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Geisha
Fluttering as with feathered wings she walks by Catching everyones eye the pride of the village Smelly fisherman bringing fish just gets glares and funny looks as he goes by Eshun the beautiful and graceful geisha stops and smiles at the fisherman he blushes and continues on his path. Eshun makes her way to her home as she prepares for her evening of being politicians escort The fisherman continues on his way, he feels a club to his head then nothing, he is left for dead. Half alive he lay unable to bring himself to his knees stays still. Eshun riding home in the carriage notices the poor fisherman half dead on the path She tells the driver stop he wants to refuse saying a lady of her stature has no buisness stopping for something like that. She tells him he will not be paid for the evening so he turns the horse around so Eshun can see about the man. He helps the fisherman in the carriage,they both can see he is now lame and will be unable to fish for a living again. Fisherma

Re: Can Global Warming Alarmists Get Their Propaganda Straight?
RE: Can Global Warming Alarmists Get Their Propaganda Straight? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Mar 2008, 15:03 Can Global Warming Alarmists At Least Get Their Propaganda Straight? It seems that global warming doomsday alarmists are so desperate to out-fearmonger each other that they are now having difficulties keeping their propaganda on track. Within days, two separate reports blamed global warming for both drying up water sources and causing sea levels to rise. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/031208_warming_alarmists. htm

Alienation Of Affection
It took my heart longer to come to the realization That all I felt for you was an unhealthy infatuation My body knew and my head long ago made the rationalization From friend to love and finally a chapter in my past was our relationship's manifestation Hoped for my love to be reciprocated but that was just a stupid expectation I knew all I was to you was a friend to whom you felt an obligation So I am the one to blame for this alienation of affection Not being the best me but the best for you became my life's aspiration Losing me in you as I promised I never would was vindication That it was time to let go and give up on this thing I could only refer to as "My Situation" For dealing with me and my craziness I extend my greatest appreciation Preparing didn't help with the pain of this particular revelation Nevertheless with it I can begin the process of my transformation Glad that my eyes were opened before my self annihilation This is the last poem, last letter, last ti

Insane Desires
As I crawl between my cold sheets, my body shivering, not quite aware if its from the rattling of wind or the confusion of the mind, I grasp on to the edge of the sheets as if the overwhelming passion for death is hoovering over me. Scared of the method yet intrigued by the outcome i call it closer... my insane desires

Sarah And The Purple Crayon
My friend True Blue on Yahoo! 360 says she can’t wait to see today’s blog entry from me, so I can only pray I live up to expectations! Sarah’s vitals at her two-year checkup yesterday, 27.25 pounds and 34.25 inches tall, are well within where she should be, her pediatrician told us. And I told you yesterday about the shot that she was unhappy about getting, but she loved the red Crayola crayon bandage that covered it. (Red is Daddy’s favorite color, so I smiled at that!) I was going to remove that after Sarah had her bath last night, but when I got home from church she didn’t want me to give her one but rather her aunt Mary. I forgot to check it, but no big deal … I don’t remember seeing it on her this morning, so it was probably taken off yesterday afternoon. Once we got out that big coloring book that was part of a children’s package at our church’s silent auction last month, Sarah didn’t want to stop coloring. No big deal that she doesn’t stay within the lines, but please k

Softly
So softly this day, Her eyes spoke to me. I lost sight of all else, She was all I could see. My eyes couldn't leave her, As she kept drawing me in. Her beauty taking my breath away, I hope it never ends. I will carry her forever, In my heart and my mind. Keeping her eyes in mine, Till the end of time.

Dissmissive..
omg.. is this not the story of my life.. people tend to think that i'm just gonna sit down and take this..i think not.. so a while back when i was in this sucky relationship.. this fool decided he was going to be single on myspace.. (hence the status)..so i'm like ok.. its just the space.. but then a few months later.. i post a comment on his page.. and he deleted it.. and i suppose to not say stuff please.. thus i had another situation with a "friend" of mine.. jerkly dismissive.. i rather not get into it..

Dead Beat Family Or Better Life
ok ........... so everything in the worlds not perfect i know that, thing is if i dont try ill be like the rest of this shity family of mine. my mother is hardly around when she is never say no or get the hell beat out of ya, popping those pills is her main concern or going out an whoreing around. my dad was a drunken fool for a long time beat my mother now hes just mia with a new family and i mean nothing to him nor do my four brothers. my aunts an uncles disown me because of a sitituation i finally came out about and still to this day that mother fucker is roaming the damn streets. my cousins are 13 to 16 and are all whores ecept one who actually made something of herself go missy. my eldest brother got sent to prison. my little bro still has time to make sumthin of himself and ill be damned if he dont ill get custody of him before he gets put in a foster home or some stupid shit like that .the other two brothers of mine i havent seen in years. me all i want to do is

TrÊn MỘt ChẶng ĐƯỜng QuÊ HƯƠng
TRÊN MỘT CHẶNG ĐƯỜNG QUÊ HƯƠNG Tuổi trẻ ở học đường ngoài học kiến thức tôi đã học được tinh thần công dân, lòng yêu nước từ những bài học lịch sử, văn học Việt nam; tình cảm yêu nước của những người Thầy truyền lại và không thể thiếu từ sinh hoạt cuộc sống gia đình, dù gia đình tôi không phải là gia đình trí thức, giàu có, chỉ là gia đình lao động nghèo .Nhưng từ cái nghèo, cuộc sống vất vả của Mẹ, Cha, nhưng với không khí đầm ấm, những câu chuyện kể của Cha, những lời ru mộc mạc nhưng đầy tình ngườI của

Today
As I walk into today, Yesterday is left behind. All the worries it brought, Slowly ease from my mind. Today is brand new, Full of new hopes and dreams. A new chance to be happy, At least it is for me. Yesterdays sorrows can not hold me back, Todays hopes will pull me through. The only way my day would be better, Is if I get to spend it with you.

Wrong
Ok so in my area they are doing a Bowl for Kids Sake that raises money for the Big Brother Big Sister program. I asked a local person I was supposed to meet if he wanted to do it. That person told me yes he would definitely do it. He has not talked to me in a week and I sent him a message about it and told him I need the money next weekend no anwser. It is not even about me and him. I am sorry when you say that you are gonna do something for kids. Then you back out of it and do not do it. There is something wrong with you and shows you what there character is like.

Life And The Supreme
Saturday, March 15, 2008 life and its roots Glory of lord speaks on the version of life for its welfare here on varying sphere of life to carry on with in a nice mode to attain the glory of life here itself and here after that no one will speak well of a man who has slightest avarice even if he where an ocean of virtues and clever too. Lust anger, vanity and covetousness are paths leading to hell. Abjuring, all these adore the lotus feet of lord that in nature is one all alone but appears as if assuming many forms and names on the wish and will of his devotees. He is not mare a king of planet; he is universal supreme on the subject of animate and inanimate concern over here and here after. He in fact is absolute who is free from the bondage of illusion, unborn and all pervading, invincible, with out beginning or end. An ocean of compassion, he has assumed the form of human being for the good of planet and life here on in person including true peoples as their great savio

Do You Think It's Possible
Does anyone here really think it is possible to find true love on the internet? I'm sure this is a question that alot of us ask ourselves. Is there that one person that holds the key to our hearts somewhere? If the answer is yes then, how can we be so nieve as to think that "someone" lives right around the corner from us or in the same town. If there is only one "soul mate" "true love" for each of us, would it not make more sense to think they may be "anywhere"? Myself I think that internet dating although different is a good way to meet people. If you have the ability to carry on hours of endless conversation with someone then you have to know that there is some sort of bound developing. Do people who are married to people they lived close to have that ability to chat together for hours on end and never get bored? If you find someone that you feel that sort of connection with is it wrong that they live 1000's of miles away or should you take it as a sign that maybe this is that someon

Community
Community we surf the web in search of what? a kindred spirit to share our lot? A billion neurons connect this brain, life's diversity represented, the sane, the insane Identity masked we roam this realm, we sail this sea we man the helm, what is real and what is false, we prod, and coax to glimpse the host Our senses redundant we use our mind, we conger, we type our message blind. Response received, we analyze we read, a picture we create of respondents need. Secure we are from judgements flame. Free to be, we choose our name. Words can be such sweet caress, they may condemn or choose to bless Oasis of truth we spirits confide our community draws the like of mind To nurture honesty and talents light to feed our souls, to fight the fight, to open our heart and share joy and grief, like trees we grow, we shoot, we leaf. Our words hold power for good or ill, they lift the spirit reinforce our will. Poets express your hopes and fears we’

Hope In A World Of War
Ok every one this is just one of my many poems that i worked very hard on. So please let me know what you think. Thank you Hope in a world of war She lies among a bed of rose in search for the light of hope in a dark sea of nothing puts on a smile to all the saddness she trys to rise adove all the pain her face still wet from the past and it's wounds she feel deep inside herself looks for a new streangth at last she sees the light of hope she grows wings so pure & flys away to find the one thing she's been lookinhg for her dreams did come true the wounds are healing her face no longer wet from tears of saddness and pain she has the streangth to go on she now sings a song of peace she found peace in a world at war.

A Time Out...
If you are wondering where I am.... My BF and I have went our seperate ways....With losing my mom too, I have not bee handling it well...Email me for my Number....KEEP ME IN your prayers...I am hoping he comes to his right mind, ASAP

What Now?
Well, I am sitting here realizing that what I thought was love and life I wanted to have for the rest of my life all was one big LIE!!! I found someone whom I adored and loved with all of my heart, I moved seven hours away and started my life with the man WHO WAS the love of MY life, BUT I WAS NOT HIS REALITY CHECK!!!!!......Well life works in mysterious ways, things you think are real are not so real after all, things you thought were reality turn out to be as far from reality as you could imagine. Someone whom you truly did not know at all. I found out someone I fell in love with was not the man who he portrayed to be. I am hurt, sure who would not be, but now I am not sure where to begin my life again..... I sit and wonder if anything was ever true that he said, or claimed to have felt......or was it what I wanted to hear so he could have his fantasy life and someone to work and clean up in his real world and pacify her as needed...... WHAT NOW? HOW DO YOU MOVE ON FROM SUCH A

Gitchy Gitchy Cherry Cheesecake..
Why Gitchy Gitchy? Because after you make the cherrys and put them on talk it does a tango on your tastebuds 2 sticks cream cheese 1/4 cup Sweetened condensed milk 1 to 1 1&1/2 cups o sugar 1/2 cup lemon juice Blend it all together till all the lumps are out. Keep tasting it till it's as sour as you can take then refrigerate for 4 hours. (yea i know thats a long ass time stfu.) For the cherries.. Cherry pie filling put it in a sauce pan add 1 tbs of butter 1 teaspoon of nutmeg and 1/2 cup of sugar. Continuously stirring till the butter melts and it looks thick. POUR OVER CHEESECAKE omfg.. Have an orgasm and a good day.

Sex In The Irish Tradition
THE PREPARATION Friday Night is very much love-night for the Irish man. Arriving back from the pub, having partaken of the traditional Irish aphrodisiac - 12 pints Guinness, and some fish and chips, his mind set on one thing - LOVE! Or as he say's himself "the ride". His lust, at fever pitch, after the sensuous excitement of a hard night's dominoes, he approaches his beloved wife, enticing her with gentle words of passion - "any chance of me hole then love?" The good lady in question perhaps over excited by the erotic smell of Guinness or the sensuous vision of chips sticking to his chin, is at first somewhat reluctant. This coy reluctance is expressed with the flirtatious, "Would ye ever fuck off!!!". FOREPLAY Foreplay is very important indeed. This basically consists of the male, whipping off his slightly soiled Y fronts provocatively at his wife, that usually land skid-mark side down, as he approaches the bed gyrating with one hand on his hip and the other on the b

Right Now
I am so bored I have been cleaning up all day from yesterday's party and had plans tonight but I changed them. Now I am finished cleaning and have nothing to do. Holidays should be shared no matter which one they are who agrees?

Different
I said good bye on that rainy spring night knowing that our lives could never intertwine two different people one with dreams one with a lost cause it could never be with out total focus on what the future holds different life back grounds different morals of life what can we do when all we held was love I will hold you dear and hold my head up knowing that this will be best for us we never know what will happen next Good luck to all and know that them memories will never be forgotten. By Elizabeth Sue Pennington

So To Finish My Story
So to continue my story about the weekend, we had a rough start with the gang incident and the crazy woman that I became and then to top it all off, Chris throwing a hissy fit! We made it up to the cabin but it was snowing on us. It had stopped by the time we actually made it to the cabin so we were a little bummed. We ate and drank and played cards and went to bed. When we got up in the morning it had been snowing! It wasn’t much but I made a tiny little snowman on the porch. The trees were lightly dusted with snow so it was so beautiful. Then the sun came out and it all melted away. It was pretty while it lasted. It turned out to be a nice day. My friend Sean was getting ready to take the quad up in the hills and I asked him if I could ride on the back. So I hopped on and we drove off. He had to go up in the hill to make a phone call. There isn’t any cell phone reception at the cabin so you always have to go up in the hills. I held onto him for dear life since the fir

March 18, 2008
Where do I even begin? This man that I love more than I've ever loved before continually surprises me with the sweetest most romantic gestures. I've never experienced that before. He is truly my Knight in Shining Armor. Jimm, you are truly my every dream come true. You are more than I could have ever prayed or dreamed for. I feel so blessed, honored and privileged to have your love, and to be able to feel it so strongly. The hours upon hours that we spend together on a daily basis are my most precious times. I have opened my heart to you like I have to no one else, and you still love me. I have never known a man to love so hard and so strong and so unconditionally before. I pray everyday that I will be able to make you as happy and feel as loved as you do for me. I count down the days until I can be moved to Washington and we can be in each other's arms, eternally. I look forward to fulfilling every dream that we've talked about. To having "our" family united as one. Bab

Bully
I’M KICKING ASS & TAKING NAMES IN “DEVINE ESSSENTIALS”! I SUGGEST YOU JOIN ME & THE REST OF THE GANG IF YA KNOW WHATS GOOD FOR YA! I’M ROCKEN’ YOUR AIRWAVES! Come show ME sum LOVE! YOU NAME IT I’LL PLAY IT! Join us NOW so you don’t miss anything! YOU KNOW THE DRILL JUST CLICK THE PIC & UR THERE!!

Just To Let U Know!
OK...people here it goes. i'm not on fubar for ur drama. if u have it plz leave it off my pg...and for those of u that loves to put links on my pg to KKK ...when ur droppin links to ppl leave me the fuck out of it... i dont have a problem with ppl that are in to that stuff but I"M NOT so dont bring it to me...i have 2 mix'd kids and dont care for the shit! If u dont like what my blog has to say then click the home pg tab up there. THANX FOR UR TIME! ~BUTTERS~

Friends
So... What's the definition of a friend? Someone who's there for you through thick and thin. Someone who you know would do anything for you, no matter what. Someone you can cry or laugh with. So I have this friend... Or had... I'm still trying to wrap my head around that part... Anyway - this friend. We were pretty close, could talk about just about anything. We could hang out like we'd been friends forever, and have some (in my mind) pretty awesome memories... Anyone who knows me - (not that anyone on here really does) knows that I usually take things to a deeper level than they need to be at. It's not something I do on purpose, and it's not something I'm always proud of. I am, however, proud of my ability to give of myself pretty unconditionally. So much so, that I'm usually willing to bypass my own feelings for others... And just for background purposes, I should also throw out there that I'm not even close to perfect. Aww hell - I give up. I really real

Can't Believe It Is Thursday Already!
It is Thursday already. This week has kind of gone by fast. I have been busy working and busy trying to keep my son on the right track. I am so not ready for Easter to be Sunday. I have not been into Easter for many years. It seemed like once the kids got older, it just lost it's appeal. There is always the dreaded family thing too. Taking a million pictures. When I was a kid, we got a new Easter outfit to wear to church. We hunted easter eggs and did the big family dinner thing. We always got easter baskets as well. I have been so lame the last few years that I didn't even get my kids an Easter basket. Aren't they a little old anyway? I think part of my not getting into it this year is that my daughter's birthday is Wednesday and Anthony's birthday is Saturday. Kind of makes it a pain. Also the whole thing of dealing with Anthony on a daily basis kind of takes the life out of me at times. We were supposed to have dinner at Peter's brother's house tomorrow nig

My Humor Iz
ok i joke i joke i kid i kid..most of the times..go flat like a 90 yearold hiney rocking speed do's im free with words..i dont draw lines in the sand cause..i cross them. no need 2 be mad when only care free is ur own outlook on self not others. i can admit words hurt only if they tures..and only lies will have laughing till face turn blue

Desire
With my eyes softly closed I can still taste you... the lingering sweetness of you the lingering taste of your skin on my lips, the soft and gentle rhythm of heartbeats - mere moments before locked as one roaring and surging now nestling gently calmly entwined inside and out. With my eyes softly closed I still feel the heat - sheer animal passion an eternal raging appetite fulfilled yet encompassing quenched yet forever hungry, the effort of merging sweat's sweet sting, the timeless moment, the 'after' glow the infinite softness of you and me and such a fullness of love I've come to know. With my eyes softly closed a single tear flows the indescribable emotion released from within as my eyes silently open and find yours looking in.

Re: Jim Rogers Calls For Bernanke's Resignation
RE: Jim Rogers Calls For Bernanke's Resignation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Mar 2008, 00:00 Jim Rogers Calls For Bernanke's Resignation Top investor Jim Rogers has publicly called for Federal Reserve chaiman Ben Barnanke to resign, blaming him for destroying the dollar and bailing out his friends on Wall Street at the cost of the American taxpayer, in the latest savage attack on the Fed amidst the latest round of economic turmoil. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032008_rogers_calls. htm

Anniversary
Despite what it says on my profile page, I first discovered Fubar (then known as Cherrytap) last year in April. I deleted my 1st account and then two subsequent others...because I was too intent on trying to impress rather than be honest. But my present profile (controversial as it may be) does indeed depict the real me. How should I celebrate my 1st year here? Hmmm...

Complications
I love my best friend to death, there's no denying that. But there are days, much like today, (ha that rhymed) where I feel bad for wanting to include her in every aspect of my life. I had made plans to meet up with a someone at the mall and at the last minute I thought, hey why not bring the bff with me, we'll have fun. Well we did, for a short period of time before everything changed and she just disappeared on me. Nothing hurts me more than when someone drifts away right in front of me. Sometimes I feel bad for wanting to include my best friend in every aspect of my life, but can you blame me, she's the only friend I've got even if she doesn't feel the same way back.

The Biopsy
Well, lets just say it was not fun, not fun at all. I won’t even give the nasty ass details on how they did it. Hopefully it comes back as being normal and such. However the thingy they found on my uterus is a diffrent story. The doctor is not quite sure what it is. And that has me a little worried. I know its probably nothing, and I am glad that he wants to make sure everything is okay. He gave me a few choices. One was to have and MRI to see if they can get a better picture of what ever that is. Second was a laprascopy. Or thrid and final, just rip it all out and let some scientist some where figure out what it is, and have me be totally done with all of this. Well, I think I am going to start off small. I have and MRI monday at 7 am. What fun, right? But I will let you all know what else happens. Thanks everyone for your thoughts and your prayers. It has been a hard time for me and my family. You people rock.

Bid On Marine456
COME BID ON ME IF YOU WANNA OWN ME http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=860962&albumid=920659&i=471991562&idx=12 im offering whatever you want as long as it can does not include real money annnd nothing in the pimp folder for gifts. If you win choose 10 items for istance all pics rated, nsfw pics, cam show, phone call, cruch for a month, drink every day for a month, 10 comments on pics, crush for a month, name in heading, add to yahoo, and others if you can let me know ok bidding starts at 15,000 ok so ill hope you participate.

New Playlist Requests
Ok I heard the requests & I created a new playlist for my Family,Friends & Fans I will only have 2 playlists playing in shuffle mode One iz Just Straight Hip Hop & The other is Pop,Alternative& R&B a lil house as well. Im not done But its up on my Profile page so enjoy Ya'll Enjoy the rest of your Sat Amirz Image

Orgy-pure This Is How I Feel Every Single Day
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

Fuck Lassie... My Dog Was Better!
Sadly, I couldnt find a pic of Simba, he was a golden retriever who died way too soon due to worms and lack of pussy. This is my re-creation..... In all seriousness I miss that shit out of my dog he was truly man's best friend, only I'm still a kid and not so much of a man~

Thank You Cheif Jade
"Beauty BY Khalil Gibran And a poet said, "Speak to us of Beauty." Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide? And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech? The aggrieved and the injured say, "Beauty is kind and gentle. Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory she walks among us." And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty is a thing of might and dread. Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath us and the sky above us." The tired and the weary say, "beauty is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit. Her voice yields to our silences like a faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow." But the restless say, "We have heard her shouting among the mountains, And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions." At night the watchmen of the city say, "Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east."

