need to discuss is that the 1 year birthday of the Pu$$yCats is February 1st

When Depression Owns The Heart
It's a depression so deep it finds a way into the soul. Traveling through every pore of your heart. A depression so enlarged, it encompasses every bit of your reality. Leaving that reality, a mere cloudy memory. A depression so dense, it compresses every will you once had. Bowing you down to accept that will, as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece. Consuming each piece, day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, it leaves you, with no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, it slaughters, everything, inside, of you.

What Generation Do You Belong In?
You Belong in Generation X You fit in best with people born between 1961 and 1981. You are fun, laid back, and very independent. You are willing to take risks and live your life however you see fit. You are casual, accepting, and friendly. You see everyone as your equal. What Generation Do You Belong In?

~proposal For The Black Rose~
To many, a blackrose recieved meant unfavorable things, yet within the darker side of this cyber world, it meant more than was known. It was a sign of peace and respect. It was used tastefully and always a gift that served the sender well. For whatever reason, The Dark Rose was removed or replaced, which was very disturbing and sad to the ones whom used it as a peace keeping tool, not to mention the dark vlads within that used it to sway their maidens they fancy. I...'Twist'a Fate'... Do propose that the Dark Rose be brought Back to the the gift shop. The fangs are nice, but do not help us in a serious sense. With all respect, ~Lady Twist'a~

Today 01-28-2009
I went to the Plasma center today to see if I could donate plasma again and the Dr. evaluated my file and determined that because of my vein closing during the process he has decided that I am permanently deferred from donating Plasma. The downfall I cant help make medicine or anything like that and I cant make a little cash here and there. The upside my friends and family and most important of all my kids dont have to worry about losing me. March 6th @ 0800 I will be going to Denbigh area of Newport News to see about why I am so moody. Since I dont have insurance or anything I cant just go in and be seen so I have to wait until there is an opening at a place I have already been to years ago after Chris was born. I will keep everyone up to date as to how things go. Right now all I can do is TRY and control things as much as possible and basically keep my mind constantly going. Right now it SEEMS that my brain will do (during the hours im awake) what it SHOULD do when I am about to

There Is Always A Good Side.
Your Daily Motivation – There Is Always A Good Side. Friday January 30, 2009 THERE IS ALWAYS A GOOD SIDE. Be an optimist and try to see the opportunity in every misfortune, not a pessimist that sees misfortune in every opportunity. The optimist sees the doughnut, the pessimist sees the hole. You can develop success from every failure. Discouragement and failure are two stepping stones to success. No other elements can do so much for you if you're willing to study them and make them work for you. View every problem as an opportunity. When it is dark enough, you can see the stars. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the rest of your organs. You should do what you can to protect and nurture your skin because your skin protects the rest of your body. Healthy ski

What's Your Friendship Style?
Your Friendship Style is Independent You love your friends, but you don't always need them as much as they need you. You like to do your own thing. Sometimes this means taking a break from your friends and carving your own path. As long as your friends give you the space you need, you are happy to be there for them whenever you can. Your friends lean on you for advice and problem solving. You tend to be "the rock." You and an Empathetic Friend: Go well together. Your Empathetic Friend understand and accepts you... but may be too needy sometimes. You and a Gregarious Friend: Get along well, as long as your Gregarious Friend is happy to only see you occasionally. You and another Independent Friend: Have a love / hate thing going on. When you agree, things are blissful. However, more often than not, you butt heads. You and a Philosophical Friend: Are somewhat a matter of opposites attract. You're both thinkers, but you think very differently. What's Your Frien

Myself
Hey everyone, Well this is my first blog that I have writing for this web set. And I want everyone to know that I am I can be sarcastic, smart ass, I can be nice, sweet I am a very caring person. I can have a big heart and I don't always like hurting people's but if I have to. And I do speak my mind very well. I hope that you enjoyed reading this. Angeline

