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Republicans Block Bill On U.s. Attorneys
Republicans Block Bill on U.S. Attorneys 16 Feb 2007 Senate Republicans blocked a bill Thursday that would curb the Justice Department's power to fire and replace federal prosecutors. Democrats had sought to give the courts a role in the appointments of U.S. attorneys, to GOP opposition. Democrats used the occasion to complain anew about the firings of at least seven prosecutors, some [all] without cause, under a little-known provision of the Patriot Act. http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,,-6418467,00.html

Went Out For Karaoke Last Night
Well I sang a whole crap load of songs last night. They had a karaoke contest and I lost. It was just me and this other guy. You had to pay $2 per song entered and the winner gets the pot. Well I did 3 for the contest and the other guy did 1. They decide the winner by audience applause. (I knew I was screwed becasue it's more like a popularity contest, so the other guy got all the applause and me pretty much none) (even though I was WAY better.) All he won though was $8. I got 2nd prize which was a tee shirt and a shot glass. So I think I was better off. lol I'm not being a sore loser but I'd love to lose to someone who's atleast as good as me. I won't enter these things again. But I did have fun, though I pissed my hubby off. We went to another bar and my crazy girl friend was there and we all danced together. I got in trouble cause I sorta danced a bit dirty with a guy on the dance floor. It was probably wrong but I had fun. On the way home was not so fun.. but I won't go there.

Lifes Reflections
A Woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat 'I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' It worked! The headaches are all gone." Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes later and

Redneck Valentines Day Poem
ok, i know that valentines day is over, but my friend sent me this and i just had to share it with everyone. Red-Neck Valentine's Love Poem Collards is green my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like corn silk a-flapping in the breeze Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have som'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a

Rules For Gun Fighting
1. Bring a gun. Preferably, bring two guns. Bring all your friends who have guns. Bring their friends who have guns. (Contractor's: procure as many as possible from all available sources). 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 3. Only hits count. Close does not count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. Don't be slow. 4. If your shooting stance is good, you're probably not moving fast enough, nor using cover correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend. (Lateral and diagonal movement preferred.) 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. His friends should also be close by and they should have guns. 7. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance or tactics. They will remember who lived and who didn't.... So plan on living to tell the story. 8. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloa

Points
i really appreciate everyone that has rated my pics and stash.unfortunately,i have reached my daily photo and stash rating limits for today.that sux.for everyone that has rated my stuff and i haven't got to do all of yours yet,i promise i will.thanks to everyone.

Our Lovemaking
Art by me. May we all be blessed with true love... Our lovemaking was unblemished bliss In you, was everything I had asked for You always told me you felt the same One day this all changed like the day to night You’re looking for greener pastures you said You really meant you were looking for black darts to throw at someone else's heart The last few times we made love, you lay there like a dead log Slowly but surely you touched less, and gazed out the window constantly Leaving a silent path for me to sniff out It’s not what I had done, but it’s what you were doing You drew your map of deceit, and then left I pitted the poor sap you sucked into your next drama of twisted factices I should’ve warned him, but he would’ve never listened You played your little sick game with me and thought you had won How many future good men did you betray while looking for your satisfaction of unknown origin? The last man you betray

Is This Turning Into Fucking Myspace?
You fucking little bitches who like to report on fucking mumms! I posted a mumm (which has been awhile for me) about watching a video being naked with a teddybear, more or less, poking fun at myself and getting a laugh. For that, some bitch ass mother fucker is going to remove it, and now I have my mumm rights revoked. Any other time I wouldnt give a fuck, but give me a fucking break you BabyJesus bitches! I thought this wasnt MySpace, it is sure starting to fucking look like it! I have seen shit 20 times worse then this, but because one our your little fucking helpers is having a bad day, I no longer get to do a mumm just to have some fun. How fucking pothetic are we getting? I really like the site, its fun and I have met some people on here that are really fun. I agree that you should have NSFW being applied to things. Mostly pictures, I agree with that. You however dont need it in the fucking mumms. People want to post stupid shit in there, then let the other fucking mu

I Swear!!
Why do ex inlaws feel the need to call you out of the blue and inform you of your ex's life then say shhh don't tell anyone i told you? I really don't care what happens in his life. He beat me and done other unmentionable things. Of course being the soft hearted and nice person i am i just sit and listen but sometimes i just wanna tell them to fuck off and leave me alone. So am I wrong or what? People get on my nerves sometimes! Geeze...

Close My Eyes
Everytime I close my eyes I can feel his arms around me A warm gentle touch I can feel his sweet lips on mine I hear him He whispers so softly in my ear He tell me he loves me and would never leave my side I know his words are true He speaks from the heart But why is it when I open my eyes he's not there? He can't possibly be a dream Only a dream come true But where is he? I search for him day after day But only finding him when I close my eyes Why is he not here in my arms? Why con't I look into his eyes and say those magic words? The words he tell me everyday When he puts his arms around me, kisses me and whispers so softly in my ear I hear him, I feel him I know that he's there Oneday I know when I open my eyes he will still be there There in front of me to share those magic words To kiss, to touch, to share our love And to never have to close my eyes again....

My Inner Child Is...
Your Inner Child Is Sad You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. How Is Your Inner Child?

Salute
Now, if this isn't the dumbest shit I've ever heard of. I've been a member for a little while, and let me ask a question... why the fuck would I need to prove to anyone that the pic I have up is actually me? Why do people need validation from others that they've never met, and may never meet? I mean, if I ever... and I do mean ever, meet someone on here, I don't expect not having a salute to be the biggest problem. Shit, serial killers could have salutes too.

Dream
My Dream Dreams are stronger when you have something or someone on your mind. Seems you have been on my mind alot lately. I guess it is the thought that I could be there with you now. The two of us alone, nothing between us, but clothes. Clothes that could be easily shedded Then standing there in front of you feeling your eyes on me feeling moisture build between my legs. Melting when you say my name Trembling when you hold out your hand Hoping that you will finally take me Take me to that place only you can take me The first touch on my skin burns me Burns me to my most enter core Now I know how it feels to be yours Then your lips are so close to me that I feel your breath I feel faint as you kiss me Oh better than I ever thought Your tongue feels at home playing with mine. OH I feel his hands on my shoulders they are kneading me Suddenly the kiss is broke You say that if we go much farther you will not be able to stop. I understood what you were sayin

"unfaithful" Rihanna
Check it out "Unfaithful" Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be... A murderer I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it ve

Sex
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Send in a message, if you dare.

Happy
so right now i am happy... i started talkin to this really sweet guy... who im gonna see him soon!!...(not gonna tell u who he is..im sure u will find out) and im about to go on vacation.... March 2 thru the 9th....the 2nd thru the 7th i will be in Florida... so ready for that!!!!! :D thinks are starting to look good for me... for once..

Naughty Application
1. Your Name:Deborah 2. Age:old enuff to know better too young to resist 3. Favorite position (s) ?any 4. Do you think i'm hot?yes 5. Would you have sex with me?if you weren't married hell yes 6. lights on or off?on 7. Would you have to be drunk?no want to remember all of it 8. Would you take a shower with me? yes 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?can't admit that you married 10. Would you leave after or stay the night?stay might have to wake you up with a long deep kiss in just the right spot if u know what i mean 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?of course might have 2nds 3rds and 4th or more 12. Condom or skin?skin 13. Do you give Oral pleasures?slurp slurp 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?mmmmmmmmmm 15. Have sex on the first date?shouldn't admit but been known to 16. Would you kiss me during sex?yes even after u gave me head 17. Do you think I would be good in bed?excellent 18. Three sum?depends who with

Ct Princess Contest!
A friend & I are in The CherryTAP Princess Contest! Below is the link to King4Adaze. Please Click and go into his pics. Then click on CT Princess Contest! Look for Resident Smart A$$ and for myself Khaotic Cowgirl! As always the favors will be returned! Thanks to All! king4adaze5 * L.O.D. Member *@ CherryTAP

In Memory Of Harold
Well Harold, I guess this is a final goodbye, never again to get back together so we can split back up in another year no more telling me how stupid I am, and me agreeing with you (for actually being with you and keep on comingback for more). We will never ever fight again. nomorebloodynose,Hell I haven't even had to put on make-up to cover up the black eyes maybe I did deseve some of it, I'll be the first to admit I can be a BITCH I have worked at it for at least 35 years I am proud of it."Sometimes being a bitch is all a woman has left to hold onto" I am so sorry if you had to suffer but you know very well what you always told me about paybacks. Maybe I can't really blame you totally, it is the way you grew up you thought getting drunk fighting breaking peoples bones is the way to show affection.Your mother even shot at your Dad and the bullet grazed his head . We grew up in different worlds, my mother, that you threatend to kill if I didn't have sex with you and your friend, trie

Poetry 3
pictures scattered on the floor broken frame at your feet world is spinning round love is crashing down bloodshot eyes blinded laying in pool of tears days are cold and gray nights lonely and ashamed counting scars like blades of grass crying out for love silence leaves its mark you withdraw inside your shell embrace the demons inside your hell the comfort in the pain the obvious shame holding your breath empty as your chest can not tell up or down all your soul into the sound of a broken frame at your feet and the pictures scattered on the floor

Poetry 9
In the morning Wake me slowly Take me gently With your love And when you roll me Won't you hold me Won't you warm me Like the sun Because I don't mind this loving kind Just as long as you are mine Everytime I look into your eyes There is the story of us

"preachers Of Love".
Long stemmed flowers, White gloves and silver magic sticks. Youthful, young people Dressed up in enchanting cloaks. Colorful and bright. Muffled up against The chill of evening winds, Holding banners, Flags, Colors of which had faded, When twilight darkened, With ghostly shade. They stretched their hands, Towards the sky, Open, vast, unblemished blue. Realm of Greatness. And plaques! With casted rings, Glittered alike, Clustering mid-night stars. As bright, As the colors of Mars. Followers, supporters and bonded lovers, Encircled by them all. Marching with grace, Dignity and pride, Rigorous strive, Hustled, And rushed, Towards the City Hall. After a long march through The narrow, Crocked, Curving, Hustling, Streets, Ended at the steep. There emerged suddenly. A yelping group of people, Filled with plaudits pride, Embellished they were, As newly wed bridge. Crowd was enthusiastic, Their hea

Music/lyrics 13
"Tear You Apart" Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking te

Transgression
As the chill starts to bite at my skin my spirit starting to fail i move within my restraints The sound of the chain Brings your attention Your eyes meet mine And i lower mine in respect "Done enough thinking my little one" Your words not unkind For contemplating my actions Is the punishment you serve Naked but for heavy leather cuffs Holding me with chains Time given for me to think Of what i have done Masters hand strokes my skin A rough blanket put around my shoulders "your punishment is not to be cold Have you anything yet to say" My eyes look up in defiance Then lowered in respect Not a word do i speak The time is not right i am not ready to accept Not ready to discuss it Ashamed of what i have done But not wanting to be reminded Punishment of a cane Would hurt me less than this one Contemplation of ones actions The searching of your conscience Justifying your thoughts When all you want is for it to be forgotten i feel tears sting my eyes But i wi

What I Want
So I met this chic, might I add hot as hell. At first, we didnt get alone so well. Then we started texting, now all I can think about is getting that sweet spot between her legs. I want to lay her down on my bed and start at her luscious lips and make way down to her bald, sweet pussy. I would start kissing around her neck, (while playing with her clit) kissing her all over her neck teasing her lips with my tongue, and slowly making way down to her pierced nipples. MMM baby you taste so good! While you are pulling my hair, rubbing your nails down my back you let out short yet very intrigueing moans of pleasure. I want you to feel my tongue running down your tummy. Running your hands all over my body me running my lips and tongue all over yours, we are getting hotter and wetter. (wet of course is what I want) I am slowly kissing your clit now running my tongue around and gently sucking your clit. Arching your back, holding my head, you moan louder and louder. I can feel y

Happiness In Slavery
I am now a single fat man and i am out looking for any woman who wants to be a dominate sexual figure in my life. I would love a woman who wants to control me sexually, and i am not talking about when we fuck and shit, but more on the situation. I am looking for a woman who will take control and tell me this is what i want and i want it now. she must also want to be a slave sexually to me also. she must like giving head and sometimes give up her asshole too. i am not really looking for a certain shape or size but i do miss the tits. and it doesnt need to be a real relationship, friends with benefits are nice. well that is enough bloging for now later all.

What Color?
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? -blue People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind pretty or handsome very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. But take special care Not to piss them off! They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. -Green eyes - People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another. People with green eves are very sexy and very atractive towards the opposite sex. They are also very sweet and kind. -Brown eyes - STRAIGHT UP PIMPS!!!!!Sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Best in bed can last up to

You Know You Are From Michigan If...
You know ur from Michigan if... 1. You've never met any celebrities. 2. "Vacation" means going to Cedar Point. 3. At least 1 member of your family disowns you the week of the Michigan/Michigan State game. 4. Half the change in your pocket is Canadian 5. You drive 86 mph on the highway and pass on the right. 6. Your idea of a traffic jam is 40 cars waiting to pass an orange barrel. 7. You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre. 8. It's easy to get VERNORS Ginger Ale, Sanders Hot Fudge sauce and Faygo Pop. 9. You know how to pronounce "Mackinac." 10. You've had to switch on the "heat" and the "A/C" in the same day. 11. You bake with SODA and drink a POP. 12. The movie "Escanaba in Da Moonlight" wasn't funny. You consider it a documentary. 13. Your little league game was snowed out. 14. The word "thumb" has geographical meaning, rather than anatomical significance. 15. You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on the back of your left hand. 16. Traveling coast-to-coast mean

Just Droppin' In
So, how is everyone doin'? It is beautiful in Columbia today. The sun is shinning, it's about 50 and the snow and ice is melting, and pouring down the edges of the streets. Man, I am so ready for weather like this. Naturally, as MO goes though, I don't think it's going to last for long. Last I checked on weather, it was suppose to be nice like this all week, with 60 by Friday...but by Sat., and Sunday nights, temps dropping, rain beginning, and turning in to freezing rain, and snow. It just DOESN'T quit! It looks like maybe the week after that it's going to perk back up again. I should hope so....by then, spring will only be a couple of weeks away! I'm feeling pretty good about my first week as an official Avon Representative. I only had 2 orders, but they totalled about $80, and $50 was the goal I needed to reach to maintain my free website for a month. So...I feel very good about that. I haven't done anything today. I had thought about it...I have books t

Distance
Distance can be done. So lonely here without you, I can only pass the time, So troublesome without you, So here I write this rhyme, True feelings of love, Is all I have to give, With all the strength from above, For you I only live, No matter what it costs, I'd wait for a lifetime, Without you I would be lost, Not knowing that your mine, It takes to much to linger, Holding on because I care, No ring upon her finger, But love we still share, A heart of love not gold, For my love is priceless, Too much for some to hold, But for them it's useless, Wasted memories of lovers no more, I cast them all away, Because only you I adore, I wait for you everyday, So I wait to be together, The distance is a great one, But as long as you say forever, The wait can be done.

Samhain Prayer Transfered From My Myspace Pagan Group.
Oh gods and goddesses around me I thank you for tis bountyful harvest and thank you all for all the growth yous have blessed apon us all so bless my land home and family and friends so we may be blessed for another year so mote it be so blessed be.

What Kiind Of Giirl Are You?
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Jessica's Law
Hi, I'm Bill O'Reilly reporting tonight from Los Angeles. Thank you for watching us. Everyday Californians have had enough: they want Jessica's Law. That is the subject of this evening's "Talking Points Memo" and the reason we're out here. We're going to get this done. After years of frustration, more than 600,000 Californians have signed a petition demanding Jessica's Law be put on the ballot next November. And so it will be. The Democrat-controlled state legislature will not pass Jessica's Law. And a current state law doesn't mandate strict penalties for child predators at all and is chaotic to boot. So the folks here in the nation's largest state are going to do it themselves. And "Talking Points" thinks that's just great. But The Los Angeles Times and most of the other liberal California media disagree. Their main objection is that the new initiative, if passed, would make it very hard for convicted sexual predators to live in some places because they could not reside with

One Thing That Pisses Me Off To No End!
OK...There are somethings that will piss me off, yet I will let it slide right by. There is one thing, that I just can't sit back and let it slide like water off of a seal's back. I was watching an episode of "Dog The Bounty Hunter" and I saw a guy they busted for assault and battery...ON HIS EX-GIRLFRIEND. Let's just say that 53 year old was in a far different location than I was...not just in the physical sense, but mentally too! I can't stand men who beat up on women just because you're drunk(cop-out), you're bigger and stronger(you suck) or my personal favorite, a woman is "his property." (Where's the sales receipt?) I'm going to go on record and if this gets me kicked out of CT, then fine...I stand up for what I believe in. Let me find out a man is beating up a woman. I don't care if I know the girl or not. If he's such a big man....BEAT ME UP! It's a hell of lot different than him beating up the girl. Most women will not fight back. I WON'T HESITATE TO DO SO!

Wow Makes Me Proud! Lol
OK so this was posted in another blog of someone's with all zodiac signs. I had to repost my sign in my blog, cause I like wtf it said... .:LIBRA:. The lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible. So just remember that, when lusting after me, lol!

Emotions In Lyrics
Yeah I tend to use song lyrics to describe how I'm feeling or to describe some of the shit I'm going through. I really don't expect ANY OF YOU to view it or comment on it or rate it. I do this because it helps me out some ok. Yes I did it and I'll do it again It doesn't matter if I am your best friend I don't think so, you're not that smart Over and over it breaks my heart The cycle continues time for your crime The pain comes back in an ugly design Her makeup smears the tears that she cries Over and over every night Emotional swords slash my soul And now the pain - it takes control I think about you, I think about me I think about the way that it used to be I need a bottle, I need some pills I need a friend and I need some thrills A shoulder to cry on, a friend to depend on When life gets rough Time and time again You think about yourself before you think about me Time and time again You think about yourself before you think about me It's like a fight ev

Women's Products And Men's Products There Are Differences
Good Morning, it’s a solid heat wave outside.. Already close to 40 out… woo hoo fire up the bar b … hmmm better hold off on that just yet.. not sure if eggs do good on the grill grates… oh well it looks to be doing the spring thaw… or perhaps just a inkling of it. Wow the girls on Idol have the stage set. On my opinion the guys should just pack the bags and get while the getting is good. I have the impression that this years winner will be one of the four divas singing yesterday and perhaps before its all over there will be the original 6 gals who will make thru to the final 6. Hey here is one for ya. Some things you know are just made for a woman right? I mean like deodorants. If someone seen a light blue container and it had the words secret on it and deodorant I think it’s a given that its made for a woman right? Perhaps I am old fashion but as far back as I can remember that was their slogan. “Strong enough for a Man but, made for a Woman” Now I see another one and was under the

My Building
okay. so i've come to a realization. my building has some very strange people. for example. there's the lady who talks to the washing machines. at first that's not a big deal, but then when you start really thinking of it, it's creepy. lol. next. there's the lady who sits in the laundry room and watches the washing machines. doesn't have a bag of laundry to do for herself. just sits in the cold laundry room and watches the washing machines. oh and falls asleep too. lol. after that. there's the old man who goes through every washer and dryer to make sure no one's taken his stuff. oh and stares at the females who do laundry downstairs. lol. anyone elses building like this?? lol.

