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Cheating Final Part
If that's how you want it That's how it will be. But don't hesitate to call If you ever need anything from me. Why did you have to hurt me? You brought her to our bed. What the hell is wrong with you. What's going through your head? I don't know what's wrong with me But I won't waste anymore of your time. I guess I'm not deserving of your love You deserve better, when you find him you'll be fine. I cant believe you'd do this, just simply throw us away. Was she worth all of this? Worth the price you pay? No she wasn't worth it But there's nothing I can do. Whatever happens from here on out Is totally up to you. Do my tears mean nothing? Cant you see that I'm in pain? How can you make this up to me? I know you've gone insane. I don't know how I'm not sure that I can. But if you think of anything then that will be my plan. You want to stay with me, after all you put me through? Then you will cater my every whim, whatever I ask of you. If tha

Letter From Kung Fu Teacher
Hey Kenny, If it wasn't for the fact that my sister is nuts (seriously-she suffers from severe psychosis) and my cousin Bruce is doing drugs and I have to spend time with him, I would invite yuo to stay with me.Hey, maybe you can ride down to NCarolina and hang with Brian and train. I will be stopping by in Charlotte on the way there and on the way back. One of the things in that beliefnet thing is to STAY AWAY FROM TOXIC PEOPLE, so this is not only referring to my sister and cousin , but Gene, who is suffering from severe depression as well. Sure, misery loves company, but not in this case. Look, I know I am not telling you anything you haven't heard, but I think what you did was "noble" and romantic. You made a sacrifice for love. But, in my opinion,that song fell upon deaf ears-you wasted it on the wrong girl. Kenny, you will make some girl a great boyfriend,lover,husband-whatever. There aren't many guys who still feel that true romance, clairol commercial type love stories ex

Happiness :)
Weeee! Got my doctor's appointment today... everything is good! Heart rate was good and the baby kicked at the doppler! hehe. It was a really short appointment which is cool. I had a list of stuff that I wanted to bring up and I'm glad I didn't freak out when each thing happened- since it's all normal. My blood pressure was lower then it had been in the past, which is good. It's also suprising since I was so pissed off earlier. It was to the point that I was shaking. Gladly though I did calm down and I'm definately going to think things through before I decide how I'm going to handle this. I don't want to barrel into something with out thinking it through and understand exactly what I want to say. Anyways, I found out my ultrasound is going to be at my next appointment (January 17 for those curious.) I hope this next month goes as fast as this last one has.. I can't wait! *giggles* XOXO

Boobies -vs- Willies
family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father, surprised, answers, 'Well, son, a woman goes through three phases. In her 20s, a woman's boobs are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. 50, they are like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, 'Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases also. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes --- dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration

The Deal
You can speak your mind and I may listen to you. Then again I don’t follow in all what I’m told to do. I’m a guy that’s been far to long on the edge. I’ve been known to fall from the ledge. If I’m not happy I’ll go and find my way free. I no longer pretend and not be the real me. I’ll say it how it is and not hold back. It’s sad but I have been known to have love lack. I believe in things that some don’t feel the same. But it don’t matter for I rule this game. It’s my life and I’ll follow in what path I choose to pay. I move forward and unless I have to I don’t walk away. Through so much pain I had happen to me. There’s so much I still don’t let others see. I have walls that don’t come down for many out there. But if they do well then you see how much I care. You’ll realize that letting you in my life is a risk. Cause like the wind you can end up away in a whisk. My heart is like the sky it’s at times blue and grey. I can be happy and be crying for hours another day.

Do We Exist
do we exist beyond this? when the words are gone and the screen is dark can there be an us in webspace? or does life go on untouched unchanged by words we speak or dreams we share? are they in your thoughts when the keyboard is cold ? or do you fold them up and tuck them away until the next time you meet processed and pixilated the emotions we feel are they part fiber optics? your body engorged each keystroke gives more binary code but not binding can it exist outside the certainty you create together? or is it simply a by-product of a silicon world? This thing that we feel Is it really that real but emotions can be flimsy as paper and love and lust can end with an off switch

Him-wicked Game
"Wicked Game" World was on fire, no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) ..with you (this world is only gonna break your heart) What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) No, I wanna fall in love (this world is only gonna break your heart) ..with you World was on fire, no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No, and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody li

Important Drinking Rules!!!
86 Rules to Drink by. . . . 1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour. 2. Always toast before doing a shot. 3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast. 4. Change your toast at least once a month. 5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake. 6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb. 7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night. 8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails. 9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile. 10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink. 11. Unacceptable things to say after doing a shot: Great, now I'm going to get drunk. I hate shots. It's comi

My Adventure On The Greyhound Bus (wtf?!?!)
It was 3:46 in the morning last Friday at the Greyhound bus station in Sacramento, Ca. I had discovered that my bus was full and I had to catch the next one out at 9 a.m. (I try to remind myself why I didn't just drive) but then I remembered: Snow....Truckee.....a Fucktrillion dollars in fuel and a bunch of raging idiots on the road. I wanted to arrive alive. Ahhh yes. That was it. Do you have any idea what caliber of people generally ride the Greyhound?? Ah geez....I definitely was not one of those people..but no one knew it. They decided to do a search and siezure on customers. "Oh SHIT!" I thought, as I scurried to the bathroom. I had no less than 4 knives on my person. 2 were personal and 2 were gifts for the impending Christmas approaching. I went into a stall, quickly stuck the Gerber in my box of pads in my bag, buried the bowie into the recesses of my clothing and shoes that weighed at least 55 lbs. The RoboPower(tm)went into my right sock under the sole of my feet (It

A Feeling
A feeling so deep,a feeling so pure A feeling of comfort,feeling secure Feeling special,a feeling of goodness A feeling of care,a feeling of trueness So close so near so much love we share A feeling of emptiness if you weren't here Do not ever want to let this feeling i feel go Let this be something i'll forever know What would i feel without you Like i'm in a dark place all lonely In a cold cold room, with no one to hold me But while i'm with you I feel like i'm in paradise Your everything i want I never want to leave this place I'm not goin even front You make me feel good with all that you do I feel LOVED when i'm with you.

Final Good Bye
Well This Is My Final GoodBye To My Friends OF Fubar I HAVE HAD MANY GREAT FRIENDS Here And I Will Miss You All But For Those of you who would like to stay in contact with me please send me a private message or shout and i will be happy to give u my yahoo screen name

Sevendust-live Again
Feeling Nothing Lonely Empty You try to walk away but you fall You cannot understand what's this for In this world I see it more The pain you feel that I ignore You see my face and then you see nothin' Confused. you turn and live on I turn my face You're staring back again Look at yourself and live again Can't see me. you feel me Want me. you'll find me I'll be your everything Will you call You'll need more & more When you fall In this world I see it more The pain you feel that I ignore You see my face and then you see nothing Confused. you turn and live on I turn my face You're staring back again Look at yourself and live again How many times have you looked At yourself & felt mistreated How does it feel to know that This life of yours is real All of your life you've been led To believe your nothin' So look at yourself and start to live again You see my face and then you see nothing Confused you turn and live on I turn my face You're

Valley Of Darkness
I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Can someone shine a light I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Can anyone help me get through I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Is there no end to this valley I walk through I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley of pain Things seem so dead so sad my days are empty and dark I walk through this valley of darkness I walk through this valley od pain You are my light without you my days are dark filled with pain and sorrow

The Outside In
Looking at myself from the outside in. So strange see what others see, yet not seeing what they do at all. For I see things with my soul rather than my eyes. Wondering if others see even a small piece of what I am. And yet hopeing that they don't. So afraid to let myself shine through, afraid of what it mite mean. Thoughts scramble through my mind, faster and faster, ti the voice is just a passing noise and I don't hear it at all. When the noise finally stops, is when you can truly stand outside the fire and gaze in. And see youself for who you really are.

Re: Karl Rove Worried About Ron Paul "momentum"
RE: Karl Rove Worried About Ron Paul "Momentum" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 Dec 2007, 14:47 Karl Rove Worried About Ron Paul "Momentum" Without mentioning his name, Karl Rove made it clear during a recent appearance on Hannity and Colmes that he is worried about people jumping on a bandwagon and supporting a candidate who picks up momentum as a result of the early Republican primaries being bunched together tightly. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/122007_rove_worried.htm

My Family . . .
My Parents - - With the State's assistance, they are clean and detoxed, afterward I sent them both to counseling . . . currently they are property managers. They manage one of my complexes and several others in the San Diego Area. They still live in my original house, the house I bought to gain guardianship of my siblings. My Sister (the oldest of my remaining sibling) - - She has her accounting degree and works in an accounting office of one of our military bases. She married to an Italian (who is also my mom's cousin) and they have one son - - three months older than my son. They currently live in the house right next door to my original house. My younger brother - - Still lives in my original house . . . he dropped out of high school and don't work . . . I blame myself . . . what could I have done to motivate him . . . I set him up with interviews . . . opportunities . . . including college education (I had a college fund set-up for all my siblings), but since he didn't gr

Happy Holidays
OK, I was going to try to tag everybody with this cute little tag I made but Fubar is giving me hassles lol telling me I have no fans and such so IM placing it here for all to see. Happy Holidays to all and a safe new year. Hugzzzzzzzzzz

Awww F**k, It's Christmas Again?!?!?!
My sister and her husband, both well-to-do individuals.....have gone "Balls to the Walls" this Christmas and to be honest....I feel a little insignificant when it comes to my sons gifts. I purchased a TON of Under Armour gear (several hundred dollars)for my son, and a new riding helmet......a wake board, a nice knife and several things from Abercrombie and Fitch, not to mention, the ever popular Old Navy. My son is doing good so far. He doesn't ask for much which is why we feel compelled to be ridiculous around the holidays. He is an Honor Roll student, he plays sports 3/4 of the year and although he finds girls cute...he is very vocal in his speech's to them "I HAVE NO TIME FOR YOU". So....my sister and her hubby, who love my son as their own (A story I might share some other time) proceeded to purchase the following items because Joshua "deserves" them: This game goes with the 360 he just got a month ago. This pitching machine goes with the batting cage that hi

Ghost Of A Chance
Like a million little doorways All the choices we made All the stages we passed through All the roles we played For so many different directions Our separate paths might have turned With every door that we opened Every bridge that we burned Somehow we find each other Through all that masquerade Somehow we found each other Somehow we have stayed In a state of grace I don't believe in destiny Or the guiding hand of fate I don't believe in forever Or love as a mystical state I don't believe in the stars or the planets Or angels watching from above But I believe there's a ghost of a chance we can find someone to love And make it last... Like a million little crossroads Through the back streets of youth Each time we turn a new corner A tiny moment of truth For so many different connections Our separate paths might have made With every door that we opened Every game we played Somehow we find each other Through all that masquerade Somehow we found ea

Mutilated Lips
Mutilated Lips I lick my brain in silence rather squeeze my head instead midget man provoking violence listen not to what I said I said please calm it down everything is turning brown Mutilated lips give a kiss on the wrist of the worm like tips of tentacles expanding in my mind, I'm fine, accepting only fresh brine you can get another drop of this, yeah you wish... (REPEAT) Laughing lady living lover ooo you sassy frassy lassie find me the skull of Haile Sellase, I... give me shoes so I can tapsy tap all over this big world take my hand you ugly girl....

Re: Dhs Finalizing Spy Satellite Program To Watch Americans
RE: DHS Finalizing Spy Satellite Program To Watch Americans ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 Dec 2007, 18:17 DHS Finalizing Spy Satellite Program To Watch Americans The Department of Homeland security is forging ahead and finalizing plans to use a network of spy satellites for domestic surveillance despite the fact that the Congressional committee supposedly overseeing the program has had no update on it for over three months. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/201207Satellite.htm

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's t

Far Away Thoughts
This is a poem I had wrote many many years ago to someone VERY special to me. I just came across it the other day and thought I would share it ... Since the day I first met you my life has really changed. Something's I've put in order something's I have rearranged. I've put you in the middle and built my dreams around some one who means so much to me. The special one I have found. Before you came in to my life my skies were not as blue but then one day you came along and the sun came shining through Although we may be far apart the miles can not erase the precious memories that I have of pretty blue eyes and smiling face. So now I am waiting patiently for the day when you will come home. I have not regretted one moment spent reminiscing while you were gone. Some say you are where your thoughts are Now if that is true You don't ever have to be lonely because I'll always be with you.

14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out
14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out *********************************************** 14) You discover that "Chesty McBust" isn't her real name, and she's dialing in from Langley, VA. 13) You: Large, hairy man. Your online girlfriend: Large, hairy man. 12) Her postmaster rejects your e-mail not as "undeliverable" but as "unlikely to get you anywhere." 11) After months of shared experiences and emotional investments, she attacks you in the Mines of Quarn with a Vorpal Sword when she learns you're worth 45,000 points. 10) "Returned mail: User unknown and never wants to hear from you again." 9) Your cyber-lover is just too busy editing that silly little Top 5 List. 8) Getting perhaps a bit too comfortable, she lets a reference to cutting her chin shaving slip by. 7) You discover that she has been cutting and pasting her orgasms. 6) You can barely make out your S. L.'s face in the JPEG she sent because she's obscured by her 25 cats. 5) He claims t

Hd
HD She pulls away, Back strong, a hint Of tattoo shows Beneath her shirt. Did you know She taught herself To ride, confidant. A rose on a whirlwind. Delicate, symmetrically Perfect in body, And soul Such I love. Yet, when you, Look her in The eye, she turns away, Not sure, enigma. Silly smile, wise yet Tentative, what a mother She will be, so Many gifts to give. Pickett fence In her future, A Partner in crime, Mischievous, yet Solid foundation she offers. Her name brings forth The flowers In the spring, Blossoming. Simple but elegant Yet when I hear the roar of any Motorcycle it says to me… The name, that speaks of life Life re-discovered in me… HD... Poet

5:45 Why Am I Awake
5:45am… Why Am I Awake? "Why am I not in bed, like everyone else, dead to the world? Why do I do this, live with the constant sacrifice, suffering and pain? Why? Because I can. Because this sacrifice, suffering and pain tells me that I am awake. It reminds me that I'm alive. Who am I? I am the wrecker of MX Tracks. I am the crusher of mediocrity. I am the face of destiny, I am a motocrosser…"

Re: Gun Owners Group Condemns "treacherous" Legislation
RE: Gun Owners Group Condemns "Treacherous" Legislation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Dec 2007, 19:51 Gun Owners Group Condemns "Treacherous" Passage Of Anti-Second Amendment Legislation Gun owners and second amendment rights groups have condemned the passage by Congress yesterday of legislation that re-writes the law in order to regulate gun ownership. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/211207Zelman.htm

My Resolution
This year I'm gonna set my new years resolution and obtain it... I won't give my current stats but will post pictures along the way... my hope is to reach 270lbs by next year. this is a big task for me and I will be fighting with it... I want to lose it the healthy way but I don't want to make myself sick in the process... wish me luck and support this the end results will blow your mind...

Casual Sex
Went to this quaint little bar, seen this woman get out of the car. Asked her " hey can I buy you a drink" , she says " what do you think" ? So we sit and talk for a while, she tells me of her ex-boyfriend named Kyle. I think we are going at a good pace, so she asks me back to her place. Asks me do I want to stay the night, I think about it and say alright. So we watch t.v and make some popcorn, get real close together, our clothes are getting torn. Make our way into her lovely bedroom, I tell her I Think this is too soon. She says " No guy has ever told me that before" , I ask her"Oh really what are you a whore"? She said I cant believe you said that, So I go to the living room and grab my hat. She says wait i really want you to stay, not unless you have turned out to be gay. I tell her you got to be fucking kidding, would I be here if I really was? She said I guess not will you still stay, I say well I am off tomorrow anyway. So we stay together and cuddle for a while, because yes I

Might Be Leaving
ITS ROUGH WHEN YOU HAVE CRUSHES ON PEOPLE, AND ONE YOU ACTUALLY SEE AND START HAVING REAL FEELINGS FOR THEM., IM NOT SURE WHAT I WANT TO DO , I TRY TO STAY AWAY BUT ITS HARD WHEN YOUR HEART PULLS YOU IN..I GET CRUSHED WHEN THEY LEAVE COMMENTS FOR SOMEONE ELSE, OR THEY FLIRT ..I KNOW IM NOT INNOCENT IN THAT DEPT..BUT I KNOW WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE..AND ITS HARDER WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CAN NEVER BE WITH THAT PERSON..

To Everyone Out There In Fubar Land Happy Holidays
MyHotComments MyHotComments Have a wonderful and great and safe upcoming holidays this next week, hugs and kisses to all the sexy ladies out there,and to My friends on here as well have a good one You all, muahz ttyl Ghosty.

Merry Christmas?
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Angie Date: Dec 23, 2007 10:28 AM I don't know who they areSaying I can't greet the crowdThe way that I want toCan't say CHRISTMAS out loud. I walk into a business placeSee things that I rather not seeBut dare I not say CHRISTMASAnd ask for a "holiday" tree. What happened to freedom of speechAnd living in the land of the freeHow can they take my CHRISTMAS moneyBut can't say MERRY CHRISTMAS to me. Men and women have given their livesSo we could still go freeI wonder how they would feelAt saying "HOLIDAY" TREE. Come on U. S. let's wake upDon't let our freedom escapeIf they get by with doing thisWhat else will they take. This is starting to get out of hand,And I've begun to keep trackWell I've just about had enoughI'M TAKING CHRISTMAS BACK. So MERRY CHRISTMAS U. S. A.I hope this gets all over the net.If we all stand united and take freedom back'Twill be our best CHRISTMAS YET! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY (an

The Contract
The Contract The time of the old-fashioned "Til Death Do Us Part" marriage license is over. In this age of Las Vegas marriages and quickie divorces, the time has come for a New Deal. The Prenuptial Agreement was a start, I now bring you the Five-Year Marriage Contract also known as THE ROOKIE DEAL The Rookie Deal is a concept spawned by professional sports. In this application it is used for couples entering their first civil union. All original marriage rules apply. Early Termination of Contract results in Monetary Reimbursement of the Injured Party. (That's right, You Cheat You Pay) Predetermined Arrangements will be made for any Child Care Costs and/or Visitation. After four years of (faithful) marriage both parties are eligible to apply for.... FREE AGENCY The two parties have one month to negotiate a Contract Extension suitable to their respective needs. Hiring a

God Is Not A Woman
....but the Holy Trinity has a woman involved. The Holy Ghost is an alias for the supreme First Lady. The King James translators didn't like saying "the Father, the Son, and Michelle". A Kingdom of Heaven without women sounds...kinda gay. Those early Catholics had issues with women. So yes, there was a female presence in the universe before the Garden of Eden. There is no other way to explain dolphins or the color pink. Dad built it, Mom decorated it, and Junior is the main liason with the tenants. Simple. And now for the other extreme. This one is easy too, I have a list. If God Was A Woman 1. Chocolate would be a vegetable 2. Dolphins would have no natural enemies 3. All prayers would be answered immediately. In person. In detail. Even if the answer was No. 4. She would be on CNN more than Britney Spears and Angelina Jolie combined. A Goddess could not go 2000 years without talking out loud. 5. T

The Plunger
The Plunger I will now issue a response to women worldwide who have complained for sooo long about the toilet seat being left up. Granted, it is an annoying habit but you ladies do annoying things too. For instance..... "Dammit woman, where is the plunger???" After doing some research I have discovered that a lot of women for some odd reason dont keep their plungers in the bathroom. I have found them in all sorts of odd places...hall closets, stairways, the washtub in the basement next to the washing machine(my GOD)...everywhere but next to the toilet where it belongs. True, this is not all women, just like its not all guys with the toilet seat...but its just as annoying! So for future reference: the spare tire goes in the trunk, the fire extinguisher goes in the kitchen, the flashlight and candles go in the hall closet, and the plunger...goes in the bathroom. And the next time you're about to complain about a toilet seat ask youself...."Where did leave the