Kali Age
Sunday, March 23, 2008 kali age Kali age has its main wizard to inflict its very raw features with all ease in life but for those who really wish to attain their real pace their in, there is no other age is as easy as this kali age for life. In kali age peoples track the false perception of life under the influence of illusion. Wherever they hear others reviled, they feel delighted as through they had stumbled upon a treasure lying on the road. Remains devoted to sensuality, anger, arrogance and undue greed, they are merciless, deceitful, crooked and impure. They bear enmity towards all with out rhyme or reason; nay, they behave inimically even with those who are actively kind to them, remains false in their dealing always rest on to lie in trade and exchanges to grab the undue favors. Malevolent by nature, they wish to enjoy others wife and others wealth and take delight in slandering others. Such vile and sinful men are demons in human garb. But here on, on the mode

How To Fuck It All Up.. And Still Come Out Ahead....
1. Be a character in a movie - in the movies, you can fuck up your entire life and yet you still end up a winner in the end. You get the girl, you learn the lesson, and you live happily ever after. 2. I'm out of ideas really. Outside of being fictional, I guess the only way to come out ahead after you've fucked everything up is to eventually decide that your new situation is better than the previous one or the projected imagined future you're missing out on. I suppose learning a lesson is coming out ahead in a way - but it's more of a break-even really... a consolation prize. Frustratingly enough, lessons aren't learned usually until it's too late. In the movies of course, it's just in time. In the movies, the make-up sex is worth the fighting. In the movies, atrocities are forgiven in moments... in life, there aren't just a select few main characters - there are billions. Perhaps that's why people are more prone to giving up in life. I've had it all and lost it more times

Ok Im Pissed
i been on here for 3 yrs an to day they delete my acount i did noting wrong they said i was spaming well, if posting comment to my friend is spaming. thats funny..i just hit level 21 an now i have to start over ,,,i think they did me wrong.. an i ask you my friends to help me get the word out..an plzz help me relevel up page....http://fubar.com/user/1707592 thank for your help

Aoife Is...
Put you name into google like "(yourname) is" and take 5 examples from the first page! "Aoife is..." - a vestige of humanity. - a beast! - already off Keppra and recently had her first seizure-free night in four years. - more of an interactive conversationalist, she demands attention and - given to clowning around, being deliberately funny

And Suddenly It Hit Me.
I was almost raped on Friday. I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting. He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened. My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible. But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma

Beware
Beware of Kinky Angel kitty she is a dieased whore that likes to steal your men so if you see her page be sure to pay her a visit lol. We need people like her off fubar. Oh, by the way please make sure she is humilated she tried to take my friends boyfriend already.

Diabetes Awareness
My son, Cody, was diagnosed with Juvenile Diabetes in October of 2004. He was only nine years old. Please, if anyone ever asks for your support to find a cure, do so. He has been such a trooper in controlling it, rather it controlling him. But I feel nobody should have to suffer from this disease. Please pass the word on. Make your custom magnet at SupportOurRibbons.com

Ive Got Engaged
THERE IS A GREAT GIFT THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME AND I'M TRULY BLESSED AND TOUCHED IN A PROFOUND AND VERY EMOTIONAL WAY THIS GIFT I HAVE HAD GIVEN IS THE GIFT OF CRYSTAL FULP BECOMING MY FIANCE AND I COULD NEVER EVER ASK FOR A GREATER AND MORE WONDEFUL FIANCE SHE IS THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND THE ONLY ONE IN MY WORLD THAT I COULD EVER LOVE AND BE LOVED BY SHE IS A BLESSIING AN ANGEL AND THE MOST INCREDABLE BLESSING I COULD EVWER WANT

What Can U Say About That?
How do u feel when I suck on the head Mouth getting even wetter as I go a little way down Pass the head, mouth tight Pulling on ya dick as I come Back up to the head Sucking and pulling Tell me how do u feel When I get in my own beat Mouth tight as I go down Not all the way yet Just enough for the head To hit my throat Sucking, pulling, sucking My throat muscles massage The head Yea I know u like that shit But how do u feel When I just put all of u in my mouth Throat muscles working ya dick As my tongue flick against ya ball Damn baby y u all tease up Toes curling u pushing my head back Nah none of that I’m not finish Pulling ya dick as I come up slowly Then all the way back down Yea u about to explode Back up to the head sucking, pulling, and flicking my tongue All ya good juices enter my mouth Just one more time all the way down In my throat then back up So I ask u once again how The hell does that feel This poem was written because it was do

Cum Play With Me In The Firefighters Hall Free Drinks If You Are Really Nice To Me I Might Give Ya A Lap Dance
OK ALL IM SINGLE AGAIN AND I NEED SOME ATTENTION CUM JOIN ME FOR FREE DRINKS AND DANCING CLICK ON THE PIC TO TAKE YOU TO ME just click on pic to join us

'mate Match'
One of my Aussie friends sent this to me and I thought I'd share a laff with u. Just imagine sitting in traffic on your way to work and hearing this. Many Sydney folks DID hear this on the FOX FM morning show in Sydney. The DJs play a game where they award winners great prizes. The game is called 'Mate Match'. The DJs call someone at work and ask if they are married or seriously involved with someone. If the contestant answers 'yes', he or she is then asked 3 random yet highly personal questions. The person is also asked to divulge the name of their partner with (phone number) for verification. If their partner answers those same three questions correctly, they both win the prize. The Harbour City dropped to its knees with laughter and is possibly the funniest thing you've heard yet. Anyway, here's how it all went down: DJ: 'Hey! This is Ed on FOX-FM. Have you ever heard of 'Mate Match'?' Contestant: (laughing) 'Yes, I have.' DJ: 'Great! Then you know we're

Dedicated To Every Girl In The World
Dedicated to every girl in the world Treat her like shes more than you want.. more than you could ever dream.. and more than she thinks she is... like shes everything youve ever wanted.. make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true and be kind shes more than just a girl... shes and angel without wings, shes the sweetest thing in the world, and is more precious than a thousand roses.. girls Never frown because you never know When someone is falling In love with your smile, let her know you care let her know by doing something special for her call her everynight just to make sure everthings alright and to remind her you still care..always wish her the sweetest dreams... when she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon, and cry with her, letting her know shes not alone, when she laughs let you be the first to hear her, when shes down help her laugh but most of all guys...when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes............

Rewriting My Thesis
Just wanted to let you all know that I will probably be off-line for about a week. My professor just called to let me know that the form, style and subject was not what the University was looking for. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Hopefully, when I return, it will be with all my capacities. LOL Love you all and miss you more HUGS C~

Men
Well i'm no stranger to how the "game" is played but in all fairness when someone you think you love is going around leaving other chicks comments on there page whom live REALLY freakin close is kinda upsetting.Just when you think you found "Mr.right" he is Mr.Wrong in all the wrong places because he has "fantasies" i guess you would say. so im going to ask a question and would like some responses on this....If you love someone you move in with them and can have sex WHENEVER you want would you go and cheat on her? would you talk to other girls sexually? I am wanting some ideas here so help a girl out

¤°dreams°¤
¤°Dreams°¤ Dreaming about you and me, waking up and knowing itll never be. You are always in my dreams, I dont know why, or what it means. My dreams are filled with thoughts of you, Us together, someday two.

Fresh Clashes Break Out In Basra
Fresh clashes break out in Basra It is unclear who currently has the upper hand in Basra Basra unrest Fresh fighting has erupted in the southern Iraqi city of Basra and elsewhere, as Iraqi security forces battle Shia militants for a second day. So far more than 40 people have died and some 225 have been injured over the two days of clashes in Basra. Fighting is also continuing in Baghdad, and there have been casualties after rockets were fired at the Green Zone. Prime Minister Nouri Maliki has given militants 72 hours to lay down their arms or face "severe penalties". His campaign to "re-impose law" in the city triggered unrest elsewhere in Iraq, and many towns are under curfew. Unrest in Basra has been stoked by a variety of militias and criminal gangs. But the government's unspoken intent is to stop it falling under the sway of the Mehdi Army, led by the radical young cleric Moqtada Sadr, BBC Middle East analyst Roger Hardy says. Clashes conti

Indifferent
meanace.. drifter leader of the forgotten never to be more than what i am not to be hated for less then what i have done i sit just out side the dimmly lit rooms and observe i act like i dont see or hear but my eye read and my ears hear words floating in and out on the breath of a distant storm i dont move or show that i understand they treat me like a child ...like a fool never seen as who i am or what that is fine then they wont see it comming

Food Commentary....(old)
Sunday, December 02, 2007 A couple more things on my mind...... Current mood: bitchy While watching the ill fated Chiefs game earlier, I saw a commercial that really made me laugh. Hardee's in now offering a new burger. But not just a burger, it also has a philly steak sammich on it. You know it was a fat guy with clogged arteries that came up with this abomination. You want a burger, get a burger. You want a philly steak, get one. You want both, you need a diet. What's next people? Hmmm......I want ice cream, but I want a pizza, too. I know! Ice cream pizza! Hard thing though, keeping the ice cream from melting in the oven and making a huge fucking mess. To prove my point I give you a few more abortions of culinary delight: 1. Cheeseburger pizza 2. Taco pizza 3. Pizza sub sandwich 4. Taco salad 5. Philly cheese steak pizza Just to name a few. Can't we just have food without mixing two or three different ones into a big mess. And mixing cuisines....taco pizza?

The Rules For Bedroom Golf
Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club and two balls. Play on course must be approved by the owner of the hole. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. Object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the owner is satisfied play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play again. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival. Experienced players will normally take time to admire the entire course, paying special attention to well formed mounds and bunkers. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currently playing to the owner of the course being played. Upset ow

Oink Oink Baby
What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means Your eating style is gluttonous. If you like something, you're going back for seconds... no matter how full you are! You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall. Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next. You belong to a class that's all your own. You resist rules and traditions of any sort. You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you. You are laid back and extremely easygoing. You never make a fuss, and you try to enjoy every moment. What Does Your Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Say About You?

Ensign: Fault Lines
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 28 March 2008 "Now therefore there is utterly a fault among you, because ye go to law one with another. Why do ye not rather take wrong? why do ye not rather suffer yourselves to be defrauded?" In the sixth chapter of Paul's first letter to the Corinthians, he's asking the people why they're allowing those outside the church to judge them. Certainly this is no argument against an independent judiciary today (or even in the 1st century, when that was unthinkable), but when we're peacefully assembling in our local church, we need to ask ourselves what we bear against others in church that we wouldn't think twice about in public? In all of the nineteen times "fault" is used in Scripture, it's used grammatically as a noun, never as a

I Hate Birds...=/
Your Power Bird is an Eagle You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights. You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance. And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it. People know that you will become even greater than you imagine. What's Your Power Bird?

Week 2 Dream Girlz Cwgrl & Hpf Teams Bulletin (updated)
Girls are a dime a dozen, The ☆Dream Girlz☆ are Priceless!© Don't forget to show these fab ladies sum ♥ Rate, Fan, Add, & Comment them all!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Dream Girlz Officers HotPinkFizzle¢â Brigadier General cwgrlupxox Lt. Colonel

Just A Fantasy
I blinked again and you were still there, beauty before me like a masterpiece painting, smiling back at me. A smile so comforting, lighting up your eyes. I could get lost staring at your eyes but then my gaze drifts dwon to your beautifully proportioned body. I cross the small distance between us, I must be able to feel you, I have an urgent need to toouch all of you. My lips touch yours and you press against me. The kiss is so tender, my body responds to that simple pleasure. I break away from your lips and begin to carress your neck with my lips. I feel your nipples become erect instantly. Your body reacts to the toouch of my lips on it. I move my kisses to the front of your neck and begin to travel down your chest. Your body shivers as my fingers gently brush across your breast. You arch your back as I take your nipple in my mouth. The feel of your soft skin against my hands and my lips is so erotic, I need more of you. this is beyond a want it is a pure need, the feel o

Friends With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... let's play "friends w/ benefits" It doesn't matter if they are taken, married, or single. You will be shocked who will reply! The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Bless The Broken Road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Now I'm just rolling home Into my lover's arms This much

Why I Have Joined Fubar
Just to let you all know a little bit about me and why I have joined this site. First a good friend asked me to and I try to do just about anything I can to help a friend. I am not here to check out nude pictures of people or to post and show them of myself. I am a 31 year old mother of 4 wonderful children. I do not have time for games and things of that nature. I am here to meet new people and gain new friends. Friends are something you can never have enough of. If you'd like to chat with me I am here, if you want anothers opinion or advice I will give you my viewpoint (not to say that mine is right just to give you maybe a different outlook on something). I will add anyone who sends me an invite tho if you only send them as a way for popularity and have no plans of getting to know me or be friends know that eventually you will get removed. I'd like friends not show things and/or thorphies so to speak.

Sexy
Sometimes it's just a thought, the sound of a voice or the words that are said to me. Maybe it's this power of attention given to me. But reality its not just you, its me accepting you. Me allowing ME to be comfortable in my own skin. Sexy its what leaves me speechless... makes me want to be the whole package. It's something that makes notice... an it makes you notice too. Sexy to me isnt the way some one walks or dresses. It's a slow but strong seduction, very enticing. Its what makes me feel and want, those sinful desires. Being sexy is something within - not something you become. Its your deep sensuality that occasionally you wear on the outside. I say exposed through eyes... through an ALMOST there smile or laugh. It comes from deep within my SOUL - that shouts "Take Me, all of me!" It moves in my laugh... and flows through my body. Sexy is not something someone can touch on you... Its not something someone can take from you.... Its not something someone c

From A Beautiful Woman 2 Me.
There are no profile comments to describe this man. He can warm your heart without even a touch of the hand. I know this is gonna make you a lil curious, Cause not only is he fine..he's a bit mysterious You see him there and say a man he truly is, but thats the outside what makes him who he is.. He's gorgeous yes, tall and a body mmm of a God, but look beyond all that do you see the man inside. Do you see how gentle his eyes can be, so far away yet he penetrates me. My soul.. my spirit..I feel him in me. Do you feel how soothing his words can be? Im sure you do cause he's generous you see. Makes all the ladies fall to their knees. Now I may be selfish but not insecure, cause he may show you love, but shows me so much more. Now I dont know how long it will last, but for now in his everything I will bask.

You Might Be A Fundamentalist Christian If..
You Might Be A Fundamentalist Christian If... by lukeprog You don't want people sharing non-Christian ideas with you or your children, but you want to share Christian ideas with non-Christians and their children. You deny stories of ancient literature about Zeus and Thor because there's no evidence for them and they disagree with science, but you defend stories of ancient literature about virgin birth and talking snakes even though there's no evidence for them and they disagree with science. You claim that a few answered prayers are evidence of God, but far more unanswered prayers are not evidence against God. You defend your own supernatural experiences as accurate and claim billions of contradictory supernatural experiences are false. You are apalled by ritual human sacrifice and religious terrorism in the modern world, but not when these things happen in the Bible. You firmly deny the existence of all other gods but are threatened when someone doubts the existence

Burlesque Party!
I'm so excited!!! I'm going to my first ever burlesque party this weekend - expect lots of corsets, stockings and suspenders ;) As usual, pics will be posted as soon as I can get my dirty little hands on them :) xxxxxxxxxxxx

Bitter Egg
She has no idea, bitterness has fogged her outlook on life. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to breath when you do. She oozes poison, pouring it into the air around her. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to get close when you do. She will take any oppurtunity to fill your heart with her bitterness. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her. try not to listen when you do. She burns with anger, lashing at anyone who comes close enough. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to touch when you do. She wonders why noone likes her, sticking her nose up to those who grimace. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to ask her why when you do. She lives for herself, never seeing others for who they are. She likes it this way, saves her from herself. Walk past her, try not to care when you

Questions That Haunt Me!
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you nak

A Special Word
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Like Toy Soldiers
Step by step, heart to heart Left right left, we all fall down.. Step by step, heart to heart Left right left, we all fall down Like toy soldiers Bit by bit, torn apart We never win, but the battle wages on We're toy soldiers I'm supposed to be the soldier, who never blows his composure Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders I ain't never 'sposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it Even if it means goin toe to toe with the Benzino It don't matter I'd never drag 'em in battles that I can handle 'less I absolutely have to, I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em If some shit ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em That Ja shit, I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it There's a certain line you just don't cross, and he crossed it I heard him say Hailie's name on a song, and I just lost it It was crazy, the shit went way beyond some Jay-Z and Nas shit And even tho

Crack Whores
This crackwhore that mysteriously stays at the hotel I work at brought her lil crack whore baby with her and was showin off to everyone around. Except that I wasn't impressed. Is there a reason why I should be fascinated with her spawn that crawled out of her infested vagina to contaminate the world with those genes once again? Puhleeze, not impressed. She was in my face with that baby, and I just ignored her til she gave me an eye and left. pppfts

Some Thing To Say, I Guess
You never know when it comes to relationships. I have been in many that dont work. Ones that leave you wondering and broken hearted. Some where the guy pushes you away and says he is afraid to get hurt. Yet, at the same time says he understand the pain your goin through, and all the things you have been put through in past relationships. All the cheating that has been done, all the mental and some physical abuse, yet he says he is heartbroken. You have to sit and wonder. I am usually a very understanding person, but this last year or so, i have turned into a cold person. I have a wall around my heart and my soul because of people like that. I like to meet new people yet at the same time i cant stand people? Is that possiable? Or is it just fear that has me like this. I was asked out not to long ago by an ex, who i said yes to cause i actually still had feelings for, yet i was still gettin over a bad relationship. And i got the way i got treated was, he pushed me away and left me in th

Pit
THE NAME IS PIT LADIES KNOW I CAN WORK DAT CLIT WITH ENERGY THAT WOULD OUTLAST ENERGIZER AND A DICK THEY CALL THE SUPER SIZER PICK A BITCH UP ON THE TOWN TAKE HER TO THE CRIB AND LAY HER DOWN I MIGHT BE IN THE MOOD FOR A 69 OR MAYBE JUSS SOME BUMP N GRRIND BUT BEFORE ITS ALL OVER IM FLIPPIN HER FOR A LIL STYLE I CALL ROVER I LIKE A BITCH WHO CAN HOOVER A DICK DEEP THROAT THAT SHIT TILL IT MAKES HER SICK A BITCH WHO CAN WORK THEM HIPS IF I LET HER ON TOP PICK IT UP THEN TWIST AND DROP A BITCH WHO CAN MAKE THE TOES POP IF THEM TITS NOT BOUNCING AND SHAKIN THEN SHE GOT ME MISTAKEN I NEED SOMPIN JUICY AND THICK AND AINT AFRAID OF A BIG DICK SOME WOMAN SAY IM A DOG AND TREAT THEM SHADY I JUSS SAY SORRY ITS JUSS THE DOG IN ME BABY I FALL ASLEEP AND SHE FALLS IN LOVE THANK GOD I WORE THAT GLOVE I BEEN WITH EM ALL FROM SINGLE TO MARRIED TO LAME TO SO FREAKY THEY SCARE ME BUT ALL THE LADIES IN MY HOOD KNOW WHERE TO GO WHEN THE MAN THEY WITH DONT MAKE DEM JUICES FLOW

Ok To Go With The Mumm That I Posted
I have to go in and have another surgery again.... I had to have my uteris removed because I was bleeding out of it... and now I find out today that I have to go and have the ovaries removed as well. Because of the same problem. I am NOT happy about this at all because I wanted more kids. some of my friends were gracish enough to let me have the time to use their uteris so I could have another child but now I find out that I might not be able to because of my eggs have gone bad with all the blood that is in there and the cists in there are brusting and killing the eggs. I know I can adopt if I get the chance to. That is something that I might look in to doing. But anyways I just wanted to let you all know what was really going on.....

Re: Government Knew Of Call About 9/11, Before 9/11
RE: Government Knew Of Call About 9/11, Before 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 Apr 2008, 15:57 Mukasey Admits Government Knew Of Call About 9/11, Before 9/11 During a speech at the Commonwealth Club in San Francisco on Thursday, Attorney General Michael Mukasey tacitly admitted that the U.S. government intercepted a call about 9/11 - before 9/11. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/040108_government_knew. htm

Special Birthday!
This week we celebrate a special birthday! Monica Lewinsky turned 34. Can you believe it? It seems like only yesterday she was crawling around the White House on her hands and knees, and putting everything in her mouth. They grow up so fast, don't they????

Fire
I wrote this last year shortly after it all happened. I wanted to share here too. ~~~~~~ It’s Sunday morning, the 4th day of November 2007. I woke up unable to sleep anymore, even though my body and my mind still crave the sweet release of rest. As my hands wander to my breasts and my stomach of their own accord, tracing the places the cups had been, the path of the fire, the small spot from the devil’s fire, I can feel the dull ache of my shoulders from the flogging that followed last nights fire play. Let me start at the beginning. A demo was announced on a local BDSM list we belong to. We made our reservations and, on my part at least, eagerly awaited the day and the demo for a number of reasons really. One, I wanted to see it done, I had heard a lot about it, but had never seen it other than still picture. Two, my birthday is Tuesday and I try to find things to do either the weekend before or after, unless it’s on a Saturday or Sunday of course! I was probably insuff

My Body's Juice
You’re such a softy. You’re delicate both inside and out. You’re sweet and impressionable with people wanting to handle you with soft hands and a delicate touch. When you’re bruised, it’s very apparent to everyone around you who quickly come to your aid. You are loved, because your very existence exudes lovableness. You are also entirely covered with a thin layer of hair.

