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2nite
Put your arms around me, feel me close in and surround you with a passion that's just beginning. Look into my eyes, can you see it? Can you see what I have prepared for you? Kiss me if you don't believe me. I know you felt it then. Feel my hands glide across your body as if feeling my own. Your lips are so soft baby and your tongue makes me envious of them. How can I possibly break this kiss? I know you have a lot more that needs attention, so regrettably I pause...But can't you still feel it, is that a moan I heard? Or is that the result of me kissing my way around you neck and down. Can you feel the heat? I'm kinda scared I might be to hot for you, but every time I touch you, you seem to tremble. Feel my tongue slide between you breasts and around each. Your nipples are the center to this swirl, as I take each in, I pinch the other so it knows ... Damn I miss those lips, I proceed to kiss you in a way that lets you KNOW I'm gonna be here for a while. What's that? Can you hear t

Hidden Tears
Seas of smiles, hide the tears inside Lost and confused, this mangled mind lies Evermore numbing memories rise With my mind and heart in fued How is it that your smile lifts my mood Should this feeling be subdued For with your kiss this feeling flies Your touch, at my heart does it pry With heart pounding and shortened breath, inside I cry With softly spoken words, I sigh For in your ear, I whisper no lies Yet, this feeling for you, I hide With blackened heart and arms open wide How can I feel so soft inside With blackened heart no more, I swallow my pride These feelings for you, I can not hide Now setting my pride aside If I told you, I could not love you, I lied

More Writings...
Just found another writing of lyrics I did a while ago so thought I would post it...kind of in an emotional space right now..searching for something and I don't know what...anyway here goes... More Then you Will Ever Know I once knew a place that never felt the light A place so dark that love did not grow Cold and unfeeling Dark and so hidden My heart had once flourished A place filled with innocence Warm and open it once was But life changed it as time went by I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you will ever know My heart did not escape your eye You saw within me all that is good Despite all that I told you No matter what I shared You grew ever closer to me Your light and love setting me free Unconditional love, a gift from you Lighting the fires deep within my soul I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you'll ever know Almost gone a

Block Me... Delete Me.... The Truth Will Still Be Told.....
As a follow up to my earlier blog "just fyi".... The sender of the famous email that outed Jellybean as faker and as a liar and as not really having cancer oh and yes as being crazy is none other than the lovely "Miss S" - you know the one - that whines and begs for rates and to be kept #1 on this damn blog thing - as if anyone really cares!!! Oh did I also mention that she outed me as actually having cancer? LMFAO - yes this supposed wonderful friend of mine that has had many conversations with me about my illness couldnt get it right during her evil doings. and no I dont have cancer - hell most days I would rather have cancer....it has a chance of being cured!!! but at anyrate.. a 2bit attention seeking pornstarpicpostingsoshecangetmoreratings child does not deserve the chance to even discuss me! Not two weeks before she sent this lovely email to Amelia outing her "BESTFRIEND" whom she dearly loves - Miss S, sent me an email warning me never ever to trust JT nor anyone aff

Endless Dreams
Oh, these marvelous, endless dreams! They make me so anxious To go to bed at night; Not even ever wanting to wake In the bright morning, it seems! In these dreams I’m with you. We’re walking, talking, Holding hands; We’re dancing to some silly love song Or just singing with the band. In these dreams I’ve kissed your lips And whispered my fantasies In your ear. I’ve held you So very close to me Your heartbeat is all I hear. When I awaken From these dreams I am so lost and all alone. I drift aimlessly Throughout the day; As I beg the night to come, Only then, can I be with you Leaning into your loving arms Letting your love carry me away. To a place so safe and warm.

Sex And Diabetes
Sex and Diabetes While sex seems to be everywhere --television, billboards, Movies, music, and advertising--americans are still reluctant to go to the doctor to talk about a sexual problem or issue. However, many people, whether they have diabetes or not, have sexual problems. The Journal of the American Medical Association reported in February of 2000 about a survey conducted of 1,749 women and 1,410 men aged 18 to 59. The survey found sexual dysfunction is more prevalent for women (43%) than men (31%). This is one of the disease's that effect the African-american community the most as well as heart diease.(will detell later) Diabetes is a chronic disease that affects as many as 16 million Americans more then half is Afreican american. For reasons that are not yet clear, diabetes is increasing in our population to the point where public health authorities are calling diabetes an "epidemic" that requires urgent attention. You're not going to believe this, but nowhere on the

Santa
I love Santa's Penis. It's lit by Rudolph's nose. And every time it's Christmas Eve. Santa's Penis grows. And grows. It's red and big and jolly, And pops up once a year, When Christmas time comes around, Santa's penis is here. If you are a nice girl, And your stocking's not full of coal, Santa will let you nibble, On his jolly red North Pole, But If you want to taste it, Santa's little prick, You'll have to first check, With his wife, Mrs. St. Nick, Santa's Penis goes away, After his annual Christmas flight, So Merry Christmas to all, And to all a merry night.

Little Known Facts About Nj
Facts about NJ If you've ever lived in Jersey...you'll appreciate this!!! New Jersey is a peninsula. Highlands, New Jersey has the highest elevation along the entire eastern seaboard, from Maine to Florida. New Jersey is the only state where all of its counties are classified as metropolitan areas. New Jersey has more race horses than Kentucky. New Jersey has more Cubans in Union City (1 sq mi.) than Havana, Cuba. New Jersey has the densest system of highways and railroads in the US. New Jersey has the highest cost of living. New Jersey has the highest cost of auto insurance. New Jersey has the highest property taxes in the nation. New Jersey has the most diners in the world and is sometimes referred to as the "Diner Capital of the World." New Jersey is home to the original Mystery Pork Parts Club (no, not Spam): Taylor Ham or Pork Roll. Home to the less mysterious but the best Italian hot dogs and Italian sausage w/peppers and

You Know You've Watched Too Many Zombie Movies When...
You know you've watched too many zombie movies when... by Zombie Chick & Demon Dave Cemeteries just don't receive the same amount of respect from you as they used to. You want to wear you body armor to work, but your boss won't let you. You have counted the number of interior doors in your house vs. the number of windows. You have memorized the shortest route to every gun store in town. You have enough arms & ammo to supply a small country. You have an 8' reinforced chain-link perimeter fence (topped with razor wire) installed around your cozy 3-bedroom suburban home. (Much to the displeasure of your neighbors.) You try to scare your cat by shambling around with outstretched arms while groaning horribly. The kids won't trick or treat at your house any more. You never look at your local mall the same again. You buy yourself a chainsaw - and you live in an apartment... You get a job at the local mall just to learn where all the access tunnels are.

Thanks!
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that helped me win my sexy lingerie contest :D... You guys are sooo super awesome!.... I ♥ you to pieces... and i wanted to say thank you to Trisha for letting me be in it... you are so awesome too.... and I ♥ you to pieces too! YAY oh Happy day I won I won I really really won!

New Cherrytapper
I'm new to CherryTap and I'm loving it already. I've only spent about and hour on here and I've already met some really great folks. I have a thing about typos, misspelled and misused words - especially in a public forum, like news station and newspaper web sites. I'll probably post those blunders for all the world to see on this blog from time to time. On my MySpace page (www.myspace.com/familyscandals), I write all about everything that comes to mind. It's a great way to get to know me and how I think, so check it out if you are a myspace user. The blogs are marked for friends only, so you will need to send me a myspace friends request. I'll post blogs like that here as well going forward. Happy Holidays everyone! I look forward to meeting a bunch of new, interesting folks!

Another Day To Add To The Year.......
So here we are again with only ourselves to talk to. I have waited for you to come home and as always you do. You take me to new hieghts every time you touch me. Your kiss is the softest thing to me but it can be hard as a rock and make my head swim. Your touch makes me come back for more and never want to leave. My body yearns ffor you always and never does it look at others for all the things that you can give me. And ever night when I lay with you my body is over come by the most wonderful explotion of passion that it is all I can do to keep from crying as I call out your name. And as you wisper the words of youur language to me my body goes into a convulsion once again. You are my heart, my soul, my mind, and my forever.

Two Worlds
Life is a strange, two-sided thing... A dirge to chant, or a song to sing; A sad, cold world, or a thrilling place, A tough, old grind, or an exciting race. A drudge-filled chore, or a challenging dare, A thorny bush, or a flower fair. A task to do or a chance to give, A day to spend or a life to live!

Tis The Season!
for all my fellow cherries who have children!!! Have you ever noticed that the closer to christmas you get, the more your kids BEG to open 'JUST ONE' present? once you give in, and they discover that the present you let them open is NOT the one they were expecting! You therefore find yourself being called a 'MEANIE' because you won't let them open 'JUST ONE MORE'! after you give in a time or two more, it manages to create a cycle of 'MEANIENESS'! You're ONE damn day til Christmas Eve, and your THE WORST MEANIE in the whole entire world because you REFUSE to let them open 'JUST ONE MORE' until they have NOTHING left to open for Christmas! PLEASE tell me i'm NOT alone here with the same problem! i can't POSSIBLY be the ONLY one!! ANY help would be appreciated...after all we only have ONE more day!

Why Do We Have To Weigh Anything??
okay seriously, from last week to this week, i have gained 3 pounds. jesus, i know its the holidays and stuff, and people tend to eat more during the holidays, but fuck, i wasnt aware that i did that damn horrible. 3 fucking pounds!! i know this is stupid, but today i'm going a bit extreme on the food thing. i dont think that i care today. i hate when this happens. cause i'll do good and bust my ass at the gym, and then my weight doesnt say what i want it to, so i eat a lot?? that makes no fucking sense, i know, but whatever. i'm considering going extreme on the atkins diet until i drop down to maybe 120 pounds...then i can watch my ass and try not to go back up. atkins sucks, but damn it, it works. my gym has a bunch of aerobics classes starting after the 8th...so i'm going to start getting involved in those. i like aerobics classes, and they have water ones!! seriously, after getting to play on myspace for a decent amount this weekend...i realized how much CT does suc

Bah Humbug
So for Christmas I was a big bitch. This holiday season pretty much ruined me. Working at a toy store for the holiday season drained me of any spirit I may have had. I spent Christmas Eve and Day crabby just waiting for it to be over and I feel horrible about how I was. I wasnt exactly being crabby to people, I just wasnt outwardly excited about the whole thing. Yeah, it was great seeing my kids open their gifts but after that I just wanted to go back to bed and sleep the day away. Maybe its partially because I'm sick. But I dont know, Christmas just kinda sucked for me this year. Anyone else have a crappy Christmas? Or maybe someone had an absolutely great one? Tell me stories!

My Brain's Gender
Some parts snipped (one part I didn't take, and other results snipped). From http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml?users=1 Part 1 Angles This task tested your ability to identify the angle of a line by matching it with its twin. This is a spatial task, which looks at how you picture space. Your score: 10 out of 20 Average score for men: 15.1 out of 20 Average score for women: 13.3 out of 20 What does your result suggest? If you scored 0 - 12: You have more of a female brain. Scientists believe that people with a female brain find it more difficult to judge the slope of a line because they're not wired for spatial tasks. In past studies, 65 per cent of people who scored in this range were women. Spot the difference This task tested your ability to identify which objects changed position. You lost points, if you incorrectly identified objects. Your score: 21% Average score for men: 39% Average score for women: 46% If you scored

Porn, Feminism And Censorship
The issue of censorship of pornography has caused a harsh divide in the feminist community. Anti-porn feminists are opposed to pornography, not because of its alleged obscenity which most other anti-porn groups protest, but because they claim it is harmful to individuals and women as a whole. Below I will analyze their arguments and present the opinions and experiences of women actually involved in the porn industry. My intent is to view porn in a realistic light, and to show that the arguments made by anti-porn feminists are not only inaccurate but harmful to women. One claim that anti-porn feminists make is that porn reinforces negative stereotypes towards women. Prominent anti-porn feminist, Mackinnon, claims that porn "erotizes hierarchy" and always shows women as submissive.1 With this generalization, MacKinnon is either ignoring or completely unaware of a whole genera of porn dedicated to females dominating males. If her claim is that porn is harmful when it shows women being

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious50%Passion17%Diamond Eyes0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Top Photos....
Below is what I've seen on my homepage over the past 5 minutes which I'm pretty sure isn't SFW....hmmm what's the point of making them private if there gonna be plastered all over everyone's homepage anyway...like I really wanna see that....

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Love You
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I keep till the end For you are my life and friend These words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind

Butterscotch Sunday
Butterscotch Sunday Sunday night with nothing to do, All alone just me and you. I've got an idea that seems just right, Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night. I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet, For you to put on me from head to feet. "Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit, That'll give you a night you'll never forget. First you can start around my tits, From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks. Then you can smother it between my thighs, Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries. Down my ankles between my toes, This is where the "Butterscotch" goes. Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done, For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun. Then up my thighs you'll start to lick, Not stopping till you reach my clit. I think you should stay right here a while, As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile. Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all, It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball. Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit, Until a ti

When It's My Time...
When it's my time to go, I will do so with ease. When that time comes, Don't cry for me, please. I will be with My Lord In Heaven above, And know how it feels To truly be loved. When it's my time to go, It will be for the best. It means I was called, To be put to rest. You don't want me to go, And I know that you love me. But it'll be better For us all, you'll see!

I Just Wonder Why People Use Cherrytaps
The one thing that bothers me the most. Are people that use a site that is meant for communication, like cherrytaps or myspace. Or any of the many sites out there. And then not want to be communicated too. I feel that if you are in a friends list. There should be no reason why you should get mad. If some one sends you a message. If you don't want to be bothered. Don't get on cherrtap. That's all there is too it. So everyone have a good day. No one on my friends list has done this. Because now they have been blocked. I just had to get it off my chest. LATER ROB

A Ravers Manafesto
A RAVER'S MANAFESTO Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and t

This Is What Occurs When One Meet Random People Over Cigarettes In A Dennys
There are things I have learned that all come in due time There is a time to be radical, and a time to be peaceful. A time to speak, and a time to silence. A time to express, and a time to fool the world. A time to work, and a time to relax. A time for pain, and a time for comfort. A time to cry, and a time to survive. A time to be weak, and a time to be strong. A time to be only yourself, and a time to be the World. Regardless, there is always a time. And perfection comes from learning the right time. ***Dedicated to Jerry, the man who really wrote Speed***

Unworthy(poem)
I look up at the sky and wonder why I am here and not in heaven. Why am I here breathing air and taking up space. Where I feel I don’t belong and out of place. What good am I? Being broken inside with no heart or soul, ruining friends and family life’s with my existence. How life would be so much better without me here. Everyone would be happier without my existence, taking up space another worthier person should have. I don’t believe I’m worthy of this ruined life. This life that was torn apart, smashed into a million pieces then slowly glued back together. Having missing pieces, not feeling complete has made me feel as though I’m not worthy of any thing in life. Not worthy of the happiness I see that my friends have. Not worthy of the love that I so long to have within my heart. Not worthy of being myself, the person I know that I am deep inside. Not worthy of any thing that life surrounds us with. Unworthy is how I feel deep inside of me.

What Leads To Sex
a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply! post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 mins, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 1:11a.m. REPOST THIS AS "How Sex Starts

Chili...omg This Had Me Cryin And My W00t Snorted Lmao
This is too funny! If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have fre

Losing A Friend...i'm Sorry...
I have done something stupid and I feel so bad...I did not think it was that bad of a thing... Now I am sitting here, eyes wet with tears, because instead of losing one friend I have lost two... In the last three days now i have lost three friends who were so dear to me... I think I may leave Cherry Tap for awhile...So I have time to reevaluate...Not sure yet... Well I am sorry to you...most of all eli...

Italian Witchcraft
Stregheria, (La Vecchia Religione), also know as the Old Religion, is Italian witchcraft. The tradition began in the mid-14th Century with the teachings of Aradia, the Holy Strega. This was based upon a much earlier system of beliefs, dating back to the pre-Etruscian Italians. It is a worship of the "Source of All Things", through the personification of the Goddess and God. There are many things that are similar between Stregheria & Wicca. Strega uses nature in all of its teachings. Naure is considered the "Great Teacher". There is a deep history based upon Aradia's Teachings, as well as a prophecy given to us in the Mythos, which speaks of the coming "Age of Daughter", when reason will rule. The Stregan view of the afterlife is that we return to the Realm of Luna as the moon waxes, and return to Earth as the moon wanes. When we are ready, we pass through the Sun to be made into our new bodies for our return to the Stars. We have the Grigori, who are the Watchers, and Guardians o

When I Look At You
when I look into you eyes I get lost turned upside down and all around get butterflies in my stomach when you come in my direction, when u pucker those sensual lips I feel a swear run down my face causes my temperature to race, when u pushes your body right up on me I cant help but for horny, its like I have no control ova my body when ur alwayz around. Your smile, your eyes, your lips, your style just make me wanna be your guy lucky, handsome & true I should be there loving you...

Poem - The Grudge
The flash of distant past, long been a distant memory, chills of agony and pain, like hot needles of rain. The fresh wave of guilt, the new found torture, can i not forget, can u not forgive? the crack of societies whip, seeking my misfortunes, uncovering my sins, and punishing me.... again! old sounds of terror, old faces of yesteryear, clawing at my flesh! burning through my soul.

Let's Stop Sexual Predators And Save Kids!!!
PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO. WE CAN HELP THE CAUSE OF MISSING/ABDUCTED CHILDREN AND THE VICTIMS OF SEXUAL PREDATORS BY GETTING THIS SHOW ON THE AIR OR ON THE WEB. HELP ME HELP KIDS. RATE IT HIGH AT YOUTUBE. HERE'S A LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsJEm8oFkrQ HERE'S THE VIDEO!! .. width="425" height="350">..> PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO THE YOUTUBE PAGE, VOTE AND COMMENT AT: http://www.youtube.com/marcklaasproject

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: 24/7Is sex a top priority for you?: YES!!!Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: neverHow do you feel about one night stands?: once is not enoughHow many one night stands have you had?: 0What's your favorite position?: standing from behindWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: sex swingDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: yesDo you get off first or do they?: bothDo you like kissing during sex?: LOVE ITDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: LoudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: LoudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: NoHow old were you when you

This Is Funny
ladies read this!! Current mood: amused this is great! Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store Hair Dresser (hare dres*er) n. Someone who is able to create a style you will never be able to duplicate again. See "Magician" Hardware Store (hard*war stor) n. Similar to a black hole in space -- if he goes in, he isn't coming out anytime soon Patience (pa*shens) n. The most important ingredient for dating, marriage and children. See also "tranquilizers" Waterproof Mascara (wah*tr

Ty 2 All
1st i wanna say ty to everyone who added me to there list u guys rock 2 nd i wanna ty for everyone being so patient with me wile i learn the ropes of cheery tap. and finaly YOU GUYS R SOOO COOL TY STAY THAT WAY love your tabicat meow ,,,,,,,,,,,

Female Survey
1. what color is your bra? black 2. Do you ever lie about your age? yes lol 3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? bit of both 4. Do you prefer a blonde or brunette guy? not bothered 5. Are you currently single? nope 7. How many things in your past do you regret? none, never regret anything as you cant change it now anyway 8. Did you answer number six truthfully? if there was a number 6 id tell ya 9. Do you have a best friend? Yes 10. What do you want to be when you grow up? not sure something to do with music and media 12. Are You A Freak? hell yeah i am! :F 13. Do You Think Your Attractive? lol like im gonna answer that 14. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes? Primark!! its proper cheap!!! 15. Who was the last person you hugged? erm either my mum or dad 16. Have you ever had your heart broken? yes 17. Have you ever thought about suicide? yes 18. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't hav

!m Th@ 1 H3 C@llz W!f3y!!!
chekk it...im single all ma homiez kno already! but just kuz i aint in a relationshit dont mean i cant b called wifey ya digg!?!?!? only bitch in da klikk im tha 1 called wifey quikk to go fetcha stikk make yooh otha niggas say nighty nighty im like eve a pitbull in a skirt quikk to make yooh otha niggaz hurt 1st bitch 2 b on da turf dressed in ma kute ass shirt talk shit n u'll b tha 1st i murf!! ya digg???

