Fubar Blog Posts 3

Sit And Enjoy It
when you have black skies sit and enjoy it when you feel lost and out of touch sit and enjoy it you have your healthy and nobody to enjoy as the years go by, it doesn't get easier you can't go without love yet I manage to go many months easier said than done to find that magical one you think you have but it gets blown away like pieces of sand i don't know what love is frankly i think i've given up no more soul mate stuff i think im more than fucked things could be worse you always hear but ill sit and enjoy it til my time is near ~Timmy`

Yes Im Fucking Venting
I really am so fucking tired of hearing about fat vs skinny chicks .So i read that stupid mumm , and decided to ask my RL friend who I was talking to in yahoo what he thought.I dont fucking understand why guys are so fucking shallow .I really dont get it . Yeah Im a fat chick , Its not like I planned on ever getting fat , I spent my whole life skinny in sizes 3- 10 .. I had a perfect fugure at one point in my life(36 26 36). yeah the original perfect figure before the anorexic look came in. I deal with the disgust in my self every day , because Im not skinny enough for modern society , most of the time Im fine with it because I know that even in a size 16 I can be sexy .But seeing shit like that mumm and peoples opinions just makes me want to puke. Hell maybe why thats why Im really single , and I really feel sorry for people , because I might not be thin , but Im a hell of a good person , carring loveing and giving , and there should be a whole lot more to a person then their fuckin

Drinks And Women's Personailities
Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could nail a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: Drink: Beer Personality: Casual, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabin boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, has picky taste; knows what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. She'll send YOU a drink. Drink: Wine - (does not include white zinfandel, see below) Personality: Conservative and classy, sophisticated. Your Approach: Tell her you wish Reagan had had four more years...Alzheimer's and term limits be damned. Drink: White Zin Personality: Easy; thinks she is classy and sophisticated, actually has no clue. Your approach: Make her feel smarter than she is... Drink: Shots

Sleeping Beauty
She lays there so nice and quiet A princess without a crown She dreams of flowers, candy, winged horses and dolls She wears a pink dress, covered with flowers Her red hair flows down across her shoulders She smiles ever so slightly A faint giggle comes from her closed mouth She sounds so sweet as she stirs Asking her mommy for water So sweet So innocent Someday she will grow She will marry She will have a little princess of her own Maybe she will dream of flowers, candy, winged horses and dolls Wear a pink dress Smile ever so sweetly And ask for a glass of water I am sure of one thing She will be loved

Bed Time Story
IF YOU WERE HERE, I'D START OUT KISSING YOUR EAR, YOUR NECK, YOUR WONDERFUL LIPS, YOUR CHEST, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE TO DO THAT. I'D GO PAST YOUR WAIST AND WRAP MY LIPS AROUND THAT WONDERFUL HOT ROD AND FAMILY JEWELS. I'D LIKE TO HOLD YOU CLOSE. IT FEELS SO GOOD TO ME. I LIKE TO FEEL YOUR ARMS AROUND ME, THEY ARE SO STRONG. I WOULDN'T MIND IF YOU WANTED TO NIBBLE MY NECK OR CHEST, WHERE EVER YOUR TONGUE GOES, YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY! NOBODY ELSE CAN DO WHAT YOU DO. WOW! SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE THINKING ABOUT IT. THEN, FOR YOU TO SLIDE YOUR ROD INTO MY DEPTHS, AS ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO, MMMM, HOW YOU DO THINGS I'VE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE. I WOULD LIKE TO TUCK YOU IN LIKE THAT, WITH ANY REQUEST FOR YOU IN RETURN. WHATEVER YOU'D LIKE ME TO DO, SWEET DREAMS I WANT TO BRING TO YOU. GOOD NITE!

Redneck Pickup Lines!!
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT? Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone but I bet I can make yer " bed-rock." 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue & pretty as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin,we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my

To Melissa
I JUST WANT TO SAY I AM SORRY. SWEETDREAMS TOLD ME THAT NONE OF WHAT TALENTED TONGUE DID TO HER. U HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH. I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING. EVEN THE STASH RATINGS..THAT IS NOT LIKE ME AT ALL I JUST WAS SO PISSED ABOUT WHAT TALENTED TONGUE DID TO HER. I WAS TAKING IT OUT ON U AND A FEW OTHERS.. I WAS JUST GOING BU WHAT TALENTED TONGUE TOLD HER.. HOPE U CAN FORGIVE ME ONE DAY. I AM SORRY .. LINDA

Survey...
What's your name?: Beth Maddas Married or single?: engaged... Age?: 25 Do you have any kids? how many?: nope What state were you born in?: PA What is your favorite food?: I like Pasta What is your favorite color?: black or dark green What is your favorite flower?: lilac What's your favorite drink?: Mt. Dew Are you Bi,Straight,Lez or Gay?: bi How many siblings do you have?: 1 Favorite scent?: hehe the "medication" I take smells good.... Do you like children?: unable to answer... What is your favorite thing to do on the weekend?:CHILL What kinds of music do you like?: Rock and Roll..ICP... most all of 80's and 90's. Do you think gay marriage is right?: yep Do think it is ok to have a husband and a girlfriend?: Yes Do you like to share?: sure...hate jelously What do you think is your best feature?: don't know... Do you drink?: sometimes Do you do drugs?: which drugs....when? lol Do you smoke?: yea Dogs or cats?: both 1 doggie 3 kittys 2 snake

Jes Thinkn
its 537pm (eastcoat md time), i was talkin to my dad earlyr then he kept askin about my mom, which everytime he does, im kinda freakin out inside. im scard when that day comes, and he finds out that my mom is gone. sometimes i think maybe its best i leave this place, so i dont have to think about this, because it gets to me. i mean i care about my dad, i think im the only one that does but then there our things that i still want to do in life. and sometimes i feel like i cant because of him. i lived in maryland all my life and so much has happened to me within the last 2yrs, and i kinda want to start new in a new place and not having to deal with everything i deal with now. its hard, i guess if only you guys knew then youll understand. its hard, sometimes i just want to cry because its hard and i dont know what to do =(. and i ask god to help me. im trying to do the right thing but im also trying to live my life and try to accomplish the goals i set for myself. what i want is, to be ha

I'm Depressed.....
Why is it that those i care for cherish an love always have to suffer so...i try doing so much with what im given but its never enough Why CANT I DO WHAT I WANT TO WHY CANT I TAKE CARE OF THOSE CLOSE TO ME WHY GOD FUCKEN DAMMIT WHY..... It pains me to see those i love in pain or suffering i want to help i want to take the pain away and make everything better.... I DONT CARE ABOUT MY WELL BEING ASLONG AS THOSE I CARE FOR ARE OK.....i dont care i jus want whats best whats right what i feel in my heart is true...

Such A Lonely Day
What fun. I go tmy tivo about a month ago and just setting it up now. Gonna try and relax a little today. The mall all day yesterday tired me out LOL. I am just trying to keep busy:) Oh yeah...I have added a lot of new people who do not read or look at pics sooo.... I am 30 Years old I HAVE 4 kids. They act surprised....I don\'t hide it LOL! There are pics! anyhow..todays song is SOAD Lonely Day! Such a lonely day And its mine The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Should be banned This day that I can\'t stand The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Such a lonely day Shouldn\'t exist A day that Ill never miss Such a lonely day And its mine The most loneliest day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I wanna die with you Take your hand and walk away The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life The most loneliest day of my life Life Such a lonely day And it

Sleezey/spineless Fuckers
Ok now can someone tell me what the hell is going on here? Every pic of a chick I see, there are heaps of guys comments saying shit like "hot", "sexy", "beautiful", "gorgeous" blah blah blah. Honestly, if you like a chick, try actually talking to her, works heaps better. Idiot. But what is REALLY disturbing me is that really ugly people, grossly obese people, people who obviously have some type of phsyical disforment, people who are so ugly as to make a grown man cry just by looking at them, are still getting the same sort of comments! I'm sorry have you all gone mad? Wake up and smell the bacon people! If someone is ugly, tell them that! don't sit there and lie to them and tell them they're sexy when they make you want to puke! Lets be honest here, we're all adults..apparently...so lets start acting like adults.

Trip To The Beach
We decided to take a walk to the beach.........the moon lit the night sky as we made our way toward the water walking hand in hand......the gentle breeze brushed our faces, the waves were crashing onto the shore. What a perfect night for a walk to the beach. We strolled down the sand looking for a perfect spot to just sit and enjoy each other's company. I felt the tug of my hand, you directing me over to a spot where a few big rocks were on the shore. You spread out the blanket and sat down and I planted myself comfortably between your legs......my back pressed into your chest. Your arms quickly swung around me to pull me closer to you. We sat in silence for a while just listening to the waves crash in front of us. I loved these moments of silence we share, nothing needs to be said.....even in silence we both know what the other is thinking. I felt your hand make it's way under my tank......first gently brushing my nipple through my bra......as I sunk a little further into your chest

300-im Masterbating Already
just got back in from seeing the movie 300. I LOVE this movie. And no-it had nothing to with the Men running around half dressed with 6 packs or my lust for gore and violence....okay maybe it did. Just looking at those warriors running around, maiming and killing-I swear I couldn't get any wetter...Maybe thats why I like soldiers so much :) This movie was greaat even though apparently there was a little controversy regarding the way some of the tribes (Persians) were portrayed. Either way, the movie was hot to death-and what would we expect from the Man who bought us Sin City? (Jessica Alba in Chaps anyone?) Later people!

Poem I Found
I walk a barren existence My spell broken They've escaped Now I'm dead Only clues Left behind I can't speak of them For they are everywhere They've retreated Inside me Making me helpless Confusing me Hurting me Don't try and help They'll hunt you down Take your life Just as they did mine I'm dead anyways What can I say? They gateway is open They've slipped past There is no where you can hide.

I'm A Woman
I shave my legs, sit down to pee, and I can justify any shopping spree I don't go to the barber but a beauty salon I can get a message without a hard-on I can balance the checkbook I can pump my own gas can talk to my friends about the size of my ass My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long at least I can admit to others when I'm wrong I don't drive in circles at any cost and I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost I never forget an important date you just gotta deal with it I'm usually late I don't watch movies with lots of gore don't need an instant replay to remember the score I won't lose my hair or get jock itch and just cause I'm assertive don't call me a bitch don't say to your friends oh yeah, I can get her or in your dreams, oh dear I can do better Flowers are okay but jewelery's best look at me you idiot.... not at my chest !!! I don't have a problem with expressing my feelings I know when you're lying y

So Horny
I'm sitting here watching you needing you more and more. Everytime your dicks in me I feel as good as a whore.. Don't you want to fuck me good and cum on my tits? Or would you just like me to sit on your dick? My pussy is wet, hot, dripping, waiting for you, I want you to come here and fuck me for a few.. Make me scream, make me hollar, oh shit just choke me with your hands like they were a collar..

Confusion Sets In...
It's my first blog WOOHOO! Ever had a really good friendship with a member of the opposite sex that you never would've even thought about taking to another level and than oneday you found yourself looking at that person in a way you never had before? Well thats where the confusion sets in... I have this really great guy friend that I've been developing a really awesome friendship with and up until recently, hanging out with him was just that, building a really awesome friendhip with a really awesome person, and up until now I never would have thought about taking it any further than that as far as that deep emotional level is concerned. However, This last time we hung out was a little different... for me anyway. After a great night of frozen margiritas, jokes, and excellent conversation, I found myself sitting in the passenger seat of his car looking over at him and wondering... ... is it possible? I have no idea how he feels or if he's ever thought the same when he lo

Dirty Old Man
An old man was on the beach and walked up to a beautiful girl in a bikini - "I want to feel your breasts" he exclaimed. "Get away from me, you crazy old man" she replied. "I want to feel your breasts, I will give you twenty dollars," he says. "Twenty dollars, are you nuts!? Get away from me!" "I want to feel your breasts, I will give you ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS" he stated. "NO! Get away from me!" "TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS" he offered. She paused to think about it, but then comes to her senses and said, "I said NO!" "FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS if you let me feel your breasts," he claimed. She thought, well he is old, and he seems harmless enough...and $500 IS a lot of money.... "Well, OK...but only for a minute." She loosened her bikini top and while both are standing there on the beach, he slid his hands underneath and began to feel... then he started saying, "OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD...OH MY GOD..." while he was caressing them. Out of curiosity, she asked him, "Why do you keep sa

If U Care
so if i send someone a text and they never fucking reply, whats their problem??? god, and everyone says that i never try...just go make a damn quesadilla.....i dont have any good skills, THATS WHAT IT IS!!! :-(

Huh.. Choices, Choices, Choices...
I'm looking for a larger place. Yes, I need more room. I am also making room for someone else. I'm not sure how this will go, but it feels like the right move at this time. I guess we will see, huh? I've been casually dating for a few years, since my divorce, and it's been fun. I'm feeling like setting my toes into the river of love again. I wonder, am I drunk, stupid or just off my meds?! LOL Well, either way, I'm going to see what the water's like. *sigh* Here's my policy: If a person doesn't know me and like me as a friend, over MUCH time, then I have no faith that they could love me as more. So, it takes a year or so of knowing someone before I'll consider getting emotionally involved. You have to know that ups and downs don't end your relationship before you commit to having one, I think. That's just me. I'm pretty tentative about a lot of things. Other things I'm all up in. Anyway, it's a big step. Ok Cherries, have fun! JJ

Recouping From The Weekend
Hello all my wonderful friends .. I'm back home from my weekend back home in Connecticut .. had a wonderful time as always ( other than my camera getting stolen) but im not going to get stuck on that .. My parents look wonderful .. Mom hasnt looked this good in years . .the surgery did wonders for her .. she's getting her ol' pep back . and dad's ribs are finally healing from his icy fall a few weeks back .. I was able to sneak out with a couple of my oldest, best and dearest friends from home , of which ive known most of my life ..one of which all of my life the other about 25 years .. and when we got together it was like we hadnt had time take us from each other .. Ill post the pic I got of the three of Us .. and you'll be able to tell for yourself we were a handful back in school ..they are like famly . hell they are family ..like sisters .. .. I was able to spend small amounts of time with everyone in the family .. other than my brothers sons which it always seems they are with

One Voice
One Voice One voice spoke to me. It spoke as if to know me. As if it knew my soul and what it longed for. This wasn't a voice I knew, But it was a voice I wanted to know. One voice out of the crowd stands out in my mind. A voice that spoke with such eloquence and devotion. This voice spoke to me and no one else. This voice helped me realize that I wasn't alone. This voice comforted me when I was down. This voice laughed when I was happy. A voice that belonged to a stranger. A stranger that knew my deepest fears and needs. The more I heard this voice the more I knew; It's not a voice of a stranger, But a voice of someone who cares for me. This voice belongs to you. You are the one I need. The one that knows me inside and out. I never know that a voice Could be so comforting and loving as yours. Yours is the voice I long to hear when I awake in the morning. Your voice is what I long to hear when I got to bed. Your voice is the voice I want to hear for the rest

Standing Afar
Standing afar waiting for her gazing at stars my anticipation is a blur as the seconds near close to seeing the most beautiful angel fall to me from a place i will always have faith and know she is my life every time i see her face

Hmmmm Wtf?!?
WELL OKAY..... SO I THINK IT'S FUNNY AS HELL... I SEE REPOSTS FOR CONTESTS AND LOUNGES.... BUT WHEN SOMEONE POSTS ABOUT KIDS... NO ONE LOOKS!! SO, WHAT DID I HAVE TO PUT? "HEY WANNA SEE ME NAKED"? I DON'T GET IT.... SO FAR TWO PEOPLE HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT THE SAME THING, THANK YOU BOTH..... YOU BOTH KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I THINK IT'S FRICKEN STUPID!!! WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE COME HERE TO HAVE FUN, AND GET TO KNOW PEOPLE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO THE REAL WORLD BULLETINS, THEY PUSH IT ASIDE? I'VE SEEN PEOPLE READ BULLETINS ABOUT, "IF WE HAD SEX" OR, "24 HOURS ALONE WITH ME" OR SOMETHING EQUALLY LAME...... WHO CARES? I MEAN ARE YOU ACTUALLY GOING TO MEET THAT PERSON? OUT OF ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE, I CAN SAY, SURE I'D LIKE TO MEET A GOOD PORTION OF YOU, BUT WILL IT HAPPEN? UHMMM NOT LIKELY, UNLESS LOTS OF STRINGS ARE PULLED AND SACRIFICES ARE MADE. I CAN SERIOUSLY NAME A HAND FULL OF PEOPLE, I'D ACTUALLY GO OUT OF MY WAY TO MEET.... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ANYWAYS...THIS ENDS THIS BLOG! SINCER

If I Could Write A Song.....
IF I COULD WRITE A SONG... By: Allen ( LOVE YA!!) If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

A Drop Of Wine
A drop Of wine is upon ones lips The sparkle of stars in ones eyes The breaking of ones heart & soul The unspoken words of dispear and anger I drink of wine uopn ones lips A drop of wine Cunfusion is the words and feelings that finally shows through.... when anger is brought forth Spilled wine upon the table Dripping to the floor I drink of the wine upon ones lips A drop of wine A drop of wine falling threw the air Falling from ones lips A drop of wine is upon ones lips A kiss to remove the wine Yet reason and understanding Along with hope and faith Wins out in the end For love. yes Love A drop of wine upon ones lips I drink of wine upon ones lips A drop of wine So, Touch Not my Glass But partake a drink from my lips Look into my eyes and seek the window of a soulmate Then bring toghter of ones heart and soul Speak the words of endless LOVE The spoken words of hope and joy A drop of wine upon ones lips I drink of wine upon ones lips

Doom!
http://www.thepampanews.com/articles/2007/03/29/news/1news.txt Severe storms sweep area with tornadoes, hail Posted: Thursday, Mar 29, 2007 - 12:28:36 pm CDT By KERRI SMITH Staff Writer A group of severe storms Wednesday night raked the Texas Panhandle with tornadoes and damaging hail. According to Trooper Daniel Hawthorne, public information officer for Texas Department of Public Safety in Clarendon, a tornado that crossed Interstate 40 east of Groom overturned six to seven semi-trailers. There were two drivers injured, one critical and one serious. The Gray County Sheriff's Office reported known storm damage in Gray County as of 7 a.m. today. A rural home was damaged by a tornado in Donley County, eight miles south of McLean. It is also believed that a tornado damaged a veterinary clinic and home on the east edge of McLean. The owners were not home at the time and no injuries were reported. Also, a barn was destroyed north and east of the veterinary clinic. A rur

Why I Heart You
this is a poem is called "why i heart you", i wrote this on 1/27/06, to someone special, hope you guys enjoy, there many more poems ive written and il try and post them up. i heart you for: being open and honest and telling me what you do.. i heart you for: giving me your time even though you may be tired at times.. i heart you for: understanding me & knowning exactly how i feel inside.. i heart you for: caring so much like no others ive known.. i heart you for: your willingness to help thoses around.. i heart you for: your sincerity & maturity.. i heart you for: the way you look at life.. i heart you for: our similarities.. i heart you for: the way you carry yourself inside.. i heart you for: being respectful & considerate of my feelings every time.. i heart you for: making me smile, laugh & happy all day.. i heart you for: making all my problems go away, even for a few hours youve made my day.. i heart you for: your strength & al

I Have 5 Phobias
A [ ]Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. [ ]Acrophobia - Fear of heights. [ ]Agliophobia - Fear of pain. [ ]Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. [ ]Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. [ ]Amaxophobia - Fear of riding/crashing in a car. [ ]Androphobia - Fear of men. [ ]Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking. [ ]Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers. [ ]Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society. [ ]Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. [x]Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders. [ ]Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. [ ]Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. [ ]Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. [ ]Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection. [ ]Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. [ ]Autophobia - Fear of being alone. Total so far: 1 B [ ]Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria. [ ]Barophobia - Fear of gravity. [ ]Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. [ ]Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians. [ ]Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. [ ]Biblio

Natural Entrepreneur?
You Aren't a Natural Entrepreneur But you could be an entrepreneur with some work. You've got the vision and guts to make it happen. You just need a little more practice in the business world. Find out what you truly love to do, and the money will follow. Are You a Natural Entrepreneur?

