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Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship.

Yay!
You scored as Marines, Semper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admiration of everyone else (except maybe the Air Force, who may view you as just a dumb grunt. Perhaps it's true, but you just want to fight).Marines96% Air Force82% Army54% Navy50% Coast Guard36% Which branch of the Military are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Proof !!!!!!!!!!!! Lmaoooooo
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100% Mermaid58% Dragon50% Faerie42% WereWolf17% Demon8% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Rape Fantasy
Just a fun little story I wrote awhile ago...... As you walk up the drive way you notice that the garage looks like the door is ajar. You decided to go check it out, as you near the door a large man wearing a hood and dressed in black steps out, see's you and reaches out for you, you gasp and start to turn to run but he is faster than you. He grabs you roughly by the arm and wrenches your struggling body through the doorway slamming the door shut behind him. The first thing you notice is that the garage is very dark, you hear heavy breathing, you realize its you, you start to get damp, the rough hands gripping your arms from the back, you begin to swoon, when unexpectedly you feel a second set of hands on your breasts. The second set of hands makes your head spin, you feel hot breath on your neck when you realize that the man behind you has pulled you closer to him. You begin to fight back but feel a large hard cock poking your ass from beneath the strangers trousers. Mak

Internet Radio Equality Act
"Internet Radio Equality Act, Action Alert CALL YOUR SENATORS AND YOUR REPRESENTATIVE NOW TO ASK THEM TO CO-SPONSOR THE INTERNET RADIO EQUALITY ACT, S. 1353 IN THE SENATE AND H.R. 2060 IN THE HOUSE! Call Now The future of Internet radio is in immediate danger! Royalty rates for webcasters have been drastically increased by a recent ruling and are due to go into effect on July 15 (retroactive to Jan 1, 2006!). If the increased rates remain unchanged, the majority of webcasters will go bankrupt and silent on this date. Internet radio needs your help! The Internet Radio Equality Act has recently been introduced in both the House and Senate to save the Internet radio industry. Please call your senators and your representative to ask them to co-sponsor the Internet Radio Equality Act.

Not Again!
Happy one minute, sad the next. Cant tell why it hurts but I hate the feeling Life has struck again. Only a few know why I feel like I do, but they cant help. Life has struck them too. Looking for a friend wanting so much more. Getting neither cause of the same ol thing. Life has struck again. I'm told life is what you make of it. Someone Lied!! Life is what you take from it!! Dont expect alot from life just hope for the best, but even when you think you have it. LIFE STRIKES AGAIN!!!

Gemini
GEMINI: Ultra Sexy Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Real Frinds
real friends are the ones that will still talk to you when things get a little rough.i thought i would have friends threw cherrytap,not all on tap want to be your friendwhen they look at you for you lookes,not whats in your heart.when you dont talk sex,they dont want to talk to you anymore.friendship aint all talking about sex.i have always said good things come to frinds that want to just talk,not ignore each other.im a good talker i will talk to anyone. im not here to win a popularity contest.but i will be your friend. thank you wasted

Sophie.
Hello all I just thought I would log on for a second and pass on the happy news to all my freinds. Sophie Elizabeth B. was born at 2:36 a.m. mountain standerd time this morrning, Her weight was 7 lbs. 12 ounces. and is as healthey as a horse. Mommy & Babby are both doing fine and as you can see by the pics here Sophie is wresting comfortably. When I asked her for a comment on the days events, I got nothing. I will sign off now and am gunna head back to the hospital you all have a great night. You can check out my wifes profile here if you would like. ¢¾ S~E~X~Y ¢¾ D.M.C. {Head Plunder Bunny} Pirate queen & ROOT BEER GODESS!@ CherryTAP CAPTAINDRAGON

You Could Be!
Your feeling empty, and no ones there close your eyes, clear your mind. You might hear a voice or see a light It's them there all the time. Its your angel to show you ways to help you count the cost. So you can return to the life you love, get back what you have lost. The strengths in your mind not in your legs dont run break the curse. If you feel it hurt and your going to fall don't give up just look you'll see. Someone can help you stay on your feet family, friends, a stranger like me. Your feeling feeling full everyones there open your eyes, open your mind. You know all the voices, and sites you've seen have been there all the time. Now that your there show them the way help them count the cost. Tell them a story of your life and how you got back all that you lost

Advice To You
My advice to you Smile... Even if people wonder. Love... Whenever you can. Love the person next to you. Dance... Like no one is watching. Even if you have two left feet. Sing! If you can talk you can sing (even out of tune!). Just open your mouth,and belt it out! Read... It opens your mind. Travel... And be open to other cultures. Laugh! When it is funny. A good laugh prolongs life. Act childish... Anytime you can. Don't fear... It only limits your potential.

Newww Pics
i guess im back for the next few days while i have a half decent computer to use. i cant use my other computer cuz its wayyyy too slow for this site. but i have some new pics so you should check them out and comment =] but i have gotten to see the movies shrek 3 and knocked up over the past few days. I thought Shrek 3 was better than the first and second ones. and I thought Knocked up was fucking hilarious. If you havent see knocked up you really need too and i suggest you dont bring anyone under the age of 15 cuz its pretty rude and has some nudity. monday i get to see the 3rd pirates of the carribean. but i'll keep you updated. byeeee!

Hard Nipples
Steffi Lange swep into her office with a grim look on her face while her executive assistant, Shelly Engel, rolled her eyes and thought to herself, "Oh shit, it's gonna be one of those days!!!" After pouring a fresh cup of coffee, she knocked on Steffi's door and entered he boss's office. "Here's your coffee and the Journal, she said, placing them on the desk in front of the blond executive. "Men are such pigs," spat Steffi! "What happened," asked Shelly, as she took a chair across from the large desk in front of her boss? "When I was walking from the train I think every man on the street must have looked at my chest, it just makes me sick," said an irate Steffi!!! Now Steffi Lange was a very good looking woman with mane of blond hair and long slim legs, she is just naturally going to command attention from the opposite sex, but what really makes them sit up and take notice, however, is her more than ample chest, an easy 38D, she is every man's wet dream! Her unusually large nipples se

Fate Or Destiny?
Fate or Destiny? "People often meet their destiny on the road they take to avoid it" - French Proverb Many people talk of Fate and Destiny as if they are one and the same thing, but it may be interesting to examine the subtle difference between the two. It is believed by many that before we are born we make definite choices as to what we wish to learn, and the aim we want to fulfill during the coming life. It is a Spiritual decision which is rarely remembered once we are born, but in hindsight we often see that events and circumstances have led us unknowingly onwards towards our chosen destination. So our Destiny could be classified as our own personal Star. It is the Spiritual Will of the person; a deep inner need; something that drives us to do what seems impossible. It nurtures us with hope in our darkest moments; enables us to dream of better things, and resides in a place where we are destined to find our fulfillment. Destiny is what we are here on eart

Confused
You walked out my door saying you have a new girl. She broke your heart the way you broke mine but you now want me back. I said yes thinking you could change but you didnt. Now she is on the phone wanting you back will you go or stay?

A Little About Yourself :d
I AM A TAURUS MALE>> :D AQUARIUS WOMEN: Always make the right moves, say the right things and create the right ambiance. You are sexually liberated and enjoy a wide range of eroticism. If his fantasies coincide with yours, the action can really get torrid!. Believe that anything that increases the pleasure for your partner is worthwhile. Best sex mates: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius and Aquarius. Favorite sex position: standing-up, and in water. AQUARIUS MEN: Never treats a woman like a sex object and prefers a variety of foreplay before getting down to it. May have be to revved up, but once his engine is started, he is free and inventive with amazing persistence. He will always see you through to climax. A woman who knows what she wants will be very happy. He usually ensures an orgasm twice - once orally and once genitally. Erogenous zones: gently touching the calves and ankles will get him going. Be careful though a kinky Aquarian can be a sadist who doesn't like to be d

Anticipation
NO Barbie Doll, Baby Doll, Ho Baby: No thank you, please. That kind of girl ties knots no sailor ever knew. she phoned me one summer evening. "quantum ... quantum baby, hi. it's Barbie. i was wondering ... would you like to come over?" i said, "yeah!" she said, "oh, good. i can't wait ... bring some condoms." i became excited and turned into speedracer, arriving at her residence within what seemed like a New York City second. she was standing outside waiting. i got out my vehicle and nonchalantly approached her, maintaining eye contact as she walked towards me. her full, luscious lips were a bright red from a glossy lipstick. she was wearing a white, sheer halter top, revealing a spectacular cleavage with two gorgeous, ample mounds of silky skin; and her perky nipples were exquisitely protruding. she was absolutely breathtaking: the combination of her precious face, her golden hair, her exposed shoulders, and her hour-glass figure; as well as, her alluring smile, and the sparkle of he

One More
Just one more kiss befor i go. Just one more hug befor i leave. Just one more wish befor you cry. Just one more scream befor someone dies. Just one more heart ach befor you wise up. Just one more kid befor im too old. Just one more drink was all it takes to really mess you up. Just one more can be all you really ever needed, so please give everyone who you care for one more hug, kiss, and one more I love you.

New Contest!!
DANA IS IN A CONTEST!!! SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE PLZ!!HERE IS HER LINK.... NEW MEMBER AL TOO!! YOU MUST BE-FRIEND OWNER PATTY IN NEW CONTEST, PLZ VOTE!!! KATHY IN NEW CONTEST, PLZ VOTE!! RACHEL IN NEW CONTEST, PLZ VOTE! LISA IN NEW CONTEST, PLZ VOTE!

A Friends Opinion
SO I WAS TALKING TO MY FRIEND (HIS NAME WILL BE LEFT UNSAID) AND HE SAID I WAS AMAZING..SO I ASKED WHY HE THOUGHT THAT AND THIS WAS HIS REPLY :) "For me it is simple really. I see you a a girl who has so much love in her to give, and i see you going out of ur way constantly to do that. You selflessly do for others to make them feel comfortable. Even when your hurting, you put others before u, even when they are the ones who hurt you. To me, i would call you beautiful if i were a blind man just based on your inner self. You glow. You dont see how great u are and that kinda really saddens me. You are always sooo open to talk to and willing to listen. Not just cuz... but bcuz u care. Even about people u dont know. Your heart is big and soft, and u give everyone way more than a deserving and fair chance. These are just small things that are outwardly visible to anyone looking. You allow yourself to be vulnerable and open to pain willingly even though u know that past has brought muc

All About Me If You Care To Know Haha... Thank You Jesus
I am a 35 year old Single christian woman: On the 411 for a Single christian man (similar in age) for friendship and possibly more... and some one to share these words with someday.. Live Long, Laugh Often, Love Much Daphne just like on Scooby Doo! Ewing twsp: Trenton, NJ: If you are nearby please say hi!!!!!!!!!!! Gender Female favorite things to doInterests good conversation,church socials, fellowship, bible study, jazz, scifi, movies, metaphysics, poetry, candle-lit dinners, bbq, romance, long walks, golf, hockey, flea markets, n yard sales,amusement parks. Atlantic City, moonlight, my barefeet in the sand..And most important spending time with the people I love the most.... nothing is sweeter than laughing, loving and living life to the fullest...whereever God directs my pathways.... proverb 3 5&6 is what life is about.. trust in him, lean on him and hell guide you in the right direction..... Favorite Gadgets Just like any other woman, my drive to talk so Ill need my c

More Observations On Profile Pics
So I was just browsing the pics of people using the "I'm Bored" method. I see so many of those webcam pics from above with either the woman looking up to make her eyes look bigger or the camera looking down her bra/top to show her cleavage (which head on probably isn't that great) that it's getting irritating. Years ago I had the same reaction (and still do) whenever I see a "Glamour Shot"). Ugh. Just be yourself....sheesh. While I'm bitching, I might as well throw this in here too. If you have a username with "69" in it, it's annoying. Frankly, anyone who DOESN'T like that position is weird, so why broadcast that you do? Unless of course you were BORN in 1969. Then I forgive you :)

Are You Not Entertained?
I am not a PETA peron, in fact on for the most part I hate PETA, but how can someone find this entertaining? DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WITH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to whether or not the pitbull BECOMES one, due to wether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pitbulls, really, are as SWEET as can be ;below are pictures of pitbulls who w

Break!
I am taking a break from FUBAR and the net; i have some personal issues that need to be dealt with. Such as a 14 year old daughter!! but i will be back periodically to say hi to friends... good luck in love and life! smile and always remember to stay sweet

Friends
To all my friends; What would life be without friends? We wouldnt have someone to laugh with. We wouldnt have someone to hang out with. We wouldnt have someone who listens to our complaints,happiness,problems,pleasures or our thoughts. We wouldnt have someone there when we call because something tragic has happened in our lives. We wouldnt have someone that cares and thinks of us on those special occasions. We wouldnt have that person who means so much to us. We wouldnt have that person we worry for and care so much about. We would be awfully alone if we didnt have friends. So no matter where you are in life or no matter the situation just know that life wouldnt be much without friends.......I am happy that I can call you friend!!!

Mythology
You scored as vampire, You are a vampire! You hate the light and love the nightlife. You hate the weak and have nothing but contempt for them. You care about nothing but yourself, and often entertain yourself at the cost of others. You feel no guilt or remorse and belong to the eternity of the night.vampire90% fallen angel90% faerie60% angel50% mermaid30% Which mythological creature is most like you?created with QuizFarm.com

Funny Jokes
************************************************* (Big Sale Day) It was the day of the big sale. Rumours of the sale (and some advertising in the local paper) were the main reason for the long line that formed by 8:30, the store's opening time, in front of the store. A small man pushed his way to the front of the line, only to be pushed back, amid loud and colourful curses. On the man's second attempt, he was punched square in the jaw, and knocked around a bit, and then thrown to the end of the line again. As he got up the second time, he said to the person at the end of the line... "That does it! If they hit me one more time, I won't open the store!" ************************************************* (The Good of a Bad Relationship) Two Yuppettes were shopping. When they started to discuss their home lives, one said, "Seems like all Alfred and I do anymore is fight. I've been so upset I've lost 20 pounds." "Why don't you just leave him then?" asked her friend.

Death Of A Patient :(
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p

Falling Apart
there are times when i feel absolutely crushed and can't seem to get over it. his absence is wrenching me apart. i'm fine and numb one minute and then something so small reminds me of what i'm missing and i break. i fall apart and i don't know how to put myself back together again.

Number7
New Rule: I'm not the cashier! By the time I look up from figuring which way to slide my card, entering my PIN number, finding and pressing "Enter," verifying the amount, deciding, no, I don't want cash back, and pressing "Enter" again, the kid who is supposed to be ringing me up is standing there eating my candy bar.

Deployment
I will be scarce for a while due to pre MOB training preping me to be in the desert by mid September. I will be in scenic New Jersy for no more than 25 days starting 26 August. Ft. Dix sucks. Any who off I go to the land of Hajis and such. All power, Chris

Reunion Frittata
Reunion Frittata This wonderful summer frittata makes for a simple but satisfying weeknight meal. If crookneck squash, which have a curved neck and a bulbous base, are unavailable, pattypan squash or zucchini are a perfect substitute. Credit: Lifestyle Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 teaspoon sesame oil * 3 tablespoons sweet butter * 2 medium crookneck squash, thinly sliced * 2 medium onions, diced * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 teaspoon oregano leaf * 9 large eggs, beaten * 2 tablespoons Dijon or champagne mustard * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 cup grated Swiss cheese Directions: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Heat the oil and butter in a heavy 10-inch frying pan. Add the squash and onions and saute for 10 minutes. Add the next five ingredients. Stir and cook over medium heat for 5 minutes. Sprinkle the cheese over the top and bake for 15 minutes. Reduce the heat to 325 degrees F and bake for 15 more minutes, or until

The Demon Inside
THE DEMON RELEASED... THE TORTURED SOUL, THAT SHOWS NO FEAR, IT SPEAKS IN DARKNESS FOR ALL TO HEAR. PAIN AND SORROW, INK'D ON THE PAGE, COMMANDING WORDS WITH ENDLESS RAGE. BLOOD SOAKED SOUNDS, WHISPER IN MY EAR, ECHOING SECRETS, THE DEMON APPEARS. THE DEMON LAUGING, ITS MENIACHAL NOISE, CUTTING AND SLASHING BRINGS HIM TORTUREOUS JOY. RIPPING INTO MY BODY, BLOOD BEGINS TO POUR, SCARS OF PLEASURE, HIS DEMAND FOR MORE. HE TEARS AT MY HEART, NOW NOTHING REMAINS, JUST BLOOD ON THE FLOOR, THE CARPET IT STAINS. HIS EVILNESS BOILS, THE ANGER ENSUES, MY MIND IS HIS PLAYGROUND, MY SOUL HE PERSUES. HIS POWER ELUDES ME, HOLDS MY LIFE IN HIS GRASP, BUT I EMBRACE THIS DEMON, SPEAKING HIS NAME AT LAST. HIS NAME IS FAMILIAR, HIS SPEACH RINGS TRUE, REFLECTING THE IMAGE, THE DEMON IS YOU. YOU SEE, YOU ARE THE DEMON, HIS TRAPPED SOUL INSIDE. FOREVER TOGETHER, THIS JOURNEY YOU'LL RIDE. this is dedicated to my very best friend...i love him like family...thank you

#8 The Justice
#8's The Justice )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( If your birth number is an 8, then your Tarot association is The Justice. ***Characteristics: You are Fair-minded and Reasonable. You like to hear both sides and then come to your own conclusion. You are Just, Well-Meaning and Sincere. You seek Balance and Equality. You are Righteous, Virtuous, and Honorable. You are also a Good Critic because you have the ability to evaluate things. You are also Insightful and Even-Tempered. Traits associated with the use of Negative Energy: Antagonistic, one who loves conflict, a creator of disorder. A person who experiences great Trials and Tribulations. Actions which may block Positive Energy: Having a Lack of Joy or Inspiration. Believing that attacking others is justified to protect yourself. Believing that Peace and Reconciliation are Weaknesses. ***Symbols: Infinity and Fate--can also be a symbol for money, sex and power

Bullshit
Indianapolis - An early morning domestic dispute turned deadly on the city's southside. Shortly after 3 a.m. Saturday, IMPD responded to the 2200 block of South Pennsylvania Street. It's not the first time police responded to a domestic disturbance call at the Von Essen home on the city's southside. But Saturday morning ended in deadly gunfire when 22-year-old Dwayne Von Essen refused to obey police orders to put down his machete and hatchet. An officer fired a single shot, killing him. Police say the shooting was justified. "There are at least two notations in the run prior to the officer getting here of people inside the residence saying that if police showed up, they would be killed," said Sgt. Paul Thompson, IMPD Public Information Officer. But the Von Essen family says police used excessive deadly force even though the officers were never in any real danger. "They're life wasn't in danger. My brother never charged them," said Darrin Von Essen. "He had the weapons down at his sides

Finally!!!!!!!
Finally I landed the Jack-pot! I finally found a guy who likes me for me. Who treats me like fucking gold, who loves talking to me not texting me. He is not my type and that is why I've been putting him off for so long. Than I had this dinner with my Gays and they were all like hey asshole (me) lets see what your type has gotten and done for you... they then went over the list, and stopped when I was brought to tears of laughter. So I got up the balls called him, got really sick, the whole kidney infection thing and all...and out of shock he shows up with orange juice and tylenol for me. Just to hang out just to talk, just to keep me company. I don't have to wait for the shoe to fall I don't have to worry that he'll just stop calling me one day. because I don't forsee that happening. He is happy with just us, no sex, just talk and looking at me. Hey it doesn't hurt that he considers me out of his league, and constantly tells me this, that I am way to beautiful to be with him.

Signing Guestbook Please
I'm hoping most of you will read this cause I would like all that are on my friends list to sign my guestbook that is on my profile under 'Interests' so that I can see where everyone is at compared to me. Thank You and please sign.

