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Declaration Of Luv
I luv my Master for so many reasons... He gives me the dreams that lull me to sleep He gives to me the reason to wake in the morning He makes the smile that sits on my face grow ever brighter He makes my heart swell with pride for who and what i am He teaches me things about myself that i had not yet realized whether they be through oversight or lack of experience He allows me to see His approval always as it shines from His eyes He creates within me a desire to please Him with every breath i take He allows me to share with Him the knowledge that i have He never attempts to destroy the confidence that is part of who i am He cherishes me and tells me so often He allows me to see the desire HE has for me but most of all i LUV Him because......... He Alone POSSESSES me

Not Going To Be Online
Jen's surgery is today and we are leaving about 0530-0600. Her surgery is at 1000 but it takes two hours to get to the hospital. I will keep everyone updated through her recovery as well. http://lostcherry.com/lilbit As you can probablly guess I won't be on to much tomorrow.

With Me
I remember mlike it was yesterday even though its far away these sweet and loving things you say are all that gets me through the day i remember all your hugs with me and every intimate kiss i remember how you came to me and made true my every wish i miss the way you hold me tight feeling so safe and far from harm i miss your warmth in the cold of night and your sweet yet childish charm i think of you every hour -no- minute and i really feel no shame with it i cant wait for you to be here with me so things will nbe the way there supposed to be i dont want just your memory, i want you to be here with me.

Is Today Friday The 13th Again!
Did u ever have one of those days where u should have never got outta bed?Today was one for me.Started off when I turned on bathroom light and popped a bulb.No big deal right,WRONG!That threw the circuit breaker switch cause of a surge,I guess.No power in all of bedroom means,fucked up clock,radio,phone and computer.Had to reset everything,including computer modum with road runner.All this at 7:00am..Then I had a Drs appt.and my car almost didnt start.Battery was almost dead!I had to jump start my brothers car on Sunday and I think that pushed my battery to point of no return.Car started thankfully so I'm off to Drs appt.then will get battery looked at.Aptt was with orthopedic Dr,as I did something to my knee.Had x-rays and need surgery as I tore either meniscus or cartiliage.Will only require a scoping,but this is my 18th surgery!I had spinal fusion last Halloween and was hoping to make it one year without a surgery.Well,its gonna wait till after the Holidays.I have lots of pain meds

Believe
Believe Artist: Cher No matter how hard I try You keep pushing me aside And I can't break through There's no talking to you It's so sad that your're leaving Takes times to believe it But after all is said and done Your're gonna be the lonely one Oh Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough no Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think your're strong enough no What am I supposed to do Sit around and wait for you Well I can't do that' There's no turning back I need time to move on I need love to feel strong Cause I've had time, to think it through And maybe I'm too good for you Oh Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough no Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough

Help Me Get Away From Myself...
i am too complacent for words. ok, not for words... there is the word, complacent, already used and feeling it (he's crying in the corner like the bitch he is) you know what? I actually love life. weird huh? i hate it too. lucky i love to hate and hate to love. anyway, i also love to type whatever comes into my head without thinking it out first. this is an example of that...ack!

Images
I finally decided to toss a few images of myself up on here. Nothing special with my looks, but I just can never seem to smile. And, if I do happen to smile, I have been told it looks scary and that I shouldn't smile again. Le sigh. Oh well. Fuck the idiots. I'd rather grin mischeviously, or smirk maliciously than smile. It just goes better with my odd and unique character.

My New Video
My New Video is up The new video I told you about is up on my site. Come by and check it out. It is very incredible and very sexy. Go to http://www.ambermichaels.com and have fun. 18 and over only!! Love, Amber

I Hate It
I hate the way u look at me with your brown eyes. I hate the way u smile at me. I hate the sexy dance u do. I hate the way your lips look so good to kiss agian. I hate the sexy talks we have. I hate the way the nights we had together keep playing in my mind. I hate it that I want u still and I know I shouldn't fell this way. I hate it that you make me fell good about myself. I hate everything about you because I want you.

How I Write Songs
A woman asked me, last night, how I write a song. She said, “How do you come up with words and match them to a melody, and a progression?” I said, “Dumb luck.” And I thought I was being serious. She gave me a knowing look, and said, “There’s no such thing as luck.” And I said, “There is for me.” I wasn’t trying to be flippant. I tried then, to explain my method, but, not having ever had a method, I ended up with something that strongly resembles dumb luck. She may as well have been asking how I make my beard grow. Sometimes it starts with a riff on the guitar. In the case of one song in particular, “The Captain,” I played this little riff for about a month, and finally sat down and wrote a lyric for it. The riff had a nautical flavor, so I wrote the song about a sea captain. Where did it come from? I don’t know. Maybe, like a sculptor, I removed the excess from the riff, and found it in there. Some songs come easy. I was driving home from work one day, and a whole

Weird Rants And Ramblings
sometimes things go in circles.... — Saturday, October 21, 2006 This might not make any sense to many of you. You can try to put the pieces to together, but it's not really that important. People, ya'll know who you are too. Funny two legged mammals with your eyes infront of your head so you can have depth perception and stuff. Use that thing your eyes are in front of more often please. It always amazes me how people exist and somewhat function when it seems that there isn't anything there.. Always keep in mind, that THERE'S PROBABLY PEOPLE THAT DON'T LIKE YOU. As hard as that may be to believe. They might not like your lifestyle, your beliefs, they may think it's wrong for you to do some of the things you enjoy. They may think your appearance is disgusting and you shouldn't ever leave the house. So if you go around doing something to people you don't like, what makes that more ok than if the people you don't like did something to you? You, and your mere exista

~*:.:*~ Imperfections ~*:.:*~
Everyone at one point in their life has felt that there is nothing special about them. Definately wrong! To be Perfect or To be Imperfect? Well sure, striving for perfection is great... Shows your self-determination and strong will to get what he/she wants. Its going overboard when it becomes all of what you are and how you want to see of yourself, and of your friends and family. Having such high expections of others is just another way of setting yourself up to get let down, if you dont see this... It will happen over and over. You just have to loosen up... People just have to understand that no one is perfect, if they feel they are... It just makes it harder to be around and understand them and you know they're just trying to shit sunshine out of their booty's. Stressing yourself sick just makes you a horrible person to be around if you're the type to take it out on others... Who wants to be around someone that will constantly get mad at you for not doing or saying something ri

Zodiac Signs Ima Leo!
CANCER * -- MOST AMAZING KISSER. -- Very high sex appeal. -- Great in bed ... -- Love is one of a kind. -- Very romantic. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Entirely creative -- Random and proud of it -- Great tellin stories -- Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out -- The kind of person you wanna be -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. LiBRA * -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet -- the most irresistible SCORPiO * --Can be mean. --EXTREMELY sexy. --Intelligent. --Energetic. --Predict future. --Most erotic. --Freak in bed. --GREAT kisser. --Always get what they want. --Attractive. --Easy going. --Loves being in long relationships. --Talkative. --Romantic. --Caring. --Artistic --GREAT friend --NICE! ARiES * -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great wh

Wow And Awesome
It's amazing one day you think you know what you want but then you meet someone who blows you away and everything changes. One day I sat down and figured what I wanted in a woman I could be in a realsonship with and until the day I would meet here I would just remain single. I never thought I would meet her. This weekend made me think in a whole new way. I meet the girl I wanted, She is awesome She has everything I wanted Looks, And the personality I thought I would never see. After this weekend all I can say is Wow and awesome. :)

Leave Me Alone!!!!!! You Fucking Parasite's!!!!
Ok you fucking people harassing me LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE...or suffer the consequence's!!!! Heed MY WARNING FOR THIS IS YOU LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Artist: Otep Song: Sacrilege Album: Sevas Tra [" Sevas Tra " CD] [resurrection .. is for those .. who didn't get it right - the first time ...] [eternal salvation suffers from inflation!!] sinner! I. say whut u need to save your soul but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes [sinner] so teach me the magick of your sacred poems conjuring a voice of signs & omens prophecies guide the breeze w/syllables symbols breed behind the eyes we climb the vine to sacrifice our wounded minds in soft word trances seek insanity i can't save u cuz i hate me the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns womyn is a devil - GOD IS A FRAUD everyone you knew - everything you've ever done suffer for your freed

Why Do You Hide Those Beautiful Eyes?
…To someone I knew…a long time ago …To someone I loved….before love was known …To someone who grew…through life’s highs and lows …To someone whose destiny…is yet unknown …To someone who knows…the importance of truth …To someone whose hidden heart…still bleeds hope …To someone whose searched…the depths of their soul …To someone who deserves…the sanctity of home …To someone whose dreams…have gone up in smoke …To someone who has always…felt alone …To someone who can’t quit…because of the unknown …To someone whom true love…has never been shown …To someone who sees me…through their eyes …In the mirror …Every night …To someone that has survived…life …With a wounded heart, and an empty hand. Copyright: © Jay Bird

12 Things The Negro Must Do For Himself
12 Things The Negro Must Do For Himself by Nannie Helen Burroughs 1. The Negro Must Learn To Put First Things First. The First Things Are: Education; Development of Character Traits; A Trade and Home Ownership. The Negro puts too much of his earning in clothes, in food, in show and in having what he calls "a good time." The Dr. Kelly Miller said, "The Negro buys what he WANTS and begs for what he Needs." 2. The Negro Must Stop Expecting God and White Folk To Do For Him What He Can Do For Himself. It is the "Divine Plan" that the strong shall help the weak, but even God does not do for man what man can do for himself. The Negro will have to do exactly what Jesus told the man (in John 5:8) to do--Carry his own load--"Take up your bed and walk." 3. The Negro Must Keep Himself, His Children And His Home Clean And Make The Surroundings In Which He Lives Comfortable and Attractive. He must learn to "run his community up"--

We Live In A Time Where
The power has been guarded and kept by those in power for too long. profit from bombing other countries has made thousands of goverment workers very wealthy .... oil companies have hundreds of thousands of dollars and pay for commercials for you not to vote on things that would help us have alternative energy... the church has collected enough money to end sickness and hunger the world over yet they buy tv channels and helicopters and more land all tax free.... people are still dying of starvation and disease ... grow vegetables in your pots... collect fruit from the available nature ..help your neighbors build comunity... there is always an excuse to feel separate , judge others ... etc.. the thing is you cant take your motorcycle, house, budweiser,porsche, kids with you when you die ... you can only take the memories of what you shared and who you helped.. and how you did it.... awaken.. right now.. .

Jewl Poem
i miss you my teeth ache my bones are confused they'd grown so close my flesh cries like children i speak to them in hush it's not fair they say bring him back! beg him stay! it's not up to me. i try to explain but mind can't make heart understand it does not whimper its one lashed eye keeps blinking it insists simply with quiet disbelief LOVE IS NOT WITHOUT YOU I go back today back to where I must move from my toothbrush no longer welcome my clothing canker sores my altar a wound whose bleeding can only stop when there's nothing left to remind him of me (I don't wanna go) This became, You Were Meant For Me written by Jewel Kilcher and Steve Poltz

Latest News
Well, today, Monday, October 23, 2006, my uncle had a seizure. The doctors say it is not unusual for the type of surgery he had and to not worry that he is going to be fine. Thank you all for your continued prayers!

Cutbacks
My wife left me...I don't understand. After the last child was born, she told me we had to cut back on expenses - I had to give up drinking beer. I wasn't a big drinker, maybe a 12-pack on weekends. Anyway, I gave it up but I noticed the other day that when she came home from grocery shopping the receipt included $45 in makeup. I said, "Wait a minute I've given up beer and you haven't given up anything!" She said, "I buy that makeup for you, so I can look pretty for you." I told her, "Hell, that's what the beer was for!" I don't think she'll be back.

Sadness =(
I stand alone on silent nights, my scares of feelin dawn new light. I cannot reap a soul nor weep, & @ night I cannot sleep. 4 da demons wake in silent beds, 2 pull all my fears & dread. I must stay on my chosen path; hope 2 outrun their gentle wraith. I cannot stop 'til peace has shone, but then I fear I am all alone. Like a candle I flicker light, sheddin tears & sheddin fright. Da people cling with all their might, 2 hold 2 my dieing light. My fears & dreams came close 2 thee, stop what's right 4 me. All but your presence is unknown, how can I make all seem alone? it brings so much strength 2 stop these tears; Yet somehow your touch will wash my fears.

Finding You Finding Me
FINDING YOU FINDING ME (Adult Only) I decided to take the weekend to go off alone and think. My head has been spinning with all the idea of what life should be and it has been darkly contrasted to the life I now live. I desperately need to be alone and you alone know where I can be found. Why my life is so different from all I ever dreamed, I do not know. I have to figure out for myself what I will do. Where I will go and how I am going to get there. The mountains are beautiful. The trees are all starting to turn now. The leaves on the drive up this evening were dazzling to behold. Burnt orange and fiery red each dipped in the yellow of the sun. They looked just as I remembered. The sting behind my eye causes a lone tear to slide down my cheek as I recall the memories I had thought long forgotten. The cabin is the same. I slept the night as peacefully as if I were at home in my own bed. This simple quiet refuge is a welcome escape that refreshes me. Now things seems so

Happy Halloween
There are witches in my mailbox. What am I to do? I found them there this morning, doing things they shouldn't do!! How the witches got there, I haven't got a clue. But they won't be there much longer because I'm sending them to YOU!!!!!! You've been Witch Kissed! Before the warts begin to spread, pass the kisses on instead!

Kinda Upset
Well it seems unless you post bulletins or blogs about sex you get ignored. I'm kinda wondering why I came here, don't get me wrong I have met some cool people but it doesn't take long before they forget you. Maybe if I posted a blog called" my big dick, come and get it" people would pay attention. who knows.

I Loved A Lass...
I Loved a Lass, a Fair One by George Wither (1588-1667) I loved a lass, a fair one, As fair as e'er was seen; She was indeed a rare one, Another Sheba Queen: But, fool as then I was, I thought she loved me too: But now, alas! she's left me, Falero, lero, loo! Her hair like gold did glister, Each eye was like a star, She did surpass her sister, Which pass'd all others far; She would me 'honey' call, She'd--O she'd kiss me too! But now, alas! she's left me, Falero, lero, loo! In summer time to Medley My love and I would go; The boatmen there stood read'ly My love and me to row. For cream there would we call, For cakes and for prunes too; But now, alas! she's left me, Falero, lero, loo! Her cheeks were like the cherry, Her skin was white as snow; When she was blithe and merry She angel-like did show; Her waist exceeding small, The fives did fit her shoe: But now, alas! she's left me, Falero, lero, loo! In summer

Stop To Breath
Pause and breathe, Close your eyes and feel me. Inhale my love as it wraps, And winds around your heart. Feel press of soft lips, Brush yours with whisp of breeze. Dont deny the touch upon your skin, That gives you shivers of yearning. Body that curves perfectly into yours, Aching with suppressed need to be weak, With the intensity of whole soul. Stroke inner liquid heat of me, Within your mind as though we were physical. Make me moan and beg endlessly, Crying against your mouth in a kiss with unreleased need. Listen to purrs from my creamy soft throat, That can bring you to your knees with caresses of pleas. No! I cry out to you, dont let this end. Not yet. But the urgency rushing through me denies this request. My world shatters in mixed colors zig zagging Within mind that comprehends not, What flesh has just embraced in breathless shudders. My ear against the phones mouth piece, Sinks in pleasures of you responding to me. I can feel y

So..im Trying To Write A Book...
Here's a part of it...tell me what you think? Time seemed endless tonight. Silence, nothing but the sound of the wind rustling leaves spilling scents of decay and rebirth through the forest. Ali walked silently into the night, her eyes downcast. Her thoughts far away, trapped in the past. The wind howled and still she walked. The night growing darker as clouds filled the sky obscuring the moon. A heavy sigh spilled from her lips as she tried to break free of the pain filled loop of her thoughts. Ignoring everything around her, she wandered on. A loud pop behind her echoed in her mind. She didn't stop walking, didn't even jolt as she continued suddenly very aware of her surroundings. Ali slid her hands into the pockets of her long black duster, cold steel warming comfortingly at her touch. Black leather boots crunching against twigs and rocks she veered from the path. There was only silence and the wind, but she wasn't in the mood for trouble. Her green eyes flicked from shadow to

How Many Times I Thought Of You
How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. I, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you face to face, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, you inside me, I would never get tired I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this girls eyes.

How Are You Going To Die?
You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.Suicide93%Bomb93%Disappear87%Posion67%Suffocated67%Stabbed60%Disease60%Gunshot47%Accident33%Eaten33%Drowning33%Natural Causes

Could It Be True
i wrote this last night, again not my best but hey it was 6 am when i did it and some of you wanted something happyish :P she tries to hide it but it slips out a smile comes to her face followed by a giggle everyone is surprised its been so long since she has laughed could it be true could she really be happy how long would it last who could have caused this joy a boy who came into her life such short time ago she liked him from the start he made her feel all warm inside he made her feel safe she instantly let him in her heart every time she got online she looked for his name she could talk to him for hours she wondered if he felt the same he made her feel special tried so hard to make her laugh he excepted her for who she was didn't care about her past her scars didn't scare him she liked this feeling he made her feel wanted like she actually mattered gave her butterflies all she was was some difficult girl and he became her whole world

Happiness Is A Journey--not A Destination
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation,or when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with... And remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting --until your car or home is paid off --until you get a new ca

I Am Vampire:
I AM VAMPIRE I am what has been I am no ones friend I am all that is dead I am the voice in your head I am the leech that sucks you dry I am the vision that makes you cry I am the darkness you call to at night I am your worst fears and frights I am the thing that follows you home I am the thing thats with you when your alone I am the sickness that you feel I am here and i am real I was there with cain I felt all his pain I am the dark gift that you need I am the vampire seed

A Heavenly Night
Soft music fills the candle lit room, Just the two of us, with all our love to share. You kiss my lips and tenderly caress me. Keep telling me how much you care. Your hands are caressing by breasts. The sensation I feel is so thrilling. Everytime you make love to me It gets more and more fulfilling. Now I'm enjoying your warm wet kisses. They are awakening my passionate senses. When you whisper sweet love words in my ear, The erotic feeling comes on, my body tenses. Then I tell you how much you mean to me. I kiss your nipples with my wet eager lips. I gaze into your dark brown eyes And caress your face with my finger tips. Like a magnet your body is drawn to mine, I moan with utter delight. With the rhythmical motions of love We conclude a heavenly night.

