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The Sex Test...are You Up For It?
The Sex Test...Are You Up For It? The Sex Test...Are You Up For It? Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;). AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered

Dog & Cat Sitting For Roxy
tues,wed,thrus be at friends Roxy's appartment dog & cat sitting. Roxy & her brofriend just want get way for few days without phone ringing..lol. anyways..sweet dog...Roxy left lot food there for me choose what to eat. very nice she even asked me what I wanted to eat...wish I know she had food..i would of said no thats okay if you have food I just eat that at meals. so she got turkey, big crousants, cheerioes, Skin milk, & Cheese cubes & string cheese. lol sweet lady I took care of her mom betty for while when she was alive. She got real sick after the tribble by pass. She was ready for heaven. thought I'd let friends know I'll be done while. Hope all of you have great blessed beautiful week. Take care all, Hugsss much love ~Mary~

Asking
well i would like to know what u all think should i cut of all of my hair and dye it sume funky colour yeah i know this sounds crazy but guse what i am as crazy as u can get atm lol let me know what u think hehehe

Bike Wreck
I will not be on much for a while. wha involved in a bike wreck today, a woman in an Explorer ran a stop sign not 25 feet from in fromnt of me, Totalled the bike and did a number on me as well... road rash all up my left side and staples in my head and stitches in my ear hugs gonna take a while to recoup. I wanted to let my friends know I did not desert them. Roadie

Sorry
Well Hello to ya'll !! Man have I missed all my friends here. Sorry if I haven't replied to mails and comments or friend requests for a while now but I went home to upstate NY to be with my youngest daughter when she had her 1st baby. And Dallas Clayton Miller was born May 29, 2007, weigghing in at 7# 5 oz. and 20½ " long. Oh what a BEATIFUL baby he is !!! But then of course he takes after his grandma, so it's only natural that he would be such a cutie-pie. Hehehe. But oh you must check out my pics of him. Well anyways, I've been gone home to NY for 3 weeks now but i'm finally back . So I promise I will get back to each and every one of you as time permits with my busied schedule now that i'm home again. and , OH, Ny is so beatiful this time of year. Really hated to come back to Kansas but gotta do what ya gotta do, right ? But anyways, IM BACK ! So send me all that LOVE ya'll been savin up for me ! Show me ya missed me ! :))

You
Our life is on hold, Youve taken my pride, Your words are so cold, The loves died in your eyes, Please listen for once its hard to believe, You dont care anymore so you turn and you leave, You used to be every womens greatest desire, Now your the same as every other two timing liar, You can only be burnt so many times before you go numb, Take a look in the mirror are you proud of who you've become, One day you will look for me and I will no longer be there, All because when I needed you you never could show you cared, So the life that we had is over forever, No longer will our two hearts beat as one together.

Contract For Cohabitation
EXAMPLE CONTRACT FOR COHABITATION Articles of Agreement for Unmarried Cohabitation /Commitment made on this day of_____20__Between : 1. Name:____________________________________________ 2. Name:____________________________________________ 3. Name:____________________________________________ 4. Name:____________________________________________ 5. Name:____________________________________________ 6. Name:____________________________________________ Residence 1. Residing at:____________________________________________ 2. Residing at:____________________________________________ 3. Residing at:____________________________________________ 4. Residing at:____________________________________________ 5. Residing at:____________________________________________ 6. Residing at:____________________________________________ Date of Birth 1. Date of Birth:____________________________________________ 2. Date of Birth:________________

My Boyfriend
Got sent away yesterday :( i dont know when ill see him next And im crushed I hope to get a call from him soon Things are going so wrong right now. After everything felt so right. :( xoxo Thanks for reading

Rules For L.u.v. Club
We will remain stress free. We will remain drama free. Our goal is to help all our fellow members level up. Please, give us notice of any and all contests so we can help you and so we can try to avoid having two members in the same contest. Please, let us know when you will be on vacation so we don’t worry about you! Please, be sure to welcome all new members! We just ask that you rate them with 10’s or 11’s and maybe leave a nice comment welcoming them. Through a membership vote, we will wear our badges every Monday Also, please be sure to check my blogs often for any updates!

It's A Kentucky Thang!
IT'S A KENTUCKY THANG! There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Kentucky. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in Kentucky plus a couple no one's seen before. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. Onced and twiced are words. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. People actually grow and eat okra. Fixinto is one word. There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM Kentucky IF: You measure distance in minutes. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in t

Benoit, And The Facts.
I really just don't get it. Three people are dead, and despite quite a few inconsistencies, it's being shoved down our throats that Chris Benoit indeed killed his wife and son. Watching the Press Conference today, it was made quite clear that the decision as far as the Sheriff's office is concerned, is over. It's Steroids alright, yup - he did it. But what about the time line given by the DA? He said quite clearly that Nancy died on Friday, Daniel on early Saturday - And that Chris Benoit died late SATURDAY. First off - This doesn't gibe at ALL with what the Sheriff's representative said. HE said that Chris Benoit died late Sunday, and that there was a full day between Nancy and Daniel. If the DA is correct, and he died Saturday evening - Why are people saying that they received Text messages late Sunday with PPV references? Chris Benoit may have killed his family. That's tragic, and definitely a bad thing for Wrestling in the near future. I just want to know why there's

Giveaway
I AM IN A GIVEAWAY TO GET A VIC...THIS IS NOT A CONTEST....ALL THAT I NEED IS 10,000 COMMENTS...SO IF U HAVE TIME...PLEASE STOP BY AND LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS...THANKS IN ADVANCE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=412717&i=3411775911

Movin Back Home
Well in about 4 wks I'm going to be moving back to KS.... Kinda excited for the change and to be back around family. I know there isn't much to do in KS, but then I don't really do to much where I'm at now so.... haha

One Question For Others....
im getting 225 points for being online, if im lucky, i get it 2 times a day.. what sort of point do other people get for thier levels?? BTW, im a level 15. Please reply back, with your level, and points../ thank you in advance.

One Second!
One Second! He always flirted told her how much he wanted her, she would laugh and tell him to shut up. Both trying to find a real answere, feeling and a real touch. Friends always on the phone to each other they would ask what am I doing wrong, To each other they would responed it's just not right yet. Getting a little older 3,4 years pass by many woman he took to the movies, out to eat,clubs and many times he looked for a way to enjoy himself with them. many times she try to feel something trying understand why they never made her knees buckle with a kiss. Both seemed to everyone else as players, Not wanting to be with just one, but yet to one another they knew what was really going on. The for the first time two friends of years ended up on the same stage both out of there known element . All those times on the phone with there stupid reason for trying to love and I don't understands They never knew that one day in one second tides were going to turn. He walked into the room, ins

Stuff I Have Written
TODAY~ How do I swallow all this pain when I’m drowning in tears? I cannot cry for fear my kids will see I am lost and alone I don’t know how to pull myself out of this hole Who wants a broken woman with three kids? No hope and no where to run locked in this box of broken despair The Smile I wear, a mask to hide the pain Life goes on whether or not anyone cares In this house I am the last Cleaning out the cobwebs Yet I can’t clean out the ones on the inside It’s the same old tune I have to make sure everyone else is happy and content But I can’t seem to do the same for me Tears flow now but I can’t cry I have to much to do Dishes need to be washed and laundry folded There’s another pair of jeans I cannot replace How do I send them to school in tattered clothes? I miss my lover and my friend but what to do when he is so far away I just want to be wrapped up in your arms and know it will all be okay but You can’t wrap your arms around thin air And there

Lost Soul
Everyone cares or so they say…they all say be strong take it like a man, everything will work its self out no need to have worries or fears….but the final question that comes to mind is do they really know what it is like to have something so precious as a child to be taken from you from a thief in the night. For once in my life I was at peace with myself I thought I had faced all of my fears and demons and was finally content with the past I regret. I am once again slapped down without any warning. Being able to find strength in these moments of weakness is getting harder and harder to do. Once again I begin to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and try to get things back together again. Being burdened with blame trapped in the past in which we mustn’t dwell as memories are a gift and they will walk you to darkness making you regret even more. A victim of circumstances the one who should give up but is to hard headed. I am a single mom that works hard who loves h

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Magnum
YOU WANT THE BEST DJ'S AROUND, U WONT A RADIO STATION THAT IS GOING PLACES THEN CHECK OUT MAGNUM RADIO... click any photo to enter COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT......... DONT MISS OUT ON GREAT TUNES Please upgrade your Media player

Benzoin
Not a common herb but very powerful. If you are in the craft you should buy it if you see it and keep it in stock...it should come in handy ---Synonyms---Gum Benzoin. Gun Benjamin. Siam Benzoin. Sumatra Benzoin. ---Part Used---Resin. ---Habitat---Siam, Sumatra and Java. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ---Description---Benzoin is a balsamic resin. Normally the trees do not produce it or any substance analogous to it, but the infliction of a wound sufficiently severe to injure the cambium results in the formation of numerous oleoresin ducts in which the secretion is produced, it is, therefore, a pathological product. The trunk of the tree is hacked with an axe, and after a time the liquid Benzoin either accumulates beneath the bark or exudes from the incisions. When it has sufficiently hardened it is collected and exported, either in the form of loose pieces (tears) or in masses packed in oblong boxes or in tins; several

Car Broken Into
Yeah...as if my day hasn't been shitty enough...just found out that someone was seen in my car going through my shit....I have a license plate from an eye witness but still....just really pissed off...

The Rest Of Two.
Jack kissed my forehead and said “little one you have a lot to learn. Do you not know what a gift it was to go to Fathers room. He never plays with young one’s. But you caught his eye and he wanted a closer look at you. And Door well he’s just an ass. I would try and stay away from him as much as you can. You know I have hard rumor that he very seldom plays and when he does it’s only with the sluts of the family. He keeps his self away from most people other then Father and he’s said to be fathers closest friend. But I think your beautiful and I also think you just need to be made love too. Do you think you would be ok with that. I laughed and said yes I think I would. With that Jack kissed me. It was a hot sexy kiss. The kind that make’s a girls toe’s curl. He ran his hands down my body and when his fingers reached my clit he gave a little rub. I almost came out of the bed it felt so good. I wanted to push him over and ride him until I passed out. He laughed at me and said “oh no my

Im Sick Of This
im tired of a certain someones infeiority complex. Literally every time this girl drinks she rags on me for not messaging her and yells at me online. She will message me and bring things up. Like tonight she was talkign about fishing for salmon. So like any other conversation i talk to ehr about it and she gets pissed off cause ive fished before and know a thing or two. This is what its like. She gets pissed off at me because she thinks i have to out do her.... And all i ever do is just respond to her messages and answer her questions. She wonders why i never message her wll there ya go. Theres no fucking point in her anger. im just a guy online who she will never meet. Its not my fucking fault that i grew up outdoorsy and liek to try new things. im almsot 30 for gods sakes thaswt a lot of years to do shit in. and im nothing special there are millions opf people whove done the same thing. She acts like everything is new to her and is hers alone. Fuck whatever im through with it.

Live By It
Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control

World Of Nothing
World Of Nothing In this world A world of nothing I have found A soul so lost A mind so confused A heart so broken A place of lies In this world Nothing to come I have found People with no thoughts People with no goals People of nothing In this world Created by something But left with nothing A world not worth saving themselves A world of nothing

Contest Starting Soon Comment Bomb Me :-)!!
OK ALL I HAVE TO GET TO BED BUT DONT FORGET TO GO COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC IN THE BEST CLEAVAGE AND BREAST CONTEST ;-)!! HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN HUGS AND KISSES SWEET DREAMS :-) MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

What Is The Mass Of Light?
So here is the question, does light have mass? Visible light is electromagnetic radiation whose wavelength falls within the range of which the human retina responds. Light consists of energy quanta called photons that behave partly like waves and partly like particles. So gravity affects things with mass correct? Black holes have such extreme gravity that not even light can escape. If it was energy without mass, then the gravitational pull of a black hole would have no effect. You don’t actually see an object, you see the visible light hitting it. Isn’t light just a byproduct of something else? Just like heat, light is a byproduct of fire. Have there been experiments in no matter the source of the illumination, does the light have the same properties? Might the sun and a campfire emit light at a different speed? What about a light bulb? Or are the properties of light universal no matter the source or emitter? And it must have mass otherwise it would pass through objects rathe

Never Wants 2 Get Married Again???
my so called bf doesnt want 2 ever get married married again. and i've been married twice. but the thought of gettin married again isnt what i care about its about more then a paper 2 me. i deserve a man who will take care of and be 50/50 with me in life. but the ? is should this bother me that he never wants 2 get married aagin? can u honest love someone and never get married 2 make it be real and true?

Smooth Motion We Conduct
Along I stumble....chasing this faith....the one that God says: Prove you can wait. As I walk up to your party of two.....May I have this dance I ask as I extend my hand to your part of the table.....Should say no....But your unable. Rising up,...you are lifted by clouds that this makes you feel all around...everyone looking disrespectfully...but each other are the only thing each other surround. Take your hand,...and lead you away,...from where security felt closest....but compassion was at its lowest. Through the hateful looks,...we walk....nothin has to be said,....we let our hearts talk. And all the disception,....that was put from one another into our directions....was being forgotten,...with true affection.... Could I ever have been more right....for not giving up on you that night... To your face I take glance...you watching mine the whole passage walk through....My eyes talk to yours for that moment...."yes im everything for you" Afraid was never mention

"just Me"
just me being me is that really to much to ask for, with anything now a days. I mean when it comes down to it what do people really want out of someone else when they are dateing them. All i have ever wanted was someone who is there for me, honest with me, cares for who i am, wants to make me there whole world but deep down im not all that. Its all i have asked for when i have ever dated anyone or been with anyone. At this day and age i start to wonder is there any such thing out there and if there is then i guess i dont need to worry about anything no more because i dont need some bullshit lines to just get down my pants and abuse or use me. I have always said who i was and have always made it a point that when im with someone that i make them very specail in my life. I have found that oe person in my life and he has since been busy with many things when he finally see's that i am here will it be to late will i have turned my back, or will i be right there for him like i have been all

Remember This Young Boy......
HELP!!!! Do you remember February 1993 when a young boy of 3 Was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a Second. Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his Friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way Stopping every now and again to torture the poor Little boy who was Crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, Threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up His anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other Mutilations were Inflicted but not reported in the press. What these two boys did was So horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to Identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on railway tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did

After A Night In Jail
After a Night in Jail, ‘00 wrists bruised from cuffs head twisting turning falling on its ass I keep fucking myself over Newport Light 100 between my lips (how many is that today?) I wanna get high but I’m scared to London Calling on the stereo Light curled up at my feet his fur brushing against the arch of my foot his warm little body such a comfort yet again I am slowly fiercely hungrily violently angrily losing my shit I do so much to put it back together and it all falls apart again the damage is never truly repaired only momentarily mended I ache all over and I love holding cells fluorescent lights the stench of old urine rising up and burning my nose stinging my eyes I love having to crouch over the chemical toilet to pee so no skin will come in contact with that nasty metal surface I feel ravaged all the time ripped raped robbed wronged rendered so completely helpless hopeless all I know to do is to try and take care of n

All Hallow's Meet
Oh, wild lonely places of sweet dread delight That call to my Children on Halloween night In whispering wind wisps and whipporwill plight Tickling the treetops where moonbeams alight. Come hither, ye Witches, on silver light fly! Don't dawdle, don't saunter, don't idly stroll by! Lift your skirts as seer gusts catch the leaves dead and dry Rise up with the wind soaring hasty on high! Ride ye thus to the hollow in the wood dark and deep Where all merry parted shall now merry meet. At the time 'twas appointed that time shall ye keep To honor me, hail me in great esbat fete. When the moon sailing bright in the dark midnight blue Casts her spell on the landscape, reversing each hue, And the scent of the night gives the magickal clue To the circle make haste, give Hecate her due! Dance wild, draw the power and shape in a cone, Till the power is thine and the will is thine own Then hurl't to the wind that thy purpose be flown And thy wish shall I grant on the Night

The Hot Dog
Ok, so how should I begin this story. Oh yeah Most of us have eaten hot dogs. It has saved us from starvation when we only had pennies to our name. Hot dogs are a good source of "substance" when cooking mac and cheese..etc. Here is why I will never eat a hot dog again nor feed one to my son: It all began as my son and I were packing and moving into our own apartment. I was moving out furniture when low and behold a hot dog. Now I hadn't given my son a hot dog in several months so this hot dog was in fact an old hot dog. But you would think that a hot dog that's been sitting out for a long time (Several Months) would be molded, stinky and in fact rotting for sure! No No No..not this hot dog. This hot dog was hard as a rock. No sign of mold or deterioration. No breaking down of the hot dog cells after it's been long gone. It was simply hard as a rock. It was also glistening with a oily coat which seemed to be the only thing moving on it. I will never EVER feed my s

Bridal Shower
I'm not going to be home tomorrow. My sister and over 20 other women will be invading the house for her bridal shower. Most likely, I'll be going to the mall to see Rush Hour 3. Hugs to everyone, and for those of you within the New York area, have fun at the State Fair because it plans to be 96 tomorrow. Also, I've been asked by some people to put some of my story chapters on FUBAR. I've decided not to do this. If you want to read my story, go to: http://stormdragonz.deviantart.com Nonetheless, enjoy the remaining few weeks of summer vacation. Children go back to school on the 4th, as do I for a college class called World Literature. No clue what it is about.

Dolly????
Dolly Parton... and Queen Elizabeth.... ...die on the same day and they both go before an Angel to find out if they'll be admitted to Heaven. Unfortunately, there's only one space left that day, so the Angel must decide which of them gets in. The Angel asks Dolly if there's some particular reason why she should go to Heaven. Dolly takes off her top and says, "Look at these -- they're the most perfect breasts God ever created, and I'm sure it will please the angels to be able to see them every day, for eternity." The Angel thanks Dolly, and asks Her Majesty the same question. The Queen takes a bottle of Perrier out of her purse, shakes it up, and gargles. Then, she spits into a toilet and pulls the lever. The Angel says, "OK, your Majesty, you may go in." Dolly is outraged and asks, "What was that all about? I show you two of God's own perfect creations and you turn me down. She spits into a commode and she gets in! Would you

Darkside: I Am What I Am
Darkside: I am what I am by: me (dragonryder13) The dark underworld I am part of where pain and suffering replaces love Ha Ha goth I am for I am Queen of the Damned Dark, Decay, and Death I come and give you vampire breath kiss of the vampire it is such a deadly twist vampires love when a person is pissed. I am a shapeshifter so thus I am a drifter moving from place to place for not a single drop of blood we waste Black is what we usually wear to get to see us is such a treat when you see me try not to stare cause I can give you that deadly glare Oh yeah! stay out of hell if you can't stand the heat Join forces with us and live forever avoid the slayers and be so clever stay clear when we feed. be careful and take heed. Because I am what I am!

New Weight Loss Plan
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for ROY the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog? On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her, "No. I stepped off a curb to sniff an Irish Setter's ass

My Feelings Part 1 ~nicckie ~ Princess' Mistress
Nicckie my feelings for you are more than just that of a friend and i just hope nothing bad will happen to you because in my eyes you're so special to me and i hope you realize i am serious about that and i mean every word i just hope that you know to me you're my special goddess who i really do care about more than anything in the world to me you're that wonderful and amazing and one hell of a good friend to me you ~NiCcKiE ~ Princess' Mistress i am going to miss you like crazy and deep down i happy for you but on the surface i am in pain and feeling very sad you decided to leave this site and to me you have been the bestest friend to me on this site i just care about you so much i really do whenever i needed to be happy you would always be there to make me smile all the time i just find it hard letting someone who i truly care about go like this these are my true feelings for you Nicckie and deep down i love you so much it just hurts me knowing you are going from this site and

Firemans Prayer
FIREFIGHTER'S PRAYER When I'm called to duty God wherever flames may rage grant me the strength to save a life whatever be its age Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late or save an older person from the horror of that fate Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout and quickly and efficiently put the fire out I want to fill my calling Lord and give the best in me to guard my every neighbor and protect his property And if according to your will I am to lose my life God bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife

The Golfer
On their honeymoon the new blonde husband said to his bride "I have a confession that I should have made before, but I was concerned that it might affect our relationship." "What is it?" she asked. "I'm a golfer," he said. "What's the big deal about that?" she asked. He replied, "When I say I'm a golfer, I mean that I'll be on the golf course Saturday, Sunday, Wednesday afternoons, and any & all holidays. If it comes to a choice between your wishes and golf -- golf wins." She pondered a moment and said, "I thank you for your honesty. In the same spirit of honesty, I should tell you that I've concealed something about my own past that you should know about." "What's that?", he asked. "I'm a hooker." "No problem," was his response, "just widen your stance a little and overlap your grip, and that should clear it right up."

