Fubar Blog Posts 3

Dui Tn Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Lebanon, TN after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, h

Truth Or Dare?
PLAY TRUTH/DARE with me!!! (& be honest) I dare you to tell me the truth: Four things you want to know about me: 01. 02. 03. 04. Three things you like about me: 01. 02. 03. Two things you don't like about me: 01. 02. My best feature: 01. Two things you want to do with me: 01. 02. One word that describe me: 01. One question for me: 01. repost this see how many people do this to you Just copy and send to me...

New Pic...
Surprised how many people do not stop by and laugh with the Cat on some of the stuff I post here.. Check out my new pic WEDDING INVITE You guys read where the other day some European broad got pissed off and banned me for welcoming her to my WORLD WIDE HAREM??? Talk about NO sense of humor... How do people live who can not laugh??? Reason I love mirrors... Be good or be like me... The Cat!!

The Song Sometimes From My New Solo Album
NEVER SEEMED TO MATTER THAT MUCH TO ME CAUSE I WAS ALWAYS TO DAMN BLIND TO SEE CAUGHT UP IN WHAT I WANTED YOU TO BE TURNS OUT THE ONLY PERSON GETTING FOOLED IS ME NOW WE JUST SEEM SO OUTTA PLACE ALL I CAN REMEMBER IS YOUR FACE SOMETIMES I WANNA CRY SOMETIMES I WANNA FLY AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND BACK INTO YOUR HEART AGAIN BUT I CANT SOMETIMES I WANNA DIE SOMETIMES I WANNA FLY FROM EVERYTHING AND BACK INTO YOUR HEART BUT I CANT AND I WONT YOUR ACTING LIKE ITS GETTING SO HARD TO FEEL CANT TELL WHATS RIGHT FROM WRONG FOREAL WE BOTH BECOME SO DAMN SURREAL OUR RELATIONSHIP'S TOO FAR GONE TO HEAL NOW WE JUST SEEM SO OUTTA PLACE WITH THAT STONE COLD LOOK UPON YOUR FACE SOMETIMES I WANNA CRY SOMETIMES I WANNA FLY AWAY FROM EVERYTHING BACK INTO YOUR HEART AGAIN BUT I CANT SOMETIMES I WANNA DIE SOMETIMES I WANNA FLY AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND BACK INTO YOUR HEART AGAIN BUT I CANT AND I WONT ALLOW MYSELF TO SUFFER THROUGH T

I Should Know By Now....
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a

Mountaintop Thoughts
MountainTop Thoughts As I sit on the mountain top And look out over the plush valley The trees turning the color of fall My mind wanders through the tree tops Thinking of seasons long forgotten Raking the leaves just to jump in them Building the scarecrow for the front lawn Riding bikes with friends no longer seen A hawk screeches in the sky bringing me back To the present moment as I look to see Where the hawk is flying up in the vast blue Blinded by the brilliant sunlight soon to be fading into dusk. My thoughts wander back in time once more and your face appears before me I remember what you meant to me and I lay back on the grass and dream of our beautiful friendship, that like the seasons, has come and gone. For you are no longer with us in this world. I hope to see you in the next world. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, content in my thoughts of you. Karen Schaefer

Sooo Lonely
ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I WENT OUT. I DONT KNOW ANYONE IN GRAND JUNCTION, SO I SPEND ALL MY TIME AT HOME OR AT WALMART. I GO FOR WALKS ALOT. CONVERSATION WITH A YEAR OLD ISNT TOO INTERESTING. I LOVE MY SON WITH ALL MY HEART, AND I NEED TO GET A LIFE!!! DONT GET ME WRONG, IM A GREAT MOTHER, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE A LITTLE "ME" TIME. I HAVENT FLIRTED WITH ANYONE IN MONTHS, I HOPE I STILL KNOW HOW...

Moods
Mood I think you should be able to have a mood next to your status.Just so people can be forwarned before they talk to you. Look at it as a cautionary measure if you would. I got a whole list of moods you can be in one day. Bipolar,Schizo,Threatening,Vengeful,Pissed,Horny and others.I know you can just put that in your status but what if your more than one and maybe your not online or stepped away. I just hate not being able to type in what i really feel like. So,caution tomorrow I maybe a bipolar, pissed off,horny vengeful,crying woman.HA HA!!!!

It's Been A Year Since.......
Wow, this is so great to me. On 11/9/06 I decided that I was gonna take a trip 100 mile's to meet the lady I had been chatting with for a few month's. We had chated every day and even seen each other on our web cam's. We talked on the phone quite a bit also. I made the trip all the way to a town called Mayfield in KY. It was a long trip and I got lost once in a town cuz my map didnt tell me the highway stoped then started again 10 mile's down another Rd. When I got to her town I missed my turn and had to call her. She helped me find my way to her house. When I got their I met her and I was so blown away bye her beauty. I fell into my shy mode and it took a while to get out of it. We sat around talking for awhile and enjoyed eachother's company. We ended up cuddled up on her couch watching tv and talking. I fell in over my head that night and I knew I had found my dream girl. We became a couple that weekend (I went right back up their that weekend) and Have been together ever since. We

Anything For You
I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, Come and find me Nothing's stopping you so please release me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be everything you need I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you

Applyin For Fubar Hubby..
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Time To Place
Today I am taking my placement exams for college. As some of you may or may not know, I am going back to get a degree in criminal justice. Yes I want to become a police officer. So today I will be taking the math and English placement. I may be a little rusty and tried to study. We'll see how it goes! Wish me luck!

Laugh? I Almost Started....
I was speaking to a friend on here and the topic of music cropped up, then it hit me... You ever get the sudden urge to hear a certain song? Like for example, i was listening to (I think) a track by Limp Bizkit on a friends radio stream, when I got the sudden urge to hear Me And My Shadow byt Sammy and Frank. A strange link im sure you'll agree, but stick with me on this one... Everyone has a song they favour more than others...whether it be when their stressed or just in from work, or need a song to pep them up a bit. You have to hear a certain song or artist to fit into your life at that precise time. The other day I was having a big blazing row with my wife and i got the urge to hear "Kelly Watched The Stars" by Air. If you know the song you'll probably think WTF? Dont ask me, i dont know why that song at that time, but I just had to listen to it. As it happens, the song was on my wifes PC so that idea went out the window as if I even looked at the PC at that time,

Can I Just Die ??
just 2 days ago i get a phone call after my parents were fighting, and i hear my mom say your dad and i are done because of him filing divorce papers but everyone in town conveniently knew 2-3 hours before me.. 2-3 hours i hate this grapevine shit i mean its my parents for 16 fucking years and now i dont have a mom??? for what because of "hear say" she fucked another man shit im not dumb i know my dad was fucking other chicks i mean hello its not nuclear physics dad always wants to be alone with females ?? isnt that a sign... but anyway i dunno whats to become of this "rampage" of the parents but they need to chill the fuck out im 20 yrs old and been through enough shit in life to be adding this to it.. oh btw 17 yrs as of december the 4th this is rediculous so anyway i hope to somehow go on a violent rampage and maybe kill all the trees in my areaand go to jail who knows i dont but peace

Talking Heads-once In A Lifetime
And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack And you may find yourself in another part of the world And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful Wife And you may ask yourself-well...how did I get here? Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/after the moneys gone Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground. And you may ask yourself How do I work this? And you may ask yourself Where is that large automobile? And you may tell yourself This is not my beautiful house! And you may tell yourself This is not my beautiful wife! Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/after the moneys gone Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground. Same as it ever was...same as it ever was...same as it ever was... Same as it ever w

Just So You Know...
Laptop+coffee=bad juju. Mom's bf found this out the hard way. I laugh at him. At least now he should realize why I freaked out on him when he put his drink ON my laptop. So that was my laugh for the day.

Watch.
It was cold that night, so I stayed inside my car. The window rolled up, heater blasting on my face and neck. I watched two buses pull into the station. The inside of them lit dimly, passengers hurrying to grab their bags and depart. I took in each face and wondered where they had just come from. Were they home at last? Visiting family? How far had they come? I watched a man hurry down the steps of the bus. His right shoulder dipped from the heft of his bag and his eyes scanned the parking lot quickly. His urgency interested me, and so I kept my eyes on him. He lifted his arm and looked at his watch, his eyes peering into the dark lot once more before he sat on a metal bench that I imagined must have been quite cold and uncomfortable. Families hugged as sisters and aunties climbed into the waiting bus. I smiled softly at a couple who argued over the window seat. My eyes kept going back to the man. He sat with his elbows leaning slightly on his knees, staring out. His

For Insanepeaches
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I Feel Soo Depressed
Alright I'm real depressed now. I've a had a crush a huge crush ok more than a crush on this guy i've met two summers ago, we clicked instantly, at the time he wasn't looking for a relationship, just friends, but I rushed it and we ended our friendship and every so often he would msg me etc... chat on the phone again, then stop talking. Before we ended our friendship, I found out that he liked me alot. But I had to fuck this things up. We always seemed to find a way back to each other somehow. Anyways, just today I added him to facebook and I seen his status to in a relationship, it broke my heart, because all this time I was hoping that me and him would end up finding each other again. He to ld me he'd give us another chance, that went no where because he stopped talking to me. He was soo perfect. GRRR!!!! I'm going to go cry now. He was everything that I was looking for, we had soo much in common, we had the same personalities, and he was soo damn gorgeous. I am je

I'm Dumb
alright well I don't know why I was upset over this guy Mitchell. I mean he had his chances with me many times but he blew it also, but whatever, I seen some pics of him and his gf, and I feel better because I know I can do better than that. They look like they are teenagers LOL He was 18 and I was 22 when I met him. Now hes 21 and I'm 24 LOL I need someone my own age. But young guys are soo hott LOL yeah yeah looks aren't everything, but it doesn't help when your a horny bitch LOL I haven't had sex in 3 fucking years... I'm as horny as I don't know LOL But thats not my point, point is I'm looking for love in the wrong places.

Reach
Life is to short for I wish I would've, When all the time you knew you could've. Been anything you wanted to be, Went to all the places you wanted to see. If you'd just followed out your dreams, 'Cause it's not hard as it seems. Just take a deep breath and reach for the stars, Why settle for less reach for Mars. 'Cause when you're older and think about the fun, You'll tell your grandkids "Guess what I've done." I've completed everything I wanted in life, Reached all my dreams and came out alright. And I feel so good I've done these things, 'Cause nothing feels better than reaching a dream. Don't limit yourself when you grow up, Life is not so boring as an adult. 'Cause when you reach and accomplish your dreams, Everyday of your life will feel like your teens.

Tarot Cards
so, i had my first ever experience w/ tarot cards tonight, . . and the person explained the cards that were picked, . .except, they didn't know what to make of one of the cards. . .the picture on the card was a 7-tiered golden castle in the sky, and a red beam was coming out from the bottom of the castle along with what appeared to be, i'm guessing, vegitation(because it was green). . .the red beam descended to meet the top of a pyramid surrounded by sand. . . that's the basic description of the card from what i saw. . .if anyone can explain the meaning(s) of this card. . .please enlighten me. . . thank you for your time. . .

Fresh Case Of Bird Flu In Turkeys Up Date
Fresh case of bird flu in turkeys Bird flu has been discovered near Diss on the Norfolk/Suffolk border About 5,000 birds are being slaughtered after avian flu was confirmed in turkeys on a Suffolk farm, government officials have announced. The Department for the Environment, Food and Rural Affairs said the H5 strain was found in turkeys near Diss on the Norfolk and Suffolk border. The farm also houses ducks and geese and all the birds will be slaughtered. A 3km protection zone and a 10km surveillance zone are in the process of being set up. EU notified Preliminary tests showed the turkeys, which were being raised for Christmas, had the H5 strain of bird flu, but it is not yet known whether it is a highly pathogenic form of the disease. All birds are being slaughtered at the premises, and Defra said it was consulting on what further measures may be needed. Inside the zones, bird movements will be restricted and all birds must be housed or isolated from

The Next Few Days
just popping on to say hello to you all ...ive got some things goin on feelin sick and having something done on wednesday ... so i wont be on much for the next week ..so .. im sending out lots of Hugs and Wubs to you all .. Hope you all have a wonderful week and ill talk with you soon .. Take care .. Be well .. HUGS to all Wen

Today......
Well im off today and tomorrow...i usually do not take my days off...i usually if any just take one a week...so i am sitting here on fubar instead of actually being productive, im a bad bad girl!! I dont care though...i dont get alot of time to myself or the house to myself often, due to the fact i live with two male roomates LMAO...so this is quiet nice. unfortunately me being me im feeling guilty for not doing much...so maybe ill just take one of the firebirds to the car wash and wash it and detail it..??...maybe..yea i think i will. Been struggling with alot lately, got alot on my plate with me moving and all and needing to get things square so i can move in good conscience with my finances, and be sure i will be set money wise when i get there in case of worst case scenarios...which we all know are highly unpredictable and almost guaranteed!!! I am completely excited for this move , i cannot wait...i used to live in colorado, its beautiful and the people are great! The best pa

I Have The Insatiable Urge
....to open my cupped palms and let everything sift through to blow away with the wind. ....to flush my brain and start all over again. ....to expose the wreck behind the curtain. ....to step in the shadows and quietly disappear. ....to quit holding on so tight and just~~let~~go.

Point Of Authority
" I am sure that most all of you have heard by now the tasering on Andrew Meyer. Clearly there has been a significant proportion of people that have responded with anger and indignation to what they view as the police using far too much force on Meyer without just cause. On the other hand, many people I have spoken with have defended the police. Even while admitting that their actions may have been rather heavy-handed, they will bring up – and reasonably so – the fact that police officers work in an atmosphere of great danger. Thus, they argue, we need to be sympathetic to the fact that the officers were responding to a person who was in fact resisting arrest, regardless of whether or not the arrest was originally justified or not. But what is most striking to me is the level of emotion with which I've seen many people, including myself, respond on both sides of the issue. While some certainly take a rather balanced and objective view of the incident, others respond in

Things About Me
Name? .......... here I am Jack Eye colour? .......... blue Shoe size? .......... 8 UK Height? .......... 5-8 Naval: Innie or Outie? .......... innie What are you wearing right now? .......... black old navy pants (uk pants) levi jeans Pirate t shirt black and red head scarf leather boots How much money do you have on you right now? .......... I dollar 80 uk pounds and 10 euros Best place to go for a date? ..........? where ever you are Your favourite kind of pants? .......... my Levi jeans Your favourite number? .......... 5 Your favourite boys Name(s)? .......... Jack Your favourite girls Name(s)? .......... Samantha Your favourite animal(s)? .......... Panther Your favourite drinks? .......... coffee and sweetener Your favourite month? .......... June Your favourite juice? .......... Mango Your favourite breakfast? .......... eggs Benedictine on whole meal toast Your favourite cartoon character(s)? .......... Bugs Bunny Your

Ok Ive Officialy Had My Fill Of The Bullshit
some of you have already seen this on my other id in the coming days and weeks my name will be run through the mud, or atleast they will attempt to do so, however they will not succeed, for i refuse to allow them the room in my head or life required to win. therefore it is with this blog that i make them all aware that i am VERY aware of the things they have done and im pretty sure im aware of the things they have YET to do, so to them i say this: BRING IT ON MOTHERFUCKERS I GOT NOTHING TO HIDE, I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND IF YOU TAKE THE ROUTE I THINK YOUR GOING TO TAKE THEN THE JOKE WILL BE ON YOU FOR I AM NOT GOING TO HIDE OR BACK DOWN NOW OR EVER! THOSE WHO NEED TO KNOW THE REALITY OF THE SITUATION DO , SO ANYTHING U CAN SAY OR DO WILL ONLY REFLECT ON YOU NOT ME, MY CONCIOUS IS CLEAR I'VE DONE NOTHING MORE THEN BELIEVE THE MISGUIDED RANTINGS OF AN EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED JILTED EX WHO REFUSES TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THE MAN SHE HAS SHE STOLE AND THE ONE SHE LOST SHE CANT GET BAC

My Fucking Shitty Ass Day
Well to day has been one crazy ass day for me it started out with me getting to work and I had to take a lode of calendars up so I head over to the services elevator and I had to run all the way upstairs to bring it back down cause some fucking dumb ass left it open so when I get to kiosk I tell the new guy to go take his 10 and he goes and look at me like what the hell are you saying to me and I go and say once more go take you 10 you 10 min brake so he leaves and at this time its 2:45 so he needs to be back by 2:55 and the next thing I know its 3 o’clock and he’s not back yet so when he does come back I tell him that next time he just need to take a 10 min back and nothing more unless I tell you to and then he goes and tell me not to yell at him ( and I was loud and the only reason why was cause it was loud in the mall and I also can be loud at time but hay what ever) so then I proceed to tell him that I was not yelling at him and that he need to just listen to me cause I am his boss

Re: Russian Military Chief Calls America "evil"
RE: Russian Military Chief Calls America "Evil" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Nov 2007, 06:57 Russian Military Chief Calls America "Evil" Russia's top military chief has dubbed America "evil" while cautioning that the "insidious" U.S. missile defense shield weapons system has nothing to do with countering Iran and is aimed squarely at Moscow, as tensions continue to heat between the two superpowers. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/131107_military_chief.htm

Prayer For The Dying
Fearless people, Careless needle. Harsh words spoken, And lives are broken. Forceful ageing, Help me i'm fading. Heaven's waiting, It's time to move on. Crossing that bridge, With lessons i've learned. Playing with fire, And not getting burned. I may not know what you're going through. But time is the space, Between me and you. Life carries on... it goes on. Just say die, And that would be pessimistic. In your mind, We can walk across the water. Please don't cry, It's just a prayer for the dying. I just don't know what's got into me. Been crossin' that bridge, With lessons i've learned. Playing with fire, And not getting burned. I may not know what you're going through, But time is the space, Between me and you. There is a light through that window ...light through that window... Hold on say yes, while people say no Life carries on I'm crossing that bridge, With lessons i've learned.... I'm playing with fire, And not getting burned

Steve Earle
I used to listen to the radio And I don’t guess they’re listenin’ to me no more They talk too much but that’s okay I don’t understand a single word they say Piss and moan about the immigrants But don’t say nothin’ about the president A democracy don’t work that way I can say anything I wanna say So fuck the FCC Fuck the FBI Fuck the CIA Livin’ in the motherfuckin’ USA People tell me that I’m paranoid And I admit I’m gettin’ pretty nervous, boy It just gets tougher everyday To sit around and watch it while it slips away Been called a traitor and a patriot Call me anything you want to but Just don’t forget your history Dirty Lenny died so we could all be free

Fusista's Leveling Needs
Needing help leveling Fusistas! Rate their pics and stash. They help us, so lets help then. First, TxMom of 5 needs 152,434 points to make Insider. I know it can take a couple to a few months with no help as I was recently there. So lets help our girls out! Txmom of 5 f~~Fusista' and Club Far@ fubar And then we also have another, leggs, needing 140,707 to level to Fuberlord. It only gets worse to level as you get at higher levels. co/mngr Fusista's*Stiletto Girls*Club FAR*@ fubar And also, Chickie Momma. She is in need of 130,858 to Fuberlord as well. ~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co-Manager of Fusista's bombing and leveling crew~JDub's Wifey~

The Difference Between Women And Men
The Difference Between Women And Men 1. NAMES If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2. EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20 , even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3. MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need, but it's on sale. 4. BATHROOMS A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

Gotta Love Beaches
"Wild mares.." A soft spring rain clatters gainst my bedroom window, as I awake by the howling of a wolf. The pale moonlight shines through my open curtains and lightning flashes across the field. In the brief moments the lightning brakes the skies, my eyes catch the glimps of a staggering black mare, before she runs of towards the beach. In a split second I open my window and jump outside, forgetting the fact that I'm still nude, I start running after her. Reaching the dunes, I see her with a foaming mouth, chest heaving wildly, standing near the water. Slowly walking towards her while whispering soothening words. Lifting up her head some and turning it partially towards me, as if probing my intentions. Slowly taking a few steps sidewards as I approach, tilting her head towards me. Jumping some away as I reach out to touch her body, but staying close to me. With whispering words again I slowly approach and lay my hand on her neck, stroking it up and down, scratchin

Justice
JUSTICE JUSTICE magnify THERE ARE 3 TYPES OF JUSTICE ONE IS SPIRITUAL ONE OF MAN TWO BY THE SIR NAME JUSTUS THE THIRD IS BY NO MAN HIS EYE DOES SEE HIGHER THAN THE CLOUD AND BY THE SEAS ONE FROM HELL ONE FROM MAN WHICH MOUNTS TO SHIT WHO CAN STAND IN HELLS WAY WHO WILL STOP THE WRAITHS THAT ARE SENT BY A GOLDEN HAND NO MAN FAMILIARS COME AND GO LIFE IS LIKE GRASS HERE AND GONE BUT FIRE IS ETERNAL

The End
THE END THE END magnify I SEE THE END AND THE BEGINNING I AM KNOWN AS THE AL FA THE FIRST MY NAME IS THE OMEGA THE LAST THE GREEKS ALL HAVE MANY NAMES ALL LEAD TO ME GOD OF ALL GODS MYTHICAL AND TRUE SORING HIGH LIKE EAGLES MY SPIRIT WALKS ETERNAL LIFE AND DEATH ARE IN MY HAND TASTE THE WONDERS THAT I HOLD HEAR THE MYSTERY OF OLD NIGHT COMES THE GATES OF HADES ARE OPEN THIS REALM IS CONSUMED BY MY FIRE REBORN MANY SHALL CRY OUT ALL WILL SUFFER HEAR ME HOWL THE HUNTING WOLF

My Ideology Me Belief
MY IDEOLOGY ME BELIEF MY IDEOLOGY ME BELIEF magnify IN THE DARK YOU SCREAM IN THE DARK ALL HOWL OF PAIN YOUR BELIEF SHALL BE HERE NOW COME NOW CRIPPLED BY MY FEARS DEATH IS NOT A RELEASE DEMONS TALKING THIS I SPEAK ON THE WIND NOW ETERNITY CRUSHING IMMORTALITY EVADING FIRE ENGULFING NO RELEASE JUST PAIN MY DARKNESS GROWING THE WRAITHS GATHERING HONOR HAS FADED FACE LOST HIDING BEHIND A DOOR WHERE THE FIRE NEVER ENDS

Poem For Dad Before He Passed
"My True Dear Friend" I sit here and pander, My mind starts to wander. It is you that I see, You're smiling face, loving arms, They are right there to embrace me. It is your loving voice that I hear, It is there to comfort me. In this I feel that you are and always will be, My True Dear friend. It is thoughts of you that I think of day and night, It is you that gives me hope to wake up with the morning light. It is all of your guidance so warm and true. Why have we been give this awful fate. Why did it have to be too late. It is your strength to help me cope, Yet there is no hope. When that hope is gone, We still have to live on. In this sadness I find, That it is your love and support to help me on my way. In this sadness I still know, You are and always will be, My True Dear Friend You are the breathe I take, You are the light that shines on me everyday. You are the peek at the mountain top I must climb. You are the one that I will find, When it has bec

Organics
I really paid extra for a watered down version of cranberry lemonade? I didn't realize it was organic and found out that it was kind of bland. Oh well, now I am all natural and healthy and such. Oh and apparently: The joy of lemonade goes all the way back to 2nd century Egypt, where a PERSIAn poet named Nasir-Khusraw chronicled his travels - and his drinking habits. Per the bottle.

One Flaw In A Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'l

A Changed Man
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be free He was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could be He knew what he was there for and what had to be done Knowing each day that the end of his life could come So he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knew Knowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a few Then there came that dreadful day when his service was no more He came home and seen and wonder, what was it all for No one understood him and didn't even care For what he saw here, was just what he left there As time went on and the years had past He was a different man but with the same mask He struggle more and more each day as it went alone And was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrong He became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to see For there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dream He was no longer the man he use to be

Zen Quotes By Sun Sign
From: e* Date: Nov 14, 2007 1:06 PM Subject: Zen quotes by sun sign Body: Aries "Move and the way will open." - Zen Proverb "And the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time." - T.S. Eliot "Nothing is more real than nothing." Samuel Beckett "And if there is not any such thing as a long time, nor the rest of your lives, nor from now on, but there is only now, why then now is the thing to praise and I am very happy with it." Ernest Hemingway Taurus "Zen is not some kind of excitement, but concentration on our usual everyday routine" - Shunryu Suzuk "One touch of nature makes the whole world kin." - Shakespeare "In singing and dancing is the voice of the law." Hakuin "The sun shines not on us, but in us. The rivers flow not past, but through us, thrilling, tingling, vibrating every fiber and cell of the substance of our bodies, making them glide and sing." John Muir Gemini "If you ar

Going To Mississippi Saturday...
well we will b headn to mississippi delta (drew,ms) saturday..eric will b with me for a week then he will leave me there for a month....we will return to nc in dec. by xmas...hope to c all my friends while im there or to make new ones...of course i am home...

Im Back!
Hey all u bitches.... Longleggedvixon is back and better then ever..... New name New face, New me... fuck you all love me or hate me... but i will be posting new pics up very frequently as i have gotten back into modeling.. so show me some love, help me level the fuck up for more pic slots and enjoy the show!!!!! oh btw im promoting my new magazine Dark Syde... in which you will see shit on here about it often... miss me? well then love me... hope to hear from all you classic friends soon! Kisses, Huggs, Fucks, And Screams!!!! MMFWCL |{ÄÑÐÎ |{Ä¥Ñ€ aka.... Kissa

Fan Me Fan Me Fan Me..shut The Hell Up!
Ok this has bugged the hell out of me ever since i joined the site so i feel i have the right to rant about it! all these fuckers mostly in blasts begging to be fan..shut up u stuck up motherfuckers ur no cleibraty so why should u be fanned and mostly 100 percent of the time when they beg to be rated and fanned they say they will reutrn the favor and of course they never do because there too busy thinking about there own dumb arrogent asses! get a life fuckers!

Red Shirt Friday!!!
I am one of the lucky ones whos family returned from Iraq.......This is for all of the men and woman who are out there right now making it so we can continue having the Freedom we as Americans have come to know.........PLEASE PLEASE PASS THIS ON. RED SHIRT If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had deliver

You Would Choose Love
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money?

If You Were Here...
If you were here now… I would bring you into my room, the small and child-like room I live in here, bring you inside and lock the door. I would take your clothes from your body; not slowly, not even romantically, but with the urgency of need. With the curtains closed, I would blindfold you and tie your hands and feet to the head and foot boards. This bed is so narrow there is no room for two to move, and it is scarcely long enough for your height, but I place cushions under your heels to make you comfortable and put a second pillow under your thighs. I do not even remove my own clothes, yet. I am afraid that without my clothes I would lose all control and make love to you immediately. But time has been too long for that, time far too long without you. I want to savour your body as long as possible, before you experience mine. Instead, I straddle your chest, my body facing away from you as I admire your cock. Your skin is so soft, and the flesh so firm undern

I Dont Get It!
ALOT OF THE TIMES IM IN MY FRIENDS PROFILES RATING THEM BUT WHEN IT COME TO ME I GUESS I HAVE KNOW FRIENDS. YOU PEOPLE DONT TALK OR RATE. THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT I HAVE RATED ALL THEIR PICS AND STUFF. BUT DO THEY STOP BY AND SAY HI? OR EVEN RATE A COUPLE OF MY PICS. HELL NO. IM THINKING OF DELETING MY ACCOUNT. THE ONLY REASON I HAVE IT IS TO MAKE FRIENDS. AND I GUESS I HAVENT MADE ANY. NO ONE STOPS BY JUST TO SAY HI. AND FOR THOSE THAT I HAVE MESSAGED AND YOU NEVER RESPONDED, FUCK YOU I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS! AND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I HAVE SAID HERE WELL THEN FUCK YOU TOO THEN. DELETE ME. YOUR NOT TRUE FRIENDS ANYWAY. I COULD CARE LESS IF IM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. IM ONLY A NUMBER AND POINTS TO YOU ANYWAY! YOU ALL SAY FUBAR IS BETTER THAN MYSPACE BUT I SAY THERE IS THE SAME AMOUNT OF BULLSHIT HERE IF NOT MORE. YOU ARE ALL STUCK IN YOUR OWN LIL WORLDS AND DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS. I GUESS YOUR ONLY CONCERNED WITH HOW MANY POINTS YOU CAN MAKE IN A

Lil Ole' Me
Even tho I am Fu-engaged to ~BaDaSs*~ aka Tommy I am still wondering if I will actually find someone to call my real husband :[.... That would be awsome if Tommy and I got engaged in real life and got married.... Id be a beautiful bride (Hopefully)! but he feels that I deserve better, but I can't find better. :[, I'm not the best to what everyone thinks I am, but I do know one thing I have a BIG heart and I will give my hubby everything.. Just want guys to see me for me not the sex:[ --cries--...

The Soldiers Testimony !!
ONCE UPON A TIME IN 1983 IN THE DANGEROUS STREETS OF INDIANAPOLIS A CHILD WAS BORN UNPRONOUNCED 2 HIM AND THE REST OF THE WORLD THAT CHILD WAS TO BE KNOWN AS JERRY LEE ABOUT TO EMBARK ON AN EMOTIONAL EXTERSION JERRY LEE VOWD TO USE HIS STREET KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE TO SPREAD THE GOSPEL AND FIGHT THE WHISPERS THAT WOULD WISH TO KEEP HIM SILENCED DEVOTING HIS LIFE AND KNOWLEDGE TO THE BETTERMENT OF THE ONCE MISGUIDED JERRY LEE TALKING ABOUT THE HURT,PAIN AND STRUGGLES IN LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER JERRY LEE REVEALS HIS LIFE FOR ALL OF US TO HEAR IN DETAIL SO BEGINS THE JOURNEY OF HIS LIFE AND IF YOU DONT KNOW THE STORY YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THE PERSON AND IF YOU DONT KNOW THE PERSON YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE MAN !!

Today Was A Long Day And It Isn't Over Yet!
Ah, today was a long day. Kind of a tough day. I met Peter at Kaiser this morning at 9:00 for our first meeting with getting Christopher checked for ADD or ADHD. It was a long morning. We had lots of paper work to fill out and then we went into a room with other parents and went through the process. Then we had to wait for one of the psychiatrists to call us in to talk to us alone. So they can find out all about Christopher and how long he has not been able to focus and sit still. It all went well but we were there for over 2 hours. During that time, our son Anthony kept calling and we couldn't answer. Peter finally called him back to find out that he was sick, called his sister and dragged her out of class to go pick him up from school to bring him home. I feel like pulling my hair out. The only good part of today was getting to have lunch with my friend. We try to have lunch at least once a month together to catch up on stuff. She gave me some great advise on par

Please If You Want, Lol
1. have we kissed? 2. Do you want to?: 3. What would you like our relationship to be?: 4. Have we dated?: 5. Did you like it?: 6. Do you want to date?: 7. Are we close friends?: 8. Would you be here if I needed you?: 9. Are you attracted to me?: 10. Mentally, sexually, or both?: 11. Do you love me?: Appearance Do you like my- 12. Face?: 13. Eyes?: 14. Lips?: 15. Body?: 16. Arms?: 17. Legs?: 18. Clothes?: 19. Ass?: 20. Hands?: 21. Hair?: Do think I'm- 22. Sexy?: 23. Beautiful?: 24. Hot?: 25. Cute?: Personality Do you think I'm- 26. Crazy?: 27. Nice?: 28. Fun to be around?: 29. Funny?: 30. Annoying?: Would you.. 31. Share chocolate with me?: 32. Spend a weekend with me?: 33. Alone?: 34. Hook up with me?: 35: Do me?: 36. Care if I ran away?: 37. Care if I died?: 38. Miss me if I left?: 39. Hang out with me?: What would you do if.. 40. I kissed you?: 41. You found out I was missing?: 42. Yo

Great Man
The best uncle I just got the call that my uncle passed away a little while ago. He's been sick for awhile and I know he is better off. He is free of his cancer and his pain. Its just hurts because he was the best. I remeber going to my grandparents to visit and as soon as he got to there house I got the best bear hugs. I know that when he loved us he truly loved up even when he had a hard time showing it. When I would go to California to visit my grandparents and uncles. He would always take me some where that was special to him. When I was learning to drive he gave the best advise, might not of taught me alot there but what he did has always stuck with me. I love you Unlcle Fritz you were the best. I am going to miss you.

Why Women Are Crabby....
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wo

Re: Complaints Flood Cnn After Beck Smears Ron Paul Supporters
RE: Complaints Flood CNN After Beck Smears Ron Paul Supporters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Nov 2007, 06:09 Complaints Flood CNN After Beck Smears Ron Paul Supporters As Terrorists Complaints and demands for a retraction and an apology are flooding CNN today after Neo-Con host Glenn Beck and ex-Marxist David Horowitz smeared Ron Paul supporters, libertarians and the anti-war left as terrorist sympathizers and inferred that the U.S. military should be used to silence them, parroting a talking point that traces back to a September 2006 White House directive. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/161107_beck_smears.htm

Goodbye For Awhile My Friends
Well as of monday or wed I will be offline for awhile...*tears* I am moving into a new place and money is very tight and the internet is a luxury I do not need at the moment..I'm going to miss everyone especially my WRR family..please do not delete me off your lists I WILL BE BACK..thats a promise..If I am not here by christmas ..merry xmas and new years..I love you all..so very much..I wish everyone the best of luck and I will see you all very soon...muah muah muah muah

Yea Ok
just to let everyone who actually reads my blogs, I am tired of the bullshit that comes with life. Just like the song goes If I leave here tomorrow will you still remember me? I have been used and abused by people my whole life now it is time for all that to change. This partially goes out to all the guys who fuck some girl then basically leave them with nothing. FUCK YOU!!!!!! What is the point of it. Just so you get a little satisfaction and then leave the girl or guy feeling like shit wondering why? What form of satisfaction do you get from leaving them in a ball on the floor hoping and praying that nothing bad will come of it. What ever happened to finding that one person and only fucking them and not just anyone that walks by that you think or know you can get in bed. Well, I guess it trying isn't the chicks fault for feeling the way we do it is the guy that got our hopes up that something could come from it. Which takes me back to something I talked about before. JUST FUCKING B

Woman An Guys Hurting Each Otherwhy?
why do guys cheat on a good woman?? why do most guys only think with there little head an not the brains. an woman why do woman like the damn dear john letters when leaveing a guy just to hurt him more when he loves her?? some one please give me the answers.

Whining, Insomnia And The Green Green Grass Of Home
Most sensible people are still in their beds at this time of the morning, but yet im here, writing a blog at half 8, wishing I had ignored the whinging of the dog and carried on my quiet slumber. But if i'd done that, the carpet would be thick with shit and piss and i'd have to clean it up... So, another day dawns...what could i possibly do today that I havent done on an other day? Not much probably, its Saturday and feck all happens on a Saturday in this part of the world unless you like Soccer. Wish I could be one of those people that could fall asleep at the drop of a hat. But it takes me ages to get to sleep, no matter how tired i am. my damn body clock is all to heck. Still, at least im not the only one

Virtual Love Potion:)))
Virtual Love Potion... Gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp, gulp! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! You just drank a virtual love potion! Someone will fall madly in love with you! The spell will take place in 15 seconds. As you scroll down the page, you must concentrate on the person you wish to cast the spell on. 15 14 13 12 11 10 09 08 07 06 05 04 03 02 01 Congratulations! The potion was successful. You will be loved by the one you admire! Happy loving! Kisses to you, Helena

The Secret Behind The Number 11
The Secret behind the number 11 I tried it.. it does work The Secret behind the number 11 Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out. If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters. (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. Sheer

More Loss
well as of now not only have I lost my best friend aparently I am in the process of lossing my husband I am loseing everything now and well what do I have left besides my son? Looks like it is time for me to just curl up in a corner and wait for death. By all hope you all have a better life then I have had. Love Your, Tormented Soul

Arecibo Anthem
By José A. Monrouzeau Villa y ciudad te conocí acariciada por el mar prodigio es ver cerca de tí ríos formandose un collar porque eres tú cuna gentil de nuestro gran Pachín Marín, Víctor Rojas también de Campeche un jardín, del Capitán Correa, el invicto, fue un edén. Arecibo, Arecibo yo nunca te podré olvidar, pueblecito de mis amores que como tú no hay otro igual. Por tus atletas y tus héroes tus hijos te saben querer, con sus mujeres en sus quereres gratos recuerdos del ayer. En el baseball estrellas son Rodríguez Olmo con Pellot. En basketball gran sensación con John Padilla en Nueva York. Así también cual campeón Petaca Iguina es colossal. Nuestros atletas son bravos por su ideal por eso gozan de fama y admiración. Arecibo, Arecibo yo nunca te podré olvidar, pueblecito de mis amores que como tú no hay otro igual. Por tus atletas y tus héroes tus hijos te saben querer, con sus mujeres en sus quereres gratos recuerdos del ayer.

Morovis Anthem
¡Oh Morovis, tu vives latente, en los pechos de todos tus hijos aunque diga el refrán "La Isla menos" aunque el mapa te muestre algo chico! Son tus lomas de varios verdores amplias vías ya son tus caminos pero aún cuentan historias muy viejas con sus linfas cantoras tus ríos. ¡ Oh, recuerdos de ayer que dormitan en las calles de nuestro pueblito! ¡ Oh, la Iglesia que eterna en el centro es vigencia de fe en Jesucristo! Aquí está la heredad moroveña es acervo de todos tus hijos, que haya fiesta y que el verbo acompasen tus guitarras... y cuatros... y güiros. Y marchemos con Fe hacia el futuro a forjarlo con mil sacrificios sin jamás olvidar el pasado ¡Por siempre Morovis, unidos!

Make A Soldier Smile..
When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, also include the following address: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington, D.C. 20307-5001 If you approve of the idea, please pass it

Ur Invited
You are invited to a b-day bash on nov 18th at noon in the iron horse saloon. For our very own MG who will take over the air waves. (repost of original by '"MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-11-17 16:58:56') (repost of original by 'harleygal ~ Promoter for Iron Horse Saloon' on '2007-11-17 17:00:56')

At A Loss For Words
my bestfriend of 6 yrs told me tonight,he tried to OD lastweek,and was dissapointed he had failed,its hard to know what to say in this situation,unfortunatly i have been there before..,and i know what its like to feel like u have no power over anything,so the greatest power you feel u possess is the power to take your own life..im at a loss for words on what to say to comfort him,there is nothing i can say to change his mind..soo i just sit here helpless feeling like shit.wondering if when i told him bye,and to take care of himself..was that the last time id ever get to speak to him :( .. I'm so numb right now..somebody hold me?

Oh The Football Humanity!
Once again, some team or teams screw up my football cards for the week....this week, Penn St blowing a 17-point lead and WV not covering; qualifies me for a slump of 4 weeks now after winning 5 weeks in a row. I guess the bright side is I'm stillahead money-wise! Peace!

Tlc
Ok as some of you know I'm ill and have been sick for over a week now :( the doctor says it's not the flu just flu like which means nothing they can do for ya.... so I'm soooo tired of being sick already! Now for the last few days my dsl server is being fickle and booting offline very few minutes and now my E key is being a brat and hanging up and lots of words have the letter E so if we are talking and its missing I'm not going back to fix it anymore..... And for Catch cuz I know you will read this when you get back sorry you are bummed about the bouncer stuff in FU but keep in mind what hes for Id rather deal with that over spam.... And for everyone else get your arse to my page and lave me a voice comment something that will make m smile or laugh cuz i feel sooooo icky ty xoxoxo

Focus Turns On Mcleish's Future
Focus turns on McLeish's future McLeish has been in charge of Scotland for less than a year Scotland boss Alex McLeish has quickly shifted his attention to the World Cup draw after missing out on Euro 2008. The 48-year-old is contracted until 2010 when the World Cup will be played in South Africa and the qualifying groups will be chosen on 25 November. However, there was a slight note of caution when he said: "I'm really looking forward to going to the draw. "I'm committed to the cause with Scotland but you never know in football what can happen." Having pushed Italy and France all the way in the qualifying race for next summer's European Championship, McLeish's stock will have risen. And the former Motherwell, Hibernian and Rangers manager is sure to be linked with forthcoming club vacancies. Scottish Football Association chief executive Gordon Smith said last week that there were plans in place to renegotiate McLeish's terms. Full credit to Scotla

Lesson 1
Place your guy flat on his back on your bed, in a well-lit room. Take his penis in your hand and LOOK at it. You will notice a point of juncture where the two ends of this irregular circle come together. If your partner is not circumcised, this will also be the point where the foreskin is attached. This tiny area is likely the most sensitive spot on his entire body. Spend time caressing the head and those areas immediately surrounding it. Beneath the head of the penis (glans) is the shaft of the penis. Apparently, according to people who study this type of thing, the shaft does not have many nerve endings and does not, therefore, provide a man with any high degree of stimulation when caressed either manually or with your tongue to the exclusion of the glans head itself. Now the one thing that the girls wanted me to add was that you can add a high degree of pleasure for him by paying the right kind of attention to the testicles. So LOOK at your partner's penis. Study it. Learn i

Why Dont You Stay
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Damned If You Do...
Alright. So, let me give you a little background here. When I was little I had a lot of Dads. And I remember sitting awake, crying, praying to any one who would listen that they'd just leave us alone. That they'd just stay away. And now. I have a daughter. I didn't know she existed until she was over a year old. I had to pay child support. Suddenly, I was in the position that those men my mother married were in. I could make it better. I could give this little girl exactly what my 'fathers' would never allow me to have. Peace. A good life - with my mother. So, for my daughter, I decided that I wouldn't interfere with her life. I'd pay child support, send her the money she needs to be taken care of, and I'd let her live her life without my interference and without the pain, drama, and bullshit that I had to go through with fueding parents. Well, my mother didn't see it that way. Not that I told you about the decision I made, mind you. It was her Grand-daughter and she had t

Vick Surrenders Early To Begin Jail Term
Nov 19, 4:58 PM (ET) By KRISTEN GELINEAU and DIONNE WALKER RICHMOND, Va. (AP) - Michael Vick surrendered to U.S. marshals Monday and will remain in jail until his sentencing on a dogfighting charge in three weeks. The Atlanta Falcons quarterback is scheduled to be sentenced Dec. 10 but turned himself in because he anticipates a prison term on the federal dogfighting conspiracy charge, according to a court document_ Vick could be sentenced to up to five years in prison. "From the beginning, Mr. Vick has accepted responsibility for his actions, and his self-surrender further demonstrates that acceptance," Billy Martin, one of Vick's lawyers, said in a statement. "Michael wants to again apologize to everyone who has been hurt in this matter, and he thanks all of the people who have offered him and his family prayers and support during this time." Vick is being held at Northern Neck Regional Jail in Warsaw until his sentencing, U.S. marshals told The Associated Press. The m

The Tongue Tube
Roll your tongue into a tube (if you cannot do this, forget about it because it is genetic and you can't learn it). This technique works best in an inverted or 69 position. Roll your tongue into a tube around her clitoris. Slide it back-and-forth; in effect, your tongue is doing something similar to a woman's vagina around a man's penis. This is likely to bring any woman over the edge to an explosive orgasm.

A Christmas Poem
This poem has been widely circulated, however, with the holidays rapidly upon us, we should not, can not... forget those who sacrifice everything in defense of Freedom. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just

This Is What Life Is About.
"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." - Norman MacFinan I am very blessed to have wonderful friends who have made my life so much better. You give me hope for a greater tomorrow. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Flurries & Holiday Spirit
The flakes have started flying. I woke up this morning to an almost pink sky. It was completely cloudy but there was a shade of pink. It was a little weird. I looked out the window and saw the cloudiness and immediately thought, "Oh no!" My first thought of driving with a bunch of lunatics in snow wasn't on my list of things to do today. I turned the TV on for the weather. Apparently they were forecasting snow in my area between 7-8am, drive time for me. I made it in to work before any flake hit the road. I don't think it was supposed to be much today but people turn into brainless 'tards the minute a single flake hits the road. So it is almost 9am and the first flakes are flying, well more like flurries. Makes the holiday spirit start to flow! Can't wait to see my family on Thursday and starting to get excited for Christmas now! I almost want to listen to some Christmas music....okay not yet. Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!

The Moving Walkway Is Now Ending...
I live in New York City. The pace of things here is to say the very least, faster then most. I find myself walking fast, eating fast, even sleeping fast. Every morning I have a similar routine; get up, walk the dog, feed the dog, shower and suit up, and off to work on the 4 or 5 train. I stand at the same place, get on the same train car, walk up the same steps, take the same escalator and out the same door of Grand Central. I do all these things to shave a few seconds off my commute to the office. I do it so that I will be there faster. The ipod is like my personal trainer for my commute. It pumps me up with its quick beats and flowing melodies all so that I can walk swiftly and with purpose, all so that my pace will be maintained. Take the ear phones out...and im like a child lost in a crowd. THis morning was no different from most, except I walked the dog to day-care/groomer for a "spa day" before I take her to Chicago for the holiday and I hopped the train. So much

Its Kinda True...
My Horoscope for today: "Relax and enjoy the quiet atmosphere wherever you are -- because you're responsible for it! Even if everyone is rushing around in a blind panic, you find that your own soul is remarkably calm and at ease." They forgot to mention I would have a hang over. LOL. But hey I am feeling good. I havent had a hang over in years...kinda glad I hadnt. I guess I got really wasted last nite. LOL. But I had fun...gonna repeat it too tonite. Hopefully some scissoring too...LOL. That was fucking hot! Literally! Lets see what else...Doug from work called and I may be going in early tomorrow. I have to be there at 8pm more than likely so I will work 8pm to 8am. YAY! Hey...I need the money! I am seeing green. Speaking of work...Kandi called...had to call her back...but apparently she may be going to Whirlpool and work with me. Which I think would be cool. Which she needs to get out of Mansfield. John is doing her wrong badly. At least she will get a da

Broken
My heart says this can't be true. I am hurt more than you will ever know. Never felt so lonely and blue. My brain says, You put up a big show, You're a real pro. And still There are all the moments we've shared, And a big part of me, Trusts you completely, And still feels for you so deeply. I will never forget you, My love.

Babe
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and harder to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. I love you babe.

A Promise Of A Tomorrow
A Promise for Tommorow A promise to a sweet and gentle spirit Who's words greets me daily on line A flash of a face comes before me dispersed by a new written line. The words that you speak are so moving You touch me at depths beyond time. I yearn to reach out across the screen And hold you so close in my arms. If ever we meet on the tomorrow And you hold me close in your arms. I'll hope for a lifetime of tomorrows to love you with all of my might. Hold on til we meet on tomorrow And if we don't meet you will be. Tucked into my heart for forever For now and for eternity.

Lessons Learned
Heart's ablaze wiht love untamed I only have myself to blame To have found a love so pure and true And left it just to be with you My trusting heart you did abuse My willing bnody you did use And for my troubles you gave me naught Except what lessons life has taught And with this lesson I have learned I ready my heart once more to burn With passion from a lover true A man who will be nothing like you Belle 08/20/07

The Polite Way To Pee
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Edward, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted...

14 Wing Greenwood
Once in a lifetime, a person comes into your little place in the world that makes such a lasting impression. Sometimes they stay , and sometimes they go. But other times they are snatched away from you at such an untimely moment that it takes your breath away and turns your world upside down. The pain is so great that you wonder if you can inhale again. The ache dulls after some time. The memories inside tend to fade and strenghten. There are pictures and there's the written word. Photos of his children...seeing him going into the defense pose in full hockey gear..walking up the stairs of the Herc and smiling back over his shoulder at me...his green eyes twinkling at me as he posed for the past picture with his long hair. I can still look at those and bring them up in my mind without much effort. The songs that we shared hour after hour still remain on an mp3 player. Great Big Sea...Natalie MacMaster...Ocean Girl. The beginning strains of If Ever You Were Mine still di

A Pretty Good Joke
An Amish farmer and his son are visiting the big city for the first time. The old man is in the lobby of a skyscraper and sees two metallic doors that slide open revealing a small room behind. He watches as a fat old lady walks up to the doors presses a button beside it, and steps inside. The doors close behind her. Then a minute later the doors open again. However gone is the fat old lady and out steps a young blonde beauty! The old man stands there stunned, speechless! Then quietly he whispers to his boy "Son... go fetch your mother..."

The Night Before...(oldie But Goodie)
Twas the night before the Iron Bowl and all through the South Darby and Ryans were running their mouth They talked of shutouts and 100 yard games But their talk and their O line were both just plain lame Their fans came to town shouting BCS and RO TI But once Brodie met Stanley they were brought off their high All of the fans saying Bama is "Back" Were quickly quieted sack after sack When the sun finally set behind Jordan Hare The Bama corner was practically bare Then out of the North there grew such a clatter I had to stand on the bleacher to see what was the matter There stood Tubby, four fingers held high Then in the distance I heard a Britt cry The fans they did shout and sway to and fro War Eagle, Ho Ho & four in a row

Zen For Those Who Take Life Too Seriously...
1. Save The Whales. Collect The Whole Set. ****** 2. A Day Without Sunshine Is Like, Night. ****** 3. On The Other Hand, You Have Different Fingers. ****** 4. I Just Got Lost In Thought. It Wasn't Familiar Territory. ****** 5. 42.7 Percent Of All Statistics Are Made Up On The Spot. ****** 6. Light Travels Faster Than Sound, Which Is Why Some People Appear Bright Until You Hear Them Speak. ****** 7. I Feel Like I'm Diagonally Parked In A Parallel Universe. ****** 8. Honk If You Love Peace And Quiet. ****** 9. Remember, Half The People You Know Are Below Average. ****** 10. He Who Laughs Last, Thinks Slowest. ****** 11. Depression Is Merely Anger Without Enthusiasm. ****** 12. The Early Bird May Get The Worm, But The Second Mouse Gets The Cheese. ****** 13. I Drive Way Too Fast To Worry About Cholesterol. ****** 14. Support Bacteria. They're The Only Culture Some People Have. ****** 15. Monday Is An Awful

Perception Is Everything~
The greater part of our happiness or misery depends on our dispositions and not on our circumstances. --Martha Washington We all have friends who seem happy even though they run into lots of bad luck. And we all know other people who seem grumpy all the time. Nothing makes them very happy. It's puzzling, but some people have decided, maybe without even knowing it, that life is fun and should be enjoyed. No bit of bad luck has to make us miserable unless we let it. A broken bike, a lost math assignment, a rained-out picnic are things that might make us miserable. But, we can decide they won't. Feeling happy can be a habit - just like brushing teeth before bedtime. I will stop and think today before I let things make me unhappy.

Merging Souls
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com In pure blue he becomes my will,my mind, Hot upsurging streams of passion flows Bali Island red, As his lips caress my ear and whisper's white nape's neck, And we are statued in this moment of white aura perfection, Urgent finger's soft touch tie my soul with silk ribbon, As the shy moons velvet kiss casts shadows licks, This memory etched on two hearts that make one beat, An eternal committment, never to see love's death face, Or writhe on sorrow's cold agony alter, Screaming despair's throaty cries, Nor become the bleached bones of love's carcass, Crystal tears form like diamond drops of happiness, And fill the holy grail chalice with future's promise.

Artist Contest!!
A few weeks ago i got this idea in my head and that is why not have a artist contest here on fubar for the artistic people here. Each artist would send 1 of their best sketch in and people would rate them from 1 to 10. Well this idea is in its 1rst stage of developement so i still havent thought of the rules or the prices. Any suggestions or ideas you might have is very well accepted.

Heart And Soul
Okay, so why is it that when you want to put your heart and soul into something, something happens to make you second guess doing it. Is life really that awful that we are all here to be punished? If it is then could someone please tell me what the hell I am being punished for? I hate walking around clueless waiting for the other shoe to drop. An God help me if I hear one more person say that I am the "nice & funny one" I am going to kick some ass!! Statements such as these that often come out of a guys mouth, is just a polite way of saying "you're a fat chick and I wouldn't date you". Reality check boys, there is more to a woman than her looks. If you don't think so then you are not only shallow, but you are missing out!! I have a lot to offer and I think I am a pretty good person (as long as you don't piss me off...LOL). At any rate, am I wrong to not trust or believe that there is something better out there? Because if there is I sure as hell haven't found it.

Five Things That Sucked About Lord Of The Rings.
1. It didn't have Lo Pan in it. That's right. I'm talking about the perpetuator of ass kicking himself, Lo Pan from Big Trouble in Little China: one of the best movies ever made. Lo Pan, for those of you who are adept at depriving yourselves of things that rule, is an evil war lord cursed to roam the world in spirit form. Basically he runs around stomping people's holes who piss him off (which happens to be everyone). Lo Pan doesn't take shit from anyone; exactly the kind of character Lord of the Rings needed. If I directed the movie, I'd have casted Lo Pan as the lead, instead of that pussy Frodo. With Lo Pan in the movie, it would have been about 5 minutes long: first scene would have been Lo Pan ruining everyone's shit, killing all the babies and then spiking midgets off the ground. Oh man. 2. Not enough lesbians. In fact, there weren't any. So I paid $7 to see a movie with really high acclaim and great reviews; surely it was reasonable to assume that a movie of such su

Ensign: Word Hunger
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 November 2007 I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving yesterday! If it's like most such fourth Thursdays of November that we've celebrated, we ate more than we probably should have and those of us who didn't have to work enjoyed the company of our family and friends. One certainly gets one's physical hunger satisfied for a while and either works or sleeps it off afterwards; even my son Jeffrey, who's still on formula at just over four and a half months (so he couldn't eat turkey or any of the other stuff), got to have a great time on his first Thanksgiving. For the last few weeks my church bulletin has misprinted its Cause of the Month -- basically a designated opportunity to offer above and beyond our regular offering for

Promoter Job And Rulz
PROMOTER JOB DESCRIPTION // RULES 1. PROMOTERS do not have a set schedule. In order to be a promoter for us, all we ask is that you complete the following tasks at least 5 days a week. a. POST and REPOST LOUNGE bulletins, 5 total per day. b. POST and REPOST VIP bulletins, 5 total per day. c. POST and REPOST HOMEPAGE bulletins, 5 total per day. d. COMMENT using the DROPPER, 20 total per day. e. Shout Box the RADIO LINK, 20 total per day. 2. DO NOT “poach” or “recruit” from other lounges.

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why w

Re: Ron Paul: Smear Attempts Reflect "frightened" Establishment
RE: Ron Paul: Smear Attempts Reflect "Frightened" Establishment ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 23 Nov 2007, 06:02 Ron Paul: Smear Attempts Reflect "Frightened," "Insecure" Establishment Speaking about recent smear attempts on behalf of people like Glenn Beck, David Horowitz and Bill O'Reilly to link Ron Paul supporters with violence and Islamic terrorists, the Congressman himself said that the attacks were symptomatic of a frightened and insecure establishment who are dumbfounded that people are turning away from authoritarianism and embracing freedom. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/231107_smear_attempts.htm

I Wish I May... I Wish I Might...
I wish I may... I wish I might... I sit up and look at the stars Out my window at night To see if there is a shooting star any were in sight It went past me so fast As i said the magic words I wish I may.. I wish I might.. Be given a second chance To have you in my life.. I wish we could be and that you were still here with me So that i can go back to the days When you where so good to me I would change your ways So that we could be together and i could still love you Forever and ever!! I wouldn't do stupid things So that you would hurt me I would just love and let you continue to love me I wish I may.. I wish I might.. Have one more wish tonight... To see you again So that we could be more than just friend To kiss you.. To hold you.. I would wish you to never let go of me

Recent Feeeling
Why can't you be real? Why can't you feel? I am real. I feel. I am done with you. You who pretend to be what you are not. I don't need you in my life. I don't want you in my life. Leave me, hurt and bruised from your harsh stupidity. Full of pain in and out, you bastard! How could you leave someone you say you love or loved... like this. So full of pain and despair; Broken so;... where you wouldn't be able to see any hope of sane return. But out of this fog of resentment,anger and disappointment, comes forth a woman full of life and sincere determination. She is whom she is and will become whom she determines to be. Don't be weak and stand in her way. She has been there and done that, what she needs now is strength and endurance. She is waiting... maybe one day..

Life In Genereal
OK I HAVE FINALLY HAD IT! I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THESE GUYS ACTING LIKE THEY ARE THE SHIT OR THE ONE FOR ME. YA ALL NEED TO KEEP STEPPEN! WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO CALL ME HUN OR SWEETHEART OR ANY OTHER FUCKING PET NAME WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO? YA ALL NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP! WHERE DID YOUR MANNERS AND MORALS GO THAT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE TAUGHT AS LITTLE BOYS? HERE IT IS FELLAS....IF YOU ARE LOOKING TO GET MY PANTS THEN JUST KEEP ON WALKIN! I HAVE MORE CLASS THEN THAT. I AM NOT GOING TO BE TREATED LIKE SOME CYBERSPACE WHORE OR ANY OTHER WHORE AS A MATTER OF FACT. I HAVE FEELINGS TO...JUST LIKE YOU. TO ALL THESE GUYS ON HERE THAT HAVE WIVES OR GIRLFRIENDS OR LIVE WITH THEIR EX'S I AM NOT INTERESTED. I AM NOT THE TYPE TO BREAK UP A HAPPY HOME OR CAUSE DRAMA IN A HOUSEHOLD. TO ALL THE REAL MEN ON HERE THAT ARE INTERESTED...PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME A SHOUTOUT. I REALLY DO NOT BITE AND

Remembering Mamma
As some of you who I have talked with a lot and a select few who are friends know that I have watched both my parents die in front of me. Time heals but some wounds still bleed. I haven't heard this song for over four years in a few days it will be 4 years since my mother passed. This song was so special to me I recorded it and gave it to her she heard the song and cried so hard. I played this song at my wedding and we danced to this the only time I have ever danced with my mother. I knicked named her DaMama. My daughter looks so much like her and it makes me laugh and cry at the same time looking at her. I miss her so much everyday. I know she is somewhere watching over "her kids" as she called them she was a mom to kids who didnt have anyone. She wrote a guy in my boot camp a letter, his own family wouldnt write him. I've never seen a grown man weep like that before. She said that if his mom wasn't proud of him she was and any mother should be to have their son serve their

There Is No Reality Except The One Contained Within Us--herman Hesse.
Claude Gellee painted lovely pictures of the English countryside. Europeans loved his landscapes with their blue hues and mild distortions. But when the people went for the carriage rides in the country, they were disappointed because it didn't look the way Gellee had painted it. Then someone discovered that if you held blue glass up to your eyes and looked through it, the trees and hills and sky looked just like a Gellee painting! Soon everyone was looking through "Claude glasses" when they traveled. We often let others do our seeing for us. We get lazy and rely on the images of television and movies, instead of really seeing with our own eyes. Our world becomes distorted and we lose sight of the natural beauty that surrounds us. Each of us carries reality inside ourselves, and as we grow wiser within, we discover that we can see clearest when we trust our own eyes. There is a glorious world, full and rich, just waiting for us to glimpse it. I will to see the world through my

Does It Ever End??
well life just keeps getting worse... or so it seems. I have no heat in my place and its been like that for almost two weeks because of Thanksgiving they couldn't get the part they needed til this week sometime...so i was invited to stay with a friend last night where there is actually heat.. drove over an hour to get there.. and they are not up?!?!?! WTF?? so i wasted 2 hours of my time and gas to get there. I do have a bit of good news perhaps tho... I have been getting some of my child support.. i work at speedway now where i get paid weekly .. not bi-weekly and i like it so far. And all i want for christmas is to be happy.. with or without a man ... just for things to get better!

U`r Turn To Hurt
When I first saw you, I thought you were too good to be true, The innocent look in your eyes, Made me realize I loved you, For days I acted perfect to see if you liked me too, You started flirting and I thought, It must be too good to be true, And it was, Who ever thought some one like you could hurt me so bad, I saw you flirting with other girls, I didn't know what to do, I loved you, We became friends and I was so happy, But one day you told me you hated me, That very moment my heart shattered, I wanted to cry, But not in front of you, So I ran home, And that night I cried a million tears, I hope you are happy now, I don't care about anything or anyone now, All because of three words, Well now its your turn to hurt, Your turn to cry, Your turn to live your life just wishing you would die, I hope these words make your life totally blue, 'I hate you'

Lawyers?
Disorder in the American Courts These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are Things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now Published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while These exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you Forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that Morning? WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?' ATTO

.. Ladies...news About Hysterectomy,s> Medical Side Of It...>
there are pt. histerycertomys, or whole radical. Histrectomy,s.. partial is removal of cervix, lining of vagiana, uterus. total is flapoian tubes, ovaries, uterus, vagina, lining, cervix, well you know .. Im having total thing. thats me . Im a hormonal wreck right now. Just had a Drainage and Culturage . Thats where they scrape your lining of the uterus, vagina, get all blood seepage out and clots out , to see what and where you hemorraging from. Well mine was from a ovarian cyst. I have 3 more time bombs in me so to speek > they can rupture at any time with no warning. I felt no pain wuth the first rupture . may be wont pain with another rupture either.. . But they can be severe in pain. Ovary can rupture ;...then id be dead. it has vessels and large veins causes you to bleed to die quickly. So im lucky they say. Hmm I wonder. well You face 2-3 day hospital stay. then your gotten up to walk . Then you go home to lay about 6 more wks to heal. about a total 8 wks

Christmas Cards
When you are making out your Christmas Cards this year, please include the following. A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington, DC 20307-5001

More Sagi
Sagittarius: You were born during a period when the Sun was in Sagittarius. While Sagittarians are the nomads of the Zodiac, they do not wander aimlessly. They are seekers of the truth and will go anywhere and talk to anyone for answers to their questions. Knowledge and wisdom drive them and provide the energy for their liberal approach to life. Sagittarians are drawn to the philosophical and spiritual because these subjects provide answers to the questions that burn inside them. Sagittarius: "I seek," philosophic, fun-loving, adventurous, blundering, wanderlust, scattered, hips/thighs

Well Theres This Thing..................lol
It just makes me wonder how you can be told someone likes you or feel like they do but then you get so confused and u start wanting that person to do something bout those "liking" feelings and you start to push and push but then it kinda drives them away or feels that way umm yea. I think i may have done that to sooo many people and i feel like an idiot.........has anybody else ever felt that way? Anywho im just babbling bout nothing lol well something but anywho.................. Ive just mainly realized lately that it just will come to me if i be patient enough ha ha ha well i at least hope.....ummm yea lol give me some pointers or points of view lol. FYI This isnt really about anybody in particular well some of it is but yea anyways......

Shy
not at all macho pinch of bitter plotting a night 2 take you out to dinner roses candles gift of a gold or perfume played the scene in mind acted cool as i watch u on the phone w/ him "ok, ok i gotta go" i just "hmm" trying to be a friend benefit from my friendship take it a lil further may cause confuseship the tide is high i should b moving on played the scene in my mind acted cool u dont play by the rules on the radio heard about the show get paid on friday maybe we should go we can dress nice have drinks b4 show time but u'd never know not me playing macho it's that thing that i cant bring since yer plate and table is full of man things i dig u too much that's why and i end up being shy

Farewell To Kevin Dubrow! R.i.p.
I'm very sad to bring you the news of the untimely death of a rock legend and personal friend. Although I can not get a hold of Kevin myself, his voice mail is full, or family to confirm this horrible news. Reports have said he was found dead in his Las Vegas home on Sunday by friends. From the Las Vegas eye here is the report. We will miss you bro may you rock with the angels and forever be at peace. Love you! DuBrows body was found by friends, on Sunday in his Las Vegas home. Dubrow recently spent a birthday weekend in New Orleans where he ate great food and even caught The Cult at The House of Blues. Kevin loved fine foods and was a true gourmet at heart. Kevin was a true Las Vegas icon and could be spotted eating nightly at any of his favorite Vegas eateries like Carlucci's, Simons Kitchen, The Palm or Messa Grill. DubBrow grew up in Hollywood, California, before settling in the Los Angeles suburb of Van Nuys at age 13. By the time he was in his mid-teens he had de

Quiet Riot Singer Kevin Dubrow Found Dead In His Las Vegas Home
Quiet Riot singer Kevin DuBrow died Sunday, drummer Frankie Banali confirmed in a post on his Web site. DuBrow was 52 years old and the official cause of his death has yet to be determined. "I can't even find words to say," Banali wrote. "Please respect my privacy as I mourn the passing and honor the memory of my dearest friend Kevin DuBrow." DuBrow's body was discovered on Sunday inside the rocker's Las Vegas home. According to those close to the singer, DuBrow celebrated his birthday last month in New Orleans and seemed to be in good health. Quiet Riot bassist Kelly Garni has asked fans to be patient for details on the singer's death. "I ask this to all of you not only for myself but for other friends and family," Garni wrote, in a message posted to a Web site honoring the memory of Quiet Riot founding member Randy Rhoads. "I ask that no one here offer any speculation or opinions, theories or other things that could be construed as negative or, and I'm sorry for this, eve

Just Me
i was really thinking of leaveing fubar for good lol found something on a webstie i spend my time on now but i well come on from time to time if you want to no whats has my time on so much come look or even better joine if you like fighting games http://www.jsmugen.net/mugeninfo.htm http://www.mugenfury.com/Download=542.html now on this link look for WIN M.U.G.E.N - version 04-07-04 its the best fighting game ever made and i got suck into it lol i been playing it ever since i heard of it

Let's Have Some Fun.
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Jenny... For You
Untitled…Unknown Time stands still. And I close my eyes to see. Stuck with this chill The only one here is me. I can feel the rain. As it drops upon my face’ It etches thoughts in my brain. It takes its embrace. Thunder hits. It never misses a beat. It’s a constant blitz. It doesn't retreat. Lightning clashes The sky turns an ecstatic blue. The world crashes. And I'm stuck thinking of you. Then it hits me. The storm isn't outside. It’s my own marquee. And it won’t subside, You’re stuck in my mind. Rendering it impossible to think, My vision goes blind. And my brain floods with ink. It’s your love. That consumes my brain. It’s your love. That drives me insane You bring me up. And push down. Throw my heart. All around I throw my friends away. Just for an hour. When All I want is a single day It’s too bad only you have the power I can’t help but cry. When I think of our love so true Even though you leave me high and dry I can

Promies Are Here To Break
I cannot promise you forever. We will need time to learn to love each other and to discover our feelings and wishes - alone and together. I cannot promise you that I will always smile. There will be times of sadness when I will miss you more than other times and when I will need your reassurance. I cannot promise you to always be the same. But with you I know that I can always be myself and share my feelings and thoughts with you. I promise you my honesty. It was honesty between us from the very beginning, honesty that brought us closer. I promise you my patience. With the obstacles we face at the moment it will not always be easy. But worth it – if we don’t give up on love. I promise you my understanding. In the ups and downs that life may hold for us we will need to help each others when we feel down. I promise you my true feelings. To share my happiness and sadness with you and to always be there for you when you want to laugh or need to cry.

In Her Memory
Jacqualine Dollens, 23, of Butler, died Tuesday in Pendleton County. She was the daughter of Jack and Pam Dollens of Butler. Other survivors include a brother, Eric Dollens of Latonia; sisters, Jessica Dollens of Minnesota and Krystal Dollens of Butler; and grandparents, Richard and Rose Baker of Cold Spring and George and Pat Quinlan of Grant County. Services will be at 2 p.m. today at Peoples Funeral Home, Butler. Visitation will begin there at noon today.

Its All About Meeee
ok so its not all about me so the old horoscope says today.......Try not to focus too much on your own issues right now -- there are others who need you, too. Keep all of your people in balance if possible and help each according to who needs it the most. now im left asking myself who needs me the most :P....i love blogs haha :P happy Tuesday kiddos xoxo

Just For You
LoVe pOeM.... :-) Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible. There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tinglin

The Locker Room - Part 4 (final)
6 down, 2 to go. The remaining two men now took me to another bench...they ruffly handled me...nearly forcing me to comply quickly and without comment. One laid down on the bench on his back...reaching out and grabbing me by the arm...nearly jerking me over and down onto his cock. I was facing him...my breasts pressed down onto his chest...he was already breathing hard and his hardened grip pinched into my hips. Just as I was starting to find a fucking rhythm on his cock...he slapped my hips hard...grasped my ass cheeks and pulled me apart...his thighs spread apart further, forcing my legs even further apart...near splitting...a delightful painful feeling at being so exposed. His cock slipped out of me. The entire room roared seeing what was happening. Then from behind I felt three fingers roughly finger my dripping pussy, about a dozen quick finger fucking strokes, so quick I could barely count...then slowly, soooo slowly he removed his fingers and as I looked back...saw him gli

What Happened?
What happened? Thought I could trust you forever Thought you wouldn't hurt me,never! Thought we could talk about everything Thought there'd always be understanding! But now it seems as if you don't know me Our (how ever u wanna call it) is gone and you can't see how much I needed to have you by my side to talk and to laugh,every day,every night What can I do to have you back as before? What happened?Why can't I have you anymore?

For My Grandma
Grandma Reynolds 2-12-1930/11-27-2007 my grandma passed away at 6:30 am today and i feel like crap (this a first for me and i dont know how to cope with it) i just want to say thank you to anyone who is here to help me through this terrible time, i just dont know what else to say but that i miss her so much and i know that shes in a better place and not suffering anymore :)

Darkness Of My World
Welcome to the darkness of my world, I am of two faces If you look deep into the doors of enlightenment You will see, I hide behind my mask of laughter Where the shadows overpower my mind and soul It takes me to a state of confusion and illusion A deep pit lye's within that darkness I fall into Filled with hands tugging and pulling me down I am buried in it These unknown hands reach inside me and squeeze me tight I can't breathe! There's not enough space! I am drowning in my own fear! I dig my nails into the insanity of my pain to escape But the delusional state I am in plays tricks on me It plays with my mind It gives me strength Then as long as it takes to blink your eye It sucks me back in again It won't set me free I want to run away! I want to be free! It uses me against myself and binds me to the cords of my mind Time goes by so fast, yet so slow I am weak and tired I need to rest for a little while Though, I find myself s

La Petite Death
In the darkness came the wails of the souls, lost and tormented never made whole. In the coldness contained a spark of hope frozen quite solid with no chance to grow. In the winter came death that is always near... to answer our prayers or to revel in our fear. Where once was a light now there's hardly a glow to shine through it all to warm a frozen soul.

Hugs And Kisses..
Hugs are fun, And kisses are cool. But I never got a single one, When I was in school. I was always jealous, Of other people kissing. Man I wish I knew, Just what I was missing. All I can hope for now, Are a few more hugs, And a lot more kisses. Tyler Montgomery 1-10-03

Careful
So yeah... life is slowly starting to take shape again. I'm not there yet. I am getting closer though. I need to be careful. If I slip and fall I will shatter. I need to be careful. No one will protect me from myself. I need to be careful. I can hurt me more than anyone else can. I need to be careful. My heart cries, "Build a wall, keep me safe!" I need to be careful. It only hurts more when the walls crumble. I need to be careful. I know nothing other than I need to be careful. (didn't know this was gonna turn into a poem)

Unforgetable...
You make my day, Unforgetable. How you push the clouds away, That's unforgetable. The way you came in my life, Picked me up and turned me around. That's all unforgetable. I can remember, When we first met. And our eyes began, To first connect. We were like trees, Growing up together. Like you can see, My heart in the stormy weather. You were there when, I was feeling down. You helped me escape, my, My shaky ground. When trouble came my way, You helped me turn the other way. That's unforgetable. There were times when, I had no breath Didn't know if my shelter, Would last. We got together and prayed, And all our fortunes came away. Baby that's all unforgetable. Life is so unpredictable, Nothing ever stays, The same for long. I want you to be my, My friend by my side. I want you to be my baby. Tyler Montgomery 14 Nov 02

The Girl That I Don't Deserve...
Last night when, You danced with me. I did not think, That I was worthy. I thought why, Would you pick me. The way you looked, Into my eyes. Made me feel, Like I was hypotized. I can't believe, That I got the chance. To share that, Beautiful dance. When we were, On the dance floor. All I wanted for this night, To last forever and more. The dress you wore, I could make, Out every single curve. And thats why, Your the girl I don't deserve. Tyler Montgomery 13 Oct 02

Random Information
-I don't like diamonds. I never have-I think they are too colorless and pale. I prefer rubies, emeralds, sapphires, and opals. -I am obsessed with men's stomach. I love flat or ripped stomachs, especially when they have tattoos. -I detest intentional poor grammar. -I play pokemon still, and I'm damn good at it. -I love Zelda. I can play that game for hours on end. -I prefer lesbian porn and hentai to "regular" hetero porn because in general, pornos piss me off. I need a dialogue a bit more advanced than a teenage boy's wet dream. Consistency would be nice too. -I flirt. I like flirting with other men because I enjoy leading men along and then crushing their dreams when I mention my fiance. I'm probably a bad person. -I don't understand how people can take the internet seriously. I don't take myself seriously, especially online, so why should I take someone else seriously? It amazes me when people get offended over something someone says online, especially when the

Re: Media Hoax Attempts To Hide Advance Of North American Union
RE: Media Hoax Attempts To Hide Advance Of North American Union ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Nov 2007, 19:43 Media Hoax Attempts To Hide Advance Of North American Union The establishment media has promoted a consistent hoax and engaged in mass public deception by claiming that a plan for the political, social and economic integration of the U.S., Canada and Mexico into a North American Union does not exist, despite overwhelming and manifestly provable evidence to the contrary. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/281107_media_hoax.htm

Poetry
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove, searing to the heavens, peace and tranquility among us. No words spoken, no words needed just a glance or a touch.... Two souls collide, becoming as one they reach their ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barrier's there is no judgement. For what is felt, its pure from the heart.... Like rain in the misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on the roof top. Two hearts beat as one.... Author...Me... So be nice lol

Show Some Love To The Fire & Ice Crew
I want to thank the Fire & Ice Crew for leveling me up! You all rock!!! Peeps go some them some love! They're sweet people! Also I want to thank my hubby for talking to them. If it wasnt for him then I would of took me forever to level up. I love you baby!

Let's Say Thanks
Many of us are going to be spending the holidays with our families, but there are those that only wish they could, those ppl being our Troops. Please show your love and support by sending a card. Just click the link below. It only takes a minute. You will get to choose from a lot of different artwork done by children that submitted their wonderful work. If you can't do something for anyone this season, at least show your appreciation to theses brave men and ladies. They have family here on the home front that wishes they were home for the holidays as well. Thanks for your time!! **hugs** Link To Send Cards To The Troops: http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1024.html

Paul Harvey Riddle
Can you answer this riddle? Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end. Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I\'d like better. I\'d really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it\'s all right if you have to draw a line down the middle

Wsc Is Back
~&hearts~Good Morning!!! Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ Well YOLKs We love what we do and we do what we love! soooo... We're Back! Wicked Storm Crew is gathering again. Fubar has relaxed the bouncer, unfortunately as long as there are cheaters, he will always be with us. At least now the obvious cheats are known or will be because it's all old school. You, a keyboard, and as fast as you can manual comment. Period! When Rain and I started the crew thats the way it was, so we have decided to start bombing and commenting in contest again. Since the crew has been on extended hiatus we will only participate in three (3)contest at a time. You will find the new contest links below. If you decide that this is no longer for you please let us know, No hard feelings. If you decide to continue with us, also let us know and we are glad to have YOU. We have gathered some new members during the time off, so make them feel welcome. Lets get BOMBING!!!!! Bombing for tod

Howdee
I'm still alive and kickin I have just been busy with work and my sons and getting through the holidaze .... I'm still country as cornbred and raising my cornfed sons lol .... I miss hanging out around here but maybe next year I will be able to communicate more... Take Care everyone and Merry Friggin Christmas!! *Big Hugs and Flinging Kisses* Suzanne

Why
Why, Why, Why: *Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? *Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? *Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? *Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? *Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? *Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? *Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? *Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? *Whose idea was it to p ut an "S" in the word "Lisp"? *If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? *Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? *Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? *Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

The Water
when you walk the beach with the one you love think of those that walked it before you and the love they felt for the one they loved and the way the waves were comeing in that night the mood was set for true love! think about that when you are on the beach with the one you love!!!!!

Failure
Have you ever had one of those days where things just seem to point you into thinking that you aren't good enough? I had that for about half the day today. I know the things I feel like a failure at mean nothing to most people but thankfully, I'm not most people. I'm worrying myself sick over calculus. I seriously think I have a "D" in that class. This is not my normal school grade. In high school I had "A"s. Period. I finished 4th in my class. I get to college and it's honestly not that I can't do the work but that life got in the way so bad and I got so down and depressed and withdrawn that I barely could get out of bed on a day to day basis. I'm ok now. But I am seriously paying for those few weeks where I couldn't do what I needed to. I failed English because my attendance dropped too low. Calculus is... killing me. If I just had to worry about tests and quizzes in there I would be fine, I haven't just out and out failed any one assignment. However, I have to pass a test called the

Sick Again
im sooo tired of being sick. i get sick at least 2-3 times a month. i guess it comes with working at a daycare but no one else gets it as much as me. my emune system is like totally dead i think. about 2 years ago i was in and out of the hospital for my heart so maybe thats what happened...they didnt fix my heart problems and on top of that my little fighters are gone :(. i hate being sick and having no one to take care of me. well my mom does but shes sleeping and so is my sister. all i wanna do is cuddle and be held..that always helps.

Re: You Are A Terrorist.
RE: You are a terrorist. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] -RONPAUL2008- Date: 30 Nov 2007, 14:29 Attention everyone reading this, you my friend are a terrorist.That's right, a terrorist. Well at least according to The Violent Radicalization Homegrown Terrorism Prevention Act of 2007 It's already been passed by the House, next on to the Senate, and if it's already been passed by the House.. than it's going to have an easy time to push through the Senate.So, what does this all mean to me?" You may ask yourselves. It means that the government will have a panel APPOINTED BY BUSH who oversees. You, and You, and You, and You.. and You over there. They will look at your records of online activity.. they will look at your video rentals, your book rentals. They will talk to your teachers, your neighbors, your fucking priest. They will then hold a session...on whether or not to deem you a terrorist. Not only this, but they will litera

Check This Out
ok ppl. come and join my lounge. its called Big Daddy's and i want to build it up.l have come and joined me. so how bout all my friends come and check it out and join. atleast make me feel like i have friends. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52226 come and help bring up the lounge.

Dreams, Fantasies, & Reality
I've been asked so many times what I want out of life, but I just close my eyes and say "To be someones wife." But I know it will never be because my first love is dead and their is no reason for me to settle for second best. If I could find that type of love again were you feel like you've stepped off a cliff then I'd fight tooth and nail to make sure I could keep it. But dreams are not reality and fantasies don't come true I wish with all my soul That I could say, "I love you."

Hostage Drama At Clinton Office
Hostage drama at Clinton office Police have surrounded Hillary Clinton's campaign office in the city of Rochester, New Hampshire, after a man seized a number of hostages. Reports say four people have been freed, but it is unclear if there are other hostages still in the building. Police have evacuated the area and there have been no reported casualties, although the man claimed to have a bomb strapped to his chest. Mrs Clinton is at a Virginia party event and has had no part in the siege. Media reports said she cancelled a speech she was just about to make as news of the hostage crisis broke. 'Resources available' Police sent a tactical bomb unit and hostage negotiators to the scene. "The area is stabilised, we have resources available to us to handle the situation effectively and safely," said Rochester police department spokesman Capt Paul Callaghan. Hillary Clinton is not caught up in the hostage drama The man first released a mother and her

Get The Most From Your Cell Phone Battery
Lithium Ion Battery Facts Discharging: Lithium-ion typically discharges to 3.0V/cell. The spinel and coke versions can be discharged to 2.5V/cell to gain a few extra percentage points. Since the equipment manufacturers do not specify the battery type, most equipment is designed for a 3-volt cut-off. A discharge below 2.5V/cell may put the battery's protection circuit to sleep, preventing a recharge with a regular charger. These batteries can be restored with special equipment or by connecting the device to a computer using a USB cable. Some lithium-ion batteries feature an ultra-low voltage cut-off that permanently disconnects the pack if a cell dips below 1.5V. A very deep discharge may cause the formation of copper shunt, which can lead to a partial or total electrical short. The same occurs if the cell is driven into negative polarity and is kept in that state for a while. Manufacturers rate the lithium-ion battery at an 80% depth of discharge. Repeated full (100%)

Promo?
Someone wanna help out by doing some Earthwhore promo for me? I'm in need of people to spread the hatred. Earthwhore, whilst normally adopting the "fuck humanity" approach does require some people to listen and learn. Or for those pre-learned to show some support should they decide Earthwhore is for them. No doubt you're looking at facing a handful of Satyricon kiddies trying to judge me, but the little bastards need to be taught that Earthwhore is beyond judgement by the likes of them. Anyway if anyone wants to help out please send me a message. Yyseth

New Platoon
OUR LITTLE FAMILY IS GROWING SO INTRODUCING NEW PLATOON TEMPORARY PLATOON LEADER Mystic Warrior **MWT** Owner Mystic Warriors Tribe's mattie 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den &**MWT** Windtalkers Platoon**' snyder 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Real Wife of Mystic Warrior **MWT**' Amanda 'Amanda The Seductress 69 ~ & ~ RLW To ~The Real Flirt~**MWT** Wind talker's Platoon~ Vice' Vice

A Soldier
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing and reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness…should I fall. I have seen the face of terror; felt the stinging cold of fear; and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained, and hoped…but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten At least someday I will be able to say that I was proud of what I was…A soldier. Author Unknown

Who I Am What I Am
WHEN THE DAY IS LONG, AND I THINK ITS ALMOST OVER. THERE IS STILL SO MUCH WORK LEFT TO DO. THOUGH THE HOUR IS LATE AND I FEEL SO DRAINED, I FAITHLY ANSWER THAT CALL FOR HELP. NO MATTER THE HOUR NOR DAY THERE ALWAYS SOMEONE IN NEED OF HELP FROM SOMEONE LIKE ME. DID YOU EVER KNOW THAT I GO RUNNING HOME, EACH AND EVERY TIME I FALL DOWN. THAT DEEP INSIDE THIS ARMOR I WEAR, LAYS THE HEART OF A CHILD. YET STILL I STRIVE ON KNOWING THAT ITS MY DUTY, IT IS TRUTHLY MY GIFT AND MY CURSE ALL IN ONE. IVE BEEN SO CLOSE MANY A TIMES TO SAYING NO MORE, YET INSIDE MY SOUL BURNS TEH FIRE OF JUSTICE DONE. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF WHAT KEEPS ME STRONG, ITS THE FRIEND AND HERO THAT LIES IN YOU. A KIND WORD FROM A STANGER JUST TO SAY NICE JOB, THE ENCOURAGEMENT FROM A DEAR FRIEND HOLDIN ME CLOSE. IT KEEPS ME STRIVEING ON TILL I REACH THE SURFACE EDGE AND I COME BACK HOME AGAIN, ON A PRAYER IN THIS STORM YOU HAVE KEPT ME REACHING OUT IN FAITH, THAT ONE DAY I WILL FIND MY

More Questions
Last person you had a deep conversation with?: the cheater Where was the last place you went?: wal mart Does your Ex/Ex's miss you?: I would expect so-wouldn't you?!?!?! LOL Who is the last baby that you held?: Britany's angel Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?: not sure Are you ticklish?: hell yeah...and HATE to be tickled Can you scratch the small of your back?: ummmmmm...yeah Have you ever worn a crown?: yep Last time you saw fireworks?: 4th of july Who is the last person you hugged?: my son Do you have a black dog?: nope...white What should you be doing right now?: washing clothes What color is your underwear right now?: not wearing any What word comes to mind when you hear the word "stool"?: bar Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: amy Do you like coffee?: nope Are you missing someone?: not so much Reason behind why you last cried?: a cheater Reason you last had to go home and change

12/01/07
Tell me, When into my eyes you gaze. What is it do you see? Surely not my soul for its hollow, You gaze as if there is some burst of flame, Some light to keep you entertained.. Why do you hunger for my touch? It's always ice cold. I know you love me but I have to wonder why. I am nothing but an empty shell. A passing nothing searching for something in the night. A rushing wind of emotions that never cease to end. I don't know who I am. I am beginning to not care. Yet I hear you say you love me over and over. It is true without you I'd let my light extinguish entirely. When I am about to jump I feel you pulling tight. Why am I worth so much trouble? Is the price to save me really what you want to pay? 12/01/07

You Can Rate Pics Again!!!!!!!!!
Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give SO MAKE IT HAPPEN PEOPLE!!!!!

Relationships
So I'm driving to work at 3 in the morning, and I'm thinking to myself why is it that I have to put 5 girls together to make one thats right for me? Not that I am seeing 5 girls at once I just know of 5 girls in paticular who share interest with me and If I could take the things that attracted me to them away and put it all in one girl I would have Mrs. Right. I always just made exceptions instead of actually going for the right girl, you know I always said hey she is independent and honest so I guess the fact that she chain smokes a carton or so a day doesn't matter. Or, man she is a good mom and has a lot of loyality to me, so I guess its ok that she says she wishes I was dead and that she tried to hit me with the car, I mean it only happens when shes mad... Alright so fuck all of that this is what I am looking for and if you find it, see it hear of it or smell it let me know, cuz I'm tired of juggling these females around thinkin that one is going to eventually turn

My Good Friend Tracy Sent This To Me...well Worth The Read
I kick my own ass and wash my own brain. I push my own buttons and trick my own pain. I burn my own flags and roast my own heroes. I mock my own fears and cheer my own zeroes. Nothing can stop me from teasing my shadow. I'm full of empty and backwards bravado. My wounds are tattoos that reveal my true beauty. I turn tragic to magic and make bliss my duty. I honor my faults till they become virtues. I play jokes on my nightmares till I'm sure they won't hurt you. I sing anarchist lullabies to lesbian trees and love songs with punch lines to anonymous seas. I won't accept gifts that infringe on my freedom I shun sacred places that stir up my boredom. I change my name daily, pretend to be nobody. I fight for the truth if it's majestically rowdy. I brag about what I can't do and don't know. I take off my clothes to those I oppose. I'm so far beyond lazy, I work like a god. I'm totally crazy; in fact that's my job.

She
have a friend,her mom passed away, she called me today didn`t know what to say, sometimes i kind of get that way, i wish i were with her to stay, forever and a day, she makes me smile when we talk, i hope she likes to take walks, tell her that i dream of her at night, she asked me is that right, said yeah and they are always good dreams, i even sleep better, so it seems, even though we are not together, when i see her i hope i make her feel better, sometimes she is busy and i cant tell her how i feel, hope she wants to be with me still, if not i don't think i will ever feel, and probably rob,cheat,rape, and steal, you know better, because i am a decent man, show love when ever i possibly can, short, bright ,funny with no good tan, sometimes i sing too, think i am in a band, people look at me like i am crazy, not crazy , but sometimes i am lazy, especially on days when it is rainy and hazy, going to got get some flowers, maybe a daisy, okay back to my friend, the one i like so much, i w

Vampire
Lexi walks alone the darkened streets of her hometown. There are so many thoughts running through her head, so many emotions running through her heart. Tired of being alone and not knowing how to change that considering her circumstances, her deep shyness. She walks on, lost in thoughts of what might have been. The closer she gets to home the more saddened she becomes. This is her every night routine except for Saturday nights. She works all day and walks home alone at night to face an empty home. She lets the night engulf her and take her away with each step she makes. Walking into her yard and climbing the steps, she has her keys already out of her pocket. This was a habit that her mother instilled in her long ago. “Just in case someone was lurking in the shadows” she could get inside quick. Her keys slide from her hand, as it turns sweaty with the thought of a stranger possibly hiding nearby. She picks them up and lets herself in her home. Picking up the mail and tossing it on th

Bah Bum Bug
so the tree is up... fu is kinda dull... and its only 6pm so what to do now.... sit here starin at this screen go color my hair or im stuck on the or... im trying to stay up past 9pm tonight ...seems ive been crashing at 9 and im starting to feel old haha ....... anywho im bored with a captial B

Forbidden Love
They were together in the House.Just the two of them.It was a cold, dark, stormy night. The storm had come quickly.and each time the thunder boomed he watched her jump. She looked across the room and admired his strong appearance...andwished that he would take her in his arms, comfort her and protect her from the storm. She wanted that...more than anything.Suddenly, with a pop, the power went out... She screamed...He raced to the sofa where she was cowering. He didn't hesitate to pull her into his arms. He knew this was a forbidden union and expected her to pull back.He was surprised when she didn't resist but instead clung to him.The storm raged on...as did their growing passion Andthere came a moment when each knew that they had to be together.They knew it was wrong...Their families would never understand... So consumed werethey in their passion that they heard no openingof doors...just the faint click of a camera...........

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

These Demons
Here I sit, Fighting my demons. They want to take control, Floodng my thoughts as they see fit. Self-pity, self-loathing, they are my fight. To push them away is almost impossible. I try and I try once again, I almost get it right. My demons are clever. Creeping into my thoughts, Single threads of my enemy, Making me think I am doomed forever. These tears that spill from my eyes of brown, Leave hot trails down my cheeks. I can't let others view my plight, So, I have to be alone, no one around. My demons might win this round, I fear. Their claws dig deep into my soul, Piercing me with their evil intent. Doing their harm, telling me my end is near. ~~~Darkness~~~

Windtalkers Platoon Update
OUR LITTLE FAMILY IS GROWING SO INTRODUCING NEW PLATOON PLATOON LEADER cathy lostangel **MWT** mattie 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den &**MWT** Windtalkers Platoon**' snyder 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Real Wife of Mystic Warrior **MWT**' Amanda 'Amanda The Seductress 69 ~ & ~ RLW To ~The Real Flirt~**MWT** Wind talker's Platoon~ Vice' Vice 'Kittie Corpse~Suzie~Violent Sex Addict~**MWT**WindTalkers Tribe' ' 'trollsny**MWT**windtalker tribe' snyder

The Love Of My Life...hehe
Such an AMAZING woman. The way she's illuminated and completed my life is just a beyond belief experience if you will...i love her with every fiber of my being...i love every moment i'm with her :o)

Forsaken Cherry
just to piss the "assholes" off again, I am going to imitate them. remember when they had "Top 5 reasons MySpace Suck"?... well... top 5 reasons FuBar SUCKS 1) Everyone uses fake pics to look like a porno star 2) Fake internet weddings? Enough said 3) The answer to all complaints to admins " No our problem, not getting involved" 4) what is this? a popularity contest? why do I need to get a higher "rank"? 5) Why can't someone promote their pics on another site? Or their own site, Or ANY other site? Scared? They SHOULD BE... We Shall not be forsaken!

No Ordinary Love~for My Baby
I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give I gave you love I gave you all that I have inside And you took my love You took my love Didn't I tell you What I believe Did somebody say that A love like that won't last Didn't I give you All that I've got to give baby I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love When you came my way You brightened every day With your sweet smile I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby I'm falling

Please Read!!!!!!
OK I AM KEEPING THIS SHORT AND SWEET. THE BULL SHIT OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BREAK MY GIRLFRIEND AND I UP NEEDS TO STOP IT HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME AND SENT ME TO THE HOSPITAL WITH A HEART ATTACK IF YOU CARE AT ALL JUST LEAVE IT ALONE. THANK YOU MATT

The Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

A Letter From Roman
This is written by my friend Roman about some recent near fatal events that took place in his life. Just another reminder to me of what to put my focus on in life. Take nothing for granted..... I dont know how many of you heard, but I have been hospitalized for several weeks, almost died! That is not an exageration. A couple weeks ago they were assessing twice a day my percentage chance of survival. It was as low as 39% at one point. I had kidney and pancreatic failure, and severe pneumonia. If you have not had your hormone levels checked on your pancreas, please, I urge you to do so, it will kill you. And I am not exaggerating here. Well, originally we thought that I had alcohol poisoning, I went to a Holiday party with a buddy Weds night a couple weeks ago and we all thought that the holiday dinner I went to that evening, and the gin and tonics I had must have shocked my body. That wasn't the case AT ALL. I didn't know it, but, I started to have kidney failure and pancreas

Ohne Dich
Ohne Dich by RAMMSTEIN (English Translation) I will go into the firs, there where I her last seen, but the evening threw a cloth onto the country, and on the ways term edge of forest, and the forest rises so black and empty, pain me oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more Without you I cannot be, without you, with you am I also alone, without you, without you count ' I the hours, without you, with you the seconds stand, are not worth On the branches in the ditches, it is now quiet and without lives, and breathing falls me oh so heavily, pain me oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more Without you I cannot be, without you, with you am I also alone, without you, without you count ' I the hours, without you, with you the seconds stand, are not worth, without you and breathing falls me oh so heavily, pain oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more Without you I cannot be, without you, with you am I also alo

Leaveing Luv
lets help add some luv to one of our next Godfathers . plus he's one one the best friends / family that anyone could have . plus he always comes back to all his family / friends / fans to give luv back . lets show him lots of fubar holiday luv & send him to GodFather by Christmas . $r Whi+e Knigh+~Git R Done Rebels~Confederate Bombers(mod)

Blondes And Cell Phones
I went to the movie the other night. I sat in an aisle seat as I usually do because it feels a little roomier. Just as the feature was about to start a blonde girl from the center of the row got up and started working her way out. "Excuse me, sorry, oops, excuse me, pardon me, gotta hurry, oops, excuse me." By the time she got to me I was trying to look around her and I was a little impatient so I said, "Couldn't you have done this a little earlier?" "No!!" she said in a loud whisper, "The TURN OFF YOUR CELL PHONE PLEASE message just flashed up on the screen and mine is out in the car."

My All Time Favorite Poem (in A Poem-y Mood Right Now)
Hide me from me. Fill these holes with eyes for mine are not mine. Hide me head & need for I am no good so dead in life so much time. Be wing, and shade my me from my desire to be hooked fish. That worm wine looks sweet and makes my me blind. And, too, my heart hide for I shall at this rate it also eat in time. -Stan Rice.

~you're Lost~
You're lost I cant see you Nor can I hear you I Spotted a tear fall Your open eye Stares at me from afar Wondering why there is so much distance And in an instance I reappear Right in front of your eyes It's as clear as those drops of tears That I'm the one that clears you mind Brings you to a higher place Your fears only I erase I love you Yet I hurt you Tell you I'll stay true But yet I desert you Do I deserve you I don't know…

Matt
It's pretty obvious that Mateo was really named Matt- but because of the generic layout of his name, he decided the Musings of Mateo would seem much deeper than he actually he is and perhaps people would love to read whatever wisdom he could pollute the pond of the world that he could spew from a pretty unreliable mouth. So this blog attached to the societal nipple of Fubar might receive the attention of a few eyes to entertain and maybe impress from time to time. Know what time it is to lay down the hand. Until that time, here are the Musings of Matt.

Onions And Christmas Trees
ONIONS AND CHRISTMAS TREES A family was at the dinner table. The son asked his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?" The father, surprised, said, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20's, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30's to 40's, they're like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they're like onions". "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum,how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiled and said, "Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20's, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it's like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it's like a Chris tmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" "Yes. Dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Please Help Support Prothink.org
Please help support Prothink.org To all truth seekers, patriots, and activists: I have never asked anyone for donations before but I am at a point were I have exhausted and sacrificed almost everything I have to fight these criminals and now need to ask for your support. While some others are raising money to profit from the truth movement, I would like to get out there and get more work done with your support. I have a lot of great plans on the table in the near future. In order to fulfill these plans I need a video camera/microphone, laptop, dvds, travel expenses, and fliers. I am sure you realize that there is only so much one person can do without support. If you like the work I have been doing and want to see me turn up the heat on these criminals than anything and everything will help: Thank you again for you support. I am not doing this for profit because I have already spent thousands of my own cash in the last couple years but the tank is empty now so I am asking fo

Chinese Horoscope Tiger
WOOD TIGER Horoscope Jan 26, 1914 to Feb 13, 1915 Jan 23, 1974 to Feb 10, 1975 Tiger people are sympathetic, kind, emotional, and sensitive. At movies, they can cry their eyes out! Despite their kindness, they can be extremely short-tempered. The rage of Tigers is terrible to behold but it also gives them the adrenaline needed for the sublimest of bravery. The Tiger is also a deep thinker and can make the most astonishing intellectual connections, with great mental agility. On the negative side, they tend to be suspicious and a bit self-centered, OK selfish, and indecisive. Above everything, however, the Tiger stands as a supreme emblem of protection over human life, admirable always. Soup and Oolong Tea are among the keys to good health. Look no further than the Wood Tiger for true friendship. This compassionate human being is always ready to lend his or her shoulder for friends to lean on. Friends show a reciprocal spirit. When the Wood Tiger needs it, frien

If Any Wish?
ok guys and gals and Fubarians all over the world i just made apic for TEW....which she thought was very cool, using a program called COMIC LIFE i didnt make a full one but its like a profile pic done comic style! ican do the same for you as well just gimme apic and name u think that fits the person you are....and poof! you too can become a hero. Powers optional lol. contact me here and since the email here at FUBAR DOES NOT HAVE a file attachment i will need your email at times to send you the pic! Merry Christmas all HIGHLY

Love
Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; it does not behave unbecomingly and does not seek its own things; it is not provoked and does not take account of evil; it does not rejoice because of unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; it covers all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Taken from the New Testament 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 The verses above are the Bible’s definition of love. Isn’t this beautiful, don’t you desire to have this kind of love? I do! I have been around long enough to know what is best and that is what I choose. So I like to give the opportunity to others who may not have

Us Shoppers Killed In Gun Rampage
US shoppers killed in gun rampage A gunman has stormed through a shopping centre in the US state of Nebraska, killing eight people before fatally shooting himself, police say. A further five people were wounded - two critically - in the shooting at the Westroads Mall in Omaha. Police were called to the incident at lunchtime, when the centre would have been packed with Christmas shoppers. Police sealed the exits and emergency workers were seen ferrying stretchers into the building. 'Bleeding' Police were called to the centre at about 1400 local time (2000 GMT), after receiving a call from inside, said Sgt Teresa Negron. The incident is said to have taken place inside the upscale Von Maur department store, inside the shopping centre. At least some of the shots were fired from a balcony, police said. "We heard about 35, 40 shots, and on our way we did see someone down by the escalator, bleeding," witness Jennifer Cramer told local media, according to ne

What Is Loss
I resent What loss represents I resent What great loss presents So what’s the fuss about loss? Waiting! Debating! Contemplating! What is loss? Something you care about Taken away from you by force Creating total unforgivable chaos Thinking! Blinking! Seeking! What is loss It is a minus instead of a plus Hence the unmistakable fuss Death and sickness build up great grief Loss brings despair instead of relief And in loss itself I have no belief I resent What loss represents I resent What great loss presents Loss! An inequitable cause Thrown on you without a toss So you become very cross Because in your life you realize, you are never the only boss!

Who Wants Me For Christmas Free Give Away
Repost this as "Who Wants Me For Christmas" The 1st person to message me saying "I want you for Christmas." will be my fubar sweatheart... You will be suprised just who wants to be yours...You have to do this even if you are taken or you will have relationship issues. GOOD LUCK!!!!!!

Update
to all my friends, sorry for not being on or helping rate all of you.U see i have been dealing with a lot lately.Ok here goes I found out i have cancer so i have been going thru radiation for a bout 3 weeks and it makes me really tired and ill so i apologize to all of you now.. but the good thing is i had an ultra sound tuesday and the tumer is shrinking just a little but its a start. i have 3 really great friends that have been with me from the start of this i never would have made it this far without them cheering me on and just being supportive. So to all of you i love you with all my heart.and thank you for being there for me.and especially bill i will always watch your back like u have mine.I love you baby

HØw EnrØn WØrkëÐ Thë Prë§ïÐënt!
NOW LEARN THE TRUTH.....YOU WILL BE SURPRISED! How Enron Worked the President! This is an interesting bit of information that you don't hear much about. 1. Enron's chairman did meet with the president and the vice president in the Oval Office. 2. Enron gave $420,000 to the president's party over three years. 3. It donated $100,000 to the president's inauguration festivities. 4. The Enron chairman stayed at the White House 11 times. 5. The corporation had access to the administration at its highest level and even enlisted the Commerce and State Departments to grease deals for it. 6. The taxpayer-supported Export-Import Bank subsidized Enron for more than $600 million in just one transaction. Scandalous!! (Look below) BUT...the president under whom all this happened WASN'T George W. Bush. SURPRISE. It was President Bill Clinton! Pass this on so the whole Country will know. The Media Won't! ARE WE READY FOR MRS. CLINTON? NO WAY

Should I?
Just curious and looking for an opinion on wether I should delete this profile or not? Since I don't seem to get many visitors or people rating pictures anymore so I'm wondering if it's worth the effort to keep this page going. comments welcomed.

My Results: "how Do Men See You?"
Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You?

How To Be A Pimp Part 4
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com How To Be A PIMP Part 4 ALWAYS..... *Find ways to keep your women without kissing there ass. *Seek knowledge about the pimp game. *Be positive in everything you do,especially the pimp game. *Take care of the little things,and if the female is qualified make her take care of the big things. *Keep your mind on your money. *Live by the rules you set on your women. *Keep the pimp/bitch relationship well defined. *Be a puzzle to your women, that's a way you keep them. *Reemeber what you are, a pimp!!! *Remember, the only heaven for a pimp is the one filled with women and money. *Remember a pimp's wardrobe has to be neat and clean, his ride must be eye catching. A Playa only plays for so long, then he's played out. A Hustler only hustles for so long, then he's hustled out. A Whore only whores for son long, before shes whored out. A PIMP only pimps for so long and thats for life!!! From all the PIMPS I've known

Need Some Help
Written by honey for me and millerman THESE ARE SOME GOOD PEOPLE NEEDIN HELP ON A CONTEST I MENTIONED ONCE I NEEDED HELP ON MY CONTEST AND BOTH CAME AND BOMBED ME. EVEN THOUGH THERE BEHIND ON THERE OWN CONTEST THANK YOU MILLER AND TIGER FOR BEING SO UNSELFISH UNLIKE SOME OTHERS ON HERE THAT I KNOW HOPEFULL ULL GET SOME HELP FROM THIS *Just click the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=536764&i=2379762753 Thank you so much

Letter From Jesus About Christmas
Letter from Jesus about Christmas -- Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime. How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth, just GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that there wouldn't be any need for such a sc

More Thoughts
His glance from across the room brings terror. There is lust and desire in his eyes. I felt a tingling feeling, much to my own surprise. I dreamt of a touch that was warm and soft. An embrace filled with care. Now I am here lying with a ghost that was never there. The tender touch I thought I’d feel has left me with dismay for the scars across my tender flesh will never go away. I longed for him until that point when I felt him drawing near. I felt the bones crush as he held me, he laughed “how’s that my dear." The agony of the icy man that entered me that night has filled me with an ecstasy that was purely caused by fright. His fingers burned with such delight I could barely keep my breath. He’ll love you and seduce you in a way you’ll not forget. He’ll be the last you’ll ever have. He will see to that. As the months and years have followed he is with me all the time. At night I see him creeping, crawling, changing into the man he thinks I want to see. For that instant w

24 Hour Party People
As the new UK 24-hour licensing law comes into affect this month, what will that mean for the average clubber? Are we all going to lose it? Erica Samba-Ngoie investigates… For years, the UK press have been telling us how we’ve all become a nation of binge drinkers, how we seem to take particular joy in seeing how many vodkas & sambucas we can chuck down our throats on a Friday night, before being released onto the streets to fight and vomit with each other. Does relaxing the law on drinking then mean that we’ll all end up paraplegic, sorry, paraletic, or will we simply change our social habits to go out later and stay out longer? Earlier in the year, Ministry of Sound won the right to have its license extended. On Friday November 24th, you’ll be able to come to the club and stay drinking at the bar well past the usual 2am lock down. Naturally, we think it’s a great idea (as I’m sure you do!) but will that push the average Ministry of Sound clubber, as some people fear, into the

Ectasy
Bizarre assumptions and ludicrous twists Pointed daggers and random fists Jabbing and beating me into believing Laugh cause I know now – you’re so deceiving Smile my love and you don’t fight fair Made me believe, but it was never there You are the emblem of my weakness And the reason for my meekness Hit me thrill me hurt me kill me Touch me – I am yours. My strength was a thing unknown until I tried to break my own heart’s will Obsession you can be so cruel This silent torment – I am a fool I thought it was god I thought it was fate I found the truth but far too late It wasn’t my turn, it wasn’t my time I stepped off a sheer cliff, there’s nothing to climb Beat me bleed me break me feed me To my demons – I’m your science project. I only saw I wanted to see There was nothing to end my misery Hope is a boon and hope is a bane Hope was the source of my every pain Blinded by tears I vainly fought back God only laughed he cuts me no slack What was the point

My How The Mighty Have Fallen.......
Well, I won tickets to go see Van Halen in January. I was checking out alot of Van Halen vids of them live this year and I can truly say that this is really gonna suck.Van Halen is one of my favorite bands of all time but this isnt even a full reunion,Eddie's fat fucking kid is playing bass for them nowadays and Im even debating that. Every vid I have seen them in,it looks like Wolfgang is syncing to a tape.He's moving his fingers all over the fretboard but the damn notes dont change.A sure sign that they are using tapes to make up for the lack of Michael Anthony who the band shafted earlier this year. Eddie is playing great.He better after he kicked his meth and booze habit.David Lee Roth sounds good,better than he did in 1984 when I saw the original lineup last.Alex Van Halen is a fucking drum god and never disappoints. But that fucking Wolfgang is miming to a tape.I bet hes not even singing either.He's prolly lip syncing to that too. I hope these are good seats becaus

Good To Know
Pumping gas-good to know I've been in petroleum pipeline business for about 31 years, currently working for the Kinder-Morgan Pipeline here in San Jose, CA. We deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period from the pipe line; one day it's diesel, the next day it's jet fuel and gasoline. We have 34 storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Here are some tricks to help you get your money's worth: 1. Fill up your car or truck in the morning when the temperature is still cool. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground; and the colder the ground, the denser the gasoline. When it gets warmer gasoline expands, so if you're filling up in the afternoon or in the evening, what should be a gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and temperature of the fuel (gasoline, diesel, jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products) are significant. Every truckload that we lo

Metallica
I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops in me Now that the war is through with meI'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime noveltyTied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one Oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, help me Darkness imprison me All that I see Absolute horrorI cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine Has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearingTaken my armsTaken my legs Taken my sou

Shimmer - Fuel
She calls me from the cold Just when I was low, feeling short of stable And all that she intends And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label She says she's ashamed And can she take me for awhile And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past But maybe I'm not able And I break at the bend We're here and now, but will we ever be again 'Cause I have found All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade Away again She dreams a champagne dream Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper Lavender and cream Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her She says that love is for fools who fall behind And I'm somewhere in between I never really know A killer from a savior 'Til I break at the bend It's too far away for me to hold It's too far away... Guess I'll let it go

Psalms ; 31.. Verses 1- 10
1; In thee o Lord I put my trust.. let me never be ashamed.Diliver me into thy righteousness 2; bow down thin ear to me; deliver me speedily, Be thou my strong rock, for a house of defence to save me. 3; for thou art my rock and my fortress,therefor for thy name sake and guide me. 4; Pull me out of the net , that they have laid peivily for me, for thou art my strenght. 5; Into thy hand ; I commit my spirit,Thou has reedeemed me ; O Lord God of truth. 6 ; I have hated them that regret lying vanities,But I trust in thee Lord. 7; will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy; For thou hast considered my troule, Thou hast known my soul ;and advasaries. 8 ;And hast not shut me up into mine enemies ; Thou hast set my feet in a larger room. 9 ;Have mercy upon me O Lord ;For I am in trouble ;Mine eye is consumed with grief ;Yea my soul ; my belly . 10 ; for my life is spent with grief ;And my years with sighing ; My strenght faled because of mine eniquity,And my bones a

Attempt At A Song
sitting here listening to the songs that bring me down listening to how bad folks burn in a lake of fire and how someone is knocking on heavens door, relating to the lyrics in the sad sad song, feeling like i belong within within the lyrics of a song about a loser shaving his face with mace sitting here with my life revolving around tears and whiskey, both tasty a certain shade of bittersweet pain, redemption and blame flows through my veins replacing the blood that flows so quickly from the old familar sting looking within to analyse myself, to analyse the faults and evilness that lies within putting on a front to those nearest and dearest, playing it like i'm Dr cox quick of tongue and twice as sharp when instead i'm dreaming of a happier time sitting here with my life revolving around tears and whiskey, both tasty a certain shade of bittersweet pain, redemption and blame flows through my veins replacing the blood that flows so quickly from the old familar sting

A Long Time
Hey everyone. I haven't been online much other than quickly checking here and a few other sites. I was going to ask you all to re-rate me if you haven't already. I am slowly going through all my friends and re-rateing as well. Thanks you all *kisses* &hearts PS. This coming week is graduation week so between helping friends set up parties, and working. I wont be on much at all. Don't miss me too much ;)

Is It To Much To Ask
is it to much to ask ... for a hugg for a kiss for an i love you once a day for some understanding for some kind words for some kind of acknowledgment i guess so cause you give it to others and not to me

Two Days Off!
As of right now...I have 2 hours to go...then I am off for 2 fucking days! Can we say hot damn? So what am I to do? I am gonna drink me some jack...relax...listen to some music...play some video games and maybe get on the cam...maybe. LOL Definitly will be playing with my "toys" and "buzzing" all nite long probaby! :) I had to work with Ashley. OMG! The past two days with her have been a nitemare. I have lost IQ points with her! LOL For example she said that she didnt kno how to spell bananas until gwen stefani came out with that one song. OMG! CALGON! LOL Yesterday after work, I went to see Michael's ferret. Its a cutie pie. Got to see Libbie and Leland. Got to tell Michael about my day from hell with working with someone with no brains. And she is a supervisor...ummm...yea....LOL. "For once, I want *ONE* man to prove to me that they are not all the same!" I saw that quote in this graphic website and it just had me thinking...again...danger danger! I was s

Things That Bounce In My Head
I was just going through my friend request. Since the whole deleting of my account I decided u I was going to go back to the days when I had a small friends list and I didn't approve every invite annnnywho the point is going through them there is a 19 yr old that sent me a request yes yes I know age is suppose to be just a number just can't figure out why a 19yr old would want to be friends with a 30 something old lady... shrugs or maybe its because there are 20 yr old that hit on my daughter and its just weird to have someone that one hit you up... ha anyway think im done rambling here have a great week!!

Cumbersome
She calls me Goliath and I wear the David mask I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance But my old stone face can't seem to break her down She remembers bridges and burns them to the ground I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl Too heavy, too light, too black or too white Too wrong or too right, today or tonight Cumbersome Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less And I'm wanting her more The bitter taste is cumbersome Yeah! Ah, yeah, no... yeah. Ohhh. There is a balance between two worlds One with an arrow and a cross Regardless of the balance, life has become cumbersome

In Memory Of "our Precious Jynx"
I bought Jynx, our Himalayan kitten at Karla's Kritters Pet Store in Hemet, Ca 6 years ago. He was 6 weeks old. He was the sweetest... smallest little ball of fur. He was all white except for his dark gray face, his tail and his boots. He was our baby.... Literally our baby.... My kids found him this morning in the back room of our house... They were screaming.... crying.... He was almost dead. We dont know what happened. He couldn't move anything but his head. He seemed alert. He looked at me, tried to meow but couldn't. I wrapped him in a blanket and took him to the Animal Hospital.... They said he was too far gone. So, I had him put to sleep. My kids and I are so sad.... We will miss you our precious Jynx! I can't believe your gone. :*(

Poem For Grammy
Today makes a year since you have passed away I still remember that phone call, like it was yesterday. I had gone to Jury duty and came home to the message on the machine My Aunt Martha said you had passed...I had only wished it was a bad dream. The day after you died, I got your letter you wrote to me in the mail I couldn't open it for a few hours, I just held it to my heart and wailed. Then the day after that... I had gotten your beautiful and last Christmas card I hung it up with the rest of them , but doing so was very very hard! I will read it and hang it up every year and treasure my memories of you I never in my life thought my Christmases could ever be so damn blue! I miss your letters. I miss calling you. I miss your voice. I miss you so much. I loved you with all my heart Grammy, and my life you have forever touched. I am playing the tape you gave me, the one of the loons on the lake The loons are crying, and I am so sad and my heart i

Chapter #3: The Love Letters
Well dear reader, it seems we find ourselves here again. If you're just joining the Erotic adventures of Steve, then you can catch up by reading the first 2 chapters under my other blog "Sex Story in progress". Enough business, let's get on with chapter 3, shall we? As this is my storyline, I've decided chapter 3 will take a little turn for the romantic. This chapter will feature 2 erotic letters. Although not as graphic as the first 2 chapters, I think quite a few people out there will enjoy these letters as much as I did. Let's consider this: 2 lovers, far apart, but none the less severely attracted to each other. The idea was to write a letter to one another as to what a night would be like with the other. Not to hard, but exciting all the same. Especially when written with the other in mind. So, sit back, relax, and let's enjoy the ride together....... Letter #1 Over dinner you noticed my lusty gaze. The look you have grown to know. Grown to love, because you know what

Tool Concert Was Good
I know, I should be saying that it was awesome, rocked my world, whatever, but it didn't. I enjoyed Seether much more than Tool. I guess it is because Tool didn't interact with each other, or the crowd, and although they had a great light show, they had 10 minute musical interludes between songs, and it was sooooo boring! I guess it could have also had to do with the fact that I was completely exhausted and could barely stand up towards the end.. I dunno. They sounded great though!

In My Heart
I remember the day we first met The first time you smiled at me I saw heaven in your eyes I can't explain it But somehow you set me free I never thought I'd ever feel this way The way you made me feel that day You're in my head, you're in my heart Your eyes, that smile This feeling isn't going to go away Baby, you're in my heart to stay

Re: Elite Depopulation Agenda Gains Ground
RE: Elite Depopulation Agenda Gains Ground ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Dec 2007, 20:47 Elite Depopulation Agenda Gains Ground Another prominent scientist has thrown his weight behind the long term agenda to implement measures to stem the population of the planet, a view that is gaining ground with increased pressure on governments to act over climate change as the justification. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/101207Depopulation.htm =============================================== Well, this would give them what they need, and some new "left leaning" pro environment news sources pretending they have good goals when pushing Global Warming. R U ready to know what is really going on with chemtrails??? Here's a little teaser for what's to follow! If this doesn't give you a clue about what's been done to you and why, you have a lot more to learn from what follows......This should scare the living s

Lie To Me
Lie to me It’s what I’m used to. Let me go It’s what I need. Hold my hand But only for a minute. Take your hand And let it roam free. Don’t compliment me I won’t ever believe it. Just criticize me It’s the only thing I know. Don’t kiss me softly I won’t feel it. Don’t shower me with attention You’ll never see me grow. Don’t call me when you’re supposed to I’ll always be waiting. Don’t tell me you need me I’ll always need you. Don’t try to understand It’s way too complicated. Lie to me I’ll always be your fool.

Take It Or Leave It
this is to every one that doenst like my new pix I have a sex life and an open marriage and I like to document it. thats just the way I an I have never lied or tryed to hide it its part of who I am. I have never lied to any one about any thing. I dont play games If I said I missed you then I did! if I told you that I loved you then I do! I dont regret any thing I have said or done. if you can deal with that then too damn bad THIS IS ME TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. Peace Im gone JESS

Engel
wer zu lebzeit gut auf erden wird nach dem d ein engel werden den blick gen himmel fragst du dann erst wenn die wolken schlafen gehen kann man uns am himmel sehen wir haben angst und sind allein gott weiB ich kein engel sein sie leben hinyerm sonnenschein getrennt von uns unendlich weit sie mussen sich an strene krallen damit sie nicht vom himmel fallen erst wenn die wolken schlafen gehen kann mans uns am himmel sehen wir haben angst und sind allein gott weiB ich kein engel sein erst wenn die wolken schlafen gehen kann mans uns am himmel sehen wir haben angst und sind allein gott weiB ich kein engel sein

Lady Moon Shine Softly
Tune: "O Little Town of Bethlehem" Lady moon shines softly down To light the Earth below As we, her children, gather here Around the Yule fire's glow We wait for morning's dawning First light of holy birth Our Lady turns the wheel of life Her Son returns to Earth With joy we'll greet his dawning A new year has begun With increased light is bright new hope Reborn in Everyone.

Problems??
Just wondering if anyone else is having problems viewing pictures?? It seems like all the new ones I add when I go in to view them regular like everyone else they come up red marked. but the little default pic of each picture works just when I go in to fully view them Friends are always coming up red marked too. rarely one will work. Soo gahhh just wondering if its just me or its the site

Re: Major Scientific Study Says Global Warming Is Natural
RE: Major Scientific Study Says Global Warming Is Natural ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Dec 2007, 15:11 Consensus Shattered As Major Scientific Study Says Global Warming Is Natural The so-called scientific consensus that global warming is man-made has been shattered with the release of a major new study backed by three universities which concludes that climate change over the past thirty years is explained by natural factors and that attempts to reduce carbon dioxide emissions are irrelevant. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121107_global_warming.htm

The White Man
the white man made slaves out of the poor man for to long. he is evil. the white man is not discribeing some ones color. just there standing in the world the white man is the man who uses us to work and he collects the money. its like 99% for him 1% for us to fight over and he doing his job well he makes us fight with each other steal for each other even kill. we need to stand up agenst the white man. we are all slaves we work and work for what money just to give back to the white man. if we keep on doing this we are gonna be nothing but dogs to the white man waiting for his sraps. do you want your kids to come in to this world all ready giving there life to the white man. thats what he wants. he tell us that everyones equal that we all have freedom. do you think we have freedom

To My Dear Husband:
I think you have things a little confused. Here are the reasons you didn't get more than you did: 5 times you came home drunk and tried to screw the cat 36 times you did not come home at all 21 times you didn't cum 33 times you came too soon 19 times you went soft before you got in 38 times you worked too late 10 times you got cramps in your toes 29 times you had to get up early to play golf 2 times you were in a fight and someone kicked you in the balls 4 times you got it stuck in your zipper 3 times you had a cold and your nose was running 2 times you had a splinter in your finger 20 times you lost the notion after thinking about it all day 6 times you came in your pajamas while reading a dirty book 98 times you were too busy watching TV Of the times we did get together: The reason I laid still was because you missed and were screwing the sheets. I wasn't talking about the crack in the ceiling, what I said was, "Would you prefer me on my back or kneeling?"

Broken
Well my car is screwed. As long as it can make it till the end of the month and I get my tax money we will be fine. Then today the kids were home from school. Why? Cuz there was suppossed to be a huge ice storm. So with 5 crazy kids all cooped up in a house they some how managed to break the cable connection off my TV. Beth and I had to go to Seatonville in the POURING rain to get her tv. And its a pretty big TV too, so trying to carry it in the cold ass rain and Beths hand not working to well was not my idea of fun on my day off from work. I am cold, I am wet and I am just pissed off. Why is everyhing breaking for me? I can't take much more of this. If one more things breaks or goes wrong, well I guess I really can't do much about it, but I wont be happy.

Re: Londoners Interrogated Over Journey Plans
RE: Londoners Interrogated Over Journey Plans ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 11 Dec 2007, 17:43 Londoners Interrogated Over Journey Plans Londoners are forced to labor under the imposition of a surveillance state that makes them the most watched people on planet earth, but now they face further intrusion into their private lives on behalf of Big Brother inquisitors posing as ticket inspectors who are quizzing them about their travel plans and covertly recording the answers. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121107_journey_plans.htm

Who/what Is Your God/god? (part 1 Of 3 Reflections On Recent Shootings)
In the aftermath of Sunday's tragedy, I took a few days to reflect on this past year in light of a few heinous shootings in a couple weeks. Perhaps I will sound like one of those prophets of old when I say this but I can't shake the sense of tragic irony that the incidents in Omaha and the incidents in Colorado really took place in diverse places of worship. One god, called by many names: Wii, High Def, Adidas, St. Croix, Cabernet, Moet e Chandon, diamonds, chocolate, Mastercard, American Express, but it really all boils down "Materialism." Call me crazy but frankly that is the way much of the world view our focus on apatites. The other God we celebrate in this season more than most: YHWH, revealed in Christ, with us still in the preence of the Holy Spirit. One is real, the other isn't. And as I look around in this season, I ask, "which is which?" Now wise people may be inclined to say, "I have no god" but the question is larger than a statement of belief and religion/philosoph

Suzanne Vega-tom's Diner
I am sitting In the morning At the diner On the corner I am waiting At the counter For the man To pour the coffee And he fills it Only halfway And before I even argue He is looking Out the window At somebody Coming in "It is always Nice to see you" Says the man Behind the counter To the woman Who has come in She is shaking Her umbrella And I look The other way As they are kissing Their hellos I'm pretending Not to see them And Instead I pour the milk I open Up the paper There's a story Of an actor Who had died While he was drinking He was no one I had heard of And I'm turning To the horoscope And looking For the funnies When I'm feeling Someone watching me And so I raise my head There's a woman On the outside Looking inside Does she see me? No she does not Really see me Cause she sees Her own reflection And I'm trying Not to notice That she's hitching Up her skirt And while she's Straightening he

The Notes In The Jar...enjoy The Romance
Here are SOME of the notes I put in the jar... Leo's and Libra's are both romantics at heart and have one of the highest love compatibility matches. The Libra will provide the emotional nourishment that the Leo needs and the Leo provides the Libra with the protection and leadership they desire. Together they understand one another well. The only problems that occur in this relationship is when one may try too hard to please the other. A relationship between these two is one that will last forever. The average engagement lasts 6 months. Two out of five marry their first love. One in 5 men proposes on one knee. The word honeymoon first appeared in the 16th century. 'Honey' is a reference to the sweetness of a new marriage and 'moon' is a bitter acknowledgment that this sweetness, like a full moon, would quickly fade. It was believed that birds chose their mates on February 14th and because doves mate for life, they have become a symbol of fidelity. In 1970, brides

This Is Beautiful Ty Debbie Love You
Far away in Bethlehem, a Baby Boy was born; Born with neither riches nor with fame, Yet Wise Men came from all around to bring to Him their gifts, And peace was felt by all who heard His name. Angels watched Him as He slept, and gently rocked His bed; Their voices singing softly in His ear; His Mother and His Father both gave thanks to God above For the greatest gift of all, their Son, so dear. They knew His life upon this earth would not be filled with wealth, They also knew He would encounter strife; But most of all, they knew that He would be a loving Child, And teach the love of God throughout His life. At Christmas, as we celebrate this Birth of Jesus Christ, Let's keep in mind the truth of Christmas Day; For it's not the Christmas wrappings, nor the gifts that lie within, But our gift of love to others in every way... "Merry Christmas" & God Bless Your Friend always, Debbie

Crass Men
I had to block my first fubarian today. It would really be nice to come across a man who isn't coming at me d*ck first. Maybe just maybe if there were more genuine men, there would be less woman that felt the only thing they had to offer a man was tits and ass. Make them work for it, they aren't gonna take you home for more than anything than a bootilicous good time. Now don't get me wrong, I am far from being a prude, but I don't dig simple minded men, the ones that can't think passed the 1st level in Maslow's heirarchy. I love men, just not the crass kind. Soooooooooo if you are reading this and were thinking about shouting at me to talk sexy to you on the computer, move forward. Thank you.

Friends Or Not
I have been on Fubar for quite some time. This is my second account... the first one being Zealouskitten. I deleted the first account due to personal issues concerning my ex. I joined Fubar AKA CherrryTap in the first place as a means to meet people and have fun. Assuming that it was an adult site and that there would be adults on it. But like the old saying goes....NEVER assume anything!! It just amazes me the amount of immaturity and bs that here really is. Drama, lies, backstabbing, and fools that like to play with peoples minds and hearts. These people are the ones that really irritate the hell out of me. Some people are just a waste of webspace. I don't hold grudges or hate anyone. I have a little saying....when you were born you were crying and everyone else around you was crying...live your life so that when you die you are the one smiling and everyone else around you is crying. You make more friends by being yourself and keeping it real. Why do you have to lie about

Dj Dolls
THIS DOLL IS ... ON AIR NOW!!!! IN HOME OF THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME LISTEN TO SOME COOL TUNEAGE!! CHAT WITH ME... AND... GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR THIS PLACE IS TOO COOL TO MISS OUT!! SO WHATCHA WAITIN ON?!?!?!? DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ DOLLS~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT... NO

Headache... This Is Brilliant
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. S he was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, They passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her Straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dre

Looking For Work
Well, the job at AT&T Wireless, I had interviewed for has been filled, undoubtedly by a woman! I'm not being sexist or anything, but the store I applied to , only hires women. Everytime I've ever gone in there, there hasn't been a guy working, NEVER! I think that they do this because they think girls can apparently persuade people to buy shit better than a guy, which is probably true. But, at my last job, I was the second highest seller of AT&T phones in the entire district! I even pulled one store out of the hole by transferring there and largely boosting their overall and AT&T sales! I know I'm a good salesman and could have done the job with no problem. The way I see it, it's their loss! And RadioShack's for firing me! Well, moving on. Please continue to pray wholeheartedly for me, that I may find a job soon and get caught up on bills. Thank you for any and all of your care and support in any way possible throughout this long ordeal I'm going through.

My Fubar Page
I admit. I'm here for a semi-ulterior motive. I have a new blog (posted at the end of this post) where I am trying to sow the seeds of Utopia.However, in addition to that I will want to post things that will not fit into my other blog. Therefore, I joined up here as well and, when I come to a post that won't fit there, I will post it here.Anyway, enjoy!Be sure to visit my websiteJohn U. Seed's Seeds of Utopia

When You Have Boys...
you find out interesting things when you have sons, like ... 1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush

Alone
as i sit here alone i think of our good times wondering if u remember our kisses, our hands entwine wanting to make new ones alone with my mind wandering down memory lane alone wishing you were here alone with my thoughts alone alone alone

I Am The Blood Left Standing
I Am The Blood Left Standing I hear the voice of the Cherokee crying out in the night. I hear the voice of the lone wolf answer. Is this also my plight? On the horizon of many moons, I see the legends and hear them speak. I cry the tears of the Cherokee, they run freely down my cheek. You cannot take back what you have lost... or what has been taken from you. You can only ask the spirits to somehow see you through. For it is written in Cherokee blood spilled upon the land... I am the blood left standing. I hold the future in my hand. I will not crawl or grovel meekly this time. But I will not be denied... that which is mine. My forefather's left the spirits to guide me to this place... perhaps to prove to you I am also part of this human race. So look me in the eye, meet my gaze forthright. I am declaring my heritage, my birth and my right. 'Finder's keepers'. 'Loser's weepers'. I don't subscribe to this rhym

A Thought I Had I Thought I Would Share.....
Remember one thing in life... Your past is always going to be your past, there is no way to change it, all you can do is learn from it and try not to repeat the mistakes made in it... Your future is only what you choose to make of it, Good or bad is your choice and your choice alone... and your present in the interum between the two, it only lasts for a moment, but it is what defines and makes your past what it is, and it is what inspires the events of your future, so do with it what you will, but create only beauty in it...

Last Night
back story: lol So I hadn't talked to my old neighbor in like 2years. Since he graduated highschool bc after that he moved out. Then he saw my sister someplace since her and his sister are good friends... he asked her for my number but at that time I didn't have my cell phone. But I just looked him on myspace and then we talked like 2x's in msgs and he's like omg we have to chill and wats your number. like we used to be friends and chill randomly but not a lot. then we talked on aim and he invited himself over my house.... after two years is that a little creepy? and i mean he only ever came over my house 2'xs before when we lived next to each other. anyways, last night we hung out. he said he had a good time lol who knows. i met his roommate when i went to pick him up that was fucking funny. i was standing at the door and i never asked which apt was his so some kid was walking in and i'm like sorry but do you know anyone named "freinds name" and he's like "last name

Property For Saole(read- Funny) Lol
What makes 100%? What does it mean to give more than 100% Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ is represented as 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26. THEN...... H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% THEN K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% BUT, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E = 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T = 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, LOOK HOW FAR ASSKISSING WILL TAKE YOU. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G = 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% S0, ONE CAN CONCLUDE WITH MATHEMATICAL CERTAINTY THAT WHILE HARDWORK AND KNOWLEDGE WILL GET YOU CLOSE, AND ATTITUDE WILL GET YOU THERE, IT'S THE BULLSHIT AND ASSKISSING THAT WILL PU

Ok
fubar needs to stop messing with everything in this place cause i have to refresh every 3 minuts thats not cool even in my lounge i have to refresh every 2 minutes one of my friends said half the lounges are in constant refreshing

Angels
Friday i received so life shattering news. My Mom has lung cancer, She has been sick for a few weeks and finally she went to the Dr.and after many tests it was on paper that it was cancer. I am living with her now and i will be caring for her while she goes through treatment. With it being Christmas time its very hard to think of christmas. All i want for christmas is my mom to recover. Today i was walking around downtown and i looked up and there was a sign saying cancer survivor park. A fountain and placks about the chances of surviving cancer ect. I have lived her on and off for years and i never knew this park was there. I was feeling so lost and not sure of what was going to happen. After visiting that park i feel a lot better. Maybe it was an angel that led me there

Singer Dan Fogelberg, 56, Dies Of Cancer
Dec 16, 10:45 PM (ET) By NEKESA MUMBI MOODY NEW YORK (AP) - Dan Fogelberg, the singer and songwriter whose hits "Leader of the Band" and "Same Old Lang Syne" helped define the soft-rock era, died Sunday at his home in Maine after battling prostate cancer. He was 56. His death was announced in a statement released by his family through the firm Scoop Marketing, and it was also posted on the singer's Web site. "Dan left us this morning at 6:00 a.m. He fought a brave battle with cancer and died peacefully at home in Maine with his wife Jean at his side," it read. "His strength, dignity and grace in the face of the daunting challenges of this disease were an inspiration to all who knew him." Fogelberg discovered he had advanced prostate cancer in 2004. In a statement then, he thanked fans for their support. "It is truly overwhelming and humbling to realize how many lives my music has touched so deeply all these years," he said. Fogelberg's music was in the vein of fell

~ Elton John - Rocket Man ~
She packed my bags last night pre-flight Zero hour nine a.m. And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then I miss the earth so much I miss my wife It's lonely out in space On such a timeless flight And I think it's gonna be a long long time Till touch down brings me round again to find I'm not the man they think I am at home Oh no no no I'm a rocket man Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids In fact it's cold as hell And there's no one there to raise them if you did And all this science I don't understand It's just my job five days a week A rocket man, a rocket man And I think it's gonna be a long long time...

~ Guns N Roses - Don't Cry ~
Talk to me softly There's something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside i've I've been there before Somethin's changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you Tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that i never lied And please remember How i felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight An do

Leader In War Could Be Leader In Peace
In our contemporary world there are 245 entities, which include countries, independent states (both internationally recognized and generally unrecognized), inhabited dependent territories, and areas of special sovereignty. Almost all of these entities have fought some kind of war and battle in their history for various reasons, such as independence, religion, revolution, liberation, occupation, among others. According to war history, over 365 million people lost their lives in these wars, including ongoing ones. Unfortunately, the final number of war victims will never be known. For centuries, numerous wars were fought among countries, and in relation to that, we cannot ignore one country that has participated or had a big influence in many of them, especially recent ones: the United States of America. The United States proclaimed independence from Great Britain on July 4, 1776 but she was officially recognized on September 3, 1783, and since then, the USA was involved in over 28

Two Week Absense
So...good chance I won't get online tomorrow much, if at all...and then I leave Wed evening (after my wed afternoon exam) to head back home (east) for an 11 day stretch....there's a very good chance the next time I actually sign on here it'll be the new year so... That being the (very possible) case...hope everyone has a happy holidays...should you be celebrating any holidays...and I'll check in with you all when I'm back. Who (Eric) that's who. (oh)

Time To Grow Up People!!!
You know I'm getting so tired of all these "OWNERS" of lounges making their members choose between either other lounges or other people. I mean hello last time I checked it was a free country and that you are allowed to hang with whoever you want to. I thought this site was made so that people could come on here and enjoy themselves, but instead you have these "OWNERS" telling you what to do and who to do it with. And also you go into some of these lounges and say hi to everyone and get totally ignored cuz everyone in that lounge knows each other and doesn't feel like being social. I don't understand why everyone is the way they are on here. I mean it's suppose to be fun. There are a few lounges that I do go into that are very friendly and welcoming. I love going into my fave lounges cuz they are friendly. They only expect you to be you and don't critize you for what you say or do. I wish that more lounges were like this, but unfortunately there are those "OWNERS" that tend to go

If I Were Ole Santa
If I were ol' Santa, you know what I'd do; I'd dump silly gifts that are given to you, and deliver some things just inside your front door, things you have lost, but treasured before. I'd give you back all your maidenly vigor, and to go along with it, a neat tiny figure. Then restore the old color that once graced your hair, before rinses and bleaches took residence there. I'd bring back the shape with which you were gifted, so things now suspended need not be uplifted. I'd draw in your tummy and smooth down your back until you'd be a dream in those tight fitting slacks. I'd remove all your wrinkles and leave only one chin, so you wouldn't spend hours rubbing grease on your skin. You'd never have flashes or queer dizzy spells and you wouldn't hear noises like ringing of bells. No sore aching feet and no corns on your toes; no searching for spectacles when they're right on your nose. Not a shot would you take in your arm, hip or fanny from a doctor who thinks you'r

My Lost Love... I Promise You This....
I have loved deeply And I have lost greatly And to you I shall leave alone For you have cause me Great Pain And horrible sadness in my days We had a wonderful thing going Evenings shared in magical bliss Wild and free in the dreams of the night knowing that our love was the purest of joys Nothing could ever keep us separated from one another Till the day I had ruined it all With simple spoken words of wrong Never did I fail to see what was done Till that faithful day I had lost you my love Never is there a day that goes by That I do not forget the pain I've done Nor the pain and hurt I have received in kind Of my words spoken in depressed and hurtful tones That I have relived to lately have caused us to part so quickly To you I make this Blood promise That I shall never more cause you pain Nor shall I ever be hurtful or hateful to you For I am now nothing more then a lost and saddened soul That is roaming this quiet world forever to be alone.... St

Wtf??
Somehow I lost 75 friends last night.. I had a lil over a 1000 then today I only have 900 something.. has anyone else noticed friends disappearing in the last cpl days??? WTF I say!! If you have.. msg me and let me know.. pls

Last Night.
I reached a whole new level of insanity. This will make sense to people that have seen Bedazzled. So last night when my sister came over I started to bug her to take a picture with me. She hates taking pictures so I love to make her do it. Anyway she kept refusing so I told her not to make me compose a sonnet about her hair or sing about our friend the dolphin. She didn't take me seriously so Luvy ran off and got me a ukulele. I followed her outside while she put the carseats in her car strumming said instrument and singing said dolphin song. At first she wanted to beat me to death, then she realized that I looked so stupid doing this in the snow in pajamas, that she laughed. When we got inside Luvy made the dolphin noises and we all laughed.

Sibi Rules!
I was outside having a cigarette yesterday when I hear Sibbers, yelling inside. Naturally I assumed her and her brother were either wrestling, torturing Luvy, or just play fighting. I toss the cigarette and walk in to hear her screaming, "I'M A ROCKSTAR! I'M A ROCKSTAR!" LOL Damn that kid makes me proud.

My Best Astrological Match
Scorpio, the Scorpion (October 24 to November 22): This powerful and passionate partner is just your type. Initially, a Scorpio may catch your eye with their confidence and determination. But as you get to know them, you're even more likely to be drawn to the firmness of your Scorpio's convictions and the strength of their desires. People born under this sign often have magnetic personalities. They're also usually able to communicate with a great intensity of emotion. Be aware, because of Scorpios' strong, passionate natures, they sometimes have a tendency to become jealous or critical. However, a Scorpio's love can also be exceptional in its depth and potency. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Scorpion to have a high libido that keeps them sexually charged. In general, Scorpios are people who feel deeply and react strongly to their emotional perception of the world around them. Although Scorpio is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other

Simple Pleasures Rest On Complex Piers
Simple Pleasures Rest on Complex Piers Simple pleasures rest on complex piers Engineered to stand against the wind, A latticework of love that lasts the years, Steel lace on which we ply our passions blind. On certain days, however, we recall Necessary links to worlds below, Seasons of remembrance that with small Gifts of grace rekindle what we know. Revel, then, within, and celebrate Each tangled thread that binds you to your life, Embracing the regrets that are your fate, Traveling again the roads to light. In such sweet seasons love, however wrought, Neither what you feared nor what you sought, Grants audience to sentiment unstained, So pure but treasured tinctures are retained. And a HAPPY NEW YEAR

Fuck This Place
Why should it even exist. i must be really unfuckin cool.if i cant even make friends on this dumb ass site,where people think there shit dont stink. fuck them. this whole site is nothin more then fakes and liars. tryin to make people think somethin there not.i though this place would of been cool,not gay like mysapce. And the people with nsfw pics,why post if u wont let people see and if we do see "ur not here for sex" well dont post that shit fuckin tease, skank, slut. Yea im pissed,pissed at you the person laughin with the incrowed on fubar. bout to be ratin this blog a 1. well go ahed. i dont care. And to my friends on my list jus go fuck ur selves ur not my friends, u did it for the points, and so "ur profile would look cool" fuckin conformists. Most of u posers wouldnt know a good thing if it crawled on ur nono part and rubbed it, but then again none of u are horny jus wanting to level up and gain fubucks. So for my ending comment. Take a full body shot so i can tell if ur fat or

Rules For Sean's Fu-girls
Due to recent events I have made these rules for all of Sean's (aka DJ Khaotic Wolf) ex, present, and future fu-girls. #1) Please do not talk to me like I'm your best friend. I am not your friend I am Sean's friend. #2) I do not care about you or your problems. I care about Sean. If you last more than six months I may come to care about you, but until that time I just do not care. #3) I am Sean's coworker. He does not need for me to know all of his relationship details and personally I do not need to know them all either. So please do not tell me about them. Thank You. #4)(Last but not least) If you are PSYCHO I am definitly not talking to you. I am not in the mood for your psycho shit I have got enough problems of my own then to deal with yours also. Especially if I do not know you. I'll probably add more rules to this list but until then if you do not like these rules please see the manager (aka Sean aka DJ Khaotic Wolf). Thank You!!!!!!

Grandfather Passed Away Today
I just wanted to say thanks for everyone being there for me today offering me your condolences, thoughts and prayers. It means so much to me now, in my time of grief and sorrow. Im going to try and keep my chin up and my head high. But again thanks everyone for all your support... Much love for you all.

Santa'pissed
Twas the night before Christmas old Santa was pissed, He cussd out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, Ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind, To scrap the whole works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year Instead of "Thanks Santa" what do I hear.. The old lady bitches cause I work late at night the elves want more money And the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is Pregnant Vixon has AIDS And just when I thought That things would get better, The IRS, They sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes, If that aint damn funny.. Who the hell ever Sent Santa any money? And the kids these days, They all are the pits. They want the impossible, Those mean little shits. I spent a whole year Making wagons and sleds with no request for them They want computers and Robots, They think I am IBM If you think

Why Am I A Hypnodomme?
WHAT'S SO APPEALING ABOUT HYPNOTIC DOMINANCE? I've been thinking about dominance and why is it so appealing to me. I'm not into pain or humiliation. I'm not harsh and I'm not interested in excessively needy men. I can wash my own car and do my own dishes (smiles - although I certainly am not opposed to being served in that way.) It's just that.. I'm a strong woman who enjoys having people see things my way through gentle persuasion and just a wee bit of charm :) While it isn't the "typical" Domme approach, it works for me and I admit I take pride in the fact I can accomplish what I want in that manner. So... if I'm not into pain or humiliation, not harsh... and I'm attracted to strong men, what is it that pulls me so to dominance? I've always been attracted to strong men who can make their own decisions from day to day but, who from time to time, just want and need to let go. (I love that saying - "I'm strong enough to stand. I choose to kneel.") Nothing is more appealing than a

Tazzy At Hell Fire
COME SEE DJ TAZZY AS SHE HEATS UP THE AIR WAVES!!!!!!! CLICK PIC TO ENTER HELLFIRE AND BRIMSTONE!!!!!!!! (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2007-12-19 10:07:55') (repost of original by '~§wèèt ßåbýTåzzý69~' on '2007-12-19 10:12:15') (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2007-12-19 10:22:15')

In This Lifetime...
In this lifetime there will never be another. Who has captured my heart, Encouraged my soul. Taught me to love as deep as the ocean is wide. Helped me spread my wings as wide as the sky. Opened my eyes beyond what I could truly see. I love you with all of my heart... Becky Leanne

Lies
Lies hurt more than the truth why do I live in self pity and expect disappointment more then optimism or does enjoyment lead me to new worlds which I can not live on the air is getting thin and I want to stay for some time too bad I can not live in my dreams for then utopia would be reached wouldn't it

Autophobia
Autophobia Mascara stains on my pillow Another night alone The tears stream down my face, Washing away the make up That covers up so much more then blemishes. I am missing you I am missing us. But I am trying so hard to be ok How can I ever be ok with u If I’m not ok without u first I remember the girl i used to be I remember how lost she was inside Never knowing who she was Or what she could be But I didn’t need to know then Today I am still that girl But so worse off then i used to be I am alone I am stuck with me There is no one to get lost in, No one to focus on No one but me So I must face her. My worst enemy My least favorite person My biggest fear Myself.

My Daughters Surgery
Hi yall so i found out when my daughters surgery is gonna be......it is january 16th, it is to remove a cyst in her throat please keep her in you thoughts and hope that she makes a full recovery... Thank you

You Get What You Pay For
Because my husband has been unemployed the last two years, he'd been appointed a public defender. Much to his chagrin, however, the public defender's office has largely an incestuous relationship with the county prosecutor's office. The two offices basically work together to negotiate the outcome of every poor sap's fate, and then present it to the sap in such a way as to imply that there are no other options (i.e., "take it, or else"). We discovered that my husband's cousin (I think it's a cousin, but at any rate, is an estranged relative of sorts) worked in the public defender's office. Worse, she was blabbing her perception of the story to anyone who would listen. Naturally, we were concerned about the lack of confidentiality, and asked to have a public defender out of a different office to represent him. Instead of honoring this request, the state public defender's office decided that he didn't need an attorney after all, much less an appointed one, and thus my husband was now

What's Going On
**about blog** This is to relieve stress from my girlfriend's mood swings and snapping on me as well as me to keep a journal of the experience. **First entry** So today Megan got mad at me for not being at my house but hanging out with a friend. Now she won't talk to me yet again. These mood swings are starting to kill me and tire me out more then normal. I'm afraid for next semester since I have school, work, and this pregnancy.

Yet Still
The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my heart beats and soul bleeds Things maybe fine on the outside but on the inside things are filled with pain The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my heart beats and soul bleeds Things are hard to figure out with everything that goin through my mind The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still myheart beats and soul bleeds If you could only see the pain I hold inside The lights fade fast and then darkness appears Things maybe cloudy and unclear and not the way they should be but one day things will be clear and the way things were meant to be The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my heart beats and soul bleeds If your friendship is all I can have then I am fine with that until the day you decide that you want more then I will figure out what to do when the time comes The lights fade fast and then darkness appears But yet still my hear

Pain Surrounds This Soul
Pain makes this heart heavy Tears fall from these tired eyes Darkness fills this heart and soul Clouds form over this weary head One thing is clear the sun is gone Pain makes this heart heavy Tears fall from these tired eyes Darkness fill this heart and soul Clouds form over thos weary head Everything that comes with darkness fills this soul If theres one thing one word one way or one person who can take these clouds away Just lift all that surrounds this weary soul

Where?
Love is in those eyes but where are they looking? See: it’s not that they haven’t had the time to settle, the opportunity, or the space, it’s just that they wonder too much. Questions Questions Dialogs and it’s all written down. There is never a lie when- it’s all written down. So I turn phrases and ask questions and write them all down. down down down Then I look and see your eyes and remember that there is nothing to remember. So I cast mine down down down Then I brush against your side I fight I try I hide and still down down down So I write this down and take it off my chest. Let myself try to relax and try try try to learn the very best. Keep the questions Ask them. Argue them. Know the meaning. Questions Questions and dialogs are seeming to become more of a way of life then a mission for times of ripe lies whys? and mine’s. Because in the end that is it: Questions: Questions: Dialogs: Mine.

Just How It Is I Guess
Loving you Isnt the right thing to do How can I ever change things That I feel If I could Maybe Id give you my world How can i When you wont take it from me You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way Tell me why Everything turned around Packing up Shacking up is all you wanna do If I could Baby Id give you my world Open up Everythings waiting for you You can go your own way Go your own way You an call it Another lonely day You can go your own way Go your own way

I've Got My Sights Set On You
& I'm ready to wait! is it sad that I love Miley Cyrus??? I do its funny. So today..DEPPER training was like "sweet" in a sense..actually I sat there & was showing everyone at the station amazing videos lol ...man I love this shit. I don't know where the cute boy shorts I got last night are :( someone should...yeah...let me know lol cuz seriously FUCK i'm not of sound mind right now...

Practice
you practice hard all week, then the weekend comes around. This race means everything... its for the championship. Your tied for first in points. You take your practice laps and then race your first moto. You got second... and the person your tied with got first. You go back to the pits and get ready for the second moto. The moment you've been waiting for has finally come. Your sitting in the gate waiting for the 30 second board to come up. You and 39 other people waiting to rush into the first corner. The board comes up... your heart is pounding, you can't even breath. Within 3 to 5 seconds it all comes down to the start. All your doing is concentrating on the gate.... nothing else matters.Waiting... Waiting...... the gate drops. I am a motocrosser, and this moment right here... is what i live for.

All I Want For Xmas
I have had many people ask me what I want for Xmas and all I can think of is to see my daughter smile and to hear her laugh the way she did before that monster she called Daddy changed her forever. When I close my eyes I see the smile of my baby so sweet and innocent at the age of 6 mos,1yr,4yrs old! She had an infecticous chuckle was always smiling people would stop us in the street and say oh she is so cute like a little Shirly Temple! She still smiles she still laughs but its different a little more hallow and little more jaded. So my Xmas Wish would be for her to laugh and smile that way again. That's it I need nothing more.......

Ensign: Our 2007 Christmas Letter
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 21 December 2007 We’re really on the last few weeks of 2007? Where does the time go . . . I suspect it’s gone to our kids (you read that right) as an investment. Martha gave birth to our second child and first son at 11:30 in the morning on July 2. Jeffrey Robert Alvin is already getting pretty big . . . by December 10, he’s 26 ½ inches long and weighs twenty-one pounds. Not bad for a five-month-old, I’m told; at birth he measured twenty inches long and weighed 7 pounds and 14 ounces! And like his big sister Sarah, he’s just more curious all the time. Regarding our firstborn, Sarah is getting to be such a big help around our house! At twenty-one months as we’re writing this, she’s someone hard to keep tied down. She runs when she can w

X-mas Cookies
Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Crown Royal - Sample the Crown Royal to check quality. - Take a large bowl, check the Crown Royal again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. - Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. - Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. - At this point it's best to make sure the Crown Royal is still OK, try another cup.. Just in case. - Turn off the mixer thingy. - Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. - Pick the frigging fruit off floor... - Mix on the turner. - If the fried fruit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a dewscriver. - Sample the Crown Royal to check for tonsisticity. - Next, sift two cups of

Its Already Over
You never go Your always here (suffocating me) Under my skin I cannot run away Fading slowly I'd give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again I know it's already over, already over now My best defense, running from you I can't resist, take all you want from me Breaking slowly I'd give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again I know it's already over, already over now! You're all I'm reaching for It's already over All I'm reaching for! It's already over now I'd give it all to you I offer up my soul It's already over, already over now! Give it all to you Letting go of me Reaching as I fall I know it's already over now Nothing left to lose Loving you again! I know it's already over now! It's already over now! I know it's already over, already over

Shot Gun Blast
ok so this is what we call in the Army a shot gun blast. AKA an if the shoe fits wear it kind fo thing. I just got done with a rather bizar conversation with a woman that is using a MUMM do decide if she should stay with her hubby or not. Long story short there are far more issues there then whether or not she should stay with the hubby here is my thing...... Some of you people have a hard time discerning the difference between your real life and your internet life. SOme of these lives are so intertwined that the line between reality and fiction is not blurred but erased completely. Folks I ahve never seen more people with more issues on the internet than i have in this past year. I have had converesation where people have had to deal with incest drug addicts rape torture lack of money to pay for bills things getting shut off. The common denominator is this.....people living beyond their means and a total lack of communication between the two adults involved. Its easy folks get rid

Words Of Inspiration?!?!?!
So im sitting here thinking.....i know you all can smell the smoke but oh well. I have a lot of friends that are going through rough times right now, alot of friends that hurting and are having to make decisions that are in no way shape or form easy to make. I have no great words of wisdom for you, what i do have is this...Do what is best for you and your own. If you have to leave the area in pursuit of a better life than do it. Leaving friends is hard losing your family is heart breaking. Above all else when you find yourself digging yourself into a hole do yourself a favor and put the shovel down. Have faith in yourself and the God that you believe in and thats it. For the powers that be do not give us any task that we cannot accomplish on our own. Do not rely on anyone else, they will let you down. I have learned in this 30 years i have been on this earth, (there are days i wake up and it feels like 60), that only you can do for you, people may or may not cut you a break but for

Jessi's Favorite Performance
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Just A Reminder For Local Friends
I would like to invite you all to come up to Down The Hatch North in Mt Morris for their Christmas Party..Its gonna be alot of fun...There will be a 50 50 drawing as well as cheap jello shots and shooters...There will not be any drink specials but I know the manager-bartender personally and she will be making the drinks extra strong...For u beer drinkers you can get a small pitcher for 3.00 and a large pitcher for 6.00....Gene the dj will also be there suppling over 80,000 songs for karaoke or even if u just want to hear something....I hope to see you all there...I will be up there at about 9pm and staying till close...Again hope to see you all there :-) ~Danielle~

Please Read And Repost
This is really sad. Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

Happiness....
I am happy once again because I have decided upon some urging from ohio and alot of TLC here in AZ, to make it work with my wonderful husband. We may have had some rocky times but I am confident that we can make it work as we have both realized how much we really are in love with each other. Also, we have managed to work out alot of our problems that were leading us to a painful divorce. Divorce, I've had a couple and they are not fun, I am ready to fight to make it work. I am optimistically hoping that he is just as genuine as I am this time.

Illinois Statewide Public Smoking Ban In My Opinion
Illinois has now become the 19th state in this country to impose a statewide public smoking ban that will take effect on January 1, 2008. Ok.... Now, the Governor and the legislator's of this state have lost their minds. Once again, government wants to dictate to the American people what is and is not good for them. Everyone already knows that smoking is not healthy and we don't need the government to tell us that. Prohibition didn't work in the 1940's and this won't work either. The city of Chicago has taxed the hell out of cigarettes. A pack of smokes in Chicago cost anywhere from $6 to $8 a pack. The black market for cigarettes in Chicago is now alive and thriving. You can buy smokes on the black market in Chicago for $3 a pack. Hmmmm..... sounds like a lot of lost state and city revenue. Smart move Chicago. The State of Illinois has taxed the shyt out of cigarettes and now a Statewide Public Smoking Ban takes effect on January 1st. No smoking allowed in ba

Thanks For The Lovin Yall
I normaly thank everyone in the shoutbox once you add me but for some reason mines not seeming to work......So I thought I would say thank you to each and everyone one of you that has added me......Even more thanks to those of you that rated and faned me.......Merry Christmas to yall.....take care Reneck P.S. I love talkin to new people so hit me up on yahoo or aim......

Kevin, My Son: 10/21/93 - 12/07/07
Kevin, my son of 14 years, was just being himself, a Autistic boy, who just wanted to go to school. Tried to be a big boy, and go himself... Was struck by two SUV's, crossing the road. And passed away at 12:05pm that day. He'll always be in my heart and in my thoughts... God Bless him, cause I miss him so... I love you and miss you Kevin, my son... Daddy

Birthday Boy
yeah! pain last time i saw you i was holding your hand and i couldn't wait 4 u to leave i knew right then that it was over and done and i couldn't believe that i was free help me now i'm going down and i don't know if i'll be ok i'll be around i'll be in town if u need a place to stay when the wind blows and there's a chill in the air i hope that someone is taking care of u i'm alright yeah, i'm really ok just so you know i'm always there 4 u help me now i'm goign down and i don't know if i'll be ok i'll be around i'll be in town if u need a place to stay

Most Guys Make Me Sick
This was a funny message… His name online is Porn King. He writes, —————– Original Message —————– From: Porn King Date: Oct 22, 2007 10:39 AM you wanna hang with a real man? This is not a bad message at all! In fact, confidence is a great quality to have! But out of ALL the names you could have chosen, did ya have to go with “Porn King”? I don’t think “real men” flaunt their porn addictions on the internet. Nice try though! A random stranger named Chaz says, —————– Original Message —————– From: Chaz Date: Nov 13, 2007 4:13 PM hey girl lovin those bubbs how bout u hook me up with some nude pics or half nude pics even if u don’t luv ya anyways or maybe we can just talk I like how Chaz’ sentence started out all strong, “Nice bubs, send nudes, or half nudes!” Then, he cowers like a little boy, “I just realized I sound like a complete idiot, maybe we can just talk…” Not OK buddy. I

Letter From Jesus
Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime. How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth, just GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that there wouldn't be any need for such a scene on the town square because there would be many of

All The People Who Know Or Are
I want to tell all the people that are Married in a relationship or Just plain know someone overseas fighting for us this Chistmas My payers are with U all and too all the Troops fighting for Us I want to thank you and Have a great and safe day and Holidays we are all thinking of you MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Son-in-law
A mother was walking down the hall when she heard a humming sound coming from her daughters bedroom. When she opened the door she found her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What are you doing?" she exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." Later that week the father was in the kitchen and heard a humming sound coming from the basement. When he went downstairs, he found his daughter naked on a sofa with her vibrator. "What are you doing?" he exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." A couple of days later the mother heard the humming sound again, this time in the living room. Upon entering the room, she found her husband watching television with the vibrator buzzing away beside him. "What are you doing?" she asked. He replied, "Watching the game with my son-in-law."

More
Another Hope I sit here with a broken heart thoughts swimming through my mind love unanswered left behind All that I hoped dreamed and longed for thrown aside lost forever In the stillness of the night I gaze upon luna and hope once again By Kevin aka DaBoMb

Some Of The Dark Stuff
"the pain of loss" you fill my mind eerie thoughts swim my soul cries out over and again the world spins round me always out of reach and always and ever thy heart beseech forever and always til time be done know that thou art the only one true love of mine heart true sound of my soul always the one always the toll By Kevin aka DaBoMb

People Are Fucking Scum!
well here it goes my xmas eve pissed off rant...Tonight we where spposed to close at 6pm...but my last coustmer i had was soo fucking dificult she had a few 100 dollers worth of stuff i had rang up then she told me she needed things in seprate transactions...wich she should of if she had a fucking Brain told me that befor i started ringing here stuff up! then she kept holding me up thinking if she still wanted things...telling me to take things off...it got so bad the GSTL(manager) was telling her she had to leave, but she refused to....so after finally ringing it all up the bitch trys to make it up to me by buying me a candy bar...as calmly as i could right befor i was about to snap i told her i didnt want it, finished her thing and left..... at this point its way past 6pm...ok im done for now...merry xmas or whatever the fuck u celibrate..... Another adition to people who should be killed fuckers who shop on the day befor xmas!

Dido-here With Me
I didnt hear you leave I wonder how am I still here I dont want to move a thing It might change my memory Oh I am what I am Ill do what I want But I cant hide I wont go I wont sleep I cant breathe Until youre resting here with me I wont leave I cant hide I cannot be Until your resting here with me I dont want to call my friends They might wake me from this dream And I cant leave this bed Risk forgetting all thats been Oh I am what I am Ill do what I want But I cant hide I wont go I wont sleep I cant breathe Until youre resting here with me I wont leave I cant hide I cannot be Until your resting here with me ------------------------------------

Lucky Life
I just caught up to the Fubar Level of the person who invited me to the site...fancy that...lol. Of course, when she opens up her gift under the Fubar Tree she'll vault back over me again, but for the moment at least we're equals. Kinda cool. So, anyway, here it is Christmas morning and I sit in bed typing away on the laptop on Fubar just blissfully musing about life, and not really ready to join it yet...lol. Laundry needs to be done, I need to scrape the fuzz off my face (meaning, shave) and shower, I need to feed myself (that one'll be motivating my ass really soon)...you know, the usuals. But since it is Christmas, it just makes one muse about life in general... I was raised an only child...my mom tried to have another child before me and it just didn't work out (stillborn), and since she was extremely sick, I wasn't only raised as a son, but as a nurse for her as well. That role in life kept me very sheltered and very close to home...and damaged me more than I'd realize

Weird Dream
Ok so I had this dream last night. I woke up thinking to myself that I was insane! Ok tell me what you think... Ok I dreamt I was in this nice big home that was surrounded by gates and I lived there with my hubby and my son. Well for some reason I was scared of my hubby. I mean hes nothing like this in real life so thats why this is a weird dream. But I was petrified of him and just so scared to leave. He was plotting to poison all of my coworkers with their coffee and I had to leave to warn them. Also I wasnt allow to go in the garage cuz the cars were there. He wouldnt let me leave. And also I knew he had body parts stored away in some dresser drawers. Then this is the scary part. I could see it in his eyes and feel what he was feeling. But he had some knives and he held them between his fingers, like edward scissorhands, and he just stared at them. He was admiring their beauty and dreaming of the damage he could do with them. Then I begged him to stop, but he took a

A Spark Of Love That Will Brun Hot
MY sweety wrote this for me..make me sad but happy too.... I cannot touch him, but I feel his touch I want to love him, but will I love to much I cannot hear him, and yet I know he calls Despiteour distance I still fall. Beckoning me with words so sweet I wish that he was here with me. nina18400@ fubar MY sweety wrote this for me..make me sad but happy too....smile baby i feel the same way..

Twisted
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right word Or the right line So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head on my chest As we lay here Lovers entwined Hearts tangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love Almost as if it’s a real force I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips And I finally find the words I’m looking for I love you

Keeper Of My Dreams
Keeper Of My Dreams When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The women who holds my heart in her hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friend

A Loser With A Mask
A loser with a mask, you don't see me, For who I really am, what I really am, How I really am: A loser with a mask, I disguise myself, and hide the truth from you, Show you only what you want to see. A loser with a mask, I can't let you see the real me, Because I'm scared of what you'll think, I care so much for you and your opinion is all that matters. A loser with a mask: I disgust myself, I would disgust you if you could see me, If you could see the real me: A loser with a mask, I've fooled you for so long, But I'm tired of lying so off comes the mask... And now I'm just a loser standing in front of you, Deeply in love with you, vulnerable in every way possible, Now I'm just a loser who's ditched the mask...

Tired Of The Bouncer
So forgive me everyone; I hope everyone had a great Christmas. Just wanted to tell everyone to have a great remainder of the week & Happy New Year too incase I don't get on before then. Kids have been keeping me busy busy. We've spent hours playing Guitar Hero III (which I happen to kick butt in), movies, bowling; it's been a very enjoyable Christmas vacation thus far. I have to work Fri/Sat & hopefully not Sunday but I'll find out later today on that. Everyone stay safe for the New Years & designate a driver if you plan to get toasted. Me, I'm staying safe at home with my birthday cake & wine. :-) Much Love! ~*~Lizzy~*~

Never Know
Never know ~Tony Martinez We may talk everyday But even with all the words You will never know You may get to know me Just as I may get to know you Even if you knew all my emotions You will never know One day I may be able to hold your face in my hands Even with the tears streaming down my face You will never know

My Life Story
Suddenly my mind races with thoughts and ideas, Then with a pen and a pad they magically appear. To construct the inner most parts of me, To what we know as poetry. My lifes most deepest secrets, On paper for people to read but keep it. But still you are entertained, By my lost my sruggles my joy my pain. You see my weakness my strength my flaws, My ideas of peace and conflicts with the laws. You suddenly relate to my character understand my thoughts, Understand why i slowed my pace down to a walk. Entertain by my struggles and cried during my joy, Heres the rest of my life.........Enjoy!

Thoughts For Tonight...
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

Missing You
Wondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you. Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again. Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear. A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday. Love you Angel. Cassandra L. Morning Dew My Mother.

Valentine Contest Please Help Me Win
hey everyone i am in a valentine contest please help me win all u have 2 do is go to this ladys page http://fubar.com/heartistic than go to fupal and buy me a heart or hearts lol they cost 500 fubar bucks enter the dollar amount and in the comment box put grumpybear1230 or i will not get them so please remember to put that in the comment box i really would like to win so thank u to anyone who will help me Thanx, Kitty xoxo

Behind
Behind Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears and I still feel the pain after all of these years Think of what you put me through the tears I cried and feelings that would not subside I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend though I still love you and probably always will I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell I forgive you for the bruises on my heart and my whole world just falling apart but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day and the truth behind the pain you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

Dream
I force your head to the side where your bare neck is exposed and ready for me to indulge in ..... I run my tongue down the side of your neck and apply pressure ..... I felt your body tremble with pleasure Nothing is more erotic then satisfying your submissive slave ..... Finally giving into the intense urges, you bend me over and take out your frustrations Every smack is accompanied by a loud moan of pleasure ..... You scratch your nails down my back ..... I yell out in pain and ecstasy ..... The game of tieing me up is a fun one with many prizes ..... The rope marks around my wrists are a sign of a job well done ..... The way you use your tongue on my inner thighs makes me squirm from gratitude ..... I scream from the true enjoyment and you tighten your hands around my neck ..... The moment I lose air, we realize we've been dreaming