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People
The next time someone asks you a dumb question wouldn't you like to respond like this? Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think I had, an elephant? So since it was a weekend, with little to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled wit

Men And Women
Men and Women - A man will pay $2.00 for a $1.00 item he needs. - A woman will pay $1.00 for a $2.00 item that she does not need. - A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. - A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. - A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. - A successful woman is one who can find such a man. - To be happy with a man, you must love him a little and understand him a lot. - To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. - Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. - Women somehow deteriorate overnight. - A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. - A man marries a woman expecting she won't change, but she does. - Married men live longer than single men, but married men are more willing to die. - Any married man should forget his mistakes. There's no use in two people remembering the same

Friends
Well I never thought I'd feel this way And as far as I'm concerned, I'm glad I got the chance to say That I do believe I love you And if I should ever go away Well then close your eyes and try To feel the way we do today. And if you can remember, Keep smiling, keep shining Knowing you can always count on me For sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more Cause that's what friends are for. You came and opened me And now there's so much more I see And so by the way I thank you. And then, for the times when we're apart Close your eyes and know These words are coming from my heart And if you can remember Keep smiling, keep shining Knowing you can always count on me For sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more Cause that's what friends are for!

North Korea Nuclear Seals Removed
North Korea nuclear seals removed A sticking point in talks has been how to verify North Korea's disarmament The UN's atomic watchdog says it has removed seals and surveillance cameras from North Korea's main nuclear complex at Pyongyang's request. North Korea says the move is part of a plan to reactivate the Yongbyon plant, and that it plans to return nuclear material to the site next week. The move comes amid a dispute over an international disarmament-for-aid deal. A similar step in 2002 sparked a crisis which eventually resulted in Pyongyang testing a nuclear weapon in 2006. The removal of seals and cameras "was completed today" at the site, a spokeswoman for the International Atomic Energy Agency (IAEA) said. IAEA inspectors will have no further access to the reprocessing plant, she added. The US said North Korea's decision to exclude UN monitors was "very disappointing" and urged Pyongyang to reconsider the move or face further isolation. "We s

You
I woke up this morning not knowing what the day might bring. Happieness. Sadness. Solitude. Pain. But I did know.... out of all of this.... No matter what. I'd think of you. I went through my day. Laughing. Learning. Hoping. Putting on a grand show. Longing. Loving. Hoping. All on the inside. During my day.... I thought of you. Night traveled slowly. Tasteless. Unending quite. Hour after hour I'd go. Flipping though mind numbing channels. Living just to live. Going just to go. And threw it all.... I thought of you. Sleep brings bitter-sweet end to the long, long day. My eyes close in teary downfall. Another day gone. In midnight slumber I dream. Dream of tomorrow.... And how I'll think of you. By Craig K. Smith 01/29/2007

He So Funny....
sirvalor: I wanna put my thingy into your thingy. ->sirvalor: ewwwww sirvalor: Hey, baby, wanna lock crotches and swap gravy? sirvalor: Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist sirvalor: I had a wet dream about you last night. Would you like to make it a reality? ->sirvalor: lol sirvalor: Baby, I'm an American Express lover....you shouldn't go home without me! sirvalor: Is that a keg in your pants? Because I'd love to tap that ass sirvalor: Let's make like a fabric softener and Snuggle( ->sirvalor: are you on some pickup line site or something? ->sirvalor: lmfao sirvalor: You must be a magnet, because it looks like you are attracted to my buns of steel. ->sirvalor: lol sirvalor: I need your name and number ->sirvalor: ummm no sirvalor: Hey baby. You got a jersey? ->sirvalor: lol... Hugh used to tell me that one all the time sirvalor: I'm a Love Pirate, and I'm here for your booty! ARRRGGGHHH!!! ->sirvalor: lmao sirvalor: You be the Dairy Queen

Rectum Deodorant
A blonde walks into a pharmacy and asks the assistant for some rectum deodorant. The pharmacist, a little bemused, explains to the woman they don't sell rectum deodorant, and never have. Unfazed, the blonde assures the pharmacist that she has been buying the stuff from this store on a regular basis and would like some more. "I'm sorry", says the pharmacist, "we don't have any" 'But I always buy it here," says the blonde. "Do you have the container that it came in?" asks the pharmacist "YES", said the blonde, "I'll go home and get it." She returns with the container and hands it to the pharmacist who looks at it and says to her, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant" Annoyed, the blonde snatches the container back and reads out loud from the container, "TO APPLY, PUSH UP BOTTOM."

Ishtar Gita
I come from the silence As a word spoken in the dark, I come from the stillness As a breath blown Through the tunnels of time and space. All those who listen in the night For My voice, Shall feel My breath Upon their face, And hear My song Filling their heart with gladness. My temple is resurrected in your cells, And My sacred rituals are enacted Through your genitals. But the world has closed their ears To My songs, And closed up My temples, And let the flame of My alters Grow cold. For they think My temples profane, And My rituals obscene. They've all forgotten How they came to Life's banquet, And what a miracle Their children truly are. If you can not honor Me, It is because you no longer Honor yourself. I am the Eternal Mother, Through Me Life flows like a great river Poured out into all That you experience. For I am Life, And Life is what I am. Infinite, Eternal Yet always Changing - Always New. A kaleidoscope of realities Infinitely expandin

Invictus
William Ernest Henley. 1849–1903 7. Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance 5 I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, 10 And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find, me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: 15 I am the captain of my soul.

What Women Want In A Man!
Original List 1.Handsome 2.Charming 3.Financially successful 4.A caring listener 5.Witty 6.In good shape 7.Dresses with style 8.Appreciates finer things 9.Full of thoughtful surprises 10.An imaginative, romantic lover Revised List (age 32) 1.Nice looking 2.Opens car doors, holds chairs 3.Has enough money for a nice dinner 4.Listens more than talks 5.Laughs at my jokes 6.Carries bags of groceries with ease 7.Owns at least one tie 8.Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9.Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10.Seeks romance at least once a week Revised List (age 42) 1.Not too ugly 2.Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3.Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally 4.Nods head when I'm talking 5.Usually remembers punch lines of jokes 6.Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture 7.Wears a shirt that covers his stomach 8.Knows not to buy champagne with screw-top lids 9.Remembers to put the toilet seat down 10.Shaves most weekends

Supermarket Checkout
A woman went to a discount store to purchase several items. When she finally got to the checker, she learned one of her items had no price. She thought she'd die of embarrassment when the checker got on the intercom and boomed out for all the store to hear, "Price check on lane thirteen. Tampax. Supersize." But if that wasn't bad enough, the person looking for the price misunderstood the word "Tampax" for "Thumbtacks." In a businesslike tone, a voice boomed back over the intercom, "Do you want the kind you push in with your thumb or the kind you pound in with a hammer?"

Wanna See My Daring Pics??!!
Hi guys im Lia, im a bikini and nude model in california.. im just new here in fubar and im looking for some fubarmates to chat, hangout and have some fun.. so hope you could checkout my profile and see my freshly posted pictures every week.. hope you enjoy viewing my bikini modeling pics, daring pics and my NSFW pics and hope you could rate and leave some comments on it... see yah soon guys..... xoxo..

Silent Day
Silent Day The wind whispers gentle through the trees making them sing. Cool shadows cover the still quiet pool in evening shade. An almost calm silence fills the air except for the gentle sounds of the forest creatures. A resounding crack disturbs the silence causing a hush to fill the air. Buzzing insect, croaking frogs, chattering birds all fall silent. As if holding their collective breath waiting to see what has disturbed the peaceful day. Trembling and unsteady on quivering legs stumbles forth a new born foal. Looking around with wide frightened and unsure eyes as if to ask his mother is it safe. With softened eyes and gentle nudge she exclaims it is safe my child. Softly slowly stumbling to waters edge the foal creeps. All the creatures great and small hold still as if not to frighten the new babe. Slowly bowing down his head he sips from the cold clear water. When he is done like a creeping mist they vanish into the silent forest. As se

A Little Crash
Hey everyone, Big Saturday night and my little body is at home. Why, it's simple car race, bad brakes, Tara goes over the hood. I lucked out with only getting a broken leg. You should have seen me trying to explain why I was half naked (in 40 degree weather), and in handcuffs, to the police and medical responders. All my partying is shut down for a while. Who wants to fuck or torture a crip. :) I'll have a lot more time for Fubar. luv u Tara

Happy Thanksgiving
May your stuffing be tasty May your turkey plump, May your potatoes and gravy Have never a lump. May your yams be delicious And your pies take the prize, And may your Thanksgiving dinner Stay off your thighs! Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!

Man Wanted
If I were to put an "Man Wanted" ad out...here's what it would read: Man Wanted. Between the ages of 20-27, 6'0+, preferably country, or from the south. Love blonde hair, but not required. No thin guys, but no overweight one's either. Work out once or twice a week. Must love: horses, country music, trucks. Driving a truck is bonus points, and guys with cars need not apply. Applicants apply within. =P

Skin Contest
It's A Skins Contest!! Interested In Making Me A Skin? I'm Giving Away 1 Million Fubux & A 5 Credit Bling To The Person Who Makes Me The Best Skin Some Rules: You must make it using the colors I have chosen You must make it orginial and it must not be ripped from someone else There must be a tag header with my fu name in it What I'm Looking For: Holiday Color Pink Animation Original To Enter: You Must First Rate, Fan and Add the Jugdes(and me) Listed Below Once You Do Send Me A Link To Your Skin You Would Like To Enter Place Your Skin In Your Blog Folder. I Will Screen Capture Your Creation And It Will Be In A Special Folder On My Page For Rates. The Top 5 Entries After The Ratings Count Will Then Be Judged For The Winner. Your Very Sexy Judges:Agent JeepMan1970Kid SyN♥xmasbaby73♥**Paula G**Unbreakable †¤Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§¤ I Will Be Making The Final Choice If A Tie Should Happen.

9-16-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** Today was my first physical therapy (PT) appointment. I’m not in as much pain as I expected (yet), but I still need to make it through the night. That’s my worst time anyway. After spending some time with my therapist, it boiled down to the following: those that have similar “injury” or condition usually end up having to have surgery. I will never fully recover. I will probably have to do therapy off and on for the rest of my life or end up having surgery. So I’m working on accepting what I found out today. It’s been a long informational day.

A Sniper At The Gates Of Spattered Pearl
My reflection is a windswept wash of gray hues With all light emanating from the ground, imbued in reddish browns. My eyes water on days like this; I'm glad it's raining I coalesce well within penumbras since I live in pockets of open space My voice, a whisper... my moves subtle; when I shift, I do it slow like a flesh covered tectonic plate. The only radiating sound is the whimper my heart makes But that merely attracts a mosquito or three I bleed for them, and they steal from me. It's the story of all my relationships passed. Everything is hardened and dour; It’s that time of year; When the outside temperatures match the cold I feel inside Warmth cannot exist in such a necropolis Every few months, a new scar… somewhere… a condemned heart; Its gaping wounds never mending. I’ve washed several times, but cannot rid the blood from my hair and hands; These pants… I should have worn black. My mind is befogged, riddled with nightmares and despair. C

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? silly 5. Your father? strict 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? nothing 8. Your favorite drink? jager 9. Your dream/goal? successful 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? KMK 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 13. Where were you last night? home 14. What you're not? happy 15. Muffins? banana 16. One of your wish list items? companion 17. Where you grew up? Jacksonville 18. The last thing you did? potty 19. What are you wearing? clothes 20. TV? on 21. Your pets? cat 22. Your computer? emachines 23. Your life? stressful 24. Your mood

Blingbux Winners 12/10-11
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! DANCING SNOWMAN Winners are… . Berry, Berry Pî§Çè§1971 M!£ai™ The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 2 million fubux ONE&ONLY SYCHO 1 mil Fubux Jason 500k Fubux RebelRose The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1 *$SexyLeeLee29$*

Rate 4 Bucks
Need to make a few extra Fu-bucks? Check this out... For every "Easy Rate" folder that you rate of mine during Happy Hour, on my birthday, I will pay you 15K in Fu-bucks!! I have 12 different "Easy Rate" folders with 100 pictures in each! If you do all 12 folders I will give you a bonus 50K!!! On top of it I am running auto 11's right now!! So click below and make some big bucks and get some big points to boot!!! Private Message me with the number of folders you do and I will get you the Fu-bucks ASAP! This offer ends when my auto 11's end!!!

Crying On The Inside--this Is An Older Poem I Decided Fit My Mood Im In Lately
The voices in my head are getting stronger They are slowly taking over my mind yelling at me Screaming at me tearing me to pieces, gaining control CUT YOURSELF MAKE YOURSELF BLEED, YOU ARE WEAK Stupid fat and ugly is what you are Cut yourself no one gives a damn about you I run up the stairs the fog is taking over my mind again I no longer have control of my emotions or actions Like i am watching a movie my hand reaches over for the blade I want to cry i want to scream i want to run What the hell is wrong with me i am so go damn confused In a hurry the blade is in pieces in my hand Deeper go deeper that is what they are saying to me As the blade is dragging along my arm, i can bleed again Sit down on the floor try to stop the spinning It wasn't enough they are telling me do it again do some more No one Will know, no one will even care It doesn't matter if they find out, you can lie Being the failure that i am i give in to the pain Everything is crying on

Let It Go........
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-

What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, CounselorWhat Color Is Your Aura?

Help These 2 Awesome Guys
Once again my list needed to be updated! Two more people off the spotlight list have gotten it! Thank you SO much to everyone who has been helping the people on this list. AND if you want to go for spotlight and need help, let me know. We can add you. Now there's still 2 guys going for spotlight who need your help. All you can kick to them is definitely appreciated! If you really wanna help out big time I can even tell you some people who constantly pay for rates and they run auto 11s all the time. So you can rake up some points quickly. But help them all out. They are all awesome. Below 3 of them are links to a bulletin I did to help each other out. If you can repost them that would be awesome. ☠☣FTW☣☠@ fubar With FTW he's not level 25 yet so you can rate the hell out of his page to help him get bux as well. Either way any help you can give to him is appreciated. Along with help given to the others. RavinJuggalo FuOwnd by BlondePrinces

Midlife Crisis
I'll never have a midlife crisis. Take note. A mid-life crisis is a buildup, it doesn't happen overnight. I take my crisis a little at a time in small increments: Midyear crisis. Midmonth crisis. Midweek crisis. Midday crisis. Mid-hour crisis. Mid-minute crisis. Mid-second crisis. Live in the middle of the moment. You can put your pen down now, But I'll leave you with this: if you take this life in stride, breathe every day, by the time you reach the middle of your life, you will have lived the crisis anyway.