"fall For You"
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Your impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you i'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may of failed But I have loved you from the start Ohhhh But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words Cuz talk is cheap And remember me tonight When you

Sorry
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry: This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry!

Obvious Omg!!
pulease stop with the stupid child games. do not create a fake profile just to check me out! no picture,, no information,,,nothing but a name! aren't we supposed to be adults here? people who hide are doing it for a few reasons 1) i know who they are and are wondering why they are on my page when we probably dont get along, which means you may be some kind of jealous person, which i dont tolerate. 2) you are a jealous person and are checking up on me or checking up on what i am doing ,,which i mean by going to peoples pages that are on my friends and family list to see what kind of comments i am posting to someone. which i dont tolerate or take niceley to. 3) you are jealous and think i am after your fubar boyfriend or fubar husband,,which i am not!! 4) i know you and for soem reason dont want me to know that i know you were on my page,which means that ..then i dont want to know you, cause that is just bullshit. 5) it is obvious that you are purposely doing this because i hav

Walls
The walls around me were strong, Then you came along I smashed them down with a sledgehammer. You had all the answers. You lit up the darkness. My life was complete with you in it I took the bricks And built a home for the two of us. Now the winds of turmoil pound againt the walls, carrying the whispers of the decievers My convictions waver The foundation crumbles The home slowly erodes I look for you, reaching out into the darkness, suddenly returned But I can't find you. I call your name, but there is silence. I ask for answers, but all I hear is the wind. I look toward the doorway For you to come in, take me in your arms and say, "It's ok, Baby, I was away for a while, but I'm home now." But the doorway is empty. The home is empty. I sit here, waiting... waiting... Then I hear a rustle, A familiar Shadow fills the doorway. A smile of hope comes across my face. I wait for my Love... I close my eyes and open my arms

21
This morning my original intent was to go check out the new football movie Leatherheads. However as per my usualy custom from time to time I switched movie decisions at the last minute and saw the new Kevin Spacey flick 21. For those that do not know its about a student from MIT who gets convinced to join a group of other students and a professor(Spacey) that make money by traveling to vegas on the weekends and counting cards. I had made mention to someone last week or so that you really can't go wrong with a Spacey flick. And was I ever right. This was a good choice this morning. I was pleasently surprised that there was a little bit of humor thrown into the movie to break up what I thought was going to be something more serious in tone. This is one of the few movies I have watched recently other than a comedy that I have thoroughly enjoyed from beginning to end. (Unlike Michael Clayton, that movie just would not end.) Not a bad way to spend a slightly sore and defina

Divorce
Well my husband and I had an argument the other night. We talked about everything I do and have done wrong and everything he does and has done wrong. All kinds of serious stuff. And then he said, "You know what really bothers me? You don't put your dish in the dishwasher." Ok, you know what? Sometimes I don't. Probably about 60% of the time I DO put my dish in the dishwasher, but 40% of the time I don't. This is cause for divorce, people!! So last night I finished my dinner and picked up my dish and said I'd better put this in the dishwasher because I don't want a divorce!

Nice To See You.
Hey point getters. hello! You know all of my points have come from honest ratings. no gimics. You can tell your true friends because they stop by and say hello. as you point getters you can all kiss my ass!

Friend
My friend Dear God I said, please help me, I think I've lost my way. Just help me make it through the night, and through another day. I guess that I was lucky, and so before this story ends. God sent me a earth angel, but your really just my friend. You have given me compassion, wisdom and love. A little miracle, from my God above. You'll probably think i'm silly, their's no angels in this world. But, if you've seen my angel, you'll his a special man. You won't see any halos, and you won't see any wings. His just ordinary man, doing extraordinary things. I'm talking about friendship, in case you haven't guessed. To have this angel in my life, I truly have been blessed. So thank you for your friendship, just showing me you care. I know that if I need you, I know that you'll be there. I love you with all my heart, you're in my thoughts and prayers. God's given us each other, to show how much he cares. _______*hug*hug*________*hug*hug*___________

Lori
April 7, 2008 @ 5:52 am ALL MY LIFE I HAVE DREAMED OF THE PERFECT LOVE, THE KIND GOD SENDS YOU FROM ABOVE. THE WOMAN THAT HE MEANT FOR ME A LOVE SO WILD AND FREE WAS GETTING HARD TO COPE I ALMOST GAVE UP HOPE BUT THEN CAME MY GREATEST BLEESING FORM ABOVE WHEN HE SENT YOU....MY PERFECT LOVE I FEEL I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD ALL BECAUSE OF ONE GIRL BABY AINT IT PLAIN TO SEE YOU AND ME WERE MEANT TO BE BE MY LADY AND I'LL BE YOUR MAN AND WE'LL WALK THOUGH THIS WORLD HAND IN HAND I'LL BE YOURS AND YOU'LL BE MINE OUR LOVE WILL LAST TILL THE END TIME CAUSE NOW I HAVE MY PERFECT LOVE SENT TO ME FROM GOD ABOVE THERE ONLY ONE THING I WANT TO DO SPEND MY LIFE LOVING YOU

I Am A Mango.
MANGO? - A mango lover is a personality to beckoned with; quite often, you > >are a person who has quite fixed ideas, and influencing you is not an easy > >task. You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes, and at > >times even like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in > >something that presents mental challenge. Strong as you may be, you are > >like a kitten when you are with your partner. You accommodate the love of > >your life, and make up for all the strong will elsewhere!

On Call ...lover?
So I'm sitting at the bar last night with my room mate and a couple of our guy friends. Somehow me and my sex life becomes the topic of conversation. How this happend....go figure. Anyway one of the guys that's been trying to date me for awhile now asked me what exactly I was looking for. But when I explained to him what I was looking for he said that men fucking hate woman like me. I don't see how this is possible. I just got out of a 7 year realtionship not too long ago. So I'm not looking for anyting serious unless I ofcourse stumble across Mr. Right. But other than that I'm looking for a kinda of guy that likes to hang out. Makes time for me! Show's me there's an interest. and ofcourse my other FOUR Rules: 1. Has a Job, 2. Has his own Place, 3. Has a Vehicle, 4. Is NOT married!.. I love hanging out with my girlfriends and I'm a firm beleiver that a guy needs to have his away time too. But at the same time i'd like to cuddle on the couch every now and again. I don't expec

Stuff
So, Sunday Adam and I went to Dennis' and had a BBQ. It was the girls, Dennis, Adam and me, and we actually got along quite well, It was great. But, other than that, I've just been stressed major... so much drama going on in my life... seems like if it's not one thing it's another.... Sucks... I feel helpless, and as much of a control freak as I am.... that sucks major... And my effin birth control isn't working right. I'm worried that I'm going to wind up freaking pregnant... which is funny because just a few short weeks ago I was worried I wasn't going to be able to have kids anymore... shows you how life things can change... Other than that,m the girls are doing great, my best friend is sick as shit, and Dennis and I are getting along GREAT. It's shocking as hell.... I know.... but it's been nice. If it had only been like this the past 6 years.... but, God has his reasons for things.... Anywho... I'll try to keep stuff updated more often...

Livestrong Challenge 2008
I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised over $2,500 and the first year I raised over $1,200... I'm aiming for $2,500 again this year. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. If you don't donante, at least repost it so that maybe this gets to someone who will. I appreciate everything. My website: http://philly08.livestrong.org/macstrong215 If you're going to be in the Philly area in August and want to join my team, you can sign up here: http://philly08.livestrong.org/teammacstrong

Everlasting Love
Everlasting love That endures the test of time Through troubles and fights Forever you'll be mine Its not about what you have bought Or places we've went It's about the way you hold me And the time that we've spent Together forever In each others arms Dreaming of tomorrow Keeping each other safe from harm We've been through a lot And it seems like it's been forever But, I still have the butterflies in my stomach When ever we're together We've both made mistakes But, no ones perfect We still remain standing together though Cause we've always worked through it Though others may not understand Why I still stand by your side Its cause I can't picture me Without you in my life What we have is true love We've known it from the start Not one driven by the physical But coming straight from the soul and heart It's you and me baby Forever hand in hand Cause you're my best friend Which is way more than just my man

My Prince Charming...
I treasure so much this love that we share I'm pretty sure it can take us anywhere to the sky the stars even the moon any moment with you can never come too soon i want you to promise you'll never let me go love me like the kind from a picture show wrap me in your arms and hold me all night wipe away my tears and promise it will all be alright hold my hand and run through the rain hold me under a star filled sky and tell me how much you love me. always see me in the middle of a crowd call out my name, love me out loud take me on the scariest ride in the park whisper you Love in the dark kiss me in public let everyone stare show them how this is amazing but rare give me piggy back rides and kiss me on the head show you listen to all the things I've said just be my Prince charming thats all i ask I'm sure you'll find it to be an easy task cuz your already perfect in all the things you do and thats why I'm so in love with you and as long as your there for me I'll co

Breathe
BREATHLESS In limitless motion SUBMERGED WHOLENESS Of a Soul connection CONVERGED CONTINUUM Constant peaks SUSTAINED IMPRISONED All wild streaks become TAMED Wraps itself around Weightless Motions standing still Cutting off air supplies of self-will Organizing destinies for two Who choose to love At the demand of fate Hearts going to the same place Moving at the same pace On wheels of divine timing Love is oxygen BREATHE

Today Is A Gift
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a

Things I Can't Stand
When you are on cam in a lounge here on fubar, I can't stand that no one looks to see if anyone else is on there and proceeds to use it themselves in turn knocking you off. I can't stand that people have no manners on fubar and they don't say goodbye to you when they are done having a conversation with you. I can't stand that other lounges send in people to spy or lure you in to where their lounge is. I can't stand that if someone "checks you out" they can't be nice enough to even rate you. I'm not asking for a fucking fu bling rate me a 1 if you must you took the time to look at my fucking profile but you can't rate me ? I can't stand that people who are "fu" taken take this shit seriously, if you really are a couple in real life that's different but if you're 2300000 kabillion miles away it makes no sense. I can't stand that I have forgotten the rest of my rant so now I have to end this.

Moving! Yay!
So yesterday we got our new house, and now I have to start to think about packing..ugh! This is making me freak out, because I know that moving is going to set me back a little, ok not a little a lot! But I am anxious to see if it is my current house that is making me so sick all the time, the new house is awesome it has so much room, that we will no longer be so cram packed in this little house. Oh well now today I have to make all the phone calls to get all the stuff switched into our names and get the net over there and our satellite. I am excited but stressed at the same time! Oh well..anyways I hope to be out of this hole and into our new house by the 28th of this month! So If around the end of the month you don't see me here for a few days, I will be getting the family settled into the new house!

My Best Friends Baby
This is in memory of my god baby SYMBOLIZE FLOWER STONE Everyone pls pray for my best friend she found out she has lupus and that was the cause of the baby passing.......i love her so much!I wish there was something i could do just snap my fingers and everything be ok.....this is awful why do things like this happen to good people?.... Hope..the mother fu#king princess(Wife to nic&Chris&ash)2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions*Major*@ fubar

Aura Predominant Color
Sam, based on your responses, the brightest color in your aura is Red Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having Red as your brightest color means that the first, or Etheric, layer of your aura is the most vibrant. The Etheric layer is the physical component of your aura, and its vibrancy provides you with exceptional physical health. You have great vitality and energy, and your deep connection to your body provides the optimal vehicle for your spirit to express itself. Your aura impacts all aspects of your life. For instance, having a bright Etheric layer means you have a healthy connection to your body. This means that you may enjoy a job that has a physical component requiring some degree of strength, or at least a hobby or pastime that allows you to express yourself physically. It's also probably very rare that you miss work or other obligations due to physical ailments or a lack of e

I'm At A Place In My Life
Where I just don't want the bullshit anymore...puleez, just stop it. You say "I love you.." Really? Do ya? Fucking wonderful, can I have that in writing? Why now? Why not before? What makes me that special? Hmm...the silence is deafening. Was that a cricket I heard? What the fuck ever I'm pissed at you. I have been for several years but only recently have I had the guts to tell you. That's not your fault. Although, I'd have to say pretty much everything else is, at least the way I see it and yes, I'm making sure you never forget it! Is this a life sentence? Yes. Yes it is. As long as your with me I promise to make sure of that.

Music?
why can music change your mood, make you happy and lift you up?? but can also make you remember and make you sad and bring you down....but the bright side is you can always change he song! now only if life was that way.... don't worry, be happy!!

Dismantling The Patriarchy One Drink At A Time!
LUPEC stands for "Ladies United for the Preservation of Endangered Cocktails." Their site offers recipes for such favorites as Amaretto Alexander," "La Moulin Rouge," and "Pink Passion Punch." You can revisit dozens of their past meetings that celebrate the art and culture of the mixed drink, and read the bios of the members that include their "first alcohol-related memory" and the kind of "fantasy bar" they would like to run. Their mission statement: In a post-millenium world of beer and prepackaged Chex Mix™, LUPEC works tirelessly to breed, raise, and release cocktails that are endangered or even believed to be extinct. The collecting of anachronistic recipes by women, and the resulting creation of endangered cocktails in an all woman setting is intended to achieve the following goals o To create a secular "coven-like" atmosphere in which Classy Broads of today can invoke and honor the spirits of their Forebroads o To continue the 150 year American trad

Risks
To Laugh is to risk appearing like a Fool, To Weep is to risk appearing Too Sentimental, To Reach Out for another is to risk Involvement, To Expose your feelings is to risk exposing your TRUE HONEST SELF!! To Place your Ideas, your Dreams, before the crowd is to risk their Loss, To Love is to risk Not Ever being Loved in Return, To Live is to risk Dying, To Hope is to risk Despair, To Try is to risk Failure... Risks MUST be taken, because the GREATEST HAZARD in Life is to risk NOTHING!! We may avoid Suffering & Sorrow, but We simply cannot Learn, Feel, Change, Grow, LOVE...LIVE!!! Chained by Our Certitudes, We are Slaves & have Forfeited our Freedom... Only a person who risks is Free, And only those who will risk going Too Far, Can possibly find out how far One can really go!!

The Drunken Sex Chronicles Of +bauer+ - Vol. 2
I had being seeing Natalie for about 3 weeks. We hit it off right away. One night,Nat and her sister came out with my friends and I. We drank like fish. When the night was over, a few of us did some post partying. I went into the bedroom to change out of my bar clothes and slip into a pair of basketball shorts and a t-shirt. As I was changing, I took a header on to the bed and passed out. I do that when I am drunk. I will just fall asleep anywhere.(Big Mistake!!!) That's another blog! After about 5 minutes of nappy time, Natalie woke me up by giving me a little speech. I opened one eye, and turned out the light. "I love to give blow jobs." She said. "I am amazing at it too, and I can practically cum just by giving one. Will you let me?" Now, I found the speech a bit odd since this wouldn't be the first time she blew me before, and I never got the preamble the other times. But it's Saturday night...so the answer was yes. So she started, and I laid back feeling like a master o

Will I Go To Heaven?
Take the Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz r ResultYour Result Hell I hope you like things hot, stuffy, and agonizing, because you're well on your way to Hotel Hell - where you don't ever check out and the TV is stuck on Teletubbies. May I suggest canceling your reservation with a good deed or two? Maybe join the boy scouts, or help that old lady with her groceries...hmm?

My Old Kentucky Home Lyrics
1. The sun shines bright in the old Kentucky home, 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay, The corn top's ripe and the meadows in the bloom, While the birds make music all the day. The young folks roll on the little cabin floor, All merry, all happy and bright: By'n by Hard Times comes a knocking at the door, Then my old Kentucky Home, good night! CHORUS Weep no more, my lady, Oh! weep no more to-day! We will sing one song for the old Kentucky Home, For the old Kentucky Home far away. 2. They hunt no more for possum and the coon On the meadow, the hill, and the shore, They sing no more by the glimmer of the moon, On the bench by the old cabin door. The day goes by like a shadow o're the heart, With sorrow where all was delight: The time has come when the darkies have to part, Then my old Kentucky Home, good-night! (CHORUS) 3. The head must bow and the back will have to bend, Wherever the darkey may go: A few more days, and the trouble all will end In the f

Soldiers Come Home
WHEN A SOLDIER COMES HOME ..... When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.... ...to listen to his son whine about being bored. ....to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes. to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ..to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. ..to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying. ....to keep from laughing when anxious parents say they're afraid to send their kids off to summer camp.

Life Being Single For 1st Time Since 1995
i enjoy my income now i am seperated with my husband.my income is VERY good.but money isnt everything.when you have to raise your child by yourself,i was so used to being with my husband for 12 years now having to learn how to adapt to being with just my daughter.there is this guy that everyday of the week asking me to go with him every week, i got a phone call from different ones,or email from different ones but i tell them im married and not going with anyone unless im not married.not ready to be involved with anyone.you live with somebody for 12 years your so used to that person,its not easy to jump into something with someone else.i got a friend who lives in red level alabama who wants to meet me,and i guess its ok to have friends...but i cant see myself "dating" and im still married.just 'cuz my husband has a gf and is still a married man doesnt mean its right for me to do the same exact thing.however i do feel like a lucky woman to have soo many guys wanting to be with me.i feel

Why Douche Bags Like Me Land Hot Girls
Have you ever seen a couple together and thought, "What is SHE doing with HIM?" It happens all of the time. Women tend to under achieve when it comes to the kind of guy they are capable of landing from a looks stand point. All the while, guys out there who would never come close to being on the cover of GQ, are landing babes. Good looking babes. Babes with big tits. I have been "that guy" a few times in my life. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I am a dog or anything. But the reason I don't go to clubs is because I don't think I have the kind of looks that seduce a woman from across the bar. I need to talk... then my trap is set. This is the cool thing about women. People say that a woman knows in the first 5 minutes if she would fuck a guy or not... BULL SHIT. A guy knows in the first five minutes if he will sleep with a girl or not. More like the first 5 seconds. But a guy can grow on a girl. Don't think so? Have you ever heard a guy say thing following? "I wasn

Floozies..
You know, I'm sitting here going over profiles and what not. I've been noticing one thing to be true. Most of you little floozies on here that show your body off have absolutely nothing intelligent to say. Are you trying to make up for your lack of intelligence by showing your body off? You really think that real men want your body over a mind? Maybe if they're muscle bound meatheads with zero intelligence themselves, but real men like to be able to talk to their women. Because in time, your body will deteriorate and then where are you going to be? Used up, abused, and still have nothing to say. And what's with the fat girls showing off their junk too? I mean, cover that up..nobody wants to see your jelly rolls..tuck in your fuckin belly! I mean ew...are you trying to give us nightmares?!

I Wonna Go Home
HOME by Michael Buble Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home Mmmmmmmm May be surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh, I miss you, you know And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you Each one a line or two “I’m fine baby, how are you?” Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough My words were cold and flat And you deserve more than that Another aeroplane Another sunny place I’m lucky, I know But I wanna go home Mmmm, I’ve got to go home Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me 'Cause this was not your dream But you always believed in me Another winter day has come And gone away In even Paris and Rome And I wanna

Help Me Level Up To 23 Please
Can you help me level up to level 23.I have 510,317 Points to go! Come show me some fu-loving to my page please. Here's my pic link.Hope you can all help me out. And i'll do the return back to you all.When you need the help. ~¢¾SexyBitch¢¾~ mad fu bomber@ fubar

Conjunction Junction, What's Your Function? A.k.a. Victory, Chapter 3
No, my kids did not fall asleep reading the third chapter of my novel Victory! But they look so peaceful after I get them home from the park … they really like hearing me read Disney’s “Beauty and the Beast” and I’ve done that a few times already. Sarah’s also getting into these block books Martha bought from Scholastic at the day care she works at a few weeks ago. These rhyming stories involving animals and the pages hurt if you catch your finger, as Jeffrey learned this morning when Sarah in a pique caught his finger between two of them. Last night we also had our first grilled meal courtesy of my wife who cooked hamburgers and hot dogs behind our house after Mary and Sharon (my sister and mother-in-law, respectively) had finished assembling it while Martha and I were at work. What do I say besides that? Oh, chapter three does set up some new characters and refers to ones we’ve met before in passing. (Check out the previous two Saturday blogs for further details.) Backg

Hmmmmmm
A thousand angels primp for a camera drink a little courage pose a certain way for a thousand potential lovers theyll never meet they'll never touch they'll never kiss A thousand mortals search the heavens for a godess that will never come for an angel for a devil for a little of both longing for her touch thirsting for her kiss and........ I dont want to laugh I dont know how to cry I dont want the games I dont have time for lies Just touch me once let me know your real Just kiss my lips and let me feel alive

Im Sick Of It
are people on here that hung up on drama they want to ruin someones life? Are they that desperate to make someones life that miserable they stir the shit pot to make themselves feel content with fucking with someone? You need a life if you do that.

