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What more is there to say I am not sure if there is You don't love me the same way The same love that use to sizz Is it another guy or just me You've been acting different Very different to me I am not sure what this has meant I would like to talk I would you see A person to person talk Just you and me I feel like I am holding you back Holding you back from fun If I am holding you back Then do what needs to be done I want to see you Just you alone I think I love you I don't even want a phone

Attitude
"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumastances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a church...a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so its with you ....we are in charge of our attitudes."

Lost In Hell
Curled up in the corner, i bleed alone, crying my tears of sorrow in the shadows there is no way shown.... im lost in this hell, afraid and scared, i bleed from within im so weak...can you tell? the sadness weighs in inside, all the happiness cries, as the essence of my heart dies.... my chest hurts as i take small breaths, my tears sting my eyes, i have no more strength left. i wait here for the devil so he can take my soul, i deserve to be tortured throw me in the firey hole, i dont care about myself anymore, cant you see? cant you see how my eyes pour?? im the angel, you all took advantage of, i gave you all i had, and you took all my love. gave nothing in return, so hear my peircing screams as my flesh burns smile and laugh as i scream in pain, watch me fall, beware...i will rise again......

Bouncers Pissin Me Off
It really makes me not want to go to anyones page when everytime I open a page, or leave a comment or rate, EVERYTIME in the last 10 minutes, i have to go through a bouncer. I have to do one to go onto the page, i get a bouncer to comment the page, AND i got a bouncer when it redirected to the persons profile page again after the comment. It really is getting stupid, AND rates are still f-ed up. Theyve been F-ed up for weeks now. Can i just say i get tired of them pushing for new memebers when the site isnt running properlly anyways. blah.

The Last Biker
The Last Biker The old ones stand out now, their numbers dwindling down. They're sad loss to the American scene, these individualists with the worn down clothes, saddles and faces. You can still see them sometimes, the real ones, some in packs, not as large as a while ago, sometimes alone. The alone one is the best. One who's been there a long time, staying in the life he loves, never giving into a system that sucks you up like a vortex if you slip just one foot into it. He's got his connections - a few like him, that care for and protect each other. Hanging onto the only unique lifestyle left, like old dinosaurs, their faces are leathered and rough by forty, but their eyes still sharp and knowing. Some are gray in the beards and braids, some are limp in their step and some pain in the kidneys. Still they know that no other life is life, but merely a dreary journey into everyone else's monotony. He looks at the new ones, and then turns away, knowing they will never know of li

Friends
I have so meny friends on here an i care for each an every one but just resont i met a new friend that just touch my heart an soul. man i believe in God an i kno0w he is there but man i am goingto pray so hard in the next two weeks for this friend as she goas under the nuc needle yet again. well princess i am here an i wil always be your friend an for al my other friends out there that read this i know you gals wil foot out the prayers an best feeling toward her Lonely dreamer: kepp your chin up hun Big Bosen is the incredible hulk for you. i know i sound freeky but thats me ya all

Holidays
Remeber back when all the stores were closed on Christmas and Thanksgivinv?I do.Now I think that the Holidays are to Commercial and the only thing that anyone cares about now is money and not Family.I can understand that people in the Health Care Bussiness have to work but why does Walmart,McDonalds and places like have to be open during the Holidays? I think these days shold be spent with Family and not at work if your not in the Public Safety Bussiness,thats just my opinion,I dont know how everyone else feels!

Joke
The blind date hadn't been all that great and she was relieved the evening was finally over. At her apartment door, he suddenly said "Hey! You wanna see my underwear?" Before she could respond, he had dropped his pants, right there in the hall,revealing that he wasn't wearing any. She glanced down and said,"Nice design,does it also come in men's sizes ?

The End...
So this is how we end…not with happy celebration, but with a deafening silence. I always thought that you and I would be able to work through any obstacle..that maybe somewhere in this world I had found the one person who could accept all my shortcomings, all my weaknesses and strengths and help me grow with her. I guess I was wrong huh? Now here I am, doing to you what you’ve done to me, not even showing me the decency to confront me face to face. Sure, I was mad at you, and you know it was for good reason. Killing myself in order to make sure we could eat the next week while you sat there mindlessly obsessed with your game…it upset me like you will never know. You will never know how hard I had to work to get us what we needed and wanted…how out of my mind I went worrying about bills and whether my measly paycheck would be enough to support us. You will never know how hard I defended you, hoping things would get better because I was married to you, and that’s what married peop

I See Your Smile
I see your smile in everything, I can still hear you laughing and hear you carrying on like all little boys do. I see your hands still reaching out for me to pick you up, and oh how i miss it so much. I see your smile in every cloud, it always seems to brighten my days. I see your smile in every heart beat, and oh how i miss you so much. I see your smile, i hear the laughter, just wish it were for real. I see your smile, but now I hear the tears and wished i could be there to wipe them away. You were taking so suddenly not even a goodbye. Put into the hands of strangers, and i know you were so scared. Don't be afraid the angels are watching you tonight. You are in my prayers and in my thoughts and always in my heart. I see your smile every where i go, your pictures are still hung on the wall where they have always been. The memories fo you will forever be treasured, and someday we will be back together again. I see your smile and I still hear you laughing,

Morbid Cross
Your religion of hate, judges and kills all that is sacred taking a symbol of holiness passing on lies and make it meaningless Morbid cross is all I see, when I look at you preaching on deaf ears, blinded by greed you see only what you want Morbid Cross - a symbol of Christianity Morbid Cross - the sign of Christ Morbid Cross - what have you bled for ME A sign that you should have been casted out when i look at you all I see is a MORBID CROSS Begging for money killing for your god saying there is only one, read your book you will find you r out of your mind Morbid Cross - a symbol of Christianity Morbid Cross - the sign of Christ Morbid Cross - what have you bled for ME

Arms
....... ARMS ....... There's one place where we both can turn when things don't go are way. Or when we're tired from all the cares we face from day to day. A place where we know everything will somehow be okay~ Within the safety of each other's arms.... And that's forever the love we share has deepened, as it's grown, And brought us joy that's so much more than we had ever known~ For together we're much stronger than we each could be alone~ Within the safety of each other's arms..... With all my love.....

As I Fall For You
As I close my eyes and fall slowly asleep I will be thinking of your warm loving kisses up on my lips as sweet as your are, for I will also be missing your loving warm cuddly arms around me for knowing this I will for asleep knowing your are there when my eyes open to see you once again for me... for as I bid you good night and sweet loving dreams I leave with you my words for you to remember me by for your are truly wonderful to me as I will be there tucking you in when you are feeling fast asleep to dream of beautiful things for I bid you good dreams tonight of me and you... hugs and kisses all ways as am there for you Date wrote 30-11-07 By Aj Rich

Noodles.
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Boyfriend Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If yo

Divorce
Well its a good day for me, I went and picked up the paperwork so that next week i can officially put an end to 18 yrs of hell. the only good that came from it is that i have 3 wonderful kids that mean the world to me. Thanks to all of my great friends here who have supported me and listened to me vent my frustrations. i love all of you... Thanks! wooohooo I'm almost FREE

Chucky Lives
Well after speaking with a bouncer, I had to delete my MUMM or risk being banished..so Chuckster is so not worth my MUMM's.. I did make a copy as best as I could..twas damn funny! so I will find a way to post a copy in my blog..lololol Chucky LIVES

46 Questions About Nothing Important
Participate with me on this. I only sent this to folks whose answers are bound to be clever and interesting. This is what you are supposed to do and try not to be LAME and spoil the fun! Just give in and do it. Copy, not forward, this entire e-mail and paste it into new email. Change all the answers so that they apply to you then send this to a whole bunch of people you know *including* the person who sent it to you. Put your name in the subject. The theory is that you will learn many little known facts about your friends. 1. FIRST NAME: Walter WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, my father. 2. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY & WHY? Five minutes ago from watching a good movie. (call me a wimp and I'll beat you with a tooth pick) 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No, I make chicken scratch look something that might hang in The Louvre. 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Too many to mention ( I like to eat) 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes, one precocious lit

Poem By Raymond Buckland
Behold! I am He who is at the beginning and the end of time. I am in the heat of the sun and the coolness of the breeze. The spark of life is within Me. As is the darkness of death; For I am the cause of existence And the Gatekeeper at the end of time. Lord-dweller in the sea, You hear the thunder of My hooves upon the shore And see the fleck of foam as I pass by. My strength is such that I might lift the world to touch the stars. Yet gentle, ever am I, as the Lover. I am He whom all must face at the appointed hour. Yet I am not to be feared, for I am Brother, Lover, Son. Death is but the beginning of life. And I am He who turns the key.

Good News
so after we drove all the way to where my dad was to get his treatment and it took us and hour and 45 mins to get there cuz of the weather and idoits who don't know how to drive (i mean come on people this is ohio we have snow 6 months out of the year) we find out that his last treatment knocked the cancer out for now and he don't have go back till febuary!!!!! merry christmas to us!!!!!!! well i have to clean the house now cuz i have not been able to with all the hours i have been workin and my house looks like a storm went through it so i will be back tomorrow like i said before that way i can get this house cleaned tty all later

Get Laid Stupid!
Okay guys, I'm gonna do y'all a favor. Since we all know that the one thing that every bar has in common (and I mean every bar, from the old man, cockroach smoke tanks to the dance hall vibrator cheese factories) is the universal bid to get laid. I'm certain you've heard the phrase "Meat Market" -— as in, "I don't go there, Sally, it's a Meat Market." What makes this a misnomer is that all bars are "Meat Markets." Only, some are cleverly disguised as, say, live music venues, or pool halls. But everything in a bar -— be it the band, the billiards, the drinks, the juke, the pinball machine, the dance floor -— is just something for you to do to make it look like you're not just trying to get laid. With this in mind, and assuming you don't have stinkweed growing from your neck, and the biggest word in your vocabulary isn't "nicetitsbaby," we can get to the business at hand: pointing out to you guys why you aren't getting laid. Not that I'm an expert. I can't tell you how to get laid,

Tuesday Night
I know... I have not been around much. I am extremely busy with meetings, meetings (and more meetings). I am also signing up the kids in the high schools for my new nursing club to further the education for the kids and introduce them to a occupation that they may be interested. I have signed up over 100 kids so far in the last week and in a few weeks our annual fund raising campaign starts. I am the co-chairing the campaign this year so it is going to be more weeks of meetings, phone calls, speeches, etc to draw as much pledges as I can. I cannot wait to get back and be a nurse again instead of the business of hospital administration. I wish I was getting paid as an administrator... lol

Calling All Friends!
I'm in a contest and I need 50,000 pic comments by December 24 at 6 p.m. Pacific Time! Here's the link: [ fubar.com photo: 3187390664 ] Please comment as often as you can! All help is appreciated & will be remembered!! Thank you! Stacey aka "Mystic Butterfly"

You'll Never Know. . . . .
This is my story…. . . . My journey…. . . My life. . . By: Angel Dark. My whole life has been an ongoing nightmare, one monster after another coming after me, close calls with death, and times when I should have died. Who am I? You don’t know me. You think you know me but you have no clue, not even an idea. My name is Angel. You still think you know me, but you’re wrong! You only know what I want you to know. Might as well start from the beginning. I was never wanted by my mom. My whole life has been one person after another trying to kill me, the sad part is that the main person is my mom. She’s not really my mom though. She’s not even my mother. Confused? Well moms are supposed to love you and take care of you right? Well if she’s been trying to kill me and seeing how she’s never loved me then she cant be my mom can she? She’s the thing that gave birth to me. I can’t say gave life because she’s been trying to take my life since it began. Trying to make me breath

Goodbye For Now, My Love!!!
My beloved Fu-Wife, Lizelle, pasted away last night. I love her very much. Most of you know Joanie and how much they loved each other. When I met Lizelle, she told me about her. We talked for a long time. Over the next few weeks we fell in love. I told her that I never want to replace Joanie...as thatI could never do that...I want us have a relationship together that is us. She told me she loved me and Joanie and that Joanie is and always be in her heart. Lizelle then told me that there is another spot in her heart for me and that is where she was going to keep me. I truely fell in love with her. We decided to get married on Fubar. She then wanted to get married to me in real life...and I accepted her love and proposal. Then last night happened. My heart bursted into pieces. I have not stopped crying since I found out. I love her so much. She had told her mother and brother about me and they accepted me and her. My heart and love goes out to her family. I want her f

Merry Christmas
I know to some this year has been very difficult but I truly belive that 2008 is the turnaround year. My prayer to all is that all the troubles of the past be put behind you in this comming year and we set aside this Christmas and remember the true meaning behind it. Love for self and for all man and woman kind. It starts with you. Spread the love in 2008 and beyond.

What I Want For Christmas
If I had the power to produce exactly what I want for next Christmas, I would have all the kings and emperors resign and allow the people to govern themselves. I would have all the nobility crop their titles and give their lands back to the people. I would have the Pope throw away his tiara, take off his sacred vestments, and admit that he is not acting for God -- is not infallible -- but is just an ordinary Italian. I would have all the cardinals, archbishops, bishops, priests and clergymen admit that they know nothing about theology, nothing about hell or heaven, nothing about the destiny of the human race, nothing about devils or ghosts, gods or angels. I would have them tell all their "flocks" to think for themselves, to be manly men and womanly women, and to do all in their power to increase the sum of human happiness. I would have all the professors in colleges, all the teachers in schools of every kind, including those in Sunday schools, agree that

The Perfect Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.

Lacking?
i dunno why...but i've just been getting random urges to cry...honestly things are far from stressful right now...my job is the same as ever...i have no health issues...i dont have a car but the bus is sufficing for now...i dont have a significant other that i need to worry about...only person i'm concerned about right now is my best friend b/c he mother is dying of cancer...generally i'm numb to most of the shit going on around me... so why is it that alls i wanna do is sit down and have a good cry?....i feel the way dane cook describes it in one of his skits...if u've heard it u know what i mean... sure, some of my other friends have blown me off...but i've come to expect that from everyone...complete disregard...a total lack of interest or care in how i'm doing...yes, its a sad concept but its something i've always dealt with so it no longer phases me... maybe i'm missing something...just seems like since the ex fiance left over a yr ago i've become cursed...i repel everyth

Joke
On a hot summer day, a redneck came into town with his dog. He tied the dog under the shade of a tree and went into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman came into the bar and asked who owned the dog tied under the tree. The redneck said that it was his. The policeman said, "Your dog seems to be in heat." The redneck replies, "No way dog's in heat she's cool kawse I got 'er tied unner the shade tree." The policeman says, "No! You don't understand your dog needs to be bred. . "No way," the redneck says, "dog don't need bread, she ain't hongry, kawse I fed 'ER beef jerky this mornin'." Now the policeman gets mad and yells out; "NO! You don't seem to understand, your dog wants to have sex!" The redneck looks at him with a long pause and says, "Go 'head. I always wanted a police dog!"

Yesterday
Yesterday i woke up crying Yesterday i missed you Yesterday i missed what we had Yesterday i was depressed, But today i woke up smiling Today i didn't miss you Today i missed nothing at all Today not one tear fell from my eyes Because today i'm over it all.

Health Warning ...
(*) The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than the British, Americans or Australians. (*) On the other hand, the French eat a lot of fat and also suffer fewer heart attacks than the British, Americans or Australians. (*) The Japanese drink lots of whisky and suffer fewer heart attacks than the British, Americans or Australians. (*) The Italians drink excessive amounts of red wine and also suffer fewer heart attacks than the British, Americans or Australians. Conclusion: Eat and drink what you like. It's speaking English that kills you.

Ty Mike S And Mz Mic
Welcome the Newest Kewlest Disciple....He just made 4,230,880 pts in his HH tonight on his road from Godfather to Disciple!!! WOOHOOOO!!! Stop by and give him some luv and respect and also say hey to the lady that helped to get him there.... Mя. Đ ♥ Perky ☠Owner of the Pitbull Mafia☠@ fubar Perky ♥ Mr.D Owner of the Pitbull Mafia@ fubar We Love Ya! MikeS and MzMic (repost of original by '~MzMic~ (Taken by MikeS) Sisters4Life' on '2008-02-04 19:05:55') (repost of original by 'Perky ♥ Mr.D Owner of the Pitbull Mafia' on '2008-02-04 19:10:19')

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Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am scared of the dark 2. I hate tomatoes 3. I hate to fly 3. I pick at my finger nails when im nervous 4. I dont like the color red 5. I hate going over bridges that go over water 6. I am scared of hieghts 7. I have to sleep with my right food uncovered 8. I am worse than a kid when it comes to my birthday 9. I am clausterphobic 10. I cant cook

I Need A Machanic Lol !
Ok I got my jeep 3 years ago about lol and when I got it I replaced the front cvc joints both of them ! OK today I had to replace the front left one again ! What is the deal ? Any one have any ideas . It is a 1998 grand jeep cherakee strait 6 4 wheel drive . Is there something that could be bent causing pressure on it to break them ? Any ideas let me know lol Thanks !

Standing In The Dark
Since my last post, ive not gotten much better. Not hours after my post i gave myself alcohol poisioning [imagine that, in a attempt to not cut, i make myself vomit for 8 hours, plan backfired]. I managed to quit puking a few hours before my first therapy session. Sadly i get 20 visits a year on my insurance, i guess were going to try to figure out how much it costs per session because at this point 2 visits a month arent going to cut it. i also had a root canal and crown[crown is being finished thursday] thanks to no dental insurance, there is another 4k out of pocket. Like i dont already feel like a mooch from my mother. Im working on getting to another doctor to see about some medication, this time refferd by my therapist. Its to the point im not safe anymore I dont think. I live alone[i have a roommate but shes never home], i dont want to see people because my mood is so poor anyways. My mom had to ask me last night if i needed to go to the hospital, I was freaking out so badly

Yes..it's Legal
Check em out, you don't have to Dl movies if you don't want too, you can watch them right on your comp. Every site has its own little quirks, some sites you need to Dl a certain VEOH system but it's worth it. www.movieshares.co.uk www.watch-movies.net ( my personal fav) www.free-tv-video-online.info www.fomdb.com **NOTE~~ YOU'LL FIND THESE WORK BEST WITH FIREFOX BROWSER..ENJOY!!**

Tag Your It!!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have two dogs 2. I enjoy sex (not with my two dogs, however) 3. I love snuggling 4. I am very easy going and laid back 5. I am quite shy when meeting someone for the first time. I do open up quickly, though. 6. I prefer to participate in sports rather than just watch. (that includes sex, too!) 7. I smoke but am thinking of giving it up 8. I seldom drink but certainly can hold my own. 9. I have never been to Europe. 10.I complain about it alot but I do like to take walks in very cold weather.. SENDING OUT TO: Lonelydreamer Blazing Nikita Last Kiss TammyLD Texas Harleybabe BlytheBecky Lonelydreamer

I Ceased To Be....
So in trying to prepared for my working and the next few jumps in location over the next 5 months I decided that it would make sense to sign up with an online bank since I will not be in any area for an extend period until I get to my final stop.(Woohoo Tolkien run on sentence) I was informed by one of the banks that they can not verify that I exist. I then did a little research. It seems that since I have been off the grid for about seven years that I no longer exist LOL. So for all of those people that used to bitch about how hard it was to find me.....well it just got harder. Of course that also means any unpaid fines from traffic tickets,parking tickets,bills,credit cards and so on are now gone. Of course when I finally file taxes next year I am going to get audited since I have been off the grid for so long but oh well what can you do.

Tears
As tears fall on my pillow, another sleepless night . I wish i could wave a magic wand , and every thing would be alright. But thats just a fairy tale and in my dreams, but in reality in the distance if you listen u can hear my silent screams. For the pain that i feel is so real, i wish it was a dream but unfortunately in reality it is my real.

Building.
Ghostwork tracings. I hollow my veins to feel your rush. Enveloped by the very darkness which becomes your light I don't wanna fight yet I can't give in I don't want to break but be broken I need not defend these words which are said rather dream by the words gone unspoken. Truth lies in the intended I weave drunken down these lines of my fate I relate broken pictures in storybook words and laugh at the blank expressions given me By a lack of understanding or lack of care .. the strange thing I love that my strange simplicitys and awkward notions are nothing more then the other side of a multidimensional lake Thoughts which have to reach to find handhold but then, although some let just to float in the air having no substance but in the mind I find this thrilling cutting and drilling It makes me want to rip you apart bit by bit to find out what your insides are made from. Caught up in these shadows which bind us Finding freedom in the very ache the need for

Shoulda
before i hung up the phone all i could hear was the dial tone ring in my ear if i could go back in time i'd say those three words i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u and this cant be saved if u cant be found u hung up and left me for dead on the ground u didnt even say goodbye i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u now that ur gone im wastin awaythis life has been siphoned right out of my veins if i could go back in time i'd say those three words i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u and this cant be saved if u cant be found u hung up and left me for dead on the ground u didnt even say goodbye i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u when u said those three words i kinda freaked out when u said them first my jaw hit the ground i shoulda woulda coulda said it back to u and this cant be saved if u cant be found and this cant be saved i shoulda woulda coulda said

So Hard
Why does love have to be so difficult for me? I don't understand why is seems to be so effortless for others. I have almost decided to completely give up on it all together! I know that is not the answer, but at this point I don't know what else to do!! Does true love really exist anymore or am I just a cynic to the core?! I will stop there.. just wanted to vent for a few....

