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Not Yet Finished
Standing on the Edge of RAGE and UNDERSTANDING, Teetering between UNTRUST and BLIND FAITH, each Breath....could it be my Last??...BETRAYED by Own SELF, can i Ever TRUST again???Looks down in Shame and Sorrow, can i ever SMILE again??On the Brink of PAIN, or wait, is That PLEASURE?have the Two Become one?Hearts are Strong, yet Extremely FragileLike LOVE is to HATE.Oh the FINE LINES, that only get harder to see.....PAIN, or wait, is That PLEASURE? oct.16, 2009

Dogs
Personality Occupying the 11th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Dog symbolizes character traits such as loyalty, compatibility and kindness. Dogs frequently offer kind words and useful advice, always listening and lending a shoulder when necessary. Dogs often become deeply involved in others’ lives and are sometimes perceived as nosy. Ensuring others are happy is more important to the Dog than wealth, money or success. Dogs are determined individuals; always wanting to master a new subject before moving on and always finishing what they start. Dogs value friendships; they’re loyal, honest, trustworthy and reliable and have strong morals and ethics. A well-kept, organized home is very important. Keeping a clean home and helping at work stems from the Dog’s need to be active and involved. Dogs spend money wisely, passing on luxury goods in favor of practical items. Dogs also prefer saving money to cover future expenses. Dogs at times can also be temperam

Re-spotlight Fund Update
Today's spotlight : Absurd amounts of cash My fund : 28 mil and change Alas, I buckled, no shirtless kins spotlight, but please don't feel I've given up on the idea wholesale. Donations for my rampant egotism still accepted. Thanks to Tom, Suga, Badcrumble, Crisis, Witchie, MooMoo, Skeeter, Peace, Alix, Shoshonni, MailBroad, TopKnotch, Rev, Moet, Reeka, Sherry, Papercut Kisses, SkankAssHo, Jasmine, Coot, ZombieMonkey, Kittie, Black Widow

Ringaling A Ling
when i was a child i caught chronic ear infections and had tubes put in my ears. as an adult I have slight hearing loss in my left ear, and get fluid on my ear every time I have an upper respiratory infection, or bad allergies will cause it as well. according to the old wives tales, when your ear rings, it supposed to mean some one is talking about you. I believe one side meant it was good and the other meant it was bad...i cant recall, mostly because its bs. but my ear has been ringing all day long, so whos talking about me? lol working on the boats with the loud engines running all the time probably doesnt help my hearing one bit. I just wrote this blog cuz there isnt anything going on any who as you were

Haunted
A swollen sun melting in the horizon Between the sheets where I wait for her to come A living flame, impossible to resist Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick I'm haunted I'm haunted I'm haunted by her Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon I hate the morning I hate the morning From the panes, a green mist swirls Is it a shadow of reflection? This apparition in moon beams bathede, A voice like wind through trees beckons Cool rain on hot summer stone The odor fills my presence Of freshly dug grave and death and night These things are her essence Noctournal mistress, spirit

Just To Let You Know.....
I never wanted to act like this towards you. It's not my intention to ignore you and act like you were never part of my life. I would walk up and talk to you and say something but I can only be silent because I don't have nothing else to say to you. Funny how so much have change, how we can chat for hours but couldn't even say a mere sentence to each other. Seemed like everything was just a dream that happened so quickly. Funny how we just look at each other and just tend to walk away. Seemed like were nothing but associates now. Crazy how so much have happened, but we act like nothing ever did. I'm not complaining because sometime we can't help our actions, it's just something I've noticed lately. I just want you to know that even though were nothing but friends or associates now is that I'm happy that your happy even though knowing I'm not there by your side anymore. I just wish you happiness in your future in life. Thanks for the happiness and the love you've shared and the memories

Forks In Some Freaking Road Take One!
I have a tendency to rescue, mother and try to fix. I have and will always help out a friend when in need... I do this because at one point in my life my father was my rescuer... You see my x husband thought work was something you would occasionally do in order to get drugs.. When our son was born he still had the same opinion. I remember standing in line at the food bank with my son for the first time and thinking never again will I allow myself to let someone else be in control of my finances. The next day I went out and got 3 menial but paying jobs... The one man who was always there for me was my father. No matter what he would swoop in and rescue me. here's an example, I didn't have enough money for diapers so I called my father and asked him to borrow $50 dollars to buy some.. He picked me up took me to the grocery store and two grocery carts later we walked out.. He never asked me to repay it he just smiled and said one day help someone who needs it out.. I try very hard to

How To Recondition Battery
Are you aware that when you learn how to recondition battery, it is also neccessary to learn some basics on how to improve battery and understand the various types of batteries. That way, the entire procedure will be easier to handle. Click here to read more - How To Improve Battery Life and How To Recondition Battery Discover what are the various necessary steps and tips on improving batteries used for cars, portable electronic devices and Wi-Fi applications. This also involves battery such as Nickel-cadmium (Ni-Cd), Nickel-metal hydride (Ni-MH) and Lithium-ion (Li-ion). Nickel-cadmium (Ni-Cd) – About 50% of the weight of this battery is from the cadmium present, which is said to extremely toxic and a possible human carcinogen. This makes recycling of the Ni-Cd batteries a must. Nickel-metal hydride (Ni-MH) – They are considered to be the best in terms of waste prevention as well as cost. They last longer and come in standard sizes to be used a variety of devices. It i

Peace To All That Read This.
As I walk through the valley of death I feal no evil for I've lived and breath it.I fear no evil for I've seen It and done it.As I walk alone. I'm not people who walked before me and the ones to walk behind.I'm not alone.When you can feal me but not see me.When i walk through sand and no tracts are there and i am.Then you would have knowed me for me.And loved me for all the right reasons.I'll miss and love you all.Go find your internal happiness no matter how big or small as long as you like it.live for you. because in the end thats all you have. Go in faith that you lived like you was dieing because we all die one way or another.Peace to all that read this.

Missing You
Taking advantage of being wide awake for a change. Just wanted to say how much I've missed all of you my friends...my angels! Recent health issues have played heavy on me and I am hoping it turns around soon. I'm at best, operating at about 60% of what use to be 100%. Its harder to get going & when I do my energy goes pretty fast. All this living through modern chemistry sucks, pills for this, pills because of the pills, etc. Up to 17 a day, and booster chemo shots between week 2 & 3, the good news is the markers are coming down & one day there may be an end again. Thanks to all of you who keep me in your thoughts and prayers. They are greatly appreciated & I am sure the reason I am winning this battle. For those of you that care to... my e-mail address is= ricobear1@ hotmail.com, I try to get there every couple of days. I hope everyone had a wonderful and blessed holiday. And just in case, may your New Year bring you many blessings. hugs, kisses & all my love, Rick B

Hero
I'm just a step awayI'm just a breath awayLosin' my faith today(Fallin' off the edge today)I am just a manNot superhuman(I'm not superhuman)Someone save me from the hateIt's just another warJust another family torn(Falling from my faith today)Just a step from the edgeJust another day in the world we live[Chorus:]I need a hero to save me nowI need a hero (save me now)I need a hero to save my lifeA hero'll save me (just in time)I've gotta fight todayTo live another daySpeakin' my mind today(My voice will be heard today)I've gotta make a standBut I am just a man(I'm not superhuman)My voice will be heard todayIt's just another warJust another family torn(My voice will be heard today)It's just another killThe countdown begins to destroy ourselves[Chorus]I need a hero to save my lifeI need a hero just in timeSave me just in timeSave me just in timeWho's gonna fight for what's rightWho's gonna help us surviveWe're in the fight of our lives(And we're not ready to die)Who's gonna fight for the

25 Things About To Become Extinct In America
25. U.S. Post Office They are pricing themselves out of existence. With e-mail, and online services they are a relic of the past. (refer to #9) Packages are also sent faster and cheaper with UPS. 24. Yellow Pages This year will be pivotal for the global Yellow Pages industry Much like newspapers, print Yellow Pages will continue to bleed dollars to their various digital counterparts, from Internet Yellow Pages (IYPs), to local search engines and combination search/listing services like Reach Local and Yodel Factors like 20 an acceleration of the print 'fade rate' and the looming recession will contribute to the onslaught. One research firm predicts the falloff in usage of newspapers and print Yellow Pages could even reach 10% this year -- much higher than the 2%-3% fade rate seen in past years. 23. Classified Ads The Internet has made so many things obsolete that newspaper classified ads might sound like just another trivial item on a long list. But this is one of those harbingers of

Love Feels
Love feels no burden,thinks nothing of trouble,attempts what is above its strength,pleads no excuse of impossibility...It is therefore able to undertake all things,and it completes many things,and warrants them to take effect,where he who does not love would faint and lie down.Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.Though weary, it is not tired;though pressed, it is not straitened;though alarmed, it is not confounded...

Everything
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now

Gud Love
On a quest to find that Gud Love……. A Slow meaningful love that comes from reaching down into a person’s very soul, touching that soul, as no one has done before Feelings of fire that start in the bottom and begin to overcome my entire body as we embrace Looking deep into one another’s eyes and losing track of all time and reality Kisses so deep that it brings forth a feeling of serenity, peace, and ecstasy Living only for that moment and becoming one One in mind, one in spirit, and one in body

Thoughts We Have All Thunk
Subject: thoughts we've all thunked 1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer's history if you die. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.

Bikers
BIKERSFor all who Know Motorcycle RidersI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on thesidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more moneyfor the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked yourcigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys tothe homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and myfriends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and g

Addition To Declining Friend Request
It seems that over the years, I have stereotyped more people on fubar than in real life. I have, like many of others, stopped accepting the daily friend requests because we like our bartabs to be useful. Well among the many reasons not to accept the friend requests from people we dont know or havent talked to for more than a passing hello in a blog or mumm, I have added one more thing to my list... when you go to said persons page, and seeing that they have more than 2 or three bomb folders! I went to check out this chics photos, and she did have a salute but i didnt know her from eve, after a blank request and I saw that she had 3800 pics, 1500 were of her, and the rest were bomb folders...hmmmm i think im getting tired of this same bs everyday people making a blog, involving something about me, and they dont even have a clue...the whole SP thing...the dead girl/not dead girl chronicles and every other fucking douche bag they got on this site that aggrevates the shit out of

Strengths And Weaknesses
What are Yours? Lets get to know a little of each other here... What are your strengths.... within the game ...within Yourself? What are your weaknesses...within the game ... within Yourself? What can we do as a team and family to make ourselves stronger ?

Sunday Video Lolz...
Every video I see of this thing is ridiculous and funny….figured I’d share some Sunday lolz… Raptors Mascot Fail - watch more funny videos Well, my eyes are crossing from chasing bombs. I don’t know how people do this all the time. Lol. Hope everyone enjoyed Auto 11 weekend and has a great start to March! Peace…

More Lyrics
Puddle of Mudd- Psycho Maybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The schizophrenic psycho… yeah…Maybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The schizophrenic psycho…She lays down on the fresh lawnShe can make everything magicalBut she tied one on big timeAnd it makes me want to rewindTo back in the days when we were youngWhen everything was like a loaded gunReady to go off in any minuteAnd you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna win againMaybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The schizophrenic psycho… yeahMaybe I'm the oneMaybe I'm the oneWho is…The paranoid flako… yeahShe lays down on the sidewalkNever very analyticalShe is something simply beautifulReappear when you feel magicalBack in the days when we were youngWhen everything was like a loaded gunReady to go off in any minuteAnd you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna win againYeah you know we're gonna

Well Time In Colorado Is Coming To A Close
we've lived in craig co. for over 2 yrs but times have come crashing down on us so we have no choice but to roll back to pennsylvania to live and maybe find jobs.the wife needs back surgery on a fucked up disk and shit and she really doesn't trust these hillbilly doctors out here to do it so she'd rather find a quack in pittsburgh to cut her back open.she hurt it a few yrs ago but lived with it but now its just to damn to live with.she's hasn't worked since xmas 09 and i got fired so we b fucked on funds to live.i tried for unemployment but got screwed on that too,so its back to pennsylvania we roll to live with my inlaws in my house(ya i know that's going to b fucked up) hurry up spring summer so i can hang on my patio when its nice out.oh well we roll out of colorado on march 16,2010.the wife is flying home,father in law and i r driving a uhaul and towing my van back so i will be offline a few days and won't be in pittsburgh till 18th or 19th depends if we stop in illinois to see rel

What To Do
What do you do when you don't want to live, But you're not yet ready to die? What do you do when the life that you lead Has turned out to be just a lie? What do you do when you're so much alone That it seems like there's no-one at all? What do you do when you're right on the edge, With no-one to catch you when you fall? What do you do when you can't even pray, Because there seems to be no point to prayer? What can you do? Who can you call? When it seems even God doesn't care…

Baba Yaga Stories
Who is Baba Yaga? She is the Goddess, she is the Witch, she is the Wise Woman, she is the Crone, she is aged artemis. Baba is Grandmother. In Tibet, fierce demons are Yagas. So she is the Grandmother Demon, Grandmother Dragon, the fearsome, the fierce. Baba Yaga is the subject of many Russian folk tales or fairy tales. She is very very old. How do we know? We are told her nose curves down and her chin curves up and they nearly meet. Since the cartilage in our noses, chins and ears continues to grow throughout our lives, only someone a hundred or more would have such a remarkable face. Her fingernails, it is said, are as thick and ridged as roof tiles. My, what a mineral-rich diet she must have! And they are stained brown. Any herbalists here who have noticed such a staining on their hands after a summer of harvesting? I have. Baba Yaga lives in a house that nearly defies description, yet any herbalist would feel right at home there, overlooking perhap

Dj Application
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Starstruck's Tea
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Accepting Sessions In New Orleans This Weekend Mar. 27th-30th
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I Am The One:
I AM THE ONE:...who comes up with a situation......for u to put ur head on my shoulder......who can make things all better......who gets ur first text message......who takes u to get ur first tattoo.....that wipes that tear from ur eye......picks u up when u fall......helps u deal with the loss of ur first love......who lets u have ur first beer......u call when u just need an ear......who takes u camping......that shows u how to teepee someones house......that will ring random door bells and run away with u......helps u get away with staying up to late......who doesnt make u eat the nasty veggies......who feeds u lots of choc b4 goin home......checks out ur first date......parks around the corner to pick u up so ur friends dont see me......takes ur training wheels off ur bike......lets u steer the car as i'm driving......lets u play video games all day long......tells u everything will b ok......who will fight for u whenever, however, whoever......that will love u no matter what.....