My Kids....please Read
My little ones have been sick since last week with some sort of virus,, not sure what it is however they have been vommitting/shitting like gooses,, the doctor says the only thing I could do is to keep fulids in them but the damn thing is,, it comes right back out... I'll be taken them in today to get checked an see what else there is,, because right now I can not handle these little ones beinging this way,, damn near lost my son Edward when he was only 2-3 y/o from a virus like this he lost about 4-5lbs and I hope it doesn't happen again... Please pray for these little ones for me guys,, I know deep down ya'll have a heart... I'm not asking for much but this is my kids we're talking about....Thanks 4 your love an time!!!!

On Dragons Breathe
On dragons breath You come to me So still the nights air The moon shines bright As war rages on Take me Oh knight in shining armour Strip the clothes From my trembling body Caress the loins that ache for you The spell will last for one night only And then you will be no more The dragons breath That brings you now Will take you upon the dawn Take me now I ache, I sigh Trust not your sword into me Remove your amour Let passion succumb Let love be your nights quest Take this body Let ecstasy flow Cup my swollen breasts I need you now I`m yours to take Oh kiss me dragons breath Touch the body Reach the soul Your strength has over come Caress me now I wait for you My temperature starting to soar I softly moan You reach below The dragons breath I feel I arch myself I grasp your flesh Trust now succumb To passions glory The war has just been won On dragons breath You came to me Excitement never felt before On dragons breath I pray you come once mo

"we're Talking About Trillions Of Dollars Of Oil That Are At Stake." Oily Truth Emerges In Iraq
* * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * * "We're talking about trillions of dollars of oil that are at stake." Oily truth emerges in Iraq 21 Feb 2007 A proposed new Iraqi oil and gas law began circulating last week... Under the proposed law, Iraq's immense oil reserves would not simply be opened to foreign oil exploration, as many had expected. Amazingly, executives from those companies would actually be given seats on a new Federal Oil and Gas Council that would control all of Iraq's reserves. In other words, Chevron, ExxonMobil, British Petroleum and the other Western oil giants could end up on the board of directors of the Iraqi Federal Oil and Gas Council, while Iraq's own national oil company would become just another competitor. http://www.nydailynews.com/02-21-2007/news/story/499341p-421044c.html

The Report
This Just In, I don't give a rat's ass. Why would I? I mean really? Why would I give a rat's ass? Do you deserve a rat's ass? Maybe a nice dinner, or a walk on the beach, but a rat's ass? Fuck That! Rat's asses are for those, who don't really care, rat's asses are for those, who don't like you, Rat's asses, smell like shit. Fuck them, Fuck rat's asses. That is all, good day!

Mesmerize Of The Fire
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN UP CLOSE AN PERSONAL WITH FIRE? WELL I KNOW WE HAVE ALL SEEN FIRE AND WHAT IT CAN DO BUT TONIGHT I STOOD OUTSIDE MY HOUSE AN WATCHED A BURNING TREE NOW THEY SAY FIRE KILLS BUT IF WATCHED FROM AFAR IT TRUELY CAN MESMERIZE YOU. I STOOD AN WATCHED THIS TREE BURN AND AS I STOOD THERE I BECAME HAVE YOU EVER BEEN UP CLOSE AN PERSONAL WITH FIRE? WELL I KNOW WE HAVE ALL SEEN FIRE AND WHAT IT CAN DO BUT TONIGHT I STOOD OUTSIDE MY HOUSE AN WATCHED A BURNING TREE NOW THEY SAY FIRE KILLS BUT IF WATCHED FROM AFAR IT TRUELY CAN MESMERIZE YOU. I STOOD AN WATCHED THIS TREE BURN AND AS I STOOD THERE I BECAME MESMERIZED BY THE FLAMES SHOOTING UP HIGH IN THE SKY THE COLORS OF RED AND ORANGE YET IT WAS JUST A TREE I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING LITTLE BUT IT TRUELY WASNT AT ALL. THE FIRE THROWS YOU INTO A STATE OF AWW I KNOW I WAS I COULDNT TAKE MY EYES OFF THE FLAMES NOW THIS WAS JUST STANDING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE BUT AS IT BURNED I SOME HOW WANTED TO BECOME ONE WITH IT. THE HEAT OF IT BU

Know What You Want
You Follow Your Head You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it. Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Sigh
I was spoiled when first joining other online chatters. In the beginning, I met several life-long, genuine, true friends and have been able to keep several of them. I didn't have to get use to being "just like all the others". I had very close bonds and met many people in person. I had a blast, loved every minute of it! To this day, I'm still in touch with quite a few of them. Lately though, it seems that the more years that pass, the less sincere and genuine a lot of people are. It gets old being told the exact same things as others. Especially if they are matters of the heart. It just makes me bitter and causes me to view that person in a negative way. Perhaps it is just me. Maybe I ask too much when I ask for sincerity. Blah! I'll get over it, won't I? lol :) Have a fabulous weekend, everyone.

Alone
WHY AM'I ALWAYS ALONE I HAVE NO CLUE I 'AM A NICE GUY FROM WHAT MY FRIENDS SAY I'M ALWAYS THE LIFE OF THE PARTY AND YET I'AM STILL ALONE I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO LOVE I HAVE LOVED IN THE PAST BUT ALLI GOT WAS HEARTACHE AND PAIN WILL I EVER BE LOVED BY SOMEONE I JUST WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I LOVE THEM BUT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN I'AM MEANT TO BE ALONE I GUESS IT'STRUE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT NICE GUYS THEY ALWAYS FINSH LAST!!!

What Gluten Is...and What I Have To Avoid
this my explain it... So i need to avoid wheat, rye and barley......which still makes life harder...but holy fuck at least i can est like a normal person for the most part Still have to avoid cinnamon, pepper, oregano, citrus and a few others....but hell i can handle that Gluten (GLOO-ten): Noun. A substance sometimes seeming to be in nearly every food on this planet. When found to be present in one's favorite food, it can elicit sudden tears of frustration; when found to be absent from one's favorite food, it can elicit sudden tears of joy. Okay, I admit it; I made that definition up. Actually, there are two additional and completely different definitions of gluten. One is simple, commonly accepted, and most frequently used-but technically incorrect. The other is a complex but technically correct definition. I'll give you both. The simple, widely accepted (but technically incorrect) definition of gluten: Gluten is a protein molecule found in wheat, rye, and barley. T

For Rachel
When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

Here We Go Again
OK well my week pretty much sucked and just got worse today. Week started out with no school on money woohoo all the kids home. Then my mother still cant return to work and is still on oxygen another woohoo. Caiti came down with strep ( stay away lol ) and then today my ex's grandfather passed away and I need to take my over emotional daughter and my other 2 children to the funneral great just what I needed to end out my week.

Forcing Friends
Forcing friends always is a weird thing for me. How can you meet new people unless you meet new people. I always here from friends and family.. "oh tim you gotta let them come to you" Ummm that has never happened. I always have to be the one to start conversations. Or just bitch and complain til someone recognizes me. It makes me think about this story at school. I play football at High school. I left my gym bag in the gym and couldn't find it when I came back. I went to the administrative office the next day. Asked the lady "Has anyone turned in any bags?" She goes.. "What school do you go to?" I"m like here She goes.. I never met you before. I"m like of course not. I"m here every day. Which is really sad cause the only people that seem to get lots of girls or guys are the bad ones. Thats from my own personal experience. You always here about the broke ass people on welfare who have 8 kids .. isn't that funny? I'm also getting sick of contests.

Trust....
I don't know who to trust anymore, I trusted before and got hurt more then I ever did before. Do I shut it out and fade away cause I can't trust myself. I looked for shelter from the storm, for so long like an addict looking to shoot up. Where do I go, where do I turn when each direction feels like I'm being burned? I can't trust myself much anymore, but when I do I ask wheres the reward for holding on? For trusting my brothers, those who've known me and stood by me more and more. Its like I can trust myself sometimes, but will I trust outside the few? I'm trying to trust, but its all too much, cause those who I trust will backstab me, and cause me to feel this bullshit once again. Rain will fall, and so will I, maybe thats who I should trust on the day I die.

"when Dick Cheney Says It's A Good Thing, You Know That You've Probably Got Some Big Problems."
"When Dick Cheney says it's a good thing, you know that you've probably got some big problems." Obama Ridicules Cheney's Iraq Comments 23 Feb 2007 Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama ridiculed Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Friday for saying Britain's decision to pull troops from Iraq is a good sign that fits with the strategy for stabilizing the country. Obama, speaking at a massive outdoor rally in Austin, Texas, said British Prime Minister Tony Blair's decision this week to withdraw 1,600 troops is a recognition that Iraq's problems can't be solved militarily. "Now if Tony Blair can understand that, then why can't George Bush and Dick Cheney understand that?" Obama asked thousands of supporters who gathered in the rain to hear him. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/23/AR2007022300658.html

Sagittarius:. The Sexy One
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:TAURUS The tease Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves bein

To My Best Friend
If money grew on trees I'd plant an orchard or two If time could be bought back I'd buy you a year or two If tear drops could be uncried I'd do that for you too. And if your heart is every broken I will do my best to fix and make sure it beats my name forever in your chest. If I would swim the deepest ocean crawl across miles of broken glass fight off the toughest armies to see you smile at me. I make you this promise that when we both have gone gray that my feelings for you will never ever change.

Parents And Kids And D/s By "k"
Standard disclaimer: The following is my NSHO... YMMV. All flames will probably be answered with really nasty e-mail. Recently I have had several people ask me what/if to tell the kids about D/s. I have a teenager, and a six year old, and have put a lot of thought into the question. This is what I have come up with. First of all, I want to say that I never practice D/s when my teen is in the house. Things just get too loud, and I wouldn't feel comfortable enough to let a scene happen. Occasionally, I will do a little D/s play if my younger child is in bed asleep... but only behind locked doors. I do believe that it is appropriate to share information on a maturity-appropriate level with older children. I do this regarding vanilla sex, drugs, alternative lifestyles... anything he comes to me and questions, or I think he needs information on. Why tell my teen anything at all? There are several reasons, but the main one is because he came to me and asked. I don't want my son part

Tauras The Tramp
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to.Good kisser. Hard to forget.Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

Native American 10 Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

~~help Our Seniors~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

Guitarist Looking For A Band
I'm a guitarist looking for a band. I play the guitar by ear. I can play alot of led zeppelin songs, main riffs etc. I play an Electric Ibanez,and I have a classical guitar. I'm willing to learn most styles,like rock, country blues,jazz heavy metal,pop,punk,funk,reggae,flamenco. I gotta start somewhere,lol

Game Rules
"I can't play this game with you anymore." she replied firmly, disentangling herself from his embrace. "Why the hell not? We've been playing at it for years." "Something has changed. The way you are with me now... The rules are different, and I don't know what they are anymore." "We're friends..." "We are NOT friends. We could never be friends. We'll fight, we'll fuck, we'll talk and then we will fight some more. That is not a friendship!" she snapped at him. "Look at me." he tilted her face up at him. "Have we fought once since you and I came together again?" "No." she agreed reluctantly. And then it dawned on her. "Why haven't we been fighting?" "Because you DO know our rules. Because I grew up while you were gone. Because the things that used to cause our friction no longer exist. We've moved past it. Together." "So what are we?" she asked, still uncertain as to her place in his life. "We're friends. We're lovers. And we are both grown up

It's Sooo Sad!! But I Love This Song...
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this t

Got A New Cellphone Today
well due to the munchkin that i baby sit the other day when she thought that it would be funny to throw my cellphone in the toliet, i had to go buy a new phone today. Went and got that movida phone servise, well they totally screwed up my voice mail and then i understand a little spanish but hell all the directions were in spanish LMAO just word of warning to all of you that want cellphone servise with that company hope you can speak spanish? LOL... Other than that after this Thursday i will have 1 more week to go on the baby YIPPY SKIPPY... I can't wait to finally hold my baby in my arms and feed her change her everything its making me more and more ancious everyday i just can't wait

Castle Of Love
roaming round corners and highways your thoughts comes to a crossroad where you are not even sure wich way to turn.sometimes ones mind set of in a wink to make you think and dream this dreams of compassion. to find this way to where you wil know whats gonna happen next but you dont. what the heart desires and what the mind wants........always a game that your mind plays with your hearts desires. should love be like this?i know i what i want for i have her right now here with me. she is all i live for. even though sometimes we have little twist of love and meanings and feelings and misunderstandings....but nothing a good warmhearted kiss...cuddle......smile and even the most important.....'sorry' cant heal. understanding sometimes makes us believe that we are different. but we are not that different. just maybe a different way of seeing things and believing things and accepting things. but feelings......thats where we all feel pain and we all cry. desire to have this special someon

I Am Going To Back The Way I Was
i am going to grow my hair long again and look like a beautifull mowen again don't get me wrong i am beautifull right now i just want to be more beautifull and get you guys to drool over me i hope my hair dose not take forever to grow in my new pics i will be wearing lip gloss and don't you wish you guys can smell the chery gloss that is on my lips I got pics in my stash and in my blogs go to all those places and check out my pics not just my gallery ok BABY DOLL

Meaning Of Love
Love's made up of a thousand things A walk in the moonlight a heart that sings The feeling of sunshine in all kinds of weather The warmth and closeness of being together Cups of coffee in a quiet room Firelight dancing and chasing the gloom A smile that thrills you and tames your heart Just the way it has from the very start Love is tenderness, Love is kindness Love is occasional spots of blindness Love is tears often followed by laughter Love is happily ever after Love is everything good and true And the Meaning of Love is my love for you. done by christine

Liars Suck !!!!
TO THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO PICK ON ME, I HAVE NO USE FOR YOU PPL IN MY LIFE AND YOU WANT TO CAUSE TROUBLE AND BE COP CALLERS AND DRUG USERS AND WHAT EVER ELSE IS OUT THERE FOR U TO GET INTO IS NOT MY BUSINESS, BUT IT IS MY BUSINESS WHEN U COME AROUND AND START CALLIN ME NAMES AND GETTING INTO MY BUSINESS .... DO YOURSELF A FAVOUR, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE AND GET ON WITH YOUR OWN ... YOUR A LOSER AND UNTIL U CHANGE THAT ... DONT TALK TOO ME

A Prayer For The Stressed
A PRAYER FOR THE STRESSED LORD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CANNOT ACCEPT AND THE WISDOM TO HIDE THE BODIES OF THOSE I HAD TO KILL TODAY BECAUSE THEY PISSED ME OFF HELP ME BE CAREFULL OF THE TOES I STEP ON TODAY AS THEY MIGHT BE CONNECTED TO THE FEET I MAY HAVE TO KISS TOMMOROW HELP ME GIVE 100% IN ALL MY WORK 12% ON MONDAYS 23% ON TUESDAYS 40% ON WEDNESDAYS 20% ON THURSDAYS AND 5% ON FRIDAYS HELP ME BE AWARE THE ASS I KICK ON THE WAY UP MIGHT BE THE ASS I HAVE TO KISS ON MY WAY DOWN HELP ME REMEMBER WHEN I AM HAVING A BAD DAY AND FOLK ARE WINDING ME UP THAT IT TAKES 42 MUSCLES TO FROWN ~ 28 MUSCLES TO SMILE, BUT ONLY 4 MUSCLES TO EXTEND MY ARM AND SMACK SOME TWAT IN THE MOUTH. AMEN

A Bunch Of Questions...(more Than You Wanna Know)
EIGHT last's... 8. last kiss: Sunday 7. last beverage: Diet Dr. Pepper 6. last phone call: Jeremy (ex roommate ninja) 5. last text message: Katie 4. last cd played: Scissor Sisters "Ta-Da" 3. last BUBBLE bath: hmmm 14 years ago 2. last time you cried: hmmm @ some dog food commerical Saturday I think 1. last meal: Ihop last night SEVEN have you's: 7. have you ever dated someone twice?: yes but only once 6. have you ever been cheated on?: yeah 5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?: yeah 4. have you ever fallen in love?: a few times 3. have you ever lost someone?: yes 2. have you ever been depressed?: not in a while but I have in the past 1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: yeah more than I wanna think about.... SIX things you did in the past three days: 6. Went to school: yes 5. Went to work: nope 4. Colored: yeah 3. Got drunk: sadly no 2. Slept: yes alittle 1. Hurt yourself: yeah I whacked my head pretty

Does Your Sign Fit You(mine Does)
VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not re post. SCORPIO: The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak

Messed Up Room Service
I'm pretty sure I've stayed at this place.... To get the full effect, this should be read aloud. You will understand what 'tenjewberrymuds' means by the end of the conversation. This has been nominated for the best email of 2005. The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service, at a hotel in Asia, which was recorded and published in the Far East Economic Review: Room Service (RS): "Morrin. ; Roon sirbees." Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." RS: "Rye..Roon sirbees..morrin! Jewish to oddor sunteen??" G: "Uh..yes..I'd like some bacon and eggs." RS: "Ow July den?" G: "What??" RS: "Ow July den?...pryed, boyud, poochd?" G : "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry, scrambled please." RS: "Ow July dee baykem? Crease?" G: "Crisp will be fine." RS : "Hokay. An Sahn toes?" G: "What?" RS:"An toes. July Sahn toes?" G: "I don't think so." RS: "No? Judo wan sahn toes??" G: "I feel

30 Adult Secrets
30 Secrets About Yourself 1. Ladies - does the carpet match the drapes? Gentlemen - Do you "log the forest"? I have hardwood floors (*wink wink*) 2. Where was your default pic taken? In my bedroom 3. What's your middle name? Lee 4. What is one "fetish" that you have? Having my hair pulled. 5. No names, but would you sleep with anyone on your friends list? OH HELL YES!!!!!!!!!!! 6. What was the name of the person you lost your virginity to? Dave Hobby 7. What color underwear are you wearing? I am not wearing any (Really, I wear them as little as possible . . .) 8. Man on top; woman on top or something else? Something else. 10. Name of one lover you regret. Tim B. 11. Where is the "most dangerous" place that you have ever had sex? Either behind a free standing MAC machine in the Pgh. Subway or on the hood of a police car (an ex was a cop) in an empty parking lot. 12. Give yourself a porn name. Lolita Hummalot 13. Have you ever slept with a

Polar Bears Are Left Handed....
strange isn't it? Polar bears really are left handed... pearls dissolve in vinegar... every 45 seconds in the US a house catches on fire.... and every 3 seconds, someone in the world, a baby is born...