Only
If you could only see what’s deep inside of me The pain, suffering and the agony Haunting me tearing me apart. If you could only hear late at night I whisper your name, thoughts of your face in my mind I cry out in vain. If you could only feel how I thirst for your love The fire that burns deep within my soul To hear you breath to know every second of your heartbeat. If you could only realize that I am lost without you What I have and to give you is true My soul, my whole being, and my dignity. If you could only look in my eyes And know how I wish to be with you now How I want to touch you now. If you could only sit next to me Laying on my bed holding my hand To see me smile and tell you I love you even in death

Dating
I really hate dating. Even when i wasnt looking to date, i meet a girl and just by accident we start dating. WE are having a blast, getting along great, the first date ends in a kiss. we go on a few more including me taking her to an ohio state football game, we had alot of fun that day. we kissed quite a few times, im happy as can be, we made plans to go out this week, and on my birthday(a week from tomorrow). Well this week she bails on going out to dinner because she working overtime and i work 3rd shift. Just a few minutes ago, she texts me and tells me she just wants to be friends. why in the hell do women feel the need to lead guys on? why does she bother kissing back? atleast i didnt blow money on her, she paid her own way(except for the t icket, i purchased it previously). Why act like you are having a great time and are into a guy then all of a sudden give him the silent treatment for 3 or 4 days then say you just want to be friends, fuck that, thats immature bullshit,

Need My Friends Help!
Ok I put my daughters pic in a contest and who ever has the most votes wins... here is the link to her pic when u get there just go to the top right corner and click on the i just wanna vote button then put the info in and its done! You can also hit the vote button under her pic. then go to the top right and click u just wanna vote. If for some reason after this is done her pic wont pull up ... u may search her name is Isabella and here is the pic in the contest http://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/BabyContest/Home.aspx?category=Search&viewType=LargeImage&img=170216&sBabyName=Isabella&sCaption=&sState=

Grrrrrrrr
I swear I hate fuckin' FAKE ASS people....Why be fake in the first place....Why not just be yourself....I don't play well with others...especially LIARSSSSSSSSSS....so if you think at anytime during a conversation with me that you're gonna lie to me....then don't even fuckin' bother talkin to me at all....and if you go ahead and talk to me anyway and then lie to me...be prepared cause the BITCH in me will definately appear and I will tell your ass off.....so for gods sake..... JUST BE FUCKIN' HONEST!!!!!!!!!!! **This message is brought to you by the one and only @mbielicious. If you have any complaints, please leave a message with my hand cause thats as close to me listening as your gonna get....lmao**

Happy Hourr
Im in a giveaway for a Happy Hour. I need 50,000 points totaland .. Rates are 10 points and comments are worth 1 point. I already have 14,585 of the total points needed. Can yall come rate the pic.. and sayyyy... 5 or MORE :D comments?? That would be AWESOME ! Id love to have a happy hour and become Godmother! xox

Finishing Survey
Finish ThisTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveylife is: Crazy, Sexy, Cool, Complicated, Confusing, Frustrating....love is: Not an option right now...God is: All around methe perfect weather is: Sunny with a few clouds..70 degrees..the best sport is: None...id like to live in: A tropical placeall i want for christmas is: Serenitya dream come true would be: My life going smoothly for just a little while longer...vanilla ice cream is: Yummy, but kinda boringi prefer: Chocolate!! On Everything...lolguys are: Mostly pigsgirls are: Mostly bitchyi would die for: My sonsi regret: A lot of things I have done in my life....but I wouldnt be who I am today without them...i miss: My familymoney is: Good to have..but its not everythingbeauty is: Something to get comfortable with...peace: Unattainable i lied: About something recently, Im sure...the root of all evil: Is liesthe most intresting thing is: Communication and the separation between the mind and the hear....wars are started over: People not ha

What I Have Learned So Far
I have learned that the majority of people on fubar do not beleave in our political structure. However most do agree that raising a child is an experiance to be cherished. Also that most think that older women do make better lovers.

Death
Death? Current mood: blank Death? what exactlly is death? is it just the end of existance? a release of pain? should we be afraid of death? or should we welcome it with arms wide open? is death really a bad thing? Now i dont know about you, but heres my take on it. do i wish for it? yes some days more then others, will i take my own life? probbly not any time soon if at all. now why do i say this? well because i look at my life and what do i see? well i see shit...no, its not my job, i actully like what i do and i get a fairly decent paycheck for an uneducated job. but money isnt the answer to every thing, money cant buy you every thing, unlike what some people think. so why do i think about death so offten? well the answer is pretty plain and simple. its i feel as if i'm all alone in life. and no i dont mean in a relationship or not, thats a whole nother issue in its self, and a story for another day. but what i'm talking about is friends .... no sure i've got friends ... but m

Suffering
Suffering? Current mood: depressed hello kiddys welcome to another installment of my life ..... well here i am, in my kingdom of shit again, my social anxiety dissorder kicked into full trottle, ive got 154$ to last me till friday, i'm out of smokes, and my gass tank is just about empty. will i make it? yah i know i will. well its monday morning, the weekend is over thank god. why do i say that? well i get to go back to work again today yay! no but really the high light of my entire weekend, was, when joe seen me over at the greasy spoon i frequent, and stoped in to see what i was up to. exciting, huh? well i was surfing the net this weekend and this one phrase i seen has stayed with me for some reason..... "Are you suffering?" ... am i suffering? why yes i am .... what am i suffering from? well first off theres lonlyness, not just the lonlyness from not being in a relationship, but lonlyness just in genral, i mean i have been off from work since friday morning at 7 am and it

Another Reason To Drink
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is Freedom, in Water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) -- bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are Consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go Through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink Water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable Information: I'm doing it as a public service

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex.
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little sn

Why?
So as i was sleeping last night, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was in the special forces. Why did i dream this? I dreamed it because its my subconscious living out my lifelong dream. My lifelong dream growing up was to enroll in the Air Force Academy, and become a pilot, fighter or transport I just wanted to fly! Now I just want to know why i was born with a fucked up hip that wasnt developed so theres no way the services ever would have accepted me. Why me? thats a question I wonder alot of lately. Why was I born? Why am I here on earth? What is my purpose? Im 28 years old and I really dont know any of those answers. I wish it would quit eating my insides, I wish i could lead a normal life like most other people/friends in my life.

Immigration Laws ?!?!
Immigration Laws 1. If you migrate to this county, you must speak the native language. 2. You have to be a professional or an investor. No unskilled workers allowed. 3. There will be no special bilingual programs in the schools, no special ballots for elections, all government business will be conducted in our Language. 4. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote no matter how long they are here. 5 Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. 6. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, or other government assistance programs. 7. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. 8. If foreigners do come and want to buy land that will be okay, BUT options will be restricted. You are not allowed waterfront property. That is reserved for citizens naturally born into this country. 9. Foreigners may not protest; no demonstrations, no waving

What Each Kiss Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

Who Knows
who ever knows what im talking about. im still trying to get deployed back to iraq. im down here in texas till janurary 31st. been toying with the idea of trying to go to ft lewis washington. been told they arent taking anyone in the unit im with. been thinking about wisconsin, or maybe georgia. my main thing is trying to get deployed. i know i would make my family sad, but hey i got 2 other brothers, if something happens to me. i have a brother who says i need to be checked out for PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder), and for mTBI(mild traumatic brain injury). still not sure if im gonna get checked out or not.

Joke
Three Old Men Three men were discussing aging at the nursing home. "Sixty is the worst age to be," said the 60-year-old. "You always feel like you have to pee and most of the time, you stand at the toilet and nothing comes out." "Ah, that's nothin'," said the 70-year-old. "When you're seventy, you can't even crap anymore. You take laxatives, eat bran, you sit on the toilet all day and nothin' comes out!" "Actually," said the 80-year-old, "eighty is the worst age of all." "Do you have trouble peeing too?" asked the 60-year-old. "No, not really. I pee every morning at 6:00. I pee like a racehorse on a flat rock: no problem at all." said the 80-year-old. "Do you have trouble crapping?" asked the 70-year-old. "No, I crap every morning at 6:30." the older man responded. With great exasperation, the 60-year-old said, "Let me get this straight. You pee every morning at 6:00 and crap every morning at 6:30. So what's so tough about being 80?" "I d

Men/relationships/work
Why does a man treat a woman a certain way until they meet, and then all the cute little things they did before just go away? Like the sweet little texts to let you know they are thinking of you... the calls just to hear your voice...all the things that mean so much. Why does a man call you every night and talk about everything or nothing at all and then once you meet boom, it' s like they forgot how to dial your number? Do men not like affectionate women anymore? Women who love to hold hands and curl up next to you and kiss alot? Is it too much work these days when men can feed their savage beast at any time, especially when women out number them. And why are there so many people unhappy with the one they are with, yet not willing to change anything to be happy? Yes, unfortunately I speak from experience. What really upsets me is that so many women take for granted what they have and don't appreciate it when there are so many, like myself who search and search and sacrifice their hea

Lounge Owners!!!!!
ATTENTION ALL LOUNGE OWNERS: Are you tired of using a radio station that is only DJed by a live person a few hours a day, if at all? Wish there was a way to have your lounge member’s request what songs are played? Interested in having your lounge advertised all over the internet, not just in Fubar? Wish that your radio station played more of a variety of music in order to increase lounge membership? Want to hear your name and the others in your lounge mentioned live on the air? Hot Rocks Radio is just what you are looking for. Hot Rocks Radio is an ALL internet radio station that has been around for almost 2 years. It is Live DJ'ed 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Other than a couple songs for every 3 hour show, the songs are all by listener requests. Also, each DJ has their own play list, so every show is different. We are a Rock'N'Roll station with a wide variety. We play everything from Classic Rock, Alternative, Modern, Pop, Metal, Punk, Pro

Need Fubucks? Easiest Way!
My friend is in a contest and he needs your help! My offer is-- every 100 comments you get 2000 fubucks. (min. of 10 comments-- 200fubucks) Please guys! Help him out! I'll love you forever!! (And message me telling me how many you did). http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=565824&i=905994320 BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HIM :D Thanks guys! Muah! :D ( . )Hannah( . )

Almost There!
Im about 163$ away from meeting my goal of getting half way there...... if i hit the 3k mark tonyte i had a friend pledge 500 tomorrow! help a girl out anything at helps any help there getsadded to family ehre get to see all my pics..... Bucks for Bigger Cups

An Old Poem
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 A poem called broken angel Current mood: artistic whisping winds glide past my skin. I turn to see who's there and theres nothing but a shadow of my reflection. A lake of tears filled with sorrow and redemption lye just up the hill of desperation for hapiness.I feel water fall from my eyes filled with pain i can no longer hide. What use to be a walk through hell to find out now only takes i glance to realize, to realize i am hurting. Falling apart like an angel who has lost her way, i know not which way to turn. Drained of energy from trying to shield her heart, which is a failling mission, she crys. Not having anyone to open up to, because she refuses to let her gaurd down, the broken angel comes to a realization that she must pick herself up and regain her right to soar above the pitty of this world, but how do u begin to heal what is constantly being betrayed, broken, and destroyed, her heart. Knowing that for a while she will be lost. but wha

Joke Of The Day.
Teacher brought some "deer" meat in for the kids for "Name that meat" day, little sally first spoke up, thats from a cow, teacher! No, Im sorry, but wrong answer. Next little Bobbie exclaimed, its buffalo meat, Ive had that before! Wrong answer said the teacher. Finally she gave them a hint. She said your father goes up north for this every november, just then little cliffie shouted out, "SPIT IT OUT, IT's A PIECE OF ASS!!

My Dear Friend Ciaran Flynn
Made In Love by Ciaran Flynn I'll be the master, let you be the slave I'll be the king, let you be the maid I like to sing about how we behave And I like to think That we have it paved in love. I'll be your preacher, if you kneel before Me when I speak, of these deeds I deplore I'll tell you things that come from above And have you believe We pray for love. I'll be your leader, if you vote me in I'll rule your world, through terror and spin I'll give my orders, right before I withdraw And have you believe We're saving love. I'll be your council, in this court of shame I'll state your case; I'll clear your name I'll lie and deceive, if I think I should And have them believe We're paid in love. I'll be your hero, on the big silver screen You'll search for pieces, of yourself in me I'll read my lines, just do my job To have you believe We're made in love. I'll be your teacher, of history and blame And how your flag, plays the imperial game I'

Today's Aquarius Horoscope.
It was only a day ago when I decided that I was going to drop school, drop the chance to get my diploma and move half way across the country for a guy I've fallen in love with. I checked my Fubar profile and found this.. "You may be just a bit more calculating than other folks, but today you should be ready to act on impulse when the time is right. A bold romantic move or a random change of plans can make a big difference." Isn't that the creepiest thing? I've never had a Horoscope that read so true.

Why Thank You??? Mmm
I just found out someone has entered me in the most kissable person on fubar contest. That's very sweet of you and i've been kissed 120 times? wow thank you!!! if you like to kiss me then go to this blog below and read the rules. The most kissable contest don't worry, all kisses send are anon. so?? if i'm your crush then let me know by kissing me anon.

Thank You
I made this for you all. I wanted to say thank you for the smiles you share with me the laughs you give me ( on wonderful Mondays we all know how peeksta loves Mondays) and all my hugs and drinks and comments. You are all the best friends anyone could ask for Huggzz Peeksta

Take The Quiz
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Christmas Joys...angi Style Pt. Iii
17) Sprinkle red and green confetti in your Christmas card envelopes. Angi Style: Sprinkle red and green confetti with a touch of anthrax in your Christmas card envelopes. 18)During the year, collect inexpensive antique napkins at flea markets and yard sales. Use them to line baskets of Christmas goodies. Angi Style: Save your bits of used kleenex for this purpose instead. Hey, we're going through a recession. 19)Don't give anyone a fruitcake. Angi Style: Don't give anyone anything. 20)Learn to say Merry Christmas in several languages. Angi Style: Learn to say "Fuck off, Asshole" in several different languages. They'll never know. 21)Design and mail a homemade Christmas card to each member of the family. Angi Style: Send a homemade Christmas card to to each member of the family telling them exactly why you hate them. 22)When a family member looks really stressed out, give them a big hug. Angi Style: Point and laugh. Their problems aren't your problems. 23)Video

Looking For Ladies!!
Hello To all the Ladies of Fubar! My Name is Honey and I am Part Of a wonderful Group called the SisterHood! we are always looking for new Ladies to join us! This is an all ladies Group and we are all A Big Family!! We would love you to be a part of The Sisterhood! and Join Us For Some Fun Times and Good Laughs Good Laughs!! Like I said this is an all ladies Group and it is all Drama free! We have a wonderful lounge Called The Sisterhood where we all get together and have loads of fun!! So Come be a part of Our Family And Join In on all the Fun!!! Please Click the Pic on the bottom to Read And Join us!! All ladies Please Let them know that HONEY SENT YOU!! We Look Forward To Having You Join Us!!! Thank you!! Honey

Easy Fubucks !!! :)
i am in a HH contest....up against a bombing crew....so i need your help.....if you do 50 comments i will give u 5,000 fubucks.....thats 100 per comment. Easy Fubucks! :) Send me a private msg when u have reached the 50. Thanks :) Have a good day! ONLY PIC COMMENTS COUNT...NOT RATES. here is the contest link. CLICK THE PICTURE TO GET TO PAGE THEN COMMENT. :) THANKS SO MUCH HAVE A WONDERFUL NIGHT :)

Survery Project Please Fill Out!!
i have a project as a final for one of my college class, we're doing a presentation on the concept of a perfect body, my portion is to get a demographic on peoples personal preferences to conteract the idea of an ideal body; i.e. everyones tastes are different. Honesty Please and feel free to decline to answer any uncomfortable questions. Perference on a Female Body Height: Height compared to you(taller, same shorter): Ethnicity (white, black, asain, hipanic, indian etc.): Hair Lengeth: Hair Color: Eye Color: Build (skinny, average, plump +, etc): Muscle Tone/Definition: Breast Size (a/b,c/d,dd+): Genital Hair (none, trimmed, natural): Butt Size (small, apple bottom/juicy, badonkadonk): Perference on a Male Body Height: Height compared to you(taller, same shorter): Ethnicity (white, black, asain, hipanic, indian etc.): Hair Lengeth: Hair Color: Eye Color: Build (skinny, average, plump +, etc): Muscle Tone/Definition: Body Hair (none, little to fair amount,

+spoiled Children
Ok, time to vent y'all : I keep getting messages from people lightening their friend's list load. That's cool, I don't mind being deleted, but sometimes the reasoning is lame...and childish if not hurtful. Why should our 'friendship' depend on whether or not I talk to YOU first? Is that how you are with all of your friends? The only way you and your homies get to know eachother is if THEY open the lines of conversation first and are incredibly aggressive with you? If so, when are you going to grow up and join the real world, hmm? I remember having to do that for the little KIDS I would tutor after school awhile back. Some of them were SO shy, I had to MAKE a kid go up to another and say 'Hi'.(That's all it takes! Just fvcking say "Hi".) Now I'm realizing how much that hindered them maybe, I should've been like : "Bobby, I know it's hard, but if you want to be friends with Billy, why don't you go up to him and ask him what's going on?"

Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I have been a good Girl. It really wasn't my fault what happened at Mary's Christmas party. It was Dustin who spiked the punch with too much Rum. I can't help it if I drank 149 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like Cherry. I thought it was funny when I put Pam's Boxer's on my head and danced the The Robot on the Coffee Table while singing `In to the Night'. I didn't mean to break Mary's Big Screen Tv and don't know why Mary would sue me for Sexual Harassment. I don't remember calling Jason's wife a Moaning Cow---even though she looked like one with Orange eye shadow and Plum lipstick! And when I threw up on Tammy's husband's Thigh, it was only because I ate too much of that Cherries. After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my Ford Focus through my neighbor's Kitchen. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a Disturbing Fish and have me arrested for Human Trafficing!

I Dont Think I Have Ever Been This Pissed Off With A Member Of Fubar Before
Out of the blue, this little punk started sending me messages last night in the most crude manner last night. I checked his profile and saw that he was 18. From his looks he looks more like 15 so I stated to him that I understand now why he is speaking to me in that manner ... he was a little boy. He comes back and states "Fu*k you bitch!" I told him that you are about to be blocked and he states "Fu*k you bitch!" So... I did. He is now blocked. I then went to his profile and left little comments on some of his pics and for profile comments. To let his little girlfriends what kind of a BOY he really is. Plus he is one of those wanna be gangsta kids who wears his ball cap cockeyed ... a real loser. The pathetic thing is that he has a cute girlfriend in some of his pictures. I even left him a message on some of his pics of he and she that SHE was definitely too good for him. Anyway... I want to save his link so I am going to do it here so I can come back to th

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care

Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike
Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. 4. It's easier to learn with the help of someone who has a lot of experience. 5. You can do it by yourself, but it's usually not as much fun. 6. It's usually hard to control your speed the first few times you try. 7. It's best to have a soft place to land. 8. You don't need any special clothing, but you can get some if you are really into it. 9. If you're with someone who is having trouble keeping up, it's usually best to slow down and wait for them. 10. Most people think it looks easy until they try it for the first time.

**help A Grrl Out, Would Ya??**
Hey.. As some of you may know, I am A HUGE Linkin Park fan.. I am also a member of their Street Team. Well..... LP has kicked of a promotional contest in honor of their upcoming US Tour. All I need you wonderful ppl to do for me is visit the link below. You don't have to fill out any forms nor do you have to sign up for anything... Just copy and paste the WHOLE link into your browser and visit it as often as you can. It's a personalized link for me so that each time the link is visited, I get credit as a Street Teamer... That is all.. I hope it's not too much to ask. I am hoping to do better than I did this summer with the Projekt Revolution contest... only 25 ppl helped me out all summer long :( If you have any questions or comments.. Feel free to hit me up!!!! FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY LP HEART...I SINCERELY THANK YOU!!!!!!! http://www.lpstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=86810663C2A248F282703E0A2571CBC2

17 Weeks .....
I AM FINALLY PREGNANT AND ALMOST 17 WEEKS! NO ONE EVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY CARRY THE BABY PAST 8 WEEKS AND I HAVE!!! WORDS DONT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM!!! ME AND MY MAN ARE DOING GREAT AND HIS IS SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE HAVING A BABY TOGHTER, HE HAS A DOUGHTER SHE IS 5 AND SHE IS MY WORLD. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM I HAVE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVE ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME. HE TREATS ME SO GOOD! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED AND I HAVE FINALLY GOT IT AND I WILL NEVER LOSE IT. YES WE HAVE OUR PROBLEMS BUT WHO DONT TRUE LOVE ALWAYS WORKS IT OUT RIGHT? HOPEFULLY WE WILL FIND OUT THE SEX OF THE BABY REAL SOON SO I CAN LET EVERYONE KNOW....TILL NEXT TIME

Are You Bored If So Check This Out!
Hi all gonna ask a BIG favor Im in a contest with this pic if you would please RATE/COMMENT for me tks!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=704046&i=3821094288 PLEASE REPOST THIS I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET!!!!! .............................................................................................................

