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Why Can I Not Find The Right Guy?
After the last guy I actually met offline went sour, I swore off meeting guys off here. So about 3 months ago I find a really great guy online so we talk online and nothing more. A while later he asks when he gets out of the army and moves back home will I come and make a life with him. Ok my first thought is why don't we meet first. See how it goes. Well it's all good until I get to the part where I think he should fly here to meet me first since I have to take care of my disabled mother full time and don't get alot of time off. After telling him this he is like "I understand totally". Now he won't talk to me at all. I wanna let people know I am not giving up my family for a guy I don't even know. No I am not saying all guys are like that, but just a few.

Check Out Dj Gunny@the Real Red Dragon Lounge!
COME CHECK OUT DJ GUNNY AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Re: Congress Threatened With Martial Law In America Over Bailout
RE: Congress Threatened With Martial Law In America Over Bailout ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Oct 2008, 17:00 Democratic Congressman: Representatives Were Threatened With Martial Law In America Over Bailout Bill A Democratic Congressman has warned that a panic atmosphere is being intentionally created in order to get the financial bailout billed passed, further stating that several members of Congress were told before Monday's vote that martial law will be instigated in America if the legislation fails. http://www. infowars. net/articles/october2008/031008Sherman. htm

Wtf Is Going On Big Poppa In Sexiest Man Contest And Giving Blinds For 150 Commebts
IT'S BLING TIME LEAVE A 150 COMMENTS AND I WILL BLING YOU! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TY BIG POPPA Ching-A-Ling - Missy Elliott HOWLING FOR HELP SEND MESSAGE TO BIG POPPA: BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar DONE BY LIL OLD SCOOBY DOO NOTHING FANCY HA HA COME NOW HELP MY FRIEND BIG POPPA (repost of original by '~SCOOBY-DOO IS MY NAME AND BOMBING ON FUBAR IS MY GAME~THE DREAM TEAM~' on '2008-10-04 10:16:47')

Chest Hair (or Lack Thereof... Lol!)
Ok some have asked so here's the story... Some years ago I was grilling on the backporch, it was summertime so it was hot out and I had my shirt off. The charcol brickets were giving me heck... they just didn't want to get hot and I got impatient! So I was adding lighter fluid in an attempt to get them going better... but instead they just went to smoking like crazy! So I lit a match and tossed it onto the pile and POOF it flashed up and singed my chest (and near about my eyebrows as well). Ughhhh! I jumped in the shower and washed off real good (burned chest hair STINKS! Ughhh!), looked like I had a nice red sunburn actually once I was clean again. Thank God my eyebrows were still there... lol! But, looking at myself in the bathroom mirror I was like "Chit! I have pecs! Wow! When did that happen?". Ok so I was impressed, and after a few days I actually preferred the hairless look and decided to keep it. So to this day I still keep the bare hairless look on my body... I

October 15th = Pail Awareness Day
As very few people know, October 15th is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Day. This is of course a relatively rough estimate from the CDC: The number of Infant Deaths from January 2007- January 2008 was 33,300. Infant deaths include SIDS, & Stillbirth (babies who die in utero), I'm not sure if miscarriages (before 24 weeks gestation) are included but I doubt that since they give death certificates to parents of stillborn babies. I personally have 4 babies who play in heaven. My son was 32w3d gestation, I miscarried at 6 weeks, Had a "late miscarriage" at 19 weeks gestation (My daughter) & another early miscarriage at 7w5d (another daughter, found out gender through genetic testing). Some things you might not realize: Unless a mother is in harm, the OB will make you deliver the baby the natural way, unless you have a really nice doctor, but I didn't have one. These babies have heartbeats, I saw my child's heartbeats at 6 weeks gestation. They are living beings, they ar

Demon
Shadows stalk next me Clawing at my soul Daggering at my skin Crawling into my mind Hope and Power Melt through my blood Fall from my being and leave a cold cavitey Demon laugh at my sins Screaming from within LET MY GO!!! but no voice sounds A cry from a child within Laughing at my sins Where is your GOD NOW Where do you stand ALONE AND AFRAID!!! but no voice sounds A cry from a child within Let your blood from your viens The Demon Screams Let it flow from your cold heart Inflame your Blade NO!!! but no voice sounds A cry from a child within Desolit and cold Tries to crawl away The Demon Laughs I become nothing NO!!! but no voice sounds A cry from a child from within Goodbye Sweetheart Sumble voice whispers The End Jason M. Christilaw 2008, 10-08

My Task
Oh where to begin...i was assigned the task of expressing what it is like and how it feels to be pleased by Master. i find it very difficult to do so as most of my feelings and such are just that. not describable in words. The emotions run rampant in times like this. i am a mix of shudders, shivers, hot flashes and the overwhelming desire to scream out what i feel. Problem is there are no words to say it. Just as saying i love you isn't enough, digging my nails into Him isn't enough. What it is like can't be compared to anything i know. It's pleasure is harder. Maybe if you recall your very first Candy Apple at a fair. The pride, the delight, the savoring of it's flavor and then the sadness when it's gone. Then you are reminded that next Fair you might get the chance to have it again, To repeat all the steps...over and over. This is how, for me, it feels to be pleased, then wanting more, yet wishing to give as receive. i hope this explains it well enough for another to comprehend.

Up For Sale Once Again!!!!!!
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Who In Their Right Minds Would Pay For Someone's Blast Or Bling Pack To See Nsfw Pics?
It's crazy here on Fubar. I mean, there are so many women on here wantr to show off their private parts to almost every perverted male on the face of the planet. In a way, I don't see this site being not much different from MySpace, the only difference is that everyone on here is eighteen or over. What really gets me is the ones that want someone to buy them a blast, bling pack, or even a happy hour in exchange to see their naughty pictures. Come on, doesn't some of these guys that actually do this know for the money that they are paying, they can go to the porn shop and purchase one or even two magazines? Also, do some of these guys know they can surf the internet and find free porn? It's funny and stupid at the same time here sometimes. I mean, I don't know what some of these guys are thinking. I wonder if they think they will be getting into those girls pants they got to see naked or what not being they paid for a blast or bling. However, most of these women that do have th

Thank You To All That Helped Me Spotlight
I want to thank everyone who helped me spotlight. I made this video as a thank you for helping me. Much Love Morgan Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com P.S. If I forgot anyone I am truly sorry :(

My Sister Got Hurt
my sister and her boyfriend were driving home from a halloween party on October 24th and because of the rainy conditions when they went to break at a stoplight the car slid off the road into a fire hydrant the car was totalled and my sister and her boyfriend were bruised up but alive so I'm going to be helping her the next few days. just wanted to let everyone know.

Need Advice
WELL MY DAUGHTER MET A GUY FROM MYSPACE PAGE AND HE TALKED HER INTO MEET UP WITH HIM THE THING IS MY DAUGHTER IS ONLY 14YRS OLD THIS GUY IM TALKING ABOUT IS 21 OR 22 YRS OLD THEY MET UP AND HELD MY DAUGHTER DOWN FOR TWO DAY COME TO FIND OUT HE RAPE HER TOOK MY BABY GIRL VIRGINITY AWAY HE LET HER GO HOME SHES BAK HOME SAFE WITH ME THE THING IS I HAVE PIC OF THIS FUCKIN GUY THEY PUT OUT A SEARCH FOR HIM SHOULD I LET THE COPS ARREST HIM OR SHOULD I GO DO WHAT IT TAKE TO GET BAK AT HIM FOR WHAT HE DID TO MY DAUGHTER I HAVE ALOT OF CONNECTIONS SHOULD I STAY PU OR LET THE AUTHORITY DEAL WITH IT PLEASE COMMENT

Halloween Party Enter If You Dare!!!
Party Party Party! We would like to invite you all to southern comfort for a wild and scary time. we are having a halloween party on october 31 @ 11:00 est .we understand everyone will be out with family ,but the party will still be going on when you get home ,so come on over and have a drink and some laughs with all the family @ southern comfort. we hope everyone has a happy and safe halloween . Click the pic to enter Southern Comfort !

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Love Pt1
How can people determine what love is? the truth is noone can truly give someone else the definition because of the fact its different for everyone. in life people make decisions regarding love fro example when a relationship turns from loving to abusive one of the other doesn't leave because of the fact that they love the other even if it means getting the shit beat out of them in the physical or mental effect. In their minds that person that they fell in love with is still in there underneath the hate the anger no matter what, to them, they will not give up on love even in the darkness of what once was beautiful. I want to take a second to tell you what i think love is or what it should be so if you would be so kind as to listen to these words that im about to write let me know your definition to the word and motion called love. What i believe to be love is the feeling of being whole whilst around that person feeling like my imperfections are not flaws anymore but are adornment

Ty To The People Who Helped Me Level On My Auto 11
I JUST WANT TO THANK THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME LEVEL ON MY AUTO 11 BLING U TOTALLY ROCK AND ARE THE BEST FRIENDS EVER XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX CLAIRE BARB SILENCE TRA71 VAMP-ANGEL LILDMEMBER MR-KITTY-MILLY MRS-KITTY-MILLY GYPSYSOUL RAPSNAP MEL5893 DOVE HEDGESOULBARCAFE JAKETHESNAKE GOOFYBALL MISHNUMBER1 HISBETCASSEY TAFPETER BLEEYEDBOY VIJAYINDIA THELEWINSKYSHAME METALSANDY Spicecomments.com - Friends Comments

Credentials
I have been a member on Fubar a Long Time,I have been here since Lost Cherry Days,Then CherryTap.In the Early Days I was a member of L.D.C.F., > > > > Then with the Great Secretarial Skills of Theresa BDG Yummy,an co Ownership L.R.L. Society of Wolves was Founded.We were an Awesome Bombing Family,With around 140 members in our hay day.But I was Greedy an after 2 failed mergers an corporate take over I walked away.Theresa an I ran the Family as a Business,an I was Shrewed back then. > > Then I started others an Settled on the Kingdom of Wolves,for another Family.Unfortunately I didn't learn my lesson,an I was still a damn hardass.But if you did your job,read your daily assignment,Bomb where u were suppose to,u would be rewarded with Pimpin Gifts an Morphs. > > During this Time,I fubar Wed FTW Lost Goth aka Lady Witoka. > I was madly in Love with her an to this day still am.Many others > chased me an desired to bed me at this time.An a 1st fubar Divorce came about then we

Am I Kinky?
You Are 85% Kinky If you've heard of it, you've tried it. You're that kinky. You're open to any and all sexual experiences, as long as they're safe. You see the bedroom as the primary place for all your adventures. But that's not to say that the bedroom is the only place you get kinky! Are You Kinky?

The Game Warden
A game warden was driving down the road when he came upon a young boy carrying a wild turkey under his arm. He stopped and asked the boy, 'Where did you get that turkey?' The boy replied, 'What turkey?' The game warden said, 'That turkey you're carrying under your arm.' The boy looks down and said, 'Well, lookee here, a turkey done roosted under my arm!' The game warden said, 'Now look, you know turkey season is closed, so whatever you do to that turkey, I'm going to do to you. If you break his leg, I'm gonna break your leg. If you break his wing, I'll break your arm. Whatever you do to him, I'll do to you. So, what are you gonna do with him?' The little boy said, 'I guess I'll just kiss his butt and let him go!' May your stuffing be tasty May your turkey plump, May your potatoes and gravy Have never a lump. May your yams be delicious And your pies take the prize, And may your Thanksgiving dinner Stay off your thighs

The Good Bye
The Good Bye I sit in a dark alleyWith a bottle of jackAnd a glassI drink the night awayAs I tell you my sorrows and express my guiltBut I never meant to harm you in anywaySo I guess this is goodbye for youDon't look back on meI will play the cruel one this timeI guess we can't always make things rightMaybe we're not made for each otherOr maybe we wereBut I'll finish this bottleAnd in the shadows I will fadeI hear you callingBut I won't go backNo that's a cowards path Ashley V, Lindsay

Lost Soul
Lost Soul Surrounded by darkness that no light can breach. In a place where no voice can reach. A void of silence and dark abyss all around. Living in a mist no way to be found. Lost soul weeping only tears of pain and fear. Lost in sadness, loneliness and despair. Won't someone please hear my broken cries. Save me from their hate and lies. Death that embraces my soul filling me with shivers freezing cold. Icy slivers invade my mind, body, heart and soul. Not a spark of warmth or love can penetrate this forbidden place. A lost soul begging to be released from this hateful hell filled with sin. I don't know how much more I can take before the darkness swallows me and drags me down. Blackness fills my lungs freezing my heart in an instant. To late to save me it is done this soul lost forever in this absence of space. A soul lost and forsaken for all eternity.

Thanksgiving
I must say this has been the best thanksgiving I can remember in a loooong time. Things were much as they used to be, most all of the family gathered at the homeplace where my uncle still lives, we ate and ate... It was good that everybody came in, Eric and Amy brought Parker who is getting so big now, and cutting her first teeth. Becca made it in for a couple of hours, not long but it was so good to see her. She hadnt been in since July and was happy to be here even for a short while. Josh and kendra made it in also, they are still touring and ministering all over and very excited that a new album is in the works for the group, I am so happy for them all. Momma cooked alot of the meal and Danny cooked the turkey and it actually tasted pretty good..LOL. He and I had to come home and get the country ham cause we forgot it. We had so much food it will give us leftovers for a week, I still got a bellyache..

