Fubar Blog Posts 3

I Am Sorry
SORRY I am sorry I loved you I am sorry I cared I am sorry I waited for you I am sorry that I would die for you still I am sorry that you made me belive you loved me too . I am sorry that you didn't love me . I am sorry that you didn't trust me . I am sorry I changed for you . I am sorry I wanted to make you happy . I am sorry you were my world . I am sorry I didn't do everything perfect . I am sorry you left . I am sorry you didnt give me a chance to show you how much more I could be . I am sorry you moved on . I am sorry you probably forgot about me . I am sorry you don't want me when I still need you . I am sorry we can't at least be friends . I am sorry you erased me from your life . I am sorry for cheating . I am sorry I still think about you every day . I am sorry you will always have a place in my heart . I am sorry I can't forget about you . I am sorry your in my heart and mind whe

Lustful Music
A dark club. Bodies moving with the beat. I see him there across the bar. I want to feel him touch me, kiss me. To have his arms wrapping around me. A stranger a game. This building need. The fire riseing higher. My blood begins to boil. From the pitcures running through my mind. Eyes closed passions toying with my head. Bodies pressing against me, turning me on. I feel a touch. A caress upon my arm. I turn to find him, a smile on his face. He nods his head, and I follow like in a dream. In the alley behind the club now. The heat pressing in one me, each time I breath. A kiss hot and deep. A caress long and sweet. Panties hitting the asphalt. The whispear of clothes coming off. His body pressing mine against the wall. He wraps his arms around me, as he enters that secret place. No pretenses only lust. Him pushing so deep. Trying to satisfy these needs. His hands touching every where at once. Passions sky rocketing, blood pounding through our veins. Needs crening through our bodies. As

The Kiss
The Kiss I remember our first touch the softness of your hands in mine i remeber your eyes seeing the love burning deep within I remember the night we spent wrapped in the safeness of our arms You make me feel so alive as I go deep inside I want this feeling to never end I want these dreams forever and forever more. I remember the day that black cloud hovered overhead But with that one kiss you took away all of that negativity With that one kiss you made me come alive again. You made me feel so alive as i went deep inside I know now this feeling will never end Because we are living those dreams forever and forever more. Dean Dark

Make Me Yours
Thinking of you Curiosities break lose Questions unanswered The silk of your lips Could they be like imagined Will your touch be as Electrifying as my dreams The possibilites of your fantasies I will them to be as dark as mine Can I trust you to know what to do When i'm bound, eyes covered And shaking in anticipation Can you torture me in ways That only foreplay deems excruciating Have you visioned me Biting into your shoulder To keep from screaming out When I finally reach the point Where I can't take anymore Will you push my limits .. When I beg you to stop Can you keep going - Ignore me Because you know I can't resist Just a little bit more Will you take me in every way And make me yours

Angels
SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT, BUT IT CAME BACK. I ASKED WHY? AND IT SAID ANGELS DON'T WATCH OVER ANGELS! send this to all the people you really care about 20 angels are in this world 10 are sleeping 9 are playing and 1 is reading this comment. send this to 10 friends including me. and if you get 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you!

School Prayer
NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's 'inappropriate' to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such 'judgments' do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth cont

Joke
8 ways vodka is better 4 women than willies vodka is always stiff it dosent look smaller in the cold it last long as u want it 2 vodka dosent prod u in the back in mornings demanding attention u dont care how far down your throat vodka goes u can have as many vodkas as u like in 1 night without being easy u can enjoy vodka in front of ur mum and last but not least VODKA IS ALWAYS A PLEASURE 2 SWALLOW

Love Story (demise)
Never mind the Noise you heard Across the street Behind locked doors Fuck Six feet under I buried her beneath the Floor Now she sees she belongs only to me This is our Love Story The Demise of a dream Our sick love story You don’t care they don’t know I’ll tear out your heart from your soul Rippin at the seams you cry out for me Now it is reality This is our Love Story The Demise of a dream Our sick love story You strayed from me now I make you plead I gave you all you had to make me fall Trust in you is all I heard If you jump in the fire it will burn This is our Love Story The Demise of a dream Our sick love story

Eyes Of Love
Moonlight stars so bright but not as bright as the eyes of the goddess I seek tonight. Who's name shall not be uttered until the time is right. For she and only she can release the pain and hurt that has for so long plagued and tortured me. I never realized how it would be if I carried on a life wondering why I passed my one chance of happiness by. She has captured my heart and soul. For her there is nothing I would'nt do and nowhere I would'nt go. I want to locked within her gaze from now and until the end of my days. I would lay it all on the line sacrifice my life just to have the time and chance to make her mine. There are no words to explain the feelings I get when I speak her sweet name. Some say when you get this way there is no returning. I dont care each day she is away my soul is slowly burning with Passion and Love. This girl is one I dont deserve. With all I've done all I've seen she is still only a dream. Which one day I hope to make a part of my reality.

To Remain Positive
Today is gonna be the hardest day for awhile. I am at my friend Tanja's right now but go see my boyfriend tonight about 7 to stay with him for the night then we leave about 7am to go to the airport. I so dont want to be coming back to the states. I keep thinking tonight is going to be the last night I get to hold him for 3-8 mths and its tearing me up!! Yesterday I did go buy him and I matching bears, yes you read right bears. I sprayed his with my obsession, and I will give it to him tonight with a note that says if you ever feel lonely or miss me hug the bear.... Mine is in my suitcase already....How is it physically possible when you love someone so much not to have it hurt so bad when you have to leave. God I wish I knew the answer to that!

Deceiver
Cant fly with broken wings Nor can you lie about everything Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense puts your soul to bed Cant make a non-believer believe And youll never take away the web youve weaved Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, your eyes tell the truth Though youre a good liar, youre not bulletproof You dont know, the price of your sins Cant believe how low youd go just to win Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deciever, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense puts your soul to bed

Help! I'm Being Fustalked And Fuharassed!
http://fubar.com/army_chick_shelia My ex invited me to this awesome site which I've become uber addicted to but after awhile she got bitchy and harassing. Threatened to get my account disabled because I "didn't have permission" to upload pictures of US even though I'm in them and 95% of them I took. During that spirt of harassment I blocked her. Since then she's been sending the majority of Mistr3ss's House of Pain members to rate everything I have on here a "1", send harassing/rude/hateful/threatening messages, and it's just been a complete nightmare. We made peace that lasted a few days but she's up to her psychopathic harassment again and even has added fuStalking to the list of her abilities (I'm assuming she has at least one fake account as my friend and I really don't want to get paranoid and delete every single one of y'all just because she's literally insane.) Anyways, I think it's time for me to stop taking her shit and start dishing it out. I humbly come beginning

Shout Out
' °º¤Dragonard¤º°' wants to give a shout out to the fire and ice crew for helping him get almost leveled. he went from 22k to 5k. he said we are awesome!!! i just love this part. special thanks to ♥§Ã§§Ë®§♥ rex 'blue eye devil sue 'aussiecplvic david '~*~N_B_K~*~BADBOY~4~life and any others that i did not see but came by to rate... thanks for the help, i appreciate it.

Starting My Day
Waking up starting my day not knowing if I'll ever be ok I don't understand how to go on Not understanding why things keep going wrong If only people could see life brings so much misery When it hurts to breath waiting to be set free.

Fubar Glitch - From Tomk's Blog (already Knew But Thought It Was Worth Repeating)
Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give

My Rules For Dating
OK as u all are probably wondering wut the titles means. well now that i am officaly ready to date i have figured out some guild lines i will have to follow and whomever it is that is interested in me or im interested in must follow... as goes 1. dont kiss me unless u mean buisness.. not sex... that u like me or want me 2. dont ask me to be your "girlfriend" unless u really care or even love me.. because if i say it back... i really mean it and dishonesty is just not healthy, and i am not a liar. 3.if u just want to be friends, then dont try to act like u want something more... i can get confussed very easily, and that is how hearts get broken 4. u might think that i am not interested at first because u dont know me and u should get to know me before getting ur hopes up so high.. i no longer wear my heat upon my sleeve so dont try to break something that you dont hold yet things i like just as a starter.... a. i like to hold halds and go for walks together.. i cant h

This Is Beautiful, Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer an other health problems? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick brown curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to dona

God Is Busy
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine

Basics Of Me
Ok here are the basics of me… Brains, ok I have those, a heart as well (shhh don’t tell), maybe more than most women, I have my opinions of those things, I tend to dislike them, fucking subordinates. As I was saying, a heart, I tend to care more than I would show apathy, I tend to care for just anyone, since well life happens to be one very blurry painting and it’s easy to become lost in this oblivion of hate, greed murder, lust, war, blood, oil etc. In light of this I mostly just long to be one of those people that brings a bit of clarity to that mess, one of those girls that like leaves you with something, a presence, a good feeling even. I just long to be one of those shoulders to cry on, to brighten your day, to make you feel that hey this girl is really nice. Perhaps though, in light of my past and all the chaos there, which I tell you chaos is hardly the word, perhaps though in light of all the mistakes there combined with the present regret of those times, maybe I just long to m

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the

Assume
I just need to get this out there because it has bugged me ever since I decided to put myself back out there in the dating world again. I think this is why I took a long vacation from it in the first place. What is up with guys these days? When do guys grow up to be gentlemen? I didn't know I was still in the teenage world of dating. Why assume that if you take a girl out to the movies,dinner or buy her a drink she is going to sleep with you? Ran across this problem the last couple times and hell I dont have WHORE stamped on my forhead. I like sex as much as the next girl but to me I HAVE to be in a loving relationship. End of story. If you don't like me enough to wait for it I guess that is your fault for not getting to know me because I kinda rock :) Not conceided, just the truth. I am very honest and forthright about things and if I think you are trying too get in my pants, I will let you know loud and clear, it aint happining! I will not subject myself to being another knotch o

?'s About Me
1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Yes !! 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up 2.)A. To be a mom 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had 3.)A. That i could draw or sing 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be 4.)A. Long Island Ice Tea 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable 5.)A. Mmmmm I have many ! 6.)Q. What was the last book you read 6.)A. Abide with Me 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you 7.A. Libra 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings 8.)A. Just my ears are pierced! 9.)Q. Worst Habit 9.)A. None I am an Angel .... 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride 10.)A. Depends on what you were offering me for giving you the ride... 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport 11.)A. None sports are gay. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude 12.)A. Optimistic 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me 13.)A. mmmmm... how long are we gonna be stuck ? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you 14.)A. My daddy died :( 15.)Q

Shattered Dreams
Shattered dreams with thought of you, Shattered because we are through Shattered just lost and confused. Driving down the fast lane of life spedometer pushing 105. Every things just a blur.Nothing but thoughts of you occur. Empty faces, empty smiles. Lost in you all the while. Know I'm shattered with thoughts of you, Shattered because we are through Shattered lost and confused. The pain is healing all the while I met someone new and know I smile. Dreams do come true. I was shattered because of you Shattered because we were through Shattered no longer true. I was shattered when I though of you. My shattered dreams are all through. Torn down and built back up standing tall standing tuff. Burning fridges one at a time running wild and flying high. On top of the world and I'm no longer Shattered those days are through. Shattered I'm so over you. Shattered It just ain't true. Ill spend no more time being shattered over you.

Centerfolds
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The Change
November 9th 2002 The loneliness grips my heart Within the very being of my soul It is so dark I can't see Help me I am scared I reach out and feel nothing Why is the loneliness comsuming me? What did I ever do to deserve this? I have been within myself for many years I try to come out but I can not It seems the only way out is to slumber forever And let the world go on without me The Goddess must have been listening For She answered the calling within my soul One night as I slept peacefully for once, I began to dream For within this dream I became another person or I thought I did But it was still me It seemed the world opened up to me in a way I never knew or felt before Experiencing the desires and lusts from my inner being I know that from within the dream was a person I have never met But seem to have a connection that embraces my heart and soul I don't know how, I don't know why, but this is one

To Git R Done Family
I DONT KNOW AIMEE WHO SEEMSS TO BE THE PRESIDENT AND LEADER OF THE GIT R DONE BOMBSQUAD..BUT I AM VERY HURT AND DISAPPOINTED..I WAS PROMISED THIS ROLE..I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN HERE BUT THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE MY FRIENDS KNOW WHY..IM SORRY I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHERE I STAND NOW..IF AT ALL...I AM A BOMBER ITS IN MY BLOOD..PLEASE RESPOND AND TELL ME WHAT NOW??? ALWAYS FAITHFUL:(:(

Lounges
I hang out in 3 maybe 4 at any given time, until shit hits the fan, and I'm not longer happy there. Fu-Drama is gay, if you accuse me of starting. I'll leave and never return. If you ban me because I associate with someone you dislike, your a little boy or girl that needs to be punched in the eye. If you act like I'm not doing enough, like hanging out enough in this lounge or that lounge. Grow the fuck up....I like different atmospheres, I like different types of people. Its like bar hopping.

A Heart
a heart will love when it wants to giving you hope 'spite all you do a heart will hope even when blue for her return back home to you a heart will cry cause shes not true bleeding inside when she hurts you a heart will die as it will do without that love that once loved you

What To Do About This?
How do you tell someone that youve been friends with for over a year that your not in love with them the way they say they are with you? They post blogs and stash and mumms about it, they have treated you like crap over and over again. but yet you still remain their friend? you forgive them their faults. but still they keep it up and post crap over and over again? what do you do?

Here Is The Cutest Damn Pic I Found
WISHING ALL AWSOME DAY WAHOOOO IM GOING TO BE WITH MY KAGE FOR " NEW YEARS " AND IM THE HAPPIEST WITCH THEIR IS SO , FROM US TO YOU'S Get Funny Pictures at pYzam.com LOVE YOU'S CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

Sexually Frustrated
The moment our eyes met I knew it would be A love that would last eternally~ The silky caress of your hand in mine As subtle tingling of bubbling wine~ The brush of your breath upon my lobes As you gently remove my clothes Comenses the feelings of ecstasy As I feel your body close to me~ Emotions rising we fall into bed A little too early you spray your web~ Slightly dissatisfied we lay in rest My body signaling deep distress Not knowing what to do I begin to rise Removing your hand from between my theighs~ I slip on my clothes and walk out the door Making a vow to see you no more~ It could have been wonderful It could have been great But now for you It's a little too late!

Friend Ii
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone to treasure. For friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with Beauty, Joy and Grace and makes the world we live in a better and happier place. YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I AM HONORED! ~from flanman~

Lost Of My Gradpa
Well the day after christmas my step-mom called to tell me that my grandpa (my dad's dad) is sick and it looks like he's going to pass soon. She ask me if I want to go see him befor he gose so I told i would like so yesterday I went to see him he was looking really bad and the doc. told us that that they been doing the best the can do and all. We deside to go see my grandma after to see how she was doing and try to meke her feel better but she is so messed up she cound not talk about my grandpa at all. And today my step-mom called me and told me that he is not doing good at all that they we're going to go up there to see what was going on and then i got a secone call the one I didn't want to get all from them at all she told me that he passed away around 9:30 ish and that she well keep intought with what's going to happiend next. I'm in so much pain right now I feel like I can't breath at all. I just need to let this all out and try to breath a lil.

Lost
I could fill a thousand oceans with the tears I have cried for you waking in the morning being one, instead of two. scars on my heart taken my sanity I have forgotten what it is to be me Lost on a road with a solmn moon mourning the one I lost too soon sunshine, my sunshine you warmed my soul now it is frozen in this hell and I am lost beyond control This was written about someone I lost to death long ago. You will forever be in my memory..

Divine Madness
Now be the dawn of another setting sun, The scorn, like waves, roll quietly. A hush, Picturesque pastels consume the mind discreetly. Fondling their way into the secluded catacombs of memories Driving all facets of coherent thoughts Sideways, Masked as thoughts of sanity. Beset by the falling darkness, Light breaks through the shadows, Sparkling against the sky, Dancing in the leaves of prevalence When Through the mist of twilight, Thrusts a naked thought. Dwelling within the times abound; Nigh the strength to hold is taught Shallow shades, crawling against the stained memories, Held deep in shadows cold. Eyes see not the crimson light, Through visions of solemn flickering flame bold. Pressed in shimmering halos From whence truth and lies became Yesterdays And the years become entwined. Occasions when we did not have the lust For subtle wine to blame.

A Lil Something About Me
HI YALL I THOUGHT ID TELL YA A LIL ABOUT ME. MY NAME IS MICHELLE BUT EVERY1 CALLS ME SHELLY. IM 34 YEARS OLD. IM A MOTHER OF 1 GIRL, JESSICA, 12 AND 1 BOY, MIKE, 13. I AM FROM ROSEVILLE, CA BUT IVE TRAVELED EVERYWHERE AND LIVED IN ALOT OF DIFFERENT PLACES. I FOUND MY SOULMATE, JAMES DELANEY, ON POGO.COM. HE LIVES IN ALASKA WICH ME AND MY 2 KIDS ARE MOVING THERE IN JUNE 2008 AND WE ARE GOING TO BE MARRIED IN OCTOBER OF 2008. I HAVE LOTS TO TELL YALL ABOUT ME BUT THEN WHAT WOULD WE TALK ABOUT WHEN WE BECOME FRIENDS. ALL I ASK IS PLEASE DONT ASK FOR NUDE PICS OF ME I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH SELF RESPECT TO BE POSTING CRAP LIKE THAT ONLINE. HOPE TO MEET MANY MORE PEOPLE TO CHAT AND MAKE FRIENDS WITH SOON.

New Year's Day
Here I am on probably my favorite day of the year...the first day of the year...New Year's Day. Why is it my favorite day of the year? Because it is crammed full of football...college football. For me, it's probably the closest thing to heaven on earth...except for this year. I'm too sick to even enjoy any of it. I tried watching the CapitalOne Bowl between Michigan and Florida, and fell asleep. I couldn't even watch my team play their bowl game because it was on ESPN, and I don't have cable. Totally sucks, and heaven on earth has turned into hell!!

A Man Says," She Get's What She Deserves!"
©A man says, "I wouldn't have beat her if she didn't deserve it and it's not like I did it all the time." The womans friend stands there by the door silently as not to provoke the situation. Eight months later that same man says to the woman, "When the divorce goes through, I don't care what anyone has to say, I had no fault in this. I wouldn't have done those things if you were different and did what I wanted of you." She hurts from the boiling poison his word burn into her half dead soul. Ready to erupt if her pride would allow such a man this pleasure. She replies in a calm, low tone, "No woman deserves any abuse, let alone every abuse possible which has been repeatedly inflicted over five long years. A real caring man would walk away or punch a wall, anything but take sadistic twisted pleasure from harming another human, man or woman, child or animal." Any one who knows a person as cruel as the man in this story had better run far away and not ever look back!!!

10 Reasons A Teddy Bear Is Better Than A Man
Ten Reasons A Teddy is Better Than A Man ----------------------------------------- 1.They're soft n cuddly 2.They dont talk back to you. 3.They listen to your every word n never interupt you. 4.You dont have to talk to it when you wake up every morning. 5.They dont leave dirty laundry laying around. 6.You dont have to worry if they put the toilet seat down. 7.They're never late for a date. 8.They're always there for you no matter what time of day or night it is. 9.You dont have to worry bout them not phoning you. 10.Finally, they get along with all of your friends and you dont have to worry bout them cheating on you.

Firefighter`s Life
A fireman's life is one big surprise, Usually he laughs, sometimes he cries. There's always stress,toil and strife, Hoping he's good enough to save just one life.His wife understands,when he misses dinner,If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner.Answering a call,is tops on his list,Regretting each one he's ever missed.He tries and tries,but can't make us see,The happiest men,still work for free.Jumping from bed, fighting the cold,Knowing what to do, without being told. He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck.Depending on skill, never on luck.Putting his life on the line,for an unknown friend,Hoping and praying,it won't be the end. "The Bravest Men In The World", the title is fitting, They all do their best, never come close to quitting.Next time you see them,all their lights blinking,Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking. It's a hard job, so show them you care, And help them out,with a little prayer.

Where Are All The Real Men?
Ladies, Are There Anymore REAL Men? 1. A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2. A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3. A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself so she doesn't have to go the route of ..13 below. Young ladies, please learn to chase paper in the form of diplomas and degrees, not just being a paper chaser (dollar bills). 4. A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5. A REAL MAN doesn't kiss & tell. 6. A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 7. A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis -- NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 8. A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 9. A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you and won't get sick of you. 10. A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 11. A REAL MAN kisses you on the

Damn! Damn!! Damn!!!!!!!!!!
Restarted my browser and found that more than 1/2 of my bookmarks were gone! As I have been rating friends' stash and pics, I kept track by bookmarking. Now, ALL of the stash bookmarks are gone and more than half of my pic bookmarks. Other sites, for comments, etc. are also gone. Soooooooooooooo, I hope that all of you will be understanding as I try to somehow find out where I was in your stash so I can continue to rate. Please be patient - I NEED A REAL DRINK!

