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Spice Girls-say You'll Be There
Say you'll be there I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear Last time that we had this conversation I decided we should be friends Yeah but now we're going round in circles tell me will this deja vu never end? Oh Now you tell me that you've fallen in love well I never ever thought that would be This time you gotta take it easy throwing far too much emotions at me But any fool can see they're falling, I gotta make you understand I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear (I give you everything) And all that I want from you is a promise you will be there Say you will be there (Say you will be there) Won't you sing it with me If you, put two and two together you will see what our friendship is for (Oh) If you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door There is no need to say you love me, It would be better left unsaid I'm (I'm) giving you everything (I give you everything) all that joy can b

Hey Again
Hey hows it going well my 2nd blog how exciting well for the past couple of weeks have being stressful and depressing and the people who i told about it know why but tonight has being really stressful and depressing i am really pissed off right now sometimes i don't know if i'm gonna get a break from all of this stress cause people keep bring the stress and depression to me and it's probably why I'm having breathing problems cause i can only handle so much but i can't handle no more and i wish that people would stop bringing me stress cause i can't handle no more and everyone i talk to sometimes tells me different things that i don't know what to believe so it's just all so confusing and sometimes i have people lie to me and everyone knows how much we all hate liars but i'm just so sick of people lying to me i can't stand it cause it hurts really bad when people lie and it isn't true at all and when people lie to me make me very pissed off cause i know it's not true oh and i just wanna

Contests Coming
We're looking to develop several contests. First, we want to have someone design a t-shirt idea using two different sayings. 1.) "We give roadkill a whole new meaning" and 2.) "Beer, Babes and Barbecue!" Second, we'd like to have you tell us your ultimate tailgating experience or idea! In order to do that, come on by the site, and go to the "Grill Notes" and enter your idea in the forum and we'll choose from the best, and then let the members pick their favorite! In order to do any of our contests, you need to register at the site, and there you will find the prizes we are offering for your efforts! Have fun! muahz The Texas Flames

~a Lil Something For The Keeper Of My Soul~
~~~~ A Little Something for that Keeper of my Soul ~~~~ Maybe I've been dreamin' to long Livin' my life through songs and fairytales I guess lovin' a fantasy man Really wasn't in Gods plans Does it really matter anyway if I'm sorry again And why should I apologize This was my life My in's and outs All my fears and doubts It's the life, I can not change, only try to learn from But its my fantasy man I can't live without And this whole world seems Cold and empty Someone please turn on the lights Lord if there's an angel you could send me I could use one here now Now where am I supposed to go My only heart was in the soul of this fantasy man I know that I can't stay here And drown in a pool of tears Should I pack my pride And face this life alone Maybe its me who's cold and empty And in my darkness I can't see the light Please god if theres an angel You could send me Cause there's one mission from my life that needs your help My heart, my soul will fo

A Moment Of Silence....
id like to take this time to bow my head for a moment of silence..................................................................................................................................................................................................... the reason for this is because we lost someone very dear to us this mothers day. a wonderful women who i consider to be like a mother to me. she was laid to rest and sent to watch above us yesterday and she will be missed dearly from everyone im sure of that. how hard it is for her son to be with out his mother i know must be waying on him now. i can only hope that he doesnt let this drag him into the ground in depression as im sure it would anyone losing ones mother. there are tons of memories that each and every one of us have of her and that is what will keep us moving forward in this world till we all are reunited one day in heaven. till then we put forth each foot to continue our daily lives. our tears will continue on i

My Mistake
She told me she loved me and I turned away. The words wouldn't come, I had nothing to say. Her beauty was real as I stared Into her deep brown eyes. She had picked me and I couldn't understand why. Was it giving her a smile ,an arm on her shoulder? Her heart cried out for what I couldn't tell her. She wanted something that I couldn't give. A past mistake I didn't want to relive. Her eyes welled up, her tears bagan to flow. Her deepest,darkest feelings had begun to show. She offered me forever along with her heart. She swore on her life we would never be apart. If I would have lied then her heart I could save. Then maybe I wouldn't be here kneeling at her grave.

I Saw You...
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had

World-class Health Care Brought Closer To More Veterans
World-Class Health Care Brought Closer to More Veterans WASHINGTON – To provide world-class health care closer to where more veterans live, the Secretary of Veterans Affairs today announced plans to open 25 new community-based clinics in 17 states and American Somoa. “VA has established itself as one of the top health care organizations in the country,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “By putting health care facilities in more communities, we’re enhancing veterans’ access to VA’s world-class health care.” With 156 hospitals and more than 700 community-based clinics, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) operates the largest integrated health care system in the country. VA’s health care budget of nearly $30 billion this year will provide health care to about 5.4 million people during nearly 600,000 hospitalizations and 55 million outpatient visits. “Community-based medicine e

Ok Where The Hell Is Everyone We Can't Relaxe Yet
ok i realize yes we are in first place but in order to stay there we still have a long way to go so please keep bombing and lets make sure we keep first place. we have had alot of help in here and we would like to show them we can do this with there help we can stay in first please keep up the good work this contest is over tomorrow night at 8pm so we only have one more day to go pleaswe don't give in yet....

Your Eyes
Confusion rules my state of mind. Desire rules the state of my body. Twisted emotions rule the state of my heart. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN FEELINGS LIKE THIS TEAR YOU APART INSIDE? ------------------------------------------------- Your eyes bore into mine. I try to control a yearning that grows. I look away. Yet your eyes always draw me back. Eyes that you drown in. I'm lost. In the depths. A liquid pool that draws you in and sucks the air from you. Eyes that make you weak, even when they just glance. It's amazing how looking into your eyes just once fills my body with such desire. A desire that threatens to consume me. Someone please help me before I am lost forever. Dawn F 1992

Funny Song
Funny song!!!!!!!!! Last night I stayed up late and masturbated, it felt so good, I knew it would. Last night I stayed up late to masturbate, It felt so nice, I did it twice. You should have seen me on the short strokes, It felt so grand, I used my hand, And you should have seen me on the long strokes, It felt so neat, I used my feet. Shake it, break it, beat it on the floor, Smash it, bash it, thrust it through the door, Some people seem to think that fornication's grand, But for all ~around enjoyment, I perfer to use my hand!

Let The Pain Remain
Love comes, love goes. 'Till a sudden feeling never let me be. Somehow, i know, that a part of you still linger since you've been gone. Like a sturdy tree that seen a thousand season. I've to shed my leaves in winter. To grow them back in spring, to welcome life again, to welcome you. So goes my life. Still believe in dreams of having you around. Too bad memories. Feed the mind and not the heart, where I want you to be. So I asked myself what you have left behind for me. To go on each day to live as if, I had you once. What else is there that's been. But all the pain that I feel. So let the pain remain forever in my heart. For every throb they bring is one more moment spent with you. I let the pain, brings all the rains. If that's the only way, if there's no other way. If that's the only way to be with you again.

Lakota Creation Myth
A long time ago, a really long time when the world was still freshly made, Unktehi the water monster fought the people and caused a great flood. Perhaps the Great Spirit, Wakan Tanka, was angry with us for some reason. Maybe he let Unktehi win out because he wanted to make a better kind of human being. Well, the waters got higher and higher. Finally everything was flooded except the hill next to the place where the sacred red pipestone quarry lies today. The people climbed up there to save themselves, but it was no use. The water swept over that hill. Waves tumbled the rocks and pinnacles, smashing them down on the people. Everyone was killed, and all the blood jelled, making one big pool. The blood turned to pipestone and created the pipestone quarry, the grave of those ancient ones. That's why the pipe, made of that red rock, is so sacred to us. Its red bowl is the flesh and blood of our ancestors, its stem is the backbone of those people long dead, the smoke rising from it is

A Child's Science Exam Answers...
Q: Name the four seasons. > A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. > > Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. > A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large > pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. > > Q: How is dew formed? > A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. > > Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? > A: Keep it in the cow. > > Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? > A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends > to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and > nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. > > Q: What are steroids? > A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. > > Q: What happens to your body as you age? > A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. > > Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty? > A: He says good-bye t

Just Because You Can Decorate Your Profile...
does not give you the right to throw colors better suited for Tammy Faye Bakker's makeup, every shitty piece of flashing background, and enough CSS coding to choke a computer from NASA. Some of you really need to learn some fucking taste in web coding. Content over appearance. Having every coding trick in the world won't make you any more attractive here.

How To Make A Woman Happy
________________________________________ How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. cap able 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. n

Check The Size Of This Snake!
My grandmother sent this to me and I'm not quite sure where she got it from...probably another one of her lil email friends HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET UP WITH THIS IN THE WATER. WOW! ! !............... This picture is from Western Australia. Take a careful look at this picture; see the size of the snake and the cow being pulled out of the water.

Found Myself Thinking Of This ! Sigh
We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing you will soon explode... your orgasm is cumming and I taste your juices beg

5-19-07 Astrology
Believe it or not, saying no can be a loving gesture. There's a fine line between giving to others and giving parts of yourself away. Be alert to when you need to take a moment or two for self-care.

New From T1nyvision
Have you met the man of your dreams,but too shy to go further???? Do you wish you could be a little more daring??? Want to be a total tart and give that guy the night of his life...... WELL NOW YOU CAN WITH THE ALL NEW SLUT BODY LOTION JUST ONE WASH AND YOU'LL BE A WHORE FOR HOURS! JUST WASH AND BLOW.... (not to be taken internally....at first)

Hahaha!!:-)
A guy walks into a bar with his pet alligator, puts the gator up on the bar, and faces the patrons. "If I open this alligator’s mouth and place my genitals inside, leave ’em there for five minutes, then remove my unit unscathed, will each of you buy me a drink?" The crowd murmurs its approval, so he gets up on the bar, drops his pants, and places his privates in the alligator’s open mouth. The gator then closes its mouth as the crowd gasps. After five minutes, the man grabs a beer bottle and raps the alligator hard on the top of its head. The gator opens its mouth and the man removes his genitals—unscathed, as promised. The crowd cheers, and the first of his free drinks is delivered. "Anyone else have the guts to give it a try?" the man dares the crowd. After a few seconds, a blonde woman timidly speaks up. "I’ll do it, but no hitting me on the head with the bottle!!!"

New Goodies For Sale
I am very exicted to present you with my two favorite chokers that I've made so far! Aries Macrame Choker - green aventurine and hematite Libra Macrame Choker - prehnite and elbaite (pink tourmaline) www.earthcharms.etsy.com

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom
The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM by LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998 The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth.

Stupid Test Shit
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! — Monday, May 21, 2007 There's ths purity test thing that is upsetting. I think about things too much sometimes I guess. I think the purity test kis stupid. Most of those things don't have much to do with being pure. And It's actually someewhat offensive that they are on there, as if they do have something to do with being pure. I guesse it depends on what they actually mean by pure. I think they should have used a different word. Maybey conservative, or maybe borring, or just put different criteria on the test. I know it's just for fun. The quiz still seems to refect the awefull effects society seems to have had on people. The author may not have thought about it much, and that's what came out. That's what makes it so scary, those things have become automaticly associated with purity. I realize there's no clinical basis for the tests. It's what the existance of the test says more than the said results of the test that bother me. It's that somehow

Here We Go
My first class since September starts tonight at 6. I can't wait to get back into classes and finish up. In my younger days I watched wrestling and my favorite guy was The Rock. I used to be able to do a pretty good impression too. FINALLY!!! The Mac HAS COME BACK.... to college! *listens to all the Mac-a-maniacs chanting his name*

Free
Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin, bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings, so I can fly, for I can soar, when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see, break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight, you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within, I'm ready now, let love begin! JMM-2007

Unfolding The Rosebud
UNFOLDING THE ROSEBUD It is only a tiny rosebud, A flower of GOD's design; But I cannot unfold the petals With these clumsy hands of mine. The secret of unfolding flowers Is not known to such as I. GOD opens this flower so sweetly, When in my hands they fade and die. If I cannot unfold a rosebud, This flower of GOD's design, Then how can I think I have wisdom To unfold this life of mine? So I'll trust in Him for His leading Each moment of every day. I will look to Him for His guidance Each step of the pilgrim way. The pathway that lies before me, Only my heavenly Father knows. I'll trust Him to unfold the moments, Just as He unfolds the rose.

I Keep Seeing New Arrivals...
and when they are female, they are pounced on by the horny male contingent. Hrm. A good set of tits gets you far in life, or at least on Cherrytap. I have nothing against a good set of tits, but there are at least 5 people I see here that must lead very sad lives. They're usually the first to "fan" any female. It's....slightly pathetic.

Until Further Advised
OK GUY'S I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT NEW BLOG FROM THE NEW HOMEPAGE OF THE FAMILY ANY BETTER THAN YA'LL DO SO UNTILL FURTHER ADVISED DISREGARD IT AND STAY POSTED HERE AND I WILL GET CLARIFICATION AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND FORWARD IT TO YOU ALL.

I Have Figured Something Out
Its either my hair or the fact that I am from England... one of them makes women from USA NOT like me, they won't even give me a chance. They won't even say hi. When I am DJing they will come say something in the room, but as soon as I talk they will not listen to me. This also happens with 50% of the american men. Without being mean, can anyone explain this to me???? Are americans racist towards British people?????????

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You by Sea_of_okc I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a girl I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

Bloging
I've been looking for an excuse to "retire" from blogging for quite some time now. This blog has created nothing but trouble for me. It's made me overly self-consious of my own failures and shortcomings. It's also made anyone who reads it on a regular basis overly aware of my failures and shortcomings. I'm beginning to fear that I've shared too much about myself. Through my self-pitying, "woe is me" portrayal of my life, I've exposed the fact that I am an emotional trainwreck and a self-loathing nihilist to my close friends as well as perfect strangers. Also, I don't think that blogging on Friday and Saturday nights is contributing much to my already minimal social life.

2500 Photos?? Oh Dear God!
I had the pleasure of receiving a one month VIC membership today by Shorty. Thanks girl! But now I have a bigger problem. 2500 photos? Are you kidding me? It took me this long just to fill over a hundred spots. Anyone got any naked chick photos I could use as filler? Actually, better yet, send me your naked photos, and I'll use them as featured filler!! Thanks again, Shorty!

Cheating
SOMETIMES SOME HEARTS CHANGE, AND I KNOW THAT CHEATING IS NOT A GOOD THING, AND IT HURTS,DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHY PEOPLE CHEAT???MOST OF THE TIME IT IS NOT DONE TO BE HURTFUL,HUMAN HEARTS HURT AND FEEL PAIN,OFTEN TIMES WHEN A PERSON IS HURT SO MUCH,THEY FIND THE NEED TO CHEAT.WETHER IT IS BECAUSE THEY DON'T FEEL LOVE OR ATTENTION WHERE THEY ARE AT,SO THEY SEEK WHAT THEY ARE LOOKING FOR IN SOMEONE ELSE,...WIVES/HUSBANDS GIRLFRIENDS/BOYFRIENDS WE ARE NOT IMMUNE,&WE ARE NOT PERFECT,IF YOU ASK ANYONE WHO HAS CHEATED OR BEEN CHEATED ON,WHY?YOU GET PROBABLY THIS ONLY ONE LOGICAL ANSWER,"I WAS HURT"NEVER JUDGE A CHEATER,CAUSE EVERYONE HURTS. Shania Twain Videos | Movie Clips | Denver Real Estate

Sometimes We Need To Be Reminded
$20.00 - Sometimes we just need to be reminded A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you, but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come ou

I’ve Brought To Art
I sit in a mood of reverie. I brought to art desires and sensations: Things half glimpsed, Faces or lines, certain indistinct memories Of unfulfilled love affairs. Let me submit to art: Art knows how to shape forms of beauty, Almost imperceptibly completing life, Blending impressions, blending day with day.