First Day!
Thanks everyone who wrote or added me. I love this site. I have only been on it 20mins. I promise I will fill in my profile soon. I must get back to the real world of life. WORK!!!! I think I need a few more drinks. Hugs & Kisses, AngeliqueNikol

What The Heck Does Leo Mean?
i had this dream that i had this lion tattoo on my shoulder and it had leo written underneath it. In my dream I was like wow i forgot i got this tattoo and was trying to explain to people why i had got it like it was my love sign.or some bullshit coz im Not a Leo...since my sun sign is a libra....anyway it was weird. so am I looking for a Leo in my life is he supposed to be here or maybe I'm supposed to be a Leo. Or maybe i've just been sleeping way to much.

The Good Wife
This is something I got from my friend Allys blog andn something I totally think is really cool.... There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know t

Would You Test This On Your Wrist And See If It's Sharp?
I always used to make fun of how dull my mother's knives were. Several xmases ago, I grabbed a stick of butter (not Marlon Brando-style, but that would have been funny, too) and used what was supposed to be a chef's knife to try to cut the butter. Of course, I added a little drama and the knife couldn't quite pierce the butter. My nieces loved this gag. My mother rolled her eyes, handed me a sharpener, and told me to go to work. I turned to my nieces and, just out of my mother's view, gave them an exaggerated eye-roll. My nieces are really missing out by not having my influence in their lives. Anyway, lately I've been seeing someone who happens to be an excellent cook. Initially, I was doing most of the cooking, and I would just ask him to help out with things as needed. "Would you be willing to chop these onions? And the celery?" "Sure. Do you have a sharp knife around here?" Hrm. I realized that my own knife-sharpening had sort of gotten lax, what with the

Bonz™
hubba hubba hubba! haha..this is Bonz™ such a great guy!! He is so smart and can hold a conversation! I am fond of him and his current default photo *giggles* I hope to have many more conversations with him when our schedules mesh!! Bonz™@ fubar ♥

Border Line Crazy
as i'm typin this i'm smokin a cigar and listening to daddys wild wood flower by raplh stanley when my father past away in january that ended my military career for the time one year in, i had a dry spell of 6 months and i made my mind up to get back in uniform i missed it, i swore back in to my previous contract to finish it out 8 years and 10 months when i done my prior service physical the doctor pulled me away after the screening and asked me as anything tragic happen in the past year or two i said ya i just lost both my parents she said its not that hard to tell its the facial expression you got and the way your head is tilted forward and your eyes look down they have that hollowed look i took a test she told me the results i was border line to having post traumatic stress disorder and the loss of my parents could be a factor damn her since then especially in reclassing school i would wake up in cold sweat and the barracks would be ice cold i recall one night about the

You Say
You say were just friends, You say that you care, But how do I know this, if you wont take the dare. You know our love could be strong and fulfilling. So take this chance, just once and give me such a image trance.I will only then promise you what you need, and with this I know of you indeed. So come to me, and let me show you the way. So come to me, and I will shelter you in this web of love if I may. So then come to me, so then we can become two as one, like we were flying above , like the wings of the white dove. So you say, what you want. So you say, what you feel. So you say, what you see. For I will always know how you truly feel and see or what you really want. Because of this love of yours. I will feel such a taunting joy, when your lips say I LOVE YOU !!!! So You Say By Kris Mauch

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Pete Wentz From Fall Out Boy In Studio, Jim Norton In Atlantic City This Weekend, New Official O&a Pet Jerseys, Intern
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Hmm. Tuesday. Almost halfway finished with the week. Is it wrong that it's Tuesday and we're already looking forward to the weekend? Today on the POgram, we're hanging with Pete Wentz from FALL OUT BOY... or as we like to call him, "lucky bastard". He's promoting the band's latest disc, Folie A Deux. FALL OUT BOY is also hitting the road, starting with the Nokia Theater in New York City tonight. Get FALL OUT BOY Tickets online now! Jim Norton in Atlantic City: Our meat-bosomed compatriot Jim Norton is heading to Atlantic City this weekend to do his comedy thing. ...and if you can't make that show, well he's always traveling all over the country, performing for Y O U. Get JIM NORTON tickets Online Now! (Jim Norton's new book is also out now, and it's a NY Times Best Seller!...so if you don't have it yet...go order JIMMY NORTON's NEW BOOK!) Jim Norton's New Book - 'I HATE YOUR GUTS': Ju

A Christmas Story.. Lol
This should get everyone in the mood for Christmas. This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to Find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize. As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his Fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill Them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because Every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his Poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and Went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things At Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go, you'll only confuse Yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?' 'You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to the Inflatable doll section. I w

Happy Holidays Fu-friends!
Today is the first day of winter. The shortest day of the year. This means two things, constants every year. First off, it means that from now until next June, the days will get a little longer everyday. By now, we can all use a bit more sunshine, or just daylight. The medical profession calls it "SAD" - seasonal affective disorder - but I always just called it the winter blues. Going to work in the dark and then going home in the dark sucks monkey butt, I think we would all agree. Secondly, it means Christmas is in 3 days. The reason for the season, as is said. It means down time for a lot of us, time with family & friends. School is out. Businesses close. Families gather for the customary exchange of gifts and to share a special meal. We all have fond memories of Christmas & Santa Claus. It is a day of joy and fellowship. It also means that the new year begins very soon. The calendar turns over to a different year and many take it as a fresh start, time to take a new approac

Friends Forever
Friends are forever You are always there Trying to make things right Even when you cant Promising to always behere When I need a friend You think the world of me And of my daughter I will never be able to thank you To show you how great you are Hopefully you already know Im greatful to have you in my life Glad to know I can count on you Friends are forever! This here could really go out to a few of my dear friends on here but the one I had in mind when I was writing it was a wonderful man you all may know as Jinzo71. He is a very special friend to me and I hope he understands that.

Just Here Thinking
So here I am just sitting here thinking about you wondering what you're doing. I know if I wanted to I could call you right now but I won't. Cause it just wouldn't be right. I feel like I'm just getting to close to you and I don't know if you feel the same but you know what I'm to scared to find out the truth because it just might hurt to much. I haven't seen or heard from you in a few days and for some reason I feel that that's okay after all we are just friends. If it weren't for the miles apart I'm sure we would be something so much more or something special maybe. Yes I've tried to take your advice and yes I've gone out there only to run into a few brick walls and end up with a couple of bumps on my head but I'm trying even though it seems to be coming out all wrong at this end. I know with you to it's been kind of hard and you're still trying to find the same thing that I've been looking for for a long time but for some reason I feel we would both have it together if and

"hot Summer Evening"
It's a sweltering evening, the sun is setting on the city, not looking forward to the long drive home, the A/C is broken in my Jeep and I haven't had time to take it to the shot to be repaired. It's after 6pm, had to work after my office closed. I changed out of my suit into a black, low cut, velvet halter top, tan bra underneath, jean skirt with tan lace panties, skipped the nylons -- it's was too sticky & hot out. I stop at the corner store to get a big bottle of ice cold water for the ride home. As I am walking out of the store, I spot you, damn.... you look good. Can make a girls mind wonder. I didn't realize that you noticed me in the store. I climb into my Liberty, your truck is parked next to me. Your truck is a little higher off the ground than mine, you can see inside of mine from that vantage point. I put my bottle of water up to my lips, running my tongue across the opening, slowly moving it across my soft lips. After I take a drink, I tip the bottle letting a little water r

Are They Friends Or Fakes
Ok so here it is. You have a lot of friends on your list. but do you talk to them all the time or just add them because you are bored? I would like to think that you add me cause you are looking for a new friend to talk to. And alot of the people that add you are looking for something more then just a friend. are these people not looking at your page??? Give me your comments. Thanks

A Moment Of Your Time
If for just a moment I could be with you that is all I need to tell you how much I love you. You would see in my eyes the love I have for you. You feel it in my touch. For every moment we spend together makes my heart melt. If I could wish for anything I would wish for a moment of your time.

Ds
Close Window From Selected Poems: Summer Knowledge by Delmore Schwartz The Beautiful American Word, Sure The beautiful American word, Sure As I have come into a room, and touch The lamp's button, and the light blooms with such Certainty where the darkness loomed before, As I care for what I do not know, and care Knowing for little she might not have been, And for how little she would be unseen, The intercourse of lives miraculous and dear. Where the light is, and each thing clear, Separate from all others, standing in its place, I drink the time and touch whatever's near, And hope for day when the whole world has that face: For what assures her present every year? In dark accidents the mind's sufficient grace. Copyright © 1959 by Delmore Schwartz. Reprinted by permission of New Directions Publishing Corp. Next Top Sonnet: O City, City To live between terms, to live where death Ha

Screen Name "good N Plentiful"
Level: Friend of fubar (10) Gender: Male, ? Location: United States Status: (NSFW open for all for rates for a couple hours) trust me it was neither good nor plentiful.... ->good_n_ple...: and not that impressive so piss off ->good_n_ple...: your profile is boring and your cock is just a cock good_n_ple...: will u rate them or no? ->good_n_ple...: woohoo ->good_n_ple...: okay i just looked good_n_ple...: oh ok, so u never view them? ort just havnet gotten around to it ->good_n_ple...: no... i haaven't even looked at your profile good_n_ple...: yw, u view nsfw? ->good_n_ple...: thank you good_n_ple...: good, very pretty ->good_n_ple...: fine good_n_ple...: hi there how are you?

F00k You In The A$$!!!!
· babyangel Owner... invited you to the lounge: Home of the Brave! send me a lounge invite & i block your ass, k!!!! oh & when should i activate my fancy auto 11s...or should i just let it go to waste? i'm not leveling anytime soon, i'm not as cool as footie at being a point whore.

Do My Contests Have Ulterior Motives??!!
Believe it or not, I have had a few people question my motives for my giveaway. Ok, so here's the whole scoop. I don't ask for rates or comments, only private messages, so I gain no points. I don't ask anyone to rate my profile or pics. As a matter of fact, I state in the rules that rating and commenting are NOT needed. People DO rate my profile when they come by to send me the pm, which DOES make me rank, however, I have yet to rank better than about 250. My current fubar rank is 642 and 499 for today. But trust me, those will change DRASTICALLY when the contest ends. The ONLY thing I gain from running these giveaways is a warm, fuzzy, GOOD feeling for doing something nice for someone else. Now, if you want to be a hater and read into it more than that, then go ahead. Think what you will, it's no skin off my nose babe! The only opinion that counts is mine and the virgin that wins. So there-how do ya like me now??? hehe That is all, go about your lives no

Number 3 Friend....
Below is one of my bestest friends, she has her 11's activated, could you please show her some love?? Thank you in advance,,, ~~ ♥ 1_Sweet_Angel ♥ ~~ NEVER MAKE SOMEONE A PRIORITY WHEN YOU ARE ONLY AN OPTION !!!@ fubar

Motherhood
Hey diddle, diddle, the cat and the fiddle, Courtney sure loves that riddle. Little boy blue, That’s Shains’ color too. Roses are red, It’s time to get into bed. Sleep tight , Mommy is always right. Don’t forget to say your prayers, Did I take a shower last night, oh well who cares. Good night , I love you, see you in the morning, Honey, will you please stop snoring!

One Word Answers
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? Broke 2. Your significant other? CARRIE 3. Your hair? Black 4. Your mother? R.I.P. 5. Your father? michigan 6. Your favorite thing?Basketball 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rap 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?Home 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? boring 16. Muffins? n/a 17. One of your wish list items? Carrie 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did?basketball 20. What are you wearing? Steeler jersey 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? satisfied 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Jays 30. Y

Warning
I see I am not the only one who reads the writing on the wall. Kit Lange is an Air Force veteran and military writer who specializes in investigating murder cases stemming from actions in combat. Her work was used as evidence in the Lt. Ilario Pantano case, and has been quoted extensively in other news publications for other cases. In 2005, she co-wrote a 10-part series disproving war crime allegations against an elite Army unit; her blog, EuphoricReality.com, was named as one of the top 10 milblogs of the year. She is also the National Web Coordinator for Gathering of Eagles, a nationally-recognized troop support organization. Kit holds a degree in Aircraft Maintenance Technology from Spartan College of Aeronautics, and is currently working on a second degree in Aviation Technology Management. She resides in Tulsa, Oklahoma. INTERESTING COMMENTARY FROM A FEMALE AIR FORCE VETERAN WHO IS NOW A TALK SHOW HOST. My Predictions for the New Obama "Presidency" Now that Amer

Values Important To Me.
So I was recently asked to select and define the values most important to me and then give detail as to why they are and hope I live them in my life. This really made me thing and question what I hold dear and why. I am sharing this here so that those around me might have some insight into just who I am and what makes me tick. Accomplishment Anything accomplished; deed; achievement: a career measured in a series of small accomplishments. Everyday I live my life to accomplish my goals. I set goals for my personal and professional life and do the things that I can to make them happen. Sometimes to accomplish these I make sacrifices of my time or want to make them happen. When I do accomplish one of these goals it gives me great pleasure and pride in myself. Being the Best Carrying out actions of the highest quality, excellence, or standing. To me being the best is a way of life. I strive to be the best in everything I do in my life be it personal or professional. I almo

In A Room Full Of People
have you ever been in a room full of people u know and care about but feel utterly alone... have u ever just felt empty inside no matter what u do. i can't seem to shake this feeling... this emptiness is growing... without any warning more and more of my world is becoming dark. i'm going through my dailey shit without really knowing or caring what comes next. unaware of the steps i need to take to fix this... pretty soon i will be an empty shell... the darkness is consuming my world.... fading into a nothingness that i can't stop .... to be alone for eternity is my biggest fear ... here we go into the abyss.... love u all