A Truckers Story
A Truckers Story If this doesn't light your fire, your wood is wet! I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveli ng to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truck stop germ" the pairs of white-shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with. I

Was It You That Pissed Santa Off?....
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible-- Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr

We Are Home :d
So... The trip went well, although it was long. Lasted almost 23 hours, but it was ok and kids were great. It feels great to be having christmas here and cant wait to see what adventure life will put me thru next. So for now, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, make it a great one. :D Christina Aguilera Videos | Music Video Codes | Big Bear Cabins

Names
Aaron 10/31/99 1st H. unlighted one or teacher, Arabic. Mountain strength. Messenger, light high mountain enlightened Hank Aaron- 2/5/1934 Arrowsmith- born about 1770 Beck-introduced cognitive therapy as a treatment approach for neurotic disorders particularly depression. Coplan – composer Shakespeare tragedy Titus is a notorious bloodbath with 12 murders Everhard- My first wicked white trash light eyes don’t remember the color black hair siblings Fredrick Upham Everhard the third Ashley and a younger sister cant remember her name. Mother and Step father tired so start neighborhood watch program which was crap because her kids we drug dealers and potheads, smoked weed first time with him was gonna be the father to my child but it died, later fathered a child that died right after birth Damien Blade. Levesque- currently gay dated in ninth grade wrote me a wicked ass mean break up note, became friends later apologized for the note in the end good guy blonde, light eyes

Merry Chrimbo All
im here at martas house in mallorca and its starting to sink in a bit that im here tomorrow for my last day in mallorca for a long time im leaving my wonderful life here thats taken me so far a year and a half to build up here and im going to miss it all but costarica is somewhere that i have to experiance in my life, so god bless all merry christmas and a fantastic new year x x x x x x x x x x

Yes, Virginia, There Is A Santa Claus . . .
Seeing as how it's Christmas, it's the perfect day to post an old news editorial. In 1897, 8-year-old Virginia O'Hanlon wrote a letter to the editor of New York's Sun. Francis Pharcellus Church responded with an unsigned editorial on on Sept. 21, 1897. *** Dear Editor— I am 8 years old. Some of my little friends say there is no Santa Claus. Papa says, “If you see it in The Sun, it’s so.” Please tell me the truth, is there a Santa Claus? Virginia O’Hanlon Virginia, your little friends are wrong. They have been affected by the skepticism of a skeptical age. They do not believe except they see. They think that nothing can be which is not comprehensible by their little minds. All minds, Virginia, whether they be men’s or children’s, are little. In this great universe of ours, man is a mere insect, an ant, in his intellect as compared with the boundless world about him, as measured by the intelligence capable of grasping the whole of truth and knowledg

Magickal Correspondence For Days Of The Week
A week is a cycle. Each day represents a turning of the wheel. Some days are better suited for certain types of magick than others. Below are the standard correspondence for the days of the week. Sunday Creativity, ambition, employment, money, protection, men, fire, personal power, purification, exorcism, spiritual work Monday Psychic powers, the home, children, fertility, dreams, past, fertility, women, animals, reincarnation Tuesday Energy, courage, anger, power, lust, banishing, competition, needle crafts, aggression Wednesday Divination, communication, the intellect, learning, writing, herbalism, reading, singing, teaching, wisdom, mathematics Thursday Expansion, luck, spirituality, prosperity, money, employment, friendship, investments, ambition, wealth, success Friday Love, romance, beauty, kindness, fidelity, husband, wife, gardening, shopping, pets, music, poetry, art Saturday Stability, Earthing a spell, past lives, rebirth, bindin

Relationship
A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said: "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

The Aftermath Of X-mas.
What a long couple of days its been. I wanna kill my niece and nephew for being screaming little brats. My dad constantly amazes me with his penchant for getting me some cool as gifts.The new amplifier for my guitar will be fun. Saw the movie Water Horse today and AVP:Requiem and had an amazing time. Good times indeed. Merry X-Mas everyone.

Why?
Why is it even when I know something isn't good for me... I can't just let it go.. can't walk away? Why do I hold onto hope that it will change? I'm terrible when things change in a friendship.. when you are no longer close.. when things force you apart. I want to fix what I can't.

‘tis The Day After Christmas
“And all worn to a frazzle/I wondered to myself/Why the big hassle?” I don’t know, maybe I’ll write a poem like that next year to parallel “Twas The Night Before Christmas” next year. I haven’t been here since last Thursday, and for a good deal of that time I wasn’t feeling well enough to be here. Sunday afternoon after church Martha and I took Sarah and Jeffrey to lunch with us at Appleby’s; one of the gifts Martha had gotten from one of her day care kids’ parents was a $15 savings off a meal at any of three local restaurants. We hadn’t been to Appleby’s in the longest amount of time, and Martha had their fried pickles appetizer recommended highly . . . from someone with a higher tolerance for spices that either of us have. Sunday night we ended up running to the bathroom and puking out both ends because of them (we’re 99% convinced because they’re the only item we both ate). Both our voices really went because of that too; by Christmas Eve I couldn’t manage more than a sque

Roses Come In Many Colors
Roses come in many color Roses come in all colors Roses are red Roses are blue Roses are white Roses are yellow Roses are green Roses are pink Roses are purple Roses are orange Roses also come in many sizes like the tiny angel roses to the large heiritage Roses have been sung about in songs The Yellow Rose Of Texas is a very old country song Roses also come in mixed colors and all shades Roses have always had been the symbol of romantic to give on valentines day Roses are also one of natures healing herbs Roses grow in all climates from the artic to the deserts oses have been on this earth for eons and will still be ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

Sweet Lips
Sweet Lips What are sweet lips Sweet lips are lips that taste like candy Sweet lips are lips that taste like the sweetest fruit on the vine Sweet lips are lips that taste like surgar Sweet lips are lips that taste like sweet berries that u would pick in the summer Sweet lips are lips that taste like sweet red wine Sweet lips are lips that taste like honey made by honey bees Sweet lips are lips that taste once you kiss them you would not wanna stop ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

An Overview
When most people hear the word magic. The image come to mind of Harry potter or a old woman bent over a boiling pot. While I have not had a cauldron for many years. It is not as most imagine it. This blog is for those that are curious. If a different view of main stream religion is upsetting to you stop reading now. The term magik transcends religious boundaries. The various religions around the world have there miracles. Is this not magik? I was groomed to be a preacher of the baptist faith. I quickly began to question the rules and law that were attached to it. Mostly because it was preaching one thing and the preacher were using the text to control the masses. I saw the same thing is other mainstream religions. Catholic, Hindu, Muslims and so forth keep saying that they are right and everyone else was wrong. Even Wicca preaches a hierarchy. In magik and spirituality it not about hierarchy wrong or right. I about improving yourself to being whole and complete. Th

Anthropology And The "other"
It is nearly impossible to study another culture without imposing your own cultures values in your conclusions. In the beginning of the discipline of anthropology, the focus was on classification, hierarchies and types. Other peoples could be classified on a scale of how close they were to us. If they were/are similar to us we call/ed them civilized but if they are different, living a less materialistic life, closer to nature, we call/ed them barbaric or savage. The "white man" has had power over anthropology, language, and other things, and these allow him to feel superior while at the same time make others feel inferior. "He" who speaks for others on their behalf, really he has ulterior motives, and subconscious influences. In white society everything is classified, and when you are born, you are born into this classification and have to find your correct place within it and then act accordingly. The term "native" can have a negative or a positive connotation,

Paralyzed
"Paralyzed" Before I could ever let you go, Gonna beg until I drive you mad and say something you could understand I'm a statue baby, Knock me out Oh how these moments fade away, you say you never loved me We say things we didn't mean to say I take it back, I take it all back now You mean more to me than you'll ever know You're my man and I think it's a shame That we get along this way I'm just a statue try to knock me out Paralyzed by the same old antics Back and forth like some walking spastic How could a fistfight be romantic? Thinking back now will you ever feel the same

Rigged Contest??
Paddy and Murphy went to a petrol station that was holding a contest. It was a chance to win free sex every time you filled your tank. So they pumped in their petrol and went to pay the attendant. "I'm thinking of a number between one and ten," the attendant said. "If you guess right, you win free sex." "Okay," agreed Paddy , "I guess seven." "Sorry, I was thinking of eight," replied the attendant. The next week they tried again. When they went to pay, the attendant told them to pick a number. "Two!" said Murphy. "Sorry, it's three, said the attendant. "Come back and try again." As they walked back to their car, Murphy said to Paddy, "Do you think this contest is rigged." "No way," said Paddy.... "My wife won twice last week."

Ensign: Three French Hens
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 28 December 2007 Like most of us with a good singing voice (ok, in my case like those who PRETEND to have a good singing voice; we're the people who say making a joyful noise unto the Lord doesn't mean being on-key), Christmas is especially fun because of the variety of Christmas carols we get to sing and hear! My personal favorite is "The Twelve Days of Christmas" that builds up this increasing list of gifts. Today would be the third day of (re: "after") Christmas. The story goes that when "The Twelve Days of Christmas" was first sung in sixteenth century England, the partridge in a pear tree, the two turtledoves, etc. represented elements of Christianity -- the Son of God and the Old and New Testaments, respectively. Lately that

Ideal Relationship - Ideal Partner (for Me)
My long term goal is to have a balanced relationship that is truly a team (in the fullest sense of the word) that in turn contributes to all other areas of life. “Team” as indicated above means both members taking full responsibility for themselves and each other, flowing power to each other. A well-oiled machine, whether operating in tandem or individually, covering each other’s back, the strengths of one compensating for the weaknesses of the other. Yin and yang. A constructive and fulfilling relationship with the ideal partner would be one in which both people are supportive of each other. This applies to group goals as well as individual goals and activities. I developed this list after evaluating past relationships and looked at what things were lacking for me. It is pretty certain that if things were lacking for me in the other person, then I also lacked things that they needed or wanted. We are who we are. Some puzzle peices fit and some do not. The list below are p

It Just Isn't Buttsex Without U
Who ever the first man that misguided his bunker busting man-missile into the Hidden Crotch Caves of some hizzy was either a genius or insane. Now I personally have never walked down the back alley, but I have pondered the thought. Not saying I'm into it, but hell, I've never done cocaine before either..........who knows how good it might be. Anyway, I was wondering what circumstances were surrounding the first Cock to Colon event, and I think it went down like this. -------------------------------------- It was a early in the Cenezoic Era. A Tuesday in what is now Brussels, Belgium. The cavepimp 'Helmut Thunderstick' said to caveho 'Helga Legspan' in a crazy Neanderthal language "Bitch, why we always gotta fuck missionary? God Damn!" Helmut sighed and continued "You smell like 9 gallons of nut sweat, your fupa has more hair than the back of an Italian Woolly Mammoth, and when I'm buckin one in ya, them rocks on the cave floor be hurting my early-man ass!" Helga shrieked

I Will Be 21 In 7 Days
NOW A GIRL ONLY TURNS 21 ONCE IN HER LIFE. BUT YET NO ONE IS MAKING A BIG DEAL OR PLANNING TO TAKE ME OUT OF DRINKS, NOTHING.... SO IM SORTA BUMMED....I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, ANYONE WANT TO TAKE ME OUT? I'M A CHEAP DRUNK AND A GREAT LAY! LOL...I DUNNO, GUESS IT WILL BE ME AND SIX PACK IN THE LIVINGROOM...

What's Going On
“What God demands, God provides. There IS a job there for me, but it’s a sure bet it won’t attack me. There are three classes of people, I remember hearing in school (and I remember from a tape): those who know what’s going on, those who don’t know what’s going on, and those who don’t SUSPECT what’s going on – a lot like life. It’s fortunate that I know many people I can seek a “lift” from. How God uses Robert and Sandra Bramlitt, Carl and Darlene Snow, Helen Lugibihl, John Griffis, and many others is just beyond my comprehension. Thank you, everyone.” My journal entry above for December 29, 1996 also has pasted or wedged in a timeline of Guatemala’s then-thirty-six-year-long civil war, a photo of a woman and her son at Volusia [County, Florida] Medical Center’s fashion show, a photo of an Israeli soldier flanked by two teenage Orthodox Jewish boys in Hebron, and an engraved napkin from the wedding of Ada and Robert I attended with the day’s date. I was cleaning off my bookshe

Those Eyes
When you were young, or perhaps even now, did you ever get that overwhelming feeling an anticipation for something. Your birthday, a field trip, or some other thing that you KNEW was coming, but you had to wait for. Thats how I feel right now, stomach wrenching, dizzying anticipation. I feel like I've just mixed every hallucinogen I can imagine, and took a swig/shot of it, a poison. A month feels an unreachable span of time that will never come to pass, at least not soon enough. This waiting, this wanting, it's already driving me mad and plans were made only a few days past. Will I be completely incoherent after a week, what of two, and three? If only there were a quicker, easier way to make the days count past. Though, there is one release, seeing those eyes, that face. Despite the distance, it's nice to see him how he is in the passing of seconds, minutes, and hours. Webcams are one of the greatest inventions for that very reason. It's not quite enough, but it's fine enough

Runes & Other Resources
Runes "Discover Runes" by Tony Willis *After I discovered a certain book that comes with a particular runeset was not all it was cracked up to be, I turned to this book and was satisfied. Mr. Willis explains each rune in detail, and he offers lots of interesting and intricate multirune casts. You can't go wrong with this rune book. - Lady Phoenix "Northern Mysteries and Magick" by Freya Aswynn *You can't go wrong with this book either. The author is originally from Holland, so she's lived in Rune Central for most of her life. Her book really digs into the ancient history of the runes, and she is focusing on Northern traditions and gods such as Odin, Thor, Loki, Freya, and the like. If you are working with this pantheon at all, you should really read this book. - Lady Phoenix Other Resources "Everyday Magic," by Dorothy Morrison *This book is great for practical magick in every aspect of life. It's one of the most-referred to book I have for spells. It covers everything f

Men
OMG... So I Was Talking To This Guy On Here And I Really Like Him... But I Got A B/F And He Got All Pissed Off About It. I'm Sorry But I Was Single And I Got The Chance To Get A B/F And I Took It. I Really Like My B/F And I Think I Might Be Falling For Him. And I'm Sorry To The Other Guy But I Hope One Day We Can Be Friends...

Educated And Intelligent
There is such a huge difference between being educated and being intelligent. Being educated is a great thing ....but it is different than being truly intelligent. Being educated means that you have been taught and learned things from books. And teachers with great minds. However the way I see it is. Just because you can quote Edgar Allen Poe does not make you this great writer . Now it makes you someone who know the works of a great writer. Just because you know all about Albert Einstein does not make you the genius that he was. As I said being educated is a great thing. However to me it is not quite as great as being truly intelligent . See with true intelligence you do not have to quote all those great minds. Because if your truly intelligent you will have you own opinion. The reason I bring this up is. I see a lot of people who try to degrade others who may not be as educated as them. So they will quote some stuff they learned out of books and t

Porn That Blows!
Most porn is good, and it usually does the job at hand. However there are some things about porn that consistently pisses me off. I'm sure you'll agree: Camera Man Movie magic is made in the hands of the camera man. The camera man wields incredible power over my boner. He will be creative while remembering who their target audience is. I hate when the camera man forgets his job is to get me off. They do shit like focus on a mirror, then pan over to the real fucking. Or try to be artistic and capture the shadows of the love birds. But my biggest gripe is when they focus on something I don't care about...like they zoom in on the chicks face...I don't give a fuck what her face looks like, I can go to the mall to see ugly bitches making dumb expressions. Show me those boobs that's why I'm here. Don't try to get fancy, you're no Steven Spielberg. Filming porno is not your ticket to Hollywood success, stop acting like you have talent. Story Line I don't even know why porn

I’m Writing It Down
Sometimes a man’s mind and tongue seem disconnected. My mind realizes your wonderfulness, but my tongue might fail to tell you. Maybe, since my eyes and brain see how very obvious your lovely, endearing qualities are, my tongue thinks I don’t need to let you know. In case there is any doubt about what I am thinking and feeling, I am writing it down for you: I always think you are the prettiest, smartest, most wonderful, kindest, most loveable girl in all the world. I want to hug, kiss, love and adore you forever. Please try to have patience with the negligence of my tongue. I am working to keep it in the loop better.

Puppy Xmas!
So I spent Christmas Eve with my favorite doggies (and there humans who are my best friend). Of course Uncle Tom had to bring out the camera and take a buttload of pics. I haven't gone through them all, but I did do a few for a bit of a preview. I'm gonna get that thing, Sam! Yawn. I have defeated you! Sam in Black and White. More to come later.

New Years Booze!!!
In light of the fact that I would love to be a bartender with dyed Blue hair, a half sleeve of sexy tattoos on my right arm (That compliments the 8 piercings that I already have) and call myself "Starlight".......I thought I would share with you all some fantastic New Years Booze recipes: "Skaal" everyone (And tell me how they turned out :) ) Name Pure Drunk Ingredients 1 oz. Jack Daniels 2 oz. Jim Beam 1/2 oz. 5 O'Clock Vodka 1 1/2 oz. Dry Gin 1 oz. Jagermeister Sprite (to taste) Instructions: Pour Liquor into blender and mix. Pour Sprite into blender and mix again. Pour into glass, put in three straws and drink through said straws....slowly Name Porn Star Ingredients 0.5 oz. Raspberry SourPuss 0.25 oz. Melon Liquer 0.25 oz. Blue Curaco Instructions This is a shooter served best shaken on ice. Shoot and enjoy. Name Pink Panocha Ingredients 1 part Bacardi Limon 1 part Watermelon Schnapps 1/2 part sweet and sour splash of soda Instructions Shake w

New Year
Well, supposedly at 12:01 AM on 1 January, everyone starts out with a clean slate. There are parts of me that like to think that, but I know that too often, everyone carries over everything that you did the previous year. So, I say, let's start over clean on the 1st. Let's all try to be better to each other. Let's all quit being buttholes. Let's all delete our accounts and start over as FNGs. Let's all go out, find some clean new hobby to keep us occupied. Let's all remember those things that drove us nuts last year, and forgive those who transgressed us. Let's all go up to someone we usually don't talk to, and tell them that they are welcome in our lives. Now, time for reflection on the past year in my life. A few events stick out in my mind. I worked 3 jobs, 1 full time, two part times. I was Active Duty all year, and worked part time cleaning offices at work after duty hours, and also did Moonbounces on the weekend. It kept me busy, but k

Look To This Day
Look to this day, For it is life, The very life of life. In its brief course lie all The realities and verities of existence, The bliss of growth, The splendor of action, The glory of power--- For yesterday is but a dream, And tomorrow is only a vision, But today, well lived, Makes every yesterday, a dream of happiness, And every tomorrow a vision of hope. Look well, therefore, to this day. Sanskrit proverb by Kalidasa Indian poet and playwright, Fifth century, A.D.

Summary Of The Past Year On My Computer
SUMMARY OF THE PAST YEAR ON MY COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now use a wet towel on every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I have learned that my prayers only get answered i

Old Firm Match Postponed By Spl
Old Firm match postponed by SPL O'Donnell played for Celtic between 1994 and 1999 Wednesday's Old Firm match has been postponed as a mark of respect following the death of Motherwell captain Phil O'Donnell. O'Donnell died after collapsing during Saturday's match against Dundee United. The Scottish Premier League decided to postpone the game following a request by O'Donnell's former club Celtic. SPL secretary Iain Blair said: "These are never easy decisions. But we recognise that as a former player, Phil was part of Celtic's extended family." Interview: Former Motherwell manager Tommy McLean Media conference: Rangers manager Walter Smith Media conference: Celtic manager Gordon Strachan Interview: SPL secretary Iain Blair Blair said Celtic requested for the game to be postponed on Monday morning. "After consultation with Rangers we agreed to postpone the Old Firm fixture on 2 January," he added. A date has yet to be set for the game to be played.

