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Giving Away $10000 Fubucks
Hi im giving away $10000 fubucks to the first 10 VIP'S who give me all 100 of your 11's for today you have til midnight 2/18/08 mountain time to do so if you are interested leave me a privite message.

Blasts Happy Hours And Vips
yeah so, this is pretty much a pointless rant to some, but it kinda makes me mad. I've been on here over a year and not once have i recieved a blast, happy hour or VIP from anyone. I've bought quite a few blasts for people, even a happy hour...... While I dont expect anyone to spend $100 on me, it would be nice for once to get a blast, or even a VIP. The year I've been on here and not gotten any love like that, I see girls come in 2 weeks ago, that have a VIP already, or a blast etc.... do i need to grow woman parts to get this kind of love or what? feedback please

I Love This -from The Karma Man
I did write all kinda things that I love on my profile, but that was a year or so ago, so ill give it another shot.... I LOVE.. windchimes, rainbows and staying up late when I am not really supposed too. Coffe that is heavily sugared and creamed. Hats of all kinds. New makeup, the smell of a mans skin. Writing, dancing, and laughing until someone is afraid I wont breathe again. Text messages, pitbulls and Marlbro light 100's Wifebeaters, pushupbra's and Tripp clothing. Big happy colorful earings, swooshy skirts and wicked heels. tongue kisses, sex. The feeling of lust, making someone laugh, children. Music with a beat, chocolate of most any kind and eyecontact. Older men, old people, family gatherings. Being right. confidence.Thriftstores.Happy coffee cups. Fake designer bags. other peoples grills. (doncha wanna snot from laughing? i do) quick witted, slow cumming, tall men with dark hair. eyebrows, the curve of a smile, balloons, carnations, fresh manicure, flea market

Hot Momma Has Spoken And ♪♫Łίłβαмαgίяł♫♪ Is On Vacation Til Further Notice
WELL IT'S OFFICIAL I AM PUTTING MU FU~KEEPER ON A FUBAR BREAK! SHE HAS EARNED IT 10 TIMES OVER AND NEEDS IT! SO PLEASE PLEASE CAN YOU TRY TO RESPECT AND ALLOW OUR ♪♫ŁίłβαмαGίяł♫♪ TO TAKE THE BREAK SHE NEEDS AND JUST ENJOY FUBAR FOR A WEEK OR SO.. IF ANYONE HAPPENS TO HAVE ANY GRIPES, GROANS OR GRIEVANCES PLEASE JUST CLICK ON MY LINK AND FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF! I LOVE BAMA AND I CAN SEE HOW MUCH SHE NEEDS THIS! CAN'T YOU? I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors. ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar

Taking A Much Needed Break
WELL IT'S OFFICIAL I AM PUTTING MY FU~KEEPER ON A FUBAR BREAK! SHE HAS EARNED IT 10 TIMES OVER AND NEEDS IT! SO PLEASE PLEASE CAN YOU TRY TO RESPECT AND ALLOW OUR ♪♫ŁίłβαмαGίяł♫♪ TO TAKE THE BREAK SHE NEEDS AND JUST ENJOY FUBAR FOR A WEEK OR SO.. I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors. IF ANYONE HAPPENS TO HAVE ANY GRIPES, GROANS OR GRIEVANCES PLEASE JUST CLICK ON MY LINK AND FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF! I LOVE BAMA AND I CAN SEE HOW MUCH SHE NEEDS THIS! CAN'T YOU? ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar (repost of original by '♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥' on '2008-02-20 20:17:10')

Fubar Auctions
what has this world come to when people feel the need to put them selves up for sale. I always thought friendship was something you couldnt put a price on but i guess i was wrong since those seem to be more and more the norm on here these days

The Angry White Man
This article was written by Gary Hubbell (Aspen Times Weekly). It's circulating around the net.........thought it would be a little controversial to post......but I figured.......why not. I agree with alot of it...........some of you won't........don't get mad. Just wanted to post it for those interested............ There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that

Love Bites
When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of? Does he look like me? Do you tell lies? And say that its forever? Do you think twice, or just touch n see? Ooh babe Ooh yeah When youre alone, do you let go? Are you wild n willin or is it just for show? Ooh cmon I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I dont wanna be there when you decide to break it No! (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin me to my knees (love lives, love dies) Its no surprise (love begs, love pleads) Its what I need When Im with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It cant be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy Oh Ooh yeah (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin me to my knees (love lives, love dies) (love

Tender Passion
Naked bodies locked in passion’s throes, behind closed doors, so no one can see. The heat of their loving, within their embrace. The soft and tender murmurs that their voices make. The passion rises, and theirs voices adhere. They are locked together, two becoming one in the heat of the passion, which no one can feel, but them. The steamy seductress where loving is our fate, now laying side by side, arms still locked around one another, now that the passion is over.

One Special Night
One Special Night As I sit here gazing out the window, Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you... And wondering if while you’re in your own world, You’re thinking of me too. I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel, Looking at the glowing smile on your face, Staring into your dreamy blue eyes, Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace What a special night that was... And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside, Like nothing or no one else can make me feel... Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts, Looking forward to the next time we meet. What lies ahead, down the road to love? Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for? All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes... Glaring now before me with great anticipation. No one knows what tomorrow brings... One can only wish and believe... I have abounding faith that God will take care of me, And bring the right person into my life. Could it be you? Time will tell... I feel a sp

Read
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance- and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. Its' true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but i

No Title
I sit here and all I can think about is you and I, We are apart and I ask you why? The pain in my heart just won’t go away, I want to ring you but I don’t know what to say, I really want to tell you I want to be with you, I can’t stand not being by your side, The hurt I’m feeling makes me want to run and hide, I want to run to you and hold you near, Losing you is my greatest fear, You’re my everything - I love you so, The love I have for you is more than you could ever know, I miss you more than words could ever say, This is another thing that grows with every passing day, I need you like the earth needs the rain, I want you to come and take away my pain, I never thought that being away from someone could make someone ache, Not being able to touch you - I feel my heart starting to break, I want to be able to tell you I love you as I look into your eyes, That way you will know that those words are not lies, We have something so perfect, great and true, We are meant

If..part 2
if i asked you to be with me and be my one and only lady, would you? and if i asked you to love only me would you, for if you asked these same questions i would say yes..for looking into your eyes, i can see the loneliness, i can see the pain, ican see the hurt, i know what its like to be there for i have been there myself... if...that word times sticks to me like a dgger in my heart...if you only knew...if i could just make you see, if i could just hold you, if only id let you be, if,if,if!

Revenge
One day a husband and wife were in the bathroom,The wife was getting out of the shower and the husband grabs her boobs and says "If these were firmer you wouldn't need a bra." The wife was repulsed by his behavior and ignores him. The next week the teo are again in the bathroom and while the wife was getting out of the shower he grabs her ass and says "If your ass was firmer you wouldn't need a girdle." The wife is now pissed and is ploting her revenge. One day a week later the husband is getting out of the shower and the wife grabs his dick and says "If this was a little bit bigger I wouldn't need your brother."

Love Wasted
How can I show you how I feel, when you don't seem to think it's real. I try to kiss you, and you turn away. I say "I love you", but you don't return the phrase. I try so hard to prove my love to you, but I just can't seem to get it through. Am I wasted my love and my time, or am I just not trying hard enough to climb. To climb into your heart, and make me feel you within your soul. That seems to be my ultimate goal. I know I can't make you love me, but I care so much that that's all I want it to be. I just want to get into your heart, but it seems as if I'm just pulling myself apart. Why can't you understand that you're my all consuming fire, and that you fill my soul with nothing but desire. I know you care, but not the way I do. As soon as I met you, the sparks for me just flew. It seems almost as if you don't really care, and pointless is all those times we've shared. I think all I can do now is just give up, because I

Jokes
JOKES The Son tells his dad he had sex for the first time. Dad grabs two beers and says congrats, got any questions to ask? The Son replies yeah, how long will my ass hurt? We will now upgrade your Sex Life, Please wait searching...searching... Error...no sex life found. Keep playing with yourself. A girl asked her teacher why cows seem depressed when being milked. The teacher replied, if every morning they squeezed your tits for 30 minutes and don’t fuck you’d feel the same way. When you’re having a bad day remember you could be a Siamese twin stuck to your gay brother who has a date tonight and you only have 1 ass hole. The policeman asks the prostitute 'so when did you realize you were raped?' the prostitute replies 'when the check bounced! Today is National “GOOD LOOKING DAY”. So send this to someone gorgeous- but not me, I've been getting this fucking text all day!!! May the crabs of a thousand whores infest the crotch of the person that fucks up your day and

The Sex Game
(disclaimer - I reposted this, and it shouldn't be in my poetry section, from the blog of another as per request in order to receive a response in kind...this is not mine nor, being such as I have no hair, are all things relevant) IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take m

Pogues - Haunted
Do you remember that sunny day? Somewhere in London In the middle of nowhere Didn't have nothing to do that day Didn't wanna do nothing anyway You got a way of walking You got a way of talking And there's something about you And now I know I never ever Want to be without you [Chorus:] I want to be haunted by the ghost I want to be haunted by the ghost I want to be haunted by the ghost I want to be haunted by the ghost Of your precious love Of your precious love The first time I saw you, Standing in the street You were so cool, You could have put out Vietnam My girlfriends ask me, "What's he like?" I say, "He's kind of shy, But that's the kind of girl I am, He's my kind of guy" [Chorus] I'll build my world around you I'll bless the day that I found you I'll stand beside you, I'll never leave Or tell you all those lies That you'd never believe

Seraphim Shock - Prey
In an angel's eye Where the shadows meet In the pale moonlight In a scarlet dream Did you know too much? How it's so unreal To your final breath? As the light spills, cold Mother Mary says: Prey! Prey! Prey! You´re everything I need! Prey! Prey! You´re everything! Crosses on the wall Mother's rocking chair Little helpless doll Can't you feel my stare? Think you know too much… Won't you moan for me, my sweet young thing Body soaked in sweat As the light spills, cold Mother Mary bleeds Prey! Prey! Prey! You´re everything I need! Prey! Prey! You´re everything!

The Inner Me
the inner me Category: Writing and Poetry here I am in my own little world no one holding on to me here I am I'm strong and proud but invisiable it seems No one ever noticing the real me. You listen to me talk but do you really hear the sadness in my voice the shake the fear? Do you even notice all the hurt I hold within? If you do, then why just stand there and face me with a grin? when you look at me what do you see? take a closer look and find a little girl inside of me that's been hurt to many times even closer still you'll see someone who's made mistakes someone who finds it hard to trust and easier to hate I am not who you think you know this all-together lady I am vulgar I am unforgiving and I'm sure a little crazy So next time that you think of me take caution and take heed get below the surface look for the inner me

Happy Country Girl Needs Some Luv'n
She's heading towards another level .. lets see if we can push her up over ... Stop by and show her lots of luv ! Happy Country Girl@ fubar Thanks to all that help her Xoxox Wen :)

-girls-
------------------Girls-------------- -----------are like apples------ -------on trees. The best ones----- -----are at the top of the tree.----- ---The boys dont want to reach--- --for the good ones because they-- -r afraid of falling and getting hurt.- -Instead, they get the rotten apples- from the ground that arent as good, but easy. So the apples up top think something wrong w/ them when in -reality they're amazing. They just-- ---have to wait for the right boy to ---- come along, the one who's- ----------- brave enough to----- ---------------climb all--------- ---------------the way-------- --------------to the top-------- -------------of the tree.---------

Bondage
Bondage... the fiend of pleasure, the drive of pain... the addiction forever; that drives me insane. The desire that makes me, the cloud that has change.. a new founded sex type; that makes me feel the same. My weakness is a pin point, i surrender to the mood; i feel your breath on me.. like a whip in the herd. I scream with excitement, i shrill with glee.. i moan so spontaneous, in ecstacy. I experience the climax, i endure the rush, those cuffs hold me down.. when i feel i've had too much

Immortal Technique - Bush Knocked Down The Towers Lyrics
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Married Life!
A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, etc. All that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know... they have frozen glasses... " > > > He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Yes, Tootsie Roll, but at the bar they have those hors d'oeuvres t

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things myown way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, Iam defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself tobe who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what Iwant and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try tosquash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And

Heart's Journey
This is yet another somewhat cheesy attempt at poetry...lol Thanks in advance for tolerating my wimsy. (wink, wink) & Please feel free to leave comments....I LOVE COMMENTS...lol ********************* His sensual, masculine, intoxicating words linger still in her ear; Her heart longing to believe his words, but yet seems frozen in fear A longing within to discover and know, will this man be the one? Or will her life once again just come undone? Her wits tell her to turn fast and flee; while her heart screams out NO, let's wait and see! This could be a journey of heartache and woe; or this could be, at long last her soul mate, but if the chance isn't taken, how will she know? How will she know?

Re: Ron Paul Trouncing Neo-con Rival In Race For Congress
RE: Ron Paul Trouncing Neo-Con Rival In Race For Congress ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Feb 2008, 20:54 Ron Paul Trouncing Neo-Con Rival In Race For Congressional Seat Ron Paul's Neo-Con rival Chris Peden has resorted to putting out fake poll numbers in a crass attempt to offset the fact that Paul is trouncing him in the race for Texas' District 14 Congressional seat. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022608_paul_trouncing.htm

Eu Fines Microsoft Record $1.4bn
EU fines Microsoft record $1.4bn The European Commission has fined US computer giant Microsoft for defying sanctions imposed on it for anti-competitive behaviour. Microsoft must now pay a record 899m euros ($1.4bn; £680.9m) after it failed to comply with a 2004 ruling that it abused its position. The ruling said that Microsoft was guilty of not providing key code to rival software makers. EU regulators said the firm was the first to break an EU anti-trust ruling. The fines come on top of earlier fines of 280m euros imposed in July 2006, and of 497m euros in March 2004. "Microsoft was the first company in 50 years of EU competition policy that the Commission has had to fine for failure to comply with an antitrust decision," Competition Commissioner Neelie Kroes said in a statement. Future improvements? An investigation concluded in 2004 that Microsoft was guilty of freezing out rivals in products such as media players, while unfairly linking its Explorer in

Saving Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth storey And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life

I Love You.......
One morning you will never wake up. Do all your friends know that you love them? I was thinking....I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered....Do I have any wounds that need healing? Friendships that need rekindling? Or those three little words needing to be said? Let everyone of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back. You would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case God calls me home before I see you again....I LOVE YOU! Live today to the fullest for tomorrow is never promised. I know I don't always say it enough, but I do love you all and am grateful for each and every one of you!

The Hood Ornament
It was Saturday evening. I hadn't been out for a long time. This was the first time that I was going to go out without any friends. It was a special occassion for me, a time for self-confidence boosting. I had decided where I was going to go, Rainbows. That was a club I had been to once before and liked it. Inside the atmosphere was dark, lit with soft lighting, and they had a dance floor. Now I had to decide what I was going to wear. I stood before my closet, mentally discarding one thing after another until I had gone through everything. "Ok, Ang, what color looks best on you?" "Royal blue, black, vibrant green." I took out a royal blue satin blouse with long sleeves that buttoned at the wrist. It buttoned along the right shoulder to the neck where it draped dramatically over a single pleat that ran down the front. A black, velvet, mid thigh, figure-hugging skirt followed. I rummaged through my undies drawer until I found some black stockings. "I would

Raven Queen's Bulletin
RAVEN QUEEN NEEDS YOUR HELP Our dear and kindred friend needs our help ... Show your loyalties to her and go bomb her picture, so she can have that much deserved V.I.P. Use the picture link above to go show her that love from her kindred friends. This contest runs for 4 weeks and Raven Queen needs a further 11000 comments minimum, go help her out please.

Dream Theater - Forsaken
For a while I thought I fell asleep Lying motionless inside a dream Then rising suddenly I felt a chilling breath upon me She softly whispered in my ear (Forsaken) Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me I waited faithfully For night to fall again Trying to silence the fear within me Out of the night and mist I felt a stinging kiss And saw a crimson sting on her lips I have to know your name Where have I seen your face before My dear why don't you be afraid Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me Take me far away Close your eyes And hold your breath 'Til the ends of the earth Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Forsaken Fly away with me tonight Awaken Renew my life Now you are mine Give yourself up to me

Failed!!!
Well yesterday I received bad news that I failed the exam for the certification I was trying to obtain. This is actually no surprise to me...I had a feeling it wasn't going to be pretty but I was still upset. I was actually thinking about it last night and this is the first test in my life I have failed...It does not feel good....Now I just have to cram for the next 2-3 months again to retake it...I am going to pass this test one day...lol.. This is the actual break down of the domains (chapters) that are involved in the test. 10 being what ISC2 said was my worst subject on the test and of course 1 being the best. I also put little notes on what i did to study for this test. Wish me luck and if anyone can think of ways to help me study please tell me.....lol..I am desperate... TELECOMMUNICATIONS & NETWORK SECURITY (10)----very long domain and very detailed but only reviewed cause I thought I knew pretty well..guess not ACCESS CONTROL (9)----this domain is nothing but memo

Free Free Free
Hey Ladies, Book your Pure Romance Party today and get 10% of the total party sales in FREE STUFF! WoooooHooooo! Nothing like free fun stuff. If you aren't local to me, have a book party and get 15%! I mean, come one, it's too good to pass up! Contact me today to book your party!! Sarah Pure Romance Consultant www.SarahLlewellyn.PureRomance.com

Wheel Of The Year
Wiccans, Pagans, and Witches celebrate these holidays to attune themselves with the cycles of nature and to build a connection to the Goddess and God. Most Wiccan festivals are connected to a specific Deity, such as Brigid on Imbolc and Lugh on Lughnassadh. The eight Wiccan Sabbats are the most popular Wiccan holidays; four of them are Greater Sabbats, which are agriculturally based. The remaining four are Lesser Sabbats, which are astronomically based. The days leading up to the Greater Sabbats are the days of the “Wild Hunt” in which the Horned One and his entourage soar across the skies. The word “holiday” is derived from “holy day”. Therefore, these days aren’t just an excuse to be lazy or have time off school or work; they are sacred! Wiccan mythology promotes the idea of the “Wheel of the Year” which is symbolic; the phrase “the wheel has turned” means the seasons are changing or that another Sabbat has arrived. Throughout the “Wheel of the Year” the Goddess changes from Maide

Story Iii
It wasn't until early morning that the housekeeper, announcing her find with a an ear piercing shriek, found a body- completely devoid of any signs of life and visibly disfigured- in the farthest emergency exit staircase. The woman's face still bore the grimace of uncontrollable horror, her mouth still frozen in a scream, and something unknown but positively terrifying forever imprinted in her corneas. No one but the yellow striped walls and low hanging antique chandeliers would ever know what happened to this poor soul.

Gonna Throw Me A Party.....
Gonna Throw me a party.....Are you on the invite list????? Cocktails will be served precisely at 7 sharp....followed by enteratinment in the rear *wink* Care to join me for drinks??? How about???.. An "orgasm"... "Sex in the woods"? A "Legspreader"? Everyone needs a "Johnson"... "Fucking HOT" in here or what? A "Blow job" can be very rewarding... And the reward will be "A sweet piece of Ass" The "Dirty Virgin" can always clean up by saying "Fuck me in the Shower".... "Bend me over" and "Bite me" "Adonis" looks like he would be a "Back Door Banger" An "Absolut Love Machine" usually results with a "Screaming Orgasm"follwed by a "Wet Kiss" "Take me home tonight" and "give me a "Slow comfortable screw up against the wall" That gurl is like a "Sex Machine" with a "Bald Taco" Be careful not to "Bang your head on the Bedpost" while having that "Wet Dream" Ever wanna have "Sex on the pool table?" The adventureous people can "Screw by the Sea" or "Blow me on the Beach

Going Out Of My Mind.
I can not eat, sleep or think of anyone else but you. You are on my mind day and night,I can not stand it. I am so lost without you. I am not sure how much I can actually take without you in my arms. Thoughts of your lips upon my skin cause me to blush and get so hot with desire. The moments we shared were but a taste of the passions that we can show one another. I can not even shower without thinking of you touching me, kissing me or entering me. I am going totally insane waiting for your seductive return to me. I can not wait till your passionate seed explodes inside of me once more.Please come back to me soon my love so that I do not fade away without you. I need to feel your breath upon my skin and your passion inside of me. You know that I am totally addicted to you and I can never do without you. Come soon my love before I burst into flames that can never be cooled.

Ahhhhhhhhhh Fuck Yeah?
Ok so ....I'm really hungry (thought you should ALL KNOW) umm ok so I have to say I'm kinda sad/happy I need to say that 1. my boss who is like mom is leaving or left..actually :( its really sad I miss her. 2. my friend Josh leaves in FIVE FUCKING DAYS but you know what? shabang...you wont understand unless I tell you the story so YEAH just deal. 3. Month 1 month bitches 1 month 4. Dan my BFFFFFFFF4L boyfriend who got and MD from the Navy got home last night..tried to scare me out of basic..its like "bitch...please" 5. I'm really tired..fuckin didn't go to bed till like 430 woke up at 530 drove across town..to take some friends to school (yes their in hs) and was like..dude...I'm still a little drunk I know they are COMPLETELY drunk still..sitting in class right now :) its awesome being the one in charge ;) I rock jk. 6. I'm still really hungry. 7. my hair is pretty. 8. I really miss Donnie :( I don't know why he killed himself and its constantly sucking to have to look at hi

Care About You
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Friend
"""I HAD AN XRAY TODAY AN THEY FOUND "U" IN MY HEART THEN I WAS TOLD IF THEY TAKE "U" OUT I WOULD DIE...SO UR STAYIN...SEND THIS TO EVERYBODY U LOVE INCLUDIN ME!! "____@@@____@@@_______@@@@@ ________@@@__ ______@@_____@@@@@@@ ________@@___________@@__@@@______@@ ________@@____________@@@__________@@ __________@@________________________@@ ____@@@@@@_________@@@@@____________@@ __@@@@@@@@@______@@@@@@@____________@@ __@@____________@@@@@@@@___________@@ _@@____________@@@@@@@@@@_________@@ _@@____________@@@@@@@@@________@@@ _@@@___________@@@@@@@__________@@ __@@@@__________@@@@@_________@@ ____@@@@@@_______________________@@ _________@@_________________________@@ ________@@___________@@___________@@ ________@@@________@@@@@@@@@@@ _________@@@_____@@@_@@@@@@@ __________@@@@@@@ ___________@@@@@_@ ____________________@ ____________________@ _____________________@ ______________________@ ______________________@____@@@ ______________@@@@__@__@_____@ ___________

Kevin Underwood Trial
February 29, 2008 --- The jury deliberated for only 23 minutes before they came back to the court room and announced a verdict. GUILTY. On April 16, 2006 - this so called "man" nearly cut off this little girls head, raped her lifeless body, and then stuffed her into a plastic storage tub and hit it in his closet. Thats not a man, thats a coward, criminal, and a monster all rolled into one. Some people have blamed his actions on the antidepressants that he had been taking, but I just cant believe that the pills would have caused him or anyone else to take a life so brutally. Monday, the 2nd phase of the trial will start. Judgment and sentencing. I can only hope and pray that they give him the death sentence for what he did. But I know, even if the state does go through with the recommended sentence from the DA's office, he will not live long enough to get the lethal injection. General population in prisons, criminals as they may be themselves, do no

Cold (but I'm Still Here)
EVANS BLUE LYRICS "Cold (But I'm Still Here)" Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into my lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time you're so endearing, you're so beautiful, well I don't look like they do,

Friday 29th 2008:11:58 Pm
very slow night...feelin kinda out of it again cant say here but lets just say gaseous lol. and a bit bloated too. ugh anyways im just tired that from bein sick....and its way warm in my room even with the heat on and all.

If U Want One Made
if u want one made send me ur yim in shoutbox and then send me a pic u want use and ur height,eye color,where u live,dob,and fubar id number and i will make it but u will have to rate all my pics and stash first

Friends And Forgiveness
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN TO

Sticks & Stones
We have all heard it before..."Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me"Pure Crap!Whoever made up this silly little rhyme lied. We ALL do it. We get pissed and spew words that we'll never be able to take back.The words that go right through another persons heart.Your intention was to hurt them. You felt they deserved it.They hurt you so now it's time for some "Poetic Justice".You dig deep in your crazed mind...The meaner and the nastier the better...you're goal is to hurt them. We teach this silly ryhme to our children.We tell them people that name call are jealous people.We tell them to be the bigger and better person and NOT call names back.Why is it ok to preach this silly rhyme to our children and expect them to understand it and live by it when we as adults do the complete opposite?I prefer NOT to use the old "Do as I say NOT as I do" line on my children.As I am getting older I am getting wiser.I am seeing things from an angle I have never seen before.I

Live Changing Decisions
Well sometimes in life you realize that things that are staring you right in the face and then it hits you-wow, this is what my life is suppose to be. In December of 2006, I went to Virginia Beach and worked down there for a Navy Dentist, and I loved it. I loved the beach, I loved the feeling that I had (minus finding out that my husband was having an affair and that his whore had hacked into my Verizon account while I was there), but it was great. I loved the environment, the people I met and the life that I could build for myself down there. The time has come that I rebuild my life so therefore I am. I have set the ball rolling and by the end of the year, I plan to be back in Virginia Beach. I got my paperwork for a position as a Civilian Contracted Employee for the US Navy and I am in the process of completing all of the requirements and getting everything done that they require of me. It is a process, but all things that are worth it in life usually are. I have

Never Get It Back
I gave my heart to a man but that man turned into a boy befor we even got our start!!! He said he loved me but that was a lie...why did he say if it was not true? Was I wrong to give away my heart? My heart is now broken in tiny little peices and there is nobody there to fix it. My love for him wont go away just because I will it. I forgave him but still that didn't fix it. He doesn't want me back and I don't think he ever will so where am I left.. A broken heart....feelings that are no good...the love of my life is gone for good and nothing to show for it..... How did my everlasting love turn into nothing? AM I UNLOVEABLE? I really don't know or care anymore for I lost it all...THE ONLY THING I EVER NEEDED.... and now I'll never be able to get it back!!!!

Wickedly Wonderful Delight
You bring out the beast in me! Something about you, always ignites the hottest, most sensual passion deep, deep inside me! My feelings for you are wicked! Yet you also bring out the angel inside me, inspiring love and kindness, and all things good. Being with you is so heavenly that I feel as if I could sprout wings and kiss the clouds! Quite simply, you're my wickedly wonderful delight! You're my heaven and my blissful nights! You're my fire, and my greatest desire. You're red hot... and angelic white. You're simply dynamite!

Death Whispers
In the shadows it waits for you, Its kiss is like a lovers sweet and true, Its touch cold but welcomeing in the same ways, So one just sets here praying for the end of their days, It whispers telling of better places for you, It sounds so perfect it must be true, But when u find out whats behind those doors, its too late ur soul is no longer yours.

Sun. March 2
It was in your heart is where i had hoped to be, Now i just cower in the corner where no one will see, The pain of my body holds nothing to my soul, Because it was my hardened heart u had stole, I once wished to live and love, Now i stand on a cliff and pray for someone to give a shove, Don't flatter yourself on thinking its all you, It was the love i had for u that made my words true, Now i hope and pray to die all because its the best thing to do, Its the only way i can truly get over you, Its this pain that pushes me on, Now i will find a new life come the shining dawn, Where devils play and angels cry, it is tonight with these thoughts i want to die, But i can't do it because some people with hearts do care, And to hurt them with my own death i do not dare.

Time Of Our Lives?
Theres a time for screaming and theres a time for silence........ Recently it has come to my attention that a former roomate and Fubarian has been in a really bad state.Al Hibler is in a medically induced coma at a Reno hospital because of severe pnuemonia that will prolly take his life.His heart has stopped twice now and they have defibrillated it back to working order.He also has had a tracheotomy this week as well.The sad part of this is that due to his pnuemonia his fever climbed to 107 degrees and he may or may not have brain damage.The doctors wont know until they can run some tests,but they cant even begin to run some tests until he shows some signs of life which have yet to come. Me and Al had our moments of pure hatred and other times when we were damn near like brothers.His situation has made me realize that life is precious,all of life,and that any one of us can go at any time.Al has a lung disorder that there was no cure for and it made the pnuemonia that much more wo

Because You Asked For Another
Im tired and i wish to rest but you wont let me. You push me to hard and im ready to break. must you ask so much from someone that ask nothing in return from others? im vexed, i fear nothing but what you have come to demand of me and yet your unable to give me comfort in my times of need. Truely the sculptor ask's much of this rock. I turn to others for comfort but all i find are the ones caught up in them selfs, why do bother I hear your infrasonic voice from a distance and i reach for you , again you turn your back to me.

A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To Damascus
“And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest, and desired of him letters to Damascus to the synagogues, that if he found any of this way, whether they were men or women, he might bring them bound unto Jerusalem.” Saul was not someone to rest on his laurels; this uber-orthodox Jew was willing to go wherever he had to go and do whatever he had to do to stop the followers of Jesus from slandering their good name. By Old Testament law, this went up to and included killing them. As long as they stayed in Jerusalem, it wasn’t a problem for Saul to hold the coats of those who stoned Stephen as he did at the end of chapter seven or hauling men and women followers of Jesus to prison as he did at the start of chapter eight. By the start of the ninth chapter of Acts, though, his scattering the disciples abroad required him to have some endorsement from the synagogue in Jerusalem to other areas. That’s why we find him hea

Jeff Healey...r.i.p.
TORONTO - Blind rock and jazz musician Jeff Healey has died after a lifelong battle against cancer. He was 41. Healey died Sunday evening in a Toronto hospital, said bandmate Colin Bray, who was in the room with Healey's family when the guitarist died. The Grammy-nominated Healey rose to stardom as the leader of the Jeff Healey Band, a rock-oriented trio that gained international acclaim and platinum record sales with the 1988 album "See the Light." The album included the hit single "Angel Eyes." Healey had battled cancer since age 1, when a rare form of retinal cancer known as Retinoblastoma claimed his eyesight. Due to his blindness, Healey taught himself to play guitar by laying the instrument across his lap. His unique playing style, combined with his blues-oriented vocals, earned him a reputation as a teenage musical prodigy. He shared stages with George Harrison, B.B. King and Stevie Ray Vaughan. Bray said he and many others expected the guitarist to rally fro

Nice Guy's
You know I blogged some of it last night. And gonna make this pretty short. But nice guy's well we do finish last. Or get taken advantage of. Which ever well I can only be me. And I have responsiblities. So I guess if people don't want to understand oh well.

Ominous Sign
China says military spending will go up 17.6 percent in 2008 The Associated Press Published: March 4, 2008 E-Mail Article Listen to Article Printer-Friendly 3-Column Format Translate Share Article Text Size BEIJING: China said Tuesday that spending on its military this year will jump by 17.6 percent compared with 2007. The increase follows a similar one last year. China has had double-digit increases in military spending every year since the early 1990s. Most of the increase will go to boosting salaries and to pay for higher oil prices, with moderate increased spending for armaments, said Jiang Enzhu, spokesman for the National People's Congress. He said spending would total $59 billion in 2008. Other countries say China vastly underestimates how much it spends on its military and the real figure could be three times as much as the publicly released figure. China has said spending grew 17.8 percent during 2007, to nearly $45 billion. It was the

Im Outta Here
hey everyone, figured id write this and give it a day or two for people to read....im done, going to delete my profile...frankly im not dealing with it anymore. people stop talking to me because of what someone else says? or assuming my thoughts are different than what they actually are......i came here to meet people,i left the bullshit and drama back in high school or so i thought....i have enough to deal with....cyber bullshit...im done with it...ive made some very good friends on here, u know who u are...if u want to stay in contact, that'd be great, send me a message within the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo id....

Crunch Eu Referendum Vote Looms
Crunch EU referendum vote looms MPs will vote on Wednesday on whether to hold a referendum The long-awaited Commons debate and vote on whether to hold a referendum on the EU treaty takes place on Wednesday. The Conservatives' call for a referendum is backed by the SNP and Plaid Cymru in the Commons along with some Lib Dem and Labour MPs. Labour MPs have been told to oppose it. Lib Dems have been told to abstain. The Tories say all parties promised a referendum on the EU Constitution and the treaty is the mostly the same. The government says it is very different. Wednesday's vote in the House of Commons, expected close to 1900 GMT, is seen as the key vote in the progress of the EU Amendment Bill which ratifies the treaty, through the UK Parliament. 'Brown's troops' Conservative leader David Cameron says he hopes they will win, but that is unlikely unless a lot of Lib Dem MPs and Labour MPs rebel against their leadership. He urged both parties' MPs "to k

Closure
4 months without a word...4 months giving me the time needed to truly learn the lessons... Unexpectedly, your voice came through the reciever and a few minutes later, our cordial "how have you been?" exchange was over... After a friendly farewell to my dear Batman, I sat for a few moments, taking in the conversation... A realization then hit me...No more guilt, no more anger, no more tears I have moved on and found true happiness Slowly the memory of pain has subsided, leaving me only with the lessons learned and the strength I had harbored to walk away... Something like closure has rested the part of me that held on for much too long after the many sleepless nights and moments of doubt... I had known that it was over for some time, and I had buried the saddness of that loss...but the reality had not hit me until those few minutes of hello's & goodbye's... I have been blessed with a Man who Loves and Adores me, who Appreciates me, Respects me, and treats me as a

How To Stop Coughing In 5 Minutes
How to stop cough in 5 minutes!!! We have all been kept awake by our own or someone else's cough. Try this and pass it on.The tips and not the cough. ANYTHING is better than antibiotics. Even babies could benefit from this and the parents wouldn't worry about the safety of their child. And of course, it is harmless and free from any type of side-effects. READ IT ALL. It works 100 percent of the time, although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why?. TREATMENT: To stop nighttime coughing in a child (or an adult, as we found out personally),put Vick's Vapor Rub generously on the the bottom of the feet at bedtime and then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about five minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. This works 100 percent of the time, and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition, it is extremely soothing and comforting and

Ironman 2
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ IRONMAN ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DJ ironman @ Dirty Diamond Radio/DBC/Thewikedchild/pixi's wiked child/co owner of enchanted rela' on '2008-03-05 12:32:42')

Why
Why do i feel like dieing? its just that i just want to give up and not try anymore. I sit,stand,walk, and pace all day and think do keep tring or just lie done and just let time and the reaper take me? oh well tell me what you think.

Yet Another One Lol
UGH PFFFFFFFTTTTTT A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE JUST GOT THIS IN HER SHOUTBOX ........ ANOTHER FUCTARD!!! misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day

Wondering
If I cried would you hear me? If I touched you would you feel me? If I told you I love you would you belive me? If I left would you miss me? I offten wonder these things, knowing what things are, am I real to you or just here? Do you really hear me, see me, feel me, listen to me or better yet remember me, and not just my actions from the past? These questions may seem irrelevent but by far they are extremly relevent.If I never saw you again i would never foreget you, i would never foreget your touch, i would never foreget your kiss, i would never foreget you and us and what we had. You were and are my ambience for life, we could fight and never talk again and yet forever you will be the one i love, i'm sure you being you will push harder away due to this but really this isnt here for you or here for anyone in peticular, its here for me to relize that no matter what i see you, i feel you, i love you, i hurt when you hurt, i cry wen you cry(even if its over someone else) your

New Years Resolutions You Can Keep
Are you sick of making the same resolutions year after year that you never keep? Why not promise to do something you can actually accomplish? Here are some resolutions that you can use as a starting point: 1. I want to gain weight. Put on at least 30 pounds. 2. Stop exercising. Waste of time. 3. Read less. 4. Watch more TV. I've been missing some good stuff. 5. Procrastinate more. 6. Drink. Drink some more. 7. Take up a new habit: smoking. 8. Spend at least $1000 a month on Ladies of the Night. 9. Spend more time at work. 10. Take a vacation to someplace important: like to see the largest ball of twine. 11. Stop bringing lunch from home: I should eat out more. 12. Quit giving money & time to charity. 14. Start being superstitious. 15. Have my car lowered and invest in a really loud stereo system. Get the windows tinted. Buy some fur for the dash. 16. Speak in a monotone voice and only use monosyllabic words. 17. Only wear jeans that are 2 sizes too sma

When You See Me (a Poem)
When you see me on a "good day" I may look as if nothings wrong, But I, myself, am very aware That the energy won’t last long. You may think that I am lazy, Or I just don’t like to try, Or maybe I am just depressed, When sometimes you see me cry. You may not understand me, It’s not easy to explain, The struggles that I so often endure, As I live each day in pain. People may offer their opinions, Thinking that I just need some advice, Yet they don’t really comprehend, Although they are trying to be nice. What for some may be so easy, Is almost impossible to me, But because I may look healthy, Many around me fail to see. Perhaps it seems that I’m sloppy, If I would only take more pride, It’s sad that many don’t stop to see, The person who is inside. Planning things is so hard to do, With each day uncertain fate, The best that I can do is try, And oftentimes I have to wait. Life can be so stressful, Even when you have your health, Many pe

Idunno
I hate the way some people change and confuse the shit out of me. That person is my mother. She frets and obsesses about me nowadays, complaining that I don't call enough. That is understanding. But the fact is, she has completely ignored me for the most crucial parts of my life. She tries to blame it on hard life back in Russia, but its a really petty excuse, since I would assume you would try to make life better for your loved ones, not worse by ignoring them and having zero communication. I reminded her of the times when she spent all her free time completely engrossed in a book, not listenin to a word I tried telling her. Or when instead of finding the reason why I was such a fuck up, she would grab me by my hair or whip out a leather belt. Or when she would type out her 500 page doctorate on a type writer, without ever recognizing that her child needed to go to sleep at 3 am (living in on room sucked). Or when she told me that her divorce was my fault, since my behavior mad

Ten Commandments - (how To Fulfilla Submissive)
8. Ten Commandments - (How to fulfill a submissive) THOU SHALT PAY ATTENTION TO THE DETAILS OF HER DESIRE Find and touch her personal, "pleasure points." A sub's emotional and physical pleasure points are chinks in her "armor" that allow her to receive erotic pleasure and fulfillment. THOU SHALT STIMULATE HER SENSES Looking good is never bad. But women are less visual than Men, so it's vital that you speak to all her senses. Say

No Change
None of my words... Nothing i can say... Will change the way... The world is Turning... Never allowed to love... soul of hate... soul of darkness... ocean of blod... Never to know... Never to see... Never to feel anything...

Fubar Unfair
An entry in your stash has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This stash entry was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This stash removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. they neglected to show the picture so it would not be put back by me or someone else

Whooo Hooo Blocked
Nikki...Stiletto Girls@ fubar she blocked me for being an atheist. cool but im not an atheist. she knows nothing and wont even respond when I try to tell here what I am. She is a very good little Christan girl who has a holier-than-thou attitude but post dirty pics of herself then deletes them point whore up.

And Old Poem From Me
clear shot by me I am standing in the front of the firing squad Though mine is the only loaded gun pointed pressed against my temple. I twitch as I am weighted down by the indecision of squeezing the trigger. To allow my thoughts to so freely float around the room splatter the walls, incriminate the space with deep crimsons that drip delightfully to the bottom of existence. What a mess could be made with such a simple gesture of things time has not for regret. MRRCP 2002

Why We Cry As We Do
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her child

I Am Ok With This..sorta Lol
You Have a Choleric Temperament You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

Bullying..
so my sister accused me of being a bully this morning.. this is what happened.. she was straightening her hair in the bathroom .. i said i needed to brush my teeth.. she went off talking smack.. and i defended myself.. she was like.. you need to stop bullying people.. i'm like wtf.. i told her i had to brush my teeth..like r u serious.. the fight escalated because she states that last time..she was gonna shower..and stepped out and i hopped in.. i'm sorry..if the bathroom appears free..i'm going to use it.. bullying would be me telling her to get the fuck out for no reason.. damn it.. ugh..

This Place Is Getting Ridiculous
Including my original profile, I have been on Cherrytap/Fubar for over 2 years now, and I've met a lot of interesting people. It seems quite recently though that the slugs are starting to slither through the cracks. I don't expect everyone to love me, or the way I look, or the things I like. Hell, what fun would it be if we weren't all different?? But I have a general rule that I live by, even places like here, and it is basically the same thing my momma taught me years and years ago... if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all. BIG reason why I post very very few mumms..cuz I read and watch and admittingly, even laugh, at how evil we can all be to each other. A mumm sometimes is just asking to be ridiculed publicly. But what is really bunching my panties is something that has only started appearing recently. It seems some highly opinionated people who catch my pic while bored or otherwise, feel they not only have to comment, but comment quite rudely. And ye

Do It If You Want To
Why is it you try and do your best but yet it never seems to be good enough. An example of what i mean is you are dateing someone that you love so much and you would do pretty much anything for them, you may even do things that you wouldn't do with your ex's. maybe like take pictures of your self in exotic stuff or something sexy or something different that you wouldnt' normally do. When you finally decide to do something for them they act like it isn't good enough. I do not understand why most people do not think enough is enough just be happy with what you get. if you get more great if not deal with it don't be a bitch or an ass and demand more when you don't deserve it. Now if your doing something out of the kindness of your heart great but just don'g go do it cuz someone asked you to do it, do it cuz you want to. love ya all xoxox Mary

Pertinent Facts!!!
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.

I Believe In Me......
I believe in me.... I honor and respect my feminity.... I am able to be strong and flexible.... I trust my ability to flow with life.... I live gently with myself and others.... I am a gentle and loving person.... I bring comfort to myself and others through the gentleness of my spirit.... I realize it is NOT my job to be in control of everyone and everything.... I accept and enjoy my life in it's beauty and imperfections.... I am healthy, happy, and hopeful.... I honor and listen to my dreams---Both past and current.... I give myself permission to play.... I have the right to dream and explore possibilities.... I love and accept myself even though I am imperfect.... I accept myself unconditionally.... I believe in me....

The Legacy Of A Vampire
Born not to full blood but cast as a half breed With craving desires of eternal lust and evil greed Creates an existence for what my kind needs, Feeding is the game while hunting as it's named All humans are cattle just waiting to be maimed. Choice we do not have, just a circle of pure pain Yet when we meet you it's the blood we drain, Every drop drank, so sweet, we must maintain The actions taken, guaranteeing our survival Wiping all trace of life from our weak hunted rival. Outcasts to the shadows dwelling within the dark Is where we hunt, bracing the road we embark, Fighting for control of the top of the food chain Taking what we please, terror will finally reign Through mortal weakness, shall you expose a vein. Cometh the night dreams can turn to empty fear Cradling death, no one will answer or even hear Question who you trust, consequences are severe, We'll meet soon when you decide to tread unknown Its a vampires legacy so never walk the streets alone.

Stories Intro - Added New Blog: Stories
So from time to time, I like to write some "mini crotch novels" both for my own fun and sharing with others. Kinda my way to think and dream about acting out my fantasies when I can't find anyone to act them out with me =) Anyhoo, this 'stories' blog will be my spot to post my writings. They will be NSFW, so keep that in mind as you read them. Hopefully they get you as hot reading them as they did me writing them. bon apetite!

Poem About How I Feel Right Now
Once more I cut.. I cant control myself Going deeper and deeper I feel my vein burst Bloods running everywhere I'm fading And its all because of you You swore to me You promised me you wouldnt leave SHE was the one who drove you away I'm dieing now Cause I love you But you love me not Death is getting closer I feel it creeping upon me Coldness fills my body I take one last breath I whisper " I love you and never forget"

Nfsw Even More Lol
Lisas fantasy Lisa bounded down the porch steps and hopped in her car. She was leaving for a week to visit her friend Tasha. Tasha lived about 10 hours away and Lisa wanted to get there at night so she could crash and then start fresh in the morning. Tasha also worked late that night and would get home after midnight and pretty much crash too. They agreed to just catch up on old times and start off their week the next morning. Lisa drove through the night wound up on cigarettes and coffee. She stopped at a rest stop to pee. She changed into a pair of boxers and a white wife beater tank top. She figured she might as well get her pajamas on so she could go to bed when she got to Tasha's. Lisa felt horny when she looked at herself in the mirror. She liked the way her tits looked in her tank top. Her nipples were extremely hard in the freezing cold bathroom and her tan looked even darker against the white shirt. She proudly walked out of the bathroom and grabbed an

~~packin It Up N Gettin It Done~
WELL AS MOST OF YA KNOW, THOSE THAT KNOW ME WELL AT LEAST LOL I'VE BEEN IN THE PROCESS OF MOVING, WE'RE MAKIN A PRETTY GOOD DENT IN MOVIN THINGS FROM ONE PLACE TO ANOTHER,(CONSIDERING THAT ALL WE HAVE TO MOVE THINGS WITH HAS BEEN MOSTLY JUST ONE CUSTOM VAN AND BORROWING A BIG PANEL VAN WHEN WE CAN LOL GONNA HAVE TO GET A UHAUL FOR THE BIGGER THINGS THOUGH FOR SURE!... BUT STILL ALOT TO MOVE AND THEN IT'LL BE CLEANIN FROM TOP TO BOTTOM ON THE HOUSE WE'RE MOVIN FROM! LOL TILES, ETC THAT WE NEED TO FINISH, ALONG WITH A FEW OTHER THINGS B4 WE'LL BE TOTALLY OUTTA IT. BUT, JUST WANTED TO LEAVE THIS BLOG FOR ME GOOD FRIENDS N FAMILY..... LOVE N MISS YA ALL, SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ON MUCH OR FOR LONG WHEN I HAVE BEEN ONLINE, IT'LL ALL SETTLE DOWN AGAIN AFTER THE MOVE IS TOTALLY OVER AND I CAN'T WAIT!!! LOL :P~ THANX TO THOSE THAT'VE CALLED N CHATTED WITH ME AND TO THOSE THAT'VE BEEN KEEPIN THE DEN AND SWEETWATERS ALIVE N GOIN , YA'LL ARE THE BEST!!!AND I KNOW THAT DIABLO APPRECIATES

He Has My Heart
Does he know he has my heart? I know hes always in my heart my dreams and on my mind. Does he really know how I feel for him? He tells me he loves me all the time and cant wait to be here with me in his arms every night, but yet makes me cry. Is this love or is it just a game to him? No one can get in the way of what i feel for him. Why cant he see how much I care for him? Right now my heart is hurting because I love him more than life itself and I dont think he can see just how much I love him. Does he even love me at all? One song in particular is exactly how i feel for him. Alicia Keys No One is my song to him. I love him and I truly hope he knows just how much I love him.

Some Don't Like Him...but He Got It Right This Time!!!!
By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for each child under 18. When the child hits 18, those payments come to a sc

What Would U Do I
WHAT WOULD YU DO IF U WAS BEEING TREATED LIKE SLAVE BYYE UR OWN FAMILY BEENING USED FOR MONEY AND BE TOLD ASK FOR STUFF AND THEN WHEN U DO ASK FOR STUFF UG GET INGORED WHAT WOULD U DO U IF U WAS IN MY SITUATION

Latest Thoughts From A Mind Constantly Roaming
Hey everyone, What's up? Just another random writing session from yours truly. Sometimes I cannot shut my brain off. Wish I could. This is my blessing and my curse to have such an active mind. First off, would like to start this blog off by thanking all of you. All of you who read this, all of you whom are my friends and just all of you in general. You are a kick ass bunch of people and greatly appreciated. Work and life don't permit me to talk as much to some of you as I would like. For this I am deeply sorry. But know none of you are forgotten. I like to pride myself in not looking like a friend hoarder like a lot on this. Though I am sure at moments I do because of my lack of time for communication. I guess now for the all inclusive basic update of the all non-incredible and simple, Me. First off a lot know about my cousin Gabe. I had custodial rights of my cousins Gabe and Courtney after their mom died. My other Aunt took over custody of them after a while due to them want

No One Else...
i've been looking for that one girl and now that i have found you there is no one else i need to confess to you with complete honesty that i've never felt like this before i spent many hours alone in sorrow until i saw you only you can make me smile you filled that gapping hole inside of me and all i want to do now is return the favor as i hold your hand just let me love you no gigantic desert, not the biggest ocean could keep me away for long everything i do now every song and poem i wish to sing to u i spent many hours alone in sorrow until i saw you only you can make me smile you filled that gapping hole inside of me just let me love you and trust in me tell me what your feeling just stay here with me i could make you smile i could take you to a new world if you let me love you cuz i cant go far if i am alone tell me that your feeling tell me what your seeing when your heart thinks of me i've been looking for that one girl

Wisdom
Friday, March 14, 2008 wisdom Glory of lord reflects all about the bare facts which come across the life while to carry on with, just to graduate the mind to have true knowledge on the subject prior to interact with. Birth and death are the great bare facts of this life on the planet. All painful and pleasurable experiences are only meant for life to visualize the motto of life in broad spectrum. Loss and gain, union and separation are also main pillar and post of life among all spices their in. it is fate which governs the law which inflict all such events in life. All these take place under the unalterable laws of time and destiny like the succession of night and day. Fools rejoice in prosperity and mourn in adversity; while the wise account both alike. Though it is tough but once one attains the knowledge of true wisdom then it facilitate the life to bear its impact with all brave mode. May god bless all on the subject of true life as human. Thanks please.

What's New?
I quit the lounge for my personal reasons. one beying a 3ft tall monkey who cant speak well because I don't speak well. I don't use my whole mouth to talk so everything sounds like a lisp apparently. so i'm going to write a list of annoying things 1. i'll never ask for a vip till i can buy one back for them. so i don't see why people ask for them? i know i know you get 11's to rate that's awesome but still. this is just me 2. when you do something for one reason and you get accused for it a nother reason. 3. mormons and jehovah's witnesses who continue to knock on your door till you answer it, they talk about something that you are not in the mood for... really, if I really want to look into religion i have the internet. I have a religion yes i'm a christian no you may not come in to pray. 4. when people don't say whats on their mind (I'm guilty of doing it but i do share in the end if you really want to know)

Something Lol
finding something you wanna do in life and shooting for the stars(goin for what you wanted). you want something go get it. times not gonna stop for you or anyone else. in the end we all end up dead so enjoy life, and you wanted to. shoot for your goals in life and make the best of things. don't let things get to you cause there always some way to deal with it. hard maybe depends on the situation. just gotta keep a good head on your shoulders. not something anyone should do. push past the hard times and look up once ya hit rock bottom theres nothing but goin up and getting your life turned around for the best. don't be too layed back or things won't always go for ya. be persistant in your goals go as far as you can. when ya look back you can see all the accomplishments you have attained in your life. and can watch your kids see the new future ahead. we all learn from our mistakes. hope its for the better.

Leaving Fubar
For those of you that are actually my friends on here..Im deleting my account. If you wanna keep in contact with me give me your yahoo or something. Tired of the effin drama on here. Tired of Adding people then you try talking to them & they dont wanna talk to you.

Callin Ppl Fake Juggalos
DONT CALL OTHER PPPL FAKE CUZ THEY LIKE ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT MUSIC. I MEAN ICP GOT THEIR SOUND FROM ALL KINDS OF MUSIC. U DONT HAVE TO JUST LISTEN TO PSYCHOPATHIC MUSIC ONLY TO B A TRUE JUGGALO STOP THE HATE ITS STUPID!! I LISTEN TO ALOT TOO AND IM ONE DOWN ASS JUGGALETTE JUST STEP TO ME ULL FIGURE THAT OUT AND I LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC CUZ MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!TO B A TRU JUGGALO U GOTTA B DOWN FOR THE FAM NO MATTER WUT IT DONT RIDE ON WUT U LISTEN TO IM SO SICK OF PPL THINKIN WE ALL GOTTA LIKE THE SAME SHIT CUZ WE DONT!! GET OVER OR DONT B MY FRIEND WUTEVA I DOWN WIT THE KLOWN TILL IM DEAD IN THE GROUND!! AND I DONT NEED YALL TO TELL ME THAT NEITHER!

For Irish Princess, Please Help Ya'll
I’M IN A CONTEST AND NEED YOUR HELP!!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU RATE/FAN/ADD THE CONTEST HOLDER (http://fubar.com/user/1046551 ) SO YOU CAN GET TO THE PICTURE….THANK YOU WHAT I NEED ARE YOUR COMMENTS!!! 10,000 OF THEM. IT STARTS AT NOON est TODAY MARCH 15, 2008 AND GOES UNTIL NOON est SATURDAY MARCH, 22 2008. SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU WANT……THE MORE THE BETTER THANK YOU TO ALL OF THOSE WHO STOP BY AND HELP ME! I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC SO YOU CAN RATE AND BOMB AWAY!!!! THANK YOU!

Joy And Success
joy and success The roots of all joy appeared to one and all with the achievement of success in life. Success has its very broad classification but in one of its stream if one adore to the track of devotion then success follows the life itself. That for whose sake yogis practices yoga, renouncing anger, infatuation, the feeling of meum and pride, just to feel a real joy in life and their onwards. That joy is to feel the existence of god in and around. This existence matters a lot to one and all if realize so. The ultimate success in life is not just attaining excessive wealth or fame in life, neither attaining the pleasures of senses to please the mode of feeling in life. It is some thing beyond the orbit of illusion though positive vibes of illusion helps to reach at the ultimate joy and success their in life especially as human. May god bless all on the subject of true human life. Thanks please.

Britney Spears Makes Me Puke!
when i see britney spears, my stomach turns and i puke! when i see britney spears, i just wanna scream if i hear that song one more time! britney and justin? it will never last! when i see britney spears, i'm glad my mom taught me how to dress. when i see britney spears, i wanna say "girl get some class!" ok enough of britney i think i'm gonna puke! too many times have i said her name. omg i think i'm gonna cry. no not because i like her. which i don't! but because i can't stand her and already i've broken my promise to myself. i promised myself i would never say her name! now i've done it what a shame! oh well!

When A Guy Says He Loves You
when a guys says he loves you, do you know he means it? can you see the truth in his eyes. when a guy says he loves you, is he there every waking moment? is he there to comfort you when you're hurt. when a guys says he loves you, does he spend more time with you than his friends? does he take to that resturant you've been wanting to go to? when a guys says he loves you, he should tell you he means it. you can see the truth is his eyes when he says it. when a guy says he loves you, hes with you 24/7. hes always there to comfort you from the pain. when a guys says he loves you, you are his anything and everything. there is no this and that.

Mudbugs Hockey!!!
Bugs Earn Second Straight Regular Season Championship (Team Release) - The Bossier-Shreveport Mudbugs won their second consecutive Governor’s Cup Regular Season CHL Championship on Saturday night at CenturyTel Center , defeating Mississippi 3-0

'eighty Killed' In Tibetan Unrest
'Eighty killed' in Tibetan unrest Witnesses said tanks were patrolling the streets of Lhasa At least 80 people have been killed in unrest following protests by Tibetans against Chinese rule, the Tibetan government in exile says. Indian-based officials said the figure was confirmed by several sources, even though China put the death toll at 10. The Dalai Lama, the Tibetan spiritual leader, told the BBC he feared there would be more deaths unless Beijing changes its policies towards Tibet. Chinese troops were out in force in Lhasa, Tibet's main city, on Sunday. Hong Kong Cable TV reported that about 200 military vehicles, each carrying 40 to 60 armed soldiers, drove into Lhasa on Sunday. Loudspeakers broadcast messages, such as: "Discern between enemies and friends, maintain order." The BBC has learned that troops in neighbouring Chengdu province have been recalled from leave and put on standby. A 23-year-old Canadian student in Lhasa told AP: "The entir

Friendship.
Friendship - just to know that you are there - makes my heart smile. Feeling your constant presence - and love all the while. Friendship - You make me feel so special - in so many different ways. But just being close to me - and in my heart each day. Friendship - I thank God for the gift of you - every time I say a prayer. Because when I feel alone - I know that you are near. Friendship - My dear friend, have a great day!

Friendship 2
Friendship is a priceless gift, That cannot be bought or sold. But it's value is far greater, Than a mountain of gold. For gold is cold and lifeless. It can neither see nor hear. And in the time of trouble, It is powerless to cheer. It has no ears to listen. No heart to understand. It cannot bring you comfort. Or reach out a helping hand. So when you feel down and need a lift, One of the best things to make amends, Isn't diamonds, pearls or riches, But the love of real true friends.

Check These People Out
hey i would to say a ty too these friends who helped me get 6000 comments in 2 days too get my vip. stop y there pages fan them rate them add they return all love you wont be there the best.

Free
That night I was lost sitting beneath the stars. They shined so bright upon me and my wondering mind. I could think nothing, but of her sweet innocence and her uncontrollable wonder at all things. Why do people pass by life and not see the simple beauty in what surrounds them in every corner. The maze of stars in an endless black. A freshly bloomed rose, with its unmistakable fragrance. The crisp cold air, filling your breath on a fall morning. These are the things that gleamed in her eyes. Her soul cried out to be free, to let go of the need for reason and to just embrace life as it is not as it’s viewed. To go and let her spirit roam free to the sky. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder, well I saw true beauty in her eyes. If I could I would frame it and hang it on the wall of the galaxy for all life to see.

The Used.
use me. use me. not for my intended purpose but for what you wish to. for what you may be missing in your life. just for shits and giggles. just because you can. just because that’s what you do well. just because it makes you feel better about who you are as a man/woman...thing. take what you can and leave the rest for one that is just like you . i’m sure that they will appreciate the thought. a kind gesture that you bestowed upon them, that you lacked to show me. it’s ok though. because i asked you to do so. i am an open book for you to read,diagnose , run your hands through , and burn as you see fit. after all. that is my intended purpose to you isn’t it? i would be an ass to assume so therefore i am simply going to allow you to do so untill you use me up. would you like anything else? the shirt off my back? my ear for listening ? my mouth for touching,kissing? to talk back to you? my back? just in case you need

Rangers 1 Gks Katowice 0 - Uefa Cup 1st Rnd 1st Leg 1988
Rangers 1 GKS Katowice 0 - UEFA Cup 1st Rnd 1st Leg 1988 Rangers 3 Gornik Zabrze 1 - EC Rnd 2 - 1st leg 1987 Paris SG 0 Rangers 0 Uefa Cup 3rd Rnd 2nd Leg 2001 - Match The Bears in Bremen RANGERS FC: ROAD TO THE CUP MANCHESTER (MOV00027.3gp) Rangers Football Club Rangers FC follow follow song

Tone's Expressions
Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go accept challenges for tomorrow to be filled agree'd to reason myself show or not to show at all , yet seek passions beyond new horizons That Iam in search face to face onwards I'll press on from day to day wagering insticts perhaps if I shall fail agree'd to reason myself so what the hell Wont know if I get there or not when indeed where do I stop Exceeding challenges calls for taking chances I guess yesterday flew on by Today I'll collect and gather my tokens tomorrow I'll set forth , beyond new horizons Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go Agree'd to reason myself stand tall be bold upon within beyond new horizons agree'd to reason myself remain strong let it be known Agree'd to reason myself yes beyond new horizons

Out Going
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Out-Going Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever you want. Loving Intelligence Ambitious Personality Sense of Humor What's Your Best Quality?Take More Quizzes

What U Mean To Me
You . . . Are the beginning of every day. You . . . Bring happiness and warm feelings Each and every time I feel down. My thoughts are of you constantly. Time stands still when I cannot hear your sweet voice. When I go to sleep at night, In my mind, you are the one lying beside me. My dreams are of us and when I wake, I feel your presence. You are the beacon that draws me, Like a moth to a light. Your kind words are a blessing to my ears. Your unselfishness is a trait that many strive for, Coming naturally to you. Though you may feel down at times, You still have kind words to share Cheering others up. When I tell you these three words, Know they come from the heart: "I love you" and everything about you.

Things I Realized When Drinking.
1) Traveling 55 miles in 25 minutes? Not safe (in my case, I shouldn't ride at 110 on the freeway). 2) Green booze makes your lips turn green. 3) Sometimes when you have a headache... pills, booze, and even excercise can't cure it. Only time will. -Rafael

Feelings Vs. Thinking
Feelings vs. Thinking When it comes to you, do you primarily think or feel first? Most of us go through life feeling first. We tend to allow our hearts to do our decisions for us. But feelings, although good at times can be misleading. Misleading because they can be there one minute and gone the next. They are fickle, leading us to make dangerous or foolish decisions, that may think are right because we "feel" it. Feeling something does not make something healthy or right. Feeling something can seem justified because it may feel right or because it comes from our heart, but in reality feelings have caused lots of undue hardship amoung crowds of people, sometimes for no reason. For instance, alcohol intensifies your feelings whether at that time or feelings you may have kept hidden. A famous motto goes...if it feels good...do it. Think back to all the times you yourself have gone by that. Where did it get you? Dont get me wrong, feelings are strong and many of them are good, but if

Wedneday March 19th 2008 5:26 Pm
just sitting here i know ican go out and do things, but i need money to do anything like get video games ican play or whatever. or rent movies to watch on my computer or on my tv. so i just sit here and vegetate likew an old fart lol. i walk to visit my sister..we went out for pizza at our pizza place Cloverleaf Tavern....yum. now i sit here and play on my puter eat gain more weight...even if i dont drink lol i gain. vicious circle i guess

My Baby Lounge
Hi everyone I just wanted to let ya know even with all the lounges on fubar I have made a new one that if u like to rock out n have fun with the best peeps around fubar come join us at Willow's Place Thank You All For Your Time Hugs and Kisses to u all

What You Mean To Me ...
What You Mean To Me ... You turned my darkness into light; You made everything all right. You picked me up when I was down; You turned my life around. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A blessing is what you are to me. When I needed you the most, you were there; Even if it seemed like you didn't care. When I didn't think I could make it another day, You chased all my doubts away. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A treasure is what you are to me. The world is full of many people, it's true; But there is only one of you. You fill my heart with love; You're a God-sent gift from above. If I didn't have you, what would I be? An angel is what you are to me. Lost and alone, I will no longer be; Because you are here with me. There is no reason to be sad; You've taken away all the bad. If I didn't have you, what would I be? A best friend is what you are to me!! (Best friends just can't be replaced. They complement our lives so beautifully.)

Nsfw Marked Photos
normally i wouldn't bitch about people marking my photos nsfw, but this is getting ridiculous. as i was uploading a few more pics this morning one of them was marked nsfw, and it wasnt even in my photo album for more than 5 minutes. i know who did it and she is now blocked. if all someone is doing is coming to my page to mark photos nsfw, then they need to move on, because i have no time for stupid asses like that, also if your looking at my phots at work and marking them that way, then your obviously not doing the job your getting paid to do, i mean thats a no brainer. anyway the pics that were marked are now in a folder named "marked nsfw by friggin morons" check them out and tell me what ya think.

Shes So Lovely
I love the way she feels her clothes i love those frekles on her nose i love the way she plays it cool i think that she is beautiful she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely your funny your yummy you wear tops that show a little tummy it's easy to tease me you never ever looked that pleased to see me [x 4] i don't know, i don't know, i don't know how we'll make it though this i don't know. i don't know i don't know.... i love the way she bites her lip i love the way she shakes her hips i love the way she makes me drool i think that you are beautiful she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely she's so lovely your funny your yummy i think your daddy makes a lot of money it's easy to tease me she never ever looked that pleased to see me [x 4] i don't know, i don't know,

Why
THIS IS NOT GONNA BE A DEPRESSING BLOG..... THIOS IS A BLOG TO SHOW HOW SOME PEOPLE CAN BE TO THEIR OWN KIDS..... I LOVE MY KIDS TO DEATH AND WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO PUT THEM IN HARMS WAY.... WHAT HAPPENED 12 YEARS AGO WAS FOR A REASON AND I'M GLAD IT HAPPENED THE WAY IT DID... I THINK I HAD GOOD DAYS WHEN THEY WEREN'T ABUSIVE AND SOOO PAINFUL... WE ALL STRUGGLE AND I NEVER WANTED MY KIDS TO STRUGGLE THE WAY I DID... REASURANCE IS ALWAYS GOOD... NOT THE ANSWER, BUT IT HELPS.... DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO SEE SOMEONE ELSE IN PAIN.... I KNOW MY KIDS FEEL IT EVERYDAY I CAN'T DO ENOUGH FOR THEM AND THAT MAKES ME WEAK.... BUT SOMEHOW I MANAGE TO STAY FUKIN SANE... IT'S ALL A HUGE DREAM I CAN'T GET MY ASS TO WAKE UP FROM..... COULD YOU EVER JUST ABANDON YOUR KIDS.... I KNOW I COULDN'T... THAT'S WHY I HAVE HAD THEM FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS ALONE.... NO CHILD SUPPORT... NO HAPPY BIRTHDAYS AND NO MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY KIDS FRO0M THEIR OWN MOTHER.. .... YEA... FUKIN PEOPLE.. SORRY I NE

Stellar Passion
Stellar Passion My adorable princess in the night I searched the book of the cosmos for you And there you were, my brightest star A detailed flame of purest joy That coalesced the heavens in extreme awe The world, you have at your fingertips And all the worlds and stars beyond Tell me what you know of them Do they shine from your essence Or glow from the sight of your dramatic beauty Do they travel the universe to be in unity with you Do they wait for their cataclysmic, fateful end So that the shattering pieces that remain of them May somehow find their way to the cradle of you How I wonder what miraculous wonders you be store How you make me weak in the knees to gaze at you Hanging high up there in the blissful night sky How do you think the stars befell enviously They all want to radiate the systems of galaxies But you will be the one to teach them the way As they will follow in your lead to perfection It's when I come out late at night, and I feel all alone

Oneness (religion & Spirituality)
One of the great ironies of human nature is the fact that the very structure intended to enrich our relationship with God is the one thing which divides us most as a human family. For countless eons, more wars have been fought on religious principles than for any other reason. Even to this day, wars, bloodshed, political battles, and countless examples of our inhumanity to one another are commonplace as one group tries to instill (or enforce) its belief systems, its politics, or the supremacy of its God onto the lives of others. These conflicts are not simply between various religions but are also within each denomination. There are sects within Christianity, Buddhism, Judaism, Hinduism, Islam- The first lesson for six months should be One-One-One- One; Oneness of God, oneness of man's relation, oneness of force, oneness of time, oneness of purpose, Oneness in every effort-Oneness- Oneness! Reading 900-429 within every religion!-many convinced that they ar

The Three
hare rama Life is not just a pass on the subject of human profile it needs a bit better pace to carry on with to reach at self and the supreme on the subject of life, which needs a true and dedicated preceptor who can pave the way for a glorious life. There are three kind of help mostly life seek from its associates their in, first a physician who take care of good health in all circumstances then it is assistance as life alone can not carry on with out assistant than finally it is religious preceptor which matters a lot to life to take the life to its true pace and right direction. When a assistant, a physician and religious preceptor, all these three use pleasing words from fear or hope of reward, the result is that domination, health and faith, all the three drag down to earth. Hence it needs a realization to have a better mode of life to carry on with in its true pace. May god bless all on the subject of true life as human. Thanks please.

Sex Application.....
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Important Info You Need To Know
A LITTLE HISTORY ON GUN CONTROL In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated ------------------------------ Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Uganda es

What Has Been Going On With Me!
Well....Many of my friends know I've been sick and I've really not had the want or get up about myself lately. Well that all started changing a few days ago. After being back in the hosp for having issues on breathing. Well I'm getting better slowly but it's just taken time for my body to get rid of all the crap I've had. But alot of good has come out of me being sick. One being I've Stop smoking!! Two being I can really take a deep breath!! Three being I can smell things I use to not be able to because of the smoking!! So yeah, I've had it hard for the last month. But I tell ya I'm really starting to feel so much better. So at least Now I can start having more fun now!Well If you wanna chit chat with me or see whats new with me hit me up. Sweetlillips!!!

Rangers 2-1 Hibernian
Rangers 2-1 Hibernian By Colin Moffat Rangers had to work hard for the three points SPL leaders Rangers overcame Hibs at Ibrox thanks to goals from Jean-Claude Darcheville and Nacho Novo. After a sluggish start, Darcheville smashed an impressive shot high into the far corner of the net from an acute angle on 40 minutes. Substitute Nacho Novo later capitalised on a Chris Hogg mistake to drill in a sharp finish from 14 yards. Hibs lacked a cutting edge in attack until Dean Shiels found the net after his initial effort had hit the bar. Interview: Rangers manager Walter Smith Interview: Hibs manager Mixu Paatelainen Rangers are now six points clear of Celtic, who play Gretna on Sunday. Home manager Walter Smith made five changes from the Scottish Cup draw against Partick Thistle, with Barry Ferguson, David Weir, Sasa Papac, Lee McCulloch and Darcheville returning. Hibs made two changes following last week's win over Kilmarnock. Out went Paul

Darkness
" Darkness is a friend, an ally. Darkness allows us to understand others, to see what they value when they believe no on else is looking. It allows us to be honest with ourselves, to express those values that we would disvow in the light. The light blinds us. It is only in the dark that we see clearly. There is no light, here just you and me. Show me what you've hidden from the world."

Such A Brilliant Star You Are (for My Matty Boy ♥)
Lunacy Fringe (by the used, dedicated to my matt♥) Wake up My love Never thought you'd make me, break me Now I'm up from below Such a brilliant star you are And will your love keep burning Burn a hole right through my eyes All these short times feel like no time I thought you ought to know I'm so far gone now I been running on empty I'm so far gone Do you wanna take me on? Do you know how long I've waited? To look up from below, Just to find someone like you And will your love light burn me? Burn a hole right through my heart I think I might just trust you, maybe But I'm not sure I'm not sure I wanna know I think you could make me Could make me and take my life I know you could break me Take all of me Wake up My love Never thought you'd make me, break me Now I'm up from below Such a brilliant star you are.

Perfect Star
Perfect Star 3000 miles from you to me, across the country, from sea to sea. One of these days, we'll finally meet, together as one, our hearts will beat. Whatever it takes, I'll go that far, you're perfect to me, my shining star. Love knows no boundaries, it has no leash, it may be far, but within its reach. I ain't gonna lie, It'll be hell, but I'll do it all for my Southern Belle. 3000 miles from you to me, across the country, from sea to sea. One of these days, we'll finally meet, together as one, our hearts will beat. Whatever it takes, I'll go that far, you're perfect to me, my shining star. I don't believe 'em when they say its wrong, love is deep, I know it's strong. It's within the person, how they feel, it's gotta be true, it's gotta be real. 3000 miles from you to me, across the country, from sea to sea. One of these days, we'll finally meet, together as one, our hearts will beat. Whatever it takes I'll go that far you're the one, my perf

Depart Date!
I LEAVE MAY 5TH TO GET MY RIDE ON MAY 6TH. I START BASIC TRAINING MAY 16TH IN FORT JACKSON 2 DAYS BEFORE MY 22ND BIRTHDAY. AFTER BASIC I WILL BE AT FORT LEE FOR SCHOOLING. SO ILL BE GONE FOR A WHILE. BUT LEAVE ME MESSAGES N ALL N ILL GET BACK OK?

Life In General
so i am dealing with a lot of shit lately...between not being able to work due to my messed up back, and dealing with the fact that my taxes wanna take like WAY too long to get here and we need money NOW LOL. Most of my time lately is spent on the computer dj'ing in a great lounge called sex sells. I have a ton of fun in there hanging with my friends that are actually more like family to me. I don't get to see my real family much at all..maybe once every 5 yrs...so i hang with my on line family. I know i need a life, right?

Rain
Rain Here I sit once again. The deep sadness engulfing me. Nobody is here to comfort me, or to hold my hand. Tell me truely, Did you ever really love me? Or did you just break my heart for no reason at all. How many times do I have to go through the pain of lost love? Maybe I shouldn't even try anymore. Many would say I was being stubborn, but I know for a fact, That because you left me, my life will never be the same. So here I sit once again, Under the gray clouds of loss, waiting for the drops of pain. The wind of loneliness blows down from the sky, And the leaves skatter about the ground. My eyes are closed, and my heart is empty. The first drop falls to the ground, and then it comes down in waves. People rush to take cover, but I just sit here, frozen in my steps. A solemn tear drops, joining all of the others. Drenched in my pain, I lay down and die. I never open my eyes again, and then you come. You find my bones, and wonder why you ever left. And then,

Re: Torture Bracelet To Control Dissenting Americans?
RE: Torture Bracelet To Control Dissenting Americans? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Mar 2008, 20:16 Torture Bracelet To Control Dissenting Americans? The Department of Homeland Security is pursuing the introduction of a device known as the Security Bracelet, a wearable tag that would allow authorities to inflict pain compliance on suspects from a distance, while also recommending law enforcement applications and potential use in "crowd control situations". http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032508_torture_bracelet. htm

First Entry
Gotta start this sometime and somehow, so here we go. Yes...I'm a bit strange in I wear my hair long, spend a lot of my youth as a heavy metal drummer, but right now my passion and my committment lies in Square Dancing, and my journey to becoming a Square Dance Caller. I've been learning for the past four years, and I think I'm getting close to my goal. I had an audition a couple weeks back to perhaps earn my first club, and it went great. I can't tell you how exciting to be up there with a mic in my hand, doing what I enjoy doing, and seeing a sea of smiles on the faces of the dancers. I'll be performing at the State festival in Ocean Shores in June, and in August I'm headed to Pendelton for the USA west convention that will feature folks from the western third of the united states. So that's my passion in a nutshell. I might fit in here, or I might not..who knows?

"love Spell" Excerpt
“Good seats, huh?” Luke asked her with a huge smile on his face. “I suppose,” she answered hesitantly. “I ain’t never been to one of these before.” “Yer gonna love it.” She looked out into the racetrack and saw a line of old beat-up cars parked side to side in the center of the midway. There was a roar from the crowd as the first huge metal monster rolled out of the pits and into position. Darlene could feel in her chest the growling noise rumbling from its twin exhaust pipes as the driver revved the engine. She slid to the edge of her seat as the announcer’s voice began to scream from the loudspeakers. “Good evening, ladies and gentlemen! Welcome to Monster Truck Night here at the Rolling Oaks’ Motor Speedway! Tonight you’ll be thrilled to some of the biggest, baddest, and meanest monster trucks in all the world! Are you ready for excitement?!” The collective shouts and screams from the crowd thundered in response. “Are you ready for thrills and spills?!” They were ready. “Are

Really Sad
During the past 10 days , I've been put into the fire , that we call life . I got an email from the lil brother ,of a real dear and close friend of mine , ( nothing surprising about that ) the message read ,big brother killed himself. That was all it said . I emailed him back and started asking questions .As the next day or two went by I was getting all this info about what had happend. This friend and I were in the Army together,( i had his back and he had mine ) ,when we would come home on leave ,we would either stay at my parents place or we would stay at his.We were the best of friends . This guy goes and comitts suicide...by taking an overdose of pills ,the only problem was that he done it in front of his 4 and 6 yr old children ,while his wife was asleep in the bedroom. When she come in to wake him , to tell him dinner was ready ...the kids told her that daddy was sleeping ...and he wouldn't get up to play with them ...she was also told that daddy had eaten some candy f

Wtf
I HAVE HAD THIS PIC UP FOR ABOUT 4 WEEKS, AND FUBAR MADE IT NSFW IT ON ME, I HAD IT FOR MY PRIMARY PIC ON MY PROFILE PAGE, AND THE ASSES TOOK IT OFF FOR ME , AND THEY DIDNT GIVE ME A CHANCE TO MOVE IT, AND KNOW THAT PICS LOST, I THINK ITS BULLLSHIT, AND IT WAS NOT EVEN A NSFW PIC.............

So My Black Suv Fits Me Then?
You Should Drive a Black Car You're the type of driver who's totally dominant and even a bit aggressive. You see the road as a "dog eat dog" world... and you're not about to get eaten! You like to drive a vehicle that conveys power. Big engine. Big price tag. You rule the road - and you like everyone to know it. What Color Car Should You Drive?

Duh!
You Have A Type A Personality You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood You tend to succeed at everything you attempt And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top! You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Jamiie
Fubar family, do ya'll know Jamiie? She is one of the most awesome people on fubar. If you haven't met her yet, you are missing out on knowing a great person. She needs 141,322 points to level. Stop by her page, rate, fan, add, rate some pics, stash, whatever you have time for. She will greatly appreciate it, and you will make an awesome friend in the process. -Jamiie -@ fubar

Spiral Staircase
I’m on a spiral staircase that no one else can see. It seems to reach my very soul. It’s part of me. Step one: The steps are rickety and worn. I feel the pain and turn around but I’m torn. Step two: Right now I am quite tired; I think I’ll stay in bed. The things I had to do today I’ll do another day instead. Step three: I feel the pain around me but will not let it in. As I start to turn and leave confusion rushes in. Step four: I’m quite content with feeling numb; it’s better than before. I sit and think of nothing much, it’s others that keep score. The world is spinning in full force and no one seems to care , That suddenly I’m overwhelmed and feeling scared. The tears began to fall today I can’t get them to stop. I should be happy in my home but somehow I’m not. I see the world around me and wish I could join in. But I can see the distance- only I feel the cold wind. The darkness has enveloped me. The pain has crawled inside of me. I hear somebody call my name

No Need To Apologize.
I don't feel the need to apologize for my beliefs. I won't try to explain to someone how I can have such open, liberal thoughts, yet feel proud to be in the military. I don't think family is forever...I believe that if you're a jerk, I have the right to not acknowledge you, regardless of your parents. Beating up a woman or a child is evil...and so is thinking you need to beat up someone else. Bigots should be beaten, though. Who are you to tell someone what his/her religion should be??? Jesus is the grooviest, though. Why do you have to be a redneck to like NASCAR??? Who doesn't like fast cars and half-naked women??? I'm so NOT gay, but I support the right for people to love who they love. Bi women are just hot! Children are great...don't have them if you don't plan to raise them. Liking sex doesn't make you a whore. Spreading disease through sex does make you a bad person...make sure you're healthy. You can still love someone with all your heart, even if you both hav

His And Hers Auction!! My Package Offer Is Unreal!
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Quietly
Crystalline drops run down my face I know that I just can't erase Everything that's burning me Alive in me; inside of me This hellish hold that I can't break I don't know how much I can take So every little part of me Ignites the flame inside of me And all the strength I've left to stand Is made to fall inside my hand While every last apology Is unreleased inside of me And all I am, and all in me Has broken down for all to see The wind it whispers silently Your gentle name, so quietly

Re: Video Shows Feds Firing On Ed Brown's Dog Walker Last Summer
RE: Video Shows Feds Firing On Ed Brown's Dog Walker Last Summer ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Mar 2008, 20:49 Video Shows Feds Firing On Ed Brown's Dog Walker Last Summer A newly released video has corroborated the account of Danny Riley, a supporter of income tax protesters Ed and Elaine Brown, who claimed that he was fired at by US federal agents hiding in the woods outside the Brown's New Hampshire home last Summer. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/280308Riley. htm RE: Federal Rules of Civil Procedure main page search..Subpoenas ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: VANMETER SAYS FREE RENO NOW Date: 27 Mar 2008, 16:45 http://www. law. cornell. edu/rules/frcp/Rule45. htmFederal Rules of Civil Procedure main page search | civil procedure overview VI. TRIALS > Rule 45. Prev | Next Rule 45. Subpoena (a) In General.(1) Form and Contents.(A) Requirements — In General. Every s

My Ranting
As I live evryday as a lie. I once believed he loved me. I believe no more. He talks with her, but only plays with me. He cares that shes crying. Only calls me a bitch when I cry. I know now I mean nothin to him. Just living a lie everyday. As my heart breaks in piece he doesnt even care. Just tries to lie to me more and to my face no less. He once told me he was in love with me. What a fuckin joke of worldly proportions. I know now and should have remembered I will never be happy. I fucked up a long time ago. Now all I get is lies lies lies from everyone I am with. I thought I got better at reading people and there lies. But the jokes on me yet again as I sit here and try not to cry, because if I do I am just a bitch. He says he doesnt want to be with her, but he sits on the phone and has an actual conversation with her. We barely talk unless he wants something. When she cries he makes sure he calls her back to find out why then sooths her hurt feelings. When I cry he tells her I'm j

Mount Pinatubo Eruption Last 1991
Mount Pinatubo is an active stratovolcano located on the island of Luzon in the Philippines, at the intersection of the borders of the provinces of Zambales, Tarlac, and Pampanga. Ancestral Pinatubo was a stratovolcano made of andesite and dacite. Before 1991, the mountain was inconspicuous and heavily eroded. It was covered in dense forest which supported a population of several thousand indigenous people, the Aeta, who had fled to the mountains from the lowlands when the Spanish conquered the Philippines in 1565. The volcano's eruption in June 1991 produced the second largest terrestrial eruption of the 20th century. The 1991 eruption had a Volcanic Explosively Index (VEI) of 6, and came some 450-500 years after the volcano's last known eruptive activity (estimated as VEI 5, the level of the 1980 eruption of Mount St. Helens), and some 500-1000 years after previous VEI 6 eruptive activity. Successful predictions of the onset of the climactic eruption led to the evacuation of tens

A Suprise
some more from my Stash: She opens the front door to her house. It has been a long day. She si a little worn out and glad to be home. She puts her coat in the closet and sees what look like leather handcuffs. She pulls them out not knowing where they came from. She calls out in the house but her man is not there. She goes into the living room and sees a blindfold. She chuckles to herself, still not knowing what is going on. When she looks over to the coffee table she sees a note, it is in her mans handwriting. "DO not say another word! DO exactly what I tell you to do or you will be punished". She read on, getting a little excited. She had not ever heard him speak like this before. She wanted to call out but didnt. "take off your clothes, but leave your bra and panties". She found herself obeying without thinking. She was getting excited. "once you have done that come upstairs with your new toys, but stop at the top, and then put on your blindfold" She felt herself getting wet alrea

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I used to be a drug addict. 2. I actually like britney spears music ( the older stuff) 3. I am pagan 4. I enjoy being different from others 5. I write poetry in my spare time 6. I hate lies 7. I have dyed my hair about 25 times 8. I used to be a stripper 9. I love to read 10. I hate large groups of ppl in r/l tagging.... DJ Danny, coronagirl, cricketbabe, DJ Hihoney, and DJ Masterlixalot

What I Cannot Change
I know what makes me comfortable And I know what makes me tick And I when I need to get my way I know how to pour it on thick Cream and sugar in my coffee Right away when I wake I face a day, and pray to God I won’t make the same mistakes All the rest is out of my hands I will learn to let go what I cannot change I will learn to forget what I cannot change I will learn to love what I cannot change But I will change, yeah I will change Whatever I, whatever I can Yeah I don’t know my father Or my mother well enough It seems like every time we talk We can’t get passed the little stuff The pain is self-inflicted I know it’s not good for me health Yeah but it’s easier to please the world Then it is to please myself All the rest is out of my hands I will learn to let go what I cannot change I will learn to forget what I cannot change I will learn to love what I cannot change But I will change, yeah I will change Whatever I, whatever I can Well I know I can

Why We Love Them
Girl's always smell good even if it is just shampoo The way their head always finds the right spot on our shoulders How cute they look when they sleep The ease in which they fit into our arms The way they kiss you and all of sudden everything in the world is right How cute they are when they eat The way it takes them hours to get dressed but in the end it's all worth while Because they are always warm even if it's -30 outside They look good no matter what they wear The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on earth How cute they are when they argue The way her hand always finds yours The way they smile The way you feel after you see her name on your cell after you just had a big fight The way they say "lets not fight anymore"- even though you know that an hour later... The way they kiss you after a fight The way they kiss you after you say "i love you" Actually..The way the

Why People Lose Or Gain Faith In "god".
(March, 30 2008) This is an expanded version of a comment I left on a MUMM about why people lose and gain faith in God and will write more about it soon. For many people, God or Christ is a concept for in which we measure pain. For others it is a a way to find guidance to the mystery of why they are here and what they "should" be doing in their lives. For some, it becomes a way to learn love and compassion, while others it becomes a trap of old views that date back to medieval times that have hardly evolved with scientific and historic discoveries. Religions actually keep us from understanding our true nature, the nature of the universe and of each other. For example, lets look at the reason for Atonement. The theory of evolution provided us with the knowledge to discover DNA testing and other discoveries which has in return proved the theory to this day. In 1871 when the theory was introduced, it did no personal harm to Adam, but the thought that Adam and Eve were our primal

Tell No Lies
I never told you a lie and yet you still told them to me and I still fell for every one you told me. I cried every night for you and waited every morning for you and you never showed. I bled for you many nights without you ever knowing it was done. I made a broken home and whole home again for you so you could live in peace while I died inside. I gave up everything I held dear to me for you to be happy and live your own life. I could never do enough to make you happy so you made me pay for it over and over again. I begged you to stop for the sake of others in the home that didn't need to see it. I crawled inside my black hole deep inside my soul so you couldn't make me cry. I shut myself off from the outside world to make you happy. I lost myself to make sure you had yourself again so you could be strong. I dropped my guard one time to help you be a better person and it left me open to your hurt and pain over and over again. I have wasted years of my life to make

Changes....somewhat.
Well,I changed a few things on Fubar for me. Nothing like the last time when I changed the Scrawny Pale Guy to Phuck Q. All and became an instant asshole.Much to Alice's chagrin,Phuck wont be back.But there will be somewhat of a name change here eventually. I changed the page from blue to red and added some new stuff to it.I don't know why I changed it to red, maybe because purple was too much of a pain for me and it was hard finding cool stuff in purple. And once again, it was time to change the playlist.I ditched the guitar virtuoso stuff for cover tunes.And once again, no hatin on Mandy Moore and Sixpence None The Richer. On a side note, I have been having the best time ever on Fubar thanks to alot of some really cool people Ive met here recently. Hope you all have a not so manic monday and all that fun stuff.

The Day At The Parking Lot
I know I write a lot about messes I've gotten into, but, ya know, they stand out in my mind!! I used to live in Gainesville, Georgia. Its a very hilly town, the houses are built into the slopes and the streets are steep. There was a supermarket I used to go to that was on top of a hill and the parking lot was built on the slope of the hill. It was steep. I was 8 months pregnant with my second child and my first child was 2 years old. I had found a parking spot near the entrance of the store, way at the top of the hill. I came out with a shopping cart loaded with groceries and headed for my van. My two year old was sitting in the child section of the cart. I got to my van and the gravitational pull on the cart was pretty intense, I was at the top of the slope. I had to prop the cart against the van to keep it from rolling down the hill. Well, the first thing I did was take my two year old out and put her in her car seat. I got her buckled in and then turned to t

Another Weekend Lost To The World...
so I got my motorcycle out of the shop yesterday, and on the way home I got clipped by a car. the bike's gone, and I had the fun of having my right shoulder popped back into it's socket... *I highly recommend NOT trying that one for fun* add a couple of cracked ribs and an elbow that's seen better days, torn leathers and, oh yea, a destoyed cellphone, and you have an idea of my saturday afternoon. BONUS!!! - the guy that hit me didn't stop and no one got his license number.... tanfastic! all in all I'm a pretty pissed off guy right about now, and i have to head into work to say goodbye to the last members of my team today, as well as getting a new phone. *for those of you who know what was going on at work, that finishes off the layoffs* aside from all that, I'm just happy as a guy can be... ahhh fsck it... *stalks off to find something to wear to work that goes with a sling*

Too Good Not To Share
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. F

Are You Presenting Real Talk?
we are on here for fun and release from the daily b/s we deal with ever day, "right"? then why the fucc are alot of people rating and commenting false ? no matter be tru to your words .... vuase even if no one can c u or my never know who u r , they still want the truth ..... simply because no matter what tale you spend withen fu~bar the people around them will tell them the truth..... so if you are here and you say you're real be real or get the fucc on ....... alway's been me always will.. hate my blog or lluv it i " REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCC"!!!!

Thoughts
ok im so fucking confussed i am a bisexual female and i had a gf and a bf and i broke up with both to be with one person but now that i broke up with the one person i dont know if i should try and get them back because they are married to each other or should i just keep them as my close friends and find someone else i have my eye on someone but i dont know what to do anyway catch yall later

Why Do They Do That?
You help someone who needs you, give them all you have, and they still go back to the same place where they never mattered in the first place. A place where no one is there for them, where no gives a crap if they have a home, food anything...........so tell me why!!!

Back For More
Ok so in the past few days I have had 2 guys that I used to mess around with get my attention again. Why is it that when guys break up or get broken up with they go back to their old flings? I wasn't good enough to date but I was just good enough to fuck! I don't want to be there for someone to come too when they are horny, I am better then that. I can make someone happy but haven't been able to do that yet, no one wants to give me that chance to do so. I don't know why not, I like to spoil my guy. I don't have alot of time to spend with them which I know most guys like because they want a boys night out and not always be with thier girl. Well I am just annoyed that I am just good for sex and nothing more. If you read this and you are someone that is back for more I hope you take this and think about it.

What If...?
What if...? God couldn't take the time to Bless us today because we could not take the time to thank Him yesterday... What if...? God decided to stop leading us tomorrow Because we didn't follow Him today... What if...? God didn't walk with us today because we failed to recognize it as His day... What if....? We never saw another flower bloom because we grumbled when God sent the rain... What if...? God stopped loving and caring for us because we failed to love and care for others... What if...? God took away the Bible tomorrow, because we would not read it today... What If...? God took away his message because we failed to listen to His messenger... What if...? God didn't send His only begotten Son because He wanted us to prepared to pay the price of sin... What if...? The door to the church was closed because we did not open the door of our hearts... What if...? God would not hear us today because we would not listen to Him yeste

Re: Cia Boss Says New Al-qaeda Are White Westerners
RE: CIA Boss Says New Al-Qaeda Are White Westerners ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 31 Mar 2008, 20:31 CIA Boss Says New Al-Qaeda Are White Westerners Citing absolutely no evidence whatsoever, CIA boss Michael Hayden told NBC's Meet The Press yesterday that Al-Qaeda is training new fighters that "look western" and could easily cross U.S. borders, in the latest attempt to re-focus the mammoth apparatus of anti-terror against the American people. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/033108_white_westerners. htm

Out Of The Blue...
Friends are a gift given to you They come into your lives from out of the blue At least that's the way to most it seems But God really sends them on magical sunbeams Some cross your path just for a while To help with some plan or give you a smile Some enter your life and stay forever Those special bonds you can never sever Some new friends you feel you've known a long time But figuring it out there's neither reason nor rhyme You fall into a relationship warm and true Which brings much happiness to both of you Friends can help you when you're at wits end They stand strong for you and never bend Their love for you is very real They tend to keep you on an even keel Friends are people in whom you confide No matter what, they're always by your side They comfort you in times of sorrow And you know they'll always be there tomorrow God knew you'd need special people in your life Who would always assist you in conquering strife Friends don't

Porch Monkey 4
This fubar member rated me a "1" and left a very ugly comment on my page. This was in retaliation to a comment I left on one of his recent blogs. He was totally downgrading our Military Personnel. All I did was send a comment in support of our Military. Please stop by his page and show him the same love and respect that he does for our Military Personnel...which is nothing! Porch Monkey 4 Life@ fubar

Is It So Worng
I think turely being ur self really mess with sum pplz minds. That u can speak some much about ur feelings without becoming an a-hole without picking at them but expalining urself. i just found out more ppl who are hurting always hurt pplz who dont disreguard u. my adive dont let them hurt u

A Friend Like You
Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

Thank You!
Thank you! I just want to thank all of you for your educational e-mails over the past year. Thanks to you, I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. I can't use the remote in a hotel room because I don't know what the last person was doing while flipping through the adult movie channels. I can't sit down on the hotel bedspread because I can only imagine what has happened on it since it was last washed. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pastime while driving alone is picking their nose. (Although cell phone usage may be taking the number one spot) Eating a Little Debbie sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans-fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. I must send my special thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes bec

Wrong!
You Are Bud Light You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it. In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk! You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar. You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience. What's Your Beer Personality?

One Night
As she walked from her room to the kitchen she noticed the mess of bodies lying all over her living room floor, thinking "man, this must have been some fucked up scene last night, wish I could remember any of it". Walking into the kitchen half asleep she sees him standing there, 6'2", 190 pounds or so, gorgeous black hair and blue eyes, he looks up and there goes that full package, the beautiful smile that captured her the night before. Karen smiles at Scott and wonders if he even remembers her name. "Hey, sleepy head, I was wondering when you were finally going to get up" said Scott. She walks over to him and he opens his arms and takes her into him and they kiss, she looks up at him and says "now that is what I call a good morning", they both laugh and start their small banter about what they plan to do for the day. As he walks out the door with the promise of seeing her later, she knew she probably would never set her eyes on him again, see him again is not an option, it is

2nd Alarm Hotties And All My Friends
Well im not gonna be on as much as i normally am....i can do work for u all and chat with u all but its come to this my hubby is really pisseda t how much im online......he yelled at me saying damn how many meetings u have in one day bla bla.....spend time with ur fam...he is right!my fam comes 1st well he wants a divorce.....wants me out....so i need to work on my realationship ...i hope u all understand!my kids need me i need to do things at home around the house during the day not sit at pc all day long and let my kids be without a mum....thats so not me!my kids come 1st!i love you all ill be on when i can ......mostly during the day a lil at a time ill be back and forth!at least until i figure out whats gonna happen with me and my hubby!cheer's xxx

Re: Stop The Ttc And Tolls Across Texas Rally April 5 Austin Tx
RE: Stop the TTC and Tolls Across Texas Rally April 5 Austin TX ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 03 Apr 2008, 00:31 East Texas, April 2, 2008 – Yesterday, Senate Finance Committee Chairman Senator Steve Ogden told Walker County Commissioner, B.J. Gaines, that the Trans Texas Corridor (TTC) I-69 project is over, scrapped, finito. The word is spreading like wildfire among elected officials in the path of TTC-69, including the Mayor of Kendleton, just in time to tell constituents: “There’s no need to attend that rally in Austin this weekend since the TTC-69 project is over.”Texans Uniting for Reform and Freedom (TURF) is organizing a march up Congress Avenue and rally on the South Capitol steps Saturday, April 5 from 12:00 PM - 4:00 PM, and they’re crying foul for what appears to be an effort to suppress grassroots turnout. TURF has been getting calls from panicked supporters who are hearing some residents now believe the TTC-69 has been sto

You Know Your A Maritimer When.. Even Though I Think Im The Only One On Here :(.
1. You're idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. 2. Vacation means going to Moncton, Fredericton or Halifax for the weekend. 3. You measure distance in hours. 4. You know several people that have hit a deer. 5. You often switch from Heat to A/C in the same day. 6. You use a down filled comforter in the summer. 7. Your Grandparents drive 100 km through 13 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching. 8. You see people wearing hunting clothes at social events. 9. You install security lights on both your house and garage and go away and leave both unlocked. 10. You think of the major foods groups as: Meat, Fish, and Tim Hortons. 11. You carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them. 12. There are 7 empty cars running in the parking lot of the Canadian Tire store at any given time. 13. You design your kids Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. 14. Driving is better in t

I Call This One 'yup Or Nope' For Obvious Reasons...
I am a cuddler - yup I am a morning person - mmmm I have been, but not so much these days... I am a perfectionist - yup, I can be... I am an only child - nope I am Catholic - nope I am currently in my pajamas - nope I am currently suffering from a broken heart - nope I am okay at styling other people's hair - have you seen mine? sheesh.. .if you had you would never have asked... I am left handed - nope I am addicted to my myspace - nope I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - nope I bite my nails - nope I can be paranoid at times - ummmm... why... is there someone behind me? I currently regret something that I have said - yup I frequently curse when I get mad - yup I like someone - yup I enjoy country music - yup I enjoy jazz music - yup I enjoy smoothies - what's a smoothie? I enjoy talking on the phone - yup and nope I have a pet - yup I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - nope I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person - nope I have a

Look
Look! Siting here in my van, like always,in haying time. Thoughts of you on my mind. Wondering if your fine. Sun so bright, sky so blue. Look! I see a Hawk, could it be you up in the sky of blue? Did you come back, to say you miss me too? ***June 21,2004******* by:Patsy Crow Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

Found This On A Mumm Worth Reading
Our lives are ruled by a few things: 1. Good decisions 2. Bad decisions 3. Not making decisions 4. Allowing others to make decisions for us 5. Listening to bad advice. 6. Listening to good advice. Fate is, well, nothing more than a wisp of wishes felt or thought. However, hope is not a plan. It was written on a Mumm by Fubarian: herosarerare and just seems so right to me...maybe it was put there to make me make sense of the past few days huh?

For W/we Are O/one
The pink roses here on my desk remind me daily of YOUR love...of O/our love, for W/we are O/one. Their wonderful scent tickles my nose, reminds me of YOUR sweetness....of O/our love, for W/we are O/one. Their beauty touches my heart, O/our heart, for W/we are O/one. The thought behind them warms my soul....O/our soul, for W/we are O/one. The very timing of them endears me to YOU and makes me appreciate YOU more and the love W/we share.... of O/our love, for W/we are O/one. Even the thorns are special to me my LOVE, for they represent trials and challenges that W/we can face together...things once defeated that will serve to make O/our love even stronger, O/our love, for W/we are O/one. Each rose with so many petals embracing the bud...so is our LOVE....each petal some new part of O/our journey....O/our souls have seen many petals, my LOVE, for W/we are O/one. Thank YOU for my beautiful roses my MAITRE doux, my LOVE, my ONE.

For Anti Cupid
I feel it in every word that you type The hurt is gone but the sorrow remains My heart reaches out to you, cold as it is Hoping beyond hope to help keep you sane At the same time you're an inspiration to me A soft light in the blackest tunnel of life We write from the darkest corners of our heart Fearfully exposing our emotions to light You speak alot of the Goddess of Death Begging her to finally come and take you away But my friend you mean so much to many So from my heart to yours I ask you to stay I have no words to take away your sorrow No pills to magically make things right All that I can offer you sweetheart Is a friendship that will never take flight So when you are lost in the darkness That someone led you astray Reach out and find my hand Hold on tight and I'll lead the way To my friend Anti Cupid: May you find the love your heart so deserves, the light to guide your path and the strength to make you whole.

The Truth About Black Men
My name is confident and i am here tonight to tell the truth and the whole truth so help me god. This maybe controlversial. But im here to help the white woman to pick the right black man and that is now a 10% ratio. I am a black man myself that love to help people and i love to help the white woman to find a good black man. Honestly the reason why im telling you this the other 90% of black men are ruining chances for me. One of the 10% of the good balck men. The reason why i saying im a good black men. I got a JOB a got a CAR and i got my own PLACE and i am a gentleman. I don't smoke weed and i pay my bills and i don't have a law record and i pay my child support. Now women im here to tell you what to look for. You see the thing in caps i wrote?That is what you need to find what a black man has. Im not talking about trying to take his money. That is the main quality you should find in the black man. If he has a job he want to better himself. If a black man has a car. He want to get to

Just To
So yea wrote this song and hoping to record the lyrics soon and then work on the music. It's been 3 years since we met, In that smoke filled bar, It's been 2 years since I fell for you, Everyday I wish I told you, Now that your gone I can't deny, That I wish it was my time, Every night I lay in bed, With thoughts of you running through my head. I woke up this morning, Wanting to see your face again, But all I saw was an empty place, I toss and turn at night, I walk and wander and fight, Just to see your face again, But I know that your gone for good. It's been six months since we lost you, You were young and full of life, Cut down before your time, Your heart ripped apart, Because he didn't love you, Now we all must suffer, I can't stand to be without you, I should have told you how I felt, Maybe then you'd still be here. I woke up this morning, Wanting to see your face again, But all I saw was an empty place, I toss and turn at night, I walk and wa

Love At First Sight
You froze me in place the first time I saw you, My feelings are deep and my soul full of many passions. Why do I feel so strangely after one glance? All those stories about love at first sight. Maybe my mom was right. Your smile was warm and reached from ear to ear. Your laugh is contagious and warms every corner of my soul. Why do I feel so connected after one glance? I try and shake it but you already have a hold on my heart. Your voice as resonant as a bass guitar and is felt throughout my heart. It is magical and soothing transporting me to a place I have never been. I try to hear the thoughts of my head but my heart whispers back, it is ok to love. Your walk both sturdy and fast, it reflects your strength. The vibrations of your surrounding energy engulf me. I can see and feel the essence of who you are. I want more but I am afraid, I know everything will be alright because I already love you. Time has passed and we have had so many adventures. What happened to

The 11th Husband
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin". "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times.?" "Well, husband # 1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. "Husband # 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. "Husband # 3 was from Field Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. "Husband # 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. "Husband # 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state of the-art method. "Husband #6 was from Administration; he thought he knew how but he wasn't

2007 Darwin Awards
THINNING THE HERD 2007... Eighth Place:In Detroit, a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate while trying to retrieve his car keys. Seventh Place:A 49-year-old San Francisco stock broker -- who often bragged he was 'totally-zoned when he ran' -- accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily workout. Sixth Place:While at the beach, Daniel Jones, 21, dug an 8-foot hole for protection from the wind and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach used their hands and shovels trying to get him out but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him. Jones was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Fifth Place:Santiago Alvarado, 24, was killed as he fell through the ceiling of a bicycle shop he was burglarizing. Death was caused when the long flashlight he had placed

Painful Heart..
HIM: I want to hold you in my arms, but you tell me you need time, but, I need you, I want you, I feel as if we was meant to be. HER: I want you, and need you too, but my heart is to, scare to open up again. HIM I want, to hold your hand and guide you down the path, and do my best to show you that we can make it last. I will never let go, or hurt you in anyway. I'll show you that I can make you happy, and that there will be no regrets. HER: Even though you'll guide me, I'll still can open up. You may try to show me love, but I can not returned it yet. HIM: If you let me teach you, I will walk inside your heart and take you to a world you will never want to part. I want to take a chance because my feelings I can't hide. If it doesn't last, we can at least say we tried, so please give me a chance. HER: My heart can not be walked into. There is no room for love. So many times it has been stepped on, it has,leaved me with sorrows, and pain, and a broken heart. HIM: I will

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1.Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It?s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don?U dont need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7

Apron's........
(Do you remember your mama's and your grandmother's aprons????) The History of 'APRONS' I don't think our kids know what an apron is. The principal use of Grandma's apron was to protect the dress underneath, but along with that, it served as a potholder for removing hot pans from the oven. It was wonderful for drying children's tears, and on occasion was even used for cleaning out dirty ears . From the chicken coop, the apron was used for carrying eggs, fussy chicks, and sometimes half-hatched eggs to be finished in the warming oven. When company came, those aprons were ideal hiding places for shy kids. And when the weather was cold, grandma wrapped it around her arms. Those big old aprons wiped many a perspiring brow, bent over the hot wood stove. Chips and kindling wood were brought into the kitchen in that apron. From the garden, it carried all sorts of vegetables. After the peas had been shelled, it carried out the hulls. In the fall, the apron

About Me
Survey About Yourself About You Eye Color:Brilliant Blue Hair Color:Which one?....mohogany, mocha, and blonde highlights Height:5\'7\" Favorite Color:Brown Screen Name:dfarishblue Favorite Band:Mercy Me Favorite Movie:Sleepless in Seattle Favorite Show:Grey\'s Anatomy Your Car:2005 Dodge Grand Caravan....hey I have 3 kids. Your Hometown:Houston, TX Your Present Town:somewhere in Arkansas :( Your Crushes First Name:I plead the 5th Your Grade:Grade A.....lol. Your Style:Depends on my mood Have You Ever Sat on your rooftop?:Not lately Kissed someone in the rain?:Been a while Danced in a public place?:Yes Smiled for no reason?:I think anytime you smile....it\'s for a reason Laughed so hard you cried?:A couple days ago. Peed your pants after age 8?:LOL.....never Written a song?:Long time ago Sang to someone for no reason?:When we do things....it\'s usually for a reason. Performed on a stage?:A couple months ago Talked to someone you don\'t know?:I\'m very extrover

Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up Hold on Don't be scared You'll never change what's been and gone May your smile (may your smile) Shine on (shine on) Don't be scared (don't be scared) Your destiny may keep you warm Cos all of the stars Are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them some day Take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out Get up (get up) Come on (come on) Why're you scared? (I'm not scared) You'll never change What's been and gone Cos all of the stars Are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them some day Take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out Cos all of the stars Are fading away Just try not to worry You'll see them some day Take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out We're all of us stars We're fading away Just try not to worry You'll see us some day Just take what you need And be on your way And stop crying your heart out Stop crying your heart out

Gettin It In
For 2 nites in a row I'm neglecting my yahooing with my yahoo buds. Just need to clarify that it is not my fault. We had this 21 yo Navy kid stay at this hotel, and he would NOT leave me alone. We are talkin he spent almost the whole time from 12am to 7 am talkin to me while I worked. He left on Saturday, and for some reason re-checked in with his buddies on Sunday, out of the blue. So we chit chatted for another 8 hrs when my shift started and while smoking, I took him to the woods around the hotel planning to kill him. Esp when he attempted to see if I'm ticklish and then tried to warm me up; what a nice excuse to touch someone. He didn't die tho. Then he kept playin with my hair while i was tryin to work, and making my yahoo chatting completely impossible. Its nice to have a fan, but not at the expense of my yahoo time at work :(

Save And Post On Fridge
If an earthquake, hurricane, winter storm or other disaster strikes your community, you might not have access to food, water and electricity for days, or even weeks. By taking some time now to store emergency food and water supplies, you can provide for your entire family. This suggestion was developed by the Federal Emergency Management Agency in cooperation with the American Red Cross and the U.S. Department of Agriculture. Having an ample supply of clean water is a top priority in an emergency. A normally active person needs to drink at least two quarts of water each day. Hot environments can double that amount. Children, nursing mothers and ill people will need even more. You will also need water for food preparation and hygiene. Store a total of at least one gallon per person, per day. You should store at least a two-week supply of water for each member of your family. If supplies run low, never ration water. Drink the amount you need today, and try to find more for tomorrow

The Undead
blend with the shadows of the night, the living world keep in thy sight, breath silence and move like the dust born from a tombstone of the past... ...no mercy in thy icy heart for the lost prey you stalk and hunt, only the lust to take his life and make his Death thy lovely wife. let patience freeze your tired blood and wait,... for in the name of God, you're not alive, and he'll soon die -- an answer to your hungry cry.

Untitled
In the early hours when the seeds burst through, and life is but a blanket new With its mysteries to unfold a story waiting to be told and we are filled with hopes and dreams and youth will never end it seems but in a blink of an eye and here we are our travels long and very far the once new seeds that we did sow are making room for others to grow but when i close my eyes i'll not be gone but free, to run and play like the little seed for all eternity. Gina 2003

Chapter 8
THE ATTIC .8. We went up stairs to the study and looked. We tore the room apart and still couldn’t find the diary or the letters. So we went room to room. Still nothing. It started to get dark but we both didn’t care anymore. We had to find them. We had to free Sue Ellen. We went up to the attic. “it’s going to take forever to find them in here. The attic is humongous!” I stated. “Well, stop talking and start searching.” We must have been searching for about 45 minutes until one of us found something. “Sherrie, I think I found something!” Ryan says excited. Ryan pulled up a loose floor board and stuck his hand in and pulled out the letters and the diary. “Yes!!!” We both say excited. “I give you guys credit. You came back and found my hiding place. I knew you two would come back,” Matthew said. “Run!” Ryan screams. We started to run to the front door and Matthew grabbed my shirt and slammed me against the wall. Then he went after Ryan. “Give me back t

Matthew's 50 Favorite Music Videos Of All-time
A couple years ago I decided to use my free time that I had to compile and formulate a list of my favorite music videos I have ever seen. Granted there are a great number of them out there and this isn't my full list of 200 that can be seen as a playlist on my YouTube page (where I made the original). I hope you enjoy what I have done here, as this has taken me quite some time to pull off. I would also like to note that where you see the video as a link as opposed to the embedded video is because Universal and Sony are fascists and don't allow embedding. 50. Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees You know you wish you shopped at this grocery story. I love Thom Yorke's hair, he looks like such a little Briton boy! 49. Ludicris - Southern Hospitality Nothing has gotten more annoying than suburban white kids trying to tell me what good hip-hop is. This song is my argument because it is lyrically adept and features beats only the Neptunes can create so well. This is one of a sho

How We Are
Some of you have been asking how we are doing. Well, how do I answer that, usually I say I am breathing. We are just taking things one day at a time...what else is there for us to do? My body is healing although I will am severely anemic and will have to deal with that for several months. Other than the physical...the emotional and mental will take time. Not an hour goes by that I don't think of my child wishing I could hold him/her, wishing I knew what color hair, what color eyes. I keep hoping God will let me see in my dreams...does He do that? I don't know. I don't blame him anymore...I still don't understand, and I am sure I never will, but I realize It is not something God did to me. This is as much as I feel like posting publicly. Those of you that know me on a personal level know my deeper thoughts and feelings.

My Heartbeat
You're my heartbeat, my heart it self You're the reason I live today You're that angel that was always through my heart Cooling me down when I was hot Keeping me warm when I was cold Keeping me brave when I was scare Giving me joy when I was sad Making me happy when I was crying You're the beat of my heart, my reason for living You kept me going when I couldn't walk You helped me stand when my feet were tired I thank God for blessing me Giving me hopes, reasons to live for Strengthen my body strengthen my soul Blessed me with you my heart is now complete I love you my son you are my heart You are with me you are my heartbeat. LOVE DADDY! Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2007 Dan Ursoi

The Worm
A worm inside an apple has a limited view of the world. When it works its way out, it discovers a landscape far beyond what it imagined. This is how we live. We have limited perspectives, and we don’t see what we’re missing. We only see what we are — we don’t see what we can become. Today, worm your way outside your apple. What do you want to become next week, next month, next year? Where can you grow more, do more, be more?

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Mother Arrested By Shannon Police
Mother arrested by Shannon police The mother of Shannon Matthews has been arrested on suspicion of perverting the course of justice. Karen Matthews, 32, was arrested in Dewsbury late last night. Meanwhile, the man accused of abducting the nine-year-old has been treated in hospital after what the authorities said was a "serious case of self harm". Michael Donovan, 39, was later taken from hospital back to Leeds prison where he is currently on remand awaiting trial. The three-week search for Shannon ended when she was found hidden in the base of a bed in a flat on 14 March - 24 days after she went missing. Conspiracy to pervert the course of justice can cover a wide range of actions but one suggestion is that when Shannon first disappeared, Ms Matthews might have known more about her daughter's whereabouts than she told police. Detectives however, are not confirming if this is the case. 'Serious self-harm' Mr Donovan of Lidgate Gardens, Dewsbury, West

Wet Hot Set
I just got out of the shower had nothing else to wear so I wrapped myself in plastic wrap for you. I was so wet after doing this set. Cum check out my curvy body, sexy feet, round ass, and DD+ cleavage. I also have 2 videos on my site. With 2 more cuming next week and 1-2 more the following week. I will also be adding mini videos in the members section. http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=4&model=exoticflame If you have a special request please let me know. I will get it up for you. -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Be A Lounge Lizard
..I laugh when I see someone state that they never utilize the lounges here on Fubar. Earth to Space Cadet! It's an online bar....duhhhh. Not going into the lounges is like going to a real bar and sitting outside on the curb all night...which, I'm sure, now that I think about it, many of you might have done. ...I guess what I'm tryin' to say here is go on in and enjoy the lounges. If you feel weird at one, leave. there's soooo many and sooo many really friendly people on here, you are bound to find one that suits your taste. you don't have to chat, you can just enjoy the jams. ...Try it...or maybe I can point out the Christian Science Reading Room.......

So I Am The Asshole
ok for these that know me and jack...... well you know the issues that we have been having.... well it all has come clear to me.... i went and was a little bit nosey i know it was wrong but i just wanted to see why i was having these guts feelings that he is not all with me... well i was right... yeah i had have been talking to an ex and me and him have been talking about this that i shouldn't, but that is only because i had these feelings that jack was being untrue to as he called me his sally..... well this sally is going to have to sew back up her hurt.... because all my jack ever did was put me down push me away and make me feel like shit... i don't take care of him i don't love him like i should i don't do anything for him.... blah blah well if you talk to my jack you hear it all.. hoping his whore is reading this....i sat back rubbing his back and feet (and he didn't have a job) i have paid of him because he was on the net with your ass... he is messy he leaves shit everywhere...

Having Fun!
life has slowly gotten better for me because Wednesday,the 9th. I go for my disability hearing! I am excited yet nervous about the situation because I cant stand a court room at all! I hope that all work out in the best for me but I will find out soon enough!

Stupid Boy
Okay so I mostly just sit here and rant but I also observe. I find my friend retarded for taking back a tramp who said she didn't know who he was when he happened to call. And no I'm not jealous of her because been there had that, Plus fact is I have a wonderful guy. But he is my close friend and I don't want to see him hurt by her. At least when I get fucked over I have the common sense not to return for more pain. I MOVE ON. But hey his life... I'm just not going to sit and listen to him bitch and moan about the situation again. You know who you are!

Angels Tears
They sit high above the world below and watch in silence as they see the hurt and pain of broken hearts and broken family's fall apart everyday before them. They won't to reach out and save these broken hearts from ever having to deal with this pain again and yet are helpless to lend a hand for they are not allowed to help but only to watch and give a voice of reason when no reason is around. They must sit and watch people die everyday around them from broken hearts and the pain that comes with it for they once too had hearts that broke from being used over and over again. These are no regular Angels for these Angels are the ones that watch over you and wait for you to take that final step into their world were they sit and watch for these Angels are the ones that control what happens to the people that die from broken hearts and all the pain that comes with it. Angels are suppose to be the symbol of joy and happiness but what do you do when the Angel is the one that makes y

Fallen Tides
I see the flames fall to ashes It won't be long Before you turn Wrestling for the will Just to carry on You might tell yourself You were meant To be in this life alone You might tell yourself No one else Could risk the fallen tides To bring you home You're racing For an empty shore Erasing how you feel When you lay still In the fallen tides That's where I'll be You might tell yourself You were meant To be in this life alone You feel the time, how it passes In the unveiling storm Until you learn Just to feel the signs That you're turning from No one else Could risk the fallen tides To bring you home..

Let Me Be Me....
If you don't know me you can ask my name but that's a shame if you talk shit of me without knowing me this isn't a game I'm a human being just like you don't know what you're seeing and believing but don't you judge me don't know what you're achieving by talking about things you know nothing of choir of gossip sings you think you're kings? think of how it hurts what if that was you object of nasty words but no matter who just think and stop let it be you are you and I am me commentburner.com

Re: Goverment Plan To Claim Ownership Of Every Newborn's Dna
RE: Goverment Plan To Claim Ownership Of Every Newborn's DNA ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 04 Apr 2008, 21:49 Health Council Warns Of Goverment Plan To Claim Ownership Of Every Newborn's DNA A prominent Health Organization has warned that there is an ongoing semi-covert movement by state and federal governments to claim ownership of every newborn baby's DNA for the purpose of genetic research without the consent of individual citizens. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/040408DNA. htm

The Young Poet "day Dream"
A young poet sits alone, dreaming or a mighty thown. The awesome seat was made of gold with silver accents that were quite bold. Adornded with gems and jewles galore, who could ask for anything more? But upon the thrown sat a somber king, who upon one hand wore twice a ring. One was his and forever there would it stay, the other from his sickly queen who had saddly passed away. From his eye leeked a single tear, for his kingdom his court did fear. Without his queen could he rule? Or would he become a heartbroken fool? For the entire kingdom they held a ball, his court was hoping in love would he fall. Their plan worked well, in love their soverin fell. Their king was happy and smiled once more, hope to the kingdom he did restore. Sitting alone the young poet sits upon the builings rafter, wondering if he will live happly ever after.

The Truth
[Verse 1] You can't sleep, you're restless And slightly obsessed with falling too deep And malfunction, you're a virus Who's intention is fucking up something You're a crater On the face of a problem much greater It's the violence, or lack thereof control Body and soul, digging a hole Is the blood stainless? Enjoy the pain with accepting your grief Are you finished? Dumb fucking question, don't let yourself fall asleep Ressurect the intention Once your vision is now mass-produced, Imagine the insults a blessing imagine accepting the truth [Chorus] Imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth Just imagine accepting the truth Imagine accepting the truth [Verse 2] The pendulum swinging Hypnosis has taken control, now you linger On a shadow of a doubt Have you really figured what you're all about? Don't trust your instincts Just open the chamber where you keep those darkest regrets All the things you've done wrong Re

Relationship Enhancers
RELATIONSHIP ENHANCERS surprise Do something every day that they will not expect that shows you are thinking of them. Make every a new day not just the same old day... Sex Explore what turns you and your partner on tell them what you like never assume they know lol Respect By feeling proud of who your partner is and appreciating their achievements, you actually build a stronger foundation for your relationship. The more interested you remain in who your partner is as an individual, the more you will value and honor their presence in your life. This will make the two of you infinitely better as a couple. Compassion When you understand your partner so fully that you can empathize with both their experiences and the reasons they do the things they do, you set the stage well to forgive them when they make a mistake in your relationship. Everyone makes errors once in a while. With compassion as your guide, you'll be more prepared to weather the inevitable sticky spots ever

Went To The Hospital Today.
Well, my doctor's nurse called me back and told me that the doctor wanted me to come in and get some blood work done, pick up a prescription, stop taking all anti-inflamatory meds at once, take home a kit for a stool screening test (oh joy) and wait to hear from the GI clinic and if they don't call within 2 weeks, give them a call! I don't know how I am going to survive without being able to take anything for the arthritis in my neck and knees. I imagine by Friday, I will be in a great deal of pain and probably feel like I am dying. The last time I stopped taking Motrin (was taking 2400mg a day) I literally though I was going to die. This was years ago and I had to go back on it and wean myself off which worked. I don't have that luxury this time. It could be that the medicine I have been taking has caused big problems in my intestines and if not treated, could end in death. Isn't that nice? A few of my tests came back today but are always hard to read. One says my Eosinop

Backed Into A Corner...
Have you ever felt like you were being backed into a corner? Please don't think I'm a paranoid person, but there are certain people in this world that will not be happy until I'm dead. I consider myself a nice, caring, loving and encouraging person. Always wishing the best for everyone. Never judging. Always giving the benefit of the doubt. I'm a little short thing, only 5' tall. But when backed into a corner, as I feel I am now, I am 5' of dynamite. This week has been a roller coaster for me. Lots of down hill, and one major up hill. The love of my life proposed to me. My knees have lots of bruises on them right now from being on them so much praying this week. So they are good bruises. Because I know God always has the answer. I've never been one to really fight and defend myself, but would fight to the last drop of my blood for those I love. Sometimes we have to make really hard choices. That's what I am facing right now. After much prayer, I believe that God has f

Giveaway
Jamiie needs our help! PLEASE... Click this picture and rate it for me... She is in a giveaway for a One Month VIP and needs 25,000 comments. RATES count as ten so please at least rate it. The more comments you can leave the better. (repost of original by '~ILoveTappinit~'PebblesinAZ'' on '2008-04-09 20:25:26') (repost of original by 'MsRain~Mr Hott's Fiancee'~~Fu-Mom to Jamiie~~ Read About Me & Military Support Blog~' on '2008-04-09 20:30:54') (repost of original by 'Mr_Hott>> MsRain's Fiancee & Fu-Father to Jamiie' on '2008-04-09 21:37:32')

The Very Secret Diary Of Legolas,part 2
The Very Secret Diary of Legolas By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Whee! Day Two: I like to run! Day Three: I look good when I run! Day Four: I also look good standing still. Running across Riddermark v. good excercise. I swear my butt has just gotten firmer. Is that even possible? Day Six: Is Gimli staring at my butt? Day Seven: No wonder he's always lagging behind. Day Eight: Unnerving moment when bumped into Eomer. Thought he might be prettier than me until he took off helmet. Fortunately he looks like an aardvark. He hit on Gimli but I warned him right off. Nobody tries it on with my dwarf. Am still the prettiest. Day Nine: Pile of dead and smoking Orc corpses so not pretty. Aragorn showed off and went on and on regarding hobbits laying about tied up. Do not know why he thinks kinky hobbit games so important. Still prettiest. Day Ten: Bother! Fangorn Forest. Leaf mold terrible for my complexion. Still prettiest but a bit on clammy, unwashed side.

How I Feel Don't Like It Don't Read It!!
Things go wrong and aray but still you hold onto the day but why hold onto something that is meaningless and not worth remembering. Why try in life where you know you will not succeed. Why build hopes and dreams for them to be knocked down like building blocks in a heap at your feet. Why do people love you is it because of the person you are or the things you do. I have found it is because of the things you do not because of the person you are. Lets think how often do people really know other people they don't they really never truely take the time to understand and individual for who they are. They take them for whats on the outside or for what they can do for them the shell of the person they appear to be. I don't want anybody to try and get to know me they might get lost in the vast darkness that is me. I have tried all my life not to be swayed to do things that are for evil or bad but now that I think about it Fuck it it takes less effort to hurt people than to help them.

I Miss You Dad
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and I did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those that gave nothing, and reluctantly accepted the fact of eternal loneliness should I fail. I have seen the face of terror, felt the stinging cold of fear and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained, and hoped... but most of all I have lived times others were to say are "Best Forgotten". At least someday I will be able to say I was proud of what I was.... A United States Fleet Marine Force Combat Corpsman. I am a suave and debonair global soldier of the seas. I am a bald headed, beady eyed, amphibious monster. I am a professional warrior with a clean body and a dirty mind. I don't rust, bust or collect dust. My tales are told around a million camp fires on a thousand battle fields and as many fighting ships. Heaven doesn't want me, and Hell won't have me. There is no mistake that I am a hard charging, fast talking, straight s

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(CNN) -- U.S. Marine Cpl. Cesar Laurean, the main suspect in the killing of a 20-year-old pregnant Marine, has been captured in Mexico, federal authorities announced Thursday. Authorities are awaiting extradition to bring Laurean, who has been on the run since January, back to North Carolina. He has been indicted on charges of murder, ATM card theft, attempted card theft, fraud and robbery with a dangerous weapon. "I'm very happy he was caught today in Mexico, but I'm disappointed we didn't catch him in America," said Dewey Hudson, district attorney for Onslow County, North Carolina. Mexico's extradition policy prohibits U.S. authorities from seeking the death penalty against fugitives who are turned over by Mexican authorities. Lance Cpl. Maria Lauterbach was eight months pregnant when she was last seen near Camp LeJeune, North Carolina, in December. A month later, her charred body, along with that of her fetus, was found beneath a fire pit in Laurean's backya

My Aunt....
So its the craziest thing...last night at 9:30 i answer the ringin of my phone to hear my grama crying on the other end...baggin me to put my mom on the phone...I handed mom the phone with tears now filling my eyes...i didnt know who or what but just knew something was wrong...She told mom that aunt jeannie was in the hospital unconious....she was havin truble breathin eariler in the day...but told my uncle she was fine to go to church anway! so he left her home alone thankin she was fine....we never thought in a million years today would end her life...she called my uncle home at 7 to tell him she couldnt breath he called 911 and they came to see...if anything could be done for this scared husband and wife to save this woman from the fate she had to face....my uncle says that was the hardest thing watchin her suffer and he couldnt do a thing...she laid there on the floor before his very eys toke her last breaths...and there was her demise...but they didnt let that be the end they got

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The black woman is kneeling by her window, completely naked. Her body is the very definition of voluptiousness: Her ass and breasts proudly stick out from the rest of her thick body. Her legs are long and thick, they would have to be to support the testament to female sexuality that resides above them. Her skin is so dark that the parts of her body that stick out the most (From my view at this moment, her shoulder blades, ass, and calves)have pools of light resting upon them, like irredecent ponds in a very dark forest. She is staring out the window, as she often does. At least this time she is kneeling down, so that any passerby can only see her head and the arm it is resting on. Maybe she has finally learned her lesson? But it is too late. She must pay for her past transgressions. A heart-felt sigh escapes her. I don't know what she's thinking about, and I don't care. I can't wait anymore. I blurt out, "Hey, you!", alerting her to my presense. Her whole body flinches in surpris

Some Idiot !
Some idiot came through and rates my pix as all NSFWs...as all my friends know i dont have any NSFWs.... I am going to have to take all my pix down n reload them..please me out with some rates ty... I will return the love...