Family Crisis
My mind wonders off to its defensive state. Is this what it feels like to prepare for disaster?” What ifs” float in my head and my finger tips seem to do more of the speaking than my lips. .... My eyes refuse to see anything real at this point and my heart seems to be headed backwards. I find myself twisting with a soul of a 12 yr old who needs direction, comfort and assurance that everything will be fine. Yet deep inside my head I’m asking myself that very question “will it?” So as you all know my father s health took a turn for the worse. I guess that I get my fighter instinct from him because he’s hanging on. Yet I’m feeling that maybe it could be too little too late. My main focus now is growing strong again so that whatever comes our way I’m prepared. I love my father so very much that though the past can not be erased, it doesn’t really matter to me anymore. And although Id like for him to have a full recovery, I am not too blind to the fact that

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When We Share
When we share laughter, There's twice the fun; When we share success, We've surpassed what we've done. When we share problems, There's half the pain; When we share tears, A rainbow follows rain. When we share dreams, They become more real; When we share secrets, It's our hearts we reveal. If we share a smile, That's when our love shows; If we share a hug, That's when our love grows. If we share with someone On whom we depend, That person is always Family or friend. ______¢À¢À¢À______________¢À¢À¢À __¢À¢À¢À_____¢À¢À_______¢À¢À____¢À¢À¢À _¢À¢À________¢À¢À_____¢À¢À_______¢À¢À _¢À__LOVE____¢À___¢À____ME______¢À _¢À____________¢À_¢À____________¢À __¢À_________SOME_ME_________¢À ___¢À__________AND__________¢À _____¢À_________MY________¢À _______¢À____FRIENDS____¢À _________¢À___________¢À ___________¢À_______¢À ________¢À_¢À__¢À___¢À__¢À_¢À _______¢À____¢À__¢À__¢À____¢À ________¢À_____¢À¢À_¢À____¢À __________¢À_¢À__¢À¢À__¢À ________________¢À¢À _________________¢À¢À __________________¢À¢À,

Perx
Oxycodone is an opioid analgesic medication synthesized from opium-derived thebaine. It was developed in 1916 in Germany, as one of several new semi-synthetic opioids with several benefits over the older traditional opiates and opioids; morphine, diacetylmorphine (heroin) and codeine. It was introduced to the pharmaceutical market as Eukodal or Eucodal and Dinarkon. Its chemical name is derived from codeine - the chemical structures are very similar, differing only in that the hydroxyl group of codeine has been oxidized to a carbonyl group (as in ketones), hence the "-one" suffix, the 7,8-dihydro-feature (codeine has a double-bond between those two carbons), and the hydroxyl group at carbon-14 (codeine has just a hydrogen in its place), hence oxycodone. Oxycodone was first synthesized in a German laboratory in 1916, a few years after the German pharmaceutical company Bayer had stopped the mass production of heroin due to addiction and abuse. It was hoped that a thebaine-derived dr

My Letter
As veteran of the gulf war and tax payer .I expect congress and the senate. To support the president Obama in his four years of office .while I don’t want another unlimited power we saw with bush… I really need you to pass an economic package .By next month we the voters are sick of greed, corruption. , and fighting among DEM& REP. As you saw in the last two elections... people lost job manly in the house and senate…due to fact they are greedie and only care about them selfs not the people of America… Iam sick of being out of work .. I hope you support the Jones act…. The president gives us hope I strongly support the president Obama..........this a letter I sent to congress

A Tear
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

*faith*
Written on 10/17/2005 A time for healing has come and gone now is the time for the future History will not repeat I will not give in Strength and faith hold me up containing my fears and doubts Preparing me for what is in store They break my heart piece by piece Yet, He helps me restore everything that was thought to be lost I find renewal in faith Courage in hope My soul is not lost My heart no longer empty The longing for companionship has returned I fear no longer I trust again My faith carries me from one wake to another Each bigger than the one before it yet my steps fall simply and easily with every progression Not by my own strength have I accomplished these things I stand by my faith Firmly on the pillars of my soul My faith in men has been restored. Again I am ready for him To come into my life To form a partnership not becoming a knight in armor ready for battle I am a damzel no longer There is a strength now forged within

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Greatest Rock Songs
1. Stairway to Heaven - Led Zeppelin 2. Johnny B. Goode - Chuck Berry 3. Like A Rolling Stone - Bob Dylan 4. Respect - Aretha Franklin 5. (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - Rolling Stones 6. Jailhouse Rock - Elvis Presley 7. A Day In The Life - Beatles 8. Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen 9. Good Vibrations - Beach Boys 10. What'd I Say - Ray Charles 11. Papa's Got A Brand New Bag - James Brown 12. Won't Get Fooled Again - Who 13. All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix 14. (Sittin' On) The Dock Of The Bay - Otis Redding 15. Imagine - John Lennon 16. Born To Run - Bruce Springsteen 17. Layla - Derek & the Dominos 18. Light My Fire - Doors 19. I Heard It Through The Grapevine - Marvin Gaye 20. Free Bird - Lynyrd Skynyrd 21. Whole Lotta Shakin' Goin' On - Jerry Lee Lewis 22. When A Man Loves A Woman - Percy Sledge 23. Hey Jude - Beatles 24. Hotel California - Eagles 25. Rock Around The Clock - Bill Haley & His Comets 26. You Really Got Me - Kinks 27. Americ

Why?
You took my love gentle in your hands like a buttterfly Then you plucked one of my wongs laughing as I flopped upon the ground The love that we shared was a beautiful thing It brightened my life as I began to sing It took so long to feel as I did Our time together so little eac day we shared Would've brought us closer if we dared Oh, how I longed to be with you each day To let our hearts mingle as they may I know you have your ideas and I have mine Together they could intertwine We weren't together very long But now I know you're truly gone

Could
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've always hear But the one still lives here in my world That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken heart

I'm Not
...like what you probably think of me. I have so many opinions that I keep to myself. I don't know why I don't just say the things that I feel. Maybe I'm afraid that my friends will have a different opinion of me and then hate me. [shrug] A lot of people see me as this sweet girl. One that cares for her friends. Now don't get me wrong, I do care about my friends. I'd do anything for them. I love them. But sometimes I feel like I don't deserve them. They see and hear what I want them to see/hear. I can only think of a few that have heard me bitch about something that I wouldn't dare bitch about on here, in public. I don't know what the difference is. I'm not sure if this makes me a "fake" or not. But I'm going to stop doing whatever the hell it is I'm doing now. There are still a few things I will NOT talk about. Those things being religion, abortion, and politics. I don't talk about those things in real life, so why would I talk about them on here? You may find out things abou

Ok Bad News, Dont Want Laptop Anymore
I was trying to save up to buy me a new laptop so I didnt have to worry about using my moms or my sisters anymore. As of tonight I am saving up for something different. Something more important now. I just found out my best friend who is like a sister to me. Her new house she was just moving into burnt down. She has a one year old little boy. She had all of his stuff in the new house. She figured it would be easier to get his stuff settled in first so hed have a place to play while they moved the rest of the stuff in. The only thing that she didnt move in was his bed. So now her poor son has lost EVERYTHING except his bed and the clothes on his back. So, everything I sale 100% of the money will be going to give him new things. New toys new clothes no everything. I however cannot replace his pictures. But I will do my best to help his parents replace everything else that poor baby has lost. Sometimes it takes something this big to show you how small a laptop really is.

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Freaking Tag!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i NEVER do these things 2. i smoke waaaaay too much 3. i'm a complete smartass 4. my friends mean the world to me.some are closer than family 5. i have to stop myself from strangling people on the highway daily 6. i swear too much 7. i'm completely addicted to tattoos 8. i feel bad when i run over squirrels 9. i think my dog is gay 10. i find dike looking goth girls sexy (don't ask me why)

Bath House
God, I needed this," Ellie said to her husband Brad, "there's just something about a whirlpool bath that just eases all the tension right out of you!!!" "Mmmmmm, yeah," he replied while the swirling hot water wafted over his body, "we should come here more often, but it just seems like we're always so damn busy!!!" Ellie was just about to answer him, when they were interrupted by a naked young man of about nineteen who asked, "Would either of you care for a drink!?!" "Uhhhhh, I think I'll have a glass of wine," Ellie replied while staring at the young man's erection, "how about you honey!?!" "Just bring me a club soda and a twist of lime," he replied while chuckling at his wife's obvious interest in the young man's attributes!!!" "Such big eyes you have," he said kiddingly!!! "Well I never," she retorted, "did you see the size of his cock, I don't know where they find these guys, but they're all hung like a horse!!!" "And I thought you came here to relax," he said jokingly, "but from t

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So What Do U Say
Mark all that apply (copy entire message, click "reply to poster", paste message and fill in your answers as they best apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1. ) 2. ) 3. ) If you saw me for the first time would&#

Guinness -v- Women
A Guinness always goes down easy A Guinness doesn't care when you come A Guinness doesn't get jealous when you grab another Guinness A Guinness won't get upset if you come home and have another Guinness on your breath A frigid Guinness is a good Guinness After you've had a Guinness, the bottle is still worth 10 cents Guinness doesn't demand equality Guinness is always wet Guinness is never late Guinness never has a headache Guinness stains wash out Hangovers go away If you change Guinness you don't have to pay alimony If you pour a Guinness right you'll always get a good head When you go to a bar, you know you can always pick up a Guinness When your Guinness goes flat, you toss it out You always know when you're the first to pop a Guinness You can always have more than one Guinness in one night and not feel guilty You can enjoy a Guinness all month long You can have a Guinness in public You can share a Guinness with your frien

Still
Soft, smooth, round Your hands on my back Gentle, timid, yet wanting more... Words you long to say cling to my lips Like dew on a midsummer flower Breath trembles the air Threatening the fall Delicate movements betray us A fluttering eyelash, a tremblng fingertip... You wrap your arms around me Enfold me in silence Your head on my breast, on my heart Listening in stillness...

Just Random Thoughts ....
Last night i realized my children are growing up ... what a hard lesson. My daughter's are both 18 (mixed family ... lol) and one just had a baby 2 months prior ... they now want to move! WOW!! I think i wen from feeling hurt, to scared, to anxious ... i probably can name more emotions ... just plain OVERWHELMED!!! It didn't seem to hurt so much when it was my boys ... (dunno why) but my girls ... it just seems to SUCK! But i have all the faith that i raised them right ... and they WILL BE OK!! But I WILL BE WATCHING .... does anyone else know what i am going thru??? Any advise???

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Vote Needed
Hey Everyone! Once again it is time to pick a member of the week.... We pick based on participation in the family..... We have a few people in mind this week BUT....I (Scorpioqueen) was thinking about chosing Brwneyedgirl35 for a few reasons.....1) She does almost all the blogging and most of the work on the home page and 2.) She needs 4+ mil to level to disciple.... I think this would be an awesome way to show her how much we appreciate everything she does by rating her all week and helping her to level..... So now I need you all to help us decide.... Is Brwneyedgirl the one to be member of the week or not? TY, Scorpioqueen

Sex For Money
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with a smokin hot girl at work, but she was with someone else. One day Eddie got so desperate that he went to her and said, "I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you." The girl looked at him shocked and said, "NO!" Eddie said, "I'll be real quick. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult with her boyfriend, so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really really fast, and he wont even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, "What happened?" Still breathing hard she managed to reply, "The FUCKER had all QUARTERS!!!!"

Beauty
Sometimes I get deep and not always make sence , But I understand me......and at the end of the day thats what counts.....lol If beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...........Why is it so many of us are UGLY???? Just beacuse I said the word UGLY, doesnt mean I meant looks.....I meant deep with in our souls. Many people have ugly souls and are mean and nasty. I was chatting on line with a friend of mine and they told me that someone told him, he was ugly. To me she was the ugly one to have said such mean and nasty words. If most of us were honest, when we woke up in the morning we arent all fine as hell. We all have morning breath, sleep in our eyes and bed head......Lets get really here. Threw out the days, months and years we have all put on some weight, got another age line and lost a bit of hair. We all have fault, So I ask when you look in that mirror again........DO YOU SEE AN UGLY PERSON? Lets take a good look at ourselfs and remember "Beauty is in t

Help This Guy Out
Okay so this guy is trying to get spotlight for his birthday and Fat Sonny is going to offer up salutes for those that really step up and help him out. So if you donate 1 million fu-bux (or more if you feel like it) Fat Sonny will make a salute for you. Time is running a bit short on when this guy wants spotlight so please help out if you can. Remember any little bit helps, so even if you can't donate a million any bit you can spare will help. And heck if you're willing to rate there are people out there who will pay for rates and they even run auto 11s all the time so you make a lot of points in the process. Here's the man to kick your fu-bux to so that we can help him get his birthday spotlight. ☠Sean Castle☠ Fu-Engaged to Mz.PhattyGurL☠@ fubar Once you've kicked the minimum 1 million bux to Sean, then drop a message to Sonny and let him know. And feel free to include in that message what you'd like the salute to say. It'll make life easier on

Gay Flag Colors
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Important Info
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My Fav Poem
"Who will cry for the little boy, lost and all alone? Who will cry for the little boy, abandoned without his own? Who will cry for the little boy? He cried himself to sleep. Who will cry for the little boy? He never had for keeps. Who will cry for the little boy? He walked the burning sand. Who will cry for the little boy? The boy inside the man. Who will cry for the little boy? Who knows well hurt and pain. Who will cry for the little boy? He died and died again. Who will cry for the little boy? A good boy he tried to be. Who will cry for the little boy, who cries inside of me?"