How To Forgive & Forget Those Who You've Hurt
Forgiveness is a choice, it is not an emotion. You are not going to feel like it, but you can do it. Apparently, nobody is born with a lot of talent for forgiving. If you do not forgive those who have hurt you, you will have a very hard time trusting other people, and that will adversely affect every other important relationship in your life. When you do forgive, you are taking away the emotional power the person or events have on you. It is an act of self kindness; it releases you from your pain, anguish and negativity. We would like our angry and hurt emotions to go away by themselves, but they don't. Learning to forgive, therefore, gives us peace of mind. It has nothing to do with the other person, as odd as that seems. It is about your willingness to let go of your resentment and not hang on to your grievances. If possible, don't forgive someone until you can let them know how much pain the whole experience has caused you. Forgiving someone too quickly only covers up y

Stupid Girl
i am just a stupid girl living in my own world thinking about all the passing days nothing will ever change the feelings r the same. i dont think u will ever change ur ways my heart is breaking hard opening new scars. my feelings growing stronger by the day. the aura of u has changed do u remember my name? i know my dear i am not the one to blame. Spanish graphics from My Onda - www.myonda.com

For Fun
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

80 Things You Might Not Know About Me
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name?Yeah right How big is your bed?Queen What are you listening to right now?Nothing What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?3155 What was the last thing you ate?Licorice Last person you hugged?My nephew How is the weather right now?Nice Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?Adam What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?Eyes Favorite type of Food.Chinese Do you want children?Yes Do you drink?Occsionally Ever get so drunk you don\'t remember the entire night?Not the whole night no..most yes Hair color?Dark Brown Eye colour?Hazel Do you wear contacts/glasses?No but I need to Favorite holiday?Thanksgiving Favorite Season?Summer Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?

Out Of This World
Out of This World He woke up, rubbed his eyes, and looked around, wondering where he was, not recognizing anything at all in his view. He seemed to be in a park of some kind. The buildings in his line of sight didn't seem familiar at all, and the sounds he was hearing and the faces he was seeing were alien to him. All of the faces that he looked at seemed to have a surreal aspect to them, and it appeared that everyone was walking in pairs. Odd, he thought. He noticed what looked to be an attractive woman approaching him. She had a rather angelic face with dirty-blonde hair falling past her shoulders. "Hey there. New in town, dear?" She seemed to be familiar to him, yet he didn't know from where. Her smile was disarming. "Umm, yeah... I guess. Could you tell me where I am exactly?" He was still trying to place her in his memory, but couldn't quite seem to do it. She might have been a little ta

I Feel Yicky
friggin co-workers.....if you KNOW you are sick... ie...you went to the doctor and he told you that you have strep throat....how about stay home rather than breathe your damn germs on me... i feel like twisted horse shit....and just when i am feelin better...WHAMMO it strikes again.... my throat feels like i am swallowin ground up glass, i can't breathe...but when i DO manage to get a full breath in my lungs i start to cough....GRRRR DAMN CO-WORKERS!!! it's a good thing i like her lol k i am done...you may now shower me with sympathy

????
You never call or see what I am doing Most of the times barely even want to be bothered In our past we used to share each others flesh We used to do all the freaky things you like Added to the entire things you wanted to try Months passed Now I am just is just a piece of ass In our pastime you actually cared about me You actually cared about my feelings You treat me like a piece of trash Now you ask me to be your valentine I don't feel like it You only want to some ass Just to make you feel like a man You really don't know you were falling then You may wonder why I left you alone You talk so much which you could not prove it You and your shortcomings was hilarious I don't want to waste my time I could be doing better things You would think getting another guy would be an option No not this time I rather sip some coffee Read a nice book along with my drink Than degrade myself for yo

-=[recipe For Love]=-
-=[Recipe For Love]=- Never sleep on an angry word. Never make the other feel absurd. Always believe in each other's dreams. Keep communication flowing like a stream. Speak to each other with a tender heart. Remember each day how you felt at the start. Treat each other with kindness and respect. Love grows only with care not neglect. Never forget a special day. Never miss a chance to say, All the good things that you feel, A loving kiss can always heal. Desire should make you swoon, Each and everyday should be a honeymoon. Nothing can ever be more important than your lover. Never give a passionate thought to any other. To make love last for all eternity, The "ME" must become "WE". When your heart is full of affection, Love will always know the right direction.

Will I Reconginze That Stranger! ! !
When that stranger comes into my life. Comes knocking on my door..Will I reconginze them? Will I realize that this person is the person I should be with? HOW? How do I reconginze this person? I have beat my head against the wall numerous times trying to figure out the answer to this question. Yes I am hopeless. Some may even say pathetic. Go ahead and call me that...I call myself that. I am a hopeless romantic, I guess. I believe in these ideals that probably don't even exist in the real world. I get these ideas from watching T.V and listening to too many sad sappy love songs. YES..just ask me I know alot of the sappy love songs..I might even make you a *special CD*...(ha ha). Seriously though,like the poem I have in my stash by Robert Frost...Life is full of paths to choose. So which ones do you choose? How do you know which one to choose? ARRRRR My problem is I dive into relationships cause thats where I want to be. I want to be a couple...not a single person. Currently at this t

Friends....hmmm...or Not
Doesn't it just suck when you always have to be the one to initiate contact with your friends? I have several friends like that. Or are they just not even my friends and ignoring me? I know that I am guilty of it too, but not really with those who I talk to often. I'm officially on strike as of now. If you want to talk to me, you know where to find me. Not meant to be bitchy or anything, just a sucky reality. Sorry for venting, if this rubs ya the wrong way then move on to the next blog, lol.

Meth Monster
HERE IS SOMETHING THAT MY FRIEND WROTE...READ IT AND COMMENT HE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK... meth monster this is not a chain letter i Lee Johnson wrote this i am sending it to all my friends i would like to hear your comments and then please send it to yours and i would like to hear their comments as well here is my blog url http://blog.myspace.com/155074690 this is a story that has to be told about a thing called a soul and to whom mine was sold its about the meth monster oh yea it is real your future and your life it will surely kill how it all started i dont remember when or where but it ends at midnight when they strap me to that chair the story starts one day when i was home smoking weed a good friend stopped by and offered me some speed it was pretty good i was climbing up the walls next thing i knew it had me by the balls started with a little then it got more and more next thing i knew i was passed out on the floor i stuck the needle in and i p

~ When You Think Of Liberty Think Of Me ~
When You Think of Liberty Think of Me When you honor the red, white, and blue When you celebrate our nation's liberty Think of the one who's been beside you in spirit, in heart, in body... No being could be as loyal as me, for I am your best friend, your partner... your family When our nation was young I was the runner, carrying messages in a war that would leave us undone where brother fought beside brother. And, alone in the face of terror I moved through enemy lines, as families fought one another, my mission foremost in my mind. I was the one waiting for you even though I sensed you would not be coming home I languished on our wooden porch growing thinner, until the war was over and my days on earth were done. I was in the trenches, fields, and meadows accompanying you into foreign lands. With you in the jungles and swamps and at your heels on hot, dusty roads or on blistering, desert sands. I have been first in the line of fi

2010 Vancouver Olympics - Q&a
I love Canada and I love Canadians. Never has one country produced such a large amount of intellectual smartasses. Of course, Canada is a nation that values brains over bombs. Enjoy this list of questions sent to a Vancouver newspaper from all over the world and the reporter's hysterical answers. 2010 Olympics Now that Vancouver has won the chance to host the 2010 Winter Olympics, these are some questions people the world over are asking! Q: I have never seen it warm on Canadian TV, so how do the plants grow? (England ) A. We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around and watch them die. Q: Will I be able to see Polar Bears in the street? (USA ) A: Depends on how much you've been drinking. Q: I want to walk from Vancouver to Toronto -can I follow the Railroad tracks? (Sweden ) A: Sure, it's only Four thousand miles, take lots of water. Q: Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Canada ? (Sweden ) A: So it's true what they say about Swedes.

"could U Be"
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken hearts

I Went Into The Military 15 Years Ago To Defend This Country
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Subject: THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citiz

Ramblings Of A Lone Wolf
I cannot win lately.Between the Damn cat,thee Dog an Insorboardinated teenages,I cannot sleep.Not even on a 100mg.Trazadone.When I do sleep,everything functions around CherryTap + the Covenant.I'm Addicted to this Place,that is for sure.I have been Addicted to many things through out the ages it seems.But first lets address the situation of the purpose of this perticular blog.After many months of haveing the most fucked up computer in the house.It is finally running at 100 % .I know longer get booted for trying to excess extensive profiles.Now my problem is the error messages that constantly appear if I rate things to fast.Or I'll be in the middle of rateing stuff an I must log back in.This even accured when CherryTap was my home page.I cannot rate more than 20 things of 1 friend without being asked to logg out an log back in.When I first arrived here,when it was the LostCherry I was labeled a staulker by BabyJesus.I could not rate anyone past 5 pictures.There was some sort of Covenant

3 Roses (don't Kill The Messenger...i Just Post Them!!)
Subject: 3 Roses A very sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wants her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were loose & flapping. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret & the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found 3 roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the Dr. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality & that the 1st rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." "The 2nd rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery & empathized because she had the same procedure done some time ago." "And what about the 3rd rose?" she asked. "Oh, that rose is from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears."

"tear Away" Drowning Pool
"Tear Away" I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone

Blind Faith
Im sitting here thinking about all the things we were taught as children about blind faith. We were taught that we need to have faith in God, Jesus, and the holy spirit. Were taught to have faith in our parents, and believe everything they teach us is correct, and the truth. Were taught that our teachers are teaching us what we need to know to get us through life.Then as we grow older we see things in a different perspective. I still have faith in God, Jesus, and the holy spirit. I still believe that what my parents taught me when i was growing up was the truth. And I still belive that we were being taught the things we needed to know by our teachers as we were growing up. But now that ive grown even older, ive learned that there are a lot more things we need to have blind faith in. Our relationships, our childrens well being, and our need for more knowledge. Our relationships for example, I come to CherryTap, and MySpsace to make friends, hopefully ones that I will be able to talk to

10 More People Need For The Contest
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast. That’s right the least number of comments

The 1st Ct Blog Of The Bratprince
SO!!! What to write, what to write???? Well, firstly, if you dont know me yet, I'm The BratPrince, and I host the insanely popular and cool show on WorldRockRadio.com known as The Leathür Lair. I'm on air every friday night at 11:00 PM CST, and I'll sneak in the occasional fill-in show, usually without warning. What else..... Well, after MUCH coaxing, I finally caved and got a CT account. And here I be. I've been known for some damn clever blogs on my myspace account. Im sure I'll have a few of those to post here as time goes on a bit. But for now, I think an introduction works, dont you? So... I suppose, for those of you who do not yet know me, ask me something. Who knows? I might just answer you....

Family Growing! Join Us!
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you.You can be most assured we will......So step on over to the newest and growing to be the largest families on Cherrytap.......Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Emanon, Bludragan, Gothic Rose,Rebel Bitch and Los

Country Style
A city slicker shoots a duck out in the country. As he’s retrieving it, a farmer walks up and stops him, claiming that since the duck is on his farm, it technically belongs to him. After minutes of arguing, the farmer proposes they settle the matter "country style." "What’s country style?" asks the city boy. "Out here in the country," the farmer says, "when two fellers have a dispute, one feller kicks the other one in the balls as hard as he can. Then that feller, why, he kicks the first one as hard as he can. And so forth. Last man standin’ wins the dispute." Warily the city boy agrees and prepares himself. The farmer hauls off and kicks him in the groin with all his might. The city boy falls to the ground in the most intense pain he’s ever felt, crying like a baby and coughing up blood. Finally he staggers to his feet and says, "All right, n-now it’s–it’s m-my turn." The farmer grins. "Aw, hell, you win. Keep the duck."

The Talking Animals
While out walking one day, a young boy met a redneck riding along with a dog and sheep and began a conversation. "Hey, cool dog you got there. Mind if I speak to him?" asked the boy. "Stupid kid," said the redneck. "Dogs don’t talk." The little boy ignored the redneck and talked to the dog anyway. "Hey dog, how’s it going?" "Doin’ all right," replied the dog to the redneck’s amazement. "Is this guy your owner?" asked the boy. "Yep," replied the dog. "How does he treat you?" asked the boy. "Real good. He walks me twice a day, feeds me great food, and takes me to the lake once a week to play." With that, the boy asked if he could talk to the redneck’s horse. "Stupid kid, horses don’t talk," replied the redneck. The little boy ignored the redneck and talked to the horse, anyway. "Hey horse, how’s it going?" "Cool," replied the horse. "Is this your owner?" asked the boy pointing to the redneck. "Yep." "How’s he treat you?" asked t

Strange Weather
Ok, so the world is warming up. I could enjoy that if it just means warmer weather when you get tired of the cold. But does the weather really have to choose now to start acting so wierd? I mean, it's not even spring yet. This all hit me the other day when I was driving my bike peacefully on a back country road, enjoying the cold crisp air, and just thinking that it was nice to be able to do that in February, when all of a sudden I saw a horrible, devastating, vision before me. BUGS! That's right. The bugs have hatched and are comitting suicide on the windows of cars, trucks, and teeth of motorcycle drivers. So what?you would ask? you who are sitting serenly(spelling?) on your computer chair, stareing into the monitor and maybe watching the snow pile up outside. And your right of course. So what. Well when summer comes around and you go out to stretch yourselves on the lawn chair with your lynchburg lemonade. Just remember that the bugs started to propagate a lot earlier this

Die Another Day
Watch me sitting in the window Dreaming how to fly away With an endless life waiting to go An angry life waiting to go astray Am I someone who hides behind his strife A dreamer with no visions at all A man living in solitude and strife A man hearing voices before they fall Die another day is all I have to say Die another day for I have a reason to stay Hunger and seemingly relentless pain Could it be my mind is truly parylized Could it be that I live my life in vain Would it be safe to say that I have been victomized Watch me sitting in the window Pondering about the hidden truth The hidden sighs I have been lead to follow The hideous provisions of my youth Die another day I'm safe to say Die another day I've all the time to pray

Slaughter That Bitch, Remove Her Head
(this is intended as lyrics) Can you taste the flesh as you bite into it, does it taste so fresh, are you loving every bite of it, lick at it’s skin, soak it with your spit, can you poke your fingers in it, or is it not rotting yet (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, remove her head (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, eat her dead can you taste the blood so sweet and fresh, can you taste the love underneath her every last breath (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, remove her head (click, click, boom) slaughter that bitch, eat her dead

Check Your Status!
On my main profile page you will find a waiting list. Please check this list often to see where you are on the list. If I am waiting on information from you then you are placed on the pending list. If you are on the pending list for 7 days with no response to the information requests, then you will be removed from the list all together and you will have to resubmit the request. I hate doing this, so please be sure to respond to my pm's so we can make your customized graphic. My goal is to make people smile when they see their name on a graphic that I made for them. My goal is not to skip or miss requests, so let's help me make you happy =) Eddie

Wishing Into The Photographs Of Yesterday
Whisper into the hearts of this, on the route to highway 666, cherish the moment of his kiss, symbolize all that’s bliss, and carry on when you’re stoned, you were wishing into the photographs of yesterday, initializing what trust can pay, you were wishing into the photographs of yesterday, cannibalizing with the love that was strange, sing aloud for the pain, break up your power over the strain, compromise all that remain, and cherish the moment that was conceded into vain, and pay the price of ecstasy, you were wishing into the photographs of yesterday, initializing what trust can pay, you were wishing into the photographs of yesterday, cannibalizing with the love that was strange.

Having My Own Little Contest
ok guys heres the deal. ANYONE WHO VOTES FOR ME IN THE CONTEST I AM IN GETS PRIZES!! Heres How it goes. 1-10 Comments=I will rate all the pics in your largest folder. 10-20 Comments= I will rate ALL your pics 20-30 Comments= A gift from the love and friendship Section 30-50 Comments= A gift from the Party Time Section 50-70 Comments= A gift from the Spicy Section 70-100 Comments= A Stationary Custom Pic Done By ME!!!! 100-150 Comments= A custom morph 150-200 Comments= A custom gif(moving pic) 200-250 Comments= A three way morph (a pic that morphs from one pic into another then into a 3rd pic) 250+ Comments = A morph into an animated picture AND 3 gifts picked at random from the presents section You have to tell me when you Start voting and when you have finished with a final number of votes. and I will double check folks so please don't try and screw me on this one. SOOOOOOOOOO click on the pic and start voting!!!!!!!!!!!