Do You Still Care
I don't understand You were there for me when I need my man by my side He wasn't there for me like you I don't understand Why you stay around Is it that you still care for me Or do you feel bad for me I ask you This When you are there for me And he isn't You never answer me I think I'm dating the worng guy You are there for me when he isn't I thought our love was through But is it Do you still care for me I have no clue

Awwwwww
We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really shoul

About Me
i like list song i bean ever state -from west coast to eastcoast- i got married ---it turn ---no good i just look be friend poeple not look for married no that ok next preson not for me i like r&B and old good 70&60 -and little 80--i love country hole lot i speak with my friend on my computer--i like my dog

Marines Tale
He's recieved the highest commendations for Bravery. Countless decorations for Honor and Selflessness. But his achievments reach far beyond waht any medal could ever hope to commemorate.For the Men and Women of the U.S. Military, He is a human embodiment of possibility, The last Spartan standing against an angry tide of enemies.This Strength of Spirit is forced through his Legend. Tales rife with Sacrafice and Courage, Tales that Grow, Flourish, and Inspire. And while he shapes his own History, He in turn shapes the History of all who follow. For no matter what Horrors are released upon the day, They can not match the reply of Soldiers Emboldened with his Spirit. He is a Marine. A HERO NEED NOT SPEAK. WHEN HE/SHE IS GONE, THE WORLD WILL SPEAK FOR HIM/HER.

Life Is So Precious....
Hmmmm Today was a heartbreaking, heartfelt day. I guess I just wanted to share it. Its a shame I work so much I have no one here at home, friends wise, to share it with. So, you all are stuck listening to me lol Life, its ironic. How quickly things turn around and sometimes its for the better, but sometimes, it kicks ya in the arse. I had something really and truly life changing happen today. I got to work, and there was a Medi-Vac helicopter there. Lifeflight as some know it. I walked into a scene that just still has me going WTF??? A female, regular visitor to the mall, she was walking out to her car, just got clumsy and stumbled on the pavement. But it seems life had other plans for her. Upon falling down, landed on her head. Cracking it open, and because of the sudden trauma, she also had a heart attack shortly after. The EMTs were quick, and revived her. They intibated her and got her on the helicopter to the trauma center in St Pete, Bayfront Hospital. However, there i

Keep Madness Going
Keep the Madness going................... PLEASE DO YOUR BIT Today is one of the many National Mental Health Days throughout the year. You can do your bit by remembering to send an e-mail to at least one unstable person. .... My job is done! Life is too short for drama & petty things! So laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly! From one unstable person to another... I hope everyone is happy in your head - we're all doin' pretty good in mine.

Lonely
LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE I FEEL THE EMPTYNESS ,I FEEL THE TEARS, I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES .WHERE DID OUR LOVE GO? WHERE DID THE TIME GO WHEN I WAS ALL YOURS?WHERE DID OUR HAPPINESS , OUR HOPES , AND OUR DREAMS GO?LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE... CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR LOVE MEANS TO ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND WITHOUT YOU I WILL DIE..

Frozen
The creek with it's rolling water Creates sounds strangely soothing Perhaps God speaks to me In ways my ears cannot understand But my soul does, and it is thankful. I stand alone Watching the cold, crisp water Take the edges from the stones, Taking, yet givng In beautiful simlicity The years wash by so fast. I stand alone, But tears are not shed Those years are gone I look back so fondly On those days of loving hope Now but a haunting shadow Burning it's image into my mind With every footstep. This world is so awsomely beautiful Beyond perfection in it's glory. The sence that it makes Astounds me every second Why is love not like nature Why does love make no sence?? I stand alone. But there was one who met me here, Was it yesterday, or long ago? Are they so very different? Are we so different my love, That we cannot touch hearts Open and free, you and me? So wondrous it could be. Could, would, should have been! Before this cruel world froze

Midnight Serenade
I love that he randomly rolls over in his sleep, opens his eyes[notices if i woke up when the bed moved] and says "your beautiful", then passes back out and is snoring within moments. Friday night I was climbing over him[we sleep in in my single size daybed] at like 4am to go potty, and I get halfway to my bedroom door and he busts out singing the "Oh Mandy" song, without knowing all the lyrics lol. Sumthing like "Oh Mandy, you came and you blah blah blah blah blah, but you da da da da, oh Mandy!" I giggle, he tells me he loves me and then rolls over and passes back out. He never gets that grumpy look when i accidentally wake him up[i dont sleep well, in and out of bed all night]. He always just smiles. Or if i touch him in his sleep he gets all smiley. Teehee. We were on vacation with his family and his sisters boyfriend [jokingly] rubbed a little bit on his leg while he was passed out and he got a smile and went "Mmmm". it was so cute JB[his sisters bf] was like "aww he think

I Apologies
sorry for not being here last few weeks i been working my butt off and come home and go to bed.... and i get my licence back in 20 days wooot beach every weekend for me yay! hope u r all well & cheers it the fucking weekend THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tripped over any trees lately? How about a root? my lil sis just txt me that and i am lol'ing hard right NOW LOL!!!

Help!!!
PLEASE HELP ME IN THE CONTEST I AM PARTICIPATING IN!!!!!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE! PLEASE DONT JUST RATE THIS AND LEAVE. IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MIN TO GO TO THIS PAGE!!! THANKS!! MUCH LOVE!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1146372&albumid=618013&i=611557244

On The Beach
A widowed Jewish lady was sunbathing on a beach at Boca Raton, Florida. She looked up and noticed that a man her age had walked up, placed his blanket on the sand next to hers and began reading a book. Smiling, she attempted to strike up a conversation with him. "Hello, sir, how are you today?" "Fine, thank you," he responded, and turned back to his book. "I love the beach. Do you come here often?" she asked. "First time since my wife passed away 2 years ago," he replied and turned back to his book. "I'm sorry to hear that. My husband passed away 3 years ago and it is very lonely. Do you live around here?" she asked. "Yes, I live over in Suntree," he answered, and again resumed reading. Trying to find a topic of common interest, Sarah persisted. "Do you like pussycats?â€ With that, the man dropped his book, jumped off his blanket and onto her's. He tore off her swimsuit, and gave her the most passionate ride of her life! When the cloud of sand began to se

Why Is It??
Current mood: angry,hurt,sad... Listening to:Already Over Pt2 by Red Why is it people do the things they do?Lead you along,make u feel so good about yourself and everything and then when u arent paying attention they turn around and say something stupid?Especially when they know u'll find out about it? Im so sick of trying to get close to someone,actually succeeding and they turn around and do something stupid...I started liking this guy a lot,and he finally told me he wanted to date me..Well when i wasnt around he goes and tells someone else he wants to go see another girl and try to date her right after he just told me he wanted me!Wtf man....If u really didnt want me or want me in any way,u shouldve said something to me..Not lead me on...Definitely not go and say something like that...I dont know if i really want an explanation or just leave it alone..I hate the fact i was crying because of that,and i hate the fact i feel like i was fucked with..im so angry and hurt right now.

October 23, 07'
It's a good day for dates, job interviews and any other situation that demands a lot from you. It's simple for you to read people and tell them what they want to hear, or spin the truth the right way.

Flag Folding God Worshipping Idiots? Count Me In
Complaints about religious content have led to a ban on flag-folding recitations by Veterans Administration employees and volunteers at all national cemeteries. At thousands of military burials, VA volunteers have folded the American flag 13 times and recited the significance of each fold to survivors. The 11th fold glorifies "the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.” The 12th glorifies "God the Father, the Son and Holy Ghost." Citing a need for uniformity, the National Cemetery Administration has prohibited unpaid VA volunteers as well as employees from conducting the recital at all 125 national cemeteries. American Legion attorney Rees Lloyd calls it "another attempt by secularist fanatics to cleanse any reference to God." Following one complaint, the Veterans Administration has made anti-Christian bigotry the law of the land. The U.S. government has bowed to pressure from one radical anti-Christian secularist. Allowed to stand, the action by the Veterans Administ

Lyrics
Artist: Pink Song: Heartbreaker I keep thinkin' bout that little sparkle in your eye Is it a light from the angels, or your devil deep inside? What about the way you say you love me all the time Are you liftin' me up to heaven, just to drop me down the line? There's a ring around my finger, But will you change your mind? And you tell me that I'm beautiful, But that could be a lie Are you a heartbreaker? Maybe you want me for the ride What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker? And everything is just a lie I won't be leavin' here alive I won't be leavin' here alive, no Temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife Cause I'm always watchin' for someone to show their darker side So maybe I'll sit back and just enjoy all this for now Watch it all play out, see if you really stick around But there's always this one question That keeps me up at night Are you my greatest love Or disappointment in my life? Are you a heartbreaker? Maybe you want me for the r

Thought 1
Have you ever been told something that leaves you in a state of denial and anger? have you ever lost someone just to see whisps of them here and there? i have and i'm not liking it. once again i'm facing loosing a person i've grown to get to know and it's painful to see it happening. all the warning signs are there for they've already moved on to other segments. i don't see the whole person anymore. a wall i will mend around me for i'm not family or anything. i talk even less on yahoo anymore

Reg Recall
Well, I have been notified I have a recall of my regulator. Apparently there have been using potentially defective seals in the 1st stage. Not a good situation. http://www.oceanicworldwide.com/dxretrofit/oceanic/ I had mine fixed last week. Now I need to find the time to dive it prior to my trip to Australia in December!

Enter Your Caption
Okay wwe are gonna see who has the best caption to this pic. I know you have seen it around animated and so forth but I wanna see what you all can come up with. Leave you comments and you just might find it in your in box.

Answers Please !
You ARE on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply to poster and paste. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. What’s your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in

Another Poem
When day is light and night is dark, I saw my life fall apart. I came to the conclusion life is good, When you make the best and i know you could. I know everything happens for a reason, But it allways happens every season. I have the best friend's that anyone could ask for, And i know they could ask for much more. I know that friends come and go, But i know the friend's i have will never go. I could ask for much more in life, My friends, family, and there is no wife. Today is the day i sit and think, I wana find that girl and give her a wink. Please give a day to express all your thoughts, So here i am just to jot. Kevin D. Fox

Happy Turkey Day!
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hand, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly open the door to the freezer, the parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said, "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerely

Adult Game!
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Holidays
IT IS ALMOST THE WEEKEND.. JUST ONE MORE DAY, I AM HOPEIING TO GET MY CHRISTMAS TREE TOMARROW, GOT MOST OF ALL THE OTHER DECORATEING DONE. I AM STARTING TO GET EXCITED. I LOVE CHRISTMAS, IT IS A LITTLE STRESSFUL BECAUSE OF THE MONEY IT TAKES TO BUY FOR ALL THE KIDS BUT IT IS SO WORTH IT WHEN YOU WATCH THEIR FACES CHRISTMAS MORNING AS THEY RIP THEM ALL OPEN!!! I HOPE EVRYONE OUT THERE IN FUBAR LAND HAS A GREAT HOLIDAY AND ONE KICK ASS NEW YEAR...

Naughty Quiz
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Got Mead?
Allen (my roommate) and I started our first batch of Mead last night. It is our first attempt at brewing anything. It was late last night when we started it. We pitched the yeast, and let it sit. Woke up this morning about 8, and the yeast was VERY active! We got it racked, and it smells sooooo good even at this early stage. In a few weeks, we will rack it again. It's exciting. 5 gallons of Mead on the way! I've gotten a few tips and ideas from close friends, and from a guy at the local brew shop. Everyone is so helpful. That's a great thing. People are willing to give advice and teach from their mistakes. No one keeps many secrets, but willing to tell their own personal secrets from their experience. This has been a good experience so far, and the journey has just begun. I'll keep everyone updated.

Things 2 Do In The Atl
I'm gonna be down in Atlanta for 3 days on a business trip and i'm looking for suggestions of things to do from people who live there or have been there i just want to make this business trip fun so ...... H E L P !!!!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

The Forsaken
The Forsaken I'm trapped in this world Alone and in pain Seeing happiness around me Not having the courage To grab some for myself Its hard to look at myself To see myself sadden by life I look beyond my reflection To see life, world, and love I see what I need, and can't have I am the forsaken I am the lonely I am the one you pity I am in an eternity of sorrow You look at me, deep in self pity You see the pain I wear as skin You wish to help, to pity, to cry You can only stare and wonder You turn and walk away feeling better Death is the only answer For there is nothing To look forward too To encourage life to continue To give me peace and happiness Kill me now Why won't I die Take my life Give me peace

Holiday Cheer....
Watching blood stained windows I must just love the pain See the children crying In my dreams my mother died again Dig her grave much deeper The fatal price she paid I hope I'm here to hold her When she comes back again I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come Is the armageddon Finally here at last? You may see the mushroom But you won't hear the blast Don't need a self made prophet Don't need a holy war Don't need another leader To even up the score I'm cursed with living on a fault line The doomsday clock was made by mankind No place to run I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come The Countdown's begun

Who Wants Me For Christmas
who wants me for christmas Now u gotta repost this as, "WHO WANTS ME FOR CHRISTMAS" The 1st person to message me saying "i want you for Christmas."... will be my sweatheart... u'd be suprised just who wants to be urs...U have 2 do this even if you are taken............

Sex Sex And More Sex
Sex Sex and more SexTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this survey if you openly talk about sexWhat is it that you absolutely need sexually? ExcitmentWhat is something you have always wanted to try? shurgs I have done damn near everythingWhat is something you have never done in bed before? Only the disgusting shitWhat time of day do you like to have sex? all timesWhat do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? A confident womanHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? about that longIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Excited more so if they were in the same roomWould it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? not reallyHave you ever faked an orgasm? Believe it or not yesWhat Part of your body are you self-conscious about? PenisDo you have any sexual regrets? Nope I regret nothingIf a lover cheated on you would you take them back? no that is a sinHow Important is sex in your life? VeryHow Important is love in

Coming Home
Well it has been 7 months since i have been back to the states, I think it about time to go see the family and spend some time with my kids, I miss them dearly. They are grown and have their own lives now but they will always be my babies.Just kinda nervous, seems everytime I make it back home that time has just passed me on. I will try and see everyone that i can but 2 weeks is not much time to visit. Atleast i will be around family for the holidays, first time in three years.

D.b.s.
Well my first Blog ever!!!! I thought it should be informative and help someone along the way..... it was brought to my attention today that women actually suffer with D.B.S. (Damp Bush Syndrome), a woman says to me.... ( why me, I'm wondering), and I quote, " I'm all wet down there" and I'm thinking to myself.... Good Lord Woman!!!!! use some powder!!!!! POWDER THAT DAMN BUSH!!!!!!!! So I thought someone could let us all know if this is really a serious issue. D.B.S. is also known to stand for.... Dumb Biotch Syndrome Dirty Butt Syndrome Don't be stupid Dumb Bastage Syndrome and so on and so on... I'm sure we all know someone with one of these syndromes.... just wondering, Kelly Ann....... (giggles)

Christmas
Letter from Jesus about Christmas Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime. How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth, just GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that

I Got A Letter To The Editor Published...
WoooHoooo ...I got a letter to the editor published in the local fish wrap and bird cage liner......... http://blog.news-record.com/opinion/letters/archives/2007/12/federal_regulations_will_harm.shtml Who's the man!! ROFLMAO!!!!!

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✡qυσтєѕ✡ "иσ gυу ιѕ ωσятн уσυя тєαяѕ & ωнєи уσυ fιи∂ σиє тнαт ιѕ, нє ωσи'т мαкє уσυ ¢яу" ???؟؟؟ "ℓσνє ιѕ gινιиg α вσу єνєяу ¢нαи¢є тσ вяєαк уσυя нєαят.вυт тяυѕтιиg нιм иσт тσ" ~ кαяяα "ιf уσυ ℓσνє ѕσм

I Could Never Be Your Woman,,,
I just watched I COULD NEVER BE YOUR WOMAN. It's a movie about a feeling that joins a 45 year old woman with a 29 year old man. The movie is nice but a little bit sad for me. I was in a relationship for a 3 years. After 3 years I left him. It was the smartest decision in my life. Then I met Sebastian. He is younger than me. He's 20 and I'm 23. I was really in love.I wasn't ever happier. But I left him. That age difference was too big for me. I'm single since September. I'm not sure if I will ever love someone.

Please Help This Young Fu Escape From Level 5!
Please go show my young fu-friend Tanya some love... Can you help her plan her escape? Let's rain on her Fu love today and take her to the 6th level!!! ... tan, Please help me to the sixth level Please also go show some rate fan add love to the boombastic blogger... ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way...

Riding
Yea so I obviously like riding quads,dirt bikes, street bikes, my harley, my shifter cart and other stuff i have rode driven or own but just can't think of right now. Come rate my picks of my quads and bikes and other pics.

I Hear You
I hear you. Is that you? Your breath mingles with mine. I whisper your name – so soft. I feel my love for you Reaching out with invisible arms, To bring you even closer to me. Your warmth fans the flames Of my complete happiness. I taste the tear that escapes Mingled with the curve of my lips. And I know, as I flow into slumber, That you have completed me. And our love created rightness, Together - all because of you.

Will You...
Will you still love me if I go? Will you still feel the touch you have known? Will you cry into the night, Say it just isn't right? Will you just sit and say "so"? Will you still want me if I leave? Will you feel lost and bereaved? Will you pull on through, Meet someone new? WIll you feel hurt and decieved? Will you remember my eyes? Will you ask God "why?" Will you play a new song, Maybe sing along? Will you reminisce of me and cry? Will you miss me forever when I'm gone? Will you say you knew all along? Will you flash that smile, Every once in a while? Will you keep my love? Will you still yearn for me if I disappear? Will you realize what you've got, dear? Will you think of me as a friend, Cherish the times that've been? Will you howl at the moon cuz you want me near? Will you make me honest when I'm fifty? Will you grow old and grey with me? Will you treat me like your queen, Tell me everything? Will you open your eyes and finally see..... Before I

My Toast To You....:)
New Year’s Toast Here’s to the new year... May it bring more joy and success And less grief and regret. To our dreams... May we never stop believing in them And taking the actions that will make them a reality. To our friends, loved ones, associates (or colleagues)... May we take the time to let them know How much it means to us To have them in our lives. Let us encourage more and criticize less, Give more and need less. And whenever we can, Let us create harmony and peace. To new beginnings... Let us start fresh, right now, To make this the very best year ever. A very Happy New Year to all of us!

24 Interludes Of Life
24 Interludes of Life1. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.4. May you have...Enough happiness to make you sweetEnough trials to make you strongEnough sorrow to keep you humanEnough hope to make you happyAnd enough money to keep you comfortable.5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.7. It's true that we don't know what

Open Message For My Friends
My cable has been out for almost two months and I am using satellite to get on. Satellite is, in my opinion, slower than dialup. This makes it almost impossible for me to rate, comment or do anything else on this site or even play my online games. If you think I have been ignoring you or whatever that is not the case. I just don't feel like spending an hour to change one page. If you want to talk to me leave a message I do try to get on to check them and you can always ask me for my msn since I am on there regardless. Larry

Dont Trust This Man
ladies plz beware this guy is pretending to be a marine or miltary he tells them what they want to here just to get sex then makes up a big sob story frist it was a bomb then it was a 4 wheeler his name is brad jonthan latham or sopoe to be anyway his id is semperfibrad so plz girls dont be a fool

Online Mistress
It all began with a “Hi” on the internet. Matt approached the innocent looking Sandy and struck up a conversation online. She was hesitant at first but eventually she opened up to talking with him. As talk progressed they slowly moved to the topic of sex and desires. Just before Matt had to leave she revealed that she enjoys being dominate in the bedroom. This perked his ears and his interest dramatically. They said their goodbyes and agreed to talk later. That evening they again met online and picked up their conversation where they had left off. Sandy revealed that she loves to bend guys over her knees and spank them like the little boy in trouble. Matt’s cock began to twitch slightly from hearing this. They talked more and more in detail about the roles of sub and Dom. Sandy realized that Matt is eager to learn more about being submissive to a partner. He desires to be told what to do and to have his partner do as they wish to him. Sandy decided to ask him a few que

This Point In My Life....
as of tomorrow i will be entering a very important part of my life and as much as i hate to do this i must break from the internet. to all my friends on here who i have met and enjoyed your company greatly exspecialy on those very boring nights. you will be missed but please dont forget about me cause i shall not forget about you. you all will be missed and i will try my hardest to get on here and keep in touch with all of you if possable. if youd make it very easy on me please send me an email that way i can respond and that would be the only sure way ill be able to keep in touch with you. for those of you that know or dont know i am going into the police academy which is a 7 days aweek program 8 to 10 hours aday so i have no idea how much free time ill actualy have to get on here. so i hope we can stay in touch and stay friends threw this process and ill be looking forward to keeping in touch with all of you. take care and best of luck to you in all of life's adventures. james

Bootycall By Rennyworks
You and me...acquainting ourselves in the bask of the afternoon sun, Not leaving each other's embrace until we were happily done! One night only? Hell naw, I might be alone but I'm not lonely A bootycall is what I think of you? For you to believe such a thing from me just isn't true Aside from your smile, your banging body, and your sex galore There's a lot this brother needs besides your sex and lies, your pussy and thighs I am a deep brother with a hurting soul and dying flesh, I certainly don't need anything more to complicate this mess What do I need from you is so simple, so easy, Be there for me - not as my fantasy - but as my reality Representin' a person who offers me themselves as I will do for you, Someone with whom I can dare to be true.