Well....
Have you ever wondered what the hell are you doing on this earth? I do everyday of my life...and it just seems like its getting worse. I feel so alone at times and I dont know what to do. I was thinking about joining the military since I wanted to a long time ago but I didnt since my stepfather died but since it has been almost a year I think I might. Its either that or I move far away from here...get away from all the bad memories. I hate being confused but it wont go away. Bisexualvampyre

I Feel Like I'm In Love
I met this man and he is so sweet. He makes me feel so good about myself and his son is so precious. We have alot in common and I feel that its easy to talk to him, but i'm curious to know if he feels the same way! I am also curious to know wat his son thinks about me

Fibromyalgia
Fibromyalgia affects millions of people in the United States, but is an invisible condition. Only through education and understanding will we begin to breakthrough the the stigma that follows those who live daily with fibromyalgia. Fibromyalgia syndrome (FMS) is not a disease, but a chronic condition that causes a myriad of symptoms. Fibromyalgia can affect anyone, regardless of age, gender or heritage. The most common and widespread symptom of FMS is pain. The pain is not caused by any inflammation but it is real. The body of someone with fibromyalgia is more sensitive to sensations that that of someone without the condition. It occurs over the entire body to varying degrees. Approximately 90% people with fibromyalgia also experience fatigue. It is believed this is caused due to difficulty for someone with FMS to reach and maintain the restorative sleep cycles. Someone with fibromyalgia may wake up feeling as if they have been exercising all night or that they have been "hit by a

Took Over 50 Yrs To Learn
A FRIEND SENT THIS TO ME AND IT MAKES SENSE (WELL MOST OF IT) LOL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FIFTEEN THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME OVER 50 YEARS TO LEARN by Dave Barry 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6 Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You shou

Chapter 1 : First Date
Dan was a little nervous as he pulled in front of the big white house. He'd been enthralled with the looks of Jennifer Grayson for close to three months, ever since he'd seen her in the halls of school, and was as close to "in love" as any eighteen year old guy could be. He'd only recently gotten up the nerve to ask her out, and had spent a good share of his time simply fantasizing and watching her in the halls and in class. Almost every boy at Washington High was doing the same thing. Jennifer was the type of girl that was simply too beautiful to be approached by the normal high schooler. Her habit of wearing short skirts that showed her incredibly long legs, and her obvious distaste for bras made her food for every boys dreams. Jennifer was any boy's dream come true. Long, thick brown hair that reached almost to her waist, a wonderful sense of humor, a lot of brains, and a body most men, sixteen or not, would kill for. Although she didn't possess large breasts that most o

Am I Atractive?
ATTRACTIVE TEST Would you kiss me [] Fuck Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Fuck no [] hot as can be [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boy friend [] Friend with benefits

Take My Son
Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this." The father opened the p

You All Have To Hear About Work
Last night was a easy night at work. I had four pallets to work and got them all done. The down side was I was in some pain from mother nature. I mean to the point of crying for a good bit of the afternoon before bed. I was really hoping it would stop before I went to work but I am not that lucky. I was in a good bit of pain through work and still am now. This truely made it hard to get those pallets done in time. But I am spoiled and loved and I had about 3 other people come over and help me out. We all finally got outta work about 0630. I do have a bright side to all of this though. I am now in my weekend. This means that I get two days off. I will be sleeping and doing a whole lot of nothing I hope. Well I'm off to play with the baby. Love Stace

Sex And Relationships With Gemini ~~~ Darkside Horoscope
SEX! Fun and Games As your gonads are wired up to your head, not your heart, you love sex because it's a game you're really good at. Singles, mixed doubles, five-a-side: you excel at all of then, at amateur and professional level. Not for you long, languorous nights in satin sheets with just the one lover. You must never be bored in bed. Lots of your sex takes place in unusual places (you are a founder member of the Mile High Club, the K2 it's Great on Top Collective, and the Mariana Trench Going Down Slow Society). Or it has the frisson that comes from possible discovery: in the next room to your mother-in-law, on the boardroom table, in church. You always like a nice old-fashioned orgy because, the minute dullness rears its head, you just shift your leg slightly and move on. While not in the Scorpio class, you do appreciate a bit of designer deviance of the cross-dressing, velvet handcuffs, role-playing kind. Top sex for you is pleasuring one lover while flirting with

Tecca Nina
Hell yeah so anyone that knows me pretty well knows that I am an avid Tech N9ne fan. I been listening to him for about 6 1/2 years now and been wanting to catch a show for the longest. the last time I was up in Missouri for BIDS school I tried to catch a show but missed it by about 2 weeks. Needless to say I was pissed. Now I am back for Recon school and the first thing I did when I got up here was check to see if any shows were gonna be happening while I was in state. Hell yeah I lucked out cuz not only does Everready the religion (his new album) drop on the 7th of NOV, I get to watch him on the 10th of Nov in Columbia, Missouri which is like 2 hours north of here. Fuck yeah I am really excited about this and just wanted to share ^^ Anyways hey everyone thats reading this go buy Tech's new album when it comes out and if u ain't got the old ones go gettem. You won't be sorry.

The Red Pigeon
The mayor of Houston Texas was very worried about a plague of pigeons in Houston. He could not remove the pigeons from the city. All of Houston was full of pigeon poop. The people of Houston couldn't walk on the sidewalks or drive on the roads. It was costing a fortune to try to keep the streets and sidewalks clean. One day a man came to City Hall and offered the Mayor a proposition. "I can rid your beautiful city of its plague of pigeons without cost to the city. But, you must promise not to ask me any questions. Or, you can pay me five million dollars and ask one question." The mayor considered the offer briefly and accepted the free proposition. The next day the man climbed to the top of City Hall, opened his coat, and released a red pigeon. The red pigeon circled in the air and flew up into the bright blue Texas sky. All the pigeons in Houston saw the red pigeon. They gathered up behind the red pigeon. The Houston pigeons followed the red pigeon as she flew eastward out of th

Fuckin Hate Life
It must be nice to be in IQ at a desk job while other soldiers are dying everyday....sorry, just my opinion.......so long........... PS - my dad was a MSG in infantry...] This came off of a friend’s blog. He is a currently in iraq as a civilian contractor something I really want to do because I got discharged from the air force…this is what I had to say in return to that stupid person who doesn’t know shit about life over there How in the hell can someone have the nerve to say that about someone who is working just as hard in iraq as the army literally fuck if I know but I guess everyone is entitled to their opinion..but I think she needs to take a look at what is really going on over there and who the fuck is over there before she goes and runs her mouth….ok first off that bitch needs to realize that there is more to the military than that fuckin military...I went to go fuckin defend her home land and im fuckin 19...I was injured serving for that bitch...and fuck if she wa

Im Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't under

Soundtrack Of My Life...this Is Awesome!!!
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, Creative Zen, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. DON'T LIE AND PRETEND JUST SO YOU CAN LOOK COOL Opening Credits: She Is Beautiful – Andrew W K Waking Up: Young And Depressed - MXPX First Day At School: Thriller – Kidz Bop Falling In Love: Build An Army - Fightstar Fight Song: The Monorail Song – The Simpsons Breaking Up: Here It Goes Again – OK Go Prom: This Is Halloween – Marilyn Manson Life: Obvious – Blink 182 Mental Breakdown: Young And Hopeless – Good Charlotte Driving: All The Things She Said – t.A.T.u Flashback: Be A Man – Aqua (lmfao) Wedding: The Sharpest Lives – My Chemical Romance Death Scene: Trashed And Scattered – Avenged Sevenfold (hahaha) Funeral Song: Snow White Queen - Evanescence End Credits: Sweet Transvestite – Frank O (ha

Dog Property Laws
Dog Property Laws 1. If I like it, it's mine. 2. If its in my mouth, it's mine. 3. If I can take it from you, it's mine. 4. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. 5. If I'm chewing something up, all the pieces are mine. 6. If its mine, it must never appear to be yours anyway. 7. If it just looks like mine, its mine. 8. If I saw it first, its mine. 9. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. 10. If its broken, its yours.

"one Wish For You"
If I could have one wish for you I wonder what it would be Wealth? Fame? Material things? Not good enough to me. May all your hopes turn into dreams May all your dreams come true May you find happiness wherever you go These things I wish for you. While wealth, fame, and material things Are all good 'tis true Only hope, dreams, and happiness Are good enough for you.

100 Reasons To Vote Democratic On Tuesday
100 Reasons To Vote Democratic on Tuesday CHATSWORTH, Calif. - Karl "Bush's Brain" Rove Vice-President Dick "Halliburton" Cheney Supreme Court Chief Justice John Roberts Associate Supreme Court Justice Samuel Alito Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld Attorney General John Ashcroft Attorney General Alberto Gonzales White House Counsel Alberto Gonzales' torture memo Cheney's position that torture by waterboarding is a "no-brainer" U.N. Ambassador (by recess appointment) John Bolton NSA Chief Gen. Michael "Reasonable suspicion" Hayden CIA Chief Gen. Michael Hayden Press Secretary Tony Snow White House Chief of Staff Josh Bolten Bruce A. Taylor, former senior counsel to the Assistant Attorney General, Criminal Division, Department of Justice; now an immigration judge in Phoenix, AZ Rep. Tom "The Hammer" DeLay (formerly R-TX) Rep. Randy "Duke" Cunningham (formerly R-CA) Rep. Bob Ney (formerly R-OH) Sen. Joe "Democrat In Name Only" Liebe

My Son Wrote This Poem ( I Love It)
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you would ha

Need Directions
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a gun on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!"

( Our Beach )
debora and jeff was walking down the beach. arms around each others waist. pretending to be looking at the ocean .they are clamped togather mouth to mouth.forgotten about the others making courteous detours around them talk stoped talking and kiss they can see no other people.its their beach they got all day.there mouths and tongues are warm and soft and moist as ever..their bodys so close togather.they stay on beach till night when the stars are out and no one else is around they walk hand and hand down the beach now they hug and kiss jeff lays on the sand pulls debora on top of him and they make love all night and watch the sun rise togather. a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank">

Next 2 You
Come to you honey on the east side runnin' and I ain't got time to waste Jump into the car in the back seat lovin' but your keeping me on the chase I've been trying all nightlong I put up with your favorite songs all night Tempted by your tainted love I surely like the way you come inside my crystal ball what can I do Is it true what they say you won't give it away And I don't what to do to next to you, next to you Every night everyday you just push me away Tell me what should I do to get next to you, next to you I've been trying all nightlong cause I want to get next to you I wrote about you baby in this song and I want to get next to you Next to you Better than koolaid sweet my buttercup baby's got a pretty face I got to have it, it's another bad habit I hope I'm not here to late I've been trying all nightlong I put up with your favorite songs all night Tempted by your tainted love I surely like the way you come inside my crystal ball what can I do Is it true wha

How To Clean Your Toilet - The Fun Way:
How to Clean Your Toilet - The Fun Way: 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Sincerely, The Dog

Friends
I have one friend.. in Canada she's sent me a Christmas card with glitter on it for the last 2 years. And i've never met her.. I know she lives in alberta,CA.. :P She just knows that cheers me up .. I have another friend that went through so much stuff.. 3 operations.. a ton of assorted things.. but I helped her with the one thing she asked me to do.. even now she looks at me weird.. like why would I do that.. ?? I asked if thats what she wanted and told her i'd fix it.. well.. not all like that.. I told her to let him back .. It takes 2 people to make a relationship and 2 people to screw it up. hehehe Thats what my .. used to say to me .. she was very wise. :) So, Now she's married and is all giggley and thanks me for being a REAL friend.. ya see.. when someone breaks up .. Usually some DUMBASS will say.. oh your so hawt.. he was a fool to leave you.. wtf??!!! She didn't ask that foo! get ya brain out man.. She's hot but she can fly a chopp

My Messed Up Life, The Good Way Its Going.... 1
The way my life was.... I had a fucked up head My spirit was dead Telling lies was my way And my brain was not ok No rhymes did i lay But i made those around pay No tears in my eyes Only hatred in my lies My feelings were disguised And that shit never flys All i knew was deceit Always been quick on my feet And mean on the street But the only good it did was drain my life like a leech Its to all the young im gonna preach hopefully at least one young soul im gon' teach or its to hell that ill reach....

Trapped By Love
i wrote this October 31, i was contemplating putting it up but i decided to so yeah, hope you like it back and forth he tugged her heart made her cry tore her apart crushed her soul didn't care he came back but didn't notice her there she gave up let him back in he broke her twice why did it happen again she moped for months wanted to die shed lay in bed all she did was cry he came back i guess round three put the chains back on she wanted to be free she hurt herself to hide the pain every lonely night her tears poured like rain again and again he kept coming back six times or more i guess i lost track he made her so weak im sure it made him laugh to hear her cry as he broke her in half she kept saying yes he said he changed a few months go by he starts acting strange she finds out his secrets all the lies came out she called him one day they began to shout more time goes by his game he still plays she looks out the window wanting to

Checking In-11/08/2006
Thank you all who have stuck by me and supported me while I have been away. It is good to know there are true friends on here. I am sorry that I have been away so long once again but I am still battling health issues among other things. I am trying to take care of all of these things so that I can get back on here and start commenting all you wonderful people again! I miss you all! Thank you for your patience and your kindness and your understanding through all of this!

Irish Bread
4 cups all-purpose flour 1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon sugar 1 1/2 tablespoons caraway seeds 1 cup raisins 1 3/4 cups well-shaken buttermilk 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted Preheat oven to 375°F. Butter and flour a large baking sheet, knocking off excess flour. Sift together 4 cups flour, baking soda, and salt into a large bowl and stir in sugar, caraway, and raisins. Add buttermilk and stir just until dough is evenly moistened but still lumpy. Transfer dough to a well-floured surface and gently knead with floured hands about 8 times to form a soft but slightly less sticky dough. Halve dough and form into 2 balls. Pat out each ball into a domed 6-inch round on baking sheet. Cut a 1/2-inch-deep X on top of each loaf with a sharp knife, then brush loaves with butter. Bake in middle of oven until golden brown and bottoms sound hollow when tapped, 35 to 40 minutes. Transfer loaves to racks to cool completely. Makes 2 (6-inch) lo

Girls Nght Out
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, Well nev

Watch Me Get Abused This Friday, November 10th...
This year I had hoped to let my birthday pass quietly but, LorrAINIAC would not hear of it (love ya Rainy!). So, tune into KSEXradio.com this Friday, November 10th from 10pm-12am on Temptation to watch me get abused in celebration of my 35th birthday.

Where Should You Spend Your Summer
This is right on target since when I was growing up, I spent all summer at my parents beachhouse! You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun. And you don't just love summer... you live for it. So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach! Where Should You Spend Your Summer?

Love Is The Strangest Thing
THERE ARE A LOT OF THING'S IN LIFE I DON'T UNDERSTAND AN LOVE IS ONE OF THEM.... U KNOW SOMETIMES IT CATCHES U BY SURPRISE AND SOMETIMES IT BREAKS UR HEART.... WHO REALLY UNDERSTAND'S LOVE FOR ALL IT IS AN WHAT IT'S WORTH.... U KNOW SOMETIMES I FEEL LOST WHEN THING'S HAPPEN.... AN IT CAN BE THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD TO ME.... I MAY JUST SLIGHTLY NOT UNDERSTAND IT AN THAT FACTOR IN INSELF KILLS ME TO NO END.... I GUESS U CAN'T WIN EVERYTHING U WANT TO WIN... AN LOVE IS ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS PRIZES U COULD WIN... BUT, SOMETIMES IT IS UNREACHABLE UNTOUCHABLE UNVISABLE.... U KNOW ONE THING OKAY A COUPLE OF THING'S I AGREE WITH IS LOVE IS PATIENT LOVE ISN'T JEALOUS OR BOASTFUL... IT'S ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING FEELINGS IN THE WORLD.... I LOVE FALLING IN LOVE BUT, I HATE ALL THE PAIN THAT COMES WITH IT... IF ITS' UNFAITHFUL.... I HAVE LEARNED A LOT FROM BEING IN LOVE AN GETTING HURT IS WHAT STAND'S OUT THE MOST.... I MEAN I HAVE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THEY ONLY STICK FOR SO LONG THEN WE FORGE

Am I Alive?
Entry for December 07, 2005 AM I ALIVE? AM I ALIVE? SOMETIMES I FEEL AS IF I WERE A GHOST, OR IN A DREAM. THE GHOST, NO ONE SEES ME, FEELS ME OR HEARS ME. THE DREAM, THEY LOVE ME, TOUCH ME, WISPER SWEET NOTHINGS. THE NIGHTMARE, USE ME, ABUSE ME AND THROW ME AWAY. BORN TO LOSE, LIVE TO WIN, PAYING FOR THE SINS, THE LUST OF THE FATHER, AND THE MOTHER. ENTER THE WORLD IN THIS FORM, THIS LIFE, IN THE YEAR OF THE DRAGON. THIS BOY, THIS DRAGON OF WOOD, THE TEARS OF FIRE BURN. THE PAIN. THE REALITY, ANGER, FEAR, PAIN, FRUSTRATION, JOY AND HAPPINESS. GOOD HEART, KIND SOUL, MEANS SO LITTLE TO SO MANY. INTERNAL RAGE, FRUSTRATION, LOVE, SORROW, MY DAMNATION. I AM NOT A GHOST, I AM A MAN, A GOOD HEART, A KIND SOUL. I AM NOT A TOY WITH BATTERYS, TO BE TURNED ON AND OFF AT YOUR LEISURE, FOR YOUR PLEASURE, A TOY TO BE USED , BROKEN AND THROWN AWAY. I FEEL, I HURT, I AM ALIVE. I AM NOT A GHOST. SCOOTER BLACK/S.F.POWELL COPYRIGHT 12/07/2005

Today Is The Day
well it seeems that today is one of those days so if u have something on your mind or need to relieve yourself of something u have been keeping the world from today is the day u should let it all out!1 think bout it its fri and you/ll feel relieved when its all said and done you have the whole weeekend to look forward to!!! so here i go ...fuck all u lil jackass that wanna play around with girls emotions !!!! i hate ya'll

It's Over I Think
I sent this to Carla now: This is all I can take. Unless you can give me a good reason I haven't heard from you in almost 2 weeks - by any method, and you didn't even answer Tim ( a guy we both know online and she was real life friends with - she ignored him when he tried to message her about this on a site she was signed on to.) - It's over. How could you? I am looking elsewhere. I'll have you know you have hurt me worse than anyone ever has in my life. I really did love you - and for some crazy reason I still fucking do. Yeah, I'd take you back in a minute if I heard from you, but please, if you don't want me just tell me it's over so I can move on. If there is a good reason, I am so sorry and will still want you and make it up to you in any way I can, but if you are just playing games please stop and let me be with someone who truly will love me. Oh man, I heard back later. Her piece of shit ex took her back to court and she felt so bad she didn't think she was good enough for

Usmc 231st Birthday... Semper Fi!
On Paris Island we all treaded lightly onto some yellow footprints. Thinking HOLY SHITY WTF have we gotten ourselves into now. Eventually over the course of a few days or weeks we found our footing and made loud noises wherever we went... even in 'go-fasters'. Over the next few years, in duty stations around the world, we all made our own impacts on the world around us. For 231 years the United States Marine has been and continues to be the most feared fighting man on the face of the Earth. Defiant of oppression yet loyal to each other and their country... The US Marine stands on line and takes the fight to the enemy wherever he goes. As every Marine will tell you there is no such thing as an ex-marine... Once a Marine, Always a Marine holds true for the strength of character never leaves you and God forbid the bugle cries out in the dead of night... for in every town and city across America... young, old, healthy, or ill... The Marine stands ready and willing to stand again

Lastnight Sucked. :[
Lastnight, sucked. I had such an awesome time with my boyfriend, and then we went out for dinner. I had left my cell phone in the truck&when we came back out it was gone. Some assclown emo kid stole my fucking cell phone. :[ Who the hell steals a cell phone?!

I Am Alil Pissed Off
This is a vent, i know i just go and post and repsot everything means something and more so about fallen soldiers, missing childern, etc, anything that has meaning. As yesterday i posted something for the soldiers for Veterns/Rememberance Day and it got a repsoted 3 times, is it that you guys just don't give a damn on who's on your friends and families list anymore? I see other people that get things reposted so many times about meaningless sh*t like lets F*ck or something on that sort of line. Then why is it that with all the friends and families on my list don't bother looking at the posts for something that is so important like today. This bothers me to a T and if this keeps happening then I will start deleting people from my list or just leave the site which i like so much, it's hurtful thats all i am saying.

Why Advertise Naked/private?
I just don't get it. I KNOW there are some people on here that repeatedly post naked/private pictures. I have some, but if you're open and WANT to see them, I have no problems with it. What I don't get? Why the fuck do people post naked pictures, sex pictures, "x" rated pictures, and these stupid idiotic things that say "naked pictures of me and so and so, and no, you can't see them, he he he" I'm sorry, you're a dumb fuckbucket cum brain. I don't understand you. Why is it a hehehehe that nobody can see your pictures? Is this like a stupid whore tease thing? Because that's exactly what you are. A stupid teasing whore. Why post pictures if you aren't EVER going to let anyone see them? Or is it because you're just that fucking dumb you realize that you can't SHOW YOURSELF OFF if nobody can see them? Dumb asses. There's my daily for the daily for the day. Have a great one. I've insulted who I wanted to, so I'm going to. danny

7 Steps To Your Great Success In Life!
The DARAFAL Formula-7 Steps To Your Great Success In Life! Spiritual Awakenings The DARAFAL Formula-7 Steps To Your Great Success In Life! by Phil Brull What do you really want in life? Think about it. Yes, you yeah, YOU can have what you really want! You are free to achieve any goal! You can do anything! Don't believe it? That's OK! Just try it out! The 7-step DARAFAL Formula works for many, and it also can work for YOU! Imagine for one moment living the life of your dreams! Hmm, isn't it beautiful? And the best thing is you can do it! YOU! And you don't have to wait! You can start right now! Here is DARAFAL, your 7-step key to success: 1. D - Decide what you want This first step is vitally important. Why? Because you must identify what you WANT. We are so used to identify what we don't want that it may be unusual to decide what we want. But, what happens if we only say what we don't want? Well, our mind is a goal-seeking mechanism. The subconscious mind does all to create

Free Financial Advice
Subject: Free financial advice Smart shopping for 0% APR credit cards can save consumers hundreds of dollars in interest charges. Many consumers do not think to shop around for credit cards. However, with 60 percent of grocery store purchases being made with credit cards, the decision as to which card the consumer uses can have an impact on how much is paid in interest. One way you can save money in interest charges is to shop around for a 0% APR credit card to transfer existing balances to. The concept of shopping for the best interest rates is not new for purchases such as homes and cars, but so few consumers stop to think about shopping around for the best credit card deal. 0% APR credit cards save consumers money It is possible for you to save hundreds of dollars a year by transferring balances to a 0% APR credit card. Here is how it works: A consumer applies for a new credit card with a special introductory interest rate of 0% APR for balance transfers. After gaining a

My So Called Lc Brother
RIGHT NOW HE IS BEING AN ASS RIGHT NOW AND HE REALLY HURT MY MOM HIM AND FASTSONNY AND THEM DO NOTHING BUT BRING DRAMA TO THIS SITE AND I AM TIRED OF IT MOST OF THE BLAME GOES TO FATSONNY MY LC BROTHER WAS NEVER LIKE THIS TILL HE GOT CAUGHT IN SONNY CROWD HE HAS CHANGED AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE WHO HE HAS BECAME.....DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE HIM TO DEATH BUT THIS SHIT NEEDS TO FUCKING STOP AND I MEAN NOW IF THIS BULLSHIT DON'T STOP I WILL BE DELETING PEOPLE FROM MY LIST THAT GO FOR WHAT THEY SAY....OH AND SLANDERING SOMEONES NAME IS WORSE THAN BEING AN ASS. I CAN'T STAND WHEN PEOPLE SLANDER OTHER PEOPLES NAMES AND SHIT LIKE THAT.....IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY DELTE ME NOW AND DON'T BOTHER TRYING TO CONTACT ME AGAIN THANKS BB

Privacy Issues And People
Heres what i don't understand or actually more of just wonder about.. First you are a legal binding adult.. and you create a page.. whether it be on myspace, yahoo, or where ever... Second you post blogs and pics and info for everyone to see. Third.. you set your profile to private... that is what gets me. If you are going to create the page why not share it.. your thoughts, pics, videos, and yourself. If you are a adult and set it to private i am guessing that you are either 1. afraid of info getting out. 2. Are hiding behind a keyboard and aren't truthful with anyone. 3. Your just scared of your image and afraid if someone sees it before they add you they won't give you a second glance. If you are underage i can truely understand the whole privacy issue. But an adult. Come on are you a adult or a child hiding behind a adults voice and body...