"when I Look At You" 11/14/02
When I look at you I feel like you're too good for me When I look at you I feel lucky to have you as my friend When I look at you All my problems go away It's like nothing else matters When I look at you I feel weak When I look at you I'm stunned by your beauty When I look at you I'm amazed by who you are When I look at you I fall in love

Joke For St. Patrick's Day
With St. Patrick's Day approaching it seems fitting to share an Irish pub joke. The stereotype is that the Irish are big drinkers, and in fact, they may be, but not all of them are, I'm quite sure of that. But nonetheless, this is my way of sharing the occassion of celebrating St. Paddy's Day. So I hope you like the joke and take it all with the good spirit that it is meant to be shared in. Two men were sitting next to each other at a bar. After a while, one guy looks at the other and says, "I can't help but think, from listening to you, that you're from Ireland " The other guy responds proudly, "Yes, that I am" The first guy says, "So am I And where about from Ireland might you be?" The other guy answers, "I'm from Dublin , I am." The first guy responds, and so am I! "Sure and begora. And what street did you live on in Dublin ?" The other guy says, "A lovely little area it was, I lived on McCleary Street in the old central part of town." The first

Your Speed Is
Your Speed Is. Perhaps you know what I’m speaking about? It is the little white speed/radar box that "the Man" puts by the side of the road to raise awareness with motorists to control their speed. Remember, the life you save may be your own." I hate these little roadside public service announcement’s. Let me tell you why. I call it the HUBS factor. HUBS stands for Head Up Butt Syndrome and I think you’ll agree most people in traffic are acute sufferers. Here is what happens to a HUBS sufferer when they see the Speed Awareness Device (SAD). They are doing 55 in a 50. The display reads 55 and they think, "that cant be right." So they remove their lead foot from the gas and check their speed. By now the car has decelerated due to the driver withdrawing their foot from the accelerator and the dial on the dash now reads 50, the speed they thought they were going. HAH! So they look back at the SAD to see that it now reads 48, due largely to the fact that they have not reapplied their

Second Commercial
INT. -- APARTMENT -- LIVING ROOM -- NIGHT A 20 something, ATTRACTIVE, WOMAN is DRESSED UP for a night out. She sits, COMPLACENT, on the COUCH watching a MOVIE. She GLANCES at the CLOCK on the WALL. It READS 07:15PM. There are FLOWERS and a CARD sitting DILIGENTLY on the COFFEE TABLE. She picks up her CELL PHONE and sends a TEXT. Her ATTENTION returns to the MOVIE. Her PURSE is LOYALLY at her SIDE, and COAT in hand. CUT TO: INT. -- APARTMENT -- BEDROOM -- MIDNIGHT The WOMEN walks OUT of the DOOR to the BATHROOM, BRUSHING her TEETH, and TOWEL WRAPPED around her HEAD. She is now in her PAJAMAS, as she WALKS over and SITS on her BED. She picks up her CELL PHONE to CHECK for MISSED CALLS. She SIGHS, noticing no calls and the time, 12:00PM. INT.--APARTMENT -- LIVING ROOM -- CONTINUOUS She walks over and picks up the REMOTE and TURNS OFF the TV, puts the REMOTE on the ARM of the COUCH. She PROCEEDS to the COFFEE TABLE and GRABS the FLOWERS an

Just A Rant.
I am going to copy and paste something that I wrote earlier today in response to someone who had to let me know that it was ok to just be me. Aren't I always being me? I thought I was!!! But, it got me thinking that although I am always me as a whole .... I like most of you, have many layers some of which are shared, some of which are hidden from even myself. Some of them I already knew of and some of them I discovered during the 2 hours it took me to write this. After turning off all forms of communication I began to type. Unlike my earlier blogs this one did not just pour from my fingertips ...each word coming in quick succession of the one typed previous to it giving no real thought to the subjects that happened to spill their way into my little piece of the net. This one that in fact was NOT intended for this blog , is different. This one reached its icey hands deep into my soul and slowly began to squeeze until who I am at my core was tested and then released. It was

Daddy's Gonna Eat My Finger Lmao!!!
DADDY'S GONNA EAT YOUR FINGERS ... (This one is worth passing on.) This one is for everyone who... a) has kids, b) had kids, c) was a kid, d) knows a kid, e) is going to have kids. I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers," pretending to eat them. Went back to packing, looked up again and my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

Im Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Dirty Roomates - Counter Strike -
This is a real story. If you play counter-strike you will love it. Its still funny if you don't. One of my roomates is hella dirty.. well actually they are all dirty and i clean up after them// but one guys room is Particularly dirty.. and its so filthy that when he opens the door it smells up the entire house.. so this was the first time he left it open and went somewhere i guess.. my other roomates were at home.. i grabbed 2 big cans of aerosol sprays and screamed "Fire in the hole!" and ran into his room.. I sprayed the entire contents of both cans.. By this time my other roomates had come down to his room cuz they were wondering wahts going on.. It was all smokey cuz of the sprays and I walked out slowly, both empty cans in my hands and as the smoke cleared a little, i said "Counter-Terrorists win"

Heavenly Father
As I over look the hill side for the old rugged cross. I fall to the hard ground beneath me with the tears flowing down my check. I look up to the sky for the heavenly father. As I wonder, father can you hear me! Can you hear my fragile voice. I need your prayer, I need your hand. Oh, father please come to me, as I am in despair. I have nothing left in me to go on. I am reaching for hand..... Please heavenly father I need you more then anything. My heart cries, my eyes are sore, I am bleeding from the inside to the outside. I aSo heavenly father I am so sorry please forgive me.m asking for your forgivness, your mercy, I have searched beyond the hills and mountains but I know that I haven't looked inside of me. You are my light of my life but I keeped you in the dark. So heavenly father I am so sorry please forgive me.

A Prayer Request
If you've any faith at all .. even if you dont .. whatever your religon . whatever your beliefs .. If you could find it in your heart to plase say a Prayer .. or just keep my mother ( her name is Grace) in your thoughts tomorrow . she's going in for surgery tomorrow early afternoon .and im nto able to get back home to be there for her . she's by far one of my best friends in the world and I have to admit .. I'm worried . So please my friends . Past Present and Future . please keep her in your thoughts and prayers .. Thank you Xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Snippets 9: Autoerotic Asnippication.
Read from the bottom ->T-Ro: "Mr. Steffen, we noticed she'd suffered some anal trauma..." T-Ro: hahahahaha i know, right? ->T-Ro: I would. >> ->T-Ro: HAHAHAHAHAAHA T-Ro: i wonder if he kept going until he got off... ->T-Ro: Dumbass, you don't strangle em, you cut off the blood flow. SIDE of the neck, not the FRONT. T-Ro: hahahaha T-Ro: but it was an accident! T-Ro: omg!!!! ->T-Ro: HAHAHAHAHA! Dude is getting charge with first degree murder for choking his girlfriend to death during sex by accident. XD

Stitch Me - Lyrics
My face fell when you said those words And pinwheels hit my eyes My lips were shattered on the floor Get the needle sterilized Sew me back together After ripping me apart Piece me back and stitch me up A doll without a heart I can't blink with this starshot in my eye My patchwork poker face is done I don't have to hear you anymore It doesn't mean you won Sew me back together After ripping me apart Piece me back and stitch me up A doll without a heart Take my hand Take my mouth Take my eyes, my eyes, my eyes Take me Sew me back together After ripping me apart Piece me back and stitch me up A doll without a heart

My Boyfriends First Contest
I need help I talked my man to enter his first contest. Even though my first one was a bust. Please help me get him the lead Hugs Kyttiekat The contest will END NEXT TUESDAY, MARCH 13, 2007 at 12:00pm NOON, Eastern Time. 3lias

Blood Again
There's blood on my face again My teeth are on the floor But my hand is rearing back I'm not your whipping whore There's blood on my fist again And your throat is in my hand Back in your corner, bitch Is that so hard to understand? There's blood on my boots again And I'll never get it out You turned me into this Don't you know what it's about? There's blood in my eyes again In the place of tears You know what you took from me She should have aged two years There's blood in my bed again And this time's the last Because it's yours, you sick bastard So you better pray fast There's blood in my head again There's a calm in my chest She said she forgives you And now she can rest There's blood in my veins again Instead of this hate There's blood on my face again But it's already too late ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

'dirty Car Art' Stash Update !!
Evening all lol I've done a great stash !! A very clever guy has created some great art on the windows of dirty cars !!! Stop by and check them out at the pic section of my stash and show lotsa luv ! Have fun Lin xx

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you ever feel like your in place were no matter what you do you just cant seem to get by. that is where im at or whatever im feeling atm. but hey its not like i can stop time or make the world start turning in the opposite direction(everyone would die or become really sick, not what i was wanting). It seems i always do something to drive a guy away. I dont know what it is but when i find one that sticks around they end up either taken from me or a complete asshole. I know it sounds like this blog is just pitty party for me but I have a lot things that i would like to get out and it seems this is the best way. Sorry for those who wanted this upbeat, come back when my son is around or when im writing about him. seems its the only thing or person who can cheer me out whatever bad mood im in. I dont want to go back to the woman known as "Ber" but in a way i think I am going to have to. She was cruel and had no feelings about anything. Just doesnt seem fair to anyone who might com

Katezilla 2: The Revenge
Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I can handle spicy. Katezilla says: I like spicy food ^.^ Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I have a gumbo recipe you'll love then. Katezilla says: Gumbo Katezilla says: You're so... Katezilla says: American Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: S'what it's called! Katezilla says: Gumbo.. Katezilla says: Christ Katezilla says: Sorry. Katezilla says: Continue. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Do you call sushi "corn"?! Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: No, you call it sushi, cause it's sushi! Katezilla says: I don't think I have ever Katezilla says: In my lifetime Katezilla says: In Canada Katezilla says: Seen gumbo offered anywhere or made in anyone's home Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Well, it -is- cajun... Katezilla says: It's just like, people say gumbo, and we laugh Katezilla says: "Gumbo" Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: And y'all don't have cajuns there... Katezilla says: "Like, rubber boots" Katezilla says: "No, it's food. Lik

I Am A..
You Are A Chestnut Tree You are a born diplomat with a well developed sense of justice. And even though you're impressive and intimidating, you're also fun to be around. You can be irritated easily, and you sometimes act superior. Nevertheless, you are sensitive of others feelings and very loyal. Sometimes you feel misunderstood and are fiercely close to those who know you best.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Yayyy Presents !!!
Well I went to my Po box and found well someone else's mail ...but within all that mail I found I had a notice about having a Parcel .. Yayyy Presents !!! .. and holy heck .. what a BOX .. was pretty good sized .. Humm What could be in there .. Well My Friend Rich ( whom many of you know) Sent me a Very cool keyboard .. ..( Ill post a pic at the bottom) .. Itsneat . its fully Clear . .and the Cap locks Num lock and scroll lock liteup Bright blue .. Thanks Rich .. was very sweet of you to send that to me Xoxoxoxox And here it is .. Isnt it Cool ??

The Very Thought Of You....
The Very Thought of You…. And I forget to do, the little ordinary things That everyone ought to do. I’m living in a kind of daydream I’m happy as a Queen and foolish though it may seen, To me, that’s everything. The mere Idea of you, the longing here for you You’ll never know, how slow the moments go, ‘Til I’m near you, I see your face in ever flower Your eyes in stars above, It’s just the thought of you, The Very Thought of You, MY LOVE……. AND THERE WAS NO MORE...

How To Treat A Woman
How to treat a woman... Wine her Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV. (I got this from Jimbo) passing along, lol

U2-if You Wear That Velvet Dress
Tonight the moon is playing tricks again I'm feeling sea sick again The whole world could just dissolve Into a glass of water I've been good 'cause I know you don't want me to Do you really want me to be blue as you It's her daylight that gets me through We've been here before Last time you scratched at my door The moon was naked and cold I was like a two year old Who just wanted more If you wear that velvet dress If you wear that velvet dress Tonight the moon has drawn its curtains It's a private show No one else going to know I'm wanting Sunlight, sunlight fills my room It's sharp and it's clear But nothing at all like the moon It's okay, the struggle for things not to say I never listened to you anyway And I got my own hands to pray But if you wear that velvet dress But if you wear that velvet dress Tonight the moon is a mirrorball Light flickers from across the hall Who'll catch the star when it falls If you wear that velvet dress ---

What Woman Want In A Man?
What woman want in a Man? [ Well with age things change and same do these preferences ] What Women Want in a Man, Original List (age 22) 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer things 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover ============ ========= ========= ======== What Women Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32) 1. Nice looking (prefer hair on his head) 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week ============ ========= ========= ======== What Women Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42) 1. Not too ugly (bald head OK) 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3. Works

Could I Have Two Of Your Clicks Tonight?
That's all I request... Please click on the image below (one click) and rate it! (second click). If you want to do more, feel free! I am home for the rest of the night, so I will be able to return the love! Reposting this would be a lovely gesture ;) I am curious as to how many rates/comments I can get on it... I hope you are having a wonderful night, feel free to message me if you would like!

Sometimes Love Is
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"... BY Lips Of An Angel

One Song Closer To You
Alone backstage wishing the tour was through knowing each town brings me closer to you kills me being so far away missing you more and more every day Ever crowd gets me one more city closer to you Every stage means this tour is almost through Every song that I sing means that I am one song closer one sone closer one song closer to you Got cheered in Austin they sang along in Cheyene I felt like I touched every fan But there's one thing missing and all that pulls me through is knowin each song that I sing brings me one song closer one song closer one song closer to you (Guitar solo) So hang on baby I'll get through tonight then those bus wheels rolling will make things alright I'll keep on smiling when the night is through cause Baby I will be one song closer one sng closer one song closer closer to you woah ooooo ooooooo ooooooh one song yeah one song oh baby one song closer to you Girl my trip is almos

Bitter
convince me i'm all right... say the right words to make everything fall in place. and when you're done lying, i'll start destroying myself... little by little... i never thought self-deprecating values could sting so close to the heart. it makes me wonder if i ever wanted peace to begin with... something to ponder. and there are still so many things to understand... too many worlds to live in... too many people to be... and i wonder if you ever noticed that my heart was still open, that i still grappled for a little piece of you to carry with me. how could i have ever wanted to hold on when everything in my body said to run as far away as i could when i had the chance? i knew i should have just stayed cold... the thaw is too much work.

Saying Grace At A Restaurant
Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the woman whose remark had started this w

Jesus Christ Superstar - Act 17 - Trial Before Pilate / 39 Lashes / Crucify Him
Okay, King Herod sends Jesus back to Pilate, and they have already beaten Jesus, unfortunately for Pilate and now the people have completely turned against him and are demanding that Pilate kill Jesus. Crucify him because the Priests have no law to put a man to death and they need Jesus dead. Pilate tries very hard to dissuade the crowd, telling them he needs a crime, he sees no reason, this man is not a threat, but they are insane now and afraid of being killed by the Romans for standing behind Jesus, so they insist he crucifies him. So, instead he tells them he will flog him. Floggnis is 40 lashes with a whip and 40 lashes kills a person. So he flogs him hoping that the violence will calm the people down and make them change their minds, but they don't stop, even at 39 lashes. Also! PILATE IS SO AMAZING ISN'T HE?

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
so i'm a big supporter of almost any group that has a chick as the main singer I LOVE Kittie and evanescense(sp?) and otep and all kinds of bands lol so enter Flyleaf who are a really cool band and you should check them out this is I'm So sick; I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break, break I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Hear it, I'm screaming it You're heeding to it now Hear it, I'm screaming it You tremble at this sound You sink into my clothes This invasion makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, infected with Where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, se

Help Me Out Please
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The Perfect Cumbaks To The Worst Pick-ups...u Can Thank Me Later Ladies!!
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

What Element Is Your Love
Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly What Element Is Your Love?

So Over Done!
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY EXCEPT IM IN A DARK PLACE RIGHT NOW......THINGS DONT ALWAYS WORK OUT THE WAY WE PLAN OR THINK THEY WILL ...YOU CAN ONLY BELIVE WHAT YOU WANT THEN IT IS UP TO U TO DECIDE IF ITS TRUE OR FALSE........ONE OF MY FAVIROTE QUOTES IS "life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. know a good thing when you see it, and dont let it slip away. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.....UNTIL NOW I NEVER REALIZED HOW HARD THINGS COULD BE ALL I CAN SAY IS DONT BELIVE EVERYTHING U ARE TOLD!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

The Rules
The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday i

Last Phone Call
While reading my latest book, I came upon these sayings. If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting? -Stephen Levine- Talk to your frineds and family memebers as if it's the last time you ever will.

I Wish You Knew
I wish you knew how much I love you, I wish you knew how you make me feel. You're always on my mind, I think about you all of the time. I love your wonderful smile, I love you beautiful eyes, But I hate that we don't talk no more And the way you act like I'm not alive. I can't get over you, I miss all the times we had together, All the memories that we shared, Forever in my heart you will be there. Someday I hope you'll love me, Like I love you now. I hope that someday comes soon, Cause I'm lost without you around.

"this Love" Pantera
This Love If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you Never ending pain, quickly ending life -- [Chorus] You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break You keep this love I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself -- [Chorus] No more head trips

Where Are All The Men In This Place?
Now that I got your attention, fill my profile please with lots of cherries to advance me to the next levels and so on and so forth. Cherries are sweet... I'm sweeter and I will never let you down.

Ok #4
it crashes against the wall shattering , splinters, and slivers flowers like blood red scattered, flattened, dying water clear and flowing showing, cleansing, flowing the mess to clean the picking up of the shards the sweeping of leaves the mopping of the life behind you that vase was special It created design in life the flowers were never everlasting the gift of for now and not forever I want more flowers I want another vase I want a beauquet of flowers I want flowers of difference I want flowers everlasting. by Debra Ex

Slacker
Ive gotten no homework done this week. I am so distracted I cannot focus. I dunno what imma do today...homework perhaps? Right now just streaming some music and thinking about doing something. 5 Crushes now...so fess up who are you hmm?I upped new pics yesterday and they got hardly anylove...so love me? Remember clocks go ahead sun at 2 am!!! Early DST this year. "Beginning in 2007, most of the United States begins Daylight Saving Time at 2:00 a.m. on the second Sunday in March and reverts to standard time on the first Sunday in November. In the U.S., each time zone switches at a different time." xoxoox some INXS

Tonight In World Rock Radio
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I See Her
With each magnificent sunrise ...I see her....As a stream gently flows through the mountains...I see her...I think of my hopes and dreams.....When I see her...When I think what makes me want to be a better man...I see her...I see the most beautiful person in the world...When I see her...When I think of the love God has gave me....I see her...When I think of my true love for life....I see her....I see my angel...Each time I see her.... Love you always M&M

Fuck Men
Ok so The guy I love is getting married and it aint to me. He told me he loved me but can see past the fact I have 2 children with someone else. He has been with his girl for maybe 4 months, told me she reminds him so much of me. So is h marrying her for her or cus she is the closes thing to me he can get right now. So how long is 4 months to wait for someone you say you love and that you say was your true love? So I say, FUCK MEN. I have better things to do with my time.

What European City Do You Belong In?
You Belong in London You belong in London, but you belong in many cities... Hong Kong, San Francisco, Sidney. You fit in almost anywhere. And London is diverse and international enough to satisfy many of your tastes. From curry to Shakespeare, London (almost) has it all! What European City Do You Belong In?

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Angel92%Faerie75%WereWolf58%Demon0%Dragon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Woman In Waiting (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
unseen hands run over my breast bringing my nipples to attention, like hard little berries , i shift my legs restlessly ,and arch my back , ummmm delicious .soft tender fingerstips , pinch and roll my nipples , i feel myself grow wet , my body readying itself for my dream lover , the path down my syomache seems endless , as though a deliberate torture, at last arriving at my mound , my hips tilt making , those devilish fingers run over my clit , " ummm yesss stroke me " moving just the way i love it , the constant trip over my clit down to push into me wet ly back to tease the heart of my desire ,ahhhh knowing me so well , its only moments till im in the throes of extacy , moaning ,muscles tightening , sent hurtiling to free flying heaven ,and crashing to the depths of a firey burning hell . i open my eyes , look down my arms to those talented hands , who knows me better than i know myself ,no one . a woman waiting for love, but a woman still

What Mine Is Mine And Vice Versa
Breakups and divorces can often be messy affairs. But a German man took his impending divorce to extremes – by chainsawing a family house in half, and taking his half away. The man, who is 43 years old, attacked the single storey summer house with his chainsaw after measuring it. The man is reportedly a trained mason, although that probably wasn't much help to him, as the house was made of wood. Once he'd cut it in half, he picked one half up with a forklift truck, and drove it to his brother's house, in the town of Sonneberg. A spokesman for the local police commented: 'The man said he was just taking his due. But I don't think his wife was too pleased.'