Shards
I knew the first time I made love with you, when I was lying there between your legs with our noses less than an inch apart, staring into your eyes and breathing your breath....you were gonna shatter my heart into a million shards.... The code word for freind requests is "SHATTERDAY"

Just Say Hello
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Bored #3
Love lost When love is lost... It's hurtful like being torn apart It's painful like when life is dead and gone It's like everything you do is wrong It's like your world is gone forever When you lose love Everything you had dies until love is found again

Another Of My Favorite Authors
“A single rose can be my garden...a single friend, my world.” Leo Buscaglia “Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time...It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other.” Leo Buscaglia “Don't brood. Get on with living and loving. You don't have forever.” Leo Buscaglia “Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade.” Leo Buscaglia “I believe that you control your destiny, that you can be what you want to be. You can also stop and say, No, I won't do it, I won't behave his way anymore. I'm lonely and I need people around me, maybe I have to change my methods of behaving and then you do it.” Leo Buscaglia “I have a very strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate - it's apathy. It's not giving a damn.” Leo Buscaglia “I still get wildly enthusiastic about little things... I play with leaves. I skip down the street and run against the wind.” Leo Buscaglia “I've always thought that people nee

The Darkness
When the world seems cold and there’s nowhere to go It’s the darkness When your wills' been drained and your heart is slowed It’s the darkness When you see the light fading and the sky getting small It’s the darkness When your legs are weakened and you can’t stand at all It’s the darkness I’ve seen it, I know it, my dreams do not lie It’s the darkness Struck with terror even after I opened my eyes It’s the darkness A cruel truth of the reality we face It’s the darkness Our memories soon stripped and laid to waste It’s the darkness When friendships are torn and blood is spilled It’s the darkness When death is cheered and prisons are filled It’s the darkness When love is lost and hatred is expected It’s the darkness When normality is false and calm becomes hectic It’s the darkness It’s coming now I can see it from here It’s the darkness Quicker, faster, it all starts to disappear It’s the darkness I’ve lost my way can’t think straight anymore It’s the da

Untitled..
Today is just another day Tomorrow is only so far away When our time comes to fly away We will spread our wings and go to the sky I want you to be forever mine through life Someday my only wish is to be your wife That day may never come it seems For you have her on your mind and in your dreams I may not be the best thing that has happened to you In my heart and mind I will always stay forever true I don't understand why things are the way they are Mistakes happen things go to far I keep telling myself that someday you will change The more I'm with you the more I am in pain I can't go on living my life like this Never knowing where your at or if I will get another kiss I love you so much but you don't love me back You tell me you love me in a different way that's not the love I lack Someday you will be mine I hope But something tells me what you say is all a big joke. By me....Stacie Arnold

Am I The Only One??
Am I the only one on here that is annoyed when people upload 10, 20, 30, or more photos of them basically in the same pose? This is ridiculous. I mean, come on, pick a few photos out of the 30 and upload them. There is no need to upload all 30 or so photos you had taken of yourself in the same pose just with a little differences, like a smile in one, a frown in another, a wink in another, a thumbs up in another, etc. THEY ARE THE SAME BASIC POSE! I probably am the only one who thinks it is too much. I try to rate every person's photo on my friends lists here and it gets tougher when a few people upload 30 or so photos of the same dang pose. Now I have to rate all your photos and it takes my attention of rating other friends who posted photos that are not in a bunch of them in the same pose. Not even magazines do that. They pick 1 or 2 photos of the entire set and use those and put the others away. I know I do not HAVE TO rate every photo, but I will not know where I left off and I alre

Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier -

Don't Turn To Me
Don't turn to me because of loneliness, your own actions are the cure. Don't turn to me for support, you must believe in yourself. Don't turn to me for problem solving, you have the ability to conquer. Don't turn to me for inspiration, it already is inside you. Just turn to yourself, and believe. randy_Randy

Fubar Fuk Up
Do not try to update you email address to conform to Fubar guidelines. A close friend of mine tried to update her email and was told the confirmation letter was sent. Well she never received her confirmation letter and now fubar will not recognize here old email or her new email address. When asked Scrapper or Baby Jesus if they could reset it. The powers to be said, "no we can do nothing about it, start a new profile". Well they dcan stop people from doing this or that, but they cant reset a password or anything like that. Their screw up and they wont fix it. Wow can shows me that they dont give a damn about their member who make them money.... Now Does it.

Hate
I hate the way I love you, I hate that I even care, I hate the way I gave you my heart, I hate the way I gave you my soul, I hate that you fill my dreams, I hate that your kiss melts me, I hate that your touch thrills me, I hate that your silence chills me, I hate that yuour smell excites me, I hate the way your eyes ignite me, I hate the way you make me feel, I hate the hold you have on me, I hate that I can't let you go, I hate the way my heart pains me so, But most of all, I hate the way I love you so. for WMH 10-14-2007

Foot Prints
MANY PEOPLE WILL WALK IN AND OUT OF YOUR LIFE BUT ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL LEAVE FOOTPRINTS IN YOUR HEART. TO HANDLE YOURSELF USE YOUR HEAD TO HANDLE OTHERS USE YOUR HEART. ANGER IS ONLY ONE LETTER SHORT OF DANGER. IF SOMEONE BETRAYS YOU ONECE IT'S HIS FAULT, IF HE BETRAYS YOU TWICE ITS YOUR FAULT. GREAT MINDS DISCUSS IDEAS, AVERAGE MINDS DISCUSS EVENTS , SMALL MINDS DISCUSS PEOPLE. HE WHO LOSES MONEY LOSES MUCH, HE WHO LOSES A FRIEND LOSES MUCH MORE, HE WHO LOSES FAITH LOSES ALL. PEOPLE ARE ACCIDENTS OF NATURE, BUT BEAUTIFUL OLD PEOPLE ARE WOKS OF ART. LEARN FROM MISTAKES OF OTHERS, YOU CANT LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO MAKE THEM ALL YOURSELF. FRIENDS YOU AND ME BROUGHT ANOTHER FRIEND AND THEN THERE WERE 3. WE STARTED OUR GROUP OUR CIRCLE OF FRIENDS LIKE THE CIRCLE THERES NO BEGINNING OR END. YESTERDAY IS HISTORY. TOMORROWS A MYSTERY TODAY IS A GIFT THATS WHY THEY CALL IT THE PRESENT. COMMENTS WELCOME

Why Am I Not Getting Points For Invites?
There can be a number of reason's why you aren't collecting points when you invite someone. So i will list them for you. 1.You may be cheating by creating fake account's just to get points. 2.The invite link on you're profile doesn't work anymore. 3.The only way to get points for referral's is to use the email invitation's. 4.After using the email invitation's the person who accepted it needs to verify their email before you get points/credit for that Referral. 5.If you followed all the advice i just gave you,you should get you're points.So just be patient and Thank You for inviting new people to enjoy Fubar.

Expository Writing ~ A Priceless Legacy
This was my first exam in Expository Writing / Eng 140 The topic was if you had to make a time capsule that would be opened in 100 hundred years, What 3 items would you put into it and why? I choose shit that is in my safety deposit box. Family tree, heirlooms, and Pictures etc for my family.(Children's children) Hence the name, "A priceless Legacy". I got a 98!:D w00t A Priceless Legacy By Marq Hall All too often, people seem to dismiss or forget about their past. It can be very easy to do with the hustle and bustle of life flying by around you. I think it is important to know the answers to questions such as: "Who were my ancestors?" and "Where did I come from?” We should want to know about our heritage and lineage. I, being quite proud of mine, would like to pass on as much of my family history as possible. It is common for pictures, documents, and keepsakes to be lost or misplaced over time. Hence, I have decided to make a time capsule for my future relatives. It i

My Ship In The Storm (from Terry To Me)
Feeling lost and adrift on an ocean of problems and failures, let downs, failed attempts to try and be happy and find my place. One (me) never knows what to grab ahold of. Just because it "floats"...doesn't mean it's safe or that it was meant for "you". Most of the times the "things" I grabbed hold of were sharks that (at the time) seemed like a good idea but...so faced with the old "adage" SINK OR SWIM...I swam. But then along came you. A ship in the storm so..I took a rest on your "bough" not sure if this was my "saving vessel". I took a chance and decided to brave the waters once again. Then...my ship returned again. Only this time my ship was weary of me. Will he leave again? If I pull him up and accept him once more will he "jump ship" again? Does he like the rough waters? Has he gotten used to the never ending struggles he faces out there? But...you saw something in me that made you feel as if there was a chance that this man just might be special so...you pulled alongside him an

A New Low?
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1332328&albumid=824996&i=2268493739&idx=7 Santa will be going up for auction starting Friday. I still do not know how I will feel about being owned by another human. I guess we all have to do what we have to do to make a fu-living. Please when and if you decide to own me that you bid a lot of fu-bucks and be a dignified owner of Santa. Santa thanks all of you who attempt to purchase Santa and failed to bid enough. I will soon let everyone know what exactly they will receive when they do become the proud owner of Santa. Good luck to all of you.

Rememberance Of Great Music Legend Terry Kath January 31, 1946 - January 23,1978
I JUST WANT TO GIVE A REMEMBRANCE OF A LEGENDARY MUSICIANS, ONE OF MY FAVORITES OF ALL TIME, ONE OF THE GREATEST GUITARIST AND UNDERRATED GUITARIST OF ALL TIME, GREAT SINGER, HE SONG WITH LOTS OF SOUL, THIS WAS ONE BAD CAUCASIAN, WHO HAD LOTS OF SOUL WHEN HE SINGS SOUNDS LIKE KIND OF A COMBO OF RAY CHARLES AND JOE COCKER AND ETC.SOUNDS ALMOST LIKE JIMI HENDRIX WHEN PLAYING GUITAR, BUT TERRY SOUNDING LIKE TERRY. I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO CHICAGO MY CHICAGO CD FROM THERE FIRST RELEASED ALBUM CHICAGO TRANSIT AUTHORITY 1969 TO CHICAGO XI 1977 THE LAST ONE HE PERFORMED ON BEFORE HE ACCIDENTALLY SHOT HIMSELF PLAYING WITH HIS GONE AFTER A PARTY AT HIS FRIENDS HOUSE ON JANUARY 23, 1978. TERRY YOU MAY BE GONE FROM THIS EARTH, YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. TO ALL TIME GREAT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERRY ALLAN KATH. JANUARY 31, 1946 - JANUARY 23, 1978

Argggggggg
THE PLACE WHERE I NEED TO BE.............. THE PLACE WHERE I NEED TO BE IS IN MY BED UNDER MY COVER HELD OVER MY HEAD..... TO LET MY THOUGHT DISAPPEAR...TO HER SILENTS,,UNDERNEATH THE BLANKETS...TO STOP HEARING THE SCREAMINGS AND THOUGHT ROUND ME...TO HERE COMPLETE SILENCE..TO LET MY MIND REST TO BE AT PEACE.... THE PLACE WHERE I NEEED TO BE IS TO HAVE SOMEONE BESIDE ME TO HOLD ME ..TO HELP ME LISTEN TO MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELING THAT RUN THRU MY OWN MIND TO HELP MY MIND TO STOP RACEN.. JUST TO HAVE SILENT SO I CAN REST AND BE AT PEACE SILENTS ...IS WHERE I NEED TO BE.........

Good-bye
~~ Good-Bye ~~ I should of thought faster I didn't have a clue I was irrational and what not but i should have come to you The sad thing is, you came back trying to bring me home Ur eyes were filled with so many tears Oh... now i feel so alone Why couldn't i look past the void that kept us far apart I couldn't find away to forgive you because u had broken my heart and now it's all so different we both changed a lot u moved on and found a new girl It's like u just forgot While I'm slowly punishing myself for not figuring out why and I'm completely lost and so confused because i can't Say GOOD-BYE

Weeeee! What Fun!!!
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I can "pop" just about every joint I have. My body will probably rebel against this one day! 2- I am pretty sure I am addicted to silly games like The Sims and any kind of build your own type of thing...IE Monopoly Tycoon, Rise of Nations, Age of Empires...etc etc... 3- I will never outgrow funky outfits and makeup even if it makes me look like a total fucktard! Screw ya I like it :P 4-I chew gum ALL THE TIME....even when Im sleeping, smoking, drinking, but not when Im eating. Gum of choice...Extra Polar Ice! 5-I love shoes but hate wearing them...I probably own about 40 different pair and only wear one pair of fl

The Greatest Morning
A cold brisk morning in the comfort of a warm room and soft bed awakes a woman. Her dark hair slightly messed up around her head with her brown eyes glimmering from the shades of light. As she awakes from her long passionate night with her lover she smiles. Not smiling cause of what has happened or how it felt but with the smile from the comfort of him still lying there with her the next morning. As she slowly pulls the covers up one her tender naked body she picks his arm up and raises it up to her chest and clinches it tightly against her under her arm lying on her breast she smiles even bigger. As she looks at him sound asleep beside her, no worries, and no fears, pure comfortable, she thinks. She thinks is this really happening? Is he really here? Am I dreaming? If so why does it feel so real? Her questions are finally answered as he starts to move little by little. He slowly rolls toward her and starts to open his eyes as he sees a angel before him he says to himself softly. His v

Life Just Keeps Sucking More And More
Just when you think that everything is starting to look up in life, then it throws you another blow. Blow after blow though, I still find a way to look up instead of down. I have to remember not to let my mind go to wondering about past, present and future, which may or may not hold anything good. Who knows? Not me, I can only live life one day at a time.

Nsfw???
what is nsfw. I have heard so many people try to tell me what nsfw means. But never the same thing. if any one can show me what it means that would be great. I will give love and rate/add/fan and show lotsa love to you if you could. much abiged

Men Who Will Not Go On Other Mens Pages
I know this is not new but this has got to be the silliest thing I have ever heard of. Some men are offended when another man views their page why? And the men who refuse to go to another mans page because they say they do not want the man to think they are gay. What a line of crap. There is beautiful art work on alot of mens pages and in their pics. All the men that cop this attitude are missing out on the beauty. Also they are not showing how manly they are it shows weakness to me. I loose some respect for every man that has told me this. I gain more respect for a man that is confident in him self who will see the beauty of another mans page. Most women have no problem with viewing another womans page. The ones of us that do are more rounded in life and have more confidence in our selves. Anna

Moving Foreward..with Purpose
Hatred is a bitter, damaging emotion. It winds itself through the blood, infecting its host and driving it foreward without any reason. Its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights. Sacrifice is noble and tender. It's the action of a host who values others above himself. Sacrifice is bought through love and decency. It is truly heroic. Vengeance is an act of violence. It allows those who have been wronged to take back some of what was lost to them. Unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it. Love is decietful and sublime. In its truest form, it brings out the best in all beings. At its worst, it's a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enough to hold it. Don't be stupid. Sacrifice is for the weak. Hatred corrupt. Love destroys. Vengence is the gift of the strong. Move foreward, not with hatred, not with love. Move foreward with purpose. Take back what was stolen. make those who laughed at your pain pay. Not

Why Nother Right?
I don't know why I bother helping everyone anymore. It never gets returned in time. I an going to become a cold hearted bitch. That is the only way I can seem to get through to some ppl. I break my back working to make money for my daughter and myself. And yet I have nothing. I have been at my job for 4 years now. I do grocery shopping for the house, pet food shopping, you name it I do it. Yet I work midnights and an 11 month old. So ask me...How do you find time to do it all?? The answer is simply this. I give up on the thing I need like sleep, food so on and do forth. Please feel free to make any comments or ask any questions. But I just give up on ppl.

Big Pimpout
OK People please show your love for one of thee most Hottest of the 2nd Alarm Hotties Ever! Go to °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties page and hit it up... Don't forget to come check out her lounge Fetish too. Pimpout Brought to you by: ☆Core☆Pimp Daddy C☆Owned by °°«MîñX»°°Asst. to the Chief Dep. 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar

Eat Me
The Wild West provided many horror stories. But few can beat the fate of George Donner's wagon train, taking new settlers to California. In August 1846 it took a wrong turn and got lost in the Sierra Nevada. Starving, the 26 men, 14 women and 44 children decided on a new method of staying alive. They ate each other. The settlers became cannibals - and they are not alone. Cases of cannibalism: During Napoleon's retreat from Russia in 1812 some 12,000 men perished at Vilna in December. Over three days the cold and starvation got so much that many began to eat parts of the already dead. Some four years later - in July 1816 - the French frigate Medusa ran aground off Senegal. Some 151 men built a raft and attempted to escape. Starvation, drowning and eventually murder led to ten surviving. Many of them had been eaten. One of the worst modern cases concerned a Uruguayan plane en route to Chile in the winter of 1972, with 45 people onboard. It crashed in the Andes. Slowly they began to die o

Thoughts
I have to say I am my own worst enemy.I betrayed myself by opening up my heart and allowing myself to love again.I wish I could blame him for my pain,However I allowed myself to be hurt.His confusion has torn me to pieces but I allowed it .So I can not hate him but only myself.If you have ever loved and lost you will understand this but if not enjoy trying to figure it out!!!!

Hubby Is In An Auction
Well hubby finally broke down and got into an auction so go and bid on him. While you are there please drop a few ratings for the beautiful and sexy host of the contest...her name is Shell (aka twisted and transparent)and all you have to do is just click on the picture link below.

Streets Of Dark Dream
Streets Of Dark Dream Steep as the stairs to a dungeon, Deep as the trough of a wave, Stony as ledges of rubble, Dark as a fissureless cave, Slippery-sloped as a glacier, Tangled as paths of a maze, Crowded as slums of a city, Lonely as wilderness ways, . . . . . Strange are the streets that the dreamer Follows unwillingly back Into the jungles of chaos, Into the primeval black . . . __May Willams Ward

Yeah...
So tell me...how is that on St. Patty's day that I'm sitting in doing absoutely nothing? When I should be out getting drunk off my ass!!! Oh thats right....cause no one wanted to do anything!! Dagger...so I'm lonely and bored. Does anyone even care? Lol...I didn't think so..I know its my own problem, it just sucks!! Sooo..I just wanted to share all that with you..thanks!! LoL

Trouble Calling Mi
aint nobody love me as a young nicca finger on my trigger lord forgive me if i smoke niccas b/c i have ta be a G till i die ppl want ta play ppl want to spray well when iam done there will be no fear in my heart for ppl to say.When u mess wit fam ya mess wit me so when ya shot her ya also shot at mi so when ya see mi get ready ta feel the death dats about to come for u and also anybody else dat want beef

Prop 420, The U.s. H.e.m.p. Act (release Copy)
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act A proposition initiative by Kenneth N. Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com) Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; ---------- The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or proven to assist with. PURPOSE: To establish the method of use and the dosage of medicinal cannabis use. ---------- Being that dosage amounts work differently for each individual, even for the same individual at different times or for different reasons or through consumption methods, and that potency is both non-lethal as well as uncontrollably variable depending upon the product acquired or cultivated, it is impos

The Bank Job
I went to see this movie last night. It stars Jason Strathem as a thief who decided to go for his big hit, taking out the Baker Street bank. Based upon a true story, they get more than they bargained for in safety deposit boxes at the bank. Its well done and a definite recommend!

I Got Married!!!
I got married to James on Friday 4th of this month. It was just a simple wedding, plan to have a good sized one on one of our anniversaries. I know I haven't been on much but classes are almost over for this year. Until August that is lol. I am working hard and working even harder at studying for my classes!! So if I am not on much for the next few weeks please understand. I have 3 major papers due plus 4 more test and 2 oral presentations this month. And that is just for starters. I hope all my friends are doing well. Hope to talk to you all very soon. Much Luv too all. Angel

American Come Backs
Great American comebacks > When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by > the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example > of empire building by George Bush > > He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many > of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom > beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in > return is enough to bury those that did not return. > > It became very quiet in the room. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ At a conference in France where a number of international engineers were > taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the > French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the > latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to > Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, >

Gotten Better
Things have gotten better. Went to do laundry in January around the 16th and after I was done was talking to the lady behind the counter and she suddenly says if I knew anyone that needed a part time job? I told her I have been looking since May and she gave me the run down on the hours and such. She suggested I think about it and let her know by Saturday. On the 22nd I was in training for my job. I trained with her on Tuesday, Thursday and with the second shift lady on Friday. Told her about me and the weekly stuffing of advertisements for my landlord (my rent for this month is $195!), so Wednesdays are my day off. Boss pays for training which is normally 2.25 but paid me 3.00 an hour. Landlord has gone to once a week with the papers because he did not like the $195 payment! lol! He uses it to pay the mortgage he has on his house. He finally got the other side rented out so maybe he will resume the papers more than once a week or his greed will get to him and remain o

A Little Humor To Start The Day
Body: There once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned." The priest said, "Confess your sins and be forgiven." The young woman said, "Last night my boyfriend made mad passionate love to me seven times." The priest thought long and hard and then said, "Squeeze seven lemons into a glass and then drink the juice." The young woman asked, "Will this cleanse me of my sins?" The priest said, "No, but it will wipe that smile off of your face.