Texas Twister Has Auto 11s (closed)
Texas Twister is doing it again!!! Come and show her some massive love! And Level Up! She's an angel but deserves to be spanked really HARD!!! Ends at 10:20 am Fu-time (PST) ***************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

My Familia
1. Quit Asking To Be In My Family - If I Want You There, Trust Me. I'll Put you there 2. Have A God Damn Fucking Salute - Seriously Its Not That Hard... I Mean Really it takes 2 seconds.. Unless your one of those whores who cant take 1 damn pic of ur self without makeup 3. If i place you in my family. And you don't talk to me (or ur just not really a FRIEND) I'll delete you as I please 4. You're subjected to be deleted when I Deem necessary :p No questions/reasons why.. 5. If you happen to make it into my family.. And then you just so happen to piss me off.. GOODBYE! 6. If you add me.. then IMMEDIATELY ask to be in my family. This will result in me probably.. More then likely you never being added... So be a good boy/girl ;) (i only say girl because well some of them are my best friends and don't even look at the pics) 7. Oddly.... I could just say screw it.. Make them Private.. And you all need to Bling Me.. And Rate All My Pics.. And just be a COMPLETE fuwhore (

What Does This Post Say?
Ok...so WTH is sleep? some how I have missed that class...or invitation! Not only am I lost on what it is but...WTH do I do that??! My simple explanation for this BLOG...is because I have had to deal with some "WINNERS" lately and I'm just ready to blow the friggin world up at this moment cause in the last cpl days, I have not received more than 4 hours of this so called "sleep project" everyone keeps raving about. So please excuuuuuuuuse me if I'm pissy,dumber than the whore I was hatched from, or not answering you immediately...as few know I do try. Thank You for understanding and have a nice day! :D Sincerely, Incoherantly Going INSANE!!!

Hmmmm.....
SOMETIMES YOU BELIVE YOU'VE FOUND THE RIGHT PERSON TO BE WITH. BUT AS IT ALWAYS TURNS OUT THAT PERSON WAS THE WORNG ONE. THE PERSON WHO SEEMED TO BE SO TRUE SEEMED TO SHOW YOU THE CLUE YOU NEEDED. THAT ALL THIS TIME THE RIGHT PERSON FOR YOU WAS SITTING WITH YOU. NOT THE ONE YOUR WITH, NOT THE ONE YOUR HEART BELONGS TO. BUT THE ONE WHOM YOU CHILL WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND. THIS IS THE PERSON WHO UNDERSTANDS YOUR WANTS AND ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU NEED. SEES THE WORLD AS YOU SEE IT, BUT YOU NEVER KNEW IT FOR AS THE SAYING GOES LOVE IS BLIND. BUT NEVER EVER FORGET THE PERSON WHO SHOWED YOU THE CLUES FOR THEY HAVE SHOWN YOU WHO YOUR TRUE ONE IS.

Hmmmmm.......
So yea....way too much goin on in my head tonight so thought id blog it....went out last night with nicole, ended up hangin with the guys which i hadnt done in awhile...i missed it! Had a blast! I definatley needed that since id been so down and bored and stuck at home! So saw a guy that i like and its got me thinking. See heres the thing....we had a lil fling goin on awhile back...and well not intentionally i broke his heart :( But i believe he is still into me which is good but he is also my ex boyfriends best friend. Makes things a tad difficult. He is a really great guy and i know he would treat me great and thats what i deserve!!!! He has been a great friend lookin out for me too. I just dont know whether to pursue something again or not. Id definatley like to hang out some more and see how things go...so i guess thats what ive come too cause thinking beyond that things get all cloudy lol anywho im freezing and im hungry so im out......

Thank U All I Won My Graphic Contest !!!!
hello my friends im in a GRAPHIC CONTEST an most rates WINS it ENDS on MONDAY i have 3 entries please RATE an COMMENT all 3 entries ty ty ty I WON 1st , 2nd and 3rd wooo whooo CLICK on each PIC and RATE an COMMENT please !!!

Surgery
I have a week from Tuesday, till my surgery. The problem I have is the fact that me getting there is no problem, the problem is getting home afterwards. But I know how most people try and set things up. As stated in the blog before this one , this will be another obstacle to either go around or go through . I do have the support of my family and friends through all of this . I am glad I have kept myself in pretty good shape for face this. And I also know my body and how long it will take me to heal . Certain people have already been saying that I will not be listening to the doctor , and rush back to work after it is all over. I will take the month off and thoroughly recuperate.

About Obama’s Name, Barak, The President
The idea of giving names came from God just as what is written in the book of Genesis 2:19 - “And out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the field, and every fowl of the air; and brought them unto Adam to see what he would call them: and whatsoever Adam called every living creature, that was the name thereof.” It is clear that it was God’s will that Adam named or gave names to the different kinds of animal life which were with him in the garden. And we can presume how intelligent Adam was when he was able to name all those animals that were created by God. However, we are not informed about the standard or the rule that Adam used in naming such creatures but there are other scriptures that tell us what’s in a name. I felt upset when while I was watching the convention of the democrats on television, and one said, “the funny name of Obama”, referring to Barack Obama. According to that speaker, the name Barack is a funny name. I’m reminded of people’s ignorance of

Everyday Folk.....
OK, I was buying a pack of gum while getting some of that golden priceless gas that cost more than a gallon milk. I give the cashier $2.00 for a pack of gum, I am suppose to get 50 cents back and she tells me to wait CUZ she is out of quarters. I said OK, but then I looked into her register and saw gazzzzilions of dimes, so I tell her it is ok, I'll just take five dimes, she tells me no! I must give you the correct change, it can't be too little or too much, it must be just right. At this time I new somzing was not right wit this girl. I looked deeply into her eyes as if I were looking for an elusive eye disease. I swear to my cell phone memory, she was like not all there and you could feel it to. Anyways, I told her that it was ok to give me five dimes, its like 2 quarters. She frowned and yelled at her co-worker to hurry wiz the quarters. I thought, is Jay Leno in the back with a camera or something. I told her, you know, five dimes are jus

We've Got Some Celebrating To Do
WE'VE GOT SOME CELEBRATING TO DO......HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU!! PLEASE DROP BY THEIR PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LUV!! R/A/F IF YA HAVEN'T ALREADY AND FRIEND REQUEST THEM, THEY'RE ALL GREAT PEOPLE TO KNOW FEBRUARY 18TH S/M/O/K/E/Y~T/H/E~B/E/A/R/...aka smokescreener@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH DIAMOND{"GREETER@FORBIBBEN}@MEMBER OF THE DIRTY DIAMOND CREW}@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH DJ Cali Bitch Staff @ Dollhouse@ fubar FEBRUARY 19TH GYPSYLORD@ fubar FEBRUARY 20TH Cbear (sign my guestbook plz)

4 The Lifetime Soldiers
As i see it, my brother & sister soldiers, heres how it is: Wherever a man takes his stand, whether in accord with his own best judgment or in obediance to a commanders orders...THAT is where he needs to plant his feet and face EVERY adversity thrown his way...careless of death and ALL else...but dishonor.

Vorsicht.
Strange to think that you are not beside me here, when you're still so tangible. I reach out, up... and you are all around me, in my head, in my voice, in my laugh. Two planes separate us it seems, and all thoughts of you are but an echo. In memorium, I breathe for you I continue. There is still a footprint I have yet to leave... So I step forward, for you, for me... for all of those who can no longer. Because if I don't think I make a difference, well, I don't. I am always a step behind myself, and yet a cut above the rest, Sheep, the lot of them.... and for you, I will break free of this pasture and seek what you never thought to find. Freedom of mind, I will not be disillusioned merely for the sake of comfort. I will hold steadfast, and I will not falter. Fear is for those who don't understand. You and I, just know. Walk with me, through fire and we will shine like diamonds in the end. Because then, that will be all we have.

You Are Your Environment
Your Daily Motivation – You Are Your Environment. Wednesday February 18, 2009 YOU ARE YOUR ENVIRONMENT. Always be mindful that you're a product of your environment. So choose an environment that will best develop you toward your objective. Analyze your life in terms of your environment. Are the things around you helping you toward your success, or are they holding you back? The first step toward getting somewhere is to decide that you're not going to stay where you are. You're not a captive of your environment. If you don't like where you are, you can make some changes. You're not planted permanently in the ground like a tree. Don't say, "You would, if you could," start saying, "You will, because you can." When you become a part of anything it becomes a part of you. Copyright 2009 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it

Pictures
-some photos taken from Dec 2008 - Feb 2009 (some may not be in order,..adding more later. Natalia Jan 28th Patches Feb 4th Mariah Feb 4th Natalia Jan 28th Natalia Jan 28th Patches on the dresser Feb 7th Mariah Jan 28th Mariah on my bed Jan 28th Mariah on the desk Feb 6th Mariah

Poem My Daughter Wrote When She Was 14-15
War There's a war going on And I'm losing control I can't stand this feeling It's killing my soul My life is endangered probably And I feel the need to hide Even though I should feel safe Because my parents are by my side Some people are saying "the world is going to end" And others are saying "we're all gonna die" My mom says not to listen But it still makes me want to cry You know, there's a very good chance That my dad might go to war And I'll be at home thinking Maybe I don't have a dad anymore I'm probably too young to understand What really happened in the past This has to stop...fast Jessica Rene Phillips If she had of been older when she wrote it there probably would've been more to it but wasn't bad for her age...her Dad had already been to Iraq once and when she wrote this he was being told he probably was going to have to go back.

Waiting
Waiting to hold your hand. Waiting to hold you in my arms. Waiting 'til I cam give you a loving kiss. Waiting for you to make the first move. To me it seems like I am always waiting for you. Waiting for you to walk through that door at the end of the day. Waiting to hear those three little words come from your lips. I'm tired of waiting for you to do something. I want you to start waiting for me. Waiting for you to want me as much as the girls you see on the street. waiting for that is like waiting for Hell to freeze. But waiting for you is the only thing that I have and I will wait for you til the end. NMG 12-2006

Auctioned Off By Big Mike =]
Well.. I haven't been owned in a while by the real deal auctions... so we'll throw it up right here and now =] Let's see how much ya want me. Here's the link. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1517362&i=404421620&idx=36 Go check out what I'm offering and see if you'd like to bid. Please rate the picture even if you don't want to bid! I love ya and hope you have a great day =] Here's the link again! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1517362&i=404421620&idx=36

It's Been Fun... But.... Farewell Until Next Time....
I have met a lot of great people on here, with the times being the way they are I have had to do away with my internet connection as I feared awhile back. My parents are running out of their inheritance money (helping me out while I go through the disability fight). It's unsure how long I will even be living where I am now. I know I can't move back in with my parents I probably could but climbing the stairs is most painful and almost impossible. For the record I had been getting a good amount for food on the EBT card. And also my kids are on Medicaid, I used to be until the change. I hadn't applied for any other assistance at the time because I didn't want any possible future child support should it ever start coming in again or when they (I'm hoping they do soon) approve my disability and send the first check it would go to them. I have a few home repairs and I could put a good chunk on the mortgage. Ya I read the fine print if I receive the cash assistance as well they'd t

Merry Christmas?
I was talking to John last night on the phone and some how we got to talking about what my ex wanted me to give him as a Christmas present a few years back. I thought it was funny, so did he. So, I figured I'd blog it. Enjoy! A few months after I made my Fubar account, which I think was right about the time that they switched the name from Lost Cherry to Cherry Tap, my ex found my profile on here. Now keep in mind that the most provocative picture I had up at the time was something close to this one... He came to me a few days before Christmas and said that he seen that particular picture and said I looked "kind of slutty". Now I don't think there's anything "slutty" about that picture. You don't see anything really. God forbid if he came to my profile now and seen this picture... Anyway, back to the story. It's now Christmas day, and for the sake of our boys, I was being nice and we were all going to my soon to be ex inlaw's house for Christmas dinner. He tells me he

Bulletin #1
HEARTS ARE PULSATING FOR HEARTS PULSATIONS!!! :) PS Also looking for new staff. Please apply with DJ Devine. :D DJ Devine ~Owner of NEW ♥ HEARTS PULSATIONS ♥ (NEW) ~The Pegasus Project~FuLuv Bomb Squ@ fubar

My Feelings For Thee
My heart depleats I see within. The you I see is the one I love I wish to hold you in My arms and kiss your lips I dream of you every night and in my dreams we are as one. Two people who's life has been foretold in the stars I wish for love that comes From you to me to have and hold for all time Say you will be mine for all the days, We are as one to feel love that is pure and ture. I will always be with you here on earth and in the heavens I love you so much I'll be the man in your life that you always what and need I love you so much This I promise you I will always be ture to you my sweet angel.

Dirtaay Survey
Dirtaaaaay SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK?No... :( EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE?Yes EVER LAUGH DURING SEX?Yes EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY?Yes... Emotional Night...He was crying too DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX?Usually a lil EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE?ummm... Yeah, Kinda EVER FAKED AN ORGASM?Surely DIRTY TALK, OR STFU?Depending on the moment, I likes both EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX?Only in long term monogamy EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER?Probably EVER HAVE A THREESOME?Nope EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX?Absolutely EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX?Nah, not really HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE?Not to my knowledge WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE?Hmmm... gotta think about that one HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY?17 WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW?He knows who he is... i.e. noneya DO YOU LIKE 69?Sure...just don't expect something spectacular when you've got me

To All Friends And Family
I AM A DJ FOR TO SITES. THE ONE SITE IM ON IS www. power92radio. net I DJ AT 9am TO 12pm (est. time) MONDAY, WEDNESDAY, AND FRIDAY MORNINGS. I TAKE REQUESTS AND DEDICATIONS. WE PLAY IT ALL (rap,country,classic,oldies,etc). I ALSO DJ THURSDAY EVENING AT 6pm to 10pm (est. time) www. 965thenoize. com SO COME AND JOIN THE FUN. TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO COME CHECK OUT THE MUSIC STATIONS. WE PLAY IT ALL. THANK YOU, DJ_LIL~RED

Minor Baseball Trivia -- A Rip
http://www.dearbornfordcenter.com/gym/softball_rules.htm baseball The 10-run mercy rule is invoked at the end of the half-inning when the home team is leading and at the end of the complete inning when the visiting team is leading (after a minimum of 4 1/2 or 5 innings). The 20-run travesty rule is invoked at the end of the half-inning when the home team is leading and at the end of the complete inning when the visiting team is leading (after a minimum of 2 1/2 or 3 innings). ************************** http://www.boomersoftball.com/Rules.htm slow pitch softball A. The top 25% of teams playing in State Tournaments are automatically moved up one class the following year.

Going To Japan
Okay, so I've been dating this guy for over a year. and we're in a committed and serious relationship. It's my spring break. And he just bought me a ticket to JAPAN!! to go see him. he's stationed there. I need to find a way to make it worth while. I want to do something that will totally blow him away! Anyone got any ideas?

Wedding Lace N Hawt
May I have your attention please? It's time to tie the knot!!! Tonight @ 9est @legends Saloon!! The very lovely Miss LaceMarie will Fu-Marry our very own... Dj HawtLixx Don't miss it!!!! This hosted by..... ღMz.ÇµffêÐ Manager@Legends & *2nd Alarm Hottie*!Your Next Ex Gf SEE YOU THERE!!!!