[8. Let's Get A Quicky In]
I think I've finally figured out what I'm missing the most. You're sitting in a room.Drinking your favorite drinktalking to strangersand without noticebecause she has arrived right on timeshe steps into the roomplaces one hand on your shoulderand kisses you on the lips.Like it was the most important thing to do. GODI miss that. So last night I had a dream about ... ... ... is there a word for evil incarnate? anywayshe had a kidand I was sucked into the desert through knowing thatand was forced to watch her and the kid's life unfoldprotesting everything that I had been through in the interrimprotesting her happiness ... I woke up a few times.Once around dawn.And I just stayed up til my alarm went off because I was tired of going back to that awful place. I was asked to go to church this weekend with tiny blonde. I tried to politely decline but I'm getting really fucking tired of being asked. At some point it got out that I don't go to church and people haven't figured out that

Overpaid Babysitter Or Underpaid Psychiatrist?
I don’t know if there is something wrong with the water supply or what have you, but as of the past four days I have had no less than three employees come into my office and cry. There are days when I wish I wasn’t a manager and I could just be responsible for myself. I definitely feel that way today. I have no clue as to why employees feel their manager is there to listen to all their problems and worst of all it seems as though they want us to give advice. I will be the first to say I am the last person you seriously want to seek advice from for your personal affairs and quite frankly I don’t feel comfortable hearing about all the sordid details of your life. Leave a little mystery to your life; some things are best left unsaid (at work). I am very well aware of the fact that some people when they lay their problems on your shoulders, they just want to talk about it and are not really seeking advice. This of course is all

Make Me Real.
This is an artificial world, a place where you can Buy "perfection" with your Soul, a world with a species that only destroys to Create ugliness and hate, A world with artificial tears and artificial tits, a World of fake furs and Mass produced love in a pill, this place where you Get told you're wrong and crazy Because you're not an automaton with preprogrammed Responses to what's "popular", I don't want to live in this world, I Will not be made of plastic and made To do what you want, make me real.

I'll Stand By You.
When you're looking for someone to count on, You can always look my way. I'll be that shoulder to cry on, That hug for those crummy days. Because that's what friends are for, To always have that open door. And when you need to talk, Don't worry, I won't walk away. I'll by you when youre smiles bright. And still even on your darkest of nights. You can count on me to lend a hand; And not worry about me taking it back. I'll stand by you through all your tears, Don't worry about me not being there. Please don't let that become one of your fears, I'll stand by you; through all of the years.

Perfect Life
I dream of a perfect life. Simple not complicated. Enough to please me, but keep me alive. Happy to smile with no disappointments. I watch the horizon about; no words of doubt. Looking forward in anticipation. But backwards at satisfaction of the conclusion of each day. Heeding the prompts of my inner voice; and what I hear is comforting, full of reassurance. Sweet feelings of contentment. But the human soul dies, To be forgotten soon. Turning into unfamiliar faces; A blank drawn in a space, A hole left in the wake alone. Of a perfect life I dreamt, which closes cold over, and UNKNOWN.

Amazed!!
He sits and looks out across the valley. While staring in amazment at what he see’s before his eyes he wonders what she is thinking. Is she thinking of him? What is she doing? Where is she? He can only imagine. He is amazed He then thinks of all that she has said to him. He thinks of the trust that he has for her. What her words really mean, and why they mean so much to him. He thinks of these words because she has given him a gift. It is that feeling that is down deep, so down deep that it is a surprise to him when it has finally come out. It has been something that was there all along. Something indescribable. So real, so right. He is amazed While just sitting and staring off at what God has created, a smile comes across his face. He has thought of one of the many memories that he has shared with her. His mind goes back in time to places that he had been, the feelings he had felt, the love that he had shared with her. The smile is still there, but

Dont Shave Your Ass Hair Lmao
Don't Shave That Hair!!! I have recently made a mistake in my life, and I offer my story to you, that you may learn from my error. It all started, as many things do, with me having trouble shitting. No, I was not constipated; this was not a regularity problem but a matter of technique. It seems my ass-hair had grown to such a length that tiny grogans were constantly getting tied up in the matted jungle between my asscheeks. It led to much frustration, with me KNOWING that I still had something to drop, but unable to shake the tenacious turd loose from its butthair dwelling. Eventually I would have to do two things: either reach down with some paper and try to pinch off the lingering loaf (which required careful precision to avoid smearing the creature all over my rear, especially since I had no way of seeing what I was doing) or just go for broke, start wiping, and hope that I could remove all the leftover fecal matter before the toilet paper reached its Can't-Be-Flushed threshold. I w

Help
I just took an nice little order for "catering" meat and cheese trays dessert trays fruit salad that kind of stuff and Im great at all of the above mentioned however when I first spoke to the lady I told her I would do anything she needed... thinking in my tiny little mind Ive done it all over the years its all good Ya well guess what I have NOT done it all over the years and one of these things oddly enough is I have never done potato salad ...never had it asked for in an order and never made one for myself either so uhhmmmmm if any of you out there have a nice little potato salad for 60 people would you be so kind as to share ? thanks

Poetry
My love for you so deep and true I take heart in what I do Darkness and madness grow inside My obsession is in overdrive Ectasy sweet like a budding flower Weeds strangle love and make it sour I follow you I temper trust I let my hate empower lust

A Song I Wrote In October 2007 About My Ex
All this anger That's deep inside It's coming out Flowin' like high tide It's time for a fight Gotta let out the rage Locked up too long Trapped in a cage Got the irish temper It's taking control Step up old man I'll rip out your soul You've come between A man and his wife Fuck you old man I'll end your life This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear you apart I'll cut off your balls And rip out your heart When she kisses you Do you taste my cum I'm calling you out Now come get some Just a fat old man Who think's he's tough Well bring it fucker I've had enough You don't even know What i'm capable of No one can save you Not even god above I'll beat you down slow So you feel my pain Fuckin' curb stomp you And splatter your brain This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear out

7/10/2010
It's now July 10th and I just got home from going out after work. 2 clubs...and a world of women with problems, telling those problems to me with ease, and the answers are so easy to see for me...but they can't seem to see them. Which reverts back to one of my own quotes: "The answer to any problem is easy to find, it's the excepting the answer that is the hardest part." I have to assume that they just don't want to accept the answer to their problem. Update on my dance partner offer.....seems it was a waste of time. Guess my search will continue. Maybe in time, she may regret her hastiness in her answer. Then the ball will be in my court for a change. [Note: "The ball is NEVER in the man court unless placed there by the female." (another personal quote.)] Around 2003, I gave up looking for a partner. I had had enough, and stopped playing the game. Then in 2005, Katrina hit, and my hands were full recovering from that little storm. It's now 2010, and I'm getting back into the swing o

Polish Divorce
Polish Divorcemark as unreadPolish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce for him - "very quick." The lawyer said that the speed for getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: LAWYER: "Have you any grounds?" POLE: "JA, JA, acre and half and nice little home." LAWYER: "No," I mean what is the foundation of this case?" POLE: "It made of concrete." LAWYER: "Does either of you have a real grudge?" POLE: "No, we have carport, and not need one." LAWYER: "I mean, what are your relations like?" POLE: "All my relations still in Poland." LAWYER: "Is there any infidelity in your marriage?" POLE: "Ja, we have hi- fidelity stereo set and good DVD player." LAWYER: Does your wife beat you up?" POLE: "No, I always up before her." LAWYER: "Is your wife a nagger?" POLE: "N

Sex
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat

Angels
I have always thought that angels, wore halos and wings of white. But now I find they wear hard hats and black coats with yellow stripes. And angels, in my mind, wore long flowing gowns of white but now I see dark pants and shirts and badges shining bright. And angels always floated, with bare feet above the ground not true! For they wear steel toed boots and go where death is found not all angels have smooth hands that look like porcelain some angels have torn gloves and cuts and burns upon their skin. And while I thought all angels glowed from heavens light I see an angel cutting steel, his torch is shining bright And while these earthly angels passed buckets of debris the angels up in heaven looked down on bended knee so while the smoke continued to rise into the sky, I watched the rescue workers weep, I've seen the angels cry.

The Best!
I just wanted to say that I have the most amazing friends here. I was gone forever, and decided to come back. I was re-welcomed with open arms. It feels good to be remembered. Granted, I kept up with many via FB, but not all. I just wanted to share my warm fuzzies.

Rest In Peace, Tony.
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Bolts of violent lightening electrifying the dark sky Clouds turning into enormous funnels of darkness Rain falling in slanted sheets against the windows glass If there is a time it is now... The heat intensively trickling down my breasts soaking my shirt exposing my erected nipples I turn to you knowing I dare not but the moment is to perfect, to magical, It must be now... I shove aside all forces of morals and standards knowing it will only come back later to haunt me I care not, I want you, now... I lean into your body with mine and in an instant we became one your hands wrapped around from behind squeezing my breasts and nipples gently then harder... a squeal of pleasure released from my lips The passion building I find myself pressed against the wall with your hot hard body pressing firmly into my own... you held my hands high as you kissed and gently bit the back of my neck I let out a moan of sheer ecstasy you gently en

Moi Birthdayness [:
Well, I'm currently at my brothers' place & it's 3am on the 16th of September :D 19 years ago I was just a baby.. aw. lmao. So, yep I'm 19!! Yipee doda. Thanks to everyone who's sent me a cake or gift! I much appreciate it -big hugs to everyone-!!

Jealousy...and Haters...
it has just come to my attention that some of you ladies either on my mans page or my own maybe jealous hmmmm... Well its time to stop hating on me... and grow the fuck up. HES MINE!!! theres a reason he didnt choose you ... he chose me... i love him he loves me im secure in the understanding we have ... and the reason why i post so many photos is the fact that i have played the game to earn that many photo slots .. and i intend to fully utilize my privilage. so STFU! if you have any questions come to me .... not third parties. all my photos are approved by my bf and im extremely faithful to him... so if there isnt any problem... i think im done ranting.... dark wishes, A.M.

The Invisible Letter
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said, "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the University." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said

Internet Encounter Pt Ii
We danced to the music while the rythem slowly minipulated our bady's into a seductive mambo, oh my god i dident want this night to end, so we finished our dance then head back to our booth to gater our belonging's! he walked me to my car where we said our goodbye's, hey mamita im glad you decided to show ! me to, I said as I lowerd my head to hide my once agian flushed cheeks, well it's been fun and I dont want to hold you up any longer . it's ok mami i dont mind at all, we exchanged a simple smile that had more meaning then any kiss hug or flower could symbolize. well can i see you agian? without trying to sound to exicited I smiled and gave a shy nod of approval ! he smied back and said can i get a hug ? we embraced one last time and before pulling away he gave me a slight kiss on the cheek, and as we parted each ohter's embrace he asked. I'm sorry i hope i dident offend you! not at all i said as i said goodnight he opened my door for me .o started the car and rolled down my window,

Untitled
Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart

Nascar
Nascar is not only for hicks! Now at one point (back in the 1968) that was true, but not anymore. I'm really tired of people calling me a hick just because I like Nascar. Nascar has elevated itself through the years. Did you know that their are an estimated 75 million fans of the sport? Companies such as Pfizer, Office Depot, Cingular, Nextel and Home Depot (my personal fav) have figured this out. In the 2005 Daytona 500 alone, DuPont was estimated to receive $9.4 million in exposure, second only to the Nike's $10.8 million value at the masters. If television networks are willing to write a check for, oh, say, $600 million a year, there must be more than a few people watching .Now, can you honestly say that all of those people are hicks? Think about all the sports in America: golf, hockey, baseball, soccer, swimming, diving, skating, college sports, rodeo and many more- yet only the NFL commands a bigger audience than Nextel Cup. Racing is more than a bunch of nondescript car

Again Just Thinking
well its tuesday and not much going on like normal been sick the last week not sure whats going on but everyone bugging me to go to doctor got to have the money and the time to do that it will pass just like it did the last time,,, been alot of stress the last week maybe thats whats causing all the pain could be lil boy turned 6 this week damn i sware im getting old nnaaa hubby getting old not me trying to figure out what we are gonna do move or stay here kinda pushing to move away from here to another town get away from the drama of galion lol and there sure is alot but when its a lil town thats what you get im hoping to have some things in my writings soon once i get the time that might help me get some of this shit off my chest so hopefully ill get some done untill then peace love and all that happy shit

Birthday Loving
Come on folks, come give me some birthday loving before the 10th october and help me level hehe rate my pics rate my profile leave me user comments and what ever else will help me out *grins* love and hugs Misha My Birthday is around the corner. It would be great to see alot more cherry love before then hehe.. so please drop in and leave a comment or just rate my profile... Hope to see and hear from you soon Misha OXOXO

Samhain Devotion
Now the eveningtide is here, I do rejoice with all good cheer, my old and ancient friends are near, now it's Samhain-time. This magic now I do abjure, and with great joy I do implore, for now the magic won't be ignored, oh yes, it's samhain-time. I call upon good unseen forces, help me choose and make my choices, with tools of ritual and sweet voices, oh yes, it's Samhain-time. Oh dear ones, accept my token, of our friendship, ring unbroken, and our sacred vows unspoken at this Samhain-time. (Brown/Yellow Candles)

About Being Married
I hate when guys look at my profile and think i am hot or whatever and then they find out that i am married and then they don't want to talk anymore..yes i am very happily married to the greatest guy in the world but that doesn't mean we can't be friends. my husband is on here also and he has some girls on his page that i don't really approve on his page but hey its not like he is going to fuck them or whatever besides he is in korea..lol.. anyways ppl just bec i am married doesn't mean we can't talk or whatever and leave eachother comments i have a lot of guy friends so don't be scured@!!!