Little Message For All
Just thought to come say what up all ? Hope you all have had a wonderful day. Please come leave me comments on my page and messages in my inbox. I'll get back to you all if you do when I can.

Contest Update: Week 3!
Hey everyone! Theres still 2 weeks left to go in 'J-RoxxX Hottest Mummer On Fubar' contest. :) If you havent yet, or are comming back to vote again: CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!! ************************************************** THE CONTEST WILL END FEB 5TH @ 10PM CENTRAL TIME! ************************************************** Dont forget today is Sunday; which means the picture rates will be reset again!!! Be sure to let your friends know that they can come vote again for their favorite mummer :D *************************************************** THIS CONTEST IS RATES ONLY!! NO BOMBING NECESSARY! *************************************************** In case of a tie at the end; I will be holding a 24hr tie breaker. If there is another tie after 24 hrs, I will have an instant death match...Meaning the first one to get the vote will

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ღ-ÜÑ±ôü¢HãßLê-ღ fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1265498 BUSTED a FAKE until a legitimate salute is accepted by fubar. Due to the few pictures visible to us and us knowing for a FACT one of the pictures is of someone CONSTANTLY having their pictures used by people other then herself this person is tagged a FAKE.

Ten Rules To Live By
#1 Throw out nonessential numbers This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them...that's what you pay him/her for. #2 Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches will only pull you down. #3 Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. #4 Enjoy the simple things #5 Laugh often. long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. #6 The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. #7 Surround yourself with what you love, weather it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. #8 Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. #9 Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, to the next country, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is. #10 Tell the people you love th

Final Standings: J-roxxx Hottest Mummer On Fubar Contest
hi :D hope everyone is having a great week so far. first of all i want to thank everyone who entered my first contest. it was truly a pleasure. also my great friends here who have supported me throughout :) you know who you are ;) here are the final standing. :) congratulations! you guys worked so hard...thank you :) first place - pebblesinaz (3114 votes) second place - misterfeet (2903 votes) third place - ez 2 fu (1340 votes) fourth place - the bully (1217 votes) fifth place - prettygreeneyes (594 votes) sixth place - kristen victoria (515 votes) In case you forgot what the prizes are...Here you go again :D ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to call...getting you shitfaced! :D -Any who receive over 100 rates will be given a platinum cherry! -6th place will receive 50,000 fu-bucks! -5th place will receive 100,000 fu-bucks

Dating Process
Dating process Dating process: 6 weeks : I love U, I love U, I love U. 6 months : Of course I love U. 6 years : GOD, if I didn't love U, then why the hell did I propose? Back from Work: 6 weeks : Honey, I'm home. 6 months : BACK!! 6 years : What did your mom cook for us today?? Gifts: 6 weeks : Honey, I really hope you liked the ring. 6 months : I bought you a painting; it would fit the motif in the living room. 6 years : Here's the money. Buy yourself something. Phone Ringing: 6 weeks : Baby, somebody wants you on the phone. 6 months : Here, for you. 6 years : PHONE RINGING. Cooking: 6 weeks : I never knew food could taste so good! 6 months : What are we having for dinner tonight? 6 years : AGAIN!!!! Apology: 6 weeks : Honey muffin, don't you worry, Ill never hold this against you. 6 months : Watch out! Don't do it again. 6 years : What's not to understand about what I just said??

Sorry All My Friends
To everyone, I'm so sorry I have not been around lately! Work, Holidays, Work, Massive court S**T, work and kids and work and kids. It's been a hayday and I'll try to do better at keeping in touch. I hope the holidays were great for eveyone and the New Year finds you in health and happiness!!!! Take care and all my love....Muah BTW.... I'm SO proud of my GIANTS!!!!

. . . Real Life Friends . . .
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Chapter 1
Mike and I have been together for about 3 yrs. now. Both coming out of failed relationships, we had our share of button- pushing. I guess you would say, we felt we had to test one another's boundaries and commitments to each other. Scared to actually step out of our safety zones and afraid of being hurt again. Alone, I had been through one traumatic experience after another. I was a single mother battling not only poverty but the government as well. I have 2 children, each with individual problems of their own, My oldest, Cole, my son, had emotional problems I couldn't, reach or fix, no matter how much I desired it. Cheyenne, my daughter, with a handicap of her own, she was born with Down's Syndrome, but given the mother I am, I had always denied the fact, pushing her own limits of strengths and never letting her give in to her weakness, fighting every professional who tried to stand in our way, or putting her in a stereo-typed category, This was bittersweet, in both rewarding, a

Paul Is A Meanie! (edit. Paul Is Not A Meanie)
So yepp. Mr. Paulkins (this fellah below) Pâµ|@ fubar tagged me a while ago ~ and i never got the chance to write out my blog ... lol so here it goes. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I'm a smoker. Have been for 6 years and wont stop til I am ready. Don't like that? Go fuck yourself. LOL. 2: I absolutely HATE feet. Put em anywhere near me and i'll probably puke all over you. LOL. kidding. 3: Tattoos and piercings turn me on. 4: I am a total work-a-holic. 5: I will do anything for others. I'd rather hurt myself and have someone happy than be happy myself. 6: I am ADDICTED to victorias secret, but im not materialistic. 7: I am

Poster Pics And Name Graphics
I am offering to make some poster pictures and name graphics. If you would like one a poster picture send me a message letting me know what 3 colors and what picture you want me to use for the POSTER Picture, also tell me what message you want on the Poster Picture. If you want a Name Graphic tell me 1 color and what name you want the NAME GRAPHIC to be. Here are a few of the Poster Pics I made. Here are a few of the Name Graphics I made.

Sign
COME JOIN US !!! Hey all you guys and gals...stop sitting there with nothing to do and come join our party....Click on the pic below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! ***MASS*** Hey ya'll...Stop sitting there bored as can be and come join our party....Come take a trip to ~ஐ~Angel's Haven~ஐ~!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!!

Spreading The Retardation
The city turned off my water yesterday for maintenance on the main lines. Naturally, I came home to rust colored water. After using the facility a few times I discovered that my 'deposits' were actually making the water lighter. I think I need a life.

Julio Igelsias Jr Gone Country?
This past friday the reality show gone country hosted by jon rich of big and rich chose his winner for who had the best chance at going country..(constents were: Maureen McKormick, Bobby Brown,Sisqo' Carnie Wilson, Dee Snider, Diana Degarmo and Julio) Grand Prize was first country single to be played on country radio to be produced by Jon Rich....Do U think Julio will be successful in the transition?

50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions!!! Message: 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? - him 2 . When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? - nope... coz sum1 will pick up the cart 3. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you? - kiss? of course.. i miss it!!! hahaha 4. Do you take compliments well? - yup 5. Do you play Sudoku? - sometimes 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? - maybe,if someone is waiting for me.... i would be! but if not? i'l think i die there! 7 . If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save? - everything in my rooms..hahaha 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? - my bf 3 yrs ago... 9. Who do you text the most? - nothing, i hate texting 1 0 . Favorite children's book? - all about princess... 11 . Eye color? - brown. 12. How tall are you? - petite =) 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? -

Memories
Mom and dad, I feel sad that the memories that we have are slowly fading away. No goodbyes or even a reason why. Mom and dad the memories I once cherished only make me cry, It seems that i could have never been the daughter that you had always wanted. I choose the road that i knew would cause me pain, but I never dreamed that you mom and dad would ever leave me behind. The tears you have caused, someday will be gone. Mom and dad the memories, good and bad i know werent always bad ones there was some good memories. But i can never go back, You choose to throw me out of your lives. You never evehought twice, about the pain you would cause. I am done being that daughter, that always looked up to you, It is time to put a closure, on the pain that has put a hold on my life. I must go on now without you. Mom and dad I feel so bad, that you didnt care enough to put my mistakes behind you, and be proud of the person i have become. I am much stronger now an

Sex Story #10
I call u up and ask if it is ok if we get together. I can tell in your voice you are very excited to hear me on the other end of the call. I say I will be over in an hour. You go around your place to light the candles and get some wine on ice. You want to make sure everything is perfect. I get there and wow, u have everything so beautiful. You led me to the couch, I have a seat, u pour us a glass of wine. You sit down beside me, lean over and kiss me gently. Such a soft, gentle kiss. We have a drink of the wine and talk just a lil about our day. I love how u are looking at me, and undresssing me with your eyes. I am getting excited. I put my glass down, I take yours and put it beside mine. I now get on my knees between ur legs and kiss you. I suck ur tongue into my mouth, sucking it as if it were your cock....in and out...u moan, to let me know you are enjoying it. My hands on your chest, pinching your nipples, lifting your shirt, while still kissing you deep and passionately.

Trip
hello fu world.......im just lettin yall know...i wont be around much this weekend i will be leaving thurs nite to see my gf...and spend time with her and her kids....i be on to check mail and post pics....ill be back on monday.....so contiune to show love..and i will hit yall back..until then yall have a good weekend..i know i will holla back

Attention Whore
Ok, so as one of my good friends told me today I love attention. Thats right I love to be the center of everyones attention. I am loud, obnoxious and generally do whatever I want so that everyone has to pay attention to me. So we go to DC today to hit up the Smithsonia, and I will post pics later. But anyhow tours two of the oriental exhibits about and spend some time walking about in the garden. Dawn and I then decide we need food. So I make a call to see where food is about that area. So we find out some things going on as for food on the phone and decide to hit the natural history museum. We hike about in there and we walk out. So upon walking out one of those lovely black suburbans with government tags rolls up on us. Yeah you know those ones that you generally don’t want to see rolling up on you. Well anyhow it rolls up and we have a conversation with 3 gentleman wearing vests and carrying machine guns. After the conversation we walk up to Frado’s Irish Pub an

Take A Chance !!
A chance encounter of the best kind - A meeting arranged by fate - Two souls have come together Two hearts can now relate. Exploring has uncovered A tender love sublime, Whose roots are strong and deep, To withstand the test of time. This much, I know within my heart, That you are meant for me; To share with me the joys of life; Throughout eternity. So now, I ask with an open heart Barring my soul to thee; Will you, dear (NAME), my soulmate Take a chance and marry me?

Dances
THIS IS BABYFREAK AND IM GOING TO START POSTING LINKS TO BBW DANCES SO IF YOU KNOW ANY FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW MASS-http://www.superbbw.com/index.html CT-ONE OF THE BEST THERE IS -http://www.amplebeauties.com/

My Son
OKAY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, KNOW ABOUT MY 10 MONTH OLD BABY'S HEALTH ISSUES. I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM OUR GENETICS DOCTOR WITH SOME ANSWERS..... MY SON IS 1 IN 3 IN THE WORLD WHO HAS THIS CONDITION.... I CANT PRONOUNCE OR EVEN BEGIN TO SPELL WHAT IT IS!!!!! WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS, HE IS MISSING 1 OF HIS CHROMOSOMES # 20. THE OTHER TWO REPORTED CASES HAVE HAD LEARNING DISABILITIES, SEIZURES, SLOWED DEVELOPMENT, SPEECH PROBLEMS, AND HEARING PROBLEMS. ONE OF THEM DIED AT AGE 7!!! AARON HAS SIEZURES AND IS ABOUT THREE MONTHS BEHIND IN HIS DEVELOPMENT. A SOCIAL WORKER IS GOING TO COME OUT AND EVALUATE HIM TO TRY AND TRY TO SET US UP WITH HOME VISITS TO HELP!!!! HIS FATHER AND I NEED TO BE TESTED TO THEY CANNOT GIVE US ANY REAL ANSWERS AS TO WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO EXPECT THEY DO WANT TO DO ALOT OF TESTING AND EXPERIMENTING AND I'M OT SURE ABOUT THAT. I DONT WANT HIM TO BE A FREAK SHOW. BUT ANYWAYS THERE IS NOTHING WITH THIS DISORDER THAT LINKS TO HI

The Worth Of A Woman
THE WORTH OF A WOMAN One Flaw In Women (you will see what it is in the end) Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors

Cable Tv And Playboys
Today I was considering moving a tv. I knew where i wanted to put the tv, but I was not sure how much additional cable i would need nor where to route it or where i wanted to tie in at. Into the basement i went with my handy dandy stepladder and started exploring my options. Theres a bedroom down there, it has a tv in it, and it appeared that tapping into that line was going to be the easiest. I started exploring the route now, so up on the ladder i started looking. I noticed out of the corner of my eye, on top of the wall inside of the closet this lil plastic dish that had toys in it and what looked like the edge of a magazine. "Huh, whats this?" i pulled the dish down and found matchbox cars. I grabbed the edge of the magazine, dammit! The lil hoodlums found my stash and raided it to stock their own! I discovered miss january 1998! I reached farther and found 8 more of my playboys up there! I carefully put everything back the way it was and asked brendan and his mom to come downstair

Ex's
Hearts are broken Promises become nothing Future plans ruined All because of an ex They only want to hurt you Cant stand seeing you happy When an ex is involved Things can be unbearable So pray you find someone strong Becasu ex's are hard to handle

In Honor Of My Dad Who Died Today...4/14/08
IN HONOR OF MY DAD WHO DIED TODAY APRIL 14TH 2008 Dear Daddy... How can i say goodbye to you? Did you know how very much i loved you? I tried to always tell you...I didnt know the last time i hugged and kissed you that it would be the last time i would see you...i think if i knew that i might never have wanted to let you go.....I will always carry you in my heart and my head...thank you for always being there to pick me up when life knocked me down...you were always the one i ran to when life got me down...you always made it allright...what will i do without you daddy? I miss you so much already...you always had a way of turning my tears to laughter. thank you for being such a wonderful father. LOL there were times we fought...i inherited your stubborn streak..but i am glad i also inherited your heart of gold...I was always so proud to be "Big Red's" daughter...you were loved by so many. i miss you..... i love you...

Netflix
I’ve got Netflix, and they have this feature that shows - Since you liked this, you’ll love this… and it never has anything to do with what you just watched. ‘You watched Juno, you will also love - Pirates of the Carribean and the Sopranos.’ Huh? ‘You watched Atonement, you’ll also love... Shooter and Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium.’ What? My favorite - ‘You watched Masters of Horror, you’ll also love… Gabriel Iglesias comedy special.’ Thank God the people who make this program don’t work for Match.com. ‘You like sexy redheads who love movies. You’ll also love… fat lesbians with tourette’s.’ What? ‘You like skinny blondes who love football and beer. You’ll also love… other dudes.’

**fubucks Breakdown**
I'm always trying to figure out what the fubar-to-dollars ratio is, so here it is with a little help from Nathan: 1 Bling-Pack = $11.99 USD 1 fuBling = $1.00 1-day Blast = $7.50 3-day Blast = $12.00 7-day Blast = $20.00 30-day Blast = $50.00 Happy Hour = $100.00 1 Gift VIP = $20.00 Big Pimpin Gifts From 2,500 to 500,000 fuBucks Break down of fuBuck values: $1= 50,000 fuBucks $5= 250,000 fuBucks $10= 500,000 fuBucks $20= 1,000,000 fuBucks $50= 2,500,000 fuBucks $100= 5 million fuBucks

Grandma #1
To those who know me best know that my grandma was that one person on top of the hill that you could only wish I could be as strong as even the soles of her shoes. She ment the world to me and helped me get through so many hard times. I will be posting random blogs about her life as it is what is helping me cope with loosing her. Thank you for reading. Feel free to comment if you feel the need to do so. She passed away on the 6th of April 2008. The following is a copy of her obituary posted on the internet at this link: http://www.amarillo.com/stories/040708/obi_obits8.shtml TULIA - Frances Ewers, 74, died Sunday, April 6, 2008. Services will be at 10 a.m. Wednesday in the Kornerstone Funeral Directors Chapel. Graveside services will be 10 a.m. Thursday in the Rocky Ford Cemetery in Rocky Ford, Colo., Kornerstone Funeral Directors of Tulia. Mrs. Ewers married Billy Ewers on Nov. 4, 1950, and he died July 13, 1985. Survivors include three daughters, Barbara Yauck of Darrouzet

A Child
A Child The smile, laughter and innocence in the eyes of a child is truly the most precious gift on earth. When looking at a child in slumber can you truly say that you have never seen serenity and peace. A child brings into the world hope. It makes the world a better place howbeit it for a short time. Their innocence and undying love for people is Godlike. So anytime you think God has died or no longer exists look into the eyes of a child and then tell me there is no God. Joanne Anderson © April 18, 2008

Sort Of A Random Outburst.
I am five foot 8 inches tall and weigh 175 pounds (by my scale at home). Yes I could stand to lose about 25 pounds, I am aware of this, and its not like I haven't been trying. It just refuses to come off, no matter what I do. Any cracks my corpulence you can keep to yourself. Anyway just had to get that off my chest, no particular reason. You may resume your regularly scheduled programming. Have a nice day.

Artifical Pleasure
Artifical Pleasure by LateNiteFantasy© "Lipstick painted dominance fantasy contrived stumbling on your too high heels just to feel alive silk corset-ed insecurity concealed behind a fleshy mask using manipulation to fulfill the things you lack little vinyl fetish doll tries to look serene broken woman-child confined in her own dark dream"

Life
I had really not planned to take a trip this year, yet I found myself packing anyway...and off I went. Dreading it, I was on another guilt trip. I booked my reservations on "I WISH I HAD" Airlines. I didn't check my baggage-everyone carries their own bags on this trip. I had to drag this baggage for what seemed like miles in the Regret City Airport. I could see that people from all over the world was there with me, limping along under the weight of the bags they had packed themselves. I caught a cab to "LAST RESORT HOTEL", the driver for some reason was taking the whole trip backward, looking over his shoulder. There I found the ballroom where my event would be held: The "ANNUAL PITY PARTY". As I checked in, I saw that all my old colleagues were on the guestlist: THE DONE FAMILY--WOULDA, COULDA, and SHOULDA. BOTH OF THE OPPORTUNITIES--MISSED and LOST. ALL THE YESTERDAYS--there were too many to count, but all would have had sad stories to share. SHATTERED DRE

Why Do You Turn Someone Who Feels Like This Away?
So here it is 12:55AM and I am sitting here typing. You have been on my mind all day, and while I was unable to talk to you earlier when I was with my parents, you were still the only thing on my mind. I realize that I went and saw a movie, but during the movie, I was thinking about how nice it would have been if you were sitting there next to me. Ever since our first words, I have thought highly of you. I love the fact that you are so honest with me. I know that I may get annoying or bothersome with my whole time thing, but if you are able to work with me a little, together we will both get through it. I love talking to you, whether it be by phone (which we only did for a short time), or by computer. You always know what to say to make me smile. I love being able to see you while you talk to me, because I get a lot of emotion from you as you type, and I can understand more of what you are saying. It thrills me that I am going to meet you today. I am overwhelmed with joy and happiness

Ok Then.....
Ive come to the conclustion that im getting nowhere , and fast. The fact remains im tired , im too old for games. I feel like im getting the run around and im done. So I guess i just keep looking or let it come to me. Either way Im not the one missing out.

Hold On To Me
I wanna wake up each morning With you for the rest of my life I wanna feel your heart beating And just get lost in your eyes You can tell me your secrets You can let me feel your pain You can show me your weakness And never be ashamed Hold on to me when your worlds turning cold When it feels like your life's spinning out of control You're hoping, praying, trying so hard to believe Hold on to me when theres no middle ground And every emotion is coming unwound And you don't know if you can hold on to your dreams Baby you can hold on to me I wanna lay down each evening With you right here by my side I wanna get drunk on your laughter And wipe all the tears when you cry You can scare me with your darkness You can blind me with your light Throw your worries out the window baby On your wildest night Hold on to me when your worlds turning cold When it feels like your life's spinning out of control You're hoping, praying, trying so hard to believe Hold on to me

My Heart
MY HEART HAS BEEN TAKEN BY GIRLS I HAVE LOVED MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN FROM THEM THAT SAID THEY LOVED SO NOW HERE I AM SINGLE AGAIN MY LOOKS ARENT THE BEST AND SOMETIMES MY HAIR IS A MESS IF YOU MANAGE TO LOOK RIGHT PAST THIS YOU WILL SEE MY LOVE IS THE BEST I DONT MEAN TO BRAG AND I DONT MEAN TO NAG JUST PUTTING MY HEART OUT THERE FOR SOMEONE TO HAVE IT WILL COME THIS I DO KNOW THEN AGAIN ITS NICE TAKING THINGS SLOW THAT IS WHAT MAKES RELATIONSHIPS GROW.

I Ponder Friendship...
Well here I am watching the sunrise. Not sleeping again. Been up all nite. Just pondering how a friendship ends. Is it lack of money to spend on the friend or to loan a friend? Is it lack of being physically able to run the quarter mile or even stand up? Does a friend need to lie about what they like for real? Would a friend lie to get what they want know you are a generous caring person, in effect, using you? Is it computers and games are better nowadays? No responsability on those-you can just shut them off or lie and say you have a phone call. Do friends just decide one day you are not worth anything? Is it easier to run than to stay a friend to someone who is semi-disabled or who is in serious trouble? Does a friendship end by disappearing and then wondering why they no longer choose to be your friend? Makes it easier to free up guilt over using the person in the 1st place is all I can assume. They say that when times are hard you find out who you

Love And Dating!!!
For all of you that are single and dating might feel the same way...I have tried to date a couple of times and all that has happened was getting brought home early..I know I am not the prettiest woman in the world But I know i am not the ugliest..I would like to meet someone and have a fun meeningful date.I am not wanting to get married.I am 31 and twice divorced>I am the mother of 2 beautiful little girls they are my life.Its just at times mommies need some companionship..

Your Morning Thought For The Day:
Your morning thought for the day: Spread the diaper in the position of the diamond with you at bat. Then fold second base down to home and set the baby on the pitcher's mound. Put first base and third together, bring up home plate and pin the three together. Of course, in case of rain, you gotta call the game and start all over again. ~Jimmy Piersal, On How to Diaper a Baby, 1968

True Love
To all my freinds on here will still say hey and hello to all but let it be known that my heart belongs to mystic a.k.a on fubar I am very much in love with her and want to spend the rest of my life with her.

????
COME ONE COME ALL!!! WE NEED LEVELERS!! COMPENSATIONS WILL BE OFFERED (SP) TRE HH @ 9PM FU-TIME WE WOULD ALSO LIKE U TO KNOW ABOUT SATIN AND SMOOCHEZ HAPPY HOURS THEY NEED UR HELP TOO SATIN HH @ 7PM FU-TIME SMOOCHEZ @8PM FU-TIME TRE HH @ 9PM FU-TIME TRE IS ALSO OFFERING A $20 BLING PACK TO THE PERSON WHO BOMBS THIS PIC THE MOST DURING 7-10PM FU-TIME!!! CLICK THE PIC AND LET THE BOMBING BEGIN!!!!!

New Job Offer!
I got offered the coolest fuckin job on Friday! I'm gonna be joining an historical Scottish society (called Clanranald). These guys are currently working on building an historically accurate medieval fort village and do a lot of work teaching children all about what life was like in Scotland at that time. And that's where I fit in. I'll be learning all about the subject matter and travelling around schools speaking to children. I'll also need to go to 'fight school' to learn the martial art of sword fighting. The clan regularly do stunt work as extras on movies and TV documentaries and commercials and I will also be taking part in this side of things too. Eventually, once the fort they're building is complete, I'll be working there as a guide, leading school groups and tourists around the site. I also get to wear a kilt, a REAL traditional kilt and not the skirt thing that's commonly worn these days. I hadn't really planned on returning to work, but this kind of shit really floa

Once Again I Failed
i realized something about my self this week... i shut my emotions off for years and crawled in to a shell... now i cant even connect any more w ppl i care for my closest friend sees this, and now a man i THOUGHT would be able to help me break out of this pattern... i even managed to run him off now... why even let myself hope when all i ever do any more is cry??? it would just b easier if i watched him fukn stab me through the heart instead of letting myself hope as i had.. i really thought he was different , guess not. i am sry...i wish things would have worked out differently, but i honestly believed when u said u wanted something different in your life... said if its worth haveing it needs to be worked at and its not easy... well i tried and guess what i still sit here crying...go figure

I Need Help In My Giveaway Will You Help?
hello friends and family i am in a giveaway for a 20$ bling pack i need only 10,000 comments if you can and have time and would like to help me in anyway heck i dont care if you will just rate it and leave one comment i would be greatful.:)here is the link ty all in advance! i would so offer fubucks and all that great stuff but i am fubroke i have nuffing.

Pieces
My world once again Lays about my feet In shattered pieces My heart which I truly believed To be safe Has once again Been ripped From my chest Only to be given Back in a zillion Tiny pieces They say that time Heals all wounds I am not sure This time i I am strong Enough to pick Up the pieces. 6/18/08

A Blog
Yeah I know I haven't been up in this bitch for forever but I've been busy as shit. I've moved into my own place! Been here a little over a month now. Lemme tell ya it is the shit being able to smoke in my own house. Yay! Finally got my comuter working again to it's full potential thanx to J and Jap. Those guys rawk!! Anyway, I'm back if anyone cares. And who cares if you don't. I didn't make you read this :-P.

Dad Gets Even...
Richard had just received his brand new driver's license. The family trooped out to the driveway and climbed in the car, where he was going to take them for a ride for the first time. Dad immediately headed for the back seat, directly behind the newly-minted driver. "I'll bet you're back there to get a change of scenery after all those months of sitting in the front seat teaching me how to drive," said the beaming boy to his father. "Nope," dad replied, "I'm gonna sit here and kick the back of your seat as you drive, just like you've been doing all these years."

More Of My Saga
here's yet more to my fight for my lil queen,the court has decided that my lil mama's mom will have supervised visits 1 time a week and that makes me somewhat happy cause i get more time with my child and can have her over night 2 times a week until the 14th of July and then I'll have full time. Here's more form the police report on how stupid a woman can be. " I walked back out the sally port area and checked underneath the backseat cushion of my patrol car. I located a black ock underneath the removable seat cushion. Inside the sock was a fully loaded .357 magnum revovler handgun. the cylinder of the handgun was fully loaded containt hollow ponit bullets. My lil girls mom admitts to puttin the gun under the seat and told the cops some bullshit story but it don't matter her ass is goin to prison. more to come plz repost

Day 2
There was no day 1 were not skipping it just to tried to make 1 so day 1 n 2 are bloged as one. Friend sent me a invite to join this place pretty crazy. zombiegirl sent me a invite to GODS FORSAKEN and tell ya what if you ever get a chance stop by at nite there a kool crazy @$$ crowd to hang with help me thur the nites when im at work better then sitting there bored out of my mind. So other then that i sent some invites out to friends hoping they join and i see you in GODS FORSAKEN lounge to share a few drinks and stories.

Common Sense
> My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would > do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in > my early years but less and less as time passed by. Today I read his obituary. > Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance, for Common Sense had > served us all so well for so many generations. > > Obituary > Common Sense > > Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been > with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth > records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as > having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the > rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was > my fault. > > Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than > you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not ch

Eternity
Always we will love each other but never will it be fully realized or explored in my dreams I hope in my hope I pray that one day you and I will play beneath the moonlight in the wave of eternity and our love will be known. Poem By Phoenix7113

Cant Take It
this woman is stuck in my head i want more than just to have her in bed, even though we dont talk much she stays on my mind, everytime i wanna act a ass and start messing up stuff i picture her smile and my anger comes down,this feeling wont go away i wonder if she feels the same way i need her in my face day to day

Pick Up Lines For The Signs
Pick-up lines by the Signs You use the line of the sign the person is that you are saying the line to. Not what sign you are. Aries: I'm on fire. Can I run through your sprinkler? Taurus: I just had to come talk with you. Sweetness is my weakness. Gemini: Do you have any overdue library books? 'Cause you've got the word "fine" written all over. Cancer: Can I borrow a quarter? I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the person I'm going to marry. Leo: Is it hot in here, or is it just me? Virgo: Baby, you must be a broom, 'cause you just swept me off my feet. Libra: If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be walking through my garden forever. Scorpio: Your place or mine? Sagittarius: Hi, I'm writing a term paper on the finer things in life. Can I interview you? Capricorn: Have you always been this cute, or did you have to work at it? Aquarius: You're hot. You must be the reason for global warming. Pisces: Are you as bea

Dont Blame Me For Your Selfishness!
OK here goes another update 24 July,08 how many guy do you know turn off their video game when you need to cuddle or just want to talk? how many guys pause there game when the phone rings, just so you dont have to get up? how many guys cook dinner for you, or sit in a ER room for hours on end when they know for sure that your over re-acting? how many guys do you know have a strong moral background and strong sense of Honor and Duty? How Many Guys Do You Know That Have the Integrity To Strive to take care of people that are not close to him? ........... FEW If Any SO, when I tell you I want to Spend every second I can with you, and I care for you, that I want you to be a part of my life.... why.... the.... HELL!!!! would you start some bull shit that I dont Care about you?????????? I'm sorry that My Airman is going through a Divorce at the age of 19 because of a Little Bitch that never grew up, i'm sorry that I have a sense of Duty to check on my deploied Airmans wives and childr

Obama .. Use Your Minds People...
This is a reprint of an article that speaks to not only Obama's mind but to how the mass media is in the tank for the Not Ready For Prime Time Candidate.... Barack's Obama-isms By INVESTOR'S BUSINESS DAILY | Posted Thursday, July 24, 2008 4:20 PM PT Media: The gaffes Barack Obama has committed would have crushed the typical Republican politician. But the reporters who can't get over Dan Quayle's misspelling of "potato" have little to say about their man's slip-ups. Sometimes it's hard to tell if Obama is really fouling up or simply puffed up when he tries to live up to his media-fed image as a leader ready for prime time. Consider his claim during a news conference Wednesday in Israel that "just this past week, we passed out of the U.S. Senate Banking Committee, which is my committee, a bill to call for divestment from Iran." His committee? Obama isn't even a member of the Banking Committee, let alone its chairman. So was it a self-promoting lie or a misstep? Only h

Stomp The Yard.
To sit in a room full of people one would think the world was full of elephants. Finesse is often disregarded as invaluable and pointless because it it does not provide immediate and substantial results. People have weak sensibilities and strong sensitivities. Boom boom we stomp about trying to get noticed. Boom boom we trounce the weak beneath us in order to feel large and powerful. Boom boom we convince ourselves that we are valuable because we can make a lot of noise in the world around us. After all, if you are not heard you do not exist, right? If we spend all of our time smashing everything below us to bits how are we ever going to rise above our current positions. If we don't begin to support one another and help each other to climb to greater heights we are doomed to remain rooted on the ground waiting for a bigger behemoth to crush us under its weight. There are better ways to leave an impact on the world than stomping our feet. If we want to improve our situ

Can You Let Me Go?
I honestly sit here and wonder, How you cannot just let me go, I've let you go, But you keep coming back. Tried so many things in the past, But now that you said it was over and we agreed not to talk, You alkways send me little things, I love you here, I love you there, Or I miss you. I dont miss you as much as I thought I did, Tonight you sent me a song, Im Yours by Jason Mraz, Guess what you're not mine, And I will never be yours, Get used to it.

Cum
A man says to his girlfriend, "I'm feeling kinky tonight. How about I cum in your ear, baby?" His girlfriend answers, "No way! I might go deaf." Her guy replies dryly, "Bullshit! I've been cumming in your mouth for 20 years, and you never shut the hell up!"

Yahoo
Ok...I'm not sure what part isn't clear on my profile about my yahoo messenger but this is stupid. I don't give that out. What is so hard to understand about that? If you want to talk to me on yahoo, you have to get to know me here first. I'm not going to give out my id to someone I have just met. So once again...you are not going to get my id by adding me as a friend and then asking if I have yahoo within 10 seconds of adding me. It's just not gonna happen. My yahoo is for my friends and family that I know and trust.

"happiness In Slavery"
"Happiness In Slavery" slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants slave screams thinks he has something to say slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen slave screams he's being beat into submission don't open your eyes you won't like what you see the devils of truth steal the souls of the free don't open your eyes take it from me I have found you can find happiness in slavery slave screams he spends his life learning conformity slave screams he claims he has his own identity slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall don't open your eyes you won't like what you see the blind have been blessed with security don't open your eyes take it from me I have found you can find happiness in slavery I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been human junk just words and so much skin stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine just some flesh caught in this big broken m

I'm A Survivor
I'M A SURVIVOR A WOMAN THAT'S BEEN THROUGH MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW, A DAUGHTER THAT HAS THE ABILITY TO STAND ON MY OWN, A MOTHER THAT TEACHES BETTER THEN I WAS SHOWN, A SISTER THAT STOOD TALL AND TOOK THE BLAME EVEN WHEN I WASN'T IN THE WRONG, I'M A SURVIVOR, A BLESSED CHILD THAT GIVES UP SOMETIMES BUT PULLS IT TOGETHER BECAUSE THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS BE TOLD, I'M WELL PUT TOGETHER, CREATED WITH THAT SPECIAL TOUCH AND A FIRM HOLD, CREATED WITH LOVE FROM THE ONE THAT BREATHE LIFE INTO YOUR NOSE, I'M A SURVIVOR, ONE WHO MAKES SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING BECAUSE I WASN'T BORN WITH SILVER AND GOLD, I'M COMPASSIONATE AND MEAN AT THE SAME TIME, BUT THANK GOD FOR BEING MY ONLY JUDGE BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE WHO MAPPED OUT MY MIND. I HAVE A STORY TO TELL AND IN TIME WILL TELL IT BUT RIGHT NOW I'M A SURVIVOR AND WANT TO TAKE IT ONE STEP AT A TIME.

Can't Get Enough
Well, I'll take whatever I want And baby, I want you You give me something I need Now tell me I got something for you Refrain: Come on, come on, come on and do it Come on and uh, do what you do Chorus: I can't get enough of your love I can't get enough of your love I can't get enough of your love Verse 2: Well it's late, and I want love Love is gonna break me in two Gonna hang me up in the doorway Gonna hang me up like ya do Refrain Chorus Chorus repeat many times

Bad Girl Auction Help Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight!
Come Get A Bad Girl & Help Sarge's Bad Girls Get Spotlight.. Do You Want To Own A Bad Girl?? Come Bid On These Bad Girls (Fubucks Only Bids & All Bids Go To Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight Fund) Tulsa's Angel Meagan Ticha MissHoneypie DJ_Lette FakeFruitCake

Jordyn's First Day
I woke up this morning to a shake and a poke from an innocent 5 yr old anxiously awaiting her first day of Kindergarten. We have spent the last year counting down the days on the calendar when this day would come. I was filled with anxiousness and excitement for her up until this afternoon. As her name was called and she went to her teacher and got her name tag and everything she needed for her desk, I felt proud and overwhelmingly sad at the same time. Where the HELL did time go??? It almost seemed increasingly unfair that all of a sudden I am forced to learn how to let go. Not totally, but a little bit. She was so proud of her Hannah Montana shoes she was FINALLY able to wear, she had to show them to any and every willing person that would look and smile. And don't get me started on her black and pink Hello Kitty backpack. I wasn't worried one iota that she would have a problem making friends in her first year of school. The boy she had been talking to before class began

Love Quotes Of The Day
"There are more love songs than anything else. If songs could make you do something we'd all love one another". Frank Zappa "The world moves for love; it kneels before it in awe". Edward Walker, in The Village "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." Aristotle "The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved." Victor Hugo "Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart." Kahlil Gibran "This is the very ecstasy of love" William Shakespeare Hamlet, Act ii, Sc.1 "True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations: it is seen with white hairs and is always young in the heart." Honore de Balzac "If somebody says, "I love you," to me, I feel as though I had a pistol pointed at my head. What can anybody reply under such conditions but that which the pistol-holder requires? "I love you, too." Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. in Wampeters, Fo

Check Out This !!
THIS IS FOR FAMILY MEMBERS ONLY Ok we are wanting to try something to see who stands where and how on bombing! Prizes will be handed out for this !! Please leave a comment letting me know if you want to do it !! I really want the whole family to do this to see what kinda bombers we have !! Ok the idea is to load a picture for each person on the homepage and bomb it till you get to 6 k !! Then when you reach the 6 k you will get a bling pack!! The thing is you are the only one allowed to bomb your pic !! You are not allowed to have any help at all from no one !! This is to see how many serious bombers we have ! thank you Basstracker !!

Take A Walk On The Dark Side
READY TO TRY SOMETHING NEW? Come follow us, there is nothing to be afraid of. Throw your inhibitions to the wind and take a WALK ON THE DARK SIDE. Rate all the pictures in the following folder. Fan/Rate/Add all members of the Dark Side. If they are already a friend please leave a comment that you are ready to walk on the Dark Side. Head Mistress Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proud owner of BooBoo~BFF & forever loved by Jon Jon@ fubar Loyal Followers Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} {{Yeahmons Angles}} Owned by YEAHMON,@ fubar Yeahmon™Shadow Leveler Co-Leader{Keeper of Yeahmons Angels}PLEASE READ PROFILE@ fubar Dakota21220 Personal Bodyguard to luBell240@ fubar ♥Jamie Lynn♥ Real Life G/F of Jake {Yeahmons Angels}*{Shadowlevelers}*{Fu Bad Girls}@ fubar JÁkè the §Ñåke

Omg U Can Own Me Look At This!!!
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Notice The Date On This Article. .
By STEVEN A. HOLMES Published: September 30, 1999 In a move that could help increasehome ownership ratesamong minorities and low-income consumers, theFannie Mae Corporationis easing the credit requirements on loans that it will purchase from banks and other lenders. The action, which will begin as a pilot program involving 24 banks in 15 markets -- including theNew Yorkmetropolitan region --will encourage those banks to extendhome mortgages to individuals whose credit is generally not good enough to qualify for conventional loans. Fannie Mae officials say they hope to make it a nationwide program by next spring. Fannie Mae, the nation's biggest underwriter of home mortgages, has been under increasing pressure from the Clinton Administration to expand mortgage loans among low and moderate income people and felt pressure from stock holders to maintain its phenomenal growth in profits. ''Fannie Mae has expanded home ownership for millions of families in the 1990's by reducing down

People
THE BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the store as I walked in. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behin d you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my broth

Selfish People
some people are so fucking selfish it makes me sick. how can u only care about urself and nothing around you. how can u put down the only thing u have and throw away everything. let alone shit on the only thing in ur life that dosnt deserve it. i cant even being to understand how some selfish fucking people can forget everthing besides what is in their face. be fucking mad about the problems in your life. dont spread ur hate onto those who should never feel it. im not saying walk on egg shells but get a grasp on the reality of which u live in. realise your purpose and live it. if you can stand alone dont knock down the only stability u have. the only one thing that will pick you up. realize what the fuck you have til u fall... xoxo

Babydolls
If you would like to become part of the fastest growing lounge,babydolls,and help me promote it to the top lounge on fubar,plz contact UT VOLS fan!!!!(http://www.fubar.com/user/1884658)for information. This is a chance to make great friendsand good times!!!!! jess promoter@babydolls

6
You have made your choice loud and clear Nothing left for me to say, my dear You have taken my house and my cash Turned our love into ash But the thought that still keeps my head held high Is the thought of you, when you die

Monday Auto 11's
SOME FOLKS I KNOW WHO HAVE AUTO 11'S ON(VIA MY ALERTS) OF COURSE SOME ARE TRYING TO LEVEL! I DON'T PUT THIS LIST ON THE BULLETIN BOARD, JUST HERE IN MY BLOG BECAUSE THE REPOSTING OF LISTS ON THE BOARD END UP WITH LINKS THAT NO LONGER ARE AUTO 11'S. NOT LISTED IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER... †Rain†~~♠ŻĘЯΘ♠™'s Girl ~Owner of WYKD Lounge~@ fubar DJ £íßë®tÿ @Rasta Inc. Owned by Legz@ fubar "§1lkéÑélÐêr™...Mêmßér Øf RÅ†Ïñg RévØlû†îoÑ¤ §Îgñ my gûê§†ßØØK Ør lêåvê å vØÏÇê mê§§ªgê:)@ fubar ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~Proudly owned by ~Bebe~@ fubar ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™...Fu Owned by FU M@M@@ fubar ~Phoenix~@ fubar Red_Hot Sarges Bad Girls@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~S.B.G~@ fubar ד®ÎÇk¥ÐÏÇK~ÕwñÈÐ ß¥ Xm@$ßªß¥73 & çÁ®ÔLviSîÒÑ63@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~

Friends And Ratings
OK, a semi rant today. You have these peeps on your friends list, what do you do? Personally I try to get around once a week and rate them a 10 or an 11 if I have them. It's just one pic... Why don't others reciprocate? They come and check you out but don't rate... How bad is that? Start bumping them off?

Bear Bryant 'simply The Best There Ever Was'
Bear Bryant 'simply the best there ever was' By Mike Puma Special to ESPN.com "His nickname was Bear. Now imagine a guy that can carry the nickname Bear," says Joe Namath on ESPN Classic's SportsCentury series. Bear Bryant Bryant's first, and only, priority was winning. After breaking the record for career victories by a college football head coach, Paul (Bear) Bryant called himself a tired old man who never got tired of football. When Bryant finally retired, he didn't receive an opportunity to enjoy life away from the game, if that were possible for him. He died 28 days after coaching his last game. While Bryant's 323 major-college victories have been eclipsed by Penn State's Joe Paterno and Florida State's Bobby Bowden, Bryant left a legacy that encompassed more than 37 winning seasons overall and five Associated Press national championships at Alabama. No college coach in the second half of the 20th century commanded a bigger presence. Bryant became an icon, a symbol

Still Here
WELL, still in nevada...lots of fuck ups thru the mortgage broker that we were going thru which we were lied to and I am seeking legal recourse. Good thing is that Lonny is here and we are looking forward to getting home sometime in the near future. We will do this thru the right channels and will be in Illinois soon. We don't have internet at the moment but will hopefully again shortly.

Team 3 Fuangels & Lost Boyz
HIT ME UP HEART OF FIRE OR ONE OF THE TEAM CAPTAINS AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE ONE OF THEM. THE ONLY THING I ASK IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE ONLINE TO REPOST THE FU-ANGEL & LOST BOYZ BULLETIN WHEN YOU CATCH THEM, AND TO HELP OUT WHEN A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY IS IN NEED OF HELP. THAT IS WHAT THIS GROUP IS ALL ABOUT. IF YOUR A POINT WHORE? THIS IS NOT A GROUP THAT YOU WANT TO BE IN, SO PLEASE KEEP IT PUSHIN. ALSO PLEASE CONTACT ME FIRST BEFORE YOU START IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BECOMING A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY!!!!!!! "HEART OF FIRE OWNER OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "Butterflybaby TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "HER ? WORLD FuAngels TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "Poisonlies TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "The CoCo Diva TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" ?DJ LM~?~Fu Owned LavenderLove~2nd Al

Howling At The Moon Train
The Rules: 1. Stop by W1ld4ss's page and rate his Wolves folder... Start with this pic... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Howling at the Moon" or something like that... 4. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 5. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request 6. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 7. NO DRAMA... You agreed to the rules... So, be sure you follow through... No cheating... Please... ****************************** Below is the gift tag you will receive... Feel free to save and upload your tag or rip it... But if you rip it, you will NOT receive points when someone rates it on your page. Please l

Please Read
As some of you may be aware, there is one person who has become very special to me and as I stated in previous blogs I will be making some changes……. I care very much for this person and do not wish to do anything that will hurt or harm them in any way……so with this in mind, I wish to make it clear that from now, all I can offer to all bare this one special lady, is nothing but friendship, caring and understanding……….nothing more Please respect me for making this decision as for once I intend to do something for me for once and that is to build a happy future for myself for once. Thank you for your understanding in this and I hope you will all respect and understand this decision. To you all…………….thank you To the One…………….I love you

Hunny For Fu Queen
Our friend Hunny is only 81,854 Points away from becoming fu-queen, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx

Everything
Hello Everyone! My name is Teeah P. I'm going to be 20 on Dec.28,I'm pretty excited about it. I live in Oregon,I live with my family who love very dearly. I love to draw anime,I'm not afraid to say what's on my mind.And when I get bored I watch T.V. or get on the computer. So if it sounds interesting to you from just reading this,you should become my friend and find out how I really am!

Re: Hit Tv Series To Feature 9/11 Conspiracy Plot
RE: Hit TV Series To Feature 9/11 Conspiracy Plot ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Dec 2008, 12:23 Hit TV Series To Feature 9/11 Conspiracy Plot The hit TV series Rescue Me, a drama about New York City firefighters, is set to feature a 9/11 conspiracy plot in the first ten episodes of the new series, according to the show’s main star Denis Leary. http://www. prisonplanet. com/hit-tv-series-to-feature-911-conspiracy-plot. html

Mass' Auto 11's
INTRODUCING THE OWNER OF THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE! DJ MASS...STOP BY AND R/F/A HIM HE"S GOT AUTO 11'S ON!!! If you can't take the heat, don't tickle the dragon. DJ MASS~OWNER OF THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE~~fu pimp too dj gunny DJ MARIUS~Fu Hubby to DJ Maha@ fubar AFTER SHOWIN HIM LUV FEEL FREE TO STOP BY THE LOUNGE FOR A DRINK...MAYBE EVEN JOIN THE FAMILY! WE'D LOVE TO HAVE YA!! This Pimpout was brought to you by: DJ MAHA~FU WIFE TO DJ MASS~OWNED BY DJ MASS~GENERAL MANAGER @ THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE Red Dragon Adult Lounge! Click here to enter!@ fubar

Spotlight
So I woke up this morning and i was like.....i want spotlight.....this is my last chance to get it and im calling on all my friends to please please please help me out a lil bit....... i would really appreciate any donations you can give big or small it all adds up. thank you in advance and again please help me spotlight. xoxoxo rachel

What I Wouldn't Give
Feeling like I can't forgive, but I want to it's like I don't know how to live, I’m afraid to I used to think take them as they come, without hesitations, no now it's like my head is filled with lies, and persuasions as the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me she's sayin' hurry it's one more day gone what I wouldn't give just to forget so I can remember how to live again I wanna live again I am feeling dissonant, and distracted the toxic chemicals are spilling in my head and they're bleeding deadly reactions and as the moon begins to rise he shows me all the colors that I’m hiding I’m hiding myself what I wouldn't give just to forget what I wouldn't give to get some rest so I can remember how to live again I wanna live again am I desperately losing this fight when I should really be choosing my flight take me now what I wouldn't give just to forget what I wouldn't give to get some rest so I can remember how to live again I wanna live again

Day 4
Well here it is the end of my fourth day in Dundalk. I am stoked that the move has went well so far, though I do miss my Ohio friends dearly. They are my family, especially since myown blood relatives seemed to disown me (their loss). I am in the process of aclimating to a new pace of life. Even in this larger metropolitan area, the pace of life is much slower then what I am used to and I need to remember that the entire world does not work at the same rate. LOL

Med Surg Grade So Far
Okay all this last exam I got a B- on it and the math test an A. So far I am holding an A for the class and B for exams have to have over 75% on exams to pass so I am doing better. Other then that not much else as for school.

"after A Long Day At Work"
You come home from work. Apparently the house is empty. You undress as you come up the stairs to change. You enter the bedroom and find me reading and relaxing on the small love seat in the far corner of the room. I didnt hear you come in. I am wearing only a light bath robe. You come in and pull the book from my hands, marking the page setting it aside, lean down and give me a light kiss hello. You take my hands in yours and have me rise up to my feet as you untie my robe and remove it. Standing naked before you I help you finish undressing. When we are both standing, you cup my face and lower your head and kiss me deeply, letting your hand slowly drift down to caress my breast. Gently squeezing, fondling and teasing. Breaking the kiss you take my hand and lead me towards the bed. As we lay down side by side, you turn to face me ad lightly running your hands up and down my stomach and lightly brush the underside of my breasts. Lowering your head and kissing me deeply, we continue to f

Illegitimi Non Carborundum
this is a latin mock aphorism for "Don't let the bastards grind(or get ) you down". According to Wikipedia this is incorrect latin for the phrase intended. The correct Latin is "Noli nothis permittere te terere". Either way, on this day my 40th birthday which concludes 4 decades or more correctly starts my 4th decade is appropriate for reasons too lenghty to get in to. That said, 2008 is nearly over, 2009 has great promise, if for nothing else, it is in front of me and 1968 through 2008 is behind me. Great things await and I look forward to every experience, good or bad that will shape year 41 and make me better than the prior 40 years. It's cool to be 40!..

Auto's On...in My Dreams...or Yours?
FUBAR’S DREAM….IN MY DREAMS…OR YOURS? AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!! HIT HER WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!! AUTO 11’S ON!!! HELP HER TO PROPHET…SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!! ALL IS RETURNED!! IF SHE ISN’T ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS…SHE SHOULD BE!! IF SHE IS…YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU SHOULD BE LOVIN UP ON HER!! CLICK BELOW AND HIT HER WITH YOU’RE YOUR BEST SHOT!!! In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Jaded One ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Someone Must Really Hate Me
One of the pipes to the water filtration system in my house has sprung a leak, my dog has lost the use of her hind legs, and I have a headache today that will not go away. Yeah, Happy F**king New Year!!!!

Surving The Holidays
wowwww...i can't believe that it is the New Year already!! yikes! And i can't believe how hectic and busy things have been! Just even ordinary 'life stuff' has kept me so on the go, so wrapped up that i haven't even made it on here to keep up with you all in at least a couple months!! (some of you noticed...some of you probably still haven't noticed lol) The holidays went really well! Got to see all the family, everyone is holding their own, doing well. I'm officially an aunt now, have a new addition to the family..very cute! have made a couple trips back to NE to see her and the in-laws. can't wait til nice weather is here again..easier for travel, and funner time to get together :) My kids made out like bandits for Christmas. It's always fun to see their excitement when they get stuff they've been really wanting. I have a 3 year old and its been a lot of fun with all his excitement and enjoying all these new festivities :) It was funny to hear him each morning once the t

Addicted To You
Addicted To You By:Blu Why can't I stop Stop thinking of you I try to fill my day With lots of things to do But I continue to drift Wondering where you are Do you have any idea That on my heart you've left a scar You have priorities Places you have to be I'm just so very sad There's no place for me I fell in love with you The keeper of my heart It's just very hard for me Since we've been apart I think you're amazing A very wonderful man You pulled me in your web I became your greatest fan Just thinking of you Makes my heart race There's no one like you Who brings a glow to my face Did you ever stop to see That each time we were together I would melt within your eyes A feeling I'll always treasure When I stop to think All that we've been through I can't help but realize I'm addicted to you.

We All Have Wings That Can Fly
The reasons we stay on this earth From the day of our death back to our birth Reasons and reasons are there They can be anywhere Suicides from the young and the poor Hard times too hard to handle, every second the death total is one more Depression and rough roads can come from anywhere Life itself sometimes is not very fair Somethings are not fair at all There should be no mountain that is to tall Pray to the heavens that are up beyond the sky Ask and pray for many things, a time everyone is allowed to cry The pain in the heart and the soul Can take the greatest toll Have to fight this head on, cannot rely on things to just take it away Only hiding what may cause further suffering that may comeback one day The drugs and pills cannot take away sorrow One moment and life is forever gone away, no more tommorow Find the energy to go on, reach for the stars Cutting yourself of doing any type of damage will just create more scars Words of the lord and the angel

My Sweet Love
Right now i miss you the most Me without you is like the moon without light Or the stars with no night Only you hold the key to my locked away heart The biggest part of my soul, for you, I've kept apart You are the air in which I breathe You are the flesh that makes me be In short, you are my everything You and I are destined to become one One body, one mind, and one spirit You, to me, are my fair Juliet And i so much wish to be your Romeo And to capture your heart theres no distance I won't go There's no one alive that compares to you To have you heart, there's no limit i won't go to Now I'll bid you these words that are oh so true Forever and ever, My Love, I'll always love you!

Raiders0934
wow, back on here properly for less than a week (I'm still catching up guys, you lot in my family/friends know i love ya all, and i'll get round to messaging you all ^_^) and already I've had more retards than I can be bothered to count.. here's todays idiot.. in the oh so lovely shoutbox.. -_- "raiders0934: im naked on cam wanna see" my reply.. just so its fair.. ->raiders0934: LMFAO... god no... lol.. well.. thats a fantastic welcome back.. lmfao.. I'm sure I'll have lots more to post soon for whoever the 478 people are who actually read this section O_O

A Vetrans Inner War
The Enemy Within Me There are a few who can relate to what we have been through and are willing to sit down a listen to your thoughts,experiences,the horrors,and the love of brotherhood in the experience of war. You are not alone we are united as brothers and sisters through the impact of what we have done and seen. Often I too can't tell my friends of the true war that is waged between my heart and soul and it flusters into my dayly life. My heart weans the pain and my soul feeds on its power leading me to not even understand myself. But I know there are a few that will understand when I need/want them to. But what is my war becomes war for all to experience around me as I struggle to fit the normal life. Of those who have not been in the military,police, how they had to kill or defended our nation or anothers nation and freedom, ultimate price has been paid in full with sweat,blood and forever tears are shed in private by the soldier or their families. Often question

Life
I wish I had thought of this sooner, but I am going to pick a song each day that relfects a mood, emotion or event from my day & put the lyrics here. Like a flower waiting to bloom Like a lightbulb in a dark room I'm just sitting here waiting for you To come home and turn me on Like the desert waiting for the rain Like a school kid waiting for the spring I'm just sitting here waiting for you To come on home and turn me on My poor heart, it's been so dark since you been gone After all, you're the one who turns me off You're the only one who can turn me back on My hi-fi's waiting for a new tune The glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes I'm just sitting here waiting for you To come on home and turn me on Turn me on

Love Song
I love to fuck up songs...HEEhee. I'm good at it, too. So good I'm bad. I mean, AWFUL. Case in point, here is my latest love song, very romantic.... To the tune of Winter Wonderland... I really shouldn't be doing this without a copyright, but I trust my Fubar friends.. Hey there girl, I been thinkin', That I bet you been drinkin' I see yer a ho, but I bet you don't know Yer walkin' round with jism in yer hair. She said "In the alley we can score some blow, man! And a jug of wine to wash it down!" Later on, we'll ask him for some credit, He'll say "Get a better job then come around!" Later on we'll retire, and convulse and perspire, The coke is all gone, but we'll get along, and you've still got that jism in yer hair! Hey, I've got my revolver! It's a real problem solver! We'll walk in the store, Holler 'Get on the floor!' In a week we'll both have jism in our hair.

As Dreams Become Reality
Longing for the day we meet To touch your heart To feel it’s heat Passionate kisses of love’s song returned Goose pimpled flesh Of bodies that yearn Poetic Symmetry and Synchronistic desire Intensity burning Emotions on fire Trusting, Needing, Wanting ~You~ Relentless my minds thoughts of Opening, Relishing, Experiencing ~You~ Until the day That I finally see My dream become my reality

Auto 11s
cutterbum (my #1) has autos on. He needs loving... I need help from YOU. Go to his page and let him know I sent you and rate his pictures like crazy!! When you're finished or even before you do... MESSAGE (do not shout because it gets cluttered in my shout box) me and let me know and I will return the favor somehow. Let me know what you want (reasonable please) and it will be done. I do not have money right now for bling packs and such... but anything else will be done. I will even make it easy for you... cutterbum aka "The Bachelor"@ fubar What are you waiting for?? I think I have some pretty awesome friends so don't prove me wrong!

Uno
1. How old will you be in 5 years? 23....ZOMG! 2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? I picked up my friend, we went to go eat, then to sally's beauty supply, and then i took her home. 3. How tall are you? 5'8" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? Definitely not my crazy spring classes..but I am looking forward to the money..heh 5. What's the last movie you saw? Theaters - Underworld: Rise of the Lycans TV- Not Another Teen Movie 6. Who was the last person you called? Claudia 7. Who was the last person to call you? My mother. 8. What was the last text message you received? Pete, he's annoying. 9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? It's been awhile since i've recieved one. 10. Do you prefer to call or text? text unless it's phone sex! 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? I was online? 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? They're 'marrie

Sweet Serenity
> > > > SO YOU SAY THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO FIND AN AWESOME OWNER, WELL LOOK NO FARTHER, YOU JUST FOUND HER. AS I PERFORM MY DUTIES OF GIVING HER THE OFFERS SHE PAID FOR, LIKE RATES, DRINKS, GIFTS, COMMENTS AMONG OTHER STUFF, WELL SHE JUST GIVES ALL THEM RIGHT BACK TO ME, SUCH A SWEET PERSON. MEET SOME OF THE MANY FACES OF "SWEET SEREINTY" NOW THAT YOU HAVE SEEN HER PLEASE GO SHOW HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES. ~ * Sweet Serenity * ~ Queen of Hearts ~ * Fu Owner of Teddy T.

Autos For A Couple Of Days
She's young. She oh so hot and OMG what a great....... Now that I got your attention. Ms. Angel is young and hot and could use your help. Shes running AUTO's for a few days. Go by and show her some love. ♦H◊®nY♦ÅnGe£♦© »D.S.C.«@ fubar

Successful Action Is Cumulative In Results.
Your Daily Motivation – Successful Action Is Cumulative in Results. Monday February 16, 2009 SUCCESSFUL ACTION IS CUMULATIVE IN RESULTS. Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out. Many people take the first step and then stop. Yet, with every additional step you take, you enhance immensely the value of your first step. All masters of success are chiefly distinguished by their power of adding a second, a third, and perhaps a forth step in a continuous line. There is no royal road to anything. One thing at a time, all things in succession is the rule of life. That which grows fast, withers as rapidly. That which grows slowly, endures. Do not despise the bottom rings in your ascent to greatness. Copyright 2009 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the re

Why Am I Still Single?
This blog will pin-point why I hate relationships and I think it is nothing more than a big source of un-needed drama. I am now 28, and I do own my own home. I pay my own bills and I try to be everything that I could be to everyone that I consider my friend. But the funny thing is that I simply cannot be anything more than friends with anyone. I am either too young, or I don't have a car,or any number of vast other reasons. I am always being told that I am a wonderful friend and that I am very special to someone. But it hurts to sit and watch EVERYONE ELSE getting into relationships and being able to hold someone close at night. To be able to see that my heart will always feel this empty no matter how hard I try. I have some of the worlds most wonderful friends and I will risk nothing to lose those friendships. All I am saying is that I want to simply have someone in my heart and in my life who will be just as special to me as I am to them in a romantic sence. I am not just about se

The Best Valentine
THIS YEAR I WASNT REALLY IN THE SPIRIT OF VALENTINES DAY ALTHOUGH I WAS TRYING,ITS NOT THAT THAT I DON'T LOVE AND CARE ABOUT THE THE ONES CLOSEST TO ME BUT I JUST FELT KIND OF CHEATED OUT OF WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO FEEL,DUE TO SOME MATTERS BEYOND MY CONTROL,AND I STRUGGLED TO FIND THE WORDS TO LET THOSE PEOPLE KNOW I CARED AND DIDNT FORGET ABOUT THEM,...AND THEN I GOT THE GREATEST VALENTINES PRESENT AND I WASNT EVEN LOOKING,I GOT TO SEE MY LITTLE GIRL,TELL HER I LOVED HER AND MISSED HER SEE HOW BIG SHE WAS GETTING AND A TEAR CAME TO MY EYE,AND VALENTINES DAY WAS SAVED IN A MOST UNUSUAL WAY,AND WORDS OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS WERE RESTORED,.... SO TO THE ONES WHO THOUGHT I DIDNT CARE OR THAT I FORGOT,HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

On The Economy
In this time of impending depression.. it is important to know history. History TRULY does repeat itself..the idea that we are in a situation the likes of which has never existed is totally egocentric and ethnocentric...We are about to embark on a massive spending campaign....which in my opinion could wreck our economy for a decade if not permanently. A wise man said following: The budget should be balanced, the Treasury should be refilled, public debt should be reduced, the arrogance of officialdom should be tempered and controlled, and the assistance to foreign lands should be curtailed lest we become bankrupt. People must again learn to work, instead of living on public assistance." Post your guess in the comments first correct answer wins.

My Poem20
I finally found the one... The one who makes me smile... I finally found the one.... Who makes me laugh... I finally found the one.... To last my whole life through... I finally found the one... Who treats me like a lady... I fianlly found the one.... The one to see me through... I finally found the one... To make my dreams come true... I finally found the one... I love you !

The Signifyin' Monkey
Way down in the jungle deep, The bad ass lion stepped on the signifyin monkey's feet. The monkey said, "Muthafucka, can't you see? Why, you standin on my goddamn feet!" The lion said, "I ain't heard a word you said." Said, "If you say three more I'll be steppin on yo muthafuckin head!" Now, the monkey lived in the jungle in an old oak tree. Bullshittin the lion everyday of the week. Why, everyday before the sun go down, The lion would kick his all through the jungle town. But the monkey got wise and started usin his wit. Said, "I'm gon' put a stop to this ole ass kickin shit!" So he ran up on the lion the very next day. Said, "Oh Mr. lion, there's a big, bad muthafucka comin your way. And when you meet, it's gonna be a goddamn sin, And wherever you meet some ass is bound to bend." Said, "he's somebody that you don't know, He just broke a-loose from the Ringlin Brother's show." Said, "Baby, he talked about your people in a helluva way! He talked about your people till

Moments
a single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1

A Lover And A Friend
i was wondering can ur best friend be ur lover too? i met this guy and we became such close friends he was there when i needed him and i was there for him when he needed me but just so happens that it became more than just friends and it all seemed so good till one day he just decided outta the blue he was done with me everything seemed so good i went to him and he would understand me he was the only friend i had and now i have nothing he want talk to me or even ans my text..i really miss his comforting words and feel that i need his friendship i just cant let it go.. so my question is what do i do?? im lost without his friendship

My Momma¢¾
Mustangsgal is up for auction!!!! Who doesn't wanna own a real piece of Irish Treasure? This is her 1st auction, so let's show her how it's done!!!!! All you have to do is click on the link below and bid away!!!!!! This Bulletin brought to you by:♥Delicato Fiore♥CoCeo Fubars "MOST" Finest♥@ fubar

Words Unspoken
The end of us was like a kinfe through my heart, but I never told you. And I never will. Sometimes the words that you leave unspoken are the most powerful words of all. They say sticks and stones, but that's not true. Especially if the one you love never loves you. The emotional side to me comes out at night, as I lay in bed, remembering the nights that you lay beside me. But all these things that I feel so deeply in my soul can never come to light. So I keep the truth buried for only myself to see. I can't find the words to tell you something that would make you want to stay. Why? Why can't I seem to get these feelings down? The power of my emotions pours out of my pores, and yet, I can't vocalize the thoughts. So my unspoken words are both my savior and my personal hell.

Stolen From 9987
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Jaicen 2. A four letter word: Jazz 3. A boy's name: Jebus 4. A girl's name: Jazzmine 5. An occupation: Juggalo.......killer. 6. A colour: Juicy red 7. Something you wear: Jock strap 8. A food: Juicy Fruit 9. Something found in the bathroom: Jai's aftershave 10. A place: Jalepeno Ranch 11. A reason for being late: Jumped by midget gangstas 12. Something you shout: JOW!!! 13. A movie title: "Just In Time" 14. Something you drink: Jew Energy Drink 15. A musical group: Jazztastic Mummettes 16. An animal: Jai

Brandy Taylor Escort
Join the World's Largest SEX and SWINGER Personals Community. Join for FREE. Servers Escort Sex ... Taylor Rain. video. Taylor Rain. Taylor Rain. Taylor Rain . Taylor Rain. Taylor Rain. Taylor Rain ... Brandy Smith

With The Mirror Crack'd
The last Blog was something I could've put in the About Me section but I thought it would work better in a Blog because it had to do with the view that people have. I'll try to come up with more interresting topics to blog about (still getting used to the Virtual part of interraction). Perception is individual, everyone has a different way of viewing things. Colored by experience, preference, time and situation, one concrete fact takes on a multitude of stories. Perception can be fooled, it can be shaped, it can be bent to a person's will. When one looks in a mirror, one sees what light is reflected off objects that reflect off the mirror. One perceives what one sees shaped by their experiences and we form opinions. Some things are like... "Am I gaining weight?" "My nose could be smaller..." "Who's that sexy beast looking at me?" "Is that spot on my butt getting bigger?" You get the idea. From sources such as TV, Radio, Magazines, the Internet, whathaveyou, others try to te

Omg The Stupidity
I was reading the Sunday paper and I see that two people were arrested after having 26 pounds of pot mailed to their home. Do they come much dumber than this? Seriously... oh, and I feel kinda blah today, boobs would greatly improve my mood.

Why I Am Single
I was asked this question the other night and I didn't know what to say. I mean no one has ever asked me that before. I mean I've always been asked are you single and of course that is a yes or no answer but why are you single. I really don't know why I am single maybe I'm not picking the right guys or I just haven't found the right one. Maybe I don't want to get hurt again or maybe I'm just not lovable enough. I really don't know why I'm single and at this point I really don't care anymore. I used to but what for all it does is make me loose sleep and make me think I am doing something wrong.

3-20-2009
So today, I decided to blog again...who knows why. I wanted to start out by asking about something. I called my childs school to find out why my daughter didnt come home to find out she was kept after school and suspended from the bus for tomorrow. The reason why is because a girl pushed her off a seat she was trying to sit in and hurt her so she hit her. Well she hit this girl and girl retaliated by biting her. I told my daughter next time something like that happens, to tell someone....would be the right thing to do, but if she was gonna hit someone it better be hard. I see it as self-defense personally. Someone touches me and hurts me, I have every god given right to beat the living shit out of them if it was on purpose and they aren't a friend....So my thought for the day....if someone pushes you intentionally and hurts you and you can get a swing in.....take em out or keep hitting em until they get the idea that they need to keep their hands off of you......

Bomber Giveaway ~ 1 Mil Fubux
Bomber 1 Mil Fubux GiveAway MORE PRIZES TO BE ANNOUNCED Ends after HHs Sunday Jane Doe JoJo PlayinHard 1001554 ****Tara**** ~**Tara**~ 5150 Jane aGem4Life Bad Santa BigMule BkrBabe BlueEyed Bella buzzzman Charmm Chell Courtney Crazy One Curvy Alissa dave1972 Devil's Advocate DJ Irish Eyes DJ Silky Dreamz Elgin Evel Fallen Angel flakitcat FullThrottle Hard 2 Handle Harley Diva Harleyguy Heretic Huggiefux Hurricane Tongue iB on Top Infared Jazz1978 Just Your Average Military Woman Kara Kitty KweenBitch lilsnoop little leprechaun Mabius MishNumber1 Miss Tudey MooMoo Morgan Le Fay Mr.Man MzChelle NENEBish Neptune's Human Ninja Noodles Oicu OtinaMarie Passionatestorm PFC.Blake ridendirty Salty Baby Sanity Handicapped Sassy Azz DJ Scott SkullCandy Southerngent Spawnie Special K SpiriritWolf Spooky Stryk Sugarlicious Sundowner Susan Taste Texas Guy Texas Tornado

Handyman Tip For The Ladies
So yesterday, i tried a different product to fix a water leak. I was looking for a temporary fix until the weekend was over so I could have more time to mess with it. I had about a 1/4 inch hole in one of my drain pipes in the wall thats connected for the kitchen sink and a bathroom sink. The pipe is all threaded and metal with the exception of a little pvc near the actual sinks. After seeing the results of this product, I might have found a permanent fix and not have to change out all the piping which would be extremely difficult to get to. Plus it is surrounded by other tubing for the heater, hot water heater lines, etc. The product is JB weld. You've probably seen similar things on info-mercials and not believed them. Well i'm vouching for this one even though they're not paying me. I even tested it out on one of my favorite coffee cups that has had the handle broken for a few years. Now i'm enjoying coffee and a leak free drain pipe today. So ladies, if you have 8 bucks,

I Proudly Say I Love You
I PROUDLY SAY I LOVE YOURevival from a trampled soul,Is harder than it seems; of the whole.When I found you; Oh so dormant,I know that you knew what I meant;To be lost with no one there,All alone with no one to care.Shattered hearts and broken dreams,All came together it seems,To loose such a thing as love,Festers deeper within a wounded dove.At last we are together,So now I make a vow forever,To never harm you as you have been before,With your heart broken and bleeding on the floor,I give my full self to you,And with no further Ado,I proudly say "I love you"copyright jas 2007

It's All About The Music, The Love, And The Dance
It is a song that we hear that takes us back to a place in the past. A place we can relate to or relate to someone, a memory that is kept in our hearts in our minds. A reflection of our past is a link to our future and the fine line of the present determines what lies ahead. The split second of that present is a path that we pave to success or failure. Although failure is not an option, it is only success in progress. By Michael Dougherty

Not Here To Kiss Your Ass
Your Commets don't mean Sh*t.Your Actions do. i am not here to rate your appearence like your auditioning for american idol.if you think i am,then your a complete fool, so sticks and stones. any one in this so called gene pool of sperm collectors have any intelligence ,let me know.

Erotic Story
we have a dinner date and when I call you I tell you I am 15 min behind and to meet me at the restaurant...and I tell you to dress extra sexy for me. and wait for me in the bar.. when I arrive I see you in the bar looking so sexy, my gosh what a sight you are, long legs beautiful body , gorgeous face, every man in the bar is wanting you, you have short blue dress on..satin just above the knee, sipping your drink, I go to the bar an order a drink , watching you, all eyes on you especially mine, you are teasing everyone with the way you sip your drink, I walk up to you as if I don’t know you..is this seat taken..maybe you replay..I lean down and bite your neck and slide my hand up your skirt but I stop shorts of touching your panties..I whisper to you..I could lick you right here on the table you look so hot...then we kiss deeply..I rib your back softly and sit next to you..You look fantastic I tell you...why thank you..I wore this just for you..I smile what a lucky man I am..I als

Thoughts Argument Why Humans Didnt Come From Apes
please excuse my spelling and grammer.i believe there is such a thing as evolution actually. though i am religious and i have my own opinion .do you think humans really came from moneys or apes.i know this blog is not about apes and monkeys but if you beleive so much in evolution you must beleive that humans came from apes and that earth is billions of years old.you know how the moon moves closer to the our planet or im not which it might move further each year well every second.if earth was bilions of years old then that would mean that the moon would be flat on the earth just lieing on top of usor if its moving away a lot more further then it is now.i believe that the earth is only around 6000 years old base on the bible and that would explain the distance between the earth and the moon.im not a scientist so i dont know much its just an opinion that should be put in consideration.scientist expalins that gas takes millions or billion of years if i recall my earth science class i took

Holy Ghost Speaks Questions For God 2. Comet Coing In 20 Years
when i first saw this i got scared because about 8 years 2001 an angel(im not sure if he was bad or good though) told me im going to get old in about 30 years from that day.he said get old ,but what angel would use the word die' he would use the word get old to explain death.even a really wise monk would not use the word die and hes no angel.after this news, i called to my holy ghost which lies not to deeply inside me becuase i committed a unmorally act of smoking .but i can get him back in 2 to 3 day if i cleanse my heart and mind.i will quit smoke again. i did it before i can do it again to make my mind and body as pure and whole as possible to prepare for a kumadon walk(meditational walk).truth seeking technque.it will be a long walk around the house i dont know how long the walk will take but i must find the answer to this.well my holy host said with the most acurate words as i can remember him saying he said"yes oudawn you must know the truth and full truth ("by now" if i recall

Venting!
So the last couple months i have gotten really bored with the site... same ol thing begging and pleading for ppl to rate or anything... People always want the help but MOST arent willing to return the favor.. I know its all about points, and such and if you dont have autos running now or a Bomb ppl dont even look twice at you. I remember when i first started onthis site, ppl actually rated each other to help out. Or if you had/have blings ppl would actually trade with you or whatever... Ahhh life before Auto 11's!!! There are over usually an average of about 50k ppl on here at any given time...and the funny thing is.. ITS ALWAYS the same ppl srolling by the top of the screen.. ALLLLL day long. Always the same ppl getting help. What is the secret to getting the rates? or just ppl to come by and send a comment to say hi every once in a while? Well i guess im done with my rant lol... Comment if you'd like... oh wait thats even if anyone looks at this lol Have a good night! ~Nae

Words Misderstood Lost In Fubar_christian Poem
I am lost in Fubar,So I cry as my thoughts drifts way.Not by the wind but drifts down by my tears.Silent cries unheard by the ears.Im trying to be manly but emotions of people going to hell and alone, not with God, not being able to make to heaven. i just get comprehend it. So I speak my mind on the pages of a site. That i really dont belong on. Come on its a bar it just doesnt feel right.They dont not Understand me or my words.Problely they think im the most rediculous asian they have ever heard.All im trying to do witness with my blogs.But private comments sometimes make feel like im trapped in mist, lost in fog.Trying to do good like God is very hard.They say "youre a scitzofreniass man youre a retard".If my spoken words are as clear water or as clear as writtens.Then I wouldve never ever,ever been bitten,by peoples words.Im the quiet one in the bar without a drink,in bathroom i dont go to throw up or puke and go to use the sink.Oh yea, here are my thoughts about writing in a site

Gavin.. The Continuing Saga
I decided I was gonna take off early that night and kidnap Gavin. Of course Brandi had no problem with this. So I walked up to him and said, "Let's go." he said, "Love to." So we left my bar and went up to the shittiest bar I know.. "The Spanish Trail" aka "The Trailer" We ran into a couple of friends of mine. So Gav played pool with my guy friends and I played pool with their Girlfriend. We had a blast. We kept watching each other all night. Played around like kids. Just laid back fun. We closed the bar down and were hammered. (surprise) So we went back to the hotel. He said his roommate was a dick and wanted to get another room so we could spend more time together, so he did. We stayed up for a while, talking, bullshitting... I got up to go to the bathroom. When I was coming back, he was standing there... staring. I was so nervous. He slowly ran his hand under the back of my hair and held it in place..with the other hand he softly touched my face.. as he leaned in with the softest ki

Misty Morning
Misty Morning, Woken dreams, Catching glimpses through the haze of the willow trees. Crisp white crunches underfoot, midnight waters wain. all dreams i had, now you fade, your smell, your sentiment, that was once my life, times again, laughing through tears, crying in vain, you left, i survived, it wont happen again.

Awesomest Thing Just Happened!!!
So here I am, hating the fact I gotta stay late at work when I get a call on the radio. It's a building manager asking my location. I was like "downstairs". She came down and told me the awesomest thing. There's two guys out in the plaza putting 4-packs of my FAVORITE RED BULL COLA all around the fountain for a promotion. Better yet, when I went out to them, they said "here, take a case of 24" ......... I'm in the awesomest mood now!!!!! Thanks for sharing my awesomest moment!!!

My Favorite Dessert..yummy!
What Is Tiramisu? Craig Miyamoto Tiramisu is a cool, refreshing Italian dessert that once tasted, leaves an indelible impression on you. Also known as "Tuscan Trifle," the dessert was initially created in Siena, in the northwestern Italian province of Tuscany. The occasion was a visit by Grand Duke Cosimo de'Medici III, in whose honor the concoction was dubbed zuppa del duca (the "duke's soup"). The erstwhile duke brought the dessert back with him to Florence. In the 19th Century, zuppa del duca became popular among the English intellectuals and artists who lived there Consequently, it is also known as zuppa Inglese. They took the dessert to England, where its popularity grew. Zuppa del duca eventually made its way to Treviso, just northwest of Venice, in the northeastern province of Veneto. Treviso is best know for its canals, frescoes and . . . Tiramisu. Stories are told about how Tiramisu was the favorite of Venice's courtesans,

Friend Removal
This message is for those in my friend and fan list. If you concider yourself a true of mine please respond with a messege to me please. Otherwise i will be removing ppl from my lists. reason behind this I rather have ppl who are my freinds on my list than point grabbers i will start spring cleaning June 1st. thx Bobby

All Day Long
I keep playing the same four songs over and over again. My sister is glad that I have the headphones on. So am I. If I dident she would mostlikely go crazy and kill me. Ahhh the joys of liveing with a true metal head

New/old Terms For Sexual Favors
The Rusty Trombone - This is when you are standing and your girl is behind you tossing your salad while at the same time she is reaching around and jacking you off! The Admiral - When attacking from behind, you place your arms behind your back, clasp your hands together and continue your hammering. Strictly a class move. The Blumpkin - The act of receiving a blowjob while simultaneously taking a shit. The Hoover Vacuum - When you bang a girl in the ass right as she is taking a shit. You pull out long enough for the log to come completely out then you grab her hips and pull her back into her own shit which then gets pushed back in her butt since her hole is already gaping. The Houdini- While fucking a chick doggystyle. Right before you blow your load, you spit on her back which makes her think you're blowing it.....but you're not. She turns to look, and BAM! you blow it in her face. NOTE**If you are skilled enough to make it into her eye and she screams "Arrrr", then you have just com

Jail Bait!
This is going to be a two part series of what happened yesterday when i suddenly disappeared.......... here are the characters: me =me Jeff= significant other Kim= my driver dad= my dad Dave= Jeff's employee also Kim's husband i am sitting across my dinner table from my dad I just cut him a piece of cake and poured him a cup of coffee... he came over to see how my week was going and occasionally he will help me out at work... So were chatting away about this weeks issues with my work. when i get a phone call from Kim...... Kim: Jeff is being arrested, you need to go pick him up at strathcona trail and strathcona....(such place doesn't exist) Me: Why? and there is no such place Kim;I don't know Dave just called me Me: ill call Jeff Dad: whats going on I hang up the phone..look at my dad think shit....turn to him and say Me: Jeff wants me to call. Dad; ah hows Jeff doing, my friends really like him (happy about Jeff do i break his bubble....no) I then proceed to ind some

By The Numb3rs
Here are some random # 's I've kept track of on studd on and off the site |_________________ 1. # of times I've been caught around smokers: 1,055 2. # of times I've been ignored by a woman on fubar (for any instance): 980 3. # of times I've heard aww :10,551 4. total $ of actual money spent on this site :$1,115 5. # of girls I've actually met on this site :1 6. # of times I thought I was getting mixed into a possible relationship with someone on Fubar :39

Dont Cry Out
I don't get you ... I can't forget what you've forgotten all along I've never been so alone... Don't Cry Out Cease Fire I was pretending Your secret kiss of confidence Was my escape The perfect game to play... Don't Cry Out Cease Fire Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play Seven six five four and I'm all over you Counting three two one and I'm having fun... Your fascination... With naked walls of silk and skin With no conditions I needed you to notice... That's all I wanted

In Repair
I love to write but hardly blog, and whether anyone is interested or not, I have alot to say. I used to write alot and it helped me to figure things out. You would think writing on a public blog would feel alot different than writing privately knowing no one would read it, but it doesnt to me. Im a surprising girl with a surprising outlook on life considering the surprising amount of pain I've endured. I am a recent survivor of domestic violence. I fled with my (at the time) 3 year old son to a shelter in Philadelphia and they flew me home to Sacramento to the WEAVE shelter here. My son's father was brutally abusive and I am probably lucky to be alive and have my child in my custody. Our case with CPS was closed for only 2 months (after being under their thumb for a year) when he beat me up for the last time. I am in repair, for obvious reasons, and this blog is going to be a part of the process, Ive just decided! I am an artist, a model, a student, a single mother, and a surv

Let Your Voice Be Heard!
Want your voice to be heard? Make your own Bad Habitz Radio commercial. Record an audio clip about why much you love BHR - send it to us, and we'll play it on air! Please be sure to include your "fubar" nick name and please only send MP3 or wav files. If you would like background music - please specify a song when sending your audio clip. Windows has a built in sound recorder you can use to make your promotion. If you need help with this please let me know. Also coming soon - video clip commercials.

Wet Spot!!
I will apologize right now if anyone walks in who doesn't truly know me .......saying that here goes... After spending the last three days not completely perving up all the beautiful woman on fubar, Ive notice that even someone saying hi has me ready to crawl up the walls. There is something about each and every woman that i find completely attractive. I need you all to just do what I say for a minute and jump in my dreams.. If I have served you yet now is the time to say hi... My god seriously I might just have to go away for 45 minutes with a porn and a few good toys and spray a few walls... Please on a side note if i ever consider doing a cant perv bet slap me till i realize i don't have to win..... I love Cock Wicked PS I wrote " I love cock" so men wouldnt cry.... I need to seriously rape something.... Holly fuck thank you Witchie!! ( it juts popped up)

How $ex Starts
how sex starts... Now this is friggin funny...true..but funny!!! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ..a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a f--k. So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution .....so dear friendhow many times your solution was correct??mine was 99% and yes its always depends on the teachercuz if u like the teacher u gonna do the homework, if not the F is waiting lol------------------W.B: FM

The Heat
Well summer is here and this month of June has been pretty tough. My temp job ended at Wrigley's June 10th and the same day my debtor hearing was at 8:30 am at the Federal courthouse. I saw my lawyer there and the proceeding went well. I just have to finish the 2nd financial mgmt. course online with 24 pages to go. A week later I get a speeding ticket in the morning for doing 60 in a 45 mph zone going north to my Sister's house. I was going up there to get my Phish dvd my Nephew borrowed from me. I haven't got a speeding ticket in like 19 years. It sucked. Well back to finding another job and I applied at Home Depot online last week. Gotta call them to see if they have my job app to work in the lighting dept or hardware. Take care friends and stay cool. Cheers,Paul

Buddy's Garage
oh low and behold once again i find myself with no place to go buddy's garage gosta get my own crib, yo gatta find a job guess thats how its alway bean bounce round from town to town, never had no real friends well ive grown so great at good bye never learned hollo, cant remember how to smile never ask noth'n from no one thats just what you'll get ive got nothing to show for a life time of lonlyness sadness, sarrow and dispair, apples from ornges no noth'n compares to a moment of your love prey to the lord above but i'll never get kida back no sence in chase'n the past oh oh here we go feels like some one just stirred the fish bowl and ill watch as the whole world spins round could fight that current, no probly just drown oh ive bean over them falls a thousand

Wicked Is The Whiskey
Evil is the darkness Eating at my soul Tearing at my heart A terror to behold Wicked is the whiskey That numbs me to the pain When the agony of living Is driving me insane There is no inspiration In the years that I have lost There is only sorrow As I calculate the cost The sum of all my choices The ticking of the clock Time is past forever The hands will never stop Wicked is the whiskey That numbs me to the pain Tearing out my heart A razor to my vein Empty of the meaning I hold on to my dreams Trapped within this nightmare Into silence do I scream There is no sound to find me But the breaking of my heart I shed the tears that drown me As i sadly play my part Evil is the darkness Eating at my soul Tearing out my heart A terror to behold Wicked is the whiskey Tho it numbs away the pain The agony of living A razor to my vein...

Will I Be Ok?
ok so heres the thing, i really have no one to talk to in r/l about this kinda shit, no one seems to really care or think its important enough.. so i'll just write this here and pretend im talking to myself..lol .tomorrow i go for major oral surgery....now what has me scared is i have sleep apnea, my doc has told me i stop breathing 28 times an hour(sleep study)& no my insurance wont get me a machine....the scary part is when im sleeping on my back and i stop breathing, i wake myself up to start again.....now tomorrow since thier putting me under(on my back, of course) what happens if i stop breathing? i wont be able to wake myself up because i'll be drugged.. am i looking into this to much or should i just hope for the best? idk im freakin. i know it sounds wierd but just in case.....i love you all

The Thirst Is On
Thisty? Me too, Everyone should believe in something. I believe I'll have another shot of crown and a huge blunt. Smoke down everyone and consider the following "Whirrled Peas". Seems like an impossible task, yet I think everyone can do it. I need a drink after all the effort i put into that deep thought , well what are ya waitin for? Until next time......

Home Made Vagina
When I was a young lad, I’d get really creative when masturbating. It wasn’t enough for me to grab some lotion and go to town. I wanted to try to replicate the vagina fucking experience as best as possible. Call me the McGyver of masturbation, if you will. Anyhow, as I mentioned, this story takes place in the early days when I had just started to beat it. I wanted to create some sort of device that I could have “sex” with that would feel like what I thought a real vagina would feel like… or, at least not feel like my hand. I was too young to know that you could buy masturbation toys (like rubber vaginas), and even if I did know, was I going to ask my mother to buy one for me? No. One day I got some paper, tape, and tissues together. I made cylinder-like shape with the paper. I was sure to use several layers so that the object would be sturdy. Then, I got a bunch of tissues, and stuffed them inside of the paper cylinder. I suck my finger down into the s

Polictically Correct
Ok, I have heard enough small peeps want the word midget banned from TV! I think the world is going to far with this non-sense. Here is my reply to all this non-sense. I am half Irish call me a Mck pronounced Mik, I am also 1/2 Italian so I guess that makes me a ginny. I also a little over weight so call me fat, I wear glasses at work so I am a Geek, damn monitors kill my eyes, I like country music, the outdoors boating and fishing so I am a Hick. Put all this togeather and you have me, I am not defined by my height, color, weight, ancestors birthplace or what I like. I am what God made me a human being. We all come in different shapes, sizes and color so small people of the world get over yourselves you are only victim of prejudice if you allow yourself to be. I will continue to use the "midget" when I see fit. It's a word and only a word

Dazed And Confused
I would come here more often, but to tell you the truth, I am absolutely confused on how to navigate this stuff. My 12 yr. old daughter can do more things on the computer than I can. How did that happen? I went to a club (is that what you call it)? once....and was totally lost. Since I'm missing a little bit please bear with me.

Is Love Enogh
I have often been asked the Question is love enogh. Until recently I always believed that if you had someone to love that returned that love to you you could make it through anything, but now I have to question that. The question is what is more important your personal happiness or the happiness of your children. this is the question all single parents have to ask themselves. Eventually you may have to give up the one you love that makes you happy because your children just aren't happy. This I know is the hardest thing II have ever had to do in my life. I know I still love boo-boo Kitty very much but as a parent and I think most parents would agree, I have to do what I feel is best for my children even if it makes me misserable. My love for my kids eclipses anything IO could feel for any other person. Of course we all get tired sometimes but we have to do whats best for our kids its what makes a good parent. If anyone has any answers to the question is love enough let me know. Is

My Fubar Wish List...
I was just thinking... Everyone keeps popping into my shout box, and dropping me e-mails wanting to know how to get into my family, so this is how I'm going to work that now. 1) If you buy me a 3 day blast, I will make you a risque salute(it will be sfw). Add your name and page address to the blast message. 2) If you buy me a 7 day blast, I will make you a risque salute, include your name and page address to my blast message, and put your name in my status message when I am online for one week. 3) If you buy me a 30 day blast, I will make you one risque salute (sfw), and one nsfw salute. I will add your name and page address to my blast message. You will be added to my family for 2 weeks. 4) If you buy me a VIP, I will make you 2 sfw salutes, how ever you want them. 1 nsfw salute my choice. I will add you to my family for the duration of the VIP. I will grace your page regularly when I am here, make sure you are 100% shitfaced when I see you need it, add your name to my nam

Is There Such Thing As True Love?
All I want is someone to love me and to love them back is that to much to ask for, but to find the right one it almost seems imposible anymore....you try to give your heart to someone and it seems like you always get hurt or someone messes w/your emotions...I am about ready to give up!!!! Hmmm what to say anymore I dont know I am tired of being confused all the time ugh what to do in my life and where it is going from here anyways I am venting again like usual!!! Gotta go love to all my friends just tired of it all!!!!!!!!!!!

Its All Clear Now...
Have you ever stumbled across someone in r/l or online and thought to yourself this person is important and they are meant to be in my life? That is where im at now and its honestly a feeling like ive never known. To share so many things in common to laugh about the same things to have the same twisted humor its amazing. I think i finally found someone i can be my true self with. Its not often that you meet someone and after one converstaion know that they are amazing its truly rare to find people like that especially nowadays. I appreciate the people in my life everyone i have in it is here for a reason i dont keep parttime friends anymore. But meeting someone as wonderful as this particular person has been a huge highlight in my life. People from all walks of life from various backgrounds religions sexual orientations they are all just people some good some bad but we are all just people and we reserve the right not to subscribe to labels. Dont take your friends for granted and dont

People Over 35 Should Be Dead
People over 35 should be dead.Here's why ....According to today's regulators and bureaucrats,those of us who were kids in the 40's, 50's, 60's,or even maybe the early 70's, probablyshouldn't have survived.Our baby cribs were covered with brightcolored lead-based paint.We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles,doors or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes,we had no helmets.(Not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking.)As children, we would ride in cars withno seatbelts or air bags.Riding in the back of a pickup truck on a warm daywas always a special treat.We drank water from the garden hoseand not from a bottle.Horrors!We ate cupcakes, bread and butter,and drank soda pop with sugar in it,but we were never overweight becausewe were always outside playing.We shared one soft drink with four friends,from one bottle, and no oneactually died from this.We would spend hours building our go-cartsout of scraps, and then rode down the hill,only to find out we forgot the brakes.After running

Hardcore Love
Hardcore Love A door opens. One heart dances wildly within wicked desire, while the other is unsure what is about to happen. Here begins the Hardcore Love. Will you enter or run? Should I just slam you with all my hidden passion before you can turn around and run away? Will you hate me? Will you tremble with fear of what is flashing within my eyes for you? Can I bring you into my Hardcore Love without fearing you will not return the love back onto me? Will my eager touch make you soul ignite to my Hardcore Love? Slamming your body of delight against the wall like a escape prisoner being handle by a guard. Will your screams be of pain or delight in what I am willing to force upon your trembling body of desire? I long for your scream, so my heart and soul can sprout wings of wickedness and sinful acts that will bring us into the sweetness of dark passion. Damn it…

No Mercy
I don't care if the woman is dying, she doesn't deserve an ounce of sympathy. No amount of time changes the fact that she's a cold blooded murderer. Karma's a bitch. A former "Manson family" member who stabbed actress Sharon Tate to death more than 40 years ago and is now terminally ill faces her 13th parole hearing on Wednesday. Susan Atkins, 61, has terminal brain cancer. As of earlier this year, she was paralyzed over 85 percent of her body and could not sit up in bed or be moved into a wheelchair, according to a Web site maintained by her husband and attorney, James Whitehouse. However, despite her declining health and an impressive prison record, Whitehouse wrote, "there is still a very real chance the Parole Board will nonetheless insist her release would be a danger to society." The hearing will be held at the Central California Women's Facility at Chowchilla, California, said Terry Thornton, spokeswoman for the California Department of Corrections and Rehabilitation. Atkins

Honesty
HOW IS IT ONE CAN BE HONEST TO AN EXTENT YET UNABLE TO CARRY IT FORWARD THROUGH ALL? I MEAN YOU CAN SPEAK TRUTH FOR WHAT YOU FEEL ONE NEEDS TO KNOW. YOU SIT THERE AND SAY YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY THAT YOU FUCK EVERYTHING UP....WONDER WHY. YOU FOUND ONE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY (SO YOU SAY) LIKE YOU HAVE NOT KNOWN IN A LONG TIME. AND YOU KNOW THEY WILL NOT JUDGE YOU AND YET YOU FEEL THE NEED TO LIE TO THEM. IF YOU CAN BE HONEST ABOUT SOME WHY NOT ABOUT ALL. ITS REALLY NOT THT HARD. AND YOU SIT THERE AND WONDER WHY YOU ALWAYS LOOK LIKE THE BAD PERSON. HMMMM....I WONDER. ONE MUST LEARN TO BE HAPPY WITH THEMSELVES BEFORE THEY CAN TRULLY BE WORTHY FOR ANOTHER. AND IF YOUR HAPPY THEN STOP LETTING ALL THE BAD CLOUD YOUR JUDGEMENT AND FLOW WITH IT. WE ALL GET HURT, BUT THAT DONT MEAN WE STOP TRYING. WE KEEP MOVING FORWARD AND LEARN FROM THE PAST PAINS. BUT TO KEEP LETTING EVERYONE YOU OME IN CONTACTWITH PAY FOR THE MISHAPS THAT OTHERS HAVE DONE WILL GET YOU NO WHERE BUT ALONE AND UN HAPPY FOR THE R

Links To My Vocals...
I love to sing...unfortunately, I have a shitty computer & shittier computer mic, so the recordings aren't that great, but hey, it's me... Alone by Heart: http://ksolo.myspace.com/actions/showSongProfile.do?rid=556285&sid=25567&ui Close My Eyes Forever by Ozzy & Lita: http://ksolo.myspace.com/actions/showSongProfile.do?rid=581755&sid=24655&uid=1678045 If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys: http://ksolo.myspace.com/actions/showSongProfile.do?rid=556048&sid=25939&uid=1678045 More in Stash...

Loneliness
I sit here all alone with the wind blowing through my hair, here I'am enclosed in a shell of my own and no longer does anyone care. I feel water has moved away from the bay, and my sand castle has been blown away. I'am fully aware of the fact that I have done mistakes and I know that in life there are no retakes. the clouds of darkness are shielding me, will an angel ever come and set me free. I walk in the rain so that no one can see my pain will there ever be an angel who will see to it that I no longer dwell in the memory lane. the mist doesn't seem to be clearing, and the sadness doesn't seem to be decreasing, the people who broke my heart I will no longer be needing, and of late loneliness is all that I have been feeling. but I have faith that the sun will shine through the darkness, and again I will see happiness. Though in the past people have been fake, let's see what life offers in its next take.

Crazy Night
WELL For any of you who saw my status about my workplace being a crimescene & were wondering what the hell was going on, i decided to share what happened the other night via blogging. [plus it's easier than repeating a whole bunch] So i came to work saturday at 11 pm and had nothing to do as usual so i was sittin in the lobby watchin tv. Around 1 am i see this guy come stumbling down the hall with his shirt all ripped and he was covered in blood. my first thought was that he had murdered somebody [too many horror movies...] so i jumped up to run but then the guy said something like "Help me" and i realized it was this super nice guest that stays here about once a month. We shall call him Joe. So i helped Joe to a chair and called 911 then went back to help him wipe the blood off his face. im glad i dont have a weak stomach. He then told me that he had gone out earlier and came back to find 2 chicks and a guy in his room. The guy had a wrench and immediately began beating the

Imprese Artigiane
My name is Leon, my friends call me kuoth for short. i have been modeling for about a year now and I hoping to do it for a while. imprese artigiane mexico import export chile import export turkey import export indian stamps

In Need Of A Zen Moment
I honestly don't expect anyone to read this. With people on here approving groups of friends all the time it is a wonder anyone sees anything worth value in the bar tab on here. So much greed and creating self worth from adding "friends" just to have large numbers of people to get them things. It all seems so pointless. But that isn't the reason for me writing, somethings have happened as of late and for some reason I feel like addressing them. What are people really looking for on here? I came on to meet new people and have a little fun. I am not looking for hook ups or my soul mate. I do how ever love to meet people and very often entertain traveling and seeing many people that I really like talking to on here. I traveled all over growing up and think I am way over do to do it again. A few times I have been asked a question and I have answered honestly. If you can't handle the answer then maybe you shouldn't have asked the question. I am straight forward and at times a little blunt

Read Thru It All!
I DEDICATE THIS BLOG TO THE ASSHOLE THAT BROKE ME AND HURT ME! IF HE READS THIS HE KNOWS WHO HE IS! SO ALL I NEED TO SAY IS FUCK YOU! POP EVIL-BREATHE LYRICS All these spoken words,And broken dreams.This misery.All that's good is gone in me.With every breath,I can't escape the pain, it's caving in.I am just about to break.Every time I close my eyes,I can't escape these lies.Will I make it through to the other side?I can't breathe when I am suffocating.Committed yesterday, now I am over my head.I can't breathe when it's complicated.It's falling down on me,I send it back on you.Get away. Away, Get away.All these years I try,N' nothings changed.I'm about to breakI sacrificed myself.With every breath,I can't escape the pain.This misery.[ Pop Evil Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] What's good is gone in me.Every time I close my eyes,I can't escape these lies.Will I make it through to the other side?I can't breathe when I am suffocating.Committed yesterday, now I am ove

I Need To Explain..
Well as some of you know I was gone for awhile. I had alot of people after me. And I had to leave to protect my family. It was hard. I had everyone I loved believing i was dead. It was hard. Reading what my family wrote in the paper about me. But I couldnt let them find me. I had people wanting to kill me. I sold to the wrong person. I cant believe who I was. But I came back. Walking it that front door and seeing the look on my mothers face. She fell to the floor in tears. They showed me the frame that they put the artical in. I have never felt so loved. I went to town and wow. People saw my car and freaked. Its so great to be back. And my life has changed so much. Im clean and out of that stupid shit. I have things to live for. One great thing. I have a son on the way. He is given me a reason to live. And to try in life. He is due april 3rd 2010 and i cant wait. Im goin to be a mother. And a great one. Im goin to college and becomeing a cop. To get people like i used to be off the str

Botox Mass Public Testing Needed
BOTOX Application has Become a Cause of Hepatitis and HIV. Mass Public Testing Needed Quote: "We're not talking about 40,000 or 50,000 people. We're talking about hundreds of thousands of injections" BOTOX vials come with enough product to treat 2 to 5 people or more, however the vial is only sterile for ONE use. The problem stems from the fact that medical professionals administering the drug cannot charge as much as the vial cost them. The result is that they feel forced to contaminate the vial to treat the next person in line for a dose. The risk for Hep C, Hep B and HIV is massive.How BOTOX application facilities adjust:Action: Take up to five syringes, pull one treatment into each syringe and treat multiple people from one vial.Problem: This is an illegal practice. This is not a controlled or approved medical practice and mistakes can easily be made.Action: One syringe is used to draw from the same vial more than once on one patient. The contents of that vial are now fully con

Lets See Now
what does the government have to worry about? _record deficeits _2 wars with American dying daily _energy shortages _10% unemployment with record industrial capacity loss _I could probably go on for awhile here... . . . what the government is worrying about? _Mr & Mrs Nobody crashed a state dinner and shook hands with the U.S. President _yeah, sounds like regular government logic to me...

Collar
Collar This pain is like a collar, Growing ever tighterI try to grow around it, But the more I growThe deeper it cuts into my soul Until the day comes That my soul is ripped apartLeaving nothing but an empty shellThe collar of self hate And the hatred that everyone has against meOf all the things I've doneAnd will do wrongNo one can or wants to help meThis is my curse: To suffer foreverNever finding joy by me JRW

For Witchy In Memory Of Aryonna
You were born of me! You are my child and at death you shall return to me. Fear not of death, dear one, for within its realm I shall bring you new life! Just as the corn lives again, so shall it be with you! For all that falls shall rise again, and that which dies shall be blessed with the gift of rebirth, the gift of My love!Kalioppe

Words Of Fury
KEEP WALKING AND DONT LOOK BACK I'VE CLOSED THE DOOR, DIDN'T LEAVE A CRACK ID LIKE TO SEE YOUR HEAD PLACED UNDER A GUILLOTINE STILL LESS THAN WHAT YOU DESERVE IT SEEMS YOU EYES NO LONGER SPARKLE, ALL I SEE IN THEM ARE LIES KILLING YOU'D BE EASY. BUT ID NEED AN ALIBI I CURSE YOU, AT THE SOUND OF YOUR NAME I SPIT YOU HAVE MADE ME JADED, AND FOR LOVE UNFIT ID LIKE TO HAUNT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP THE SEEDS YOU'VE SOWN YOU ARE SURE TO REAP DAYDREAMS OF HORROR ID LIKE TO CAUSE TO TERRIFY YOU DAY AND NIGHT WITHOUT A PAUSE TO YOUR BODY, I WISH YOU LESIONS AND SORES MAY YOU FAIL IN THE GAME OF LOVE AND NEVER SCORE.

Who Dat Xmas Wish
we stress over hurricanes and the stock market fall. the economy,politics, and chinese dry wall. But just for the moment let's put these on hold, and pull for our boys in THE BLACK & GOLD ON colston ON Shockey ON Thomas and Moore, ON Bell and Bush, Like never before!! On Sharper ON Vilma defense, if u please. Forget not coach Payton and our passer Drew Brees. Our team is on fire! this we all know. But Santa , there's still a long way to go.with your help this christmas, we will reach our goal and our saints will win..... The 2010 SUPERBOWL!!!!!!!!!

Your A Fuckin Bitch
yes i said and yes im posting my thoughts...u fuckin bitch ....christopher kelly howenstien aka chicago kid2002 ur a fuckin shit talkin bitch who claims he better then me ....well bitch prove it...... u claim u comin to whoop my ass well bring it bitch u know where i stay . just like jolene said ur a weak excuse for a man how u gonna fuck a bitch and then bust on contact.... that must be the side effect of the drug u takin....yes the drug...that extenze shit u lil dick motherfucker.....its all good u werent blessed and that grill of urs omg how the fuck u gonna have teeth growin on top of ya teeth....u inbred fuckin homo.....come see me u so gangsta... all these bitches u talkin to dont know how crazy ya ass is.....tryin to be a playa....damn u be fuckin the game all up.... u gonna try and tell my shawty i aint worth her and all that ... i run this shit aiight ......u aint shit....never gonna be shit......and to show u i mean business,.... find ya baby momma and beg her to see

Confused.
I try not to hide and I try not to cry but everytime I do my feelings come alive But no one can see What your doing to me You hurt my feelings And you don't even realize itBut how do you know If I am hurt or not You're not inside my head You don't know my thoughts I try to make you understand but most the time you don't care You say I mean the world to you But your never there You talk to other girls And act like it don't hurt me But it hurts me more Than you will ever see I love you and I want to be with you But how can we be together when you keep getting me confused You act like you want to be with me And sometimes you don't I thought you love me But maybe I am wrong I want to be with you And I'm sick of being confused So if you love me Then what are you gonna do?

I'm So Confused Right Now
I'm so confused right now people yesterday my time i get told by someone from Ruthless Souls Lounge has moved it's location to fumafia without telling me since i was staff this is why i am confused because they have a turf for ruthless souls in fumafia now so now i am uncertain if i should stay staff in the lounge or leave as staff from the lounge now they have a turf for ruthless i am confused because i was told they were using ruthless souls lounge for the turf and i was ok with that arrangement and some people decided they were uncomfortable using ruthless souls as turf because NO ONE told me about any changes to the Ruthless Souls Lounge from Bruce

Sunnydale Chapter 20
Sunnydale We drove for what seemed hours. “Turn here Edward, this is the road that leads us straight to Sunnydale” I sped along the road and we were in Sunnydale within a half hour. I had no clue how we were going to find Spike; I figure we’d just ask around, but of course it would have to be at night. We pulled up to a Hotel in the heart of the town; the sun had already set so we didn’t need any cover. I parked the car and got out. “Alice go and get us a room, once we’ve checked in we’ll start the search” I waited for her by the car she was back quickly. “I think the library would be the best place to start looking, old news paper articles should help us in the search” We decided to walk, this way we could question people that we saw. We got to the library and went immediately to the computers. There were a ton of articles and it seemed that one person was in all of them. Buffy Summers was the key to finding Spik

Random Q And A
Facebook or Myspace?FACEBOOKWho do you consider your best friend?BREEZYAre you wearing glasses or contacts?NIETHER What does your last text message say?SWEET DREAMS XOXOHave you talked to your most recent ex lately? When?YES... TODAYAre you an honest person?YESLast thing you put in your mouth?GUMMY BEARSIf you could have one thing right now, what would it be?HIMDo you have a tan?YESAre you dating anyone?KINDA SORTA Did you do something mean to someone today?NOPEAre you addicted to cigarettes?YUCKY NODo you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?IDKCuddle with anyone lately?NOT THIS WEEKLast person you hugged?ADAMIs there anyone who dislikes your relationship status?DONT CARELast persons house you were at?ADAMSLast person to ride in a vehicle with?MY BROTHERWhat color is your camera?SILVERHave you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?YEPWho did you watch the ball drop with?NO ONEDid you kiss anyone?NODoes anyone hate you?DONT THINK SOWhere are your

Have I Told You Lately
Have I told you lately: I miss you You are beautiful You are smart You are funny You make me smile I need you I want you I cant live without you Hearing your voice makes me happy Seeing you smile makes my day Knowing that you are mine makes me proud Have i told you that I love you more today then I did yesterday and more tomorrow then today If I have not told you these things then I am a fool, and I don't deserve you.... I'm sorry

Poems For Mom No I Didnt Do This But Damn It I Wish I Had Lol
Poem to MOM My daughter came home from school one day,With a smirk upon her face..she decided she was smart enough, To put me in my place.'Guess what I learned in Civics Two,that's taught by Mr. Wright?It's all about the laws today,The 'Children's Bill of Rights.'It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hairNo one can tell me what to think,Or speak, or what to wear.I have freedom from religion,And regardless what you say,I don't have to bow my head,And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want,And pierce my tongue & nose..I can read & watch just what I like,Get tattoos from head to toe.And if you ever spank me,I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges,With the marks on my behind.Don't you ever touch me,My body's only for my use,Not for your hugs and kisses,that's just more child abuse.Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you.That's nothing more than mind control,And it's illegal too!Mom, I have these children's rights,So

From A Sweet Friend...
This poem you wrote fits in very well with this particular blog...And also reinforces what I was saying...If you leave the Fu, you don't need to disappear without a word...Altho I came back, I left a way for people to find me...If they cared enough to look :( hugs sweetie "SAY LATER"SOMETIMES I SIT AND WONDER WHYTHE SADDEST WORDS ARE STILL GOODBYTHE PAIN THEY CAUSE WHENEVER SAIDSTILL FILL THE HEARTWITH PAIN AND DREADSO WHEN YOU FEEL THE WINDAND KNOW ITS TIME TO FLYALLWAYS END WITH LATERAND NEVER SAY GOODBYWRITTEN BYMRFADED MrFaded-owned by Sweet o Sweet@ fubar

Behind The Scenes
me and my friend emerald were having a discussion earlier in wihich we went back and forth giving our opinions on certain subject matters. after. i thought about it and i decided to start this blog that, yeah its a long shot, people might give some insight on their opinions on the topic at hand. how the debate all got started was thanks to the trekkie that decided to create a profile for all the members of the old star trek crew. we were talking and we got to thinking that some of the nerds, no offense, are the ones who are creating our future. case in point the cell phone in particular the flip phone. it also came to mind that people like this were also responcible for such morally questionable projects like the human genome project. the more we talked about it the more concerned we became about some of the moral issues that comes to being a scientist, and asking as to why such knowledge isn't being used properly. for example, the genome project has made it possible to basically creat

My Baby
It's been 6 months since my ol'man passed away, this is the first time i have blogged dince then on any of my sites. I miss him like crazy still look for him to walk through the door any minute, my since of denial has just gotten worse and tha pain well I have no words for that. I just want my baby back, I know thats impossible but somewhere there has to be a path to meet in the middle, dreams have become nightmares I hardly ever sleep just lay there prayin for god to take me too. Each day does not get any easier they only get harder, as people tell me I just need to get over it, well how in the hell do you do that? OK I'm done spilling out my gutsfor now anyways.

Learning To Live Again
I have met some pretty spectacular people on this fucreation. Although most of the friends I made over 3 yrs ago had no idea how much it meant to have them there. Total Chaos, Pair of Hookers, Tweety & Wildman, Stormfury, Crazy Cracker & a few others. Into the 2nd yr came Susan, Mz Chelle, Dawn, Kimberly....never once have ya'll not offered encouragement, a HUG, phone calls at all hrs just making sure I was hanging in. Not to mention all the support & prayers said when my daughter was missing for 3 days, nor the tears shared when I buried my very much loved Grandma. Here I am into the 3rd yr & don't dare ask whom or what this year will hold. Except TC should of slapped me for playing mafia ...lol. Everyone of you has stayed close & kept encouraging me & reminding me of my own self worth. For your simple gesture of offering true friendship I will forever be greatful. ((((hugs)))) to all of you & to those not mentioned. If ya'll could pull me through those most desperate of circumstance

Love
Love is sharing an caring and brings a smirk upon your face, a smile so bright you light up like the northern lights, so beautiful and bright like a magic light, that all the cuddling and kissing put's you in a lovely sight, u could be anywhere without your love that you begin to miss all the touching and laughing, so that's why u hold on to all your memories so you can reminece, your smirk hits and you know that the feelings you share will and always will be there an in await for more memories to create "Love is here"

Me And Myself?
its 4 am a strange voice wakes me suggesting I rise and shine, startled I jump up and have a look around it seemed to be all in my mind, to unease to go back to bed plus I have a full day planed out, so my day has begun in the weirdest of ways no clue what that was about, to the sink I soon head face towel in hand all set to remove sleep from my eyes, I arrive at my destination only to find the mirror held quite a surprise, it me but not me he seemed to look through me and move when I reached for the soap, he folded his arms and I hear that voice again saying rudely {my god what a joke,} that's when it got weird because the voice started to sound oh so familiar you see, I spun around then focused on the mirror the voice was coming from me, losing it dose not describe how I feel at this moment in time, I'm either still sleep or crazy either way I need to get a grip on my mind, who are you to live such a life as this and NOT love every minuet you are given, you have all that you

Yay!
Great thing today.. So ill be brief.. Just found out that by 2012.. Ill be graduating from college.. and its exciting for me. I will be the first in my immediate family to graduate, so to me its a exciting thing indeed.. I hope I can perform well enough for it.. Just gotta push on through... Wish me luck!!

A Young Fellow From Sparta!!!
There was a young fellow from sparta. A really magnificent farter. On the strength of one bean He’d fart "God save the Queen," And Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata. He could vary, with proper persuasion. His fart to suit any occasion. He could fart like a flute, Like a lark, like a lute, This highly fartistic caucasian. This sparkling young fella from sparta, His fart for no money would barter. He could roar from his rear Any scene from shakespear, Or Gilbert and Sullivan Mikado. Nobody could play the classics finer, As he showed me one day at the diner, I had a bagel with lox While he played from his buttox: Chopin’s Etude #12 in C-minor. He’d fart a gavotte for starter, And fizzle a fine serenata. He could play from his anus The Coriolanus: Oof, boom, er-tum, tootle, yum tah-dah! He was great in the Christmas Cantana, He could double-stop fart the Toccata, He’d boom from his ass, Bach’s B-Minor Mass, And in counterpoint, La T

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone
TWELVE: You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her. ELEVEN: You walk really slowly when you are with him/her. TEN: You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away. NINE: You smile when you hear his/her voice. EIGHT: When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her. SIX: He/She is everything you want to think. FIVE: You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her. FOUR: You would do anything to see him/her. THREE: While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time. TWO: You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing. ONE: You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

Fly High Maji
Just fyi, just about everyone but Southwest charges to check luggage in, 60 dollar minimum. Lil info so ya dont get a surprise at the terminal. After having my even trial sized toiletries raped and discarded, I had shaky "hold onto your drink" ride to Atlanta. Not sure where the turbulence was coming from, sky was clear, but there was definitely pockets of non-resistence, yielding that momentary weightless feeling repeatedly over SC and Georgia. Atlanta still proves to be my rabbit foot airport. Im 3 for 4 there with winding up with my gate being directly across or in short sight of the loft bar with its own escalator, formerly the Anhieser Busch beer garden, recently changed to the Hieneken Hole, but still one of the few concourses you can have a drink and a smoke. Their alledgedly free wifi is a labyrinth of redirects that basically make you give up and elect to blow 5 bucks on a direct paid connection, scavengry abounds, but not enough to lure the kid today. Im al

What I Feel Right Now!
like i said a friend is not suppose to stab you in the heart even though i get it you have a feeling of the what if's but you always ended up screwed and me trying not tell i told you so it breaks my heart you wait to the last minute thinking i be okay no i be okay if you would of told me two weeks ago so again i end up hurt and on the back burner one day i'm going decided maybe your not worth it cause it sucks on how i feel right now i've been there for when others wouldnt or didnt want to i treated you better then a girlfriend would after time and time again i told you tell me straight up it wouldnt be as bad but your scared to hurt my feelings you hurt my feelings more waiting almost to the last minute or after shit happens we had our back and forths but friends we stayed i still think you dont know what you want cause you hear what sounds good that those bitches tell to make you drop everything and do things for them and what they need and what bout you!?!?! But some reason a frien

Lies
This poem is dedicated to my piece of crap ex. That is all I have to say..... Why do you lie to me? When I get upset... Is that what you want me to see? The twinge of sick I suddenly feel, When I know the lie you tell, You try harder to conceal. But you dont realize.. That I have done this before. So I know at the end, What is going to be in store. Do you like making me feel this way? Do you like to show me how easily one can betray? Please stop doing this to me, I say this with a sigh, I think you should let me be... Leave me alone to die. Lady Ravyn

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Poems
I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend

I Am Alone
I am alone I am dead inside I cannot even cry anymore this misery has no name I cannot even begin to describe what i'm feeling the one man i thought would always be mine is no longer. I saw pictures today of him and his new girl and it felt somewhere between a gut punch and my beating heart being ripped from my chest. I know i have to except that he's over me and i do want him to be happy even if he's not with me.. but why does it hurt so bad. I just want the pain to end, Why can't anyone love me? i know this is a pathetic blog but i just had to put down my feelings.

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
"If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I! know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above,

World As We Know It
Paper Dolls, and Plastic Skin Borrowed Love, Lust full of sin The flame has been lit Putting you on slow drip You stumble upon your needs Running circles in your head You've wandered onto A Wicked Porch With Hollow Veins You can barely breathe You gave birth To your own Holocost Burning all your Bridge's You are your own selfish enemy Call me Right Call me Wrong Tie me Up or Let me Go!

Men And Women
Apples and Wine Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. ... Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked! Now Men .... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the heck out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner With.

Bastards!!!
I need 2 big blings 50,000 or over. I'll say thanks when I receive it, as I don't trust you bastards! And NO i'm not offering you anything. And don't say I haven't given you anything, you've had 3 wonderful years of my life!

My Brain Goes Mad!
Spent two nights in Leeds and did nothing more than sleep, and get up for the comedy gigs. If you know me you will know how much I despise Cliff Richard, and the first thing I saw in the hotel room in Leeds was a photo of him next to my bed, I reckon that’s why I slept for hours after my eyes took in the horror. It wasn’t a magazine, someone just left a glossy photo of Cliff on the bedside table, the chambermaid hadn’t removed it, maybe she was in on the Cliff subliminal movement, I don’t know. I stared at it, with my suitcase in my hand and I considered moving rooms in case Cliff had haunted it even though he is alive, he can still haunt us, don’t let that small detail fool you. I put the photo in the bin that was after I had shredded it with tiny miniscule movements, almost robotic behaviour, I wasn’t happy till he was tiny shredded squares in the metal bin. I knew when I slept the little squares would pixelate, join together and Cliff

Spatchcock
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My Rap Bout My Ex
Well I knew this would happen, so that's why I'm rappin. Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down. Tellin your lies to me, you da hoe of dis town. Best be lookin round, Cause ain't no one lovin you now. Damn Katie, you broke my heart. The last few times you said your on your way, I stayed up all damn night, and through the next day. I'm tired of ya games, and this is what I'm sayin. Best believe this shit, Cause girl I ain't playin. Go Fuck YaSelf! Bitch you ain't good enough for me. Go Fuck YaSelf! Is is too hard for you to see? Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down.

Love
i have the most incrediably annoying group of kids... my 16 year old son alex is driving me crazy!!!!!!i never seem to know what is on his mind any more...whats worse even when i just think i got it figured out it changes!!!is it because he is becoming a man(or in his eyes a man already)or is it the fact that he is a teenager and male?at most women and men are different creatures that the other cannot figure out..i think it gets worse when that male is a teenager and you are his mother....lol....well not only that he wants to start a band which is going to be called reversed 96 (lol i hope you got the joke i know i did) and he is talking about joining a band...in which he will be their lead singer(if thats what you call what he does)...plus everyday in the last two weeks since he got his lip pierced this is all i hear about!!!! tell me when does it end???(frowns)if there isnt isnt bad enough that my oldest is giving me a headache my only daughter is too...she hates me!!!!so dramatic!

An Angel Left Her Wings
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.Every person that has known her sees this light within her soulI know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knowsThis light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.I know that God must love me, He showed me with His GraceI knew just how completely when I saw

Single Mom Poem
I am a single motherit's a lonely job it's true,through all the tears and tantrumstheres no one there but you. You clean up all their cuts and scrapesput kisses on them too,you listen to their problemsand try to guide them through. Sometimes you wish someone was therethrough the good times and the bad,someone that you could turn towhen your lonely or just sad. But then there are the good timesthe laughter and the joy,theres kisses and theres cuddlesthat make you feel so high. But as anyone will tell youthe best part of the dayis when their tucked up safe and soundand you can do just what you may.

A Guest Book Is Primarily A Great Concept At A Wedding Ceremony
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Ewwwwwwwww
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