My Head Game Part 1 & 2
I PUSH U UP AGAINST THE WALL, REMOVE YA CLOTHES, GET DOWN MOUTH LEVEL, WITH THAT BIG OLE POLE, KISSING ON THE HEAD, LICKING DOWN THE LENGTH, TEASING THE BALLS, LICKING BACK UP, NOW TAKING THE FULL LENGTH, AS FAR AS I CAN IN MY MOUTH, MMMMMMM U TASTE SO GOOD, I HEAR U LET OUT A SOFT MOAN, I START WORKING ON THAT DICK, LICK ITS THE LAST THING I WILL EVA HAVE IN MY MOUTH, U GOT THIS BYTCH GAGGING ON THAT DICK, THATS IT HOLD ME HEAD, N FUCK MY MOUTH, SPIT JUST DRIPPIN, I KNOW HOW TO GIVE THAT SLOPPY SHIT RIGHT, FUCK THIS U RELAX N LET ME HANDLE THE REST, GOING AS FAR AS I CAN AGAIN, NOT EVEN COMING ALL THE WAY BACK UP, U TRY TO GRIND BACK IN MY MOUTH, I DON'T LET U, NOW I COME UP TO THE HEAD, GIVEN U SOME OF MY TONGUE PLAY, SUCKING THAT HEAD WIT MY WET TIGHT MOUTH, U LOOK DOWN AT ME N SAY SUCK THAT DICK BYTCH, SUCKING U FASTER, WIT MY MOUTH NICE N TIGHT AROUND IT, U DOWN IN MY THOART, FEEL THAT HEAD GET BIGGER, I KNOW U READY TO LET GO, SO I MOVE BACK TO TH

Old Lady
A lonely woman, aged 80, decided that it was time to get married >> She put an ad in the local paper that read: >> >> HUSBAND WANTED! >> MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (80's), >> MUST NOT BEAT ME, >> MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, >> AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! >> ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. >> >> On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she >> opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheelchair. >> >> He had no arms or legs. >> >> The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are >>you? >> Just look at you....you have no legs!" >> The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you!" She >> snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man >> smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed >> intently. "Are you still good in bed?" >> With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile >> and said,

May 25th
R.I.P. DAD... today is the 6th month anniversary and the birthday of my father. He was "Papa" to my 7 year old nephew JJ, My Daughter Jacquelyn and my Son Robert. He left us way to quick and we miss his so much!! He died after a brief fight with Cancer ( we found out Nov. 6, 2006 and he was gone nov 25, 2006.) I have finally come to the realization that he is not in pain or suffering anymore and know that he is in a better place. I just wanted to get this out there so that my brother Jimmyjam knows that the bad day he's having is felt by everyone here. R.I.P. James Anthony Brezen Sr. May 25, 1949 - November 25, 2006. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DAD!!

Words Cant Describe
The words “I love you” cannot describe, How much I really love you. I have been sending words, Telling you how special you make me feel. Words, to describe your touch Words, to let you know how much I miss you Words, that give you my heart Words, that give you my soul Words, to remind you of our lovemaking Words, to remind you of it all Words, to tell you I’m yours Words, to ask you to Be mine Words, that will make you shine But words, cannot describe everything Those words, just won’t enter my head Words, that I want to tell you So some words, will go unsaid I love you, my darling, I LOVE YOU I love you much more than those words

Gonna Piss Some People Off
Ok so i just finished getting into a very heated yet insightful conversation with a woman about black men who date white women.And whilst speaking with said woman i began to think, why is it black dudes date white women, and not just me myself, but in general. And i came up with the answer. Now this is an opinion spoken of, and if you dont agree, you may not. But there is general truth spoken in these words. During the 60's well into the 80's, black men of today had no role models or older men to look for to recieve wisdom. Alot of men were lost to the Korean and Vietnam wars, the rest were lost to LSD, Pot, alcohol and whatever drugs used during those decades. Alot of women (fault not being lifted fully from them) slept with these men and they became pregnant and these men (term being used loosely) left. Resulting in alot of young boys and men growing up with out fathers.If they were lucky they had uncles, or neighbours, or family friends or mom's boyfriends to give them some ki

Burning Fires Of An Orgasm
pin me against my bed. dont worry you wont hurt me. i am not made of glass, i dont shatter easily. bite my flesh, lick my flesh and taste me. caress me with your hand, pull me close to you. thrust me from behind, every curve compounded by your strength. mmmm you know i want to have you everyplace you will fit. i want you to fuck me from behind, as my fingers move between my legs to play with my hot clit. wet, dripping like my kitten, boiling. let me feel your cock swell inside of me. hold your orgasm inside of yourself. wait....waiting for the right moment to let go. let it build as you pound me. when i orgasm from your thrusts and my delicate fingers on my clit, how about you slide your dripping pussy soacked cock into my ass? push my comfort level, push it all the way. until i feel i dont exist for any other reason than your pleasure. .....you smile at the tightness knowing next its your turn for a burning orgasm. you know how good my mouth feels wrapped around your hard cock.

Needing
i need you in me, above me. i need your arms around me. your kisses awaken my soul. your eyes decieve all emotion in my bed tonight. my hands caress your bare chest. they slide down further, just my fingertips touch. i grasp your hips and pull you down, hungry for more deeper within. i want to go down on you . my hands holding you as i slide down to my knees. i kiss the firm tip of your cock, feeling the smooth roundness between my lips. i look up to catch you smiling at me. holding your stare, i take you in my mouth, feeling your veins pulsing and your muscles hardening against the pink flesh of my tongue. you grip my hair. come down to me. nibble my ear. i'll nibble your lip and run my nails across your back, all the while you caress my nipples with your tongue. my breast sinks into your mouth. i take your hand in mine. together, we'll reach deep inside of me and let the moistness wrap around your fingers. i long to feel the rush of you. my favorite ride is you, on the chair, the be

Relationship Advice-- Good Stuff
Category: Life 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. 2. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 6. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". 7. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. 8. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 9. Don't stay because you think "it will get better". 10. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. 13. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any

Would You Do This To Me?
Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want T

Sooner Nationals
OKLAHOMA RACING FANS PACK TULSA RACEWAY PARK POSTED: 2007-05-26 23:50:00 EMAIL TO A FRIEND PRINT VIEW Race fans fill the stands at Tulsa Raceway Park Densham, Litton, Cannon Jr., Atchison and Berner Top Qualifiers TULSA, Okla. (May 26, 2007) – Gary Densham, Bellflower, Calif., took the No. 1 Knoll Gas Torco Racing Fuels Pro Nitro Funny Car qualifying position during the Skull Shine Sooner Nationals at Tulsa Raceway Park before a capacity crowd. Other No. 1 qualifiers include Bruce Litton (Top Fuel), Scott Cannon Jr. (Pro Modified), Rob Atchison (Alcohol Funny Car) and Pete Berner (Pro Stock). Densham held his ground from Friday night and picked up another Last Man Standing bonus with a 4.8878, 314.02. Tim Wikerson is qualified second, followed by Jon Capps and Terry Haddock. Bob Gilbertson, who entered the race No. 5 in the point standings, did not qualify. “We should have ran better today, but all of the sudden the car tried to run so fast,” said Densham. “It’s be

Daily Horoscope May 27
"Enough with this 'mistakes were made' hoo-ha. If you started on the wrong foot, be accountable for it. And don't be so hard on yourself. Nobody's perfect. Afterward, you'll find many burdens lifted from your shoulders." Passing blame and not being accountable is so not my thing. Being too hard on myself though? Hah, just ask anybody that knows me. My shoulders could use a lifting these days.

A Special Cherry Needs Your Help. Show Her The Love!
So please keep it going..... Another morph contest... come by say hi Hugs Texxas.... a> ** Personal note from me everybody, TeXXas is an awesome young woman so please show her the love and support she deserves in this contest! Cheers,Rick

My New Poem - For Unelected President Goerge W. Bush
Do you ever think of the people you have killed Young men and women Wanting a future Serving a country they love They swore their lives To protect this land To keep us safe They never wanted to fight a war For a people who hate them To help those who kill the people standing next to them Young men and women The same as them With the same love of country The same faith in you as their leader They never knew you would lie to them They never thought you would turn on them They were yours to protect Day after day they die Defending your lies Does your thought remind you of them Do your ears hear their screams Do your eyes see the widows and orphans Crying beside flag draped coffins Husbands and fathers lost Their spirits forever wandering Persian sands They wander and wonder Why you sent them to their deaths In a war that never concerned us Except to finish what your father could not do At least he knew when to bring our people home He cared

4 Steps To Dysfunction
Random Lyrics for the day/week/however long till i do another.. 4 Steps to Dysfunction - Tactical Sekt " 2 point 4 kids riding in your Volvo A Kodak moment for the world to share Mommy's in the kitchen, cooking up a pot pie Watching "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" Little Johnny's in his room loading up a 12 gauge Jenny's in her room smoking crack What happened to your precious little family now? The devil slithered in when you turned your back (Chorus start) Step 1 - I want you to bleed for me Step 2 - I want you to kill for the thrill of it Step 3 - I want you to love the taste of murder Step 4 - I want you to die (Chorus end) Thousands of people die every day Thousands of people forgot to live Millions of dollars wasted on our egos Not enough money to buy salvation with Always want to put your 2 cents in Always quick to snatch it right back Always bitching about the state of the world today But you can only see the world in white and black 2 poi

Bored With Waiting?
I have no kids today or tonight, hubby won't be home for at least another hour or so if he isn't held over, and there is nothing on tv. it is a holiday so the pool is full of little kids, the gym is crowded, and I lack inspiration and motivation. This evening I am supposed to get together at my moms (I should call her and make sure that is still the plan) I guess I could go take a long shower or something....probably wont though. Maybe I will go to sissy's.... I think I will find out if hubby is held over or not first. I had the oddest dreams all night. yes that damn red ring and a few new developed things. I tossed all night and was up and awake by 7 am. ever feel like something or someone important is right around the corner? not in a romantic way or anything, just like your life is truly about to change in some way due to it? maybe the answer is slowly coming in the dream, maybe its right in front of me and I am just starting to open my eyes to see it. ..maybe I just have a grea

Freinds
My Dear Online Friend.....Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care

Outside The House
Walking yesterday in an outlying neighborhood, I went by the house I used to go to when I was very young. There Eros with his magnificent power Had taken hold of my body. And yesterday When I walked along the old road, The shops, the sidewalks, the stones, Walls and balconies and windows- All were suddenly made beautiful by the spell of love: Nothing ugly was left there. And as I stood gazing at the door, Stood there lingering outside the house, My whole being radiated The sensual emotion stored up inside me.

Overtones
I heard a bird at break of day Sing from the spring trees A song so mystical and calm, So full of certainties, No man, I think, could listen long Except upon his knees. Yet this was but a simple bird, Alone, among dead trees.

Lets Get It Clear Please!!
In my profile it reads... I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A MAN..IF I WERE TO MEET ANY MAN IT WOULD BE UNDER THE TERMS OF AN ESCORT! I WILL BE FRIENDS WITH MEN &ACCEPT THERE REQUESTS BUT AM NOT INTERESTED IN HOOKING UP WITH A MAN! SORRY GUYS! What is difficult to understand here? I am not looking to hook up with a man. I am not looking for a boyfriend or a husband! If you are a man and you approach me with " I want sex" or " I want to fuck you"...or any other terminology that expresses sexual contact..it will be under the terms of an ESCORT which means it will not be FREE! It will be business!! I do not mean to sound harsh but it seems as if people (mainly MEN) do not bother to read ones profile! Would save you the hassle of talking and me the headache of trying to explain!! So to all men on my friends list if you are interested in SEX, please realize what terms it would be under! OF course I am still looking for a bisexual gf..that would be a personal part of my personal life!!! Ho

Love Poem
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Intellectual Amusements ...
Here are the winners of the 2006 Washington Post's Mensa Invitational, which once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supplying a new definition. The 2006 winners are: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying or building a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. 2. Ignoranus: A person who's both stupid and an asshole. 3. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize that it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. 6. Foreploy: Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid. 7. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high. 8. Sarchasm: The gulf betwe

Voted Best Joke In Ireland 2006
A teacher asks her class to use the word "contagious". Roland, the teacher's pet, gets up and says, "Last year I got the measles and my mum said it was contagious." "Well done, Roland," says the teacher. "Can anyone else try? " Katie, a sweet little girl with pigtails, says, "My grandma says there's a bug going round and it's contagious." "Well done, Katie," says the teacher. "Anyone else? " Little Irish Sean jumps up and says, in a broad Dublin accent, "Our next door neighbour is painting his house with a 2 inch brush and my dad says it will take the contagious."

Lower Gas Prices?
Gas - Read this if you aren't interested in paying $1.30 - $1.50 / liter this summer This idea may actually work. Give it some thought. "War On Gas" This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of our consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $1.50 a liter by summer and it might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're proba

Loser Idea!
So, I should have known that the flying machine wouldn't have worked...LoL! But, there is still the parachute idea. Just have to figure out how to get air born and in my chair, while controlling the situation. I think i need to come up with a new idea completely...just have to think...That's hard for me sometimes haha...joke! So I need ideas people! Help me out. Oh yeah, a mechanical chair, don't want one, id get in too much trouble!

Why
Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge

Viola
(There's a pTerry joke there.) I used to play viola, and there aren't that many solo works for the instrument- well, more than one might think, more than for the contrabass euphonium (and the trombone, thanks maybe mostly to Christian Lindberg, is doing well now finally...!), but compared to the violin there really haven't been that many. (Even so, I haven't heard nearly all of them, concertos, sonatas or otherwise!) Just added to my have-listened-to list, anyway, a concerto for two violas and orchestra by Antonin Vranicky/Wranitzky, a Czech ? Bohemian? composer. I'd been editing, working on improving, the Wikipedia article about him, at least adding to the worklist- one can find interesting things by knowing where to look (the Royal Netherlands library has a good collection of microfilms of his works for example, many of which I hadn't heard of from other sources. Nowhere near the size of their huge Carl Czerny collection to repeat a theme ;^) Obsessed much? I love this stuff

Anxiety Disorder...
As many as 25% of all American adults experience intense anxiety at sometime in their lives. The prevalence of true anxiety disorders is much lower, although they are still the most common psychiatric conditions in the United States and affect more than 20 million Americans. Gender. With the exception of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) and possibly social anxiety, women have twice the risk for most anxiety disorders as men. A number of factors may increase the reported risk in women, including hormonal factors, cultural pressures to meet everyone else's needs except their own, and fewer self-restrictions on reporting anxiety to doctors. Age. In general, phobias, OCD and separation anxiety show up early in childhood, while social phobia and panic disorder are often diagnosed during the teen years. Studies suggest that 3 - 5% of children and adolescents have some anxiety disorder. Indeed, this may be an underestimation, particularly since symptoms in children may differ from th

Chicken And Soba Noodles
Ingredients Serves 8 to 10 * 10 cups Chicken Stock for Chicken and Soba Noodles * 2 whole skinless chicken breasts, halved * Coarse salt * 1/2 pound soba noodles * 1 pound firm or extra-firm tofu, cut into 1-inch pieces * Freshly ground pepper * 2 small carrots, julienned * 2 red radishes, trimmed and julienned * 1/2 bunch watercress, tough stems removed, for garnish * Fresh cilantro leaves, for garnish (optional) Directions 1. In a medium stockpot, bring chicken stock to a simmer over medium heat. Add chicken breasts; return to a simmer. Reduce heat; simmer until chicken is cooked through, about 20 minutes. Transfer chicken to a plate, and set aside until cool enough to handle. Cover, and keep the stock at a low simmer. 2. Meanwhile, bring a medium saucepan of water to a boil over high heat. Add salt, and stir in soba noodles. Cook until soba is al dente according to package instructions. Drain; set aside. 3. Remo

Cashew Chicken
Prep: 30 minutes Total: 30 minutes Toasting brings out the sweet, buttery flavor of the cashews. Spread them on a baking sheet, and cook in a 350-degree oven until golden and fragrant, about ten minutes. Ingredients Serves 4 * 1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breast, cut into 1-inch cubes * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * Coarse salt and ground pepper * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 6 garlic, minced * 8 scallions, white and green parts separated, each cut into 1-inch pieces * 2 tablespoons rice vinegar * 3 tablespoons hoisin sauce * 3/4 cup raw cashews, (4 ounces), toasted * White rice, for serving (optional) Directions 1. In a medium bowl, toss chicken with cornstarch until chicken is coated; season with 3/4 teaspoon salt and 1/4 teaspoon pepper. 2. In a large nonstick skillet, heat 1 tablespoon oil over medium-high heat. Cook half the chicken, tossing often, until browned, about 3minutes. Transfer to

Sour-orange Grilled Chicken Paillards
Paillards are chicken breasts that have been flattened to an even thinness with a meat mallet or rolling pin. They cook exceptionally quickly on the grill, which prevents them from drying out. Ingredients Serves 6 * 1 cup sour-orange or orange marmalade * 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice * 1 tablespoon fresh orange juice * 4 bay leaves * Coarse salt * Freshly ground pepper, to taste * 12 chicken paillards (or 6 chicken breast cutlets, halved horizontally and pounded to 1/4 inch thick) * 2 oranges (1 thinly sliced into rounds and 1 cut into wedges) Directions 1. Combine marmalade, lemon juice, orange juice, bay leaves, 1 teaspoon salt, and pepper in a bowl. Reserve 1/3 cup glaze for serving. 2. Preheat grill to medium-high. (If you are using a charcoal grill, coals are ready when you can hold your hand 5 inches above grill for just 3 to 4 seconds.) Season chicken with salt and pepper. Place chicken on grill, and brush with half t

Easy Chicken And Rice Dinner
1 can cream of mushroom soup 1 can cream of chicken soup Fresh cut up chicken 1 can Minute Rice 1 pkg. Lipton onion soup 1 can water Rice and water may be increased to 2 cans of each if so desired. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Place all ingredients except chicken in 13 x 9 inch roasting pan and mix well. Place chicken pieces, as many as will fit nicely into rice mixture. Salt tops of chicken (optional). Bake 1 hour or until chicken appears done.

Pasta With Shrimp Scampi
1-1/2 lbs. unpeeled, medium-size fresh shrimp 1-2 tbls. chopped chipotle pepper in adobo sauce 2 garlic cloves, minced 2 tbls. veg. or olive oil 1/2 cup dry white wine or chicken broth 1 tbls. prepared mustard 1 tbls. Worcestershire sauce 1/2-3/4 cup butter, melted 1/2 tsp. salt 2 tbls. fresh lemon juice 1 lb. spaghetti, cooked 1/2 cup fresh parsley, optional 1/2 cup shredded Parmesan cheese Peel shrimp and devein. Saute peppers and garlic in hot oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat until throughly heated. Note: (you could and should slice open peppers to remove seeds to tone down the heat. Depending on pepper size, one large will do. You adjust to taste.) Add shrimp and cook, stirring constantly, 2-3 minutes or just until shrimp turns pink. Remove shrimp and set aside. Stir in white wine, mustard, and Worcestershire sauce, cook over high heat 3-4 minutes. Return shrimp to skillet. Stir in butter, salt, lemon juice, cook 1-2 minutes or until combined and th

The Sand Creek Massacre
The Sand Creek Massacre Southern Cheyenne November 29, 1864 Colorado Territory during the 1850's and 1860's was a place of phenomenal growth spurred by gold and silver rushes. Miners by the tens of thousands had elbowed their way into mineral fields, dislocating and angering the Cheyennes and Arapahos. The Pike's Peak Gold Rush in 1858 brought the the tension to a boiling point. Tribesmen attacked wagon trains, mining camps, and stagecoach lines during the Civil War, when the military garrisons out west were reduced by the war. One white family died within 20 miles of Denver. This outbreak of violence is sometimes referred to as the Cheyenne-Arapaho War or the Colorado War of 1864-65. Governor John Evans of Colorado Territory sought to open up the Cheyenne and Arapaho hunting grounds to white development. The tribes, however, refused to sell their lands and settle on reservations. Evens decided to call out volunteer militiamen under Colonel John Chivington to quell

All I Want
empty eyes and burning lies offer nothing new seasons bring unkindly words souls are torn in two I think im seeing all i want seeing it from you blackened minds and crying eyes making it all true forever bleeding losing faith a life misleading internal wraith once a long time ago I felt your heart many times ive seen you smile now you fall apart i think ive seen all i want im tired of you you took my mind and took my eyes now ive become you

Ground Beef Barbeque
1 lb. ground beef (or ground turkey) 1/2-1 onion, diced 1/2 c. diced celery Diced pepper, if desired (I omit this!) 3/4 c. catsup 1/4 c. smoked barbecue sauce 1 tsp. dry mustard 1 tbsp. vinegar 1/4 c. brown sugar Brown meat, onion, celery (and pepper) lightly in frying pan or in microwave oven. Drain. In saucepan or crock pot, add other ingredients and simmer (the longer the better). Serves 4-6.

Mexican Stuffed Shells
12 large pasta shells (cooked and drained) 1 lb ground beef 1 small jar picante sauce 1/2 cup of water 1 cup spaghetti sauce 4 oz. shredded Monterey Jack cheese 1 can (2.8 oz) French fried onions 1 4 oz can diced green chiles Brown ground beef, drain and set aside. Combine picante sauce, water and spaghetti sauce. Stir 1/2 cup into ground beef along with chiles, 1/2 cup cheese and 1/2 can of French fried onions. Mix well. Pour half of remaining sauce mixture on bottom of 8x12 baking dish. Stuff cooked shells with ground beef mixture. Arrange shells in baking dish. Pour remaining sauce over shells. Bake covered at 350 for 30 minutes. Top with remaining cheese and onions. Bake 5 minutes longer.

Idiot Sightings
IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that Time a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 Horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not. Four is larger than two.' We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the DEER CROSSING sign on our road. The reason: 'Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't Think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore.' From Kingman , KS IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for 'minimal lettuce.' He said he was sor

Serious Read
OK YA'LL THE EXPECTED HAS HAPPENED.THE MAFIA IS MAKING THIER MOVE ON WIKKAD1 CONTEST AS IT END TONIGHT TOO,SO IT IS TIME TO DIVIDE AND CONQUER SO BOTH LADIE'S WIN.CONFEDERATE BOMBER'S WITH US CAN I ASK YA'LL THAT ARE ON CT DADDY'S FRIENDS LIST TO GO THERE...HERE'S THE LINK PONYBOY1966 AND AVAILABLE INDEPENDENTS THAT ARE ALSO ON CT DADDY'S FRIEND LIST GO,THE REST OF US STAY WITH NATIVE HUNNY.

Already June
Hi all it's Thursday, and today was pretty good for me. Got alot accomplished around the house and all, still need to go to my mom's bank and cash the $100 check she gave me for working at her house. I have been doing alot of thinking and deciding that I am gonna be taking accounting courses this fall. I was stuck between two career paths, but I think the accounting would be a better choice for me right now. I am able to do accounting from home, and not have to drive all over the world working on people's computers if something goes wrong. I just read a blog from a friend of mine and she lost the last two kittens out of the litter! So sad to hear that they all passed away. :( That is always sad when you lose a pet! We had a cat hanging around here, but he has shown some signs of aggression to not only me, but also my kids and hubby. So he is gone. Tonight I go to get something out of the trunk of my car, and there is a dead bird on the porch!!! YUCK! Also he bit Kyle's finger one day w

Grilled Sweet Potato And Scallion Salad
4 large sweet potatoes, par-cooked and cut into 1/2-inch slices 8 scallions 3/4 cup olive oil, divided 2 tablespoons Dijon mustard 1/2 cup cider vinegar 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar 2 teaspoons honey Salt and freshly ground pepper 1/4 cup coarsely chopped flat-leaf parsley Preheat grill to high. Brush potatoes and scallions with oil and arrange on grill. Grill potatoes for 3 to 4 minutes on each side, or until just tender. Grill scallions until softened and marked. Remove scallions from the grill and cut into thin slices. In a large bowl, whisk together 1/2 cup olive oil, the mustard, vinegars, and honey. Season with salt and pepper, to taste. Add potatoes, scallions, and parsley and toss until potatoes are well coated. Transfer to a platter and serve. Nutrition Information Calories 260 Total Fat 21 grams Saturated Fat 3 grams Carbohydrates 16 grams Fiber 2 grams

Who Thinks Jackii Has Bipolar Disorder?.... I Do
What Is Bipolar Disorder? Bipolar disorder, formerly called manic-depressive illness, is a condition that affects more than two million Americans. People who have this illness tend to experience extreme mood swings, along with other specific symptoms and behaviors. These mood swings or "episodes" can take three forms: manic episodes, depressive episodes, or "mixed" episodes. The symptoms of a manic episode often include elevated mood (feeling extremely happy), being extremely irritable and anxious, talking too fast and too much, and having an unusual increase in energy and a reduced need for sleep. It's also very common for someone to act impulsively during a manic episode, and engage in behaviors that are risky or that they later regret, like spending sprees. And in over half of all manic episodes, people are troubled by delusions or hallucinations. For example, they may think they have a relationship with someone famous, claim to be an expert in an area they really know nothing a

Friends??? (bulletin/blog For Myspace)
Hey Folks Do you still wanna be my friends if you do click on my picture and join me and my friends on cherrytap and come into our lounge where i DJ Yes me who would have thought it CHECK OUT OUR LOUNGE TOO WE PLAY EVERYTHING ROCK METAL PUNK INDUSTRIAL EMO R N B HIP HOP CLASSIC EIGHTIES YOU NAME WE PLAY IT REQUEST A SONG AND IT WITH BE PLAYED FOR YOU Click the pick to Join the Fun Click the pick to Join the Fun

Short Version Of The Bible
BIBLE TAG!!! This is so neat!!!! The Bible in 50 Words! God made Adam bit Noah arked Abraham split Joseph ruled Jacob fooled Bush talked Moses balked Pharaoh plagued People walked Sea divided Tablets guided Promise landed Saul freaked David peeked Prophets warned Jesus born God Walked Love talked Anger crucified Hope died Love rose Spirit flamed Word spread God remained. Tag - you're it . Consider yourself hit by... The Love Of GOD! TAG EVERYONE YOU KNOW BEFORE THEY CAN TAG YOU. TAG SOMEONE TODAY, EXCEPT THE PERSON THAT HIT YOU. SORRY, NO TAG BACKS! Prayers go up, Blessings come down.

News
so just an update had a wedding to go to today we missed the wedding hit the reception helped out there had some fun had a few drinks i caught the boquet that was an experience and yeah thats about it life is pretty much the same i went back to brown for now we'll see how long i can make it last lol might put extentions in in a little bit but we'll see until then not much happening catch ya'll later M 92.5 Concert in 7 days WOOT!

Home
Where is home when you've been so many places Whats yours when you lose along the way Who is your family when you have been disowned When can you feel safe when your always running why is love always a dream of mine How can I go home when I cant find it?

Blues Traveller- Run Around
Once again, one of my favorite bands of all times- I can't not jam on one of my instruments when I hear them. This song is one of my favorites, it's like the same shit different day song for me. Story of my life.. everyones gotta give me the fucking run around etc.. tell me what I want to hear not what they want to say. Whatever bleh- Anyway ya I love this song though totally feelin it today as well. Once upon a midnight dearie I woke with something in my head I couldn't escape the memory Of a phone call and of what you said Like a game show contestant with a parting gift I could not believe my eyes When I saw through the voice of a trusted friend Who needs to humor me and tell me lies Yeah humor me and tell me lies And I'll lie too and say I don't mind And as we seek so shall we find And when you're feeling open I'll still be here But not without a certain degree of fear Of what will be with you and me I still can see things hopefully But you Why y

Stone Temple Pilots- Creep
So SO SO much wicked love for STP. THIS SONG .. ya mad memories, and though im not a man *cough* It's kinda like man- just this song is the qua h. The end. Forward yesterday Makes me wanna stay What they said was real Makes me wanna steal Livin under house Guess Im livin, Im a mouse Alls I gots is time Got no meaning, just a rhyme Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand cause I like to steal Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal, I like to steal Im half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, Im half the man I used to be This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, Im half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, Im half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be Feelin uninspired Think Ill start a fire Everybody run Bobbys got a gun Think youre kinda neat Then she tells me Im a creep Friends dont mean a thing Guess Ill

Concert
So, I had picked up some tickets to take a date to see Norah Jones on June 11th in Grand Prairie. Basically, long story short, I'm not taking her and obviously, i'm not going to go by myself and I'm sure as hell not going to give them to or take the girl I originally was going to take. So, if I can't find a date or someone to go with, I may have 2 tickets to sale cheap or if anyone wants to go with, just let me know.

9 Things That Make People Assholes...
1. Not tipping People who provide good service should always be tipped. Don’t be an asshat. Folks in certain industries depend on that shit. If someone goes out of their way to ensure your happiness, you can come off a few bucks. Non-tippers deserve to be nut-kicked by a concrete boot. 2. Not controlling your kids It seems everywhere I go these days some wild ass little fucktard is running around a public place (stores…theaters…public parks) bothering otherwise decent folks with their monkey-like annoyance while their parents look on helplessly. Red Foreman would not put up with such behavior. We need more guys like Red Foreman in this world. 3. Driving slow No one likes to be stuck behind the guy who has to slow to a turtle-crawl to make a left turn at a stoplight which only stays green for so many seconds. Turning a vehicle is not a complicated task. If your brain can not function in such a timely manner you should not be allowed to drive. Other people would like to make tha

Gone
i just wanted to say thanks to everyone for gettin me to a 13...its been fun and i loved every minute of being here and meeting all of u...but when its time to go its time to go...I feel in love with someone and I need to pay more attention to my kids...being here wasnt gettin that done...So for whats its worth enjoy ur time on CT and in your life..for those of u who have my cell keep in touch and the rest of u, enjoy life to the fullest and keep it real... I really dont know what to say and why i feel that i need to delete my account, but some things are ment to be and i feel like its my time to go..my account with be deleted at 9pm central time....so if u got something to say leave a message... Much love to all and take care Cassie

Unusual Places To Stay
This is a really cool web site: "Unusual Hotels of the World"! www.uhotw.com Check it out sometime, you'll see lots of interesting places to stay, including treehouses, lighthouses, caves, undersea hotels, ice palaces, and even a small apartment in the shape of a giant dog (you have to see it, words can't do it justice). Anyway, check it out, maybe an idea for a vacation for you!