Read This And Pretend Like You Care About My Life. Kthx!
read this and pretend like you care about my life. kthx! What a busy week! First it was Spunky's (my photogrpaher) birthday so we went out on the weekend to the club and stuff and got hammered. haha We all went back to Spunky's house and for some reason Karen (www.karenloveskate.com) and I started wresting on his living room floor in front of everyone. I really don't remember why we were doing that but it must have looked hillarious! We were so drunk lol. So Karen and I have been shooting all week and we got some REALLY great stuff for our site. I won't tell you what the sets are... but I WILL tell you that I spend $400 at an "adult" store this week lol. HOT. And then on wednesday it was the Canucks first game of the season so Spunky, me, Karen and another friend of mine all went and had a great time! We won of course! Cause we rock :P I just love going to the games, they are so much fun!

Definition & Short History
from Wikipedia Faygo was founded in Detroit on November 4, 1907 as Feigenson Brothers Bottling Works by Russian immigrants Ben and Perry Feigenson. The original flavors of Faygo were based on cake frosting recipes used by the Feigensons in Russia. Throughout the 20th century, Faygo steadily increased its production line. Faygo is credited with the spreading of the word "pop" instead of "soda" to mean soft drink in the Midwest. Faygo pop is manufactured in a myriad of flavors. Detroit rap duo Insane Clown Posse are devoted drinkers of Faygo. They often spray large amounts of the drink into the audience at concerts, and endorse the product in a number of songs. Due to their devotion to it, many Juggalos (fans of ICP) make it their choice soft drink as well. In 1998, Faygo Beverages, Inc. began distributing the Ohana brand of non-carbonated soft drinks. Faygo Beverages, Inc. is a wholly owned subsidiary of the National Beverage, which also owns Shasta. Many Faygo brand flavors

Blanket Of Love
At night when I crawl into bed, I feel your skin against my skin. As I pull the covers to my head, Your warmth consumes me deep within. Then you softly kiss my lips, With your hands on my face. Teasingly touching with your fingertips, Until my heart begins to race. Butterfly kisses linger here and there, While your hands caress my curves. Sweet touches felt everywhere, As the ecstasy reaches my nerves. And my eyes connect with your eyes, When I feel you in my depths. Our loves passion is on the rise, And inside our souls is kept. I feel the moving of my world, As our passion finds its peak. I feel my body suddenly tense, And then suddenly feel so weak. Lying peacefully enveloped in you, I know my fantasy is real. Such warmth exchanged between two, Not a single chill do we feel. There isn't need to find the covers, For we fit together like hand and glove Beautiful is the sleep of lovers, Blanketed by the warmth of love

Maybe
Is it because im beautiful or because of me maybe because he loves me or just because he wants me is it that i mean something to him or just some to get pleasure from is it because he thinks im special or just the amuesment he sees does he really want to be with me or is there no one else

Some Things About Me
More to be added at a later date.. but to start:: 1. I am from NY but dont live there now... I have a slight east coast/NY accent 2. I hate stuffed animals and refused to wear pink unitll i was in my mid-20's 3.I am right handed but wear my watch on that hand as well 4. I broke my femur when i was 14 and was in traction for 6 weeks, and started HS in a wheelchair 5. I took Latin for 5 years, Romainian for 1 and Spanish for a few months 6. I can swear and make a few sentences in sign language 7. Im scared shitless of big spiders... but dont mind snakes... my Brother is the opposite 8. I used to cheat at Candyland when I was a little girl against my brother..heehee 9. My 1st word was MORE and my second was Chandelier 10.I've had some " paranormal" abilities since i was a small child 11. I used to be wiccan, was rasied a Jew and almost converted to Catholisism 12. i cant spell.. but my vocabulary is ecellent 13. I knew about a womans period before

Quizz
You scored as Yes. You seem to have an understanding as to what goth is. You may be goth yourself or maybe not, but i congratulat you for knowing the differance between goth and some sterotypes. Also if your are as sick of all the fakes just following sterotypes try joining: http://www.livejournal.com/community/neo_goths_suck/, it's not as bad it might sound, just us goths tring to teach these neos a bit of something. :)Yes92%Nope4%Do You Know What Goth Actually Is? (since nobody on this site seems to)created with QuizFarm.com

Mmmm.... Well.... Well.....
MMMM.... WELL.... WELL..... Current mood: sad IF THIS IS TRUE WHY DOES MY LOVE LIFE HURT AND SUX SO FUCKIN BAD? Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:Saint You can't be a better person than a saint. You're selfless, sweet, and we wouldn't be surprised if you could perform a miracle or two. Of all the personality types on this test, yours is by far the most respectable. We mean, how couldn't everyone love you? Just remember, though - as nice as it is to help other people, sometimes you gotta help yourself a little, too. Don't be afraid to a little selfish every now and then. Seriously! We give you permission. Take This Quiz!

Hahaha I Hit The Lucky Number And Got A Special Result No One Else Will Get, Lmao, And Its Dead On True Too!!!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. ONE OF A KIND SPECIAL AWARD, THIS PERSON ANSWERED PERFECTLY: HE/SHE WILL HAVE YOU BEGGING FOR MORE AND SHAKING UNCONTROLLABLY. YOU'LL FEEL ALL YOUR WARMTH EXIT AS YOU QUIVER! YOU'LL END UP IN THE FETAL POSITION WONDERING HOW YOU GOT SO WHOOPPED!! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Name Is Meth
I found this poem as a bulletin post and i liked it so much that i wanted to put it in my blog. My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you - in schools and in towns, I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, if this scared you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go , but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll ste

Tag You're It
~I WAS TAGGED By Amourette Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: 1. I hear voices 2. I've seen dead people 3. I can't sleep with any open doors in the house 4. I enjoy suffering 5. I wake up in the middle of the night, and believe some one is there 6. I love my exwife IM TAGGING: Mistressoftheundead RageGrrl DahliasBlood Melisanta Death SilveryWitch Tragedy

The Death Of Fun
You may have noticed my HTML has been disabled. This saddens me but was necessary, it takes me any where from 10 to 20 minutes to open my page. Yes, I know it's more than likely that it's my own HTML on my profile that makes it so slow. I put my profile together not for me, but for YOU the viewer ... so, I'm not changing it. Please don't be discouraged and not leave anything though. Just a "HI" is fine. I really like the HTML comments, if you feel like still leaving them ... put them on my BLOG or MUMM's. I see them everyday, unlike my profile page. (it's opened once or twice a week) Which is why I disabled them - because while attempting to open the page - I'll get booted several times. When I finally do get it opened, it breaks the browser ... which means all those pretty GIF images are nothing but white boxes with a red 'X' in it. If points is your thing - (profiles comments are worth 2) You can still just drop a "HI" on my profile -or- leave your HTML image twice on my B

Want Blog
You want a blog from me? Well you can't handle a blog from the WG!!! So you want me to type some thing bout my life and how it keeps going and going, what fuels my energy or whatever else you people post these for. Well the WG does not do Blogs! I will do rants if you wish, comment what you want me to rant about. If the subject is decent, you may just see a new post! The One and Only: WG

This Is Me!
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty100%Cinderella81%Goofy75%Peter Pan75%The Beast75%Ariel56%Donald Duck50%Snow White50%Pinocchio50%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Gah! I Hate Him!
My husband all of a sudden gets back in touch with me (see previous blog about that) and now he is telling me that if I dont make our marraige work that he is going to take me to court for coustody of my daughter... I dont want him in my or my daughters life! I dont want her going through the constant disapointment that he will bring her. She wont be safe with him. He is just doing this to be a vindictive asshole and he needs to stop. He will be a horrible father and I have no idea what to do. I just want him to disapear again. I wish that he had never tried to get back in touch with me. Everything he touches turns to shit. GAH!

Final Night Together
If this is the last night we ever spend together, hold me tight as a friend, not a lover. So I can be secure once more, So this nightmare can leave me alone. So I can show my heart we're not together, and show my mind that there is no other. Please put my mind at ease, and just lay beside me. Show my soul it wasn't meant to be, and tell my mind just to sleep. Get used to my life alone, cause that is how it will be when I get home. So soon love came, and sooner it left. But my heart shall never mend, and our relationship to an end. Please dont take my love from you, I don't know what I should do, HELP ME, HELP ME if you can, you were supposed to be my man ! THE END !

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage83%Whips75%Blood67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

New Drink!
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks -- this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In

Not A Slave!
My dad treats me like a fucking slave... and my poor mother. He yells and doesnt appoligize even though he is wrong. Maybe mom and i should get an appartment. YEAH! omg that would be sweet we respect each other and she know i go out and party... she makes fun of me for it. And if she wanted to i totally would. But I get up and was going to talk to mom who was in the kitchen and he says get me a beer. GAH thats how its been my whole freaking life. I hate beer so much I cant understand why people drink it and like it soo much. My mom got home while i was in the shower and dad started to play sick because the whole day he was fine until a half an hour ago and no hes 'stuffed up'. GRRRR FAKERS SUCK! And even last night dad was bitching about something. He always yells at mom for something. Like when she snores he jabs her in the ribs and yells at her to go on her side. A little too ruff if you ask me. I mean wear ear plugs for crying out loud! I duno if dad got off the drugs and alco

I Saw My Grandmother
Yesterday I went to my grandmothers funrael...Its was soo sad..But she look really peaceful... I mean what she had been thro in her life..She look so peaceful...I mean I saw her dead...Thats ok...Becuz when I saw her..It was as if she was saying im better now im out of pain..She looked so nice and she had her perfume on it smelt so good..I mean she look so beautiful...Words cant describe what i felt and how she look and how everything went...I cant tell you guys how lucky I was to have a grandmother like her..It cant get any better that me having her as my grandmother...Im so lucky..And happy she is put to rest...And out of all the pain she was going thro.. she lost a leg a while ago when she was younger and had a hard time breathing and she was in the hospital alot and she was just going thro alot of pain thro out her whole life...But now she is out of pain..And in a better place...And alot happier....But I mean Im just alot happier..That I saw her..I got to say goodbye...I even go

The Brick !
The Brick A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared . Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's

Workin On Movin Out...
So I want to move back to where I grew up, but things are hard where I am right now. In order for me to leave here, I have to pay off all my debts..which is about $5000...and then to top it off, I also need to save up about $5000 to bring with me! I'm gonna end up being stuck here for another year or two just trying to do both of those things..so right now..my new goal is to try to find any way to make some more cash..so far, I'm workin my tail off to do so..wish me luck.

Alerts For Hikers, Hunters, And Fisherman
>The Montana Department of Fish and Wildlife is advising hikers, and > hunters, > >fishermen to take extra precautions and be on the alert for bears while > in > >the mountains. > > > >Hikers are advised to wear noise-producing devices such as little bells > on > >their clothing to alert but not startle the bears > >unexpectedly. > > > > > >They also advise you to carry pepper spray in case of an encounter with > a > >bear. It is also a good idea to watch for signs of bear activity. > > > >People should be able to recognize the difference between black bear > and > >grizzly bear droppings. Black bear droppings are smaller and contain > berries > >and possibly squirrel fur. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >Grizzly bear droppings have little bells in them and smell like pepper > >spray

My 1st Entry
oops...i misnamed my blog, but i guess that is what i get to being new here... this seems like an awesome site and i'm getting more attention than i know what to do with WOW~~~~ I hope i can comment to everyone, but if i don't get to everyone please don't be offended or take it the wrong way... i value everyone's comments and 10's they are awesome... well hope to be able to do more on here soon. i'm not quite sure...guess i didn't do the layout plan right, cuz it isn't showing up... anywho...talk to everyone later... i have a myspace and if any of you would like to add me feel free http://www.myspace.com/r3dn3ckc0y0t3 thanks for the warm welcome everyone and i'll catch everyone later....

In Time...
have you ever been in so much pain that no tears will pour out? no screams will come forth? all you can do is lay there in all your body twisting heart wrenching pain and moan the moan of someone dieing? knowing nothing will take it away. nothing ever will. you are what you create yourself to be. in the end it doesnt matter what job you had. how much money you made. or whether or not you were a size 3. in the end you'll think back to all the things you wish you had done differantly. you'll realize who really matters to you in those moments becuase they will be all you think about. i hope to cause you that much pain. and i hope i'm the one on your mind while you lay there dieing. while your face contorts with such twisted pain and unimaginable spasms. i will sit back and smile. for this is what you have done to my soul. may god have mercy on you...for i wont

So Dumb
so about 1 1/2 wks ago i got my 1st speeding ticket. 75 in 55. in 8 yrs of driving my 1st ticket. then over this past wkend, i got me another speeding ticket. this time i was doing 110 into 65. lol. so now my dumbass has to go to court in jersey, to find out what my fine is n i guess how many points im getting. y am i so dumb!! lol but let me tell u, jersey state troopers are assholes!!! he was a prick on a power trip. all well what can u do, but laugh. hehe

Ahhh...the Bliss Of Being Married!
Ahhh...the bliss of being married! A man and his wife of more than 50 years were rocking back and forth on the front porch. Slowly they rocked, in rhythm as this was their time to spend a few quiet moments and after years of practice they rocked to the same pace. Suddenly the wife stopped, grabbed her cane, and with a loud and hard WHACK hit her husband across the shins. His eyes watered and tears ran down his cheeks. When he finally caught his breath he gasped and asked, "What'd you do that fer?" "That's fer fifty years of bad sex," she said. He nodded his head, but said nothing. Slowly they began to rock again. Again they kept pace. Back and forth, back and forth they rocked, until suddenly the man stopped, and picked up his cane. He reached over and with a loud, sharp WHACK, he hit his wife across the shins. As soon as her eyes quit watering and she could speak she asked. "What was that fer?" "That," said her husband as he began to rock again, "is fer knowin' the difference."