Watch Zeitgeist!
Please as an American citizen, please go to ZEITGEISTMOVIE.COM and watch this movie or DL it. It will change your life. Just for a glimpse of what this is about, google: WTC 7 and see if that sparks your interest. Also if you wanna see more, DL Loose Change, it is similar. BG

Evanescence - Everybody´s Fool
Evanescence - Everybody´s Fool Look here she comes now - Bow down and stare in wonder. Oh, how we love you No flaws when youre But now I know she - Never was and never will be You dont know how you betrayed me And somehow youve got everybody fooled. Without the mask Where will you hide? Cant find yourself, Lost in your lies I know the truth now I know who you are And I dont love you anymore Never was and never will be You dont know how you betrayed me And somehow youve got everybody fooled. Never was and never will be Not for real that you can save me And somehow now youre everybodys fool.

My Secret Place
Come whisper to me in the night my love Tell me the secrets of your heart Come rest your head apon ny breast And lets travel to places afar The night in its silent wonder Will carry us apon its breeze To that wonderous place in our thoughts Full of silent reverie To share this wonderous place with you Is my hearts desire To know that you can see it too Fills my heart with fire The night is yours and mine,my love Full of desire and passion Floating on wings of hope and dreams Is the best thing I can imagine

Nate Arling Of The Last Vegas Interview
Interview with Nate Arling, drummer for The Last Vegas 1/23/09 It was a Cinderella story...with leather and guitars and Motley Crue for Chicago band, The Last Vegas, when they won the first annual Guitar Center On-Stage: Your Chance to Make Rock History contest. From 8,000 undiscovered bands, 30 were chosen to perform one song at the historic Guitar Center Hollywood on Sunset blvd for a panel of industry experts including the Eric Sherman (President of Fuse TV), Julie Pilat, (program director at Los Angeles’s 98.7), Chris Nilsson (10th Street Entertainment) and Frank Wordworth (General Manager, Eleven Seven Music). After 2 days of performances, 30 bands were narrowed to 6. The top 6 undiscovered bands in the country included The Dirty Pearls from NYC, The Heroine from San Antonio, TX, Lorene Drive from Victorville, CA, The Spittin’ Cobras from Seattle, WA, Waterstreet from Peoria, IL and The Last Vegas from Chicago, IL. Guitar Center’s On-Stage: Mötley Crüe

Sterling Rose - Thursdays @ Ten
Sterling blinked as the woman left. Babies? She'd been paired with a man she didn't know and she was expected to care for a baby doll with him as if it were a real child? What the fuck? Her blue eyes shifted over the women, all exotic beauties compared to her plain Jane American bred self. She shifted uncomfortably beside them, feeling a bit out of place with her blonde hair and pale skin. Somehow she felt under dressed as well in a pair of faded denim jeans that clung to her slender body and a soft blue fitted blouse. Her blonde hair was straightened and fell down around her shoulders in shimmering strands. On her feet were a pair of silver ballet flats. In all, she looked very ordinary. In her opinion anyway. She gnawed on her lower lip and let her eyes wander over to the men. Which one was William? She had no idea and the woman hadn't introduced them at all, just said who would be paired with whom. Of course, she had noticed her name was on the door of her room... But was t

Cassandra Davenport - Bait; J A I L B A I T
Cassandra waved her hand again, brushing aside Andrea's thanks. "No need to thank me," she said. "What are friends for?" She smiled at Andrea just as she saw the girl's eyes dart towards the movement of someone in the shadows. She watched Andrea's eyes darken from shock to anger. Uh oh... And sure enough, Andrea confirmed Cassie's initial assumption; this was the man who had slighted her. As Andrea slipped from her car, Cassie got out as well and came around to the passenger side. "Don't do anything I would," she said with a quirky little half smile. She was half serious though. If it had been her in Andrea's position, she would've made the man's life a living Hell as soon as she got the chance. That sleek black car of his would be splattered with egg and keyed to a whole new color. She could be a vindictive bitch when slighted like that. She watched as Andrea put out he cigarette on the man's car. Nice... She hadn't actually seen Andrea in a mood like this before, so it was a