Poem By Me Called Never
We would never appreciate sunshine if there was no rain We would never experience happiness if we didn't know pain We would never know love if we never felt some hate We wouldn't need to rush if we all would sit and wait We would never see the beauty of roses if we didnt see some weeds We would never heal if we never had to bleed We would never see the light if we were never in the dark We would never appreciate love if someone didn't break our heart We would never really live if we were so afraid to die We would never have the answers if we didnt question "why" We would never know loneliness if we never had a friend We would never start all over if another chapter didn't end We would never question God if we kept our strong faith We would never feel trapped if we let our minds escape We would never smile if we never hurt enough to cry We would never say hello if we never said good bye We would never have rainbows without a thunder storm We would never understa

Good To Know :)
as found on: http://www.waningmoon.com/darkpagan/lib/lib0018.shtml Grim's Flogging FAQ Distribution Policy Comments, ideas and constructive criticism always welcomed. As with all of my postings, any archivist is welcome to copy and distribute this story appropriately without let or hindrance, provided that the distribution is free of charge and the entire posting remains intact and unedited. Disclaimer of a legal sort Striking the human body must be considered dangerous. As I am neither a medical nor a legal professional, the following is offered as my opinion only, not a recommendation for any activity. Nothing can possibly replace personal experience and learning directly from those who have been there before. There are now workshops and demonstrations available in larger cities, avail yourself of one. I have no control over the use of this information, use it at your own risk. And as ever, proceed with caring. WITH WHAT? A 'flogger' shall remain for the moment 'any

Baker's® One Bowl Banana Cream Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 3 hr 15 min Makes: 12 servings 35 NILLA Wafers, divided 1/4 cup BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut, toasted 2 cups cold milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 1 large banana, sliced 1/2 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, shaved into curls (see Tip) COVER bottom of 9-inch springform pan with wax paper. Stand 12 of the wafers vertically on end around edge of prepared pan. Coarsely crush remaining 23 wafers; sprinkle evenly onto bottom of pan. Top with coconut; set aside. POUR milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the whipped topping. Spread half of the pudding mixture over coconut in crust; cover with layers of bananas and the remaining pudding mixture. Top with the remaining 1 cup whipped topping. REFRIGERATE at least 3 hours or overnight. Top with

Asshole Friends
ASSHOLE FRIENDS Current mood: aggravated This is for the people who do not like what i post on my blogs FUCK YOU AND STOP READING THEM!!! AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU DELETE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE IF YOU WHERE A FRIEND YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND AND NOT BE AN ASS!!!! Currently listening : I'll Shut up When You Fuck Off By The Almighty Trigger Happy Release date: By 22 August, 2000

When A Woman Bleeds
When a woman bleeds it makes her a unique creature, apart from man. (Perhaps we are not the unique ones, but since they rule the world and set the standards for the time being, let us just say that we are unique rather than they are deficient.) * insert ‘Mona Lisa’ smile HERE * But back to the point. To bleed every month is to share the mystery of the Universe. To suffer a wound and not die, to heal and yet revisit the affliction every month without permanent damage. To hold Life and Death in the same hand, while using the other hand to hold everything else in between. Men may claim, "I brought you into this World and I can take you out!" but they can no more do either of those things than gasoline can fuel a vehicle while it is still in the can! But a woman can, and does, do both. We ARE the vehicle, and we are capable of alternative fuel sources. And they need us, more than we need them. And when they bleed they die. And in their dying breath they come to us and see Her and

A Day At The Races
A Day at the Races The Lineup: 1. Passionate Lady 2. Bare Belly 3. Silk Panties 4. Conscience 5. Jockey Shorts 6. Clean Sheets 7. Thighs 8. Big Dick 9. Heavy Bosom 10. Merry Cherry THEY'RE OFF! Conscience is left behind at the gate. Jockey Shorts and Silk Panties are off in a hurry. Heavy Bosom is being pressured. Passionate Lady is caught by Thighs and Big Dick is in a dangerous spot! AT THE HALF: It's Bare Belly on top, Thighs open and Big Dick is pressed in. Heavy Bosom is being pushed hard against Clean Sheets. Passionate Lady and Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly. Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Dick. AT THE STRETCH: Merry Cherry cracks under the strain. Big Dick is making a final drive. Bare Belly is in and Passionate Lady is coming. AT THE FINISH: It's Big Dick giving everything he's got and Passionate Lady takes everything Big Dick has to offer. It looks like a dead heat but Big Dick comes through with one final thr

Want More Riley?
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Fun
Whats your sex style? Fierce Sex Style Straight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!! Take this test what fighting style do you have? Grappler fuck throwin punches youd rather take someone down and break some bones maybe even beat their face in after a good ol tackle. A young Matt Hughes in the making Take this test are you really in love very much in love whoever you are with right now is in love with you just as much as you.... you are made for each other Take this test What Martial Art should u pursue? Jeet Kune Do Thas the best u could score, Bruce Lee's innovated martial art . . . u must b well rounded and very smart and could b deadly n a streetfight cuz this is the most effective martial art today!! Take this test

Troops To Teachers
I just watched a really neat program on TV about a program called Troops to Teachers. I just wanted to let all of the military men and wemon on Cherry Tap to know about it.I googled it and it is really easy to find out information. There are so many wonderful men and wemon that I have talked to that are defending our country right now.And there are some that came to my mind and heart as I watched this program. Just wanted you to know! Take Care, Brenda Heartsound

Awsome And Meaningful Artwork!!!!
My hats off to the artist and owner of this amazing truck... Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master. Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer. Had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today. Feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us. If you believe in God and in Jesus Christ His Son..send this to all on your Buddy list..if not just ignore..In the Bible, Jesus says..."If you deny me Before man, I will deny you before my Father in Heaven." GOD BLESS YOU ALL

Not Really The Daily Blog.
♥Just kinda needed to say some stuff ♥ My mom just called crying again. Shes done that 3 times tonight. God i wish i knew what to say to her. The doctors told her today there really isnt much they can do for her. So shes got two choices, she can stick it out there and die. Or come home and die. Pretty much. And what sucks is. Thats pretty much what they meant. I may be 19 years old. But im not stupid. They talk to me like i am. But im not. Im the one helping her, and whos been there. I miss her. I wish shed come home. Everythings so wierd here without her. I havent slept more than like 5-6 hours in 3 days. I was sleeping a little earlier. But got woken up. So now im up. I think im gonna take a bath and just sort out the thoughts in my head. It was real windy today but i still went for 6 walks. Fun isnt it. I wish i could make it all go away. Out of both my parents, i never thought my mom would be the one going threw hell, she doesnt deserve it. Shes not a bad person

In Hopes Of Things Getting Better....
Well I got back from Illinois Sunday, things just didn't work out there due to family drama. But past that, Sunday was a great day. I had my bestfriend pick me up from the airport. Then we headed over to my boyfriends. Seeing my two favorite ppl in the world in one day just made it fuckin awesome. My boyfriend told me bout his roommate/bestfriend ,that I clash with, going to be moving out. Well that works for me, I need to move to KC and well the only ppl i can find needing roommates is male and ofcourse I just can't do that. I haven't been talking to Duane much, but that's ok since I know he has alot of stuff to take care of. I just hope everything goes well, I don't see n e flaws in our relationship right now and I just think it's going good other than our personal problems that we need to take care of. Well I don't know, I guess I'll take it day by day. hopefully things will get better and better!

Almost Broken Angel
I have to give PA drivers credit for being SUCH ASSHOLES WHILE DRIVING!!!!! Let's just tell yall what happened so ya know. My 2 1/2 yr old & I were drivin home thrusday, now mind u its rainin like all hell. Well one of Pennsylvania's finst drivers decided to cut me the hell off goin like freaggin 90. Well needless to say i crossed 2 lanes down an embankment and into a freaggin muddy ass ditch. My lil one WAS strapped in back seat, yup ended up in front with momma. That SOB is lucky she did not go thru my windshield cause I fer sure woulda found his ass sooner or later i got that pricks licence plate #. Yep so to all (and don't take ofense you pennsylvanians who are on my list)you pennsylvanians who just cannot drive and should not drive who like to CUT ppl off in the pouring rain.. next time u decide to cut someone off think of who yer cuttin off and who may be in the car with them....GOT IT!! and that is putting it lightly cause I am a lady.

I Lose
I... get upset easily. Well known fact. And I really wish I could explain what helps... and how to get me to talk about whats going on. Bah. I hate that I have such a hard time telling people what I think/fell/yadda-yadda I still don't have a ride home from work tomorrow. I realyl don't want to walk. X.X I hope someone comes through with this. I've asked a few people. I'm tired of getting upset over nothing. And then not being able to get it cleared up. I lose.

Saterday Night Chillin!!!
WATS UP PPL JUST SITTIN HERE WITH A FINE BABE GETTIN READY TO GO OUT TO THE BAR AND SHAKE MY ASS AND DRINK SOME BEER!!!! I LIKE TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS IV MET. LOOKING FOWARD TOO MEETING THE REST OF YOU TO,SO DROP ME A LINE..... TIME TO DRINK CHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why Its Useless To Yell At Men
as a man i have to totally disagree lmao WHY YELLING AT MEN IS USELESS...... When a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon! You and I need to clean up! Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, "C'MON! blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW!"

Original Poetry
Bound and Gagged Bound and gagged on bent knees silent. Her Master’s pleasure she awaits. He enters in, her message sent, that she might try his pleasure sate. Her Master loosens cords tied tight, removes the gag between her lips. He reaches over, turns on the light, that he might see curvaceous hips. She lays back down on satin sheets, caressing hands’ cross silken thighs. Her fingers linger where her legs meet, coaxing out her pleasured cries. He takes her loving hand in palm, then suckles on her moistened fingers. Though lust grown strong he remains calm, entranced by that loving scent which lingers. With one quick move this trance he breaks, he reaches up and grabs her hair. In his mouth her tongue he takes, until her mouth is swollen fair. Kevin Dustin

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your wa

Punch Drunk Love
Punch Drunk Love... Looking at you, As I walk out the door. Punch drunk love, I can't take anymore. Strapped and chained, Against your wall. You're hateful words, Make me feel so small. Cluttered feelings, In my head. All my feelings, Wind up dead. Power hungry, In so many ways. I haven't trusted, In so many days. Chaos building, In my sights. I haven't slept, In so many nights. Punch drunk love, I ccan't take anymore...

Thanksgiving
Everyone who reads this I just want to say I am sorry for not being on as much as I would like to. I am so busy with College and my kids that I never have time. I promise though when I do get on I will leave comments. Dont think I forgot about you cause I could never do that... I love all my friends and wish each and everyone of you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING

Taste In Women
Hmmmmm...I really don't think this is accurate. My score on The Tits, Ass, and Cuteness Test: Top-Heavy!(Raw score: 55% Big Breasts, 40% Big Ass, and 56% Cute!) Thanks for taking the T and A and C test! Based on your selections, the results are clear: you show an attraction to larger breasts, smaller asses, and sexier composures than others who've taken the test. Note that you like women thin and top-heavy. This is best achieved with plastic surgery, but some specimens do exist in nature. My third variable, "cuteness" is a mostly objective measure of how innocent a given model looked. It's determined by a combination of a lot of factors: lack of dark eye makeup, facial expression, posture, etc. If you scored high on that variable, you are either really nice OR you're into deflowering teens. If you scored low, you are attracted to raunchier, sexier, women. In your case, your lower than average score suggests you appreciate a sluttier look. Kudos! Recommended

One Day Left. Can You Help Me
best booty competition copy and paste link below http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=263476&i=3022398641 i will love you for ever if you will come and vote for me and rate me Thanks for being a friend

A Question
does anyone here know why when you send some people a message in the shoutbox it comes back telling you that the persons has not give you permisson to send them a message? im finding it strange that i can get some messages through to some people but not all.. and i know the one person im trying to contact right now has not blocked me.. and im not able to send some gifts either.. if anyone knows how to slove this plz let me know thank you so much

Things Said At Thanxgiving!
Things You Can Say ONLY at Thanksgiving 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. How long do I beat it before it's ready! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! Slick

My Sis Skipped School
we got a call from wilson (my sis' school) telling us that maria skipped periods 1, 2 and 4 today. my parents were shocked and furious. they interrogated my sis and i was seperating my fake nails that i'm going to put on at the counter, in the middle of my parents yelling at her. she (my sis) goes upstairs to get her cell like mom instructed. mom keeps yelling "YOU'RE GROUNDED SO DONT EVEN THINK OF GOING ANYWHERE!" she also added that maria doesnt have a computer right now either. my sis is in this academy program at wilson called HAM. my parents kept repeating that this would get her kicked out of HAM. my mom even said that as of now maria's out of wilson (which we dont know). my dad wants a list of names of the kids that skipped with maria and their numbers. he sat her down at the dining room table with a pad of paper and a pen...i dont know what got her to cry tho but she started crying and my parents act as if they dont care... they're making dinner, reading the

Teens And Domestic Violence
Teens and Dating Violence Dating violence is a pattern of controlling behaviors that one partner uses to get power over the other, and it includes: * Any kind of physical violence or threat of physical violence to get control * Emotional or mental abuse, such as playing mind games, making you feel crazy, or constantly putting you down or criticizing you * Sexual abuse, including making you do anything you don’t want to, refusing to have safe sex or making you feel badly about yourself sexually Does your boyfriend: * Have a history of bad relationships or past violence; always blames his/her problems on other people; or blames you for “making” him/her treat you badly? * Try to use drugs or alcohol to coerce you or get you alone when you don’t want to be? * Try to control you by being bossy, not taking your opinion seriously or making all of the decisions about who you see, what you wear, what you do, etc.? * Talk negatively about people in sexu

In Reference To:
this is a comment I was gonna post on a bulletin from one of my friends ..claiming that LC/CT is corporate owned. I for one enjoy myself and the ppl I really care about can be reached in other way as of now so ..if for some reason things get toooooo weird around here it will be no loss to me .I have other means and am greatful for those I have come in contact with and love all my new friends so whats the big deal if you all have had fun ...then continue to do so until it is time to bail on "THE MAN"..LMAO. AS FOR PICS : I have been here since July and it has always been a rule that NO ADULT (meaning things you'd see in Playboy or things of the like)are allowed in Public areas. They told me that if it would be in such mags as Maxim then its cool..just not in Primary pics and public areas(comments and default): if all those concerned had listened then we wouldnt be having problems now. I for one enjoy most of the pics i.e.: Nudes and all that I have seen on here. There ar

It's Like A Game
I stood in your narrow doorway today and told you everything as you watched me with those eyes those eyes in which I could not find a spark I told you of how he has i n f e c t e d my every thought how he is in every word rolling off my tounge how his voice is behind every sound I make how I cannot seem to let him go I wish i'd never met him I wish this had never started I wish I didnt feel this way towards him I cant even move i'm stuck because I dont know what he wants from me he scares me I dont trust myself around him but at the same time I love that freedom I'm so tired of this of him how i feel and what they are telling me to do I told you all of this and yet all you could say was "its going to be okay" you have no idea do you?

Life Is A Highway - Rascall Flats (cars Soundtrack)
(Hmmm, yeah!) Life's like a road that you travel on When there's one day here an' the next day gone Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand Sometimes you turn your back to the wind There's a world outside every darkened door Where blues won't haunt you anymore Where brave are free an' lovers soar Come ride with me to the distant shore We won't hesitate Ta' break down the garden gate There's not much time left today, yeahea... [Chorus:] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way Well, I wanna drive it all night long Through all these cities an' all these towns It's in my blood an' it's all around I love you now like I loved you then This is the road an' these are the hands From Mozambique to those Memphis nights The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights Knock me down, an' back up again You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man There's no load I can't hold Road so rough, this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Ju

What I Admire In A Significant Other
I want someone who: has tattoos has piercings appreciates my wackiness will do something completely random with me, just because writes poetry will tell me to shut the fuck up when I take my obnoxiousness too far will hold my hand will take me to the park will call me out on being a bitch will do whatever it takes to make me smile when I'm sad or pissed at them will randomly drop by and surprise me at work corrects my spelling and grammar will take me to shows even if they can't stand the band isn't afraid to tell me when I look like shit will let me dye their hair, but I wouldn't trust me to cut it will cuddle me when I'm sick will watch cheesy movies with me and then quote them later coughdirtydancingcough will rock out to Hanson with me, even if they won't admit it to anyone else is as easily amused as I am appreciates the brilliance of the lovely Eddie Izzard will watch Boondock Saints with me eight million times w

Blind Date
Alex sets up his friend Bob to go on a blind date with his cousin. Bob is a little worried about going out with someone he's never seen before. "What do I do if she's ugly?" says Bob, "I'll be with her all night." "Don't worry," Alex says, "just go up to her door and meet her first. If you like what you see, then everything goes as planned. If you don't, just shout 'Aaaaaauuuggghhh!' and fake a heart attack." That night Bob knocks at the girl's door. When she comes out he is awe-struck at how hot and sexy she is. He's about to speak when the girl suddenly grabs for her chest and lets out a loud ... "Aaaaaauuuggghhh!"

Trip To Antarctica
Well I am only two weeks away from entering into the greatest experience of my life. I will board the Aurora Australis for a 27 day trip to my new home of 4 months. I will be visiting the Chinese base and another australian base (Davis). I will be having my christmas onboard the ship with all the other expeditioners who are on their way south. I will eventually arrive just before New Years Eve which means a great party where I will imbibe a few beers I will keep posting blogs as often as I can to let you know what I am up to

Jus A Joke
An old man and woman were married for years even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screams and yelling could be heard deep into the night. A constant statement was heard by the neighbors who feared the man the most. "When I die I will dig my way up and out of the grave to come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" They believed he practiced black magic and was responsible for missing cats and dogs, and strange sounds at all hours. He was feared and enjoyed the respect it garnished. He died abruptly under strange circumstances and the funeral had a closed casket. After the burial, the wife went straight to the local bar and began to party as if there was no tomorrow. The gaiety of her actions were becoming extreme while her neighbors approached in a group to ask these questions: "Are you not afraid? Concerned? Worried? that this man who practiced black magic and stated when he died he would dig his way up and out of t

To Leave Or Not To Leave.......that Is The Question
WHY IS THAT WHEN SOME CHANGE HAPPENS ON THIS SITE MANY USERS POST BULLETINS ABOUT HOW YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE THIS PLACE. BUT THEN MAGICALLY YOU STAY. HMMMM. I WONDER. FOR SOME I KNOW THAT THEY ARE ACTUALLY THINKING ABOUT LEAVING THE SITE, BUT FOR OTHERS ITS JUST ANOTHER PLOY TO GARNER ATTENTION. I SAY IF YOU'RE GOING TO LEAVE JUST TELL YOUR FRIENDS ON HERE ABOUT IT IN PRIVATE, THEN LEAVE. DON'T MAKE IT INTO THEATER. AND I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT ONE PERSON, I HAVE RECEIVED OR SEEN SEVERAL BULLETINS WITH I'M LEAVING STATEMENTS IN THEM. LEAVE IF YOU MAY, YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT THERE ARE AS OF NOW 456,379 OTHER PEOPLE THAT WILL ONE, TAKE YOUR PLACE, AND TWO COULD BE MY FRIEND. THANKS

Shake Rattle Vibrate
I found myself working for a seismic exploration team in the early 1990's. They had hired me to back up their data from paper, 8-track tape, 9mm dat, floppy disks and everything else on CD-ROM. It was a good gig, and they liked my work, so they made me permanent. During the winter, I worked went to school and worked with their computer engineer on various small projects. Not the least of which was organizing the data I had backed up the summer before. Somehow, names like trip 1 or spot by fence were not meaningful enough for the team. It paid my bills, and I liked the people, but when we went out to the field, it took me away for weeks at a time. This was not exactly healthy for my social life, and was part of the reason that things eventually went sour with my girl friend of the time. In anycase, this story is not about her, or about the survey. It is about faultlines and underground mountains. The survey was hired by various organizations, government agencies, and private individu

Lasting Thought
i thought i could take it. i thought you could tell i thought that you knew me .but i now burn in hell . i have always been nothing so hear every day i know i am worthless and feel so be trayed. i thought you could hold me .i thought that i knew me . i guess not that well. you have always been something i see it.every day you are the everything and come what may but i know this one thing my dreams are all dead so i say good bye now there is nothing to dread .