No Smoke
Tech Support:"What's the problem?" Customer:"There is smoke coming out of the power supply." Tech Support:"You'll need a new power supply." Customer:"No I don't! I just need to change the startup files." Tech Support:"Sir, the power supply is faulty. You'll need to replace it." Customer:"No way! Someone told me that I just needed to change the startup and it will fix the problem! All I need is for you to tell me the command." 10 minutes later, the Customer is still adamant that they are right. The Tech Support is frustrated and fed up. Tech Support:"Sorry, Sir. We don't normally tell our customers this, but there is an undocumented DOS command that will fix the problem." Customer:"I knew it!" Tech Support:"Just add the line LOAD NOSMOKE.COM at the end of the CONFIG.SYS. Let me know how it goes." 10 minutes later. Customer:"It didn't work. The power supply is still smoking." Tech Support:"Well, what version of DOS are you using?" Custo

A New Bulletin Board
you can check out the frogs bulletin board HERE It's not much but if you want to discuss thing of interest to me then this is the place to do it. It is mostly tech stuff so if you are a nerd/geek or just curious then check it out.

In Loving Memory Of My Aunt And Godmother
In Loving Memory of My Aunt and GodMother Lila Blas Current mood: sad In Loving Memory Of Lila Rivera Blas My Aunt and GodMother I love you with all my heart. She was a beautiful loving mother and person to her kids and family she was my mothers older sister born Jan 5, 1931 she past away July 13, 2006 of this year. Its hard to think about family passing away when you know them all your life and have stayed with them when you was a little kid, then you find out that they have past away and your heart falls to the floor and to see all your family in pain I want to remember her with the love that she gave to all her family and friends and to remember the good times we had together I will never forget you. You are always in our hearts

Me...all Me
No matter the time nor space, we have a thread of love that shall never break No matter the paths we've chosen they intertwine at points of the heart No matter the differences we have, our LOVE is as constant as the moon No matter the looks, money or job, we know true beauty lies within our souls No matter the joy or sadness, we are there to share it together No matter the color of our skin, we are bound by our humanity No matter the slipping away of youth, we see each other as vibrant and alive No matter the romance which may fade...we have each other's shoulders to lean upon No matter the weariness that overcomes us, we draw strength from one another No matter the time spent upon this earth, our LOVE will live on forever, MY FRIEND. written and all rights are copyrighted by and to S.L.W ~~~duh...that's me..~~~ u didn't think i had it in me did ya??? KISSES

Emerson Bulldogs 2002-2006
2007 Emerson Bulldog Seniors Jaime Rosa- RB/LB Franklin Tiburcio- RB/CB Juan Vallejo- RB/DB Micheal Lorletti- QB/DB Joshua Ocasio- QB/DB Rene Santiago- QB/DB Luis Zaragoza- QB/DB Ricardo Acosta- P/K Gabriel German- WR/DB Christopher Paulino- WR/DB Frank Lozano- OL/DL Sfian Albik- WR/DE Eddy Paz- TE/LB Keny Cruz- OL/LB Daniel Bretton- OL/LB Corey Hernandez- OL/DL Charlie Modesto- OL/DL Alberto Carcamo- OL/DL Jeff Peterson- WR Keith Garces- DB These men, I have known for more than 4 years of Emerson High School Football. Majority of these men, once struck me as immature, yet playful. But from the suffering of the hot days of training camp and screaming coaches, down to the final game, these men I will be only lucky to see again. I am, for one gone away in college, and possibly moving to another state, as for these men, I do not know where they will end up. But these men, my family I love them truly.

Reload
A farmer was out working in his fields when he had to pee really bad. Hewas quite a ways from the house so he just climbed off his tractor andpeed in the clover. As luck would have it, a bee decided it was lunch time and zapped himright on the end of his dingus. It really hurt terribly when he rememberedthat buttermilk was known to relieve bee stings. He dashed to the house,opened the fridge, poured a glass of buttermilk and started to soak hisdingus. What a relief! Then he heard a gasp and saw that his 20-year-old daughter was in thedoorway, looking wide-eyed at what he was doing! He turned to her andsaid, "Now don't tell me you've never seen one of these!" She replied, "You're right, Daddy, I have. It's just that I've never seenone being reloaded!!"

How Lucky Are You?
Your Luck Quotient: 81% You have an extremely high luck quotient. Not only do you consider yourself lucky, probably everyone you know does too. But you're smart enough to know that you've mostly made your own luck. By being positive, open, and flexible, a lot of luck has come your way! How Lucky Are You?

Please Be Patient
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Please be patient with me at the moment . I have had some beautiful comments and messages of you all. And just not had the time to answer anyone. My daughter is ill today , shes only six. And has a real bad fever .. So i shall try to get back to u sometime during the day xxxxxxxxxxx

Waitin
Damn.. > I've been waitin for > what seems like forever > but tonights the night... > the only problem is that > I've been waitin for so long > I don't know where to begin.. > maybe I'll turn you > on your stomach > and lick you from top to bottom > then turn you over > and lick you again.. > or... > maybe I'll > cover you in whip cream > and lick you til you cream... > I just might get out > the blindfold and handcuffs > but don't worry > I promise I won't be too rough > I could also give you a nice long > full body rub > or maybe we can make love > in the bath tub... > I just don't know... > but whatever I decide > I can guarantee you > won't forget me > once I'm inside... > and once I'm in > it'll be a while before > I cum out...

242 Words
As my first official non-poem blog I thought I'd say something profound, or write about an interesting topic or event that has occured in my life; but alas my mind went completely blank as soon as I sat down to write. Go figure! :p Oh well. I guess I will just share some useless information and blabber about nothing until I think of my something or until I run out of nonsense. lol Did you know that there is a study out there that states that men who are born with a low birth weight are less likely to marry? Hmm.. I wonder if that only holds true to men.. And did you know that on average the american women takes 55 minutes a day getting showered, dressed and groomed? What are they doing in there? jeeze.. I'm a chick.. and it takes 5-10 minutes to shower 5 minutes to dry off and get dressed and 10 minutes for hair and makeup.. that adds up to 25 minutes hmm.. and that's giving myself time to dawdle.. guess I'm not the average american women, and I'm completely okay with that. On avera

Gf
I hope that i dont Break any hearts here.. doubtfully.. But i have a gf. I shouldve been with this chick back in highschool. but things happen.. I hope it works out.. but if not.. then I think I might go gay.. not really.. Im just tired of Doing this dating thing..Ill get a mail order bride

Life
how can life be so confusing? it feels like the worlds spinning around me so fast that i just get dizzy and wander lost until there is nothing but darkness and i cant see the light. not knowing whats around the next corner, where every course of action leads to the same result, just darkness. i dont know what i should do, but i definatly know what i shouldnt do, and for now, that will have to be enough.

A Guy
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Love
Love is a special thing You should hold on it forever Do not take love for granteed To say you love someone You should mean it But when I say I love someone I mean it If you do not say it that means I do not love that person So if you say that You love someone Think about it first If you say that you love that someone But until then do not say that you love them until you mean it

A Note To Tawnya The Love Of My Live
Take my hand my sunshine, I wish to help you along. Just knowing there are two of us can help to make you strong. I know life seems unfair and sometimes gets you down, but know that I am here for you I will always be around. So set a day aside and together we will walk down all your troubled pathways,for it helps sometimes to talk. If you should need some time to do this on your own, then I will be here waiting since you wish to be alone. I guess I want to say that I hold our Love dear. And if you ever need me just reach out,cause I am here. In Love Rudi

Its Cold!
Well, winter is here! It's colder than a m$%^^ f%^#@!! lol! I love this time of year though. its the time when you snuggle with your significant other. You are closer to their ear and you can whisper how wonderful they are and how you love and appreciate them. Do yourself a favor, don't wait once a year to do that. Do it every day, every night. Let them know life is better with them than without them. Remember why you fell in love in the first place. It will keep things in perspective, I promise. God bless everybody on here and Merry Christmas! Sincerely, Chris

Feeding The Need
(Wow, two in one morning. I was averaging writing five or so of these a month.) Has it ever dawned on you what really gets people into trouble? The answer is simple - sex. Why do we live? Eventually, we want to procreate. We want to bring kids in the world, live vicariously through them, watch them do things we always wanted to do but couldn't because we were too old, too scared, too unsure... Sex feels good, either on the physical side which explores the warmth of another person's touch or the explosive rush of energy and tension of muscles caused by a mind-blowing orgasm, or on the emotional side, feeling connected with a partner and melting into them, becoming one. Either way, the concept of getting one's stick wet seems to have more cons than pros... As a man, we constantly fight an uphill battle to have our needs met without being accused of having an agenda ("You only want me because you want to screw me") or being forever mislabled ("I love you like a broth

Mental Masturbation
Seep deep into every crevice of my head, Fill it with thoughts of us screwing in bed, I see you sucking me, enjoying me, engulfing my imaginaton! This lustful, sinful thought is what I call mental masturbation Taking my brain to heights and all the nerve endings tingle I'm excitingly back to the days when I am single Mental Masturbation makes my head spin, Mental masturbation is a totally unnoticable sin, So I pretend to sit at my desk at work, But the truth is mental masturbation is drivng me beserk No one knows, I'm 900 miles away In a lustful fantasy land reliving our Rendezvous from the other day. Sweet Mental Masturbation My Love!!

Healing Better Now
feeling good too... i'm sooooo excieted about this shoot. i just cant wait to see NY again. especially at christmas time!!! i'll be getting into the city early on Wed & be meeting a good Friend i havnt seen in over a year as We both missed FetCon this year. He & i will be spending the day together shopping & eating like tourists then i'll be staying at the marrott near His place out of the city for the night before heading into brooklyn for my shoot the next morning. the next couple days will be staying with PD between shooting with Him for www.hardtied.com & www.infernalrestraints.com it really is too bad He isnt produceing insex anymore i really think i would have liked to experiance all that... not to sound ungreatful at all, i really cant believe how incredibly blessed i have been to have so many amazing opportunitys available to me. so after finishing the shoot Fri will be heading out to Paddles for the eveining which usually ends up out to breakfast the next morning before sleepi

Your Self Demise
I see through the eyes of the angel See whats ripping you apart You lie to yourself, fall before your heart You're weak, defenseless, against your own emotions You'll die in the awakening of your truth Cant bear to see it, you have no acceptance This is your life, that you crumble under Blind by what you want to be right Set up, a vision of dishonesty No loyalty, faint of heart To kill you now Would be the highest of ignorance is bliss Your pain tells it all You cant hide it, never could Only a matter of time until it comes full circle Even then, you'll want to hide But you cant...because this is you All you, all the time Until death does do you apart

Holiday Hectic
~The hustle the bustle, and of course i have already scolded those whom would disregard those around them for a simple gift ( after all if we got everything we wanted all the time... cliche as it is ... we still would not be happy.. what we seek lies only subtly in monetary gain, financial security leads to possibility.... and i'm not talking xbox 360 though yes i want it, i can wait though ;-) ). What about those who are working to get you out the door with those purchases? I've said it every year and i will as long as this mouth and these fingers work. People... please please stand up for the customer service worker! There are times i am appalled at how people treat those who are working. The cashier has no power.... and no, when things change as quickly as they do around the holiday season they aren't going to know everything right off the top of their head especially if they are seasonal. Now deal with the picky sup

"no Bravery"
James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sky. It's another fam

Tomorrow
Tomorrow would have been one and a half years and instead it is a day of sorrow and tears. A day to mourn the loss of two great loves, one from here and one from up above. My mind plays photographs of kisses long ago and of a history that no one else knows. Butterfly kisses in the middle of the night and angels singing songs in the twilight. Depression fills this cold, void heart longing for revival and new light, but nothing is their and nothing helps, except to cry and then to leave it all inside. Lock it away, I do not care, fight this sorrow and these tears. Were pyramids built with bricks of love? No so why should I be such a dove? My soul is weak no longer can I fight now I must let my heart take flight. Run away, go and hide and dream once more of the summertime. In all this darkness I then hear your voice a I surrender without any choice. For I know you as you know me and nothing else can help me see. Your voice in darkness clears my mind and nothing else is left behind.

Bisexuality
Bisexual was a term originally used in referance to hermphrodites.It is now a term used for those who are physically,romantically,or sexually attracted to those of the same sex as themselves as well as the opposite sex(I got this info from websters online dictionary,wikipedia and encyclopedia britanica)So technically I could've dropped the curious from my old screen name ...hehehe

Lovers Code
LOVERS CODE There goes the very breath of me like untangling a mystery To put it all in heated rhyme What would be our first time The visions are cloudy, not quite clear you pull me in, I draw you near A tender kiss, shy and seeking opening your eyes, you catch me peeking For though the light is low and dim a sight you are for me to skim But lips are far more inviting hearts pound, so very exciting The ignition of passion and desire flare within and tauntingly inspire soft caresses and more kisses tender yielding all in sweet surrender Unhurried hands probe and explore every gasp a request for more Each moan a striving goad spoken fluently in lovers code Encompassed in a fevered embrace journeying to that sweetest place Where minds and bodies mesh entwined two souls become one and joyously bind Soft pale flesh against smooth taut skin a knowing smile returning a devilish grin The push within, a craving fulfilled pure satis

Wolf Fondation
http://groups.msn.com/SaveTheWolvesFoundation/newwebpage.msnw Of all the animal spirits, the wolf is probably the most misunderstood, feared and hated. Tales of evil and terror regarding them have been around for centuries, and yet there has never been any documented or confirmed attacks or killings of a human by a healthy wolf. They have been hunted, trapped and brutally killed to the point of extinction for many breeds and others are highly endangered at this point in time. Many say the howl of the wolf is eerie, lonely, terrifying, etc. I find the howl a beautiful song of joy and communication between these animals. Each howl contains a message -- to a mate or the pack. Sometimes it is, simply, a song of joy and celebration of spirit. Contrary to many beliefs, the wolf is a friendly, social, loyal and highly intelligent animal. They are very "family oriented" and live within certain rules and rituals. If you relate strongly to the "Spirit of the Wolf" you are v

Horny Test
You scored as Super Horny. You are extremly horny. A little too much for your own good. Don't let it take control of you, try to keep those hormones in check ;) Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny63%Very horny56%Normal Horny50%A little horny25%Not horny6%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

English Quiz
Advanced You scored 92% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 60% Expert! You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 0% on BeginnerYou scored higher than 99% on IntermediateYou scored higher than 0% on Advanced

Darkened Path
Walking along the path you built, Searching for the life you lost, Darkened skies and greystone cobbles pave your way. Stumbling and picking yourself up again and again, Stopping to wonder if life is worth finding but you always continue on. Sometimes you get the courage to look back. All you see are corpses rotting away. Almost choking, nearly gagging, riddled with guilt, The life you lost you threw away, not caring at what expense or cost. Not caring what others think, do or say. You push past them all, trudging along, unknowing if you or they are sane. Over your shoulder you hear a familiar voice call out in agony. Unwilling now you are forced to go on. Cursed, it seems, you find that you have the Midas Touch but twisted to ensure all you touch dies and decays.