Devolution
"DEVOLUTION" Yo, it's a rap, yo. Check it out! pshhht. What scientists refer to as "natural selection" is just society's endless quest for perfection. We filter the images our eyes behold by standards that our weakened minds are told by the media. They're not the only ones feedin' ya. Listen to how we talk to one another. Derogatory, trynna be hard. Name-callin like 4th-graders scrappin' in the schoolyard. So much disrespect and comparin' this to that. You ain't no goddamn better just 'cause someone else is "fat". Exploiting our differences-- It's a shame how fast the words come from your lips, but when it comes to seein' how we're all the same, suddenly you can't say shit! Do we really want to be a bunch of clones? So that once we're all perfect we'll never be alone? Oh honey, that ass is saggin' You're showin' your age. Better jump on the wagon. Perfection's the rage! Look at plastic surgeons feedin' egos' urges to take some of the jelly

All Sarge's Bad Girls Need To Read This
I Have Seen A Drop In Participation From The Bad Girls Lately..Yes I Know We All Have Things Off Fubar That We Need To Do...But As You All Know I Just Ask That You Keep Informed With What I Have Planned For The Group..I Would Like For Those That Are Still Serious About Being One Of Sarge's Bad Girls To Comment This Blog To Let Me And Everyone Else Know That You Are A Bad Girl And Part Of This Group/Family .. I Also Feel That If We Are Proud To Be Part Of Sarge's Bad Girls All Bad Girls Should Have "Sarge's Bad Girls" In Their Name..If You Have A Reason For Not Adding It (Such As A Long Name Already) Just Let Me Know..If You Would Like .. You May Add SBG's To Your Name...We Talk About Sarge's Bad Girls Being The Best & Baddest..Now Let's Prove It By Showing Everyone That We Care...I Will Give All A Week To Comment This Blog..At Which Time I Will Start Deleting Some From The Group. Thank You, Sgt. Raider Owner Of Sarge's Bad Girls Update 7-7-09 Please Comment If You Plan On Continuin

I Am The One Who'll Be The Exception
I AM THE ONE WHO'LL BE THE EXCEPTION Stolen, again, from Girlish K I am the one who'll be the exception. It seems to me I can avoid disease. Try shooting at me – You are sure to miss. Try pushing me over a precipice – I don't know now, But I am certain somehow To find a chance support and cling to it. I am the one who'll be the exception. Imposing, free-born, youthful, strong I'll roam the country far and wide, and everyone I'll choose to love shall love me too. My foes will never trick me into wrong, My friends will always be sincere and true. I am the one who'll be the exception. With beaming smiles I'll greet all folks And they'll smile back, They all shall see I am the one without an equal, A person you cannot ignore – that's me! No death awaits me on my way and no deception. I am the one who'll be the exception. What are you smiling at, my friend? I guess you think we two are birds of a feather? That's not surprising

$600 3 Br House In Northport, Ny
Looking for roommate for 3 BR house 1.5 bath. Washer/dryer, small yard, living room, Dining Room/Office, Eat in Kitchen, Fireplace. Walking distance to downtown Northport and harbor. $600 + Utilities, 1 month security. Male or Female. Contact me for pictures!!

A Dying Wish
This was sent to me by a good friend in a PM this AM--it was so touching I just had to blog it~~feel free to copy & send it to all you love Thank you rabbit: crazyrabbit69 = Shadys S*U*P * - Confederate Bomber - Club F.A.R.-@ fubar This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done

Friendship Rose.
Heartistic Soul is having a friends forever contest and I would like to do this. The Details are below...if you could do this for me it would be great. Thanks So Much My ID: MommaTasha My User ID: 1103411 ~♥~MommaTasha~♥~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA~♥~OWNED BY X©ït€M€ & Promoter Of The Green Door@ fubar This game will be played May 13th-31st. For complete information, please see my "Friends Forever" blog. Brought to you by... Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Silence Please!
Silence Please! By: April Terry Silence please, Can you hear that? Of course you can’t. You never could hear me! I scream all day! And all night! Hoping and praying, This time you just may. Deep inside, It’s killing me. Do you like what you see? With each passing moment, I slowly wither away. Am I invisible? Do I even exists? Was I even really real? Maybe someone dreamt me up. Could I be ones fantasy? I try so hard, But get no where. Stuck in this landslide, Only way is down. Silence please, Can you hear me yet? I’m here, Please will you listen? I lay at your feet, Reaching up for your hand? But you never look down, You don’t know I’m here. Clawing at you, Screaming as loud as I can. You never even flinch. What’s the point? Was there ever one? Looking at my hand, I notice I can see throw it. Is the master of this dream waking? Soon will I be, Gone forever? Without an ounce, Of notice from you. You where always to busy, And now I’m gon

What The F*ck!
I haven't been online for some time and I know that at least some of you have wondered where the fuck I've been (apologies to Jeni for not replying to her text message). I thought I'd write down what's been happening so that I don't have to go through it with loads of people. If you read this and know someone who's been wondering where I've been, please link them to this blog. The main reason why I haven't been online is down to one major factor. My wife has been seriously ill. Not to go into too much detail, but she had "women's problems". She's doing much better but isn't out of the woods yet. The doctors have managed to control her symptoms with drugs but she still has to under-go more tests to find the root cause of these problems. Then, just as my wife's health was becoming less of a cause for worry, my dog's health went down-hill dramatically, resulting in me having to have my dog put to sleep. The dog was 16 years old and did lead a full life as far as dogs go. This didn't ma

Yamaha Has Been Totaled
On Saturday afternoon I was riding my Yamaha and the front wheel bearing went out. I chose to take the grass over the pavement because it was wobbling out of control. While trying to slow down in the grass the bike launched and started flipping. I wouldn't let go of it because I wanted to save it. It flipped several times, smashing my head between it and the ground. On the third flip it knocked me out. When we came to a stop the bike was on top of me and the exhaust was burning through my forearm. A friend that was riding with me had to pull it off of me. I was out for at least 4 minutes. When I woke, I jumped up, started asking questions,and then passed out again. I am bruised, cut up and my legs feel like rubber when I walk. I had on my helmet and it is NOT cracked, scratched or dented. I'm impressed with it. I will totally heal and be riding the Suzuki soon, while trying to rebuild the Yamaha again.

Tuesday
i go under the knife tuesday for my shoulder to get fixed every body i have talked to said it hurts like a bitch after but it cant hurt more then it does now i just wanted to say i hope i come out ok and get better fast so i can pick up my little girls and be able to play with them again well thats it i hope every body has a good day

Our Military
inthepink Always Remember those that continue to protect US Each donned their uniform to be Defenders of our liberty Their mission sure, their spirits bright Guard freedom's home, be brave to fight One final day each faced their call Each gave their best enduring all We'll never know wh

For You
To you I give All that I am Through you I will grow For you I will be What ever you Desire I kneel Before you Not out of fear Out of respect I shiver and tremble Not from a chill From an unbridled Passion I burn Because you Have unleashed The hell fire within I cry a stream of tears Not form pain or a Broken heart Oh no These tears are Joyful Blissful And because Finally I am Right where I belong by:samara 6-3-08

Trying To Godmother
I really would like to try and get the spotlight to try and help me godmother before the end of the month. All donations and love will be returned. If you can not donate any rates and love will be appreciated. Thanks to all my wonderful friends. Lucy

Life
When one is up to an absticle, one goes in head first when one is tested, it is a test of faith when one is repected, it is repect they give when one is loved, one will love they self when one is trusted, it is trust they give

Help My Owner With One Rate....plz
Ok gang, we let this sexy guy fall behind in the votes....He needs just one rate, thats all...Please stop by and just give one rate to get him back on top....I wont forget your help :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY SEXY SANDI..... PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE TO STOP BY AND GIVE HIM ONE RATE....WONT TAKE LONG...AND IF YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING...JUST LET ME KNOW :) (repost of original by 'sexysandi.. (Owned By )GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction' **D.S.C** RIS' on '2008-05-29 19:38:38') (repost of original by 'Ozzy ( Yes I believe in Angels )' on '2008-05-29 19:41:43')

Hotgreeneyed8ngel My New Owner!
Karen aka 'ღHotgreeneyed8ngelღ JUST RECENTLY WON ME IN THE AUCTION THAT CANTSLEEPCLOWNSWILLEATME AKA TAWNYA HELD! SHE WON ME WITH THE BID OF A HAPPY HOUR AND AN 150 FU-BLING PACK.. KAREN AND I HAVE ONLY BEEN CHATTING FOR A SHORT TIME BUT IN THAT SHORT TIME SHE AND I HAVE COME TO BE GREAT FRIENDS, SHE IS ONE HELL OF AN AMAZING WOMAN AND I COULDNT ASK FOR A BETTER FRIEND.. SHE'S SO AMAZING YOU ALL SHOULD TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW HER AS A PERSON AND SHOW HER SO MUCH LOVE!! THANK YOU AGAIN KAREN FOR BEING THE AWESOME PERSON THAT YOU ARE AND BEING SUCH AN UNBELIEVABLE FRIEND TO ME!!! YOU ARE TRULY ONE THAT I WOULD CONSIDER A BFF!! THANKS AGAIN SWEETHEART! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LIKE I SAID EVERYONE GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE AND FAN , RATE, ADD, COMMENT AND CRUSH HER!! SHE'S AWESOME!!! ღHotgreeneyed8ngelღ OWNED BY βûṨṪḜṞ ἯYMAN@ fubar

I Haven't Cried Like This In A Long Time
I did it again. I got my hopes up only to have my heart ripped out and stomped on. I met this really cool guy and we've been talking for almost two weeks. We've been talking that long because of my vacation, we couldn't go out until I got back. We were supposed to go out tonight. We talked for a few hours on Sunday when I got home and everything was all dandy. Then Monday I didn't hear from him until about 11pm when he sent me a text saying it had been a long day at work and he was tired so he was going to bed. I found this text odd because he doesn't usually text, he normally calls. And he is a teacher so why would it take until 11 for him to be done with work? But I just said ok goodnight. Well about 45 minutes later I saw him on AIM for just a few minutes. I found this odd too since he supposedly went to bed. But I just shrugged it off and went to bed. Then all day Tuesday I didn't hear from him. We were supposed to finalize our plans, but no word from him. He didn't return my tex

My Son
hi yall my son and I have to go to the doctors today and get his test results. We had an appointment at the end of the month but want us to come in today to go over the results whitch cant be good so just keep us in ur thoughts and prayers when I come home from the doctors I will update anyone that cares please pray around 3oclock

Your
Your eye's just have this sparkle Like the deep midnight sky. That follow me forever And never ever hide. Your smile just has this addiction Like a mad man on coke. That always leave me laughing Even when I'm alone Your lip's just so soft Like the peddle from a Rose. That never want me to leave They never want me to go. Your face just like an angle That I've never seen before. You've hypnotize my mind You've hypnotized my soul. Your laugh's just like a song That plays again and again in my mind. I know it will always be there Even when I die Your love just feels so true From the moment I met you I knew we would be together Even if it dident mean forever! I love you both. *MUAH* BUTTERFLY KISSES!!Yes. . this goes to both my loves. ..

Help This Beautiful Woman Out People.
=== 'Crazy Sixx Bitch co/owner of WILDSIDE LOUNGE' wrote the following at '2008-06-16 15:03:51'.. > > > > > > > OK EVERYONE.. COME CHECK OUT MY FRIEND CRAZY SIXX BITCH.. SHE IS IN A HOTTEST MOTHER CONTEST AND IN NEED OF AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN POSSIBLY LEAVE HER.. JUST CLICK THE PIC ABOVE OR YOU CAN CLICK HER PIC TO BE DIRECTED TO THE CONTEST PIC TO BOMB... > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'ÐĴ ₣àñŧáşţîĉ *Fu-Bombers*~Owner of DejaVu Radio - GM @ ÐÙ®TÝ~§ÕÚTH' on '2008-06-16 05:47:28') > (repost of original by 'Drunkone...PROMOTER FOR ~ÐÙ®TÝ~§ÕÚTH_ÐÕé§~IT_ßé§T' AND DeJaVu' on '2008-06-16 13:28:32')

Ghost
Well a ghost is talked about but never really seen. It’s what I’ll become very soon. I don’t know how long I’ll be MIA. In a couple of days I won’t be online anymore. I week later I’m turning my cell phone off. I won’t be gone forever. It might be for just a month. It might be for a year. Some might think I’m betraying them or it’s not fair, but it’s my choice and I have made it already. So… you want a reason why? The main reason is that I need a break and I feel I need to do it again. The last time I went ghost. I was gone for 1 year and a half, almost 2 years. During that time no one heard from me, not even close family members. So be happy for the time you knew me and just remember I’ll be back some time. NSFW so you guys can cuss me out lol

Slutmuffin
I saw people refered to as "slutmuffin"s here , and was ruminating on the exact definition..I mean there are all types here on Fu, so what precisely is a "slutmuffin"?? There are plenty of slut's here on Fu ( thankyou baby jesus) and there's a bit of muff, so anm I to assume that the simple addition of the the two equals the product of slutmuffin? But how is that when the term is used referring to a male of the Fu species..I am confuzzled Big Time

Poems
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For eve ryone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of th

An Intro
Hey All, I am Snowman, I use this Nick due to the fact that I lived for 14 years in the Arctic. I am a fulltime single parent and work in I.T. (Computers and networking) I do not have huge muscles, but have a great shape for being 47 (I thank my Kids for that....) And I am not afraid to show my body - as I am proud of it.... I am a Musician and have been for over 35 years, and have been lucky enough to have been in the right places at the right time. I have not fallen into the category of "Full of himself" (As alot of Musicians do...) Rather, I just see it as sharing something of myself. I do not drive a fancy car (Don't even own one anymore), Ride Motorcycles, ATV's, and Snowmobiles (I enjoy the freedom). I am an "Outdoorsman", and when I see people say that, I cringe... I lived in the Arctic so it was a way of life, not just a weekend thing. The land was considered the "Supermarket", and being out on the land was just something we did ALL the time.... I have seen and done MANY RE

Tag
Instructions...... (I was tagged by Murk) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have to wear socks to bed. 2. I do not eat lettuce, even in a salad. 3. I am an under cover ninja! 4. I am in love with my SUV. 5. I love ketchup! 6. I stay horny all the time. 7. I like to masturbate to porn. 8. I watch porn every night before bed. 9. I love to drink jack n coke. 10. I love to color. Okay peeps, have your way! Thank you so very much MURK for your curious nature!!! I pass the buck to: Sport Bike Rider ImSoCoolIPissIceCubes Mat ProDarkX JonnieC

Eight Steps From The First Pbs Station To Walking With The Nuclear Football
Just thought it would be interesting to share my journey around the Internet... 1) I started off on Total Fark when a video of the first PBS broadcast caught my eye 2) Searching for similar videos I found TV sign-off's including HBO 3) This made me search for and old TV station (WVII, Bangor Maine) and coverage of the fire at the transmitter 4) I didn't find that, but I found links about a New York TV Station fire (WABC) 5) That made me think of how New York Stations might have survived 9/11 (They didn't, except for WCBS, which has a back up transmitter at Empire State) 6) I noted in a story that the Emergency Alert System was not activated during the 9/11 events 7) Reading a Wikipedia article on EAS it talked about the Nuclear Football (The case that travels with the president) 8) I discovered that the Nuclear Football was left behind during the Clinton Administration when the President left a meeting in haste, leaving the military officer behind, he walked back to the White

Children
Well I have to say as a parent myself that children can be so complicated especially teenagers I have a child that is 16 now and she is rotten to the core thanks to her father. She lives with him in another state and is at the point in her life that she is right and im wrong well ya know how that goes. But things are kinda rough between her and I right now because of some choices I have made in my life inwhich im happy with those choices and she isnt. But her siblings are happy too. So its like I cant win for losing with her anymore.So what do you do when you have a child who is so set in her ways and makes you feel like you are the worst parent in the world? See I dont know what to do anymore im at a lost of words........

Midgets And Stuff
SO THE BIG TALK ON FUBAR LATELY IS HOW THEY HAVE THESE MIDGETS THAT U CAN PUT OHER SITES SO PEOPLE CAN SEE WHAT LEVEL YOUR ON AND U CAN GET POINTS WHEN PEOPLE SEE IT AND BLAH BLAH BLAH.ONLY PROBLEM IS I HAVE NEVER SEEN THESE MIDGETS THEY SAY THEY ARE ON YOUR PAGE WELL I HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM ON MY PAGE,NOW I FULLY ADMIT TO BEING PC ILLITERATE BUT AM I REALLY THAT DUMB OR ARE SOME OF U HAVING THE SAME PROBLEM TOO??I GUESS THAT WOULD BE A GOOD MUM TO POST LOL ANYWAY I ALSO HEARD THE STASH WAS GONE AND NOW IT'S BACK I NEVER EVEN NOTICED MY STASH MISSING TO BE HONEST AND SOME PEOPLE HAVE LOST THEIR STASH IF THEY HAD MORE THEN 2000,THANK GOD I ONLY HAVE 42 LOL AND FINALLY I SEE THAT FUBAR HAS DONE AWAY WITH THE RATES OF OUR FRIENDS,NOW OF COURSE WE ALWAYS COULD RATE PICS ONCE A WEEK BUT THE PROFILES CAN ONLY BE RATED ONCE.WHAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IS HOW EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE TO RERATE EACH OTHER IT STILL SHOWS THAT WE FANNED EACH OTHER LOL

Shadow Angel
She is in a contest to win a year VIP and only needs 60k comments to do it so please if you have time come by and drop her some comments to help her out this woman is such a great and totally awesome person and she so deserves this more than anyone else I know. Click the image to get started and thanks in advance for your help!! :)

Quotes That Got To Me...
i keep this list on my desk of things that people say to me or qupte to me. here's some of the good stuff: "When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced. Live your life so that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice." ~Cherokee Proverb "Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing." ~Helen Keller "And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair." ~Khalil Gibran "And think not you can guide the course of love. For love, if it finds you worthy, shall guide your course." ~Kahlil Gibran "And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation." ~Kahlil Gibran "A friend who is far away is sometimes much nearer than one who is at hand. Is not the mountain far more awe-inspiring and more clearly visible to one passing through the valleynthan to those who inhabit the mountain? ~Khalil Gibran "Meditate. Live purely. Be qui

Contest
ill be giving away $50 gas card or a ishuffel with all the shit speakers ect stay tuned for the contest and rules so go to climaxxxradio.com make a name and join in the chat and look out for the retrun of dj_altoid :) august 7th will be the day of the contest so stay tuned and come visit us www.climaxxxradio.com

See Through Your Own Eyes.
There is no reality except the one contained within us. --Herman Hesse Claude Gellee painted lovely pictures of the English countryside. Europeans loved his landscapes with their blue hues and mild distortions. But when the people went for the carriage rides in the country, they were disappointed because it didn't look the way Gellee had painted it. Then someone discovered that if you held blue glass up to your eyes and looked through it, the trees and hills and sky looked just like a Gellee painting! Soon everyone was looking through "Claude glasses" when they traveled. We often let others do our seeing for us. We get lazy and rely on the images of television and movies, instead of really seeing with our own eyes. Our world becomes distorted and we lose sight of the natural beauty that surrounds us. Each of us carries reality inside ourselves, and as we grow stronger within, we discover that we can see clearest when we trust our own eyes. There is a glorious world, full and

You Know You Want What I Got!
Cuffed DesiresThis is one Wild and Sexii Girl. And now you can be the one to own her. She has so much to offer. She will take you on the ride of your life. Better hold on to your seat!!Not to mention Hott as hell. Get in there and bid on her if you want to OWN this Special Lady. If you don't I will. I'd Kiss that..Now lets get those bids in..Let say you start with a 30 day Blast and work your way up. What are you waiting for Click the Pic Below!!!

I Ain't Dead Yet
I'm outside having a smoke, when this very attractive woman walks by in a short white dress. When the sun hits it right, you can almost see through to the other side, so of course I have to look. As she walks past the corner, this old dude walks by with his head craned to get a view as well. I wanted to shout to him "You go old dude, you go!"

Life
The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Lord, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking...

Trying To Be Happy
Life hasnt been so easy for me and I know that its not going to get any better. I just want to live out my life with a person who understands me and can feel the emtions that I go through. I try so hard to fit in but then it blows up in my face and I get knocked down. I have worked so hard i n life to just survive that I have about given up on ever finding love or anything to that nature. I might as well live life alone and deal with my issues by myself as always in the past. I trully have no one to be there that I can trust or anything. I always get stabbed in the back!