You Can Achieve Anything You Imagine
YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE STYLE type="text/css"> Thank-you RAK YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE Picture yourself in your mind's eye as having already achieved your goal. See yourself doing the things you'll be doing when you've reached your destination. Your imagination is your mental workshop where all your plans are fashioned. Visualize your goals and you'll get your subconscious to work toward making your mental pictures come true. Olympic medalists use the art of mental rehearsal or visualization. They mentally run through important events before they happen. Decide what you want out of your life. Sense it before you have it. See it, feel it, taste it, smell it and imagine the emotions associated with the attainment of your goal. Pre-live it in your mind before you have it. Your vision will become a powerful driving force in your life. See the things you want as already yours, and one day, they will be yours.

Grr Argh
Unfortunately I was once again turned down for a job. I guess the Olive Garden found someone they liked better *sigh*. I made a couple calls last night and found out that Burger King down the road is hiring, so I'm gonna head over there today at some point and fill out an application. I'll probably be in and out today depending on the weather, so I'll try to make it in later. Also, I'm still trying to figure out my internet issue. My roommate has been looking for the wifi installation disc for me and hasn't found it yet...although I should have my connection up and running some time this week. Then things will be back to normal.

Seductive Eyes Contest...come Help Me Out Friends!
SEDUCTIVE EYES CONTEST! Hey Ya'll another contest, come vote n comment me please? lol click the link below.Thanx! XOXOXOXO'S http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=270760&albumid=128554&i=1034157320 OKAY HERE IT IS!! THE RULES ARE...THERE ARE NO RULES...RATE AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT...THE WINNER IS GOING TO BE BASED ON RATES PLUS COMMENTS...SO GET IN THERE AND SHOW YOUR FAVORITE EYES THE LOVE THEY DESERVE!! THIS CONTEST IS OPEN UNTIL FRIDAY! MIDNIGHT PACIFIC TIME!! 1ST PLACE - 10,000 IN GIFTS 5,000 IN GIFTS 1,000 IN GIFTS THIS IS ANOTHER CONTEST BROUGHT TO YOU BY: White Rider®™ ~FAMILY~

Gonna Bitch
OK FAST QUESTION I POSTED NEW PICS IN THE FUN STUFF FOLDER AND IT DOESNT LET MY FRIENDS NO I DID SINCE THE BIG FRIGGIN CHANGE NOW WHEN U LOAD UP A NUDY OR A NSFW PHOTO YOU DONT GET POINTS OR ANYTHING DAMNIT THAT JUST IS FRIGGIN WRONG .......AT LEAST LET IT SHOW U LOADED IT UP!

Don't Let Go
There isn’t a single thing I wouldn’t do I’d run to the edge of the world for you I’d do anything and everything I must There’s no rationality in true love Imagine the grief when I heard the worst I was unknown to that amount of hurt But I refused to sit and watch idly by Whilst you laid there about to die Don’t let go I’ll be there soon And I’ll whisk you away to the moon Just hold on tight, hold on tight I’ll be there to make everything right Don’t let go, Don’t let go Don’t let go, I’ll be with you Only love now rings true Just hold on tight, with all your might I’ll steal you from the numbing fright Don’t let go, Don’t let go What once was wrong now doesn’t matter I just want to hear familiar laughter I just want to escape from all the woe To take your hand away from tomorrow I’m running, running as fast as I can Throughout the fields about the land My sides hurt and my lungs are screaming But it’s not as bad as the grief I’m feeling Don’t let go

The Blizzard Of Life
My sun, has been taken by dark clouds, Sending the rain my way, The rainbow’s colors have faded, And all I can see is grey. The moon is gone, and the stars have all fallen, And with them went all of the sparks, The ocean life is dead now, Except for the hungriest sharks. So here I stand, in the desert, Cause all of the beaches just dried, This life is such a blizzard, I feel, like I have to hide. Those clouds, will they ever re-lighten, So the sun once again can shine, To make the rainbows colors, And light up this view of mine. Can sharks ever loose their hunger, And bring back the ocean to life, Will the blizzard, be calm in the morning, And make all this darkness seem bright. Will the fallen stars get back up there, And place the moon in a starlit sky, Will I find the oasis in the desert, Or is my heart, just doomed to dry.

Keep It Going!
Name a band (or artist) that starts with the next letter, and keep it going!! A - Abba (Aaron) B - Black Sheep (Andrea) C- Coldplay (Stephanie) D- David Bowie (Kendra) E - Evanescence (Eny) F-Fat Boy Slim (billy Joe) G- Get Up Kids (sarah) H - Hoobastank (anthony) I- Incubus (Trace) J - Journey (Brandy) K - KISS (Martha) L - Lynyrd Skynyrd (of course)..(David) M - Matchbox Twenty (Sheila) N - Nirvana (Scott) O - Outfield (Karen) P - (the) Pretenders (Char) Q-queens of the stone age.(CAYCIE) R-Rascall Flatts (Samantha) S- Smashing Pumkins T-Three Six Mafia U-Uncle Cracker V- Velvet Revolver (Jill) W-Whitesnake(DonnyT)-I love the 80's X-X the Band--punk from L.A. (Carlie) Y - YANNI Z - ZZ Top (Dude) A- Audioslave ~Cheryl B- (the) Beatles C - CONVERGE D-Drysocket E- Eagles F- Fuel G-Godsmack (Hayley) H-Hole (Sully) I - ISLEY BROTHERS ( nicole ) J - (the) Jackson 5 (Fatso) K-kacy and jojo (april) L-Linkin Park (Clint) M-Metallica (Missy) N--Nirvana

A Letter Home!
Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food. But tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route" marches, which the Platoon Sergeant says

L D R
life the absolute , the glory of the sun, thye balance of the day before the night death the fallen, the shattered moments of a day darked, the lunar essence before us, the closing of the dusk rebirth the voyage, the passing of the sun the moon and stars , the day to dusk to twilight.. the emergance of the soul to godhood

Xaemyl's Tale Ii
The following day, he emailed her, asking her if she had a good night... What a fabulous invention email was! Any enterprising daemon took advantage of being able to spread his insidiousness as quickly as possible. It had been through the Internet that he'd located her... or she, him. Her reply was quick; confirming that she'd had the most delicious dream of him. He was amused that he knew her so well, and his pleasure was tangible in the reply he sent. It detailed what he would do to her, how he would touch her, how he wanted to feel her flesh against his, and taste her mouth, skin, breasts, and pussy. He knew it would drive her wild with insatiable desire, priming her for his taking this evening. “Yes,” he thought as a nefarious grin overtook his face, “Tonight is her night. A night she will never forget.” He wanted to watch as she read his erotic email, knowing she would be unable to resist touching herself after taking in his words. He wanted to see the shock, fe

Repost If U Like
Body: KISS-OR-PASS There is at least one person on your Lostcherry list that wants to kiss the hell out of you. So lets play the kissin game. The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Id definately kiss you"! YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your LostCherry list that wants to do u so repost this as kiss or pass

7 Deadly Sins Poem
Seven Deadly Sins of Earth Because we felt we were unique, We took no thought of them, Day unto day we lived out our lives, And that was our first sin. We failed to see the darkening skies, Like fools we watched the cosmic blue, Not recognizing what drew near, And that was sin number two. The Earth was ours we'd grown fat, We gloated that all men were free, After all we could not be enslaved, And that was number three. We made a shield around our world, Like nothing men had made before, Safe we felt behind our walls, That was sin number four. Then at last there came the hoard, Like insects from a hive, We thought we must negotiate, And that was sin number five. When we saw at last that we must fight, We had forgotten all the tricks, Resting on our great technology, That sin was number six. The historians will most surely write, They failed to use what they were given, When it came to sacrificing their own lives, Twas counted number seven.

Someone Has To Say It!!!
WITH ALL THE DRAMA I GOT CAUGHT UP IN, ABOUT THE NSFW, AND STEPPING BACK AND REALIZING THE PRESSURE THE STAFF IS PROBABLY UNDER from us, and others. Also the fact that, yes I have in the past, stressed over points and leveling up, with all things considered, I have this to say: I reposted a lot of Bulletins for people, a lot were very important, a lot were from friends, real friends here that I will continue to. I have re-posted Drama, no MORE! I have friends that have me on their list STRICTLY to get POINTS. I am much too busy for that. I NEVER said I wouldn't rate profiles, and pictures. I Said: IF THE ONLY,O-N-L-Y REASON that you have me as a friend is to get points, PLEASE DELETE ME. I am not here for that I have helped people out, people have helped me out that I still have to get to. This is because of the Leeches. wASTING TIME ON THESE PEOPLE WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN RATING PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELPED ME OR REALLY BEFRIENDED ME! Yes something has me "ticked off" toni

~my Birthday Gift~
I got one of my gifts last night.... I don't think I could have asked for a better gift.. I was surprised with a gold dance pole in my basement with black lights put around it.. its fuckn awesome.. I will have pics on here of me doing some pole work soon..

Guys
From A - Z I love guys. I adore them. I have 3 brothers. I am one of the guys. I date guys. I kiss guys. I want to be with a guy. I get along with guys. I play hockey with the guys. I knock the guysover in soccer. I switch hats with guys. I smile at the guys. I drool over guys muscles. I try to have bigger musclesthen guys. Im weaker then guys. I want to be held by guys. Guys are my life. I want to be a guys wife!!!!

Guilin And Yanshou
Guilin and yanshou 30th Apr 2006 1:42 AM Hey guys, been a while since i last had a chance to update, and as its a rainy sunday afternoon i thought i would sort it out. We arrived a few days ago in Guilin, easy flight and the view of the hundreds of paddy fields and mountains at sundown was amazing. Guilin was an alright town, quite rural but also touristy at the same time. but very explotative of tourists. pauls bank had decided to not let him have more cash due to the fact they are muppets (got it sorted now) so i had to foot the bill for everything which has been a big drain. Some good scenery in Guilin but as soon as we arrived the humidity hit us like wall of something unpleasent and sticky, hostel room was very damp so more annoynace but some interesting poeple were around. not much to do there so only stayed a couple of evenings before takling the boat down to yangshuo. The boat trip down the famous river Li was something i had been looking forward too for ages, suppose

Tears Of My Heart
for as long am yours my tears will never run for sorrow down my face as the will be tears of joy for my love to you will be forever as i could never kiss or love another person as my tears will be for the great times we had and yet to come

Drink?
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

This December, Forget Christmas And Party Like A Pagan
This December, forget Christmas and party like a pagan By JED LEVINE U-Wire I'm with Bill O'Reilly on this one. I'm tired of all this "Happy Holidays," politically correct mumbo jumbo. Everyone knows December is about one holiday and one holiday only - there's no need for plurals. Yes, I'm talking about the time-honored pagan celebration of Yule. All those pseudoholidays such as Christmas, Hanukkah and Kwanzaa have merely co-opted Yule, the hedonistic, alcoholic romp commemorating the winter solstice. I say we cut out the middlemen and get back to basics. Contrary to popular belief, Jesus was not born on Dec. 25. One key giveaway would be the presence of shepherds at his birth. Shepherds don't usually go around with their flocks in the middle of winter. Yes, Christmas - that quintessential Christian holiday - isn't really Christian after all. Early Christians had a hard time converting the pagans of Europe to their budding religion and had real trouble getting them t

Im New So Im Kinda Confused!
Im confused because I dont know how to find people I might know or to make new friends! If anyone knows how to do these things let me know! Im bored right now and have nothing else to do... So I wanna make some friends and shit..lol..

Acceptance
Saturday, December 2, 2006 Acceptance Don't let yourself get too caught up in what could have been, or would have been, or should have been. Look instead at the power and possibility of what is. The things you see as problems are realities that you have chosen to interpret in a certain way. Consider that you can view them from a more positive and empowering perspective any time you wish. Many of the burdens that weigh you down come from fighting against what has already happened. Gracefully accept what is, and experience the enormous sense of freedom that acceptance brings. There is real value that exists right now in this moment, in this situation, in this unique set of circumstances. Allow yourself to fully accept the reality of what is, and you compel yourself to uncover that value. Accept even what you cannot control, and you'll discover more power and effectiveness in those things you can control. Accept responsibility for the things that influence your life, and

Make Money Online!!
Hey Everyone!! I recently joined AGLOCO because of a friend recommended it to me. I am now promoting it to you because I like the idea and I want you to share in what I think will be an exciting new Internet concept. AGLOCO’s story is simple: Do you realize how valuable you are? Advertisers, search providers and online retailers are paying billions to reach you while you surf. How much of that money are you making? NONE! AGLOCO thinks you deserve a piece of the action. AGLOCO collects money from those companies on behalf of its members. (For example, Google currently pays AOL 10 cents for every Google search by an AOL user. And Google still has enough profit to pay $1.6 billion dollars for YouTube, an 18-month old site full of content that YouTube’s users did not get paid for! AGLOCO will work to get its Members their share of this and more. AGLOCO is building a new form of online community that they call an Economic Network. They are not only paying Members thei

Quietly Sad And Happy
A year has passed since I was traped in a hospital room. Remembering back, it was probely the worst thing about being pregnant, the high blood pressure and giving birth. I was confined to bed and was depressed. I was also about an hour and a half away from home. My older two children could not come and see me every day and I hate being away from them. I don't even remember everything, because of the magnisum they had me on (to control the blood pressure and contactions). All I really remeber was the "vampires" that came in my room every hour to draw blood to check the mag levels. When I left the hospital it looked like I had shot up heroin in the past. I still can see some of the scars. I remember my husband being there, my MIL, and some other family seemed to be wondering in and out. After awhile the contractions stopped and I was taken off the mag and had that awful cathiter taken out. That is another thing I can do without, I drove those nurses crazy, I was still hooked u

~life~
hello everyone. ok.. so we all know this is my first blog. but if anyone reads my profile then ull know that i like to write/type. so this wont be the last one. lol. anyways, so im completely in love with this guy. no names.... but he knows who he is. and he tells me he loves me too but we're not together. we used to be. what happened... long story. but to make a long story short, it was my fault. not everyone is big enough to admitt that. but i am! i mean, hes a really gr8 guy and hes soooooo cute and funny. i love everything about him. so im hopein that seems how he says he already forgave me that one day we can work out our differances and be together again. *sighs* who knows??!! welp, ive been up all night messin around on this page and doin homework in between time so imma hit the bed. i gotta early class at 10am. not to early. but ya know when u been up all night its early enough. lol. so hit me up! ill get back to yall. and babyboy... i love u so much and miss u so much already.

Hope To See You On Messenger Y'all
Well i'm leaving Cherrytap. I'm ok, but bored. I've been enjoying this site as much as possible but right now i haven´t found not too much excitement, and i feel it's time to move. But i want to keep in touch with you girls and boys. So, if you are not in my messenger lts already, feel free to add me: Panopticon@pahardcore.con (MSN) Nihilorama@yahoo.com.mx (Yahoo) Anyone!!! Specially i hope you Extremelyshy, Tovah, Gina, Lola, add me because you are my missing contacts!!!! Kisses y'all!!! :)

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Poem: Untitled
I'm your disasterpiece of shattered moments lost when the bottle touched your lips. I'm the forgotten memories blown away into oblivion when that joint came to life. I'm the one you failed to notice standing beside you when you held your head in your hands and called yourself worthless. I'm the huddled mass of mistakes that you took your pent up agression out on. And hey...guess what? I've kept my mouth shut for far too long. I'll laugh when you hit rock bottom because I won't be there to help you up. I won't be your welcome mat home and I won't be there when you're all alone. And when its time to move on... When its time to close that door... I won't be there anymore. Because...I've kept my mouth shut for far too long... And enough is enough.

New To Ct
Hello everyone! I'm new to this site! Have loved what I've seen so far. I'm always looking for new friends. Just friends! Not looking for a relationship right now. I have something going on in that department! Everyone have Happy Holidays...and stop by and say hey!

Random Thought 10004
Isn't it funny how you can overdose on a food after basically living on that one food for a long period of time. Just the thought of eating that makes you ill. Then after a couple of years- suddenly - you can't get enough of it. It's like the craving for a drug- food- more specifically Cup O noodles- is my new drug rofl. I lived on the stuff in college I never woulda eatin anything were it not for them. When I stopped going to school I stopped eating the crap. I couldnt even eat top ramen for like 4 years- then suddenly out of the blue- here I am , eating a damned cup o noodles.

Life
NO matter how hard life may be on you , If you keep your hope an determination alive you will survive . I believed that life was nothing but a bitch until I came back from cali and I seen life in A Whole different light . It took me from nyc, to La to see that the world is different. I felt that If i didn't open my eyes and see what really matters Then I would surely fall into That what ever state of mind where I Wouldn't care if I died or lived . I was so Driven By the thug life way That I didn't care how people looked at me. I just gave up on life completely No hope ,No fate in Anything that was good because I tried to hard before and I ended up with A cold shoulder, and a head full of worries . my life was fading fast and my fate in people was leaving me because in this world full of hate , You wouldn't believe there was anything good. But as of the last couple of months I found my true calling , my true purpose , my family the ones that would hear me when Im down, the ones that wi

Sleepless
Have you ever hurt someone without knowing it? Have you ever worried so much about it that you made yourself sick? Have you ever sat and cried because you wanted to scream I am sorry for whatever I did to hurt you? What am I to do? I can't sleep I am exhausted and yet I need to know. If I sleep I might not get the answer. If I knew the answer surely i could fix the situation or atleast atone for it. My thoughts won't sit still they are trying to pinpoint a possible time, place, action where something happened. How did I hurt this person so much I could lose a friendship?

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror, complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of automatically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion: "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between your breasts for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and I stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I ask. "They will grow larger over a period of years," he replies. I stop. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says, "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of physical therapy, he's trying to walk again.