Love...hate
Life, death, love and hate! The stars alone tell the stone cold truth! We all live a short time here and before you know it it is to late! Darkness falls and bugs crawl! Soon to have a feast! Suns up! Skins burning, cover up cover up or you'll be crisp! Lovers here lovers now sweet hatred it can be! Is this a world full of people or is all this a twisted ruse? At night you hear the spirits warn you! You hear the world stop and then there before you is the beast. You run helter skelter in the night. The wind warns you whispered and hissed. The pain that we endure is it all that there is? Is it all that can be? Pain hate anger love. That is what we carry. Prey down the alley, sweet and juicy. Caught up in your lover/prey's arms. The choice is yours. Do you love? Hate? Feel the pain? Or let your anger surge?

From A Friend To Me/feedback Is What I Want On How You Feel Bout This
Courtesy of my friend Maria Milagros. Apparently this appeared in "The Washington Post" some 13 years ago. It was written by a black woman for black women, but it could just as easily apply to women of any color. Women want most to feel secure in a relationship; men want to be respected. If we could all take that to heart...men and women...we might just see the trends toward more divorces, more dysfunctional families, and more aloneness in this country broken. As the apostle Paul said in his letter to the church at Rome: For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you. Romans 12:3 The Washington Post By: Joy Jones Have you met this woman? She has a good job, works hard, earns a good salary. She went to college, got her master's degree; she is intelligent. She is personable, articulate, well-read, intereste

Some Funny Shit, That Just Happend!!!
ok this is some really funny shit here. ok i got on yahoo minding my own business then this stupid ass 30 somethin yr old man came at me with some off the wall stupid ass shit!!! anyways the whole retarded ass yet very hilarious conversation is below for all of my friend and fellow cherries to enjoy and have a laugh, ya gotta luv stupid people im tellin ya! insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:14:27 AM): hey insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:14:35 AM): have fun last night? insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:14:56 AM): hahahahaha you like that shit? insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:15:07 AM): thats some funny shit huh? insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:15:21 AM): can you turn that shit off? insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:15:34 AM): hahaahaha pretty fucking funny huh? insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:15:52 AM): I'll stop it in about 2 hours ok? insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:15:58 AM): lmfao insertn5@sbcglobal.net (1/2/2007 12:16:19 AM):

Blow Job Etiquette
Blow job Etiquette ( By a woman ) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule#5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get' it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" -get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue balls" might have worked on high school girls- if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic ha

Story
MY FRIEND WAS COMING HOME FROM WORK LAST NIGHT. WHEN HE THOUGHT SOMETHING HAD HAPPENED TO HIS BRONCO.CAUSE HE STARTED TO SWERVE ON THE ROAD. HE STOP TO CHECK THINGS OUT AND DIDN'T SEE ANY THING WRONG. SO HE WENT HOME.WHEN HE GOT HOME HE HAD GOT A FLASH LIGHT SO HE COULD TAKE A BETTER LOOK. HE HAD A BIG DENT BEHIND THE WHEEL ON THE BRONCO.WITH A CLOSER LOOK HE HAD FOUND OUT HE GOT HIT BY A DEER.THAT WOULD OF SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I'VE HIT A DEER BEFORE BUT I HAVE NEVER GOT HIT BY A DEER. LOL

Up On A Pedestal
I'm not sure how to start this or even where I am heading with it. We'll see.... I've made a few observations during my time here. We all do it to an extent... we develop an interest in someone. There is a certain spark that intrigues us about another. We look for it in pictures or comments that are mutually left. Perhaps we have even instant messaged back and forth or maybe just maybe talked on the phone. But there is a concept here that I'm sure is the subject of many masters thesis and if it isn't it may just become mine... Have you noticed that we tend to build up our e-friends just a tad bit? The internet allows people to build an on-line persona one that is apart from our "real" lives. Heck, CT even has a police department to investigate the fakers. And on top of that you can not go onto the next level until you have your verified salute picture posted. Some are teachers, others rock stars, or business (wo)men, sports icons, models, my goodness I've encountered people

Computer.....
Well, after going without my computer for about 3 weeks....I am SOOOOOOOOOO happy!! She stopped cooperating with me, yet again and went in to see the doctor....I guess he got her a little bit better, although the main reason I took her in doesn't seem to be fixed, which sucks, but at least I can work around that part. Anyway...I'm sooo happy to be back...YAY!!!

I'm Putting This In My Blog Rather Than A Bulletin
considering at most only 2 or 3 people read my bulletins at a time anyway compared to how many read my blog.lol. IVE MADE MAJOR CHANGES TO MY PROFILE! :-) SOME THINGS NEW, SOME THINGS GONE, AND SOME THINGS STILL THERE. ITS A DEFINITE IMPROVEMENT IF YOU GO CHECK IT OUT PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND/OR MAKE SOME SUGGESTIONS TO MAKE IT BETTER. OH YEAH, THANKS!!!! :D I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS AND ANYONE READING THIS WHO ISN'T. LOL. MWUAH!

Friendship Hurts
(About no one at this site) Why does friendship have to hurt so bad? Why do people think once your back is turned it is okay to talk about you? Why is it that friends side with people you hate just to make themselves look better? Why does friendships stab the heart like a dagger? Why does being friends with someone have to destroy your heart? Why can't beign friends with someone be good enough? Why do some people want you to change to be what they want you to be? Why does friendship bleed? WHY DOES FRIENDSHIP HAVE TO DESTROY WHO YOU ARE? WHY DOES FRIENSHIP MAKE YOU WANT TO DIE? WHY........DOES.........IT.........MAKE..........YOU..........WITHER.........AWAY........IN............THE..........DARKNESS???

Stella Awards
Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States This years "Stella Awards" winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000. by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Robertson's son. 5th Place (tie): 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000 and medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr. Truman apparently didn't notice there was someone at the wheel of the car when he was trying to steal his neighbor's hubcaps.

The Essence Of Survival
"Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed… every morning a lion wakes up. It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death. It dosn't matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle… when the sun comes up, you'd better be running."

A Tear A Laugh A Kiss In The Night
A laugh, A tear, A kiss in the night, You're there, You're here, Such a beautiful sight, A love we can share, Forever and more, My heart is for you, The one I adore, A true feeling of hope, Strenght and forgiveness of sins, I'm by your side through thickness and thins, I vow to hold your hand when things are tough, Nothing can tear us apart nothing is ever enough, I love to see you smile at me, Treat me like your queen, Our love is Up, Down, Anywhere in between, And so with words of caring and words of love, I hope you feel the feelings I speak of, My wish is that you don't deny of the things speak, For if you do there will tears running down my cheeks, A laugh, A tear, A kiss in the night, Hold me, My dear, And let our love take flight.

Can Any Help Me With This
i'm looking for someone to help me make a skin for my page and i need some help with it i have a pic that i want to use and i know how i want it to look so if you know how to make skins on here plz write me back i thank you and have a greatday.

Party Time
hey everyone tonight is a good night, im kicking back with a sexy red head who is my best friend and a really cute guy.getting blasted.There are certain people on here that think im such a prude.ha, may come to some sort of surprise to you but baby im bi....although you guys are cute on here i will say there is no comparison to a hot woman.So to the one who insulted me last night and attacked my computer with a melicious virus because I turned his ass down, eat your heart out and draw your own conclusions.To my buddys i love you.Deb I love ya.I am back with a vengence!!!!!!!!!!! Eat Puss people!!!!kisses does your body good..yum :)

It Can Be Done!
Okay, People. Wanted to share something with you all. I'm going to briefly tell you about one man's journey to become fit and healthy. At the tender age of twenty-six, Dustin was unable to walk more than few paces without being entirely out of breath. Taking those few steps would make his back and legs ache. You see, over the years, his muscles had atrophied... Dustin's wake up call came in the form of scales. Not your everyday scales, mind you. We're talking scales that are used to weigh semi trucks at weigh stations and truck stops. Four hundred and seventy-five is a hard number to swallow. Looking at the slip of paper with that damning number printed on it, Dustin knew he had to do something. He started off extremely slowly. He could barely walk. He's at two hundred and eighty now. That leaves him eighty pounds to lose. That's one hundred and ninety-five pounds since October 25, 2005. To all of you who have given up, don't. Get up and go again! It c

My Angel And Friend
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's down deep inside and in you, I'll always confide. Thanks for

A Smurfy Question Finally Answered
The Smurf Orgy It’s time to tell the truth about Smurfs. You see, Smurfs are a lot like other folks; they have dreams and ambitions, deep, thoughtful conversations with each other, and good and bad times. “But,” people ask, “do Smurfs have... you know... sex?” The answer is an emphatic and resounding yes! And why shouldn’t they? They’re people, too. What most people don’t know is why Smurfs are blue. Well, the reason is because Smurfs only have sex once a year. Face it: if you had sex only once a year, you’d be blue, too. Once a year, in the Smurf village, flags and banners fly happily in the breeze, proclaiming that the day of the annual Smuckfest has arrived. Birds sing and the Sun comes out to watch, despite the weather-Smurf’s direst predictions. I guess good ol’ Mr. Sun is a voyeur. In the middle of town, Papa Smurf gives a brief speech explaining the origin of the Smuckfest; how Dr. C. Everett Koop came to the village and warned all the Smurfs about AIDS. Pa

So I Bought Stuff
Yep, went to the Mens Warehouse with intentions of getting only a suit and some casual stuff. Figured 500 bucks. So 1200 dollars later i can say, damn im gonna look good lol. Discovered the new mach 3 power razor. Omg I love it, guys its worth the 10 dollar for it. Man makes shaving so easy and so much closer then before. Spent 400 on grocerys as well, and another 100 on some stuff for my girls. It was all in all a expensive but fun day!!!!

To All The Great Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, Have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable And able to run on diet coke and leftovers, Have a lap that can hold four children at one time, Have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything With only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "S

Spirituality
What happened to my stability I ran so far so futily Instantly vanished from nothing Yeilding that which cannot be I cannot escape a tendency To bathe in pure infancy Different breathes of mortal land Leaving nothing for my hand Mutated metaphysical genes Yeilding that which cannot be Feet planted firmly to the ground Even when i'm not around I suck it down deep within sin Down to marrow wrapped in skin Time stays still yet mind forgets Reaching out where nothings left Reaking order from somewhere else Twisting visions of myself Let me go and leave me be I'll not concede to misery Take your hate in all it's glory This is the end to a tainted story

Friends With Benefits
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your CherryTap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits"

Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. bye Susan Du Four

Comments
I know everyone has heard the expression. If you can't say nothing nice don't say anything at all. Well the same goes for leaving comments. If ur gonna be mean .Leave my page alone. I don't be mean when I view ur page. Fuc*in grow up. Thanks for hurtin my feelings.

Round 3 In My Tattoo Contest...any Takers?
I am looking to open round 3 in my ink contest tomorrow...Friday Feb 23rd if I have at least 10 entries by then and I have 9 at the moment...anyone else have any ink they would like to show off and see if they can get a big pimpin gift by winning?