Adolf Hitler
Adolf Hitler Founder and leader of National Socialism (Nazism), and German dictator Lived: 1889–1945 "Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who do not want to fight in this world of eternal struggle do not deserve to live." - Adolf Hitler "In actual fact the pacifistic-humane idea is perfectly all right perhaps when the highest type of man has previously conquered and subjected the world to an extent that makes him the sole ruler of this earth… Therefore, first struggle and then perhaps pacifism." - Adolf Hitler "The [Nazi party] should not become a constable of public opinion, but must dominate it. It must not become a servant of the masses, but their master!" - Adolf Hitler "For there is one thing we must never forget… the majority can never replace the man. And no more than a hundred empty heads make one wise man will an heroic decision arise from a hundred cowards." - Adolf Hitler "There must be no majority decisions, but only responsible persons

Goodbye
Can you dry the tears I cry & capture the horrors i dream each night ? Save me from my morbid hell ; free me from my fucking shell ? Each day I wake, is this life ? I close my eyes & roll the dice Wanting the end to come right now Please God take me... someway, somehow ! Silence the screams inside my head that drive me insane at night in bed. My mind just races & will not stop with thoughts from the heart I should've forgot. I wish it would all just go away ; free my soul, but it just stays. Lingering there & hauting me, laughing ever so quietly But I hear the laughter loud & clear torturing me with all my fears. Visions of happiness I once knew How this all started comes back to you You keep me under your control, where you keep me from becoming whole Wanting death and NOTHING more Goodbye my heart, my amore

Happy Bday Claude Miss You Love You Rip
You would be 51 today.you left 4 years ago and life just hasn't been as fun without you. you gave me my big sister, her 2 wonderful little sister and so many laughs.i miss you so much and i wish that you could have stayed with us longer so you could see how awesome Sarah , Cameron and Candace are doing.Cameron Graduated high school this year and started college last week.Arthur, Sarah's step son turned 7 yesterday,Harrison will turn 5 in October. I turned 20 a couple days ago. I think about you a lot and how very lucky i was to be around you and your kids and i know it must have been hard for you. thank you sooo much for giving me big sister and sharing your new family with me. We miss you

Lol
I was a very happy man. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate. Because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her 'little' sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, 'I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me.' I was stunned and

Stoner's 420 Train .. Updated And New Look!
TOKING ON THE STONER'S 420 TRAIN What you have to do is really easy, FIRST rate/comment these 42 pictures; ha you want 42 or 420?; the FU started marking pics as I was privately uploading, so if they are NSFW you must comment; so you can pay attention or just comment all; start with this picture: SECOND, rate, fan, and add all on this bulletin/blog. If they are already your friend, rerate if necessary and leave the comment, "Stoner's 420 Train". THIRD: Those of you receiving friend requests, you MUST fan and rate and not just accept the friend request. FOURTH, when you're done, let me (Tulsa's Angel) know and I will get you added. Tokers: The Overseer Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar The Manipulator Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar The Paper

Lost Inside
I left home to go to a far away land, now everything is different. I can’t explain to anyone how. Lately everything seems to be so very confused. I am alone with my thoughts as I crouch behind a battered vehicle dodging enemy bullets that whiz past my head. Beside me are my brothers and sisters, my only source of strength and courage to go on when I feel myself start to slip away.. An enemy attacked our country. They killed thousands of our own. They threaten to destroy us, to make our country their own. So we came to this place to put an end to their goals. We freed another people these fanatics also terrorized. We taught them how to be free. We gave them hope for a better future. We are helping rebuild their country. At the same time we now fight alongside each other to defeat this common enemy. Sadly, one day one of their eighteen year olds might be sent far away. They too may have to fight an enemy who threatens to destroy their homeland. But I pray what we do here today will

She Was Taken.................
The afternoon had been quiet after she arrived at the hotel. Her bags had been delivered to her room and then, after unpacking, she had decided to go down and look around the hotel. As she looked around the lobby, she noticed the sign that advertised the hotel bar..."The Hot Spot". Since she had absolutely nothing to do the rest of the day and evening, she thought..."why not?" As she entered the room, soft music was playing...there weren’t many customers at this time, so she pretty much had her pick of where to sit. There was a corner booth that caught her eye right away, so she started towards it. Her Brown hair blowing softly under the ceiling fans, as she wiggled her cute ass on over to the booth. The waitress took her order quickly...a rum and coke...then she watched through her green eyes as a few wandered in and out...sipping her drink, she thought of the meeting tomorrow. A very big day in her corporate life she thought. Her chance to really advance in the company she had

Voting On The Facts
Well I am losing any concern that I possibly had about our president being Barack Obama. It seems that In the few weeks past he is slowly fallen apart. Look for anyone voting for this inexperienced, inept, senator, you seriously need to rethink your decision. On almost every position that he holds, or changes as often as John Kerry, he lacks common sense, just like his supporters. I'm sorry if this offends any of my friends but I highly doubt that there are too many people out there that even know why they are voting for him, aside from the fact that he speaks of "hope" and a "new future"..And I find it hilarious that this new future is one he doesn't see possible if he isn't president.. I have never seen a more arrogant man. From his seats in his newly refurbished jet ( which he removed the American flag from ) and the seat he sits in within that reads "president", to never wearing the American flag on his lapel. His wife has stated that for the first time in her life

It A Pimp Doing His Thang ! Join The Pimp Train1
OK FUBAR LET'S START BIG PIMPIN WITH THE 1 AND ONLY BIG POPPA FIRST YOU NEED TO RATE ALL OF HIS PIMPIN PICS SECOND VISIT AKA MRS.T PM HER TO LET HER KNOW YOU ARE DONE RATING THE FOLDER AND SHE WILL MAKE YOU A PIMPIN TAG ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar THIRD RATE/FAN/ADD ALL THE MEMBERS BELOW WHEN DONE MESSAGE ME I WILL ADD YOU TO THE LIST BUT PLEASE BE INFORM FAILURE TO NOT REPOST WILL COST YOU TO BE DELETED FROM THE LIST LAST AND IMPORTANT HAVE FUN AND NO DRAMA! BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~

A Long Time Waiting
Well we finally met just like we did 10 years ago same place same people only our current ages and knowledge. I saw you and you were wearing this sexy outfit obvious it was the holiday season and you had some big shindig you had to go to well as usual I was dress in an outfit that would knock the socks off of Fred Austere. You were with out a date for some reason he could not make it so you asked me to join you and since I had nothing else going on I obliged you with a yes. So we went to this ballroom somewhere that was truly amazing (let me explain your attire here long silky black dress long triple looped mother of pearl necklace a pair of ¾ arm length black velvet gloves with a matching tennis bracelet. Your hair was up in a bun with beautiful locks hanging for bangs. You were very stunning, and you walked with an elegance about you I can’t quite explain) You made your way over to the people you knew there which seamed to me every one there was in complete and utter awe of you and e

Love
What is pain? Is it when love is slain? When it goes who are we to blame? Sometimes we just want to forget? But it stays and sticks. Pain hits us hard like bricks. And there is no way to get out the way. People play with out hearts like its a game. When they get caught their excuse is lame. Can love just disappear. Even though we feel it so near. Or is it an illusion? Where do we find love with out the lose? Or is pain always the cost? I wish someone could tell me whats real. Tell me whats the deal. Are we curse to be alone and cold? Is all the love in the world already sold? Please tell me how we should feel. Or are we to busy trying to kill. Kill our hearts and souls. Just trying to find that person to remove their clothes. Is that all there is? With out sex love can't fit? I want more the just physical enjoyment. I want peaceful, passion, love and a commitment. Is that to hard to find? Could that ever truly be mine?

Too Damn Funny
Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Ralph. Ralph was stunned. "I'm dead? No I can't be I've got too much too live for. Send me back! St. Peter said, I'm sorry, but theres only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken. Ralph was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. 'So you're the new hen, huh? Hows your first day here? 'Not bad, replied Ralph the hen, but I have this strange feeling inside like I'm gonna explode! 'Your ovulating,' explained the rooster. 'Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before? 'Never,' said Ralph. Well, just relax and let it happen,' says the rooster. 'It's no big deal. Ralph did, and a few uncomfortable seconds later, out popped an egg! Ralph was ove

Check Out My Auction
I am in a gifts only auction!!!!!! Who wants to own me for a month?????? Here is a list of what I am offering: Rate all pics and stash, pics will be re-rated weekly for a month during Happy Hour. Daily comments. Daily drinks. 2 gifts a week. Owned by in name for a month. Added to top friends for a month. Pimp out in the about me section of my profile. Pimp out bulletin. SFW Salute. More can be discussed depending on bids. Thank you! Here is the link to the pic.

Sigh...
You forget how harsh life can be, until it smacks you right across the face. It's not like I didn't have a care in the world... I was just happy. I should have known nothing like that could last. Something has to be torn away, and that which makes me happy fits more than perfectly.

Sunday
Hey there , happy Sunday FuBombers. If you were sold in the auction last night and have nt yet sent your auction fee, please do so, thers 3 or 4 of you that haven't yet. I have to this every Sunday to get every1 to send the fees. Every1 knows how it works. I shouldn't have to do this. Todays bombing target is this lets bomb together ppl. Read your paper, get woke up, have your coffee, and let's bomb!!

Tough Ol Man
THIS TOUGH OL MAN HAS A TOOTH THAT IS DRIVING HI CRAZY SO HE DECIDES 2 GO TO A DENTIST. SO HES SITTIN IN THE CHAIR &THIS YOUNG DENTIST WALKS IN LOOKS AT HIS X-RAYS & SAYS OK SIR I TELL YA WHAT IM GONNA SEND MY NURSE COME IN 2 GIVE U A SHOT 4 PAIN & ILL BE BACK IN A FEW 2 PULL YOUR TOOTH. THE TOUGH OL MAN JUST SIGHS & SHAKES HIS HEAD & TELLS THE YOUNG DENTIST THAT HES DONE EXPERIANCED THE 2 MOST PAINFUL THINGS IN THIS WORLD & TIS WASNT 1 OF EM SO JUST PULL THE TOOTH. AFTER ARGUEING WITH THE MAN 4 A BIT THE DENTIST GIVES IN. SO THE YOUNG DENTIST IS JUST ABOUT STANDING IN THE CHAIR TWISTING YANKING & CUSSING & FINALLY SNATCHES THE TOOTH OUT THE OL MANS HEAD. THE TOUGH OL MAN DIDNT EVEN FLINTCH THE WHOLE TIME HE JUS GOT OUT THE CHAIR WALKED OVER 2 THE SINK & SPIT OUT SOME BLOOD. NOW THE YOUNG DENTIST IS JUST AMAZED HE LOOKS AT THE OL MAN &SAYS SIR I NO THAT MUST HAVE HURT LIKE HELL I GOTTA ASK WHAT DID YOU GO THROUGH THAT WAS SO PAINFULL. THE TOUGH OL MAN REPLIES I WAS HUNTIN 4 BEAR 1 DAY

Black Widow(stolen From Bryan Ty)
She's a lady of the evening. Indeed she aims to tease. With the enticement of the blood moon... She will bring you to your knees. Beware the Black Widow!! You know she is...venomous! Beware the Black Widow! Lovers like you are just too endless. Look at you now in her web of exctasy. Dreaming of how... You think that it's suppose to be. She claims to be a wiccan. But not quite complete. There's a taste that she still hungers for... But it lies beyond your dreams. Beware the Black Widow!! You know she is...venomous! Beware the Black Widow! Lovers like you are just too endless. Look at you now in her web of exctasy. Dreaming of how... You think that it's suppose to be.

Stuff I Have Been Thinking
I have been dealing with a lot of things in my life the past month... Somethings I have shared..some I haven't. With the death of my grandmother I really realized how many true friends I have...and who really cared.... I have went thru some really personal things and I know with time I will work thru them and be a better person In the end... I have changed a lot in the last month and most will notice the change...i have been stuck using my phone to get on the net for the last month so my interaction has been limited... Some of u may not like the change but that is your problem not mine... There will be more to come in this blog.... *muahz*

Wanted _vip For My Wife ... Can You Help Me , Shhhh Its A Suprise!!!
ok i am looking for someone out there that can help me get a vip for my wife for my fubucks and rates or what ever , you tell me what you want and lets work out something... she is wanting one badly and im trying to do it for her as a suprise .. please help me if you can ...

Ready To Quit
I love my job. It's almost exactly what I want to be doing with my life. The only problem is that the supervisors are making things so awful for all of us that I am just about ready to quit. And I'm not the only one feeling this way. It's a new program, I'll admit it. But our supervisor doesn't do her fucking job. She's supposed to have everything ready for us by the time we get in. Instead, we're constantly having to call to find out what's going on. I can't go into everything that is wrong with it; it would take me all day to do that. The bottom line is that she's gone to the head honcho and told her that oh, we have it easy over there (when in fact she has never spent more than 15 minutes with us), and that basically we're a bunch of complainers. We were told at the start to voice any concerns we may have. Now that she's gone and labeled us as such, the boss won't listen to our concerns...not that she probably would have in the first place, but we might have had a better c

Love Like This
I want a love that will never end. A love that makes me wake up thinking about her and know that she is thinking about me. I want her to be the last thought I have before bed and know its the same for her. I want to feel like I am important to her. I want to be the person she feels like she cant live without. I want to feel like i cant live without her. I want ever moment spent with her to be a memory that will be cherished forever. I want our lives be combine to be one. Not to say that we dont have aspects of life that we do alone but I want the rest to be ours. I want love so strong it cant be broken. I want her to be willing to make the best of even the worst situation because we are gonna get through it together.. This is the kind of love that I want.

Are You Good In Bed? I Scored A 12.... Whats Your Score?
THIS ONE IS FUN Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex (one night stand). -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked. -Add 3 if you haven't been kissed in the past month. [At least not romantic or passionately.] -Add 2 if you have never masturbated. -Add 5 if you have never seen or watched porn. -Subtract 5 if you have made y

Blonde Teen Girl Gagging On Cock
Hi everybody This week I am releasing "Rat in the kitchen" which stars Jasmine Lau in hardcore action I have been called in as Jasmine has seen a rat in her kitchen so I lay the bait, put the trap down and tell her that we just have to wait until the rat comes out so she asks me if there is anything that will make the rat come out faster and I tell her that rats love the smell of sex! So Jasmine tells me she does not want to wait and drops to her knees, gets my cock out and starts to give me a deep throat blow job where she gags on my dick There is 14 minutes of video action and more that 80 photos To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour24.html Or to see a video clip of the action use this link http://www.bangbull.com:80/details/65614 Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

Native American Prayer
Native American Prayer Oh Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds, and whose breath gives life to all the world - hear me. I come before you, one of your children. I am small and weak. I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made, my ears sharp to hear your voice. Make me wise, so that I may know the things you have taught my people, the lesson you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I seek strength not to be superior to my brothers, but to be able to fight my greatest enemy, *MYSELF*. Make me ever ready to come to you, with clean hands and straight eyes, so when life fades as a fading sunset, my spirit may come you without shame. Yellow Hawk, Sioux Chief Indian people were part of a great civilization. The Indian nation had a society that was strict and well organized. Each tribe had it's own language and culture. Each tribe had i

Like This One
Fall In Love Or Fall In Hate Get Inspired Or Be Depressed Ace A Teat Or Flunk A Class Make Babies Or Make Art Speak The Truth Or Lie And Cheat Dance On Tables Or Sit In The Cornor Life Is Divine Chaos. Embrace It Forgive Yourself, Breathe. And Enjoy The Ride...

Why Me?
Why me? I'm so confused about a bunch of things right now. I don't know what to do. Should I wake him up to talk to me or should I let him sleep (He fell asleep watching Halloween H20 with me). I wish I knew what was going on with him and me. I don't know what to think, I'm so confused... Well sorries for rambling...Laterz!

My Life In General
Im just sick in tired of being alive. I have No Life, No friends ( well the only friends i think I have are on here) none in my real life at the home front. And thats all becasue of my husband of 10 yrs... He doesnt trust no one or me...thinks if i meet anyone of line is cus they want to have sex with me. Which is not all true.. halloween is coming up and i get a call from my sister ohh byt the way can you watch my 3 kids so i can go to a halloween party with my friends..Im like fine i will since i have nothing else to do or no life or party of my own..Im just sick in tired of being used to watch kids so my sisters can go out..im just wish someone understands what i go though..

Depression
How do you describe the emptiness inside you as your heart breaks? A void full of depression, hungering for more? Does it feel like a light has been turned off? What happens to a persons soul when that fire is gone? For some it more than they can bear, others, are so closed off they feel nothing. This dark endless pit called depression, aren't those who have escaped lucky? Those of us still stuck here are tortured every second, it never letting up. The more it hurts, the darker the void gets.

Godfather/mother Auction (closed)
Come and Own me in the Godfather/Mother Auction Whoo hooo I was won by the wonderful Tappinit :) with the winning bid of 7 days blast :) Auction Brought To By The Lovely *Pink0828**Woot! God Momma** Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

Us Autos.......
“Dieing US Auto Industries” So after the amazing success of the bailout of the financial markets we are now going to throw money away into the dieing US auto industries. Here is an idea, let them fail! The free market has spoken. You fail to plan, you plan to fail. This is the story of the US Auto companies. So why do we have to save them? For all the jobs lost would kill the US economy, as if it needs any help. So here is my “Joe Nobody” plan. Let them fail. When the factories close and the people are canned, then the Feds buy the factories and re-tool them to build wind turbines and solar panels. Hire and re-train the auto workers to make and maintain this new industry. And as for the US Auto industries, if they can survive, good, but not at the cost of the tax payer. We need to invest in our future. What better time then now to do so. Let's stop throwing money into old ideas and invest in new ones. Jeremy P. Lincicum

Badger
Cunning badger of the forest, Guide me to wisdom, truth and light. All injustices against me, Wipe clean the slate and set them right. Aggressiveness, Reliance, Self-Expression The power of the Badger totem is its aggressiveness and the willingness to fight for what it wants. This aggression can also be turned to healing - for Badger is the keeper of Earth's healing herbs. Badger people are quick to express their feelings with concern for the consequences. They are often healers who have the courage to use unconventional methods. Badger has the ability to persist to find a cure. Badger people are often leaders and bosses, the one who will get the job done. If you have a Badger as a totem, you will likely be solitary but comfortable being alone. You are comfortable within yourself and very self-reliant. Badger anger can get your out of apathy, but be careful not to cut yourself (or others) to ribbons using. Badger is a powerful totem when used properly.

"go Ahead And Leave"
"GO AHEAD AND LEAVE" GO AHEAD AND LEAVE BAN ME FROM YOUR LIFE MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU'VE ALREADY THOUGHT TWICE YOU THINK YOU DONT NEED ME I KNOW I DONT NEED YOU BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK AND STILL HAVE NO CLUE GO AHEAD AND LEAVE IVE TOLD YOU GOODBYE IM GUESSING YOUR WAITING FOR MY CONTENTFUL SIGH GUESSING BY YOUR FACE YOUR STILL CONFUSED YOUR PLAYFUL ANTICTS ARE LEAVNG YOU AMUSED GO AHEAD AND LEAVE AND SEE IF I CARE DONT APOLOGIZE NOW DONT EVEN DARE FEELING REALLY STUPID YEAH YOU DESERVE THAT GO AHEAD AND LEAVE AND DONT COME BACK

Stand Tall
Say what you say or just sail away She can't stand me but I miss her face I feel like drownin' but the tides too low And now I'm waiting for the undertow So I stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a little better now (we can break it down, yes we can make it) Stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a little better now (we can break it down, yes we can break it) (we can break it down, yes we can break it) Well I can only take so much The pressure may come to pressure us They came to watch us fall Oh yes, they came to watch us fall But we will rise up against them all So I stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a little better now (we can break it down, yes we can make it) Stand tall It gets a little better I see the water we can break down together Stand strong it gets a littl

Pick Your Pie Pizza Contest Full Waiting On People To Finish Thier Obligations
UPDATE:All pizzas taken waiting on all to complete comments and rates Note: If you have not gotten all your comments done or worked out another deal with me you will not get your prize until completed. :P How many times have you been sitting on Fubar wishing you had a Pizza? Ahhh Yes, delicious Pizza! Well wish no more! Mama Lucretia to the rescue! The Easiest Contest Ever!! Everyone is a Winner!!

Ladies In Red
Ok Girls We wanna give a lil shout out to a few girls that we have in the group!!!!!.......We have A Few Girls In Red And We Wanted To show them a lil Recognization!! They work Very Hard to Keep Their RED!! So Lets Show Our Girls a lil Special Love they Help Us out so much by making us Bullys and Rating our pages!!! I am convinced!!!! i dont care what anyone says we have the greatest girl group and the greatest Girls on fu((ALL OF U ARE AWESOME))) We all bring something diff to the table and we ALL work Hard to Luv Our Fellow DC Ladies!!! You Guys Keep it Up I am so Proud To Have each and every girl we Have in the group with us and i am proud to be a part of all of it!!!!!! Ty

Happy Belated Thanksgiving!
ok since yesterday I sat around all day on fubar and didn't fix turkey dinner I'm doing it today. the reason for that is I didn't have anything to be thankful yesterday. I was all alone. but I convinced my ex wife to bring the boys up from Utah today and we're going to do thanksgiving today! YAY for me!!!! I get to spend today and tomorrow with my boys!!! YAY!!!! I'm so excited!! So long story short, you can all fuck off and die with the exception of my Poi, I won't be on much today or tomorrow. K bye

Auto 11s You Ant Points I Got Em For Ya
OH YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT I GOT I GOT AUTO 11S ON ALL DAY LONG STARTING AT 11AM AND THANKS TO THIS LADY RIGHT HERE THAT I HAVE THEM Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubar SO IF YOUR WANTING SOME POINTS AND TRYING TO LEVEL WHAT BETTER PLACE THEN HERE TO DO IT ILL BE GIVING OUT RANDOM PRIZES TO RATERS ALL DAY LONG SO CLICK THE PICS AND LEVEL UP ON ME AND WIN A PRIZE

Cherokee Prayer
Cherokee Prayer God in heaven above please protect the ones we love. We honor all you created as we pledge our hearts and lives together. We honor mother-earth - and ask for our marriage to be abundant and grow stronger through the seasons; We honor fire - and ask that our union be warm and glowing with love in our hearts; We honor wind - and ask we sail though life safe and calm as in our father's arms; We honor water - to clean and soothe our relationship - that it may never thirsts for love; With all the forces of the universe you created, we pray for harmony and true happiness as we forever grow young together. Amen.