Non-conformity?
You Are 74% Non Conformist You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands. And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are. Are You a Nonconformist?

Deleting My Account
For all my friends out there. I just wanted to say thanks for being such great friends. I am getting married on May 31st, 2008. I will be deleting my account then. If you wish to talk to me and remain friends then please send me a private message and i will give you my email address. I hope that we can remain friends and keep in touch. Good luck to you all and God Bless.

I Want This Some Day!
Is it obvious to you, that when you walk into a room your face is all that I see, and my heart races so fast I never knew a rush to feel like that everytime your touching me. I stopped beliving in things I couldnt hold between my fingers. But the way you make me feel, its just so real the way it lingers. I get lost inside your stare, lost when your not there, and everything I have doesnt mean a thing if its without you. If its a dream dont wake me up, I'll scream if it isnt love. If being lost mean never knowing what its like to be without you, I wanna be lost forever. This feeling doesnt end. Everywhere I go i doesnt go away. Its defying gravity, loosing all control and being free and I always wanna stay. I never thought that I would let go long enought to fall so deeply and find the power to erase my fears and find myself so completely. I wanna stay lost, dont tell me where we are going, I dont wanna know, I like the mystery. You found me when I wasnt looking and now I'm lost in your

12 Rules To Live By...or At Least Try..lol
1) Never make a threat you don’t intend to carry out. Your word is the only thing you have. If you make statements that you don’t carry out you will not be believed when it is very important. Think carefully when you say something and if you define a cause and effect ("If you leave, I’ll never talk to you again") be prepared to make good on the threat. Therefore it is important to think carefully, word carefully and leave yourself an out ("If you leave now, I won’t talk to you until you apologize. ") If you do this consistently, then when you do talk people will pay attention, and as a bonus you will be more precise in your communication and less reactionary. 2) Don’t Shit where you eat. This usually involves sex, but could also include a multitude of unsavory activities. Mostly it means don’t do things that might effect you negatively close to home. For instance, don’t sleep with the daughter of an important client. Don’t steal from a friend. 3

Back In The Day
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across th

For Muh ♥ 8-p
JWH you gave me a mission and this is the best I was able to get. Sorry, honey, but I'm not giving it up to find out who is whom. I love you dearly, but not that much... don't forget to start from the bottom. ->Epic Fail ...: well, you've already told me that. but, i'm not going to travel to TX and get some strange just for an answer. don't even know if it's worth my time. so i pass on incorrect info. it works. have a nice day. Epic Fail ...: I know who he is. Epic Fail ...: Were not. ->Epic Fail ...: then no, i'm not willing to pay the price. i will just forward incorrect info and say that you and "you fail" are one and the same. works for me. Epic Fail ...: Nop. ->Epic Fail ...: you want sex? are you coming to get it? Epic Fail ...: You know what i want,..Now are you willing to pay the price? Epic Fail ...: Lol ->Epic Fail ...: I can't help you get any though. you'd have to hit your local street corner for that. you are toooooooooooo far away. Epic Fail ...: You said hu

Dreams Of Memory Past
IN THE DARK OF NIGHT IN MY DREAMS WE EMBRACE THE WARMTH OF YOUR BREATH CARESSING MY FACE LIPS PARTING TO COMBINE,TONGUES INTERTWINED A MOMENT WE SHARE NOW FROZEN IN TIME LOOKING INTO YOUR GREEN EYES AS YOUR HAIR FALLS ACROSS MY CHEST LOOKING DOWN WITH WILD LUST AS YOU GIVE ME YOUR BEST SEIZE THIS INSTANT,MAKE IT SHINEFOR ALLTIME INTHE MEMORIES AND CORRIDORS OF OUR AGING MINDS SOMETHINGWE SHARE AND WILL SHARE AND WHEN WE DIE WELL BE HAPPY REMEMBERING THEM ALL AGAIN

Shes The Best Ever
i wanted two say huge thanks to one of the honest bouncers ever sandy your the best thanks for helping me every time i have needed your help your always there no matter what i love you michael/boatman

"a Terrace And Wine"
A Paris Rose un~ paint brush streaked clouds across a baby blue sky rot iron terrace breeze on a dimming summer's eve a g'light glimpse at the tower through red of strained grapes swirling a potion of passion A Paris Rose from Napes long sheer slender leg in swing across a twin with hint of garter black strap shoe, one rocking short dress up a little farther dainty light lift arms curl sweet lips nip at a sour rim rose red mouth painted in pari' imprint tainted on a glass brim tender finger trails a collar seam down to a button's closing twirling in an apex of thought light wind gust, blouse flowing finger raked brushed back hair sunglassed stare into nowhere sipping the aged and rare legs open wide a self-dare slighted smile from frisky lips glancing about at those adrift busy bodies nary a stare notice was 'one' still aware She pulled up tightly in her chair blushed, which was genuinely rare darting eyes at a gentleman's stare w

The Trickery
A Devilish Rose: The Trickery Handcuffs and leather lure hands doom "click click click," the sound from the room naked as a red bird, pinned to the head-board smiles express passions that still playfully soar "click" come again, as a flash flashed loudly picture a kodak moment of passion's drowning "What are you doing?" He asked slightly angered she opened his wallet and thumbed through his pictures "Your a naughty boy," she said with a wicked smile waving the picture of him, his wife and their child. Rattling chains while kicking from a head board hold flirting with danger for green backs is a Devilish Rose. He sniveled his submission and "payment will be made." She slid on the sheets beside him making a devilish trade. She pulled out all his money and stuffed it in her purse she got dressed while he remained bound and cursed. She teased him with some words about his penis size of course it wasn't out of anger, why would she lie? seductively she walked tow

Diamond
A Card is laid before her, on the bar. "How would you like to be a Movie Star?" Said a well dressed man extending his hand. She daintily reached and shook with the man. "You are kidding?" She took the card and read. "Albert Armstrong talent agent," he said. He was charming, handsome and sat down. Turned to the bartender and ordered a round. His arm slid around her like a snakes crawl. The diamond on his finger look like a small ball. "I want'a make you a star if you don't mind cozy?" His cell phone rang and his cheeks turned rosey. He answered his wife's call and withdrew his arm. Slithering away was diamonds in bedroom stars. Snickering in the dim club lights raising a toast discarding diamonds for passion, a soltaire rose

Twisted
See you rise from the grave and it makes me insane. Gotta kill all the people that's around me everyday. I'll make them pay for their sin's as I laugh maniacly. Watch the world burn in flames as I see the ghosts around me I feel the rage inside me. Let the powers that bind me burn the world alive. Welcome to my heaven you might call it hell. But a thrive and thrash in my dark oblivion. My heart bleeds black for those not welcome

A Yellow Rose: Hombre's Tango
A Yellow Rose: Hombre's tango There was silence in the tavern of this dance hall A challenge was laid as an Hombre stalled. He stroked his mustache and glared at this man holding the lady tight, "Okay, I except this challenge." The Hombre walked over to the piano man's stool the gentleman said to the lady "I'm doing what I can do!" The piano man sprang forth a zippy tapping tune the Hombre swayed over as if dancing with a broom. He waved the gentleman to back off the dance floor grasped the lady in yellow and they began to soar, She followed his lead reluctantly as they tango held whisker close, dancing with a yellow rose Cheek to cheek and arms extended outward across the floor they drifted in a single blur, all eyes watched this Hombre perform well as if the song had cast a musical dancing spell. Feet that beat with drumming stepped tones spinning the lady out then rolling back into his arms, dipped and held then twirled up close stopping for a moment st

Amarillo Rose: Part One
Amarillo Rose: part one "A Candle's glow" From brushy moon shadows spurs, clank and chime stepping to the threshold of Lady Laura's two bits for a good time Her candle flickered brighten curtains red meant she had no suitors "come on and warm the bed" Knocks on knotted wood tips a hat and brushed back hair boots a shuffle a lonely mans desire's dare Little 'creek' two long fingered hands open the door inviting smile in leather and cleavage boot click smiles across the floor Washington silver layed on a table cupped fingers blow stranding teathered hair curls fall on bare shoulders red curtains lost it's glow Dusty trail hand shed his leather bed spread back with gentle taps feathered Two oil lamps lit in one tender touch intertwined like a tumbleweed clump sheets prarie ridden passion soothing soul the other coin jingled grin the warm wind blow Haste ushered breasts "come again senior" said sensuous red candle's burning ora On the thresh

On A Happier Note
Well I don't think I'll pass my photoshop class What I'm thinking about doing is to shotgun two math classes That way I meet the 6 credit requirement and still be able to attend college English 201 is still a pain in my side but it's getting better I already shotguned 3 quizs yesterday in math I'm going to knuckle down on it this weekend and see if I can't set the record for passing the class My aim is 2 weeks to be done with the first class and 3 weeks for the second

Will We Ever Learn?
I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. Maybe the reason for it is because of Jimm. He is an extraordinary man. I love him so much it is unbelievable. Do we ever learn from our previous mistakes, or previous relationships? Do we ever learn to not play games with someone's mind or heart? And I know that we have all been victim to this at some point and time in our life. The result has it's pros and cons. The pro in our relationship is, that because of all of the bad relationships I've had, I can now see and appreciate him to be the wonderful man that he is. The cons are that I still at times feel insecure, even though he gives me absolutely no reason to feel that way. I still feel unworthy, and he definitely has never made me feel this way. I have fear of losing him, even though I know that he loves me unconditionally. So when will we ever learn to stop playing games, and just be ourselves. He has told me over and over that he can't believe that I love him for who he is

You Gotta Be
Listen as your day unfolds Challenge what the future holds Try and keep your head up to the sky Lovers, they may cause you tears Go ahead release your fears Stand up and be counted Don't be ashamed to cry You gotta be You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm You gotta stay together All I know, all I know, love will save the day Herald what your mother said Readin' the books your father read Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time Some may have more cash than you Others take a different view my oh my hey, hey ... (repeat) Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace The world keeps on spinning You can't stop it, if you try to This time it's danger staring you in the face oh oh oh Remember (repeat) My oh my hey, hey (repeat, fade)

At My Wits End.
Amazing how family can just fuck with ya head. My dad this week signed out AMA to keep from getting a triple bypass, wants to wait til my step-mom comes in fromn TX in June. Poor bastard could die from a heart attack by then. Then get a call from Mom she has a tumor at the base of her skull between her spinal cord and brain stem that has to be operated on at the end of next week. My oldest daughter is causing more problems for my ex-wife. So yeah my plate is over fucking flowing, I come here to FUBAR to chat with friends and rate pics, read funny shit and watch videos. I am not here for points, I am not here to level in a hurry and hey I help out my friends when I can. So if I seem a lil touchy just blow it off, don't take it personal.

A Heart Broke Today
Someplace, some where a heart got broke today a person standing on the steps, holds his/her head in their hands and weeps and cries for their heart had been broken. Bitter sweet tears fall from red eyes...heaving weeps keep going on. No one asks why, no one cares, they just stand and stare and talk and point their little fingers and whisper, and then walk away, a heart broke today, it breaks everyday, lost friend, lost family member,love failed at its best try....someone just giving up on hope, yes a heart broke today, was it yours, or was it mine? who knows or as someone else had stated, who cares?

Before You Quit Today....
YOU make ME better!! But baby you, you make me better. You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better [verse] You plus me, it equals better math Your boy a good look but she my better half I`m already bossing, already flossing But why have the cake if it ain`t got the sweet frosting? (ya ya ya ya) keeping me on my A-game (wha wha wha wha) without having the same names (they they they they they) they may flame -- (buh buh buh buh) but shorty we burn it up The sag in my swag. pep in my step Daddy do the gucci Mami intercepts Guess it's a "G" thinq.. Whenever we swing, ima need lorretta scott if im gunna be king. [chorus] I'ma movement by myself But i`ma force when we're together Mami im Good all by myself But baby you, you make me better. You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better Y

My Poetry
breathe Can't breathe catching strong meditation Understands that it makes my truth crystal clear, that I’m unable 2maintain on day 2 day calculations I’m adding up and subtracting down and fractioning myself in a box I let the mic freeze, frosting other mc's 2hold down a spot 2familiar 4my my nerves 2catch wreck Humble, meaning Meek or Modest, Meek showing patience, submissive, passive, Yea that’s me Dispelling the negative and drowning deep in something unknown, some say I’m speaking of Love, ha-ha I lack the proper ingredients 2mix a proportion 2talk about a situation I cant explain anymore Some whispering they know I’m feeling on a level pple just dnt anymore and feel my soul glow, as he's answering questions b4 I say the words trying tempting me 2be intellectually interested in a story so stardom that my boredom shows So I take refugee in the cabin of my mind, and close what feelings I have left in my heart, and raise the son that I begot, to be th

Don't
She has broken my heart, But she'll never know. Today she has buried my heart, So deep within the snow. The morning cut like a knife, So well and deep. She never heard my sounds, Or care when I weep. Maybe I might be better, On this not to second guess. Because if I try any longer, My friendship could become a mess.

100+ Versions Of The Bible
http://www.tyndale.cam.ac.uk/scriptures/ English Bible Translations Each version has its own page where there is a brief description about that particular version, information taken from within the version itself. You can view a quote from Genesis 1: 1, 2; Wisdom (of Solomon) 1: 1; and/or John 1: 1-3 as recorded in each version to illustrate its style. Also noted is the library where the version is located. Abbreviated Bible - TAB - 1971, eliminates duplications, includes the Apocrypha American Standard Version - ASV - 1901, a.k.a. Standard American Edition, Revised Version, the American version of the Holy Bible, Revised Version American Translation (Beck) - AAT - 1976 American Translation (Smith-Goodspeed) - SGAT - 1931 Amplified Bible - AB - 1965, includes explanation of words within text Aramaic Bible (Targums) - ABT - 1987, originally translated from the Hebrew into the Aramaic Aramaic New Covenant - ANCJ - 1996, a translation and transliteration of the New Covenant

What's It Mean?
I was talking to someone last night and I suddenly started to wonder what it means to care about someone. Here I am at 28, and I can say with all sincerity that for me love and caring has been a large falsehood in my life. Oh, my parents cared, but what about the rest of my family? I've always had the "high expectations" thrust upon me, and been resented by my siblings for it. At least two people I know from Fubar might be able to voice the truth of that, but hey I was the kid brother, so the resentment was "natural", or so I hear. Natural or not, I never knew love. I've known lust, I've known a number of women very intimately, but never have I truly said I love you and meant it. It was a great way to get a piece of ass. Honesty right? That's what I strive for. In the past women have fallen for me. But none of them have ever really set my heart to racing. In the past few weeks I've meant several women whom have done this. But, the truth is, only one of them has set my heart to

For Those Of You That Wanna Know More About Me
So for those of you that care to know more about me here is a tid bit of some things about me. I am 22 and my name is Vanna. I have a daughter and a son and my fiance has a son. I work at mcdonalds when they decide to schedule me. I am currently trying to lose weight. I have a few great friends here on fubar and in rl i have maybe 1 or 2 friends I can trust. I have 4 sisters and all of their names start with V's also fuked up right lol. I enjoy all types of music besides country and gospel. Yes I do like 1 or 2 country songs but that's it. I am and always will be a juggalette. I do not bash or try to hurt peoples feelings no matter what they do to me. If someone is unkind to me I usually just ignore them and move on. Like any other lady I have my ups and downs. If I don't talk to you one day it might be because I do not want to say anything unkind to you lol. I have 3 tattoos im looking to get a few more not sure where yet I know I want to get a tat of ha

Some People
DJ CREENTINC @ OWNER OF VIP 2///FUHUSBAND TO ANGELEYES@ fubar That guy is a douche, he thinks he can say shit, and ban me from his lounge for no reason, and I designed his background which he has someone remove my tagg from the bottom of the image. Now he won't even talk to me at all. What a fcukin backstabber.

Prego
Okay so a Blonde, Brunnette, and a Redhead all are pregnant. The brunnette says: "I'm havving a boy becasue we did it missionary." The Redhead says: "I'm having a girl becasue i was on top." The Blonde Says: "oh no! I'm having puppies! We did it Doggie style!"

Sunday April 19th 2008 [moi Ugly?]
well i was on singlesnet trying to find someone and i got told that im overwewight, (which iam by alittle) and too much information on me my glasses made my eyes glare ( I need them to type) lol. so i ratted on her and told he how shallow she was then blocked and reported her (was the only way to block her) i changed my info and that was that.... why some pees are so shallow to say something like that and be hurtful is beyond me

Untitled.
So many winding paths of thought Leading far from all conclusions Stumble over obstacles Shrouded by these endless shadows Wish I knew which way to turn Wish I could see past these illusions Of all the things I thought were true Everything I once believed in I don't want your map to guide me I'll find the way all on my own I'll do things just the way I see them Even if I have to walk alone So many liars telling me That they know which way's the right one Fall off the edge of this map Into horrors you can only feel Daytime dreams give way to nightmares It makes you want to turn and run In this dark that overwhelms Sometimes you can't see past yourself But I don't want your map to guide me I'll find the way all on my own I'll do things just the way I see them Even if I have to walk alone. And sometimes you do what it takes To follow their rules and not be a fake And sometimes it's all you can take To follow all their rules and not be a fake And sometim

Part 1
Did you know that life ends after one love? That one that got away and all. I've been stuck here in my parent's basement thinking about the arguements I've had since, the relationships and the years wasted. Word to the wise, you will not like me. I am not a nice person, and the closer I get to that day, the worse for wear I am. It was New Years. A party, one that I'm not entirely sure I was supposed to be at. It was in the middle of east central Illinois cornfields, a raucus gathering of adolescent rebellion. There's something of curious particular note. Is a cornfield or a bean field still a corn or bean field in the middle of winter? We were off in the distance, 2 in the a.m. a blazing fire reaching towards the clouded night sky. I remember the sky well, and wanting the moon to scratch it's way through. I was alone, as I had been for many years prior. It changed that night. I won't use the word angel, damn cliche, but this oasis of our cold little desert caught my eye, as I

Stuff I've Liked This Past Week
Ok, so in my week off, I got my hands on some things, and some of them I liked a lot. For instance, 'The Darjeeling Limited' is a great film if you like films about brothers on trains in India, and 'Into The Wild' is a great film if you like films where a man isn't very happy and so decides to live on his own in a bus. You might also like some cds. Two good cs I got this week are the new cds by Dawn Landes (I think it's called 'Fireproof' or something) and Why? (which is called 'Alopecia'). Finally, if you like comics, why not check out 'Little Things', which is the new comic by Jeffrey 'My Girlfriend Left Me' Brown - it's very cool.

Nice Guys Finish Last
We've all heard the saying That nice guys finish last But from what I've seen Throughout my life This simply is not true Many times I have seen The one's I care about get hurt As I try to comfort them They always seem to ask "Why can't I find a nice guy, Someone who's just like you?" I tell them that we're out there Just sometimes hard to find And the next thing I know They find someone else Who turns out to be a jerk And I have to pick up the pieces once more And they only see a friend in me When I want to show them true love So this is the sad truth Nice guys don't finish last They never finish at all

Too Many Words
I've tried to balance these lives that we are living You always feel justified but you never feel forgiving I woke up one morning to find myself wrapped in the things I swore I'd never touch. And here I am again trying to save what's left of you and I So why aren't you satisfied? I reached out, fell short Now you're hurt, too many words Breaking the silence I felt it, bled it, screamed it, It only gets worse And it kills me what's in me's too angry for us to survive I used too many words tonight I tried to get it right But I was just wastin' my time 'cause you never compromised when it came to our lives We struggle and fall apart we build it back to static start The endless accusations I can't believe we made it this far. I reached out, fell short Now you're hurt, too many words Breaking the silence I felt it, bled it, screamed it, It only gets worse And it kills me what's in me's too angry for us to survive I used too many words tonight Waking alone tom

Thought Of The Day!
How are we supost to be posative....how are we supost to live when we watch the world and know that we see now that the weak are gone the strong are beginning to fall?? How how are we supost to be posative when we dont see shit posative?? Someone tell me how we are expected to live with out fear?? There are things that can kill us in the world momma didnt teach us to fear!! There is freakin death by leaf! How are we supost to be expected to live when we watch that happen to someone we love?? Something that wasnt supost to happen....please DAMMIT SOMEONE TELL ME HOW THE HELL WE ARE SUPPOST TO LIVE!! TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY BUT SHE ISNT HERE!!! YOU TELL US HOW TO LVE WITHOUT FEAR!!