Signs!
LiBRA * -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet -- the most irresistible *SCORPiO * -- Can be mean. -- EXTREMELY sexy. -- Intelligent. -- Energetic. -- Predict future. -- Most erotic. -- Freak in bed. -- GREAT kisser. -- Always get what they want. -- Attractive. -- Easy going. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Romantic. -- Caring. -- Artistic -- GREAT friend -- NICE! *ARiES * -- Outgoing. -- lovable -- Spontanious. -- Not one to FUCK with. -- EXTREMELY Erotic. -- Funny. -- Can get abnoxious. -- Take you on trips to the moon in bed. -- excellent kisser. -- EXTREMELY sexy. -- Loves being in long relationships.=) -- Addictive. -- Loud. -- best in bed. -- true heart. --best friend or worst enemy. --sexy as hell. --great "oral" participant. AQUARiUS * --GAngsta a

For Someone Special
poem for someone special. I'm trying to be the friend you want But it hurts me inside When I look into your eyes Because what I want Is something more You told me once If I needed anything Let you know...... But what I wanted You can not give me Because your heart Belongs to someone else So I sit and think And think some more But what do I do With my heart that always breaks So I sit and wait Thinking of my fate Hoping to find love I want someone to hold me Threw those long and stormy nights To hold me, when I'm scared Someone to pick me up When the world brings me down So when will my heart stop breaking

How Will You Die?
You scored as Natural Causes. Your death will be by natural causes, though not by any diseaese, because that is another option on this test. You will probably just silently pass away in the night from old age, and people you love won't realize until the next morning, when you are all purple and cold and icky. So be happy, you won't be murdered.Natural Causes87%Drowning67%Bomb60%Disappear60%Suicide53%Cut Throat47%Gunshot40%Poison40%Stabbed40%Eaten33%Suffocated

Chicken With Jalapeno Cheese Sauce
Chicken breasts are baked then served with homemade jalapeno cheese sauce and nacho chips. INGREDIENTS: * 1/4 cup chopped green bell pepper * 2 jalapeno peppers, finely chopped * 1 large clove garlic, minced * 1 tablespoon canola oil * 4 boneless chicken breast halves * 2 tablespoons butter or margarine * 2 tablespoons flour * 1 1/2 cups milk * 1 cups shredded sharp Cheddar cheese, divided * few drops hot pepper sauce, or to taste, or a dash of ground cayenne pepper * 1/4 teaspoon salt * ground black pepper * jalapeno pepper rings * nacho chips, optional PREPARATION: Combine bell pepper, jalapeno pepper, garlic, and olive oil. Place chicken breasts in a shallow baking pan sprayed lightly with nonstick cooking spray; add pepper and oil mixture. Bake chicken at 350°, uncovered, 20 minutes. While chicken bakes, melt butter or margarine in saucepan. Add flour and stir for 1 minute. Whisk in milk, stirring until

I'm New Here!
Seems like this site is really cool. I'll have to play around more here!, hehe, I'm usually stuck in myspace, but I seem to like it more here, people are really to themself on myspace, here people seem to be more socialble, and I like that! -Roger that, Over and Out!

Random Survey Lol
TOTALLY FREAKIN RANDOM!!When last did u eat peanut butter?:Years ago, dont like it Was it on white bread or brown bread?:I dont know probably white (lol BROWN!!) What's you're opinion on sun-block?:Does exactly what it says on the tin Do you wear socks often?:yes! If so, how often do you change them?:Daily What about you're underwear?:Lol obviously change it daily :F What colour are you wearing right now?:Red and black Have you ever owned a cat?:I own a cat right now Just answer with whatever pops into your head, don't think about your answePineapple?:Cheese Beer?:Vodka Money?:Yes please Toenails?:Toes Dandruff?:Head and Shoulders Paper?:Cut Diary?:Where?? Secret?:I'm listening Apple juice?:Ewww Floor?:Sleep When last did you...Floss?:Yesterday i think Shower?:Today Eat?:Few Hours ago Kiss someone?:Today, on the cheek talk on the phone?:Few hours ago Swear?:Few minutes ago Are you..Male?:No Female?:Yes Do you like...

Q: What Is This Sex Talk You Speak Of?
Q: What is this sex positive talk you speak of? ~me A: Well Me, I'm certainly glad you asked. I'm sure others are dying to know. Beyond the obvious, personally, I think it all comes down to a few things. Like respect, for one. Respect for yourself and people who like things both the same as you and differently than you. A bit of class, if you will. I shy away from the term feminism, because though it very much it, the term feminism carries with it some stigmas that I don't agree with. For instance, I think feminism makes men and all things having to do with men "bad" and it's the "evil" patriarchy they'd like to bring down. Completely ignoring the fact, mind you, that we all must coexist, and while the current mainstream culture makes me sad in many ways, opressing the opressor is not the way to do it. The sex-positive movement embraces all forms of sexuality. I hope to help women and men learn tricks and techniques to be the bomb

Newbie
My first day on CherryTap!! What an experience...and talk about overload. So much to put on my page and some many places to find it. WHOOAAA!! But, I do have to say it was a interesting process. Hopefully I will get used to it and become a vet. Thanks to all that have already rated me. I was shocked..at least 3 in my first 10 minutes. I wasn't even finished setting up my profile. Keep it up though! Mandy

I Hate Public Speaking
Blah, I have to finish writing my stupid speech for tomorrow. It isn't really a speech, it's a case study that I have to read to the class. I absolutely hate public speaking. It has to be at least 5 minutes long too which is going to be hard for me because my first instinct is to talk as fast as I can out of nerves and to get it over with. My face is going to get all red and I'll probably shake a lil bit like always, and then I will be aware of the fact that my face is all red which will embarrass me even more so it may not go away the whole time LoL. I do not see the point in public speaking anyway unless you are majoring in politics or something of that sort. Plus I have a mock interview tomorrow too where I am supposed to dress up and bring my portfolio but fuck that. I'm wearing khakis and a white t-shirt and MAYBE I will put my portfolio together tonight if I can find it. I'm not worried about the grade cause I have a 100% in the class I have to do it for so a few points off won't

It Is In The Way (( Woman Only ))
Is it in the way that you Thrust so deeply into the very pits that holds delight, or in the way that I feel Secure to allow you? No, It is in the way your eyes Light up when you see me Gasp with pleasure when you do! Is it in the way that your Tongue flick across my breasts To tease me with thrills, or in the way your fingers Trace across my arching back, Sending sexually charged bolts like butterflies to my stomach? No, it is in the way your body rocks against mine in Perfect unison and balance To spill the juice that your cup holds! Is it in the way your body Tense when you greedily drink from My cup that is always overflowing, or in the way that you savor the sweet tastes from a treasured cup? No, it is in the way you know how special this offering is! Is it in the way that your Lips seek out mine for a long, Sensual, lusting kiss. Or is it in the way that you Clutch to my body when You're caught in the throes of release. No, it is in the way that

Bondage
Okay, my mind got the best of me when this subject was discussed, so I have taken some time to search this practice out and read up on it. It is interesting, as every article, stresses the issue of a trusting relationship. Giving, having complete and total trust in another human being in order to participate in this sexually erotic act. I think having all the information somehow allows for the opportunity to make a better, more informed decision about things. So I thought I would just share what I found.......... Bondage involves people being tied up or otherwise restrained for pleasure. Bondage is usually, but not always, a sexual practice. Studies in the U.S. have shown that about three quarters of all men find the idea of bondage to be erotic; many women do as well. Why Bondage? People who find it erotic to be tied up find it so for a variety of reasons: The most frequently cited reason is a mental freedom from inhibitions and responsibility since they have,

My First
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.Dirty Piercings100%Labret Piercing100%Lip Piercing90%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing70%Belly Button Piercing60%Tongue Piercing60%Earlobe Piercing60%Nose Piercing10%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Grown-up Survey
Because this week has been "rant week" for some reason (even though I didn't mean it to be), thought I'd lighten things up with one of my favorites -- A SURVEY! My friend Cici Lee made up this survey. She says: Since I am sick and tired of the surveys on here from the 15 year olds and the same questions being asked over and over again, here is one I have compiled! It's for all of us "Old farts" 29 and over out there. Most are serious, while some will make you ponder life as you know it. If you like it, let me know and I may make more. Hope you like it! Miss Cynthia (CiCi Lee on here) When you were a kid, what was the oddest non-edible thing that you ate? I honestly don't think I ate anything I wasn't supposed to. I was a very well-behaved child. Do you or have you ever owned a car that cost $2000 or less? Nope! Three wishes: What are they? That people would learn to live together in harmony, treat each other well, and not let racial, cultural, or religious h

What Color Is Your Favorite?
Entry for January 12, 2007 What is your favorite color... Find out now how you rate... Kinda interesting... >If your favorite color is: > >RED Tend to be tigers in the sack. They are easily aroused and enjoy sex >in every way imaginable. Once the sexual spark is lighted, it may take >hours to extinguish. When two Reds get together, the ensuing erotica could >make Lady Chatterley blush. Lovers of Red tend to be the aggressors and >weaker colors should beware! > >YELLOW If you tend to favor Yellow your sexual drivers are complex and >lean toward the adaptable. The favorite color of homosexuals is Yellow! No >don't panic, not everyone who wears Yellow is gay. In most cases the >person will acquiesce to the stronger partner's desires in a passive >manner. You will never enjoy sex to the fullest, but you will never turn >down an invitation from someone you enjoy or admire. > >PURPLE Lovers of the color Purple frequently consider themselves too regal

Withstand.
I grab your attention to have the power to let it go.... kids, this is gonna be quite a show. you don't see how far into Hell I went for you. it's alright, I do. The end, the beginning and other confusion I wish, some days I could have stayed the illusion...

Osama Hanged This Is A Virus
I HAVE JUST BEEN INFORMED AND THOUGHT YOU NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS IT'S BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN TO BE SORRY. READ AND HEED THIS WARNING. I just verified this with Snopes and it is REAL. PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of "Osama Bin Laden Captured" or "Osama Hanged"don't open the attachment.This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US and Israel . Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached filed called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it. It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus wi

Poem
this one is untitled........ in the clutches of darkness i see no shining light through the trials of my life i try to avoid the edge of a knife in the grasp of darkness i still try to do right i know i sometimes fail but my hope will not derail in the clutches of darkness i still fight with all my might people do not believe in me the do not see what i see in the grasp of darkness they would have me give up the fight i will not give in to do so would be a sin in the clutches of darkness i am the shining light

The New
When I logged into day Mike had added in the new crush system. This brings an interesting situation to the table. I totally agree that each person only gets to select one person as their crush. If your really serious about trying to pursue one person then for sure you should only have one crush. What I don’t agree with is that you don’t get to know who has the crush on you. I think that it should be kept confidential to all other people concerned. Nobody but the “crusher” and the “crushed” should know. There maybe should be an option where you can select to allow the other person to know it is you that has a crush on them. I currently have 1 person that has chosen to select me as the person they have a crush on. I personally would like to know who said person was. I’m not saying that I would drop everything I’m doing make her (hopefully is a her, I don’t swing any other way) my number one priority, but it would be at least the decent thing to do and talk with them. So here is

A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises. 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask que

Universal Love Law :) Check In :)
Universal law: "Love can neither be created nor be destroyed; only it can transfer from One girlfriend to another girlfriend with some loss of money . " first law: "a boy in love with a girl, continue to be in love with her and a girl in love with a boy, continue to be in love with him, until and unless any external agent(brother or father of the gal) comes into play and break the legs of the boy." second law: " the rate of change of intensity of love of a girl towards a boy is directly proportional to the instantaneous bank balance of the boy and the direction of this love is same to as increment or decrement of the bank balance. third law: "the force applied while proposing a girl by a boy is equal and opposite to the force applied by the girl while using her sandals.

Nothing Happens Just Because It Does
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Members
K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP/TEAM (NOT FAMILY) WE HAVE FORMED TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. HEY IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER" MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS? AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE FEW EXAMPLES, WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT HABITS THAT CAN ALL HELP IN SOME SIGNIFICANT WAY TO HELP KEEP THOSE THAT ARE TOO YOUNG OFF CHERRY TAP. AS WITH ANY NEW PROJECT, WE MUST ALL WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM AND WE DO HAVE BOUNCERS WORKING WITH US ON THIS! WE DO ASK THAT YOU PUT K.O.T. MEMBER ON YOUR NAME SO YOU CAN BE EASILY IDENTIFIED BY US AND AS ONE OF US. ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS WHEN YOU COME ACROSS SOMEONE YOU THINK IS UNDER AGE , SEND THE L

Fight In 24hrs
Well ill be fighting tomorrow night at Wild Bills Fight Night VI! I have a few people looking at me to go pro so alot of pressure is on me right now, so show me some support cause I really need it...Thanks! -The Jackal

Best By Chris Cagle!!!
Man, I hate you found me here With whiskey on my breath I know I should be ashamed So much for those twelve steps He said "No my son, I know you're doin' your best For all you've been through, hey, I understand I only came here to be your friend You know she still asks about you And wonders how you're doin' and where you been..." Chorus 1: Tell her I'm in Tampa, on the causeway Watchin' the waves roll in Tell her I'm in Aspen, in a cabin Findin' myself again Tell her that I'm happy , and I've moved on Better than I've ever been Just don't tell her that you saw me, drownin' in this bottle Tryin' to make her disappear Tell that I'm anywhere Anywhere but here It would only break her heart If she knew the truth See, I told her when she left This was the last thing I would do Tomorrow I swear I'm startin' over again I've made it this far and I know how it ends But she doesn't have to find out where I am So if you see or hear from here again Chorus 2: Tell

The Destruction Of The World Trade Center: Why The Official Account Cannot Be True 4
[46] Even if we were generous to a fault and allowed that there might be as high as a 1-in-10 chance (a chance much higher than 1-in-100, or 1-in-500) that any one of the 11 features could occur without explosives, the chance that all 11 of them would occur together would be one in 100 billion. (This calculation with its very generous assumption of 1-in-10 does assume the 11 are independent of each other. For more completeness, if only 6 were independent while 5 were correlated to others, we would still have one chance in a million. Yet, if the chance were 1-in-100 and each is independent, we would have one chance in ten-to-the-22nd-power.) Were we to also add in the probability that all these features would occur in three buildings on the same day, the probability would become so vanishingly small that it would be hardly distinguishable from zero. On the other hand, if explosives were used in the buildings, there would be a high probability that all 11 features would have occurr

Funny Gotta Read
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the wor

Im Done Almost
so i max my account almost every day helping you guys out, then when i need help there are just a few there to help, dont get me wrong the ones who do really do and i love you guys for that, but it really sucks that the ones who do help go put a few hundred down and if all of my friends went and helped id be fine with 3 or 4 votes from each but its just not happening so thanks to those of you who do help and to those of you who dont well ok, but dont expect me to help thanks Beth

Lyrics To My Music
for 30 years or more.......she met me at the front door....with a kiss goodbye..or a hug when i got home some how between the times i was too busy for her......things got worse when she was always alone today when i came home she was gone...said she went out with some friends told me she’d grab dinner on the run and dont wait up for her again i guess i get what i deserve for neglecting your needs...for not being there when you needed me the hell i must of put you through......everytime id choose...to watch tv or just hang out with my friends over and over again things just got crazy i never noticed the emptiness in this house....as i do now when did you stop calling me baby many years have passed.....time has gone so fast.....i guess i didnt even realize all the simple things i couldve and shouldve done..instead of always on the run all the times i made you cry how in the world you hung on so long..being stronger then the pain i wasted so many moments....n

My Research Of Crushes Pt. 1
Alright. So I have done some research seeing as how none of them are even trying to play the game. I decided to do it myself. It's not easy mind you, some have crushes on other people. So I had to becareful. I have came up with alittle list. The list grows the more I look at it. So I'll just start with the closet I talk to. Hahaha. They could be wrong, if they are, just tell me so I can continue. Hahaha. If not, fess-up because it took a long time to get it!! The List: 1) crazycowboy 2) avengerki 3) silveroak Those are the start off's. If I'm wrong tell me so I can try again.

Touch Me
Touch me, Want me Make me see This is the place My heart dreams to be Bodies awaken From deep inside As the fire now burns In passionate eyes When you're by the love of you sight Longing wishing For the night To stretch Into billions of flights So time will never end As the flesh creates Becoming one The meaning of life will open its doors Letting both see new worlds to explore As we feel our minds meet inside Journeys of the past Will slide in Cupping us in natures delight Ending tearful broken nights Touch me, Want me Make me believe This is not a story book dream

Lovers Moon
Soft kisses in the night lost in passion Under the lovers moon A gentle touch felt in rapture Under the lovers moon ~ A touch so deep felt inside Under the lovers moon Her quickened breath escapes a sigh Under the lovers moon ~ Bodies entwined as passion builds Under the lovers moon The great release They both feel Under the lovers moon ~ They hold each other close in the still night air Under the lovers moon They profess their love then and there Under the lovers moon ~ Time stands still in their lovers arms Under the lovers moon A feeling inside so soft and warm Under the lovers moon ~ They fall asleep A smile in their soul Under their lovers moon Clinging together two people made whole Under the lovers moon ~

Dead Hearted....
I feel like i'm a walking Zombie almost, i'm so upset about what i want to do, and so confused that i'm not myself, i'm definately not happy. I want to be with Kody, I really do and i do love him, i just know that he won't change and be more responsible, and we will fight about the same shit if we get back together, and i just want to let him move on. And I guess if he likes this girl, then i should be happy for him. Its just hard for me to imagine him with someone else, and its hard for me to be his friend, because I don't know how to be his friend, I just know how to be his girlfriend.

Crush Project Research Pt. 3
I think I got it now!! Hahaha. Since one of the crushes so charmling told me. Hahaha. The List: 1) crazycowboy 2) rich 3) Aj Alright, once a-freakin'-gain, I could be wrong. So just tell me so I can get frustrated and start off again.

Who Am I?
I am the quintessential guy. The one you over look. I am the one you never expect to be where you think I shouldn't be. My grieviances are my own, and I hold yours close to my heart. My tounge is caustic though my heart sympathizes as I ply my words with self imposed Censorship. I am a Goth, its a Lost Art and most of you probably wouldn't understand. I am a Witch,a Pagan feverent in the faith, Its what I belive and not a form of Rebellion.. I am an optimist with a dreamers sense of wonder. I am a Techno geek though I know more of ther bablke than of its working. I am an Artist with a poets angst. My soul is deep my thoughts linear even the midst of a multifaceted conversation. I talk with a semi sophisticated articulation, but yet I say it all in a southren drawl. I hate those traits other possess because what I see appears in my self. These include Posuers, Callous liars ( even unto themselves) and those who think they understand me and yet fail to realize That they are c

Artist Bio
‘Ojekeme the Griot’; the preferred pen name, was born and raised in Cleveland, Ohio and has been a writer and performance poet for more than fifteen years. Ojekeme, a name derived from the Ibo tribe in Southern Nigeria, means “mothers beloved first son”. A griot in eastern societies was known as the village historian, teacher or story teller. For him the name is symbolic in that, he writes; “What we all feel at times in a way that each person may recall his (her) own experiences.” His early influences include; Langston Hughes, Claude McKay, The Last Poets, Imamu Baraka, Etheridge Knight, Don L. Lee, Sonia Sanchez and Nikki Giovanni. First published in the Ohio State University black student newspaper “Diversity” (late named ‘Blackwatch’ in solidarity with the rap group ‘X-Clan’), Ojekeme has appeared at open mic events and poetry slams or been a feature poet in New York, Washington D.C., Columbus, Memphis Cincinnati, and Cleveland. While living in Memphis, during the late ninetie

Thinking Late Last Night
I was up late last night thinking about and crying about something someone close to me had said. This morning I realized that they probably never even gave that a second thought after saying it because that is just them and the way that they are. They like to play by trying to get me upset or just teasing me but they probably didn't know that what they said hurt and made me doubt a lot of feelings I have started to have. Then I also realized that why should something that someone says upset me because letting it upset me or letting myself cry over it doesn't change anything it just take precious minutes or hours of my happiness away and I should never let anyone take my happiness away for any reason. I do not need to let things bother me. If I want something I need to go for it and not let anything or anyone stand in my way. People come in and out of your life all the time Life is too short to let any of them take from you without leaving something good behind. Even if all t

Drunk By Your Lip Taste
To you, a good day, tenderly nibbled upon the veins of petals. Just because you taste of my hunger and smell of my thirst. Just because I planted you tumescent, seed, hot, within the furrow of breasts and watered you of spasms, of dew. I pruned you on the skin, graft of legs upon buds of hips and vice of lushness of earth inmost and deeply ploughed for orgasm. Arcadia of teeth, tongue and you opening the petals the veins, and I the hunger the smell on the fingers. Sap runs fluent, full of the words that you know and which I drank. As one who nibbles on the day tender within the veins of petals.

Women & Apples
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. I have been at the top of the tree long enough, somebody pick me.

What Does Ur Middle Name Mean?
J: People Adore You A: You like to drink N: You Like to drink E. You are easy to fall in love with! A : You like to drink B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink. O: You get along with everyone. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z : Always

Look Inside!!!
hey everybody this is Bedazzleddeb and i would like to invite all of you CT members to drop by our lounge check it out and become a member if youd like .... Its an all request lounge 24 hours a day we aim to please we have fun and so will you all guarnteed!!!..So come join us at Club Bewitched ..enjoy♥

Older People
The "Older People" Survey (Meant to be completed by those out of high school) Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? 'Have you ever kissed someone?' 'Missed someone?' 'Told someone you loved them?' 'Drank alcohol?' Here are some questions for the people who are a little more mature... Okay, okay... OLD FOLKS like us...... 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? uh rent... 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? no clue 3. Last time you puked from drinking? never 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? never 5. Name of your first grade teacher? psh to long ago 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? sleeping 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? doctor 8. How many colleges did you attend? 2 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? uh.. yea so how often am i wearing a shirt?? 10. GAS PRICES? what about them? 11. If you could move anywhere an

Kot Updated Member List! :d
> K.O.T. IS A GROUP/TEAM (NOT FAMILY) WE HAVE FORMED TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. WAY TOO MANY ARE GETTING ON HERE! > > IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! > > IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... > > PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER" > > MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS? > > ******* NEW ALERT ******* > !!!! I HAPPENED TO BE SEARCHING A PARTICULAR NAME THE OTHER DAY AND CAME ACROSS 4 OR SO UNDERAGE PROFILES JUST BY LOOKING FOR SOMEONE ELSE! > DO YOU REALIZE HOW MANY WE COULD FIND IF ALL OF US TOOK 10 OR 15 MINUTES AND JUST PICKED A NAME TO SEARCH AND DO IT EVERY DAY??? !!!! > ARE YOU BEING AN ACTIVE MEMBER??? > WHAT ARE YOU DOING OR HAVE YOU BEEN DOING?? > > AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE

New Cherrytap Ideas
I have some ideas for new poke user options and gifts that I'm considering running by baby jesus: Poke User Options 1. Choke the bitch! 2. Pimp-slap 'em 3. Flip 'em the bird 4. Kick their ass New Gifts 1. Can of whoopass 2. Can of "Bitch•B•Gone" spray 3. Bottle of Reality-Check pills 3. Lifetime supply of clues 4. How Not To Be An Ass: A Guide To Respecting Women Online 5. CherryTAP High School diploma 6. Bottle of Common Sense tablets 7. Ass-Clown repellant Do you think that I should submit them for consideration?

Why??????????
Now I know what to believe....I just don't understand why he had to led me along like he did...Why didn't he just tell me???Why did he lie to me???Why did he text me just a few days a go and tell me that he was still planning on coming up here to see me???

21 Ideas To Have A Better Life
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great l

Pisces
Pisces - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasur

My Valentine......
Ya know Im not that girl that expects jewlery, expensive dinners out, or dozens apon dozens of roses for Valentines day......... Im the chick who would just love to spend that night with her man........ If I got a stuffed animal Id love it....... But if I didnt I wouldnt die.......... The days meaning is LOVE!!! not expensive gifts........

The Old Phone Call
When I was quite young, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember the polished, old case fastened to the wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother talked to it. Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person. Her name was "Information Please" and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anyone's number and the correct time. My personal experience with the genie-in-a-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no point in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy. I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway. The telephone! Quickly, I ran for the footstool in the parlor and dragged it

To My Mom And Dad
My mom and dad are two of a kind They love each other dearly although He can be a pain in the neck but she Still love him and that will last for awhile I guess one thing that keeps the love flowing Is that they have me as there daughter and A granddaughter that will put a smile on their Face everytime they look at her I love you mom and dad so very much and i wish You many more years of happiness... By midnight_angel (Tameka Fraser my Daughter)

My Darkness
my soul weeps in solace my numb heart rejected finding solitude only in the desolate oasis within my beloved nomads land basking in delicious agony crimson comfort seeping through my flesh once again as i scream unshed tears threaten to break through the enigmatic cloak i show to hide my evident fear of lonliness my very essence appearing to dwindle in the great nothingness of my demise as my fading happiness ebbs and weakens the eclips of my heart forces my sorrowful entity to coo a sweet forlorn lament for my decaying spirit

On Your Way To Somewhere
On Your Way to Somewhere You're on your way to somewhere, Just leave what's passed behind, Leave all those hurts and messes, The love that was unkind… Leave broken dreams and heartaches, Just check them at the door- You're on your way to somewhere Where there is so much more… Leave all those lonely teardrops And mournful songs right here, Just know that someday, somewhere- You'll sing loud and clear… Walk on to new horizons, Kick the dust right off your feet- And call on Heaven's Promises To make your path complete… You're on your way to somewhere, But the Past you'll have to leave- Make way today…just step away, But first…you must believe… -author unknown

Blah
The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror, and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is THIS that you share?

Time To Wake Up
TIME TO WAKE UP Rich Johnson quips, "My mom always claimed to feel bad when a bird would slam head-first into our living room window. If she REALLY felt bad, though, she'd have moved the bird feeder outside." We laugh, but what a great life lesson! If we feel badly enough about something, we will change it. If we feel badly enough about a behavior or an attitude, we will adopt a better behavior or a healthier attitude. We CAN change! You remember Charles Dickens immortal story "Christmas Carol." The miserly Scrooge grows increasingly unconcerned with others and isolated until, one night, he is invited by supernatural visitors to change. The "Ghost of Christmas Past" takes him by the hand and shows him how his life has unfolded and how his self-centered decisions have led him to his present unhappy state. The "Ghost of Christmas Present" takes the blindfolds off his narrow view of life so he can clearly see how he has insolated himself from the struggles of others

Another Test I Took For Vanentines Day
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Lol All About Asses!!
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (_/_) a Liposuctioned ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

Broken Wings
No Prayer For Me Angels in humility before man Put here by His hand Ever watching, ever crying Wailing well unto those upon high Is there a prayer for me? Stumbling thru darkness, cutting myself upon stones of life Knowing it to be all a lie Unto the Lords they cry O how they cry But Angels in humility are known by all for their crimes O God, as am I No prayer for me, I dwell for naught And upon deaf ears, do they cry For in darkness there dwells a pit Covering the abyss with more lies. For in His eyes we have all died.

To Discipline Or Not To Discipline
WayOutMan@ CherryTAP is taking a beating (no pun intended) in his Mumm on "To discipline or not to discipline? That is the ?????" when referencing the ability to discipline another parent's child. I think many are immediately considering disciplining to mean spanking, a slap on the wrist, etc. This was my comment on his Mumm: When my daughter was 18 months old, I had a roommate who had her 4 yr old son living with us. The 4 yo old reached up for my crystal candlestick holder (value $200) on the mantle in a rough manner and almost broke it into pieces. Luckily, I was able to intervene and save the candlestick holder. The child? I told him, "No, you shouldn't grab things off of the mantle." My roommate told me that I was not to discipline her child. I looked at her real funny. I felt that I had every right to tell him, "No!" Don't you??? So, what do you think. Would you have a right to discipline the child or not????

Uhh...abc?
could they play a gayer show right after the superbowl? i think not. this is almost as bad as a cheeply made teen movie. [the former 'dawson leary' murdering 'sinners' for religious purposes? gag me with a .50 cal.]

Looking For My Juggalette...
well it's so hard in life right now. i still have gone nowhere and it's killing me i need to exist in society why am i the cast away. well fuck em and omfg i sound like a fuckin emo blah eww... any-who still looking for that juggalette (or two) to stand by my side

Please Go Add My Aussie Baby To Your Friends
HE IS SUCH A SWEET GUY AND A VERY LOYAL FRIE ND... HE WILL HELP YOU OUT BIG TIME FOR ANYTHING YOU NEED AS LONG AS YOU RATE AND FAN HIM... HE IS A TRUE FRIEND ON HERE.... GO ADD HIM,,, RATE HIM ... FAN HIM..... PLEASE IT IS WORTH HAVING HIM AS A FRIEND :) THANKS JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW THOMAS@ CherryTAP

Peace
The Peace begins with you. yourself and your appointed Task in life.or meaning. Everyone has a spirit that can be refined, A body that can be trained in some manner, A suitable path to follow. You are here for no other purpose Than to realize your inner divinity And manifest your innate enlightenment. Foster peace in your own life And then apply the Art to all that you encounter. bryan.aKa.the writer you can see more in my blogs on my page

What Gets Your Interest?
Let the world know what turns your head! When U walk down the street and see someone of the opposite sex(or same sex to some)What certain feature just breaks your neck? Come on let us in your head....

Want New Pics
LISTEN do you want me to post more pics. well I cant as I have used my limit up, so until my points increase I am limited to these only I have loads more, so come along and find me a wa of earningpoints and i can get my pics up hugs Caby

Battered
NO MORE VIOLENCE , NO MORE PAIN, WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO DRIVE ME INSANE, DO I LOOK LIKE A PUNCHING BAG, SOMETHING TO HIT, I'VE COME TO THE POINT WE'RE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. HIT ME, SLAP ME , KICK ME WHEN I'M DOWN THE SMILE ON MY FACE IS NOW A PERMANENT FROWN, YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME WITH EVERY PUNCH, YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME, AS I LISTEN TO THE BONES CRUNCH. I AM AFRAID TO LEAVE, AND YET AFRAID TO STAY, AFRAID FOR MY LIFE EVERY SINGLE DAY, AFRAID THAT I HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG, AND KNOWING THAT I'M NOT VERY STRONG. AFAID TO LIVE, AFRAID TO DIE, AFRAID OF EMOTIONS, AFRAID TO CRY, SO I WILL BUILD A WALL AND BEHIND IT STAY, TILL THE ANGELS COME TO TAKE ME AWAY. WHO DO I TURN TO, WHERE DO I RUN, OH MY GOD HE HAS BOUGHT A GUN, I HAVE NO FAIMLY I HAVE NO FRIENDS WILL I HAVE TO SUFFER ALONE TILL THE BITTER END. SOMEONE HAS TO SEE, SOMEONE HAS TO CARE, OH DEAR GOD I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THERE, I CAN HEAR HIM COMING, I WANT TO RUN, BUT INSTEAD I GO FOR HIS GUN. I DON'T

Never Take A Man Shopping!
Proof of what can happen if a wife or girlfriend drags her husband or boyfriend along shopping, his letter was recently sent by Tesco's Head office to a customer in Oxford: Dear Mrs. Murray, While we thank you for your valued custom and use of the Tesco Loyalty Card, the Manager of our store in Banbury is considering banning you and your family from shopping with us, unless your husband stops his antics. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months all verified by our surveillance cameras: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's trolleys when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to Feminine products aisle. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone "Code 3" in housewares..... and watched what happened. 5. August 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpet

Gone....but I Am Back Now
...So i have been gone for awhile...like a few months....i saw shooting a video...in spain...but i am back in the us now...i had fun in spain...it was really hot and the beach was fucking great...and my babies really loved the sand and the ocean...it was my daughter's first time on a plane and in water and sand...it was funny watching her react to the sand and the waves comign at her...but we all had fun...my best friend Molly and my sister came with me to watch the babies when i was shooting...but they were happy to come...even if they had to watch the kids alday...lol!!!! but the trip was a blast and i got really close to my friend...in a relationship way...i am not sure if i am bi or i just like having someone there that doesnt treat me like crap...like most guys do...but whatever...i am living my life the way i wanna and living day by day...so today i am with a girl...but i could be with a guy tomorrow...who nows...but whatever...later hugs & kisses Tiff

Feminine View
Feminine view of a loving duet... Oh, so deep inside the throat, Vibrating them crystal notes, Shattering my lips upon yours, Screaming inside wanting you! Sing along with me in united harmony. Oh baby, let sing our loving duet, Holding me close upon our melody. So, let us scream our love together! So with every word we make love, Intertwining with dynamic harmonics, Climaxing upon heavenly organisms! Let us scream out, one more love chorus!

Nice....
So last night C knew that I had a really bad day and decided to give me something that he picked me up for Valantines early...and wow..... Nice huh....custom made..the indents in the middle and around the points are the palces where I can choose and have placed any stones or gems that I would like....its freaking awesome!!!!

Paperbag Is Gone
.... but it can come back sooner or later! be afraid.... VERY AFRAID MWHAHAHAHAHA lol nah, my fugly face is back, deal with it! LOLZ i'm still ashamed, but oh well... i wont live with this paperbag on my head!

My Uncle
30 some years ago, my father that just passed become very good friends with a man. I have grown up knowing him as uncle even though he isnt any relation. found out after i got back from my fathers Celebration of life, that my uncle has cancer. In his throat is a tumor that is unoperatable. and cancer on his lung. he is in stage 5 and it is the last stage. he was taken to the hospital this morn with a stroke and cardiact arrest. Please give your prayers a small thought for my uncle and let him go without pain. Thank you

Katharine Mcphee's 1st Album - A Review
It's almost impossible to believe this young woman finished second... at anything ... to anyone... ever. Obviously the voters in the American Idol competition last year couldn't have known what they were doing. I've just played through her first album ... officially released on January 30. After listening several times through, I think this is a debut album that will sell a zillion copies to people of all ages, even those as old as me. McPhee has what the reviewer at Amazon.com describes as a "cloudless" voice and it shows through even when shes singing in pop rythyms instead of with the classical delivery we heard during the Idols competition. I'm sure there are some fans of that version of Katharine that are hesitant to buy this new sound, but I feel there's enough there of the strong, lyric soprano we came to know to make the purchse worthwhile. Below are my reactions to her new work, track by track: Love Story 4/5 A rocking song for today's dance clubs. Kat gets to let it

Tortilla Pizzas
Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 30 Min READY IN 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 3/4 cup mayonnaise * 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1/2 cup shredded mozzarella cheese * 1/2 cup minced red onion * 1/4 cup minced green bell pepper * 1/4 cup minced sweet red pepper * 3 garlic cloves, minced * 2 teaspoons dried basil * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 4 flour tortillas (7 inches) DIRECTIONS 1. In a bowl, combine the first 10 ingredients; mix well. Place tortillas on greased baking sheets; spread with cheese mixture. Bake at 400 degrees F for 8-10 minutes or until golden. Cut into wedges.

Top 30 You Will Never Hear A Southern Boy Say
THE TOP 30 THINGS THAT YOU WILL NEVER HEAR A SOUTHERN BOY SAY: 30. Oh I just couldn't, she's only sixteen. 29. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 28. Duct tape won't fix that. 27. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 26. We don't keep firearms in this house. 25. You can't feed that to the dog. 24. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 23. Wrestling is fake. 22. We're vegetarians. 21. Do you think my gut is too big? 20. I'll have grapefruit & grapes instead of biscuits & gravy. 19. Honey, we don't need another dog. 18. Who gives a dam who won the Civil War? 17. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 16. Too many deer heads detract from the decor 15. I just couldn't find a thing at Wal-Mart today. 14. Trim the fat off that steak. 13. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso. 12. The tires on that truck are too big.

Dickhead.....
So I got the following Comment on my page.... (And yes this is a direct quote) "I can see why your so fat! Maybe if you learned discipline on what you eat you could actually fit through the door without turning sideways." Yeah..he is real smooth with the ladies (fucker!) Anyways I feel the need to repeat a couple things before I rant about the comment that was left by fucktard. In a blog from 9/14/06 I state the following.... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matters. I have no illusions about my body type nor do I try to portray myself as someone I am not. So my question to all of you becomes.. why was that comment necessary? I did not request this man as a friend... I did not become a fan (as i might add he is of me) so why the need for the n

*i Cant F***ing Sleep*
*emits a small, slightly amused chuckle* NSFW content? Only if i start cursin! N believe me, at this particular moment, I'm just grumpy enough to go for it. But I wont. I will be a good lil Precious n mind my manners. Its not Y'ALL's fault I cant get any decent rest. Hell! I bet most of y'all reading this are sleep deprived as well. :( Pitiful club, eh? Insomniacs Anonymous *heh!* Honestly, its not so much that i CANT sleep as it is that I cant STAY asleep. for example, i finally fell asleep right about 6am. its just turnin 7am and im awake already, thanks to a heart-pounding nightmare. *Grrrrrr!* WTF?!?! now im not so eager to doze back off n revisit that dream. Yes, when i wake from a nitemare, it is pretty likely that i will rejoin it whenever i may fall back 2sleep. :'( I hate it. But im so @#$%&()+* exhausted!! My body aches and my eyes are burning mercilessly. i have 2b up, gettin ready 4work @ 2pm. i know... that gives me 7 hrs (minus a few mins) 2rest up. doze off.. easier s

Lavender...lmao
Lavender(not letting mindless people get to me)@ CherryTAP This stupid Bitch thinks im brained washed from a good friend of mine... get a clue you stupid moron biatch...if i need saving...he'll be the first person i run too......LMAO! You really need to get a life ...its unhealthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now Lavender be a good little girl/boy and go play in the street! Also I will delete ppl that are on my list and hers..She is using you to get to me... Been going on for along time...

I Gota New Dog..any Tips????????
hey everybody i finally got my new pooch.he was born on febuary 14.he turned two yesterday.he is a pure bred jack russell terrier.hes a real sweety.we all love him very much.i was wondering if anyone had any tips for taking care of a jack russell.any tips??? i put a couple pics in the default folder..pics just do him justic though.he looks just like wishbone if anyone knows who that is.......

Another, For The Ladies. Lol ;o) Kisses N Hugs To Yah! :o)
The Good Fairy? hehe ;oP A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary. On their special day, a good fairy came to them and said that because they had been so good, each one of them could have one wish. The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband. Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands. The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger... Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!! Gotta love that fairy!

Phillosphy About Christianity
To all my friends...this is entirely in refference to CHristianity and the twists and turns it has taken over the years. My views and beliefs are hybrid forms of Christ-like viewings of the world (in the compassionate forms of the "red text") as well as the ritual and focus of witchcraft (eclectic-white magick) and Alchemy (in principle). Now that this is out of the way, please do read further... Why is it that when people refer to their church life or belief they automaticly say, "Yes. I am religious" or "My religion is_____"? I know that people understand religion as going to church and praying and all, but....there is something much deeper below the exterior here! We must be careful to use the word "religion" so much in our daily speak. You see, when Jesus first started his ministry, he never once reffered to any one denomination. Jesus was never quoted as saying, "We must all enter the church of the Nazerine, Assemblies of God, First Baptist, Catholocism, Mormon, or any o

Gay And Lesbian Poll
LENGTH OF RELATIONSHIP Women Men Average years 4.9 6.9 Relationships averaged nearly six years in length for all couples, even though the average respondent was only 35 years old. More than 100 couples had passed their 15th anniversary. One lesbian relationship had spanned 43 years, and three male couples had lasted more than 40 years. 19% of lesbian couples and 13% of male couples had been together one year or less. NUMBER OF PREVIOUS MAJOR GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS Women(%) Men(%) None 32 38 One 26 33 Two 23 18 Three 10 7 Four 4 3 Five or more 5 1 Average number 1.52 1.07 YEARS IN PREVIOUS MAJOR GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS Women (%) Men (%) None 1 2 1 year 8 20 2 years 12 22 3 years 10 13 4 years 11 10 5 years 10 9 6 years 8 4 7 years 6 4 8 years 5 4 9 years 5 2 10 years 7 3 11-15 years 12 4 16 or more 6 2 Average yrs 6.6 4.2 PREVIOUS HETEROSEXUAL

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies And Household Tips:
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools - WD-40 and Duct T

I'm Not Racist, But Damn!!!
AIGHT, SO THIS IS A REPOST OF A CONVERSATION I JUST GOT TO WITNESS. I'M NOT RACIST IN THE LEAST, GOT MAD IRISH PRIDEM AND I GLOW IN THE DARK, BUT ALOT OF THIS SHIT RANG TRUE FOR ME. SO DON'T HATE ME, JUST READ AND HAVE AN OPEN MIND. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. REMEMBER COLOR BLIND CRIMES. I echo the remark from The Sixth Circle. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Sixth Circle Date: Feb 19, 2007 3:53 PM I dislike racism of any kind, but I despise double standards. It's for this reason that I'm reposting this. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brother 9 Date: 19 Feb 2007, 20:36 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Modesty Date: Feb 19, 2007 12:40 PM You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "White C*#t" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Black, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a

I Am An American Soldier
I am an American Soldier. I am a Warrior and a member of a team, I serve the people of the United States and live the Army values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills. I always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am an expert and I am a professional. I stand ready to deploy, engage and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat. I am a guardian of freedom and the American way of life. I am an American Soldier! ---Third United States Army, Soldiers’ Standards Book, January 2006

Ct -- Error... (but I Can Read Faster Than That)
"sorry, you're rating too fast -- ignored!" Do what????????????????????????? I am sorry. The rate that they have set up the rating rate, I could have had a 3rd or 4th grader read an entire page in their textbooks. Most of the things being rated in the photo albums are pictures. What the heck???? Do you really have to spend "x" number of seconds (which seems like about 5-10 secs are passing at least before you can move forward in a photo album) looking at the photo before you decide whether you are going to rate them at all??? Perhaps, the CT program needs to take an Evelyn Wood speed course!!! ;)

The Nice Guy
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to Talk To, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Dissipation
The fog has lifted but a morsel of hope surely doth remain. A light, I will always leave burning. Just in case she decides to come home. If not, we are best friends forever. Te amo mi amiga. I hope you find what your looking for. If not, you'll always have me. With love, Kitty p.s. I am ready to meet new people. Now that I know what you had not told me. Thank you for everything.

This Sucks
My stepdad is having heart problems and my mom is going crazy i feel bad for them and my 2 year old baby sister who is to young to understand whats going on. i want to go home to help my mom and stepdad cause he has been there since my dad died 3 years ago. but the stupid subway back home is dickin us around bout gettin my husband his w2 so we cant do taxes which means i cant go home and help my mom and stepdad out or help take care of my baby sister.

Droppin' In To Say Hi!
Well, just thought I'd drop in to say "HEY". As some of you prob. already know, as I sent out some emails yesterday, we were notified yesterday morning, that Lee's cousin was found dead yesterday morning by her husband. This has been a big shock to the family, as we are expecting the coroner to rule the death a suicide. As if death isn't already hard enough to cope with, but to have it under these circumstances makes it even more unbelievable and hard to phathom. It is so hard to understand how a mother of 3 and grandmother of 9, only 52 yrs. old, would seem to think that she had nothing to live for. Naturally, we have been keeping in touch with other family members to find out the latest updates from the coroner, and other officials. We've been told that services are probably going to be on Monday, the way it looks now, so we are planning on leaving here sometime on Sunday, possibly even Saturday evening, headed for Indianapolis, and will probably return late on Tues. Lee's

Young Citizen Volunteers ( Ycv )
The Ulster Volunteer Force was an adverse and complex organisation spanning rural and urban protestant Ulster, stretching from the shipyard communities of East Belfast in the heartland to isolated loyalist outposts on the Atlantic coast of Donegal. One of the most dedicated groups of men, at first quite separate from the UVF, was the Young Citizen Volunteers of Ireland ( YCV ). The inangural meeting of this organisation had been held in Belfast City Hall on 10th September 1912, just prior to the signing of the Solemn League and Covenant. Each member was to pay 2s.6d on joining the YCVs and a further 6d each month; he was to attend weekly drills to learn 'modified military and police drill, single stick, rifle and baton exercises, signalling, knot-tying and other such exercises". If possible he was also to gain some knowledge of 'life-saving and ambulance work'. The constitution of the YCVs insisted that members should not take part in any political meeting or demonstration. They wer

February 23 - Daily Feast Devotional
February 23 - Daily Feast Late on a snowy winter's evening the woods are quiet as though a woolen blanket has been laid over everything to muffle the sound. The sunset lights the western sky with wispy clouds like horsetails. Pink and orange and purple streak the sky and slide down to glowing embers along the horizon. A thin spiral of blue smoke rises from a chimney and the sun's reflection bronzes all the windows. It is suppertime. It is the end of the day and time to be peaceful. Grievances and unhappiness can go by the wayside and let companionship come in. It is suppertime - a time reserved for sharing the best. A pot of soup, a loaf of bread, and peace. ~ The many moons and sunny days we have lived here will long be remembered by us. ~ KEOKUK - SAUK LEADER, 1780 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 23 "We've got to learn what's going on today in the world, and we've got to get an

Rawr.
It hurts :( And im not very happy. Rawr. Im hungry. So the pain has eased a little bit, but not that much, i wish it would just go away. I can walk a little bit better with the crutches now, but im not suppose to be doing any movement at all really because it'll just make it worse. ♥ ♥ ♥ Anyway, thats my update for the moment. Rate this blog please :)

I Am Not Sorry,...
I am not sorry I was with you last night,.. I am not sorry everyone saw us together. I am not sorry we walked in the rain. I am not sorry that I cried,for you dried my tears. I am not sorry we held hands. I am not sorry we held each other. I am not sorry we sang to each other. I am not sorry we danced. I am not sorry we kissed. I am not sorry for saying I love you,... I am not sorry you opened the car door for me. I am not sorry we hugged goodnight. I am not sorry you said call ya later. I am not sorry you would lay down your life for me. And I am not sorry that your girlfriend read this,... can't you see boy,I love you as much as you love me???

15 Things You Probably Never Knew
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About > > > > > > > 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for >you. > > > > > > > 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. > > > > > > > 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is becaus e they want to >be just like you. > > > > > > > 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't >like you. > > > > > > > 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. > > > > > > > 6. You mean the world to someone. > > > > > > > 7. If not for you, some one may not be living. > > > > > > > 8. You are special and unique. > > > > > > > 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. > > > > > > > > 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. > > > > > > > 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely tur

Fill It Out...
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Blinded
"blinded" My ears have heard the worst to be How your eyes dismised true beautie A dantyline shadow by a rose, denied of beauty from closed minds A divine flower deep in its soil, True beauty hidden in vain, Blinded by the worlds image your eyes coffered Despite the flaws of what you see every wilting peddle inspiration to me. bye Renee weathers March 18, 2005

Friends
BESTEST FRIEND ! When I cry you help me out When I'm happy you hear me shout When I grin you know I'm really mad because you are my best friend You can tell when I'm sad You're there in thick and thin You're my best friend You hear me out when I want to talk You help me out when I get mad You are the bestest friend I've ever had So hear me out when I say You're the light in my day You are the moon in my night You shine very bright You are the bestest friend I have and I miss you

I Could
I could tell you a story but you don’t want to listen, I could let you cry, but tears don’t fall from your eyes that glisten, I could tell you about triumph, but you walk away, I could show you the night, but you only see the day, I could take you to hell, but you live in heaven, I could tell you of friends, but you know only your brethren, I could tell you of thunder, but you dance in the rain, I could tell you of madness, but you are only sane, I could sing you a song, but you are deaf to me, I could show you my face, but you are blind and cannot see. I could tell you my name, but you don’t care, I could tell you to glance, but you stand and stare, I could tell you of fruit, but you crave the seed, I could write you a letter, but you can’t read, I could tell of loyalty, but you are tried for treason, I could set you free, but you are devoid of all reason, I could tell you to stand straight, but you lie curled, I tell you to live, but you are dead to

Not Going To Be On As Much
I just wanted to let all my peeps know that I have some real life drama going on and a LOT of job stress, that coupled with ISP issues has slowed me down drastically. So im not able to be on as much and when I am, unable to do much more than just catch up with new add requests and messages. Just dont want anyone thinking my lack of user comments or chats in shoutbox means I am being a bitch. much to the contrary, I miss you all so much already! Much love and smooches, ~Temptress~

Lol
awww i came to the office all wet.... it's raining a LOT and probably will rain till thursday :) but i feel well! things are working like i wanted well not all, i need to be honest, but it's something i wont talk about here anyways, enjoy this super 80's classic

S.u.r.p.r.i.s.e
The sound of the door opening woke her. Emily felt the bed next to her and found it empty? "Gram?" He must have stayed downstairs at the reception longer than he'd expected to. "Get on your hands and knees." Icy fear slithered down her spine. That wasn't Gram's voice. "What's going on here?" "Do as I said unless you want to be punished." Fear dissipated as she recognized the voice. It was Kell, Gram's friend. The one she'd told Gram she'd love to fuck. When they'd realized he'd also come to New York for another friend's wedding, they'd joked about asking him to join them, but what would Gram say about her fucking him on her own. "You've got less than ten seconds to obey before I start spanking your disobedient ass." The thought of a spanking made her pussy clench, but his commanding tone made her scramble to obey. She pulled her nightgown up to her waist, exposing her nakedness. "Ah, the little slut doesn't wear panties to bed. I could have guessed" Cream

I Don't Know What To Call It
I’ll be open, show my soul to you From my first breath I knew, There can be no one else but you Every single day I awake, Thinking, when the day will come When I can feel the strength of your arms, Our souls to be one, Carry me, let’s fly away Just the two of us, nobody else Where are you? There’s nobody else There’s nobody else, there’s nobody else That I want to spend the rest of my life with Let there be nobody else But you We will love each other truly Be madly in love, for all eternity My love, my devotion, my loyalty Only for you, only for you We don’t seek to complete one another, We seek to compliment each other And we support each other to be complete on our own… You are secure enough to not be possessive Our love shall be insatiable, every moment I wish to be with you I wish to see you all the time, that even when we kiss, And close our eyes, I want to see you in my mind Because I start to miss you even then… When I breathe you in, I

Eternally (12/29/06)
I am afraid to turn the corner Afraid of the pain I'll endure Though I must follow this path I've been told "forget about the past" But purposefully I'll go astray Cause I'm trying to avoid the pain I burried my heart Hidden it away Somewhere set in time It can't be traced By anyone of the human race And I do assure you It doesnt occupy any common space Is there no way to save myself... The pain is far to great When I reach out and take that chance You wont spare me a single glance So I sit and suffer and begine to hate Everyone that would create This pain I tried to hide away My heart is not a toy To be played with and destroyed I placed it somewhere it cant be found In time and space I will abound Hidden for all eternity Left somewhere safe and sound Kept out of sight Hidden from those who migh Seek to cause pain To a heart thats already been strained!

Singles Ad
This has to be one of the best singles ads ever printed. It is reported to have been published in the Atlanta Journal. SINGLE BLACK FEMALE seeks male companionship, ethnicity unimportant. I'm a very good girl who LOVES to play. I love long walks in the woods, riding in your pickup truck, hunting, camping and fishing trips, cozy winter nights lying by the fire. Candlelight dinners will have me eating out of your hand. I'll be at the front door when you get home from work, wearing only what nature gave me. Call (404) 875-6420 and ask for Daisy, I'll be waiting.... Please scroll down Over 15,000 men found themselves talking to the Atlanta Humane Society

~stop Following Me!~
Stop Following Me!! Current mood: grrrrrrreeeeaaattt!!!! Category:Writing and Poetry Stop following me around everywhere i go..... I dont want too see that warm, sweet smile....... Those damn blue eyes that make my heart race, following me... The memory of your soft lips on mine kissing me and making me weak in the knees, please let me be.... Stop laughing! Stop calling me baby! Stop running your fingers through my hair! Stop telling me i'm sweet! Some days the memory of you drives me mad........ I wish you'd stop following me........ ~Patrice~

Jades Gift
She comes home for work as she does every day, showers and performs certain little rituals that get her ready for His return home. She watches the time as she gets ready for Him, being very careful to do everything just as He has asked her to do. It is time for her to kneel at the door...she checks her position over and over nervously...wanting to be perfect for Him. Her thighs parted so she is exposed, her bottom resting on the heels of her feet, back slightly arched head high eyes lowered hands holding hair above head so He can inspect her. In this position, she will wait for 30 minutes. As she waits she goes over and over in her mind what He has taught her and what He expects when He enters...she is not to react or speak. This is hard for her ...she wants to jump up and wrap her arms around Him covering him in kisses every time He enters the room. However, she is for His pleasure, its no longer about her wants or needs, her will is His will. Trying not to fidget, as the time draw

He's A Good Jewish Boy . I Bet He's With His Mom.
So, I'm standing at a bus stop and they pull up. A car load of well meaning, bible thumping nut cases that are just frantic! The middle aged professionally dressed woman rushes forward...She takes my arm and with trembling voices she asks...."Have you found Jesus?" Her eyes plead with an urgency that is out of proportion to a bus stop. Now normally I just politely decline the sermon, and free religious paperwork that such folk pawn off on unsuspecting by-standers. But, unfortunately for her, she is the fourth car to accost me in the last 9 minutes. So by now I'm beginning to wonder what the heck is wrong with these people. I mean if its not Christians it is the Jehovah's Witnesses. Can a simple Druid get no peace? So calmly as I can muster, without being sarcastic I reply, "You people lost him, again??" The woman looks confused. This is not the response she was hoping for and she needs to regroup. She takes a deep breath intending to launch into her sales pitch for her God

The Harley Alphabet
THE HARLEY ALPHABET Ever wondered what all those letters mean when you hear a Harley model number? Well here is the answer. I found this a while back when I was looking to buy a bike. The first letter of the model designator reveals the engine series: First character: G - Servicar three wheeler, 1932 to 1972 E - Overhead valve 61 cubic inch "big twin" (Engine/trans separated) F - Overhead valve 74 or 80 cubic inch "big twin" K - Side valve 45 and 55 cubic inch sports bike that replaced the WL in 1953 and was replaced by the sportster in 1957. It had many design features that were carried over to the Sportster. U - Side valve 74 or 80 cubic inch "big twin" V - Side valve 74 cubic inch made prior to 1936 W - Side valve 45 cubic inch made 1934 to 1952 X - Sports and special construction. Applied to 1918-1922 opposed twin Sport, 1944 military opposed twin, and 1957 to present Sportster. There were others, such as the J series (a very nice looking bike

Can This Be Stopped?
Oh god can you stop this feeling that lingers so deep into my veins, my life source. I scratch at my skin until it bleeds trying to rid myself of this feeling of loneliness. I fight to take my next breath as each passing second it gets harder to bear. No end in sight, no happiness to look into for my comfort, no arms to wrap around me and make me feel safe and loved. No one eyes i can lose myself in, no ones eyes to gaze in and make all my fears and pain float away. No shoulder for me to cry on. No love to hold this heart of mine together. Oh can this be stopped? I fear it can not. It will not get better before it gets worse. As much as i try the pain always comes along. Just when i think it's finally gonna pass it gets worse. I fought to keep my blood from drying up and blowing away. I've tried to find a way to stop the loneliness. Can this be stopped?

To Answer Some Of Your Questions
I have been in every state in the union, all throughout Canada, every country in South and central America, and 47 other countries to include most of Europe, the Far East, Southeast Asia, and Africa.

The Nsfw Report Function
So - can anyone tell me how I can fight a NSFW designation on one of my pictures? It shows nothing, but was getting huge ratings, so I assume it means that I was pissing somebody off because I was getting better ratings than them. Man -- what a fucking loser! Whoever did it thinks their are clever -- it must mean they lead a really lame life in the real world. :::rolling eyes::: With all of the petty policing they do here, why can't they have someone who actually takes a second and LOOKS at the reported pix?

Fighting Terrorism Since 1492.
Illegal Aliens - Die free Current mood: confused Category: Life FIGHTING TERRORISM SINCE 1492 So ... there are people in the United States who believe that the people they refer to as illegal aliens do not have a right to our support and understanding. They claim that their children are invading our schools. They claim that these less than american invaders have no right to any support from the government or public at large. They claim that they are invading us, and that we owe them nothing. They claim that their presence is a threat. They claim that affording these people the same rights as the legal or naturalized residents of the US is insane. I hope so. Historically speaking these same people's ancestors ... as immigrants to the US ... European invaders ... who by todays standards and in the reality of our history would be declared terrorists by any political or governmental faction ... afforded some extra-special rights to the native brethren of this land of ours.

The Evolving Relationship
The most important move is to begin. We begin weaving by stringing vertical threads on a loom to form the foundation of a new cloth. Then horizontal threads are interlaced back and forth, and we create a fabric. As the cloth begins to form, new possibilities open before us. After we weave in the first color we can then envision other colors that will work with it. The most important move is to begin. Sometimes new possibilities occur to us only through action. If we take the risk of the first step and keep our eyes open, we will see the next step. Too much planning, too much carefulness and analysis, may block all action. With our partner we might sometimes feel stuck in a pattern. We may even feel hopeless. Rather than thinking excessively, we could take action, do one thing that we know people in good relationships do. We might be able to take the risk of that first step with the help of our Higher Power. When we take one hopeful step at a time, each step produces informatio

Abrams' Trek Launching In Christmas '08
Los Angeles (E! Online) - It's official. JJ Abrams is beaming up for duty. After months of speculation, the Lost mastermind has confirmed he will helm Paramount Pictures' first new Star Trek voyage in more than five years. The tentatively titled Star Trek XI will follow the formula of franchise reinvention pioneered by Batman Begins and Casino Royale—i.e., do an origin tale of the main characters. In this case, the new Trek will travel back to the Starfleet Academy salad days of James T. Kirk and his best half-Vulcan buddy Spock as they boldly go on their first adventures together in the final frontier. Paramount is targeting a stardate of Christmas Day 2008 to launch the new-old crew. The script is being penned by Alex Kurtzman and Roberto Orci, who also wrote last May's Mission: Impossible III, which marked Abrams' feature-helming debut. Kurzman and Orci are also part of the production team with Abrams and his Lost pals Damon Lindelof and Bryan Burke. There's no wor

These Folks Need Help, Rbf's
I AM ONLY FILLING IN UNTIL RAVEN GETS ON HERE AND STARTS SENDING OUT THE INFORMATION. IF I MISS ANYONE'S CONTEST, PLEASE SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW. THANK YOU. LSD'S SHELL NEEDS OUR HELP: SWEETLADY_TX'S PUPPY "BINDI" NEEDS SOME VOTES: RIGGER'S CT WIFE (AKA DJ PHREAK) NEEDS COMMENTS: SWEETLADY_TX'S HUBBY'S TATTOO CONTEST: IF ANYONE HAS MORE TO ADD TO THIS LIST, PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO LEAVE IT AS A COMMENT ON OUR SITE OR SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO IT CAN BE POSTED. THANK YOU AND GOOD JOB RBF'S!

Been Gone!!!
Well, i haven't been around the past few days... i have been hella busy... working, and such. I actually love my job. I just sit around and "hang out".... it's insane. But, it's cool. But i have been so busy with work the past few days, and w/ school all week long, i've not gotten caught up with anything, so people, lemme know whats been up!!!

Important Cell Phone Facts We Should All Know.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked.Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your hom

Your Life
You and your life are not problems to be solved. You are not something to be cleaned up and made better, to be repaired as if you were broken. You are a flower ready to blossom. You are a treasure to be uncovered, sparkling gold and silver, gems beyond imagining. You are a song ready to be sung, a dance that only needs the right music. And the music is drifting across on the breeze right now. Rather than think of your life as endless circles of disappointment and shame, where you seem to repeat patterns helplessly, think of life as a long road. And on this road are many things to be discovered and experienced: times to meander through fragrant gardens; times to walk through an orchard where the ripe fruit is ready to pluck; times to climb a high mountain, using every ounce of your strength to pull yourself up to the next ledge; times to wander into a forest in the fog, uncertain of your bearings; times to step out of that forest into sparkling clarity, as you see a seemingly end

Dating Disaster Jan '07
Ya'll know that I've had bad luck wit women. Anyone I meet, it's only a matter of time when they leave me for someone else. Last week, I was left before it even began and I'm glad I have the help of a good friend. Right after the new year started, I was determined to meet lesbians outside of the bar scene. Myspace gurls don't respond back so I *hangs head* I went to craigslist. Haven't had any success wit any aspect of craigslist but I figured what's the harm in tryin. I wrote a lil ad in my own usually styl-ie and I waited for responses. As I waited, I decided to look at other ads and responded to ones that showed personality witout havin that "just come fuck me tonite" feel. One gurl I said I'd like to chat wit thru text and email first but she just wanted to call. Joyous doesn't talk on the phone. Oh well. Two gurls answered my ad and now I have 2 new myspace friends. One looks like she's gonna be an awesome hangin partner, it's just that she lives on long island. Well one of the ad

Photography Update
So as many of u know i went away this past weekend. while i was there i found out that some of my photos had been presented to the Calgary Zoo for consideration for marketing. Turns out that they are considering using some of my photos for their promotions (color me shocked). Thanx to all of you who have given me encouragement over the past few months. this was totally unexpected, and I am psyched to even be considered. at this time no discussions regarding re-embusment for using my photos, but atleast some one is considering my photos for use. I'll keep you all posted. wish me luck! Mark aka Mr Lucky

This Is Me Dying Your Arms, I Doubt You'll Ever Set Me Free.
I am very unhappy with my current situation. Work as gotten to very unenjoyable. I apparently pissed off the supervisor and once you piss her off, that's it, you're forever on her shit list and she will do everything to make your life miserable. And it's over something so fucking stupid and it pisses me off so much. And my boss isn't being very helpful, at all. Also, the minimum wage raise doesn't affect us because we're apparently considered a small business, which means I'll make shit pay forever if I stay there. I am considering looking at different daycares and applying at totally different types of jobs too. I don't want to leave the kids, but I am not going to be mad miserable every day. If I am not wanted at my job, then I will leave it, and they can fuck off. I deserve to be treated with dignity and respect, especially when I honestly didn't do anything wrong. But I hate change. I hate going into places where everything and everyone is new. It'll be difficult. BLAH. Also I h

Here Comes The Bride - Cranky, Prego, And Wide!
i am getting married on mondya and finally getting excited about it - i am no longer freaking out. it will be fine or momma and daddy will start kicking ppl out of our yard - i am going to have a great wedding!!! i will be beautiful (and really pregnant) and billy and i will start our new life together and be happy!!! and fuck the whole world if it thinks we wont!

Rights???
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other Liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have

I Will Get On My Knees
and beg... Ok guys. I'm 800 behind first in comments. It's happy hour. I need just a few people to drop a couple hundred OR many people to drop 50 or so comments to push me in first! ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Will Leave The Covenant
Those that give me a hard time, shall for this Day Forward have Miserable Health,+ the Demon in me has been Awoken once more to deal with Trivial,Shit.From Mortals no less.I am a Loner,I have my own Beliefs.I was once a Ruler of many,then I was Damned.Now the once Damned has Risen from the Bowels of Hell,no one controls me I control my own Destiny.I thought I'd found a Home here in M'Lord Lestats Covenant I have not.There is Treachery Amomgth,with tomany women Rulers.I shall leave this Covenant,I will Disassociate with all in it as well,unless they choose to remain as my friends.I have Shown much Respect an Kindness to many in this mostly Fine Familly.An it Burdens me to Leave.But I must Curse those that have been against me from the beginning of my residency here. And it shall be Written. There has been Evil done to me I Summon the Elements I Conjure them to do my Bidding There Shall be Fear There Shall be Guilt There Shall be Blindness There Shall be Bad Blood I Point the

Attitude
ATTITUDE The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company, a church, a home, a family or friendship. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past . We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have control over and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 1% what happens to me and 99% how I react to it. SDCHICK

My Ever Changing Moods
I know I'm ususally on everyday, and then all evening. But I slept for 2 days. Been very down lately and cut myself off from the world. I don't really know why. Sometimes I get this way and just don't want to be seen. I feel ashamed of myself for no particular reason. I'll come around as I always do. But for now, please be patient with me. I made some very good friends on here (you guys know who you are) and its ppl like you who help me when I'm like this. So don't give up on me okay? I'll be around for quick hello's and what not. So until I'm past this, take care everyone.

The Golden Years
Here's something to cheer you up. The Golden Years The Golden Years have come at last... Ican not see.. I can not pee.. Ican not chew.. Ican not screw.. My memory shrinks My hearing stinks No sence of smell I look like hell My bodys drooping I got trouble pooping The Golden Years have come at last.... The Golden Years can KISS MY ASS!!!

My Ink Blot Test Results
Merritt, your unconscious mind is driven most by By having your unconscious mind driven most by Sexuality, it appears that most of the time your erotic self is leading the way. Whether this is because you're presently having a great physical relationship or simply wanting one, an awareness of sexuality and people's bodies is more lit up for you than it is for many other people. This heightened focus, coupled with your vivid imagination, can make you more likely to have original — at times risque- interpretations of things that other people might view as being rather innocent. It's likely that you're well aware of this inclination towards sexual thoughts. You might even consider yourself something of a hedonist at heart. By being imaginative and full of life, you're probably one who keeps your days interesting and upbeat. So long as your thoughts don't interfere with your daily activities or keep you from appreciating other aspects of life, you shouldn't chide yourself for h

Lfye Jenning Let's Do This Right
Let's Do This Right [1st Verse:] This ones for my people locked up Know we keep you in our prayers and aint forgot about you out here No Call me whenever you feel Cause I know a lot of folks don't keep it real I know they got their own life but still When you love someone you let them know You don't let them go It's hard enough being alone Missing your family missing your home Whether you're right or wrong I'll be by your side Keeping your hope alive I know how it feels to cry So you aint alone in your struggle for life To my people [Chorus:] Hold up, Lets do this right First blaze one for all my fellas that aint here with us tonight hold up, lets do this right first blaze one for all my fellas that aint here with us tonight some of them for life [2nd Verse:] Your kids doing just fine The youngest, reminds me of you all the time He even shoots that ugly jumper from the foul line like you do and your girl she doin ok but dont concern yourself with

Fucked Over
So it happened again. Imagine that. Every man is the same. Cheaters, Liars, Assholes, the list goes on. I have not met a single man out there that hasnt hurt me.. and dont tell me that you dont cheat, and that cheating is a mortal fucking sin, bc you know what? You've prolly done it. And for you Steve, I fucking hate you. You never "loved" me and you cant possibly mean the things you say. Everything was an excuse... if I hadnt found out, how much longer would you have dragged things out?? You're right, you do nothing but hurt people. And I know I'm being a major bitch right now, but you know what? I have the balls to call you and figure shit out, be responsible and fight for the shit I want, and I would never break up with someone over a fucking text message. Be a fucking man. But then again, Men are all the same. Nothing makes you different from the rest of them.

Guts Vs. Balls
Subject: Guts vs. Balls -- Defined We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Listen To Me U Sob And U Know Who I Am Talking About
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO HURT ME AND RIP MY HEART OUT AND GET AWAY WITH IT. I AM GOING TO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MAKE SURE U ARE UNHAPPY AS WELL.. U HAVE SCREWED OVER TO MANY WOMEN. AND U ARENT GOING TO HURT ANYMORE. THEY ALL NEED TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON U ARE. AND THIS MAY BE PETTY. SO BE IT... BUT U HAVE HURT TO MANY WOMEN AND IT IS TIME THEY ALL KNOW WHAT U ARE. ACTUALLY I DONT THINK HE HAS A LIFE. HE IS ON HERE 24/7 .. I AM SURE HE HAS ALL THESE WOMEN FEELING SOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY FOR HIM.. U ARE ONE PATHETIC KID.....MAN IS TOO GOOD FOR U..

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Wow, you sure look good in brown! SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: Could we be overreacting? SAFEST: Here's my paycheck. ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: Should you be eating that? SAFER: You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST: Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ULTRA SAFE: Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS: What did you DO all day? SAFER: I hope you didn't over-do it today SAFEST: I

The Birds And The Bees
The birds and the bees A father asked his 11-year-old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. I don't want to know!" the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me!" Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Santa' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Best Beer Pic
Ok, the new contest that I am going to hold is Best Beer Pic. It has to be a picture of you and a beer. :) I need to be able to see at least most of your face (so I know it's you) and most of your beer. I don't care what you are doing with the beer as long as it's SAFE FOR WORK. No freakiness or abusing the bottles please. lol Same rules as always. One winner for rates and one for comments. You MAY comment bomb your own pic this time. No DRAMA! If it gives me a headache then it's drama in my book and your ass is booted. I'll give everyone until Sunday to get their beer pics in to me! I don't know what the prizes are yet but they are always good. ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Knock On Wood,comp,running Great.
As most of u-all might have exsperianced the CherryTap meltdown of last Friday + Saturday.Besides the CT's problems with leaveing comments,rateings,haveing to sign in an out while in.My Internet exsplorer has been acting up so bad,I had to do something.Well Saturday before leaveing for Fishing. I was in the World Rock Radio Lounge,chatting with Alisa.She told me how she uses Mozilla Fire Fox for the CherryTap.So I went an Downloaded that with a Bunch of plug-ins.Very fast zipping around the tap now.Pages that were taking over 10 minutes to Open now opening like Lightning.With this download u also get I-Tunes.Took a while to install everything,as prior to tonight I was on Wireless Linskys.I purchased some ethernet drill'd a hole threw the floor.Now I'm really Quick.Most of my comments sites are quicker,+ I can finally play my various pogo games again.I finally got the Ultimate virus Scan as well.If u'd all like to try that.u may inclse your e-mail addy in a private messaglo.Peace out

Will Someone Please Tell Me Why?
(I ALSO POSTED THIS IN THE BULLITENS) WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY WE ARE SEEING SO MANY DAMNED CONTESTS...I AM NOT READING ANYMORE OF THEM FUCKING BULLITINS NO MORE UNLESS YOU CONTAST ME PERSONALY AND YOU ARE ON MY LIST.... DO NOT WAIST MY FUCKING TIME DAM IT...THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH CONTESTS PERSAY IT THE WAY YOU GET US TO READ THEM...DO NOT TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND YOULL READ THIS OR THE IF YOU DO NOT FILL THIS OUT YOU ARE GONNA DIE KIND...WHAT THE FUCK DONT YOU PEOPLE HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN THAT SHIT???IM SICK TO DEATH OF ALL THE BULLSHIT..I WILL HOWEVER REPOST FOR THE WAR STUFF, SICK PEOPLE OR REALY GOOD NEWS BULLITENS ...PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME NO MORE OF THAT CRAP...THANK YOU I LOVE YOU ALL BUT THIS HAS GOTTEN OUT OF CONTROLE I AM SURE OTHERS FEEL THE SAME WAY....AND YES I KNOW IT IS MY CHOICE TO READ OR NOT BUT I DO LOOK AT THE BULLITENS TO CATCH UP ON NEWS ABOUT OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY....SO PLEASE TRY TO LIMIT THE CRAP ON THE BULLITENS

Fetishes
Ok,so far I have noticed just about everyone I know has flipping fetish.Why?Not sure,but I'm beginning to think that I just attract that type of persoanlity.Or maybe it is just the fact that I too have several fetishes.who knows? The thing is,so far I have learnt that there are many types and many different believes when it comes to fetishes.That they can be something you can't live without or need to get off,cuz you find them impossible to resist.If any of this makes sense to you. My fetishes,are simple and one of them is weird.Belly-buttons I would classify weird.I have a thing for playing with guys belly-buttons,just something that calms me down or helps me to fall asleep.I know I'm strange and proud to admit it. So,do you have a weird fetish or am I alone in this?

My Color Code
The Color Code Definitely Blue Congratulations, Sue, you are a BLUE personality. The Core Motivation that drives you through life is "Intimacy". It is important to note that this does not mean sexual intimacy. BLUES need connection - the sharing of rich, deep emotions that bind people together. As a BLUE, you will often sacrifice a great deal of time, effort, and/or personal convenience to develop and maintain meaningful relationships throughout your life. BLUES seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated, especially by their partner. Everything you do as a BLUE has to be quality-based, or you won't do it at all. You are incredibly loyal to friends, employers, employees, and above all to your significant other. Whatever or whomever you commit to is your sole (and soul) focus. As a BLUE, you love to serve and will give freely of yourself in order to nurture the lives of others. BLUES have distinct preferences and are the

I Can't Name It
Death is always available The only part of your life Which is The game contains No reset button But comes equipped With an off switch Point A is birth End of the map Your demise YOU ARE HERE Is this life So enjoy this ride The journey is Uncertain May look peculiar To most We all just wander In our own direction But everyone is heading For the coast

One Muffed Up Poem... (i Didnt Write It)
one bright day in the middle of night, two dead men stood up to fight. three blind men to see fair play. forty mutes to yell 'hooray'. back to back, they faced each other, drew their swords, and shot each other.

Okay I Just Sat Down And Actually Read How Fucking Gay And Corny This Was And Also Full Of Bull Shit
Current mood: geeky Category: Romance and Relationships Why Geeks and Nerds Are Worth It... 1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they're well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are. 2.) They're useful. In this tech-savvy world, it's great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself. 3.) They're more romantic than they're given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends. 4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like 'em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like 'em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too. 5.) They've got brains. Come on now, how can

The Letter (poem) By Amanda-kathryn
My dearest muse, you cannot understand the pains in my heart, nor could you even imagine. I try to deny it, but no matter the song I play in high, your image is the one I see amongst the notes. You are my light, my reason for living, and in my secret hideaway, the masterpiece I play so frequently. I pray you, live and laugh like it was your last. One day we shall meet again beloved, or live alone amongst the sea of our society. Until then I remain your loyal companion, in tortured solitude. -A

Ok People I Am Pissed
Stop with the low ratings. If you dont like my blogs, videos or anything else on my page. DONT FUCKING GIVE ME LOW RATES!! Just dont rate or saying anything negative. ok. I said my rant and dont wanna be harsh. I like you people and all. I dont give two flying fucks about the points. I just came here for friendship and nothing more.

I Am Paying For My Excesses
Just to fill some people in....I am sure there will be less than 10 that ever see this, but it's more for me anyway. For years I was the kind of guy that smoked too much and ate the fat off the end of the steak. Although I was never a fast food junkie, my eating habits always sucked and my stress levels were always way too high. Mostly because I never say know to any type of project and always volunteer for whatever I am asked to do. Anyway I was in the hospital in early february for high blood pressure and chect pains. I just got the results back from a recent stress test and they aren't great! I have partial blockages in the vessels feeding my heart and also evidence of previous heart attack. SO..... I will be going in for cardiac cath. procedure and possible stinting of blocked vessels. The shitty thing is that I am limited in what I can do as far as work and exercize. The test isn't until March 3 and I am just going to worry and veg until then. It's my fault for not t

This Is How I Will Die
How Will I Die QuizYou will die at the age of 77You will die by choking while trying to eat a live hamsterFind out how you will die at Quizopolis.com Ok well the words are gonna be invisible...you'll have to highlight it if you really wanna know..!

Irish Proverbs 2
Every dog is brave on his own doorstep. A little dog can start a hare, but it takes a big one to catch it. Do not show your teeth until you can bite. The world would not make a racehorse of a donkey. Put silk on a goat and it is still a goat. An old broom knows the dirty corners best. There never was an old slipper but there was an old stocking to match it. The old pipe gives the sweetest smoke. The windy day is not the day for thatching. A trout in the pot is better than a salmon in the sea. There are as many good fish in the sea as ever came out of it. There are finer fish in the sea than have ever been caught. No forcing the sea. Men may meet, but mountains never greet. It takes time to build castles. Time and patience would bring the snail to Jerusalem. Patience is a poultice for all wounds. If you don't know the way, walk slowly. It was not on one foot that St. Patrick came to Ireland. Your feet will bring you to wh

Leprechaun By Colin Chapman
Description The most famous (and infamous) Fae of Ireland, the Leprechauns are a difficult kith, belligerent and easily angered. The great cobblers of the Fae, their footwear is unparalled in its craftsmanship, and many Sidhe and Eshu will pay substantial sums for tailor-made leprechaun footwear. Prone to many vices, the Leprechauns can be awkward companions, lacking control of everything except their purse strings. To other kithains dismay, they are incredible skinflints, hoarding material goods and wealth with a fanatical passion, loathe to spend a single penny or cent even when their lives depend on it. Generally wealthy (although you wouldn't know it to look at one), the myth of a Leprechaun's pot of gold isn't that far fetched. Given to excess, nothing appeals to a Leprechaun like a binge of whiskey, Guiness, pipe tobacco and snuff, and despite their small stature they can handle surprising quantities of alcohol. Unseelie Leprechauns (called Clurichauns) are even more waywa

Its Not All That Bad Is It?
so im sittin here all alone on a friday night...why? i dont think thats fair at all.im so effin bored and hella tired from workin all day,but i still wanna party hella bad.i dont like living here,i wanna go home sooo bad.i miss it so much it makes me wanna cry.i used to hate it there and think it was boring and all that and that everywere else was better than were i lived.but now that i think about it,it was the like one of the best place to live.any thing i needed i got within the hour...and i do mean everything people.i had all my friends,the love of my life,my job,school and a place i could call my own.now i feel like im in a cross between prison and rehab,a rehab filled with ex-tweekers and alcoholics.i know this is something i should be writting on my myspace page,but the last thing i want is for my sister-in-law,who is on my friends list,read this and find out how much i hate it in her house.or how weak iam and cant seem to stay away from the one thing i know can and will take ov

You Might Be A Cop If........
You have the bladder capacity of five people; You have ever restrained someone and it was not a sexual experience; You believe that 25% of people are a waste of protoplasm; Your idea of a good time is a robbery at shift change; You run a NCIC on anyone that is friendly toward you; You think it is perfectly normal to discuss dismemberment over a gourmet meal; You can identify a negative "tattoo to tooth" ratio just by looking at a person; You find humor in other people's stupidity; You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac; You disbelieve 90% of what you hear and 75% of what you see; You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance; You believe that a "shallow gene pool" should be grounds for an arrest; You believe that the Government should require a permit to reproduce; You believe that unspeakable evils will befall you if anyone says "Boy, it sure is quiet around here"; You refer to your nightstick as your "Dork Slayer"; You bel

Fresh New Shows Added For This Weekend, And Beyond..........
Are you? Looking to watch a Cleveland area show? Looking to book bands? Looking for new band members? Looking to promote your band and/or shows? Looking for someplace to vent about the scene? This is your one stop for all of that and more, please stop by and check out our forums and feel free to post your flyers, and other promo info on our forums. They are now HTML friendly. Please register, and away you go. Just press the link below to get started.

Thank You All
Thanks to everyone who has sent me get well CT cards and chicken soup to help me get well. I am super sick. I am taking nyquil and dayquil and laying in bed motionless because I am in the achy stage. Thanks for the sweet thoughts.

The Willow-wren
In olden times every sound still had its meaning and significance. When the smith's hammer resounded, it cried, "Strike away, strike away." When the carpenter's plane grated, it said, "Here goes, here goes." If the mill wheel began to clack, it said, "Help, Lord God, help, Lord God." And if the miller was a cheat and set the mill a-going, it spoke high german, and first asked slowly, "Who is there? Who is there?" And then answered quickly, "The miller, the miller." And at last quite in a hurry, "He steals bravely, He steals bravely, three pecks in a bushel." At this time the birds also had their own language which every one understood. Now it only sounds like chirping, screeching, and whistling, and sometimes like music without words. It came into the birds' mind, however, that they would no longer be without a ruler, and would choose one of themselves to be their king. One alone among them, the green plover, was opposed to this. He had lived free and would die free, and anxiously f

Good News
had some great news the other week after the job offer i had that was taking the piss, i had another job interview on the following Friday which went very well, very well indeed last Monday i was offered the job , i accepted it straight away and today my contract came for me to sign.didn't want to say anything bout it till i got the contract in my hand as i didn't want to jinx it. i start work on the 12th April.

Torn
Torn Pulled apart, Ripped open. Left wanting, Drifting within my mind. Unable to speak, Unable to see. Pain, Intense, Yet expected. Longing for what I have, Yet knowing it is wrong. Aching, Crying, Hurting, Deciding what to do, Leave? Stay? Run? Remain? Right? Wrong? Now? Forever? Shall it always be? Must I always feel? Torn by:gandalf122872

What Would You Do?
Many years ago in a small Russian village, a farmer had the misfortune of owing a large sum of money to the village money lender. The money lender, who was old and horrible, fancied the farmer's beautiful daughter. So he proposed a bargain. He said he would forgo the farmer's debt if he could marry his daughter. Both the farmer and his daughter were horrified by the proposal. The cunning money lender suggested that they decide the matter this way: He told them that he would put a black pebble and a white pebble into an empty money bag. Then the girl would have to pick one pebble from the bag. 1. If she picked the black pebble, she would become his wife and her father's debt would be forgiven. 2. If she picked the white pebble, she need not marry him and her father's debt would still be forgiven. But if she refused to pick a pebble, her father would be thrown into jail. Standing on a pebble-strewn path in the farmer's field, the m

For All Animal Lovers.
>>> Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if >>> you don't and may decide you need one. >>> >>> Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. >>> >>> Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they >>> would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because >>> Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. >>> >>> Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. >>> Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there >>> the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky >>> always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular >>> that his toys stay in the box. >>> >>> It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something >>> told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it >>> was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. >>> >>> The night before she was

Best Spring Tag Contest Comment Bombing Pahse Has Begun...
I entered the Spring tag contest, and I need all the Comments you can give me. Any are appreciated very much. Would my friends and family members help me out. And anyone else who may read this bulletin. Thanks, ~Just Meee~

Xxx I Am Master's New Slave Xxx
i have no clue where you are but i think i miss you.. i cant find you but i want to... i dont know you but i would like to.. you have planted your self in my dreams.. so talk to me or give me my dreams back!!!!

Civilian Vs Military Girlfrined/wife/so
~Civilian vs. Military Girlfriend/ Wife~ You complain that your boyfriend/ husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him *I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough *My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents *I haven't seen him for 7 months now You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired *We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you *Mine belongs to the government Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend *My boyfriend is trained to kill It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school *He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days You hate hanging up the phon

Another Child
So... Got the news that another child with CDLS passed away. That makes 2 this month. This child lived well past his life expectancy. He was 26. I didnt know him personally, but know what his parents went thru raising him. How much love they must have had for him. Always saddens me when I hear of a child passing. But when one with the same genetic disorder my children have passes it really depresses me. Brings back all those fears and doubts. And memories of being told that my son Devon would not live. Well he showed those doctors didnt he. If you have children, love them like there will not be a tomorrow.

Keeping Perspective
I have been very lucky in life. Sure, there are depressing aspects to my life -- to anyone's life -- but generally I have been very lucky. I have a great job I enjoy, a wonderful house, and lots of people who love me. As a result, I do my best to give back to the community. I'm a Big Sister and mentor to a little girl named Michelle (who rocks!), and I'm a Soldiers Angel, which means I write and send packages to soldiers deployed overseas. And every year I participate in our company fundraiser. This year, we're doing the Highmark Blue Cross Walk for a Healthy Community, and our proceeds will benefit the Cerebral Palsy Association of Pittsburgh, which has programs not only for those with CP, but anyone with disabilities in the area. Last year I raised the most money in our office for our fundraiser, and I hope to do the same this year. That's because I am not ashamed to beg for money for a good cause. So, if this blog made you think a little about the blessings of your li

Friends
to my friends and others I am sorry i have not been in touch i have been real busy and i am only going to get busyer as the summer gets here so if you do not hear from me it is not becouse i am mad at you but i have now time to be on-line alot agian i am so sorry if i up set any one Country Boy

Im A Asshole
there is this female i like she knows who she is but i was a big asshole to her yesterday and i hope she can look deep in her heart and forgive me i love you and hope you will forgive me for hte shit i pulled yesterday but if youdont i will understand i think about how it would be nice tohave this person in my arms and show her how much i want her and to be with her so i hope you will forgive the bullshit i pulled

News For Today (march 27th, 2007)
Ok first of all I got my Risprodol shot today in my ass lol. Then dad took me to look at trucks because I've just gotten my check for the other car that blew up. I've found a truck that costs alil bit over 5,000 $s. I'm also planning to start traveling with the carnival, if I can find them. I'm getting the hell out of this town. That is all the news for now.

I Love Cherry Tap -_-
How about if you use an avatar you use your own pic instead of some model's. It's great to see salute photos rofl. I've never seen so many ugly people in my life. do people purposfully take them right after they roll out of bed? congratulations! You spent 734038438490384903 points to win the spotlight of the day only to make my gag when I saw your salute which wasn't your avatar.

Kid Rock -- Devil Without A Cause
You knew that I was coming 'cause you heard my name But you don't know my game and never felt my pain Can't read my brain but you read my lips And got scared when you heard that I was coming with hits Now don't even trip, be a man instead Give thanks I'm alive when I should be dead I'm in the red 'cause my mind's distortin’ People claimin' that they know me, but they only know a portion I'ma move mountains and touch the sun Don't get scared now, you knew this day would come So hold your bids, all bets are closed And fuck all you hoes 'Cause it's been a long time comin' But I finally broke...like an egg yolk I ain't no joke Like some uncut dope motherfucker, Kid Rock's to blame Same game, same name, ain't a damn thing changed No sell-out, I ain't no hoe, fuck the radio...comin' from the R-O-M-E-O Watch me throw like a fist of rage Self-made and paid and sawed off 12 gauges Up that ass for the 9-8 Never fake, shake, straight fro

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (5)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 5. In the early '90s I worked in a small government office where personal computers were "the new thing." Our boss, a bookish scientist who was pretty close to total computer illiteracy, could only boot his computer, do word processing and print, and turn it off. He had to come to one of us to do anything else. He was also a prolific writer and paranoid about losing his work, so everything was backed up on floppy discs, which he did know how to insert and eject. While he was out of town a colleague and I obtained a disc with funny sounds on it, and loaded them into Frank's computer. Most of what we set up was benign--the Looney Tunes song for booting, air raid siren for error messages, stuff like that. For the "eject disc" function we used a pretty realistic sound effect of someone barfing. It was a loud, pronounced "Bleaagh!" followed by a couple of gagging coughs. Of course we set the volume up

Does Size Really Matter??
Ok so cosmo and cleo change their minds on the issue of size when they want to sell more copies, the rumours are up and down, but now its time to put the debate to bed. Does penis size really matter? Of course it does! I don't care how much knowledge you have in your head, if you don't have the tools to use it, you aren't going too far now are you? So lets kick off a discussion about penis size, what is best and what is not so hot and what can guys do to make it better!

The Ripe Cherry
Thanks to everyone who rated,befriended,fanned,and made me a part of their family.Its pretty cool moving up the ladder in cherrytap,its been fun so far,here's to much more fun and excitement! Drink up!

Thinking
Love is but a whisper. Seduction is nothing less than a wonderful gift. How you fill my body with so much lust, it kills me. Everday that passes I stop, close my eyes and I can feel your soft hands brush across my soft, supple skin, making me shake in thoughts of you next to me. You are my need, my want, my every desire. I close my eyes, feel your body on me, pressing against me as you start to udder but a word in my ear, making me hotter and hotter. You know just the right touch, just the right words. You tell me how much you need me in your life, that just one touch, one breath or look I give, sends desires you have never experienced before through your whole mind and body. You look into my eyes, your hands move to my hips, I kiss you deeply, seductively. We both moan to the touch. You brush your hands across my face and through my long soft hair; I am at your mercy baby. You turn me around, kiss the back of my neck, as you know that one touch sends desires through my who

Im Gonna Keep Reposting This... Wake Up Friends!!!
I JUST WANTED TO ASK IF YOU WOULD HELP OUT Razors' WIFE SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM OVER SEAS..SHES A DOC IN THE ARMY.SO IF YOU WOULD GO HIT HER PAGE AND SAY HI MAYBE SEND YOUR FRIENDS OVER TO HER PAGE...HUGZZZ... LETS SHOW HER OUR CHERRY LUVIN!!!!!!!! THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MWAH Tempted Lady@ CherryTAP > http://cherrytap.com/user/169852

Ct Drama
Wow....seeing that helping people out in contests is nothing but trouble...if you have more then one friend in a contest and you go help one out and not the other they seem to get anal about it and block you cuz you aint helping them...this site is for fun and i dont see why they have to act like 2 year olds and throw hissy fits cuz they cant get help...and not only do they have fits they have their friends come and talk shit too..how fuckin lame is that....im tired of these games and gonna delete my shit soon cuz these games are childish and im a grown up i dont wanna deal with it...the contests are for fun so why people get so mad...i dont get it...anywho im done venting for the night...thank you

To All
AS I SIT HERE AND WONDER , WHAT LAYS AHEAD , I HAVE THOUGHT , AND THOUGHT , ABOUT THE ONE I "" CARE ABOUT "" AND WILL HOLD HIM IN MY HEART , AND HE KNOWS WHO HE IS . YOU , WILL , NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE MY HEART IS , BECAUSE IT BELONGS TO YOU . JUST ALITTLE THOUGHT TO YOU , XOXOXOXO CHERIE TO MY CRUSH .

You're An Extreme Redneck When.....
1. You let your 14-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her kids. 2. The Blue Book value of your truck goes up and down depending on how much gas is in it. 3. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. 4. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. 5. You wonder how service stations keep their rest-rooms so clean. 6. Someone in your family died right after saying, "Hey, guys, watch this." 7. You think Dom Perignon is a Mafia leader. 8. Your wife's hairdo was once ruined by a ceiling fan. 9. Your junior prom offered day care. 10. You think the last words of the "Star-spangled Banner" are "Gentlemen, start your engines." 11. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. 12. The Halloween pumpkin on your porch has more teeth than your spouse. 13. Yo

.sucking.cheetos.
so. tired. naps at dinnertime are ghey. tho...the kids arent here...so..i could basically do whatever i want... hmmm...well i already did that... i took an invigorating shower...muahaha n then wandered around mah house naked... cuz a person can do that when no one else is around dammit. then i put on clothes cuz apparently i was scaring Drea from 1000 miles away...*laughs* did the mumm thing out of amusement n boredom...ate cheetos n sucked the cheese off...cuz lately im into sucking stuff outta other stuff... n ya its a pretty boring day...but i dun get to have many of those...so i find it enjoyable... my wireless is still being a cockmaster...but thats ok ...cuz i have green tea. tadum.

Technopagan?
You may be a TechnoPagan if... If your athame has a SCSI interface... If your OBE's begin with a netsplit... If your priest robes conceal a pocket protector... If you calculate the phases of the moon with Windows '95... If your altar has a keyboard... If drawing down a circle is a POST (power on self test)... If you call the Watch Towers on your cell-tell... If you do most of your correspondence by email and sign off with Blessed Be... If you don't call it a ritual, you call it a Macro... If you end a circle with Ctl-Alt-Del... If you have ever attached ribbons to a May Pole using a staple gun... If you invite the God and Goddess to come online... If you keep a Disk of Shadows (with encrypted backups)... If you participate in online rituals more than you do FTF... If you refer to eclectic ritual as cross-platforming... If your Beltane ritual includes more than one news group... If your candles have batteries... If

Boo! :f
So-How many Cherrytappers are returned vets from Afghanistan or Iraq (1990-1991 included)? Just thinking about starting a cherrytap group for us! Is there already one? +Lycan Draconious Maximus+ Former Member 101st Abn, 18th Abn Corps, 175th Ranger etc...

On Changing By Example
CONSCIOUSNESS IS EVERYTHING, AND CREATES YOUR EXPERIENCE. GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS IS POWERFUL AND PRODUCES OUTCOMES OF UNSPEAKABLE BEAUTY OR UGLINESS. THE CHOICE IS ALWAYS YOURS. IF YOU ARE NOT SATISFIED WITH THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF YOUR GROUP, SEEK TO CHANGE IT. THE BEST WAY TO CHANGE THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF OTHERS IS BY YOUR EXAMPLE.

The Fullness Of The Moon
Draw my energy from you, your fullness. Let me have the drawing. Arms raised torward you. Chanting my verses, to you calling. Flow through me like eternity. Fill me with newness. Bathe me in your radiance. Come to me in trueness. Im focused on your light. Reflecting down on me. Your power is magnificant. I begin to feel so free. Your waxing phase is over. Tonight your beauty is full. Your energy flows through me. The strongest that I know. Perfect beginnings with perfect ends. Perfect love with perfect friends. Perfect reflections of what has been. To you my call is sent. Blessed Be.

My Opinion...
this blog could be taken offensively to some ppl but ya know what if u don't like it get the fuck off my page! i personally just wanna say i'm sick of all the ppl on here bitching about the changes to this site. they sit there and claim that some of the stuff babyj does is childish but stop and take a look at who's throwing the tantrums. this is an adult site and we all need to start acting like it. this site isn't about contests or comment bombing its about meeting new ppl. so if u don't like the changes than go find a new site! quit sittin here bitching bout something thats never gonna change and go away. xoxo valerie

Red Friday's
Sea of Red Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No," he responded. "Heading out?" I asked. "No. I'm escorting a soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family," he replied. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilo

New Pics
Im feeling kind of blah today. my boyfriend is working all weekend and i have been spending the entire weekend alone.I had a few people comment on how pretty I am but most of my pics are sooooo old so I thought it was time for a few current ones. its only my face because i was taking them myself. ALL REAL! No makeup , no photoshopping, NOTHING! they are in my ME folder so check em out and be kind! LOL-Cheer me up and lie to me!Tell me what you think of the new highlights too! Its still kind of red! lol *smooches* ~Temptress~

Sonnet
Was I bewitched so by the thin red line To notice not that time released its hold And let pale Iris snip the silver twine To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold. Existence now is not what I was told; No seraphim and harps to grace my ear, Just silence, painful silence, and the cold Discomfort of my masochistic fear, So icy cold, yet somehow seems to sear My soul until the ache's too much to bare, As mortal life mirages now appear: Intangible are they; away they tear. Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soon When razor's edge did charm me like the moon

Thank You....
to those few that wished me a early Happy Birthday yesterday....Its much appreciated.... And for the rest...Im hurt by the apathy you have shown me.... Im sorry if Im not a dirtbag like Fat Sonny or a wanna be like Bobbi Doll....Im just me... If you dont like that then please remove yourself from my friends list because you really ARENT my friend in that case... Thanks.. PS. TODAY is my birthday...lol..

Boricua God~daddy And Maniacal Bliss Club F.a.r. (fan,add,rate)
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Can You Beg...
The touch of Darius' skin sent electric shivers through Jade's body. Darius ran his hands gently along her spine as he whispered in her ear, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. A soft field of static electricity that seemed to be building between them suddenly snapped! Their mouths met in a flash of essence, hands roaming each others bodies like birds in flight. "You have no idea how much I missed you" Breathed Jade.... "Oh," Replied Darius between kisses, "I'm sure I do." Jade flicked his ear with her tongue and laced her fingers through his belt loops. "But I want you more." She whispered. Her long auburn hair cascaded gently over his shoulder as he turned his head to her. She was wearing dark blue jeans and a white beaded top that made her look like she belonged in a fairytale, and not here in their small New York apartment. The curve of her breasts was perfectly accented by the thin line of cleavage that spilled above the shirt. The simple words

Keep The Comment Bombs Cummin Got 2 Girls On My Tail Still In The Lead Though By Only A Couple Hundred ;-)
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Giving
The poetry that I am blogging is from a book of my Grandmother's work that I published in her memory. http://www.lulu.com/tisdaled Giving A crust of bread to a tiny bird Will never be missed by mankind And the songs that they sing For that crust of bread Will bring tears to eyes, to blind. Blind, to the joy of giving If but to a tiny bird Whose heart almost bursts As he sings his thanks In this troubled and weary world. If we, like the birds Could learn to sing And learn the art of giving This world would be a better place And life would be worth the living.

Bubbles
I am in a giant white room that softly glows & pluses like it has a life of it's own. As I look around in wonder I see that the entire room is fill with thousand of thousands of bubbles. Some how I instinctivly know that in the reflection of each bubble lays a snap shot of a memory that it contains. If I were to think of a memory the bubble would float to me and I could replay it right there in front of me. Somethign catches my attention.....a shadow learking. I can not follow it but I try. As I think of a memory the shadow appears and the bubble burts. I stand there shocked, what was the memory? A single tear falls from my eye, as that tear hits the floor all around me the thousands of other bubbles suddenly burts and rain blood down upon me.

Heartless Story
heartless story. holding my last breathe having to let it go. when will this pain go away who will ever know. i crawl up each night hoping he will just leave. but the next morning he leaves me with somethings your would never believe. my heart beats faster when i am asleep hoping that the next morning I will still be here. my eyes filled up with tears my head filled up with thoughts. but once he strikes me my heart nearly stops. laying in the hospital doctors don't no what to do. should they send me away or not shouldn't the bruises give them a clue. i guess not b/c the next night hiding under my cover curled in a ball. scared for my life hoping that i can defend myself and stand tall. i can't describe what actually happens b/c once its starts i am gone till morning. this may just be another heartless story but its sad and i can't help but to cry hoping that somethings will change!

My First Blog Entry...woo Hoo
Welcome to Cherry Tap huh? Well that's cool. I'd like to thank Barbee for inviting me here. It's definately new and could be highly entertaining. Well times here are sort of weird for me right now. I'm going through a difficult time but somehow I will make it through it and will be a better person for it. I have a great group of friends. They have seen me through some wild rides. I'm a really laid back kind of girl...I love my pets and the people around me. Well that's it for now. Laters!

People Are Stupid
Since the Pledge of Allegiance andThe Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer.Now I sit me down in schoolWhere praying is against the ruleFor this great nation under GodFinds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.

A Pirates Will
A Pirate’s Will Ye who wonders round my halls, I to warn thee of my curse. If ye found my treasure chest, Shall find naught but riches. From near and far within the seven seas, others try to take these treasures from ye, Be silent if ye wish to stay, But be warned of these thief’s hands. If they touch y treasure, Their hands shall bleed ‘til they see their bones. For ye who first find thy treasure. Shall not be harmed in any way. But don’t spend naught for one years time, For these halls belong to thee Who find thy treasure with a crew in two years time? You shall stay on board. All shall be provided on a notice, Be not alarmed of thy wonders on this vessel, So enjoy thy great legacy for the years To come. When these halls and decks Will have the crew, ye will choose To speak of mere acts of every experience.

Todays Happenings
To all in my Familly,Friends,fans,etc.My comp not running well today.The amount of Cookies,History an the Crap that the CT installs on Computers these days,is unreal.Everyones Comments will have to wait.I must defrag an other Diagnostic Stuff. I'm not fealing to good right now.Pounding Headache,actually had it all night.An the Cat disrupting my Sleep didn't help either. Big Day today for PiperXylon,an Excellent member of my Familly.She has enterd herself in the Mothers Day Blast Giveaway.She's a very Sweet Gal,as all my Familly is.I hope,us as a whole can give her this Victory she so Deserves. But some of us being in Contest know.It's not always the Best or the Prettiest,cutest,kindest that Wins these things.It's the people whom have many Friends,or cash to pay for Blasts to help them win.So us as a Whole have our work cut out for us this afternoon.At the start of this Contest.I will be trying my Damnest to stay under the Radar of the Constant Barrage of Insults Directed at me

Lifes 2 Effin Short!!
lifes 2 short,so love the ones ya got! do u like it when your walking down the street minding your own business,and some butt pirate,gives you a dirty look for not one single reason? dont u think about it,if not all day for a least awhile,and wonder what u did wrong,and analyze everything your wearing,how you look,smell,walk,talk,smile,everything about you the some1 could possibly not like,which is every fucking thing about you! b/cuz lets face it,everything about us annoys some1....if not every1....so why be the person giving dirty looks,making others have a bad day,giving some poor girl an eating disorder b/cuz not she thinks she so fat she deserves your dirty little looks...or starts cutting her wrist b/cuz even pervect strangers dont like her...until she ends up cutting to deep,even though she knows there people in her life that love her,and that she loves very much...but theres just to much pain and hate in this evil world she was born in...do you want her death on your consience?

Note From Jade
Master owns my body, heart and soul He alone has total control Master has all my trust To Master i give all my lust my body is for Masters use Never would His pet refuse To my Master i obey Never causing Him dismay my kneel is proper, body erect showing Master all my respect my body open for Master to view offering always what belongs to You Ownership my Masters jewelry always worn Body naked and vulnerable as the day I was born Master holds the leash in His hand Silently i wait for His command On hands and knees to Him i crawl my Master, my One, He is my All In the glow of candles flickering light Master claims me on this night To love my Master is a given To please Him i am driven Master breaths the life in me And my life i give to thee He takes for i belong to Him my heart He does not have to win It has been His since first Wwe met Upon His lap happy am i to be His pet *let me give You comfort *let me bring You joy *let me spoil You each d

What Animal Are You Most Like?
You scored as Panda.. You Are The Panda. Feeling fat cause you're big you can't help but keep eating. Since you cannot chase prey you eat bamboo all day. Until there isn't room for more you get lazy. You're so cute and cuddley but you don't feel that way all the time. Keep up the work of eating less!Wolf88%Panda.88%Bat!81%Kitty Cat!81%Tiger.75%Koala75%Monkey!63%Alligator!56%Horse.38%Snake.25%Polar Bear.

My Online Friend's
~~~~ My Online Friends ~~~~ Maybe you don't look me right in the eye... Maybe you can't ever wipe my tears when I cry; Maybe we can't share some tea and honey... so sweet, Or walk together down a path... or up the street. But, we can still be good friends because, you see... We met on the internet, you and me. And when you have a "cyber" friend it matters not, How you look, what you wear, or what you've got. I don't care if your last name is Smith or Jones or if your size is perfect, plump, or skin and bones. You're there for me and I appreciate you. You've been a pal through thick and thin... You shared my glad times and in my sad times, you made me grin. So I have sent this greeting to you, dear friend so fine... To tell you, I'm So Glad you're a pal of mine. And here's a hug, though not with arms, For that can't be... But it's a "HUG" straight from my heart... To You From Me. Hugs, Trouble

Instructions For Microsoft's Tv Dinner
You must first remove the plastic cover. By doing so you agree to accept and honor Microsoft rights to all TV dinners. You may not give anyone else a bite of your dinner (which would constitute an infringement of Microsoft\'s rights). You may, however, let others smell and look at your dinner and are encouraged to tell them how good it is. If you have a PC microwave oven, insert the dinner into the oven. Set the oven using these keystrokes: mstv.dinn./ /08.5min@ @50%heat/ / Then enter: ms//start.cook_ dindin/yummy |/yum~yum: -)gohot#cookme. If you have a Mac oven, insert the dinner and press start. The oven will set itself and cook the dinner. If you have a Unix oven, insert the dinner, enter the ingredients of the dinner (found on the package label), the weight of the dinner, and the desired level of cooking and press start. The oven will calculate the time and heat and cook the dinner exactly to your specification. Be forewarned that Microsoft dinners may crash,

Blond Car Accident
Blonde Car Accident One day, while a blonde was out driving her car, she ran into a truck. The truck's driver made her pull over into a parking lot and get out of the car. He took a piece of chalk and drew a circle on the pavement. He told her to stand in the middle and not leave the circle. Furious, he went over to her car and slashed the tires. The blonde started laughing. This made the man angrier so he smashed her windshield. This time the blonde laughed even harder. Livid, the man broke all her windows and keyed her car. The blonde is now laughing hysterically, so the truck driver asks her what's so funny. The blonde giggles and replies, "When you weren't looking, I stepped out of the circle three times!"

Learn A Lil Bit More About Me!!
Get to Know Me...About You...Eye ColorDK BR0WNHair ColorBLACKHeight5'7Favorite ColorBLACK, PiNK, GR3Y nd R3DScreen NameQU33NESHA4LIF3 nd ESHADABOSS06Favorite MovieF3ARFavorite TV ShowLAW nd 0RD3R: SVUYour Car'96 F0RD WiNSTARYour HometownBUFFAL0 (DAT *7-1-6*)Your Present TownRUFF BUFFYour Grade--Your StyleGiRLY BUT H00D nd H00D BUT S3XY...Have You Ever...Sat on your rooftopYKissed someone in the rainYDanced in a public placeY (i D0 THAT SHiT ALL DA TiM3)Smiled for no reasonYLaughed so hard you criedYPeed your pants after age 8NWritten a songY (AS A J0K3 TH0)Sang to someone for no reasonYPerformed on a stageYTalked to someone you don't knowY (STRANG3RS HAV3 G00D C0NV3RSATi0N)Made out in a theaterYGone roller skating since 8th gradeNBeen in loveY (i AM N0W R3GARDL3SS 0F DA SiTUATi0N)...Can You...Write with both handsN (TRi3D TH0)WhistleYBlow a bubbleYRoll your tongueNCross your eyesYTouch your tongue to your noseNDanceYSpeak a different languageYImpersonate someoneYCook anythingY...Finish

Sister Can You Know...........
Sister can you know love touch life with the charm of soul love as star shines as the rain falls love smiles thinking about love wondering if she love is strong in brother heart she said sweet talking man you mister sweet talking man yet the truth must be heard watch out love coming surrender try one love close to find what brings the sister to accepted the brother walk talk love feel the blessing of the eyes of love on life it about the sister with brown eyes smiles that warm the heart it about sister with the braids about skin kiss by YAH love just right the shade darkness it a dream come to life in sister of soul

My Personal Rant
**** This was written fro my Myspace blog but thought I may as well post it here as well **** So if I can get over this fucking constant pain that I have been in for what 2 weeks now I would be so damn happy. But I am not here to complain about my pain and discomfort because all in all I am dealing with that pretty well. I am still going to work, just not doing anything extra. I am not bitching as much as I could by a long shit, yeah I am a little more bitchy than usual to the guys at work and I kinda (very little) feel bad for it but I could be much much worse all things considered. Anyway, I want to just ramble cause I am on Vicodin and my mind is racing since I can’t sleep and all that. So, what is it about blondes? Why are men so fucking attracted to blondes? I make fun of the guys at work about this all the time, but I am aware of the fact that it is not just them. It is like some fucking epidemic. I am not picking on blondes since some of my greatest friends

What People Actually Say In Court
Q: What is your date of birth? A: July fifteenth. Q: What year? A: Every year. Q: This myasthenia gravis - does it affect your memory at all? A: Yes. Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory? A: I forget. Q: You forget. Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten? Q: All your responses must be oral, okay? What school did you go to? A: Oral. Q: How old is your son - the one living with you. A: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which. Q: How long has he lived with you? A: Forty-five years. Q: What was the first thing your husband said to you when he woke that morning? A: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" Q: And why did that upset you? A: My name is Susan. Q: Sir, what is your IQ? A: Well, I can see pretty well, I think. Q: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in the voodoo occult? A: We both do. Q: Voodoo? A: We do. Q: You do? A: Yes, voodoo. Q: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his

Deidre
to the world it may seem as though you are just a memory. and during the day when the sun is out, i act as though you are. as though we have memories, but we will also have a chance to make more...you are just at work or visiting friends in madison. but when the sun sets and everyones in bed, and its just me, i find myself thinking of you. and there is nothing i can do to make it go away. i bury myself in un-realities like movies and conversations on the internet. movies dont work well anymore, but if im talking to someone, as long as im fooling them, i can fool myself. but i cant lie to the dark silence which is the night... such as now. these are the times when i break down thinking of you. these are the times that i realize its true, i wont see you again, our memories are just that and we wont make anymore. but dont worry my friend I hold your motto dear "no regrets" day to day im living, its night to night that i fret and fail this. maybe its because the night is where w

Aw Shux
How Romantic Are You? Take the Quiz Your Quiz Results: You are midway between being a romantic and a realist. You can mellow and provide enough romantic sparks when needed. You know where to draw the line between sentiment and good judgment and have probably never been seriously lovesick. Your head may be in the clouds, but your feet are on the ground. What would you like to do next? Share Your Quiz Results >> Create Your Own Quiz >> Take Another Quiz >>

Random Things
I'm gonna talk about random things today. First subject: Jealousy Jealousy is a controlled emotion. We can choose to be jealous or not. I choose not to. No one in the their entire life is meant to experence everything or be with someone 24/7. I see all these girls get jealous that their boyfriend, fiance, husband, or whatever hugs someone else. Like OMG... Hugging someone else outside of the family doesn't mean that they are screwing each other when you turn your back. COME ON! The only reason anyone gets jealous is an insecurity with themself. All they need to do is take a deep breath and let it all float away. If that doesn't work, seek therapy. Of course, if you see your man or woman screwing someone else...that's different. Second subject: Whoreizm (if that is even a word) A majority of the people I work with are single moms. I love them all to death. I admire them too because they work to feed their kids and put clothes on their back. I'm not gon

Last Day On The Job
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast, eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he

~*the Wind*~
The wind blows freely through our hearts with passion and love for every loveing person that we have on this eather that has a true heart and knows to leave well enough alone and knows that when two people love each other not to mess around were the hearts belong to one another. But when the wind blows fondly for each other its like a magicial stroy with all the stars lined up all in a row for each other. I dont write from my brain i write from my heart. SO if anyone has any thing they would like to ask feel free to wrtie to me and ask me im open to answer them if i can thank you to all those that like reading things that i write here. ~*Mandie*~

Heartbreak And Glass
Many times it seems That my soul has been shattered, Like a mirror that has been broken. But I know that as long as I dwell on that, My heart and soul will never be repaired. I accept that heartbreak and broken glass Have been strewn about my landscape And my soul has bled out in grief But yet, why am I here, if not to learn? Life happens, and so does heartbreak And the cruel lessons that test our spirit. For too long, I have neglected my outer self Because my inner self was shattered. What use to have a soul, If I am not willing to rise above Lifes whims, storms, and casual cruelties? What good am I to myself and others, If I give upwhere then, is my faith? Are there not others that are suffering In much worse circumstance? I will meditate, and ask how I may help Some person that is perhaps going through The feelings or events that have lately Been a part of my experience. I have been

What Does A Kiss Taste Like???
What does a kiss taste like??? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, Spit it out, Johhny ! It's a piece of Ass"!

On To Bigger And Better Things
Well wednesdays my last day. I'm so happy for that, you don't even know. It's going to be awesome to be done-and be able to sleep in for a few days before I do the whole interview thingy. Oh yes, I'm going to go to a dresden dolls concert. They say they like people to dress up, but I don't know what I"m going to do. Hmmmmm

How I Felt In A Relationship With A Cray Bitch
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

Wanna Be An Official New England Rally Girl?
Do you look good in a bikini? Do you want to help the New England Rally raise money for the Boys and Girls club of America and the Youth Crimewatch of America? If you've answered yes, let me know! We're looking for 6 girls to act as our official bikini car and bike washers!! You'll be asked to appear at places like KC's Ribshack on Second st. in Manchester and La Chiquita Mexican resteraunt in Salisbury, Ma. where you will be washing cars and bikes for donations to the 2 non profit organizations that the New England Rally has adopted as it's charities. You will be well fed at any event you are asked to attend, and will have a great time. Make sure to let me know you're shirt size!! New England Rally t-shirts and tank tops will be coming in soon! C'mon ladies, it's almost Summer!! We need to raise awareness for the 2007 New England Rally and raise some money for the Boys and Girls club and the Youth Crimewatch of America!

Yum Yums
surprisingly healthy tonight french baguette with freshly made bruschetta: toasted bread infused with evoo and rubbed with garlic 1 compari and 1 roma plum tomato diced and seeded 3 cloves of garlic minced 1 shallot minced chopped fresh basil balsalmic vinegar extra virgin olive oil crab and cream cheese wontons: 10 wonton wrappers combine crab, cream cheese, fresh chives, garlic, and a dash of steak marinade fill the wonton wrappers with mixture than seal edges together with a lil egg wash drop into hot veggie oil till alllls browned up i've never made either of those before incidently.... broiled salmon steaks served with clarified garlic butter I even made desert..which i'm way to full to eat now so it will probobly be my breakfast.. 1 container fruit on the bottom raspberry yogurt combined with 1 container of wild berry fruit on the bottom filled the bottom of a martini glass with that..topped it with fresh cut strawberries..more yogurt mixtur

Dont Pump Gas On May 15th
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) repost this bulletin repost it with 'Don't pump gas on May 15th'

What Is Your Deepest Fear?
What is your deepest fear? Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Me No Speaka Engrishhhhh !!
Hmm..what can I say? The title is a clear give away for what I'm about to write. It's convenient for people to assume. Especially to assume that one, me, South East Asian can't speak proper English. Why would I even bother being in an English speaking site if I didn't know what it meant and how to communicate in it? Does that make sense? Anyways, I won't hold my breath or wipe my snot just to show you how disappointed I am. What's this madness with stereotyping anyways? Like the other day I posted a blog and queried those who knew of Jack the Ripper. This guy shoots back and says oh this is a stupid mumm and that he's British and he knows who Jack the Ripper is. Oh yea and since I'm Asian I know the best brand for rice since I have it for every fucking day of my life yea? This is the type of people who make those thirsty for knowledge shy away from wanting to know more. Yea so what if I didn't know how to speak English? would that make you sto

Just Out Of Austin Bound For San Antone
Hey pretty baby don't you know it ain't my fault, I love to hear the steel belts hummin' on the asphalt. Wake up in the middle of the night in a truck stop, stumble in the restaurant wonderin' why I don't stop. Well, I gotta keep rockin' why i still can, I got a two pack habit and a motel tan. When my boots hit the boards I'm a brand new man, with my back to the riser I make my stand. One of these days I'm gonna settle down and I'll take you back with me to the Guitar Town.

Thoughts While On The Road...
- Ever in a job interview .. and thought to yourself .. damn cant wait for this to be over.. i got a role of Lifesavers in my pocket .. and watermellon is next ! - I belive if companies insist on making thongs for 350 lbs chicks they should do us all a favor and make them out of kevlar! If one were to snap someone would loose and arm. - I wanna hang out at Macy's ..not to shop just, to see the reaction off people as im playing with my slinky on the escalators. - Ever tailgated an SUV just to watch the movie they had playing ? - While in a ritzy resturant ... the guy always asks if you want fresh ground pepper .... but ever wonder where the fresh salt guy disapeared to? - I like cinimon rolls ... but i hate making them all the time, I think they should make a cinimon role insence.. that way when friends come over they walk through the door with false hopes. - Im a cheap bastard .. i think we all are at some point in time. But being cheap doesnt come without consi

Thoughts.....
THOUGHT NUMBER ONE: LOW RATING, DOWN RATING, OR WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT CALL IT. WHO THE HELL CARES IF SOMEONE RATES YOU A FUCKING 3. ITS THERE CHOICE AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO GIVE YOU A REASON WHY.....DID YOU EVER STOP AND THINK THAT MAYBE YOU AREN'T AS HOT AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO THINK YOU ARE. BE REAL PEOPLE, NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO THINK YOU'RE A TEN, SO GET OVER IT AND MOVE. AND IF YOU'RE GOING TO BLOCK SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY RATED LESS THAN A TEN THAT'S JUST AS CHILDISH. NOW THAT YOU CAN SEE WHO RATES LOW ALL I SEE IS BULLETIN AFTER BULLETIN ABOUT HOW THIS PERSON RATED ME LOW AND HOW THEY ARE A FAG OR A BITCH OR WHATEVER FOR DOING SO. AGAIN JUST AS CHILDISH.....SO GET OVER YOURSELVES AND STOP FLOODING MY BULLETIN BOARD WITH USELESS CRAP. THOUGHT NUMBER TWO: AMERICA VS. CANADA!!!! WHO GIVES A SHIT. THE MORE YOU POST AND REPOST ABOUT THIS, THE LONGER THE DRAMA IS GOING TO CONTINUE, MAKING YOU JUST AS MUCH OF NOOB THAN THE PERSON STARTING IT. JUST REMEMBER ARGUING ON TH

Haircut
Well, this isnt all that blog worthy, but I got my hair cut off yesterday. It's all short again and I'm kinda excited about it! Was getting comments quite a bit at work (im sure I would have gotten a few more but most of my day is spent in a clean room with a hairnet and hood and such). Hopefully I can convince my photographer to take a few pics of me this weekend.

Here's To T-bone Steaks & Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. he often came with me and almost everytime he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large pack of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and then put them back. She turned to go and

My Sister Said It All!!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 My sister said it all Current mood: disappointed Category: Life It had to come to an end so another could be started. From the hick sticks it is all quiet on the home front and on the hillside. I don't have much to say because I already got it all out the phone today. I have a question "what is Bipolar" A. is it mental illness B. A mental illness brought on by asshole talking to a person C. Or just an excuse Answer:::::: It is a mental illness that has to have medication the rest of your life to keep a balanced mentally. I did have someone tell me that even her doctor said it was because of asshole people talking to her ,so as long as she avoids talking to assholes she nolonger has to take her meds. I would like to talk to her quack because I haven't seen anything to confirm that finding

Where I Belong
I may have a smile on my face I may not even look sad But the smile is out of place They dont want to deal with something so bad I am going through so much pain I hate everything that I have gone through But I know theres nothing to gain So those stupid things I just wont do I look to others for encouragement I hear what they whisper and say My days on earth are badly spent But they say I'll find better one day! I dont know why, but I just dont agree I feel so lame and weak telling me theres someone just for me But to find him first I must seek I must find out who I want to be I dont understand what they say But if I search hard enough I'll find me Though it takes some time to find ones way I will search deep within my heart I want to know where is my place So today is the day I start this way my life isnt considered a waste

Is There A God?????
maybee its just me but what the fuck.I work at a fast food place and this small girl came in with her family and she was burned bad,no fingers on eather hand and her face was burned too.If there were a god why would he let that happen to a small girl that did nothing to anyone.this shit makes me mad how could this happen to someone so young? I wish it would have happened to me other than her.and i cant stop thinking about her...Someone please tell me what kind of god would let something like this happen???maybee there is no god ,just someone filling your head with some shit that there is a god....sorry had to get that off my chest.

You Think You Know...but You Have No Idea...
Who Are YOU? I am loud, I am funny, and I am smart. I am ME. No one changes me...It's impossible to try. My personality is unique. There's not another one like it. I am ME. I am crazy, I am beautiful, and I am thick. I have been hurt too. But I will not be broken. STILL, I am ME. I am artistic. I am CREATIVE. I am ME. NO ONE ELSE. I have been lied to, lied ON, and taken advantage of. I have remained strong through everything... That's why I AM ME. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Life...
Well, in some of my past blogs I've talked about my shitty marriage. Well today the husband moved out. We're now separated. I'm in shock. As much as I was wanting this before it all feels too surreal. It's something I really wanted but now I feel like I should be mourning something, not ready to party like I am. Anyone who has been through separation or divorce have any advice on how to work through these feelings? I'm so confused.

Closer
Gone are my days of happiness, Gone are my days of bliss Now only remains my loneliness Days past to reminisce each step that I take Each time I take a breath Each scond that slips away Brings me closer to my death Of all the things I have I still feel so poor I have become more depressed Than I have eva felt before What am I fighting for? Not only what but why? When all I am doin Is delating the day I die!!!!

Happy Monday!
I'm a little less stiff and sore this morning, thank the Goddess! See if I dance that many hours at one time again!! Much to do today, so this is a short one, lol! Jenn continues to be in jail. Do not know what the official charges are going to be at this point! Tim has moved back in with Damian! We'll see how long this stays in the air, lol! The silence is deafening. Hard to believe one less teen can make that much difference, lol!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, to every one of my friends all over the world! You are loved and appreciated, dear friends! Later! Muah!

Stressful
Shits been hectic lately. My sisters due with mackenzie in 4 days, so weve been getting the house ready for that. PLus working all the time. Plus Ive been really stressed. So here's a recap of the last few days. I may have a job at a strip club as a bartender. Not sure yet, but Im pretty sure I got the job. Thursday I went and finally got my Florida Dl. I was putting it off for as long as I could. and I did. so I went and did that (which took, like, 3 hours. then I went to my college and got set up and summer classes and talked to financial aid. Then I took ANOTHER bus to work. got there 25 minutes early, so I went and checked my myspace and cherrytap. Then went on the floor and got lectured for talking to fast. WTF do you expect? not only am I from NJ, but Im italian and spanish. get the fuck over it. So I came home and just hung out. Friday I went over to my moms house and deanna took me to work. it was just really hot and I didnt wanna ride my bike. So I get to work around noon and

I Am....
Tired. I have fallen asleep half a dozen times sitting here at work, staring at this computer chess game. Angry. Why the hell can't I stay awake? I went to sleep last night at midnight and woke up this morning around 6am; I had a nap yesterday. Depressed? I had a visit from my home teacher last night and he mentioned that somewhere around 50% of Americans between the age of 15 and 38 have been depressed for a significant period in their life. I don't think I'm depressed but I've fooled myself before. Apathetic....likely not. A lot of things lately have just made me bug-sh*t.

A Mother's Biography