Lp We Got The Same!
Which eye are you? ~~GREAT PICTURES~~ You are the philospher. You are Intellegent and are very interested in the little things in life. Studying and thinking are some of your favorite things to do. With a great mind like yours, I fee like no everyone in this world is an airhead xD Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

I Am Apart Of A Large Family
, THERE IS ONLY ONE HUSBAND AND OUR HUSBAND HAS THREE WIVES AND 9 KIDS IN TOTAL. I KNOW THIS MAY SOUND STRANGE TO YOU ALL. WE ARE LIVING IN ANOTHER DAY AND AGE AND WE ALL KNOW THAT THERE IS A SHORTAGE OF GOOD MEN SO, ME AND MY SISTER WIVES HAVE COME UP WITH A SOLUTION....... WE ALL WILL BE MARRIED TO ONE MAN ...... WELL THERE ARE ONLY THREE OF US, AND OUR HUBBY MADE AN AGREEMENT WITH US THAT THERE WILL BE NO MORE WIVES ADDED.... AND ALL OF US AGREE WE WILL BE DEVOTED TO OUR HUBBIES NEEDS. WELL THAT WAS UP UNTIL SIS WIFE #1 BEGAN TRIPPING. SHE IS UPSET THAT HUBBY LIKES TO SPREAD THE LOVE EVENLY AND SHE THINKS THAT SINCE SHE MARRIED HIM FIRST THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE MORE TIME,ATTENTION, AND SEX. BUT HUBBY DOESNT MAKE ANY DIFFRENCES BETWEEN US. HUBBY IS THE MASTER OF ORGASMS AND DRIVES US UP THE WALLS WITH HIS SEXUAL BEASTLINESS. HE HAS NO PROBLEMS WITH HIS STAMINA OR ERECTIONS SO THAT WE ARE NEVER DISATISFIED WITH HIS PREFORMENCE, THEREFORE NONE US NEED TO SEARCH FOR ANOTHER TO PLEASE US AN

Who Done It....
Hello' Yes it been a while since I've written anything good, part of that is because I haven't had anything to write. So let's dig into my mine and see what we can find, ....humm.. Remembering..... We were watching TV, sitting on your couch, I dozed a bit with my head in your lap, you were heavily involved in the "Who do it " type of movie; I had already figured it out. When the movie was over you started to stir, bouncing my head off your lap. I turned to face you and was greeted by a huge hard cock, (one of my favorite ways to wake up)I processed to dig in the silk shorts you had on til I found flesh, I worked your cock til it was untangled from the fabric, then placed my mouth on the shaft and greeted it with warm, wet kisses. You laid further back and let me explore, I went to sucking on you like there was no tomorrow. The folds between your balls and your thighs are wonderful, you smell so good there, not many men realize just how much smell plays a part in sucking off, but i

Shes Like The Wind!
Woot! A real daily blog! Oh oh howd that happen. Well lets see i called out of work cause i was sick this morning. I didnt get much sleep last night. Tis why youre getting a blog. Haha. So first off im gonna post a video at the bottom, and its gonna have a guy in it, whos got the orgasimic "fuck me" eyes. SERIOUSLY though. When you look at him its like you could look in those eyes all day and just be like fuck me. Haha. Hes deffinetly fucking gorgeous. And another one is mario vazquez. His ass is just totally fucking roar. Hes one that when he moves his hips youre whole body wants to move with his. Okay lets move on now :P Wheres my stalker! He hasnt called me :O oh no! Haha. -insert giggle here- Okay so im gonna tell you all the sweetest girl on here, seriously hands down she is awesome. And i love her and im going to steal her lil man haha. *ANGEL~BABY*®™ PLZZ RATE MY PROFILE TO SEE MY PIX..TY@ CherryTAP Go add her. Rate her. Show her love. she deserves it more

Christmas Tears
Christmas tears by Paul B They say that Christmas is a time of great cheer but I will not be laughing I'll be shedding a tear this year will be even sadder than Christmas last year its sadder now because you're no where near everyone will be feasting and caroling too your Christmas may be white but mine will be blue I'll try to stay busy with all the commotion but inside I will be a bag of raw emotion I'll not think of you and I'll try not to scheme until I'm with you in my Christmas dream

You Call It Christmas, We Call It Yule
Author: Peg Aloi http://www.witchvox.com/va/dt_va.html?a=usma&c=holidays&id=2079 Try though we might, it is not easy to escape the influence of Christmas in this country. It is easy to become jaded and cynical about it, wondering why it is not the magical time we all experienced as children, wondering how it ever got so commercial. For modern pagans who may still observe the holiday because their families do, it is a confusing time of year; how to celebrate this as a seasonal festival when so many of our associations with this holiday have to do with gifts, food and merrymaking? Even for those who celebrate this day as the birth of Christ, it must be difficult to stay focused on that significance, with the tinsel and shopping and office parties and the newest toys for kids clouding their vision. I for one find that cynicism abounds at this time of year, and that many adults dread the "holidays" because of family issues and stresses that seem to become more pronounced. The emphas

Stranglehold Of The Soul
I love my Dark place The one that scares The shit out of you Where I fight With ghosts I love feeling Like I am not even Breathing While I watch you Struggle and gasp It is not real honey It is just when I don’t feel Leave me this place You can have The rest I love you I do With all of My heart Except for the Black piece That is my own Part

Why Holidays Suck (my Rantings)
Alright, I hate holidays and I'm going to give some examples. Wether you like it or not. Why do you people hear the word "Christmas" and suddenly lose 3/4's of your I.Q.? I mean, it's not that hard to make it like every other day. You just get up and go about your damned life..you REALLY don't have to make a big deal of it...Honestly, for those of you who are religious, it IS a big day for you. It's "the birth of Jesus Christ". You have a right to celebrate. For other's you HAVE NO EXCUSE!!! You're probably asking yourself, "What the hell is he talking about?!?!" I'm talking about you moronic, Must have everything, care nothing for anyone but yourselves, assholes! You people who can't remember how the traffic laws go and decide to take a left turn from the right lane of a four lane Highway. And you people who fight over the last Tickle Me Elmo extreme. You are the sort of people who have made myself and QUITE a few other people despise Holdiays. You commericalizing, neande

Weekend And Other Stuff
Well here it is the weekend already man time seems to fly by sooooooo fast. I hope this weekend is alittle better then last weekend was. Last weekend a friend of my hubby and I's was shot and killed along with his girlfriend by his girlfriends ex boyfriend. They was returning home after a Wrestling Event here in WV where Zach our friend was refing. They had gotten home and the ex boyfriend met them and shot Zach then shot Zach's girlfriend Martha then the guy left the scene later he ended up calling the police and told them what he had done and he was arrested. Haven't heard anymore on what is going to happen to him. Myself I hope they put him away and away for along time. Zack was in his early 30's and Martha was in her 20's. Zach leaves behind a 7 year old daughter. It breaks me heart to know that she won't see her daddy again. The last time I seen Zach he was showing me pics of his little girl and just beaming with joy and pride. He has a beautiful daughter just hat

Today
September 12, 2006 Today Have you noticed as of late the children or young adults that we get to deal with on an everyday basis now? Wow what the hell happened to respect for others and themselves? I look around at the younger generation of today and I am ashamed of what I see. I'm not going to say that it's all the kid's fault because you learn what you live. You have some kids, for arguement sake right now they are kids , the parents are so wrapped up in their own life that they just hand the kids whatever they want to pacify them. I hear" Oh I don't want them to have to have it the way I did growing up". Well ok I can see that but we are teaching them it's ok to sit on their asses and expecting someone else to take care of them instead of them being responsible and doing good in school and getting good jobs. Everytime they get in trouble we bail them out instead of making them take care of the things they need to do on their own. Yes we have all had a rough life at some point

-*turning Corners*-
I can't escape you no matter how many times I turn around I see you there looking back at me your beautiful face too tempting to resist your smile too wonderful to deny Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind Try as I might to shut you out I'm powerless against the stray thoughts that wonder in when my mind is quiet or my heart is in need of a smile I need to forget you I need to find a different path but you made me so happy and loved me so openly that I can never forget what we shared Even as the years push us apart and time fades those joyful memories I feel drawn to you lost in you and hopelessly entranced by you I hope you find your happiness even in the arms of another No matter if the vision destroys me slowly I know you deserve something more than an absentee lover waiting to take you home Just know that around every corner I turn I will see you looking back Your face both beautiful and haunting a welcome image of a broken hea

Hi
Goodmorning every one sorry i have not sent a blog for a while i have been sick.Hope u all have been doing good.It is a beautiful day today sun is out.Hope u are all ready for Christmas. Shoping is so fun this time of the year lolol. I have missed u all a lot and what to say i love all my friends on here.Hugs and kisses to u all. commentshack.com /commenthound.com">commenthound.com

Winter Soltice - December 21-22
The time around December 21 or 22 is a very important day for our planet and its relationship with the sun. December 21 is one of two solstices, days when the rays of the sun directly strike one of the two tropical latitude lines. In 2006 at precisely 7:22 p.m. Eastern Standard Time on December 21 (00:22 UTC on December 22) winter begins in the Northern Hemisphere and summer begins in the Southern Hemisphere. The earth spins around its axis, an imaginary line going right through the planet between the north and south poles. The axis is tilted somewhat off the plane of the earth's revolution around the sun. The tilt of the axis is 23.5 degrees; thanks to this tilt, we enjoy the four seasons. For several months of the year, one half of the earth receives more direct rays of the sun than the other half. When the axis points away from the sun from December to March, the southern hemisphere enjoys the direct rays of the sun during their summer months. Alternatively, when the axis tilt

Your Choice
Saturday, December 9, 2006 Your choice Every dream is as real as you choose to make it. You're as young or as old as you think yourself to be. Those things you sincerely expect will find their way to you. Those things you most fondly imagine will relentlessly pull you forward. The love you give away will always be with you. Everything for which you are sincerely grateful will grow stronger and more abundant. Your intentions will be fulfilled when you give them true purpose. Your goals will be reached when they come from your heart. This day will bring fulfillment when you choose to allow it. This life will be rich when you give your best to it. What do you choose in the innermost depth of your being? That is what life will surely become. -- Ralph Marston

Escape
Pen in hand and thoughts in my mind The wanting to get them out and written on paper is unbearable Searching for paper is a lost cause there is nothing around but four empty walls My thoughts want to escape the dark and gloomy cells of my mind My hands are twitching with the need to write The blank walls are mind numbing and it makes me want to scream The numb feeling of the walls makes my vision go blank and dark The walls are no longer mind numbing or blank but they are full of words that make up my thoughts Four walls no longer blank but full of wisdom shame blame hate and love Now new thoughts will form and they will wait they turn to escape and be free the prison of my mind

I Am In Love Wit U( A Poem
I am in love wit u I am in love wit ur eyes I am in love wit ur smile I am in love the way u walk I am in love the way u talk I am in love wit u and on;y u I am in love wit u the way you dancew I am in love wit u the way u play basketball andfootball I am in love wit u but love hurt alot I am in love wit ur lips And i am love wit u becasue u wonderful and respectful. I am in love wit u becasue u my typed I am in love wit u because u my man I am in love wit u because u my boo I am in love wit u because u my babydaddy I am in love wit u. By: tiffany aka Ladyt

Friends With Benefits Game
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... If you want to date the person who posted this, Send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, Send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post if you want to see for yourself...

Come Help This Sweetheart Level Up!
HEY EVERYONE...THIS HANDSOME FELLA HERE IS PRETTY CLOSE TO LEVELING UP.. COME GIVE ME A HAND AND HELP HIM OUT! I'VE REACHED MY LIMIT ON RATING STASHES...AND I THINK IM GETTING CLOSE TO MY USER COMMENT LIMIT TOO...SO LEND A BRATTY BYTCH A HELPING HAND...HE'S A SWEETIE - AND HE RETURNS ALL THE LOVIN THATS SHOWN! Gatorman Is Coming To Town!@ CherryTAP

Makin Good Lub
I got the video in my trackz Avant - makin good luv got your legs spread all over the bed hands clenched in the sheets hair wild as hell I know the only thing on your mind is sexin me girl I can feel your temperature rising you should feel my nature too come on it's gonna be a bumpy ride girl lets do what we came to do Girl when we make love all night when we make good love all night when we make love all night we really make love girl when we make love all night when we make good love all night when we make love all night we really make love (come to daddy baby) On the balcony gripping the rails slowly I'm pulling you near sayin shhhh babe dont make to much noise there's a lot of peoples who live around here emotions running high my hands planted on your thighs you feel me going up and down and round and round and round Girl when we make love all night when we make good love all night when we make love all night we really make love girl when we ma

My Appology
I WANT TO SAY I AM SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE IGNORED. IT TOOK ME BEING TREATED LIKE A NUMBER TO SEE THAT I WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE SAME GAME. I AM SORRY. I WILL BE UPDATING MY FAMILY LIST. THEN MY FRIENDS LIST. THEN FINALLY MY FANS LIST. I WILL TRY TO BE A FRIEND AND NOT TREAT YOU LIKE A NUMBER. GIVE ME A LITTLE TIME. TO THOSE THAT I AM JUST A NUMBER TOO. THEY WON'T MISS ME. BUT MY FRIENDS WILL SEE AN APPROVEMENT. I WILL NO LONGER BE MISSING YOUR YOUR BLOGS, YOUR BULLETINS, AND NEW THINGS YOU POST. AND IF FOR ANY REASON I DO. PLEASE LET ME KNOW, AND I WILL CORRECT IT. I PROMISE. THIS WON'T HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. SO BE PATENT WITH ME. AND TRY TO HELP ME GET THIS FIXED. YOU ARE NOT JUST NUMBERS TO ME. YOU MIGHT JUST BE ONLINE FRIENDS. BUT FRIENDS ALL THE SAME. WHICH MEANS YOU WILL BE TREATED AS SUCH. AGAIN I AM SORRY I TREATED YOU LIKE THIS. AGAIN I AM VERY SORRY. AND I WILL TRY TO MEND MY WAYS. AND TO MY REAL FRIENDS OUT THERE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING. YOU ARE

There's Something About...
....the sound of a distant wailing guitar that I absolutely love. I've always loved that haunting, lonely sound. TSO starts their show off with that sound. It's in my favorite BonJovi song (Wanted Dead or Alive) and it's in the song that's currently playing here at work, "Better Than Me" by Hinder. I'm not sure why that sound grips me but it does. I put one song my on cd's for today that is almost all wailing guitar. "Respect the Wind" by Van Halen. Gotta love that sound. *sighs*

Sexual Zodiac
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Happy Holidays/merry Christmas
Happy Holidays/Merry Christmas to everyone here on Cherry Tap. Spiritual beliefs shouldn't matter at this time of year. This is a time where we all should pull together, especially with our family and friends. I hope that everyone has a wonderful holiday season and that you all be thankful for each and every day you have with those you love! Greg (Dreamweaver)

Driving
Sit behind the wheel and drive. If you park, you risk the chance of loosing that lane taking you to another highway. If you drive to fast, you might miss that turn leading gearing you into another direction of change. If you slow down, you will let the others pass you and take your lane. If you drive the limit, you risk getting hit by another driver. My advice.... walk

Just An Update On Me....
Not going away.... *Sigh* I have left you all with some blogs, stashes, and mums. I may be off and on in the next few days, but I have to buckle down and tend to a few things, but I shall be back soon to add more stashes, blogs, and mums for your viewing pleasure. If you haven't already checked them out, please do. Loves to you all.

Lets Say Thanks
This website gives you an opportunity to send a FREE printed post card to U.S. military personnel stationed overseas to show your support and appreciation for their service to our country. CLICK BELOW TO GO TO THE SITE! Lets Say Thanks

Wed, 13th, Dec ....10 Am
WELL CT PEEPS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ITS BEEN A GREAT MORNING ............ THANKS EVERYONE WHO STOPPED BY AND CHECKED OUT PICS AND PROFILE.. ETC ETC....... OFF TO HELP A FRIEND WHO IS SICK,,, PICK UP AND DO SOME SHOPPING FOR THEM ,,,,,, WILL RETURN AFTER 430 TODAY....... HAD A GREAT MORNING AND ONCE AGAIN HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE........LATER LOV AND PEACE TO ALL....... TIMOTHY

Isn't It Funny....
Isn't it funny how life plays out! In the last few days I have had a lot of things on my mind...what should I do, shouldn't I do that, should I...etc, etc, etc... Well it always seems just when you are down on your luck the something or someones makes a difference in your life! I don't oftne tell the people who have made a great difference in my life how much they mean to me - but they certainly mean a great deal!

Taps
Have any of you ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison 'S Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stomach

Seriously.
I dont know what im doing anymore. I dont have a clue. All that i even care about anymore is waking up, going to work, doing my job, seeing the peapot, and going to sleep. Nothing else matters anymore, i cant do this. I really cant. Im sick of everything. I just dont wanta deal with it. I have off friday, im probably gonna just go walk around the mall, or the park or something and just deal with things step by step. When i got home from work this morning i layed on the middle of my bed and just watched the rain, the rain is probably one of the few things that leaves me at ease and gives me peace. Everyone thinks they know me, everyone thinks they know how i feel, they think they understand but they dont. Theres not one person out there that knows everything. Not one. Only me, and my heart. Which most days i wish i could cut out and survive without it. Cause all it does is FUCK me over. And im really sick of it. Well i should say the people it lets in fuck me over. Even when they

We Are Women!
Fine tuned body Hung with silver and silicone Dress to impress in sequined halters And mini mini hiked up skirts Diamonds slink from earlobes and manicured fingertips just to hook a Sugar Daddy Appearances speak louder than those Feminist bumper stickers They fail to realize the meaning behind As busty bronzed bimbos blow kisses from brothel windows It's all love and chocolate 'Till someone calls her a bitch The only objection we have these days Then you're off to another steetcorner Bar club party To find another set of tits From which you suckle your machismo No broads boy No broads No baby girls for you to smack No more empty sex in bathroom stalls To make up for the nads you lack It's time we put our foot down Spike heeled as it may be We're no longer just Dressed To Impress We're WOMEN And we will make you see

Quiz
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft100%Wet69%Hot63%Exciting44%Sweet38%Shy13%Awkward6%Violent0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Christmas Gifts...
So....only two more people to buy gifts for....I really need to get cracking this weekend. And my friend Doug asked me what I want for Christmas. I've had to put a lot of thought into what I'd really like....stuff-wise. I'd like to add to my collection of anime cels. I've got cels from Ayashi no Ceres, Fushigi Yuugi and Jubei-chan but I'd love to have more as well as cels from Trigun. I'm not too picky yet. I mean, I have favorite characters and episodes but gift-wise I wouldn't be picky. So at least I can finally tell people what I want. *laughs*

Numb
Numb to the world, Frozen is my heart. Numb to the world, Forever in the dark. Numb to the world, cast from those I love. Numb to the world, For into grief I have been shoved. There is no hope for I, Left stranded from heaven and hell alike. There is no hope for I, Who fears the very presence of light? My tears frozen crystals, From eyes that once held fire. My heart long since stopped beating, Robbed of its every desire. Do you know what it is like? To be naught but a liar? Do you know what it is like? To see your life burned to ash by vengeful fires? Do you know why I suffer? Such sorrow and such pain? Do you know why I stand aside? Basking in the rain? It is because I fear, Those of evil who have died. It is because I fear, To cross to the other side. For my fear I have paid a terrible price, Left alone and in despair. Bathing in my frozen tears, And you think I do not care? It was my mistake to make, And how I regret

So...
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ]you look to sweet to screw [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] F

What Are My 'stereotypes'?
Fiend Grrl's stereotypes...here' mine!! I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic or anerexic. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem. I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs. I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo. I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy. I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention. I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual. I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser. I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi. Im a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction. I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy. I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat. I'm MIXED so i must be SEXY. I listen to MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, so I MUST be a scene kid.

Shit Adds Up At The Bottom
My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded now, and my desire is broken now and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that, set my head on fire. So smell my soul is burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. And I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt, fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and it makes me feel ugly. On my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. I'm dead insiiiiiiiiiiiiide! (Shiiit aadds up 3x) Shit adds up at the bottooom... -Henry Rollins: If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing n

Hahahaha
Life is all about BUTTS you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one ...... That's right, you've been " elfed " . Pass this on to as many people as possible, but you can't send it back to the person who sent it to you. He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!

Poem For My Dad #3
Daddy, Daddy, Why did you go? How could you do this to me, you left me alone? The day you told me the bad news, I did not know how to react. I was scared and frightened, did not know what to do. Now I knew that some day you would be gone, But it didn't hit me 'till that very night. It is like my world is gone. It is like my heart is broken into pieces, It's like my life ended, the day you left me. Daddy, Daddy, when I visit your grave, I can't bear my eyes. Just picturing you lying there so peacefully. You are my guardian angel, Why did God take you? Did he need you more that I? I need you here, but I know that can't happen, But some day in the future we will reunite. Daddy, Daddy I remember the last time you told me you loved me, I did not care. I thought we would be together, until the end. I now realize all those special moments. You left me alone, with people to take care of. Did you realize I

New Tattoo
So I was told by my wonderful new friend,Jason Griffith, That I should tell everyone my embarassing story about my,oh so tiny, tattoo that I got back in April or so...I know I know it was a long time ago.. but I'm sure you'll still laugh! So here goes... As most of you that know me... should KNOW I have a huge fear of needles.. deathly afraid of them! (I'm sure you're already laughing!)Well,my best friend Gwynn was tellin me one day that we should go do somethin cuz of course we were bored. We were at work and it was about 10 am. Neither one of us got off work until 4 but we were still tryin to figure out what it is we should do. Well my friend Gwynn pops off with "Lets go get a tattoo!" Acting all excited and shit! I thought she was crazy! I'm afraid of needles! Whats her problem! Well she spent the ENTIRE day trying to convince me to go along with it! To go get a tattoo. Oddly enough I really wanted it,I knew it was gonna hurt... But thats not exactly what I was afraid of. I

Capricorns And Sex.
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Girl Of My Dreams
Things I would do for the girl of my dreams -Quietly conceal a body. -Learn swedish massage. -reload her clip. -find out where this G spot is that everyone is talking about. -Destroy a small third world country and install her as dictator. -Clean up my damn bathroom. -Order a salad now and then. (thank Gawd we are talking girl of my dreams and I will never actually have to run into her. *whew*)

Did Some One Loose This Briefcase? Part 1.
Hi People, 3 Weeks ago, on a monday, I left my house and I found this in my front garden. Everyday when I leave my house I see it laying there. But what to do next? Should I pick it up and check what's inside? Call the police? What should I do? You deside! Are you maybe curious and want to know if there is something inside? Maybe it's yours and want it back? Any other suggestions? So, please, tell me what to do with it.