Ddr Birthday Party!
Dirty Deeds Radio ~ 1 Year Birthday Yes, you heard right... DDR is One Year Old!!! Instead of receiving presents, We are giving away presents!!! Thursday, December 4th All Day & All Night Come party with us and receive one of the many door prizes we will be giving away all day long.

I Am Back
you know this maybe stupid for me writeing this but got to get it off my chest. You know you cant have to many friends right well i agree with that. but one thing i cant stand is a lier when they say your thier friends what a darn joke. you take two people that was so close at one time that they talked and was always there for one another yes we was together but he felt it ok to break my heart but i some how made it throw that but he runs his mouth about friendship lol he is a joke now that he has all he needs he forget about his friends. I can speak to him and he dont speak i guess i was right he dont give a hoot about me never did yes its ok to be with the one you love and time spend together is great but one thing one needs to rember is your friends dont there mean anything at all i can answer that for you no we dont its one thing to hurt me like that but yet still turn your back on a friend. i tell you you was never a friend and you never cared shit about me i see it now believe me

8-22-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** So, to update everyone on the Lupus situation... Spoke with the dr's office, they DID do a second test in regards to the Lupus testing. The first test WAS positive, but the second test was inconclusive. They will probably re-run the bloodwork in the near future. Current situation, I was sitting down Tuesday evening, and my left arm started to drop outta socket. So I went to the dr today (Friday). Turns out I have a partial dislocation of my left shoulder. The dr ordered x-rays on my shoulder, will only hear about those if they see something bad. I have another appt on Sept 10, but this appt is with the orthopedic specialist. Until then, I am supposed to keep my arm in a sling. I will post another update when I know more. I appreciate all the thoughts and well-wishes from everyone!!

Forever In My Heart
My heart aches at the thought of losing you, You carry my heart & soul with you, Millions of miles keep us apart, But here within my heart you will always stay, Tears have fallen like rain, The pain within me has been too much to take, I've kissed you a thousand times, What I wouldn't give to have just one more, Your smile is bright like the stars, Oh, how it brightens my world, My heart goes pitty patter, Just from a slight gaze of you, I shiver and melt, Just from the soft touch of you, How can I ever tell you... Just how much you mean to me?? This I don't know how to do, But I will love you forever, Loving you gives me wings to fly, I have never soared this high, I cherish you like a delicate rose, And I know you feel the same, You said words to me, I swore I'd never hear you say, But I don't know how to tell you I feel the same, You asked for my hand in marriage, I just grinded & said yes, How did I come to this decision?? I swore I'd never take this roa

What A Friggin' Survey
Time started: 11:35 Sex: M Birthday: Feb.13th Siblings: half brother Eye color: hazel Shoe size: 13 1/2 Height: 6'3" What are you wearing: socks,black shorts,dead shirt(tye dye) Where do you live: Florida Righty or lefty: right Can you make a dollar in change right now: yup Who are your closest friends: Best place for a date? earth Where is your fav place to shop: I don't like shopping Favorite kind of plant: flowers Fave Color: purple & black Fave Number: 13 Fave Boys Name: Maynard Fave Girls Name: Michelle Fave Sport: a few Fave Month: *sigh* Movies: idk Juice: apple Finger: yup they work just fine Breakfast food: none Favorite cartoon character: i say,i say,i say boy(leghorn foghorn) Given anyone a bath: does my dog count Smoked: yes Made yourself throw-up: yes Gone skinny dipping: yes Eaten a dog: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Put your tongue on a frozen pole?: yup Loved someone so much it made you cry?: *

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Michelle 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? missed 5. Your father? ? 6. Your favorite thing? Kissing 7. Your dream last night? mmmm 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? dining 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? Perfect 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Tennessee 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? Workout 21. TV? sci-fi 22. Your pets? bandit 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? crazy 25. Your mood? confuse

♠ŹĘ®θ♠™ ♥holly Jolly Daisy Makes Me Smile :)♥
It is Sunday, Relax, Rate, and get some POINTS ♠ŹĘ®θ♠™ Is Running Autos ALL DAY Almost to Godfather ♠ŹĘ®θ♠™ ♥Holly Jolly Daisy Makes Me Smile :)♥@ fubar

Temple
Love is an empty mailbox. Pregnant with anticipation Bloated with disappointment. Lust is a fingerswirl of capaccino. Lofty bubbles of caramel hue placed preciously, firmly on my tongue. The jade eyes and soft soft soft soft lips always help. Take me to sweet Zion baby. Where water pours sweet as honey and every hour is happily lost in your embrace. The sky is always overcast here Like its waiting to escape. Or perhaps blocking that heavenly tryst between the sun and moon all the earthly eyes of mortals would turn for that show. Struck blind by their secret eclipse. Love is an overcast wasted day, cool coffee, and I eagerly aching for your response. The plains between us. The world in a promise. The beginning of eternity in my jade paradise.

What Kind Of Reindeer I Am. :)
You Are Dasher You're an independent minded reindeer who never plays by the rules. Why You're Naughty: That little coup you tried to stage against Santa last year Why You're Nice: You secretly give naughty children presents. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

The First Week
Well so far, I have finished week one of my husband being gone and I hate it. I miss him so much, he is part of my every thought and dream. I can't even go to sleep and be peaceful. He calls me and everyday he sounds worse and worse and that scares me. I just want him to be happy and focused on what he is doing. He can call every other day, but its only for 10 mins at a time. I always feel frustrated because I didn't get to tell him everything I wanted to tell him. If the conversation doesn't go well, I then feel in agony until the next conversation which then again leaves me feeling frustrated. I can't win, Im stuck between agony, anger and frustration. This does not make for a healthy emotional stew. The other problem is that before we got married and for the three months after we got married, before he left, I was a housewife. I would do my daily business and clean the house and look forward to him coming home. I now have nothing to look forward to. For such a long time he was

A Rescue Dog's Christmas Poem
Tis the night before Christmas and all through the town, every shelter is full – we are lost, but not found, Our numbers are hung on our kennels so bare, we hope every minute that someone will care, They'll come to adopt us and give us the call, "Come here, Max and Sparkie - come fetch your new ball!! But now we sit here and think of the days.. we were treated so fondly - we had cute, baby ways, Once we were little, then we grew and we grew now we're no longer young and we're no longer new. So out the back door we were thrown like the trash, they reacted so quickly – why were they so rash? We "jump on the children:, "don't come when they call", we "bark when they leave us", climb over the wall. We should have been neutered, we should have been spayed, now we suffer the consequence of the errors THEY made. If only they'd trained us, if only we knew... we'd have done what they asked us and worshipped them, too. We were left in the backyard, or

A Tappinit Evening For You.
In keeping with the fine, Fu-Ho Tradition .. I will be turning on one of my Auto 11's tomorrow at 11 a.m. Fu-time. Come level up on me! (Gawd, that sounds Kinky!!) Gonna have a Happy Hour at 8 p.m. Fu -time also. So enjoy the largesse and rate/level/rate/level .. you get the idea !!! So hit me up .... Gently!

A Leg Up...literally
Ok friends so i made a mumm before my surgery but many people are just finding out and asking questions so ive decided to kind of fill in the holes and put it all out there. I initially went in on the 18th for a 2nd ankle fusion, bone graph and removal of a couple tumors that had formed in my leg do to all the surgeries ive had ( this one being my 4th on just this leg ). Well during the surgery they faced several complications and i ended up having even more work performed. After 3 hrs in surgery this is what i had done..ankle fusion, heel fusion, removal of 2 tumors as well as the removal of my rt ligament and finally a couple titanium screws in the bottom of my heel and a 2nd skin graph. Now thats a mouth full and its a lot to have to type over and over so i hope this answers most of ya'lls questions. I was admitted on the 18th and because of my body hating surgery wasnt sure how long id end up being in there so i asked for all of your thoughts and prayers asking only that i get to

Erotic Thoughts
Your frame flows silently through the shadows of our dark room. Here and there caught by the light from the blinds showing the briefest glimpse of your soft effervescent skin. I lay here, impatiently waiting, where you told me to for the moment when our flesh melds into one. Watching you from this state of sensually heightened awareness you seem to glide as if your feet never touch the ground, drifting towards me on a cloud of erotic pheremones. The scent of your perfumes serves to cloud my mind and further feed the animal lust that lies inside me. You reach our bed and lean into me whispering softly "Tonignt is yours". Inside I know that all I really want is to see you pleased in everyway you Desire. You lay back and I begin to explore you, slowly inch by inch, savoring every detail of your awe inspiring body. You are a Goddess and tonight I will worship you. I kiss and caress as you heave and moan. Somehow it seems that my face has become one with your paradise and every shiver from

"summer Meeting"
It's a beautiful summer evening, the sky is clear, the moon is full. You can see the stars as they stretch out across the landscape. We have finally decided the time is right to meet. We've talked and written over the months all the while the anticipation building.; I want everything to be just right, want you to be pleased, want this to be a weekend that neither of us will forget, the first of many, hopefully to come. We've made arrangements to meet at a cabin along a small lake. the cabin is right along the water but still secluded, surrounded by tall, full trees. The wall facing the lake is full of window, there's a fireplace on the opposite side of the room. Out front there is a spa, a swing that seats 2 & hangs on the porch. The time is approaching for us to meet, I arrive first, parking up the hill and walking down. I place candles that I brought through out the cabin. I glance over and there's only a few more minutes until you are supposed to arrive. I am getting butterflies at

Music And Philosiphy
All studies start in philosophy, till they mature into their own discipline. However they are still a philosophy of a specified semantic. Even this song is a general semantic about evolution and the desire to change from what we are now. This is a very basic philosophical concept that has been with us for thousands of years. We grow...

We're Naughty Girlz And Want To Prove It!
Baby It's Cold Outside But We Are *Hot As Ice* We Are Warming Up By The Fire And Want To Melt Your Heart Ever Wanted To Make A Bid, But Didn't Want The Crazy Drama Of Owning? Well Pink & Sweet Have Something Very Special For You! We are Auctioning Off Our Goodies and Ohhhh What Goodies They Are! No Owning Involved! Just Make An Offer! You Will Have To Add, Fan & Rate Us Both Before You Bid. Sweet~N~Sexxay Pink0828 To Bid...Go To Pinks *Pink~N~Sweet's Naughty Auction* Folder. Comment On The First Pic That You F/A/R'd Us and Understand How To Bid And Then Bid Away! Bidding Runs Until The First Day Of The New Year 2009!

Recollections
I'm sitting here pondering the past year and I do believe I've grown up alot. I definitely made some bad decisions and I had to live with those. But something good came out of those bad decisions as well, most of the time for the better. I realized that you can't make someone care for you in the same way you care for them, no matter how much you try. And you just have to realize that you should be thankful they are in your life period, even if it's not in the way you'd like them to be. And if they find someone else, you have to learn to live with it and be happy for them, even if it breaks your heart a little each day. I realized that it's ok to take a chance on someone, even if they do disappoint you and make you want to take that chance back. I'm a firm believer that things happen for a reason and I'd rather it happen now than later. I realized that the people that you believe are your friends really are. You might have a falling out and say hateful things to each other, but

I Salute You..
Well folks i am the first to say i am at times a procrastinator...boooo Anyhoo MooMoo made me a rockin new skin and i promised id make her a salute as a thank you plus I just gotta take some new pics to match it ( yea im a tad ocd about that). So If you would like a salute as well here is your chance to get it, jump on it now as these moods are few and far between. Just leave me a comment here and ill work my way down the list...after i make myself presentable of course. Ok that is all and as alwaysssss Thanks 4 Reading

(((((((i'm Rich)))))))))
Aloha Dear Beloved, LMFAO This must be real it has official ID I am contacting you based on my boss instruction before he left the country for his business proposal investment in Switzerland. He instructed me to release to you the sum of ( ONE MILLION FIVE HUNDRED THOUSAND UNITED STATES CERTIFIED DOLLARS ) in form of Cashier's Check to you as a form of compensation for your good efforts towards helping him in a business proposal which he proposed to you. But due to financial status you could not complete the transaction with him and this made him seek for another contact in denmark and this same contact became his business partner after helping him. Now i deposited the Cashier's Check into BAWAG INTERNATIONAL BANK (www.hypotiryonline.eu) so that you can get in touch with them to process the release of your compensation funds to you. I would like you to contact the Bawag Int Bank immediately via their contact details listed below so that they can confirm the release of yo

Why Parents Drink
The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. ' Hello ? ' 'Is your daddy home?' he asked. ' Yes ,' whispered the small voice. 'May I talk with him?' The child whispered, ' No .' Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, 'Is your Mommy there?' ' Yes .' 'May I talk with her?' Again the small voice whispered, ' No .' Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, 'Is anybody else there?' ' Yes ,' whispered the child, ' a policeman '. Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, 'May I speak with the policeman?' ' No, he's busy ', whispered the child. 'Busy doing what?' ' Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ,' came the whispered answer. Growing more

Re: 9/11 Commissioner Refers To "missile" At Pentagon
RE: 9/11 Commissioner Refers To "Missile" At Pentagon ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Jan 2009, 20:59 Video Surfaces Of 9/11 Commissioner Referring To "Missile" At PentagonAn interesting video originating from the last anniversary of 9/11 has surfaced in the last couple of days and is currently doing the rounds on various video websites.http://www. infowars. net/articles/january2009/120109missile. htm

The Color Of Friendship
The Colors of Friendship Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best; the most important, the most useful, the favorite GREEN said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." BLUE interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." YELLOW chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." ORANGE started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the

100 Years
A Hundred Years from now. It will not matter what your bank account was. What sort of house you lived in. Or what kinda car you drove. But, The world may be diffrent. Because, you were important in the Life of a Child!

To You Babe Love Alwaysa
Well, Master Joe got the master plan He got a hat full of sugar Folks said, "You a lucky man" One night he just disappeared And all we found was his hat in a clearing Down by the 7-11 Folks cried, someone said he died But I know Joe didn't go to heaven No He went looking for trouble It was in his eyes She was a dime a dozen And they were two of a kind Cherry Blue and Mighty Mouse Kinda quiet girl And she was supposed to be Back at the house With the kids and the dog And "tonight we're rocketeers," Said Mouse And I know a little joint upstairs In the back Where we can sweat it all out And laugh And without a doubt They were, out Looking for trouble The real kind She was a dime a dozen And they were two of a kind How many times Have you said to yourself Hey, I feel like a yo-yo I've been here too long I bet if you asked them Our heroes would say, Hey, we're already gone I know, somehow I know How many times H

He Needs Monies!!!
So Van needs some Fu-monies. Care to send him some? You don't need to send a lot..just a little will work. You do that and I'll loves ya forever and ever!!!Here's the link to his page: Captain Cooter@ fubar[hugs]

If You Like To Read And Like Harry Potter, I Think You'll Like This!
You can read the first book in the Ranger's Apprentice series, The Ruins of Gorlan, for free! Then follow this link: http://www.scribd.com/doc/10330799/Rangers-Apprentice-The-Ruins-of-Gorlan The Ruins of Gorlan is the first book in the series and I devoured it in less than a day of reading! :-) If you like books like J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter series or the Pendragon series by D.J. McHale, you will LOVE the Ranger's Apprentice series too! And I'd bet your kids would as well....

Va;lintine Auction
YOU KNOW YOU WANNA OWN ME SO COME GET YOU BID IN HAVE A SEXY TAINTEDPRINCESS FOR A WHOLE MONTH ALL TO YOU OWN რ♐ TAINTEDPRINCESS™ ♐რ SDMF~ CO~OWNER @ SIXTH SENSE@ fubar Click anywhere on the pic d>

Nemesis Wanted!
An actual Craigslist posting. I think everyone should have one! Henchmen/Henchwoman Needed 6 Month Contract (GTA) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reply to: job-1001746799@craigslist.org [?] Date: 2009-01-21, 12:49PM EST I've been trying to think of ways to spice up my life. I'm 35 years old, happily married with two kids and I have a good job in insurance. But somethings missing. I feel like I'm old before my time. I need to inject some excitement into my daily routine through my arm before its too late. I need a challenge, something to get the adrenaline pumping again. An addiction would be nice, but, in short, I need a nemesis. I'm willing to pay $350 up front and $350 after six months for you services as an arch enemy. Nothing crazy. Steal my parking space, knock my coffee over, trip me when Im running to catch the Go train and occasionaly whisper in my ear, "Ahha, we meet again". That kind of thing. Just keep me on m

Holy Crap Batman!!!
It's the 26th of January already. I have been staying busy, almost too busy. In the past 5 weeks, I have either been getting ready for the field, in the field, recovering from the field, or getting ready for the field again. I am also getting ready to take over my hand receipt of supplies and equipment assigned to my shop (about 45 million dollars worth), and have had my hands full with a couple of my Soldiers. I now regret all of the hard times I gave my NCOs as I was coming up in the Army. Now does this mean I am all work and no play? HELL NO! It just means I haven't had as much play as I was accustomed to, but it does also mean that I have less time till I am leaving this lovely place for some fun in Georgia, and then some more time on the beach (the one without water). My Ex-Spousal Unit To Be and I had agreed to do a family vacation together, but that has been shot to hell and back. We were going to do a Disney Vacation with the boys. Well, she is planning on g

Offline
Just wanted to say that I am not likely to be online here much for a while. Been sick off and on for a long time and doesn't look like I'll be getting better for a long time either. So, love all of you and hope things are going GREAT! take care. xoxoxo, skl

Non-raters Be Fore-warned
THIS IS HOW FUKKIN FED UP I AM! AND HAVE BEEN FOR A WHILE (I'M SURE YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED IT IN MY STATUS) BUT!!! AFTER THE LAST 24 HOURS I AM FIT TO BE TIED! MY FRIEND PHEBZ HAD AUTOS THAT ENDED THIS AFTERNOON. I MADE HER A BULLY...POSTED AND REPOSTED IT BUT ONLY 6-8 PEOPLE RATED HER. I DON'T GET IT AUTOS HELP EVERYONE!!! WHAT THE FUKK IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE??? I AM PISSED TO NO END ABOUT HOW PHEBZ WAS TREATED BUT I AM PISSED ABOUT HOW I HAVE BEEN TREATED AS WELL SO HERE I GO................ FIRST OFF LET ME ASSURE YOU I AM WELL AWARE THAT I'M NOT ONE OF THE "BEAUTIFUL" WOMEN. BUT! I AM ME, ALWAYS ME, NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS! I OWN MY OWN TOWING/WRECKER BUSINESS BUT I AM NOT RICH. I STRUGGLE EVERY FUKKIN DAY, PAYING BILLS FROM ONE TOW TO THE NEXT. AND THIS IS MY 'ONLY' SOURCE OF INCOME. I AM NOT A COLLEGE GRADUATE BUT I DO HAVE COMMON SENSE AND STREET SMARTS AND I ALSO KNOW HOW TO TREAT PEOPLE WITH RESPECT NOW, I LOVE

Joke For Today
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago.. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lad

Frank Kern's Mass Control
Frank Kern's Mass Control Frank Kern’s Mass Control marketing was one of the best product launchs I’ve seen in Internet Marketing history. His videos were brilliant but can the idea of “building a relationship with your list” really be that big a profit multiplier? Our lab put the idea to the test and here’s the result. Now this is not meant to be an endorsement of Mass Control Marketing - the product is off the shelves. But hopefully, you will learn a ton from reading this post and observing the experiment we did. The friendly email beat the control by approximately 250% percent more sales. So this stuff does work. And as for us, we’re cutting back on salesly emails and investing more time in building a relationship with our list.

Unfinished
I cry out for you, But you are not there. I tell you I love you, You do not hear me. I hold onto you, But you can not feel it. I listen to hear your voice, But I can not hear what is not there. I yearn to touch your skin, But can not as you will never be around. I tell you all about my day, But you do not listen as you are not around to hear it. I cry after a bad dream and reach out for you, But you are not there to comfort me. I want to tell you all about the pain in my life, But you never ask. The pain that is haunting me daily, Do you want to know? But are you willing to ask?