The Miserable Poet
I SIT HERE ALL ALONE WITH A BOTTLE OF JACK AND A RINGLESS PHONE MY MISERY COMES AND SOMETIMES IT GOES I HAVE NO FRIENDS I HAVE NO FOES IM THE MISERABLE POET WITH NO LIFE TO LIVE I LIVE ALONE WITH MUCH LOVE TO GIVE I WRITE ON THESE PAGES WORDS OF SADNESS AND RAGE AND IF U DONT LIKE IT TURN THE DAMN PAGE MY FUTURE HOLDS A LIFE TIME OF SORROW GOD PLEASE TELL ME WILL THERE BE A TOMARROW I LET LOVE IN TOO MANY TIMES BEFORE NOW IM LOST SITTIN ON THE FLOOR SO IF EVER U FIND YOURSELF CRYIN AND SAD JUST LOOK AT MY LIFE YOU'LL SEE URS ISNT THAT BAD ILL NEVER FIND LOVE AGAIN I KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE SO TO ALL WHO CHEATED ON ME WELL........FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Can You Hear My Heart Break
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts As you walk right by me Without a single touch or word the aching in my heart becomes far from absurd How can you say you love me Without a care in your mind except for you selfish complications and self endulgence that you find How can you even look at me And not see what others see I am still the same person you married Mean while you act like you are free How can you say I have changed When I am still right here Watching you become this other man And watching the man i married, disappear. In these words that write with tears running down my face My heart is now completely broken and now all i have is an empty space So tell me, how does it feel to be the one that causes such pain To take my heart and completely destroy it as tears fall out like rain Does it give you more justice knowing that I truely loved you for the first time in my life i thought that this would be seen through. So now that you know I

Contest Happy Hour Extravaganza!!!!!!
OK TO ALL MY AWESOME FUFRIENDS! NEED ALL OF U TO SHOW ME ALL THE LUV YOU ALWAYS DO BUT THIS TIME FOR A CONTEST SO I NEED THAT EXTRA LUVIN FOR THE WEEK! ALL U GOTTA DO IS GO TO http://fubar.com/images.php?u=429545&albumid=730125 AND CLICK ON MY PIC AND GIVE ME AS MANY COMMENTS EVERYDAY FROM SUNDAY THE 20TH AT 7PM EST TO FRIDAY THE 25TH!!!!!!!! I KNOW U CAN DO IT FOR ME AS MUCH LUV AS U SHOW ME EVERYDAY ALREADY SO CUM ON EVERYONE-HELP A GIRL OUT! THANK U ALL WHO DO! SEE U THERE!

Dreamin Of Me
happy Dreaming Of Me Current mood: happy Dreaming of me He's out there somewhere, waiting for me just like im waiting for him Feelin the same things im feeling right now, thinkin there may never be an end to the lonelinedss, the longing, the void that grows with each pasing mintue he's out there somewhere dreaming of me

Adopt Me
As you may know I have listed myself as a Fu-Orphan up for adoption to anyone that wants me. I am hoping someone will gift me a VIP since mine is running out in less than a week. If I get a VIP I will put your name as my adopted owner/parent/slave whatever you choose. I will for the length of the VIP give you 100 11's per week. Rate all your stash/blogs and such. Keep you shit-faced. Comment you daily. Repost all bullies posted by you or about you. All during HH of course. We can discuss more depending on what you are offering. Thanks...Cherise "Bottoms UP"

Fubar User/scammer
just want everyone to know that we have a scammer/user on fubar that got caught, her name on here is (one hot mama). her real name is sondra... she is on fubar telling everyone she is in a bad marriage...i know this person in real life, and her husband is a good guy... she tells guys here she is in a loveless marriage and tells them to come see her and then gets there money. she has no intention on leaving her husband. dont listen to her. she is a thief and a lier.

Want To Own Me?
want to own me? i'm in an auction the starting bid must be 50k fubucksthe auction will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time heres what i'll be offering for the aiction rate all pics and stash during HH 2 salutes owned by____in my name 2 morphs add to my family list add to yahoo, or msn i'll keep you drunk for the month you own me daily comment for a month random gifts for a month i'll put your link on my page in the about me section just click on the pic below and start bidding

I Want A Goth Girl!!!!!!!!
After years of careful observation I've come too the conclusion that I would really love to have a goth girl in my life.And the reasons are in no particular order.....1. Goth girls are always fucking real.meaning they tell it too ya straight they don't sugar coat shit!they don't give a fuck what others think about them.... if u don't like em' fuck off u know what I mean. 2.They are some of the sweetest girls you'll ever meet.Meaning under the scary exterior they are some of the most sensative caring girls you'll ever meet. 3.And finally I just like the way they look. multi-color hair and mohawks and shit like that piercings and tattoos turn me on!!!!!!!!!

Tag Your It
got tagged by my friend Stina Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I lived in Las Vegas,New Mexic for 7 years. 2) I have 1 older sister 3) I work in a Pet Shop 4) I am a Canine Education Instructor 5) I love Pepsi 6) I like video games 7) I am easy going 8) This is my first blog :) 9) I love my boyfriend!! 10)I am a caring person I tagged The Man 68, Kel, Starry, Cotton Blossom, Abby.

Pet Contest
What fun. I entered my pets in a cute pet pic contest and can't figure out how to let my friends know. I tried individually e-mailing each person but I couldn't remember who I sent messages to so I gave up on that. I decided to post the info in my blog in case anyone wants to rate/comment on the pics. If you click on the pic they will take you to the page where you can vote > > > > > > > > > .

The Contest I Am In
just so you know that after tonight if you want to keep helping me out in the contest and all you have to be....."Obiwan" friend as well as mine here is his site: http://fubar.com/user/858199 that way he can montor it better and keep people out that don't have salutes just thought i would let you know if you still want to help me that is

Attention! Medical Alert!
The Center for Disease Control has issued a medical alert about a highly contagious, potentially dangerous virus that is transmitted orally, by hand, and even electronically. This virus is called Weary Overload Recreational Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from your boss, any of your colleagues, or anyone else via any means whatsoever - DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK you should immediately leave the premises. Take two good friends to the nearest grocery store and purchase one or both of the antidotes - Work Isolating Neutralizer Extract (WINE) and Bothersome Employer Elimination Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should immediately forward this medical alert to five friends. If you do not have five friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

Tag Ur It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have 6 dogs,2 ferrets,1 cat,1 gerbil, & 4 fish. 2) I never get enough sleep. 3) Listen to music about 15hrs a day. 4) I Love eating cool ranch doritos with Cheese. 5) I'm a smoker, but not really a drinker. It's sad for me being a bartender. 6) Love Thunderstorms & hurricanes, especially when the power goes out. 7) Hate being a single parent. So friggin hard. 8) Is a romantic at Heart. 9) Needs a maid. Never have time to clean. 10) Struggling to find 10 things to say about me. Mystêfyï☼ Micki.Blue Splash JustMEEEE DJ*~DiRtY AdDiCtIoN *~*SASSY

Tagged X4
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. My 10 1. I hate talking on the phone. 2. I love sports 3. I Been to all but 3 states 4. I am send & recieve over 3000 text messages a month 5. I have never lived on my own . 6. I have lived in the a 3 mile radius my entire life 8. I am shy in PERSON 9. I have low self-esteem. 10. I love asking things to get peoples reactions I am tagging these 4 people: crystal, joy, sunsetlover, sexy rehead

What Can You Do?
What is Hepatitis C? Hepatitis C is a liver disease that is caused by the hepatitis C virus (HCV). The virus enters the liver cells, uses the cell's inner genetic machinery to make copies of itself, which then infect more cells. There is no cure. There is a 1-2 year treatment that works 50 percent of the time (genotype specific) How Hepatitis C is Transmitted? Hepatitis C is spread from one person to another by direct exposure to infected blood or blood products. From the blood of the infected to the bodily fluid of another's eye, cut, open sore, damaged vein, (inside nose, vagina, anus etc..) ...any means to a blood artery. Who has Hepatitis C? According to the Hep C Coalition up to 1 in 15 people in the world carry the virus. (The U.S. Census Bureau reported a world population of 6,396,731,523 in October 2004). According to the American Liver Association 1 in 50 people in the United States are effected. (The U.S. Census Bureau reported a U.S. population of 294,619,85

5 Am
how is it possile to run so well off 2 hrs sleep n no other source to keep you awake. it's 5 am now i should be sleeping but i can't life has been so shitty since i lost my job. the only thing i have going for me is i finally met the man of my dreams but he lives so far away. he's everything i've ever wanted. i'm starting to think when i get my tax money back i should just pack up my car n move to nc. i can make it for o month on my tax money n in that time i could find a job n and appartment. i need to do something i can't be left alone with my thoughts any more. i'm getting suicidal again. n i don't want to be. good i'm rambling. thanx for taking time to step inside my mind

Mix
> WARNING ABOUT Pancake Mix (and other boxed mixes) > > > > > > > > > > Talk about frightening... > > Throw away ALL OUTDATED pancake mix you have in your home, PLEASE! If you don't believe me, read this article and then follow the 'Link' below to SNOPES. Sorry to be the Grim Reaper of bad news, but I would rather have you ALIVE, besides a $2.00 box of pancake mix is NOT worth your life. > > P. S. You might want to tell this to your children, grandchildren, nephews, nieces and anyone else who keeps pancake mix in the cupboard. > > WARNING - READ ON. AND CHECK SNOPES TOO. > > From Snopes: > I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. > > > > He said that they tasted 'funny,' but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had him sit on the sofa and told him to relax. He was wheezing while inhaling and exhali

Vacancy For A Electrian In India
VACANCY FOR AN ELECTRICIAN IN INDIA ...leave in a fortnight. No previous experience necessary . All safety gear supplied, no overtime restrictions, pliers and screwdriver available at depot. Essential requirement - fault finding skills! Salary: neg. Working hours: till the job is done

I Am Holding An Auction
I will be hosting an Auction and am now looking for entry's.... I will post bulletins pimping the auction and everybody in it! So all you will have to do is repost them and then promote yourself as you wish. What you need to do... ~come up with a list of offers ( ya know all the things you will do for your owner) ~Remember the more you offer the more you could get! ~Send me a link of the photo you want used ~And last but not least FuPal me the suction fee of 30,000 Fubux I will bust my ass to promote and try my best to get your bids up. But the more you pimp yourself along with me the better your chances. Rules ~Once the auction opens you can't take away from your offer, however you can add as much as you want to keep the bids going up. ~No drama... can't post comments on other entries unless its a legit bid...or you will be removed with no refund. ~If you dont get any bids you will get a refund. ~All people involved must be on my friends and repost

Csi's Going Off The Air
They are trying to take the csi's off the air. So to make this a mum I don't think that they should take it off because there is alot of people that loves it & watches it every day i know that i watch it & love it so what do you all think?

Political Rant (don't Read If You're Easily Irked)
At the end of this blog I am going to post a link. I offer this link because it is the catalyst for my writing today. Over the last few years, on my Myspace account, I have written several blogs about the direction that world politics is taking. It is my habit to try and dilute these rants, to some degree, as it is very easy to get pegged as an alarmist, and to have ones thoughts dismissed as hyperbole. Today I am not very concerned with seeming alarmist. In fact it is my position that the time for being alarmist is probably already in the past. The very idea of raising an alarm is predicated upon the notion that something might be saved. An alarm at the first sign of smoke is productive. Calling the fire department to a smoking ruin is less so. As a citizen of the United States of America, I fear that I have missed the smoke and am discussing a ruin right now. Even as a youth I realized that much of what people believed about this country was incorrect. America is NOT

The Gift - Seether
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it

Guess Who's Back?
I'm back and I'm here to stay! I have been busy moving place to place fulfilling my "dream".. I still need to travel Europe but at least I made it to New York City. Now I'm back in Rhode Island the "Ocean State". For a Mainer, that's a big deal to move to the "city". So now that my life has died down a little I think I can spare some time on fubar. I hope you all are enjoying my new pictures! If you haven't rated or commented them, I would love it if you would! I also have some photography pictures that have not yet recieved any love. Feel free to say hello! I've missed all of you! xoxoxox - Arianna

Who Wants To Own Me?!?!
the auction is now open!!!!!!!!!!! if you want to bid on me heres the link!!!!!!!!!! (and yes you have to add her as friend to see the pics and place a bid if you dont read far enough!! lol) 'AUCTION RULES: 1) MUST have a salute or VIP to bid. 2) Don't bid if you don't intend to pay. 3) All bids start with 5,000 fu-bucks. 4) All entries have the right to choose what they feel to be the best offer for them, whether it be fu-bucks or cash bids, or any combination. 5) All entries have the right to refuse any bid. 6) Host is not responsible for auction offerings not given or unpaid bids! 7) NO DRAMA!! 8) Rate Spankers...yes YOU can bid on OTHER Rate Spankers!! Even if you're being auctioned off yourself!! **PLEASE NOTE: Due to some unwanted drama, I have set all pics & comments to friends only! If you're not my friend yet & want to bid on someone in the auction....you MUST fan, rate & add me before you can bid! And you MUST have a verified salute o

Baby Boy
In a few hours it will officially be my baby boy's first birthday. I can't hardly believe how fast this past year has gone. It's been quite the rough year, but we survived, and to say the least, I couldn't be happier how it all turned out. I can't seem to imagine my life without him. Even when I was pregnant and scared and wasn't sure about anything. It saddens me to think that the first year has flown by this fast and the next stage in his life is eminent. I will celebrate with him, even though he won't remember. So to say the least, if I'm not on here at all on this day, it's because I'm doing the mommy thing with my birthday boy.

Presentation..
hey evry1.. am a 21 years old guy from italy. i actually live in melbourne at the moment. i'm a friendly a funny guy, at least i hope so. ill try to be online as much as i can to upload pics and blog am pretty new on this stuff so be patience whith me..lol thats pretty much is, i 'd really like to meet some1 from melbourne but evry1 is welcome so.. u know where to find me.. ciao ciao

A Word Of Warning To Fubarians Everywhere
I am not the most outgoing person. Generally it takes me a little while to warm up to people. I am not a "touchy feely" kind of person either. Just the way I am. So, that being said, unless you are on my Family List, do not hit me up in the Shout box with "Hey Baby" or "Princess" or any other term of endearment. You won't get a good reaction. Call me by my SN: Ruby or just say "hello". Endearments and cuddliness are reserved for my Family List members. Also, don't ask me to put you on my Family List either. I put people there for a reason. If I feel you deserve to be there, then you will be. Asking only ticks me off. Talk to me the way you would any other random person that you met in a public place.

Forever
Forever Life had only just begun, though twice, I had gone around the sun. Yet , forever bound we would be. A full grown woman ... bound to me. Mom ... I'm sure that was her name , and breaking hearts was her game. The woman I depended on, so suddenly , had packed , and gone. Let's move forward , in my life. I took a girl to be my wife. We swore , in front of God , Forever. Yes , we would alwals be together. The key word there was girl you see. Alot to learn , a world to see, and no matter how hard I tried , another man , would be her guide. Even though , some call it sin, I looked , and fell in love again . So young again ,but I was I was sure , experience , made her mature. Now once again , I had a plan, but again , there came another man. " Daddy " , my girl calls he, and I . Grin on his face , tear in my eye. Remember this , if we should start , and know these words are from my heart. " Forever ", n

3/15/08
well another new season of racing is upon us. new motor, new year and i cant complain. the car has alot more power than it ever has. we had a few bugs that messed the evening up but its to be expected. we threw the belts of the motor in both the heat race and the feature. but like i said it looks promising. i think we got a car that can compete for some good finishes after the kinks get worked out in the next couple of weeks. we are off for 2 weeks for the NHRA race here but will be back out again soon.

Nigga Logic...damn..say It Ain't So..!!
Niggas crack me up(And i mean every and any race on this planet type of niggas!!!) No matter how you slice it, the term "nigga" will always carry a stigma of racial subjugation and human indignities because it is derived from its predecessor "nigger", which is an imperialist term to justify treating black human beings as non-human, so that that the white man could own a black person as property and treat them like animals. But whatever. Modern black people have decided that they will own its derivative "nigga" and arbitrarily rationalize it as a term of endearment that they now own among each other. They "own" the word nigga, and they have "redefined" it to be a "positive" empowering term of endearment. Really? Can you really do that? Can you disregard centuries of inhumanity and a history of racial inequities just to redefine a piece of history on a whim? Okay. It's not my place to judge,

They Said That Hell's Not Hot
I kill myself in small amounts In each relationship it's not about love. Just another funeral and just another girl I left in tears. And now I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... They said that hell's not hot I gave my soul to someone else She must have known that It was already sold. It was never about her, It was about the hurt. And so I'm waiting With the sound turned off I'm waiting Like a glass balloon I'm fading Into the void and then I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone... And they said that hell's not hot...

Walk Went Great!
We only had 26 walkers show up for the 1st cure chiari walk but we managed to raise $1,242.00!!!! Next year is going to be even better cause now I have a pr specialist on board and 5 people to help me out!!! Im sooo excited!!!

Friends
2 all my friends out here just wana say hey an give u all kisses an say thanks 4 beenin so cool an sexy i have only sexy friends he he an i love ya all i might not no all u like some but im really glad i have u all so lots of kisses an hugs 2 u all

Still Alive
So I'm STILL alive somehow. I've been working 2 jobs. I substitute teach during the day and work at a call center at night. i was a busy mo-fo, and still am. It's the weekend though so I'm on here talking to some cool peeps, and whoring around lol. So I usually don't log onto Fubar during the week. But when I do log on during the weekend, it would be nice to see lots of pic comments and love and stuff!!! So indulge me, and leave me stuff!

Help!!!!!
Hi there! I am currently in a contest for a one day ticker and need your help!Rates are worth 2 points, and comments are worth 1 point, the person with the most points by 4/14 at 7pm east, wins!....tell your friends too...come rate and comment!.....click on the pic link below!...I need all the rates I can get!!!

Not Showing On Dirty Jobs
If you had to get a job in the Porn industry, scatological porn would be the way to go. The pay is probably higher, and if anyone you knew saw you, it would probably be more embarrassing for them to admit it than you.

All About The Sex~~
> > > WOW!!! SOME SEXII LADIES HERE!!!! Let's do this Guys!!! Show them lots and lots of love!! 1. no drama 2.anyone can refuse any bid 3.anyone can opt out when they choose 4. this goes to either side.. do not pay up I will out you in a bulletin and sticky it! NOW FOR THE LADIES!!! ~Stunning*FUN*~ ~Sassy*Shelly*~ ~Tempting*ThcknLuvIt*~ ~Lickable*Lil Mz.Vixen*~ ~Sexii*Milfsweetie*~ ~Naughty*Nessa*~ ~Kinky*Ko~Goddess*~ and last but, not least a real treat~ a two for one deal~ ~Double Trouble*Tat2bunnyluv & LilAngelBaby*~ as always... love, Shelly aka T&T

The Future
well what can i say things are moving at a progressive paste here in the UK..i am going to stqrt university in September to study Law..yes Law..hehehehe..yeah me woth a degree but this will hopefully in the end allow me to progress with the rest of the dreams and put things into place for me to mve to the USa..hopes and dreams are still alive people ..not beaten yet..lol...I know that it is going to be a long hard road that iam about to embark on..but nothing good in klife ever comes easy..MAN i wish it did ......lol..then i wouold already be there..lol well thats all for now

Brighter Days
A cloud of darkness, surrounded my soul My heart was weary, out of control I needed peace, to see me through When I'd lost all hope, I found you So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight When I was weak, you were there Didn't waste time, you showed you care You believe in me, and believe in us For that, I give you all my trust So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight So now we dream, of whats to come How we'll build, our happy home Of how our lives, will play on through And of the day, we'll say I do So now I see much brighter days You took all my sadness away I feel the warmth of your candlelight I see it in your eyes tonight I see it in your eyes tonight...

Free Thought
as i am walking razor blades trying to find my way out of this what i ones thought was the truth now seems like a forgotten faith drugs used to supress this feeling but now they dont even do there job the only place i feel at peace is in the ring beating my thoughts and frustrations into the next man blistering is the anger i feel toward humans how much i wish we all would just fall of the face of the earth

Ok Mad Fu Bombers
ok listen up bombers there is some contests that are going on and they could use our help.. the first one is bratts good friend who helped her alot in her contest so we need to show her some love. she needs to get 10,000 comments.. click on her picture below the next one is a good friend of mine who has helped me and the others in contests and she coulc really use some help.. she needs to get 30,000 comments

For My Baby Boy Erin
How do you fix a childs broken heart, When you cant give his pet new life, When he begs you to make it right, When he asks " why me?" How do you give a child a reason to care, When you've shattered his world, When you've caused him pain, When he needed you and you weren' there? How do you begin to repair the bond, When you're the one who broke it, When you're the one who let him down, When you are the reason for his tears? How do you t4ell a child you are sorry, When you left him alone so long, When you didn't mean to hurt him, When you just can't find a way? How do you beg your child for forgiveness, When you caan't forgive yourself, When you broke his heart, When you're the one who said goodbye? How do you tell hi it will be ok, When you can't fix the break, Whrn you have no ideas, When you're broken, too?

