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Nickleback -- How You Remind Me
Never made it as a wise man I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin' Tired of livin' like a blind man I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling This is how you remind me This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head scream "are we havin' fun yet?" It's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do And it must have been so bad Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you This is how you remind me of what I really am This is how you remind me of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking I've been wrong, I've been down, been to the bottom of every bottle These five words in my head scream "are we havin'

Feeling Better
Just wanted to tell you guys that I am feeling a lot better. Voice is not back completely (which might make some of my friends happy.LOL) but I am getting there. Can't wait till the weekend. Have some fun with some friends. My friends are the best. Even certain ones that drive me insane sometimes (you know who you are, but I still loves ya). Anyways, hope you all are doing well. More pics to come soon!!! Nothing else new to report!!! Bye all!!! Hugs and Kisses, Sarah (Never Said I Was An Angel)

Child Support!!
Maybe this is stupid, maybe it's not. I am a divorced father of a 3 year old little girl. Shes my life, my everything. My ex, her mother, who i'll just call the LOSER for now, has no regard for her whatsoever. I have full custody of my little girl. My ex signed her over. Since signing the papers my ex has only came to see her once in 5 months. That part bothers me, but not really that bad. I believe my daughter may be better off for this. My ex is the type of person who works maybe 2 jobs a year and depends on her druggy boyfriend for making money. She finds one job, then quits and so on, and so on. Anyway, when we signed the custody papers and my daughter came to live with me, the court decided that the only thing she has to pay is half of my daughters insurance which equals to about $40.00 a month. Easy right? Well, for the last 5 months my ex has neglected to do this. She refuses to pay period. In my lustrous brain schemes I went to social services to see about child support and the

Regret
Being young and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriage that should have never taken place.. Here is a poem that came out of me at the end.. Midnight Train Do you see my words, can you see my pain Can it be like getting on a midnight train Leaving something in great vain Traveling on the plain through the distant rain I sit and look out the window pane just to see what I left in vain maybe just in a hurry to blame in the hopes to leave with no shame or is it to strain my brain just to get on that midnight train.

Making Love To A Woman
SAW THIS AND HAD TO POST IT HERE !! MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.

Haters Go To Hell!!!!!
To all you pussies out there who think its funny to rate the pictures of a Marine anything less than a 1, I only have one thing to say. Grow some fucking balls and let me at least have the courtesy of knowing who you are. You obviously didn't have the nuts to join yourself so I'll tell you what. GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck!
Well as I said in my last blog I was supposed to be leaving for Florida next week. Unfortunately, I got a bad tooth ache and had to go to the dentist last weekend. It ended up costing my half my trip money for the emergency visit. Thus fucking me out of my trip. Now here's the kicker, my medical insurance kicked in today! I dont know if thats a sign that I wasnt supposed to go or I just got fucked over. Either way, Im pissed....

Yum! Chocolate Jesus!
Nude Chocolate Jesus Angers Catholic League Candy Statue Created Anatomically Correct POSTED: 8:46 pm EDT March 29, 2007 Email This Story | Print This Story NEW YORK -- The Catholic League for Religious and Civil Rights is calling for a boycott of a New York City hotel that plans to display a chocolate sculpture of a naked Jesus during Holy Week. Sculptor Cosimo Cavallaro calls his Jesus figure "My Sweet Lord," and said viewers will be invited to lick it and eat it before it's taken down on Easter Sunday. A press release advertising the sculpture to be displayed starting Monday at the Lab Gallery at the Roger Smith Hotel describes it as "Jesus, the 485,460-calorie Messiah." http://www.wesh.com/2007/0330/11442998.jpg

Love And Prayers For My Angel
Thank you again Everyone for your suport, for the love and prayers...it means more than you know. you are all in our prayers!!! Wake up to a Sunny Day Not a cloud up in the sky And then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around So open and exposed But I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my troubles When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Hittin' walls and gettin' scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believin' in your self When you'

Everyone Must Read This Please
OKAY I SEEE SOME GUYS ARE HAVING A MAJOR PROBLEM WITH MY CT WEDDING WELL SORRY IF YOU GUYS CANT HANDLE IT I BELONG TO KNOW ONE AND NO ONE OWNS ME SOOOOO EITHER BE HAPPY FOR ME OR LET ME KNOW AND I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY LIST AND YES I MET SOMEONE AND YES I'M HAPPY SOO LETS SEEE OUT OF ALL THE MALE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE ON MY LIST I HAVE LEFT ON MY FRIENDS LIST BY THE END OF THE DAY THIS IS PRETTY DAMN SAD BUT IF I HAVE TO REMOVE PEOPLE I WILL.. I'M CLEANING OUT MY FAMILY LIST TO I'M TAKING EVERYONE OFF IT TIL I SEE WHO IS LEFT AS MY FRIENDS BEFORE I ADD ANYONE BACK TO IT.. I WILL SAY SOME PEOPLE NEED TO GROW UP AND ACT THERE AGE.. IF YOU WANT OFF MY LIST JUST TELL ME AND OFF YOU GO I DONT HAVE TIME FOR DRAMA,BS OR CHILDISH GAMES THIS IS THE NET ITS NOT MY LIFE.... IF WE CANT JUST BE FRIENDS YOU NEED TO OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND TELL ME SO NOW I'M GETTING BLUNT IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH FRIENDS ONLY TELL ME.... AND OFFFFFFF MY LIST YOU GO THANK YOU SWEEET DESTINY

F**k Buddies
F**k Buddies Current mood: hopeful So pay attention and take down notes - this class can change your (sex) life! If you take all my advice to heart, you'll definitely be on your way to a life filled with great recreational sex! Now, to our first topic: First Lesson : F**k Buddy 101 Ever notice that in some books, movies, and TV shows, there are men and women who have great casual sex with the same partner without the hassle that comes with committed relationships? Whether you call them casual relationships, "friends with benefits", or f**k buddies, they're all in it for the same agenda. What exactly are f**k buddies, and how do you get them? -------------------------------------------------- What a F**k Buddy is - and isnt -------------------------------------------------- A f**k buddy is someone that you're having sexual relations with, but without a committed relationship. There's a reason why f**k buddies are also called "friends with benefits" - it's

Open Field
Ready for the kick Feelin adrenaline run through your veins Crowd cheerin so loud Feedin you the power To ignite the flame Silence sweeps the stadium As the ball lands Ever so gracefully into your hands You take your first step BAM! It’s like battle of the bands Drums bang With every step you take Followin your blockers Just lookin to make a break Shufflin defenders Forcin them to miss You got the open field C’mon you can do this

Feeling Lucky
Well tonite i dropped by daughter off to her father and was on the phone with one of my best friends and was feeling particurly lucky so i stopped to get some fuel and went inside to pay for the gas and decided it was time to play the lottery, well i got back in the van and started scratching the ticket when suddenly one star was revealed which meant i won $150 so im still on phone talking to this person whom by the way im gonna call from here on out my lucky charm, anyways i kept on scratching and revealed yet another star which was another $250 so i kept scratching and i revealed one of my winning numbers which meant another $150, which meant that i had won $500 , so tomorrow im going to celebrate with some very special people in my life...Hope you all have a good evening i know i sure have...

Needing Distractions From My Mind
Soooo yeah been a long rough day & once more i'm told I have to leave the hospital. I've given up fighting they're to fucking stupid to get I need to be with her.. And damnit she needs me there. If I'm told once more she don't know I'm there i'll stab someone. She knows. She feels when I'm near. Anyway so I came home...so on edge I could feel the tension building. So I jumped to offer being a baby setter when D got in from his modeling gig dressed way to cool just to stay in. Both he n Rave were all "No perri.We got a gig tomorrow- you need some down time. Bella's in hyper mode" Well I insitsted n so me n Bella have played "choo choo trian" most of the night. She loves being the train driver. Of course I get to be the train. And she loves that Cd Rave got her all about"All abord the choo choo train woo woo" lol. So it's been just the distraction I needed. And well Bella has a way about her that can make anyone feel better. But my gods is she pissed she can't see ma n da play music

Some Touch Me Deep
The smile of a friend The smile of a friend brightens my day And helps me to overcome all in my way It shines so brightly as a beacon of light It grace so lovely features so right It is a wonder to behold in the world so lost Meaning so much and yet nothing of cost Guiding me to a lightness of heart Setting them high and so far apart From the average people I see on the street I love my friends smile when ever we meet It is the one thing in life that we all can give That makes our lives better and a joy to live One wish I have that I give to my friends Is the joy of a smile that never ends By R. Thomas Dinsmore Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours f

Who Do You Think Is Going To Win At Wrestlemania 23?
my votes on the winners of wrestlemania 23 are as follows, undertaker will be crowned world heaveyweight champion after he defeats batista and retain his undefeated streak at wrestlemania, jhon cena will remain wwe champion winning over hbk, vince mchman will be bald after bobby lashley wins over umaga, and stone cold will stunn everyone and drags vince over for the haircut, kane will beat the great kialiah, beniot will win mvp and remain us champion, ashley will become the new woman's champion in her lumberjill match against melina, randy orton will win the money in the bank ladder match, ecw originals will win over the new bred,

You Need Not Be Afraid
When the day reaches end, And the sun all but gone, Know I’m here for you, Know you’re not alone, When the hour is upon us, When the world begins to fade, My arms will cradle you, You need not be afraid, Tho your tears are falling, Life is spinning round, I won’t leave you hurting, I won’t let you down, Now close your eyes, Let it all fade away, Rest peacefully in my arms, And softly I will pray,

Blues Blues
Old Blue has got the blues again,Yeh Got him all locked up in the jail Smoked his last cigarette the day before He's got a nickel on a 50 dollar bail Blue's got a picture of a girl in his pocket Says It's the only time he's ever been in love She used to walk the beat on 52nd st. Till a junkie pulled a knife,Gave it a shove Old Blue has got the blues again,Yeh Swears he just can't get another step ahead Rest of the world would rather see him dead Well the turn-key found old Blue late last night Found him hang'in stiff about 3 feet of the floor Guess old Blue had done made up his mind That them blues ain't gonna get him down no more. Jimbo/Copyright/6/2/75

Your Love Is Dead
Sometimes I feel like I’m swimming in misery… And drowning in remorse. His heart is broken he swears as he holds his arms out Begging me to fall into them. And I just…can’t. The only things that hold me are my mistakes. They cradle me, like a mother cradles her baby. And I apologize to him with words that come from the clouds. We’ve been stuck here for so long… Me pleading my case and him begging for more. I have dreams of being a star(fucker) To be appreciated for an hour To be remembered for a good time. I will have my cake and eat it too I want to bask in my own (alter)ego To be a glorified (pain)slut Today they told me I am crazy In whispers barely audible Like they were afraid of what I might do I screamed I KNOW Opening my eyes and seeing no one was the hardest part.

I'm So Happy
I'M SO HAPPY I GOT TO CHAT WITH HIM AGAIN IN HERE. HE IS NOT IN BAGDAD ANYMORE, HE IS IN KWAIT NOW. THAT PLACE IS FIGHTING FREE, UNDER CONTROL. I'M SO GLAD TO HERE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO SLEEP A LITTLE BETTER NOW. HE MIGHT BE HOME TOWARD THE END OF MAY! I CAN NOT WAIT. I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD LET EVERYONE KNOW. THATS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AND CHEERING UP WHEN I WAS UPSET FOR MISSING HIM. I LOVE YOU ALL! *HUGS*

Know What I Hate?
Gather round, children, it's time for another installment of "Know What I Hate"? This one should keep you on the edge of your seats. Know what I hate? People who think everyone's on their time, that everything has to be done yesterday in order to please them. I used to work with such people when I worked for UHaul. I took great pride in moving slower than molasses in January when these people showed up in the store. Their unnerved looks brightened my day and put a smile on my face every single time. Listen to me, people! Your antics are going to do nothing more than piss other people off, so knock it the hell off already. Nothing in life is worth moving that fast for, everyone should know that by now. Your BlackBerry with BlueTooth technology can wait 30 more seconds and will still be in your classy BMW when you get back. Besides, moving at speeds that fast in life will only lead to early death, it's not worth it. These are really the type of people that boil my blood, e

Leaving
would you hold my hand when i am sick,would you turn the other cheek if i bitch,would you walk away when i complain,would you love me for who i am today,would you try too change who i am,would you hole me tight late at night,would you make love in the moonlight,would you walk throught the sand holding my hand,would you stand in front of me or behind me,or would you stand beside me,would you love me till i die,can you look at me in the eye and say good bye.

S U B M I S S I O N
Useless hands Above lie helpless Dancing legs Now stagnant Separated Spread What lay in between Is revealed Growing hotter Seeping Sultry Eyes forbidden to see Wrapped in darkness Not knowing the next move Makes it that more exciting Forced to wait In this teasing darkness With each passing moment Your left Squirming Subservient Fearing the touch Yet craving the feeling The unknown Can be so inviting Seductive Stimulating

What Is Pdd?
Pervasive Development Disorders (PDDs) is the "umbrella term" for a group of disorders that includes: Autistic Disorder ("Classic Autism"): impairments in social interaction, communication, and imaginative play prior to age 3 years. Stereotyped behaviors, interests, and activities. Asperger's Disorder: characterized by impairments in social interactions and the presence of restricted interests and activities, with no clinically significant delay in language, and testing in the range of average to above average intelligence. Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified (PDD-NOS): (commonly referred to as atypical autism) a diagnosis of PDD-NOS may be made when a child does not meet the criteria for a specific diagnosis, but there is a severe and pervasive impairment in specified behaviors. Rett's Syndrome: a syndrome which occurs primarily in females and rarely in males. Period of normal development and then loss of previously acquired skills, loss of purposeful u

Ive Missed So Much......
You are my best friend, you have been there through everything, you have been there when i cried, youve been there when i laughed. You could put a smile on my face even if i didnt feel like smiling just because you are who you are. You are still the light in my eyes and the one person i can trust with my heart and my deepest emotions. We havent talked in a while, life has had other plans for you and for all that i tried to keep you from falling and holding on to you so tightly i thought i would lose myself, there are some things even i cant do for you and i was left to watch you stand alone. Ive missed everything about you and for that i will always be sad, but one day when you are feeling more up to it, im hoping we can sit down and talk about everything. I hid myself away for the last several months, i didnt know what to do, and that was the hardest thing to face. In the last few days ive started to try to start over again, to be the man you helped me be, to try to do as you asked me

Tough Week
Yeah so this week has sucked. Nothing went right this week. Tuesday night my laptop went freakin nuts, it crashed and then wouldn't boot into any mode of windows. From what I can tell there was something wrong with the bios and there was no way to flash the bios so i had to restore my system to factory which means i lost EVERYTHING. Which sucks. I was up til 4am wed. morning restoring it. Woke up 5 hrs later and spend all day doing all the windows updates all over. and getting what apps I could back on my system. I lost a bunch of poems and stuff I had wrote that i hadn't released yet and that just crushed me. I haven't slept well and there's so much on my mind it's crazy. I'm in a dark place right now and digging my way out is tough, it takes alot out of me, and very few realize what's going on, I'm not asking for help, I mean there's very little anyone can do, heck most people don't listen when I say anything anyway. I just... I don't know.....nevermind. Tomorrow, we start over again

Sticks And Stones And Baby Peepee's
Armed with coffee and.....well okay. Sunflower seeds...(what a combo right?) whatever. They were there by my chair. Filling my tummy with hot coffee and my mouth with cheek tingling goodness. I REALLY needed to be working on my book. I have two chapters to string together....Im missing something. It's driving me insane really...anyhow. I was taking a break from El Booko. And working on some site tags. That's my thing. I love making stuff on Photo suite. I made Winnie and I NO CYBER SEX tags and Toph a pierced and proud one....shit I was bored. And no one fun was on....ANYwhere. I noticed a lil cherrylit up next to a guy I never ever talk too..not my type.. You can sometimes just TELL the fun ones...ya know? But I like to see what their cherrys say. *in bed with the flu :( Awwww. This was day 2 of that. I noticed the same thing the day before. I am a nice person at times...okay most times I'm nice. You just have to wade thru all the other stuffs first. So because I

The Hottest Tattoo And Piercing Contest On Ct Will End At 3pm Pst..good Luck To All
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS. THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST CONTEST WILL END AT 3PM PST TODAY MONDAY APRIL 2ND 2007 GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO BE A WINNER FOR A BIG GIFT,AND ALL THE GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT ROM CHERRYTAP GIFT SHOP ONLY... THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT AND A FABULOUS WEEK! WildCat

Believe
I'm a ship tossed on the water, the waves crashing on board, I feel myself going under, I've broken my oars, my sail is torn, my souls tired, seems this wind is stronger, and these waves higher, Lightening flashes, the thunder roars, the rain pounding, no sign of the shore, I hold on with everything, As i'm thrown around, Try so hard to keep my head up, so as not to drown, Then in the distance I hear you calling, "have faith in me, I am with you my child, Believe". Keep your Faith Angel. I love you. I am with you every step of the way.

More Pearls, Fewer Swine: Find A Mate You'll Treasure
If you're in the world of online dating, you probably are familiar with the combination of fear and excitement that most singles report. Fear is a normal reaction: It's scary to open yourself up to judgment and possible rejection. Excitement comes from the enormous possibilities presented by Internet dating: You could very well realize your sweetheart dreams. But first, the hundreds and thousands of possible mates have to be sorted through -- by you! How ever are you going to find your "pearl," that special gem of a sweetie to spend the rest of your life with? Be careful with chemistry experiments Many singles resort to that elusive phenomenon "chemistry" to help them wade through the myriad candidates. While having chemistry (a matter of basic animal attraction) with another person certainly intensifies the desire to connect meaningfully, most of us have excellent examples of horribly failed chemical experiments. If our chemical experiments are so likely to explode in our

This One Is Yet To Be Titled - Written : September 21, 2005
Tears were spilled, The truth was told. Killing herself was her main option. Sad as it was, She wanted to leave, so that, she wouldn't recieve, The blame, the abuse, the wrong kind of attention, maybe it was love that she was missing. 1 drop, 2 drops, 3 drops, 4 Little puddles of blood form on the floor, 5 drops, 6 drops, 7 drops, 8 If she don't get help it'll be too late. 9 drops, 10 drops, 11 drops, 12 The veins in her wrists are like drying wells. 13 drops, 14 drops, 15 drops, more Now you see this girl lying dead on the floor.

Cell Phone Vs. Bible
CELL PHONE vs. BIBLE I wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cellphone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to Kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. ... Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry About our Bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. Makes you stop and think "where are my priorities? And no dropped calls!

Thoughts
I am here to kill time when I can't sleep. I enjoy making friends. But I know having been on-line since 1999 that on-line friendship are as fragile as children's soap bubbles. They are nice, but gone in a blink. I give kudos to the guys that put this together, very few people make money on-line. These guys have something going here. They make a little change and give allot of people a form of adventure and entertainment outside of the mundane. Being big it has become on on-line city. There are more people here then the whole population of Fort Worth, TX. As such it will have the same city dynamic.