Sterling Rose Mitchell - Thursdays @ Ten
"No worries, I have an unusual name." Sterling blinked at him, noticing he looked more nervous than she felt. She didn't even notice he was holding out his hand for her to shake until he started poking at it. What the hell was he poking at it for? She blushed quickly and slid her hand in his, giving it a slight squeeze before letting go. She winced, noticing her own palm felt slightly damp. Biting her lip, she shoved her hands in her back pockets in an attempt to discreetly dry them, hoping he wouldn't notice. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Will," she said, flashing him a sweet smile. At least, she hoped it was sweet. Was it sweet? It felt a little strained... Oh no, what if it looked like she was baring her teeth at him? She dropped her gaze quickly, hiding the blush that touched her pale cheeks. Glancing back up at his next words, which she guessed were just a way to start a conversation, she nodded. "That it does..." Another silence fell. 'Well this is just great,' she thought

Just Don't Understand
ok i just want to get a few things out ,first of all, thank you again to all my true friends for all that you have done and all that you are. second i am married now to the most wonderful woman in the world , and i am very happy, the past is the past , and it's all water under the bridge, but some people just don't know how to grow up . in my life time i have grown to under stand that life goes on , i am grateful for the friends i have made and i care for all of them , and would do anything for them. my DT fam. you know i care for you all and luvs you all , and respect you all ,you all mean alot to me , and i will be here for you all alway's. in life to get respect you got to give respect and some just don't get that. so for those who don't want to give respect stay away from me and my family in DT and outside. but if you can give it and want it back and want a lounge you can call home , then DT is the place to be , i have never been around a better group of people than in ther

The Vibrator
THE VIBRATOR As a woman passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed her daughter with a vibrator. Shocked, she asked: 'what in the world are you doing?' The daughter replied: 'Mom, I'm thirty-five years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone.' The next day, the girl's father heard the same buzz coming from the other side of the closed bedroom door. Upon entering the room, he observed his daughter making passionate love to her vibrator. To his query as to what she was doing, the daughter said: 'Dad I'm thirty-five, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone.' A couple days later, the wife came home from a shopping trip, placed the groceries on the kitchen counter, and heard that buzzing noise coming from, of all places, the living room. She

Sunsets And You ...
sitting on your porch late one night watching the sunset under a blanket with a wicked smile on my face i slide the skirt up over my hips reaching back to find your zipper freeing you from your snug jeans i rise up and back to insert you deep in me as i raise myself up and down your hard shaft with your neighbors on all sides out enjoying the nice night and view of the sunset some yell out greetings to you or try to make small talk rather hard for you to do so when your breathing is coming out ragged and fast the thrill is to be watched or caught you are panicking over this thought but you love the hot wet tight feel of me to not want to stop instead you find yourself grabbing my hips and slamming me harder on your shaft the climax has me moaning softly the question is from a neighbor what is goin on over there your response is shes feelin something' wicked smile on my face a

Chapter 6 Of The Life Of The Dark Lord
Cedric sits in his office waiting for his old friend to arrive.as the door opens a man steps in,and says"ok this had better be important"Cedric replies still looking shocked from earlier"it is a man showed up today with the name Lavinge and has asked for his family's lands.i never thought it possible but i saw the ring on his hand and by god,he is a Lavinge.now i know i don't need to tell you about that family's history,for we all know what they are.that is why i called you here we need to put together another group and kill this one as well before he starts what his great grand father did"the man looks to Cedric"then i take it you will be comeing along with us this night then?"Cedric replies"yes we must hurry and finish off this blood line before it is too late.i will be leaveing here in a few to get everything i will need for this night,then i will meet you at the road heading up to Lavinge castle" * * * * * Sergio walk into his castle to find his servant moveing the unconsci