Are You A Terrorist?
Police Told Which Political Beliefs to Consider “Dangerous” Lancaster, PA: A secret police report targets millions of Americans as potential “domestic terrorists” if they support the Constitution, oppose unlawful taxation, supported 2008 presidential candidates Republican Ron Paul, Libertarian Bob Barr or Constitution Party candidate Chuck Baldwin (Seen here on Lou Dobbs program ), or if they are opposed to abortion, are against unconstitutional gun control, if they display pro-Constitution bumper stickers or own copies of certain books and documentaries. The report is part of an ongoing attempt by a number of organizations (http://www.splcenter.org/intel/intelreport/intrep.jsp) and movements to characterize law-abiding citizens as “white supremacists”, members of “hate groups” or, more recently as “terrorists”. The report was generated by the Missouri Information Analysis Center The Center is described as “the mechanism to collect incident repo

I Talked To God Today : /
God shoutboxed me!!!! Not quite like they said it would be when I finally heard from God though... Read from the bottom up please ->God: just to put a leash on someone....hardly worth me picking up and leaving my kids for God: I'll Make It Worth It! ->God: well it is just a bit out of my way God: A Request My Love! ->God: is that a request or an order? God: Nope! I Want You Here!! ->God: guess u dont have a long leash then lol ->God: how long of a leash do you have? cuz i am in PA so it would have to be a few states long God: Califorina U? ->God: where are u from? God: Would You Like To Put One On Me!? ->God: ? ->God: is that a question or a comment God: Like To! ->God: that would have to be a no... God: Ever Put A Guy On A Leash A Leash And Collar!?

Wednesday Auto 11 Blog
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ** PLEASE REMEMBER IF I AM HITTIN YOUR PAGE AND DOING "NOTHING" I AM JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE AUTOS ON OR GETTING YOUR LINK FOR THIS BLOG, IM NOT A BOT (ASK JOHNNY DEVIL) LOL ~ Cherrybomb™ ~Owner of BUMP N GRIND~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~Pegasus Project~SBG~@ fubar ❤HORNY ANGEL❤™@ fubar Kimberly@ fubar ~N~Power~@ fubar SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OutlawsAndPu$$ycats~Owned By Cynz Dreams@ fubar Aousche@ fubar

Windy Flame Fun Video Update
Windy Flame Fun Video Update This update is one of my videos cut down into clips. As I walk through the park in a yellow sun dress, I get so hot for your hard cock. I sit down my some trees and cum with you. If you like the clips be sure to check out the full video "Windy Flaming Fun" or some of my other hot and wet videos like "Glass Toy Squirting Clit" "Sexy Wet Flame" "Playing with my Toy at the Park" "Slutty Play Time" XOXO Love XOXO Exotic FlameStripping Outdoors I was out enjoying the sunshine. It was getting warm in my brown dress. I found this caboose in a park. So I decided to play on it.

The Church Organist
Miss Bea, the chruch organist, was in her eighties and never been married.She was much admired for her sweetness and kindness to all.The pastor cam to call on her one afternnon early in the spring,and she welcomed him into her victorian parlor.She invited him to have a seat while she prepared a little tea.AS he sat facing ger old pump oragan,the young minister nocticed a cut glass bowl sitting on top of it,filled with water.In the water floated, of all things,a condom.Imagine his shock and surprise.Imagine his curosity!Surely Miss Bea had flipped or something..!When she returned with tea and cookies,they began to chat.The pastor tried to stife his curosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soonit got tothe better of him,anf he could resist no longer."Miss Bea,"he said," i WONDER IF you would tell me about this?"(pointing to the bowl)."Oh yes",she replied,"isnt it wonderful? I was walking downtown last fall and i found this little package on the ground.The directio

25 Things Aboutme
1. I have been lost at times where I dont know what direction i am heading...happen to be in one of those times right now. 2. One of my greatest friends is Ellen...I really truely believe she was sent to me to help me get through school..she is an awesome woman. 3.My 3 boys are my world . I would do anything for them. I miss my oldest boy like you would not believe. 4. ok some stuff you might not know about me ...i played football in middle school....i also played on the boys baseball team...I played a mean game of vollyball... and could play the violin like a pro...*sigh* wish i had one now I miss playing the violin. 5.The last year i have woke up on a lot of things i had put blinders on for. School helped me open my eyes to alot of them. Alvarez and Lisa was two of the greatest in my healing seeing them open up made me feel like I could open up and not be judged. 6.I am addicted to this online thing...all I have to say about that.... 7.i have major dreams and hope to realize them som

Dumb, Dumb, Dumb
I just leasrned a new lesson today. Don't fall asleep with a cherry Ludens cough drop in your mouth when you have long hair. It is not very nice to wake up and have your hair matted to your face AND the pillow with a tiny piece of the cough drop in your ear. I hate learning things the hard way.

Double Standard Blacks......
Big deal when Imus calls stereotypical black basketball players "nappy", but no biggie when this Obama loving primate calls Hannah Montana a "white bitch"? So, where is fat ass Sharpton? Where is the left wing hypocrite media? Blacks will NEVER change. You're all no good. The media sucks. You're all disgraceful white sellouts.

A New Adventure...
If life is what you make of it then jumpiing in with both feet certainly makes sense. For those that decide to follow these rantings my sincerest wishes are that you enjoy the choas of life and all the wonderful things that can happen when you least expect it. I will do my best to keep it simple, tell a few stories and hopefully get you to smile when life seems harder than it should be. Decisions Decisions....

A Perfect Moment
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection.

Lux Interior...
Feb 5, 2009 Lux Interior, lead singer of The Cramps, has died. Rock'n'roll heaven just got a lot weirder. Lux Interior , madcap and lascivious lead singer of classic goth punk-a-billy band The Cramps , has died at age 62. R.I.P....Darlin'...R.I.P...

Hot Off The Press
HOT OFF THE PRESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have just been asked to inform all of you. The DNA results are in... He is NOT the husband!!!! Loe asked me to inform all of you who may have...in the past been reluctant to continue communication with him because of the person who continuously claims to be his "wifey", that she is not and will not be his wifey. He is not in a relationship and he misses his friends he used to speak with. He is asking you to write him so he can get back in touch with "you all." Here is his address so you can write him to maintain contact... To send letters to him use this address: Lawrence Awoniyi #09434-027 Unit Alex Federal Correctional Institution BOX 1000 Morganstown, West Virginia 26507-1000 He is looking forward to hearing from his friends. This is his sister as usual in case you are wondering. Peace.

Ty To All Who Helped Me Godmother!!
I want to thank all who helped me level to Godmother!! ty ty ty.. I was overwhelmed with the kindness of people. A special thank you to Natural_Witch for winning an auto 11 and sharing that with me and to benderblake for the cherry bomb!! ty ty ty.. I had so much fun!!!! ty all for being great friends to me, that means a lot!!! I love you guys! It was an awesome day!!!! ty =)

Baking A Cake With Your Child's Help
Baking a Cake with your Child's Help Preheat oven. Check to be certain that there are no rubber balls or plastic soldiers on the oven shelves. Remove blocks and toy autos from table. Grease pan. Crack nuts. Measure 2 cups flour; remove Johnny's hands from flour; wash flour off him. Re-measure flour. Crack more nuts to replace those Johnny ate. Put flour, baking powder and salt in sifter. Get dustpan and brush up pieces of bowl Johnny knocked on floor. Get another bowl. Answer doorbell. Return to kitchen. Remove Johnny's hands from bowl. Wash Johnny. Answer telephone. Return. Remove 1/4 inch salt from greased pan. Look for Johnny. Grease another pan. Answer telephone. Return to kitchen and find Johnny. Remove his hands from bowl. Take up greased pan and remove layer of nut shells in it. Head for Johnny, who runs, knocking bowl off table. Wash kitchen floor, table, walls, dishes. Call bakery, place order. Take two aspirin. Lie down

Rehab - Graffiti The World
You know, they say hell hath no fury like a woman scorned So vengeful and mother earth has been done wrong And I think she's sick Yo, she's pukin up lava Her nerves tremble along fault lines ready to drop an entire city of filth that's been forced upon her We built these towers of Babel and feel remorse for nada The momma divorce the father The children are droppin blotter The rich get richer, poverty's hot under the collar Takin prayer outta schools and we're tryin to raise scholars Creationism vs. the theory of evolution Air, water, land, mind, body and soul pollution Kids steppin on land mines from wars we're all losin We're chasin false idols, erasing from our bibles the golden rule the youth are becoming more suicidal Who teaches them, you and I do No wonder they want to fight you Raised by hypocrites, you feel lied to. Graffiti the land with skyscrapers Graffiti the sky with airplanes and satellites Graffiti the minds of children with your man-made laws Graffiti the world, I

What The Fuck Is Wrong With You?!
Intolerance, self glorified ignorance Has got you down with your face pushed against the fence Why dont you finish your self since you dont really care? Let these screams in your head be the last thing you hear, Just go! HEY! YOU! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? (4x) Tragedy suffocates Tolerate, No One Is Innocent Experience Intolerance Familiar screaming faces (NO ONE IS INNOCENT!!!!Hey! You! What The Fuck Is Wrong With you?!

The Three Stars
One day avant-garde violinist Malcolm Goldstein, US Ambassador to Spain Eduardo Aguirre, and television's Tony Danza were on a jungle vacation together when they were caught by a tribal group. Before they were about to be executed, they pleaded to the Queen of the Tribe for mercy. She said, ''Get me something good to eat. If I like it, you will be freed.'' The three men looked at each other and agreed. They then went into the jungle to look for some food Malcolm Goldstein was the first to come back. He came up to the altar and offered grapes. The Queen tasted one and immediately spat it out. She ordered her servants to shove the rest of the grapes up Malcolm Goldstein's ass. The servants did their duty, and left Malcolm Goldstein lying on theground screaming. Eduardo Aguirre was the next to arrive with some yummy apples. The same thing happened to him, but curiously he laughed as the apples were shoved up his ass. Malcolm Goldstein was shocked. Here he was with grapes up his ass

Az Fetish Prom 2009
Hey all you nasty Fubarian freaks! LOL Well I am just sooooo freakin' excited! I am going to the Az Fetish Proom Tonight for the first time. If your in my side of the world Its at the Scottsdale Venue! Maybe Ill catch some of ya there..... I'll be the 6'5 naughty school teacher ;p

Who Am I
If I were to shed no more tears, then what would I be but a heartless soul among the masses of this place we all dwell To be a object of lust and pleasure is fun for the moment but when all is done and deeds are fulfilled what is left for the one that has given To truly care for someone is a wonderful experience and to share your life, the ups and downs, and the inbetweens would be a dream come true once again, but is not meant to be How much can one person exude from their inner self to be accepted and loved and wanted, is my heart really this big and open to all, this is just me

Travel And Coming Home
every time i leave to go to some base for work i usualy have to go for an extended period of time sometimes i am without internet and i am not online for extended periods whenever i get back i notice that some of the people on my friends list have deep sixed me if you do not understand that i am not ignoring you i am just doing my job then take me off your friends list now sorry if i sound harsh but this is starting to bug me

Time Has Almost Come
well as most of my true friends know i have been on this site for almost 3 yrs and its been really fun for the most part have had alot of good times with most of you we have laughed joked and even cried together but there comes to a point when enough bs and shit has to come to a end for awhile so i am thinking of leaving fubar for a lil bit i will miss u all very much cause a few of you are my true friends and are what helps keep me goin in the right direction but life right now is to stressful for me and i really dont know how to handle it all to well... if i had better reasons to stay i would but i dont so i may see you around and i may not... so if i dont remember i love most of my fu family and the rest can go to hell.... love you all tabby I GIVE THINGS A WEEK TO CHANGE IF NOT IM BLOWING UP AND IM GONE !!! is this better for those of u who want me to stay ?

Lyrics
Bored, and listening to music, so here's the deal. Here are the opening lyrics to the next 5 songs that randomly played. no picking and choosing by me. If you get any of them without cheating, you're a genius (unless they turn out to be easy ones). Good luck. #1 "See the stone set in your eyes, See the thorn twist in your side" U2 - With Or Without You (As said by Pedro) #2 "When you're taught through feelings[x4]" Lacuna Coil - Swamped #3 "Here I go out to see again, The sunshine fills my hair" Black - Wonderful Life #4 "Don't Tell me what's in, Tell me how to write" Dream Theater - As I Am #5 "Beautiful - yet dangerous, Thermogenic luminous" Type O Negative - Pyretta Blaze

Tattoo
about a year ago my now exboyfriend had introduced me to one of his familys friend who does does tattoos he dont work in a shop he just does it at parties (my ex got a tat in the middle of a field by a bon fire) and peoples houses.. He has all the professional equipment he never reuses needlles and he does a good job.. so one day he comes to our hose to do tattoos to do a few tattoos for my ex and some friends and i decide to let him do my second one ( my first one was done by a professional) and it turnned out great he only charged me for the needle he used on me... so he keeps coming to our house to do tats for people so about six months later he comes over to do my ex's uncles tat and his girlfriends first tat ever she asked me to get one with her so i said sure why not she was going 2 pay for it so while the tattoo guy was doing the uncles tat me and his GF had a few shots of tequilla (she was nervous bout gettin her first tattoo and i cant turn down tequilla) he gets done wi

Grand Children
Sometimes I really do wonder, Why they are called grand??Then I know A Loving Grandmother, Can always fully understand. You get that inportant phone call. You have waited for so long Excitement really kicks in , As you arrive and rush down the hall . You see taht precious baby, Gender really doesn't matter at all It brings back many memories, Of when your children were so small . You congratulate the parents, As you see mother and baby are o.k., You know without a doubt, this was done in own God's Way. Many sacrifices made along the way, Are very much worthwhile, When you see that sweet little face, And that bright cheery smile. Time rocks on as thy grow and grow, Then comes their future, rushing too and from, They will always be our babies, If anyone should ask , They are all very Special . From the first one to the last!!!!!!! done by christine (white queen )

Queen For A Day
It's never gonna work out Quite the way that they planned Their little greasy games They'll drop you just as soon as they can pick you up It might be fun for a while What happens tomorrow? I don't wanna be no queen for a day Oh, I got what you want and I may just walk away I don't wanna be no queen for a day I just gotta get away Wonder why they think about What they can get from me I guess I'll let 'em believe Whatever it is they wanna see I know it's sick I hope it's only paranoia I don't wanna be no queen for a day Oh, I got what you want and I may just walk away I don't wanna be no queen for a day I just gotta get away Admit it's not all bad It's almost like a real cheap high 'Til you get knocked on your ass Thinking you can fly Suppose it's something that you Learn before you die I don't wanna be no queen for a day Oh, I got what you want and I may just walk away I don't wanna be no queen for a day I just gotta get away -DHC

A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
A REASON A SEASON OR A LIFET I M E People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into

A New Reality
I've meet some intresting new people on fubar ! mabe i'll meet the girl of my dreams ? stranger things have happend in stranger places in my life . so i'll keep the search up for new freinds and the love of my life .

Would You Notice
I sit here and i wonder would you miss me if i were gone. Would you miss my sweet flirty voice? Would you notice i was even gone from you. Would you miss my touch upon your body? would you miss me at all or would you just replace me with out a second thought. I wonder do i mean as much to you as you mean tome. Is it possible iwonder for you to love me as i love you. How long would it take to notice i was gone? A day , two days a week , a month maybe longer. If you dont miss me within minutes then surely i have given you my love for nothing. If you do miss me when i am gone know that i left a little peace ofme with you for all time.

About Me
i am 6 foot 8 inches tall. i live on a beautiful beach in florida. i like to go to the beach and swim as well as tan. i like riding bikes, playing football,baseball,and go camping,hiking and fishing. My jobs are driving a trackhoe for a big demolition company and i am a forman at a block masonery company.