My son, Natas Elysium, was born March 30th, 2004 @ 11:31pm. His birth is one of my proudest memories.:) We had him by waterbirth (hottub birth) and had a midwife deliver him, her name is Jean, She has since moved and relocated her midwifery. Kim is the other midwife, a very wonderful midwife... I remember the day I found out I was pregnant with Natas, I was about 9 weeks about a week after the Type O Negative concert that we went to With my husbands cousin and his (then) girlfriend... I went through alot with this pregnancy (my very first and hopefully not my last)... I spent alot of my pregnant time at the music store, doing factory work, and listening to LOTS of music!:P I also spent much of that time babysitting and for a while taking bellydance classes... I remember going through so much with this first pregnancy, Massive weight gain (about 63 lbs.), swollen feet, gestational diabetes, and many Braxton Hicks contractions and some back labor... I also had many friends and family wi

*~he Is~*
He is a fream he is a life he is one that no one can take or replace he is someone that i take with deep thought and that i love with all that i have he is the person that i call my bf and my soul mate. For he walks the path of standing with me and showing me that with all that goes on in this world that we call love we make it through it all and love each other with ever beat of our hearts with out a a moment of anything we look at the night time sky and dream of the wonderful things that have been brought to us from each other ....I love him with all that i have and he loves me with all that he has. Someone the other night put a smile of over my face when she told me something ..... SHe said that my blogs of poems and words are imsprational...That really ment something to me because it goes to show that someone is really reading what im wrtieing and it has some affect on someone. So to that person thanks for being a reader of my stuff and enjoying what i post. To that specail

Demonology 101
In the realms of filth and waste Dwells the beasts of the unholy Living in bile and human remains Feeding off sadness, depression and pain Ruler of dark and bringer of hate Set your eyes, so ends your fate Dare you step in his putrid loft? Scream his name, Azagthoth Cthulu calls, hear his voice Beazulbub flesh, tender and moist Hellions, Satyrs and Minions alike Destroy the Heavens with all thy might May Leviathan swim the holy sea May the Succubus and Trolls be set free Hail Satan! hail Lucifer, demonic pride Tread lightly, for the Behemoth strides May the dreaded Mammon spare your bones Song of the Harpies, turn to stone Now strive to be your Satans son This is Demonology 101

Night To Day
Night to day. Day to night. I go on my own way. To forget what's in my sight. I'm being caged down like a bird. With no freedom to fly away. I didn't want to be first nither the third. Couldn't do nothing but hear the wind sway. Drops of water drips in the cold silence. The winds roar through the dark. The darkness where there is no violence. I can hear the bark peeling off the trees, and the dogs bark. There's a chill in the air. There's no where to go. There's always someone to turn to. But, there's no one there. My bones ache along with my heart. I've lost everything that I dreamt of. I feel like I'm falling apart. There's nothing left, but to fly away like a dove. The sounds of silence. The rapid beating of my heart is filled with violence. poem written by me: Kiara/Chrys.

Never Know When Its Your Time
Monday 33 People woke up, and didn't know it was there last day to live Life is short and I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! If you love me, give this back to me, and send to all the people you love.......................... you never know when it is the end.................... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Would You ____ Me?
Would you ____ me ? > > 1.date > 2.fuck, > 3.kiss, > 4.lick, > 5.be friends, > 6.hate, > 7.love, > 8.crush on, > 9.stare at, > 10.marry, > 11.please, > 12.tease, > 13.go out with, > 14.make out > 15.suck > 16.fight, > 17.help, > 18.hug, > 19.dance, > 20.hurt, > 21.all of the above, > > Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me > > Send me a message with your answers and then re-post for me to answer ect

In This Moment. A Really Cool Band
I am trying to help promote this one band. If you are going to ozzfest this year. They will be there and me too ;) Please check out there webpage whenever you can. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=3002730&MyToken=a6e37fa1-b0d8-494f-b27a-73161b500ab7

Booze
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and

Say I Love You
One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You."

Interesting.......
Aussie Whore@ CherryTAP sometimes makes me wonder what kind of a site they run around here when they allow ppl to start up profiles slandering a person BTW SWEETSUZY (loving my haters) I KNOW IT FUCKIN YOU SO GROW THE FUCK UP u grease monkying bitch!!!!!!!!!

If You...
Have had to deal with any bullshit from Mr. Wack Job himself, I'm truly sorry. There's no reason whatsoever he should be doing what he is doing. I seriously just wish he would move the fuck along already and just quit it. He's a complete sicko. I was terrified for years and dealt with his bullshit, (physical/emotional/mental abuse) but I guess you can say I grew a pair when I finally ended it. He didn't like that much, and has been pulling this shit for about a year now. He figured he molded me into the perfect victim, and despises the fact that I am no longer just that, his victim. He likes to get them while they are young as well when he picks his victims. I was only 16 (he 35/just going on 36.) His other before that, was (well there were 2 actually) a girl who was 13/14/15 & 16 while they were sexually active (he was 33/34/35 & 36 when with her, and then there was another girl at that same time he had a kid with, who was around 18/19. What can I say, I'm not the frightened child I o

Wow..i Never Knew....kimber, Kimber...you Been A Bad Girl
Hey all....go check my stash for an even more revealing pic of Kimber....Kimber, why did you have to mess with me ? I am one who doesnt back down...and look...i messed you up girl...

Spiderman 3
I have been waiting to see spiderman three for almost an entire year since it was speculation and rumor and boy was it worth the wait,to a spiderman man fanatic like myself it was one of the best films I have seen all year. I wonder how far are they going to take the series seeing there are so many villian they can explore. Ill watch and wait i guess..

Cum On By Tha Doorz Open Yall
Well now this is my first web page and im extremely new @ it, but working hard on puting up real fotoz of places ive been to here for those who havent been can see a glimpz of Sweet Serenity and Admire Reality of what life really has to Offer --

Men
Here a ? for all my friends what do u do when u know the time has come for a change but it hard to do that when ever thing inside tells u its time but it is hard to let go of ur fears and do what needs to be done then what do u do????????? PLEASE REASPONED NEED UR ADVISE

Freedom Isn't Free
Freedom Isn’t Free Freedom isn’t free it comes with a price Given by the military men and women And their great sacrifice They provide us with homeland security Right here in the U.S.A. So that we may feel safe each and every day They fight the wars on foreign ground While we are at home safe and sound They fight for our freedom Under the red white and blue They do it for their families And they do it for you They must sleep in their foxholes When the wars will allow While we go on with our lives In the here and the now So greet them and honor them with respect For its your rights and freedoms that they protect Let us as a nation all stand tall For our heroes who are fighting And the heroes who gave their all And lets not forget them on Memorial Day Let us all kneel down and for them we will pray Robert M. Hall © 5/9/2007

Although A Daughter, I Write This As A Mother
Although a daughter, I write this as a mother. We're both mothers now, of child-daughters: You, a grandmother forced to be a mother, And I, a widow, alone with my fatherless daughter. Death has thus shaped both our lives in ways We would not have chosen. Yet life is still the bright, Painfully lovely thing it was always: Our children like dancers on a dark, splendid night, Needing our loves as I needed yours; your love The same song as ever, a lullaby I remember So well from my time in your arms. We move In slow spirals towards the stars. September Has weeks like June, yet is closer to the fall. Love has no answers, yet its beauty answers all By J. S. Bach

This Is Messed Up!!!
iCALLED THE BARTENDER THAT THE BAR I GO TO.AND TOLD HER I'M OFF THE BOTTLE(BACARDI) aND SHE HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME I'M A BAD MOTHER...SHE HAD NO PROBLEM UNTIL MY DAUGHTER TURNED '21. THEN THE SHIT HITS THE FAN...I DID'NT START DRINKING OR BRINGING A BOTTLE OF RUM UNTIL NEW YEARS LAST YEAR..HOW COULD ANY1 SAY I'M A BAD MOTHER. I RAISED HER BY MYSELF SINCE SHE WAS 3...PLEASE COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW IF I'M A BAD MOTHER...I DIDN'T HELP MYSELF UNTIL SHE WAS OVER 18. I'M BIPOLAR AND TAKE MEDS INCLUDEING ZANAX BUT ONLY .05 MG...I WAS A PHARMACT TECH...LET ME HEAR UR COMMENTS PLEASE...

Veggie Lentil Soup
Veggie Lentil Soup Here's a healthy and delicious recipe for vegetable-packed lentil soup. The leftovers make great lunches -- and the soup freezes well, in case you'd like to put some away for later. Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 1 pound dry lentils * 5 cups vegetable stock * 3 cloves garlic, chopped * 1 cup chopped onion * 1 cup chopped carrot * 1 cup chopped celery * 1 cup chopped red bell pepper * 1 cup chopped fresh green beans * 1 cup chopped fresh spinach * 1/3 cup tamari * 1 teaspoon oregano * 1 teaspoon fresh thyme * Salt and pepper to taste Directions: In your favorite soup pot, cook the lentils in just enough water to cover. When they are soft (usually in about an hour or less), add everything else and simmer until the vegetables are cooked. You may need to add more stock if the soup cooks down too much. Substitution tip: Soy sauce may be substituted for the tamari.

Chinese Proverb Collection (m-o)
Make happy those who are near, and those who are far will come. The man who does not learn is dark, like one walking in the night. Man who waits for roast duck to fly into mouth must wait very, very long time. Married couples tell each other a thousand things without speech. Mend the pen only after the sheep are all gone. Never do anything standing that you can do sitting, or anything sitting that you can do lying down. Never write a letter while you are angry. No wind, no waves. Of all the strategems, to know when to quit is the best. Of all the thirty-six alternatives, running away is best. Once bitten by a snake, he/she is scared all his/her life at the mere sight of a rope. Once on a tiger's back, it is hard to alight. One cannot refuse to eat just because there is a chance of being choked. One dog barks at something, the rest bark at him One monk shoulders water by himself; two can still share the labor among them. When it comes to three, they have to g

Chinese Proverb-growth
Growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell. ~ Edward Abbey ~ We grow because we struggle, we learn and overcome. ~ R. C. Allen ~ The need of expansion is as genuine an instinct in man as the need in a plant for the light, or the need in man himself for going upright. The love of liberty is simply the instinct in man for expansion. ~ Matthew Arnold ~ Today I have grown taller from walking with the trees. ~ Karl Baker ~ I am convinced that the world is not a mere bog in which men and woman trample themselves in the mire and die. Something magnificent is taking place here amid the cruelties and tragedies, and the supreme challenge to intelligence is that of making the noblest and best in our curious heritage prevail. ~ Charles A. Beard ~ Some people are molded by their admirations, others by their hostilities. ~ Elizabeth Bowen ~ Unless a tree has borne blossoms in spring, you will vainly look for fruit on it in autumn.

How Do U Know
How do you know its an angel that you've met 'Cuz u can't stop the sun once it starts to set When she fill you with tingles whenever she's near And being without her causes you fear When u wake and she's your one and only thought When heart and mind decide that she's what you've sought Does her face bring a gleam to your eye Find yourself with butterflies and you don't know why Is she undeniably the reason you get out of bed Or merely the only thought floating in your head How do you know it's and angel you've met When you love unconditionally without a regret

My Condition And Options
How are cysts treated? Watchful waiting. The patient waits and gets re-examined in one to three months to see if the cyst has changed in size. This is a common treatment option for women who are in their childbearing years, have no symptoms, and have a fluid-filled cyst. It also might be an option for postmenopausal women. Surgery. If the cyst doesn’t go away after several menstrual periods, has gotten larger, looks unusual on the ultrasound, causes pain, or you’re postmenopausal, the doctor may want to remove it. There are two main surgical procedures: · Laparoscopy—if the cyst is small and looks benign on the ultrasound, your doctor may perform a laparoscopy. This procedure is done under general anesthesia. A very small incision is made above or below the navel, and a small instrument that acts like a telescope is inserted into the abdomen. If the cyst is small and looks benign, it can be removed. · Laparotomy—if the cyst is large and looks suspicious, the doctor may perform a p

This Is The Blog I Posted Yesterday On Myspace
. .by simply replacing it with another social networking site! LOL If you guys want to get ahold of me your best bet is to hit me on cherytap.com. Go through Ben's site because with all the "phantom" hits my myspace blogs always seem to get I don't feel the need to broadcast my Cherrytap addy. Let's see, other than that what's been going on. . . Well school is finally over. That's good. I fucked up our money situation and we are completely broke. That's bad. But we have been in this boat before and we have always come out of it just fine and I am sure we will again. Mostly because even when we had less than nothing (sleeping in Rob's kitchen, what? ) we had each other. And just being around Justin makes me incredibly happy and content. Now don't get me wrong. We fight, we argue we bitch and moan at each other but then the goofy bastard does something to make me giggle. Or like the other night when he was just sitting on the edge of the porch and I looked at him and was struck once a

Creed
I have no parents: I make the heavens and earth my parents. I have no home: I make awareness my home. I have no life or death: I make the tides of breathing my life and death. I have no divine power: I make honesty my divine power. I have no means: I make understanding my means. I have no magic secrets: I make character my magic secret. I have no body: I make endurance my body. I have no eyes: I make the flash of lighting my eyes. I have no ears: I make sensibility my ears. I have no limbs: I make promptness my limbs. I have no strategy: I make ¡unshadowed by thought¢ my strategy. I have no designs: I make ¡seizing opportunity by the forelock¢ my design. I have no miracles: I make right-action my miracles. I have no principles: I make adaptability to all circumstances my principles. I have no tactics: I make emptiness and fullness my tactics. I have no talents: I make ready wit my talent. I have no friends: I make my mind my friend. I have no enemy: I make carelessness

Underground Footage Of The Bull Run Cars We Took Sat. In Boston!! Unbelievable!
So Karoline and I went out today to find the Bullrun. We headed north expecting to find them on 89 coming from Canada to Boston.. Noooooo they end up going to North Conway. So we found a few guys from the Bullrun that were on the side of the road and we decided to stop and see if they needed any help. They let us know that the rally went another route and they were heading to Boston. We followed them, but they took an exit and we decided to go the route that would get us there faster. (I'm from the area... I know the highways well.) We never saw them again. We ended up in the garage where they were parking the cars for the night. With their permission! So there we are... the only people they were allowing in the garage that were not participants or employees. The sound quality is absolutely crap, but the cars make up for it. Enjoy. http://www.newenglandrally.com/bullrun2007bostongarage.wmv

Made A Change
you might notice that a few of my pics have been changed to family only... My advise is dont ask to be added to it. has i get to know you more i might add you. I have people i can trust in there now... (if your female you do have a chance of getting in there to see the pic if asking) Sorry to change the rules of the folder but i do have my reasons

A Little Head
A huge muscular man walks into a bar and orders a beer. The bartender hands him the beer and says, "You know, I'm not gay but I want to compliment you on your physique, it really is phenomenal! I have a question though, why is your head so small?" The big guy nods slowly. He's obviously fielded this question many times. "One day," he begins, "I was hunting when I got lost in the woods. I heard someone crying for help and finally realized that it was coming from a frog sitting next to a stream." So I picked up the frog and it said, "Kiss me. Kiss me and I will turn into a genie and grant you 3 wishes." So I looked around to make sure I was alone and gave the frog a kiss. POOF! The frog turned into a beautiful, voluptuous, naked woman. She said, "You now have 3 wishes." I looked down at my scrawny 115 pound body and said, "I want a body like Arnold Schwarzenneger." She nodded, whispered a spell, and POOF! there I was, so huge that I ripped out of my clothes and was s

Rise Above Frustration
Rise above frustration Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with

Sigh
This is more a rant then a poem. I keep hearing from women about the father of my child. Saying hes tried to play then using this site. What am I supposed to do about it hes supposed to be in jail for the things he was accused of so I havnt seen him in person scine november. Im trying to be single mom for a 3 yr old that dont understand why she had a daddy but doesnt any more. I dont want her to grow up thinking she was bad thats why hes not here. His own screw ups and behavior are whats parted us. For those women on here who have talked to him in messages and or phone calls please I hate to say it but dont beleive most any thing he has to say. I lived with him for almost 4 years and learned well enough hr likes to do what ever he chooses with no disregard for any one else. He will smile and do what ever he can to get over. I still love him wont ever stop but even I know what to listen to and what not. weve had plenty of fights about cherry tap and his profile here. The lies contain

Couples Contest!!! Enter And Win!!!
*IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST Luscious♥Mami ((Please fan me before you add me, thx))@ CherryTAP 1ST PRIZE: 1 VACATION, BE WHISKED OFF TO A TROPICAL VACATION YOU PICK CHOICE OF EITHER, HIS & HER MATCHING RIDES (2) GIVEN FOR HER FOR HIM 2nd PRIZE: HIS & HER MOTORCYCLES FOR HER FOR HIM 3RD PRIZE: FOR HIM FOR HIM FOR HER FOR HER PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND GET YOUR ENTRIES IN. HAVE A GOOD ONE AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL!! HUGS, SONYA AKA LUSCIOUS&HEARTS;MAMI PLEASE REPOST, STICKY REPOSTS GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT

What Do They Think Ther Tryi8ng To Teach Me
so tonight my home work ....there teaching me with count with diffent bases right now we count iwth base 10 called decimal ... binary is all 1010101 and hexadecimal is base of 16 in witch numbers r symbols 0-9 and then a-f for 10-15 its confuling sighs ... so binary hexadecmal lol octal is base 8 ... lol y anyone wants to branch out of decimal base 10 i dont know ... thisx is part of sound design lol

Robbery
BANK ROBBERY..... Two lawyers are in a bank, when, suddenly, armed robbers burst in. While several of the robbers take the money from the tellers, others line the customers, including the lawyers, up against a wall, and proceed to take their wallets, watches, etc. While this is going on lawyer number one jams something in lawyer number two's hand. Without looking down, lawyer number two whispers, "What is this?" to which lawyer number one replies, "It's that $500 I owe you."

Thank You Oh Mighty Creator
Thank you god for giving man kind the intelligence to make energy drinks. These cans of bliss make it possible for me to get my lazy ass motivated every morning, noon, and night! Am i addicted....HELL NO...i am simply showing my love for these by buying them everyday...sometimes even twice. if i would still smoke dope i would not have stumbled upon these drinks of hyper tension...so thank you too rehab! So god i just want to thank you again for giving man the ability to produce meth in a can....you've really done it this time!

Choctaw Creation Myth
The Choctaw who remain in Mississippi tell this story as an explanation of how they came to the land where they live now and of how Naniah Waiya Mound came to be. Two brothers, Chata and Chicksah led the original people from a land in the far west that had ceased to prosper. The people traveled for a long time, guided by a magical pole. Each night, when the people stopped to camp, the pole was placed in the ground and in the morning the people would travel in the direction in which the pole leaned. After traveling for an extremely long time, they finally came to a place where the pole remained upright. In this place, they laid to rest the bones of their ancestors, which they had carried in buffalo sacks from the original land in the west. The mound grew out of that great burial. After the burial, the brothers discovered that the land could not support all the people. Chicksah took half the people and departed to the North and eventually became the Chickasaw tribe. Chatah

Armed Forces Day!
Dang, today is Armed Forces Day and I can't take off for it. Well, I probably could have but I just found out about this festive occations like two days ago. There is suppose to be a lot of fun stuff for the kids at the Qwest Center's parking lots and such. And then there is suppose to be a concert in the evening. Well, at least I will be able to make my son's last game of soccer today, though. It will be fun, regardless. And it's starting to get really nice here too. Well, I hope everyone else enjoys this day.

History Of The Term "baked"
EXCERPTS FROM: from Green Gold: the Tree of Life, Marijuana in Magic and Religion by Chris Bennett, Lynn Osburn, and Judy Osburn Expulsion of the Demons, an anonymous engraving from the 1600s, is another classic example of alchemical initiation hidden behind the facade of chruchly pursuits. In the foreground an alchemist (wearing a small Phygyric initiation cap) cheerfully slides an associate head first into a large athanor (alchemical oven) where the "demons" are baked out of his head into a billowing cloud containing the universal elements in an expanding consciousness. The one who is baked holds his hand up as if to say to the other, "hold steady, right there brother." Two mushroom s joined at the cap appear in the lower left of his expanding mind-cloud. In the left foreground incense is vaporizing from a bowl set on flaming coals in a squat pan on a tripod. Directly above it a "bishop" is pouring an alchemical substance down the throat of a seated initiate who is s