2008 St. Patrick's Day Contest
> HaPpY St. Patricks Day CONTEST Alright EVERYONE... it's that time of the year... WhooooooooooooooT!!! Lets Pimpout all your GREEN!! If you wish to enter just send me a photo or link sporting your GREEN!!! (psssssssst gotta have the green or you might get pinched~~but that's all) **STARTS** March 1st @ Noon {EST} Ends March 17th @ Noon {EST} ~~~~PRIZES~~~~ 1st Place- HAPPY HOUR!! (40k min) 2nd Place- 1 month VIP (30k min) 3rd Place- 7 day BLAST (20k min) 4th Place- 100k FU-BUCKS (10k min) Winners will be based on Comments AND Rates {Rates are worth 3 comments} So The More The BETTER!!! ~~~~RULES~~~~ 1. No Drama ... it starts you're gone! 2. Photos entered must be SFW! 3. No Scripting or Blasting allowed! 4. But Most Of All~~HAVE FUN! ~~~~HOSTESS~~~~ LadyღKATE //Proud Member of the Spanker♥Family//

Referral Contest!
You want FuBucks?!Well here is an easy way to do that!We are giving 10,000 FuBucks to the Member who refersthe most people to be leveled in 2 weeks time.Remember the Fubarian has to meet our Criteria withPlenty of Pics and Stash to RateAll Referrals will be checked out by one of our ManagementTeam before being added to the Leveling Blog.Also your referral has to be leveled to count towards your total.Below is a chart we will be keeping track of everyone who refers people to us.At the end of every 2 months there will be a special gift for the person with the Most Referred People... who KNOWS what it could be ;) Member Number of Referrals For Week 02/24/08 Month to Date ~Ðå£øþø~da VEEP of the "Fire and Ice Lvling Crew"~@ fubar 1 1

A New College.
Sooo I've been accepted to 3 of my 5 choice graduate schools..... My issue USC.... FSU.... or UK someone PLEASE pick for me!!!!! I have to be honest. Im kinda leaning towards USC ONLY because my #1 goal is to spend a significant portion of my life on the Southern coast of California namely some where around Newport. What can I say I look killer in a pair of sweat kapris or shorts. YEA Im still in my twenties and living it up soooo kill me!

Hotties Newest Captains-thanks!!!
=== 'Ctgirl- Capt. 2nd Alarm Hotties - Fu Wife to Scout4u*OWNER OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD*' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-04 21:42:10'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Firechief and Sexy_Shell are proud to announce these Hottie promotions! > > > Ctgirl Captain > Ctgirl- Capt. 2nd Alarm Hottie - Fu Wife to Scout4u*OWNER OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD*@ fubar > > > > F£IRTØ£ØGI§T Asst. Chief > F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥.:* Asst Chief of 2ÑÐ Á£ÁRM HØTTIÊ§ *:.@ fubar > > > > Addictive Captain > Addictive~2nd Alarm Hotties~CLUB FAR~Chief Promoter of FU-Luv Bomb Squad~Pvt Beach Staff@ fubar > > > > >

Needs A Break Soon
hello fu peeps....once again...im writna blog....before...i start..i want to state...that im goin to ash anybody....point out anybody.....if anybody offended...sorry but it has to be said...first...i wan to clear up some things....for those who dont know..or i didnt tell...i am datin somebody.....and its all over my page....i dont try to lead anybody on..and if i did i apologize.....this bout what happen earlier today...while i was a work....i get comments like everybody....i was inform that i got some very sexy comments..and my gf and her daugther...saw it.....it upset her daughter...and made her mad...she has problems with those kinds of comments..and i dont....but i agree that some where a lil too sexi....so..for all who post on my page....i do appericate the comments...and post..and the time u take...to do themm...out of respect of my realtionship...if those who choose to post...to keep the post nonsexual....not too naughty.....i would appreciated...if t

A Dominant’s Responsibilities
1. You have the responsibility to ensure that your DS play is consensual at all times and by every person involved. 2. You have the responsibility to respect your submissive. Dominant is not synonymous with abusive jerk. 3. You have the responsibility to make sure that your activities do not adversely affect your submissive's health or safety, both physical and mental. If you break your toy you can't play with it any more. 4. You have the responsibility to respect your submissive's limits, not only those stated, but those perceived by you, that the sub may not be aware of. You must never take advantage of a submissive's weakened or altered mental condition, such as playing with an obviously inebriated sub or degrading someone you know to be a victim of incest. 5. You have the responsibility to maintain a clean, healthy and sober body. Filth, disease and/or substance abuse are the antithesis of Dominance. 6. You have the responsibility to provide somet

In My Heart I`m Crying
In my heart I`m crying In my heart I`m crying Though I`m laughing all the time. My heart is ever hurting My poems never ryhm But in my mind I`m singing And doesn`t seem to mind The lonliness I`m feeling And I feel it all the time. But when my heart is happy And equal to my mind There always seems be My love there by my side So if you ever see me happy And smiling all the time You surely can be certain My love is on my mind! Jocko 3/7/08

Real Woman Vs Bitches
BITCH A FIVE LETTER WORD THAT CAN LEAD TO MASS DESTRUCTION. YET, PEOPLE ARE STILL CALLING WOMAN THAT LIKE ITS THERE FIRST NAME. EVEN WOMAN IS CALLING EACH OTHER BITCHES. BUT NOT ALL WOMAN ARE BITCHES. SO NEVER TREAT REAL WOMAN LIKE BITCHES. BUT, DONT EVER TREAT BITCHES LIKE WOMAN FOR EXAMPLE, REAL WOMAN ARE STRONG MANIFICENT CREATURES THAT CONTAIN THE "GLOW" BUT BITCHES ARE WOMAN THAT LOST THERE MORALS.. REAL WOMAN ARE THE ONES U STAY FAITHFUL AND THE ONES U MARRY BITCHES ARE THE ONES THAT STAY ON ALL FOURS LONGER THAN THEY STAND UP AND FUCK UR FRIENDS IN UR OWN CAR REAL WOMAN ARE THE ONES U WANT TO HAVE A CHILD WITH AND RAISE A FAMILY BITCHES MAKE OTHER GUYS PAY FOR OTHER GUYS KIDS AND WONT TELL U REAL WOMAN STAND BY YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE SITUATION IS AND LOVE U FOR LIFE BITCHES ARE THE FIRST ONES IN DIVORCE COURT DEMANDING ALIMONY AND THE FIRST ONES TO GO AND WANDER ON THERE MATE SO I LOVE ALL THE REAL WOMAN IN LIFE IM ONE MYSELF..AND THE HE

"love Again"
I am really a jaded bastard. This really hurt a lot to write This is called "Love again" "As you walked away from me I heard the breaking of my heart It tore me up, I cried to sleep But I knew then it was best for me You gave me hope in what I'd lost Even with all the pain it cost I will wish the best for you ~You showed me what love was How it feels to care for someone Though you walked away from us I have hope in this world N I can find someone Who loves me Like I love The part that you gave me It's the hope I have~ I know this pain will go away N I believe I'll always care About you now, N where you go Till the days fall on the night But I can surely thank you in what you showed Even though it broke me so ~You showed me what love was How it feels to care for someone Though you walked away from us I know you never loved me The way that I'd loved you But I have hope, It's what you gave~ I didn't know what love was Thought it never mattered Closed out

Dear Supporters And Constituents Of Debbullan Inc:
Dear Supporters and Constituents of Debbullan Inc: We have several important announcements for you. Scroll below to find an explanation and link to each topic. We have news from Egypt and follow up on a recent media announcement regarding medical cannabis and liver fibrosis. We start here: Thanks to our sponsor for the fourth consecutive year: Texas Land & Air It is time for Debbullan's FOURTH ANNUAL RUBBER DUCKY RACE! May 17, 2008 In 2007 Debbullan placed the cause of raising positive awareness for the families, friends and victims of Hepatitis C in front of over 200,000 (TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND) people in 13 Countries. The only focused fundraiser we have held every year has been this Ducky race. Help us to continue raising awareness it only takes a minimum of $5.00. To learn more visit this webpage: http://debbullan.org/annual_rubber_ducky_race.htm If you already know Debbullan's work and wish to participate straight away here is your link to the rules and re

Anxiety
ok so Ive got bad anxiety which if its really acting up makes my insomnia really bad an makes it so i cant sleep. Now yesterday I was having major problems with my anxiety and had a crap load of tour buses hit us at work. A grand total of 20 or so buses came threw from twelve noon to eight pm. During my entire shift at work i must have delt with at least 800 customers plus cooked all the food for the Chinese side of my work area. It was so busy that we were very backed up and sold out our entire stock of pizza thus making a few customers mad, but that could not be helped. Thus yesterday I dealt with way too many people that i almost lost control on the slight grip on my anxiety and blew up at quite a few people including the punk ass eighteen year old guy that doesnt really do his job in the first place. So today, being monday now, and tomorrow are my days off and im not planning to go anywhere i dont have to go. You might see that i am online but that i may not answer your shouts

Friends
Friends come and Friends go. That being said. If I dont talk to you on a regular basis or you are not a member of my lounge. In a few days you will be gone off my list. You know who you are and who needs not worry. But for the rest. Sorry. Your history. If you choose to take this personal. Well I am sorry for you. Just that simple. I dont need a bunch of people on my friends list to make me happy. So either speak or be spoken for. Your choice. P.S. This is not a point whoring blog. You wanna rate Then rate if not. IDC

Ric Flair
Speaking of RIC FLAIR if people didn’t know Ric does a lot for WWE then just wrestle he writes a lot of roles on there he has been doing that for yrs the man is in a class by his self in the WWE , he is also going on 60 yrs old he has done his time as a wrestler now its time to move on and in join his family . but he is not done with it , he will stay and write for the younger wrestlers and help them out he need to become a manger

Can You Help Please????
We need some help in this big family contest would be appreciated. We help thosE who help us!!! U might need us one day!! BOMB THIS PIC HARD GIT-R-DONE JOHNNY@ fubarPLEASE BE SURE YOU ADD AND FAN JOHNNY BEFORE YOU BOMB!!!!

Exhale
REALLY SEEING HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME EYES ALL OVER HIS BODY TIME HAS SOMEHOW SLOWED GIVING ME A CHANCE TO ABSORB THAT WONDERFUL FEELING IN WONDERING " COULD HE REALLY BE MINE?" AS I SAT THERE, MY EYES LOCKED ONTO HIS FACE ENTRANCED IN THE BEAUTY OF HIS STRONG MUSCULAR SHOULDERS AND FULL SENSUOUS, EXPRESSIVE LIPS THAT SAY A MILLION THINGS WITHOUT UTTERING A SOUND WISHING "COULD SOMETHING BETWEEN US TAKE PLACE?" FINALLY WAKING FROM THIS LUSTFUL DAZE EXHAUSTED FROM WONDERING AND WISHING MY MIND FILLED WITH EROTIC THOUGHTS OF PLEASURE AND EXSTACY TO REAL AND VIVID FOR WORDS TO EXPRESS I STOOD AND BEGAN TO SMILE WALKING AWAY, I EXHALED. ADW

Various
Ok so I go to this Massage school for Massages (Obviously) now and again right? What is odd is that they give a lot of different types of massages but not sensual massage. Now I'm not saying "You give happy ending?" but I am saying that sometimes when you go for a massage you want it more to be about the massaging and pleasuring of the body then the healing of it. I mean after a long week or so of work I like to relax a bit. So I like to get a massage for that but the theroputic massages can just too a bit harsh. With all the muscle squeezing and the pressure point manipulation it's hard to get any real pleasure out of it. Sure it does the job it's supposed to but not nessaccerly the job you go in for. Now I can understand not touching a womans cheast (obvious sexual harassment suits) or under the undies. But a Mans cheast is a big part of his body and to not massage it seems pointless. Not like your sucking on the nipples or rubbing them in a sexual manner your a license

Thank You
I just wanted to thank everyone who has stopped by and helped out with my "Mug Shot" contest. I ended with second place. I have been learning who I can truely call family and friend. I hope to be able to return the favor/luv shown. Sincerely, Doc

Sebbyarcade.com
hey if you online and ever bored and enjoy playing games. Then there is just one place for those needs and that is the one website called. Sebbyarcade.com. here is the link for that site... http://www.sebbyarcade.com/Arcade.php?ref=imreallybored

Hit Me With Your Best Shot~!~!dustmepink
Show this awesome girl some Fu Luv 'DustMePink' Here's her Link... this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by Jus'Me Tell her Micki sent ya ~! ;)

Newcomers
Chapter 1 Newcomers After the hearths flame stopped, dancing with the sudden breeze Tarra could make out four shadowy figures standing in the doorway blocking out what light would normally enter through the open door form the moons hanging high in the night sky. As the four men stepped into the doorway a little more Tarra, could tell that they were either looking for a place to sit or perhaps they were looking for somebody whom they were suppose to meet here at the inn. Tarra, finished waiting on a couple of regular patrons before making her way over to the newcomers who remained standing in the doorway. “May I help you gentlemen?” She asked when she was within earshot of the four men. “We are seeking shelter for the night and a companion.” His eyes scanning the crowed inn searching for their companion, as he spoke to the young barmaid whom had greeted them. “I may be able to help you with both of those issues gentlemen.” Tarra replied glancing up to once again f

My Son...
I was called by a CPS worker today...my son Tristan is FINALLY BEING TAKEN TO THE DOCTORS....SOMETHING THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 2 FREAKING WEEKS AGO...NOW TELL ME THAT IS NOT FUCKED UP?????..TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN..I AM NOT SAYING ANYMORE...HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE SOOOOOOOOO SMART BE SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING STUPID???....LOL.....IF THESE PEOPLE WERE THAT CONCERNED ABOUT MY SON HE SHOULD HAVE SEEN A DOCTOR 2 WEEKS AGO WHEN THE WHOLE CRAP WAS STARTED...I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE...WISE AND WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!

4 Things...
Four jobs I have had in my life 1. Park Ranger 2. General Manager of Papa Johns Pizza 3. Teenage Drug Counselor 4. General Manager of a Pet Store Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Any Saw Movie 2. Road Trip 3. Butterfly Effect 4. Old School Four places I have lived: 1. Pittsburgh, PA 2. Morgantown, WV 3. Wheeling, WV 4. Forest County, PA Four TV shows that I watch: 1. Simpsons 2. Chapelle Show 3. Sportscenter 4. Hannity & Colmes Four places I have been: 1. Cleveland, OH 2. Baltimore, MD 3. Panama City, FL 4. Cancun, MX Four people who email me (regularly): 1. Kristy 2. 3. 4. Four of my favorite foods: 1. Crabs 2. Lobster 3. Bacon 4. Bacon Four places I would rather be right now: 1. Beach 2. Vegas 3. Amsterdam 4. Jamaica Four people I think will respond: 1. Kristy 2. Beauty 3. Turtle 4. Stacie Four things I am looking forward to this year:

Happy Hour:)
I set my HH for tomorrow(Saturday) at 7pm PST...thats 10pm EST for those of you that live by me:) Thank you Slirpa for suggesting the time! ♥ you:) I'll be raping your page during your HH this morning:) Hope to see you all at that time tomorrow!!

Angel
My Angel You are but an angel Who’s fallen and lost her way of where you’re going And where you’ll stay As pure as the light Which warms my face From my heart I can’t erase I’ll try and help you Find your way But if you love me You will stay And if you don’t I won’t forget The angel I have found in you Written by, Michael Coburn

Searching
searching on the internet opens up a world complete coverage of life from idea to creation development flows calculated one can be one with the world or with a chance meeting or meet your soulmate out of context and not ment to be but through the miracle of internet reaching out through words instant response to utterances even sound, vision is able almost replacing mankind almost when one lacks the pleasure of one of the senses others grow stronger to compensate when one lacks the sense of taste colour and shape shall appeal more why is it then when lacking the sense of touch you crumble give up fade away hurt more? everytime every day I will be here, online searching the internet for a word from him ©dutch2lips jan 30 '08

Tulsa, Ok Mini Fu Party In Honor Of Wild Horse May 24th!!!
We are going to have a MINI FU PARTY honoring WILD HORSE Saturday, May 24 in Tulsa, Oklahoma!!! Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 12th Prophet~@ fubar Wild Horse has just stepped down as Fubar bouncer to complete the remake of his first movie. After completion of the remake, Wild will be traveling the US working on his third movie. Anyway, calling all Fubarians in or around Tulsa, Oklahoma, and those able to travel and will be available Memorial Day weekend, to the Mini Fu Party on Saturday, May 24th in Tulsa, OK. This will be held at The Elephant Run: ELEPHANT RUN 918-746-8271 3141 East Skelly Drive Tulsa, Oklahoma STARS will be performing Those currently in attendance: ~Wild~ Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 12th Prophet~@ fubar ~Barb~ Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~@ fubar ~Bev ~ tarnishedhalo@ fubar ~Bonnie~ DJWîččâ~Mgr †HÈ §Ì×†H §Èñ§È~ mum to wanda, tina, rena, tom & leon

Fuckin' Emo Can't Get A Grip
I wrote her this letter, not sure why. and not sure why I want to share it here of all places: Dear Dawn, As I write, I combat an all too familiar form of melancholy, compounded by frustration, and smothered by genuine uncertainty. The backdrop to this scene is one in which I sit at the PC, with a perpetual frown, and the occasional tear that leaches freedom and streams to a fate at my chin. I am in sweatpants, and at a further glimpse I might appear comfortable. As you might imagine, i am not. The thoughts of hunger and sleeplessness compete for attention, but I am not inclined to indulge either, strangely--but normal--or so I've heard. Everyone I've talked to said not to write you. Then again, much like the 3 day rule, I feel like being heard; Though, I myself don't think it will resolve anything. It makes no sense. In the stroke of one breath, you told me that you loved me. in an exhale, you told me that I parallel your ex, and this dissolves our compatibility. I have

“young Love”
“YOUNG LOVE” A six-year-old boy told his father he wanted to marrythe little girl across the street The father, being modern and well-schooled in handling children, hid his smile behind his hand That's a serious step," he said.. "Have you thought it out completely?" Yes," his young son answered.. We can spend one week in my room and the next in hers... It's right across the street, so I can run home if I get scared of the dark!" How about transportation?" the father asked "I have my wagon, and we both have our tricycles," the little boy answered The boy had an answer to every question the father raised Finally, in exasperation, his dad asked, "What about babies? When you're married, you're liable to have babies, you know" "We've thought about that, too," the little boy replied "We're not going to have babies.. Every time she lays an egg, I'm going to step on it!" (Look at the expression on the "other" litt

Tribute
you always excepted me for me , although i was definately not perfect this was clear for all to see, you were there for me so many times when others walked away but every time i went home you wud meet me down the pub and welcome me with a cheerful face to just say gday. to many you were a legend in your own time and you were like no other. to me you were as well but also like my mother. you lived such a full and enrichin life and for 55 yrs you remained the same guys wife. now ur gone but the memories of ur legend will always live on. i will miss u so much and goin home now won be the same but i hav so many wicked meories of u and the times we shared and neva will i forget ur name. ule always be in my heart wiv all my memories as well, RIP i miss u already !ps pls say hi to mum n dad for me .Until we meet again !! love u always Eileen !!!!!!!!!

Roses For My Wife
Heartistic Soul is doing a contest and I would like to try this. If you could please send me 1 friendship rose or as many as you would like. If you would like me to rate pictures, stash, bomb a contest or anything for them i will do that, please send me a pm and let me know, or if you just want to because you are my friend or just to be generous and send me some that would be great also. Please let me know. The friendship roses are 500 fubucks each..about the same as most the virtual gifts. If you would like to send me some please go to Heartistic Soul page and fupal her money and let her know you would like the friendship roses to go to User Name: mommatasha and the User ID: 1103411. I really appreciate any and all help I can get. Thanks so much for the ones that have been helping me. I couldn't ask for better friends and family. Here is the link to go to her page to fu-pal money for the friendship roses: Heartistic Soul@ fubar Thank You All So Very Much This Bul

Club Far United
The NEWEST and THE BEST Family on Fubar CLUB FAR UNITED Wanna join? This is what you have to do its so simple and so much fun. You will get to meet and make new friends. Tho we are NOT a bombing family. Just a bunch of fubarians wanting to make new friends Here’s the requirements: 1) Must be a level 3 and above and have a salute!! 2) NO Drama 3) Must Fan/Add/Rate each member (if you don’t you will be removed) 4) Must have CLUB FAR UNITED in your name 5) Must have FUN as that is what we all want to do on here. So if you are interested click the Homepage link and let us know no Club FAR United Home Page THE OWNERS ♥ Tsisquo'ga ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c. KEITH-CLUB FAR UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER FUBAR WORLD CRUISE Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club FAR TEAM CPT* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmie SweetSexyLatina&hearts*FuOwnerOf*SNIPER*ClubFarUnited-Sarge"sBadgirlsSinwagonMasterof Bsquard10 This pimpout b

I Know How Sly Feels
Some of my favorite movies lately are Stallone's most recent. Rocky Balboa and the latest Rambo. What I like about them isnt the action or the special effects, or any of the other BS that Stallone's movies have been known for over the years. It's the last 20 mins or so of each movie. Rocky's trying to get back to his former glory, and to show people he's made the most of himself over his career. Rambo's trying to use the talents he's best at to help people who genuinely need it for a change, and mend old wounds in the end of it all. Sly's been given the talent and the ability to resolve those issues through characters in his movies. Were that it were so easy for you and I to go back and make all the wrong things right.