Coincidence?
So I was sound asleep when my phone rang Monday morning around 9:40. The kids had no school, so I had shut off my alarm...forgetting I had a chiropractor appointment. They were very understanding and moved my appointment back to 10:45. They have a seating area with two chairs and an electrical machine, where they attach stims on your back, neck, etc... A man was busily typing on his phone in one chair, they put me in the other and hooked me up. The receptionist asked him, "How is your book tour going?" Well of course my ears perked up and as he got detached and led away to the exam room I asked him, "What kind of writing do you do?" He told me he wrote a motivational book and gave me the link for it. I mentioned I was working on a similar idea aimed at kids. I am detached a while later and wait in the lobby. As he's scheduling his next appointment on his way out I congratulate him and wish him good luck with his tour. He asks me, "So are you a writer or illus

Isolation
subject: Explanation of the poem ISOLATION post date: 2007-09-10 06:40:59 views: 13 comments: 0 ratings: 0 This poem was created about 4 or 5 years ago. It was a collaboration with one of my best friends, who is a brilliant artist. She was making an oil painting titled "Isolation" and wanted to add words to make it more abstract. So she enlisted my help, and this is what I came up with. It was so much fun! I'd love to try again one of these days. If anyone is interested, please let me know. Thanks for popping in to read about "Isolation" (To read the poem, please click on the link box to the left side of the page) *Sereana* subject: ISOLATION post date: 2007-09-04 18:16:39 views: 6 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I am in the picture, but out of focus... Seeing red in a world of black an white...who but me would be Overlooked in a crowd of one... Longing to be held... Accustomed to feeling empty...i am Tepid with the memory of happiness...trying to Igno

Lets Talk About Sex Baby
I have been pondering some stuff...This is how stuff applies to MY life in terms of my sexuality...It's not something I expect from anyone else...it is how I am, however.... For casual encounters - privately, publicly and professionally Casual encounter defined by ME for MYSELF as: a scene where I play with someone in a non-committed relationship Levels for me: Privately - generally a friend with whom I am not having a sexually based relationship with whom I play with at my own discretion either at my house or a family party Publicly - generally a person as a public event or play party whom I do not take to our house Professionally - Clients who pay for my time Privately - I will NOT play sexually with the person, unless I am inviting them into our pod. To me sex is NOT casual anymore. I had a time frame where it was, but I grew tired of it. I do tend to be more intimate in private then in public though. Publicly - I am even LESS likely to take things very far

I Know I'm Ugly So Why Bother Telling Me Someting I Know
Seriously ppl online are lame I'm only on here in fun !!!! telling ppl they are ugly online just makes that person ugly But on another note why tell me something I already know? Bam Bam out........

Maybe You've Been Brainwashed Too
this was written as a song by the New Radicals (Gregg Alexander) in 1997 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Consider the fact that Maybe you've been brainwashed too, Many will tell you otherwise. I bet you trust your bank, Just wait untill it tanks, Maybe you've been brainwashed too. Your parents had it planned, We're almost like them? Maybe you've been brainwashed too. Fun, racist professional sports, Management gets the real rewards. Multi national owned evening news, If we believe we're fools, Maybe you've been brainwashed too. You watch 4.5 hours of tv a day And we should listen to what you say? Maybe you've been brainwashed too Opinions on life and the world, You eat at the Hard Rock abroad and you disrespect your girl. Sexism is so ingrained that women get the blame, Maybe you've been brainwashed too. Is it smug middle class satisfaction you peddle? Better hope your car don't breakdown in the Ghetto. Rich companies lo

How To Keep A Female Happy.
1. Give her everything she wants in life 2. Never fight with her when she wants something. 3. Take her to the bedroom when she ask for some fun time alone. 4. Dont take bullshit from her. 5. give her sweets