For All Manly Men
Brute manliness is the new ideal in the Christian men's movement. The Promise Keeper's new slogan: "It's not about learning how to be a nicer guy. It's about becoming the powerful man God designed you to be." New ministry, GodMen drew 200 members to it's inaugural conference with the declaration, "We don't force men, Christian or otherwise, to wear "spiritual bras." Found among the many books aimed at the emerging movement: "We don't need a meeting of really nice guys; we need a gathering of Really Dangerous Men... If you are going to live in God's kingdom, Jesus says, it's going to take every ounce of passion and forcefulness you've got."-Wild At Heart:Discovering the Secret of a Man's Soul "In order to become God's gift to women, we must first become acquainted with a vision of true God-designed masculinity...a version of strength and confidence that makes mere muscle and a cocky mouth seem like a plastic Tonka toy next to a monster Chevy truck."-God's Gift to Women: Discove

Your Body ....
I'll hide you in my walls your body will never be find i'll wear your skin as a suit pretend to be you you'll friends will like you more then they use too.. step away from my lips step away from my throat plus my pc is running slower then dirt all of a sudden

Trial Of Tears
11. Trial Of Tears Under the sun, there is nothing to hide Under the moon, the stranger waits inside People disappear The music fades away Splashing through the rain I'll dream with them one day It's raining, raining, On the streets of New York city It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven I may have wasted all those years They're not worth their time in tears I may have spent too long in darkness In the warmth of my fears Take a look at yourself Not at anyone else And tell me what you see I know the air is cold I know the streets are cruel But I'll enjoy the ride today It's raining, raining, On the streets of New York city It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven I may have wasted all those years They're not worth their time in tears I may have spent too long in darkness In the warmth of my fears As I walk through all my myths Rising and sinking like the waves With my thoughts wrapped around me Through a trial of tears Hidden by d

Hello To All My Cherry Friends
To all my cherries this is Christina and i have a favor to ask you all my younger sister was involved in a car wreck last night i was at the hospital all night last night she is in stable condition now. But they do not know if she will ever walk again so to all my friends can you please keep her in your thoughts n prayers than you very very much. and i may not be on very much the next few days well im heading back to the hospital soon thanks once again my cherries love you all Love Christina

Letter Lol
Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the Leak Guard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into what my husband likes to call "an inbred hillbilly with knif

Masterpiece
It’s easy to make a painting seem more harmonious by toning down the colors and blurring the forms. But the spirit will be lost. Bold brush strokes and freedom of expression, without regard to refinement and conventions, are necessary in art and in life if a masterpiece is to be created. But you have to know what you’re doing to make it work. - Chris 3/29/07

If U Saw Me In Your Bed...
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion !!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here? Repost with the title IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED!!!!! And see how many ppl want u in their bed. You might be surprised by the answers u get......u could answer the ones who sent u the bulletin

Ensign: The Words We Eat
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 March 2007 At our second worship service this past Sunday, I was holding Sarah in back and she's at the age (just turned thirteen months Wednesday!) where she'll both grab anything in her reach and try to stick things in her mouth if she's really hungry. (Which she usually is on Sunday mornings.) After stopping her from swallowing a bulletin, I half-joked that yes, it is high in fiber but ultimately not good for you. Then I remembered there was one case in the Bible of someone eating a book . . . which inspired this week's Ensign. In the tenth chapter of Revelation, we're nearly midway through the apostle John's record of a vision God gives him while in exile. From chapter four onward, Revelation has been a chronicle o

Angel Sleeping
FOR MY LITTLE ANGEL THAT IS SLEEPING WITH GOD... In the stillness of the morning When the light is dim and new. I see you, Angel sleeping. You look so sweet and delicate Like a china doll, brand new.. I see you Angel sleeping. I want to touch to wake you But I know that it's in vain. Because you've gone now my darling, Gone to never more feel pain... And my nights are cold and dark now, The sky is never blue.. Cause i see you, Angel sleeping. Always in my mind is this picture of you... The way i saw you, my Angel sleeping...

Another Sex Survey
SEX SURVEY .. MAYBE TO MUCH INFORMATION! 1. What age were you when you first had sex? 2. Ever had sex on a first date? 3. What is your favorite position? 4. Are you Bi? 5. Are you Bi-curious?o 8. On yourself, do you prefer shaved, trimmed, or hairy? 9. On someone else, do you prefer shaved, trimmed, or hairy? 12. Do you like to give oral? 13. Do you like to receive oral? 14. Have you ever gotten someone to cum from oral sex ? 14. Do you like to lights on or off during sex? 15. How often do you masturbate? 17. Have you ever had a threesome, foursome, or moresome? 18. What's the most amount of people you've had sex with within a 24 hour period? 19. Have you ever had sex with someone, but hated yourself for doing it even at the time? 20. What's the most public place(s) you've ever had sex? 23. Would you have sex in front of others? 24. Have you watched porn? 24. Have you had sex while others were watch

The Cowboy
A West Texas rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks, the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of wine, waiting for him. She quietly

Shower
i just got out of the shower and thought of something ladies do u find it attractive for a male to shave around the base of the dick, balls and taint? i shaved it all for my wife and was wonderen if women really enjoy it or if they think its wierd or unattractive....... post your thoughts plz

Outlaw
Outlaw [Note: this story is protected by international copyright law, all rights not expressly waived are reserved by its author.] Scott M. Haller 11-29-06 This story is fiction and is in no way shape or form represents any real people or events. I made it up for fun thats all. Enjoy. As Shifter started to draw his gun I knew everything was going to hell fast. From the moment his hand started to reach inside his vest everything went into slow motion and each and every detail was crisp and clear to me. I could see the sweat on his forehead running down towards his nose. The shift of his feet as he went for a firing position as he drew. I could feel the lightining in my muscles as I drew my own pistol and started firing. I was intrigued by the fact that I acttually could notice the distinct pop of each bullet I fired. I saw the dirt next to my feet erupt from the bullet Shifty had just barely missed me out of my peripheral vision. I could smell the

Oh Redman
Oh Redman To My Beloved People and All Native Americans Oh Redman tall and proud, watch him take his stand. To protect his humble people, and their mighty sacred land. O're the Mother Earth he'll roam, this is where he makes his home. Summers,Winters he will go, Deserts,mountains,and forests below. Hunting only for the need, Takes no more takes no less. For his people he must feed, To show his bravery to past the test. Oh Great Spirt hear my plea, protect my people watch over me. The Whiteman comes we must fight, To protect our lands with all might Our women scream, our childern cry, and on this day we all must die. Now we walk with our fears, down the sad,Trail Of Tears! Linda G. Johnson Copyright ©2005 Linda G. Johnson

I'm The Girl...
"I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... *I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... *I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... **I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. *I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. *I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... *I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends... *i'

Long Haired Country Boy(fits Me To A Tee
The Charlie Daniels Band - Long Haired Country Boy People say I'm no good I'm crazy as a loon 'cause I get stoned in the morning, I get drunk in the afternoon. Kinda like my old blue tick hound I like to lay around in the shade. And I ain't got no money but I damn sure got it made. 'Cause I ain't askin' nobody for nothin' if I can't get it on my own. If you don't like the way I'm livin' You just leave this long haired country boy alone. Preacher man talking on TV, puttin' down the rock and roll. Wants me to send a donation 'cause he's worried about my soul. He said, "Jesus walked on the water." And I know that it's true. But sometimes I think that preacher man would like to do a little walking too. But I ain't asking nobody for nothin' if I can't get it on my own. If you don't like the way I'm livin' you just leave this long haired country boy alone. A poor girl wants to marry a rich girl wants to flirt. A rich man goes to college

My Dumbass Ex
THIS FOR FOR MY EX THAT HAS HURT ME HE LIED TO ME AND CHEATED ON ME AND I AM TIRED OF ALL THE BULLSHIT LIES I HAVE BEEN HURT IN MY PAST BUT NOT THIS BAD I LOVED HIM AND TRUSTED HIM WITH EVERYTHING AND THEN HE GOES AND HURTS ME WORSE THAN ANY GUY HAS I KNOW I MAY NOT BE THE BEST BUT I AT LEAST WANT A GUY THAT WILL TREAT ME RIGHT AND NOT LIE TO ME AND CHEAT ON ME WITH OTHER GIRLS BEHIND MY BACK AND THEN STRAIGHT OUT LIE SOME MORE WHEN I CONFRONT HIM ABOUT IT AND THEN HAVE TO YELL AT HIM JUST TO GET HIM TO TELL ME THE DAMN TRUTH I AM TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT THATS ALL GUYS KNOW HOW TO TREAT ME SO AS SOME PEOPLE SAY MY EX IS THE ONE WHO BROKE THE CAMELS BACK I THOUGHT I KNEW THE GUY WELL ENOUGH TO TRUST HIM WITH MY FEELINGS THEN HE TURNS AROUND AND PULLS THIS SHIT ON ME AND IF YOU ARE READING THIS WHO KNOW VERY DAMN WELL WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE YOU LIE TO ME ONE MORE TIME YOU ARE GOING TO BE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD AND I DON'T MEAN JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE...SO YOU BETTER WATCH YOUR P'

Rancher's Wife
A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was a very good-looking woman, and determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she decided to place an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two men applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks, the two of them worked, and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said to the hired hand, "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town one Saturday night. One o'clock came, however, and he didn't return. Two o'clock, and no hired hand. He returned around two-thi

Girl Died After Being Accidentally Shot In The Chin
San Juan County Sheriff's Office deputies arrested an 18-year-old man Wednesday night for the March 18 killing of 15-year-old Kailie Sitta. Daniel Vargas, of Farmington, was charged with involuntary manslaughter and tampering with evidence, both fourth-degree felonies, according to Lt. Tyler Truby. If convicted of both charges, Vargas faces three years in prison. Although the investigation is ongoing, deputies believe Vargas had a handgun at the home March 18 and accidentally fired it, Truby said. A bullet struck Sitta in the chin and was lodged in the back of her neck. Vargas allegedly shot Sitta at around 4:30 a.m. March 18 outside 603 Taos Ave., where his brother, Adam Vargas, lives, an arrest affidavit states. Adam Vargas told deputies that a group of people gathered at his house March 17 after spending time at Morgan Lake. Several other witnesses to the shooting said a group of people, including adults and juveniles, were drinking and having a party at the home, the

Master's Rules
These are rules my Master sent to me today. This girl is confused and not to happy at this point. She didn't think they needed said rules and thought they were doing well togather. Some of these rules will be very hard to follow as there daily life doesn't allow all the freedom one would wish for. Also no where does these rules lists slaves rights, while it is true slaves have no rights ,but what there Master gives them. They should have the right to question even if the answer isn't always to there liking. They should have the right to there Master's love. They should have the right of there Master's protection at all times. Since truly there is no real slavery in this day and age at least not known about, there should be mutual benefit to someone willing to give there whole heart, life, and love to someone in such a manner. This girl actually likes sitting at her Master's feet, but sometimes health issues interfere and it's just more comftable for her to sit on the couch for a while,

She Belongs
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by

What's Your Last Name Say About You?
R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) O: awesome kisser. D : one in a million. G : You never let people tell you what to do. E : Great in bed R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with id have to say that is pretty much true A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/g

Replace Number Plates
Kind of a typical weekend. I'm getting bored of the place I've been riding and we dont have a truck yet, so I'm kind of stuck until mid-summer or so. Other than that, I have to replace my number plates. My bike is set up similar to the RM85, so the number plates are the same. I'll have to call V'ville Suzuki/Kawasaki/KTM to ask them how much they want, then call Chaparral. Compare prices. I'm sending in my contract to Decal Works on Tuesday. I need to make a copy of the contract for me before I send it in. Then next week I need to place my order.

This Is Me
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

Freak Daddy Contest
Hey Guys..I'm only going to post this a few times this month...not begging for votes this time. BUT I did enter the freak daddys upskirt contest. Go check it out. If you think I deserve a vote then it would be much appreciated. Otherwise, I'm sure there's another sexy lady on there that would love your vote. Don't forget you can vote once a day if you'd like. http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl XOXO, Aimeelynn

Cinderella Story
Cinderella Story You read the fairy tales And watch the movies You read the poems Wonder why you’re so lonely You hope that one day Your price will arrive Sweep you off your feet Make you feel alive But what if he never shows And you’re alone forever Prepare for the blows And for the rough weather He’ll never show up He’ll never love you You’ll never find him He’ll never love you You’re no Cinderella… (10/1/2006)

Models Needed
Im an in search of Maternity Models and Tattooed Models to help start and complete a few projects I am currently working on. If you are interested please contact me and we can see what we can do. I hope to hear from you all very soon. Sean

Five More Minutes
I found this on a friends Yahoo360 page and liked it... While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground. "That's my son over there," she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide. "He's a fine looking boy," the man said. "That's my son on the swing in the blue sweater." Then, looking at his watch, he called to his son. "What do you say we go, Todd?" Todd pleaded, "Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes!" The man nodded and Todd continued to swing to his heart's content. Minutes passed and the father stood and called once again to his son. "Time to go now?" Again Todd pleaded, "Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes." The man smiled and said, "O.K." "My, you certainly are a patient father," the woman responded. The man smiled and then said, "My older son Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never

Do You See....
and then i wonder....if followed by many attempts....you constantly end in failer....meaning behind that could only possibly be?....im assuming that it means your not ment to be not permanently but for the time being....but how could you at a time in need be restricted from something you "think" you need so badly....strength....healing of a soul that never truely healed yet has only been covered up....time....but how long does it take? you should know i mean it is you about you your inner you....how could something of your inner being have so much control over you yet your not in control over it....AT ALL....what does it take to get to that point?....OVERALL....when everything seems complete....but how can anything be complete when your always missing something....but how can you find something when your not even sure what your looking for? yet all you have to go by is what you want....but what is it that you want? you "think" you know but when or if you get it then what? on to the nex

I Am Soooo Sad
I have a pair of geese that live in the retention pond right behind my patio door. Anyway..it has been raining really hard here today with bad thunderstorms. She layed her eggs on the edge of the bank about 2 feet back. The pond flooded and took her eggs with it. She and Daddy are out there looking around for their babies that are long gone. :(

Not As Bad As The Last, But Still.........
I don't know what it is......none of these guys have the balls to say anything on my page, but they'll go straight to my wife's page. She had yet another guy leave pic comments referring to the idea that our country is shit and that he is a big supporter of Kerry. Well, once again here are my thoughts on THIS guy: First the comment, "Freedom in America is dead, thanks to your government." Look guy, you live in Indianapolis, and the last time I checked that was still inside the US. If you think freedom is dead because you may not be able to do EVERYTHING you want to do, go somewhere else. I'm sure you enjoy the luxury of driving your car, so why don't you go to North Korea. The only persons allowed to drive a vehicle in the country are government officials and other people that are under the government's wing. Everyone else has to walk or ride a bicycle. Oh, and if you ever say anything remotely close to the simple comment you left on my wife's page, you'd be kidn

I Know You Guys
could you all do me a big favor? go back and comments on my pics,maybe give me some idea what you all want to see with out getting into to much detales,i know alot of them arnt that good and i need to find out what im doing wrong i know there is alot of pics but please do your best thanks you all are awsome

Nickel-and-diming Your Way To Riches
I thought I was fairly deft at handling money. But that was before I met the maestros of money management. We're talking here about the legions of Americans who manipulate their monthly cash flow like chess masters, along the way snagging frequent-flier miles, cash rewards and interest income. Behind all this lies that unquenchable human desire to beat the system, score a bargain and turn a buck. In my book, those are admirable qualities. But you've got to wonder: Is it worth it? Reaping Rewards To make it as a money maestro, you need the right combination of bank accounts and credit cards -- and a certain financial fanaticism. Consider Dan Goldzband, a cost accountant in San Diego. He has his paycheck deposited directly into a high-yield savings account, where the money sits until he transfers it to his checking account to pay bills. His reward: $35 to $85 in interest each month. "My checking-account balance rarely exceeds $100," Mr. Goldzband says. "If it does for m

Bizzare!!!
I really don't even know when easter is. It might be fun to put weird things in eggs and have people look for them though. Maybe things like condoms, poprocks, flowers, maggots, insense, candles, hearts of small children, lighters, rocks, shot glasses, or whatefer random things you find along the roadsisde or something. I don't really know where I'm going with this. MInnie bottles would be cool, or you could put words and numbers on them in them, and you would have to do a skit based on the words, and drink according to the numbers, and the best skit would win a prize ? Ok, this was really just another picture bulliton, and I decieded to write something weird.

Transfer
It's another school but the same shit probably. But there is a sliver of hope that I may do a better job here than at my previous job. I desperately don't want to fuck this up. I am already on edge and a bit pessimistic on top of that. I can't fuck this one up. I don't want to fuck this one up. I will work very hard today. I have a bus pass so that is a good insentive. I just need to get to the bus route in a reasonable ammount of time. Days on end working at another school for 8 hours. Interesting that I am changing schools after a Grove meeting again. I hope this one is better than the last one. Being that I was in ashitty mood yesturday and dealing with the aftermath of a shittier previoius day (Monday) I am sure they will find someone better for the job at my other school. In any and all cases I don't want to fuck this up. I want to finish my job and go home relaxed and somewhat sane.

A Girl Returns To A Master.
As I said in my Blog talking about Mustang.. that was the first Collar I held.. as well as only the first time I collared to him. This time I will speak of my second collaring to him. This one is a bit harder to write of. As I've said previously I still held a fondness.. a love of Mustang. I thought things would be the same between him and I. They stayed mostly the same.. though, they were not. Because of the ways of Gor that I trained myself so deeply in. I could not handle the leniancy he gave me. I had lost some of the things he taught me and I felt ashamed for it. I started to feel as if I needed him more than he needed me. The role of a submissive is to serve her Master.. In the gorean ways I had learned to serve my Master physically.. serving him drinks.. dancing for him.. the such. Under Mustang things were very much an emotional mental thing to serve him. I did not understand that so much anymore. I was in a way my own downfall to things not working out this

Unbelievable Math Problem
UNBELIEVABLE MATH PROBLEM Here is a math trick so unbelievable that it will stump you. Personally I would like to know who came up with this and why that person is not running the country. 1. Grab a calculator. (you won't be able to do this one in your head) 2. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code) 3. Multiply by 80 4. Add 1 5. Multiply by 250 6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number 7. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again. 8. Subtract 250 9. Divide number by 2 Do you recognize the answer?

Mental....
Its so hard for me to write things down anymore... I feel like I can't say what I want to say... I have been having serious depression lately and just feeling like I can't do anything right. I'm getting so frusturated... I think too much. I have all these thoughts going through my head... and I have cut myself again... and it was a few weeks ago... and I didn't want to say anything but most know already anyways... and I feel bad about it... and I'm sorry... but some understand.... I'm so upset...all the time. The littlest things upset me. Things I hear..things people say..things I see... tears just keep coming and coming... everything is SOOOO overwelming... People are harsh and mean... and I don't know why anyone would want to be so hateful and jealous... And that's another thing... People and their fucking Jealousy...can't fucking take it anymore. In my personal life...in my work life... its just getting to be too much. I just want to be LOVED.... its really not that hard of a

Outshined
This should be my theme song! I got up feeling so down I got off being sold out Ive kept the movie rolling But the storys getting old now I just looked in the mirror Things arent looking so good Im looking california And feeling minnesota So now you know, who gets mystified Show me the power child Id like to say That Im down on my knees today It gives me the butterflies Gives me away Till Im up on my feet again Im feeling outshined Someone let the dogs out Theyll show you where the truth is The grass is always greener Where the dogs are shitting Im feeling that Im sober Even though Im drinking I cant get any lower Still I feel Im sinking So now you know who gets mystified Show me the power child Id like to say That Im down on my knees today It gives me the butterflies Gives me away Till Im up on my feet again Im feeling outshined

The Im Bored Feature (help)
is there a way to use it so you can just rate womens pics, i just rated one pic and i got a shout off a guy thinking i was gay lol, almost every time i use it it always takes me to half naked guys pics, its a cool feature but i dont want people to get the wrong idea

Money And Bills
I hope I can get a perminent position at a descent work place that is not too far and I can get home within a descent ammount of time. I am going to have quite a bit to pay in the following months. But once I settle all credit card debts and begin budgeting my money wisely I think I will do ok. Then all i need do is save money and invest so I can go back to college full time.