Questions
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?my cousin[2] You were in the car with? mom [3] Went to the mall with?No one[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Peter[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? AddictiveT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?True Q: Been suspended from school? FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?TrueQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Mountains[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?Being ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black an

Attempts To Sleep
Well laid down tonight with the idea i was going to sleep.. yea not so much, I started thinking about all the experiences i have had. past and present with work and such... How do u erase a face from your mind and let go of things...?

Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger and Tonto went camping in the desert. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see?" The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars." "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning. Theologically, the Lord is all-powerful and we

Exodus
I have returned. After an eternity away from you all, prettyface is back. It's time to reconnect with old friends and establish a new, larger network of friends to support me and push me into the high levels. I'll be satisfied with Godfather but i know it'll take forever. I look nothing like i used to, so a lot of you may not remember me. But in time, you'll learn to love me all over again.

That Is The Thing About A First Impression...
You only get one chance to do it. Hi folks, I am a friend to many fu-folks here, and this is not my first campaign. Anytime I am on a social network, I like to take the power of the first amendment and assert it. Blogging is of course the way to go these days, but as an aspiring screenwriter and someone who already writes lyrics and poetry, I find it more fascinating to have what I write be published into the printed community. Unfortunately, that takes college and a tad more ambition than I find interest in, at the moment. One thing to know about me is that I am big on music. I live with music wherever I can listen to it, I sing lyrics when im alone or when it plays in my car. I aspire to play it in a band, or perhaps sing it. Lately I have been approached to learn some aspects of producing it, because I have a knack for observing what a bands chemistry is like. That is above my head though, and so that will be something that comes as it does. Here I am, writing. I started witho

Journey Of The Soul
I used to sit and listen to the sounds of the ocean. Listening to the waves as they brushed the sandy skin of the earth. The gentle rasping sending soothing vibrations to the soul. The feel of the water brushing my legs feels like the carress of a lover. I lay back and close my eyes and dream as the water slowly washes away the stress and worries of the hectic life around me. The cycle of the ocean's gentle carress lulls me to a timeless sleep where my soul floats in an endless sea of emptiness. Opening my eyes I see the world with a new sight. The darkness is washed away as the vivid colors leap out at me. I am able to see the world for what it truly is and not what we are made to see it as. I can truly see for the first time the unlimted possibilties that lie before me. I stand and smile, looking out over the ocean of my soul. Feeling at peace once again, i turn and walk back to the darkness that man has created. The light of my soul keeping the darkness from touching me for yet

Cant Be Good
ever get the feeling ur mind/brain is taking a holiday? well i do, and mine is.........i feel like my mind is floating just in front of me, functioning fine but not totally in control, kinda like a dream, i was fine earlier, i aint been out today so theres no way i been spiked, not that a blog will shed any light but you never know...might hav happened to someone else. seem to be missing a few hours too, i dont think i fell asleep as i dont remember waking which makes it all the more surreal feeling. maybe im just tired, i dunno.

Some Tips For New People On Fubar
Hello again. I thought I would do a blog for new people that just got started. I wanted to do something like this because for the past year that I have been on this site, I have seen too many good people leave due to idiots, stupid drama, and just having rude people chase them away. So I decided to do here is to give them tips and advice for new people signing up to Fubar, so they don’t end of like the other casualties from this place. I’ll try to be as thorough and practical as possible on some of the subjects at hand: 1. Don’t get too carried away on VIP’s, Blasts, Tickers, or anything else on here that costs money. To be honest, having a VIP is not going to gain you anymore friends, or make you an better on here at Fubar if you don’t have a VIP. There are really no special privileges you gain with a VIP, except for more space for photos, and your picture may be displayed more often on top of the screen. Although getting a VIP, a Blast or a Ticke

Dancing With A Musicians Fire
The Spanish guitar calls to me like a sirens song.It beckons, each note, tiny fingers caressing my flesh.I quiver to the touch.The soft passionate chords whisper in my ear.The flame does not refuse to dance when the wind begins to fan it,Filling it with passion red and boisterous.It twists and swirls in ecstasy.Captured in its intoxicating, mesmerizing soundMy body sways.0Instinctually I know the steps.When the song itself bends you to its will, there are no mistakes.Just passion. Just Fire.I will make the world burn.Ignite its soft tinder with the spark of my soul,The smoldering of my eyes,The confidence of my step,The sizzling of my thighs.My heart echoes the tempo,My breath comes in gasps.It is close to climax.I can feel it in every tightened muscle in my body.They hum with anticipation.I keep moving, never missing a beat.With great satisfaction the climax of the score reveals itself, slowly tapering off.The music lingers just long enough for a lovers kiss goodnight.I collapse, glis

Conclusion
Conclusion As we can observe there are many reasons behind the myths and legends of vampirism in the modern world but we as a modern society have to ask ourselves of the possibility of why Renfield Syndrome is not formally recognised and are legends and myths really based upon fact or is it fiction or is it really just an excuse to give behaviour and ideas and methods that we do not really understand to allow others to have an excuse to live in a fantasy life outside of what is deemed as a normal lifestyle. The mental disorder of Clinical Vampirism is still a rare disorder that can be identified even though there are those that refuse to accept the fact that it is there and the work of Hershel Prins is a long way towards the acceptance of this disorder and the outcomes of Renfield syndrome has possibly affected many people through out history (see Appendix 1). There is also a lot of medical analysis to be gathered on the Porphyria and the its treatment but new discoveries i

Cats In The Cradle...
My dad isnt a very emotional guy. When our grandmother (his mom) passed away I dont even ever remember seeing him cry a single tear. I dont remember us doing anything with him while growing up. It was always with my mom. When we finished school, there was no hug or even a handshake or him saying "Im proud of you" just a kinda... nod that he does when he sees something he likes. All I ever remember seeing him do was kiss my mom on the cheek when he came home, so effection wasnt a big thing from him either. I was talking to my mom today and she had said that last night, my dad had a few more in him than usual and was talking, which he never does. He said he's a lil upset that we (the boys) dont bother with him. And at first I was like, "what the hell, we come in, say hi, BS for a bit then go out with my mom somewhere" But she meant actually DO something with him. But what the hell can we do with him? He doesnt go to movie theatres, when we ask if he wants to get a bite to eat with us

My Soul
Will you guide my restless soulThrough the fire and the stormLead me to a place that I can call my ownHere I'd lost my innocenceWhat I feel is heaven sentSomething to believe that I can call my ownThis place I foundIt relieves my soulThe sun will riseTo guide me thereLeave your demons in the pastThere's a lot of things I want to lastCherish every moment that you haven't learnAway from all that's brokenListen when your heart is spokenYou'll have faith in me I'll show you howThis place I foundIt relieves my soulThe sun will riseTo guide me thereThe voice of an angel to carry me home

Yannah Sanchez
IF someone by this name hits you up. Do not add her to your friends list. She will then ask you to add her to yahoo. If you do she then talks to you for a little bit. Then the topic gets on "cams" She will send you to a site to "unlock" her cam. She will tell you to use a "credit card" with no money on it. She is very persistant. Do NOT add her to fubar or yahoo. Yes i was an idiot and added her, but deleted her after she tried to get my info off of a emtpy credit card. Just be fore warned. This is her link on fubar : http://fubar.com/user/3467448

New Pictures Coming Soon But I Need Your Help
i have a new set of photos from my last shoot coming in soon seven disks of pics for yall to look at but only if i can get a vip some time soon. if you wish to help me it will be something like an auction you tell me what you would like in return for the vip and i shall tell you if i can do this for you or not but your requests must be made here in this blog not through a private message.

Me Gusta.
"My side of the bed"That's not a phrase one utters with great frequency when you're not sleeping with someone.And 9 times out of 10 who you're sleeping with is your lover.Hell... 9 times out of 10 when you say "my side of the bed"you're talking about your live in.Exclusivity, priorities, marriage.That kinda shit.Very suddenly the sky is falling.And I'm trapped in a coffin of cubicle dimensions and postit memos."Taken"that's another word we don't hear in casual conversation.These words are the plunger of my executioner's needle.That just made it press all the faster.Everything slowed down in that realization.As poison reality sped through my veins and into my heart.It could have lasted all day.Everything got thick, like walking through mud, maybe losing a shoe or two.I wanted to escape, go to my happy placewhere the air wasn't lead, and my insides weren't falling into my toes,but the only destinations on my list had her with me.My next recollection is washing sick and grime out of my mo

Women's English.....
"Yes" = No "No"= Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now "Sure... go ahead" = I don't want you to "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, you moron! "We need to talk" = I need to complain "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on T.V. "Is my butt fat?" = Lie to me "You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me "Are you listening to me!?" = [Too late, you're dead] "Do

Live Music Cafe - Live Musicians Playing 24/7 On Ustream! Check Em Out!!!
The audio quality isn't as great on USTREAM as it is on camfrog but here is a teaser just for FuLand of everyone performing live.. come on in and play or check us out! If you'd like us to start a Lounge Up in FuLand, let me know by rating this blog! Check out my profile for a life feed!

My Friends
G-damn, I was just looking thru my friends and wow, what Hot bunch of women they are, so to them I say ladies you are the finest of the finest on Fubar or any other network, you girls ROCK FOR REAL!!! much love to ya all....

Sons Football Coach's Still Suck
my son had a game today, the team has improved but they lost. they havent won a game all season. my son plays cornerback on defense and he stopped the plays going to his side of the field in the first quarter. so the other team runs the other way, obviously, and gets the first downs and touchdowns running left instead of right... If I were coach id make adjust ments on the field..switch corners every couple downs, move the line backers to cornerback...what ever it takes to stop them... i realize they are supposed to learn the sport and all, but even the older ladies sitting next to me were saying the coach's werent making adjustments.. the other team was...anyways final score was 38-24 they lost the battle at the line of scrimmage...the other teams kids were a lot bigger! its official...the coach doesnt get it.

I Dive The Pacific
I dive the Pacific. It’s unruly, untamed and often unfriendly. It’s cold (between 50-65 degrees), it’s dark (murky and cloudy blue green), complete with low visibility (5-30 feet), strong currents, strong surges and thick wetsuits (7 mm which may not sound like much, but picture the Michelin Man and you get the idea, VERY restrictive) and hoods. (Granted, there are parts of the vast Pacific Ocean that don’t come into contact with Southern California and provide phenomenal diving conditions. I’m not talking about those parts.) For reasons that escape me, Southern California is the birthplace of recreational scuba diving (maybe because people in Malibu have way too much time on their hands). It is some of the most difficult diving in the world and it’s all I know. For most people, scuba diving is floating in a fishbowl. For me, it’s as challenging as it is rewarding (then again most things rewarding are challenging). Despite the wor

New To Every Thing / Hi Every Body
ok i am new to this so give me a big leash. i live hear in springfield mo . right now i am going threw a deep money vally of the negetive kind but i hope to change that very soon. i used to drive big trucks and left to be with my kids moor. i am devorced and want to be in thier lifes moor. driveing for the last 9 years makes it hard for me to find a job in some other field i am learning. wright now i am wanting to meat other people this way or in person if you live in springfield. i am wanting to meet new friends . i have lived hear for nine years and have not met any body. i have family hear but thats not the same. i do not go to school but want to in the future. dont know what yet. i have gone to and graduated cooking school so i do cook . i have three kids two boys and one girl. well thats a little bit about me. hears a little more. i was raised up in a god fearing home , but i do not live the life. i do drink but nothing moor . i want to work from home so i can

I Vented In Jtv When Some Jerk Mocked The Military. (i'm A Moderator On The Channel)
Being a soldier does not mean we fight for our country alone, we fight for the sake of our family and friends in the hopes that they will never have to. So long as humanity thrives, there will be war, i'm sorry but it's true. War is in our nature as per our primal instinct to be an alpha-male. If you don't agree with the military, respect the soldier who has his reasons to fight. Respect that he sacrifices his dreams and time with his loved ones to keep your asses safe. Let me catch you mocking us and you will be banned, not timed, but banned. We are the sacred few, the strongest, and the heroes of our homes.

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Swine Flu Prevention Tips
Prevent Swine Flu - Good Advice Neti pots and sinus rinse kits are available at the drug store and relatively inexpensive….under $15. Dr. Vinay Goyal is an MBBS,DRM,DNB (Intensivist and Thyroid specialist) having clinical experience of over 20 years. He has worked in institutions like Hinduja Hospital , Bombay Hospital , Saifee Hospital , Tata Memorial etc. Presently, he is heading our Nuclear Medicine Department and Thyroid clinic at Riddhivinayak Cardiac and Critical Centre. The following message given by him, I feel makes a lot of sense and is important for all to know. The only portals of entry are the nostrils and mouth/throat. In a global epidemic of this nature, it's almost impossible to avoid coming into contact with H1N1 in spite of all precautions. Contact with H1N1 is not so much of a problem as proliferation is. While you are still healthy and not showing any symptoms of H1N1 infection, in order to prevent proliferation, aggravation

Cheers Bishes!!!!!
Thanks to Tom, Suga, Badcrumble, Crisis, Witchie, MooMoo, Skeeter, Peace, Alix, Shoshonni, MailBroad, TopKnotch, Rev, Alexa, Reeka, Sherry, Papercut Kisses, SkankAssHo, Jasmine, Coot, ZombieMonkey, Kittie, Black Widow Y'all can stops sending me monies now!

The Thing About Love
I THINK IM READY TO LET IT GO..THAT LOVE I WANT BUT WILL NOT KNOW. A STRONG MAN ON THE OUTSIDE IS WHAT I SHOW..BUT THE TENDERNESS AND WEAKNESS INSIDE, PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW. THAT SEED INSIDE ME THAT I JUST WANNA MAKE GROW AND GROW! AND OH HOW I DREAM OF A DAY WHERE LOVE WONT GO AWAY! THE THING THAT STAYS BY ME NO MATTER WHAT COMES MY WAY! BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE LOVE U LOVE WANTS TO LOVE ANOTHER THE SAME WAY? I JUST WANNA SEE WHAT IT IS THATS WRONG WITH ME! SOMETIMES I BELIEVE..THAT THERES NOTHING OUT THERE WAITING FOR ME. AND WHY DOES IT SEEM...THAT A DREAM JUST STAYS A DREAM? THAT A MAN LIKE ME IS WAITING TO BE REDEEMED! JUST TAKE ME IN...TAKE ME IN THAT PLACE IN UR SOUL WHERE U DONT LET BE SEEN! THE THINKG ABOUT LOVE IS...ITS A VERY STRANGE THING...ITS SOMETHING U WANNA GIVE BUT IT SOMETIMES BRING U PAIN. SO I THINK IM READY TO LET IT GO...THAT LOVE I WANT BUT WILL NOT KNOW...THAT STRONG MAN ON THE OUTSIDE IS STARTING TO HAVE A SOUL SO COLD. AND DONT GIVE ME THE CRAP ABOUT MY AG

Ppl In Life
ok so i luv the ppl i luv and they no who they r... well id do anything 4 those i luv... that bein said... if i c a friend is upset or hurt im gonna b there 4 them .. even if others dont like it....sum ppl thinks its their rite 2 control others ... thats not rite.. ppl r human beings they r their own person no1 can sit there and make another person do wut they want and then get mad when they dont do wut u want.... if u think its ur rite 2 control another person go get ur head checked bc its just awful and wrong and u need a reality check.... sum ppl hurt different then others.. no 1 person can no everything bout a person .. how they act or wut they feel and they cant sit there and say wut the other is feeling bc they dont no...they dont no wut they r thinkin and they cant talk 4 them.... and i guess if its wrong 2 stand up 4 the ones u luv .. then i guess im wrong cua imma keep doin it no matter who likes it or not

Music Monday 9 (moved To Correct Blog)
Feel Good 1. New Soul - Yael Naim2. Burgeois Shangri La - Miss Li3. Paper Thin Walls - Modest Mouse4. (If you're wondering if I want you to) I want you to - Weezer5. Fiery Crash - Andrew Bird (not the most feel good, but beautiful)6. Bryn - Vampire Weekend

Bkp Aint The Fliest Thing Flexin!?
Sayin BKP aint the fliest thing flexin's like saying the government aint lying bout 9-11.... Cú Chulainn - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: It's like sayin' Divinity's numeration ain't Seven... or Heaven ain't the seven plus two inch connection to my erection. Don't let the smooth taste fool ya', or judge a tome by it's complexion... it'll take a silver bullet to stop the anaphylactic venom injection. Against a brass knuckle polar bear, I recommend an elephant gun, for ya' protection. Why ya' stickin' ya' neck out? You ain't heard o' Natural Selection? Get ya' Windsor undone, like the tie from a Colombian around ya' kneck'n... I keep steppin', eyes open, awareness beyond your comprehension. It's like misjudging my cultural, historical collection, makin' the first move, lettin' my bishop rebuke you like a diagonal blessin'... correction, lobotomizing your ignorance feels better than sexin'... -Each1 Teach1-of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: we respond with good intentions, as

First.
I'd never knew what this felt likethose butterflies fluttered insidewhen we had our first kiss i was scaredwith so much past hurt i tried to run awaybut the smile on your face was enough to staythe memory so vivid i could never forgetnot one second will i ever regret.

Here's A Thought
If you heard that a woman had two men at once what would you think? Whore right??? Most people I know would......... But then theres the whole... If a guy has two women they are the man? Doesnt make sense to me.. most should think they were a man whore. Just saying.. I'd say... "Well if its okay for a man its okay for a woman." Whatever.. Just a thought

Here We Go. Look At This...obama Must Go.
Because of obama, a terrorist got on a plane in Detroit, and the only reason it didn't blow up is because his bomb malfunctioned. "we need to find out why they don't like us and see if we can reason with them" THEY DON'T LIKE US BECAUSE WE DON'T FOLLOW THEIR RELIGION!!!! GET A FUCKING CLUE YOU RETARDED INBRED-ED FUCK!!!! Maybe we should just follow the Muslim religion, like he obviously wants us to do. I'm so disappointed in my country, and so far they're starting to be. The President's approval rating is the LOWEST it has EVER been in the history of ANY President of the U.S.A. Everyone blames Bush for the economy but the truth is the unemployment rate was decreasing with him in office up until jackass got elected. Ever since then, the unemployment rate has gone way back up, and NO it is NOT Bush's fault it is OBAMA'S fault because it has been one year since he was sworn into office and now things are messed up. You can't blame Bush anymore. Some people may be forgetting that the Presi

I Hate Face Book.........
I've been on there for awhile, but never used it much. When my space finally got over-saturated with MAFIA updates and gifts and such, I was already comfortable here. I'd get on FB just to see what my RL friends are up to. I admit, sometimes it'd be depressing to me.... I'd see that friends I knew in high-school and such now have 2.5 kids, married, and even some who have their own businesses. Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for them but especially now that I'm only FIVE years away from hitting 40, it sinks in even more I'll never get that life I always wanted. Just last night, I visited one of my former student's page to see pics he posted up and found out HE'S now teaching at the school I used to. Once again, I'm happy for him but I admit... That was the BEST job I ever had, and miss it big time. With the life I've had, that was the closest to being "normal" I've ever been. Alot of times I'd clock in at 7AM and won't leave till 10PM, but I LOVED IT! And I admit, as I w

Spontaneity
Running onEmpty - by, Ellen Sue Stern Wherever you go, there you are. - Al-Anon We can worry all the way there, plotting and scheming. Or we can move with a sure heart. Either, we end up in the same place. Often I live by a schedule, and if I'm really overcommited, I even break it up into fifteen-minute increments. Then I follow it religously. Every minute is accounted for; I break into sweat if I fall behind, terrified I won't make the finsih line. But once in a while, even when I'm at my busiest, I throw caution to the wind and toss the Holy Schedule aside. I take the long way home around the lakes. Or spontaneously meet a friend for lunch. I always end up with twice the energy. Affirmation: Everything that happens leads me somewhere

Tothose Whose Time Ive Wasted
I wasted so much time on so many irrelivant things. I tossed aside what's most important with an arrogant fling. nonchalantly i held my head up high. I was ignorant and blind to the truth and not caring if i lived or die. i didnt care for me so i definetly didnt care about you. I know thats sad to say, but what's even worst is that it was the truth. Thank God that's all past tense,and it doesn't matter if you don't believe. Nothing will cut me short and sucsess i will achieve. Actions speak louder than words so i know i have more work to do. I'm sorry for those whose time ive wasted, i'll make it up to you. mp

U May Lil Sister.. Yet Dead Horses.....
A ONE TRICK HORSE Start flogging the dead horse You know you wanna few Starting to ride the flogged dead horse You know you've got to Stare, smile, beat the tradition up Back to basics a time full of me Still, smile, return to the wombs A cowboy man to be Last time I see your sister She's got somebody new She's mean and she's a devil Like that old Boll Weevil Guess I'll try my luck with you I used to pull your ponytail And punch your turned-up nose But you been a growin' And baby, it's been showin' From your head down to your toes Little sister, don't you Little sister, don't you Little sister, don't you kiss me once or twice Then say it's very nice And then you run

My Truth
Avalanches rolling through my skull, destroying my pure thoughts, corroding my ideas, blending both sides of my thought process so that all is obscured and intertwined. No longet recognizable my soul cries out in anguish , searching for a beacon to guide it from the self-destruction it seeks. Listen for the bellowing sound my soul cannot ommit, resonating so far its deluded by space and time. See what evils are hidden from your simplistic sight, and feel the pain burdened on my shoulders for an eternity, yet I am oblivious to the pain. Suspended in an unescapable cage deep within my mind, only able to peer outward as if watching someone else act in my stead, yearning to once more be able to control my body. Silenced I am at every sound uttered from my pitiful lungs, suffocated by unrelenting assailants, and betrayed in so many ways it has become a familiarity. Denied the individuality I have sought out for so many years, cast aside as if all I have done was worht less than nothing, as

Building A Magnetic Power Generator
Basically, a magnetic power generator is created with the aim of tackling the same objective as alternative sources of energy. This is principally powered by magnets and these tackle are assumed to take place perpetually. They can survive on behalf of eternity and their strength of character will not break off. Click here to read more - Magnetic Power Generator and Magnetic Generator This type of magnetic energy generator has started becoming very popular due to the fact that it can be hooked up to a home in order to save money from the electric company. As this generator is able to run for many years without stopping, it can supply that home with a constant supply of free energy. Reports show that someone who uses this type of magnetic generator in their house saves 50%-100% on each electrical bill. How does it work? If you have ever held to magnets next to each other then you must have felt them either pulling together or pushing apart, this is proof of their very powerful magneti

Tratiors
what is wrong with my hands they move on their own as if they were possesedhammering out yet another short , yet rest is what I suggestthey wont listen to me I need to sleep but some how between wrist and mouthI have a bad connection perhaps I need to just cut both these bad boys off????they heard THAT I think they stopped moving for a second and then again , maybe notthe left extended a finger at me ...like idle threats is all that I've gotwhile the right did a drum roll , as if he was waiting , comunicating with his life long comrademy head is so heavy , my eyes want to close so I will rest them on the mouse padif someone could please help me figure out how , to make them cooperate with the rest of my being , I am seeing no peace , and it's getting pretty lateim suprised though it seems , I have control of the keys they hit yet they wont stop typingthey are happy it seems as long as im up wide awake and I contiue writingso this is my cry for help from you all SOS mayd

Badump...badump...badump
So I went to the docs today and she went to check my blood pressure. It was so HIGH that she thought it was a mistaken reading so she did it again...still high. My blood pressure in the past has just been under average...and now it's ABOVE normal. :\ She told to stop taking the pill immediately. (No I haven't been doing the hanky panky before the lecture starts) Then she put me on some other new med, not really sure what she was talking about but it's meant to help. The blood pressure was pretty high though, even though most women on the pill do have a little higher than what they normally would but it had just spiked up so much... The doc thinks it prolly stress, explains the funny moods and blood pressure. Oddly enough I lost weight too, which is weird because I sure have been eating a lot of ice-cream and cakes.:s

One Year Ago Today
Last year today is one year exactly since my grandmother passed a day i will never forget to this day i miss her so much and i still think about her. Everynight i go to bed i pray to god to let me see her in my dreams and tell her thank you for everything shes done for me and that I will always love her and miss her so much just one more time. I would give anything to do that. She made so much of an impact in my life and she made me the man i am today and i wouldnt change it for the world. Sadness still lingers with me with the loss but only in the flesh in spirit she will always be with me and she knows i love and miss her so much i just want to see her one more time and tell her how much i miss and love her. RIP Grandma for your spirit is always in my heart and in my mind we will see each other again one day and be together in eternal peace. I love you so much and i miss you Rest In Peace Grandma 1924-2009 Descanse En Pas Abuela Te Amo muncho.

Yes It's Rambling, But I Am Good At It!
Here I am writing in this blog again. So many things are going on at once it also seems insane. I had a good friend of mine get married – was even invited to the wedding, but I couldn’t go. Sad I couldn’t go but am happy for him and his family. Everyone deserves happiness and this is one of the sweetest guys I know. So that’s a good thing right? Yeah What else is going on, hmmm … I am in a place in my life where I should be settled, one would think. But what is settled exactly? I look around me and think that I should be doing more somehow. Are things going well? I would say yes and no. Some aspects of my life are wonderful, I feel secure and happy. Other areas are not so rosy, they are up in the air really.

Time
The scale's of time weighs Heavily upon my mind Sending me into eternal darkness. The world seeps into hell Around me making my heart Forever frozen until time ends. As time passes beyond my control I can hear the universe sing the Celestial scream of the hidden hope. Deep within the heart of one That could bring time to a halt Allowing a frozen heart to heal.

Round
ROUNDIn the center of the circle That you thought would never end'Till the walls began to crumble,The Future started to bendThere beyond the black horizonWas a light long self-deniedAs the Son began his breakthroughShook the walls that were insideAnd the water all around youWas the flow of frozen tearsWhen you thought that they might drown youHis salvation held you near....You were born across the lineAs a circle of declineAs you walk through lonesome doorwaysCan you hear him in the wind?He is calling you from your waysThat have drifted into sinYou're so sure in your convictionThat he cannot know your painBut he bore the crucifixionAnd died whispering your nameDid you think that He must hate youThat you are His crown of thorns?He never forsakes those whoBear his mark and are reborn........Though He seems so hard to findThere's a pathway in your mindAll your life you've felt the demonsBut you buried them insideEvery day to you a seasonWith the harvest blood and prideLovers could not giv

Metamorphosis (march 2007)
So I just noticed march o7 was busy for me... but here comes another one Metamorphosis Standing, stranded in my malcontent Breathing, bleeding until my life is spent I am falling into the depths of hell My soul is stirring trapped within your spell (chorus) Gimme just one last kiss so I can forget you Tell me just one last lie so I can see this through In my mind I digress I'm blown away My voice fades I find no words to say Hoping, praying for my soul's salvation Killing, Dying just to find myself shunned I have fallen from your loving grace My memory blurring lost my image of your face ( chorus) Searching endlessly for my soul's savior Loving blindly found within' your favor In this pain I've finally found peace Trying to rise up but I'm just too weak (chorus)

Lost In Distance
The pages of the torn book and chapter in my life keep turning to ash. Dust to Dust. Drifting away. Nothing Left. Shutting up and leaving behind not a single clue as to what once was in my heart. The feelings are long gone. The memories a distant treasure. My heart long broken. And my life long ago torn. My soul ripped from my body and my breath taken by those who hurt me the most.Though one memory of the past still stands. Still haunts the life I live now. Can I save it? Who knows. They say you never know what you have until it's gone. Been quite some time now and yet I know where my heart resides tho that person will and may never know. I tried to move on thinking that my chance was long ago lost and forgotten. But, maybe I am wrong. I dunno where it leads or may go. Should I risk all I have or jus let it go?

Bling Deal
If you buy me a bling pack this is what I will give you in return: 25 credit bling pack I will get you either 1 auto or 1 bomb or 2 boomerangs ($14.99) 65 credit bling pack I will get you 6 boomerangs or 1 auto+1bomb+1boomerang or 2 autos+1boomerang or 2 boombs+1 boomerang ($37.49) 135 credit bling pack I'll get you 12 boomerangs or 5 autos or bombs.. ($74.99) ... if I didnt mention a deal you would like to make talk to me I'm sure we could work something out .... because there could be so many combo deals to list lol .. its a win win .. Deals last until the sale is OVER hit me up and let's deal you will get more for the buck THE SALE IS OVER TUESDAY JUNE 1ST AT MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME PST as Baby J did say in his status.

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Just When I Thought I Was Happy
Just when I thought I found the right guy. I got turned around and told he wasn't interested in me and it really hurt. But I just feel feel frustrated at the fact he had to lie to me about it. I could have been told the truth but NO. If I would have gotten told then truth I would have been just fine with it. I'm just so freakin mad about it. I wish I wasn't lied too.

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To Those I Love And Those Who Love Me
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I Am Hereby Officially Tendering My Resignation As An Adult
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Why Did My Son Die?
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The Government-my Take On Politics
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So This Is Hell.
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[please Don't]
Not long ago, a disturbed man with a revolver went into a locally televised PTA conferencemade some wild demands, statements and claimsand concluded with the crazed, fat, selfish man drawing his gun pointing it at the man I assumed to be the super intendantIt was brutishsavage, selfish, inhumane, and ... mad.The epitome of mad.And the superintendant very calmly, and very sadly said"Please don't, please don't- please"He pulled the trigger, repeatedly.Injuring several. Someone off camera returned fire.Fatass went down and we were told took his own life.We were told."I'm gonna die"I'm gonna do what I want, I know what you don't want, I know what I want.I'm gonna do what I want regardless. I have the power.Let me reason with you- and present a rational argument that nobly sacrifices myself, and allays all guilt of the other hostages.Nah- I've got six bullets and I intend to use all six.Stop taxes okay!WildCrazy, selfish acts.And in the face of this madness, all I can ask isplease don'tplea

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Life is whatever you make it the way i see it you go through lots of obsticals in life and trial and tribulations and you do the best you can and life your life how you wish. My life isnt perfect but at least i am still breathing and i have a family. i have bad good decisions and bad decisions but in the end i go to bed and wake up to a new day and a chance to do what i please. I dont let drama in my life i dont like it i live a drama d=free life as much as possible. when you are born you are dying you life life to die in the end. we are brought in tho this world in diapers and most of the time leave in them too life is life so make the best of it for you are not promised tomorrow.