I'm A Stud
Well, either that or a complete idiot. Earlier today, I have a little accident at work and tear up my knee a bit; nothing TOO serious, just a Major bruise, they say after x-rays and stuff. So after 3 hours at the Hospital, and getting medicine and ice packs and having it wrapped, I get Home and what do I do? Defy Doctors orders and Cut some Grass!!!! So, If Ya see Me limpin around like an 80 year old for a week or so, now You know why! lol

Follow Your Heart
There's things in my head that must be let out These feelings for you are without a doubt. I feel like a child so helpless and scared thinking if I tell you, you won't always be there. Don't you know I'd do anything? I'd buy you the moon. Don't you know how I love when you walk in the room? Your laugh in my ears, Your taste on my lips. These kisses from you, they feel like sweet bliss. But take it away if it's not really true Because I'd rather not dream if I can't be with you. Don't tell me your feelings if you're too scared to act. No matter what you say, I'll take it as fact. But this romance is so peculiar, you push and you pull. Like a Hollywood picture, where I play the fool. One scene full of love, where I'm floating on air. But the next this angel's falling, as I watch you over there. If you want me then show it, don't hide it in shame. Life is too precious to call it a game. People will talk, let them say what they dare.

A Smile
smile something I haven't done in a long time so long I forgot how unit you now I smile a new smile a goofy smile a smile I can’t fight off my face a smile I don’t want to fight it away a smile I enjoy every second of a smile I never want to lose a smile because of you!

Not To Sound Too Melodramatic Or Anything...
I was diagnosed with lupus (SLE) in March of this year. I'm 24, I've never had any major illnesses in my life... I had a crappy immune system, but I think part of that is growing up where I did, being so close to a bunch of major chemical factories (Cleburne, Midlothian, Commanche...). I never got majorly sick though... until earlier this year. Lupus (SLE) is an autoimmune disease. There's no cure. It can affect your whole body (mine does) or just specific organs. I go ditzy... they call it brain fog. I get tired walking from my desk at work to my car. I sleep like 16 hours a day now. I eat like I've never seen food before, but I still can't gain much weight. I'm sore all over my body. My joints keep swelling up, making it hard for me to function like a normal person... but the absolute worst is knowing that you have to deal with this for the rest of your life. I'll have to live with knowing that I can't have another child... knowing that this pain that I'm in will come back.

May Day
Happy May Day everyone! The earliest May Day celebrations appeared in pre-Christian Europe, as in the Celtic celebration of Beltane, and the Walpurgis Night of the Germanic countries. Many pre-Christian indigenous celebrations were eventually banned or Christianized during the process of Christianization in Europe. As a result, a more secular version of the holiday continued to be observed in the schools and churches of Europe well into the 20th century. In this form, May Day may be best known for its tradition of dancing the Maypole and crowning of the Queen of the May. Today various Neopagan groups celebrate reconstructed (to varying degrees) versions of these customs on 1 May. The day was a traditional summer holiday in many pre-Christian European pagan cultures. While February 1 was the first day of Spring, May 1 was the first day of summer; hence, the summer solstice on June 25 (now June 21) was Midsummer. In the Roman Catholic tradition, May is observed as Mary's month, and

~~ Before You ~~
****************Before You********************* Before you, I was just hanging out. My days were all colorless, no beauty. Boredom seemed what life was all about. Excitement meant going to a movie. Then I fell in love with you; my world Opened to a sudden rush of sky; Trees turned into happiness; and all The things I had forgotten made me cry. The loves that fasten one to life grew strong: You, the thought of seeing you, your touch, your smell, your look, your voice, your taste..... My love for those I'd loved my whole life long, Knowing, but not feeling it too much. You brought my life to life, my love to flower; Now love me well, and through me taste your power Peace.

Little Boy On The Bus
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book, and noticed he had his collar on backwards. The little boy asked why he wore his collar backwards. The man, who was a priest, said "I am a Father." The little boy replied "My Dad doesn't wear his collar like that." The priest looked up from his book and answered "I am the Father of many." The boy said "My Dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way" The priest, getting impatient, said "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said, "Maybe you should use a condom and wear your pants backwards instead of your collar."

Beethoven
Last night my wife and I went to a concert by the North East Pennsylvania Philharmonic. Since we are used to the extremely high level of performance in New York City concerts, I admit to being a bit wary. I should not have been concerned. The orchestra was crisp and exciting and fun to listen to. It is small, only about half the size of the NY Philharmonic but then the stage would not have accommodated the NY Philharmonic anyway. What was truly exciting though was the music. For the first time ever I heard Beethoven's Fifth live. Everyone knows the opening four notes and many have heard recordings but how many of us have heard it performed live? It is such an exciting piece of music, full of surprises and drama. My wife remarked that there is a reason that Beethoven has lasted and this was part of the reason. As I listened to the music I could not help but reflect that there are large parts of humanity that restricts itself severely to musical styles and by extension to t

You'll Never Read A Tragic Fairytale
Wishing on eyelashes. All that glitters... Poisonous hopes. Mindless litter. Bring love to its knees. Lying dead Missing the kiss Searching for the ending That I somehow missed. Stuck in a dream Spiraling away. Whoever said The hopeful must pay? The prince never came. The shoe didn't fit. This voice never spoke, The flame never lit. Stuck in its lamp, The genie just sat. There's nothing but pumpkins And white field rats. Rapunzel lost use for her flowing long hair. Seven little men Never seemed to care. Forced to live life And forced to grow old. It's not playing out like the stories foretold. Stuck in a place So unlike my own, I'm inside my house, But so far from home. Hearts are broken Far beyond mending. We lost sight Of the happy ending.

A Simple Touch
A Simple Touch by LateNiteFantasy© Hand reaches out for another hugs from sister or brother Child runs into your arms sends electricity that warms Hearing the contentment of lil' kittens purr as hand gently pets thru fur Prickly thorn of beautiful rose drips wet from water hose Deep belly laughter from joke the nasty itch of poison oak Sharp sting of buzzing bee the "Ouch" of skinned knee Throbbing pain of toe stub Cooling sensation of deep heating rub A mild breeze in any kind of weather The feel of black leather A swift stroke of the hair tingles from a stare Caress on face touch of lace Playful tickle from responsive fingers giddy feeling that lingers Passionate kiss illuminates erotic bliss Intimate touch from the heart the purest form of art

Coconut Shrimp With Pineapple Salsa
Ingredients Shrimp: 28 large shrimp (about 1 1/2 pounds) 1/3 cup cornstarch 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 to 3/4 teaspoon ground red pepper 3 large egg whites 1 1/2 cups flaked sweetened coconut Cooking spray Salsa: 1 cup finely chopped fresh pineapple 1/3 cup finely chopped red onion 1/4 cup finely chopped fresh cilantro 1/4 cup pineapple preserves 1 tablespoon finely chopped seeded jalapeño pepper 1 1/2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1/4 teaspoon black pepper Preparation Preheat oven to 400°. To prepare shrimp, peel and devein shrimp, leaving tails intact. Rinse shrimp in cold water; drain on paper towels until dry. Combine cornstarch, salt, and red pepper in a shallow dish; stir with a whisk. Place the egg whites in a medium bowl, and beat with a mixer at medium-high speed until frothy (about 2 minutes). Place coconut in a shallow dish. Working with one shrimp at a time, dredge in cornstarch mixture. Dip in egg white; dredge in coconut, pressing gently with f

The Ungrateful
I LOVE THIS COMEBACK... One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, 'Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American.' The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. Then, a Gentleman standin

Mothers Day In Porters Falls
Mother’s day in Porters Falls is rather unique, as I guess most holidays there are. You can't make this stuff up! This is un-embellished. You need to imagine my mom as Edith Bunker, and dad, maybe Tim Wilson. My sister and her husband where there also, as we were watching the Player’s Championship. My sister: They have the toaster that I want at Walmart. How about we stop and get it on the way home? My brother-in-law: We're not getting a four-slice model. You cook one slice and the three empty chambers sit there wasting electricity. Tim: Is he serious? Dad: Turn the TV up please. Mom: Oh! I remember when we got electricity. Your Aunt Jane was a baby and she used to stare up at the light bulb on the ceiling, like she was entertained. Tim: That was from exposure to lead paint. Mom: Oh, but electricity was a real treat for us! And then, as soon as we got electricity, you know what we got next? Tim: Electrocuted? Mom: No, we got a toaster! We were tickled to death! Tim: A

+i Have To Tell Some One.
Sweet Diana. The ex is going crazy again. Every once in awhile he starts this like, week-long calling frenzy with me. We were together for three years, lived in cities 30 minutes apart from each other. Whatev. He tells me shit like, "Please come back to me. I can't fuckin find no girls to replace you. I never knew a girl that was pretty and hella smart like you, you've said the most beautiful shit to meblablabla." I don't believe him, not a word from his mouth reigns true to this blogette. He's stuck on the fact that after three years the idiot, I didn't want to retire my maidenhood to him. Stuck on the fact that the Viking stole my life's virtue after only 5 months.(I'm such a whore, I know). Whatever, the bastard thinks me simple! What kind of 'fiance' turns off his cell phone, and goes MIA for three months with no word? The phallically weak kind. I want to be honest about this though : I enjoy these phonecalls. There is a certa

Yo Momma So Ugly
Yo Mamma so ugly she has to sneak up on a glass of water to get a drink. Yo Mamma so ugly, Yo daddy tosses the ugly stick and she fetches it every time. Yo Mamma so ugly, my dog took one look at her and ran away. Yo Mamma so ugly, she makes blind children cry. Yo Mamma so ugly, her picture is on the inside of a Roach Motel. Yo Mamma so ugly, Rice Krispies won't talk to her. Yo Mamma so ugly, I took her to a haunted house and she came out with a job application. Yo Mamma so ugly, I took her to the zoo, guy at the door said "Thanks for bringing her back." Yo Mamma so ugly, even the tide won't come back in. Yo Mamma so ugly, when she went to Taco Bell everyone ran for the border. Yo Mamma so ugly, people go as her for Halloween. Yo Mamma so ugly, Freddy Krueger is jealous. Yo Mamma so ugly, when she got in the tub, the water jumped out. Yo Mamma so ugly, they put her face on a poster for abstinence. Yo mamma is so ugly ur dad first thought she was

Just A Few Thoughts ....
I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some times . And i wonder about life a lot but with him being so far away and only getting to talk to him maybe once every two weeks .Things get in my head and if i don't write them down i think some days i might lose my mind ...

*if* A Man Wants You.
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat y

Why Do Bad Things Happen To Good People???
the tears are finally flowing non stop... my mind is so not at ease. the news comes that my dad is in the hospital & I finally cry. he has been through so much in the past 6 years... 1st a heart attack, then a triple bypass, then a stoke, then depression, then my parents new house at the beach burns down, due to the neighbors carelessness.... but he is tough. we are tough... i am tough... we will get through this, i just know I WILL! after all he endured .... he still took me & the boys fishing every summer, he still went on the rides at the boardwalk, he still went to the arcade & endured the long dings & dongs & kids pushing him to get to the next game, he still racked the most points at skeeball, he still kicked my butt in tennis, he still helped build the biggest, bested castles & sculptures in the sand... he still flew the kite the highest & dug for worms! he still played on the floor with the kids for hours, and endured the gamecube games to make them happy! he gives

Marrige
While sitting on the couch watching t.v., she felt his hand touch her shoulder, she said " oh hunny that feels nice." His hand touched her lower back, and she said " Oh baby, that feels realy hot". Then his hand touched her inner thigh, and she said " O M G darlin dont stop "... And he stopped !!! " WHY DID YOU STOP"? she screamed... He sat up on the couch, looked at her and said, " I found the remote"...

Unseen Man
If you never saw me, would you place judgement on me? Would you give me the chance to get to know you ? If I am ugly , would you be able to tell just by talking to me ? Could you spare your time and take a chance with me ? Would you believe me if you could not look at me ? If you could see me , would it change anything you heard ? If you found out that you like me, would it change if you saw me ? would you trust your heart to find what your missing ? if you fell in love with me, would you hate me if i wasn't what you thought ? Could you live with the decision that you made after you knew the truth ? Would you still love me even if i was not the man of your dreams ? If I was that man , would it change the way you feel about me ? If I told you I have strong feelings for you, would you believe it ? Would you be able to develop feelings for me if you never truly met me ? If I told you that I need you, and want to be with you would feel the same ? Could you allow yourself

Courtyard
For some reason, many people have buildings with courtyards or atriums in their dreams. This may just be so much scenery, as we tend to like such things architecturally. Often times, these dreams reflect a desire to return to a more renewing or living place. The courtyard can also be a womb image. As such, it can represent you getting back to your life source. It may be a sense on your part of mother power coming into the situation that has brought you to the courtyard. In these cases, you may be looking at the courtyard as a place of nurture or interference.

Stay With Me
Facing your eyes, I found myself saying i wish that i stay with you. You always come on my mind, dont know whats with me since i met you. Facing of your eyes, I found myself saying i wish that i stay with you. You always come on my mind, dont know whats with me since i met you. Why do I, with you I miss and get lost with words I say, inside me from long. Always, always with you and till the last day in my life, ill stay with you. Facing of your eyes, I found myself saying i wish that i stay with you. You always come on my mind, dont know whats with me since i met you. Since the day I saw you with my eyes, busy thinking about you, just like this. From one sight i loved you, how and when was all this? Why do I, with you I miss and get lost with words I say, inside me from long. Always, always with you and till the last day in my life, ill stay with you. Why do I, with you I miss and get lost with words I say, inside me from long. Always, always with you and till

Daddy
WELL TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN MY DADS 71ST BIRTHDAY.WE LOST HIM THREE YEARS AGO COME JUNE.WE MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WILL REJOIN YOU WHEN ITS OUR TIME TO DO SO.WE KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE THERE TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR EACH ONE OF US WHEN WE COME HOME AGAIN. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY"

Auctioning Myself Lol
I see actions and I always wanted to be in one decieded to try on my own.. My higest bidder Highest bidder will ... -Own me for a month your name will be in my title. -Daily profile comment -Daily drink gift of my choice -Daily gift of my choice -Will rate all pics 11's or 10's if out. -1 special N.S.F.W salute to you. Go bid its in my folder titled Want 2 own me?? http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1629594&albumid=1047657&i=350486639

About Me
hey everyone i am andrea i am so bored tonight i am sort of happy i happy beacuse my step dad came home from the hospital. today me and him had a talk i kinda dont know what i wanna be i sort of do i still want to do acconting i am still thinking about it i have thought about going into photograph i really ddont know. i started mmy summer college class tuesday all i do in there is do my home work i think i am going to like college. i just wish sometimes my mom will let me go. i amost 20 i will be in december. i know i am her only dagther but she got to let kme go sometime. always andrea m fletcher

My Happy Hour
I was very shocked and am thankful for getting this! During my Happy Hour I will have my shoutbox set to family only. I am setting things up now so......... it is currently family only. Message me if you like. Remind me if I forget to reset it! I am saving all my 11's to use during this time! I have seen a few pics that deserved an 11, but will have to rate higher next time. I appreciate any bling you send my way. I will try to rate you a bunch as repayment or something. I do not spend money on here. This HH was a gift as was my VIP. I have some pics to upload and a few other things to do. TTYL Also........... I have three entrants for my auction currently. Am I gonna have to enter it myself to get another entry? lmao

All Of Me
All my life searching for the one to share The space within my heart To stand right by my side Then you came to me Shining as the morning sun You gave your love to me And I knew you were the one The one to share my life To make all the wrong so right We will live as one for all eternity You and I I'm giving you all of me Cause you gave me all of you I'll love you forever For you my love's so strong I'm giving you all of me Cause you gave me all of you We'll stand together And our love will always carry on

Wildlife At The Zoo In My House, Lol
Well let me tell ya'll whats going on in the last month. I have been having some issues at dialysis lately, I have been finishing up on my requirements to get on the National Kidney Transplant list, only to have my bubble busted because, I smoke marIjuana IN MY SYSTEM IN SINCE I SMOKE ONLY FOR MEDICAL REASON THEY ARE USING IT AGAINST ME, DAMN BASTARD!! I have gotten a new boxer puppie for my mothers day gift from my boo, scooter black, and just when I have to train a puppy I now have good news, my macaws have been trying so hard to get the incubation right and we have lost 3 babies, and just had one hatch 2 days ago, like Im goin to have time to handfeed this baby out for the next 4mths, but what a joy it has brought to me and to scooter, he had to put his baby down after 161/2yrs old dog, she was the sweetest dog always aiming to please her daddy or me, no matter how bad she felt at the time. we will miss you my dear so R.I.P. and may the angels guide you to doggy heaven.

Demon Crew Members And Points To Next Level
Here are all of the Demon Crew Family Members and how many points they need to reach the next level. Show them some love and help them out! HELLSINGER ~Member of the Demon Crew26,461 Points to Pimp! Demon Crew {Best Bombers on Fu}61,482 Points to Rock Star! ~§çøt§_Pãt®îøt~,*DEMON CREW *76,376 Points to FuberLord! ~*Ðã®K_GØTH_£Ø£À*~ DEMON CREW313,149 Points to FuberLordess! ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ Demon Crew & Club FAR Member {Owned by ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~}323,168 Points to FuberLordess! A.J. . Member of the Demon Crew Family486,961 Points to Fu-Queen! cntrygal321~RATING REVOLUTION~~member of DEMON CREW~~owned by kinkygentleman~587,729 Points to Fu-Queen!

Politics
Politics and political posturing are part of our everyday lives. From office politics to national politics, we are threatened by the coercion of others, as well as encouraged by the prospect of their accolades. Being in a political dream may indicate that you feel you are having to bargain for attention, moral choices, or the affirmation of others. You may also see yourself in competition with those around you for a limited supply of money or emotional affirmation. Did you or someone else initiate the particular politics of the dream?

Kisses
Kisses are a better fate than wisdom,A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts,Do not be afraid of showing your affection. Be warm and tender, thoughtful and affectionate. Men are more helped by sympathy, than by service; love is more than money, and a kind word will give more pleasure than a present.

My Sweet Juliet
here's to my juliet i feel no regret for all the times we spent in this abyys called the world ---- and here's to my father jesus christ don't even bother to apologize for all of the atrocities to me and mine... ----- so with the happy dagger lodged within her perfect breast the poison in my little vial will put my feelings to the test ------ and so i raise my head up high and i let out my tortured battle cry your romeo will not survive here's to my sweet suicide ------ hello my friend adeu again i murder myself tonight so with your blade held high salute this twisted lullaby ----------

Blame Daddy Rockmeharder...haha
Instructions......(I was tagged by Daddy Rocks Hard™ ) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to slot machines and that fancy feature labeled MAX BET. 2. My children are my center and my purpose. 3. I cry almost everyday, especially if I watch the news. 4. I am awkward in any social setting. 5. I spray perfume on myself after my shower even if I am not going anywhere..because i like how it smells. 6. I enjoy washing dishes and cleaning the house, though I fight doing housework bitterly. 7. I am terrified of the dark, outside. 8. I tend to procrastinate on anything that might make a difference in my life. 9. I no longer remember how

Is It A Dream?
ALONE watching the rain late night hitting my windows cracked open just little to feel the wind. ALL i see is thunder light up my room. Spell bound and erotic the rain can be IT make me hopefull that one day romantic novle story come true fo me would happen you know the strong tall man ripping pecks teh come hither smile and me wrapped in nothing but his arms LOL thenI come out of mY DREAM and live in this moment

Haters
I have enjoyed being on Fubar now for just over a year and my wife and I really enjoy hanging out here and hope our friends will support us on this topic. It has taken some jerk with a most likely Fake profile, to make me post my first Blog. This Fake ass bitch went on my sweet and gorgeous wife's profile and first called her a gutter slut..., then started downrating every pic in her default a "1". My wife has never rated anyone lower than a "10" and has never harrassed a soul on Fubar. That this FAKE chose my Baby to harm will not go unpunished. If they Fan or Friend you, Deny their request. The Name is Toni and the main picture is the one shown here. The Pictures on this persons site are obviously professionally taken model photos and show nothing that they are REAL. Do not add this person to your friends as they are probably a guy pretending to be a Girl for shady reasons. DO NOT LET HATER ASSHOLES GET AWAY WITH THIS!! IF THIS PERSON IS ALREADY IN YOUR FRIEND OR FA

Ah,what Avails
Ah, what avails the sceptred race! ...Ah, what the form divine! What every virtue, every grace! ...Rose Aylmer, all were thine. Rose Aylmer, whom these wakeful eyes ...May weep, but never see, A night of memories and sighs ...I consecrate to thee. .....Rose Aylmer by Walter Savage Landor (1775-1864)

For Msnbc Contest
My name is Jeremy Lincicum and I want Decision '08 to sent me to the convention. I'm the right person for the gig because I will not take 'No' for an answer, I will press for the whole truth and wade through the political BS. I will be persistent, but respectful. I will get the scoop by asking the question of the people. Those of us from the outside looking in. At the convention, I'll talk to those in the nose bleed seats, not just those on the floor. Most important, I will stand out because they will not see me coming with my many different looks. For the convention I will dye my hair electric blue. Of course I will be one, if in not only one, with a tie, shirt and shorts. For I rarely ever where pants I only own a few. My name is Jeremy Lincicum and I want Decision '08 to send me to Denver for the convention.