Small Convo With My Brother
My brother designed graduation invitation since we're graduating from college a week apart. He goes to school at Temple and I am a Penn State student. I always ride him because his sports teams suck and his school is generally viewed as lower quality. Here is a little snippet of us discussing the design: (his mascot is an owl and Penn State is the Nittany Lions) OlneyIrishman (10:50:37 PM): i still think it should be a lion mauling an owl Pat (10:58:09 PM): meh, too violent Pat(10:58:31 PM): plus, if going by GPA, it should be an owl carrying off a lion cub OlneyIrishman (11:00:19 PM): but if we're going by how much we'll be making in the future, it should be a lion taking a dump full of owl feathers

Do U Know Why?
why is it that when youre not supposed to do certain things you enjoy doing them, yet when u have all the liberty in the world to do as u please, whenever you please, they just dont seem to be as appealing as before???

Stupid Fawkin Bitch
first of all you dont need to be rude about it I was just asking a simple question and second I'm really fuckin tired but thank you for explaining. have a great one === 'I ♥ methylenedioxymethamphetamine ♥ HELLBILLY'S HIDEOUT GREETER ♥' wrote the following at '2008-04-23 02:14:46'.. > > 'I ¢¾ methylenedioxymethamphetamine ¢¾ HELLBILLY'S HIDEOUT GREETER ¢¾' > > is my whole name......thank you for paying attention... > > methylenedioxymethamphetamine is the pharmacutical name for MDMA, which is the main ingredient in exstacy...X-stacy...hence my picture... > > genius. > > > === 'darktawnee' wrote the following at '2008-04-23 01:52:36'.. > > > > I'm not rying to be mean, I'm just curious if by your screen name you really love meth? I'm sorry if you do.

Repost About An Old Job (originally 4/14/06)
So, the name seems a little funny, but it has been changed to protect the real identity I am getting ready to rant and rave about. This person is/was my boss from November 2005 through April 2006 - what a waste of 6 months! I thought I could trust this man - a straight-talking Jew from Motomac, Paryland - he said things were well on their way to being great. We supposedly had the support of everyone above our little startup company and could easily make and do whatever we needed to do to be a successful company. Thanksgiving came and went, Christmas came and went, New Years came and went - and then the proverbial shit hit the proverbial fan and made a proverbial MESS of everything. In the end of January I began wondering what was going on about the time my boss came to me and said he was "fed up with the bullshit out of [Spain]." I thought - WTF!? I wondered how we were doing so well and now that Trichael Mimming was off our payroll everything would be fine. Apparently some

Help Me In This Contest Plz!
I'm in this contest for BLING PACKS, Please help me out I need 40k comments as soon as possible to win. The Contest starts April 24 @ 12PM EST PLEASE HELP OUT! IF YOU HELP OUT I WILL RATE ALL YOUR PICS!!! JUST MESSAGE ME IN THE SHOUTBOX AND LET ME KNOW YOU GIVE ME COMMENTS TO HELP OUT ON THE COMPETITION! THE LINK TO THE CONTEST IS: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1431645&albumid=981681&i=3548404213 THANK YOU FOR THE HELP!!

"not Done Yet"
So about 2 dayts ago at work...some russian chick came and asked for a salted pretzel....I'd jsut put some in the warmer sicne i sold the last one b4 she came....i told her they weren't doen yet and she's all " i don't understand" im thinking...what part do you not understand...the pretzels AREN'T done yet....gah some ppl are slow....so then i told that i'd jsut put them in there and it'd be 30 mintues b4 they're ready...apparently she still didn't understand cuz she asked for one again...so then she goes and gets her husband....the dude is huge and I'm thinking...just what are gonna do...you can't make them cook any faster....so then he starts talking...couldn't understand not a damn tihng he saying..all i heard was blah blah blah blah...think him being so big garbled up his words...I was like look people the pretzels are not ready and will not be ready for 30 minutes so if you want 1 then you can wait and if not then move along....so then they started talkingi n their language...pret

*eye Roll*
As if blocking her on fubar, bangme isn 't enough, she had to bother me on RMB. I had seen I got a photo comment, to go approve, but guess who it was, cuteasakitten (Sonya) like why is she always bothering me so much? Really STOP IT I AM DONE AND SICK OF IT! If I blocked you, you should know what that really means. Like here's a screen cap of my comments, and the one that I didn't approve LOL So I blocked here from giving me more photo comments ROFL ROFL ROFL (don't ask me why I added ROFL) I'll just brush haters like her off and move on. LMFAO that's how it should be.

Re: Al-qaeda Lifts Propaganda From Spoof News Website
RE: Al-Qaeda Lifts Propaganda From Spoof News Website ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Apr 2008, 15:36 Al-Qaeda Lifts Propaganda From Spoof News Website If you thought the twilight zone insanity of the propaganda being desperately spewed forth in order to prolong the "war on terror" wasn't ludicrous enough, this week it got worse, after Ayman al-Zawahiri, or whoever is using him as their personal sock puppet, directly lifted a spoof news satire piece and incorporated it into his diatribe. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042408_spoof_news. htm

Laws For Women To Live By
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something - suggest they are too old for it. 10. Love is blind - but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man - look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.

Bored Sensless!
I need to get out of the house, and my wingman is at home with his kids. God I need to make more friends before I go stir crazy!! Anyone wanna' take me out? I should rephrase that. Any ladies wanna' take me out.....lol? I guess theres always tomorrow night!

I Crawled To The Edge
I crawled to the edge, but it was not me I had lost myself a long time ago I looked over the edge into the hole A deep black hole that was my soul I saw two eyes, and he said to me Would you like a cap of ghb I knew this demon the strongest of all Just take it my friend and your troubles will be gone Then why do I feel this hole in my soul? The one that never goes away Just one cap you say and everything will be all right, But demon friend you’ve lied to me from the start Right upon a store shelf, and made great claims of physical health Instead I lost myself, my love and friends that paid the ultimate price But I’m getting up you bastard and now you have to deal with me. So my demon friend lets lie alone right here on my couch for awhile And I’ll detox all your lies and pain right out of my soul You underestimated me and my strength, and tried to throw some land mines out to break my spirit down, and now I will be on every corner telling everyone that t

Drugs
Women r like drugs, It will blow your mind just how quickly you can get hooked on them, The longer you go without them, the more you crave to be with them. And the longer you have them the happier you are. Women r like drugs!!!

Pangako Sayo (the Promise)
Ngayon, ko lang nabatid na hindi biro ang umibig nakapagtataka nadarama'y tunay na ligaya habang sayo'y buong pusoy ko ngayon tila ipaubaya. Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko. Noon akala ko ang wagas na pag-ibig Ay sa nobela lang matatagpuan At para bang kayhirap na paniwalaan Ikaw, ikaw pala ang hinihintay kong pangarap Ngayon kapiling ka at tayo'y iisa Hindi ko hahayaan na sa atin ay may hahadlang Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko..... oh, lalala 2007 IKON ASEAN winner -Vina Morales "Pan

"mr Self Destruct" Nin
I am the voice inside your head and I control you I am the lover in your bed and I control you I am the sex that you provide and I control you I am the hate you try to hide and I control you I take you where you want to go I give you all you need to know I drag you down I use you up Mr. Self-destruct I speak religion's message clear and I control you I am denial guilt and fear and I control you I am the prayers of the naive and I control you I am the lie that you believe and I control you I take you where you want to go I give you all you need to know I drag you down I use you up Mr. Self-destruct I am the needle in your vein and I control you I am the high you can't sustain and I control you I am the pusher I'm a whore and I control you I am the need you have for more and I control you I am the bullet in the gun and I control you I am the truth from which you run and I control you I am the silencing machine and I control you I am the end of all yo

Love Me
When a man and a woman talk to each other, sometimes they both feel they are meant to be together. Sometimes they both feel they have known each other for eternity. Sometimes they both feel a connection to each other but just couldn't figure out what it is. Some people say it may has to be with their past lives. I do not know if any of these are true. But I feel it since I've met you. You seem like someone I've always wanted since I've known love. You seem to have what I've always wanted from a woman. Oh... Baby please let me hold you close to me. Baby please allow me listen to your beautiful heart beats. Baby please let me just rest in your arms. Feeling your warm body next to my skin takes me to heaven. Oh baby please,I love this sweet surrender. Let me feel what you feel. If I do not feel love as much as you do,please let me feel it. If I do not feel pain as much as you do,oh baby please let me feel it. It would not be pain for me but pleasure because that

Loyal Toy Obedient Boy
Let your hands Be the explorer on my body Open the door that gives in to your exquisite corners Guide my hand until your sweet lusty flame moist my digits Extend your legs and keep me among them Hold my head as kiss your breasts Pull me closer as I enter you Feel the virile trust conquers your inside Drown me with your moans Revive me with your lips Let your satisfaction Be displayed with a grim Feel the electricity generate within Bare this tidal wave of breathless seizure Submit to the mercy of my gaze Surrender to my whispers of joy Let me be your loyal toy For I’ll be your obedient boy

What My Name Means!
What Sarah Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. What's

My Friendship
If someone hurts you, ill knock the shit outta them. If you jump off a bridge, ill be on the ground to catch you. If you cry, ill let you cry on my shoulder. If ur kicked out, ill take you in. If your drunk, ill take your keys. If your world comes crashin down, ill be standin rite next to you. If you cry cause of me, its cause i made you laugh too hard. We'll be friends forever, no matter wat happens between us. Just know im here for you.

Short Of Time
SHORT OF TIME Life is short and I'm short of time Lord, please make the pain stop before I loose my mind I can no longer speak I can no longer see I wish I knew just what the hell has taken over me Life can be so cold, and so can people's hearts If the pain doesn't stop I fear I'll be ripped apart Not sure why I was put here I don't know why I came All I know is everyday I go a little more insane Walk around feeling the world's cold stare Negativity is thick You can feel it in the air Cry all that you want Nobody will listen Not even a care Born alone, die alone Or so we prone Open your damn eye's man the world is a terror dome Dropping bombs on people's moms Are actions like this suppose to enhance the world's calm If so can someone please let me know I've must not have gotten the e-mail or memo Living in this world filled with hate I am running out of patience to tolerate Not knowing that if we just take the time to relate The next generation

Ok Here It Goes...
OK... I am nervous as shit right now. The biggest reason is because I am going in for bladder surgery on Tuesday(4/29). The fact of the matter is this has been needed for nearly 2 years. Finally it will get done. I want to thank everybody for bein the best friends a man could ask for. Special thanks go to D and Mikey without whom, this weekend I might well have lost my mind at various points. D, I love you and if it was at all possible, I'd snap my finger to bring you here in a NY minute so you could be here, and not have to worry from afar. And Mikey...i'm givin you that number, you BETTER give it to D or Imma kick your @$$! Just bustin ya bro...I wouldn't do that! BTW On Monday, April 29 at noon will be my last show on Purrfect Sin before my 2 week hiatus...I will return to the airwaves as SOON as I am physically able to do such. Thank you fans for stickin with me!

For All My Friends Keeping Track
My pre employment scrren came back in record time and I am ready to start my new job at UK hospital on may 12th yeeeehawwwwww of course there were some questions about my drug screen, the urinalisys came back positive for nicotine, caffiene and baby oil ROFL

Thought Of You Today(written By Terry To Katherine
Just for this moment I just had to let my mind share with your heart... Everything that I feel for you has consumed my very thoughts... So much Romance I feel... So much joy of you makes me smile... Why escape those passions I feel for you... I mean you have my thoughts wondering constantly... To hear a love song play in a day makes me yearn for more of what I long to find in you..."love"... "I can't help but think of you"... To kiss the softness of your lips is a thirst my heart wants you to quench... My hands tremble at the very though of touching you... With my fingers softly running through your hair as you relax against the Warmth of my body heat... A picture of you can speak a thousand words... But to truly gaze at the look of love in your eyes consumes me in every way... That when I close my eyes I'm taken to a dreamy state of bliss... As I look into those dreamy eyes of yours... I can truly see my future, my destiny of love... I mean isn't that what love is

One Min Please
IF YOU COULD GO TO THE LINK PROVIDED AND VOTE ON ONE OF THE IDEAS I HAVE GIVEN FOR A CONTEST IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED AND FOR YOUR TROUBLE I WILL SEND YA 1K FUBUCKS http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861/771558#

Are You Kidding Me???
THESE HATNG ASS BITCHES CAN KISS MY WHITE ASS....STOP REPORTING MY PICS AS NSF AND GET A DAMN LIFE LOOSERS!!! SOMEONE REPORTED MY LEG PICTURE AS NSF ALONG WITH ANOTHER ONE AND I AM FULLY CLOTHED!! WOWWW FUBAR IS PISSING ME OFF BADDD!!! I AM THINKING OF CLOSING MY ACCOUNT!!! PEACE YOU ASSHOLE WHO EVER YOU ARE THAT REPORTED ME!! BRIDGET!!!

'tis Better To Have Loved Part3
Jim paused for a moment, remembering the old man. He had only been assigned to the old man's ward a couple of days ago and the old man was in pretty bad shape; barely able to speak. Yet, they hit it off. It was like they had known each other all along. The old man always had a smile or some small joke for Jim when he came into the room. He liked that old man and he even missed him now that he was gone. Of course old is a relative term. To Jim he was old. The 'old' man was probably only about 50 or so, but was so weak, pale, and frail from the radiation treatments and the hard life that he obviously led; that he could have easily passed for 70. Jim took a few more bites, another swig from his bottle, and turned to the next page. The diary continued. It all started when I was 28, my brief ascent into Heaven and then my long decline into Hell. I ran a small flower shop in town and one day "she" came in. She was a girl I had known. I secretly loved her in high school. God, she w

Wwe Raw
WWE Raw is coming back to DC, yay this will be my 5th time going to watch since i've been stationed in Arlington, the last one i went to was Cyber Sunday, it was actually after the Marine Corps Marathon when i went, I ended up leaving early cause I was so damn tired, I probably shouldn't have went in the first place after running 26.2 miles but oh well, might as well enjoy it while i'm stationed here...

Not Back Yet...due In On Thursday Dallas Airport..cannot Wait To Be Home Again!
Well, it has been difficult. I have gotten through it. I cannot believe my sister is gone. The funeral was very nice and although I suppose that we will never look like ourselves after we pass ...probably it would be good to hope that we will look the same. She reminded me of a late cousin who had passed when I was really young. Doing the Euelogy (wrong spelling) anyhow...I did the speech to remember my sister by...and family looked at me like I was cold hearted. I just know my sis was there with me giving me the strength I needed to do it. Her son told me I did an awesome job. My nieces son did something really spooky at the funeral home. He walked up to the casket to say a prayer kneeling next to the casket and he said to my niece...nana is not dead. She said yes she is...you are looking right at her...he said nope she is standing next to you and Aunt Kris. She freaked...I smiled at him. Kids know things we donot know. Who is to say ...right...she could have been. Anyhow, it

Busted
The doctor told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act. The man decided, 'What the heck, I'll try it.' He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On the way home from work, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate, he closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, 'What?' He heard 'This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?' The man replied, 'I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted.' The cop says, 'Well, you better check your brake

Lucifer
LUCIFER (an Acrostic Rhyme Royale) Look to the east for the Morning star Under the velvet wraps of ancient night Crowned in the glory from lands afar In the myths and legends of Roman might For the Morning Star brings forth a light Enfolding the spheres in gentle caress Radiant and pure doth Lucifer bless

Poem 1 For Ash
The flowers I bought for you are beside me, dead Reminding me of the words that never should've been said. Withered away, red leaves now black That lost love won't be back. You said I was you forever and that was a lie Because just like the roses, you let your love die. Was the past two weeks all a dream? Was I a mere pawn in your evil little scheme? Why are you laughing while tears feel my eyes? Why am I left here full of the memories of your lies? I hate myself for hanging on to you. But can never bring myself to put that hate on you. With every tear that falls, I hate myself more Angry that I care when you don't and maybe never did before. I wish I could kill my love the way you killed my dream Shatter it, destroy it, relishing in the scream And as I watched it die, I'd realize Theres nothing to cry over, us was all a bunch of lies.

Why At&t May Deep Discount The Iphone
With competitive pressures mounting, the phone company may cut the iPhone's price to boost demand—and cement its relationship with Apple by Arik Hesseldahl The big thing about the next iPhone was supposed to be high-speed Internet access and tools for business. Instead, it's looking like iPhone 2.0 is all about price and that ever-awkward relationship between Apple and AT&T. With less than two months to go before Steve Jobs takes the stage at Apple's Worldwide Developers Conference, where he's expected to unveil a new iPhone, it appears that AT&T may not be convinced that new bells and whistles will be enough to get droves of new customers to switch from other wireless carriers. So after a year of charting a new wireless business model by selling the vaunted iPhone at premium prices, the nation's biggest phone company may resort to the oldest trick in the cellular book: big discounts. Although it has sent millions of new customers AT&T's way, this unique market advantage

May 1, 2008
Damn it. Enrique Iglasias :: Hero (Let me be your hero) Would you dance if asked you to dance? Would you run and never look back? Would you cry if you saw me crying? Would you save my soul tonight? Would you tremble if I touched your lips? Would you laugh? Oh, please tell men this. Now would you die for the one you love? Hold me in your arms tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Would you swear that you'll always be mine? Would you lie? Would you remember? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care; you're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Ohhh, I just wanna hold you. I just wanna hold you, oh yeah. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care your here tonight I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. (Oh yeah) I will stand by you forever

Infinity With You
Here we are baby in a time very good for man and woman. Surrounded by evil but ready to triumph over that. Heroes in humanity born out of lust and passion for life. They see our want as sin ....we see it as strength. Our love lives with the flesh......we have never forsaken something so real and warm as touch. The spirit within us couldn t help but to cross a barrier of skin to reach another. Deep inside everyone we have ever touched they knew the strength of our spirit. Pride and jealousy prevented them from showing love to someone who only could give it. The moon has changed and slipped into a knew reality..... No longer will people give love to those who don t want it. They all reached for the Soul in the time of decision ......they found jealousy, pride and greed worthless even deadly in a search for that life giving heart. Complete the journey with me and show them how the physical body is moved with love.

A Choice...gone Bad
I'm guilty... guilty of a great many things. At times I was fully aware of the transgressions before committing them and at other times I was completely oblivious, but as with most things I do not believe ignorance or naïveté is an acceptable excuse...at least not for me. I've always been my own worst critic; standing first in a long line of people who choose to see the worst in a person before, (if ever), seeing the good...I should know; it's one of the many things for which I am also guilty. I didn't take the time to plan out any spectacular or eye catching opening for this entry...I just went with what first came to mind; considering the tumultuous few weeks or so I've just staggered through it doesn't surprise me in the least that is how I would begin this... Just know that I'm past the worst of it...now it's time for some severing. I've long held the belief that we are masters of our own lives only to the extent that we make choices and suffer or enjoy the consequences of th

Wow...
I knew I had haters on here but for real...go and report me to the bouncers and have shit taken off my page? WTF??? I wish they would be WOMEN enough (yes I know it's gotta b a bitch ass woman) and come to my MF face and announce themselves as the Bitch they are!! Bring it Bitches...

My Girlfreind Is In A Hh Contest Please Come Help !
I am trying to win myself a Happy Hour and I can use all the help I can get! I have spent days helping my friends win contest and giveaways and to level.So now I am asking for some of that love back.I have great friends so I feel confident that I will get some help. I really wanna get this done as quickly as I can so I can focus on other things. Nobody wants to do things for free so if you want to be paid to bomb then get to me and we can work something out.Thx so much!My friends kick azz!!

New Here,..this Is About Me For Ya'll That Wana Know.
ok well i'm mike,..i'm on active duty in the indiana army national guard. I've been on active duty since 2005. I am going through a divorce. so i concider myself single yet I wont do anything till the divorce is finnal. Not out of respect for my soon to be divorced wife,..but out of respect for myself. right now i'm in nineveh indiana. I am loving life,..i plan on going to Mayday,..just bought tickets. Also going to Mayhem, xfest and family values tour. i love music,.any kinda,..i prefer the hard rock/metal and hippyish music such as ben harper dave matthews an so on. oh well anyquestions as me,..i'm a fun guy and looking for new things. I'm strait,..i'll be friends with anyone even if ya a guy. i'm a good friend. I lvoe to listen to others. I plan on becoming a social worker.

I Am Worried...
Lately I have been having heart attacks. I have had two heart attacks in a spanning two weeks from each other. Doctors say that it may be tremors before the actual quake. They said it might cause a massive heart attack later... I am scared... Am I dying?