The New Fa-22 Fighter Jets
FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=rense.com" First FA-22 Fighters Delivered To Langley AFB Source Unknown 5-20-8 These are Great In-flight Photos of the F/A-22 as the first Aircraft Delivery was being made to Langley AFB in Va. Langley is to be first Operational AFB for the F/A-22. It is a very beautiful AFB, located in a picturesque location, as you can see in these photos, near Norfolk and Hampton, Va. The Aircraft flying along with the F/A-22 in the last of these photos is the F-15, w hich will be replaced by the F/A-22 which is several times better than the F-15. In Actual In-flight (simulated) Combat Operations against the F-15, two F/A-22s were able to operate without detection while it went Head to Head against (8) F-15s. The F/A-22s scored Missile Hits (Kills) against all the F-15 Aircraft and the F/A-22s were never Detected by either the F-15s or Ground Based Radar. Maj. Gen. Rick Lewis said: 'The Raptor Operated Against All Adversaries with Virtual Impunity; Ground Based

Describes My Mood
The loneliness within me Takes a heavy toll 'Cause it burns as slow as whiskey through an empty aching soul And the night is like a dagger Long and cold and sharp As I sit here on the front steps Blowing smoke rings in the dark I know I must be going 'Cause love's already gone And all I'm taking with me are the pieces of my heart And all I'll leave are smoke rings in the dark

Nader Is Right
Ralph Nader for President 2008 May 21, 2008 www.votenader.org www.officialnaderstore.com CNN's Larry King Live from early this morning (May 21, 2008) Caller: Yes, John King, I wanted to know if Ralph Nader comes on the scene during the general election, who would that affect more? If it would be Hillary Clinton be the nominee or Barack Obama? Penna Turnpike - sold to the highest bidder?John King: Well, it's an interesting question you ask. Let me go to our electoral map to take the question. The simple answer is we don't know. Because it might not only be Ralph Nader who will be running but also the libertarian, that could be former Congressman Bob Barr. If he wins the libertarian nomination, so you could have a republican/conservative like Bob Barr, somebody like Ralph Nader who has come in. Would Ralph Nader hurt the democrats more if it were Clinton versus Obama? That's a tough question to answer. One of the things we do know is that Ralph Nader would go on. He ha

Waiting
I am moving to Illinois hopefully within a few weeks. Started packing and getting rid of stuff. Waiting for the appraisal and loan paperwork to be signed sealed and delivered. Once that is done, getting a truck and Lonny down here to help move us there and start our lives. It will be a full house!! Yes my daughter is a little nervous but looking forward to new experiences and way of life. Hope all is well with everyone.

Children Are Our Future
Alright ya'll...Most of you who read this have children..Let your children know you love them..teach them wrong from right...be there to guide them...be sure to praise them daily..build them up. Discipline them but DO NOT BEAT that child... There are many forms of discipline..just don't go overboard with it... I would love to get ahold to someone who abuses ANY child and teach them a lesson on what a beating is all about. Stand up for these kids ya'll..because you just might be the one to save an abused child. If you see a child being abused and say nothing..you are just as guilty as the perpetrator and that warrants an ass kicking on your part..

If I Could
IF I COULD If I could just kiss you, but you have such a stare if I could just kiss you, but you’re eyes say beware If I could just hold you, so very tight if I could just hold you, whenever you’re in sight If I could just touch you, to see if you care if I could just touch you, but do I dare you stand there with that knowing smile on your face I stand here looking so stupid, a total disgrace she looks at me and makes her little coos I look at her and I’m afraid to make a move If I could think of the right words as she walks away if I could only come up with something to make her stop and stay But then she stopped and turned around with a look that could have knocked me down I come to her and she takes me by my hand she looks me in the eyes and says Stan If you want to kiss me, you have to come near If you want to kiss me, my lips are right here If you want to hold me, don’t feel any alarm If you want to hold me, just take me in your arms

What To Do
So I went to the grocery store yesterday before work. As I'm trying to leave, this beautiful black lab puppy dog runs to me and my truck and passes out underneath it. Looks dead tired, starving, everything. Jack asses keep driving by, pointing, laughing, not realizing its not my dog and that I needed help lol. So one car finally stops and we get it out. No one around wanted the dog so I decide to keep it to make sure its recovers. I wasn't gonna just leave it to die. Besides, I have a soft spot in my heart for labs but that is another story/blog in itself. The moral of this story is that I had just watched Evan Almighty a few days ago. And boys and girls, what, I ask you, is the point of the movie??? A.R.K. Its how we change the world. 1 Act of Random Kindness at a time Odd coincedence of the movie and then this dog picking me out of a huge parking lot. I'm still undecided on whether I'm keeping it but I just don't see meeting anyone worthy. I dont trus

I'm Really Still Around...
Hey ya'll just a quick message to let you all know i'm still around, just not as much. I started working full time and my bf's sons are with us for the summer. They are quite a handful. I wish we had their energy. We also have summer projects going such as a garden and some remodeling that are quite time consuming. I hope you all are enjoying your summer so far and are doing well. Miss ya, Jackie Don't forget about me! LOL :) Anyone coming to Elko for the Jamboree?

Quick! Omg Quickisgod!
Ok there comes a time and a day when we all manage to have a brain fart. A few months ago Quick, the one who first originally brought me to this site, deleted his account. Now this is one straight hottie, I have known him for several years!! Go back and re-add him, fan him do all that you can do to him! HIDING IN THE DARKNESS OF MY DREAMS THOUGHTS AND DESIRES@ fubar Now this is one man that can make my mouth water, its true QUICKISGOD!

How Ppl Really Act
wow i thought i was really getting to know someone and spent alot of money on them rating,fu blings,blast and so forth and was become a good friend and all of a sudden there was a quick turn on her part an she acted like a total ass and treat me like i did something to her saying i was playing with her feelings and her mine when really all that that she really want was 4 me to spend money on her an rate them,and then she not only took that then she took me off her friends list ,family ,and then block me ..the money not and issue but gaining someone trust and befriend them is,question why are ppl so cruel,disrespectful,deceitful as you come(Freedom) about other ppl's real feelings,well you know who you are i hope you enjoy the rest of your life

Cade & Mommy
A 3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. People often comment on how clearly he speaks for a just-turned-3-year-old. And you never have to ask him to turn up the volume. It's always fully cranked. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a ! not-so- audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade; with me into the restroom. If you'd been one of the ladies in the restroom that evening, this is what you would have heard coming from the second to t he last stall: 'Mommy, areou gonna go potty? Oh! Why are you putting toiwet paper on the potty, Mommy? Oh! You gonna sit down on DA toiwet

Dark Thunder And White Queen
Nothing ever looks the same After it is bathed in love White Queen prayed her silent prayer To the Creator, above Her heart had learned to smile, They both felt love and joy for a while. Why did Dark Thunder long for her in the night? Each memory of White Queen sent Dark Thunder heart in fight . Dark Thunder remembered White Queen sighs and her cries of delight. It was then Dark Thunder knew that for her love .. thier love.. he must flight. The wind blew gently across the land. White Queen remebered the touch of Dark Thunder hands. As the clouds moved slowly across the sky of blue. White Queen wondered did Dark Thunder Dream of her too. ? Love and Joy have ' Magic Powers.' White Queen longed for Dark Thunder's arms, hour after lonely hour . Her prayers were answered with his gentle love . White Queen knew that their prayers had been heard by the Creator above .

Dazzy Loves Me
That smile of yours would light up the darkest places known to man. You look So much happier now than you have for many many months. Like you have been given a new lease of life. Keep as you are, never go back to that place I need the smiles and so do many others in here that rely on you to make their days brighter and happier with your dazzling beauty. Love you me lil welsh minx lol Dazzy =) xoxoxox AWWWWWWW :D he's the man!

Come On Peeps Show Her The Love
SHES BEAUTIFUL AND SWEET AND NEEDS OUR HELP HER ACCOUNT GOT DELETED AND WE ARE TRYING TO GET HER BACK UP THERE!!!! SHE WILL RETURN THE LOVE AND SHE LOVES NEW FRIENDS DJ-TOODAMNSEXY-DSC-OWNER OF CLUB TOOSEXY-OWNER OF DJ BADBOY@ fubar

Auction Link
This is the first auction I have ever entered....so I am really excited...plz stop in and bid on me...just hit pic link and come on down!!!! WOOHOO Thx All and Thx Chocolate Bunny for inviting me!!!!!! Come buy urself a Bad Girl :)~~

Paint Shop Pro Text Quickie Tip
Just a quickie text tip when using Paint Shop Pro ! To Have Nice text, and not all jagged looking Make sure you have Anti- Alias on ! In my psp version 9 and 10 I have option Sharp or smooth or off. but never have it OFF ! Unless using a pixel font! I use pixel fonts for credits! and remember to turn it back on ~ I always use sharp unless using a pixel font size around 5 or 6 !!! This option appears after you click on your text tool ! and appears up top !

A Simpler Time
There is not one fiber of my body that is old yet. I remind myself of that when I commence to thinking back. Those thoughts usually occur when I believe my son has grown between blinks. I believe that recollection is a powerful idea that anglers maintain and fear releases. Some of you recollect more decades than I. You can recall times when fishing and life and the tools needed to fish and live by were simple. Within you are special souls that understand hunger pains and the pains of life and how catching a river cat or a pond bream erased at least some of life's pains. Even though I am barely beyond my third decade of life, I'm reminded of my youth when I take to fishing. Occasionally, when my haphazard mind slips into a premature state of reckoning, I think back to my early days of following a path to the water. I am certain that I am not alone when I recall walking a worn cow path on my way to fishing for the first time. For those who were not blessed with being reare

Interesting. I Think I Was High
A Call to Arms (of the non violent Variety) Category: Dreams and the Supernatural For all of those who actually know me you already know my religous persuasion.... and you may know some of my feelings concerning the subject in general... and for those who read these things I am going to warn you right now that this is not a rant per say.... No this is a call to arms... A call for unity among the members of all "pagan" or esoteric, or just plain out of the norm religions. This is a wake up call to us all... be it satanist... wiccans... druids, whether you call yourself a Psy Vampire, or a Sanguin Vampire... this is a call to us all... a plea if you will for unity among the clans,houses,covens, and groups. It is now time to come together for a common cause... a common good.. to join as one united body and be able to defend ourselves from all those who would do us harm., from all those who wish us ill.... I want each and everyone of you to look around you right now... not to

I'm A Poet Chipmunk!
A good friend who knows me well told me I'm a "Poet Chipmunk." I laughed out loud and asked him what the hell he meant by that! He said it's because I churn out these excellent but incredibly intense poems for people and hand them over as a gift like a Chipmunk offering up an acorn! LOL! HA! It's a pretty good analogy actually I think.... Some people are intimidated by my poetry, others are flattered and deeply touched. I think how you receive it depends on your self-esteem. I would personally be very flattered if someone wrote a poem for me, but in truth, thus far anyway, all of my poems were inspired by my late husband Gus, The-Love-Of-MY-Life. You can check out some of my poems yourself, in this blog if you like. Comments are ALWAYS welcome, more so in fact than points. XOxo~Drea

Nasa Morons
WASHINGTON - Exactly 20 years after warning America about global warming, a top NASA scientist said the situation has gotten so bad that the world's only hope is drastic action. James Hansen told Congress on Monday that the world has long passed the "dangerous level" for greenhouse gases in the atmosphere and needs to get back to 1988 levels. He said Earth's atmosphere can only stay this loaded with man-made carbon dioxide for a couple more decades without changes such as mass extinction, ecosystem collapse and dramatic sea level rises. "We're toast if we don't get on a very different path," Hansen, director of the Goddard Institute of Space Sciences who is sometimes called the godfather of global warming science, told The Associated Press. "This is the last chance." Hansen brought global warming home to the public in June 1988 during a Washington heat wave, telling a Senate hearing that global warming was already here. To mark the anniversary, he testified before the House Select Comm

Cleaning House For Real And Now!!!
Well, It seems I have ammased alot of fu-buddies! I am going to do something drastic, since I only talk to to those in my family on a regular basis, and a couple of new friends If I have not talked to you in the last 6 months for longer than "Hi, what's up? How are you?" and this means by shoutbox or e-mail or profile comment or pic comments, you are gone! I know that a lot of you won't give a damn, well, nor will I cause you will be history! lol! For all my fu-peeps on my fu-peeps list and those I know in real life, you are safe and I love ya all! If you want to change this yah better get at me some how before I get to your profile, or If you realy spark my interest I may shout at you! Thanks guys, Shannon

Syfad B
I'll help set you free any day just let the music take away your pain beautiful lights the bass intensifies let it take you away deep in the night listen closely as it embraces you don't be afraid it will save you stay in the moment dance for you not for them you'll gain your freedom before it ends

Deep Thoughts
The greatest challenge in life is finding that someone who completes you. One that knows all of your flaws, differences and mistakes yet still loves everything about you. Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live! The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation.

Panties...panties Everywhere.....
It's... ...for the NERD in all of US! Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS! Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back! If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment! For the Guys... Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!" I suppose if you are FAR'in a DUDE YOU CAN SAY...ummm...whatever you are comfortable with. HAHA! For the Girlies... Your add request or comments should say, "HE TOOK MY PANTIES!" or if you are a little shy say..."My Panties were Raided!" So, join the silliness and show me the NERD that lives inside you! Be sure to private message me when you are done! ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar AND REPOST THIS BULLETIN! Now, go get them Panties and make some new FRIENDS! *Pink0828

Dammit Violets....
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I prefer cappuccino to coffee. 2. I would rather be sleeping...lol 3. I love 80's hair bands:) 4. I have PMDD...and it sucks! 5. I would rather hang out online than go to a bar. 6. My fave place to eat is Taco Bell. 7. It drives me nuts when people dont respond to me. 8. I have never tried lobster. 9. I think bald is sexy:) 10. I like to be outside when a storm is coming, especially if it has a threat of a tornado. and now, the moment you've all been waiting for... I tag: Whoremaster Mel Reeka Silver Dolphin Sweet Turtle

Finally Finished Another Xxx Story.. Xxx..
Ok, so last night Iput up this blog unfinished and I just finished it and wanted to make sure to post the WHOLE thing..If you read it last night and want to pick up from where I left off, I kept a space between the 2 parts..lol.. Anyway, make sure if you read it to let me know what you think,.. Im gonna take nice bubble bath now.. Ill be back in a bit... He opens the door and grabs me by the wrist, pulling me inside..His tongue starts fucking my mouth as he pushes me against the wall.. He parts my legs with his knees as his hands move down the front of my blouse. I can hear the sound of my buttons ripping and falling onto the floor one by one.. As his one hand pulls out my tits, his other hand hikes my skirt up and runs his hand over my black lace panties. He can feel that wet spot on the crotch of them and kew that I was enjoying this more that I may be letting on.. He takes my panties and pulls them to the side, sliding his finger inside my already wet, smooth, pussy. I start kis

Give Me Your Hand
Stretch forth your hand and hold to mine as through this fog we go. Endless as night in a borrowed dream of one lost and deep in sorrow... I see you not and I hear not your voice, and yet I feel you so nearby. It's just a dream - yes, always a dream - unreachable for even you and I... I know that I shall never know why I met you this way. Carrying this cross of burden along knowing that here alone I must stay... I cannot know, nor ever will see why this path I know I need walk. Without you here by my side to touch and never given the chance to talk... I close my eyes now and try to see the reason why you have been. A burning fire, an unquenchable desire and so much more than just a friend... A weight of pure sadness presses my soul and tears flow where I cannot see. For what I've so wanted and couldn't have and what I knew never could be... It was you who would visit my dreams and you were unreachable for me then. I was but a small child when I saw

Lost
Im lost in thoughts Not sure what to do You broke my heart Then wanted me back Dont know why You say you love me But Im not sure you do I know you still have feelings For both her and I Yet wonder who for more Dont know if I want to risk it Take the chance of being hurt again Or if we should just stay friends

Sweet Alabama Just Got Her Halo!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

About Me
HELLO im from upstate new york ,been married for 31 years, to my wonderful wife. i like to chat and flirt sometimes. i like to go bowling, fishing and like to watch wresting ,come here to meet new friends . and chat with my old friends

Poetry
A love pure as air. But in a situation unfair. I live a fantasy in your presence. But lost without your essence. With you I'm a King. Without that song doesn't sing. The best part of me I know. So far away my heart I can't bestow. My odds always even with you there. I sit here alone only half of a pair. Perfect symmetry everything is complete. Without you my love has nowhere to secrete. With you my heart is right but beats left. Till you come home I'll be Holdin My Breath

Lets Get The Word Out There And Get These Options!!!
This image is also a link to get you to support lounge as well just hover over the image and click it.Also if you don't mind leave a comment here about it as well cause there was 9 entries in the wish list earlier for it and someone decided to delete them. If you agree please be sure to voice it, the more that speaks the faster it gets chosen. These Options are ready I have seen them in action but if no one speaks up and lets people know then Fubar Staff goes on with other things they feel is more important so speak your mind and get to that wish list you can click any image here and will be brought directly to the Fubar Support Lounge

All Sadness Aside, A New Lease On Life
I've been through some life altering events the past few months, and despite coming out of it all a bit more scarred I feel like I've been given a second chance at my life. So what I'm saying is I wanna make the best of it, meet new people, make new friends, and live life to whatever kinda fullest I can. Anybody, I make friends with, if I ever start to back down from something in your presence, hit me, beat the living crap out of me, or if your more comfortable, just remind me "dude, you said you wanted to live remember?". Beating the crap out of me would probably be a little extreme but hey if it gets the job done lol. Here's to tomorrow people, Eayrik

Another Update
I know my blogs are kind of all over. I am not sure how to move them where I want. Just wanted to update. I am still feeling crappy. No more seizures since Sunday (thanks goodness). I been sleeping a lot since. They uped my medicine I feel drugged it sucks. I go to the Doctor tomorrow. I am so scared not knowing what is going on with me. I am a mom of 3 I can't just sit around the house. I am so stressed. Biting my tongue has jumped started my weight loss thats a plus lol.

Lonely At Work
I would say that I get bored at work waiting for calls to come in but my mommy told me that only boring people get bored DEAMMIT!!! So I'm just lonesome sitting here in idle waiting for the next call to come in. As I type this I have been in idle for 38 minutes *tears* If anyone has AIM let me know so we can chat. AIM is the only IM program I'm allowed to use. SO let me know folks!

Company
That we may be known by the company we frequent, has become proverbial. For, when unrestrained, we are prone to choose and associate with those whose manners and dispositions are agreeable and congenial to ours. Hence, when we find persons frequenting any company whatsoever, we are disposed to believe that such company is congenial with their feelings, not only in regard to their intellectual capacities and accomplishments, but also their moral disposition and their particular manner in life. Good company not only improves our manners, but also our minds; for intelligent associates will become a source of enjoyment, as well as of edification. If they be pious they will improve our morals; if they be polite they will tend to improve our manners; if they be learned they will add to our manners; if they be learned they will add to our knowledge and correct our errors. On the other hand, if they be immoral, ignorant, vulgar, their impress will most surely be left upon us. It theref

Hmmmmm!
ENTER Riddles? or Jokes! Random Riddle There are 20 people in an empty, square room. Each person has full sight of the entire room and everyone in it without turning his head or body, or moving in any way (other than the eyes). Where can you place an apple so that all but one person can see it? The Answer Please Place the apple on one person's head. Random Joke A LETTER FROM A WEST VIRGINIA MOTHER TO HER DAUGHTER Dear Louanne Ellie Mae, I'm writing this letter slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well though; last week I put a loan in and pulled the ch

Let's Do The Jailhouse Rock!!
All you have to do to join us in the Jailhouse is.... Rate, Fan and then Add all the Rockers!! In your friend request put "Doing The Jailhouse Rock" or something along those lines. If someone is already on your friends list check to see if you can Re-Rate them then leave them a comment saying you are "Doing The Jailhouse Rock" When you get friend requests from people joining after you..... DO NOT JUST accept the request!!! PLEASE go back and Fan and Rate them as well!! That is the whole point of joining the train afterall!! So when you have done all that send me a message and let me know!!! ****NO SHOUTS PLEASE**** E-Mail Me when you are done!! ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life G/F Øƒ ϟϟJÁkè the §Ñåkèϟϟ {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar ~Owner~ ******************** JÁkè the §Ñåke Real Life B/F of JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ {Shadow Leveler

How Do You Let Him Know.....
How do you tell someone how much you care, And being without them is something that you can't bare? How do you tell them that they have changed you, And since they walked into your life everything seems brand new? How do you tell them that your sorry for what you've done, And not to let go when we have only just begun? How do you tell them that this just doesn't seem right, And that we shouldn't give up with out a fight? How do you tell them that when your in their arms everything is ok, And that you never want that feeling to go away? How do you tell them that you miss them more than they know, And that you care about them more than you may show?