Crunkness2
Ok, I guess I can never expect people on here to actually READ a profile. But even if they don't/can't read that my husband and I share this profile or even see that it says "Married" under the relationship status, there is NO need to be a fucking crude asshole and send a message like this to a woman. The crunkness2 indeed gives good guys a bad name and is a pain in the ass to us women. crunkness2@ fubar

Travel
Whether it is done by conventional or extraordinary means, travel is a central feature of many dreams. When traveling in a dream, companionship, purpose, and obstacles are central interpretive questionsto ask. Companionship may include known relationships or strangers. Generally, the companionship either helps or hinders progress toward the dream goal. The effect of your companions on your travel should be interpreted metaphorically as a symbol of that person's impact on your life. If you are traveling alone, with only occasional assistance, that too may be a picture of how you experience personal growth and progress through life. The purpose of travel is an often ambiguous or unclear image in the dream. It feels like you are going with no direct understanding of destination or itinerary. Dreams of this nature often reveal a particular feeling about direction or purpose in life. If there doesn't seem to be a point or a destination in a travel dream, you should consider the possible

Redneck Logic
Redneck Logic Two rednecks decided that they weren't going anywhere in life and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first went in to see the counselor, who told him to take math, history, and logic. "What's logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazing!" "And since you own a house, logic dictates that you have a wife." "That's Betty Mae! This is incredible!" The redneck was catching on. "Finally, since you have a wife, logically I can assume that you are heterosexual," said the professor. "You're absolutely right! Why that's the most fascinatin' thing I ever heard! I cain't wait to take that logic clas

Happy Again
I PRAY FOR THE DARKNESS AND COMFORT OF SLEEP THE MIND NUMBING SOLUTION TO PROBLEMS SO DEEP A PEACEFUL STATE OF IMAGINATION AND DREAMS WHERE NOTHING CAN BOTHER YOU OR AT LEAST SO IT SEEMS AS THE NIGHT WEARS ON AND DAWN QUICKLY ARRIVES I WONDER WHILE I SLEPT WHERE THERE CHANGES IN LIVES I'M SURE MINE DIDNT IT'S BEEN THE SAME FOR YEARS THROUGH ALL OF THE LOVE LAUGHTER AND TEARS NOW I LAY DOWN THIS PAPER ALONG SIDE MY PEN SIT BACK AND REFLECT WILL I BE HAPPY AGAIN

Fly Away!! Feelings Of Loneliness!!
I sit here alone day and night~~ B cuz you are never home and that ain't right~~ Wonder what you are doing!?!~~ Who are you screwing!?!~~ Why am I being treated this way??~~ When you are home you have little to say~~ Too much time on your hands~~ Always acting like a single man~~ Keep doing this to me~~ I'll give you what you must really want, I'll set you free~~ I love myself better than anyone can~~ And I refuse to share my man~~ Nor do I intend to live the rest of my life~~ Being a fool and remaining your wife~~ Hot Passion,Fire,& Desire bottled up within myself~~ Baby, if you don't want it any more, I'll give it to someone else~~ This is not a threat it's a promise from me~~ So..Go ahead..Spread your wings..Fly Away!! You are FREE!!~~ KB)i( Take A Bow - Rihanna

Nothing Have I.
As I lay dying (the poem, not the shitty band) more reclined than anything slouched on my back porch Sipping hooch from the bottle watching my dog take a piss a quarter acre away straight from the bottle. All my ego like a candle. Lit by failure drained by women and songs fallen flat. Failure. Am I just killing time or is time killing me? No, that blessed task is left to the liver damage. The pills powdered into morning swill. Like medicine for the weary. That flush of blood behind my eyes that fuzzy feeling you get when... everything shoots out like some excited explosion of sense turned to sound and fury signifying nothing. Drink up weary patron. Yes barkeep, I shall 'ave another round. One for me, and three for my imaginary friends. Just pull back and drain. Drain drain drain. Rain. Reign. Pain. Go away. We'll have you over again, some other day. In some other capacity some infinitely useless self loathing exercise. Our obligations wi

♥ Mine ♥
It's so easy to forget The time before we met I was spinnin' my wheels Never thought my heart would heal But nothin's killed me yet And now I know the truth It was all leading me to you I'd have to do it all again If those were the means to this end And I hope we see this through Trust this There will come a time... When the stars will all shine The planets will align The world will stop turnin' And I can stop yearnin' 'Cause you will finally be Mine You really just amaze me Even when I get crazy You're never too rough on me You never give up on me You just silently appraise me Am I worth your time? Could you ever be mine? Seems like everything I say You just tuck it all away Quietly assessing, carefully weighing Not asking but guessing, what I'm really saying Trying to sort through all the gray I don't know what you're thinkin' My heart is slowly sinkin' Will you ever come rescue me? Could you be my destiny? The question's still on my

Mystical Journey From Mushrooms Potion"
"Mystical Journey From Mushrooms Potion" ~~~~~ Flash back to days of old when an acid trip I did take, Deep ravenousness lustful images a mind conjured up, Making love to an image of forbidden beauty. ~~~~~ Pink Floyd, have a cigar, bells echoing, echoing, Mystical illusions of fingers tracing bare skin, Sounds from excited sighs filling the lust within a heart. ~~~~~ Hey, can you see me, feel me, want me, taste me, Record player going round and round, Needle capturing the hissing of hidden spirits. ~~~~~ Acid trip dripping sweat as bodies collide, Building of a climax exploding as loud as thunder, Two bodies in passionate throne of ecstasy. ~~~~~ Fresh mushrooms from cow dung did spring, From drops of rain and kiss of the sun, Boil those mushrooms boy, drink the potion down. ~~~~~ Hey can you see me, Feel me, Want me, Taste me, Hold on for into a lustful trip you will waken, Two bodies embraces in throne of climax ecstasy. ~~~~~ Pink Floyd, hey teacher, leave

Despair
No one knows just how it feels to be in such despair Unless of course they're down that road or have sometime been there The road can be a lonely one to travel on your own Sometimes you feel so black inside you cannot face the dawn Oh please god not another day of constant doom and pain I cannot find the strength in me to battle yet again I know inside I must be strong the road I travel will be long There will be bends and sideways tracks But I know in time I will be back to a normal life But I must learn To seek and do the things I yearn Make time for me and have some fun Then maybe that road won't seem so long Some days I cling on desperately To that thing that we call sanity And other days I feel just fine I wish that mood was always mine With guidance and a helping hand I know that I shall find the land The place I really want to be Back in the life god gave to me.

I Am Giving Cam Shows For Tips
I am going to start giving sexy ass cam shows. All I ask is that you send me a tip with paypal. The show itself is free. I will be doing the shows via yahoo messanger For more info on scheduals and paypal info hit me up in the shoutbox or email me at rgreen80@charter.net First show is friday night

Coming Back
well as most of you know i have been gone from here about a 2 1/2 months it has been mostley great. and a few ungreat times. kids have been out for summer i have been working and trying to keep a straight head (yeah right) im a crazy bitch... but yeah i been doing ok . me and joe are doing ok in our relationship i guess i cant complain. i could but wouldnt do me any good. lol. but anyways i wanted you all to know that i have missed you all and hope that things will get back to normal. so i will see you all around... PEACE , LOVE, AND BE FUCKING HAPPY Love TABZ

If I Were A Pimp
IF I WERE A PIMP PEOPLE WOULD KNOW MY NAME IF I WAS A PIMP ALL U FKERS NO MY GAME IF I WAS A PIMP I WOULD BE I-DOO-LIZED CAUSE AS A PIMP I'LL BE SPECIALIZED ANYWAY-I DONT REALLY LIKE THE NAME FU-GEE OR WHATEVER LEVEL IM ON. I GOT LIKE 8K POINTS TO GO TO BE A PIMP I ALREADY TOLD YOU ABOUT WHEN I AM A PIMP ALL CHARITY WELCOME SHAMEFUL BUT SERIOUSLY- A LITTLE HELP HERE? jIMMYT

Would You?
what would you do if I? 1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? 9. I asked u to have sex 10. i asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::WOULD YOU:: 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Go on a date with me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Wanted to do me ? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you c

Turning Points
Ya know when you reach that first turning point in your life where you wonder if it really doesn't get any better? I am so there. I have just recently taken a look at my life and wondered... What else is there? With the economy going down the toilet and absolutely no freaking jobs available anywhere, what the hell am I going to do for the rest of my life? I have no idea, and then you wait a few years and you get your "groove" back and things are going good. Then you hit like 30. And life as you know it has ended. You wake up, eat, go to work, come home, eat, go to bed and then do it all over again. For another 15 years. Then your 45, then you don't know what the hell you are doing. You are old and decrepid and senile. Hahaha. Then you enter the retirement stage of your life... And if you were smart and started saving when you were young up until the day you quit working you will probably be set for the rest of your miserable life on this miserable earth. But if you were stupid and didn

We're Back And In Full Effect - Club Mixture
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Not Sure
The collar is a symbol of ownership within the BDSM lifestyle. It does not necessarily have to be an actual collar. In some cases it may be a chain attached to piercing, a tattoo/branding, or a piece of jewelry. A collar is not something to be given lightly. It is symbolic of a serious commitment of ownership and bears the same importance as a wedding ring. The collar means that the submissive is not available Or is “off limits” and serves only the one she/he is collared by. The collar is the property of the Dominant and should the two terminate the relationship, it should be returned immediately . A Dominant who purses a collared submissive Is acting improperly and is jeopardizing his/her reputation. Below are examples of the several different types Of collars often presented. The Training Collar; Typically a prelude to a formal collar it is utilized while the sub/slave is being taught and is still learning the specific duties expected by

Yo...
We doin, big pimpin, we spendin cheese Check em out now Big pimpin, on B.L.A.D.'s We doin, big pimpin up in N.Y.C. Pedro El Loco@ fubar Go help him now dammit. and yes, thats an order. he wants to make fuking in 2 weeks before his VIP ends =) TY!

Hospital
sugar and caffeine is in hospital had surgery this morning hernia and hole in stomach they also took out his gall bladder leave him love he will be in hospital for at least 5 days. hurricaine will be where i am sometimes tomorrow could not get any of my kids out so hunkered down till its over. Be safe take care and catch you when i can we expect power outages and god knows what else

4 Offers Up In Auction!!
4 seperate offers, you choose!!!! VIP, BLAST, TICKERS or BLING? Previous offer was too steep for some, so I broke it down to 4 different categories for same value. 1-25 Credit Bling Pack 2-Ticker Package 3-7 Day Blast 4-1 Month VIP Why am I doing this? It is going for a good cause, they just don't know it yet.. actually, no one knows who or why.. Majority of what I raise will go to one person, of course I get to keep something sheesh.. The details: 1- Auction will run from 8am EST 9-6-08 till 8am EST 9-13-08. Any bids posted after that time are disqualified should I have not yet closed the folder. 2-Minimum Bid is 1.25Mil Fubucks for each category, yes there is interest. 3-DO NOT FuPal me until I inform you that YOU have won the Item. 4-Prizes will NOT be awarded until I receive transfer. 5-As always, you may get it for someone else other than yourself. 6-In the event highest bidder is unable to fulfill their obligation, the next highest bidder will have the opportunity

Culture Is Not Your Friend
What civilization is, is 6 billion people trying to make themselves happy by standing on each other's shoulders and kicking each other's teeth in. It's not a pleasant situation. And yet, you can stand back and look at this planet and see that we have the money, the power, the medical understanding, the scientific know-how, the love and the community to produce a kind of human paradise. But we are led by the least among us - the least intelligent, the least noble, the least visionary. We are led by the least among us and we do not fight back against the dehumanizing values that are handed down as control icons. This is something, culture is not your friend. Culture is for other people's convenience and the convenience of various institutions, churches, companies, tax collection schemes, what have you. It is not your friend. It insults you. It disempowers you. It uses and abuses you. None of us are well treated by culture. Yet we glorify the creative potential of the individual,

Hmmmm
You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if you recieve:-----------------1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! )4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! )7 - 12 ( WOW! Your friends absolutly adore you!!! )Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Its My Anniversary
I wasn't sure how I would feel today. I knew it was coming...and I was trying not to think about it. Deal with it when it comes, right? Now its here. I'm looking back over the last 8 years...and I am at a loss as to why we were together so long. I figured out about two years in that he could care less about me. Two years later, I knew he hated me. I knew it was over the last time I got pregnant. Even though we knew we wanted another kid, he acted like I trapped him. He was gone before she was a year old. That he never connected with his daughter truly breaks my heart. Why did I spend so much time with such a selfish person? More importantly, how do I make sure I never do it again? Needing love today...if you can spare it. Thanks everybody.

Who I Really Am..
Ok so here it goes no I dont care about spelling or grammer if your a perfectionist go clean your kitchen... Well anyways truth about me I am not a fucking whore, slut, or mattress have too much respect for myself I am a bitch I know it my real friends can tell you it if you dont like it oh well I wont be molded to what you like I am an individual and I like it that way I am not on this site to meet that one special person I dont need new friends got some great ones offline and some that I meet on here before who are in my family list which brings me to another thing you have to be someone special to me to be on my family list its not a just because he is hot thing no you have to be someone I can count on when I need a friend. my family list is a group of people that I am willing to do most anything for and can name what they do for a living or what they did in the past some I can even name who their children are. but I dont stand for Drama about them yes a co

Bees Knees Go Bye Bye :(
for those of you who care you might have noticed there has been a serious lack of bees knees on the fu for the past week or so....that is because mr. bees knees who hardly ever touches a computer seems to have let some kind of virus onto my comp. now that i have stopped sobbing and telling him i hate him etc. etc. i have accepted the fact that i wont be able to talk to my friends for a bit...until i can find out whats even wrong with it or worse case scenario he buys my lovely ass a new and better one to make up for it. neither of these things will be happening soon enough for my liking as it seems without my computer i am lost. evennow sitting here on my moms nice laptop i cant help but missing my crusty crappy computer...this one doesnt feel right...no mouse either, very hard to get the hang of. well anyways, ill try to hop on here as often as possible which wont be often enough at all...till things get resolved i better not be forgotten...not 1 tiny bit. now is time for the persona

I Agree Do You?
"I firmly beleive that the Dom/sub relationship is mutual and equal. Although one is Dominant, the other willing gives up control. This of course is a widely held belief in the community, but I seem to be coming acros more and more "damaged" subs. What I mean by this is that they have been train and conditioned by bad Doms. Doms who's only interest in the lifestyle is to take full advantage of subs. To me this is just plain wrong, and is making me more and more angry. You need a licence to drive, these bad Doms are making me think that a licence to Dom might be for the best. Would some form of education for Doms, and a qualification be in everyone's best interest? Would subs be safer if a prospective Dom was vetted by their peers? I know there are places you can train in the ways of the Dom, but perhaps a lifestyle wide agreement that you can't be called a Dom unless you have been on one of these training courses is needed. I would gladly submi

Tag I'm It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I'm multi-racial (MexItaliaDorian)... Mexican/Italian/Ecuadorian/American Indian... 2.I've been arrested more than once(bastards) 3.My eyes are brighter green than that doo doo you're smokin' lmaoo 4.I've been hit by other cars 3 times in the past year 5.Just because i toke does not mean i am unmotivated! I work full time & am a legal MMJ activist & volunteer at a childrens research center & sell/purchase real estate agreements for a fam member on my spare time! 6.I've had my heart broken for the first time at age 27 7.I use pet names & nick names for "friends" 8.When i drink, i get the giggles & then i get ...

People In My Family
HI EVERYONE, IF YOU ARE IN MY FAMILY, AND NOTICE YOU HAVE BEEN ERASED, DON'T WORRY YOU STILL HAVE ACCESS, I HAVE JUST RECENTLY JOINED THE ZODIAC BOMBERS AND THEY NEED TO BE IN THE FAMILY SPOT AS WELL AS MY PLAYMATES AT FORBIDDEN, INC. SO MY FAMILY FOLDER IS OPEN FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WERE IN MY FAMILY FOLDER. THANK YOU!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!! HUGS, SWEETDESIRE

Sex Survey
will do it HERE lol (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? if i was single? yup a couple of em (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? I dont care anytime. (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yeah I'd just gotten done with a night of partying and had to pull over in front of a church and puke lol ) (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no... (5) Shower or bath while having sex? both are nice (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? either one is good for me (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? I love one of them very much and the resst I lvoe as friends (8) Love or Money? love but money is nice (9) Credit cards or cash? cash (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? I gots one (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? hotel lol (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? In a school locker room. (13) Would you shave your entire body (i

I Could Not Be You
i could have been anything you wanted me to be.... but what you wanted was insanity. you knew from the start i was ruff round the edges yet you tried to polish them down... in the end all you did was make the edges sharper. i can admit i did the cuttin with the butter knive turned carver. is the wound deep? it must not be deep enough cuz ya still want me to be a clone. so lets dive the blade in deeper!!!!

For Those Who Knew.
Basically I mentioned that my father was very ill just wanted to let everyone that had my dad in their prayers know that he passed on Monday.. its been pretty hard esp since im forbidden to see him even after i had given up most of my life taking care of him but anyway dont want to make anyone sad.. in change i want to thank you for your prayers and emotional support.. R.I.P Carlos German Sr.

Nebraska: A Great Place To Raise A Family
Nebraska has finally passed a safe haven law, one of the last states in the country to do so. What a safe haven law is basically, it allows for someone with a child to drop them off at a hospital, church, and in some cases a police station or fire house, without fear of legal charges. Ok, it sounds bad, but the rational behind this is, if someone fells like it isnt a good ideal for the kid to be in the house, then you dont want them afraid to break the law to get the kids somewhere safe. Anyway, back to Nebraska. They couldn't agree on what age to list as a "child" so they left it open. Since they have done it, children up to the age of 17 have been dropped off at hospitals and other locations across the state. The most extreme case, when an out-of-work widower left nine of his 10 children at an Omaha hospital (The 10th was 18 years old) Again, it sounds horrible, but the full story is the mother died in childbirth of the youngest, age one, the father was unemployed, a

Re: U.s. Troops In Homeland “crowd Control” Patrols From Oct 1st
RE: U.S. Troops In Homeland “Crowd Control” Patrols From Oct 1st ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Sep 2008, 13:12 U.S. Troops In Homeland “Crowd Control” Patrols From October 1st U.S. troops returning from duty in Iraq will be carrying out homeland patrols in America from October 1st in complete violation of Posse Comitatus for the purposes of helping with “civil unrest and crowd control” - which could include dealing with unruly Americans after a complete economic collapse. http://www. prisonplanet. com/us-troops-in-homeland-crowd-control-patrols-from-october-1st. html

I Met Cap
I wrote a story about this for a client and then decided to share it with you all. I am working on writing more stories about Cap, He is the only nonhuman Character I have ever made up. I have been writing stories most of my life with a computer. This freaks out most of my teachers because of my poor spelling, and writing. Thanks to Spell check and a computer my writing is getting better. I met Cap The day before Christmas Eve, I was driving down an almost deserted road as the snow was starting to fall. When I saw a big van get hit from behind by a bigger truck that had slid out of control and after hitting the van slid back off the road right before the brig. The van was not so lucky it ran right onto the brig and off the center rail into the deep river. I pulled off the road behind the truck and grabbed my medic bag I kept behind the driver seat. I did a quick check of the occupants of the truck they seemed shaken but ok. I saw that a car coming the other way had

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

The Light Arises
The light arises, filling the room with life not feeling so dark and alone, its like as if it were years stuck in the darkness, feeling the sun rise upon your back feeling the warmth radiate on you, turning to look toward the light you see a path of numerous lanes of heart feeling, love but which one to pick, to be happy alone, to be happy among your friends, do you choose the path to be with the one person that makes you the happiest person in the world or do you pick all there and make the best of your life never letting everything go as you did while being locked away in the darkness for so long, walking towards the the light you decided look back at the darkness as it slowly fades away you wish you were never there, grabbing a hold of the hands of your friends and loved one you being to feel guilty you left them behind and apologize to them letting it all out in shot. Just keep in your mind keep moving FORWARD never looking back to the darkness just keep trying to make everything

Levels
29 ??? ??? ??? Purgatory 30 ??? ??? ??? Afterlife 31 ??? ??? ??? Spirts 32 ??? ??? ??? Gods 33 ??? ??? ??? Reborn sume of you may think it sucks but once you hit oracle it kinda lose its point in rateing do you think new levels sound good or not ???????????? A Yes More levels 88.9% (16 votes)

The Watcher Needs Lots Of Loving!
My dear brother, The Watcher, seems to feel that BooBoo and I are conspiring against him. Well I guess he is right. He is so good at dishing out love to all of Fubar, so let's see how good he is at receiving it! Please stop by his page and shower him with lots of love!! WATCHER Vice President of GIT ~R~DONE & PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDREATE BOMBERS And Shadow lev@ fubar

Act 2 Scene 9
Act 2 Scene IX.... searching for a home {scene opens with Zeda sitting in a blue chair in a hallway barren of any decorations. The walls are a dirty yellow white. Zeda has a busted lip and a swollen eye} [ Camera initially is focused on A 2 foot radius around zeda then pans out giving the feel of complete isolation] { from down the hall A beautiful female comes down *think gabrielle union* her heals make loud clopping sounds as she neers zeda} Female staff: You wanted to see me? Zeda: I want to call my case worker. Female Staff: Okay, Follow me ( the two begin to walk down and stop at a door on the left with a picture of martin Luther king hanging over a banner that reads "I believe i can fly") The female staff opens the door, turns on the light, and waves Zeda in Female Staff: Just come out when you are done. (the staff member closes the door) *Zeda sits down at the sole table in the room and picks up the reciever on the manila phone. Zeda dials seven num

A Measure Of Love
A Measure of Love A Measure of Love (no way to quantify) Another time (not so long ago) another place (not far away) not just anyone (but one in a billion) but your sweet face (that could launch a thousand ships) When there is no hope to hang on (I fear tomorrow) when your fires have all died out (cold and dark) when there's no reason to wake up (who cares anyway) listen for a whisper, hidden in a shout (my ears hurt) a whisper from the wilderness carried by the wind a whisper of love from the beginning until the end still becomes the hustle and bustle of the street soft become the calluses on your tired feet Never lose hope, never give up never forget to share from your cup we are measured not by how much we are loved but by how much we love until then I remain hopeful That maybe someday someway I could love you,forever and a day.

