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Another Spiral Of Random Thoughts
Every moment a beat closer Closer to falling The edge is near I feel it Light then dark Dark then light A shadowy tunnel Beckoning me down Or maybe up A funnel, twisting light Light is dark Dark is light Love in the dark Enlightened with love All that is known Must go tumbling Go to him, hold him Feel for a moment The embrace, staccato heartbeats Shall he be mine Shall I be his? Shall I walk away Stronger, but lonely Or stay, Dependent yet twined? Where do I lead Where shall I follow Rambled directions from my heart Tumbling onward to a home Elation cascades into my heart A voice tickling my ear Filled with unspoken delights Rapture envelopes me Strong arms grasping tight De

Rush Limbaugh
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for

Sex Quiz
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Love Poem #3
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

My Life
Um ya......Where to start....I have been in a relationship with a guy for more than 7 years And there are attachments. You see he tells me he loves me and that he wants to come home but when I call him he can never talk to me. I don't know what the deal is. I don't know if I should hang on or let go. Some people come to me and say "You and (my boyfriend?) aren't together any more?". And I ask him why I hear this and he tells me he never said that . But why would I be asked that? What should I do? Keep him because I think too much? or dump him because he is lying to me? Please comment..Thanx

To Everyone
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special - Don't EVER forget it." If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring. Count your blessings, not your problems...

Bra Contest
AFP - Monday, June 4 07:40 am SINGAPORE (AFP) - A Singapore radio station will be fined 15,000 Singapore dollars (9,900 US) over a bra contest that was "exploitative and inappropriate," the city-state's media regulator said Monday. MediaCorp Radio breached the broadcast code with a March competition in which women had to remove their bras as fast as possible without taking off their clothes, the Media Development Authority (MDA) said. "The broadcasting of such a contest, requiring the removal of bras by young women, has a negative influence on young impressionable listeners," it said. It said the two DJs involved the programme had also "made sexually suggestive comments on how fast the bras were removed, as well as the colour, design and cup size of the bras, and the size of the girls' breasts." "As celebrity figures and role models, DJs wield influence over young listeners and hence should conduct themselves in a socially responsible manner," the regulator said.

Fetish Flea
Okies, Sat 8/18 I'll be in Boston at the Cyclorama for the Fetish Flea! Come and join me in checking out corsets and stillettos and floggers OH MY!!!! Could always use a second opinion on how it looks and how it feels! You know you wanna!!!!!! Miao.

How Did We Meet?
HOW DID WE MEET? Michael-- im starting it Fluff-- halftime tavern baby Alissa-- Halftime David-- MVNC chelsea- faith assembly of god( i miss that home):[ Jamie- i know her my whole life were cousin lol Hunter- i met her in school in about fifth grade. :] Alisonnn - MySpaceee & school. Jessie - played rec ball with longggg time agooo. Jamie Price- through brandy and bubba and school ashley pilcher~ ur my cousin,,,lol shelley sweatt- SOFTBALL! :) dallas hardin-uhh SOFTBALL :) dustin bloodworth- threw amanda v. Julie- through Julian Elizabethh- through Julian && Jimmy.&& Myspace. Anna- she lives like right across the street from me. ;] Josh- on spring break @ hiltonhead Nikki- @ church Lori- @ school lindsay- at the mountians. ridin the mule. heather- uhm swim team a few years ago. then we went to school together! connor- school this past year Heather- mi ex-boyfriend:[ Ashley- track team managers Darian - School [that sucks] Hayley - Im about to :D shane- my

Free ,,happy Hour,vip,blast .contest*
HH CONTEST HOSTED BY SEXYGIRLBLONDE YOU CANT MISS THIS..... I am holding a contest and this one you might really want to check out. TOP PRIZE.... A FREE HAPPY HOUR!!!!!!!!! This contest will run for 10 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest which will start as soon as I have at least 25 entries. When I get the entries needed I will post a bulletin stating the date and time the contest will start. RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know they must rate, fan and add me to do this. Please make sure to let all your friends know ahead of time so you can all be ready bef

He Who Hesitates......
Well my friends, it's been a weird August and really a weird summer. It was hot then it was cool, then it got real hot again. Then I moved out of my house! I left my wife of six years because I felt trapped. Justified, perhaps, but having been out of the house for 2 weeks, i'm just not sure what I was doing leaving and at the same time, i'm just not sure i want to go back home either. Yes I wanted some freedom, and i'm enjoying that but I do miss some things that came with being with someone. Anyway, right now i'm wrestling with some of my own personal demons that I think are keeping me from enjoying being with my wife. And to be honest, if I go through counseling to deal with this and it doesn't work, at least I can say I tried. So bear with me my friends, the next few weeks are not going to be the easiest to go through on mty end. So if i'm not on much from this point forward, at least you'll know why. Love, Peace and best wishes to all of you, Chuck

Usa Flag Rules...
How to Display the AMERICAN Flag http://www.ushistory.org/betsy 1. When the flag is displayed over the middle of the street, it should be suspended vertically with the union to the north in an east and west street or to the east in a north and south street. 2. The flag of the United States of America, when it is displayed with another flag against a wall from crossed staffs, should be on the right, the flag's own right [that means the viewer's left --Webmaster], and its staff should be in front of the staff of the other flag. 3. The flag, when flown at half-staff, should be first hoisted to the peak for an instant and then lowered to the half-staff position. The flag should be again raised to the peak before it is lowered for the day. By "half-staff" is meant lowering the flag to one-half the distance between the top and bottom of the staff. Crepe streamers may be affixed to spear heads or flagstaffs in a parade only by order of the President of the United States. 4. Whe

Stress
its hard tp beilive that in a week in a half i will be getting married to tiny as he is known on here .i never thought that planning our wedding would of been so damn stressful , boy was i wrong very wrong. i cant wait until that day is finally here and over with . And i can stop being so stress of everything

Rules For Members
We Welcome New Members Wankan-Tanka Clan ! The Rules Are Simple: Bring your individuality – There is room in our family for people of ideas and ideals. Enjoy meeting new people, chat, form friendships and have fun! Voice your opinions, and make suggestions as there is always room for improvement to make us better and stronger! Please read and reply/repost bulletins of the clan. Please fan/friend and rate members profiles. NO DRAMA – THIS IS A FRIENDLY SITE ! Respect your clan members during contests by helping them before others. Try to rate family members to help them level up. If you have problems, please let us help you resolve them before deciding to quit, our door is always open. Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge.

Untitled
yes i wrote this one Living in a darkness for so long now Hearing you calling my name turned that world upside down You lifted me from that deep dark hole How can i explain what youve shown me from within your beautiful soul You made me part of your world in turn became all of mine. Cherishing every moment with you wishing i could stop time. Holding you in my arms so close the outside world fades away No matter what happens, in my heart youll always stay. You have left your mark all over my soul You've made me complete you've made me whole. When ive needed you most, youve stood by my side Youve been my shelter, my anchor , my guide. The promise of my love a love never ending. Each day with you seems like a new beginning.

Russian Woman
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts! The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store... (Please scroll down) What were you thinking? Helloooo

Inside
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

Evidence
You have eyes that Lead me on And a body that Shows me death Your lips look like they were made For something else but They just suck my breath I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want you wanting me I want what I see in your eyes So give me something to be scared of Don't give me something to satisfy You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off F

Check Us Out
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Unbridled Passion
Unbridled Passion by Suzette Pollard I feel the warmth of your hand as it covers mine Your moist, warm breath on my neck A finger tracing my breast I begin to feel shivers erupt in my body Uncontrollably I reach for you Aching for your touch Anticipating your every move Willing you to ravage me with your mouth With uninhibited passion as we become one Our bodies mold together so perfectly Your lips softly brushing mine Making their way on a downward journey I tremble as they reach their destination Your name tumbling from my lips My want and need for you overpowering me Your scent intoxicates me We lie, spent, in each others arms Holding you close, hearts beating as one Love so strong, so pure, so right

Dont Want
i dont want to be part of this lie i dont want to hide it anymore i dont want to live without u i dont want to admit to my family i dont want to play in this sharade i dont want to go without talkin to u i dont want to be the other person i dont want to stay alone i dont want to play the game i dont want to love someone who dont love me i dont want to be untrue to myself i dont want to get in the way i dont want to and u cant make me!!

The Marine Corp's Early Retirement Bonus
The Marine Corps found they had too many officers and senior enlisted men. It was decided to offer an early retirement bonus. They promised any officer or senior enlisted man who volunteered for retirement a bonus of $1,000 for every inch measured in a straight line between any two points in his body. Those applying got to choose what those two points would be. The first officer who accepted asked that he be measured from the top of his head to the tip of his toes. He was measured at six feet and walked out with a bonus of $72,000. The second officer who accepted was a little smarter and asked to be measured from the tip of his outstretched hands to his toes. He walked out with $96,000. The third one was a non-commissioned officer, a grizzly old Sergeant Major who, when asked where he would like to be measured replied, "From the tip of my weenie to my testicles." It was suggested by the pension man that he might want to reconsider, explaining about the nice big checks t

School
EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH

A Friend's Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me

You Might Be A Child Of The 80's If...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PART1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You Know You Grew Up In the 80's if: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE. 2. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton 3. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 4. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 5. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 6. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 7. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. 8. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. 9. You played the game "MASH"(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House) 10. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. 11. You know the profound meaning of " WAX ON , WAX OFF" 12. You wanted to be a Goonie. 13. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us...head-to-toe) 14. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his c

Deeper And Deeper
My words had finally come back to me. Inspiration found me in various forms, various people, various movements. I put hand to pen to paper and wove tapestries of emotion that I pressed my face to at night to inhale for relief or cry into for release. But as parts of my life began to unravel so did my words. And now I feel them leaving me again. What frustration it is to have so much to say but no way to say it! Words have never passed my lips with ease. Always I needed fingers and ink and dead trees to communicate. I never wondered what eyes would find my words, the evidence of my grief and happiness. The release was all that mattered. Now as my words abandon me and I caress empty notebooks I feel myself becoming full and fat off of the things inside of me that cannot be released but need to be released. It is a sick feeling and in efforts not to explode or choke on all of these... feelings, I find myself looking for outlets in my body, any open part of me to pour

8 Kinds Of Sex
Different Types of Sex Current mood: giggly Category: Romance and Relationships Recent research shows that there are 8 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. T

Tests On Friday
As some of you guys on my friends list know i am going into the hospital on Friday morning to have some test run. Have been having a few problems with my health these past few months. If things go well which i think they will i will be home that afternoon. If for some reason there is a complication i may have to stay in the hospital for the night maybe longer. I just wanted to say thanks to all that have wished me well and all the prayers that i have recieved from you guys, it means alot to me to know that i have met some really awsome pple and made some really good friends here in the time that i have been here. Thank you all so much and i will let you all know how things go. Love to all kat

Shoutbox
Okay.. I have held it in long enough! My computer is online 24/7 7 days a week, I on the other hand am only human and I am not. If you shout me and I do not respond that means: 1)I am not near the computer regardless of what my status says. I have children and family and things that need to be taken care of other then Fubar. 2)I am at work and not able to respond, like I said online 24/7 7 days a week...the computer, not me. 3)Helping the "Fu-Bombers" which means I'm doing something other then sitting here staring at the shoutbox. 4)shoutbox is temporarily off now, regardless of what I may be doing this does not give you the right to call me a bitch, stuck up, say I am only looking to add names for points, or anything else that disrespects me. I am a genuinely nice person and I accepted your add because I thought there was something interesting about each of you. Now after this being said if you feel like deleting me that is entirely up to you. If I am online and

1st Blog
Hi, my names Steve and I am from Leesburg, IN. I'm 21 yrs. old. I work in a projection screen factory. I'm 6'1-6'2 brown hair, hazel eyes, 192lbs. I like to watch comedys, I listen to rock, some rap, and some country. If you'd like to comment feel free.

Pet
Well today i found out that my dog that i had for 13 yrs. has cancer and it will cost a total of 314.79 to put her to sleep and to cremate her.So i feel like crap but i know that its for the best so she doesnt suffer any longer.how many of you lost a pet that was like a family to you.

Hoodrats....
Ok does it makes any since that females won't drop shit...For instance it has been two years since me and my ex bestfriend got into the fight that made us not friends...i dropped it and let it go cause i didn't want the drama...After 2 years she is going to come out of the wood work and start talking shit...Like you should tell you mom and dad what you do...B!tch please my mom knows me i am her child, and my mom will be the first person to tell anyone i am not an angel....Big deal i party my mother knows that i am not a child!why must girls bring shit up from the past...why can't they just keep their mouths shut...i would love to help them shut it but that involves a curb and their mouth on it...

About Me
Well I guess I should tell you a little about me & what I am doing... well I am just so excited!!! & I just Can't Hide it Da da da da ... (Oops off on a tangent there sorry)...LOL ok Back on Track (I think)(OUCH that hurts me head to think...LOL Oops there I go again... Back on track...I have the awsome Chance to babysit my 2 Grandbabies this week end... (One night down One more to go) No It was not bad at all... They slept for 5 &6 HOURS DURING THE NIGHT!!!!!I didn't BUT They did...I am also working on a family tree for my Husband...Tonight would have been a good time to work on it but Noooooooo I had to stay on here all night...Stupid... as you can tell I don't use my time very wisely huh? Oh well There is always Later... Or so they say... But That is not true none of us know when Our Time is up so there might not be later... Oh yeah I am just being Morbid again... But It is true... Just got a call(8:24AM) yeah it is still early from My son Saying "MOM Can we come up?"...I asked why

No Pussy
A farm family were gathering in the kitchen for breakfast. As the youngest son sat down, his mother told him he wasn't going to get anything to eat until he'd fed the animals.Angry, he thumped out the door and headed for the chicken coop. As he feed the chooks, he kicked each one in the head. The it was off to the paddock to feed the cow.As she bent down to start on some fresh hay, he kicked in the head. He pour slops into a trough for the pigs and as they started eating, kicked them in the head. He then headed back to the kitchen and sat down.His mother was outraged. I saw what you did. Since you kicked the chickens you'll get no eggs for breakfast and since you kicked the cow no milk. Also no bacon or sausages because you kicked the pigs. His father came down the stairs and nearly tripped on the cat and kicked it. The boy looked up at Mum and said. Are you gonna tell him or should i??

Festive Pumpkin Dip Recipe
Festive Pumpkin Dip Recipe This creamy and spicy pumpkin dip is perfect for your Halloween or family get together. Festive Pumpkin Dip... Ingredients: - 8 ounces cream cheese - softened - 1/2 cup sour cream - 3/4 cup canned pumpkin - 3 tablespoons taco seasoning mix - 1 dash garlic powder (to keep away the vanpires) - 1/3 cup turkey - smoked and chopped - 3 green onions - chopped - 1/2 red peppers - chopped - 1 tablespoon jalapeño - fresh or jarred, chopped (optional) - 2 1/4 ounces black olives - chopped - 1/4 cup sunflower or pumpkin seeds for garnish (optional) - fresh vegetables or corn chips for dipping Container: small pumpkin (hallowed out) or a serving bowl, large mixing bowl Servings: 24 Serving Description: 3 Tablespoons Prep Time: 21 minutes Cook Time: 0 minutes Directions In a large mixing bowl, beat together the cream cheese, sour cream, canned pumpkin, taco seasoning and garlic po

Screaming Inside
So when do you say enuff is enuff??? How do u stop loving someone so much to just walk away. does the pain ever stop. I am caught between a rock and a hard place right now. I have a man who i just found out married me for all the wrong reasons its been 2 years a 16 year old daughter. I know i have to walk away but cant seem to bring myself to do it. I give this man anything he wants when he wants, I clean do laundry amongst other things, and it seems like nothing I do satisfies him. I am wore out, I dont even know if I want to try to please him anymore. It just doesnt seem worth it anymore.. He told my daughter that he has 2 years left, she asked for what, he said till your gone then I can get up and leave. How would you take that??? I really want to sit down and cry to get it out but I feel like if I do he won and somewhere I lost more of myself than I already have. Just had to vent for a little while

Dark Carnival
Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggalo

Alright Peeps Is This Right Or Wrong
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground, which arent as good but easy.So the apples at the the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along who are brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Im Gueting Acusd
: u should be aware since u "love" ur friends so much that u r the ONLY friend on this downraters page, so if u dont want people 2 think its YOU behind the page, i suggest u remove this user ...fubar.com... just a heads up... iff you think ive down rated you plese let me no il be shure to prouve you rong thanks

Engaged
hey i am sorry to all who didnt know but yes twizt3d_dead_redneck_lette and i have pretty much been togather for 5 years and now things have been working in our favor we are engaged but have not set a date yet maybe next month when she is here visiting who knows but i do know i love this amazing woman with my whole being and cant wait to be her husband so if ur upset i am sorry but i will not give up on her five years is a long time and our daughter deserves to have me as well so if u want to delete me or what ever but here is the truth

At The Airport
I am here at the akron-canton airport at 12:48 pm ohio time I do not leave on my flight until 6:38 am.. I had to take the ride I could find since the person who promised to take me to the airport backed out at the last minute today.. I was really upset to the point I wanted to call my sick aunt in washington state and tell her i was not coming but my loving husband had faith in me, the faith I did not have in myself to find another ride.. I am so very thankful to one of my co-workers who took the time after work tonight to help me out.. I am so very greatful to her and so pissed at the one who let me down.. I know my co-worker/friend does not come on to fubar so I wil find a way to get her a gift from washington just to show her how much I apprecaited her help today.. I am also planning to show my very loving husband how much love I have for him also when I get home so my most wonderful husband n_b_k I love you and I will call you every night see you soon.. love always your soft

Fan Me Please
ok i want to try to get every fubar member as my fan there are over 1 million people on here so im gonna need some help please tell all ur friends,fans,family to fan me i wanna see if i can get it done

Questioning Sanity
Reaching the gates of sanity; I pause to ponder the point of it all. Do I really feel or is feeling only imagined? Does the pain I feel wreaking havoc on my soul; just self torment brought on by the fear of being alone? Am I truly even sane? Is reality for you the same as reality for me; or am I just fooling myself into believing I was ever normal... Hell hath no furry like a woman insane... Reaching into the depths of my soul I pull on everything that has kept me grounded. Praying that its enough to keep me here... Knowing that at any moment I could lose faith and fall... Into the abyss that many call insanity.. The question I cannot answer...for myself or any other troubled soul searching for reason... Is there really sanity left in the world?

Doc Nasty, Mirage And Raven!
Well at Gothicfest 2007 in Chicago I met Doc Nasty & DJ Mirage. I must say, it was nice to finally meet Doc in person. he's one of the coolest people associated with Krush Radio or WRR. We had a great convo and just talking about everything. I made a bullitin about this so I'll leave this blog short and sweet. If DOC need anything from me or Krushradio, I'm there for ya man! And thats real talk! It was a pleasure meeting you 2 and Im happy that we're friends. **TAKEN AT GOTHICFEST 2007 in Chicago**

Last Week In The Tower
Yes it was the last week in the fire tower this year( no more fires)First the winds got up to 70 mile an hour and some higher gusts, a tree blow down in my front yard ( about 8 feet away from my trailer)I loss power for 27 hours, with the temp. in the teens, my teeth were clicking together LOL. Loss my phone line out too the world ( that sucked)It snowed and my rain gage froze! and yes a fire that high does sway in the wind,shakes and rattles ( the fire tower is 120 feet in the air. I had a total of 9 fire for the season this is more than last year, (five).Will post some more pictures soon.

Ladies In Heaven
Two ladies talking in heaven: 1st woman : Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman : Hi! I'm Kelly. How'd you die? 1st woman n : I Froze to Death. 2nd woman : How Horrible! 1st woman : It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What about you? 2nd woman : I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman : I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman : Too bad you didn't look in the

Just Take A Moment
Give thou thine heart to the wild magic, To the Lord and the Lady of Nature, Beyond any consideration of this world. Do not covet large or small, Do not despise weakling or poor, Semblance of evil allow not near thee, Never give nor earn thou shame. The Ancient Harmonies are given thee, Understand them early and prove, Be one with the power of the elements, Put behind thee dishonour and lies. Be loyal to the Lord of the Wild Wood, Be true to the Lady of the Stars, Be true to thine own self besides, True to the magic of Nature above all else. Do not thou curse anyone, Lest thou threefold cursed shouldst be, And shouldst thou travel ocean and earth, Follow the very step of the ancient trackways.