One Word Answers!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Everyone who reads this is tagged and must complete it also! It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charging 2. Your significant other? work 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? florida 5. Your father? florida 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? agua 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Faye 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? wealthier 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? alpha 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? none 18. Where you grew up? Jersey 19. The last thing you did? coffee 20. What are you wearing? shorts 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? Taz 23. Your computer? Compaq 24. Your life? content 25. Your mood? ok 26. Missing someone? no 27. Favorite Store? publix 30. Your summer? hot 31. Like someone? maybe 32. Your fav

Another One That Fell?
=== 'emmaneoo' wrote the following at '2009-03-31 23:18:03'.. > > Hello, > > I contact you bcos i would really love to start to know you and lets share life as best way it should be.To be honest with you,i may not have the sweet and perfect words to make you feel better here online,but i do have the soft and gentle arms to give you a hug,ears to listen quietly and attentive to whatever you want to talk about,and am sure that i have a heart,sweet heart that's aching to see you smile always. > > Finding a soul mate,a woman with a heart full of loving,one who is not a time waster,one who understand life and never play with heart,one who understand the us fullness of a man in a woman's life,one who will never cheat on me,willing to share of her private and hiding secrets to me so to grow more in love and show to me caring and cuddle,a woman that value future and believe deeply in herself and willing to take care of my valuable belonging so to become many for the benefit of us whole

Grumpy
I may be grumpy today. I dunno. I was rudely woken up my housekeeping this morning pounding on my door asking if I wanted towels. =/ Oh and bowling last night was pretty decent. First game sucked so bad, lol. 106 - 143 - 163

Adoption
Being adopted yourself Adoption themes in dreams often occur at significant points of transition or crisis in life. Being adopted in your dream can mean either that you have no human connections at the moment or that you require additional connections to remain a viable person. Dreams of this nature may occur during geographic moves, job transitions or uncertainties, or prior to marriage. Crucial questions exist concerning who adopts you, what the relationship is like with them after adoption, and whether you feel glad, ambivalent, or uneasy about being adopted. A pre-marital dream may include something like this one (reported by a 24-year-old groom-to-be): I'm sitting at a card table with people I don't know playing a game I don't understand. They are trying to teach me, but don't speak English. I get up to leave, but they take me home and treat me as their son. The dreamer may see himself as ambivalent about fitting into family rituals, but feeling enough acceptance from his new e

Highway To Purgatory
HIGHWAY TO PURGATORYDown a desolate desert highwayNothing except indian paint brush, cactus, and sandHere I am talking to myself yet my mind has nothing to sayAt 130 degrees wondering how anything can survive in this sun scorched land65 mph and the body of this old vette are all that keep these demons at bayAlone out here, insanity and lonliness seem to go hand in handClouds of white smoke escaping from under a fiberglass hoodKnowing not where I am, havent seen another soul for daysKnowing only that which I was born with, caring not whether bad or goodMemories of a neglected child, living now in a drunken hazeTo myself I understand, to everyone around me I am misunderstoodSo here I sit broken down as on the radio Led Zepplin playsTwilight comes as the battery diesLights go dim as desert shadows roamKnowing the road I've travelled, yet knowing nothing of what lies ahead in midnight's disguiseHaving no place to call my own, where I lay my head is where I call homeBeyond the mountains as

I Can
I CANI cant give solutions to all life’s problems, doubts, or fears.But i can listen to you and together we will find the answers.I cant change your past, with all its heartache and pain,nor the future with all its untold stories.but I can be here now when you need me to care.I cant keep your feet from stumblingbut I can offer my hand that you may grasp and not fall.Your joys, triumphs, successes and happiness are not mine,yet I can share in your laughter.Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor judge.I can only support and encourage you, and help you when you ask.I can’t keep you from falling away from friendship,from your values, from me.I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait.I can’t give you the boundaries which I have determined for you,but I can give you the room to change, grow, and be yourself.I can’t keep your heart from breaking or hurting, no matter how much I try.But I can cry with you, and help you pick up the pieces.I can’t tell

Puppet Shows!
Well I have some great friends, but this was one time that I was wishing that I didn't know someone lol... My good friend Mike asked me one night * gawdddd hes a pervvvv* if I ever fingered myself and watched in the mirror... I don't know what came over me.. but this is what came out of my mouth..... Well I would really rather put my bunny slippers on, stick a big ole dildo up my twat and have a puppet show with my feet.... thinking that he would realize what a stupid question it was, with a stupid reply..ohhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo.... he replied....*dramatic pause*............ THAT'S HOT!!!!! Here's your sign Mike!!! lol

Beckett Suspended For 6 Games By Mlb
Beckett suspended for 6 games by MLB April 14, 2009 NEW YORK --Boston pitcher Josh Beckett has been suspended for six games and fined by Major League Baseball, which determined he intentionally threw a pitch near the head of the Los Angeles Angels' Bobby Abreu last week. Beckett also was cited for "aggressive actions" after the pitch that led to the benches clearing Sunday, according to Bob Watson, vice president for discipline in the commissioner's office. If Beckett appeals, any penalties would be delayed until after a hearing. Angels hitting coach Mickey Hatcher was suspended for one game and fined, and he was to serve the penalty Tuesday night. In addition, Watson fined Angels manager Mike Scioscia and players Torii Hunter and Justin Speier.

Murder By Death- Killbot2000
This song is kind of weird, but it's pretty intense so i like it. "A smell like cigarettes drifts softly through the vents, The room is filling up with smoke and little bodies Tell all the boys and girls from school To keep breaking all the rules To show their parents that they're individuals Datura flakes off from your lips You've lost the swagger in your hips Your eyes are turning blue to gray Your skin feels soft and sagging down Your arms drag across the ground with each step you take And they fall from the jungle gyms And they fall and piss away each night Among the sound of bodies crawling round the room I can smell their flesh on everything left in this room Chalk and scattered crayons on empty desks For weeks finding clumps of unwashed hair caught between the vents blowing Carry their little bodies to the cemetary so gently Oh carry their little bodies to the cemetary so gently Please don't let their necks crook towards the ground" Like i said,

[i Might Hate My Life]
And I'm not entirely sure its my fault.See, I've got a problem with popculture and the worshippers.I can't stand it. People ask me how I got to be "so" smart. My parents are above av int and my brother is a spacial relations genius.Me I just know a lot about everything, but not everything about a lot. So how'd that work out?I went to school, I watched strangers, I opened my earsand I took a few steps back and watched. I know what you're going to do before you do.And I know why you did it. Drove my ex fucking insane that I was always in a strategically superior position. But I still can't beat computer Go and Chess.I can win with more variablesthe more the easierI guess that's why I like the puzzle box of people's brain. Minds are a lot like books, once you learn how to read this shit gets easy. Anyway...yeahso the problem isThis generation is compiled of vapid airheads, self indulgent crybabies, military divorce's, gun toting tiny cock stroking granite brains, and the aristocracy

For My New Friend
Words cannot express What your friendship means to me. You never push or press But you’re there when I need you to be. You let me express my fears Without making me feel less. You comfort me through my tears And never second guess. I always feel essential No matter what my mood. You help me to see my potential When before one had never been viewed. You’re teaching me to rely And believe that somebody cares.

From A Bulletin - Honor
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan .After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base 'His friend agreed.I looked around at the

Trivia #24 - Episode 104
Last night's Trivia coulda been alot bigger than what happened. But i believe i handled it better than ever before. So without our top two leaders in the room, the possibilities are endless. Here are the results of last night's event: HDass---------------42 Tigg-----------------30 Redlar---------------25 Tor-------------------22 Army-----------------21 DarqWolfs-----------20 Warmachine---------19 Punkette-------------18 MammaHelle---------18 Fireman--------------17 Kerry------------------14 Serenity---------------14 Sassy_Jen------------12 DJJoey----------------11 Strega----------------11 TiaMarie-------------10 Screwdriver-----------6 BrandyMae------------5 Molly-------------------5 Naomi-----------------4 OP_free---------------4 BlueEyed--------------3 Scorpio----------------3 Hardcore-------------1 Congrats to HDass for winning their first event! Keep up the great job everyone. So now we will move on to the running totals for the year. Xanrose--------------

Sorry A$$ed Men
So, there is military guy who was cheated on while he was in Iraq. Very crappy, right? Now he just left for Iraq and calls his fiance and tells her he is gonna marry someone else. They had made plans for a wedding, her kids call him daddy, and they have been together for almost a year. She has all his crap, and his "new" girl has found out what a shit he is, and now he calls his fiance a bitch for telling new girl all his business. To make a long story short, how do you get revenge on him? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH assholes make me soooooooooooooo mad! A P>S> to the sorry tale, he borrowed money from his fiance telling her he needed to pay for school because his ex took all his money for child support. He spent it on the new lady and has yet to pay the money back

Why?
Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm honestly tired of it. I want a man that I can see some sort of future with. Someone that I can have fun with and joke with, Who doesn't take everything so seriously that it sems like life or death. He also needs to know that I will care without a doubt. I may not always say it and hell I have a hard time admitting that I care about anyone as more than a friend. Life has its ups and downs and I know that its how you deal with it that shows who you are. I don't always make the right decisions and I know that, I'll admit that. Just love me for who I am not just what

The Luckiest Unluckiest Person Alive
Hello friends. been awhile since ive blogged and ive gotten many questions aking about my foot and all that jazz and also all the new things ive been up too. Well many of you know ive gone back to work as an asst store manager for casey's which involves many hours of overtime which of course is good for my wallet but not so great for my health. The last blog i made consisted of the incision on the bottom of my foot had busted open and i had to go and have it re-stitched as well a series of antibiotic treatments due to an infection with it. I was told not to continue working until my incision had completely healed which would have put me off at least 2 weeks...yeah right. Since the beginning of all my surgeries my life has pretty much been on hold since Feb of 08 and im sorry but i refuse to continue to allow my children and myself to suffer financially from it any longer. So against all the doctors orders i continued working anyway and unfortunately ive done a lot more damaged than i r

May 17, 2008 A Day I Will Remember Forever
A year ago today the hopes and dreams of a father was crushed. The life of his child was extinguished. I am that father. The loss of my child, Vincent, has left a scar on my soul that will never go away, nor will the pain of that loss go away. The mother belonged to a highly christian family. That did not bother me, but because I am not a christian her family helped her loose the baby by getting her drugs, cigarettes, and alchahol and let her do these things in the house causing the death of my child just because it wouldnt be raised the way that they wanted it to be does bother me. There is a void in my hart that I cant fill and it grows a little bit every day. That void is bitterness, haterid, self-loathing,... negativeness in all its forms. There is an old indian story that says every person has two wolves within them. One of light(good), and one of dark(evil). These wolves are in a feirce battle. People ask which wolf wins? The answer is the one that you feed the most. Lately i fin

What Hurts Me The Most
What hurts the most is here you have in my heart and not with me. Yes i still miss you. I still love you. and you dont see what you mean to me. But your quick to say something to someone. where there doing something that you know i dont like. Its crazythe time its beenand still theres days what i do miss you and want to be wrapped in your arms again. To hear your heart beat. I cant listen to that one song without tears comming to my eyesit played the first time you really kissed me.I remember everythingwe did sice we stared dating I know i grow stronger with each passing day. And i grow to learn that thngs happen for a reason. But you know what, even with everything that happend for a reason between us i dont regret it at all. I really did love you and you really did love me. and the reason we broke up should be the reson we get back together. My heart will always be open to you. and when you need me I will be waiting here for you with open arms. Never forget the day we started

Funny!
On our way home tonight, my 5 yr old son takes his gum out of his mouth and asks me to blow him a bubble. I tell him that's gross (even by my standards!) and he assures me that he's dried it off and is ok. I've been sadder than usual lately and I needed that giggle. I love my kids. ♥

Rose
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.She said, 'Hi handsome.. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?'I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze.'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked.She jokingly replied, 'I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...''No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me.After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would l

Random Stuff Pleases Jan
If you have 3 quarters, 4 dimes, and 4 pennies, you have $1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar. The numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial. President Kennedy was the fastest random speaker in the world with upwards of 350 words per minute. In the average lifetime, a person will walk the equivalent of 5 times around the equator. Odontophobia is the fear of teeth. The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottles represents the number of varieties of pickles the company once had. In the early days of the telephone, operators would pick up a call and use the phrase, "Well, are you there?". It wasn't until 1895 that someone suggested answering the phone with the phrase "number please?" The surface area of an average-sized brick is 79 cm squared. According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favored day for self-destruction. Cats sleep 16 to 18 hou

Ouch
I have new shoes. I walked again today and gave myself a blister. It freaking hurts. It's worth the pain though. I wish I still looked the same as I did in high school...then I wouldn't be walking every night. Although, it is really peaceful at the park. There's not usually a lot of people there and I get to listen to all my music. The South side of the park is almost pleasant. The North side has a nasty little creek that always looks stagnant. (Ewww) If you've read this far I'm sorry. I live a pretty boring life.