Great Lover
Your Birthdate: April 15 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Why Harleys Are Better.......
Harleys can go for more than one ride in an hour. Harleys never develop spare tires. Harleys last longer. Harleys don't get you pregnant. A Harley doesn't care what time of month it is. Harleys don't have parents. Your Harley will let you know if something is wrong. Your Harley won't judge your friends. If your Harley is boisterous, you can buy a muffler. You won't have to put your Harley through grad school. If your Harley smokes you can do something about it. Harleys don't care about how many other Harleys you have ridden. When riding, you and your Harley both arrive at the same time. One Harley will satisfy you every time. Your Harley won't ogle other Harleys. Your Harley won't care if you have a poster of your fantasy Harley. If your Harley has high mileage, you can just get a new one. Harleys don't care about breast size. If your Harley is too soft you can get new shocks. If your Harley is misaligned, you

How To Change Your Oil
Women: Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 since the last oil change. Drink a cup of coffee. 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Men: Go to O'Reilly auto parts and write a check for 50 dollars for oil, filter, oil lift (AKA kitty litter), hand cleaner and scented tree. Discover that the used oil container is full. Instead of taking it back to O'Reilly to recycle, dump in hole in back yard. Open a beer and drink it. Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. In frustration, open another beer and drink it. Place drain pan under engine. Look for 9/16 box end wrench. Give up and use crescent wrench. Unscrew drain plug. Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil; get hot oil on you in process. Clean up. Have another beer while oil is draining. Look for oil filter wrench. Give up; poke oil filter with Phillips screwdriv

One Day After Christmas
It's one day after Christmas I'm crabby and I'm broke. I'm so full of ham and fruitcake I think I'm gonna croak. It's nice to see the relatives I wonder when they'll leave. They've been camping in my bathroom since early Christmas Eve. They're eating everything in sight and sleeping in my bed. I been sacked out in the basement with my beagle, Fred. The relatives have all gone out and left their screaming brats. The toilet bowl is all plugged up and I can't find the cat. It's Christmastime at my house, the relatives are here. They eat me out of house and home. and drink up all my beer. I love the decorations, and the sleigh bells in the snow But I wish those pesky relatives would take their kids and go. Those cookie crunchers fed the dog a twenty pound rib roast. His feet are sticking in the air like skinny old fence posts. Now they're in a free-for-all, the girls against the boys. They're fighting over boxes 'cause they're bored with all the

A Texan
A Texan walks into a pub in Ireland and clears his voice to the crowd of drinkers. He says, "I hear you Irish are a bunch of drinkin' fools. I'll give $500 American dollars to anybody in here who can drink 10 pints of Guinness back-to-back." The room is quiet and no one takes of the Texan's offer. One man even leaves. Thirty minutes later, the same Irishman who left shows back up and taps the Texan on the shoulder. "Is your bet still good?", asks the Irishman. The Texan says "Yes," and he asks the bartender to line up 10 pints of Guinness. Immediately, the Irishman tears into all 10 pints of beer, drinking them all back-to-back. The other pub patrons cheer as the Texan sits down in amazement. The Texan gives the Irishman the $500 and asks, "If ya don't mind me askin', where did you go for that 30 minutes you were gone?" The Irishman replies, "Oh... I had to go to the pub down the street to see if I could do it first."

How Come
how is it you fall in love but distance keeps you apart how can your heart feel so much but tear you apart wanting to just hold you once a simple kiss means so much to me such pure bliss how do i stand this pain how do i make it right one day soon heaven will be here on earth

Fake Ass Friends On This Fucking Site!!!!
EVERYONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIENDS BUT YET NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME UNLESS THEY NEED ME TO REPOST SOMETHING OR NEED ME TO VOTE FOR THEM! I DIDNT LIKE THE IDEA OF THIS BUT WHATEVER; SO I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD DO THE SAME TO SOME OF THOSE "FRIENDS"...I ASKED THEM TO VOTE/COMMENT ON A PIC THAT I WAS USING IN A CONTEST AND NOONE WANTED TO DO IT SO YOU KNOW WHAT....FUCK ALL OF U BITCHES...U CAN HAVE THIS STUPID ASS FUCKING SITE! THERE ARE A SELECT FEW PEOPLE ON HERE THAT I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT AND HERE LATELY THEY DONT EVEN SEEM TO WANT TO TALK TO ME SO WHAT THE FUCK EVER! IM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS PETTY ASS SHIT AND CHILDISH GAMES. DONT ASK ME FOR A DAMN THING!!!! *LYNDEE*

Changed Settings At My Page Plz Read
I CHANGED MY SETTINGS AT MY PAGE TO NOT ACCEPT HTML COMMENTS, I MISS PEEPZ THAT WILL JOIN MY CONTEST DONT BE UPSET WITH ME LOL I STILL WANT THE AWESOME TAGS YOU CREATE CAN YOU PLZ SEND THEM TO ME IN A MSG INTEAD I WILL CREATE A FOLDER IN MY ALBUM FOR YOUR AWESOME TAGS !! THX !! LOVE YOU ALL BUNCHES !! XOXO LENA

Crafting Yuletide Cheer
The season of Yule can be a mixed blessing to Pagan parents. Many of the holiday festivities, school parties and retail displays seem to be centered on the dominant culture. It might be a little difficult to explain to your children about our beliefs at this time of year, amidst the barrage of Santa Claus, shopping mania, and “Silent Night.” The Goddess and the returning Sun King may seem to take a back seat to opening presents. However, this is one of the best times to involve your children in Earth-based spirituality. Many Christmas symbols really did come from Pagan traditions, and several legends including Santa and the reindeer can be traced to pre-Christian origins. Not only is this a wonderful opportunity to share the holiday customs of many faiths, we can also teach our children the meaning of our own Yule celebrations. Llewellyn readers can find books with some excellent ideas for commemorating Yule. Dan and Pauline Campanelli’s The Wheel of the Year and Edain McCoy’s Sabba

Poem
Mistakes In Our Way We sit here and past Judgement on one another and fight with one another everyday. It's not just one race fightning eachother it's the battle of all races that really get to me,we beat and kill one another and we see it on the news and in the newspaper on the streets it gets even worse as times goes on, so I ask the Lord when when our we going to learn in the mistakes in our ways or is it to late. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

The Red Moon
shut your pretty eyes and sleep the night has closed in again away to a dream world so deep back once again to make amends so pretty is your face your body next to mine the past we shall erase as it becomes only you and I souls touching in the night feeling you so near just seems so right as you tremble again my dear Ill take back all the pain thats given I can remove the thoughts of shame ill return the love that you give in a room that has no blame

High Tech Redneck...
For the past couple of weeks my friend, Mr. Chuggler, and I have been installing a home theater in my first house. It is an experience to say the least but it is well worth it as you will see. Now I admit to being a major novice when it comes to sheetrock and it is showing in the closet where all the equipment is setup. LOL I was gonna have to fix it all anyway :-) Here is a rundown of the setup: Kenwood 5.1 surround sound out to Polk Audio M1 front channels, a DCM center channel, and KLIPSCH H-700 Heresy rear speakers.... the speakers I had readily available. I am using the klipsch on the rear because the newer Polk Audio have a cleaner sound than the 20 year old Klipsh speakers This sound system is Fed by X-box, DVD Player, Digital Cable, ReplayTV, Windows XP Laptop, and Windows Media Center PC (almost ready) with Svideo out to a Epson Projector about 15' from the wall. This is shining onto a giant screen which honestly is a king sized bed sheet folded in half and stap

Bloggity Blog Blog Blog.....
If anyone really wants to see some blogs of mine... I have another site you can go to... www.xanga.com/jennluv420 There isn't much to it just yet... but I am working on it.. Writer's block is a Bitch!!! lol.. Peace and much love... and thanks for taking the time to read this.. :O)

Plans Are Falling Through
OMG...so to those of you who knew I was in the process of moving, looks like I am not just yet. First reason being that I still have a job in Oklahoma, they haven't hired anyone yet. Second being that I have a job offer in Texarkana, TX. Third being that I can't handle being around the guy that is going to be my roommate, cause he acts a little too jealous of the guys I talk to and he scares them off. I just don't see how people, male and female alike, can tell someone that would do anything to be with them that they only want to be friends, then when that person decides..."hey, friends is better than nothing at all."...and they get over the urge to be with them, they decide they want me. I am guilty of it, and I'm sure everyone else is as well. BUT...why make that persons love life a living hell? You lost your chance, so back off!

Girl Meets Boy On Her Yahoo Messenger
ths isnt real just an urban legend crazy1 86:hey baby!!! h0tNsPiCy91: whos dis??? crazy1 86:ur secret admirer!!!!! h0tNsPiCy91: o really.... quite lyin! whos dis??? crazy1 86:i loved u the first time a stared in your eyes... crazy1 86:i think about u everyday... you are my dream come true. crazy1 86: we met once! i dont think u remember tho. crazy1 86: i cut myself because the pain takes away my feelings of u. crazy1 86: tonight u will see me some time tonight.... h0tNsPiCy91: ..WHO IS THIS!?!?!? crazy1 86:dont worry.... ill take very good care of you... crazy1 86 had signed off. the girl was so scared she locked alll her doors and windows. she made sure her room was secured. she was so scared if it was a joke or for real. she didnt know when he was going to come. the girl was frighten so she decided to sleep with her little sister. the girl dozed off quikly. then she heards a knock on the window. the girl slowly walked to the window. it started knocking louder. the girl loo

Poor Guy!!! - You Might Have Heard This Before???
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Dear Santa
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ************************************************************************ Dear Santa, I've been a good girl all year & the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ********************************************************************* Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas I'd like for my mommy & daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Your dad's banging the babysitter lik

As I Was Reminded Earlier...
by my mom... Today is the last day of Fall.... Tommorrow is the first day of Winter...Altho with the fluky weather we all have been having you would think Winter started back in September in some places... Its the reason for the season....Barf..

Double Life
As you turn the pages of an unopened book, or stare into a nearby mirror, but never really look. You'll see me here and you'll see me there, and within your mind I'm everywhere. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Freakin Love It
AFI LYRICS "Your Name Here" It's the same old situation, it seems it's coming around again. I won't play the fool, I'm not screwing around. I only play to win. I only want what I deserve so who are you trying to kid? You can call it like you see it, but I call it like it is. I'm sick of shrugging off your petty little ways. The names are always changing, in the end it's just a game. We're running in a circle, a never ending chase. You keep on stepping out of reach, but you never win the race. No more waiting around, no more hanging around, no more dragging me down. Everything's so easy for you, but I've struggled to get this far. I'm all alone in the fight. What's wrong, who's right? I take it all to heart. Your true colors start to show, you call yourself a friend. The teams are drawn, you chose your side, you'll get yours in the end. You play along to the same old song just as long as you can win. When someone better comes along, you're too cool to let them in.

Rewarded For A Heroic Act
I was in the middle of an awesome sex dream when all of a sudden it's interrupted. BEEP-BEEP-BEEP-BEEP "Engine 61, Truck 61, Battalion 8. Structure Fire, 21853 La Palma, reports of smoke showing." I jump out of bed, my hard on still semi hard from my dream. I throw on my turnouts and climb into my seat on the truck. I start to wake up and recognize the address. It's an apartment complex that we usually get called out for a medical aid on OD's. We arrive on scene to see 2 upstairs end units full engulfed. We meet with the families who are in the courtyard who tell us that no one's in the burning units, but that they don't see their next door neighbor. Me and another firefighter mask up, and make our way up to the second floor. We force open the door to the unit next to the involved 2 end units, and thick smoke rolls out, but no flame and not that much heat. Upon searching the unit, I find you passed out, but still breathing, in your room like you were moving towards the door. M

"what Do You Mean There's No Santa?"
I remember my first Christmas party with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her world-famous cinnamon buns. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus!" she snorted. "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad. Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second cinnamon bun. "Where" turned out to be Kerby's General Store, the one store in town that had a little bit of just about everyth

Animalistic Feeling
Have you ever had the feeling. Like there's an animal inside you, wanting out. It could be that your animal guardian is trying to communicate with you. I have learned to not only speay with mine, but allow them to come out in my body. Everyone has animal guardians. Most choose to ignore them. Others listen and respond. I have three that i talk with. My dominant is a cheetah. Secondary is a dragon. Third is a polar bear. Each has its own unique qualities that they share with me. If you would like to learn more about these guardians, please feel free to contact me.

Please Come Vote
PLEASE VOTE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335512&albumid=142664&i=130704675 there is the link please come vote love ya all i am beginning to think my friends do not love me here lol come on people i need your support thanks to all that has so far and remeber i love you all and MERRY CHRISTMAS and have a happy new year!

Felt Like Writing
Everyone that can create a letter of the alphabet with a pen is a writer. Anyone that can bang a rhythm is a musician. If you can scribble with a crayon, have a thought, or make a smile, you are an artist. If you can pay the bills, and manage to eat something, you are a philanthropist. If you put an effort, mental or physical, into doing something, you are an athlete. If you recite a story, you are an actor. When you bounce on the bed, you are an astronaut traveling thru space. You are already living your dreams. You have already done the impossible. No one ever believed there could be anyone exactly like you before, so you have already proved us all wrong. You had no idea who you were going to be either, so just like everyone else, you don’t know everything. Too many people walk fine, but still rely on crutches. Little girls want to be pretty, because they do not see they are beautiful. Little boys want to be big and strong, but they fail to remember what they have already conquered.

Too Far Way.
You have been far away for far to long Cause i needed to hear, to hear you say that I Love You But I know it will never happen You say i am perfect But i say you are lying my heart needs time to mend It is breaking with every word you say and even the words you don’t I just want to end it all, But you say I won’t! I don’t think you will be able to save me this time Like you saved me in the past Cause I am close to dead and you don’t even know it The inside of me has rotted away so why can’t the rest of me too I just want to die Who would of Known? M.J.B. 12/13/98

Guy Talk Translated
"I'M GOING FISHING" Translated: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Translated: "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Translated: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated: "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday." "I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU, AND GOT YOU THESE ROSES." Translated: "The girl selling them on the corner was a real babe." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M DOING." Translat

26 Dec 06 - Tuesday
26 Dec 06 - Tuesday 1939 [Harvey] Phil Spector 1954 Ozzie Smith - St Louis Cardinals 1963 Lars Ulrich - Metallica 1865 James H Mason (Massachusetts) patents 1st US coffee percolator 1967 The BBC broadcasts "The Magical Mystery Tour" 1973 "The Exorcist", starring Linda Blair & rated X, premieres Military justice is to justice what military music is to music. Groucho Marx

Sorry Friends
Just writing this quick blog to apologize if I have not been able to send you all comments etc.... I have been unable to get on Cherry Tap for almost a week now. I am trying to resolve this problem . I hope everyone had a great Christmas and if I don't get on here before New Year's I wish you a Happy ,,, prosperous New Year. I hope to get this issue taken care of... and I miss all of my Cherry Friends :) Take care and Best Wishes :)

A Canadian Superstar
CANADIAN@ CherryTAP THIS AMAZING USER HAS ASSISTED US AS WELL AS CT IN GENERAL BY BEING VIGILANT AND WATCHING OVER THE MANY FAKES THAT HAVE BEEN CREATED USING ON OF HIS CLOSE FRIENDS' COPYRIGHTED PHOTOS. THIS IS SAD THAT THIS CONTINUES TO HAPPEN, BUT FOR AS LONG AS THERE ARE GOOD PEOPLE LIKE THIS ON CHERRYTAP, IT MAKES IT ALL WORTHWHILE TO KEEP UP THE FIGHT. SHOW HIM SOME OLD FASHIONED CHERRY LOVE.

Im 20% Shy
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥insane_band_geek♥ Date: Dec 27 2006 1:39 PM [x] You are afraid of public speaking. [] You find it hard to talk to strangers. [] You don't like to look people in the eye. [] You don't like using public restrooms. [] You don't like to go shopping alone. Total: 1 [] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous. [] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say. [] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex. [] You hate to be teased. [] You dread answering the door. Total: 0 [] You can't stand people watching you. [] One on one conversations make you nervous. [x] You don't like to ask people for help. [] You hate to read aloud. [] You don't like asking questions. Total: 1 [] You dread ordering food at restaurants. [] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. [] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being

Just Me
Im trying to get a grip on how "rankings" go in cherrytap.com. But thats not the "just" of my blog. I need your opinion, ANYONES opinion is welcome. Say you have full custody of your child, the other parent rarely see the child, doesn't help with clothes, food, school supplies, heck, child support for that matter. Should the mom be let off the hook, no responsible for any of the above mentioned items if its the dad that has custody? I don't think they should. So what should be done about it? If a dad does what was mentioned above he'd be in jail, why not the mom? T

Last Stage!
Well day Chrstmas Eve kinda sucks! Grandpa was re submitted into teh hospital and now hes comming home! YAY! only hes in his last stage and no more chemo! HOSPICE is taking over. So I give my grandpa a few weeks to a few months! So could I let myself cry when I found out? No, i hate to cry I'll cry when I am ready. Wierd thing is that I was doing a painting with a heart monitoring with the line and i was going to do struggeling line that red and all black background with a light shinning on it and call it hope. I have little hope. My grandpa cant walk me down the aisle. He wont be here to be great. He just isnt going to be around and it feels liek my heart is being ripped out and throwin in a blender! So keep praying for him guys! Also he isn't doing chemo anymore. He's giving up. So it wont be long. I just pray he wont be completely doped up and can live before hes gone! I just dont know why him? there are murders who live long healthy lives but its my papa who dies young? well hes 7

Sex With Me...
Born on the 4th of July and all... Cancer and Sex Like the rest of their life, a sexual encounter with Cancer is much like a slow dance, but if you've got the right moves, you can take the Crab on a torrid tango. Ole! The emotional firepower that can be aroused within Cancer usually manifests itself as a series of wonderful fantasies and less as sexual acrobatics. Either way, it's pure pleasure for both partners. The Crab is also quite intuitive and can generally sense what their lover wants, which makes an encounter between the sheets a finely tuned union. Cancer's feminine side is often on display in the bedroom, which means the Crab enjoys being made love to. The good news is that the Crab is a very receptive student! With the Crab, sex often equals love and its nurturing aspects (such as home and hearth), so anyone who can appeal to this sign's deep need for security is likely to unleash a volcanic eruption of sensual treats. Being a Water sign, Cancerians are quite fond of

9 Day Deprivation With Sun
ok so the update: i'm going away for 9 days. 9 days without cellphone or internet...meaning i wont be makin an effort to get online if there is. i need a break from drama and stuff...i just need 9 days to soak up sun and read and swim...yea, i'm going to jamaica so why bother with anything but sun n' fun? stories of recent days: xmas was fun. dinner party sucked. too many people i didnt like and their kids. sucked!! last night was the shit tho. hannah's bday party was last night. it was a dinner thing and rachel came with me to the party. then we hopped in hannah's car (after dinner and cake) and stopped by my house so frida could meet my parents and so i could get some money. we went to tenleytown and got into the hookah bar, wit nate appearin soon after. lol i forgot wat he looked like and he was like "hey ace" and i was like "...oh! hey nate" cuz hannah tried to hook us up like 3 yrs ago and it didnt work out (just like me and evan) cuz we never met until then. a

Thought As Being Blinded By Love
Im getting reall sick of not being taken serious as a girlfriend. I try to do my best and even my exs say that im usually the best girlfriend that they've had and they're idoits for letting me go after the fact. Well my recent ex, who wont get it threw his head that we're not together doesnt understand this. He is mad at me because his friend IMed me on Yahoo the other night n called me hot and he flipped out on me. AND THEN.. I read his myspace email, and if he still considers me his girlfriend well then i'd love to know why he is sitiing there on his school bus holding another girls hand and touching them? and he wont tell me what his explianation for it. There is no reason to do that to me. Never the less.. Before I decided I dont wana be wit him. He cheated on me by going out wit a 13yr old girl time after time even tho she cheated on him. And he was 17 at the time. Can we say JailBait!. lol. But yeah, he took her bak n then waited a week to tell me when I fina

For Children Who Were Broken #4
To be half the size of a grown up and trapped inside thier pain to everyday lose everything with no savior or refrain.... To wonder how it's possible that GOD could so forget the worthy child you knew you were, when you would not have been damaged yet.... To figure on your fingers that the years till you would be grown enough to leave the torment and survie away from home.... were more than you could count to, or more than you could bear,was the reality we lived in and we knew it wasn't fair!!!!!

Am I Right Or Am I Wrong...............
So we go through life trying to teach our kids lessons that we think that will be important to them. And we tell them that they have to have respect for others to receive it. But they get that all confused when we yell at them for treating us the same way they treat us and we say that they are our kids and we can treat them the way we want cuz they are kids well that is just not so. and that is when they lose all respect for us as adults. We should treat them the way that we want them to treat us and others. Am I write or am I wrong?