Who I Am
where to start born in portland my parents are still married i have a sister an a brother i have 9 nices an nephews i have been divorced 11 yeasrs i have a son an a daughter 12 an 6 they have diffrent fathers an i am friends with both i am a surviver of dimestic violince an two years clean of drugs witch i gave five years of my life to my friends in my real life i have had for twenty years or more i am close to my family i have a few friends on here that i can count on to tell me the truth if i ask one inspired me to wright this i am still a little screwed up in the sence still working to get on my feet an get where i wont to be in life i dont have some big sad story just life lived an learnd every day something new is learned i have pc friends that i chatt with never knowing any thing about them others i know more falling for any one here is proply not the best idea i live a world where there is love finding it hard an may never happen but hell thats life i know i love my children an

Communication Addiction
Ok, so I am addicted to communication...that is communication VIA computer...I hate the phone...i live alone with my 10 month old son and work from home...the nearest town/city is 60 miles from here...so I am bored therefore I treat the laptop as my second child...the one who keeps me in touch with all the pervs and friends out there. ////my son can only say so much..usually baba is the extent of it now. Oh yeah, he is jealous of my "second child" and has ripped parts off of my laptop. So far the shift key is gone...the alt key is missing, the UP arrow is non-existent. I managed to save the "k" and stick it back on here but the ESC key is barely hanging on. I mean barely! If i tip my latop, then my escape will fall in oblivion!!! That is why you may see me on here throughout the day! I am just looking for affection!!!

Tournment
so we made it into tournmetn. we play october 27 away. i am so scared. i am praying we will win. after this year i am done with soccer for good. i cant do any more with my knees and ankles. i am praying that i dont need another surgery which i prob. do need. we are facing springfield. i know that we can take them. its just we need to be like the sox. 1 run 1 game 1 seris...... 1 goal 1 game 1 championship!!!!! GO WARRIORS

Bullshit
well this past tuesday I left my house for a half an hour to pick up my kids from my ex's house and I was gone for no more than a half an hour and when I came back someone jimmied my window and got in and stole all my fucking dvds(I had like 115-140) and about 10 of my ps2 games, along with my digital camera. The funny thing(not really)is not one of my fucking neighbors saw any fucking thing at all and I have quite a few neighbors here and nobody saw anything. Fuck all of them and Fuck the cock suckers that ripped me off.

Sunday Night Survey
1. What is on your mind? Answering this survey, wondering if the Sox will sweep, Halloween this week, a few other things right now 2. What body part do you hate? i dont hate any part but i do dislike my gut hows that? 3. Where is your biological father right now? walking the dog i think it is after 9, his usual time 4. Have you ever made out in a basement? LoL, no, I don't think so... 5. What body part do you wash first in the shower? >;-) I'm not telling... 6. Do you have any piercings? No 7. Do you have any tattoos? nope 8. Is your driveway steep? no 9. Name five things you did today: cooked, sent emails, looked for photos watched football, went into the crawlspace above the garage 10. Have you ever been tied up? yes with work and other things... Q;-) 11. Last person you text messaged? Kevin i think 12. Have you ever had two dates in one night? no 13. What have you eaten today? cheese adn baccon omlett, burger and tater tots 14.

Baby, Your All I Want & Need!!!
Losing you the first time killed me inside and all i did was cry for the whole month and wondered what I did so wrong that had you break up with me now its almost November we have been together since July and I feel as if i'm going to lose you again. I can't lose you again because I love you so damn much and I say it to you everyday, talk to you for hours everyday. The only thing that keeps me motivated is knowing that soon enough I will be living with you and we will be living the life we have always dreamed of the life of: us being together. I just can't take it i love you so much and theres no one else is the world that can love me like you can, or put a smile on my face even when i'm sad. Your the only one I turn to with my problems because I trust you with my life. We have been together for so long. Why would you turn back on us now? Our relationship and love is supposivly so strong why would you have me lose the love of my life again. I need you baby

Fine Sand.
I am but fine sand, Meant for deepest blue of the darkest pit, I have been worn and fragmented, From ebb and flow of emotional discontent. I am but fine sand, Ever to be tread upon, I am small broken and jagged, But you have never felt such a soft blade as me. I am but fine sand, I am desired upon your flesh, I will make you remember that beautiful day, I am what you want me to be, And I, Am everlastingly soft.

Joke
A Nun and a Priest were crossing the Sahara dessert on a camel. On the third day out, the camel suddenly dropped dead without warning. After dusting themselves off, the Nun and the Priest surveyed their situation. After a long period of silence, the Priest spoke. "Well, Sister, this looks pretty grim." "I know, Father. In fact, I don't think it likely that we can survive more than a day or two." "I agree," says the Father. "Sister, since we are unlikely to make it out of here alive, would you do something for me?" "Anything, Father." "I have never seen a woman's breasts and I was wondering if I might see yours." "Well, under the circumstances I don't see that it would do any harm." The Nun opened her habit and the Priest enjoyed the sight of her shapely breasts, commenting frequently on their beauty. "Sister, would you mind if I touched them?" She consented and he fondled them for several minutes. "Fath

Wanted 2 Say!
I just wanted 2 say...It is great 2 back on Fubar...I have missed u all!...I am doing good! I am Happy & I Love!...I am so excited 2 be engaged 2 the love of my life...Well, I hope all of my Fubar friends have a great week & a great up coming weekend...God Bless Us All! :) Nevaeh78 ~Chaz~ xoxo's 2 all!

Values, Ethics And Society
While much has been written about so-called crises of faith in the life cycle of individuals, what is seldom recognised, and even when so recognised, usually dismissed, is that societies also undergo crises of faith. A societal crisis of faith occurs when the values that produced a particular incarnation of a society no longer correspond to the values held by the individuals and organisations holding economic, political, and social power in that society. Paradoxically, these value changes seem to occur first on a social level. In reality the changes are already far advanced by the time they appear, because in most societies social standing and mobility lag behind economic and political power. Those with economic power seldom wish to flaunt values at variance with social norms, and those in the political arena prefer a protective coloration that in fact straddles the perceived range of values. while ostensibly preferring the most popular of values ... Although all stable societies

All Over Again
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

Contest Tonight On World Rock Radio!!!!!
Click banner to enter lounge GET CREATIVE WITH CRAIG!! From 6:00pm EST until 8:00pm EST send the most creative picture you can to DJ Craig that has DJ CRAIG ROCKS MY WORLD in it somewhere and receive a CORVETTE for 1st Place, a 64 IMPALA for 2nd Place, or 10,000 FUBUX for 3rd Place. All entries will also be featured in the World Rock Radio newsletter. Email your entry to brokendownbravery@yahoo.com What station ROCKS you 24/7? Gives you a place to hang with the best friends around? Entertains you with the BEST LIVE DJs in the industry? Challenges you in a great poker league? What station has the most going on for their fans? ONLY WORLD ROCK RADIO BABY! Click banner to enter lounge (repost of original by '~CSC~ WRR Army - why buy the whole pig when ya just want a lil sausage?' on '2007-11-10 14:10:39') (repost of original by 'MissEvil~Taken By and Forever Engulfed in Warlox's Eternal Flame ♥~' on '2007-11-10 14:13:32')

Education......
In today's world, people have begun to confuse education with learning, and there is a difference. Education is what the system teaches you based on what it wants you to know. Learning is what is done when you go out and seek knowledge yourself. Yes, it sounds paranoid, but when you consider the fact that in the case of history, the victors write the history. Consider American History for example, when the Native Americans won a battle it was called a massacre, when the US Army won, it was called a victory. Lately, the whole westward expansion and Indian wars part of American History is barely touched in high school. Dont Educate yourself, but learn for yourself the truth. Unfortunately, if the government keeps going the way it is, the truth will become forever lost.

Insurance And Blood Pressure.
I'm slightly miffed with my insurance company. They've decided that my lab work was not medically necessary despite the fact that my doctor deemed it so. They've also decided that the eminent threat of mastoiditis isn't really all that threatening and my doctor is asking entirely too much by referring me to a specialist. Seriously... What's the point in having insurance if it's not useful? Well, I can't say that it's totally useless. My blood pressure usually runs a bit low and it does wonders for bringing that up to par.

Clean Slate...
Ok pretty much I've been getting rather annoyed with the clutter of a friends list I've created, over the next several days, I will be reforming a friends list of people whom I talk to on a fairly frequent basis and/or people who I have at one point talked to a lot who havent been on much due to real life circumstances who I do treasure as my friends..it'll be a long process, so with that said, if you do care to get on my other list, shoot me a message and more then likely I will add you as promptly as possible. Mind you I will be keeping this up and active aswell, but I figure for my closer friends this will make it easier for me to focus on keeping in touch with them on a regular basis. Fair warning, this is not a way for you to get extra points in any way, so if you do message me with that intent I'm sorry but I doubt I will be able to help you there. I know a lot of people on here just play it for the points and the like, but I've never seen it as that so much as finding good fr

Waiting For Me
You were out there, And I found you. I think you were waiting just for me. Were you lonely out there? It was just a matter of time before I came. I'm here now, just for you. Now were together in a sensual dance. Twin souls, twirling slowly together forever. I knew it when I found you, you were waiting for me. Let twirl together in a wonderful dance.

Bell Palsy
Last night as I slept I was striken with Bell Palsy. I'm sure some if not most of you my dear friends have heard of this nuralogical event. First I need to settle your nerves .... THIS IS NOT A STROKE!!!............ok. 40.000 people are striken with this very irratating form of paralysis in the US. Its belived that the reason for this is a viral infection such as viral meningtis or the comon cold sore virus herpes simplex causes the disorder when the facial nerve swells and becomes inflamed in reaction to the infection. This is the first day for me. Within the next two days the right side of my face will become more rigid and my mouth may droop. Normaly this may last as short a period as three weeks or as long as a month or more. Now ya'll now me. I can be a stuborne man so I survived two divorces so I sure won't let this tear me up. I got the edge, first this was cought very early so I got this things number. Now there isn't a cure but there are ways to help prevent it from getting wo

Disclaimer #2
PLEASE READ SLOWLY AND CAREFULLY BEFORE YOU JUDGE!!! Well Let me go out on a strange limb and just state this PEOPLES OPINIONS are there very own not mine unless stated or written by me. Just because I post your comment or better yet respond to your comment dosent mean I feel or those thoughts are my expressions I write to write and get my point my views and thoughts out, don't like what you see then don't read it. Look I speak my mind cuz I have that right and choice. I never directed anything I said or wrote on here or anyywhere else to be taken so far or in offense to anyone. I feel that some of the things I said or responded to may have had more of an effect on some more then others and I want to go on record saying I apologize for not clarifying things. I never wanted it to be an attack on any one person or subject matter. I appreciate everyone you decides to read and put thought into responding......BUT again it was a general thought by me and it was always to serve a big

Something Special
I was just thinking the other day while I was on my route how my life had been dealt. When I was younger I had a special friend whom I really thought I would get to grow up with and share special times in our lives throughout school. Well I got some special times but she had to move away and go through a lot of stuff without me. Well many years later that special friend returned to my life and shared a lot of special moments with me and even changed my life for the better. I got a divorce from someone who was abusing me and she helped me see the dangers and stuff that I was too close to, to see... My life now will continue to change and I will be able to find myself again though I have changed and so did she I still see my best friend and soul mate for who she was back then and who she is today. For if it wasnt for her and her family I would probably be dead right now. So I thank her and praise her for the things she has done for me and my children. All I had to say was that I

S.i.n.
S.I.N. Lyrics By:Ozzy Osbourne A psycho driver twisted in my head Silence broken, but there's nothing said I got a nightmare from a fantasy Will the voices ever set me free Chorus: I can hear 'em, I can hear 'em Someone wake me when it's over I can see 'em, I can see 'em I can see 'em over and over again I saw it happening like deja-vu They tried to tell me but they couldn't get through In my head I hear the voices scream I need someone to tell me what it means Chorus Whoa--who turned off the lights? Whoa--a shadow in the night Whoa--it wasn't meant to be I can't take this alone Don't leave me on my own tonight No, no I can't make it alone Don't leave me on my own tonight Shattered dreams lay next to broken glass I wonder if tonight will be my last I need an angel who can rescue me To save me from my mental symphony Chorus Whoa--who turned out the lights? Whoa--shadows in the night Whoa--it wasn't meant to be I can't take this alone Don

Damn Snow:)
WELL THE SNOW SHOWED ITS UGLY HEAD IN WYOMING YESTERDAY.IT WAS BAD ENOUGH THAT THEY CLOSED DOWN I80 FROM LARAMIE TO HAPPY JACK INTERCHANGE .THEY WAS NOT LETING ANYONE THROUGH.SO WE WAS STUCK AT A TRUCK STOP FOR THE NIGHT,IT WASNT TO BAD BUT IT JUST MADE OUR DELIVERY LATE FOR THIS MORNING BY ABOUT 3.5 HOURS.IT WAS REALLY BAD FROM SALT LAKE CITY UTAH ALL THE WAY THROUGH TO WHERE THEY CLOSED DOWN THE ROADS.I HAVE SOMETHING LIKE 2 HOURS OF VIDEO FROM ALL THE WRECKED RIGS ON THE ROADS,SOME WAS REALLY BAD SOME WAS BAD ENOUGH IF THAT MAKES SINCE.ANY WAY WE ARE AT OUR DELIVERY.SO ILL WRITE MORE LATER ON.THERE IS NO SNOW IN DENCER TO SPEAK OF YET :) BYE FOR NOW. P.S. THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON I HAD NO SERVICE TO SPEAK OF EITHER,BUT I DO NOW FOR A WHILE. :)

Life
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

The Love I Have For You
Here I sit in another time. Searching my mind for yet another line Another line that never seems to define The Love I have for you! The Love i have for you occupies al of my mind! I didn't realize that from the start You walked into my Life and there "It" went! "It" in a meaning to say is what I avoided all my Life! I felt for no one! Not a Care in the world did I have! Yet this time in my Life time stopped on a dime! For you are why time stood still My Heart beat in a hurried pace I knew then there was no time to waste! I touched your hand! I knew then together Our nights would never end!

Babys First X-mas
You have to hold him up to see The angel on the Christmas tree. And even though he's still too small To know the meaning of it all You watch his eyes reflect the glow Of colored lights that come and go And feel him quiver with delight At every new and wondrous sight. There's Santa with his jolly face Beaming from the fireplace. And from the stocking hanging there Peeks a cuddly teddy bear. Bright ornaments and candy canes -- Musical toy and wooden trains -- There's just no end to the delights Spread out for him this night of nights! He points and grins from ear to ear And then he yawns - his bedtime's near! Dad gives him a kiss and you tuck him away To rest up for the fun of his first Christmas Day

Hey All Of My Fubar Friends
I have moved yet AGAIN! This time back to Benson, NC....with some great friends and NEWLY SINGLE...and NOT LOOKING! Just wanted to pop in and thank everyone for the comments and I'm not sure when I'll be back on...schedule conflicts and all. Hope all is well and glad that FUBAR didn't change its name in my absence, LOL.

For My Birthday Please
I entered a Happy hour contest first five people to 75,000 comments wins a happy hour. Please i would love this for my birthday gift from all my friends. I will be giving out prizes and fubucks to all my friends that help. So please come click the picture and bombs away. Show this old 30 year old woman some love!!!!

Taken Again!!!!
Hi Fubar friends, I am happy to report I am not single anymore ... I have found my mr.right...I am happy that I found him hopefully we will be married by valentines day!!!! hopefully if all works as planned....I love this man with all my heart.... hope everyone finds their happiness.... much love,Becky

Cliche' Movie Plot Tools
Look, I love a good movie, but it really gets annoying when the writers cannot come up with something original. First, lets address horror movies. 1) Flesh eating monster running around, girl sees monster, monster sees girl, girl goes inside, runs upstairs to a room with no other way in or out. Monster has girlsnack. Look this has been used since the first monster movies. It has been done to death in the slasher movies. Come on, how bout girl runs into room with balcony AND weapon of some kind, girl uses weapon, slows down monster/slasher, goes out on balcony, climbs lattice work to roof. 2) Boy and girl making out in back seat of car. Slasher/Monster comes up, promptly kills them both. This happens because one of the two people stand there like idiots screaming, usually the girl. And since the 'thing' usually pulls boy out of car, why the hell cant she get in the driver's seat and take off like a bat outa hell? 3) Boy and girl having sex in bed. Dont hear or see

Reality
A happy life has been pursued in every culture, in every country, in every generation. But after all this time, there are still no set rules on how to obtain it. And I've realized the more you try to pin it down, the more elusive it becomes. So why bother? What if happiness isn't what happens to us, what we own or where we live, but how we look at it? What if the secret to true happiness is simply the appreciation of the glorious opportunity of life? The most important aspect of life is to enjoy it the fullest, no matter what may happen along the way. When it comes to family, we are dealt a hand and we have to do our best to play it out. Life is much life a card game; a lot is left to chance. We blame our parents for many things in life: Low self-esteem, intimacy issues, a love of garlic; until one day we realize that they are just human beings and no amount of whining and blaming them for everything will change that. In the end, they did the best they could do. When it com

As The Year Ends
lets see as one year ends and we are heading to a new one time is time to reflect on what has all happen or what we think will happen.this year as been full of sadness and happiness times of celerbrations of lives and yes of course deaths. The first three months of the year i broke up with my bf Chris,discovered i had cancer,beat it buried my two of my aunts and my grandfather....by the time april hit i was looking for some good thing to happen in my life. It did in the form of Ian.he became a great friend..i have had highs and lows like everyone else this year but one thing for sure i made some good friends,rediscovered old ones and had fun all the while doing so. i got a new tattoo to honour my dead grandparents and i love it,discovered new kinks and enjoyed life through laughter and tears am looking forward to ringing in a new year can any one else say the same?

The Dive Boat
Australia - Great Barrier Reef - December 3rd-11th, 2007 SingleDivers.Com trip to the Great Barrier Reef. We all met up in Cairns the night before. They bussed us over to the Explorer Ventures office where we dropped our extra bags before heading out for a low level flight up to Cooktown. Each person's gear was weighed to make sure that the overall group averaged 44 lbs. After we met this requirement we took the 45 minute flight split into two planes. One a six seater, the other holding 18. It gave us a view of the reef as well as the tropical rainforest that makes up the Northeast Portion of the state of Queensland. The airport in Cooktown is the smallest I have ever flown into. Even smaller than the one in Dickinson, ND, where they use a Ford Ranger to transport the bags between the plane and the terminal building and a tractor with a pump for fuel just in case. Here we didn't even have a tractor. They used hand carts to pull the bags from the tarmac to the busses and back. The

A Poem
We're wise We're proud We have strength beyond measure We've gained it through years Of pain and of pleasure. We're woman of mystery Woman to treasure We hold our love deep We give to those that truly matter. You cannot gain what we are By subtle subterfuge We cannot be bought or sold We cannot be used or abused. We've gain our powers Right down through the ages Our life experiences have taught us much And you should be aware of such So be prepared big bad world For we are woman of inspiration Be prepared all others For we will rock creation. And surrender yourselves To all that we are Make way world For Dylon's Divas For we are the best there are!! written by APhoenixRisingFromTheAshes

Friendship!!!
Heavenly Father up above; Please protect the friends I love; Always keep them safe and sound; No matter when or where they are bound; And dear Lord ,let me be; The kind of friend ,they want to see; Keep us now, Keep us forever; Happy,Loving ,and Always Together.