Tuesday, Feb. 17
Hello to all you listeners out there! I know what you are thinking, I am reading this, not listening. But that little voice in your head, you're listening to it! I win. Totally made up news: California will be closing it's doors. The state, plagued with a budget crisis will be going out of business. California Governor Schwarzenegger announced that the state will be dissolving assets and selling to foreign investors. Interested parties are Canada, who has claimed they are looking for a winter home. Today in history: In 1876 Julius Wolff was credited for being the first to can sardines. That can is still available for sale today, as nobody really wants those nasty things. In 1933 Blondie Boopadoop married Dagwood Bumstead three years after Chic Young’s popular strip first debuted. The marriage brought hope to lazy people all over the world, it is true, you can sleep all day and bag a hottie. In 1996 the world chess champion Garry Kasparov beat the IBM supercomputer "De

Another One
Infectious Form Jumping with joy Bouncing off the walls Happiness has found you She’s the light of your life She completes you. In your mind, body, and soul Infecting you her image is When you close your eyes she is there Within your mind during troubled times Coming to you when least expected But during the times you need her the most.

Companionship
When watching movies, I'm always kind of drawn to scenes where two characters just kind of hang out together. Not really DOING anything necessarily. Just being totally comfortable in each others presence. Of course, often times, all of that is integrated as part of something else. A developing romance or whatever. But I'm drawn mostly to that particular type moment. To be honest, I have to admit to covetting that kind of situation. Being able to be perfectly content just hanging out with someone, without having to have something else going on. I've made a number of attempts at such interaction over the years. But it never feels quite right. It always feels like there has to be something to do. And it always feels just too awkward. And I dunno why (probably just because I'm mentally insane like that. Ugh)

Thursday, Feb. 19
Totally made up news: Buy stock in horses. As auto manufacturers struggle to stay afloat amid economic crisis, and as oil prices fluctuate up and down, making the price of gas less dependable farmers are taking an aggressive new stance on transportation trends. The time of the horse and buggy has returned, they claim, and orders for new horses have begun to go through the roof. Perhaps the Amish had it right the whole time. Today in history: In 1856 the tintype camera was patented by Professor Hamilton L. Smith. Surprisingly, the first pictures were not of someone throwing deuces, a high angle shot of someones face, or a bathroom mirror pic. My how far we have come. In 1881 Kansas became the first state to prohibit all alcoholic beverages. Totally unrelated to that is the fact that the band Kansas rocks. Carry on my wayward son. In 1985 Cherry Coke was introduced by the Coca-Cola Company. The idea was had when a Coca-Cola employee accidentally spilled his cough syrup in

Jokes
Rectum stretcher For those that haven't read this before While she was 'flying' down the road yesterday, a woman passed over a Bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic Patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, 'What's your hurry?' To which she replied, 'I'm late for work. ''Oh yeah,' said the cop, 'what do you do?' "I'm a rectum stretcher,' she responded. The cop stammered, 'A what? A rectum Stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do? ''Well,' she said, 'I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it , until it's about 6 feet wide. ''And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?' he asked. 'You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge...' Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Costs $45.00 Loo

This Was Odd
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a phobia of bad hygiene, so I shave everything even my arms, so no dirt or bacteria can get trapped on my skin. 2. I have the worst road rage of anyone I know, I hate piss poor drivers, I feel like everyone should have a system in their car that if they don't use their blinker the car should turn off, lol 3. I am very sensitive about child and animal abuse. I there is a difference between abuse and discipline. People who abuse their animals or children should be shot at point blank range. 4. I can not sit through a full movie, they tend to bore me. 5. I always run around the house and rush to take out the last bit of garbage o