What Do You Think?
BY JUST LOOKING AT THIS GRAPHIC AS IS SITTING RIGHT HERE WHAT IS YOUR THOUGHTS ON IT? NICE AND PRETTY AND IF THE TIME EVER PRESENTED ITS SELF YOU WOULD USE IT OR ITS CHEESE AND YOU WOULD NEVER USE IT? PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.. BE VERY HONEST BUT BE NICE TO.. TY TY OMG I COULD JUST DIE.. HELLCAT KILLS ME I WISH I COULD LEAVE COMMENTS.. THIS SUCKS..

Newbies
When a Dominant and a submissive are first exploring each other to see if a relationship is possible they will engage in intense conversations. Within these conversations they will discuss the range of limits and play that each hopes or feels a need to engage in. Also within these conversations will be a discussion of forbidden or hard limits. Areas that are never to be challenged, stretched or extended by the Dominant. It is important for both people to communicate clearly and openly and listen clearly and openly to what the other person is saying here. If a submissive can identify and state their hard limits then the Dominant will have a means to clearly understand where the submissive is coming from. After establishing these hard limits then the conversation will often move further into Soft Limits.

Attitude
for everyone with the attitude.......... it is 4 days until school starts here I have NO school shoppin done I was tryin to move as well.. that isnt goin so well I havent been home all weekend I am taking care of my moms house while she is on vacation. Her computer isnt all that great so I havent accepted friends requests or shown love to ppl. before moms vacation I was in the hospital for too much stress. If you have a problem with the timely fashion that I have not accepted a request or shown love back.. please feel free to remove the request .. block me whatever you hafta do. Sorry that life came in between my fu time lol and for everyone that still loves me.. i love you all back thanks for stickin around and giving 2 shits about me. pray too if you pray for me some strength to get thru this, and maybe that I find a new house, or get one over on the school system that is fukkin us. xoxo

Update2
The Kemo is finally starting to take affect, Mason is sick today and very cranky. He had a bone marrow sample taken this morning and a Spinal kemo as well. I can tell he takes after his dad, he called a nurse a bitch and a male nurse an asshole. The Doc said that means he is getting better. Umm if she says so!!!

With Gold In Marathon, Wanjiru Gives Kenya A First
Sammy Wanjiru powered through the Olympic men’s marathon Sunday morning, becoming the first Kenyan to win this event and shattering the Olympic record in 2 hours 6 minutes 32 seconds. Wanjiru, at 21 the holder of the half-marathon world record, is considered the future of the event. Here, though, he did much for its history, breaking his country’s startling Olympic drought in an event Kenya otherwise dominates. Wanjiru kept up a blistering pace and took the lead for good just after he passed the 35-kilometer mark. The weather worked in his favor; it was hot but not overly humid, as has often been the case in the mornings during the Olympics. A rainstorm late Saturday night had brought out clear skies and excellent conditions for a race that people feared might be marred by excessive heat or Beijing’s terrible pollution. Neither was a major factor. Jaouad Gharib of Morocco finished second and Tsegay Kebede of Ethiopia was third, passing his countryman Deriba Merga on the final lap i

My Auction Is Open
~MY AUCTION IS FINALLY OPEN~ AND WILL RUN FOR 1 WEEK FROM 8/25/08 TIL 9/1/08 COME BID ON ONE OF THESE FU's MYSTICFAIRY FAIRY PRINCESS JOE AKA JOE KILLA KLOWN IRISH JUGGALO GODFATHER ®ØßÊ®t ~NO DRAMA~

The Punisher
This piece of shit, The Punisher made a mumm this morning and blocked me after I commented "Who is it this week?" I had a friend deliver a message back to his mumm, he deleted that and blocked the friend. About a half hour ago I get a PM from him, then I used some other means to get to him but his coward ass kept replying then blocking. So here it is for your amusement. I rearranged it so it can be read from the top down. can't do ur own dirty work, huh, so who's the real bitch, sounds like u. if u have a problem with being a man, then u need to get off of fubar I can do my own dirty work but when pussies have me blocked, I have to resort to other measures. The sad thing is I have been privy to many of your shoutbox conversations. It appears that you are the one that needs help being a man. Most of the women that you hit on think you are a fucking joke. I just think your pathetic. u definately lack a set of of balls, if u have a problem with me, step out

Advanced/extended Education
#1.Astrology/Parapsychology,#2.P.C Repair,#3.Psychology,#4.Computer Programming,#5.Creative Writing,#6.Criminal Justice,#7.Electrician,#8.Internet Specialist,#9.Travel & Tourism,#10.Pharmacy Assistant,#11.Locksmith,#12.Auto mechanics,& last of all_#13.Early Childhood Education. I'm actually somewhat intelligent,Don't play me as Stupid Fuckin Dumbass. I'll have thes 13 degrees by the time i'm 24. Not trying 2 br4gg damn it , but Goals r goals , if you set them yourself , you should be capable of achieving each one if you strive for the best!

~vitamin De~
my owner THE ONE AND ONLY ~vitamin de~ R/F/A her and show her she kicks ass! ~vitamin de~ get your daily dose::fu~owner of ~SazzyGal~:: DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel**@ fubar you know what they say about read heads?? she's proof....IT'S TRUE!! **blings/drinks/gifts ALWAYS welcome**

About My Son Jaymie And The Disease He Had..help Cure Cystic Fibrosis
What You Need to Know What Is Cystic Fibrosis? Cystic fibrosis is an inherited chronic disease that affects the lungs and digestive system of about 30,000 children and adults in the United States (70,000 worldwide). A defective gene and its protein product cause the body to produce unusually thick, sticky mucus that: clogs the lungs and leads to life-threatening lung infections; and obstructs the pancreas and stops natural enzymes from helping the body break down and absorb food. In the 1950s, few children with cystic fibrosis lived to attend elementary school. Today, advances in research and medical treatments have further enhanced and extended life for children and adults with CF. Many people with the disease can now expect to live into their 30s, 40s and beyond. Symptoms of Cystic Fibrosis People with CF can have a variety of symptoms, including: very salty-tasting skin; persistent coughing, at times with phlegm; frequent lung infections; wheezing or shor

Need Your Help
HEY YALL JUST CAME UP WITH A IDEA TO HELP MYSELF MOVE ON UP LIKE GEORGE & WEEZIE IF YOU RATE ALL MY PIC YOU CAN ALSO FAN AND ADD COMMENTS I WILL DESIGN YOU A PIC FOR FREE THATS RIGHT I SAID FREE I NORNALLY I CHARGE A BLING GIFT OR BIG PIMPIN GIFTS SO IF YOU WANT ME TO DESIGN YOU SOMETHING LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON HERE BEFOR THIS OFFER ENDS LOL $ECRET $IN

Help Sundae Level Up
PLEASE HELP! please stop by and leave some rates fan/add/rate. everything is greatly apprecaited. she needs 75k to level shes an awesome lady with a huge heart she will help you in anyway . ty all Click the pic to show SUNDAE SOME LOVE!

10 Reasons For Obama Biden Not Palin Mcshame
1 Look to the future Senator Obama offers the most comprehensive energy plan of any Presidential nominee in history, it will end our dependence on foreign oil and create as many as 5,000,000 jobs. Senator McCain’s plan continues the Bush Administration’s policy of appeasement to Big Oil, does nothing to reduce our dependence on oil, and isn’t as good as Paris Hilton’s. 2. You pollute, you pay Obama and Biden support plan to make polluters pay for pollution credits and to clean up toxic waste. McCain wants us to foot the bill for clean-up and to give polluters billions in tax breaks and subsidies. 3. Keeping us healthy Obama and Biden have fought to keep our air and water clean. McCain has voted against clean water ten times and voted six times to make it harder for states and the EPA to keep our air clean. 4. Listening to the scientists The Nobel Prize-winning Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change says that Ameri

The Haunted Palace
In the greenest of our valleys By good angels tenanted, Once a fair and stately palace- Radiant palace- reared its head. In the monarch Thought's dominion- It stood there! Never seraph spread a pinion Over fabric half so fair! Banners yellow, glorious, golden, On its roof did float and flow, (This- all this- was in the olden Time long ago,) And every gentle air that dallied, In that sweet day, Along the ramparts plumed and pallid, A winged odor went away. Wanderers in that happy valley, Through two luminous windows, saw Spirits moving musically, To a lute's well-tuned law, Round about a throne where, sitting (Porphyrogene!) In state his glory well-befitting, The ruler of the realm was seen. And all with pearl and ruby glowing Was the fair palace door,

Been Soooo Long..........
well my fufriends, it has been forever since i have logged on. I am now living with my number 1 friend. As some of you know who have chatted with me, he has been a huge part of my life. He is an awesome guy to not just me, but my kids also. if i "shouted" with you on a regular basis, sorry that i havent kept in touch. my life has been very busy these days. I wish you all the best of luck in all that you do. we all need it in some way or another. take care and until then......................be good!!!

Things That Don't Make Sense (even To Me).....
How is it possible for a person to be in a content mood...and still be frustrated, upset, irritated, etc? I do not understand that, most definately not. Things, supposedly, happen for a reason, and I would surely love to know the reason. If someone could tell me the reason, I would most likely be a happier individual. Unless I didn't like the reason, then I would, more than likely, just be more pissed off. Interesting how that works, isn't it? It's sort of like when someone says "Be honest, do these pants make my butt look big?" They said be honest, but if you say yes, they're not gonna be very happy. People only want to know the truth when it's the truth they want to hear. That doesn't make sense to me.

And Another Chapter Begins....
I QUIT THE COFFEE SHOP!!! I had to do it for my well-being... how would u feel if you made 8.25 an hour (MANAGEMENT!!!) And constantly got told you were worthless? Not to consider the fact that there are only 2 other employees other than yourself... And you still got to figure in making all the chicken salad, egg salad, tuna salad, ham salad, gourmet chicken salad, and 2 different soups... plus stock the deli table.. make drinks, make deliverys on FOOT! So... I finally quit! And not the good way, putting in my 2 weeks... WALKED OUT! Normally Im not the person to do this.. I never call off, even if I am sick, or my son has surgery or even I have surgery. Never late, Im always 30 minutes early because I dont have a car. So now I am stuck... I don't know how I am going to pay my bills.. I owe 450 left to rent for this month... which in all actuality is suppost to be paid on the first, but our landlord lets us slide.. I owe 260 dollars to comcast, which will probably be the first

Random Thoughts
I cant sleep I cant eat. I think about the one all the dam time. We were soulmates, lovers, best friends. All I do is think about all the special times we had together. Why did he have to hurt me so much? I have never loved anyone as much as I love this one. I have taken him for granted tho, and I think its too late. But I still wonder why all this bad stuff is happening. I am lost and confused.

Tips For Girls
Nine types of guys to get over immediately There are certain types of men who should be nobody's type, By Judy McGuire But there are certain types of guys who should be NOBODY'S type. These guys are distinguished by one thing -- an overabundance of one or more very bad qualities. Here's your guide to boys to avoid: 1. The OverSharer: The current Overshare Poster Boy is Phillip Nobel, who wrote a highly hide-chapping account of his extramarital affair for Elle. The Oversharer will broadcast intimate episodes from your relationship to his mother, your mother, his blog readers and anyone else he can rope into paying attention. 2. The OverThinker: One of the great things about dating men is that you aren't subjected to long, excruciating interrogations over what you really meant when you reassured him that no, he didn't look fat in those pants. However, though they're rare birds, there are guys who will want to spend hours dissecting even the most innocuous comment, exami

It's Intergalactic
The USS Enterprise is lost again Gps system is broke, misread instructions of paper and pen They made a wrong turn and went so far When they landed on earth they where scared from seeing their first car Baggy pants and long Limousines Confused while discovering skittles and jelly beans Asking for directions hoping someone can erase their fear Only confusion and laughter where to appear With different shirts and appearance like so Coming from a far away place, no one can know How to leave planet earth, humans do not ask why We do not drive space crafts that can fly As the start trek staff began to wonder What is this sound that is of thunder From the blue sky with cluods and the sun from up above Indeed many things about earth they do not love Back to the enterprise to think of a plan To outer space again quicky in a short time span Captain Kirk and Spock while trying to fix their gps discovered classic rock A back up gps they did not have in stock The batt

Monday Night Football Game. Updated Daily
Ravens Vs.Steelers 9/29/08 23/20 STEELERS WIN!!! Christopher won our Fu-Football Poll with a guess of Steelers 21/20 Congrats Christopher Show him lots of love. Çhrìš†öþhe® ÃKÃ Šçoo†e®R/L Owner & Master of *STGiggles*Shadow Levelers@ fubar Are you ready for some football? This Monday night 9/29 Ravens Vs. Steelers This game will close Monday 9/29 Morning 7 AM Rate the pic of whom you think will win also leave a comment with your prediction on the score. The person who guesses the winning team and closest score without going over will win 20K fu-bucks. To see currant standings please follow this link to updated blog. http://fubar.com/blog/34448 If you have any questions please contact. Perky ♥ Mr.D@ fubar Poll as of right now Ravens(8) Steelers(12) Predictions. SexySandi - Ravens 21 - Steelers 20 dewyb1969 - STEELERS 28-14 BigDaddy - steelers 27-10 Tic Tac - Ravens 17 Steelers 13 Go Blue - steelers 10 ravens 7 StarGazer - Steelers.. 27

Ok What Ya Think Of This???
here's the situation. got a call from a tenant the other nite. said there was a bottle of pills out in the hall way all over the place... he had no idea what they were... so said call the cops and he did. the chief of police comes takes a look and said the landlord should take care of that!!!! the tenant calls back so pops goes down to take care it. came back and said he threw them away.. ma went to work today and dug them out and took the to the pharmacy... and they told her that the pills ritilin!!!!! schedule 2 narcatic!!!! and the cops told the tenant that we are responcible for it... how fucked up is that... didn;t even look to see what it was...

Lost.
I don't know why I signed on here tonight. I had no interest in messages. Or photo comments. Or requests. And then I saw the blog. And I thought... WTF? Let me just ramble a fukkin spell. Today I feel all out of faith. My spirit broken into too many pieces to repair. Just the weight of the world on my shoulders, and no reprieve from the madness. I pulled my hoodie over my face today and cried. Wished it all away but it never goes. Seems there's no time for living, when all you're doing is scraping to survive. It's hard not to feel like a failure... When you know in this life, the sad truth is, it doesn't matter who you are but what you have. So in one week I will once again pack my children's toys into boxes. And fill their backpacks with the necessities. And I will try to find a place to go. If I could close my eyes and be done I would. But how do you do that when you have two small boys depending on you? How? But how do you keep smiling for them, when your hear

I Will Always Love You
If i should stay Well, i would only be in your way And so i'll go, and yet i know That i'll think of you each step of my way And i will always love you > I will always love you Bitter-sweet memories That's all i have, and all i'm taking with me Good-bye, oh, please don't cry 'cause we both know that i'm not What you need I will always love you I will always love you And i hope life, will treat you kind And i hope that you have all That you ever dreamed of Oh, i do wish you joy And i wish you happiness But above all this I wish you love I love you, i will always love I, i will always, always love you I will always love you I will always love you I will always love you

Who Knew This?!
I have been driving for years... I would think I should have noticed the little secret on my dashboard that was staring me in the face the whole time...I didn't...and I bet you didn't either... Have you ever rented or borrowed a car and when arriving at the gas station wondered...mmm, which side is the gas filler cap? My normal solution was to stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look, try to see in the side mirrors or even get out of the car! Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the gas station or put your neck at risk of discomfort or injury. If you look at your gas gauge, you will see a small icon of a gas pump? The handle of the gas pump will extend out on either the left or right side of the gas pump? If your tank is on the left, the handle will be on the left? If your tank is on the right, the handle will be on the right (see photo). It is that simple!

Great Song
This is from a band called "Lovage" featuring Mike Patton - the album is "Music to make love to your old lady by".... Go check out this song!! Lyrics to Pit Stop (Take Me Home) : I was driving In my car Late at night All alone Then he stopped me Asked me for a ride There you were On your own Now ask me why do I feel my heart's on fire ask me Why do I feel this strange desire Ask me why do I feel like i'm falling, falling Take me home What a wonderful way to go Take me home What a wonderful way to go Licking your greasy spoon Jukebox playing my tune Making out in your room Blowing up your balloon Playing you like a bassoon But if I only knew Where we were driving to I wouldn't have let you fill my tank I pulled in To your truck stop and i'm Sleeping on the asphalt eighteen Wheelin' and siphon gas And I'm feeling you're my big 10-4 Now ask me why do I feel my heart's on fire ask me Why do i feel this strange desire ask me Why do i f

Welcome To My Nightmare Train (by Sherrylynn59)
HOSTESS: Sherrylynn WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com I'm sure all of your have had some point in your life where everything was going to hell and you felt you were living in a nightmare and

Moonlight Of The Heart
A single shot rings out Sending this heart in its downward spiral Suffocating my lungs In pain. In silence. Death's grip My only solace from within Begs me to return Only to yearn Time and time again. In peace. In desolation. In my own destruction, Only a silver of light awaits. The hope. I wait.

New Friday Express Train! Jump On!
FRiDAY - SiR CHaRLES JONES OK IT A TIME TO DO THE DAM THANG ADD ALL RATE AND FAN! PLEASE E-MAIL AKAKMRS. T WHEN YOU ARE DONE! HOST ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar

Vip Sucks
I have been thinking this for awhile..and i know alot of you are vip's but i think it kind of sucks with everyone being a vip...i mean EVERYONE on here is a vip...and its just gotten really comercial on here...lol..I am working my way up the old fashion way, earning it....rating profiles and pictures...blah blah blah...Its just everyone is a VIP...whats the point anymore...lol....I like NOT being a VIP......lol...just some buzzed ramblings....

In Between
Are you Kinky cuddly or in betweenIN BETWEEN!!!!You enjoy a mix of both worlds. You like a bit of the sweet intimatcy and a bit of the kinky shit too!!!! I don't know what you lie exactly but YAY!!!! your like me!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Please Read....
US Military rips away pet of deployed US Soldier shortly before Baghdad Pups can send puppy to safety in Minnesota (This isn't my normal fare here, but I had to write about this because it is so tragic. Please read.) One of my good college friends is in Iraq right now. A couple months ago, she told me about Baghdad Pups, a really amazing organization that provides medical care, clearance and transport for the animals U.S. soldiers have come to love during deployment in the Middle East. There are some initiatives that everyone - regardless of their political views - can agree are fabulous. This is one of those. Baghdad Pups gives our soldiers hope by helping them send their pets home to safety. It's such a unique and touching idea. I couldn't wait to write about it. Except today, I wish I could be writing about anything else. Because something so awful has happened that I'm writing this through tears. My friend has been held in Iraq by the stop-loss policy for

Week 6 Schedule
Hey all! Good luck this week, gonna be some tough games. Sunday Oct 12th CHICAGO @ ATLANTA MIAMI @ HOUSTON BALTIMORE @ INDIANAPOLIS DETROIT @ MINNESOTA (WOOOOOOOOOOO) OAKLAND @ NEW ORLEANS CINCINATTI @ NEW YORK JETS CAROLINA @ TAMPA BAY ST. LOUIS @ WASHINGTON JACKSONVILLE @ DENVER DALLAS @ ARIZONA PHILADELPHIA @ SAN FRANCISCO GREEN BAY @ SEATTLE NEW ENGLAND @ SAN DIEGO Monday Oct 13th NEW YORK GIANTS @ CLEVELAND BYES: BUF, KC, PIT, AND TEN.

Hvorfor Farget Elvis Håret Svart?
Pga hans forhold til den indianske sangerinnen og komponisten Buffy Sainte-Marie. Mens Elvis levde i filmverdenen under hele 60-tallet var Buffy den som egentlig møtte Beatles. Hun er den kvinnelige velkomsten til de invaderende styrkene. Elvis utforsket kjærlighetens mysterier i forhold til både hvite, sorte og indianske kvinner. Men problemet dukket opp i forhold til Buffy. Han visste han var kommet til et sluttpunkt. Det er ikke mulig for en hvit mannlig amerikaner å synge en kjærlighetserklæring til en rød kvinne. Until It's Time For You To Go kan vanskelig tolkes som annet enn et planlagt farvel fra den samme kvinnen i alle andre anglo-amerikaneres versjoner enn Elvis'. Det sorte håret til Elvis handler om en identifisering og støtte til Buffy. Og My Way handler dels om Buffys album It's My Way! fra 1964. Det er umulig å korrespondere mellom dem. Samtidig er jeg overbevist om at Elvis ga (og gir) Buffy en stemme.

Hush Puppies
Hush Puppies 1 cup cornmeal 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons sugar 3/4 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 beaten egg 1/2 cup buttermilk 1/4 cup sliced green onion shortening or cooking oil for deep-fat frying In a medium bowl combine cornmeal, flour, sugar, baking powder, baking soda, and salt. make a well in the center of flour mixture; set aside. In another bowl combine egg, buttermilk, and green onions. Add egg mixture all at once to flour mixture. Stir just until moistened (batter should be lumpy). Drop batter by tablespoons into depp, hot fat (375 degrees). Fry about 3 minutes or until golden, turning once. Drain on paper towels. Serve warm.

Chapter One Of Penny's Story - Taken From The Book Of Books. Thank You.
(I just wanted to say that Nurse Tuffy-Tail is based on my friend who has been shamfully treated by not just Tyrone but many others. And yes, another one just recently.) Puffing and panting Penelope Prickle-Bonnet climbed the last few feet of the steep hill. When she reached the top she sat and rested until her breathing and her heart rate slowed down to normal again. She thought that it was time to heed the advice she had been given about going on a healthy diet. Well, maybe tomorrow or perhaps even the next day - time would tell. Through her reverie the sound of someone calling out, “Penny,” brought her back to the present and she peered in the direction of the voice. “What is it?” she boomed and a blurred figure came closer and closer until it reached her. With a huge sigh, Pip Prickle-Bonnet leaned close to her ear and yelled, “Penny it’s me, your cousin Pip. You know, your eyesight and hearing are getting worse.” Penny hotly denied this and told him that she had hear

Chaotic N Bratts At Again
Let’s help these ladies hit their goals!!! They are always helping out, really awesome ladies. Show lots of luvzzzzzzzzzzz to these two!!! OK,♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ needs 50,000 rate/comments to receive a 150 credit bling pack !!=) ================== OK, ♥~Bratt~♥ needs 50,000 rate/comments to receive a 150 credit bling pack !!=) (repost of original by '~SassyMysticDawn~ Shadow Bombers~thanks~RICKY~WILDMAN55 ~4 MY SKINS~' on '2008-10-28 09:36:52')

Sex Sign = Libra ?!?!
Now I'm trying to figure out something maybe you can help me out with this.... Does this quiz mean I should have been born a Libra or I should be with a Libra (I get that it says 'me') ???? I'm a June baby and a Gemini.... Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more l

So Far Fubar Is In The Lead Now Tagged Is Ahead Of Myspace It Is Close. Don't Forget To Say Your From Here
PLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK AND SAY WHAT SITE YOU SIGNED IT FROM I AM PUTTING IT ON ALL SITES I AM ON AND JUST WANT TO SEE WHAT SITES READS ANYTHING I PUT UP ON BULLETINS !!! LMAO THIS IS ONLY A TEST *EVIL GRIN*

Auto 11 Bonus Game!
Auto 11 BONUS Game! As a BONUS during my auto 11's for the next 24 hours I will be giving away random bling!! I am ready to level to PROPHET and need your help, so I want to pay back some lucky raters! In addition to this I will also be giving away fubucks, 300,000K in fact! 3 lucky winners will be receiving 50,000 fubux each day (wed. and thurs.) Rate at least one 100 picture folder to enter. Private message me and tell me you have completed at least 100 rates. Winners will be randomly chosen by predetermined numbers. Good luck and Happy RATING!!

I'm Thinkin...
Well, today was one of those days that you hear everyone talk about. It started out a regular crappy day. Of course, I was still feeling bad over the "loosing the love of my life" thing. It was an average day, nothing exciting or dramatic happened. I was still slumped in a mess when a friend of mine got ahold of me. It was some of the things he was saying that opened my eyes. I had an epiphany. I am not going to let this pot-hole in the road ruin my life. I have my family, I have my friends and I have someone I met here while back that has taught me so much about myself, its unreal. I have learned that I am stronger then what I give myself credit for. I have learned that yea, happily ever afters aint real, but thats okay. Life is what you make of it. I am young, I have a beautiful healthy son, I keep hearing I am cute, What more could a girl want? Sure, I miss him, sure I still cry, sure, I am lonely, Sure it feels as though I am never going to find anyone out there for me... but yo

Why I Stuck With It......
I know it has been a few years since me and Jon broke up. Well I have been thinking a lot about what I went through. Especially the last 6 or so months of the marriage. I knew a lot of the time when he would go out and cheat on me. Part of me did so well to block it out that I would second guess myself and completely throw the thought out of my mind. That happened for a while. I played the "happy housewife" for a long time. The one thing that gave away that he was cheating was that he would come home and immediately make love to me. That happened every time. I kept all negative emotions out of it and I just let him do what he wanted because there was that thought in the back of my mind that said "Maybe one of the times that he comes home and makes love to you he will snap out of his little funk and stay with you and not hurt you anymore". I am the type of person that will stick with something that I believe in and keep believing even when evidence is stacked against the whole situation

New Salutes
Hey everyone, So I just posted some Salutes for friends. I guess the question for everyone is did I miss you are you mad or did you want one but you didn't get one?? If you want one you'll have to show some innitiative. Good things come to those who take action!!! To all the friends who have one already ya'll rock and thanx for bein true friends. There are a few ppl's that i'm still workin on. So if you want one or think you should have one just let me know. and keep checkin my pix's you'res could be next!!

Puppy Size...got In An Email
Puppy Size This is one of the neatest stories you will ever hear. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! 'Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to This animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this,' the mother told the volunteer. 'What is it she keeps asking for?' the volunteer asked. 'Puppy size!' replied the mother. 'Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for.' 'I know... we have seen most of them, ' the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office 'Well, did you find one?' asked her mom. 'No, not this time,' Danielle said with sadness in her voice. 'Can we come back on the weekend?' The two women looked at each other, shook their heads, and laughed. 'You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfo

"not Giving Up"
Whatever happen to the love we had, the days you would tell me i love you, Whatever happen to the goodnights and goodbye's Whatever happen to the lovemaking that we would have all night and to know that the next morning me and you were still in eachother's side, Side by side OH WHAT! You forgot? You must of cause the only love im getting here is none.

Ok...
so i'm trying to figure out this whole fubar thing...I go to peoples pages and rate them but don't get any love back... so what's up with people...so all my friends if you could help me then tell people to show some love to me...had a rough week...my birthday sucks and other bad stuff happened...oh well that's life...hehehhe

Come What Dj Ghost Has Cooked Up With His Friends
JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW COME JOIN THE PARTY!! Saturday Night 8:00pm to 2:00am. For Recorded Live Mental Mania. With DJ GHOSHT (the birthday boy). It’s going to be the PARTY of the YEAR, and You Don’t Want To Miss It. So let’s get ready to have some fun… chat… listen to music… and PARTY!! IT’S MENTAL MANIA NIGHT!!

Say Your Prayers Little Fly
I tell the fly's that , they land on my sink and even on the fly swatter. and I tell them "say your prayers" they don't hear me or even care.. "SWAT" I tell them I told you so.. hope you said a good one.. then whooosh~ down the sink.. I use lemon pinesol...

Just Let Me
I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT I NEED IF YOU GIVE ME WHAT I WANT I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO SURVIVE IF YOU TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE FORGIVE LET GO AND GROW I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO DEVOUR MY LOVE LIKE A SAVAGE TO A BEAST, FUCK MY MIND FROM BEHIND IF YOU UNDERSTAND IT TAKES TIME I'LL SHOW YOU THAT SENSITIVITY AND QUESTIONABLE REALITY CREATE ME IF YOU UNDERSTAND MY COMPLEX CONTROVERSY OF PHILOSOPHY ABOUT SHE I'LL SHOW YOU THAT I'LL ACCEPT I AIN'T SHIT IF YOU MAKE HER BELIEVE SHE CREATED IT CAUTIOUS HER MINDS THICK SSHH SHE CAN'T SHAKE IT I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO TWIRL MY HAIR THROUGH YOUR FINGERS CARESSING MY INSECURITIES, SECRETLY

Saliva - Always
I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind" It's telling me all these things, that you would probably hide Am I, your one and only desire Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry Always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you I just can't take anymore, this lack of solitude I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you,done with you I feel, like you don't want me around I guess I'll pack all my things, I guess I'll see you around Its all, been bottled up until now As I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound Always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you [ Saliva Lyrics are found on www.s

To Good To Be True Naw Take A Peek
take a peek click away you wont regret it i swear !!!!!!!!! you know you wanna and i want you to lol wink he missed a few things lol a busy as he is no worries your name in mine for the month your midget on my page ill answer to your every request bids go to cash thers no end to my owner just ask lol???

The Kind Of Christmas Tree I Should Have
You Should Have a Pink Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of friendship and sharing. You're happy as long as you're spending time with the people you care about. You are passionate about the holidays, and that start of the holiday season makes you very excited. You sometimes go a bit overboard in your celebrations. You just can't help it! Passionate, easily excited, sweet, giving, love, friendship, sensitive, caring Your pink tree would look great with: More pink! You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Muppet Christmas Carol What you should bake for Santa: Rice krispie treats with red and green food coloring What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

Forsaken Emotion
i never felt this type of pain remembering how we use to dance in the rain we walked all through town holding hands trying to sing along to all our favoite bands at those moments life was simply bliss everytime we shared that special kiss every day was worth that long walk just so we can sit on your porch and talk then there was that fearful night you called and i rode to be your shining knight riding as fast as i possibly could ducking and dodging all through the wood praying to god that you were okay thinking when i arrived theyr'd be blood to pay showing up and realizing there was no trouble slowly my blood cooled to a slight bubble that night i realized that love was real an emotion i had forsaken i started to feel all i could think was that it was the best finally someone to take the knife from my chest that blade you took from my heart is the same i used to rip my skin apart i thank you from the de

Show My Fu-owner Some Luv!!!
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Avoidant Pd
Your result for The Personality Disorder Test... Avoidant PDYou scored 70% on Openness, 70% onConscientiousness, 30% on Extraversion, and 80% on Agreeableness. Your score places you closest to Avoidant Personality Disorder, a disorder marked by hypersensitivity to criticism, social anxiety, and feelings of inadequacy. Individuals with this disorder tend to avoid relationships with others unless certain that they will be liked, and likewise avoid activities involving large amounts of social interaction or evaluation. They tend to see themselves as inferior to others or as incompetent socially, and are unlikely to take risks or try new activities due to a fear of being embarrassed. Avoidant personality disorder is classified as a Cluster C "Anxious/Fearful" disorder.Did you like this test? Please take a second to rate it. Thanks! Take The Personality Disorder Test at HelloQuizzy

Abunza Leads
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Survey
Who was the last male you talked to? my bro Richard Who is someone that can always make you laugh? Richard or Brooke What were you doing at 10am this morning? sleeping What were you doing an hour ago? playing my DS Do you plan on moving within the next year? not to my knowledge but hell who knows lol Are you wearing anything on your feet? nope, need to put some socks on What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months? hopefully successfully changing myself.. Do you remember your dreams? sometimes Where did your last hug take place? probably christmas eve from one of the kiddos Have you been to a baby shower? yes What cell phone company do you use? Net10 What color is your hair brush? silver Do you watch the Super Bowl? nope What about World Cup? nope Do you sleep with a teddy bear? No What is the last movie you watched? Man In The Moon What movie do you think everyone should watch? whatever they want to watch lol

Banana Muffins
Banana Muffins 1 ¼ cups mashed ripe bananas (3 medium) 3 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 large egg 1/3 cup sugar 2 cups bisquick baking mix Heat oven to 400. Grease bottoms only of 12 medium muffin cups, 2 ½ x 1 ¼ inches, with shortening, or line with paper baking cups. Beat bananas, oil, egg and sugar in large bowl until well blended. Stir in baking mix is moistened (batter will be lumpy).Divide batter evenly among muffin cups. Bake about 15 minutes or until golden brown. Cool muffins in pan 5 minutes; remove from pan to wire

The Real Me
I am looking for a TRUE FRIEND the next time I fall in love. Someone that will get to know my heart and who I truly am before SEX is mentioned. There is a heart inside of me, that wants to be treasured and loved . Am I a model? No. Am I the most beautiful woman in the world? No. All of my true friends know who I am and the kind of person I am. I am caring of other people and try to share hope for people who need it. Am I perfect? No and I never want to be. I don't know the long prayers that some of you write and I think they are very meaningful and beautiful. I don't read the Bible everyday but I do say my prayers for friends and families. I say them privately between God and myself. I am still the same person you have come to know.It has taken me almost 38 years to come to terms where I can live with myself. Will I get married again?.... someday....I don't know....but I do get lonely and miss friendship and going places as a couple to have fun besides the bars. For my true friends wh

"deception"
Guess I should have known guess I should have seen all those little signs the just not quite right things You see love is truly blind love looks the other way love misses tell tell signs until it's far too late The heart itself deceives to thinking everything's ok through rose colored glass it looks seeing just what it wants to see Excuses the heart will make for all the things that don't seem right Saying, He's just not that way my ears must not have heard it right Sadly now the day the truth is right before my eyes No more excuses can I make now all I want to do is cry He's seeing someone new although I gave to him my heart Thought he would keep it safe but instead he ripped it apart He thinks that I don't know he thinks he still deceives but deep within my heart I now know everything I try to not let on I've tried to hide my tears For once he knows I know I've Lost My Everything!!!

Heart Of Hearts
HEART OF HEARTS If you were mine and if I was yours, What would be the objective view for me to really know you? Would you think the things that I say or say the things that I think, Examining everything that I do? Could your eyes see what it is that I can see? And search for unreachable stars and maybe even talk with ‘em to? And should we ever part, Will my words stay hidden treasures buried inside of your true heart of hearts? Will you think of me from within when Stars light up your lonely nights? Revealing the real maps and charts! And should we ever part, Do know that it is I feeling around inside of you pushing ignitions to spark a start. When high winds seize the expression on your face before time takes notice, It is our only breath there is left to share. When the Sun is painfully poised shading your resistant side, It is I adjusting visions commonly balanced by squares. If I was yours and you were m

I Screw Up The Great Things
Looking at all the happy couples across the world... I can't help but to wonder where I went wrong... Everyone so happy with that special person in their lives... Why Do I Screw Up The Great Things. I've had some great people come into my life... Pushing them away after "I got what I wanted"... Knowing that I didn't get what I wanted... Why Do I Screw Up The Great Things. I've never found what I wanted in one single woman... Until you came into my life... I guess it's like three different girls had what I wanted... Why Do I Screw Up The Great Things. I've tried so hard to show you I'm not like the rest... But it seem's that I'm trying when there's no point... I've wore my heart of my sleeve all my life... So I guess thats why, I Screw Up The Great Things.

I Lost My Bff..he Was The Only One..
Curt@ fubar Thank U Curt for offering sympathy & working on pics for me...U are an amazing friend on fubar, but when REAL life hit u were a REAL friend....Plzzz show him love. A good Friend all around!!!

My Triumphant Return! Maybe Not
Hello, hello!!! How have all of you been? Good, I hope. I have been sort of a hermit in the past couple months, considering around Christmas time is not a very good time for me. Anyway, since becoming Fu-King, I decided I needed a break from Fubar, being it was consuming my waking moment everyday it seemed. So, in order to break my Fubar habit, I decided to get a new habit, play computer games! Yes, I know I am pathetic, but I like computer games, they are very challenging, and they don’t make your wrist go numb after hours of playing them like when I would rate people’s pictures. But the rest was well worth it, and with all the blog topics I began to think of started to pile up, I thought it was time to do some typing. There has been some new changes on Fubar I have noticed since I became a Fu-King, first I noticed there is a new picture for the security check. It’s still annoying as hell, but I guess Fubar just wanted to make the check fancier. Also, you can be owned by som

Nothing Left
It's easy to turn your back on those who care we do it every day. Only to chase after dreams and the games that strangers love to play. How easy it is to take for granted the the ones who sit and wait. Only to return finding it to be to late. Returning to an empty house where love used welcome you. Now sitting alone in the dark wondering what to do. Maybe opening your eyes to the lies you have been told. Instead of chasing rainbows for that imaginary pot of gold. Throw away your running shoes and choose not to stray. Because believe it or not those who love you can also walk away.

Please Read
i am curious to know how many people have actually read my profile. i mean if you have then ya shouldn't be surprised by the things i do. Just cuz some of the things i have on there are one liners from a (hed) Planet Earth song does not mean they aren't true.

Obama Freezes Salaries Of Some White House Aides
Obama freezes salaries of some White House aides By JENNIFER LOVEN, AP White House Correspondent Jennifer Loven, Ap White House Correspondent – Wed Jan 21, 2:14 pm ET Featured Topics: * Barack Obama * Presidential Transition Obama freezing some aides' salaries Play Video AP – Obama freezing some aides' salaries * President Barack Obama Slideshow: President Barack Obama * Geithner urges action Play Video Video: Geithner urges action Reuters * The Bottom Line: Day One Play Video Video: The Bottom Line: Day One ABC News President Barack Obama, accompanied by Vice President Joe Biden, speaks in the AP – President Barack Obama, accompanied by Vice President Joe Biden, speaks in the Eisenhower Executive Office … WASHINGTON – President Barack Obama's first public act in office Wednesday was to institute new limits on lobbyists in his White House and to freeze the salaries of high-paid aides, in a nod to the country's economic turmoil. Announc

Anwsering Some Comments :)
Hey everyone! I’ve been busy working on some of my projects lately.. I will be going to Cancun in a bout 2 weeks to shoot and learn a little bit more of managing… I will also be shooting with my new Rebels I’m almost done with the free tour design for www.arielrebelcomic.com (this will be the stand alone site for my coming ------------------------------------------------- Many of you have sent me mails and comments about the last couple of days…. I’m currently on my photoshop right now editing the pics to be able to post something probably later today Don’t worry about me everything is going fine My projects are going faster than I thought! And in a couple of month I will be able to show you all of that I got some REALLY REALLY good news about my projects…. I cant say too much for the moment but there is some of my sexy friends that you already know that you will start to see more often on my site or on my new one I never thought starting a business would

When
When I am with you eternity seems to step away my love continues to grow with each passing day This is a treasure of love I treasure you with my soul how much I love you you'll never truly know You bring joy to my heart I never felt before with each touch of your heart I love you more and more Whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know I hold you dearly deep inside my heart So these seven words I pray you hold true " forever and Always I will love you"

My Wicked Ways...
There is nothing more enjoyable than bringing home some unsuspecting man who thinks I am interested in what he has in his pants, but little do they know, I only want what's in the wallet. Cold medicine is my choice of poison to get them all cooperative and docile. I love to see the look on their faces when they come around, all naked and tied down, ready for the next phase of my plan. As I sit there with their credit cards and debit cards, I love how sweet it is that they actually think that they can withhold any information from me. Any resistance, and I beckon my well trained black bull into the room. Tyreese is an impressive site, all body of steel and a huge black cock swinging between his legs. A nod of my head and Tyreese walks over to you and straddles your chest, rubbing his cock head on your mouth. The information usually is forthcoming and accurate and my shopping and cash transfers begin. Tyreese keeps you well entertained as I keep myself busy spe

Kisses To Bigj My Douchebag Of The Day
bigj: WHAT U MEAN? ->bigj: do yourself a favor and crawl back under the rock from which you came and get your thumb out of your ass while your at it bigj: OVEOUSLY UR TALKIN TO ME ->bigj: if i spent all day making sure i spoke to all of my friends on my friend list i'd have no job, no sleep, and no life so pardon me for living ->bigj: lol all this special attention because i didn't talk to you? i'm touched bigj: UR FAT!!!! BEAT IT BITCH!!! ->bigj: your special bigj: IM DELETING U SINCE U NEVER TALK TO ME,,,, FUCK U!!!!

Bouncers And Ratingsystem
Hi all! I thought we were going forward - but no !! We all have gotten proof off the opposite these last days passed. The new bouncersystem has ticked off the ENTIRE Fubarcomunity! And it will continiue to do so until they change it back! It was bad enough as it was! Why mess up something thats working so so - and get it WORSE than ever? I know Im not the only one that feels like this! I recon I got about 99,9% off all in here on my side in this matter! Babyjesus! Get us BACK to the way it was earlier this week! Dont be doing this to fubarpeeps! You only end up loosing money.. Sign this blog if YOU agree!! If not - tell my/us why you dont! Torill

Wtf?
I ran across this site today, actually I just saw a link for it while checking my email. Is everyone online these days??? I don't have much time for going out anymore so I have decided to try out some sort of networking site and behold, here I am. I've never been on myspace, never been on facebook, and quite frankly, I never wanted to. But its a cold February, so I decided to give it a try.

Anything Goes On Sunday
Anything Goes on Sunday Sinners Paradise Lounge and Dawn Star Radio invite you to join us as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life plays what you want yo hear. Regardless of the genre or year its from. As long as she has it she'll play it. Anything you want to hear (and we mean ANYTHING!). 8pm - 10pm (EST) Hope to see you there! (repost of original by 'aGEM4life ShadowLeveler|RatingRevolution ღWife of Ike™ღ FUOwnedByJade&JaksonsMom' on '2009-01-18 15:37:28')

United
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy cheerleader, nurse, schoolgirl, and more whoever you'd like me to be i'll surprise you at the door eyes that shimmer smile filled with delight together we quiver at each other's sight you hold me first embrace so tight i feel your thirst its a perfect night your heart beats with mine our lips lock the clock stops in time hard as a rock im taken away we dare not part as we move united i feel your dart piercing through me depths unknown together we travel together we moan all our energy consumed we collapse in each others arms sweet contentions our bodies soar nestled in your arms peaceful and sound dreaming of you until our next round

Limited Edition Hard2handle Salute Auction
Extra! Extra!Read all About It!First time ever!!Hard2Handle is Auctioning off an NSFW Salute!! Undoubtedly this will cause some drama, let's keep it real and be adults!Any and all hate comments will result in deletion and blocking.Please do not bring the Drama to my page.Let's have some fun, this is a possible one time only event!! 1-No Minimum Bids! 2-All Bids Allowed! 3-Keep frivolous comments to a minimum please. 4-Auction ends Sunday 2-8-09 @ Noon FuTime. 5-When Auction ends, I will notify Lucky winner. At which point you will need to send Hard2Handle the winning sum of your bid. 6-Do NOT send anything until you have been verified the Winner. 7-Salute will NOT be made until transaction has been completed. 8-Clicking Pic above will take you to Auction. Your Hostess:MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubar

Fubar
It seems that things that were said to me by someone I trust very dearly were not meant. Then when I get upset I am told I am the one who is wrong. So if being blindsided and lied to and calling someone on it is wrong in their eyes, and then being called a bitch for saying something then I guess I am a bitch...

I Own These Peeps :d
Go show all these wonderful people some love cuz I own them and they is teh awesome! Bounty Hunter™ Owned by Lipstick@ fubar ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪ Owned by the beautiful LipStick@ fubar Hellyion@ fubar Witchie@ fubar ~SIMPLY SERENITY ~@ fubar and cuz i own her fun bags and i lubbers her a whole bunch!! Ms.Heather™ ...owned by MONICA THE GREAT but Lipstick owns my fun bags!@ fubar

Spiritwolf
spiritwolf There are 10 letters in your name. Those 10 letters total to 57 There are 3 vowels and 7 consonants in your name. Your number is: 3 The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living. The expression or destiny for #3: An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is y

10 Days Later
What's good....I still have not had time to completely figure out this site. In fact, how in the hell is anyone able to find more than an hour or so to spend on this damn thing. Too much going on for me, but it's a cold February so I better get on my A game and see who I can meet.

A Question Of The Heart.
Ok forgive my stupidity here but I am seriously confused. I am always being the best of friends with women and seemingly nothing more. I honestly do not know the reason. I am always in the friends zone. But to be honest, I always seem to get brushed aside. I try to be the best friend that someone can have but it always seems to end up that the person that I become friends with finds someone and I get brushed aside. Either because the new boyfriend is jealous and doesn't want me around. Or because of some other reason all together. I simply do not understand, one minute a woman is telling me how much that I mean to her an so fourth and then she just simply loses interest in me. could someone give me their view on this and possibly give me a couple of pointers?

Why
One word expresses the torment, the anger, confusion, and pain. "Why? " I scream to the uncaring night. My emotions making me go insane. "Why?" Again, I yell. The silence deafening, defeating, unknowing, uncaring. I curl up in a ball alone and afraid, no one seeing, hearing, and much less caring. The salty tears drip unchecked, following paths long remembered and known. I try to deflect the blows of hurtful words that mar the soul but not the bone. Blows not aimed intentionally yet hurt just the same. I do not know when I have not felt the familiar pain. What a relief it would be to be free! To be excepted and liked just for being me. Many may know of my troubles yet not so much as I, And I know not the way to stop the tears that I perpetually cry.

July 17-19 ~ Tulsa, Ok Fu Party (under Construction)
UNDER CONSTRUCTION Join The Party! July 17th - 19th! Fu Party in Tulsa, Oklahoma! We Will Party At SoCo's: SoCo's Bar and Grill. (918) 477-7551 8161 S Harvard Ave Tulsa, Oklahoma http://www.socossportsbarandgrill.com/location.html SoCo’s Bar and Grill - http://www.myspace.com/socossportsbarandgrill The band that will be there all weekend is: _____________. Cover Charge ??? Tentative JULY 2009 Tulsa Party .............SUBJECT TO CHANGE! this is still in draft form but you can be added as an attendee FRIDAY NIGHT Full Moon Café – Tulsa’s Only Rock & Roll Dueling Piano Show starting at 8:00 pm Full Moon Café - http://www.eatfullmoon.com T-Town Trolley – 9 pm – 2 am – Free – Drops all over downtown …. All types of clubs .. including Majestic (see pics below lol) …. cross dressing .. really fun club… there are a lot of clubs downtown. T-Town Trolley - http://www.ttowntrolley.com SA

What An Idiot
So I come back from an AMAZING parent/teacher conference to this....No Drama Q...: shut the fuck u p now No Drama Q...: i could care the fuck less about your profile ->No Drama Q...: and I have a question for you...do you know how to read profiles or do you just think you're above what it says? No Drama Q...: do u have yahoo messenger? ->No Drama Q...: .................what? No Drama Q...: i have a questionfor u ok?Now, I was the one blocked before he said "shut the fuck u p now". I really wanted to be the one to block him.

Caa #85
This one is personal dear angels. Just got email from my mom and her brother-in-law, has had the lung cancer has come back with a vengeance. He is in hi second of three chemo's and hopefully it will put it into submission. He has had a good life, being able to serve as a police officer and sheriff and is now retired. Please send plenty of angel love, healing, support and prayer for him. God bless you Uncle Lenny, I admire you and respect you. Get well! Love, Doc

Tip On How To Wash The Toilet!
Here is a great housekeeping tips for busy people! How to wash a toilet This was simply too much of a time saver not to share it with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe her while you carry her towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where she will dry hi

Who Wants To Talk?
Hey.. im really bored and have no idea yet how to work this website.. very new to it, i will figure it all out some day soon when i have time to sit down and play on here. But until then if your hot and between the ages of 18-28 you can get ahold of me on here or gimme a call or send a text to 641 504 3179.. if your old or ugly please dont waste my time.. i will find out, you cant lie forever.. hope to hear from some of ya soon

Life As I Know It
So here it is. Divorce. We had out fair share of issues but nothing we couln't ever work through. But something we can't work through is him falling in love again with his exwife. yeah. harsh huh? the story goes as this: she his ex went to a year long treatment facicilty for being hooked on ice in maui. while in there he met another woman. moved to washington state in 95/ divorced his ex in 97. got together with me in june of 2000. we married in july 2001. he gained custody of his two sons in february 2002. this past xmas they went for their last visitaion with her and she refused to send the4m back and he had to fly to maui to get the youngest which is 15. he brought him home the weekend of martin luther king weekend. i felt a vibe that was "off". so i questioned him and he told me that he missed hawaii and that was it. we got papers in the mail that the ex had filed for custody and he needed to appear in court feb 11th. so he made arragements to fly down there yet again to "squash it

Challenge/ Contest Ending 3/13/09
Okay 1st off Congrats to Kitten! She is the proud owner of a bling pack for winning the last contest. And now on to business....... Who wants a DDR T-shirt? Rules are simple: 1. Rate people on any of the leveling blog. Rate all the pictures on the person has except ripped or NSFW pics. If the person has more than 500 pics then you only have to rate 500 of them. 2. Send DJ Kasper a message with each person's name and what you did. 3. For every person you rate you gets you an entry. So the more people you rate the better chance you have at winning. With that said happy rating!

Who Deemed This Shit Sexy
ok, so i'm cruisin through checking out profile pics here and there, of course reading some and passing others.... but ive got a question? who the hell decided that the little lip thing you see women doing now was sexy...its like you will see a female with really ONE pic but has her head turned 4913743192843 different angles to the side but in all the pics her lips are in 2 different positions. one is the whole pouty look with them sticking out half a mile and the other is the whole look when they have their lips kinda cocked and turned up or twisted ....hell i dunno how to describe that shit...but apparently someone somewhere decided to deem that sexy....WTF. ok, maybe it could POSSIBLY by halfway cute ON ONE PHOTO....but as well all SHOULD know too much of anything could possibly be a bad thing... i should start my own little site or blog and open it up for discussion and questions, i would be like the black version of doctor phil only a little more cynical with a touch of hum

Here We Go Again
I haven't been here alot lately other than the occasional stop in to say hi to a few people. Things have been pretty crazy. For a minute life was looking up when an old b/f I dated 25 yrs ago from high school tracked me down after trying off and on to find me that entire time! He was always the "one who got away" and it was nothing short of a fairy tale or something from a Lifetime movie. I've been on cloud 9!! I couldn't begin to explain how happy I've been! A also couldn't help but think nothing in my life stays great for long, there's another shoe to drop somewhere. It just wasn't the one I expected. Alot of my friends know I had and beat kidney cancer several years ago. I also had a scare 2 yrs ago with pancreatic cancer. Luckily it was a fluid filled cyst 1mmx2mm. I was told they needed to watch it because it could easily turn on me into pancreatic cancer & even if it doesn't I was looking at a whipple procedure to make sure it doesn't. A whipple is a major surgery that remo

Relationships! Success Or Failure?
I am really depressed right now do to relationship problems. It sucks! So I was just wanting someone to talk about it or hear about other peoples. If you don't want to open up then don't post on this blog. This blog is to open up to the community.

Random Shit I Found On Http://www.fmylife.com
Today, my dad surprised me by moving my bed (involving disassembling and reassembling it) in my new room, because I couldn't find how I wanted to set it up. He also took care of putting back my vibrator between the mattress and the base, where it was hidden. FML http://www.fmylife.com ^^^FUNNY SHIT ^^^

The Five Factor Values Test
You are Honest, Loyal, Generous and Humble Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're

The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Are Irresistible You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. You're quick minded, but you're also quick to lose your temper! The World's Shortest Personality Test

Heavy Heart
My heart weighs heavy So long since I heard your voice But my hands like my heart are tied They have taken away my choice. To me it is truly painful Because I long to see your face For now it only appears in my mind Until I can leave this place. Your vision will hold true And my heart will remain strong Someday soon I will see your face Because thats where I belong.

Today .....
Today, I will delete from my journal two days: yesterday and tomorrow Yesterday was to learn from and tomorrow...well that will be the consequence of what I can do today. Today, I will face life with the sure knowledge that this day will never return. Today, is the last opportunity I have to live intensely, as no one can assure me that I will see tomorrow's sunrise. Today, I will be brave enough not to let any opportunity pass me by, my only alternative is to succeed. Today, I will invest my most valuable resource: my time in the most transcendental work: my life...

Borrowed List :)
"When you feel like giving up on someone...remember why you held on for so long..." "Change is never easy. You fight to hold on, you fight to let go" "A smile is a curve that can set a lot of things straight" "Every day I get up and look through the Forbes list of the richest people in America. If I'm not there, I go to work." "Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow" "A good quote is worth a thousand words" "Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known." - Carl Sagan "Democracy does not guarantee equality of conditions - it only guarantees equality of opportunity." - Irving Kristol (1920-) "We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." - Luciano de Crescenzo "Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. And dance like no one is watching." "A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself." A Billings "I had the blues because I had

Abunza Top Team
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New List March 25th 2009
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I Dont Know Nothin Bout Birthin No Babies
LIZARD BIRTHING If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious dad, can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer statement on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, " come look at the lizard!" "Oh my! gosh," my wife diagnosed after a minute. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to repro

Mr. A Said It
"Let's start with some assumptions: 1) 2.7M members. . . at least half, but probably more than half are male. subtract about 700K repeat profiles (myself included) and let's assume 1M male members. 2) Of the 1M men, 90% are unable to make it past hello with you, because the first words out of their mouths are something akin to this: Baby, you so fine, my cock would look so good inside. . . etc etc etc. 3) Of the 10% remaining. . . 100,000. 90% of those are at least bright enough to know that they have to make at least polite conversation before you give up the goods. But that's their sole motivating purpose. . . so once it's clear you aren't going to budge. . . they're gone. 4) Of the 10% of those remaining. . . 10,000. 90% of those, while bright enough to know that you aren't going to give it up without polite conversation. . . aren't interesting enough to you to give the time of day. 5) So you're looking for about 1,000 guys who can 1) be respectful, 2) mean it, 3) car

Sweet Paradise
Morning is such sweet paradise My passion comes with each sunrise And then I see your smiling face With this view my heart does race Such love I see there in your eyes Oh God I love my paradise No one may enter this is our place In this lovely state of grace You and I are here alone Sounds of passion hear me moan I'll always be here just for you Go to the door now just walk through copyright jas 2009

Sexual Immoralities And Other Things
1 corinthians 6 Morality in Legal Matters 1When one of you has a complaint against another, does he dare to take the matter before those who are unrighteous and not before the saints? 2You know that the saints will rule the world, don't you? And if the world is going to be ruled by you, can't you handle insignificant cases? 3You know that we will rule angels, not to mention things in this life, don't you? 4So if you have cases dealing with this life, why do you appoint as judges people who have no standing in the church? 5I say this to make you feel ashamed. Has it come to this, that there is not one person among you who is wise enough to settle disagreements between brothers?[a] 6Instead, one brother goes to court against another brother, and before unbelieving judges,[b] at that! 7The very fact that you have lawsuits among yourselves is already a defeat for you. Why not rather just accept the wrong? Why not rather be cheated? 8Instead, you yourselves practice doing wrong and cheati

There Is No Judgement Awaiting....
john 3:16 - 21 16 “For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 17 God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him. 18 “There is no judgment against anyone who believes in him. But anyone who does not believe in him has already been judged for not believing in God’s one and only Son. 19 And the judgment is based on this fact: God’s light came into the world, but people loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. 20 All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed. 21 But those who do what is right come to the light so others can see that they are doing what God wants.

Just So You Kno....
OK not sure the right way or place or time to say this so here it goes and when you get around to it u will see it. I hear so many times this is just Fubar it means nothing and you have ME what more do you want? Well when so much time and effort is spent on here it becomes more than just Fubar. This site has found me so may RL friends and not so good friends (no I will not say enemies because I refuse to have them). It becomes a part of life. Yes you need to make sure you keep them separate but they mix at some point. Realize that it did bring us together rite. I have been hurt and walked on eggshells for you, to make sure you were ok even when we werent talking and we some how found our way back to each other again. I care you know I do but ...... I WILL NOT BE MADE A FOOL OF AGAIN.....keep playin the games for the ones that will spend like u want em to. I was neva the one to do it. When whats real matters more it will be too late. You said heartbroken at this or that well guess

The Value Of Time
It would seem as though when compared with most people, I place an inordinate amount of value on time. I have always believed the value of time to be immeasurable and therefore priceless. You see, we all have a finite amount of time to which we are entitled. From the moment of our birth, the clock starts ticking. You can't get it back, you can't borrow from tomorrow, or next week. With this in mind...how a person spends their time is of great importance. There are people I have met on this site for which I would go to the ends of the earth. I spend time with them daily when possible...and most of them know the value I place on time.... Time means something...how it is spent is a testament to the things and or people you consider important. I hope the people with whom I spend my time understand that I do so because of the value I place on them and it is never an idle choice.

Frustrated With Former Wives
It seems that everywhere I turn, I have drama... Take my first ex-wife: More than five years after divorcing me, she files for her new hubby to adopt my son. Granted, I don't make money like Donald Trump, but I try to support him. She doesn't want to hear that, and lobbied the judge to order me to stand before him in court. If you think that should be no problem, read on... My second wife, who promised ON HER MOTHER'S GRAVE to stick by me through thick and thin, threw me out of our apartment before XMAS 2008, then files for divorce. To add insult to injury, she places a restraining order on me, and during the initial divorce hearing, lobbies the judge for me to get my things - all while under watch from the police, and to support my kids. The judge orders me to stand before him in court as well. Still think that it is no problem? Better sit down in a nice comfy chair. My first ex-wife REFUSES to give me my son's social security information when I fought the case. (She knows that i

The Foundation
ok so im not the best writer but here it gose i grew up in southern louisiana and from pre k 2 3rd grade i was in a catholic school i transfered from their to a a native school (i am part native american) in 6th grade my mom died i finished the year living at my gradparents. from 7th to 9th i live with my dad (that is an entireraly diffrent blog) to say the least he is paranoid i had no cell, no internet, and i had to sneak out to go any where but school sponcered events. my friends did alot to help me but at the end of my 9th grade year my dad told me we were moving to dc he pulled me out before i colud finish all of my finals. on the way to dc we stopped in texarcana ( a town on th texas arkansas louisiana border he stopped at a gass station and he basic ly left me there with a bus pass to frankiln lamy aunt and uncle thought they would take me for the summer but we only heard from my dad in child support payments. my aunt and uncle took me in and put me back into another catholic

Love And Drugs Don't Mix....
So, I was working at one of the local jails March of 2008, and was meeting some very interesting people. But, as with any situation one in particular caught my attention. He was extremely out of place in the facility. He was clean, well spoken, polite, and extremely intelligent. On several occasions when I wasn't having a great day, no matter how hard I tried to mask it; he would call me out on it. It became almost therapuetic talking to him. When it came about I was going to have to leave that job I was heartbroken and scared. Yes I was terribly upset about leaving my job. I loved it. But, I was more scared because I had come attached to this fine man. I came to know Robert as an extremely kind, careing, loving, intelligent, and beautiful man. We worked out a system to write so that it would not cause problems. About two weeks after I left I wrote the first letter. I was extremely shocked to quickly receive one back. From then on it seemed as if each of us was flooding eac

Just One Wish
If i could have just one wish, i would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck. The warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine forever.

Mo Fakes Here
If you are fake and want nothing mor ethen my hard eaned money to to your bling pile, then go away and don't let the door hit you in the ass. Those that have actually taken the time to know me know what I have been through and my ture friends would not be fake and backstanners to me. ITs not cool to play with a combat veterans fucking head. I used to kill people for a living.

Chester The Rabbit
We have a new rabbit. He is very cute, fluffy, fat, and adorable. When he is hungry, he comes and gets me so I can fill his bowl up. When he wants a carrot he goes to the fridge, stands on his hind legs and tries to open the door. When he wants me to pet him, he nibbles on my toes til I pet him. BUT, Chester thinks he is a dog or cat. He chases the cats and dogs around the house. When I clean out the fridge, my dogs get the leftovers. Chester hops right up, runs the dogs off and makes sure he gets first dibs on the food. Hell, he ate lasagna the other day. :| AND, he chews on everything. Boxes, mops, the broom, the dog's chew toys, paper, electrical cords. I went to turn on the outside lights the other day and he had chewed through the wire. He is lucky that no power was going through the line at the time. He may be cute but looks are sure deceiving. I will try to put up a pic of him soon. He will be my one and only rabbit ever though.

Meh Jai-bears
Okay, I recently started making Jai-Bears for folks. Not by popular demand or anything but just cuz I'm bored and thought it was an unique spin on the whole "salute" thing. Problem is, it's getting more "technical" now. The original "Jai-Bear" was made to cheer up a friend of mine who lost their father and wasn't feeling well. At the time, I could get away with making simple "Jai-Bear" using MS Paint. ...and have done since, keeping Jai-Bear's unique childish design. But as I now make more Jai-Bears, I find the need to jump from MS Paint to my favorite alternatives FLASH and Photoshop to make it easier on me. I hope Jai-Bear doesn't lose it's charm. And if you'd like a Jai-Bear, please help me with designing it.

Dell Sucks!
So, many of you know I've had problems with my laptop since I've gotten it. It's now to the point of no return. For those of you who don't know, new friends and blog stalkers, I'll give you a run down of everything that's went wrong with this thing since I've gotten it. Keep in mind that I've had it 13 months. 1. Within 2 days of having it the DVD/CD drive popped open on its own. 2. The keys on my laptop would stick, so I was sent a new keyboard that I had to replace. 3. My webcam is messed up. It looks like I'm in a room full of smoke. The lense and cover have been cleaned and it's still doing it. 4. The laptop stopped reading my memory card. They sent a tech here and they replaced my mother board. 5. While the tech was here, he noticed that the DVD/CD drive was bent in the back. 6. He asked me if it was refurbished. Said I had a screw missing and others were lose. He replaced the missing screw and tightened the others. [ive never had it apart until then]

Skittles Auction Totals So Far! (not Over Yet! Plz Read)
TOTAL RATES & BOMBS ADDED AS OF MAY 10TH @ 1 55AM EST.(any new rates will re retotaled at the END of auction/contest) **PLZ MAKE SURE THAT ANYONE WHO BOMBS ME FOR YOUR RATES PLZ SENDS ME A PM FROM BOMBER TO LET ME KNOW WHO THE BOMB WAS FOR!!** *BOMBS = 20 RATES *BLING CREDITS= 1 RATE EACH BLING CREDIT *REGULAR RATES= 1 RATE EACH SO FAR IN FIRST AND SECOND PLACE JMO WITH A TOTAL OF 1,031 RATES/BOMB RATES DJ TEQUILA BITCH WITH A TOTAL OF 486 RATES/BOMB RATES EVERYONES RATES & BOMB RATE TOTALS (as of may 10th @ 1:55 am)*NOT OVER UNTIL MAY 10TH 8PM FUTIME*JMORATES- 31BOMBS- 1,000TOTAL- 1.031PEACHES N CREAMRATES- 47BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 47UNBREAKABLERATES- 62BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 62DJ MARLBORO MANRATES- 47BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 47SIMPLY EROTICRATES- 54BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 0TEDDY TRATES- 53BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 53ANDREARATES- 70BOMBS- 100TOTAL- 170DJ TEQUILA BITCHRATES- 186BOMBS- 300TOTAL- 486BEAUTIFUL CATASTROPHERATES- 46BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 46TIGRESS & NOLIRATES- 254BOMBS- 40TOTAL- 294MISS ANGELARA

I Hate
I hate: People who lie all the damn time People who think that no matter what, they are right People who will not admit they were wrong, even after they are proven wrong People who stick their nose in other people's business People who say they are "different", but aren't People who use other people's emotions against them People who use people People who make the life of everyone else a living hell People who say one thing, and then do another People who make you feel like your whole world is crashing down People who don't care about anyone but themselves People who let liars and cheats rule their lives .............People like me

Oh Well....
LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Tatum, The 5-year Old Alpha Girl, Must Be Destroyed!!
Kindergartners are cute. Kindergartners are sweet. Kindergartners are innocent. That is until one of them grabs hold of the Conch shell and ascends to power. Pretty soon all hell breaks loose and Piggy gets hit in the head with a rock. I knew it would happen eventually, but I never expected my daughter’s loss of innocence to happen so soon.I met Tatum on the first week of school when I joined my daughter for lunch. The transition to Kindergarten is very stressful to these children. Lunchtime chaos only adds to the stress. So when I wasn’t playing out the lunch lady fantasy in my head, I was busy opening milk cartons, unwrapping crackers, and inserting straws into juice boxes. Basically, doing anything their tiny little hands had neither the strength nor the dexterity to accomplish.Enter Tatum. Tatum assertively came to me all doe-eyed, cute, and promptly proclaimed “They just LEAVE US HERE! We have no idea what to do!” I could see this was true as there were onl

Woman Pie
Woman. These woman. Why do they tease? Play with a guy then expect them not to be mean. They say we create bitches, but assholes don't just generate themselves. I think we coincide like a chef and his pie because one can't exist without the other and I'm definitely not the pie bitch. If anything I made you from scratch. I built you up from the crust and threw my fruit in the batch. You were "Oh So Sweet!" Now what the fuck happened did i burn you and leave you there too long. Or you naturally became bitter because things begin to wither and decay with expiration. I aim to have the best and this was not my expectation. So why should i be deserving of an explanation. I'm a master of my craft, a culinary expert. There is plenty of recipes on these shelves so let me open one up and and take another look for myself.

Marridge Break Up ,
I read some jerks lame ass mum about why after over 10 years of marridge he called it quits. And WOW, like no surprize here, he decided like a imature idiot to call his x all sorts of names and made accusations about her. Blehhhh, Funny how most

Saturday
Today was a good day. I went to a cook out and walked longer than normal. Having some extra time is really nice. I saw Terminator Salvation tonight and it was awesome! I really enjoy the whole Terminator storyline. The girl at the concessions stand had never even heard of any of the Terminator movies. Man I really hate teenagers sometimes.

You
So much heartache I hold inside For the day you left is the day I died So long ago when I was whole I was happy and smiled each and every day then one day you left and took half my soul no words were spoken, there were none to say But I break my silence and begin to speak all the words I should have said, that you deserved to hear you were my strength and without you near I am weak so far away you went, but one day will be again near many tears fell, many days I did cry so I sit hear alone afraid to look for another, afraid to try for no one can take your place in my heart and for but to try would rip it apart I know why you left, you had no choice when we meet in heaven, I will surely rejoice Before anyone asks or SB me, yes I am fine, no I don't need to talk about it, these are merely words that came to my mind so I decided to write them down.

Work
Have you ever had to work with someone who you absolutely cannot stand? Someone who makes your life a living hell every single day? How about someone who lies to make you look bad and them look better? I woke up today to a phone call from my ex boyfriend who is also a manager where I work. He was FLIPPING out on me because I supposedly told a new manager that he was going to be transferred. This new manager from day one has picked fights with me because he knows that I'm better than him. He went WAY too far this time. I am about to lose my job because he is making things up. I have NO CLUE what he said to them because no one will talk to me about it. They just say, "Its done." They won't let me talk to anyone about it. Now Its all gone to shit because some wannabe HOTSHOT wants to go run his mouth to the big rigs bc he feels inferior to me. I am about to just say fuck it and completely quit my job so they don't fire me and because I cannot work with ppl who think I'm a liar

*sigh*
*sigh* Life always has to lead you on doesn't it? You think you finally got your sh*t in order and then "Wham! Bam! Thank you Ma'am, but I don't think so..." Then instead of suport from the people you think are supposed to be there, you get nothing... All you hear for days is "Why are you being such a b*tch?" What kind of answer are you really expectin to hear? You don't tend to like "Because I can?" Do you think I'm going to deal with this by myself? Seriously? If you really knew anything about me, you'd realize that is the last thing that will happen. *sigh*

Almost Here In Illinois For The Chronically Ill
May 28, 2009: SB 1381 just passed out of the House Human Services Committee!!It seems that the bill is on the fast track to get a vote sometime between now and Sunday on the floor of the House. People are mobilizing to go to Springfield between now and then to give it one last push.SB 1381 just passed the Senate floor vote 30-28 on May 27th, and then on the 28th it was again voted through the House Human Services Committee. It now awaits a full House chamber vote.Hopefully we can get a favorable vote in the House now that the Senate has approved this measure and then send it over to Gov. Quinn's desk. Keep making phone calls and sending emails to State Representatives http://www.ilga.gov/house/ and the Governor http://www.illinois.gov/GOV/Senate Bill 1381 is the farthest that a medical cannabis bill has made it in the legislative process in Illinois and we need to use this momentum to get the bill through the House chamber.Please contact your State Representative and the Governor at21

Hot Action Application
Just copy and paste this with your answers and send it to me in a private message if you're interested Hot Action ApplicationName:Location:Age:Home Phone:Work Phone:Hair Color:Eye Color:---Chest/Bra Size:Breasts: Real [ ] Fake [ ] (check one)Do you like them:Sucked [ ]Chewed [ ]Kissed [ ]Carressed [ ]Squeezed [ ]None of the above [ ]Comments:---Work Schedule:Sun:Mon:Tues:Wed:Thurs:Fri:Sat:Can you Stay out late:---Do you enjoy oral sex:Yes, I like to get oral sex [ ]Yes, I like to give oral sex [ ]No, I do not like oral sex [ ]Comments:---During sex do you: (check all that apply)Moan [ ]Faint [ ]Cry [ ]Scratch [ ]Scream [ ]All of the Above [ ]orJust lay there [ ]List your three favorite positions:1. 2. 3. When you orgasm, do you:Scream [ ]Jerk [ ]Shake [ ]Black out [ ]Flail [ ]How do you usually like to fuck:Slow & gentle [ ]Rough & hard [ ]Dirty & fast [ ]All of the above [ ]How many times a day would you like to fuck: and for how long at a time:Comments:---If approved whe

Getting Paid For Rates
GETTING PAID FOR RATES!! 10K PER 100 PHOTOES RATED/ 20 K PER BOMB PLS FOLLOW RULES 1) RATE ALL PICS U WANT 2) LEAVE COMMENT AT THE END OF EACH FOLDER RATED 3) PM ME WITH A GRAND TOTAL U WANT TO BE PAID FOR ( I WILL BE CHECKING) 4) U WILL BE PAID WITHIN 24 HOURS AFTER AUTOS ARE DONE 5) NO SHOUT BOX OR GIFT MESSAGES ALLOWED 6) BOMBING NO NEED TO MESSAGE ME AS I GET A MESSAGE FROM FUBAR 7)

Gone And I Am Happy
he expressed his love for me,then he turned arund and said it was a lie he hurt me and i can't see why no matter how hard i try i give up and die inside i thought he was great but he was a joke i should have known that his love was not real i was just used by him but i will not look back trying to find him i will go on my own he is my past he was never ment to make it to my future

The Honest Book Of Truth
THE HONEST BOOK OF TRUTH being a BIBLE of The Erisian Movement Episkopos LORD OMAR KHAYYAM RAVENHURST, KSC Bull Goose of Limbo Master Pastor of the Church Invisible of the Laughing Christ Hidden Temple of The Happy Jesus Laughing Buddha Jesus [LBJ] Ranch From the Honest Book of Truth THE BOOK OF EXPLANATIONS, Chapter 1 1. There came one day to Lord Omar, Bull Goose of Limbo, a Messenger of Our Lady who told him of a Sacred Mound wherein was buried an Honest Book. 2. And the Angel of Eris bade of the Lord: Go ye hence and dig the Truth, that ye may come to know it and, knowing it, spread it and, spreading it, wallow in it and, wallowing in it, lie in it and, lying in the Truth, become a Poet of the Word and a Sayer of Sayings -- an Inspiration to all men and a Scribe to the Gods. 3. So Omar went forth to the Sacred Mound, which was to the East of Mullah, and thereupon he worked

Salmon Poo
It is 7:11 am and I have technically been awake for the last hour. Its Sunday and there's no point of me sleeping because i have horse back riding lessons in an hour... This is my story..... I am dog sitting for a friend, her chihuahua named Bella. Chihuahua's aint know for their friendly personalities so we have been trying to socialize this dog as much as possible. I take her to the dog park where dogs come charged at her thinking she the squirrel that got away.. we live threw that only to have her slowly but surely move at least 3 feet away from me.. She also hates males, I'm not sure where she picked up this hate but of course the boyfriend cant seem to shake that the dog actually hates him. So in order to win Bellas little heart he sat on the floor last night and hand fed her ALL NATURAL "Salmon" dog treats... It lasted all of about 4 minutes then the love for him was gone...... Needless to say we all go to bed.. We are convinced that Bella needs to be treated like a regular

Make 100k Rating My Pictures
PLEASE READ ENTIRE BLOG!!! SO NO MISTAKES ARE MADE! This ONLY COUNTS WHEN MY STATUS SPECIFICALLY SAYS MAKE 100K CHECK BLOG IF IT SAYS MAKE 150K CHECK BLOG U NEED TO CHECK THE BLOG FOR MAKING 150K.................... IF MY STATUS SAYS IT AND IMMEDIATLY CHANGES ITS AND ERROR AND WILL NOT QUALIFY FOR THAT OFFER................... MY STATUS WILL USUALLY STAY THE SAME UNLESS I'M NOT PAYING FOR RATES THEN ITS RANDOM STUFF. DO NOT RATE ALL PICS AND MESSAGE ME EXPECTING TO PAY YOU A MILLION DOLLARS ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN U NEED TO PM ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT TO RATE 1000 PICS CAN U AFFORD THAT FOR JUST ME. CAUSE YOU ARENT THE ONLY ONE RATING THERES USUALLY 4 OR 5 GOING AT A TIME. SO PLEAS ASK FIRST OR ONLY GET PAID WHAT I CAN GIVE U OVER THE AMOUNT OFFERED FOR RATESLIMIT IS 400 PICS NO MORE THAN 400 PICS CAN BE RATED AT THIS TIME! A MAXIMUM OF 200K WILL BE PAID FOR THIS OFFER IF 400 PICS ARE RATED!!! RATE 200 PICTURES AND MAKE 100K THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE NSFW PICS THIS DONT NOT INCLUDE

Leaving Internet Chat
To all my friends and family members: I know that I have said this before but this is it. I got on internet chat to relieve my boredom when I got sick...well I'm still sick but it is time for me to give this up. I have found thru six going on seven yrs of research that this is no better than watching porn or buying playgirl/playboy. It is degrading to women and men alike and I just don't think that I want to be associated with that stuff anymore. So as of July 1st my accounts on fubar, yahoo, facebook, myspace, hoverspot and any other chat client will be deleted. To those of you that are true friends I will miss you, you don't know how much you all have meant to me. To the rest of you nice meeting you I guess. To those of you that are important to me, my email and phone number are the same and won't change... if you need them just holler. Love, Christy

A Journey
So this my first ever time blogging. not even sure what to write but I think what I'll do is tell you about My experiences in this wacky adult life I have enteed into. More tomarrow on my trip to ST. Louis for a weekend photo trip with my photographer

Didnt Write This But It Is Good
Read Alone..... Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. Make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, ! ! she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. this was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the police It was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was she sent it to a few of her friends but didn't have enough e-mail addresses t

All-america Rose Selections 2009 Winning Rose, Pink Promise, Raises Awareness And Funds For National Breast Cancer Foundation
SAN FRANCISCO, October 2008 – 2009 is a history making year for All-American Rose Selections (AARS, rose.org). For the first time, an AARS award-winning rose was created to support breast cancer awareness. The 2009 AARS award winning rose, Pink Promise has been selected to represent the National Breast Cancer Foundation, to help extend women's lives through education and early detection. Pink Promise is a hybrid tea rose whose beauty is enhanced by the contrast of its large brilliantly formed pink blossoms set against lush dark green foliage. Along with its stunning appearance, Pink Promise has excellent disease resistance, flourishing in many climates. Pink Promise is a highly fragrant rose which fills any room with a deliciously fruity scent. Pink Promise will officially represent a continual blooming promise of compassion and awareness. “I have always been a lover of roses and Pink Promise symbolizes the beauty and hope that we at the National Breast Cancer Foundation wi

So You Need Ability Points To Level?
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The Years
The years I’ve known you have gave me guidance when I was searching for the truth. You helped me to see what I needed to do. If I were lonely down in despair needing to hear that someone was there with compassion to lend an attentive ear. All those times in my life I needed to mend you were always the one I could truly call a friend. I hope in my heart I have been there for you too and that we’ll be friends our whole life through. Christopher Kortz 12-17-2002

Fine Pussy Needed
WHATS UP FUCKERS? NEED TO FIND SOME SEXY FEMALES TO BE MY FRIEND,LOVER,SEX KITTEN,ETC. MUST BE HOT!! {NO FAT CHICKS}BIG TITTIES,PREFURED BUT NOT NESECARY.BUT MUST LOVE TO ROCK OUT,AND FUCK HARD!!! AND I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME HOW TO UPLOAD MY MUSIC ON HERE??????...................LUKE

Another Door Opening When One Shuts
I am not sure how things happen or why but I do know that things happen for a reason. My fiancee and I split up a few months ago and I was devestated. A good friend told me that sometimes things must go bad in order for something or someone that is much better to enter your life. I have to hang on to the hopes that it is true and when one door shuts another opens to better things. My only dilemma is how do you know when that door opens. What signifies the opening of that door?

Life
Ok we all know that life can be great and that life can be shit. I have to admit right now my life is about as bad as it can get i seem to annoy people that i care about without even trying to, I find it hard to let people get close to me and i put a front on acting as if im happy and jokey when im not really. What i was going to say in this is that no matter how hard life seams there must be something that can be done to change it and make it better, but no matter what im doing or thinking i struggle to understand why it seams everyone else is having fun and enjoying there life more than me. Yes i have had problems in the past with people passing away and other things happening but why does it seem i cant move on... I try and be happy and to make others happy but for some reason it dosent work. If you have got any ideas that may help me feel free to comment and let me knwo your thoughts. I am not saying my life isnt worth living i have been there before and i never want to go there

In Memories Of Ding
I felt the urge to put my feelings in writing The thought of not being with you is freighting Ding my dear lil sister You are on tops of the chart so don’t cry tear drops You used to tell me you hated me, But way back then we couldn't see, Peace of mind goes out the door, as the rain pour in How close we would grow and how strong, if you were here But deep down we guessed it all along, That for us there couldn't be another, And I'm proud to be known as your brother. When starlight holds no mystery, When thoughts walks are history, When you are gone and I'm alone, When no-one answers the telephone, Now I truly know you gone When no-one stops to say hello, Now I know you are really been gone for a long

Defining Your Direction
Your Life’s WorkMany people are committed to professions and personal endeavors they never consciously planned to pursue. They attribute the shape of their lives to circumstance, taking on roles they feel are tolerable. Each of us, however, has been blessed with a purpose. Your life’s work is the assemblage of activities that allows you to express your intelligence and creativity, live in accordance with your values, and experience the profound joy of simply being yourself. Unlike traditional work, which may demand more of you than you are willing to give, life’s work demands nothing but your intent and passion for that work. Yet no one is born with an understanding of the scope of their purpose. If you have drifted through life, you may feel directionless. Striving to discover your life’s work can help you realize your true potential and live a more authentic, driven life.To make this discovery, you must consider your interests in the present and the passions t

--==chance Or Choice==--
wen u met d ryt prson 2 luv n d ryt place, n d ryt time, that's "CHANCE". wen u met sum1 ur attracted 2, that's CHANCE 2. being caught that their r many people out there hu r more attractive, smarter, richer than ur mate n yet u decide 2 luv ur mate just d same, that's "CHOICE". -just try to think this- "fate brings people, but its still up 2 u 2 make it happen. we may met sum1 by CHANCE, but loving n staying w/ that sum1 is still ur CHOICE."

Stitches
Stitches By:Ashton MullenMy tears were fallingThey burned like fireHe was goneThe one I desire. My pain was realMy heart bled openIt's stitches poppedand it was broken.But then I sawYour face todayAnd my tears of sorrowwere wiped away.You came back to meand grabbed my handYou pulled me upand outta the sand.I misunderstoodI thought you were goneBut while I was cryingYou were there all along.I know your hereAnd we're apartBut you haven't stopped loving meAnd I still have your heart.This is for the bestIt wont remain this wayI know that it's just for nowand you'll be back someday.You kissed me tenderand promised you'd returnand your love for mewill always burn.With that you leftTo a far away landThen I opened up The palm of my hand.You left a needle and threadTo sew up my heartWith that I knewThis was our fresh start.

Family
Let me introduce you to my Great Great Great Great Great Grandparents, John and Elisabeth Chapman. I know virtually nothing about them, other than John was born around 1795, and Elisabeth around 1803, but my parents gave me these photos last night, and also showed me some research a relative had done into one branch of our family tree that amazingly goes back two or three generations than these good folk. I also know that both John and Elisabeth were born within thirty miles of where I live now, meaning that I do indeed come from a very old Norfolk family. This discussion was all prompted last by a visit by my Great Uncle Cecil. He's staying the week with my parents, and me and the girl went over last night for dinner. Cecil's a great old fellow - a story for every occasion, all delivered in his rich Ulster accent. A fountain of knowledge, being a former Headmaster (school principal, my US chums), although the names don't come so easily now he's the far side of 80, and an absolut

Horney
Im horney 4 only 1 man. He got me off 15 times last night and never even touched me. LOL. Damn he is good.I had the best time ever last night. WE talked all night and it was amasing. I have never gotten off that many times in a row with out being touched. A year is jus to damn long to go without. Guess who it is

Of Nice Guys And Hoebeasts
Over the course of many shifts spent in the sleaze factory known as Fubar, ive come across a great many cumdumpsters profiles and status messages wondering where all the nice guys are. I cant help but to wonder at the inherent stupidity of these hags. Do you really expect to attract a "nice man" when the majority of fubar has seen you drill your turned out vag 6 ways from Sunday either on cam, or in your ever so alluringly titled "Floppy Twat" NSFW album? You know that neat lil trick you do with your 12 inch black dildo with the 2 years worth of cunt crust that youre too busy begging for attention on fubar to get up and wash off? Were not attracted to the swarm of flies following The Hammer thru the air as you wave it around. Any sane person wouldnt trade a bag of shit to see your NSFW, much less spend 10 dollars on some bling credits to stare at the cluster of scars that your last herpes flare up left you with. You want a nice guy? Letting that random stranger that you met 3 hours

Riddle For You?
As you're walking down the path at night, the sunlight beams down on your back. A wheel falls out of your pocket and into the canoe, and you ask yourself. How many pancakes does it take to fill a dog house? The answer is purple because icecream has no bones.

Regret's
I started my journey to becoming a rounded individual. I knew one day i would need all of the experience I could get for life, after moving out. I am still learning and still willing to learn more. But one thing i did not expect was lack of support. I recently tested my friends, shameful and conceited it may have been, to see if they were my friends. Although, I understand everyone has their own lives, and does not particularly think about their friends on a regular basis, it is still painful the amount of people I know who do not think of me to even try to contact me. This past week I really really tried hard not to initiate a text to my friends. It was a real pain in the ass, each time i looked at the phone I wanted to send a "Hello how are you" text. But I refused to on the basis that i am the one who start's the conversation's. And to my disappointment, I did not receive one text from anyone asking me how i was. I used to send out a text every morning to everyone I know. I would st

My First Mistake
My First Mistake I thought I would never be like most dirty men, but I am. This is my story. I came home, it was bad dealing with issues at work and my ex-wife calling me crying and worrying about our daughter, she had just turn eighteen and once again having issue at school, so I was going to go get her and bring her home with me, so she could at least finish high school, at this moment I no longer give a hoot if she went to college. It was no big deal to me any more, I just wanted peace with my ex-wife. So I came home to shower and change clothing to go fetch my step-daughter, who didn’t know I wasn’t her biological father. I could never bring into my reality or her the hidden lies about her mother that destroyed our marriage. I hated the fact, I had to drive six hours to my ex-wife house, but I was going to do what was best for my Ami. She was everything to me that her mother wasn’t. I have loved her like she was my own child, so I g

The Best Headache Joke Ever!
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, 'Sorry, I have a headache, dear.' 'Perfect,' her husband said. 'I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with crushed aspirin. You can take it orally, or as a suppository, it's up to you'

Post Cards From The Edge
Okay concerning my shoutbox and PMs , It is really simple. I am not ignoring you! 90% of the time I am on fubar is when I am at work. So If I dont get back to you in a nano second it may just be that I am actually working. If i rated all your pictures that does not indicate that I lust after your body as awesome sexy as it is. A lot of times I just start clicking on stuff when I am interviewing people and Im bored out of my mind because I know they are going to spend the next two hours lying to me. Do I have a crush on you in real life? I dont know you in real life now do I ? Okay maybe I lust after Misfit a tiny bit but DAMN look at her ! :-P My fubar crush is on porch only because it keeps him at the top of my screen and he needs supervision. Just because you are on my friends list does not mean we are the best friends ever, Coot is a product of my imagination and sense of humor. I dont give out my phone number because.......what would we talk about??? I am one of the most b

#37
The states already have public healthcare options.. 1>Medicare 2>Medicaid 3> The VA 4> Canadian Pharmacies . . not that funny.. but I'm trying.. #37.. has my attention.. I'm on a public healthcare board here in my county.. just a blogging to get more attention…

Me As Is
Thanks to my best fubar friend..i see we can blog on here. Although I write poetry, I would never post it, only because I do not want copyright. If you want to know some about me...here it is. I am a giver. Not a taker. But I know when someone just wants, and doesn't give. If I am not given to first..and respected, as a woman, i will not do the same for other people. I feel I have been fucked over numberous times. It makes me sick that I want some tiny thing from here...and there is a reason i push this...it is to see who will do it. Without me being naked. Without me giving them anything. Someone who just cares. It seems like the only people that get things, are those that take their clothes off. They are undeserving, for the treat their body like it is not a temple, but a trash can. Yet, they are rewarded. Double standard. I have asked for a Fubling for days, and have had no one step up and do it...actully care enough to. I know many of my friends could, and I never will ask them

Quiz
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and message me with them and pass it on to friends. ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -Been arrested? --- yesKissed someone you didn't like? --- yesSlept in until 5 PM? --- yesRan a red light? --- yesBeen suspended from school? --- noExperienced love at first sight? --- yesTotaled your car in an accident? --- yesBeen fired from a job? --- yesFired somebody? --- yesSang karaoke? --- noPointed a gun at someone? --- yesDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yesKissed in the rain? --- yesHad a close brush with death (your own)? --- yesSeen someone die? --- yesPlayed spin-the-bottle? --- yesSmoked a cigar? -

Who Am I?
You know... I didn't believe in Astrology for the longest time... I didn't understand how something such as the moon and stars could tell us so much about others or oneself... But here lately, in the past few months, I've been doing a lot of research on the subject in the search for who I am... Where do I belong? and Whats my goals in life? My soul searching led me to some amazing discoveries about myself. Somethings I already knew, some I did not... I looked up the Pisces female for shits and giggles, and low and behold... I found myself... I thought I'd share: A Pisces female is full of womanly charms and at the very first glance, she will look like the girl every guy falls in love with. She looks totally vulnerable, very different from the modern, liberated girl of today. Almost every guy feels like taking her in his arms and protecting her from the big bad world. She is one of those women who stand behind their husbands and support them in every way they can. A Piscean

Black Netting- 100 Words Or Less
Hi, while spending time on here and reading blogs, I came up with the idea of putting my thoughts or dreams in a blog of 100 words or less. It's a bit of a challenge but also fun.....hope you like my first attempt, It's a dream I had recently.........peace Black netting clings to her, holding her within its fragile web. It sheathes her in vulnerability. I’m transfixed by the lattice that criss-crosses her nakedness, envious of every line running across her skin. I want to trace each one with my fingertips and my tongue, hesitating at every intersection, savoring how her flesh yields beneath the delicate cords. I ache to capture those proud nipples while they protrude so provocatively before me, then to fashion myself an opening in the net shielding her moistness, so I can enter her, join with her, be one with her inside her sensual snare. Peace..........

Fighting In The Real Exciting Aion World
The picture has carried on the South Korean game developer consistent magnificent and only beautiful, this kind of only beautiful style set a higher request to our computer disposition with Aion CD Key, when furnishing highest screen resolution, in the sky has fluttered the white clouds tentacle may and, clear just like a real world. The skill also has the person or household who refuses to move and bargains for unreasonably high compensation when the land is requisitioned for a construction project, even let’s play the family to be able to feel muscle's expansion frequency. When battle condition, Aion CD Key race flame color's eye quite loses face, moreover, regardless of the day race or race's mm is sexy. The massive beautiful scenes in nearby, does not enjoy the beauties of nature really disappoint this to enjoy game's mood very much. what another one is worth praising is Aion CD Key the background music fused Asian and European, traditional and the modern music element, plays

So Long, And Thanks For All The Fish...
I'm getting more used to the idea of being engaged. It seems less foreign after three months. I waited nine years for it, so one might have assumed that I would be ready for it, but oddly enough, I had no idea what was really on the train I was about to board. I just recently finished reading "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy" and wish there was a Bridal Galaxy Version of the book, with the words "Don't Panic" printed on its cover in large, friendly letters. It's expensive to get married, no matter how you slice the wedding cake, which, incidentaly, if you have your reception at a fancy venue, will cost you even more, as you have to pay for cake cutting service... There are so MANY things to factor into actually walking down the aisle. My fiance and I had originally thought a New Year's Wedding would be neat, except we have a pile of bills still, plus he's still working over the road and I am firmly opposed to starting out a marriage living alone. So, I decided perhaps we shoul

Girls Talk :
All the Mans are the same Players on the netz...for sure some are Players, they tell us Storys from Haven and Earth, telling us things about Love , Future , but saying to everyone the same, not getting tired of there Storys.. Meeting diffrent Womans, cheating on there Wife,ask for Respekt on there Page, But did they Respekt there self , when there are cheating on there Wife or Girlfriend , and telling them u are the only one i have.. or thinking of them when they fuck a other Bitch.. I don´t know! He know´s ? But belive that , u think u can Play, we Girls can do it better, without u knowing it.. I see this for a long long time on here.. but the Guys don´t realise that...girls send Comment, Tags like i love u, miss u , thinking about u, just to hold them close and keep them.Girl are u sure about what u are sending?Cos after 10 minutes u will send the smae to the next Guy on your friendslist... may u just know him for some hr...and even haven´t write with him much , but u tripping and th

Not Sure...
So here is my story. I moved to Arizona to start the next chapter in my life. I am really excited to be here, but am a little lost. Not sure what is in store for me. Had a pretty good life in South Carolina, but was never really happy there. Now here I am, no car, no friends, no job (I am disabled) and nothing to do. I know God has a reason he made it possible for me to move here. I just wish I knew what it was. I am going a little stir crazy. Love the peace and quiet, but sometimes we all need a little excitement. I could get a bus pass like a friend recommended, but not sure where the bus routes take you and where to get them. Guess I could call a Taxi and get around that way, but I feel that I might as well stay home, if I am going to be by myself anyway. I just need to learn to be more patient, I guess. Any suggestions are welcome. I am just having a pitty party for myself. Maybe I shouldn't even post this. I think it helps though to get it out. Thanks to all who a

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Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why. I know that he wasn't the type of person to do something like that. I found out that he'd been put on 4 types of antidepressants in the past few weeks. The last last time I'd spoken with him, he told me he was happy, even though he was having some health issues. He'd had heart problems but told me he was getting better and taking better care of himself. So, all this came as a shock yesterday when suddenly he just took his own life. I know he was strong in his faith and in his church, and that's what makes it so hard for me to believe that he was himself. From what I have been told, he suddenly didn't even recognize his own sister, and was

You And Me
I need to write about you.You who exists solely to leave me.You who I know nothing of,who’s name I never matched you to.And me.Inexistent once the morning comes,once the liquid courage leaves you,and my heart again screams…For something.A single cotton thin thread of hope,a glimmer of you.Then i’ll fall asleep again,to silently recreate your soul.

No One Loves You Like Me
we’re all lonely never befriended wonder when if ever our hearts will be mended but dont you worry it’s all ok you’ll realise this on a day like tomorrow it’s not that far away if you thought i didnt care you’ll see no one loves you like me we’re all lonely always pretended we’re all torn apart our hearts are blendered but don’t you worry its all ok there’s a reason for pain and sorrow what is it you say i promise you in time you’ll see and no one loves you like me

Ignorant People
hello all do you hate ignorant people who thinks they can tear your world apart with rude comment well i do i work at mcds and we have one girl ho hates gay and bis of which iam bi and she knows this to top it off our store manger is gay and id hate to be her if our boss would find out one day someone will find who this girl is really and when she is on the spot light i know she will not like people makin fun of her for some one to point the finger surley has something to hide

The Basics
Just wanted to put some info in here so everyone knows what I am doing with the group!!! I am brand new to this, and am open to any and all ideas!!!! This family is NOT like other families on fubar!! There are no requirements, we are just here to chill and have fun and support one another! I want you all to feel comfy with everyone in the group!!!! Cancer Survivors - when I see it in the friend request I am ripping a photo of yours to put in the default gallery, my way of showing the many "faces" of cancer. Send me a quick sb or pm with how long you have been a survivor and the type of cancer and I will update your pic to say that. If you don't like the pic I have chosen please pm me to say which pic you would like or if you would like no pic at all in the default folder! (I don't care to much about points for the family so this way the points go to you for rates!!!) Again cancer survivors, send me a private message with a little info about your battle or whatever kind of info you

Please If Ya Want The Love Returned (plz Read)
I have new pix and stuff up...I have said Id return all love well Iam gettin over loaded with requests fans rates comments and so forth...So PLEASE PLEASE if ya rate me fan me add me or whatever ya do drop me a quick note either by message here or a quick note in my shoutbox and ill definetley return love to ya...I may not be able to give ya all 11's as for we only get 100 a day but ya rate me a 10 or 11 and thats what ya will get back...Ill give ya 11's if i have em Thanks All for ya help on this Nita

H1n1 Simulation
so, swine flu will wipe humanity from the face of the earth because it causes fever, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite, sweating, aching and vomiting. but the normal flu isnt so bad because it only causes fever, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite, sweating, aching and vomiting.what i hear now is if we get the swine flu, we die an agonizing death. if you get the vaccine, you die an agonizing death.people need to stop being gullible about these "epidemic" diseases and realize you're being used like garden tools to fuel the pharmaceutical business. eat an orange, drink some water, wash your hands with soap and warm water, and dont make out with pigs. humans have this neat little thing called an immune system, that works quite well when taken care of.. (oh, and its free!!)fear helps keep people in control. its the way the world works, religion, law, government, medicine, etc, its all powered by fear. fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to the DARK SIDE...reminds me of the

Blank Master Copy!
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Transformers - Revenge Of The Fallen
***SPOILER ALERTS*** So we all know this was a huge blockbuster movie. I was a huge transformer fan as a kid so the movies have been hard for me to get used too. I finally just let the cartoons go and concentrated on the films. Shia LeBeuf did an excellent job in this chapter. He has just the right amount of comedic timing and action star quality to pull it off. Which is surprising, I thought for sure he wouldn't be able to do it. Like Megan Fox who besides being gorgeous can't act her way out of a paper bag. She makes for good eye candy though. The plot was hard for me follow at first, partly because my five year old was there. He cried when he thought Optimus Prime was dead. I loved the twins, Skins and Mudflap, no matter what the critics have said about them being racial slurs. They were funny, and they did an excellent job making Bumblebee feel like a person. The crying scene was classic. I also really appreciated the introduction of Jetfire, he was perfect. So overa

Wtf???
Dear cancer Seriously why the F@ck could u not just give her the 6 months u said u would NO u had too take 5 months away from her..... Sh!t would it be so fricken hard just to leave her alone and let her enjoy the little time u have given her..... I guess it is too fricken hard for u to just leave her alone.... I HATE U...... I want u to get everything that u given ppl and see how it really fricken feels...... THE real question is why did u pick her and not me??????? I hate u I wish I had never heard of u ..... I can tell u one thing u will never see the pain that u are causeing ppl cause u got your head too far up your A$$ to ever realize what u have caused.... Just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Transitioning Through Life’s Phases
Transitioning through Life’s Phases Midlife Crisis In our youth-oriented culture, the process of aging is not honored as it once was. There have been societies that looked to those who were older for leadership, understanding that their life experiences must have brought some wisdom with them. Our society tends to put more value on looking youthful, so when the time comes that we don’t look, move, or feel the way we once did, this causes a sudden jolt to our perception of ourselves. We can look at this shift as a crisis and fight against change, or we can take the opportunity to transition smoothly to a new phase of life. We spend our youth learning who we are and what we are capable of accomplishing. As we set and reach our goals, it is easy to identify ourselves by our roles. At some point we may feel very comfortable in the idea that we have a complete understanding of ourselves. This is, inevitably, when things change and we get to see ourselves from a new perspecti

Poetry Workshop 6/17/09
Windows to the soul Are they really? Do you ever question the validity of this well-worn cliché? Is it as easy to see as the colors and flecks? Or do the eyes require beams of light to unveil the sedimentary layers of truth? Ironic that this phrase gives any comfort at all. Such a desperate need to spelunker into the many caverns of other's emotions, while we still reach to close the blinds lest they see ours.

Marital Advice
Earl and Bubba are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewingtobacco and drinking beer when suddenly Bubba says,"Think I'm gonna divorce the wife - she ain't spoke tome in over 2 months."Earl spits overboard, takes a long, slow sip of beer and says,"Better think it over..............women like that are hard to find."

Planet Me
I live in my own little world of me. It revolves around me; I am the sun. I MUST be. I'm finding out that people, who have been on my friend list for 958 years, are married! You people need to send me messages once in awhile on planet Me, because I am really missing out! Is anyone else married, pregnant, changing sexes, discovered they're gay/lesbian and I am unaware? I need to know if I should address you as 'sir' or 'ma'am'. :-P Maybe I'm just a crappy friend. :/ I apologize; I will try prying into your business more often. :D

Futards On The Dc Police Force
According to numerous news stories, today a Washington, D.C. plainclothes detective had dozens of people pelt his Hummer with snowballs - people trying to have a good time. Unfortunately, the cop took exception, got out of his Hummer and drew his service revolver, without identifying himself as an officer. The entire story is, among other places, on Yahoo news. Rock on!Shawn

What Is Help Them Level?
Hey All... ARK decided to add a new feture! Help them Level... If you know of someone whom is almost going to level than please send us a shout box or a private message and we will Blog them! Thanks!

Nemi's Mom
Nemi's mom has got it goin' onNemi's mom has got it goin' onNemi's mom has got it goin' onNemi's mom has got it goin' onNemi, can I come over after school? (after school)We can hang around by the pool (hang by the pool)Did your mom get back from her business trip? (business trip)Is she there, or is she trying to give me the slip? (give me the slip)You know, I'm not the little girl that I used to beI'm all grown up now, baby can't you seeNemi's mom has got it goin' onShe's all I want and I've waited for so longNemi, can't you see you're just not the Boy for meI know it might be wrong but I'm in love with Nemi's momNemi's mom has got it goin' onNemi's mom has got it goin' onNemi, do you remember when I mowed your lawn? (mowed your lawn)Your mom came out with just a towel on (towel on)I could tell she liked me from the way she stared (the way she stared)And the way she said, "You missed a spot over there" (a spot over there)And I know that you think it's just a fantasyBut since your dad w

Welcome Back Old Friend
1120 A.M 1-13-10 started typing: (by the way, I do this because so I know how much time has passed I tend to lose track of time) I have been walking for about 10 minutes down the lazy suburban raods that seems to curve and S, thru the look-alike, mold cut homes that parrallel, it for no reason. Other than to make my walk longer. Which today I dont mind my head is reeling from the words I heard and the perplexed faces I am leaving behind me. Off to walk to my park and sit on my bench and listen. Of course, the tattered bench that I have claimed as my own, will be there too. It always has since I was little. It has seen better days too, the bright green paint has been that layered it's three piece wooden backboard is all but gone, exposeing the bare lumber to the elements giving it the look of cigar ashes. where shiny bolts fasetted the seat (origionally made from the same lumber as the back but was replaced 10 years ago by fiberglass composite tinted a yellowish color) to the concret

Will You
Will you catch me if i fall.. Will my heart ache even heal? Tell me what i need to feel? Theres nothing to miss if i keep it locked inside. i will pretend that its alright tonight I will keep my pride and let you go

Cloak Of Tears - Based On Something I Read
Laying down in the darkness of the night A cloak of doubt pulled tight Tears stream down the face Demands in the night they face Torn, battered and bruised The body and mind shield themselves Behind a cloak of tears In the darkness of the night

Weather
Weather Dreams can have very unique weather. It may be sunny and thundering, or pouring rain everywhere except for where you are standing. Weather images in dreams often reflect your feelings about your environment. You may view the world as contrary to your goals; thus a dream would have bad weather in it. On the contrary, pleasant dreams or dreams at a time when life is going well usually feature good weather. The weather in dreams is generally not as significant as other images unless it is somehow aberrant from normal, waking world weather. Did the weather in your dream prevent something good from happening, such as a planned event?

Poem
while i lay asleep and dreaming through moonlit window stars stood gleaming like a smiling fairy scheamingi saw you with our friends and morewe all had gathered, fun and drinkingwith each step my heart was sinkingwatching from the side and thinkingof just one kiss and nothing moreone kiss from her who i adorethe night went on, she looked so lovelyeyes like angels far above mebright enough to guide thisworn and weathered soul to shore and by chance we stood and spokeand it seemed within that something wokeher smile fixed what i thought brokeshe picked my heart up off the floori was there, i saw her tears,from other guys throughout the years ive read her words and written fearsbut still stood quiet outside her doorhad she noticed me beforeive been there eleven years or morethe time had come to say goodbyeto friends and fun, the sun drew nighand i hugged her tight, let out a sighand gentlemenly thought toward the doorbut then i noticed no releasefor our hug it seemed had not ceased and sh

Poem
dark whispers spoken through shuttered lipsthe room duct tape silent by her wishthe scent of candles and sweat with smilesand romance of a more sinister stylepartners in play going further noweach watchful of thier private vowoil rubbed flesh relieved of tensionshidden likes brought to attentionthey take it slow with some restraintssteel and leather no complaintsno distinct boundaries setsafetey words for when they're metapproval known through quiet sighsno regrets or alibistwo dreamers living dreams this nightwill wake and part at dawns first lightwith memories kept tight withinof thier night of joyful sin meeee

2012
I think this whole 2012 thing is bs but for those that believe in it i say if you truly believe that the world is ending in 2012 then how about changing the world now and make it a better place so that if the world dose end (which i doubt)we can end on a high note.So for those worring about 2012 how about instead of wasting your time worrying and spend that time helping others,offering forgiveness,and love others.

How To Drive In Jersey. . .(was Sent To Me As A Joke...but Ummm...it's...uhhhh...true...yeah...it Is...)
How To Drive In Jersey. . .(was sent to me as a joke...but ummm...it's...uhhhh...true...yeah...it is...1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name. It's Nork - rhymes with Fork, not New-ark.2. The morning rush hour is from 5 AM to NOON. The evening rush hour is from NOON to 7 PM. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on the turnpike is 85 mph. On the parkway it's 105 or 110. Anything less is considered "Sissy." (Just ask Jon Corzine, the Governor of NJ) 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jersey has its own version of traffic rules. For example: cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second; However, in Monmouth county, SUV-driving and cellphone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone. EVER! Seriously. It's another offense that can

As A Princess, So Is The Rose By Debbie Schneider
As a princess, so is the rose; A young girl flowers into a young lady, as does a seed flowers into a rose, and as she grows into a young woman she is complimented with compassion, nourishment and love; Just as the seed is complimented with the sun, water and soil will bloom into a beautiful rose; When the Princess takes form of a beautiful young woman, hopefully a handsome young man will take her as his bride; On the day they marry, the bride will carry her bouquet containing, the rose, and that day they become one. A rose a flower, beautifully scented, carefree, the dance of love between the princess and her prince as a symbol of love "til death do they part" , but do they ever really part? When the princess passes on, as her casket is laid to rest her prince, and all of her loved ones place a rose on her casket a symbol of eternal love and life; And as her prince picks up the rose saved from her wedding day bouquet, he gently kisses the petals and gently places th