Helping A Fu-friend
PLEASE help my #2 Family! On May 20th 2009 a very good friend Parker20 Twisted Phucker' account was hacked and he lost everything he had worked for. The hacker deleted everything he could. If you look at His former fu-ID #2236411 you will see the only thing left is his Fu-Wifeys name. Parker still does not have access to his old account.

Y'all Are Funny....
You know what I've come to realize??? Some of y'all are funny as hell!!! Not funny in a lol way, but funny in a, you can't be serious way!!! Some of the people we come in contact with, hell most of the people, we come in contact with on this site we will never meet in person. We are seperated by hundreds or thousands of miles, and many geographical boundaries. Instead of using this site as a tool to get to interact with people we might not normally get a chance to in real life, instead of using it to step out of your box, or comfort zone, some of you use it to become bigger assholes than you are in real life!!! Y'all know who you are, and you know what, maybe you are laugh out loud funny, 'cause I'm laughing my ass off at y'all pathetic bastards... Peace!!!

Leveling Blog #449 And #450:)
Justfishing~Fu-Hubby to NunyaB~Proud Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Li@ fubar 277,000 to Oracle- I know its more that we usually level but lets help him out-he is trying to level the ole fashioned way!! Lets Level him and then help out his fu wife-she's 390,000 from Oracle!~*NunyaB~Fu-wife to Justfishing*The PegasusProject~SBG@ fubar

To The Brother In Me
Standing by your sidefor you I'd cryfor you I'd dieyou don't need to ask whyyour the brother in meyour the one who always let me beeven when im near sided far sidedeven blindedI'll see you standin by my sidenever denien the long rideeven till the day we diewe'll never say goodbyeand if I see you flienyou know I'll be on my kneessayin god please just let us brothers be this can't be we came from your seed you've seen us bleedso let us see not the night but the lightwere the brothers from youso let the brother in mebecome the brother again to beagain the brother in meI'll see you again brotherwhen it be let it befor you I will always seeremember YOUR THE BROTHER IN ME

No Gato...
Jack hasn't come home. I'm thinking he's gone. Either snatched up by some crazy cat lady or run over but a cat hating redneck. I keep fighting the urge to cry because then it would be too real that we lost a family member. he's the black and white one...

Blocked Up
It's so hard to swallow, all the lumps in mythroat, on the tip of my tongue, and I stillchoke. If you squeeze me I might bleed just whatI'm feeling. I feel so empty. Staring through awindow, but a curtain covers it. I must be sofoolish. All this junk in my pockets is startingto hurt my leg. It's starting to weigh me down.I'm down but I'm not out. There is a Band-Aid on my finger, but thescar is in my head. I feel so exhausted. I stareinto a mirror, and I'm staring back at me. I'mlooking down at the ground, all around. I'm downbut I'm not out. I try to see clearly, but my eyesare half shut. There's a cloud around my head'cause I'm all blocked up.

First About Me Comments
Update to the computer problems. Today some Spyware 2009 crap finally got into my computer and won't let me go anywhere on the net. I'm taking a chance and writing this from work. But it looks like I'm going to be hit and miss. I'll try to log in from other locations, but as of now, looks like I'm cut off from the world. My computer guy is down and I can't afford a new computer. I'll sneak in from time to time to visit with those who've been regulars but I don't know how often that will be. Like I saw before, please feel free to email if you want to talk since I can access that at work. I'll stay online as far as the status shows, but I don't know when I'll actually be on. Now about me. Since they corrected the problem of showing us who the Secret Admirer is, it's become very apparent that I suck at guessing who my Secret Admirer is. So I ask forgiveness. On the off chance that you chose me and I never visited your page, now you know why. Also, let me just say that if I v

Bull Shit I Tell U
Four Chinese Muslim detainees who had been held at the Guantanamo Bay detention facility have been resettled in Bermuda. Premier Dr. Ewart Brown made the announcement this morning at a press conference and stressed that the men were innocent. The four men —aged 25 to 35— are Chinese Muslims called Uighurs and arrived by air last night. They will be given the opportunity to get Bermudian status. Dr. Brown said: “These men are landed in Bermuda in the short term provided with the opportunity to become naturalised citizens and therefore afforded the right to travel and leave Bermuda potentially settling elsewhere. Today one of the men, Abdul Nasser, issued a statement through his lawyers, saying: “Growing up under communism we always dreamed of living in peace and working in free society like this one. Today you have let freedom ring.” The Obama administration has been under pressure to resettle the detainees, as it tries to fulfill its p

I Do But I Realize
I love you, I worship youBut I do realize that you are not mineThat you don’t belong to meBut I will love you no matter whatNo matter where you areNo matter how far you goI will love you for everWill always reach my arms bridgesBridges of love, passion, desireEven if u hold other man's armWill keep reaching mine toward youYou might go to a very faraway placeAnd might forget about this heartMy heart, where u stay with every single beatAnd I might never see u again when I want After you made my life a garden fill with rosesHow damn hard this distance is How damn hard it is without tellingI wish u couldn’t go this farHow could you leave me like this??How could u walk away on me??How could u be this careless after u showed me what love means??I swear to this love u have taught meI will always be your singing birdYour shinny moon to light up your dark nightAnd bring back your lost smile------------------------------W.B: FM june 14th 5:25 am[yes middle east time]lol

Women And Roses
some men think roses is a silly thingsome think its a women thingand most of them kinda hate rosesbut why??roses are very softvery nice to start the day withsmell soo nicefeel so soft and nicehave all different colors and shapesall kind of sizesthey also rest at night and close at them selvesthey also have thornes to protect them selvesits amazing the resemblense between roses and womenall above would be the same if i am describing a ladyand what kind of man on earth doesnt like ladies[sorry fags no pun intended]so yes my friends i love roses--------------------------------W.B: FM

You Are My Zen ( A Poem I Just Finished )
Raindrops and heart beatsAre all I hear as I fall asleepAs I drift off into a dreamlandSoothing waves of thunder calm my soulYour soft skin as a pillow under my cheekGently rises and falls with each breathCreating a gentle rhythm to the nights songAs I listen I can hear the faint whisper of airTouching your soft lips as it leaves your bodyI listen and I realize You create this night song You create this peace given to meI realize that you are my Zen

Idiots Among Us
IDIOT SIGHTING We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large' enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, 'Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower.' I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, 'NO, it's not.' Four is larger than two.. We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING:

Pickup Lines
The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. I like every bone in your body especially mine. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I

The Box
The Box I opened the box I hid your letters in, strange how reading aged words sparks so much memory. You spoke of a dark place, where you where alone all the time, sad and full of the kind of hate no one else gets except for you. I know you felt alienated and like everyone including your parents hated you. I always loved you, you where cared for even when I spoke nothing, even when I didn't write back. Part of me hated you, I enjoyed your pain. Now you knew how I felt. I am sorry I was so selfish, that I didn't care for you like I had always promised. You say no one there talks to you, and that they have their own issues to deal with. We all want everyone to care about our issues, you are stronger than me for letting them be, for living alone with your sadness. Your out now, and it has been over a year, to be fully honest sometimes I wonder if by leaving you, I set you down the road you left on, you always said I made you stronger and gave you hope. I let you go, to the wolves an

Tired Of Being There
Ok so there's always that person who helps u out unconditional of what it may be so long as they to have means to do so. They take u loan u money. And understands when ur down u jst need a simple boost back onto ur feet. Well that's usually me! I help every1 n I had stopped doing it for a while. Now I'm in school n had gotten a grant check to help me n pay for 2nd semester. I paid it n from April to end of June used rest of money for gas in a car I no longer can use mind u if left it with a full tank when parents desided to take it n not let me use it plus paid 50 to have the thing towd cus broke down! I paid for things my man n I did when he got back home cus he was strugglin for a new job, n now isn't barely makin enough to live after his rent. My parents won't help me n now if I dnt get to school ill owe 900in grants back not to mention be completely utterly screwd I'm tired of not being able to lean on any1 when I need help yet always being there for them. I need a job no1 hiring m

The Truth Revealed
I just want to cry You have no idea why Telling me it's not true You may not see it, but I do You stare at other girls The truth now unfurls I saw you look that way When I had something to say That picture I went to delete You said no, I feel so incomplete Like I wasn't good enough for you I'll never be no matter what I do I know that's not how it really is, I can see That no matter what you will always want me It's human nature for you too look around I shouldn't worry, I shouldn't make a sound Is it the way I look, or what I say That causes you to turn and look away Can it be they have something I don't Just say something because I won't I don't know what to think My heart shatters, the shards sink I'm nothing compared to the others there But give me a sign, let me know you care

R.i.p.
Those who know me well or have explored my blogs enough will understand this and yet some still won't so I shall attempt to explain for anyone who cares to know. Normally these days pass with no hassle or issue but this year I am for some reason very aware of them. 8am July 13, 1999 I lost my fiance in her sleep to a brain aneurysm. I think the realization of that 10 year marker is what is triggering me this year. I purposely become ignorant of the calandar this time of year but this year it has caught me. 10 years later and it can still bleed out of me like it was yesterday if i allow it, well this year I am allowing it. Forgive me for being short, not myself, isolated, just generally not much myself these next few days. I am not a drinker but I am thinking getting lost in a bottle for a day and just letting this bleed out of me might be my direction. If i piss you off over these next few days all I can ask is to understand. I hate when I get like this but once I am I gotta rid

Familiar Taste Of Poison
Drink the wineMy darling you saidTake your timeAnd consume all of itBut the rosesWere only to drain my inspirationsThe promises were spoiledBefore they left your lips[Chorus}I breathe you in again just to feel youUnderneath my skinHolding on toThe sweet escapeIs always laced with theFamiliar taste of poisonI tell myselfThat you're no good for meI wish you wellBut desire never leavesI could fight this'Til the endBut maybe I don't want to win[Chorus]I don't want to be savedI don't want to be so politeI want you on my mindIn my dreamsBehind these eyesAnd I dont wanna wake upNo not this time[Chorus]

For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl... Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed

This Is Dedicated To Our Darling Angel Chrystel Marie
My Angel My Stay in the Hospital was long over due, many days spent of feeling so blue. Anxiously waiting for our child to be born caused a relapse of my heart to be torn. Our Beautiful Daughter, holding so tight, removed from my arms, way out of sight. Where are you taking her, where will she be? This is our Daughter she belongs to me. We won't take her far, she is fighting to breathe, please be patient, we may have to retrieve. God be with her as I am too weak, my hearts in my mouth unable to speak. Please, God help her and do the right things. You have the power, I'm left without wings. We hear a call from the Angels above, we now have to take her and share our true love. When your Child has gone to the heavens above, you pray for special wings of a dove. My Darling Angel if I could fly, Mommy would be there instead of bidding you goodbye. I would stay by your side from morning till night. Watch over you Darling to know you're all right. Daddy l

Horns
So I think I am growing a horn on my nose....I woke up this morning to a giant scab right on the end...What happened? I don't know! I may be morphing into an unsightly creature...So watch out! Anyways, the 3 year anniversary of joining Fubar is tomorrow...I feel like I should do something special...but what? Idk again...*sigh* Is it bedtime now?

Slime
You ooze confidence Seeping through that sleazy smile But I know just what you are Can't fool me anymore. You are slime Slick with deception Dripping with false kindness Spouting lies from every orifice Won't fool me anymore. You sweat honey So the flies gather To feast on your every word But when the swarm dissipates It turns to bitter filth I won't let it fool me anymore.

Could You....
Could you forgive your enemies if it was your last day? forgiveness is a tool we use to help us move on. it is not about making the other person or persons feel better. with that being said I am not the type of person to forgive. I see no point to it. I just move on..... that does not mean I do not believe in giving second chances. just really depends on the situation. however you have to earn my trust all over again. and hurt me again and I am just done with you. So could I forgive my enemies if it was my last day? I could, but I wouldn't. Then again I have no enemies that I know of either.

Reply Fuckers (h)
Let’s play a game called What’s on Your Nightstand?. What? Too personal? Oooh come on! We’re all friends here. Let’s try to figure out what our night stands say about the state of our lives. On my night stand is: 1 Ikea lamp. A water color painting made by my aunt in the 80’s. A cup of what once was hot lemon water with honey, now just a mass of lemon seeds at the bottom of a mug. A glass bowl with a ring and a business card for a French bed and breakfast. Two books: unaccustomed earth and Sieze the Day My credit card, and a small bowl with cookie crumbs in it… Lemon Rosemary Palmier cookie crumbs. What might my night stand contents say about me? I love a home furnishing bargain. When I run out of tea I make do with lemons. I can’t sleep in jewelry and I like to daydream about vacationing in the French countryside. I either read a book or go internet shopping before I fall asleep, and I eat cookies in bed. All things

The Word Never
Do you know what I was thinking... The word never... If you think about it in detail... If people on the planet truly believed in the word never, There would be no progress, no modern technology So thinking about the word never... Only certain things should be considered as never People that are living and breathing, should not be in the category because to grow and expand you have to see beyond the word never Some people they can not, you know But to dream, and turn dreams into reality Yes you have to never accept the word never, unless it only applies to areas you accept as never. Sometimes...I write and think the most off the wall things

Things I Like And Don't Like.
Hi this is a list of things I like and don't. First off things I don't like, people who don't pay attention to someone's status on here this is not twitter so why do people try to talk to you when your not on here???. Rude people that goes for men and women both I have had both crappy comments from men and women on here in the 4 yrs now I have been on here. Men who treat women nasty because of the looks there size or the fact that they have kids and are single or they wana see there cam's and get there numbers or e-mails. I don't like smoky kisses like kids there days people think its soo cool to smoke get high and drink and all but sooo gross to kiss someone who taste's and smells like a dang ash tray YUCK!!!. I don't like the fact that I am picked on because of the fact that I have pet snakes id rather have a pet I can take to bmx tracks and car shows and the kids won't get bit for holding the snake, how many people can say that about the soo loved pitbull. why do stupid men hav

Business And Starting One
I need to start up an invention! Don't know where to start really. I need to know if I should go with a patent agent or a patent lawyer. Also how to you get a manufacture or producer and when does distributing become a necessity?

