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From Bad, To Worse, To Whatever
So it's common knowledge now, to anyone that reads this, that I lost my job. I keep applying for new jobs, and hoping something would happen and my luck would turn around, but that simply isn't the case right now. Interview after interview, application after application, looking for a new job is awful enough, but now my options will be even more limited. Since I had my license officially suspended, I won't be able to drive around to get to a new job. I won't be able to drive anywhere to do anything, I'll be basically stuck at home for 60 days now. When I got the notice, I saw that I could appeal, and I tried to, but by the time I finally had all the paperwork straightened out, I had missed the time limit to file my appeal. So far, I am left with no job, and no license. People seem to forget how to call another person on the telephone as well, seeing as no one has called me really in about a week. Life does indeed go on, but I thought my friends might have been a little different

The Seven Dwarfs
The Seven Dwarfs go to the Vatican, and because they are "THE" seven dwarfs they get ushered in to see the Pope. Dopey leads the pack. "Dopey my son," says the Pope, "What can I do for you?" Dopey asks, "Excuse me, Your Excellency, but are there any dwarf nuns in Rome?" The Pope wrinkles his brow at the odd question, thinks for a moment and answers, "No Dopey, there are no dwarf nuns in Rome." In the background a few of the dwarfs begin giggling. Dopey turns around and gives them a glare, silencing them. Dopey turns back to face the Pope. "Your Worship, are there any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?" The Pope, puzzled again, thinks for a moment and then answers, "No Dopey, there are no dwarf nuns in all of Europe." This time all the other dwarfs burst into laughter. Once again, Dopey turns around and silences them all with an angry glare. Dopey turns back to the Pope and says, "Mr. Pope, are there ANY dwarf nuns in the whole world?" The Pope answers, "I'

Let Down Raised Up (poem)
After a life of let down A long time, only a frown Cold stone beneath my ribs and flesh No longer the air I breathe fresh Stale and cold has the prison of my mind become Empty, dark, fearful feelings this comes from Weeping spirit, hollow soul The lone church bell will soon toll Out of dark depression came a light Giving a broken man reason to fight A beauty of incomparable proportion Clearing my focus; life out of distortion Warmth melting the ice within my being My eyes as if for the first time seeing The days no longer grey Music in my head on every word you say A rose opening in the sun A life no longer burned well done My existence you have saved A smooth road you have now paved Down to earth, tried and true Baby, I will always love you. RHB 12/29/06

One More Before I Get Off For The Next Couple Of Days
You know it's bad when I have to go to my profile to listen to all of my favorite songs because of the mood I am in. I thought last night that just being out of the house was a good thing in itself. I got to see a really great friend that I haven't seen in months, and that was what I knew I needed. It's bad even when SHE notices the change in my own husband. Now, I have noticed a change in him, but it wasn't something that took time to do. This happened pretty gradually. I guess when you and your spouse work in the same workplace it's bound to put a damper on your relationship. I knew it was a bad idea to go there where he was to work, but we all know my fear of driving (which once you know me and understand my paranoia you'll understand more) I won't drive. I know that I am capable of doing what I have to do but when it will come to driving, that won't happen anytime soon. Especially where there are four lane roads/highways. Ok 4:30 will come bright and early so I am getting off of

Effect Of You Love
Love is like a flame It's burning in my heart I do not feel the same As I felt before Sick with the pain You tore my world apart The minute that you gave was the minute that it started Why did you do this to me Why did you care You left me standing in the rain No more tears could I bare Then everything changed I opened my eyes and to my surprise I saw you reaching out To pull me back into your arms I thought that you had left me I thought that you were gone Seems you still surprise me Cause now you love me even more? © Sarah O' 2007

Bbq Bacardi® O Chicken
Original recipe yield: 6 servings US METRIC SERVINGS About scaling and conversions INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup BACARDI® O Flavored Rum * 2 cups Minute Maid® Orange Juice * 1/4 cup soy sauce * 2 oranges, zested * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh mint * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro * 2 teaspoons minced garlic * 1/2 teaspoon curry powder * 1 chicken, cut into pieces DIRECTIONS 1. Combine BACARDI® O, Minute Maid orange juice, soy sauce, orange zest, mint, cilantro, garlic and curry in a shallow baking dish. 2. Add chicken pieces, turning to coat. 3. Grill chicken over medium-hot fire, basting with marinade during the first 10 minutes of cooking, until cooked thoroughly. Goes well with the BACARDI(R) Mixers Blue Hawaiian . number of stars READ REVIEWS (4) * REVIEW/RATE THIS RECIPE * SAVE TO RECIPE BOX * ADD TO SHOPPING LIST * ADD A PERSONAL NOTE * POST A RECIPE PHOTO * POST A FAVO

New And Improved Big Pimpin Giveaway Goals! Get Signed Up Now!
these prices wont stay around long lmfao... i wanna try to have a giveaway... so its going to work like this. i will rip a photo of your choice, and you deside what gift u want to go for..you can start right away. if u deside u wanna quit, thats fine and ill buy something appropriate for what u have accumilated. comment bombing is allowed and encouraged. there is no time limit. you may bomb your self too. Gifts will be awarded during happy hour only... here are ur choices... mansion 45,000 comments yacht 20,000 comments porsche 10,000 comments corvette 7,500 comments rolex 2,000 comments ring 1,500 comments earrings 1000 comments

Kablooey
The girls at work were staring at me like i had a horn sticking out of my head. So what, i have no tv in my place k. I really truly don't. They were befuddled and offered to give me one of their tvs (1 of my coworkers has 6 tv's in her home! holy fuck Sarah!) I politely declined, thanks but no thanks. Tv rots your mind, go read a book. And oh for the record, i don't like cats. That one comment is giving me the ebbie jeebies.

Stir Fry Sweet & Sour Chicken
3 boneless skinless chicken breast sesame seeds (optional) 1 green bell pepper (julienned) 1 clove of garlic (chopped) 2 1/2 tbsp. of coconut oil 1 jar of La Choy sweet and sour sauce Cube chicken into desired chuncks; set aside. Heat oil until melted over low heat. Add sesame seeds and chopped garlic, stir to mix together, turn up heat to med-hi, and add chicken. Stir fry until chicken is thoroughly cooked, then add bell pepper and sweet and sour sauce. Stir and turn down heat to low. Cover and simmer for about 10 minutes until bell pepper is soft and tender. Serves 2-3.

Heart
From the heart comes love, and with love we embrace the things that we cherish. With a heart that is true, there is true love which allows us clarity of affection of stability of emotion. All things that we do are affected in a positive way, when we do things with a heart that is true. Small things and big things, important things and menial things, simple things and sophisticated things, are all impacted by the state of which the heart is in. All in all, when our heart is true, we have endearing value.

Damn.........lol
Well this fits yet so confusing......... The situation is so confusing that you're half convinced walking away is the solution. But maybe you need to ask yourself a different question. Maybe it's not should you stay or should you go, but what should you do next?

Members Needed
friend request for the CT.L.R.L.Society of Wolves Hows it Going ,I'm Jeff Founder of a Bran new Family here on the CT. Seeking Loyal new members,to be part of the L.R.L.~The Objective of this Family is to Win Contests.The Wolf is out Totem,A Wolf Morph comes with membership.The Wolf is Strength,Unity + Loyalty.Either just send this back as a regular friend.Or send this back a member of my Family.Add L.R.L.~Society of Wolves to your nic.An I'll be by to retrieve your Code an add it to the Family blog,an a Picture for your Morph.Hope to see u.Many Hugs. just click here friend request for the CT.L.R.L.Society of Wolves Lord~Wolf~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves*Roadhouse~Riders~*Club*@ CherryTAP

Sin City Pt 1
She was walking home just as she had always done after work. Always at night and always in the wrong part of the city. She always tried to be as invisible as possible. And so far she always got home safe. But tonight was just not her night, it was raining and she had forgotten to bring an umbrella or even a rain coat. At least it was only sprinkling but she would be soaked by the time she got home. She didnt like the idea that she was working at "The Oasis" the local strip club to pay for her bills and her 3 year old son's food. But every time she tried to think of another way to make good money her head would just hurt and then her heart. So she just kept walking down the barely lit sidewalk when she had just realized she had been keeping an eye out around her. She started walking a little faster and looked around franticly. But no one was around save the sound of a rusted out car that was probably one street over. As she kept walking she kept thinking it sounded like the car was gett

Pasta With Shrimp And Scallops
6 tbsp. olive oil 2 lbs. ripe tomatoes, peeled, seeded and chopped 3 tbsp. capers, drained 2 tbsp. anchovies, chopped 1 tbsp. garlic, chopped 3/4 lb. raw shrimp, peeled 1/2 lb. sea scallops, halved 2 tbsp. olives (Kalamata) chopped, optional Heat oil on high heat. Add tomatoes, capers, anchovies and garlic. Cook until tomatoes releases their juices and mixture thickens, stir occasionally about 10 minutes. Add shrimp and scallops cook about 2 minutes. Cook pasta (fettuccine or linguine). Pour sauce over pasta and serve.

Haters Strike Again! Go Show Her Some Love!!!!
I'm sure alot of u knoe this lady...She's a total sweetheart n didnt deserve what she got! Her salute pic got flagged just coz she was in the top!!! sheesh! So go show her some love and rate her new salute pics in her default album!!! ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP Pls REPOST! Much love folks! xox

Barbecue Ribs With Special Barbecue Sauce
Baby back ribs (1 slab per person) 1/4 cup red wine vinegar or lemon juice 1 stick butter, melted 1 clove garlic, crushed 1 onion, grated Remove skin from back of ribs. Cut a small slit between each rib. Mix vinegar, butter, onion and garlic together and use mixture to season ribs on both sides. Place ribs on a preheated grill and close the cover. Turn ribs every 20 minutes and baste with Barbecue sauce until tender. SPECIAL BARBECUE SAUCE: 1/2 stick butter, melted 1 green pepper, chopped 1 onion, chopped 3-4 cloves garlic, pressed 1/2 cup celery (with leaves), chopped 1 (16 oz.) can crushed tomatoes 1 (12 oz.) can thick tomato paste 1/2 can water, from tomato paste can 1 tbsp. Worcestershire sauce 1 tsp. salt 2 tbsp. red wine vinegar 2 tbsp. prepared yellow mustard 4 dashes Tabasco sauce 8 peppercorns 1/4 tsp. ground cumin 8 coriander seeds 1/4 tsp. oregano 2 tbsp. molasses 4 tbsp. brown sugar 1 bay leaf 1/4 tsp. celery seed Melt butter in medium sa

Grilled Chicken And Vegetable Kebabs With Yogurt Dressing
This recipe serves: 6 Ingredients For the yogurt marinade and dressing: 2 cups plain non-fat yogurt 2 cloves garlic, minced juice and zest of 1 lemon 1 tablespoon honey 1/4 cup chopped, fresh mint leaves salt to taste freshly ground black pepper For the chicken and vegetable kebabs: 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken thighs 2 tablespoons olive oil juice of 1 lemon 2 small red onions, peeled and cut into eigths 2 medium zucchini, cut into 3/4-inch half rounds 2 red bell peppers, cut into 1-inch pieces 1/2 pound medium-sized mushrooms 18 metal or bamboo (soaked in water) skewers 3 pieces pita bread 1 lemon, cut into wedges Cooking Instructions For the yogurt marinade and dressing: 1. Combine the yogurt, garlic, lemon juice and zest, honey, mint, salt and pepper in a large mixing bowl and stir to combine. 2. Divide the mixture in thirds: place one third (the dressing) in a decorative serving bowl, place another third (marinade for the chic

Grilled Pork Chops With Orange-rosemary Relish
This recipe serves: 6 Ingredients 3 oranges, peeled and cut into sections (remove all membranes) juice of 1 lemon 1 teaspoon chopped, fresh rosemary 1 tablespoon canola oil 6 center-cut, boneless pork loin chops,about 1-inch thick salt to taste freshly ground black pepper Cooking Instructions 1. Preheat the grill. 2. To make the orange relish, combine the orange sections in a mixing bowl with the lemon juice and rosemary and set aside. (This can be made in advance and stored in the refrigerator for up a day or two. The relish should be served at room temperature.) 3. Brush the pork chops with oil and season generously with salt and pepper. 4. Grill the pork chops for 5 to 8 minutes on each side, turning only once. (Thin chops will take less time, thicker chops will take more.) 5. Place the chops on warmed plates, top with orange relish and serve immediately. Serving Size: 1 pork chop with relish Nutritional Information Number of Servings: 6 Pe

Today Again
i get a bonus today and have very little to do tonight, so i was plannin on findin something to do, then the boss man comes in and tells me theres a truck comin in at 7pm, and they really need me to stay. Doing shit like that got me my bonus, but now i can't even get to the damn bank to cash it! GODDAMMIT! So it seems like every thing that starts looking good, turns to SHIT!! i'll still be going out somewhere, but it would have been nice to have been home by now and get an early start to the weekend! Everytime i bitch and complain about this shit to the boss's, i just get handed another check and pretty much told to shut up and get back to work! kinda fun playin that game, it always gets me more money! but when the fuck am i supposed to go spend it? I want to trade in my pink truck and get a new car, Maybe a dodge charger or a toyota tundra! not sure yet! But i also want a better tv in my room, cuz thats where i end up watching tv mostly! who knows what i'll do? not me.

I Hate It When I Feel Like A Nobody...
I hate it when I feel like a nobody because I'm never treated like somebody. Why must it always be this way? It's not like I started a fray. I'm just being myself all the time and nobody treats me like I'm even worth a dime. Isn't there anything to do to make it better? Isn't there even a word to use or even a letter to make the feeling of right now stop? Should I just forget about getting to the top? Since there seems nothing to do so just forget about the zoo. I know when I'm not wanted when they bark, so I might as well stay in the dark.

A Person In Need
I'm posting this for knightskitty...I hope someone can help. subject: My sons life depends on it...Please read....This is no Joke!!! post date: 2007-01-25 17:53:23 views: 284 comments: 43 ratings: 0 Appointment with doctor went well...Change in plans as they cannot put my son on the donor list we have to find a live donor....Can you please help me to get the word out here....The surgery will take place in about 6 months..It will be done like no other ever preformed...Normal kidney transplants kidneys stay in the body...With Shawn they have to remove them as his kidneys are his disease...They will then put the new kidney in the front versus the back...The surgery being prefomed is referred to as an unconventional surgery being as it has never been attempted and therefore it is really expermental...My son is the oldest alive with this disease and the doctors are amazed at that..They beleive that if we remove the kidneys from his body it will work but because he is not in kidney

Graduation Party
Today my ex's neice who i've known for most of her life, called me and begged me to come to her graduation party! WHOLE family type thing! So ex inlaws and everything! MOst of whom can't stand me! and thats mainly because i can't stand them! And i've let them all know it! but anyway, my neice's dad! who is in the same situation as me. Has a fight with his illegitimate son that showed up from who know's where, cuz he was called and begged same as me! shit spills out! shitloads of bullshit drama that i stayed clear of with my daughter in hand. Then of course my ex-brother in law decides to start his SHIIIIT haaha with me for some reason. So i just tell the ex! im takin my daughter and getting out of here! call me later if you want to pick her up. THen on the way home, a ford explorer with a DRUNK old lady smacks into an on coming van! I see it all, truck flips, i pull up next to it, get out and start gettin the lady out, she reeks and is talking and fine, but she's all "im soooo sorry,

~to Be As She~
~To Be As She~ It is a night of sorrow, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their loneliness. The dark one wakens. Wisps of death shrouds her pale form, an eternal wanting. Her silken hair cascades over fragile milk-white shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new life, I rise.

My Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Livestrong Challenge 2007
LiveStrong Challenge 2007 I'm up to over $750! I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

Marathon
going off now to run in the ladies mini marathon doing it with my sis and some teachers from my sons alc class were rising money so we can build a new sensory room for them.so talk to you all soon unless i drop i'm soooooooo not fit but it's for ryan and his little buddies . peace out bee .xxxx

I'm So Pissed
There is enough crap on TV now they have taken BLUES CLUES off nick I think that is bull crap I have a lot of little ones learn from that show .So I am pissed I'm going to look them up and tell them .Bring back More graphics at CustomGlitterGraphics.comBLUES CLUES.

Moving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have to say I am going to have to change my blog name cause I am moving out of this hell hole call Russellville. Going back to the city where I belong. I will update my profile when I get a chance but believe you me, it is definitely for the better. Yeah!

Valentines, Redneck Style
Kudzu is green, my dog's name is Blue And I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk, a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales, but I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry, jist a-dancin' in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave yore armpits, Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits. And speakin' of wits, you've got plenty fer shore. 'Cuz you married me back in '74. Still them fellers at work they all want to know, What I did to deserve such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape, yo're there fer yore man, To patch up life's troubles and stick 'em in the can. Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler racin' through the mud, Yet fragile as that sanger named

What Makes A Woman......again
> Do you know what makes a woman special? > Well I'm not an expert but let's see if I have the right idea..... > It's not always what you see on the outside... > It's not in the clothes she wears.. > It's not the size of her backside... > Or the what she does'nt wear.... > A woman can be alot of things... > A daughter,a mother,a wife,a friend, or a fling.... > But to me what makes a woman special is the beauty that God gave her on the inside and outside....We spend a lot of time judging a woman by the way she looks....Thank God he made them ALL beautiful....But we should be looking in their eyes to see what they are really made of..They may come off as a b.t.h but deep inside there is the heart and soul of a very special person....I believe that all woman should be adored and loved because they are created with a piece of us men..therefore if we treat them wrong we are lacking respect for us... Always show every woman the respect they deserve.....because without them we'd all b

Gramps
Well if you don't know my grandpa hasn't been doing to well.. He has decided to stop going to the doctors and receiving treatment. From my understanding the nurse told my grandmother..someone in his condition who stops dialysis's has a time span of 5 to 14 days. So if you guys could please keep him in your prayers. I would appreciate it bunches. Also I have a friend who's grandfather isn't doing so well after heart surgery. If you can take a few seconds and pray for his speedy recovery. Thanks everyone you're the best

Will You Remember Me....
IF I LEAVE CT FOR GOOD.... WHAT WILL YOU REMEMBER OF ME?? CHANCES ARE... NOTHING. PEOPLE ARE FAKES AND BACK STABBERS HERE... MOST OF YOU DO ANYTHING FOR THE POINTS.... SCREW IT ALL... I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I'VE HAD ENOUGH... I TALK TO A FEW OF YOU... PIMPIN OUT SOME OF YOU TOO... WHICH I DON'T MIND AT ALL. BUT I'M SIMPLY SICK OF THE DRAMA QUEENS ON HERE... PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO REACH ME OFF OF CT. THOSE ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS... I'M NOT SURE "WHEN" I WILL DELETE ALL MY STUFF... BUT I WILL BE... I SAY WITHIN A WEEK... OR SO... WAS NICE KNOWING ALL OF THE ONES I'M CLOSE TO. IT WAS A DRAG KNOWING THE DRAMA POINT QUEENS... HIT ME UP... IF YOU DECIDE THE FRIENDSHIP WE BUILT ON.. IS WORTH ASKING FOR MY YAHOO OR MSN... THIS PLACE IS A LITTLE TOO MUCH NOW.. TAKE CARE EVERYONE... LOTS OF LOVE, ~THE REAL ME~

Look My Stalker Is Here!!!
Yep thats the real stalker of CT, she is watching six plus people at once. LMAO Thanks Totally Happy and Shorty for sending all those people to my page, some of them even added me as a friend and fanned me! Your mouths are sending the good attention my way! Who viewed me I viewed Blocked "Totally Happy&#... (im here I think LOL) Clone_Trooper shroom (Passed out) Graves ™ recon1au See All

My Baby Shower
Last Saturday I had my baby shower, we had fun and got a lot of stuff. Took pictures I am going to put up here soon. I will have them under My photos. I am 7 mos now. Only 7 more weeks to go until little Mykala is here. Then it is sleepiness nights.

Ever Be Enough?
I've wandered for so long Seems like I've been down this road before So alone and fading from the light I feel your existence Even now I have to close my eyes Echoes in my head are feeding me lies Send me fire from the sky an angel from on high My heart cries Will I ever be enough? Will I ever see the beauty that's inside inside of me? Will I ever be enough? Will I ever see the way you see me? I'm lost in emotion Overtaken by my every breath Finding strength I never knew I had A promise A let down Back to where I did not know myself You call to me. It must be someone else For so long now I've left the thought of gaining any promise of new life I'm living in the shadows I look away just long enough To realize my life will never see tomorrow. EVER BE ENOUGH.. Seven Glory

Born 1930-1979
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died

Why Does It Hurt So Bad
Everyone falls in love sometimes But why does it hurt so bad Hearts are often broken When there are words unspoken You did me wrong For way to long And I sat there and took it I took it for way to long I let you go The pain is so strong Youll probably never even know I thought I was over you But why does it hurt so bad I thought I had let you go Why does it hurt me so I gotta get you outta my head But why do i feel so sad I could have swore I was over you But I keep crying Whenever I think of you I thought we were forever Just me and you You & me All those times you told me you loved me Why does it hurt so bad Why do I feel so sad I thought i was over you But i keep crying When Im not with you...

Plea To My Son's Lost Father. I Know Times Have Been Tough. N Im Sorry For All We Went Through.
If anyone has read the previous bulletein i wrote about the hardest thing is to let go i made a mistake in how much of the time My son sees his father. This is a plea to a child's lost father. I will not bash him here. For all of his mistakes he tried and still does. Amongsts mine and my words and our arguements. I finally grew up and reached out to his wife and always always was giveing to them. I gave to his wife to his two children. I know times have been hard money has been hard and you watched your new born daughter go through the same pain of seizures and you did as you did as a child. Our son bares this same burden. My simple plea is please be there for our son more so and take care in being around him more often. I know times he has been sick. He only sees his son 2 to 4 times a month. Yes he has two other children, but to even stop by for a half hour to an hour would mean so much to our son. They both share the same burdons of adhd. My son is 3 and a half

A Party To Remember
The day started as any other day. I spent the early afternoon with Master. We had a wonderful session, followed by a picnic in the park. We sat under one of the large trees on his 6 acres of property. He told me he had plans for me this evening, and my heart began to pound. I adored my Master, and I would do anything he asked of me. For I had been with him for 3 years...I trusted him...I knew he would never do any thing to harm me. We went back to the house...it was a large house, almost a mansion...atleast it was as close to one as I would ever come to see. It had 6 bedrooms.....and the down stairs rooms were very large. There was also the usual housekeeping staff one might expect to find in such a large dwelling. Master led me to an upstairs room....one that had been set aside as my room when ever I would come to stay. Master walked in with me......informed me that there was going to be a party tonight. I was instructed to shower....shave myself clean....and to put on the dres

Hello All
I just wanted to all let you know that iam back djing for my home station phoenixxx raido if you want good chat and good tunes tune in 2-4 wednesday thursday and friday all you have to do is regester and join here is the link: http://www.phoenixxxradio.com/chat.html. if you have any questions sb me or prvt message me

Hmmmmmm
you know the problem with learning to live alone? the loneliness. i have been told that i am an easy person to live with. i am generally a clean person, and somewhat organized. living with myself is not the problem. i can do that. it's the companionship that i miss. i have always had someone to replace the last one. this time, however, i am determined to find in myself that which i have been looking for in my partners. but the loneliness..............

Interesting
The last few days have been interesting to say the least, emotions running high, it's alot to take in day by day it got rough for a while but i think for the most part things are smooth now, have to do some rebuilding but that's to be expected when you have a long fight a long journey ahead of you. Yesterday I saw my all time fav. movie on TV "At first sight" yes yes I know it's a chick flick but I connect with it becuase it deals with a person who has a disability and someone who doesn't, and how their relationship grows and how they deal with the challenges of dealing with things that 2 "normal" people don't face. The movie moves me and is very emotional for me, because many if not all of the questions and issues they deal with I also have to deal with. It's not easy, it never will be. If you have never seen the movie you owe it to yourself to see it, it will put alot of things into perspective. The sound on my laptop has been messing up, getting choppy, and what annoys me the

To Everyone
I've posted a few poems recently, and I'd really like your feedback. Rate, leave comments. Comments are especially appreciated. I want to know if it's worth my time to continue posting my work here. Thanks all, Jack Loki Listens - REAL BLOG

::::::sigh:::::::::
This is Jacqueline Saburido on September 19, 1999. This is her and her Father, 1998. This is her on Vacation in Venezuela. Birthday party as a child. At a party with friends. The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999. After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 operations. Jacqueline was caught in the burning car and her body was heavily burnt during around 45 seconds. With her Father, 2000. Getting treatment. Three months after accident. Without a left eyelid Jacquie needs eye drops to keep her vision. Now 20 year old, he cannot forgive himself for driving drunk on that night thr

Excuse Me, Your Fly Is Unzipped
1. "The cucumber has left the salad." 2. "Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out." 3. "Your soldier ain't so unknown now." 4. "Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to His bells." 5. "Elvis Junior has LEFT the building!" 6. "Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 7. "You've got your fly set for Monica instead of Hillary." 8. "You've got a security breach at Los Pantaloons." 9. "I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it?" 10. "Men are From Mars, women can see Your Penis." 11. "There's a bike in ur shed and its got 2 flat tires"

Some Quickies
Q. Do you know what the square root of 69 is? A. Ate something. (8.xxxxxxx....) Q. But do you know what 6.9 is? A. A good thing screwed up by a period. Q. Did you hear about the new "morning after" pill for men? A. It changes their blood type. Q. What do Lifesavers do that a man can't? A. Come in eight flavors. Q. What do cow pies and cowgirls have in common? A. The older they get the easier they are to pick up. Q. How can you tell a Sumo wrestler from a feminist? A. A Sumo wrestler shaves his legs. Q. What's six inches long that women love? A. Folding money. Q. What is the difference between erotic and kinky? A. Erotic is using a feather....kinky is using the whole chicken. Q. What is the difference between Michael Jackson and a grocery bag? A. One is made of plastic and is dangerous for children to play with.... the other is used to carry groceries. Q. What is the new gay website address? A. c : enter ### (see colon enter pound pound pound). Q.

June 7,2007
Feelings are just that -- feelings. They're a type of information and should neither be condemned nor elevated. Learn to sit with what comes up and you'll find a whole new arena of possibilities. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I know what feelings I have cannot wait to confirm these feelings i have

Untitled
My biggest personal accomplishment is that I'm still here. Scathed, but still standing, I'm brave, but I still fear, Showing my true feelings, afraid you might hear, My heart speak the language, then no more are we near. Let me make this real clear, my pride I hold dear. Felt like I was thrown in the fire and left there to sear. Felt my spirit burn, while flames evaporated my tears. And it burned up that thing that I said that I hold dear. I was stabbed in the back, must've separated my spine. Because all the pain that remains left me emotionally paralyzed. I cant move forward cuz of what I left behind. And I cant go back cuz now its lost in time. One day I might find, the passion that I once had. I just need the courage to put my hand out and grab. But I'm not sure if I deserve it, and I know that sounds bad, But I cant look past the pain and the sorrow and the reasons I'm mad.

8 Things I Hate About Humanity
1. How good a musician Corey Taylor is. You must be from another planet – stop fucking embarrassing the rest of us. 2. The Ontological Argument. (1) I define God to be X. (2) Since I can conceive of X, X must exist. (3) Therefore, God exists. I don’t really think anything else needs to be said here. Except for maybe to try this out with anything you can think of. Like, try defining a sentient overweight tuxedo-wearing jazz-fag pile of cowshit as X, and see what happens. 3. Black people who demand reparations. Whoa there. Are you seriously demanding money based on events that took place under a different system of morals over 100 years ago? There are two major problems with this. First, the people you’re asking for the money from had NOTHING to do with enslaving the black race. That’s right: just because they’re white devils, doesn’t mean that they contain some kind of inexorable link to the past with white devils in the 1800s. That would be like me demanding money from th

"hooah"
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring

Car Dies And All Kinds Of Fun
Hi all, just thought I would write about what has been going on this week. On the 5th i went to get paychecks and all. The car drove fine all the way there, and back with the charge light on for the battery. Andrew is going to bible study all week long from 9-noon. So at noon went out to start the car, and it is DEAD! I couldn't believe it! I just drove it to the city and back and it did fine. GRRRRRRRRRR!!! So I get into the Plymouth, which has 4 bad tires on it, and we pick up Andrew, run to the bank, deposit the checks, go grocery shopping, always spend more then I should, then run to cashland, and run home and unload the car. Clean the kitchen up and get all the trash out. Then run to Walmart, also spend more then I should there, lol. Come home around 8 or so, dead on our feet. So I call and order pizza, then around 9:15 or so I lay down on the couch and I pass out! Darryl came home last night around 10 or so. I finally woke up around 1 am or so when Darryl woke me up to go to bed.

Thank You All
okay to start off yesterday i planned on deleteing my profile ,because my 24 year niece found out that she has stage 3 breast cancer i was going to go and take care of her so i deleted well after that she called told me she had set up home health care to come in and help plus because of my health problems she didnt want me to hurt my myself as most of u are or were aware i was a cherry ninja now im starting back from the begging thank you for adding me back you guys r the besti will be going to all your profiles and rating all pics again and boy theres alot lol give me time but thank you all

Misbehaveing
i was bad again and didnt do as i was told i fell asleep before all my chores were done thats how i got found by my master. which is why i am tie bent over a chair blindfold and not sure what u got planed i hear a woosh before a bamboo cane hits my bare ass with a sting i bite the ball gag rather then making noise for that just makes it worse on me after 20 strikes the ball gag is removed and replaced with ur hard cock that greedily i suck and lick u till u cum all over my face to be continued

The Rants Are Evil
If you are reading these, I am sorry. lol. I have to say that because I just can't picture anyone wanting to read something that I have put up (outside of my rants against the holidays, which are funny in a sense). I understand that that one serious one is abit strong, but it is truth and to know me, then you have to accept all of me for what I am and what has made me this person. I won't lie to anyone; I don't understand honestly what it is that draws people to me (my mom says its the kind of person I am). I want to believe that. If anyone wants to comment, then I would love input. I am the type of person that is wary of others at first, but if you are willing to take me as I am, and let me get to know you, then you've got one of the best things in life from me. A friend that will be there for you through thick and thin. A person that will give you the shirt from her back, a shoulder when you need it, and will never judge you for anything that you might have done, or will do. He

This Sounds Like A Outstanding Plan For The United States
The Plan! Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York" in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to

Unique
Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them. SO, to all of my crack n flaw friends, have a great day and remember to smell the flowers on your side of the path.......

Friend And Fans
I AM OVERWHELMED BY THE AMOUNT OF FRIENDS THAT I HAVE, AND THE NUMBER OF FANS THAT I HAVE. I AM TRYING MY BEST TO MAKE CONTACT SOMEHOW AT SOMEPOINT WITH ALL OF YOU AND I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT WITH SOME OF YOU IT I HAVE NEVER SPOKEN TO YOU. THAT FALLS ON ME, BUT NOT 100%. I AM WRITING THIS BLOG BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY THINGS GOING ON THAT I DON'T HAVE TIME TO GO THROUGH MY LISTS AND PIC OUT THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVEN'T TALKED TO. I HAVE A LONG LIST AND STILL HAVE NOT MADE IT THROUGH. I'M SORRY TO HAVE TO DO THIS. BUT I WILL BE CLEANING OUT MY LIST IN THE NEXT DAY OR TWO. I HAVE TO MAKE MY LIFE MANAGABLE AND THIS IS ONE THING (SMALL YET IT WILL HELP) THAT HAS TO BE DONE. AND DON'T THINK THAT IT IS JUST CT, CUZ IT'S NOT. I'VE ALREADY CLEANED OUT EVERY FRIENDS LIST THAT I HAVE AIM/AOL, MYSPACE, MSN, YAHOO.... ALL I CAN SAY AT THIS POINT, THIS IS ME MAKING ME MORE MANAGABLE. MY CT MAIL IS STILL OPEN, AND ALL MY SHOUTS AND COMMENTS ARE STILL OPEN, JUST BECAUSE YOU MAY BE REMOV

Episode 68: On This Strange Highway
I'm often amazed at certain everyday things. While I view the collective of humanity with a general disgust and complete apathy, on an individual level, I can find them enjoyable or even completely revolting. Thursday proved to be very interesting indeed. I'd expected another night at work where my stress levels would go up and wouldn't come down until I'd end the night but it wasn't to be so. Earlier in the day, one of the inmates (one that has never been much in the way of trouble) was suckerpunched by another, renowned for his irrational fits of uncontrollable temperament. This meant the three hour trip to Shreveport, to the charity hospital, which would prove to be an exercise in lengthy stays. If it's one thing I love about work, it's taking trips. The overtime, being off the compound, the feeling that anything can, and ususally does, happen...it's all great. There's also a sense of irony in it. To know that someone as certainly as insane as I has been entrusted out in the publ

Poem For Women
He didn't like the casserole, And he didn't like my cake. My biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right, He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer, I was looking for a clue; Then I turned around and smacked him... Like his Mother used to do.

Aw Hell
burnin time thinkin bout what i shouldn't Fightin the things that couldn't bring me Fearin how far, how far fear has dug in havin nothin, needin somethin, knowin everythin leads to hell hell is home, a warm place to kill an hate a fiery place to burn the souls souls bought for cheap, violently reaped

Saturday~not Much Going On
Hi all, how are you doing? This weekend has been a relaxing weekend, not much going on here. Just went shopping at Walmart to get a few things and ran to the bank. Fixing to go to bed, Darryl has to leave tomorrow morning at about 9 am or so to be at the yard by 10 to finish his log sheets considering he is more then a month behind. Goodness!!! So he has to finish those tomorrow and then leave out by 1 pm cause he has to be at Decatur,Al on monday morning. So he has a long drive in front of him. I can't wait til he gets off the road, and we get a new bed, every morning we wake up sore and stiff. It is almost as old as me, hehe! So I think it is time for a new bed. That is about all that is going on here. Had a simple dinner of hamburgers, they were good!!! Hope you have a great rest of the weekend. Take care, Hugs

Thanks To Our Military
I was just sitting here thinking bout how we ( civilians ) take our freedome for granted. We dont always say thank you or show our appreciation to our military.Ii have a sister and brother in law in the military boht deployed to IRAQ fighting BUSH'S WAR..I just want to say THANK YOU to them and evryone one else in the MILITARY for a great job..If you feel like posting this you can if not, just say let a military member know thay are appreciated in some way...

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Mysterious, You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious92% Passion92% Eyes full of Pain83% Diamond Eyes33% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Xoxo's
Missed you all. I missed my internet. It took them four days to hook it up right! I like where I moved to no loud music, nothing except the occassional lawn mower waking me up. Who mows grass at 4am? If you do please stop it your neighbors will appreciate it. :) My trailer is mildly nice. It's a trailer their never perfectly nice. I'm 15 miles from nearest biggest town. Sucks as far as gas mileage goes. I miss the city but country nice to. I have my dog Lady to keep me company and protect me even though she'd only lick someone to death. Other than that everything is going alright.

Sum Sum Abotu Me ;) And Heafty Joke
YOU KNOW YOUR HEAFTY JOKE .....at end of blog OK LOL I already wrote this once and lost everything when I got a error message.....so attempt #2........waits for cheering section....................................... I was trying to tell a little something about who I was ,.....*trying*

Recovering
old habits die hard, growing bitter from trying to be broken while these comfortable routines are smothered with affection well, i choose to switch between the two i choose whatever convinces you, that I should be allowed to slip through the cracks and get back to the living these walls are unforgiving send someone to check on me and take notes on my recovery one pill will get me through the day but I take two anyway when I take three pills the song begins to play one that won't go away. And even though I know one pill will get me through the day I take two anyway when I mix four pills with a drink the song starts to play its in the back of my head and its everywhere and its all I can think about its all spinning out of control for one day this thing is out of my hands while under severe supervision, everything is, everything is but when unsuspected, addiction is under the radar and anything goes, so here I sit, comatose almost I float between hospitals and

Hey!
Alright people... For those of you who live nearby probably have heard of a band called Winter Agony... well babies pack up because we're going!!! Their going to be LIVE in Winchester!! And I will be damned if I gotta go alone! Supposed to be a biiiig show. Winter Agony is headlining so their doing 10 songs!!

Fighting
I'm tired of being the one crying. I'm tired of being the one who has made myself spineless for this fucker. I am tired of him being able to look at me and say I work, I support you and the kids and I borrow money from my family so that we can have what we (need). Somehow it never seems enough that i stay home and clean his house do his damn laundry and take care of our children. I'm very tired of him bashing my family because they're not financially able to give his ass money whenever he needs it. I'm tired of him making me feel like I'm wrong whenever we have an argument. I'm tired of him being able to scream at me and in the end of the fight him not have done anything wrong in his eyes. Friday our car broke down again. The car is in his parents name. He called his dad to come and get him so that he could go get his check cashed and get a few groceries in the house since we weren't going to have a car all weekend. His dad arrived at 615 or so and at 830 he called me talkin about

The Gingham Dress
THE GINGHAM DRESS (A true story by Malcom Forbes) A lady in a faded gingham dress and her husband, dressed in a homespun threadbare suit, stepped off the train in Boston, and walked timidly without an appointment into the Harvard University President's outer office. The secretary could tell in a moment that such backwoods, country hicks had no business at Harvard & probably didn't even deserve to be in Cambridge. "We'd like to see the president," the man said softly. "He'll be busy all day," the secretary snapped. "We'll wait," the lady replied. For hours the secretary ignored them, hoping that the couple would finally become discouraged and go away. They didn't, and the secretary grew frustrated and finally decided to disturb the president, even though it was a chore she always regretted. "Maybe if you see them for a few minutes, they'll leave," she said to him. He sighed in exasperation and nodded. Someone of his importance obviously didn't have the time to spend wi

What's Your Sex Style?
Whats Your Sex StyleROLEPLAY!!you are always up for jumping into the sexy lil play outfit, and telling your partner what to do!!! your up for anything!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

They Walk Among Us
THEY WALK AMONG US I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened to me in Austin at MoPac Blvd and Parmer Lane . ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich.. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. .......They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day

Internet Dating
Dont you hate it when your life is just too busy to go out or just not into the bar scene or meet anyone in the grocery store ( by the way who does that and what exactly do they come up to you and say? hi would you like to squeeze my cantelopes) Anyways so you try this internet thingy everyone is talking about, so you again fill out all this information about yourself. Your perfect mate, and so on, then you finally get on there and now you know where all the fugly people hang out at. I mean really where is all the single, good looking, GAY or BI, non drug addict women at? They are not on the internet besides a few that are probably already taken and they are definately not at my freaking grocery store thats for sure. So tell me if there is any of you out there please let some of us decent women know where yall hang out at !!!!!!!!!!!!

Survey Time Boys And Girls!
1. Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion? yes 2. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body? I'd call the police. 3. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't? no 4. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? Kind of 5. Ever been to a friend’s house and starved the whole time? no 6. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? yeah 7. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes. Sean 8. Everyone knows: someone else. 9. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go?: depends on the circumstance 10. Have you ever been corrected at your workplace?: yeah 11. Has anyone ever been more important to you than a family member?: Yes 12. Do you still live at home? no 13. Last time you smiled? About a half hour ago. 14. What do you do when a telemarketer calls? It depends on why they're calling. 15. Would life be the same without alcohol? I ver

I Was In A Pissy Mood Before This, But Still...
I was minding my own business today, working (or at least pretending to work), when a member of the poly family I was booted out of sent an IM, asking me to read a bulletin she posted. (It might have been a mass IM - I don't know.)Well, I couldn't read it since I had removed her from my friends list a while back, since we weren't going to be together anyway. So I just ignored it.A couple hours later, she IMed me again (along with several other people) telling us her new user name. So, getting a bit pissed (since I am still hurt by what happened), I wrote back asking her if she knew who I was.Her reply: "damn"That was it. One simple, single word. No apology, no, "Hey, how're you doing now that we fnck3d up your hopes and dreams," no nothing.Except that single, four-letter word.I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I do know, however, that I will not make one move towards them without having the option to live on my own wherever they may be. I'm not trusted by them because I told

Baddest Dj On Ct....
CLICK ON EITHER BANNER TO JOIN THE FUN!!! DJ JAMIE IS ROCKIN THE JOINT.... COME ON DOWNNNNNN!!!!!!! LOOK WHO JOINED FORCES! AND CLICK ON ONE OF THE BANNERS, JOIN THE LOUNGES, ROCK THE FUCK OUT WITH THE GREATEST DJ'S ON CT!

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 4
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 4 6.11.07 9:30 p.m. NASA adds two days and a fourth spacewalk to mission During a post-mission management briefing held 8 p.m. EDT, John Shannon, chair of the Mission Management Team, announced NASA will extend the mission two extra days and add a fourth spacewalk to the mission. STS-117 Mission Specialists Jim Reilly and John “Danny” Olivas continue to work outside the International Space Station. They are performing tasks to activate the Starboard 3 and 4 (S3/S4) truss segment that was attached to the station earlier today. The spacewalkers' work includes making power, data and cooling connections between the station and the S3/S4, which contains a new set of solar arrays. The spacewalkers are also scheduled to release locks and launch restraints on the segment’s solar arrays and prepare its radiator and rotary joint for operation. The radiator will be deployed before the spacewalk concludes, and the solar arra

Freak On A Leash
Music Video: Freak On A Leash by (Korn) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone Korn – Freak On A Leash lyrics Someth’n’ takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me…from me Life's gotta always be mess’n’ with me (You want to see the light) Can't it chill and let me be free? (…So do I) Can't I take away all this pain (You want to see the light) I’d tried to every night, all in vain...in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feel’n’ like a freak on a leash (You want to see the light) Feel’n’ like I have no release (…So do I) How many times have I felt disease? (You want to see the light) Nothing in my life is free…is free Sometimes I cann

My Naughty Horoscope Lol
Scorpio (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21) -- HOLEE SHIT! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCK! Sorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Hey Lions, you are the kings and queens of everything ELSE...let it go...OMMMMMMMM) Scorpios KNOW how to seduce. They KNOW what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They KNOW how to get you to do what THEY want. They KNOW how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you WILL be on your back assuming the position. One Scorpio I knew used to shackle her lover to her dining room table and serve food around his naked . body for dinner parties. She would put the Dip right between his legs and tell everyone to try some.This is just an idea of Scorpio kink. She would punish him later if things went...er...awry. Anne Rice (During her 'Beauty' phase) wants to be a Scorpio. Leos and Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst...but the emotions are stagg

The Happiest Of Time Everz
I just wanted 2 say that in 24 years going on 25 yrs that we know eachother it has been a rollercoaster ride going thru good n bad things as well as good relationships vs bad relationships n who wouldve thought u would be marrying someone from ur past? lol i surely didnt...wow....U have known Nate for 10 years n who wouldve thought that ya 2 would fall deeply in love n would be getting married soon? I am happy that u 2 are including me in ur happiest moment ever... My twin has loved ppl b4 but never has she been this in love in her entire life...Thank u Nate for making her happy n looking forward 2 another day...Welcome to the family and watch ur toes lol.... I love u my twin n Nate CONGRATUFUCKINGLATIONS Blessed Be Nephthys Tess

Tuesday ~ After The Shock Of Last Night On Raw
Hi all, well so much for going to the store yesterday, that didn't happen. For whatever reason, I have not slept well in quite some time. I don't know what is going on with me, just not able to sleep til after 5 am or so. I have noticed that I sleep well with Darryl here, but when he isn't I just can't seem to sleep. I am wondering if maybe it has something to do with that, maybe being here by myself with the boys has finally gotten to me?? I don't know but I have tried everything to get to sleep earlier, might try taking a motrin or something before I lay down, see if that helps. I am still in shock as to what happened on WWE Raw last night. OMG I can't believe that possibly the creator, and Chairman of the board is possibly DEAD!!!! If you watch WWE, or know of someone who does, go to www.wwe.com to check out what happened! I still can't believe it all. He,Vince McMahon stated two weeks ago that on WWE Raw,Monday would be the night that they shake things up, and it would be a night t

You Gotta See This For Yourself
YOU SHOULD COME TO THE CHERRIES GONE WILD LOUNGE! BE SURE TO INVITE YOUR FRIENDS AND TELL THEM TO SAY I INVITED THEM PLEASE! I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE! WE HAVE A BLAST IN THERE! YOU WILL LOVE IT!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! LOVE YA'LL! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011#

6/11/07 !!!!attn:!!! (even More) New Hazel And Ezra Video Stills!
6/11/07 !!!!ATTN:!!! (EVEN MORE) New Hazel and Ezra video stills. Link to last weeks pictures. New Hazel and Ezra pictures! .[ Click here to join H&E Slutclub: the only official fanclub for Hazel and Ezra ]

Midnight Mass For The Dying Year ~ Hw Longfellow
Poetry of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Voices of the Night MIDNIGHT MASS FOR THE DYING YEAR Yes, the Year is growing old, And his eye is pale and bleared! Death, with frosty hand and cold, Plucks the old man by the beard, Sorely, sorely! The leaves are falling, falling, Solemnly and slow; Caw! caw! the rooks are calling, It is a sound of woe, A sound of woe! Through woods and mountain passes The winds, like anthems, roll; They are chanting solemn masses, Singing, "Pray for this poor soul, Pray, pray!" And the hooded clouds, like friars, Tell their beads in drops of rain, And patter their doleful prayers; But their prayers are all in vain, All in vain! There he stands in the foul weather, The foolish, fond Old Year, Crowned with wild flowers and with heather, Like weak, despised Lear, A king, a king! Then comes the summer-like day, Bids the old man rejoice! His joy! his last! O, t

Back On Track
My band and i finished moving our gear into our new studio a few days ago and now we have got it up and running. We started work on a new song that i hope we will be using on our forthcoming album, i think we should just completely ignore our older songs when it comes to picking material for our album because its painfully obvious from listening to them that they were recorded in less than ideal conditions, our new studio just blows away that goddamm cardboard box we had been using as a recording studio for the last four years soundwise. The song we are working on now is also a lot rawer and more brutal than our last batch of songs and i for one hope that we focus more on angry stuff for the album and keep the polite stuff for Vinyl/DJ releases.

Hesitation
forgive my hesitations,and the doubts that lay upon my shattered heart. trust that once was given freely has been ripped from me by anothers' lies. anger, and sadness have tainted the things within, dulling the things without. these petty emotions, and doubts i wish gone daily, they prevent me from taking a chance. they perilize my psyche, constricting the joy in the most basic of needs... your touch.... i do not ask you to understand, only to bear with me through my tribulations, if you can...

Six Silent Tears
Dedicated to my Best Friend Cyndi. Six Silent Tears... Last night before went to bed Thoughts of you filled my head Though I have not cried this way in many years Onto my pillow fell six silent tears The first was for your smile that I miss And your tender lips I long to kiss The second was for your angel face And thoughts of your loving embrace The third came as no suprise As I thought of your beautiful eyes The fourth came rolling Instead of my pillow, it should have been you I was holding The fifth came for one reason alone I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown I really love and miss you my dear And there just fell the sixth silent tear. And the seventh tear, Im keeping in my heart for you.

June 13, 2007
Well It's Another Day On The Open Road. Sittin In Georgia Waiting On Dispatch. Bright Blue Skies. My Kids Are With Me Enjoying The Ride. My Four Year Old Baby Girl Isn't Used To Going To Work With Dad. My Ten Year Old Boy Thinks We Should Have Left Her With Their Mom. Don't Know How They'll Hold Up. Mom Wants Me To Keep Them With Me Till She Gets Place Me Her Own. We'll Have To Wait And See I Guess. By The Way Ladies Any Of Ya'll Like Truckin And Want To Hit The Open Road Hit Me Up We'll Get To Know Each Other And See What Happens.

United States Marine
'Leave no Marine behind' they say, 'Shoot to kill, not wound' This very elite group of Warriers will be there for you soon. In their tailored to fit uniforms, there training is no less. For when we talk about Marine's we talk about the best. The smallest group in the Military for they can't be drafted, not a one they pick this honor on their own, their day is never done. To even join they must have belts in Marshall arts and such, they must be sharp shooters and hit their mark, to have that special touch. 'The few the proud' these guys are there to guard us when we sleep. They even guard the President as Jesus guarded his sheep. They guard our nuclear weapons, they guard the Pentagon and all the American Embassies, they could be your daughter or son. Marine's live out of squad bays that are made out of concrete, they don't have the luxury of sleeping with air or heat. They are the toughest of the tough, the bravest of the brave the first ones in

A Little Funk
I have no excuse for my absence in the last few weeks… well, not really. I’m the type of guy that can take most insults and shrug them off without a thought; but when someone says something mean and nasty about my favorite hobby… it’ll cut right through to the bone. About a month ago a comment was made about one of the articles I wrote, I can’t remember exactly what was said, but he could lit me on fire and not hurt my feelings as badly. The comment went something like; why would I read anything you wrote? That little jab put me in a funk you wouldn’t believe! I’ve suffered a writer’s block ever since. I’ve written two or three things since, or tried to, and, later, went back and read them myself and I didn’t like what I wrote. I mean, I liked what I was trying to say but I didn’t say what I was trying to say… uhm, I mean, what I said wasn’t what I meant… whatever! I think you know what I mean. All in all, I think I learned a lesson with this; be very careful what you s

Just Gotta Love The Irish
One day, three friends went to this "A Dublin Strip Club." One of the friends wanted to impress the other two, so he pulls out a €10 bill. The "dancer" came over to them, and the one friend licked the €10 and put it on her butt. Not to be outdone, the other friend pulls out a €50 bill. He calls the girl back over, licks the €50, and puts it on her other cheek. Now the attention is focused on the third guy. He got out his wallet, thought for a minute... then got out his ATM card, swiped it down her crack, grabbed the 60 bucks, and headed for the door.

Top Ten Reasons Why It's Good To Be Irish
10 ) No one expects too much from us. 9 ) We can be grumpy bastards and people put it down to "that feisty Irish temprement" 8 ) Every bar tender is your friend 7 ) It's lonely at the top.... ipso facto .... Irish people are never lonely 6 ) You will never be asked to cook aTraditional Meal from back home(Ref the Irish menu below) 5 ) Our Telephone book indexes are so simple, everyones name begins with "O". 4 ) We sound exactly the same sober as we do drunk. (This is still only theoretical since no one has ever found a sober Irish man) 3 ) We've got the luck of the Irish.... ( this was bestowed on us by God as an apology for our limited inteligence, our less than stunning looks, and, most of all, for the neigbours that he gave us.) 2 ) When we emmigrate from Ireland to the U.S., we increase the IQ of both countries. 1 ) We're not English.

Pointed Observations...
It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cost and blamed it on the cost of living. Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. We are born naked, wet, and hungry. Then things get worse. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. It is said that if you line up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try and pass them. Laughing stock - cattle with a sense of humor. You can't have everything, where would you put it? Latest survey shows that 3 out of 4 people make up 75% of the world's population. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. Eat right. Stay fit. Die anyway. The things that come to those that wait may be the things left by those who got there first. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat drinking beer all day. As long as there are tests,

Oh Happy Day's
Jock cyclist arrives in a small town on the outskirts of Glasgow with just one hotel in site, he books in for the night and asks the hotel manager: "are there any tarts in the area I´m dying for a shag?""No" said the hotel manager "all we´ve got is Rolf!"the Jock looked taken aback and said "nah, your alright i think I´ll leave it then!"That evening he was lying in his bed but was getting more and more desperate for a shag. Eventually he couldn't control himself anymore and went down to see the hotel manager."You know what, i think you could give Rolf a ring after all tell him he can come over. How much does he cost actually?" asked Jock.The hotel manager answered " hmm, it cost € 80.00!"Jock replied "okay and how does it work, I give Rolf the € 80.00 and then I can have a shag?"The hotel manager: "no, not quite, the mayor gets € 40.00, he´s not too happy about it so that keeps him sweet"."hmm" said Jock, "then Rolf gets €40.00, fine with me "The hotel manager: "no, not quite. I get €

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 5
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 5 6.12.07 11:30 p.m. The International Space Station spread its new set of wings Tuesday, and the STS-117 crew members prepared for the mission’s next spacewalk. The solar arrays on the newly installed Starboard 3 and 4 (S3/S4) truss segment deployed to their full length with the assistance of the STS-117 crew. The S3/S4 was attached to the station Monday before the start of STS-117’s first spacewalk, during which astronauts began activating the truss. The arrays will increase the station’s ability to generate power when they go online. Tuesday’s deployment activities occurred in steps, beginning about 11:43 a.m. EDT. The forward-facing array on the S3/S4 was first deployed to its length of 115 feet. The procedure was repeated for the rear-facing array which was fully deployed about 1:58 p.m. Then, the STS-117 astronauts enjoyed a few hours of off duty time before beginning preparations for the mission’s second spacew

Being Shit On
were am i going wrong....i work my ass off trying to help everyone. i go to work everyday, do fairly well, help my boss, the customers. clean round the house make all the dinners, and yet its not enough. everyone just wants moe and i dont no how long i can take it.....fuck it all

Bax......needs Your Votes!!!! Please!!! =)
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bAx ...needs your VOTE!!! Date: Jun 13, 2007 7:25 PM make me miss june! COME ONNN I MADE IT TO 3rd cause of you guys!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Read.
I've got 4 really close friends or so I thought, 3 out of them don't even speak with me anymore or at least not much, anyways it just upsets me to know that someone can take your heart an rip (((it))) apart as if it were a piece of meat. It's all good though theres others out there willing to be friends...

My Birthday
well for the last several years my birthday has sucked i usually end up in tears. this year however was much better. thanks to my best friend and room mate, my toxic twin and love of my heart and of course my little fellow. who was in an unusually loving mood. and of course all the lovely gifts and comments and emails i got. thanks everyone. and why was it so great? my friends gave me the best gift they could themselves. well not to mention there was this one moment when my sweetie took me into his arms and held me as close as he could and very passionately told me he loved me and only me. that i was his heart and soul. the key to his heart. his woman. his love. and a bunch of other sweet and wonderful things. and if i understood how much he loved me then i would be surprised. that he wanted to be with me and that i was his wife. and he called me by both my name and his last name. those moments dont happen as often as i wish they would. but it made my day. i was walking on air

A Beautiful Heartache
I wish I was the wind Flowing so freely through your hair Loving you this way and that But never staying long enough to be still Or perhaps the moon, its light Darkly touching your skin so intimately Leaving at dawns light never yearning to stay Even the bumble bee that hovers around your scent Then moving to the more beautiful flower Instead I am simply a man One who secretly longs for your scent Aches for your touch Listens for your laughter And wishes you would stay FOREVER.

We Lost Him
we lost a great man today my grand-father passed away we found out a few days ago he was sick for a long time he just did not say anything.he will be missed but at least he is reunited with my grand-mother now may they both rest in peace.

Funny Shit!!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your father would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and

My Poem
GOOD-BYE Nana By: Jenifer Good-bye nana I know I might not see you again I know you are going to a better place Wish you wouldn't go so soon But God will take you when he wants to I don't want you to go But I know your time is soon to come Wish it wasn't so soon But the time has come Don't want to say good-bye But I know I need to I want to say it But I can't get up the heart to say it I don't want you to leave me behind But I know you have to I want to go with you But I know I can't When my time comes I know you will be waiting for me So I must say Good-bye my sweet nana I will miss you

The Goddess
He was not your average man, a CEO of a fortune 500 company by the age of thirty. This job was not fed to him by a silver spoon either, and he had to claw his way of from the ground floor. Most of his days were spent in stock meetings, enduring the ass kissing rat race, and the never ending babble of the “YES” men and women. People always wanted to be near him, talking to him, getting approval. They might as well get on their knees and lick the soles of his shoes they groveled so much. When he entered a room, a hush was all that was heard, no one dare spoke unless spoken too. His wrath was swift with the ones who dared to disobey him. He loved his job, was married to it in a sense, but he needed something more. While sitting at his desk one day, in his huge corner office, he noticed a card neatly tucked amongst the paperwork. Strange, he did not put this there and no one was ever in his office, not even his secretary. No name or number just an address, a place very far removed from

Memories - A Poem
Memories Scenes run through my head in blinding speed Thoughts of you and I are twinkling in and out Only to be punctuated with the sounds of sobbing The video in my mind plays an endless reel Taking me back to specific times People move up and down the line Murmuring condolences and expressing sympathy Numb in mind and body is how I feel Yet putting it all aside until the end when I am alone again Why did you leave me with all these memories to haunt me? Why did you have to go away before I was ready? The memories come back again, happy times we shared Those tender moments when you were mine Those memories will be the ones that guide me Until the time we are together again Created by SF

Finding Out The Real U...
I gave you my all, my love, my life, my soul, my my mind You take all of it and leave nothing behind. I do what I can to make you feel loved and at home, You leave to do whatever you do, and again leave me alone. I lie for you whenever your in trouble, between the hard place and the rock, You degrade my very being, yet still keep me under lock. What do you want from me, i have given you my all? Then thats when i see the truth, you watch me as I fall... Please bare in mind I have had some serious blocks going and I have never wrote a blog before, but I would appreciate any criticism, negative or positive, it is all for the greater....

I Am Going In For Surgery On The 25th
HEY ALL I WONT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS AFTER THE 25TH HEY EVERYONE THIS IS YOUR FRIENDLY FRIEND KIMMY I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SAY HI TO ALL OF YOU ON A BULLETIN HOPE YOU ALL DONT MIND?I WELL BE OFF LINE FOR A FEW DAYS AS OF THE 25TH OF JUNE AS CAUSE I AM GOING IN FOR KNEE SURGERY .AND WONT BE ABLE TO GET ON LINE AT LEAST FOR THAT LONG .AND I MISS YOU ALL NOW AND ALWAYS DO AND ALWAYS WELL MISS YOU AND ALSO I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU .PLEASE THINK OF ME WHILE I AM OFF LINE FOR THOUS FEW DAYS COMING UP SOON.I KNOW I WELL BE THINKING OF ALL OF YOU AS WELL..STAY SAFE AND SWEET LOVE ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND KIMMY AND COUSIN AND SISTER AND WANNA BE LOVERS LOL

The Unicorn
Its hooves flashing like sparks as it bounds faster and higher and farther then any horse, deer,goat,or antelope which a unicorn is something like, sort of (A unicorn can leap over a dragon with ease ann antelope cant) you know a unicorn for sure by its horn Its single, fabulous, ivory horn Springing straight from the unicorns forehead A sprirl of shimmering light (even on the darkest night) If you,re lucky you might see the unicorn using its horn to shake grapes from a vine or to help a chipmund dig a sheltering hole, or to life a fallen baby bird back to its nest. for at its gentleness A unicorn (if cornered)can be fierce: Its horn is stronger then any steel sword Its roar like five brass bugles-all blasting at once. Mostly, though it speeds from its enemies so fleet and powrful is the unicorn it cant be captured or killed. unless it is tricked say a person should jump behind a tree just as the unicorn charges why the horn could bury it self in the tree and the unicorn become stuck

My Special Friend
This was wrote For candygirl Uk as as been an Amazing friend MY Special Friend Since my mum passed away I felt so empty every day My heart is numb And I feel Blue I dont know just what to do But you came and pass my way You come and talk to me every day You make me laugh and that is true So here is what I say to you A true friend you have been to me And to me you are never mean So to you I will be a friend One who you can depend If your day is going bad And there are things making you mad Then I will see what I can do To make you laugh or howl too

Haddock - Shrimp Bake
2 lb. fresh or frozen haddock or sole 1 can frozen, condensed cream of shrimp soup, thawed 1/4 c. melted butter 1/2 tsp. grated onion 1/2 tsp. Worcestershire sauce 1/4 tsp. garlic salt 1 1/4 c. crushed Ritz round crackers Slightly thaw frozen fillets. Place them in a greased 13 x 9 x 2 inch baking dish. Spread with soup. Bake in 375 degree oven for 20 minutes. Combine butter and seasonings; mix with crumbs and sprinkle over fish. Bake 10 minutes longer. Makes 6-8 servings.

Smiles
I don't really understand people's odd obbsession with the smile.There's a lot of people who look better when they don't smile. That's one of the things that attracted me to orion. She almost always had a skolw on her face. Except when she saw I was there. Contasts can be cool too.For somereason I couldn't find the sidways pic in the program that I was using to turn them. So it's just sideways.I don't really like smile lines and stuff. And most of the smile pictures are fake. I just don't normally feel like smiling

Information On "mcgills Community" Website, To Help Lil Johnny
PLEASE KEEP LIL JOHNNY IN UR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. PLEASE HELP OUT ALL U CAN, IF EVERYONE WOULD MAKE A DONATION, IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. BRYANT MCGILL HAS VERIFIED AND ENDORSED THIS CAUSE. MORE INFO ON THE LINK BELOW. TY http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,4202.msg16648.html#msg16648

Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. Hesitated, and then put them back. She tu

Work So Hard
I work so hard to do my art work and make my music. I know I am gullable when it comes to sociability. I try and be myself which happens to be too nice alot of the time. But I also have that bitch in me that tries so hard not to get ran over or taken advantage of also. Nothing irritates me more than liars and dishonorable people. Why has honor and moraility become a bad thing to people. Everyone is in such a hurry to be something they are not, get attention from any source and or anyway they can, and willing and ready to destroy or mock which they themselves want. I don't mean this blog to be a poor me type of thing. Just irritated that people are so ready to take from me, show love and support to turn and ready to take that jagged knife called friendship to my back. But on a second note to those who know when to drop the act, be themselves, do what they are best at and not worry about proving themsevles, those who live by the honor which has been given and practice t

Idiot's
Well I had another bad day at work. There is this one asshole here, which thinks he can yell at people. Well yesterday was his last time for that with me. I had to call my boss and have him contact the shift Forman about him. I was sooooo piss off that I was shaking all over. I take meds to control the anger and rage that come from a very bad up bringing. I do not take kindly to being yelled at by anyone. I can’t do anything to him at work, but I will catch him out someday, and on that I will break him. I will mark him, he will be owned by me. The best part, I will only get 1yrs probation, six months in a mental ward, and about six months of therapy, because I am being treated for an illness that makes me mean. It’s called intermittence explosive disorder. Along with some other mood disorders. Lord look at what the world has done to me. I am by far not a mean person. I am very kind, and loving. Just don’t get on my bad side is all. You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry. Peace and Love to

Warrior Who Stands Alone
Warrior One who stands alone With a bonnet holding feathers of many Your face is proud and very strong As you walk in the present silent space You are the holder of the secrets Of times that are past and gone You have kept them hidden away In the chambers of your very heart A heart that is weary and wants to pass on One that has left you here in this place all alone Only the spirits can understand what you have become In this time of many moons ago Your physical self was strong In your mind you were steadfast and brave As you looked at the darkness of death's face The spirit has walked with you And brought you here in this place Warrior take care that your reward is near For the one who created all sees and hears The pain that you have endured One day the eagle will fly and within his wings you do rest Your soul will be free and you will be blessed... You humble me warrior of old For through my heart an arrow has passed As I share your story..

Red Neck If 1
You think "loading the dishwasher" means getting your wife drunk. You ever cut your grass and found a car. You own a home that is mobile and 5 cars that aren't. You think the stock market has a fence around it. Your stereo speakers used to belong to the Drive-in Theater. Your boat has not left the drive-way in 15 years. You own a homemade fur coat. Chiggers are included on your list of top 5 hygiene concerns. You burn your yard rather than mow it. Your wife has ever said, "Come move this transmission so I can take a bath." You read the Auto Trader with a highlight pen. The Salvation Army declines your mattress. You've ever raked leaves in your kitchen. Birds are attracted to your beard. Your wife's job requires her to wear an orange vest. You were shooting pool when any of your kids were born. You have the local taxidermist's number on speed dial. You've ever hit a deer with your car...deliberately. Your school fight song was "Dueling Banjos". You

Redneck 6
You're a lite beer drinker, because you start drinking when it gets light. On your first date you had to ask your Dad to borrow the keys to the tractor. Your parakeet knows the phrase "Open up, Police!". You saved lots of money on your honeymoon by going deerhunting. In tough situations you ask yourself, "What would Curly do?". Taking your wife on a cruise means circling the Dairy Queen. You think the last words to the Star Spangled Banner are "Gentlemen, start your engines." or "Play Ball..." Your child's first words are "Attention K-Mart shoppers!". Your wife's best pair of shoes are steel-toed Red Wings. You have a color coordinating rope that ties down your car hood. You bring your dog to work with you. You replace a flat tire on your truck with a tire from your house. You've ever put a six-pack in a casket right before they closed it Your family's No. 1 enemy is revenuers. Your belt buckle doubles as a serving platter. You use lava soap more than thre

Why Do We?
Im sure that there are plenty of times in life that you would ask yourself the question "why?". There are times where it may be answered but then there are time where you just hit the wall. Before Christmas last year, i broke up with the love of my life, who meant everything to me and till this day still will and always. Then after not long before Christmas my parents decided that they would call it quits and ended their marriage. In that short space of time, i had lost the three people i loved so much in my life, the three most important people who meant everything to me. I had never in my life felt so lost, so unloved and so unaccepted. I had felt for the very first time in my life that it was going to end. I had asked myself what was the point living anymore? why? But somehow i picked myself back up, as i had to, ive still got my three younger sisters and i wouldnt be fair on them to just disappear like that, like the rest of them would. Life moves forward, we can stand st

Bulletin: Post From Law Enforcement Agencies
***State Police Warning*** June 13, 2007 Body: STATE POLICE WARNING PLEASE READ Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our internet friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know

Kissing Techniques
KISSING TECHNIQUES The secret to great kissing involves listening to your partner's needs and being creative. Most of all have fun! Kissing can be intimate, playful, passionate, and arousing all at once. Whether you're a teen girl looking for kissing advice for boy kissing, or an adult looking for some new kissing excitement we've got some ideas that'll be sure the spice up any kissing experience. If you're a woman kissing a man, a girl kissing a girl, a boy french kissing a girl, we've got tips for you. Unfortunately we don't have any kissing pictures available on this website. Read below for a list of different types of kisses and kissing techniques. 1. The long kiss - this kiss combines mouth movement with tongue action, where you gently suck in while your tongue pushes back and forth. This kiss is quite intimate and is best done slowly and steadily. 2. The suspense kiss - this is where there is a build up before the actual kiss. Either a man and woman are unsure as to whether there

A Year From Now
Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours, In ten weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark, And I still have these memories, But we'll never see what we could have been. Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember, cause that's all you can do. We'll never make another memory, We'll never make another memory. I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So I wouldn't have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real, You said they were, What happened? You were a priority, Was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I

4 Traits Of A "cool Guy"
4 Traits Of A "Cool Guy" >NOTE: Make sure you take a minute and check out the entire list of different programs I've put together to help you learn how to attract and meet women. You can see them all here, plus watch great free video clips: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=VH1ZZZ&lid=1&ll=1 Here's How To Act When You "Like" A Woman... I get a lot of questions from guys asking all kinds of questions about how to behave around women. In fact, this might be one of the areas that guys want to know the most about. I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past year or so about the concept of being "cool". In other words, I've been watching people (myself included) to see if I could figure out why some people are considered "cool" while some are considered "not-so-cool"... and more importantly, how to use this idea to have more success with women. So what is a "cool guy"? And what is it about a guy who's "c

Costello Calls To Buy A Computer From Abbott
ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. COSTELLO: Never mind the windows. I need a computer and software. ABBOTT: Software for Windows? COSTELLO: No. On the computer! I need something I can use to write proposals, track expenses and run my business.? What do you have? ABBOTT: Office. COSTELLO: Yeah, for my office. Can you recommend a nything? ABB OTT: I just did. COSTELLO: You just did what? ABBOTT: Recommend something. COSTELLO: You recommended someth

Grilled Lamb Chops With Mint Sauce
8 lamb chops 2 ozs. Kikkoman teriyaki marinade 1 tsp. white wine Worcestershire sauce 3 oz. white wine SAUCE: 2 oz. Reese's mint sauce 1 tbsp. fresh parsley, chopped 1/2 oz. brandy 1/2 oz. creme de menthe 1/2 stick butter Mix marinade, Worcestershire sauce and wine together. Place lamb chops in dish, pour mixture over and cover. Marinate for 1 1/2 hours turning several times. Prepare sauce by mixing all ingredients for sauce together and microwave for 5 minutes. Grill chops on high flame until done. Put remainder of marinade sauce for lamb into mint sauce. Microwave for 5 minutes. Pour over chops and serve.

Chicken Grill Italienne
6 whole boned, chicken breasts (skin on) 2 tablespoons green or yellow onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced garlic powder, salt and pepper (for sprinkling) 1/2 teaspoon paprika 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon fresh Rosemary, minced 2 tablespoons fresh Parsley, minced 1/4 cup each of butter and olive oil 1 1/2 cups bread crumbs 1/2 lb thinly sliced ham or prosciutto, finely chopped 12 wooden toothpicks (soaked in water for 5 minutes) Preheat grill so that coals are white hot in time for grilling. Melt butter in microwave, stir in oil. To this warm mixture, add Parsley, Rosemary, minced garlic, chopped onion and paprika (a pinch of rubbed sage may optionally be added if you have it on hand, but be careful not to overdo). Allow the herbs to infuse for 10 minutes. Remove 3-4 tablespoons to a separate small bowl and use this to brush both sides of the chicken. Place chicken breasts, skin side down, on a layer of wax paper or plastic wrap. Pound lightly

Easy Beef Rouladen
6 beef sirloin tips, or top round steak, thinly sliced 6 teaspoons yellow (not brown) mustard 1 cup fresh parsley, chopped 4 cloves garlic, minced 1 large onion, thinly sliced 6 dill pickle sandwich toppers 8 slices bacon, uncooked 2 cans beefy mushroom soup 1 can water (use soup can) 1 beef bouillon cube salt, pepper, garlic and onion powder (for sprinkling) Thinly slice beef tips and pound flat between waxed paper (or use round steak - the same as what is used to make bracciola; about 1/4-1/2" thickness). Season meat lightly on both sides with salt, pepper, garlic powder and onion powder (not too much). Finely chop the garlic and parsley together to make a paste. Spread each of the six thin beef steaks with 1/2 teaspoon prepared yellow mustard (such as French's), the parsley and garlic paste, a few thin slices of onion, and a dill pickle sandwich topper. Roll up the beef jelly-roll style keeping the contents inside, and wrap with a raw slice of bacon. Pierce thr

Fuck Him In The Ass With No Lube!!!
So I just found out that the guy that I was seeing was in fact pretty much cheating on me the whole fucking time. he met a girl on here who he told that I was his "roomie" and that we'd never slept together. Turns out he was on the phone with this girl every night as soon as I went to sleep. Then he fucking sent her pics of his cock telling her how much he wanted to fuck her. All the FUCKING time he was going behind my back telling her how much he cared about her begging her to move to utah so they could fuck. I swear to god if I EVER see that son of a bitch again I will fucking kill him. In facct I"m pretty fucking sure that everything he fucking told me was a lie and I'm so disgusted with him right now. I'm too angry to even form words that lying useless piece of scum. . .I can't even comprehend things I'm soo pissed off I'm just sitting here trying to work and I'm fucking up because I"m just so goddamned mad. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frustration And Jubilation
I am both happy and frustrated with my reef right now. It is looking the best it ever has but I still can't figure out why I'm getting hair algae on the live rock. I had thought it was a Phosphate problem but I tested my Phosphates and they are almost undetectable @ 0.2 ppm. My water parameters are totally perfect other than a slightly low pH. This makes me very happy because it shows my reef is very stable and very healthy but now I have no clue why I'm getting algae. Ugh...

Come To Me....
Come to the cherries gone wild no limit lounge! We are having a blast in there! We got DJ Diddy with us! Of course, the best DJ there is!!!! Anything goes! We have the best people on CT in there! Come join the fun!!! Hope to see you there!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011

Question Of The Night.....
According to my home page, I have 346 fans. Why are they fans of me? Have they ever made some attempt at chatting with me? Has any of them made an effort to rate anything of mine (i.e. pics, stash, comments, etc...)? I guess I am just a face on their list so they can look popular to everyone else on the site and by looking popular, that will increase their lists even more. Maybe it's just me but I don't get it. I've attempted to chat with my friends as well as the people I am a fan of. The way I see it, if you have fanned me, obviously there was something about me you liked so I would think you'd make the attempt at chatting since I am on YOUR list and not the other way around. Just another reason to show me that I'm not worth the effort to remotely chat with.

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

What's It Called?
Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days. He'd been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her, "Grandma, what's that called when two people sleep in the same room and one is on top of the other?" She was a little taken aback, but she decided to just tell him the truth "It's called sexual intercourse, darling." Little Tony just said, "Oh, OK," and went back outside to play with the other kids. A few minutes later he came back in and said angrily, "Grandma, it isn't called sexual intercourse. It's called Bunk Beds. And Jimmy's Mom wants to talk to you."

Amish Chicken Casserole
8 oz broad egg noodles 1/2 cup butter 8 oz fresh mushrooms, slice 1/3 cup flour 2 cups chicken broth 1 cup milk salt and pepper, to taste 1/3 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese 2 cups cooked chicken, cut in cubes generous pinch of rubbed sage Cook noodles as directed on package. Melt butter and cook mushrooms in a large skillet until lightly browned. Stir in flour and blend in with a fork or slotted spoon. Stir in milk and broth and seasonings; whisk sauce constantly until thickened. Combine sauce, noodles and chicken. Adjust seasonings to taste. Place in a 2 quart casserole dish. Sprinkle top with Parmesan cheese and bake at 350°F for 30 minutes.

The Truth About Pit Bulls
What do you know about pit bulls? Think they only belong dead and are only owned by thugs? Think again. Check out http://www.understand-a-bull.com/BSL/OtherBreedBites/AllDogsBite.htm and http://www.atts.org/ Temperament testing has shown pit bulls rank within the same level as GOLDEN RETRIEVERS and are better tempered dogs then cocker spaniels! Facts, not prejudice ignorance! Please visit Pitbull Rescue Central at www.pbrc.net for Pitbull national search. Beautiful Pits for adoption near you.

Morning Shower
mmmmm…. my head is dizzy waking up in an explosion of cum and fantastic hot tasty kisses...nothing makes my cunt quiver harder than kissing a man who is so confident in himself and in love with a woman enough to kiss her and lick their juices joined together from their bodies...sweaty and smelling of raw sex we fall back onto the bed breathing hard and satisfied. Slowly we wake again and step into the shower together...the warm water feels fantastic just the ticket after an early morning wake up of sex. I love how our slippery bodies feel against each other as move around one another, passing soap bars and shampoo bottle...soon you are helping me shampoo my hair. I love the sensual feeling of your hands in my wet, sudsy hair, massaging my scalp tugging slightly at the roots, gives me goose bumps all over my body. I brace my head against my arm on the shower wall and slightly part my legs for balance, I can feel the heat of your groin against my bare slippery bottom, your hands still

This Is What Love Is Really All About
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no

Hey :)
im just goin around (tryin to anyways) to as many profiles as i can before bed tonight..to make sure i've rated/fanned them..and if i've done that i'm leaving a nice lil message :) i will be away tomorrow afternoon and probably most of Friday as well.

More Pills
Every day it becomes harder, So less and less I try. You may think I'm giving up. But secretly inside I die. The pain is overbearing. I guess it's easy to see, How fake this smile is that I'm wearing. All I do is frown. Never do I smile. I am always down. I just want to be happy. And laugh like I did before. I want this sadness to leave. But it keeps coming back for more. It eats away at my soul. Until there is nothing left. I'm almost completely gone, No longer whole. I'm trying to get out. Out of this hole I'm in. But the harder I try, And the more pills I take. The less real it gets. And the more and more it becomes fake.

Red Marbles
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, Hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh Green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation Between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure Look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it" said M

Fast Chili Con Carne, Low Fat, Award Winning!
1 lb minced beef, low fat 1 fresh chili 1 medium onion i clove garlic 1 splash Tabasco sauce 1/2 cup tomato sauce 1 tin chopped tomatoes 1 tin kidney beans Dad used to make this, but I make it better. Cook meat and onions with a splash of oil in large pan with tomato sauce, garlic, chili and Tabasco. Add more of the latter if you want more zing. When meat is browned and onions cooked through, add the last ingredients and simmer for 10-20 minutes. Serve with rice and fresh baked bread or mashed potato.

Grilled Lamb 'n Vegetable Kabobs
1 1/4 to 1 1/2 lb. lamb cubes for kabobs or boneless lamb leg, cut into 1 1/4 inch pieces 2/3 c. dry sherry 3 tbsp. olive oil 1 tsp. salt 1 tsp. Worcestershire sauce 1/4 tsp. freshly ground black pepper 1/4 tsp. dried oregano 1/4 tsp. rosemary 1/4 tsp. thyme leaves 8 sm. white boiling onions 1 sm. red pepper, cut into 8 (1 inch) pieces 8 med. fresh whole mushrooms Combine sherry, oil, salt, Worcestershire sauce, pepper, oregano, rosemary and thyme. Place lamb cubes and marinade in plastic bag or utility dish, turning to coat. Tie bag securely or cover dish and marinade in refrigerator 2 hours. Meanwhile, parboil onions in boiling water 8 minutes. Blanch red pepper pieces 2 minutes. Drain marinade from lamb cubes; reserve. Alternately thread 4 lamb cubes, 2 mushrooms, 2 onions and 2 red pepper pieces on each of four 12-inch skewers. Brush both sides of kabobs with reserved marinade. Place kabobs on grill over ash-covered coals so surface of meat is 3 to 4 inches from

Chicken Marinade
1 c. salad oil 3/4 c. soy sauce 1/2 c. lemon juice 1/4 c. Worcestershire sauce 1/4 c. French's mustard 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. black pepper 1 tsp. liquid smoke Marinade boneless, skinless chicken breast several hours and put on grill (gas or charcoal) medium to low heat 3 to 4 minutes per side depending on thickness.

Hey All My Lovely's
I have entered a contest to win a 7 day blast or 1 month VIC. So if any of you have time pls stop by throw me a rate if nothing else. But if you'd like throw me some comment bombs. Any and all luv is greatly appercaited!! So click the pic below.... You know you want too!

The Wallflowers
6th Avenue Heartache Sirens ring, the shots ring out A stranger cries screams out loud I had my world strapped against my back I held my hands, never knew how to act And the same black line that was drawn on you Was drawn on me And now it's drawn me in 6th Avenue heartache Below me was a homeless man Singin' songs I knew complete On the steps alone, his guitar in hand It's fifty years, stood where he stands And the same black line that was drawn on you Was drawn on me And now it's drawn me in 6th Avenue heartache Now walkin' home on those streets The river winds move my feet Subway steam, like silhouettes in dreams They stood by me, just like moonbeams And the same black line that was drawn on you Was drawn on me And now it's drawn me in 6th Avenue heartache Look out the window, down upon that street And gone like a midnight where was that man But I see his six strings laid against that wall And all his things, they all look so small I got m

Montana Cowboy
Montana Cowboy A Montana cowboy was overseeing his herd in a remote mountainous pasture when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, Ray Ban sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the cowboy, "If I tell you exactly how many cows and calves you have in your herd, will you give me a calf?" The cowboy looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, "Sure, Why not?" The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Del notebook computer, connects it to his Cingular RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite navigation system to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo. The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility

Ok, You Can Laugh At Me, I Deserve It
let me tell you a story For a long time, i wanted to buy here a gifrt for my closest and sweetest cherry friend. so, i was saving bucks, waiting for the right moment... last night, just before logging out, i see 'IT'S HAPPY HOUR' !!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i jump on my keyboard....... i click on my friend's name , which was on my 'bar tab' and i buy a sweet gift , hurrying up before Happy Hours is over (we never know) i add a sweet comment with the git and click on 'Buy now'...... then , i see this screen coming out : you succesfully bought a gift to 'terri' wait !!!!!!!!!! terri ????? who is terri ? it's not terri, come one !!!!!!?????? what have i done ???? so, i clilck on the link 'terri' : this one was a freshmeat who just registered in cherrytap; its name came in my bar tab just wneh i clicked on it and i did not notice it. well, i guess this guy must have been surprised to see a man offering him some 'diamonds ear rings' as a welcome gift in cherry. i sent a ma

Somf ;)
A Plush Seat I knew the instant I saw him that he was in the mood. It was obvious by the heated expression, the way his eyes traveled across my body, slowly undressing me in his mind. Oh yes, he was in the mood, I thought, as my own eyes noticed how his trousers were bulging from the erection already forming. And I knew just how to please him. After several years together, I had come to read his moods and desires quite accurately. This was no quickie that he was seeking. No, this was a slow tease. A dance, if you will. I smiled as I began unbuttoning my blouse, slowly, as I dropped my briefcase and coat by the door. By the time I had hit the living room, my blouse was hanging all the way open. Neither of us made any move towards the other. Instead, he leaned back in his seat on the couch, making a deliberate move to get more comfortable right where he was, and telling me with his eyes that he very much enjoying the show. I turned my back to him and made myself a drink at the b

Keep Hatin You Makin Me Famous
WHy can't they just leave us alone? That's the most often asked question. But think about it for a minute. If you didn't have anyone hating on you how would you know that you were tha shit? I mean of course there are some instances where hating can be an extreme problem depending on the severity of the situation at hand but when someone just hates to hate it is usualy more beneficial than harmful. I know alot of you all are feeling what i am sayingand probably feel the same way about it as i do. Maybe not though. i guess we'll see what's up. I will leave wioth vthese words. This is for all you haters: YOU BITCHES KEEP HATIN. YOU MAKIN ME FAMOUS

New Update
ok updating for those asking about my cousin. She has her surgery Tuesday...There is no change in her and probably wont be until after the surgery! Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers it means so very much!

Sexual Wine
Slowly your lips search out mine As passion surrounds us in the dark A heat that began in our youth Still survives within a spark. Tongues mate in a ritual dance In a frenzy of kisses long denied Intensity builds up inside of me Immense passion I can no longer hide. Your hand gently caresses my face The heat sears its imprint in my mind Breathless gasps come from my lungs As I become drunk on sexual wine. Heat courses through my veins As kisses rain upon my skin Tremors of ecstasy shake me As a night of passion begins Our eyes meet in the faint light Within their depth I am drawn My soul and heart you caress A sensual desire is spawned Nothing between us but skin Heat pricks at our senses Your hands within in my hair Passion tears down my defenses Two caring souls become one As they join in the night air Looking into each other's eyes Our passion we openly bare Your lips move upon my legs Sending shivers up my spine Even more drugged I find m

My Thank You To Everyone
I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dreamed of. I hope to be able to return all the love in the near future to you. Thank you to all my new friends for Fanning, Adding, and rating me. I'm returning the love as quickly as I can. To my Family and Friends thank you for continuing to always show love.You all are awesome!!!! Thank you to everyone for reposting bulletins to help me. I love Cherry Tap and there are a lot of wonderful people on here. Have a great weekend..Much Love and Respect to all...BooBoo:) Special Thanks to I Love Sporks for my pimpout. Please stop by and show her some love. href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=158234&friend=158234" target=_blank>I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend- @ CherryTAP

Eternal Sunshine
All that was empty is now full again. Its strange how I feel lighter now, and that emptiness can be so heavy. The stones that drug me down to the bottoms of inferiority are all but wings now, as I glide to a triumphant return to felicity. It was Her eyes gaze in to mine, those eyes the color of the golden morning sun, that brought redemption to my heart. It was Her warmth that melted away the cavernous cold that plaugued and froze my soul. It was Her smile, subtle and unique, bright and natural, that so effortless floats from her lips. It was Her words, short and concise, that I will forever remember through the good and the bad. As she looked in to my eyes and I in to Hers (about 6 seconds worth, yeah I counted), I gritted my teeth so I would not smile. I wanted to spend an eternity in Her eyes, to wrap my self around the soul I could see inside, to find myself lost in the paradise that was within. I may tell her one day how She is able to affect me so easily, but then was

The Knife Game...
It was only the briefest of touches, a light brush of the fingertips over my cheek. My stomach tightened instinctively as I turned away and covered my face with my hands. I didn’t want him to see, to see my eyes, to know what I felt within my soul. For a moment it felt as if a light feather, the soft spines had been brushed over my body and I trembled involuntary. Waves of thoughts, moved through my mind, a numbness overpowering me. I ached for his touch again, but also feared what it could do to me. His hand traversed through my hair, tilting my head back as I glanced up for a moment, his eyes lit with a smile much brighter then touched his lips. The only word I can think of to describe how I felt at that moment was that I melted. A rush raced through me, as quickly as the sun would melt a shard of ice. As I pooled at his feet, I had no choice but to close my eyes for I knew he was easily able to cause me to boil, an eruption of emotions that could no longer be contained. I am s

Pure Gold
RUN 2 LIGHT THAT SHINES SOOOOOO BRIGHT ALL DREAMS WILL COME TRUE BECAUSE LOVE IS PURE GOLD , WONT U WAKE UP WAKE UP TAKE PRIDE IN YOURE LIFE DONT LET THE NEGATIVE GET 2U AND FOLKS BRING U DOWN RICHES COME & GO BUT LOVE IS PURE GOLD

U Know Who You Are
don't get me wrong as u start to read this.... i love all the friends that i have made that are true, but i gotta tell you. some of you need to come at me with a lil bit more respect, maybe u think cause i have six kids i am easy, i dont know??? i can't figure out what it is maybe you need to just go to my photo page and check out the bbw rules cause that is me all day!!! the ones i am writing this for knows who they are, so i would appreciate if u back off before i have to get bitchy. thanks, sexxymamma*6

Male Vs. Female At The Atm Machine
MALE VS. FEMALE AT THE ATM MACHINE A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts.""After months of careful research, MALE > & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ********************************************** FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the > machine. 3. Set parking brake, put t

Pledge Of Allegiance?"
"With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, "Are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?"

Something To Talk About
So yeah.....it was brought to my attention that I didn't have a blog which I replied....so....but hey I figured I would throw one out there to shut people up....... So far it's been 3 1/2 months of hell and the RIP/TOA isn't till the end of Jan. So if anyone has any good ideas for where I should try to get stationed, please let me know!!! I actually got told I can pick where I go....dangerous statement for the military to tell me....hahaha.. So throw me some ideas people! Jon

Hubby Shit Again
Ok, first let me fill you in on a little tidbit about me. I have fibromylgia syndrome. Noone really knows what causes it so there is really no treatment for it. Mine attacks my legs and the one thing I am thankful for is that it attacks me in spells. Although i do have problems everyday. I have spells about once a year that can be crippling. Sometimes i am confined to a wheelchair and in the worst pain i have ever felt. All they give me for it is narcotics. I hate taking them in fear of getting hooked so i will suffer the pain for quite a while untill it becomes unbearable. Now let me tell you what my selfish, good for nothin', hubby is doing. I want you guys to comment on this and tell me if im viewing it wrong or am i right. Acutally, I may even post a mumm and get opinions on this. Ok, I started having pain in my legs about 2 or 3 weeks ago. Like i said before its very hard on me to walk when in this condition, although i am not confined to the wheelchair right now i do have

Are You A Hot Chick?
You Are Sometimes Considered a Hot Chick While you may not get the most offers in the room, You've got a good thing going - dating wise You could flirt more and dress up a bit to attract more guys But in general, you are doing just fine! Are You A Hot Chick?

Cheaters!!!
I HATE FUCKEN CHEATERS AND LIERS!!!! EATHER OFF LINE OR ONLINE I BLEAVE YOUR PROFILE SHOULD REFLECT YOUR PERSONAL LIFE!!!!! IF YOU HAVE A MARRAGE OR A CT MARRAGE YOU NEED TO RECPECT THE PEROSN YOU ARE WITH IF YOU HAVE A CT MARRAGE FOR FUN THEN GO ELSE WHERE. I BLEAVE A CT MARRAGE IS A PROMIS RING TYP OF THING THAT YOU DO LOVE EACH OTHER AND PLAN ON MEETING TO BE WITH EACH OTHER.

Photos Of Chris Benoit And A Few Words From Me...
Okay I know that some people are not wrestling fans and if you do not have a heart then walk out now. Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and young son Daniel were found dead today in his Georgia home. I have been watching Benoit wrestle as long as I can remember. He was one of the greats. I am very saddened by this news. I will be lighting a candle for him and his family tonight. I hope that everyone else will join me.

A Sad Day
My friends and fans, you may or may not know that i am a huge wrestling fan and today we lost one of the greats. Sadly WWE superstar Chris Benoit and his wife and son were found dead in their home. I am deeply saddened not only as a 30 yr fan of wrestling but as in name for my family name is Benoit.

June 26th 2007
I thought I'd sit and write some stuff while there is not work to do here. I had to do some editing off my family list cause a few took me off of theirs. I'm pretty pissed but nothing unusual for me. People who say one thing and do another..you gotta love that. anywho I'm bored at work. What do I eat for lunch? who do I talk to at lunch now? Idk... I am slowly realizing why a few people on here are just leaving altogether. Its hard to rely on people to be there for you when they just think its fun and games. I am definitely a sucker for a pretty girl to tell me something..i actually spend a lot of money to make it special and it ends up being a nightmare.. anywho lol i love saying anywho.. hope work for you isn't as boring as it is for me. take care ~timmy~

Songbird
Songbird Songbird songbird in the tree; I long to hear you sing for me; Your voice is what I wish to hear; For in my soul I hold you dear; I know the reasons you wont sing; But only sadness does that bring; I ache to keep and hold you tight; For in my hands all will be right; I know that this will never be; Your heart and spirit must stay free; Night is coming so you must go; Your wings the silken air do row; For each flap a tear does fall; I know I'll never hear your call; Little songbird on your way; Try to think of me someday; Songbird songbird.

Please Read This, Maybe It Will Explain
Well the last 2 weeks have been pretty hectic and I am sorry if I have disappointed anyone, right now my Mom is #1 and I need to spend as much time as I can with her, she is having major side effects from the radiation and things are not looking good at all. I have been back and forth trying to keep everything in order at her house and mine and it is just beginnning to be a bit stressful, so please do not think that I am ignoring or trying to hide, when i am at my Moms i have no cell service when i go out i do but cant use this shout box but i am trying to be with her as much as i possibly can right now so I am sorry if I seem like I am ignoring you. just for those who do not know me well, when i get stressed out i shut down and keep to myself, right now i am that way it is nothing against anybody it is just me and my defense mechenisms (sp)? trying to kick in and with everything that is happening right now, I am not sure how to deal with it, I know and expect that my Mom is not goi

Pineapple Glazed Grilled Pork Chops (or Chicken)
8 medium sized pork chops about 1/2 to 3/4 inch thick 1 can pineapple rings, drained (reserve juice) 1 1/2 tbsp. dark brown sugar 1/4 cup prepared mustard 2 tbsp. lemon juice 2 tbsp. Worcestershire sauce 2 tbsp. cornstarch dissolved in 1/4 cup cold water enough water to bring reserved juice to one cup Drain pineapple and reserve juice. Salt and pepper pork chops to taste. In a small sauce pan combine pineapple juice, water, brown sugar and mustard and bring to a light boil. Reduce heat and stir in lemon juice, Worcestershire sauce and cornstarch mixture. Simmer for 3 minutes until thick, stirring constantly. Brush sauce on pork chops (or chicken breasts if desired) and place on a prepared grill. Brown pork chops for 2 minutes on each side, brush on more sauce and top with pineapple rings. Cook for two or three more minutes and turn so pineapple rings are on the grill surface and get the nice grill marks and cook for two or three more minutes. Flip once more baste with s

Some Intersting Facts About Me
1. I have been arrested twice 2. I clean my house everyday . 3. I DON'T LIKE RULES OR BEING TOLD WHAT TO DO . 4. IF I COULD BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN HUMAN I'D BE A SNOW LEOPARD. 5. I LIKE TO ICE SKATE. 6. ALTHOUGH SOME OF YOU LOOK AT ME AS SEXY, I AM A COMPLETE GOOFBALL! 7. THE ONLY WHITE MAN I FIND ATTRACTIVE IS VIN DIESEL..LOL 8. I think i have OCD or something, i hate messes, i like my canned veggies and soups all facing with labels to the front. 9. I AM NOT AS HAPPY AS I APPEAR. 10. I LIKE TO CHEW GUM. 11. I LOVE SUMMER. 12. THERE IS SOMEONE I WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW. 13. I LIKE TO WATCH BASKETBALL. 14. I love ice cream. 15. I GET LONELY SOMETIMES. 16. I love spending time with my nieces, family is important to me. 17. I AM A STARBUCKS FIEN! 18. I LIKE FAST CARS AND MY MEN EVEN FASTER! LOL. 19. I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO WORK. 20. I hate people that wear socks with sandals. 21. I AM VERY APPRECIATIVE OF WHAT I HAVE. 22

Love Or Lust
fell in love but was it really just lustmy mind was on you wishing this body of mime was too.tine is not right so well just have to say good night did you see the fire and Passion in my eyes did i not make it clear my dear that you i so adore aidi just have to get a little bit more will you come over here set so close put you r arms around me and i will kiss youso passionately

My Princess
Ever since she became part of My life, things are so different, she gives meaning to My world, she compliments the part of My life that was empty, she fills Me up, she gives Me love, she pampers Me, adores Me, pleases Me. I can't ask for a better woman and slave, cause I have it all on her... she is smart, she is beautiful, she makes Me happy and I love her deeply. Show My beautiful pet some love My friends! PRINCESS SNIPPY@ CherryTAP

Very Interesting
Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only..Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska . The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this..) The percentage North America that is wilderness: 38% The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent

No Internet Service
well i will be offline for about a week so thought i would leave a message to let you know i will be back soon and catch up on rating your alls stash and pics...leave me some love while i am gone...peace

I Hate........
tonight i had my ex call me... he's been trying to get me back and i wanted to give him another chance just so that i would be able to say that i didn't give up you know. well he fucking calls me and asks if i talked to one of his friends. and when i told him that i didn't i asked why... then he precedes to tell me that he said something that was kinda fucked up and that i should take it to heart... well he started to just skirt around the issue and i finally just got pissed was like what the fuck did you say.... he tells me that he told his friends that i was going hill fast just like all of his other ex's... well at first i was surprised so i didn't react then when i wasn't shocked anymore i flipped out on him... i can't believe he said that about me... well two can play that game if he wants but i don't have the energy for the bullshit... i'm done if he wants to play them games he can find someone who will put up with his inability to have a job, lack of bedroom skills, immaturi

Milk Bath
A lady always wanted to have a milk bath so she called the dairy and asked how much it would cost for a "milk bath", the gentleman asked "Do you want pasteurized?" ARE YOU READY FOR THIS "No, she replied, just up to my titties! he he he Tc n peace..Boo xo

6/26/07 H&e Slut Club
6/26/07 H&E Slut Club H&E Slut Club is back up. If you had already joinded, you are still a member. And if you have not joined yet, please do so now. Now that it is back up, look for more updates to be added very soon.

Scientist’s Out To Waist More Time And Money...
You know…I have come to a point in my life where…I think I just have to say I have heard it all. The latest revelation is that which perhaps drove me over the top this morning. On the radio, on the way into work I heard a useless fact. Well unless you’re a clown that is… Did you know that clown faces have patens on themselves? Oh yeah…Apparently so other clowns do not choose to support the same clown image and lower that image…as if… You know, that as I type it does not really make sense as if another clown chooses to paint his or her face a similarity to another clown who cares? I Mean sure if clowns dressed like Ronald McDonald and toured the industry bashing McDonalds I can see harm, but other then that...please… Oh, Oh hear is a scientific fact. Honest to GOD… Scientests are now out to prove that BIG FOOT exists…really I am not stroking your goat…Not sure if you have a goat or not, but that is not me rooming my hands over it. But, why on earth would we care if BIG FOOT exists? If

First Day Of College!!!
TODAY IS MY FIRST OFFICIAL DAY OF COLLEGE... I AM TAKING ONE ONLINE CLASS WHICH IS "INTRODUCTION TO THE INTERNET" AND ONE CLASS AT LANE COMMUNITY COLLEGE, "HUMAN RELATIONS AT WORK"... YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE BOOKSTORE TO GET THE 2 BOOKS I NEEDED AS WELL AS SOME SCHOOL SUPPLIES... I GOT A BACK PACK, PEN, PENCILS, SHARPENER, PAPER ETC... I CAN'T BELIEVE AFTER 13 YEARS AFTER GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL, THAT I AM FINALLY GETTING MY ASS IN GEAR AND HITTING THE BOOKS AGAIN!!! WISH ME LUCK Y'ALL I SURE IN THE HELL AM GONNA NEED IT!!! LOL

Finally A Slight Break
My boss got me a different P.O.S. car but it is a car. So I can finally leave the shop for awhile and in fact take a shower and all that fun stuff. The only thing is now he has something else he can hold over me. Guess I will just have to make do till I can change the situation.

Much Needed Distraction.
Have you ever silently begged for a distraction, knowing no one could hear you, only to be answered in the most outrageous of ways? I was. Feeling annoyed and slightly on edge, i slowly walked back to my cubical from the team meeting. The changes made by my new boss had me less than thrilled, and i was no longer in a mood to go about my daily tasks. I'll admit, i had not dressed the part to please a supervisor that day. Wearing my aging brown sandals, baggy legged jeans with holes in both knees and a black low cut tank-top, i looked, to say the least, comfortable. I walked the building in a carefree way that had never made him happy, and now that he was my boss, i knew i would be called into his office to go over even more 'changes' as time rode on. But that day.... i'll admit, i wanted to do something. i was mad, who wouldn't be? When i tried to pass the Janitors room, i yipped in surprise as i was pulled in. The door was shut soundly and locked before my body wa

Close My Eyes
I close my eyes and let you begin Falling into your arms we breath passions of sin Our bodies filled with a complelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow you know just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath you I begin to move As passion an Love fill the room the sun turns into the moon In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather.....

.water.park.hell.
'on tap' my ass. i havent been here all day...but whatever. so. the kids had to be woken up at 1. *laughs* perfectly ok with me...cuz that just meant i didnt have to listen to 'when are we going' all morning...muahahahaha. cuz believe you me...there was no way on God's green earth i was spending 8 hours at a water park in 109 degrees. no please. so we went from 3 to close. and lemme tell ya... theres nothing like running up the hills at the water park to show a 30 sumthin that they're out of shape...well ish anyway... guess ive been spending so much time on my back n arms...i forgot all about those 2 things that hold me up called legs...thats ok tho...cuz they got a work out today. and i also suppose that low impact cardio...otherwise known as swimming doesnt work all the muscles the house of they SAYS it works..so *flips them off* i think theres something wrong with my brain. which is better...sifted elsewhere. im exhausted..and i have last minute packing to do

Mistakes Women Make In Bed
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonab

It's Just Not Fair...
why is it okay for god to bless a person or persons with a child when in the end they will just harm that child. and I also wonder why there are people out there who are not able to have children but could give them an amazing life and great life but yet there's people out there that can have children that just shouldn't. I dont think this is fair. and I sit here on my computer in my office and it seems like at least once every day I read about a child that has been harmed and it's most likely been done by someone who's related and/or very close to the child. what is wrong with our world? why must you hurt a innocent child. if you feel the urge to hurt a child go get fucking help and leave that child alone. think to your self NO i should NOT do this walk away and give them child to someone else until you've gotten help or simply give that child to a good family who can care for it. to be honest i dont care what people think of me for writting this it just makes me so sad, angry and

Who Got A Good Look?
I know many of you gotta see the NSFW photo's in which wasn't to see because those peoples were not on my family list but it's all good I guess just wish CT would get all these damn glitches out of the system...lol....

Crispy Mexican Chicken
Prep Time: 5 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients: 1 1/3 cups French's® Cheddar or Original French Fried Onions, divided 1 tbsp. chili powder 4 skinless boneless chicken breast halves 1 egg, beaten 1/2 cup taco blend shredded cheese Directions: PLACE 1 cup French Fried Onions and chili powder in a plastic bag. Lightly crush onions with hands or with a rolling pin. DIP chicken into egg; then firmly coat with seasoned onion crumbs. Place chicken on a baking sheet. BAKE at 400ºF for 20 minutes or until no longer pink in center. Sprinkle with cheese and remaining onions. Let stand 2 minutes until cheese softens

Three Passions Have Governed My Life:
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living. Adapted

Ct Bull
Ok so I had two salutes posted under my old username but same user number, puñalada. I look at my main page and they are taken down, I swear it's bullshit that I had two approved salutes and then taken down only because I changed my user name. So that means we have to keep the same user name, so why lets us even change our user name after we select it.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Fit 2
alright just another few hours since my last craving and this one is killer, i'm tempted to go down to the store and buy a cheap cigar, but i don't want to break this habit i just don't know what to do.... blah should i just grab a black and mild or something

Pâté (pate) Maison
1 lb chicken livers 1 lb lean pork 1 lb mild Italian sausage meat 1 Tbsp chopped chives or scallions 1 Tbsp chopped parsley 1 Tbsp fresh coarsely ground pepper 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon 1 teaspoon salt 2 Tbsp brandy 2 Tbsp dry sherry 10 slices bacon (uncooked) Grind all the meat (except the bacon) through a meat grinder twice. Add remaining ingredients and mix well. Line an 8x6x3 inch loaf pan with bacon strips and pack in the mixture. Cover with bacon strips. Place pan in a water bath, a larger pan that is filled halfway up the sides of the inner pan with water. Bake at 350°F for 2 1/2 hours. Remove from heat. Cover with aluminum foil. Place a weight such as a heavy brick on top while cooling. Best to cool overnight in the refrigerator. Slice and serve with bread or toast, lettuce and or tomatoes. Yield: one large loaf.

The Easy Way Out
Avoiding effort is more difficult than just going ahead and getting it done. Because not only do you spend time and energy avoiding the effort, you also must suffer the consequences of failing to do the work. Take the time to do what must be done. Don't get caught up in making judgments about whether it is easy or difficult, pleasant or unpleasant, for that will just hold you back. If you're interested in finding the easiest way out, consider this. The easiest way is to just go ahead and get it done. Is there something you've been avoiding because it will require too much effort? Is there really anything at all that you've gained by putting it off? Imagine the sense of satisfaction and release that you'll enjoy when the task is completed. Think of how great it will be when you're no longer constantly dreading it. Then get busy and get it done. Make the effort, finish the work, and you'll find that you've truly taken the easy way out. -- Ralph Marston

Tomato Salad And Fried Green Tomatoes
8 Italian Roma tomatoes,, cut in half 2 tablespoons olive oil Essence 2/3 cup extra-virgin olive oil 1/3 cup balsamic vinegar 3 tablespoons chiffonade of basil 1/2 small red onion,, julienned Salt and pepper 1 beef steak tomato,, cut into 6 slices 1 yellow beef steak tomato,, cut into 6 slices 8 slices of fresh mozzarella cheese 4 cups assorted baby greens 4 fried green tomatoes,, for top of salad Black pepper for the rim Edible flowers Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Toss the Roma tomatoes with the olive oil and season with Essence. Place the tomatoes, seed side down, on a baking sheet and roast for about 8-10 minutes. Remove from the oven and cool. Julienne the tomatoes. In a mixing bowl, whisk the extra-virgin olive oil, balsamic vinegar, garlic, basil and red onion together. Add the julienned tomatoes. Season the vinaigrette with salt and pepper. Season each side of the tomato slices with salt and pepper. Season each side of the mozzarella slices with salt and

Plz Read This Could Save Ur Life Or Someones U Know
What is ovarian cancer? Ovarian cancer is cancer that begins in the cells that make up the ovaries. Cancer that originates at another site (e.g., breast or colon) and spreads to the ovaries is not considered ovarian cancer. (See illustration) There are many types of tumors that can start in the ovaries. Ovarian cysts are examples of other growths that can occur on the ovaries. Most ovarian cysts are not cancerous. They are fluid-filled sacs that form on the surface of the ovary. Cysts usually go away without treatment, but a doctor may recommend removal, especially if it seems to be growing, to ensure that they do not become cancerous. Symptoms Many people and many medical textbooks still hold the erroneous opinion that there are no symptoms. Our experience and the literature is beginning to show that there are symptoms: * Abdominal pressure, bloating or discomfort * Nausea, indigestion or gas * Urinary frequency, constipation or diarrhea * Abnormal bleeding * Unusua

Caribbean Style Spicy Baked Potatoes
3 lbs. potatoes 4 onions, finely sliced 8 large ripe tomatoes, cubed 3 garlic cloves, minced 2 1/2 tsp.paprika powder 3 tbsp. cumin powder 1 1/2 cup meat or chicken broth (can be substituted by 1 1/2 cup of water and one condensed broth cube) 1 tbsp. wheat flour 3 tbsp. parsley, finely chopped 3 tbsp. olive or vegetable oil salt & pepper to taste Begin by boiling or baking the potatoes until halfway cooked but still somewhat firm. Let cool, then cut them in slices about 3/16" to 1/4" thick. You may leave the skin on. In the meanwhile, sauté the onions in the oil, adding the garlic a bit later and then adding the tomatoes, paprika, cumin, flour and broth and continue cooking, stirring regularly until a thick, chunky sauce in obtained. Add salt and pepper to your taste. In an oven-resistant transparent dish (or skillet), spread a very fine coating of the sauce, then divide the potatoes and the remaining sauce into three parts: place a layer of potatoes, sprinkle with

Tonight
I am sitting here drinking some great canadian beer...relaxing since I dont have to be back to work till tuesday...happy july 4th to my american friends and happy canada day this weekend july 1st...I hope everyone has a safe and fun holiday and dont drink too much.

Pleasure
Lay you on the bed kissing you putting your hands behind your head looking in to your eyes with such admiration kissing your forhead the tip of your nose your checks leaning ove wispering in your ear dont touch just enjoy my touch my kiss feel the passion and love i have for you. Feeling my hot breath soft touch kissing you deeply and passionatly wanting you to know and feel the feelings i have for you. No words or expressions needed just the touch of my hands lips and body will teach you show you the desire in my soul. Kissing you and touching your body exploring every curve every ripple you have. Working my way down slowly smelling you feeling you want to know you in side and out body and soul. With such want letting you know not to touch just enjoy as you smile so sweetly bitting your lips you slowly and unwantedly put your hands back up. I move down down down exploring every inch mmmm down to your hips teasing you with my tongue gliding my nails over your thighs. you

Me!!!!
ME!! TO THE LIFE I USE TO LIVE! TO THE MEN I USE TO LOVE! TO THE DREAMS I USE TO HAVE! TO THE ME I USE TO BE! TO THE FRIENDSHIPS I USE TO CHERISH! TO THE FAMILY I USE TO HAVE! TO THE SUNRISES I USE TO WATCH! TO THE SUNSETS I USE TO DREAD! I FEEL AS THOUGH EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AS CHANGED! I FEEL AS THOUGH THE ONE’S I ONCE LOVED HAVE LEFT! I FEEL AS THOUGH MY LIFE HAS BEEN REARRANGED! I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM NO LONGER THE SAME! I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE LOST MY FRIENDS! I FEEL AS THOUGH ALL MY FAMILY IS GONE! I FEEL AS THOUGH THE SUNRISES TO SOON!! I FEEL AS THOUGH THE SUNSET COULD COME SOONER!! WHEN I LOOK AT MY LIFE I SEE A BROKEN PERSON! WHEN I LOOK AT MY RELATIONSHIPS I ASK WHAT WENT WRONG! WHEN I LOOK AT MY DREAMS I USE TO HAVE I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED! WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF I WONDER WHAT I HAVE BECOME! WHEN I LOOK AT MY FRIENDS I WONDER WHERE THEY HAVE GONE! WHEN I LOOK AT MY FAMILY I WONDER WHY THEY R NOT NEAR! WHEN I LOOK AT THE SUNRISE I WONDER WHY I

Saturday Pimpin
I ONLY HAVE FRIENDS WITH SALUTE PIC OR FRIENDS WHO ARE VIC MEMBERS AT CT CHECK OUT THOSE AWESOME BIRTHDAY GUYS & GIRLS PLZ ADD, RATE & FAN :) ~Fatal Desires~ Upper Echelon of The House of Angels & Saints~ O.C. of O.T.S.~CT Assist Fam~@ CherryTAP PAPI CHULOa.k.a THUG ANGEL@ CherryTAP caelwyn ( member KOT)@ CherryTAP

Happenings In The Life Of Cola....
ok so i know i've said it over and over again and have yet to actually DO it.... but this time it's actually gonna happen. lol. i'm moving. after 4 years of hell in the plaza of medina county i am finally able to get out of there. i'm moving into barberton with my boyfriend greg. giving my ex the apartment so the kids have their rooms back and he can get out from under his grandparents. he needs it more than i do... and it will be a lot easier than trying to find a place for all of my damn furniture lol. anyways... we're probably gonna be getting this all underway on monday/tuesday.... if not then probably by the end of the week or so.. anyways.... i've been staying here with greg for the past couple of weeks... and i really like the town... there is so much that you can just walk to.... everything that i would need to get to is here within walking distance. i love it... it's peaceful. i'm happy here... and i'm happy with the way my life is taking me... which for once is finally going

Salmon Bisque
Salmon bisque is made with canned salmon, a little onion, butter, broth, wine, milk, and seasonings. INGREDIENTS: * 6 tablespoons butter * 1 tablespoon grated onion * 5 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 bay leaf * 1 can (approx. 14 ounces) chicken broth * 1/2 cup dry white wine * 1 tablespoon tomato paste * 1 small can (approx. 7 1/2 ounces) salmon with juices * 1 cup half-and-half or whole milk * salt and pepper to taste * garnish suggestions: roasted red pepper strips, sour cream, croutons, parsley PREPARATION: Heat butter in a medium saucepan until melted; add onion and saute for 4 to 5 minutes, until tender. Blend in flour, stirring constantly, until well dissolved and bubbly. Add bay leaf. Gradually stir in broth.Cook, stirring, until thickened and smooth. Stir in wine and cook over low heat for 10 minutes. Discard the bay leaf. Stir in tomato paste and salmon with juices. Process in blender until smooth then return to

Changes
Changes Something big is happening. Gaia has regained her consciousness. Tapping into her own power. Her giving nature, her way of surviving. The picture keeps growing in my mind. A whole universe of possibilities. To make the invisible seen, to act. To be part of this movement of awakening. To learn to speak with the birds. To learn to hear our mother's voice. To trust, to be trusted. I keep making the picture bigger and bigger. So I won't lose myself. So I will learn the meaning of us.

Guilt
Guilt "It used to be what drove me on the feeling that woke me up in the morning" Guilt It was the seed for all my self destruction. Guilty of guilt. Guilt The grinder of souls. The grinder of hearts. Perfection in the perfect guilt. Infested in the mind, deeply, invisible hand. Pushing and pulling. Gliding from dream to reality it chokes me. Guilt Unwanted, not integrated. Guilt a terrible sponge, sucking the water of my life. Guilt loses its power, when I keep it in the spotlight. it is part of me, who I am, thus I embrace it. If I claim I am a continuous river of love. Then I must be a continuous river of all there is, in this world. Darkest of dark. Brightest of bright.

Contest Canceled
Due to a lack of interest, I am canceling the morph contest. I may still do a contest in july for a 30 day blast but I dont do a contest with less than 10 people, and with over 100 views of the contest blog and all the bulletins I posted over the last week, I gave plenty of time for people to join. So let me know what kind of contest you want and I'll run it.

Bit By Bit
Bit by bit your face Becomes numb to me, And I can see your Anger fighting for the floor. I can't be sure I can look in your eyes, And find peace there any more. Insanity is all I have, To keep me alive. So I find it in the coolest, Darkest place! Release the demons! I had come here to help you, But now there is nothing you can say That will keep me here, Long enough to pick up The pieces that crumbled From your angry tears.

My Best Paper Ever
My professor called this the best paper he's ever read from a student in 19 years of teaching at Penn State. He asked to borrow quotes from it for his online textbook. So technically, I'm a published author. On November 11, 1918 the European continent ended four years of attempted suicide. As the dust settled over the lands torn apart by trenches and fields filled millions of dead, a new democratic order was poised to rise up in Europe. The Allies had defeated the forces of autocratic Germany and Austria-Hungary while in the eastern part of the continent Tsarist Russia had collapsed into anarchy. The time for all the peoples of Europe to enjoy democracy and freedom according to US President Wilson’s Fourteen Points seemed at hand. Sadly, these hopes of self-determination and peace were ruined almost as soon as the ink had dried on the peace treaty at Versailles. The failure of the victorious powers to deliver a reasonable peace set the stage for the ascendancy of dictators li

Organ Joke
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. " Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to pla

This Trip Rocks!!!
I'm having a blast. Can't believe I'm going back tomorrow. I've made some awesome new friends, done things that would make most people blush and am heading out for one last day of fun. I've learned a few things on this trip too. I am not ugly and I could pick up a guy fairly easy. At 33 skinny dipping is still fun and some people just suck. I am no longer willing to be pushed around and my anyone who takes me for granted will find themselves without. There are people out there who are gonna put me down and take me for granted and I don't need that. Watch out world the Evil Pixi has a new out look on life and I will be treated like I'm special (and I don't mean short bus special) and I will never let someone make me feel unimportant again! I'mo top o the world!!!!

Random Stuff
i dont do anything unless i can do it too much the people who you love hurt you the most. one day i will use the word idiocyncronies in a sentence - knowing what it means , how to actually spell it, and how it could be applied to how ridiculous my life and the people in it are your born and you start to die, everyone is dieing, our rotting bodies we call beautifull or ugly falling apart twisting with age and wear

Better Than Sex Cake Ii
Original recipe yield: 1 - 9x13 inch cake PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 1 Hr 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 (18.25 ounce) package devil's food cake mix * 1/2 (14 ounce) can sweetened condensed milk * 6 ounces caramel ice cream topping * 3 (1.4 ounce) bars chocolate covered toffee, chopped * 1 (8 ounce) container frozen whipped topping, thawed DIRECTIONS 1. Bake cake according to package directions for a 9x13 inch pan; cool on wire rack for 5 minutes. Make slits across the top of the cake, making sure not to go through to the bottom. 2. In a saucepan over low heat, combine sweetened condensed milk and caramel topping, stirring until smooth and blended. Slowly pour the warm topping mixture over the top of the warm cake, letting it sink into the slits; then sprinkle the crushed chocolate toffee bars liberally across the entire cake while still warm. (Hint: I crush my candy bars into small chunks as opposed to crumbs - I like to have pie

I Guess I Look Asian !!!
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Closed Doors
You walk away feeling left out of my life Yet when I look at you all I see are closed doors Never once did you try to see beyond the wall I built Never once did you attempt to cross the gap building between us You said you loved me and in my heart I believed you The emotional pain is neverending to this day Looking at you I see my past, present and future The child between us means I will never truly be free of you Each comment you make brings back the heartache It tugs at the strings that surround my heart No amount of work or play can ever erase the memories I try to bury them deeper inside only to have them surface when least expected I walked away over twelve years ago from from you And yet each time I see the pain is renewed Is what I feel pity and guilt or are there feelings still there I won't let myself be blindsided by you again The lies, the sneaking, the humiliation was more than I should stand The doors are now closed in my soul and brain but my heart sti

That Which Is Sacred
Something taken from Lady Victoria's blog that I wish to remember daily. Hope you like it as well. Thank You Lady Victoria for sharing such wise words! SACRED IS A REALITY that is experienced by all, it is UNIVERSAL and has no boundaries. IT IS THE UNIVERSAL REALITY – YOU ARE ALIVE! CELEBRATE that which is sacred about life... AS IN THE RAYS OF THE SUN giving life to all, so was THE FIRST BREATH OF LIFE, and in THE BEGINNING OF TIME, as it is now BEING SHARED BY ALL... IN THE GLIMMER OF LIGHT, the twinkle in a mother and child’s eyes upon they're first meeting. AS IN THE EXPERIENCE of the GREAT in the VERY SMALL, is to know and understand that we are to SHARE IT, the endless drive TO LIVE IT. SOMETIMES LIFE CAN BE A GAME, where WHAT ISN'T has become more important than WHAT IS. BUT WHEN WE BELIEVE that WHAT IS, is more important than WHAT ISN’T, that game is over, it has completed. Then we can begin to LIVE - SACRED. SO AS THE SMALLEST GRAIN OF SAND is as the

New Poetry From Today
behind these eyes can you see the hurt? do you know that you make me feel like dirt? do you see my pain? when my tears come down like rain do you know how much i need you? when i am feeling very blue do you know i need you to hold me? when i feel cold and helpless inside would you stop me if i decided to runaway and hide? would you tell me you love me,kiss me tenderly and hold me tight can you look into my eyes and tell i sometimes want to die

Birthdate Info
28 July 1976 Your date of conception was on or about 5 November 1975 which was a Wednesday. You were born on a Wednesday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 4. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2442987.5. The golden number for 1976 is 1. The epact number for 1976 is -1. The year 1976 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1976 and ending 2/17/1977. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 1 Av 5736. Or if you wer

Spelling To Get Into Heaven!!!!
Spelling to get into Heaven A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello, how are you? We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doi

Surgery Thursday
ok most you know i went to the hospital sunday snd was told i broke my thumb....well apparantly its worse then that...there is a ligament that goes from your hand to your thumb snd i ripped it completely off the bone so they are going in to fix it thurs morn.

Me
I love the rain* I love the smell of rain* I love monsoon season* I love walking in the rain* I love driving windows down, music up* I love skirts* I love a good book* I love doing nothing* I love animals* I love my family and friends* I love my Monster* I love going to a great concert with great people* I love jumping into bed in the winter time and the sheets are cold* I love flannel sheets* I love wearing bright colors* I love a really meaningful quote* I love the color purple; as in the crayon and not the movie.* I love any type of lilies* I love Snoopy* I love dragonflies. I love Edward Norton* I love Marilyn Monroe and James dean* I love text messaging I am Nikki. I am very indecisive. I am moody. I can be mean. But I can be nice. I am right handed. I drive a little red car. I drink to many energy drinks. I am stubborn and strong willed. Sometimes I really like to drink. And i really like to get stoned ;) I like to driving nowhere. I spend to much time on cherry tap, myspace

You're My Heart You're My Queen
every single morning when i wake roll over and smile as i see your face run my hands up your body lick my fingers just to get a taste see you open your eyes as i run my hand back down your thighs see you smile with your devilish grin that's beggin for me just to slide in i roll over and spread your legs wrap them around me girl i can't hardly wait feel it start to drip grab your hips and get a good grip pull you closer and slide on in god damn i know this is heaven it's 6am fuckin till quarter after seven .... to be continued

~ The Who - Baba O'riley ~
I was at the Riverfront Colosseum the night that 11 people were Crushed tiring to get in to see The Who, not enough Doors opened fast enough, when the all started pushing forward, so just had the life squeezed right out of them :(

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....3
Oh To do such nasty things With such a beautiful, sexy woman The mind soars to new erotic heights And sinks to levels of depravity never Before experienced. Taste, touch, smell, pain, blood All senses play a part Used or not Up for the challenge?, willing Victim or casual observer, Everyone plays a part in The Theatre of Chaos Called Life but Few go the full distance To be called STAR Written for me...07*02*07

6 Dirty Questions (repost)
6 Dirty Questions (repost) Fill this out and send it to my inbox and then I'll fill it out for you xoxo any 6 questions, no matter how crazy or PERVERTED they are and I promise to answer them truthfully... the catch is... you have to repost this and see what people ask you "6 Dirty Questions" 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6.

She's Baaaaackkk!!
Me that is ... lol I'm all moved but still getting settled in. Damn I missed having internet! I think I need to start a netaholics group.. lmao I'll be off and on while I finish unpacking and poping in to say hi! Happy Belated July 1st to my Canuck Friends and Happy July 4th to my American Friends. I'm off to bed.. luv ya!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Circles
There are many different circles we come across in our lives. They can be anything from the simplest friendship circles to the more difficult deception circles. Somehow I started thinking about these while I was working on Tuesday and some were more obvious than others to me. All of my life I have never had to really face the fact that I could be as optimistic about things that my own sister couldn't. She couldn't analyze things as well as I could. I can tear apart my life in sections and tell you what I could have changed and what could have stayed the same. But then again, we all know we can't just erase parts of ourselves just for the sake of others. I was born with a neurological disorder that I wish I had never had. I can't change that. It is that obvious that I have a reason I have to live with it. Ok, I am not feeling sorry for myself because there is no reason for it. I have learned that my disorder has changed me mentally and emotionally, which at times I think are the bes

"finding Neverland By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2005
"Finding Neverland by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2005 Published 26 March 2005 :: Poetry Inspired by the movie staring Johnny Depp For every laugh First borne to life When a child is born A fairy unto us is created To watch over thee To guide thee And see us through Thine darkest hour For every word Borne by hate A heart within The world falls to darkness Tumbling out of sight As well as mind No neverland it will find No peace No certainty For all innocence Is lost For every smile Worne warmly upon thine face A rose upon the world Will grow Giving beauty And grace Drawing close The lovers The romancers And my mind For every hand held Every kiss lain I will be thine witness For within that world I may not be Fore neverland Will not have me For every dream Built on imagineation Borne to life By the mind of a child And for the happiest of thoughts Which may bare thee to flight I shall be there to hold thee To catch thee Whe

"never Asked The Right Questions" By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2003
"Never Asked The Right Questions" by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2003 Published 3 April 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Why do I still think of you When all is lost Why can’t I be rid of you And move past this place Where my heart Still wants you close I never asked you Why my heart aches At the sound of your tears When they hit the floor I never asked you Why my soul quakes At the sound of your voice Upon the phone I never asked you Why I still Love you So many roads still left to find So many miles still keeps me from you And all I can think about Is you in my arms When everything was right I never asked for your voice To fade into the night I never asked For you to leave my sight All of these were of your own choice All that I care about… Is that you are safe I never asked you Why my heart still aches I never asked you Why my soul still quakes At the sound of your voice Upon the phone I never

She Sings Across The Sea(for Patty A.k.a Moomoo)
Her beauty sings to me from across the sea. I wonder what her thoughts are,what she feels,what she sees. I cannot hear her voice,but she sings to me from across the sea. Her image comes to me through to skys in the air. Is she really different from me,do I even care. I cannot hear her voice,but she sings to me from across the sea. How can someone so wonderful be so far away. To hold her hand in mine,may I live to see that day. I cannot hear her voice,but she sings to me from across the sea. To walk with her,to be with her where she lives. No matter what the cost,I will give what I have to give. I long to hear her voice,because she sings to me from across the sea.

Apricot Mustard Glazed Pork Loin
Serves: 8 Total Time: 1 Hour 45 Minutes What you need: 1 (3 pound) pork loin Salt and pepper 1 cup water 3 tablespoons coarse grained mustard 3 tablespoons apricot preserves 1 tablespoon Market Pantry (tm) butter, melted 1 teaspoon Market Pantry(tm) minced garlic What you do: 1 Heat oven to 450 degrees F. Season roast with salt and pepper. 2 Place in a shallow uncovered roasting pan. Roast 15 minutes. 3 Reduce temperature to 350 degrees F. Pour water over roast and continue to roast 30 minutes longer. 4 Meanwhile, stir together remaining ingredients. Spoon the glaze over the roast, spreading to cover it. Return to oven and roast 15 minutes or until internal temperature reaches 145 degrees F. 5 Place roast on a warm platter and cover for 10 minutes before slicing. Submitted by: SuperTarget Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 288 (52% from fat) | Protein 27.5g | Fat 16.3g (sat 6.3g) | Carbohydrate 6g | Fiber 0.1g | Cholesterol 87mg | Sodium 193mg

“lil Town...lil Heart” Origional By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1999
“Lil Town...Lil Heart” Origional by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1999 Published 26 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Dedicated in memory of those who were there and who died at Columbine High School (5/10/99) Upon this day I stand before thee Like any other day Before. . . Except upon this day A shield I carry Because my blinders I have removed And now can see The world For the hell That it has become A world where my daughter May grow up free of slavery And yet still be a slave To terror And the ever luminous Death . . . Now I lay me down to sleep I pray thee lord Keep my family safe And mine soul you keep If I die . . . Guns firing Children are screaming And all because a parents best Was not good enough Upon this day Before thee I stand Free of blinders Shield in hand For fear that the next report Is of mine doing Because my best Was not good enough And again Our children are not safe In the one place

Play Time
PLAY TIME By rattdoll The phone rang at 4:00 in the morning. I decided not to answer it, because it woke me up out of a sound sleep. You left me a message on the machine. “Wake up! Wake up and give me a call back, it’s important!” I get my lazy body out of bed and find the phone and call you. You tell me that you know I’m horny, and that you have some one that I should meet with. You tell me that your friend is just a couple of years older then you, and he has black hair, a fit body and very horny. I tell you, “Sure darlin, send him over.” You tell me that you’ll give your friend directions to my place and he’ll be there in about 20 minutes, then tell me bye. You call me back five minutes later and ask if I would like for you to come over too. I could not resist having your body, so I said yes. You tell me that you’ll be over in about a half hour, and hang up. No sooner then I hang up the phone, you

The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed some missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the

Dried Beef Ball
Serves: 10 Hands-OnTime: 10 Minutes Total Time: 10 Minutes What you need: 5 ounces dried beef, chopped 2 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese, softened 6 green onions, chopped 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt What you do: 1 Reserve about a half cup of chopped dried beef. 2 In a separate medium bowl, combine the remaining beef, cream cheese, green onions, Worcestershire sauce and seasoned salt. Mix well and roll into a ball. 3 Roll the ball in the reserved beef, coating the entire outside of the ball. Submitted by: Joan Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 184 (78% from fat) | Protein 7.7g | Fat 16.2g (sat 10.1g) | Carbohydrate 2.4g | Fiber 0.2g | Cholesterol 55mg | Iron 1mg | Sodium 689mg | Calcium 46mg

Steamed Vegetable Medley
Prep and Cook Time: 15 minutes Ingredients: * 1 cup thinly sliced carrot * 2 cups chopped collard greens, stems removed * 1 medium onion sliced thick * 1 cup cubed zucchini (quarter lengthwise and slice about ½ inch thick) * Dressing * extra virgin olive oil to taste * 1 mediuim clove garlic pressed * 1 TBS fresh lemon juice * salt and cracked black pepper to taste * *optional 1 tsp soy sauce

Ok
alright July fourth I had a a few drinks and had the urge to smoke but fought it off, and now I eat and have no urge to smoke, so I have beat the habit yay me go me I am officially a non-smoker :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Who Decided This??
I am not happy with the way some people are treated In general the; "Elderly", now you would think that in this country older Americans would be an asset and looked up to because of their wisdom and their experience but this is not true they are made fun of, they are disrespected yelled at and when they can no longer care for themselves they are cast away in "old age homes" and treated like they are no longer useful, how sad,who decided this? this country was, and will continue to be built with experience not youth with out history we have no future somewhere we lost that fact we are all so caught up in the "now" we forget who got us here in the first place, and this is why I believe we are so willing to step over a person who has fallen this is why we turn away from someone in need with ease ,this is why others will go hungry and homeless cause we the "youth" feels there is time and it is on our side, but is it? might not be, my grandfather use to say never put off saying how you fee

Today Is Awesome
Some of my friends and family have learned about my journey over the last 10 years. In 1997 I was diagnosed with degenerative arthritis in my right knee. I was told that my walking days were over and that I needed a knee replacement but was too young so I should wait 10 years, be sedentary, and when I turned 50 they would give me a new knee. Well I decided to not follow that advise and instead start riding bicycles again. It was tough to do. Going from not being able to walk to trying to ride my bike again. It was a slow process but I decided I wanted to live not sit around and wait. Short story is, I stayed with it and my life made many changes. I was riding mountain bikes because the gearing was easier for my knees. Well after a few years I started racing mountain bikes. Even got as high as ranked 50 in the country in my age group. Then I hit another wall. August 27, 2002 I had a serious crash. Fractured C5 in my neck and suffered sever head trauma. I want to say th

Linda's Spank Bridgade
Below are the members of Linda Spank Brigade. She has asked them all to spank me as much as they can, cause Linda told them all how naughty ive been. Me, naughty?....whatever!!! Linda's Spank Brigade members LINDA AKA LUCY LOO BRITISH BABE WENDI POOH WIND DANCER STAR WHISPER DIANE BRITISH BOMBER NO.1 AMY AKA LINDA'S PARTNER IN CRIME When each member of the Spank Brigade stepped up to spank me. I lifted up my Kilt and when i did this each lady fainted to the floor. And now i have ALL the Spank Brigade in custody. If each member wants me to free them then they have to do something for me...lol All you have to do is send me a Spicy Gift from the Cherry Tap Shop

Just An Urge
have you ever been single, non involved and not pining for anyone in particular... and suddenly wished you could lean agenst the person you love, touch their face, run your hand thorugh their hair, feel their arms around you, and tilt yr head up for just one little kiss? lol its an odd feeling :P

Mom Still In Hospital
Yes mom is still there its been 9 days now. Looking that she might have to have surgery. There just seems to be no improvement. I took a break from going yesterday and feeling a little guilty. So as soon as my daughter is out of work Ill be going back again. I want to thank everyone for there kind words and prayers they mean a lot.

Me,myself And I.
My face is painted white as can be~Bright red lipstick for all to see~Hair so black it shines in the night~Black eyeliner dripping into my sight~Painted nails of midnight color~Matching my wardrobe like no other~Boots with heels so chunky and high~Stares from people who judge you and sigh~Suspenders hang from the sides of my dress~Low to the ground they drag and stress~I'm covered in black from head to toe~Not to be a freak or in a side show~This is me~ This is who I am~I'm not into all your fuckin'glam~So stare as you will cause I'm laughing inside~ For I am Confident~I don't hide.

Cfl Schedule Is Up
BE SURE TO CHECK EITHER PROFILE TO FIND WHICH PROFILE WILL HOST YOUR GAME BLUEDEMON ~Demon House for life~@ CherryTAP ~Unique Dream ~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'BLUEDEMON ~Demon House for life~' on '2007-07-07 17:22:49')

An Update
so in addition to some stuff thats happening that im not going to go into (but its serious), my job sucks, i found out today that i'm being denied for financial aid next year and i cant afford it by myself, and brooke (piercedmama) is back in the hospital :( I wish they would just get her levels stable so shes not feeling like this all the time. Stupid doctors. I have a headache. Sorry if ive been distant guys!

Noob And Boob
Seems to me this Noob was a typo I made many years ago in a online game.I was playing this game online and got upset and some dumbo and type Noob when I was trying to type Boob plus we as a team where so close to beating it and we all got stomp on from some dumbo,but we all got rescued and still won and we still laugh about it.The dumbo had left cause she had to use the restroom badly.Oh also they say some who typies like junk usaully means there handwriting the same way and believe me know one is able to read my handwriting accept very few.Anyways as time went on I started seein this word Noob pop-up even more and more and every time I look at it I laugh so hard and wonder do they know.Anyways the word got capitolize on for a new word to hate newbies or nb.If you look back many years ago there was a game called Dungeon siege the first one of the games in there a nob knife thats open a secret area along with some other items to do some heavy battlin with some badass chickens.As time we

Homer - Our Next Godfather ??
HOMER IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS I KNOW AND ONE OF MY 1ST FRIENDS HERE AT TAP I ALREADY KNEW HIM FROM ZORPIA HE WILL SOON HIT THE GODFATHER LEVEL AND HE HAS ALSO A CONTEST GOING ON RIGHT NOW PLZ ADD HIM, FAN HIM AND RATE HIM HE'S A GREAT GUY AND YOU WILL JUST LOVE HIM :) Corky1952~Founder of The Round Table Bombers & Founder of The White Tiger Bombers~@ CherryTAP =(^_^)= ENGLA

Sexually Suggestive Lines From The Star Wars Trilogy...
Sexually suggestive lines from the Star Wars trilogy... 'Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care what you smell!' 'Luke, at that speed do you think you'll be able to pull out in time?' 'Put that thing away before you get us all killed.' 'You've got something jammed in here real good.' 'Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?' 'You came in that thing? You're braver than I thought.' 'Sorry about the mess...' 'Look at the size of that thing!' 'Curse my metal body, I wasn't fast enough!' 'She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid.' 'I thought that hairy beast would be the end of me.' 'Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?' 'There's an awful lot of moisture in here.' 'But now we must eat. Come, good food, come...' 'That's okay, I'd like to keep it on manual control for a while.' 'Hurry up, golden-rod...' 'I must've hit it pretty close to the mark to get her all riled up like that, huh kid?' 'Po

Strange Confusion
I want you so badly, I ache inside; Don't want to be hurt or taken for a ride. I want to be held 'til the morning dawn; I don't want to be used blindly or be your pawn. All I want is to be happy, to fall into your arms; To let myself go completely to glow in your charms. To let star-light flash in our soulful eyes; With the cobalt blue with the moons ray in the sky. I long to feel you close in the plush green grass; With my heart I look within my soul as if a looking glass. That mirrors my thoughts filled with loving desire. Your touch with love whispers breath of fire. I need and desire you through emotions and love. With the truth of all thats holy, with God up above. I want you to hold me to touch as you search my soul; I offer more than my body, it is my heart you hold

Newlywed Couple
On their first night together, a newlywed couple go to change. The new bride comes out of the bathroom showered and wearing a beautiful robe. The proud husband says, "My dear, we are married now, you can open your robe." The beautiful young woman opens her robe, and he is astonished."Oh, oh, aaaahhh," he exclaims, "My God you are so beautiful, let me take your picture. Puzzled she asks, "My picture?" He answers, "Yes my dear, so I can carry your beauty next to my heart forever". She smiles and he takes her picture, and then he heads into the bathroom to shower. He comes out wearing his robe and the new wife asks, "Why do you wear a robe? We are married now." At that the man opens his robe and she exclaims, "oh, OH, OH MY, let me get a picture". He beams and asks why and she answers, "So I can get it ENLARGED!"

Im She All That I Love Tha Movie
WHAT MOVIE ARE YOU ?? (pics) She's All ThatYour hip, smart and hilarious. Your a little romantic but completely funny!! You've got a great way of being sarcastic and you know that life doesn't always have to be ordinary.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Good Morning
good morning my awsome friends i want to thank all of you for rating my pictures and that i wi get too your soon and to thanks for all the gifts and most of all thanks for being my friends i wish you a great day and remember to keep smileing life is too short to go around with a frown on your cute little faces love you all susan

Banderos Burritos Verde
Prep/Cook Time: 15 minutes Ingredients: 1 tbsp. vegetable oil 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 can Campbell's® Condensed Creamy Chicken Verde Soup 2 cups shredded cooked chicken 4 flour tortillas (10"), warmed 1/2 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend Directions: HEAT oil in skillet. Add onion and cook until tender. ADD soup and chicken and heat through. SPOON chicken mixture down center of each tortilla. Top with 2 tbsp. cheese. Fold sides over filling; fold up ends to enclose. Makes 4 burritos.

The Lap Dance
Written by a CT friend of mone :) Enjoy! MY FANTASY...WRITEN BY DIANE (TasTLuv) TURN YOUR VOLUME UP AND ENJOY! USE A VERY VIVID IMAGINATION AND TAKE YOUR SELF INTO THE STORY AS THE CLIENT AND I AM THE DANCER! THE LAP DANCE I hurriedly enter the club so I won't be late for my evening shift! I enter my dressing room and change into an erotic and sexy g-string with a matching push up bra that accentuates the curves of my full breasts and erect nipples! I pull on a tight pair of jeans, a silk shirt that barely reaches down to my belly button and slip on sexy red high heel pumps! I go over to the curtain and take a peek into the club to see who is there for tonight's entertainment! I see the other dancer finishing her last song of her set! I look around at the clients and in a flash I see you there sitting so very close to the stage watching intently as her set comes to completion! Perfect! You have a look of sheer contentm ent and longing on your f

Thank You Guys!!!
I can pretty much say that because of all of my friends here on Cherry Tap I've been able to get to the top of the charts on this modeling site..and I wanted to send out my appreciation....I really do appreciate you guys helping me to move forward in my modeling career...although it hasn't officially gotten started yet because of you guys voting for me I will start off a little less stressed out...again thank you...and for the people who don't know yet...I entered a contest online to get started modeling which I'm doing very well in...it's a playing card contest...pretty much there are about 550 contestants now and they're all trying to get to the coveted Ace Of Spades spot which is #1...and if you get to the top 52 then a picture of your choice will be put on a playing card for everyone to see...they even use these cards in the casinos out here in Las Vegas from what I was reading..so it's free promoting and marketing and that's what I'm going for..So for people who have or haven't al

Anger. . .
AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHH ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Why in the @$%* does life and love have 2 be SOOO damn intricate! Don't get me wrong there are many simple pleasures out there. . . but my beef is the way We interact with folks! Loved ones, associates,aquaintances,and total strangers . There is jus no makin any damn body happy any more!!

Mankind.. .
"I ponder all these things, and how men fight and lose the battle, and the thing that they fought for comes about in spite their defeat, and when it comes; turns out not to be what they meant, and other men have to fight for what they meant under another name."

Sex, Love, And True Happiness...
Yes all 3 of these are together because I think in some way that they all relate... Do I personally think you need all 3 for a strong healthy relationship, Yes I do... Well lets break it down... With love comes sex at some point... But for sex you should be in love... Now if you are getting some from the one you love you should truly be happy, right? Well why the fuck doesn't that always work? I believe there are too many variables to be able to have all 3 but can it happen, Yes it can... How you ask? Honestly I have no clue but there is a way, there has to be... So Here is the catch... Can you find the answer to this? Please feel free to share your opinion...

Phone Calls
I'm trying to make an effort to blog more to clear my head and get out some thoughts. (thank you Drea for your inspiration) So, that having been said, I got a call yesterday from Dave...*sigh...Dave. lol The friend in high school I always should have listened to about the guys I was dating. The guy who took me to see Natural Born Killers the first time we went out. Dave...who used to get angry when guys stared at me when I was with him ("They don't KNOW you're not with me!") He says he's a little possessive :) Dave...who at Christmas our senior year gave me perfume, a beautiful letter, and the ticket stubs he'd saved from Natural Born Killers over a year before. Dave...who called me yesterday out of the blue (even though we communicate sparingly on myspace...and even less on CT). Dave...who called back again to talk to me a minute later because he just wanted to hear my voice again. There are very few people in your life that will truly appreciate who you a

Barrio 101
Alright many of you mummers have seen Urban and I speak barrio in the mumms, but how many know what we are saying. This blog is to teach you the basics so you can enjoy the fun and maybe join us. Lesson 1: Learn to type slang: Ju = you Dat = that etc etc... This is very basic level, a sample sentece would be like this: Ju kno dat mang(olmes, esse) be sprung fo dat ruca(chica, puta) which translates to: You know that man(close friend male, man) is in love with that babe(chick, bitch). Lesson 2: Barrio is derived from Mexican decent so throw in some spanish. common words: Puta = bitch mi = me y = and loco = crazy gringo = American or Americanized person sample sentence (Lesson 1 and 2): Ju kno dat puta is loco fo mi y ju dun kno wat to do olmes. translation: You know that bitch is crazy for me and you don't know what to do brother. Lesson 3: Minimal grammar, no punctuation, and simple words. This means most of the words used properly in this blog are

The Bet
It was just a simple bet. We were all there, John, his sister Sally, his mother Heather, and I. The shot was tough, there were two balls in front of mine on the pool table, and that was when she said it. Jack, I bet you can't hit this. I looked at heather and said she was on, and there you go. The bet for her involved me cleaning her house, and for me I told her to surprise me with something special. The shot had to hit the rail just right, but I was able to get the job done with a very pleasing smile on my face. Two weeks later I stopped by to help John do some work for his mom, but he had been called into work and was not there. Since it was not anything very big, I just did the work in exchange for dinner. Heather was a great cook, and she was making my favorite lasagna. Dinner was good, and she had a couple of movies so we hung out for a little bit. I left about 9:00 and headed home, stuffed. It was later when the phone rang and it was Heather calling, something was going on and

Hommies
Found this and thought this was cool JUGGALO VS. FRIEND-- Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides

Happily Ever After~such An Amazing Song By Tony Lucca
On the reckless and carefree wings of love Take my hand, let's fly away Make the best with what we've got And improve along the way I'm a sucker for you beauty darlin' The way you please and hurt me Scream for you to pin me down And happy to beg for mercy Be my baby, be my dream Be my, my happily ever after The touch of your hand inspires The taste of you, my favorite song A lifetime in your gallery Tell me, would that be wrong? Would that be too long? Be my baby, be my dream Be my, my happily ever after Be my lady, be my queen Be my, my happily ever after And after, on and on and on With you all the way, with you all the way On and on and on A lifetime in your arms around me Two were meant to become one Forever you're my favorite Forever I'm yours, forever I'm yours Be my baby, be my dream Be my, my happily ever after Be my lady, be my queen From here and there and in between Be my baby, be my dream Be my, my happily ever after

Maybe ..
MAYBE........ Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you hav

My Kind Of Diamond
You’re a princess-cut diamond! You’re romantic, graceful, and sophisticated—just like the popular princess-cut diamond. Characterized by clean, square lines and intense sparkle, your relative rock conveys the kind of elegance and femininity that you possess. Plus, the rock’s clarity is as clear and true as you are with those close to you. At once classic and ladylike, a princess sparkler suits those who just love being a girl. Presented by License to Wed TAKE THE QUIZ

What I'm Not
"I realize that I always defined myself in terms of what I wasn't. I wasn't a good soldier like my father. I wasn't the job. I wasn't a good prospect for marriage or kids. Always what I wasn't, never what I was. And when you do that, you miss the moments. And the moments are all we've got. When I thought I was going to die, even after everything that's happened, I realized I didn't want to let go. I was willing to do it all over again, and this time I could appreciate the moments. I can't go back, but I can appreciate what I have right now. And I can define myself by what I am instead of what I'm not. –And what are you? –Alive. Everything else is negotiable." – [Richard Biggs and Bruce Boxleitner]

Respite Care And Autism
What Is Respite Care?: Respite care is, very simply, substitute care. A respite caregiver is a person who takes over when the primary caregiver takes a break. Sometimes the break is just a few minutes or hours and sometimes it's a long as a week or more. Why Caregivers for People with Autism Need Respite Care: You need to get to the doctor for your own checkup. You have another child, a spouse or a parent who needs you. You're close to your breaking point, and unable to do a good job of caring for your autistic loved one. You haven't had alone time with yourself or a partner for far too long. Without respite care, you run the risk of losing your health, your relationships, and your sense of humor. Without those critical tools, you'll be no help to your loved one with autism. Giving Yourself Permission to Take a Break: It can be hard for some parents to justify taking a break from their child with autism. After all, think many parents, "I should be here for my child and no one else ca

Flaws Of Girls And Guys:
SOME Girls... - They are really dramatic and if they take a shit and it hurts they instantly cry and proclaim how they have a fatal diease. - They pms too much or are just maybe bitches all the time. One minute they are laughing then they are "OMG OMG I am an ugly nobody with a broken nail" - they think guys can read their minds...look guys are not Houndini speak your fucking mind! This is American we do have freedom of speech. If you are gonna bitch about the guys flaws you should fucking tell him instead of actting like he should know..wake the fuck up SOME guys... - Cocky and think their shit does not stink cause they have a tan and six pack and think they are like some hunk... - Hornballs..your penis wont deattach and run away so why think sex all the time? Do you have nothing better to do than rely on your hand lotion and swim suit addition?? Seriously woman d not get turned on but hornballs...want a woman try having a romantic side and not wanting to fuck her br

Chauvinistic Male Pigs
I swear on everything that is holy and sacred. If one more fucking dumbass shout box's me sayin hi sexy, or any other comment on my looks in a sexual manner. I'm going to fucking blow an ass gasket!!! REALLY!!! How many fucking brain cells do you need to realize that doesn't fuckin work on women and for the ones it does, I'm sorry that your self-confidence is so low that you need seedy compliments from strange worthless men that are only interested in sex and view women as nothing but disposable sex objects. Now if my HUBBY decides to call me sexy, that's fine. If I don't FUCKIN know you from Adam. DON'T FUCKIN CALL ME SEXY!!!! If you find me attractive, find an appropriate way to express that. ANYTHING RELATING TO SEX OR IS SEXUAL IN ANY MATTER IS UNAPPROPRIATE!!!! How hard is that to get through your fuckin heads!!!!! Get your hand off of your dick and use the brains that are attachted to your neck. NOT THE ONE THAT COMES WITH BALLS!!!! I swear if I didn't have a man whom I love and

About Me....
Seems Ive been getting some messages on why I write morbid poetry...I write what I feel and it comes from the heart so if your looking for rainbows and leprechuns go out and get yourself a box of Lucky charms!For the chosen friends who I keep very close and will protect they know me and how I really am in the real world.No Im not EMO or into Satanism though I really dont give a fuck what you label me...Another thing PLEASE dont ask me to look at your nude pics.here for if I want to see them I'd ask you.And if by some chance I do come across ones that intrigue me I will rate and comment on it or umm your cock...No wait pecker sounds nicer.If you wanna know me just ask I dont bite to hard at first.For all my friends new and old I wish you a wicked night and as always Keep It Real and Stay Your Brutal Selves~

One Of My Fav Parts
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Give Linda All The Love You Can
Hey Folks, Everyone knows that Linda and I are always having a laugh and having fun together. But this time my blog is on a more serious note. Yesterday, Katie, Linda's daughter was taken into hospital complaining of pains in her apendix area. The poor girl was in alot of pain. But even though she went to hospital the doctor were still unsure as to what was wrong with her. But earlier today they did find out what was wring and now the doctors can treat Katie and make her better again. What im asking you all to do its to stop by Linda's profile and send her your love, best wishes and prayers and Linda will be sure to pass it all on to Katie. Click on Linda's pic below to get to her profile. sxyrebel~~club far~brits on tour~I.A.R@ CherryTAP Thanks Willie

Remember My Vent From Before, Now Go Look At These Bulletins Lol
READ THE 1ST BULLETIN, THIS GUY THREATENS CT, SAYS HES DELETING HIS ACCOUNT. http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2065489460 2ND BULLETIN, CT DELETES HIM, NOW HES BACK ASKING FOR RATES, DOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSE, HE SAID HE WAS LEAVING IN THE 1ST BULLETIN, EVEN MADE THREATS TO CT. DID HE THINK THEY WERE GONNA TAKE IT LIGHTLY, HE WAS GOING TO THE GOVERNMENT OVER A WEBSITE. I THINK PEOPLE NEED A REALITY CHECK, THE GOVERNMENT DONT GIVE A CHIT ABOUT A WEBSITE, THEY WILL SAY THE SAME THING MOST OF US SAY, USE THE BLOCK OPTION. I WOULD BE UPSET IF MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED, BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I WOULDNT MAKE THREATS ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN CONTROL YOURSELF. I HAVE ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS ON THE NET. BUT IM NOT GONNA GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE OVER SOME IDIOT, THAT THREATENS ME OR CALLS ME NAMES, WHO IS THIS PERSON TO ME, A NOBODY! http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3971687006#

Camping
Well the weekend I have been waiting for since March is finally here. Several friends and I are disappearing into the woods from tomorrow morning until Sunday evening. I honestly am going to love it. I really needed this to get away and clear my head. The Zen Master needed to find some new inner peace before school starts. So take care and have a good weekend. My phone will be off, I'm going off the grid by 10am tomorrow. Peace, I'm outta here. Soul Asylum- Runaway Train Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blow torch burnin I was a key that could use a little turnin So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Chorus Runaway train never goin back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getti

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation. 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat...use a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical

Immediate Action Needed For Thursday, July 12th
IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED FOR THURSDAY, JULY 12TH Greetings, Time and options are running out for Internet Radio. Late this afternoon, the court DENIED the emergency stay sought on behalf of webcasters, millions of listeners and the artists and music they support. UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, the new ruinous royalty rates will be going into effect on Sunday, threatening the future of all internet radio. We are appealing to the millions of Internet radio listeners out there, the webcasters they support and the artists and labels we treasure to rise up and make your voices heard again before this vibrant medium is silenced. Even if you have already called, we need you to call again. The situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and more serious. PLEASE CALL YOUR SENATORS AND REPRESENTATIVES RIGHT AWAY and urge them to support the Internet Equality Act. Go to http://www.capwiz.com/saveinternetradio/alert_9738601.html to find the phone numbers of

Untitled
Ive never let anyone know How it is I truly feel My whole life's been a front My soul's an open wound that wont heal An uphill battle for solace Questions and emotions left unanswered Done in by others and my own devices Slave to an inner cancer The pleasure and the pain Have been my closest friends Alone in the dark Seething from within Fear and loathing a constant reminder Of the insanity I cant control I love and hate again and again As I contend for my soul Waiting for something or someone To help save me I cant do it alone For Im my own worst enemy

Real Talk " Ladies I Hope You Have Your Reading Glasses On"
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have you

Iraq Happens
Iraq Happens Current mood: pensive Category: Life Well, I have made it to at least as far as Manchester, TN. I took a different route than suggested by Expedia (If you know me then you know that this is my personal modus operendi). Personally, I think that it went rather well. I put a lot of miles on the road and taking 24 was a great idea. The route was utterly, splendously (word?), gorgeous. I love woods and mountains; plus, it gave me a sense of renewed energy. One forgets the beauty of our country when one is trapped within his own head and mentally in another country fighting. I stopped for the night and despite my dedication to the pursuit of physical fitness, I went to bed. However, I did go running this morning. A nice neighborhood that has displaced more than a few deer. I ran into their white-tailed cuteness along the way. They seemed more curious of me than scared, which was slightly disturbing. I want wildlife to be wild not domesticated. Anyway, it w

A Friend's Passing
A friend's passing... Current mood: sad This is the letter I wrote to my former commander upon hearing of my friend's death. Sometimes, less is more. Sir: > > It was a heavy blow to my morale upon hearing of SSG Dickinson's > passing. I worked with him and knew him for a long time during my > stay with 4th POG. Moreover, I remember explicitly my last > conversations with this good man, husband, and Soldier. Not only > has a family lost a great man, but the army and the nation have > also suffered another unconscionable blow. > > While he was and is a Soldier of our military, who conducted > himself to our highest standards, his murder by the inhuman waste > that afflicts Iraq and the world is without question a heinous act > not worthy of such an honorable man. > > I know that this is a tremendous blow to 9th Battalion; however, I > am also cognizant of the professionalism and dedication to duty that > the officers, NCOs, and Soldiers of 9th Batta

Caesar Cod
1/2 to 2/3 pound cod fillets 1/4 cup light mayonnaise 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 1/2 cup fresh bread crumbs 3 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley Lemon wedges Heat oven to 450°. Spray square baking dish with nonstick cooking spray and lay cod in dish. Combine mayonnaise, Parmesan cheese, lemon juice, salt and pepper in small bowl. Combine bread crumbs and parsley in another small bowl. Pour the mayonnaise mixture over the fish, then sprinkle with the bread crumb mixture. Bake about 10 minutes or until fish is cooked through and bread crumbs begin to brown. Serve with lemon wedges. Serves 2.

Simple Rules Of Life (taken From A Bulletin Repost)
Simple Rules of Life 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It is always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will s

How Naughty R U ?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

How Much Would You Pay For A Dead House Fly?
Good Morning. How much would you pay for a dead house fly? Well China is paying roughly 7 cents for every dead house fly turned in. BEIJING (Reuters) - A Chinese city suburb has set a bounty on dead flies in a bid to promote public hygiene, Xinhua news agency said Tuesday. Xigong, a district of Luoyang in the central province of Henan, paid out more than 1,000 yuan ($125) for about 2,000 dead flies on July 1, the day it launched the scheme with the aim of encouraging cleanliness in residential areas. "I and colleagues believe it is the best way to push residents to do more for their living environment," Hu Guisheng, the office chief, was quoted as saying. The payment scheme is the first of its kind in Luoyang, a city of 1.55 million people which is striving to earn the title of "state-level hygienic city." But critics have questioned the benefits of paying 0.5 yuan (seven U.S. cents) per insect turned in, a scheme which has sparked an online debate. An Internet user said that although

Farther Away
A man was given the job of painting the white lines down the middle of a highway. On his first day he painted six miles; the next day three miles; the following day less than a mile. When the foreman asked the man why he kept painting less each day, he replied, "I just can't do any better. Each day I keep getting farther away from the paint can."

.sleep!.
i slept. real sleep. non induced. non exhausted induced. the kind that just sorta...sneaks up on ya while standing outside in the dark with moms having a smoke n going 'whoa...i have to go to bed...now' n then wandering down to your room discovering that the kids went into the garage after dark... which is a no no...cuz it hasnt been bug bombed yet.. so theres half a dozen lil flying ants stuck to the wall...and a weirdo white spider...which normally i would leave alone cuz spiders eat...flies n stuff...but in my room? ya had a bad experience with a spider in my room once (those of you that know me are prolly laughin so let me just flip you off right now ,,|,,) so pulling out the bug spray...and keeeeling zem all popping in breakfast club for the bajillionth time and passing out before midnite and waking up post 10am without babies screaming, children running thru the house...and there was hot coffee. good coffee. drinkable coffee. and a text. today has start

Fun With Pizza Hut
I just tried the online ordering at Pizza Hut. Everything went well, created my online account, found a coupon and placed my order. That was easy, but what I didn't know was that the store would call me to confirm my order. When I got the call I knew who it was because I have the # programmed into my cell phone and it came up on caller ID. I answered the phone "West Salem Pizza Hut, how may I help you?". Dead silence for about 5 seconds then the girl says "Sorry wrong number" and hangs up. Wanting my pizza I called Pizza Hut back. The guy that answered was laughing so hard I could hardly understand him. I told him who I was and confessed to my little prank. When my order got here the delivery guy smiles at me, says "That was a good one" and hands me my pizza with a free order of bread sticks, compliments of the Manager. LOL