All She Wrote
Song lyrics | All She Wrote lyrics Somethings wrong, with your mind, It won't think of me anymore, Was it all a waste of time? Tell me why was I such a chore, Broken bottles empty, Cut my mouth so I can't say Today was that day It was that time And that was all that she wrote for me You fell away I don't know why And that was all that she wrote for me Lying here in your bed The one you that you liked to do it in Pieces of, long brown hair Are all over it and still in my brain I can't explain What it's like not knowing If I'll ever cross your mind Today was that day It was that time And that was all that she wrote for me You fell away I don't know why And that was all that she wrote for me Sleep through the day Fight with the night Seven AM and the TV is white Covered in snow I never knew that hell could get so cold Today was that day It was that time And that was all that she wrote for me You fell away Well I don't know why And that was all tha

Lost A Good Friend Tonight...
OK, I know this is only fubar, but its still kinda sad. For real, my feelings are hurt over this. So I have (had) been talking to someone, pretty much since the day I joined fubar. Eventually we started talking on the phone every now and then. Got fu-married and all of that. And now, that I finally met someone in Real Life, and I am no longer single... he is no longer my "fu-hubby". I dont even know what to say to him anymore. Im that sad. Just when I was quite happy in real life, I get my little bubble busted. Im still thrilled that I met David and I am his girlfriend, but a little sad that I lost a friend. Now, I don't know if its really because im no longer single or not, but we haven't really been talking much lately anyway. I just don't know what to think about any of it. I don't even want to be in the same lounge with him at the moment, because it makes me kinda sad. But I love that lounge and all of the other people in it....

When It Rains
When It Rains When the world cries, I thrive Not like feeding on something borrowed More, Something you can't give back Walking through the water makes me feel alive I hurry before it all seeps through the cracks I'm happiest when it rains Like a child with a new toy, but I'm sad when its gone and drained You make it rain in my world again And come and go like the seasons change However unlike the seasons When I need you, you're there When you're here, no sign of despair Your memory will forever be there Even when you're gone It's been burned into my mind, I have no shame When I close my eyes and think of you It always begins to rain

Beautiful Day
Your shining light will be my guide Leads me to a place where I don´t need to hide The heavens open up the door With dreams so innocent and pure You are beautiful Within the rays of light You are beautiful Without the jewels of life Let your spirit capture me My love is blind You are beautiful tonight Amongst the rays of light Your silhouette it shines You´re an Angel you are free Let your spirit baptize me Let it elevate my mind

Crustless Tex-mex Meatloaf-cheddar Pie
Crustless Tex-Mex Meatloaf-Cheddar Pie Silvana Nardone From Every Day with Rachael Ray May 2008 SERVES 8 Prep Time: 20 min Bake Time: 45 min Turn meatloaf into an easy, cheesy pie. See the photo how-tos » One 16-ounce jar fire-roasted red peppers drained, split and seeded 12 ounces shredded Mexican cheese blend (3 cups) 1 1/2 pounds lean ground beef One 16-ounce jar chunky salsa 1 cup bread crumbs 2 eggs, lightly beaten 1/3 cup chopped flat-leaf parsley 3/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 teaspoon pepper 1. Preheat the oven to 375°. Grease a 10-inch pie plate lightly with olive oil and line with the red peppers. Scatter 1 cup cheese on top. 2. In a large bowl, mix 1 cup cheese, the beef, 3/4 cup of the salsa, the bread crumbs, eggs, parsley, salt and pepper until just combined. Press into the pepper-and-cheese-lined pie plate. Spread the remaining salsa over the top. Bake for 35 minutes. 3. Scatter th

How Dumb Can You Fucking Be
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080505/ap_on_fe_st/odd_robbing_cops;_ylt=AlwbvJ98VBB.w.r4Km.1JlAuQE4F YONKERS, N.Y. - A Westchester County teenager is facing a long list of charges after allegedly trying to rob two men and finding out they were undercover police officers. Yonkers police said the officers were in their unmarked car, doing overnight surveillance work, when Michael Garcia, 19, reached into the driver-side window, grabbed an officer and demanded money. Police said the two officers got out of the car. They say the unarmed suspect punched and kicked them while trying to avoid arrest. After the fight, all three men were treated at hospitals. Garcia is charged with attempted robbery, assault and resisting arrest. The name of his attorney could not immediately be determined. === Moral of the story: If its a vechile with tinted windows, and maybe 1 too many antennas..ITS A FUCKING COP CAR DOUCHEBAG

A Dogs Purpose..
A Dogs Purpose From a 6-year-old Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker s lipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed

An Eye For An Eye Drop
Usually the punks aren't that bad. Most of the time they keep the noise down to a tolerable roar. This time though, they came through the door laughing as loud as they could and mingling it with occasional whoops and hollers. They were loud enough to catch the attention of everyone in the diner, not that there were many people in at the time. Still, those that were there were clearly annoyed by having what was turning out to be a nice quiet night ruined. Stacie was quick. Before they even made it around the deserted hostess stand, she was on them. I couldn't hear what she was saying as her back was to me and she usually asks nicely the first time. Whatever it was she said checked them for a moment but as Stacie went back to work, they started giggling again. From Stacie's expression, I could tell she was already irritated. Two of them followed Stacie up to the point of their regular booth while the third, a skinny little hyper-active twit named Ted, broke left down th

Re: Palfrey's Friend On Suicide Note: 'that's Not Her Signature'
RE: Palfrey's Friend On Suicide Note: 'That's Not Her Signature' ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 May 2008, 13:08 Palfrey's Friend On Suicide Note: 'That's Not Her Signature' The manager of an Orlando condo building where Deborah Jean Palfrey, also known as the D.C. Madam, owned a unit disputes the alleged suicide notes that were published in the media - after witnessing examples of her handwriting going back years Joe Strizack concludes, "That is not her signature." http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050708_suicide_note. htm

A Lil About Me
I logged on today to see I've been called a liar...Just because theres this one female that is really into me...but just because I talk to her doesn't make me ANYONES bf....I belive you can have stronge feeling for someone by talking to them on here or over the phone but you can be in love with someone untill you meet them in person....just because 2 people get along online or over the phone doesn't mean theyd get along in person..I mean if and trust me...love is a feeling that has to devolped over time and probilly longer than a week or 2....I came out here to fun and meet new people and make new friends and see what happens from there....am I looking for the right one ?, yes...but when i find her i wanna take my time and get to know her and not feel smuddered... Im sorry I have hurt anyone feelings with this but this is the way it is

Herb And Nut Cream Cheese Log
Herb and Nut Cream Cheese Log Mix one package (8 ounces) softened reduced fat cream cheese with one-third grated Parmesan cheese and chopped toasted pecans. Shape into 8-inch log. Roll in mixture of 1/4 cup each toasted chopped pecans and chopped fresh parsley; press gently into log to secure. Serve with crackers. Makes 12 servings, 2 tablespoons chees spread and five crackers each.

Here In My Room
This party is old and uninviting Participants all in black and white. You enter in full blown Technicolor Nothing is the same after tonight. If the world were to fall apart In a fiction-worthy wind I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here Your love is a verb Here in my room. Your love is a verb Here in my room. You enter and close the door behind you Now show me the world as seen from the stars. If only the lights would dim a little, I'm wary of eyes upon my scars If the world were to fall apart In a fiction-worthy wind I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here Your love is a verb Here in my room Your love is a verb Here in my room. Pink tractor beam into your incision Head spinning as free as Dervishes whirl I came here expecting next to nothing So thank you for being "that" kind of girl. Kind of girl that...( Kind of girl

My Sexy Name
Your name is in the top ten of SEXY names of all time. You are a sexy beast and everyone you meet knows it right away. You feel great about yourself and everybody remembers your name. In fact, your name is so sexy, they should write a song about how sexy you really are. Your name totally fits your personality and you don't need to change anything!

Re: Gore Confronted On Global Warming Hysteria
RE: Gore Confronted On Global Warming Hysteria ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 08 May 2008, 14:06 Gore Confronted On Global Warming Hysteria Former Vice-President Al Gore, fresh from exploiting the tragedy in Burma to push more climate change hysteria (since cyclones and storms didn't exist before global warming), was confronted during a recent speaking event by a group who dared to question the orthodoxy of the church of environmentalism. http://prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050808_gore_confronted. htm 8 May 2008 14:39 I wonder what his response would be to the fact that our entire solar system is warming... I think this issue polarizes because if you aren't on board with global warming, you are considered an anti environmentalist polluter. I don't necessarily agree. Many of us that are suspicious of the "global warming" story are still concerned about pollution and the stewardship of our planet. I for one

The Nuts
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside thecemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the cemetery. Standin

Seminars For Men
ANNOUNCING: SEMINARS FOR MEN COURSE 001 COMBATTING STUPIDITY COURSE 002 YOU TOO CAN DO HOUSEWORK COURSE 003 PMS - LEARN WHEN TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT COURSE 004 HOW TO FILL THE ICE TRAY COURSE 005 WE DO NOT WANT SLEEZY UNDERTHINGS FOR CHRISTMAS COURSE 006 WONDERFUL LAUNDRY TECHNIQUES (DON'T WASH MY SILKS) COURSE 007 UNDERSTANDING FEMALE RESPONSES TO COMING HOME @ 4AM COURSE 008 PARENTING: IT DOESNT END WITH CONCEPTION COURSE 009 GET A LIFE: LEARN TO COOK COURSE 010 HOW NOT TO ACT LIKE AN ASSHOLE WHEN YOU ARE WRONG COURSE 011 UNDERSTANDING YOUR INCOMPETENCE COURSE 012 YOU - THE WEAKER SEX COURSE 013 REASONS TO GIVE FLOWERS COURSE 014 HOW TO STAY AWAKE AFTER SEX COURSE 015 SEX 101: YOU CAN FALL ASLEEP WITHOUT IT IF YOU REALLY TRY COURSE 016 SEX 102: MORNING DILEMMA - IF ITS AWAKE, TAKE A SHOWER COURSE 017 HOW TO PUT THE TOILET SEAT DOWN COURSE 018 THE REMOTE CONTROL - OVERCOMING YOUR DEPENDENCY COURSE 019 HOW NOT TO ACT YOUNGER THAN YOUR CHILDREN COURSE 020 Y

Taking A Break!!!!
HEY ALL MY FU-FRIENDS AND FAM. IM WRITING THIS BLOG TO TELL U ,IM TAKING A SMALL BREAK FROM FUBAR, A SISTAH IS MENTALLY TIRED AND I NEED TO CLEAR MY HEAD FOR A MINUTE, TO ALL MY MILF'S HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, I LOVE YA'LL AND I'LL BE BACK SOON. MUAHZZZZ N HUGZZZ SPECIAL K

Love
in my life all i want is to love someone and to hev them love me back, but it seems i will never find it, it seems its just one night stands and it hurts me so. will i eve get what i am looking for, i dont think so why cause i am to nice and nice guys finsh LAST!

Woohoo. I Have A Fu-friend For Life!
Hi sweetie I hope you are having a wonderful day :) I am always looking for new friends I love friends!!!!!! I fanned and rated you the 11 you soooo deserve if you would like to return the favor that would be wonderful!!!!! If you would like to be my friend please send me a friend request and I will gladly accept!!!!! Please remember that my life is sometimes hectic and there will be times when I don't have a chance to comment you :( But remember my friends are friends for life and you will always be in my heart :) If you ever need me please feel free to "shout" I will always be here if you need a friend!!!!!!! Love always Marissa *kisses and hugs* Please stay safe :) uhhm yeah. i say the same thing to random strangers on the street.and whoever reads this will alwaysbe in my heart.

Boys, Why So Confusing?
I don't understand. I had this friend when I was 19. Fell madly and deeply in love with him. Told him this ten years ago. He said he wanted to be friends. I was ok with that, I moved on. Well he got jelous of the guy i moved on too and called my mom and told her I was doing coke with this guy. I have never done that at all. He broke my trust and my heart. It took a few years but I forgave him and such. Ya know, he was suppossed to be my best friend and he stabbed me in the back. Then 4 years ago after Mike left me, I again went to this boy and told him how I really felt. He said he did too, but after a few days he changed his mind. Decided that the drugs and drinking were more important. Again..no big deal, I broken heartedly moved on. Then last night, out of the fucking blue I get a phone call from him. Haven't seen him in years. He got married, has a kid, and comes to see me. He tells me how misrable he is in his marrige and junk. He tells me how he is always compa

Enraptured Fulfillment
Enraptured Fulfillment by LateNiteFantasy© kneeling at the altar of my goddess' verdant love giving thanks and praise indulging my hunger the taste of heaven the fragrance of paradise sunrise pearlescence drizzling piquance suckling, devouring pleasure traversing ardor's sublime sluice you are my everything pinnacle of fruition I cannot can not ever get enough gently stroking your hair watching you enraptured your head softly rests on my thigh mouth warm wet enveloping tongue wrapping glistening lips around muscular shaft pleasing me, directing me loving me savor my taste, my scent memorize my size dream of me when we're apart oh my love I wish it were like this forever swallow my love for you deeper swallow for you ...lost... glistening cock in your small hand eyes locked wet slow kisses ankles locked behind my back breasts pressed to the sweat of my chest sliding into you forcefully, lovingly this is where we belong you in my arm

Warm Liquid Love
Swallow Me by LateNiteFantasy© kneel before me, my lady angel let me feed you with my love lustrous green eyes of infinite depth transfixing me with your upward gaze lips, moist and ripe small smooth hands on my thighs gentle voice, softly declaring your love for me your tender loving kiss to my crown a glimmering thread connects you to me another kiss, lingering soft lips gently caress my swollen cockknob our eyes locked communicating our love wordlessly lips move down muscular shaft kissing the the ridge along the underside pleasure of near-unbearable intensity oh my love... sweet little pink tongue caressing my ardent passion drawing slowly upward ecstacy bids that I close my eyes but your stare demands mine in return wet lips again upon my cockhead parting slowly gently in into my love's mouth so slowly warmth moisture love subsume me, heavenly angel gliding across your tongue restrained by your lips exhilirated by your heat to

Daddy Died Today
I should be packing my bags for that long drive home... But here I sit on Fubar....writing a blog... Crying tears..of sadness? Joy? relief?....pain? Can I put away the mistress of darkness for good...........or does she continue to reside in me although he is gone for good..... I feel devastated and yet overjoyed is this wrong.... Some day I shall continue this blog....continue the story of the man who is gone ..... Whose life became a rags to riches story.....a story of selfishness to giver............. A man I truly loved A man I will miss....crys....... My heart breaks ....I may be gone awhile but will check in when I can my friends....

If I Wrote You A Love Poem
by LateNiteFantasy© If I wrote you a love poem, would your whole heart give way? Would your mind turn to mush, would you beg me to stay? If I told you I loved you, would this charm you awake? Would you reach out to me, would this cause you to ache? And what would you do if my words were untrue? If you read them and saw that they weren’t meant for you? Would it give rise to anger or sorrow so deep? Would your eyes fill with tears, would your heart start to weep? No sense does it make that you’d question my love For you know, without doubt, that it comes from above All my thoughts and my dreams are about you, my dear And the words that I write make that perfectly clear So, please take from these words that I lay down today Hold them and keep them and tuck them away I write them for you, they’re my soul’s work of art They’re yours for the keeping; they were sent from my heart. MY ANSWER: YOU WRITE THE POEM AND MY HEART MELTS.MY TEARS WOULD CRY FOR YOU TO

But I Love You
by LateNiteFantasyn© Sometimes my words are useless Almost like my thoughts are gone Vanishing into soul of fire And my heart feels emotionless and wrong What great love will cure my illness I don't know what words to tell you I am hurt and full of pain And I hate you, But I love you Will we forget our pastimes Stop basing life on what was before Not to say what used to be said I know that my suffering is far from poor I want to feel that lust Be able to bathe in my bloody veins Make me clean inside my mind To know the thunder of soul and my body rains So what time will take this away Gone like a faery in the sky Wishing my hopes to wells the irish sing And the scents of roses getting me high So much beauty in velvet petals Drops like bloody dew Seeing staind red lips drawing closer You hate you But I love you Tell me your dreams Make you hear the ocean in my heart of shell Let me hold you close Take

Only By A Poet
Only by a Poet Nothing but words….so gentle and effective. Functionality making it so painful and joyful…. Maybe so excruciating as well. Some would prefer bombs and guns to the horrible quiet of peace. Maybe its madness to some to see total freedom…..total paradise. Its never been done….at least not for a very long time. Its scary in a freedom giving kind of way. There would be no more of the comforting consistency of war. No more dealing with problems in a way so wrong for humanity. I for one seek the pleasure of growth coming like a beautiful day in the park. Face it those noise makers never really did work….did they? War mongers have seen there last days……voluntarily or not. The poet is going to speak to their souls. The poet creates a feeling of finality over ignorance. He brings the past to the present and drops it to oblivion….. As if it was nothing. He points to the past …….that slate has been wiped clean. Now he says…. create a new day…..a new world. One wi

A Picnic For Us
We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses do to me. I began nibbling on your neck and I reached up your shirt to play with your nipples. I knew you were getting turned on too. Lucky for you you had worn a skirt and I went without underwear today. I reached up your skirt and felt that your panties were wet and I pulled them down and off of your legs. You were now mine for the t

The Words Of A True Biker --
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to thos

The Biker
I saw you... hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you... pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you... change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you... roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you... frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you... stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you... roll your eyes at our leather jackets and glo

Quiz
Hello, first off what is your name? Name 2 people that bring out the best in you? What came first, the chicken or the egg? Who do you go to for relationship advise? What song would you have playing during your funeral? What is one thing that people do not understand about you? What game have you been playing lately? What are three goals you have set for yourself right now? Do you buy music or download it? What is one thing, that without fail always makes you happy? What movie are you looking forward to? What are two of the most important things you've learned in life ? What do you usually do when the power is out? What is your favorite beverage? What do wish there was more of in this world? What is your heritage? What is a habit you have that people might find odd? Your house is on fire and you only have time to grab one thing, what would it be? What do you feel

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Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Yeah yeah Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Listen babe Everytime I see you, I get a bad vibe (mmm, mmm, mmm) Just thinkin' of someone else in between your thighs (mmm, mmm, mmmm, mmm) And you thought you were slick, had tricks up your sleeve (mmm, mmm, mmm) But I'm sick of your stupid ass and I know you're tired of me (mmm, mmm, mmm) That's why I say (Chorus) When we were together We never turned our backs on each other But now that we're separated We can't stand one another I don't wanna be wit you, put that on everything I own (mmm, mmm, mmm) I can't believe I stayed around that damn long (mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm) If I never see you again, I won't be mad at all,(mmm, mmm, mmm) no no Cuz I believe that you're my downfall (mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm) You did me wrong You did me wrong I thought you were true You ran out of my life And now I'm so through with you I wanted you to be there Right here with me, oh (Chorus) When we were together We neve

Uefa Cup Final - Zenit 2-0 Rangers
Uefa Cup final - Zenit 2-0 Rangers Zenit St Petersburg deservedly lifted the Uefa Cup with a two-goal victory over Rangers in Manchester. The Russians dominated the first half without seriously threatening a packed Rangers defence. Rangers' Jean-Claude Darcheville forced a good save and a Barry Ferguson snap shot struck the outside of a post. But Igor Denisov played a one-two with Andrei Arshavin before firing home and Konstatin Zyryanov side-footed in to secure Zenit's first European trophy. It meant Rangers' dream of repeating their 1972 Cup-Winners' Cup success died at the hands of Zenit coach Dick Advocaat - the man dubbed the Little General during his time in charge at Ibrox. And the Scottish side's hopes of winning four trophies by the end of the season had faltered at the second hurdle. Rangers had been accused of playing "anti-football" during a miserly run to the final built on a solid defensive foundation. And manager Walter Smith was not abou

Re: Chicago Citizens Reject Terror Drill Fearmongering
RE: Chicago Citizens Reject Terror Drill Fearmongering ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 May 2008, 18:43 Chicago Citizens Reject Terror Drill Fearmongering The latest opportunity for authorities to grandstand, fearmonger and practice processing citizens through a de facto internment camp fell flat on its face yesterday after just 350 out of an expected 4,000 turned up to participate in a mock terror drill at Chicago's Sears Centre Arena. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051408_terror_drill. htm

Kent's Latest Updates On Him
Earlier today; I was talking to one of my friends and she made a comment that I don't update people too much on what is really going on my life... So since I am having one of those nights were my moms wakes me up at 3am because she cant figure out how to open a file on her computer and then I can't get back to sleep... I figure... FUCK IT... let's write a blog... OK so anyways... I noticed a lot of people are starting their "Starting over in life" quests in their lives... Which is good... Sometimes you need a fresh start in life in order to move forward... make life to be how you want it... I decided to do that about a month ago myself... So I am feeling these people... and this is how my progress is going... As many of you know... This isn't the only account Shayla and I have together... We have a Myspace account that Shayla and I have together too... People on there can see it says we are from Bismarck ND... I had been asked many times since I made that... Did I move to ND al

Re: Congressmen Highlight Mexican Commando Incursions Into U.s.
RE: Congressmen Highlight Mexican Commando Incursions Into U.S. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 15 May 2008, 18:18 Congressmen Highlight Mexican Commando Incursions Into U.S. Two representatives have urged Congress to take action to address the worsening situation on the southern border which has been described by reporters and activist groups as "an all out war." http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/150508Commando. htm

Baby Subpoenaed For Unpaid Chiropractor Bill
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080515/ap_on_fe_st/odd_baby_subpoena Baby subpoenaed for unpaid chiropractor bill HARRISONBURG, Va. - A Harrisonburg court has dismissed a case against a baby boy summoned to appear in court for an unpaid bill. Richard White said he was shocked when he got a subpoena in the mail requiring his 1-year-old son, Jacy, to appear in Rockingham County General District Court next Tuesday over a $391 chiropractor bill. Neither of Jacy's parents was named in the lawsuit, which has been dismissed at the request of the plaintiff. Shortly after his son's birth in April 2007, White says he took Jacy to the chiropractor. He suspects that when the family moved, the office updated records for everyone but Jacy. White says his insurance didn't cover the $391 and only recently billed him — about the same time the residents of his former home forwarded the subpoena.