Bizarro World
Eric Maste...: when you beat his ass would ya fight dirty ->Eric Maste...: im much meaner than that. Eric Maste...: wow i figured youd burn him with the cig ->Eric Maste...: id bust open the stall door and beat the living shit out of the fucking pervert. Eric Maste...: suppose you are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do? ->Eric Maste...: ?? Eric Maste...: heres a questio for ya is this dude trying to have shoutbox sex w/ me?

Epiphany
epiphany... I'm whispering to the darkness,waiting for my minds embrace.Falling into subconsciousness,away from my disgrace.These words are like the ghosts you left me,swimming freely from ear to ear.Not touching living emotions,it's my lament you cannot hear.Now come with me my child,you've alot to learn,I'll show how this hell is pain,even without the burn.I'll bear your soul to demons,and return what you have wrought.Your worthless and i love it,it's not what you'd have thought.You told me that heaven denied me,and that the abyss is what whispers my name,when the curtains flutter slightly,beckoning me to join your game.

Hackfest:: Yes, We're That Damn Good...
Greetings, piles of flesh with fruit salad, and welcome to a long-overdue edition of HackFest, which in some language means the slow decay of your own lives. You should know who this is by now, so I'm not going to grace you with any semblance of an introduction. Tonight, as has been the norm as of late, I'm actually going to backtrack into politics and re-rant on a few things, just so people can get a feel on exactly how pointless this is. First off, let's be clear. It is blatantly obvious that we now are a country divided. If it's not the mainstream media putting us at each other's throats, then it is the out-and-out ignorance of the human race that prevents us from seeing the big picture. I know that someone deep in the regions of that thing on the top of someone's neck called a head that a little organ called a BRAIN is working, so it should be obvious to everyone, right? Wrong. In fact, less people have decided to use this organ and continuously attack the ruling status quo hopi

Me?
I MET THIS GREAT GUY LAST AUGUST , SEAN, BLOODSHOT HOW PEOPLE KNOW HIM HE MOVIE IN WITH ME IN SEPTEMBER OF LAST YEAR AND THINGS HAVE BEEN GREAT WITH US WE WANT TO GET MARRIED SOMEDAY. I HAVE TWO KIDS THAT HE TAKES GREAT CARE OF ... BABY I KNOW YOU WILL READ THIS I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH ...ON ONE WILL GET IN MY WAY. YES I BROKE MY HAND SEPTEMBER 18 09 I GOT MAD AND HIT THE PORCH AND IT WON... MY LIFE IS AMAZING SENCE SEAN HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING. AND I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY ABOUT US WE WILL GET MARRIED AND GET OVER IT NOW... WE FOUND EACH OTHER ON THE COMPUTER ON MYYEARBOOK.COM MY FAMILY WELL WHAT FAMILY NOT EVER HAPPY WITH THEM AT ALL THEY NEVER GAVE HIM A CHANCE AT ALL MY MOM CAN BE A WITCH...

What I Want
I want a girl, I want a girl that I can holdI want a girl that I can fall asleep withI want a girl that I can love, with all my heartI want a girl that can make make me smile no matter whatI want a girl that will love me for meI want a girl I can make funny faces withI want a girl that I can joke with, and she'll understand that I am just jokingI want a girl that will trust meI want a girl that I can call baby, babydoll, babygirl a girl that I can call MINE and no one elsesI want a girl that I can be weird withI want a girl that will forget about all the other guys she has been with, and trust me and realize that I wouldn't EVER do anything to hurt her.I want a girl that I can be MYSELF aroundI want a girl that will call me baby a girl that will call me hersI want a girl that doesn't want anybody else but meI want to be happy with a girl that I can love and hold as long as I wantI just want to be loved, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of wishing, I'm tired of always being the one t

First Day On Fubar..
Well this is officially my first day on Fubar and officially my first Blog on Fubar. I am so confused I don't even know where to start. I have my profile set up for the most part, I have joined a lounge, I have chatted up a few people, and now I am trying to blog. How do I get points is my next goal, according to my homepage all I need is 9 more points to get the next level. I am hoping that this blog will help put me over the top. T

Life After Death
SEX AFTER DEATH.....?????!!!!! A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. Their biggest fear was that there was no afterlife at all. After a long life together, the husband was the first to die. True to his word, he made the first contact, " Marion... Marion " "Is that you, Bob?" "Yes, I've come back like we agreed." "That's wonderful! What's it like?" "Well, I get up in the morning, I have sex. I have breakfast and then it's off to the golf course. I have sex again, bathe in the warm sun and then have sex a couple of more times. Then I have lunch (you'd be proud - lots of greens) another romp around the golf course, then pretty much have sex the rest of the afternoon. After supper, it's back to golf course again. Then it's more sex until late at night.. I catch some much needed sleep and then the next day it starts all over again" "Oh, Bob you must be in Heaven!" "Not exactly... I'

Me And U Date Tips Maybe..
im thinking fo when u want to date someone what can u say or do? and tip movie is nive but i wouldnt do that on a first date maybe meet and and have a great dinner or just talk,take a walk,buy your date a coffee and have a good time :)

Allegory Of The Cave, Part Iv
VIII. " This then is what I was just now trying to make you understand when I said that some sensations are suited to provoke thought, meaning those which make contrary impressions upon the senses at the same time, while other sensations do not awaken reflection, since they do not involve such contradictions." " Now I understand," he said, " and agree with you." " Well; to which of these two classes do you refer number and unity ? " " I cannot decide," he answered. " Well then, let what we have already said help you to reach a decision. If we gain a sufficient knowledge of simple unity by the sight or any other sense, as in the case of the finger we just now mentioned, there would be nothing in this experience to draw the mind toward being; but if unity always presents at the same time some contradiction, so that it shall appear to be no more unity than the opposite of unity, there will then be need of an arbiter to decide; the soul in such a case is necessarily perplexed, and inwa

Actions Speak Louder Than Words
I think I'm getting to the point where I'm completely and emotionally drained over my relationship, or lack there of one, with my father. I've spent my entire life trying to be good enough for him to love me. I mean afterall....if my own father doesn't think I'm worth something, how will some guy? *shrugz* I've spent the last 6 almost 7 years fighting to have some kind of relationship after he walked out on us. That's not my job. That's a job and responsibility he took on by having children. Don't fucking have kids if you're not prepared to deal with, sacrifice, and give anything and everything for their happiness...period. He's lead me on so many times, and broken my heart more times than I care to admit. He's hurt me enough to make me cry more times than I care to admit to as well. This up and down, back and forth, left then righ relationship is just taking a huge toll on me. I don't know which is worse anymore; him just not having been apart of my life, or him coming and going and

Memories Of Our Eternal Future
When bone and bood are laid to rest, Lay your ever resting head upon my chest, Ever lasting love with smiles on our face, Feelings so strong, to ignore time and space, Remembering once of the good and the bad, Engulfed in the memories of happy and sad, Thoughts of sunets spent intertwined together, Pictures of love in stormy weather, Suprised by our time in deaths warm embrace, My spirit reaching to swipe a tear off you ghostly face, We escaped the worlkd, but we're still side by side, All my secrets and whispers in you i confide, They can't keep me from you, no way and no how, No regrets of the past, fears of the future , we are stuck in the now, I once brought you pain, just as you have I, Even when sitting together, seperate we would cry, But now we're united on the Astro Plain, From now till eternity to try it over and over again, So much time to sit and rediscover each other, Eternal time of the universe for me to be your lover, So don't push away through sad

Patrick
I cant believe the thoughts so near, the moments that I knew you were here. Your life and tributes I hold so dear, but now your gone and all is left to fear. I was the one know should have been, the one who you knew would have been, but now your gone and all I know, is all of what that should have been. I hold you high upon my mind and keep you there for I am blind, Your death to me is not so weak, I am only but the meek, I swear to you, I live your life, and take before one and only wife, Its not a curse but the law, for me to seek and know it all. I don't care if I rhyme, it is only and in time that you knew me and loved me so, but for this I only show, the thought of you in my mind. I swear to you I am but true, your life to me so few have knew, but from you I give my soul, to take me out of this hole I'm the one who is dead, and your the one who had his head, now your the one with wings, and in my dreams is what I dread, For you have shown me the light, and i but seen its hol

Ranting On The Da
It is my belief that the District Attorney, and his gang of over paid sales people (Prosecutors) have a major issue of being unethical, and unmoral in the way they proceed in serving justice. I have heard rumors in this subject since taking my job in security, and also have read a lot of interesting stories in the Baltimore Sun. I was shocked to think that these rumors might even be some what true. Lets take a look at one that makes me sick the most. Just recently a group of prosecutors created a group to go over cases that the defendant was found innocent and see if the defendant has a parole that still is being served. If he does, these so called protectors of justice and our freedom, inform the courts and the next thing the defendant knows hes in jail due to breaking his parole. Ok let me give you an example of this.... The defendant was arrested on a drug charge, and was found NOT guilty by a court of law. A prosecutor feels that the defendant's Lawyer did a fucking fantastic j

Disappointment
Disappointment is: when you look forward to eating potato salad that your mom sent you home with, but when you open it, you realize she gave you the wrong container and it is full of onions.... *gag* when you open the container of gumbo she sent you home with, and realize that there is no chicken in it... only sausage... and sausage makes you sick if you eat it... ------------------------------------------------------------------- I am eating gumbo.. with no meat (well.. very VERY little chicken) and with no potato salad.... because it has nasty onions in it... *sad*

12/30/2009
Revelation 18http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+18&language=english&version=31 Revelation 19http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+19&language=english&version=31 Revelation 20http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+20&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Who I Am
I am a student going to school majoring in psychology and minoring in CMIS. I love to talk to others unless I am either doing school work or working on my job. I am in the medical field in various titles. It does not make enough money. So now I am a phone sex operator at www.niteflirt.com/nursepinky. I am also a webcam host, and I am starting escorting and next is the movies. I love sex, and I am now ready to enjoy myself. I love sex and I love money what could be a better combination. Anyone wanting to talk to me its nursepinkyiam@yahoo.com, but tell me where you heard of me from because I have many websites. I am looking for a sugar daddy to share mutual good benefits with; email me and tell me you are the one. Actually at this time so far I have only slept with one man in my whole life who is my husband, but I am really looking forward to playing with some strange.

A Few More From The Archive
Upon Review Electricity, to form and thoughtlives we live?Aren't all we've got. . we see and hear, the moment is gone-spectral remembrances..carry on!It may conclude at any momentno way anyone. . can prepare for itfeelings produced from sound and visionsouls are infinite?Such precision!We are all recorded songto live the here and nowin review from now onwhen we're not herethe other side . . we are song!A blueprint of creation fromwhich we all. .are drawn.

More Venting...
I know that I'm not what I once was. I know that! But I haven't changed so much, that I would go and lie to someone that I love. God, I would walk through fire before I'd let them feel like they were nothing! And I would never break up anybody's home. Because I am not a quitter. I care about my family! I may not be the same person, but then again, neither are you. You're sad, you're weak, and you're... shorter. If you want to know the truth. Hope Floats

Lost Passion
..Grab your facelook into lonely eyesmaking a wish soft lips speak soft wordsLost passionIs what we foundbut eternal fire speaksto a lost beingTracing footsteps Can make one heart crumbleFallin to the groundTouching every tear before it hits

Rip Randy Rhoads..
MARCH IS THE MONTH WE LOST A VERY TALANTED MUSIAN BY THE NAME OF RANDY RHOADS. RIP RANDY \,,/ RANDALL WILLIAM "RANDY" ROADS (12/6/56-3/19/82) WAS AN AMERICAN HEAVY METAL GUITARIST WHO PLAYED GUITAR FOR OZZY AND A HEAVY METAL BAND QUIT RIOT. RANDY WAS A DEVOTED STUDENT OF CLASSICAL GUITAR. HE COMBINED HIS CLASSICAL MUSIC WITH HIS OWN HEAVY METAL STYLE. RANDY WAS A MAJOR INFLUENCE ON NEO-CLASSICAL METAL PLAYERS THAT EMERGED IN THE 1980'S SUCH AS YNGWIE MALMSTEEN AND JASON BECKER. RANDY HAS A CLASSICAL PIECE CALLED DEE. IN 1979 SINGER OZZY OSBOURNE WAS FORMING A NEW BAND. OZZY MENTIONED HE WAS LOOKING FOR A NEW GUITAR PLAYER. RHOADS GOT THE CALL FOR THE AUDITION JUST BEFORE HIS FINAL SHOW WITH QUIET RIOT. RANDY WALKED IN WITH HIS LES PAUL AND A PRACTICE AMP HE STARTED TO WARM UP: AND OZZY IMMEDIATELY GAVE HIM THE JOB. OZZY DESCRIBED RHOADS AS "GOD ENTERING MY LIFE." HERE ARE SOME GUITAR SOLOS FROM THE GUITAR GOD RANDY. THE DAY MUSIC DIED :( RANDY RHOADS LAS