2-12-09 Levelers Challenge
Okay guys because we are still trying to level these ppl I will continue the challenge to today 2-13-09! Lets get these people leveled so we can move on to the knock-off list. Also FYI DJ Nilla has Auto 11's on today show her lots of love for making DDR such a wonderful place. ~~~ Kasper Any DDR Lever that will rate all people and pics on the current Levels 21-30 blog today. I will give you a 3 credit bling! Let pull together and help these people out and see if we can get them leveled. DJ Kasper will be handing out the Bling Please PM us when you are finished. Have a wonderful day and happy rating!

Life Is A Strange Journey
Life is a Strange Journey if you havent already figured that out for yourself. One day you dont have a care in the world and you just go on as if everything in your life is the greatest it has ever been, Then comes the Holiday that reminds you that you are alone and more than likely will remain that way the rest of your life or so it seems that way... 2 hours of sitting alone at a bar drinking by yourself gives you alot of time to just see how pathetic your life has really become.. I really dont know whatelse to say in this blog since im basically talking to myself lol. Sometimes it just feels better writing it out for the world to see....

Who'll Stop The Rain
Someone told me long ago There's a calm before the storm, I know; It's been comin' for some time. When it's over, so they say, It'll rain a sunny day, I know; Shinin' down like water. CHORUS: I want to know, Have you ever seen the rain? I want to know, Have you ever seen the rain Comin' down on a sunny day? Yesterday, and days before, Sun is cold and rain is hard, I know; Been that way for all my time. 'Til forever, on it goes Through the circle, fast and slow, I know; It can't stop, I wonder.

Another Surgery
OK SO SOME OF U HAVE HEARD ALREADY AND SOME OF YOU HAVE NOT YET.. I DECIDED TO WRITE THIS BLOG TO MAKE IT EASIER ON ME TO KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED INSTEAD OF GOING TO EVERYONE ONE BY ONE.. Ok well here it goes, I am having surgery Thursday February 26, 2009 at 10:00 Am here in town.. I have an open sore behind my right knee that will not heal up. The muscles and tendents behind my knee are so tight that they are goin to go in and loosen them up then they are goin to clean the sore out and do skin gaft on it.. After they do that they will be putting a wound vac on it for a week without touching it then they will go and change the sponge on the wound vac and see how well it is healing up.. If its needed then they will put the wound vac back on it for another 2 weeks to make sure the skin gaft is healed and it stays in place. Surgery should Only be an hour to an hour and a half long. So, I am guessing by 1 or 2 at the very latest I will be in a room that I will stay over night in. My

Wtf Is Wrong With Peeps Seriously Illegalizing Small Dirtbikes??????
http://2wheeltuesday.com/2009/02/let-the-kids-ride-new-cpsc-act-essentially-outlaws-youth-motocross/ I dont know bout you all but i am signing this.. too many kids ride dirt bikes and now they are making it to where they aren't allowed to??? If you are with me please link yourself to this and sign the petition to see if we can get this law revoked.

Snow Day/after Show Auto
> > Another SNOW DAY in PA!!! And as many of you know, my 25th and LAST show closed on Sunday afternoon...sooooooo to celebrate the END, I will be activating auto 11's Today @7:00pm EST (4:00pm Futime)!!!!! They will run until Tuesday, March 2, 2009, 7pm EST (4pm EST)!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Auto 11s Activated
THIS IS MY FIRST AUTO 11 AND IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! COME LEVEL UP ON ME! (And help me finally level to Godmomma) WHILE YOU'RE HERE PLEASE CHERRY BOMB MY BIG ALBUMS. WooHoo we can make this my Best Birthday Ever! BELOW IS A QUICK LIST OF MY BIG ALBUMS FOR YOUR CONVENIENCE. ICONS AMAZING INK AMAZING EYES KITTIES AND OTHER FUNNIES ELEPHANTS 211 PICS SCREENSHOTS 187 PICS I♥FUBLING 145 PICS SYTYCD4

Take A Peek!!
Okay before anyone hears story after story...You get to read it first hand....My Hard drive is about to give out on this comp and here in a couple of weeks I am getting a new one YaY!! then I can fix this one but Anyways.....*News Flash* I am no longer with my other lounge...I was let go...But before anyone goes off half cocked, it's all good....I am cool with it...and I wish them well.....Annnnnnnnnd sooo after a lot of convincing and talking over, and without further ado.... ~ DEUCES WILD~ Has A NEW Lounge Manager!!! ~DJ WILD!!!~ Come By and Say Hi!!! We'd Luv to Have Ya!! DJღWildღRedSpirit♥Manager@DeucesWild/†AOD†COL.@ fubar And Remember ......

Erotic Words!
i just wanted to post something off the top of my head. i like to write and would like some feedback...... There you are i see you standing there... you look so desirable to me. i gaze my eyes upon your body as i watch walk towards the bathroom. You begin to undress and enter the shower.... oh my god how succulent your naked body is.... those muscles you have been working out are starting to show... the ripples and ridges of your arms and rigidness of your abs how i just want to run my hands all down your body...... you turn on the water and there you stand waiting for it to warm up.... how relaxing it is to hear the faint sounds of the water hitting the floor of the shower. the temperature is right and you step in..... im watching you as you submerge your self under the waterfall of warm beads that hit your body too soothe those aching muscles.... i continue to stare as this wetness continues to worsen in my pants! so i quickly undress while your back is turned and step to the s

Thanx 4 Those Helping ;)
Taking a moment to send BIG thanks for those of you that have been helping contribute to see that I get a spotlight 4 my bday *mwah* TAKE A MOMENT IF YOU WILL AND STOP BY 2 SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LUVS!!! IF I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO LIST YOU BELOW PLEASE LET ME KNOW XOXO ~Dream Snatcher™~♥'s Priceless@ fubar NaNa♥VoN♥BiATCH™ ♥Co-Owner Of CLuB FLaVa♥ToXiC's Wifey♥@ fubar X Dealer®™

Why, Why, Why????
Why, Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are almost dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to check when you say the paint is still wet? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up,

Marrriage
ok so i seriously don't get why ppl get married these days. if you're freakin out cuz u'll never be with another person for the rest of ur life, um HELLO thats what marriage is. its spending your life with one person and ONE person only. for me marriage is for life. you vow to love honor and cherish til death do you part. why wast all that money and someones time if ur just gonna go sleep with whoever the fuck u want?! thats exactly why im still single. i'd so rather be alone the rest of my life than be with someone who's gonna lie, cheat, or beat my ass. im good. at least i know i love myself. =o) don't get me wrong, i hope to get married someday. i've dreamed about the pefect wedding since i was like idk 5. but i don't believe in divorce. a marriage is hard work and u have to give it ur all before throwin in the towel. but if ur spouse is cheating on u all bets are off. on a better note a good friend of mine is gettin married in may and im so happy for her and so exci

F.a.d.d. Train
NEW TRAIN APPROPRIATELY CALLED FADD!!! STANDS FOR FUBARIANS AGAINST DRUNK DRIVING!!!!! In 2007, an estimated 12,998 people died in alcohol-impaired traffic crashes involving a driver with an illegal BAC (.08 or greater). These deaths constitute 31.7 percent of the 41,059 total traffic fatalities in 2007. THERE ARE RULES BUT PLZZZ LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO THE OWNERS!!!! $safe_uid_dname@ fubar AND OF COURSE, MY BFF AND FU-WIFEY METAL BABY ^Metal Baby^{CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt}.Sarge's Bad Girls.Fu Angel.The Click Club. VMV.@ fubar RULEZ ARE THAT: 1.) ALL PIXS IN GirlygirlX's ALBUMS NAMED F.A.D.D. ARE TO BE RATED 10 OR 11'S (10'S ARE JUST FINE). 2.) TO REPOST ALL BULLY(IES) WHEN YOU SEE THEM. 3.) WE HAVE BEEN LAX IN MAKING SURE THAT NEW MEMBERS ARE F/A/R'ED BY THE OLDER MEMBERS, BUT NOT THIS TIME. I WILL ANNOUNCE WHEN A NEW MEMBER JOINS AND PLZZZ F/A/R HER/HIM. 4.) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!!! IF THERE APPEARS TO BE A PROBLEM, PLZZZ BRING IT TO MINE OR METAL BABY'S ATTENTIO

Please Keep Mom Helen Andbutterflygoddess In Your Prayers
A UP DATE ON MOM HELEN KAGES AND MY MOM IS GOING FOR A SCAN TUESDAY PLEASE PRAY FOR HER AND BUTTERFLYGODDESS HER HUSBAND'S FATHER HAS TERMINAL CANCER ONLY EVEN 2 MOS TO LIVE. FROM ME TO YOU BOTH KAGE SWEETHEART AND BUTTERFLYGODDESS OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU'S BOTH LOVE CHERIE'MARIE AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF FUBAR THAT KNOWS YOU BOTH . "MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WING'S AROUND YOU'S AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS " WROTE BY CHERIE'MARIE ON 3/14/97

Rocking Out With My Cock Out!!!!!!!
Hello all I was looking at concerts this spring and summer and I was trying to start a BARTAB CONCERT /TAILGATING FUND. There are 4 i want to go to so far 2 of witch i really want to go to and 2 i wont be mad if i dont go to. There about 40 to 50 dollars a piece. plus if you all know about me and all i like to PARTY!!! so that mean tailgating before and after the show so i need about 500 bucks. please leave message if you can help. . P.S I take Checks or Money Orders ROCK ON AND I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!! . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . .. . . .. . . .. . . .. . .. . . . . . Just an Idea and was wondering if anyone would help lol. I have a job and i can get the money it was just to see what ppl would say hahahhahaha

Love
If you love someone, you will be loyal to them no matter the cost. You will always belive in them, always expect the best of them, and always stand your ground defending them. For love is patient and kind, neaver jealous or envious, never bostful or proud, neaver haughty or selfish or rude. Love is the most special gift you can give to someone for LOVE goes on FOREVER!!!!

Swagbucks Search And Win!!!!!
a free search engine just like any other except whenever you use it you have a chance at winning swagbucks which are redeemable for tons of prizes and gift cards, i've gotten 50 swagbucks without barely searching plus has a toolbar you can download making it easier to earn swagbucks! http://swagbucks.com/?cmd=sb-register&rb=401681

Slipknot
Surfacing Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentum is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fuck thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move

Pour Some Suga On Me
~Godmother Bound~ I am turning to all my family and friends on Fubar and asking you all to please help me level. I have been trying for awhile and even hoped I would have leveled for my birthday but no luck. I am asking as an Easter gift to please help me level. I promise to return the love. Also please repost this for me. ღ♪ Lil♥Suga ♪ღ @ fubar

Willie Will Be Live On The Air Sat. Night!!!
Willie will be hosting his first radio show Saturday, April 12, from 8 pm to 10 pm cst at the Party Pad. His show is going to be A Little Bit Country, so give DJ Bama a listen!!!

Kay
it was a sunday... i was ten years old..... she died April 12, 1987my dad and brother found her that way... i was at church... they say funerals are for the dead.. i feel they are more for the living. it was the first funeral i can really remember. she was wearing yellow... she looked so beautiful.i was close to my grandma KAY. i love her dearly. over the years ive had the same dream not the same but pretty close.. theres a phone ringing, i pick it up and its my grandma, im talking to her, asking her where she is? ill come and get her.. im telling her i thought she was dead.. and shes telling me thats silly... and the call ends. sometimes i wake up crying, i miss her so much... a couple weeks ago, out of know were i called my Aunt Sylvia, to ask about turtles.. my aunt tells me that my other Aunt (Winnie) was in surgery and she went flat line. Aunt Winnie said she had an out of body experience, she said she saw grandma KAY and my Dad..... Winnie said they were side by side hold

Help Her!
Come help littlemel0220 with her first contest! Rate her picture, comment (bomb her with comments!) and rate the host (Domonic) profile too! 5 credit bling given to the most creative comment at the end of the contest by Domonic too! Thanks! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2373265&albumid=1615626&i=3340937731

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Mind And Heart Becomes One
Is the mind and heart the sane thing?mmmmm.Thats a deep question for me.Some people believe that a heart is just a heart,just an organ that pumps blood that gives you a little elecric shock to keep you alive.but my idea is the heart is place to feel emotions.although im not sure exactly where in our chest do we develope the emotions we get.some emotions are sadness,happiness,confusion,fear,and much much more.some feelings can be dramaticly intense that it causes traumer or mental illnesses.so whats is the brain.it a place where thoughts,dreams,and memories take place.intensive use of the brain can lead to a positive or a negative effect.use of the brain heavely can help excerise your brain,help in memory, and can cause insanity.in my opinion the heart and brain can become the same and a heart doesnt just pump bloodand a brain doesnt just think..it can becoem one.they can both go crazy.like on the brain side you may be crazy by thinking to much and on the heart side, feeling to much or

Untill We Meet Reedited For My Passed Away Sis
She died in a car accident.Her name is Ding.I was right in front of her when it happened So yea I still remember everyDing.Her ,smile,her cries,even little thing telling lies. she had beutiful eyes.but with both her eye close i can still see her beauty.i dont if that had ever been heard or said before.BUt remmeber having one dollar just enjoying walking to the public store.little memories like that keeps my heart clean when am i sad.we had a father figure but he never spoke to us it was like having an absence of a dad.it has been 22 years but i still get tears .when i look at her picture. A man should not cry but just for that precious little girl I cry two rivers,one for each eye.She died when she was only six and i have only one pic.because of her i began my jouney through life with hope she was my first inspiration if words will not be misundertood. she was even my love.(come on guys not that way).although at that time. I didnt have jesus as my motivation.I was a buddist but god cam

Over The Bridge
Everyonce in awhile i go to this one place to clear my mind and my soul and all that good stuff. A place where i worry about nothing. Not money, not school,not bills, not anything.My mind is clear; only thing on my mind is the sounds of the birds chirping,the waves crashing on shore and the smell of the sea. This place is a beach, which once used to be a fort in some kind of war back in the day. Anywho, the landscape is amazing! Not just a beach with shells, but a backdrop of hills and trees and a cannon or two. I love this spot, i really do. When it is time for me to leave, my mind is clear im not tense nor am i stressed. I drive down this quite little road with quaint little houses, and little old people. I smile; because everything is good. I get to the lights and i take that left turn, i go down the hill and over the bridge. Immediatly over the bridge, that atmosphere has completely changed, The landscape now consists of empty warehouses, boarded up houses, a hooker or two, a

Well... Well... Well....
where do i begin???? I look at myself today..... and im a perfect example of someone changing over time..... ive been thru things most people would never dream about having to go thru..... ive done things most people wouldnt have thought bout doing.... but with the things ive gone thru.... it came down to, you have to do what you have to do to survive... having a fucked up family and past.... most my life i had to do everything on my own, and survive on my own.... no im not saying im the only one whos gone thru that situation and i can sympathise with people who have... what bothers me the most is when someone from your past who knew you and how you USED to be... and they say they have changed.... "found God" why they cant take the time and the chance to see the person i have changed to be and become..... no im not phased by how anyone from my past looks at me.... thats not what makes me who i am today.... yeah the shit ive been thru is what has made me the person i am today.... my

Prequel
..i have a twin sister who is the yen 2 my yang. She has a beautiful soul but her mind is sick; her spirit is crippled & is, there4, fundamentally bad. I love her but do not like her. I, too, am mentally ill. DON'T BE SCARED! I function well most days & have the know w/ all 2 stay the hell away from the world when im not. Its the nature of the beast; it runs deep n my mother's family & affects mostly the women. I am not lost because i know that a sick head is chemistry. My soul is wise & my heart is happy so there is a perpetual belief that theres a cold beer & a hug on the other side of my hell. It makes the crawl thru much easier 2 toler8. Does that make sense? I hav an xtremely low self esteem but am selfless by nature so it doesn't diminish the quality of my life. I'v never had an enemy. Every1 i have evr known has loved me & does love me still. I fall in love easily but without pain and it is forever. I am happy when sum1 i love falls n love w/ anothr. love isnt a possession. ..

First Everything
First everything by OudawnOut there somewhere there’s a girl that stole my heart from .even today haven’t gotten it back. she was my first crush, first best friend, first love , and first everythingWell having the feeling that you love someone is tough imagine it I was only 13I was a boy I was to smart, shy, quiet and didn’t no how to express my self so i had no friendsSo how did I get the attention I need from this girl who I had my from first crushI was known to her as the Chinese boy with the cool toysShe was beautiful, sweet, and had a soft gentle voice imagine listening to her when she laughing with joy, its amazing, this girlLooking at her when she’s wasn’t noticing just doing her school work doing the things with the hair you know the twirls, beutifulest girl in this worldTo get this girl to finally gain all my attention was a journey long and slowBut after being able to get hugs from her every morning was created something in my heart was a warm gl

Light
dedicated to someone that has helped me pull myself up and out of the dark he knows who he is :D xoxo baby Light i see the light at the end of the tunnel i move towards it and it begins to receed i move towards it, running now but still it receeds finally it disappears and all thats left is darkness it was a lonely and dark world till your hand reached you and found me in the dark

Big Gyrl
The curve of my hip and the dip in my walk... I am a BIG GYRL and you will talk... The hills of my breast and the length of my leg... I am a BIG GYRL you don't have to beg... See I got skills only my kind know about... I am a BIG GYRL and that I will shout... I look in the mirror and wonder, are they better than me... I am a BIG GYRL only real ones can see... I am beautiful and all the men know it... I am a BIG GYRL and I always show it... You don't have to like me, but I demand respect... I am a BIG GYRL what else would you expect... My hills and valleys are sexy as hell...

A Really Shitty Day !!!!
today is a bad day. my phone doesn't work right, my daughter is fighting with my ex, & other people around me are either idiots or assholes. I'm surrounded by a swill of apathy & ignorance, & no one knows or cares. I am in a job where 55% of what I make is gone before I can even siff the check, between taxes & child support. Don't get me wrong I don't mind paying the support @ all because it goes to my babies, but no oneis appreciative of that sacrifice. no one says thanks & certain people always are asking for more... my job is completely unfulfilling & I hate getting up in the morning, because I am (as it seems) the ONLY person qualified to do anything. thus everyone else gets the "easy" jobs. the ones that take zero skills, & are never worried about accountability... I'm so broke I can't even pay attention & not sure how this weeks bills, but that's ok. maybe I'll just get everything shut off cuz @ this point it don't matter to me.if your reading & r commenting this don't think I wi

Apathy
i only want to face the only one i never can i only want to face the one that i can never escape i only want to face the onlly one left i only want to face my own face left in the mirror i only want to face the one holding my back the one prohibiting me from truly accepting from all i hold inside

Back Home
Made safe back home after 9 hours on the road. Where did I go you ask...well to visit a friend. Is he worth it, I'd like to think so.. Some people have issues with me visiting him. My opinion is that we are adults and if you don't like it tough beans. Am I going back? most definately! Love ya...you know who you are.

Untitled
Untitled(7/16/08) I lay here watching you so deep in sleep. You look so peaceful and happy. With each breath you take I feel so lucky to lay beside you each and every night. With you next to me at the end of each day I feel safe and cared for. I can feel the strength of your arms holding me and I know that no harm will come. With your arms around me I feel protected. A feeling that has not been felt in many moons. I lay here next to you writing this and I feel that I'm falling for you more and more each day and night we are together. When I caress your face as you sleep I can feel each and every feature and I melt a little inside each time. You have given me a strength I didnt know I needed until you came into my life. I am so glad that I met you that warm sunny day. I wouldnt change it for all the world.

From The 1st Book Of Democrat.....psalm 2008-2012 :)
OBAMA IS MY SHEPHERD, I SHALL NOT WANT. HE LEADETH ME BESIDE THE STILL FACTORIES. HE RESTORETH MY FAITH IN THE REPUBLICAN PARTY. HE GUIDETH ME IN THE PATH OF UNEMPLOYMENT. YEA, THOUGH I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF THE BREAD LINE, I SHALL NOT GO HUNGRY. OBAMA HAS ANOINTED MY INCOME WITH TAXES. MY EXPENSES RUNNETH OVER MY INCOME. SURELY, POVERTY AND HARD LIVING WILL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF HIS TERM. FROM HENCE FORTH WE WILL LIVE ALL THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES IN A RENTED HOME WITH AN OVERSEAS LANDLORD. I AM GLAD I AM AN AMERICAN, I AM GLAD THAT I AM FREE. BUT I WISH I WAS A DOG, AND OBAMA WAS A TREE. Today's Quote: "Americans grew tired of being thought to be dumb by the rest of the world, so they went to the polls and removed all doubt."