The Infield
Since the 1st running of the Kentucky Derby in 1875, the 40-acre Churchill Downs infield has been a gathering place to exercise the first rite of spring. Attracting folks from all over the country, the infield at Churchill Downs regularly becomes home to 80,000 fans for Kentucky Oaks and Kentucky Derby days. For many, one visit to the infield is enough to last a lifetime (about all you may see of the races is a cloud of dust and a flash of silks); others come back year after year, graduating from the fun of their youthful college days to family picnics with the little ones. Whatever the activity, the infield revelry on Derby Day ranks as one of America's great parties. History of the Churchill Downs infield Since the first running of the Kentucky Derby in 1875, the infield has served as one of the main ingredients in the recipe which has helped create Derby success. The legendary Col. Matt J. Winn viewed the first Derby from the infield, atop his father's wagon. The expe

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Throughout the world, the Twin Spires are a recognized landmark that has become symbolic to Churchill Downs and "the greatest two minutes in sports", the Kentucky Derby. Constructed in 1895, the Spires were the creation of a twenty-four-year-old draftsman, Joseph Dominic Baldez, who was asked to draw the plans for Churchill Downs' new Grandstand. Originally the plans did not include the Spires, but as the young Baldez continued work on his design, he felt the structure needed something to give it a striking appearance. Described as towers in the original drawing, the hexagonal spires exemplify late nineteenth century architecture, in which symmetry and balance took precedence over function. Although Baldez designed many other structures in Louisville, the Twin Spires remain as an everlasting monument to the architect. Former Churchill Downs President Matt J. Winn is reported to have told Baldez, "Joe when you die there's one monument that will never be taken down, the Twin Sp

More Rants And Raves!!!!
Got paid yesterday and like always not enough to go around. I have no phone because I foolishly choose food over it! I think it’s pretty messed up that we live in the riches country in the world, and the working class man such as myself has to make those kind of choices. This is not the first time I have had to make that type of choice. Since I got sick, I have had to choose between paying the bills or having my meds or having food. I have the three basic things in my home, lights, gas and water! That’s it! I don’t have cable and I steal my internet from my neighbors. I can’t image what it must be like for people who are on a fixed income, it’s terrible to have to make those kinds of choices. We should not have to make these kinds of choices!! Not in this day and age!! I work hard for my money and would love to have a little more of it left for me, but that is not going to happen, not for awhile anyways. I only had 30.00 to buy food with, so it wasn’t like it was a lot. For my money I

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(The person I sent this to edited as her view point of my story.) You load up the rented convertible and drive it over to pick me up at 8am for our three-day weekend at the beach. As we start off on our trip you reach over and slowly run your hand up my leg checking to see if I'm wearing panties! I see you smiling at me and I smile too! Because just as you requested I'm not wearing anything at all under my thin sun dress! Once we're out of the city and on the highway you put the top down so we can enjoy the wind in our hair during the drive. To pass the time I ask you to tell me some jokes and I promise to undo a button on my dress each time you make me laugh. I didn't know you knew so many funny jokes! Some of them are really dirty! My dress is completely open now and flapping around in the wind annoyingly so I ask you if I can just take it off. You reply by slipping your fingers between my open legs and starting to play with my already-wet *****, leaving the dec

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Tattoo Parlor After I turned 18, I decided that I wanted to get a small tattoo on my belly. So one night I borrowed my parents’ car and told them I was going to a movie with a friend. I drove toward the next town, with a giddy feeling of excitement building up inside me. After driving for a while, I finally saw a neon "TATTOO" sign in a window. It was a nasty looking place but I quickly parked and trotted inside. The only person in the shop was the tattoo artist and his eyes lit up when I entered. I immediately began to have second thoughts. The shop was dirty as was he. He was probably in his early to mid-forties. His dirty, black hair was tied back in a ponytail and he had a thick goatee. He was over-weight, under-bathed, and exactly the type of dirty old man you'd expect to be working in a tattoo parlor at night. I thought about leaving before informing him that I'd like a tattoo and following him to the back room. He, on the other hand, was thrilled. I had on a yell

The Naked Truth
THE NAKED TRUTH Do you sleep in the nude? Who was the last person to see you naked? Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Have you been naked in a moving car? Do you prefer sex with lights on or off? Have you ever taken a non sexual shower with a member of the same sex? Would you participate in a wet t-shirt contest or want your girlffriend or wife to? Besides yourself, who was the last person you saw naked? Have you ever gone to a strip club? Would you undress at a nude beach with other people around? Are you naked now? Pick a scar and tell us how you got it? Do you have freckles or moles? Have you ever been to a dermatologist? Someone dares you to drive naked through a drive-through? What is your reaction? Would your reaction be different if they offered you 20 dollars? Who has the most beautiful body: Men or Women? What non-sexual body part do you find the sexiest? Which body part of yours do you wish was bigger? Which body part of yours do you wish was smaller?

A Little, German Poem
Frühling kinder draußen katz frisst vogel Hund jagt Katz und die Blumen Blühn. Bub zieht Mädchen an den Zöpfen Mädchen Schreit Und zieht Puppe aus der Tasche über Jungen Kopf. Bube blutet, Notarzt kommt, aber Junge tot :(

Nightmares
Well today will consist of being with a friend for a bit and talking then back to weatherford to go horse back riding on my new horse Midnight...yep she's all mine. The last few nights I've not wanted to sleep. I wake up screaming and it's just been horrible. My past has come back to hit me dead on. Let me tell you alittle bit about it. Married young...to an abusive SOB...was stabbed and thrown down a flight of basement stairs..left to die. 6 wks later I woke up in a hospital ICU. Memories of what happened flashed backs the works. The unfortunate part was that the person who did it was sitting next to my bedside...I kept my eyes closed and buzzed the nurse...when she came in...she was shocked to see I was awake. I told her to get him away from me and I didn't want him in my room again. Police were called and statements were taken. Anyhow, to make a long story short..my nightmares are about this...they seem to be making me relive and relive it ..over and over again. I suppose it i

Attention.
Im a good guy, I do the best I can to try not to screw up, im not perfect, dose that make me like everyone else? I like attention. I like to be noticed, I dont like to feel a friend walked by and diddnt say hi. Sometimes I feel like number one other times 2 or 3. Am I number one? Why does heaven always turn into hell? Why do I feel like everything that is so close is sooooooo far away...Ill just put my head down, my tail between my legs and crawl into a corner till its safe to come out again. Am I a boy or am I a toy? I like to play, But dont like to be the game.

This Morning
I woke up in the way someone does when they're late for an important event in their agenda of the day, hour, and or minute... My body jolted outa bed, eyes staring at the alarm clock, I yelled "OMG! They're late for school!" The clock read 8:32 a.m. and almost immediately my mind went from high meter panic to a low dose DUH! It's saturday. So, back to bed I crawled, all the while thinking my mouth tastes like someone took a paste ladden spatula to my tounge...eewww! I only downed three glasses of wine last night...wait, maybe it was four...crap, I think it was four! Well, I'm not going to do that again. At least not for the next couple of days... :)

Just Rambleing About Freindship
don't put them away just try to see human defects as tsunamis or as forest fires things that happen, that affect good folks sometimes, but usually less often or less severely ... ...but are not caused by good folks, and cannot be prevented by good folks .. (except that good folks can usually protect their family, but not always.) don't give up, just make a spread-sheet of badness, and select "delete" ommmmmmmm calibrate on what's important

Forever
We have been together now, for a while I am closer to you, then any other soul There are times, when we don't always agree But one thing is certain we never fight for very long Somehow through it all, I can make you smile as you can make me laugh Our differences aside we always make up Falling in love again No matter what situation we face we face it together side by side we get through it all when we are together there is nothing we cannot handle our love is stronger than anything of this earth so we will be together now for a while yet to come. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Raven Queen
She walks with the dead, skyclad in the moonlight while dirt scatters about her paleness. Nothing is hidden here in this grove of lonely despair as she sings her song. Feathers adorn her hair … They come to pay homage to her, as she twists about in some dark and sensual dance. Their fingers roaming about her form as she undulates for them. Then, sets them out upon the land … Her children, damned souls, to roam about as she lays there indolent in the silvery light. That is when she calls out, a whispered voice upon the howling wind that echoes through the trees. To the ears of that one soul brave enough to venture to the lair of the Raven Queen. She calls now …

Crime In Glasgow 'worse Than Ny'
Crime in Glasgow 'worse than NY' The report says Scottish police could learn from New York Glasgow could learn lessons from New York about how to tackle crime, according to a report by an independent think tank. The Reform Scotland report said there was now more violent crime per head of population in Glasgow than in New York. It said crime figures from 2006-07 showed for every 100,000 people there were 731.39 incidents in Glasgow compared to 631.30 in New York. It suggests following a zero tolerance policy like the American city. The report told how New York had introduced a more accountable and transparent police service, combined with a zero tolerance approach to policing and it said that crime in the American city fell by 67% between 1993 and 2004. The report stated: "The broad principles behind the reforms in New York City still offer a number of lessons for Scotland." It added: "The best example of a change in policing structures leading to a drama

Just Some Advice
Not that my advice is the be all and end all lol BUT.... Pissing people off on purpose even if they have wronged you,doesn't change a thing or make things better.Its like adding fuel to fire.No good comes from it and if you are a decent person,and have a conscience,then being that fuel,will only eat at you anyways.Not healthy! Also,if you have hurt someone,reasoning it away is lame.Accept that you have hurt them and choose your words and actions properly and with thought.It is not enough to just reason that you are who you are.It doesn't take away the hurt you have caused.If they ever did mean anything to you,then at least afford them the respect and honesty of a sincere apology,without lame excuses.One cannot just go around hurting people and then saying "I am who I am" Walk in a good way,aware of all around you.Always stop and think before doing or saying. Feelings do matter and nobody has the right to make one peron feel any less than another. Blessings and Love

Door Hotties And Pimps!
ALL Door Hotties and Door Playas must follow these guidelines to have a job at Club Exotica.... 1. Be level 10 2. An Updated Salute--no older then 12months if older must post a new salute! 3. GReet everyone 4. Talk to EVERYONE not just say hey 5. Bring the room up (EX. when it gets quiet.) 6. Make then feel welcome even if you don't like them 7. Ask then to join as nice as possible with out getting on their nerves. 8. All Greeters are to report to Gummy_bear princess aka gangsta_princess aka Lethapettys on your yahoo..ID if any problems are to arise! 9.Make sure all rules are followed after ample warnings i will strip you of your title and it will be my decision if i allow you to resume your position after the rule is met 10. there's is a 7 day probationary period to make sure you are able to do the job for which you are given. 11.make sure u put Door hottie @club exotica in your name or Door playa@club exotica

Learning To Love And Feel Agian
LEARNING TO LOVE AND FEEL AGAIN IS ALL PART OF THE FEAR.. YOU WANT TO BUT IT IS A HARD THING TO DO .. IT HURTS EVEN AS U OPEN YOUR SELF SLOWLY.. BUT IT NEEDS TO BE DONE.. U NEED TO WALK THROUGH IT SLOWLY AND WITH CONFIDENCE.. AND KNOW WHEN TO BLOCK THE FEELINGS.. AND WHEN NOT TO BLOCK.. YOU WILL MAKE MISTAKES ALONG THE WAY .. JUST LIVE AND LEARN FROM THEM.. THIS IS PART 1 OF THE FEAR... to be continued......

Boiz
they make u laugh they make u cry whos the boi that just walked by 1 nite of fun 9 months of pain 3 days n the hospitle wit a baby to name boiz say they love u boiz say ur fine but wen u get pregnant only real men say its mine

Thinking
Okay so I have been wondering how it is that people drift apart...is it like a all of a sudden thing or does it happen over time? Is it something you secretly want or is it something that just kinda sneaks up on you an you don't even notice till its to late? BC when I think about it I use to love him more then anything...so how could I go from loving someone so much to only wanting friends...the changes even show in his face...an his eyes...when I look close I can see it. He says he still loves me the same but its not in his eyes an your eyes don't lie. I don't think it will hit him till I am gone....I am the type of person where I am all for second chances but I gave him another chance an nothing has changed...NOTHING. It all started when I quit my job...the secrets the anger ....all of it...an now after telling him how his words an actions hurt...I have givin up...I tryed an thats all I can do...I cant be the only one who changes. I am not gonna lie I do cry when I think about us no

Rangers Land Spl Awards Hat-trick
Rangers land SPL awards hat-trick Walter Smith and Carlos Cuellar picked up awards for Rangers Rangers have scooped three honours in the inaugural Clydesdale Bank Premier League Awards in Glasgow. Walter Smith was named Manager of the Season, while Ibrox defender Carlos Cuellar was presented with the Player of the Season award. Celtic's Aiden McGeady won Young Player of the Season and Dundee United's Willo Flood picked up Goal of the Season for his December strike against St Mirren. Rangers were also presented with the Best Matchday Hospitality award. In his first full season since returning to Rangers last January, Smith helped steer Rangers to a CIS Cup Final triumph and has kept the club at the top of the Scottish Premier League with eight games remaining. Earlier in the season, Smith picked up three Manager of the Month awards while maintaining fruitful runs in the Uefa Cup and Scottish Cup. Cuellar arrived in Glasgow from Spanish club Osasuna last s

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Everything you'd wanna know about me: Woman Hard to Handle Not Ashamed Taken Jealous Pansexual College Graduate Adopted Confrontational Bitch Atheist Non-Judgemental Conservative Liberal Lover Friend Granddaughter Confidant Singer Writer/Poet Actor Hippie Strong Willed< Fist-Fighter Pierced Scarred Tattooed Stretched Dyed Illinois Country Girl Dreamer Intellectualist Philanthropist Fag Hag Cookie Junkie Gardener Cross-stitcher Inventor Lover of NYC and San Francisco Energetic Sex Enthusiast Extroverted Supportive Not a Virgin Hetero sub Lesbian Domme Femme Butch Obsessive Compulsive Touchy Feely Into Bondage Closet Smoker Passionate Kisser Former Cheater Drinker Open-minded Rape-Survivor Free Spirit Genealogist Circus Freak Alumni Back Seat Driver Motorcyclist Internet Addict Voyeur Exhibitionist Vibrant Charming Tease Dark Short Fat Adaptable Not Afraid

Tuesday April 15th 2008
People wonder why i get so upset over little things? well here is a beginner for all to read.... again with my medication which i NEED for my blood pressure is still waiting to get prescribed to me...its another 3 day wait until i get it! Hence...something that i REALLY need and icant get til lthe doctor gives the okay to refill it. hence the walgreens has to wait and i have to wait. Make sense...not to me all he has to do is call in on one little phone to walgreens to say yes he takes that and refill it. But no weeks away and poof. is fine my bp will go up ill stress out and boom chest pains will prolly come back..oh well

Washington-urbandictionary.com
Washington - the so called "hip" way of asking someone to Direct Connect (DC) with you on AIM. Word is derived from the city name Washington, D.C.. Sean: I gotta show you this hott pic of my new girlfriend. Ian: Washington brah.

Bike Riding
We just got back from a bike ride. It was nice and refreshing though very cold wind! I love riding my bike, but I hate living here because I don’t get to ride my bike as often as I would like. I only get to ride it like 2 months out of the year like straight. I love my bike. It is red and silver and looks just like my hubbies bike. We don’t live far from bike trails so that is really nice! Not all the paths are paved, so that is really nice and we have these really steep hills (ok maybe just 30 degrees, but it is really steep to me) I forgot my knee brace, so that sucked! I hope my knee doesn’t start hurting. It wasn’t a long bike ride so I don’t think it will.

How Well Do You Know Me?
1. Whats my middle name? 2. How old is my son? 3. What kind of car do I drive? 4. What style of underwear do I wear? 5. Do I have any tattoos or piercings? 6. Whats my football team? (hint: its an east coast team) 7. What school do I go to? 8. Whats my biggest turn on? 9. Whats my favorite TV show? 10. Who's your daddy? :) Send me a private message with your answers so no one can cheat. Good luck :):):)

Eye Of The Storm
Eye of the Storm I see you standing there like the eye of a hurricane, As the world around me keep spinning insane, You are the quiet calm through out it all, Sheltering me behind your wall. You are my beacon on these stormy nights, Guiding me to you with your light, Wrapping me up there in your arms, Keeping me there, now safe and warm. And as you hold me I can start to see, All the things that this life could be, Not always one full of stormy nights, But filled with rainbows there in the morning light. And when I look into your eyes so bright, Seeing how they sparkle like the stars at night, My soul is filled with the beauty of you, Your sigh, your touch, everything that you do. And though the gales around me still blow, Here in your presence there is a peace I know, And so my sweet darling, let me tell you plain, You are the eye in my hurricane. DQA

A Pecos Rose: A Lady In Red
Western desert winds are dry to the bone listen to the dust devils howl and moan. Derringer and garters mingle in a hot saloon where whiskers and whiskey bring a dollar or two. "I said ... Give me a kiss!" said a big burly cowboy holding a 'Lady's' wrist. She struggled to get free slapping, pulling and biting. He laughed out loud and pulled her close that was when a whip snapped by his nose. On stage was a Lady in dress of red clothes the star of the stage, A Pecos Rose. "You sir are ruining my performance, that to me is a big annoyance. Now let the lady go or the next 'crack' will be your nose." Lady Lilly was the house singer and Madam who took care of such delicate problems. She was Keen with a whip with sexy lingerie lips The Pecos Rose's whip was known as her kiss. The man let go of the struggling little Lady and she took off like a rabbit running steady. He went for his gun, a quick draw was sprung but she snapped her whip before it was drawn.

Single And Looking!!!!!!
so yea, I'm not getting any younger. I am a 28yr old with two children. My daughter, who will be 10 this year, and my son who is going to be 7 soon. My daughter lives with her mother and my son lives with me. They have different mothers. Anyway, I am looking to meet a women who is honest, loyal, and completely trustworthy! A women that will treat me and my kids they way we deserve to be treated! It seems I have bad luck finding what I am looking for but at the same time I will not settle for less. I need to meet a women that will not look at my kids as being "BAGGAGE"! So yea, if your interested feel free to show interest. ;) And please, leave me some feedback on this matter.... Do most women see a single father and think screw that?

A Pecos Rose: Lady Lilley's Song
The air is so heavy that smoke hangs in swirls. Men with whiskey breaths kissing the saloon girls. Where romance blossoms on garters and heels and vanishes when the new day is revealed. Hearts that are as cold as a prarie of snow gather in a saloon and warm to a Lady's prose. Sipping the nector of the minds unraveling Here at the saloon, The Western Palace's gathering. I am as Lilley as a Langtree could be Here in West Texas, the Pecos and me. A one hundred dollar bill, five card stud gamble, I won this Palace where I sing and ramble. I like to sip whiskey and pull my dress up high, and when I see all those hungry cowboy eyes, I get goose pimples and all cozy inside. I like to flirt, sit on laps and wink a seductive eye. So when you get a chance 'boys' just drop on by the Western Palace where I sing poetic lies. On Fridays and Saturdays when the sun subsides I take to the stage and show my sexy thighs. The rules are as simple as a southern belles dimples.

'flirtatious Grin'
chapter 5~ Indian Paint Brushes turn a field red, While pale blue skies hang overhead. A buck-board buggy now makes it's way, down the road of the blue and the gray. Red, white and blue banners that wave in a light breeze across southern days. Towns people gathered as the day grew Miss Scarlett was busy with shopping to do! The Sun cast a shadow under this town as rebels were hiding and sneaking around. The Union soldiers marched the streets, as children raced for something sweet. At the edge of town was the 'blue bellies' camp, in the shadows, confederate TNT lay crimped. Captain Doodle on the sidewalk's boarded row when he bumped into Miss. Scarlett Rose. They collided like two sheets on a line Captain Doodle held her for a long long time. "I have something for your father," Doodle blew "Back at the camp, I'll will escort you." "My, My, Captain Doodle... you Do, take a girls breath away," She coo'd. He extended an arm in Gentleman charm and Miss

The Treat
A Devilish Rose: The Treat Motel lights under a neon sultry sky room for rent to extinguish desires cries mini-skirt starts shrinking as the door is closed on the floor is a trail of quickly shed clothes Two bodies wrapped in a night of passion on lustful sheets she teases by flashing her ass in the air is wiggled and shook she's fully exposed, he sheds his boots. His reaching hands grasping at her flesh lips crash together then lick, then mesh the thorns of a rose in nails that bite fuels a mans fire for the beast to arise. Taught muscled grips create clashing hips diving into ravaging nipple bit breasts pressing himself deeply in tight gripped holds dancing to passions bloom, is a devilish rose. Charging is lust in payment seats sitting devouring a woman that is seductive and pretty grasping at legs to pull them apart as beating as drums from a feverish heart. Bone and flesh in loves clashing thrusts sweat and fire in the kiln of a body in lust rel

Sex
Look deep in my eyes and get hypnotized in a trance like love to get between your thighs. I'll hit it like a dog we'll go all night long to the early morn. Hold up wait a sec. We got to switch our position cuz this mission aint doin nothin for piston. Listen too the noise we make neighbor's be thinkin it's an earthquake.

So Now I Know
Its cool....now we know for sure. You an I are done for good. Like I have said before I am sad about it....5 yrs is a long time..but thanks for everything....U helped me when no else could an for that I will always love you. But honestly I am ready to live an love for me...I am ready to let go. I am ready to do things alone. I think I deserve to be happy...God knows I tried honestly I did. But I donno I have this feeling like I am going to be really happy soon....an thats something I haven't had in a REALLY long time...I miss waking up an feeling happy.....I had a dream the other day about u an I .....an the dream was basically u an I were just great friends...So life here I come I hope u have something good for me.

Clean Up The Poo!
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. What a beauty of a bird feeder it is, as I filled it lovingly with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table everywhere! Then some of the birds turned mean. They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. So I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the

Broken Road
YOU PROMISED TO LOVE ME UNTIL THE DAY THAT I DIED...YOU PROMISED TO CHERISH ME UNTIL THE END OF TIME..... YOU PROMISED TO NEVER HURT ME OR MAKE ME CRY...YOU PROMISED THINGS WOULD BE ALRIGHT.... BUT ALL THOSE PROBLEMS YOU MADE HAS LEFT ME WITH A HEART THATS BROKEN....... YOU MADE PROMISES YOU DIDN'T KEEP PROMISES THAT I HELD DEEP..... CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME...... BUT NOW ITS TO LATE FOR I'M SAYING GOOD-BYE I CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANY LONGER FOR I'M DYING INSIDE..... I'M NOT GOING TO CRY BUT I'M LEAVING THIS BROKEN ROAD BEHIND...DON'T TRY TO STOP ME I'VE HAD ENUFF.... MY HEART HAS GROWN HARD AND WON'T LET YOU IN YOU MADE YOUR BED NOW LIE IN IT...... I'M A BIT SCARD I WILL ADMITT BUT I WILL BETTER MY LIFE AND YOU WON'T BE IN IT.... I'M LEAVING THIS BROKEN ROAD BEHIND AND THERES NO TURNING BACK....... NO MORE TEARS TO CRY NO MORE LOVE INSIDE...YOU TOOK THAT AWAY WHEN YOU BROKE MY HEART..... I'M NOT THE SAME PERSON AS I USE TO BE...I

Sixx Am Album / Nikki Sixx Book - The Heroin Diaries
I have to start out saying I was never a Motley Crue fan when they were huge. To the best of my memory, they only had two songs I can truly say I liked: 'Shout at the Devil' and 'Dr. Feelgood.' Having established that fact, I was blown away when I heard 'Life is Beautiful' on my favorite internet radio station (www.therock.fm). I immediately had to find out who this Sixx AM band was. AMG provided a wealth of information. Sixx AM is a project put together by Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue fame. The album was released as a companion disc for his new autobiography: The Heroin Diaries. Well, I acquired the album the next day and WOW! This was the best rock concept album since Queensryche's Operation: Mindcrime. Just to complete the experience, I snagged the book from the library. I have to say it was an intriguing read. The layout was sometimes difficult to deal with (red print on black paper ¡V not easy on these old eyes), but the story itself was enthralling. Nikki's slide into the dep

For Those Who Believe...in Him...
I am a part of the fellowship of the unashamed I have Holy Ghost Spirit power The die has been cast I have stepped over the line The decision has been made I am a disciple of His I will not look back... let up... slow down... back away... or be still My past is redeemed My present makes sense My future is secure I am FINISHED and done with: low-living, sight-walking, chintzy-giving, dwarf goals. I no longer need: pre-eminance... prosperity... position... prominence... plaudits...or POPULARITY I don't have to be: right... first... tops... recognized... praised... regarded...or rewarded I now live by presence... lean by faith...