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Me
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Is Ignorance Bliss?
I'm so very curious about the "news" these days. How is it that, when you are friends with someone or know someone and they fail to accept reality and always talk crap or or completely unrealistic about things, you basically ignore or learn to write them off, for the most part? Usually, "oh, that guys a dooosh," or "that dude is crazy, he has no idea what he's talking about." YET ... when public figures or politicians do the same thing, supported by the spin and/or presentation in the media, people seem to soak it up and just fall in line like little minions? For example, Europe is BROKE. They have spent their future on completely non-producing assets. Building infrastructure and long term projects are minimal and fall behind improving government offices and spending on government pensions and public sector benefits. The same holds true for the US, though we are not as close to the cliff as the one they fell off. SO ... IF each or any of us were in the same spot, as in, we were

Sorrow's Reign
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Your The Frist And Why....
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Sharing A Heartbreaking Story And Trying To Help, Please Read And Share Link Inside
For those on here that know me, even a little, knows that I am a very charitable person. I volunteer often, I work for free to help out others, I do walks to feed the poor, and am in the process of starting a non profit organization to help the homeless and abused children, but that's a separate entry. I'm writing today in hopes to spread the word about a local story. A mother and daughter who have struggled mightily over the past 20 years or so, find themselves facing homelessness just 3 months after the mother had a major stroke and in the midst of the daughters fight against (multiple) forms of cancer. Here's a link to their story: PLEASE CLICK HERE - READ THE STORY AND DONATE IF YOU CAN. IF YOU CAN'T, THEN PLEASE SHARE THE PAGE WITH OTHERS. All I'm asking is that whether you can contribute financially or not... that you help me spread the word. Blog it, send their story onwards to your family and friends, online and off... the more eyes that view their story, the better the odds

Save The Day - Thalia
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Kiss Of An Angel
An angel kissed my tears away Today when I was sad, I wasn't feeling quite myself, My day had been so bad. I felt a warmth brush by me That quickly dried my tears - A gentle, kind, and loving touch That seemed to hold me near. The warmth and kindness filled my heart and the day seemed brighter, too... I guess that's just the way you feel when an Angel comforts you!

Shattered
-drug addiction tears streak down her face, tears of pain, her screams echo down the halls, the nurses run, the doctor is called, she needs to run, she needs to hide, hide from the pain, held deep down inside, all her dreams gone, all the things shes done gone wrong, she grabs the glass, shattered it falls, just like her dreams, she needs to run, she needs to fly, she has to get that wonderful high, she thaught it was fun - she thaught, she has no where to turn, no time to run, nurses grab her, throwing her down, slowly her heart stops to pound, this is what happens when no-one cares, no-one loves and no-one dares -Brittney Galbraith

Life And Humans
Why do humans act the way they do? (thanks X LOL) I am really tired of everyone using me as the scape goat or to feed there drama lovin minds. That is their problem! I always seem to get the blame for things that I do not do...why is that you ask? I am not sure.... but it stops from this day forth! Let's see I have been taught that honesty is the best policy...ummm yea, who said it? Cause it bites me! Why can some people have and live by a double standard and "ELIZABETH" can't? well I am sick of alot of shit!! My life is in turmoil as we speak I am an adult! Don't need the drama! Don't wanna hear about how I have hurt someone cause I was concerned!! And further more!! To all the haters I can't help it if your man wants me!!! And you that have said you have been with me...GET A LIFE!! NEVER GONNA GET IT!! FED UP! LIZZY BORDON!

Dumb But Interesting Facts!!!
I was recently sent some interesting facts as well as researched some, that gave me a good laugh. So, I thought I would combine them on here to give all that reads this a good chuckle and some pointless knowlege. If you know me at all, then you know I am full of useless information. LOL!!!! Start with the state facts that I have found unusual and I am guessing most of us should be in jail for: Oral Sex- against the law in KY, IN, VA, AK Anal Sex- OH, VA Toys- no more than 2 in AZ, and 6 in TX (I would be so up a creek!!!!!!!!) Can you believe that they have made laws about what you are allowed to do behind closed doors!!!! The state that tops it all is Virginia. It is illegal to have sex with the lights on, and in no more than the missionary position, and no oral or anal. Talk about BORING!!! The motto is Virginia is for lovers?????? BORING LOVERS!!!!!! Ok now on with useless information: Orchids are named from the Greek word for Testicles (orchis)

Man...
It's too fuckin early in the damn morning to be listening to some damn journey and fixin' to go to work... I wonder if I'm gonna be one of those people that lose it at work and open fire at my job witha sub machine gun. not very likely, but it's a thought that intrigues my feeble mind. MAn this sux. We go into the studio this Sunday. I don't exactly know how prepared we are, but I hope we pull this off in some quick time, cause I can't stan another 3 ta four days in a confined space. We have so many financial problems it's disgusting. We gotta start getttin' more funds on tha fo'real. However I feel that our new material will prove to be more of a challenge than any other of our previous stuff. So the finished product will be rewarding in the end. My new riffs are comin along a lil slow, but I wan that shit to tear the right side of someone's face off, so it's gonna take some time. I fuckin hate pot roast...it's gonna take holding me at gun point to get me to eat that shit aga

I Only Want To Say I Love You
It's three in the morning and all I can think about is you. I love you so much for you seem to already know that part. I didn't want to hurt you last Friday, but I guess I just got mad and frustrated with everyone. You were the first boy I really liked, and when I say I really liked I mean I really want to be with you for however long you want are relationship to go. Yeah we will have are small arguments, but they won't tear us apart, since we both love each other so much. I know we will have are disagreements on a lot of things, but that's how love works sometimes. Your the only love I wanna be in because you mean so much to me. You mean the world to me, even though sometimes it may not seem that way to you, but it's far from a lie. Your the only boy that really cares and is really there when I needed someone to talk to or someone to lean on. You always know when I'm mad, sad, or in an upset mood, but you have your ways of putting a smile on my face every time. Most boys only care

Moving Day.
I'm counting down the days. Just 15 weeks and 5 days and I'll be gone. People keep saying I'll miss it here, but, I don't think I will. I picture myself coming back once a year so the family can see my kids. That'll be more than enough for me.

Jerk Off
Use to be a bunch of assholes that lived in this part of the building here, but we systematically removed them like you would any kind of termite or roach Someone told me once that there's a right and wrong, and that punishment would come to those who dare to cross the line. But it must not be true for jerk-offs like you. Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole. but I'm tired of waiting. Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD, and shoot you myself. Because I'm tired of waiting. Consequences dictate our course of action and it doesn't matter what's right. It's only wrong if you get caught. If consequences dictate my course of action I should play GOD and shoot you myself. I'm very tired of waiting. I should kick you, beat you, fuck you, and then shoot you in your fucking head.

Are You High Maintenance?
You Are Low Maintenance Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a dormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight. Are You High Maintenance?

Music
http://images.quizfarm.com/1111288136goth-point1.gif"> < A>> You scored as Goth Rockstar. Your a Goth Rockstar! You like to wear lots of black and like to talk about killing and death. You also like to find fast easy ways to relif your pain even if it means harming yourself. Goth Rockstar 70% Punk Rockstar 60% Metal Rockstar 50% Emo Rockstar 50% Rock and Roll RockStar 40% What kind of Rockstar are you? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Hardcore. Hardcore 81% Screamo 75% Classic Rock 63% Indie 63% Alternative 50% Emo 50% Metal 44% What Type Of Rock Are You created with QuizFarm.com

Volume 3 -- Burst Angel / Click Click Boom
Great job in this one with the lip and beat sync! It was one of the few fast paced amvs I could find to this anime series which is odd considering what an action packed series it is! Very nice song that had me humming the tune for a couple days! ENJOY!

The Basket (adult)
The Basket I had a night out with Jane and we went out to dinner. The dinner was very nice, I had picked out a nice restaurant and we had some wine and we were getting to know each other pretty good. I took Jane out dancing and danced up a storm. The night was winding down and I offered her a drink back at my place and she agreed. Jane and I had a few drinks and were necking like high school kids on the couch. Jane asked where the bathroom was and I told her down the hall and when she came back she asked what the basket was in my bedroom. I “blushed” and said that was a how you would say a sexual device. Jane just looked at me kind of strangely and then I explained. I told her that I was in the Navy and stationed in the Philippines. That I was introduced into “Basket SEX” and the more I explained the basket the more she started to get excited. At this point Jane had a Big Grin on her face and I gave Jane a Big kiss. I took her into my arms and carried her into the bedr

Congrats To The Shemale Known As Cola!
You won one of the crappiest "contest" great for you tranny. Hope you make a career from winning useless points on a site. Your better off being a contestant on "Hookers of America Pagant" since that's is more your field. ^_^

I'm Bored
So for those of you who don't know me.....here it is. I am 25 years old with two kids, who are amazing. I am engaged to the most wonderful man alive. Who happens to be a Marine...yummy. I was NEVER one for the military life, but there is no other way for now. He is that special..lol. He is currently deployed to Iraq for the second time. We miss him really really really bad. Besides that, I'm an outspoken person. IF something needs to be said, I will say it. I don't take shit from anyone. I wasted two years of my life in a meaningless relationship where I was lucky enough to get treated like shit, lucky enough you may be saying, well to me it showed me exactly how things shouldn't be and how easy it is to overlook them. I love to meet new people, however I hate fake or drama causing people. If you feel the need to judge me, have at it, I really don't care. I consider myself to be creative, caring, and a good friend. I also however consider myself to be stubborn, bull headed

Tag Part 2
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.(to all my lc girls)..the only thing that looks good on you is me! 2.i'm a dork, you can't be the dork cause i'm the dork 3. Yes it's true Jessica Alba put a restraining order on me 4. i like spam,,mot the email kind the edible kind 5. Don't tell me i won't cause chances are i will 6. I live by the motto " fuck em if they can't take a joke, and joke em if they can't take a fuck" I choose:1. One crazy mama,2.Ofurdreamz,3.True cherryrose,4.Nashieboo,5.Panthaman,6.Wicked boy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

Lost
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? There you will be. I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

New York's Alright, If You Like Saxophones - Part 1
So I fly out to NY for a buddy's wedding. I mean, he's way cool and all, but I hate weddings. Oh yeah, I hate NY, too. Of course I agree to come out and then he drops me the bomb, "dude, it would mean a lot to me if you would be in my wedding". Cool. No prob. I hate weddings. I hate NY. I hate the thought of being in a tux in the wedding party. But I really like my friend, so of course I'll do it. AA gets delayed in St. Louis (a dirty shithole of an airport), so now I get into NY at 11:15 and miss the last shuttle to BFE. The last $60 shuttle, that is. Town cars are $130. No time to wait, so I hop a taxi and start haggling. The driver wants to charge me $192 according to his book. I want to pay less according to my middle finger. We settle on $120. 45 miles total, should take an hour. 1 hour 45 minutes later we get to the hotel. Jackass taxi gimp keeps getting lost, despite me calling the place and giving him directions. Whatever. 2AM local time and I am heading to bed. 35 degrees and

Inviting Your Mom To Dinner?
Inviting Your Mother For Dinner....Priceless Brian Hester invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but keep noticing how beautiful Brian's roommate, Stephanie, was. Mrs. Hester had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Stephanie, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, Mrs. Hester started to wonder if there was more between Brian And Stephanie than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Stephanie and I are just roommates." About a week later, Stephanie came to Brian saying,"Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: Dear Mother: I'm not saying that you "

Thinking
Thinking is overrated full of love and hatred all these thoughts running through my head feeling these thoughts better off dead knowing no-one knows places no-one goes I have this feeling unable to let it go my sanity is waining not willing to let it show I see one I like one I want one I say none to anyone

Choices
this blog isnt like the normal blog... its not the regular blogs where i swear a lot to make people laugh with the thoughts in my head, this is a deeper side of me that most people dont see and i'm going to share it with the world... so lets go for a ride ... come along with me to my inner thinkings... lately ive beeing thinking quite a bit... expanding my mind. striving to figure out who i really am. and the word that sticks out most in my mind is choices. choices ive made along the way that defined who i am. and its lately that has really made me think about those choices, be that they are from the past, or more so very recent. and i've met someone very recently that has brought me to think about that for some of my choices may keep me from experiencing this most amazing person and it pains me to know that its my selfishness that caused that. my whole life ive been on my own... family was never really a factor in my life. some of the few who grew up with me and the fewer

I Hate When....
Im super duper horny but have a dr appointment and cant get all cuntnasty. bleh. 2 hours..I can wait...I knoooowww I cannnn. so today is my *dr is going to look at my cervix with a microscope* day. Im kinda scared...but I kinda dont care. My sister had *things* and they just burnt them off. Is it just me, or should the words BURNT and CERVIX never ever been in the same sentence? Hope everyones having a good week!

Sexist Men
Forrest is in a sexist mens contest by badassbitch74.......go by and rate his pic....show him some love and attention.. Sorry could not find the link, but there is a bullentin with his pic that will lead straight to the page..... Look for my or sissy's pic....Thanks all and I will return the favor, (those who know me, know I will) hehe.. love to all M."Lady Tina

Just So It's Been Said
I have made several friends on this site, many of who I look to for smiles and everyday converstaion. I love meeting new people and I am finding out who I am right now. I am looking to laugh and have fun. I have made several life changing decisions lately. And I know that there are lots of "fun" ladies on here willing to do the webcam, cyber thing. BUT guys I am sorry that isn't me. I am on here who I am in person and I am friendly and yes I can be a flirt but I am not looking for anymore than friends. I will comment on your pictures, rate you and your pictures, but I am not, I will not be cybering with anyone... so if that is why you are interested, I am sorry. But I just thought it needed to be said since there seems to be alot of suggestions and leading questions going that way.... Glad we could clear that up..... On with the fun!!!

My Rants
Maybe its just me, but I just don't get why people will post bulletins about others that rip photos, have hateful or racist messages, and give low ratings to photos, blogs or pages. By talking about these people and posting their names, pics or links to their profiles gives power to their voice or message by giving them the attention they seem to so desperately crave, which just further encourage them to continue being ASSHOLES. As much as we disagree or are offended by their messages, they do have the right to post them and no amount of bitching or complaining by decent people can change that. That freedom is guaranteed to all of us by the constitution and had been fought for and paid for by the blood of soldiers of all races who are the hero's of this great nation! Seems to me the best thing we can do is block them, not visit their pages, not leave them any comments. Just ignoring their stupidity, so all they can do is shout at the wind and look like the morons they are. So

What Magical Power Would You Most Likely Have?
You scored as Mind Reader. You now know all... since mind reading is the ability that you would most likely have. Maybe you'll use it to catch up on all the gossip without even speaking to anyone, or maybe you'll use it to spread gossip (since you know secret thoughts...) Use this power well, and if you become a politician, well, have fun!Mind Reader56%Telekinesis44%Fire Starter44%Flying31%What magical power would you most likely have?created with QuizFarm.com

Upseting :(
No one shows me any love.... once again so many people to get DELETED off my list.. pretty soon I'll be left with no friends except for the people I really know in real life.... It's a shame... I guess after this I will see who my real friends are on here huh... well good bye people. Have fun.