Life
My life seems to never go as planned. It just doesn't make sense. I have so many things going on and can't seem to keep up. My life is just crazy... I have a son, I have one friend here, the rest of my friends are scattered through the US, (thank goodness for unlimited long distance,lol) and it's just And that is what you need sometimes. I'm lonely, physically, I have friends that fulfill the lonelyness on the people to talk to side. but I've been single for 4 years, and I'm tired of being single. I know that there are things that I could do to change that, but I don't want to commit to anything right now. I love all my friends don't get me wrong, but LOVE in the sense of being in love, scares the shit out of me. I want it so much yet I fear it. I have told my friend(s) that I love them, and even that is hard for me to do...Why is that..? Am I really that messed up that I have trouble telling someone that I love them. I guess to me that means that I've made a commitmen

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's such a bitch.......

To Scratch A Dog's Ass
To Scratch A Dog’s Ass There has always been much controversy over evolution, even the heated arguments such as the Scope’s (Monkey) Trial around 1925. Reason being, of course, is most men, and women, do not want to be compared to a lowly animal, (religious differences aside that is). Now, I hate to rattle cages here, but as far as I can see mankind, uhm, womankind? Humankind… personkind… whatever. Let’s just say that people are a whole more like animals than they want to admit. Never fear, I’m not going to cover every which way man… uhhh… people are like various animals, (i.e. some people look like monkeys, some are stubborn as mules, etc.) I am just going to pick on one thing I’ve noticed over the years of my existence: If you scritch a dog’s ears, you’d better be ready to scratch his ass… or have a damned good reason why not. Most people I’ve met are pretty much the same way. Well, I don’t mean you have to scratch their hind side or anything like that. What I’v

The Charge Of The God
Listen to the words of the Great Father, who of old was called Osiris, Adonis, Zeus, Thor, Pan, Cernunnos, Herne, Lugh and by many other names. My law is harmony with all things. Mine is the secret that opens the gates of life and mine is the dish of salt of the earth that is the body of Cernunnos that is the eternal circle of rebirth. I give the knowledge of life everlasting, and beyond death I give the promise of regeneration and renewal. I am the sacrifice, the father of all things, and my protection blankets the earth. Hear the words of the dancing God, the music of whose laughter stirs the winds, whose voice calls the seasons. I who am the Lord of the Hunt and the Power of the Light, sun among the clouds and the secret of the flame. I call upon your bodies to arise and come unto me. For I am the flesh of the earth and all its beings. Thru me all things must die and with me are reborn. Let my worship be in the body that sings, for behold all acts of wi

End To Innocence
Moments when my hearts fills with anger To feel sorry for those who fell at my feet Losing patience in my body and soul I can't be compromising anymore. The leaders of the free world and their selfish goals Lying out of everywhere but their bank accounts I pay the damages that they soon create There seems to be no possible outcome but chaos. Like an old dream that one cannot remember The point in time of eternal peace soon shall end We only have one life to live and to make it the best I don't see anyway to exchange my life for another. Innocence is lost in these hallowed chambers The victim in the crossfire of absolute doom Children shall walk with the images of destruction As being the only way to survive another day. We only get one chance at making a difference And the only way to do that is still a question in the mind The innocence in the world shall fall slowly into the abyss As they rot out brains with the lies they create.

Next
She slid into his front seat. The car was littered with fast food container carcasses and empty Coke bottles. He had a small dreamcatcher hanging from his rearview mirror. She folded her thin body into the bucket and shut the door. The car rattled a bit before he started off, but as he accelerated, he rattling stopped, much to her relief. After a long period of silence that consisted of the two of them trying not to look at the other, he spoke again. "So how long have you been walking?" Without a blink or a pause, she said, "Seven years." He gave her a sideways grin, but never looked at her. "That's an awfully long time. Are you tired?" She smiled slowly before responding. "I've really been walking for about a day before you came along. You were the first car I saw." He raised his eyebrows a little. "How have you survived in the past day? In the fucking desert, no less..." "How does anything survive out here? Cactus. Miles and miles of cactus." "You

30 Today - My Funniest Memory
I remember one Sunday afternoon when I was 8yrs old how I was being my usuall self and was trying to showoff by thinking that I could jump onto a little island in the middle of a shallow stream. It was a quiet summers day and I was down by the shallow stream playing with my friends, it was at that time the water in the stream was getting shallow and a little sand island started to appear in the middle of the water. When I saw this I thought it would be a good idea to try and jump onto it without falling in. My friends, Stuart and John said to me "you'll never jump that, and if you do your probably gonna fall in the water". I was like "yeh yeh, if you say so". So, I as I was on the banking I walked back as far is i could so i could get a good run at it before i jumped. So I ran towards the edge of the stream and leaped into the air and went straight over the island into the middle and landed right in the water. I was soaked from head to toe and Stuart and John just stood there la

Always Been There For You
Looking out again upon your face I never realized how much I missed your grace You smile at me and I am pleased to see you look so free I never realized how much you ment to me until time came to test me You amaze me with your words and will I've been in awe of you for quite some time though you may not have noticed me sitting in the darkness watching you sit and write You may not have noticed me watching you from a distance I've always watched you with your full eyes and beautiful lips I've always watched you and admired your spirit and willingness to help And I've always watched you as you had your ups and downs and when you even needed someone around but what you didn't know was I've always been there for you

Let's Talk About Sex Baby
Achieve multiple orgasms - because you can Why stick with one, when you can ride on wave after wave of orgasmic bliss - to complete fulfillment? Many women are capable of having multiple orgasms – they just don’t know it. With care and tenderness from a loving partner, and the willingness to experiment, they may find they can reach heights which they never thought possible. There are four stages of arousal and orgasm in a woman. In the first – the excitement phase – her nipples become erect, her heart rate quickens and her breasts swell. At the same time, her vagina expands and lubricates and her clitoris enlarges. In the next – plateau – phase the clitoris withdraws, the top end of the vagina balloons out, and she progresses towards the third phase – orgasm. Here, her breathing may become heavy, she may twitch or writhe with pleasure and cry or shout out. The muscles of her vagina contract rhythmically. After several contractions at the climax

Blonde??
Blonde LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking........ And one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away.......... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you SEE Florida ...?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the Mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She Says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and th en today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the oth

Dead 2 The World
Dead 2 The World (My Rap) dead to the world now gone from existance a soul that once was gave up no resistance a loss of all hope and a body left hollow the entity now floats not seein tommorow torn of all self and stripped of all memory nothing else left just a whisper of small energy a moment of sad silence before it dissapears all over some damn violence family broken into tears

My Neighbor Died Lastnight
He dove head first into the pool. It was only 3ft. We think he was drunk. His 15 year old nephew pulled him from the pool and tried giving him cpr, but it didn't work. His neck had snapped on impact. I stayed with the family most of the night when we went down to the police station. I just can't believe what happened. Guess the question of life and death hits you fast. Funny though I didn't even know they were in the pool until i heard his wife screaming and ran outside. Here's the news clip. What little there was. ("Roughly around 9:30pm lastnight a man died at the Fountianhead Apartments in the Medical Center of San Antonio. "He had been intoxicated when he jumped in. He hit his head and drowned in the pool. I tried to pull him out and give him CPR but it didn't work." Claimed the 15 year old nephew. The man had been fighting with the boy the day previous and had recently made mends that day. After a few drinks the man decided to as the boy to join him in swiming. EMS Spent 20 mi

Mathmatical Viewpoint
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, a

Ha My Rant
Ok emails saying that there is a pill to make my dick bigger is bullshit. Guys wouldn't need an email telling about this, we would know. There would be mile long lines along with mile long dicks. Who ever tried this spamming was a moron. Does anyone actually believe this is real? Do you know how much debt males would be if this was real? It would be like the great depression all over again. It would be more addicting than heroin! Instead of junkies you'd have bigger junkies (ha pun intended). We'd be popping those pills out of pez despensers. In truth guys can have a 3 foot long dick, and still want a bigger one. Why? I don't know, most likley to say " Hey I have a big dick!" and actually mean it. So in short stop making me waste 3 minutes of my life, because you know guys don't care if its spam we're going to look.

Just Breath
heart starts pounding breathe becomes faster becoming harder to breath dizziness comes upon you you feel like you are going to die where the hell am i? oh god what is happening? breathing becomes easier heart beat goes back to normal you remember where you are again what the fuck just happened to me? did i have a heart attack? no this is what it is like to have a panic attack

Good Morning ...line Dancing To Iron Butt...
Good Morning. It’s Thursday and all indications and weather prognosticators say in south western Michigan it’s going to be HOT!!! Well, bring it on! I can do hot… So how are you? Me, I am good this week has flown by so quickly I am not sure if I am in never never land or (not Michael Jackson’s happy hunting grounds) strolling down the path to emerald city… So it’s a cross between Captain Hook and the Wicked Witch of the East for me to decide on…I will take what’s behind door #3 instead. Ok there way too much garbage in the news on MSN today…oh hold me back. First off save yourself the trouble in watching the Video highlights of “Country Line Dancing to IRON BUTTERFLY” …Oh my Gosh!... Since I already did a First off I really under the code of ethics laws can’t recant or repeat words pertaining to the same issue…so that means a Second off is in the works. So here it is. PLEASE… Country Line dancing has it’s place…where? In the Country Line Dance saloons and dance halls or farm shin-digs

One Thing Can Mean So Many.
The Bells Edgar Allan Poe HEAR the sledges with the bells, Silver bells! What a world of merriment their melody foretells! How they tinkle, tinkle, tinkle, In the icy air of night! 5 While the stars, that oversprinkle All the heavens, seem to twinkle With a crystalline delight; Keeping time, time, time, In a sort of Runic rhyme, 10 To the tintinnabulation that so musically wells From the bells, bells, bells, bells, Bells, bells, bells— From the jingling and the tinkling of the bells. Hear the mellow wedding bells, 15 Golden bells! What a world of happiness their harmony foretells! Through the balmy air of night How they ring out their delight! From the molten-golden notes, 20 And all in tune, What a liquid ditty floats To the turtle-dove that listens, while she g

Drunk Missing Car. . .
A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches "Can I help you sir?" "Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr" the man replies. The cop asks- "Where was your car the last time you saw it?" "It wasss on the end of thisshh key" the man replies. About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging out of his fly for the entire world to see. He asks the man "Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?" Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without missing a beat, blurts out... "I'll be damned ----- My girlfriend's gone, too!!!!!"

Photo Requests-no Interest?
No interest from friends, fans etc out there as to what type of photos I should put up next? I know people want nudes (lol) and thats not a problem but was wondering if there was anything specific? Please comment in the blog and not thru the shoutbox because less I know you i do not respond to them and they do not always work anyway! So i am taking requests!

Old But Good
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want. " So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ******************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ********************* A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know

Survival
The dark waters that we are in now. Are yet growing deeper inside time. Filling our emotions until we drown. Tale of two lost souls, never found. Can you feel the solid earth shifting. With every hurtful word you throw. Now breaking sound with your voice. Stealing hearts is an unwritten choice. Fear builds up in every pulsing vein. Anticipation is floating on the surface. God's arms don't shield this territory. Therefor even the restless will worry. Pounding of heart and feet combine. Time ticking as if awaiting a storm. Games of fate being laid out today. Seated and not yet ready to play. Pain doesn't show mercy to losers. My young heart isn't ready to break. Sound of drums are in the distance. As tears prepare for their new dance. A powerful lion roar will set the rules. The look in your eye won't back down. Right now it's either fight strong or fall. I stand tall, as I fight for my survival.

Scene Negotiations
From:http://www.albanypowerexchange.com/BDSMinfo/limits.htm Scene Negotiations One of the most important things you can do to maximize a BDSM scene is to master the fine art of scene negotiation. And perhaps the surest way to make a scene go awry is to bypass them entirely. Negotiating a scene doesn't mean that you approach it as some kind of trade (I'll do this for you if you do that for me!), but rather that you freely and honestly discuss your wants, needs, and expectations with your partner. And it's worth emphasizing that whether you're a dominant top or a submissive bottom, in the context of scene negotiations, you must be equal partners. There might be a lot of ground to cover, or there might be very little. It all depends on the nature and intensity of the scene. If you're doing a flogging, you'll need to set ground rules as to technique, intensity and duration, and you'll need to establish safewords. You'll need to know of any physical limitations the subject of

Murphy Has Nothing On Me . . .
Well, I was allowed 3 days of "happiness", but, the CinDee "Murphy's Law" Luck kicked in . . . PPG rescinded their offer to me. Doesn't seem to matter that I had it in writing and accepted the offer, had a start date, etc. Long story short, I seem to be the vicitim of a "pissing contest" - someone was left out of the loop in my hiring, the HR Director, and it seems that to punish or whatever it may be the woman who hired me, she had the offer rescinded. I LOVE CORPORATE POLITICS!!!This all happened yesterday when I went for my pre-employment drug screen and physical. I am in the process of discussing my legal recourse options. Understand that if I can seek legal action, it is NOT, I repeat NOT for monetary gain, even though if there would be something awarded, I would not complain. It is more so that this doesn't happen to someone else. Here is what I was told (actual copy of the e-mail) . . . Dear CinDee - this is to inform you that we have decided to rescind

Im Fuckin Done!
I always do this. I put my heart out there, only to have it stomped on and crushed. It always happens. I dont know why I even try anymore. I dont even know why I bother liking anyone. They never like me back. I guesss its just too much to ask :/ Oh No, this couldnt be more unexpected and I can tell that i've been moving in so slow dont let it throw you off too far cause ill be running right be hind you Ohhhh, when Im around you im predictable cause I believe in loving you at first sight I know its crazy but im hoping to take a hold of you could this be out of line to say youre the only one breaking me down like this youre the only one i would take a shot on keep me hangin on so contagiously :[

Cyberville
Horny dudes and dancing queens Bored teachers and high school teens Married men and bored housewives Fake id’s .,,,,impressive lies Wireless mice and neat headsets Online gambling….Poker bets Multi windows….flashing lights Copy laws and software rights Shop at home…porno stores Firefox and gaming wars Puter geeks and support teams Fancy buttons…laser beams Foggy screens and cyber kisses Promises and broken wishes Bedroom cams and phoney sex Yahoo voice and dirty texts. Minimize me….hide me well In your taskbar, I wont tell Poetic writers….. wannabes Midnite fun and slippery keys Twisted freaks and crazy stalkers Suspicious wives and dirty talkers Pedophiles and Myspace kids Racecourse wagers…auction bids. Cherry bucks and naughty gifts Warming hugs and friendship rifts Lovers crush…my own shout box Funky morphs and album locks Rate me fan me…watch my stash Build me up…I want more cash Music tracks and videos Streaming sex and

You Know Your In Trouble When!!
1. Your wife says "Good morning Bill" & your name is Wally. 2. You put your bra on backwards, & it fits better. 3. You call Suicide Prevention, and they put you on hold. 4. The car horn goes off accidentally, & remains stuck while you're following a group of Hell's Angels. 5. Your birthday cake collapses from the weight of the candles. 6. You wake face down on the footpath. 7. You see a '60 Minutes' team waiting in your office. 8. You want to put on clothes you wore home from the party, and there aren't any. 9. You put on the news, & they're showing emergency routes out of the city. 10. The boss tells you not to bother taking off your coat. 11. The bird singing outside your window is a vulture. 12. You walk to work & then find your dress is stuck in the back of your pantyhose (even more embarrassing if you're a woman!) 13. You call your answering service, and they tell you it's none of your business. 14. Your blind date turns out to be your wife.

What Do You Think?
I have a question for anyone who wants to answer. I am a heterosexual man, who is faithful in relationships. I go to work daily and do my best in all things. I am a "nice guy" for the most part. I do have a low tolerance for bull, as I have been through a lot in the past few years, but I do believe in treating a woman with respect. I have seen the "down low" lifestyle first hand, as I am a police officer and I have worked in a jail. I would never participate in anything like that myself, but I have seen it and know that is exist. What troubles me is that I see droves of beautiful women pouring into the jail to see men. Giving them money, even dealing with other women while they are still incarcerated. I am frustrated because I am looking for one woman, but my taste in women must be flawed because I have been involved with some very interesting women and not in a good way for the most part. Why do you think dating and relationships are so hard these days?

First Blog Put On Cherry Tap
Ok This is a very sad attempt to my very first BLOG --- oh the agony of anticipation if anyone is going to actually want to read it. Well I have about a million things I could ramble off on and what I like and pisses me off but I can always wait on it for other blogs. Just wanted to do something right now to start off. I can spit a little on who I am and what I do. I am a web graphics designer and do variety of artwork in several mediums. I am also an online radio dj for almost 5 years now. I try and get along with everyone or do my best to just ignore them so i don't have to get alng with them. But generally I am a nice person........I think. I was recently listening to the Salt Lake City Radio Station U92 and was listening to great music btu also some call-ins for reguests. And one in paticular I could not resist but yell at out-loud to no one listening but myself..........OK...She calls in to ask for a song dedicated to her boyfriend so he will come home so they can talk since

No More
No more. I've had enough. Don't fuck with us any more. Don't mess with our lives, please. Don't play fight with us, then haul off and slap us in the face. It hurts; it infuriates. Don't choke me any more. Please. I don't want my son to come up to me and complain that he's been hit in the face, and hit in private areas. It hurts and angers me. Tony, please...stop.

Lust Afoot (warning: Adult Story)
Ken had always had a fascination with women. Not in a sick and perverted way, but in a admiring and loving way. He thought there was nothing more beautiful than a woman that took care of herself and had self-confidence. From her shiny hair, silky soft skin, luscious lips, curvy hips, tight stomach, down to her shapely legs. Including, of course, her well manicured and pedicured nails. However, as much as he loved beautiful women, there was one part of a woman's body that he had only recently begun to really appreciate. That was the feet. He had always thought of feet as nasty and off limits. That was until he was watching a porno one night and saw a beautiful woman give a guy a foot job. She stroked his cock using nothing but her pretty little feet. Up and down his shaft, and rubbing the tip with the soles of her feet. She also rubbed the balls of her feet over his balls as her toes ran across the base of his cock. Ken found himself so aroused by this that he literally co

So...you're Here, Now What..?
Why is it that humans learn quickly about physical pain and so slowly about emotional pain. One sticks their hand on a stove, it burns, it frickin hurts so you don't do it anymore (unless of course you like that sort of thing lol) yet in relationships one can make the 'same' stupid choices over and over again, choosing the same fate any number of times, with any number of partners, and some still don't learn to avoid that same eventuality? The heart will indulge emotional pain far longer than any other body part would, even if you like physical pain. So, you want to be in love and with me this is a particular choice. You've paid attention to the need for discretionary choices, ie. not repeating previous choices because you know where they lead. Like me you search for the one who has thier shit together and wants that immersive tactile fondling unnending love and know that it doesn't happen over night. Lust is a feeling that makes you want someone right fuc'in now, while love is a

Talk About Sex
I have talked to many people that telll girls that they want a real relationship but once they have sex he never calls or anything. I was with one guy that was like that but hell I dont care. But my friends took it to heart, they are now scared to start a new relationship. Let me know what you think about this or if it has happened to you. Guys if u have had sex with a girl and never called write me and let me know why.

The Mouse Trap
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and his wife open a package. "What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning. "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you but it is of no consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The pig sympathized, but said, "I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my prayers." The mouse turned to the cow and said, "There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" The cow said, "Wow, Mr. Mouse. I'm sorry for you, but it's no skin off my nose." So, the mouse returned t

Song For The Day
Soldier (Desitny's Child) {My version - many of the words have been changed} [First Rap] Hey, I want a soldier The way I got it, he's the hottest around They'll know it when they see him rolling hummers around I got a soldier With the top down feeling the sounds Quakin' and vibratin' my thighs ridin' harder than guys With the big wheels at the bottom, army green inside When the bullets be spittin' at you tell 'em don't even try it To shot it with Billy and kick it with Willy or holla at Steve You gotta be hard or you're way out of your league Pleas [First Verse] We like them boys be in them cami's leanin' Open their mouth their grill gleamin' Cami painted, keep that wheel clean and They always be talking that country slang we like Lookin' straight ahead when the chief's in I love how he keep my body screamin' A tough boy that's sweet to me with awesome credibility [Hook] If his status ain't good I ain't checkin' for him Better be sweet if he's lookin' at m

Butts Charged With Stealing Toilet Paper
Butts Charged With Stealing Toilet Paper By Associated Press MARSHALLTOWN, Iowa - Police blame a woman named Butts for stealing toilet paper from a central Iowa courthouse, and while they're chuckling, the theft charge could put her in prison. "She's facing potentially three years of incarceration for three rolls of toilet paper," Chief Lon Walker said, stifling a laugh as he talked to KCCI-TV about Suzanne Marie Butts. "See, I can't say it with a straight face." Workers had noticed the rolls disappearing from the Marshall County Courthouse much faster than usual, Walker said. Butts, 38, was caught last week after an employee saw her taking three rolls of two-ply tissue from a storage closet, Walker said. Butts insisted it was the first time she'd pilfered toilet paper, but she declined to answer further questions on her attorney's advice. The fifth-degree theft charge, a misdemeanor, normally carries a sentence of less than a year in jail. But Butts could face more time if co

Okay. . . A Deal To My Friends. . . Anyone Willing To Travel To Ky For This Concert. . .
Will get a chance to share a hotel room w/me! I am willing to pay for a room for me and another person as long as they help share the expenses a little bit, the more people that go, the more fun it will be. So who's in???

The Aftermath Of The Best Birthday Ever Ever Ever
was my birthday this weekend and I turned, drum roll ... 22. We had planned a huge party up at Aldinga, where all our friends were coming and then even people we didn't know! Aldinga is a small coastal town, couple of hours out of Adelaide, so pretty much you could have a street party and no one would care... That said, the party went off !!! oh my god that was one of the best and one to go down in the books lol Cos it was a long weekend we had the party on Sunday night. Convinced a local band to come play for a little bit. We could get away with it, the house we had the party at was massive not to mention there were empty paddocks surrounding the house! must of had about 120 people or more ... probably more! Thats ok cos' that meant their was fresh meat on the scene to check out hahahahaha! My friends had sworn to me that they were gonna get my shit faced no matter what, ply me with alcohol till it came out of my ears. Well it didn't come out of my ears but I was well and truly

Chapter 3
As you indulge your own presence lost in your senses you hear a whisper in your ear. "My dear you've stumbled into a lumberjack meeting and err,.. umm you're rather inappropriately dressed, as well" You scream "OMFG!" and attempt to cover up, rather hopelessly, as 42 men some smiling some leering at you make you feel naked anyway. With that thought in mind you drop your hands to your side and then your brain starts talking to you. "What the fuck were you thinking? You're naked in the woods with 42 burly men!" A few of them begin walking toward you with menacing looks in their eyes. The lead man puts up his hand to stop the others from advancing further. He undoes his coat and drapes it over your shoulders, leading you back to the entrance, picking up your cloths on the way. he hands them to you, so you can get dressed and sends you on your way. Needless to say, your walk home is filled with "I'm such a friggin idiot" thoughts, as embarrassment and humilty keep you engrosse

Pray For Baby Kaleb
Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos **I HAVE 3 DIFFERENT PICS IN MY "CAUSES CLOSE TO MY HEART" ALBUM, INCLUDING MY CURRENT DEFAULT PICTURE, OF KALEB AND HIS FAMILY. IF YOU WOULD LIEK TO RIP ANY OR ALL OF THEM TO YOUR ALBUMS TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR KALEB AND HIS FAMILY, FEEL FREE. PLEASE KEEP LIL KALEB AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS..**

Pain..........
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I k

My Shit Don't Stink!
what do you think???? I like to check in with friends and family when I am this pissed off...cause, well, I have a tendency to be unrational... my knee jerk reaction is to rent the biggest truck I can find and just pile the shit in here now.... lol, but, since I know, I get a bit over emotional, I decided to ask anyone if they've ever ran into a problem like this and see what they did to solve it.... *********************************************** I don't know if I am over reacting.... we have hauled four loads of that free compost you get from the county into the yard. I have spread it around my irises bed, mixed it in with my hay bales in order to build soil in our 'garden area', we put it right by our front door on my flowers out front... (when you think of four loads, think of the back of a small pick up truck, our trailer was once the back end of a Ford Ranger) note: in our 'garden area' we have no topsoil, it's all clay.. a contractor took it years ago, and it's so har

Being Me
I could have just reposted my livejournal, which I do on most sites to get my thoughts spread out there for the most coverage but then I thought... Why? Why not use THIS blog to say the stuff I usually can't say on the more mundane and "public" sites I slum through? So what do I have to say? Well life isn't completely bad. My daughter is growing beautifully, making all those cute noises. She really is the apple of my eye. Work is a bitch, though. I emergency transfered just after my daughter's birth back to Pensacola, my love and I moving into her parent's place until we have enough for the Damage deposit on our own place. The real problem isn't the lack of work for her to find. I have faith and all confidence she will find something. The problem is I am not in the department I have spent almost 7 years working in. I am working receiving and don't see them transferring me back to electronics because before I left I had more then a few worlds with one of the asst manag

Mexican Earthquake
A big earthquake with the strength of 8.1 on the Richter scale has hit > > > Mexico > > > > > > Two million Mexicans have died and over a million are injured. The > >country > > > > > is totally ruined and the government doesn't know where to start with > > > providing help to rebuild. > > > > > > The rest of the world is in shock. > > > > > > Canada is sending troops to help the Mexican army control the riots. > > > > > > Saudi Arabia is sending oil. > > > > > > Other Latin American countries are sending supplies. > > > > > > The European community (except France ) is sending food and money. > > > > > > The United States, not to be outdone, is sending two million replacement > > > Mexicans. > > > > > > God Bless America

Spelling Can Make A Big Difference!!!
I wonder if they come in different colors? I wonder about the fragrance? I wonder if it would help to put those preservative packets in the water? I wonder if they bloom? I wonder whether they would look better on the kitchen table or in the entry? I wonder if they're cheaper by the dozen? I wonder if they come in long-stemmed? Captured at 115th and Allisonville Rd. in Fishers (Indianapolis). The sign is real and was up for two hours before someone stopped and told them how to spell PEONIES!

Deep South
Emily Sue passed away and Bubba called 911. The 911 operator told Bubba that she would send someone out right away. "Where do you live?" asked the operator. Bubba replied, "At the end of Eucalyptus Drive." The operator asked, "Can you spell that for me? "There was a long pause and finally Bubba said, "How 'bout if I drag her over to Oak Street and you pick her up there?"

Pentagon Confirms Scrapped Plans For 'gay Bomb'
Pentagon Confirms Scrapped Plans For 'Gay Bomb' By: Harker Jones Posted: 10:30 am PDT 6-12-2007 BERKELEY, Calif. - Officials from the Pentagon have confirmed that the military sought to create a "gay bomb" that would have turned enemy soldiers into homosexuals more interested in sex than in killing, Berkeley's CBS5.com website has reported. Berkeley's Sunshine Project said it had uncovered the proposal for the hormone bomb, which was ultimately rejected by the military. The Sunshine Project's Edward Hammond said that he had utilized the Freedom of Information Act to get a copy of the proposal from the Wright Laboratory, which is part of the U.S. Air Force, in Dayton, Ohio. The proposal stated in part: "One distasteful but completely non-lethal example would be strong aphrodisiacs, especially if the chemical also caused homosexual behavior." In 1994, the Air Force asked for $7.5 million to develop the chemical weapon. A spokesperson from the Department of Defense indicated

Introducing....greyhawk, This Is For You....
She wandered in alone, it was the first stop she'd made since leaving him in Mesa. She was in need of a drink, anything to make the walk more bearable. Caffeine called her to the spot, her thirst burned in her cheeks. Coffee...coffee. She needed any kind of distraction from the thought of him. He didn't need her, she didn't need him, and dredging it out any further was the last thing she needed. She could feel the pulsating crowd draw her in, halter tops and Birkenstocks for miles, tan shoulders and tattoos lined the walls. She stood behind a giggly twenty-something, hanging on what had to be her boyfriend with the adhesiveness of super glue. She felt a pang until Cheerleader Alpha Woman opened her mouth to speak. Any and all jealousy she might have felt faded to rage. "Denny was just sooooo excited to teach me how to drive a stick! I was super stoked the first time I shifted without making the car smell funny!" She giggled all the while, a shiny mirror of white teet

Dumbass People Should Be Shot On Sight
I cannot stand the sheer immaturity and stupidity of people online. I was just accosted by some bitch in my shoutbox who rated me a bunch of ones. Like I give a fuck. I went to her page and rated her a ten, thanked her for the points. Then she gets in my shoutbox and starts giving me shit because I'm with a man 13 years older than me. It's utter ridiculousness. Bah! I'm just angry and felt the need to vent.

Interpretation
This is my interpretation from my view only I was looking thru my web site and I found this background. I just loved the colors they are so warm and relaxing. It reminds me of a flower opening up, but not just any flower a powerful flower. I then added a few touches, which would be best to go with these colors; the colors remind me of a mystical life. I thought I would add an angel of Bubbles, (Bubbly hello from me) …The Angel of bubbles reminds me of happiness. The star means everyone is a star in my eyes... (Until I learn other wise) The two Angels on the star are looking down upon the young ones… (Bless the Innocents) I can see a butterfly flying around with freedom The Angel dancing on my name, with the Angel of love Remember these are just my thoughts, just thinking aloud

Alittle Funny :)
Bob joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he takes off his clothes and starts wandering around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by him and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him grinning sweetly and says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" She says: "You must be new here; let me explain. It's a rule here that if I give you an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of a pool, lays down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Bob continues exploring the facilities. He enters a sauna, sits down, and farts. Within a few seconds a huge, horribly corpulent, hairy man with a firm erection lumbers out of the steam towards him. The Huge Man says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" The Huge Man: "You must be new here; it is a rule that when you fart, it implies you called for me." The

How Freaky Are You In Bed?!!
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK.- 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL- C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE. 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY- D. CLOUDY. 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES. B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI- 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT.- B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER- C. SPRING D. WINTER. 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? A-HEADBOARD.- B-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO- B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS

Tell Me This Wont Happen To Us
LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ________________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her s

Leave Me Alone???
Okay.. I know we have all seen people who set there status to "don't bug me" "leave me alone" "Fuck Off" or some other way of tell people to bug off. But I'm sorry this DRIVES ME NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay if you really wanted to be left alone I got the answer to your problem. LOG OFF DUMBY! Ta da no one can bug you then... I don't mean to offend any one just it drives me nuts... Thank you for reading my little rant. :) Have a nice day. May you walk in love, light, and happiness, Star

New 2 Ct
new 2 ct here is 2 get you started upload photos rate fan people there is lots 2 do on here for help click on the word help fater you click it it will open and there says the ct bible or you can ask the bouncers 2 see the bouncers scrool down till you see them then click on anyone and ask them. hope this help for any new ct member anything else jut ask.

The Day We Met
The day we met I looked at you and knew that you were the one for me. I looked at you and you looked at me and both of us knew that we would be together forever. You smiled at me and introduced yourself and alls I could do was think about how lucky I am to have met you. I knew that you were thinking the same as I was. We stuck together that first day and every day since. I am so glad I met you Jessica Cooper

Birthday
Today is my youngest sons 6th birthday! We will be back and forth all day celebrating!!! Its a anything goes day for him! we might be going to chinese to eat.. the arcade to play and of course toys r us for a special toy that just he picked out!! :D :D :D

There Was Once A Time
there once was a time you werent like this once was a time those times i miss that big ole smile was on your face now sadness regrets it has replaced a child who at one point or two had no worries to be happy was true the choices i made right or wrong that smile it faded didnt take long in life we do things that just seem so right til i looked in that picture and lost the fight back then yu seemed happy without a care but my choices took you from there my babygirl im sorry to say its because of me youre afraid to just play you protect me and worry for the path that we took but oh how i long to just see that look that look in your eyes that smile on your face the sadness and worry it now has replaced all i can say is im sorry to you sorry i hurt you sorry your blue as a parent you make the choices to lead hoping their happiness it will be freed just think before doing and reflect on your need do it for th

I Heart Misfit Shaun
This is my misfit boy....... Misfit73@ CherryTAP I can only say that I'm happier than I've been in years and it's almost unreal. A dream purrrrhaps? Well you better not wake me the fuck up punk! Lots of love to all and especially to Shaun.... XOXOX Misfit's Sin aka deadend girl

Embarrassed Correction
In a stash comment I just noted, that I deleted another stash entry because it linked to a PDF full of blank pages. I just opened another such PDF I'd earlier downloaded from the same site (it hadn't been the first time!!) but opened it in Acrobat Reader 7, not in Preview.app. ...Oh. No problem... invisible ink, apparently. Whoops... Er... Ow... I guess I was just using the wrong program...

.house.house.house!.
*does a lil dance* we got a house we got a house we got a house we got a house we got a house we got a house and its huge. 2k sq ft 3 bedrooms a family room a den formal living and dining the upstairs is gonna be like...the kid 'wing' 2 bedrooms a family room n a bathroom... the main floor is the master bedroom/bath suite with the formal living n dining n kitchen...a balcony off the kitchen...views of the red rocks from the living n dining... downstairs is a satillo tiled den...with an alcove...and a sliding glass door which leads to its own patio...right off the backyard. oh ya. it has a 2 car garage too. *dances more* the only thing that could make this day more completely awesome...is sex. but ya cant get everything...lol and that is all :D

The Big Mistake!!!
The worst night of my life happened on the night of August 20th. Went to a club with my best friend, Jarrod. We had stayed there til they closed and then afterwards, headed back home. Everything was fine, he was drunker than I was. Driving down the road, we wanted to hear this one cd, so I tried to reach behind my seat and get it in my CD Case behind my seat. I ended up swurving to the other side of the road through an intersection where it just so happened a city cop was just sitting there waiting to turn. Not too long after that, he was behind me w/ his lights on and so I pulled over and he came up beside the car and told me I was all over the road and he wanted to know if we had been drinking. Answered truthfully and said we had a couple. Then he asked us if we had any weapons in the car, we again answered truthfully w/ "No". He then told me someone had reported that my car was all over the road on the freeway and that I needed to get out of the car. I did 3 sobrieity test

It Only Hurts When I'm Breathin'
Hope life's been good to you since you've been gone. I'm doin' fine now - I've finally moved on. It's not so bad - I'm not that sad. I'm not surprised just how well I survived. I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive. I can't complain - I'm free again And it only hurts when I'm breathing. My heart only breaks when it's beating. My dreams only die when I'm dreaming. So, I hold my breath to forget. Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night. There's no need to worry, I'm really all right. I've never looked back as a matter of fact. Hurts when I'm breathing. Breaks when it's beating. Die when I'm dreaming. It only hurts when I breathe.........

Dreams Are Only The Beginning... (late December 2005)
I know that what I wish that would happen might not, but I also know that what I want might just be a hell of a chance, but what's it take just to wish for what you want, rather it be love, or just someone to be there? Who knows??? right? You could spend the rest of your life wishing for one thing and wanting something else, but what you deserve is totally opposite that what you get? I'm a man of many things but I never seem to get what I want, nor what I wish. As a dreamer like me, the only thing I wish in my whole life for this Christmas, or any other Christmas, I just wish that any life that involves me, that I hope that deep within their hearts, that perhaps, just me, only me, that maybe one heart, one soul, could touch them unlike another person/soul, has touched them in a certain way that makes them realize something that they would not have realized without me...

The Loneliest Feeling
You sit there with me and your friends, Laughing and joking all the time. I act like all the others do, Even though I want you mine. It's hell to have you so close; I can't have you, to feel and touch. Because your heart belongs to someone else, And that fact hurts me so much. I know that you want him oh so bad, And that I don't stand a chance. But you make out that I might have one, It's the loneliest feeling in the world, To love someone who's just a friend, To want someone you know you can't have.

History Sometimes Repeats Itself...who Knows But I
I would like to share something I feel is what I feel now. This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I've shared And these are my dreams That I'd never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I must be sleeping Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I've never said before I think I'm doing okay And this is the smile That I've never shown before Somebody shake me cause I must be sleeping Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive And I'm not a

It's Not Personal
I'm just making changes pages to my page... yes I removed most people from my family list but don't take it personally.... it has nothing to do with you...it's for me to find some of the people I need...when I need tham You are all still my friends...and I still care about you... still enjoy talking to you...and have become a fan of you all.....this just makes it easier for me ...when taking care of family things it's more about getting the information I need quicker...other changes will me made soon

How The World Works....
Sometimes in life, things make you cold. If they don't, they just plainly make you old. You can accept people for who they are and who they are not. But who's fault is that? The world has become so out of it since the freaking 70's. What happened? You can judge ppl now, and you expect to be happy? Some are, some have no compliants, but come on. What the hell is going on? If you just do something on the whim and you find something so special, u'd of never known if you wouldn't have taken that chance. What about that? There are many ppl out there like that, that took a chance and realize they couldn't be any happier than they are now, with that one special person cause they didn't judge and just took a chance. But now in this day and age, it's not right, it's just not logical. Fuck you, it is logical, cause it's all what your heart tells you. You weren't given a choice in this life, you were given the chance to live and live as hard as you could dream, cause the worst fate to that is dea

Temporary Oblivion
Over and over again it happens Darkness washes over me clouding my mind obscuring my judgment giving me the cravings the self-destructive tendencies anger surging to the surface anxiety ruling me rage burning within me the overwhelming urges come The razorblade calls me to rip into my flesh I resist the urge to answer for now, but only just the sting of the sharpened blade could help for awhile give the rush I need to feel something, anything other than my darkened soul feeding upon itself the chaos in my twisted mind could be eased so many ways I seek temporary oblivion

Whose Your Vampire Personality
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula92% Marius83% Armand67% Lestat67% Spike58% Angel50% Louis42% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Akasha8% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

It's Kind Of Funny...
Here I am, almost 32 years old. I lack direction in my life. I have no college degree. I love writing and making movies, but neither is likely to become a practical means of earning a living. I've worked countless trade jobs - construction, home renovation, low voltage installations, etc. None have ever really satiated my desire to move forward in life. I want to be on the cutting edge. I want to be one of those people that contributes to the future of humans. Because of this, I want to go back to school. I want to learn more. I want to be able to back up my claims of technical excellence. Over the years, I've been fascinated with the work of Nikola Tesla, the very man that gave us the hydroelectric plant at Niagara Falls, AC power, high voltage transformers, and fluorescent lighting. He was an inventor a hundred years ahead of his time. I've often felt that my new concepts have been a hundred years ahead of my time as well - even with many of my designs based on Tesla's

Spidey 3
Spider-Man 3...alls I can say is OMG!!! That was so AWESOME! I will admit though that it wasn't quite as good as the 2nd one but it was still awesome all the same. They tied up some story lines but didn't leave much for another one but I'm sure there will be. I'm not saying another word about it. According to a Yahoo! News article Sam Raimi (director) will be taking a break from Spidey at least for a while. Although Tobey and Kirsten have said that they'd come back to do a 4th one if Sam was at the helm. Of course for me it doesn't matter as Spidey has always been my favorite comic book hero. It's smart, witty, and sometimes even down right funny. He's our nerdy geeky every man. The person who is insecure and unsure about himself. Someone we can all relate and identify with one in form or another. I know I certainly can.

Shrek 3
I saw Shrek the Third. It was good and funny but not as good or as funny as Shrek 2. There were some good funny moments to it. Don't get me wrong I definitely recommend people go see it who are fans of Shrek. It is definitely enjoyable. Not much else I can really say about it. Justin Timberlake held his own w/ Mike Myers and the rest of the cast including Eric Idle.

Show My Best Friend Some Love
MY BEST FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST!!! PLEASE SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF HER!!!...JUST CLICK ON THE PIC, IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE!! THE SEXIEST CHERRY ON CT CONTEST. THE CONTEST WILL START AT TODAY THE 17TH OF JUNE AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT AND IT WILL END ON JUNE 24TH AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH VIC 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST THE RULES ARE: 1~NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED 2~SELF COMMENTING AND COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 3~GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST (IN A BETTER WORD- NO DRAMA)

So
yesterday i was at the NVS FTB concert, great show, but i met this woman there mainly had to help her out cause of some jackass completely all over her and she asked for my help, well she called me this morning and is wanting to hang out but she doesn't have the time and i don't have the money, blah this is soooooo fun.

Sexxy Man On Ct Contest! Score Updates
Sexxy Man On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Men For This Plz! 1st person is...... with 3247 comments! 2nd person is...... with 165 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 33 comments! 4th Person is...... with 8 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Hi Everyone
hi everyone. This is all so new to me. I'm usually on myspace and livejournal but myspace is blocked at work so here I am. It's gonna take some time getting used to so please be paitent. I'll try to get back to everyone as soon as I can. Thanks!

Goddamit
well that supposed job interview i had today never happend, i went down there waited for the manager, then all she told me was they already filled all the possistions! hey bitch then why did u bother sceduling an interview with me yesterday? or bother to call me back telling me they where already filled! fucking waist of time!

Days
More old Poetry Days till the time that I'll forget. Days till I'll let the time we met go. Days till I'll be ok. Days till the time you said you would stay. Days and days go by. Till the days when you feel the pain you have given me.

Sapphires Bleeding
i sit alone my thoughts not my own shadows play where light did dwell questions asked no answers he will tell my hearts blood mingles with my broken souls tears i never thought it would be just months i thought we'd have years i listen to the silence now i remain crumbled weakened crushing pain a vow i make till my last breath escapes no more sun nor love will i partake a fire hot and warm was our love burning raging destruction in its wake i will let you go lord watch you pack for me i never can look back you have taken all i gave i am/was honored to give no more dreams though a mothers duty to live 3 years 346 days till i will set my broken soul free better to have loved and lost the sayer a fool yesterday i dreamed today i am just my childrens tool I AM MICHEL AND I AM FINE in 3 years 346 days it will be my time goodbye heart tears of cobalt blue foolish woman i am still so deeply in love with you goodbye soul broken you are nightmares coming daymares are goodbye michele i wont cree

Insight You Might Find Interesting!
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space b

Come To Me....
Come to the cherries gone wild no limit lounge! We are having a blast in there! We got DJ Diddy with us! Of course, the best DJ there is!!!! Anything goes! We have the best people on CT in there! Come join the fun!!! Hope to see you there!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011

An Email From A Friend...
I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly

I Just Wanted To Wish All In Ct Land A Lovely Day
OMG I am so just well how I can put this HAPPY, WOW. Alot has happened to me in the past 3 days that I cant explain but I tell you I wouldnt change it for anything in the world. Only one thing I would change if I could is getting my things in order so I can get my life where it needs to be. I have a smile on my face 10 miles wide. Sitting here just chillaxin listening to some Journey, one of my favorite groups of all times. Wow I tell you, I hope the rest of you ppl out there get the chance to experience Love.. I'm bouncing off the walls. woot woot. Well I am going to enjoy my tunes and get a few other things done. tootles muahhhhh

Never,,,,,
Never say I love you, If you really don't care. Never talk about feelings, if their not really there. Never hold my hand, If your gonna break my heart. Never say your going to....., If you really don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, If all you gonna do is lie. Never say anything, If you plan to say good bye.

Body And Soul
You keep giving me scraps of you You lie and tell me you want me too But your actions are to expressive and your words are so silent It’s my passion you crave and the memories I gave These fragments, these pieces that make the whole I want everything, your mind body and soul but What you give I take with out complain My love I give you without restraint I give you completion cause I know you deserve it I get the opposite but you refuse to admit it You say that you love me with all that you can hold But, I want everything mind body and soul

Moroccan Sea Bass
1 lb. sea bass or red snapper 1/2 c. chopped onion 1/4 c. white wine 1 tbsp. ketchup 2 tbsp. butter 1 clove garlic, minced 1 tbsp. soy sauce 1/2 tsp. dill weed Arrange fresh fillets in shallow roasting pan. Melt butter in small frying pan over medium heat. Add the onion and garlic; cook until onion is limp. Add the wine, soy sauce, ketchup, and dill weed. Stir until heated through and pour over fish. Bake, uncovered, in 425 degree oven for 20 minutes or until fish flakes readily with a fork. Serves 2 to 4.

Baked Italian Style Lasagna
2 lbs. ricotta cheese (Italian at deli) 1 c. grated Parmesan cheese 2 lg. Grade AA eggs 1/4 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. pepper 1 tbsp. ground basil leaves 2 lbs. lasagna noodles (Italian) 2 c. homemade tomato sauce (Italian) In a large mixing bowl, combine ricotta, Parmesan cheese, eggs, salt and pepper; set aside. Pour in 1 tablespoons ground basil in cheese mixture. Prepare 8- quart pot for boiling noodles and 1 long baking pan; noodles. Put cold water in pot. Boil. Place a little oil and pinch of salt in water. Cook noodles in water that is boiled for 10 minutes, drain partially. Set oven to 375 degrees, prepare a 9x13x2 inch baking pan. Begin to layer pan with noodles, then ricotta mix, then sauce. Continue until all used or pan is filled. Bake at 375 degrees for 1 hour. Let cool, cover with foil. Refrigerate overnight. Tastes better next day reheated. Sprinkle Parmesan cheese and oregano to taste on last layer for color and taste.

Enchiladas
1 1/2 lbs. ground beef (or turkey) 3/4 c. onion 1 1/2 tsp. salt 12 flour tortillas (10 inch) 12 oz. taco sauce 1 1/2 c. Cheddar cheese 6 tbsp. butter 6 tbsp. flour 3 tsp. chicken bouillon 2 c. water 6 tbsp. green chiles 1 c. sour cream Brown meat and onion and drain. Stir in salt, sauce, cheese and put in tortillas. Roll tortillas and place seam side down in casserole. Melt butter. Blend in flour and bouillon. Add water. Cook until makes gravy (stir constantly). Stir in chiles and sour cream. Remove from heat. Pour over tortillas. Bake uncovered at 350 for about 20 minutes.

Boiled Potato Dumplings
6-7 potatoes 1 onion, diced 1 egg 1/4 c. flour Salt and pepper Peel and grated potatoes fine. Strain through cloth, squeeze fairly dry. Allow strained liquid to settle. Pour off liquid carefully, until only white potato starch remains. Add starch to grated potato, add onion, egg, flour, salt and pepper. Shape into balls. Drop into boiling salted water. Boil 1/2 hour. Remove from water, drain. Pour melted butter and minced onion on dumplings.

Answering Machine Messages
Actual answering machine answers recorded and verified by the world famous International Institute of Answering Machine Answers. (From a machine at a college dorm:) A is for academics, B is for beer. One of those reasons is why we're not here. So leave a message. Hi. This is John: If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money. (Narrator's voice:) There Dale sits, reading a magazine. Suddenly the telephone rings! The bathroom explodes into a veritable maelstrom of toilet paper, with Dale in the middle of it, his arms wind milling at incredible speeds! Will he make it in time? Alas no, his valiant effort is in vain. The bell hath sounded. Thou must leave a message. "Hi. Now you say something." "Hi, I'm not home right now but my answering machine i

The First Nascar Driver Prank Call Cd In History!
LEE ROY MERCER® GONE RACIN'™ Is The First Album In Recording Industry History To Feature Authentic Prank Calls Made On Today's Top Names In NASCAR. It Ain't Nothin' For Lee Roy Mercer To Whoop A NASCAR Driver's Ass!Click The Pic or Somebody's Ass Could Get Whooped Over The Damn Thing!

The Puzzle
Your heart is a puzzle It's pieces scattered on the floor I watch you as you struggle Nothing seems to fit together anymore Give me your broken heart I'll earn it piece by piece And restore this work of art I just need you to believe I'll fit them back together Until your heart is complete And cherish it forever Your faith is all I need But if you choose to keep it When my work is done This one request I submit In gentlemanly fashion If it's given to another This choice I will respect Just don't give it to a miser For this I can attest You will end up where you started Your heart a shattered mess And once again be broken hearted Full of burden and distress

Hotel Streaking!!!
wanted to let you know that i've added a new pic set this week to my site at BBWHeaven!!! I dont know what it is, but i love staying at hotels..i have more sex, hotter sex, louder sex...i just feel like being naughty when i'm there! during my last stay, i went streaking and had some fun in the hallways!! My pic set this week lets you enjoy all the fun with me!! make sure you get on over to my site and check it out!! Thanks bunches!! http://www.bbw-heaven.net/kaylee.htm

Something Inside Has Die
Used to be so vibrant, so full of life Now never seem to have a happy day Tears pouring free constantly Nothing ever going my way Pain eating me up inside Sorrow clutching at my soul Remembering a time so long ago When I wasn't broken but whole Despair filling up all my hours Seems I'm depressed all the time Recalling with a tired sad smile When happiness was mine How long will I feel this way? Lost count of tears I've cried Finally I'm starting to accept That something inside has died

Midsummer In Sweden
Midsummer Summer in Sweden is short. It starts showing its face in May and explodes into life in June. The summer has to hurry to get things done before the nights turn cold in September and everything stops growing. At Midsummer, the Swedish summer is a lush green and bursting with chlorophyll, and the nights are scarcely dark at all. In the north, the sun never sets. Virtually every part of Sweden has its own folk costume. But they are rarely worn except at Midsummer. The start of summer holidays Swedes are fairly well attuned to the rhythms of nature. At Midsummer, many begin their five-week annual holidays and they, too, are in a hurry to get things done. Midsummer Eve is celebrated in the countryside – as always – and on the day before, everyone leaves town, everything closes and the streets are suddenly spookily deserted. The country’s main thoroughfares, on the other hand, are packed. Queues of cars stretch away into the distance, and at the end of th

For You
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right word Or the right line So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head on my chest As we lay here Lovers entwined Hearts tangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love Almost as if it’s a real force I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips And I finally find the words I’m looking for I love you - Stephen Piekuta -

You Are / I Am
You are my desert, I am your rain I am your pleasure, you are my pain You drive me crazy, I make you sane You are my humility, I am your vain I life you up, you bring me down I am your smile, you are my frown You are my ringleader, I am your clown You are my silence, I am your sound Some how I wish I could get you to see That what you call love is slowly killing me - Eric Parks Copyright 2007

*~*str8t~bull~shit
Whats good muh peepz? i know its been a hot long minute..shit been thinkin bout yall and miss yall..sorry but id bee a poor bitch and waitin on a computer..was like waitin on dinosaurs to reappear. but now i got one and its nice..cuz sum shit has been goin down..muh ex broke up with his girl and i was like heyyy..cuz i really still so crazy in love with muh ex...but n~e~wayz on with tha story..hes been makin sum of i dont know if there lies or what..but hes tellin everyone he donw want me and he down wanna fuck..and he asked me 2 weeks ago if we could and i was like no! despite me wantin 2..i have to figure out if ima gettin played and im tired of playin these games...and my now boyfriend and i..i dont wanna bee with anyone..cuz all guys wanna ever seem to do to me is hurt and lie..while im the one workin and payin the rent and bills..i can do this by muhself..so to tha left... to tha left i got me and right now thats all i need..well besides yall...u kno i loves u..holla

A Kiss In The Rain
A Kiss in the Rain We step out of the car and into the street You can hear it hit softly, like the patter of little feet It's such a magical time, like sunset on the ocean We're caught in its spell, and we move in slow motion I move in close, with my hands on her waist I take it slow, no rush, no haste The rain slowly falls and the full moon shines She slides her arms around my neck, and says your mine The rain picks up and it soaks our hair But our eyes are focused, we have no cares I whisper in her ear, I love you my dear You will always be smiling, you have no use for tears I will love you forever, is my vow to you You are my heavenly dove, may it always be true She smiles at me, with joy and bliss My lips meet hers, and in the rain we kiss The rain itself, dances all around As I kiss my sweetheart, without a sound The rain glides through the air and I hold her tight It's like the angels are crying, such a beautiful sight Her tongue touches

Another Freaky Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 22,2007 A potentially life-changing piece of information comes your way, but only when you're not frantically searching for it. Relax and go about your daily routine. When you're ready to hear it, it will arrive. Ok this one I a not sure is a good one because my father is in ICU, I am having to deal with my ex husband in court again after 7 years, and I am working my ass off in my music career and art work..................... Lord be a good life changing information!!!!!! btw I saw a great video blog on Aristotle® blogs so I am defenitly considering doing it also.......what do you think???? ~*~HUGS~*~ Dj Titanium EXPerience

Lament For The Death Of My Cock.
Lament for my cock Sore & crucified I seek to know you acequiring soulful wisdom you can open walls of mystery strip-show How to get death On the morning Show T.V. death which the child absorbs death-well mystery which makes me write Slow train The death of my cock gives life Guitar player Ancient wise satyr Sing your ode to my cock caress its lament stiffen & guide us Lost cells The knowledge of cancer To speak to the heart & give the great gift words powers trance This stable friend & the beast of his zoo wild, haired chicks each color connects to create the boat which rocks the race could any hell be more horrible than now & real "I pressed her thigh & death smiled" death, old friend death & my cock are the world I can forgive my injuries in the name of wisdom luxury romance Sentence upon sentence. Words are healing. Words got me the wound & will get well If you believe it. All join in l

Why The Desire For Death?
A clean paper or a pure white wall. One false line, a scratch, a mistake. Unerasable. So obscure by adding million other tracings, blend it, cover over But the original scratch remains, written in gold blood, shining. Desire for a Perfect Life

If You Didn't Know Anything About Me Already...
...You'll sure as hell know somethin now!!! lol My Life In 200 Questions Here goes... 200. My middle name is: LeAnne 199. I was born in: San Dimas, CA (san dimas high school football RULES! if ya don't get it, u never will) 198. I am really: Full of Energy 197. My cell phone company is: nonexistent 196. My eye color is: Blue 195. My shoe size is: 8-9 94. My ring size is: uhhhhhh I dunno 193. My height is: 5'7 on the dot 192. I am allergic to: dairy, pork & smoke (yeah...I love dairy and I smoke...what!?) 191. I was born in: A hospital...wait, didn't we go over this? 190. I am annoyed by: hypocrites, cheaters, Paris Hilton & her followers, and Reality TV 189. Last book you read: in the process of the Labyrinth by Kate Mosse 188. My bed is: sucky 187: One thing you hate about yourself: my legs 179. My favorite Holiday is: St. Patty's Day :P 178. The perfect kiss is: when you gotta get on your tiptoes...in the rain 177. The last thr

Keep Hatin You Makin Me Famous
WHy can't they just leave us alone? That's the most often asked question. But think about it for a minute. If you didn't have anyone hating on you how would you know that you were tha shit? I mean of course there are some instances where hating can be an extreme problem depending on the severity of the situation at hand but when someone just hates to hate it is usualy more beneficial than harmful. I know alot of you all are feeling what i am sayingand probably feel the same way about it as i do. Maybe not though. i guess we'll see what's up. I will leave wioth vthese words. This is for all you haters: YOU BITCHES KEEP HATIN. YOU MAKIN ME FAMOUS

The Lesser Known Greek Goddess And Gods
by Neal L. Evenhuis Listed below is a selected list of many of the lesser-known gods and demi-gods of Greece that have apparently been ignored or forgotten by historians for various and sundry reasons. Some of these gods were obviously important and useful in everyday life habits, others apparently had no redeeming value whatsoever, but somehow achieved god- or goddesshood. This list is presented here in the hopes that it will prove helpful to someone somewhere, sometime. Egregious - God of Errors Though he spent virtually all his life with the other gods and goddesses on Mount Olympus, he is rumored to have left for a short vacation to the south of France where he met and had an affair with the French goddess, Faux Pas. Egregious was one of the smartest gods on Mount Olympus. In fact, many thought he might be as smart as Zeus, though no one would ever admit this publicly. However, his unfortunate habit of making so many mistakes kept him from becoming one of the better-know

Women Men
If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race...you're a male chauvinist. If you stay home and do the housework...you're a pansy. If you work too hard...there's never any time for her. If you don't work enough...you're a good-for nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay...this is exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay..you should get off your lazy ass and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her...that's favoritism. If she gets a job ahead of you...it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks...it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet...it's male indifference. If you cry...you're a wimp. If you don't...you're an insensitive bastard. If you make a decision without consulting her...you're a chauvinist. If she makes a decision without consulting you...she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy...that's domination. If SHE

Thedifference Between Men & Women Love Poems!
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep.One who's handsome, smart and strong.One who loves to listen long.One who thinks before he speaks.One who'll call, not wait for weeks.I pray he's gainfully employed. When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.Pulls out my chair and opens my door.Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind. Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end,And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course,and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit

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WHEN YOU WALK DOWN THE ROAD HEAVY BURDEN, HEAVY LOAD AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA JUST GIVE UP ON THE FORGET I WILL COME AND I WILL WALK WITH YOU EACH AND EVEYDAY UNTIL THE CLOUDS FADE AWAY I WILL WALK WITH YOU.

The Etiquette Of Outdoor Cooking
After four long months of cold and winter, we are finally coming up to spring and BBQ season. Therefore, it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this outdoor cooking ritual, as it's the only type of cooking a real man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ, the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine: 1. The woman buys the food 2. The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert 3. The Woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the Man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand Here comes the important part: 4. THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL More routine: 5. The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutl

Life's Lil Lessons
Love is, without doubt, a great thing to behold. Don't make the mistake of thinking love cannot fail -- because it very well can. But where love fails, the good times and achievements of your life will always be something that nobody else can take from you -- and will lead you to a truly successful life, which WILL help you find what you seek. Take it easy

Everything Happens For A Reason
Everything Happens Sometimes people come into our life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some purpose, teach you a lesson, or try to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roomate, neighbor,professor, long lost friend, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair at first, but in reflection you will find that without overcoming those obsticles, you would never realize your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happends for a reason. nothing happens by chance, or by means of good luck, illness, injury, love, lost of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be safe and comfortab

A Marine's Responsibility To Our Fallen Never Ends
Oklahoma City, April 1995 Two United States Marines were among the 68 people killed by the terrorist bomb that destroyed the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building. The Federal Emergency Management Agency deployed teams of firemen and police officers from New York City to help search the rubble for survivors and recover the dead. Several of these volunteers were Marine Reservists or former Marines (there are no "ex-Marines"). Police officer Michael Curtain, a Marine first sergeant in the Reserves, discovered a body pinned in the wreckage wearing the blue trousers with distinctive "blood stripe" of a Marine. He knew he had found the missing remains of Captain Randolph Guzman, executive officer of the recruiting station. Curtain asked permission to retrieve Captain Guzman's body--dangerous, laborious work. He found three other former Marines to lend a hand. Manny Hernandez, another police officer, said, "It was something I had to do. I had a squad in Nam, and whenever we lost

Great White Sharks
Habitat Great White Sharks live in all coastal temperate waters, and have been known to occasionally make dives into the deep water of open oceans. They can be found in water as shallow as three feet deep, and as deep as 1280metres. They can be found on the following coaslines: California to Alaska, the east coast of the USA, most of the Gulf coast, Hawaii, most of South America, South Africa, Australia (except the north coast), New Zealand, Mediterranean Sea, West Africa to Scandinavia, Japan, and the eastern coastline of China to Russia. Reproduction These sharks are ovoniparous, they give birth to 2-14 fully formed pups which are up to 1.5m (5ft) long. Fertilization of the eggs occurs in the female, and later the eggs actually hatch within the female. The young are nourished by eating unfertilized eggs and smaller siblings in the womb. There is no placenta with which they can get nourishment from their mother; they must fend for themselves. The female gives birth to live

What Do I Do
WHAT DO I DO WHEN NO ONE IS HERE WHEN NO ONE WILL COME WHAT DO I DO WHEN I AM ALL ALONE AND MY MIND WONDERS WHAT DO I DO WHEN I SEE YOU WHEN MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHAT DO I DO WHEN I WANT YOU KISS WHEN I WANT YOUR LOVE WHAT DO I DO WHEN NO ONE IS HERE WHEN NO ONE WILL COME

Where Are You
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED A HUG HWEN I NEED A KISS WHEN I JUST NEED YOU THERE WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED A WORD WHEN I NEED A TALK WHEN I JUST NEED YOU THERE WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I JUST NEED YOU THERE I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE YOU DON'T EXIST

For One Of The Comments On My Blog
first of all what you do while looking at my picture is your buisness i dont want to know what you do with your fucking little peckers and as far as trying to be sexy i dont have to try dear and if anyone else wants to say something about this ill just delete all my picture and quit ct

Florida Condo Rent Or Sale
SALE = 2 bedroom 1 bath condo in non-age restricted community Freashly painted, neutral decor, ceiling fans, inclosed glass porch, new heat pump. Tile in kitchen and bath. Full size washer with dryer hookup. REDUCED PRICE at $97,900 RENT = Includes cable TV, water, sewer and garbage Clubhouse with pool, laundromat and close bus transportation. Near lots or restaurants and shopping! looking for $700-$750 a month READY TO RENT OR SELL IMMEDIATLY! Right next to hwy19 and 541! email or reply at mgandara202@comcast.net for more information!

Not Him
I'm not him I didn't commit the sin He is the devil in disguise I'm the one wiping tears from your eyes Don't punish me for his wrong doing Who do you think you're fooling He is the one who broke your heart I'm just trying to pick up the parts You're preaching to the choir, just so you know I swear I'm for real, that punk was all show He's had his second chances, all I need is one He left you in the rain, I'll lift you to the sun It's now or never, please don't let him win Before you walk away, remember, I'm not him

New Kitchen Signs
Kitchen Signs So this isn't Home Sweet Home ... Adjust! Martha Stewart doesn't live here!! Ring bell for maid service. If no answer, do it yourself! I clean house every other day. Today is the other day. If you write in the dust, please don't date it! I would cook dinner but I can't find the can opener! My house was clean last week, too bad you missed it! I came, I saw, I decided to order take out. If you don't like my standards of cooking ...low ER your standards. Although you'll find our house a mess, Come in, sit down, converse. It doesn't always look like this: Some days it's even worse. A messy kitchen is a happy kitchen, and this kitchen is delirious. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand! Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator. Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they shall never cease to be amused. Countless numbers of people have eaten in this kitchen and gone on to lead normal lives. My next house will hav

Fun Stuff For Sure
Well, hmm.. Things have been ever so interesting for me.. I bought myself a PDA yesterday hurrah Blackberry... It should be here on wednesday or something like that, or atleast I am hoping... In other news I went to the beach yesterday. Didn't get there until after dark. Went through the arcade and got mad at a claw machine... God, they are such a waste of money... it makes me sad. I also went walking on the beach and found a pillow that had been floating in the ocean for god knows how long.. It was fun. I wish it were darker at the beach so that I could lay there and watch the stars... Secondly I wish I had someone to do that with..