Man
look towards the shadows child for the master lurks deep he hides around corners like a wolf among sheep he rules over all child with sword in hand none can escape this godforsaken land hes the prince of darkness child the ruler of hell hell suck out your soul while enjoying the smell so listen to me child ill tell you his name he calls himself MAN...yes the very same

Tasty Treat Lol
my fingers running along your jawline the power of knowing your mine i lightly move down lower your breathe increases shhh baby slower both hands on your chest as my mouth gets near to your heat every breathe your wanting to rise and meet a hot wet tongue across your tip your shuddering losing your grip inch by inch i swallow all i listen its my name you call a little faster and deeper to your begging please let me cum for you a last shudder an uncontrollable moan a tastie treat from the one i own

Apple Ii
He tried to replay in his mind the meeting with this strange woman, to pull up from his memory file the way she looked at him when he took a bite of the apple: her animalistic cold eyes and a carnivorous smile that lifted the corners of her mouth in such a mysterious yet conspiratory way. He clearly remembered every second of that occurrence, her every gesture and sound, but any memory before that moment was completely erased from his brain, and no matter how hard he tried, he just could not recall where and under which circumstances he could have met her. He could hardly tell whether this was a dream or reality, having only the physical evidence of this event taking place to confirm the latter, so this amnesia was not surprising whatsoever. Whether or not it happened, he knew he wanted to see her again, to smell that exotic aroma of sandalwood and vanilla mixed in with some unknown to him spices, to have those wild eyes glare at him again, revealing the fire glowing deep inside. Howev

The Reason For My Name
hammered people often see double (and i am talking seriosly drunk here) kage bushin no jutsu is a move that is i the anime naruto where the kid makes instant clones of him so let's all get hammmered and fight ninjas WOOT

Thinking
I have been sitting here and doing some thinking . I know there are certain people that will not like my decision but its not them that has to live what choices I make. I am thinking of trying to accomplish the things I NEVER accomplished . I am thinking of going back and getting my GED , and then maybe getting some samll degree, I know the choices are limitless, but I do love a good challenge . There are certain people I know that consider me a lazy no account bum , but where do they have the right to judge me when they don't even work . The way I see things I maybe disabled to a point but I have NEVER let my disability slow me down . The way I see it is the only disabilities , people have are the ones they put one themselves . I have accomplished more than most people with learning disabilities ( there I said what my diability is ) , but I have not slowed down one bit . As my family has said and mean it I have not let anyone or ything get in my way . Maybe

Bitching About An Auction Months Ago
So I was in an auction few months back right, someone had bought me a 7-day blast, I had warned this person my computer is extremely slow and I can't rate all his pictures, and he said it was alright if I didn't, so I also made him salute pics, bought him gifts, pimped him out there. So months went by and today, he decided to bitch about it, and post bulletins about me and blogs about me just read: Auctions are sure big on fubar lately great way to meet good people and make good friends and get some good things in exchange. Well not everyone is honorable I won this person with a blast but never received what was promised like rates or some salutes always gave me the same tired excuse her pc was too slow but she can add ppl and exploit them for their blasts and upload her new pic. I would have been happy with the rates she promised but she never did, And hosts and bidders shouldnt bid on her or enter her. Its been over 2 months ago since I won her so she had more than plenty

The Wonderous World Of The Reflective Picture Commentator
You know, on this site, many of us simply rate each other for points, and not for quality. Even if someone is not a so called 10 we rate them that anyway. We do this in hopes that we too will get that consideration in return. Ah, but what's the prize after all? One thing that I do know that I find to be odd is when I want to comment on a picture, usually it has been a young lady, and I find many other men have beaten me to it. What they haven't beaten me to though was leaving some well thought out, and deserved comment. Most of them are pretty base, and obvious comments. Most of them say the same thing as the previous one.

Life In The K Y Jelly State
I am back in the wonderful state of Ky and I am doing great, better than I have ever been in my life.....I am livin with my fiancee and we are in love. We are currently doing great with all kinds of things in life....sex....work.....and hanging out together. He has a beautiful daughter that loves me to death and he loves my mean lil two year old as well. I hope that your day is full of fun and excitement so shove off this blog and enjoy ur own day in hell....... HA HA HA HA HA HA

Home On Leave
I was home on leave from the Marine Corps. Most of my friends had steady girls friends and my ex's had new boyfriends. I hung out with my one true buddy, who lived with his girlfriend. Being that I was the odd man out, my friend’s girlfriend decided to set me up with one of her friends. At the time I didn't know whom, but I didn't care, I was horny as hell and wanted some pussy. As it turned out she set me up with Karen. She's about 2 years older them me, about 5'3" maybe 120 with dark brown hair and blue eyes. She also had an ass that was made of only one thing and tits that I think were D cups, I'm not sure, but they were more than a handful. So the night went on and Karen reminded me how I got my ass kicked in H.S. defending her from some asshole boyfriend. We laughed about the whole thing as the drinks kept coming Karen confided that I was the only man to do something like that for her. We got cozy on the dance floor and kissed once. Later we went to my buddy’s house where they sai

Inner Thoughts
just tell him, don't worry all will be fine no worries time will heal everything she did wrong she should have known better she is old enough to know right from wrong she hurt him not you don't cry over the truth you had to tell him it wasn't you that was hurting him the truth will set you free try to be strong don't cry don't cry oh please oh please don't cry .....!! but no you are your crying again its not your fault she cheated on him its not your fault that she lied on you its not your fault its not your fault you said what needed to be said be strong oh please be strong she is mad she will get over it she will see that what she did to him was mean she will be your friend again oh no the tears are coming again stop crying don't you see she is only mad at you cause you told the truth she is only mad cause she was caught so don't cry oh no... i am crying... i lost a good friend over the truth that i said

Blog Fodder...
I realized last night that there was a full moon. Big and bright and beautiful. It almost looked like I could reach up and touch the glowing orb. Amazing. I also find it amazing the multitudes of proof that has surfaced in the last few days to give validation to the whole full moon theory. What is that you ask? Well let me tell you. When the moon is full in all of it's glowing orb-ish-ness (not a word, but I have poetic blog-license so stuff it) the freaks come out of the proverbial wood-work and inflict strange peril on unsuspecting 'normal folk'. (I use that term losely as we are well aware of the fact that no one is in fact 'normal'.) Within the last few days I have received an exorbtant amount of very odd friend requests, most of which are denied because they can't follow my rules. I will spare you the details of them, save one that really had me holding my sides in laughter. I was almost quite literally.... 'rotflmao' or 'pmsl'. It came across as a marketing ploy, a commercial if

Thoughts
as i showered i noticed the exposed wiresin theceiling wherei havent gotaround to installinganewfixture,and wonderedif enoughsteam could causeit toarc andmake a mini ligtning storm in my bathroom.it wouldbeneat to watch

I Know U Want To B !!!!!
Join Team 2 Let them know CoCoDiva Sent you!!! ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER" ~*

Relationships & Life
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? Yes a couple times 2. LONGEST relationship? 16 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? a necklace 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Yes 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? 2 day 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? clothes & house furnishings 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? a half of a whole wheat waffle with fruit and whip cream 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes and smile 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? I cross my heart by george strait 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? In between Georgia and South Carolina back and forth at the moment not sure what I am gonna do just yet 11. High school YOU ATTENDED: Camden County High 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: All-tel 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: TJ Maxx, Ross and Spencers 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: Either Dekle Funeral Home as a secretary or Shoneys as General Manager 8 years each 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? Yes 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: No 17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTE

What Is It About Me?
What is it about me that men think I am the kind of woman that will lay down and give them some. I Am not like that I have to have a connection with someone before I sleep with them meaning I have to be invovled with them emotionally before I get physical with them. And why is it that men think just because I am up on these websites I am looking to cyber with them or get them off or show them parts of my body. Call me old fashion but I can not get off by watching some pervert whack his cock. Come on really! I am not here to get them off or to make them hard. I mean do I have fuck me on my forehead?? And the really bad thing is the good ones that dont ask me stuff like that only want to be just my friend nothing more and i dont know what is wrong with me. Sometimes I think that I will never find someone for me the one who is actually gonna love me no matter what and not treat me like a play toy or just a convience . I mean What is it about me that is so unloveable, what really sucks i

Tired
Alright, here's some words for thought.. Whatever happened to people just talking and gettin to know each other?? Just because I have a sexy pic up, does that mean all I want to hear is "hey baby, you're hot"? No, it doesnt.. Why don't men and women do it too I have noticed, try and say hello, hows it goin?? If they would only read the profile, they would see, I am quite happily taken, you can't replace him.. So maybe take the time to get to know me..You might like what you see.. Hell, my sense of humor is fucking hilarious, but you dont see that when you are too busy wanking to my pics.. It sounds silly to some, but that sexy pic is up for two people..Number one is ME..Yes, me..Because I have finally realized just how damn sexy and beautiful I am on the outside..I already knew it about the inside..lol Number two, for the man in my life who helped me to see that..Because I know how damn proud he is to be able to say..Damn, look at my woman.. Ya know, it's not like I

Ted Kennedy
My day has started really great. To be exact, with the news of Ted Kennedy, that fat traitorous swine, having brain cancer. I wasn't aware that that pig had a brain, but apparently so. I know I'm evil and callous, but not going to feel bad for a shit stain like him.

Six Months So Far, And You're The First To Notice
In “Dilbert”, one of my favorite comic strips, stories are largely set in an office environment where the employees work in cubicles. I can relate to this except for being an engineer; one of the characters, Wally, is a poor performer and is not afraid of showing his disdain for corporate politics and contempt for make-work. (Not like me, though I could sometimes use the coffee mug the size of his chest he often carries.) Since “Dilbert” is a comic strip, he never gets fired and with his long hours he finds some creative ways to take time off. One of them was running an “in-cube sabbatical” titled “The Best of Wally” where he told his fellow employee, the title character Dilbert, that he was running a screen saver of his best moments while he was actually inside his cubicle. Dilbert asked him how long this had been going on, and Wally’s answer was the title of today’s entry. Dilbert’s humor makes me think and then laugh thoughtfully; there are times my real life does the s

The Biker
THE BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the store as I walked in. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you , roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But, you didn't see

By Pam Ayres
Oh, I Wish I'd Looked After Me Tits By Pam Ayres Oh, I wish I'd looked after me dear old knockers, Not flashed them to boys behind the school lockers, Or let them get fondled by randy old dockers, Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits. 'Cos now I'm much older and gravity's winning. It's Nature's revenge for all that sinning, And those dirty memories are rapidly dimming, Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits. 'Cos tits can be such troublesome things When they no longer bounce, but dangle and swing. And although they go well with my Bingo wings, I wish I'd looked after me tits. When they're both long enough to tie up in a bow, When it's not the sweet chariot that swings low, When they're less of a friend and more of a foe, Then I wish I'd looked after me tits. When I was young I got whistles and hoots, From the men on the site to the men in the suits, Now me nipples get stuck in the zips on me boots, O

Ensign: Twenty-nine And Advancing
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 May 2008 I'm remembering the speech Geroge C. Scott gives at the beginning of the movie "Patton", a toned-down version of the general's address to his troops before the World War II invasion of Sicily. At one point Patton says that he doesn't want to hear anything about his troops "holding their position" -- that is, staying right where they are and not advancing to engage the enemy. In order to fight and win, Patton drills into his troops that they have to constantly be attacking and let the enemy do the defending! There's nothing wrong with rest, but we can never use it as an excuse to not act. In the twenty-nine years just celebrated that two women at my church, Marie and Nadine, have sang in and led our children's

All My Words
All My Words I'm scared out of my mind Of everything that's been real Love is taking a chance Like spinning a wheel. You're all I ever dreamed of I want to steal you away Waking up next to you Is all I'll ever need to feel All my words are crossed But my feelings will never be mixed I'm sorry If I've caused you any misery I need you here with me I just want to say I love you And i'm here for you I get scared a lot And for this I'm sorry I'm scared I don't belong But please don't worry I truly care This world is far from fair I don't know weither to come or go Weither to lift you up, or set you down My mind races to and fro I don't know weither to surrender it all Or fight instead of drown Knowledge is power And I know you love me But as for the other's I hate that they shun me I never did anything wrong All I did was care They try to take you from me That's like stealing my air Without you, It's like i lose everything Even my circulation I'

Determination
Determination So selfless, this is me It feels like I have nothing left to enrapture me Nothing left to comfort me Determination sodered into my mind Your face, it will remind me My motivation to everything I can be Take me back inside I'm here without you I feel like I've died God she's just another lost soul But she fills the void And she makes me whole For her I'd crawl on my hands and knees It's her I want to keep Even when I fall, I stand up Because without her i'm afraid to sleep If everything in my life died No longer entrapped in your bliss I'd still love you You're worth more than this

God N Adam
After God had created Adam he noticed that he looked very lonely. He decided to help. He said "Adam, I've decided to make you a woman. She'll love you, cook for you, be sweet to you, and understand you." Adam said "Great! How much will she cost me?" The answer came back, "An arm and a leg." "Well," said Adam "what can I get for a rib?"

The Last Tribe
ARE YOU A BOMBER LOOKING FOR A FAMILY? NOT WANTING ALOT OF DRAMA? WELL YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE WE HERE AT CHAOS & MAYHEM CREATIONS PRESENT FOR YOUR SATISFACTION THE LAST TRIBE BOMBING AND LEAVEING FAMILY COME BY AND CHECK THEM OUT AND SEE IF THEY ARE THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU ***CLICK ON PIC AND SEE IF THEY ARE RIGHT FOR YOU *** Home of Last Tribe@ fubar"

All The Bad Shit Happens At Once.
I havent been online pretty much at all this whole entire weekend. Which is so not normal for me, i love the internet, its pretty much how i keep in touch wiht my friends and families, ,minus the occasional cell phone call. Anyways my grandma called me on friday and told me they found cancer in her hip bones, hence why her bones in her hip keep deteriating, this last hip replacement made number 3 in the area they found her cancer. Which is really sad i lost my grandpa her husband to cancer back in 2002. Then Saturday i get a call from my cousin saying her mom had commited suicide, way to go. Which this happens to be really sad because her grandma passed away from diabetis not even a month ago. So its been really rough. Im just confused, scared and lost all at the same time.

Lifes Un-answered Questions
Lifes unanswered questions 4! mark as unread If a water spins clockwise when it drains in the northern hemisphere, and water spins counterclockwise when it drains in the southern hemisphere...which way does it spin at the equator? Have you ever thought what life would be like if your name was Anonymous? You'd get credit for everything nobody wanted credit for? If you had x-ray vision, but closed your eyes, could you still see? What do you say when someone says you're in denial, but you're not? Why do they call it 2% milk, if its 2% fat, not milk? Do siamese twins pay for one ticket or two tickets when they go to movies and concerts? Do birds pee? If you are born on February 29 of a leap year, when is your birthday? When a male is elected president and his wife is called the First Lady. What would a lady's husband be called if she were elected president? Can dogs have dog days? Why does blow and suck mean the same thing when we describe something being cr

Boredom
boredom sets in. blackness all around. the pain rises. i feel like i'm drowning. waiting for someone to save me. someone to hold me. someone just to breathe life back into me.this will never be. it is not meant for me. so the blackness of night will close around and the pain will subside but the numbness will never die. i was just bored!

Really Long Survey
do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING? no not really When was the last time you had butterflies? there were a few in my yard this morning, does that count? When was the last time you talked to your number 2? couple of days ago Last time you were disappointed? 30 mintues ago.......5 seconds ago.....no wait NOW Are you happy at the moment? Nope Last person who drove you somewhere? Jennifer Are you mad at someone right now? does the human race count? Which is better sunrise or sunset? sunset...means its time for me to come out What is the best way to get over someone? is that even possiable What makeup do you wear on a daily basis? none......guy here Last people you hung out with? me, myself and the 10 little men who live inside my head.....roomie in there isnt it! What did you do? when? Anyone on your mind? yes Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? nope, no one likes me Do you believ

Real Friends
Lemme tell what a real friend is. When the neurotic dope fiend, mother of your children locks/ kicks you out of the home you had been sharing becuase she wont work, and your world is rearranged with no warning, FRIENDS are the people that pick you up after you fall. They shelter you, indulge your whiplash inducing mood swings that come from losing all you love, you find sanctuary in their world because theres nothing left of yours. Theyve never asked for anything from me, only giving. I was given a place of honor in their wedding recently. Given the fact that I had been feeling like I had ceased to have a function, for a time, being responsible for playing the music and taking pics at the same time, lackluster performance I felt I gave, helped when I thought that wedding was gonna be the death of me. The first half of this year has left me feeling a little out of sorts. Theres actually a term for what a parent goes through in instances like mine. Believe that? Isolation is t

Daniel Kitson
Went to see Daniel Kitson last night, one of the funniest, and frankly, most inspirational stand-ups in the UK today. It's the third time I've seen him, and he is an absolute master. If you get a chance to see him, grab it. I'm excited, cos next week I've got tickets for Kinky Friedman, which should be awesome.

Betrayal
So my best friend ever... Totally fucked me over last night. She stole a chance i had to do something i have wnted to do for almost my whole life... Just snatched it away from me.. and the worst part is... she didnt even get a shit about doing it. It was something she never had any desire to do, and then still stole it from under me, right in front of me none the less.... and people wonder why i have trust issues... with friends like mine.... how could i not.

Drowning...
I feel like I'm drowning. I want to scream, but I can't. It gets harder to breathe when your around. Can't speak, can't resist, can't say no. And then it happens. I fall for you all over again. Wanting to get lost in the moment. The feeling turns from fear of falling, to feeling like I'm floating. The warmth and tenderness of your embrace. Wishing to freeze time and escape with you. Your gentle kiss, loving touch. The electricity of your body beside mine. And then it happens; we part again. I'm all alone, with that familiar lump in my throat. The feeling in my stomach, like I'll never break free. Like I'm stuck in a daze, that will never go away. Like I'm drowning in you all over again...

Angel Of Broken Heart
HOW DO I MOVE ON FROM HERE. WHEN EVERYTHING I LOST IS WHAT I WANT. THIS HOLE HE LEFT INSIDE ME. HAS BECOME HIS MEMORIES FAVORITE WAYS TO HAUNT. HOW CAN THE BEST I EVER HAD. HURT SO BAD. AND HURT SO LONG. YOU KNOW I'M NOT THAT STRONG. ANGEL OF BROKEN HEARTS. WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU TONIGHT. HELP ME FIND A PLACE TO START. TO GET ME OVER HIM. MAYBE I MISTREATED LOVE. HAVE I NOT SUFFERED LONG ENOUGH. ANGEL OF BROKEN HEARTS TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY. TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY. SOME DAYS I THINK THAT I'VE COME THROUGH THE WORST OF IT. AND I'M ON THE HEALING SIDE. AND THEN HE KICK UP LIKE A DUST BOWL WIND. AND COVERS UP MY MIND. I LOSE HOURS.I LOSE DAYS IN A HAZE OF USED TO BES. AND THEN I'M ON MY KNEES. I'VE PAID WITH PRAYERS. . I'VE PAID WITH TEARS. AND I'LL PAY FOR YEARS. I COULD USE A LITTLE MERCY HERE. OH, ANGEL. COME AND TAKE THE PAIN AWAY.

What To Do...
A blog I posted April 30th 2008: What to do... Current mood: contemplative Category: Life I guess I never realized how hard it is to care about someone in a way that they don't care about you.. it hurts more than you'd like it to no matter how much you try not to let it bother you.. how do you fix something like that without changing who you are in the process? I can put on a smile and pretend to be ok.. but deep down everything that is said or done between the two of us feels like an shot to the heart. Why is it that when I try not to fall .. I do without even realizing it until something goes wrong.. it's like the knife was stuck in to begin with but i didn't feel the pain until it was all the sudden ripped out of the wound when i wasn't near somewhere to bandage it, so by the time I make it near a safe place I've damn near bled to death.. :'( ..