Linux Instructions
Linux ------------------------- Download the Archive # wget http://www.liquidskies.net/charming.zip 1. Uncompress the archive # unzip -e charming.zip 2. Create a directory for new fonts # mkdir /usr/share/fonts/truetype 3. Move the uncompressed font files to the new font directory # mv *.ttf /usr/share/fonts/truetype 4. Navigate to the font directory # cd /usr/share/fonts/truetype 5. Create fonts.scale and fonts.dir # mkfontscale && mkfontdir # fc-cache 6. Add the new font directory to the X11 font path # chkfontpath --add /usr/share/fonts/truetype 7. Restart X font server # /etc/rc.d/init.d/xfs restart You can verify the successful addition of the new path by running chkfontpath command or by listing X font server's /etc/X11/XF86Config file. If you do not have root access, copy the *.ttf to ~/.fonts directory

Something I Wrote
one nite the moon asked a boy if you love her then why do you not tell her the boy repiled i love her to much to scare her and she is already with someone the moon replied if you love her then tell her and see how she feels towards you then you love can be the next the boy went to the one he loves to tell her and found her beaten on the floor crying he picked her up and took her home he layed her down and cleaned her wounds and as he did he looked her in the eyes and said i love you so much but i have been so scard to tell you the girl replied for all this time i have loved you as well but was to scared to till you then last nite the moon told me of a boy that would come and save me and when i told the moon i was with a boy and he did this to me and then you came and saved me are you the boy the moon told me about he cryed and said yes i am for the moon told me last nite that i should come to you and tell you i loved you over time their love grew and flurished they where unseperatable

Wrigley's Manufacturing
Hello friends, Being that I will more than likely starting work Nov.11th on 1st shift, I won't be able to send morning messages. I have to be at work at 6:30 am. but I get off at 3:30 pm. Better than 3rd shift I must say but less pay. I'll manage since I have an alarm clock on my Moto razr and Fossil digital wrist watch. I'll be sending my love to my lovely lady friends after work during the week. You can reply if you want. I don't expect anything in return. I'm here to try an please my friends. I'm known to get wordy and sorry I just know how to write and I go into detail most the time. Thoughts can come quick. So thats it for my rare blog. Take care and talk to you all later. Spanish Archer

Breakfast Taters
Ingredients 2 medium potatoes, quartered, sliced, or chopped (your choice) 1 bell pepper, chopped (green, yellow, orange, red) 1 sweet onion, chopped 1-2 cloves garlic, minced Juice of two lemon wedges (approx 1 tsp) Dash of sea salt Dash of black pepper Directions Chop vegetables and mince garlic. Heat a nonstick skillet with approx 1 tsp olive oil. Add potatoes, onions, and peppers to the pan and cook until browned. Add garlic, salt, and pepper and cook for about 1 minute. At the very last minute, squeeze lemon juice over the mixture. Number of Servings: 3

Master Of The Moon
Master Of The Moon And then you dream Of a world with only windows Inside you - you can hide you You know And then the night You're just another empty shadow No questions - no answers No one to scream at you Turn around and when you face the sun We can make you be like everyone you know Hey you - you're just master of the moon And then the eyes If you look at them they'll blind you Who are you - what are you Why do you scream at me Turn around and when you face the sun We can make you be like everyone you know Hey you - you're just master of the moon We can shake you make you over We just need some time to Shed some light upon your darkness We need your mind And then you dream again In a world that only you know Inside you - you can hide you No one to scream at you Turn around and when you face the sun We can make you be like everyone you know I'll turn away and never face the sun You never make me be like you I'm master of the moon

Rateing Back
am sick and tird of rate people and not getting anything back. I rate and rate and rate people and hardly geting anything back. I bet ther are maybe 4 people who rate me. Crystal, Laurie St3ph4ni3 and know who are but that rae i get that. What do I have to get rates? What pay my friends to rate me? realy be nice if site there and rate u more then couble pic be nice if u can rate me back

Have Auto 11 On? Wanting To Rate 11?
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO TOP RIGHT AND CLICK "SEARCH" THEN "MEMBER SEARCH" AND TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN GET THOSE 11'S!

Fyi
the reason i deleted my last account and made this one is because i got tired of the douchebaggery of the people on my list...i will not put up with it with this account....if i want everyone to know this is me i will tell them myself...do not ask me for anything if you are not going to return the favor....do not bitch because i didnt want to help someone that is my decision and if you dont like it then you can go no one is keeping you here....dont act like a high school douchebag or i will get rid of you...i only want people on here that actually talk to me and will be a friend not someone that wants to fit in or be accepted because thats not who i am...like me or hate me i will be me and thats that and if sometime down the road i delete you then tough shit deal with it...you have other people to talk to besides me... have a good day

Xanga Entry 30 November 2008 - "...as Sands Through The Hourglass, So Are The Days Of Our Lives..."
COMMODORE'S LOG STARDATE 30 NOVEMBER 2008I've began thinking... alot....For those of you who know me well you already know I obliterated my car in June and came close to dieing in the process, and since then I've been a changed man... Although I may never drive again (out of personal choice) I've made my way through town pondering like I always do.The Last Entry that was featured on this Xanga Blog, and copied into my Myspace, Facebook, and Fubar blogs that I do believe I titled "9 In The Afternoon" I addressed the fact of feeling unaccepted. My opinions changed. I am more accepted than I wonce thought. When the Fall Semester of College began this year it started on a sour note. My Border Collie Barney died on the first day of school which made me think that this was gonna be another year of crap on a more Grandiose scale as I had a dead dog, legal problems, and other shit going on that could be detramental to my mental and physical health as well as my potential as a future History Te

Sent To Me By Dragonslayer
I think the hardest thing or part about being a part of your life is all the sharing involed.As bad as I'd like to have even 10 mins of uninterrupted time is a big thing to ask for and not because your not willing to give it but because there are so many people in your life wanting that exact same thing and your so willing to give every min of your life to others not ever thinking what about me.The more I know about you the more I understand that to have you is to know what it's like not to have you at all.You gotta know that at some point you will have no more time to give or pick priorities and stick to em.Your a giver and that is just you and to give all you have to give is your way of life,I know people that know this find it easy to take advantage of you because you don't question people's loyolties you just do.Your the poster girl for "ONE IN A MILLION" and it's a privledge to call you my friend.I love you girl

Auction
We are up for auction.... Again!!! Do you wanna own THE hottest couple on the FU?? Yep thats right we are loaning each other out for another month!! LoL So click on the links below and come make a bid on us!!! You know we are worth it!!! We have a LOT to offer!!!

Dear Neil
Dear Neil, I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a leprechaun. I think I realized it that night you picked your nose at the mental hospital and I saw you put whipped cream on my salt-beef bucket. I'm sure you're slutty enought to understand that your smell makes me vomit. I'm returning your nose hair clippers to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I am better off without you and thanks for the cocaine. Best of luck on the sex change, Amy Dear , I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11). (12), (Your name) 1) What's the color of your shirt

Awesome People Needing Help
I've got a few awesome people in my family who are all trying for the spotlight. For some it will be their first spotlight ever but regardless for all of them it's their last chance. They are all level 25 right now. For Mattdeizel, RavinJuggalo and © Psychosocial aren't as close to level 26, so if you want to drop some rates on their page that'll help them as well. If you really wanna help out big time I can even tell you some people who constantly pay for rates and they run auto 11s all the time. So you can rake up some points quickly. But help them all out. They are all awesome. Below 3 of them are links to a bulletin I did to help each other out. If you can repost them that would be awesome. ~DevilGirl~@ fubar MaTtDeiZeL*->BooTay MAN!~!aka MaZAt☆ !*BaDa BinGs >kING Of sWINg@ fubar MaTtDeiZeL's bulletin RavinJuggalo FuOwnd by BlondePrincess, GroovyLady & ŤRIXXY@ fubar RavinJuggalo's bulletin © Psychosocial@ fubar © Psychosocial's bulletin

Talkin' Abouta Sex?
A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first,but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time. " You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. In this country . . .we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives . . . " Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell 'Mississippi'. "

Friends:) Some Giveaways That Need Major Help
OK,We have a few giveaways, we are helping regiment bombers on some giveaways to get them done but we don't want to forget our 1 giveaway that has to be done also, They are sending some people in to help us with Zmans giveaway and help get it done so we will help them in return, so please all lets spend a little time on these giveaways!!make sure you hit Zmans giveaway first:) SHADOW BOMBER needs 75,000 rates/comments to receive a Happy Hour and a 65 credit Bling Pack. ======= ~GoofyLady~ needs 75,000 rates/comments to receive a Happy Hour and a 65 Credit Bling Pack. ====== USAKingEarl needs 75k for 1 yr VIP has 32007. ======= grlskikass needs 75k for 135 bling pack has 14030.

A Home In The Heart--chapter Two
My first husband and I were married rather young and settled on a nice life. Then tragic took him from me. A year or so later I was lucky to have met another man and after dating eight months we were married. For six years we tried to have a child without luck. Right after thanksgiving I was tested only to be told I would never be able to have children. We were not to be disappointed we looked into other methods. Most too costly although we both had comfortable jobs. So we went on with our lives. But time wore on and he wanted children so we separated. Of course he met another woman who had three boys of her own and was fully capable of reproduction so he filed the final papers. Pushing back my reddish brown hair behind my ears, I look at the papers sitting on the table among the Christmas cards that I purchased. Tears welled up as I look the final papers and the cards. What the hell was the point? I felt empty and incomplete and lonely. He was about to start over and get every

Bulletins, Begging,blocking, Blings, Buzz, And Babies(plus Auto 11 Giveaway)
They say.. "Fubar! We Know Drama!" It's amazing how often so many people project on to others what is true about themselves. Some people are not appreciative of what others do to make their lives easier. It's disconcerting to sponsor a happy hour and provide blings to people, MOST of whom you don't know, only to have people get mad because you did not bling THEM. It's further disturbing the way in which some of the "gangs" upon Fubar operate. They shake down other members for bling by trying to make themselves seem more important than they are. One such group I have encountered is the Shadow Levelers. The impression I have gotten is that they are caught in a herd mentality and unable/scared to step out of the herd and speak their own beliefs. There are of course exceptions..but as a rule..their minds are closed. If you are a member of this group..PLEASE.. Block me! I DO NOT care for your group. I had mostly good times in all the happy hours I sponsored till this group showed up. I bl

Myspace...
My niece recently moved to Seattle, WA from Memphis.. and I miss her like crazy.. She wanted me to set up a MYSPACE to talk to her, so I DID!! So I'm trying to figure it out, but if you have Myspace, Please add me!! here's my page.. : www.myspace.com/selenakaos

Necromancy By Definition
Necromancy From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search This article is about the general subject of necromancy. For other uses, see Necromancer (disambiguation). Necromancy (IPA: /ˈnekɹəˌmænsɪ/) (Greek νεκρομαντία, nekromantía) is a form of divination in which the practitioner seeks to summon "operative spirits" or "spirits of divination", for multiple reasons, from spiritual protection to wisdom. The word necromancy derives from the Greek νεκρός (nekrós), "dead", and μαντεία (manteía), "divination". However, since the Renaissance, necromancy has come to be associated more broadly with black magic and demon-summoning in general, sometimes losing its earlier, more specialized meaning. By popular etymology, nekromantia became nigromancy "black arts", and Johannes Hartlieb (1456) lists demonology in general under th

Look What My Friend, Unbreakable, Is Doing!
Well I've done everything else on the fu so it's time for my 1st giveaway!!! I have a special album with some of Santa's sexiest Helpers. To "get some" you have to: 1. rate all the pictures in this album. 2. pick your fav 3. message me which one you wany 4. leave 100 comments on that pic! Everyone who claims a picture is a winner I have a numbered list of all the prizes predetermined. Prizes include everything from fubucks, pic rates, gifts, graphics even blings!! So what are you waiting for??? Step up and claim your prize!!

Feeling Warm And Creepy In Mexico
That is a strange title but that is just what I am at present. It is beautiful here in Mexico and we are at last having some sunshine. As for creepy, well I just had one of those creepy messages that wished me and my family well and all the good things that are to be treasured and that my profile is wonderful and they are extatic about finding my profile. I have these usually on mywasteofspace and they are usually from Africa. It really spoils my day. Ah well, it is pleasant here at Starbucks at, well, I don't remember the name of the resort but it is near Cancun and is one of those all inclusive ones. We have found a free wi-fi connection and I have finally managed to collect my messages properly rather than from a hot and noisy internet cafe at the hotel. Pah, I don't know why they do not have wi-fi in at least one area of the resort. You know there are some rude people on the planet and why they have to come and get into my space I will never know. The usual, empty field

Im In Jinx's Christmas Auction.. Come Place Your Bid
Here is the link to 1 of the auctions I am in.. Come place your bid on me please.. :D Click the pic to go place your bid.. Thanks to all that bid... Also please rate the blog too :D Thanks and have a Very Merry Christmas!

Voices
All the voices in my head, they are driving me insane Twisted, craven thoughts drift in the vacuum of my brain Shut up all the voices, please just take them all away They drive away my sanity and block out the light of day You could not understand my pain you cannot comprehend The agony, the masochistic joy these voices always rend The chaos is desirable, I hate it but I don't Rid me of it if you can, because I can't. I won't. The voices won't release me, not until I'm dead And so this is my fairwell as I put a bullet in my head

Listen Up All The Nola Peeps!
Want to meet and greet a DoLL FaCe like Me??? Just a simple lil girl like me, aka Lizzie Ok well that’s the hook. I am going to need support and volunteers for a special project in tow. Just let me know if you’re in or you’re out! That’s all! Well now’s your time. I will be travelling to the Lower 9th area of New Orleans during the month of February and will be joining a bunch of my co-workers from our Law Firm, in conjunction with The Lower Nine Organization in rebuilding New Orleans. This event will take place February 13th and February 14th!!!!! I will be there all day. ALSO YOU MUST ADD/RATE/FAN ME !!!! (just to show your support) Hurricane Katrina devastated New Orleans, Louisiana more than three years ago, leaving communities in shambles. Residents lost their homes and other irreplaceable items, and many are still not able to return to the area. A large number of these displaced residents are now our clients. They have put their trust and hope into our firm to h

Closing Of A Great Lounge..
As many of you know i have decided to close DIABLO'S DEN down... It has been a fun year for me to have owned the Lounge... I know we have had some rough times with things that come from running a lounge but i have also made some very good friends from it... Not to lay blame on anyone but shit happens and we learn from it and move on... I do hope that the friends we all have made in the DEN will remain as friends... I am not leaving Fubar but going to sit back and relax for awhile... I will still be Djing in another lounge the link is below so please feel free to join me there... It is a new lounge with small numbers and i want to help it to grow somewhat... Those who know me know i still tinker around with lounges and who knows maybe in the future i might open something back up...only time will tell.. I want to personally thank all the great staff that have helped me with the Den to make it what it was a great home to many fubar ppl... For those who would like to add me to yahoo if you

I Dont Know...(part 4)
I dont know - I just - I just Really Like this guy - I mean Ive never felt anything for Anyone Ive ever been with - its weird - I feel Really confused about it. We were with each other only one night - and no sex - but I felt like there was a connection - you know - a realationship being formed and I was kind of scared - and NO I dont think I should see him again. BUT I look for him - I go out sometimes - not often - but sometimes - just to see if I can find him again.

Two Years Ago....
Two years ago..... Two years ago, we last spoke Two years ago, we laughed with each other last Two years ago, things were not so good Two years ago, you lost the most important person left in your life Two years ago, another life was born Two years ago, you took your life Two years ago...... Two years later.... Two years later, life is better Two years later, I'm happier than I was Two years later, I'm laughing and smiling more Two years later, a new friend made Two years later, I still say damn you for taking your life Two years later, I miss you still Two years later, life continues to go on without you in it Two years later..... your loss.

A Sailor's Prayer
A Sailor's Prayer Dear God, Watch over her for me, that she may safely guarded be. Help her each lonely hour to bear, as I would lord if I was there. When she is sleeping watch her then, that fear may not her dreams offend, Be ever near her though the day, let non, but goodness come her way. Sweet faithful girl who waits for me, beyond the wide as spacious sea. Be merciful, O God, I pray, take care of her while I'm away.

Hey There Delilah-plain White T's
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl, tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice, it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me, girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's wh

The Lake
when i'm feeling down i will always go sit by the lake and think about things what going on in my life and i just sit there and lok at the lake move and think that during the winter time its freefes u can walk on it but make sure u don't fall on it.

I Found You
You Came Too! Current mood: cheerful Category: Writing and Poetry I came to the crowd seeking friends. I came to the crowd seeking love. I came to the crowd for understanding. I Found You! I came to the crowd to weep. I came to the crowd to laugh. You dried my tears. You shared my happiness. I went from the crowd seeking you. I went from the crowd seeking me. I went from the crowd forever. You came too.

What I'm All About
Being alive and awake, dreaming with my eyes open, never taking anything for granted. Honestly fame is not my game I'm a kid at heart, I love to color, jump in puddles, and make snow angels. If I'm chipping off my nail polish that means I'm nervous/bored.... it's almost always chipped off. I actually can't stand the smell of nail polish remover. I painted them yesterday (a pretty blue color and two nails still have it on there. I am an animal lover and can't stand to see anything die,hense the day we were heading to work and someone ran over bambi..we turned around got the gun and put her out of pain. Boy did I have a hissy,I really don't eat allot of red meat but I am not a vegetarian, just a hypocrite. I wear my heart on my sleeve, always have and always will. I trust everyone until they give me a reason not to. If I don't like you, you will know, I'll be nice and polite, but trust me you will know. I have the best friend in the entire world, he's grounded me and kept me sane and s

Comfortable
Well I can honestly say that this relationship is getting better and better everyday that goes by. We continue to find more and more out about each other and so much that we have in common. I am just so in love with William and I couldn't be any happier. I do wish that he was around years ago, just as I have heard him say the same thing so many times. He has touched my heart and soul and I am just happier than I have been in a very long time. At this moment he is in Arkansas and I miss him like crazy. I can never get enough of being with him. Yea I know everyone says that every couple needs their space and maybe thats true. But its just hard to be apart especially when you don't really know when will be the next time you are together again...But anyways...This weekend was pretty awesome but of course everytime that I am with William its always awesome....Saturday we went to some friends and took the 4-wheeler out and rode together...Yea it was dark and cold but it was great. This is a

Leaving Fu For Awhile
Its the Time again for me to say Goodbye to all of you atleast for a few. Those ppl who are close to me and my Heart know how to get a Hold of me and all you other ppl cya :D BTW plz leave me lots of Love i need it

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Competition Again R/l Fiance
Hey everybody. My R/L Fiance and I are having a competition between the two of us. We want to see who has the most bling by the end of January. So far he is beating me 20-13. If you can all help me out...even just the 1 credit blings would be great. I will do whatever you want in return. Thanks in advance.

Goin To Visit My Girls...(in Ice Storm)
I will levin tomorrow to visit my girls ...having our Christmas & 3 b-day parties while I am there. Real bad Ice Storm in OKla & Ark. so Plz pray for everyone. My oldest is out of electricity as I type till city/state workers get to them. I am excited to be goin to see them and will feel better when I can shelter them under my Momma Wings, LOL Thx for all the luv , & know each one of U bring smiles to my face daily!!!!