Herbs For The Kitchen Witch
Dragon’s Blood: protects the home, sprinkle across doorways to keep out evil Sage: Removes negative energies, purifies the home attracts money Rose Buds: Brings peace into the home Sandalwood: Brings quick success Solomon’s Seal: a pinch in all corners of the home will drive away evil spirits

"never Resolutions"
"Never Resolutions" I'm NEVER getting married I don't think marriage works It's just people taking turns At being designated jerks I'm NEVER having children Whining makes me come unglued Babies make disgusting smells And then they grow up rude If I NEVER couple up Or I NEVER kid create Then I'll NEVER have to share Love and lose or hate Of course, last month I swore "I'm NEVER watching movies" After a sleepless scare And of course, I changed my mind NEVERs kept are rare Sara Holbrook

Angry Man
I think my hubby found my fubar acct.. ya know it would serve me right.. what I am doing here is wrong and low. He looked furious the other night but kept saying that nothing was wrong. And I found the same new user checking out my account shortly afterwards. I am so tired of squeezing every bit of attention out of him that I can... and now he is more pissed then ever. He still hasn't confronted me yet, and he prolly won't. For the record, he could turn it all around for me, even now. I love him more then life itself and always will. But I am only human and need attention. So here I am, less often then usual, but still here. Wish me luck.. I don't want to lose him. I just want him to be there for me more.

Why Is Just The Mention Of It A Bad Thing ???
I was listening to a friend of mine today and he say a psting get shreded and the person whom posted a bad scolding, He just a simple little questionn about a Herb and it was for seen as a bad thing, So I want to know when is it ILLEGAL to mention its name like his name that shall not be mentioned ( The Dark Lord), So if it is offensive to people turn the page or the station why should as a human be told what to say and where ??? What gives I thought that we have people fighting and dieing for freedom of speech... Sorry Had to let it out .. Didn't mean to offend any one..

Love
Love Current mood: depressed Why is it you trust the people that use you and abuse you. You would be willing to give your life for someone who wouldn't be willing to give their's for you. You think about the people who aren't thinking about you. You give yourself to someone who isn't willing to give themself to you and you fall in-love with someone who doesn't love you back. The world says 'it is better to have loved then lost, then to have never loved at all'. I personally think that who ever the hell started that saying never knew what it felt like to really be in-love and lose a person that means everything to them!

The New Year
I hope all of you had a great new year and are all safe and sound. I saw alot of you on yesterday which was a good thing, Well This si going to be short as I have to sick kids i am watching so I hope you all have an awesome day and I will try my hardest to be here to help. THEEANGEL07@ fubar Jarrod@ fubar crazy180@ fubar gomer@ fubar

2008 Is Here
And I'm still no closer then I was at this same time last year as getting laid, with no money, no job and as ugly as a mud fence makes me wonder why I should continue this plan of existence, Science has said there is no after life or anything when this life is over and death is the final curtain that we all must face. My question to you is why should I wait? Since there is no future and no hope then why wait? People say I should have no confidence and be more assertive, but I been that and I failed at that as well. I tried being confident and I tried working on people's sympathy, neither has worked so makes me wonder what hope is there? What is my fate other then to die and to be forgotten.

For Me
I make a cut, Small yet precise. My brain gets tired, My body ice. No turning back, Blood is flowing. Life fading, Pain is going. Don't want attention, Nor sympathy. I've done for you, Now this is for me.

Blonde Guy
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

Victim's Family Member Begs Media To Question 9/11
Victim's Family Member Begs Media To Question 9/11 Victim's Family Member Begs Media To Question 9/11 Statement By 9/11 Family Member Donna Marsh O'Connor On The CIA Tapes submitted by Jon Gold, 911blogger.com, Wednesday, January 2, 2008 [9/11 Commissioners] Kean and Hamilton issued a statement today, January 2, 2008 (only six-plus years since 9/11/2001) that was “just-inned” on CNN. They published an editorial in the New York Times today. Their position: Their work was blocked, the investigation tainted. They repeatedly asked for tapes from the CIA that were never provided. They came just short of calling for a real investigation. They (as they have done since the beginning) left that work to the victims’ families. Will you now cover 9/11 truth, not as a series of destructive conspiracy theories, but as a movement inhabited by sane citizens from all walks of life (scientists, CIA whistleblowers, theologians, professors, researchers, mothers, fathers, sisters, brother

Barcelona Ultras Stain Rangers Match
Barcelona Ultras Stain Rangers Match Written by BlueIsTheColour Friday, 09 November 2007 I got back from the game early this morning and having just got up have read some of the posts regarding the crowd trouble last night it seems the whole truth has not been told. At the very beginning of the game the Barcelona Ultras unveiled an Irish Tricolour banner along with a Catalan one. At this point it seemed as if the usual baiting was going on but this became much more than just baiting. During the first half the Barcelona Ultras proceeded to fly an Ira Flag. Please note that there were also three or four Tricolours with Celtic written on them scattered around the ground. Coincidence? I think not. As half-time came the Rangers fans in the area around where the Ultras were located had objects thrown at them and eventually one or two had enough and fought back. After a brief scuffle they were removed. This did not stop the Barcelona fans though, Still they continuously

Just Random Stuff
These are great you guys!! Enjoy!!! In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- Th

Re: Ron Paul Air Corps Set To Soar Over American Cities
RE: Ron Paul Air Corps Set To Soar Over American Cities ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Jan 2008, 15:43 Ron Paul Air Corps Set To Soar Over American Cities Ron Paul supporters are being urged to take the revolution to the air as funding is sought for a squadron of 50 flights to take to the skies before the end of January, dragging behind them gigantic 90 by 30 feet banners promoting the Congressman's presidential campaign. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010308_air_corps.htm

I Don't Want To Be A Jerk About This
Please people understand I love Everdreamer's Babygirl. I am happy and want nor wish no one else. I don't ask that you respect me, but please respect my feelings. My heart belongs to her, and You are NOT going to change my mind or heart on the matter. I don't want to see your nude photos, or your NSFW photos. I do not want to visit your personal website. Nor am I interested in "secret rendevous"(yes you know who I am talking about!!). And I do not wish to be a Fu-Husband, I am loyal and Love MY Everdreamer's Babygirl. If this continues I will block and have nothing to do with you. All I do is rate photos, help in contests, and occasionally will talk to my fans, friends and family. Really the relationship I am in is the one I want so please respect that. Thank you, ahead of time for your consideration.

I Found Love On Fubar
Theres this girl on here, her name is realist barbie you know. she is my princess, i love her with all my heart and ill will do everything to make her happy cause she means everything to me. to me she is my soul mate, she makes me happy in ways i cannot describe and i want to be with her for the rest of my life.

I'm Fucking Nuts
So i'm in the kitchen talkin to my roomie about how wonderful mania is for keeping a clean house...one thing leads to another, and i just remade a shitty song i never liked from the get-go. She's a maniac maniac on the kitchen floor and she's sweepin like she's never swept before. Yeah, i've lost it. Time to finish that joint.

What Am I To Do
I guess you came and got what you needed from me because now all is silenced. Not a word, not a sound from you do I hear. I look for you daily but you have disappeared from my life. Now what am I to do. You gave me your heart. I gave you mine. Now my heart is broken. Now what am I to do.

1-3-07
That night I waited till the clock turned 12 phone in hand assured youd miss me enough to leave a new years wish. as the minutes ticked by the lonlier i got. sick and tired i sobbed till no breath was left. Yes you called me back but why bother picking it up? we never spoke of it.... my dear you never saw how close I was. you still dont see me on the edge. Ive chosen my poison im just waiting. for the courage to leave this hell i know. That night i realized where i am at... i thought i was floating near the top of your list... i didnt see until then.. That i was really at the bottom with shoe prints on my face. 1/3/07

Reality Check...
Of course this narrative isn't speaking directly to most of you... considering I doubt most of you know about crimethinc.com or any other anarchist pages for that matter. However, the the general idea portrayed in this is clear and holds true to far too many people in this day and age. I say wake up... throw your pcs out the fucking window and go out. Of course here I sit typing this... curse of the single parent and not family in the vacinity. Anyways... here it is... Now Entering Cyberia (Population: Zero) A Note on the Medium Due to your vague interest in these matters which have been deemed antisocial by the new thought police, you have been exiled to Cyberia. You may believe your visit to be voluntary, but ask yourself: if you could live—in real time, in full color, without a 'net'—the revolt and transformation you fantasize about, would you be here, contemplating and trading in mere representations of such things? The new isolation chambers and interrogation rooms larg

Timmy's Bedtime Story ...part 7
She ran home washed the blod from her clothes. She was hoping no one saw her, hoping no one knows. She got out of the shower, got dressed and went to bed. Wishing she could get these thoughts to simply leave her head. She fell asleep so fast, tossed and turned for awhile. She woke to a smell, something awful... something vile. She sat up in her bed, wiped the sleep from her eyes. She couldnt believe what she saw, she began to cry. Standing before her was Hunter, the man that made her this way. "Look at what you have done to me, this nightmare here to stay!" He looked into her eyes "Sweet Contessa, you have no clue, you have yet to use your powers, the ones I've given you." "I dont want your powers, I dont want you here.. you are simply a demon...something I should fear." "Foolish girl Igave you eternal life,This is how you thank me? I want you as my wife!" She didnt know what to say, so she ask him to leave. As quickly as he was there he seem to have bee

Game Playing
I do not understand you but I love you just the same you'll always be a part of me but I will not play your game. For playing by your rules is bound to only bring defeat the game you play can not be won so I shall not compete!

Prozac Nation
Warning, this is a very emotional Christina Ricci film Based on a true story written by Elizabeth Wurtzel. Where she plays a writer who wins a scolarship to Harvard with a piece on Lou Reed. Who battles her personality, surroundings and depression with drugs.

Sincere Love
What ever you do where ever you go which ever direction you steer through both progress and strife you'll encounter in life remember my love is sincere. Whether relishing in the progress or hopelessly treading deep pain be it bad...be it best...be it cursed be it blessed by your side I shall always remain. Matters not be it disappointment or perhaps a sense of great pride my love is secure and my heart will endure and my arms will be open wide. Rest assured what ever life's journey might happen to put you through the venture will be in the warm company of the one that will always love you.

Application For Permission To Date My Daughter
APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME_____________________________________ DATE OF BIRTH_____________ HEIGHT___________ WEIGHT____________ IQ__________ GPA_____________ SOCIAL SECURITY #_________________ DRIVERS LICENSE #________________ BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES__________________________________________ HOME ADDRESS_______________________ CITY/STATE___________ ZIP______ Do you have parents? ___Yes ___No Is one male and the other female? ___Yes ___No If No, explain: _____________________________________________________________ _____________________________________________________________________ Number of years they have been married __

Somebody's Raising Their Kid Right!
SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, 'Under God.' One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?

A Year On And Everything Has Changed At Ibrox
A year on and everything has changed at Ibrox By ANDREW SMITH EVEN the potential to lose a player can be considered a reflected glory in assessing Walter Smith's second coming at Rangers. The club Smith returned to exactly a year ago this Thursday would not have attracted the £9m offer from Tottenham Hotspur for Alan Hutton, which the player declined to pursue. The Ibrox squad then, under Paul le Guen, a seemingly querulous, flaky bunch of also-rans, would have been lucky to attract such a sum if shifted lock and stock in a fire sale. The flames were licking Rangers when Smith inherited a team 14 points adrift of Celtic, and without a serious championship challenge in two seasons. These were expected to singe the reputation of Smith, celebrated for guiding Rangers to nine consecutive titles after emerging from the shadow of Graeme Souness in April 1991. Instead, the only smoke now wafting from the club is given off by the remarkable rekindling of success which Smith has been res

I Whipe My Ass With Your Bullentins!
Category: MySpace and Fubar I think bulletins are a cool part about myspace and fubar. They can be used to tell you when something is coming up, when someone has new pictures up, cool little chain stories, so on, and so forth. But then again, the bulletin board can be loaded with shit from time to time... Here is some of that shit. Surveys and questions- Now I don't have too much of a beef with surveys, but there are some questions out there that need to be addressed. Question 1: Do you wish on stars? What the fuck is this, a Disney movie? If you want to wish on a star I will punch you in your fuckin head for asking that stupid ass question and you can wish on one of the stars orbiting your skull. Question 2: If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Is asking what your favorite color is too tough of a question? What's with the Sesame Street tone to the question? Read and Repost TO SEE WHO'S LOOKING AT YOUR PAGE- "If you repost this

My Best Friend :(
I have been told today that my best friends mum is expected to die at anytime now, and im feeling kind of helpless and jut want to go talk to sharon (the mum) and tell her that her life was hard but no at waste and that we love her but not to think we've never thought of her, :( the morphine she's now taking is making her forgetful and tired. im just not close enough to them to realy help and feel even more sad. I hope its not a long struggle and my blessings and prayers are for her this day xxxxx Tan xxx

It's All Right Now...
1. What's the last thing you and your sibling laughed about? I'm not sure, actually. 2. What's the last thing you took a picture of? Myself. 3. When are you getting your next new phone? Not for awhile, I like mine just fine. 4. Can you tell the difference between Chinese and Korean writing? Nope. 5. What was the last song you listened to about? A guy killing a girl then she comes back from the grave after him. 6. When's the last time you cleaned out your keyboard? 2 months ago when I spilled alcohol on it. 7. Do you listen to classical music? Sometimes. 8. Why did you buy the last CD you bought? Because it was Avenged Sevenfold's new CD and I had to get it. 9. What did you do for your last science fair? We never had those at school, wish we would have. I love science. 10. If you've seen "A Clockwork Orange", would you volunteer for that "cure" after you saw what happened to Alex? Never seen it, but it's on my Netflix list, lol. 11. Do you like DIY things?

I Will Love You Forever
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Sex Jokes
Sex With a Teacher, a Nurse.... How can you tell if you're making love to a teacher, a nurse or an airline stewardess? A teacher says we got to do this over and over again 'til we get it right. A nurse says hold still this won't hurt a bit. And a airline stewardess says put this over your mouth and nose and breathe normally.

Love Hurts
If you have fallen in love with a special person in your life and they have hurt you how many time do you allow them to hurt you before calling it off? They know that you have been abused before so that that make them think that they can do the same? They should treat you better to make sure that you feel loved and not pain! so What to do?

Specialist
I finally go to see a specialist tomorrow and I will know the extent of the damage to my left hand. Then I have a couple of MRI's Friday. After these or even tomorrow I will find out if they will do surgery.

Down By 140
Hi..Could I bug you for just ONE RATE to help me out in the FUCouple contest? If you do help, msg me so I can return some love. Here's the link if you decide to help. We're behind the 1st couple by 140 and abt 70 odd by the 2nd couple. Thank you!

Gerald Gardner
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Gerald Brosseau Gardner (June 13, 1884 - February 12, 1964) was an English civil servant, amateur anthropologist, writer, and occultist who published some of the definitive texts for Wicca, which he was instrumental in founding. Life Gardner was born at The Glen, The Serpentine, Blundellsands, near Liverpool, England to a well-off family who had in their service Josephine "Com" McCombie, an Irish nursemaid. The family business was Joseph Gardner & Sons, the Empire's oldest and largest importer of hardwood. Gardner had been suffering asthma at the time, bearing the illness from a young age, and his nursemaid had offered to take him to the warmer climates of the Continent. They both eventually settled in Asia, where Gardner stayed for a large portion of his young-adult life. Beginning in 1908 he was a rubber planter, first in Borneo and then in Malaya. After 1923 he held civil service posts as a government inspector in Malaya. In 1936, at

7 Jan 2008
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, January 7: Don't be surprised if life gets a little hairy right now. Your sanity's your number one priority right now. Do whatever's necessary to blow off steam and stay centered. Let your cool mind prevail and you'll come out on top.

The Love Of My Life
Okay this is going to sound a little weird unless u know the whole story but imma do my best to explain without getting into detail of everything. I had to stand up and be the women of yesterday and come out with myself to my man. He was way comfused about a lot but i told him EVERYTHING. He's not mad at me, and he still loves me with all his heart. Still wants to proceed with a relationship with me. I love this man with all of my heart and wouldn't want anything to mess that up. But i thought what i told him was going to mess my life with him up. Im so greatful god was on my side this day in my life and kept him here with me. So through it all, i get to meet him for the first time ever face to face. I have seen him and he has seen me, he just never realized he seen me in that gas station. But he is going to see that the love of his life is a "Real Person" not just some bitch behind the computer screen. Well as for now. Im going to get off here and call my man for the morning.

What Can I Say
Yeah what is there to say its one of the worst weeks of my life .....most of you out there that know me i health problems .....im a 41 year old man thats falling apart ..well monday was the start of it i had an EMG and im sure there are a few out there know how painful they can be .....(shocks and nedles to your mussles) so needless to say i was very sore after wards during the EMG they started with my right side ran though all the tests then had me flip to do my left well they started my left side....the thest were so low they thought the equement was malfuctiong the couldnt execpt the tests numbers so needless to say they ran them 7 fucking times bringing me to tears it was that painful ..... well they found something after 7 times of putting me though hell i would think they would have found something .......i have nearve damage in both of my arms and neck which acounts for the constant pain i have in my hands there are days i cant grip open our even hold a pen the pain is that much

I'm Up For Bid!
OK, for the winning bidder... Lets see those bids! Thank you! -All Pics Rated -All Stash Rated -1 salute for you. -A Mumm and blog about you -My undivided attention and comments daily -A link to you on my page and a write up about how awesome you are. -Join my family list and be 1st in my top friends - Add onto my screen name your tag, whatever you want, just make it reasonable, ty. Happy Bidding

What Do You Consider To Be Real Friends?
What do you consider to be a REAL friend? is it the fact they help you move? Come over to your house for a BBQ? Watch your children, go out with you, do your housework if you are sitting there with a broken leg? Do they chase your old girlfirends, or any number of things? The concept of true friendship changes with every person- but one thing that does stay constant is the inability for a true friendship to be built upon pure selfishness. Over the years, I have gotten to know a very large amount of people. Some, I could care less if I ever meet again, others, I wish I had kept in touch with. But for the most part, the friends that I call friends have stuck by me through every aspect of my life, both good and bad. I know that if I call any one person, that I will be able to talk to them just fine- even if there have been years between talking to each other. Why? Because even if we are across the nation, or across the world from each other- our friendship is solid enough to be abl

Re: Double Agent Gadahn Threatens Bush In Neo-con Stunt
RE: Double Agent Gadahn Threatens Bush In Neo-Con Stunt ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Jan 2008, 15:26 Double Agent Gadahn Threatens Bush In Neo-Con Stunt Adam Pearlman, the Jewish Mossad agent who once wrote stinging essays condemning Muslims as "bloodthirsty terrorists", has once again popped up as an "Al-Qaeda spokesman" to boost the Neo-Con's imperial agenda by threatening George Bush on the eve of his trip to the middle east. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010708_neocon_stunt.htm

Alone
Laying here with another heartache Four long years we played this game Whether we win or lose Who's to blame? My emotions raped I'm left alone Everything's lost Nothing but fear is sown. It's been two months since the day Still no one can see My heart is like burnt clay What will become of me I can't eat My flesh turns to bone But that's okay I've found solace in being alone Everything, now, makes me sick This world I live in Full of cruel, indecent tricks People and their selfish intentions Can't see the real situation Blind to what they've done I will have my day It's gone far enough Now it's my turn to play Alone in me Alone from you These games we play It's your turn to pay It doesn't matter now What you say In solitude I grow strong In this darkness I belong

It's Been A Long Time
The last time I wrote a blog here was in May 2007, and surely a lot has changed for me in that time. I just seem to be a lightning rod for failures, especially when it comes to relationships. I don't know why it happens, but every woman I've dated has cheated on me. I've had 5 relationships and they all ended for some given reason or another as to why they had to cheat on me. So what do you do? Give up and forget any chance of ever finding happiness? Or just keep trying? Neither would be easy to do, if that makes sense.

For The Music Lover In All Of Us
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The Real Me
heres the real me, There are two sides to every coin, hate and love, life and death, friend and foe. I hang in the balance of it all. Wicked thoughts with angelic intentions, and endless hope amongst a crushed reality. Pure intentions with human outcomes. As my name states i am simply the sweetest of contradictions, living day to day, and fighting the battle between good and evil. Not many people understand me, and not many ever will. Either you get me or you don't, there is no kinda sorta. I am a complicated person that likes to have fun. My biggest downfall is my maternal instincts. I think i can save the world sometimes and it never fails to cause trouble but such is life... thats it for now and btw if you read this tell me the penguins stole your soul:.

Self Reflective Rant
I am beginning to accept the fact that growing up leads to seclusion. I can't talk to friends anymore about things going on in my life, nor can i ask advice about it, all i get is solutions i've already thought of and disreguarded for one reason or another. It seems I cant even talk to older friends because they feel they know whats best for me even though it doesn't make me happy, or fit who i am. I have no one that i can talk to thats on my level. Friends are supposed to be empowering, helping to bring you up not drag you down right? I feel the need now more than ever to dissapear for a while, but in the back of my mind i know that when i come back i will have no one. Im stuck between leaving everyone behind me and being completely alone to suceed in life, and forgetting who i am, becoming lost in adolesence which will get me nowhere... My friends have always been my life but at the same time, i always carried them through their storms and fought alone through my own. I feel a

Just Another Day Of Misery And Sadness...
Another day has gone by since she left...its funny how people tell me to just move on....if they only understood HOW MUCH MORE difficult it is for one sich as me to let go....aside from being bipolar, but also the fact of how I much I truly love her... Just another day...another day of nothingness...loss of interest...sitting or lying in bed listening to sad music thinking of suicide as sweet bliss

Anubis
Egyptian Jackal-headed god of the funeral cult, inventor of embalming, judge of souls, and guide to the underworld. By most accounts, he was the son of Osiris and Nephthys, though some say that this dog-faced boy was the progeny of Bastet, the cat goddess. He first practised embalming on his father Osiris, whose scattered body parts were collected and reassembled by Isis. Anubis probably employed the form of mummification used on the Phaorohs. It began with a dissection of the corpse. The four most important organs in Egyptian eyes -- the liver, the lungs, the stomach, and the intestines -- were extracted, washed in palm wine, and placed in herb-filled canopic jars. The embalmer then filled the body cavities with aromatic resins such as myrrh before stitching the incisions shut. The corpse spent the next seventy days buried in salpetre. When this period elapsed, the embalmer removed the body from the potassium nitrate, washed it, wrapped it in cotton bandages, dipped it in glue, pl

Bhairava
Indian The "terrible one" sprang from the space between Shiva's eyes and took up terrorizing humanity and enemies of the cosmic order. Large canines protrude from his mouth. Snakes cover his body. He has four to six arms. A bowl of blood and a skull necklace complete his fierce appearance. He keeps watch over the Universe, ensuring that the great cycles of Time, including Death, proceed unhindered.

Dealing With Cancer
A few years ago my Mother was diagnosed with Non-Hodgekins Lymphomia (probably didn't spell it right..who cares). My mother is my best friend, this news was really hard for me and my little sister to hear. Dealing with it has been an emotional rollercoaster. Every year we hold or breath, waiting for test results, has it grown any more or is it still a slow prgression or is it getting faster. For those of you that don't know, this type of cancer has no cure and it never really goes into what most refer to has remission. It is either slow growing or fast growing. Now I'm not looking for sympathy or anything like that. Just needed to write this down and share a little. After six years with this, my father was diagnosed with Lung cancer and three months later he died. As all of us (family) were with him when he tok his last breath, that was the absoult worst day of my life. But to tell you the truth, I would not trade those last few moments with my Dad for any thing in this world

Fubar? The Anti-myspace Perhaps?
Stumbled into this site Googling something, I can't remember what. Said what the fuck, why not set up a profile. Never been a fan of Myspace and the "Happy Hour" idea of Fubar fits me a wee bit better. It's been an eventful few years. Bought a dumpy condo, rehabbed it and sold for a tiny profit with my then fiance in 2005; got engaged an subsequently married in 2006 and found out there was a 3 week old bun in the oven on the honeymoon. Don't get me wrong, I was happier than a pig in shit to find out I would be a father but that only started the roller coaster ride I was about to take. Had a happy healthy boy and separated from my soon to be ex wife (her choice)soon after he was born. What does 2008 have in store for me? Check back in from time to time to find out whats going on in my mind.

Life
As days go by questions fill my head. Am I looking to deep or not deep enough? Where might I find my personal euphoria; the place where there is no worry, no fear, no confussion? My quest for fulfillment and peace within myself. Where does my complete happiness lie? I have realized that I can not rely on others to complete me. I can not follow the lead of the crowd because it is the right thing do. I must take my own journey and enjoy my moments as they are created. We never know what tommorrow will bring. Life holds surprises around every corner, some good, some bad and many that I can not understand. My quest continues as a never ending maze, I am commited to finding my fulfillment.

Re: The Intel Strike Report On Now - Truthnet Radio
RE: The Intel Strike Report on now - TruthNet Radio ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 09 Jan 2008, 01:27 The Intel Strike Report w/Doug Owens and Michael Vail on TruthNet Radio. Joining them is Matt Conner.Listen live at -http://www.truthnetradio.com/Doug's website and great news source -http://www.blacklistednews.com/

While Everyone Is Wrapped Up In These Fake Elections....
The truth about 9/11 isn't getting out there.... Ask yourself this: If your candidate doesn't make it(i don't care which one you support) what good is it going to do a year from now when Americans are just as ignorant to crimes like 9/11? People are really putting their eggs in their candidates baskets and I hoping we aren't sitting a year from now with me having to say "I told you so" that we wasted to much time pushing candidates and not truth... Please consider this people because we are fucking our country by doing this. Remember the 9/11 truth movement before Ron Paul, Dennis and the rest? It was booming and growing big and fast! Now? Its almost null in void and hardly anyone new is learning about this event. Its almost working for the criminals that people are doing this because they know they still control voting machines and still control the sniper bullets that they will use if any opposition gets in thier way. The only way we are going to win back this country is to get educa

Part Two. Home Again After Surgery And Useful References.
Part Two. Home again after Surgery. A rather perplexing time and the start of a learning curve. From May 2006 to Jan 2007 Once home I had a meal, a glass of red wine and pain killers then slept for England and stayed flat on my back mostly for about five days as it felt like my brain was sitting on a bed of rocks every time I moved around. I had been told that the CSF would replenish itself quickly and movement hastened its refilling, as far as I could make out from the Internet. I still had headaches and took painkillers for three weeks. As they gave me weird dreams I plucked up the courage at the end of May, well after the sutures had been removed by the District Nurse, to apply a blend of Essential Oils. I was dubious about this at first but as the skin had knitted fully I decided it would cause no ill-effects. Fortunately it killed the pain. I had great discomfort over a small dented area on the forehead which was presumably caused by the skin being taut over the inde

The Beer Prayer...
OUR LAGER, WHICH ART IN BARRELS HALLOWED BY THE DRINK. THY WILL BE DRUNK.(I WILL BE DRUNK). AT HOME AS IN THE TAVERN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR FOAMY HEAD AND FORGIVE US OUR SPILLAGES, AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO SPILL AGAINST US.AND LEAD US NOT, INTO INCARCERATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM HANGOVERS. FOR THINE IS THE BEER, THE BITTER AND THE LAGER, FOR EVER AND EVER, BARMEN...

Vote Fraud For Ron Paul Expected, But Obama? Wtf?
VOTE FRAUD FOR RON PAUL EXPECTED, BUT OBAMA? WTF? Although I might of had some beef about discrepancies with Ron Paul I absolutely do not support the criminals activity going on in this voter fraud scandal. It is really throwing me off though why they are committing vote fraud against Obama... I was thinking he was in their pockets. I want to see Ron Paul WIN because I wanted to hold his feet to the fire for his promises.. This is not pretty.. I did an audio file last night predicting this and coming up with solutions. Take a listen: VOTE FRAUD FOR RON PAUL EXPECTED, BUT OBAMA? WTF? Although I might of had some beef about discrepancies with Ron Paul I absolutely do not support the criminals activity going on in this voter fraud scandal. It is really throwing me off though why they are committing vote fraud against Obama... I was thinking he was in their pockets. I want to see Ron Paul WIN because I wanted to hold his feet to the fire for his promises.. This is not pretty.. I

For My Wife
For My Beautiful Wife Shayla~! Courtesy of MsTags.com ♥Wï¢kêÐ Äñgêl §hå¥lå♥@ fubar I Just Want YouBy Ozzy OsbourneBest Video Codes Just letting MY WIFE Know How much I love her AND let everyone know that i am very taking and very happy with who I got/have! ~I love you mad Shayla Pressley~ PROFILEFANTASY.COM PROFILEFANTASY.COMPROFILEFANTASY.COM Shayla Baby You Have No Worries EVER Because i will be urs Till the Day I Die Hunny, There's NOBODY on the net are in Preson Will EVER take ur man.I Love You With ALL my mind body AND sould Princess~! PROFILEFANTASY.COMPROFILEFANTASY.COM

Re: Clear Evidence Of Widespread Vote Fraud In New Hampshire
RE: Clear Evidence Of Widespread Vote Fraud In New Hampshire ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 Jan 2008, 23:06 Clear Evidence Of Widespread Vote Fraud In New Hampshire There were several major vote fraud issues to arise out of the New Hampshire primary revolving mainly around Ron Paul and Barack Obama, who were both seemingly cheated out of third and first places respectively as a result of rigged Diebold voting machines and deliberate malfeasance in the counting of hand-written paper ballots. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/010908_widespread_fraud.htm

Re: Diebold Voting Machine Contractor Has Criminal Background
RE: Diebold Voting Machine Contractor Has Criminal Background ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Jan 2008, 17:21 Diebold Voting Machine Contractor Executive Has Criminal Background It has been revealed that a high ranking executive at the company that was contracted to program all of New Hampshire's Diebold voting machines has a criminal record and has previously defended the illegal act of "swapping out" memory cards for the machines during live elections. http://infowars.net/articles/january2008/100108LHS.htm

Damn
damn im bored as hell, im just starting to make a few friends*maybe 3* and even that they are people that i work with. im tryin to make some friends that live around me through fubar, but it seems like when ever i find someone they talk to me for alittle, but when they realize im a new yorker they stop talkin to me. and to make it wrose im not from new york city. im from Long Island NY which is not that different from here. well this sucks, im bored, tired, and it seems like i cant make and keep any god damn friends.

Sts-122: Hale Calls For Patience And Positivity Ahead Of Crucial Period
Shuttle manager Wayne Hale has called for patience, as engineers focus on solving STS-122's LH2 Feed-through connector problems. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton A crucial set of test results are being collated from the Marshall Space Flight Center (MSFC) - which will provide the basis for the go-ahead for the installation of a replacement connector into ET-125 later this week. Launch Date Latest: Hale was addressing his workforce for the first time since the holidays - a period in which a number of External Tank related engineers worked through, due to the continuous work on ET-125 troubleshooting - both on and off site. 'The team worked the whole holiday period and this past weekend on this problem. We ought to be cheering them on because they are doing important stuff for this Program,' noted Hale on the latest Shuttle Stand-up/Integration report. 'W

Pix....
well this goes out to all my fubar freinds,....n family... if u all go into my fun n nc pix folder n discover my pix are no longer there ... i had no choice but to remove them... i was informed as of yesturday from my exhusband who discovered my profile on myspace that my son who is 15 is now spendn alot of time on the net...god help me if he should stumble upon the pix that i had in here..lol soo there for i removed them... as a safety precaution... If any1 would like to see the pix just ask n u might just b lucky enuff to see them..haha... i hope u all will understand... Thanks...

Damn That Hurt
so like i said in my last blog, i am at my moms, so i was out getting the mail about 30 mins ago in my flip flops and i was coming up the stairs out in front of the house and proceded to stub my toe and now i think it might be broke, can my week get any better, ugggg

A Promise Made...
A promise made is said to be set reguardless what happens. a promise made is like love of a relationship in life. A promise made is like having trust with a promise of what to morrow may bring. A promise made is also worth a thousand words in time. A Promise made can be as easily broken as soaked mud with water. a promise made can be like broken love! I know we all make promises and sometimes we see that life cant change things reguardin promises whether the promise see to not be fulfilled but try to accomplish them as we can.

Mors Certa, Vita Incerta
In latin it means, "death is certain, life is uncertain". Wisdom from ancient times. Not much changes in the theatre of humanity. Technology may change, but the people remain the same, always. We were watching a show on Jewish immigrants to the US, and they came to the part on the rag trade. At one time, 70% of all textiles and clothes were made by jewish immigrants. One example of which was the Triangle Shirtwaist Factory. I'm not sure how many of you know the name, except as a vague and distant reference in a high school history class. The Triangle Shirtwaist factory was owned by a pair of men who had been tailors themselves, and started their own company. At some stage, most of their employees pulled a strike for better working conditions. It was called the "Uprising of 20,000". That settled down four months later, then the women returned to work. Their workspace was littered with scraps of thread and fragments of cloth. They were locked in until closing time, to p

I Dont Have A Name For This
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives

Soft Serve
The body like soft serve, dripping down in the June sun, I tried to shoot a thought, but the thought sunk. Nothing to do but scratch words in the dirt and Watch the water roll down. Phantom kisses buzzing like the insects. Beads of sweat dripping down on the rent check. My Candyland melted down to syrup while I Watched the water roll down. And here comes the lust in phaze, but you're down in Marietta. So sweet my mouth was seared, But the words you mouthed were sweeter. My Sister, Your words can be held against you in a court of law. My Sister, You owe no allegiance to the facts. And you're talking like the saint on the site of the accident. Talking like the clause in the lease about the late rent. Ringing like the random call patched to the payphone. Talking like the water rolls down. Talking like the saint on the site of the accident. Talking like the botched shot, attempt on the President. Ringing like the change in the legless man's Dixie Cup. Talk

Tool - Eulogy
You are right, Timothy. He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. We'll miss him. So long. We wish you well. You told us how you weren't afraid to die. Well then, so long. Don't cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice that was strong and loud. We'll miss him. Ranting and pointing his finger At everything but his heart. We'll miss him. No way to recall What it was that you had said to me, Like I care at all. So loud. You sure could yell. You took a stand on every little thing And so loud. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice so strong and loud and I Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so Eager to identify with Someone above the ground, Someone who seemed to feel the same, Someone prepared to lead the way, with Someone who would die for me. Will you? Will you now? Would you die for me? Don't you fuckin lie. Don't you step out of line. Don't you fuckin

#9
9 - Better than ibuprofen For years women have used the ol’ dodge Not tonight, I’ve got a headache. Turns out, we should’ve been saying the opposite. Orgasms trigger endorphins, those feel-good brain chemicals that improve mood and curb pain. (See related article: In Pain? Have an Orgasm) Animal studies have shown that orgasms can be as potent as morphine in quelling headaches, menstrual cramps, even whiplash and arthritis. True, the relief is short-lived (about eight minutes long), but orgasms aren’t toxic to your liver and they won’t upset your tummy like over-the-counter pain relievers can.

Your Children
Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you. You may give them your love but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams. You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday. You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth. The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far. Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness; For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable. ~The Prophet

European Designer Against Stupid
European Designer Against Stupid Bushhttp://european-designer-contre-stupide-bush.com/ Read Christa Chantal Allen's interview in the Iconoclast! LoneStarICON.com - Vol. 7, No. 2 - Jan. 11, 2006 http://lonestaricon.com/2006/Archives/02/default.htm European Designer Against Stupid Bush An Importunate Open Letter to the Inept Bush Administration from a European Entrepreneur I want to assure every decent person that at no time will I ever be disrespectful in any shape or form towards the Office of the President of the United States. I am most respectful of any lawfully chosen President, i.e. elected by the people, not ensconced by the Supreme Court. If such an aforementioned action were to happen in another country, the U.S. would undoubtedly promptly condemn them! I am not the only individual who sees Mr. Bush as a bungling moron who had the Audacity to make jokes of WMD’s while attending a State Dinner! How devastating and heart-breaking this must have been for

You Know Your Right
I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good I will move away from here You wont be afraid of fear No thought was put into this I always knew it would come to this Things have never been so swell I have never felt this well Pain... You know you're right... I'm so warm and calm inside I no longer have to hide Lets talk about someone else Steaming soup against her mouth Nothing really bothers her She just wants to love herself I will move away from here You wont be afraid of fear No thought was put into this I always knew it'd come to this Things have never been so swell I have never felt this well Pain... You know you're right Pain... --------------------------------------------- K Cobain

For The "slightly Older" Generation
For the "slightly older" generation, I think you can appreciate this!!! ENJOY!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's the summer of 1956 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers and invite him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" Peggy Sue's mother asks Harold what they're planning to do. Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive-in movie. Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says, "Whaaaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, P

Cougars
I looked this up and I sorta like it lol... whats the difference between a cougar and a MILF though? cougar: it's not a stigma, it's a sophisticated species of female who seeks the pleasure of younger males. She avoids the entanglements of a "relationship," in favor of the freedom of the hunt. She has overcome the taboos related to her sexual identity, embraced her true self, and now lives her life to its fullest. Always one for adventure, she knows what she wants and isn't afraid to get it!

Imma Be A Mommy!
so time has passed. i moved from my beloved home town of LA to a smaller town in NY, to be with the man i love most. we met on here a lil over a year ago and fell head over heals in love. things have been so great that im the happest i have ever been. and now he has given me the greatest gift a man can give a woman...we are going to be parents to a beautiful baby girl. im due late march or early april. niether one of us cant wait till our baby Abigail comes into our lives. we are both so excited. wish us luck with our new arrival! thanks to all the ppl who have supported me throw all this. i love you guys! *mauh*

Can't Sleep, The Clowns Will Eat Me
It takes a few moments of insanity for things to finally become clear. All these emotions and confusions mixed together convincing myself that this is how I feel. Its been easy to hurt, to angst, to believe in a love even though it has hurt. Its easier to hold onto something that cant be than to accept something that could. Its easier to latch onto something that wont last then to cling to something that could. What am I doing? I try to ignore what I know. I know who its not, I suspect who it is, but I wont know for sure just yet. And I don't think I want to. No matter how much you may want it, it may not want you back. And you could ruin what already is.

Update On Bryson's Head
Well I finally looked at it more closely last night. I haven't been able to before because I didn't think I could stomach it. I'm a nervous wreck from it. And he knows it. He teases me and went outside and sat on the very desk he fell off of and hit his head on, looked at me with a big grin and asked, "Mom does this scare you?". Yeah real funny. He runs in the hallway, "mom am I scaring you yet?" I know most of you, if not all of you are laughing right now. But, you didn't see the gaping hole I saw. I'm not exaggerating. Wish I was. Anyways, it's healing PERFECT!! It turned out that it wasn't a straight line cut, it's jagged but...the skin healed back closed perfectly. No wrinkles in it at all. He's down to just a band aid and it hasn't even been a week yet! He was able to get it wet last night and he layed in the bathtub for awhile after saying "mom I can finally do this again" and stuck the back of his head under water. He's a water kid so it almost killed him to not be able to pla

I Wanna Make You Cry
How long has it been? How long have you held it in? An' how long will you wait, Before you let somebody take your breath away again? I wanna be the one who turns you on, Makes love till the lonely's gone. Be the man you dreamed of all your life. I swear I'll make it last until, Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes. I wanna make you cry. Tell me what to do, And I'll do what you want me to. 'Cause darlin' I believe, That I have fallen hopelessly and helplessy for you. I wanna be the one who turns you on, Makes love till the lonely's gone. Be the man you dreamed of all your life. I swear I'll make it last until, Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes. I wanna make you cry. I swear I'll make it last until, Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes. I wanna make you cry. I wanna make you cry. Jeff bates

Heartbreaker
Splashing through puddles Beneath the broken heart Razor kisses so sweetly fallen. Drops of tear stolen Recreational sorrow transgress Needles of love to give. No pity left for the contemptible fool Not a tear nor even a frown How many times must you count your dead?

Wild
HELLO ! DJ WILD FIRE HERE ! AND IM ON AIR RIGHT NOW TO ROCK YOUR WORLD ! click my picture and give my pro some loving ! then! come in to G.O.H. guardians of hell! to visit with me and stay a while! THE # 69 ISNT THERE FOR NO REASON BOYS! COME LISTEN TO AWSOME TUNES IM MIXING UP JUST FOR YOU! just click the pic below and join me for some fun !

Is Your Life Full?
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in Front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar And proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the Jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of cou

No Other Way By Jack Johnson
When your mind is a mess So is mine I cant sleep Cause it hurts when I think My thoughts aren't at peace With the plans that we make Chances we take They're, not yours and not mine There's waves that can break All the words that we say And the words that we mean Words can fall short Can't see the unseen Cause the world is awake For somebody's sake now, please close your eyes woman Please get some sleep And know that if I knew All of the answers I would Not hold them from you'd Know all the things that i'd know We told each other, there is no other way Well too much silence can be misleading You're drifting I can hear it in the way that your breathing We don't really need to find reason Cause out the same door that it came well its leaving its leaving Leaving like a day that's done and part of a season Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves But at least we can sleep, its all that we need When we wake we will find Our minds will be free to

Why Are We Here?
We are well aware of the idea that life constantly evolves. But how far does this process of evolution go? Does it stop at life, or could it be argued that evolution is a property of the cosmos? For instance, if the universe began from a Big Bang, and has constantly changed from this point, does this show the property of evolution? And could a similar argument be laid down for known, and constant, change upon planet Earth? LIFE AND EARTH The fundamental problem with the idea that planet Earth evolves concerns the place of life within the evolutionary process. Does life evolve separate to the planet, or is life - including mankind - part of the process of Earth’s evolutionary mechanism? To accept the latter holds severe problems for science. It not only removes us from the top of the evolutionary tree, but would suggest a form of co-ordinated intelligence invested in planet Earth which is guiding us along. There are, in fact, many indicators that this is, indeed, the case. One

Poem's
NEW WONDER'S!!!!!!!! YOUR BABY BLUES N UR CURLY QUE'S N YOUR 1ST PAIR OF SHOES HAVE BROUGHT A LIFE OF ENDLESS CLUES. TODAY WE NOW SHARE YOUR JOY OF LIFE BRINGING IT INTO OURS. U MAKE US LAUGH N U MAKE US CRY THROUGH THE WAVES OF ENDLESS TIME. YOUR LOVE FOR US IS SO PURE N TRUE THAT WE STAND WITH U THROUGH ALL YOU DO.. AS YOU DISCOVER NEW THINGS ARE HEART WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU THROUGH OUT THIS LIFE. YOUR BABY BLUES N UR CURLY QUES WILL BE WITH US THROUGH THE END OF TIME... I HOPE U ENJOY THIS WAS DONE BY ME N MY BEST FRIEND...

Poem's
R LOVE !!!! ARE LOVE IS HERE.. ARE LOVE HAS PASSED.. ARE LOVE IS TRUE.. ARE LOVE IS A THING OF THE PAST.. BUT WE HAVE COME TOGEITHER TO MAKE ARE LOVE TRUE LOVE.. BUT WHEN YOU TOLD ME TO LEAVE ARE LOVE WENT OUT THE WINDOW..I SIT HERE N WONDER IF ARE LOVE WAS EVER TRUE LOVE.. WE PONDER ABOUT ARE THOUGHT'S N R LOVE N I WONDER HOW WE LASTED THIS LONG.. I WONDER IF ARE LOVE WILL EVER BE ARE LOVE AGAIN. I WROTE THIS ONE MYSELF I HOPE U ENJOY...

My Request Its Simple!
LOVE A MAN WHO CAN APPRECIATE THE GOODNESS OF MY HEART. WHO WOULD APPRECIATE ME FOR ME AND NOT FOR WHAT HE CAN GET FROM ME. I'M STRONG AND BOLD, FUNNY AND WITTY, FEAR GOD AND RESPECTS LIFE, BUT I ALSO CRY AND LAUGH. I DON'T NEED A RICH MAN BECAUSE MY LOVE CANNOT BE BOUGHT. I DON'T NEED A MAN WHO IS FULL OF PROMISES WHEN THE WORD PROMISE HAS THE WORD MIS IN IT. I DON'T NEED A MAN JUST FOR PLEASURE FOR A GOOD PIECE OF TOY OR CHOCOLATE CAN SATISFY THE URGE. I DON'T NEED A MAN WHO ALWAYS RUN TO HIS MOTHER WHEN HE CAN'T STAND ON HIS OWN. I DON'T NEED A MAN WHO ONLY THINKS OF HIMSELF WONDERING IF I WOULD SERVE HIM HIS MEAL, HIM TELLING ME GIVE ME THIS AND GET ME THAT. A RELATIONSHIP THAT MY HEART DESIRES IS ONE WE BOTH SHARE TOGETHER DON'T GIVE ME 50% WHEN I WANT 100% BECAUSE I KNOW I WOULD BE GIVING YOU 110% OF ME. I DON'T WANT A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE I KNOW THAT DOESN'T EXIST WE ALL HAVE FLAWS SOME VISIBLE TO THE EYE AND SOME WELL HIDDEN. RELATIONSHIP ARE NOT PERFECT B

The Poe Toaster
We all have thing to do before we die, seeing the Poe toaster is one of mine. "He" has somewhat gone of the rails of the last few years, still a frightfully good jest. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poe_Toaster The Poe Toaster is the unofficial nickname given to a mysterious figure who pays an annual tribute to American author Edgar Allan Poe by visiting the author's original grave marker on his birthday. The unexplained tradition began in 1949, a century after Poe's death, and has occurred on the author's birthday (January 19) of every year since. In the early hours of the morning on that date, a black-clad figure, presumed to be male, with a silver-tipped cane enters the Westminster Hall and Burying Ground in Baltimore, Maryland. The individual proceeds to Poe's grave, where he or she raises a cognac toast. Before departing, the Toaster leaves three red roses and a half-bottle of cognac on the grave. The roses are believed to represent Poe, his wife Virginia, and his mother-in

Bored
can you tell i’m bored tonight 1. Name and middle name? dana marie 2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? election day/thanksgiving 3. Favorite fruit? dunno 4. Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they don't? not really..depends who it is, and why i want them to call back. 5. Are you allergic to anything? not that i'm aware of 6. Is there something you want? yeahlots 7. When was the last time you went swimming? its been a while 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 2 12. Does anyone like you? someone LOVES me 13. Do you have any strange pets? my dog is really strange 14. What is your dream car? mine 15. What did you do today? baby sat 16. Are you bipolar? no, just emotional 18. Where would you want to go on a first date? first date was a looong time ago. 19. When is the last time you were hugged? i dont know. 20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? yeah 21. Ever been

In The Midst
In the Midst In the midst of pain, You sooth me. In the midst of tears, You make me laugh. In the midst of anger, You calm me. In the midst of sadness, You bring me joy. In the midst of pain, You bring me relief. In the midst of problems, You bring me solutions. In the midst of hating myself, You bring me love. Doing what you can, To see me through. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Sts-122 Atlantis: Optimism On Forward Plan/smoking Gun
Thursday's Program Requirements Control Board (PRCB) meeting has been presented with documentation that adds confidence to the initial findings of a "smoking gun" during testing of ET-125's removed external LH2 Feed-through connector. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 1-19-08 More test runs on the connector have been conducted at the Marshall Space Flight Center (MSFC), as STS-122 continues to return back into a launch posture for February 7. Test runs on the removed connector continue to mirror circuit anomalies observed during the two scrubbed launch attempts - and the subsequent tanking test - adding confidence that the external connector is at fault. 'Think we've found smoking gun on external feed thru connector. Testing of connector exhibited same characteristics seen during the countdown. Data analysis will be done to pinpoint location of break.

Rain On Me
Never take for granted the coming of the rain A sensual wetness with it's dewy embrace Titillating warmth, moist on the skin Soft kisses gently falling upon your face Caressing senses pure and raw I savor the scent A taste ever so sweet Fills my soul with intense pleasure A comforting embrace, washing away all the pain The rain we shall crave, again and again

Montana Governor Foments Real I.d. Rebellion
Montana governor Brian Schweitzer (D) declared independence Friday from federal identification rules and called on governors of 17 other states to join him in forcing a showdown with the federal government which says it will not accept the driver's licenses of rebel states' citizens starting May 11. If that showdown comes to pass, a resident of a non-complying state could not use a driver's license to enter a federal courthouse or a Social Security Administration building nor could he board a plane without undergoing a pat-down search, possibly creating massive backlogs at the nation's airports and almost certainly leading to a flurry of federal lawsuits. States have until May 11 to request extensions to the Real ID rules that were released last Friday. They requires states to make all current identification holders under the age of 50 to apply again with certified birth and marriage certificates. The rules also standardize license formats, require states to interlink their DMV d

The Elite Services Of Lady Velvet
*Warning: Some elements of this story are considered taboo, but please remember in reading this, that this is a FANTASY! **Thank you to the Mr. S for contributing to this fantasy!* Phone rings on Lady V’s desk and she reaches for it while her computer monitor spreads the light across her face and she reads from one of the monitors His instant message. “Here are some of the photo’s that I have of some of the girls I am interested in,” He writes. “Elite Services, this is Lady Velvet. What can I offer you?” I ask. “Well, hello Lady V! This is Mr. S. We have been discussing the arrangement online through a secure connection. Are you still interested in providing me with what I am looking for?” he asks. “Of course. We have dealt with this type of service for many years with no problem. Is this a “catch & release” or will we have a disposal to deal with?” I ask. “Money is no option. I have unlimited cash at my disposal, therefore, I wish to own them for as long as they will

New Lounge For The Family
The family now has a lounge to hang out in with each other and our friends.Sin & LOL Family Retreat! I redid my lounge for us to use as a family. It's meant to be a place to talk and ask for or provide help for other friends and members of the family. I encourage you to bring your friends and hang out with them there, but also to "lurk" there when you're not talking. Lurking is needed in the lounge because the lounge owner receives fu-bucks based on the amount of people and time spent in the lounge. The income from this lounge will be used in the future as prizes for family contests, so it all will come back to the family in the end. If you have any questions, please send me a shout (if it doesn't go through, add me as a friend first). See you there! Kinkstar Sin Chairperson LOL Family

Lessons
Lessons by Alone So many lessons Of love to learn Love has boundaries Points of no return Sometimes passion Can completely consume The simple touch of your hand Or the smell or your perfume Romance, two hearts Coming together as one You feel it instantly inside Like the warmth of the sun Emotions easily mistaken Is it love or is it lust Just look to your heart The one thing you can trust Lessons of love Points of no return It's raging inside of you Let the fire burn.

Lost
No longer the child of aspiration. A shell of a man propped and left for dead. A boy once full of dreams and imagination. Curbed and lost, cast by the way side by a world that doesn't want him. The boy that God's forgotten. The man that welcomes death. Tim Bryant.

Oooo....big Mistake !!!!
IF You dont have her on your friend's list...!!! You have no idea what you're missing out on!! She's gorgeous, caring, sensitive, loving, patient, returns the love, always makes time for ppl...heck she's just one amazing woman and mother! So pls go show my Babygurl some of that FuLovin!!! You won't regret it and you'll gain one great friend. I've never regretted knowing her...and it's been 5 years. We've never met but it feels like I've known her forever!!! Ðj Whøðåღ§hÿ£ø§ღ~504~ÐjTwîîztëð§ Õb§ë§§îøñ~@ fubar **Please Repost** Love ya Babygurl!!!! ~*~Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar

Where I Am Please Read
WELL ITS FUNNY THIS WILL BE MY FIRST BLOG ON HERE BUT HERE GOES AFTER HAVING A FIGHT WITH THE PEOPLE I HAVE BEEN STAYING WITH I HAVE TO SAY SCREW IT AND IM HITCH HIKING HOME TO MARSHALL TX FROM DRESDEN TN (8 HRS BY CAR) ANYWAY I HAVE DONE DUMBER THINGS AND IM STILL AROUND I CAN DO THIS TO (YES TO THE ONES THAT KNOW ME IM BEING STUBBERN AS YOU KNOW I CAN BE) TT YALL SOONER OR LATER LOVE STACY

Tired Of It All
I want what I want and I want it now! Why do I have to wait? Who says now is not the right time? Who the hell are you to tell me that? Life is short whether you have 50 or 100 years it still flies by Why shouldn't I be happy now Why do I have to wait for it? What's the fucking hold up? What am I doing wrong that it keeps eluding me? Am I too desperate? Am I not desperate enough? Do I give too much? Do I not give enough? I am not going to settle for anything less than everything I want But fuck! Why can't I find it? I know it's out there waiting for me to find, but it's hiding in plain sight. I am so frustrated! When is my time going to come to be happy? I hate waiting, for anything...

So Called Friends On Fubar
IT REALLY ANNOYS ME BADLY WHEN I SEE A FRIEND ON FUBAR WHO NEEDS HELP AND ASKS FOR HELP BUT NEVER GETS IT IN RETURN...THIS IS SAD NOW I KNOW MANY OF YOU ALL ON HERE HAVE BEEN IN ONE CONTEST OR ANOTHER AND MOST OF YOU HAVE WON ONE AT SOME POINT IN TIME...MY CLOSE FRIEND MERCI IS THE GIRLFRIEND OF FIREMAN185 AS WE ALL KNOW...FIREMAN185 AND I GO ALONG WAY BACK HE HAS ALWAYS GIVEN AND RATED YALL'S PICS AT SOME POINT AN SO HAS MERCI I KNOW FOR A FACT THIS GIRL HAS GIVEN AN GIVEN TO MANY ON THIS SIGHT SHES PUT MANY HOURS INTO THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL JUST TO WATCH IT SLOWLY FALL APART..BUT HER AN JOHN ARE REBUILDING IT...SHES TAKEN TIME AWAY FROM HER FRIENDS FAMILY TO HELP OTHERS WHEN IN NEED...THIS CONTEST HAS BEEN OPEN SINCE SUNDAY AND I'VE BEEN IN THERE EVERYDAY ALONG WITH MERCI AND A FEW OTHERS WHO CLAIM TO BE FRIENDS OF HER'S AN CHUCK BUT FUNNY HOW I KEEP SEEING THE SAME PEOPLE VOTE THATS ME AND HER AND A FEW OTHER'S YOU THE ONE WHOS SAY YOU ARE HER'S AN CHUCKS FRIEND BULLSHIT TRUE FRIEND

P-gamble
imikimi - Customize Your World As water is to a flower, And honey is to a bee, You are always there, You are a part of me. As the wind blows, Through the distant land, My love for you grows, Never wanting to end. As the stars are to the night, And the grass is to the ground, You must definitely know, My love is all around. And when there is no wind, No land, night or sun, I'll love you forever and always, Even when my life here is done. And when my days are over, My life here on earth is through, I hope you'll forever know, I'll still be in love with you.

Urgent Prayers Needed!!!!!! (update)
My niece is still down in ICU, they had to give her Femabarbitol I dunno if that's how you spell it but it's an emergency drug and the last time they gave it to her when it was working out of her system she was REALLY fussy. They are giving her the medicine they moved her down there to give her in a little over an hour they had to wait b/c she had eaten this morning and she can't have anything on her stomach with it. They're doing this because she was having like 12 seizures an hour earlier and they couldn't get them to stop. This new medicine they're planning on giving her today and tomorrow will hopefully wipe the slate clean, stop them all together for a couple days and hopefully when she comes out of it will come back better then she has been, they're thinking that the seizures are being caused by some other problem that is seriously wrong but they're not sure what yet. If this one doesn't work there is one other drug that they are going to try, these new drugs are not for long ter

To The Man I Love
I wish that words can express what i am feeling right now. It's late at night, and I'm alone. You're not here with me, and I know that you are probably thinking of me too. I wish that I could just hold you, bringing your body close to mine, and we could share a moment together, one of many. It's the first time that someone has moved me so that I can't express with humor. I needed , and wanted to tell you that you mean everything to me right now. There are sometimes that I wind up crying because I'm alone, and the loneliness just gets to me. Its these times that I wish that i had you by my side the most. And I know that if we are to be together , there must be ssacrifices and devotion about and beyond that which most people could ever consider going through. At times, I didn't think I could go through with it. But that was then,I've come to realize that I don't want anyone else in my life but you, The unconditional love that you give me is something i'm just not use to.

Computer Blues
Wendy? Yes lisa Is the water warm enough? Yes lisa Shall we begin? Yes lisa Where is my love life? Where can it be? There must be something wrong with the machinery Where is my love life? Tell me, tell me Where has it gone? Somebody please please tell me what the hell is wrong Until I find the righteous 1 Computer blue Until I find the righteous 1 Computer blue Prince

Fifty Dollars Is Fifty Dollars."
Body: fifty dollars is fifty dollars." Body: Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, "Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter." Esther always replied, "I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, "Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance." To this, Esther replied, "Morris that helicopter is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." The pilot overheard the couple and said, "Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word, I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's fifty dollars." Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers,but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again,but still not a word. Whe

Make It A Shay Day....read The Whole Thing
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following sto

Everything You Knew About Wonderland Is Wrong
We found it last night; we felt our son Jeffrey’s second tooth breaking through his lower gum to the left and past the center of his first! Now Martha points out we can’t put a finger into Jeffrey’s mouth to see if he’s hungry any more; we’ve virtually stopped doing that anyway. And if Sarah tries to mess with him, watch out! Actually, Sarah and Jeffrey have been getting along great the last few weeks. This morning I was feeding Jeffrey some rice cereal in his chair and she wanted to help me do it. She did for two bites; it’s always a delicate balance making that stuff! I either measure out too little water (which if you’re going to err, this is the side of caution; I like oatmeal this way too) or too much to mix with it. Since he drools already, having this stuff drip down is no picnic either. One of my new favorite books came into my possession this weekend when the Waldenbooks in Dakota Square was closing (like B. Dalton I referred to Saturday, they’re both being supersede

Language I Use At Work ( Haha)
HI Ya!, Just a little information on any language that I use, that you may not understand. The following sentences are what you may hear coming from my mouth, But the translation of what I am really saying follows: When I say “YOU DUNNO WHAT THE F--- YOU’RE DOING!” What I am really saying is “I think you could use a little more training and guidance, and I’m glad to help” When I say “WHAT A F---N’ B---H!” What I am really and truly saying is “You are such an aggressive, ambitious and go getter woman” When I say “AND WHEN THE F---- AM I GOING TO GET IT, AND WHEN DO YOU F----N’ EXPECT ME TO DO THIS!?!!” What I am really saying is “I guess I can be patient and perhaps stay late to help you out” When I say “NO F-----G WAY!, ARE YOU F----G CRAZY!?!” What I am really saying is “I’m certain that just won’t work, but we’ll try, o.k.?” When I say “ARE YOU F----G KIDDING ME!?!” What I am truly saying is “Stop joking, I can’

Attention Whores...
is it just me or are there friends on your list that are merely attention whores and could care less about being your friend.you leave them comments,buy them gifts and nada nothing back from them..im about over all that bs and ready to clean my list big time!!

Texan's Way Of Handling Things!!
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a Texan are all working together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. 'I will give each on you one wish, which is three wishes in total', says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada ..' POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, 'I want a wall around Afghanistan , Palestine , Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come in our precious land.' POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Texan says, 'I am very curious. Please tell me more abou this wall.' The Genie explains, 'Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 5oo feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; it's

So You Call Yourself A Animal Lover?
Ever wonder about all those people who have those animal bumper stickers on their automobiles, you know the type I mean "I (heart) my {insert animal breed}!" I often wonder how many of those people actually mean it, or if they bought it to hide a scratch on their automobile, and make people think, they are sensitive, or even a caring person. I used to have a neighbor a few years ago, they had a I love my miniature pinscher bumper sticker. Which whenever I saw them I always thought, geez tough love. I mean there was times that little dog was chained out in the yard for days in zero and sub zero tempterures, while those human who supposedly loved it were warm and cozy in their home, or even worse away for holiday for a few days or so. Alternatively, times in the summer, when the temperatures are dangerous outside towards humans, the little dog would often be chained up out in the yard, usually out of reach of shade, and often without a cool drink of water. Or another thing I hate, are

Our Finest Hour
The End of Endings has started... The battle lines have been drawn as the smoke clears, we will be the ones marching on the gates of hell have been shaken... Terror fills their eyes as we attack, we lift out voices in the battle cry. We will fight, we will be strong together. We're marching on, untied, we move as one. Our Finest Hour has just begun. The host of darkness before us, their shallow eyes filled with pain. There's no escaping all the angels with their eternal chains. Our final surging battalion the massive gates crumble in our shouts of victory meet the strains of tortured screams from within. Our Finest Hour has Just Begun...

Ain't Nothin Wrong...
With a big girl. I see past size and look at character. Big girls and skinny girls can be sweet or total super mega bitches. Size doesn't matter...its alll about personality, character, and how you carry yourself that makes you attractive...not if you're a single digit size.

Don’t Mess With A Marine Who’s Trying To Eat:
Police investigate the scene – The 71-year-old retired Marine who opened fire on two robbers at a Plantation, FL , sub shop late Wednesday, killing one and critically wounding the other, is described as John Lovell, a former pilot for two presidents. He doesn’t drink, he doesn’t smoke, he works out everyday. Lovell was a man of action Wednesday night. According to Plantation police, two masked gunmen came into the Subway at 1949 N. Pine Rd. Just after 11 p.m. There was a lone diner— Lovell, who was finishing his meal. After robbing the cashier, the two men attempted to shove Lovell into a bathroom and rob him as well. They got his money. But then Lovell pulled his handgun, opened fire, shooting one of the thieves in the head and chest and the other in the head. When police arrived, they found one of the men in the shop. K-9 units found the other in the bushes of a nearby business. They also found cash strewn around the front of the sandwich shop accordi

Never Fear !
All anyone really wants is to be loved . To be someones EVERYTHING. The first and last thought of the day. To see that some bodys smile, and know everything is okay. Having arms envelope them and all worries fall. Once in life they may cross your path. So hold on tight and dont let go. It may be a ride you havent taken. Trust me my friend its worth it . Just to know something you have never had. Scared,and confused you may feel at first. NEVER FEAR! Together you can make all your dreams come true!

Firework Pics
Hey Sweeties I have 16 days left of this trial program I am using to make these firework pics. So if you would like one you better get one now! You don't have to do anything for them! Just doing them to do something nice for my friends :) Just let me know if you want one, what picture you would like me to use and I will be glad to make you one or 2.

1-25-07
I will take my cloak off and let it fall. Down to the ground and I will reveal it all. I know you will take me as I am. Crazy, baby, I know with me You'll stand. Because through the years you/ve always been behind me. And through the tears your arms always held me tightly. I know I'm crazy, yet I know you'll still love me. I'm crazy but I know your still beside me. It amazes me to see how far we've come. My fever mind always telling me to give up because you'll run. Of course I never listen, Even tell it to shut up. It's always talking nonsense. But you've shown me enough. I will try to be better. I'll need doctors and such. I need to fix myself for I feel I can't Love you enough. I've hid my pain not wanting to hurt you. It hasn't helped that much. I tried it alone but it was too much. The scars I bare won't hurt, Just only remind of the times I lost all control. Just take my hand, It's trembling lightly. Kiss my lips that are trembling in fear. Push me

The Right To Write
It's difficult to justify yourself as a writer when you barely write or when what you write isn't understood by the masses. Is that ultimately what dictates success? Readability, relatability? I know that somewhere out there there is a genre for angst and anger, sadness and broken hearts. No sugar coating no pretending. When will I take the leap? Devote my life, my fingers to this story? My story. When will I forgive and stop blaming myself for the decisions I was forced into making. Not everyone's story is pretty and perfect. In fact I refuse to believe that each one of us has not suffered injustices that have dictated the course of our existence. My words read like a pitty party and I will be your host for the evening. I will give you all the clues and hints you need to put it all back together again. I was told by my father recently that I should try to be more mainstream. How dejected and depraved. How dare you make assumptions about my life and the way I choose to express my tort

A Stroll In My Own Personal Hell
"Trapped" Ripping at the secrets pushed deeply down inside All the little horrid things I'm forced to try to hide Wanting to dump it all out wear it right on my sleeve But so trapped in my heart by the web that I weave Dying to scream but scared they may hear All of the things that are buried by fear Fear of just losing or that I may win This never ending battle thats destroying me within Smother my voice shadow my sight Killing my emotions and dimming out the light The fire that burns with just a few flickers Inside I am weeping while you all sit and snicker Laughing of good times and old jokes that were told Stressed over the future and what it might hold Not seeing the helpless us meager and weak Dont stop to just listen or care if we speak We are just dust the desperate and low The dignity and strength is all just for show Keep walking on by dont wonder and gaze Our souls are all mangled and our minds just a maze

Feel Like Hiding???
"Empty As Me" The brightness of a summers day can dance upon your window pane The drowning sound of falling rain can be enough to drive insane When you sit all alone in an empty room left only to consider the upcoming gloom But its all up to you if you let it consume or open your mind and offer to bloom Grow from the person they all know today rise up to the sun and ride out the ray Its all pretty easy if you just find a way to harden your voice and ask them to stay Stay in the dark and continue to hide all of the fears you have deep inside All of the evil things that trouble your mind all of the thoughts you dont want them to find So you hold it all in and dont let them see all of the person you know you can be So consider these words I know you'll agree that all of you have felt, just as empty as me

Kama Sutra Position I Am:
This position is crazy and will allow both parties to climax very quickly. To start off this position, the woman will lie down on the bed, with her head on a pillow. Then she will raise her hips and taking her weights on her shoulders and neck. The man will then kneel down in front of her . He will use both his hands to hold her buttock for support and control the movement. The woman every five seconds blows air into her cheeks and lets the spikes protrude from her back. She has become feral. At this point, the whale must calm and soothe the fearful and powerful pufferfish. The whale bellows deeply as the pufferfish slowly releases air through her nose valve...while slowly removing the last of their clothes. Then they do it donkey style; the point when the whale and pufferfish become one in congress.

Blast For Rates
So I started this out as a mumm and now I'm adding it here So for anyone who will give me a blast doesnt matter the period of it could be 1 day,3 or 7 days a month whatever but for the person or people that get me one I will go to their profile and rate everything they have there pics,stash and all So who is up for it?

Test 2
Click Here To Enter ?DJ POUNCE?DJ Tags™DJ TravDJ Sweetness?DJ Kinky?~*Dj NaRLY BEAST*DJ ShibbyDJ Metal Monster~*DJ LightenladyDJ SHOCKDj DevientDJ GRINCH Great People and Great Music for all Types of People

Rangers 4-0 St Mirren
Rangers 4-0 St Mirren By Clive Lindsay Burke put Rangers into the lead Rangers eased to victory over 10-man St Mirren to stretch their lead over Celtic at the top of the SPL. But it could have been a different story had goalkeeper Allan McGregor not denied Billy Mehmet an opening goal during early Buddies dominance. Chris Burke turned in the 27th-minute opener and Will Haining's exit for two yellow cards ensured Rangers' victory. Kris Boyd fired home after 33 minutes and Steven Whittaker powered in two more either side of the break. Interview: Rangers manager Walter Smith Interview: St Mirren manager Gus MacPherson A lacklustre Rangers squandered chances to add to further add to their tally but had done enough to move seven points clear as Celtic prepare to visit Falkirk on Sunday. McGregor, Barry Ferguson and David Weir had returned to the Rangers starting line-up after the midweek Scottish Cup win over East Stirlingshire. Lee McCulloch,

Are You Bored?????
Hey guys when you are bored and tired of leveling we have a family member that is in a weeks contest and only needs 3,000 comments to get her a 3 day blast....lets see if we can get it done in a couple of days so she can come back and help the family http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=822967&i=1587157666&idx=1

L******* Leaving Fubar ********
just a quick email to say a big thank you for all the fun ive had your all very naughty boys big hello to brian who i met last night, your filthy baby loved your hands up my skirt in the middle of the restaurant ... everyone watching making me sooo horny my website is nearly ready [ill be posting a countdown time shortly and little old wendy invites you all to get up and personal with me and my pals and you will find from next wek ive deleted my profile love you all xxx wendy http://www.shortskirt17.com

We Are Friends
TELL HER WE ARE FRIENDS After I gave you frozen agua, so that each tear of longing could melt into your thirst, drop by drop, as she watched, wondering why that woman was so nice to you and how long had you been drinking? There is only platonic love between us, as we gaze at each other, steady and clear, our needs forever unmet. She can have you every day. Your socks, your hunger. I'll take your thirst with me and drink from those wide eyes that look at me always, letting go. Go ahead. Te amo.

Your Grief
Your grief for what youve lost holds a mirror up to where youve bravely working. Expecting the worst, you look and instead, heres the joyful face youve been wanting to see. Your hand opens and closes and opens and closes. If it were always a fist or always stretched open, you would be paralyzed. Your deepest presence is in every small contracting and expand the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated as birdwings.

Security
Security Tomorrow will have an island. Before night I always find it. Then on to the next island. These places hidden in the day separate and come forward if you beckon. But you have to know they are there before they exist. Some time there will be a tomorrow without any island. So far, I haven't let that happen, but after I'm gone others may become faithless and careless. Before them will tumble the wide unbroken sea, and without any hope they will stare at the horizon. So to you, Friend, I confide my secret: to be a discoverer you hold close whatever you find, and after a while you decide what it is. Then, secure in where you have been, you turn to the open sea and let go.

A Dozen Roses
A dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all.

Friends
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once, but i forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, So i can say I’m here for you Of all the friends I’ve ever met, You're the one I won’t forget And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you, I'll give the angels back their wings and risk the loss of everything There isn't a thing I wouldn’t do To have a friend just like you.

Letter From The Heart
Take my hand and follow me; Together we can take on the world. I am your Guardian; I will teach you everything I know. I am the Light to your Darkness; I shall guide you. I am the answer to your prayers; You shall no longer suffer. I am your friend; I will never betray you. I am your ally; I will never forsake you. I am a woman of truth and virtue; I hold the answers you seek. I am a fighter; I shall protect you from the dangers of the world. I am pure; I shall not judge you. Take care, dear friend; I will never forget you.

The Deeper I Go
The deeper I go into love. I feel like I'm falling from heaven above. It feels like an ocean, water rushing down my face. Drowning, a sensation is all I taste The deeper I go into love It seems so magical It's warm and pleasant, like falling into sea. The deeper I go, I have to keep going It seems like being near a warm fire place. A hurricane and you're being carried away. The deeper I go into love I'm lost, I can't find my way out. The deeper I go into love makes me want to shout. I want to sing a song that never ends. I'll go deeper time and time again.

Forbidden
Ever since that day I've hid my heart away Many have tried but fail to find The gate is closed I've made up my mind I can't be the girl I used to be Cause look what love has done to me I let my guard down and gave it all to you Never realizing you would be untrue It's been so long and still I stand But still I long for the touch of your hand I'll be strong and keep it all inside Even if it's just foolish pride They say it is better to have loved and lost And I've tried that and paid the cost So if I have to feel this pain Just to find a love again I think I'll let it pass me by I'll spare the heartache and refuse to try

A New Day Is Dawning....
A new day is dawning..... no demise in sight. Lingering thoughts..... why do friends fight? Angers anew, my heart is now weak. You're not who I thought, I'm not who you seek. You reached out to take..... my hand, heart and soul. My spirit is broken, you can't make me whole. Lost within reason my heart truly bleeds..... I've finally realized we have the same needs. Your heart is not mine, nor is it yours..... Our lives are now measured by the closing of doors.

Baby Sick
my oldest is very sick. i called the doctors today and they said it was ok but to call tomorrow if it doesn't inprove. IMPROVE?! i was just attacked my projectile vomit!! and i've been cleaning diarrhea from corners of my house to hours cause its that runny and bad. why does the system fail us when we need it the most?! fucking idiots!! im taking her to the hospital tonight as long as the doctors are willing to see her. its been too long for it to continue. nothing is working. pedalite, crackers, water, bread, gatorade. nothing. i dont wanna deprieve her of food but she can't keep anything down. i feel helpless.

Umbrella
You have my heart And we'll never be worlds apart May be in magazines But you'll still be my star Baby cause in the dark You can't see shiny cars And that's when you need me there With you I'll always share Because [Chorus] When the sun shines, we’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be a friend Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella You can stand under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) Under my umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh) These fancy things, will never come in between You're part of my entity, here for Infinity When the war has took it's part When the world has dealt it's cards If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart Because [Chorus] When the sun shines, we’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said

Right Here
STAIND LYRICS Right Here I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you jus

Be Without You
MARY J BLIGE LYRICS "Be Without You" I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you (Oh, oh, oh, oh) Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo Chemistry was crazy from the get-go Neither one of us knew why We didn't build nothing overnight Cuz a love like this takes some time People swore it off as a phase Said we can’t see that Now from top to bottom They see that we did that (yes) It’s so true that (yes) We’ve been through it (yes) We got real sh** (yes) See baby we been... Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby) And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby) Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby I got a question for ya See I already know the answer But still I wanna ask you Would you lie? (no) Make me cry? (no) D

A Dying Soul
A Dying Soul Walking down this road we call life, it's all I can do not to pickup a knife, my mind twists, riddles, and bends, no one can help me not family nor friend, I have been waiting year after year, for someone to save me, dry my tears, yearning, longing, praying for relief, rid my heart of my undying grief, Why can't they love me, Why can't they see, what have I done wrong, guess I just don't belong, I strive for attention, but it seems I'm in a separate demention, my voice they never hear, my soul might as well disappear, They never see me as I see them, they rip my spirit limb from limb, in death I will be cold and alone, but in life what warmth have I ever known, All the thoughts and feelings I am displaying, I'm sure aren't even worth me saying, but to die I am too scared, that it will prove all I have feared, That no one will care, that no tears will be shared, I will be forever alone in my grave, with no soul left to save.

Things The Grandchildren Should Know
It's not often I sit down and devour a book in one sitting, but this really is such a great read. E's own account of his life, his family, death, his music, and the career of the Eels, it's a fascinating, moving, hilarious and inspiring read. I sorta cried twice reading it, which I think is a good sign. You should read it too. While listening to 'Useless Trinkets'.

A Loan From God
God promised at the birth of time, A special friend to give, His time on earth is short, He said, So love him while he lives. It may be for eight or ten years, Or only two or three, But will you, till I call him back, Take care of him for Me? A wagging tail and cold wet nose, And silken velvet ears, A heart as big as all outdoors, To love you through the years. His puppy ways will gladden you, And antics bring a smile, As guardian or friend he will, Be loyal all the while. He'll bring his charms to grace your life, And though his stay be brief, When he's gone the memories, Are solace for your grief. I cannot promise he will stay, Since all from earth return, But lessons only a dog can teach, I want you each to learn. I've looked the whole world over, In search of guardians true, And from the folk that crowd life's land, I have chosen you. Whatever love you give to him, Returns in triple measure, Follow his lead and gain a life, Brim f

Slave Bells Part 1
It was a Friday afternoon when He found out. she had been teasing Him without knowing it all quarter. her long light brown hair had a few natural blond highlights hidden within the surface. When her hair was up in a bun or a pony tail, He would catch glimpses of the natural dark color that her hair actually was before the sun bleached out the color. Whenever He caught a peek of her outside of class, He would be forever breathless when she pulled her hair down and the sun caught it just right. Right at a perfect moment, it seems that she was a natural auburn. He had tried all quarter not to stare at her simple beauty. He would lecture in the large hall and find Himself constantly looking for her among the mass of a few hundred students. she would often sit in the back right corner. It was closest to the door and He knew she was claustrophobic. He would see the fright in her eyes whenever she got stuck in a throng of students. He always loved labs though. It was His moment to be with her

Waiting
i wake up at night and see ur still not there crying myself back to sleep wishing u would just care your all thats on my mind every hour of every day and the one thing i wish is for u just to stay youve ripped out my heart and stomped on my soul i feel like im going crazy and have lot all control and then u smile and it all goes away the hope cums back that ull be back someday so i sit here and wait with nothing else to lose trying to change myself cus i have so mush left to prove i love u more then anything ive ever known i dont know what to say or whetelse is to be shown all i know is i love u with all my heart and thats one thing that will never fade and untill the day cums when u cum back ill be wish youd have stayed

He Shows Me.....
He touches me in ways no one else has He loves me in a mannor that only God knows He gives to me of himeself completely He shares his all never misunderstood He cherishes my being with uncompromising love He listens to me without using his ears He speaks to me without opening his mouth He caresses my ego like no other can He strokes me with happiness He gives his soul without hesitation He looks into my life with clearity He provides my heart with all it needs He hears my hurt before I know it's here He wipes away my tears when they hit my face He takes me to the place no one has ever dared He shows me how much he loves me daily By Diva. W.

Rip Dad....
This Picture was taken back in late September, early October.. on this day I attempted to Thank Denny for being the dad that he didn't have to be as I am not his biological daughter.. just his daughter of 17.5 years through marriage.. He took it all light heartedly ( on the outdside for my sake) and through a laughing, teasing face, said, he wasn't going anywhere all the while knowing that this would be the end of the road for him... Yesterday he was taken to the crematory.. ( my aunt went to witness him being put in the incinerator because of all the horrific stories we have been told of loved ones not being the ashes that are given to them) and for that I feel I must Thank her.. I don't think I or anyone in my family would have had the strength to do so... His ashes will be back today... It's hard to believe that a whole life has been reduced to a bunch of ashes in a little box.. I'm still finding it all a little hard to accept.. and I know in time it will be a reality but for now

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I thought of you today But that’s nothing new I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head I hope you've understood everything I’ve said This isn't just a joke or a silly lie Id never do anything to make you wanna cry I'm sorry if I do something to make you really mad It only comes back and makes me really sad I really do love you and everything you are I hope this relationship gets really far Ill never get you out I simply don't know how In fact I'm thinking of you right about now Your everything I need and everything to me You know exactly who you are and what you want to be You always make me smile just by being there I hope you know how much I really do care Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list The list goes on forever and never will it end Neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend not just a simple f

Wrong
So today I posted this mumm. Asking people if they would eat what a guy on the video was eating. I got several comments saying that my mumm violated the terms of service. When I looked them up it said nothing about not being able to post a video as long as it went with the question. Which mine did! Dumb ass holier than thou people clicked on the NSFW button and my mumm was reported and deleted with out me being able to defend myself or save my mumm since I did nothing wrong. At to top it off the will not reply back to the message I sent them. WTF!

January 31, 2008
Unfortunately due to real life circumstances, we need to change the way we are levelling people for at least the next few days. I'm sure you've noticed the lack of blog posts the past few days, and we apologize for that. From now on, when you're online, please go into the Family Lounge Sin and LOL Family Retreat. There is no music playng in the lounge so it should load quickly and be a minimal strain on anyone's browser. We ask that you continue to "lurk" there while you're on, checking randomly to see if a link has been posted by anyone. When you come across someone close to level, post the link in the lounge, and either send shouts to other members to check the lounge or people will get them as they check through the day. I do realize that this is not as convenient as a daily blog, however it will keep us together as a levelling family and keep us levelling people which is what we all joined to do. Thanks for your understanding.