Gallifrey
Deep inside, A child's pride, I want to be able to decide, If I should keep these thoughts inside, My pillow stiff, My blankets cold, Open thine rift, My future behold, Across the stars, Up in space, Not towards Mars, But anotther place, I will not wither, I will not sway, They beckon me "come hither, come hither" The place they call Gallifrey, Its more then true, Almost like new I've seen it so, You all should know, The place is called Gallifrey, It's beautiful during the day, Behold the moons that light the night, They help you see all through the night , Some will laugh some will cry, I see this place in clear night sky, It's true to me, I'm telling you, I share with thee, My current view, In your eyes this place doesnt exist, In my heart it surely fits, I cannot share the joy it brings, When I hear the townfolk sing, I only hope one day you see, This place is very true to me, And on that day when you truely see, You too will

Going To Indiana
So I am going out to Indiana for Easter Weekend. Driving out with the BF tomorrow afternoon. This all should be very interesting being a Jersey Girl. I'm looking forward to doing a little cow tipping..Making sure I pack my little Powerbook with me. It's a 12 hour ride, I am damn sure through farms and other miscellaneous Homeland USA huge expansions of land with nothing on it. Wonder if they have any malls other than Walmarts within a 10 mile drive. Corn Dogs & Pig Roasts here I come! (Give me a Taylor ham, egg & Cheese sandwich on Hardroll anytime)

I Cant Stop The Words
"The Words" I cant stop the words that flow so easily from my mind at just the thought of You You thrill me to my soul rock me to my foundations make my heart sing with joy You are my all, my everything from this cold uncaring world You emerged the one spot of brightness in my universe the sun and moon of my existence You and You alone I thank the Lord every second for You K

How To Wash The Cat
1. Put both lids of the Toilet up, And add 1/8 cup of pet Shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while You carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat In the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the Lid.4. The cat will self agitate and make Ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the Toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four Times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of Your home. Be sure that there are no people between the Bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as You can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the Toilet, streak through the bathroom, And run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be Sparkling clean.

Yep. Another Lyrics Blog.
Simon and Garfunkel- I am a Rock A winter's dayIn a deep and dark December;I am alone,Gazing from my window to the streets belowOn a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.I am a rock,I am an island.I've built walls,A fortress deep and mighty,That none may penetrate.I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.I am a rock,I am an island.Don't talk of love,Well, I've heard the word before.It's sleeping in my memory.I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.If I never loved I never would have cried.I am a rock,I am an island.I have my booksAnd my poetry to protect me;I am shielded in my armor,Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.I touch no one and no one touches me.I am a rock,I am an island.And a rock feels no pain;And an island never cries.

Glowing Flower
This is a poem my friend wrote about a year or so ago. He passed away this past November. I always loved the way he wrote. GLOWING FLOWER As once before I find my world narrated from a twisted novel. I live the crinkled pages, as my heart beats in total chaos and mess. My mind floats like the clouds on the empty days of reality; searching for the stellar fields. If only I could sell my heart to find that magic harmony, gain a chance to feel the earth move beneath my feet and silence the raw echoes of my soul. I should wash my brain. I've begun to color like a virus. -j

Nutshell
I am a mean evil sumbitch. I am an honorable man. I am a rogue and pirate. I am a palidan. I am a peasant. Im hard to live with. Im good to snuggle with. I am not scared to look you in the eye and tell you what I think. I hate to argue. I will not tolerate rudeness. I will let you beat on me, cuss me and when your done, let you cry in my arms if it makes you feel better. I watch sad movies only by myself. Why? Because I do my crying on the inside. Im old, ugly and over weight. Im looking forward to becoming a dirty ol man. Ive written 100's of songs and a book or two. But only in my mind I love to sing. No one likes to hear me sing. I cant stand underwear. Underwear is a nice wrapping paper for a woman. Im as hard as stone and as uncaring as a snow capped mountain. Im a lost puppy who needs to be loved. I am all of this and so much more. I know me well. I dont have a clue.

Breaking
My heart isn't here, I gave it away. But I still feel it breaking A little more each day. If you knew how much I think of you Would you still treat me this way? If you could see what you mean to me Would anything change? My heart says no...but it won't let go. You mean so much to me, But each passing day proves

I Am Alive!
Okay, so I've been gone for a long time. I'm sorry, I've just been busy. I'm trying to get ready to go back to work and my time has just been spread a little thin lately. We had tornadoes here the other night. I am fine and so is my family. The tornadoes were pretty close though and it was a little scary...not gonna lie. I thought my little sister was gonna have a friggin heart attack. It is tornado season here now. We're used to this weather. My parents have a storm shelter that we go hide in when it gets bad. Please do not worry, I will be fine...even if my house blows away. Stuff can be replaced. Anyway, I'm here. I don't expect my life to calm down anytime soon though.

Being Consumed
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore.

R.i.p. Black Sabbath Ronnie James Dio
Black Sabbath Ronnie James Dio died - wife confirmed rumors - May 16, 2010 05:42 PM EDT (Updated: May 16, 2010 08:19 PM EDT) views: 2813 Ronnie James Dio died at age 67. Today there have been rumors all over the internet about the Dio death, but people said it was a hoax. However, his wife Wendy Dio announced that Ronnie James Dio died this morning at 7:45 am. Dio had suffered from stomach cancer, and was in a Houston area hospital getting treatment for the cancer. His wife said that her ‘heart is broken.’ She also said that ‘Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever.’ Ronnie James Dio replaced Ozzy Osbourne in Black Sabbath. He was considered a metal god. Later on, Dio fronted Heaven & Hell as well as the band Dio. His family and friends were thankful that they were able to say goodbye privately before he died. He will be missed. May Ronnie James Dio rest in peace. His music will indeed live on forever. See the video below of Ronni

The New Me
Look into these eyes of mine and tell me what you don't see. You don't see the pain anymore, it's gone away not going to show no more. Look into this smile and tell me what you see. A new woman, one starting fresh and new. Look into these arms and tell me what you see. Three little children, all very much loved and adored. I am a mother, a sister, a daughter, a woman. I belong to no man I spread my arms and I'm free. I listen to my heart as it speaks soft words. I close my eyes, tilt my face to the sun and embrace this new life that came upon me. I sigh with relief to know just who I am, I accept my fate no matter what it may be. I ignore the little fights and regreat alot but from the past I learned from my mistakes. No longer do I lower my head in shame I hold it high letting the world know nothing is going to keep me down.

Where Were You When Mj Died?
Talk about traumatic....It came over the radio as I was leaving Old Town with a few of my friends. I thought it had to be a radio joke....Then when I got hom at 1am... read the news articles online... My vision blurred and I could read the screen anymore, I began to sob like my heart was broken. In a way it was... A man I had know through his music all my life, someone I wanted to one day meet....was gone from this world. I'm tearing up as I write this now. I miss you Michael Joseph Jackson...You will always be in my heart.

Experiment
durham gave me the idea for an experiment...i put up a girls pic as my default and didnt change anything else..it still says male 30 etc etc and reeka pimped me out all i cn say is guys are fucking dumb because they never noticed my info and i got 14 friend requests in less than 3 minutes i think im gonna leave it like that and ask for bling in my status and see what happens

Look Here Lil Man
ok i am having some issues here. i hope that this helps all the boys on the site. i just want ya'll to know some things that you mihgt not be aware of. Just because you are on a web site dosen't mean that you can or should get all crazy i am still a person and i expect you to have some level of respect for me as a person. If you cant do that then dont talk to me cause i will light a fire under your ass ok. Also that just because your buzz meter says that you are shitfaced dose not give you a license to be a nappy lil man. F.Y.I. i dont care about your down south so dont tell me about it, i really dont want to know. Dont tell me that your horny. Another thing that i dont care about is your opinion about how i would look naked...you will never know...i dont have nsfw's and never will so dont bother me with that shiot...and no i dont want to see yours. dont ask me for my yahoo either...im gonna be the same way on there that i am on fu. No you cant have my number dont ask cause i will tel

Motorcycle Riders And Family's Of Them
Dear Friends,I have just read and signed the online petition: "Kill a Biker, Go To Jail"hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petitionservice, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sabiker/I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you mightagree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and considersigning yourself.Best wishes,stacy R.I.P. Tj I LOVE AND MISS YOU KILLED JUNE 11,2010

I Do Believe In Miracles!!!!
So... I spent the last few days away at Musikfest. What a BLAST!!!!! Check it sometime, if ya can!!! This big 10 day gig, where they close off the streets & you party & listen to music & eat good food etc... all day & night long. Anyway, on Sunday, I got to see Sublime w/ROME & The Dirty Heads. Was an awesome rocking show! After the show we saw fireworks & then another Jazzy Rock Band & danced for the rest of the night. A MOST FABULOUS TIME INDEED!!! The next morning, when I woke up, My Moms' (RIP) wedding band, that I have been wearing on my index finger,since she passed away, was gone. OMG.....Sadness & a Heavy heart grew strong inside me...... yesterday also would have been Mom's 72nd Birthday & that made me even sadder... Anyway, for 2-3 hours, we tore apart my brothers house & my car looking for the ring with no luck... My brother, who works 2 minutes from the Musikfest grounds, sent me a text this morning that read "Is this it?" & there was a picture of

Long Haired Country Boy By Charlie Daniels Band
People say I'm no-good, And crazy as a loon. I get stoned in the morning, I get drunk in the afternoon. Kinda like my old blue tick hound, I like to lay around in the shade, An', I ain't got no money, But I damn sure got it made. 'Cos I ain't askin' nobody for nothin', If I can't get it on my own. If you don't like the way I'm livin', You just leave this long-haired country boy alone. Preacher man talkin' on the TV, He's a-puttin' down the rock 'n' roll. He wants me to send a donation,'Cos he's worried about my soul. He said: "Jesus walked on the water,"And I know that is true, But sometimes I think that preacher man, Would like to do a little walkin', too. But I ain't askin' nobody for nothin', If I can't get it on my own.

Contest Update
Over the past 2 weeks of doing this contest, I've realized some things. #1 I don't ever want to do a contest again--too time consuming. #2 You find out quickly how many douchebag assholes you have your "friends" list. I've been deleted over this contest, called a point whore (which I'm still not understanding since I haven't won anything yet), been "called out" in MuMMs for asking for help, my friends have been blocked and yelled at for helping me. Over a contest. A stupid, supposed to be FUN contest. I didn't beg or whine for anyone to help me; anyone who has spent time pimping me, whoring me and sharing the link did so because, for a reason I can't think of, LIKE me and want me to win. Whether it's really wanting me to win or wanting someone else to lose, I don't care. It's appreciated. I've grown tired of the high and mightiness people have shown because of this: "You're a MuMMer and you're whoring?! GASP!" No. I am me. I MuMM, yes. I am not abiding by any code where you're prac

Online Gaming
I've noticed a few things about playing Modern Warfare 2 online these past few months. First, it's no secret that people are more prone to be a-holes behind a screen be it a computer screen or a television screen. However the people who play MW2 (and maybe other games - I don't really play a lot) take it to a whole new level. The 2 words I hear most often are n-gger and fagg-t. Granted, I use the word fagg-t too.Which brings me to my next point... It's okay to say the F word because I'm tolerant of homosexuals right? Or maybe it would be ok to use it if I were gay? Like black people can say the N word? Random tangent: Most gays I know are not upright at all and have totally embraced the F word. I know gay men who love being called a fagg-t and wear that badge with pride even if it's said in a nasty tone by a straight man. Perhaps if black people stopped trying to put racial dibs on a word, it would eliminate its hateful power. Just a thought.Anyway I use the F word while

Nymph Of The Woods...
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The intensity of downtown Toronto’s rush-hour pedestrian traffic pales in comparison to the electric work environment of Xtreme Labs. After some time, most XL employees will get up to speed with our fast-paced work environment, but I clearly remember being overwhelmed on my first day as an Agile Engineer at our downtown Toronto office.read more- http://tech.xtremelabs.com/a-week-at-xtreme-labs-an-engineers-perspective/

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Changes
I recently retired, and am in the process of moving which means I won't have a whole lot of time to mess with fubar in the forseeable future. That's cool cause once you get to the upper levels (and I'm at 50), the only way to level further is to buy a shitload of bling and spend all day and all night on this site. I won't have a whole lot of either money or time to drop on this place, so... Drop me a note at brocave99@gmail.com and I'll shoot you my cell #...some of you I'll miss a lot - some, not so much LOL - Larry (Stubby)

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My ego was forced to write her, because she had beauty i never seen. Stealth Diva achieving my mind so it seems, the sweet essence of what constantly makes me think. Natural beauty like rose pedals and babies yawning, the winds that cool a hot summer's morning. Peeled off the fruits of my thoughts that dare, to compare her to the lovliest face that could ever stare. I remain yielded to a thought that constantly flares, Can U Handle It?