Just 3 Words...
Some of the most significant messages people deliver to one another Often come in just three words. When spoken or conveyed, those Statements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones And restore relationships that have cooled. The following three word phrases can enrich every relationship: I'LL BE THERE - Being there for another person is the greatest gift We can give. When we are truly present for other people, important Things happen to them and to us. We are renewed in love and Friendship. We are restored emotionally and spiritually. 'Being There is at the very, very core of civility. I MISS YOU - Perhaps more marriages could be salvaged and Strengthened if couples simply and sincerely said to each other, "I Miss you." This powerful affirmation tells partners they are wanted, Needed, desired and loved. I RESPECT YOU - Respect is another way of showing love. Respect Conveys the feeling that another person is a true equal. It is a Powerful way to af

Kids Say And Do The Darndest Things!!!! Too Funny!! True Story You Gotta Read!!
Ok, so as all of you know I have a wonderful little boy at home that is my angel! Yesterday, while working, I received a call from Mary, my son’s teacher. She said “ I just wanted you to know that, today on the bus, Dominic punched a girl in the nose. And as any mother would I asked what happened. “They won’t say all that happened and I have sat down with both of them”, his teacher answered, “ but she is ok now” I told her I would talk to him and ended the call there. About an hour after I got home from work, the school bus pulled up and out pop’s Bubba Duv! After giving him his hug hello, I asked him “ I heard there was a problem on the bus today, what happened, why did you punch that girl?” He picked his head up off my sholder and mater a factly said to me “ But Mama, she was KISSING ME!! “ Now, trying to keep my compsure, I commenced telling Dominic that it is not ok to hit and if she tried to kiss him again, to go tell the teacher. After taking him

Why Parents Drink
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialled the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello ? " "Is your daddy home?" he asked. " Yes ," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, " No ." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" " Yes ." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, " No ." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" " Yes ," whispered the child, " a policeman ". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" " No, he's busy ", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" " Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard a loud noise i

Up In Arms
ok sit down relax and ill spit it to you about a fucked up world i’m just in it , i dont get it so many things i try understand but cant so it ends up on paper in a form of a rant about our fucked up lives with our fucked up things pour the salt in it rub it till it stings about a world up in arms ,with everything i do maybe its just me, or do you feel it too? (sometime i write stuff)

Just Moved... New On Here.
hey.. I don't know much about this website, but so far it seems like fun... is this like another myspace? lol anyways, i use to live in indiana, but i know longer have a family so i am living with my boyfriend Mike and his family in a whole different state... I am now in IL and I love it... anyways, I don't really know what to put up here, if anyone ever wants to talk... feel free take care Stephanie

Solitude
Friends deserted none left behind Stragglers are few in the line leaving Time and time again I wonder why I even try Love and life are nothing more in my time Heart bruised and battered Nothing but a shattered remain Solitude is all I have For days and nights unending pain

My Art Work...
Hello folks i have a new album i just put up and it has my art work in it.. i would really appreciate if you guys could comment on them and give ur honest opinion.. thankyou sooo much and love to everyone!!!! Dueces!!!

Don't Step On The Ducks
Don't step on the Ducks !! Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps.

The Most Talked About Subject
1. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. 2. The most common fantasy is oral sex. 3. 8% of us have regular anal sex. 4. 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. 5. Women buy 4 out of every 10 condoms sold. 6. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with two penises. Since then, there have been eighty documented cases of men similarly endowed. 7. Men say the average erect penis is 10. Women say itfs 4. 8. A female orgasm is a powerful painkiller (because of the release of endorphins), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. 9. 56% of men have had sex at work. 10. Among the Mangaians of Polynesia, 18-year-old couples make love an average of three times a night, every night, until their thirties, when the weekly average drops to a mere 14. 11. 1 in 3 of us have had an extramarital affair. 12. 62% think there

Hypochondria
hy·po·chon·dri·a audio (hp-kndr-) KEY NOUN: 1. The persistent conviction that one is or is likely to become ill, often involving symptoms when illness is neither present nor likely, and persisting despite reassurance and medical evidence to the contrary. Also called hypochondriasis . 2. Plural of hypochondrium. I've decided there is no point in telling my brothers much of anything. Well, at least if it is health related. They assume I am a hypochondriac just because I get bored and look stuff up on-line or let them know what the DR has told me. I have also looked up things for others in the family so they will have a better understanding of what my mom has, such as possible cancer. I will go and find the information on line about it so they will not have to. That just makes me a target for negative feed back that they accuse me of being, which is negative. You would think they would be glad to know. They've never really seemed to understand me and most likely never

And About Sex ..
"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are not important." --George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --Sharon Stone "My girlfriend alw

Lost In Time
Trapped in a Lost World, giving up on time, nowhere to run to, no where to hide, no one to turn to, no one to Share, Up and Down Lonely Streets peoples faces sullen, all around me Standing up, while I am Falling, On Bended Knees, My Tears Flooding to the Ground, My Buddies Disappearing, One by One, our numbers decreasing, Every year The list gets Smaller, Now there are Eight No ( Make That Se7en) and that includes Me, Will I Be Next, Will I be Last, When I Wonder! Will I Become The Past.

Woman Admits To Killing Her Fiancee's 3 Year Old Son, Covers It Up
Dan Shearer and Senta Scarborough The Arizona Republic Apr. 2, 2007 12:00 AM A 3-year-old boy missing since Thursday night was found buried under a tree along a north Mesa canal early Sunday, and his father's fiancee admitted she killed him and made up a kidnap story to cover it up. Isaiah Vargas' body was found in a shallow grave about 100 yards off McKellips Road three days after he was reported kidnapped from the parking lot of a nearby apartment complex where Heather Nicole Miller lived with the boy and his father. Miller, 22, told police Thursday that she pulled into the parking lot of the Windscape apartments about 9:45 p.m. with Isaiah and another child. advertisement She said she took Isaiah out of the car, put him down and went back to get the other child. When she turned around, a man hit her three times, grabbed Isaiah and drove off. A large-scale investigation was launched involving the FBI, National Center for Missing and Exploited Children, U.S. Marsha

Death Is A Joke
A Chinese man is divorcing his wife after she pretended to hang herself as an April Fool's joke It happened when Mr Lin, of Shanghai, came home on April 1 after a business trip, reports the Shanghai Evening Post. "When I opened the door, I saw a black object swinging in the air. When I turned on the light I was shocked to see my wife had hanged herself," he said. Lin immediately called police and the property office. Office staff helped Lin take down the 'body' while waiting for the police. "Suddenly, she sat up, started to laugh hysterically, and said this was my April Fool's Day present," says Lin angrily. His wife, Han, a 26-year-old actress, is always playing jokes on Lin as a way of keeping the marriage fresh. She says: "I just try to surprise him everyday." But Lin has has had enough: "I feel as if I'm sitting on a bomb everyday. We're getting divorced! "I can't stand the jokes and games anymore. She hides the dishes in the washing machine, or changes the loc

Then There Was You.
I had waited and ached for some strong loving arms And someone to ease my pain and help me feel calm, For these blessings I wondered what I had to do I just opened my eyes - and then there was you. I had never believed in those fairytale things Hearts and flowers and Valentines and Cherubs with wings, If there was true romance then I never knew Until I opened my eyes - and then there was you. Somehow my life changed and it spun me around I was given a chance to enjoy the love that I found, I finally felt happy and had pure love sweet and true And all this is mine - cause now there is you.

A Call To Apathy - The Shins
Untie me, I've set my bow The train is getting way too loud I gotta leave here my girl Get on with my lonely life Just leave the ring on the rail For the wheels to nullify Until this turn in my head Let you stay and you paid no rent I spent twelve long months on the lamb That's enough sitting on the fence For the fear of breaking dams I find a fatal flaw In the logic of love And go out of my head You love a sinking stone That'll never elope So get used to used to the lonesome Girl, you must atone some Don't leave me no phone number there It took me all of the year To put the poison pill to your ear But now I stand on honest ground, on honest ground You want to fight for this love But honey you cannot wrestle a dove So baby it's clear You want to jump and dance But you sat on your hands And lost your only chance Go back to your hometown Get your feet on the ground And stop floating around I find a fatal flaw In the logic of love And

Song , That Was Sent To Me
MURDER OF THE HEART this pain is like a fire forever burning this pain is from the liars that keep me learning my thoughts are twisted the feeling that i know, never exsisted and the lips that i almost but never tasted and every single word that i wasted i cant be sure and i never will how that feeling will ever feel treated like i was there but never real my soul is like a puzzle without the peices locked in emotion that never releases that feeling so appealing cought me off guard felt lifted so easy but fell to hard it was something good but it fell apart no words to describe it but murder of the heart

Impressions
first impressions are important,if you want that person to like you ,you want to make the first impression a good one,you dont want to come on too strong.you just have to be yourself and let them know who you realy are.bad impressions arnt good.if you realy like the person you have to take it slow at all time's,i guess i gave someone the wrong impression that i was easy,this is not good, i am not eay at all.i like taking pictures and sometimes like taking some naughty ones but that doesnt make me easy.

My Things R Gone
i just got back from my old house, to get my shoes ima wear for my nephew christening tommorow, but when i went there i didnt see no shoes anywhere, im thinkn where the hell is it. and then i went to my bedroom and my closet is empty only thing left os hangers in 1 long sleeve shirt on the hanger still. all the closets are empty, my coats and jackets are gone too. my dad things and moms things also. i dont kno about my brothers things i didnt go in his room, but dont you think thats weird how everything is gone? so now the only have the shoes i have in this house which is only 1 sneaker, 1 sandel, 1 monkey slipper. this sucks, i not jes lost my mom from da accident but my clothes and shoes and other things, its like i gotta start over. it jes thos things mean alot cuz my mom gave me alot of things i have or i mean had. n now dat thos things r gone n shes gone, i dnt really have anything left 2 hold on to now. i kno apart of moving on is to let go of the pass but somethings we want to h

Blackness Calling
Fear sadness self loathing Cutting deeper the crimson flow Sweet metalic life leaving my body Mind racing tears falling Cutting deeper this bloody mess Watching in a trance The blood seeping above my white skin Imagining ripping this flesh apart Imagining the searing pain of a real cut Cutting a little deeper Wanting to feel Wanting relief Unsurmountable pain in my head, in my heart, in my soul Punish me cut deeper I watch as the blood flows so freely Til blackness overcomes my eyes and my mind Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico

Consuming
Sadness consuming like madness. Mind racing, what do I do? It's over, we are through. I have this mask to hide this sadness, I fake my smile to disguise my madness. Will I survive this? Can I forget his kiss? I won't be alone, someone is always near, It helps me to forget this foolish fear. This hard to control emotional distress, Inside I am a complete mess. But always this sadness is consuming like madness, So I will mask it with plenty of false gladness. Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico

The Four Noble Truths Of Buddhism
1. Life means suffering. To live means to suffer, because the human nature is not perfect and neither is the world we live in. During our lifetime, we inevitably have to endure physical suffering such as pain, sickness, injury, tiredness, old age, and eventually death; and we have to endure psychological suffering like sadness, fear, frustration, disappointment, and depression. Although there are different degrees of suffering and there are also positive experiences in life that we perceive as the opposite of suffering, such as ease, comfort and happiness, life in its totality is imperfect and incomplete, because our world is subject to impermanence. This means we are never able to keep permanently what we strive for, and just as happy moments pass by, we ourselves and our loved ones will pass away one day, too. 2. The origin of suffering is attachment. The origin of suffering is attachment to transient things and the ignorance thereof. Transient things do not only include the phy

Just A Thought
Now I lay me down to study, I pray the Lord I won't go nutty. If I should fail to learn this junk, I pray the Lord I will not flunk. But if I do, don't pitty me at all, Just lay my bones in the dorm hall. Tell my prof I did my best, Then pile my books upon my chest. Now I lay me down to rest, And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test. If I should die before I wake, That's one less test I'll have to take

The Night.
"No. Please," She cries as he ties her wrists to the bed post. "Please don't do this," her tears soaking the pillow on which her head rests. It's dark, except for one light in the corner, but it has something draped over it making it cast only a murking shadow. The man is dark. She can't see his face, he's just a shadow in the dark. Nothing but darkness is around her. She doesn't know where she is or how she got there. All she remembers is being grabbed from her car and breathing in something that smelled very bad before passing out. "Why is this happening to me?" She asks herself as the man in shadow breaths against her neck. "If you struggle things will only get worse," he whispers in her ear before he trails his knife across her tear stained cheek, nicking it slightly. "Please...why.....please don't" she sobs. Her cheek feels like it's on fire, but the sensation on her cheek is lost when she feels the knife at her throat. "What did I just say," she says inches from

Friends???
To everyone of my friends I thank you for adding me on cherrytap.... I try to speak with all of you no matter how big or small my list is.... However I do appologize for not being on too much beause I am going through alot and well planing my grandfathers 70th birthday party... I am going to be starting a new job come tommarow and I am going to be beat at least for the first week or two so please have more patience with me....thank you and again I am greatful to be friends with each of you!!!!Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

This Is One Hatin Ass Little Shit Headed Fuck Nut
THIS MOTHER FUCKER IS BEIN A BITCH TO PPL AND DOWN RATING THEM BECAUSE THEY'RE LO'S OR LETTE'S SO THE FUCK WHAT I AM...AND I GOT NO SHAME IN IT SOMEONE NEEDS TO TELL THIS FUCKER OFF...HERES THE LINK PLEASE COMMENT =/ Who are you? Oh thats right youre nothing to me@ CherryTAP

Groooannn....another Blonde Joke
groooannn....another blonde joke The other day my neighbor, who is blonde, came running up to me in the driveway just jumping for joy! I didn't know why she was jumping for joy but I thought, what the heck, and I starting jumping up and down along with her. She said, " I have some really great news!" I said, "Great. Tell me why you're so happy." She stopped jumping and, breathing heavily from all the jumping up and down,told me that she was pregnant! I knew that she had been trying for a while so I told her, "That's great! I couldn't be happier for you!" Then she said, "There's more." I asked, "What do you mean 'more'?" She said, "Well, we are not having just one baby. We are going to have TWINS!" Amazed at how she could know so soon after getting pregnant, I asked her how she knew. She said...."Well, that was the easy part. I went to Wal-Mart and they actually had a home pregnancy kit in a twin-pack. Both tests came ou

Special Cherrytap Blog
People are silly. Numbers, and numbers. What do they mean? What impact do they really have on your life? Is your selfesteme really that fragile? Why even have a rating sysstem? Sometimes people should just accept the fact that they aren't 10's. Or maybe some of the pictures aren't quite perfect eough to get 10's. People get upset over eights, or 9's? If 5 is average, anything better than 5 is good, right? Well only if people are honest. If there's some kind of unwritten rule not to giee anything but 10's, nothing means shit anyway. If you rate everything a 10, it doesn't mean shit. Everything is relative. All your pictures aren't perfect. It seems like it would be nice to know wich one's people like the best though. This doesn't happen much though. Which on'es are good? wich one's are bad? Which ones should people uload more like? It's llike that ancient question - Do I look fat in this? Do you really want someone to LIE to you? and then you walk around all do

Take The Energy
Do not continue to provide more energy to your fears. Instead, take the energy from your fears and turn it toward positive purpose. There is nothing to be gained by giving additional energy to your anger. Take the energy from your anger, and direct it toward creative, fulfilling action. Whatever you focus upon, whether it is positive or negative, you provide with additional energy. Whether you love it or hate it, whether you long for it or fear it, your focus and attention will make it more powerful in your life. There can be large amounts of energy in your fears, your angers, and your frustrations. The thing to do with all that negative energy is not to add to it, but to apply it toward your most positive purposes and most treasured desires. If you truly wish to avoid something, be careful not to nourish it with your focus and your energy. Find something else to move toward, and keep that positive goal at the center of your awareness. In each moment, you can choose wher

Used
so just to clear up any miss understanding there is no 1 on ct that i have let close enough to me to hurt my feelings so please dont worry its not u if you thought that it was what have you done to me to make you think that lol and better yet if you can take time to read this then please just ask me

Blood Pressure
Well it's back to the DR I go. My blood pressure has been up pretty bad lately, so I'll have to get some medicine for it. Naturally I won't mention this to my older brother because he'll just tell me it's all in my head. Write more later on.

Playlist For The Week Of 4/3/07 - 4/10/07.
Angel Corpse - Hammer Of Gods At The Gates - The Red In The Sky Is Ours Barathrum - Okkult Celtic Frost - To Mega Therion Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Demo Dark Angel - Leave Scars Death - Symbolic Deicide - Serpents Of The Light Exodus - Fabulous Disaster Gehenna - First Spell EP Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Grave - Into The Grave Gwar - America Must Be Destroyed Gwar - Ragnarok Hellhammer - Apocalyptic Raids EP Immolation - Dawn Of Possession Immolation - Here In After Immolation - Failures For Gods Immolation - Close To A World Below Immolation - Unholy Cult Immolation - Harnessing Ruin King Diamond - The Dark Sides EP Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Animalize Kreator - Extreme Aggression Megadeth - Peace Sells...But Who's Buying? Morbid Angel - Abominations Of Desolation My Dying Bride - The Angel And The Dark River Nuclear Assault - The Plague EP Order From Chaos - And I Saw Eternity EP Place Of Skulls - The Black Is Never Far Pungent Stench -

Hmmmm....
I was listening to George Carlin earlier tonight, and I was wondering something.... Has anyone figured out yet that about 90% of what he says about his observations on life are right? For example.... Quote: "War is just a big prick waving dick fight... which is why all the bombs are shaped like dicks" You and I both know that it's aerodynamic... but.. have you noticed, that the shape... looks like a dick with wings? lol. "You don't need to be an expert in foreign policy to see, 'what? they have bigger dicks? bomb them!'" This year is his 50th in comedy and he turns 83ish, and he's still going... And he'll be around forever... and ever... and ever... because he doesn't believe in god... he believes in something he likes to call.. "The Big Electron... whoa...... whoa......" "It doesn't judge, it doesn't hate...." And always remember... he DID revise the list of the 10 commandments to 2... "Always be honest and faithful to the provider of thy nookie... and always try real har

Rape
How does it feel to know That you betrayed my trust? That you shattered my life to pieces, That you turned my soul to dust? What's it like to know, That you haunt my every dream And how every single night, I wake up with a piercing scream? Does it make you want to laugh, When you know I live in fear? Or when you know that your the cause of the voices that I hear? Did you enjoy watching me suffer, While you inflicted the pain? When you beat me and you raped me, Like it was all some sort of game? Do you cherish all those things you took, Those things you stole from me; My innocence, my confidence ? Did it ever cross your mind that night, To take my life away? Or did you hope that maybe I would snap, And do it myself someday? Does it scare you that i'm still alive, And that i know what you have done? Are you paranoid that one day, I might actually tell someone? Is the guilt eating at your thoughts, Is it getting into your brain? Do you regret the things you've

Unseen Friend
ALTHOUG YOU ARE A FRIEND OF MINE AND THE LETTERS WE EXCHANGE I WOULDN'T KNOW YOU ON THE STREET AND DON'T THAT SEEM STRANGE? YOU HOLD A PALCE WITHIN MY LIFE UNUSUAL ADN UNIQUE WE SHARE IDEAS AND SPECIAL DREAMS AND STILL WE DO NOT SPEAK. I PICTURE WHAT I THINK YOU ARE PERHAPS YOU PICTURE ME TOO AND INTRIGUING GAME FOR THE BOTH OF US FOR SOEMONE WE CAN'T EVEN SEE. SO FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP WE POSSESS WE OWE THIS MAIL ALOT PERHAPS THE CHARM LIES IN THE FACT THAT WE HAVE NEVER MET.

Little Boys.....
Why is it that little boys.....aka grown men with underdeveloped minds always seem to find me? K look...if you're a dude reading this.... 1. If you just wanna cyber or phone bone...leave me out of it...you have to use your hand anyway. 2. If you just wanna flirt...AWESOME! Cause frankly i;m not interested in packing up my life to haul my ass across the country. 3. If you are married, that's cool...provided your wife knows you are a flirt. Not really interested in gettin angry emails and the like. 4. If you are just playin games...leave me out of it...i tend to get attached to those i talk to, so if you wanna see how long it takes for me to become attached then drop me like a hot potato...well fuck off.... Ok nuff said i think

A Friend Who Is Always There
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you it's beauty on the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain you could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone........... If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend that's always there.

A Mothers Love
A Mothers Love I have watched you grow up over the years, And shared in the learning, the joys and the tears. I've seen you become the person who you are today, A child of mine, and so very special to me, in every way. Through the years you have brought my heart many smiles, And even through any hard times, you made it all worthwhile. I will always be here for you, always right by your side, Whether it be just to listen to you, or to be your guide. I can't lead your life for you, and protect you from all harms, But my love will be embracing you, as if you were in my arms. Above all else, your happiness is so very important to me, And when I see your smiling face, it fills my heart so lovingly. I gave you the gift of life, and in return I've received love, You a true blessing given to me from the Lord above. For the love between a mother and a child is like no other, And I am so proud that I am able to say, I am YOUR mother.

My Prayer For Peace
My Prayer For Peace! Dear God, I ask You humbly; To Listen to my plea. I am going to ask a favor; Which is nothing new for me. But, this time I am begging; And ask you from my heart. Please guide all those involed; As upon this war, we embark. It has touched on all of us; In one way or another. For we all know someone over there, A sister or a brother. Guide them all and keep them strong; Please stand with them as they fight. For they are doing what must be done; To keep us safe, by day and night.. Keep a gentle hand on them; Wherever they go or have been. And bring them safely home to us; So we will be together again. Thank you God, for listening; As I know you always do. And I know that You will always be here; Even after this war is through! Amen

Wtf Am I Doing....
For those of you that chat with me you know life's thrown me a curve ball. I was gonna buy a 69 SS Camaro and to do so, I was selling the 55. The guy bails on selling his car, the SS, so I yank the 55 off Ebay. Well a real nice guy from Cali has been calling me and "has to have my truck". I guess it's a goner so ladies, if you're gonna take the pics of it, you'd better hurry cuz it looks like I'll be kissing it goodbye in a few weeks... On the good side, I did find another SS to buy, the SS I did buy will be here in about eight days. I hope to hell it's not a piece of junk but we'll soon see. I guess I kind of get a rush out of sending that kind of coin to someone half across the country not having any idea what type person they are and hoping that because I have faith in my fellow man, I'm not gonna get a dick up the turd cutter :) Oh please pray for me, the therapy doesn't seem to be working.

Rubias Bbw Contest
Rubias Sexii BBW Contest RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Callin all Sexii BBW's Rules Sexiest SFW photo To vote you must be level 4 or higher No down rating Current Contetants Starts April 15 at 4pm EST There will be three winners Prizes Big pimpin gifts (repost of original by 'Papi RH (Entries Need in-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)' on '2007-04-11 12:42:28') (repost of original by 'RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T' on '2007-04-11 19:16:15') (repost of original by 'CurveeNCute' on '2007-04-11 20

Your Age By Eating Out...
Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 ..... If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (I.e., how! Many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!) THIS IS THE ONLY

Mindbomb
The infamous questions we all seek throughout our daily lives that you sometimes wonder if anyone else thinks of the exact same thing. Have you ever had a conversation with your friends or anyone close to you where you just get so deep in the conversation and start asking questions that boggle your mind? You may talk about space, god, where we all came from. How other people look at you and what they see. The way you see yourself in the mirror. Is that how everyone else see's you? Those little speckles you see when you look up at the sky and ask yourself "Does anyone else see this?" Those weird dreams you may have of all your teeth falling out and you are so scared in the dream but then you wake up and go "that wasnt so bad." The brain is an amazing thing...dreams...how everyone percieves reality...what is reality? How do we know whats real? Matrix anyone? Languages? They're all just made up. Is anything really real? I'd like to see what other people have to say to this.

Confused
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight

Summer
A peaceful breeze, Gently blows through my hair. I think of you, And whisper your name. The moon is bright, And the stars are shinning, Way up in the sky. Tonight the earth seems so peaceful, Summer is slowly fading to fall. The sweet smell of dew in the air, And the light of the moon on my face, Brings me to my knees. I feel a chill in the air all around me, And can hear the leaves rustling in the trees. The sidewalk is still warm from the warm afternoon sun, Beneath my feet. The memories of the summer fill my mind, But soon will disappear. Like all the times we shared, Under the moonlit sky. They'll blow away with the wind, Until next year, When summer comes again. By: Sara Prince August 26, 1996

Profile Overhaul
I decided to change my profile again! Summer is almost here, so had to open the beach. Changed the music also. The only pain was dealing with the actual skins. Not sure if something has been changed, but my normal generator wasnt working. I had to rob one from Tweak and then overhaul the whole thing. I even tried to copy mine and place it in a new one, then do changes, but it that wasnt working. I really like seeing peoples pages, some are really creative! Well, thought I would shout incase some thought they took a wrong turn when visiting, enjoy!

Pedophiles Need To Be Shot
Parents and children's advocates please read and repost! Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com . This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls t

Crimson River
A crimson river flows from her wrist, she feels no pain, she becomes one with her past. her body starts to become numb, the crimson river starts to cover the bathroom floor. she starts to fade away into a deep slumber never to be woken. her heart beat starts to fade away slowly leaving nothing but a memory she eyes are filled with tears just waiting to fall with sadness. can no one hear her silent screams? her painful past? or is it just a nightmare? she sings a song of farewell in the arms of an angel she stays in her world of make believe now. the crimson river stops as does the silent heart beat.

Lil Leroy
Little Leroy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Leroy was a bit of a troublemaker. Leroy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy, of course, thought he did. Leroy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday. Little Leroy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God, I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Leroy Leroy knew this wasn't true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over. LETTER 2: Dear God, This is your friend Leroy. I have been a pretty good boy this ye

*pentagon Extends Army Active Duty To 15 Months*
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 WASHINGTON — In a change of Pentagon policy, Defense Secretary Robert Gates announced Wednesday that all active duty Army soldiers deploying to Iraq and Afghanistan will now serve their tours for as long as 15 months, an increase over the standard year-long deployment. In an acknowledgement of the strains the U.S. military surge in Iraq is having on the military, Gates told reporters that the new policy will be effective immediately on all units in the Central Command area of responsibility. The troops will continue to return home to their stations for not less than 12 months rotations. The rule will apply to all except for of two brigades currently deployed that have already been extended to 16-month deployments. "Without this action, we would have had to deploy five Army active duty brigades sooner than the 12-month at home goal. I believe it is fairer to all soldiers that all share the burden equally," Gates said, adding that the policy will pre

Double Standered
Double standards to me is when two groups are expected to behave in a similar way. But when one of those groups gets out of line, it's accepted and when the other gets out of line that group is condemned. It can also be a set of principles allowing greater opportunity or liberty to one group than to another. Today, Whites face a wide range of double standards. Whites are told that we should not think in terms of our race with pride, but non-whites are urged to promote their race. Whites are told that we should step aside in the political arena and allow non-whites more political power. At the same time non-whites are urged to get more involved and to take greater authority in politics. Non-white politicians openly say that in areas were their numbers are in the majority they should be the only ones that should be allowed to represent their people, while at the same time whites are told when it comes to politics we should be colored blind. Whites are told it is wrong to have an orga

I'm Just Funny That Way.
I guess I am just weird that way I had to go do My STD screening for this part I am doing in this Lesbian erotic horror porn video Julie Simone is directing later this month. Wheeeeeee, they take one cup of pee and a vial of blood + $120 from Me and in 3 days to a week (which in Adult Film Industry time is called 1-3 days) I get back a paper telling Me what I already know... Negative, Negative, Negative and Negative. No hiv, no gonno, no clap, no syph... Oh yeah people, if "pink is the new black", then "Syph is the new hiv". And "Gonno is like the new Herp". Yum, makes you really want to go make new friends, huh? The nurse thought it was funny that I love piercing and tattoos, but feel My veins should not be punctured... HEY, IT'S MINE, AND I NEED THAT STUFF TO LIVE.

Why Couples Don't Have Sex
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurr

Captivation
Morning Dawn Ok so i've been sitting here for last hour ha yeah no appointments till 11.30 hehe ;) But i got just one problem! My mind has gone blank!!!!!! Now i'm thinking i'm writing this so other people can read it wtf!? lol I dont have shit to hide besides real men can express their feelings and thoughts right? right!?? One sec need coffee brb ;p Back now :D Ran out of coffee so had to settle for tea yum yum...awww c'mon you know you wish your tea tasted this good lol So i'm trying to think of what i want to say to you that i havent already said a hundred times already. Choose your words carefully now boy haha Ok so i know that we fight alot, argue, call each other names, deny each others needs...oh wait shit, thinking about the wrong person here :p WONDERFUL WOMAN THAT YOU ARE. YES YOU FUCKER. CANT IMAGINE A DAY PASSING BY WITHOUT YOU. FUCKING HEART STEALER!! CAPTIVATED MY IMAGINATION AND HEART AND SOUL AND THEN SOME ;) You walked lightly into my life

Zen Sarcasm
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and h

Hott Test
THIS IS THE HOTT TEST....HOW HOTT R U? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING) SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST. WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR. 1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE? a) Dark b) Light 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO: a) Go to a party b) Go out to eat 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise 4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: a) Talking b) Dancing c) Taking Long Walks 5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE? a) Louie Vuitton b) coach c) Hollister 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? a) hawaii b) London c) florida 7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: a) The Beach b) Somewhere Cooler 8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a) January b) Februa ry c) March d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August i) September j) October k) November l) December 9. WOULD YOU RATHER: a) Chi

I Miss Eric :(
I saw someone today that looked just like you. I had to do a double take just to be sure. Then I had to remind myself that you're never coming back. I always pictured you living in Hollywood dating super models making badass movies. You were the best. You had so much to offer this world. And it kills me to know that I'll never hear your voice again. I still after all this time can't believe you're gone. Its just not fare. I miss you like crazy. I fucking hate your so called "friend" that left you that night. I blame him. I wish the worst for him, if that makes me a bad person then oh well. Its been 3 and a half years and I still think about you every day. I can't even go visit your grave because they took you back to your birthplace. I never got to say goodbye. I want you back. I want to see your smile and hear your laugh. I fucking miss you so much Eric. I wonder if you hear me when I talk to you. I talk to you alot. I miss you. I miss you so much.

50 Things Girls Wished Guys Knew..
1)You have to tell a girl how you feel about her...we make no assumptions. 2)It never hurts to work out...take your own advice. 3)Girls like sex just as much, if not more than guys. 4)Not all girls masturbate...we just don't and no we are not lying. 5)We hate porn. (kinda) 6)Hmmmm...guys in Jeeps...yummmm... 7)Girls need food, water, and compliments to survive. 8)We think about you all the time. 9)Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press. 10)We may think you are gay if you wear tighty-whities on a regular basis. 11)Hold our hand. 12)No backseat drivers...NONE. 13)Girls generally don't like giving head, so you better be ready to reciprocate if and when you get it. 14)We are not your all-night restaurant. 15)Anything we say or do during that 4 days to a week each month cannot be held against us. 16)If you hold our hand while you are driving we will be thoroughly impressed...especially if it's a stick. 17)Under no circumstance

Incubus ( Drive ) Lyrics
Drive VideoDrive lyrics - Incubus lyricsIncubus Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I cant help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague Haunting mass appeal Lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh It's driven me before, it seems to be the way That everyone else get around Lately, I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself, my light is found Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there With open arms and open eyes yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there Would you choose water over wine Hold the

Nsfw
Hello ladies, I am asking for rates and comments on my NSFW folder. I have had pics there for a while but noone visits this folder. I know some do not like NSFW, but I know there are ladies who do. Please let me know if they are worth keeping, if not I am going to delete them. Hope to hear from ya'll soon.

My Sexual Zodiac
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Doaes Your Name Fit You...mine Does
J: Freaking Rowdy O: Is a freak in bed A: Gorgeous N: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for I: Loves to laugh E: Freakin beautiful eyes Not too sure about what A says, but others seem ok A: Gorgeous B: Loves peoplE C: Best Sense of Humor! D: Has one of the best personalities ever E: Freakin Beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh J: Freaking Rowdy K: Really silly L: Really easy to fall in love with H: Easy to fall in love with M: makes dating fun N: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for O: Is a freak in bed P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: great girlfriend/boyfriend S: Lives life for fun T: GREAT kisser U:Gets blamed for everything V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun

Something More
Have you ever had the perfect day ,or been to your favorite spot ,or just spent the day with that special someone and all you can think of is that there is something missing . I mean everything is perfect (but) you just know something is missing and it is driving you crazy . I have had that feeling all week and it really bugs me because i can't figure out what is missing i just know it is . I hate feeling this way because i know it affects the people around me and that bugs be even more so i try to act as if everything is ok, but there it is in the back of my mind that something matbe even just a small thing but something is missing. Could it be the lag between winter and spring ,the hopes of warm days and cool night breezes or is there some part of me that just is unhappy with my life . I really wish i could find out what it is maybe it's something i forgot or could it be something in my subconscious that has yet to be revieled . Does everyone have these feelings or is it just me

House Blessing
Assemble: 1. Salt & Water 2. Incense (fire and air) 3. Milk & Honey 4. Oil (for anointing) 5. Wine (for offering) 6. Bells, Pots, Pans, Whistles, etc. Cast a circle in the main room (livingroom) and after casting, visualize the circle expanding to include the entire house. Call upon the spirits and energies living in the house (or apartment). Invite those who will be harmonious with the new household and its energies to remain. Invite/ask those who will be happier elsewhere to depart. Release all "energies" not compatible with the new household. (This may be expressed as a "release" in order to unbind anything that may be stuck.) Then call upon, greet, and invite ancestors, patron deities, and all harmonious spirits and energies to dwell in the house as they please. Gather up the pots, pans, and all the noise-makers. Go to each door and window, not forgetting the fire-place and dog-door, making as much racket as humanly possible-to shoo out anything unwanted. (This is hy

Ritual For Aids
This ritual focuses on destroying barriers and increasing the positive elements that will help us overcome AIDS. The ritual space is purified according to personal practice. Invocations to Athena, Hermes, and/or Brigid may be done. Those gathered will be divided into five groups. One will be assigned to each of the elements with one group in the center. Each group may be led by a particular coven or group of coven leaders. The center (altar) group will present each elemental group with the obstacle to overcome and later accept the positive "goal". We have divided the elements this way: Air - Knowledge/Ignorance Fire - Commitment/Indifference Earth - Funding/Red Tape Water - Empathy/Hostility When confronted with the obstacles the small groups will be wrapped with crepe paper by the center group. Some suggest the spectral colors, we suggest the following: Air - White Fire - Red Earth - Brown Water - Blue The groups break their bonds, overcoming the obstacle. When all

Go Vote For Me Please
WEEK #8……..PICS: PIN UP GIRLS (contest) IF YOUR MY FRIEND OR MY FAN PLEASE GO AND BOMB ME WITH COMMENTS.....LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN ALL WEEK LONG...........THANKS, MUAHHHHHHH JUST CLIK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE U THERE!!! 6

Da N Word. Is It Wrong Or Not.
NOTE: Be for u read dis if ur offended den step off and go cry to ur mommy. If u got da realest heart, gust, and everything else den speak ur mind on dis on here ok. U got da power to say wha u want to say. So don't write down wha u got to say, just let out and say it. So don't lie on here be real if u do lie on den i know ur fake. Black people around the country are on fire. It seems White folks are getting a little too comfortable using the N-Word. Even fellow Black folks are using the word to denigrate members of their own race in front of white people... a clear violation of the code. But do we really have the right to be angry? Or have we brought it on ourselves? The focus of this special takes a provocative look at one of the most notorious and controversial racial epithets in America and perhaps the world. We turn the mirror on ourselves as we deconstruct and examine the confusion surrounding the word. We have to ask ourselves, are we responsible? Has our repeated us

A Letter Home
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from then to do any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawling little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice and cook

It's Hard To Be Humble, Not So Easy To Be Cheesy.
Good day to all. Heres hoping all is well. I just woke from yet another few hours rest, I had stayed awake for another straight 24 plus hours so I layed down. I was talking to a dear and personal friend of mine yesterday that I have known for about 15 years, he and I had not talked in a couple of months for he is in a wheel chair and suffers a really heartbreaking case of MD and he doesnt get online alot. I saw his name lit up so I took it upon myself to private message him, I noticed his spirits was a bit gloomy so I proceeded to ask him what was wrong, You have to know this young man as I do, he has a crippling disability but lets nothing stand in his way, always laughing free spirited guy. Any ways, he said did you hear about my mom? I said no sweets you and I havent spoke to one another since December. he said I Dont know how to tell you this but mom passed away in January. My heart just stopped I do believe and my mouth was resting on my lap, I couldnt believe what I was heari

Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit Of My Happiness
Well~ class was fun tonight. I got my paper turned into my english teacher, and i was to BS w/ my Juv. Procedures teacher. Always Always fun. She's awesome. I would truly consider her to be one of the wisest adults I have ever met in my life. This Wednesday my ENTIRE police dept is due... that icluding the entire structure, schedules, ranking, etc. The whole thing.... I haven't done as much as I have needed to. Been distracted with MY LIFE.... stupid life stuff. But I'm going to work on it a lot tonight at work... and tomorrow some, when I'm not sleeping. Plus I get out of class early tomorrow night, All i have is some retarded test I have to take, and then I'm done for the evening. So, that basically means that i'm free.... and I'm taking advantage of that time to hang out w/ the girls some, and then before work, I'm going to get started on my PD... do the Finishing touches... so to speak.... Although, I still have A LOT to do... It's not as easy as it sounds to try and "run" a police

Its Not Just The Students And Staff And Faculty Of Va Tech- Its The Families The Community ,and The Children All Around
As i sat here this morning watching the news- i listened is disbelief that this happend here- right next to my house- not even 20 miles away- theres people on this site that has alot of heart- and alot of religion and even alot here from the town of blacksburg va- you make your pictures and your bulletins but i have yet seen one say "OUR HEARTS GO OUT TO THE CHERRY MEMBERS FROM VA TECH AND FROM BLACKSBURG WHERE THIS HAPPENED- this is for you if you see it- god be with you all that were there- and that were around va tech- i know the horror- i watched the local news and the national news and seen alot of scared faces nd i heard the sirens , seen the hellicopters, dodged policefire and rescure and even dropped to my knees and began to pray for this entire community. i live here - and i seen alot of people here on cherrytap from blacksbug- i will pray for each of you- and the families- my heart goes out to yu all from blacksburg va and from all over that have family at va tech-

A Cherrytap Clock
I thought some of you might like to add a clock on your profile page so I took the time to let you know about it and how to do this. Click onto the Cherry Clock and choose an assortment of different clocks from this website for free to add to your profile. I found this cherry clock which is perfect for cherrytap; but there are many others. Remember to change the time locations for where you live then copy the HTML. I copied the HTML in the second box down after I chose Pacific Time for my area off this website and it works perfect.

Mumms
Okay so I get the whole mumm thing now. I guess I had to find out the hard way. *sigh* Other things I've learned this morning: People are extremely crabby in the morning... wait... no I've known that. Boredome at work is a dangerous thing. Hmm... I've known that too. Is it the 25th yet?

Huh
ive not been on CT in couple of days, first thanks for all the comments and rates your all shown while ive been away one thing i dont get is last time i was on i posted a new pic which some of you rated, i looked at my alerts i counted 7 people rated it i looked at the pic and it says its got only 2 rates, someone even rated it 11, even thats not showing up. heres the pic http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=227790&albumid=291193&i=3161218999 whats happening is CT still acting funny

You're Good At What You Do If What You Do Is Sucking
when asked if i could do any job in the world [with the necessary skills of course] what i would do... i answered housewife. some may think it's strange that i, miss molly who-eats-men-who-cannot-stand-up-for-themselves christian, would want to stay home and play with her little bratty children someday. but i do! and i wanna be married already. it's like i can't wait to settle down, despite my insatiable appetite for sex with random men. or not so much sex, just attention and spit-swapping... but occasionally [more often than not i mean] sex. indeed, it is always dangerous to travel around a small community of parties and get-togethers having sex with random guys, i don't want to a patient zero, but i don't wanna have sex with one man for the rest of my life.... unless. it's him. he knows who he is. he is the most gorgeous man ever. the most. i don't know how i ever left. well... i know i had to but really. i want to go back. NOW. i miss him... and i didn't know that i could fal

Moon Pie Berry
Are you the love I desire Young at heart A loving thought Compelling is the dream A moon shining in the night Two in love sharing a private moment A Sparkle of a star shines in her eyes and smile A Bite of pie is given A berry pie What kind strawberry, blueberry, Blackberry, or raspberry Who cares the love that is shared is the true fruit Inspiring words are not needed The moon, pie and berried fruit Says it all LOVE

What Is The Nhlfa
What is the NHLFA? It is the National Hockey League Fan Association http://www.nhlfa.com/ The NHLFA was established in 1998 to give average hockey fans across North America an affordable (that is, free!) way to express their views on the NHL. We all recognize that hockey today is first, big business and second, sport. It's the fans who keep this business afloat. But of all the interest groups involved in hockey, fans are generally at the bottom of the pecking order, while paying top dollar at the ticket office, the concession booth and the souvenir store. The National Hockey League and owners have Gary Bettman as their representative; the players have Ted Saskin, Executive Director of the NHLPA; the fans have very little representation. The NHLFA aims to change that and to give fans a voice in the future of the NHL. The NHLFA is governed by a four person board of directors in Ottawa. Our primary means of elevating the collective voice of hockey fans is through our year

My Ex Boyfriend
He calls me when he wants to He never answer the phone when I call He is a very good lover He stood me up nth time He promised me forever He said he cannot live without me But he is still alive And I am not with him now He told told me he love me He still tell me that now He told he misses me He still say it until now He told me he miss my kisses And nobody kissed him like i do He said he miss making love to me And nobody loves him like I do He said he still want me And wished that I still want him too He said he wanted to see me again I told him that's a good thing to do He had been telling me he'll visit me He had been saying that for three months He said he is still my boyfriend I think it's a waste of time He said its gonna be us forever Where did he get that lie? He said there will be no end I couldn't even smile I've told him goodbye 26 times He came back and I accepted him 27 times What a fool am I? I wish he could read this But he don't even know

Slave To Master...you Know Who You Are
Serving her Master, with a heart full of pride Loving unconditionally, needing the training he provides Absolute trust and respect, shared between the two Very happy to obey, when he tells her what to do Every minute away from him, he lingers in her mind Teaching her to look inside, for the strength she must find Opeining her heart, mind and body to her Master’s requests Happy with herself only, when she can pass all of his tests Endless devotion, she will feely and gladly give Realizing her very life, has now become his Maybe she will stumble, sometimes she will fall Accepting when her Master, must discipline it all Setting up her limits, with honesty and trust Taking her past them, will be a must Earning the privilege to serve as his slave Respecting all her Master will do or say

Xxx Survey
Body: 1. Anal or oral? oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? both! 3. Ice or feathers? ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 girls and a guy giggles 5. Movie porn or live porn? both 6. What do you wear to bed ? pjs 7. Love making or hard fucking? love making 8. Do you shave ? yes 9. Spit or swallow? swallow 10. Do you masturbate ? yes 11. Whats your turn on ? boots and heels 12. Whats your favorite position ? hmm not sure 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? yes 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? in a scared grove 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) have no idea does it look I time it? 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? soft and gentle 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? no 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? yes 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? yes 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? yes! Be honest !!

Still Around
OK EVERYONE SUM OF YHALL MIGHT HAVE THOUGHT THAT I LEFT CUZ I HAVENT BEEN AROUND BUT GUESS WUT IM STILL HERE AND KIKING WHY I HAVE NO CLUE...I HAVE JUST GOTTEN TIERD OF THE FUCKING DRAMA EVERYTIME I TURN AROUND SO THERE ARE CERTAIN PPL THAT I DONT EVEN TALK TO ANYMORE THEY KNO WHO THEY ARE BUT TO THE ONES I DO TALK TO YHALL KNO EVERYTHING AND WHY.. BUT YES I HAVE FOUNDE A NEW LOUNGE TO HANG OUT IN WE PLAY EVERY TYPE OF MUSIC IN HERE IT IS GREAT GOOD PPL AND GREAT TIMES SO PLS PEOPLE CUM ON OVER AND CHECK IT OUT CLICK BANNER TO JOIN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE AROUND!!!!! WE HAVE EVERYTHING SOO PLZ FEEL FREE TO STOP BY !! HERE IS A FEW OF OUR DJS !!!

Are You Capable Of Killing?
Probability of killing, 61% You have probably seen death. You watch too many horror flicks, play too much violent videogames, or probably exposed to death by where you live. or maybe you have lots of problems with enemies or have little self-esteem. The factors add up that you need to avoid situations or people that could push you to that point.Are you capable of killing

Higher
Well I didn't blog much today. Love is a funny thing. We can't always control who we love. We can't pretend it doesn't exist and we can't lie about it. Its hard fathom at times. I believe you have to love unselfishly..unconditionally and have faith in that. If you love someone tell them....never ever hold back cuz in the blink of an eye it can go away. Olive Juice :)

Mortiis - Everyone Leaves
I'm going back, thinking about all the changes. I'm going back to all those wasted years. I see the rise and fall of the world I lived in. This time it doesn't seem real at all. But I took the fall and on came all the changes. All i had could not be saved - it was far too late. Everyone leaves. In the end. Everything dies. In the end. It doesn't matter how hard you hold on. I'm going back to the times you went away. I thought you thought that I was that monster. I see the rise and fall of the world that I made. I always wanted to take you with me. And then I saw some people for the people that I thought they were. In your painful absence. Everyone leaves. In the end. Everything dies. In the end. It doesn't matter how hard you hold on. How hard can you? Do you want to hold on? How hard can you? The all leave in the end. How hard can you? We all die in the end.

Where Are The Parents?
Please read this all the way through. This is full of true emotions of a parent of a disabled child. "And sometimes they are a single parent struggling to do it all by themselves." Where Are the Parents? By Sue Stuyvesant Hey everyone, For those of you who don't know me (I'm only an occasional poster) I am mom to Michelle, 9 years old, microecephallic, athetoid/spastic CP, Cortical Visual Impairment, Seizure disorder -- and CUTE! Ok, now for the reason I'm posting. To make a long story short, earlier this week a question was asked by some nit wit official as to why there weren't more parents (of special needs kids) involved in the local PTA and other issues that have come up that directly involve our kids. His question, which was passed on to me was "Where are the Parents?" I went home that night, started thinking - and boy was I pi**ed - and banged this "little" essay out the next day on my lunch break. My friends thought I should share it all with you, and I apologize for

About Me
Chapter 1: Personal Initials: rks Middle name: just intitial Birthday: november 1970 Birth Place: illinois Current location:tx Height: 5'2 Hair length:long layers red blonde Eye color: very blue Piercings: no Birthmarks: shoulder Chapter 2: Family Do you live with your parents: nope Do you get along with your parents? yeah. Are your parents married/separated/divorced/ widowed.mom is a widow Do you have any siblings? 2 sister, 1 brother. What are their names? patty suzanne mike What pets do you have? 3 dogs What are there names? daisy lola relish Chapter 3: Favorites City: vegas Season: summer Clothing brand:dont care as long as cute Color: red Number: 23 Chapter 4: Do You ... Sing in the shower? hell yea i rock Write memos on your hand? No. Call people back? most Believe in love? yes Sleep on a certain side of the bed? sides lol middle right left i own it lol Wear glasses or contacts? nope better than 20/20 Chapter 5: Have You Ever...

V-tech And My School
It's terrible what happened at V-Tech. The families lost their kids, and the shooter's parents lost their kid. The shooter's parents will be ostricized by other families, whispered about that they raised a killer. Bomb threats keep happening at my school. Three times this week. Three days in a row. I don't understand who would want to do such a thing. A part of me wonders if it's some sorry bastard who just doesn't want to take finals. Another part wonders if there is some sick and twisted fucker out there harassing the school population. Three days, three "non specific" bomb threats. Jeezum. I need a cigarette.

Love
LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT YOU DON'T TAKE FOR GRANTED, IT IS LIKE A PLANT, IF YOU DON'T NUTURE IT, LOVE WILL DIE. LOVE CAN BE THE MOST EXCITING THING TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE. BUT IT IS SOMETHING THAT HAS TO BE WANTED LOVE, WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT ONE SHORT WORD COULD RULE PEOPLE'S LIVES IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS IF PEOPLE COULD EMBRACE THAT ONE SHORT WORD AND PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE THEY MEET THEN EVERYONE COULD ENJOY LOVE, HAPPINESS, AND WORLD PEACE.

Suicidal Thoughts
suicidal thoughts.................. Current mood: crazy Suicidal thoughts! the feeling of giving in to the pain and suffering being endured for so long. Trying to imagine at night, alone in my room what it would be like if my life was to end. Or what if I ended my life what here and now. Knifes are at my finger tips. Wanting to grab the cold wooden handle the bares blood stains from the war's in the Phillipines form soldiers that has passed through a single swing of a blade. Hearing the voices in my head speak to me and want me to end my pain and suffering. Willing to get in a tub of water and dropping a electrical cord in the tub to die fast. Again, I ask myself is this how I should end my life? I know it is not proper to burry your son before his parentes but someday it just might happen. Shall I take a .22 and blast my self and have brains splatterd all over the wall? Remebering hearing my mom telling me i'm not worth living! YOU SHOULD DIE was her exact words! Grandmother be

Some Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct T

For Girls Only!!
Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im a good person [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] think I would do you? [_] love me? AM I... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] sexy? [_] cool? [_] romantic? [_] a *freak*? [_] g

Oh No Not Again!!!!
Yes my dear sweet friends, I've gone & joined another contest. And this time I think I kinda wanna win. It's for Best Memorial Tattoo & as you know I recently got inked in memory of my Mom. You guys know I try not to ask for anything. I help those that ask & sometimes those that don't. Please if you could possible drop a few comments & help me in the Best Memorial Tattoo Contest I'd be every so grateful! I'm not above begging & offering to stop & rate all your pics & stash in return, if I haven't done so already. Thanks, Lizzy

The Integrated And The Rejected
The outcasts swarm clinging to one another looking for fresh meat. Fighting for the scraps left behind to rot. Their insatiable hunger eats away at their souls. Through broken glass the chosen bask in the glory of their acceptance. Making their way through each day without a care in the world. They know no sorrow. They know no pain. They only know that which has been given to them. There are those who must fight for every breath and there are those whose feet never touch the ground. Opposing factions in denial of one another knowing nothing but their own kind.

Facts About Rough Sex...
from the STASH of rl hubby Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal Wi

Farmers: Is This Legal??!!??
SO my stepdad has been working long hours all week. My mother has been in the hospitol with pancreatitis for the past few days. So there has been nobody home for around 8 hours a day during daylight hours. My step dad came home today when it was still fairly light outside and noticed all the tree's on his proporty were broken, knocked down, knocked over didnt matter if the branch was 3 inches thick or three foot they knocked it back over the fenceline and tore it off the tree with a huge piece of farm equipment.Still sitting in field.. All the tree's that were shading the proporty were' broken. Some are back into the field we just cleared a couple weeks ago to plan a large crop of veggies and fruit. Now we have reclear it again before we can till it up. NOT to mention how much colder and windier its goin to be this coming winter without as many tree's to block the wind. Is this legal for the farmers to do to our land?? I spoke with my family and the neighbor and they said they t

Are You Proud To Be White
Are You Proud To Be White ? Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You

Hooah!!!!!
This may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, star

Lol
I WAS MESSIN AROUND WITH SOME FRIENDS TODAY AND AS USUAL THE PHRASE LOL GETS MENTIONED ALOT, NOW HERE'S THE PART THAT WILL HAVE YOU ALL LAUGHING EVERYTIME YOU SEE THOSE THREE LITTLE LETTERS, SUDDENLY IT HIT ME THAT LOL ALSO STANDS FOR LOUD ORGASMIC LOVER. THINK ABOUT THAT THE NEXT TIME SOMEONE TYPES LOL TO YOU.

Shew What A Night
Hello all, Sorry I havent been on but yesterday about 4 pm I started getting really sick, throwing up, cold, aching all over, tummy feeling as if the pits of hell was alive in it. I couldnt hold any thing down, I would drink a sip of water and puke a gallon, NO I AM NOT PREGNANT. I think I have the flu, my body is aching all over, I havent felt this bad in forever, I cant hardly walk with out my legs trembling, feeling a bit like jello. I finally got a few hours of rest about 5:30 am , then wham it starts over again. I wouldnt wish this on any one. Dr says remain on an all liquid diet, well that would be ok if I could actually hold something down, this sucks, I made dinner and I did not think I was going to be able to finish it before collapsing on my face. Thats about the extent of my days. I would hate to think it could get any worse. I hope everyone else is feeling finejimdandy. I'll take the rest of tonight and tomorrow to recoop and if I dont get any better I'll take me a

Why?????
why am i confused?why do woman not but any effort in sex?i mean everyone enjoys it.so why do the not give blow-jobs?i thought most women would do most anything to keep thier man happy!am i wrong?i know most my blogs are about sex but dammit I enjoy making my partner quiver and cum or orgasm. maybe i need a hobby???

Sad But True
Hey Im your life Im the one who takes you there Hey Im your life Im the one who cares They They betray Im your only true friend now They Theyll betray Im forever there Im your dream, make you real Im your eyes when you must steal Im your pain when you cant feel Sad but true Im your dream, mind astray Im your eyes while youre away Im your pain while you repay You know its sad but true You Youre my mask Youre my cover, my shelter You Youre my mask Youre the one whos blamed Do Do my work Do my dirty work, scapegoat Do Do my deeds For youre the one whos shamed Im your dream, make you real Im your eyes when you must steal Im your pain when you cant feel Sad but true Im your dream, mind astray Im your eyes while youre away Im your pain while you repay You know its sad but true Hate Im your hate Im your hate when you want love Pay Pay the price Pay, for nothings fair Hey Im your life Im the one who took you here Hey Im your life

Sighns Your Burned Out
Signs You're Burned Out 10. You're so tired, you now answer the phone, "Hell." 9. Your friends call to ask how you've been, and you immediately scream, "Get off my back, bitch!" 8. Your garbage can is your "in"box. 7. You wake up to discover your bed is on fire, but go back to sleep because you just don't care. 6. You have so much on your mind, you've forgotten how to pee. 5. Visions of the upcoming weekend help you make it through Monday. 4. You sleep more at work than at home. 3. You leave for a party and instinctively bring your ID badge. 2. You blasted your daily planner with a .357 magnum a week ago, but still haven't been able to miss a meeting. 1. You think about how relaxing it would be if you were in jail right now.

I Made This For A Friend :)
don't be lonely tonight my dear there are beautiful souls near one may find you with a pout and not linger long but rush out so smile even if inside its not strong for a smile on your face is never wrong

Fyi...
Hey all! I wanted you to know you can reach me on myspace.com as well. I have some of my work posted on my blog at myspace :) Or you can email me at: siranna_bast@yahoo.com www.myspace.com/vampiress2006 Stay Groovey!! xoxo ~ SB

Broken Hearts United.
She's from Oregon. I'm living in North Carolina. We met some two months ago here on CherryTap. She never wanted to fall in love again because she was had her heart broken before. So had I. But I was willing to take a chance. I'll admit that I moved pretty fast, but you have to understand two things about me: First of all, love is not a game to me...it's life to me. Second, when I go for what I want, I fight until I get it. This girl was worth fighting for. I'll say that it was rough going at first, but somehow I was able to win her over. Kally, if you are read this entry by the time you get on, I will have sent the link to a song just for you. Pay close attention to this song. It's my promise to you that you will never have to worry about a broken heart again.

Touch ?
when i touch you feeling your skin when i touch you deep within ill break your silence and youll wake to me i will make you everything i want to be when i touch you ohhhh you know that you love it you need it oooohhh for sure im drawing your lines with my hands im weaving the dream that never ends i dont play hide and seek with you dear when i touch you i make fingers seaarching secret pleasures roaming where your river seems so deep you know im going on with life but soon youll sing for me when i touch you ooooh you know that you love it you need it oooooh for sure im drawing your lines with my hands im weaving the dream that never ends i dont play hide and seek with you dear when i touch you and when tensions spilling down your skin love will never be what she once was when i touch you ooooooooh you know that you love it you need it ohhh for sure im drawing your lines with my hands im weaving the dream that never ends

Sometimes...
Sometimes...it's so easy to walk away from people - people that at one point in time meant so fucking much to me. People I once talked to on a daily basis. People who made my day brighter just by being present, sharing their words, laughing with me. People who made it difficult to breath, as I couldn't always catch my breath by the awesome words falling out of their mouths...And, sometimes...I look back at some of our moments, read some of their words, listen to some of our songs, think about some of our laughs and...I smile, or I smirk or I laugh...and sometimes, I just want to cry...cause really...I miss them...

25 Signs That You've Grown Up For Good
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6 You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

Seeing You
.... and every time i see you after a long separation, i think it's going to be so weird, and it never is, it's so easy to just fall back into "us"... and i never thought i would see you, i really thought you'd bail on me today (thanks for not doing that!) ...and every song i hear reminds me of you... god you smelled so good today and your hair felt so soft and i just wanted to keep you with me... and my heart is in shreds and i don't know what i'm supposed to do and all i know is that when i'm with you i never want to be anywhere else....

Redemption
Without them, I’m me Just beyond the flesh It’s still me, can’t you see Ignore that they’re fresh I beg of you Please don’t fret To look at you Is to feel the regret Accept my plea I aim to recover Wish to break free Take on no other Escape this demon That causes me harm I seek freedom I’ve pulled the alarm I can now accept tears To flow from my eyes Overcoming my fears Before part of me dies I write this for you myself To show my choice Repairing my health Free my voice. WW 4/24/07

Decisions Decisions....
I need a lil help since i am having trouble waking up and making these decisions... First...i need to paint my toes...i have 3 colors to pick from...BRIGHT pink, fire engine red, and a deep wine color.... Second i have to get ready for work in like 5 min....should i wear brown plaid bermuda shorts and an orange shirt, or jeans and a hoodie? Third....should i pay 59 dollars for yellow patent leather pumps?

I Know You Are Trying To Be Helpful
So I have spent 20 mins on hold with someone who says he cant pull up my account, but he will transfer me. Then he says "Is there any thing I can help you with before I transfer you" and I am like, you cant even get my information, what could you do for me? I have learned a valuable lesson though, if someone is going to transfer you, make sure to get the direct number for that department before they send you over.

Yuk
liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. The King of Hearts is the only king WITHOUT A MUSTACHE American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one (1) olive from each salad served in first-class. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. (Since Venus is normally associated with women, what does this tell you!) Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. Most dust particles in your house are made from DEAD SKIN! The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer. So did the first "Marlboro Man." PEARLS MELT IN VINEGAR! The three most valuable

A Clue
A Clue I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

Inbox Dollars
1. Does it cost anything to join InboxDollars? Absolutely Not! InboxDollars is 100% FREE to join - simply complete our Signup Form to get started! 2. I never received my Confirmation E-Mail? Your Confirmation E-Mail is automatically sent immediately after you complete the Signup Form. If you are using a free E-Mail Service (such as Hotmail or Yahoo), please allow a few minutes for the Confirmation E-Mail to reach your Inbox. If the Confirmation E-Mail has not arrived within a few minutes, check your Junk Mail folder, as some E-Mail providers may automatically filter your E-Mail. Mak

"inside Or Out"
“INSIDE OR OUT” As the alarm rings out, There’s a sound of a distant shout. In the dark sky there’s a glow, As the fire and flames start to grow. Fear is the feeling in the air, As everyone is starting to care. Where was that shout? Was it from the inside or out? The intensity of the fire grows, And then nobody knows. Where was the shout? Was it inside or out? As the smoke grows thick, And we started to feel sick. The result of the shout, Thank God it was on the out. By: Dale Barker 2006

You Dont Like It-- Remove Yourself From My List!!!!!!
I HAVE SEEN ALL THE BULLETINS ON MY FRIEND FAT SONNY AND FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU PEOPLE SAY ABOUT HIM OR TOWARDS HIM- HE IS NOT THE WAY THAT CERTIAN PEOPLE MAKE HIM OUT TO BE. SONNY BELIEVE IT OR NOT HAS A HEART FOR OTHERS AND HE HAS A SOUL TOO. I AM SO DAMN TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT I WAKE UP TOO ON HERE- CHERRYTAP TO ME HAS BECOME A PLACE TO BAD MOUTH THE INNOCENT AND THE ONES THAT OOOPS YOU FORGET- PUT YOUR ASSES IN THE TOP DOG LEAGUE!!! IF ALL THE SHIT ON HERE TO YOU IS ABOUT PUTTING PEOPLE DOWN THEN LET ME GIVE YOU A REASON TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY LIST--- REASON ONE.-- I HATE YOUR DRAMA FILLED BULLETINS!! WILL NOT REPOST A DAMN THING FOR YOU. 2. I AM NOT HERE TO MAKE YOUR LIFE ANY BETTER THAN IT WAS THE DAY YOU SIGNED ON THIS SIGHT, SO DONT BOTHER. 3. FRIENDS TO ME IS A TREASURE, NOT A NESSESITY OF LIFE. 4. IF YOU HAVE HEART, YOU ARE A REAL PERSON AND I WILL ADD YOU IF YOU WANT ME TOO BUT THE CRAPPY ASSED WAYS YOU ALL HAVE OF PUTTING YOUR SELFS IN THE POSITION TO PLA

He He
2. Are we friends?........ 3. When and how did we meet?........ 4. Do you hav a crush on me?......... 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me?........ 6. Give me a nikname and explain why?........ 7. Describe me in 1 word........ 8. what was ur first impression ov me?....... 9. do u still fink the same?...... 10. What reminds u ov me?..... 11. If you could giv me anything wot wod it b?...... 12. How well do u no me?...... 13. Whens the last tym u saw me?..... 14. Eva wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldnt?...... 15. Are you goin 2 put dis on ur blog and c wot i say about u?.....

Sexy Scale ...
How hot are you? Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relashionship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Yo daddy should of worn a rubber!!! -1= wow.....You're ugly. 0= You're not ugly. .. 1= You're almost okay. 2= You're "okay." 3= You're average. 4= You're kinda cute. 5= You're fine! 6= You're beautiful/gorgeous! 7= I'd hit it!!! 8= DAAAMMMNN YOUR SEXY!!!!!! 9= I want to MARRY you! 10= I want you alone NOW! 11= i wanna fuck you DAY and NIGHT Aint a damn one of ya gona rate me....dont know why I try to be nice I get shit on anyway.

Clever E-mail
This has got to be one of the most clever E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROO M PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER

Moms Pain
Moms Pain I remember the time when you were strong when nothing you did was ever wrong and how you cared for all my pain when you told me to get out of the rain you were there when I fell when I was going through hell you showed me the light when I was scared from the night and now you need help I cannot give this is not how you deserve to live Mother I love you, Mother stay strong what you go through is just plain wrong

Apple Raisin Risotto
Ingredients 2 tablespoon sugar, brown (packed) 1 tablespoon butter 1 medium apple(s) 1/4 cup(s) raisins 1 cup(s) rice, arborio 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon, ground 1/8 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup(s) wine, dry Marsala 1 cup(s) apple cider 4 cup(s) water Preparation Heat sugar and 1 tablespoon butter in large non-stick skillet over medium heat. Add apple and raisins; saute quickly. Add rice, salt and cinnamon; stir 2 to 3 minutes. Add wine; stir until absorbed. Increase heat to medium high; stir in apple juice. Cook, uncovered, stirring frequently, until juice is absorbed. Continue stirring and adding water, allowing each cup to be absorbed before adding another, until rice is tender and mixture has a creamy consistency. It will take approximately 25 to 30 minutes. Serve immediately.

Life
life is full of up and downs its full of love, and hate why can't we do the things we need to do til its too late to keep wat we want the most..why is it hard to let things go, why is thur always fighting, til its gone..then all u can do is think how much u do love them..u never know wat u want or have til its gone..u always think u can live without them..but when thur actually gone..its awhole new ball game..sumone told me love is not always happy, it is never planned..u have to make the best of wat u got, and wat u can get..but u never know how much u are in love with them til thur gone..its like the end of the world, or like the end of life..

Dream Girl
Dream Girl I dream about her at night I see her during the day I love her i know is right But how to tell her I can not say Only if I could I would tell her true Then I know she would Tell me "I Love You" One touch from her burns me Like the heat from a fire That Flames up within me Keeps my temperture raising higher The kiss of her lips sends me All the way into outerspace When I look at her I see There's nothing more beautiful as her face So if you ask me, I'll tell you She is the only one I love so true. Brad A Christopher Copyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher

Moving
My band moved our studio this evening. We have been renting a small room for five years and at last we got out of there and moved to a larger place. We have a lot of work ahead of us painting and soundproofing our new studio but this place has everything, our own sound recording booth, sound mixing room, chillout room and kitchen. And best of all we have it all to ourselves, no noisy neighbours or anything, this is just totally perfect!

Made Me Giggle
[Intro] Mow mow mow Mow mow mow Mow mow mow Mow, Okay (Okay)... Guess who's back? Back again Shady's back Tell a friend Whaaaaaaaa Now everyone report to the dance floor To the dance floor, to the dance floor Now everyone report to the dance floor Alright Stop!.....Pajama time [Verse 1] Come here little kiddies, On my lap Guess who's back with a brand new rap? And I don't mean rap as in a new case of child molestation accusation (HA-HA-HA-HA-HA) No worries, papa's got a brand new bag of toys What else could I possibly do to make noise? I done touched on everything, but little boys That's not a stab at Michael That's just a metaphor, I'm just psycho I go a little bit crazy sometimes I get a little bit out of control with my rhymes Good God, dip, do a little slide Bend down, touch your toes and just glide Up the center of the dance floor Like TP for my bunghole And it's cool if you let one go Nobody's gonna know, who'd hear it? Give a little "poot po

Wicked Pleasures Is Back N Betta Then Eva!!!! Come On In To Say Hi!!! :p
THAT'S RIGHT BITCHES THE WP IS BACK!!! THE ORIGINAL HOT SPOT ON LOST CHERRY (NOW AS YOU ALL KNOW IT CT) IT WAS HERE BEFORE THE NAME CHANGE, BEFORE THE BLOW UP OF LOUNGES!! IT WAS ONE OF THE ORIGINAL AND WE WANT THE OLD CREW BACK!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO GET IN HERE AND LETS PARTY LIKE WE USED TO!!! LOVE YOU GUYS AND MISS YOU ALL BUNCHES

The Richness Of This Moment
Go ahead and ask the questions that must be asked. Say the things that need to be said. Perform the tasks that are to be done. Follow the dreams that flow from who you most sincerely are. Put thought into what you say and do, yet refrain from being paralyzed by an excess of imagined scenarios. Use reasonable judgment with your own actions, while being careful not to harshly judge those people you do not fully understand. Find wisdom and beauty in the smallest of things. Accept and embrace what comes your way, and through your love direct it all toward positive purpose. Go ahead and live this day that is now, with no regret for the past and no anxiety about the future. Give your best to each moment while letting the meaningless distractions fall away. Be a living expression of the abundance that is. The richness of this moment is ready to be brought to life by you. -- Ralph Marston

Blah
Another fun day in my life. Torie woke up this monring bleeding from her ear. Took her to the pediatrician and he sent us right to the ENT. She has a granuloma in her left ear now and her ear was full of junk.He suctioned it. Put her on Cipro. This is not good. She had these tube place about a year ago and the last time she develpoed a granuloma in the opposite ear. This is not normal. Not once but twice. And she had MRSE as well. Anyhow thats my day so far. We go back in 10 days to discuss YET another surgery. Heres a song cuz i was thinking of it as I was driving home.

I Stole This From A New Friend
TOP TEN THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY AT THE OFFICE BUT AREN'T: 10. I need to whip it out by 5. 9. Mind if I use your laptop? 8. Just stick it in my box. 7. If I have to lick one more, I'll gag! 6. I want it on my desk, NOW!!!!! 5. Hummmm...I think it's out of fluid! 4. My equipment is so old, it takes forever to finish. 3. It's an entry level position. 2. When do you think you'll be getting off today? And the number one thing that sounds dirty at the office but it isn't: 1. It's not fair...I do all the work while he just sits there!!!

Prince Of Darkness (megadeth)
My victims are rich of poor, young or old, strong or weak I cause millions of accidents, I am cancer in your bones I fathered the lie, twist what you say, speak not the truth I am insidious, impartial, deep inside your chromosomes I take what you love, and leave you in tears I imprison your soul, your hopes are my games I strip you of pride, my promise is in vain While you burn at the stake I dance with the flames I bring poverty, sickness and death A worthless handshake, the slickest thief, I steal your wealth I answer your prayers for greed and lust More than evil, I laugh at your trust I am more powerful than all the armies of the world I am more violent than violence, more deadly than death I have destroyed more men than all the nation's wars I am relentless, unpredictable, waiting for your last breath Evil, more evil than violence Violent, more violent than death Deadly, more deadly than man I am yeah, yeah, I'm evil I am My kingdom corrupt with disse

Media C Section (jack Off Jill)
Caught me with your video lies, it gives you something to lie about Watch me with your retail eye, it gives you someone to spy on Stab me with your double-blade knife, it gives you something to cry about Drive me with your chemical high, it gives you something to write on I may be an evil girl, with my colgate smile, And if I am an evil girl, you put me on trial I want to kill on video, I want to go real far Let me kill celebrities, and be your next media superstar! Scare with your little disguise, it gives me someone to hide from, Eating all your roaches and flies, in my mouth like bubble gum Scar me with your venomous lies, you always have to remember, Feed you with them razorblades, cause nothing lasts forever! I may be an evil girl, with my colgate smile, And if I am an evil girl, you put me on trial I want to kill on video, I want to go real far Let me kill celebrities, and be your next media superstar! Buy me, kill me, fuck me! Buy me, hurt me, watch me, you dest

Autism
My son has recently been diagnosed with High Functioning Autism... After all these years of trying to figure out what the hell is goin on with him... In the past he was diagnosed with ADHD, ODD, Bi-Polar and Asperger Syndrome... This is gonna be one difficult journey ahead of both my son Mykal and I... So much to learn, gotta learn how to basically be a different parent in so many ways... For those who know nothing bout it, it's great reading material I'll tell you that!!! If anyone that reads this has a child with autism and has some great advice, I would sooooo appreciate it...

Mirror ~
Apr 28 2007 4:15A I've been reflecting on things a lot this week ... Mirror ~ Sylvia Plath ~ I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions. Whatever I see I swallow immediately Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful -- The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall. It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers. Faces and darkness separate us over and over. Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me, Searching my reaches for what she really is. Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon. I see her back, and reflect it faithfully. She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands. I am important to her. She comes and goes. Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness. In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

How I Feel Right Now ... Lost Girls By Tilly And The Wall
Girl, I know the hall looks dark & the storm it seems so scary Your face lit up on beats of lightning you start, you start running & your eyes are like screaming & since there is no end and no beginning You will run You will run You will run Girl, I know the woods look dark & the trees they seem so deadly The girls around you are so frightened & you start, you start to panic and your courage starts to vanish & the world, it really is on fire & it burns & it burns & it burns & it burns Vivian, your life is told through 19 thousand pages in a world too unreal to behold Your innocence has faded Faded all your blues to gray Your skin has bruised through moving days Glue is peeling back away Curling, cracking, painted Girl youve been rolled up in colorful carpets Your blood is rushing, look around you you're froze, you're frozen quiet & your eyes, they are widened Room unfurnished, no light for nightfall just rugs for rolling you up you know you can't g

Sorrow ( Glimpse Of A Dark Future )
Withed hands stretch skywards A crimson moon hangs there gazing down Black clouds gather beaconing the darkness Rivers so poisoned none can ever drink again A thirst unquenchable A hunger unfulfilled Tattered bodies laying across a stone alter The rats dieing of starvation Lice infested children dropping down A scythe through humanity like the farmer ploughing the fields Death's clammy hand brushing each cheek No money No power All equal in the end Trapped in a world so full of decay The acid rain burns through to the soul A mother lays there no strength left Hands to sore to clasp her babe to her Of mice and men They were once the proud Now they all lay tired and broken No words of love shall the ears hear once more No laugher of friendship the tears run dry The echoing sadness brings forth the carrion City's of stone crumble to dust Fields once so plentiful Now lay as empty as there hearts No joyous cries the sound of silence Tainted souls one and

So Confused
So Confused Time and Time again I sit alone Wonder what I should do So much going on in my life A lot of fruits to bear Baring the worries and pressure to be the real me Staying away from the so- called self professed love The love some claim to have Trying to be strong Trying to live my life right Trying to replenish the soul who was once lost Packing all the baggage that used to hold me back Holding back things I wanted to do Time and time again seemed so hard Maybe unfair to me after so many trails and tribulations I know I am safe Years protecting myself from hurt The pain and sorrow suffered The grief from losing those I loved the most Guarding my heart from the hurt and pain You may feel it being selfish I call it protection Now sitting here content and alone Scared, maybe confused Just build back on me once enjoyed Rejuvenating the soul who once had li

Pet's Deadliest Sin Is Pride. O.o
Your Deadly Sins Pride: 80% Lust: 60% Greed: 40% Envy: 20% Sloth: 20% Gluttony: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You will die of malnutrition, after the Olson twins make dying of malnutrition trendy. How Sinful Are You?

Sex Is Good!
- THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24%

Tears
There are tears that fall in grief and sadness; Slow and mournfully the cheek they stain, Every drop a sob, a lamentation, In its dew a throb of bitter pain. There are other tears, bright, clear, untroubled, Shining as the sun, untouched of care, Like the violet rain, calm, cool, refreshing, When the scent of earth is on the air. There are tears all silent and mysterious, From the soul's love-yearning depths that steal; They relate to us long tales of sorrow, Buried loves which mourning veils conceal. There are tears that seem to me like laughter - Like clouds tempest-tossed, that roam for aye, Flinging lightnings to the winds of ocean, Drifting, mistlike, out and far away. There's a dry tear, burning, never falling - Liquid flame, intense, consuming, dread - Not to pass until the eyes are ashes, And the mind is ruined too and dead. Tears, I know you all, though

Making Love To A Woman
MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.. slip in to the old bag. WASHING A CAR Wash

Problems That May Accompany Asd
Sensory problems. When children's perceptions are accurate, they can learn from what they see, feel, or hear. On the other hand, if sensory information is faulty, the child's experiences of the world can be confusing. Many ASD children are highly attuned or even painfully sensitive to certain sounds, textures, tastes, and smells. Some children find the feel of clothes touching their skin almost unbearable. Some sounds—a vacuum cleaner, a ringing telephone, a sudden storm, even the sound of waves lapping the shoreline—will cause these children to cover their ears and scream. In ASD, the brain seems unable to balance the senses appropriately. Some ASD children are oblivious to extreme cold or pain. An ASD child may fall and break an arm, yet never cry. Another may bash his head against a wall and not wince, but a light touch may make the child scream with alarm. Mental retardation. Many children with ASD have some degree of mental impairment. When tested, some areas of ability may

The Drunk And Priest
The drunk and Priest A drunk man who smelled like beer sat down on a subway seat next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked, "Say, Father, what causes arthritis?" The priest replied, "My son, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, a contempt for your fellow man,sleeping around with prostitutes, and lack of bath. The drunk muttered in response, "Well, I'll be damned," then returned to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" The drunk answered, "I don't have it, Father. I was just reading here that the Pope does."

Long Ass Drive To Colorado
finally back in pittsburgh after a 2 day drive to colorado thru the snowy mts out there it was a hell of a trip thru the mts,after i got thru it picked up the speed and a damn colorado cop pulled me over only got a warning for doing 63 in a 55 zone.still no place to live out there wife is staying at a motel till we find a shack out there to call r home.