Had A Blast Last Nite
DAMN, I HAD SO MUCH FUN. THE BAND WAS AWESOME, MY NEW FRIENDS ARE AWESOME. IT WAS A GIRLS NIGHT OUT FOR OUR FRIEND KIM'S BIRTHDAY BLAST! BOY OH BOY, SHE WAS TRASHED. I LEFT AT 12 OR 1 IN THE MORNING. SHE WAS STILL DRINKING. LOL I HOPE SHE DID NOT LOOSE HER SHOES. LOL I'M A LITTLE HUNG OVER, BUT THAT IS OK. I DESERVED IT! LOL I WAS GOING TO TAKE PICTURES BUT DUMB ASS ME FORGOT THE CAMERA HERE AT HOME. SO DID THE OTHER GIRLS. KIM BROUGHT HERS BUT WE FORGOT TO USE IT. LOL WELL, I HAD BETTER GO AND TRY TO CALL MY SISTER BACK! LOVE YOU ALL! (((((((((HUGS)))))))))

"carpe Diem Baby" Metallica
Carpe Diem Baby Hit dirt Shake tree Split sky Part sea Strip smile Lose cool Bleed the day And break the rule Live win Dare fail Eat the dirt And bite the nail Then make me miss you... Then make me miss you... So wash your face away with dirt It don't feel good until it hurts So take this world and shake it Come squeeze and suck the day Come carpe diem, baby Draw Lead Piss wine Sink teeth All mine Stoke fire Break neck Suffer through this Cheat on death Hug the curve Lose the time Tear the map And shoot the sign Then make me miss you... Then make me miss you... So wash your face away with dirt It don't feel good until it hurts So take this world and shake it Come squeeze and suck the day Come carpe diem, baby Yeah, Suck it! [Solo] Live win Dare fail Eat dirt Bite the nail Strip smile Lose cool Bleed the day And break the rule Hug the curve Lose the time Tear the map And shoot the sign Then make me miss y

3-11-07 Thoughts
what i don't know how many more times i can try to give how many more times my heart will break why i try so hard what makes me tick why i can't find anybody whats wrong with me and right with others why some guys get all the girls how that guy can write the song "i got a new girlfriend" when i can't even find one if going to the bar will find me a woman why sex is overrated if porn will always be the only way to bust a nut if i will have any kids why women don't care about the good guy why women kill themselves over the bad guy why money brings happiness to some and not others why my mom wants to know where I am all the time and my friends are always too busy to say hello where i will find myself if i will ever find myself how many more times i have to give out my phone number why people say they are going to quit something and ask me for advice..and never even do it when spring will really start temperature wise how ma

Omg
I am totally stoked... my uncle just called and told me that he just got our tickets for the Brickyard 400 this year... We're going to be sitting on the straight-way by the first turn. I am so amped up about this. and I can't wait.

Finally Home
Well, I am back home. Thankfully. Man I was tired. Busy freaking weekend. Crazy Crazy drama.... To begin with, Steven, YET AGAIN, professed his love to me... and was telling me he wanted to have sex with me... Man, WTF is going on with men?!?! Is there a full moon? I can count like, oh 10 guys who want me right now... *sigh* weirdos... and sadly, quite a few who think they love me!! Well, steven has known me since 4th grade....we "dated" in 5th grade... been friends off and on since... he is like best friends w/ my brother. SO, i dunno... He's a sweetheart, but a little weird.... Other than that, we had a blast... I got some cool hanging out time in w/ Tiff and Daniel. Pierced my Labret, dyed my hair red... i went from prep to punk over night *lol* tis funny... the pictures dont do the color justice... where my blonde highlights were it's like BRIGHT fire engine red.... other parts are darker... but it'sa gorgeous color... strange for hair though *lol* Other than that... I want

Needle
cross my heart and hope to die behind my back you will try to stick the needle of pain and keep me blind once again but I can see your every move the eye of sadness will watch in turn and keep me from losing my mind when the things you do are so unkind it will keep an eye on evil things in my soul the bells will ring and warn me to leave this place lies and sadness will erase all thats left is an empty soul when the things behind my back take their toll

Tzimisce
If Clan Lasombra is the heart of the Sabbat, Clan Tzimisce is the soul. Even other vampires grow uneasy around these eerie Kindred, and the clan's nickname of "Fiends" vas given to it in nights past by horrified Kindred of other lines. The Tzimisce's signature Discipline of Vicissitude is the subject of particular dread; tales speak of crippling disfigurements inflicted on a vhim, of ghastly "experiments" and tortures refined beyond human or vampiric - comprehensIon or endurance. This fearsome reputation often seems unvarranted at first. Many Tzimitsce are reserved and perspicacsious beings, a far cry from the howling war packs that compose much of the Sabbat. Most Tzimisce appear to be rational creatures, formidable intelligent, possessed of an inquisitive and scientific bent, and unstmtingly gracious to guests Kindred who treat wlth the Tzimisce, though, realize that the Fiends' human traits are the merest veneer over something. . .else. For millennia the Fiends have explored and

Help!!!
ok im going to try this one more time i see my real friends are on right now my best friend rosemary is in a contest i was wondering if you would please show her the love you have shown me by commenting, mssg bombing and rating her pic thank you very much me and her really appreciate it. andrea

If We Had Sex.....
If We Had Sex.... GAME EVERYONE CAN COPY AND PASTE THIS TO WHO EVER THEY PLEASE..... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow?

My Birthday Week Is Going To Rule
Just got my birthday week lined up: April 22nd (my b-day) Type O Negative @ Anaheim HOB April 23rd Iggy and The Stooges @ The Wiltern April 25th Dio w/Sabbath with Megadeth opening @ The Forum I hope I can survive that week. Much boozin' will be going on.

Nsa... Project Echelon
This following paragraphs and pages I have posted with permission of my previously mentioned co-conspirator Pat Poole. As stated before... this is not real-time data... simply a historical overview of the formation, structure and capabilities of the National Security Agency and the National Reconassance Office (herefore the NSA and NRO respectivly)as of early 2001. Executive Summary... In the greatest surveillance effort ever established, the US National Security Agency (NSA) has created a global spy system, codename ECHELON, which captures and analyzes virtually every phone call, fax, email and telex message sent anywhere in the world. ECHELON is controlled by the NSA and is operated in conjunction with the Government Communications Head Quarters (GCHQ) of England, the Communications Security Establishment (CSE) of Canada, the Australian Defense Security Directorate (DSD), and the General Communications Security Bureau (GCSB) of New Zealand. These organizations are b

Tomorrow
One of my closest friends leaves first thing tomorrow on deployment to Afghanistan. I'm worried, a bit sad, and wondering what I'm gonna do with all the silence. He usually calls me a few times a day... I'll be keeping him and several of my other friends in my thoughts. I wonder who's gonna drag me into trouble now?

Motherhood
I think motherhood is the most awesome thing to do. I was told by my doctor that i couldn't have children. But to my surprise 21 months ago gave birth to a beautiful baby girl who I named Paige Louise Stirmey. Se in my eyes is the most beautiful little girl on the face of the planet. I would like to have more babies but i'm not to sure about it. Its amazing to see that first thing in the morning smile and the big hugs you get when they are in love me mode. The small kisses and the babbling are really cute. When they are trouble and they give you that look that melts your heart is unbelieveable. the bond between mother and child should never be broken and nothing should stand in their way. I love being a mummy and I always will. xxamyxx

Boredom
what is boredom exactly, is it sitting around the net all night posting new stuff and seeing how many friends you can get when the hole time you can be out living life and enjoying what it has to offer( i think so) I hate boredom, cause i am that type of person that does exactly that, earlier tonight i realized this is the fucking net,not my life and what am i doing on here so damn much, example of my reason of thinking now.... k there is someone on here that i like alot thas not a secret, unfortunatly she lives like on the other side of the country.. tonight me and my buddies went out riding our bikes like we have been doing. 10 -15 mile bike rides rock we ususally stop by the store for drinks and snacks to replenish any lost energy...well tonight we stopped by a store like literaly across the street from my house and we are checking out i check out first and the cashier is just staring at me... i dont think any thing of it until my friend starts to check out and i realize she isn

No Morning Work
I assumed i would get a call to come in to work early this morning. I got no call. For now i guess that's ok since i have nothing to do today anyway besides going to work, scraping together money for a bill and contacting a friend. Pretty soon i must get started on these things.

"all My Life"
It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you wrong was I, thinking I'm in control believing I'd never fall All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold a heart hardened by the past protected by shields so vast Slowly I was falling without even knowing only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny so I wake up to reality I lied when I said I didn't love you that my feelings for you are through I lied not because I wanted to but because I love you and I still do I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go I can't hold on much longer because for us there's no forever. I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love u alwayz!!

Tonight Tonight Tonight!!!!!
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To The Lost One
never knew there was love until it was too late... but it had to be for the better, right? what a pair we were, you and I. I will never forget those late late nights, my memories of you are held close and tight, they are precious and dear, and I hold them here, if there were to ever come a time... i can not reserve for you... but if there was to come a time... well, i still love you too. and the song vermillion pt. 2 is for you.

This Will Never Change Sc Girl
My Wish - Rascal Flatts I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but you never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Do You Feel After...
The following is extremely sexual in nature and if you are sensitive to that. please continue to read. lmao! A night with Timmy It was a cool night through the sky. Warm air surrounds us in the park. We are always talking about being together but it never quite came true. All fear we have is put to side as we lay on this soft blanket. You look into my eyes and get lost. You can't help but to think you have me and only me. You wonder what you've been doing without me for so long. It doesn't matter cause you are here with me now. I come up to your face and stare at your lips. The impending sense of my warm wet lips pressed against yours makes you tremble. You don't feel nothing but the slide of my bottom lip come against your top lip. Yours eyes close and my left hand slide under your hair to graze your ear. Its soft and needed, you want to stop before we get caught. Your fear slips away as I hold you closer to me.. You realize my hand is against your sides. Y

New Here
Sorry if i don't get back to ya'll sooner i'm still trying to figure this site out,but i already got 4 fans!. I do flirt alot,but if i think you're the sexiest girl and i have a crush on you believe me i'll let ya know,so any girl that once to message me go ahead. On to sports..... My Pittsburgh Penguins are great i've been a fan since 1992,I'm tired of the media referring to Sidney Crosby as the best player in the world ummmm i don't think so you got Lemieux,Howe,Bourque,Gretzky,and my favorite player ever Jaromir Jagr. Best player this season yes,but best player ever not even close. My Pittsburgh Steelers will be terrible without Porter defensive wise Michael Waltrip is having ANOTHER bad year! See ya soon

Bleh
well the girls are in bed, and i'm about to head to work.... been a long long day... I feel so bad... both girls are so sick, and i think i'm getting sick too now... totally bites!!! anyways, i wrote a new paper... i'll post it... although it's not finished... this is my rough draft... i still have a closing paragraph to do and some tough up stuff here and there... been working on it all evening.... lemme know what u think.... Robin Cropper English Comp. 2 Mon & Wed Evenings Illegal Immigration: The Impact on Our Tax Dollars “According to the research of Time Magazine more than three million people entered the United States illegally in the year 2004 alone. That is more than 8,000 people a day, and enough to fill 22,000 Boeing 737 airliners, or 66 flights every day for a year. U.S. Boarder Patrol stopped 55,890 other than Mexican aliens (OTMs) from October 2003 to August 2004.” ( Californrepublic. “Illegal Immigration: The U.S. Economy & Homeland Security.” 5/15/06.

My Angel In The Night Even In The Light
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again. I WROTE THIS POEM FOR OUTLAW ANGEL MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SHE SURELY IS AN ANGEL BY FAR I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SISSY I LOBE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU AN BABYGIRL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AN YOUR BROTHER WE LOVE YOU GIRL.

The Poem Of A Battered Woman
I need to feel….. I need to feel the soft stroke of your fingers against my cheek; Not harshness of you fist against my face. I need the warmth of your arms lovingly wrapped around my body; Not the pain of your arms twisting mine. I need to hear your voice tenderly speak the words “I Love You”; Not the hurtful shouts, with words of hate. I need to know your touch in pleasure; Not the feeling of being alone. I need look into your eyes and know the peace; Not the look of disgust that you hold for me. I need to know my heart is safe; Not that has been broken beyond repair. I need a love that is true; Not a love that leaves me battered and bruised. Have you seen of that I seek? © 2007 Phaedra Spencer

Its Whats Inside That Counts
Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: OK... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than sin! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl:

*sigh*
I feel like I am stuck in a perpetual grinder of sorts and it throws me out at the top so I get some airtime and then I land back inside of it and feel like I get ripped to shreds again. But I am working on grabbing the meat hook over my head and pulling me to safety. I'll be alright. I really feel like I am making progress though. Slowly, but surely. I truly think these a.d.d. meds are REALLY REALLY REALLLLLLLY going to help me out alot with this and the whole finding myself and growing up deal. I really think it will be a tremendous step. I can't wait to go see my doctor this wednesday. Then maybe I won't bother people so much and they will enjoy having me around more than I don't have to sit at home all the time anymore. I mean I don't have to now. It is just there is nothing to do here, except hangout with friends. And I tried to tonight with Justin and Tierney but in the end I ended up forgetting my wallet so I had to go home anyway. And the other one needs space so I am trying to

Would You?
Would you? Holla at me even if I wasn’t yours? Ask me for my number if you thought I wouldn’t give it to you? Try and get at me even if my girls were guarding? Let me throw rocks at you because you’re a boi? Would you? Tell I’m beautiful? Call me your Princess? Defend my honor just because? Protect me from me? Pick me over all the other ones? Would you? Call me a hundreds times like you’re crazy? Walk in the house and come to me first? Hug me like it was the first time? Gaze at me seeing your future? Would you? Love me like I deserve? Call me in the middle of the night because you had a dream about me? See me for who I am? Look deep into my eyes and have a conversation with no words? Hold my hand in public? Kiss me on the forehead to show you care? Hold me when I’m sick and take care of me? Would you? Tell me you love me? Give me all your truths? Hide no lies? Cry because you care? Let me see you for you? Would you? Let me love you the way I

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The Winners Are:..
THE WINNERS FOR: THE BEST IRISH DEFAULT PICTURE ON CT CONTEST ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER WINNER(Rating - 10.28 (36) 8001 - Comments)FOR: 2ND PLACE WINNER WITH(Rating - 10.19 (16) 3429 - Comments )FOR: 3RD PLACE WINNER(Rating - 10.14 (50) 3006 - Comments )FOR: 4TH PLACE WINNER(Rating - 10.29 (34) 2932 - Comments )FOR: CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE WINNERS AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION. HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY ALL,AND HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR ST PATRICK'S DAY. WildCat

The Week Of Names
Had an interesting week this week at work. I've been called alot of names in my life both good and bad but this week brought 2 new ones to all to my list. On Thurs. I was called "Big Daddy" by my team lead, (she was joking around). On Friday one of the customers that called me on the phone called me "Tong Li" how they got that from "Tony" which is my name I'll never know but after that call I was laughing so hard (so were my team mates around me) that I took a min before I took my next call. My sexiest cherry contest ended tonight it was a neck and neck race that came down to the very end. I had alot of fun running it, and I hope that all the people who were in it had fun too. I'm going to run another contest in a few weeks, any ideas for a theme? Let me know.

I'm Bald Baby:d
well, just in case anyone out there in ct land is curious i'm letting u all know that i did go thru with it & am now bald... i had my head shaved yesterday for the Leukaemia Foundation World's Greatest Shave... so far i've managed to raise just under $400 but am still waiting on a few more donations to come in... my neighbour had the honours of doing my hair... it took her 5mins to cut thru the plait i put my hair in then another hour to finally get all the hair off my head... i'm so happy with the result & have to admit i can't stop rubbing wat little hair i have left on my head LOL... anyways luv to u all & hope to catch up with u soon muahhhhhhh

Tomorrow Is The Day
I quit smoking and drinking.....its going to suck for couple weeks....but I have to do it my stomach won't take it anymore...starting to end up with a bad stomach like my mother...popping acid reducers everyday..so I figured it's time...wish me luck....send me good vibes my way :)

Not Really A Musical View...
So Kurt Cobain is my current idol (what an idol to pick, right?). As I'm starting the playlist on this grunge CD and listening to my "Heart Shaped Box" and stuff...the man had a way with words. I wish I had half the talent the man had in painting a picture. Now, I know nothing about the man's life except for what's in the news (I have to admit I've been a half-ass Nirvana fan), and I was also 10 when the man died...I remember being in high school and seeing the guys around me emanate him...everything from the way he looked to the way he held his guitar and the way he kept his hair. At the time I was like, "Whatever, fucking losers...get your own damn style, the man's dead!" And while I still don't agree with people who sell their individuality to look or act like someone else, I think a lot of those guys were before their time. I find it increasingly more interesting how we lose our prejudices with age. Most people are more artistic than we give them credit for when we judge t

Poem 8
There is so much I want to share with you, But my words are lost within me I have so many emotions How do I make you see Life is not that simple Hear this from my heart Our love will concur all As we stand here at the start. Not speaking to you is killing me You there and me here But one day soon that will change And I will finally have you near. The Angels they did send you The day that we met Our love will last forever As in concrete it is set Come fly, fly with me baby Oh come fly with me We can explore our love together And set our emotions free For the skies are without limits And the tree tops we sour too Perched upon a branch Our love is forever true I never meant for this to happen But I am sure glad it did Hearing your love and laughter Makes me feel like a kid Please never doubt my love What is shared between you and me Cause I am here to hold you You just wait and see But for now, I have to be patient And except our destiny B

Contest
HEY ALL I AM IN A CONTEST SO PLEASE SHOW ME THE SAME LOVE YOU SHOW ME HERE AND COMMENT BOMB ME HERE IS THE LINK http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=239225&albumid=256729&i=64632073 YOU CAN LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS POSSIBLE BUT HELP ME WIN :)

Starting Point
have you ever come to the conclusion that some point in your life you have to start being true to yourself and not caring what others think of u in the process. Recently I have. I am learning to be myself and relax in everyday life and i am finding myself more content and happy. I just want to be liked for me and who i really am and i am finding that i have made more friends recently who i really like to be around just a thought.