You've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I enjoy meeting and adding new friends 2.feeling the wind from riding is awesome 3.I am very proud of having served my country (decorated member of Special Forces) 4.sharing random acts of kindness give me great pleasure 5.enjoy helping others 6.am very into stopping child abuse 7.love to cook for my friends and family 8.tequila is my drink of choice 9.my lady means the world to me 10.the greatest joy in life is To have loved and be loved I AM TAGGING... ÐJ §Å§§YHÅrlëYLÅÐY, 'ßêåñ'****rlf/gf of johnnyreb, ~ AXE_THROWER ~ "LOVE in a SPIRITUAL SENSE ,may mean SEDUCTION to a HIGHER LEVEL ", MB..fu ho to the awesome Big Papi!, johnnyreb~

Vougan Interview By Dj Metal Queen 2/19/09
Tell us about the band. When and how did you get together? ACACIO: Hugo, Gzus and I were playing together for several years in another band called "Dark Avenger". We already had the idea to build a side project while playing along with Dark Avenger. In 2005 when the band was over, we decided to put all our strength into this new project named "Vougan" and that's how it started. We already knew Carlos from his former bands in Brazil and we played together in some concerts through the country also, so we invited him to sing with us and he accepted the job. Our keyboardist Felipe K. was invited at the same time with Carlos. ZEMA: Yeah, we had back in the day a good time playing together as well. I had a band that played a couple of times with Dark Avenger and then we got to know each other a little better. Down the road we got pretty close and we put together some ideas and finally, we brought the idea to call a new project, that was Vougan. The best invitation I've recei

Who Is He
someone once asked me "Who is that man you write of in your poems and stories?" he is my muse it could be you darlin Have you ever entered my thoughts with your words? Have you ever fed upon my lips ? Have you ever made love to me till dawn? Have you ever really loved me? you answer these questions and i will answer your question the one who i speak of my lusty muse really, truly, already knows without ever having to ask ......

The Karny Roles In
The Karny is where the outcast and freaks of nature meet and chill to find that bond that connects us all.We love to augh and have a big grin when we see something crazy and twisted.We all seem like pyschopaths but we allshare the same things in common it can be the music it can been the love of all things odd and freaky.I know its the family love weall share foreach other we come from all over we all look different from one another we all have different goals and passions we allhave allkinds of dissapointments and pains that drive us when we get togather it all goes aways. we just have wicked clown love and a sense of family that never dies.Some ppl complain and someget bitchy but true family always has ur back. The bond we all share cant be broke by bomb or by gun because when we pickup our axes we have wicked clown love.I pick up my filled glass full of faygo toasts to all my homies that are here and departed.Whoop Whoop Homies from the Twisted primate(MONKEY)

Tag .... You're It!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I never expected to really start a real relationship on Fubar. 2. I’ve lived in Colorado 15 years, but will always consider myself a Californian. 3. I grew up in the orchards that became known as Silicon Valley. 4. My passions in order are Lou, my kids, skiing, cooking and sailing. 5. I am young for my age in heart and soul. 6. I believe this keeps you looking younger 7. I am an observer of people. 8. I have skied longer than most people on Fu have lived. 9. People say I take good photographs, but I really would rather take the pictures than be in them. 10. I find refuge in th

Wanna Meet Chrome???
If you would like to meet the legendary CHROME come out and see us on April 18, 2009. Details below... Start Date: 4/18/2009 End Date: 4/18/2009 Location: Old Houston Ice House Address: 19285 Old Houston Road (Old Houston Rd and FM 1314 City/State/Zip: Porter, TX 77365 Sponsor: San Jacinto High Rollers Montgomery Country Chapter Website: http://www.geocities.com/mcsjhrevents/mcsjhrevents E-mail: txchromensteel4u@yahoo.com Description: Come help us support The Teen Challenge of South Texas our local charity. We will have 7 bands, raffles, auctions, games, food, vendors, and a SEXY SCHOOLGIRL Conttest. Tickets are on sale at the bar or any Montgomery County High Roller. Tickets are only $5.00. It will be a hardcore party to remember. I have pre-sale raffle tickets on hand. $5.00 each and they also give you admission to the event. There will be lots of prizes on the day of event and you do not have to be present to win. Shoot me a message or email

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