Fubar Blog Posts 3

Quickie!
as i was in the waiting room this morning waiting to get my new soft splint thing put on i had the following convo: Random Lady: So. You glad your cast is off? Me: Yeah. Random Lady: You gonna go out and punch somebody now? Me: Hell yeah! i gotta celebrate! i thought it was funny. :)

Whatnots N Whosits
i've been working a lot lately i think there was a slow build up of internet over stimulation coupled with more work to be done. so i disappeared from most places for a bit. things have been interesting/good as of late animating things, J3's ramp up for her gallery opening in august *wewt!*, got seeds in the ground for a container garden, seeds didnt grow so i'm going to retry with a different/ less from a book method this time. hrmmm... i recently got a buncha stuff from amazon. stuff that i'm calling the 'survive' LA summer items. a gas'less battery backup for when the rolling brownouts hit in july, a food dehydrator cause i constantly crave beef jerky in the summer, some survival books that i use to own but gave away so i rebought em, a mini hand crank battery charger that you can plug cell phones and similar small times into, and a very awesome inlakesh cd. i still plan on getting some battery powered fans, a big metal cooler for camping, and other camping re-supply items

No Wonder Men Always Want To Be Inside Women!
The cause of it all ! Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr . in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MEN tal illness MEN strual cramps MEN tal breakdown MEN opause GUY necologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HIS terectomy . Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN ? Send this to all the women you know to brighten their day. Send this to all the men just to annoy them!!

Wanna Play A Game?
He sees me as I slowly get out of the shower. I bend over knowing this entices him. I dry my body off and contemplate putting clothes on. The kids are gone for the night and so I decide it's playtime. I come out of the bathroom and glance at you. You are naked on the bed pretending not to peek at my delicate soft body. I walk slowly to the kitchen, making sure my hips sway a little harder and sharper to get your attention. I can feel your eyes burning into my ass as I walk. I get a cup of ice and walk back to the room. You motion for me to come lie down next to you. Instead of walking around the bed to my side, I put the cup of ice down and straddle you as I pretend to climb over you to my side. My ass is just about in your face. Unbeknownst to you, I have an ice cube in my mouth and I slowly tease you as I lick your hard dick from the shaft up. You were attempting to grab my ass and bring it to your face but the coolness of my mouth and the surprise of me even wrapping my lips around

The Human Collective
The Human Collective The past initiates the future, the future dictates the present. These words are mine, but the idea that the words imply belong to the Human Collective. The Human Collective is a metaphysical state of mind shared by all humans on some level. It is a philosophical collection of thoughts that we as a world all contribute to in our own individual ways. This is from where our language(s), science, art, and general way of life extend. The greatest knowledge of human kind is represented here, but not enforced to us all. You must actively take part in this knowledge to be enlightened. You must contribute to this knowledge if you are to be mentioned in the future’s history. Even Adolf Hitler contributed invaluable knowledge to the collective. He proved to the world that one race, religion, or even sex is no more superior then any other. The many different gods of human kind through-out history have evolved from an idea in the Human Collective as well. Somewhere a

More Of A Guy? Characteristics
YOUR GUY SIDE: [x] you love hoodies [x] you love jeans [equal lol] dogs are better then cats [xxxx] its hilarious when people get hurt [x] you've played with/against boys on a team [x]shopping is torture []sad movies suck [] you own an XBOX 360 [] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid [x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter [x] you own/owned a DS PS2 or Sega [x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers [x] you watch sports on TV [xxx] gory movies are cool; [x] you go to your dad for advice [ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats [ ] you used to/do collect football cards [x] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear; when yur tiredd [] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people [x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors [x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think [x]sports are fun [x haha sometimes..atleast i admit it] you talk with food in your mouth [] you sleep at night with your

Curiosity
Monday, June 16, 2008 Curiosity Curiosity will take you to wonderful places you never would have otherwise known you could go. Curiosity is, at its heart, a love for life and everything in it. Those who are the most authentically and persistently curious are the best informed. Simple, sincere curiosity brings a richness of wisdom and unique experience into your life. The biggest impediment to curiosity is arrogance. For in order to be truly curious, you must first admit that you do not know. Keep in mind that intelligence is more than a measure of what you already know. Intelligence depends on always being open to learning new things, some of which will contradict and supersede what you already thought you knew. Though curiosity will often compel you to undertake great effort, curiosity itself requires no effort. Drop your pretenses, allow yourself to be curious, and you are. There is no end to the wonder that you can discover, wherever you are, whatever you do. Be

For Everything
Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart Nobody said it was easy It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Aww take me back to the start I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are Nobody said it was easy Aww It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I’m goin’ back to the start

So Tired
Alright for this one I’m going to break it down into different subjects. Normally I just write it all as one but since most of this don’t have nothing to do with the other I’m going to try it this way. What’s Up With Me I’m still at a point where I really want to come out and spill my guts about what all is going on with me. I’m dealing with a lot of personal stuff. I hadn’t really realized how much stuff I just put off to another day to deal with. The another day has come. It has all hit me like a ton of bricks. To the ones well one who has been there for me during this mess … Thank you! I guess you could say I bring a lot of this on my self. Some would more than likely say I do it for the attention. Which is so not true! Last week I was considering making a certain move in my life that down deep I didn’t want to but was going to do it anyways. Wouldn’t have been a very health or smart choice. I stood to loose a lot of things if I had went through with it. Before ya’ll get bent out

What A Difference A Year Can Make
As i sit here thinking about my 38th birthday i can't help but go back to my 37th and think of all the changes that have happened to me. I'll call it the this time last year list. this time last year........ I felt that fubar was a plesent distraction. rateing pics of all those beautiful woman makeing freind requests and accepting them and basicaly being a whole in the air with no one hardly saying anything. this year. Im an enforcer in a loung and have a great circle of friends. I have met people who have not just become importat to my life but to the lives of Breeanna and her cousins. this time last year....... I was alone and pretty much set that that was the way it would stay. gave up on love and the whole nine yards. figured it was for hopeless romantics and the pretty people this year. I live with the most wonderful woman I know in one breeanna Felps. And though there has bumps along the way my love for her stays strong. with every challenge that love gets

Whiney M F-ers I Tell You What...
Okay. So its down to Obama and Mccain. Personally, I think its going to be Obama simply because hes the democratic candidate. Thats how it goes, we have a republican pres, everybody gets tired of him, then comes in a democrat and vice versa. And lately Ive seen a lot of hostility towards Obama on here. And it makes me laugh because it just goes to show you that people are never satisfied. Everybody has gone from talking about how much they hate George Bush to how much they hate Obama and Mccain. I mean really you can't hate every president that comes along...well I guess you could but what kind of country does that make us? Some people are so worried about what other countries are saying about us or what they think about our country and I think we need to stop worrying about everyone else so much and focus on the people IN our country that slander the government and what they are doing. Now don't get me wrong I dont think by any means that the government or GWB have made all the right

Wounder
Has anyone every wounder how thing have came to be.Has anyone wounder what happens when you fall apart. I wounder time and time again where did my life go wrong or what did do to make it this way. I wounder dose anyone know what true love and true friendship is. I alway wounder how I make people feel when i am away or when i am here. I wounder can my life get any better. I wounder all the time how things go and I wounder were my friends have gone. I wounder dose are my friend for real or they just playing games. I wounder how can I go on when I am lost and alone. I wounder everyday is this what I want for me or is this just all a dream. I wounder how someone like me can a make things right. I wounder is this my life or is it someone elas I am liveing. I wounder about so many things and I wounder can I get thow it all.

My Last Poem About Nikki
In my empty heart only one is known. One who loves, one who knows the one I love, Those who love me, say they do, show something different everytime they do... So what do I do as I sit alone and ponder true love? But love those that love me! You say you do, you show you don't, what do I believe now and today? That you love me ot not and that your here to stay? Show me through actions not through words... then and only then will true love be heard! Robert Frank Piazza Jr.

I Wanna Know!! Answers Anyone??
WHY THE HELL MY FUBAR IS SO SLOW?? I'M TALKING ABOUT MY BULLY POSTINGS BEING HOURS BEHIND, THE TIMES ARE ALL WRONG ON EVERYTHING.. WTF FUBAR..CATCH UP.. AND OF COURSE, THE ONLY ANSWER I GET FROM SUPPORT IS THAT I NEED TO WAIT TILL THEY CATCH UP... WELL I CALL BULLSHIT!! SOMETHINGS NOT RIGHT.. AND I WILL BE DAMNED IF I MAKE YET ANOTHER NEW ACCOUNT, YOU STILL NEVER GAVE ME BACK MY SHIT FROM THE ACCOUNT YOU DELETED...

People
I SHOUT I FAN I RATE I GEUSS I AM SOLO IN THIS BEEZY AND CAN IGET SOME RAP AND REGGAE FANS WHERE YA AT I NEED SOME LUV IN DIS MUG BUT IT'S ALL GOOD ONE LOVE EVRYONE JUST THINKIN A LOUD ONE MORE THING DO ALL WOMEN THINK CUZ U SHOUT HOLLER COMMENT OR RATE U WANT THEM I KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT SOME OF YA BEEN REAL COOL

A Moment Of Presence
Friday, June 20, 2008 A moment of presence Who you are now is enough. What you have now is plenty. Here in this moment all is well. Allow yourself to be fully present in what is now. Gently relax into the endless depth of life's rich and magnificent abundance. There is plenty, and it is now yours to live. Feel the perfect peace of simply being as you are. Need nothing, and have everything. Watch the wonder of all that is as it dances in front of your eyes. Feel the lightness and the limitless nature of who you truly are. Know the immense joy that is in every little thing. For it is now and you are fully here. -- Ralph Marston

Sensual Woman
this is a song by The Herbaliser. women, pay close attention. "To become aware of my own sensuality, I first become fully aware of my own tactile sense. In dim light, I close my eyes and remove my clothes. Do I lose his respect for being so wild? Hardly. He treats me like a rare and precious jewel. And he goes through the day proud of the fact, that with me, He is the world's most imaginative lover. Men pick amazing places for sexual adventure. The wildest adventure proposed to me was in a bathtub which was full of Jello! All I could think of, was how many boxes it would take? What would be the most alluring colour? The most delicious flavour? And how could that affect our oral explorations? If the Jello gets firm, would I bounce? As you look around for what's new and different, Remember these three important weapons that should be learned to keep a man in love. Imagination, sensitivity to his moods and desires, And the courage to experiment with

People
Ok, so maybe I'm not in a greatest of moods, but this has been bothering me forever. I am tired of seeing cattle around me, mediocre pathetic ants that scurry about their little miserable lives. I am tired of all the dating, cheating ,baby, "friends", and marriage drama. I don't give a fuck if your husband cheated on you. Chances are you deserved it. I don't care if your friend back stabbed you, chances are you deserved it too. There is just no greatness left in this world, everything is measured by who you sleep with and where you work. I have little compassion for illiterate idiots that think their sole purpose in life is reproduction.

Come On Everyone Lets Have Fun
It's... ...for the NERD in all of US! Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS! Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back! If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment! For the Guys... Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!" I suppose if you are FAR'in a DUDE YOU CAN SAY...ummm...whatever you are comfortable with. HAHA! For the Girlies... Your add request or comments should say, "HE TOOK MY PANTIES!" or if you are a little shy say..."My Panties were Raided!" So, join the silliness and show me the NERD that lives inside you! Be sure to private message me when you are done! ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar AND REPOST THIS BULLETIN! Now, go get them Panties and make some new FRIENDS! *Pink0828

Rokbar Rokstar Tour
ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Tour With The Rokbar Rokstars!~ It is easy to do... You click the Rokbar banner below and become a Subscribed member to Rokbar... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Then You Click Rokbar Rokstar and their Rokcar Of Your Choice To Sign Up To Ride With Them during the Rollin Wif Da Rokbar Rokstars Tour. To Sign Up... Leave a comment that you would like to ride with that person under their photo. ***THIS IS NOT A FAN RATE ADD TRAIN. YOU ONLY HAVE TO BECOME A MEMBER OF ROKBAR TO RIDE. FANNING, RATING, AND/OR RATING ANY OR ALL MEMBERS IS YOUR PERSONAL CHOICE*** Jokers Wild! The Puppet Master Visit Joker's Page By Clicking Below Jokers Wild Shady! Head CEO Visit Shady's Page By Clicking Below shady326 bbG! Executive CEO

Bi-polar Or Self-centered
Lately on this site, I have been living on it way too long, changing too much than I want to. I seem to have forgotten all the real friends that I have on here, as I tend to rate/fan/add by the dozens hourily, and when online 13 or more hours lately, that is alot of humanity, which I seem to be glarily guilty of acknowledging. I have changed so much so fast on here, that I am losing focus of my persona on here, keep in mind that even if you are online 13 hours a day or more, when all is said and done its just an alternate world, an escape world, but its not healthy to so. Furthermore, from changing my top friends and top family, I seem to have forgotten my true friends on here. I miss the way on other sites you have the option of reading all your profile comments, and that was where I was normally best at keeping that on track. Additionally, about all these group changes lately, from having a close knit small family, to a rather large family, and then to now a small family,

Always Something
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Always something Do what you can do, with what you have, every chance you get. Moving just one step forward will give you a positive foothold upon which to build. Often it is easy to choose to see yourself and treat yourself as a victim. Yet by making such a choice, you quickly surrender control over your own life. Instead of giving up and becoming a victim, know that there is always something positive you can do. There is always some action with which you can move yourself forward. Life's greatest triumphs often have their origins in times of great difficulty. In each challenge there is fertile ground for building great value. Do you feel overwhelmed by your circumstances? The best way to get away from that feeling is to step forward and do something positive and productive. With every positive action, your power increases. Step by step, moment by moment, move your life exactly where you choose to go. -- Ralph Marston

June 2008
Diese Mail markieren A Message from Tyler Perry - I Had to Share This Freitag, 20. Juni, 2008 23:40 Uhr Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" Absender in den Kontakten speichern An: all_lists@tylerperrystudios.net Something happened to me yesterday that I had to share with you. I was dealing with some foolishness, as we all do from time to time, and I was about to get frustrated and start to complain--but before I could get a negative word out, I caught it. It’s always better to bless than to curse. So I decided to think about all of the blessings in my life. I went for a ride over to 47 Twenty Fifth Street, Apartment 8 here in Atlanta. This was my last apartment; right after being homeless. I lived in it just 10 short years ago. When I got there I saw that they were going to be tearing it down soon. I asked the new developer if I could get in and take some pictures (I have to show you these pictures). I wasn’t prepared for what happened when I went in. I opened

Great Thoughts
Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun. Birthdays are good for you: the more you have the longer you live. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. I have noticed that the people who are late are often so much jollier than the people who have to wait for them. If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing in the store is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors ...but they all have to learn to live in the same box. Everything should be made as simple as possible, but no

A Good Cause !!!! Teddies For St. Jude Charities !!!
The HWE & king_ofkings1984 are making teddy bears for the St Judes Hospital for kids with Cancer Charity. Plz visit the link below to Rabbit's teddy bear & remember that all the money made for profit will be given to St. Judes to help out the research! http://www.cafepress.com/RabbitZtuff.278947299 THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT ! ! ! PLZ visit MY SUPPORT section my Fotos For a look on the cute ßear!!! :-)

Birthday!
I got this Sexy Comment from commentsplanet.com!Thanks to Everyone who gave me gifts and Birthday comments.You all are very special,a Thank you for thinking of me.You made my Birthday a special one. Love you all,Lora

Long Distance Love
You are so far away from me. you're the only person I can't wait to see. I wish you could be right here next to me. I always dream of you. Because this is all I wanna do pictures and memories is all I have of you. My thoughts are constantly on you. I think of you in everything I say and do. I can't wait till day I see you. I miss you more then life itself. I'm sick of being by myself so many years later and you still on my mind. Why am I so blind? That i can't see your still there waiting for me? you are the only one for me, can't you see? me and you were meant to be. I know someday we will meet again and we will be together, till the end......

The End Can Sneek Up On You
The end can sneek up on you I was laying on my bed earlier today thinking of just random shit, wondering to myself what would be the subject of my next blog here in the Internet world. would it be a nonsense filled diatribe about nothingness? would it be yet another random blog, where yes I would once again just jump from subject to subject with no rhyme or reason? or would I choose to pick a subject and stick with it? I got up from that bed, I looked to my left at my son who sat there playing X-Box and thought to myself just how lucky of a man I am, In an instant I thought about all the late nights playing games with him. I thought about the times we dined on Ramen Noodles because we were too lazy to cook. I thought about all the inside jokes we share as Father & son. and how he understands me better sometimes than I understand myself. I am a Lucky man. I have the best job in the world, being a parent. My own Parent came to me yesterday with tears in her eyes

Something New
Warm eyes pierce into my soul a smile to melt my heart glance up to catch the stars dancing, worlds apart A gentle touch, a tender kiss desire pulls me in Skate around the truth of what will soon begin Take my hand I'll lead you home Hold me close, I'll call your name Fall on your knees and reach for me our world will never be the same

Help My Friends Please......
hey everybody, please look up State of Insomnia, at myspace.com. This is my friends band, and they r going on tour, and i am promoting them. if u live in new mexico, texas, please check them out. they will put on a good show for u. promise. go buy their cd. its awesome. also listen to my favorite song filthy. its on their page. kisses to everyone who looks them up or seems them. thanks everybody. beautiful.loved.

Wondering What It Means To You
ok guys and gals , i hear this comment from both women and men.. "he or she is sexy" what does that word mean to you,,, i am just curious,,and i am not talking about me, but what do you consider to be sexy?

Restrain Thee I Beg
"It shouldn't be like this." -Those in times of dissappointment- Its times like this when I can recall that cold chilly night at project grad, curled up into a little fetus like position to keep my body heat going. The Great Woman Genius and I laid across from each other on the round picnic table made of stone. "I should have stayed home. What the hell was I thinking?" I said between shivers and a runny nose. "I don't know Easter, I guess we just set ourselves up for this." The Great Woman Genius replied with irrate annoyance. This blog- I don't know where to start, I couldn't even finish the other blog I was motivated to write a couple days ago, maybe a few-Thursday. Alright I guess I will start with yesterday. Yesterday- a lesson to learn about one might be 'disgusted with the human race'. Anyone placed into a situation where help is needed and help is not recieved may see the visions of a lost hope in human kind. Its not like this is the first time this happened to me,

At Last
At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,— Though fled is every girlish grace Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face, And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears; They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years; This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate May bring to burden heart or brow,— Strong in the love that came so late, Our souls shall keep it always now!

You Are Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I burn most things I cook 2. I crack myself up.....frequently 3. My voice drives men nuts...or so I've been told. 4. I get along with almost everybody and have tons of friends 5. I am a dancing queen 6. I like girlie drinks but a cold beer on a hot day is yummy 7. I am very aggressive when it comes to my job in Real Estate, and I don't take the word "no" very easily 8. I am a self proclaimed brat...but admittance is half the battle 9. I just signed up for school AGAIN and will have my Behavioral Science Degree next summer--woot--smart and cute--what a combo 10. I am on fubar because I am a pe

Pretty Please
> AUCTION ENDS IN LESS THAN AN HOUR Would ya/could ya please rate this pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. No need to comment bomb. :-) Thank you so much...*hugssss*...Much love to all!

Enslaved
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved

Tag You're It
★Purry ★Co-Owner Purrfect Sin★@ fubar Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I am the best mother I can be. 2: I'm a loving person 3: I think out of the box. 4: I am a natural flirt. 5: I sing, play the guitar, and write music. 6: I'm a blingaholic. 7: I love fubar. 8: I am addicted to cute boys! 9: I am a good person. 10: I tend to worry alot. I tagged 1.Dj Slipknot 2.Tuffguy 3.MommyNutt 4.Jables 5.Phylazian

Stolen From My Love
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The Inland North The South The West The Northeast Philadelphia Boston North Centra

Poem2
I Just Love You Every time I look into your eyes I feel like being in there Every time I listen to your voice I feel like listening to more Every time I take your name I feel the love towards you Every time I think about you I feel like dreaming about you Every time I think about myself I feel that I am incomplete Yes, I am incomplete without your love Fill my heart with your love I love you, I just love you

Poem4
For You Climb up a mountain, fly off a cliff, drown in the ocean, freeze my legs stiff, give everything, including my last breath, always forgive, but never regret, cry my eyes out, even go blind, change my heart and my mind, for you I'd all this and more, because it is you I love, cherish, and adore. yup this is what I would do for the guy that I feel that strongly for

Tilted Head
I tilt my head and smile I bat my eyes and bite my lower lip I softly whisper from across the room you're beautiful You look at me quizzically I smile again Knowing your wondering What it was I just said You approach and I blush I say Hi And you say Hello You said I couldn't help but notice The way you tilted your head It's adorable Do it again My cheeks are on fire now but I abide willingly I throw in another smile and then you leaned in closer and said Your Beautiful I'm a flirt and I know it But I use what I have to my advantage And since now I have your full attention I lean in closer to you And I whisper in your ear It took you long enough I giggle I bat my eyes and your hooked

For The Love Of A Child
A young girl, barely seven, gets on the school bus, with bruises covering her arms and tears in her eyes. A young girl, almost nine, sits in the corner of her room and cries, as her daddy shoots, and her mommy dies. A teenage girl, of about fifteen, cries, when the doctor says those dreadful words. A young woman, of twenty-two, watches as her seven year old daughter gets on the bus for school. they say i love you and smile as she promises to never hurt her child.

Lmmfao!!!!!!!!!!!!
'weldingangel ( bbG's Grandmother) READ MY PROILE PLS' @ fubar Dont post nasty pics and then run them for primaries and they wont get flagged. Damn... Was that stretch marks or a pouch you had hanging from the front??????

Check Out These Hot Fu's!
CHECK OUT THESE HOT FU'S I OWN! If you ever see them in an Auction, I highly recommend each of them!!! :D Show them each some love and I guarantee they will return it! ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~OWNED BY LILBAMAGIRLand PASSIONMAN71~MAD HATTER~*S*U*P*~FWC ~ Fantasy Flyers@ fubar §þÄZZZZ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr ღ & ღhµßß¥ †ð ÐÖÚßLÈÐ²ღღ proudly owned by 'Owned@ fubar Thanks Everyone Pimpout Brought To You By LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Who Am I?
Who am I? My life has given me a lot of time and reason to ponder that question over the last 4 years. I can say, I still do not know the answer. But, here is what I do know: I'm loyal, to a fault. My friends are my most valuable asset and I stand BESIDE them 100% (not behind, beside!) I'm driven. My weight loss has shown me that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! I'm stubborn! I get something in my mind, it's hard for me to give it up. Heck, you can hit me with an SUV and it won't stop me. It might slow me down, but it won't stop me. I know, it's been tried! I'm a lover, I just don't have anyone to share my love with. I'm a big kid at heart. I'm too quick to give my trust to someone up front, but slow to give it back if it's every betrayed. I'm a man of my word. I make a commitment or promise, I do everything in my power to keep it. I'm mean what I say. I don't play w

My Injuries
hey everybody just wanted to tell you about my accident bout 4yrs ago i was riding atvs and flipped over and broke my spine they said i should have been paralized esspecially cause i got up and walked but i got lucky but i have so much trouble with it i am a mechnic so thats bad enough it hurts to pick up stuff off the floor it takes me a days energy to get out of bed it even hurts to lean over to start the shower and since i have a break it made a spot for arthritis to come in and a disease called sacroiititis thats some bad stuff it makes my hips go out i cant stay to get disability so if you know anybody with back trouble that can walk leave them alone you will never know how much they go through you cant explain it just trust me you also cant stand as long as you use to

~loving You~
It is easy Loving You Cause you accept me As one In your eye's I'm beautiful In my eye's Your a hunk To die for But you have been My best friend For a long time Loving You Is what got us closer I lose my word's When we talk My thought's and look's Of you distract me Even when I try To write for you I lose my word's You have weakened me Loving You Has done that to me An always will

Going To The Dr Soon Again ...
starting out this year alone i was 385pounds when to the dr last month at 331pounds and on july 21 2008 i go back to the dr worried hell yes i am i want to be around or under 300 pounds befor i go back so i can get off my diabests pills and some other stuff trying my best to look good and feel good not saying i dont know ;) o i hate going to the drs...

Not Good...
Have you ever had something happen to you thats so horrible that all you want to do is curl up in a little ball and stop breathing? I had one of those things happen last night, and as usual, no one was here to help me. I should be used to this crap now really... As per usual after the... I want to die stage... came the coping stage where I just go and try to laugh, blocking out what happened and how I feel... some things are SO bad I don't want to talk about them, I feel unclean, worthless, used and embarrased... I was doing REALLY well until a few hours ago... People don't want to hear, they can't do anything about it so whats the point of telling every horrible detail? Anyway... this was just a small insignificant little offload... I don't feel right... I feel really crap... don't really want to be here... so just be warned that I feel crap... not my usual self... I saw people today having a laugh about stalkers etc... I wish it WAS a funny thing... Someone shoot me be

Do This For Me? I Never Ask For Anything!
Hello Friends! Meagan here. I'm in a new contest for Sarge's Bad Girls. It's a lingerie contest! The judges have been selected and will choose their favorite. All I need from you guys is 1 rate. That's right, just one! The contest ends on July 27th, and the Bad Girl with the most rates wins 50,000 FuBucks! Comments don't count for anything, so I don't need to be bombed. However, 1 supportive comment would be awesome! So click my entry pic below and drop me a rate. When you've done that, drop me a message and let me know that you've done so, and I'll return the love. ^^^Clicky Here!^^^ Be sure to drop by Sarge's Bad Girls' page and show the rest of the girls some love, too! Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar

A Joke I Came Up With. Let Me Know What You Think
A priest, a rabbi, and a turtle walk into a bar. The priest turns to the rabbi and says, "Why is there a turtle following us?". The rabbi shrugs his shoulders and says, "I don't know, why are we walking so slow?".

I'll Be Out Of Town
I'M LEAVING WITH MY CAR TO GO FAR AWAY OUT OF THE COUNTRY AND THAT WAY GONE BE NOT ABLE TO COME ON LINE FOR A LONG WHILE TWO WEEKS I WILL BE GONE SO DON'T CRY I WILL BE BACK THIS FRIDAY I LEAVE AND BACK ON SUNDAY TWO WEEKS AFTER IT SO THOS WHO WILL MISS ME DON'T MISS ME TO HARD I WILL BE BACK :)

60 Years
A CNN journalist heard about a very old Jewish man who had been going to the WesternWall to pray, twice a day, every day, for a long, long time. So she went to check it out. She went to theWestern Wall and there he was, walking slowly up to the holy site. She watched him pray for 45 minutes. When he turned to leave, using a cane and moving very slowly, she approached him for an interview. 'Pardon me, sir,I'm Rebecca Smith from CNN. What's your name?' 'Morris Fishbien,' he replied. 'Sir, how long have you been coming to the Western Wall to pray?' 'For about 60years.' '60 years! That's amazing! What do you pray for?' 'I pray for peace for Christians, Jews and Muslims. I pray for all the wars to stop. I pray for all our children to grow up safely as responsible adults, and to love their fellow man.' 'How do you feel after doing this for 60 years?' 'Like I'm talking to a fuckin' wall'.

Better In Time By Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without yo

Contest!
Ok I want to start up a contest and I was wondering if anyone would be up for joining it..for the first person to get 20,000 pic comments will win 60,000 fubucks. Hit me up if you would like to join at dj_razor2007@yahoo.com or send me a message to me here on fubar.

Do Not Let Children Play With Flip Phones
DO NOT LET CHILDREN PLAY WITH FLIP PHONES!!!!! A new study has revealed that flip phones can cause very serious side effects to the reproductive development of young children. KEEP ALL FLIP PHONE AWAY FROM CHILDREN. Please pass this safety warning on to everyone on your email list. If it prevents even one injury to an innocent child, it will have been worth it. Do not delete this message! Forward it to everyone you know. Do it for the sake of the children. If you doubt the importance of this warning, PLEASE SCROLL DOWN DOWN.........

Why I Am Not Allowed Around Other People... Lol
sweetdee: i forgot to mark my mum nsfw and holy cow people start to jump u ->sweetdee: that is what it means sweetdee: if thats what it means im sorry ->sweetdee: SO are you done yelling at me.. after I was nice to you ->sweetdee: Yes beautiful woman sweetdee: u said i think it is a tranny ->sweetdee: Because I wanted him to know he was dating a beautiful woman sweetdee: why would u say u dateing that on the mum ->sweetdee: no.. that is not it sweetdee: some one saidit means transvestite ->sweetdee: Im serious a tranny is a very beautiful person.. sweetdee: what mea a ugly perso, never heard that ->sweetdee: a tranny is a very beautiful person sweetdee: what thefuck is a tranny ->sweetdee: huh sweetdee: u the on whohad t be rude on my b agessole cunt ->sweetdee: ok your point.. see here is the difference I am not fucking you so I do not care about you.. maybe you should learn that trick MORON sweetdee: your sweetdee: u have no room to talk i have to say not at all pre

Ethics Question: Law
I was looking around on CNN and I saw an interesting video article about a man convicted of murdering a McDonald security guard back in the early 80's. This whole time he maintained his innocence. At the same time a man confessed to his 2 lawyers of committing the crime. The 2 lawyers kept the confession secret for well over 25 years due to Attorney/Client privileges. Recently the man that confessed to the crime passed away. So the 2 lawyers who he confessed 2 came forward and advised the proper authoritahs of the mans confession to the crime. They even went as far as writing statements back when they were told and put the statements in a safe deposit box. Is it fair for Attorney/Client Privileges to keep guilty people out and innocent people in jail? Should there be a set up that innocent people don't have to sit in jail for crimes they didn't commit but other people confessed to? What do you suggest they do?

Fill Out And Return.......
Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want me to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck /LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u pull my hair while we did it ? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u want me to talk dirty to u while we shaged? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once

*this Is Me*
Virgo is the sixth Sign of the Zodiac, to be exact, and that's the way Virgos like it: exacting. Those born under this Sign are forever the butt of jokes for being so picky and critical (and they can be), but their 'attention to detail' is for a reason: to help others. Virgos, more than any other Sign, were born to serve, and it gives them great joy. They are also tailor-made for the job, since they are industrious, methodical and efficient. The sense of duty borne by these folks is considerable, and it ensures that they will always work for the greater good.

Polish Divorce
A Polish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce. Have you any grounds? Yes, an acre and a half, a nice little home. No, I mean what is the foundation of this case? It is made of concrete. I don't think you understand. Does either of you have a grudge? No, we have a carport, and not need one. I mean, what are your relations like? All my relations still in Poland. Is there any infidelity in your marriage? We have hi-fidelity stereo and good DVD player. Does your wife beat you up? No, I always up before her. Is your wife a nagger? No, she white. Why do you want this divorce? She is going to kill me. What makes you think that? I got proof. What kind of proof? She is going to poison me. She bought a bottle at a drugstore and put it on shelf in bathroom. I can read, and it says 'Po

Hubby App.............
Guys- TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLICATION" Bi- Wifey and hubby app 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17. Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you po

New Contest Facts
Hey everyone, I entered a contest and I need your help. Click on the link below and comment on my picture..as many times as you like.. if i reach 60000 comments I win 120.00.. and I could really use the money for my kids..Thank you so much.. Kisses, T aka blondiewithblueeyes2002 [ fubar.com photo: 3469030659 ] or

Who Really Knows Anyone
Those who say they know you only think they do. They see what you see when you look in the mirror. Your father's eyes or your mother's nose, or maybe even you see grandma's hair, but what really defines us. When I used to drink I would see something in others that I would like and pull it my world. I did this so often I would pull pieces of everyone else to create myself. As I get older I find that I don't even really know myself that well. If you were to ask someone if they know you what would they say? Would they say you were caring or thoughtful. Maybe they would say you cold hearted Bitch or that you are selfish. I thought I knew who I was and what I wanted but, I was so very wrong. Most of us think we get all our identities and traits instilled in us by our parents, however I find that some of this comes from them but most of it changes with time as we met and get to know other people that come into our lives. There are some real good people out there that bring out the best in u

Burglar Broke Into A House
A burglar broke into a house one night. He shone his flashlight around, looking for valuables. He picked up a CD player to place in his sack when a strange, Disembodied voice echoed from the dark saying, 'Jesus is watching you' He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flash light off, and froze. When he heard nothing more after a bit he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, Clear as a bell he heard, 'Jesus is watching you' Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, Looking for the source of the voice. Finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot.. 'Did you say that?' he hissed at the parrot. 'Yep' the parrot confessed then squawked, 'I'm just trying to warn you that he's watching you' The burglar relaxed. 'Warn me, huh? Who in the world are you?' 'Moses' replied the bird. 'Moses?' the burglar laughed.. 'What kind of people would Na

How Does The Saying Go....
Fool me once, shame on you...Fool me twice, shame on me. For the record...I'm no fool! I came to that realization a long time ago and I can see right through you, hazy as you may be, my eyesight is 20/20! I pride myself in my honesty. I reward myself with genuinity, in all that I do, in all that I say, it's my way... or no way. Seems selfish but it's true. As honest as I am, why fuck with you? I deserve everything that I give and am damned if I accept anything less, for I've been down that road and it just leads to uselessness. Communication goes both ways...opposite directions as it goes. Leading one way and not the other, I realize, it must be time to let go. It saddens me to no end...still I cannot comprehend...why you would let go of me as a friend...so... As I've said before, no fool will be at your door...knocking to let them in...long gone...and never again!

60 Year Old Man
A 60-year-old man went to the doctor for a check-up. The doctor told him, "You're in terrific shape. There's nothing wrong with you. Why, you might live forever. You have the body of a 35 year old. By the way, how old was your father when he died?" The 60 year old responded, "Who said he was dead?" The doctor was surprised and asked, "How old is he and is he very active?" The 60 year old responded, "Well, he is 82 years old and he still goes skiing three times a season and surfing three times a week during the summer." The doctor couldn't believe it. "Well, how old was your grandfather when he died?" The 60 year old responded again, "Who said he was dead?" The doctor was astonished. He said, "You mean to tell me you are 60 years old and both your father and your grandfather are alive? Is your grandfather very active?" The 60 year old said, "He goes skiing at least once a season and surfing once a week during the summer. Not only that," said the patient, "my grandfath

Thank You So Much Hun, Hugssss
Hey one of my BFFs needs some help, she's a little shy and won't ask (everyone say awwwww) and she's been doing this pretty much on her own unless one of us stumbles upon this contest. She needs 20K comments in order to win a 70 Credit Bling Pack!!!! Let's show her it never hurts to ask and

Everlast - Broken
You're the air that I breathe The sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you're having some doubts Beggin' you please girl I'm sorry I let you down I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl It's so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye It's so hard to breathe I know I ain't afraid to die Your breath is so sweet Your kisses could get me high My heart is so weak But your loving could get me by I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl I'm broken like

Attitude
There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three strands of hair on her head. Well,' she said, 'I think I'll braid my hair today?' So she did and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two strands of hair on her head. 'H-M-M,' she said, 'I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?' So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one strand of hair on her head. 'Well,' she said, 'today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail.' So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single strand of hair on her head. 'YEAH!' she exclaimed, 'I don't have to fix my hair today!' Attitude is everything. Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Life isn't about waiting for t

Another Version, Same Beautiful Lands
this one is another version made by someone else, about the same country... i found it today when checking for mine and i find it just beautiful. the music going with it is also really moving, so i hope you will enjoy

As You Watch Me
I arrive home take off my shoes and head upstairs, unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor. The water runs in the bath making steam all around me, stepping out of my panties and bra I dip my foot in to test the water. It feels warm against my foot so I step in and lay down and relax, my hands scoop water and I watch it run along my stomach, I then cup water over my breasts and watch as my nipples react to the feeling, The door shuts and I hear footsteps coming towards me, the bathroom door is slightly open and I feel like I’m being watched, my body starts to tingle just by the thought but I continue my bath. I get up and take the mirror off the wall and place upright so he can see me more clearly. I lay there my hands touching my neck, then my fingers running across my lips, my reflexion showing him the excitement which I’m beginning to feel. Touching my neck I start to slowly run down my body and gently glide over my breast and nipple, the wetness makes me rub softly and the

Whinning Wendy
In a small town there lived a little girl, to look at her you would think she was cute and very cuddly but she wasn’t. When Wendy was born her parents were so pleased she was the apple of their eye. Wendy could do nothing wrong she was a quiet baby and worked hard at nursery, but things were soon to go wrong. Wendy started to whine about anything and everything, she would whine about her or breakfast, she would whine about her clothes or going to gran’s for tea. Wendy’s parents were forever holding their fingers in their ears, just to stop the constant whining that lingered in their ears. Today everyone was going to gran’s and Wendy was already kicking up a fuss, “I don’t want to go, I hate going to gran’s she’s got gummy teeth and her breathe really smells” “Wendy” said her mum and frowned at her, but Wendy just laughed. So Wendy talked a little more “Gran’s got really hairy armpits, and she smells really bad” “Wendy” said mum and waved her finger at her, but Wendy just la

Good Bye Friends
just wanted to send love out to all my true friends i have made here .but i am leaveing fubar .it would seem a nice guy does not fit in here any more .to many people trying to take all they can and call it being a friend.i cant be rude or a hater so it is best i leave here .my heart is broke i have to go but will not be the butt of all the jokes or the games .so with all the love i have for my friends may u be well and get all u want in life .with love and kisses from the true of heart dragon .good bye and see u in the next life

Ahahahahahaha
seems as if people like my new screenname.look what i got today: new friend request from 'Dj_Lette™...' received! and her full name is: Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~R/L & FU GF to Hot And Fluffy! Owned By PIMPSugarBear MCL!!! open! ACCEPT | DENY whoop whoop or something... oh and can someone please tell me what mcl means?

Leave Me Alone (i'm Lonely)
Wanted to post this song because its always been one of my favorite songs and describes me too well whenever i am actually in a relationship. LMFAO! Go away Give me a chance to miss you Say goodbye It'll make me want to kiss you I love you so Much more when you're not here Watchin all the bad shows Drinking all of my beer I don't believe Adam and Eve Spent every goddamn day together If you give me some room there will be room enough for two Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely tonight I don't wanna wake up with another But I don't wanna always wake up with you either No you can't hop into my shower All I ask for is one ***kin' hour You taste so sweet But I can't eat the same thing every day Cuttin off the phone Leave me the ***k alone Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home Tonight Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lonely I'm tired Leave me alone I'm lonely Alone I'm lone

Coffeee Talk...
I was pondering the effects of caffeine this morning, namely the effects produced by my daily cup 'o joe. This began as I was scooping indefinite amounts of coffee into the coffee maker this morning. I contemplated foregoing the actual brewing of the coffee and wondered if I should just take the spoon and eat it. I, of course did not, because that would be just foul. And then it occurred to me that I really don't relish the flavor of the coffee at all. In all actuality, it’s quite bitter and unpleasant. And now I am sitting here drinking my coffee with excessive amounts of sugar and non-dairy sweetened creamer (vanilla chai latte flavored to be exact), and I am thinking… why? How did I become so addicted to something that is well, quite frankly, unpalatable. I personally blame Starbucks. They have corrupted me with this illusion that coffee can be tasty and give you the instant high you need to start your day. Their coffee is beyond compare and so deliciously tasty, that I personally f

Never Give Up Im Still Here!!
ALL MAH PEEPS IN THA STREET FEEL ME !!!! 4 ALL THE PRIZONERS IN WAR GET UP DAYZ & DAYZ OF GETTIN AROUND CLUTCHIN MY GLOCKZ HARD LIFE HARD KNOCKZ INA MAZE LOOKIN 4 WAYZ 2 GET PAYED 4 SWEATIN BLOOD & TEARZ 4 THA OGZ PAST STRUGGLE THAY MADE RESPECTFULL PLAYIN THE GAME OF LIFE LIKE WANNA BE LIKE MIKE FAMOUS BUT ON THA MIC HOLDIN IT DOWN ON MY OWN END AN KNOWIN THAT GOD BLESS THA CHILD THAT CAN HOLD HIZ OWN IF I COULD CLOSE MY EYEZ AN LIVE MY DREAM SEE ME ON THE FRONT PAGE OF A MAGAZINE LIVE ON T.V RIDIN INA BACK OF A LIMOZINE REIGN SURPREM 2 THA THUGZ & G'S MAKE ME THA UNDERGROUND KING FEELIN THA PAIN SWITCHIN MY FLOW 2 HOLD ON STAY STRONG & NEVER LET GO ON THA REAL CAN U FEEL ME I CAN ONLY CHANGE RISE ABOVE LOOK IN DEEP IN2 MY EYEZ ON THA RIZE HOPE U CAN FOLLOW ME STEP DEEP IN2 THE MIND OF THE LONELY SHO ME WHAT U CAN DO 2 HOLD ME MOLD ME MAKE ME IN2 A BETTER MAN CAUSE ALL MY LIFE ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE I WAZ DIRT BROKE LIL SKINNY MOTHERFUCKER WANTIN DOPE LIFES SO HARD BUT I NEVER GAVE

Dreams Can Come True
A Secret Scrolls message from Rhonda Byrne Creator of The Secret How can you make a big dream come true? You need to have one secret element, and when you have that secret element, nothing will get in your way. That element is an intense desire! You must desire something with all of your heart to manifest it. Often the difference between those who manifest something and those who do not, is the element of desire. When you have a burning desire for something you ignite a fire within you that attracts with an incredible force. The law of attraction is magnetically drawn to that intense fire element in you, and it responds by gathering all universal forces to make your dream come true. Very often we ask for things because we think our life will be better with those things, but inside of us we do not have an immense desire for those things. When you don't feel that immense desire within you, you are receiving guidance telling you that this is not something you really w

When I Heard His Voice
When I heard his voice after all those distant years crackling through the line, I could see his face as if Time had never interfered. 10-18-02 (my best friend from when I was 5 years old...the last I had seen him was 21 years ago)

I've Nothing To Leave
I've nothing to leave for my words are all locked up. No poems spring forth. I had hoped to offer you something at least of substance. 10-20-02 (needed to leave a poem for the bartender but had nothing)

Lets Level These Fus They Are Some Good People And Will Return The Love
HEY YALL LETS LEVEL THESE THREE FUS THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE FIRST WE HAVE ME IM TRYING TO GODFATHER Smokie Owner Of Glatic Galaxy/RL BF To Lil C/Co Owner@Hillbilly Lounge/Manager@Club Temptation/Member Of Rating Revolution And 25 To Life/Head Enforcer@NCF1,697,768 THEN WE HAVE MY BABY LIL C SHES TRYING TO GET TO FU GEE ~*Lil*C*~RL GF To Smokie/Co-Owner of Glatic Galaxy!!!33,307 THEN WE HAVE MY FRIEND BEAUTIFUL DISASTER SHES TRYING TO GET TO FUBERLORD »-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»233,080 THEN WE HAVE MY COUSIN BANDIT HES TRYING TO GET TO ASSASSIN Bandit Enforcer@Hillbilly Lounge/Enforcer@Glatic Galaxy/Member Of Redneck Leveling Crew43,266

Who's The Racist???
Fox: Jackson used N-word in crude off-air remarks By SOPHIA TAREEN, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 4 minutes ago CHICAGO - The Rev. Jesse Jackson used the N-word during a break in a TV interview where he criticized presidential candidate Barack Obama, Fox News confirmed Wednesday. ADVERTISEMENT The longtime civil rights leader already came under fire this month for crude off-air comments he made against Obama in what he thought was a private conversation during a taping of a "Fox & Friends" news show. In additional comments from that same conversation, first reported by TVNewser, Jackson is reported to have said Obama was "talking down to black people," and referred to blacks with the N-word when he said Obama was telling them "how to behave." Though a Fox spokesman confirmed the TVNewer's account to The Associated Press, the network declined to release the full transcript of the July 6 show and did not air the comments. Jackson — who is traveling in Spain —

Thursday 30-day Fu-marriage Results As Of 10:26am Est!
COOTER'S BARowned by: Rev./DJ Cooter¢â CLICK ON THE PIC OF THE PERSON YOU WANT BELOW IF YOU WANT TO BID! LEAVE A COMMENT ON THEIR PHOTO IN THAT ALBUM OF HOW MUCH YOUR WILLING TO BID! This officially starts Sunday, July 13, 2008 12:01AM EST/9:01PM Fu-Time and ends Saturday, July 19, 2008 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time! southern_angel_Promoter@Cooter's Bar is @ $30K Lucious9774 aka Mrs. Mater Manager@Cooter's Bar is @ $130K PIERCEDNURSE is @ $60K Cooter's Bar's FUKN Door is @ $42K Rev./DJ Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar is @ $127K DJ pinkypunk Angi *sarge's bad girls* is @ $400K sxymama4u Greeter@Cooter's Bar is @ $30K Rev. Kandi Cooter Mother@Cooter's Bar/Owner of Forbidden Love is @ $75K Big Daddy aka "BD" The Lounge Whore@Cooter's Bar is @ $34K

Poem
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Vulnerable
i have opened myself up for you... not really knowing what you will do putting my heart into your hands... hoping that you will understand... that i am wounded and broken inside and part of my innocence has died... but if you look closely you will see that same sweet girl i used to be longing to be loved by someone true needing the patience of someone who will hold my hand and walk with me thru this life of inconsistancy... dont let me go, till death do we part my love,you have healed my broken heart...

Freaks
please forward to mich friends State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is seriou

Too Many Questions Never Any Answers..
is there anyway of really knowing whats in our heart or is it just risk and chance we take with it??? do we ever love blindly without regaurd to what is returned to us? why do we trust our heart even when there are warning signs everywhere? how does one heart love completly knowing that the other heart feels not the same? is it true that love can over come and survive anythiing and everything or is this a mythe? why is it so easy for one to walk away and the other so hard to let go even when they know theres nothing there?why does love seem to hurt so much? what is love does it truely exist? why is it easier to fall out of love than to fight for the love you swore was what you needed? does everyone truly have a soulmate? if so then why is it so hard to find them? does our hearts need to be tested to understand and appreciate when we we do? how can it alwasy seem so perfect in the beginning and turn out so wrong in the end? how can it feel so good but yet be so wrong? they say you caan

Removal.
For anyone who's read my page, you know a thing or two about how I am with people on my list. Within a week I will be removing anyone who doesn't at least try to stay in touch. As for right now, Out of all my friends, less than 10 will be staying. If you want to stay but just haven't had the time, drop me a line saying so. Or if you would rather cut the bullshit and be removed, you can send a message saying that too. In any event, anyone I don't find to be list clutter will be removed. I'll even add a list of those who're potential removals.

A Few Little Bits Of Wisdom
Be Outrageous! People who achieve mastery have the ability to be outrageous. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Men ar disturbed not by things that happen, but by their opinion of the things that happen. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ For those who believe no proof is necessary. For thos who don't believe, no proof is possible. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ A human being is a single being. Unique and unrepeatable. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ To see your drama clearly is to be liberated from it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ All we see or seem is but a dream within a dream. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Yesterday is but today's memory and tommorrow is today's dream. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ These are just some little words that mean something to me. They help clarify things at times when all appears

Please Help Salute Me!!
I am on a quest of updating a salute folder of friends pictures. It was my idea to add pictures of people with salutes mentioning where they are from..something as simple as "HELLO FROM ______" of course with location in the blank. I did have a few people help me since I started the collection. I have met some nice people that helped and a few that helped through friends. But I still a long way to go. Therefoe...I am asking for anyone to volunteer to make me a little salute. Any salute would be appreciated.I am not being picky with content...just asking that the location is mentioned. And you can even ask other people you know..make it a group effort..hahaha THANK YOU IN ADVANCE TO ANYONE WHO HELPS OR EVEN COMMENTS OR RATES ON THIS BLOG

Blissfullynutz
IF YOU KNOW A FUBAR MEMBER NICKNAMED 'BLISSFULLYNUTZ' PLEASE HAVE HIM CONTACT ME, IT'S ABOUT HIS PRIZES FROM THE SEXY BALD MEN CALENDAR CONTEST, THANX..........JADE ~*JÁÐÊ*~ØWÑÊR & DJ @ §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ *~@ fubar

Newsest Member(s)
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Truth
Truth is what how you make it!! If you live a lie; then that's your truth, I have a lil quote that I live by, been with me for probably about thirty years now!! I DON'T HAVE WEALTH OR FAME; I AM JUST ME! Pretty much what you see is what you get; do I have a happy life? HELL NO!! I live day to day; moment to moment, I just keep plugging along. I do the best I can with what I have and that is my TRUTH. Truth and honesty go hand in hand; it's what the world needs more of!!

Why Does That Lil Word Scare Me So Much!?!
I don't know why it happened but , for some reason, probably from being hurt too much, now that "L" word really scares the hell out of me. It's like, I'll be attracted to somebody,get to know them and then start to have feelings for them after a while( that is if they're the type of man that I really would love to be with lol) then when the feelings start to get 'deeper', when I feel like I want to say " I L You " to them, that's when my head does me in, I back off, run scared , barely talk with them ,start having all these questions in my head, start to have these fk'd up trust issues!! I know I do this cuz of being hurt too much and being played by several fktards that just used me and lied to me so bad, but I'm seeing now that I'm havin a really hard time gettin through this trust issue thing, and, I HATE it! Any suggestions on how I can get through this bs with not being able to trust? and with being so scared about giving my heart to somebody?? HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!

Alone - Suicidal Tendencies
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying I'm shyish when I'm shouting out loud I feel so alone in a room full of people I'm loudist when I'm in a crowd I'm alone, and nobody hears me Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me I'm alone, I just need Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down Someone to take my heart and give it a home Someone to be with me and help me through the times when I'm down and lonely Someone to be with me when I'm alone I'm alone, all alone Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but you know You can't give in, alone is the way I feel, it's so hard to understand Why I've got to be alone If you look in my heart you'd see it I'm trying to be something better If you look in my heart you'd feel it I've got to keep moving on If you look in my heart you'd know it I'm just trying to make my world better If you look in my heart you'd see it I got to do it alone I've been down, I've been down I've been

Still Alive I Think.
Well, it seems I do this once a month.Updating what's been happening in my life. Im not dead. My roomates and me are still fighting it out since theyve turned very religious on me and I seriously need to get the heck away from them before I start turning totally insane. I will eventually be back and catch up with all my friends and stuff.I so far have just been working on my music,art,and playing the Sims and trying not to picture strangling my roomies in their sleep. Other than that,I have a new crush on here apparently and someone has made me speechless on here.Other than that,I have no new news. I am not dead......lol.Ihave to make sure everyone knows that. Cheers, S.P.G

He Made A Fake Acct To Spy On Me
I GET A FRIEND ADD FROM SOMEONE CALLED PHYCHOFROHELL WHO JUST JOINED AND HE JOINED SAYING I INVITED HIM SO I GO TO HIS PAGE AND SAY OK THANKS FOR JOINING BCAUSE ON THIS OTHER SITE IM ON I HAVE MY LINK TO HERE SO I HELP HIM LEVEL NOW THEN I FUND SOMETHING ODD I SEEN HE HAS JUST ME AND MY GOOD FRIEND ON HERE AS A FAN SO THAT WAS THE FRIST FLAG TO ME BECAUSE GUNNER AKA SWEET DADDY BEEN STOCKING US BOTH SO I START ASKING HIM STUFF LIKE SO WHERE DID WE ME HE DIDNT ANSWER AT FRIST THEN HE SAID ON HERE I SAID THAT CANT BE U HAVE TO JOIN THIS SITE FRIST AND WHY WOULD U JOIN AGAIN IF YOUR ON HERE ALREADY 2SD FLAG THEN HE TOLD ME OH A FRIEND OF MINE FROM MYSPACE TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE I SAID REALLY WHO HE NAMED A NAME I NEVER HEARED OF 3RD FLAG THEN I TOLD HIM LOOK I DONT WHO U ARE AND NOW I KNOW YOUR LIEING TO ME I DONT HAVE MY LINK TO THIS SITE ON MYSPACE AND I DONT KNOW WHO THIS PERSON YOUR TALKING ABOUT AND WHY JOIN AND PIC ME AND MY FRIEND OUT OF EVERYONE ON HERE I SAID I KNOW ITS U AND I

The Legend Of Isis And Osiris
THE LEGEND OF ISIS AND OSIRIS The Legend of Isis and Osiris STEAL SILENT INTO THE NIGHT TO THE FOREST...TO THE GLEN SIT ON SOFT GREEN GRASS NEAR THE FIRE AND HEAR THE OLD TALE --OF GODS-- GODS IN THE EASTERN LAND IN THE LAND OF THE SOLAR SIGN HEAR OF ISIS, HER SISTER, OSIRIS AND SETH... SETH DOTH DESIRE ISIS.. DESIRE HER AS HIS "OH, ISIS, I DESIRE THEE. DOES THEE DESIRE SETH?" FOR ISIS, ALONE DOES OSIRIS STIR HER HEART... SO TO SETH ISIS DOTH SAITH, "NO..NOT THEE SETH. NO! I DESIRE THEE NOT! THE ONE I DESIRE IS OSIRIS. OSIRIS AND I ARE ONE." "TAKE THEE THE SISTER OF ISIS...SHE DESIRES THEE." SO ISIS SENT HER SISTER TO SETH SETH HATED THE SISTER HE FELT NO DESIRE FOR HER --ONLY ISIS-- HE TOLD THE SISTER TO GO! AH, ISIS'S SISTER... HER HEART IS SORE FOR SHE DOES DESIRE SETH - SHE HAS LEARNED SHE AND SETH ARE ONE-- FOR THE SISTER, FOR ISIS SETH'S ANGER ROSE... (HISS!) "IF OSIRIS IS GONE AND IS NOT... THEN THE HEART OF ISIS TO FIND DE

Dechirure
Tel un éclair déchirant la nuit Tu es apparue dans ma vie Ton sourire m’a ébloui Tes grands yeux m’ont séduit Oh ma Princesse de Gizeh Dans mon cœur tu as semé l’amour Et l’a fait grandir jour après jour Pour toi mon âme s’est embrasée Épris d’une passion dévorante Nos raisons ont un instant oublié Les obstacles qui nous séparaient Et créés cette douleur lancinante Désormais mon cœur désarmé Tel le condamné à mort attend Ce qui sera son ultime moment Quand par la mort il sera délivré

Velvet Footprints
Didn't you see the sign out front on the iron door with rusting hinges, graying from under use? It said Keep Out - Enter At Your Own Risk. But you chose to risk your heart and placed a wanting hand on the cruel knob. A silent velvet footstep filled me, unwelcome yet needed. You found my hidden beach, with grains of time and an ocean of secret secrets, violet and red. You left your trail of deep blue footsteps on my glowing beach of soul, and no matter how many times the tides wash the sand anew, your prints can never be erased. Each one shines, a star in my lonely universe.

Stripped Of Innocence.....
I was young and you preyed on me as a volture would the dead you saw the fear in my eyes and yet you knew your secret was safe who would believe a 12 yr old? For years your hands became my demons stealing my childhood piece by piece and yet nothing could be done. Even though you lived next door i couldn't find safety in my own home. When i was 15 you took it too far I never understood why i was your target i lost all confidence in my self i lost faith in humanity. When i heard you were on your death bed i couldn't shed a tear you finally got what you deserved you sick fuck. No one may know what went on within those walls but no one else will ever have to experience the pain again.

Tree Of Love
Love, like a tree, sends its roots down deep so when the storms of life abound and the winds of adversity blow, it shakes and bends and goes with the flow but doesn't break or fall. And during times of drought it drives its roots down deeper so whatever comes and goes— summer, winter, spring, or fall, the good times and the bad— it stands the test of all.

Looking Glass
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart And for us to be together, to never be apart No one else in the world can even compare You're perfect and so is this love that we share We have so much more than I ever thought we would I love you more than I ever thought I could I promise to give you all I have to give I'll do anything for you as long as I live In your eyes I see our present, our future and past By the way you look at me I know we will last I hope that one day you'll come to realize How perfect you are when seen through my eyes just like lookin through a looking glass

Darika's Law#1
Ok guys this is just an example of what I am NOT looking for...This is an actual message I recieved. I will with hold names,Because you know who you are. Hello my name is ******* .i have viewed your profile and i guess you have sound like the best perfect woman for me from your profile i wish i could meet you soon. You seems to be interesting But right now i am not happy mother died some days ago.Now i have decided to have the true love of my life I'm a strong, sexy, smart, independent man with many goals and lots of drive. I love to have fun and need a real woman by my side to hold it down with. I need a woman with good conversation, intelligence, street smarts and one who knows how to treat a lady. I want to explore the world and do new things when I come home. I'm willing to relocate. I live life in the fast lane but am willing to see what it is like to chill out and just be. I love warm weather, tropical drinks and sandy beaches. I like to party and have fun. I do

Time For An Update
I just wanted to let everyone know that over the next few weeks, you won't be seeing me on here very much if at all. On Friday when I was in Indiana with Carrie, I got the call that I had been selected for Chief. For those not familiar with what that means, being selected is extremely difficult and because of it's rich tradition, there is a lengthy phase of transitioning that takes place. It will be consisting of a lot of work and little sleep, but in the end, it's the highest honor that can happen to an enlisted sailor. With the selection, Carrie and I will now be getting married on Sept 27th instead of this month as planned due to my inability to get away for it. That will allow her more time to finalize a few things and at least she will be here while I endure this, even though we won't see much of each other, but it will be great knowing she is here supporting me instead of having to communicate long distance. We were able to get her a car while I was up there so she should be

The Power Of Letting Go
Let go of everything that holds you back. Let go of people, things, situations, thoughts, ideas, concepts, dis empowering beliefs that do not allow you to grow and evolve. The power of letting go of that which is not aligned with your higher self is that you leave space for more fruitful and positive experiences to come into your life... A lot of times we complain about our circumstances or our relationships, yet we hold on to the very things and people that are holding us back and making us unhappy. We want better for ourselves, we want more passion, we want more love, we want more success and prosperity, we long for healthier relationships, etc. And we wonder why we can't achieve what we desire in life--but we have no space! We block these experiences from taking place in our lives because we are still holding on to that which is not serving us... Today, I ask us to examine the things, people, and situations in our lives that we are having trouble letting go of. Let's

The Aprentice
soooooooooooo after tring to reschedule a court date a couple months ago so i can go to this aprentice test thing......the union guys felt me when i was told them im tring to get my game right! so tomorrow, i get to do a make up test for the aprenticeship for sheet metal working...GOOD MONIESSSSSSSSSSS (no i ain't buying happy hours i like to save money .....blasts and stuff can be negotiated) as always w/ me .....this is a good news bad news scenario! .....the good news is .....seeing how im in the reserves (till april at the least) got my part time gig for now, if i get this union aprenticship..... I BE MAKING SOME BANK BANK BANK with bennies and stuff the bad news......(to some) you will have to get used to not having me around beggin for tits as much ......and stuff! ...ill still beg ....but .....ill just ask but only like once a week... god willing .........i think my time...is finally comming to shine.....just hope i don't mess it all up!

When
When you see me what do you see? When i look in the mirror i see someone that is scared to go anywhere, and is scared to go after what she wants in ife. When i see a pictuer of myself; I see someone that has no ambitions and has a problem with weight. You may see someone that is depressed when u read this, But the questin is What do u see when you first look at me? You wish you could find someone that you can talk to about anything. You hope to find someone that can read you like an open book. so i ask again What do u see when u see me?

The Pleasure Dome Is Here
WELCOME TO THE PLEASURE DOME!! MAKING ALL YOUR FANTASIES COME TRUE!!! THE HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!! ALSO HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSITIONS!!! CLICK BELOW TO JOIN US!! JOIN US ON CAM!!!!! HEAR THE LATEST MUSIC WITH DJS TAKING REQUEST FOR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO HEAR!!!!!! Cameo-Candy

Xxx Can You Handle Meagan In A Wet T-shirt? Xxx
I'm all wet!!! I joined a wet t-shirt contest. It goes until August 8th (Friday) so we don't have much time! This contest is rates only. The person with the most rates by Friday wins. In the event of a tie, the highest rating wins. So gimme your 11's!!! So, if you want to see what's under those smiley faces, go ahead and click the pic above! Thanks to those who help! Drop me a sb and let me know that you dropped me a rate, and I'll be sure to return the love! :D ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~ Did I mention that you have to add the host to rate the pic? His link is below. So not only do you get to make my day, but you get to make a new friend, as well! :D

I Hate You
i feel used by you what was i just something to pass the time? you made me smile made me think of things i never would of i felt alive with you yet i was nothing to you even tho you made me feel like something i'm done feeding ur ego making you feel like ur a good man ur not ur a piece of shit i hate you I hate you for everything

There Are Many Miles Between Us
There are many miles between us, But our hearts see not the distance. Drawing our love even closer, On this my heart it is insistent. When we talk my heart sings, You'll never know the happiness it brings. Just to hear a word from you, Keeps my heart from being blue. I love you truly, yes I do. I forever want to be with you. For now I'll settle for the phone, But know it's in your dreams that I belong Longing for the day we greet, Two loving hearts will then get to meet. Never more to be apart, Knowing it was long distance we got our start

The Squirrel God
I have this squirrel in my backyard that i absolutely love. I've even named him. Keith; after Keith Buckley. Anyway this squirrel is crazy and I was telling my sister about him. He likes to get really close to me and just stare and then run away for no reason. She's dared me to hand feed the squirrel and take photographic evidence of said act. Pray that i don't get rabies. :D

Update 8-8-08
Free!!!!! This weekend SPG will be free,Im moving out of my roomates place.Free from their holier than thou attitude. Free from the drama and I can finally start having a somewhat abnormal life again. the only drawback is that Ill be delayed again getting the internet, but thats ok, my page has been a ghost town lately. So Ive been working on some art and music and other stuff I like.

Welcome....
First of all welcome! I knew you would be here so lets get this over with... I didnt realize till Wednesday night that no matter what I am gonna be a thorn in your side. Sure what you and your sister said pissed me off but I could have responded with "well how did my pu$$y and a$$ taste?" I also could have said, "Guess she isnt bi-curious anymore." But did I...NOPE! Nor did I just now...just listing some examples. So as you and your sister played your childish game, I sat back and started thinking. Why am I fighting or being pissed off for? I kno who he wants and who he loves. I keep coming back no matter how many times you get your kicks in banning me. I am still here arent I? And I will remain here! If not me, it would be someone else. And if he didnt want or love me, I wish him happiness with whomever he is with. He wouldnt give up on me! He wants me in his life. I love Jim with all my heart and he loves me. I will remain in his life. Im sorry your relationship with him

Doors
There are many concepts out there that are hard for a human mind to comprehend. For me, one of those concepts is a door in a public bathroom that requires a handle to be pulled in order to open it. Obviously, these doors are designed for us to physically touch that handle in order to let ourselves out. It is also obvious that whoever decided to install those types of doors by now has got to have some sort of desease caused by constantly touching the said handle every time they use a bathroom. Why? Because, while in an ideal world all creatures would wash or at least rinse their hands after having their them in such close proximity to their not so clean nether regions, we do not live in such world. There is always that one individual that, as much as our peripheral vision lets us, we see make a bee line from a stall or a urinal directly to the door (we also usually try to look in the mirror to see if we personally know this savage so we can tell our coworkers about his/her awful h

Wow!
I have always been a person to defend women however I will continue to do that but in a silent way! I will be here for people to talk to but I won't ask for them to! I am done with that. I don't know what to do with my feelings and thoughts. I don't know if I will keep my fubar account or not but right now I do know that I won't be on as much! Been hurt too many damn times and I'm done plus I have feelings for someone anyways and I am going to do whatever I can to be with them!!! GOOD-BYE EVERYONE AND HAVE FUN!

Things I Get The Most....
in my shoutbox. and i CANNOT stand repetition: "Nice ink." "How many tattoos do you have?" "Hi." "How's Iceland?" "So you're from Iceland." seriously if people don't have anything interesting to say, why WHY hit me up in the shoutbox?!