I've Been 2 The Mountain Top
Known as Martin Luther King, Jr.'s last speech. This Speech still makes me cry today. I wish the young people in gangs will sit down and listen to the cause. & Stop fighting against one another and strive to get to the Promise Land.

Help Me Level Up!!!!!!!!
will you help me level up? if so, please rate all of my pictures, my stash, and blogs. send me a message or a comment letting me know you have done this and i'll do the same for you! i need to level up :D thanks!

Couple Make Burglar Clean Their Home At Gun Point
An American couple turned the tables on a burglar they caught ransacking their home by dispensing their own summary justice. Without waiting for the law to arrive, the pair doled out their own punishment to the surprised criminal - they made him clean up the house at gunpoint! The unlucky burglar was caught red-handed when Adrian and Tiffany McKinnon returned to their house near Montgomery, Alabama, after a week away. To their dismay they discovered their home had been plundered. "Tears just rolled down my face as I walked in and saw everything gone and piles of trash all over my home," Mrs. McKinnon told her local newspaper the Montgomery Advertiser. When her husband walked into another room to check what was missing he came face to face with the burglar, who was wearing one of Mr. McKinnon's hats. "My husband Adrian caught the thief red-handed in our home. And what is even crazier, the man even had my husband's hat sitting right on his head," Mrs. McKinnon said. Mr

Why Do I Do This?
First of all, thank you from all My well wishers that have sent Me get-well cards and such during My bought with this nasty flu that's going around. I started to feel ill around Friday last week and exactly now one week later, I am actually back to My old self and only a linger cough and a VERY sexy voice that is only going to stick around for the next few days... I hope! Although I have been chatting online with some of My fans, I recently was approached with a question that I felt was a legitimate one that I should answer here. "Why do you do this for money if You enjoy it so much?" Well, My first sarcastic answer would be because "I Can!", but I am sure that that's not what you are looking for and I do believe it is a viable question that I can put some perspective to. My love for this lifestyle comes very easily and very naturally. Growing up as a military brat, learning a chain of command (no pun intended) and learning from those in command provided Me with the knowled

Why?
I have come to the conclusion that life is definitely a mystery. I have done 29 years of nothing but trying to help people and some I have made an impact with and other's I haven't. But my question is why do men have such a hard time expressing themselves?

True Color
Sam, your true color is Red! Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you

So What To Do Here
im confused as fuck, i want to be freinds, and respect people, yet sometimes i get ignored or kicked to the curb, being ignored is hard to deal with , except for a select few, i get ignored by a hell of alot of people, yea i can understand their reasonings for doing it, and all, but am i the only one that has this happen to them? all i want to do in life is see people smile. so what to do, mrs right will hopefully comealong soon, but my main feeling is how i dont have enough freinds, im just feeling low on the freinds edge,lol , dont get me wrong, angel twiz and numerous others that i cant remember off the top of my head cause its so late your in my thoughts daily and i thank you for the respect you guys and gals give me. next i know the punctuation in here is horrible, im just ranting, so please dont bad mouth me on my punctuation. thirdly , anybody willing to talk to me bout this is welcome to shout box me or something, thanks for reading , imput and comments are welcome~! red

Watch Me
Watch Me i know u don’t believe me when i say I’m done u don’t think i'll ever be gone u take my presence for granted I’m like a puppet, and u've got the strings i've been ur fool for oh so long much longer then i ever intended i've bent over backwards for you i've killed myself and come back to life all for u just to hit me in the face with your lies, your misleading ways your "unintentional" way of "leading me on" tell me dear, how would u feel if i told u i loved u then spent every night with another, telling them the same bullshit i fed to u? would stand for that? would u put up with that type of disseat just because u "love" me? when one loves another there shouldn't be anything u have to “put up" with you wont ever feel love the way it was intended to feel. you are unable to love someone the way that they deserve to be and soon enough every one u love will be gone i once would defend you but I’m done being in denial there is no excuse for you.

Yahoo Doesn't Have What Microsoft Needs.
Brian Caulfield 02.01.08, 2:47 PM ET pic Microsoft Crafts New Mobile Strategy With Yahoo! Microsoft Finally Gets The Competitive Spirit YahooSoft Bid Shakes The Start-Ups Mister Softee Buys Cool For Once, The Underdog Microsoft Goes After Yahoo! In Online Advertising Yahoo! Doesn't Have What Microsoft Needs Yahoo! Deal's Paper Lions Analysis: A Messy Marriage, At Best The Bid: Microsoft Makes Its Yahoo! Play The Strategy: What Will Microsoft Get? The Rival: Google, Beware The Battle: Microsoft Admits Yahoo! Isn't In The Bag By This Author Brian Caulfield Fans Critique Apple In Pictures: The Social Life Of Games Facebook's Winning Game More Headlines RSS News Feed Popular Videos Microsoft's Mega Yahoo! Bid The Baby Borrowers Buzz The Business Of Fashion Reality Cheerleaders A New Generation Of Gamers Related Quotes GOOG 515.90 - 48.40 MSFT 30.45 - 2.15 YHOO 28.38 + 9.20 Most Popular Stories Schools With The Most Professional Athletes

Dui - Texas Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the on

"cyber Love Gone Right!!!"
Just thought I'd give a little insight on cyber love. I was one of those who desperately searched for Mr. Right. It didn't matter if he lived in my town, 2 hours away or halfway across the country. I am a firm believer in internet romance since I have friends that have been married for 8 yrs and met online. It worked for them so I figured it could work for me as well. Well, I was CONSTANTLY on Cherrytap (before the days of Fubar, it was CherryTap and before that it was Lost Cherry! Those were the good old days!!) I met ALOT of friends and had found someone I absolutely fell in love with. He was in California and it ended up bein a love hate relationship of sorts. Many a good blog came out of that. Everytime I was happy, sad, upset, or just flat out pissed, I wrote about it. This went on for almost a year! I was head over heels in love with him, and I thought the feeling was mutual. We would fall out, not speak for 2 weeks or so, then he'd IM, tell me he'd been miserable without m

The History Of Valentine's Day
Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day -- and its patron saint -- is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred. One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claud

Imma Bird......
I dont want this weekend to be the begining of us falling apart.I dont see anything that is capable of pushing us apart,but life is trying to.I will not back down.I will not give up.Please promise me the same.I need you like the first time I saw you.I love you like the first time I said it.I refuse to let anything get in the way of my heart.Dont for one second doubt my feelings for you or that I am willing to do what needs to be done for us.Part of me died yesterday and I dont ever want us to feel like that again.No one in this world will love you like I do.And until the end of time,Im here. Love, Chris

Take Me
The touch of your fingers on my skin Tingles run up my spine the feel of your lips on my neck my senses arch my hips raise to your touch teasing, nibbles, kisses on my skin you find the trigger a flick of your tongue a moan escapes me my eyes close, body tenses I can feel the energy mounting you back of slightly keeping the release just out of reach my fingernails dig into your shoulders my body begs for that sweet slip into ecstasy you look up at me fire burns in your eyes a silent communication you want to take me there one more flick of your tongue building to the carnal crest my body responds, you have me, heart and soul take me again, the the gates of paradise

Prothink Asks Congressman About Dual Israeli - Us Citizens
PROTHINK Asks Congressman About Dual Israeli - Us Citizens Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: JOIN THE PROTHINK CONTESTS FOR TRUTH! Date: Feb 3, 2008 5:31 PM Yes thats right. My last video of me addressing Feingold got Puke R. from Nyc Wearechange to call other chapters and ask them to not support my work. Why is the WeAreChange leadership trying to protect to Zionist Mafia? Other Chapters contacted me to say it sounded like he was taking "orders" to call people and try to get them to ignore my work. Why are people still hiding why Dan Wallace died? 23 year old healthy people don't just turn up dead... NOW WHAT LUKE!? Step aside PUKE, you pissed off the wrong activist. I have no fear.

Re: The Bush Legacy : Setting A Standard In Fear - Mongering
RE: The Bush Legacy : Setting A Standard In Fear - Mongering ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 04 Feb 2008, 00:48 Bush legacy: Setting a standard in fear-mongeringRichard A. Clarke is former head of counterterrorism at the National Security Council When I left the Bush administration in 2003, it was clear to me that its strategy for defeating terrorism was leaving our nation more vulnerable and our people in a perilous place. Not only did its policies misappropriate resources, weaken the moral standing of America, and threaten long-standing legal and constitutional provisions, but the president also employed misleading and reckless rhetoric to perpetuate his agenda. This week's State of the Union proved nothing has changed.Besides overstating successes in Afghanistan, painting a rosy future for Iraq, and touting unfinished domestic objectives, he again used his favorite tactic - fear - as a tool to scare Congress and the American peo

Im Nuts
youll see me fly over the city of fury where no one knows who i am and im part of everyone nothing will change like a sign on the road i can see the fear in their eyes there ar no fabs in the city of fury youll see me fall like a caught up birfd youll see me fall over deserted places ill undress on the blue streets ill find shelter before anyone sees me youll let me sleep at sunrise between your legs youll know how to hide me well and then disappear in the fog youll see me fly over the city of fury where no one knows who i am and im part of everyone with the sunlight my wings melt i only find in darkness what unites me with the city of fury

If I... [- Poem -]
If I cried everytime you broke my heart I would have an ocean of tears If I saved the blood from the wrist I slit I would drown in my own blood If I let my fears of heart break take me over I would be in abandonment till my last gasping breath If I became numb everytime your words broke my heart I would have never felt a single emotion in my entire existence If I could make you experience the pain you create in me you would yearn to end your being in this world If I thought of a way to attempt get back at you everyime you made me mad those thoughts would consume my mind If I believed everything you told me I would be trapped in a never ending fairytale

Lookin For A Frog
I'm lookin for a frog. Not a prince, because no one is perfect. Just a frog. I have been running into alot of toads. Ugly little creatures. Players and losers. Liars and fakes. Egocentrics, scum. They haven't discouraged me from my search, but have made me more aware of what I do not want. Yep I'm lookin for a frog and with hope one day......... he will turn into my prince.

Re: Willie Nelson: Twin Towers Were Imploded On 9/11
RE: Willie Nelson: Twin Towers Were Imploded On 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 04 Feb 2008, 21:25 Willie Nelson: Twin Towers Were Imploded On 9/11 Straight talking American icon Willie Nelson today told a national radio show that he thought the twin towers were imploded like condemned Las Vegas casino buildings, as the country music superstar controversially voiced his doubts about the official 9/11 story. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/020408_towers_imploded.htm

Read Here To See How To Get Fu Bucks
My friend is hosting a Happy Hour Thursday at 5pm fubar time/8pm eastern time. During that Happy Hour i will have a folder called Happy Hour with a 100 photos. If you rate all of the photos in that folder with 11's you will receive 30,000 fu bucks from me and if you rate all of them 10's you will get 10,000. When you are done private messaging me and i will check and give you the Fu Bucks. Kim`~~~Proud member of SBG Bombrs ~~~@ fubar

Dam Breaks, Abc News Covers Willie Nelson 9/11 Story
Dam Breaks, ABC News Covers Willie Nelson 9/11 Story ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 Feb 2008, 20:49 Dam Breaks, ABC News Covers Willie Nelson 9/11 Story The dam has broken on mainstream media coverage of Willie Nelson's comments yesterday about the implosion of the WTC twin towers with ABC News picking up the story on their front page this afternoon. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/020508_dam_breaks.htm

Pride
PRIDE In almost every list pride (or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. In perhaps the most famous example, the story of Lucifer, Pride was what caused his Fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are prime examples of this Sin. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to induce

Lust
LUST Lust (or lechery) is usually thought of as involving obsessive or excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Unfulfilled lusts sometimes lead to sexual or sociological compulsions and/or transgressions including (but obviously not limited to) sexual addiction, adultery, bestiality, and rape. Dante's criterion was "excessive love of others," which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. In Purgatorio, the penitent walks within flames to purge himself of lustful/sexual thoughts and feelings. ManlyMans Sex Slave(member of the Southern Sex Symbols)(Lust of The Se7en Sins)@ fubar

Re: Media Smeared Paul For Racism, Ignored Mccain's "gook" Flap
RE: Media Smeared Paul For Racism, Ignored McCain's "Gook" Flap ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 06 Feb 2008, 12:46 Media Smeared Paul For Racism, Ignored McCain's "Gook" Comments A shining example of how the media engaged in a witch hunt as part a coordinated campaign to sink the presidential campaign of Congressman Ron Paul is when they attacked him for vaguely racist comments made by other people in the 80's, while completely ignoring the fact that Republican frontrunner John McCain openly said he hated "gooks" more recently. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/020608_gook_comments.htm

You Save Me-kenny Chesne
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right upon the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that believes in me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a h

You've Been Tagged.........
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. thanx "illplayuasong" #1 I have cabbage patch toes #2 I find the rain erotic #3 I like ketchup on my scrambled eggs #4 I like to dip potato chips and/or french fries in chocolate ice cream (especially wendy's frosty) #5 I have rediscovered who I am #6 I have actually never been high #7 I love myself more than I thought I did #8 I like making these little pickle, cream cheese, and deli cooked ham things on flour tortillas #9 I HATE clowns #10 I dont' suck on suckers I bite em

Shadow Of The Day By Linkin Park
I close both locks below the window. I close both blinds and turn away. Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way. And the sun will set for you the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you... In cards and flowers on your window, Your friends all plead for you to stay. Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way. And the sun will set for you, the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in gray, And the sun will set for you.. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in gray, And the sun will set for you.. And the shadow after the day, Will embrace the world in gray, And the sun will set for you.

These Things Are Fun
1. your name with a y on the end? denisey....STUPID huh??? 2. two feelings at the moment? mad....and mad 3. what are you listening to right now? the tv 4. a part of a song lyric that's in your mind? just like a tattoo 5. describe where you are right now? my living room...how much more descriptive do i need to get 6. the highlight of your week? eli 7. what are you craving to have right now? getting it this weekend 8. who was the last person you went out to eat with? pam and katie for lunch...jason for dinner 9. what are you scared of? bridges 10. what was the last movie you watched in the cinema? the bucket list... 11. the best way you've gotten out of a speeding/parking ticket? flirted...sorry...it worked 13. are you thinking of someone right now? yup 14. hows the weather today? better than yesterday 15. what is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? paint shop pro 8 16. who was the last person you visited in the hospit

Being Around
Tonight you were not around Today you were not around This morning you were not around You took my soul and turned it around You took my heart and turned it upside down You took my mind and made me think around And then I realized you were no longer around I took my soul and turned it around I took my heart and turned it upside down I took my mind and started thinking around And then you told me you would no longer be around God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Other people. Courage to change the things I can, I can myself, and who I am And Wisdom to know the difference. I have to be wise to the fact that not every day is going to be good, and that others may not feel the same way I do

Dont Eat Me Lol!!!!!!!!
I am twenty yrs old,living in philippines right now... going through school for computer secretarial. My ultimate dream is to work with third world orphans that have incurrible diseases.If you would like to know more about me just feel free to ask. I will do something with my life, make something of myself and leave this world with something good behind. I want to work with the world..trying to make it a better place because lets face it, much improvement is needed...I have a huge heart and would do just about anything for anyone, my ultimate life would be to work in third world countries for a bit, than return buy a little farm and get a couple horses haha sounds too easy doesnt it...simple...simplicity is huge! for me at least. Have faith in yourself, love who you are and never let the world tare u down...society can be a nasty and horrible place but as long as u stand up, raise your voice and have a heart...you and everyone else will live a better, happier life. I am hereon here to

My Own World
I live in my own world sometimes I invite others in sometimes I lock to door I've been called; detached aloof cold unemotional Thats when I'm off in my head debating, analyzing, contemplating It's nothing to do with you I have to wander, if only in my thoughts I'll come back, in time and be the same fun loving & outgoing woman again Just don't try to come, uninvited my world doesn't like that and I may say something I can't take back Just be patient

Why Girls Should Avoid A Night Out After They Are Married!!!
If this does not make you laugh, you have lost your sense of humor. The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = Midnight!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him Midnight".. . he didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed

The Improtance Of Sentence Structure
Subject: The Importance of Sentence Structure The boss had to fire somebody, and he narrowed it down to one of two people, Debra or Jack. It was an impossible decision because they were both super workers. Rather than flip a coin, he decided he would fire the first one who used the water cooler the next morning. Debra came in the next morning with a horrible hangover after partying all night. She went to the cooler to take an aspirin. The boss approached her and said: 'Debra, I've never done this before but I have to lay you or Jack off.' 'Could you jack off ?' she says. 'I feel like shit.'

Worst "about Me" I Have Ever Seen
so this was some guys about me and i found it very amusing so here you go.... Things I have heard ALL my life, Good God youre Big, Can I touch It?, I wish I had Guns like that, do you have any brothers, is that thing real?, You re fkn huge, is that a sock? and my favorite, Are you gay? You havent hit on me yet. I am Big, I am Tall and I look good. I have Money, Nice Stuff, Nice home, Kickass Friends & Family and I own a business. Not being egotistical, just stating facts. I could care less who you are, I will NOT prove anything to you or anyone. So dont come at me with the normal B.S. Listen, Ive been with A LOT of women, statistically speaking you will be NO different then them. If there are 280 million people in the US, my chances of finding, the One, are 1 in 280,000,000. I would have better odds winning the Lottery. If you ve EVER been married before, listen, you made a promise to someone, you Looked them in the eye and said, Till death due us part. YOU LIED!!! I don’

Technology
Three women, two younger and one senior citizen, were sitting naked in a >>sauna. Suddenly there was a beeping sound. The young woman pressed her >>forearm, and the beep stopped. The others looked at her questioningly. >> >> >>"That was my pager," she said. "I have a microchip under the skin of my >>arm." >> >> >>A few minutes later, a phone rang. The second young woman lifted her palm >>to her ear. When she finished, she explained, "That was my mobile phone. I >>have a microchip in my hand." >> >> >> >>The older woman felt very low tech. Not to be out done, she decided she >>had to do something just as impressive. She stepped out of the sauna and >>went to the bathroom. She returned with a piece of toilet paper hanging >>from her rear end. The others raised their eyebrows and stared at her. >> >> >>The older woman finally said........."Well, will you look at that... I'm >>getting a fax."

Worry
Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind , a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the phone to ri

Diamonds
A lady walks into a high class jewelry shop. She browses around, spots a beautiful diamond bracelet and walks over to inspect it. As she bends over to look more closely she inadvertently breaks wind. Very embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't pop up right now. As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a salesman standing right behind her. Cool as a cucumber and displaying complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady with, 'Good day, Madam. How may we help you today?' Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman may just not have been there at the time of her little 'accident', she asks, 'Sir, what is the price of this lovely bracelet?' He answers, 'Madam, if you farted just looking at it, you're going to shit when I tell you the price.'

Valentines Day.
Why is it that there is one day set aside for supposed love? One day to go out and spend money on whatever it is that the commercials say to buy. All for what? To PROVE that you love someone? Why should you be doing this on just ONE day??? Yeah, I am anti V-day. No, it's not because I had a bad experience or no boyfriend or anything like that. It's just that I can't stand it when someone does NOTHING for their special someone until this day. Why? If you are in love, you are supposed to show it every day. Gifts are not needed. Just the look in their eyes, the smile on their face, and three words should be more than enough. You just get to decide which three words ;)

Advice ....please Help Need Suggestions
I need advice on what i am about to tell you all okay here it is my mother and my grandmother have been critizing me about my hair.Right now i am Blond well my natural color is like a medium brown well they have been telling me my hair is too light for my complextion and that it washes me out and that i should go back as a Brunette well i tell them i am an independant person and that i can make my own choices on how i want to look and not how u tell me you waant me too look. so on the flip side my father tells me i look great as a blond and my husband likes me as a blond so...i am like feeling insecure in away cause of it because i am always getting critized all through my life by mom and grandma...so thats why i feel like that but i want to stay blond cause i like it but just them making me feel like not confident....anyways what should i do i need advice please help me...should i do what i want and that is stay blond..or do what they tell me to do to make them happy and go agains

The Interesting World Of Mums.
Well as a new bear to the Mum scene I have found somethings out. 1. Most mums are sexual in nature. 2. If they are not, then commenter's will post such intelligent responses as; [your a moron, you smell, you need therapy,etc] All because i didn't want to know what your kinkiest fetish was or asked about whats your favorite position is. Heck there are hundreds of those types of mums and I thought it would be Refreshing to be a little original. especially at 5000 Fubucks a post. So i asked myself why the shallowness of thought? Just like how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop. The world may never know. SO i say to all yes, sex is fun, but lets broaden our minds and engage our scenes of Humor for a bit. Thats just my opinion i may be wrong.