What Kind Of Panties Are You?
You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away. You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You?

The Story Of Set And Osiris
Set and Osiris in their living and goddly forms have always bumped heads over who was the better to the point Set Killed his brother Osiris well the Goddess Isis was heart broken to hear of Osiris's death so she walked the lands of eygpt looking for her love's body thats when the messanger told her to look under each lilly and there will be part of him *hence lillies are the death flower* she gathered him and the elder gods made him the god of the dead and the dead seasons are explained as Isis Going down to the lands of the dead to be with her love. And as punishment Set Is forced to carry Ra`s sundisk thru the sky day in and day out forever.

Women Drivers !
Driving to work this morning on the I95, I looked over to My right and there was a woman in a brand new BMW doing 90 miles per Hour with her face up close to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner! I looked away for a couple of seconds and when I looked back she Was halfway over in my lane still working on that makeup! It scared me (and this coming from a bloke....) so much that I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the bacon roll out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten up the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my mobile from my ear, which fell into the coffee between my legs, causing it to splash and burn BIG JIM AND THE TWINS, causing me to scream, which made me drop the cigarette out of my mouth, ruined my shirt and DISCONNECTED AN IMPORTANT CALL. bloody Women Drivers!!!!!!!

Damn Was He Nuts???
TMZ.com is reporting that several Atlanta-based law enforcement sources told them that Chris Benoit may have strangled his wife Nancy on Saturday, then smothered his 7-year-old son, Daniel, in his bed a day later on Sunday. On Monday, he then hung himself, reportedly in the weight room of his Georgia home.

Strawberry-kiwi Batido (mixed)
Strawberry-Kiwi Batido A yogurt fruit shake perfect for packing into your kid´s thermos for lunch. Ingredients: 1 pint fresh strawberries, stemmed and hulled 4 fresh kiwis, peeled and halved 4 tbsp. sugar 1 container (6 oz.) strawberry yogurt 1 1/2 cups whole milk 1 cup crushed ice Preparation: In blender, combine all ingredients and blend until smooth. Makes 4 to 5 servings.

Benoit's Death
Benoit's death part of a double murder-suicide Written: June 25, 2007According to lead investigator Lt. Tommy Pope, of the Fayette County Sheriff’s Department, in Fayetteville, Ga., the deaths of WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, wife Nancy and son Daniel were the result of a double murder-suicide, WWE.com has learned. Benoit failed to appear both at Saturday’s live event in Beaumont, Tx., and WWE’s Vengeance: Night of Champions in Houston Sunday night, after informing WWE of a family emergency. Several curious text messages sent by Benoit early Sunday morning prompted concerned friends to alert Richard Hering, VP of Government Relations for WWE, Inc. Hering, in turn, spoke with Fayette County sheriffs Monday, and requested that they respond to the Benoit residence to check on him and his family. Authorities representing the Sheriff’s Department initially had a difficult time entering Benoit’s new Fayetteville home Monday afternoon, which had been guarded by two large German Shepherds

Could Have Been
THOUGHT I HAD FOUND IT BUT IT WAS NOT TRUE,THOUGHT I KNEW IT INSIDE AND OUT,BUT SOME WHERE ALONG THE WAY I LOST IT WITH A HOLE IN THIS HEART OF MINELOGING FOR THE CLOSENESSTWOPEOPLE SHAIRSOMETHING JUST WAS NOT RIGHT WITH IN THIS HEARTOF MINETHOUGHT I HAD FIXED IT ONECE OR TWICEBUT THIS COULD NOVER BE FIXEDTRYED TO HOLD ALL OF WHATTHIS HEART IS ACKING FORNO CLUE ON WHAT THIS WOULD LOOK LIKE BLIND TO WHAT COULD BEOR SHOULD HAVE BEEN HAD MY WALL UP FOR WAY TO LONGSTILL WITH IN THIS SOALI SEARCHED FOR THE LOVE THAT CLULD HAVE BUT NEVER WAS

No Internet Service
well i will be offline for about a week so thought i would leave a message to let you know i will be back soon and catch up on rating your alls stash and pics...leave me some love while i am gone...peace

Only In America.
The United States government recently lifted their embargo against Palestine, thus providing aid to the new Palestinian government. Wait a second...that has nothing to do with Paris Hilton. How did I even hear about this? In hilarious-because-it-didn't-happen-to-me news, a 16-year-old Kentucky girl recently had her feet severed by a snapped cable while riding the "Superman Tower of Power." The ride lifts passengers 177 feet straight up, then drops 154 feet, according to the park's website. Although, now, it apparently drops 156 feet. I can't believe they let her on the ride in the first place. There's a height requirement and she was 2 feet short. WWE wrestler Chris Benoit and his family were found dead in their home on Monday, apparently victims of a murder-suicide. No cause of death for Benoit's family has been released, but so far the police have ruled out, "pretending to hit them while he stomped his foot really hard". Finally, in a bit of sad news, Bob Barker rece

My Crush
I have this crush, Whos very sweet. He makes me laugh, Each time we meet. He's really shy, Though I can't see why. He's really great, And has gorgeous eyes. His Personality, Can't be beat. His voice is warm, Even during wingers sleet. He's really silly, And fun to talk to. His smiles great, When he smiles at you. I hope someday, We'll get to meet. Cause he's already swept me, Off of my feet. ♥ For Someone special.

Blond In Starbucks....
Blonde in Starbucks.... A blonde goes into a coffee shop and notices there's a "peel and win" sticker on her coffee cup. So she peels it off and starts screaming, "I've won a motorhome! I've won a motorhome!" The waitress says, "That's impossible. The biggest prize is a free Lunch.?" But the blonde keeps on screaming, "I've won a motorhome! I've won a motorhome!" Finally, the manager comes over and says, "Ma'am, I'm sorry, but you're mistaken. You couldn't have possibly won a motorhome because we didn't have that as a prize. The blonde says, "No, it's not a mistake. I've won a motorhome!" And she hands the ticket to the manager and HE reads... (YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE THIS !!!!!! . I PROMISE !) "W I N A B A G E L"

God!
ya know i have spent several hours at the dr the past 2 years and it finally occured to me FUCK IT~ i dont wanna go back and dont wanna fool with it any longer i figure nature is a design that god has planed for all of us .....NOW I WANNA RANT AND RAVE ABOUT PARIS HILTON IM SICK OF HEARING ABOUT HER WHO GIVES A SHIT SHES OUT OF JAIL AND THATS IT .....WHAT ELSE OH WELL ILL THINK OF SOMETHING IM TORE UP LIKE A FUCKIN TRAIN WRECK TODAY PISSY MOOD..........XOXOX IM OUT!

Apples And Ladybirds
This is a conversation a friend of mine had with a young boy at a mums and tots group recently. Made me giggle so I thought I'd share it in case anyone else needed a smile :) She's sitting next to this little boy when they handed out the fruit for snack and had the following conversation: "Are you going to eat your apple" "No, I don't like apples" "Oh, don't you?" "No, they taste like ladybirds" "like ladybirds?" "yes" "I've never tasted a ladybird, have you then?" "yes, and they taste like apples, and apples taste like ladybirds" "oh, well apples are my favourite fruit, if apples taste like ladybirds and ladybirds taste like apples, maybe I should eat ladybirds?" "No" "why not?" "Cos you get in a lot of trouble for eating ladybirds" :D

Oh No Rosie!!!!
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Please tell all your friends that I am offering my Leather inventory on line on Ebay and all starting below wholesale. Just have to get rid of it and pay some bills http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1

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I Tbsp vegetable oil 4 medium cloves garlic, thinly sliced 6 heads baby bok choy, cut in half lengthwise 1/8 teaspoon kosher salt, more as needed 1/4 cup dry sherry 1/2 cup chicken broth 1 Tbsp soy sauce (use wheat-free soy sauce for wheat-free version of recipe) 1/4 teaspoon sugar 1 teaspoon cornstarch mixed with a tablespoon of cold water 1/3 to 1/2 cup of thinly sliced prosciutto cut into 1/4-inch strips, or finely chopped 1 Put the oil and garlic into a large, heavy-based sauté pan with a lid. Heat on medium high heat and cook, stirring frequently until the garlic begins to sizzle, about 1 minute. 2 Add the bok choy halves. Use tongs to turn the pieces in the oil. Season with salt. When the bok choy leaves begin to wilt, add the sherry, turning the pieces again. Add the chicken broth, soy sauce, and sugar. Reduce the heat to medium. Cover and simmer until the bok choy tops are wilted and the stalks are crisp-tender, about 5 minutes. Using tongs, transfer the bok choy

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Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Da

I'm Your Queen Wasp....and You're My King....
Queen Wasp - The Misfits Go, go, go, go Vampire girl gonna strike to kill Gonna kiss your vertebrae With the kiss of poisoned love Well, I'm a king and you're a queen Queen wasp go Dive in warrior wasps Queen wasp go Go, go, go, go Human-looking from the thorax up Human stomach and a tiny waist My God we're living the life of My God we're wasting what I hold Queen wasp go Dive in warrior wasps Queen wasp go Gotta want to see it, baby Put the stinger in your back, baby Hot stinger in burning, baby Human arms and a head of your love Think nothing about eating your love Think nothing, I'm a king and you're a queen Queen wasp go Dive in warrior wasps Queen wasp go Go, go, go, go Go, go, go, go Go, go, go, go

Wow
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

A Wanna Be Slave - The Chicken Boy
Sunday night I went out with My snippy girl and a acquaintance, we were having a nice time together and he took us to diner and some beers, during our table talk he started suggesting that he would love to be My slave, he would do everything that I ask and so on. Mind you, this is a vanilla guy, who has never experienced any BDSM related activities, so W/we were explaining to him what really means to be a slave, what were My expectations and some of the physical things he might have to experience, such as denial, teasing, pain, torture, etc. The guy was all heated up in the idea... hmm I bet he couldn't just keep his mind out of the gutter, probably thinking in his little dickhead brain that he would be able to get a piece of some action... LOL After we finish our food and drinks, he drove U/us back home, I whisper to snippy that I was going to tease him and prove his willingness when W/we get home. I talked to him and he agreed to come to My house. I asked snippy to prepa

For My Sweet Baby
when i look into your eyes, i see a love that is only for me when i'm wrapped in your arms i always feel safe from harm when you hold me tight i sleep all through the night when i feel your lips close to mine i get lost in time when our bodies lock tight together i know our love will last forever when you say those three little words "i love you" my heart melts everytime, it's true with everything i am you are my heart and soul with each passing day my love for you only grows written by: angel

Voices From The War
Voices from the WarIndependence Day in the danger zone Area military personnel speak out on mission in Iraq http://www.buffalonews.com/cityregion/story/112598.html By Jerry Zremski - NEWS WASHINGTON BUREAU CHIEF Four years and two months after the mission supposedly was accomplished, more than 100,000 150,000 American troops will again celebrate Independence Day in a land that knows no freedom from violence. And yet so many serve proudly, war-weary but hopeful that the sacrifice of more than 3,500 American lives will be repaid with a reborn Iraq. Proof can be found in the responses The Buffalo News received to an ad it placed this spring in Stars and Stripes, the venerable military newspaper, seeking comments from troops in Iraq from the Buffalo area and the rest of the state. The News asked: “Do you think you’re making a difference, or do you have doubts about U.S. chances of building a stable democracy in Iraq?” And many of those American service member

Confused
Confused. That seems to be the story of my life, it seems i'm more confused with my own actions. I've done some stupid things in my life. But wow. It feels like I know what I want to do in my head, and it sounds good, hell possibly even great, but for some reason my actions don't show what I feel. I just don't understand. I never do anymore. It's getting old, I need to center who I am and I just can't seem to do it.

Please Read If You Have Pets
put your animals INSIDE TODAY and TONIGHT so they dont run away scared.....PLEEEEEEEASE!!! put them inside.......cats AND dogs!! and anything else that could possibly RUN in fear and become lost..... they count on YOU!... and YOU are their voice.....their safety net.....YOU... ARE ALL THEY HAVE........to feel safe. XXOO myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics please hit reply and repost.......

Friends & Family
I am asking all my friends and family members of ct to give me something that shows who they are , so I may add it to my page. I will give special thanks with your name by you item that you pick , it would be a honor to show everyone my friends and family , it can be anything from music to pics...stc... HUGS AND KISSES LIZZY

July!
Make Me Miss July! I'm on the bottom of the first page.;o( I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

“lil Town...lil Heart”(jesus’ Doubts) By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1999
“Lil Town...Lil Heart”(Jesus’ Doubts) by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1999 Published 26 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Dedicated in memory of those who were there and who died at Columbine High School (5/10/99) Fear and exhaustion Grip at my heart Plaguing my mind With an all to familiar tune Upon this world Father put me Shed my blood Father bade me But for What use was this If children still die Held within their mothers arms Or clinched together with their friends Being slaughtered like cattle Upon this day I stand before thee Like any other day Before. . . Except upon this day A shield I carry Because my blinders I have removed And now can see The world for the hell It has become A world where my daughter May grow up free of slavery And oppression Yet still be a slave To terror And the child with a gun Now I lay you down to sleep I pray thee lord Their soul you keep If they die . . . Guns are firing

5-minute Skillet Potatoes
Serves: 4 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Total Time: 5 Minutes What you need: 3 teaspoons Archer Farms™ Mediterranean cooking oil 1/2 teaspoon Archer Farms(tm) organic rosemary, crushed 1/4 tablespoon Archer Farms™ organic sage 2 tablespoons chopped roasted red bell peppers 1 (16 ounce) package Resers® Potato Express(tm) diced redskin potatoes 1/4 teaspoon Market Pantry™ salt 2 tablespoons Market Pantry™ shredded mozzarella cheese What you do: 1 In medium skillet, heat oil over medium heat. Add rosemary, sage and roasted peppers; cook and stir 30 seconds. 2 Add potatoes; toss to coat. Spread potatoes evenly in pan, sprinkle with half of salt. Cook potatoes 2 minutes. Turn potatoes over, sprinkle with remaining salt; cook an additional 2 minutes. Sprinkle with cheese.

Just Reading Through All My Blogs
wow im so errattic !! ( spelling ) my moods are like a rollercoaster lol ... the female mind is totally confusing i completely dont understand myself so i m not sure how any man would !! and once again this month is no different ! lol josh's birthdays coming up he'll be 4 on sunday the 16th thats really playing on my mind the whole day ran through my head yesterday amd i found myself sitting there in tears just remembering everything about the day and the weeks after. i dont think ya ever really get over it just learn to deal with it you cant let it take over after all other wise you just ruin the life you have ... it some strange way it did really make me appreciate my eldest daughter demi though ... i sudenly realsied that demi has been a bit a saviour for me. i was in a pretty dead end way before i fell pregnant with her and the arrival of her seriously changed my life and i think for the good and then again when i lost josh without her i would have given up all hope !!