January
In the next month I will not be on here as much as I am normally on CT... I am going be packing up my house... Clearing out of the Army... Starting College... Moving and then Unpacking... Not gonna leave much time for being online... Not saying I wont be online... just not as much... By the time February gets here I will have alot of new changes going on with me... Some good... Some bad... but all changes I wanted to make.... Anyways... just wanted to give yall a heads up so no one wonders what happened to me

Ever-rising
HEAVEN #2226 Ever-Rising December 29, 2006 (Written back in Iowa ) God said: Life is being offered to you on a sliver platter with a golden spoon. Take delight in life. It is My offering to you. Stay tuned to life. Wherever you are, whatever is going on, you are on an adventure in life. You are exploring and discovering. When you climb Mt. Everest, there is snow and cold winds and ice to slip on. Know this; there will be warm fires again. Warm fires are the substance of life. Welcome the forerunners to warmth, for they are signs for you. In the relative world, before and after will repeat themselves. Before and after exist only in the relative world, beloveds. Deeper than experience is the awareness of that which is not relative. Bring awareness to your experience. Whatever occurs, you are hitting a home run. The ball you hit flies over the playing field and alights in your heart, alights in Heaven, and alights everywhere. Everyone in the world experiences. They perceive.

Family?
what is going on with this dam site,i tried to add some friends of mine to my family list.it says i have reached my limit for my level.when i last looked i was up to level 9,come on get real.to me you should add as many people to your family as much as you want,there is no limit on friends or fans,so how come there is a limit on how many family members you can have?also why does it take so long to view someones profile?it seems baby jesus has some major bugs on this dam site.

Sisters Part 6
Kellie, still blindfolded, called from the bed, "Wow! That was great. It never felt that good when I did it to myself. Rick…where'd you go?" Lauren's eyes opened, and it took her a moment to register that I was staring at her. When she realized that she had been discovered, her facial expressions briefly chronicled first surprise, then guilt, then triumph, then sexual hunger (as she gazed longingly at my tented sweat pants), and finally merriment. "The jig is up Kellie, " Lauren sighed with a grim smirk. "Oh Shit," came Kellie's reply. I was too shocked, and stimulated, to be angry about anything. Although I felt like Kellie betrayed me, I had to admit that it was a stupid sentiment. After all, I was the one who started peeping on the girls, and then blackmailing Kellie into giving me a tape of her sister's sexual exploits. My thoughts were echoed in Kellie's voice. "Don't get mad Rick. Don't forget that you're the one who started this…it seemed only fair that the voyeur

Part 7 Wake Up Call
I slept soundly until I heard the doorbell ring at about 11:00AM the next morning. I knew I'd have to answer it myself, since my parents and brother would have left for work before 8:00AM, so I crawled out of bed, put on a robe, and walked towards the disturbance of my slumber. I opened the door to discover the bright smiles of Kellie and Lauren, with mischievous glints in their eyes. "Good morning sleepy head, " came Lauren's cheerful greeting. "Looks like we kept him up too late, " Kellie laughed. "Well, aren't you going to invite us in?" Lauren chimed. Still without saying a word, I opened the door the rest of the way and granted them access to the living room. They both looked around curiously, and complimented my mother's choice in furnishings and the like. Then, apparently noticing for the first time that I hadn't said a word, Kellie asked with genuine concern, "Rick, what's wrong?" "I think maybe he's still in shock about last night. Maybe he thinks it was a d

Wow.
I havent posted one of these in a long ass time. I hope you all had a great Christmas i did! I got a ton of shit, too much to name. And im lazy. Anthony was here for christmas, and hes still here as matter of fact. :) Until i found you :) I have to work on new years but thats okay, im still gonna make it woah fun. Ive been woah amounts of busy lately, i havent been on here much, havent had time to breathe, or nothing. ♥ But its okay im alive. I've got exciting news but i cant say anything for a little while. Grr. My moms doing good, and and i saw danielle today! Ew. Im getting fat, seriously and i don't like it. Im always bloated and shit. AHH. haha really im not! Move on. It feels better. rawr do me a favor make sure u rate this blog and my profile i sooo totally missed you guys ♥

Fuck It
FUCK LIFE. FUCK LOVE FUCK IT ALL!!!!!! if you cant tell i am a down and sad. when i get sad i get angry. i hate being this way. i feel worthless. no one wants me. just so tired of trying and always ending up the friend.

Its Simple
It was a simple white envelope, I filled it to it’s brim, With my soft kisses, And intense emotions from within; I sealed the envelope, With a smooching touch, And would you believe? The envelope blushed! It became a red envelope, Filled with passion for all to see, A red envelope, Bursting with romance and high intensity; A red envelope, Overflowing with hot desire, Filled with the kind of heat, When the body feels on fire; A red envelope, Abounding with intimate glee, When the joys of pleasure, Are so expressively set free; A red envelope, Stuffed with a cuddled grasp, When you both lay entwined in solitude, Nothing spoken - nothing asked; A red envelope, With such sheer innocence to bare, If you should receive this envelope, Please handle it with care...

I Love You All From The Bottom Of My Heart
During the year may you have Enough happiness to keep you sweet. Enough trials to keep you strong. Enough sorrow to keep you human. Enough hope to keep you happy. Enough failure to keep you humble. Enough success to keep you eager. Enough friends to give you comfort. Enough wealth to meet your needs. Enough enthusiasm to make you look forward to tomorrow. Enough determination to make each day better than the day before

Our Mental Reality
welcome to the end of the begining ending this new begining will enlighten your mind to exceed the normal relms of reality. religion and money have been seen as survival, when in reality it is the root of all evil. now we percieve things to be so complicated when god and the devil are so simple. we can believe what we want.... hey its our choice. we can only be influenced by others, the choice is always ours to make... lol lolololololololololol infinate chaos has been a plague on earth,,,, but no one does anything about that..... who does know if jesus had children or when he was alone with satan in the desert if he sold his soul! lol no matter which way you turn you have to give up a soul....... now thats reality

Mom
Its been three years since you've past, My memories of you will always last. You wore diamonds sometimes jade, My love for you will never fade. Its so hard not to cry, Then I remember your among the stars in the sky. God needed a special angel, So he picked you to finish his triangle. There still are times I don't unerstand, Thats why mom your still holding my hand. With these last few words mom I must say so true, They will never be another mom like you. In memory of the love that we shared, Mom I want you to know I really cared. Shelby Jean Bowyer Copyright ©2007 Shelby Jean Bowyer I wrote this in remembrance of My sister-in-law for her children..

How Come...
How come you can buy a 10 pack of hot dogs but only an 8 pack of hot dog buns??? Why is it when you eat cereal there is always milk left but no cereal?? Why is it when people dump people...it's always "It's not you it's me?"?? Why do they sell bigger than the bun hot dogs but not hot dogs that ACTUALLY fit the bun?? Why are there so many cable/satellite channels yet still nothing on?? Did Saddam really hang or was it faked?? (Yes some people do think this)...the same people that don't believe in the moon landing. Is it true that Wal-Mart costs less because they pay less?? Are blonds actually dumb or is this a horrible myth perpetuated by a group of brunettes?? And what do the redheads think?? Golf, bowling, and fishing are not sports, they're recreation. Am I an asshole or not?? It's all relative.

Thought As Of Stupid
Yeah. so how bout. my ex. Josh. Is tryin to apologize for fuckin up this time. He said that he has alot of thinkin to do. His dad made him break up wit his 13 yr old girlfriend Macy. And again he came back to me. Now im not that stupid. altho he thinks I am. He thought last night that he could apologize to me n that id forgive him. Sike. That didnt happen. I told him that I have no respect for him & that i somewhat hate him. That he doesnt ever have the right to tell me who I can hang out wit & who my friends can be. He said that hes gona come up here n show me that he has changed and that he wont ever fuck up again. Again. Im not that stupid to fall for that, I even told him that I dont believe him, and he also tried to say "I love you" to me. Sike. I told him to save it n that he'll never hear that come out of my mouth to him again. But if he wants to waste his money to come up here & try to change my mind he can go ahead. ok. im done. ima blast music n writ

Blah (the Garbage In My Mind Right Now)
I close my eyes and All I fuckin see is lies! People dieing,suffering The air becoming shit and nothing but pure control! I fear being alone but I'll never be with any.... one person again! I wonder what kinda world were in but then I relize quickly that the problem is the inhabitants.Not the planet itself! People lie,People use,There out for themselves n nobody else! If only we could have an equal standing! Honesty could go so far but I dont see any! People act like they want a relationship n they use u (It's not hard to say baby I just wanna fuck u)Put my dick in your mouth! But u dont u date and fuck good people over! Sad situation spreadin fake! Making alot of mistakes is ok but not if your with people for many years and its over in 2 seconds! What if u never even speak again? If 2 people love each other it should never be bad terms! But when its only one in love..then the other person is selfish! Accusin people of fuckin then gettin em charged for bullshit n doing it

More Sex Quizzes......... ( I Think Im Addicted)
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 22% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe DeerThe lady, eager for love, goes on all fours, humping her back like a doe, and he enjoys her from behind, rutting as though they'd lost all human nature

A Moment For "reflection"
Just a bit from TOOLs "Reflection". __________________________________________ So crucify the ego, before it's far too late And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical And you will come to find that we are all one mind Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable So let the light touch you and let the words spill through Just let them pass right through bringing out our hope and reason Before we pine away. __________________________________________

There Is Someone Walking Behind You
There is someone walking behind you There is someone walking behind you Though you look around and see no threat Fear runs through your body as you take deep breaths There is someone walking behind you In the shadows where you cant see Hysteria comes over you as you begin to flee There is someone walking behind you hearing your footsteps as you run away Try as you might your going to pay There is someone walking behind you Slow down my dear there is no escape All your doing is prolonging your fate There is someone walking behind you Now is the time of retribution And i my dear have the final solution There is someone walking behind you I was blinded by your lies but now i can see Turn around Look at me

Thanks Giving Head Ache
February 8, 1999 Magazine cover songs of inspiration Go by my self trepanation Tom Petty thief of hearts Peach pit stops and starts Curtians drawn on paper plates Baby blue color blind dates Dirty needle in your eye-popping Restless heart broken jaw-dropping Unpleasant chap stick up your ass Nice rear window pane of glass Good year book of shadows you Cookie tin can I see through Cyber virgin queen of spades On the take it slowly fades Radio air play with me always Candy bar keep me waiting for days Pillow talk of the town drunk Flower garden row boat sunk Go slow hand cancel or send Antler rack you brain dead end.

I Gave My Heart Away
I gave my heart to this guy and did not know the messure's of our love for each other. After four kids and the death of one I think why keep fighting when we have drifted so far apart. I know I love him he's my best friend but we have both so much changed. And I seek for that specail thing that was once there. When you have to paint on a fake smile to get threw your day cause your minds on another you know you need to do some soul searching. I have done nothing but cry myself to sleep knowing that I have to be the one to make the final decision on what I wanna do even if it's too late to make things right.

Enchanting Seduction
Come sweet men I'll take thee away Into a land of darkness Thou know I hold The secret of lust, Lying within Thine loins Come sweet men I'll make thee my slave into my world of darkness Weak little men I cast a spell on thine hearts Never to escape my enchantment Come sweet loves I'll take thee away Into a world of darkness.

New Job (elite Security)
Last Night i learned what my new job title was, I am currantly on a course with 8 other men, who are all doing Retail Security (Front-Line), for some reason i have been given a totally different job of CCTV Operator (approx £12 per hour!) I guess they decided to make me a CCTV operator as i have 11 years experience in the Security industry, sounds nice n cushy. All i need to do now is pass the exam for the CCTV operators licence which wont be difficult (Got 92% on the SITO, so easy as hell!) But what i'm trying to figure is why ME? (chosen for the job)The rate of pay is approx the same as a police officer.

The Love Of My Life.....
The Love Of My Life My true love remember this, When I looked into your sparkling, blue eyes I saw loves light, When I felt your tender, velvet lips on mine, The silver rays of the moon shone bright, And I knew that you were the love of my life, Your golden, heavenly memory will never fade, Even though it hurts so much when it does invade, The times we sat and laughed and cried, One thing was sure to me inside, You were the love of my life. Long before I sat wrapped in your arms, I did dream of you my knight in white, That one day you would arrive and sweep me off my feet, And take away all my lonely nights, As I knew for sure, You would be the love of my life. I remember the times you'd hold me tight, You'd look my way and give me that smile of delight, I'd feel your soft,warm cheek on mine, And you'd whisper I love you my wife, Be mine my darling for life. You turned this my life into a deep,red rose garden, And showered me with your magical love, Yo

My Pix Especially My Naughty Ones And My Salute Pic!
My pix especially my naughty ones and My salute Pic! Send them some love with ratings and comments and I will return the favor!! If u have a second.......Fan Me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Blog
Greetings and salutations This is a first for me. Basicaly my first blog. I never saw any use for blogging. To me it seemed worthless. Then I started reading some. You can get quite an insight on the person you are reading. This could be either positive or negative.For instance, a person to whom I have been friends with for quite some time on line, blogged. After reading several of their blogs, I came to the realisation, this is not a person I want to be friends with. I won't go into the details, let's just say I avoid this person at all costs. Haveing this experience in hand, and, knowing that every course of action has its reprocussions, good or bad, and that I may loose some friend's, I may also gain some. Haveing said this I will take this time to appologise to those I might offend. However, this is part of who I am. I am who I am, and, if you can't accept that I don't need you as a friend anyway. The decission to do this comes from years of conversation, debate and philoso

I Need Your Help! Please..
Soooo my 18th birthday is coming up...and I want to go out to a really nice restaurant here in KC but I don't know where to go. Last year, for my 17th birthday we went to McCormick & Schmick's on the plaza and it was AMAZING! I LOVE that place..and I kinda really want to go back, but then again I kinda want to try something different... I don't want to go to a casual restaurant, I want to dress up like I did last year. I really want to go to Skies...but that's more a romantic thing than a 6-people-for-my-birthday thing...*cough* Ryan ;) *cough* take me there for our one year...*cough* Oh excuse me Idk where that came from lol. ANYWAYS.. Where should I go? I had a list of places that I was thinking of... The Capiltal Grille Brio Tuscan Grille Classis Cup JJ's M&S Grill McCormick & Schmick's Tomfoolerie's Starker's Reserve Skies ...but I've never even heard of most of the places... I need your help!

My View On Salutes
ahhhhhh ok i know you all have been waiting for the day when i come with some more ignant ( slang for ignorant for all those who think they are english teachers) ( btw FU its my blog and i will write and spell how i want to , i happen to enjoy it and have fun with it) but thats getting a little bit off track. SO ANYWAY, here we are another episode in cherry tap...lets talk about the dreaded salute. NOW, first of all salutes ARE NOT REQUIRED. they ARE AN OPTION. you DONT HAVE TO POST ONE. however the new cherrytap rule is basically in a nutshell if you want to advance in levels then you must post a salute. awhhhhhhh poor thing, you cant use a pic of angelina jolie and say its you anymore to become a top cherry. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. are you SO dumb you dont realize that its a rule that helps YOU. if ever a rule they had made sense i would think this would be it. Now of course there will be people to find a way around it. too many times have a read someones DUMB ASS...exc

Life And Loss
Life and Loss We enter this world, helpless and vulnerable and we will most likely leave it in the same manner. From the moment we are conceived, our physical clock begins ticking and we know not when or how it will stop. The space in between birth and death we call life. How do we face death? Maybe the question should be how do we deal with loss? Each of us must at some point in our lives deal with it. It could be a natural thing, a job, a friendship, a marriage, a dream, a thought, a loved one. Most losses, although difficult to let go of at the time, are usually short term upsets in our lives. We can learn about it, accept it, embrace it, grieve it, then move on... mainly because when things are put in perspective, some things just arent that important. The loss that is most difficult to move past is that of a loved one. In my lifetime, I have been blessed to have many wonderful people participate in my life. Many of them have made a lasting impression, a ma

I Got A New Guitar On Wednesday
On Wednesday I bought myself a brand new guitar for the first time in 5yrs. I got myself an Ibanez, I also bought myself an EMG pickup to slap in the fucker. On thursday I got it back from the shop with the newly installed pick up and a new set of strings, the motherfucker sounds fuckin bad ass. I also have a B.C.Rich Warlock as well. I am thinking about getting another new guitar soon, and selling or just not really using the Warlock much anymore. if you want to see pics of the 2 guitars I have, look in my default folder.

Will This Week Get Any Worse?
im going crazy. this week has been soo horrible! first my uncle arnie passed away. i used to spend every wednesday morning with him for breakfast to see how his week had been going. RIP! then my friend Kurty boy passed from a heart attack! then i find out that my cat will have to be put down. and then today i freaking sprane my ankle and pull some muscles in my foot! is there anything else that is going to go wrong?

Why Do Most Men Want To Play Games?
HOW COME MOST THE MEN I MEET OR TALK TO JUST WANT SEX? OR THEY WANT TO CYBER SEX WITH YOU?ARE THERE ANY MEN LEFT ON THIS EARTH WHO WANT MORE? DON'T MEN WANT TO FALL INLOVE ANY MORE?I HAVENT MET ONE IN A VERY LONG TIME,THEY ACT ALL SWEET AND SHIT MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND HAPPY,LIKE YOUR WORTH MORE THEN JUST A FUCK,THEN THEY USE YOU.THEN YOUR THINKING TO YOURSELF(WELL MAYBE I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH TO JUST HAVE SEX HELL THATS ALL MEN WANT ME FOR)I DO HAVE A HEART AND FEELINGS AND LOVE TO GIVE,SO WHY DONT MEN WANT THAT?WHY IS IT JUST SEX?

I Am Dead
I am dead to this world and to everyone in it......i feel as though that i can't live in it anymore....feeling pain and hurt is not what i want.....what i want is to feel loved not to feel like a fool.......and not trust anyone that i have known for long..... I am dead.......cuz i have slit once more of myself not for the pain but to know if it is real.....if my life is real....to know that i can chose if i want to have death take me or if he will refuse my again.......for he has already refused me more then once.......and the fact that i have seen him more then once in my life....... I am dead knowing that i am a sad and lonely person once again.....i believe this how i am meant to be alone in this cold world.....full of light yet i am stuck here in the darkness....... i thought love was with me but it was all a lie i can't shake this feeling that.....I am dead.... Too see death standing before you......wouldn't that mean that you are dead.....and that you are on a journey to

What Do Your Eye Say About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain50%Passion50%Mysterious17%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Urologists
There are over 11,000 male urologists in the US. But now a few women have entered the field. A man goes to a female urologist for an exam. The female doctor says, "I am going to check your prostate today, but this new procedure is a little different from what you are probably used to. I want you to lie on your right side, bend your knees, then while I check your prostate, take a deep breath and say 99." The guy obeys and says, "99!!!" The doctor says, "Great. Now turn over on your left side and again, while I repeat the check, take a deep breath and say 99." Again, the guy says, "99." The doctor said, "Very good. Now then, I want you to lie on your back with your knees raised slightly. I am going to check your prostate with this hand, and with the other hand I am going to hold on to your penis. Now take a deep breath and say 99." The guy says, "One...two.. .three... " --------------------------------------------------------------------------

Nicest Vehicle Contest Come And Enter. (closed)winners Inside
Nicest Car/Truck/SUV/Van/Motorcycle Contest RULES 1. You must be in the picture with your vehicle(sitting insides would be better) 2. Comment bombing allowed 3.10,000 Comments WINS 4. 1st place winner(if a guy) gets Rolex watch or Men's ring (If a girl) Gets Rolex watch or diamond ring. 5. 2nd place is who ever has the most ratings will get Dozen roses and Romantic dinner for two. Contest will start when I get 20-30 entrys Please send me a private message with the link to your picture and i will rip it.