Double Points Durning Happy Hour!!!
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS!!! I AM IN A BBW CONTEST AND WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU COULD TAKE A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR TIME TO STOP BY AND COMMENT BOMB OR LEAVE JUST A FEW COMMENTS ON MY PIC!! I AM ALWAYS HAPPY TO RETURN THE FAVOR :) HUGS~N~SMOOCHES, ANGEL

Second Best
I’m second best To you and the rest I’m always after her Second choice of partner Someone to fall back on So you’re never alone But I’m a sucker I take you in Thinking its don’t mean anything But how would you like it If it was never you being picked To know you don’t matter And she likes your mate better And compared to him you boring It will damage your way of thinking So don’t come to me and say I’m moody Because if you were suffering like me you’d be I just don’t want to carry on like this But as soon as you come and say hey miss I fail to keep my word I’m taken into your twisted world But it feels good for the moments You pay me all those complements But then I remember that I’m second best And I sink back into eternal darkness

Monday
SO FAR THE WEEKND WAS NOT SO GOOD. MY DAUGHTER IS SICK AND TURNSN OUT THAT SHE HAS STREP-THROAT! YEP, I AM SO SCREWED...I AM SO HOPING NOT TO GET SICK TOO BUT THAT'S AN UNDER-STATEMENT WHEN U R A MOM....OTHER THAN THAT IA MHOPING TO GET OUT THIS WEEKEND AND KICK BACK A BIT...TTUS:)

How Six Men Got On In The World
A father once called his three sons before him, and he gave to the first a cock, to the second a scythe, and to the third a cat. I am already aged, said he, my death is nigh, and I have wished to provide for you before my end, money I have not, and what I now give you seems of little worth, but all depends on your making a sensible use of it. Only seek out a country where such things are still unknown, and your fortune is made. After the father's death the eldest went away with his cock, but wherever he came the cock was already known, in the towns he saw him from a long distance, sitting upon the steeples and turning round with the wind, and in the villages he heard more than one crowing, no one would show any wonder at the creature, so that it did not look as if he would make his fortune by it. At last, however, it happened that he came to an island where the people knew nothing about cocks, and did not even understand how to divide their time. They certainly knew when it was m

My Week
I've had an interesting week. I worked Monday and Tuesday. Had to work Wed. but i called off, so i could go see my uncle before he moved, and instead of going to see him, I went to the hospital to see my grandpa.. He's got Gout... which is some foot disease where, to much Uric acid gets in your blood stream causes swelling and pain... well, he's got it in knees too, so he couldn't walk, and he fell on the floor and laid there until my uncle mike found him... They got it all squared away at the hospital, i've been up there almost every day.. i didn't go up there over the weekend... but i went there today, after he got out of the OR, he had a Pace maker put in because he's got a bad heart. when i left his blood pressure was going crazy, but i'm sure they'll get it all squared away soon. I found out, my dad is going to be getting out of prison in about 2 months maybe less... that made me really happy. I've been having alot of mixed emotions lately, cause i've been having alot of go

Knoist And His Three Sons
Between werrel and soist there lived a man whose name was knoist, and he had three sons. One was blind, the other lame, and the third stark-naked. Once on a time they went into a field, and there they saw a hare. The blind one shot it, the lame one caught it, the naked one put it in his pocket. Then they came to a mighty big lake, on which there were three boats, one sailed, one sank, the third had no bottom to it. They all three got into the one with no bottom to it. Then they came to a mighty big forest in which there was a mighty big tree, in the tree was a mighty big chapel - in the chapel was a sexton made of beech-wood and a box-wood parson, who dealt out holy water with cudgels. How truly happy is that one who can from holy water run.

What The Funk Where They Thinking???
i simply can not believe the way some people behave, now are we or are we not all adults here? well ok in theory we are but for some its a false theory, others only behave as aduilts in certain circles and others still are only to be considered adult based on age. now let me ask you this...if you call someone family do you or do you not try to help them in anyway possible? (now when i say family i dont necessarily mean blood ties, the term family simply means any to whom you've gotten close. that being said let me continue....)or do you turn your back, stab them intheirs and do everything in your power to blame THEM for your immature behavior???? if u ask me thats not being grown up thats being childish...... and for those of you intent on running your mouths with information that isnt even remotly close to the truth i have simply this to say...watch what you say and about whom you say it cuz god dont like ugly STAY THE FUNK OUTTA THE KOOLAID IF U DONT KNOW THE FLAVA!!

Why I Love You.....................
Why i love you, I love the way your voice sounds when you tell me you love me, I love the way you whisper my name, I love the way i feel when I talk with you on the phone. When neither one of us wants to let go. We could talk for hours about nothing at all. but know that what we say means more and more. Yes the way we fell in love was a strang way to do it but, we both know that the love we have will be forever. I long for the day when we become one. That day I will cherish til my last dying day. With every breath i take, I feel you, I breath you, I live you, Forever

Beauty And Age
I just came across a lovely woman's page today that made me realize just how irrelevant age is in the eyes of the beholder. I think that many people spend entirely too much time worrying about their age, even when they say it doesn't bother them. Depending on how you take care of yourself, how you present yourself, and perceive yourself, you will either look beautiful/ugly, or young/old. I've met (and work with) women into their 50's and 60's who act like preteens. In the same sense I've met teenagers with mentalities of the elderly. this also applies to beauty. If you feel you're beautiful and you take care of yourself, and look for other ways to be beautiful beyond physical and superficial means... then it will come to pass. However, if you take it too far and are conceited, or on the other end of the spectrum, you lack self esteem... or you have an overall horrible personality and lack of respect... you'll appear ugly. Chances are, finding someone who genuinely wants y

Gen X
I got a message asking what Gen X is... so I am reposting this! Don't call me "Generation X," call me a child of the eighties by Bryant Adkins published in The Reflector January 20, 1995 I am a child of the eighties. That is what I prefer to be called. The nineties can do without me. Grunge isn't here to stay, fashion is fickle and "Generation X" is a myth created by some over-40 writer trying to figure out why people wear flannel in the summer. When I got home from school, I played with my Atari 2600. I spent hours playing Pitfall or Combat or Breakout or Dodge'em Cars or Frogger. I never did beat Asteroids. Then I watched "Scooby Doo." Daphne was a Goddess, and I thought Shaggy was smoking something synthetic in the back of their psychedelic van. I hated Scrappy. I would sleep over at friends' houses on the weekends. We played army with G.I. Joe figures, and I set up galactic wars between Autobots and Decepticons. We stayed up half the night throwing marshmallows and

Time To See The Dr.
I guess i have to break down and go see the ENT who did my sinus surgery. he said way back when i had the first one, that it wouldn't be the last. i have cysts on my sphenoid sinuses and a deviated septum. they removed a cyst and some polyps during the last surgery, as well as widened the openings to my sinuses. however, because they had so much to do, they couldn't do it all in one surgery. since then, i've been a chicken to go back. well, not completely chicken, but it's fricken expensive! i have a high deductible. i'd have to be out of work for at least 2wks and because i'm self employed, i don't get paid for it. Expensive procedure, indeed. Plus, softball season is around the corner...can't be laid up for that!!! ok, enough of my pathetic whining. Things could always be worse, and i know that. I guess i just have to have a day to whine like everyone else.

Lonely Soul Blooded Heart
A blooded heart on a lonley soul. Streaming blood slowly down the body. Dripping ones life's blood slowly out, out of life. The lonely soul cries in the night. When all one has to do is dream of life in reality. Then it will happen. the truth of love will find the soul. So wipe the blood from the eyes. Clean the blooded wound. then smile to the world and show, the lonely soul has friends one and all.

Lust And Fun With The Devil In Nothern Lights
have you ever danced with the devil in the middle of the night now dance with him in the mist of the nothern lights let the mist fill your lungs as he fills your body suductive kisses on the neck of his vanilla beauty he looks her over and wonders what she thinks as his forked tongue taste her lips his copper tone skin enticing her secret garden in the rain she begins to wash him as his cock hardens she is amazed by his huge throbbing member her mound waters while her body fills with tremmers the two take another hit from the devils bong she sucks it as if it was his shlong driving him even more insane as the mist comes out his turn to wash the object obsession whispers in his ear my soul is yours, im your possession gentle he washes the breast, tickling her nipples as his tongue licks her mounds, the clit he tickles hit after hit you two rise to another level of sexual healing, lust that makes her body tremble northern lights feel your head as he lies you

The Towel
No matter what this husband did in bed, his wife never achieved an >orgasm. >Since a Jewish wife is entitled to sexual pleasure, they decide to >consult their Rabbi. > >The Rabbi listens to their story, strokes his beard, and makes the >following suggestion: "Hire a strapping young man. While the two of you are >making love have the young man wave a towel over you. That will help the >wife fantasize and should bring on an orgasm." > >They go home and follow the Rabbi's advice. They hire a handsome >young man and he waves a towel over them as they make love. It doesn't help >and the wife is still unsatisfied. > >Perplexed, they go back to the Rabbi. > >"Okay," he says to the husband, "try it reversed. Have the young man >make love to your wife and you wave the towel over them." Once again, >they follow the Rabbi's advice. >They go home and hire the same strapping young man. The young man >gets into bed with the wife and the husband waves the to

Fire Fighters Contest
THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER ON CT CONTEST ONLY.HAS BEGUN TODAY ON MARC 21ST OF MARCH AND IT WILL LAST TILL SUNDAY 25TH OF MARCH.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHHOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO BE A WINNER FOR A BIG GIFT,AND ALL THE GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT ROM CHERRYTAP GIFT SHOP ONLY... THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT WEDNESDAY AND A FABULOUS UP COMING WEEKEND! WildCat

Bulletins
I'm confused here everyone wants there bulletins reposted. And i give the courtesy of reading and reposting. Yet once i repost it no one gives me the courtesy of reading or commenting on it. This seems very onesided to me and very unfair should this continue i will be the one not repsoting for anybody sorry. yet that's the way i feel about. JOHNNYREB

A Farmer And His Pig.
Hot Young Latinas That Will Do Anything To Get Their Citizenship Carmen Will Do Anything To Get Her Citizenship Farmer Brown had been screwing one of his pigs for 5 years, when all of a sudden he was hit by pangs of conscience.It bothered him so much that he decided that he just had to tell his priest about it in confession.The priest was shocked and could only say to Farmer Brown, "Well, was the pig a male or a female?" "A female, of course," shouted Farmer Brown!. "What do you think I am...some sort of queer?"

Rooster In The Movies!
AN OLD FARMER WENT TO TOWN TO SEE A MOVIE. THE TICKET AGENT ASKED, "SIR, WHAT'S THAT ON YOUR SHOULDER?" THE OLD FARMER SAID, "Oh, THAT'S MY PET ROOSTER, CHUCKY. WHEREVER I GO, CHUCKY GOES." "I AM SORRY SIR," SAID THE TICKET AGENT. "WE CAN'T ALLOW ANIMALS IN THE THEATER." THE OLD FARMER WENT AROUND THE CORNER AND STUFFED THE BIRD DOWN HIS OVERALLS. HE RETURNED TO THE BOOTH, BOUGHT A TICKET AND ENTERED THE THEATER. HE SAT DOWN NEXT TO TWO OLD WIDOWS NAMED MILDRED AND MARGE. THE MOVIE STARTED AND THE ROOSTER BEGAN TO SQUIRM. THE OLD FARMER UNBUTTONED HIS FLY SO CHUCKY COULD STICK HIS HEAD OUT AND WATCH THE MOVIE. "MARGE," WHISPERED MILDRED. "WHAT?" SAID MARGE. "I THINK THE GUY NEXT TO ME IS A PERVERT." "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SO?" ASKED MARGE. "HE UNDID HIS PANTS AND HE HAS HIS THING OUT," WHISPERED MILDRED. "WELL, DON'T WORRY A BOUT IT," SAID MARGE. "HELL, AT OUR AGE WE'VE SEEN 'EM ALL" "I THOUGHT SO TOO,"

Pain
THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS "Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

What I.......
What i was..... I was a best friend I was loved.... once I was someone she couldnt live without I was special I was warm I was caring I was the one that made her smile I was the one she trusted with her dreams and her fears I was he one she talked to about everything What i am...... I am alone I am sad I am hurt I am numb I am alone What i do..... I love her with all my heart and soul I will always be there for her I will cherish the memories we made I love her I will always be her friend What i cant do..... Be angry with her Judge her for her choices Judge her at all Hurt her Hold her in my arms Tell her i love her Kiss her every day See her smile Stop missing her Stop crying Stop loveing her what happens next..... I wish I knew.......

Nada Surf - Popular
Three important rules for breaking up Don't put off breaking up when you know you want to Prolonging the situation only makes it worse Tell him honestly, simply, kindly, but firmly Don't make a big production Don't make up an elaborate story This will help you avoid a big tear jerking scene If you wanna date other people say so Be prepared for the boy to feel hurt and rejected Even if you've gone together for only a short time, And haven't been too serious, There's still a feeling of rejection When someone says she preferres the company of others To your exclusive company, But if you're honest, and direct, And avoid making a flowery emotional speech when you brake the news, The boy will respect you for your frankness, And honestly he'll appreciate the kind of straight foward manner In which you told him your decision Unless he's a real jerk or a cry baby you will remain friends I'm head of the class'm popular I'm a quarter back I'm popular My mom says I'm a catc

You Are Fucked
YOU HAVE JUST BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man
well i think this is it,i met a man and are so right for each other. w spent 2 hours talking on the computer..we clicked in so many ways..ill be talking to him tommorrow night...ill get u posted but i think ive finally got my man.

The Pleasure Of Pain
The Pleasure Of Pain By Marianne Apostolides Psychology Today Sept/Oct 99 Pathology: The branch of medecine that deals with the nature of disease, esp its functional and structural effects. (Webster's concise edition) Catharsis: a. A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness. b. The therapeutic result of this process; abreaction. (www.thefreedictionary.com) Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S & M), which is most popular among educated, middle- and upper-middle-class men and women, according

The Devil By Any Other Name...
The Devil By Any Other Name... By Vamphyri By many names my kind have been known Strigoii, nosferatu, vrykolakis, Vukodlak, langsuir, and vampyr To name but a few. From many regions I have traversed From many passages of time I have marched Centuries pass from one to another Like sands through the glass Many tales have been written And passed down through mortal tongues Tales of me and mine kind Personally I have been called..... Leviathan, Diablolos, Prince of Darkness, and Lucifer.

Three Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

Yeah, Well, My Gothy Wardrobe Is Shocked!! Lol
You scored as Black. Although black is stereotyped as a very depressing colour, this is not always the case. Black represents fashion, elegance and at occasions, pride. This color shows that you are very serious about life and sometimes like to stand in the background and watch what is happening, but you are not afraid to intervene when you feel the situation needs your help. You are serious.Black83%Blue78%Purple66%White61%Green45%Pink39%Red34%Orange33%Yellow28%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Off To Work, Again!
Somehow I've fallen into the habit of working at least part of the day on Saturdays! Most of them, anyway. Ah, well, I do have a few clients that this is the only day they have open to be treated. So, I guess I'll just deal, maybe take a different day off, lol! The haircut fiasco has died down for Taylor! He seems to be coping - finally, lol!! Tim, grandson with a taste for trouble, managed to do it again, lol! I was awakened at 2 a.m. by his older brother Damian, who will soon be Tim's legal guardian. Yep, another call from the cops! Tim was at an outdoor party, complete with bonfire, when the police showed up! Yes, the little darling had been drinking! Yes, he is only 16! Damn! I made Damian go pick him up, lol, and deal with the initial dressing down - best he get in practice, now, lmao!! I took over with round 2. Tim is not cut out for the crazy life, especially as he tends to get caught. Bad attitude, I know! But most kids experiment to a certain extent - I remember, lol!! D

True Friends
I just want say thank you to Juanco my friend who was there for me when I needed some to talk to when I was having problems Thank you Juanco and i also wana say thank you to all of my friends that leave me comments and messege thank you all

I Just Got His And Thougt It Was A Hoot So I'm Sharing!!
A wife was making breakfast of fried eggs for her husband. Suddenly, her husband burst into the kitchen. "Careful," he said. "CAREFUL! Put some more butter! Oh my God! Your cooking too many at once. TOO MANY! Turn them! ...TURN THEM NOW! We need more butter. Oh my God! WHERE are we going to get MORE BUTTER? They're going to stick! Careful....CAREFUL!...I said be CAREFUL! you never listen to me, when your cooking! Never!....Turn them! Hurry up!Are you CRAZY? Have you lost your mind? Don't forget to salt them....You know you always forget to salt them...use the salt...USE THE SALT! THE SALT!" The wife stared at him "What in the world is wrong with you?...You think I don't know how to fry a couple of eggs?" The husband calmly replied, "I just wanted to show you what it feels like when I'm driving" Now that the end of the joke...but wander what the odds were of him...wearing those bloody eggs (smirk)...I think I would be sure to add the salt too!!

Blah...
dudes im bored.. how about some messages or some like umm comments... i have so many friends i dont even know where to begin... so comment me and i will soo give you one back :D pleaseeeeeeeeeeee i need a pick me up im kinda bummed tonight thank you guys :)

Lullaby
This is an OLD one, lol. I think it's from about 98 or so Lullaby Rocking Flapping And swaying in the wind Now we’re done playing Sleep is now to intend The gentle rock of the wind blown leaves Rocks me into a dream like faze My mind and body sway in the breeze And the light drops of rain put me in a hypnotic daze All together the songs of the sky Put me to sleep with their lullaby.

"silly World"
Anyone that knows me knows I love my metal music... Slipknot in particular, but what attracts me to the music is the meaning and the emotion of the music. Dumb shit like BuckCherry is just nonsense strummed together like some jackhandy bullshit. Real talent lies in the ability to create something real inside the music and the ability to describe something that might otherwise be untenable; to create a feeling and an emotion with words and music arranged in a way that when you hear it you know..."Yeah...that's the way it is, or the way it should be..." Yeah, I know this isn't SlipKnot, but the same guy you see fronting "THE NINE"...good ole #8 has a side-gig...Cory Taylor actually had Stone Sour before he joined SlipKnot, but that's another story...lol... It's his lyrics and his musical vision that I'm tuned to...there are few in the metal world that can combine the raw power of the music with true vision and meaning...Cory Taylor is one of that tribe... I chose "Silly World"

It's Wax! I Swear!!!
Yesterday I was bored. Therefore, I made an art project using some keyboard keys, a monitor, and some white wax:I call it "Conversation Masturbation."tag: art, computers, crafts, fun-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Personality Disorders
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

People Who Rate Low!!!!
I AM REALLY TIRED OF CHILDREN COMMING TO MY PAGE AND RATING MY PICTURES A 2 OR A 1 I CAN SEE IF IT WAS A REALLY REALLY BAD PICTURE BUT MY DAMN DEFAULT PICTURE IS NO WHERE NEAR BAD.... I AM SIMPLY SAYING IF YOU CANT BE NICE TO ME THEN DONT COME TO MY DAMN PAGE...GOT IT!!!

What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Mout Ironic, tremendous internal wealth, know how to rapidly connect with others, looks for paternal authority. Colors: male: brown, female: red carmineCompatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Thoth Dates: Jan 22 - Jan 31, Sep 8 - Sep 22 Role: A creator goddess, she was the mother from which the cosmos emerged.Appearance: A woman with the wings of a vulture, holding an ankh, wearing the united crown of Upper and Lower Egypt and also a dress of bright red/blue, with the feather of Ma�t at her feetSacred Animal: vulture What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Over Looking Mr. Right
In alot of ways...This Is So me so I had to re-post but NOT all these words and feelings are mine. So no hate mail please. This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry that I treat you like a lady and not a punching bag I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puki

The Meeting / 10-06 Archive
There is a path ahead of me. This path is whittled into the earth. Pounded by many feet over many years. My feet bring me forward. I stop at the trees edge. It is darker here. Cooler. Quieter. I am unafraid. Just hesitant. I do not know what awaits me, but I cannot hesitate. I glance once behind me. Back into the sunlight, the warmth. I breathe. My lungs surge back. My heart hiccups. I purge myself into the deep woods. I hesitate no longer. Wait. Can you smell that? I want to stop. But my feet do not listen. This smell is thick. It is earth and layers of rotting vegetation. A stream hums by to my left. And still my feet surge ahead. Without my head they go. They are led by something else. I am unafraid. The earth quiets my feet. The leaves hush my breath. I see movement ahead. A slight blur of movement. A face is turned towards me. A man is crouched. He stands. Tall. Dark of hair. A flash of white as he smiles. "Well....." His voice is sweet. Hushed. "Wel

Standing Strong
"It's nice to know that you were there, Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending" Why is it the ones closest to us seem to let us down the most? Or blame us for when things go wrong??? I am happy today for the first time in a little bit, Im actually happy. I accept the way things are and am willing to grow from that. So although he thinks he can guilt me into returning yet again , I wont give in this time. He wont minipulate me again , he wont make me feel as If I owe him anything. I am a goddess , and he chose , not once but twice to forget that .I wont be controlled anymore , I wont be made to feel less of person If I dont

Better
you think you are better but you are not you are just like everyone else noone is better everyone is equal you are not perfect noon is everyone has their faults so don't think you are better cause you are not you put everyone down how would you like it you are not better noone is you any have more money but that don't make you better lose the attitude noone wants to see it just be a stuck up bitch act like you are all that but you are not better than anyone get that in your head get a life noone likes you you may have friends but that don't mean they like you quit being stuck up bitch and be nice cause you are not better than anyone else you may think you are but you are not you amy act like it but you are not noone likes the way you act quit being a bitch and be nice than they may like you but you are not better

Do I Have Any Friends Left?
SINCE YOU DONT GET NOTIFIED WHEN A BULLETIN IS POSTED I FIGURED ID POST BOUT THIS CONTEST IN A BCOME ON GUYS I AM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND THE LEADER BUT I SHOULDNT BE BEHIND AT ALL. I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED CONTEST WILL END AT 12 AM APRIL 2ND.

Moody Blues
Once upon a time Once when you were mine I remember skies Reflected in your eyes I wonder where you are I wonder if you Think about me Once upon a time In your wildest dreams Once the world was new Our bodies felt the morning dew That greets the brand new day We couldn't tear ourselves away I wonder if you care I wonder if you still remember Once upon a time In your wildest dreams And when the music plays And when the words are Touched with sorrow When the music plays I hear the sound I had to follow Once upon a time Once beneath the stars The universe was ours Love was all we knew And all I knew was you I wonder if you know I wonder if you think about it Once upon a time In your wildest dreams And when the music plays And when the words are Touched with sorrow When the music plays And when the music plays I hear the sound I had to follow Once upon a time Once upon a time Once when you were mine I remember skies Mirrored in your eyes

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeee
For those who have messaged me! My Name is Angel I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) Very book smart! I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. House is my new obsession... I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 4 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!YOu can get to know alot about me by reading my blogs! TELL ME ABOUT YOU!

Richard Iii
I, that am rudely stamp'd, and want love's majesty To strut before a wanton ambling nymph; I, that am curtail'd of this fair proportion, Cheated of feature by dissembling nature, Deform'd, unfinish'd, sent before my time Into this breathing world scarce half made up, And that so lamely and unfashionable That dogs bark at me as I halt by them;-- Why, I, in this weak piping time of peace, Have no delight to pass away the time, Unless to spy my shadow in the sun, And descant on mine own deformity: And therefore,--since I cannot prove a lover, To entertain these fair well-spoken days,-- I am determined to prove a villain, And hate the idle pleasures of these days.

Sexiest Salute Contest!! Looking For Entries!!!
I AM HAVING A SEXIEST SALUTE CONTEST!! GUYS AND GALS ENTER!! DO YOU HAVE THE SEXIEST SAULTE? ENTER AND SEE IF YOUR SALUTE HAS WHAT IT TAKES TO WIN!!! I AM LOOKING FOR 10-20 ENTRIES!! 1ST PLACE WILL WIN A YACHT 2ND PLACE WILL WIN A CORVETTE 3RD PLACE WILL WIN A PORSCHE RULES: THERE WILL BE NOT DOWN RATING TOLERATED!!! IF THIS HAPPENS THE CONTEST WILL BE CLOSED!!! CONTEST ARE SUPPOSED TO BE FUN AND THAT IS HOW IT WILL BE OR THE CONTEST WILL BE CLOSED!! SORRY I HAVE TO BE A BITCH BUT I DONT TOLERATE RUDENESS OR CHEATING!!! I WANT TO START THE CONTEST BY THRUSDAY MARCH 29TH AT NOON PST. SO HURRY AND GET YOUR PICS TO ME ASAP!!! Thanks, TwinkleBug

One Look
One Look Just one quick look was all it took for him to love me. I don't know why,.... or where to even begin to answer that I just knew it was. There had been no other like him, though I thought there had been. What made him so different than all the others? I don't know why,... or where to even begin to answer that.... I just knew it was. We had some wonderful adventures in the time we had together, and it took lies to catch us like bait on a hook, to get us to come back to the town we had wanted so badly to leave. I don't know why,...or where to even begin to answer that, I just knew it was. Because it was to much trouble since we came back, or something else unknown, we saw each other less and less, which hurt me to the bone. I don't know why,....or even where to begin to answer that, I just knew it was. One Look. One last look as your car drove away and around the corner. You had said the usual things, talked of a future, and our trials and tribulations of lat

The Ppl That Wanna Change Ur Life For You
AINT IT JUST REALLY NICE WHEN PPL WANNA CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOR YOU?WANT YOU TO DATE CERTAIN PPL THAT IT JUST ISNT GONNA WORK.I HAVE FOUND THE ONE THAT I LOVE AND WANNA BE WITH AND NOBODY IS GONNA CHANGE THAT.AND THEN THE OTHER THING IS THE PPL THAT WANNA TREAT U LIKE UR A FUCKING KID IT IS FUCKING BULL SHIT IM FUCKING 23 ALMOST 24 I'M NOT FUCKING 5YRS.SO FUCK AN A GIVE ME SOME FUCKING CREDIT HERE U WANT ME TO DO SHIT WELL GUESS WUT FUCK THAT SHIT IM DONE WITH ALL THE BULL SHIT THAT I HAVE BEEN PUTTING UP WITH.FUCK IT ALL...

Thank You
i never thought i could feel like this again but i have and it is because of one very wonderful woman.it has been a bumpy road as far as now for us things havent been the way we want them to be. but i have promised her that will all change.one day i will be right there by your side right where i should be right now.you have showed me that i can love and be loved once again.i cant eve begin to explain the feelings that are going on right now except for baby i wanna be in your arms and love you so much.BABY DONT WORRY I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE I PROMISE..

I Knew It!!!!!
You scored as Lara Croft. A thrill-seeking, slightly unscrupulous, tough-as-nails archaeologist, Lara Croft travels the world in search of ancient relics perhaps better left hidden. She packs two Colt .45s and has no fear of jumping off buildings, exploring creepy tombs, or taking on evil meglomaniacs bent on world domination. Lara Croft100%Maximus100%Indiana Jones83%James Bond, Agent 00783%Batman, the Dark Knight67%Neo, the "One"67%William Wallace67%Captain Jack Sparrow67%The Terminator50%El Zorro50%The Amazing Spider-Man

Just A Friendly Shout
Well I'm here. Why I ask myself , hmmm, Anyways just a shout out to all my friends, I am working on some things so I am in and out. Love you all muahhhhhhhh. I know I am probably the most boring person you have ever met on here but I have alot going on right now. love peace and all that good stuff

Tonights Thoughts!!
Just thoughts of tonight. Caught in the winds that blow here and there. Going in and out of life paths. Not sure which way is the way to go. Just blowing here and there. Never being in one spot for to long. Never opening up all the way. The winds take me here and there. In arms of none. In the hearts of many. Caught in a cross wind. One wishes to keep me. The other wishes to change me. Never here nor there or anywhere. Twist and turn I go as the winds pulls me. Ever near you yet never with you. Never know. Never loved. Never seen. Caught in the winds of here and there. Twisting and turning yet never seen. When the winds stop ,wonder were they'll leave me.

Front End Laying On Frame!!!!
Hey whats up? WEll it is 1130 her in Clovis and i just got back from Solar Sheild with some great news!!!! The front end of my truck in sitting on it frame and man it looks sweet .... i should have taken the camera (will have to go get a pic tommorrow). The have to get a new strut cause we broke one tonight and then in the next few days it will be ready up front hopefully and they can just hook up air to it so they can move it around. It is going to look great when it is done and i can't wait!!!! More as it develops!!!! Pics comming soon!!!!

Finally
SO I CAN FINALLY SAY THAT I THINK I HAVE FIGURED A FEW THINGS OUT AND THAT I THINK I CAN BE HAPPY AND I MEAN TRUELY HAPPY....I HAVE AN AWESOME BF EVEN IF HE GETS MAD AT STUPID THINGS THAT I SHOULDNT SAY OR SO WATCH HOW I SAY THEM...I ALSO HAVE SOME REALLY AWESOME FRIENDS...EVER IF ONE OF THE BESTFRIENDS I HAVE ITS LIKE FOREVER AWAY....AND MY OTHER BESTFRIEND HAS A NEW GUY IN HER LIFE SO SHE DONESNT HAVE MUCH TIME FOR ME....I AM HAVING A HARD TIME WITH NOT HAVING MY FAMILY TOGETHER I REALLY MISS MY KIDS AND BEING THE ONE THAT PUTS THEM TO BED EVERYNIGHT AND GETS THEM UP EVERY MORNING... I MISS HAVING A FAMILY...

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok fuckers lets see if you can handle this video! gotta be one of the most brutal ones i have seen this is American head Charge... and while they aren't the greatest band in the world that i've seen live and the guitarist kept taking his clothes off and playing with his dick but hey its hard and its loud so here's All Wrapped Up... And now with the following collection of... Im above everything else Saved the ones who shouldn't be Hold on to them all so youll Find yourself away from me Our lost faith strung out on a line My most empathetic dreams of you The sorry excuses on which we dine When all my fears tell me it's true Borrowed dreams of some imagined future All wrapped up inside this borrowed hope Don't manipulate the most Beautiful thing youll ever know To the extent of saving your Ragged torn out sickly show Holding my head above the fold Can't decide which side I want I buried everything so deep in the cold Now I stop inside of the lies I flaunt

Be Who You Are
Always be you never be someone else being individuals is what makes us each special!Who really cares what other people think if they dont like it they can just go away.Be a leader not a follower,never do anything you dont wanna do.Thats probally why I stay in trouble all the time but oh well,just have fun while ya can!!!

Can't I Get A Fucking Break?
So i just get out of the hospital for wanting to kill myself and depression and anxiety and I get a stupid traffic ticket in the mail for going 9 over the speed limit (29 in a 20) and I have a PERFECT fucking driving record WTF I cannot deal with this shit anymore and I have no money why can't I get a break??? I hate my life. I'm tired of crying.

Honor
Honor thy mother and father Honor thy friends and family Honor is what you make of it It is not some set society rule that all must follow Honor is you Do you honor your actions? Do you honor your words? Do you practice your honor everyday, every minute? Or do you forsake it for a moment's pleasure Honor is asking yourself honestly if you could live the next day with what you are about to do I live by my code of honor even if it means removing myself from my friends and family I am true to myself which is what you must be before you can be true to another Honor is not about hiding behind a mask or armor and fighting Honor is about the core that is you Swords and shields can defend and protect another's honor But they can also sever the honor between the protector and his companion If the honor is forsaken and abused by one or another Do not judge lest ye be judged The same can be said of honor My code of honor is different from yours Society dictates your ac

Morning After...
Morning After It is the morning following a wonderfully long night of love-making that ended far too soon. Having awakened before you I've been able to leisurely shower and dress before I begin to brush my teeth. In the process of this you walk beside me and catch my look in the mirror. I smile, despite the toothbrush in my mouth, and you smile back with a bit of a bold, slightly naughty look in your eyes. You say "I want you to undo your pants and slide them and your panties to the floor, don't step out of them, then put both hands on the counter, and keep the toothbrush in your mouth." I have no idea what will follow but I trust you completely, so I do exactly what you say. Keeping my gaze at all times through the mirror you tell me that seeing the toothpaste on the corners of my mouth reminded you of seeing your cum in and on my mouth. Right now you want me to use my imagination to expand the toothbrush to be another man's cock, that my mouth is filled with your cum but acce

Kinky Playroom Now Open
WELCOME TO MY NEW LOUNGE KINKY PLAY ROOM COME AND CHECK OUT MY LOUNGE WITH TOP 40 MUSIC EVERYONE IS WELCOME... http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6418 I HOPE TO SEE SOME FRIENDLY FACES MUAH SWEEET DESTINY

You're In Love...
When distances get you but still you hold on When boundaries limit you but still you move on You’re in love. When the thought of losing someone gives you, shivers When there is no space for fears You’re in love. When you find perfection in imperfection When everything around you is about satisfaction You’re in love. When you wait willingly When you hide and show simultaneously You’re in love. When you feel happy and sad at the same time When you hold on and let go at the same time You’re in love. When you feel that you’re living two lives at all times When your name gives rise to another at all times You’re in love. When everything inside you is beyond the measure of words When you’ve got endless prayers You’re in love. When you say without thinking When you know without hearing You’re in love. When hearing a name makes your days forever When there’s a hope of growing old together You’re in love. When you find happiness in someone’s smile W

My Son
I know sometimes my blog becomes a place for me to express my frustrations with life... and share the drama, the obstacles, the crossroads that I stand at trying to make decisions. So this time I will write about my son.. the happiest part of my life. David will be 12 on April 14th. Last time I measured he was 5'3", and that has been awhile. He has always been big for his age, being 23 1/2 inches long when born. He does great in school. All A's the first 2 marking periods. He plays violin and sax. Tomorrow he will be playing his violin in a District Orchestra. :) He sings in the choir as well. He plays soccer in the spring and fall. He isn't an athletic kid, but he tries and loves to be out playing with the other kids. Soccer season starts in a few weeks and then I will be seeing him every weekend. I know it means a lot to him that I go to the games, so I make the trip for every game, even scrimages. He prefers playing defense to offense. He is the type of kid th

A Dirty Whore??
Dirty Whore??? eh eh I think someone needs to make me a Dirty Whore just because it sounds so good. Anyone want to make a party areound this drink??? just an idea a dirty whore ........ 1 part Rum 1 part Citrus Vodka 1 part Vodka 1 part Blue Curacao 1 part Tequila 1 part Peach schnapps 1 part Triple sec 1 part Lemon-Lime Soda 1 part Sour mix prepare several shot glasses. this is supposed to be only a shot. in a mixing tin combine all the ingreadients and shake well until your tin is frosty. pour and enjoy.

If We Had Sex ..
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply TO MY INBOX so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it tod

Does It Matter?
Ever wonder if what you say or do really means anything? Have you made a difference in someone's life? I do. I wonder if the things I have done have helped a friend... if I have said the right words to get them through a tough day. Sometimes I wonder if the difference I make is good or bad.... or if none of it mattered. Should I just go away or should I stay and try to help. I just wonder sometimes if it really does matter....

The Washcloth
From a Lady friend I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure you do, I hopped up on the table,

How Bad Do U Want Me??
HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this and see your results ;)

Im So Confused!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i dont know what to do im stuck and confused someone please save me before i die.... all the pain thats killing me inside. my morals are who im and i cant change that!! take me for who im or fuck off!! i hate this feeling of emptyness in my heart and soul!!i wish someone would save me from my death but when i look up to reach for a hand and there is no one there!!! all these tears on my checks and on my pillow case all caused by you. I want some one that will feel for me as much as i feel for them!!!

Lolol
Drinks Show Your Personality Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could 'nail' a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: PART A: WOMEN-DRINKS, WHO THEY ARE, & YOU! Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink.................. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love t

Sweet Escape
If I could escape I would but, First of all, let me say I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold? [CHORUS] If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world & I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape) If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change) I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever) We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape) [Akon] I want to get away, to our sweet escape I want to get away, yeah [Gwen] You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground So baby, times get a littl

Not Leaving .. Just Taking A Nap From The Tap
Hello all my wonderful Friends .. I'm popping in to let you all know where I've been .. and where i'm going .. lets start with where I've been .. As most of you know I took a few days and went back home to see my family this past weekend and it was wonderful .. and it kinda kicked me into High gear in my mood and all that fun stuff .. Im finally feelling better .. well all around .. Thank goodness.. the winter blahs .. I hate to label myself as "Depressed" but . sometimes there are a lack of words and one must grasp at the word they can .. I guess.. So .. yes im working on my moods.. I'm still Seizure free .. still no growth in the tumors .. so all is well on the medical front .. Now... For the Here and Now .. I adore all of my friends that i've met from both Yahoo and found here .. and those I've made here .. You've become parts of my life .. You've brought smiles , laughter and many a nites have gone so much better thanks to you .. and for that Im thankful But .. For t

Calling All Friends 911
IF YOU LOVE ME COME HELP ME PLEASEEEEEEEE... OKAY I NEVER EVER ASK FOR TO MUCH BUT I ENTERED A CONEST "" THE BEST SMILE"" YOU CAN COMMENT BOMB AND PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU RATE ME TO PLEASE.. COME SHOW ME SOME LOVE PLEASE CONTEST END APRIL 10TH THE MOST COMMENT WINS ..... THANK YOU SWEEET DESTINY

Meh
Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.

Contest...i Need Help From My Friends, Fans And Ctaf Family
OK THERE IS SOOOOO MANY OF YA'LL I HAVE HELPED WHETHER IT WAS A CONTEST OR TO HELP YA'LL LEVEL UP...NOW I NEED HELP...I AM IN CUP OF JOE'S BIG ASS CONTEST....PLEASE COME HELP A GIRL OUT...I ALWAYS HELP YA'LL OUT WHEN U NEED IT...

Thank You
I AM SO HONORED TO BE APART OF THIS BOMBERS CLUB. I HAVE ADDED ALL OF AS FRIENDS AND FANS. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL DO THE SAME FOR ME. I WILL HELP YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HELP ME GAIN ALL THE POINTS THAT I CAN. JUST A NOTE. GO TAKE SURVEYS. YOU GET 10K POINTS A DAY AND THOSE THAT HAVE KNOW IT IS WELL WORTH IT. WANNA SAY THANK-YOU TO BOTH OF THE #1'S FOR ALLOWING ME TO BE IN THIS GROUP. IT IS AN HONOR AND I APPRECIATE IT. IF ANY OF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO LET ME KNOW. ONE LAST THING, I HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU ALL ADDED ME TO IT. SIGN IN NAME IS "JEHOVAHISKING". AS OF RIGHT NOW I STAY AT HOME. GOING FOR A JOB INTERVIEW 2DAY AT MCD'S FOR MANAGEMENT. WISH ME LUCK. MY KIDS AND MY FUTURE WIFE CONNIE MEAN THE MOST TO ME. I LIVE WITH HER AND HER DAUGHTER JESS. TALK ABOUT AN AMAZING YOUNG LADY. SHE IS NOT LIKE MOST TEENGERS. I THNK MY FATHER EVERYDAY FOR THEM. THEY ARE SOOOO IMPORTANT TO ME. I AM IN THE CUP OF JOE CONTEST. IF ANY OF YOU ARE ALSO LET ME KNOW AND

How Emo Am I??
How Emo Are You? You are so emo that you are dragging me into your hole of depression and crappiness. Take this as your sign to friggin' lighten up!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Walnut Loaf
Walnut Loaf 1 c chopped walnuts (use a new pkg of walnuts fresh from the store) 2 c torn toasted bread 2 c celery finely chopped 1 large onion finely chopped 3/4 c milk 2 eggs 1 t salt 2 T oil Mix and bake in a greased loaf pan 45 minutes 350

Judgement Night.
Sticky-Fingaz I swear to fuckin' God I raise Hell and make the white man call me MASTER I'm six-six-six, And need to repent to the pastor SO FUCK THE RADIO and close your ears but read my lips I rips and if you eat my words I'll leave your strung like umm- It was on the tip of my tongue! But now it's stuck in between my throat I can't breath so I lick it Onyx ain't the top pick, You must be suckin' a glass dick And if it takes the death of me, To make history The whole world will remember my misery I know what I'm tryin' to say my words get in the way they render me speechless, Ohh Black Jesus, I'm cryin' inside Couldn't give a FUCK if I live or die cause I'm just a slave who's brave But fuck pickin' cotton, I'd rather see my grave, so I meditated, before I was created And if you prefer sorrow, Made me reincarnated Now I'm back rulin MC's but pussy niggaz increase Well then it's just another nigga that, Gotta get greased So if you wanna talk shit, in o

Smile And Say, May I Please Have Another...
Good Morning… Alabama (the state, not the singing group) comes thru again. Well actually the fine people of Alabama are really free from this tirade but, the College officials of the Bishop State Community College are not. Now I have heard that family members get treated differently at various sorts of things. Let’s take for instance the slogan by a well known phone company Friends and Family are free plan is a gimmick of MCI’S phone service to draw one in to their network. Ok, many may not know of that plan so let’s pick another. Blood is thicker then water. An old saying basically stating this: family relations are more important than all other relationships... A saying widely used when a family member feels threaten by your relationship with a non-family member in some cases soon to be a family member..ha ha. Ok, stretching for a better meaning…Oh here is one, let’s just use the Bishop State Community College one: Alabama state officials announced in February that they had identifie

Love
Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good and bad. It settles for less than perfection, and makes allowances for human weakness. Love is content with the present. It hopes for the future and it doesn’t brood over the past. It’s the day-in and day-out chronicle of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories, and working toward common goals. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don’t have it, no matter what else there is, it is not enough, so search for it, ask God for it, and share it! ___

Pregnant!!
For all you people on my friends list I thought you might like to know that I am pregnant.....I'm only 3 1/2 months along but time is flying by...Don't worry I wont be keeping the baby fat...Things have been going well for me since I've past the throwing up stage....I'm just waiting to find out if it's a boy or girl....Don't be sad for I will be back in no time once the baby is born and will start taking more pics for you guys.

A Scathing Look At Life (not For The Faint Of Heart...) (13mar07)
Ye be warned. I'm liable to piss some people off with this blog, but in my own natural style, I truly don't gives a fuck. Truly. But let's be honest. I've always called an ace, an ace. And in the spirit of George Carlin, Bill Hicks, and Carlos Mencia (among others), I don't have a problem telling the raw truth, whether it fucks someone off or not. Of course, I'm not going to just jump right into it, so let me begin this blog with a bit of my typical randomness and updatedness. Yeah, it's 2am and I'm still awake. No real shocker, it's been a fact of life for many many years now that I don't sleep well, if at all. Some days are better than others, but not very often. And since my last surgery a year and a half ago, I can't even really blame my sleep-apnea anymore. In talking with a friend on the phone earlier today (or was it last night?) I did come to a startling realization. I'm 29 years old and have mostly grey (salt 'n pepper one might say) hair. I've been like this pretty

On Your Knees
You have been on your knees pleasing me, drinking me in, your thighs pressed against your calves, your sweet face upturned watching my eyes look into yours as my sweet cream flows down your hungry throat....And I remain Hard, needing to own you, fill you, feel your warm wetness massage and grip my long thick manhood....laying back i watch as you stand over me and slowly bend your knees...I tell you to reach back put your hands on my thighs for support, I want to watch as you use your hot, tight womanhood to please me in the way only you know how. You bring your craving outer lips to touch my thr bbing purple head and begin to settle down, ......"Slowly" I tell you...and I watch with animal lust as my shaft disappears into you inch by inch....looking up at your beautiful , sensuous, sexy curves, the line of your breasts, your moist full lips...."Move your hips back and forth, use your sweet, hungry, dripping pussy to please your Master".......MMMMM ....Goddd I'm going to cummmm againnnn

Are You Tired Of Those Sissy "friendship" Poems
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy a

Dreams Of Shane
wow last night i had the craziest dream i was back at school at my old hang out(the table ) i walk up and shane is there i stood ther umbfounded for a minute and then i leaped on him i had my legs rapped around him and started fucking french kissing him hahahah he carried me into the gym and we just kept fucking kissing how strange hen the dream changed and i was hauling ass down the street on a skateboard in sandals and my toe kept rubbing the concrete and burning so i stoped and something happend i was supposed to meet up with shane but i never did cause my alarm went off and i woke up ... i miss you shane i hope when you get back from whereever you went youll find me ...i miss driving backwards with ya AND LAYING UNDER YOU WHile you play bass and i just miss having fun with you love you man and i hope if you are out there in the military someplace that your safe muah. shane and i never dated or anything but we were good friends and i miss him tons

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive,

Oh, My Foolish Heart
Oh, This Foolish Heart Oh, this foolish heart of mine why do you keep on yearning For the one that isn't mine and keeping this flame burning? You know this love can never be so why not set it free? Instead of hanging onto it... so free from it I'll be. Everytime my mind's made up to try hard to forget This heart of mine starts longing and again I am beset... With thoughts of what could be and all the 'how's' and 'why's' Yet, knowing that it's all in vain it's then I start to cry. Oh, this foolish heart of mine... oh please, please set me free From the love I have for one that cannot ever be. My heart has held onto this love for such a very long time, I guess my heart keeps hoping... that someday love will be mine.

Do I Have A Dirty Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

How Is My Self Esteem
You Have Low Self Esteem 16% of the Time Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth. You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. How is Your Self Esteem?

Untitled
We kissed in shattered mirrors and romanced in the grey ashes. Writing our names across the city like a burning effigy of love. Holding hands as the sun stagnated over the horrizon. Bitter sweet memories of better past time settling themselves on bitten tongues and tasting like burning leaves. The cinders fell around us like snow. The sound of breaking hearts destroying the calm quiet. Fallen stars clung to your face glistening like tears of joy. The marquee read ' true love is forever.' Child like wonderment filled us as we carved our names into the dirt preserving the unspoken promise we made. We kissed in shattered mirrors... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ By moi

Lost
What have I become? Besides ordinary? Besides trivial? Besides perverse? I thought I could switch between two modes more easily, but obviously, a person can only endure so much before they forget...their roots. I hate what I've become and I want to reverse it, but everything seems to require money and politics. Reality = money + politics. Basically, reality sucks.

Being Confued
wanting an not,wanting your makeing me go mad.know what we hade wasnt that bad,your being confued is tearing my heart in two.leveing me in a world so blue.hopeing some day you under stand you had a man that would under stand you. an not judge you for what you done,im just trying to let you know i love you hun.

George Carlin
"Catholic - which I was until I reached the age of reason." - George Carlin (It also applies to me.) "Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man...living in the sky. Who watches everything you do every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these 10 things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever, 'til the end of time. But he loves you. He loves you. He loves you and he needs money!" - George Carlin

There Isnt Any Fussing
FIRST AND FOREMOST I DON'T TRY TO BE ANYBODY BUT MYSELF AND I DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE ANYONE BUT MYSELF AS FAR AS FUSSING AT ANYONE I SIMPLY JUST SAID TO SOMEONE KNOCK THE SHIT BECAUSE WHAT RIGHT DOES ANYONE HAVE ON HERE TO TELL ANOTHER USER TO NOT LEAVE A COMMENT ON SOMEONE'S PAGE WHEN THE PERSON THAT DID IT HAS NO RIGHT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK AS FAR AS TRYING TO PULL BITCHYNESS OFF I DONT PULL ANYTHING I DONT HAVE TO ACT BECAUSE I KNOW THE PERSON I AM AN HAVE BECOME YES I AMUSE MYSELF SOMETIMES LOL TOO AND GLAD THAT I CAN AMUSE OTHERS THE WAY I SEE I DON'T KNOW ANY OF YOU ALL ON HERE IN REAL LIFE EXCEPT FOR MAYBE A FEW OF YOU I TALK TO A REGULAR BASIS AS TO WANTING TO KNOW THE ENTIRE CT COMMUNITY NAW I DON'T THINK SO AS FOR THE ONES I AMUSE WELL IT'S ALL GOOD I CAN LAUGH IT OFF AN TAKE IT WITH A GRAIN OF SALT TO THOSE OF YOU WHO "THINK" YOU KNOW ME WELL YOU DON'T YOU ONLY KNOW WHAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW AND IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BECAUSE OF A FEW SIMPLE CONVERSATIONS WITH ME THEN YO

Funny
I wake up each morning, scratch my ass and head, Then read the day's obits to see if I'm dead, And seeing I'm not I get up for a piddle, Then crawl back in bed where I diddle a little. At six I make coffee and drink it down black, And eat me some toast, without teeth I just smack. I turn on the TV, tune in to 'Today' And watch that cute Katie, she'd make a great lay. I watch for a while till I drop off and doze, Then wake with a start and go put on my clothes. If it is not raining I go for a walk And have me a good time just hearing me talk. But if it is raining I pick up the phone And call up my kids who have left me alone. I find it amusing to make them feel bad For not ever vis'ting their feeble old dad. At lunchtime I slurp on a bowl of beef soup, Then just before naptime I take a long poop, But if constipation has clogged up my tract I drink some fresh prune juice to get it unpacked. And daily I tune to the 'Lawrence Welk Show' To hear the best music

Rain Cloud
Standing in the rain It falls all around me I am drowning in this pain It does not seem to cleanse me. As the rain drips down my face I stop and wonder what's brought me to this place Was it my own mistaken emotions? Was it my foolish devotions? I can't seem to break free from my self I can't seem to leave these feelings on that old shelf. I used to be good at hiding these feelings I used to deny all those dealings Now as I let this rain wash over me I can't help but see All the pain and suffering I feel Will never really ever heal Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico

Too Late
Well my last blog is becoming more like the buildup than the problem. I've done some insanely stupid things, I've sacrificed almost my entire inner circle of friends to satiate my hatred driven need to cause someone pain, and to top it off that was purely because he was something I despised and forced my tide of hatred against him. I probably only did so because I saw something of myself in him. So I went and did some utterly idiotic things to hurt him and now those of my friends who I didn't hurt are simply ashamed to know me, I've become the incarnation of overkill vengeance. To all those who believe they know me well, sorry but you do not, I concealed a lot of my darkside because you'd have been ashamed of me too, but now it matters little because I nolonger have my group of friends to protect me, they admit it themselves they won't do any more for me, it's my grave and I've gotta admit they have a point. So this guy is after me and I'll just have to face the music and hope I live

Ugh!!!
Why can't anyone understand that I don't eat beef (except the occasional hamburger), or any pork products?!!? My mom's boyfriend had the nerve to ask me if I wanted a philly steak and cheese sandwich knowing fully well that I DON'T eat beef!!!! UGH! What is wrong with people!?!

My Probation Officer
IT WAS HOT ONE SUMMER DAY IN AUGUST,I WAS GOING TO SEE MY PROBATION OFFICER I WAS DRUNK AND DIDN'T CARE, I WAS GOING TO SEE HER ANYWAYS I KNOW SHE WAS GOING TO THROW ME IN JAIL BUT WHEN I GOT THERE IT WAS A WHOLE DIFFERENT STORY,AS I WALKED IN,SHE SAT BEHIND HER DESK LOOKING AS HOT AS USUAL SHE SAID COME SIT DOWN,SHE SEEMED REALLY HAPPY ABOUT SOMETHING,LIKE SHE FINALLY GOT LAID,LIKE I TOLD HER ONE TIME,SHE NEEDED TO GET LAID,AND TO QUIT BEING SUCH A BITCH,AND YEAH,I SPENT ONE WEEK IN JAIL FOR THAT PROBATION VIOLATION.SHE ASKED ME HOW I WAS DOING,I SMARTED OFF AND SAID HORNY LIKE THE LAST TIME I WAS HERE.SHE STOOD UP FROM HER CHAIR,SHE WAS WEARING NOTHING DOWN BELOW BUT HER HIGH HEELS,AND SAID WOULD YOU LIKE SOME OF THIS?I THOUGHT AT FIRST THIS WAS SOME KIND OF TRICK THAT SHIT,SHE'S GOTTA BE TEASING ME.AND THEN SHE STARTED RUBBING HER PUSSY AND PEELING UP HER SHIRT,WITH HER OTHER HAND.I HAD AN INSTANT HARD-ON THE SHE SAT DOWN IN HER CHAIR,PUT A LEG OVER EACH ARM REST AND SHE SAID COME O

Karma And Rebirth
The wheel of life, or "samsara", is an ancient symbol that has the same meaning in Buddhism and Hinduism. It is symbolizes the cycle of birth, life, and death. When one revolution of the wheel is completed, life begins again with rebirth. What is karma? Karma is a Sanskrit word that literally means "action". The word is used to refer to volitional acts as well as the forces that arise from these acts. The idea of karma had existed in ancient Indian philosophy before the time of Siddhartha Gautama, and it became an important element of Buddhist philosophy. The Hindu and Buddhist concepts of karma are quite similar, although Hinduism makes a further distinction between different types of karma, such as present karma, latent karma, and future karma. In the understanding of both thought systems, the law of karma describes the connection between actions and the resulting forces, as follows: wholesome actions lead to wholesome states while unwholesome actions lead to unwholesome sta

Rant
I WAS READING ON YAHOO ABOUT THE TSUNAMI THAT HIT THE SOLOMON ISLANDS..YES ITS SAD I ADMIT..UMM I WONDER IF THE U.S. IS GOING TO SEND HELP..PROBLEY WHAT ELSE IS NEW WE HAVE ALL THESE FUCKEN TAX DOLLARS THAT ARE BEING SPENT TO HELP OTHER COUNTRIES..BUT THEY CANT FUCKEN SIT BACK AND HELP THE ONES WHO REALLY NEED IT LIKE US HERE IN THE U.S.A GRRRRR THAT PISSES ME OFF..HERE IS ANOTHER THING PPL WHO ADOPT OUT OF THE COUNTRY..YES THERE IS TONS OF RED TAPE INVOLVED BUT ONCE AGAIN FUCK THERE ARE KIDS HERE THAT NEED LOVING HOMES..DAMN IT WHEN I HIT THE POWERBALL IM BUILDING ME A 6 BD ROOM 3 BATH HOME STRICKLY SO I CAN BE A FOSTER PARENT..YES MEAN BITCH ME WANTS TO DO THIS..BUT HELL CHILDREN NEED HOMES...THEN EVENTUALLY ADOPT A CHILD..OHH YEA NOTE TO SELF DONT STAY AWAKE THIS LATE EVER AGAIN CAUSE MY FREINDS ARE GOING TO HATE READING MY RANTS..

The Business Trip
Christopher and I had been working together for a long time, and, over the past few months, had taken several business trips together. We had become an effective team in a short time, and wonderful friends as well. There was also a certain chemistry between us that I had never experienced before. Obviously, it was visible to others, because they kept assuming that something was going on between us, but, until this trip, our relationship had remained purely platonic. The more time I spent with this mam, the more difficult it was becoming to resist his charms. As time wore on, just being in the same room with him made my body intensely hot; it was occasionally downright embarrassing. This all was complicated by the fact that I was his direct supervisor, and a personal relationship between the two of us would be seriously frowned upon. This particular night, I was feeling extreamly friendly. I had been teasing Christopher, as i loved to do, about the hard day he had had and how nice

Guesse What Happened On My Easter?
As you know today is Easter Sunday, A day for celebration, a day of remembrance, today holds different meanings for different peoples. In my family holidays are defined by good food and spending time with those we love……. However there’s also the “normal everyone has this” feeling of dread… there’s one family member in general who is pure evil and not evil like me she is evil in a bad way. And ruins every holiday with or with out being here. This has become the norm and dealt with accordingly. So today much like every other holiday I got up and cooked a feast for all dismissing my mothers cries of woe and loathing for the evil one and calmed her down but this time only to have the unimaginable happen…. On Friday my 3 yr old was given an Emo Mohawk.. Which looked so great, however when his father who is a hip guy and his grand father a stuffy Englishman came to get him grumpy grampy decided to violently flip out and screeched at me about it on my front lawn I was alone and gat no

Another One Of Them Nights
I'm tired of when I"m out, getting pushed around and all. If shit keeps up, I'm gonna move. This state I live is is a sorry excuse for the south. That and it's not home. I don't get along with the women here(or so that's how is seems). I've already started to down size. I've sold 2 of my cars. I only got one car and a pickup now (the car is for sell $1700 obo). I just wanted to get that off my chest, maybe I'll actually be able to sleep. I might need the help of the beer cooler. Ya'll take care. Redneck

Golf
A man staggers into an emergency room with a concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes and a five iron wrapped tightly around his throat. Naturally, the doctor asks him what happened. "Well, it was like this," said the man. "I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a pasture of cows. We went to look for them, and while I was rooting around, noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end. I walked over and lifted up the tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it-- stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt." "That's when I made my big mistake." "What did you do?" asks the doctor. "Well, I lifted the cow's tail again and yelled to my wife, "Hey, this looks like yours!" "I don't remember much after that!"

More Of The Way I Feel
Life seems so dark and alone to me Family so cold and unloving Friends so distant and unreachable I look around the room and see lonliness and dispare Only to reach out and see no one there Lifes cold and lonely grasp has its hold on me Wish there was something or someone i could see Someone who understands why its meant to be.. The hurt so hard and deep plagues me,makes me wonder why i even go on.. Theres nothing here for me other then my 3 kids Id love to move far far away and say to hell with family and the way things are.. You know sometimes in life theres many things that are not understood and to me my parents are one of those, Easter Sunday I visited the parents as i normally do and asked if i could check my messages , so i logged onto cherrytap and checked them and signed back out, well to make a long story short, when i left my parents checked the history tab to see where i had been ( which is bullshit to begin with im 38 yrs old) so in order to see my page

Poor Guy!!
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"