Life.
Life will kick you down, then turn right around and help you get back up... the way it does that is your so called friends will kick you down (if they are not your true friends) and your true friends will help you right back up and get you back on your feet. Life will also help you out, by twisting fate to where you meet certain people, and they will help you better yourself in ways you never thought possible. Life will make you think and life will make you wonder. Life is a game and we are all pawns BUT we can change our destinies because NOTHING is written in stone. If you want to do one thing then change your mind and decide on something else DO IT! Follow your dreams dont let anything or anyone keep you from fulfilling your dreams. If you have to drop certain friends to do something then drop them because it is very likely they will try to hold you back. When you drop one friend you gain another. Its like the old saying "One door closes but another one opens." It is true. W

Hurry Up And Join!!!
Just wanted to let you all know that if you're not a member of Club Wicked Paranoia, now is the time to join!!! Starting in January and continuing throughout the year, I will be sponsoring monthly contests for all lounge members! So hurry up and join! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50245

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

Dark Day Winter
Dark Day Winter (Written 1998) I was thinking of her (when wasn’t I?). The familiar signs were all present; dry mouth, wet palms, slow breath. She was in my mind’s eye again, like some creature from some more perfect place, some place better than here. Such unlikely beauty in such a common place. The image forms slowly at first, then becomes a perfect simulacrum of her. Flawless, her skin and always cool, always pale. Her body was lithe, too graceful to appear at home on this Earth. Her hair was blonde, like she had been baptized in the purest platinum. It was shoulder length, but the gentle way it moved made it seem much longer, like her laughter. Her smile varied somewhere between seraphic and villainous. Her eyes had no less than every seasonal shade in them. The emerald of spring morning at the edge, the jade of high summer, then the gold of childhood autumn and at the center, the deepest black of a dark day winter. Most often I imagine her standing in front of me

Ranting
Why can't people just leave the past alone? I wouldn't change the decisions I have made in my life for anything. If I did, I wouldn't have the people that I have in my life today. I married the first time at 19 yrs old. First time away from home, on my own, owned by the US Army. My first husband was a real winner. LMAO. Married me because he wanted to have a child, and didn't want it to be with the hookers that fit more into his taste of women. Expected me to walk away from him and my child both.. Needless to say THAT didn't happen. I walked away.. but with my child. In the last 8 years since then, he has found one reason or another to pop up with some kind of bitchfest about every six months. The newest one? Well he has decided to give up being her father all together, not that he has been much of one yet, terminate all parental rights.. Would think this would be good news? No. Why not? Well because I have a 9 year old little girl that has kept the man on a golden pedastal for

Jump The Bar
Despite the drunkards and the funny ways they fall down; despite the whirlygirls with platinum asses twisting to song; despite tip jars overflowing with legal tender. . . despite all this, bartending can still be a boring affair. Who could tire of a job like that, some might ask, a job where beer is your letterhead, booze is your secretary, and a disco ball is your desk lamp? But every job sometimes gets boring. Even if you’re a cameraman for porno flicks, eventually you’ll find yourself yawning through the entire hermaphro-dwarf Jell-O orgy scene. Ho-friggin'-hum. So, on a boring night, when nothing is happening and the job seems little more than a meaningless trudge between the customers and the spigots -- a bar brawl is just the thing to break the monotony. Say what you want about violence, but it sure can electrify a room. When that first table topples over and that first beer bottle smashes on the floor, the shatter of glass reverberating through the room

*^*^*invisible*^*^*
Happy New Year everyone !!! Well here it is Jan 2, 2008...new year mean's new beginning's and new start's of good to come. New beginning's well this year my daughter will start school, this year i will be getting my divorce no matter how i do it will be done and this year will be starting off with a new body so to speak, i have lost weight, some of it due to illness and some due to working out and eating better and different, for all this i am happy and with all that being new i have a new outlook (ok, i have been doing that and being happier for about 7 or 8 month's but since it's a new year it's a new attitude) Now with new start's well once i get my divorce i will have a new type of freedom, freedom of being able to move on with my life both physically and emotionally. I can get re-married and not only will my name be changed to the one i commit my life to but also moving on with the love of my "new" family. I also have made a new start with someone who i will admit love more the

Private My A$$
ok, lets see who i can piss off with my first blog of the year. what the fuck is with all of these people who post hundreds of pics allow one or two to be seen and label all of the rest of them private. bullshit, if you wanted them to be private and only for certain people then just send them to certain people jackass. what? i should feel honored that you choose to let me see your pics by "letting" me be youre friend? if thats the case mr and mrs god complex at least make them fucking good pics, not pics of your ugly ass petting your homely dog, i wanna see pics of you getting ramrodded so hard i can see the backs of your teeth through your asshole, after all these pics are so important you cant show the general public, only those you deem worthy. twat

Handling Love
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart. If you find someone else in love with you and you dont love him or her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you can not return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain. If you fall in love with another, and they fall in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you dont choose love, love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can

Love Passion Sex.
LOVE what is love? love is the emotions one feel for one another. the feelings of being left breathless and lifeless without each other. the feelings of total uncontrolable emotions of pasion between one of two sexual and unsexual tensions. the flow of unstopable electric current between two and the belief and knowing that nothing is stronger and disbelief that its real and your feeling as much as seeing it with the sight of your own two eyes. PASSION what is passion? passion is the emotions and deep feelings of your lover touching where noone has ever before but sometimes with a physical touching but yet also with the feelings he gives you with the creation of words or sometimes that smallest physical touch. when we say deep passionate sex what do we honestly mean? well we truly mean the feelings in motions that take our breath away each and everytime. the feelings that no matter what anyone else can do for you it will never be the same as what u have at that moment.its not the size o

Get It!!!!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53532 LISTEN UP BISHES DJ DOMS IS BACK ON THE AIR SO COME ROCK THIS BISH OUT WITH ME!!! COME JOINS US FOR SOME FUN AT THE RED DRAGON!!! (repost of original by 'DJ Doms_pimp' on '2008-01-10 10:06:28')

Out For 2 Weeks!!!!!
We are out for 2 weeks!! I won't be online for Fubar!!! We will be at Virginia for Job and Help MY GF to get her Driver ID! then we are going to moving there!!! I hopefully That I going to getting hire from other job!!! I loves to stay online for fubar more fun and rating some of pixs!!!! Thanks Mike! I hopeful Might I can hook up my laptop to Cable box!!! See ya as soon!!!!

It Things Really Worth The Pain
We hurt each other all the time. We say mean things and cuss each other out. We find ways to cause more pain to each other. Are actions hurt each other all the time. It that really worth it? Do you enjoy the pain we go though to hold on? Love and pain, they are to closely linked together some times and we are always walking that fine line. We have triped over that line more and more. You have asked for time and time I will try to give. I just dont know if I can give you as much as you ask but I will try. Just rember I am as I am and that will not change.

Times Running Out.and Filling Up Fast .you Ther Yet
VIP 3DAY BLAST AND 500.000 FUBUCKS CONTEST!! STILL GOT ROOM LEFT IN CONTEST AND GIVEAWAY! I HAVE ONE VIP AND A 3DAY BLAST 500.000 FUBUCK'S UP FOR GRABS! What you need Is 50.000 photo comments. Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus! (example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) This will begin as soon as I have 10 entry photos. OR i GET TIRED OF WAITING ON ENTRIES CONTEST BEGINS JAN 20TH AND ENDS FEB 3RD GIVE AWAY THE BIG FUBUCK GIVEAWAY The prizes will be fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - however many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so yes I multiply it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. (Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize) A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have At Least 2,500 Comments

Forever Wasn't Long Enough ...
It starts with a subtle email or an innocent phone call … at what point is enough is enough? I choose to take another chance. I decide to take another shot. And, it’s me that takes the fall. Even with all the empty promises and broken dreams … ultimately, it is my fault every time. Something about us seems so natural and complete, like we were always meant to be together and nothing could ever change the way we feel. Maybe it’s the way we knew what the other person was thinking. Maybe it’s how our moods and emotions complemented each other so well. Or maybe it’s that we dream the same dreams and share the same values … Whatever it is, it means I love you. Then, now, and always. There was a time when we shared everything, when I was your wife, when we shared our lives, when we shared our dreams, when we shared our hearts. We were best friends, do you remember when? There was once so much love and so much passion in every moment that we shared together. The memories of those momen

Instant Relationships!
I don't doubt that love connections can be made online! I met a boyfriend I spent 3 years with online and we are still great friends to this day. BUT, if you think you can chat with someone online for a couple days and call it a relationship THEN DON'T BOTHER WRITING ME. I will not change my relationship status for anyone until there is a relationship. I recently had a mild internet stalker. Nothing too creepy but wayyyy overboard and he decided TODAY that he was "in a relationship" with someone else. Now, all I can say is I feel sorry for the girl! HOW CREEPY! From one day pasting love songs and shit to me which I politely ignored to the next telling me to "sit down, he had news" to umm let me know that he was in a relationship. WTF? DUDE HAS SOME SERIOUS ISSUES! RED FLAGS A WAVIN' DARLING! And you better hope you come to your senses. Flattery and attention can be nice sometimes but don't get blind sinded. You could end up with a pediphile or dead in a ditch som

30 Day Blast Giveaway
its free, no contest, no time limit 50000 comments is all.... any picture each contestant gets a 30-day blast let me know by private message is u are interested self bombing is allowed. No more contestant will be accepted and if you are not doing anything for yourself you will be removed

You
You, you are the stars to me And you, you bring the waves to me This world of mine will never be the same Because you, you are the only thing That makes me want to feel alive With you I don't have to pretend That in my life there is a flame And no fears left to defend Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away I, I now will close my eyes And I, will leave my fears behind This darkend place feels safe when you are here I will never be alone when you are near A world so bright, alive I feel with you The burden so light, and left behind for you I close my eyes and feel you touch me now Everything that lives inside burns with flame Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away

My Lovely
why do you wait for me and how do wait for me im feeling alone without you here in my arms im lost and alone without you here by my side oooooh oooooh heres a song for you lovely remember that it is for you only, for you only why do you wait on me and how do you wait on me im feeling alone without you here in my arms im lost and alone without you here by my side ohhhh ohhhhhh heres a song for you lovely remember that it is for you only, for you only my heart is caught in a landslide and now it feels for you only, for you only ooo aaah oooo ahhhh heres a song for you lovely remember that it is for you only, for you only my heart is caught in a landslide and now it feels for you only, for you only

Why This Is Here...
I ALMOST LOST SIGHT OF MY SELF AND WHAT IT IS THAT WILL TRULY MAKE ME HAPPY... AND I NEEDED A PLACE TO SORT IT ALL OUT SO I BEGAN THIS BLOG... BUT A FRIEND CAME ALONG AND PUSHED ME INTO FACING MY TRUTH AND ACCEPTING IT ... I DELETED WHAT I HAD SCRIBBLED HERE AND FACED MY SOUL I MADE MY DECISION BASED ON THE TRUTH MY FRIEND FORCED ME INTO HAVING TO SEE ... I LEAVE THIS OPEN FOR WHEN I NEED TO PUT INTO WORDS THE THOUGHTS I HAVE WITH THE NEXT SIGN OF WEAKNESS... SO MUCH IS HAPPENING AROUND ME TO LOVED ONES THAT I HAVE NO SAY SO IN THAT I SOMETIMES FEEL LOST IN THE CROWD.. THAT IS WHEN I WILL RETURN HERE AND WRITE ABOUT MY DEMONS AND LEARN THE WAYS TO FIGHT THEM... ALWAYS IN THE SHADOWS... OF MY MIND AND HEART... ANNA

Why Do People Cheat?
Ok i need to get this out before i blow...... Well 1st off i have no clue y ppl cant be faithful to their husbands,wives,girlfriends,or boyfriends is it that hard to do when u are away from the one person u claim to love so much? Well i have been seeing alot that has been going on over in Iraq with certain people and it just burns me knowing they have a loved one back in rear that has no clue what the hell is going on. And sometimes i feel i should say something but then again it is not my place to do so. I know of one certain person who has had alomst every single guy over there and that person is married and i thought the 1st rule over there was not to have sex but we all know that it will happen no matter but if u are in a relationship already y even do it can u not kepp ur pants on for a year and be faithful to that person. Well i know this person cant do that cause that person is a WHORE and i am not going to say rather it is a female or a male caue they both can be one....but

Explanation Of A "daddy Dom"
This was NOT written by me. It was written by a lady named Kendra who is an amazingly insightful person. I owe her a lot and we've never even met! About Daddy Doms I mentioned the term "Daddy Dom" in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First, I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is, however, my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He doe

Diet
this is a new diet a few of my friends are on and the results are astounding!!!!!! i'm gonna try it b/c i need to lose some weight lol NEW MAYO CLINIC DIET In 2 ½ months you should lose 52 pounds At breakfast: ½ grapefruit or 8 ounce juice (unsweetened) 2 eggs any style 2 slices bacon At lunch: ½ grapefruit or 8 ounce juice (unsweetened) Salad, any dressing Meat, any style (including chicken) any amount At dinner: ½ grapefruit or 8 ounce juice (unsweetened) Meat, any style (including chicken) any amount Fish may be substituted Vegetables, any green or red (cooked in butter or any seasoning) or salad as above Coffee or tea 1 cup (if caffeine) Bedtime snack: 8 ounce glass of tomato juice or skim milk 1. at any meal you may eat until you are full, until you cannot eat anymore. You must eat the minimum listed at each meal. 2. don’t eliminate anything from the diet, especially don’t skip the bacon at breakfast or omit salads. It is the combination of fo

Military!
Well.. I have Finally Had to make the Biggest Decision Of my Life! I don't want to be the Big Loser, With Nothing going for me.. I'm Finding myself Fall into that Category.. And I'm not liking It.. A week ago, I was out in Lakewood, And Decided to Go To the Army Recruiters.. Well, There's Still a lot I have to do before I actually Can Join the Military.. I want to Make something of myself, and Show My Family I'm not a Pathetic Loser... I want to show Myself I can get Myself in a Better Life and Situation.. I know There is a War going on, But I need to do Something, and This way Will be the Only way for me to get over my Fear Of Guns.. And get me More Active.. Sorry if this Makes No Sense... But, That's How Confused I am right now! lol.. I don't know what to do! Please Help Me!

Fav Poems
Alone by: Edgar Allen Poe From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

I Dont Get People
i am really irritated about this.. someone had the nerve to say 3 min on a treadmill is not a workout.. well if that person was actually paying attention.. i am on any cardio machine no less than 5 min and i go to 10 max... i was working really hard that day someone i know decided to say that.. they need to ktnow the whole story before they assume.. i am still having issues with my injury so i can only do so much.. that workout i was doing was alot.. i was on a treadmill, stepper, and bike.. total cardio that day was bout 30mins.. and then did alot of strength machines... i really want to tell him where to shove it..i am there tuesday..wedsday..thursday i am at the gym for 2 hours.. and on thursday i have a cardio class so i am doing the best i can.. is this not good enough or something.. gives me more motivation to prove that asshole wrong...sorry i am lil mad because people want to assume and think the wrong thing. and if it matters i lost 9 pounds in 3 weeks

Stomach Virus
It has been a terrible day I have been vomiting for the whole day Just been to the doc And, he say that its a virus No solid food And if the vomiting continues, I will have to go for an injection....ahhhhh.. NEEDLES Anyway, if i have not been responding to any1 in the shoutbox or haven't been rating or doing anything, Pls understand I'm sick

The Chase
Today's question is... Why do we put so much effort into chasing somebody and then when we catch them we no longer want them? This goes equally for men and women. (Lord knows I've had my share of throwbacks :P ) I mean, are we chasing an ideal in our head or a real live human? Do we set such high expectations that nobody will ever live up to them?

Dear Diary...whats Up With That?
Dear Diary... ahhhhhh life on Fubar...lol...i am going to try to post a short blog on Fubar each night to comment some of the daily happenings on Fubar...hope some of them will make you laugh..some might make you sad...some might make you think. Just my opinions mind you :) To bring you up to speed...in case you missed something..lol..Fubar is a hotbed of activity! Never boring here LOL A few of our friends tragically lost children recently...my heart goes out to them. On the plus side a killer of one was caught. Then there are the "cheaters"...that seems to be a biggie lately...I agree if you cheated to get ahead you should lose your fubucks and pts..but doesnt it make you nervous to invite anyone to fubar? lol so many busted claim innocence. Auctions, giveaways and contests abound...seems to be the "IN" thing to do these days in the rush to "get ahead"...there aren't enough hrs in the day to comment bomb ALL your friends who need help but i do what i can. :)

I Can't Swim
There was a blonde, sitting in a rowboat, out in the middle of a huge field. She kept screaming “HELP.” Another blonde happen to be driving by in her car and heard the first blonde yelling for help, so she pulled over to the side of the road to see what was wrong. She yelled to the blonde sitting in the boat and asked her what was wrong. The blonde in the boat replied, “I lost the oars and don’t know how to get out of here. Can you help me?” The second blonde replied, “I would but I can’t swim!”

Getting Closer
the starts now and will end feb 24 you my bid fubucks,vip,blast,tickers 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned just click on my pic to link you and place your bid.... Bids include fu-bucks, V.I.P, Blasts, Ticker, and Happy Hours ..... *cash items out rank fu-bucks* http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=909688&i=3717555603

Kids Grow Up So Fast
I was watching my son's 2006 graduation DVD and couldn't believe how much my kids have grown and changed in a little over a year and a half. They've grown like crazy lol. They look totally different, they look like young men now instead of little boys. One day you look at your kids and they are in diapers and the next they are getting their diplomas. When I watch that DVD I think of the Van Morrison song "These are the Days" from the movie Nine Months. As he says in the song, these are the days of endless summer to treasure and hold close to our hearts.

Looking For Members
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About My Brother
this is my brother brandon he just had heart surgery sunday morning n the doctor did say he was doing great but now he not doing great like he surpose to please pray for him with me thanx you so much love alway michelle

2/17 Daytona
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I Love You
We've been together for a long time now. Remember when you first told me you loved me? I laughed, thinking you joked, and you told me again. I cried. Remember? I do. It's been a long time since you told me you loved me so now I tell you: I love you You look at me like you don't understand I tell you again: I love you You look at me this time with tears in your eyes and hold me as time stands still ~SM written 4/20/89

Bright Nights
Your love is so bright, I'll love you with all my might. All through the night. You'll always be in my sight, Me wanting to hold you tight. I was in such a fright, when the lights wasn't on at night. So, please always be right and love me tight. Each and every bright night. Even if I'm not in your sight, Don't fright. Because I'm yours all through the night. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Peace At Last
A lot has changed science the last time i posted anything so let me fill evryone in. Well my son turned 1 year old in feburary, and my middle child turned 2 years old in december. But now to the good stuff as i said in my last entry i am finnaly with the love of my life and couldn't be happier, that is until now. After getting our taxes back we packed up our kids and belongings and mooved to a new town to start over. So far evrything is going great and we are very happy. It seems that evrything is falling into place for us (finally). I may have left the comfort and saftey net of my family but deep down I know all is well and my kids and i are going to be just fine. My honey may have to work alot of odd hours but I know that he loves me and our kids. Its not as bad as it sounds though, I may have left my family but we are around his and are accepted. So with that here is to new beginings!

Break Time.. Kinda
To those that read this... I'm probably gonna be fairly quiet on Fubar for a bit.. just losing the desire (and time constraints) to continually rate, comment, etc.. also breaking from the occasional drama that occurs.. It doesn't mean thoughts aren't appreciated, or that I won't be checking in.. just that I may not respond to everything.. just too much going on.. and I know my level probably isn't gonna get past where it is... so there's no use point collecting.. Just know that y'all are appreciated and in mind, even if I don't express it

Cheating
Someone's been sleepin' in my bed This room don't smell like you and me Someone’s been sneakin' out the window Do you think I'm too blind to see When you look me in the eyes And make it sound so very nice With those True Lies It was a clever disguise But, girl, I'm gettin' wise To your True Lies

When I Type Words Come Out.
i'm not really feeling how i thought i was feeling then. i'm broken. i'm fucked up in the head. like a razorblade covered in lust cutting out the love covered in you. it's over. i'm covered in bruises and this time it's literal. this time it's for keeps. this time it's for you. i can't even fucking write anymore. i'm killing the words like i've killed every god damned from the start emotion that's ever been flung my way. stunned from the get go. or was that stunted? go ahead and love me if that's what you felt you wanted to do. but i assure you it's a bad idea. and this isn't just me being emotional. this isn't black fingernails and new holes in the face of a sixteen year old wet on the edges little boy filled with hatred towards everything that doesn't love him enough to pop a pimple on his exposed ribcage back. this is real. this is the end. but i promise... more than i've ever promised anything in my life... this wasn't a mistake. everything happen

Haevan's Gate
the echo of boots upon the stone walls rang down the corridor, preceding a pair of figures whom talk quietly amongst themselves. "Well how was the meeting, M'Lord. Did the other Celestial Lords agree? Do they believe you..when you say that a darkness is coming from the rim?" asked the one looking to the other while they walked. "Mafion my friend..they listened only to appease me if they truly believed they would heed my words and sends the naval fleet and give the Release to us. they care nothing more then their own hides anyways..." Respond the other whom is tall and hints of his long platnum hair flow free from within the cowl over his head, and his voice shows a hint of sorrow only old freinds and lovers would notice. "M'Lord...the Release hasn't happend in over a century. What do you think the sighting are on our borders?" quired the other hooded figure a ray of light straying across his face for but a moment as he walked through it, the stained glass window caused a rainb

Baby Has Arrived
My son has finally arrived, albiet a couple of months early. He is now 5 days old and is doing wonderfully. He is strong an healthy, breating room air now, and even taking breast milk through his feeding tube for the last few days. We put his binky in his mouth during feeding and he just goes to town on it, lol. I have new pics in his folder if anyone wants to look at them. Off to visit my wonderful son now....

Get Out
Wake up n get out, Your pretend heart is not welcome here Don't tell me you care I won't play your games no more Just a second place dream of an often let down phrase So get out, I can make it on my own I don't need your 'love' no more I'm not as fucked up as I seem You don't need to pretend I see through your game Can't hurt me, my heart is closed So get out, my world is better with you gone Stop acting on my weakness My life is not on the ground You pretend to care, you act to love Your actions speak louder then I want to hear Get out, I don't need you You weren't there, you walked away A laugh a joke, I don't care no more Get out, I don't want you We never seen it eye to eye Fuck if I care you never tried I'm much better then I was before I picked up my own pieces and moved on I don't need you, Get out My heart, my mind, my life Fuck you I don't need you

Bigger Boys And Stolen Sweethearts
There's always somebody taller With more of a wit And he's equipped to enthrall her And her friends think he's fit And you just can't measure up no You don't have a prayer Wishing you had made the most of her When she was there They've got engaged No intention of a wedding He's pinched your bird And he'd probably kick your head in Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts You're better off without her anyway You said you wasn't sad to see her go Oh no He might be one of those boys That's all pretty and vain Likes to go in the sunbed And stays out of the rain So that he don't get his hair wet You wouldn't want that At least he hasn't got a Nova Or a Burberry hat They've got engaged No intention of a wedding He's pinched your bird And he'd probably kick your head in Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts You're better off without her anyway You said you wasn't sad to see her go But of course you were Have you heard what she's been doing? Never did it for m

Feelings
i been thinking of this girl every day .she is so perfect in every way. i been dreaming about her every night. but thats the omely way ill be in her life. she way out of mt leag but i still love her endlessly

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Bid On Me!! :)
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A Perfect Moment
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection.