Vote
Attention...Hot Sex!!!CONTEST.....CONTEST! Okay now that i have ur attention im having a contest...called Hottest Cherry,guy verses guy and girl verses girl sounds kinda gay saying that but its not.So Please stop by my page and vote for 1 girl and 1 guy.....thank you please come and vote.......i cant stress it enough......WHO EVER WINS!! A GUY N A GIRL!! I WILL PERSONALLY BUY THEM A GIFT WORTH 500 TO 1000 CHERRY BUCKS SO PLEASE HELP THEM OUT!i really want to be generous n give to the winning girl n winning guy!help mt friends out! and while ur at it...show some love to me on my Pictures.....love ur cherry friend Kitten:)

Christianity
I am the new age prophet, I am the one sent to warn of the evils of religion and those who believe. The machine of christianity is a fierce monster that needs to be slayed. Only you can banish this fanatic cult of horror into the nothingness it belongs. Free the spirit and denounce the faiths. True faith in yourself and your creator, not some book of fairy tales and an image called "God". I am here to bring America back where it belongs, and that is NOT in the hands of the Theocrats. Nothing can stop this movement, we may slow down, we will not rest. Take back OUR America... FUCK freedom of religion, let us put this place back on the right track. The way our forefathers REALLY wanted this place... Celebrate freedom FROM religion. The only thing christians do here is persecute, they don't save lost souls, they do not act as "fishers of men", they PERSECUTE, they SHAME, no where in their "bible" does it say to do this, but they do, force you to believe, if christianity and God are so pow

Ohio State Vs. Michigan
Go OHIO State! But it looks from the score this was a great game! I have to say I was pretty certain they would win, and I'm glad to see the score was close. Now I can't wait to see how this all shakes out. I'm only bummed my Vols are not in it at this point. There is next year though! I continue to have hope for them to get back to a National Championship!

School!
Hello everyone! Just updating on my school situation. I'm almost at the end of the first semester and things are going great. I still have a LOT of work to do, in a short amount of time, to finish up, but I 'THINK' I'm getting a good grade in both of my classes..yayy! lol Also, I registered for next semester, which will be on the MWF schedule, and I'm excited about that. :) Wish me luck on my last few papers and quizzes and of course the finals! Big loves and hugs to you all.... Jessica

Stupid Sayings Your Parents/you Use
stupid sayings your parents (& you) say..... think about it, does ANY of this make any sence when you look at it? Daft as a ships cat (why would a cat on a ship be daft?) Thick as two short planks (how thick are these short planks anyway?) Thick as shit (is that a runny shit? a firm shit? & how thick is the said shit?) Quick as you like (I like s-l-o-w thank you very much) Sick as a Chip (when did chips feel ill?) Shit Tip (tip? shit? tip it on what? is that like tip top?) Just look at your ears (sure, ill just remove my eyes 1st) Shut your mouth & eat your tea (hmmm, maybe liquidize it & snort your sunday roast?) Not as green as your cabbage looking (WTF?) I wasnt born yesterday (if you were, you speak FUCKING good english for a 1 day year old) Mark My Words (with what? said shit from above?) You Get on my tits (well, if i lie down & let you STAND ON MY FOOKING CHEST YOU DO!) Boils my Piss (please wait in a cue at the toilet for it

Pagan Wedding In The News
No it was not me but it shows that pagans may be getting at least some acceptance by the public If the Pictures don't show up try the links provided http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?sstarg=&facing=false&secid=25101&pagenum=1 http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?secid=25101&pagenum=2&sstarg=&facing=false&

Who Says Men Don't Remember Anniversaries
Who Says Men Don't Remember Anniversaries A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front him. He appears deep in thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 17?" he asks solemnly. The wife is touched thinking her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies. The husband pauses. The words are not coming easily. "Do you remember when you father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," says the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continues..."Do you remember when he shoved a shotgun i

My Dark Side
If you are under 18. Sensitive to matters of a sexual nature. Or a personal acquaintance of mine - please don't read any further!! The best sex I have had in my life was with a lady called Jenny. She was petite, and a good athlete. We had a relationship that on and off last about 5 years. However all the best stuff was encompassed in a 2 to 3 year period in the late 1980's early 90's The games we played. Are you interested in finding out more? Dressing up. BDSM. She WAS an anal virgin, but in the end she would beg me to 'do her'. One day she went out and bought me a present - a riding crop! I used it on her regularly (at her request). She would suck and swallow without complaint. She had multiply orgasms and some times was so drained after sex that she was so good for anything for ages. (I am not taking the credit for that)!! We sex in all sorts of places. The best I think was on a large boulder in the midddle of a stream above Calendar in Scotand, in a fairly

Joke Of The Day 12/7/06
Two boy scouts went on a nature hike in the hills picking hickory nuts. Along the way, they filled their small pails and then started to fill their pockets and shirts. When they could hold no more nuts, they started down the country road until they came across a cemetery. The boys decided that would be a good place to stop and rest and divide out the nuts. The two boys sat in the shade of a large oak tree and unloaded their pockets and buckets by dumping all of the nuts in a large pile. In the process, two of them rolled away and rested near the road. The boys then proceeded to divide out the nuts. "One for you. One for me. One for you. One for me." As they were doing this, another boy was passing by and happened to hear them. He looked into the cemetery, but could not see the boys, because they were obscured by the tree. He hesitated a moment and then ran back to town. "Father! Father!" he yelled as he entered his house. "The cemetery. Come quick!" "What's the matter?" his fath

What 1996 Song Am I?
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Breakfast at Tiffany's by Deep Blue Something And I said "What about Breakfast at Tiffany's?" She said, "I think I remember the film, And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it." And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got." What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

Buy Prints From Chaoschicks And Get Them In Time For Xmas
Buy prints from: Spookygirls / Chaoschicks / Blackmetalbitches and get them in time for the holidays! http://www.horrormerch.com/home.php?cat=5 We've just started in offering some of our photowork on 4"x6" and 8"x10" photo quality prints and if you order them now, you can get them for yourself or as a stocking stuffer for the holidays! We currently have 20 NON-ADULT prints available for purchase, and they are processed onto Kodak semi-gloss 76lb 10.5 mil photostock and are shipped flat with cardboard between it to make sure your prints show up as flat as we get them!! :) we'll be adding more in the coming weeks... so if you like what you see or know of other non adult pics on our sites you would want... let us know and we'll see what we can do to get copies out to you :) thanks for the interest and if you have any questions please let us know -sp/cc/bmb-

Fantasies
At my door with flowers And a charm of no one else, You come on in and please me so Your company a must. You grab my waist so gently And caress my tender cheek, You warmly kiss my luscious lips The excitement has to peek. You lead me to the bed With a glimmer in your eye, You slip beneath my silky blouse And the pleasure starts to fly. We kiss with unending passion As you explore my breasts, I gently stroke the creases Of your warm and sculpted chest. I slip off your pants And the boxers right behind, Mine are stripped from my hips As you begin to unwind. The fury of our bodies In the warmth of the small house, The moans and groans that from it stray No longer quiet as a mouse. You begin to lick my neck And move lower still, My legs upon your shoulders Up my spine it sends a chill. You move back up my torso As I feel the presence of something hard, You push it gently into me As I moan from pleasured heart. Harder and harder we fall in syn

Stages
For those of you about to become first time fathers, you should know something that us old pros do: there are three stages of sex with your wife during pregnancy. During the first trimester, you do it regular style. During the second trimester, you do it doggie style. During the last trimester, you do it wolf style. "What the heck is wolf style?", you ask... That's when you sit by the hole and howl!

Poetry: Black Hearted Seductress
Black Hearted Seductress, Beckon Unto You¡K They say I weave and evil spell¡K That none can tell my magic well¡K I lace my words with honey sweet¡K Cause a person¡¦s mind retreat¡K Leave them for a while in dreams¡K Of places so unreal it seems¡K They boost my power mighty bold¡K This is what legends are told¡K Spin that wand about them fair¡K Causing them to lose all care¡K Care of things in present time¡K I twist about without reason or rhyme¡K Don¡¦t blame me for your visions seen¡K You¡¦re the one with a mind so keen¡K All that glitters is not gold¡K You called me gift said I was bold¡K I didn¡¦t place my title grand¡K You gave it freely, I didn¡¦t demand¡K Now disappointed by what you see¡K The person you thought you saw in me¡K Remove the rose colored glass shade¡K I have been the same person, I didn¡¦t jade¡K You wanted desperately to believe¡K When I wasn¡¦t--you said I deceived¡K How then can I be what you say¡K When always I have been thi

Vote For Me Please
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Here Comes The Rain Again
as i sit under a clear blue sky, enjoying the warmth and the sun, i am feeling as if i have forgotten something, something i cannot put my finger on, something important nonetheless.. so we continue to toke our weeds, and talk our talks, and my cell phone rings, i hear the voice of one very familiar reminding me that a death has occured in our large family, and that i am late, i will be picked up shortly... and as i hang the phone up, i realise, the bright blue beautiful sky has now faded to a dismal grey, and as i stand, the first few drops hit me...and so does the rest of my day

Am I Hawt??
attractive test! would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your n

Ha Ha Look What I Got
hi i how are u doing?i was urfing tru looking for love and i caught my eyes..i would love to know more about you and what u call an ideal woman..... .Here's a little about me: My dads from Ukraine while my mum's a south african .I really have to tell you that you sound so nice in ur profile, but Iï¿½m really sorry to disappoint you because right now to be sincere, I really have a problem that is disturbing at the moment, Right now Iï¿½m not in the states, I was supposed to leave for the states last week, but because of whatï¿½s on ground at the moment I couldnï¿½t make the trip till all this gets resolved. My flight would be re-scheduled and delayed because of what's going on around me now. Iï¿½m so sorry I don't mean to bother you with this problem I got at the moment, but for now I think you in the best position to listen to me .I came in here with some funds to see me through my vacation and hopefully get me back to the states while my vacation is done. Actually its about this

Please Help
OK folks ,I'm almost at the next cherry level please go and rate my pics to help out only need 254 more points ,take 5 minutes and rate my pics ,rip them after U rate them I don't mind.....Thanxs and have a Happy New Year.....Cheers ..Yogi

50 Mistakes Women Make Concerning Sex
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A litt

Added New Cool Link To The Toolbar
i just added http://cherrytagz.com/ to the toolbar its a cool site has cherry comments and a skins generator use this like to download the toolbar if u want it http://cherrytap.OurToolbar.com

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how smart are you flat out geniusOk, theres not much I can say here accept congratulations! There is noone smarter than you. Well, except the few others who made it here. I mean Im just gonna leave it at that. Im sure your much too above what I could say. Take this test

About Me
I am from Ft myers Florida, and yes it is nice as hell here. My husband and I moved here 2 years ago, from cold old Michigan. I have been happily married for 12 years to a sexy ass man, that I love very much. I am also 35 years old, (no kids for me). If there is anything else that you want to know about me just ask.

Some Bullshit..
Pathetic.. Is the main fucking word. This family, This fucking family is nothing more then a pathetic bunch of fucking idiots, that most of them should be wiped from the face of the earth. They honestly don't deserve this thing called living. I don't either. But it's pretty damn stupid to go fucking insane over the most moronic bullshit. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of every little goddamn thing. I can not wait til I finally get out of this toxic waste dump.. Everyone thinks they understand what I am going through. But just face it. You don't have ONE percent of an idea of what I am feeling nor what I am going through. You are just assuming and guessing. But you are nothing more then WRONG. You do not know anything about me, But what day of I was born, My name, and the plain fucking fact that I am your flesh and blood. You don't know how I feel, What I wish to do with my life, What I wish to be when I get older, What collages I'm interested in, My interests, My hobbies, What's my taste

We're In Deep Shit....
CHERRY FRIENDS...GLOBAL WARMING IS SERIOUS. GO TO http://www.climatecrisis.net take action... Thanks in part to the over 1,500 of you who sent emails to your Representative, a bill to cut subsidies to the oil and gas industry is picking up a lot of steam - already over 190 representatives have co-sponsored the bill, and we expect a vote on it today. This bill is a huge step forward in our fight to stop global warming. Not only does it strip away oil & gas subsidies, it puts much needed money into alternative fuel programs, which will go a long way towards getting us off of oil. If you haven't done so, please take a moment right now to send your representative an email, and urge them to support this bill. Simply click on the link below or paste it into your browser: http://www.environmental-action.org/gw.asp?id=2095&id4=ES If we're going to stop global warming, we're going to have to tackle the issue from many angles. Last week, we began our effort to list the

Pregnant @ 17
If any of you have any advice for me it would be much appreciated, i know advice from a networking site....whats a girl to do? if you have any advice please feel more than free to leave me a comment, thanks!

Company To Donate T-shirts To Servicemembers
Company to Donate T-shirts to Servicemembers Military.comWeek of January 22, 2007 Raising Consciousness America Foundation, Inc. (RCAF) will donate 500,000 specially designed T-shirts to active and wounded military personnel worldwide. The organization commissioned 2TWO, an Atlanta based design company to create and produce "the Heart of America" t-shirts. "We recognized that it's a small but hopefully significant gesture, one that will allow "America" to express its sincere appreciation for what has been sacrificed by these soldiers and their families" said, Towanda Scott, VP of Marketing for Raising Consciousness America Foundation, Inc. Shipments are currently underway; additional support, sponsorships and donations are needed to meet the July 4th, 2007 goal. To view the shirts or find out how you can help, please go to http://www.rconscious.org/ or contact Ms Towanda Scott by email, towandascottasap@yahoo.com or call 404-409-0245. Please pass this one to all

Hump Day!
Just want to wish everyone a Happy Hump Day! I hope you are all doing good today and work isn't getting in the way of your fun. I played poker last night and made it to 4th place out of about 28 people. I haven't been out to play in awhile and had a blast seeing all my poker buddies. Today was a LOT hard to get up, lol. Note to self: "after not being out in awhile it is not a good idea to try and drink every beer the bar has". LOL This morning was not pretty and the afternoon is still undecided :). Kisses to all. All My Pleasures Shayna Storm

'seasons'
"SEASONS" Life; so beautiful and tender where the wild flowers grow. the smell so sweet with it's intoxicating beauty. Dew on the baby's breath. innocent days of something new. Rolling in the clover on a lazy afternoon. hotter nights. raging tension of a summer fling. adoring. alluring. The crisp leaves, coloring the morning sky. a chill appears in the shorter days and longer nights. then cuddling by the fire. long snowy roads. the touch of old man winters hand touches the valley and once again all is still. 01-29-07 J.R.A.F.