Some Great Sayings That I Found
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned. He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. A family is a place where minds come in contact with one another. If these minds love one another the home will be as beautiful as a flower garden. But if these minds get out of harmony with one another it is like a storm that plays havoc with the garden. Buddha All that we are is the result of what we have thought. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him. Buddha On a long journey of human life, faith is the best of companions; it is the best refreshment on the journey; and it is the greatest property. Buddha The greatest prayer is patience. Buddha Th

Hey
Hey all.... Sorry I've been away for a bit. Some of you know I lost my net for a bit. And someof you also know I had Emg. Surgery it's been 12 days since the sugery and I'm doing good. I'm glad to be back online. Hope to talk more later on tonight. Enchantress

Well... That's Just Great.
It's been a few hours since these children watched 28 Days Later. Why are they wandering around acting like zombies, yelling "ZOMBIE KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ....i must start monitoring what they watch lol

How I Miss You So....................
A different kind of heartbreak, Not one from a lost love, But that of a missing friend. No more are the days together, Laughing at absurd jokes, Ones only we understand. Bear hugs are no more, Just dismissive actions, And condescending smiles. Conversation dying down, Only awkward pauses, Where words used to flow. Questions linger in the air, Of where my friend went, And when he will return. I mourn what is left of us, The inseparable renegades, Now being laid to eternal rest. Walking past our small place, I lay an imaginary rose there, As I silently cry for my friend. We have become lost, dear, Separation a cruel feeling, For we are fading away…

What Not To Say To A Military Spouse
What NOT to say to a military spouse: 1. "Aren't you afraid that (s)he'll be killed?" (This one ranks in at number one on the "duh" list. Of course we're afraid. We're terrified. The thought always lingers at the backs of our minds ---but thanks brilliant, you just brought it back to the front. Maybe next you can go ask someone with cancer if they're scared of dying.) 2. "I don't know how you manage. I don't think I could do it." (This is intended to be a compliment, however, its just a little annoying. Here's why: it's not like all of us military wives/husbands have been dreaming since childhood of the day we'd get to be anxious single wives who carry cell phones with us to the bathroom and in the shower. We're not made of some mysterious matter that makes us more capable, we just got asked to take on a challenging job. So we rose to the challenge and found the strength to make sacrifices.) 3. Wow i bet you hate them calling you at werid hours.. umm.. NO im act

Lost In You
My fingers get lost in those strings but I got lost in those flings that were flung for me to catch and understand. Jingle, jangle,strum. I'm tired. I go. I am beckoned so it seems like I am wanted yet I am not the desire. I am not alone but it feels like I am. Oh!!! The intoxication, the excitement. I wish you could feel this but only I can. I dont understand it but i caught it. And u will understand it only after Ive let it go. Cause right now youre 1,000 miles away and I'm lying next to you. It always happens like that. Staring off in the distance...it's getting blurry, I must be tired. No wait my eyes are tearing.......OUCH! Look down. My fingers are dripping blood...as I strum my guitar

............update On ......blah!!
so.......i know you all didn't care where i was, BUT IMMA TELL YOU ANYWAYS! first off i would like to say .......OOGA BOOGA!now. i git home saturday night thinkin imma be able to drunk mumm and hit on womens and stuff, WRONG! stupid verizon fios modem fried out on me! so i had to wait a couple days for it to come it (no fuicide here sorry) then sunday. i enter this 25 dolla poker tourney with a bunch of rookies thinkin imma just house this thing and be all happy about it. did i win? HELL NO! got my lunch handed to me. it isn't the fact that i played like crap its the fact that i couldn't even catch an s.t.d if i really wanted to. my cards were that bad.(probally a sign from god!) so after all that my mom finally takes the 400 dollar gift card i get her for best buy and gets a wii (thats after them idiots told me that they didn't have any for 6 months) .....so i score super mario galaxy, that wii sports and games thing, the zelda game, and lego star wars for lil pimpin(should

Rating Revolution Stuff
I would like to take a moment of your time and introduce you to our leaders and let you know what we have going on. First off take a moment to stop in and say hello to our Co-Founders! They are: Enchantin~rose~LadyPhoenix's~Co~Founder~Rating Revolution ~DemonCrew~ and $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Demon Crew recruiter}-[Co-founder of the Rating Revolution] Next we have the Crew Leaders. They are: Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~ and Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Rating Revolution Crew Leader+{Shadow Leveler} Next would be our Recruiter and Tag Maker. She is: ♥ ♥ Lori ♥ ♥CrAzY BeAuTiFuL {Wife to ScOoTeR} {Recruiter/Member of Rating Revolution}Demon Crew Member Don't forget our homepage as well. Rating Revolution Now on to what we have going on. First off we have the "Who wants to be a Crew Leader Contest". This contest consists of three memebers that were nominated

Inflated Ego
Amazing that some of the women on here believe themselves worthy of being paid for services on Fubar. I find it funny that they actually think that I would pay money to look at a picture of them naked. Or the ones that write disclaimers in their bio's about what not to do, and the protocal for their page! Who do these people think they are? They must have a lot of pretty lame fellows knocking on their door is all I can say. Some other women create stipulations by which one must follow in order to gain audience with them. All I can say is that I'm glad I have the capacity for critical thinking, independently of my loins!

Why My Heart Is So Heavy
This is probably one of the hardest things i live with in my heart .I have a brother that was born a year before my son.so he was like mine .i went know where without him. as he was growing up .he always made good grades very very athletic all threw school .as soon as he graduated joined the marines.he had a bad knee injury and was sent home to recover.well he being 19 he goes to a bar and the waitress thinking he was of age .let him drink all day .well he had a job the next morning and decided to drive him self home .Hes almost home and he sees red and blue lights flashing .who knows what went through his head he decides to run and try to get home before he knows it they pit him.flips his truck.ejects him through a bob wire fence .the police thought he might have ran .they didnt realize my brother had been thrown so far .finally when they found him he was in fetal position with his head turned almost around .breathing in dirt .yes his neck was broke...19 yrs old my baby brother .b

Too Much Emo Drama
am watching a movie knowing the outcome i still get caught up in the emotional plot am i too sensitive to feel the emotion in just story not even this is not true story my tears roll when hero is dying when i know the hero survives why my boyfriends want to take me to the tearjerkers am i all over them

Why Do Nice Guys
why do nice guys come in last place?? I try to talk to people and get blown off it like I'm invisable or something it most time feels like I'm not meant to be loved and that is my fate it like no one can see me like that

Way To Live Life By...
with rough times in life, sometimes you need to just look forward, adapt to adversity and overcome on the fly. Wrote this awhile back, figured I share it. Take it how you will, literally or metaphorically, doesnt matter(not sure how u would take it literally tho) But yeah, here it is. "If I die, I want to die in a way where I was ultimately in control. If I die, it will be with a rifle in my hand, barrel pointed forward, vanquishing all enemies in my way. And with my rifle, I will fight off the Reaper and his Scythe; Death can not touch me for I am in control of my own Fate. I shall have no fear; I will stare in the face of those who wish to see me fail and will not falter. I shall look Wickedness in the eye with unwavering strength and determination and continue forth without despair. If I die, it will not be because I gave up, or that I could not overcome my enemy, but because I chose to do so. It will not be because I failed, but merely the exact opposite, for when I choose t

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

I Just Don't Get It
I don't want to sound like some crazed man basher, but I don't get men sometimes.... I have a handful of guys that want to screw me but not one of those guys want anything more than just sex from me.... it's as though I am not good enough to know unless they have a chance to crack the panties... I know that I am not a hottie, and I don't really care about being all hot and sexy, but I am a good person, and I feel that I deserve better... I do not feel that I should take what I can get because I'm not some skinny super model looking woman. I don't ask for alot when it comes to seeking a mate... I want to meet someone honest, caring, someone who doesn't cheat on me every chance they get, someone who actually works... I don't mean a guy who jumps from one job to the next, and so I end up having to support his lazy ass. Where are all the good guys.... I'm talking about the guys that actually want to get to know you.... The guys who after talking to you for five minutes don

Snow Whites Mission
Snow white was on a mission And desperate for a fuck, So off she went into the woods, To try and get some luck. She'd almost given up looking, When she saw some chimney smoke, Then she stumbled on the cottage, And went in for a poke. Her clothes came off in seconds. And she'd just removed her pants, When seven dwarves came marching in, With a merry song and dance. Snow White just stood there speechless, And thought she was in heaven, Originally after one good shag, But now she could have seven. Straight away she took command, "My fanny needs a lick!" And when one dwarf moved forward, She said "Oi-you'd better drop your pick" So down he went onto all fours, And said "I ain't licking that," "Not there, that is my asshole, You DOPEY little brat!" The next dwarf started blushing, "Do we have to do it here?" Snow White said "Don't be BASHFUL, Unless you're a fucking queer" So reluctantly he whipped it out, To prove he was no fool. And Snow White gav

Lesson 2
I am sure I will get dinged on this but again this is how I was taught. This lesson is about 3 types of subs. The first one really isn't a sub but I will add her anyway Concubines~ They don't really serve. The will have sex with a Master in exchange for being a kept woman basically. They can ask a dom to be their Master and they can ask to be released with no punishment. Like I said not much to this but sex. No serving no real punishment Pets~ Very sensitive people. We do serve and are expected to be very well behaved with occasional times of misbehaving just to spice things up. When we are punished it is normally by spanking, witholding of pleasure or witnessing another pet/slave pleasuring the Master. Typically though we are very devoted to Master, doing all that he asks quickly, never question his orders.If you cannot be there for a call from him you had better have a good reason. We take care of him he is expected to protect us, cherish us, treat us well, not kept though. W

Naughty Application
Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Errrr
why does the bus drop my son off on the next street over when they drive right by the house? his bookbag weighs like 40 pounds, is it that hard to drop him off closer when you already drive right past it? and no it's not cause of other kids, there aren't any he rides with by us!

Sometimes-candlebox
I wipe the night from my eyes Block out the sunny day and I hide Everything's falling down around us I'm just missing the rain I'm happier now today Don't let me down Don't let me go A change of seasons inside her mind In time I'll decide In time I'll decide to move on We change directions, we watch the tides And we borrow too much We form restrictions and we form lines And we separate you from me Sometimes, sometimes we carry more weight than we own Oh but sometimes sometimes goes on Night takes the light by the hand Tunes out the boring day and cries out loud Everyone's hanging on, hanging on my words It kills the thrill in being divine But she's happier now today Don't let her down Don't let her go There are no reasons there are no lies We just bleed together That's how we realize We change directions we watch the tides And we borrow too much We from restrictions and we form lines We separate you from me Sometimes sometimes we carry more weight than we

You Complete Me-stabbing Westward
I am lost in the darkness Between two worlds and here I'm struggling You're the light that I've been seeking 'Cause my whole life there's been something missing Only you Can make me whole Just one touch And you complete me Only you Can make me whole Just one touch And you complete me Rescue me from this black hole That sucked me in and left my dying You're the truth that I've been seeking 'Cause my whole life I've been lying Only you Can make me whole Just one touch And you complete me Only you Can make me whole Just one touch And you complete me God I pray you find me worthy Of the right to stand beside you And of your truth and of your passion Of the right to sleep beside you Only you Can make me whole Just one touch And you complete me Only you Can make me whole Just one touch And you complete me Just one touch And you complete me Just one touch And you complete me Just one touch And you complete me

14 Codes Of The Aryan Ethic
14 CODES OF THE ARYAN ETHIC 1. Honor no gods but those of your own Folk, as alien gods destroy you. 2. Nature's laws evidence the divine plan, as the natural world is the work of the All-Father. 3. Act nobly and courageously, always carefully considering the consequences, as the effects of your deeds lives on after you pass from Midgard. 4. Live within the reality of this life; fear not your fate, as fear is for fools and cowards; a valorous man boldly faces what the Norns decree. 5. Love, protect, reproduce and advance your Folk, as natural instinct prohibits miscegenation and self-destruction. 6. Be honest, be disciplined, be productive and loyal to friends, as the Aryan spirit strives for excellence in all things. 7. Treasure your history, heritage and racial identity, as your ancestors have entrusted, it falls with you, it will rise with you. 8. Honor the memory of your kith and kin, especially those who have given their lives or freedom for the Folk, as you

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Why Do I Care?
I'm not sure...but apparently I did this too much and that was bad and now I feel bad and I'm wondering if there is some kind of shock therapy to ensure that it doesn't happen again...or at least it will happen in a not making me feel bad way. If someone knows of such device let me know, I could make my own but I worry about faulty wiring, etc... I think my vicodin is kicking in now :)

A Laugh For Today!
1. After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's licence to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'. So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me' and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, 'You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten disability, too' And then the fight started..... 2. My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, 'Do you know her?' 'Yes,' I sighed, 'She's my old girlfrien

Bitch...
BITCHOLOGY - I LOVE IT! ----------------------- When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within

Submission
Submission To Submit: ...to overcome resistance to direction and yield one(self) to the will of another Submission is an action of personal strength. To overcome internal resistance the submissive must control their desire or need to maintain personal control in the creation and delivery of all personal decisions. They must overcome the need to express or deliver their personal judgment as the basis for creating, directing and taking self action. They must overcome their desire to ACT defensively through CHALLENGE and directed conflict when exposed to the direction of another. As part of this process they must also submerge their ego to allow them to follow or accept direction from another without fear of loss of face, status or worth. To yield is to 'reward' through the offering of the inner self to the direction or will of another. This 'gift' is the non-resistance or need of conflict TO direction and external control. Resistance is usually based on FEAR of loss. That l

Points To Ponder -more Advice For Dominants
Written by Cerina X. This article is the property of SL. All rights held and reserved by Submissive Loving. Be Yourself If you have to lie about yourself in order to get someone to submit to you. They did not submit to you. If you project a personality other than whom you really are, no one actually submits to you. They submit to whom you pretend to be. I understand that you may be tempted to behave as you perceive a dominant should, but in the end you are cheating yourself. You will be far more fulfilled to know that one submits to you as you are. It is YOU who inspires this submission, not an alter ego. Maintaining a facade is work and sooner or later you will not have the strength nor the desire to continue with it. What then? Do not be surprised when the submissive is disappointed and goes in search of someone who is naturally what you pretended to be. Everyone loses in the end. Be Honest With Yourself about Your Version of Domination There is nothing wrong with sensu

What Does Your Bed Say About You?
What Your Bed Says About You Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home. You try to be an organized person, but you often fall behind. Certain parts of your life tend to fall into chaos. You are very low maintenance. You tend to go with the flow, and you're easily pleased. In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge. You tend to be a down to earth, practical person. You think in terms of what is actual. You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere. What Does Your Bed Say About You?

Attacked And Assulted
August 24th 2007 7:27pm, As I left my house to go for a evening walk after dinner, there was a tan/gold dog running around outside my house. I kept an eye on the dog to make sure it doesn’t get near me. As I walked further away from my house the dog started trying to attack me. I skid my feet across the wet ground to scare it away but the dog kept getting closer. I yelled at it and the girl who was trying to get the dog “get that damn dog on a leash” the girl said “it’s not my dog!” as I replied “I don’t care if it is your dog or not get the damn dog on a leash!!” at that point the dog again tried to bite me within inches of my legs. A black man came charging out from the duplex where the dog stayed and started yelling at me cussing taking off his green plaid jacket and coming closer. I begin saying “I’m not going to fight you all I want is to go for my walk” that man yelling “are you threatening my daughter?!” my reply was “no I told her she needs that dog on a leash!” and he as

Sleep Failed Me?...
My curse spreads wide as it flows through these viens oh how i wish i could remove it get rid of all the negative within my heart an soul but for some odd reason my heart is patient who does it wait for someone special? might that person already be there inside? if she is she knows. I can't sleep after having a VERY different nitemare in which this time i wasn't being chased by a demon or monster it took a whole new turn i was being chased by something more real an human that exists....in this living world...

Sweet And Sour Chicken..yum, Yum
Sweet and Sour Chicken Loved at parties 1 bag of frozen chicken wings 1 large bottle of la choy soy sauce( taste better with this) Surgar Measure equal parts of soy sauce and sugar example..if soy sauce mesures 1 cup then you put 1 cup of sugar. Aprox: 45 min-1 hour Don't let chicken over cook or it will fall of the bone.

..hackin And Stalkin
.so i go to check my myspace messages and stuff...and i was locked out. i tried to check my msn e-mail ..and i was locked out! there is only one reason why one gits locked out of his accounts and stuff! someone is tring to access my stuff! and i thinks i know who ( noone on here though) ...pretty cute if you ask me. ya know people tring to check up on me. good times good times! ....that all i got for now

Such A Bad, Bad Housewife
You Would Make a Horrible 1930's Wife You are way too non conformist, independent, and sassy to be an ideal retro wife. You may be so wild that you aren't even considering marriage! Good thing we don't live in the 1930s anymore! Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?

Pure Hotness..................
Ruby Cairo is quite possibly one of the sweetest people you'll meet. Seriously! And she just so happens to be my R/L best friend and sister. Please check her out if you haven't already; she's a great person to know! Ruby Cairo >Please Read Profile< ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Persia sent ya. ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per§ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ? CounterB!tch to Trancy ?@ fubar The New Black - Every Time I Die

Political Correctness Carried Too Far],,,lmao
Political Correctness carried too far Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as'HILLBILLIES. ' You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN- AMERICANS . And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a 'BABE' or a 'CHICK' - She is a ' BREASTED AMERICAN.' 2. She is not 'EASY' - She is 'HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.' (Loved this one!) 3. She is not a 'DUMB BLONDE' - She is a 'LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. ' 4. She has not 'BEEN AROUND' - She is a 'PREVIOUSLY- ENJOYED COMPANION.' 5. She does not 'NAG' you - She becomes ' VERBALLY REPETITIVE.' 6. She is not a 'TWO-BIT HOOKER' - She is a ' LOW COST PROVIDER.' HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a 'BEER GUT' - He has developed a 'LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY.'

Turning Over A New Leaf
I have come to the realization that I need to get motivated with my life. I've done the single life long enough. I am ready to jump back into the pool. But it will be a challenge. For the simple fact that I am going to be picky. I'm going to find a woman. ( not a girl) Somebody with a head on their shoulders. Somebody with my interests. Hopefully somebody that can accept me for who I am. And for something that I am not. Recent women that i have been with. Haven't even been close. Good people but when it comes to being with me. Was never going to work. I am a redneck man, with a country state of mind. I don't want no city girl with a attitude problem. Somebody who thinks they are better than everybody else. Seems simple to think that it will be easy. But one thing i have learned. If you want something done right you have to do it yourself. Larry Jr

Human Alarm Clock Eff That
ok so explain why i should be someones personal alarm clock cause his lazy ass can't get up...ok it wouldn't be so bad if it didn't turn into a fight when trying to get his sorry ass up...but a person should not have to do someone a favor and get bitched out for doing it. especially at 6 in the fucking morning. that doesn't quite start me off in the greatest fucking mood, especially getting a fucking phone call with them still fucking yelling...GUESS WHAT ASSHOLE I AM NOT YOUR PERSONAL PUNCHING BAG VERBALLY OR PHYSICALLY! want me to do you a favor how about if you do me a huge one DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE FUCKING EARTH YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

Just Me
It's a long weekend, and I've got no responsibilities. I'm not a wife or a mother, just me...simply Charlie, and I really can't remember the last time I was able to say that. It's the first weekend that my children have been away from me, and I'm not really sure how well I'm gonna handle that. Yes, I know its something I'll have to deal with since my marriage fell apart, but its still hard to go to sleep at night knowing my babies aren't here. At the same time, I can't help but embrace the freedom of spending three days doing the things I want to do without having to worry how my decisions will affect them. The point of my mindless rambling...I realize that through all of this, I'm still me. The identity I thought I had lost exists, and once again I embrace it.

What You Mean To Me
shes asked me if i love her. YES my dear what you mean to me is life itself. yet she has doubts, why I only tell her I love her everyday! What you mean to me. I breath eveyday because of you. I awake because you are bye my side. I look into your eyes and all i see is my happiness. You mean the world to me, and yet she has doubts. WHAT you mean to me. you are my everything. without you i would be lost. could i live without you, NO! I would rather off be dead! WHAT you mean to me. EVERYTHING ! i love you with all my heart and soul!

The Polite Way To Pee....
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to Teach good manners, asked her students the Following question: Michael, if you were on a date having dinner With a nice young lady,how would you tell her That you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would Be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?' Sherman said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to Go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to Say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain For once and show us your good manners?' 'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused For a moment? I have to shake hands with a Very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to Introduce you to after dinner.' The teacher fainted...

If You Have A Heart, Plz Repost This
-Turn your sound on too !YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday .London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so dam

God Of War
........so after some binge drinkin this weekend......i get an e-mail about the god of war 3 trailer ...........i think its crap so i check it out boy i was wrong .......ive been lickin my chops for ever for this damn game to come out

Boyfriend Application Reply In E-mail Please
LET'S SEE HOW THIS TURNS OUT LMAO Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u have sex with me? 21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we ha

Psychoanalyze Yourself ......
Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating!) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? 6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. Whats on it? 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? 8. What do u do with the cup? 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at? 10. How will you cross the water? NOW WHAT IT ALL MEANS DON'T READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED YET!!! | | | V V ----------------------------------------------------------------------

Life
Well Dana sent this to me as part of a bigger email but I thought this was particularly beautiful so I'm blogging it. That's what I do with such things so here it is lol True love is neither physical nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. Peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have. Life isn't about how to survive the storm but how to dance in the rain.