Burn
Light a fire and watch it burn. Walk away from it and don't look back. They say ladies do not swear, well i geuss i'm not a nice lady then, cause Fuck! and all that stuff. Bah, to all that sugar n spice stuff that girls are made of or supposedly made of. I'm mad as hell. I'll be a better version of myself tomorrow, i hope.

Why Is It Like This
IS it funny how the brain works? Its simply amazing if you stop and think about it. It alows you to dream you you are in a deep sleep or even when you are awake! Thares even ways that you can stimulate your mind, like i do. Im pretty sure you guys know what i am talking about. The reason I think i stimulate my mind is to calm the evil thoughts that go through my mind. Like most of you have music constantly going through your mind as i do to. Some days i apsalutely go insane and that my mind takes over my actions! OF coures thats called insanity! When insanity takes over I have have a habbit of doing things, unspeakable things that is! Yall may think im crazy and thats alright cause i agree with ya! The ones that really know me would not be scared of me! Cause thare the ones that know how to calm me down. You probaly relieze by now i am a very dark person. that likes to hide in the shadows of the dark. And dont like to be arround that much people! Only reason for that is becase i dont

I Hate Bad Friends!!!!
why is it when you need someone more then they will ever know they seem to turn there back on you??? its weird you know it makes you question every thing you ever shared with that person all the memories all the laughs.... they were all so great!!! Then you find your self wondering why you were every in there life at all?? You can only do so much for some one only take so much shit before you just get sooooo pissed that you can't see why you every did any thing at all!!!! The love of a friendship is a two way thing as is everything between two people! so why is this one so one sided and why do i.... care if i will never talk to him again and why..... am i so hurt??? I wish he was here and it was someone else pulling hard on my heart strings!!!!! I know he would have the wormest hug to make me feel better but instead he is hanging out with another girl and lying to me about it!! I don't know what to do but i'm going to wright guys off for awhile the are to much work and i'm so tired!!

I Have Gone Through The Darkness And Found The Light
Turmoil in the tempest swirls Chaos rains and confusion hurls None do know the souls dark side Before it all would run and hide Afraid of the ugly face of sin We know it for it lives within Every soul and every heart Not for most our favored part The selfish side we all possess Never free of even if we confess For the choice is what sets us above When we refuse hate and cherish love When we do what is true and right Then we become children of the light We live in peace with in the storm Make the world better and change it’s form In this way we make life so great It is an easy choice why let it wait For to live happy, joyous and free Just let go of the world and follow me Do unto others as you want done unto you In this way we make this world brand new By R, Thomas Dinsmore Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul mean so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one w

Servers Suck.....
So here I am, trying to get my server up and running so that I can help out the local candle shop (of which I can get just about anything I want for free because of it), and my server decides to nosedive... so here I am, 4 hours later, still working on it, and it's STILL not working right... I've reformatted the drive at least twice, and sheesh... anyone want to donate a video card they're not using, maybe a few IDE drives? lol

Baby & The Bath Water.
In quarreling about the shadow, we often lose the substance. --Aesop There is a fable about a man and his camel who were hired by a wealthy man to get him across the desert. The journey was so hot that they stopped to rest one day, and the only shade to be found was in the shadow of the camel. The two of them began to argue about who had the rights to the camel's shadow--the owner or the renter. They were so involved in their argument that the camel ran away and they didn't notice until it was long gone. Sometimes we get so caught up in being right that we become like these two, fighting over a shadow. Instead of paying attention to our journey and sharing what we have, we let ourselves get distracted. It is more important to notice what we have, to share it as best we can, and continue our journey. What can I share with another today?

My 2 Best Friends From School!
My 2 Best Friends From School Have Past On. 1 Passed On 6/6/06! His Name Is Tyrone Johnson He Was To Graduate This Year With Me! Then The Other 1 Died 1/27/07 His Name Is Justin Clark! He Died In Monroe TN! I Miss Them Both! RIP TY & RC!

Girls Night Out.....
THE OTHER NIGHT I WAS INVITED FOR A NIGHT WITH "THE GIRLS." I TOLD MY HUSBAND THAT I WOULD BE HOME BY MIDNIGHT, "I PROMISE!" WELL, THE HOURS PASSED AND THE MARGARITAS WENT DOWN WAY TOO EASY. AROUND 3 A.M., A BIT LOADED, I HEADED FOR HOME. JUST AS I GOT IN THE DOOR, THE CUCKOO CLOCK IN THE HALL STARTED UP AND CUCKOOED 3 TIMES. QUICKLY REALIZING MY HUSBAND WOULD PROBABLY WAKE UP, I CUCKOOED ANOTHER 9 TIMES. I WAS REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR COMING UP WITH SUCH A QUICK-WITTED SOLUTION, IN ORDER TO ESCAPE A POSSIBLE CONFLICT WITH HIM. (EVEN WHEN TOTALLY SMASHED...3 CUCKOOS PLUS 9 CUCKOOS TOTALS 12 CUCKOOS = MIDNIGHT.) THE NEXT MORNING MY HUSBAND ASKED ME WHAT TIME I GOT IN, AND I TOLD HIM "MIDNIGHT." HE DIDN'T SEEM PISSED OFF AT ALL. WHEW! GOT AWAY WITH THAT ONE. THEN HE SAID, "WE NEED A NEW CUCKOO CLOCK." WHEN I ASKED HIM WHY, HE SAID, "WELL, LAST NIGHT OUR CLOCK CUCKOOED THREE TIMES, THEN SAID, "OH SHIT", CUCKOOED 4 MORE TIMES, CLEARED IT

Hurt
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Wait For Morning Light
There's a tear, in those soft eyes, An uncertainty left wondering, what the truth hides, How do I tell her, To have no fear, when i know, Its a long hard road from here, tears fill her eyes, I see the heartache inside, I say "Baby, it'll be alright" just lay your head by me tonight, We'll say a prayer, And wait for morning light, I know she make it, just wish i could ease the pain, Carry her fear, add some sunshine to the rain, in her heart lives a savior, I know she believes, Even through her darkest hour, he'll never leave, tears fill her eyes, I see the heartache inside, I say "Baby, it'll be alright" just lay your head by me tonight, We'll say a prayer, And wait for morning light, I love you sweetheart, always here for you.

Msn Group
Well I just thought I would yap a bit about this great Msn Group that I am a member in. We have alot of laughs and alot of fun in it. The members are down to earth and just plain awesome people to get to know. If your interested in joining..the Group is listed under Msn Groups. Dunno if this link will work...but you can always try it. Tc n peace...Boo CLICK HERE FOR ALL IN FUN FLIRTS

Common Sense
Common Sense Died Today Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when wel l intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Rep orts of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouth wash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground wh

I Hate You
"I Hate You" [Talking] I would like to welcome everybody today First, before I get into my speech...because I do have a speech The sounds you are listening to are provided by Kid Joe ah yea...I'm Shawn Jay and I want to make a special announcement for all the baby mamas I see you bitch [laughing] You too bitch Baby, baby, baby you know I love you Baby, baby, baby you know I love you SHUT UP I hate you so much right now [8X] [Shawn Jay] Lemme calm down I think I need to smoke one Ya messin with my nerves I gotta get away .... from you Battle of sexes, more beef then summer jam both blamin each other, pointin fingers like Uncle Sam I be chillin man ... she just flip on some ol' shit Woman hold a grudges like piss on a road trip she be answerin my phone like she stay in my crib worryin' about who's callin like she payin my bills complain complainen every day and I feel you gon' have to be happy with callin' me baby daddy no mo' ridin and kickin' it... bl

Easter Sunday
Wanted to tell all Happy Easter, you know easter is a day for family, so get off ur cherry tap butts and spend time with your kids, famaily, loved ones and such, if no kids get ur butt to mom and dads, just get off of here!!

We Are All One.
I'm not into isms and asms. There isn't a Catholic moon and a Baptist sun. I know the universal God is universal.... I feel that the same God force that is the mother and father of the pope is also the mother and father of the loneliest wino on the planet. --Dick Gregory

Half Naked Chicks, A Stage Show, And Babysitting A Drunkard
Well saturday was the fetish ball. It was fun after all the mess. Alot of people i knew came. There were several military buddies there too. One of them though decided to get overly drunk and then was left by his friends. Of course the caring natured person i was worked the show and took care of my friend as well in the process making others somewhat unhappy with me as I didn't really spend time with them. Then a solution came for my drunken friend. He was overly drunk so he went and slept in his truck. It worked. And so my night went better. I felt so happy because everyone was spending time with me. I was popular for a night in a world where I am usually ignored. I made new friends as well. My day was crazy and i am more than tired but all in all the night went way to fast. I will have pictures later. I hope to get in as part of the show at halloween as i truly loved every minute of working with the cast and crew.

Looking Through The Glass
I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed Oh, god it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real? So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (No more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It's just a diffe

What's Your Hidden Talent?
Your Hidden Talent You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.What's Your Hidden Talent?

A Means To An End
A Means To An End I have seen an Angel, Yet never have my eyes lain upon her She speaks with me often Yet I have never heard her voice We have never made contact Yet she touches me in a way no one else ever could She claims that I am hers Yet my heart has never possessed her soul We kiss only in our minds eye Yet I can almost feel the pressing of her lips upon my own The silhouette of a Goddess remains at my bedside, Where every night I have held her in effigy I am both blessed and cursed, A hallowed trip to heaven and hell revisited When shall thou release me from my cage of uncertainty? My ears hear echoes of being the chosen one Yet you grant me not the gift of tryst Your eyes are open but your valor keeps us from our destiny Apt consent is so vital to the birth of the rest of my existence How can I dismiss the importance of your feelings? My intension is not the end in itself but only a means to an end Is there no way you can surrender to the spirit

Just What Is The American Dream?
Good morning this the day after Easter. How are you doing? I am doing fine, tired but fine. Tried putting down wood flooring and a bit of tile around the French doors on the main floor. I am glad Jax and Mandy were able to help my knees are sore enough. I heard a car commercial on the way into work this morning and it has me thinking. The commercial had a salesman trying to sell potential customers on the slogan to be able “To live the American Dream.” Ok, I am American and for the life of me I have no clue what the American Dream is. Do you know? I mean, I do not hear any other countries say what the Arab dream is, The French Dream, The China dream… although the last two sound like porn stars… But, you get my point. If anyone in another country hears their country say the Country they live in Dream then please let me know. I can only guess is the American Dream is to have a Home, Financially set, A family, A Great job and gosh I don’t know… what is it??? I mean I have often heard of i

Your Age By Dinner & Restaurant Math
It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757...If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number. The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE ! ------ (Oh YES, it is!!!) THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2007) IT WILL EVER WORK

Science Experiement
A freshman at Eagle Rock Junior High won first prize at the Greater Idaho Falls Science Fair, April 26. He was attempting to show how conditioned we have become to the alarmists practicing junk science and spreading fear of everything in our environment. In his project he urged people to sign a petition demanding strict control or total elimination of the chemical "dihydrogen monoxide." And for plenty of good reasons, since it can 1. cause excessive sweating and vomiting 2. it is a major component in acid rain 3. it can cause severe burns in its gaseous state 4. accidental inhalation can kill you 5. it contributes to erosion 6. it decreases effectiveness of automobile brakes 7. it has been found in tumors of terminal cancer patients He asked 50 people if they supported a ban of the chemical. Forty-three said yes, six were undecided, and only one knew that the chemical was water. The title of his prize winning project was, "How Gullible Are We?" He feels the conclusi

Hottie Contest.. Rates Only
A Friend of mine is holding a Hottie Contest.. it is a rates only contest.. so you win with the most rates.. no comment bombing needed.. click her link below if you interested in entering.. and see her blog for info.. Heavnessence(FAN ME.. I FAN BACK..RATE ME.. ILL RATE YOU BACK)@ CherryTAP

Now That Easter's Over!
An old lady dies and goes to heaven. She's chatting it up With St.Peter At the Pearly Gates when all of a sudden she hears the Most wful,blood curdling screams. "Don't worry about that," says St. Peter,"It's only someone having the holes put into her shoulder blades for wings." The old lady looks a little uncomfortable but carries on with the conversation. Ten minutes later, there are more blood curdling screams. "Oh my God," Says the old lady, "now what is happening?" "Not to worry," says St. Peter, "She's just having her head drilled to fit the halo." "I can't do this," says the old Lady, "I'm going to hell." "You can't go there,"says St. Peter. "You'll be raped and taken advantage of." "Maybe so, says the old lady, but I've already got theholes for that."

Seeds Of Imagination
Your imagination may often seem wispy and nebulous. It is in fact very real and powerful. Look around you and consider all the real, solid, useful and valuable things that began their existence in someone's imagination. What you can imagine, is clearly possible. Most likely, your imagination has far more power than you realize. There are aspects of your reality today that come directly from long-forgotten stirrings of your imagination. What would you dare to imagine if you were certain that it would become real? In fact, most of what you imagine does indeed influence your life and your world in some way or other. Obviously, the things you imagine do not instantly spring into material form. Actually, something even more amazing happens. Your imagination plants a fertile seed in the capable, creative, intelligent, effective person that is you. Take great care with such seeds that you plant, for they will surely grow. -- Ralph Marston

Thoughts Of A Woman Getting Older And Still Looking For Love
I worry that with all the gorgeous women throwing themselves at him nearly every day, with the very visual guy that he is, with friends who have stunning wives and with his past experience of dating strippers and women built like porn stars that I’m simply not going to be good enough when we finally meet in person. That I’ll be too fat, that the one crooked tooth in my smile will put him off, that the stress issues that have affected other parts of me (which embarrass me so much I won’t even voice it) will make him think twice. I constantly am in fear that I’m not going to be good enough - that in spite of all the photos, everything he’s seen thus far - it won’t be enough. I won’t be good enough or pretty enough or sexy enough for him. He’s a high-flying chap who is used to a certain lifestyle, a certain elegance and sexiness in the women he’s surrounded himself with, not a commoner like me who can’t even afford to dream of elegance. He’s been adventurous and prolific in his sex l

I Remember...
I feel extremely drained and tired today. I want to cry but I have no tears. I'm alone for a few hours (which is what I wanted today) but something doesn't feel right. Today is the day she died, 9 years ago. I remember her nurse who was crying. The hospital was brand new, it was only open a week before her surgery and I remember Eric asking if she was the first to die there. I remember walking out of the hospital and seeing her car seat in the car and Eric putting it in the trunk. I remember walking into my parents house and 50 people standing up at once and me fleeing down the hall. I didn't want to see anyone. I remember going to the florist, who did all the flower arrangements for free because she used to watch Lauren for a few hours a day until Eric got home from work. I remember my Mother-in-Law being angry that Eric and I went to the funeral home alone to make the arrangements and deciding that we were not going to have a wake for her. I remember the Medical Examiner not releasin

Why It Is?
why is it that you all give me 10's when half of the pictures arnt any good,,you can hardly see them i want you all to be truthfull,that is what friends are for to be there for one another but not to hide the truth,you all are awsome and love you all but be truthfull about the picturs ok

Something That Really Gets My Engine Running
i had a wicked dream the other night and i keep thinking about it i was pumping my sollen cock into all these bbw and plump girls and really going nuts on them from behind and reaching around and really holding onto there sexy plump bellies as i rode them into ecstacy it really gets my juices going especially when theyre older as well and they are squirters are a extra plus any one else enjoy these kinds of things as i do and dont be shy ladies chime in as well

Errrr.
Alrighty, today i am getting off of my fat ass and doing something. It is nice out and junk. I need a new job, some place better where I am at now. Hmmmm, today would be a good day to get out and start checking out places. Argh... but all i wanna do is play on the computer. I need to get laid too. :)

Chapter 4
Marissa knew if she had a chance in hell or heaven of being reborn, she had to figure out where Death was. Being a soul, her options were limited. She could enter the outskirts of Heaven, and she could enter the outside of Hell, but she could mostly stay right where she was, in between. First she decided to try Satan again, since he was the one that wanted her in the first place. How does a soul travel, she thought. Like that old commercial about drugs, "just do it", came to her. So she willed herself to Hell. And there she was, approaching the Gates, a demon stepping out in front of her. " Who are you? Is Satan here? I need to speak to him about something." " and I'm cliff, drop in some time," the demon roared at what on earth was a very old joke. "Seriously, what do you want here? Satan is very busy, sending souls through purgatory and then shipping them back out to Himself for rebirth." " I'm lost", the woman said. " Death never came to get me, and I cant go an

Allrighty
Well, so far i found an apartment in Helena, and then on sunday i came to seattle. I have been at work here since yesterday. I also got to see my little daughter and it was awesome, she is the smartest cutest kid in the world, obviously she takes after me. cant wait to get back to helena on friday

Just Need An God Answer
how come nice guys finish last. when woman say your a nice guy somtimes i feel that is there way of saying your a loser i want the thug guy. what is it about nice guys that woman dont like is it that we treat you woman to nice and you are not use to it. i just kinda wanted an explaintion cause nice guys need to be first and not last on the list like the caveman

Touch My Eyelash.....
another special poem. hope u enjoy :) touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash All the time ,all the moments you have been with me yes, this body has been sometimes near and sometimes far whichever worries you got , give my address to all of them I really don’t like sadness/worries at your face It seems illegal your relation with worries listen to my request, throw it way from your face touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash

Forget
TODAY IS A BAD DAY THINKING OF THE PAST I TRIED TO PUSH IT AWAY BUT THE MOMENTS WOULDN'T LAST. I TRY TO DO SOMETHING TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD THE HORRIBLE IMAGES THE TIMES I FELT DEAD. I LOOK AT MY ARM EACH SCAR A MEMORY THE BAD TIMES REPAIRED HIDDEN WITH FAKE IDENITY. AND I TRY TO HOLD BACK THE TIMES I WAS BEAT BUT THE IMAGES POP UP THE ONE'S I ALWAYS TRY TO LEAVE. THE TEARS ROLL DOWN WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES MOM WAS THERE AND OUR FAMILY WAS RIGHT. SO I TRY TO MAKE THIS DAY A MEMORY OF MINE BY CUTTING MY ARM BECAUSE OF MY USELESS TIME. NOW TODAY IS BETTER AND EVERYTHING IS OK I'LL GO BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING AND MAKE ANOTHER CUT ANOTHER DAY.

Rape2
She stands infront of the mirror and looks into the glass the make-up that she wears hides the secrets of her past the way she's been abused the way she always hides should she end it now? or keep it all inside? she getting pictures in her mind the worst is saved till last she looks down at her fisted hand and thrusts it through the glass she stares down at where the glass lays and wishes to be back in those wonderous days how did it end up like this? she wonders why she is the one that wants to die how does she get out? what can she do? she wants to tell somebody, but who? she dreams of a future of happiness and love but thinks she needs a miracle from above why isn't she worthy of the life in her dreams? "i'm going to give up!" she screams.

I'll Find You One Day
Some day I'll find you, I'll be standing behind you, Just like that time you Stood there right behind me. You taunt me, You haunt me, You teach me, You taught me. With your body You bought me. Now don't be afraid To hear your own screams, This beautiful hatred Will feel like a dream. You knew it was coming, As certain as ryme, And there's no point in running; I'll catch you in time. On the day that I find you, I'll be standing behind you- Just like that time you Stood there right behind me. You won't see me or hear me, You never will tell, You won't know that you're near me Til you meet me in hell.

Taking A Woman To Bed
Taking a woman to bed What is the difference between girls/woman aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78 ? At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? Who the hell are you???

How Ive Felt Lately
I'm so Hidden and you're never gonna see I'm cold Forgiven all because of my beliefs I'm no Body that you ever wanna be Cause I know that the world is afraid of me [Monoxide Child] Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me But there's nothing that you can do to me lately Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us So many questions, fingers pointing for answers Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast To think about and most people can't dream about A hundred million miles and every single second And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence Reminisce from descendants of past treasures We'll embark o

2007 Nfl Season Schedule Release
If you are completely NFL obsessed, it will be live on the NFL Network over that hour. Supposedly nfl.com will stream the show live as well. Just an FYI, if, ya know, you are a complete NFL nut. Not that I would know anything about that. By the way, clever move by Roger Goodell and his minions to knock the Pacman Jones/Chris Henry suspensions news off the front page less than 24 hours into the news cycle. The chatter will shift, starting at 1:00, to the upcoming season across all the major media.

My Heart , My Hand
When you are feeling lost and all alone; as though your world is falling apart. I will take you gently by the hand, and hold you safely with my heart. I will walk with you, hand in hand, in your search for a better tomorrow. And give you all I have within my heart, to chase away your tears of sorrow. I will not let go, but hold you close, so we can find the strength of two. No matter where your journey takes us, together, we will make it through. My heart will be your shining light, as it disperses the darkness with my love. And my hand will hold you in a prayer, found in our faith, with the Lord above. I will give to you my heart, my hand, whenever life fills you with despair. For no matter where I find myself, you can always trust me, to be there.

Dear Dad
Dear Dad, This feels a little funny writing to you right now, you've past away 2-1/2 years ago but here are some of the things I wished we could have talked about. First a little background. I was your typical fat kid growing up. I had 3 younger brothers who were all normal ( skinny ). Being a fat kid really sucked, because it's easy to pick on the fat kid, all your faults are on the outside for everyone to see. Most normal ( skinny ) kids faults can be hidden from all the other kids. Not the fat kid. You can't hide behind anything ( no pun intended ). You can't even hide from comments your own father says about you. Remember dad when I was about 10 and you asked me to go look in the closet for your slippers. I do. Like it was yesterday. I yelled out "I can't find them dad" and you said in front of my brothers so you guys could have a little chuckle if there was a roast beef sandwich in there you'd find it. I did not hear this comment. I came back into the room with all of

Sex
First some stuff about the boys 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5.1 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Some stuff on girls 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women

Drift
driving home tonight, the fight is futile... i see the bluish gray black of the clouds as they roll in from the north... ready to rain down on me. torrid rage that rips me, the crash of the thunder within my soul... this was a long time coming... the swirling winds lift me up, opening my eyes to the light... break me wide open, let my heart ache for this moment, the moment i came alive for the storm.

Today
Okay so I decided to blog a bit. Today was a busy day. it is 10pm and I just finally got a chance to sit down after leaving home at 6am this morning. I got a couple new things for my truck and did a couple things to my car nothing really exciting but I am getting things ready for my boat which I should have next week.

A Perfect Day
Yesterday was one of those glorious days that are rare. Rarer even then the squirting female orgasm. This would be... " A day filled with sunshine and butterflies from the moment you wake...until you go abed." After the best BEST cup off coffee ever to be stirred and thunked down I leaned against the wall for a few minutes and just enjoyed the sunshine. Dawn pops up on my Yahoo DAWN: You commin? LO: Yeah in a minute. I gotta shower. DAWN: Kay I'm in my Jammie's and I'm making cookies. LO: Mmmmmmmmmmm! (I think my mouth watered here a bit) DAWN: Is Bobby comming? Should I put on a bra? LO: No bobby is with Toph. DAWN: Kay. I have a camouflage backpack that I lug my laptop around it. I softly close my computer, palm the top and slip it inside. I unplug the charger and wrap it up. I place this in another compartment and zip my pack up. I gently lean my pack against the couch. After a shower and a quick change into my favorite....oh LAWD!

Thank Yoy To Jason And Everyone Else That Sent Me Get Well Cards And Gifts
CommentCloset First of all I have to say how wonderful A man I have that he would take time out of his busy day to stop and buy me the cold medicine and cough drops, and yes even good old OJ and drop it off to me at work so I can feel better, very good to me he is! Thanks to all of you that stopped by to wish me better as well, as soon as my sheets and blankie is out of the dryer I will be taking some more medi and going to bed. Much love to you all. Heather

Linesville
I AM SO EXCITED!!! I need me some Sista time i misses that lady somethin fierce.... and if i am not mistaken...she needs me right now too *sigh* why can't her life be as good to her as she is to others? anyway...imma be gone all weekend...feel free to message me and such..:)

Blonde And The Lord
THE BLONDE AND THE LORD A blonde wanted to go ice fishing. She'd seen many books on the subject and, finally getting all the necessary tools together, she made for the ice. After positioning her comfy footstool, she started to make a circular cut in the ice. Suddenly, from the sky, a voice boomed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." Startled, the blonde moved farther down the ice, poured a thermos of cappuccino and began to cut yet another hole. Again from the heavens the voice bellowed, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." The blonde, now worried, moved clear down to the opposite end of the ice. She set up her stool once more and tried again to cut her hole. The voice came once more, "THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE." She stopped, looked skyward, and asked, "IS THAT YOU, LORD?" The voice replied, "NO, THIS IS THE MANAGER OF THE HOCKEY RINK"

Why I Don't Earn Buckets Of Cash
A Dark and Dingy Place My Life Essex 13th April 2007 The Chief Executive The Liskeard LEA Cornwall County Council Re: Standard of teachers in Callington Schools – How They Ruined my Life Dear Sir/ Madam I am prompted to write to you to complain in the strongest possible terms about the standard of education received between 1975 and 1980 at the (then called) Callington Comprehensive School (now known as Callington Community College). I should also inform you that I have taken legal advice and it is my solicitor’s opinion that I have a very strong case for redress through the courts. I was prompted to question the standard of teaching I received after a chance meeting with a Newquay teacher, we will call her Brit B for the sake of this letter. It has immediately become clear to me that here is an educated, erudite, witty and charming young woman who has been able to raise three fine young men and still has the energy and drive to enrich the lives of the young peopl

When You Realize
A TRUE CARING PERSON WOULD NOT REALIZE THAT THEY MISSED,CARED ABOUT OR LOVED SOMEONE TOO LATE,LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHILE THEY ARE LIVING, DON'T WAIT TIL THEY ARE GONE,AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU TELL THEM SO,...WHILE YOU CAN.FOR THAT MIGHT BE JUST THE THING THAT KEEPS THEM HOLDING ON,JUST AWHILE LONGER,THE HAPPINESS AND LOVE YOU HAVE IN YOUR HEART,IF EVER SOMEONE I CARED ABOUT WAS HURTING, I WOULD GO TO THEM.FOR MAKING OTHERS MATTER IT IS NEVER TO LATE,BUT YOU MUST REALIZE THIS FIRST.

Emotions That Make U Say Mmmm
1.Would you mind being in control? 2.Would you pull my hair? 3.Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4.Would you moan or hold all your feelings in? 5.Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6.Would you go down on me? 7.Would you let me go down on you? 8.How many rounds would we go? 9.What would you wanna do afterwards? 10.Would you take off all your clothes for me? 11.Would you lick and bite me all over? 12.Would you like 4play or get straight to the point? 13.Would you take your time if i told you to? 14.Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15.Would you want me to go fast or slow? 16.Where would yo wanna "do it" at? 17.How fast do you think you can make me nut? 18.Would you be loud or quiet? 19.Do u think i could make u have an orgasm? 20.Are u gonna re-write this so i can answer? TERMS & CONDITIONS | HELP GUIDE | CONTACT US | INVITE | COMPATIBILITY | ABOUT US | GET INVOLVED

Levelin' Up...give Me A Shove
Still tryin' to get to that 'ripe cherry' stage. Just a little over 4,200 pt. to go, and could sure use a shove in the right direction. I have lots of pictures, and have added more stash items, over 1,700 now, to rate and comment! Drop in ... lookin' forward to seein' ya! THANKS FOR YOUR HELP! Lev@ CherryTAP

Internal Affairs
Sometimes you have what I like to call “the moment” between two people. It was the last thing I was expect on that cold December morning. I’d been hired several months earlier to come in and turn the parts department of a major local car dealer around. The new owner had purchased the store a couple of months before I got there and needed someone to come in and overcome the years of neglect that the parts department had been the victim of. In all honesty I’ve done this sort of work for years and this was the worst that I had ever seen it. I was averaging about 75 hours a week, and even at that pace it had taken me well over 3 weeks just to get rid of the stuff that was purely trash. It was tiring work. I’d arrive at my usual 6 AM this morning and was finishing the left over paperwork from the day before. This was actually my favorite part of the day as it was quiet and I could work without someone poking their head in and out of my office every ten seconds. (Oh the little things in

Unbreakable
Took my hand Touched my heart Held me close You were always there By my side Night and day Through it all Maybe come what may Swept away on a wave of emotion Over caught in the eye of the storm And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you're mine Believe that you're mine This love is It's unmistakable And each time I look in your eyes I know why This love is untouchable I feel that my heart just can't deny Each time I look in your eyes Oh baby, I know why This love is unbreakable Shared the laughter Shared the tears We both know We'll go on from here Cause together we are strong In my arms That's where you belong I've been touched by the hands of an angel I've been blessed by the power of love And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you're mine This love is unbreakable It's unmistakeable Each time I look in your eyes I know why This love is untouchable I feel that my heart just can't deny Each time you whisper

Healing The Rain Forest
Individual Version Cast a circle Invoke elements by calling upon them in protective aspects (for example, you might invoke Watchfires or Beacons in the South). Chant the names of the Earth Goddess, beginning with your personal favorites, then naming as many as you can think of. Take a piece of green string. Begin to tie knots in it, while chanting: Tying the Cord, Renewing the Earth; We are Her Children, bringing Rebirth. (The knots may be simple or elaborate, but leave enough string to tie together at the end.) As you chant, see the world as a network of connected systems. Breathe the air that comes from the jungles of South America. Feel the living fire of an ocelot's power. Taste the rain on the leaves at the tops of the trees. Feel the delicate structure of the soil at the forest floor.) Tie the cord together in a loop; hold it up, strung around your two hands, and begin chanting: We are the Flow and we are the Ebb; We are the Weavers, we are the Web. A

Confidence Spell
You will need the following: A lionhead charm (buy or make one) Yellow candle Essential oil of rose, orange, or hazel Buy, or make, a charm that resembles a lion's head. (It can be as simple as you want it to be as long as you know what it is.) Pass it three times through the flame of a yellow candle, meditating on your esteem and the respect you truly deserve. Then infuse the charm with your energy by anointing it with the oil. Wear it (on a chain or in your pocket, wherever!) on you, and when you see or touch it, you will feel your confidence build within you. I know it's hard to find a lion's head charm, and you may wonder what the easiest way would be to make one. I would suggest taking a flat, smooth stone, clean it off, and use either orange paint or a thin permanent orange marker to draw a simple lion head on it. This way it will be fire-proof, and you can keep it in your pocket.

Quotes To As How I Feel Rite Now
I dunno these are sorta how i feel rite now call me crazy wierd call me wut ever i dont care but ill be prolly postin more later as i find them so enjoy them or hate them i dont care -How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more? -If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever.. If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..If Yur askin what I value the Answer is U.. if Yur askin if I love U the answer is I do -You know your in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye. -If love was a law i would be in prison for the rest of my life -If lovin' u is wrong- I don't want 2 be right -831-8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning, I love you -Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you..I wish that someday I'd dream bout my pillow and I'd be hugging you. -The first time I saw you, I knew it was true~That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do~You don't know what you do to me~You don't have a clue~You don

Through Other Peoples Eyes
I Live My Life Through Other Peoples Eyes, My life is on hold in more ways than one. I want to have children and live that fantasy through my friends and other families! I am the Aunt but never the Mother! So much love spilling over to give. A lifetime of dreaming, A world of hoping closed before my eyes. My life is on hold and my heart just breaks! The life I made is the life I chose. A world of fear and of anger, A world of living with a stranger. My heart and soul slowly breaks, As I get older my joy deminishes. As other areas of my life go sour, The dream of having children gets washed away!

Driving Lesson No7
Way better today, actually enjoyed it. I was seriously dis-heartened after last week. Wasn't blinding sunlight today, and I tried to relax more. Battled the roundabouts and took them on, rather than worry about them. Got away smooth and fast at every one, no faffing around, lane changes down pat too. Felt more confident in my own abilities, yeah made a couple of stupid errors. 1 step forward 2 steps back - rather than 3 back like last week. I found out that slamming a diesel into 1st gear at 50mph, has dramatic slowing abilities LMAO Found 4th after my nose nearly hit the windscreen! Learning to feel the brakes with my foot. Coming down from 60 on an unlimited road, he explained about feeling the brakes working. We tried it a few times til i'd got it perfect and knew what he meant. (if you drive you'll know what i mean.) My hesitations are actually paying off at several junctions, and my instructor has said, if I hesitate stay where I am and wait. So rather than

Shipwrecked
The way I have chosen Leads to crossroads of compromise Or have I found the trail Where many have demised Have I smelled as they say The roses on my path Or ignored my sense of worth Like I have in the past Did I end what I had started Or finished what I have begun Have I lost those memorized lyrics Of that song I had not sung Do I follow my own instinct Or continue to be swayed Is the inevitable just waiting For the time I have delayed Can I salvage my identity And correct where I have wronged Or was my destiny written From the minute I was born done by christine .

Game 3 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
Scoring Summary 1st Period None 2nd Period Dallas 13:09, Stu Barnes 1 (power play) (Stephane Robidas, Philippe Boucher) 3rd Period Vancouver 5:18, Jan Bulis 1 (Jannik Hansen, Brendan Morrison) OT Period Vancouver 7:47, Taylor Pyatt 1 (Bryan Smolinski, Trevor Linden) Vanouver Leads the Series 2-1

Unsure....
Every time i am in relationship with another guy i think this relationship is different. but somehow jealous and what my family and my friends have to say get to me. Normally jealous doesnt get to me but there is one girl that is pushing me to the point where i say fine you can have him. or i am done. But if i end it with him i will be proving all my family and my friends right.

Another Downrater
NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE DOING A BLOG ON THIS BUT I MADE A FOLDER JUST FOR THEM ANYBODY WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT I'M NOT ONE TO DOWN RATE PPL I ONLY GIVE 10S OR 11S SO WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE TO BE RATED A 1 JUST THOUGHT EVERYONE WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WE HAVE ANOTHER DOWNRATER I AM GLAD THAT WE CAN NOW TELL WHO IS RATING US ONES THAT A PLUS AND I GIVE KUDOS TO BABY J FOR THAT ANYWAY NO I DIDN'T GO RETURN THE FAVOR LOL BUT I WILL SINGLE HER OUT FOR ALL TO KNOW sweetbaby_1983@ CherryTAP

To Our Troops
Thank you for the freedom you gave me. I know its home once again you wish to see. I wish you well and take care. I know it must be hard the visions you bare. Friends and family nieghbors alike. Once again come home to ride a bike. Though it all looks rough. I know you all are touch. So this agin I say to thee. Wishes well and come home to be free

Quiz
Body: THE RULES ARE SIMPLE. U ANSWER THE QUESTIONS HONESTLY BELOW AND SEND IT TO MY INBOX. THEN REPOST THIS AS "THE FREAK QUIZ" SO SOMEONE CAN ANSWER THE QUESTIONS FOR YOU. > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Dick/Boob Size: > > 4. Favorite position (s) ? > > 5. Do you think i'm hot? > > 6. Would you have sex with me or make love? > > 7. Lights on or off? > > 8. Would you have to be drunk in order to be with me? > > 9. Would you take a shower with me? > > 10. Have you ever thought about making love to me? > > 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 13. Condom or skin? > > 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 16. Have sex on the first date? > > 17. Would you kiss me during sex? > > 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > 19. Would u have a 3-some with me or do u want me to urself? > > 20. How many times would

A Thing I Got From My Friend Restrictive.
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? ALL 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? At home where noone can bother us!! 3. Last time you puked from drinking? never have yet. 4. Have you ever got drunk and danced on a bar?yes,3 times. 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Don't remember. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? being played with by a nice master. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a vet. 8. How many colleges did you attend? 2 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now?because it was hot and it's white and fits me nicely!! 10. GAS PRICES! First thought? they suck!! 11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you? to a place near a lake. 12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning? what the hell,to early. 13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?Wish someone was here to play with me. 14. Favorite style of underwear? none. 15. Favorite style of underw

Tell Me
1. What do you say most when you're trying not to curse? frig it 2. Do you own an ipod? no 3. What person on your top list do you talk to the most? a few diff ppl 4. What time is your alarm clock set for? 7:00 am 5. Do you want to fall in love? im trying to convince myself i am in love 6. Do you wear flip flops when its cold? no 7. Would you rather take the pic or be in the pic? depends w hat kind of pic 8. What was the last movie you watched? wasnt a movie was a tv show but was debbie does dallas again 9. Do any of your friends have children? Yeah they do 10. Anyone ever called you lazy? Does fat lazy bitch count? If so then yes! lol 11. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep? Yes 12. What cd is currently in your cd player? steve holy 13. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate 14. Has anyone told you a secret this week? Yep 15. When was the last time you had starbucks? never dont drink it 16. Can y

By The Road
By the road I wait on a tree stump or rock Sometimes I sleep under a shade tree I will always wait I read teh land while I wait I wait mineless by the road Heedless is its hour Teh hunger of the mine is strong The thoughts turn inwards The oder of the mind spins Always I wait The rythm of th wind through the trees carry me with joy for the day Long is the hour short is the day I start to count the grains of sand The eagle sirens on high The rabbits and squirrels keep me company The serpent hides to strike another day By the raod I wait Yes I wait by the road I wait

Fighting Issue Should Be Least Of League's Worries
Fighting issue should be least of league's worries By Scott Burnside, ESPN.com Do us a favor and wake us when the fighting debate is over. Ho-hum. Is there anything more predictable than the outcry over the role of fighting in hockey after a couple of highlight-reel KOs? The NHL should be less concerned about the place of fighting in the game than the apparently criminal lack of IQ of players who are most likely to fight. At the very least, it would make for an interesting college study -- are players who fight regularly more or less likely to be considered dunderheads than the rest of the NHL population? We don't think it'd take too long to come up with a thesis. Exhibit A would be Todd Fedoruk, who squared off with New York Rangers bruiser Colton Orr and ended up with his face caved in for his troubles. If it weren't for the fact this is the second time this season Fedoruk has suffered such a fate, we might be able to work up a bit of sympathy. But Fedoruk's beating follo

For The Victims & Loved & Cherished Ones Of Vt...
" Butterflies To Heaven " -------------------------------------------------- GONE, YET NOT FORGOTTEN, ALTHOUGH WE ARE APART, YOUR SPIRIT LIVES WITHIN ME, FOREVER IN MY HEART... IF BUTTERFLIES COULD FLY TO HEAVEN, THEY WOULD BRING MY LOVE TO YOU, AND YOURS RIGHT BACK TO ME... 04/16/2007 A DAY NEVER TO BE FORGOTTEN @-- NAMES OF THE VICTIMS OF VT > Body: In Memory of the Following... > > Now in the arms of the Angels... > > 1.Ross Abdallah Alameddine, 20 > 2.Jamie Bishop, 35, > 3.Brian Bluhm, 25, > 4.Ryan Clark, 22 > 5.Austin Cloyd, 18, > 6.Jocelyne Couture-Nowak, age unknown > 7.Daniel Perez Cueva, 21, > 8.Kevin Granata, 45 > 9.Matthew Gwaltney, 24 > 10.Caitlin Hammaren, 19 > 11.Jeremy Herbstritt, 27 > 12.Rachael Hill, 18 > 13.Emily Jane Hilscher, 19, > 14.Matthew La Porte, age unknown > 15.Jarrett Lane, 22 > 16.Henry Lee, age unknown > 17.Liviu Librescu, 76 > 18.G.V. Loganathan, 51 > 19.Partahi Lombantoruan, 34

Baby I Still Love You
i still can't forget the dream-like glint in your eyes even though i still search for you i can't realize that our special light had burned away as i was thinking about you everyday but how can i forget you i thought our love was true tears flowing from my downcast eyes the air is full of my cries what more do i have to give what reason do i have to live looking out the window now im supposed to stand i dont know how livin in the world of loneliness victim of love please dont be like this what went wrong i do not know this love for you i want to show thinkin about the days dreamin about the past i really wanted our love to last our love was so true baby i still love you done by christine .