Daily Horoscope Apr 30
Aries CT horoscope today: "Are you so caught up in the rat race that you're neglecting your love life? You say you're busy, but are you just being defensive? It's okay if you're not ready to get back in the game, but be honest and say so." /snort, like I need a horoscope to tell me that. I actually AM busy... but also don't wanna get back in the game. Me? Defensive? I'm a fuckin fortress, darlin.

Setting The Record Straight
Just for the record, as I have received countless messages of random hate and insults, and no, I am not a BBW HATER.(REPEAT, I DON'T HATE BBW'S) People that I don't know are projecting their hatred towards me; it just shows nothing but a demonstration of the self hatred that they have for themselves. For the ones that foolishly follow for the sake of just throwing cheap shots, are nothing but insecure cowards that use this site to promote their self worth via a rating system and follow around like a pack of wolves! I gave this woman a 1 rating! So what, get over it. This world is not designed for everyone to think you are a 10. I give a 10 when I feel a person deserves, and not just so they can give me a 10 in return. The rating system has 10 numbers for those that can count which means we have 10 choices. well, really 11 if you don't want to rate at all.

Sorry The Devil Made Me Do It
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to adultery. One Sunday, in the pulpit, he said, "if I hear one more person confess to adultery, I'll quit!" Well, everyone liked him, so they came up with a code word. Someone who had commi

Fucking Asshole People
some mother fucker ripped off my 'pussy is low carb' button from my leather jacket. what the fuck. seriously. that shit is uncalled for, rude, impolite and all that other shit. im down with bein a dick and liberating shit from people and places which dont deserve whatever the fuck im liberating, but to take MY shit, off MY coat...thats bullshit. cause i represent. and the bartender found another one of my buttons on the ground when he was cleaning. no one has ever bastardized my shit like that before. im fucking mad. i cant even look at the missing spot cause i start to have a panic attack. that shit aint gonna get replaced. even if it does...it aint the same. but your ever in crown town and see someone other than this fine piece of sexy wearin a button that says 'pussy is low carb'...smack em in the mouth and take that shit...ill give ya a reward or somethin.

I Do Have My Likes And Dislikes
I like scarves and cashmere sweaters and polo oxfords with button down collars I like wool socks when my feet are cold and leather gloves for driving I like manicures but I don't like nail polish I like foot rubs and back rubs but not to take the knots out I like caviar and parmasean crusted tilapia with lemon caper sauce and double decker sandwiches wheat bread fat free mayo *wink* I really like extra cheese on my pizza and duvets on my bed... I prefer vacations in Italy, Barbados or St. Thomas, but any place with a good beach will do I like ESPN Sports Roundup and homemade vanilla ice cream in a big mug with warm choc. chip cookies and some root beer I like bird houses and bird feeders and my coffee black but my milk with chocolate And mostly I like the peace of the breezes singing through the trees and... oh by the way.. I really like you.

Grrr
oh well i guess certain peple are mad at me but i have tried to talk to everyone but no one wants to talk to me oh well i guess i know who my true friends especially when i need someone to talk to. i am just going to start staying to mysel

I Guess Its A Poem?
I try to close my eyes to the things around me. The ignorant cannot see the travesties and pain that seep into all our lives unwanted, Seeping, writhing and oozing its slimy way into our paths. Even if it does not touch us physically it's there. Waiting to impede at exactly the wrong moment. Wives taking a beating over and over by the men who "Love " them. Women exploiting thier bodies cause its a power high with a paycheck. Yes at first they are embarrassed and degraded but it is embraced cause so many encourage by clicking, So many approve of by watching. Addicting it is until its devored and you see nothing wrong with it at all. Just like the beatings. They say women are the weaker of the two, Yet they also say our pain tolerance on average is 10 percent higher. We are the ones that endure our husbands addictions as they endure our erratic emotions. I say that makes us even, makes us balanced in this war against the evil. Most everything humans fear is inflicted by hu

For 2000 $
GUESS A LETTER FROM A-Z ....EVERYONE GETS 3 GUESSES...YOU CAN ONLY PICKLETTERS THAT HAVE NOT BEEN PICKED..I WILL ANNOUNCE WINNER IN5 MINUTES...IF THERE IS NO WINNER IILL ANNOUNCE A FREE FOR ALL.THEN EVERYONE CAN GUESS ONE LETTER AT A TIME FROM THE ONES LEFT TILL THERES A WINNER..

Columbus Gamers: Question
For any of you RPG freaks out there in the Columbus Area, I need to know where to go buy some gaming dice. Are there even any gaming stores in the city? It's almost impossible to find the right type of place online.

The Priest
The priest in a small Irish village loved his chickens that he kept in the coop behind the church. One Sunday morning before mass, he went to feed the birds and discovered that the cock was missing. He knew about the cock fights in the village, so he decided to question his parishioners in church. During mass, he asked his congregation, "Has anybody got a cock?" All the men stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant. Has anybody seen a cock?" All the women stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant either. Has anybody seen a cock that doesn't belong to them?" Half the women stood up! "No, no, no, that wasn't what I meant. What I really mean is, has anybody seen my cock?" Sixteen altar boys, two priests and a goat stood up.

And The Winner Isplus Last Contest
I COULDNE GET THE LINK BUT OFFICIAL BITCH CTM WON SHE GUESSED 7 CHOCOLATE WIN AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES FOR GUESSING TWICE..BLUEEYS ALSO GETS AN IMAGINARY COPY FOR GUESSIN A NUMBER THAT WAS ALREADY GUESSED AND FOR THE LAST CONTEST.. 34+7+5+8+2+1+9+6+7++++4+5+4+ WINNER GET ROMANTIC VACATIONFOR THEM AND 1 PERSON OF THIER CHOICE..I WILL TELL PERSON IN MESSAGE VACATE IS FROM YOU

So Damn High, But So Fuckin Low
More than once Ive been down on my luck A war was raging in my head I just didnt give a fuck I wanted nothing more than to be dead Other times Ive been high as a kite I felt like I was on cloud nine Everything was going right I was just really out of my mind Pathetic self loathing Overwhelming joy A chaotic battle In which Im only a toy Outside forces dont see the war I just made them think Im ok It getting too hard to handle anymore Too damn hard to get through the day I might be a warrior But my armor's full of holes The enemy more superior Im still fighting for my soul I feel like Im in a war I wont win Occasionally Im tossed a bone They always attack again and again Im left fighting alone Im weak and Im weary The peace is all I desire My defense is low, but Im still fiery The situation is dire Someone give me a slight of hand Such a long war its been I dont think a resolution is a great demand I may be beaten but not broken I wont e

~she's A Butterfly~ By Martina Mcbride
This song is one thaat helped pull me thru the darkest times this past summer, She remembers when she first got her wings And how she opened up the day she learned to sing Then the colors came, erased the black and white And her whole world changed when she realized She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky Nothing's ever gonna bring her down And everywhere she goes Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive She's a butterfly Like the purest light in a darkened world So much hope inside such a lovely girl You should see her fly, it's almost magical It makes you wanna cry, she's so beautiful She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky Nothing's ever gonna bring her down And everywhere she goes Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive She's a butterfly God bless the butterfly Give her the strength to fly Never let her wings touch the ground (God bless the butterfly) God bless the butterfly Give her the strength to fly Never let her wings

The Lost Art Of Thinking Before You Speak
Is it really cool and hip to act like a complete lascivious, ignorant, pandering moron to jack up ratings on your talk radio show? Well, if it weren't for that philosophy, Rush Limbaugh and Glenn Beck would be flipping burgers. Perhaps we wouldn't have had our fill of Don Imus. Those of you who didn't know Imus' identity over the past decades should know it by now. For those who don't know, San Antonio now has its own "Imus-like" controversy. Long story short – Jeff Vexler and Walter Pasacrita do a weekday afternoon sports radio talk show on 760 AM locally. They're your two average schomoes flapping their lips in the airwaves, lacing their sports discussions with supposed jokes and quips related to women, beer, TV, politics and action flicks. Pasacrita himself is known for having bore a rather nasal voice in earlier years, which annoyed human and animal ears alike. Vexler and Pasacrita are not unlike most other radio sports jocks, hoping to score some points and laughter at oth

Divorce Custody & Pepsi
Divorce, Custody & Pepsi Food for thought... sort of ;-) A man and his wife were getting a divorce at a local court, but the custody of their children posed a problem. The mother jumped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she had brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children, so the judge asked for his side of the story. After a long moment of silence, the man rose from his chair and replied: "Judge, when I put a dollar into a vending machine, and a Pepsi comes out, does the Pepsi belong to me or to the machine?" Don't laugh, he won.

Morph Contest Starts Today At 2 Pm Central !
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 1 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 1 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 1 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

50 Ways Women Screw Sex Up!
From: heather Date: Mar 21, 2007 2:21 PM 50 ways Women Fuck Up Sex !! Funny part is .... Written by a woman 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him

Never Was As Lonely As The Night
Never felt as lonely as the night in all it's dark solitude with all it's weight of dreams and hopes and fears and though my mind is crowded it's empty by the measures of the universe the golden clouds of gases of masses that swell even the tiniest notion to a magnitude of...

Heavenly
“Keep your eyes closed for me baby. Just feel me.” He whispers to me. His hands glide across my naked stomach. They are so soft, exciting my flesh with each movement. I shiver as his hands move slowly across my skin and lean back into him resting my head on his shoulder. His breath is so warm and his mouth so loving. He kisses and nibbles bringing my body to life, awakening my wants, my needs and my desires. He bites gently near my collarbone applying the perfect amount of pressure to deliver a sting of pain that immediately melts to pleasure; which not only makes me surrender, but makes me beg for more. "Take me," my body is screaming. “Mmmmm.” I moan softly. I lean back into him further, feeling his heartbeat slightly accelerate. After his slow caresses across my stomach his hands finally reach up to my aching breasts, expertly running across my nipples making them stand at attention. I arch and press my breasts into his hands. His kisses trail up and down my

Livestrong Challenge 2007
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 I'm up to over $650! I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

Hell.....
Ok, I got back home from seein' spiderman 3.... an I am fuckin' pissed... one of the greatest characters/villian....(personal opinion) died... a stupid and aweful death, and it has pissed me off.... if you don't know the character its Venom.... what a crock of shit....

Voices
Pausing to listen to an airplane in the sky, stooping to watch a ladybug on a plant, sitting on a rock to watch the waves crash over the quayside –- children have their own agendas and timescales. As they find out more about their world and their place in it; they work hard not to let adults hurry them. We need to hear their voices. --Cathy Nutbrown

Ensign: Do You Hear Me?
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 4 May 2007 "Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God is one LORD: And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might." First read in Deuteronomy 6:4-5 and later quoted by Jesus Himself as the greatest commandment in Mark 12:29-30, this is the beginning of the Jewish prayer Shema Yisrael. What we're given here is not only the command of God but also the truth about God. There's only One: no committees were involved in creating the heavens and the earth. I think of a riddle I read once: What can you and I see but God can never see? He can never see an equal because He has no equal, no matter how much we may try to act like one sometimes. It's hard for us to admit, it's even hard to imagine the total dedication being called for in the Shema; w

Jealous....
You Are 71% Jealous You're a pretty jealous person, and you've started to let it really effect your life. While it's natural to feel a little envious of what people have, it's never healthy to take it to these extremes. Focus on what you've got going on. And improve on the things you don't like. Being truly happy with yourself is the only way to chase out the green eyed monster! How Jealous Are You?

Gone Too Far For Far Too Long
Midnight flight out of denver, Lexington bound, finally on my way home, Gone too far - for far too long, I need you, Every minute without you, Is a lifetime too long, Can't wait to hold you, Gone too far - for far too long, Almost home, All this time alone, Makes it safe to say, I could never leave you again, Gone too far - for far too long, I know whats real now, When I get you in my arms, When I look in your eyes, I'm gonna tell you everything inside, Gone too far - for far too long, Waiting for this plane to touch down, Gonna hold you forever, My Angel my life, How I ever lived without you I dont know, Gone too far - for far too long, Its so good to be home.

Sometimes
Sometimes when I am all alone I wonder how many times I have to be alone LOL.. I live for Saturday nights dancing and having fun, I live for my motorcycle.. the wind blowing threw my hair, I live for life.. why else are we put on this earth.

On A Tangent...
I am writing this because I came across something quiet disturbing today. I was browsing profiles and catchin up on comments and mail. I also read blogs and comment on them at times. Today I came across a story that was originally mine. It got posted on a blog of a friend of mines...if u wanna call that a friend. I was never asked if it was okay to post or anything. In other terms its called plagerism. I am not happy with it at all. I will say this though and everyone can take it for what its worth. You do that to me, it lands you off my friends list and blocked. I get pictures made for me, poems written and all, and give the credit where it is do.. To me it is a shame that someone cannot give the same courtesy back. Whats even funnier is to get points and ratings from chicks on something you didnt even create. To me thats just effn lame. So now that I am done with my tangent. Remember all you have to do is ask. I am passive and laid back and dont mind sharing thi

I Need Help Please!!
I'm in a contest!! Please come and bomb my pic! CONTEST OPENS ON FRI. MAY 4TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST AND ENDS FRI. MAY 11TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST COMMENT/SELF BOMBING ALLOWED PHOTO WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS A one week BLAST 2ND PLACE WINS A RED PORSCHE AND 3RD PLACE WINS A SILVER MOTOR CYCLE

For Flashy Hearts
1st person to drop 3 comments wins...anyone that wins twice in a row is declared champ..till someone else wins twice in a row...if u get blocked for commenting to fast remember to tell us so we can hav a chuckle..im so bad..but everygame has to have somthing to lose

Spanking 101
Spanking 101 basics and tips for doing it well Spanking is one of the classics in erotic power exchange. The term spanking is usually used for anything that has to do with spanking the bottom. In general, no other parts of the body are involved. Purist spankers will only accept spanking as spanking when it is done by hand, but often the back of hair brushes, table tennis bats, slippers, a swat or small leather devices, sometimes shaped in the form of a hand can be used. Many people combine spanking with other erotic stimuli like schoolgirl play or (old fashioned) lingerie. Strict role play - daddy & naughty girl, uncle & naughty niece, teacher & schoolgirl - is often used. In other words, many people use spanking as a form of "punishment," but actually spanking makes a great intro to other active play forms as well. Spanking, to quite a few people who are into erotic power exchange, is a cult on its own. These spanking purist will not combine spanking with other forms of play a

You're Damn Right I Regret It.
I get ahead of myself sometimes, especially these days. I'm angry with myself for just getting to this point. I fucking hate it. I wasn't always this way, I didn't always have slutty tendencies. But its becoming more and more prominent in my life and I don't want it to become a part of my lifestyle or my calling card. I want to be that girl that you take home to mom and say hey mom this is my girlfriend. I want to be that girl that you hang out with other places other than just the bedroom. All bullshit aside I know I'm a good lover and thats all a lot of the opposite sex wants from me right now. From this point forward, unless you are serious about me after meeting me and after we get to know each other... the muffin shop is closed. I'm tired of being the girl that the guys want to get with but not stay with. I don't hate myself, I'm just really upset with myself because I swore I wouldn't do it again... have sex with a guy that I just barely met, who I knew wasn't serious about anyth

The Pefect Dance
I miss your voice against my ear As we danced slowly across Silver floors Swaying lightly together As you spoke evenly In tones meant to melt I miss your hand at my back As you pulled me in close Guiding me through Loves perfect song I miss the passion That burned in your eyes As you peered into my soul I miss your lips upon my skin As you ushered me Into the sweetest bliss I miss the beautiful promises That flowed through the still air Keeping time with the beating Of our pounding hearts I miss the perfect dance But alas The music stopped ~Amy~

Bleeding Honor, God, Country,unit!
Lets kick this off already. Who among those that serve a purpose serve one for a better cause than for our Country? I don't know. There are plenty that are content to sit at the side lines and point fingers and rant about fumbled operations and questionable tactics being employed in theater. You know I think personally that you can take those same people and put them in the line of fire. Spill there blood in the name of Honor, God, Country, and Unit... and I think they would be on the first thing smoking back to the states to say, I did it!!!! I served and it was for nothing. The Bullet that I took, the IED that took my sight, arms, leg, pride.... meant nothing. I honestly think once you pass the point of forgetting who is fighting and abandon them to the legions of anti-war propagandist you have no way to come back. I was in proud service or my country before September 11th, 2001. The people of this country have not changed. They are the same. The only thing that 9-11 did was

Sleeping With A Corps April 30,06
sleeping with a corpse sleeping with a corpse .. is sleeping next to you ..the one lacking in passion ..how could anyone sleep with you..not a man just a boy with nothing ... with nothing ... to give except an unsavory injection... looking back ..i was sad in my reflection ... making bad descisions ...only now .. can truths be seen .. laying .. dead ...laying slain laying alone inside your brain... being alone ..being alone would be better .. ..getting close to ...getting to know you .. but you didnt see for 3 .. and one more innocent ...less time knwing makes you feel much more like glowing ...hard to beleive you can spen so much time ... and really end up with heart in mind ... side byside doing nothing is much better than sad fucking so i guess i was really pissed at ryan or just really in a funk but its interesting

Most Common Passwords
There are many articles on Yahoo! Tech regarding password security, but no matter what advice we get or receive, we're all most likely to choose a password we can remember. Unfortunately, cyberthieves know this weakness all too well, and try to hack into accounts just by using the most common passwords online first. PCMagazine says these are the most commonly used passwords, so if yours is on the list, I recommend you change it immediately. 1. password 2. 123456 3. qwerty 4. abc123 5. letmein 6. monkey 7. myspace 1 8. password 1 9. blink182 10. (your first name) I admit, I've used at least two of these passwords on my low-security accounts (newsites mainly), because as a rule of thumb, I don't ever give up important passwords even on these sites. Becky Worley put together this password makeover post full of tips to help you choose a memorable password that will also keep the bad guys out of your accounts. She recommends sorting all your

Ok Brand Won
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It's Ok
If the world tilts a little to the right, then baby, it's ok to fall down. If the day sometimes becomes the night, it's ok to be scared a while. If it all spins a little too fast, then baby, just hold on tight, and I promise you, I won't let you out of my sight.

Suits My Mood
The Mountains Win Again by* Blues Traveler (from the album 'four') I pick up my smile put it in my pocket Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya Ooh can you feel the same Ooh you gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh I feel it comin' in The mountains win again The mountains win again Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand This time in my life I was hurt enough to care I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share Ooh can you feel the same Ooh ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Yeah feel it comin' in The mountains win again A pocket is no place for a smile anyway Someday I will find love again will blow my mind Maybe it will be that love that got away from me Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight Can yo

Untitled
Hands roam free Over endless curves Boldly exploring hidden places Work roughened hands Glide over peachy silk skin Teasing Beckoning Begging Feather kisses As soft as a whisper Tantalize Following the fiery path Blazed my wondering hands Opening to such sweet torture To be taken heart, body, soul Moving Clinging Becoming one together As temperatures rise Melding two bodies as one As the heavens crash Sweat glistened And sated….. We rest

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart
Last Night, I dream that you were beside me It seemed so real, that I cried .. When you touched me, you are my angel.. And you've given me wings.. And I'll fly away with you wherever you go.. Cause you have filled my heart and you've captured my soul.. And baby I want you to know .. If there is one thing in this world I know is true.. It's the love I feel when I am thinking of you.. No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart.. Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All out hopes and our dreams are alive.. I will carry you with me through distance and time.. Nothing in this world can keep us apart.. No one can take away someone who lives in your heart.. And I know there is a million stars between us.. But they won't stop my longing.. To hold you and to kiss you.. How I love you.. And I'll find my way to you wherever you are.. Cause you are in my soul and you have got my heart.. And your love will carry me on .. If there is one thing in this

Just A Thought
Just a thought Have you ever thought about the sky and why it is so blue? I have. And then I thought of you. I have thought about your kiss. I have thought about your touch. I don't want to overwhelm you to much. When you see a falling star I hope you think of me. It's just a silly little thought.

Random Insanity
I'd like to start by saying ........ FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been a day from hell , or was it heaven sent retribution? my mind and thoughts have been from 1 extreme to the next , no middle , no begining and definitly no end. i woke up today filled with frustration that quickly became self loathing & personal hatred. i avoided looking at mirrors as a defence against putting my fist through it in an effort to destroy the face looking back. then in the next instant feeling pity for the lost soul that tries to exsist in me. why? ......... thats the question that i keep asking. not why did or why can't ... even why didn't. just why. is it fear? frustration? hate? maybe disgust? the answer is right there but i can't see it , feel it or comprehend it. lost in my own mind .......... all i know is ...... here there be dragons , demons and evil trapped , held safe inside through pure will power. i know im lo

Yup
Never say lovely if it isn't really there; never talk about feelings if you don't really care; never hold midi hand if yah one break midi heart; never say yah qonna if you don't plan to start; never look into my eyes if all you do is lie; never say hello if you really mean qood-bye; if you really mean forever then please say you'll try; never say forever because forever makes me cry

Wtf?
A young punker gets on the cross- town bus. He's got spiked, multi colored hair that's green, purple and orange. His clothes are a tattered mix of rags, his legs are bare and he's without shoes. His face and ears are riddled with pierced jewelry and his earrings are big bright feathers. He sits down in the only vacant seat, directly across from an old man who just glares at him for about ten miles. Finally the punk gets self conscious and spits at the old man: "What 'er you starin' at you old fart, didn't you ever do anything wild when you were young?!" Without missing a beat the old man replies: "Yeah. Back when I was in the Navy I got real drunk in Singapore and screwed a parrot. I thought maybe you was my son."

Surgeons
Five surgeons are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table, because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is colour coded." The third surgeon says, "No, I really think librarians are the best; everything inside them is in alphabetical order." The fourth surgeon chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over at the end, and when the job takes longer than you said it would." But the fifth surgeon shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There are no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the head and the ass are interchangeable."

Sounds Nice, But I Know It’s Just A Fantasy, Some Dreams, And A Few Questions.
Well Here I am sitting alone and I am thinking about the thing's that I want truly most in my life…Some are dreams, some are just fantasy, and and others are just questions I have…but all of it is the real me. I can't remember when things were normal, but then again explain normal to me. If I were to listen to my textbooks, then I would tend to believe that everything one may believe is normal, but to other is completely insane. So As I wonder if I am normal I will let you decide if any of this sounds normal…. well never mind I really don't want to know. . I set here alone in my room until I wait for you to break me out again. I shun being with people, but I can't help being the life of the party when I am around others. I beg to be able to dream with my eyes open, but if I did that I would never sleep. I wait for another soul to kiss my eyelids so I can wake, but I feel destined to stay in this dream. I have aspirations of becoming a great psychologist, but I know I will just m

The Principles Of Witchcraft
That I am a child of the Mother Goddess and Father God. That you cannot have male without female and female without male. That the love I share will come back to me threefold. That the hate I share will come back to me threefold. That energy around me can be manipulated. That all things can be mine, both good and bane. That on one's death, you cross into a beautiful land and are with the ones you love- forever, if you so choose to stay, if not, you may come back as you see fit. That we are all here to evolve and to grow, and that the ultimate gift of that evolution is God/Goddess-hood. That we are always loved by the God and Goddess. That positive is not possible without negative and negative without positive. That we are responsible for our own lives and nothing happens as a result of "bad-luck." That there is no such thing as an all-white or all-black Witch. That there is no such thing as ultimate evil or ultimate good. Nothing can be 100% one way or the other

Let It Go
When you know it is right to just let it go, why does it still hurt?!?! You want what is best and you know to make that happen. But when it does it SUCKS!!! Ok just let it happen and be happy!!!! Because it is the right thing for all involved to be happy so let it go and be happy!!! Do I have to walk away totally so it does not hurt?!?!?! Ok I know this does not make sense I just had to put it out there so it made sense to me.

Classic Mikey Revisted
I think I think therefore I am What I am I do not know So deep in thought I've lost myself, Going round and round inside my head. Can I find any way out, away from this hell inside Failures scarred deep, quietly creep past the demons locked Locked with chains of restraint, if the guard ever fades then my cause is lost I think when I should not Still I do not know what I am Therefore I am I am afraid of were I want to go Where I've been before

It Sure Does
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

My So Called Friends
ill be leaving tomorrow and i wont be back untill late friday night to early saturday morning so wish me good luck and if any of you care write me a comment or something so i know u care and ill take care of u when i get back anyways see ya

Men Are Happier
Men Are Just Happier People What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Graying hair adds attraction. Wedding dress~$5000. Tux rental~$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only

Blondes Are Cute...
A few days ago I was having some work done at my local garage. A blonde came In and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. We all looked at each other and Another customer asked, "What is a seven-hundred-ten?" She replied, "You Know, the little piece in the middle of the engine, I have lost it and need A new one.." She replied that she did not know exactly what it was, but this Piece had always been there. The mechanic gave her a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and In the middle of it wrote 710. He then took her over to another car which Had its hood up and asked "is there a 710 on this car?" She pointed and Said, "Of course, it's right there." . . . . . . .. . Want to see a 710 ?? . . . . . . . . http://www.winthelotto.net/710.jpg

Irish Angel
Heres another to watch out for!!!! Shes 35, from Canada, 10 fans, a level 3, and likes to rate below a 10!!!!! Probably didnt like that i returned the favor by tellin her how smart that wasnt, rated her all 1s, and blocked her!!! IrishAngel@ CherryTAP

My Deployment Date And Time
I just found out this morning that I will be leaving Friday. I have to be at my company at 3:45 to get my weapon and have our bags loaded onto a truck. We will be split into 2 groups. One groups will leave at 11:00 and the other group which I am in will be leaving at 1:00 am Saturday morning. We will have a lay over in Germany. Then off to Kuwait where we will be for about 3 to 4 weeks. Hopefully I will have internet before too long after that. Until then, Love to all

Rain's Embrace
Rain's Embrace Cold, quite rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring me more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment- in my memory forever encased.

Join Asl
AsL Post ur personal ad here Share ur ASL find what ur looking for Hookup!! Ck out myspace pagehttp://www.myspace.com/ gabriela1971 It's a mobile text message group for your phone. Send JOIN JOINASL to the number below. To end, send QUIT JOINASL. Verizon Wireless, AT&T, Boomerang: 8762 Cingular Wireless: 8762 T-Mobile: 8762

The Group Shop Join Now
THE GROUP SHOp Promote your group here.. Advertise and get people to join the group you enjoy and you create It's a mobile text message group for your phone. Send JOIN THEGROUPSHOP to the number below. To end, send QUIT THEGROUPSHOP. Verizon Wireless, AT&T, Boomerang: 8762 Cingular Wireless: 8762 T-Mobile: 8762 thousands more mobile groups at upoc.com

Kelli Died In The Sack Guess With Who
What is your Sexual Obituary? At the stroke of midnight, kelli died while in the sack with their lover, Gwen Stephani.kelli will be terribly missed by The women's olympic hammer throw team. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Naughty Boy
NAUGHTY BOY by IAK Night falls. A dim candle light flickers by the open window, a soft breeze from the ocean's shore below, the smell of roses along the path to the house. His hands touched the petals of the delicate flowers as he came to the window, his eyes searching the room for his Mistress. Before he could whisper her name, he could hear her humming in the bathroom and soon the sweet scent of lavender danced through the dark room, her favorite bath salts. He climbed over the window sill and made himself known with the clicking of his heels on the hardwood floor. The humming stopped. He peered into the steamy bathroom only to see an empty tub full of bubbles and candles lining it. His interest was peaked as he moved closer to the tub, only trying to imagine her in it. As he stood quietly, his hands tickling the water, he suddenly felt Her presence. All at once she pushed herself against his back, her wet, naked flesh taunting his body as he straightened up. She pulled a

I Dont Want You Anymore
there you go again. why do you always think that you can always go back to me? you have ignore me for so many times, then after i get so furious you'll text me back after a few days telling me you love me... is this a joke? I stupidly accepted you back for all it's worth. but you are wasting my precious time. i have loved you so deep it took me awhile to realize how i stupidly treat myself just because of loving you. how many times have i've told you to leave me alone. then you will go back to me each time like nothing happen... well hear this... i don't want you back anymore, i have been so great without you. i realize now how much you mistreat me. so please go. i dont want anything to do with you from now on. are you listening? geezzz... get a life!!!

Gold's Gym
I just want to share with everyone how EXCITED I am. Yesterday I went to the gym with my neighbor, Brandy. I went with NO intention of joining, but I've really wanted a gym membership for a LONG time. However, I started thinking about it and, at some point, your own well-being has to take precedence. So, I asked Ryan if we could sacrifice a little so I could have a membership and he went and got me one for mother's day!! His mom helped too because she paid for the 1st month...how cool is she?! Anyway, I'm really excited because I love working out when I have a gym membership. The last one I had was in 1999 and I lost A LOT of weight. That was a long time and a couple kids ago, so I have a long way to go to get to my goals, but I really feel like I'm taking a step towards them. So, YAY for me and a big, huge thanks to Ryan and his mom, Cheryl, for being awesome and to my neighbor for getting me to go in the first place! :)

What Did I Do Wrong?
THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE A LONG TIME AGO,JUST FELT LIKE POSTING IT.. What did I do wrong? Sad and lonely is what I feel Hurt and confused day and night My heart aches, my head throbs From thinking what did I do wrong? What could have I done better? I give all my love to my one and only But I guess it’s not good enough anymore I secretly shed tears Always wondering was it me? What did I do wrong? What could have I done better? I had a good happy life A satisfied life But something went wrong. I don’t know what happened I don’t know what to do. Do I fight to keep what I once had? Or do I give up and search for the Happiness I once had and deserve. Now don’t get me wrong I don’t need a man to support me or to give me things I can do that on my own. But it feels good to be loved, to be needed, to be wanted, to be happy And not have to always wonder What did I do wrong? What could

Chapter 1: A Most Heinous Crime
On the afternoon of 6 May 1993, West Memphis was rocked by the news of the discovery of the mutilated bodies of three eight-year-old boys. Rumours regarding the nature of the murders spread like wildfire through the town. It was soon well known that the boys had been cut with a knife, raped and at least one of the boy’s genitals had been cut, many of these rumours were based on inaccurate police assumptions. By 12.00 p.m. the next day, police were questioning their first suspect, Damien Echols. Several weeks later Jessie Misskelley, an associate of Echols, confessed to the murders, implicating Damien Echols and another friend, Jason Baldwin. Soon after, following a confession by Misskelley, the three teenagers were arrested and charged with the murders of James M. Moore, Steven E. Branch and Christopher M. Byers. The citizens of West Memphis were relieved that the monsters that had committed these heinous crimes had been apprehended and justice would be served. There was a great dea

My Inner Child.
Your Inner Child Is Surprised You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. How Is Your Inner Child? Now this makes perfect sense.

Thank You
thanks for all the cards & gifts it helped me smile & apreciate all the nice things ...... i have started to come out of the depression mode some from all the happy thoughts i recieved ...... THANK YOU MY FRIENDS ..... love ya much and is nice knowin that ya care about me ........

Just A Poem
Words could never express the way that i feel, All i truly know is my love powerfully real.... On look from You sets my soul on fire, Just the thought of You makes me weak with desire.... A feather-light touch melts me to the core, A quick soft kiss leaves me begging for more.... i want to stay forever by Your side, The depth of my love i could never hide.... From the beginning, and on throughout eternity, You have, without a doubt, all of me.... by kajiratrinity_gb

My Friend (i Love You)
I've been thinking my friend and i realized something when i look at you i forget everything i know this is strange coming from me but when i look in your eyes its like I'm lost at sea your smile is so beautiful i have to admit when you smile at me i want to taste those sweet lips and when we give our goodbye hugs and I'm there in your arms i never want to let go i just want to hold on and when i see your new scars it hurts deep in my soul dear friend just stay strong i cant live my life without you by my side

.today.
so. so. tired. i could fall asleep right now... cept its only 8:30 can we say loser? so ya no to that. took Monkey to the peds. hour n a half wait lost chart 5 shots she has 'severe allergies' hence the reason she snores n she's always snotty n just generally 'meh' so el gato has gotta go *sniff* then we went to Carl's. i should know better eating all that fried over processed crap makes me feel like crap. then we went to target got some shirts pair of champ runners which will come in uber handy cuz my old ones... are just...they crinkle when i walk i effin hate that y0. so. after i get back from peds and before we go to Carls we stop home to snag the girls and they tell me 'we have no water' all scared like they did it. so i check all the faucets... and nothing so i figure the office is being... the fuckshits they are... and are fixing shit n didnt bother to tell me we get home... still no water. *raises eyebrow* i call Sherri nope. s

Odd Enough
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For May 12,2007 So lately the game of love has felt like a dance -- and not a fun one, either. You can deal with this emotional two steps forward, one step back tango by learning to observe your feelings instead of drowning in them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Another right one... Congrats even the horoscopes claim I will be a loveless loser. However, its a little late for not drowning in them. Cause as far as I'm concerned I'm dead.

Help An Animal Rescue For Free!
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3 On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals :) You will then get this message, Thank you! Your click provided the value of .6 bowls of food and care to a rescued animal in a shelter or sanctuary.

One Day At A Time
Well he hasnt even been gone 24 hours yet. But already seems like forever. Now is the wait and count down of 15 months. I know he will get to come home for a two week leave, but not sure yet when that will be. He is hopeing for sometime in January or Feburary kinda right in the middle. I cried when he got on the white bus to leave. And on the drive home I cried. But it hasnt quite all sunk in yet and I know there are billions of more tears to come yet. But I have a strong family and friends here to help me through it. Everything will be ok cause God is with him. May he blss all of our troops and keep them safe from harm.

Poor Guy... It Fell Off
Practice safe cybersex. Enjoy hotstud69: Hello there blondebabe4u: Hi hotstud69: What is your name? blondebabe4u: Sandy , urs? hotstud69: Bob, nice to meet you.. what are you doing tonight? blondebabe4u: Nothing, just chatting, u? hotstud69: not too much, just sitting around... what are you wearing? blondebabe4u: oh just my thong and a tank top. hotstud69: oh wow, I would love to see that, what do you look like? blondebabe4u: I am 5'6" blonde hair, green eyes, 120 lbs, you? hotstud69: i am 6'0" 175, brown hair, blue eyes, and tan blondebabe4u: you sound very handsome hotstud69: how about I pull that tank top off? blondebabe4u: Oh Bob, i would love for you too.... hotstud69: Oh yea, those look great... they feel nice too blondebabe4u: yes bob, my 36D's like that, you are good hotstud69: oh yes, they feel so good, I am squeezing them.. blondebabe4u: yes bob, you know what you are doing. hotstud69: Oh yea, I am getting so excited blondebabe4u: nee

"us"
"US" Late lastnight I was looking through pictures flooded with memories as I lie on the floor and spread them around me like friends at a party Their faces remind me of all that I have known. Still I can't forget all the hushed who and why's all the fiction and lies and the tears and the laughs take a walk through the past, You and I hand in hand as we look at this thing called US. Late last night I was pacing the hallway reading the letter you'd signed X and O I turned out the lights and imagined you with me I tried my hardest to cry but it just wouldn't come Still I can't forget all the hushed who and why's all the fiction and lies and the tears and the laughs take a walk through the past, You and I hand in hand as we look at this thing called US. all the hushed who and why's all the fiction and lies, the tears and the laughs take a walk through the past, You and I hand in hand as we look at this thing called Trust. She Wants Revenge

Idiots In Teh_shoutboxz!!one
I'm totally stealing from Obsidian, but I don't care. He's genius. OK, so this chick posted a mumm going on about how people are mean in MUMM, specifically why people post mean comments when they just want to know peoples opinions. I posted something about how the last thing I wanted to do when I came home from working in a grocery store (where you have to be nice ALL FUCKING DAY) is come home and be nice to people who shouldn't be allowed internet access. Oh and this is my comment, it becomes relevant as the broad tries to justify the conversation as me starting it. 2007-05-13 16:32:34 #46 of 54 is it necessary for you to learn how to spell? No but it would be GREAT. Where the hell did it say I had to be nice? If I'm having a bad day-like today-and I see some stupid mumm that makes me wonder why humanity hasn't regressed back to apes yet-like yours-the LAST thing I want to do is be nice. Why the fuck should I? Give me a good goddamn reason to be nice to idiots who

No Friends
my time is very limited here..if ur a true friend that i will rate you and if ur not..ur gone..500 some friends..what a bunch of crap..i no who my real friends are and i will be deleting to like only 5 friends...

Someday,...
When the mysteries of human genetics are unraveled, and genetic alteration becomes more proven and viable, some scientist will petition to open the grave of either Ron Jeremy of John Holmes for the good of mankind.

Marijuana Is A Heluva Drug
And thanks to a chain of historical events, it is illegal for most people to smoke it in this country. Unlike alcohol and nicotine. While I would never advise anyone to start drinking or smoking tobacco to deal with their anxiety (that's arguably the worst time to pick up an addictive habit), maybe Ricky Williams should try something less potent and more legal than weed if he ever wants to make it back to the NFL. Chocolate, maybe? Or coffee? Really, this is a sad situation for Williams, who I heard on the radio only a month ago saying all the right things about staying sober, and then - just as he was about to enter back into the fray - has fallen back into "self-medication." This is also sad because it effectively demonizes marijuana in a very public way. A pitcher kills himself in a car wreck due to the effect of alcohol on his system? Well, hell. He should just drink less and call a cab. Ricky Williams can't stay off the weed? See, marijuana ruins lives!

First "inductee"
First member into the newly formed "Wall of Shame": kurtis@ CherryTAP This pathetic excuse of a man has a need to insult and degrade a woman for being strong and for rejecting his perverted come ons! Sad that there are still those that have a need to put others down to make themselves feel "superior" and even sadder that any man feels because a woman may look sexy that they are asking "for it"! I thought that "reasoning" had long since been extinguished after it became an inexcusable defense for raping a woman!

Pain
As i see the glistening of my emotions I pick it up and start with pressure. This pressure sliding against my skin, freeing the pain held inside. The pain is streaming out into a red pool relaxing my body, freeing my emotions and pain.

???
we have no communication, no commitment we have no feelings, except when you are inside me there are no words of emotion, no caring or concern no intimacy or longings of desire it’s just an act to fulfill a basic need intimacy without connection, relationship without obligation shattered emotions are mine, mine alone, the only ones at hand you have none, not able to give I am only a shell for which you use you once told me that I was your best friend I don’t need your kind of friendship, it only brings pain, hurt, and anger confusion bitterness I feel passionless and empty pathetic and used memories and mistakes go hand and hand with you sadness surrounds me creeps behinds me like a shadow my only friend is these words the only thing to comfort me, keep me sane but my words won’t come to me abandoned, leaving me lost and scared intimacy without connection no hope to change my feelings

Three Poems Of Love And Lust ... Just Fantasy
In the words of Billy Joel some times a fantasy is all you need ! Passion explodes in our dance of desire You beauty ignites my inner fire And your eyes seduce my soul I am drawn to you by their pull To make you feel ecstasies high Kiss you in places and make you sigh Feel you squirm as in my tongue you delight See you surrender and give in all fight Animal impulses drive us to buck and grind Passion over takes us and leaves us blind To fate and to cares of this world of sin We are lost me in you since you let me in Now we remain locked in our love embrace Feel the orgasms as our hearts race Sweet nectars of our love flow long and deep You ensnare me with love I am yours to keep We remain me in you though our love grinds done We kiss deep and hold and stay there as one I love you is whispered a sweet pleasing sound One heart, one soul, one unending love found By R. Thomas Dinsmore My naughty mind does stir at the thought Of things that

Opportunities
Days come and go one without number right after another. There is a small difference that makes a big difference on how each day is experienced and utilized. Every day is a good day, some days are better than others. To see every day as a good day opens our eyes to the abundant opportunities that allow us to experience and enjoy each day in a natural way. Whatever the challenges and joys are that await us each day, we can always see it through in a natural way.

Hey Everyone
Hey Everyone how are ya well this is my first blog here on cherrytap and I'm excited well my life has being rough me and my parents have some health issues my dad was in a car accident and one of his lungs collapsed he had a stroke in 2003 at christmas time so we had to stay home and he has cancer my mom has anxiety she sweats like crazy then she has bad chest pains then she passes out and hits her head hard and i have some breathing problems so it's just crazy my school years have being very rough and hard i didn't like school at all i wanted to quit cause all the cool kids were teasing me picking on me hitting me it was bad i didn't have that many friends so it was just stressful and depressing but i guess thats how school is sometimes and sometimes the cool kids would trip me at least try to they would always say how they are better then me and that i would never get a job i would never get a boyfriend that i don't have that many friends and i was so sick and tired of hearing that a

Driving Quiz
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a drop off (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot over take it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? Scroll down to see answer GET YOUR DRUNK ASS OFF THE MERRY GO ROUND!!!!!

Training
so i decided im gonna start training again.i used to have so much energy and now not so much. for the most part im fit , although i need to eat better. i wanna start being as active as i used to. riding motorcycles, surfing ,wrestling,swimming and all that shit i used to do way back when hahah i want to be as strong as i used to be i used to feel like i could do anything and events in the past couple months have proven that im not as strong as i used to be ..and ive had enough

My Roomate/looking For A New Roomate
ok my apartment is 2 bedroom 2 bathroom its decent its 1500 a month . my roomates using again so hes gonna be out here soon and im gonna be fucked cause i wont have a roomate so i need one or im going to move out of state yipfucking e

Now What?
Ok, now i have my very own chatroom, um lounge but noone to talk to. And if i post a whatsit, um, a picture of me holding some kind of identification as to prove that i am myself i can get to level up to having 6000 friends or something, like wow.. I have no idea how many "friends" i currently have here, i only know there are way too many of them and leveling up to 6000 friends or being allowed to post 3000 pictures of me would be a total waste of time and effort. I tried to sort my friends into subgroups by adding this one to my fan list or that one to my family but theres just so many of them that i cant really remember why i put this one here and that one there anymore. So now im going to stop adding people unless they request an add and maybe its about time i checked out who i have added and why, im sure i didnt only add the girls with the biggest boobies or i hope i wasnt that shallow anyway.

Comeback Again
Even to say good-bye Even if it’s the last time Even reluctantly Even to hurt me again Even with the harsh acid Of sarcasm that stings Even with a new kind of pain Even fresh from the embrace Of another. Comeback, just come.

"i'm With You"
With You 'A Message From God To You' When you were born, I was with you. When you first walked, I was there holding your hand. On your first day of school, I was with you. When you skinned your knee, I wept with you. When you started high school, I was with you. When you won the championship game, I was there cheering you on. When you said, "I Do," I was with you. When you had your first child, I blessed it. When you retired, I was with you. On your death day, I wept at your grave. I'm with you, now until the end of time.

Calgon , Take Me Away!
Have you ever felt like a total fool for caring about somebody so much and knowing that they don't feel the same way about you? Been there and done that , it makes me scared to even tell somebody that I DO care deeply about them anymore, like most of us, I've been hurt and screwed over or whatever you wanna call it so many times that I'm at the point where it's kind of hard for me to trust like I once did. And to be totally honest, I hate feeling this way. I want to be able to trust again, but more than that, I want somebody that I CAN trust. I guess right now I'm just feeling really down, and have felt this way lately, about relationships etc. I know I'm not the 'only one' so no big deal right lol yea, right. I thought that I'd be with my ex husband for ever, thought he was the ONLY person I could ever truly trust, I mean, how can you trust when the ONE person you thought you could, turns out you couldn't, they hurt you (emotionally)!? (which by the way was an almost 18 yr

Lesbian Confesses - How She Meets Women
Lesbian Confesses - How She Meets Women >NOTE: If you'd like to look at all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to attract and meet women, you can see them all, plus watch great video clips right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZVHA&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** whatsup dr dave, let me start out by saying you are my savior. I've been getting your newsletters for about a month now, and WOW! thank you. my question is: i work in a restaurant. needless to say there are quite a few 8s,9s and even a few 10s working there. approaching and talking to them is not a problem. but i feel i should be careful when asking one of them to join me for beer after work. i don't want to bring any feelings of uncomfortableness between us (if shes not interested). what would you recommend i do and what should i say? t indy >>>MY COMMENTS: The first thing to remember is that when you "ask a woman out", you I

5 Brand New Techniques For Meeting Women
5 Brand New Techniques For Meeting Women If you'd like to learn 5 brand new techniques for attracting women that you can start using IMMEDIATELY and will improve your game INSTANTLY and DRAMATICALLY... I have some fantastic news for you... I just finished up an interview with a new friend of mine who has some of the most effective techniques I have EVER heard for meeting and attracting women. I've been "in the game" for many years now... first as a student trying to get this handled for myself... and now, for the last 5 years, helping other men to become more successful with women. During this time I've been fortunate to meet a LOT of guys who are great with women. I've met dozens and dozens of guys who are "naturals" with women... as well as a ton of guys who started out as failures with women, then turned their lives around by learning how to meet and attract the women they want. I've met and interviewed many "dating coaches"

Be Happy.
Never underestimate the power of a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, a touch, a smile, a hug or the smallest act of caring. All of these have the potential to turn someone's life around. Perform as many random acts of kindness as you can. Everyday. All the time.

My Personal Life
as some of you know i have been having some family problems the last couple weeks so rather than try and fill you all in i decided to just write a blog about it for those who have been asking why i have not been online constantly like i usually am well here is the reason........ besides the fact that my son has been sick my brother out in indiana is having major problems with his heart....his heart beat has increased to 180+ beats per minute and he has been in and out of the hospital and the er for the last 2.5 weeks now....he was refered to the leading cardiolgy hospital in Indianapolis where in June he will be undergoing surgery to hopefully repair the problem (i would tell you the name but i cant pronounce it let alone spell it), as if thats not enough my dad out in california has also been really sick this past week and is not doing very well health wise...they are considering hospitalizing him again as well, but thats not all my dads wife has not been feeling for some time

Dreams
Dreams i Dream of a man with a gental touch,soft lips, and beautiful words . I dream of a man who understands me, wants me, loves me for me. I dream of a man who smiles when my name is mentioned, who smiles when i walk in a room, whos face lites up when i say hello . I dream of a man who listens to my every word, who has the time to stop and say "Hey beautiful looking good today" But most of all i dream of a man who wakes up every morning to say i love you and go to bed everynight just to be with me ! but every women can dream Right ! kelly jo

Gone For A Week
Hello there to all my friends, family, and fans. I am going to off Cherry Tap for a week. I am going to Alaska for a Ducks Unlimited national convention. We are leaving out on Tuesday and not returning until The following Tuesday. I hope you all have a wonderful week, because I sure am. Love to all, Moondawg

New Fishing Hole In Town - Redneck Territory
New Fishing Hole In Town - Redneck Territory The bait and tackle store was swamped with as many as 70 men backed up in line just waiting to get inside. Pappy who owned the store had never seen this kind of rush in all the years he'd owned the place. Men were loading up their arms with new fishing rods, tackle boxes, and bought out all the fresh bait he had in stock. Pappy finished waiting on the last customer when curiosity got the best of him. He locked up the store and followed after the large crowd that had pretty much emptied his store out. The crowd lined up outside of the new restaraunt that just opened in town. Pappy pushed his way through the crowd to see what all the excitement was about. Lo and behold as he stood there watching through the huge plate glass window he saw at least 6 men inside standing on tables fishing out of the largest fish tank he'd ever seen. Lesson of this story. If you live in Redneck Territory don't be puttin' up fancy fishin' holes iffin' you

Second Day Of Driving
My second day which was a full day of driving, has me overnighting in San Marcos, Texas to visit with a friend who I haven't seen in a few years. today's run took me from Pensacola, Florida through lower Alabama into Mississippi and Louisiana to where I am in Texas. Tomorrow I hope to be in Arizona.

I Can Feel You...
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Never Take For Granted
Well today has been really scary for me. Well it sorta started yesterday but I just blew it off and didn't think much of it. Well I do have to say that when your body is trying to tell you something is wrong listen. I honestly thought it would be worse because of the way I was feeling but it came out better. Since yesterday my left hand and arm has been numb and tingling, and I have had a headache everyday for a week. Yea so what happens to pop in your head now? Well because of my family history of heart attack,high blood pressure,stroke, and diabetes..you can imagine what crossed my mind. Of course I take after my dad and well I really try to put it off. Well after numerous times of my hubby begging me plus a very very close dear friend begging me to go be seen I do. Yes and well you know emergency rooms. Well I ended up having blood drawn,a catscan, and ekg. So after all of that and the very long wait I am told that due to a combination of accidents from my past I have a pinched nerv

Down Raters
i don't usually post blogs but i am so sick of the bullshit on here!! The rude ass remarks and the down raters!!! Isn't it time to grow up and not act like a child.. I joined CT because i was sick of all the kid stuff on myspace and it has spilled over here!! some guy named bubba2 and hippy pay something have been going around down rating and calling people fat!! I am fed up with it!!

Chat On My Page With Me!!
So I started a SULTRY 1 FAN GROUP CHAT BOX you can sign in anytime and talk with me or whoever is signed up!! http://www.xatech.com/SULTRY1FANS IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY LIST YOU BEST REPOST THIS LINK AND GET AS MANY CHERRIES TO WALK ONTO AND SIGN UP ON THIS THING!!!! NOW GO CAUSE SOME TROUBLE AND ROUND UP SOME FUNTASTIC CHERRIES LOL!! XOXO~*B*

Read These Things?
This is my "daily" horroscope... "Doing the right thing comes automatically to you, but it might be such a conditioned reflex that you're starting to get a spiritual stress injury. Cut loose. Have fun. You don't have to be bad, but be a little naughty." ^Anyone care to translate into plain English??

Military Prepares To Share Medical Records
Military prepares to share medical records By WILLIAM R. LEVESQUE TAMPA - Soldiers wounded in Iraq or Afghanistan are often treated by a battlefield doctor or medic who inputs medical information in a handheld computer the same way another generation's physicians used ink and clipboard. If the same soldier later visits a nonmilitary hospital back home, that health data often proves as elusive and unreachable to private doctors as a stealth fighter over Baghdad. The Pentagon is trying to knock down those electronic walls. Pentagon and state health officials Wednesday announced a pilot program to share the military's huge medical database with health care providers in the Tampa Bay area, a project defense officials hope one day will catch on across Florida and the nation. It's the Pentagon's first effort to link its medical records to the private sector. Local doctors and nurses using some of the same software and handheld devices developed for special operations

What Does This Mean ?
What if I was to tell you that you’re on my mind What if I told you what it is I long to find What if I grabbed you and held you in tight embrace What would you feel . Would your heart race What if I gave you alone all my love and lust What would you feel, would your desire turn to dust What if we together were a perfectly matched team What if together we were each other wet dream What if no one else could ever hope to compare What if we wanted to make love where ever we please What would you feel , excited or ill at ease What if I dream of you and love you all the night through What does this mean , do I belong heart , mind, and body to you What if I seek you now all through the day and long to see What if you felt like this when you think of me What does it mean to fall when all we know is our hearts desire What if our passion consumes us in our hottest fire What does morality have to do with feeling you stir What if I think of you till all else disappears in a blu

If You Wondered How Vain I Am... Lol
You Are 27% Vain Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less. How Vain Are You?

Hangin' On To A Dream
This song is a duet I wrote some time ago. After Ian and I decided to become a band, I was so excited because I would finally get to do romantic male/female duets, a category of song I have always had a special place for in my heart. Have a listen to the preliminary cut: (slow connection | fast connection) Hangin' On to a Dream In the dark when all is still We've burned the midnight oil till There's nothing left to share but smoky dreams Still I can barely leave your side In your arms I long to hide And revel in the fire's dying gleam My heart is breaking before you But I can't live without this pain My soul is bleeding for you Won'dring if you feel the same And as you whisper your goodbye All I can do is softly sigh I know you have to leave before its light But tell me babe, before you go, There's just one thing I've got to know Before you fade away into the night My heart is breaking before you But I can't live without this pain My soul is bleeding for

Stop Smoking :)
I like the cool and heft of it, dull metal on the palm, And the click, the hiss, the spark fuming into flame, Boldface of fire, the rage and sway of it, raw blue at the base And a slope of gold, a touch to the packed tobacco, the tip Turned red as a warning light, blown brighter by the breath, The pull and the pump of it, and the paper's white Smoothed now to ash as the smoke draws back, drawn down To the black crust of lungs, tar and poisons in the pink, And the blood sorting it out, veins tight and the heart slow, The push and wheeze of it, a sweep of plumes in the air Like a shako of horses dragging a hearse through the late centennium, London, at the end of December, in the dark and fog. Stop Smoking Pass It On...

Laws Of Love
Chemistry of Love Just like a chemical reaction, two different worlds combine together to create a new world. Physics of Love is equivalent to the 3rd law of Newton You'll get love equal to that you gave to your love. Mathematics of Love Love multiplies happiness, adds meaning to your life and subtracts your worries. Electronics of Love Love flows from one end to other only if they are connected correctly.

Just What Is Love
Love starts out small- Too small to be noticed, But in the end it conquers all. What begins as a hug between friends Can grow and grow Until it's something beautiful that never ends. Love is never sure, But it trusts, With a faith that is sweet and pure. Along the way, it may stumble, But no matter how hard the fall, Its trust never crumbles. Love is a flower- a sweet, red rose- Yet it's thorns hold power; More than anyone knows. Nothing hurts more than love unreturned And nothing's more dangerous Than a lover spurned. Love is so tender and sweet That some may wish to destroy it, Through lies and deceit. Envy is caused by a love that is true, But no matter how jealous they are, Your love is something to hold onto. Love endures through all Because it is willing to rise up Once again after a fall. Through the pain & sorrow of the night, It waits patiently for the joy That comes with morning's first light. Love is a treasure above a

The Mystery Of The Universe And Kingdom Of Heaven
Humans believe they are "devils" in hell pretending to be angels in heaven, when, in fact, the reverse is true. The Universe is the kingdom of heaven and you have been here all your life. All children are cheribums in the Garden of Eden. When you are converted like a child and live in the moment, love unconditionally, have ultimate compassion, abide in love, breath naturally from the stomach, and accept others for who they are; then you will inherit the paradise of the kingdom of heaven (on a conscious level). Now, you understand.

Deputy Defense Secretary Calls For Immediate Fix To Disability Process
Deputy Defense Secretary Calls for Immediate Fix to Disability Process By Donna Miles American Forces Press Service WASHINGTON – Deputy Defense Secretary Gordon England today called for a new policy that moves wounded troops from Iraq and Afghanistan to the front of the line in the disability rating process while system-wide fixes to the disability and health care systems are put in place. England recommended an immediate measure to speed combat-wounded troops through the DoD disability system and smooth their transition to the Department of Veterans Affairs system. The goal, he said, is “an uninterrupted, seamless continuum of care and support” that ensures nobody falls through the cracks or gets mired down in bureaucratic red tape. Wounded troops represent about 11 percent of the 25,000 servicemembers being processed through DoD’s disability system. The problem, England told the senators today, is that this 11 percent is funneled through the s

Life On A Shoe String
Sometimes in one person's life many decisions have to made but what do you do when you don't or can't make the decision you need too? Who do you turn too when your not close to anyone? I have a male friend (boyfriend) whom i thought i was madly in love with till I really got to know him. We met online and he moved in with me and daughter in January of 2007. I really like this guy, but i am not in love with him but don't want to put him out either. I have a friend in Colorado who wants my daughter and I too move out there so we can be close enough for her to help me get through my health issues and other issues that just keep popping up and really kicking my butt! I am on disability and cannot save up enough money to move or do anything. I would love to move closer to my friend but I just don't know. See what I mean about decisions in life? My brain hurts now! LOL

Little Things
LITTLE THINGS MAKE UP THE LARGER THINGS IN LIFE, BUT MOST FOCUS ON THE LARGER PICTURE NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO THE SMALLER ONES, AND OVER TIME THE LARGE GRAND PICTURE THEY HAD IMAGINED, TURNS OUT TO BE NOTHING NEAR WHAT THEY HAD BARGAINED FOR. MAYBE IF THEY HAD PAID ATTENTION TO THE SMALLER THINGS AND DIDN'T IGNORE THEM OR THINK OF THEM UNIMPORTANT, THEN MAYBE THE CANVAS WOULD HAVE BEEN PAINTED MORE TO THEIR EXPECTATIONS.

Naughty Or Nice Quiz
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

A Woman's Thoughts On Fellatio
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to come on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your**** 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like sh*tso no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls -if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "

This Should Not Be On Ct
We are all about Free speech adn free expression, but what is this crap! We accept a friend request from this guy, thinking he is just a southern gentleman. Then open up his private pics hoping to see some action or some thing other thatn the racist propoganda we did see! This guy is a KKK Racist asshole and do not accept a friend requesetr from him unless you feel the same! And if ya do then you belong in 1925 with him and kindly remove yourself from our friends list because we do not play that shit! http://cherrytap.com/user/550799