Striving
Once you work on something for some amount of time you usually want the outcome to be in your favor. Take me for instance. I've been in the army for 7 years, I'm good with ppl and don't really get into trouble.....I know my job, and I'm damn good at it. Yet all I seem to get is "You fucked up", or "You didn't do that right." I've been on three deployments. All I have gotten is a handshake. No awards saying that I have served my country, nothing, nothing at all. Shit I can't even get a fucking reach around, or have them use KY when they fuck me over. I'm sick and tired of striving in this life when all i get is.........nothing. Nothing to show for my hard work, and dedication to what i do and to what I love, and that is to the uniform i wear every day. The ppl that thank me everyday for serving my country is great, and I am greatful for it, but damnit sometimes you have to give credit where credit is due, and i'm on the deserving side of it.

Tarry Along
Pursuing new ventures so eager, so ready Life does sojourn not willing, not steady Mindless am I, recalcitrant to submit to its whim Unfaltering never, for nimble is as I wish to be Yet does my being remain in waiting Still does my conscious need to be contemplating Mine own thoughts run away in wonder and admiration Against all reasoning, against all logic Tis I suppose the meaning of a fanciful thought The meaning of crave or want But still I will stay and still I will be To tarry along, tarry along.

3-26-08 Everyday Life
Well this is the 2nd day being pain from my tooth surgery. UGGGGG still looking for a job today even though i am still kinda out of it. right now i am even looking into workin in the food industry even though i made a promise to myself and my dad that i would never do that. But you know something is better than nothing . OMG got a phone call from my dad today he took a nasty fall yesterday at the rehabhospital.. to be honest i don't think he is going to make it out of there. he has really changed from the 17th when he had his back surgery. I am soooo scared.. well my son and my husband will be home soon. i will be back on here I think i will be bloging more offen now it will help my stress level i think.

Skins
“Skins” are added to profiles and Lounges in order to create color and special effects. fubar skins are created from CSS coding. fubar will not create these codes for you, but there are several pre-made ones available that work with fubar that can be found at TweakYourPage.com or www.cherrytagz.com. You can also create your OWN original skin by dropping your codes in to the CREATE A SKIN page within your MY SKINS link (http://fubar.com/myskins.php). Skins can also be custom made to suit your color scheme.

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laught

Need Help With Contest
WHOM EVER HELPS US WITH THE CONTEST WE WILL BE SURE TO HELP YOU OUT WHEN NEEDED.....GIT R DONE FAMILY IS VERY HONEST AND LOYAL TO FRIENDS/FAMILY/FRIENDS, AND ANYONE WHO HELPS WE HELP.....FIRST THINGS WE BELEIVE IN IS LOYALTY AND HONESTY....COME JOIN OUR FAMILY BOMB THIS PIC HARD GIT-R-DONE JOHNNY@ fubarPLEASE BE SURE YOU ADD AND FAN JOHNNY BEFORE YOU BOMB!!!!

Life
life...a big mystery...sitting here feeling that life has been sucked out of me is something that i am basically trying to reflect on...where is this life headed? is what i am doing worth it? or am i just being stupid to think that some things are really worth it... as i traverse life's highways i meet several beings...beings who display different character as they are being unique in every way...as i acquaint myself with them i slowly realize...they are quite similar in certain aspects...personification of life being pretentious... pretentions...it is very common in our world...people pretending to like you when in fact they detest you...they seem to find glory and happiness in the agony and suffering of others...they knowingly play with your emotions...quite hard to understand...and really painful...but i guess that is what really life is...empty and senseless...

Birthday Request
alrighty, to all my fans, friends and family, here's the deal. as i approach the BIG 4-0, i'm gonna ask you all for a nice personalized B-Day salute, just to see how many i get! i'll leave the design and content up to the individual, and will be sure to stop by and drop the dimes on any and all who come thru for me :D have a great week!!

And The Contestants Are:
Hello Everyone! I am hosting my first contest starting today (April 14th) at Noon EST and running until the 28th at Noon EST. The Contestants Are: š.SAY.š http://fubar.com/user/1243989 Scooter http://fubar.com/user/888324 Ladystartara http://fubar.com/user/1143109 chris aka 'PROUD MEMBER OF CLUB FAR/FU HUBBY TO ANGELMORN http://www.fubar.com/user/150569 ♫ôChuggyô♫~the Naked*asst.mgr.@the~REAL~Red~Dragon~Loungeô♫ http://www.fubar.com/user/1365904 Deadman Walking http://fubar.com/user/1646357 Mz Chaos http://fubar.com/user/1029198 *****Disqualified! Rule specifically stated no green accounts and one was bombing her. When I went to visit the green account it no longer existed.

Ponderisms
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS O MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-les pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend... Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just

Can I Get A Little Help Please?
Ok everyone, I'm in a give away, but I only need 5,000 comments! I'd really like to get 10,000, but I'd settle for 5,000. For ever 5,000 comments I get, I get a bling pack!! BUT! I only have until Aptil 19 at 12pm PST (3pm EST)!!! Here's what I'm willing to offer for those who will help me: For every 100 comments you leave, I will send you 5,000 fubucks! For anyone who leaves 500 or more comments, when I get the bling back, I will send you 1 bling! When you finish this, you must send me a message and tell me how many comments you left so that I can pay you accordingly! Here is this link to the pic: NOW GET BUSY BOMBING!!! Thank you :D

8 Mons Old
At 8 mons old now she can say mom and dad. She is also trying to crawl but lazy. I do have pictures I will put them up soon, I have just been so busy with classes and every day life it is hard to keep up with everything.

Why Me
there is something I don't understand about myself. why is it every time i start to feel a certain way towards someone. something happens to prevent it from fully happening. but everything does happen for a reason. it bothers me now b/c there is someone I truly care about and i'm afraid to tell her my true feelings.

Leave Me A Voice Comment Thingy :d
Hey hey....I just got one of them snapvine comment things. It is located under my music player. You can either use ur puter mic or call the phone number to leave me a voice comment. I would love to hear everyones sexE selves or if u just want to hear me...take a listen I guess. Oh and Fox is not talking about Fu people. She is talking about snapvine staff who leave u annoying messages about snapvine crap. I delete them when I get them so it sounds like Fox is referring to fu people but she is not....lol So when u get a chance...I command u to leave me a voice comment. That is all ;p

Trade
i'll trade rates comments and salutes for fubucks what i'll trade for how much 1. pic rates: 10k 4 100 pics; 20k 4 200pics; 30k 4 300pics; ect. 2. pic comments or comment bombing: 10k 4 100 comments; 20k 4 200comments; 30k 4 300 comment; ect. 3. stash rates: 15k 4 200 stashes; 30k 4 400 stashes; 45k 4 600 stashes; ect. 4. salutes: 10k 4 sfw salute; 20k 4 nsfw salute comment or message me if ur intrested and tell me what u'd like and if its for u or a friend let me know. ty prices open to change

When Ur Heart Stops
WHEN UR HEART STOPS . WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE N AFTER A WHILE OF TALKING U CAN FEEL UR HEART SKIP A BEAT FOR THE FRIST TIME IN A LONG TIME. YOU GUYS CAN TALK BOUT ANY THING N LAUGH ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAPPY N YOU KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS ALWAYS FEELING. WHEN YOU SEE THAT PERSON'S SMILE IT BRIGHTEN'S UP UR DAY. U THINK BOUT UR PASSION'S N DREAM'S THAT LAY IN THERE PALM. U GET A RUSH OF WHAT THE FUTURE COULD LOOK LIKE. ALL THE MEMORYS YOU COULD MAKE WIT EACHOTHER. AN THEN IN JUST ONE BLINK OF UR EYE U SEE THINGS FLASH AWAY. THINGS U THOUGHT U DONT REALLY KNOW BOUT ANYMORE IT SCARES YOU. U FEEL LIKE THAT PERSON'S PAST MAY NOT BE THERE PAST YET BUT STILL APART OF UR FUTURE. OR MAYBE ITS JUST UR FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES ON YOU. WHO KNOWS REALLY RIGHT. BUT U WILL FEEL IT WHEN UR HEART STOPS.

Mummer Video!
Made by: ~Ashley~@ fubar If you're not here, don't get upset. People get overlooked sometimes. Ash is adding people as she realizes it, and there will be additions to the video. If you want in, and aren't, let her know... NICELY!!!

You :(
You left me in this world all alone No thought to how I would do No thought to how I would survive You thought of nobody but yourself Did you think about your unborn baby girl Did you think that I was so selfish I wouldn't understand Did you think about anyone other than you Did you think about the love we had The pain and hurt don't go away This anger you caused with your actions Is in my Heart to stay You left without a word to me Did you think that I wouldn't care Did you think that I wouldn't hurt Why did you do it How could you think your suicide wouldn't affect me You left me in this world all alone No thought to how I would do No thought to how I would survive You thought of nobody but yourself

"deep Throat"
Suck my cock you insist as you pull my head back by my hair and force me down onto your erection. I begin to suck as i grip the base with my firm hand, you rip my hand away. "Now deep throat me, can you do that" you say... I assend and take you into my mouth further. You grab my hair with one hand and push my head down with the other until i start to gag, then you pull me back just slightly mmm...good you growl. Now a little deeper this time. I go down again slowly you keep exacting pressure on my head and pull me back again just as i gag. I take you out of my mouth for a moment as you pull my head up to see me. You ask me expectantly "are you okay, you like that, you like sucking my cock" uuhhh i nod and you quickly grab my hair and push me back onto your huge dick. You shove me down just a touch deeper this time holding me there telling me to breath inhale okay now exhale mmm good breath then you push me down a touch more and make me gag. I let you out of my mouth again. Tha

Mother's Day Poem
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having

Cry
Cry I'm not the type to get my heart broken, I'm not the type to get upset and cry, 'Cause I never leave my heart open, Never hurts me to say goodbye, Relationships don't get deep to me, Never got the whole in love thing, And someone can say they love me truly, But at the time it didn't mean a thing. My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' round, And deep inside, My tears I'll drown, I'm losin' grip, What's happenin'? I stray from love, This is how I feel. This time was different, Felt like I was just a victim, And it cut me like a knife, When you walked out of my life, Now I'm in this condition, And I've got all the symptoms, Of a girl with a broken heart, But no matter what you'll never see me cry. Did it happen when we first kissed? 'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go, Maybe 'cause we spent so much time, And I know that it's no more, I shoulda never let you hold me baby, Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart, I didn't give to yo

For Eli
Listen to Andrea Gibson recite her poem: For Eli. http://cosmicrat.multiply.com/video/item/11/Andrea_Gibson_-_For_Eli Or read it below, or both. http://www.andreagibson.org/poems/poems_foreli.html My way is to speak to the mind, but Andrea speaks to the heart. We both want the same thing: End the occupation. Bring the troops home, and take GOOD care of them. -- captain rat

Cuddle Party Wtf
Cuddle Party Rules WHAT TO WEAR: Pajamas - nothing too risqué. Think more comfy than sexy. (More drawstrings, less lace. No shorts.) WHAT TO BRING: A pillow or stuffed animal if you like. Juice or sparkling cider is always welcome. Sorry, no liquor folks. Otherwise, just bring your smiling self. STICK TO THE RULES: Rule # 1 - Pajamas stay on the whole time. Rule # 2 - You don't have to cuddle anyone at a Cuddle Party, ever. Rule # 3 - You must ask permission and receive a verbal YES before you touch anyone. (Be as specific in your request as you can.) Rule # 4 - If you're a Yes to a request, say YES. If you're a No, say NO. Rule # 5 - If you're a Maybe, say NO. Rule # 6 - You are encouraged to change your mind. Rule # 7 - Respect your relationship boundaries and communicate with your partner. Rule # 8 - Come get the Cuddle Caddy or ME if there's a concern, problem, or should you feel unsafe or need assistance with anything today. Rule # 9 - Tears and

Tennessee
•"Crimes against nature" are prohibited. • Any person crippling, killing or in any way destroying a proud bitch that is running at large shall not be held liable for the damages due to such killing or destruction. • Driving is not to be done while asleep. • Dyersburg: It is illegal for a woman to call a man for a date. • Fayette County: You may not have more than five inoperable vehicles on a piece of property. • Giving and receiving oral sex is still prohibited by law. • Hollow logs may not be sold. • In Jonesboro, Tenn., a slingshot used to be classified by law as a deadly weapon. • In Memphis, it is illegal for a woman to drive a car unless there is a man either running or walking in front of it, waving a red flag to warn approaching motorists and pedestrians. • In Tennessee hollow logs may not be sold. • In Tennessee it is illegal to use a lasso to catch fish. • It is illegal for a woman to call a man for a date. • It is illegal to catch a fish with a lasso. • It is il

Contest
~~~~~~~~~~~~ Im Holding a 1st to 30,000 comments contest 5 prizes 1st prize VIP or 7 day blast....2nd prize 3 day blast or bling package...3rd prize 1 day blast...4th prize 100,000 fu bucks and 5th prize 50,000 fubucks The Contest will run when i have atleast 15 ppl entered i will send everyone a message saying what time the contest will open and the contest will close 3 weeks from the start date! RULES 1. NO Cheating 2.NO Drama 3.All Pics must be

Awww She's But Hurt
so ok the mumm expired as i was posting the comment and so this chick who is all but hurt because she red my comment which included mo mo and punkins comments on it in it and after punkins i put ya got the moron part right because punkin said fu-reality is an oxymoron lol which i found amusing any way she sends me a kiss lmao some one sounds a little butt hurt dontcha think?

Creatures
Did you watch Godzilla right before bedtime? A lot of our unknown creatures come from visual images out of horror films. However, they may possess power or destructive potential that hits at the core of our being. In these cases, we are confronted by a sense of angst or loss from unknown dangers through these creatures. There are some mixed creatures that are more playful, however. These creatures may be combined characterization of favored friends or pets, or may come from favorite literature or mythology images. In this case, the images are positive for us.

Returning The Favor
First of all, I'm not here for points only. I've met a few really awesome, wonderful people who I talk to pretty often and I really enjoy them. If people rate my page or my pics, fine. If not, fine, too. I don't rate everything of everyone's so I don't Expect it back. But I've got this "person" on my "friends" list who comes to my shoutbox and he's all Hi Jude, how are you? what's going on? tell me what's new? And before I can say anything he comes back with oh, by the way, I put some new pics up, some b&w's, some pics of me, family, tatoos, (whatever he's displaying today), have you had a chance to rate them yet? Did you get a chance to look at them yet? Meaning, I'm waiting for more points what are waiting for to check me out?! ~I think that if you're going to ask for a favor, the least you could do is return it, once in a while.~ I'm fed up with him, and you know, I'd be happy to rate his pics and I'd get there to do it, but asking without giving something in return just makes you a

Almost To Godmother! Come Help!!
OK I am only 430K from Godmother!! I AM SO CLOSE!! PLEASE PLEASE help me get there!!! I made this tag below and I'd REALLY like to make it my new default photo but I can't until I get to Godmother!!! So come on by rate my pics/stash bling me! Help me get there PLEASE?!?! ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar

Relationships
RelationshipsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Your name: TESHA Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? YES DEFF How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? 2 Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? IM THINKIN THAT NOW Are you crushing on someone? NO IM NOT CRUSHING IM LOVEING SOMEONE ONE Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? YES I HAVE Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? IM SURE I HAVE Are you happier single or in a relationship? RELATIONSHIP Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? NAW Have you ever had your heart broken? YEAP Have you ever broken someone's heart? YES I HAVE If you could go back in time and change things, would you? NAW I WOULDNT Think any of your ex's feel the same? IDK ASK THEM Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? YES I DO Have you dated people who were not good to you?: YES I HAVE Have you dated someone older than you? YES AND I A

Hhhmmmmm?
1. If you throw a cat out a car window, does it become kitty litter? 2. If corn oil comes from corn, where does baby oil come from? 3. If there is no God, who pops up the next kleenex in the box? 4. When a cow laughs, does milk come out it's nose? 5. Why do they put braille on the number pads of drive-through teller machines? 6. How did a fool and his money get together? 7. If nothing sticks to Teflon, how do they stick Teflon to the pan? 8. How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign? 9. If it's tourist season, why can't we shoot them? 10. What's another word for thesaurus? 11. Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? 12. What do they use to ship Styrofoam? 13. Why is abbreviation such a long word? 14. Why is there an expiration date on my sour cream container? 15. Why do kamikaze pilots wear helmets? 16. How do you know when it is time to tune your bagpipes? 17. Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns bec

Note About Flagging My Images Nsfw
Please let me know first and not just flag my image. I'd appreciate it so I'm not warned by SCRAPPER or the bouncers that I'm loading multiple NSFW images, and get punished one way or another. It's a common courtesy (and probably better manners) to approach an offender and threaten them that you are going to flag the picture if they don't flag it first. I know, I know. You can get away with flagging them anonymously...but I pay minimal attention to what I'm uploading, and don't flag any image from my friends. Flagging pics bugs a lot of people who have different opinions or lifestyles than you (or may be planning to rereview the uploaded images theirselves). Having my images flagged instantly bugs me, too, and borders on cowardice. I'd appreciate an initial heads up if an image offends you. I promise to be courteous enough to flag the picture myself if it bugs you. Thank you!! Comment here, please! Have a great happy hour!! Friday the 13th June 13, 2008 10:00pm EST Sincerestly,

Shadow Levelers And Friends Rawk!!!
OMG I dont' even know how to express all that I am feeling...My friends have made me feel so loved and cared for and yet I am the one truely blessed to have them in my life.....The Shadow Levelers and their Friends are TRUELY amazing people.....TY all so much for helping me level tonight... Thanks Myspace Graphics Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~{{Fu-Owned by Passionman71}}@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Lynne Co-Owner of Cutterbum@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned byMémºî®è™~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar *MRmostunderated*FU/stalker2MZ.B.&~TATERBABY~ pimpedby LSD'S shellFU/BRO/2 cutie ,starr,gretchen@ fubar ~Cynde~Shadow Levelers~@ fubar ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪ ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Christopher aka Scooter R/L Owner of *STGiggles*Shadow Leveler@ fubar

His Heart Her Soul
love is in his heart he feels his soul touching hers although their apart they conact on a level that noone can understand nor will they. fire in thier eyes love in thier hearts touching longing wishing and thinking can their love be trusted to bond or will they lose eachother only time can bring them togther only time can change thier desinty are they met to be or is it all in possible ?love holds no time line knows no boundries ,let the firer in thier hearts connect let nothing put it out let light be a guide to inless love and truth among souls two who are met to join will nothing shall pass them by ,enternal flames reach the soul met to be joining has one. binded by life binded by light can they hold each others hands forever ,forever has one forever has two . by crystal

Spiderweb System Is More Efficient Than Efficiency Itself
Spider Web Marketing Overcomes the Pitfalls of MLM Anyone who has ever bought into the dream of network/multi-level marketing knows that its not perfect, myself included. I became involved with it because I loved the idea of flexibility, I have a knack for networking. Many who tout it will promise that its a more efficient way to make money, that its easy to find success through friends and family, and that it can be done in a couple hours after your day job. But anyone who has poured countless hours and thousands of dollars chasing the MLM dream knows that its not as simple as uplines, downlines, and growing bank accounts. It was a rude awakening, as I jumped in only to find that success didn’t come as easily as I had been told. I wanted to work hard and was willing to, but the fact of the matter is My Sponsor recruited me and then left me hanging, so it didn’t go as smoothly as I had hoped. As I experienced, there are some serious drawbacks to MLM. If there weren’t, every produc

A.u.a.d....new Member To Star The Show
who wants to be a retard. well now that kristin is retired from the A.U.A.D. series. it has been 5 months since kristin has retired. Kristin ran away last week to las vegas to get hitched to her long time sweet heart Matt damon. she will no longer be with us now that she is married to her sweet sugar cakes. yes that big sexy beast of a man....damn her pic of Mr. Matt and Mrs. Kristin Damon on their wedding day at their 5 star hotel. inside their honeymoon inn hotel. the best and greatest 5star hotel room....high in the best sweets with the best view of the brick wall. to kristin this is paradice; close to home but more fancy. if you look you can even see the graffiti on the wall and it clearly says "HAVE SEX OR BUST". we love kristin and will always miss her. many others have asked who will be the next kristin sortier. we told them there will never be another kristin sortier. no one can never replace kristin because she was unique...she was spec

This One Came From Looking...
Well another day and haven't been able to see my kids for about a month now... DIVORCE has a way of doing that huh? I got to talk too my boy the other night he was having a nightmare and she put him on the phone with me (3) Other than that though I try still can't see them as often as I'd like too

Friends
I filled out some blogs earlier, and some asked about ex's, and missing someone, so I gave my answer. No name of course, just a reference. Then I was on a music website, and I came across a song that reminded of my "soulmate", and past ex best friend. Listening to it gave me an overwhelming feeling of sadness. I do not know why. I think it is because at one time this person was my everything. The one person that you NEVER thought would exist out of your life. He did, and he did not have any regrets. It took me a long time to move on with my life. I became extremely self distructive. I promised myself I would never allow myself to get close to anyone ever again. Now, we all know that there are two sides to every story. I became a royal bitch to this ex soulmate of mine. Jealousy, anger, hate, love, every fucking emotion in the book was thrown out towards him. I could not deal with his sexuality choice. Basically because he chose to be gay, and well I am female, so yeah that pissed me of

Do I Ditch Or Split ?
I have a issue I work very long hrs but the person im w/ I feel is messin around on me . This person is also a misserable acholic n almost killed me once 4 going 2 the store 4 tollet paper this is no lie n when im home or not this person is never around n don't even come home 2 family at night so do I ditch or just say fuck it and split n let that person go on its marry way plz help me out

U Been Taged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)i like bbw 2) i have big heart 3)like someone not sure is she like me 4)like horror fan 5)have bad knee now 6)lony 7)renting lap top 8)big duke fan 9) jeff gorfon fan 10) new junkie 1)knotywife 2)momm2b 3)kelly 4)play with other 5)jeffry

Flying Monkey/4thofjuly 4 Auction (closed)
Hey Out There Fu-Land Argo's Angel's still needs help to get fubucks for Argonutz Spotlight I Have 2 blings up for auction come and check them out! Flying Monkey 4thOfJuly All funds go to Argonutz for HIS spotlight fund. Come and help out and help him get the spotlight He is a total sweetheart to his Angels and we would love to get this for him to say thanks for all he does We Love Our Argo! Argonutz@ fubar Brought to you by: ¢¾SunySkyz¢¾Owned By Argonutz & Proud To Be His Angel¢¾Owner of Dominustempus3¢¾@ fubar

My "green Files" V2
Is green yer thing? This is the Green Scene. Green Awareness! I'd love to see your collection of Water & Tobacco Pipe's. As well as you enjoying them! Photographs/Animated Pictures? Whatcha got? Puff-Puff-Pass! & pass this along! Add yourself to the person from the top! & Pass this along, REPOST! No need to add/fan/rate, anyone! Just add yourself to this or ask me to, & I'll add ya. Puff-Puff-Pass! Is the name of this game! But we'll call it "On the Green Scene. Have you got the nads?! *Smirks & raises a brow atcha!*

Pantera!
i decided to listen to Pantera because i havnt listened to them in a long time and i kinda forgot how awesome they were hahahah.i love music. i need to be in a band again thats always when ive been happiest

Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

A Mans Boob Chart
A Mans Boob Chart . . Itty bitty titties ()() Little breasts (.)(.) Nice breasts (o)(o) Perfect breasts (D)(D) Bullets (O)(O) Handful breasts (~0~)(~0~) Stretch mark breasts o/.o/ Grandma's breasts [o][o] Breasts during a mammogram * % * Flat chest (+0(+0) Fake silicone breasts (*)(*) High nipple breasts (@)(@) Big nipple breasts oo A cups {O}{O} D cups (^)*(^) Cold breasts (>)(>) Perky breasts (o)*(O) Lopsided breasts

What Lies Ahead
I have been through so much since i last wrote.. I moved in with a guy and got treated like shit. SO i moved out of stuart nebraska and ended back in lincoln. Living with a very good friend and her husband.. I watch there kids when they need me and I also have one other babysittin job. I try to keep out of trouble and to stay busy but its hard to. lol. I am here in Hastings again for my mom. She has had at least 6 surgerys already and goin back for one more friday.. She tore her quad set on her right knee this time. She has had knee replacements on both knees and a tore quad on the other etc. We are worried that she will be in a wheel chair soon if they cant get it worked on. That will just be hard for my mom for she likes to move around.. I pray that all goes well. Anyways I really just want things to get better and find that someone who wants me.. i am takin it slow with this guy but dont know how he really feels right now he is a sweet heart and a caring guy. I know in due time

A Big Thanks ...
♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~Owned By Bratt n Dj Superman@ fubar Go Show Her Some Fucking Fu-Love! She and Her Friends Are One Of Biggest Contributing Factors In Me Winning This VIP! This Is The Contest She's In For A Year Long VIP! Go Drop Some Love, Tell 'em Nokkie Sent Ya! Oh, And Thanks To: Corky1952~@ fubar For Hosting The VIP Give Away I Was In! I Look Forward To Being In Another! Repost!Repost!Repost!Repost!Repost!Repost!Repost!Repost! Thanks~ Nokkie, Ya' Fat Homie [Mendo.Menace]-[Jager'Holic]@ fubar

Baby
For those who knew I was pregnant. These last couple of days I have been in the hospital. I was about 6 wks pregnant. It ended in a miscarriage. I'm doing good. Just in a little bit of pain but I'll do alright. Any questions about anything feel free to ask. Love all yall. *MUAH*

It May Get Wild Up In Here! Bad Kitty's Animal Owners Auction
*~*Bad Kitty's Menagerie Auction*~* ~*~Your favorite Fubarians and their Pets~*~ Come Bid On and Rate your Favorites Rulz for the Auction & Rate Contest: 1. NO DRAMA (If drama starts the auction & contest WILL be CLOSED! 2. The Hostess is NOT a participant in the rate contest. 3. No Comment Bombing (comments are for bidz encouragement and comments by the Hostess and auctionee. 4. Serious Bidders ONLY! (Why waste anyone's Time!) 5. Miniumum bid is 50,000 Fu Bucks Prizes for the rate contest: 1 - Bling Jet for most rates over 200 (200 - ???) 1 - 5 point bling for most over 100 (100 - 200) 1 - 1 point bling for most under 100 (0-100) One prize for each category! One person per category ~*~Bad Kitty-The Hostess & Frisko- Pet Ambassador~*~

Are They True :)
Courtesy of English writer Tom Utley, here is a summary of the characters of various Europeans: Belgians: mad, boring. Frenchmen: arrogant, chauvinistic, garlic-breathed. Germans: humourless, ruthless, efficient, greedy. Spaniards: lazy, hot-tempered, bloodthirsty. Irishmen: drunk, lazy, self-pitying, dishonest. Italians: volatile, sleazy, vain. Swedes: sex-obsessed, robotic, conformist. Greeks: smelly, hirsute, untrustworthy. Austrians: fat, wannabe Germans. Finns: pessimistic, sun-starved, suicidal. Dutchmen: clog-wearing, tulip-fancying dope addicts. Portuguese, Danes, Luxembourgeoise: too insignificant to bother about. The Brits: upright, honest, fair-minded (excluding the Scots, who are mean and belligerent, and the Welsh, who are blathering windbags). And Americans? Americans are all of the above (except when they're Canadians, in which case some of them are Frenchmen and most of them are Brits).

Blonde And Pregnant
Blonde and pregnant The other day my neighbor, who is blonde, came running Up to me in the driveway just jumping for joy! I didn't know why she was jumping for joy but I thought, what the heck, and I starting jumping up And down along with her. She said, "I have some really great news!" I said, "Great, tell me why you're so happy." She stopped Jumping and, breathing heavily from all the Jumping up and down, told me that she was pregnant! I Knew that she had been trying for a while so I told her, "That's great! I couldn't be happier for you!" Then she said, "There's more." I asked, "What do you mean 'more?" She Said, "Well, we are not having just one baby. We are Going to have TWINS!" Amazed at how she could know so soon after getting Pregnant, I asked her how she knew. She said.... "Well, that was the easy part. I went to Walmart and They actually had a home pregnancy kit in a twin-pack. Both tests came out positive!"

For Dad
As most of my friends know My dad is ill and has been for a while. He attends church every sunday rain or shine. Last week he almost was not strong enough to make it. Since my sister was in from California it was a nice gift to go with him this week. There is nothing better then to give of yourself even when its a huge sacrafice. He knows my feelings of church and was so prud and excited that we went as a family.

Im Losin My I.q.
get this shit all yall fubarians this fuckin dumbass retard ive been friends wit her 4 3 yrs now and regret very day of it she needs 2 get a life im sittin here bout 2 have a kid and i left my addiction in da past 4 my girl and this fuckin dumbass of an EX friend says dat callin my unborn child a god damn kid isnt yes ISNT DISRESPECTFUL OR NE THING OMMFG R U SERIOUS U FUCKIN LAZY BITCH COME ON DAT IS SO FAR IN DA DISRESPECT CATAGORY DAT MY EYES R BURNIN IN HELL RIGHT NOW JUST THINKIN BOUT IT BUT NE WAYS IF U KNO A MIZZ BLOWFISH on here DELETE HER ASS B4 SHE LOWERS UR I.Q. 2 peace from juggahoe69

"love, Lull-a-bye's And The Cycle Of Life"
"Love, Lull-A-Bye's And The Cycle Of Life" ~~~~~ lull-a-byes of the wind through the maple leaves, the soft twinkling of the creek singing to the pebbles, as the cycle of life slowly repeats itself over and over again. ~~~~~ silence is golden as darkness befalls the forest, silently the moonbeams dance with the shadows, and in my dreams this love of ours grows even stronger. ~~~~~ far off thunderous bouncing of a boulder is falling, maybe it was the gentle song of the wind, or an embrace from the moon that made it lose its hold. ~~~~~ all things it seems at one time or another comes crashing down, for it seems nothing ever truly stays the way it was forever, not even this love that we said would last an eternity. ~~~~~ lull-a-byes of the wind through the maple leaves, the soft twinkling of the creek singing to the pebbles, as the cycle of life slowly repeats itself over and over again. ~~~~~ mother nature seems to know when its time for a change, from the birth o

Why Obama? This Is Why.
Obama is a fine example of diversity... not the anti-Christ. Have you ever taken into consideration that he, being of a multicultural background, may actually be the perfect candidate for Presidency seeing as we as a nation have to make peace with various countries?????? Let alone he's the exact opposite of George W. Bush whereas John McCain is a spinoff of Dubya. Therefore, we need a positive change... not a minor adjustment. I'm voting for Barack Obama. I want to see change. I don't want to just dream of it anymore. That's all we'd be doing if we voted for John McCain: dreaming of changes to come.... and they won't.

Calling All Virgins
Hello to all my virgin, here we are on a friday, and i have no virgins. this may be a lonely day for me. I must of died and didn't go to heaven. I must of did something wrong or pissed someone off... if this is paradise then i really been screwed.

Maybe Nott;;;
Ok, so, recently, I posted a blog about me having a new account, and I gave a link...well, as soon as the VIP is up on that account, I'll still keep it, and check it once in a blue moon, but I wont use it as much, and I'll be back on this account, getting my level higher. So, if you would like to help me, ya'll more than welcome to. Blings, VIPs, Blasts, Happy Hours, and contests are all welcome donations. LMFAO...Im just playin. i would never ask any of you to give me those. Anyways, just figured I would tell everyone. Hope to talk to you all again soon.

Fubar's Fantasy Coaster
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Courage
To move forward from the last one sent to you, the Jeffrey Brantley & Wendy Millstine book used indicates regarding COURAGE the following: Too often a difficult or challenging work situation evokes feelings or fear or self-doubt. Such feelings can derail or impair your ability to work effectively. Real courage acknowledges fear, includes it, and acts effectively anyway. When you feel yourself becoming derailed by fear or doubt, try the following practice: 1. Breathe or listen mindfully for about a minute. 2. Set your intention. For example, “May this practice give me strength and courage.” 3. Make room for any upset you feel. Name it. Allow it. Breathe mindfully with it. 4. Imagine that your body – outer and inner – is vast and steady, like a mountain. 5. The mountain withstands storms, fires, everything. Your upset is only a passing storm to the mountain. 6. If you like, repeat a word like “courage” or “steady” or “unshakable” quietly to yourself.

How Long Do We Have (not Original)
How Long Do We Have? About the time our original thirteen states adopted their new constitution in 1787, Alexander Tyler, a Scottish history professor at the University of Edinburgh , had this to say about the fall of the Athenian Republic some 2,000 years earlier: "A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government.' "A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury.' "From that moment on, the majority always vote for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always followed by a dictatorship.' 'The average age of the world's greatest civilizations from the beginning of history, has been about 200 years' 'During those 200 years, those nations always progressed through the following s

I Can Haz A Blog
If life has stolen your sense of wonderment and innocence, You had better go out and chase a butterfly or something, That sense of amazement and wonder that you had in childhood was the only thing in life worth having in the first place. If you have lost it then your have lost your soul. better fight to get it back Written By: Kenny Loggins Copyright © 1969, 1994 MCA Music Publishing, A Division of MCA Inc. (ASCAP) USED WITH PERMISSION Christopher Robin and I walked along Under branches lit up By the moon Posing our questions To Owl and Eeyore As our days disappeared All too soon But I've wandered much further Today than I should And I can't seem to find my way Back to the Wood So help me if you can I've got to get Back to the House At Pooh Corner by one You'd be surprised There's so much to be done Count all the bees in the hive Chase all the clouds from the sky Back to the days of Christopher Robin and Pooh Winnie the Pooh Doesn't know what

I Don't Wonna Miss A Thing
I DON'T WONNA MISS A THING I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away, dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure I don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't want to miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever I don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't want to miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby

Bigfoot The Amazing Ape Like Monster!!! Scary!!!
I'm sure at least some of you saw the story about bigfoot being found in Georgia. The pictures of the "beast" were shockingly real looking.... NOT! The sick part of this story is that some people (ok, many people) actually thought that it might be the "real deal" and they were waiting for the dna results and a news conference. According to the newest information on this story, the dna results came back with the results of pig dna and human dna only. That's right, it was a fake. Now listen, I enjoy a good joke and I got a good laugh out of the whole thing but lets look at this from the other side for a moment. There actually are people out there called "bigfoot hunters" and "bigfoot researchers" and these people take their work very seriously. In fact, one of the pictures in this story had a pretty serious bigfoot researcher in it with the two losers who allegedly found "Mr. Hairy Ass Bigfoot guy". Now wouldn't you think that this researcher would have the knowledge to understand

Operation Care
I wanted to take a few minutes out of my day to bring to your attention a wonderful thing that is taking place in the world. It's so often that we hear all of the awful things taking place, that we soon forget that there is still good happening too. My younger sister iTamara is a photo-journalist for the U.S. Army National Guard, currently stationed in Afghanistan. I chat with her online as much as I can, always thankful that modern technology can bridge the gap between the miles, if only for a few minutes at a time, bringing my sister home. In those chats, she mentioned an orphanage she had visited and the fact that the kids there were so awesome. When she told me that most of the kids there didn't have shoes, it wrenched something in my heart and I knew that I had to do something. I began talking with a few people, and before I knew it, I had people offering to do shoe drives, take up collections for shoes, etc. for these children. I know that even more can be done, so I am as

Why Aren't You Losing Weight?(cont'd) 7 Common Diet Traps5
Avoid it: Don’t eat so quickly! Give your body time to catch up with your food consumption. Put down your fork between bites, use a smaller plate, talk more with your meal companions, and wait 20 minutes before going back for seconds. 6. Beware the Booze Alcoholic beverages add calories and no nutrients. Therefore, if you consume these drinks on a regular basis, you’re loading up on extra calories that have no value to your body. Calories from alcohol can add up quickly: * 100 from a glass of wine * 140 for a beer * 150 for a cocktail * 350 for a margarita Not to mention calories from the fattening party food we’re more likely to eat when we imbibe.

101 Romantic Ideas
Remember to say "I love you" and "I need you" often. Walk hand in hand in the rain. Write a love poem. Call a radio station and dedicate a favorite song. Write "I Love You" in lipstick or shaving cream on the mirror. Hide love notes in a lunch box, briefcase or purse. Make heart-shaped cinnamon toast for breakfast. Place a love note in the personals section of the newspaper. Take a carriage ride around the city. Plan a surprise getaway. Do your mate's household chores. Write notes on future dates in their date book ("I love you," I miss you," etc.) Make reservations at a favorite restaurant. Let them choose the movie. Give a foot massage. Make a heart-shaped bookmark, and place it in their book. Pop in a romantic music CD and slow dance. Throw a just-because surprise party for two. Buy a stuffed animal for your honey. Read each other's horoscopes. Make a list of the top 10 things you love about your partner. Display it in a prominent place. T

Friendship!
Subject: Fw: No Sissy Poem for Me None of that Sissy stuff! Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card; just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I

Just An Update On Me
Just an update on me....Went to the Doctor Monday. He took me off one of my Siezure meds. Hopefully that will help my depression.(it can be a side effect of it). I am still on teh main seizure med but, I am worried about the Seizure havn't had any since last month. Well no major ones. May have had a few minor ones. We aren't sure.Just unstable moments is all we know. Still going to the gym..yeahhh me...I tried pilates and liked..Today I added spinning i was so sweaty lol (Tony calls it my cute gym sweat but it wasnt so cute lol)..Also tried an Aqua class I loved it. Wish they offered those everyday. Tomorrow I am sucking it up and going back to weight watchers. I am a lifetime meamber but way over goal at the moment. I am so embarrased to walk in ...BUT I AM ...... I AM...I AM... I am so proud and scared to walk in. I am embarrased as hell but I need this. I am still down. I feel like I don't know who my friends are anymore. I don't know who to trust. Who is real...who is

Busy Busy Busy
Well, I have been on vacation this week but been very busy. I know it shows I am here..and at times I am , but other times.. I been doing things around the house. Sorry if that hurts someones feelings, thinking I am ignoring them. Yesterday was my boys 10th birthday and my 14th anniversary. Had fun with the boy..giving him his gifts.. but Wasn't the best anniversary I have ever had. Actually the whole week has sucked between the marriage dept. I know I do not talk much of my hubby, alot of it has to do with fact last couple years have been alot of stress between us. I do love him, but I wonder at times if thats enough. I keep trying.. but feel like I am losing a battle. I know he loves me to..but theres just some issues between us..on both parts. That is why I come on here alot of times.. to get away from reality. Anyways.. today, My yardsale is suppose to start. Thats not going well..because all its doing is spritzing dew/ and getting all my stuff wet. Do you ever just have th

Death , Life By N
It stalks the night It stalks the day It seeks out life And whisks it away It's known as death And other things too But it's all the same What matters is you. How do you see it? What does it mean? It's best if you know For death is unseen. It can take you at day It can take you at night Knowing death well Can lend you some light The passage to death Is always unclear And it's best to know That you're very near. For death is at hand It is for us all Know it's face well So you don't stumble and fall Now think hard on death And know that it's near And the meaning of life Will be all to clear And that is to live For your hearts desire Not to stumble or fall But to burn with a fire. A fire for life To live for each day To reach for your dreams No matter what people say Life is a question And death holds a clue Reach not for the answer For your life's not due Live for the moment And die for it too For it's the moment that counts It, and you Now I'm

For Tim
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar And proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee From under the table and poured the entire contents Into t

Let's Give This Lovely A Wonderful Birthday Present
WENDY WOO WOO Let's help this wonderful woman make her goal of becoming a Godmother by her birthday on Monday, September 15th. She has a bit over a million to go and I think, with all of our help, she can do it. Rate/Fan/Add her please. Rate to your hearts content. Let's rock this hottie..Wendy WOO WOO@ fubar brought to you by ChelleBelle "ChelleBelle" tattoo'd & pierced Bulliever & Charm Girl-read my about me b4 adding@ fubar

An Interesting Comment
fu-friend was set as "Trying to work", after chatting for a bit he told me he had to leave to get work done... OK, no problem; then I noticed a few minutes later that he was rating my photos... So, I said that I thought he was supposed to be working. His response was that I was on his mind. I asked what he was thinking about me... his response: "oh it was nothing really but it took me away for a minute - I was looking at some of your photos and was trying to imagine what it must be like to touch you ." -------------------------------------- I think that is a very interesting comment, one I wanted to 'keep'... so here it is.

Smithereens - A Girl Like You
I used to travel in the shadows And I never found the nerve to try and walk up to you But now I am a man and I know that there's no time to waste There's too much to lose Girl you say anything at all, and you know that you can call And I'll be right there for you First love, heartbreak, tough luck, big mistake What else can you do CHORUS I'll say anything you want to hear I'll see everything through I'll do anything I have to do Just to win the love of a girl like you, a girl like you People talk and people stare, tell them I don't really care This is the place I should be And if they think it's really straange for a girl like you To be in love with someone like me I wanna tell them all to go to hell That we're doing very well without them you see That's just the way it is and they will see I am yours and you are mine the way it should be CHORUS Now if I seem a little wild, there's no holding back I'm trying to get a message to you I won't take anything

Help Out A Friend?
http://fubar.com/user/1893116 Sweetdesire. This gal is a sweetheart and someone I call a close friend now. I met her through another friend on Fubar. She is the kind of persn you meet and feel like you have known for years. She is pretty sick right now, and I will not go into any further details about it at this time. But she has been forced to be on bedrest for a few weeks at least and is pretty bored. Drop by her profile and give her some love. She is a great gal with a big heart that has lots of room for more friends. Thanks all for reading this Tracy

Re: Run On The Bank? Americans Could Lose Their Deposits
RE: Run On The Bank? Americans Could Lose Their Deposits ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Sep 2008, 12:21 Run On The Bank? Americans Could Lose Their Deposits You know things are bad when Yahoo. com, the most trafficked website in the world and usually a purveyor of mindless celebrity gossip, cooking tips and dating advice, features a top story about how Americans could lose their bank deposits following the collapse of Lehman Brothers. http://www. prisonplanet. com/run-on-the-bank-americans-could-lose-their-deposits. html

Having A Bad Week
I was cought up in that awful wind storm that went through Ohio last Sunday. We had downed power lines and trees all around our house. We had just moved our van when 1 tree came crashing down on the power lines right in front of my house. I don't need to tell you that it just missed our van. I spent the next 2 days trying to help my grandmother find a hotel to go to till her power wes turned back on with no luck. As of today she still has no power. When no one came to take care of the tree in front of our house a nice man that lived down the street did it for us. I had to hear chainsaws all night but it was worth it. lol Kids got to go back to school yesterday, boy was i happy. As soon as i get the rest of the messes cleaned up outside you will have me all to yourselves. Peace and love, Stepahnie

~and Then There's This Guy~
Sweet Emotion - Aerosmith THIS GUY HAS BEEN A REAL LIFE FRIEND OF MINE FOR SEVERAL YEARS, I JUST WANTED TO INTRODUCE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HIM,ADD/R8/FAN HIM OKIES..:) ~Poznozy~greater at sweet and spicy@ fubar HE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE,HE HAS NEVER EVER HAD A FU SPANKING BEFORE LOL. SO GIVE HIM A GOOD ONE. HE WILL SHOW ALL THE LOVE BACK. SO EVEN IF YOU ONLY HAVE TIME TO GIVE HIM JUST 1 RATE ANYTHING WOULD HELP. I THANK YOU UP FRONT FOR BEING SUCH GOOD FRIENDS AS TO ADD THIS COOL GUY TO YOUR LIST..!! THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY.;) ~ŦØMM¥ßØ¥~@ fubar *SMILES TO YA ALL*

More Fubux For Rates...help Me Godfather...gettin Close
Hey everyone! I am just over 660 K to level to Godfather. For a short time only I will pay MORE Fubux for rates....instead of the 10k or 15k I will pay......DOUBLE for rates. 100 10's =20k and 100 11's=30k. This will go on from now until midnight fubar time October 3rd. RULES 1. I have 3 folders with 100 pics each in them. Those are the only folders that will get paid for. 2. You HAVE to private message me to get paid and tell me what you rated 10's or 11's. NO SHOUT BOX MESSAGES WILL GET PAID. Here are the folders you can rate. PICS I TOOK: ANNE GEDDES: KIM ANDERSON: This is brought you by the one and only: Carebear^^Pitbull Mafia^^@ fubar

Re: Congresswoman: Criminal Insiders Behind Bailout Bill
RE: Congresswoman: Criminal Insiders Behind Bailout Bill ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Sep 2008, 11:44 Congresswoman: Criminal Insiders Behind Bailout Bill Congresswoman Marcy Kaptur boldly slammed the bailout bill this past weekend as the work of criminal insiders who have shut down the normal legislative process to commit “high financial crimes” and defraud the American people, while Rep. Michael Burgess warns that “martial law” has been declared. http://www. prisonplanet. com/congresswoman-criminal-insiders-behind-bailout-bill. html

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Make Your Brain Hurt! Or Mine!
Michael Shermer posed the following question in this month's SciAm: Imagine that you are a contestant on the classic tv game show "Let's Make a Deal." Behind one of the three doors is a brand-new car, behind the other two are goats. You choose door #1. Monty opens door #2, revealing a goat, and asks if you want to stay with door #1 or change your answer to door #3. Do you improve your odds by switching? Dr. Shermer argues that you do. To quote him, "Here is why. There are three possible three-doors configurations: (1) good, bad, bad; (2) bad, good, bad; (3) bad, bad, good. In (1) you lose by switching, but in (2) and (3) you can win by switching." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dr. Shermer is much smarter than me, so I'll give him the benefit of the doubt, but I don't get it. I don't think the fact that it started as a 3-door configuration is relevant. In the original 3-door configuration, by random change you have a 33ish% chance of picking the car; in the current 2-door c

Body Parts Found In Fossett Plane
Body parts found in Fossett plane Officials say they doubt anyone could have walked away from the crash US investigators say they have found body parts amid the wreckage of adventurer Steve Fossett's plane in a remote area of eastern California. The body parts, although minimal, are said to be enough to provide a DNA sample for identification testing. The 63-year-old millionaire disappeared a year ago while on a solo flight from a ranch in Nevada. A fresh search began on Wednesday after items belonging to Mr Fossett were handed in to police by a hiker. The wreckage of his plane was found near the town of Mammoth Lakes in California. Most of the fuselage had disintegrated, with engine parts scattered several hundred feet away. Click here to see a map of the area Mr Fossett vanished in September last year after taking off 90 miles (145km) away on a solo flight. Bad weather Madera County Sheriff John Anderson said the wreckage had been spotted la

Hi All
i wanted to say hello to all my friends. ive missed u all since ive not been able to be here alot lately. well to put it simply my neighbor been cuasing alot of problems. so i havent had time since his favorite pass time is to make up lies like where i was supposively beating my duaghter in the front yard, while holding her by her hair. so thanks to one jerk who cant tell the truth if it smacked him in the face. i havent had time to enjoy all my friends on here. all becuase i dont like his child molester girlfriend, i refuse to subject my kids to a woman like that.

Rest In Peace Jaymee
I'm sure many of you on my friends list are also friends with Cuppycake and know about her tragedy, but for those who don't, this is a recap. Cuppycake who had recently broken up with her boyfriend, found the person she believed was her soul mate on fubar, and planned a trip to Louisiana to meet him. Unfortunately, her planned trip coincided with hurricane Gustav, so instead of flying to New Orleans, she was stranded at the airport in Chicago. Eventually, she was moved to a flight going to Houston, where a lot of the evacuees from the New Orleans where being sent. She had family on Galveston Island, so instead of camping out at a red cross facility in Houston, she went to Galveston to stay with her cousin. Meanwhile, the man she was hoping to meet was evacuated to Memphis. She was holding out hope and making plans for how they'd meet, when Hurricane Ike threw another loop in their plans. Her cousin's family decided not to evacuate Galveston, and they rode out the storm. After

Children And Love
Oh what a life! Current mood: worried So yesterday I did somethin that no mom should ever have to do and that is put there child in a mental institution for treatment.I am so blaming myself for this happening even though I know it is not my fault I could not stop from happining what happened but anytime somethin happens to your child you tend to put blame on ones self and it hurts it hurts bad I wann cry scream and yell at god and say why!!!!! I quess there were signs but no one wanted to see or accept but I know he is were he will get help. I ask my self why him why He is a very intelligent child why did he fall victim to these thoughts why could I not stop this all these why questions but never a definite answer. All these emotions am I a bad mom for signing him in there am I an uncaring mom? should I have done it? He was crying out for help and would not tell me. He likes to keep things bottle up. yet again why? Well he finally snapped and he is getting the help. Will this numb

Friendship Circle Membership As Of 10/12/08
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Chivalry Isn't Dead!
To the time when Chivalry was the rule and Ladies were treated as treasure Honor was kept with a slap and a duel and gallant knights worth beyond measure. A man's word was the coin of the realm and could be counted always as true He fought against evil with sword and with helm I can see him, clearly, when I look at you. D R Hyden He knows who he is... March 2008

Psychic Vampires = Crap
Nine Things a Psychic Vampire Would Say By Jeffry Palmer Platinum Quality Author A psychic vampire is anyone that drains the life energy or spiritual vitality from another human being. Psychic vampires take on all manner of shapes and descriptions; they are co-workers, lovers, strangers, emotional abusers, anyone who saps your vitality can be a psychic vampire. It is important to be aware of the psychic vampire mind set as this can provide clues as to whether you are a victim of their influence and lowering of spiritual energy. In many ways psychic vampirism is a personality type and the following list details nine attitudes or thought processes which a psychic vampire might feel toward another human being. My happiness is more important than your happiness. You are responsible for my happiness. My needs are the most important needs; your emotions exist to serve mine. I will take from you until there is nothing left to take, and then I will grow angry when I cannot recei

Peaches And Cream Muffins
Peaches and Cream Muffins 1 egg 1/2 cup milk 1/4 cup vegetable oil 1 1/2 cups flour 1/2 cup sugar 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup chopped fresh or frozen peaches, thawed In a bowl beat egg, add milk and oil. Combine flour, sugar, baking powder, and salt. Stir into egg mixture just until moistened. Next, stir in peaches. Fill greased or paper-lined muffin cups 3/4 full. Bake at 400 degrees for 20-25 minutes or until muffins test done. Cool 5 minutes before removing from pans. Yields 10 muffins

Life Is Too Short
im saying either you want me in your life...or you don't... Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Love the ones who don't just because you can. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Kiss slowly. Forgive quickly. God never said life would be easy. He just promised it would be worth it. pink is awesome

Act 2 Scene 6
Act 2 scene VI Mr. Erik Starts a riot *The kids are sprawled out randomly on the floor. Faith and Sammuel are playing spades, Amanda and Marco are coloring, Adam is sitting on the bench trying to put his hair in his mouth, Mary is not in the room, Zeda is writing in her journel* Mr.Erik: Whats wrong with you kids? You finally have the opportunity to do whatever you want and your all just sitting here. When i was your age i woulda killed for this. Run around cut the lights on and off...Sing do something. *mr. Erik stands up and starts runnin around. The kids put down what they were doing and follow him..* Mr.Erik: Come on get some energy out The kids are all laughing and goofing around... Close up to the window of the staff room shows a short african american man peering in his name is Mr.Edwards and he looks alot like martin lawrence Marco (To Adam) Hey adam, I bet you cant tear that wall down *Adam Jumps onto the bench and pulls the on the wall, to his amazeme

This Damn Song...lovebug
So...ok...probably, the cheesiest song I've ever completely fallen in love with....but...I dunno. You just gotta watch the video I guess. It made me cry. lol Called her for the first time yesterday Finally found the missing part of me Felt so close, but you were far away Left me without anything to say Now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless, I never thought That I'd catch this love bug again Hopeless, head over heels in the Moment, I never thought that I'd Get hit by this love bug again I can't get your smile out of my mind I can't get you out of my mind I think about your eyes all the time Beautiful, but you don't even try You don't even, don't even try Modesty is just so hard to find Now I'm speechless, over the edge I'm just breathless, I never thought That I'd catch this love bug again Hopeless, head over heels in the Moment, I never thought that I'd Get hit by this love bug again I kissed her for the first time yesterday

Resting
Just a quick update. The surgery went well yesterday. Mom says she is in alot of pain but intends on being out of bed tomorrow. She sends her love to all her friends and says she misses you and will be back with you soon. Once she is out of ICU I will take her laptop to her so she can let you all know how she is doing personally God Bless

Forget About Joe The Plumber
Enough Joe the Plumber; here's to Kareem the Soldier Nancy A. Youssef | McClatchy Newspapers last updated: October 21, 2008 08:53:54 PM WASHINGTON — "Joe the Plumber" was only one of two Americans injected into the presidential election this past week. The other was Kareem Rashad Sultan Khan, whom former Secretary of State Colin Powell invoked in his endorsement Sunday of Barack Obama. Khan was a 20-year-old soldier from Manahawkin, N.J., who wanted to enlist in the Army from the time he was 10. He was an all-American boy who visited Disney World after he completed his training at Fort Benning, Ga., and made his comrades in Iraq watch "Saving Private Ryan" every week. He was also a Muslim who joined the military, his father said, in part to show his countrymen that not all Muslims are terrorists. "He was an American soldier first," said his father, Feroze Khan. "But he also looked at fighting in this war as fighting for his faith. He was fighting radicalism." Khan was killed

Article On Leb O-line In The Daily Record
Line key to success Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Oct 23, 2008 Lebanon’s pass-happy offense starts with its ability to protect senior quarterback Ryan Howerton and open holes for its running game. And there is a common theme amongst the starters on the 2008 version of the LHS offensive line. The ability to multi task. All five play a second — or even a third — sport. Lebanon head coach Will Christian said one of the initial reservation he had when considering the switch from the Power I in which the quarterback lines up under center to the spread, in which the quarterback is in the shotgun formation, was the snap. Enter senior Justin Mather (5-foot-11, 205-pounds), whose snapping at center has been perfect through eight games. “He done just an unbelievably great job at snapping for us this year,” Christian said. “It takes a kid (at center) who is able to multi task because he not only has to get the snap, where it is a good snap, but he also has to

Rate One Folder And Get 300k Fubucks 1 Hour Left Lets Go
$300,000 FUBUCKS TO RATE MY AUTO FOLDER AUTO 11 FOLDER- JUST UNDER 1,500 PICS I HAVE 300,000K I WILL GIVE TO THE FIRST 20 PEOPLE THAT WILL RATE MY RATE THIS FOR FUBUCKS FOLDER.. IT HAS JUST ABOUT A LITTLE UNDER 1,500 PICS IN IT.. IF YOU RUN OUT OF RATES YOU CAN COME BACK THE NEXT DAY PLZ DURING A HAPPY HOUR AND FINISH IT BUT ID RATHER HAVE THE UPPER LEVELS AT LEVEL 20 OR MORE WHO HAVE 3000K RATES OR MORE THEY CAN USE.. PLZ I NEED A SHOUT FROM YOU WITH AN OK FROM ME BEFORE YOU START I CAN'T HAVE MORE THEN 20 PEOPLE OR I'LL RUN OUT OF MONEY... WE DON'T WANT THAT.. SO HIT ME A SHOUT AND TAKE ME HOME GUYS.. THANK YOU...

Heart Break
My heart shatters as you walk away. I see my life ending. You were all i ever needed. A moment stolen in time. Now you want another. Heartbreak is my mistress now. Everyone mocks me they saw it coming. I was too damn blind. The warnings were there.You said you'd never leave. I trusted you. You shredded my heart. You left it bleeding and wide open. Now i wont let any one else back in. There's no way I can. Only if they can break down the walls i built. There's just no way I can deal with the pain again.

The Daughter Of A Soldier
The daughter of a Soldier Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our

The Creed
I remember you I hope this message finds you well I have been making Amends for my sins and you were on the top of my list. So here it is I am sorry for the things I do for this mortal coil is much too much to bear and ascension is required for this change to take its rightful place, love and broken dreams all I ever had now the Weapon is in my hand barrel smoking, tears in my eyes, Did I do it for my country or to fulfill some sick and twisted dream. Shell casings rain down and hit the floor playing and sad, sad symphony, I come to realization that you were always there right in front of me the whole time, there to wipe the tears from my eyes clean the blood off my hands and assure me of your love. But now I am the one standing in front of all of you weapon aimed, smoking barrel, tears in my eyes, it took so many years just to realize, You were always there now your gone and I have fallen past the point of redemption in this world of lovely lies I'll bring forth all that I have

First Draft I Had About Me On My Profile...
Hmmmm lets see, for starters I am Danielle & this is my profile. Always a work in progress as am I it seems LoL Let me extend my warmest welcome everyone who is fortunate to come across it and actually read it to learn more about me!! :) Lots to say about myself, but prolly dunno how to put it all into words on here at once so I'm not rambling on or that I don't sound like a complete idiot or dork... Oh well either way am screwed just like many of you are too when it comes to saying things about yourself JK LoL No for the most part am a cool laid back sort of friendly chick. Since I've joined this site I have made a good amount of friends already but the more the merrier :) I like having new & interesting people to talk to. On the friends tip as to what I am looking for in one - Nice, considerate, loyal, mature & for most part real friends that can kick back with and wanna stay in touch... and can keep it real with me (Normal is a plus) :) Although I don't want any FAKE people to ap

Ugh
Two weeks and one day since this damn back injury... I thought I was doing all great today with no meds, then BOOM the spasms started :( WTF am I gonna do with no medical? I am almost out of the prescriptions and cant even see my dr until at least the 8th :( WAAAAAA :(

Cheese Straws