The More I......
The more I talk to you The more I like you The more I like you The more I want to be with you The more I want to be with you The more I miss you The more I miss you The more I love you The more I love you The more it hurts I don't have you

Froma Lady Friend
Dear Tide: I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I have used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well that the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband. What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you,

Untitled
I look back At what I had And it amounts to nothing How I wanted to hold you in my arms But never could How I wanted you to look at me In the same way But never a glance So I turned my head And then I gave up But then I saw a glimmer A little sliver of hope A ray of perfect sunshine So I looked up And there you stood Elegant and beautiful Like always But all I have is dreams Fantasies to play back in my mind You have no idea how much You’ve already helped me Just by being you Through those long days A simple thought that saves me from insanity You make me want to be A better person And for that I’m eternally grateful So I will wait And stand there with my head up Waiting for my angel To look again And smile

Horoscope
Libra (Sept. 23 - Oct. 23)-- Let the games begin! Libra will try anything once. Twice to make sure they liked it. Three times to be absolutely sure. Do not touch a Libra's head during oral sex...that may work with an Aries, but not here. Libras LOVE giving oral - They LOVE getting it , too. But don't feel like they get enough...too bad, because they sure as hell are getting enough of everything else. They will buy toys to make YOU use it on THEM. Libras are mental creatures that believe in living and fulfilling fantasies that they haven't done in real life...which is rare because they have done almost EVERYTHING. They have no problem sploshing. To them, sitting in a pie COULD be fun. Porn? Bring it on! Sex, video AND food? ALRIGHT! They are heavily exhibitionistic by accident. They are accident prone, they lose bras, underware, condoms....they also accidentally end up in bed with people. Amazing how THAT works! They like to cross dress. Both sexes do this quite well, actually. Male

Birth Control
THE DOCTOR THAT HAD BEEN SEEING AN 80-YEAR-OLD WOMAN FOR MOST OF HER LIFE FINALLY RETIRED. AT HER NEXT CHECKUP, THE NEW DOCTOR TOLD HER TO BRING A LIST OF ALL THE MEDICINES THAT HAD BEEN PRESCRIBED FOR HER. AS THE YOUNG DOCTOR WAS LOOKING THROUGH THESE, HIS EYES GREW WIDE AS HE REALIZED SHE HAD A PRESCRIPTION FOR BIRTH CONTROL PILLS. "MRS. SMITH DO YOU REALIZE THESE ARE BIRTH CONTROL PILLS?" YES, THEY HELP ME SLEEP AT NIGHT." "MRS. SMITH, I ASSURE YOU THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IN THESE THAT COULD POSSIBLY HELP YOU SLEEP!" SHE REACHED OUT AND PATTED THE YOUNG DOCTOR'S KNEE. "YES, DEAR, I KNOW THAT. BUT EVERY MORNING, I GRIND ONE UP AND MIX IT IN THE GLASS OF ORANGE JUICE THAT MY 16 YEAR OLD GRANDDAUGHTER DRINKS...AND BELIEVE ME, IT HELPS ME SLEEP AT NIGHT." YOU GOTTA LOVE GRANDMAS!

Naughty Girl
Naughty Girl So how was your day? he asks me. I reply It was ok. Nothing very eventful happened. hmmm, it looks like something happened..you are alittle flushed. What have you been doing? See something on Cherrytap again that got you all heated? He asks. stumbling because he can see so much about me and it is alittle uncomfortable and terrifying that he can read me so well Umm nothing much I just was looking at some pics..I reply Yeah and were they naked pics? hmm have you been a naughty girl? he asks I did see some sexy pics today and yes they turned me on..is that so bad? No he replies but what did you do when you saw these sexy pics? he asks me Did you touch yourself? Did you play with that sweet pussy of yours? Were you a naughty girl? I think you were. Come over here as he draws me over to him. I am not sure what he has in mind. Am I in trouble? for just looking at someone else's yummy parts? He grabs my butt and pulls me toward him. And grinds his

Lmao
Sex Advice From A Friend Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, ey

Suicide
Hey friends, I'm sorry I have not been around in almost a week. Last Friday morning a friend of mine for almost 15 years took his own life. I'm still not ready to go back to work or do any of the normal things that I do. I'm still trying to adjust and cope. I'm sorry if I have not answered your email or comments. In addition my voice mail (if you have my number) is full so if you call you cannot leave a message. I just don't care to listen to my messages or take any calls right now. I'm sure you understand. Love ya, Jason

From A Talented Friend
I'm frustrated beyond belief with my daughter today she doesn't understand me, though I've tried every way I've explained all the rules and the way for respect but she dwells on some agenda, her only mindset she will come up and ask me for the hundreth time if she can do something, see someone, I'm blind I wish I was deaf, if only she'd see but that is the problem, understanding me she does have her issues and she's now a teen and when she doesn't hate me, she thinks I'm just mean I've tried to reason, I've tried to bribe but she can't understand me, instead she'll just sigh it's a part of her being that I'm trying to change so that she'll enjoy life, have fun, for a change if only you knew her, so innocent inside the perfect hostage to a predators lies so I try to protect her, in every way and I can say she's safe, at least, today so I'm frustrated and it's just how things are and probably will be, as long as there's stars as long as there's stars..........in th

The 19th Is Fast Approaching.
Well I am going in Monday the 19th at 6am for surgery. I will be there for 3 to4 days they said. If anyone wants to know how I am doing add my b/f to your friends. His link is in my page. He will post a bulletin once he gets home monday evening. He will let my friends know how things went. Hope to be talking to you all again soon after that. And thanks for the love you have showed to me. LilDevil

Sealed With A Kiss
Sealed With A Kiss by Rima Darkstar Sealed with a kiss, tied up with a rose; And as you are reading, my love for you grows. When we are apart I feel the pain; But as you come near, I am happy again! You know, sometimes myself I even amaze When searching for a chance to in your eyes gaze. And now you are finished reading this prose That's been sealed with a kiss and tied up with a rose.

More To Come
Well, here goes. I have been through alot in my life. Currently, An ex of mine that liked to use me as a punching bag is trying to find me. Lucky me. I just moved out in my own apartment. Ended an 11 year relationship & lost a dear friend of mine to a heart attack. I tried to meet a friend & hoped it to be more but I made a mistake, he either wasn't ready or not interested. Thats ok, such as life I always say! Lose in love..........always!

Just To See
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left,to live my life, Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to when they're bored. Send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did....because you are my friend. First I liked you, Then I loved you. Now I'm afraid to lose you. If I don't get this back I guess you're not my friend

Next
lives that are just as bsd as mine probably , lol i know worse. did you notice the skip in the day? WORK we got a 77 today, tell you anything and we are the busiest rastautant in town lol. probably pity points till we fall in river lol Anyway that's what started the bad day. my manager is wonderful, she has the most strength and faith as anyone i have ever met. She has been manager here for 18 yrs, she is the life of the place. She recently had a job offer and turned it down. She knowa she is the sucess of this restaurant and can't bear to see it go down, which it will when she leaves. It's her baby. Which brings this to me. I was living in a shelter when i started working here. She found me a place to live in 1 day when she found out the situation. As she has done on a few other occations when i needed help. I have repaid her, not in the tenfold I wish to, pray for her when I know she needs prayer She is hurting, her life is a million times worse than what

Oracion Al Cristo Del Calvario
Que bueno seria , Padre Mio, poder estar entre aquellos que te aman por ti mismo. Poder estar entre aquellos que soportan tu ocultamiento porque les importa mas confiar en ti que entenderte...entre aquellos que no intentan encerrar a Dios en sus deseos, sino solo inclinarse ante su infinitud Que bueno seria, Padre Mio, estar entre aquellos que mantienen tu alabanza aun cuando estan destrozados, entre aquellos que saben renunciar a lo accidental porque quieren ser libres para lo esencial, entre aquellos que se reconcilian con las preocupaciones de este mundo , porque han oido la llamada del Amor.. En esta tarde, Cristo del Calvario, vine a rogarte por mi carne enferma, pero al verte, mis ojos van y vienen de tu cuerpo a mi cuerpo con verguenza. Como quejarmede de mis pies cansados,cuando veo los tuyos destrozados? Como mostrarte mis manos vacias, cuando las tuyas estan llenas de heridas. Como explicarte a ti mi soledad, cuando en la cruz alzado y solo estas? Como

My Sex Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Capricorn, Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hook Ups ????
4.12 I would like to write some erotic stories about the hook ups that may have happened with any of the members of Cherry Tap. If any of you have met another member of Cherry Tap and have become very intimate because of your chance encounter here on CT ... tell me about it. Tell me what lead up to your meeting in person and then how your evening together actually went... OK? Send me an email to: cleavage_36d@yahoo.com

My Dad And Stepma
Today I got a letter from my dad and my stepma.They have decided to adopt my oldest son and give him a stable home in which he will be able to grow up in.My oldest son his name is Cory has been bounced around a few times in the last few years.Nothing that I am proud of but also I had no control over the siyuation either.But I cried when I read the letter enclosed with the court papers.My dad and stepma have unconditional love and I know that my son will be taken care of and get the attention and love he needs as a growing boy.Even though my parents nor my son will ever be on cherrytap I just wanted to give them credit where credit is due.And yes I thanked them with my whole letter as I signed the papers handing my son over to them.Good luck dad and ma...Love your daughter...

Do The Maths
A mathematician named halls Had some extremely small balls, And the square of their weight, Plus his penis, times eight, Was two-thirds of four-fifths of fuck-all! The mathamatician Van Blecks devised an equation for sex, he proved a good fuck Isn't patience or luck, But a function of Y over X. A mathamatician called Glum, devised an ingenious sum, ten jerks of his cock, and two women to fuck, equals one point two ounces of cum

Thinking Of You
Hi OK :)..Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......TH

First Blog
well my friend munk got me in here. so lol i guess you all owe it to him that im here. i dont really know what to say here in my first one. but i guess i can say if there is anything you all would like to know about me just ask way. im a pretty open book. so anyway thats my first blog. lol. hit me up with your questions or comments. keep it real and peace out.

Good Guys/ Bad Buys
You know all my life i hear this crap about girls only like bad boys, nice guys never get the girl. Well guess what the same about guys.. they rather the gold digging bitch over the good girl that wants to help them and will always be there for them. im so sick of this. why is there always this double standard shit?

Why I Have Not Been Around
Sorry everyone i have not been around. The reason being is i currently lost a close friend. I will be attending the funeral today at 1:30 p.m. Thanks to all my friends that have been there for me. Hopefully i will be back to normal soon! Love yah all Char

Odd Poem
Okay, here goes. Don't shoot me over the dumbness of this. This poem was turned into a rap song in a WWE themed dream I had last night (I am extremely weird I know) You think you know me? You know nothing I am the Raven Flying through the sky Hiding in the trees I do not aim to please I am the champion No matter whose waist The belt wraps around My eyes watch you As you think you know everything Then I laugh at your mistakes Once you feel the Bow You will learn I am the best in this town My wings will wrap around your skull And that is when you will know You have felt the wrath of the Raven

Lose
I lose my loved ones To some fucked up shit I'm always getting hurt Why do i go threw this My life's fucked up And i don't know why I swear to god I'm going to lose my mind. I cant take this pressure Thats here in my heart To many distinctive feeling but where do I start I need to get away From the things inside That in some way Keep eating me alive. I don't want to lose you Believe me its true. I cant let go Of the memorize I hold of you. I want you to know That the feelings in side I'm locking them up To never let them strive I miss the way you look When you look into my eyes The Hazel Tide It makes me want to cry This feeling inside It will never die Just know no matter what You'll always have my heart

Oh Please
Okay, when you see a picture of me in a gaypride themed shirt, I was only pretending to prefer women. Yes, you are right, I don't love women, I just haven't met you yet. Sure I was gay, but that changed the second I saw your half bald/half mulletted head with your sexy hardcore Motley Crue tshirt that has the sleeves cut off to show me your "pipes". Rock on, old dude, rock on!

What Kind Of Angel??
You scored as Angel of Guidance. You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance100%Angel of Prayer89%Guardian Angel86%Angel of Hope64%Angel of Good Fortune50%Angel of Death21%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Leave Of Absense
to all my friends and family. i have come to the conclusion i need to break away for a bit. there are too many reasons why...and it really doesn't matter..just know that my most positive thoughts are with each of you, and it has been a pleasure to meet you all.

Vacationing At Its Best
When one goes on vacation it for the mere result of getting a break from normal hum drum daily life. Well a week in Oregon for me was just that, time spent with an extremely dear friend and so far from hum drum, it was angelic. have never been happier from a one week vacation than this one. From hiking in Oswald State Park, watching American Bald Eagles fly around, seeing the smile on a face after a box of flowers arrive, to 10 seconds when walking through the door.... No one could ask for more. Can life be this simple, I believe it can. Now just a catalyst to propel me into this life, that's all I ask for,one simple catalyst.... I can surely handle this vacationing once a month, but I'm going to be a bit jealous on this one and ask for more, more that one week a month, so how does it come about??? Work, hard work, and I'm sure it will happen. I have fallen and can't get up, not that I want to get up, I want to feel this way for the rest of my life. Only the future will tell if this

Last Day
the most important people to you, 'excluding you kids',lover, friend ,spouse, slave,sibling, anyone close to you . who ever it is. is leaveing forever and you will never see them or here from them again. you have a moment left with them what do you say or do.think quickly. before the moments gone. the moments gone.they are gone. who all did u think of. you never know when this moment will come. should u now tell these people what u thought of for each of them and what you wanted to say or do.

I Have A Dream............
I have decided that cherrytap needs sorting out a bit, so i have decided i want to become a bouncer, i think i have all the skills needed, so i have contacted the management to offer my "skills" however, i feel i need support to assure my rise to power, so i am starting a campaign. The campaign will be called CUNT's, not reason for these letters, i just want to be able to say support CUNT's, if however you can think up some smart ass meaning for the letters, please let me know, as you clearly have far to much time on your hands i have lot's of stuff you can be doing, like cleaning out my goats. So till then i would just like to say thanks for the support i know i will get, and just remember, a vote for Rob, is a vote for CUNT's, thank you and good night.

I Wrote This... Let Me Know What You Think.
There was a time not long ago when i thought the stars could get any brighter nor the grass any greener. Today i look apon the same things and yearn for the brightness that once was. i yearn for the magical touch of you hand that makes my life complete.The soft feathering touch of your lips on mine. You brought the color back into my life and for that i have no regrets. i wish you love and happieness in all you do.Remember as life takes us on our paths that i will always love you.

Am I Asking For More Than I Deserve?
All I really want out of life is my forever love. I know...it sounds cliche and all that. I mean...is too much to ask to be loved as much as you love? I only want to be the sun that rises and sets on his world and to be the reason for the smile on his face. I want to be the one that can walk up to him at his worst moment and hold him and tell him that everything will be ok....and he believe me. I just want to believed in. I want someone that will pick me up and move me to solid ground when my world is crumbling under my feet. I want to feel like I am the only woman on the planet that can his day......and his night! I don't want to be the only person in his life....only the most important person in his life. I guess it is too much to ask to be accepted wholey for who and what I am. To be accepted and loved for my flaws as well as my good qualities. I often wonder if there is a "perfect" match out there for me. Someone to make me feel whole. To fill the voic in my heart and my soul. I ha

Celebrate The Simularities
The Most Important Thing is NOT to focus on the Differences, But Rather to Celebrate the Simularities. My friend Eugene left this as a user comment and I thought it was too beautiful not to share it with you.. Thank you Eugene.. I love it and it is perfect!!!