Sleeping Disorder
I seriously think I have a sleeping problem. Every night, no matter how little sleep I get the night before I still cant go to sleep until about 3 AM. And it is sooo fristaring becaue my mind says I am sleepy but my body won't respond. It is fristrating because I only get about 4 hours of sleep every night before my son wakes and he wakes up at 7 AM like clock work. So now I am up and tired but I cannot let him run around the house unsupervised. He is a good child...save from the potty training....and I know he won't cause trouble, but I know as soon as I let my guard down is when he will hurt himself doing something or worse. I am constantly falling asleep at work...tho I never get caught but that is still not right. And i know that the reason I have had a bad attitude lately is due to lack of sleep, but I still cant get a goodnights rest. I need to see a specialist!

Playlist For The Week Of 4/10/07 - 4/17/07.
Autopsy - Torn From The Grave Burial - Enlightened With Pain Coroner - R.I.P. Death Angel - Frolic Through The Park Funerus - Festering Earth Grave - Hating Life Hallows Eve - Tales Of Terror Hypocrisy - Osculum Obscenum I - Between Two Worlds Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Massacre - From Beyond Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil Nocturnus - The Nocturnus Demos Nuclear Assault - Survive Obituary - Frozen In Time Opera IX - The Call Of The Wood Overkill - Feel The Fire Paths Of Possession - Promises In Blood Scatterbrain - Mundus Intellectualis Slayer - Hell Awaits Sinister - Bastard Saints EP Testament - Return To The Apocalyptic City EP Unholy - From The Shadows Vital Remains - Let Us Pray Voivod - Katorz W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus

Hmmm
NAUGHTY " Application just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Hottest Milf Contest Open
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Rate Me - Rate You!
I have been completely overwhelmed as of lately. I know that I really no excuse I never go this long with out talking to my friends / family / fans / members, and so on. I always love meeting new ppl and having those friendships. But I haven’t been keeping my end of the deal and I’m so sorry. I hadn’t been on cherrytap for a week or myspace as well. I have updated my site but barely. I hadn’t done cam shows or live chats or even phone chats in weeks. I hope every one can forgive me. With spring coming I did some serious thinking, cleaning, and getting organized. I just have been really depressed lately about the way the last few months have treated me, and I think this has caused me to put on some weight which makes me more depressed. UGH it’s a vicious cycle. But all and all this is going to be a better month I know it and in summer things should be getting really busy but fun. This month I go to PA and next month I go SC. I have shoots in every part of the US this summ

Just A Friendly Hello
Hello to all. NOthing going on here , I have not been feeling all to well these past couple of days. But It's nothing serious, I will be fine, going to take alot to keep this good o' dog down "woof woof" lol. I've had my eyes glued to the telly watching the news coverage, It's so devastating. I know time is supposed to heal all wounds but this is something that is going to be on the minds of alot of people for a very long time. I was asked by someone why I even cared, they was like it's not as though you knew any of them. Well like I told that individual you dont have know someone on a peronal level to care, Or at least I dont, I guess it was the way I was raised, My mother instilled morrals and values in me to care about the human race reguardless what culture you are. I dont agree with alot of what goes on but I do love everyone as a whole. Call me what you will. I just cant find it in my heart to be prejudice towards anyone because of the colour of ones skin. I know not al

An Old Foreigner Tune
Two Different Worlds I know this girl, she's always on my mind She lives in her world and I live in mine I should forget about her and I've tried Lord knows I've tried But I want to know her, and here's the other side I've got someone waiting for me every night She's the only one I've ever loved And it's been that way for the longest time She's the one that makes my world go right And it tears me in two because I know where I'll be tonight I think she knows it I think she knows I live in Two different worlds, two different worlds One that belongs to me, one could be wrong for me Two different worlds, two different worlds Oh, two different worlds Is she that different or is it the thrill of someone new Strung out on her, I need her love I need it bad, and I know, I know it's true I'm the one that lies awake alone I know, she's the one that makes me stray from home And I know it Yeah, I know it I live in Two different worlds, two different worlds

Old Cow
COUNTRY ROAD The Senator from New York, Hillary Clinton and her driver were cruising along a country road one evening when an ancient cow loomed in front of the car. The driver tried to avoid it, but couldn't. The aged bovine was struck and killed. Hillary told her driver to go up to the farmhouse and explain to the owners what had happened. She stayed in the car making phone calls to lobbyists. About an hour later, the driver staggered back to the car with his clothes in disarray. He was holding a half-empty bottle of expensive wine in one hand, a rare, Cuban cigar in the other and was smiling happily, smeared with lipstick. "What happened to you," asked Hillary? "Well," the driver replied, "the farmer gave me the cigar, the wife gave me the wine and their beautiful twin daughters made passionate love to me!" "My God, what did you tell them?" asked Hillary. The driver replied, "I just stepped inside the door and said, I'm Hillary Cli

Ratings
I know ya'll new or what ever but for futer references if you like a persons profile or pic or whateva, u supposed to automatically rate them a ten... othawise you just gonna be considered another asshole on here trying to bring everyones rating down. Its CT custom that either u like and rate a 10 or don't like and rate a nothing. Don't be an ass plz thank you...

You Know Your Hearts Breaking
You know your hearts breaking when you are to hurt and dont have enough energy to go to your favorite store. I lost the most important thing in my life today. Now i feel like my whole world has crashed all around me. My mom just went to walmart and I LOVE going to walmart. But since i now have a broken heart to deal with i dont have the energy to mess with going to walmart. I guess im also spending every moment i can to myself to cry and get my thoughts in order. But how can I get my thoughts in order when my worlds still crashing down around me? How do I fix this? How do I show him I love him? How do I show him I would never do anything to hurt him? How do I show him hes the only one for me? That if I cant be with him I dont want to be with anyone? I dont want to give up on him. I love him and dont want to lose him. Ill always love him but dont have a clue how to show it. No I dont expect anyone to actually answer. I dont expect any comments on this. I just need to get thoughts out. L

Life
FROM A SEED YOU PLANT IT WATER IT SO IT WILL GROW YOU WATCH IT GROW OVER THE YEARS YOUR AWED OVER THE CHANGES IT MAKES AND YOU WONDER HOW MANY MORE CHANGES ARE TO COME OVER THE YEARS SO YOU START PAYING MORE ATTENTION TO IT AS THE YEARS GO ON AND YOU REALIZE THAT THE CHANGES IT MAKES ARE TIED DIRECTLY INTO THE PATH YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO LIVE SO YOU START TO EXPERIMENT BY TAKING OTHER PATHS THAT YOU WOULD NOT NORMALLY TAKE AND OVER THE YEARS OF EXPERIMENTING YOU NOTICE THAT IT HAS STARTED TO WEAKEN SO YOU STOP TAKING THOSE OTHER PATHS YOU'VE BEEN TAKING AND AS THE YEARS GO BY YOU NOTICE LITTLE CHANGE SO YOU START PAYING CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE PATH BUT EVERY NOW AND THEN YOU CATCH YOURSELF STARTING DOWN ONE OF THOSE OTHER PATHS AND YOU JUMP BACK TO THE PATH YOU WERE ON AND AS THE YEARS GO ON YOU WATCH IT GROW STRONGER LITTLE BY LITTLE WHICH MAKES IT EASIER FOR YOU TO STAY ON YOUR CHOSEN PATH

More Children Die
Children dying Not given a chance to live To Learn To Love Taken by another Trying to show the world Making a name against those who they hate Women who turn from them Those with more than they have Innocents who merely are there In a good place At a very bad time Dances, classes, alone in their rooms Peace is broken by madness Sharp sounds Deep pain Never ending darkness Back in the light Parents cry Memories flow Friends mourn Somewhere, someone sees the story A newscaster tells of death They don't cry They don't mourn They plan They dream of darkness They dream of death They look for a good place at a bad time They look into innocent eyes And they kill The cycle starts again And more children die

Ode To Lovecraft
Some stories should not be told, but find a teller of tales with a steeled heart and listen to words of the bold, who hath no conscience but to impart the secrets from the darkest art. Alas, one storm-ridden night, came the sound should nay be heard, upon which caused much a fright to those who now say nary a word, and now they sleep in nightmares absurd. It was the winter of nineteen oh three, when the clouds blocked the sun's skyward run. Perched deep in the jungle of the city, accross from the house of the rising sun, beneath the roof of a saddened one. Among his years, he sat quietly still in his attic room aloft the family home. He was content beside his window sill with his skin evermore clinging to bone as his life surely wasted til gone. But among these streets of yore, came up a building of much debate, a house of legend and lore, a home to strangers I can't relate and brewed souls filled with hate. Who among these patrons of hell, drunken s

Male Or Female...
You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again.They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go any where, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time,

Day Ta Day Shit!!
Everybodys been askin me all mornin whts wrong wit me, I seem different. Well there r alot of different things goin on right now that r hitin babck ta back & dont get me wrong i can take anything that cums my way cuz I AM A VERY STRONG BLACK MAN it just that a person can hold alot a things on his shoulders before tha legs start ta give way, & i got very strong legs cuz i wrok out :), but really im wht they call a stuff i 'll stuff & store shit with out talkin or letin anything out, thats just me how i grew up ( men dont show nothin, its a sign of weekness), i feel i can get on here & let alot of shit go or just vent whts on my mind cuz im not talkin ta sumone face ta face.I view alot of things n a different now when before it waz fuc it i dont care but 2day i do care i care about alot of thing & people my homie Silver & Black Man tells me thats positive change he said io have cum along way from...I call it tha old me, & i feel that cuz we cum from tha same back ground i dont know if an

Attn Fellow 420
Welcome one and all to 2007, you can tell this by the prohibitionary acts on our friend mary jane. Tired of this I came across a clever proposal. Simply put it is 420 @ 420. The power is ours to make them come to a quicker solution, that solution being lighten the hell up it is a lot safer and better than weed. In addition to making us feel good :P there are more and more discoveries made regarding beneficial health issues. It is time to excercise our freedom and "we the people" and take control in some small measure again. 420 @ 420 is an easy enough thing to contribute to and silently make your stand. In one hand you can hold more seeds than a city has manpower, this 4/20 @ 4:20 420'ers unite. Throw out your seeds everywhere, the river bandks, the lakes, the roadsides, repopulate the great cannbis cannopies and force the government to rethink their totalitary control on this subject. When will we learn after we tried this already with alcohol. Legalization means decriminalization, th

Vacation Shit
I'm leaving on Sunday for a few weeks, so you won't be seeing my lovely status messages for a while. In otherwords, get your donkey love somewhere else my pretties! So, spread the love, spread your asscheeks and for godsakes, don't forget to spread the Nutella!!

Well, Let's Begin
wow, it's my first english blog. and I hope to be friends with everybody on CT. i am a chinese. i'd like to go abroad to study. maybe in this autumn. and it will be my first time to go abroad and stay there. i don't know what will happen, but I think all will be fine. come on, be friends, have nice days.

Disgrace
Through Anguish I find serenity with anger I find fault and misery throughout mankinds defiance and self gratification I find ignorance unjust yet we stand aside oblivious blinded bye what we see blackened and despaired our hearts to grieve such a loss is horrendous yet to forget losses much more ignorance and demonic I say unto thee Thirty Two dead is sad Hundreds who die in the call of duty to me that truly is a price burden upon my own soul for when do we have such a day where we remain in stealth for the dead memorial day I think not.. no silence there no honor of those who truly died or are wounded not all of us fly OUR NATIONS flag among that day

Life Sucks!!!!!
have you ever got off work and just said F*** That place? Have you ever had a spouse "mouth" off to you and You just SLAMMED the door in their face and said F*** you? Well then welcome to my day!! I am really not loving life right now.... Kimy

4-21-07 Astrology
You know what you want and how you want it. This is one of your best attributes. Adaptation and improvisation, however, are equally profound. That way, you'll be able to face the future with courage and a hopeful heart.

3 Kids Found Dead In Fetus Theft Case
BELLEVILLE, Ill. - A baby sitter charged with murder clubbed a pregnant woman in the head repeatedly with a table leg, then cut her fetus from the womb in a bathtub where she later drowned the victim’s three young children, an investigator testified Wednesday. The grisly details in the September slayings of Jimella Tunstall and her family were revealed at a hearing where a coroner’s jury, after a few minutes of deliberations, concluded the deaths were homicides. Tiffany Hall, 24, has been charged with first-degree murder and faces a possible death sentence in the death of Tunstall and with intentional homicide of an unborn child — Tunstall’s 7-month-old fetus. She has pleaded not guilty and remains jailed on $5 million bond. She has not been charged in the drownings of the children, ages 7, 2 and 1, although authorities have said she confessed and led them to the bodies. Prosecutor Robert Haida has said those deaths eventually will be presented to a grand jury for possible cha

Sucky Week
so this week has been long for me. how about for anyone else? my grandpa had surgery and is in the hospital. i had a fight with my sister. alot of crazy drama at work. then to top it off i broke my finger at work and was in the ER till 430am. yay it should all up hill from here.. or i hope anyway! ok ok well one good thing did happen. the bank accepted our offer on the house. so ill finally be living in my first house as an adult. which is pretty exciting. love ya all misty

Truth And Lies
I know when I am being lied to. I know when I am being told a half-truth. I have no respect and thus no trust for those that speak (or write) untruths. Why do people choose to embelish themselves when the truth will always show itself in the end? Tell me who you are, not who you wish you could be.

Find Someone Like You
Waisting time is what I'm told Waisting it thinking about you The one that got away The one that I want I'm not one to give up easily I usally fight for what I want All I want if sor you to be happy If this is what makes you happy then so be it Just know I'm here for you I'm here by your side I thought I was in love Later on I found out I really was But I never told you I was to afraid of what you would say or do You tell me there are others out there like you What you don't remember is there is only one you No one is the same I wont find someone like you That jokes with me like you do That is there for me like you were That is by my side like you were There is no one like you in this world They always say you are one in a million Well then how can you tell me I will find someone like you I don't want someone like you I want you

Tragus Piercing
Ok so for my big ole 30th birthday my friend Dawn and I decided to be big girls and try to make ourselves look younger...or should I say feel younger? So we went to the local tattoo shop (Body Modifications) and we got pierced. I thought that the tragus piercing (that little thing right before your ear canal that is hard and sticks out!!) was kinda cool so that is what I told her I wanted to get done. Now Dawn gets the industrial piercing...where there is a bar from one part of your ear to the other part. We sit down there at the shop for about 45 minutes and damnit I am fucken nervous as hell!! I have tats and those dont hurt worth shit, but I hate to have anything pierced!! I have had the tongue, the nose and the lip done, but have always taken them out...I hate or should I say I get annoyed with jewelry...those all made me feel a little nauseous so I knew that this time I would too. After he calls both of us back to sit down I just wanted to get up and leave, I changed my fucken mi

We Have A Winner!
Okay, folks, I now have a new winner for the weirdest question ever asked of me. On Friday night, I performed in my play. As is my habit, I journeyed to the bar afterwards with some of the cast. While we were there, we ran into some people who had seen the show. A man I had never met before began the following conversation: Him: Hey, man great show! You were fantastic. I really enjoyed your performance. Me: Thanks, I’m glad you liked it. Him: Are you circumcised? Me: …………………………………. I still don’t know what the hell he meant by that. I wasn’t wearing tights or snug slacks, after all. Some folks who witnessed this did know the man, and they told me he is weird. Yeah, I figured that out on my own. Others think h was hitting on me. So there you have it: After forty years on Earth, someone finally hit on me.

I'm Sorry
Hey yall I know I havent been here now for over a week. :-( I want to apologize to yall for not stopping by and saying hi to ya. I havent been feeling well now for the last month. My health issues that I have are acting up on me badly and I just havent had the strength or energy to do much of anything. I hope this will get better soon so that I can come back and play with yall again. I MISS YALL !!! I wanted to let yall know whats going on so you wouldnt think that I just up and fell off the face of the earth. I am still around but not doing too well right now. It almost seems like my body is trying to force itself out of remmission from my diseases. I'm hanging in there but I am so damned tired and in pain all the time lately :-( Yall have a great day and a super week. I LOVE YALL !!! Cindy

Naked Dj
tonight i dj from 6-8 pm est and fer every listener ill remove a piece of clothing,,lol at jousters and the shugar shack jousters http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018 Shugar shack http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6866 its 80's night and we are playing name that tune and artist so come join us for a great time oh and im sure we could use some strippers,,lol DJ Randy

Hometown Celebrity
I'm walking down the street today, and I'm passing by all those plastic yellow newspaper stands when I find one that intrigued me. So I took one out, and i realize i recognize the cover shot. I assisted with it at this studio i intern at. Sure enough I open up the front cover and behold my name! Ah it was exciting. Nothing that extraordinary, but it was for me. :) Hopefully there will be more issues to come with my name in it.

Is This The Week To Piss Me Off
My week has started out like shit. My nephew has this girl who he met over the internet I think she was nice girl. Well the girl came down no prob I think it a wonderful gesture. Anyway she went back home and three days later telling my nephew she was preganet and she lost the baby. First i have 3 kids of my own and I have been in the medical feild for 16 years. So, I think I know what I am talking about.I asked him to come and i told him there is no way that the baby was his.well, he told her and now he thinks i tring to control his life.Frankliy, I dont give a rats ass what he does with his life, but i am not going let some bitch hurt my nephew.Now, he is pist at me for telling him this. he said i broke them up, as said earlier i dont really care what they do. He has really pushed my last buttons over this. I have been there for him ever since his dad died, and he has done nothing but give me and my girl shit. So, I am done with him.