Poem By Juggy
Storm of Pleasure As your blade cuts my skin, fears are enlightened within. Pain and pleasure combined in a place where my lust resides. My sences are hightened, opening depths of passion inside. Fuck me, bite me, make me bleed, My body shaking, quivering, quaking with need. Your fingers inside me, mouth hot on my skin, Making my body shiver with pleasure again. Your blood mixed with mine, So sweet and so warm. Leaving or bodies a wreck, after being caught in a storm. -Juggy-

Shes Falling.....falling Apart
Shes falling apart No one sees Her crumbling heart Filled with black holes She is filled with love No one sees Her faithful commitment Ruined with many men She has her good days No one sees The smile on her face Covered by troubles and hurt She has moved on In her life She patched her holes Filled with fake feeling She finds new troubles In her life The troubles seem umbareable To the point where she becomes unfaithful Shes falling apart In her life Her heart is crumbling now Black and filled with many holes

Human Valium
There's brown water under flatbush avenue it's only on this end of the number 2 there's a smell of piss over the door of the train the seats are old and varicose blue a man taps his shoes to the tune only he can see fifty cent loudly he jingles and nods his head blunt money bitch...rap rap rap an asian woman wears medium blond hair and a black winter parka naturally I see graffiti on the grey concrete "WWJD" he wouldn't fucking spray paint graffiti well maybe he would or she or it whatever floats your pirate ship and say I'm smoking a nice havana and having an XO and you motherfuckers are so boring it's like watching human valium I hear the conductor mumble instructions in brooklyn's speak there's a man playing 'sophisticated lady' on his rusted trombone there's a kid selling his metro ride for two dollars cash two dollars and you can have your ride to work/to school and he can have his fix/his tool an old caucasian woman in a wheelchair smokes her newport light she

Random Thoughts May 2008
Wow...where do I begin. Today I read a story about a man in New Jersey that used to be a cop...he got busted for having sex with a cow. Not regular sex mind you...but he was getting oral love from a cow. Digest that for a moment. How EXACTLY do you convince a cow to give you a hummer? Do you sprinkle sugar on your wang and hope the cow thinks it's a sugar lick? Last time I checked cows don't have the best oral hygene AND snaggle teeth...reminds me of this girl....nevermind. So anyways...this didn't just happen once...oh no....that cow lovin was SO good he went back FOUR times. I can't even comprehend. I am now on week 5 of not really eating fast food anymore. Gone are the days of double quarter pounders and french fries. Sometimes people here at work bring it in and I smell it. It's amazing my body's reaction to the smell. I want to punch out whoever is eating it and drag the meat into a corner and eat it like a beast. I got busted Tuesday for thong watching at the gym.

I Wish You Could Have Known Me
I wish you could have known me when I was young. When I looked more like a girl than a boy. When hope and pure sweetness was still in my heart. I wish you could of known me when I was 4’ 11” for 3 years of my life. Wondering if I would grow to be tall enough to reach the lips of the first one I would kiss. I wish you could have known the love I held inside that helped me to see the beauty in everything. To have compassion and trust that should neverbe broken and a love for the one I was spoken. To give to the one true love for which I would cherish. I wish you could have known the boy before he became a man. I wish you could

Saluteeeeeeeeeeeeee ;) Leave Comment If You Want One!
I'm becoming quite the Salute junkie anymore... I've had many requests for them, but there's just one thing... My memory sucks and come salute time I always forget who wanted one... Soooooooo... I decided to start this blog... I love all of my fu friends and I'll be more than happy to make you a salute if you just leave a comment in here! :) I'll let you know when I get it done... Sometimes it can take a week or so, because I am a mother and it'd look awful funny if my kids walked in while making sexy salutes... :P And not only that, but seriously I don't feel all that sexy EVERY night of the week... haha :) So... Just leave me a comment... I WILL get to it :)

Darkness Again.
Darkness fills your soiled soul, your life shows just pain. Akwardly step sole to sole, though you only step in vain. Do you see the hallowed goal, or should I just explain.Just before life takes its tole, and you have to start again.

Need 2-3 Individuals
I Just realized how eaasy it would be for a few of us each worth 1 million on fu-owned to level. We could just keep buying oneanother. It's not cheating it's just free fu-market fu-capitalism... Who's with me?

Hello
Hey everyone. Hope you guys are all doing well.. Zachary is great..growing like crazy already lol He'll be 2 months on July 29th..cant believe it. I'm hoping to put more pics of him on here soon. I went back to work again..and thas going ok..well its work what did ya expect? lol Anyhow..drop me a line or two if ya want to let me know whats up with everyone. Laters ~Cin

I'm Really Loving The New Font Applicator For The Blogs
Hello, fellow Fu-Men and Fu-Women. I haven't written a blog exlcusively for Fubar in quite some, and I thought I should do one for the record. After posting a new blog for the first time in a couple months just a few weeks prior, I noticed that Fubar now that a nifty little font changer for the blogs, and I do have to say I'm loving it! No more having to paste a code in the front of the blog no more! Also, I can now use the same font I use for posting blogs on MySpace, which I am happy for as well. Also, as some of you may not know, I have just joined the Army, so once I get my military email, I will have a little Army icon underneath my primary pic on my profile. I am so for that, I feel now I am part of something special, instead of some useless bum I have been doing the past year. But, for some of you may be wondering what my new profile pic is of, well let me tell you, it's a scene from a great Stanley Kubrick film called Full Metal Jacket. I have actually been watching tha

I Need To Know About Something I'll Never Have..
I need to know about something i'll never have.. What is love.. I ask because I wasn’t put on this earth to be loved or to feel happiness You see in my life where kids my age spent nights at the dinner table with family recounting the day’s events I spent mine alone in my room crying for a mother and a brother I will never see again Leavening notes on their beds like “mom come home I miss you” or “take care of mom Neil where ever you are” but they never came back…. To young to fully understanding the gravity of the situation Until one day I worked up the courage and I asked my father what happen to my Mother and Brother You see while others learned of hugs and kisses fond memories and wishes I learned of loss and death shattered dreams and tear stained pillows So I ask you what is love….

World Of Chaos
ok so this is a story im working on wanna give me some feed back please? "Hit me.” She says looking at a man sitting on the corner of their mattress in their small master bed room. He has dark hair and dark loving eyes. When his face is shaved, you can see he resembles Tom Cruise. “No.” He replies looking into her eyes with confusion. “Hit me.” She commands with more authority in her voice than she had before. He stands from his position on the bed and takes a step toward the woman. “I can not do that. Why do you want me to hit you?” He reaches for her wrists hanging by her side as he continues. “Bella? Are you ok ? Did something go wrong at your mothers house ?” Bella pulls her wrists away and takes a step back as she looks down from his face she can not look at his face. “Why can’t you just do as I ask and hit me?” She lowers her voice to almost a whisper. Her head raises and she m

Do It Anyway...
People are unreasonable,illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway.If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish,ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful,you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway.The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.Be honest and frank anyway.The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.Think big anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack if you help them.Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you've got anyway.

My Daily Struggle
The StrugleI strugle everday To Find the Words to sayTo make sure that the way I feel doesnt get outTo wait until i can show you what I am all aboutI try everdayTo make sure I tell you in little waysHow I feel is plan as dayBut I will have to tell you in person somedayThe feelings I have I am sure are clearThat everyone can see how I feel far or nearNothing ever have I felt quite like thisThe feelings I have felt could never compare to thisThe words I love you are always on my lips and at the touch of my finger tipsTho the feeling that the time isnt right to tell you wieghs heavy on my heartI shake with everything held up inside of meThe pit inside my soul I just wanna fill up full of your loveI know that I am going to explode if I never get this outI feel like I am going to go nuts if I dont know how you feelThose words so simple but yet so trueCan cause so much healing in one single breathTO hear them from you just even onceWould send me over the edge in pure blissThe Strugle inside

Internet Hugs
Through dark and light, I hold your sight. Even if it is day or night. I am here and always will be, but for now only by internet you know me. And if one day we do meet up, I will help to cheer you up. Written by, Chris W Named by Trina B

Infantrymans Creed
The Infantryman's Creed I am the Infantry. I am my country's strength in war, her deterrent in peace. I am the heart of the fight- wherever, whenever. I carry America's faith and honor against her enemies. I am the Queen of Battle. I am what my country expects me to be- the best trained soldier in the world. In the race for victory, I am swift, determined, and courageous, armed with a fierce will to win. Never will I fail my country's trust. Always I fight on- through the foe, to the objective, to triumph over all. If necessary, I fight to my death. By my steadfast courage, I have won 200 years of freedom. I yield not- to weakness, to hunger, to cowardice, to fatigue, to superior odds, for I am mentally tough,physically strong, and morally straight. I forsake not- my country, my mission, my comrades, my sacred duty. I am relentless. I am always there, now and forever. I AM THE INFANTRY! FOLLOW ME!

Hcv National Summit 'tweets'
Debbullan Announcements Special announcements shared with supporters of Debbullan Inc. are shared here with you! To get real time announcements or to show your support email debbullan@cs.com Friday, September 11, 2009 'TWEETS' from the National Summit on Viral Hepatitis of September 11 in Washington, D.C. Find a copy of the itinerary at this url:http://www.debbullan.org/HepatitisSummitAgenda8_27_09.pdfDebbullan Director Dawn Webb attended today, Friday September 11, 2009Taking time to remember the victims of 9/11Welcome to Debbullan's live audit of the National Summit on Viral Hepatitis in Washington DC. For live updates...About 300 people are in attendance of National Summit on Viral Hepatitis in Washington DC.First Speaker John G. Bartlett, MD, a man of a passion for bringing positive awareness of Hep C to the mass publicWhat Have We Learned from HIV and how do we apply it to HCV? HCV must become general med

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Puff Loses A Friend...
Mary Travers, one of the folk group Peter, Paul and Mary, died yesterday at the age of 72. She was battling leukemia. I hope she and Puff live happily playing in the land of Honah Lee. Rock On!DurhamNtx, AKA Shawn

Me
Rising Sign is in 07 Degrees Capricorn You are practical and reserved but very ambitious. An achiever and a hard worker, you respect success. Older looking and very serious as a youth, things lighten up and you relax more as you mature. You have a serious view of the world as being a difficult place to be in. Very envious of those who seem to have an easier life than you have, relaxation and play do not come easily. It is important that you had abundant parental support as a child so that you do not feel lonely and isolated as an adult. Generally, you have a good, earthy sense of humor that can carry you through when times really do get tough. You are purposeful, self-willed, industrious, realistic and responsible. Sun is in 10 Degrees Pisces. Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others (whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionally vulnerable, you are easily upset and tend to cry readily. You are at your best when you can structure your environment

Just Another Day (fantasy Number 623)
JUST ANOTHER DAY (Fantasy number 623) I woke up this morning it was just another day tried to separate fantasy from what's real and move on my way Had my first cup of coffee just to help me through it seemed like it was going to be one of those days, so I had two It's off to work, got to get into the daily grind hopefully I can make it though this one without losing my mind I'm just going through the motions, not much to say trying to make it through another one and earn my pay Sometimes things just happen and we don't know why but suddenly without warning, I knew I could fly I don't know what happened and I'm not sure what to do but as I tried to clear my head, all I could think of is you Things got really fuzzy and my head was spinning around it felt so right, I felt so light as my feet left the ground I needed to find you, wherever you might be I needed to find you, so you could fly away with me Up in the clouds, looking down from space through all the interferenc

A Single Red Ribbon
We walked hand in hand on that moonlit night Disapeared into the darkness just out of sight I stared into her eyes and held her close to my chest Her captivating beuty seperating her from the rest As I held her close she pulled a single red ribbon from her hair She handed it to me and said take me if you dare For this ribbon is symbolic it doesn't stand here to boast It is for those who have touched my heart and whom I loved the most It is the color of red because it comes from my heart So hold on to it tighly never let it fall apart If I can trust you with my ribbon then we might just have a chance But be careful of the evil that will try to break your stance Temptation is on every corner and will be calling your name But Hold on tight to this ribbon and don't ever fall for there game The years have past now and she has become my wife Yes I still have the ribbon for it has defiened my life

Useless.. Babbling
I write as though you'll read it.. I wish as though.. you'll somehow.. give me what I want.Yet, you hold back, like your carrying a secret.One I wish I could help you burden.. I look out the window at life's... bleak existence.It's somehow not so bright.. Not so warm.. as I remembered it.Yet, when peering into your eyes.Everything somehow is made right.Asking myself questions over and over...Can't you see, what I see?Can't you feel.... what I feel?Strangely with you there.. Everything is still left unanswered.. Haunting me...Wishing.. hoping... Wanting... needing.. Aren't those all just the same of the same?

Fatty
Soooo I need to get to my goal weight..or goal size.. which is getting tougher and tougher as Im losing more. LAME! I've dropped 20 so far... but it has fluxuated these past few months and I can't seem to get past that bump. So annoying. One week I feel nice, but then the next week I feel like "oh hi my name is Heffer McFattyfat." So glad I dont look like how I used to... but still. I'm not satisfied at all. No idea why I'm posting this... maybe to get some feedback... support... suggestions? Maybe to stay on track and keep going so I dont end up looking like the Hindenburg at some point in my life. Ok so it was never that bad. Im down for even dropping another 20. Even 10! Stupid metabolism, let's get with it yo, speed yourself the fuck up. I'm going running tonight to burn off this Thanksgiving dinner. And this ass. So yeah, if anyone has any suggestions, ideas or tips that can help me along the way that would be splendid! Wish me luck... I'm gonna need it :D

Poem
u wanna seebut cant get past it allall of the thingsthings that was hardbut never the samenever said a wordbut said it all throughtouchcant imagin itcant even think of itwont even darebut cant even tellwords cant be spokebut only be shown througheyesby the timetime u feel it'll be gonegone like the wind under the eagleswingscant change but theres always room for improvement and moremore inside then the adveragepersonif they say there badif they say there just wrongjust tell them there mistakencause only time can telltell you what each and every tear meanseven though i cant always be therei can comfert you in ways you canonly imaginthough your tears fallthough your heart kills with each beat and soundi can always say im hereyou always seem to give up whentime comes to say say the things you want and giveeven a rose has a timeless touchsmell and feel but never gives out or even up.....

Help?
So I never do this...But times are tight, money is short, and I'm screwed three ways to sunday. I have some tickets...that I've been trying to pay since Feb...that just can't get caught up on. My income is about to drop even more than it already has, and all my other routes aren't working...so....If you think you can drop a buck or two...please feel free...if not, no biggie you guys already do a ton already. If you know a lot about my personal life, you know why it's hard for me to save any money, and that just got nipped in the bud too...so click it, don't, whatever..just have a happy holiday and value your families while you have them, it's what keeps us going every day. * I deleted the link...the best way to do it is to go to paypal, and send it as a personal gift or something like that... if you want to do it, my email is wesley.marks@gmail.com thanks again * *UPDATE* Ok...so i had court on the 28th, and they gave me some more time (late Jan) to get everything cleared up..

Why Wait??
I'm glad that I have met everyone in my life. Some of them are bad and some of them are good but all together it has given me a chance to grow. I always kept myself kinda locked up and away from taking chances. I make sure that the chances I take are all worth while and none of them are to crazy to affect of the important people in my life. Recently a friend of mine died and I had not talked to him in years. He only lived half an hour away from me and this made me realize that life is too short.. we should not hold grudges over petty things, we should keep in touch with old friends everyone is only a phone call away, and most of all that everyone needs to be loved and everyone deserves it so when you find that happiness no matter where it may be embrace it and never fear what your capable of!!

Why?
Why is it so many lounges that have kickass "metal" type names play sissy bitch tunes?...... Dont give me the usual .." we play everything " crap. Your lounge has a name that suggests metal, thrash...whatever, play it. Name ur lounges accordingly people.... and thats my 2 cents

F-r-e-e That Spells Free.
The singer's name is Eric Violette.Restaurant They say a man should always dress for the job he wants So why am I dressed like a pirate in this restaurant It's all because some hacker stole my identity Now I'm in here every evening serving chowder and ice tea Should'a gone to free credit report dot com I could'a seen this comin' at me like an atom bomb They monitor your credit and send you e-mail alerts So you don't end up selling fish to tourists in t-shirtsDream Girl Well, I married my dream girl I married my dream girl But she didn't tell me her credit was bad So now instead of living in a pleasant suburb We're living in the basement at her mom and dad's No we can't get a loan For a respectable home Just because my girl defaulted on some old credit card If we'd gone to free credit report dot com I'd be a happy bachelor with a dog and a yard.New Car Well I was shoppin' for a new car, which one's me? A cool Convertible or an SUV? Too bad I didn't know my credit was w

Elephant
Elephant In the Zulu culture, the elephant is the symbol for wisdom, patriarchy, and sacred relationships (similar to the bear or eagle in Native American culture). It is important to notice that geographically different cultures find symbols within their own contexts to convey universal themes of human concern. Also, most western cultures revere the elephant as powerful and possessing a strong memory. Because of our common acknowledgment that elephants have powerful memories, to dream of an elephant may be an association with the act of memory-this may point to something forgotten in your life.

Books Or Movies?
Someone posted a MuMM about whether you should read the book before seeing the movie. As usual, this prompted a spate of "The book is always better" comments. I felt driven to respond, and in fact, decided to blog my response too : "Seriously, all those people who say books are always better, try reading Jurassic Park. That book is WELL SHIT.Fact is, books and films are two different media, and have different narrative and structural requirements. People who whine about adaptations and how this bit got cut out, or how this character wasn't how they pictured it, simply don't understand this, and as such, in my opinion, are making themselves look stupid. OF COURSE it's different, it's supposed to be. Books you read in multiple sittings, at your own pace. You can flick through, back, re-read sections.... Movies are designed to be consumed in one sitting, at a pace directed by the filmmakers. If you can't see the difference in the craft, you're not appreciating either medium truly.It's

I Believe
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born,A Death Certificate shows that we died,Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe . . . That just because two people argue,It doesn't mean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue,It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe . . . That we don't have to change friends if.We understand that friends change. I Believe . . . That no matter how good a friend is,they're going to hurt you every once in a whileand you must forgive them for that. I Believe . . . That true friendship continues to grow,even over the longest distance.Same goes for true love.

Air Is The Detached Mental Element; In Keeping With Its Position As Traditional Opposition
Air is one of the light elements. This means that it is not necessarily involved with anything physically present, and, as it happens, air prefers it that way. This element is distant, thoughtful, reflective. This is the element of the mind, of rationality, of pure logic. It keeps its distance from things so as to consider them better; this gives it a unique sense of perspective. On the other hand, air is often an outsider. It is generally not involved in what happens, it is merely an observer. Occasionally, it will get engaged in a purely intellectual sense, without the deep emotional or physical commitment that personalities of other types look for. After a time, air will sort of drift off, having completed its prime Ñ mental Ñ responsibilities. Additionally, air cannot be confronted directly. This is like trying to attack the wind Ñ it does not work. Air will either have a range of perfectly logical defenses against a direct confrontation, or it will simply back off, us

What You Are
YOU'RE A LIAR, YOU'RE A CHEAT THOSE SWEET NOTHINGS YOU SAY SHOULD ROT YOUR TEETH YOU'RE AN IMPOSTOR, YOU'RE A FAKE ANY PROMISED MADE YOU ARE SURE TO BREAK YOU'RE A CON-ARTIST, YOURE A CROOK STEALING HEARTS WITH EVERY LOOK YOU'RE A SNAKE, YOU'RE A WEASEL DEPICTING HEARTBREAK AT LOVE'S EASEL.

Have You Been Baked Too Long ?
Story Published: Feb 23, 2010 at 6:26 PM CST Story Updated: Feb 23, 2010 at 8:07 PM CST SPRINGFIELD, Mo. -- Some CoxHealth cancer patients received overdoses of radiation six years ago, and possibly in some other time periods. The healthcare company has been informing patients and their families in recent days and plans to talk to reporters about the problem this week. The wife of a CoxHealth patient says she and her husband were called to the Hulston Cancer Center Oncology Department. They were informed that, six years ago while he was battling brain cancer, her husband received a dose of radiation that was 40 percent higher than what was prescribed. The woman, who wishes to remain anonymous to protect her family's privacy, says they were told that a little more than 150 patients who received radiation in 2004 were impacted. The woman says she and her husband were not told what type of short- or long-term health effects the overdose could cause. She says her hus

Wondering
crawling that lonely road once again, down that path of pain, and ever lasting memories that last a life time, but cant be pieced together, only time can tell where I go, out there in that fog, so far away is a light that I head for, knees bleeding, hands marked from scrapes, feet worn from the long, painful wonders, the rain doesn’t seem to give, the way it looks, I cant give up, but stand, and travel that lonely road again, eyes look up in to the dark night sky, the rain trails down my face making it look like tears of pain and agony, my sorrow knows no end, my heart beats to the pounding rain, where a trail may end, my love will never....

Happy St. Patt's Day? All Snakes Day Is Closer.
Today, folks all over will wear green and hoist a pint in honor of "Saint" Patrick (who was never actually canonized a saint, btw). But if you ask them about the man they celebrate, they actually know very little. "Didn't he drive the snakes out of Ireland?" Well, not literally. In fact, snakes are not, nor have they ever been, indigenous to Ireland.ST. PATRICK & THE DRUIDS OF IRELANDPatrick was a Christian priest whose job it was to convert the population of Ireland to Christianity.. The Druids, however, stood in his way. The Druids were very important people in Ireland at that time, and their symbol was the Snake of Wisdom. Druids could be priests of the old religion of Ireland, but there were also much more. One part of the Druid class were the "Bards", whose job it was to remember all of the history of the people, as well as to record current events. Because the Irish Celts did not rely on a written language, everything had to be memorized. Bards were poets and musicians, and used