Getting Ready
Well today the 18th is Boo's real birthday, but tomorrow is her Party @ Monkey Joe's. everyone is reall excited b/c she picked the place for herself. I Snagged her gift on the way home form the doctors office. She wanted it last week when we were in North Carolina. But i made her wait for her birthday. More information coming later.

My Curse
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love

Just Stop
Just stop enough of the limitless critical comments on my life Just drop the judgment and all of your pseudo-involvement in my life Step back a moment, and look at the miracle started in our life Don't stop the moment, and let the incredible happen knowing that All that you want is to criticize Something for nothing And all that I want is forgiveness one more time To be the best in the world Just stop with all of your little deliberate problems with my life Enough of all the crippling, terrible pain we feel inside Step back a moment, remember how the miracle started in our life Take back the torment; I wont be enjoying this moment knowing that All that you want is to criticize Something for nothing And all that I want is forgiveness one more time I know that All that we want is to feel inside Some kind of comfort And all that we've done We cant hide We'll be the best in the world All I ever wanted was to be a real source of compassion For the moment that w

Never Hurry & Never Worry
Saturday, April 19, 2008 Free from worry Stop worrying about being perfect. Just be sincere, honest and authentic. Stop worrying about what might or might not happen at some future time. Put your energy and attention into connecting with the richness of right now. Take a deep, refreshing breath and feel the freedom as you let go of every worry you've been holding. Experience the full power of your thoughts and actions when they are constantly pointed in a positive direction. Allow your thoughts to support and encourage you rather than hinder you. Free yourself to deal effectively and successfully with what is real and what is now. Get in the habit of choosing and following your best possibilities instead of worrying about the worst ones. Bring your highest intentions to life and leave the worries far behind. Worry brings you nothing worth having, so choose right now to free yourself from its grip. Focus on what you can do and why, and experience the true goodness that

Liar
My brother, you love her But don't give up your instincts Hang onto you know what They'll be gone fast as you blink They're trained to seduce you Suck you dry quick as they can They bite down, reduce you Now you're barely a man Oh my God How could you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar It's not wrong to let go And let the woman ride you For fuck sake, don't lose touch With the dog that's inside you She wanted what you had You bet she smelt the spore Don't wimp up, fuck her up One more time, slam that door Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar (Scat) Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey

Lycanthropy Prt 2
Animal spirits In North and Central America, and to some extent in West Africa, Australia and other parts of the world, every male acquires at puberty a tutelary spirit (see Demonology); in some Native American tribes the youth kills the animal of which he dreams in his initiation fast; its claw, skin or feathers are put into a little bag and become his "medicine" and must be carefully retained, for a "medicine" once lost can never be replaced. In West Africa this relation is said to be entered into by means of the blood bond, and it is so close that the death of the animal causes the man to die and vice versa. Elsewhere the possession of a tutelary spirit in animal form is the privilege of the magician. In Alaska the candidate for magical powers has to leave the abodes of men; the chief of the gods sends an otter to meet him, which he kills by saying "O" four times; he then cuts out its tongue and thereby secures the powers which he seeks. The Malays believe that the office of paw

Fake Profile On Fubar!!!!
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Luv
wat is up with this word... i mean alot of ppl say it but do they really mean it..? but i think that question has been answered. i think i hav found my true love well i hope i have anyways. u see we live in totally different states and this summer he will be goin to chicago to live on the base cause he will be in the navy... and right now i live in iowa and he lives in oklahoma so we will be closer but i hav to finish skool and everything and he wants me to move with him... i do love him though. i hope it works out =)

Isn't
It isn't just music anymore. To her, it is beyond background noise, beyond entertainment, beyond emotion, beyond feeling, beyond ability. It is freedom. It is bondage. It is everything in between. With every blessed passionate note she can feel the stars burning behind her eyes, and the stars bleed firey rivulets of emotion. She can feel them stabbing into her brain, feel them piercinging pain down into her heart. She is a beautiful angel, laying broken in its talons. Every shard screams for more, contrary to what her fragmented form would suggest. She is lonely; yes, she is afraid. She is unable to control the effects of the drug. She shudders from the delectable poisoning. She gleams a glow of golden hope. He is nowhere to be found. He is still leaving; he is still taking; he is still sadistically smiling. He has never had anything to give. He is not welcome anymore; he is detested. He is the rhyme, the melody and the reason. It isn't just music anymore, nor shall it ever be

Untitled
So broken, so cold Do you hear me anymore? I'm spiralling down so fast It makes your head spin What kind of world is this When not even the angels Will stoop to wipe away These burning tears When not even love Can fix this broken heart? Oh, ambiguity You've taken hold of me. I love you with The strongest apathy. So broken, so cold Having joy is out of style I'm running so damn quickly It makes your heart bleed What kind of world is this When not even the broken Can find a bit of love Within them for the hurting When not even money Can buy my happiness? Oh, ambiguity You've taken over me I love you with The strongest apathy. What kind of world is this Where 'I love you' means 'I hate you' Where smiles mean agony Where even Jesus love Fails to warm my frozen heart? I care not. Oh animosity You've broken all of me I'm drawn to this, Your lovely fallacy.

I Thought Of You When I Heard This Song
You took me home, I drank too much Cause of you my liver turned to dust Cold rust tastes Cold creeping cold pain Do you understand what I mean? When you feel your soul drop to the floor Like a hole Like an open bleeding sore Then you'll have bled like I bled And you'll have wept as I've wept Suck me down, it's time to rock and roll Lets hit the bar, lets lose control One false move, you took me home One false move, and you're all alone But it looks so good and it feels so nice I paid the price I'll cut you out just to hear you scream, Get away from, get away from me And I can feel my heartbeat racing, As I realize what I must do Get away from, Get away from, Get away from you I should have turned and ran like hell Last time I got a taste of you I should have turned and ran like hell And I'll say we're through I should have turned and ran like hell last time I got a taste of you I should have turned and ran like hell And I'll say we're through And I

To The Makers Of Always . . .
To the makers of ALWAYS . . . Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from the curse'? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed int

Help---spank Me
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What Happin To Me
I know a lot of u want to know where i been. My House was brakin in to march 30,2008 My laptop and a lot of other stuff was takin. SO as of right now i am not on. I well be back as soon as i get a new lap top. I miss you all and i cant wite to be back on here. Take care all.

The Past
Beneath the water that's falling from my eyes lays a soul I've left behind the edge of sorrow was reached but now I'm fine I've filled the hole I had inside I'll pray it doesn't scream my name so I light a flame and let it breathe the air that kills the shame I'm up I'm down like a roller coaster racing through my life I've erased the past again a risky morning I feel like I'm alive I can't believe I've made it through this time the edge of sorrow I lived in for some time (lived in for some time) has left the hole I have inside The burden is I try my hate was the last thing I ever felt or thought I could escape I'm up I'm down like a roller coaster racing through my life I've erased the past again You let me in then broke me down the difference is this time around I will not let you see me try I'm up I'm down like a roller coaster racing through my life I've erased the past again Erased the past again now Erased the past again Ben

Justify
I met a man in New Orleans wore a half suit with dark blue jeans Kicked his heals together winked at me real nice. I saw him from a mile away, But in my state of mind I let him make his play "Hey boy... have you seen the other side" Yeah...in this man I saw the devil's hand so I looked at him man to man said "This time it's gonna be a fight!" I do not have to justify, The way I live my life. I do not have to justify, The reason I'm alive. I saw her from across the room with diamond eyes she's heaven's jewel. Dropped two aces smiled and threw my cards back. Yeah I've been that man Who lives deceit Surrounds himself with worldly things. So let me tell you a story Let me feed it to you We fly around like we were superman live in another trance a different way to dance with dark romance you get another chance to do that dirty dance without consequence. I do not have to justify, The way I live my life. I do not have to justify, The reason I'm alive. Let

Funny, He Doesn't Look 70 ...
“Science fiction fandom began in the 1930s, and two such fans were Jerry Siegel and Joe Shuster, the former a writer, the latter an artist. From their singular passion came the ultimate science fiction creation, Superman, ‘that strange visitor from another planet who came to Earth with power and abilities far beyond …’ No reason to continue; you know the rest. EVERYONE knows the rest.” Well, maybe Superman has become that ubiquitous in popular culture, but how much the average reader knows about that other planet he originally came from depends what source you use. Kevin J. Anderson seems to borrow liberally from the movies in describing Krypton in “The Last Days of Krypton” (ISBN 9780061340741), making its cities crystalline and portraying the main characters of Jor-El, Lara, and Zod among others as real people. If I subscribed to the extreme conspiracy theories some super-liberals seem to, you could almost seem this book as an allegory of the September 11 world, before, du

Anal Lovins
Tight little pucker ring of tan, wants to be opened if it can. Juice me up probe me lightly fingers deep grasped tightly. Relaxation comes, pain and pleasure ready for the special treasure. Fingers move your cock comes in the sphincter's ready to stretch again. Passion brewing no holding back desires unfold in the anal attack. The passage small a tight, smooth fit fingers playing distract my clit. It won't take long stroking long and deep, orgasm strong, the cum will seep. A good ass fucking can't be beat, the cum explodes deep in my seat.

They Deserve It Don't You Think!?
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Im Your Superman
I consider myself loyal, simple, and determine to succeed. So please take my hand and stay with me. My heart bleeds with pain every time I think of you not being with me. My hearts hurts just to think of the possibility of you living with someone who’s not me. I wear that S on my chest with pride because I am your superman Ain’t no other man super enough for you but me, open your eyes baby, can’t you see. My heart beats to the rhythm of your life when you are with me, But it cry’s out to you every time I see you leave. I get nervous when you are around; I fall when you are not around. You are my love, the only one I want, the only one I need. If I can’t have you then what’s there left to want or need? My heart is shaped with your name in circles, with an opening in the middle that is waiting for you to pick, fill and color yourself. So here take my heart and proceed, my heart can’t stand to beat alone; it looks plain, it’s useless and can’t function by itself. Wh

Kelly Clarkson, "maybe"
i don't need to be fixed... "Maybe" I'm strong But I break I'm stubborn And I make plenty of mistakes Yeah I'm hard And life with me is never easy To figure out, to love I'm jaded but oh so lovely All you have to do is hold me And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be If you'll trust me, love me, let me Maybe, maybe Someday When we're at the same place When we're on the same road When it's okay to hold my hand Without feeling lost Without all the excuses When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me Then maybe, maybe All you have to do is hold me And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be If you'll trust me, love me, let me Maybe, maybe I'm confusing as hell I'm north and south And I'll probably never have it all figured out But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you And I promise I'll try Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me Every single detail you missed with you

I Wish Upon A Star
I wished upon a star, and my wish came true. I dreamed of finding a friend, and then I found you. I wished upon a star that my life would be rearranged Not knowing my destiny, That out paths would interchange. I wished upon a star, and there you were. Since the day we met, my feelings have been astir. I wished upon a star, and an Angel came to me He's been there through alot, and we rarely disagree. I wished upon a star, And wishes do come true. I dreamed of finding someone But I didn't know it'd be you!

Dreams
dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cherish her love her night and day every moment I am awake her mystic beauty enchants me even my dreams are of her softness i cant wait you know my love this moment will last for eternity in our lives for seventh heaven i will take you I will help you reach the skies once loved by you I cannot fathom what life would be without you in my life so long I do crave you, adore you will keep you safe and loved free of strife be gentle with myheart my love for it is yours to keep and enjoy forever

I Want You
I thought this was a perfect love affair Not like the other ones, not like the other ones But now I think I see things pretty clear Just like the other ones, just like the other ones But I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, My time, my time, my time I feel like I've died and gone to hell Just like the other ones, just like the other ones There's no more excuses you can sell I hope you've had your fun, bet I'm not the only ones But I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, My time, my time, my time I want you and I need you That one that makes me feel alive I want you and I need you I feel like I wasted all my time, (background) (Fuckin' waste of time) My time, (You're a waste of time) My time, (You're such a waste of time) My time, (You're a fuckin' wasted time)

Memories
Wishing today was the days of my yesteryears, I might have changed a bit of my ways. Things could have been different, life would have been lighter I may have looked before leaping inside of myself. Must we wait until time has moved on to yearn for loves we have lossed, those bridges we burned, and rocks left unturned. Then only to find through the business of life we have not yet defined who we are and our own true selves. In spite of hard life lessons we learned, decisions we made and our own paths we paved. Then one day we awake and discover good or bad, happy or sad, whatever choices we made we arrived at this destination in spite of ourselves.

A Solution To High Gas Prices.
Okay bitches, you can stop whining about gas prices now because I've solved your problem. Everyone knows that gas prices are outrageous, not because of American oil corporations, but because of the OPEC. Gas is expensive because it's foreign. If the United States had as much gas underneath us as Saudi Arabia, we could sustain our greedy car loving lifestyles without any Yemenese nabbing their little curry hands at the cash register. I waited a few years for the government to figure this out and fix it themselves. Didn't happen. So once again I call upon myself to find the answer. You can start right now. Drive down to the gas station and fill up your tank. Then pull out a red gas container, top it off, and dump it out onto the ground in front of you. If you don't have a container, you can spray it onto the pavement. If it makes you self-conscious, put the nozel down your pants and hold the handle down. People will think you pissed yourself and you won't be embarassed by the sp

In A Little While - Uncle Kracker
The minute I heard this song,it took me back a few summers ago and the things I was dealing with in my life. I feel like this song sometimes. xoxo Heres to the good life or so they say All those parties and games that all those people play They tell me this is the place to be All these beautiful people and nothin to see Sometimes I feel like something is gone here Something is wrong here, I dont belong here Sometimes I feel like a stranger in town And Ive lost what I found, itll all turn around In a little while Ill be thinkin about you In a little while Ill still be here without you You never gave me a reason to doubt you In a little while Ill be thinkin about you baby...Ill be thinkin about you baby On the other side of a coin Theres a face theres a memory somewhere that I cant erase And theres a place that I find someday But sometimes I feel like its slippin away Sometimes I feel like something is gone here Something is wrong here, I dont belong

Snake Eyes Radio
Forgive me... I closed the window and you don't get the beginning conversation... but you get the just of it. dirkd255 appears to be offline and will receive your messages after signing in. You can also send a message to dirkd255's mobile device. Send an SMS Message (Ctrl+T) You currently appear offline to dirkd255. dirkd255: ummm dirkd255: guess what dirkd255: its no secret to me you have tried to hit and get with every single girl i have ever talked to on here dirkd255: when i was helping you with YOUR lounge dirkd255: youd been hitting on and talkin shit to RBK in WI dirkd255: but no i never said anything dirkd255: even though she would tell me everything dirkd255: fool dirkd255: and your mods wasnt takin casue i dont like you i use to like you they were takin casue you dont do a goddam thing in the lounge and hradly show up dirkd255: is this what thats about a pissing match casue i took your mods ~DJ Nihilist~: I could give a fuck about mod rights... dirkd25

Newest Update On Dad
My dad is doing good...he has quit smoking and he has started walking everyday but wednesday he found out he had 4 hernias but they ain't gonna repair them until they absolutely feel the need to!

Re: Neo-cons Urge Violence Against Framed Activist
RE: Neo-Cons Urge Violence Against Framed Activist ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Apr 2008, 14:01 Neo-Cons Urge Violence Against Framed Activist As predicted, Neo-Cons across the country enthusiastically lapped up the complete smear story put out by the New York Post in which it was alleged activist Gary Talis beat up a wheelchair-bound girl, and resolved to hire hit men to hunt down and commit violence against Talis despite the fact that he was the victim of the assault. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042508_urge_violence. htm

For You
bitches that adamently state you will not chat off here, why the FUGG ARE you here? BUT, more importantly, why bother to fill out the "About me" section? Who gives a fugg? We wont get to chat so it DOESNT FUGGING MATTER!

Life Gets Shorter
Our lives get shorter with every passing day, Don’t keep putting off all the things you want to happen someday, Or they will become the things you wish you had done yesterday!! By: J. WHITE 3/15/08

Pain In My Heart
there was a time when all was right never needed an answer never wanted to fight layin in bed holdin ya tight kissin your lips all was right but im alone now dont what to do i give this pain in my heart all to you and the tears keep flowin and the hurt still there wish you knew how much i care

Misery Of Life
I sit here in my Jail cell called life Feeling a breath that is not my own. I wonder where life will lead me More pain? More misery? I don't really know. I see a light. I try to reach out but cannot Feel it. It gets closer and I notice It's a figure I reconginze. She tells Me she loves me...and I smile.

Ha Ha!!! Stupid Treehuggers...
HA HA!! Stupid treehuggers... ============================ The reason plastic is awesome is that it's super durable, so it lasts forever, which is an issue when we want it to go away and take its place in the circle life. Biodegradable plastics aren't new, but in the past they've been pretty weak and expensive. Eco-geeks at the Missouri University of Science and Technology have come up with the anti-daywalker of plastic: All of its strengths, but it disintegrates in four months. They've got different plastic polymer cocktails depending on use—one for water bottles, another for grocery sacks—with varying bio-based fillers that'll break down easier. One possible filler is glycerol, which is a waste product of making biodiesel. Another is polylactic acid, which is made by fermenting starches, and breaks down in just 60 days—it's a possible candidate for water bottle plastics. The bio-based fillers in the polymers will make it cheaper than past biogradegradables, but still fairly st

Now You've Got Something To Die For
Now you've got something to die for. Infidel, Imperial Lust for blood, a blind crusade Apocalyptic, we count the days. Bombs to set the people free, blood to feed the dollar tree Flags for coffins on the screen, oil for the machine Army of the liberation, gunpoint indoctrination The fires of sedition Fulfill the prophecy. Now you've got something to die for. Send the children to the fire, sons and daughters stack the pyre Stoke the flame of the empire, live to lie another day. Face of hypocrisy, raping democracy Apocalyptic, we count the days. We'll never get out of this hole until we've dug our own grave And drug the rest down with us, the burning home of the brave Burn. Now you've got something to die for.

Thanks
I just want to thank all of you for your educational emails over the past year. Thanks to you, I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. Or my foot. I can't use the remote in a hotel room because I don't know what the last person was doing while flipping through the adult movie channels. I can't sit down on the hotel bedspread because I can only imagine what has happened on it since it was last washed. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pass-time while driving alone is picking your nose. ( Although cell phone usage may be taking the number one spot ) Eating a Little Debbie sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. Yuck ! I can no longer enjoy a slice of lemon with my iced tea or water from a resturant

It All Comes Full Circle
Here I am once again in the same position I was in at the end of 2006. 360 we have come But have we really? Were we always in the same position? just trying to fool ourselves that it was going to get better? Or fools ourselves that we wanted it to get better to work Was it all lies from you? Did I lie to myself when I believed you? Did I believe? Or was I just ignoring it Just to have you back in our life Did I know then it was going to be like this again? Of course I did I guess a year and a half of holding it down Swallowing it whole Shoving it out Trying to not let it bother me Just erupted and needs a place to vent a time to scream I am screaming God Help me And he did I made my bed now I have to lie in it because instead of one to look out for I now have two

Moving Up And Out!
So my last blog entry was rickety at best considering I was using that voice recognition program to write it, so please excuse my errors. Yesterday I got two leads on places to move into. One was the hotel I originally wanted to move into. I called them back and asked them if they were going to have any rooms become available soon and the owner said possibly a few on Friday, so that’s good but I am starting to think that place isn’t the wisest choice after all. It would cost 170 a week to stay there as well as 300 dollars of a deposit for both of my animals, but the good news is that I’ve ALWAYS wanted to live out of hotel. I think it would be so awesome to have maid service and not have to worry about moving any of my real shit over there since it’s already furnished. The other apartment is still in this area but a little out of the way down towards the poor area which I am not exactly keen about however it is two bedroom and affordable. No pet fees or anything, and I am