1/31-2/1 Horoscope For Libra
Feel the Fire This Weekend Racing full speed ahead in romantic matters is a definite possibility this weekend. The Moon enters fiery, passionate and impatient Aries on Friday morning to turn up the heat through Sunday afternoon. The need for new experiences sends a strong signal to break with routine. The usual places and faces may seem boring, so avoid taking a stroll down memory lane. A tendency to leap without looking makes things exciting, which is really the point. Playing it safe is not an option. Fortunately, jovial Jupiter is in a protective relationship with the Moon on Friday night, catching us when we're about to do something foolish. The desire for adventure can shake up an existing relationship with challenges to make it new again. If you're single and looking, however, this is an excellent time to take some chances by being more direct in expressing your desires. The Aries Moon rewards actions even if they look like mistakes. Keep trying to connect since persistence pay

Do U Care
you say you care yet get pissed cuz im trying to confide in the one person i trust. each time i feel as if its safe to really talk to him again i get hell for it. hes the one who has kept me from depression, the one who has kept me from just sayin the hell with it and givin up again. it has nothing to do with you or against you but it seems like you always think it does. you never believe a word i say when i say that i just need my friendship with him. yeah so we said we wouldnt talk as much and yeah lately we have been but thats cuz he knows i need someone who can make me smile, and i know that he will do all he can to help make me feel better. i have tried all i can to keep from getting depressed again as it never ends good and the one way i have found that works is confiding in him, talking to him when it seems as if every thing is just going to fall apart on me. im sorry if that seems like we are talking too much , sorry if you cant let your paranioa go but thats the way it is.

Dieting
Well past year or so I have packed on weight..that I didn't want to do. 10yrs ago after my oldest boy..I did weight watchers..and lost 50lbs. You might actually see few of my skinny pics on my page evven. lol. Anyways..I have slowly gained almost all of it back..over time. I have tried few times on and off to go back into dieting but just not been motivated enough like back then. Anyways..thursday I went back to a weight watchers meeting and joined again. I got all the new info. So far I have been doing well with it..but then again its only been 4 days. I think I will be going to the first 5 mtgs though to really get me motivated. Nothing motivates me like knowing I am blowing 12 dollars on these mtgs. I better be accomplishing something. LOL. Today I started with exercise..which when I lost weight in past..I mainly lost just by cutting back on food. I did 1hour and 2 minutes worth on my wii fit. I actually enjoyed it to. I like the step aerobics the best. I got on doing the adva

My Favorite Song, Can Relate For Some Reason
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day’s a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What’s worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts ’cause there’s no second try So live like you’ll never live it twice Don’t take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find t

Armstrong's Bike Stolen After Race
Quote: "LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- A one-of-a-kind bicycle belonging to U.S. cycling legend Lance Armstrong was stolen from a team truck in California just hours after he rode it Saturday on the first day of a nine-day race. Lance Armstrong's bike was stolen after he competed in the first day of the Amgen Tour of California. Cancer survivor and seven-time Tour de France champion Armstrong is racing in the Amgen Tour of California this week as he attempts another comeback after retiring..."

Single Mother Needing Help!!!!!
Hello, I am a single parent with three children. My oldest son is 5years old and in kindergarten. My other son is two years old and my daughter is one year old.My two boys have been diagnosed with ADHD, but my oldest son had surgery on February 3,2009 on his right leg. This is his second surgery on his right leg. He wears a brace call an AFO with a pelvic strap that is connected to a wister cable that can be adjusted when need to be.He also wears a brace on his right hand. My son had a prenatal stroke before he was born. His father is in jail in Va. My other two children's father wants to throw myself and my children out in the street.He doesn't care if we have aplace to stay or anything to eat.He's mentally and emotionally abusive to me. I love my children with all my heart.I need help very badly in getting into an apartment or house.Any type of assistance would be very much appreciated; because right now the only income I have is my oldest son get a disability check on the first of

From Dark To Light
As the stars shine in the clear night sky, as the moon gives off it’s pale white light, as the wind whispers through the trees, I think of you and fall to my knees. I know that one day we will meet again, I know in my heart that this is not the end. I know that one day I will get to hold you near, as you whisper those words of love in my ear. Some may say I am crazy to wait, some may say that it’s too late. Some may say that love is blind, but I know my love will last for all time. As I stand to my feet; I see the dark turn to light, as the bright morning rays erase the dark night. As I watch I know I am no longer alone, For there you are taking me home.

Frank Kern Mass Control Give Away
Frank Kern Mass Control Give AwayThere will be many reviews of Frank Kern's Mass Control popping up in the coming weeks. It's very important that you read UNBIASED Reviews of the Mass Control Course when you are thinking about purchasing it.Some people will lie to you the consumer to try and get you to purchase the product through them. Some reviews are genuinely good quality informational materials, and some are filled with salesy hype just to try and get you to buy.That is what Frank Kern's Mass Control is all about. Using things like video, audio, podcasts, and other mediums to CONNECT with prospective buyers, as a friend First and a salesman Never.People, by nature hate salesman. They could care less if you have the next biggest thing if they don't know you, or what you are about. And good luck going in cold, because todays consumers are more savvy than ever when it comes to sniffing out a sales pitch.Frank Kern's "30 Days to Mass Control Millions" shows you HOW to get these skepti

Humanity Is Going To Hell.
What has the world come to? How can someone sit by and allow another person who is reaching out with all they've got to kill themselves? They didn't lift a finger to help, they didn't call the police, or a hotline. They didn't try anything. I understand that it wouldn't have benefited them because the person that I am talking about is a leech to society and humanity. Life is unfair, it seems that the good ones get taken away leaving the vile unspeakable human beings to rot in their own mutilated and collective stews. I know that I should never wish someone dead to take the place of someone that passes, but in this instance I cannot bring myself to form that calloused view of wanting the living to stay that way. This woman sat by and allowed a friend to die. Someone that she professed to love she basically handed a loaded gun, helped him hold it up and pull the trigger. This woman is supposedly someone that helps people every day, saves their life when needed, but she failed to help Jes

Answer To A Young Lady's Survey
Let me get to know you better! Category: Blogging Let me get to know you better ! 1. Can you cook? ONLY EGGS AND HAMBURGER, PLUS WARM UP VIA MICROWAVE. 2. What was your dream growing up? BE A MATH TEACHER IN HIGH SCHOOL. 3. What talent do you wish you had? PLAY PIANO, SO COULD HAVE MAJORED IN MUSIC AND DONE COMPOSING. STILL GOT AN A IN COMPOSING AT RICE UNIVERSITY. 4. If I bought you a drink what would it be? WINE COOLER, ROOT BEER NON-CAFFEINE, ICE TEA, ICE WATER ( LOL!-- GET IT OUT OF MY WELL ON FARMLAND AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE FREE ) 5. Favorite vegetable? BLACK-EYED PEAS AND TOMATOES. ARE YOU A HOT TOMATO ?! FAVORITE FRUITS ARE CANTALOUPE AND BLUEBERRIES 6. What zodiac sign are you ? PISCES 7. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? NONE 8. Worst Habit? SOMETIMES PROCRASTINATE 9. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? JUST DEPENDS. IT USED TO BE SAFE, BUT NOW DAYS PERHAPS NOT SO. 10. What is your favorite sport? PING PONG.

A Dream
You were there and so was I, We kept staring in each others eye, Wondering how long it will take? Which one of us is gonna break, Was it you or was it me ? I couldnt wait I had to see, Now i know it was real, What are these things i'm starting to feel ? Yes i kno this all sounds lame, I cant help but wonder if you feel the same, My mind wanders throught the day, Wondering if you missed me in any way, So many things we have yet to see, I sometimes wonder were you meant for me?

Letting The Kids Down...
I'm constantly letting my kids down.. It's starting to wear on me something fiercely.. I was in such a rush with getting this car inspected, that I had missed a very important part.... Where the rear axle is located, and connected to the frame of the car, there was a rust hole... Not a large one, but bad enough. I have just come back from picking the car up. There is no fix for this damage. People will say to weld it, but in NY, welding of the frame will not pass either... I also had gotten 4 tickets in the past 2 weeks for this car, which I have to go to court for on Wednesday... All damn "fix-it" tickets, but still... money..that i don't really have, being a single dad of two kids... I put 60 into it for new lights in the back, and several hours worth of work myself.... but I could only get 50 bucks from the junkyard for it... He's going to turn around and sell that beautifully running engine for 800...It's not fair, but nobody will give more then that for a car a

Cold Pizza And New Clothes
Last night my Step-dad made some pizza. Not that frozen stuff. It was from scratch and it was great. What I'm wondering is why is pizza so much better the next day and cold? Am I the only one that thinks this? I don't really care though. I love my day old cold pizza =D. I went to Walmart today and spent way too much money. I didn't really get much though. I got me some new jeans, a new bra, some new pjs, the boys a few things, and a new suitcase. I swear...I wouldn't think all that crap would cost me over a hundred bucks. Oh well, my jeans are awesome, my bra is nice, and my pjs are comfy and green/gray. Overall, I'm happy and not hungry. How was your day?

Promise Promises
Yes promises we all makethem and we all break them. It seems us guys do it more then the ladies and often times cause problems. Most of the time its promises that seem very small such as; rubbing her feet, neck, and back washing the clothes, dishes, car, siding fixing all the little things u promised a week ago to fix These all seem small but these are the things women seem to really appreciate. At least this is what i have noticed and sometimes there cases were this would all be wrong. Then this all goes back to the dont make a promise you cant keep. My suggestion keep the promises youll score bonus points and show ur gal how much u appreciate her and then shell show that she appreciates you for ecknowledging her and pitching in on chores. If ya think im dumb for this leave a comment or if im totally wrong tell me plzzzz

Tired Of The Crap...........
So we all know that Fubar is a great fantasy playland for perving and the such…..but sometimes people take fantasy as reality and really try to screw others reality up. For the last four months or so….I have been getting msgs from one of my guy’s fubar friend. Ya know….its nice that you want to send him pictures of your boobs or cooch….I don’t want to see them. If you think you seeing his penis is a special event …. Ummm it’s not. His penis has been all over the internet for many years. I get the msgs. He won’t leave me to come to you…..so you want me to leave him so he’ll come to you…….well that isn’t happening. The part I don’t understand is……why do you have to create profile after profile to send these to me…..why can’t you just own up to who you are. Ah yes….because then he wouldn’t talk to you anymore. It’s getting really old now. So why not just stop. On the other hand .... if anyone would like to know who the pics are of......I do know their really s

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Love Found Or Lost Ch 3 Pt 20
In the weeks that passed, her routine became the same. Up early, Mediation, Reading scripts and learning how to defend herself. The sparing with Michael turned out to be harder than she had thought. He was not easy on her, but pushed her. He also never lost his temper with her, no matter how much she complained or did not do as he asked. Looking up from her scroll, she realized she was late again for her lesson in defense. Rolling up the scroll, quickly she rushed from the Temple. Almost sprinting down the path and to the courtyard. She was late again. It was becoming a habit for her. Deciding not to wait, Michael began without her. Shadow fighting until she arrived. Coming to a stop at the edge of the count yard, she stopped and watched him, but he spied her . "You are late." he stated from a one handed stand. "It is becoming a habit." "I know, I am sorry, it just I get so caught up in the scrolls." Regaining his feet, he turned to face her. "Let's begin."

To The Girls, From Flirt Hehe
Hey ladies, For those of you who don't already know, I've been severely ill for over 2 weeks now. I'm finally starting to feel alittle bit better and will hopefully at my last dr's appt for it this afternoon. With this said, I posted a blog today on my page for all the members to contact me with your yim sn. I hate leaving people in the dark, or feeling as if an idea or plan was abandoned. I find it alot easier to use Yim to update everyone, keep in touch, and talk a bit more freely than you can through p/m, and shouts. So if you could please p/m with your sn i'd appreciate it. ♥ xox Flirt

Dear American Libs
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists, Obama supporters, et al: We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right, so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile, slate it up to irreconcilable differences, and go on our own ways. Here is a model dissolution agreement: Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that it should be relatively easy! Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distinct and disparate tastes. We don't like re-distributive

I'm Begging You
I remember when I first met you. Your short, black hair. Your adorable brown eyes. Of everyone there, you were the liveliest. You actually acted interested in me. From that day forward, the times we've shared have been amazing. From the long walks to just laying around on the couch watching TV. When I work 12 hours a day and come home from an exhausting shift, you're there that night when I come home to show me that I'm appreciated. Lately, I've been through some hard times. You understood and made them your hard times as well. You went through my struggles with me and helped me overcome the obstacles. And you didn't do much. You just showed me you cared. Remember that night we were walking and some guy pulled up in his car? Remember when he said "Nice bitch, dude!". Remember when I pulled him from his car and beat the living shit out of him? Yeah, that was cool. I know I haven't been the best friend to you. I sometimes took advantage of you when I knew you'd be there.

Can You Do Jus A Rate For Ponyboy1966
How are ya doing? I Hope that all is well. I have a good friend in a rate only contest. could you spare like 20 second to rate and leave a comment saying that chaotic sent ya? i would really apperciate it. Have a great day Chaotic Princess

Cell Phone Survey
1. What is your current ringtone? just a regular ring 2. What is your current wallpaper? a beach 3. Do you own a picture phone? nope 4. If so, what was the last picture you took? n/a 5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top says: I doubt you could even find the remote! hahaha 6. How many contacts do you have on your phone? 55 7. Go to your last missed call, who was it? Elfleda 9. What service do you have? alltel 10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 4 11. Who's on your speed dial number 5? i have noone on speed dial 12. Do you have a voicemail? yes...3 new. still havent listened to them 13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have: 10 14. Who do you call the most? people at work 15. How many text

Mad Men
posted on 03/19/2009 @ 10:03 am I think the meeting where they came up with the name for Steakums probably went something like this: Fred: Ok, we have these minute steaks made out of processed meat, what are we going to call them? George: Quick Steaks! Sally: miniT's Paul: QuickSteaks! George: I said that dumbass Bob: Steak-ummmmmmmmm Fred: PURE GOLD BOB!

So Called "milfs" Yeah Right
ok, so whats up with all these females runnin around calling themselves MILFs on their profiles and in their profile names? first of all , who deemed you a MILF or did you just think it was something "cute to say" now true enough some of them ARE indeed MILFs...but heres the thing. do you even know wtf a MILF is? that shit stands for Mother I'd Like to Fuck. now of course the person reading this says "duh" everybody knows that....well apparently NOT. if that where true you wouldnt have a woman calling herself that.... UNLESS SHES SAYING SHE WANTS TO GO FUCK HERSELF!!! THEN it would make sense. you basically have some female runnin around saying " hey i'm a mother i would like to fuck" well then good for you, go fuck yourself.

Catch Me On
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Women
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave Her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave Her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave Her the sensitivity to Lo

Dibs
I'm sitting here listening to music, and I hear some neighbors screaming bloody murder. I believe they are killing each other. And I think to myself: "damn I love Dibs". I have some in my freezer downstairs. I'm also out of Coke.

Bomber Giveaway ~ 1 Mil Fubux
Bomber 1 Mil Fubux GiveAway Ends after HHs Sunday Jane Doe JoJo PlayinHard 1001554 ****Tara**** ~**Tara**~ 5150 Jane aGem4Life Bad Santa BigMule BkrBabe BlueEyed Bella buzzzman Charmm Chell Courtney Crazy One Curvy Alissa dave1972 Devil's Advocate DJ Irish Eyes DJ Silky Dreamz Elgin Evel Fallen Angel flakitcat FullThrottle Hard 2 Handle Harley Diva Harleyguy Heretic Huggiefux Hurricane Tongue iB on Top Infared Jazz1978 Just Your Average Military Woman Kara Kitty KweenBitch lilsnoop little leprechaun Mabius MishNumber1 Miss Tudey MooMoo Morgan Le Fay Mr.Man MzChelle NENEBish Neptune's Human Ninja Noodles Oicu OtinaMarie Passionatestorm PFC.Blake ridendirty Salty Baby Sanity Handicapped Sassy Azz DJ Scott SkullCandy Southerngent Spawnie Special K SpiriritWolf Spooky Stryk Sugarlicious Sundowner Susan Taste Texas Guy Texas Tornado TG89 Thcknluvit The Bastage

End Of Week 3
end of week 3... 17 to goHad two code Alphas in one day this week (medical emergency). one was an old guy that had a heartattack while standing in line at the buffet. then they had to have drills on all of the other emergencies, papa (pollution... we cant have anything go over the side), oscar (man overboard) and delta (damage to the ships hull). Plus the weekly fire drill. got out to walmart in hilo. forgot what i want to pick up and bought junk instead. got a huge bag of dried squid to chew on. first time i have seen the packaging in english. lolnot much else to report

Ok, Fyi
HI PEOPLES! sorry i've been MIA been working on this damned house and that was a bitch, didnt have the net there for a while, was sick and yesterday i was partying it up since it was my bday. SO, there, i know its lazy but now you know.

Negativity!
I am such a pessimist when comes to online anymore. I just do not understand many things on here..but all i hear is..its fantasy. Does anyone actually value friendship though? Just wondering. Theres many things on my mind..and I am sure I would be bitched at over alot..if I open my mouth..but oh well..I can not keep it shut! First thing,,is there really that many people on fu..who die? I see so many bullys on people.. even young people..and I wonder. Is it real..or just for the attn? Also.. what makes people keep rating these people who are already leveled up there.. when they got friends who need leveled more.? Is a auto 11 person more important then those who you are suppose to be good friends with..but who can not afford them? Why do you crush people..who do not even pay attn to you at all? I have seen some..who rate/bling/crush these women who look like models on here but do not even get one look from them? I would rather do the ugliest person on here (rate/bling/crush) if they

Rip The Night Away
If it ain't natural, then it ain't real [Chorus:] Oh we gonna' be kickin' tonight We gonna' be sipping tonight Ripping the night away (rip the night away) Oh, when the time is right Another full moon light We rip the night away (rip the night away) If this was the last joint, that we ever rolled up tight, I'd want to be with good friends, underneath that open sky, Play some mellow music, throw our dreams into the fire, Release all the demons, and our souls are uprising [Chorus x2] There's nothing in the world like some good times and good vibes Surrounded with your friends and your family by your side All the time you spent together going out havin' fun Doin' the things you do, this life style's got us on the run Life's too precious every moment make it count Some days you're on the top some day's you're down and out This life's a gift, I'm gonna shine my light So sit back, relax, get high, with us and kick it with us tonight [Chorus x2] (Rip the night away) Burning, burning, bur

Friend Poem
So often you're there when I am lonely,You always sound glad when I call,And it seems every time that I need you,You say it's no trouble at all.So, I hope that if you ever need a favour,I'm someone on whom you'll depend,And I hope I can beall that you've been to me-For that's the true meaning of "friend"

Looks
Why Do We do judge people by their looks? It just makes me sick we all have done it we just go by the looks before we actually see the inside which is the most beautiful part of us. But society is very judgemental which can cause death anoxeria and obesity etc..what can we do to stop ourselves from doing this again? because in the world we are in is under enough pressure as it is we dont need someone judging us by our looks it's our soul that matters.

Thoughts
first of allmy writings are rough drafts.ignoring spellin grammer and everyhting i was taught whe i learn to write in school.its more fun this way.i write what think as it comes along. its not organized in subjects.i just let it flow.and not prewritten.to lazy to do that.i problely never will reedit my writtings.i lack vocabularies and my grammer are not so great but i can get better by writting everyday.that is my dream to become a better writer not that im writing a book but to let out stress and to express my feelings.its for my health you can say. the pursuit of a unreachable dream will only make it more likely to come true.there are no such things as an unobtainable dream.if you can dream it you achieve it therefore it can become reality.without dreams we are lost.if we do not dream of food, money,love and a career can we never make it manifest into vivid physical form.during the ice age(if there was a time) if we did not dream of catching a meal.that's all they dreamt of due l

Skittles Auction! *now Taking Entries*
Im HOSTING my first AUCTION/CONTEST! It will Start on May 1st @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST, And END on May 10th @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST. *i will take final entry on april 30th @ 3PM FU-TIME/ 6PM EST. NO EXCEPTIONS! **HERE IS HOW IT WILL WORK.** There will be an Entry FEE of 100K Fubucks. The Min bid will be 100K. ALL FUBUCKS/CASH BIDS ENCOURAGED BY BIDDERS. YOU MUST SEND ME A PM WITH A PIC AND THE LIST OF WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER + ENTRY FEE. You MUST RATE MY &SKITTLES& Folder & Comment the Last pic stating you want to be in the Skittles Auction. (there are only 50 pics in folder) Person with

About Me
well where do istart i am a 31 year old who is single and i have never done anything like this before so i thought i would try it i have no kids and i am single still lookin for that speacial someone i love to travel spend time with friends and family camping and anything outdoors people who know me say i am easy going and funny

27...f!
I’m headed home, my last stop is 27F. 27A & 27B two teenage brothers, 27C aisle, 27D open (score!), 27E late 40’s mother, 27F stolen by 27D, a father in his late 40’s. Now seat stealing isn’t a major offense in my world. It’s two and a half hours of my life, so window, aisle, I can deal either way. But you probably shouldn’t steal my seat, splitting up your family, then proceed to talk to and pass shit over me across the aisle to your family. My petty, passive-aggressive streak kicks in. 27F refuses to open the window shade on a sunny afternoon when we’re headed for a cloudy, rainy destination. I click on my reading lights. 27E, clearly cold and trying to sleep, so I crank my air point it only half on me, half on her left arm and proceed bang on my laptop keyboard for the next hour. Paradise comes with a price that you must be prepared to pay.