Dog & Cat Sitting For Roxy
tues,wed,thrus be at friends Roxy's appartment dog & cat sitting. Roxy & her brofriend just want get way for few days without phone ringing..lol. anyways..sweet dog...Roxy left lot food there for me choose what to eat. very nice she even asked me what I wanted to eat...wish I know she had food..i would of said no thats okay if you have food I just eat that at meals. so she got turkey, big crousants, cheerioes, Skin milk, & Cheese cubes & string cheese. lol sweet lady I took care of her mom betty for while when she was alive. She got real sick after the tribble by pass. She was ready for heaven. thought I'd let friends know I'll be done while. Hope all of you have great blessed beautiful week. Take care all, Hugsss much love ~Mary~

I'm On Cloud 9
I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love... So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did. My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one. I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it. I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence. *********UPDATE******************** I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness

The Fool
the fool step right up and see the show come all and see the clown his silly face and stupid glow all help to drag him down watch his antics, quite the fool this tragic show goes on face of paint helps keep his cool and hide his beaten frown she's got no time to give you no time for kind real words unspoken things ring so true for him they go unheard he's so good with excuses explains away the need eachnight he still refuses to see the things he's seeing alone and sad he paints his face puts on his bulbous nose a broken heart right in it's place beneath ill fitting clothes push the tent flap to the side make the entrance grand floppy shoes, bowlegged stride in candence to the band and when the crowd's departed crushed litter on the ground alone he sits downhearted the fool is still a clown jeffro

My Apologies
I just want to apologize to everyone that came by my profile between late last night and earlier today. It seems the background I had on here codes were changed by the person who made it to a very derogatory background and with some insulting comments to a member on CT. This is very childish that this guy did this. Anyone that truly knows me knows that I would not be a part of something like that. I am sorry that anyone had to see that crap! Susie

Need To Apologize
I need to apologize to you my friends i was involved in an accident a bad one and a person i tried to save did'nt make it. I have been in shock and disbelief. And i have'nt been here for my friends on cherry and i am so sorry. I realized just how in a split second our life can end and it scared me to think i would lose all of you. So i want you to know i love my friends on here and would do anything for you. When death is that close you realize how you have to live each day as if it where your last and to always tell the people you care about just how much. So i am telling you now i love and cherish my friends on here and i will be telling you guys this every day till you get sick of me. Stay safe my friends and know i love you. always and forever your friend Angel xxxxxxxxxxoooooooo

A Womans Worth..
When God created woman he was working late on the 6th day An angel came by and said: Why spend so much time on that one? And the Lord answered: Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her ?" She must be washable, but not made of plastic, have more than 200 moving parts which all must be replaceable and she must function on all kinds of food, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, give a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart and she must do all this with only two hands. The angel was impressed. Just two hands....impossible! And this is the standard model?! Too much work for one day....wait until tomorrow and then complete her. I will not, said the Lord. I am so close to complete this creation, which will be the favourite of my heart. She cures herself when sick and she can work 18 hours a day. The angel came nearer and touched the woman. But you have made her so soft, Lord She is soft", said the Lord, But I have also ma

Love Is A Choice!!!
I've been thinking a lot about the concept of love lately...What does it mean? Does it mean different things to different people? Why is it easier for some people to feel and to express it than it is for others? Love, for me, has always been a relatively easy emotion to come by, recognize and express. Granted, at times in relationships I may have confused lust or infatuation for love, or I may have given myself to someone undeserving of such heartfelt affection, but I don't consider my willingness to love a weakness. It just means that I've had my heart broken a couple of times, without regret. I always grew up knowing that I was loved. It was an emotion that was freely expressed in my home. Goodnight hugs were punctuated with an "I love you." Phone conversations ended the same way. I lived every day knowing that my mother loved me, and I her, even if we were apart or if we'd had a fight. I know that many adults did not grow up this way, and that saddens me. I can't imagi

Sick Of This Shit
ok for those who know what i have been thru the past few weeks and especially the past few days ...i have had alot to deal with yeah SOME people may think eh its nothing you will get over it in time.well ya know what go to hell!!!! have you ever had to love something so much and have it taken from you like in a matter of hours? well i have and for those who really do are thank you for still asking how things are goin thank you for wanting to be updated so as for the title to this blog....I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT !!!! and what i mean by that is some oif the so called friends ya think ya got. i have begun to notice that thre are so who you KNOW that care and then there are some who just pretend to care to make ya feel good ..well pardonm my french but FUCK THAT i am goin thru to much right now to hagve a bunch of fake concerns coming at me i have learned who my friends are and arent...to those who ARE thank you so much for being here for me this past week it has really meant alot

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Looking into her eyes is like looking into a mirror that takes me back in time. The same disobediant glare is refected as she begins to immitate and mime. There is nothing I can say to get through to her I know. She will continue down this path until the pain will radiate and begin to show. Then possibly she will come to me for help, for advice on where she has gone wrong. I'll then look at her, hold her close and explain that we all have to experiment to find out where we belong.

Friends
iTS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRiENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRiENdS BECOME STRANGERS... I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A buDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd... SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 fRIEndS...InCLUdING ME(IF U DONT WANT TO l0SE ME!)~ ____???_____???_____ __?_____?_?_____?___ __?______?______?___ ___?___________?____ _____?_______?______ _______?___?________ _________?__________ _______?___?________ _____?_______?____ ___?___________?____ __?______?______?___ __?_____?_?_____?___ ____???_____???_____ ~I MET U AS A STRANGA. I TOOK U AS A FRiENd. I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRiENdSHiP NEVER ENdZ!!.

A Painful Experience
Let me tell you what happen to me when I was 13. I was watering cotton here in the Rio Gand Valley of Texas when I notice a lot of the Texas Red Harvester Ants floating by in the ditch. Didn’t pay much attention to the ants I was busy keeping my water flowing down the mile long rows of cotton. I got stung on my legs by a couple of ants. No problem just brushed them off and went back to work. Soon I felt “tickling” sensation in my goring area so being out in the country I grab my crouch and you gust it wham I got stung on the tip of my penis. I screamed so loud my Dad heard me a ½ mile away. Down came my pants followed by my underwear. Got the ant crushed it with my fingers and fell into the ditch in throbbing with pain. Luckily the ants had floated by and were down stream of me. Dad drove up wondering why I was in the ditch with my pants and underwear down around my ankles. I told him what had happen. He was laughing so hard that he couldn’t help me out of the ditch that was on

To Be
Inspired by a true story... To be or not makes no matter In this life of smear and spatter a name by any other would sound the same To some it's serious to others a game No one knows the truth you see except for the liar and of course for me Should they win My name shall die and my family will be left asking the why They'll not win to this I vow My name I shall keep I don't care how It was good till now and will continue so The liar will fall this much I know So in this world of love and hate I the give and He the take Will champion my cause and win this war and clear my name as it was before

To Live With A Goal
To live with a goal A light at the end of the tunnel Purposes revealed This is Hope! To be without self-pity Forge ahead for living Savor life's rich rewards Remember your Hope! Listen to other's problems Show life's rich rewards Give others your trust and feelings Pass on Hope! Think fondly of fellow people Make amends for past wrongs Keep the light of lights in your heart Never forget Hope!!!

Communication Exam
Oh my Gods!!! I totally spaced out and forgot that I have my final exam today at 1pm in my communications class!! And here I am talkin' to all my cherry friends....I get so distacted sometimes. Especially when you people are so nice to me:) I hope I do well today. I only got a C+ on my midterm, it kinda bummed me out considering I have a 3.33 GPA. Then on the 9th my Algebra class start and once again (like my COM102) the 14 week class is jammed into 7 weeks...that's the way summer classes are....yikes!!! So I suppose I better finish up here and get some more studying in. Say a prayer,cast a spell, wish me luck....somethin' around 1pm ok....LOL Thanks Cherry friends :) Cheri

Come One Down And Kick It
(repost of original by 'DJ Reaper ~ Liquid Deceptions Owner ~ Irish Eyes CT Hubby' on '2007-07-03 22:44:28') (repost of original by 'Irish Eyes * Liquid Deceptions Co Owner * ¢¾ Reaper's CT Wife ¢¾' on '2007-07-03 22:45:06') (repost of original by '~~Dj BaByGiRl~~' on '2007-07-03 22:45:44')

Hahaha
i'm a little tipsy..so forgive any typos now( tho i'll try not to make any)...i went to the bar with some friends as an early 4th celebration hehehe get home and i see that i'm loved by people i'm not even sure that i know...its awesome...and then of course i'm loved by those i do know...you know who u are!...ur fucking awesome!... lets just say i dont get drunk often enough lmao...i wish i could...i should..i might... so i just thought i'd throw a little something something in here... ♥♥♥♥

A Request For Prayers And A Favor
I just want to ask everyone who reads this topray for my mother. Last week she was diagnosed with stage 4 small cell lung cancer. It is terminal and they don't think she'll have more than a year or so. Shes 47. I am not going to preach about not smoking because it's not my place. I've sucked down a bit of smoke myself between fighting fires and the occasional good cigar. All I ask is for any smokers and fire eaters get your blood tests done every few years just incase. If they do find something, maybe you'll be lucky enough to have caught it early.

Nextel Hell
Obtuseness and Technology don't mix Some time people don't use common sense god gave them. Case in point-- I'm on the bus just trying get home after a hard day at work but then it starts!!!! Let call person with the nextel_Bonehead. And the caller will be Dipshit..... Dipshit-beep beep---"yooooo where you at" Bonehead-beep beep---"on the bus" Dipshit-beep beep---"you coming back" Bonehead-beep beep---"yeeee" Dipshit-beep beep--"what happin to kritt yo" Bonhead-beep beep--"yo he tryed to rob this dude and got locked" Dipshit-beep beep--"that's F'ed up -dude see you? " Bonehead- beep beep--"naaayy" Dipshit-beep beep--"adggg#*&#@#(something no one can understand) Bonehead-beep beep--"What" Dipshit-beep beep-- "adggg#*&##@" Bonehead-beep beep--"i can't Dipshit--beep beep--_'yo you got any WEED (wait, hold it ,stop- how dumb is he asking about weed on a nextel. Anyone can HACK it. i can't tell you how here but you can google it) Bon

My Short List
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Djami
Two poems that inspired the composer Sorabji (who named two of his works "Djami" after the 15th-century poet, a piano work and later on one of his full-orchestra, solo and chorus symphonies) are translated on this webpage- http://www.h-net.msu.edu/~bahai/diglib/books/A-E/B/browne/year/year06.htm in about the same translation the composer used (in one case to head the score of the piano piece- "Be thou the thrall of love..." - but not spoken - in another, the symphony, the poem "In solitude, where Being signless dwelt" is sung. The 1928 piano piece has been recorded, was just listening to it yesterday. Also finally got started on LilyPond-converting the opening of the passacaglia (fourth of seven movements) of the 1964-9? fourth toccata by the same composer yesterday- let's see if I can do the whole movement... :) ) Just online for a couple of minutes, heading back to listening to a reconstructed masque and having breakfast... back on later though!

Who Is Icp?
Who is ICP? In the early days, Joe Bruce ("Violent J") and Joey Ustler("Shaggy 2 Dope") grew up in the nicer suburbs of Detroit, but were underprivileged. Bruce's mother was a janitor most of his childhood and went from one broken father to another. Both lived a childhood that is purely unbelievable and better left for those that read their book ("Behind the Paint") The Insane Clown Posse actually started out as these two with another rapper in a group called the Inner City Posse. Back then, they were at least trying to be a real street gang. After years of the hard life that went along with it, Violent J had this brainstorm, which he claims had come to him in a vivid dream explained in his book, of the whole Dark Carnival and the meaning and doing Six separate Jokers Cards. Over the years, they literally worked their asses off. From 1993 to 1997 when they got their second big deal with Hollywood Records, they spent their lives doing shows, hitting up

A Redneck's Letter To His Mother
Dear Mull, I am rightin' this here letter slow as I know ya cain't read fast. Me and my wife and the kids and 6 dogs went and moved last week. I took the house numbers with us so we don't have to do one of them there address changes. I got me a good job here. I finally got to be a pilot. I work for Daniel's Tree Service. They cut the wood and I pilot. Things here are about the same. We took Grandma to the doctor so she could get Grandpa some of them Viagra pills. She slipped them into his coffee so he wouldn't know. He went crazy. He grabbed her and ripped her clothes off right there in front of all us. He throwed everything off the table and kept taking her over and over again. Grandma said the sex was great but she is upset that the people at McDonalds said we couldn't come back no more. I went whorse back riddin' the other day. I'm lucky to be alive. That whorse took off and I almost fell off. I was hangin' on for my life and screamin' my head off. I don't know what I'd don

Yay!
I got my dermal anchor today thanks to Daron at Little John's. I love it now that it's in, despite the bruising. But let me tell you. If anyone is thinking about getting one of these done, don't let me deter you, but it hurts like hell. Or at least mine did. They have to go very slowly to work the anchor in and they have to press on it rather hard. I must say, as painful as my rook and industrial were, this hurt even worse. I mean holy shit it hurt. I didn't cry or anything, but I did mutter quite a few curses and was sweating profusely through the whole thing. Now I just have to give it 6 weeks then I can take the healing cap off and replace it with a gem or something. But as I said, please don't let this deter you, as it's a great piercing, and everyone feels pain differently. Tiffany

I'm Sorry......
Its a work in progress...Just wanted to write about how I was feeling I'm sorry I feel the way I do about you ...and for everytime you look at me you see someone less than friend. I'm sorry that I never seem to give up ...and you never seem to open your eyes. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough for you ...and the others you meet seem to be perfect. I'm sorry that I think about you ...and you only think about me when its good for you. I'm sorry that I would do anything for you ...and you do EVERYTHING for EVERYONE else. I'm sorry that we want the samethings ...but only you don't realize it. Most of all.... I'm sorry that you are missing out on me!