INGREDIENTS * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups shredded sharp Cheddar cheese * 3/4 cup margarine * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup water DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F (205 degrees C). Grease or line a baking sheet with parchment paper. 2. Combine the flour, baking powder, cayenne pepper, salt, grated cheese and butter or margarine in a bowl and mix until well combined. Add water a little bit at a time to make a very stiff dough. 3. On a lightly floured surface, roll pieces of the dough into just slightly thicker than pencil shaped sticks. Cut sticks into 4 to 5 inch lengths. Arrange the pieces on the baking sheet. 4. Bake at 400 degrees F (205 degrees C) for 5 minutes or until browned.

The Election
For everyone still wondering who to vote for--and there are some of you out there--please take the time to read this essay--it will only take a couple minutes of your time. http://www.ornery.org/essays/warwatch/2008-11-02-1.html

A Quick And Dirty Iq Test
Was far too late for this amount of thought, oh well. Your IQ Is 95 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Above Average A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

My Appreciataion For Our Military,how Great Our Troops Really Are And Why They Do What They Do.
The First one comes from Thunder Over Louisville. This is how we do it in Kentucky and if you hippies do not like it don't come here. Gotta have some Johnny Cash and That Ragged Old Flag. The True Meaning of Memorial Day John Wayne "America - Why I Love Her" "If I Die Before You Wake" Tribute to Armed Forces Fight for Me (Citizen Reign)

Bitter Sweet Moment
While America celebrate the wining of Our New 44th President Elect Obama. We are saddened by the desicion and high vote agains Gays, In 3 States the pride themsleves to be open minded Like Califonia, Florida and Arizona have voted agains the right of gay to marry and love who they want. In the notion that they gays will make all straight people gay with their presence and their freedom to live happy just like any other american. The decleration of independent have mentioned something about " all are created equal" but i guess this statement applies only to those who are practising heterosexualism. It is giving me no Honor to pride myself as American, and enjoy the fruit that the American is giving me, whil so many are denied the same rights. America have moved on past race in it gives me great Honor in that sense that Now we have our first African American President Come January. I hope America will get together soon to fight this unjustice agains gay men and girls and end this dis

My Poem
Please Hear What I'm not saying Don't be fooled by the face I ware. For I ware a thousand masks, and none of them are me Don't be fooled; for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that confidence is my name and coolness is my game. And that I need no one. But don't believe me. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in aloneness, in fear. That's why I create a mask to hide behind, to shield me, From the glance that know, But such a glance is precisely my salvation. That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by love. It's the only thing that can liberate me from my own self-built Prison walls. I'm afraid that deep down I'm nothing and that I'm no good, And that you will reject me. And so begins the parade of masks. I idly chatter to you. I tell you everything that's really nothing and Nothing of what's everything, of what's crying with in me. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying.

Me In A Nutshell
All ya need to know for now :-) 34, single, never married, raised in Atlanta, now live in Memphis, work for FedEx, started an adult dating site CARNALFRIENDS.COM this summer - had to sell it because we didn't know what we were doing...lol. It's still going well and I think I'll try again in the future. I love to hang out with friends, travel, watch my Atlanta Falcons, and just have a good time.

For My Sweet Friend
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Torment
Torment A weight falls heavily upon me - A steady pull inside my brain. In one room I seek love and understanding - In another I purge the guilt and pain. My guilt never leaves. The pain only deepens. My life is a wild rotation from one room to the other, Locked in a ceaseless circle of torment - A game of chess I cannot win. I stand up, throat on fire, head spinning, heart pounding; Begging for an end, any end, to this hell. I gaze into the mirror, wiping my mouth, Wondering who I have become; A drawn and pale face, dull, expressionless eyes. I run my hands through my hair Hoping it will quiet the screams in my head - But it doesn't, and tomorrow the game will start again.

Sign The Petition
Another lawsuit attempting to obtain a copy of Barack Obama's Hawaiian birth certificate was thrown out Friday by a judge who said there was "insufficient evidence to indicate that the public interest supports" the document's release. Judge Bert Ayabe upheld arguments from Republican Gov. Linda Lingle's office, which, inexplicably, has fought tooth and nail to protect the birth certificate from public scrutiny even though it remains the key to establishing whether the man elected to be the next president is actually eligible under the Constitution. Ayabe ruled that Andy Martin, the man who filed the suit, did not have standing under state law because he did "not have a direct and tangible interest in the vital statistic records being sought, namely the birth certificate of President Obama." Yes, you read that right. The judge in the case not only denied the motion, he also elevated Obama to the presidency before the Electoral College votes and before the Inauguration takes place

Some People!
OK I really wasn't on much at all yesterday because I got in an argument with some asshole first thing in the morning and I stayed off of here it was soo bad. First lets name names this asshole has not one but 2 accounts on here and after I blocked him he came at me with the second one! So the first account name is E. Freaky Gentleman user number 232217, and the second account is The BigBlack King user number 973169. I added this man to my friends list first thing yesterday morning and then went about my daily real life routine of dealing with my children, I came back a couple of hours later to find a smartass message abt me not rating him as he had done me. So of course I responded! I let him know that I am sorry that he felt offended that I didn't rate him when he rated me but I had real life issues to tend to. Well his response was just so out of line I couldn't believe that someone could actually be that retarded! I was given a slew of nasty remarks referring to me being an ugly as

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone you turn to when things aren't going well for you, someone who you can talk to about your problems. Friends shouldn't hide shit from each other, especially something that effects the other person as well as yourself. I have someone in my life that I consider my sister, who I have done a lot for and she's intending on moving out but has not told me. I'm really upset with her, cause I've done so much for her and she is going behind my back and basically intending on fawking me over. She's dating this guy who is a complete asshole, who will never amount to anything in life. He's actually wanted by the police right now and ETF (emergency task force) came to our place a few weeks ago looking for him, I wasn't home I was at court with my mother cause she's trying to get disability, and guess what her and her bf are blaming me for calling the cops. Now tell me this why would I bring the cops to my own house??? Why would I jeopardize my daughter and my niece???

Holliday Drink Ideas
Necular Antifreeze (AKA Canadian Thaw) 1/4 oz Tripel Sec 1/4 oz Blue Curaco 1 oz Vodka 6 oz Orange Juice or orange bar mix combine all and shake well serve over ice in highball glass Winter Frostbite 3/4 oz Tequila 1/4 oz Creme De Cacao 1/4 oz Blue Curaco 2 oz Half and Half combine all and shake well serve over ice in old fashioned glass Hope who ever reads this blog enjoys the recipies. Please be responsible and don't drink and drive.

Daily Blessings
Daily Blessing I count each day as a blessing that I wake up to the sounds of birds and sunshine. The birds singing and the children playing aer sounds that remind me of more peaceful times in my life, which are forever lost. For I've seen the world on fire, and have looked death in the eyes. The memories wake me at night and will always be there. Time has dimmed them, but it only takes a sound or smell to bring them back. Some day they will be forever stilled. But till that day comes, I make peace with them everyday. I try to live the day to the fullest, Because I no longer fear death, or what it brings. For I'm a Vietnam Vet who has finally come home to a land where I can heal the pain of so long ago. All I need is the time and space to find my place in this new world. Mike G. Apr. 92

Carrot Pineapple Salad
Ingredients: * 1 envelope unflavored gelatin * 1/2 cup reserved pineapple juice * 1/3 cup sugar * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1 cup boiling water * 1/4 cup lemon juice * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * 8-oz. can crushed pineapple, well drained, reserving juice * 2 carrots, coarsely grated Preparation: In large bowl, sprinkle gelatin over reserved pineapple juice and let stand 2-3 minutes. Then pour sugar and salt on top of gelatin. Pour boiling water over all and stir until sugar and gelatin are dissolved. Add lemon juice and stir to blend. Add pecans, pineapple, and grated carrot. Pour into 8" square glass baking dish. Cover and chill 4 hours until firm. Cut into squares to serve and top with a bit of mayonnaise. 9 servings

Dream Trip
So I have been talking for about a year now to Katie about taking a trip around the world to all the AJ Hackett Bungy Jumping sites and I finally started to plan it out, I know it won't be for a few years still, but I set up the order of stops (8 stops total) and am looking into pricing for flights if it were to happen in the next year just to get a ball park range. I also have some Asia miles saved up from when I went to Hong Kong last year, they arent much but any little bit of savings will help. So if anyone has any money saving tips or air miles they would liek to donate to Katie and I it would be great, or if anyone wants to join us. Here are the stops we will be making in order: Queenstown, New Zealand Auckland, New Zealand Cairns, Australia Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Macau (via Hong Kong) Bali, Indonesia Germany (he has a mobile station so not sure where yet) Normandy, France (via Paris) I am hoping to make this a 3-4 week trip, not spend

Dark Prince
Dark Prince Your darkness is my blanket. My shelter from the cold. Your touch like a sweet poison; A poison which cant be sold. Your eyes like onyx staring; So deep into my soul. The bond we share is sacred; A fiery inferno raging in my soul. Your spirit lives inside me; The drug for which I desire. The spell which was cast is deadly; My Eternitys drawing near! With amber eyes wide upon you. Your velvety voice; to me speaks! “My Dark Princess I shall make thee” The words which were spoke “The Potion” My body’s reaching erotic peaks; Our energy flowing so wildly; I graciously bow at your feet; For now Im wrapped in your deadly web. This moments mystic yet bitter sweet, Eagerly I whisper “Take Me” It is Eternity I await!

Rescue Pet's Christmas Poem
A Rescue Pet's Christmas Poem 'Tis the night before Christmas and all through the town, Every shelter is full - we are lost but not found, Our numbers are hung on our kennels so bare, We hope every minute that someone will care, They'll come to adopt us and give us the call, "Come here, Max and Sparkie - come fetch your new ball!!" But now we sit here and think of the days We were treated so fondly - we had cute, baby ways. Now we're no longer young and we're no longer new. So out the back door we were thrown like the trash, They reacted so quickly - why were they so rash? We "jump on the children"; "don't come when they call"; We "bark when they leave us"; climb over the wall. We should have been neutered, we should have been spayed, Now we suffer the consequence of the errors THEY made. If only they'd trained us, if only we knew, We'd have done what they asked us and worshiped them, too. We were left in the backyard, or worse - left to roam, Now we're tired and

What Mythological Creature Are You?...
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Mermaid67%Faerie67%WereWolf42%Dragon33%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Lockerbie Marks 20th Anniversary
Lockerbie marks 20th anniversary A number of ceremonies are planned in Lockerbie throughout the day 'The world is missing something' 'Ribbons marked where bodies lay' Events get under way later in Lockerbie to mark the 20th anniversary of the tragedy which killed 270 people. Pan Am Flight 103 was blown up over the town on 21 December 1988, claiming the lives of everyone on the plane and 11 local residents on the ground. A number of "low key" ceremonies are taking place in the town in accordance with the wishes of the community. A tribute is also planned in the US at the Lockerbie memorial in the Arlington National Cemetery in Washington DC. Special "places to remember" are being opened in Lockerbie, with a wreath-laying ceremony taking place at the Dryfesdale Ceremony. In the evening there will be services at both the Tundergarth and Dryfesdale Church. A little after 1900 GMT the exact anniversary of the atrocity will be remembered. For many w

Starlight
Star light, star bright?? Have you heard that verse before? I wished upon it every night, To send me my amore. Now I am much older, And wiser, so they say. My heart is growing colder, But I still await that day. Try as I may To stay strong and prevail, In the end, comes that day When my romances fail. Cant say for sure Why this roads been so rough. My intentions are pure. Is that not enough? Hey, true love, my soul mate, Someday, Ill know who you are. So patiently Ill wait And wish upon that star.

A Daughters Tears
WHERE WILL I GO AND TO WHOM WILL LISTEN WHO WILL MAKE IT RIGHT AND WILL SAY I CAN DO IT GOD WHAT AM I TO DO WITHOUT HIM TEARS FALLING LIKE RAIN HEART SADDEN BY PAIN AND REMORSE WHY DOES IF HAVE TO END JUST A LITTLE LONGER PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME HERE ALONE A CHILDS HEART A WOMANS TEARS A DAUGHTERS PAIN THIS IS ALL ME MY HERO IS DYING AND WANTING TO LEAVE I CANT SAY GOOD BY FOR THAT MEANS HE WILL BE GONE I LOVE YOU DADDY

A Moms Grief
the hardest thing anyone in life to do is have to bury a son. my son was 10 years old. school just let out for summer vac. my boys were playing inside that day as it was raining. around 5 pm it stopped raining and they wanted to go out so i let them that was the biggest mistake i ever made as it was the last day i ever heard my son call me mom. he went to get a ball that rolled in the road we lived in the country not many cars on the road but at 5:23pm this car didn't see my son and hit him .i heard the screams from my other 2 boys i run out to find my son lying in the road not breathing, i give cpr he takes a breath i look at him see no blood anyplace i think he will be ok 20 min later the ambulance gets there.they rush and call for a helicopter but it will take to long so we drive there .at the hospital i wait for hours before i hear anything or see him. the dr's come out and say there is little hope as he is brain dead has a broken arm and leg 3 broken ribs but yet they put him on l

Amazing Memorys & True Friends
***One whole Year of amazing Memorys that I will Never Forget*** Ty to all my true,real,honest...Friends for making this year a year that i will always hold in my heart! A year that i realized there was such thing as True friends!My fu family is the MOST AMAZING on Fubar! I hope u all know how much you mean to me and i want to thank you all for being there when it was most needed and being there when sometimes it felt like the whole world was walking out! Sure Confidence makes me Sexy But My Friends are what mostly Make me Confident!There Real!Honest!True!Caring!& Loving! They are not 2 faces! They dont backstab! & they are not all about the Points!They are here for friendship and so am I and thats what makes My fu family the most amazing on fubar!*** **Show mad Love to these amazing men & woman!They deserve it and a lot more***( No certain order just grabbed links lol) Chuckiiboo@ fubar chuck@ fubar SPIKE@ fubar Mrs.S.@ fubar Wonder_Woman™ Owned by Raps

Can't Sleep
What a night. Just tossing and turning..so here I am. I went to bed tired..but body is sore..and mind doesn't want to rest. I left work early to go to moms lastnight. She seems to be doing ok. Shes just glad all the suffering is over with my uncle..and so am I. These last 2 months have been pretty rough on my family. I got a ton of thoughts going through my head..though. I feel sorry for my cousins.who are younger than me. They had to see there dad go through this. They were never close to him..until these last 2 months when they realized he was dying. Sad to think about that. My cousin richard..hes really taking it bad. Alot I think because he feels guilty for missing out with being with his dad. He would not leave his room yesterday my mom said. Anyways, been thinking about them. Thinking about my own parents. My dad had surgery in November..and it was hard to see that. I know tons of people have surgeries..etc. My dad is not one to go to a Dr. though unless its major

It Freaky Saturday And New Train In Town! Look In Here!
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND IT THE FREAKY SATURDAY TRAIN! NOW WE KNOW THE DRILL ADD RATE FAN ALL. FIRST STOP II THE FREAKY FOLDER! THEN AT THE END IS THE LINK FOR TAGS! PLEASE E-MAIL AT THE END OF THE TRAIN................................! AND YOUR HOST: AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE AND OWNER BLACLIE22@ fubar RIDERS OF THIS FREAKY TRAIN ARE: blaclie22 ~$toner geek~@ fubar

Things
A - Available: Yes - Age: 34 - Annoyance: Liars - Animal: Cat B - Beer: Kiltlifter - Birthday: October 17th - Best Friend(s): Jamie, Brian, Dan, Ian, Tony - Body Part on opposite sex: lips - Best feeling in the world: Love - Blind or Deaf: Deaf - Best weather: Fall - Been on stage?: Yes - Believe in Magic: Yes - Believe in Santa: No - Been in Love: Yes - Been bitched out?: Daily - Believe in yourself?: Sometimes - Believe in life on other planets: Yes - Believe in miracles: yes - Believe in Satan: evil yes satan no - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yes C - Candy: Reese's cups - Color(s): Purple - Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate - Chinese/Mexican: Chinese - Cake or pie: Cake - Continent to visit: Europe - Cheese: Brie - Car: Ford Focus - Cried in school: Yes I'm a girl - Clothing Style: Jeans, tanks and sandels D - Day or Night: Night - Dance in the rain: Yes every chance I get - Dream vehicle: Mustang - Danced: many times - Do the splits?: I can

The Universe "peoples"
We do not "come into" this world; we come out of it, as leaves from a tree. As the ocean "waves," the universe "peoples." Every individual is an expression of the whole realm of nature, a unique action of the total universe.

Tracks
1.)intro 2.)mind of the man in the mirror 3.)mental maze 4.)double edge sword 5.)apocalyptic meditation 6.)still standing 7.)PVP (playa vs playa) 8.)let's play 9.)know your limits (on my ankles) 10.)fan blades 11.)MSR 12.)forever 13.)outro(...cr) *billyhill rap* *reflections*

Yes!! I Am In The Valentines Auction, My Bad:))
Auction will end February 13th, 2009! 3PM Fu-Time Highest bid gets the goods for Valentines & for 30 days!! YAAAA So get your butt in there & bid, bid, bid!! THE GOODS & WHAT THEY OFFER

148k To Disciple
IF YOU DONT HAVE HER IN YOUR FRIENDS YOUR MISSING OUT! PLEASE HELP HER MAKE IT TO DISCIPLE I CAN GURENTEE YU SHE WILL GIVE BACK AND MORE! AND IF SHES PART OF YOUR FAMILY SO MUCH THE BETTER FOR YOU:) ♥~§ÁRÁ~ ♥ *Áµ$$îè'$ Wîƒè -N- Princess*~♥ ~Zodiak Levelers~@ fubar

Sirnate0410
There's a new fu thats been doing a lot to help me so I want to help him in return. He has very few pics so I'm asking everyone to take 2 minutes (literally) to rate his pics. If you do this a F/A/R him them pm me for some quick buck!! SIRNATE0410@ fubar ღMz.ÇµffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives!@ fubar

Celebrate
Life is a gift and should be praised and celebrated every day for as long as we live; good or bad moments must be taken as they are given to us and just be happy that we breath. Dream what you wish to dream, go where you want to get, be where you want to be because you have one life and only one opportunity to do everything you want to do. When you were born, you were crying and everyone else around you were laughing; make sure that when you die, the ones around you would cry while you smile...

Congrats Dani!!!
Dani~DJ Lush got the spotlight!!!! And she has Auto 11's activated!!! Go show this amazing gal lots of love! R/F/A her!! Rate her pics! Rate her stash!! Don't forget to bling and crush her!! You can find this amazing woman at Dirty Deeds Radio Congrats Dani!!!

Happy Birthday Whitney♥
Almost two years ago I had the honor and privilege to meet a wonderful woman. Her smile could light up a room, her laughter was infectious, and her warm and giving spirit was felt by all around her. She cared deeply for her family and friends, devoting her life to those who mattered most to her. She was rarely upset or down. She was always there to listen, lend advice or bitch right along side you. Tragically her beautiful life was cut short on September 23, 2008 when she was involved in a auto accident that took her life. Today would have been her birthday and I know she is looking down on her friends and family, not wanting us to be sad or crying but celebrating her life. I will always love, remember and miss you Whitney

Yeah I'm A Dork For Him
How can I put into words emotions I can't express even to myself? I try so hard but always end up putting them back on their shelf. Fearing the words will never make it out of my mind and you'll never really know. Know I only smile when you do and how no one else is able to make my heart flutter just so. How I think it all sounds so stupid but I'm digging the way I'm feeling. Like a kid spinning round and round it leaves me reeling. On the other hand I can feel your pain so keenly as well. When you travel through I too go through the same hell. Walking only a few steps behind I too lose my grip and my mind. Suffering next to you is painful as hell, but still much better than the place I usually dwell. You are oblivious to all of this. The immense pain and scars you left in only one kiss. The heart that was once mine but now belongs to you. Thoughts I constantly run from but always find to be true.

One Word Game
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? BED 2. Your significant other? MISSISSIPPI 3. Your hair? MESS 4. Your mother? LIVINGROOM 5. Your father? VEGAS 6. Your favorite thing? LOVE 7. Your dream last night? UNKNOWN 8. Your favorite drink? COKE 9. Your dream/goal? STABILITY 10. The room you're in? BED 11. Music? NONE 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? MARRIED 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? EMPLOYED 16. Muffins? NAH 17. One of your wish list items? WEDDING 18. Where you grew up? OREGON 19. The last thing you did? ATE 20. What are you wearing? JAMMIES 21. TV? LIFETIME 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? DELL 24. Your life? UNFINISHED 25. Your mood? HO

Ksjo
all the songs I used to listen, those songs I discovered through KSJO, they are still here with me. Black hole sun, something about this song attracts me. The more you listen, the more you like. It smoothes me, black hole sun, it takes me back to a place where I used to know, brought back some memories, some are good, some werent good, but still mine. I was young then, and I didnt know. And on I read, until the day was gone and I sat in regret of all the things I've done. For all that I've blessed and all that I've wronged. In dreams until my death I will wander on. It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own. It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold. They say it’s over and I’m fine again, try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here. This is my life...its not what it was before. all these feelings I've shared and these are my dreams that I'd never lived before... Somebody shake me cause, I must be sleeping. Forward ye

From Daniel
Here's My Irish Blessing Upon You; May the gentle sunshine fall upon your face, May your presence bring Love and Happiness to every place, May your road be smooth, with the wind following in your track, And may you Always find Twice the years in front of you, as you've had in back!!! Thank you Daniel!!

Thanks Ree 2.2.09
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I open up bags of tater chips from the bottom (so to let the seasonings that settled trickle down). 2. I believe in the bible, but don't call myself "Christian" (Christian means "Christ-like" and I'll be damned if I turn the other cheek.) 3. I love cooking, but could never make a career out of it. 4. I spent my 21st birthday in prison. Yay! 5. People think I'm stronger then I actually am. 6. I like ambient music like Enigma. 7. I'm in physical pain daily. 8. I have a stuffed Pikachu. 9. I never wear jeans. 10. I love bagels too, Lender's onion with veggie cream cheese. im tagging the following:

Join The Revolution!
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I Need All The Luck I Can Get..
In about 5 hours, I go in for my lymph node mapping procedure. They will inject me with a radioactive tracer and three hours later, use a special geiger counter to locate the lymph nodes with the most concentration so they know which ones to remove and test in tomorrow's surgery. I will be getting a call later today telling me when my surgery will be tomorrow. I'll be admitted overnight and released Friday morning, barring any complications. I won't be online until I get back home *gasp*. I don't ask for things often, but it would be really cool if I had a collection of lucky rabbit's feet from the fu-gift shop. A lucky 7 bling would be fine too Thanks in advance < update > Just heard back from the hospital - I have to check in at 7am for an 8:30 surgery. So this time tomorrow, I'll have one less boob. < update 2 > zOMG, that just might have been the worst pain I've ever felt. She said it would feel like a bee sting... damn if any bee stung me that hard on my a