100 Things About Me!!!!!!
100 things about me!! 1. Full Name: leighanne mcafee 2. Nickname: none 3. Birthday: 19th june 4. Place of Birth: Belfast 6. Male or Female: Female 7. Year: left yonks sgo lol 8. School: hazelwood college 9. Occupation: mummy lol 10. Residence: my house 11. MSN messager Name:leigh24uk2001@hotmail.com __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Color: dark brown 13. Hair Length: long 14. Eye color: Brown 15: weight: not tellin lol 16. Height: 5ft 11 17. Braces?: Nope 18. Glasses?: Nope 19. Piercings? My ears 20. Tattoos: Nope (want 1) 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: kathleen baxter 23. First Award: havnt won nuthin lol 24. First Sport You Joined:hockey 25. First pet:bouncer my dog 26. First Real Vacation: Spain 27. First Concert: aint ben to none 28. First Love: jim moody ___ Favorites___ 29. Movie: Scary & funny 30. TV programme: ghost whisperer 31. Color: black lol 32. Rapper: eminem 33. Band: loads of diff 1s

Sumthang About Me
I am a 40 yr with two beautiful kids My Daughter & My Son age 15 & 12. I have being blessed over the years and I am blessed now as long as I got my family & friends with me. I Got 5 Piercing & 10 Tattz: Where U say !! >>>>> This Address is where My Peoms are At So, please visit My Page >>>> Http://Members.Blackplanet.com/Dogg947/ or Email Me At >> Jensen947@yahoo.com >> Dream Time Soft creeps my silent thought Dragging woes, it came to naught, The same image savagely sought Where comes the night’s desire? In dream’s mind fire So real in shadow shifting play Pursuing my love in mists of silver gray Dare not wake until the desperate day, Rises as a phantom in my head- Imagery shares my bed Haunting memory, were you once real? Flesh warm, breath to kiss, to feel What supplication now I often kneel To love, sweet conjured lust, Awake, if now I must When LOVE beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you,

Craziness
well life is getting more and more complicated and crazy right now. We looked at a house .. .liked it ... put a offer.. and we were the ones that they accepted.. now all our money is tied up in this deal.. which sucks.. and we still need more .. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ don't know what to do.. but hopefully all will go well and maybe we will hit the lottery.. yeah right fat chance of that happening. .. we love the house and the property.. and we know that it is way below market value just cause of the land its on.. everyone please keep your fingers crossed that everything works out for us.. the kids need this and so do we.. the house we are in is slowly and surely sliding off the hill we live on cause of all the water.. and the natural springs in the area... we have been in this house now for 5 and a half years.. its time to stop paying other peoples mortgages and pay our own.. On the flip side.. my raise has gone through and it will be on my next check.. yayyyyyyy me.. i am anxiou

My Funny Lifetime Adventures Or Misadventures (2)
After the Orange hair episode, my hair really started to recede. My woman bugged me to do something about it. I tried all kinds of ointments, etc and I think I actually lost more. But then, I saw IT!!!!!!!!!! Burt Reynolds had IT. Infact he was the spokesman for NEW HAIR. a hairpiece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dammm ... If Burt can do it, so can I. So I bought me one.. actually two. The New man went home and everyone was elated. "Bob looks sooo young now!!!!!!" Well, I was doing some night club singing and it sorta fit into my new style and everything was going great now. One day the family and I went to a Cafeteria restaurant. I had my one year old grand daughter in my arm and was pushing the tray down the line and suddenly Alexandra reached up, grabbed my hairpiece and YANKED IT OFF! I grabbed it real fast and slapped it back on my head and continued down the line. As I was walking up to the table, everyone was laughing. "HUH?" My woman handed me a mirror. SHIT! I had s

Minimum Wage Aspects
This is my response to Mainer in Exile@ CherryTAP's blog called, Minimum Wage Immorality: Ahhh... this was brought up again??? Amazing. They don't let a sleeping dog lay, do they? Just voted out last session, they are insistant on bringing it back this session. However, speaking from a person who is well underpaid for what I do and struggling to make ends meet, I would certainly appreciate a forced look at increasing the pay to meet the demands of the cost of living. That being said though, the trickle down theory also applies. Eventually, it trickles down and the companies/manufacturers have to absorb the costs somewhere and it again cycles to the higher costs for the consumers. Will we ever find a true balance?? That remains to be seen.... K What do you think????

Ms New Booty
CHERRIE TAPS TOP GREAT, ROUND, JUICY, BIG BOOTIES.... CUTE FACE THIN WASTE WITH A BIG BEHIND... IF THATS U PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND IN PHOTO ( Need extras for a video I'm dancing in... We will fly in the winner )

My Daughter's Best Friend
My 13 year old daughter came home from school everyday with her best friend Jennifer. Jennifer was a couple of years older than my daughter but to my surprise was a virgin. She had a boyfriend but spent very little time with him due to the fact that he lived two counties away. Jennifer was an absolutely drop-dead gorgeous girl and I could not figure out why she was a virgin for she talked about sex a lot. One particular day Jennifer came by the house with my daugher after school just like she always did and completely blew me away. She was short, only about 4'10 only wieghed a handful of pounds. She was incredibly skinny and had waist length red hair and just the cutest little ass you ever saw. She was dressed in a tight pair of jeans that showed every curve of her ass and she knew how to work it. Her perky little nipples stuck out of her equally tight pink teeshirt. She approached me in the kitchen as my daughter went into the bathroom take a shower. "Mr. Johnson," she said with

Diamond Ring Expert???
I have to admit that someone who places this diamond ring in their profile picture gthyjjh@ CherryTAP would certainly capture anyone's attention. It is an amazingly unique and captivating style! Perhaps this newbie to CT will offer an explanation soon. At any rate, this is certainly one way to romance on the net!! :D UPDATE: Now there are two newbies -- or, are they one and the same just setting up two different accounts??? Here is the other profile with the diamond ring image.... poiujhgs@ CherryTAP Perhaps, we'll hear "the rest of the story" soon. :) Kat

Thank You Baby
how do i run when all i want to do is walk. why dose the feeling of pain leave my soul so dark and lost ... but so warm with fire .. i wanna fly but i just dream of it i love the feeling of holding her close ... a smile warms my dark heart whips my tears ... she awake to check on me .... do i dare hold her when i hurt i put her close and i feel her body in my arms i hear her heart beat .. i slowly fall asleep i wake again what is going on .... she checks on me again ... i cant i cant do it i cant hear her what is wrong with me so pulls me close once again as i slowly sleep again ... do i know why do i want to tell her what going on in my head ... i want to but when do i .... is it ok to be scare ... is it ok to cry ... yes i lay there thinking i know why i cant sleep i dont want her to leave i dont wanna let her go i cant sleep i dont wanna eat i fall i fall hard for my angel of light baby i love you more then you will ever know im sorry i cant always be there and im not t

New To Cherrytap
I want friends! lol Some comments wouldn't hurt either, I suppose I could even comment back if you're lucky! =] ...oh, and check out my "trackz" if you like The Beatles, almost every popular video is on there! I ♥ The Beatles!

The Gunfighter
This is a Spin off of a poem that was wrote for me. I Hope the person doesn"t mind. Always sitting with my back against the wall. Prept and ready,Dressed in black, Holster"s oiled,resting low upon my hips. The love we once owned , now gone as easily as pulling a trigger. You were not my first;But surely my bloodiest. Now a seasoned gunfighter lives within me, Always watching,Always waiting; For the next gunfighter to ride into town And try his luck at my heart.

Cat People
December 2, 2003 Have you investigated the "Cat People" of the upper Susquahana Valley? If not I believe it would be worth your time. My father was one of the last pure blood Susquahanock Indians. He passed the stories of old on to me. To start with, the Susquahanock were considered "giants" themselves. The average male was 6' 6" tall. Not impressive, but that was in the 1600's. If you can get access to John Smiths journals (of Pocahontas fame) He wrote extensively and made many drawings of the Susquahanock. The average European male was only 5'2" tall. One of the great war chiefs of the Susquahanock during the Dutch wars in Baltimore was around 7'6" tall. He was said to be the son of one the "cat peoples". He also was said to posses 2 sets of teeth. (this is all on record at the Susquahanock museum in Ephrata PA) Now on to the "Cat people". They were given that name by the Susquahanock and Delaware Indians, due to the fact that when they spoke it was like listening to a

Worst Person International
Friday, December 08, 2006 Current mood: annoyed We start with Spain - The Hilarion Gimeno school in Zaragoza has canceled Christmas over worries that it would offend non-catholic students. It's Christmas, how is that offensive? You get presents, Santa, a Christmas tree, and Christmas related school plays. That is about as harmless as you can get. And then Russia - There is something strange going on in Russia. First a prominent Russian journalist, Anna Politkovskaya, is murdered for investigating government corruption, then an ex-KGB spy, Alexander Litvinenko, was fatally poisened, now former Russian Prime Minister Yegor Gaidar has been poisened. It sounds like to me that the FSB and Vladmir Putin are cleaning house and ridding themselves of political annoyances. Finally, we have President Bush - The Iraq Study group released a report today with a whole list of recommendations on what the United States can do to fix the situation in Iraq and get ourselves out of tha

Friends Leaving
well it now official. All My firends from the 3rd id will be leaving in march. More and likely the first week. So when they come back form ntc i will have about a week to see them and then that it. I hope that they all come back to fort benning safely.

The Purina Diet
I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for my dogs and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she aske

I've Had A Few People Ask...
SINCE I CAME BACK FROM MY UNWANTED HIATUS, I'VE HAD A LOT OF PEOPLE ASKING ME ABOUT SALUTES AND EVERYTHING..AND HOW TO MAKE ONE AND ADD IT ETC. SO I JUST SAW THIS IN A BULLETIN...AND FIGURED I'D GO AHEAD AND ADD THIS TO MY BLOG. PLEASE NOTE - I DID NOT WRITE THESE RULES. Directions for making a “SALUTE” A “Salute” is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member’s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can “salute” in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photo shopped” and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleadi

I Wish It Was Over!!!
I leave tomorrow after work, to head for Peorea, Illinois. My cousin was killed over a week ago in Iraq. I'm letting all my friends know I wont be online until thursday. My heart is truely breaking, but I do remember all the fun times we had. I will cherish the fact that my life was blessed with the greatest hero I knew!! I've shed tears, drove off alone and screamed in anger!! Life is too short especially when you lose those you love and care about. I guess the hard part is just not knowing all the answers to questions you have but cant get told. I would give anything for one last laugh, one last dream to be shared, one last hug, one last goodbye. All I have is this one last memory and it's one that haunts me for now. I know in time my heart will mend but its so damn hard being close to someone. Not only are they your family they are your friend!! I dread the next 2 days and I just really want it to be over. I'll look to the heavens Wednesday and know that the angels now have the grea

Soulmates
Some believe there is no such thing as one other person out there somewhere that you connect with on so many levels that they can be labeled as such. Others believe you will meet many people in a lifetime that touch your soul in one way or another enough to say they fit the description of a soulmate. No matter which you believe, the heartbreak and scarring from past relationships and lost loves will sometimes make it hard to trust your own feelings when someone comes along that seems just too good to be true. Its been a long, hard road for me in this lifetime. Relationships have come and gone. I have freely given my heart away just to have the shattered remains thrown violently back at me many times. I've been torn down, emotionally raped to the point of putting up a wall so thick I thought noone would ever be able to break through it again. It's hard for me to trust, to let go of myself completely to anyone, although I feel in my heart that this is what is necessary to have the ki

Become A Referring Travel Agent
SEE THE WORLD IN STYLE AS A REFERRING TRAVEL AGENT! Become an RTA with Your Travel Biz (YTB) - a publicly traded company with partners like Hotels.com, Travelocity.com and Walmart . Here is some information on how to tap into the Trillion Dollar travel industry. Here are some realistic benefits. A. Make money with your own travel website that is accessible 24/7 from anywhere in the world. Here is my travel website http://www.joystravel.biz B. Enjoy industry perks when you travel as an insider. Write off business expenses ... even vacations! C. Refer others if you choose and benefit from a generous referral program. Here is my referral website http://www.joystravel.biz . Help Non Profit Organizations raise funds with their own Travel site. They get 40% of all the commissions as royalties and you get and get 10%! To see how the association program for no profits works go to http://www.ytbassociations.com This just makes soooo much sense! To Start today sign up at http://w

Soo...this Is A Rather Lenghthy Heartfelt Blog From Me!
So I'm such a N00B when it comes to excercising. But I am telling you...I got my treadmill out of Lay-Away shortly after Christmas..and I'm telling you...I've been walking on it about 3 times a day - varying between 10 - 45 minutes..Depending on how I'm feeling and whats going on around the house..I can really feel it in my legs. They havent felt this good in a long time. I think if things start going well..I'll start posting a weight-loss blog on here and in my Livejournal. For those that don't know what Livejournal is.. Its basically a blogging site. They've got several communities, groups etc..For pretty much anything you can possibly be interested it. Its a great place to vent and be angry and be happy and whatever emotion you can possibly be. Well I'm in a community there that deals with weight loss. Reading some of their stories, their ups, their downs, their successes, their failures..etc..Have really really inspired me to better my health. I've known for a while that well...I'v

More Quiz Yay
TEN FAVORITES 01. show - Crystal Maze 02. flower - red roses 03. color - blue, black, red and purple 04. sport - athletics 05. mall - Bullring i guess 06. music - rock 07. food - pizza 08. season - autumn 09. day - Friday 10. city - erm...Nottingham maybe TEN FACTS 01. hometown - Barton 02. hair color - dark blonde 03. hair length - shortish 04. hair style - LAYERS!! lol 05. eye color - blue 06. shoe size - erm 7 i think 07. mood - eh, bit annoyed 08. smell - nothing 09. available - not really ♥ 10. lefty/righty - Righty TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love -Yes 02. do you believe in love - Yes 03. why did your last relationship fail - please dont make me remember 04. have you ever been heartbroken - Yes 05. have you ever broken someone's heart - not that i know of 06. have you ever fallen for your best friend - yes 07. have you ever loved someone but never told them- yes 08. are you afraid of commitment - no 09. h

Zephers Story...
From: To: petsalive2003@yahoo.com (@yahoo.com) Date: January 13, 2007 7:20:10 PM EST Please sign this very important petition My webmaster's dog was caught in a leg-hold trap in a public part of the BashaKill wildlife management area. There were no signs posted indicating that trapping was permitted, and no way for people to keep their animals OR their children safe from harm. While all trapping should be outlawed perhaps we can have a small victory here if enough people support this effort. She has put together a petition and it would be much appreciated if you could sign it and pass it on to your lists. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/503342738?ltl=1168733289 Thank you, Sara Whalen Executive Director Pets Alive Inc. http://www.petsalive.com In Memory of Zephyr..... and a reason to ban all trapping FACE IT - TRAPPING SHOUL

Thoughts
here is somethin I wrote back on January 21st. 1997. The sunrise over the mountains is the perfect sight as I climb out of the dark pit of despair and into the world of the living and happy. For my solitude came to an abrubt end as I broke the chains that bound meto a mountain core of black coal, That had sent me spiralling into darkness and confusion. But now that I have broken free my eyes and heart shal see the light of day. For as the sun rises it will be the beginning of a journeythat will be full of twists and turns, hardships, loves, crushes, misery and despair. yet it will always end as I break free of the chains that bind my soul to darkness and hatred that I have come to know quite well. Yet I vow not to let my heart sink my soul once again, But bring me out of the slime to a new life that awaits me on the other side of the mountains of sorrow. Pat

Fallen Soldiers Tribute - Names - 2003
((reposted from a bulletin)) --GO TO THIS WEBSITE IF YOU DONT THINK ITS TRUE-- READ FOR YOURSELF- AND GOD BLESS THOSE WHO DO CARE--http://icasualties.org/oif/US_NAMES.aspx Jay Thomas Aubin, 36, Marine Major, Mar 21, 2003 Ryan Anthony Beaupre, 30, Marine Captain, Mar 21, 2003 Therrel Shane Childers, 30, Marine 2nd Lieutenant, Mar 21, 2003 Jose Antonio Gutierrez, 22, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 21, 2003 Brian Matthew Kennedy, 25, Marine Corporal, Mar 21, 2003 Kendall Damon Waters-Bey, 29, Marine Staff Sergeant, Mar 21, 2003 Brandon Scott Tobler, 19, Army Reserve Specialist, Mar 22, 2003 Eric James Orlowski, 26, Marine Lance Corporal, Mar 22, 2003 Thomas Mullen Adams, 27, Navy Lieutenant, Mar 22, 2003 Jamaal Rashard Addison, 22, Army Specialist, Mar 23, 2003 Edward John Anguiano, 24, Army Specialist, Mar 23, 2003 George Edward Buggs, 31, Army Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003 Robert John Dowdy, 38, Army Master Sergeant, Mar 23, 2003 Ruben Estrella-Soto, 18, A

You Know You Are From Jersey
You Know You're From New Jersey When... You've been seriously injured at Action Park. You know that the only people who call it "Joisey" are from New York (usually The Bronx) or Texas. You don't think of citrus when people mention "The Oranges." You know that it's called "Great Adventure," not "Six Flags." You've ordered a hard roll with butter for breakfast. You've known the way to Seaside Heights since you were seven. You've eaten at a diner, when you were stoned or drunk, at 3 am. Whenever you park, there's a Camaro within three spots of you. You remember that the "Two Guys" were from Harrison. You know that the state isn't one big oil refinery. At least three people in your family still love Bruce Springsteen, and you know what town Jon Bon Jovi is from. You know what a "jug handle" is. You know that a WaWa is a convenience store. You know that the state isn't all farmland. You know that there are no "beaches" in new Jersey - there's "

Places You Can Find Me
Here are the places you can find me online....Stop by an see me me sometime! www.360.yahoo.com/dejonna www.myspace.com/southrenwytch www.tagworld.com/southrenwytch www.hoverspot.com/southrenwytch

Please Answer This...
So, I am rating this guy's profile... as I do with others... and he sends me a shout asking if I wanna f***. I said excuse me? He said you are excused... I said first off... I am married and that was kind of rude. He then goes and says "if you are married why are you on a dating site" me: my profile says I am married and last I checked this wasn't a dating site him: uhhh what do you think "cherry tap" means thats ok I'm sure you didn't get it. but most women 99% use this for sex or daiting you should be happy someone wants you instead of being so uptight him:this is a kids sight for crying outloud why are you rating peoples pics if you have a husb to look at me: I am happy my husband wants me... and the cherry tap... has nothing to do with tappin anything... most of my friends on here aren't single... and my hubby is on here too him: thats great I'm glad we had this chat sorry your so uptight now don't you have some kids to watch or a house to clean Since when did t

Come On My Cherries, Need Ur Help!
Contest is just a few more days, lady caught up to me, real quick. I never knew a contest was so much work, and I didnt know the other contestants friends could be so nasty. I've heard things since i've started this contest that I havent heard since junior high school, pretty sad when you start putting people down and downrating them. I'm glad this is my last contest. But I do hope all of my friends can pull together and win this for me, would love too win after all the nonsense ive dealt with. And any woman, letting her friends go against 2 rules of the contest, she doesnt deserve to win it anyways. So all of u pull together for me, trust me this is the last time im gonna be bugging u guys lol stop by the contest as much as you can and bomb me too death. Would really appreciate it. Contest ends sunday 11pm (est) time. So come on u guys, come help a fellow cherry out, I would do it for u!! Oh yeah, I read a bullentin earlier, someone being sarcastic that votes arent important, well the

A Whole New World Of Bras
So its now been 84 days since my breast reduction surgery. I got the clearance from the plastic surgeon on Monday to start wearing a real bra again (I NEVER want to see another sports bra again as long as I live). He was VERY pleased with my recovery. So last nite I went and got measured and I have def gone from a 44 F to a 40 C. I bought three bras last nite...I wanted to cry, I have not been able to wear a 2 hook bra since I was a teenager....and now I can buy PRETTY bras, not those ugly granny bra's. I just want to tell anyone thats ever considered reduction surgery, that its the best thing in my life I have ever done. SO much is different now, not only with how I look but with my quality of life. I should take pics of the new bras :)

I Know Theres Some Sick And Twisted Shit But
i will not be your lil 14 year old who wants cock ewwwwwwwwww fuckin a that is disgusting the thought that a man thats like 7-8 years older then me wants me to be his 14 year old repulsed me some real sick fucks out there

How Obessive-compulsive Are You?
You Are 74% Obsessive-Compulsive! You're a overly meticulous with routines and cleanliness. Still shouldn't be OC but you're on your way there. Just give yourself a little more randomness now and again and you should be okay.How Obsessive-Compulsive are you?

Taking A Break
Hey to all my friends,fans and family, I just wanted to let you guys know that I have had a great time on here and have met some really nice people here.But the time has come for me to take a break from this place for a while...I will probably be back once in a while, I might not.Lots of stuff going on here that needs my attention.I have enjoyed meeting alot of you, and have grown very fond of you.I will miss you.Take care, and have fun.Keep safe yada yada,lol Huggs n kisses Trace

The Destruction Of The World Trade Center: Why The Official Account Cannot Be True Part 2
Horizontal Ejections A few witnesses spoke of horizontal ejections. Chief Frank Cruthers said: “There was what appeared to be . . . an explosion. It appeared at the very top, simultaneously from all four sides, materials shot out horizontally. And then there seemed to be a momentary delay before you could see the beginning of the collapse” (NYT, Cruthers, p. 4). This testimony is important, because the official theory holds that the ejections were produced by the floors collapsing. So listen to firefighter James Curran, who said: “I looked back and . . . I heard like every floor went chu-chu-chu. I looked back and from the pressure everything was getting blown out of the floors before it actually collapsed" (NYT, Curran, pp. 10-11). Battalion Chief Brian Dixon said, “the lowest floor of fire in the south tower actually looked like someone had planted explosives around it because . . . everything blew out on the one floor" (NYT, Dixon, p. 15).[44] Synchronized Explosions

Getting Over Shyness
what is the best way to get over being shy and bashful.. i am afraid to walk up to a woman and say hi and all but i can talk to women on the net i have been so shy since i was 5 and i cant figure out what to do