Another Naughty But, Fun One!! Nsfw!!!
so i woke up this morning hot and wet... dreams must have been good.. i needed to release some cum.. so i signed on to xpeeps and looked at some hot pussy and cock.. pulled out my toy and began to rub my wet clit..my nipples getting harder with each stroke on my clit... i was soooo hot i needed it to be in me.. so i grabbed my toy up and sucked some of my cum off of it... god, i taste soo good... i so wish i had some peeps with me i thought... well, i didn't so i just took my toy and shoved it deep into my tight waiting pussy hole.. the first thrust was amazing... i moaned sooo loud... goodness... the moisture is crazy... i began to pump in and out slowly at first .. pinching and squeezing my hard nipples...i pulled my toy out of my pussy and rubbed it on my breasts getting them sticky with my hot cum... then i sucked on it again while i fingered my budding clit.. i was so hot i need a tongue or a cock... none around soo.. i had to continue to fuck myself.. my toy back in my dripping

1985!!
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is

Aha
I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as you, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. the mold was truely broken the day you were made and i am glad i found you.

Bulletons About The Contest
UP THE PRIZES!!!!!!!!HELL YES BIGGER IS BETTER!!! The contest is going really well, and the sportmanship level has also been awesome....So im Up grading the Prizes and they will go as follows..... 1st 1 months VIP & a 7 day Blast 2nd Choice of Vip or 7 bay Blast 3rd a 3 day blast thats just a small portion of the bulleton that i posted about the contest im having.....Be sure to check it out.... Ive upgraded the prize pool...Ill also be handing out trophies to everyone who showed good participation....Your Fu friends in the contest and myself thank you. Have a wonerfu day!

Tired......
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Info
At times i post blogs for help to level someone up . It is to help someone gain a level . It is ok if you dont want to help , but if you do the favor will be returned :) During happy hour you will gain points very fast and depending on where you are , you could gain a few levels . There is a group called Shadow Levelers , and we have over 100 members . Check it out . And Thank you to all that have helped and are willing to help . SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar

False Friends
IT SUCKS WHEN YOU BELIEVE IN SOMEONE AND HAVE BEEN WILLING TO TRUST AND FOLLOW THEM ON FAITH. THAT IS WHY I AM HERE, I CAME FOR A FRIEND. NOW IT SEEMS I AM NO LONGER WORTHY OF THIS FRIENDS WORDS.WELL I WANT THOSE I HAVE GROWN TO KNOW HERE, I WON'T TURN MY BACK! FRIENDS MEAN SOMETHING TO ME NOT JUST WORDS........

Stop The Abuse
Plz fwd far and wide--~! Abuse thru the eyes of a child-..where would you hide..?? If u channel surfers can please sign in and rate this and add to favorites.. the 'abusers rights club' is trying to have it taken down.. of course 'silence is their control'. United in ending the violence

Real Floridians
Just incase any of you "ex" Floridians have forgotten! You know you're from Florida when..... "Down South" means Key West. "Panhandling" means going to Pensacola. Flip-flops are everyday wear. Shoes are for business meetings and church. No, wait, flip flops are good for church too. Socks are only for bowling. Orange juice from concentrate makes you vomit. Tap water makes you vomit. Sweet tea can be served at any meal. An alligator once walked through your neighborhood. You smirk when a game show's "Grand Prize" is a trip to Florida. You measure distance in minutes. You have a drawer full of bathing suits, and one sweatshirt. You get annoyed at the tourists who feed seagulls. You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five Minutes. All the local festivals are named after a fruit. A mountain is any hill 100 feet above sea level. A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store,but Eve

Roses
Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical. People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily! You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.What Rose Represents Your Love?

Clan Farquharson
Clan Farquharson of Invercauld is a HIghland Scottish clan. The clan hails from Aberdeenshire and is a member of the Chattan Confederation. Orgins of the Clan Farquhar-from the Gaelic word 'fear' and 'char' meaning 'dear one.' Fhionnlaigh-from the Gaelic 'fionn' and 'laoch' meaning 'bright warrior' The name derives its name from Farquhar Shaw, 4th son of Alexander "Ciar" Mackintosh of Rothiemurchus, 5th Chief of the Clan Shaw, who settled in the Braes of Mar, the source of River Dee. His descendants took the name Farquharson. 16th Century & Anglo-Scottish Wars Farquhar Shaw's son, Donald Farquharson, married Isobel Stewart, heiress of Invercauld, however, it was their son, Finla Mor who has become known as the first real Farquharson. He was killed during the Battle of Pinkie in 1547 ages 60, where he was the Kings Standard Bearer. As the army descended toward the sea he was killed by a cannon ball fired from one of the enemy ships. His body lies interred in the c

Shout Box Dick Of The Day
She did not like my MuMM comment in her MuMM. Her name is Ghetto and Proud. I don't remember the question. My comment was *thinks the ghetto must be a strange place* So of course, start from the bottom. And yes I got blocked. Ghetto And...: no prob dick! ->Ghetto And...: So now that you know everything, will you get off my box? Ghetto And...: u can tell that by just talkin to u Ghetto And...: and ur a dick Ghetto And...: cause ur not opened minded that is why ->Ghetto And...: Hahhahahaahaa...........! and you know this......how? Ghetto And...: that u are sheltered ->Ghetto And...: what is your point? Ghetto And...: huh u think the ghetto is a strange place?wow shelter!

What F@#ck Iam Doing On Fubar
hit-the-links, get-me something to drink// getting buzzed, droolin on jugs, going nuts and slamming bear mugs// new drunks sented, eyes tented// fine women. watch me grinnin with the room spinnin when bear bottle got nothing in-it// miss-bates, puts tits-in-ya face she kiss chicks-with aids, while iam shit faced idontknow whats a matter with this guy// i dont know whats going thru my mind// with this expensive wine// when i got the money in my palm chicks with nylons must be fucking up my mind with paul mason// by the time end of this song, u gonna ask what i am on.// view-my-heart-when iam pukin on 2 cars,// iam too-hard, when the computer-starts// i left my tools in the back yard// shit, what the fuck iam doing on fubar//

Who's The Boss?
For all my fellow dog lovers....these are so cute!! > Ten Peeves that Dogs Have About Humans > > 1. Blaming your farts on me....not funny...not funny at all !!! > > > 2. Yelling at me for barking. > I'M A FRIGGIN' DOG, YOU IDIOT! > > 3. Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. > Exactly whose walk is this anyway? > > 4. Any trick that involves balancing food on my nose. Stop it! > > > 5. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your > stuff up when you're not home. > 6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! > Whoooo Hoooooooo what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. > > > 7. Taking me to the vet for "the big snip", then acting surprised when I > freak out every time we go back! > > > 8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I > haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. > > 9. Dog sweaters. Hello ??? Haven't you noticed the

Inside Job
INSIDE JOB Whoever is happy will make others happy, too. --Anne Frank Anne Frank had good reason to be unhappy, full of fear, and deeply discouraged. Years of her life were spent in a small apartment hiding from the Nazis who wanted to destroy her and her family. Anne and her family were locked in a small room no bigger then a closet. In spite of the constant strain of being discovered and as Anne put it "taken out and shot", she had an attitude that can best be described as Angelic, seeing life as an adventure where happiness was the ruling monarch and Love was queen. Yet even in this little hiding place she had happiness. It was something she had inside which did not depend on what happened around her. She had riches of the heart. She had faith that kept her going. She had love and concern for her family and others, which made even a restricted life very rich with feelings. It is tempting to believe that we will be happy when we have something

Tessa
just to let ya know , if ya care lol, in an earlier blog , i mentioned i had a crush on some one and she had on on me and yes it was and still is tessa :) and i went to singapore during my vacation and she is the girl i thought and hoped she would be :)

I'm Done
I've placed my heart, back on it's shelf. Way up high, keeping it for myself. Having it hurt, is no small matter. But why do I feel, Bruised...and battered? I never ask for anything, never expect it either. This way the disappointment, goes much easier. I will go through life, all by my self. I'll keep my heart safe, up high on that shelf. Written:9-18-07 0135 Written By:Dreamcatcher

Look What Ever
I am soooo sick to gawd damn death of people and jealousy .... get over it! If you can't handle reading the stuff on my profile or have enough self worth to know whats right and wrong I dont want to know you .. sure this sounds bitchy and self centred but thats me ... like it or leave it ... if you go missing from my list dont hassle me or imma start to bite heads off.

Excert From The Prophet
Recently my neighbor lost her husband in Iraq along with three other Marines. Staff Sgt. Stock, Sgt. Yarbrough, Cpl Scripsick So young these men are that sacrfice all for our freedoms and for our country. I wish there families and loved ones peace and confort in a difficult time. A excert from the book The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran, You would know the secret of death. But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life? The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light. If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life. For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one. In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond; And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring. Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity. Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when

Jojo And Dean Bernal
Saving JoJo Thanks to his human buddy and a Canadian woman, a battered wild dolphin is becoming the poster child in a campaign to save sea mammals around the world Don Butler, The Ottawa Citizen PROVIDENCIALES, Turks and Caicos Islands - When he sleeps, which is far less than most mortals, Dean Bernal has a recurring dream. He is in the deep blue waters of the open Atlantic, surrounded by dolphins, sometimes as many as 100 of them. Together they sluice through an ancient underwater city, spinning and twisting in an exuberant celebration of movement and freedom. Dean can keep up because, in his dreams, he too is a dolphin. So convincing is the fantasy that he often holds his breath for three minutes or more as he dreams, just as he does during his free dives in the ocean. It's not hard to imagine Dean Bernal as a dolphin. His broad forehead, almond-shaped eyes and swept-back blond hair give his face the sleek angularity of a cetacean. His muscular legs and broad shoulders hint

Any One Know
Ok im at a delemma.... I have to be out of where i'm staying now and have no clue where to go........ So i write this..... Anyone know of a place that helps out guys? I dont have a job right now nor money and i want to stay close to Tiffin,Fostoria and Fremont Area... If u know of a place plz contact me...... Thanks Tongue.............

Full Info On Longhaired Men Contest!!!!!!
HOTTEST LONGHAIRED MAN ON FUBAR CONTEST BEGINS ON WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 3RD AT 7PM EST AND WILL RUN FOR A FULL 2 WEEKS ENDING ON WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 17TH AT 7PM EST. I WILL BE TAKING MORE ENTRIES UNTIL 5:30PM ON WEDNESDAY!!!! SO IF YOU HAVE YET TO ENTER AND WANT TO LET ME KNOW!!!!!! THE MORE THE MERRIER :D :D :D THE WINNER OF THIS CONEST WILL RECIEVE A 7 DAY BLAST SECOND AND THIRD DEPEND ON HOW WELL EVERYTHING GOES :) SECOND MAY RECIEVE A 1 DAY BLAST BUT AT THE LEAST 2ND AND 3RD WILL RECIEVE BIG PIMPIN :D :D :D :D

Still I Rise
Still I Rise You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a p

Bathtub Test...
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

****daddys Poem***
****DADDYS POEM*** this hit hard today-i needed this Body: Body: Body: Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. T

Love
You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

Lost Blogs
I spent the last two hours writing a very personal and informative blog. when I went to post it fubar told me that my session had timed out and then I losat the entire thing. it wasen't all that interesting, but it was very cathartic for me. it help me get thru some very difficult issues im dealing with.

Call Center
I was feeling a bit depressed the other day, so I called Life Line. I was put through to a 'call center' in Pakistan. I explained that I was feeling suicidal. They were very excited at this news and wanted to know if I could drive a truck or fly a plane...

Lost Love
You made me laugh you made me smile I looked forward to every little while I could't get enough you had me hooked the way you gave me those sweet little looks then the day came when you said goodbye your ex was back though you weren't sure why It hurt so bad all I did was cry my head was spinning I wanted to die I thought we hit it off well I guess I knew I had no chance in hell to be with someone who made me feel brand new you healed the hurt I'd been carrying around helped me pick up the pieces of my shattered heart on the ground I let you in let my guard down and once again my heart has drowned I fell in love it hit so fast how i hoped and prayed that we would last but as luck goes especially mine it came to an end and the healing will take time

Happy Fall
Got this from a friend ...When I read it I loved it and wanted to share with my other friends Hope you enjoy as much as I did Being a human being is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff-- including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see. This was passed on to me from another pumpkin. Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch. Happy Fall!

Icp's Hallowicked
So last night at work we had ICP's Hallowicked. Basically it's the biggest ICP concert of the year for those who don't know. Picture people from the ages of 17-22 running around with face paint and spraying Faygo pop all over the place. It was a sold out show, almost 3,300 people. You'd think it 3,300 people there would be some hot girls. Guess again. This was the bullshit of all bullshit. Being a bartender one of the perks is getting to flirt with good looking ladies. Last night, not so much. To make matters worse, ICP fans are the worst tippers ever. None of them have money. Bunch of broke asses. Not to mention the majority was underage. So I got to listen to shitty music all night, get soaked in nasty pop, look at ugly face painted freaks and not make any money. Sounds great, can't wait til next year.

My Awesome Job
I always dreamed of being in the music industry and now here I am! It is only the first step but being a customer service rep for musician's friend allows me to meet different musicians from all over the US and Canada. I have some awesome conversations which have pushed me forward towards my goal of being a promoter and learning guitar. I am also learning more every day about different music gear which I never before knew much about! I love my job even if it is only part-time. To counteract the PT status, I have an interview set up to become a substitute teacher for the K-6 grades which will be a blast! It pays fairly decent for one day of work and I may be able to be gone only while my son is at school. Another aspect of my customer service position is that the company is planning on going international which is what I specialize in during college classes. This means that there is definitely room for advancement which excites me tremendously! My waiting proved to pay off final

Friends
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