Addiction
Sitting alone and dreamingWith the sweetest person on my mindI am glad we are togetherI am also glad love is color blindWhen I think of youThe World disappearsI am addicted to you foreverJust like an alcoholic is to beerI see the world in your eyesYou are all i ever will needI am addicted to you alwaysJust like a pothead is to weedFrom that very first dayI have always knewYour love is like a drugMy addiction will always be you

Wanda!! January :-)
JANUARY Birthdays: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at peoples flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

This Tattoo
Embedded markings, A name written in my skin, Memories I've been holding, Memories I can't throw in the garbage bin! A carved-out scar, Leaving me to endure, Crying like the sound of an electric guitar, Can't you see you're my only cure?! Implanted dreams, Going in a rewind in my head, Hear my unheardable screams! I've been haunted by everything you said! Printed words that you used to say, Still hanging around in my room, Reading it saddens my day, Someday I'll bring it in my tomb... Engraved feelings in my heart, For longest time it's still you! In my life you've been a big part, Unforgettable and unerasable like a TATTOO!

Auction Information For Those Who Want To Be Auctioned!
OK... all you have to do is send me a link to the picture you want me to use, and anything you want to offer for fubux bids, cash bids, and HH bids. ok i have an example of some of the stuff ppl are offering:_____________________________________________Fubux Bids get:Random gift/day50 '10' rates /dayadded to top friends1 status pimpout / weeksfw saluteur name as my owner in mine2 big pimpin gifts / weekCash Bids get:All of the above plus-my yim name ($20 +)random bling if blingpack is offeredoffers of $50 or more gets topless (chicks only) or bottomless (guys only) salute of auctionee's choosing500 '11's per week if vip is offeredHH Bids get:All of the above plus-Custom pic or morph made by Auction HostessPimped out Bully made by Auction HostessPut in Top FamilyPimped out on ProfileAll Access to pics___________________________________________You can pick and choose what you want to offer, its up to you. Just send me a private message containing the link and your offers for each catego

Please, No More
Tired of crying and dead from hurtingLiving a lie and choking my sinsI pray death take me and end this tortureLeave my bloodied corpse behindMind's eye blinded, frozen in the absenseTwisting my thoughts to wretchednessDistorting my life to sorrowPray every night to God aboveEnd this sufferance...please, no moreStill more comes, ripping heart from cageCrushing it in fate's monstrous handsDeny me not what I see, and tell me not that I lieDo you see the pain of this twisted soul,Feel the heart as it breaks to slivers of nothing?My face now tear-stained forevermoreGriefs brought by man's own sadistic pleasures.Make it end I beg of you...Please, no more.

Blame Van...
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have I ever gone too far? 5. What do you think of me? 6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? 7. Am I a good friend? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Am I your type? 13. Do you think I am smart? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. If you could would you kidnap me and what would you do with me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Was it right? lol??? 22. If you could give me anything what would it be? 23. How well do you know me? 24. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 25. Do you think I could kill someone? 26. Have we ever had sex

When Honey Comes A Calling
Throughout my days and evenings. i think of her and sigh my heart she`s been healing never sure just how and why. as i think of my honey a thought comes to mind of how soft is her hair and i wish she was there to show her i care and to hold in my arms right now. i wait through the day and dream of her eyes so pretty and grey and her voice so soft that it sets me off on a journy to a place that we share i see her standing in white and me in a suit of grey alone by a lake by her side a life we vow to share i take my honey into my arms and confess all of my love from heaven and earth our marriage give birth and to protect her from every harm. i awake from my wonderful dream as real as it may have seemed im still all alone no rings on my phone and my tears are starting to stream i try to return to my dream but my honey is nowhere in sight then the squeek of the door and footsteps on the floor and my honey appears to my sight. if my hon

Yes I'm Married But I Don't Cheat
I don't really like to talk about my situation but I'll be glad to let my wife explain to u why she left me because she was gay couldn't get along with her lover had a stroke can't take care of herself. If I divorce her my insurance won't cover her care. She is still my best friend even if she doesn't remember why. The other three women in my life including her exlover understand this. That's because they were never lied to and were friends first and lovers later and knew exactly what they were getting into. The only reason I'm here is because my lovers have matured and have their own lives. I supported one while she went to med school, one is graduating from law school next year they will always be in my life and the person who is with me will know that. I never wanted this life it is harder to have more than one LOVER than most people will ever know but I wouldn't change a thing now. Just so u know I was married for thirty five wonderful years before my wife had a stroke.The problem

Fun With Fruit - The Cantalope
(This episode took place on June 27, 2009.)Well, after my first foray into the Fruit Kingdom of Love, I wanted to try something new.The store where I bought the plantain also had cantalopes for sale for $1 each, so I got one.The first thing I did was to cut a hole and, again, scoop out the flesh behind it, and cut a slit in the opposite side.I watched another porn movie (The Liars Club), grabbed the melon, and went to town. Due to problems encountered, though, I once again stopped using the fruit and used my hands.Here's a picture the finished product.PROS: I loved the weight and shape of the cantalope. It made it feel like I was holding a woman's head while she was giving me a blowjob. The flesh gripped my dick pretty well.CONS: There's a big hollow space in the center of the melon. In addition, I kept hitting the back side of the melon. Afterwards, there was a dimple there.If I were to use a melon again, I might choose a small, seedless watermelon or else fill the cantalope wi

Akmost A Year.
MY DAD WOULD OF BEEN 67 ON JULY 4TH. I LOST MY DAD ON JULY 16, 2008 LAST YEAR. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAD ASKEDMY BOSS. FOR THEM 2 DAYS OFF FROM WORK. BUT, MY BOSS DIDN'T GAVE THEM TO ME. I AM REALLY HURT. I KNOW ALL I WILL DO IS CRY ON THEM TWO DAYS. I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALMOST ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT. I KNOW THAT EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME THAT IT WILL GET BETTER. BUT, IT STILL HURTS VERY MUCH. I KNOW HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY EASIER THATS FOR SURE. I MISS MY DAD VERY MUCH AND I LOVE HIM TO. JUST WISH I COULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM. LOVE YOU DAD. YOUR BABY GIRL...

Lost & Found
Its been over a year & I still hurt, heart still aches & body still yearns...when will the feelings die? They say time heals all wounds but how much time...? I've moved on with friends, I've moved on with lovers, and I'ved moved on with with my life. But still I wake in the still of night reaching out to a memory that will never be again! I try not to visit places where I might encounter a confrontation. The few times I had the opportunity I walked away making no eye contact. I try not to remember the good times and only concentrate on the bad. It still does me no good. I still look for the car when I go anywhere...I still look for the face in a crowd...I still cry myself to sleep. All the could of's, and would of's, and should of's never leave my subconscious. I try not to dwell on the whole situation because I cannot change it, but in the loneliness of my soul, I am broken! To make a bad situation worse... I found the pictures of a happier time. A place and time in my

Wet Discretions
You are a velvet sea of deep bluegreen... Filled with constant life, Ever-moving, Ever-hungry, ever-changing. And I, a hot and constant sun, move Slowly towards my unavoidable passing… Closer and closer I descend to your

Letting Go
It is our holding on that leaves us stuck in a rut of victimization - feeling all alone, isolated and constantly on the defensive. Letting go is a choice we make on our own behalf. We choose to let go into life, into a natural world that welcomes us, into our own true nature. It can be frightening to let go of the familiar. So we don't have to let go all at once. We can let go little by little, one day at a time. Today we may choose to let go enough to smell the beauty of a rose. Or perhaps we may ask for a hug from someone who genuinely cares for us and respects our boundaries. The more open-handed we become, the more open our hearts are to receive life's gifts. I open my heart to receive. T. Thomas Surviving with Serenity

Will This Work?
You opened it good luck. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00pm-4:00pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the shock of your life, a good one. If you break the chain you will miss an opportunity you have been dreaming about. Karma. If there is someone you once loved (or still do) and can't get them out of your mind, repost this within the next hour.Tonight at midnight they will remember how much they loved you as well.You will get the shock of your life tomorrow, a good one. Let's keep our fingers X'd

Start Of A New Lounge
I have started a new lounge. It is called craft corner. Most of us do some kind of craft work. Rather it is crochet, cross stitch, kniting, maybe even wood work or art. Even if its something you dont think of as craft. Most all of us do craft of some kind. Ive found myself and most of my friends looking for a craft lounge where we can go and chat with other crafters. Maybe even trade ideas or patterns. Sometimes its as simple as wanting to show off our work. Now we can. You dont have to do any kind of craft to come in and chat. But if you do craft well heres your chance to come in show off and brag about it. Who doesnt like a chance to brag now and then? lol So why not stop by craft corner and relax a bit.

Pondering
So walking past a tattoo parlour twice or more a week has got me to thinking about getting one done. This is purely still a thought at this point, but I've been thinking of the getting the pic below on the back of my left shoulder. Any thoughts? And obviously just the bird...

Just Gotta Brag!
Now this entry is all about me me and more me Ok to cut a long story short (but not too short or you wont have anything to read!) but I have a broken leg THAT IS TAKEN LONGER THAN EXPECTED TO HEAL but oh well, because of that I have been fighting with local authorities over here for nigh on 12 months now for help and assistance in the house with the housework etc etc - well just as I was giving up all hope of everything I get a new social worker last week and for once in my life I get told something and its actually happening - next friday I have got a company coming in to clean the house from top to bottom (the full works if I require!) and then after that I have got some one coming in twice a week to help with the housework!!!!!!!!!!! A few of you may think wow what a lazy bitch she is - think on, unless you actually know me and real life, you only know what I choose to put on here but there are a select few that know more about me :) To be totally honest - I dont give two sh

Day Of Weirdness
I have posted this as a MuMM a couple of times but it's never been well received. So i thought if i could generate some interest amogst my friends maybe we could spread it fu-wide. The idea would be for as many of us as possible do the exact same strange act either throughout the day on a specific day or one truly wierd act for 1 minute at the exact same time all around the world... So some input would be greatly appreciated... DP

To The One Who Reached Out To Me...
Footprints..... You left footprints on my soul.One day unexpectedlyYour feet stepped ontoThe sands of my soulAnd left footprints of loveAt the bottom of my heart.In your own wayYou showed me that peopleAren't always what they seem.Because of youI give people the benefit of the doubtAnd look much furtherThan just skin deep.You are my safe haven.When my world is falling apartOr everything is just rightIt's you I turn to.I cry out to you in the nightSending my words on the windHoping, that somehow, they reach you.From the moment I laid eyes on youI knew I'd seen an angel in disguise.You didn't know it thenAnd might not realize it now, butYou left footprints on my soul.One day unexpectedlyYour feet stepped ontoThe sands of my soulAnd left footprints of loveAt the bottom of my heart.You are my rockMy strongholdThe one who catches me when I fall.You are my hopeMy guidanceThe one who picks the pieces up off the ground.Your voice is music to my earsYour name a symbol of unforgettable memorie

Grow The Fuck Up.
I'm really starting to hate girls who like to tease because they think it's funny to make guys frustrated. I'm talking about the self-absorbed "I'm hot, the world should worship me" types. You know the ones. They're the ones you want to slap with a two by four and just keep at it until they learn how to act like a human being for two seconds and actually care about someone besides themselves and their own pathetic little vain existence. They bitch and moan and try to act like life's so unfair because they feel so unloved, but the truth is they'd rather have twenty guys drooling over them from afar than actually be in a serious relationship with anyone. They'll never love anyone else because they're too damned in love with themselves. Maybe I'm just whining. Maybe I'm just venting. But some chicks need to grow the fuck up. Life doesn't buy you a goddamed Porsche for your sweet 16. It tosses you the sledgehammer the second you step foot outside of your parent's mansion. So

Check The Fackin Rock Lounge Out !!!!!
Hey Everyone feel free to Check Out this Kool Lounge that me and my Kool Rockin Brother created come out and jam out !!! Also we are hiring too so if u want a job feel free to drop me or bro Glenn (fordsporttrac2004 Co-Owner) or me Rockin Ralphy (Owner) and we will be glad to help u out. Also if u decide u want to be a member that is is great too we would gladly like to have u as a part of " The Fackin Rock Family" So Click Below and Check it Out and as Always " Come Rock With Us"

Alone
I've been doing some thinking, I mean some real thinking. Not some random crap that I usually come up with. It's kind of making me depressed, but it's nothing that I'm not use to. I was thinking about my age, my lack of a man in my life and how that's probably never going to change. It's not like I have to have one, but the idea of having someone around is pretty wonderful. To know there is someone in my life that accepts me for what I am. I always seem to fall for the wrong guy. I even tried to change it up and well, I was cheated on and lied to. So yeah, guess it wasn't all that different. I'm thinking that I must have "fool" written all over my face. I'm really not. I think now I'm even more guarded than I was before. Ugh, I'm getting off what I was thinking about. I don't see how things are going to change for me. I don't ever have a chance to get out. I'm 30 with 2 young children. Men probably see me as "tainted" or something. Seriously, I don't ever get hit on. When I

[gundam Cliffnotes?]
I'm weighing the consequences of skipping ZZ Gundam and just watching Char's Counterattack.... ZZ is thus far the comic relief series.It didn't need to happen, and I already of one relevant character death. So what happened between then and now?I went from watching Z Gundam which had at least one death an episode, emergent psychics, politics, treachery, doom doom doom and X0079 was... well THE Mobile Suit series.Now they expect me to sit through some cornball teenage motley crew of screwoffs and antics?FUCKING ANTICS!?There's a group of kids (we're talking elementary school kids) in every series who serve as the comic relief or mischief makers for every series thus farthey actually KILLED one from the original in Zeta if that gives you any impression of how dark Z was.and now it just feels like- from the music, the characters and even the exagerated movements and expressions of the main characters thateveryoneis going to be the comic relief/troublesome kids....yeahsoNewtype Messiahs ve

Cum Own This Sexy ¢¾~bratt~¢¾
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Live Life Fully
“Time is life. It is irreversible and irreplaceable. To waste your time is to waste your life, but to master your time is to master your life and make the most of it.” -- Alan Lakein Refuse to feel USED by life! Make full use of it instead. To do this, we initially need to take control of the time of our lives. Time management is life management, from the inside out. It’s an INSIDE job. You already have everything you need. You have the power to create a life of meaning, fulfillment and joy. Your challenge is to find what works for you! Review the literature but make your own decisions. To do this, you’ll need to: Get to know yourself -- your desires and passions, rhythms, styles, challenges, needs and habits. Be aware that you always have choice. Claim your independence and power to choose what is right for your life, moment by moment. “Until you value yourself, you will not value your time. Until you value your time, you will no

Malpractice Lawyer, Mesothelioma Cancers
Malpractice Lawyer A suitable and dependable lawyers in lawsuits against the manufacturers and distributors of defective products that have caused serious injuries and death. Mesothelioma Cancer Mesothelioma Cancers is a quality website dedicated to helping people stricken with mesothelioma. Providing resources and information helps people suffering from this horrible illness to better cope with the adverse effects it can have on their lives.

Eagles- Love Will Keep Us Alive
LOVE WILL KEEP US ALIVE EAGLES I was standing All alone against the world outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now youve given me the will to survive When were hungry...love will keep us alive Dont you worry Sometimes youve just gotta let it ride The world is changing Right before your eyes Now Ive found you Theres no more emptiness inside When were hungry...love will keep us alive I would die for you Climb the highest mountain Baby, theres nothing I wouldnt do I was standing All alone against the worlk outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now youve given me the will to survive When were hungry...love will keep us alive When were hungry...love will keep us alive When were hungry...love will keep us alive

Pet Peeve: Men Who Ask For A Kiss
I know why men do it. They think it’s courteous. And yes, it is courteous, but seriously, I’m not looking for someone to have a tea party with. I like when men steal kisses. When they go in for the kill. When a man asks, it just ruins it for me. What am I supposed to say, “Umm, okay?” or “No, sorry… I uh… don’t feel like it?” I think I speak for all women when I say, please don’t make us have to spell out rejection for you! When you ask for a kiss and we don’t want to kiss you, it’s awkward. If we do want to kiss you, you kill the spontaneity of the moment. I just feel like telling all those men, “Damn it! Make like Nike and just do it!” See, here’s why. If you ask, we think you’re cute for asking. We’re thinking, what a nice guy. He’s so sweet. Are those the adjectives you want to describe you? Nice, cute, sweet? If you just go in for the kill, you won

Zomg
ZOMG! I was just out in the garage smoking, and we have a lot of neighborhood cats that come up, I heard something, looked up and not even 6 feet from me was a SKUNK!! I totally made a noise, then called in the house to have them come to the door and make sure it wasnt in the driveway! OMG MY HEART IS STILL RACING!

Love
So why is it that some will do anything for love while others simply dispose of it? After being thrown into the dating world, it has come to my attention that many people do not cherish the idea of loving another human-being unconditionally. Some view love as being weak or unstable while others strive to find their soul mate to make them complete. I’m not sure where I fall under the spectrum; however, I do know that I’m not one to dispose of love. I’ve come across many people whom I love but only a few that I’ve fallen in love with. With every relationship I’m in, I put in my all because I wonder if that person will be my soul mate. Call me a hopeless romantic if you will, but I live in the moment and refuse to let a good thing past. Maybe this is why I get frustrated and hurt so easily. Is it that people don’t truly understand the concept of love? That must be the case. How can a relationship be torn down by lying and cheating and still at leas

Fubar School 101 Friends List Manager Trick
Fubar School 101 : Friends List Manager Trick CREDIT FOR THIS GOES OUT TO JOHNNY DEVIL I GOT IT FROM HIS BLOG BELIVE ME THIS WORKS I STARTED I HAD 17,070 ON MY LIST IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS BUT WHEN FFINISHED I HAD 13,247 "REAL"ACCOUNTS ON MY LIST People always ask me random questions that they can’t get answers to around here so with that in mind I bring you this….So lately I see that people have gotten emo over their friends list, who‘s on who‘s not why are there a bazillion dead / fake / drone / spy accounts on it and what to do and how to manage your list. With this in mind I bring you this novel fact about Fubar you may or may not have known. I actually found out thanks to Bright Eyed Artist. Want to clean out the dead weight in your account and get a much more accurate number of actual friends you have? Go to my friends, see all, then click the last number on the amount of pages you have ( for example it says on the left 1, you

Once Upon A Time Chapter 12
KING OF DECEPTION Its all about perception For The King of Deception What she doesn't know won't hurt her It won't hurt him either for that matter She speaks so fondly of this "knight" But this is my land and he won't dare put up a fight Even if he does I will dispose of him in short order And erase him from her world forever And not a soul will be around to give a confession I proudly wear the crown of The King of Deception

Pain / Love
in my life i have been thoght heartache and pain my heart has been ripped out and ripped to pices and then just haned to me to place it back for me to move on to use it to love someone but i found someone who took it and fixed it took my soul and made me feel so great about myself and lets me be myself and will never put me down and will always put me on top and will never hurt me and will always help me in everything i do in life and wants to gave a family with me and loves me for me and will never put me down and u always make me smile and laff and u will never make me cry tears of sadness always tears of joy and i want them to always to be tears of joy being wit u im always will be happy and i know that u feel the same about me BABY I LOVE U

I Knew It Would Happen But.....
I got a message today. I had left the phone in the other room and didn't hear it ring. Long story short: my only living Grandpa is now on Hospice. I called Grandma back and let her know I'd be there in the morning. I held back the tears while talking to her. I love hearing her voice. She was tough too and told me the facts. She has been through so much. I don't know how she does it. God must have given her the strength of several women! Anyhow.... I may or may not be around for a bit. I'm kinda scared.... if you would remember us in your prayers I'd appreciate it greatly. I

Zoo
Zoo Zoo dreams are often similar to museum dreams. The actual content of the zoo may be true to life, or it may contain some nonsense inhabitants such as co-workers, past romantic interests or relatives. You may also be a display, rather than an observer. If others are on display, you may feel as though these people need to be confined or that they draw too much attention to themselves. If you are on display, you may feel that your life is somehow abnormal and on display for others to observe and critique. Do you feel as though others keep you on-display or caged-in? Perhaps you are uncomfortable with a particular sense of notoriety you have attained. Still, a dream that takes place in a zoo may have to do with ecological concerns, memories of childhood or a sense of adventure.

I Will Visit You
There is one really annoying thing that some assholes do, which I HATE HATE HATE Annoying losers that message me, sayin that they will be in Chicago for _________*insert stupid reason here. And then asking, what places I recommend, and what should they do. This REEKS of hinting that I should hook up with them/be their guide in Chicago and eventually in my pants. Fuckin YELLOW PAGES, use them! I"m not a guide book, nor do I know every fuckin location for every stupid skank infested bar. This is happenin so often, its ridiculous. ANd, ofcourse, another thing is... Oh, I wish I lived closer to you! Not coming from a friend, but an annoying stranger that believs for some reason living in my zipcode would give him a key to the city. Seriously...and its always some fat old perverted asshole with crusty pants. Ughh.