An Angel With Broken Wings
AN ANGEL WITH BROKEN WINGS ...AND WITH BROKEN WINGS WATCH HER CLIMB TO THE TOP SPREAD HER WINGS AND DROP. FALLING FAST TOWARD THE GROUND, EXCEPT FOR HER TEARS SHE NEVER MAKES A SOUND. AS HER BROKEN WINGS BLEED BLOOD RAINS FROM ABOVE NOW SHE IS FREE. AS SHE LAYS BY THE STREAM LOOKING BACK TO THE HEAVENS AN ANGEL WITH BROKEN WINGS

Gazing At The Stars
LOST IN A DREAM TRAPPED WITHIN MYSELF I GAZE IN TO THE NIGHT HOPING SHE IS WATCHING HOPEING FOR A MOMENT TO TASTE HER SOFT SWEET LIPS LONGING FOR HER BODY TO HOLD ME IN THE NIGHT, THE WALKS WE WILL TAKE FROM NOW TILL THE END I STARE AT THE STARS WANT TO FEEL HER NEAR I WOUNDER IF SHE WATCHING UP INTO THE NIGHT IF SHE WANT TO HOLD AND KISS ME THROUGH THE REST OF MY LIFE, IM LOST IN A DREAM

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Damn You Woman!!!
Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business. Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be experienced in the here and now. Artisans have exceptionally keen senses, and love working with their hands. They seem right at home with tools, instruments, and vehicles of all kinds, and their actions are usually aimed at getting them where they want to go, and as quickly as possible. Thus Artisans will strike off boldly down roads that others might consider risky or impossible, doing whatever it takes, rules or no rules, to accomplish their goals. This devil-may-care attitude also gives the Artisans a winning way with people, and they are o

Ahhh Fuckin Hate Drama
I really do its a known fact that Acacia+drama=no because I WILL kick your fucking face in.. SORRY but its true. aside from that I think I broke something in my foot DO NOT ask how cuz..I don't know, I think maybe surfing haha..woops and now I have like this icy hot stuff on and it feels way cool...woo OK I start school in like a month..YAY who wants to study weapon technology?!?! I DO I DO! ya I have decided that after 2 years at a CC (so you know like 2011/2012) I'll go to Oregon Mil. Academy & study their program on military sci/weapon tech. I'm gonna blow shit up jis retty much WHAT I'm trying to say so watch out cuz if you know me you know i will. I can't wait to go home for Christmas too...FUDGE I wanna see my niece & nephew like CRAZY and well my mommy too I miss my dog the mostest. Only a few more months & I can hug & kiss all those kids who mean the world to me... only downside? It'll be bitter sweet. :--\ k

Deciding To Leave
I think I'm Fu'ed out LOL. Thats why I am takin a break from fubar for awhile..to decide if its worth my time to be here or not. I've met alot of cool people that are REAL and DOWN to Earth, So I decided to take a Break from Fubar before just leaving leaving... Those that have my Yahoo, You Deserve to be there, so if ya wanna chit chat you can always hit me up there! those that have my digits..well then your one lucky son of a bitch LOL. Call me and we'll chit chat. One Of My Fu-friends will be dumpin 11's on ya for 7 days if this person has time..if not my VIP expires. so enjoy my 11s!

Another 6 Years
Well yes, this is another day, an yet, i still ask myself was it a good thing that i reinlisted back into the army for anothe 6 years, well its kind of hard to say? Cause its more like a threw up, on one side its this way an then on the other side its a different thing. Now i see what people mean when they say you can have everything that you want in life. Cause the harder you work on one, thing, you starts to take away from another part of your life, an well i have did that again, an lost a great person who i held very close to me. No matter what being in the military, its like you have to hide a part of yourself, an never let anybody get real close to you, cause of the fact that you will never know what is going to happen. You want things to go one way, but the miitary finds out an then threw a lop hold in your hold dreams. So now, its left me back to the fact of that i am still in the service, so yea, i must be going to stay single for something, or untill i leave the army, c

Ciao All
Well I can't say I haven't had fun times. And some great peeps, but I feel its time to waste my time in other ways...LOL. Thanks for all the love! Closing this account next week. Those that want to stay in touch send me a message. Other wise good luck, happy hunting...Godspeed! *hug*

We Have Normality, I Repeat We Have Normality
Whatever that is … I’m at work today putting in my eight hours while Martha’s at McDonald’s until five p.m. and Mary’s watching Sarah and Jeffrey. She stopped by my office an hour ago with the kids to pick up the stroller and take them to Roosevelt Park Zoo. (Update: I just got called at 1301 hours CST and told the kids are asleep; since none of us work tomorrow, we can take them to the zoo Sunday afternoon!) Before that I’d fed the kids after coming back from our first Breakfast with the Boys, the Saturday morning men’s breakfast at my church, and brought them to our newly furbished North Hill Bowl bowling alley where our nephews Patrick, Mathew, and Brandon and our niece Breanna are on bowling leagues. This year Patrick and Breanna are on opposing teams, so we get to cheer one of them on when the other’s out of earshot … Friday at work I finished reading a collection of Edmund FitzGerald’s translation of “The Rubayyat of Omar Khayyam”, the Persian poem most of us probably reme

Cry Me A River
PukinDog14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!! PukinDog14...: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm · PukinDog143!!**... re-rated you a '3' from a '10'! PukinDog143!!**Read my profile and try rating!!!@ fubar go show him some 3 love people

Masked Stranger~
It is a Saturday just like any other for Isabella. She lies in bed listening to the familiar ticking of the clock as dawn creeps towards daylight. It is 4 a.m. and she resists the urge to toss and turn in this familiar state of early waking that has become her newest habit. She will not give into the frustration of it. She has just heard Rob's key in the door, signaling his departure for the airport. She has the whole house and the whole weekend to herself. Isabella reaches through the semi-darkness towards her night table drawer. "This might help get me back to sleep." She thinks, pulling out her bullet vibe, its long cord caught in the purple gel dildo as she withdraws it from her toy box. She decides to heed the tangle and make use of both toys..."Oh and why not throw in some anal beads too?" she thinks, her hand deftly searching in the darkness for the familiar latex string. A bottle of lube glows on the night table and she reaches for it, spraying its scented silkiness on ea

My Insane-o Weekend!
So friday night I went to my brothers after work and we drank went out for a bit and played video games til 6am. Next morning: wake up at 10am to go to my friends kids catholic baptism . then to the dinner party for it afterwards. Realize there that i had lost my wallet the night before and go back to hte house to search for it. Check online banking since i cant find it annd suspect it might have been stolen and sure enough, some wanker is using my cards! Cancel all cards and file police report. Then back home to get ready for meeting my friend at the bar. Go to bar at 7pm, play darts drink carbombs and honey brown til 2am, then head back to our house with the whole gang. stay up til 6am playing Rockband on PS3 and drinking. Get 3 hours sleep , wake up at 10am and go to Buffalo Bills game til 5pm (they won it ROCKED) then take an hour longer than norm to get home because my brother gets us lost. Go visit Miss Hahs at her place of work and have a beer afterwards. Sleep at e

About Me & My Sign
Aquarius is one of the more eccentric, flexible, unusual, and avant-garde signs. Aquarius Oprah Winfrey typifies this Sun Sign, intelligent, philosophical, communicative and open-minded, she is known for her pursuit of group efforts, philanthropy, charitable efforts and love of books and reading. Aquarius natives may be perceived as odd, unusual or eccentric by others (think of Aquarians ZsaZsa Gabor and Yoko Ono). Occasionally Aquarians are perceived as "aloof" as well. That is "perceived" because Aquarians are never quite what they appear to be to others. The traditional symbol of Aquarius is "The Water Bearer", and while the sign is ruled by thoughtful air, there is a secret emotional or watery side that they like to keep hidden from public view. They are not usually emotionally sensitive, but their ability to see truth and act on it often makes them take action to help others. Aquarius may express their emotions in intellectual terms, but are often self-sacrificing humanitarians, p

Budlight
HEY YALL THIS GUY IS THE MOST SWEETEST GUY IN THE WORLD IVE NEVER BEEN HELPED AS MUCH AS IVE BEEN HELPED BY HIM (= HIS ABSOLUTLY THE COOLEST FUBARIAN EVER!!?! SHOW HIM LOVE YALL iiiiibudlightiiiii fu-owned by itsurangel@ fubar

Come Join The Fun
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=61098 Come see us again in the Midnight Dreamer Lounge! Come listen and chat with our wonderful members and staff! You'll keep comin back! Midnight Dreamer Midnight Dreamer Lounge... come for the company... stay for the tunes... keep comin back for the FUN! OWNER @ Midnight DreamerCO OWNER @ Midnight Dreamer Midnight Dreamer...Please come join in the fun!!!

Sperm
A lot of people ask me what happened to my spawns (yes i called him my spawn) father went. Well I tell people he went to japan most of the time . Then they give me the O.o look. So here is the story where I got the whole japan thingy from. The night I told him I was pregnant, he was all hyped up to have sex. Yea well telling him I was carrying his fetus kinda killed that mood. So he told me he had a headache, and was going to get asprin. I assume that he walked to japan to get it, cause it's been 9 years since he left and still hasn't come back. o.O (i love that face)

So Okay Wtf
I did a mum on remembering 9-11-01 an all it was sayin that to many people don't appreciate the fallen heroes of this great nation so some one I won't mention any names but decided they would report it to there was nothing nsfw about it all it said was how can people forget about 9-11-01 and what happened on that day I mean seriously if you think you can sit there behind your computer and act as if the planes never hit the trade towers or the pentagon or even the one that went down in pa then there is something seriously wrong with you and you have no right call to call your self an american yes many other countries lost lives as well and we should honor everyone damn one of them they didnt ask to be killed they were at work doing what everyone else does unless your a bum an live on the street or welfare...do you think these people saw the terror coming i think not. Stupid people who don't respect this country should just get the hell out.

Heads Up. I'm Ranting.
I have a boyfriend. My future husband. I am with him to the end, we are committed. I put up the sexy pictures because on the RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE, RARE occasions i feel sexy, i feel like hearing other people's opinions. I want to share, because I want to model. that is god's honest truth. it is NOT, i repeat, NOT because i'm a harlot. i am a woman loyal to the bitter end. the ONLY other person i would have, aside from my Phillip, is Gerard Butler, and that isn't gonna happen anyway. I don't like constantly being propositioned by guys. I don't CARE how hot YOU think you are, I. Am. Not. Looking. So stop ATTEMPTING to "brag" about yourself to me. I don't go for luftmensch assholes with egos the size of russia. You wanna know my standards? 1. I, I, I, I, I must find you attractive. Which is NOT society's standard. it's MY standard. I liek everything from heath ledger, to adrian brody, to gerar

Hurricane Ike
SO YOU ALL MAY KNOW HOUSTON IS UNDER A HURRICANE ADVISORY FOR TOMMOROW.. IF YOU TRY CONTACT ME AND I SEEM TO BE OFFLINE I LOST POWER DUE TO POWERLINES BEING KNOCKED DOWN. MOST OF SOUTHERN TEXAS WAS EVACUATED YESTERDAY UNDER MANDATORY EVACUATION BY THE STATE OF TEXAS.. I AM ALL SET WITH SUPPLIES SO I AM NOT I WORRIES.. IF I HAVE TO MY ASS WILL RIDE A BIG PLAYTEX RUBBERMAID TUB AND ROW WITH A BROOM DOWN THE ROAD! LOL WELL I KNOW IT'S NOT A LAUGHING MATTER BUT WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO RUN? LOL NOT ME.. I JUST WANNA SAY TTY ALL LATER AND I'LL MISS YOU ALL... BB AS SOON AS WE GET POWER IF WE LOSE POWER. SO THIS IS BAD AKA GREG.. MUCH LOVE TO MY FU'S

Leveling
Id like some help from someone who knows what theyre talking about Ive been told I need a salute in order to keep leveling But my computer freezes when I upload pics and not when I rip My question is, since I have Internet Explorer, what's the best way to upgrade it I use IE 6 right now I had IE 7 but hated it and it's been a long time since Ive done it and cant recall what I did Please help ! Thanks

Me
MY LIFE. By me I look into mirror I see myself, but as I was before The days where I had hopes and Dreams Know I see sadness, pain, death in my face And the wasted time I have spent here I broke my life apart, I lost everything exept myself I have nothing to gain or lose from life I only wanted a simple life , Now i want only to live in dark, In the shadow of my Dreams watching how the world dies, Day after day It burns in pain It feels hunger for blood I take a peace of Mirror glass and look into myself I see that many years passed. I see how old I have become How much pain I have seen How much did I gane Throught this years Now I have only one purpose, to live And there is nothing to change..... MRRCP2007

A Rant Of Sorts
I've been wanting to do a lot of art concerning my spirituality. I've been trying to write a book concerning spiritualism. I want to loose weight and I'm trying but it's slow going. *sigh* Okay, I'm at my wits end, you see, for 2 year now I've been trying to maintain my life without much medical attention, IE I go when I can, when I can the doctor finds something else wrong. Here is a list of my ailments with the medications... Lupus SLE (they think but aren't sure) I was on Prednisone but now I'm not taking anything. Prednisone is a steriod that has really messed me up. Degenerative Disk Disease, I'm on Robaxin Bi-Polar/Manic Depression- Celebrex Fibomyalgia- Neurotin Servere Anxiety Disorder- Paxil Knee & Ankle pain caused by the two not healing right, 800 mg of Ibeprofen All of these but the paxil I take 4 times a day. Money is tight and my doctor was trying to help me get the help I need and he declared me disabled. This is doctor # 4 that has decl

Her Titties
u might have heard from your ma it aint proper to call a woman's breasts tatas or funbags or bazongas ladies its embarassing to hear them named after chumbawumba(s). High beams head lights Baby can I see them tonight? Holmes and Watson Bert and Ernie men are pigs when they refer to your mammories.... and when they sing "Thanks For The Mammories" Speaking for myself ladies I admire them because they are so pretty Any season or city Tall, short, fat or skinny I love women like my mommy I wouldn't speak brash or indiscreetly I nod or wave and try to be gentlemenly Yet I have to be honest I have a favorite term and it's common as it is silly when I refer to those beautiful things I like to say 'titties' White and creamy with brown areolas also there's brown on brown saucers and some others do without there's no reason that they cant be Perky, proud some w/ sag in their swag Close to the chest and some are like your handbag And they make me smile a

102 Ways To Help
102 Ways... Help Rescue Without Adopting a Dog or Fostering a Dog Can you... Transport a dog? Donate a dog bed or towels or other *bedding* type items?** Donate MONEY (collect your change for a week or a month and donate that!)? Donate a Kong? A nylabone? A hercules? Donate a crate? Donate an x-pen or baby gates? Donate a food dish or a stainless bucket for a crate? Donate a leash? Donate a collar? Donate some treats or a bag of food? Donate a halti or promise collar or a gentle leader? Walk a dog? Groom a dog? Donate some grooming supplies (shampoos, combs, brushes, etc.)? Go to the local shelter and see if that dog is the breed the shelter says it is or go with rescue to be a second opinion on the dog? Make a few phone calls? Mail out applications to people who've requested them? Provide local vet clinics with contact information for educational materials on responsible pet ownership? Drive a dog to and from vet appointments? Donate long dist

I Am Done!!!
I am done! I am done! I am done!!!! I can't write it enough! I am done with radiation. This last week has been the hardest. I have radiation burns under my arm where I endured 33 daily radiation treatments! yes 33 days of this stuff! My underarm is blistered and raw but I am ok...I am here!! I have a few weeks off so I can recover and heal then it's off to the dr visits again for check ups. thanks to all my frineds who have helped me through this whole ordeal. BUT..... I AM A SURVIVOR!! ~~smooches~~

Sarah And Oprah The Spiritual And Moral Contrast
Solving Light Books Demystifying Ancient Greek Art -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SARAH AND OPRAH THE SPIRITUAL AND MORAL CONTRAST By Robert Bowie Johnson, Jr. Oprah Winfrey has said she will have Sarah Palin on her show after the election. I doubt that Sarah will appear on Oprah’s show then or at any other time. I don’t think Oprah is going to follow through, either. They both understand what the other represents. The spiritual contrast between them is too stark, starker than that between the sun at high noon and midnight in a dismal swamp. Sarah worships the Creator of the heavens and the earth. Oprah worships herself. As we examine the striking exhibition of spiritual and moral unlikeness between these two women, we’ll see with crystal clarity exactly what is at stake in this election. Sarah Palin, the governor of Alaska, is John McCain’s running-mate. Oprah Winfrey has been called “the richest and most influential woman

Come One Come All Make Some Fubucks
ARE YOU IN NEED OF FUBUCKS? DO YOU WANT MORE FUBUCKS? HOW ABOUT AN OPENDED CONTEST HERES THE RULES ALL THE COMMNETS YOU CAN GET I DONT CARE HOW YOU GET THEM COMMENTS WORTH 10 FUBUCKS RATES WORTH 5 FUBUCKS JUST LEAVE ME A FUMAIL WITH THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE ***JUST CLICK THE PIC *** DJ DemonWolf ~ FuWifeOfDragonPoet~fuGFofCIN~OwnerofPhantom@ fubar center> BROUGHT TO YOU BY Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar

Very True
A Secret Scrolls message from Rhonda Byrne Creator of The Secret What is the answer to every difficult circumstance in life?Take the positive path. Choosing the positive path can be easy at some times in our life and more difficult at other times. When everything is going along well, when we are on a roll, choosing the positive path just flows through us as an easy, natural choice. When something negative comes along it can be far more challenging for us to choose the positive path. But choose it we must! No matter how challenging the negativity may be, there is simply no other way to bring our lives back into positivity. If negative situations appear, you must use your will and refuse to lower yourself to negative thoughts, words, actions, and emotions. Use your will and decide that not only will you focus on the positive, but you will ramp up the positive in every thought, word, and action of your day. It takes determination, strength, faith, and the power of your will to focus

The Way Life Is
life is only what you make of the rush you get when you get caught doing sumthing your not supposed to, the speed of a car or bike you'r raceing, and yes even the pain and hurt that is caused by the one's who breake your heart and hurt you so this is why i say why waste your life on stupid people and what they think of you i say fuck it let me be me and if yo udon't like the way i am then ill tell ya go fuck your self don't judge me for what i look like judge me for the person you get to know but untill then don't judge me at all

Why I'm Trippin
The boys dad leaves for boot camp this week. He is off is antidepressants and trying to cope which means he is babbling endlesslys about everything, we are not together as a couple but we have known each other pretty much our whole lives and since we share parental responsibilities he tends to once in a while still lean on me for moral support, Bless HIS heart, however I am dealing with two houses that i have to condense into one little one, taking the boys fulltime which is a joy but I know alot of extra time and work which is ok but a lil scary when your used to having dad just around the corner if u need him in a pinch. my job which has been alot busier than usual and this is kinda my first real day off from having to do any work in a couple of weeks, the aftermath of kicking the BF to the curb which has left me so shell shocked I will probably become a hermit with my kids for an indefinite period. Blah blah blah,.... Like I said Im just trippin, some days are like that. I know

Sleeping Angel
Sleeping Angel In your bed at night I watch you sleep in peace And think how you Have changed my life For all eternity You've given to me As much as I have tried Tirelessly to impart to you A never ending spring Of love, hope, patience and fun Shared by two You've come to me In the fall of my years Yet transported me to springtime With your tiny fears Making me remember How simple life can be To a winged little angel of three Suddenly I am the focus Of your needs and desires Making me stand taller To the task and never tire So sleep my little angel, I'm here for you always You have given me the gift of Springtime and sunny path ways Dian Hall

Pepsiman Auction
LOOK WHO IS UP FOR AUCTION AND TURNING UP THE HEAT WITH HIS OFFERS... COME BID AND HAVE A GOOD TIME...AFTERALL WE ARE ALL ADULTS [ fubar.com photo: 3771360793 ] this Pimpout brought to you by ღ* ஐ*ღ~Naughtia*~2nd Alarm Hotties*~Owner of Dago~Fu-Married To Big Sexy**ღ*@ fubar

I Hate That When I Ask You Why...
the answer is always "I don't know..." Infuriated doesn't even start to describe the feeling I have when I hear those three indecisive, inconclusive, effortless words jumbled up into some sort of excuse I'm just supposed to accept. It's detrimental to my willingness to communicate, to understand and be empathetic. In all honesty it just makes me want to bitch slap your ass! Saying "I don't know" is like saying "I don't care" it shows no intuitiveness to ones own thoughts. I think you are just lazy! You don't want to tell me. You don't want me to know. Your secretiveness is winning you over once again. You're a coward. Unable to say for fear of my reaction. Why can't you just be honest regardless of what I have to say? Make your way and tell me the truth... My patience is thin, nonexistence at this point. You say the same thing for so long and my attitude is acceptable. Yours, however, is not!

Omfg Some People (can You Say Moron)?
OKAY PEOPLE WTF IS THE DEAL WE HAVE A SCALE OF 1-10 UNLESS YOUR A VIC THEN GOT AN 11 SO HERE GOES IM MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS AND THIS IGNORANT MO'FO COMES TO MY PAGE AND RATES ME A FREAKING 5 WTF IVE NEVER DOWN RATED ANYONE ON HERE AND HE SAYS HES STOP GIVING 10'S THEN WTF EVER GET THE HELL OFF FUBAR BECAUSE NO BODY FREAKING DESERVES THAT SHIT AN HIS MESSAGE SAYS STOP GIVING 10'S DUDE ARE YOU FUCKED IN THE HEAD THATS JUST ASKING SOMEONE TO DOWN RATE YOUR ASS ON PURPOSE SO COMPLIMENTS OF ME FUBAR BEWARE OF THIS FRUIT LOOP... sebastiaan@ fubar

Season 2
New Season: My sophmore year The first thing I am interested in doing is making sure that I don’t create a monster bird like I did last year. With the weight drop, and cold weather hawks become very aggressive towards their trainers, and others if certain ‘safeties’ aren’t implemented The first issue that I have to deal with is making sure that the hawk associates food with something that isn’t physical, or something that can’t be easily mistaken. Last year I have several problems with this. One thing that would have cured it was if the bird was served more game. The truth is that I had bungled my freshmen year by not having prepared for understanding the relationship the bird makes with food, and basically anything it believes to have ‘produced’ the food. This can be as primal, and vulgar in understanding to the bird as something that is ‘touching’ the food. If the bird was shown that there were always chicken legs underneath pillows it would eventually come to know pi

Woo Hoo! Getting On Cam, Come Say Hi!
Not sure what I'll be wearing, possibly a costume, maybe just a nice matching bra and thong set w/ thigh highs! MyFreeCams Go sign up, it's free for a standard account, just need a valid email addy. I am on nearly every night around 10:30/11PM est. (I'm off Wed night tho, so :P) My name on there is AthenaH

Life
i dont understand life. why is it we can love someone so much we would do anything for them, but they dont see it. or how we can love them so much it hurts, but they dont care.why do good women get bad men, amd good men get bad women but the good men, and women seldom find each other. i guess it is a few of the things we don't know and may never know, but i was just wondering so thought i would ask thanks for looking at my blog hugs for you all

Drama
Ok over the last couple of days, I have dealt with a lot of drama lately with stalkers on this site. I hate all this childish bullshit. We are adults and not in high school. I realize that the Fubar staff is limited to what they can do. But damn if you leave them alone they will leave you alone . i like this web site. but damn people remember we are all adults lets try to act like it now .

One Of Those Days,,need To Vent!
first let me say this is just venting,,it has nothing to do with just one person,, it is just life in general. i am content with my life and basically more then happy with it,,but somedays i just have to vent and today is one of those days! people dont always see eye to eye, this is just a factor of life. i have, just like everyone else, have my own opinion on things.i do try and respect the opinion of others and i don't try and push mine on anyone. we dont agree thats ok. the part that i dont get is if we dont agree but we were friends before we had this parting of thoughts,,why is is so necessary to stop talking just because our opinions are different. ugh! we may get upset but that is what friends do sometimes, they disagree, but it is because thay are friends that they should be able to understand that things arent always my way or thier way. friendship should help hold them together. _________________________________________________ thats one..the other thing is if i

Remmbering You Ill Miss You...my Brother
North Idaho driver dies after car hits moose on I-90 Posted: Sep 25, 2008 08:40 AM PDT PINEHURST, Idaho - Right now Idaho State Police have cleared the scene of a one car fatality collision on I-90, near exit 44, in the Pinehurst area between Cataldo and Kellogg. The crash happened sometime before 7:00 a.m. Thursday. According to ISP, the car hit a moose in that area. The force of the collision killed both the moose and the driver, whose name was not immediately released. KHQ has a crew on the way to the scene and will bring you updated information here on khq.com as it comes into the newsroom.

Our Black Winged Angel's Post...copied
(this was posted by our Angel, I think that it is worth repeating! Reposted for Rob!) I know I'm gonna get a lot of heat for this one, but I really don't care! I was never here because I found this site to be a popularity contest - I'm here to meet and interact with people and have fun! However, someone has really spent a lot of time and energy trying to slam me time and time again! So now the darker "Black Winged Angel" has had enough and is about to go off! If you're no stranger to me, then you know of someone from my past who has been a real thorn in my side in the past several months. Funny how she has done nothing but try to stick it to me for the past 9 or 10 months that I wonder how obsessed she truly is or how much of a life she has if this is all she has been doing! She has even kept the old photographs she has of me in her album complete with the old captions from when she was in love with me. Talk about the inability to move on! I have tried time and time again to

What Are Ghosts & Orbs?
What are Ghosts & Orbs? The below statement is evidence based on the knowledge that is presently known concerning these things. Yes, ghosts are real and they do share space with us in this life although in a different realm of existence. Orbs are also believed to be ghosts of people as well as other life forms. Orbs are believed (by many) to be ghosts in the form of balls of light. They are life forms that travel in groups and are believed to be the human soul or life force of those that once inhabited a physical body here on earth. Psychics claim to talk to them on a regular basis, and ghost hunters encounter them quite frequently. It is said that they are those spirits that have willingly stayed behind because they feel bound to their previous life or previous location for whatever reason. Because of this obsession they tend to become similar to a psychotic human beings. It should be said that the majority of us when we die proceed gladly and willingly to the next level of ex

The 13 Pagan Commandments
Thou shall not turn thy ex into a frog. Thou shall not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for thou are crunchy and taste good with ketchup. Thou shall not laugh at nekked snow sprites. Thou shall not get drunk with thy Goddess's wine. Thou shall not sacrifice thy little sister. Thou shall not go running around proclaiming thy witchhood if thy are in times of burning. Thou shall not question the word of thy High Priestess - She is God. Thou shall not laugh at being nekked at coven - thou shall be killed. Thou shall not commit to signing anything that declares any single person as thy lord and savior. Thou shall not invoke thy Watchtowers only to say "never mind". Thou shall not burn enough candles to burn thy house down. Thou shall not have the magickal name "Sir Stinky Fartsalot". Thou shall not call coven only for laughs.

Questionnaire For All Kitties & Future Kitties
Hey Again, This questionnaire is simply so we can learn more about our Kitties. Could ALL Existing Kitties & any Girls Wanting to Join the Kitties copy/paste & answer the questions below into an email and send to us =) I ( Miss K ) am creating individual folders on my computer for you containing your answers & Pics so each of you are treated fairly & made to feel Welcome/Loved xx Whats your fubar nickname? Whats your fubar link? What would you like us to call you? Were you referred to Us, if so, who by? How old are you? Whats your email address incase we need to contact you externally? Do you have msn or yahoo, if so whats your username and do myself & Azriel have permission to add you if needed? What are your interests? What are your favourite bands? Do you consider yourself a genuine unique person, if so, Why? Why do you want to be part of the Wicked Kitties Family? Is this the only group you will be in? Are you a loyal per

Sometimes We Forget
Im really not sure what I have got to say, Im half asleep cat scratch fever.. Darn kitty woke me up feeling frisky stuck her claws under the covers and dug out my pretty sleeping hand so now I sit with swollen eyes and ouchie hand.. Kitty be a feisty one.. but we love her. My thoughts kept drifting to a place that I am so not used to and I must admit it was nice, this happens every time i wake up.. agh. hows a girl to get any sleep if you keep her mind racing? Anywho todays going to be a busy one mums about to go on a cruise lucky duck and the week shes gone I plan to keep myself as busy as can be ;) .. breath, I must remind myself.

Yeah So........
so this past few months has sucked, my moms been sick and they been talking bout putting her in a coma so she can live and my grandma passed away, i have no real reasons to stay in illinois so i think ill move soon to some other state, i really need to, anyways if im not on much or talk any of u id talk to u on here or anything, u know why i havent been on much, hope ur all ok

Thank You Confidence & Mikey
***Attention Fu Friends/Fam!!!*** It is High Time That We show Lots of Mad Love and Respect for one of the Most Amazing!Sweetest!Caring!Giving!Beautiful Woman On Fubar!!! BooBoo Is ALWAYS showing Mad Love to EVERYONE!!!! Every Day she helps Numerous ppl Level Up!! Every Day she helps someone with a rate or a comment for a giveaway there in! And Every Day i sit and watch This outstanding Woman Put her friends/fam before herself! Well u know what Fu.............Dont ya'll think it's time to give it back 2 her??? And give it to her real good!!! Spank Her page hard with lots of Rates of her pics/stash!!!Comment her pics!! And dont forget all that Shiny Cha Blingggggggggggg BLING!!! ***BRING IT ON FUBARIANS*** Dont wait another Min!!!! If u dont have booboo as a friend yet.....U dont know what your missing out on! Go f/r/a her right now!!!Stop by her page leave her a comment! Let her know how much she is appreciated On the FU!!! Face it ya'll Fubar would NOT be the same without her!!

Frients And Enemies
Well I guess the older you get the more you learn. I have learned over the past several years that you beter make sure you know who your friends are and make sure they are friends. I am a kind person that will do anything for a friend. But over the past several years I have lost my very good job here in Michigan and thus have lost my whole life including my house and I am trying to rebuild my life. But when you have friends that claim they are friends when in fact they are trying to get shit from you because of my good nature and kindness. Well I have learned fuck their fake asses. I know who you are I listen and pay attention and I know your fucking scams. You claim to one thing and then poof your true colors come shinging through. Fuck you all. I have been taken advantage of now more than any one needs to be. I have learned that you keep your friends close but enemies closer. I have started to stand up for my self and when I do I get blamed for bullshit. These peop

Me
If for some reason I am booted off this site, I want all of the people I have come into contact with to be good and have fun because nothing is promised. If you care to keep in contact with me by all means get at me on either Yahoo: butterbear001@yahoo.com or MSN: terrytti@msn.com And for those who have my phone number, use it...

Alison...
THIS IS ALISON: THIS IS HER PROFILE LINK: Alison@ fubar NOW BY THIS POINT I ASSUME THAT YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO... BUT IF NOT.. I GUESS I SHOULD REMIND YOU: ALISON IS AN AMAZING WOMAN, HAVE NEVER MET ANYONE WHO WORKS AS HARD AS SHE DOES TO HELP PEOPLE OUT. AND THAT IS SERIOUS. PLEASE, DO ME, IF NOT YOURSELF THE FAVOR TO REPAY HER. Brought To You By The First Drunk Godfather: Drunk1™ **Owned By Lucky & Alison**@ fubar fine print:“It's amazing what ordinary people can do if they set out without preconceived notions.”

Hello World!
My heart skips a beat when I see you online. My breath stops for a second I hear your ring tone. My mind says slow it down. My mind is playin games. I don't know what to do or where to go. Staying single was plan. This feelin' was not in the cards. Was not in my plan. How do I fight what I feel? How do I know what to do?

Random Thoughts
The cowboy has been portrayed as a lonesome soul, a tender of livestock, a mender of fences. well we are all of that, we are the last of a dieing breed, but not by choice.. It's by the world around us. The cities and towns have grown up where once there was miles and miles of grassland, where cattle got fat to feed our families and to pay for our debts. The cowboy is a lonesome soul, but not because we may be alone. Our hearts are naturally heavy, for everytime we look out a window and see another building, a little more weight we feel upon our very souls. We long for the love of a special woman just as our ancestors did 200 years ago. They say we are alone even with someone we love, well folks this is true but only to the point that we long for the old days , when folks always had a cup of coffee and a little news to tell and you never met someone that wasn't a friend. We long to top out on a rise on a warm summers day on a good horse and be able to see nothing but what the good lord

A Trip To The Past
I want to take you back to a time of the past. A time to when you could go to the local grocer and purchase your food and they knew who you were. A time when it did not take an entire paycheck to purchase a week's groceries for a family of five. A time when you knew the food you brought home was safe for your family. Now, let me bring you back to the present day. A day when your cashier can't be bothered to share a smile with you. A day where you have to choose between paying your mortgage or feeding your children. A day where we have samonella in our tomatoes and e-coli in our lettuce. Sigh... I have seriously pondered the chances that this is accidental or even coincidence. Would it really be far fetched to believe that our government is poisoning our food. Now I realize that I sound like a paranoid conspiracy freak, but just think about it. We know that we are in a recession quickly escalating in the heights of a depression. The government is trying to excercise a

For Sale And Give Aways
to the people i actaully talk to and to the friends i havnt got to talk to yet im starting to do graffiti salutes and artwork iv been doing graffiti and street art for about 7 years so im going to be selling salutes and art work personally made by me each one is unique the salutes are 2000 fubucks and the art work is 10,000 but i do have free give aways on weekends you just have to contact me and let me know what colors you like and what you want the salute to say if you want a sign that says a saying or something like that thats 5000 fubucks and the cool thing is if you really like it i will mail you the actual art work to you it will be framed and everything so if you interested feel free to shout me or message me i think sending a message would be better just incase the shout gets to full, be safe and healthy and god bless , -HOTROD777

I Like!
I like the wind in my hair, as im riding passanger on a motorcycle...I like the smell of roses cut fresh from the garden....I like it when a man holds me and rocks me to sleep...I like to be touched, caressed, loved, spoiled...treated like a woman...I like to be the one who makes a man go insane to the point of him coming home early just to love me like the night before.......I like the sound of the waves hitting the sand...I like the sound the wind makes blowing threw the open window in the middle of spring...i like the taste of honey fresh from the hive....These are the things i like, the simple pleasures that make me unique...and yern for more! This is the softer side of me!

Your Scent
slipping your shirt down onto my skin I inhale your scent and close my eyes I feel you the softness of the fabric caressing my bare skin so sensual your scent meshing with mine lingering around me enveloping me in a hug that lasts all day wrapped in your essence when I can't be in your arms

In Loving Memory Of Stephen L. Brian.
Cold, stiff, blue finger tips, with blood on your cheek dried. I'll never forget the way you looked, when I found you tears of sorrow is what I cried. All of a sudden I see the ambulance, police, and EMT's checking you out. As they did whatever it is they did, they looked at me sadly and said you were gone without a doubt. I felt my whole world crumble and fall apart, as I tried to say good-bye. I try to live my life with my head held high, telling myself it'll be alright but knowing I'm telling one big fat lie. You are always in my thoughts, and on my mind when I get sad I see your face. When I see your face I try to escape, I try to escape to a far away place. The good times and bad you were always there, the images of your dead body cut like a sharp blade. I miss you so much wishing the pain would go away, but fearing if it did your memory would fade.

My Wife The Bitch, And Sex.
THe people that live upstairs from me can be heard having sex every other night. YOU can hear the muffled moans and squeaking bed through the ceiling. What happens if I make a move on my SO? She slaps my hand away, gives me an excuse, inflicts pain on me, threatens to leave me, or some combination of them all. Oh sure, we have sex about 1 time every two weeks. lasts about 15 minutes, and its always her way, on her schedule. She never wants to try anything different. She just wants to lay there, while I do her. And its always missionary, and once we're done, that's it. Never lets me kiss her during sex. On the rare occasion we tounge kiss... which is once a year.. she's terrible at it. Sex should be fun, something both people in a relationship wants. BUt damn. Im tired of being rejected by the bitch. How about my fucking way for once? She completely refuses to talk about our sex life other than to say "Sex isnt a priority for me." She should just be fucking l

It's My Life- Bon Jovi
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted No silent prayer for the faith-departed I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd You're gonna hear my voice When I shout it out loud It's my life It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life My heart is like an open highway Like Frankie said I did it my way I just wanna live while I'm alive It's my life This is for the ones who stood their ground For Tommy and Gina who never backed down Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake Luck ain't even lucky Got to make your own brakes It's my life And it's now or never I ain't gonna live forever I just want to live while I'm alive It's my life My heart is like an open highway Like Frankie said I did it my way I just want to live while I'm alive 'Cause it's my life Better stand tall when they're calling you out Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down It's my life And it's now or never 'Cause I ain't gonna

Waterboarding
You are tied to a board, your ankles, wrists, chest and head strapped firmly down. The board is tilted 45 degrees, so that your head is lower than your feet. Water pours onto your face, flows up your nose, into your mouth, down your throat and fills your lungs and stomach. You gag, choke and struggle for breath. You feel as if you are about to drown. Throughout the ordeal an interrogator fires questions at you. The water only stops when you start to give the ‘right’ answers. This is waterboarding. The CIA uses waterboarding to try to extract information from detainees in the ‘war on terror’. President George Bush calls it a ‘necessary tool’. In reality it is torture. Act now Send a clear message to the US Attorney General that water boarding is unacceptable by emailing him at AskDOJ@usdoj.gov taken from www.unsubscribe-me.org

Anger!
Why do ppl have to play with your emotions like a f8ckin cat with a defensless mouse? Just toying around like a fun game until that bitch eats your ass and then steps away casually as it goes to the shit box to expell all of the other shit it has eatin.......In short~~~Animal/Human..no difference!

Mountain Dew™ Cake
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 (18.25 ounce) package lemon cake mix 1 (3.4 ounce) package instant vanilla pudding(can also add coconut pudding) mix 1 cup vegetable oil 4 eggs, beaten 10 fluid ounces Mountain Dew™ 1 (20 ounce) can crushed pineapple with juice 1 cup white sugar 3 tablespoons cornstarch 1/4 cup butter 1 cup flaked coconut Add to Recipe Box My folders: Add to Shopping List Add a Personal Note DIRECTIONS Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan. In a large bowl, combine cake mix, pudding mix, oil, eggs and citrus soda. Mix until all ingredients are moistened. Pour into prepared 9x13 inch pan and bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 30 to 35 minutes. Cool completely. To make the topping: In a saucepan, combine pineapple (with juice), sugar and corn starch. Bring to a boil and cook, stirring constantly, until thick. Remove from heat. Add butter and coconut. Spread topping evenly over cake.

Winning Bids And Winners Of The Auction 4 All Auction , Congrats!!
The top 3 winners are listed below, congrats! First Place with the most rates is INFARED WITH 260 RATES Second Place with the most rates is HEART INSPECTOR WITH 228 RATES Third Place with the most rates is GLO N ROBBY WITH 63 RATES Below is a list of the winners in the auction for all auction - please settle up with each other, thanx. And thanx for participating everbody , congrats to all! hugzz...Jade MZSECRET CUDDLES - SOLD TO LADEE FOR 2 months 25 bling credit total is 2,000,000 in bux 100 k in bux::: GNBREBEL - SOLD TO DRAMA QUEEN FOR renewal of your VIP, 25 Bling pack, 7 day blast and 500,000 fubucks JADE - SOLD TO SEXY RED FOR bling pack LOST ANGEL - SOLD TO STORMWOMAN FOR 250 K COPPERTOP - OLD to Barry for a 1 yr VIP KEVIN - SOLD TO BRATT FOR 1- reg bling pk CHEROKEEMAN - SOLD TO JADE FOR 375K , FREE MORPH , DRINK EVERYDAY! AND PIMPOUT LIVE ON AIR WHEN I DJ ANDDDDD PERMANENT BLOG PIMPOUT HONEYBABE - SOLD TO SEXY RED FOR SEXY RED WITH bli

The First Commandment Already Made Simple
Regardless of your personal convictions, it can’t be argued that the Ten Commandments first given to Moses by God in Exodus 20:1-17 have formed the basis for nearly every legal code and system in the world. As intelligent people, we all should seek to know about them. For Jews and Christians, even though there’s no degree of importance given to these words from God’s own hand (after all, honoring your father and mother is just as important as not killing others), I find it significant that the first commandment refers to God Himself. Verses 2 and 3 recall: “I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee out of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. Thou shalt have no other gods before me.” Applying the story of the Hebrews to our own, what kind of bondage do we live in? All too often we are (at least I am) slaves to our own misconceptions or preconceptions about God and about others. We tend to place people who’ve done “great” things or walked in circles of power on a higher plan

Do You Know?
Do you know that without Jesus your life is a mess??? Do you know that without Jesus you are sooo lost in this world??? Do you know that without Jesus your life is empty? Do you know that without Jesus your good work measn nothing??? Do you know that with Jesus you will never have peace??? and Do you know that heaven is for those who has accepted Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour, ONLY??? I fyou wish to have Him; pray this prayer.. Jesus, I acknowledge my sins and i put them before your feet and please forgive me for all the wrong I have done, I acknowledge that without you I cannot save myself from hell and I ask you to come into my heart, cleans me from all unrighteousness and take control of my life... fill me with your Holy spirit so that i can live a new life in Jesus Name I pray .. Amen Be blessed today my friend...

Clear Shot
clear shot by me I am standing in the front of the firing squad Though mine is the only loaded gun pointed pressed against my temple. I twitch as I am weighted down by the indecision of squeezing the trigger. To allow my thoughts to so freely float around the room splatter the walls, incriminate the space with deep crimsons that drip delightfully to the bottom of existence. What a mess could be made with such a simple gesture of things time has not for regret. MRRCP 2002

How I Am Feeling Now
It just kinda hits home right now...with everything going on with a stupid boy....just leave me alone, let me get over you, let me move on. Papa Roach-Scars I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself Your making me insane All I can say is I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut And my weakness i

Some Shady People On This Site
Yah know, I've come to realize that there are just some people on this site you should not trust. I won't go into names, or what the hell happened, but I tried to be nice; I tried to make someone else's life a little better. I got screwed over. I lost what I thought was a decent friend. Serves me right for trusting anyone! Go f*** yourself, you backstabbing wench!!!!!!! I hope she reads this....he he he...

I Need You....
I wish you could see, just how much you mean to me, when on rainy days, we cuddle an stay in to play.. as when the sun breaks, your smile takes my breath away.. My hearts been holding on, to a love that is strong, and every night an day, I hear her voice say... I've been here the whole time, waiting by the phone line, just hoping that you would call... How many times have I really given up, broken an alone, and all choked up, but I see the love that shines in your eyes, you give me hope with love one more time... Walking along, singing a song, how wonderful love is after all... You came to me, just like a dream, You had me at hello... We come together thought rain or snow.. hello my darling its me again.... How do we all fall, when we say there is nothing at all, when will we learn again, step back and play to win, how many time do we try, how many times do we cry, isn't it all the same, just a simple love game... I've been waiting just for you, the perfect moment for me to

My Fantacy..
I have a fantasy, my fantasy is one of many, I want to come home to candles burning low, music playing in the back ground, a musical sound sweet and romantic, i set my work bag down and I put my coat up for the night, i make my way into the hall to see candles that light the way, flowers and rose buds lining the floor like a signature of art... I move down the hall thinking to myself, what is this? Excited to know what is going on, what is going to happen, As I enter to living room, there she was... Long dark curly hair resting down an over her shoulder, eyes that are pure lust, love, and sexy brown, eyes that drink in every inch of you.. Lips that are sweet an full, half open as in wanting to say come to me, take me... She was the most beautiful women I have ever seen, wearing a black lace top with purple and white details, her breast were full slowly raising with each breath, nipples slightly aroused by my presences being there, she wore thigh highs of black nits, with clips that sna

My Friend's Kick Ass
COME CHECK OUT THIS NEW GRAPHIC SITE. SHE DOES GRAPHIC DESIGNS,WEB PAGES,CUSTOM PICS.IF YOU CAN THINK IT SHE CAN MORE THAN LIKELY DO IT FOR YOU. SO WHY DON`T YOU COME CHECK HER OUT SITE AND SEE FOR YOURSELF. YOU JUST MIGHT SEE SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE. www.karesdesigns.com AND IF THERE`S ANYMORE INFORMATION THAT YOU WANT OR NEED TO KNOW THIS IS HER FUBAR NAME AND LINK ♀♂☆PrÍñcëšš Kàrè Alół™☆♀♂ Fu-Owned by Zman!@ fubar Brought to you by ........ Charlie`s Angel*surreals angels*@ fubar Erica's Man@ fubar (repost of original by 'Charlie`s Angel*surreals angels*' on '2008-10-10 21:57:24') (repost of original by 'Erica's Man' on '2008-10-10 22:15:37')

Why Does God Allow Such Things To Happen?
How do you continue to believe in God when he takes a child back to heaven with Him long before his time? People can say that he is in a better place but that doesn't make things any easier for anyone who knew and loved this little boy...an angel sent from God. How does a parent move on after something like that? How does a mother not want to slit her wrists and fucking die just to be with her son? She knows that she has people that love her here on Earth and that leaving them would leave a would in their heart, but the thoughts are still there. She also knows that she is too chickenshit to do it. So how does she move on when she feels all is lost? How will she ever feel complete again? There are just some things in life that aren't fair, but then again, who said life was fair, right? This is one of those things that isn't fair and that you never get past no matter how hard you try. It cuts deeper than the biggest knife and leaves such scarring that you just can't repair.

Downing The Fat Girls??
Ok so Like I never get upset at the downraters, but for some reason this girl bugged me.. must have been her Status message saying "don't hate, I only rate the truth" but I checked her out and from the looks of it we are like the same size or close to it, so why did it bug me?? must have been the attitude... I can take a let down, and keep a smile on my face but I think this girl has issues...

Graphics Help...
I am needing some extra funds for the spotlight so I am doing some graphics for 5,000 fubucks... I can do all kinds and some morphs if interested just pm me.. and send me the pic ...I really need the help.. thanks ps.. check out my folders, made for friends and what I have made thanks... Chocolate Bunny Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls*Greeter/Promoter @ RastaInc@ fubar

Come And Get Ur Treat!
So You Wanna Own A Maiden For Halloween? Well Here She is Come check out this incredible offer that you'll be howling over! You dont wanna miss her.The auction ends 10-20-08 so get those bids in while you can!!! (repost of original by '}i{ -·=»‡«=·-ß£U€ ÄÑG€£-·=»‡«=·- }i{ Owned yet again by the lovely 'X©ït€M€ !' on '2008-10-14 04:50:03') (repost of original by 'Poetic Soul ~Creator of BS~' on '2008-10-14 07:11:21')

I "love" My Dad
so yeah.... yesterday my car starts smoking ALOT over on the left side of the car, i pulled over, and it looked as if my car was on fire a bit....... fun fun.... so a cop came said he thinks the breaks locked up..... he gave me a ride to the station, yay, fun ride in the back of a cruiser.... well, finally got a hold of my dad cause i needed help to get it towed, the ASSHOLE said he didnt care and to deal with it myself...... WTF?!?!?!?!?!.... who fuckin says that to their own kid..... come to find out he was running late for the red sox baseball game last night.... first its his dog being more important than his first grandchilds birth and first christmas, now its a fuckin baseball game is more important than me..... great family values,..... FUCK!!

Sure, You're Getting Screwed
www.vimeo.com/1909091 Sure, You're Getting Screwed... from Kirstie Brote on Vimeo. Economic blues got you down? This PSA illustrates the need to get busy "getting busy" to reap the health benefits of a rockin' love life

The Dark Within
something is trying to escape, i can't tell what it is. it can't be good, what ever it may be. every night it tries harder and harder to reach me, burrowing deeper and deeper inside my soul. i close my eyes and try to rid myself of this torment...but all it does is show itself more frequently. it's ruining me, making me paranoid, everywhere i go i watch my back. always feeling that something is right behind me, breathing on my neck; sitting on my shoulders. just want to be normal, just want to be sane. wanting to be anything but...! its trying to release even now, as i am writing this. everything is becoming more fluid and almost shapeless. i can no longer hide myself from myself. no longer can i keep lying to my conscience. i can no longer resist it. resist the dark within.

The Calling Chapter 1
I wake from a dream to the sound of a voice unlike any other that I have heard before calling to me pulling me closer to it. I have never been awakened from such a dream by something like this before and I get chills that run down my spine from the nape of my neck under my long flowing dark hair. I slide out from under my covers to find that my room has grown suddenly very cold and dark. I reach for my candle only to find it's no longer there by the side of my bed as it has been for many years in my life. I start to get scared for the coldness is growing stronger around me as I start to move from my bed to the window to close it and cut off the cold chill that has crept into my room only to find that my window is not nor never was open and yet I still have this coldness around me. I try to let out a scream from the fear that I feeling from all that has just happened to me and I feel a hand cover my mouth and slowly pull back to a figure that is my room on the shadows. Th

The Calling Chapter 4
As my Son and his Father staring at each other on that hill all I could see was a fate that would in no way make me happy or sad. I saw the love of my life dieing in hands of OUR Son and yet at the same time I always saw OUR Son dieing in the hands of his Father and me not being able to help for I knew I was not strong enough to defeat his Father for I had never truely learned how to unleash out with all my powers and yet I felt the overwelming urge to go and strike this man down that I had once called my Master and Lover. This a very troubled time facing me now and I had to do what as right for both my Son and myself before it became to late for I knew if these two were to face each other to the death I would surely lose both this night and that I could not bare on what was left of my soul at this time in my life. I knew that I had to make my stand against this man I once called my Lover and Master before it was to late and I was to lose the only good thing that was left in my life

Forgiveness
DO YOU KNOW THE JOY OF BEING FORGIVEN??? THROUGH FORGIVENESS THE ARMS OF JESUS LIFT YOU,HIS BLOOD CLEANSES YOU AND HIS LOVE CHANGES YOU. IT IS HIS FREE GIFT TO YOU. TURN YOUR HEART TOWARD JESUS. PRAY TO RECEIVE HIM AND HIS FORGIVENESS BY FAITH TODAY....HE WILL COME INTO YOUR HEART AND MAKE ALL THINGS NEW

Once Again
As I sit here in my world all alone and staring out into the unknown I feel the chill of something come over me. Not just any chill but the chill of something that has for so long been a pain in my heart and mind through the years. I try to move from this chill but it surrounds me everywhere I turn and grows with every breath I take in. I close my eyes and try to forget it try to make it go away,but it lingers and becomes more mean and more hungry with every move closer to me. I find a small crack and try to get through it and run and yet my feet can't be move from where they stand now. I'm choking now on my own breath as this chillness has now come completely over me and has now taking it's deathly toll on me once again. I can't reach out for anybody for the fear of pulling them into this nightmare that has now come back to claim me once more. I thought I could out run it and get away from it to where it couldn't reach me or harm me ever again. Once a

F**k Myself.
A girl once loved me it is true. WHen we broke it off I was blue. But she got pissed and said fuck yourself. Now it's me and no one else. I smile now as I touch myself. A bottle of lotion goes a long way. I'd rather do me than you anyway. Now I see her envy's bare. But I fuck myself so I don't care. Now she wants to have a ride. Yeah now she wants me all inside. But to late told her goodbye. Wanted to talk I had no reply. Because I was busy you see? Having fun just fucking me. I'm all alone I'm by myself. Making a fist and giving me hell. It feels great it's fucking grand. Just sitting here and fucking my own hand. Now you say you want to do me too? It's kinda sad I feel bad for you. For you see why would I bother? Got my hand lubed up and don't need to conversate. Don't gotta coax or take it on a date. Just kinda smile and put it down. I jerk myself all around. You can bet you'll never beat it. I fuck myself and when I do I mean it. Now the ladies

I’m Thinking Sarah’s And I’m Carrying Jeffrey At Breakfast
The current slogan (alternating with “Keeping The World Safe From Ordinary Fast Food”) for Arby’s comes to mind after Thursday night’s excursion with the kids. I’d picked them up at Allan and Lesa’s house where they got to play with their kids (cousins) Mathew and Brandon and asked Sarah where would be a good place to go eat. As I sat the kids in their car seats, I thought I heard my 2 ½ year old say “Domino’s” but I told her we couldn’t afford pizza tonight … besides, it’s not much fun to order a whole pizza when it’s just me and the kids. On days off I occasionally take the kids to Pizza Hut’s lunch buffet, and there it’s only as much as you will eat. Like most establishment here in Minot, Arby’s is “now hiring”. Don’t worry, I have no plans to quit my current job (Fast Cash, where I started my sixth year last month) or add another job to my list. Before those who know me reading this ask why Martha’s working two jobs at McDonald’s and Wal-Mart and I’m electing not to, let me

Some Fu-certain Fu-facts
1. Very few friends are actually friends. 2. One Rebel bouncer dogged one Goodwrench former bouncer, One Goodwrench former bouncer dogged One Rebel bouncer. Goodwrench claimed Rebel to be one that should not be trusted by anyone, Rebel claimed Goodwrench to have hardly any teeth and that remaining were black and called him gross and disgusting, yet they are now a couple, hmm... 3. If you dont like your friends on fubar, you can always just buy a new set. 4. You can buy more friends in one hour than you can earn in a year. 5. Very few members stand for anything other than buying friends or being paid to be friends. 6. A member that claims to be hard working and have nice things in life still seems to think that selling their tw@t on fubar for $12 is a good thing. 7. A member that claims to have a life off fubar will still pay $12 to view that above mentioned tw@t. 8. There are many overweight, toothless, models on fubar that are in need of getting their roots done.

My Angel
Dom To a young man my precious son if theres a spirit thats pure its yours and a nature thats placid it yours one filled with love and compassion its yours..i love you son your my wee man in my life and that i as your mother will always treasure your laughter and thoughfullness. your a fine young man and im ever so proud of you and all your achievements. your sports you play and the true meaning of sportsmanship im so proud to see you display that and its also to be admired..Your growing into a fine young man and you have taught me so much over time you have given me strength in times where you have been injured, and shown that you have a high tolerance to pain and my son thats amazing to see a young person go through some of the kinds of injuries that you have suffered. Your talents grow each day you apply them, your good in all that you set forth to do, i've never met a childs heart as pure as yours.. and the compassion you show to others its a marvel to look at you and see what a

About My Amputation On Oct, 20th,2008
Well the doctor went and amputated my leg today. I am only joking. There was no amputation at all. They did tell me I no longer need my brace . As long as I am in the house. If I go anywhere outside then I need it. I think thats great. I still am not ready for driving. I couldn't hit the brake quick if needed. But I got the brace off. And thats great to me.

Giveaway Board
THOUGHT IT BE COOL TO PUT UP A GIVEAWAY BOARD SO IF ANYONE GETS IN ONE PLEASE LET US KNOW AND WE WILL STICK YOU IN HERE:) I COULD HAVE MADE IT FAMILY ONLY BUT NOW WHERE WOULD THE FUN BE IN THAT?:p BESIDES YOU HAVE TO GIVE IN ORDER TO GET RIGHT? THIS IS NOT A MANDATORY TARGET BOARD THIS IS ONLY TO KEEP US BUSY IF YOU WANT TO BOMB ANYONE ON HERE IT IS UP TO YOU WE WILL NOT REQUIRE TO BOMB ANYONE ON THIS BOARD! GIT R DONE!!!! FAMILY YOU ROCK!!

How To Start Fights,,lol
My friend emailed this to me, it was too funny not to share. And, since I know the most fucked up individuals, the last one is for all of you. I love my fucked up friends!!! My wife sat down on the couch next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, What's on TV? I said, Dust. And then the fight started... ========== My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary. She said, 'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 150 in about 3 Seconds.' I bought her a scale. And then the fight started... ========= When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive... So, I took her to a gas station... And then the fight started.... ========= After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I

Tinfoil Hats
You hear that term a lot these days. It's almost synonymous with any discussion of the search for truth or learning about mysteries. It's like a buzzword that comes hurling out the instant you touch on a subject that people have been conditioned to reject. Reject as total nonsense, even when all evidence points to the contrary. What does this mean, "tinfoil hats"? Well the obvious honest explanation would be that it's tied to those who suppose there is a way to monitor thought. And there have been those guys here and there for a long time. The tinfoil hat remark wasn't manufacured out of thin air, some guys did speak out in film and literature and speaking engagements about sinister stuff that belongs more in a comic book than in reality. Reality is that "they", who ever they are... don't have to read your minds with some secret ray gun. They can read your minds through telling you what to think, so they know your mind before you do even, because they wrote the scr

Hints To Writing A Kinky Profile
Hint on profile writing *Especially on KINKY SITES I have been reading a lot of profiles lately. I have noticed so many of them start with phrases like, "I never know what to write here..." I feel sorry for these people because I know they are really trying to reach out. It's almost worse on kinky sites because people really don't seem to know which direction to go...I am going to provide you a short basic suggestion and see if it helps... Let's think this over...You are writing about yourself, what you are looking for and what you offer in exchange for getting your needs met...THREE PARAGRAPHS...This is not too much, really. First about yourself: Let's talk experience. If you are a newbie then say so. If you have been around forever then say it. If you have served folks in the past why not say in what capacity? If others have served you, tell how many and for how long. If you are community active or interested it would be good to know. If you only have online

I Love You My Wife
I just want to write this for my wife Mary. You mean the world to me and I could not live this life without you. I am glad God gave me a chance to love you. I was lost and now I know what true love is. You make everyday on this earth fun and full of happiness. Thank you for everyday and everything you bring to this marriage. I love you for all eternity and I am glad that you gave us our baby girl. My family is my world and I could not do it it without you my beautiful wife I LOVE YOU.

Hey Everyone!!
I am doing nothing with my Friday night so I might as well meet some sexy people on here and have some fun!! So dont be shy and comment me and say whats up! I am new to this so give me a minnute and I will respond!! And buy me a drink damn it!! Ha ha ha!! Love your girl

The Past
as the sunset niht begins. the present becomes the past and the future becomes the present. in order to keep life straight you can't let the past bother you. you may want to know about the past to keep the puture insight. just remember if you let everything bother yo then you will have trouble getting ahead in life so let the past be the past but keep your friends in the futurebecause your past present and future become your walkway throgh life.

"man"
So this guy "MAN" starts talking to me and asks me to be his friend.. then he asks me to rate his pictures.. which i did some and this is how my portion of the convo went on that: ->MAN: lets see;;; i rated 3 elevens.. and 5-6 ttens.. and you rated me 1 ten.. hmmmmmm ->MAN: im not going to rate you because youre a point whore when you cant even rate me.. 1 11 is about 20-30 tens.. and i rated 3 hmm maybe YOURE the mean one cuz you wont rate back (he had stated i was mean cuz i wouldnt rate more of his pictures.. said "why are all the pretty girls mean on here") Then he proceeds to rate my album of 153 to view my nsfw. Sends me a message asking me to get into it.. and i let him in because he finished it. MAN: CHECK OUT MY OTHER PICS IF U LIKE SEXY ->MAN: no thank you MAN: , BTW U JUST SHOWED THE TRUE MEANING OF APOINT WHORE, IE: U RATE ALL THESE PICS, GIVE ME ALL THESE POINTS, AND I'LL BE A WHORE AND SHOW MY PUSSY. UR ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN THE WORDS U AIMED AT ME, FUC

You Decide??!!! :)
This is called the "NAUGHTY GAME". Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to do.. [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 b

Wow Some Poeple Need To Get A Life,,
FIRST OF ALL IM NOT A WHORE....BUT I WAS JUST TOLD TO GO WHORE OFF SOMEWHERE ELSE...,,A *SO CALLED* FRIEND ON HERE JUST SAW I HAD MY NSFW PICS OPEN AND APPARENTLY HE HAD NEVER SEEN THEM WELL HE JUST *WENT OFF*, HOW STUPID IS THAT? i told him i dont keep them open if he wanted to see them all he had to do was ASK,,,HE SAID HE SHOULDNT HAVE TO ASK,,,UH YES YOU DO,,,ANYWAY SO HE JUST RATED ME A ONE AND BLOCKED ME AND TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF ....SOO OK PEOPLE THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN THE FREAKIN NET,,, I HAVE MADE GREAT FRIENDS TRUE FRIENDS ONLINE AND TALK TO THEM DAILY..THIS JUST GOES TO SHOW WHAT PEOPLE REALLY THINK ABOUT YOU ,,AND APPARENTLY ALL *THIS* GUY WANTED WAS NOTHING AT ALL..SO THANK YOU TO MY TRUE FRIENDS..

More People Suck
Now don't get me wrong; everyone has there issues, and I have no problems with someone having psychological issues. But when someone decides it's alright to treat people like crap just because they decide not to medicate themselves...that's when I have an issue with them. And smoking pot is NOT medicating yourself!!!! I have been talking to this guy Mike on here for a few months now, and it has been one hell of a coaster ride cuz he can't control his emotions. Now, I'm not completely sure if he is bi polar, but he sure as hell shows some nasty signs of it. God, I hate insecure, immature assholes!!!

How Obama Prepped The World For The Antichrist.
How Obama prepped world for the Antichrist Posted: August 01, 2008 1:00 am Eastern © 2008 Obama's World Tour was planned as the high point of his campaign, with the candidate retracing the footsteps of great presidents of the past, hobnobbing with world leaders and as one pundit put it, "making the Europeans love us again." Obama drew huge crowds in Berlin where he addressed them, oddly enough, as "fellow citizens of the world." It was a typically flowery Obama speech, but it hit an unexpectedly sour note when he dramatically intoned: "People of Berlin – people of the world – this is our moment. This is our time. ... With an eye toward the future, with resolve in our hearts, let us remember this history, and answer our destiny, and remake the world once again." Pundits on both sides are trying to sort it out. It's a great speech, like I said, if somebody is running for president of the world, but it was too much, even for a compliant and Obama-friendly press corps.

Oh So True~
And she thought she got the best of him, But he sees everything in black and white, Either things go his way or they don't, Either way He'll be alright. Because there's no color in his world, Theres not even a thin line of gray, Because one rainy day she broke his heart And since then it had never felt the same. He got sick of the lies and people deceiving Silly girls like her that can not help believing, Because trust was never something they had to earn, It was just something that she could "use against him". It never mattered to her The state that she left his heart in, Because to him everything was black and white, And to her everyone was wrong, but she was Right. ~W.H.~2008

Pyroteknics Bully- Help Wanted
Chech it out!! A new lounge is taking over Fubar! Great music..No Drama..Awesome people..HOT cam girls!! Who could ask for more.. PyRoTeKnIcS is now hiring reliable staff! Think you have what it takes? Hiring following positions: Promoters DJ's Security Greeters Pyro Cam Girls Stop by join the party and have some fun!!

Stupidity
A warm summer breeze, lightly blew on this moonlit night, Two lovers on the beach, no one else in sight, Two lovers, you and I, walking hand in hand, As the moonlight danced across the waves, Sparkling like diamonds in the sand, I stopped and turned to you, wrapping my arms around your waist, Pulling you ever so closer, As my heart began to race, I stared into your eyes, As you stared back into mine, My heart beat ever so faster, and lightning shot down my spine, Closer still, I pulled you to me, Until our lips touched ever so gently, A soft kiss at first, barely a flutter, Then our tongues met, as I felt you shudder, We lowered ourselves onto the beach, Our two bodies , becoming one, the love, the passion, the desire, burning brighter than the sun, We still laid there together, as the morning chased the night, your head upon my chest, our bodies still clinging tight, It is time to start the new day, and soon we have to rise, this love we sha

Army Sgt. 1st Class Daniel H. Petithory
Army Sgt. 1st Class Daniel H. Petithory 32, of Cheshire, Mass.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action in a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan. Died: December 05, 2001

As I Ramble...........
I am me. It's all I ever want or can be. I have come to the realization that I can't and wont change who and what I am. Not everyone can handle or deal with that. Those people should not be in my life, even if I want them to be. Life is much too short to deal with the drama and emotional vampires that I have dealt with in the recent and distant past. I am finding myself in this mess called life. I love who I am and what I am and what I will be in my future. I am many things to many people and I love every aspect of that. I am a single mother of three great kids. They are my life without question, I live for them, I breath for them, I would die for them. They will always be first in my life. I dont think I will ever marry again, though to have someone to experience life with from time to time would be kind of cool. Some day perhaps?

Army Sgt. 1st Class Nathan R. Chapman
Army Sgt. 1st Class Nathan R. Chapman 31, of San Antonio, Texas; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 1st Special Forces Group, Fort Lewis, Wash.; killed in action while fighting against Taliban and al Qaida forces, on Jan. 4, 2002 in Khost, Afghanistan. Died: January 04, 2002

Pulling My Hair Out
As I sit here at my desk tonight, my mind is in a million & one different places. It seems the more I try to hold my head above the water the more that gets poured on me. I want to scream out WHY??????????? I know that it will do no good just like the tears I shed will do nothing for the matter. I replay everything that has happen in the almost three years for where I went wrong. I have even wondered & tried to figure out of I have did something so wrong that God is punishing me for it now. Everybody keeps telling me to have faith. I always say I’m trying but I really want to say how can I have faith when all the odds are against me. For some reason I’m angry. My lawyer warned me that this could happen. He didn’t warn me for what I would read in the papers that came along with the denial letter. I wished I would have just let Mama open it & that I would have stayed asleep. There is so many questions that I want answers too. How can a doctor that is suppose to help you turn & lie like

What Kind Of Cheesecake Are You?
You Are a Chocolate Cheesecake Rich and greedy, you're attracted to the dark side of life. Nothing ever quite satisfies your inner beast. And somehow, people find that sexy. What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

Thoughts Of You
I woke up this morning to these thoughts of you, If my sky were grey you would turn it blue, Thoughts about your smile your beautiful hair your unique style, Thoughts about the miles laundry sitting there in piles To have my words uncensored and the distance for instance, Thoughts about how it all seems to much to bare I want you here to share.. the pillow the covers the ice cream the cone, Just wishing you were here or even on the phone, You have my telephone number if you ever feel alone !

The Bleeding...
I REMEMBER WHEN ALL THE GAMES BEGAN I REMEMBER EVERY LITTLE LIE AND EVERY LAST GOOD-BYE PROMISES YOU BROKE,WORDS YOU CHOKED ON AND I NEVER WALKED AWAY IT'S STILL A MYSTERY TO ME I'M SO EMPTY YOU'RE SO UNCLEAN PAINT THE MIRRORS BLACK TO FORGET YOU BUT I STILL PICTURE YOUR FACE,AND THE WAY YOU USED TO TASTE ROSES IN A GLASS,DEAD AND WILTED TO YOU THIS WAS ALL NOTHING EVERYTHING TO YOU WAS NOTHING YOU'RE SO FILTHY I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME I'M SO UGLY THE LYING,THE BLEEDING,THE SCREAMING IT WAS TEARING ME APART THE HATRED,THE BEATINGS,IT'S OVER AS WICKED AS YOU ARE YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL TO ME YOU'RE THE DARKEST BURNING STAR YOU'RE MY PERFECT DISEASE DISASTER....

Democratic Mandate
This election is not a mandate for Democratic policies. Rather, it is a wholesale rejection of the policies of George W. Bush, Republicans, and to a lesser extent, John McCain. But it is not, as poll after poll has shown, an embrace of the Democratic Congress, which has approval ratings that are actually lower than that of the president. The American people are actually seeking a middle route: consensus, conciliation and a results-oriented approach to governance. We need consensus on how to best stimulate our economy, and how to get a deficit that is approaching $1 trillion under control. We have tough choices to make involving entitlement programs like Medicaid, Medicare and Social Security. We need consensus on how to provide unemployment relief, mortgage relief and most of all, health care for the 47 million people that are uninsured. And we need a bipartisan energy bill that combines domestic offshore drilling with an increased investment in alternative fuels. There is som

Fubar Assholes
I can't believe how crude some people can be. These two are bad news and all they want to do is give people shit. One has 7 friends and the other has 8 and all they want to do is fuck with people. I will probably never post another MUMM because of people like these guys. The Scungilli Reverend Moonshine

I Promise Baby
I promise baby I'll love you with you forever I'll stay I'll do anything and everything To keep harm to you away I promise baby I can give you hugs That only I can give I'll honor and protect you As long as I shall live I promise baby I'll give you kisses So sweet forever you'll taste I'll kiss you until tomorrows here No kisses for you to waste I promise baby I'll be here with you Like I know you'll be there for me I'll bring happiness to your eyes Love deeper than the sea I promise baby I'll never hurt you forever have no fears I'll give up everything To see you cry no tears I promise baby you can trust me I'll give you the world and more I'll be your fairytale suitor You shall be my Cinderella girl I promise baby I'll treat you As every women shall be My beautiful royal princess Show you off for everyone to see I promise baby this to you Promises so deep than he said, " But I'm truly sorry, there isn't one that I did keep."

*sigh*
So, today I talked to my mom and my grandma isn't doing well AT ALL. I think she has suffered so much these past few years she is just ready to move on. It is hard to think about the possibility of her dying, but it is so hard to watch her in so much pain. Every time she gets sick it takes a little more out of her. This is going to be so hard for my mom. Grandma said to her on the phone last night....just 10 more days. That is when we are going to see her. It is so hard.

Forever Free......
I RIDE ALL ALONE AND CAN'T SEE THE ROAD TO NO WHERE,ANYMORE SHADOWS WHISPERS ARE CALLING ME TO FORBIDDEN FORESTS,BY THE SHORE WAS THERE SHE FELL DEEP IN THE NIGHT ONE BREATH AWAY FROM HEAVENS LIGHT SHE SAID DON'T CRY FOR ME,I'M LEAVING YOU THE WIND CRYS HER NAME IN THE BREEZE THOUGH I CAN'T HOLD HER ANYMORE SOME FALLEN ANGEL HAD COME TO ME FELL TOO HEAVY ON MY SOUL STOLE FROM ME,THE LOVE I HAD HEARD LORDS OF TIME SAY NEVER DIE DON'T CRY FOR ME I'LL BE RIDING THE WINDS,FOREVER FREE FOUND SOMETHING IN MY HEART A FIRE A FIRE BURNING I'LL WAKE UP NIGHTS AND HEAR HER CRYING CRYING MY NAME...

What Is Good Enough
so many people in this world like me wonder what is good enough what do i have to do to get that man or woman i deserve i still ask this question mostly after everytime i get denied access to happiness on a romantic level we ask ourselves am i good enough what is it do i have to be that physically fit weight do i have to be talk short is my hair color right so many things most of them physical that we strive just to impress that certain someone that probably doesnt relize what a catch we are we my friends the lonley the sad the ones that give so much of ourselves just to make a person smile laugh feel loved sometimes we get friends out of it sometimes short term relationships but alot of times we put to much to fast into something and we get hurt sometimes we do everything just right just by the book and still we fail there is hope i belive and thats why i will stay that nice guy even if its a lifetime of pain im never gonna lower myself or change my positive ways just to impress someo

Sitting At My Desk
It feels so very funny & awkward to be back on Fubar,When I left here last year I was a very high rank and soon found myself back on in Jan making an account again and decided to leave once again.I came back yesterday for one reason and one reason only and that was to try and make things right with someone on here.I am by no means a stalker people but the way it ended was wrapped around a lie and I couldn't let that part continue on in my mind another year.I guess some would call me selfish and by doing this could hurt that person and you would be correct.I am not saying I hurt him by coming back here but it has made him not believe in people and trust them,that is what my so called life ended up costing him. Some would call this a confession of the heart or cleaning my soul and you would probably be correct in that way of thinking. I have no excuses for how I handled things but in my life and the way I was raised and the pressure that is put on me and finding out I had cancer I told

2009 Mixtape Awards
IVE BEEN SENDING OUT BULLETINS ABOUT AN AWARDS SHOW THATS COMING UP EARLY NEXT YEAR. ITS THE 2009 OKC MIXTAPE AWARDS. IM LOOKING FOR A CHANCE TO VOTED FOR "ROAD 2 AWE" FOR SONG OF THE YEAR, AND LYRICIST OF THE YEAR. IVE WORKED HARD FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS BUT UNDERSTAND. I DONT CARE IF I DONT WIN. ITS THE POINT THAT I HAVE THE DRIVE TO BE WHO I AM AND WHAT I WANT TO BE. TO JUMP START MY CAMPAIGN IVE DECIDED TO BRING MY ALBUM BACK. CLICK ON THE PLAYER. ITS THE FULL VERSION. TO NOMINATE ME CLICK ON THE LINK HERE http://www.myspace.com/okcmixtape TAKE A LOOK AT THE POLL, CHOOSE THE CATEGORY, AND MSG THEM SAYING "I WOULD LIKE TO NOMINATE SKINNYMOE FOR " THEN SAY THE CATEGORY. IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT THE SHOW MSG THEM WITH THAT ALSO. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE THAT HAS SUPPORTED MY MUSIC TO FOLLOW THE LINK AND GET YA BOI ON THE POLLS. Now playing: SKINNYMOE-FROM THE SHADOWS-THE ALBUM

My View Of The Election
i marking this nsfw because how i see things can be to radical for some. i sat up to watch the election like so many others around the country or the globe for that matter. even though the this country made history by electing Obama as president. i was also sadden to see how this country was divide. as the polls started to close and the 50 states turnt blue and red. if you have any sense of history you notice that every state under the mason dixon line with the execption of three states went red.sadden because the south is still the south. no matter how far this country has come it seems to be the same. since i live in the south i can talk about what i know.. i seen older white males go up to blacks and curse at them saying dont you vote for that nigger. is this really what the election was about. people made the election about race instead of who is the better politican for the job.McCain was a good choice and i kinda like the way he ran his party.He made a good strategic choice by ch

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road ?
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD ? BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change! The chicken wanted change! JOHN MC CAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road. HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure right from Day One, that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me. GEORGE W. BUSH: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here. DICK CHENEY: Where's my gun? COLIN POWELL: Now to the left of the screen, you can clearly see the satellite image of the ch

You Know The Big Brother Thing Right???
Let me start this off by saying I am not as ignorant as this blog may seem. I can show degrees that I have from college and that I am cool about,but when it comes to my daughter I am clueless and learning every day.Always something new.I know that is suppose to be normal but not when you didn't raise her and your parents did for reasons I will not go into. So here it is.I think for the most part we have all heard of Big Brother.My way of thinking is not the reality show,but in the form that someone shows a child or is around a child a lot and does things with them as a big brother does,doesn't matter if it is female or male RIGHT? I put in a lot of hours doing what I do and my baby for the most I feel is neglected,she says she isn't but my heart tells me different.She has only felt really close to one person but to ask him would be wrong and forget about the father he isn't in the picture for a reason. She needs someone that will laugh with her,take her places,help her with thi

Bully For Ed
Come on over to Shockwave Radio Bar & Grill The Peoples Station Only here on Fubar.com... Lots of laughter, meet some really awesome people And hear some great tunes... We take all requests...and we all LOVE to talk!! Click the Banner ^ Above ^ to Enter Shockwave All of the Staff would like to welcome you. DJ Brae (aka Brae) DJ Black Cherry Pearl (aka Brad) DJ Pervinator (aka Ed) DJ Shadow(aka Mike) DJ Earthwalker (aka Kevin) DJ Flash (aka Wayne) Click the Banner ^ Above ^ to Enter Shockwave Lounges we also Stream into Click ^ Banner ^ above for the Firefighers Hall (repost of original by '♫ DJ Brae~Black Cherry Pearl's RL Wife~Owner of ShockWave Radio Bar & Grill ♫' on '2008-11-09 10:02:11')

Soul Seeker
As you stand before me i will see deep within, i shall take your soul and make it one with mine. Open yourself to me let me come in and take you to a place far beneath the sea. The land of souls, come with me, don't fight it for you shall love what i have to offer. Pure Destiny calls for you to swim within me, come to a land beneath the sea, the land of souls. I see deep within you, your soul is mine, it will become one with me. Swim within me feel me become one with me. As you stand before me i will look deep within and take what is rightfuly mine Your Soul.

For My Own Use.
My response to this user's comment on a MUMM about Obama. Posting it here as a reminder to keep my cool, even in the face of extreme ignorance. They must have been watching CNN ( COMMUNIST NEWS NETWORK) or NBC (NATIONAL BARACK CHANNEL). SHEEP! I suppose you prefer FOX news. And everyone who's complaining about their taxes being raised--if you make under 250k a year, they won't be. And if you make over 250k a year, shut the hell up, because you make more money than 92% of the country and nobody feels sorry for you. You should also shut up if you don't like Bush and yet supported McCain--considering that McCain agreed with Bush 95% of the time. I give McCain respect for being so graceful during his concession speech, but the bottom line is that he's a Yes Man all the way. No, Obama is probably not going to keep all of his promises. If he did, he'd be the first president in history to do so. But he's at least coming at these issues from a more positive standpoint; preaching

Bouncers And Owners
bouncers are helpfull people they will help you were is needed ask any question they will help as they have been trained to high standard go to fubar support ask away but dont use capitals as its shouting and dont use support as a chat i was pretraining as a bouncer when there was none pretraining lol so if i can help you dont hesitate to ask the owners of site are very busy and mantainance of site is hard so lets have fun and when in need or need help go to fubar support lounge as the bouncers are there to help but dont pester them or stop them from there work thankyou everyone have fun godbless all derekandcandy

It Will Stop Today
You know I am a bit scattered today.I came back for a reason to make things right with someone on here and to my dismay other things are happening in my life right now that are very sad. I lost my Aunt over the weekend & we bury her on Wednesday @ 2 p.m,this is on my mothers side,then I get a call this morning & my Uncle is in critical condition & probably will not make it through the day & this is on my fathers side.So many people take things for granted I know I did and I see what I have done to my life but all this trivial bullshit that goes on here or anywhere on the Internet is so fucking stupid. I have said this before & I will say it again he is not owned by no-one,if you think you have something with him then fine just stay the fuck off my page..Sweet Sugar,Kylie or whatever you may pose yourself to be or anyone else that may come,stay the fuck away and deal with your own insecurities. He knows what we had & he knows the truth now and if we decide to be friends that is

Me
Me I have a big brain promise to use it to think before committing and to open myself up to new possibilities I have beautiful eyes promise to use them to see the world openly and to see my own worth I have little ears promise to use them to hear what you have to say and to listen carefully to my heart I have a wonderful smile promise to use it to bring you joy and to talk less and say more I have a big heart promise to use it as a home for your love and to leave the key in your care I have strong arms promise to use them to hold you close and to never let you go I have talented hands promise to use them to paint your dreams and to fulfill them I have powerful legs promise to use them to run to you with my problems and to stand up to my mistakes I have only one body promise to use it for you and to give you all i can I have a soul promise to use it to treasure yours and to never ask for mine back JM

The Relationship Between A Woman & A Man
"A woman came from a mans ribs, not from his feet to be walked on, or his head to be superior, but his side to be equal, under his arm to be protected, and next to his heart to be loved."

Just Shoot Me
WHY DO MEN ALWAYS THINK U HAVE TIME TO MAKE THEM HAPPY? I MEET NEW PEOPLE ONLINE ALOT AND EVERY TIME FIRST THING I READ WHAT R U WEARING.... I MIGHT BE A HORNYHOUSEWIFE BUT DAMN I AM A HOUSEWIFE... I HAVE THINGS TO DO BESIDES GET U OFF

Purpose
The vision,or purpose of this homepage is for fulings to get together in 1 place.who have had cancer,suffering from or is a friend of someone on fubar who is.Meant to be a place of comfort and love with people who know what it feels like,and a place to vent your feelings to others that care and just are willing to listen.Where like minded people can set up a page for themselves as a team and to use and share anything the page gathers,such as fubucks..where you can come and register that ur in a contest or give away and you need ur teams help,with only 1 being helped in turn so full resources can be sent to 1 place not spread too thin going everywhere.Drama of any kind won't be allowed here and will be dealt with fast,we are here to give love and support,not cause more pain..pretty simple concept.I myself had bladder cancer and had to have it removed in march of this year,hope this works and fulfills its vision and purpose.ty////tyger.please read http://www.breastbulletin.com/breast-ca

Evil Plan!
Congratulations on being the creator of a new Evil Plan (tm)! Your objective is simple: Destroy the Earth. Your motive is a little bit more complex: Sadistic pleasure Stage One To begin your plan, you must first seduce a senator. This will cause the world to whisper among themselves, unsettled by your arrival. Who is this sadistic fiend? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good in a corporate suit? Stage Two Next, you must seize control of the statue of liberty. This will all be done from a underground secret headquarters of doom, a mysterious place of unrivaled dark glory. Upon seeing this, the world will flee in terror, as countless hordes of mutant race hasten to do your every bidding. Stage Three Finally, you must release your doomsday device, bringing about the end of all things. Your name shall become synonymous with nightmares, and no man will ever again dare point and laugh. Everyone will bow before your dashing good looks, and the world w

Three New Games Added To The Pixel Castle!
Hello 3 new games were added to The Pixel Castle! JadaBug and Mario Racing Tournament are platform games and 3d Racing Craze a 3d driving game with very nice graphics. Check them out! 3d Racing Craze Mario Racing Tournament JadaBug Subscribe to the RSS Feed at The Pixel Castle and get notified when new games are added. RSS Feed! Also check out the new Online Store here!

A Blog And Testimonial Made For Me By A Friend From My Other Site.
She is Jade, my Foxy Lady! I called her my KARUGTONG PUSOD (more likely a sibling), as tho our ambilical cords are entwined. A straight forward lady, no hang ups, very honest and no BS. She'll tell you things not the way you wanted to hear but what you need to hear, she is far way than the usual sweet type, she holds no barred, will say things on her mind and speak her heart as well. She's too transparent too in all her dealings, you can easily feel if she's pissed off, no face up. She's too bold and aggressive in her way of thinking. What i treasured most about her is her sincerity and honesty! But despite her tough apperance and speech, a lady so compassionate with genuine heart for service and charity is what I see in her. A nurse by profession, she is fond of taking care of the elderly, very hardworking. A dedicated wife and mother, an excellent home maker, her family topped her priorities in life. With her, I can barely talk my heart and soul out, not minding being judg

Things Women Wish You Knew
Things women wish you knew Category: Romance and Relationships Things women wish you knew Here's something to send an untimely chill down your spine - your partner is hoping you'll read this article. Face it, women are different to men – you may already have noticed. So it's predictable that some of the things blokes do in bed will drive women wild, while others might just irk them a bit. Here are a few, and what you can do about them. Hygiene Even if you believe your trouser furniture is clean, a shower before bed never hurt anyone. She might even get into hot water with you. Being clean is a basic courtesy, whether you've spent the day by the pool or mopping out the lion's cage. Don't make a big ceremony of it. Just say, "I'm going to have a shower before bed," or ad lib it. The same goes for your hands and any other part of you that you plan to put inside her. Clean hands and immaculately trimmed and scrubbed nails are mandatory. Trying to be a stud Women can b

The Kats Whiskers: An Adult Story About Me Chapter One
The Kats Whiskers: An Adult Story About Me Chapter One Category: Writing and Poetry This is VERY Adult Content, please do NOT read and then bitch at me later, messages and comments are appreciated and welcome but cannot be guaranteed approval. By opening this post you have resigned yourself to the fact that you want to read an erotic story that was written for me and partially about me, if this is not the case please close your browser now. All names are people I do know and who know me, however everything else in this story is fictional, for the most part. There are four chapters with more probably to follow. This was written by Adam, you can find him on my friends list. He is an awesome erotic literature writer. For more of his stories you can visit www.literotica.com (where this story is also listed) and do a search for adam applebiter now on with the story.... The Cat's Whiskers – Part 1 Washday Blues Kat's hair, lush as it was, couldn't hide her b

Forgotten !!
I know I shouldn't feel like this... But I can't help that I do. I feel like I've been forgotten; Now just a memory to you. I guess I'm selfish and immature To be thinking this way. My heart is aching badly, And as much as I try, the pain wants to stay. I want to show you just how much .. My love for you is I don't want to give you some kind of closure? My photograph of you Is now a saddened exposure. My stomach flops inside me When I think about my pain. My heart goes out to you, Because my love for you remains. I hope I will feel better soon That you won't forget I'm here for you Because I still love you I promise you, it's true. It's so hard to lose ... the only true friend I've ever had. I know that it is. I've never felt it before, And life hurts enough as is! Don't ever think that I don't care I don't know if you think that or not... I hope you don't, Because it's the most untrue thing You could have ever thought. I'm trying not to le

The Truth About Me And My Ex's.
When I was 18 I lost virginity to Tamara McKinney. She was the perfect little rockabilly chick for me. She would bring me food at work and was just an all around amazing woman. Almost a year into our relationship Pearl Jam came to town and I won tickets on the radio. I had 3 tickets and she asked if she bring her guy friend who was coming into town. Since she hadn't seen him years, of course I agreed. We had a blast at the concert, dropped them off and went home. It was late but I figured I'd go back over to her house and suprise her. Well to my suprise, this "friend" was actually her fiance and I found that out after catching them naked in bed together. I was 21 working in my brother's bar in Scottsdale. Single, going to college and living out on my own. I ended up dating this sorority chick from ASU named Amanda. Smart, funny as hell and a complete opposite from your stereotypical "sorority blonde." We dated for about 6 months before she decided to tell me that she had

Today .. Tomorrow . And All Those To Come
Hello to all my friends . I wanted to take a few minutes to thank you all for being there when i had my ups and downs .. Thank you for sharing such laughter and parts of yourselves and your lives that will forever enrich me .. Ive gotten to a place in my life where im spending less and less time on the computer anymore .. Several reasons for that .. 1 .. as some of you know im going to be a grandmother very soon .. she's due Feb 1st .. theyve yet to pick out a name .. although as of right now they are going between .. Ava .. and Alexis .. Im still holding out that Gwendolyn will be a passing thought lol Weve many things to do to get ready for her arrival .. and not much time to do it in .. 2..Ive met someone very special .. and he's become a very big part of my life .. he's got so many of the qualities ive always looked for in someone i can share my life with we've made an amazing connection with one another and for the first time .. im willing to fight for a rel

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