Cree Natives
Location: The Cree lived across the north into the Canadian prairies and in Montana, the Dakotas and Minnesota. They lived as far east as the Hudson to the James Bay and as far west as Alberta and the Great Slave Lake. Language: They spoke Cree, a language of the Algonquin family. Daily Life: The Cree depended entirely on hunting and fishing, as well as gathering wild roots and fruits. They lived in buffalo skin tipis and traveled by birch bark canoes. Women would dress the skins after a hunt and were experts in using porcupine quills in their everyday needs to dress things up. Men often married two sisters at the same time. There is no evidence of a clan system. The most important religious ceremony was the Sun Dance. The Cree made sacrifices to their gods with Wisukatcak the most important spiritual entity. The dead were buried under a mound of stones with their belongings buried with them or they were destroyed by the grave. History: During the 17th and 18th century, the Cr

Day 5
Wow it's been a pretty good 5 days. I'm a wasted cherry, and i have "67" friends. I will try to keep in touch with all of them. If I don't leave you a message, don't feel bad. :-) I have 66 other friends to contend with. LOL Any way. Uploaded some more pictures, and added lots of comments to my Iraq pictures (just in case you haven't looked recently) Anyway, I'm going to get going. Keep in touch my fellow Cherries.

The Church And Norse Sagas
Most of the sagas were written by Christan monks and yes they did edit jobs on all the sagas.The most blatant of these are in the sayings of Hávamál where some are very against magic and witchcraft which was a part of Norse life as every village had there magic user.As the local healer was more often also the village Vitki! So if a saga seems to full of morals that seem more at home in the Christain faith that is why the saga was edited for the newly converted Heathens!

Hi Ya'll
heyyy everyone ... Im sooo sorry if ya dont do the whole contest thing but I didnt either ..until now lol I can win a 30 day blast for the most comments in a sexy eyes contest .. If you bomb.. bomb away if ya dont if you could leave me a comment or 2 Id appreciate it sooo much .. and I'll help ya out if u ever need it to :o) huggzzz and kissess to all myyy friends and thanks for any help you can give me ... Love ya'll ... Kris Just click on the pic :o) thanks

Retirement Planning
Retirement Planning: If you had purchased $1,000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49.00 Or with Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1,000. With WorldCom you would have had less than $5.00 left. If you had purchased $1,000 of Delta Air Lines you would have $29.00 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000 of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminium recycling refund, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. THEY CALL IT THE "401-KEG PLAN"

Sway
Sway Don't stray, don't ever go away I should be much too smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes, when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time Don't let me drown, let me down I say it's all because of you And here I go, losing my control I'm practising your name so I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye Let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it’s infinitely true Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you And there's no cure, and no way to be sure Why everything's turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you

Well
I am not a well spoken person. There are lots of things that interest me and things that don't. I have fun at every opportunity that allows for it. The thing is I don't get much love on my page. I get some but not much. I am not very good at expressing myself or writing things about myself but here we go.

Litterbug Batman!
Batman thwarts the evil litterbug but doesnt help the little people out being mugged on the streets. Stay tuned to the final episode of batman until the next ones are put up at the same bat time and same bat station!!! Misemeanor Batman-Litter BugAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Paganism
Ok..this blog is geared toward clearing up a few misconceptions for those ever-present, narrow-minded individuals that think they know something of my faith preference, but in all actuality only succeed in making their ignorance obvious to the world by voicing unfounded fears and ideas about it. Also, this blog came about from a recent conversation, and I'm still a bit miffed about it..so do try to overlook the rancor reflected therein. Misconceptions: #1. Pagans try to convert others to their ways: Umm..NO. We don't. In fact, in all the history of religion, we are one of the few faith practices, religions if you must call it such, that does NOT seek to convert others. Practitioners of Wicca, Paganism, and Witchcraft have been hiding in the shadows for ages. Carrying out our rituals beneath the moon in isolated areas actually came about due to the necessity of concealing them from those who would force us into their beliefs. To tell the absolute truth, we have in many wa

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yeah im gonna try a different aproach today, im trying to get this pic to 25,000 comments soon, so anyone who leaves 1,000 comments on this picture i will put their link on a section of my profile, for everyone who visits my profile to see, i will leave it there for a month anyone wanna give it a try? if you leave 1,000 just send me a message, and i will add your link blahidontlikeyou the future Mrs Hellcat~PATRON FAMILY~@ CherryTAP thanks :) Beth

Im Sad
my step-grandpa died on saturday night so we all went to the funeral, me, serena, jeff my bro, dan my other bro, my stepdad, and my mom went. i cryed....from a sad speech my uncle made. my step-grandpa got real sick that made him throw up whenever he ate or drank. he was in the nursing home for a week..and died on saturday...., im realy sad and depressed so i might be in the mood to do stuff.....

Test
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Usa - A Poisoned Nation?
USA - A Poisoned Nation? Dear Readers; Just a little note to let you know that one of my major prediction for March took place. It involves the FDA and the damage inflicted to a drugged nation. Note those predictions were printed in both my 2005 and 2006 Moon Power books Click Here DRAGON EYE Prediction # 18 (2007) - Dramatic news involving pharmaceutical corporations in March and September 2007 Prediction # 8 (2006) - Full restructure of the pharmaceutical companies, legal battles due to bad medications. CLICK TO WATCH THE VIDEO Then take the time to read what I wrote years ago about drugs and Neptune "The Lord Of Deception". Read Here The Universal Commandments Here Sad enough using any type of drugs can only invite lower entities from the astral plane, which leads to "possessions" and serious bad luck. Phobias induced by fears will also keep growing and interact with your subconscious and will adversely affect your physical and spiritual atomic struc

Things Kids Say
Earlier tonight I was in the drive thru at McDonalds, my youngest daughter popped up as I was talking to my oldest daughter about what kind of Dr her friend wanted to be. She said he wanted to be a General Practioner. My youngest daughter then yelled "Shawnee wants to be a Peteratrician!", meaning pediatrician. I was literally crying I was laughing so hard and the girl in the drive thru was asking my oldest if I was nuts. You gotta love the things kids say

Global Warming Propaganda
OK. The evidence is compelling - and the evidence proving that Global warming is not 'man-made'. we don't even contribute. I am a 'green' person. I believe in recycling, preserving & rebuilding the rainforests, clean air, mankinf living in harmony with it's surroundings (oommmmm). But the effect of anti-emissions policies is having a negative effect on the global economy and teh developing world/ Here are the facts; 1) The western world takes it for granted that 'global warming' is ebing caused by greenhouse gases. 2) greenhouse gases are natural gases that exist in the troposphere - up to 20km into the atmosphere. 3) CO2 is an example of a greenhouse gas. This makes up a tiny percentage of the atmopshere (less than 1%) 4) other sources of Carbon dioxide emmission include - Volcanoes, Plants, animals, the oceans...all of these vastly outweigh the amount that mankind contribute. Mankind's emissions take up about 3% or so of the yearly carbon emissions. Conclusion

Well, This Is Neat... (myaskovsky)
A composer I've been interested in for years will share "Composer of the Week" status from March 26-30 this year on BBC Radio 3 (the CotW program)- see the March 26 schedule for example, and my article about Myaskovsky here too from the mid-1990s originally and updated a little since. Yay!

My First Time
It was my first time ever And I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow...

Found Family Members
So long ago, so little you were, the last I seen of you, you may not remember but I do so, you were so cute so precious as you so are today, we have been so distant actually nonexistant, but modern times prevail with technology to hail, we can reconnect our lives and put aside our demise, the dead has come to life with technologies might... I have wrote this after connecting for the first time in almost 20yrs with two of my nieces who I have wondered about so long but had no knowledge of how to contact them but have now connected online and am starting to reconnect.

Before I Was A Mom!!!!
A good friend of my hubbys and i found this poem and i thought it was cute and fite to a T for us MOM'S!!! Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I ne

A Bonding...
I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One

Just Not Tennis
GOTTA BE ONE OF MY FAV'S Little Johnny was watching TV in his room one night & decided to go & ask his mum & dad about something he'd just heard. He goes downstairs & asks them "What's Love Juice?" Dad is horrified & after looking at mum who's also gob smacked proceeds to give little Johnny the dreaded explanation. Johnny sits there with his mouth wide open in amazement. Dad finishes the talk & asks "So what is it you've been watching that you shouldn't be?" Johnny replies "Wimbledon." (that’s tennis for the non sporting types)

Hey
happy easter to everyone!!!! and i hope your all having a wonderful start to your long weekend.. i was just wondering what all the red x's were about.. and they seem to be all over my page and all over my friends lists.. if anyone knows whats going on can you plz let me know thank you all :)

Forecast For All Sign - Part One
Hello Readers: Here is your personal forecast for 2007 – Never forget the “Universal Code” is in charge of your destiny and much of this ancient wisdom was cast aside by politically and financially oriented churches with a myriad of religions that have killed more humans than all diseases, natural disasters and wars. The spirit of man sunk in ignorance and the fact is plain to see, NONE of the major religions or deities has proven to help mankind world but instead further mental decay and endless religious wars. No one is above the stars not even the Pope; he is trying very hard to save the last breath of Christianity but God has passed the Celestial order through his own star creation and its unfolding as predicted. There is NO end of this world, NO return of a Messiah and NO apocalypse ahead of you, just a new realization of the human spirit and its miraculous creative forces. “God did not put us on earth to end up in a doomed fashion” Free your spirit from fears and join

Will You Answer?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo

I'm Guilty
I saw this blogg this morning when I was on for a few mins. The content of this blog has really been under my skin. If not logging on to cerrytap after spending 12 hours on the computer looking at HTML code makes you a bad friend, then I'm guilty. If spending time with your family who rarely gets a chance to see you makes you a bad friend then, I'm Guilty. But how many of my friends who have my personal or business emails have taken the time to drop a line

Poem To My Wife
IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with You

Funny
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten a little over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst...my wife came home with no panties!!" That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card

Lyrics For (darude - Sandstorm)
alright, if anyone knows the song sandstorm.. they will be like 'wtf?!' i ran across this just a few minutes ago.. and had to share it... so here it is.. Darude - Sandstorm Lyrics?! Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dun dundundun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dundun BOOM dundun dundun dundun BEEP dun dun dun dun dun dun dun BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BOOM daddaddadadsadadadadadadadadadaddadadadadadaddadadaddadadadadadadadadadadadaddadddadaddadadadd dadadadaddaddada d dadadddaddadaddadadadddadadada nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nnyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo nnn nn nn nn nn nn n nn nnn nn nn nnn nnn nnnnnnnn dddddddd ddadadadadaddadadadadadaadadadadadad BOOM nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM nyunyunyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP dadadadadada dda

Sign My Guest Book
Hey .., how r u ??? i hope all my frineds come vist my page and Sign my Guest Book ,, if want do that ... ~*i Dont Care*~ This the URL to my page .... i want thanks allot every one do that for me ,,, u dont know how much that thigs make me happy......... P.S. if u need any things or any help .. u can ask me ....And If u have more idea to make mu page more nice tell me .. Take Care Have Nice Day

My Baby!
Im sad because I cant be with her when she is sad! Im sad because I cant be with her when shes mad! Im sad because I cant be with her when shes happy! Im sad because I love her and I wonder why all the time! She is so special! CT Loves, 'two'

Mailbomb....
heh so i ordered a few more szeki kurva cds from india early april...well as i didn't get the package today I was wondering why it was stuck in customs for a long period of time...well notice the highlighted part of the shipping tag here:great... im probably red flagged now... grah!

Ever Felt Like This?
Lately life sucks honestly lol And i seriously cant place a finger on what makes it that way. I am just sick of the same old bullshit day in and day out, think its time to change secenry again...I have like no direction in life and basically that aggravates me. I have let years pass and really havent accomplished shit and i mean well but basically once i finally take a step forward its like some shit comes up and knocks me back 2 steps. I like a really great girl but the story of my life she lives like 483048204809234 million miles away lol so yeah the chances of that ever really becoming anything are slim to none. I want to move back down south to FL to be by my friends that i miss dearly but i am not really sure that is a good move or not, i have alot of fond memories from there but honestly that place is the reason i am in the place i am now i made alot of mistakes fucked off for years and basically just lived day to day and i guess i am paying for that now. Well i dont know why

Admission
So I overheard a friend's conversation the other day. She was talking to her baby's daddy, and there was some question as to the baby's paternity.Anyway they were talking about how the baby has balls the size of walnuts.Then she was like, "There's no question this baby isn't yours."I can't remember the conversation from there, and this is weird to write about, but appearantly the baby is pretty well hung for a baby. By what she said later she implied the baby's daddy is well hung.Anyway I kinda figured she might be a sizequeen. She was never much interested in me. We're good friends and all, but we never talked about size or anything, but I guess somehow she could tell.Do women have a sixth-sense about how well endowed a guy is?There's what she said, lack of interest in me, and she's put up with a lot of crap from this guy. So to me this is implicit admission she's a sizequeen.What do you think?

To Clear The Air.
Since Firemyst and Nasa seem to have a vendetta against me, and have blocked me from defending myself with the trash they post about me, I figured, since their friends will likely be coming here to look at my profile, I'll go ahead and post the entire story here. They certainly won't post it. The entire story can be summed up in two links, and a few of my own words. After the latest attack and slander, I sent this email to Firemyst, as she was the one to start the entire issue. I think it sums everything up nicely. You know, you may want to move out of the glass house before you start casting stones. Let your mindless followers know the ENTIRE story before you just select parts of it completely out of context. For instance, why have I never once seen you post a link to either of the mumms you reference? Oh, lost track of them. Here. I bookmarked them for you. "Support the troops" http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=50340 That one, I never even made a single c

Fire
today i just found out that my cosins home just burned down on saturday evening and im hope for some help she has 2 children which the were not at home the only one that was there was her husbend he was in bed sleeping . they lost everything in the fire. so if anybody has any ideas please let me know . and right now my main idea is getting a doation box set up but who do i call for that ? so give me some help . and the only one that died in ther fire was ther cat

The Epidemic Of Stupidity
Dear Readers: Once more I try very hard to comprehend the epidemic of stupidity when reading such news on CNN; Eva Marie Mauldin said Satan compelled her 19-year-old husband, Joshua Royce Mauldin, to microwave their daughter May 10 because the devil disapproved of Joshua's efforts to become a preacher. How can in the name of the Lord someone be so innocent of the power of the Dragon and its incredible pull upon the subject's life leading to such an atrocity? May be cooking a child is what it will take for someone curious enough to investigate the Power Of The Dragon and how it leads people to do what they do and what will transpire in one's fate. Read more about this disturbed person at Click here I proclaim that a multitude of religious teachings are the cancer of the world trapping mankind' spiritual growth and opening the door to insanity and a myriad of phobias. I hope you can realize this fact with such disturbing news plaguing the media. The reality is that Joshu

Which Side Of Your Brain Do You Use?
You're a Balanced-brained! That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation. When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over. While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker. The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

Try Try Again...
Try Try Again... Five dollars in my pocket When I needed ten Recipe calls for 3 eggs I have a dozen A month past Expiration Rent is 5 days late But a smile you will find Firmly planted on my face I may not have everything But I have more than I deserve I am not a super model Nor Picasso or Poe I write what I feel And Paint what I see Far from perfection With either But I try And I will keep trying With each day Comes knowledge And gained wisdom From all the years Of living life Without knowing Love Today I am in a better place Broke indeed But not busted No longer shattered Whole once again To try And to continue each day As success Is my destiny Because I found love Inside me Written by Melody 5/28/07