Football Heaven
Three Football players go to Heaven . . . God asks Peyton Manning first: "What do you believe?" He thinks long and hard, looks God in the eye, and says, "I believein hard work, and in staying true to family and friends. I believe ingiving. I was lucky, but I always tried to do right by my fans." God can't help but see the essential goodness of Manning, and offers him a seat to his left. **** Then God turns to Aaron Rodgers and says, "What do you believe?" Aaron says, "I believe passion, discipline, courage and honor are thefundamentals of life. I, too, have been lucky, but win or lose, I've alwaystried to be a true sportsman, both on and off the playing fields." God is greatly moved by Aaron's sincere eloquence and he offers him aseat to his right. **** Finally, God turns to Brett Favre: "And you, Brett, what do you believe?" Brett replies, "I believe you're in my seat." =============================

The Bus Ride
Two bowling teams, one of all Blondes and one of all Brunettes, charter a double-Decker bus for a weekend trip to Louisiana.The Brunette team rode on the bottom of the bus, and the Blonde team rode on the top level.The Brunette team down below really whooped it up, having a great time, when one of them realized she hadn't heard anything from the Blondes upstairs. She decided to go up and investigate.When the Brunette reached the top, she found all the Blondes in fear, staring straight ahead at the road, clutching the seats in front of them with white knuckles.The brunette asked, 'What the heck's going on up here?We're having a great time downstairs!'One of the Blondes looked up at her, swallowed hard and whispered... 'YEAH, BUT YOU'VE GOT A DRIVER!?!'

Computer Diagnosis
Computer Diagnosis One day Bill complained to his friend that his elbow really hurt. His friend suggested that he go to a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor. ''Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks." Later that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed together some tap water, a

Zombie Types And How To Combat Them
Let's say you're walking along minding your own damn business one night when suddenly out of nowhere, a Zombie pops out and has the audacity to try and assault you. What is it you are supposed to do in this situation? You could run, but how do you know for how long, where to, and how fast? You could fight, but how do you know what to fight with, where to strike and how hard? You could plead, but how would you know if this Zombie has the capacity to understand what you are saying? You could play dead, but then you’d just get killed.Unfortunately there is no single answer to this question, as there are many different kinds of Zombies with just as many different methods of dealing with them. There are several varieties of the typical garden variety zombie, depending on what caused the people to become zombies, they may show different varieties of physical and mental strength, and naturally, the tactics used to fight each variant differ accordingly.Luckily for you I found this list o

Dream
I see that smile in my dreams I feel those hands on my sleeves I feel your breath on my neck I feel your body overlaps It's a dream nothing more It cant be real as it has been befor I want it to be I cant help but wish That you are my prince And im waiting for this....

Of Love, Laughter And The Heart
Love can find you int he darkest places, But pain offen follows these cases. The heart's feeling are true And often left feeling rather blue. Angels watching over your heart Are always setting you apart With angels watching over you fear is never near, so Laugh and love Allow your heart to be a dove To be peaceful and free Much as i long to be Love is but a dream Life is merely an evil scheme Happiness is only lies As your heart slowly dies Laughter, love and happiness Can send you in to a firey abyss

A Different Christmas Program
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Gf Application
Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go with me late at night?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?9. If not what would we be doing?10. Do you play an instrument?11. If so...what?12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?14. Favorite body part on a guy?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?16. What do people think about you?17. Would you give me kisses just because?What Would You do if...I said I liked you:I kissed you:I wanted to have sex with you:I touched your ass:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got in a fight and you were there:I got dumped:I pissed you off:What

Hero
Hero Because our dreams are our own creation, it is very common for a dreamer to experience the role of hero within a dream. Usually this is a sign that the person is very confident in life in general, or in a specific aspect of their life which is addressed in the dream. The fact that you are the hero in a dream may arise soon after you have accomplished something. It is even better to have such a dream just before taking on a challenge of some sort in your waking life. The fact that you may find yourself enhanced with incredible skills or superhuman powers is noteworthy. What special skills did you have in the dream? Were there any recognizable people in the dream? If so, their presence may indicate the area to which you should attribute the dream's implied meaning-business, home, or leisure pursuit.

Blah Its 2010
so happy 2010 and good riddence to the old shit! I have me a little mental list of improvements i will make in my life... like the chic that i see everytime i get home from offshore, is obviously not interested in me, she likes drama and childish men. one of the things id like to accomplish is finding a different job, Im becoming complacent with this one and its time for a change. mostly its the scedule, ive been on 28 and 14 for 4 years now..and been single for most of that time, cuz im not a hard core party machine it seems! I have a few personal issues to improve on and some minor material things I am making goals for, but over all...even tho 2009 seemed pretty bad because in 2008 I had better finances, but in 2009, even though i had less in the bank, it was partially because of getting my goals i had for 2009...besides a few grand in cc debt... what about you? big changes or small changes?

Don't Tell Me
Dont Tell Me By: Alishia Dont tell me that you love me If you dont really care Dont tell me that you need me If your never really there I go through all this pain and suffering Just to see your smiling face Wasting my life away Just so you could be happy Not once did I ask you to do something for me But yet you dont appreciate what I have done for you I try to stay out of your way When I know you want to be alone I dont want to go through the pain again Just like the last time I still have those bruises from the last time

Make Me Plead
dont look at me like that it turns me on with those demanding eyes you undress me are you my lover or a great fantsy no words are spoken no regret or mistakes you take off my shirt and bring it over my head you gently run ur hands down my back slowly reaching my waiste u grabb me up and undress the rest you leave on my black thong you touch there and fuel my burn you grabb my tender swallon breast you suck on my nipple i kiss your neck u gently take off my panties reveling my wet bud you grabb my ass and lift me up you bring me to the bed naked and nude you dont touch me at all but your eyes are glued demanding me to touch myself to fell what you can do its so warm and slippery you grabb my hand and pull out your cock you shove it in its so good it sin you fill me up and take it back again harder and faster oh im getting so weak i feel it coming im going to scream as i come u whistper in my ear the first sweet words ive heard in over 2 years y

Get Over It..
Hatred and anger will destroy one's soul,if day after day, these emotions do control, Fuck your anger. Get over your hurt.Too busy dwelling there,Beyond any worth. So far up,Your own back side.Scurrying backwards,In order to hide. In the past that assures you,You lived at all.That you made a mark,Scenting the wall. Fucked someone over.Made a scar.Imprinted your soul print,Made clear who you are.

Stevie Wonder
"If It's Magic"By Stevie WonderIf it's magic...Then why can't it be everlastingLike the sun that always shinesLike the poets in this rhymeLike the galaxies in time If it's pleasing...Then why can't it be never leavingLike the day that never failsLike on seashores there are shellsLike the time that always tells It holds the key to every heartThroughout the universeIt fills you up without a biteAnd quenches every thirst So...If it's specialThen with it why aren't we as carefulAs making sure we dress in stylePosing pictures with a smileKeeping danger from a child It holds the key to every heartThroughout the universeIt fills you up without a biteAnd quenches every thirst So...If it's magic...Why can't we make it everlastingLike the lifetime of the sunIt will leave no heart undoneFor there's enough for everyone

Poem My Best Friend Wrote For Me
TO MY BEST FRIEND CHELLE WHEN WILL I FIND HAPPINESS THE KIND I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF, SOME THING EVERLASTING AND NOT JUST A DRIZZLE OF LOVE. SEVERAL RELATIONSHIPS SHOWERED IN PAIN, TIME TO LET IT GO TIME TO RECLAIM, ALL THAT'S GOOD HOPING FOR SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN. POURING OUT MY HEART TO THE HEAVENS ABOVE, ASKING FOR A SHOWER OF HAPPINESS AND NOT JUST A DRIZZLE OF LOVE MY PAIN IS LIKE AONSTANT STORM, STRIKING HARD AS BRUISES ARE FORMED. A DRIZZLE OF LOVE SHOWERED IN PAIN, SEEKING TRYUE HAPINESS IS WHAT I PROCLAIM, NOT GIVING UP UNTIL I FINALLEY REIGN. LOVE LYNDA

Question About Idiots...
I just saw a fu woman with this main pic Oh great, I hate them too. But when you have a name "smarter then you", does that mean you hate yourself? And if you see nothing wrong with her name, sorry to tell you but, yea, you're a moron.

Want To Win A Bomb Or Auto?
Want to win an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb ?Bad Habitz Radio salute contest:⇒ Must be a member of Bad Habitz to enter.⇒ Make Bad Habitz Radio a salute (please stay classy and creative).⇒ Send Sinful Rawker the link to it in a private message.⇒ The contest will be held on the Bad Habitz profile and based on rates.⇒ Comments are welcome but will not help determine the winner.⇒ I will promote the contest as a whole but the contestents will be responsible for promoting their picture.⇒ Please no cheating, downrating, or drama - doing so will result in removal from the contest.⇒ Person with the most rates on 2/24 @ 10pm est (7 fu time) will win.⇒ Winner will be announced in the lounge during BHR Birthday Party.Examples:

Just An Expression
Not that too many ppl will care or read this, but as 1 of my absolute best friends(sis)said once.."u just gotta let it out". The top women in my family r there for a reason..the top 3 I've known, not for yrs, but many, many months. They keep me grounded & let me know I matter. They all know why I care & if any of them EVER needed anything, I'd be there in a heartbeat. I swear sometimes I wish I could live in 3 places @ once because they mean that much to me. Now, my UhP family/friends..U all know who u r...for a lounge to actually give 2 craps about me, even when I haven't been doing my part for the lounge, means a lot to me. Now I know all about how some ppl feel about lounges, but for the loyal 1's there, including the owner, tyvm for being there for me. I am not perfect, I have made mistakes & got caught up in the "drama" thing. I hate & am ashamed that I've said things in my status, that really just shows how much I can hurt when ppl r rude. I am not thick skinned, never have be

True Love
True Love by Michael From my point of view you're well built With curves and points I like to try From the top to the bottom you're beautiful How I love going down on you Stopping for a while to admire the beauty Taking every curve so slowly Down to the valley where it's the best Just to look up takes my breath Slowly following the curves back up Taking my time climbing on you Looking down and seeing where I was Knowing I'll be back there soon For this mountain I truly love

The Velveteen Rabbit
"What is REAL?" asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?" "Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real." "Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit. "Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt." "Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit by bit?" "It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby.

10 Things I Hate About You.
In response to the "tell us 10 things about yourself" phenomenon that is fubar blogging, I thought I'd reciprocate with 10 things about humanity that I am generally unfond of. If you hate the same ten things, please, come take me out for dinner. We can be misanthropic and hate the world together. I might even buy you a drink. Something with bitters in it. 1. You gotta be the girl with the most cake. Seriously, in a century, when you are worm food, that iPod won't mean a thang, sista. Neither will all your bling (real life here people, not fu) or the game you talk or the hotties you bed or your swagger. ALL that will matter is the impact you left on your world or the legacy you handed down. So shut up and DO something. Stop trying to collect happiness and find it in what really matters...love, kindness and compassion. 2. Being the best liar is what gets you to the top of the heap. Honesty counts for shit. It's seen as bitchiness. Yeah, ok. The better you are at pretending to be

Krissy's Team
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Due To Technical Issues...
Well, due to technical issues, sorry the show didn't go off as planned. As soon as I get this fixed, it will be on again, I promise. Once again, thank you and look forward to talking to all of you soon. In the meantime, enjoy the friends fun and tunes. If you're interested in being a DJ, Greeter, Cam Girl or Dude, feel free to hit us up, just click the pic below..see ya there!

Marihuana Reconsidered (1971) By Carl Sagan
It all began about ten years ago. I had reached a considerably more relaxed period in my life - a time when I had come to feel that there was more to living than science, a time of awakening of my social consciousness and amiability, a time when I was open to new experiences. I had become friendly with a group of people who occasionally smoked cannabis, irregularly, but with evident pleasure. Initially I was unwilling to partake, but the apparent euphoria that cannabis produced and the fact that there was no physiological addiction to the plant eventually persuaded me to try. My initial experiences were entirely disappointing; there was no effect at all, and I began to entertain a variety of hypotheses about cannabis being a placebo which worked by expectation and hyperventilation rather than by chemistry. After about five or six unsuccessful attempts, however, it happened. I was lying on my back in a friend's living room idly examining the pattern of shadows on the ceiling cas

Disagreement With Management Over Use Of Pictures Of Gun Pointed At Kitten To Get Us To Invite Friends
I think that it is disgusting that management has to go so low as to use violence against animals to try to get us to invite our friends. I, for one, will NOT invite friends under such circumstances.

So Easy
It would be so easy just to give in to take my pills and drink my booze and let them ease all my fears... to sink into forgetfulness the absence of all emotion. thoughts, feelings, actions stilled. no fear, no pain, no sorrow just peaceful rest. to go to sleep and never wake up. It would be so very easy... But because it is so easy that is precisely the reason why I will not take it. I've never been a quitter and I'm not going to start now. not yet not without a fight. not when the stakes are so high Life... or Death.

Air Force Academy Creates Worship Space For Pagan Cadets
In what is being hailed as a major advance in military religious liberty, officials at the U.S. Air Force Academy in Colorado Springs have agreed to provide worship space for a group of Pagans. The circle of stones was created after adherents of Paganism and other nature-based faiths asked Academy officials for worship space. The Academy already contains a chapel, and officials agreed to honor the request. Observers say the move is significant. Four years ago, the situation regarding religious freedom at the Academy was grim. An air of evangelical Christianity permeated the facility, and cadets were encouraged to see films like “The Passion of the Christ.” During a training session for cadets, an Academy chaplain urged evangelicals to convert their classmates to their brand of Christianity. He told cadets that those not “born again will burn in the fires of hell.” Non-Christian cadets complained of harassment and intolerance. Calls and e-mails po

Can Only Wait.... To Be Hole Again.
Can only wait.... to be hole againThe sun lay upon my skin but i can not feel my arms to enjoy it.The wind may blow across my back but I can not feel its biting breath.The rain may fall upon my face but I can not feel it tears of sorrow. The thunder may clap loudly in the sky but i can not hear its cry's.My body may lay upon my chair but my sole has gone with my love. My heart lay within my chest but it does not beat.My lungs continue to take in air but i feel as if I am drowning in tears.My soul i can hear weep across the winds of time but I can not reach it. I lay unmoving awaiting my loves return.His kiss upon my lips and his welcome embrace.The whisper of promised love and a life we have shared for so long. I can only await for the moment I have become hole again. A long awaited dream that only breakes my heart more.My love stong, my will stronger yet, but his has gone.My arms will remain empty with time as well as my heart.as i'm cast down the Oubliette of time to be forgotten, le

Out In The Rain
It was like a sign. I walked outside and like a que from a director it begins to rain, a desperate attempt to wash the pain from my body. Purity falling from the heavens above and touching my skin. The anger and resentment mixing with the water and becoming acid, burning away the ground beneath me. Just another example of my essence destroying something good. And my wings wrap around me to keep me warm. My weapons unfazed by the destruction. Figures. This destroyer able to keep destryoing. Walking through life in all of its beautiful moments, being the outcast nobody wants to acknowledge, but secretly glad is there. But this war isn't about attrition, its about preserverance. This Angel without a god Soldiers on.

We Will Rock You By Queen
Buddy you're a boy make a big noisePlayin' in the street gonna be a big man some dayYou got mud on yo' faceYou big disgraceKickin' your can all over the placeSingin' We will we will rock youWe will we will rock youBuddy you're a young man hard manShoutin' in the street gonna take on the world some dayYou got blood on yo' faceYou big disgraceWavin' your banner all over the placeWe will we will rock youSingin'We will we will rock youBuddy you're an old man poor manPleadin' with your eyes gonna make you some peace some dayYou got mud on your faceYou big disgraceSomebody better put you back into your placeWe will we will rock youSingin'We will we will rock you Singin'We will we will rock youWe will we will rock youWe will we will rock you

Begin Again
Her beauty shines in my mind,Long after I close my eyes.The memory still lingers,Long after our goodbyes. Even beyond her smile,Deep does her beauty run.Each night I see her,I learn more about this one. I will look for her smile,As each of my days end.And learn more behind her smile,And each night begin again.

[let's Talk About French Toast]
Well this morning I realized I had (among other things) a lil block of rock solid sourdough, 2 eggs, and of course the world's best ham:3 So when I got back from ... going ALL OVER THIS F*CKING neighborhood looking for pins, I finally got back home and made french toast. I cut some stale bread into about 1/2 inch to 1 inch thick slices, whipped the two eggs with about 8 drops of vanilla extract, and one tablespoon of agave nectar (or honey) I then soaked each side of each piece of bread for 1-3 minutes each sideextracted and let sit while I cooked my ham. Once my ham was crispy I grabbed some old granola I had sitting around, the bagged kind with sweetened oats. and dusted the top side of each piece of toast. I started frying the toast and it occured to me that I could dump the excess batter over the granola to kinda hold it into place, flipped and fried the other side extracted let cool for a couple minutes, plopped on some apricot preserves, a slice of ham, and some cool camembe

A New Path
Last Friday I went to court with my ex husband.... to say this decision was easy is far from the truth as I never wanted it to go this far.. The History... I got married and stayed married for nearly 10 years for the sake of my children. The man I married was controlling, abusive and cruel. It was so hard to break the cycle of abuse that I had not only been subjected to throughout my marriage but my entire life in one way or another. As a mother, I did not want my sons to think the was I was being treated was okay or my daughter to some day find a partner who abused her. I left. Oh, but I was punished severely for that choice but I chose not to retaliate for the sake of my children. My ex comes from a large family who has always taken care of him since the death of their parents. Nothing will ever be "his fault" because it will always be one excuse or another. I walked away from our marriage with nothing more than my few personal belongings and my vehicle. He threatened to t

Food For Thought.
The problem with truly loving someone is that they can bring you to the heavens or to the very depths of hell.... its worth every minute of the hell to get back to the heaven. As crazy as it may seem, for the first time, I'm truly happy... And this blog is for those of you who are working against that.... you can either be happy for me, or you can remove yourself from my friends list. I'm not playing some silly little fubar game. This is my life. This is who makes me happy. And I make him happy. I know this because we both say it every day. And to you John ... I love you thanks for being amazing.

Fu Owned....point Whoring...and Freebird?....
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Fire
Darkness surrounds my eyes, cuts all my emotional ties, to those who would, to those who could, potentially betray me, i now see, that this is all, my fate is to fall, I will not fade from this life, i will not break from the strife, all is lost, as to the cost, tis life obscene, I'm not yet so keen. on the thought of you having my heart, since when did you play the part, you took what you had, made it look bad, now you will be teared, i am one to be feared, i wouldn't piss on fire to put you out, i wouldnt even raise a shout, i would sit and watch you burn, an slowly wait for my turn, i watch you wallow in your very own sorrow, just remember love, your the one with the heart as small as a dove, i played my part, and gave you my heart.

Posted In My Sb @ 8:43 On Sat May 15
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Midnight Angel
It's dark.....It's late.... And you feel so alone. You're tired but you can't sleep; You lie there, listening to your pulse Race through your body As you wait for your midnight angel to appear. She's the one you love Yet won't have..... The one closest to you Yet a world apart.... You anxiously await her arrival each night In the dark sanctuary of your mind. One look into her dark eyes And you see her love for you...... One kiss from her sweet lips And you taste her passion for you..... One touch of her tiny hand And you feel a jolt in your very being..... A connection so strong Neither time nor space and pierce it..... A soul connection like you've never felt before-- And never will again. Think hard enough And you can smell her..... Think harder still And maybe you'll feel your midnight angel next to you Instead of her. Alas the sun rises and she must go, Back to the secret corner of your mind.... You try to pretend she's not there just to get through the day But the tiniest thing Br

Shoulda...
I should have seen it coming... I should have started running.. You gave me hope.. I gave you love.. Together it wasn't enough. I could have given up.. I could have walked away... I renewed my hope.. you threw my love away.. Together.. it broke my heart... I know I can't love enough for 2.. I can try.. to slam that door shut.. but you keep.. pullin me back.. leaving me cold.. n out of breathe... Never again should I open this broken heart of mine... for it's yours for the taking...

Eight Ingredients For A Lasting Relationship
Maintaining a good, wholesome relationship can be difficult. The question of how to best understand something as complex as human relationships has long occupied the minds of our greatest poets and philosophers and until now, this quandary has largely gone unanswered. However, like most deep questions, the answer can be described in a simple analogy -- psychology has now determined that the secret to forming a lasting relationship is like baking the perfect loaf of bread. If you find this comparison odd you have probably never enjoyed the sensual pleasure of baking -- of mixing the ingredients and kneading the dough, of forming the loaf, of seeing the bread rise slowly with the yeast, of the warm smell as it bakes to perfection.Sadly, too many people settle for store bought, mass produced bread. Tragically, even more settle for equally unappetizing relationships. You deserve better on both counts! Bread requires flour, yeast, salt, etc. What does your lasting relationship require?First

Envy
things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend