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The Year I Was Born
In 1984 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US On a Challenger mission, two astronauts become the first humans to fly free of a spacecraft An Union Carbide insecticide plant in Bhopal, India seeps toxic gas killing over 2,000 Penthouse magazine publishes nude photographs of Miss America Vanessa Williams The Soviet Union boycotts the Los Angeles Summer Olympics Richard Stallman starts developing GNU "Where's the Beef?" commercial campaign for Wendy's airs for the first time The Apple Macintosh, the first consumer computer to use a computer mouse and GUI interface, is introduced by Apple Ethiopian famine begins Mandy Moore and Avril Lavigne are born Detroit Tigers win the World Series Los Angeles Raiders win Superbowl XVIII Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Ghost Busters, Beverly Hills Cop, Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, Gremlins, and The Karate Kid are top grossing films "When Doves Cry" by Prince and the Revolut

Outside Looking In !
I don`t know why I bottle it up inside, I really don`t have a place I can hide. Writing all this down to let it out, even though I have no idea.... what it is all about? Angry at myself for letting people push me around, Yeah I wish I were six feet in the ground. That way I would just be rid of myself, then you can put me on my own shelf. You think you know me, but do you really? The way that sometimes I can be silly. That is just me on the surface... You cant see all the anger and pain inside, that is all the bad stuff that I hide. You want to know me, then walk in my shoes, then you will know why I always have the blues. That is why sometimes I cant sleep, then there are times when my mind gets so deep. Why do i feel like a doormat? Sometimes you make me feel like that. Sorry that I never told you so, is it time for me to just go? Get as far away from you as I can, maybe I will find the real man. The one that has been bottled up inside, and the one that no longer wants to hide.

This Server Sucks
well maybe it isnt the server..just wanted to let everyone know i'm having trouboe with my modem..getting new one bye tommorrow or thursday..so plz dont think im ignoring anyone..its jus I GOT TROUBLE :( :(

Lmmfao I Just Had To Save This, It's One For The Records!!
System Bulletin babyjesus 2007-04-03 12:04:49 Our network provider, XO Communications, sucks. Feel free to call them and yell if you couldn't reach the site for the last hour. 800-421-3872. tell them babyjesus said to suck it. -mike

41 Cool Things To Know!
COOL THINGS TO KNOW! 1. Beer conditions the hair (bring a 12 pack) 2. Pam cooking spray will dry fingernail polish 3. Cool whip will condition your hair in 15 minutes 4. Mayonnaise will KILL LICE, it will also condition your hair 5. Elmer's Glue - paint on your face, allow it to dry, peel off and see the dead skin and blackheads (if any). 6. Shiny Hair - Use brewed Lipton Tea 7. Sunburn - empty a large jar of Nestea into your bath water 8. Minor burn - Colgate or Crest toothpaste 9. Burn your tongue? Put sugar on it! 10. Arthritis? WD-40 Spray and rub in, kills insect stings too! 11. Bee stings - meat tenderizer 12. Chigger bite - Preparation H 13. Puffy eyes - Preparation H 14. Paper cut - crazy glue or chap stick (glue is used instead of sutures at most hospitals) 15. Stinky feet? - Jell-O! 16. Athletes feet - cornstarch 17. Fungus on toenails or fingernails - Vicks vapor-rub 18. Kool aid to clean dishwasher pipes. Just put in the detergent section and run a cycle

Pain
Ok... I learned a little lesson tonight... It really hurts trying to put nipple shields on ur nipples... At least it hurt mine... DAMN!!!!! Does someone wanna rub them to make them feel better? Have a great night all!!

So Sad Lol
------------------------------------------------------------ This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the le

I Am The Other...
This is a bit of a definition of who I am rather than a poem; hope it does not alter the mood of my prior blogs! I am the other... I am the other... I see the world through lenses of saffron colored glass. I have seen death and new life; Yet, I have not learned what it is to live. I am the poet without a muse, The artist without the thirst for my own image. Yet pay no pity for my strife... I have touched the golden rings of heaven. I strive through the dream you call life... I belong no where & may appear anywhere. I am neither black nor white... But, I thrive in the times of Gray! Empathy& knowledge are my sword & shield... I am the other!

What Manner Of Diety--this Is A Long One!!!
What Manner of Deity? I looked across the abyss to see a visage of beauty. I knew neither her name nor her purpose, Yet I stood enthralled by her amazing light! Speechless I watched her move. As I crossed to her I was motionless, Painfully I watched her vanish. Like the sudden loss of light; From the dying of a star fallen. Again, I found her in my time of despair, I sat awaiting time for conversing, to no avail I went for help. Oh, to just know her name But when I returned she vanished, her name a mystery still. I fought to find her as my darkness grew darker imperviously As I begin to lose all form of this irrational hope I caught a glimpse of that emblazoned light, With fervor and that unrelenting need I followed. I raced against time and the heavens to get to her For her name, just these simple yet unfeasible words I defied the all the angels in all their glory. I reached her in time but to ask, and heaven sang her name! Now bewitched I thrived only t

Weirdness On The Radio
Heard this song on one of my 2 favorite stations. It ended, a song I don't really like came on so I switched it to my other favorite station, and not 2 seconds later it came on again. Just...Weird... Forever - Papa Roach In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by the fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroin- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiv

As I Mentioned Before About Emotions...
(Originally Posted on May 1, 2006)I am having trouble emotionally accepting what logically I can accept about the existence of the xtian version of Satan and the like. However, at the website of the First Church of Satan, I found this page.In it, a Satanic person was talking to a person who wanted to be a Satanist but was having trouble emotionally coping with the decision. So the Satanist (John Allee (aka Lord Egan)) wrote out a "I sell my soul for X" letter, which he had the other person sign. This helped signal the subconscious that it was happening and to calm down.I went ahead and decided to do much the same thing. I copied the start of the letter and will finish it tomorrow after I figure what I should put as my "asking price" and I get free access to the printer here at work. Then I shall use a red pen (as done in the story) and destroy the pen afterwards. It is just tricking the subconscious, but it should work. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, em

On Wall Ball And Closets
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)When I was young, there was a game the kids played called Wall Ball. (A link to a Wiki page on Wall Ball can be found here. The Slaughter House ruules are the ones I'm familiar with.)The rules were simple. You would throw a ball at a particular wall. If the ball hit the wall, there was no problem. If the ball hit ANYTHING other than the wall, you had to run to touch the wall before somebody threw the ball and hit you. If you touched the wall first, then play would resume. If you were hit with the ball first, though, you stood bent-over, facing the wall while the other players would do their damndest to nail you as hard as possible right in the ass.I used to play a wimpier version called Hill Ball. It was the same type of game, but the hill would cause the ball to go in different directions. also, we were all good (and wimpy) friends playing the game.I bring the game up because of my friend Dwight. Dwight was a geeky-looking guy. If you've se

Family Friends And Fans
I AM CO OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA AND WE ARE IN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON CT CONTEST AND WE NEED YOUR HELP PLEASE FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW AND HELP BOMB EVEN IF ITS JUST ONE OR ONE HUNDRED. COME HELP US AND SHOW THE LOVE MUAHHHH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY FOR ANYONE WHO LEAVES A HUNDRED OR MORE COMMENTS WILL RECIEVE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT JUST MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW WHE U ARE DONE PLEASE

Now That Explains A Lot... Lol
You date like you are 19 years old. You are a good dater. You still haven't narrowed down exactly what type of person you want to date, but you have a lot of experience with dating and like to have fun with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com No Wonder I always prefer guys that are younger than me and tend to be 19-22.... ROTFLMAO

Internet Shorthand
$0.02 - Throwing in your two cent's worth ? - Please explain ?4U - Question for you 1FTR - One For The Road 24/7 - 24 hours a day, 7 days a week 2L8 - Too Late 2U2 - To you too 3D - Three-Dimensional 404 - I haven't a clue (error message 404, address not found) ^5 - High Five A/S/L - Age/Sex/Location A/S/L/P - Age/Sex/Location/Picture AA - Alcoholics Anonymous AAA - Any Advice Appreciated AAMOF - As A Matter Of Fact ADGR - Any Donations Gratefully Received ADN - Any Day Now AFAIAA - As Far As I Am Aware AFAIC - As Far As I'm Concerned AFAICT - As Far As I Can Tell AFAIK - As Far As I Know AFAIR - As Far As I Recall AFAIUI - As Far As I Understand It AFK - Away From Keyboard AGAN - As Good As New AI - As If AIC - Ain't It Cool AISB - As I Said Before AISI - As I See It AIUI - As I Understand It AIW - As It Were AKA - Also Known As ALOIA - A Lot Of It Anyway AMAP - As Many/Much As Possible AMF - Adios, MotherF'r or Adios, My Friend AMIGA - A Merely Insi

The Chills
As i gaze into the darkness, feeling dark shadows lurking into my skin crawling on my bones, biting into my veins. As sharp teeth sink deep within. I begin to scratch at my arm harder and harder making me bleed as my nails bare into my flesh, underneath my nails is torn skin and blood. Digging deeper and deeper feeling a hard surface as my nails begin to crack,blood seeping over my sheet continuously, making it soaked in fresh blood. Feeling the dampness, realizing im covered in my own sins. Every drop of blood makes me feel lifeless, and yet powerful. Gazing into the darkness once again, noticeing im feeling pain of insanity, hoping this is just a nightmare, but all feels so real. Feeling the shadows, the pain, the dampness, seeing the darkness, the flesh, the bones and veins being ripped apart, hearing the scratching, the scraped bone, my nails breaking.As i close my eyes, lying down and realizing im drenched in my own blood dying, knowing the most dangerous thi

Let's Play
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. AGAIN, YOU CAN RESPOND HERE OR PRIVATELY ... IT'S ALL UP TO YOU!!! LOL. LET THE FUN BEGIN!!!!

Tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be taking a much needed step onto the road of recovery. I called and spoke with his family and I've found that one of the biggest fears of mine was completely unfounded. I wasn't ready to lose the entire family just yet, and maybe I never will be. His parents are kickass people and I love them and hold them very dear to my heart. So, we'll spend a little time together, I won't make myself a nuisance or anything. It'll be good just to sit back and relax and be able to open up with some people that understand me and know me for everything that I am and everything that I'm not. I imagine that one day we'll grow apart, but knowing that today isn't that day really put my mind at ease. That's one thing I never did when I left Justin. I never kept up with his family, I just couldn't be in contact with them at all. This feels better. On another note, I finally got some much needed sleep today. They sent me home early from work because we just weren't that busy and I took a goo

The Seven Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

As If My Life Doesn't Suck Already
After a night of sleeping, well the lack of but at the shop, I get threatened by some stupid chic cause she screwed up and we followed the law. Yeah she threatened to send bikers after me. Oh, I am just so scaried please what are they going to do to me that I can't deal with or hasn't already been done. Then I find out my little girl is hurt and has to go to the ER. She scratched her eye really bad so I had to deal with the hospital from over here cause I can't go back yet cause I don't have the money. SHe has to have 2 drops in her eye 4 times a day. Plus some dye and pain killers. I hate to say it but what the hell is next.

Fucking Mass Baby!!! This Is The Truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Body: Body: How Massachusetts friends are different than anyone else... FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Massachusetts FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Massachusetts FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Massachusetts FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Massachusetts FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. Massachusetts FRIE

A Couple Of Pictures About The Alabama Amendment Results
(Originally Posted on June 8, 2006)click here for the codeclick here for the codetag: alabama, politics, homosexual, gay, image, gay marriage, amendment, discrimination

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if I'm too tall/short for you. I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

The 411 On Me
THE BASICS Full Name: MichaelBirthday: 12-15-72Birthplace: San Bernardino,Calif.Eye Color: GreenHair Color: BrownHeight: 5\'6..5\'7Weight: 110Right handed or Left handed? RightyYour Heritage: noneMy Worst Habit: Self-Loathing,MutilationZodiac Sign: SagittariusShoe Size: 7 1/2Pants Size: sometimes a 10 sometimes 14 it variesInnie or Outie? innie an outtie..I have a pic lol

Hey, I *told* You I Was Messed Up! :-)
Disorder Rating Paranoid Disorder: High Schizoid Disorder: Moderate Schizotypal Disorder: High Antisocial Disorder: Moderate Borderline Disorder: Low Histrionic Disorder: Low Narcissistic Disorder: Moderate Avoidant Disorder: Moderate Dependent Disorder: Low Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Moderate -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders -- tag: personality disorders, quiz, paranoia,

Definitions Random
deb·u·tante deb·u·tante [débby? t?nt] (plural deb·u·tantes) n young woman introduced into society: a young woman who is being introduced formally into society by appearing at a formal social event such as a dance or party for the first time [Early 19th century. < French , "leading off" < present participle of débuter (see debut)] Encarta ® World English Dictionary © & (P) 1998-2005 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ca·pri·cious ca·pri·cious [k? prísh?ss, k? pr?sh?ss] adj given to sudden changes: tending to make sudden unexpected changes -ca·pri·cious·ly, , adv -ca·pri·cious·ness, , n Encarta ® World English Dictionary © & (P) 1998-2005 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved. (also known as: capricious (adj) unpredictable, changeable, variable, impulsive, whimsical, unreliable, fickle, erratic, wayward, flighty antonym: predictable Encarta ® World E

Update Finally
well damn sometimes a girl just cant win can they. i have tried everything i can to make my life go smoothly and just when i think things are starting to go the way that i want them to something has to go and fuck them up. and now i am starting to wonder if a certain person is really the person i thought they were. and im not gonna mention any names cuz the person knows who they are. all i know is once again my heart has been broken along with so many promises and i have yet to get a simple lil im sorry from this person. on the up side my babi boi is graduating tomorrow from basic. i talked to him today and he is doing really good. heaven now has four teeth and is crawling like crazy. she is also standing up on her own and crawling up stairs. so she is definitely getting big. we finally have internet again so i will try to update things more often. right now i am in a very pissy mood so im gonna end here before i say something that i dont mean. hope things are goin good for

Why
Why keep caring Why keep trying Why keep struggling Only to be left sadden with tears Why try to love Why try to feel Why try to trust Only to be let down again Why open the door Why open the possibilty Why open your heart Only to have reality slam it shut Why worry Why cry Why vent Only to realize no one cares Why lose sleep Why lose strength Why lose sanity Only to hurt yourself Why start again Why have a 2nd chance Why dare to hope Only to know how asinine it is Why ask Why F**K IT!

Im Very Excited About This
My site is now live go to www.neatobeadwork.com and check it out. No more online shopping mall! YAY!!! **Note** The store is not completely finished. I do not have all of my products on it and am frustrated about the main page being so.... blank (trying to figure out how to fix that and am having a hard time doing so). I plan on adding and updating everyday until I get it exactly where I want it to be but couldnt wait any longer. So keep checking back it WILL get better lol!!

Grrr
so here i sit feeling so lost. i thought things were gonna work. and that i was actually gonna be able to get through my baby being gone but i guess that was too unrealistic. seems like every time i think life is actually gonna go easy something fucks that up. i am trying so hard to find peace and happiness in what my babi is doing but its so hard cuz i miss him more then i thought was possible. each day gets harder instead of easier and just talking to him tugs at my heart cuz i wanna be with him not here alone. but he is happy with his choice and that is all that really matters. as long as he is happy with what he is doing im happy for him. you know i never knew you could care about someone so much in such a lil time. him and i have only been together five months and damn its like we have been together so much longer. i miss him so much!

Career Paths
(Originally Posted on July 10, 2006)You know, one thing I'd like to do is to have a job I absolutely love. One thing I'd like to do, for example, is to create great pieces of artwork. However, the one thing holding me back is a nigh complete lack of talent.One time I started coming up with plans for world domination, simply so I could make enough money that I could work on painting and ceramics exclusively. I mean, come on, to want to control the world to be able to control the world is crazy. To control the world to have the money to do what you love, though, seems like a good idea to me.I also considered being a porn actor. However, when I wanted to do it, a single male would have had an extremely hard (no pun intended) time breaking into the business. But if the pay is good, that'd be an interesting job. Maybe even doing it at home on a webcam nowadays would work.Other things I wouldn't mind doing:Nudist Resort Owner: This is the dream my wife and I are currently sharing. I

Friday 4/6/07
Gonna go ahead and do this now before I forget yet again lol. Haven't done much yet today, but then again I don't really have anything planned either lol. I do want to get a new Beyonce cd today though, which is supposed to be really good. The weather is sunny but still a bit chilly but at least I can get out of the house if I want to. I don't really have too much planned this weekend other than an MRI tomorrow (fun lol) and then family over for Easter dinner on Sunday. Well, I'm gonna end this here. Have a great day all.

The Lemon Curse
(Originally Posted on July 11, 2006)I got this from a Pagan board I belong to.The Lemon Curse You Will Need: 1 Lemon 1 Black Candle 9 Nails Cursing Oil Picture of the person (to be cursed) Athame Black Bowl The Spell: Light the candle and cut a slit into the lemon. Place the picture of the person you want to curse inside the slit of the lemon. Take one of the nails and feel your anger rise, visualize your anger and then pierce the nail into the lemon, do the same with the remaining nails. With each nail your anger for the person should rise getting blacker and blacker. When you reach the last nail, place the lemon into the bowl and pour the cursing oil onto the lemon and filling the bowl until the lemon is half covered with the oil. Let the lemon rot in its bowl on your altar, and as the lemon rots, so too will the life and luck of the person you have cursed.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, anger, revenge, ceremony, ritual, hate

They Know Not
and so they feed all the pigs in a row row after row they stick their noses deep deep in the shit the shit they are thrown guilty, they're all guilty guilty fucking pigs the past never dies and history never lies or so i've been told my faith in man has broken my faith in god was stolen i see this world's illusions through bitter eyes they feed like pigs on greed and lies noses pressed in the shit guilty, we're all guilty guilty fucking pigs

There You Go.........
I am seriously thinking of leaving this site. All I have really done here is collect pics of ppl for friends and most don't talk to me anyhow. Tonight I have been slowly clean out those ppl. Except for masokyst I know he doesn't talk much so him I have saved on my list. If you don't like what I have say get off my friends list.

And I By Ciara-one Of My Fav. Songs
Ciara And I Lyrics [verse 1] I dont need me a basketball player All I need is somebody thats down for me And he don't have to have money his love is just like honey its so sweet to me He could have everything in this world but he'll sacrifice it all for me and I made up my mind im in love this time and it feels so real [chorus] and I know that he won't break my heart and I know that we won't never part its time,time for us to settle down and I wanna be with him forever [verse 2] they can say that i am crazy for making him my baby but its how its gone be see I done been through many changes but this time i aint changing it's gone stay the same I can have everything in this world [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ] but i'll sacrifice it all for him and I made up my mind im in love this time and it,it feels real [chorus] and I know that he won't break my heart and I know that we won't never part its time,time for us to sett

Wwe Recap, Hall Of Fame Shout Out, Brief 'mania Recap, Final Thoughts
Welcome to the post-WrestleMania edition of the Byte. If you are like me, you are still recovering from the WrestleMania Hangover that was felt long after the event was over and done with! If you are one of the millions...(CROWD CHANT: "...and millions") of WWE fans who witnessed this awesome event on Pay Per View, hang on. Let's say that the recovery process will last until the end of the Backlash. To all of the 80,103 who attended WrestleMania, let me say to you all that you were apart of history. Congratulations to you for that. Now, let's get down to the week that was in the WWE. MONDAY NIGHT RAW: HBK Dumps Cena The night after WrestleMania, Shawn Michaels comes out and confronts WWE Champion John Cena stating that he didn't like the fact that Cena beat him on Sports-Entertainment's Grandest Stage. The two nearly came to blows when Executive Assistant Jonathan Coachman ordered two 10 Team Over The Top Rope Battle Royals with the World Tag Team Championship on the line.

Woe To Our People's Enemies
by Dr. William Pierce I've had several film crews visiting my office during the past few weeks: BBC, the History Channel, the Discovery Channel, Arts and Entertainment; you name it, they've been here. Reporters and photographers from the print media too: the Washington Post, Rolling Stone magazine. The main thing they're focusing on is my acquisition of a couple of record companies for the production and distribution of resistance music. They want to tie that in to my two novels, The Turner Diaries and Hunter -- especially The Turner Diaries -- and to suggest that all of the things I do are somehow connected with the growing threat of terrorism in America. Their position is that Timothy McVeigh read The Turner Diaries and got his friends to read the book, and then he blew up the Federal Building in Oklahoma City; therefore, The Turner Diaries is a terrorist book and is responsible for the bombing. I always tell them, no, my book is not what caused Timothy McVeigh to blow up the F

Sir Bob The Dark Knight Of Magical Dragon Blah Blah Aka Poison - Leader Of The Mystic Clan Family Fruit Loops
I've been amusing myself today looking at the names some of these people have given themselves.. not to mention the morphing photos that change their photo from a picture of them standing in front of their laminate mobile home cabinets.. into a vampire with howling wolves beside it. WTF people.. ? And ladies.. how many pictures do we need to see of your forehead.. top down from a 45 degree angle with your eyes looking up into the camera.. strategically positioned, so we can see your saggy 44D boobs hoisted up into a titty cage to achieve optimum cleavage.. while *NOT* showing your twin belly rolls that spill out over the button of your jeans...?? Don't get me wrong.. I like boobies, and thick women too for that matter.. (hell, I like all women).. but alot of this stuff is ridiculous in how "false" it is.. Oh wait.. maybe we aren't supposed to be real. Maybe we're supposed to misrepresent ourselves and see how many people think we're deserving of a "10".. :) ahhh.. the cove

Roses Are Filled With Poison
I hate roses. Red, pink, white. . .It doesn't matter. I hate them all. Give me something different. Don't be a fucking cliche. No roses. No candlelight dinners. No sweet poems. No saying I love you if you don't mean it. You did all these things when what you should have done is said, "I don't love you," and then walked away.

Danvers State Hospital Fire
well at 1:50 am today the grounds of the old danvers state hospital and several buildings caught fire, the old building which little remains was untouched but the new and shitty condo buildings burnt up like a lumber yard. all i have to say is...... and sucks to be avalon bay

My Saviour
My Saviour When I think of what a saviour means, Jesus comes to mind. It is He who rescued me from sin, And our love entwined. I know He's coming back one day He promised that He would, And when He does I hope that I, Have lived the life I should. I will strive to be a witness, To those that know Him not. So they may know how, On a cross our sins were bought. He was tortured and crucified, On a cross at calvary. So we might have eternal life, As a gift for you and me. I hope none I love is left behind, As I will be waiting for YOU. My heart rejoices to know you'll be there, When our souls will be renewed.

Poetry
Im falling into the darkness, Without any help from you or anyone else, I wonder how long i will fall until i hit the ground, I feel totally weightless and like i lost every pound, Will you catch me? please oh please, But if you catch me then you would be in the darkness as well and unable to see, Let gravity consume me and let me hit the surface, I could never deciphir a reason or just one purpose, For my living and my life wasted to this day, I just want i love you to be the three words you say, When you discover a puzzeling death hung over your head, Where did he go? and since when is he dead?, Do you know where i am? Do you hear my screams?, Do you know why? and what it means?, Just take me home to that comfort zone, Its so cold out here so dark and so alone, Let the blood flow like a drunk purging over a sink, You can look at me all you want but you wont notice not one blink, Because im alive but my heart and soul ar

Poetry
Trying to rid myself of this pain is like climbing a hill, And i dont think i can reach the top and the scars will never heal, But when i see that face and that precious smile, I feel happy once again for a little while, I hope you give me your love and you take mine, We can plant it like a seed and it will bloom in time, All the past relationships have led me to nowhere, And im hoping this time it will be different and you will take me somewhere, Could you be the medicine i need to heal my scars, Could be the best thing to ever happen to me thus far, Noone knows and only time will tell, If this relationship is closer to heaven or hell, The feelings in my heart rinder me speechless and unable to speak, Could you be that pure soul and heavenly angel that i earnestly seek, I sincerely hope so thats all i can say, As i wake up to see your face tommorow and the next day, So this is my judgement as of right now, I hope we la

The Life Of A Pro Wrestler
So often, the professional wrestler is someone overlooked, because of a stigma casted over the years by the media labeling it a "fake" sport. While everyone from firemen to policemen to even the ice cream man gets kudos and props for doing their job, the life of a wrestler is something awfully neglected. So much time is dedicated every day to training, maintaining great condition, improving speed and accuracy, and just trying to be the best that you can be. A dislocated shoulder, a blown out knee, broken ankle, or even a broken neck are just a few risks run each time a wrestler steps between those ropes. Even if a wrestler is injured during the match, most will try to continue on, because the purpose of a wrestler is to put on the best match possible, never taking away from the fans. Countless injuries and timeless dedication to a sport loved is just one layer of scars that cover the body and soul of a pro wrestler. Imagine too spending a lifetime training to do what you love to

This Peom Came From My Little Sister
literary commentary a peom i read from a friend... with a bit of commentary tacked onto the end After a while, you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning. And company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes open, With the grace of a women, not the grief of a child, And learn to build all your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for future plans, And futures have a way of falling down in midflight, And after a while you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn and learn... With every goodbye, you lear

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
heee heee remember this band :D the Presidents of the United States of america with Peaches! this was the most ridiculous song ever in my opinion but i love it so enjoy :D movin' to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches i'm movin' to the country i'm gonna eat me a lot of peaches i'm movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches peaches come from a can they were put there by a man in a factory downtown if i had my little way i'd eat peaches everyday sun soakin bulges in the shade movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches i'm movin to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches movin' to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches i took a little nap where the roots all twist squished a rotten peach in my fist and dreamed about you woman i poked my finger down inside makin' a little room for a ant to hide nature's candy in my hand or can or a pie

Confusion
Confusion..... story of my life. For someone who always wants to know the "whys" of everything, confusion will land you in the nuthouse. I just have to stop trying to understand everything and just let whatever will happen happen. If I don't quit trying to understand I will end up hiding in that "cave" of mine again.

The Great Escape
Much can be summed up in a few words. Even in just a phrase. But to capture the truth and honesty in the things you are trying to express, thats where the real challenge lies. Moments since the start of this year have left much to be desired. Possibly even opened the eyes that have been closed for many years. However with the dawn of death rising in and the scariest of features present. I have perfection. My own personal motive for perfection. A goal obtained by the strengths of the undergods and a sparce chant of lure. Where it came from I am not certain, but it is there. Some of you will never be forgotten, some of you will elude my mind years from now. Some will be washed away completely. But only one remains in the glass box forever. This is my great escape. Maybe even the last chapter. Like Achillies my name will be remembered. For it is this last battle that will make me known.

Thoughts Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've not met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To have you take me away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I may regret Feeling so much for a man I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you © Andi 2007

Poison
I'm not the first you've tricked to coming in, Still knowing I drank your deception down, Slow like poison, It burns, This is the last time you'll have me, I'm stronger than your games, slow like poison, it burns, This is the last time, Last time, No more of this, The last time, Last time, was too much, This is the last time, Last time, I'm stronger than this, You took my hand and lead me in, You layed me down, Slow like poison, you burn, Feel you crawl under my skin, You take me down, slow like poison, You burn, This is the last time, last time, No more of this, The last time, Last time, was too much, This is the last time, last time, I'm stronger than this

Redneck Pick Up Lines
> >Redneck pick up lines > >1) Did you fart? >cuz you blew me away. > >2) Are yer parents retarded? >cuz ya sure are special. > >3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . >I can't hold it in. > >4) Do you have a library card? >cuz I'd like to sign you out. > >5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? >cuz I can see myself in em. > >6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, >I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > >7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, >but beauty's only a light switch away. > >8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" >Woman - "WHAT?" >Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." > >9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, >but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > >10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? >I think he went inta this cheap motel room. > >11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > >12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, >we kin sleep til afternoon. > >and.... the best for last! > >13) Yer face reminds me of a w

Preamble For Your State
Do you know the Preamble for your State? . . . interesting: --- Be sure and read the message at the bottom! Alabama 1901, Preamble We the people of the State of Alabama, invoking the favor and guidance of Almighty God, do ordain and establish the following Constitution. Alaska 1956, Preamble We, the people of Alaska, grateful to God and to those who founded our nation and pioneered this great land. Arizona 1911, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arizona, grateful to Almighty God for our liberties, do ordain this Constitution... Arkansas 1874, Preamble . We, the people of the State of Arkansas, grateful to Almighty God for the privilege of choosing our own form of government... California 1879, Preamble We, the People of the State of California, grateful to Almighty God for our freedom... Colorado 1876, Preamble We, the people of Colorado, with profound reverence for the Supreme Ruler of Universe.. Connecticut 1818, Preamble. The People

Mets Recap! 03/09/07 Mets Versus Phillies 11 - 5
So the mets won there home opener against the clowns... I mean the phillies... hee hee what a silly team filled with silly people did anyone see the eigth inning well here's my favorite part :D Here's the wild pitch :D here's Jose Valentine Scoring the tying run on the wild Pitch Here's Geary looking disgusted for fucking that up Here's Jose Valentine Celebrating the phillies stupidity. Here is Julio Franco scoring the Go ahead run off Carlos Beltrans Sac Fly in the 8th hehehehe here is Ron Howard Checkin in on Nuinez on a collision they had in the game Of course the mets weren't the best either David Wright in particlular had a bad night here he is totally shocked after being robbed of a home run and poor John Maine had a bad day as well walking 6 and giving up a Home Run to Chase Utley.. he struck out 4 in 5 innings. but all in all it was a great game.. The mets won 11 - 5 and put them at 5 - 2 wins and losses with 155 games to g

Sexy Love By Ne-yo
(FOR KALLY--Your Favorite Song) My sexy love... (so sexy...) [Verse 1] She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up Just one touch And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do) Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do) When we do our thing (when we do the things we do) Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) [Chorus] Sexy love girl the things you do (Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you Oh I love making love to you Babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...) [Verse 2] I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest drug Just enough Still too much say that I'm simp and I'm sprung all of the above I can't help she makes me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do) Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do) When we do our thing (when we do the things we do) Oh, babygirl you make

Vegas Baby! One
On the way to the airport: As we drove to the airport late Thursday night, Jen's iPod was playing, and it made me think about yet another cultural impact the iPod will have. When I used to go on trips places there was always a soundtrack that seemed to go along with it. It was a soundtrack composed of songs from the handful of cassette tapes that played along with whatever was popular on the radio at the time. As a kid going on the long roadtrips we used to do, the music was always my dad's favorites: the Doobie Brothers, Michael McDonald solo and Laura Branigan. Now hearing Michael McDonald makes me think of being sprawled out in a mini-van 8 hours into a drive down to Atlanta. The last long roadtrip I did on my own I stopped at a K-mart and picked up some cassettes (I was dropping off a car that only had a cassette player) of Johnny Cash, the Dixie Chicks (before they got all political on me) and Truck Driving Hits of the 70s. Now THAT's a soundtrack for a roadtrip! The

My So Called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

How We Do It In Iowa
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk IOWA FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs IOWA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat guy you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. IOWA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. IOWA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. IOWA FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Borrow

Are You Feminine Or Masculine?
You Are 30% Feminine, 70% Masculine You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine?

Are You Ready To Get Married?
You Are Ready to Get Married You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down. Are You Ready To Get Married?

Curiousity......take A Look.......
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wifey/hubbie [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i ca

~~lost & Found~~
I know most of you are dog lovers and will help us. Our neighbor has lost her Chihuahua and is desperate to find him. She does a lot of traveling and always takes her dog with her. Yesterday, she was sitting on the couch watching TV. She called out for her puppy with no response, and the back door was open. She has been putting up signs everywhere. If you see this dog, please let me know and I will notify her. Your help would be greatly appreciated.

The River Clyde
Clyde, principal river of SW Scotland, 106 mi (171 km) long, rising in the Southern Uplands and flowing generally NW through Glasgow to the Firth of Clyde. It drains c.1,480 sq mi (3,830 sq km). The lower Clyde, traversing the heart of Clydeside (Scotland's population, industrial, and shipbuilding center), is the main route of commercial water traffic in Scotland. The river has been deepened and widened and is navigable for oceangoing vessels to Glasgow. It is connected with the Firth of Forth by the Forth and Clyde Canal. Clydeport, which includes the docks at Glasgow, Clydebank, and Greenock, is an important general cargo, ore, oil, and container port. Erskine Bridge (1,000 ft/305 m long; opened 1970) connects Clydebank and Renfrew. A 10-lane bridge (opened 1970) crosses the Clyde at Glasgow. The middle course of the river flows through Clydesdale, a noted farming and orchard region and home of the famous Clydesdale horses. Bonnington and Stonebyres are hydroelectric power stations a

"the Golden Chain Of Friendship"
Friendship is a golden chain the links are friends so dear and like a rare and precious jewel It's treasured more each year... It's clasped together firmly with a love that's deep and true and It's rich and happy memories and fond recollections too... Time can't destroy it's beauty for as long as memories live years can't erase the pleasure the joy that friendship gives For friendship is a priceless gift that can't be bought or sold But to have an understanding friend is worth far more than gold And the golden chain of friendship is a strong and blessed tie binding kinded hearts together as the years go passing by.

2 Years Ago
* Green Arrow Oliver Queen dies and his son, Connor Hawke, takes up the mantle. * A new JLA and JSA are formed. * Superboy, Robin, and Impulse form Young Justice. * The Titans reform. * No Man's Land. Gotham City is struck by a massive earthquake. The Federal government, finding that the cost of rebuilding Gotham would be too great, declares the city a "No Man's land", meaning Gotham is no longer a property of the United States. Most of the populace evacuates, but those who remain form territorial tribes in order to protect themselves. After restoration by Lex Luthor, the order is lifted one year later, and Gotham city is readmitted into the U.S. * Our Worlds at War. Planets such as Almerac and Warworld are destroyed. Imperiex Prime almost succeeds in destroying the universe and recreating a Big Bang only to be deterred by the Earth and the alien alliance. * Oliver Queen is resurected and becomes Green Arrow once again. * An old friend of Batman

Pro Wrestling
well i am officially back into pro wrestling started trainin again this month an next month back into doin shows every weekend startin the irst weekend of may loads of fun for those of you that are in the portland,or area look for dpcw signs for locations of shows or message me an ask an i mite b able to let u know where to go

It's Not About You.
This will shock you. Take a seat. Here it comes. The universe does not revolve around you. It revolves around me. In kind of a wonky sort of circular motion that will most likely make you sick over time.

My Parents Splitting Up....
My parents split up twice...the first time i still remember to this day as well...i woke up one monday morning for school and realized it was almost 8 in the morning and wondered why i wasnt woken up for school...my mom then walked in and woke me up and it was like waking up in the middle of a nightmare...she then said me and your dad are splitting up because i fell inlove with someone else (come to find out it was a family friend that was already married and had 2 kids one with health problems) and she said pack your stuff your coming with me and so i did i still remember the look on my dads face when i left he was so sad his looks sunk through me like a cookie cutter in a cookie...we left and were gone for months and never got put back in school and then i saw my mom and the guy she was with doing stuff and it made me sick...so one night i got on his computer and pmed my dad and told him to get me out of there b/c i couldnt handle the site of what i was seeing...he came and got me th

If U Can Spare Some Time!!
could my friends and family please help me out i would like to level by friday at midnight i need 29,561.....yes i know it is alot but i have over 1300 hundred friends and if everyone did even a lil bit it would help. thandks and love ya guys muahhh ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~@ CherryTAP

Okay So.
In the words of Alex Varkatzas: This is my salt in your wounds, this is my I TOLD YOU SO Did you ever wonder why it was not a good idea to mess with women? we're crazy people, we will check everything and anything. the smart ones anyway. so guess what? after extensive research.... HE knows ME now.

Rules For Buying Men A Gift...( I Love You Guys!)
Rule #1: If you are really, really broke, buy him anything for his car. A 99-cent ice scraper, a small bottle of de-icer or something to hang from his rear view mirror. Men love gifts for their cars. No one knows why. Rule #2: If you cannot afford a cordless drill, buy him anything with the word ratchet or socket in it. Men love saying those two words. "Hey George, can I borrow your ratchet?" "OK. By-the-way, are you through with my 3/8-inch socket yet?" No one knows why. Rule #3: When in doubt - buy him a cordless drill. It does not matter if he already has one. I have a friend who owns 17 and he has yet to complain. As a man, you can never have too many cordless drills. Again, no one knows why. Rule #4: Do not buy men socks. Do not buy men ties. And never buy men bathrobes. I was told that if God had wanted men to wear bathrobes, he wouldn't have invented Jockey shorts. Rule #5: You can buy men new remote controls to replace the ones they have worn out. If you have

What Is Marriage, Read It, Dont Be Scared. Its Fun!
1. Marriage is not a word. It's a sentence a life sentence. 2. Marriage is love. Love is blind. Therefore marriage is an institution for the blind. 3. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his Bachelor, and the woman gets?her masters. 4. Marriage is a three-ring circus: engagement ring, wedding ring and suffering. 5. Married life is full of excitement: In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak, and the NEIGHBORS listen. 6. Son: How much does it cost to get married, Dad? Father: I don't know son, I'm still paying. 7. Love is one long sweet dream, and marriage is the alarm clock. 8. They say that when a man holds a woman's hand before marriage, it is love; after marriage it is self-defense. 9. When a newly married man looks happy, we know why. But when a 10-year married man looks happy, we wonder why. 10. There was this lover who s

Somebody
I wish somebody would need me The way that i need him I wish somebody would want me The way that I want him The way that I would feel His presence in me near I wish somebody would love me The way that I love him The way that I care The way that I want to be loved and care about The way that I feel its real...

Dear Nosy Person At Work,
Please mind your damn business. If I'm discussing shoes with a co-worker, please dont butt in. I dont need your two cents. And you have NO room to talk, when YOUR shoes look like Jesus' old gym shoes that you walked throught a cactus patch in. It's called Payless Shoe Source. They're having a Two For One sale...go see about that. And if you dont like me calling you and your ugly shoes out to your face. Mind your damn business. That is all.

Random Thoughts
What I thought was just another random site has become one of my top sites that I've ever been on. I have made more friends in the last week since i've been on CT than i could ever imagine and i just want to thank everyone who has rated me and fanned me...but not because of that....i want to thank you for becoming my friend ;-) MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY CHERRIES ON CT *MWAAAAAAAAAAH*

"new Life"
I've been sitting around this life for years, Not enough laughs and too many tears. Trying to figure out where it all went, These wasted years that I have spent. Searching for something to go beyond, Life's a stone skipping across a pond. At the last skip, it hits with a splash, Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash. Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart, Poking and prodding an underused heart. This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul, Living this life has taken it's toll. In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn, Tumbling down all tattered and worn. Revealing new life, a child within, Born free of hate, of suffering and sin. Now my eyes see what has never been told, Striving forth happy, confident and bold. Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly, Into this new life my spirit will send me. Living and laughing, loving it all, I stood myself up and answered the call. The darkness has gone, replaced by the light, I gave up the darkness wit

Judge Gently
JUDGE GENTLY Pray, don't find fault with the man that limps Or stumbles along the road. Unless you have worn the shoes he wears Or struggled beneath his load. There may be tacks in his shoes that hurt Though hidden away from view. Or the burden he bears placed on your back Might cause you to stumble too. Don't sneer at the man who's down today Unless you have felt the blow That caused his fall or felt the shame That only the fallen know. You may be strong but still the blows That was his if dealt to you In the selfsame way, at the selfsame time Might cause you to stagger too. Don't be too harsh with the man that sins Or pelt him with word or stone Unless you are sure - yea, doubly sure - That you have no sins of your own. For you know, perhaps, If the tempter's voice should whisper as soft to you As it did to him when he went astray It might cause you to falter too.

Thanks To Reallygoodlooking For This One
Find out what may really mean when they say... "I'M GOING FISHING" Means: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT'S A GUY THING" Means: "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical". "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Means: "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR..." Means: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Means: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Means: "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD". Means: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Means: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Means: "I remember the th

Hey You :p
Time to forget the week past and make some awesome new memories this weekend....enjoy your time this weekend, maybe you deserved it and maybe you didn't :P, whatever the case...come back to us and hangover or not, I wish you a happy time on the dance floor! :D PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ aka lifelover2000 ;)

Helpful Info
I was just thinking that maybe somebody out there could use these. Here is a link to info about depression http://health.msn.com/centers/depression/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100069422 Here is one for Anxiety http://health.msn.com/centers/mentalhealth/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100058763 Here is one for Anorexia Nervosa http://health.msn.com/centers/mentalhealth/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100070456 And here is one for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) http://health.msn.com/centers/mentalhealth/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100065527

Torment...bliss
Leather and metal adorns throat and wrists I'm bound for your pleasure Sweet torment and bliss Feel my heart beating faster as the blindfold is placed Stood now in darkness awaiting my fate Hands grasp my ankles Legs are spread wide There's no secrets left You can see my desire How my body now craves That kiss of soft leather Redhot licks of the paddle Your hand, painful pleasure With soft voiced commands Sweet searing caresses Using pleasure and pain You torment my flesh Then exstacy wakens moans turn to begging I need you to quench this hellfire within © Andi 2007

'without A Trace' Set Experience
Hey all! I'd have to say 'Without a Trace' is one of the best sets I have been on. All of the PA's [Production Assistants] were very nice, the food was great, and I met a lot of cool people. Among the cast that I met was : Anthony LaPaglia. He is such a jokester, he would throw a little ball at the extras and we throw it back. In the scene I am in, it is in a train station, in downtown L.A. You will see me in a plaid color blouse and black pants with a pink backpack and I am carrying my red purse. The crew was so nice and so was the cast. I also met some really nice friends there. It was rather long though. I also had my car used in a shot, blue 2001 Chevy Cavalier coupe. Thought that was pretty cool too! Anyways, look for me on 'Without a Trace' in about 3 weeks or so on CBS!

Inland Area Gas Price Nearly Unchanged
Inland area gasoline prices rose only marginally this week, indicating that a decrease in wholesale prices - prompted by greater refinery output - is trickling down to consumers, the Automobile Club of Southern California said today. The average price of a gallon of regular self-serve unleaded gasoline rose by three-tenths of a cent in Riverside and San Bernardino counties and now stands at $3.29, 22 cents more than last month and 37 cents more than a year ago, according to the Auto Clubâ€™s latest survey of the region's gas stations. "Wholesale gasoline prices in California started going down more than two weeks ago, and that decrease may have finally started trickling down to affect gas station prices," Auto Club spokeswoman Carol Thorp said. "Oil industry analysts say that's because more refineries in the state now are increasing their output." The Auto Club provided this breakdown of gasoline prices in selected portions of California and Nevada as of 12:01 a.m. today. -

It's Alright Ma (i'm Only Bleeding)
I am afraid ma. I am afraid they will come some day. They will torture your boy ma cause he doesn't take orders from any authority. He doesn't play the game with the rules. He doesn't follow the way it goes. I don't know when this fear will end. I am in the middle of the free world but my fear is growing every day. This fear is in every moment of my life and I assume it will be in my last breath too. Take care ma! It's Alright! Name of this writing is borrowed from a song name of Roger McGuinn (Can be found in the soundtrack of the movie Easy Rider).

The Maze
The mouse thru the maze Moving in a constant haze The walls of life has its craze Running in this race Keeping up with this pace At this miserable place Within the walls of life Looking for the prize Looking for my life Within the constant maze Taking forever To ever find the end.

Dreams What Do They Mean?
Anyone know whats in a dream mean? I have had for 3 nights running the same one... it's always a shorter man then me and I can't understand why.. if anyone is into this.. please let me know .. xoxox

Wwe Recap, What Bugs Me, W2w4, Contact Me
Welcome to another edition of the Byte! This edition, as well as future editions will have less bark and a little more Byte (pardon the pun) as I will give WWE Match recaps instead of the full blown versions of what happened. In match recaps, look for things involving storyline or PPV implications. I will also have my gripe in full force. If someone in WWE is on my brain as to what he or she has done (or shouldn’t be doing) you will hear it from me. OK. Enough with the explanations, let’s get down to business! WWE MATCH RESULTS Mickie James & Candice Michelle def. WWE Women's Champion Melina & Victoria. Lance Cade & Trevor Murdoch def. Ric Flair & Carlito. Cade and Murdoch will challenge The Hardys for the World Tag Team Championship at Backlash. Shawn Michaels vs. Randy Orton was ruled a No Contest. Michaels and Orton will join Edge and John Cena in a Fatal Four-way match for the WWE Championship at Backlash. World Tag Team Champions The Hardys def. The World's

Aahhh... A Blog For This Weekend...
so... I am sitting here... bored outta my mind!!! I cleaned my house... and I have nothing to do but wait for pooter to come home.. wow.. boring... My hamster is in his ball.. running around the apartment like a CRACK HEAD>>>>!!lol well.. thats about all... Kentucky is fucking boring!!!

Saturday 4/14/07
Just another boring day here, it's raining out so I couldn't go out and do anything even if I wanted to lol. I just listened to Crush FM and chatted in Phreik as usual and more or less just had a really lazy day today. I'm still really excited over the fact that my cousin has asked me to be a bridesmaid in her wedding and am really looking forward to it even though it's still 6 months away lol. Well, I guess this is all that I'll write for now. Have a great day everyone.

Reneck Bubba
Bubba called his attorney and asked, "Is it true theys suin them cigarette companies fer causin people to git cancer ?" "Yes, Bubba, sure is true," responded the lawyer. "And now someone is suin them fast food restaurants fer makin them fat an cloggin their arteries with all Them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?" "Sure is, Bubba." "And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?" "Yep." "And that football player sued that university when he gradiated and still couldn't read?" "That's right," said the lawyer." "But why are you asking?" "Well, I was thinkin . ... What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I slept with?"

Funny Quotes
Why did God create men? Because vibrators can't mow the lawn. Madonna All men are not homeless, but some men are home less than others. Henry Youngman To attract men, I wear a perfume called 'New Car Interior'. Rita Rudner This guy says, 'I'm perfect for you, because I'm a cross between a macho and a sensitive man.' I said, 'Oh, a gay trucker?' Judy Tenuta Women speak because they wish to speak, whereas a man speaks only when driven to speech by something outside himself -- like, for instance, he can't find any clean socks. Jean Kerr Women now have choices. They can be married, not married, have a job, not have a job, be married with children, unmarried with children. Men have the same choice we've always had: work or prison. Tim Allen I love men, even though they're lying, cheating scumbags. Gwyneth Paltrow

A Week And Counting
no smoking for a week now, but i have to tell everyone about the dreams. they're horrible. I've had three so far that i can rememeber. one of my friends that knows someone who took the same medication asked me if i had started to dream yet. i didn't know what she ment at the time. I do now! since then i have asked alot of people if they know anything about it. about half the people i've talked to know someone who had to quit taking the medication because of the dreams. I figure they are just dreams. but I'm sure that if they get any worse i will have to think twice about continuing the meds.

Short Story
A college class was told they had to write a short story in as a few words as possible. The instructions were: The short story had to contain the following three things: 1. Religion 2. Sexuality 3. Mystery Below is the only A+ short story in the intire class. "Good God, I am pregnant; I wonder who did it"

Mr. Davis
We went immediately to see Mr. Davis. The door to his office was slightly ajar. We heard some noises coming from inside. We peaked in the door and found Mr. Davis stroking his cock. Melanie giggled quietly and it startled Mr. Davis. I knocked on the door and said "Mr. Davis? Principal Sternn sent us here to apologize to you. may we come in?" Mr. Davis came to the door and smiled when he had seen us together. We apologized to him for being disrespectful of him and told him that we'd never do that again. He told us that we were a couple of dick teasers and needed to treat men with more respect. We told him that Principal Sternn said that we should inquire about any work that needed to be done in the drama department. He informed us to meet with him at the doors of the auditorium after dinner. He said he had some work for us to do. We went to our room and got cleaned up. Since we're allowed to wear normal street clothes when the dinner hour is over. We decided that we'd

Fuck It...
The past few weeks I have felt like I am in my own personal hell... I have people telling me I'm too much of a burden to be my friend. I have people not telling others when I ask them to tell them I called to get help because they don't want them to help me... And I just got an e-mail on another site that is making me sit here in tears... I don't need others telling me how ugly and fat I am... or how much they want me dead... I have enough self-hatred to do that myself... And the worst part is it came from someone's e-mail that I care for... and I don't know whether it was their opinion or not... I HURT....

Tattoo Misfortune!
I had my tribal tattoo done in Madison at a location that I will not name. I'm not at all happy with it. For starters, he used a 14 guage...hmmm. He told me that it would look awesome when it was done. Well when he was done, it looked AWFUL. He tells me, when it heals it will look right. Charges me for it, but then tells me that if I want to make a personal deal with him, he would take half of what he quoted me. Offended? Ya, you betcha. I get it for half price anyway because I was offended, and he was probably afraid I'd rat him out. No, I'm not a rat, but I'm not a whore either. Moving on. It's supposed to take 2 weeks 3 weeks tops to heal, and then if I needed a touch-up on it, it's included in the original price. Great, I said, see you in 2 weeks! Well, still looking awful after the healing, I go back in there to get the touch-up done, where they proceed to tell me that my artist no longer works there, and they will not honor the free touch up... FUCK THEM!! So, I've asked

These Arms By All 4 One
I dedicate this to Kally. I love you baby! I hear the sound of your heart beating Don't say a word. I know what you're feeling Just hold me close, don't be afraid These arms won't let your heart break Just ask me girl - oh I surrender I'll make love to you-so soft and tender I promise you with every breath I take These arms won't let your heart break These eyes will worship and adore you These hands will love you every day Darlin' the only guarantee I can make These arms won't let your heart break Your wish is my command I'm right here for you Just take my hand I'll love you like you want me to One thing's for sure make no mistakes My arms won't let your heart break These eyes will worship and adore you (adore you) These hands will love you every day (every day) Darlin' the only guarantee I can make These arms won't let your heart break These eyes will worship and adore you These hands will love you every day Darlin' the only guarantee I can make T

All I Want
All i want is a new life,All i want is 2 be with my husband,All i want is a chance 2 live a nice life,and 2 do whatever it takes 2 not have 2 go threw this xspierance twice.All i want is the chance 2 live right and have the oppurtunity 2 kiss my baby goodnight.All i want is a chance 2 hold my baby in my arms while we dance,all i want is to be your's 4ever,2 be your wife and 2 be the mother of your kids.

Im Only A Cat
I'm Only a Cat I'm only a cat, and I stay in my place... Up there on your chair, on your bed or your face! I'm only a cat, and I don't finick much... I'm happy with cream and anchovies and such! I'm only a cat, and we'll get along fine... As long as you know I'm not yours... you're all mine!

Fucking Girlfriend
I'M SO PISSED ON A MONDAY IT'S NOT FUUNY MY GIRL MINDY WORKS ALL WEEKAND HAS COLLEGE AND WOUNT MAKE TO TO SEE ME BUT I MAKE TIME AND SEE HERE HOW FUCKED UP IT THAT I TAKE TIME OUT OF MY DAY BUT ANYWAYS WE ARENT GETTING ALONG SO I'M FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW SHE WHANT'S TO TALK BUT I'M TEMTED TO SAY FUCK IT AND GIVE UP BUT IF SHE CALLS I MIGHT TALK AND WAYS MY DAY HAS BEEN FUCKED UP SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT IF YOU CAN TY.

No Moving Out Party
nothing works out for me in the end....some drama has taken place and i am no longer moving out with JR. i'm still stuck at home where i apparently belong becuz i can't seem to get out of here....yeah so the story rolls on....sad but true..don't matter much, i'll get out of here soon...i can see myself leaving town all together, i'm thinking Hilton Head Island...wooooo, yes i'm go live with my Homie...*winkwink* much love to everyone who was going to help out and all that, you guys are great, but things just didn't happen the way i planned...sad but true!

Idiot Magnet
I am beginning to think that the idiots of the world flock to me in mass droves sometimes. Everywhere I turn, theres yet another idiot. I just dont get it. I recently had to change my yahoo ID due to an idiot. Some asshat who wanted me to date him even though I was spoken for and he was married. DUH!! So he has made atleast 20 yahoo id's in the past 2 weeks to get around the ones I have blocked. CT is my only safe haven. He doesn't even know it exists .. thank god for small miracles! I am so in love with my new tatt. As small as it is it means the world to me. Everyone at work wanted to see it yesterday. It was rather difficult to whip out my boob in a pre-school! I am at home from work today sick. The girls are sick too. This should be a hella interesting day. OH, the new yahoo id is frecklesislosst if anyone wants it. Unless youre an idiiot then forget you read this =|

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN ANYONE HELP????? WE ARE REALLY BEHIND AND WOULD REALLY LIKE TO COME IN 1ST. PLEASE!!!! WE WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!!! 1 COMMENT IS GOOD, 5 IS BETTER, BUT MORE THAN 10 WOULD BE AWESOME!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! ~~ANNE AND GLENN~~

Why
OF ALL THE SITES ON THE INTERNET DO PEOPLE ACTUALLY CHAT WITH EACH OTHER IN ON OR THESE SITES;IF THEY DO I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KNOW THE SECRET OF DOING SO???EVERY TIME I WANNA CHAT WITH SOMEONE I DRAW A BLANK;I ALWAYS THOUGHT IF YOU BECOME FRIENDS ON A SITE YOU SHOULD AT LEAST TRY TO CHAT WITH THE PERSON AT LEAST ONCE,SORRY IF I RUFFLED SOME FEATHERS,BUT I THINK ITS ONLY THE RIGHT THING TO DO DON'T YOU ALL AGREE

Mafia Bookkeeper
A Mafia Godfather finds out that his bookkeeper has cheated him out of ten million bucks. His bookkeeper is deaf. That was the reason he got the job in the first place. It was assumed that a deaf bookkeeper would not hear anything that he might have to testify about in court. When the Godfather goes to confront the bookkeeper about his missing $10 million, he brings along his attorney, who knows sign language. The Godfather tells the lawyer "Ask him where the 10 million bucks he embezzled from me is." The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the money is. The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about." The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you're talking about." The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it to the bookkeeper's temple and says, "Ask him again!" The attorney signs to the bookkeeper: "He'll kill you if you don't tell him!" The bookkeeper signs back: "OK! You win! The money is in a brown briefcase, bur

More Mind Distraction . . .
1.Ever talk to the person you lost your virginity to? When I see him, yes. His wife gets the biggest kick out of the fact that her husband was my first. 2. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone? To reject someone . . . I am a chicken shit! I actually had my friend Jenn break up with a guy for me because I couldn't do it. 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? New Wave 4. What is the best thing about your current job? Thank you . . .remind me that my life sucks and that I have no job. 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was a required class? Actually...yeah...but where's the class? 6. What's the last thing you drank? Coffee 7. Have you been on a date in the past week? Not a "date" per se . . . I went to a stip club with 3 of my former bosses . . . 8. Where are you going on your next vacation? Vacations require money. I am thinking of Bunola, PA. 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? Newer . . . Seems t

Tuesday 4/17/07
Not much going on today so far, I'm in the Crush FM room and listening to the station but the room is pretty much dead, so chatting is a bit difficult at the moment lol. I found out that my online sister's funeral is tomorrow, so I've been thinking about her alot since I found out that she passed away yesterday morning. I think my online parents are taking it worse than they are letting on, which i can understand, I just wish there was something I could do to help them aside from praying and listening because neither seems to be very much. Well, I guess this is all that I'll write for now, have a great day everyone.

April Deals
Ok so April's almost over and it was ok...I got me a house and a few parties booked. But I am most excited about my upcoming housewarming party,mainly because it has been so long since I entertained and I just can't wait. I have a huge menu planned and lots of desserts....But enough with that this was supposed to be about my April special... So here it is for the locals: Book a party for April or May and you will receive a FREE Daddy from the Nati'...or something of that value. Plus 10% of the total party sales in free gifts. And here for web orders: Place a order in the month of April or May and receive a Free spa kit which includes bubbles, a pulsa bath ball, and a candle. Total value of $35.00. Now for everybody: Place a order or have a total party sale of $500.00 and you will recive a gift basket complete with all the NEW products......

Ptsd
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder has taken its hold on a good number of the guys in the platoon that Im the medic for. I know this isnt a physical ailment, but its definately an ailment. I myself have been diagnosed with this disorder and can see myself changing day to day. Im very edgy. I snap at people for minute reasons. I am very jumpy, even when I know there is no clear and present danger. Its rough for me, being the "doc" to help my guys with this when I myself am suffering. I can suggest that they see combat stress, which doesnt help at all.... or I can suggest they talk to a chaplain, which also doesnt work, at least in my experience. I see the guys changing daily, very much like myself. Its a catch 22 situation that is very real. We are in no way going to come back the same people that we once were. We were soldiers once, and proud.

Lmao...maybe I Need To Do This
A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll." The little old man was so mo

Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, also pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Usarmy~j Update 4/17
Got a letter from USArmy~J today. He is doing fine. As of 4/13 he hasn't started basic yet. They typically have a couple of days to get used to thier surroundings and to give the company a bumper in case one or more of the recuits gets stuck enroute by bad weather or such. It's pretty good idea seeing USArmy~J got stranded in DC for a few hours. He has met a few men is his unit and is starting to form bonds with them. A couple of them are driving him crazy. He is starting as an E4 which is a Specialist. Most newbies start at E1, Private First CLass. Some (mostly Eagle Scouts) start at E2 Private Second Class. So USArmy~J outranks all of them, but an E2 seems to think that he is running the show. Boy is he in for a surprise. But most of the guys are cool. Of course the Drill Intstuctors really run the show. USArmy~J compared them to Full Metal Jacket. He's nervous but excited at the same time. Well that's about all; it was a short note. He's going to try a write

Monday's Tragedy (my Thoughts And Feelings On It)
Yesterday, a senseless tragedy occurred in Blacksburg, VA. 32 innocent people were all gunned down, while doing nothing more than attending class or, as in the case of the first two people killed, getting ready for their day. This was unthinkable. Thirty two innocents, taken from this world before they were ready for it. At least one of those was a friend of someone I know here on CT. Yesterday and today, as a station, we at Twisted acknowledged what had happened several times throughout our broadcasts. We must NEVER forget 4/16/07. RIP to the 32 innocents who died Monday...we will hold you in our hearts forever.

Why
why is love so hard why cant life be so easy i know that life throws u rough times and yes sometimes you are happy in it but most of the time its fuckin hard u dont know what to do or what to say....U always thinkin that you might do somthin wrong and you will lose that speacial persion or they will hit you or u just die i,In mines i always get heart or i get beat but i know that there is always that speacial someone out there for everyone and u tyr your best not to fuck that up so that u dont lose that person like me i try and not lose that speacial persion in my life i mean lots of us lose people rather there baby's die or someone in the family dies or somethin well i just thought that i would talk and wright something down so i did

Men Friends
Just an observation. I know it's nothing new but I am wondering why I can't find any guy friends. I see a lot of women with women friends but not the other way around. Does that seem odd to anyone or am I missing something. Anyway, just a thought to ponder.

Mets Recap! 04/17/07 Mets Versus Phillies 8-1
so last night the mets routed the phillies! Tom Glavine went 5 innings to get win number 293, Moises Alou hit 2 home runs for 3 runs in the game, and David Wright went for 24 games with a hit! good game 21st Double play was made today Jose Valentin hit 2 Doubles and all kinds of stuff happened here's some pics Here's Alou celebrating his 2 run Homer in the 2nd Here's Tommy boy pitching in the first inning

Just Some Thoughts.
I live in a world where people getting shot and dying is an everyday thing. Lived there all my life. People are greatly touched by the tragedy at V.T. I am as well and my prayers go out to the families and the victims. It's touched us all this random act of violence. But I live in a world they doesn't always get alot of publicity, expcept for another black or hispanic person dead if it even makes the news anymore. Senseless killing for things that make no sense. I saw two more killed last nite. Third in two weeks. The first one on the sidewalk in front of my house. Had to wash the blood off of it the next day. I wish it would stop. I wish I had the power to make it stop. Tired of all the senseless death. Anyways all my sympathy and prayers to all the families and loved ones who have lost someone to violence.

Lean On Me
To Help You by Tabby Through the trials, You think you all alone. Through all the trials, You feel you've been disowned. Through the trials, You feel no one cares. Well I'm here to say: I am here to care. When you talk, I'll listen; When you weep I'll give you a shoulder; When you scream I'll take it in. I'm here to love you, Never let you alone. The troubles are not your But now become outs. Listen to me my friend, I'm here in time of need, Lean on me and the one Above and you will be relieved.

Something I Wrote Feb. 1st 2007
GOODBYE Current mood: sad GOODBYE MYFRIEND, MY LOVER, MY ROCK, MY DEAR RANDY..... WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD PART THIS WAY YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT, TIME AFTER TIME AND DAY AFTER DAY! YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO I EVER LOVED SO DEAPLY I MISS YOUR SMELL, YOUR KISSES, YOUR TOUCH, YOUR HUGS AND THE WAY WE MADE LOVE SO SWEETLY. I WILL MISS TALKING TO YOU ABOUT ALL MY THOUGHTS THE WAY WE LAUGHED, THE WAY WE PLAYED, AND EVEN THE WAY WE FAUGHT! GOOD BYE MY FRIEND, MY LOVER, MY ROCK, MY DEAR RANDY I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER AND LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY! YOU HELD ME WHEN I CRIED, YOU LAUGHED WHEN I ACTED OUT YOU MADE ME SMILE, CRY, LAUGH AND EVEN SHOUT! WE HAD OUR FAIR SHARE OF UPS AND DOWS BUT WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS! OUR LIFE HERE TOGETHER WAS ENDED TOO QUICK BUT GOD WANTED MY ANGEL, MY NUMBER ONE PICK! I HAVE NOBODY NOW TO POUR MY HEART AND MY SOUL TO EXCEPT IN MY DREAMS, MY PRAYERS,

When To Start .........
When to start Cussing.... A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing. The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with ass." The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When the mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" I don't know,

The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. =============

For My Sissy Outlaw Angel & Daddy Mark(giggles)
I'm in Your Heart. I live now in that realm where angels of light reside. Where harmony, true beauty, and serenity abide. And though we cannot share a hug, a smile or tender touch, I hope you know I'm in your heart, and I love you ever so much. WHILE IN MY NET SURF TODAY I CAME ACROSS THIS LITTLE ANGEL QUOTE AND WELL I JUST WANT TO SAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU HOW MUCH YOU BOTH HAVE BEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. I KNOW IM NOT ALWAYS THE HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON AND IM NOT ALWAYS RIGHT NOR AM I PERFECT I AM JUST HUMAN AND IM NOT ALWAYS STRONG AND HARD AS MANY HAVE COME TO THINK OF ME. I AM NOT ALWAYS AS NICE AS MAYBE I SHOULD BE BUT LIKE I SAID IM NOT PERFECT I AM ONLY ME IN SOME WAYS ME BEING HARD AND COLD AT TIMES IS MY DEFENSE FROM BEING HURT. BUT I KNOW WITH YOU ALL YOU ALL DON'T EXSPECT ANY MORE OR ANY LESS OF ME I WILL ALWAYS CHERRISH THE BOTH OF YOU. I KNOW AT TIMES IM A PAIN IN THE ASS TO THE BOTH OF YOU BUT I JUST WANT YOU BOTH TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR F

Just Then Things Couldnt Get Worse
Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse. My brother calls me today and was worried that my daughter went to Virgina Tech, I told him " No she didn't, she graduated long time ago from Randolf Macon Woman's College in Lynchburg". That put his mind at ease. Then he tell's me that he just had surgery on his hand due to Nerve Damage and Carpel Tunnel. And to make it worse...Dad has Pneumonia again, due to him not wearing is O2 24/7 like he is suppose to. Then my own personal hell week sure the hell didn't help anything any. Geez do I need a "DORK" stamp or what.. I am so at the "Calgon take me away" part again.

Am I Alive Still?
so chatting with this guy earlier today. and he is trying to find out if i am single or not. i told him ididnt know what i was because the man in my life wont tell me. lmao talk about identity crisis. well another day with aiden. i am sure missing having my evenings free. running after him 24/7 no amount of vitamins helps. i am exhausted. he tries to help, i changed his clothes, he helped me. he threw them outside. i guess thats where dirty clothes go in his world. lmao and we did the pudding finger painting again, meaning another clothes change. he tried to help clean that up too. my back went out too. it has been long night. i need the weekend. lmao

Yes!
To all my Family and Friends on CT, A few days ago i posted a bulletin talking about how i got my girls cricket team together and we needed another three more girls on our team.... well... Just to let you know our twelve girls have found another two girls for our MMU Girls Cricket Team. Now just need another one. However the good news is, we can start indoor practice and if we can prove we can do it MMU our university will provide us with all the equipment and all the teams clothing. Im really looking forward to practisin and getting the whole team going, hopefully with some practice we will be able to beat the other apprantely "boys" cricket team. Wish us luck in finding the last girl for our team. Will keep you posted on it all. Thanks for reading. All my love, Angel x

Vt Shooting Rampage
I would personally like to extend my heartfelt condolences to the families of the victims in the Vermont massacre. Indeed a National Tragedy, one that could have and should have been avoided. God Bless you all in your time of grief! Unfortunately nothing will change! WASHINGTON Harlem Congressman Charles Rangel, a top House Democrat, today predicted that the massacre at Virginia Tech won't change the nation's gun control laws. Rangel told an audience at the National Press Club that fellow Democrats told him the fatal shootings of 33 people yesterday won't change votes in Congress on gun issues. Rangel also took a jab at a longtime political foe, Vice President Dick Cheney, who accidentally shot a hunting companion last year. He said -- quote -- "If you're hunting and accurate enough not to shoot people in the face, your gun shouldn't be taken away from you." He says gun rights advocates are simply too influential to allow a tightening of gun control law

Food For Thought
ok i got this in an email and it did make me think Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King>Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would call us ra

My Wedding
Well Im down to the last month before i take the big plunge. Im excited but I also want to get it done and over with! Im going nuts planning this thing its soo stressful. My hubby to be is such a nice guy and he is trying to help me as much as possible but he gets in the way alot lol! But he is everything to me and thats why im marrying him!

Thinking Of You
When you read these words, chances are that I'll be sitting here thinking of you... as I so often do. I'll probably be smiling one of the smiles that I always do when thoughts of you come my way. When you read these few words, I hope you'll think, just for a moment, how much you mean to me and how much you always will. And when you continue on with the things you need to be doing in your day, smile a smile for me, and remember that I'll be thinking of you still.

Goin To New Orleans
Im so excited in 3 weeks im gonna be goin to New Orleans for a week! Too bad it will be for work n not for pleasure. Im goin as a humanitarian. Im gonna be workin 8 hour days helpiing out with the relief stuff. Cool part is im only paid $35 to go! Im still excited just help.

Nothing Important Here
Nothing important to ramble on about... Another week of work, clients driving me nuts, and Pluto making it hard to type (he wants the attention). Some days I feel overwhelmed by things in my life. I know that the only reason they are so troubling is because I let them be such a problem. The things in my life mean nothing compared to people who have real struggles. They mean nothing compared to the pain felt by those who lost loved ones at VaTech. But I let them bother me anyway. I guess the best thing to do is just let whatever happens happen, and not worry about what tomorrow brings. I try too hard when it comes to friendships and relationships. I know they take work sometimes.. but seems like I have to work overtime. I am not gonna beg or throw myself at someone who makes me work for it. Those things work both ways, and I need to start taking and not always be the one giving. I have to leave things in the past, not worry so much about the future and live for today

My Sexual Catch Phrase
Ok, there's a story here. When I was in college I took a creative writing course, It was right after lunch, so a couple of the students in the class would grab lunch and head up to the room to eat. One day we were talking about sexual inuedos and the like, when one of the girls mentions that her brother would refer the female "parts" as a taco. So I asked, "Does that make the cheese sex?" Because we were in creative writing, I decided to write a poem (a VERY bad poem) about cheese, just to see if anyone got the joke, as it were. Needless to say one guy (you know, THAT guy), made the first comment. "Is cheese a metaphor for sex?" We all had a good laugh and that was that, or so I thought. Our prof was a cool guy, and on the last day of class, he promised he was going to bring in some munchies and have one last blast. The main course was...(wait for it).... CHEESE. So today I take this quiz. brown eyed girl's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Anybody got any chee

Angel
There's a land where I go when I need to share that's not on a map, yet exists everywhere A land of names without faces, a curious place A modern creation thats called cyber-space There's all sorts of people with cute little names Like Pookie, and Sandman and Rosebud and Flames Some are just snobs and some are real fun And Some of them just want to find someone But both good and bad they all play a role Still each one unique, but part of the whole We talk and laugh and wonder why We flirt and hug and sometimes cry We can't be heard and can't be seen Yet, there it is, right on our screen But all in all the most curious part Is the power it has to open our heart To share with a stranger those things we've concealed Which to our closest of friends we'd never reveal Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears The scars in our life which bring us to tears What gives them the power to reach into me and show me the truths that I never see How do they

Welcom To My Dungeon... (poem)
Welcome to My Dungeon… 2002/2003? As I enter—Boom! it hits me the smell of death, the scent of decay & dwindling hearts, the taste of insecurity & ignorance, the sight of morbid fashions cliché-ing with their opposite. Seeing the tall, sinister walls, walking among them, hearing them laugh & mock & snarl. I swear I saw drool & blood dripping from their teeth. The leaders, the wardens with whips in hand & bloodshot, sorrowful eyes, drab, moth-eaten clothes, lice infected, greasy hair. I deal all day with melting plastics & termite eaten wood. The iron bars on the windows burn my eyes. To hear the creak on the floor as I walk & to hear the forbidden looking gate squeak shut Chills my heart & kills my hopes. Welcome, one & all, to my dungeon! Welcome, To High School!

Bikers Poem
Saw You But You Didn't See Me ~I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. ~I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. ~I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. ~I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. ~I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. ~I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. ~I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you di

If Ur My Friend U Will Do This 4 Me
plzz pray 4 my family my children were taken from me 2 days agocant talk to them i do get them back next month but its hard not being able to hold them or kiss them it was all over some shitt some one made up i am about to crazy over all this shitt so if ur a true friend u will pray 4 me and my husband that every thing goes fine we have a court date the 7th of may annd hopefully we get to bring them home then .... i swear if it wasnt 4 that i would have killed my self by now .......i really would have but ne way if u a truely good friend u will help us out by praying for us ... if u do this 4 me i love u very much thank all very very much .........love michell and joseph.....

Do You Want To Help Shed Light On A Cruel Injustice?
If you support the WM3 please hit reply and then cut and repaste all the info! "Movies have been made about it, books have been written about it, songs have been sung about it, and hearts have been broken!"-Dennis Minner The past few months we have been helping raise awareness and money for a cause that many know nothing about. It is a problem with discrimination, not of color or sex, but of simply not being like everyone else. It is discrimination against anyone that doesn’t fit into the stereo typical mid western Christian image. It doesn't matter what your personal faith even is, it just matters that we don't sit back and allow this to continue! The West Memphis Three, www.wm3.org, is about three men that were charged as teens for murders they did NOT commit. Don't believe me, then PLEASE go find copies of Paradise Lost 1 and 2 and then let me know how you feel. My heart is burdened for these three young men and I would do anything to help them. I just beg all of you to also

Happy Birthday
A hundred and eighteen years ago today, a man with a vision was born, a man who saw the struggle his people faced after unfair policies were placed on his people. Adolf Hitler would have been 118 today though his light has since been extinguished, his memory still remains in the eyes and hearts of the true Aryan race. The movement is still in full effect, and the Jews are still the fly in the ointment. Today let’s rejoice in knowing that though Hitler may not have achieved victory in the second world war, but he light a fire under those of us who are unwilling to stand by and watch as out nations fall further out of our hands and into the hands of the non white filth that constantly immigrates to our land. Let us remember the man who helped our people out of the slumber we were in and let us not have his dream die. Together we must prevail over the Jews and other non whites who wish to see our countries as one of theirs.

Men's Rules For Women (lmao)
Women, learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not considered by us to be opportunities to see if we can find the perfect present again! Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! We don't remember dates. . . .Period!! Most guys own three pairs of shoes - tops. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress? Yes and

Million Dollar Question
MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION A contestant on "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. As she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover: Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor; B) the buzzard; C) the cuckoo; or D) the vulture? The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline, and the woman had hoped against hope that she would not have to use it because the only friend that she knew would be home happened to be a blonde. But the contestant had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and

All I Have To Say
well i found the perfect image to say to the developers that bought danvers state hospital and destroyed a part of our local history. with them only saving maybe 10 percent of the original complex, maybe this fire will teach them, enjoy

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Really Long Survey (over 200)What is your name?:MICHAEL Are you named after anyone?:THE ARCHANGEL What's your screename?:ANTI Would you name a child of yours after you?:ALREADY DID If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:MICHELLE If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:TYLER DURDEN Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:MY LAST NAME YES Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:HELL YES!! BasicsYour gender::MALE Straight/Gay/Bi::STRAIGHT Single?:SINGLE If not, do you want to be?: Birthdate::12-15-72 Your age::34 Age you act::12 Age you wish you were::25 Your height::5'7 Eye color::GREEN Happy with it?:YEP Hair color::BROWN Happy with it?:NO Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::RIGHT Your living arrangement::ALONE Your family::ABUSIVE Have any pets?:NOT ANYMORE Whats your job?:SLACKER Piercings?:3 EARINGS Tattoos?:4 Obsessions?:STAR WARS &

Farewell False Love
Farewell false love, the oracle of lies, A mortal foe and enemy to rest, An envious boy, from whom all cares arise, A bastard vile, a beast with rage possessed, A way of error, a temple full of treason, In all effects contrary unto reason. A poisoned serpent covered all with flowers, Mother of sighs, and murderer of repose, A sea of sorrows whence are drawn such showers As moisture lend to every grief that grows; A school of guile, a net of deep deceit, A gilded hook that holds a poisoned bait. A fortress foiled, which reason did defend, A siren song, a fever of the mind, A maze wherein affection finds no end, A raging cloud that runs before the wind, A substance like the shadow of the sun, A goal of grief for which the wisest run. A quenchless fire, a nurse of trembling fear, A path that leads to peril and mishap, A true retreat of sorrow and despair, An idle boy that sleeps in pleasure's lap, A deep mistrust of that which certain seem

"in Times Of................"
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found. *** My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion. It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ... And gratefully, m

Hey There Sweeties
Hey there sweeties, sorry I havent been on much I been having problems with my blood pressure so I havent been doing too much. I wanted to share with all of you that love to see me and Yoursouthernbelle together in out stockings check this out!!!! for adults only ..hugs..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Song I Started
Oh i just can't stand The heartache no more I try to be brave while fighting back the tears I try to believe there is some hope Left inside of me My life is but a pain It is written in vain My world in caving in They say there will be hope They say there won't be pain When I am gone.

Angels
ANGELS Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy Family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the Mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a space in the cold Basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the Wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel Replied..."Things aren't always what they seem". The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very Hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the Couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the Farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole Income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel "how could you Have let this happen!? The first man had everything, yet you helped

Saturday 4/21/07
Not much happened today, just the usual chatting and listening to music. The weather was awesome, but unfortunately I didn't get to go out anywhere today,so I've been online all day. Well, I guess I'll end this here for tonight, have a good night everyone.

B Day Meaning Of Love
Your Birthdate: February 12 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

It's Not What You See, It's What You Feel
It's Not What You See, It's What You Feel In some circles it is not "politically correct" to be considered a "bloody" Christian who believes in eternal salvation, but I am guilty Of believing that once saved, always saved. I have been cleansed by And washed in the blood of Jesus. Knowing this, gives me a peace of God and peace with God to pillow my head every night knowing that Whether I go or whether I stay, I'm a winner either way. Because I don't deserve His salvation and did not do anything to earn It, sometimes, though, I wake up not feeling saved and wondering why God it would please God to bruise His Son for me. When I do, I am Reminded of a young boy, an older man, and an out-of-sight kite. The story goes of a young boy flying a kite in the park one windy Afternoon. The kite was so small and so high that an elderly man Sitting on a bench watching him could not see the kite high in the Heavens. After watching him a few minutes, he walked over asking the Y

Hurting
Why can't you notice my existance? When all the while I stand near you Watching you from afar is all I do cause you already love someone so true I try to deceive myself saying I deserve someone better but deep inside I know My heart will only love you deeper I try to forget how I feel for you after all, this will only lead me no where but the more I stay away the harder it is not to think of you each day how I ache to tell you how I feel though I know it won't mean anything to you I just wish you'd open your eyes and see how long i've been here just waiting and all the while hurting....

Eventfull
well guys i just got back from tring to get a guy from work out of the sand and in the process i got my truck stuck cause it is only 2 wheel drive so i had to call another friend to pull me out and the guy i went to pull out ended up getting himself out so yeah it was a fun and exciting event

Please Read!
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

The Eye
THE EYE The Eye overlooks the ocean, The Eye overlooks the sea. The Eye protects the boats in the fog, The Eye protects you and me. The Eye sits above the waters, Its light knows no borders. The Eye is the ultimate tower. The house that gives light is The ultimate POWER!

Cheating
I know what you did It is definitely wrong Especially with her You think there's something better The truth is no one Would put up with your crap No one except me You've got a two-year old now With one on the way He is the cutest lil thing I've seen Why did you do it And so many times She never loved you Like the way I do You were just there Another piece of meat Moving in with it The biggest mistake you'll make When,if, you go you'll leave my heart You'll leave your family Friends Kids ME You do this all because you're naive You ask yourself is the grass really greener Is there anyone better So you go investigating You find something real close to the home Say it'll only be once Yeah like that's true It happens to happen again Ooh this is kinda cool She'll never find out What's the worst that could happen The truth is the truth always come out Whether you want it to or not

Ultimate 'about Me'
Ultimate 'About Me'by Sooz_123001. What is Your Name? Michael002. How old are you? 34003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? http://www.myspace.com/antidepressant_superstarGeneral004. What is your height? 5'7005. Do you have any siblings? yes 2 brothers 1 sister...and 3 other sisters I don't remember006. What is your eye colour? Green007. What is your hair colour? Brown008. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Glass009. Are you right handed or left handed? Right010. Do you have any piercings? Yes 3 in left ear011. Do you smoke? no012. Do you swear? often013. Do you get along with your parents? most times014. Your heritage no clue015. Your fears spiders016. Goal you would like to achieve this year 017. Most overused phrase on an instant messenger I use lol a lot....or Fuck018. Best Physical Feature eyes

"watching You"
Driving through town just my boy and me With a happy meal in his booster seat Knowing that he couldn't have the toy Till his nuggets were gone Green traffic light turned straight to red I hit my breaks and mumbled under my breath His fries went a flying and his orange drink covered his lap Well then my four year old said a four letter word That started with "s" and I was concerned So I said son now now where did you learn to talk like that [Chorus one] He said I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are We got cowboy boots and camo pants Yeah we're just alike, hey ain't we dad I wanna do everything you do So I've been watching you We got back home and I went to the barn I bowed my head and I prayed real hard Said lord please help me help my stupid self Then this side of bedtime later that night Turning on my son's scooby doo nightlight He crawled out of bed and he got dow

Look For Me, May 2nd, On 'medium' Cbs
I am playing a Mexican Restaraunt Patron, I am sitting right behind the guest star, Neve Campbell, in this episode. She was really sweet by the way, no it is not a speaking part, you have to be SAG to do that, I need 3 vouchers to get SAG, it does not happen to everyone. *Sigh* it will though. Episode Name: Head Games Episode Number: MED-057 (3.19) Air Date: May 2, 2007, Wed. 10/9c PUZZLED THAT HER DREAMS ABOUT A MURDER CONTINUE EVEN AFTER THE SUSPECT GOES ON TRIAL, ALLISON IS UNABLE TO TURN TO HER TROUBLED HUSBAND JOE FOR ADVICE — GUEST STAR NEVE CAMPBELL (”SCREAM”) BEGINS A THREE-EPISODE ARC AS ALLISON’S NEW FRIEND, DEBRA — JASON PRIESTLEY (”BEVERLY HILLS, 90210″) GUEST STARS AS ACCUSED MURDERER WALTER PAXTON — After helping Devalos (Miguel Sandoval) convince the jury of a suspected killer’s (Jason Priestly, “Beverly Hills, 90210″) guilt in the murder of his wife, Allison’s (Emmy winner Patricia Arquette) dreams of the gruesome crime continue. Pushing aside her

A Little Background First!
Alright lets begin with, Hi My Name is Dee. If you are a close friend or family member you probably know more about my name and personal info. If you Don't Know more you don't need to know. I am going to school and Majoring in Music Education. This will eventually lead to me getting my Masters in Music Therapy. I want to Help people with their lives and anything else I can help with. I am a good person. If you read My front pages about me section, all of that is true. I am kind Hearted and sometimes naive about things, at the same time though I don't think that you should always give people the benefit of the doubt. Especially if you can see through the Crap right way. I enjoy meeting people and I am actually very sensitive, I am just gotten so good at not letting people know that they get to me. Usually the people I care about. I am bullheaded and stubborn, I like to get my way. Although I will usually let others though do what they want even if it isn't what I want.

What I Do To Make Ends Meet!
Well like I said before, I have been in school. I am going back this fall. I have to get going on the paperwork, but that is for another blog. Well having a Job that works with a crazy and unpredictable Schedule at school is Hard. There are not a lot of them out there. With Music every day is Unpredictable. Concerts, Practice, Studying, whatever else comes along. Homework!! It all takes up time and concentration. And most of my Homework isn't something I can do in between Customers at a gas station. It is more complicated than that. So on to My Job. I am a Sex Phone Operator. I talk to people on the phone for a Per Min Charge. I enjoy talking to people, and it is a fun job. You can learn a lot about people and what they want, what they like. It is interesting. Plus it pays better than any other job I have ever had. I set my own rates and so I can actually make as much or as little as I want. Also I can work whenever I want for as long as I want. It is a Do It Y

Full Figured Woman Aka Bbw
FULL FIGURED WOMAN aka BBW BY: BRENDA L. We met in a chat room . She quickly explained that she was not a skinny woman. "I am full figured", I said. "I am 5'6", Long Black Hair with Grayingi in it and I have Hazel Eyes. I have 44ds tits. If you are looking for some skinny minnie, don't waist my time or yours" Then I sent him a picture of my big tits. They were big. Next I sent him picture of my pussy. Then I sent him a few of my body. He said "Damn It," I looked great and beautiful. We continued our online chats for several weeks. Our conversations never ventured toward sex. We learned a great deal about each other. The conversations, at times, lasted for hours. He said to me, "I'll be in your area this weekend", he said. "I said, you have seen my pictures. Do you want me?" My boldness was erotic. His dick hardened as the conversation continued. We actually had our first talk about sex, right then. Afterwards I gave him, my home address information. On Friday, he came to my home

Heartbreak Pt 1
Ok, I gotta get this stuff out before I explode. Life has gone down the toilet for me in the past few months. If any one has noticed my profile has said single for quite sometime now. Well it was true as of February 8th. Me and mike are no more. We had been on a break for about a month because he ran into an old flame and got feelings for her and so on. So he moved in with her while I was still staying with his family until we all basically got booted from where we were staying. So I started stayin with Ike and Jacey again and it has been interesting. Yes Mike still had his cell phone because we were still together. Only downfall was he would let this girl use it and it pissed me off. Whenever I would text or call him I would get a message back from her saying stop calling and your a fucking whore. I was like ok. So then one night I started getting text messages from his phone saying oh I love you and miss you and wanna be with you and I will leave her for you because you are so beauti

Child Abuse
Whenever I hear about children being abused in one form or another, it hurts me. It hurts me as a human being because all life is precious to me. It hurts me personally because from the time I was born up until age 3 1/2 I was abused. As I type these words, the tears begin to well-up in my eyes because of what happened to me. No child deserves to be abused. Physical, mental or verbal...NO CHILD DESERVES THIS! I dedicate this video to those who have been there and I pray that another will not have to suffer as a lot of us had.

The Little Girl By John Michael Montgomery
Her parents never took the young girl to church... Never spoke of His name... Never read her his word... Two non-believers walking lost in this world... Took their baby with them, what a sad little girl... Her daddy drank all day and mommy did drugs... Never wanted to play or give kisses and hugs... She'd watch the tv and sit there on the couch... While her mom fell asleep and her daddy went out... And the drinking and the fighting... Just got worse every night... Behind their couch she'd be hiding... Oh what a sad little life... And like it always does, the bad just got worse... With every slap and every curse... Until her daddy in a drunk rage one night... Used a gun on her mom and then took his life... And some people from the city took the girl far away... To a new mom and a new dad, kisses and hugs everyday... Her first day of Sunday School... Her teacher walked in... And a small little girl starred at a picture of Him... She sa

Hey Hey Hey
just a shout to all of ct feel free to add me fan me and rate me also check out my favorite lounge the dungeon for all the metal u cna handle and soem the coolest of the cool cherries on ct.........rock on ppl rock on

Pieces (work In Progress)
We f a l l Together, like a memory. Fragments, Pieces, Of a perfect life. He, a Dark Dream. I, a turbulent Storm. Yet sometimes, Nothing is as it seems Love. Hate. Trust. ... Was it all a dream? Did I imagine it all along? My memories are all I have now... And with every day that passes, I miss him more... But those fragments of that impossible dream Sustain my hope of the future...

For All The Motorcycle Riders Out There!!!
I borrowed this from a friend!!! For all who Know Motorcycle Riders: (or even if you don't. read this) I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw yo

Anger Explained (adult Language)
I think I might have figured out why I'm mad today. I used StumbleUpon and found this article, purportedly originating as a Craigslist article. Supposedly it's about a pregnant Marine who's Marine husband got killed in Iraq. She's, let's say, a little bit miffed:I’m having the worst damn week of my whole damn life so I’m going to write this while I’m pissed off enough to do it right. I am SICK of all this bullshit people are writing about the Iraq war. I am abso-fucking-lutely sick to death of it. What the fuck do most of you know about it? You watch it on TV and read the commentaries in the newspaper or Newsweek or whatever god damn yuppie news rag you subscribe to and think you’re all such fucking experts that you can scream at each other like five year old about whether you’re right or not. Let me tell you something: unless you’ve been there, you don’t know a god damn thing about it. It you haven’t been shot at in that fucking hell hole, SHUT THE FUCK UP! How do I dare say this

Going Away
due to personal problems with a certain man i am going away for a while. dunno if i will come back to this forsaken place or not. however i will have someone checking this account and my others. until i gain access to a computer with internet. my sister doesnt have internet. might have to coax her into it lmao. anyway all if i dont send daily comments and such you know why. hope to be back online soon.

Cherrytap Marriage!
This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage''

Grandmas Dont Know Everything!! Lol
Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days. He'd Been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her, "Grandma, what's that called when two people Sleep in the same room and one is on top of the other?" She was a little taken aback, but she decided to just tell him the truth. "It's called sexual intercourse, darling." Little Tony just said, "Oh, OK," and went back outside to play with The other kids. A few minutes later he came back in and said angrily, "Grandma, it isn't called sexual intercourse. It's called Bunk Beds. And Jimmy's Mom wants to talk to you."

Without You!!
In a moment of silence I sit and wonder off into space deep in thought thinking of what life would be like without you. In this brief moment of time which seemed like an eternity in between vast universes, my mind overflows with many thoughts of me living in this world misserably without you. I see that life without you in it, feels as though i am sprinting full speed non-stop for 10 minutes straight and I am out of breath. Not knowing when I will regain my normal flow of breathing my lungs burn. I feel that without the love of you keeping my heart at steady rhythmic beat full with harmony. It is like I am at the bottom of the ocean rapidly floating upwards with no scuba gear. The faster I rise to the surface, the faster my lungs continue to shrink inside my chest and becomes harder to breath. As life without you feels like the strength of the ocean applying massive pressure to my brain squishing it like an accordian in a polka concert. I am living life as a super human bei

Today
America is in a state of moral decay, a decay brought on prematurely by the very people we have fought and are currently fighting for. The Jew has come into our borders and over the last eight or so decades has set up their destructive ways. We are no longer a country of people who know their roots, we have been mislead time and time again by the Jewish media and we have been taught never to speak an ill word about the Jewish people even though it is them who have made America the weak country it is. Throughout the decades the Jews have managed to corrupt all who “serve” the American people, they have been able to work their way around the laws set up to prevent a monopoly and they have managed to get us into numerous wars in order for them to be safe. It is far past due that the Jew repay those of us who have kept Israel afloat all these years, it is time the Jew be held accountable for their actions and it is time the Government did something about breaking up the Jewish monopol

Stupid Cum Bubbles
This stupid cum bubble decided to call me childish, so it rates me a 1 and blocks me.... let's give it dumb ass some 1's, and show it just how fucking childish I can be sometimes. I'd thank it for the points if it hadn't blocked me. @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-Addme you know you want too/ Leave a voice comment@};-@ CherryTAP

Yay!
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula83%Deacon Frost83%Spike75%Angel67%Akasha58%Blade58%Armand58%Lestat50%Louis17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Beautiful Poem Writen By Kingdrago Wanna Read More Check Out His Page
SHINING FROM THE HEAVENS,YOUR SMILE RADIATES BEAUTY PULLING ME FROM THE DEPTHS OF THE ASYSS I AM IN ALLOWING FOR THE TEMPTING KISS YOU OFFER AND THE EMBRACE I LONG TO HAVE YET KNOWING THAT THIS IS BUT ONLY FATE I CANT HELP PUT PONDER THE FUTURE WITH THE GUIDING HAND THAT YOU PUT FORTH TO HELP ME ALONG THE AWAITING JOURNEY I AM BUT A HELPLESS PAWN IN THE SOILTUDE OF ME DREAMS AND FOR EVERYDAY THAT PASSES WITHOUT WONDER I AM AMAZED BY HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE. KingDrago KingDrago@ CherryTAP

Tell Shrubya To Bring The Troops Home!
Bush has threatened to veto any legislation calling for bringing the troops in Iraq home. Since we are no longer at war in Iraq (we haven't been since the fall of the previous government; we are in a military occupation now), we should sart bringing the troops home.Sign the petition at The Petition Site.com to let Bush know you support bringing the troops home.tag: bush, iraq, war, military occupation, veto, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

A Perfect Night
A Perfect Night When the clouds are gently rolling Through a dark and lonely night And shadows dance across the golden sky; When the winds are softly blowing And the stars emit their light I sit and think of other days gone by. A perfect night for wandering With thoughts of other times With moonbeams dancing down upon the trees; And night birds sweetly singing Their golden lullabies As they dance along and do what they please. I've seen so many other nights Throughout the sands of time And memories flood my soul when I recall; So many nights of emptiness Before I made you mine Like long forgotten pictures on the wall. The stars are twinkling softly In the stillness of the night With just the songs of nightbirds somewhere near; And from the hill above me I see the welcome light And I hear you softly whisper in my ear. A perfect night for loving And a perfect night to be Beneath the perfect Heaven up above; A perfect night to realize How much you me

Poem #25 - ~*~ Stumbling Block ~*~
Sitting here with you, Yet my mind is solely on him. Thoughts of him and I being together, Oh man, here we go again. I can not seem to get him out of my mind, No matter how hard I may try. Or is it that I do not want to, Perhaps that may be the reason why. I love you in a way, But in love with you I am not. I must be the one to tell you this, He has all the true love I got. I am deeply in love with him, And these feelings have grown strong. Its hard to believe this could have been done, Through my computer all along. So here I am being forced to make the decision, Should I continue or let you go? Or should I proceed on with my journey, A conclusion I have to know. God will lead me towards the right path, In which I am in need to take. And guide me through all of those stumbling blocks, I just have to believe in faith. © Copyright by Donna Curole

All Governors Should Do This
YAHOO NEWS SALEM, Ore. - If Gov. Ted Kulongoski seems a little sluggish this week, he's got an excuse: he couldn't afford coffee. In fact, the Democratic governor couldn't afford much of anything during a trip to a Salem-area grocery store on Tuesday, where he had exactly $21 to buy a week's worth of food — the same amount that the state's average food stamp recipient spends weekly on groceries. Kulongoski is taking the weeklong challenge to raise awareness about the difficulty of feeding a family on a food stamp budget. Accompanied by reporters and food stamp recipient Christina Sigman-Davenport, Kulongoski headed straight for a display of organic bananas, only to have Sigman-Davenport steer him toward the cheaper non-organic variety. The governor pined wistfully for canned Progresso soups, but at $1.53 apiece, they would have blown the budget. He settled instead for three packages of Cup O'Noodles for 33 cents apiece. Kulongoski also gave up his usual Adams natural, no

Scenes From The Coffeehouse #4
couples cuddle next to technology in the corner papers are being shuffled two tables over, i'm clinging to my cigarette like a life preserver, eyes scanning the room for something more to say. but all i've found is lifeless, backpacks strewn about the chairs with no one in them, and the pool table lies dormant. fingerprints of long gone patrons cover the doors, as if their soul left its mark within the walls. i can almost feel the neon burning, imploring the masses to consume coffee and space inside a haven for the broke college students to steal wifi, but toss the bums out in the street.

I Like Bourbon
You scored as bourbon. you are bourbon! you are versitile and can go from sweet(mash) to sour(mash) pretty quick. you have a range of personality traits that you show differently around different people.bourbon83%whiskey79%rum75%daiquaries75%wine67%absinthe67%champagne67%beer58%midori50%vodka50%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Darkness Falls
You scored as Naturally Dark. You are \"Naturally Dark\".It is in your nature to be attracted to the darker things in life, perhaps because you\'re clinically depressed,or just pessimistic.You most likely hate the stupid fucks who pretend to be dark and depressed in an attempt to be \"goth\" or \"emo\". A good band for you would either be AFI or Bauhaus.Fallen100%Naturally Dark100%Murderous/Scary Dark100%Elegant dark71%What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Three Handsome Male Dogs
Three handsome male dogs are walking down the street when they see a beautiful, enticing, female Poodle. The three male dogs fall all over themselves in an effort to be the one to reach her first, but end up arriving in front of her at the same time. The males are speechless before her beauty, slobbering on themselves and hoping for just a glance from her in return. Aware of her charms and her obvious effect on the three suitors, she decides to be kind and tells them, "The first one who can use the words 'liver' and 'cheese' together in an imaginative, intelligent sentence can go out with me." The sturdy, muscular black Lab speaks up quickly and says, "I love liver and cheese." "Oh, how childish," said the Poodle. "That shows no imagination or intelligence whatsoever." She turns to the tall, shiny Golden Retriever and says "How well can you do?" "Um. I HATE liver and cheese," blurts the Golden Retriever. "My, my," said the Poodle. "I guess it's

Shadows
Shadows come and go But the thought of them Remain with us We remember the happy times And laugh about the not so good times Just a simple conversation Brings back back flooding memories of the past A simple smile We all hold on to those we love the most Shadows come and go But the thought of them You will truely never let go And the next time you see my shadow Just know I will be always walking behind you BY: William Burton

Gone With The Wind
Gone with the wind I am Gone with the wind then I often comprehend The meaning that should of been No more worrying my friend It seems like it's over & over again Just take me back to where it all began For then your worries will end

It's All About Me.
I always thought the term was "buck naked" not "butt naked". Butt naked makes no sense. It only implies a naked butt. Buck naked at least makes sense when you consider that - with rare exception - bucks are always totally naked. So are does, now that I think about it. Of course, adding "doe naked" to our lexicon would be too gender sensitive for my tastes. Get those naked does back in the kitchen or whatever the hell does do for their naked bucks.

Fascist America 10 Easy Steps
G2 Search this site In this section To the max Why a woman's place is in the kitchen Another side of Bob Dylan A short history of men standing on boxes ' Fascist America, in 10 easy steps From Hitler to Pinochet and beyond, history shows there are certain steps that any would-be dictator must take to destroy constitutional freedoms. And, argues Naomi Wolf, George Bush and his administration seem to be taking them all Tuesday April 24, 2007 The Guardian Last autumn, there was a military coup in Thailand. The leaders of the coup took a number of steps, rather systematically, as if they had a shopping list. In a sense, they did. Within a matter of days, democracy had been closed down: the coup leaders declared martial law, sent armed soldiers into residential areas, took over radio and TV stations, issued restrictions on the press, tightened some limits on travel, and took certain activists into custody. Article continues They were

Funnny
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Both How often do you like to have sex?: Under optimum conditions, meaning a partner who actually is INTERESTED IN SEX!!), at least twice a day. Is sex a top priority for you?: VERY MUCH SO Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Ah . . . yeah. How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NEVER How do you feel about one night stands?: No thanks! How many one night stands have you had?: One What's your favorite position?: Without a doubt, from behind. Where's your favorite place to have sex?: On the hood of a car in a rain storm. Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Who hasn’t? How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I want to. Do you get off first or do

This Is Interesting
Your Personality is Somewhat Common (ISFJ) Your personality type is stubborn, conservative, trustworthy, and caring. About 13% of all people have your personality, including 18% of all women and 7% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Judging. How Rare Is Your Personality?

4/26/05
The end results may not be clearly visible to you right now, but have faith and stay the course. If anyone can turn these odds to a big advantage, that person is you. Just keep moving ahead one step at a time. ---------- Ok...I amd CORNfused!

Wal-mart Technology
Subject: FW: Wal-Mart Technology One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give your urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars. . . a lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fool

The Weekend Is Almost Here ;)...
I hope ya'll had a great week :). If not: forget it, dress up, call up some friends, get your ass to the club and make some memorable memories...if you can remember them on Sunday morning. :P PEACE LOVE DANCE, watchingufromthemoon™ AKA lifelover2000™

For The Star Wars Fans
30TH ANNIVERSARY OF STAR WARS U.S. Postal Service Previews Star Wars Stamps Download High-Res Images HOLLYWOOD, Calif. — Luke Skywalker, Yoda, Darth Vader and, of course, R2-D2 are among the unforgettable Star Wars characters debuting on 15 new 41-cent postage stamps unveiled today at Grauman's Chinese Theatre in Los Angeles, where the first Star Wars movie opened nearly 30 years ago. The commemorative stamps feature images from all six movies in the Star Wars saga: Luke Skywalker; Han Solo and Chewbacca; Princess Leia Organa with R2-D2; C-3PO; Yoda; Queen Padmé Amidala; Obi-Wan Kenobi as seen in Episodes IV through VI; Anakin Skywalker battling Obi-Wan Kenobi; Darth Vader; Emperor Palpatine; Darth Maul; Imperial Stormtroopers; Boba Fett; the Millennium Falcon; and an X-wing fighter. The stamps will be released at a first-day-of-issue ceremony on Friday, May 25, at Star Wars Celebration IV, the biggest Star Wars event in the galaxy, at the Los Angeles Convention Center.

Issues Of An Ex
He came back into my life (yet again) after being gone for only a month. I know he does this is fuck with my head and heart. (Mostly my heart.) He doesn't realize I don't need a hero anymore. There's nothing to save me from. He feels his purpose is to help me find happiness with or without him. But maintains that my true happiness is only with him. He wants me to doubt my decisions and feel remorse for the life I live. All because my life no longer has room for him. He says he loves me and always will and that I seek out ways to hurt him. Once again, because I'm living without him. He says I deserve to be happy, yet he makes me feel selfish. I know I don't have to justify anything to him. I have a good life, so why can't he understand that I'm capable of happiness without him?

4/27/07
Is a no-nonsense type suddenly buttering you up? Are old friends suddenly being ultra assertive? Listen to these topsy-turvy signals and be cautious. Moving with a measured tread helps you avoid any snakes on the path. --------- I have no clue on this one.

Years Of Silence...
Nightmares and tormented sleep Dark memories haunting a soul Visions, voices, flashing back Screams of stories yet untold Regressed moments held within Shameful guilt's quelled for years Quietly crying from the hurt Ashamed, scared to voice my fears Trying hard to comprehend Evils you released on me Recalling all like yesterday Still to young to really see Silence is what you wanted Obedience is what I gave Threats you whispered in my ear Hoping I'd take this to my grave The time now it has come The piper must be paid Pain afflicted on heart and soul Your sins on all you betrayed Written By: Cynthia Graver April 23, 2007

Okay. Sorry Everyone.
okay everyone. i have to say i'm sorry i haven't been around a lot lately. just been busy with work and stuff. so i hope everyone is doing well. keep leaving me some love please!! i love getting messages and mail. makes me smile!! =) so to all my friends, i love you and thank you for putting up with things.

Tgif
OK I MAY NOT REMEMBER TYPING THIS TOMORROW BUT FOR THE MOMENT I AM SO FREAKING CRUNKED, YEAH THIS BITCH IS COMFORTABLY NUMB, HELLOOOO THIS IS FRIDAY NIGHT ISNT IT? HIT ME UP , RATE ME FAN ME AND MOST OF ALL LOVE ME FOR ME, BOT FOR WHO I'M NOT, i AM REAL I AM NOT A FAKE. LOVE ME FOR ME, NOT FOR WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE, I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR YOU ONLY FOR ME, SO SEE I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE ATM, SHEW SOMEONE TAKE MY KEYBOARD ALREADY *LOL* PARDON ANY AND ALL TYPOS

To Measure Love
To Measure Love I measure love in moments spent with you, dim candlelight, touch of your hand on mine, delightful kisses soft as morning dew, caresses tingling up and down my spine. I measure love when out of my dire need I reach for you in times of weariness. You always find the time to gently lead and walk beside me through my dark distress. I measure love not by the words you say, but by your soothing hand upon my head when I am sick; the kind and thoughtful way that you take charge and tuck the kids in bed. My dearest spouse, your loving acts convey by far much more than simple words could say.

Chapter 6 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno...
So now I guess you are wondering what all we talk about during this simple family game of Uno. Well there are lots that we talk about...For example, the next one we talked about was deep breaths. Now I'm sure you are pondering what the hell we were talking about when it comes to the words "deep breathes"... Honestly, I was laughing so hard to what we were all talking about, and being that I'm a smoker, it all caught up with me. It felt as if I was in the middle of a heart attack. I could not breathe to save my life.... what an oxymoron that is. Ha. I was also coughing so harsh that I had some nasty flem come up from the back of my throat...but I will leave on that note because there is a chapter on that as well... just keep reading and you'll see. Until next time, Ciao!

How Do I Feel I've Been Here Before?
Fucked four times last night, Or was it five? Told me to lay back, And you took a dive. You wanted to see my insides. Scars placed upon my body like trophies. Do you wanna know how i made these? Thinking of who you should have been. I could have them, But I don't know when. And as these drugs slowly fade away, We beg the alcohol to stay. Without medication I couldn't live today. And you couldn't live with me on your back. Pulling your dick . . . Cutting you slack. Stick your fingers inside my bliss I never meant to live like this, This time. But I'm falling in love with this selfless crime. You wanted to reach my insides. And besides, What difference Does a girl make with no existence? It resides. You push me down, Until your heart beat is found. Does getting your dick sucked Get you crowned? How about getting fucked? You think this is luck? I felt your commotion. I felt your Ocean Tides. You wanted to erase my insides.

Fantasies
I lay here alone with thoughts of you playing in my head, feeling all that we shared was a moment that will forever remain in time. Your gentle caress, the tenderness of your kiss. The passion that only lovers can express. Candles lit, our bodies becoming one, feeling the sweat glide across you and I.Glistening under the moonlight, The gods blessing our union if only for this one moment. Bodies united by our souls.I say you name so softly under my breath that only you can hear. Your breath against my face so warm as you release all the passion deep within.Two bodies as one, this romance has yet to begun. Deep within me, I feel you, learning, teaching, being all that is true. I think of you with a small smile, that when the days are lonely, I have this memory that has yet to be, the union of you and me. My fantasy of you.

Interested In Seeing Kenney Chesney In Vegas?!
Are you interested in seeing Kenney Chesney in Vegas? I've got 3 tickets that I'm selling on e-Bay right now. The show is this Friday, 5/4/07. Check it out: SEE KENNEY!! If you know of anyone going to Vegas let them know so they can check out the auction. Thanks!

"cake And Sodomy" (marilyn Manson)
I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck virgins sold in quantity, herded by heredity red-neck-burn-out-mid-west-mind, "who said date rape isn't kind?" porno-nation, evaluation what's this, "time for segregation" libido, libido fascination, too much oral defication white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy (I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck) vcr's and vasoline, tv-fucked by plastic queens cash in hand and dick on screen, who said god was ever clean? bible-belt 'round anglo-waste, putting sinners in their place yeah, right, great if you're so good explain the shit stains on your face white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy

Updates
okay im feeling better after my brief scare involving health issues for my friends, actual ppl i talk to not just on my friends list, if you play pogo, we can play together, im there all the time just let me know privately what your name is on there everything is running smoothly so far so i guess thats all for now thanks for reading

What You See In Me
I’m so lost from what I find, I keep it all hid, I can’t even count the times, I’ve come to regret what did, So scared to see the end, That I won’t let it begin, So lets just call it over, My heart can't take this again. Chorus: Won’t you step inside and shed some light, On this lonely heart of mine, Break these walls, help me crawl, Somewhere else in time, I’m so scared to show my face, for the fear of what you’ll see, I just don’t understand, What you say you see in me. I so scared that I’ll never find hope, So I keep it locked away, I’m so blind sometimes, I can’t hear a word you say, But every time I close my eyes, I see it all so clear, I open up my arms, So I can pull you near, I’m so afraid of nothing, That it has me shedding tears. I’m so afraid that the world might end, And I’ll be left with these fears, Chorus.

What's Your Rising Sign?
Your Rising Sign is Cancer You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security. And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice. Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good. But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be. You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family. For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust. What's Your Rising Sign?

Lesser Fool... January 2007
on hold. why is it when we love there are times more often than not that we feel life is like that, on hold? like some things are better saved til the right time comes up. perfect timing and waiting. im adept at waiting though things never turn up the way i want them to sometimes. at times the waiting paid off even if its years and years. but ive never mastered the art of perfect timing although sometimes i hit on it by mistake. mistakes. now theres a word im familiar with. earned my lot learned from some and still doing things over and over. how do u know when to wait and when to go for it? when you wait on one relationship and it doesnt work out u naturally assume if u go for it on the next one that maybe it will work. nah course not. ur the only constant in that equation therefore u ought to really figure out which would make the outcome you want. yet u really cant change what u are so most times u just keep repeating everything with disastrous results. im not one for conf

April 27-29~weekend
Friday~ went to the track n worked SAturday~went to the track n worked n there was a big ass fight after wards.N TO MAKE THIS CLEAR FOR EVERYONE WHO GOES TO THE TRACK N KNOWS MY COUSIN BRAD KRESS HE DID SO GET FUCKING BLACK FLAGED SO BEFORE U COME TO THE OFFICE N RUN UR FUCKING MOUTH ABOUT BRAD KNOW WHAT THE FUCK UR TALKIN ABOUT. Sunday~im gonna watch the race later

Disfigure
i couldn't just let it be, let it stay a beautiful thing. i had to fuck it up with thought. and now every time i look, it's become so ugly to me, so hideous i have to turn my head, pretend i never saw the burns, the incessant blisters, and all by my own doing. horrified, i'm sitting close to you. unknowingly turning the volume up on all of my tells. and how you stay so oblivious, i'll never understand. horrid excuse for poetry, horrid excuse for stolen glances.

George Does It Again!
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem s

Hola
hows it going out there.... ok i'm going through a pre mid life crisis and i feel lost not sure where i'm going or really where i've been all i want to know is why why are here why was i born why don't i get it why do i feel lost in this world why do i feel like i'm living by an eastern philosphy in a westernized world why what is my purpose and why can' i just be happy with the life i have...... arg....

Strip Poker
IT WAS A NIGHT,ALRIGHT,THE PARTY GOT STARTED LATE,BUT JUST THE SAME,THE POINT WAS TO GET PLASTERED AND HAVE FUN WHILE WE WERE AT IT,SO ME AND 3 FRIENDS,4 OF US IN ALL,2 GUYS TWO FEMALES,HEATHER 21,WHO IS A BEAUTIFUL BI-FEMALE,I DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS BI-SEXUAL TIL TONIGHT,BUT STILL I KNOW AND IT IS AWESOME,DARREN,29 WE WERE CELEBRATING HIS BIRTHDAY,AND ERNEST,29 HIS ROOM-MATE,WE HAD BLOODY MARYS,NOT MY FORTE BUT I MADE DO,AND STRAIGHT SHOTS OF VODKA,WE DECIDED TO GO TO THE BAR,BUT BEFORE WE LEFT MY FRIEND ERNEST WAS ALREADY DRUNK,HEATHER HAD MADE HIM A SCREWDRIVER WITH 5 SHOTS OF VODKA N IT,AND HE HAD A STRAIGHT SHOT OR TWO,FOR A PARTY FOWL SPILLING HIS DRINK,AND HAD A LITTLE BIT OF A BLOODY MARY,WHICH I FINISHED,SO WE LEFT AND WENT TO THE BAR,AND HEATHER HAD A DRINK CALLED A WATERMELON POP ROCK,AND I HAD A LONG ISLAND ICED TEA,BIG DRINK,AND ALREADY BUZZED,ERNEST HAD COFFEE TO TRY TO SOBER UP,I DON'T KNOW WHAT DARREN HAD,BUT WE WERE ALL FEELING IT,...THEN I PICKED UP A WOMAN OUTSIDE THE B

Walking A Mountain
"Feeling strangely fine" is a great song by SemiSonic. One of the best bands I've ever heard from a CD. They made me get in touch with that nature, relationship side of me. I always was that nerd in highschool who didn't care about love and all that sex shit. It was all nonsense cause girls were having babies and being all miserable 24/7. Plus the parents not being happy all the time. Who wants that bullshit. how ever, I've known myself to be one to get out. Never have I drank or smoked anything. I'm virgin to smoking..i've never been "drunk" I've known many who slip a slipper slope into alcoholism or drug use. Dated some along the way as well. Again me on a tangent. Today I walked around a mountain. For some boring shit; heaven for me. I'm pretty close to feeling what i should be feeling in life. My way. Sure there are many things missing in my life such as love, adoration, friendships, communication with my family... I still feel some voids. But my feeling

Everywhere I Go
You're everywhere I go And you're in everything I see And every song I hear I tend to think of you as well But, what can I say? You're beautiful Inside and out And no matter what You'll always be in my heart You see, I'll try to explain Nice and simple and plain The way you make me feel When you are near You're everywhere I go And you're in everything I see And every song I hear I sit there and cry You see, it's hard to explain This love I have for you I don't really know what to say Or even what to do I just know I want to be with you I know it won't be no easy feat But I'm up to the challenge For all that it's worth And I don't care how long it will take You're everywhere I go And you're in everything I see And every song I hear I'll think of you and begin to tear But, what c an I say? You're beautiful Inside and out And no matter what You'll always be in my heart

Some Goodies And A Request
(Repost) News & Observer Article (EXCELLENT Article!) http://www.newsobserver.com/105/story/569006.html Bucky, Rocky and the band onstage at the KTOM concert in Monterey http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoID=2025365161 If you haven't seen the pretty sight of Bucky's cd sitting atop the Country Billboard chart.. take a look http://billboard.com/bbcom/charts/chart_display.jsp?g=Albums&f=Top+Country+Albums Bucky's video will be in CMT Power Picks on 4/30, 5/2 and 5/4 starting at Noon EST http://www.cmt.com/shows/dyn/cmt_power_picks/series.jhtml If you haven't joined the UNofficial street team, we can always use more people. It is an email group but we try not to flood your inbox too bad. If you are interested... join up :) http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/Bucky_Covington_Street_Team/ Bucky's first single has finally hit top 20 on the Mediabase radio airchart. Now is the time we have to request HARD at all our local stations

Surrender
lay your head back lover, relax your troubled mind, let me fill your world with peace, leave the past behind. fill the night with pleasure, sweet, erotic bliss, movement of both places and time, suspended with a kiss. lift your hear to soar above, gaze into my eyes, the single sound to reach our ears, love's releasing sighs. entwined as one, a single cord, we'll surrender in the night, staying here forever, in the moon's cressing light.

A Poem Called: Me
A Poem called: Me Me © 8/25/1994 Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Did you see what I said about me? Warm and Wonderful.. Is that ME?!?!??!?!?! It's all come full circle... this little dance... come full circle, I have taken the chance. I have finally become a woman... Not because of being with a man.. Because I've come 'round full force, and saw who I am.... All grown up, and learning the nuances... with all the bumps and bruises... I am... I am still beautiful to me. Celebrate with all my internal forces... Know that I create all my own sunshine... and that the power belongs to me.. Creative consciousness... Lack of dissociation... I've done it!!! I belong to ME! Step on me... Beat me... I'll stand up... For I am a woman... I never give up. Down and depressed... angry.. and repressed... took me too long.. but, I am still here. All in one piece... and all of it, All of it is Me!

What Does Your Last Name Say About You?!
I think this is pretty damn close. Let me know what you think. K : You're wild and crazy R : Fuckin Crazy O: awesome kisser N : you really like to drink ALOT! E : Great in bed R : Fuckin Crazy A : you like to drink B : You like people C : You are really silly D : one in a million F : You are dead sexy E : Great in bed G : You never let people tell you what to do H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy L : Unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N : you really like to drink ALOT! O: awesome kisser P : You are popular with all types of people Q : You are a hypocrite R : Fuckin Crazy S : You're loyal to those you love T : Easy to fall in love with U : You are really silly V : You are not judgemental W : You are very broad minded X : You never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : Always ready Delete the other pe

My Three
This one was published in 1994 at my college. It was printed up in book called, "First Leaves". This book is published just once a year and has some awesome writing in it. I am very proud to be in the same book as such distinguished writers! When I wrote this my son was three years old. So, I dedicated it to him. But, the truth is that my daughter now, 24 years old, started the poem when she was three years old. They both chased their own butterflies, and each stirred similar feelings in me. She made more pillow forts than he did. They are both beautiful and deserving of all the love in the world. My Three (c) June 6, 1994/ Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Look at you, my son... watching that beautiful butterfly... chase it all around the yard, sit down and watch it land. On the flowers, the butterfly gets its sustenance... Its wings continue to beat in slow rhythm... It's always ready to move again. Look at it, my son, one of God’s many wonderful creatu

God Damocles!!
Please Christian friends don't take offense, this little poem was only written in fun. At age 33, I found my first gray hair! I didn't know I could get gray hair at age 33. I was in SHOCK, and poetry is how I handled most of my "emotional" traumas! Oh, the Vanity!!! It is all done in fun!!! It is good that Mother Nature gave me a gray hair first. It was not a year or so later, I found my first Whisker! My mother did not tell me that girls got whiskers!!! I went into life soooooo totally unprepared!! Quick!!! Don't LOOK!!! Get MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE the Tweeeezzzzerrrrsssssss!!! gOD DAMocles!! (or this is not a Whore's Hair) ©9/19/1995 Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Is it any wonder, that my sanity hangs by a mere thread; Or even dare I say, A simple, scary, GRAY hair! I am forced, again, to face my mortality, on yet another level. It's time tof ind a kind of humor that lets me laugh at this unsightly thing Dye MY hair, or be Au

I Know Whats Happening Now
Well yesterday something happened that I didnt think would.. I came to realize that I am better then all this shit that happens all the damn time... I am better than drug users girlfriend.. I am better than just being someone's FUCK I am better than just being told what to do I am the kinda person, the kinda girl that loves to take care of people.. I love knowing that someone is benefiting from something that I am doing for them.. But, I deserve more than I have now... I am ready to be me.. and not be someone else or meet someone else's expectations... I think I am a great person... I think I can be something to someone... I am capable of being there for someone 100% but there isnt anyone there (except a few people) who are there for me 100% and thats bull shit..

Fireworks And Freedom
Fireworks and Freedom Written by: Peggy A. Rowe-Miller ©July 4, 1994 Red, White and Blue.... Celebration of one nations glory. Hundreds of people all swarmed together. They watch explosions of colorful fury. As each explosion comes to its end, I watch the sparks float down again. Like little tiny fairies. I really wonder, about fireworks and freedom. Haven't they always gone hand in hand.... fireworks, and freedom? Look around! One woman stands in the masses, and looks away long enough to wonder. Look around at all the carefree children, and deep down inside she knows... that one out of six are being fucked by their fathers. This is what our fore-fathers fought for? So, great-grandchildren could live in fear? One woman stands alone in the masses, and looks away...at the eyes of her sisters. And she wondered to herself how many were living with the bruises. In the glow of a white explosion.. She saw a sister

Wtf Is Up With...
People who go 45 mph on the freeway? Speed limit is 55, everyone else is going 80, so step on the gas!!!! I live in the part of PA where drivers are considered the worst in the state! say there are 2 left turn lanes, and your on the outer turn lane. Everyday I get cut off by someone who is in the inside turn lane. Today there was a truck blocking the right lane on a major street, and I was first in line behind it. The bitch behind me decided to try and go around me but honked and flipped me off when I got in front of her. Uhm, excuse me, I was in front of you??? Then, she ends up turning into the bank thats a half block down. You were in a hurry to get half a block? Fuck you! What about the people you try to let onto the freeway? You slow down, flash your lights at them, honk at them, and they still won't go. Then, when you figure they're just gonna sit there, you speed up, and THEN they decide to jump in front of you??? What about the people on the on-ramps that cut you off to get ont

Monday 4/30/07
It was another pretty, but boring day today. I stayed inside in the air conditioning all day as it was 85F here and is still only down to 82. I did the usual chatting on Phreik.com in the Lobby and going to the Deaf and Hearing room with DJ Crackerjack here in a little while I think. Other than that I just listened to CrushFM all day. I'm not looking forward to this coming month, because of a law that will most likely be passed here in the states about royalty fees going up, which means CrushFM and other online radio stations will have to shut down if they aren't able to pay these fees anymore. This law comes into effect on the 15th, so alot of the dj's and listeners of Crush (and other radio stations I'm sure) are really down. There is a petition at savenetradio.org if anyone reading this is interested in signing this and helping us keep CrushFM open. Well, I think I will end this here for tonight. Have a good night everyone.

Photo Categories
Ok here is a small rant, funny, but still a rant. This is a list of photo categories you may see in some peoples pics sections, but you will NEVER see in mine: 1) "Pics ppl made for me" -> Mainly because I can do this myself 2) "NSFW" -> I take most of my pics and video clips AT work, so if it's not safe when I take it, I will loose my job ;) 3) "My Cat" -> I am so sick of seeing pics of cats in adorable positions. Yea they are cute and all, but when they throw up stuff they have eaten in weeks or hack up hairballs, not so cute anymore 4) "My CT Gang" -> Their pics are already up here, why post them again? 5) "My Boobs" -> Well because I don't have any ;) But if I did..... WATCH OUT!!! 6) "Funny Pics" -> Oh holy crap! I see enough of this crap come through my email as it is, I don't need to save it to yet another spot on the internet 7) and Last but not least "People I Hate" -> I mean my personal issues with people should be left at home and in my head. I

Part 5
Dollarbill stood quietly in the underground chamber. He stared nervously about the room, at the robed acolytes, so motionless they might be statues. A throne sat at the end of the hall, cloaked in shadows. Dollarbill was sure the seat had been empty when he had entered the room, but now, amongst the shadows, he saw that there was a figure there, a figure that rose and descended the steps. Yellow robes trailed behind him, something like a mix of Egyptian and Oriental. The man in the robes was so black that Dollarbill looked pale by comparison. When the man in the yellow robes spoke, there was a resonance to his voice that set Dollarbill’s teeth on edge. “Things are going as planned?” “Yes, sir. Archie is beginning to question his uncle’s motives, and to wonder why he has not been give more power in the organization.” “Very good. And, his rise to power?” “Imminent, sir. I have managed to arrange for him to take down a nearly billion dollar shipment. The other dons will have to take

From The Crow
I've lived a thousand lifetimes to Find a soul like yours. A soul so pure, a soul so brave. An angel who takes my breath away. I want to lie with you forever. I want to sheild you from all evil. Protect this love we found. Love me with your sprit. Promise we'll never part. We are the same as other lovers. We Are Forever

Tuesday 5/1/07
I did the same old thing as usual today, but haven't been chatting in the crush room much for the past two days because it's been so dead. I've been going to The Lobby with DJ Cracker and chatting with all the cool people in their and I'm really starting to like it. Other than that I've just been listening to music, playing in the mumms, and sent Tommy a birthday card for his birthday tomorrow. Well, I guess I'll end this here and go chat for a little bit longer and then go to bed. Have a great night all.

2 B Or Not 2 B
im a bit lost as i stare into the flame of my candle .... the glow helps me travel and imagine hope ..... a gentle winds tries to put it out but it flickers and fights back ..... im hopefull my bieng of self can carry on like that but feel as if my flame soon will b snuffed out .... a few carin friends bring me encouragement & i thank them 4 their efforts .... maybe someday i can find a HUGS 2 share and have a reason to be once more ..... meanwhile the companionship of my kitty and her cuddlin is my only available comfort

Thoughts From A Train...
sequestered in my own turmoil locked down by my own hand. i trust unconditionally, and take for granted others will do the same. i forgive and forget, let bygones be bygones. where is the return? do i somehow let it slip past, never to have known, if it was there to begin? i want to be me but i don't even know who me is. is my life such a chaotic place, that me is defined by a set of reactions to others? or is it a set of actions against? where do i find the answers? by searching my soul, or the souls of those around me? by sifting through the memories left to me, fragmented as those are? is the answer to who i am found in the things i want out of life, or the things i put into life?

Psalms 103
I got this from my friend cecil jacob PSALMS 103 VERSES1-4 VER.1 BLESS THE LORD,O MY SOUL,AND ALL THAT IS WITHIN ME BLESS HIS HOLYNAME VER.2 BLESS THE LORD,O MY SOUL AND FOR- -GET NOT ALL HIS BENEFITS; VER.3 WHO FORGIVETH ALL THINE INIQUITIES; WHO HEALETH ALL THY DISEASES; VER.4 WHO REDEEMETH THY LIFE FROM DESTRUCTION; WHO CROWNETH THEE WITH LOVING KINDNESS AND TENDER MERCIES we hear about the scripture in ISAIAH chapter 53 when it is said' WITH HIS STRIPES WE ARE HEALED, BUT , in the scripture ,above it gives you more depth, , of what you're healed of , can you imagine what all includes, EVERY DISEASE KNOWN TO MAN , and unknown , this is where you stand on GOD'S WORD AND BELIEVE , THAT YOU'RE HEALED, because it's right there in the WORD , so you can claim your healing , how strong is your faith , WHEN THE DOCTO'RS SAY THERE IS NO CURE , WHEN THEY TELL YOU , YOU SO MANY DAYS LEFT , when they say turn the machine off , , how stro

And The Winner Is
SwEeTnSeXyMaMa@ CherryTAP FOR A TROPHY HOW MUCH IS 5+4+3+6+7+5+7+8++4+++9+3 ONLY THE 1ST ONE TO ANSWER WINS..AND ANY WORNG ANSWERS WINS AN IMMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES AND DONT FORGET TO GUESS A LETTER FROM A0Z FOR A CHERRY IN THE OTHER BLOG...AND TONIGHT AT A SECRET TIME WILL BE A CONTEST FOR A ROLEX

I Am In The Movie" Eight Men Out"
Back in 1987 they filmed part of the movie "Eight men out" here because our Triple A baseball teams park was built in that era (around 1919). A friend of mine had been going every day and about 2 weeks into filming I had a day off so he asked if I wanted to go. We went and I got fitted in a suit from the time. We went into the park and sat down...within a few minutes the casting crew asked me if I wanted to be in a shot of the film. I said sure of course and they sat me down in the front area. They took a take and the director liked what he saw and had the wardrobe people come fix me up....they did the powder on my face and all that good stuff. We hung around the whole day and the casting crew kept asking me to come back so I decided to take a weeks vacation and spent the week at the filming. They set me up with a weeks worth of clothing and a few days into me being there they asked me if I wanted to try out for a speaking part and that it paid more than the 25.00 a day th

True Friendship
Care is the main ingredient that keeps true friendships alive despite separation, distance and time. Care sustains love. Since I can't see you, let my care be with you, friend! Keep me as a friend and I will keep you in my heart and lock it up. I'll throw away the key so that no one can take you away from me. If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them; I'd be at the bottom to catch them. The worst part of life is missing a friend ! And you know what is The best part of life-it is having a friend worth missing! D importance of a frnd in our lives is like d importance of our hrtbeats! Though they r nt visible,they silently lend u d gift called LIFE.. Door of memories will never close,How much v miss our frnds no one knows, Days will pass like years,And we'll remember the memories in silent tears A moment of joy spent under a willow,.. the tear of eye that wets ur pillow,.. Sometimes pain n Sometimes pleasure, When given by Frenz, both r

Poetry
Blinding Brilliance Hot, Blistering Mind electric Earth moves beneath Wide eyed pushing, gasping for breath sweat running, body afire slow walk fast ahead pace quickens until Thralling passion arives Explosion Pleasure White washed in waves and ripples The pounding of the drum as hearts rush STOP silent breath, hot and moist now, nothing, soaked within lay in stillness Earth devourers joys remains

!!!!!the Chamber Of Blue Flames!!!!!
(This is blog I copying and pasting from my xanga journal and I have it copyright protected, so even though ou can copy and paste I would nto suggest it, since all my writign word for word is protected, and yeah i may have few tpos but it happens) Wednesday, May 02, 2007 !!!!!The Chamber of Blue Flames!!!!! current mood: (bummed) and a mixture of not depression but a feeling as to you feel you are no existant in the world anymore. Hey everyone, I have not been in here in coupl days, lately just have not been myself. I have honestly had alot on the mind lately. I question existances so many times, like for example why the hell am I here in this stupid time dimension, I do not fit in this world. With the crap that happens to me in this life time I feel this journal is the only hing that will help to comfort me, and help me feel someone sane(not sure on typing) or not. I mean I have already lost so much in this stupid life not even funny, I mean we make friends here and th

George Carlin Live In 2 Days!
Hellz ya Friday May 4th, ONLY 2 FUCKIN DAYS AWAY ILL BE SITTING IN MY FRONT ROW BALCONY SEAT WITH A NICE COLD BEER ENJOYING MY FAVORITE COMEDIAN AND IDOL GEORGE CARLIN LIVE! not an event to miss!

About To Pop!
Woohoo!!!! The doctor said that I could have this baby anyday now and I am sooo excited! I finally get to meet my little girl! I am tired of being pregnant and glad that this is going to be my last one! No more babies for me!

Beloved
I feel so happy When you're next to me, staring Deep into my eyes You listen to Me, even if I say stupid Things, and accept Me for who I am I want to look Away, shift my Gaze, I'm not used To guys like you That give me respect I never knew someone That acts like you Listening, speaking, Each smile, each touch I grow silent By each passing day, I fall in love again You listen to Me, even if I say stupid Things, and accept Me for who I am

The Ancient Right
I was there! The smell of the incense floating through the warm summer air. I could hear the chanting. I am Home. A long time ago I was for someone. I am home. I close my eyes and the warmth builds. It is in my DNA, from a millenia ago. I feel it build. I am supposed to be more than I am, More than I can think or dream of being. I am a seller, a seducer, a fullfiller of needs. You think you know what they are? What I am suppost to be? But my destiny is greater, greater than now, greater than any one lifetime, greater than my flesh, but that is where it starts. I was born for a single moment of giving. I was created for the entity, the energy, and it transfers to my flesh so I feel no pain. Anguish is not it's motive, it's wants. Flesh is only female and male energy, that is all, no cohesion, no singular being, no oneness. It is all and I was created from it, for it. I felt it grow inside me that day. I smelled the blessed cinders, and felt the blessed oils pressed upon my skin. I felt

We Miss You
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see so

Next Contest For A Platinum Cherry
all pimpin gifts paid this happy hour coming up contest are going to run oout my stash from now on..so your able to rate them...remember to win you must give thumbs up before or as soon as u answer

Learn The Language Or Get The Fuck Out
Why is it when I go to the DMV to renew my license or call a government office for information I am bombarded with different menus asking me what language I want? I am getting tired of paying my hard earned money in taxes and having it go towards new menus which will benefit those who come to my land illegally, have no intentions of learning the native language nor the customs and still expect to get by in America. I say it is time we stop babying them and start kicking them in the ass. It is time our land be returned to the men and women who rightfully fought and died for it. We need to start by kicking those who come here illegally out and make it mandatory for people in this country to learn English and speak it. We need to cut all aid to countries who do nothing for us and we need to put a stop to the no child left behind acts passed. These laws were passed in order for the foreign non English speaking people could have a chance. I say if you don’t speak English don’t come t

Quote For May 3
I doubt, therefore I think, therefore I am -- René Descartes Bonus Quote: There's nothing inherently dirty about sex, but if you try real hard and use your imagination you can overcome that. -- Lewis Grizzard This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

The National Day Of Prayer
I was watching "Good Morning America" this morning, when they said that today is the National Day of Prayer.Now, we all know that the Supreme Court has decided in favor of the Separation of Church and State many, many times. This is yet another attempt for theists to get their foot in the door of breaking down the wall.Yet, never let it be said that I can't join in on the festivities. Even though I do not believe in god, satan, etc., I wanted to show willing.I looked for a prayer that I had seen a while back, calling for the destruction of the false nazarene and calling his mother all sorts of filthy names, but for some reason I can't seem to find it.Instead, I offer the following, which I found at the Satanism Archive:BLACK MASS INTONATION from Huysmans' "La Bas"Master of Slanders, Dispenser of the benefits of crime, Administrator of sumptuous sins and great vices, Satan, thee we adore, reasonable God, just God!Superadmirable legate of false trances, thou receivest our beseeching te

For 1000 Dollar Gift Certificate
u good 4 1 gift value 1000 dollars or less who was the 18 president all gifts sent to u or person of your chcoice anonymously..if u give ur gift awaya plz have the link of the person handyy.

For A 1000 Dollar Gift Certificate Good For 1 Gift Value 1000 Or Less
sent to you or person of your choice anonymously..no vic gifts...no nneed to tll them where u got the gift from..unless u tell them u won it for them at the carnivalllll....if my last blog didnt go thru....who was the 23rd president..if a blog about a president came up already disreguard this one..but i dont know i fit qwent thru

Puppy Size
This is one of the neatest stories I've ever heard. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! "Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mot

One Day I Met A Man By Dottie Allen
One Day I Met a Man By Dottie Allen One day I met a man, just home form the war. He was so full of pain, my heart just tore. He carried his burdens like they were wrapped in a sack, and stumbled around like they were tied to his back. I asked him why he didn't set them aside, He said, "I fought for you and I did it with pride." But I wasn't there, so how would I know the pain he went though Unless he told me so. . . he said, Pain can be like a light that's so bright, like a bomb exploding deep in the night. Pain can be a heart breaking sight, like a best friend dying in terror and fright. Pain can be strong; it can make you feel weak. Stumbling, gumbling, shelter you seek. It can take your breath away! It can take you to your knees! I begged him to stop. Please, Mister, please. If you want to go on down life's winding road, you have to find a way to lighten your load. In honor of them, let go of the pain, so the life they gave wasn't given in vain.

Fantasy Story
fantasy story - domonique in SD It was a rainy night, and I was home all alone. It was kind of scary, but I decided to take a shower. I undressed myself quickly, slowly running my fingers over my pink nipples, giggling and moaning to myself playfully. Pulling the shower curtain shut, I turned on the water, which was spraying all over my clammy skin. Putting my fingers on my vagina, I rubbed it and washed it. Tonight I felt like a bad girl. I was so glad I had bought that dildo. Mmmm, that big dildo is waiting for me on my bed. After my shower, I excitedly skipped over to my bed and dropped my towel. Lying back, I fantasized this to get me wet: A big, buff guy is running his hands over my thighs. I beg for his big, swollen fingers to be in my tight little pussy. He obediently slides them in, pressing his thumb against my clit hard. Moaning with ecstasy, he presses harder and pounds his fingers in ... By now, I'm starting to masturbate. Thinking of that same guy, shoving his

Don't Dial Any Of Those Area Codes You'll See In This Post
Just seen right now.. Pass this on.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A good friend sent me this in EMAIL AREA CODE We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc. In each case, you are told to ca

What Will You Be??
Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes…… And in five hundred twenty-five thousand moments so dear… Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes how do you measure- measure a year????? In daylights????, in sunsets in midnights,???? In five hundred twenty five thousand six hundreds minutes how do you measure life?? in cups of coffee???? in inches???, in miles in laughter???, in strife??? In five hundred twenty - five thousand six hundred minutes …. If you puff in color ,,,,….. what will you be?? Red?? green ?? pink…… Rainbow???/ or Gray??/ In five hundred twenty five twenty five thousand six hundred minutes Puff in color.. puff..color…color…puffffffffff…….colloorrrr.. What will you be??? In five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear>>)

First Letter Of My Name Is C
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

My New Lounge..
I Just Made A New Lounge..The Fuk It All Lounge..The Basic Thing About It Is..I Just Wanted 2 Give People A Place To Vent Their Anger And Dislikes About Different Things..So Come On By & Complain All Ya Want.. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7245

For Earings Paid During Happy Hour
Question: You are baking a cake and only have two measuring cups. One measures 1 cup and the other measures 3 cups. If you need 5 cups of flour, how could you use your cups to get exactly 5 cups?

For A Romantic Vacation Sent Anonynously To The Person Of Your Choice.
Five mice — Mindy, Marty, Muriel, Mabel, and Mike — were nibbling the cheese on the kitchen table, but Whiskers the cat chased them back into their hole. Muriel Mouse made it back third, and Mike Mouse was fourth. Mabel Mouse was after Mike, and Marty Mouse was not second. Which mouse was first, and which was last?

Life Without Me
I've been contemplating my life the last 24 hours. Do I keep on goin in my life trying to make others happy and helping others? or do I sell everything i own and just take off to who knows where? I was wondering if everybodies lives would be better without me in it. One of my buddy's kids told me today that i'm not REALLY part of the family even though ive known her her entire life. Hell ive ive known and been good friends of the family for 8 years now and the lil girl (Mikeala) is 7. Sometimes i feel this world would be better without me.

Forlorn - Taliesin
Tell me the word that will win you and I will speak it. I will speak the stars of the heaven into a crown for your head. I will speak the flowers of the field into a cloak. I will speak the racing stream into a melody for your ears and the voices of a thousand larks will sing it. I will speak the softness of the night for your bed and the warmth of summer for your coverlet. I will speak the brightness of the flame to light your way and the luster of gold to shine in your smile. I will speak until the hardness in you melts away and your heart is free once more.

And The Winner Is
target=_blank>not_the_doctor79@ CherryTAP thats why u never give upits becauseimwhite..was clearly going to win but got blocked...so u see u got to play till the end..if not the doctor wouldve quit ....well u get the picture..next contest 3 minutes

Eyes
Eyes of fire, Eyes of stone, Eyes that seem like they are always alone. Eyes that hate, Eyes that love, Eyes the seem like they are from above. Eyes that smile, Eyes that frown, Eyes that seem like they are always down. Eyes that see, Eyes that don’t, Eyes that seem like they are always a float.

Chapstick
An old cowhand came riding into town on a hot, dry, dusty day. The local sheriff watched from his chair in front of the saloon as the cowboy wearily dismounted and tied his horse to the rail. The cowboy then moved slowly to the back of his horse, lifted its tail, and placed a big kiss where the sun don't shine. He dropped the horse's tail, stepped up on the walk and aimed toward the swinging doors of the saloon. "Hold on there, Mister," said the sheriff. "Did I just see what I think I saw?" "Reckon you did, Sheriff. I got me some powerful chapped lips." "And that cures them?" the Sheriff asked. "Nope, but it keeps me from lick'en 'em."

Birthdate And Love
Birthdate and Love table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> Your Birthdate: November 29 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

The Things Kids Say !!!!!!
Kids are the greatest thing on this earth!Sometimes they do and say things that catch us so totally off guard.two things that happened this week that is absolutlt priceless.On Tuesday was 5 yr old neice was at t-ball practice she plays outfield,shes also a primpy,girly-girly,but this child also is very outspoken and says and does anything,while standing outfield waiting for the ball to be hit to she,she wellto put it very bluntly farted and very loud the parents and everyone in the stands heard this.I thought my sister would die,the absolute only thing that could or would come out of her mouth was,I'M SO PROUD OF MY TALENTD DAUGHTER.everyone burst into laughter,it was certainly a momment no parent would forget.Last night my Daughter-in-law was getting my 5 yr old grandson ready for bed every now and then he has accidents in the bed so he wears pullups,yesterday she bought a different kind then he usually wears.She put one of these on him and they were huge on him.He looked at at this h

Do You Know What Sucks????
Well you might as well face the music!! Do you really know what sucks??? It the fact that you are getting lodder by every passing day, mins,weeks ,hour and year. How do you avoid not know that??? You don't !! It is a reminder to you when you look in the reflection glass, when you go to get up out of bed, When your teeth start to fall out no matter how heard you take care of them, Then its your hair turning gray,or the fact that it is falling out each time you comb or brush it, then theres the wondering stage.Where at times your mind goes off to a different place in time.Then theres the wrinkles, bags under your eyes,and then you start to slow down in the things that you used to do. But you know what that should not stop you from just liveing your life to the fullest from day to day.Be happy that you are still here with the liveing.Enjoy the friends and family. Go places, see things you've never sceem before. You don't have to have a lot of money. just look around you there places in yo

Whisper Softly
how do i say i love you? how do i tell you i care? how do i tell you i've missed you, and let you know i'm here? how do i tell you my feelings, when i'm longing for your touch? how can i make it without you, when i love you, way too much? how do i kiss you softly, and hope that it's returned? how do i tell you that always, the fire for you has burned? how can i draw you closer, when the passion reaches my eyes? how do I let you know, for your touch, my body cries? how can i tell you these things? do i whisper them into your ear? how do i tell you i need you, and that i'll be forever near? i think i'll whisper them softly and hope that you can see how very much i love you, and hope that you love me.

The 1 Day Blast Contest
sometime during the contests tonight starting 5pst.. i will announce that the blast contest is on..1st person to the sponosrs page to drop 20 comments wins........im going to take a nap..plz tell your friends..so we can have some fun.......ps pleas send the sponosr a gift with a note saying u appreciate the blast as the prize...cause me and rv go back..and i happen to know that rvyellow will sponsor another one..so go show some love add fan rate and send the message of appreciation also we have a few pimpin gifts that will be given out

Bullshit On The Walls
Some come here to shit and stink, Others come here to sit and think, But I come here to rest my balls and write this bullshit on the walls And those who read these words of wit find themselves in this cyber pit drawn to this graffitti stall masturbating with utmost gall and so they knock knock they do you have to flush and leave this zoo.

My Six Dogs
I have six of the most wonderful dogs that a woman could have. The first dog that I got was a cream colored Tibitian Spanial. He's short and when he's not bathed and groomed he's fuzzy. Toby is about 4 years old. I got him from the animal shelter in Cookeville, TN. He has been neutered and he's a clown at times. When I first brought him home my husband Stan got down on the floor and looked him in the eyes and told him that he was a cocker spanial wanna be. Little did we know at the time what his true identy was. He slept in our room on the floor next to my side of the bed. If there was a basket of clean clothes there he would turn the basket over and dig out some of MY clothes and sleep on them. He has taken over my recliner and now that's where he sleeps. My other dog is a Sheltie and probably Jack Russell mix. She jumps straight up in the air when she barks so I am sure that is a trait of the Jack Russell's. Her name is Precious and she was given to us by one of the wives of the chu

The Real Reason We Get Sick!
There are only 2 reasons we get sick. 1. We "catch" something from a germ. 2. We develop something. We are exposed to germs daily but we do not always succumb to them. So the real question is " Is there something we are doing that is causing us to get sick?" We are exposed to toxins on a daily basis.Toxins are in the air that we breathe. We put toxins on our skin. We ingest toxins on a daily basis. The #1 reason that we get sick is because of the Prescription Drugs and Non Prescription drugs that we take. These drugs are literally toxic poisons! Don't believe me? Take 30 of ANY drug that you have in your house and see what happens! Each drug has major side effects. Each time you take a prescription or non-prescription drug it kills the bad bacteria but also kills the good cells as well which triggers another set of symptoms to occur somewhere down the road. The FDA knows this & so does the FTC. So does the Pharmaceutical companies. For example Vioxx was a painkiller that was app

Best Radio Station Ever In Danger
The best radio station ever is in danger of being shut down. They are short of donations so if they dont start getting donations soon they will have to shut down. So, im having a sale. Every dime that i make from my crafts go straight to this website to keep them up and running. The owner DJ Melody is a great friend of mine. She is an amazing dj. Its always been her dream to have her own station and its not even a year old yet. So please dont crush Melodys dreams. Help me keep it going. Every dime goes straight to her to keep her dream alive. So order my crafts and help melody keep her station and her dream alive. http://www.darkroseradio.com/

Poem
I look happy don’t I Well, these smiles, their all lies I’ve been putting on a brave face so you don’t see All the pain that is inside of me So I tell everyone that I’m over you And that I’m glad were through Then I start reminiscing about you and I That’s when I uncontrollably cry The tears sting but your words are a knife Cutting deep into every part of my life Just when I begin to think that I’m healing Someone mentions your name and I get those old feelings I still don’t know how you got so close to me But no matter how much time passes you will always hold the key To my heart and soul, everything I felt was true And I still don’t know if I meant as much to you Life will go on and I will every so often cast A quick glance back to my distant past It was a season in our lives and with every season we grow To me you were like the beautiful colors of the rainbow Brightening my day after a rainy day, giving me happiness Unfa

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Forever
why must words hurt when you say the wrong things, nobody really knows the pains they bring, meet a young lady and i gave her my ring, she didnt know all the joy she brings , i sit here and look at our child, she had a way about her that was wild, and her temper was always so mild, feeling the way i feel i am like a child, oh i wish she was still here , i go through life with so much fear , my little girl is such a dear, thinking this way i see a tear , sometimes i just cant take anymore, then i awake and i open the door, to her bedroom and i just adore , watching her sleep and the ways she snores, why did god take my angel away, even though i kneel and i pray , try to do it everyday , oh i wish she could have stayed, a bond that tied me i always thought never, i took a vow and said forever , sometimes the things she said were so clever, but now she is gone and its forever.

Parents Who Drugged Us
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, 'Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?' I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and fl ower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was d

The Marine's Father
AN INSPIRATIONAL MOMENT - The Marine's Father A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of

Working
So I'm at work and bored out of my mind so I figure I'll post a blog to try and alleiviate my boredom. . . .Of course I would choose to do this when I have absolutely nothing to say that I can say. . . I just sneezed that was exciting. Also its quite chilly in my office for no good reason since it is just the right temp outside. Life is hard and I am bored. Much Love Liz

When I Am Ever Going To Give Up
ANYONE KNOW A ANGELA WAGNER? ADOPTED OUT IN OHIO IN 1999. We were young this I know. But till the day I die I will search for you. you know me and I know you. That makes things alittle eaiser. I will not stop and I will pause one mintue till you are found once again. You are my sister, you were my friend. The took you away in just one night, but I will contuine this fight. I wrote them you know in 2004 when you turn 18. They sayed the papers have been closed and I will have to wait till you turn 21. The time is comeing it almost here! But I wont wait, I still search every site, every school in a 25 mile radius I will find you. I hope you except my apology, and once again be apart of my life. I love yo my little sister ANGELA WAGNER!

Monday 5/7/07
Not much to write about again tonight, just doing the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM. I was hoping to have this written earlier, but I ended up fighting with my computer to check and see if it needed any updates, and needless to say the computer won lol, and I still can't tell if I need to update anything or not lmao. I found out from someone in the mumms that today was Nurses Day which I thought was pretty cool since my mom is about to graduate from nursing school later this month. Thankyou to all the nurses here on CT and anywhere else, you are really appreciated. Well, on that note, I think I am going to end this here and go listen to crush and chat a bit more then go to bed. Have a great night all.

Hmmmmm....::))
JUST GOTTA SAY TO ALL U CT'S OUT THERE ...HOPE EVERYONE HAS A AMAZING WEEK....AND THX TO EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO RATED ..FAN...ADDED ...ME.....AND FOR THOSE OF U WHO HAVE BEEN REAL.....THX FOR KEEPIN IT THAT WAY....LIKE THEY SAY....AINT NUTHIN LIKE THE REAL THANG BABEEEEEEEEEEEEE........::)) LUV...::)) T ... FEEL FREE TA LEAVE ME A COMMENT...OR 2...LOL

Why Does It Have To Be This Way
I had recently met someone and they captivated my heart and soul. I have this feelin I am not gettin the whole story. Most of you the have done this will understand, He has gotten under my skin and I can't seem to get him out. Kinda like a blood clot. You somethin is wrong but you know there is nothin you can do about it. Yes I am bi-polar and yes I am a cutter for all those who dont understand dont try and dont worry about it. For those who do understand you all know what I mean. I haven't done it know for aabout a year but shit has gone sour again. I dont know what to do! If anyone has suggestions Please help. In need of some friendlt advise not a lecture so dont start that bullshit. I seriously dont know what to do! I know what I want to do !!! For my family members on here and D.A.G. Member HELP Please. Dyin Inside

Helpful Health Tips
Subject: :Helpful health tips Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, t

Hero?
ok so now i'm a hero?... today at work i rescued a girl whom had just given blood from passing out in her school lunch room... i recognized the tell tell signs and sat her down with her legs and arms tight to the table.. i then went back to the blood drive and got the wheel chair to takie her back to the recovery area... upon re-entering the lunch room... for my own lunch break i was approached by a teacher... "thanks for being a hero today..." i did feel a bit of pride... but then i thought of my lil cousin who at 22 is a war veteran of iraq... i thought of my mom when the house got shot up... i thought of firemen who runs into the burning building... these people are already defined as heros to me... so to that teacher..(joe) thank you.. but i must decline the title...

You Know Your From Pittsburgh When.....
You Know You're From Pittsburgh When... "Hey Yinz Guyz" is your traditional greeting. You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius. You know the location of the following towns, know someone from them and have spent time there: Monongahela, Altoona, Bethlehem, Ligonier, Harmony, and Wilmerding. You've memorized lines from the movie "Flashdance". If you're a guy, your biggest fear is seeing your best friend drive into the "fruit loop". You're second biggest fear is seeing him drive out with Kordel Stewart. If you're a girl, you're biggest fear is getting hit on by a hairy-chested man, heavily weighted in gold chains, who refers to his friends as "junior" at Chauncey's. Your latest cultural experience: On your way to partying at Slippery Rock University, having to stop your car to let the Amish buggy cross the street. As your out-of-town friends brag about their latest trips to Europe, you think to yourself, "Polish Hill will suffice." Yo

She Finally Sleeps
As he lies sleeping, she runs her hands across his magnificent form. Her fingertips soft and gentle upon his passion dampened skin. She marvels at every muscle, every curve, every contour. Touching him, feeling him, embracing him as if for the first time. They have become united as one... living, breathing, surviving together. Side by side they will face each battle, each challenge, unafraid. His strength will carry her through, and her love will keep him strong. She stretches her body out next to his, truly content to be in his arms. And, entwining her fingers in his, her head upon his shoulder, she finally sleeps. Michelle Lewis......04/12/2007

Voices
"attack then now" "punch them hard" "hurt them bad, why not kill" these are the voices voices in my head the words they speak each and every day i can not control what is being said inside inside my head the voices now i can hear them clear they are cery load and very mad they know how i feel and they dont like it they know how im treated and they hate it they try to control me and do as they please but i dont let them for as long as i can but they are strong stronger then me they control me make me attack with all the anger that i have they make me feel very good, hurting those who i hate they tare them apart mentaily and physical i know what hurts them i expose it for all to know these voices tell me they tel me how and it always works they are sick which i like they make me protect myself and those i care for i will be lost when i lose these volient voices they are me and who i am when they leave, a part of me shall die for like i

Random Little Blurts
tears of blood streak my face for i have fallen far from grace darkness seeks what it can find shadows and darkness obscure my mind wolf and snake hunt for what darkens my already broken heart footsteps fall with a steady pace..... sorry... just had to get the randomness out....

Your In My Friends List, I Wanna Know You...
I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elev

Contests Tonight From 5pst-630-pst
we will do it like this now....if you win a contest..you contact the sponsor..via shoutbox..and tell them u are the winner.....send all gift list after the last competition at 6:30...dont send the list as soon as u win...cause u will miss the next contest wich might be a better gift...if you win 2 contest from the same sponsor u can consolidate the money for a better gift..all gifts sent anonymously to you or the person of your choice...tomorow is blueeyes birthday..so i will post a blog tonight at 12 am est...and again during the contests tomorow....official bitch will sponsor 10.000 dollars in gifts and a motor cycle paid during a happy hour...all pimpin gifts paid during hh reguardless of the wait i hope we have alot of people tonight ...and tell a friend..to be on the lookout for the blog

I Think Of You
every day every night every hour every minute every second i cannot stop thinking of you you have corupted my mind heart and soul your face haunts my thoghts during the day and all of my dreams at night my works falls behind when i think of you my house work is neglected when i'm thinking of you which is all the time i can't get you off my mind after you have corupted my mind heart and soul... forever...

Odd Confessions To An Ex....
chaotic thoughts fill my head empty soul is inside broken tattered remanents of what i once was you tore me apart for your own pleasure and leave me wandering if it was worth it i left all that i could have been just for your smile and the softest of caresses you foolish woman why did you have to break my heart when they told me you were dead to think that i would never see that crooked smile or that knowing glint in your eyes when i came home from work so drunk i could barely walk straight i hated what my work had made me... hated what you made me.... your perfect slave... the perfect pet.... the perfect submissive... but know that you are gone i have made myself strong.. in order to live without you... only to find you were still alive... only dying inside from missing me.... but yet the news that you bring to me only makes my heart hurt more... to regain you only to loose you again to such a horid thing....