Tagyou'reit-tenrandomthingsaboutme
I was tagged by Jade .......... Ten Random Things About Me Are : 1. I can speak, read and write fluent Croatian (a slavic dialect) 2. I am currently going through a pain in the ass separation, so watch ur p's & q's if u have male genitalia ....... 3. I am a daredevil, willin to try most things that won't result in me bein 6ft under the ground. 4. I can deal with anything except negative emotions from which i walk very quickly ..... 5. I am interested in Tai Qi, Meditation, Yoga and all alternative methods of healing....... 6. I believe in White Magic, and believe that you can protect urself from the negative forces by either allowing them in or not ........ I have been told I look like a Witch - cackle cackle cackle....... 7. I Looooooooove cooking for friends - anything and everything - and most things I make are a concoction (he he from my Cauldron) unless it involves sweets and cake baking....... 8. My favorite drink is Jose Cuervo, mixed with lime and mi

What Grind My Gears
Dont you hate people that just take. I swear I have been around so many people lately that just want to take take take. I dont mind giving but please sometimes give something to the friendship.... I guess thats the way of the work now every wants something for nothing!!!!

Shriner's
After the season of "good tidings to you" After the bright paper and ribbons are through After the halls once filled joyfully with song After the holiday - the nights are still long Children and parents away from their home Sometimes in a city, feeling so small and alone People away from their husbands and wives Children from family for the first time in their lives After the decorations start to come down After the parties - alone in this town After the presents and after the cheer After it's gone - reality brings tears The staff always come with trinkets for tots After all - these children have already been through a lot Now shelves and closets empty of all they could carry No toys for you today - I'm so sorry A nurse gives a boy her last teddy baby The girl down the hall might find one too- just maybe She sadly smiles and quickly looks away Saying, "It's often like this after the Holiday. You see, everyone remembers those here before But seem to forget about tho

Reliable Realist
Reliable Realist (RR) (Just visiting? Take the free test and determine your personality type!) The reliable realist is down-to-earth and responsible-minded. He is precise, reserved and demanding. His most prominent quality is reliability and he will always make every effort to keep any promise given. The reliable realist is more a quiet and serious type, he does not talk a lot but is a good listener. He sometimes seems reserved and distant to outsiders although he often has a great deal of wit and esprit. His strong points are thoroughness, a marked sense of justice, doggedness bordering on pigheadedness and a pragmatic, vigorous and purposeful manner. The reliable realist does not dither about if something has to be done. He does what is necessary without wasting words. This personality type not only expects a lot of himself but also of others. Once he has set his mind on something, it is difficult to persuade him otherwise. He does not like to leave anything to chance. Planni

It's Only Life
Tears are forming in your eyes, a storm is warning in the skies, the end of the world it seems, you bend down and you fall on your knees, well get back on your feet ,yeah, don't look away, don't run away, baby it's only life, don't lose your faith,don't run away, it's only life. you were always playing hard, never could let down your guard, you can't win, if you never give in, to that voice within, saying pick up your chin, baby let go of it , yeah, don't look away, don't run away , baby, it's only life. don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby it's only life.(repeat) take your hesitance, and your self defense, leave them behind, it's only life, don't be so afraid of facing every day, just take your time, it's only life, i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone, just hold on tight,it's only life, oh..don't look away, don't run away, baby it's only life, don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life (repeat), it's only life, it's onl

Close The Door Behind You
Howdy. Most of you know that I've been making the switch to different e-mail addresses and social networking (I love that phrase) pages. That's to say I won't be updating my e_blanco/e_blanco1/eundercover and on and on pages much from now on. I've been using those webnames for almost thirteen years (give or take), and am tired of 'em. I've been passing on my new contact info to my friends/family to get them in the habit of using them and uhm, me as well. I'll still be getting mail from the old accounts through POP3, so anyone desiring my new contact info can e-mail me there a little longer, till I drop them completely. The deadline is my birthday, June 3rd.

Ensign: To Make Much Of Precious Moments
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 May 2008 Sam Butcher, the illustrator who created the Precious Moments figurines -- most often with a Christian theme since he IS one -- has also worked since 1985 on the Precious Moments Chapel in Carthage, Missouri. I was recently paging through a keepsake book from there containing reproduction of most of the ongoing artwork that employs the same facial style and body type (short and childlike) to portray Biblical characters in various acts of service and Godly devotion. Most of them will be known to anyone with a basic knowledge of the Bible. When I read about the area of the Chapel known as the Three Tributes for its portrayal of artists from the Bible, I knew who David who composed most of the Psalms and Paul who

Bradlee Mark Vincent
My best friend Brad was a true blessing in my life. My support, my rock. He taught me so much in the time we shared...I can't believe he's gone from this world. He passed away last Friday exactly one year after my husband. He was the most amazing person I have ever known and he will never truly be gone as he will forever live on in my heart. He was there for me and showed me how to love again.I will forever be grateful for that. I wish there had been more that could be done for him but the transplant just didn't come in time. I will forever miss him and he will forever be with me. He was preceeded in death by his sister-in-law Lisa and his beautiful mother. He leaves behind his father, brothers David, Paul and Kody, Sister Sonya and her fiance Cindy, Niece Becky, and sister-in-laws Kelly and Ashleigh. Thou lovers be lost...Love shall not...and death shall have no dominion. Brad I want you to know...I will forever love you and will never lose the memories. You have made me a bet

Just Got Started Lovin' You (james Otto )
Just Got Started Lovin' You (James Otto ) You don’t have to go now honey Call and tell ’em you won’t be in today Baby there ain’t nothin’ at the office So important it can’t wait I’m thankful for the weekend But two days in heaven just ain’t gonna do This is gonna take forever darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What’s the point in fightin’ what we’re feelin’ We both know we’ll never win Ain’t this what we’re missin’ Let’s just stop all this resistin’ and give in Let me wrap my arms around you You know you don’t want to leave this room Come back and let me hold you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What can I say I’ve never felt this way Girl you’re like a dream come true After all the love we’ve made It sure would be a shame If we let this moment end so soon So won’t you lay back down beside me Girl just like I know you’re wantin’ to Trust me when I tell you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you I’m thankful for the weekend

Im Tipsy Lol
A poem by me when im tipsy.... I'm drinking wine... I'm feeling fine... I feel like crying I feel like dying i feel like sighing ....but...guess what...lolol... i'm lying...in bed that is. **hiccups...sweet dreams.

Do You Remember Growing Up In The 80's And 90's?
You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word... "PSYCH" 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Belair 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that ..."WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 8. Two words: Hammer Pants 9. If you ever watched Fraggle Rock 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars....and spokey-dokes or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect... 11. You can sing the entire theme song to DuckTales (Woo ooh!) 12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on the big screen...and still know the tur

Entries 3 & 4
Dear Diary 3 As the days have passed since that meeting in the darkness, each has had an opportunity to think through the events of the prior days. To evaluate, re-evaluate, critique and re-critique, the direction they are headed. Was this to be a passing flash like that of a shooting star? Or something that would last longer? Would questions be asked in days rather than weeks about what was “that” that just happened? Or… Could this simple guy possibly hope to retain the interest of this fair maiden for more than a passing moment? Could he keep her attention in the midst of all of her suitors? He certainly intended to try. He had waited patiently, for his opportunity, his moment. The time was now, the moment was now, slowly, and gradually he would reveal his cards. He had waited so long, dreamed so many dreams, he would not rush this, or any other opportunity with her in the days ahead. Opportunities might have to be rushed at later dates, but not now, not in the begin

Food Waste
Did you know that in the UK we throw away one third of the food we buy? www.wrap.org.uk/thefoodwewaste Every day in the UK we throw away : 7 million slices of bread 5.1 million whole potatoes 4.4 million whole apples 2.8 million tomatoes 1.2 million sausages 550,000 rashers of bacon On average we all waste our body weight in good food every year.

Rihanna - Take A Bow
us gurls gots to stick together this is a devotion to all the gurls favorite guy the two-timing bastard Rihanna - Take A Bow Rihanna - Take A Bow [music video] Rihanna Take A Bow Lyrics How bout a round of applause? Standin ovation... Ooooh Yeah yeah yeah yeah You look so dumb right now Standin' outside my house Tryin' to apologize You're so ugly when you cry (Please) Just cut it out Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me goin' But now it's time to go Curtains finally closin' That was quite a show Very entertainin' But it's over now Go on and take a bow Grab your clothes and get gone (You better hurry up) Before the sprinklers come on Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..." This just looks like a re-run (Please) What else is on? And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught B

Help Them Out
My Sister - Reba McEntire ♥ MY SISTERS AT HEART ♥ PLEASE LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO MY FAMILY OF SISTERS. I JUST WANTED TO LET EACH AND EVERYONE ONE OF THEM KNOW THEY ARE SPECIAL TO ME, AND ALTHOUGH I MAY NOT ALWAYS BE AROUND, THEY ARE IN MY HEARTS FOREVER. Mèmºî®è ™ Ñè×† Ðºº®~ Fµ ♥² §îñ@ fubar ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar INTENSELY PASSIONATE~UNDERWORLD LEVELER *Fu-Owned By Bleuskyhere@ fubar THEY ARE ALL SO SWEET AND CARING, AND YOU WOULD BE MISSING OUT IF YOU DIDNT HAVE THEM AS A FRIEND.

Slow Is A Four-letter Word
One of the payday loan businesses here in Minot (there are twelve) is closing Saturday. Since this is also what I happen to do for a living and our south store’s manager works there, we were talking about it over the weekend at the office. Partly because of how the office is situated in a strip mall – by the way, how many stores does a “strip mall” have to have to be a “shopping center”? It shares parking with half a dozen establishments, despite its local advertising it’s apparently not doing enough business to justify staying open. Another payday loan store in a shopping center here in town is rumored to be next for that same reason. Yesterday morning we’d all arrived – my manager Ray, his assistant Erik, south store manager Kathy, and myself – and exchanged pleasantries before wondering aloud why that other store is closing so soon. By state law in North Dakota, a payday loan can be granted for fifteen days, then extended for a 20% fee for fifteen more days, and finally wi

Love Hurts....
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." Neil Gaiman

Visual Stimulation
I see the curl of fingers held up under the chin, and this explosive need invades me, to know what those fingers might be like on my skin. Head tilted slightly, lips parted just enough to imagine you're leaning over toward me, about to fulfill a promise or two, in an endless kiss. Breath barely forms in my chest, throat clenches shut, mouth wet in anticipation of something that never comes, while my heart slows, threatens to stop. Always when my eyes close, that image is tattooed on the back of my eyelids, and my other mouth goes wet, drenched in anticipation.

Life's Surprises
Thursday, June 5, 2008 Life's surprises Sometimes it is useful, and even joyous, to find what you are not looking for. Seek with diligence, yet do not become so singularly focused on the objective that you miss out on all the other goodness that surrounds you and comes your way. Plan carefully, and then be willing to occasionally diverge from those plans. There can be great value in what you were not expecting. Give priority and effort to building knowledge and wisdom. At the same time, appreciate the positive value that resides in uncertainty and in those things you cannot know. Much of the essence of beauty is in the way it surprises you. Life is continually renewed and made fresh precisely because you do not know when the next gust of wind will arrive. Open yourself to life's surprises. Though a few will bring pain, others will bring joys you never knew you were missing. You are never too old to find delight in something new and unexpected. And with each dawning

Rev Theroy
im sure u all know what im talking about i keep seeing this band Rev Theroy on tons of peoples profiles, im not sure if they put it on or fubar is just putting it on new members profiles but i must say one thing about them THEY SUCK ASS! ok im done.

What's Changing
Well, things are finally starting to look up, I have been to one hell of a rough patch. I have been living with my best friend since the separation and divorce process. I have been a little wild so does speak, the last few months finding myself and who and what I want in and for my life. Through this my goals have not ever really changed, just the minor details. Number one I always wanted to go to college and make something of myself, well, I am moving to Nashville the 1st of the year to got to at Vanderbilt University to be a Pharmacist.

Vast Choirs
Burdens of grief that weigh against me Aid my tired eyes in their search for pitch Your kinds heart now pines For whom the gods love dies young Wrapped and confounded in a thousand fears The sadness I present, smiles with tears Where once I'd loved now lied forlorn beauty And wars abhorred by mothers No man lives so poor as he was born We don't remember pure sensations Gaze peacefully into the past I am dust , and to dust I shall return Belial, Mephisto, both shall burn me up Devour my sad whimperings The cutting whip is mine to feel No symphony in mind to colour my dreams Poena damni Sorrow everywhere Please pray for me When deep sleep falls on men Father hold me I am yours to bear Ad te In the play which he has written for the world Night is the mother of sleep Old age is a malady of which one dies Augury of a better age Sages as far as the beard Their wounds smelled so sweetly Temptation, the father of my lust Chalcedony shines like the new born

How I Feel About Us Now (this Country)
Prayer of The Refugee - Rise Against Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we’ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We’ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you’ve known. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I ca

The Chili Contest
Chili Cook-off If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a Parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Windsor, Ontario, Canada. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they

Chinese Noodles With Sesame
1 tsp red pepper flakes 1 tsp sesame oil 1/4 cup alfalfa sprouts 1/2 cup thinly sliced carrots 3 cloves fresh garlic, minced 1 tsp grated ginger 1/4 cup thinly sliced scallions 1/2 cup thinly sliced red peppers 1 Tbsp peanut butter 2 Tbsp low sodium soy sauce 2 cups cooked thin spaghetti noodles Directions: In a small saucepan, combine peanut butter, soy sauce, sesame oil, garlic, and ginger. Bring to a boil and reduce heat. Simmer for 3 to 5 minutes. Combine remaining ingredients in a bowl and pour hot peanut-sesame dressing over vegetable and pasta mixture. Can be eaten immediately or chilled and served cold.

Auction Time!!
well folks it looks like its time again. i will be holding another auction starting within the next week and lasting one week. there will be a 25k entry fee but opening bids will be starting at 50k so u get ur entry fee back and then some no matter what!! plus whatever is bid on you u win so if you are interested send me a private message with what ur offering and the link to the pic u want to use! Hoping to have auction begin on Monday night!!!

Ok I Am Gonna Get To The Point
OK I AM GETTING TO THE POINT HERE I WANNA LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM DONE HELPING PEOPLE BOMB THAT HAS NOT HELPED ME I SIT AND BUST MY AZZ AND BOMB PEOPLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT I AM ASKING PEOPLE TO HELP MY BEST FRIENDS HUBBY CAUSE HE IS IN A GIVEAWAY AND I CAN NOT GET PEOPLE TO HELP AND I THINK IT BULL$HIT CAUSE IF IT WAS ANY OF YOU YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD BE THERE TO HELP SO NO IT HAS CAME TO MY MIND I AM DONE BOMBING I AM DONE HELP PEOPLE THAT HAS NOT HELP ME AND ALSO I WILL BE CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FANNS SO IF YOU ARE NOT IN NONE OF THE 3 SPOTS YOU KNOW I WHY AND I WILL NOT RE ADD NO ONE I AM FEED UP WITH THE BS. THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE I WILL STILL HELP BOMB AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE.. THANKS FOR TAKEING TIME TO READ THIS! KRISTIN

Games People Play
I just don't understand why people think it is cool for them to think it is ok for them to play with people;s heart's... Why must you take the time out of our life to make a person hurt??? Is it a joy for you to do this??? What makes you Tick??? Dont you know that in the long run your the one that is hurting>?? Sure the people you play games with hurt but will get over it and move on But you'll be there playing the game with a new person.... So take this 2 heart STOP PLAYING THE FFFFF GAME AND GET A LIFE.......If you can't be True to yourself Then Stop making others feel like u...

When You Were Here
When you told me you loved me, I felt the soft gentle warmth of the rising sun, that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you. When you told me you loved me I felt as if I was ten feet tall and bullet proof that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you with you there was no pain, Everything was so clear There was so sadness There was only love Of course it was all for you From the day I saw you When you told me you could not live with out me, I felt as if I was the strongest fortress, that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you. I had no worries There was no confusion There was no sadness There was only love When you were here

Need Help Leveling? Please Read..
Do you need help leveling? Are you at 20K or less? If so, please give me a shout, or better yet send me a PM with your link so I can help level you up. I'll get back to you if I've run out of rates. Just a few things to keep in mind. Stash, Stash, Stash!!! You have to have stash. The first thing to go are picture rates. You can be leveled with stash. Please add as much as you can. Also, please remember, ripped pictures are worth NO POINTS. Please try to right click, save and upload. (Get permission first !!) Yes, I do have a few that are ripped, mostly morphs and things fubar just wouldn't let me upload correctly, but I went thru and copied, deleted and re-uploaded the ones I wanted to keep. I enjoy helping people level, so please remember, if I cant get to you right away it's not personal. I may be helping someone else or I may be out of rates. Be patient and please say thank you when people help you out. Have a wonderful day... On to the next level! *Hugs* AngelGurl

I Really Dont Know What To Do!!!!!
ok so here it goes. First off I'm writing this to try to figure things out. I just called my mom who is in tears and can hardly talk. Come to find out she went with a brother today to his probation officers. While in the meeting with him she found out that he is on his last chance. He has a hot u.a., has not been going to the meetings he is supposed to be going to per court order, is living with his wife and mother in law (both of which are users)which violates his parole cuz he is not in a safe living environment, and he doesn't have a stable job. Well my mom took him to a home for recovering meth users. They had an opening and he got an application in and was accepted. Right now he is at a meeting and will be going back to the house starting tonight. The biggest problem is that his wife is a user and doesn't care. She tells him he cant live with her and her mom and that she doesn't love him anymore. yet she wants his paycheck. This is his Last Chance, if he screws this u

No More Complaining By Mila J Lyrics & Song
[VERSE 1] He done let me down a again Thats odd Always hurting me He dont never stop Must be something wrong with me Im lost Cause I cant quit letting him in my heart How many times am I gonna let him apologize Before I realize That he aint worth it, no How many times he gone light me before I blow This is critical Here I go [CHORUS] Damn Im sick and tired of how he keep on lying Damn Im sick and tired of feeling like Im dying So, no more complaining Either put up with it or let it go Damn Im sick and tired of making up and breaking up And Im over being alone when I wake up So, no more complaining Either put up with it or let it go [VERSE 2] I should be packing up again Thats odd And this time I aint playing Im a call it off I know I shouldnt want revenge But its a thought And maybe if I paid him back I could move on How many times am I gonna let him tear me down Let him hang around He aint worth it (no) How many times he gone light me be

Untitled
My fingers run through her velvet like hair which is like the clouds hanging in the air Our moans and cries come with each thrust, our secrecy and restraint is but a must But now is the time for our fun we care not when or where it begun Her legs wrapped around my waist now she has control of our exotic pace Our bodies collapse with our ecstasy behind us dressing quickly so no one will find us And so we depart with deep sorrow But smile for it may happen again tomorrow

Twist Of Fate
You promised never to leave. . . Or so I was led to believe. . . Your love brought nothing but sorrow. . . Leaving me a night with no tomorrow. . . But as I see to my surprise. . . The sun is beginning to rise. . . As the day begins anew. . . I realize it was I who really left you. . .

Mother Was A Race Car Driver
from: the ((F.A.I.R.)) FIRST ASSOCIATION of INDEPENDENT RACERS Off Road Racing and Pit Support web site http://www.fairpit.com/news04.htm FAIR December 16, 2004 Judy Smith - you've heard her name, you've definitely seen her, she's usually the first person interviewing a driver after finishing a race. She covers off road races for the Dusty Times and Hot VW's magazine. Judy was recently honored for the 12th time (seventh consecutive time) as SCORE Journalist of the Year. Long before becoming a journalist, Judy was a racer, competing in classic races such as the Baja 1000 and the Mint 400, she also has been a FAIR member longer than anyone can remember. FAIR members took a vote last night and made Judy an honorary lifetime member as a way of saying thank you for her contributions to the club and to the sport we all love. =================================================

Just Cause
SOMETIMES, WE ALL NEED A REMINDER ABOUT THE LITTLE THINGS THAT ADD UP.. I DO FORGOT THOSE AT TIMES, HOWEVER, THEY ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS..EVERY LITTLE THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE, SHOWS ME ALL I NEED TO KNOW.. I WONT FORGET AGAIN...THANKS HUN... I NEEDED THOSE REMINDERS NOW EVERYONE GET OUT THERE AND HUG SOMEONE...GO ON. SHOO SHOO

No Excuses
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 No excuses Every day offers you plenty of reasons to make excuses. But excuses bring you nothing of real value. Sure, a plausible excuse may enable you to save face, to appear more diligent and disciplined than you know you are. But do you merely want to appear successful, or would you prefer to actually be successful? Excuses hold you back because they enable you to avoid responsibility and the achievement it brings. You deserve more than just a life filled with useless excuses. Instead of making excuses, choose to make some honest, authentic progress. Even a tiny effort is infinitely more productive than a big, impressive excuse. Don't settle for a growing list of reasons for failure. You can just as easily give yourself real, compelling reasons to succeed. Free yourself from the shackles of useless excuses. And see this day as the grand opportunity that it is. -- Ralph Marston