All American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret
Song lyrics | Dirty Little Secret lyrics Let me know that I've done wrong When I've known this all along I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know When we live such fragile lives It's the best way we survive I go around a time or two Just to waste my time with you Tell me all that you've thrown away Find out games you don't wanna play You are the only one that needs to know I'll keep you my dirty little secret (Dirty little secret) Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret (Just another regret, hope that you can keep it) My dirty little secret Who has to know The way she feels inside (inside) Those thoughts I can't d

In Jail
well my life has been turned upside down. they came to our house and arrested galen thursday night on the account that he missed a court date. his ex-wife knowing that we lived only 4 miles from her had it sent to our old address where we currently used to live. I am so pissed right now. in order to get him out, i have to come up with 10,000. i don't have that type of money and so he has to sit there and wait. he goes before the judge here on Tursday to see what happens. I imagine that there are some of you that have been through this, but i haven't and i don't know what to do. i really love him and am not going to leave him so that is not an option for me. Whatever happens is in God's hands.

Lil Kim Life
Lil' Kim was born Kimberly Denise Jones in Brooklyn in New York City. She received the nickname of "Lil" due to her petite 4'11" frame by the her friend and mentor Notorious B.I.G. At the age of nine, her parents separated, which marked the beginning of a tumultuous and often difficult lifestyle. However, while in her late teens, her rhyming skills came to the attention of rapper The Notorious B.I.G., real name Christopher Wallace, (a.k.a. Biggie Smalls) who himself had just signed a record deal with Bad Boy Records. Notorious B.I.G. introduced Lil Kim to his New York rap group Junior M.A.F.I.A., in which Kim became the only female member. In 1995, they released their debut album 'Conspiracy', which debuted at number eight on the U.S. Billboard 200 chart and spawned the top twenty hit "Get Money." After her success with Junior M.A.F.I.A., Lil Kim went solo, releasing her controversial debut album 'Hard Core' on November 12, 1996. Hard Core was a hit, debuting at number eleven on

How Sex Starts..
How Sex Starts ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it

The New Rules Of Attraction By Nina Malkin (msn Article)
The New Rules Of Attraction By Nina Malkin ( ( Link: http://msn.chemistry.com/msnarticles/RulesOfAttraction?trackingid=508259&bannerid=2002322>1=10886 ) ) When it comes to finding love, there are certain truths that seem so irrefutable that any single person would be a fool to not follow them. Maybe you’re a firm believer that you can tell within seconds if you’re attracted to someone. Or, maybe you adhere to the idea that a first kiss says it all: If you feel fireworks, your date’s a keeper; if it bombs, cut your losses. While these romantic maxims have their fans, experts insist that these laws no longer hold true in today’s dating world. In short, many rules single people follow need a little revamping. To that end, we’ve consulted authorities in the field to bring you the most up-to-date tactics for finding someone you’ll click with. Old rule: You can tell if you’re truly attracted to someone in three seconds New rule: You can’t tell if you’re truly attracted to s

Prince Equivocal
I've had some time to think and I've come to this conclusion. All the things you've said were just an illusion. You've worked your way in to a place I said I wouldn't unlock And yet I gave you a chance But in the end it was all a crock. You are full of so many sweet words & you put on this cute act Yet everything you've said were just words not fact. And although it seemed fun and charming There was no substance, no truth, no meaning Reality definitely hit leaving my heart careening. By ME {Amitola} February 11, 2008 @ 1am

Bible Stuff
"HAYDEN, Idaho - A man who believed he bore the "mark of the beast" used a circular saw to cut off one hand, then he cooked it in the microwave and called 911, authorities said." The Book of Revelation in the New Testament contains a passage in which an angel is quoted as saying: "If anyone worships the beast and his image and receives his mark on the forehead or on the hand, he, too, will drink the wine of God's fury." The book of Matthew also contains the passage: "And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell." Maybe the bible should come with a warning label or disclaimer. But, it would most likely be better to ignore this. In the end, it was probably the fault of Heavy Metal music and video games. The true culprits of war and death.

Functionally Retarded
Functionally Retarded I have come to the conclusion that a "man" cannot be taken seriously until he is at least 28. Until they have reached on or about that age, then they are functionally retarded. Silly boys and their silly games. I am not "dickin' " around with these little boys anymore because frankly, my patience has been tested and I am just not up for exercising my patience any longer. Every single 20 - 24 year old that I have agreed to go to dinner with etc. has been a disappointment in the fact that they are habitually late (which those who know me, know that I don't do well with "late" ). I usually begin resenting them before we even get to the restaurant. So NOTE***: If you are late, then consider the date canceled***. (I saw a 22 year old the other night, only because he drove over an hour after dickin' around for 3) What these little masturbatory freaks don't realize is, my time is just as important and in true "young 20-something" fashion, they act as if th

My Answers
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I'm quick witted 2. I swear i have add. I start a project and only get so far before i see or think of something else needing done and go do it. 3. I didn't have a fun childhood. 4. I'm a really outgoing person. I love to meet new people and I never forget a face. 5. I Love to make people laugh. 6. I'm addicted to blueberry poptarts. 7. I have been to several different countries when I was in the Marine Corps. 8. I don't like snakes. 9. I wanted to be a Marine and a Firefighter when i was little. 10. My favorite season is spring and summer. Passing the torch to: Allsmiles GotGrr Nurseswty Tag,

My Story
Threesome I had been dating this girl for about 2 months when she first invited me over to her house for a sleep over. I was 20 at the time and on summer break from college. She was a year younger and was amazingly hot. She also had this incredibly hot mom, who must have been around 40, but still irresistibly sexy. I was sleeping on the couch that night when I woke to someone sitting down next to me. I started to get up but a hand pushed me down and started to pull off my boxers. She bent over and began to give me one of the world’s greatest blow jobs and finally I shot cum all over her face. She began to pull down her tight pajamas and I saw a huge black thong which turned me on sooo much. She came on to me and began straddling me hard. She started to moan and whispered in my ear, "Fuck me as hard as you like." I stopped, recognizing the voice. It was not that of my girlfriend but of her hot mom. Then all of a sudden I heard my girlfriend’s voice up the stairs. "Jeff, is ever

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I am always stressing 2- I love dancing. 3- I hate females..unless I know them. 4- I talk to myself alot. LMAO 5- I hate crowds of ppl 6- I can't stand the traffic here in Hawaii. 7- I will never really fully understand life and it's out comes. 8- I am NOT shy at all. 9- I am a pretty out going person and easy to get along with. 10- I got the most amazing man whom I love more than life its self. I TAGG.... 1 Derrick 2 Tee 3 Moose 4 Boy 5 Nani aka Spoiled_Naughty_Bitch

A Lesson For All Of Us!
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side no matter what the situations. Today before you co

Tagged Again
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. my oldest child was born when I was 29 but I had her name picked out when I was 17 2. I have had over 40 different piercings. most I had at one time was 31 3. of all the piercings only 5 were not performed by myself 4. my brain is a vault of useless trivia about the 80's 5. I had a pet rooster as a child. it was was my protector, much like a guard dog 6. I used to play bass 7. I love Celtic art 8. I spent 6 years working in and around carnivals 9. I have an odd fascination with sideshow freaks of the old carnivals and circuses 10. I have dated two women who were more than twice my age at the time I'm tagging: FreakinFreak Gigglebug7 RoughRider Jenna Sushi Cat

Are We Seriously Here. Again.
I've always said the people who talk the most about how they're so unique and not at all like the rest of the members of their sex, usually are the most typical examples of what they're saying they're not. Does that make sense to you? why even talk about it really? I think it's just because theyre trying really hard to convince themselves, along with the other person, that they're not as bad as everyone else. Well....tough shit I guess. Sometimes we can be..not even really looking for something. And just stumble on top of our worst fear. Instant knife in the heart? Why? There was nothing there. Hasn't been enough time. And God knows you had that damn guard up. Still burns though. Maybe it's just the simple fact that no matter WHO you come in contact with, no matter how long you've known them, no matter what you think of them, you're getting fucked over. Again and again and again. It's sad. Makes you a little sick. Makes you want to give up...in fact, being alone starts look

For The 3rd Time!!! Lol
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I laugh at childish stuff 2. I thought I was ace at cleaning cars, until I realised my back window was sooo clear cos the roof was down!! 3. I once slapped a man on the bum - hard - thnking it was someone I knew - it wasn't!! 4. My 3 best friends at school were all called Emma 5. It still amazes me that people you hardly know can bring a HUGE smile to my face 6. I love it when my friend J bitches & complains - it makes me laugh (sorry!!) 7. I want to move to the States 8. I am so untechnically minded yet LOVE gadgets and buy them all!! 9. I am today driving myself SO insane that I may slap me soon 10. I laughed yesterd

Graf
Well here I sit in Graf. Its a training area for live fire exercises. Today, nothing. Not til the night. So I sit here wandering the net. Luckily I have fubar to fill some time. I am also lucky that a buddy of mine has the web n walk on his computer. I guess this will be a good way to keep me busy. For now I dont really have anything to say because its just that damn boring. If you see me online and my status is bored, feel free to hit me up on yahoo. l8ters

Re: Afghans To Be Spied On Like The Rest Of Us
RE: Afghans To Be Spied On Like The Rest Of Us ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Feb 2008, 15:38 Afghans To Be Spied On Like The Rest Of Us If it's good enough for the population of the so-called "free world" then it must be OK for the poor broken-backed bombed to smithereens peasants in Afghanistan - a big brother camera surveillance network to watch over them for their safety. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021308_spied_on.htm

Tagged! Thanks Lewis... Lmao...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I absolutely LOVE to travel. 2. Sitting on a Greyhound for hours on end doesn't bother me because i love to meet new people and learn their stories. 3. Music is a passion for me... I'd go insane without it. 4. I usually can start and finish reading a novel in one afternoon. 5. i have a VERY high pain tolerance... i have 15 piercings and have done them all myself. 6. I talk to the moon sometimes because i believe that my father is sitting up there and can hear me. 7. I'm getting ready to move AGAIN... 8. I'm actually VERY shy... (yeah yeah... hard to believe huh? lol.) 9. I like to drink lemon juice..

The Elbow...
An Italian grandmother is giving directions to her grown grandson Anthony who is coming to visit with his wife Maria. 'You comma to de front door of the apartmenta. I am inna apartmenta 301. There issa bigga panel at the front door. With you elbow pusha button 301. I will Buzza you in. Come inside, the elevator is on the right. Get in, and with you elbow pusha three. When you get out, I'mma on the left. With you elbow, hit my doorbell.' 'Grandma, that sounds easy, but, why am I hitting all these buttons with my elbow?' 'What . . . . . .. You comma empty handed?'

Bdsm Online And Off
The world of BDSM has opened to those who have not had the ability to come out of the closet and experience it first hand. It has been opened by the Internet. The World Wide Web. An amazing world that originally started with small groups called “BBSs” has now grown into a multi-million dollar industry that is now becoming more and more accepted as people start to find themselves and others like them. Now, all of a sudden “we” no longer are “sick” or “demented” but a group of lucatrive people who are endorphine junkies. However, since the invention of the wheel, criminals have found a way to exploit it. BDSM is absolutely not hidden from the ‘criminal’ or ‘predator’ element. In fact, it seems however, that they have flocked to us as a way to blend in. Their presence is not limited to the online element, as it seems that somewhere in just about every community, we have run into a sexual predator or pedophile in the group. The problem now is more difficult in finding the pred

For The Last Time.
I AM NOT NEW. What annoys me is that people who added me on my original profile have added me on this one, and don't even remember me =/ I'm not knew, for the LAST TIME. My other profile was delted because i made a new salute, submitted it, and it got rejected twice. So please STOP saying "Welcome to Fubar". And if you've added me before, and say that, i am NOT accepting you.

Twining Roses, Dripping Blood
Roses twine in this darkened place. The are only two... only two roses that dare grow in this darkness. One black and one red. The roses growing through this darkness twine with every inch. ... It spills... every drop... down to the last... ... Their thorns grow every one sharper than the last, one for every sin one for every love... ... It hurts so much... this pain... your blood is... dripping from my hands... ... The black rose now as tall as the red shows its pitch black pedals as they shine off the light. The red now as tall as the black gives off a scarlet glow. .... why did u do it? it hurts......... im not gonna make it.... tell her.... i loved her...... ....... both twined now and forever.

Re: Obama Pushes Bill That Would Mandate Global Tax
RE: Obama Pushes Bill That Would Mandate Global Tax ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Feb 2008, 17:21 myspace codeObama Pushes Bill That Would Mandate Global Tax Presidential frontrunner Barack Obama is pushing a bill that will lead to the implementation of a UN global tax, costing the U.S. at least $845 billion dollars over thirteen years in the name of fighting worldwide poverty, as well as banning "small arms and light weapons". http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021408_global_tax.htm

A Specia World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

You Gave Me So Much Room, I Can't Breath
Tell me about those nights you stayed awake... Tell me about those days you hated me... One day this will all fade away... In the mirror, you'll see a smiling face... And next to you will always be me.

Locked Away
Locked Away By Chris Lullabies and sad goodbyes are all I seem to find. Locked away inside my heart is the pain I hide from my mind. Life is cold, you aren't gold. So tell me how I'm worthy...of finding something better I threw away your letters. It made feel better. Erased the pain for a little while, I was able to smile. Cover up the bags underneath my eyes with sunglases twice their size. Sleep the years away, trying to ignore what they say. The pain it goes on, it never ends. Once upon a time I thought you were my friend. Guess you don't believe in keeping promises, I guess its one of my many losses. Brake away from the everyday. They spread rumors, their words likes tumors. They grow and spread while my heart feels like lead. It doesn't hurt as much as it used to. One upon a time it hurt bad. Their words and your face made me feel sad. I regret ever falling in love with you

Auction
Well everyone I am in an Auction and if you wanted to place a bid on me here's a link below... the person with the winning bid is gonna get... 1) Add to family for the month 2) A personal salute photo to the winning bidder 3) Pimpout in in my profile 4) Pics rated during Happy Hour 5) One Fubar gift a day 6) 2 comments & Drinks a day for 2 weeks 7) add to my yahoo 8) 2 Clean phone calls

Baby's First Visit To The Doctor
A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, and examined the baby, checked his weight, and being a little concerned, asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed? "Breast-fed, "she replied. "Well, strip down to your waist," the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, pressed, kneaded, and rubbed both breasts for a while in a very professional and detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed the doctor said, "No wonder this baby is underweight,You don't have any milk." "I know," she said, "I'm his Grandmother, but I'm glad I came

Take This Oath
1. Is there currently a rainstorm outside? No. 2. Do you own a silver dress? No. 3. What's your occupation? Office Manager and business owner. 4. Have you ever been to France? No. 5. Would you like to? Sure. 6. Do you use a calculator on simple multiplication? No. 7. Is your favorite piece of jewelry a necklace? Yes. 8. Is beauty something you're born with or something you create? Both. 9. What was the last thing you ate? Starburst. 10. Do you lift weights? No. 11. Would you ever pose nude? Yes. 12. Where is your cell phone charger? In my room. 13. Do you read The Bible? I have. 14. When was the last time you weighed yourself? Uhh...been awhile. 15. How tall are you? 5'7". 16. Have you ever gotten a bikini wax? No, I shave. 17. Do you own a beach ball? No. 18. When you were younger did you want to be a "rock star"? I still do, lol. 19. WH3N P30Pl3 TYP3 LiiK3 DiiSZ, do you want to kill them? I just ignore them. 20. Are you friends

What I've Done
In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me Well I cleaned this slate With the hands Of uncertainty So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done For what I’ve done I’ll start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done

Dear Abby!
Dear Abby: My husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the beginning, and, when I confront him, he denies everything. What's worse, everyone knows that he cheats on me. It is so humiliating. Also, since he lost his job six years ago, he hasn't even looked for a new one. All he does all day is smoke cigars, cruise around with his buddies while I have to work to pay the bills. He does not even pretend to like me. What should I do? Signed: Clueless Dear Clueless: Grow up and dump him. Good grief, woman. You don't need him anymore! You're a United States Senator from New York running for President of the United States. Act like one.

Ahhh Check It Out Tell Me What U Think
Went through so many relationships. Not one was right fo me. Then I meet you. I thoughh it will be the same. you Just another. I am so scared to fall in love with you. so I won't even bother getting close to you. Yet your the one I wanna be with. Never before have I felt this way. Sometimes I wish I never meet you. But then I hear your sweet voice, and I end up thanking you. For beign with me, for caring, and putting up with me. I know you will always be there for my want's and need's. I don't know what to do. what do you think? Nights are long Days are so sad. When i'm not wiht you. I feel so empty and sad. Cuz i'm missing you, and nobody knows it, but me. I'm falling in love with you. But what do you say at a moment like this? When you can't find the words to say, to tell it like it is? I'll just close my eyes and let my heart lead the way. Baby what do u say?

Trail Of Blood
i've left a trail of blood for you to find my soul a little whisper of when I was here i am now staring at you face to face the color drains from my body time hasn't eased the loss it's that pain you have caused and can not release listen closely to what i say and if you listen closely you might understand one day

Vampire Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained In the dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me breathe you this song of my heart before I lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent I hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Lov

Soul Mate
All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read this anyho

Hate Your Job?
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & And Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & John son is personally tested and then sanitized '. Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work

The Rules
We're new and here for you! We'll be bombing giveaways! We will be charging a fu-bux fee to bomb others. The money we raise will go back to you as follows. As members join they will be added to the "family list" blog. As the home page reaches 1mil fu-bux they will be offered to the member marked. Small one time 500 fubux joining fee (to cover transfer fee costs)

Whoooooooohooooooooo!!!!
I have a job possibility! Citibank is going to call me at 3:40pm tomorrow for a phone screening...if this works out, I will likely have an interview with them in the next week or two! UPDATE 2/18: Interview, 9AM tomorrow! If that goes well, I may be joining the workforce soon!

Clydesdale Bank Premier League Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League Table 17 February 2008 17:32 P GD PTS 1 Rangers 24 39 59 2 Celtic 24 43 55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Motherwell 23 6 41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Dundee Utd 26 6 40 5 Hibernian 25 4 35 6 Falkirk 26 -2 35 7 Inverness CT 25 -5 33 8 Aberdeen 26 -11 33 9 Hearts 26 -7 30 10 St Mirren 24 -24 26 11 Kilmarnock 26 -14 22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 25 -35 13 Full Premier League table

I Didnt... Lie... I Dont Lie ..
I didn,t lie , I will pray that all will be ok... But if im not forgiven by you ..Then God will always know I didn,t lie .. He will always forgive me no matter what..And if I do make mistakes and when. He will frogive me always// Thankyou O My Lord Christ. diana

Interesting
I've been wondering...if you wish upon a star, or while blowin out a b-day cake candle, or anythin else...can someone unwish somethin that you wished? Thats the reason I don't believe in World Peace. If I wish for it, theres someone out there who at the same moment can be wishing for it to never come. So whats the point? This bday, I'm gonna wish me a box of Slim Jims.