Self-imposed Confusion
Self-Imposed confusion; mental chaos of the worst kind. Supported by walls built from denial within the mind. Within these walls dwell both ends of the rule. With one end knowing what’s right, while the other lives the untrue. To know what’s right and yet live another way, adds dimensions to the confusion, prolonging its stay. From the clash and clamor of the battle within, breeds an offspring of shame, caused by knowledge of sin. But the walls can be tumbled. And the confusion dissolved, by living true without the denial of which life once revolved.

Luculent Giggles
Luculent giggles of a child's laughter danced to the song of a locomotive's trek across an insipid land. Though destination has no cast, a summons to it tickles playfully at resolve where wanderlust is but a footfall away. Sarenade your sweet siren song, my giglet, my minx. Footsteps to my love where ever they may lead. A sigh of contentment as a home is slung to the back once again.

Dying Too Young...
I really dont know where to begin with this but the last four days have been an emotional tidal wave. Most of you know i lost my brother almost a year and a half ago which was the hardest thing i ever had to deal with and honestly it almost broke me. My brother was my best friend, my protector and im still adjusting to being an only child, i mean ive been a sister my entire life and some days it still hits pretty hard that im all alone now. Its very sad when anyone dies but my brother was so young with his entire life ahead of him, passing 1 week after his 30th birthday. A year before my brother died my uncle passed away of a heart attack at the age of 40 which was incredibly odd because my grandfather whom ive never met also died at 40 with a heart attack. Well we recieved the call Wed that my other uncle had passed out in his home after a bbq and was in the icu on life support. That evening his girlfriend called to let us know it was due to a stroke and after some tests the doctor sa

Goth, Industrial, Ebm & 80s
Ok, the info for the industrial night is: Wednesday night March 18th. At the SOCO club. Time: 9pm til 1:30 am Location: 128 E Nifong Bvld. Columbia MO 65205 DJs : DJ Dark Horse, DJ Larry K. and DJ Dhust from KC. Cover: $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ Vending services by Dark Horse Leather Music: Goth, Industrial, EBM and 80s

Cause I Love Anna O'molly
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? Relish I make my own tartar sauce. 2. what is your favorite brand of deodorant? Degree shower fresh 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. My mother is in a nursing home with Demetia and I live everyday missing her. 4. what is your worst habit? I don't understand my worth so I put myself down alot. It seems to upset my friends. 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? No offense to my friends here but my son saves my life everyday. Without him I would be so much less then who I am. He is my sun. 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? Me I did everything on my own. From the moment I found out I was pregnant I worked and did everythign I could to better my sons and my life. 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? trusting too quickly. I want to always believe everyone is good and lovely and honest. That doesn't always happen.

Got Milf?
I love to cam on the weekends and now that I'm on here, I have found that there are lots of men who are in their early 20's interested in "getting to know" me better. I mean these guys are under 25 years old. I've asked some other friends about why this is and the answer always comes back to experience and maturity. Are they right or is it something else? I am just curious... What does a 20 something man want with an almost 42 something woman?

My Few Owners Updated 3-21-09
Hey all check out my sexy fu owners . The first one is Kitten . The second one is dj foxy The the third is Kerigirl4u and the fourth is BrandiCakez The fith and newest is Tracy (Shadowleveler). Make sure you show them lots of fu love . there are all sweethearts and the best friends anyone can have . so hit up there pages and rate , fan and add and bomb there pics . they deserve it . Thank you in advance . ♥Kitten♥ ♠Dirty Deeds Radio♠ ♣Owned by Yakuza♣@ fubar ÐJ fÖ×¥ ~ ÖWñÈR Öf RÈLÈñ†LÈ§§ RÄÐÌÖ ~ ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÐJ †ÄZMÄñ ~@ fubar Kerigirl4you~Playmate@Forbidden/Exotic Dreams@ fubar =*BrandiCakez*=*Owned by Tiger*=*Head Greeter @ Misfits Hangout*=*RR Member*=@ fubar TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr}þrðµÐl¥ ÖwñêÐ ß¥ ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~ & ÐJ~mï†¥mðµ§ê~Promoter @ ddr@ fubar

Dj Schedule For The Week Of 3/23 - 3/29
This is the new schedule for the week of 3/23 - 3/29....just wanted to take this time to thank everyone that helped in gettin QUEENY to oracle this past weekend-and also on FRIDAY 3/27 we will be havin QUEENY's Birtday Bash in Bada Bing-so pls let all your friends know to come celebrate The QUEEN's birthday with the Bada Bing family!....much love to all and ty so much for all your deication and support to Bada! If any changes need to be made-pls let Queeny or Bounty know! Monday PET - 6pm – 9:00pm EST (5pm – 8:00pm CST) (80s 4play) QUEENY - 9pm – 12am EST (8:00pm – 11pm CST) (80s show) Darth - 12am - 3am est (11pm - 2am CST) (Devious and Bounty No DJing) TUESDAY Bounty - 6pm -9pm EST (5pm -8pm CST) Devious - 9pm – 12amEST (8pm – 11CST) (megamix) Darth - 12am – 3:00+ EST (11pm – 2:00am CST) (PET and QUEENY NO DJING) WEDNESDAY Devious - 6pm – 9pm EST (5pm-8pm CST) Humpday 4-Play QUEENY - 9pm – 12am EST (8pm -11pm CST) Humpday Pet 12am -3am EST (11pm – 2 AM CST)

Not Sure What I Am Thinking
i have been asking myself why i keep coming here and i cant really find the answer i mean there is nothing wrong with this site but too many people are fake on here they cry to get attention and i just cant stand it i mean i dont care about ratings and well i dont mind meeting new people hell there are a few on here i like so thats been a good thing and i am working on my people skills cause quite frankly most of you suck ass and most people forget that fact that some people do like being real and taken seriously i try to be on the same page with peoples feelings treat them with respect and be a friend but the fact of the matter is people use each other to make them feel good them go away when they get what they need and maybe thats what i am doing i am trying to be better than most people are but i am just as guilty but i wanted something more i wanted to find something that seems to elude me repeatedly and that is my emotions i feel hate and anger and all the negative stuff but i can

Cam Rules
#1 GUYS NO SHIRTS... IF u ask us nicely we MIGHT let u wear one... (but chances are we will say no) #2 GIRLS.. NO BOOB SHOTS... (we dont wanna see ur shit ~ take it to yim) #3 NO DRUGS ON CAM... #4 NO PROLONGED NUDITY... GROSS #5 NO FLIPPING OFF SUNNY LMAO #6 U HAVE TO BE HOT TO BE ON MY CAMS... HAHA (IM A BITCH OH WELL GFY)

Common Sence Passes Away
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, would only have aggravated his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Texting Fun
I got this as a text and I thought it would be fun to see what all of you came up with for me. So let's hear 'emGive me a nickname only YOU can call me! If you're brave you'll forward this and see what all the crazy names you get.I'm guessing I could have changed the wording to make it fit a "blog" better..but yeah. Give me some nicknames!!

Love
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

The Polite Way To Pee
The Polite Way to Pee During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said: "Just a minute I have to go pee. " The teacher responded by saying: "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said: "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back. " "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" Johnny said "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner. " The teacher fainted...

Invite
INVITEI'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLDIN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEWI'M OFFERING YOU AN ENDLESS DREAMUNDER SKIES OF BLUEWHERE EVERY MOMENT IS MAJESTICMAGICAL IN A SENSEWHERE NEVER WILL YOU BE ALONEAND THE LOVE YOU'LL FEEL IS ENDLESSSO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DRIFT AWAYABOVE WHITE CLOUDS OF VELVETINTO THE STARS ABOVE THE MOONBUT DON'T YOU EVER DOUBT ITRIDE WITH ME INTO THE NIGHTON THE WINGS OF ANGELSBUT NEVER CAN YOU FORGET THE FLIGHTWHERE LOVE AND LUST ENTANGLEDSAIL WITH ME UPON THE SEASOF DANGER AND DESPAIRAND LET ME HOLD YOU IN MY ARMSAND SMELL YOUR WIND TOSSED HAIRFLOAT WITH ME UP TO THE SUNTO DANCE UPON THE FLAMESTO FEEL THE HEAT TO FEEL THE PASSIONAND NEVER BE THE SAMEGLIDE WITH ME INTO THE BREEZEOF ROMANTIC WINDAND FALL WITH ME TO THE BEACHTO MAKE LOVE IN THE SANDLIVE WITH ME IN PARADISEENJOYING SUNSETS ME AND YOUI'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLDIN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEWcopyright jas 2007

Porcelain
Porcelain Her skin Translucent Her hair Fair Her eyes Glass But they only See her beauty They only see Outward appearance The grace in her step They don’t see That she is more Than just a pretty face They only see What they want to See How can you Not hear the passion in her words

Removing Friends And Fans
going to be cleaning house a little.....for those on my freinds list that cant even take the time to notice that im here. i rate every freind i see in the bar tab also for those who care i leave for incirlik air base in turkey and will be gone a week...see you when i get back

Power In Numbers
Sending Our Collective Light to the World Like tiny ripples that merge to form great waves, combined human intent is worth more than the sum of its parts. A single individual can initiate worldwide improvement by emitting conscious frequencies of love, beauty, goodness, and wisdom. A group of people focusing their energy on sending out light to the world can set the stage for positive global transformation. All of us possess the ability to channel love energy, to heal, to be a conduit for white light, and to positively influence our fellow humans from afar. Yet one person can only do so much. Imagine if each one of us took a few moments at the start of each day to send out light to the world from our hearts. Mother Earth would be quickly eased and the planet, as well as every organism and being on it, would be bathed in loving light. The world would be an infinitely beautiful place. You can help bring about an earth where love triumphs over violence, air and water are nourishing in

Someone Gave This To Me When Grace Was Born. It Made Me Cry. Lol.
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born Child: "God, They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God: "Among many angels, I chose one. Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." Child: "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God: "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Child: "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God: "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." Child: "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God: "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." Child: "I've learned that there are bad men on Earth. Who will protect me

Friends Being Friends And Stuff
Very few people on here know that i was very close to losing my big sister to drunk driver, but that has shaped the way i am when it comes to drinking. If i go out... I will have one MAYBE two drinks.. nothing more... if i am going to get drunk i drink at home or when i am camping, places where i am not going to be driving. Some of my friends don't know about this... so.. sometimes i have to enlighten them as to why i am sitting behind their car not letting them back out of the parking space after they are trashed... One of my friends tonight got VERY drunk... I quite literally manhandled her to get her keys and into the passenger seat of my car. thank the gods i outweigh her by a lot.. after finally getting her sober.. (2.5 hours later) i finally gave her the keys back.. then i explained to her just why i did that. I refuse to lose another friend.. i have lost to many because they were drinking. I have come close to losing my big sister... after i explained to her why i acted t

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know

Life
Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to when I was younger. Each day that passes seems like I am more stuck and just slowly dieing in this mundan place. I would like to meet some causual to hang out with that live in the lincoln area and if you like to party better yet

"clock Of Life"
"The clock of life is wound but once, and no man has the power to tell just when the hands will stop, at late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still."

How Every Women Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassure

Moments In Time
The only real time is this moment all others do not exist. I believe we should live in the current moment as much as possible it is really the only time we have any control over. I understand trying to escape from the current moment for various reasons but I think it should be a concious effort and not the norm. I understan that the current moment can be so terrible that we must escape it. The past are just memories and the future are just dreams and both are fanasties. By not living in the current moment we tend to avoid things. Put off decisions and tend not to deal with the realities facing us. To dwell in the past is to be among ghosts and memories that may not be as good or bad as we think they were. To dwell in our dreams of the the future is to deny the present for the hope of the future that may never be. Promises and expectations of what is to come are not real and cannot be kept. No one really knows what tomorrow will bring and cannot promise any action or thought beyond the

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Its just another morning...And its one more start to yet another dayIts just a random teenage girl, wearing a trendy top, walking to school in the shoes every girl wants this weekSo naturally, its one out of a million gossip circles she now stands in...And it will soon be another knife in the back, when she says her goodbyes and turns to walk awayIts one more cup of coffee on a break from that less than fulfilling job...And its another paycheck, that wont ever seem to add up to what you always hope for...Leading into this long, depressing walk home in the pouring rain...Which results in copious amounts of day-dreams dangling in you're face, almost coming true but always stop shortIts another dawn you regret a certain drugAnd yet another conversation you cant believe took a turn and smudged you're reputation...So it could only be an unexpected moment of clarity, you just wish would have come about when you were much younger in this lifeIts one more day you're br

Fu-divorce
Evidently, some people on Fubar do not like to communicate. They woo you to fu-marry you but then ignore you on here: no rates, no points, no gifts, no presence...while at the same time still doing all these things to other women on here who "bare more than I do"! Rather one-sided...are all people from Turkey like that? Goodness! I guess he beat me to the punch! Here is a MUMM inside this blog for you: Do you think I should have removed all the NSFW pics from my site? I feel mine have been tasteful and not showing as much as many other females here. We were cyber friends here, never met...Evidently, CHAUVENIST "people" think that women are possessions/belongings/servants. HAHAHAHHAHa.. Oh well, at least I am free! ...not a good batting average,though: I was married for 33 years when I was LEGALLY married..MARKLEE just wanted a trophy on his page.. a strange culture, anyway...he did not like the fact that I told him I would not webcam with him! Below is what I was able to paste o

Auction!!! 5.26.09-6.10.09
YEP!! I'M AN AUCTION ADDICT! I ADMIT IT!!! SO WHY DON'T YOU COME GET ADDICTED WITH ME??THIS AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE IN AN ALBUM IN MY PICS...IT WILL BE MARKED AUCTION WITH THE DATES THAT IT IS RUNNING. IT WILL START TUESDAY MAY 26TH AND END WEDNESDAY JUNE 10TH...YES...IT WILL ONLY BE RUNNING FOR 2 WEEKS...SO GET YOUR BUTTS IN HERE!! THERE IS A ONE TIME ENTRY FEE OF 50K(NON-REFUNDABLE),MIN. OPENING BID IS 125K,ALL CONTESTANTS HAVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OR DENY ANY BID,AND CAN PULL OUT OF THE AUCTION AT ANY TIME!! WHAT I NEED FROM YOU::::: A LINK TO THE PIC THAT YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION,WHAT YOU'RE OFFERING,AND THE 50K ENTRY FEE...LEAVE THE REST UP TO ME...( IT'S ALSO GOOD TO LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW THAT YOU'RE IN AN AUCTION,HELPS TO GET YOUR BIDS UP) ANY QUESTIONS?? PLEASE,FEEL FREE TO PM ME! NOW,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?....GET YOUR BUTTS IN HERE!! THIS IS AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT THE PICS WILL LOOK LIKE... ••→ SwEeT ImPerFecTiOn←••...♥→Pro

Please Pray
A real life friend of mine is having surgery tomorrow a.m. I know everyone has their own beliefs, but if you pray please do. I won't go into details but things are kinda serious. I believe she'll be fine. I just want others to be thinking of her as well. Thank you in advance! ~sweet and sassy~

Medical Update - May 21
Did research on internet and found that my skin cancer can be treated with Cryosurgery which is a low risk procedure where they kill the rebel cells by freezing them with liguid nitrogen. The bad news is that my primary doctor is not talking to me but only directed me to yet another doctor which was recomended by the general surgen who removed the tiny sample to testing. Someone who has a sepcialty related to the neck area - "nose and ear" doc. so he can give his input. And he recomended that I get a x-ray scan of the area involved. No one as yet has directed me to a doctor that treats cancer patients. My appointment with the neck doctor was yesterday but the old lady at their front desk refused to accept me because I was never issued a card from S S medicare, claiming that she cannot confirm that I will be coverd by it ( money more important then treating people ). Although two hospitals and 3 doctors were able to confirm my status via my SS number on their computer that offi

Baby Did A Bad Bad Thing
baby did a bad bad thing baby did a bad bad thing u ever love sumone so much u thought ur little heart waz gonna break in two? i didnt think so u ever tried wit all ur heart & soul to git ur lover back to u? i want to hope so u ever pray wit all ur heart & souljust to watch her walk away? baby did a bad bad thing baby did a bad bad thing feel like cryin feel like cryin u ever toss & turn ur layin awake & thinkin bout the 1 u love? i dont think so u ever close ur eyez ur makin believe ur holdin the 1 ur dreamin of? well if u say so it hurts so bad when u finally know just how low, low, low, low, low she'll go baby did a bad bad thing baby did a bad bad thing feel like cryin feel like cryin

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 3
Operation Trojan Horse Part 3 Chaos and carnage surrounded him, as the crew of his ship desperately fought against the pirates. Sounds of combat filled the air….musket charges going off, men shouting orders, screams of pain and death. Despite their brave and tenacious resistance, the crew had no chance against the viciousness and brutality of the pirates. With tears in his eyes, he fired off his last musket ball, hitting a pirate in the chest and removing him from the fight permanently. Picking up a quarterstaff, he charged into the fight, ready to do or die. To defend his ship or perish in the attempt. Despite his young age, he fought with the courage and spirit of a seasoned warrior. Out of the chaos of the melee a brutal right hand hit him square on the jaw, dropping him to the deck. The momentary pain gave way to darkness…. As consciousness returned, he felt a heavy weight on his left shoulder.

Lost Single White Male
Ive lost my friend. Hes approximately between 5 foot and 7 foot.... hes has stunning brown to possibly blue eyes.. he has blonde to greyish hair... he wears a borat swim suit everywhere he goes.... He was last seen running away with a tiki torch inserted in his anal cavity... I am lost without him... Im taking donations in order to place his mug on the back of a milk carton... Seamus my friend hes out there all alone.. hes not big enough to be left by himself... help me to find him...... Wicked

Fool's Gold
I've been empty for so long. Filling the lonely with the unworthy and the never should haves. To many times have i laid a needing heart out for a using soul. Only to have each role played out all to knowingly. Sinking into the abyss of missed opportunities and the unexpected expected, there sits me. My heart grows even more murky, the deeper i allow the expected to creep. I've seen lights with no tunnel's end. I've seen smiles with tear filled reflections. I've felt the love of a selfish heart. I felt the passion of the unforgiving. My heart yet remains, not just hopeful, but empty. Empty of the taste of fool's gold. Empty of the promises of a lair's tongue. Empty of that which makes draining necessary. My heart is waiting for the words writing in myth, told as fable, seen as unattainable... I want that which captures my soul without surrender. OUR love gives breath to dreams. OUR love gives hope to doubt. OUR LOVE can be spoken of in whispers, yet felt as if the loud

Salutes A Must
Okay I am SO past the "fake" woman of Fubar trying to get full on access while at the same time trying to get me to cyber! SOOOOOO my new rule is no salute, you cant even look at my profile! Just the way it is... Love it or leave it, i dont care.

Ok What You Wanna Know Is Probably Written Here
OK so this is aint my first and probably wont be my last profile on fubar - for those of you who know me - you will know about me but what the hey, a few things have changed since my last visit. My name is CLaire I am 40 yo and I live in the UK (near London, in a cute little village where we drink Earl Grey from sunday best china and scones, and put our flora display in a Vaise, and the ohther side of the town drink Sainsbury Value Tea Bags out of plastic cups and eat rich tea biscuits and put our flowers in a milk bottle) I will let you decide what part I live in ;lmao :) I have 15 tattoos and 4 piercings, a broken leg - too much drink pmsl. I have 4 kids - all teenagers - and they are my life and during my disablity they have been the bmbs........ I can be found on here most of the time or actually socialising in the real world now..... And finally ..................... THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THOSE I HAVE LOVED AND LOST - your loss my gain - life has never

This Is Funny
Three cowboys were seated around the campfire out on the lonesome sagebrush prairie and with the pride for which these men were famous; it was a night of bravado, a night of tall tales..Tom, the hand from Wyoming says, 'I must be the strongest, meanest, toughest cowboy there is. Why, just the other day, a bull got loose in the corral. It had gored six men before I wrestled it to the ground by the horns with my bare hands and castrated that sucker with my teeth.'Ben, from Colorado, couldn't stand to be bested.. That's nothing, 'I was walking down the trail yesterday and a 15 foot diamondback rattler slid out from under a rock and made a move for me. I grabbed that bastard with my bare hands, bit off its head, and sucked the poison down in one gulp and didn't even get a belly ache.'OldDave, the cowboy fromOklahoma, remained silent, slowly stirring the campfire coals with his pecker.

Romance By Edgar Allen Poe
Romance, who loves to nod and singWith drowsy head and folded wingAmong the green leaves as they shakeFar down within some shadowy lake,To me a painted paroquetHath been—most familiar bird—Taught me my alphabet to say,To lisp my very earliest wordWhile in the wild wood I did lie,A child—with a most knowing eye.Of late, eternal condor yearsSo shake the very Heaven on highWith tumult as they thunder by,I have no time for idle caresThrough gazing on the unquiet sky;And when an hour with calmer wingsIts down upon my spirit flings,That little time with lyre and rhymeTo while away—forbidden things—My heart would feel to be a crimeUnless it trembled with the strings.

Alone
Alone i sit and stare into my soul. A place far from here, far from hurt, far from everyone. In this place i hear no one but me, safe in my world. I suffer no others expectations and wants of me. Alone there i can be just me. No having to live for everyone else,only just me. Locked away in this world i see no pain, only sweet silence amidst the perpetual darkness. For here my soul can roam free to bne that it wishes to be. No need to touch, feel or love another. No talking from those i care not to hear, no nothing, no love, no fear. I would give my all if i could just stay there, to wonder its existance and see myself whole. If i could only stay in this magical place. But i know i must leave. For to stay to long could easily lead to madness. How lovely though it would be to throw away all my cares and stay amidst my silent world. Safe where i can be just me.

65 Years Is More American Than 25 Years!
Well, I thought I had my entry for the day, but I was viewing the Escapist Magazine forums, when I stumbled across this thread. Actually, I was watching Yahtzee blithely discuss Saints Row 2 on Zero Punctuation, and happened to chance across the thread by the following title: "Google Criticized as 'Anti-American' For Tetris Logo". Obviously, my interest was piqued, and I scrambled (i.e. right-clicked) to have a look. I was met with the following article, written by Andy Chalk: Google Criticized as "Anti-American" for Tetris Logo Andy Chalk posted on 8 Jun 2009 4:28 pm Filed under: andy chalk, anti-american, d-day, google, tetris Google has been criticized as "anti-American" for using a Tetris-style logo to celebrate the 25th anniversary of the famed videogame rather than marking the 65th anniversary of the Allied invasion of Normandy. Political leaders gathered in France this weekend to mark the 65th anniversary of D-Day, the largest amphibious invasion in history that s