I Cant Fucking Sleep
ii hate this shit i wish earls was till open 24/7 it sucks i dont have place to go anymore i remember when we all used to hang ther jonnie ryan and everyone else fun times... before swenie moved to ireland that prick why did he get to leave before me .... fuck this music time later people

I Know I Messed Up
It's so hard to deal with everything The fact that you could be leaving I don't know how to react You were everything I had ever wanted You were everything I had dreamed of I didn't know I could feel this way Like I'm floating on the clouds When I'm with you nothing matters at all I've never been so happy in my life I've never felt so sure abotu something I know I'm sure about this I miss you I miss us I want it back I messed up with the fear The fear of you leaving With the sleepless nights The sleepless nights I know I messed up Knowing I let something so great slip away I wish you could forgive me Open your heart Let me back in I am willing to wait I'm willing to stay here for you I know I Messed Up messed up with the fear I have

Game 7 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
SCORING SUMMARY 1st Period 16:32 JOEL LUNDQVIST, Wrist Shot - Assists: JEFF HALPERN and STU BARNES 2nd Period 15:12 PPG - HENRIK SEDIN, Wrist Shot - Assists: DANIEL SEDIN 3rd Period 07:00 PPG - TREVOR LINDEN, Tip-In - Assists: MATTIAS OHLUND and HENRIK SEDIN 18:57 TAYLOR PYATT, Wrist Shot - Assists: BRENDAN MORRISON 19:13 BRYAN SMOLINSKI, Wrist Shot - Assists: TREVOR LINDEN and JAN BULIS PENALTY SUMMARY 1st Period 00:26 MORRISON, B. : Tripping - 2 min 12:10 ROBIDAS, S. : Holding - 2 min 18:02 BURROWS, A. : Tripping - 2 min 2nd Period 03:18 SEDIN, H. : Hooking - 2 min 05:56 OTT, S. : Interference - 2 min 07:09 BARNES, S. : Hooking - 2 min 14:35 KLEMM, J. : Cross checking - 2 min 15:22 HANSEN, J. : Roughing - 2 min 15:42 MORROW, B. : Slashing - 2 min 18:44 OTT, S. : Too many men/ice - bench - 2 min 3rd Period 03:23 LUNDQVIST, J. : Hi-sticking - 2 min 06:16 HALPERN, J. : Hooking - 2 min 10:20 COWAN, J. : Tr

Close Your Eyes And Go Back In Time...
Before the Internet... Before semi-automatics, joy-riders and crack.... Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... Way back........ I'm talking about Hide and Seek in the park. The corner shop. Hopscotch. Butterscotch. Skipping. Handstands. Football with an old can. Fingerbob. Beano, Dandy, Buster, Twinkle and Dennis the Menace. Roly Poly. Hula Hoops, jumping the stream, building dams. The smell of the sun and fresh cut grass. Bazooka Joe bubble gum. An ice cream cone on a warm summer night from the van that plays a tune. Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or maybe Neapolitan or perhaps screwball. Wait...... Watching Saturday morning cartoons, short commercials or the flicks. Children's Film Foundation, The Double Deckers, Red Hand Gang, Tomorrow People, Tiswas or Swapshop?, and 'Why Don't You'? - or staying up for Doctor Who. When around the corner seemed far away and going into town seemed like going somewhere. Earwigs, wasps, stinging nettles an

Shattered Pieces
Shattered Pieces Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I loo

Real Estate Agent
I had recently divorced and decided it was time to move from the apartment I had been sharing with a friend to a new house. I asked many of my new acquaintances, and I was given the name of Jean, who was highly recommended. I called Jean. Immediately, I was struck with her professionalism and her pleasant, soothing voice. I made an appointment for the next day. I dressed casually, jeans and an untucked button down. When I arrived, the house was nothing that I had in mind, but I decided to stay since I was already there. I was completely surprised when Jean arrived. She was 5’6”, very slender with highlighted hair and captivating hazel eyes. She wore a very nice, professional dress that showed her small, but sexy breasts and fabulous figure and ass, with just a hint of the lacy bra showing underneath. I was blown away and could tell that she was happy with my looks as well. After gathering as much control as possible, I politely told her that I was looking for something more upsca

Kidney Disease
Kidney Information Wallet Card FAQ about Kidney Failure Kidney Disease The Kidney Disease Dictionary Diabetes and Kidney Disease High Blood Pressure and Kidney Disease Polycystic Kidney Disease Nephrotic Syndrome Kidney Stones Blood in Your Urine Links to Websites Related to Kidney Disease Healthy Lifestyles A Quick Look at Your Kidneys Herbal Supplements Take Care of That Sore Throat Painkillers and Your Kidneys Recipes for Kidney Patients Facts about Kidney Disease More than twenty million Americans have kidney problems. These problems include urinary tract infections (UTIs), kidney stones, kidney cancer, polycystic kidney disease (PKD), nephrotic syndrome and genetic disorders. If any of these conditions are left untreated for too long, they can lead to chronic kidney disease (CKD). This is when permanent damage keeps the kidneys from working as well as they should. When CKD is allowed to progress beyond the

Just A Little Bit Deaf.....for 92
A 92 year-old man went to the doctor to get a physical. A few days later the doctor saw the man walking down the street with a gorgeous young lady on his arm. At his follow up visit the doctor talked to the man and said, "You're really doing great, aren't you?" The man replied, "Just doing what you said Doctor, 'Get a hot mamma and be cheerful'." The Doctor said, "I didn't say that. I said you got a heart murmur. Be careful."

Changing For Others
It seems like all my life I have spent so much timne trying to change for other people. First it was Mom, then the ex, bosses, friends. Why do people not only ask, but expect you to change for them? Can't they be happy with who you are? And why do we change ourselves to be what we think others want us to be. I was going to give examples, but there are far too many, and when I was typing them, I was only reminded how stupid it was to change who I was. Since I got smart and realized I had to get away from my ex, I have struggled a lot with figuring who I am. I'm not who I was 20 years ago in college, but I am not what I was 10 years ago struggling to adapt to a controlling, abusive spouse's wishes. I'm somewhere in the middle, a hybrid of who I was meant to be, and what I became. Both sides pulling at me,with me trying to find a happy medium. It's like being a baby, learning to walk, and talk, only no one is there to help you learn. So why do we do it? Why do we change for

Tell Everyone About Yourself
Tell Everyone About Yourself Time started:: 12:40 Basic About you: Name:: Heather Gender:: F Height:: 5'6' Eye color:: Brown Hair Color:: Brown Age:: 32 Birthday:: 02/12/1976 Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty Piercings:: Clit, ears Tattoos:: none Zodiac Sign:: Aquarius Ring Size:: 6 Grade:: 1st More about you: Are you named after anyone?: Nope Do you live in the moment?: Most of the time. Do you consider yourself tolerant to others?: Yes Do you have any secrets?: Yes! But they are secrets. Do you hate yourself?: HELL NO!!! Do you like your handwriting?: I do,nobody else does! Do you have any bad habits?: caffeine.....swearing.....you want more??? If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I would fuck me so hard! Any regrets?: Oh yeah....that's life! Do you think life has been good so far?: Could be better! Are you confident?: Yes How long does it take you to shower?: 45 Minutes, thank god for shower massage! What color is your room?: Wh

To All My Sweet Friends On My Page
my internet is down..but f you all wish you can ad me to your yahoo messger if you like to talk ..its,paularthur38@yahoo.com i hope to talk whit you soon. or see you back online when i get the cable guysover to fix it ....

Stash Update !!
I hope you are having a great week, the weekend is almost here !! I have added some jokes and pictures to my stash today and some interesting facts about life in the 15oo's and how we got some of our sayings today lol (that one is in the dunno section). Amongst the pictures i have stashed are some amazing decorated cakes they look way to lovely to eat !! Stop by and check them and my other stuff out and show some lurve please *gets down on knees and begs* lol Thanks lots and lots, have an awesome day ! Love Lin xxxx

Mood And Sences
Moods And Sences I was happy but now I am sad I was glad but now I am mad I was fearless but now I am frightened I was bored but now I am enlightened From my sences that needs fixed To my moodes witch are mixed From my eyes that do not see To my heart that of no glee From my ears that do not hear To my soul which knows no fear From my mouth that does not taste To my mind of much waste From my fingers with no feeling To my spirit witch needs healing From my nose that does not smell To my thoughts that of hell I am confused that is true I still know that I love you So I'll sign off with a final thought I've found what so long I've sought, LOVE Brad A Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher

True Meaning Of Love!
"Can I see my baby?" the happy new mother asked. When the bundle was nestled in her arms and she moved the fold of cloth to look upon his tiny face, she gasped. The doctor turned quickly and looked out the tall hospital window. The baby had been born without ears. Time proved that the baby's hearing was perfect. It was only his appearance that was marred. When he rushed home from school one day and flung himself into his mother's arms, she sighed, knowing that his life was to be a succession of heartbreaks. He blurted out the tragedy. "A boy, a big boy...called me a freak." He grew up, handsome for his misfortune. A favorite with his fellow students, he might have been class president, but for that. He developed a gift, a talent for literature and music. "You might mingle with other young people," his mother reproved him, but felt tenderness in her heart. The boy's father had a session with the family physician. Could nothing be done? "I believe I could graft on a pair of outer ears,

One Of The Loneliest Days Of My Life
So today is a hard day for me. Today would have been my grandmas birthday. She would have been 72. She passed away on Aug 21, 1993. It has never gotten any easier. I remember everything like it was yesterday. I was close to my grandma, she was like my mom. Most of my family hated her or hates her but I'm the one person that she helped and you could even say saved. I've always wondered what she would say to me today what she would think of the things and choices I've made. I care more about how she would feel then my own mother. I miss her everyday and everyday I look at her picture when I wake up. I don't think anything will ever fill the piece of innocence that i lost when she died. I grew up the day we hurried to pack w/ me sobbing to go up north. I still haven't to this day cried as much and as true as I did when I watched them lower her into the ground from across the cemetery. There's so much most people will never know or see about me. This....today is one of them.

Look Ahead
Looking ahead, the hills seem steep and the road rises up to the sky But if we don't climb the hills we will always wonder if we let life pass us by. Along the pathway we crossed the bridge of sadness But through the teardrops we found the river of laughter. Then there was the twisted road of misunderstanding And just beyond the rocks we stumbled on we found the highway to agreements. Along the way, we walked through the dark forest of misfortune only to find the valley of sunshine and smiles. And lest we should forget that there was the meadow, full of sweet memories and shared dreams. But looking ahead now I see That the storms never last and the sun always shines when you are climbing the hills with me.

Piggie Bank!!!
Just to let everyone know where I have been!!! My daughter swallowed a penny and got it stuck in her asafagus( excuse the spelling) She had to have endoscopy to remove it! We spent almost 24 hours in the hospital...2 of them to be exact! She is perfectly fine!!! Very scary! And heartbreaking ...But everything is ok now!!! You'd never know anything had happened! but just so no one thinks I forgot them..I was just busy in my real life!!!

~soulmates ~ For My Tomaran :)
SOUL MATES My True One Where have you been for so long? Was I not ready for you until now? I always knew of your existence...in my dreams. The vast spaces of my soul have never been so explored as they are with you. I am speechless....yet I want to scream out your name. Things I thought I knew are redefined now.....as I look into your eyes. My heart is full and my faith is renewed. Yet I am scared. To have traveled so far with my heart in my hand... and to have fallen many a time is what I see in the rear view of my life. The journey was worth the end result...it is YOU. I have so many questions...yet, I see the answers in your touch. There has been love before. Real love I have known...I am so sure, because there are scars. It is such a small word ( LOVE ) it always meant the final goal of my happiness. To have love was everything. NOW.....with you....knowing there are others who claim to love one another.... they have no

Me, Myself, And Another Girl
lol. got your attention didn't i? well, since it was the title, guess i better say something about it. yeah, i could do it. i would just have to have a guy in the middle. can't help it, sex without a cock in the mix, just wouldn't be me. two tongues on it would make the guy happy too i bet. although, i try my damnest with just mine lol. although, for the right guy, i would do anything. i may be too kinky for some or not kinky enough for others, but i am who i am. i love to have fun. tie me up and spank me, bite me and pull my hair, if you got what it takes, i'll do whatever you ask. that is for the very special though. someday i may settle down and be a family, who knows, those that know me know what all that would mean for me, but for the right person, anything is possible.

Heaven's A Lie (lacuna Coil)
Oh no, here it is again I need to know when I will fall in decay Something wrong with every plan of my life I didn't really notice that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free Oh no, here it is again I need to know why did I choose to betray you Something wrong with all the plans of my life I didn't realize that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free

Aries (parental Advisory: Offensive, Read At Own Risk)
Time for a little rant on my favorite signs to criticize: Aries Aries are generally stupid people, I don't give a shit if I'm offending anyone, suck it up and move on. I had to move in to the cheapest apartment I could find for this semester (225/mon, good deal, yes?) and well, I had little choice but to go with that with such a killer price. My two roommates are aquarius and aries, the former being a quiet witty intellectual type guy, and mr. aries a brash, self-centered, wild type. Over the months, I just got annoyed by the little nuances of their personalities, more the Aries than the other cause he just doesn't pay attention to his surroundings. Aries live in the present, not the past or the future so don't expect too much planning ahead, basically to act now and think later. I cannot wait to move out in august as I leased out a studio for the whole senior year to finally get some work done at an efficient pace. Cause I don't get much work done sitting on the couch

Locks Of Love
I have thought of letting my hair grow long again so I could donate it to Locks of Love or one of those places. Then I remember my hair has a habit of getting split ends. I wouldn't want to donate my hair if it does that. Although, I bet they trim up the hair to make it look nice before they use it. I do know hair less than 6" or hair in bad condition is often sold to beauty industry companies to be used in testing instead of testing on animals. I doubt I will end up doing it anytime soon though. I get impatient and cut it myself or have it done. Like just this morning I cut my bangs. What's odd is after two or three tries I got them to look passable, seeing how I usually butcher them. It also helps no one pays attention to me. http://www.locksoflove.org/ http://www.donateyourhair.com/

Think Before You Speak..everyone Should Read This
I just read this in a Bulletin & besides reposting it, I had to stash it and blog it for everyone to READ. ---------------------------------------------- There were 4 children at church one day. 3 children were teasing this little girl. The little girl was crying and the pastor asked her what was wrong. She proceeded to tell him the children were teasing her. Well the pastor took the three children in a room and asked them what was going on. The children said they were teasing the little girl but they apologized to her but she just kept on crying. The pastor gave them each a paper plate. He put a bit of toothpaste on the plate and then told them to put the paste back in the tube. He left the room and came back a few minutes later. The children tried and tried but could not put the paste back in the tube. The pastor told them that is how when you say mean things to a person once you say it does not matter how much you apologize you can never take back what you say. The moral o

The Joys Of Insurance
Bill's barn burned down, and his wife Polly called the insurance company. Polly told the insurance company, "We had that barn insured for fifty thousand, and I want my money." The agent replied, "Hold on just a minute, Polly. Insurance doesn't work quite like that. We will ascertain the value of what was insured and provide you with a new barn of comparable worth." There was a long pause before Polly replied, "Then I'd like to cancel the policy on my husband." The following are real statements found on insurance claim forms. Drivers attempted to summarize the details of an accident succinctly. * Coming home, I drove into wrong house and collided with a tree I don't have. * I thought my window was down, but found it was up when I put my head through it. * The other car collided with mine without giving warning of its intentions. * The guy was all over the road. I had to swerve a number of times before I hit him.

"reality Check"
Lest my wall becomes glass And my heart becomes yours So you can shatter it I see what cannot be My reality check My wall is stronger And my heart is my own You cannot touch it See what cannot be Your reality check

What Research Is Being Done?
The National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke (NINDS) is one of the federal government’s leading supporters of biomedical research on brain and nervous system disorders. The NINDS conducts research in its laboratories at the National Institutes of Health in Bethesda, Maryland , and also awards grants to support research at universities and other facilities. As part of the Children’s Health Act of 2000, the NINDS and three sister institutes have formed the NIH Autism Coordinating Committee to expand, intensify, and coordinate NIH’s autism research. Eight dedicated research centers across the country have been established as “Centers of Excellence in Autism Research” to bring together researchers and the resources they need. The Centers are conducting basic and clinical research, including investigations into causes, diagnosis, early detection, prevention, and treatment, such as the studies highlighted below: * investigators are using animal models to study

Sexual Fantasy
She leans up against the wall and watches him walk towards her. He doesnt say anything. He just looks into her eyes. She is a little nervous because this is their first time and she barely knows him. Yet she trusts him and she has been waiting for him for so long. He is now standing inches away. She can feel his warm breath against her face. He doesnt touch her yet. He just stares at her with his smoldering eyes. Finally she cant take his eyes on her any longer and she turns her head to the side and closes her eyes in embarrassment. She feels his fingertips lightly move across her collarbone. When he gets to her neck he whispers, "I have wanted to bite you right here for so long." She shivers at the words and a small moan comes out. He grabs her chin and forces her to look at him. His fingers trail up to her lips. Her tongue involuntarily peeks out and catches his eyes. He leans down and his lips lightly touch hers. His kiss is soft and sweet. Not too fast. Perfect. He lifts his mouth

Why Are People Hurtfull
I was just disowned by my friends because of the guy I am dating .. Well it is because of the color of his skin.. Last time I checked we all bleed the same color RED...... Why do people have to be so hurtfull, Last time I knew you could not help who you fell in love with.....

Pain(fave Kittie Song)
Kittie - Pain Lyrics I feel your pain Almost lost it all You are all the same The wounded bleed to death Tarnish my name You deserve nothing at all... You knew that life was a game... You deserve nothing at all... You must endure your own PAIN! Life in the dark without a light Hollow empty Let’s get it right You deserve nothing at all... You knew that life was a game... You deserve nothing at all... Red dress serpent... Just stop it.. Just stop it... Red dress serpent and you’ll stay here! You deserve nothing at all... You knew that life was a game... You deserve nothing at all... YOU MUST ENDURE YOUR OWN PAIN!

Hey Ya All !!!
JUST WANTED TO LET Y'ALL KNOW IN CASE U WONDERING I BEEN M.I.A. AWHILE,HAVE HAD THINGS GOING ON AND HOPE YA UNDERSTAND. MISS YA ALL SO MUCH !!! I HOPE TO BE BACK SOON !!!! JUST KNOW I'M THINKING OF YA. XOXOXOXOOXOXOX

Fright Flight....gotta Love Those Marines!
Flight Fright... On a transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful and things go from bad-to-worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane and wails "I'm too young to die!" Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment, there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare. riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then, a Marine Staff/Sergeant returning from his third tour in Iraq, stands up in the rear of the plane. He is handsome, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle .. unbuttoning his shirt. One button at a time........ No one moves................. He removes his shirt....

"so Called Friends"
I am not here for a NUMBER of friends.. i am here for real friends.. so .. if you don't post or shout out to me or contact me in some form you are NOT a friend your just a #, and i don't need numbers.. so.. either leave, or i will remove you, its as easy as that. You can state that i am a bitch if you wish too, but.. eh, i already know that, and don't care what you really think of me anyways, I have friends and don't need Fake Myspace or CherryTap Friends, now if you are really here to keep in contact, then its all good, and a lot of you are, others just rate fan for a point or 2, and those.. i really could care less about.. oh and for those that keep sayin when do i get to see ya "Privates" well, lets see..... "NEVFUCKENER" does that clear it up some? thank you.. and have a great day ;-) hugs and kisses to my real Cherry Friends Wendy

Faceless
josephine is coming home... loving longing moments took her there. fresh sunlight beats down on her face, top down, wind swirling, she can feel that moment of purpose. she's squealing the tires, punch it just a little harder, it's such a smooth ride. the scenery around her is so serene, the dust billowing up around the car, the clouds pointing in arrows to guide her. her head is filled with memory where she's going, where she's been. josie, won't you tell me that story again? i'll live vicariously... through your heart, through your eyes, the golden blaze of sunrise in his arms, and you can sip your coffee and i can sit on the edge of this chair, pretend i'm there with you, pretend he's never gone. josie's shoulders are heaving, the sobs come like torture, wracking her body with such great intake, such gravel, such grime. josie, just tell me the story once more. let it hurt, let it burn, let it smear on your face like mascara. i'll hold you here and sw

A Few Good Angels
MONDAY MORNING COMES,AND I WAKE WITH THE SUN LISTENING TO THE BIRDS SONG,AND I SEE NO RAIN, I DRAW MY BREATH,AND THINK THAT LIFE IS WONEROUS,I THANK THE ONE WHO GAVE THESE THINGS TO ME,...ALTHOUGH IT MAYBE EARLY,AND I KNOW NOT WHAT THE DAY HOLDS,I HAVE MY FRIENDS,AND THEY ARE MY FEW GOOD ANGELS.

My Survey Answers
You Are 100% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have? Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and

This Poem Has Been In My Family Since I Was A Child...
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all ar

Come On My Babies... I'm Waiting For You All!!
***this is a repost from my bulletin just in case you don't see it!*** Stop by my CT Home... check out My new Fetish Videos and Pics on My CT Stash.... For all you fetishist come and enjoy it!!.... Don't forget to rate, your Mistress will love you for it!! I have tons of new pictures waiting to be uploaded but I need your help (once again) to move to My next CT level... I'm only a mere one thousand and some change away from My next level so come on My Cherry Lovers, subs and slaves and help your Mistress to move me up!!! You are going to love what's coming!!!! *Spanks & more Spanks* Mistress M

Soul Mates
One day you'll find someone you truly do love, who is your soul mate sent from above. To have your soul mate will mean a lot. You better thank the lord for what you've got! And when you find her, you better hold on tight. Don't ever let her slip past you sight. This woman you find, just keep in mind - She's more than just one of a kind! It's good to know you have someone near, in case you have to let out a tear. To the person who reads this, I'm not only a poet, But a guy who says... "Goodbye."

What Religion Are You?
You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian. Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.Christianity100%Paganism67%Buddhism67%Islam50%Judaism50%Hinduism42%Satanism42%atheism25%agnosticism

First Blog
hey im new to this thing and wanna see what its all about. Im single and am down to meet new people. so if you like what you see, dont be shy and send me a message. Im usually the shy one. Hope to hear from you.

2nd Account
If u r a friend of mine on this account, and would like to be added to my 2nd account just send a friend request to the link below, and dont forget to rate and fan my me;) thanx †Vämþî®ø†™@ CherryTAP

Rawr Rules
Some members have put their input in and this is what we have come up with: 1. You must notify me before you sign up for a contest to make sure no other family or friendly family is in the same contest. 2. Post a bulletin ATTN RAWR Family once your contest starts. 3. Shout me when you post a bulletin so that I can repost it for you. 4. The first 7 people to post their link to the contest in this blog each week will get the most bombing help. Sorry, but it's too hard to stretch any thinner. 5. The link to your contest needs to be posted on your page throughout the duration of your contest. I appreciate everyone's cooperation. It will make it a lot easier for us to help you out in contests.

The Origin Of Cell Phones
Good morning y’all. Y’know, I took a ride to Jerome, Arizona a while back and did a little bit of people watching. Now, for those of you that don’t know, Jerome is up in the mountains a few miles south of Flagstaff at the 5,000-foot level. To get there you take route 89A, 158 curves in, about, 12 miles. Awesome! It’s one of those artsy-fartsy “ghost-hamlets” where anyone that can put two beads together can open up a jewelry shop. It is a fun place to visit though, an old mining town with, mostly, original buildings. Anyway, I watched all the tourists, bikers and the locals. What really surprised is about half of them had cell phones up and running… even while touring the old town area… on the back of motorcycles through the curves! Driving their SUV’s through the switchbacks! A lot of them had those little electronic doohickeys stuffed in their ears, looks like something out of Star Wars. What the hell… I have tried many times to figure out this obsession of being on the ph

She...
She was the blizzard that lies between the sacred eternal sleep, and the deafening silence of the heartless city streets. Even the brightest, most colorful, neon reflection, on the perma-rain soaked streets fades next to the hypnotic fire of her eyes. She was walking temptation, at the gates to a thousand years of blissful torment, troubled sleeps of imperfection, in the face of ultimate obsession. She was a glimpse in the corner of my eye, that grew to become everything. No one could feed her todays, so how could I ever hope to satisfy her thirst for tomorrow? I touched the razorblade within my mind, and watched my soul turn to blood stained red. Hard and fast images, of nightly news bulletins, and adult movies, with sub-stratospheric stars, that twinkled only in their secret despairs, foot on the gas, no hands on the wheel, eyes closed, as the cliff edge hurtles towards them, at warp speed infinity. Permanent decline of a never ending empire. Sometimes, between

The Vacatin For 2 Contest Is Closed
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For A Platinum Cherry To You Or Anyone You Want.paid During Happy Hour.
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How Do These People Survive?
How do these people survive? ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her

Life Could Be Worse
If you think life is bad... How would you like to be an egg? You only get laid once. You only get eaten once. It takes 4 minutes to get hard. Only 2 minutes to get soft. You share your box with 11 other guys. But worst of all the only chick that ever sat on your face was your mother. So cheer up... Your life ain't that bad.

Men Q & A
Q. How are husbands like lawn mowers? A. They're hard to get started, they emit noxious odors, and half the time they don't work. Q. How can you tell when a man is well hung? A. When you can just barely slip your finger in between his neck and the noose. Q. How do men define a "50/50" relationship? A. We cook-they eat; we clean-they dirty; we iron-they wrinkle. Q. How do men exercise on the beach? A. By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a bikini. Q. How do you get a man to stop biting his nails? A. Make him wear shoes. Q. How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail? A. Rename the mail folder "Instruction Manuals." Q. How does a man show he's planning for the future? A. He buys two cases of beer instead of one. Q. How is Colonel Sanders like the typical male? A. All he's concerned with is legs, breasts and thighs. Q. What do most men consider a gourmet restaurant? A. Any place without a drive-up window. Q. What do you call a hand

When I Say...
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow! Share this with somebody who already has this understanding, as reinforcement. But more importantly, share this

Is There Any Lower Than F-?
grade me and send me your answer F-= damn wat da hell happend 2 u? F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = ... will u go out with me seriously A++= will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND KISS ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!! Reply to me the grade you think I deserve. Re-post this as "Grade Me"

We Are Joining The Bombfest.
OK guy's,hitman wants to see if we can be the family he is hoping for.We have joined a private contest being held by Joker's Wild for bombing families only.ONLY family member's with verified salute's are eligible to bomb,so if you do not have one...get one.All member's with verified salute's must go to Joker's wild,rate/fan/friend request,only his friends can bomb and he will not add you without a verified salute.This pit's family against family,no friends can help a family as the contest is private.Opens May 13,so if you do not have a verified salute,get one.C-mon guy's let's git-r-done.

Whoever You Are...
I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE EVEN IF IT'S WRONG EVEN IF I CAN'T EVEN IF I SHOULDN'T DON'T TELL ME NOT TO FOR I NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM YOU DON'T STOP ME FROM THINKING ABOUT YOU DON'T STOP ME FROM CARING FOR YOU FOR I WOULD LOVE YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE

Stonesour!!!!
Jagermeister Sponsored only the fuckin' greatest StoneSour concert Eva!! 5-2-07 Omaha Sokol Auditorium....STONE FUCKIN' SOUR Totally ROCKED MY SOX!!! WOOOO!! It wuz totally awesome...I got hurt in the pit..but hey, i had a BLAST!! Props tu the Other bands also...They ROCKED the place out.....Shadows fall, Lacuna Coil, and curbstone!! Yeah, i came home with four cd's, a stoneSour Shirt, a jagermeister lighter, two jager shot glasses, and a poster! Yeah, i so got hit in the head with the lighter!...But it wuz gurr-ate!! STONESOUR all THE WAY!!!!

I'm Amused.
For being a virtual bar, I've seen more "pretty" people here than in any bar I've ever been in. Whether or not this says that real life is disappointing is up for discussion. Oh, well, at least there is eye candy. No touching, though. I'm taken, and nobody is worth losing what I have now.

So This Week Has Ended On A Quiet (not!) Note. :)
This is the blog that is going to be the best one so far. My niece gave birth to her first child yesterday and now I am a great-aunt for the third time in four years. I know, it's cool. :) My niece has been married for a little over two years now so this was a true blessing for them. Then of course we had inventory at work, and it started on Thursday (I left early with the rest of my co-workers) then pretty much by this morning we knew we were going back home. This time they didn't make us come back tomorrow, so I salvaged my three day weekend and won't have to go back to work until Tuesday. :) Definitely going to have a great weekend now. And on the other front from the last blog still nothing so keep your fingers crossed friends and family. Maybe we'll know definitely next week whether or not I am going to have a baby. But then again who knows I might have to wait another month again before I know for sure. Holler more later. :)

What's In Common ?
WHAT'S IN COMMON? What's in common between you and your significant other? What do you and your Dom/submissive share in common that lies outside the D/s relationship? Do these interests you share shape and form your relationship? All to often, it seems, people getting started in this lifestyle rely completely on D/s traits to pick their partner. I, for one, believe that being compatible goes beyond just the D/s aspects of life. For those looking for a long lasting relationship, it would be prudent to take into consideration the many issues life throws our way. The D/s relationship in itself can be most wonderful, yet it can also be very trying. When you add in the issues surrounding day-to-day life, it becomes even more complex. Much like young people falling in lust as opposed to falling in love (puppy love as it is often called) the intoxicating affects of a D/s relationship can often cloud or hide the deeper issues involved in any strong relationship. Morals, ethics, hobbi

Friday
The icecream social was actually pretty nice. I hadn't had roasted marshmellows in a long time. Matt Watts isn't that bad of a guy, other than being crazily mormon, and he thinks about the same about me, other than not being mormon. lol. Roasted marshmellows are fun. And I like icecream too. It was kind far south for me, but whatever. I hadn't talked to the person since I got out of highschool. So it was worth seeing him and talking to him a bit. The picture is kinda blurry. But ohwell, it protects his identity or whatever..My hair looks mostly purple, with some blue. It depends on the light. I think I am gong to put more purple in it in a couple days. It needs some time to recover though.

The Spinxs Riddle
what creature walks on four legs during the morning on two legs during the middle of the day and on three legs in the evening leave a comment and see if u can guess it and i will leave the answer at a later time

Rainfall
Rain falls across the depths Of my existence Washing away All that was happy and warm Leaving me filled With sorrow Gloom Loneliness Trapping me in the muddy reality That has filled my life since you left Holding me down In this boggy pit of despair The glimmer of hope that once burned through Me brightly Now only the smallest Simmering ember Locked away deep inside In a place I cannot find Cold and shivering I lay In the center of my concrete life Till I hold you In my arms once more And once again feel hope burn eternal ~Amy~

Dance Clips - Language @ Beginning
"Dances from the Water Closet"Turn your volume up for the beginning Don't distribute I don't have the $$s to pay for the music royalties or performance rights. These are just for friends. ♥

Several Poems I Wrote About Wrestling
DEADMAN WALKING By: Sharon Gay Watson Smoke rose up, footsteps fell; He walked in through the Gates of Hell. Darkness surrounded the man in black; His dark hair flowing around his back. His eyes rolled up inside his head; All around was a sense of dread. The lip curled up into a mean growl, And his whole face was a deep dark scowl. The fans were all screaming, chanting his name; They were waiting so long till he came. The room erupted with electricity, And everyone stood up on their feet. "Our Deadman's back" is all you hear, And the wrestler in the ring freezes in fear. The noise is deafening as Taker walks down Slowly, menacingly, further on the ramp. He does all his moves as he takes the poor man Totally apart, as he knows he can. The arms rise up, they move down to his knees, And into the Darkness you hear "Rest In Peace"!! Long live the Undertaker!! ************************************************* Taker By: Sharon Gay Watson M

Bound
They both knew that in this naked and vulnerable state he was completely at her mercy. His wrists were bound together and attached to a hook in the ceiling. His ankles held apart with a spreader bar. Neither of them said a word as she stood before him, drinking in the sight of him. He was at least half a head taller than her. His dark hair was clipped close to his scalp causing his rich brown eyes to be his most prominent feature. Her gaze drifted downward to parts of him she'd never seen before. Closing the small gap between them she trailed her fingernail down his chest to his bellybutton. She took great delight in the contrast of their bodies. He had been blessed with coffee n' cream colored skin and she was pure cream. She was of average height and he was tall. She was distinctly overweight, which only served to enhance her curves and he carried only enough extra to give his body a soft feel and smooth look. But it was their skin that interested her the most, simply because of t

Glasses
finally after 43 years had to get glasses .got the friday ,would like to hear yalls opinion ,look ok ,look good ,need different style ,have a few days to try frames ,can exchange for others ,need yalls input ,i think all they do is make me look older .maybe diffent frames hell i dont know .

Deprivation April 28,06
beyond the age of deprivation.. scandal time and recreation ..mad emotion said devotion... loving all becoming notions ..within sadness within joy... make the commoner the better toy ... please... enjoy.. all that is ..the lives we live ..with every jizz... and titilate with every kiss.............have fun boys and girls the time is now

Things That Are Difficult To Say When Drunk
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! =) 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell ? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, Officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance as I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now as I have to work in the morning.

Ode To L
The haunted house behind your eyes, firelight and smoke disguise The Siren's call that is your face distracts me from your darker place. The things you do and things you use. The things you've stole and things you lose. Are all these just the foul of youth? Or some sign of future truth? Familiar scenes you bring to mind. Phantom ways that strike me blind. For the snare lies steps ahead, yet more mistakes won't raise my dead. Your tomorrows can't heal my past. For the dawn of day will surely last and every night it only bleeds from every corpse of hope it feeds. So whose addiction is for worse? Be it chemicals or wretched curse? Be it my shorn psychology? Or the life lies you choose to see?

Internet Addiction
the internet addiction causes massive outdoor loss and causes us not too see the sun an have no fun with friends im getting at the point where this is getting extremely boring too be on and almost every one on here is fake or tell lies about there selves i just come on here too upload my music too my site an shit im just thinking of stopping getting on this internet and getting my old party life back i miss that

Morph Contest Score Updates!
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is..... with 5924 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 2520 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 366 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 317 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 33 comments! 6th Morph is..... with 5 comments! 7th Morph is...... with 4 comments! 8th Morph is...... with 4 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria

And The Winner Is Everyyone Who Rated At Last 1 Stash Item...gets A Trophy ..drop A Comment Be Seen
EVERYONE THAT RATED AT LEAST 1 STASH ITEM THIS HAPPY HOUR.... TY.I WAS LOOKING ....EVERYONE THAT RATED DROP ONE COMMENT HERE TO BE SEEN ....AND I WILL IMMEDIATLY SEND YOU A TROPHY...SENT FROM ME NOT ANONYMOUSLY....TY.....REMEMBER IF U ARE WITHIN 2000 POINTS OF LEVELING FOR WHATEVER ITS WORTH I WILL POST A BULLY AND A BLOG FOR YOU..AAND ON YOUR BIRTHDAYS SAME DEAL......NO COET YOUR TROPHYS...SEND ME A QUICKHOUT... ANOTHER THING DONT THINK I DONT RATE BACK...I DONT APPRECIATE IT.....LOOK HOW MANY OF U THERE ARE...NOT TO MENTION THE PEOPLE WHO RATE MY STASH BUT DONT READ MY BLAST...PLUS I SPEND HAPPY HOUR NETWORKING ...AND GETTING SPONSORS TOGETHER FOR THE NEXT DAY...SO IF ANYONE ...WANTS TO SPONSOR A CONTEST TOMOROW SEND ME A CMAIL TITLE..SPONSOR CONTES...AND WHAT GIFT U OFFER....1000 DOLLAR SHOPPING SPREE MINIMUM.....BIG PIMPIN SPONSOR WILL HAVE THE CONTEST DIRECTETD TO THIER PAGE FOR CMMENT CONTEST..........DIOMAND EARINGS GETS U A T COMMENT SPONSOR SHIP.....DIOMAND RINGS..TEN COMMEN

Have You Ever Had One Of Those Days--oh Yes, Its Called Monday!
Thinking that I was running completely late to go and take Roo too work, I rush to get dressed and call him at the same time, telling him I'm sorry I'm late. There was silence on the other end of the phone, then he says "It's only 3:30." OOPS...here I had looked at my clock wrong. I apologize a dozen times he said not to worry about it. He'd be on the couch when I got there. I get there at 4...still feeling like a complete idiot lol. And sure enough he's on the couch. If we could've both called off work and went back to bed I swear we would've done it. Then I show up for work--on time cuz I was scheduled in at 9 :) and I hear "Where were you, we tried calling you at 7:30 to see if you were coming in." I just stopped....I looed at the boss and at the co-worker who'd said it (he's a pain in the neck anyway lol) and said "You've got more bullshit than a Christmas turkey cuz everyone knew Friday--I'd made sure of it--that we switched hour!" He and I work well together beca

Hospital, Ect
Well, here it goes. I went to UNC Chapel Hill for my appointment this past Thursday. Over the last month my lung function went fro, 63% down to 56%. So, I need antibiotics. They would normally give me pills and such at this point and not have to put me on IV, but because of my stomach issues more pills is out of the question right now. Therefore, they are admitting me to the hospital on Wednesday the 9th to start a PICC line IV. I'll be on IV for about 3 weeks, but they wont have to keep me in the hospital that long. Only a couple of days. If I'm lucky, they can have me home by the weekened, and I can finish up on home IV. But while they do ahve me in the actual hospital they will be working on figureing out my stomach situation as well. Keep your fingers crossed that they figure something out. Going on my 7th month being sick, and I'm getting pretty fed up with it. The next few weeks are going to be rough. Sorry this entry is so short, but there's not much else that can be said at

Forbidden Lust
Sometimes, in your life, someone, somewhere, will light a fire inside you; an immoral itch, a forbidden lust if you will. It is difficult when this happens, you want them so bad you can taste them; you can smell their passion in your nostrils. Your dreams at night become heatedly disturbed, and pleasantly moved, by their presence there, and you awake in the morning with the flavor of them still on your tongue, the feel of them at your fingertips, a feeling so real that you turn to look for them only to see that they are not there, but the passion of the dream still moistens you, uncomfortable but pleasing just the same. This may be someone you know, or have just met, or haven’t met quite yet. But even if they offered, overtly or subtly, to make you illusionary dream a bit of reality, circumstances would force you to turn them down; no matter how difficult that decision would be. For the friendship of the imaginary lover, and/or the friendship of others, may be more important than f

My Hero's
I have several hero's that I am very proud of. First is our Military. They are what keep our country free. I am very patriotic and I always will be. Thank you to our military troops here at home waiting to be deployed and a very big thanks to our troops that are in Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran and every place else. I love you all. Then there's the military wives and their families. These are the ones who put up with alot when our men and women come home. They hear all about what our troops have seen. We military wives have to stick together and help each other get through the really bad times.I love you too and I pray for your husbands, brother's, sister's, daughter's son's, uncle's and aunt's and all the relatives who have troops fighting overseas. Next comes our firefighter's. They have the most dangerous job back here at home. They work hard at training and they even try to teach kids not to play with matches or anything else that would start a fire and to only call 911 in an emergen

My Seduction Ways
Your Seduction Style: Prized Object The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Veterans And Family Members Healthcare Resources Page
Obtain a large notebook to keep buy your phone and to take with you to your doctor's appointments to keep notes of what you need to discuss with your doctor, names, phone numbers, etc. This will help you keep track of important information you will need from time-to-time. 1. If you served in the theatre of operations, you need to register in the Gulf War Registry Program through your local VA. Persian Gulf Registry http://www1.va.gov/vhapublications/ViewPublication.asp?pub_ID=1003 This program is now referred to as Gulf War Registry Program (to include Operation Iraqi Freedom as of March 7, 2005: http://www1.va.gov/vhapublications/ViewPublication.asp?pub_ID=1232 2. Gather previous medical records t

Best Pet Contest!
Best Pet contest! I need pet pics for my contest! Contest will start 5/14 thur 5/20. 1St Pet is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing! Comments + rates = total 2 Prizes for each winner! Send me a pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Wal-mart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart .... Nice children you've got there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stops screaming long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't! The oldest one, he's 9, and the younger one, she's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Do you really think they look alike?" "No", replies the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice!"

Words Of The Goddess
Listen to the words of the Great Mother, who of old was called... Artemis, Astarte, Demeter, Melusine, Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Diana, Arianrod, Bridgid, Isis, Hecate ...and many other names. I am the beauty of the green Earth and the white Moon, and the mysteries of the waters. Let my worship be in the heart that rejoices, or all acts of pleasure are my rituals. Let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, mirth and reverence within you. And you who seek to know me, know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless you know the mystery: If that which you seek, you find not within yourself, you will never find it without. For behold... ...I have been with you from the beginning, and I am which is attained at the end of desire.

Playlist For The Week Of 5/1/07 - 5/8/07.
Bathory - Destroyer Of Worlds Benediction - The Dreams You Dread Black Label Soicety - Stronger Than Death Blood Feast - Kill For Pleasure Cannibal Corpse - Worm Infested EP Celtic Frost - Into The Pandemonium Control Denied - The Fragile Art Of Existance Deathwitch - Violence Blasphemy Sodomy Deicide - Amon: Feasting The Beast Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Gorefest - Mindloss Gorefest - Fear EP Grave - As Rapture Comes Kiss - Dressed To Kill Nocturnus - Thresholds Nuclear Death - Bride Of Insect Nuclear Death - Carrion For Worm Overkill - Horrorscope Pestilence - Spheres Slayer - Show No Mercy Suicidal Tendencies - Lights...Camera...Revolution Suicidal Tendencies - Still Cyco After All These Years Tearabyte - Embrace Oblivion V/A - The Death Metal Compilation Voivod - War And Pain W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus Thanks to Adam for the comp CD I got doing a trade with him. He's a cool metalhead, a de

Tattoo Contest Updates
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/9 thur 5/14 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 7th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Why
Why does god have me stuck in this place I miss home so much and I can actually say I am depressed today. I feel so alone. I am stuck in Arkansas. I am waiting for the money I am spose to get were I can try to get a used vehicle were I can go home.... If I have a home to go to becouse of all the tornadoes..... the longer I stay here the worse I feel !

Poem
Untitled You broke my heart when you went away You made me believe that you loved me Wanted to be with me,cared for me even I was such a fool You played with my heart,my emotions,my love Did it make you happy to see me hurting and crying over your stupid ass? Why did i even think it would last The love we had gone,down the drain Now I'm in such pain God I feel really lame But,now I'm better and you're outta my life I'm hoping you're happy with your new fabulous life But since you screwed me over so bad You'll never realize I'm the best you ever had There's nothing I miss Not the way you held me,not even the way you kissed I just want you to remember,what goes around,comes around. And then comes the pain I gurantee you'll never be the same So I only have one more thing to say,and it is this: I hope one day,you'll be missing this bitch

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer No.5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer No.4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer No.3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer No.2: A truck driver was driving along on

Why God Made Moms
Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you Your mother & not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my guess would be pretty b

.stupid.bitch.
stupid. bitch. yes. thats what im going to refer to her as from now on. why? cuz i can. and cuz she is. she knocks on my door. before i have a chance to answer it... she walks in...and just looks at me n then shuts the door to talk to the messican guys who i cant understand cuz this is america n i dun hafta speak messican if i dun wanna. then she comes in n asks me what happened...so i tell her the toilet over-flowed n sewage went all over the place n i had to vacate the premises for 4 days. she shrugs at me. this just pisses me off. so i point out the exposed nails my youngest thinks its cool to step on...(good thing she's got a peeds appt on friday for a tetanus shot eh?) she tells me my kid doesnt step on them. i correct her. she says wheres the mark then? i say the health dept would have a FIELD DAY an absolute FIELD DAY... she says yes they would with the way you keep this apt. i tell her 'you can leave now' she stands there looking at me. asks me a

Just A Thought...
So as I sit here on my way home I have time to reflect and digest my thoughts and feelings. So I'm caught between reality and unreal the tangable and unknown. No suprise that one who has been through so much disects things to an unrealistic extent I guess. So why is it that life throws the curve balls that knocks us on our ass and makes us look at ourselves. Love the one thing that feels so good is the hardest thing to express and surrender to. Is it the trust and the faith you put in another when you give them a key to your soul? Or is it the unknown that you can't see that impairs your ability to release the past and take that leap of faith? Either way its truly an emotion that all long for but few fully experience due to their own limitations. Sadly I am guilty....

Today Sucked!
So today I spent the entire day and I'm talking from about 8am till 730p at the hospital waiting! I hate sitting in waiting rooms, just sitting there not knowing whats going on. My mom had to have surgery on herleg today to remove a blockage that was causing no blood to flow from the top of her leg to her foot. The surgery took way longer then it was suposed to and with the health that she's currently in of coruse it freaked me out. I think what irritates me the most is that I was totally off the wall sitting there stressing out and I called so many people that I know and either no one was home or no one could talk. I left msgs and no one cld me back...hmmmm oh well I guess thats life. Everyone has things to do! But everything turned out great! I'm just ranting....

New Photos - The Magazine Series
So yesterday I got an idea in my head for a new series of images. How creative can I get with magazine covers featuring yours truly? So I've taken up the challenge. There is now a new Magazine Covers photo folder. I will be continuously adding new covers as I get them, all original and all me. Enjoy!

Changing
Dear CTappers, I know it's been a while since I last blogged but it's about time. These past two weeks have been a time of change for me and I don't mean in a positive way. I have reached a level of depression that I am not accustomed to. It is new so I don't know how to handle it; usually, I know what steps to take to feel better. I have been skipping showers, I have lessened how much I eat (once a day), and I've been getting addicted to Vicodin which is so scary. The "love triangle" I've become a part of has fucked me up internally. My ovary situation has gotten worse so that is also catching up to me. It isn't getting any better. I feel that I am reaching a breaking point/about to snap and when I do, I will not realize what is going on. I fear running away but not knowing WHERE I'm headed to. I'm doing things OPPOSITE of what I'd do, normally. The Vicodin releases me from the world and zones me out so I don't feel the pain of the "love triangle" I'm in and the health problems I hav

Hmm
i bet the name really screwed with your head.. thats quite all right.. tis the only screwing around you shall get from me, she doesnt want your money she only wants your time she doesnt want to steal your friends she only wants to come along she isnt out to change you she only wants a chance surprise her with a kiss she will give you a smile surprise her with your heart she will love you all the while happy friday y'all !

Successful At Success
You will definitely succeed at something today. What exactly will it be? Whatever you most sincerely believe and expect, you will succeed in creating. Whatever you focus your thoughts and energy upon cannot help but become real for you. There is no doubt that you will succeed today at making a difference in the world. The question is, what difference will you choose to make? Perhaps the choices you have made in the past have not brought you any degree of satisfaction of fulfillment. But that doesn't mean you must settle for a life that's dismal and unfulfilling. Because you are free and able right now to set new priorities, to make different, more positive choices. Instead of being successful at failure, you can choose to be successful at success. Every moment of every day, you succeed at creating the reality in which you live. Choose now to use that power in a positive, meaningful, fulfilling way. -- Ralph Marston

I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...

Baltimore V. Green Bay (tehran, Iran)
The NFL makes a lot of wise decisions. It is considering making another good one by eliminating one of its meaningless preseason games for each team. Exhibition games are a waste of everyone's time because the only meaningful thing that comes out of them is a devastating injury or two. Three would be plenty. Even better, the NFL plans on replacing the preseason week with an extra regular season game for each team. Who doesn't need more football that counts? Further, the league is exploring the idea of having every team play this seventeenth game on foreign soil. Yep, everyone gets a contest they need a passport to play in. If cash registers are ringing in your ears it is that familiar sound of the National Finance Lordship raking in more money. Frankly, I don't care where the games are played as long as they are available in high-def. (Truth be told, I don't have HDTV but I figure by the time they get around to instituting this plan--2009 or 2010--it will be installed).My guess is t

They Say How U Treat Somebody They Will Remember
JUST REMEMBER HOW YOU TREAT SOMEBODY IT WILL COME COME BACK TO YOU SOMEDAY,REMEMBER WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND,THANK GOODNESS I NEVER TREAT ANYBODY BADLY OR ANYTHING I ALWAYS BEEN NICE AND HONEST TO EVERYBODY I COME IN CONTACT WITH,ANYWAY ALWAYS BE HONEST AND TREAT THE PRESON FOR WHO THEY ARE NOT WHAT THEY HAVE.

Election Day
Its election day in Iceland today, for the last month and a half the politicians have been making all kins of promises to voters in the media that we all know they no intention of keeping. For the first time in 16 years it looks like we might actually be getting a new government, for the last 16 years we have had a right wing government but that might change today to a left wing/middle of the road kind of government. I wish i felt more enthusiastic about the whole thing, i probably wouldnt vote for any of the parties involved this time around exept for the fact that a friend of mine is running for office, still, i kind of wish she wasnt involved in this election, she is a nice person and nice people get chewed up and spit out by "professional" politicians, nice people should do nice things with their time, they shouldnt hang around with vultures.

I Believe…
I believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitude or it cont

Who Did It And Didn't Do It!?!?!?
LOL Ok whose overlooking that part of my CT Name?? If you haven't signed it on my page then get your hot cherry @sses on there and let me see you make a mark on there for me!! *wink* Also just a reminder and TY For those who have had the nerve to call in on my snapvine and leave me something extra special!! Funtastic putting the voice to the pics around here *lol* If you go a step further and make me a salute that I will put on my page and show it off....I'll turn that around and make a salute for you (something I'm just now starting) Now if you really wanna rock my world you'll do at least 2 of these things...so simple and fun ways to get to know me a little off the two word usuals of YOUR HOT!! Let me see what you got and how unique you can get...that's right I'm calling you out for a little more than a hello!! *lol* QUESTION IS CAN YOU STEP UP AND DELIVER!?!?! HAHA Gotta love my fiesty moments!! MWAH My delicious cherries *B* luvs ya! XOXO now hop to it!!! I'

Maddie Poster
THIS LITTLE GIRL WAS SNATCHED BY A 'SUSPECTED' PEODOPHILE RING WHILST ON HOLIDAY IN PORTUGAL SHE HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE 3RD MAY THE 12TH MAY WAS HER 4TH BIRTHDAY PLEASE REPOST AND PRAY FOR HER SAFE RETURN CLICK ON THIS DIRECT LINK TO THE WEBSITE SET UP BY HER PARENTS THIS PIC IS IN MY DEFAULT IF ANYONE WANTS TO USE AS THIER PRIMARY PIC PLEASE RIP

42 Stfu
When I was young I was told I could F up a steel ball Now I see I can take the most perfect moments Twist it and bend it til it shatters like butterfly wings As natural to me as taking a breath Taking my foot and inserting in mouth Why can't I just enjoy the silence Why do i encourage self induced violence You weren't the first beautiful disaster i made You won't be the last one my mind creates Apologies are meant from the depths of my soul Stare at the sun then crawl back in my hole Wish it would change things back but i know that it won't You are still in my head all giggles and smiles and ...............

Public Pervert
PUBLIC PERVERT If time is a vessel, then learning to love Might be my way back to sea The flying, the medal, the turning above These are just ways to be seen We all get paid Yeah some get faith before they die Then through stars we will navigate Through the holes in your eyes How many days will it take to land How many ways to reach abandon So swoon baby starry nights May our bodies remain You move with me, I'll treat you right, baby May our bodies remain There is love to be made So just stay here for this while Perhaps heartstrings resuscitate The fading sounds of your life How many days will it take to land How many ways to reach abandon So swoon baby starry nights May our bodies remain As deep we move I'll feed you light, baby May our bodies remain Oh yeah in history I'll treat you right, baby I'm honest that way, hey Swoon baby starry nights May our bodies remain lyrics: INTERPOL

What Kind Of Empath Are You?
You scored as Universal. You are a Universal Empath, you possess all the qualities of the other seven empath groups. You are what is known as an "Implicate" or Imp, a product of evolutionary design and genetic mutation. You are a psychic hybrid. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/)Universal90%Fallen Angel90%Judge80%Healer75%Traveler75%Shaman65%Artist60%Precog50%What Kind of Empath Are You?created with QuizFarm.com gigles i like this one better!

Virtual Machines
Ever heard someone say, "I run it on a Virtual Machine," and wonder what they're talking about? Here is a crash course in virtual machines, and proper situations to apply them in: First, let us dissect the word itself: virtual machine. Virtual, meaning not real or simulated and machine, in this case, meaning computer. Thus, a virtual machine can be assumed to be a simulated computer! Eureka! You now know what a virtual machine is! Wait, wait; before you go and get started with your new found knowledge and rush to try to use one, let us go over a few details on why they should or should not be used. Many professionals in the information technology (IT) industry will use a virtual machine for simple tasks. However, this should not be why you use a virtual machine. A virtual machine will often times slow your system down, strain the system, and cause your server/computer to work overtime trying to run both systems at once. Wait, so a virtual machine is bad? Not exactly. A virtual m

Old Poems ... Often Introspective ... Some Time Intutive ... Always Me
Freedoms Death Stagnation holds me in it’s grasp Icy hands around my throat are clasp Dragging me down into the mire Burning my hopes upon the pyre Destined to walk the world at hand To never find home within this land To see things with eyes that are too clear To know the loss of freedom through fear Minds that recoil from the challenge to live For security away their freedoms they give And thus the demon in power does grow Till all too late do the masses then know Trapped in constriction and lost in this style See them goose step and hear them scream hiel Glare at those who voice their opposition The land is now sick beyond need of physician Terror has won and a way of life killed Done in by deceit and those in politics skilled Who turn a phrase and twist the meaning of word Till none are sure of what it is they have heard The price is too great and the losses be grieved It is the fault of our own that we were deceived For ours is to question the actions of

When Does The Smile Come Back
When does the happiness come back from the broken heart.They say it takes time but who knows when the smile comes back.Just know that one day it will an that there is always someone better to fill the void.

Just Some Great Quotes And Truths
Only the woman who has utterly surrendered-and can utterly surrender-losing herself in a Man's touch-can be truly a woman, and being what she is, then free. It is said that every woman, whether she knows it or not, longs to be a slave_the utter slave of a Man-if only for an hour.-from the Nomads of Gor, book four of the Chronicles of Counter-Earth, by John Norman

Ask Me Out
ASK ME OUT Body: post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken

Well Ill Be Back
Hello everyone. I miss everyone very very much. It sucks not being able to get on and talk with everyone. I still check my email on yahoo and hotmail. both start with losttexan2006. If anyone would like to send me an email. I hope to be back full time soon. Peace and lots of Cherry love.

Angel's Exchange
"Ah, my brother angel Sleep, I beg a boon of thee," said grimacing Death. "It cannot be," answered Sleep, "that I grant a gift of slumber to you, for Death must be forever vigilant in his cause." "That is just it," said Death."I grow melancholy with my lot. Everywhere I go, I am cursed by those I strive most to serve. The forgetfulness of your gift brings momentary respite and would help a wearied spirit heal." "I can scarce believe you are greeted with less enthusiasm than I!" exclaimed the angel Sleep, Appalled and incredulous. "Despite the transience of the gift I bring to mortals, they seem ever happy to have had it for a time. Your own Gift is an everlasting tresure, and should be sought more quickly than mine." "Aye, some seek me out, but never in joyous mind," said Death, his voice low and self-pitying. "You are praised at morning's light, when people have had done with you. Perhaps it is the very impermanence of your offering which fills them with admiration; the

I Want..
I want... I want Your lips… soft and tender, lithe and playful, rough and insistent …moving against mine, parting them as your tongue slips in to tangle with mine. I want… Your fingers… strong and sure …manipulating my flesh, moving over me from top to bottom, stopping occasionally to circle my nipples, to tease my breasts, to trace the hot, wet line of my pussy before pressing them into me. I want… Your tongue… moist and velvety …trailing across my skin until you reach my parted thighs and bury your head there, smoothly sliding your tongue between my soft, slippery lips… tasting me. I want… Your cock… hot, hard, demanding …rubbing me, teasing me, piercing me as you move within my body… taking me, claiming me, owning me. I want… You. All of you.

Can I Love You?
Can I Love You? I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, I told you my hopes and dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I have the feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do?

For The Man I Love He Knows Who He Is
Let me lie in your arms tonight So you can love me for the rest of our lives Let you brighten the way with your eyes And keep this love we share alive. Let me feel the tenderness of you heart With the hope that we will never be apart Baby, it was magical from the start Cuz we are this painting of art. This is for you All my emotion inside Love that will never die This is for you Can't put it in words You are my world This is for you. Let me see how much you care The love with me you want to share Splitting with you I cannot bare Taking that road I will not dare. Let me know what I mean to you Cuz I believe that our love is true Hope that you feel the same way to And loving you is all I want to do. Just give me your heart And I'll hold it tight All of your love I'll make it all right.

Please Keep This Going
please go to karen's page and rip this photo let's keep this going don't rate this blog i'm not doing this for points just keep this photo going send it to everyone on your friends list karen428 ~Angel Family~@ CherryTAP

Inside Out
Down into a big black hole I fell Twilight's hell revealed Swarming down my own mistakes God help me I'll do what ever it takes Sacrifice my own spilt blood For eternal glory with my love Pray for forgiveness with remorse Fall to my knees with bleeding tears Rain, rain cover my face Today it was disgraced Violated by most part Killing my beatless heart Swerving on a curvless road Trying to find my own way home Throwing up blood and gore Blackened and ugly is how I feel Torn in and out once more 6 feet under is where I should be Far away from my broken skin You wretched bitch Burn with me Gain my scars along your wrist Does it feel like eternal bliss Lonely I travel Day by day Endless street, lead me to deceit From my noose I hang in shame After all of the childish games

Sex
What is your Sexual Obituary? At the height of pleasure, brian died while in the sack with their lover, The women's olympic hammer throw team.brian will be terribly missed by Posh spice. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Lovin' You
Put your arms around me baby Can't you see that I need you so Hold me close against your skin I'm about to begin lovin' you Youâ€™re the man I always wanted to know From the touch of your skin that I've always wanted to feel To the kiss that I long for more For your arms that crush my soul. Youâ€™re the one to see into my darkness And youâ€™re the only one to make it light again Canâ€™t you see I need you so Please come back to me again So I can love you skin to skin So put your arms around me baby Can't you see that I need you so Hold me close against your skin I'm about to begin lovin' you

Kill Me By The Moonlight
Kill me by the moonlight As I walk along by the midnight moonlight for I see all at night As no others may feel safe as I do feel the pain of the fears For I fear not of the night as they may do For I fell there pains of joy of sorrow of hate and love For a tear drop will end there pains as I help them face there fears By the killing of the fears as the face them head on by the moonlight night Date wrote 15-05-07 By Aj Rich

Apple Thoughts
Why do apples taste better when they are cut up. I also find the same thing when you put chocolate on strawberries. Cherries taste good by themselves Oranges taste better not so cut up. Seedless oranges would be good. ~Timmy~

Things Ive Learned
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be! with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die... SO NOW I WILL SAY: I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend. Remember: "A good friend will come, bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up! " I¡¦ve learned that Enemies stab you in front.. Bitches stab you at the back And JERKS stab you in the heart But a true friend is sitting there with a knife to stab those assholes right back Proud to be your Friend! I've lear

.today.was.the.seventh.layer.of.hell.
i am dead seriously. my back is throbbing my head is all scrambled my neck wont crack my hip is crackling i think i did too much today. gee big surprise there right? got up...got dressed... fed Monkey. changed Monkey. went to Moms. went to triple a to switch to their auto insurance went to the bank to alter the money market acct & activate/change the pin of the visa n apply for their line of credit went to bedmart to get mattresses wound up getting 2 sets - one for me - one for moms picked up the kids went out to eat went to target got Monkey a new car-seat that doesnt suck some more lamps a hand painted oriental end table some gardening tools a sports bra to go with my runners came home. tossed out the old box spring n mattress tossed out the old filing cabinet tossed out the old bookcase vaccumed mah bedroom threw out 3 bags of trash made the kids clean out and baby wipe down the seats missed American Idol put the kids in the shower intermittant

April 2000
And if I can not speak about my love- If I do not talk about your hair, your lips, your eyes, Still your face that I keep within my heart, The sound of your voice that I keep within my mind, The days of May that rise in my dreams, Give shape and color to my words, my sentences, Whatever theme I touch, whatever thought I utter.