Philosophical Thinking
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First I want to say thanks to everyone, basically the whole site for making this 25k happen. Sorry for the delay in some of the thanks as I have been recovering by sleeping far more than usual. I was actually up 36 hours straight trying to make this thing happen. I sincerely appreciate everyone coming together in making this work out, even enemies of one another joined together for one day and helped out. I wish it was like that all the time; it actually showed how fun this place can be :). So once again thank you thank you thank you! Now I would like to talk a little bit about the experience myself and what I endured. I remember staying up very late on Friday praying that I would book my HH's and get the times I needed. Well luckily that was taken care of and that was the first step done. Each process was completely nerve racking. Did I think I would hit 25k likes? To be honest, HECK NO. Matter of fact, my own friends believed in me more than my ownself and once again I tha

Lost with out love lost with out love ...a wondering soul drifting to and fro .meeting everyone on the way ,but having no one by the end of the day,,,in the darkness of night tears flow , nobody knows for there is no one there to calm her fears...she whispers her hearts desire in the wind hoping that someday she will meet that special friend...once again the dawn is here........she rises from a reatless night. in hopes that today will be the day , she will be the day ,she won't be lost without love and she will have some one kiss her goodnight

Why
Why is it there is so munch drama around??? It is not like i don't need it. For my friends my grandfather is in the hospital. Plus the doc is saying the don't know if my mother will even be able to walk this time next year. We are going to court for custody of my soon to be step daughter. so why do stupid people like to cause drama in my life no clue. Though i know i am not putting up with it any longer. As for my hope of going into the millitry more then likely this time next year i will be in basic. weather i am a mom in my own right or not i am not giving up what i want for any reason. Yes i will love my child but if i give up on my dreams then what am i showing my child and my step daughter?? As for my friends if u jusr want to cause drama in my life u r not a friend. if u can't support me even though u do not agree with what i want i have no need for u. to thoose who have already told me don't go i am going get over it. to thoose who have called me crazy i maybe just a lil bu

Hello, My Name Is Mark...and I Am A Tech Geek.
I got a matrox TripleHead2Go with three VIEWSONIC VX924 19" Flatscreen Monitors. I cant do the Surround Gaming just yet. But when I get my EVGA NVIDIA Geforce 7950 GX2 1GB 16X PCI Express Video Card, I will be having lots of fun.

Naughty Horoscope
I was reading a Bulletin on naughty hororscopes and my was so true!!!LMFAO thought i would share: Cancer (June 22 - July 22) -- 69 This is the sign that needs to be cuddled. They may believe that they were born in the wrong period or century. They DWELL in the past...Victorian...Roman...Medieval...You name it. They usually will only fuck at night...come to think of it...they fuck better at night anyway. Maybe its because they are ruled by the Moon. This is a sign that is looking for TRUE love...I mean REAL TRUE DEEP LOVE...that 'Romancing The Stone' Frikkin 'Wuthering Heights' kind of love. They probably cry at the end of any Jane Austen flick. They want to be swept off of their feet. They really do deserve it, too. They are constantly dumped on by previous past fucktard ex lovers that think they own them. Sometimes Cancers pick the wrong guy/girl and get beat up or emotionally hurt. Why? They think its what they deserve. Which is bullshit. They are wonderful people. They

9/17/06 Loudin, New Hampshire
1 +2 Kevin Harvick 5230 2 +3 Denny Hamlin* 5195 3 -2 Matt Kenseth 5189 4 +5 Jeff Gordon 5180 5 +3 Jeff Burton 5166 6 +1 Mark Martin 5155 7 -1 Dale Earnhardt Jr. 8 +2 Kasey Kahne 5120 9 -7 Jimmie Johnson 5091 10 -6 Kyle Busch 5084

Keep Rollin Big River
Most of my life has been comparable to this never ending, god awful, wish it never existed, carnival ride, that our parents always think we love, and will forever force us to get on, until that ONE day when we are at an extreme breaking point or dammit we are now legal adults! BLAH! OR for you retards that live in a box. My life is that big ol' muddy river we all like to look at. Sometimes we hop into a huge banana looking aluminum tub and pretend to be catching fish in the vasteness of water. Other times we lay out in huge sand box where the cancer causing UV rays pentrate our skin as we conversate with less than average intelligence while boasting about our high tolerance to alcohol and how we may quit smoking next week if something stupidly stressful doesnt happen. WHICH by the way...something stupidly stressful will ALWAYS happen when we expect it. BUT anyway. Here I am rambling about something you are most likely clueless about. MY life. Well. Its twisting me around, to

Citizen Soldier
This weekend was my National Guard drill weekend for the month. It was my first drill as Personnel Officer. I however got asked by my Battalion Commander if I would mind moving to the Logistics Officer position. I have no problem with either one. The big thing of the weekend is that I passed my PT test. I really don't think I should have passed the push ups. I am sure that I didn't do a single one to standard. I hopefully wont get super lazy and go into hibernation mode. I want to start running 5k races. I will never win but the competition will keep me motivated.

Poem
There will come a day when your tears of sorrow will softly flow into tears of remembrance... and your heart will begin to heal itself... and grieving will be interrupted by episodes of joy... and you will hear the whisper of hope. There will come a day when you will welcome the tears of remembrance... as a sunshower of the soul... a turning of the tide... a promise of peace. There will come a day when you will... risk loving... go on believing... and treasure the tears of remembering.

Linkin Park
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "My December" This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you Feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all the Things I said to you And I give it all away Just to have somewhere To go to Give it all away To have someone To come home to This is my December These are my snow-covered trees This is me pretending This is all I need And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to you And I give it all away Just t

My New Hangout!!!!
Hey everybody just stoppin by to let everybody know that i created a new lounge to hang out in. Feel free to stop by and chat and hang out. Subscribe to it if you would like the more members the better. Here is the link. Thanks http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3157 Just copy that and put it in your address bar. Shadys Lounge

Why Women Are Crabby
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it' was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so

Some Of My Past.
This is hard to write, but I want to let ya'll know what I know. I am in a sad mood at this time because I have been thinking about the past. I want everyone to know what I have told just a few close friends. Not even my parents know everything about me. I don't share my personall life that much. When I was younger I lost a brother to a drive by shooting that happened in Houston, TX. I was 13 at the time. It happened on June 21, 1992. It was Father's day morning. He was 26 years old. He was on his way home when a car pulled up next to his truck and there was four black guys in the car. They opened fire on my brother and one bullet hit him in the left temple that killed him instantly. It was later said that they had three of the four in jail, but they let them go because they didn't have the driver. It is still a open case. Nothing more has been done about it. It has hurt my parents very badly. He had two sons that never got to know their father. We get to see them once a year and th

Bored! Or What!!!
Hey Ppls Whats UPPPPPPPPPPP.... Nadda Here.. Juss Bored..I DOnt no whatthis is so im juss gonna keep righti till i feel like stopping.. haha ima dork who cares .. canadians are alould to be dorks.. hahaha.... and i cant spell so dotn hate me.... well yea haha leave me commets i love commets or gifts or pohoto commets be nice....:D:D

True Story Of My Dream Angel
written by iluvalan This is the true story of my dream angel He's not an unlovable creep With emotional issues or an unloving girlfriend Nor is he an awesomely cool guy That I'll never get No, not my dream angel He is none of these Just a look can break your heart from either of them My angel is different from yours When my dream angel looks at me My heart is made whole again And I no longer wish for death

School Shootings
1999 April 20: Columbine High School, Jefferson County - Eric Harris, 18, and Dylan Klebold, 17, killed 12 students and one teacher and wounded 24 other people before committing suicide in the school library. Nov. 19: Deming Middle School, Deming, N.M. - Victor Cordova, 12, shot and killed a 13-year-old classmate. He was sentenced to two years in juvenile detention. 2000 Feb. 29: Buell Elementary School, Mount Morris Township, Mich. - A 6-year-old boy, whose identity was not released, shot and killed 6-year-old playmate Kayla Rolland. He was not charged with a crime, but he was removed from his mother's custody. May 26: Lake Worth Community Middle School, Lake Worth, Fla. - After being sent home for misbehaving, Nathaniel Brazill, 13, returned to school and killed teacher Barry Grunow. Brazill was sentenced to 28 years in prison. 2001 March 5: Santana High School, Santee, Calif. - In a San Diego suburb, Charles "Andy" Williams, 15, killed two classmates - a 14-year

Another Vid
In the past year I've remarried and discovered that having stepsons is KEWL... I mean my father didnt really care for the music I was listening to when I was Chad's (Step Son)age.. We both like alot of the same music.. And I've discovered a whole bunch of new songs that I LOVE..!! because of my wife (cathy).. But this is Enya.. I dont really know if Chad likes Enya.. This song is from my past.. Back in 1988... But there is just something about her voice.. if you listen to the song.. to me her voice isnt really a voice... its a beautiful instrument..!! Music Video Code provided by Music Video Zone

Puzzle Piece
Late at night I`d drift away and dream I`d found the one to fill the void within my heart and know that I belong. So many hours praying I`d find that missing piece that would complete my life forever and bring my heart great peace. I`ve finally found that missing piece to the puzzle of my life. So many times I thought i`d never find the one just right, but it`s you, you`re the one for me and i hope that you can see that these pieces fit together and our love will be forever for i`ve finally found the missing pieces to the puzzle of my life. As i look into your eyes i feel your loving gaze. the things you say have caught my heart please let this feeling stay. so many hours praying i`d find that missing piece that would complete my life forever and bring my heart great peace. Finally found the missing piece to the puzzle of life. so many times i thought i`d never find the one just right. but it`s you, you`re the one for me and i hope that you can see that these pieces fit togeth

Wait
I would have waited When you left. I was waiting To see if you still loved me. I waited But will wait no more. I am waiting Now I know what true love is. I am waiting For one who loves me in return. I am waiting For the one who would never leave. I am waiting no more I will find my true love. I am waiting no more I will find the one who loves me. I am waiting no more He will want me to be forever his.

Reason Schmeason
so, everything happens for a reason. that old saying can sometimes drive you crazy when you really stop and think about it all while attempting to make an effort to solve the mysteries found within its words. like the sweaty faced man with few teeth that somehow magically guesses your weight and age while miraculously breathing through a guinness world record style alcohol and chewing tobacco blotted state, you know its all a farce. but still you look for a thread of truth in its feeble skeleton. what is the reason? what is the big picture? what is the price of bananas in uraguay during the second week of february and do they sell them on sundays? so i try to swim against the current like a champion catfish who fights with every ounce of energy he has in his scaly whisker having fish carcass. fighting the mighty flow until the death of his ambition overtakes everything before him. im on my way and dont worry... ill get there, but i might be a couple minutes late. first ive got to stop

Ignorant In Laws Part 7
Today my wife Mamaj went to a church event that was open to the public that is free for everyone that comes it is like a fair of sorts free horse rides and other thing and food. Well while there my wife notices that they are being followed by her mother and father inn law and the molester john doe, and the whole time that my family was there he walks past them mean mugging my 9 years old daughter trying to intemidate her into to not telling what really happened. What i dont understand is why my mother in law is still taking this man whereever she goes instead of telling the son of a biatch that he needs to go home to his own house and stay the hell away from me and my family. What makes this even more sicking is the fact that when she the mother in law came to the house before we got and enforced the restraining order she had the nerve to come over to our house and try to con my wife into letting our daughter into going somewhere with her and to top it all off she lies to my face telli

Work
Ok I had to share this with everyone because on a day like today in Houston, Texas many need a good laugh. So, here goes: As many of you know or don't know, I drive a school bus for the benefits. I'm sure some of you are quite surprised at that and yes, I have heard all the comments about how you wouldn't have missed the school bus if I was your driver, etc.... Anyway, for the last 2 days we have had what we in Texas call a "gully washer". It has rained steadily with high winds and water unable to recede. I really thought they were going to call off school today because we were under a Tornado Warning but they didn't. I made it to work this morning 15 minutes late because of having to take alternate routes because of high water. I got all of my kids delivered to school that braved the rain to catch the bus. This afternoon, I made it in to work on time because I was prepared knowing where the water was going to be at. It had continued to rain all day and the parking l

Try To Smile !!!
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy !!!

You Think You Have It Hard ??
I try to be a good parent. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck. Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs. "He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him And his wife, Judy, when Rick was

Blah
Ya know, I don't normally do this but its eatting me away inside. This damn nightmare won't stop and the worst part about it, IT feels like I'm living it when I'm awake. I don't want to be that exiled person standing on a pill of corspes. I want to be with the others. Why, Why can't I find someone whom makes me feel like living. Why is it whenever I like someone it seems to turn into hatred. It's like everyone knows, if I start to like you, push me away. I know its not that but damn its getting old. Shit like right now, I'm so messed up and torn and only two people have truely been inside my head during it all. ONE I admitted to likeing tonight but PFFT like that really means any damn thing. I mean it's me we're talking about. The other just wouldn't work out, I'm sure of it. We're just nothing in common and I don't like her like that. I'm fighting a battle I feel has been over for years. Yet I still wait for the day. Will someone ever give a shit about me? Will somewhere eve

I'm One Naughty Little Girl!!
Dilettante You scored 37% Experience, 59% Adventurousness, 61% Kinkyness, and 37% Corrupt! You have definitly found your way to pleasure. You know what you like and continue to do it. Do not hesitate to continue to push your limits. Do not get stuck only doing what is comfortable. Sometimes we learn the most about ourselves when we push ourselves harder and further on the journey to self discovery. Please remember to rank my test. Thank You My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 87% on ExperienceYou scored higher than 78% on AdventurousnessYou scored higher than 79% on Kinkyness

Diary Of Jane
Diary of Jane ~~breaking Benjamin~~ If I had to I would put myself right beside you So let me ask Would you like that? Would you like that? And I don't mind If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask Do you like that? Do you like that? No! Something's getting in the way. Something's just about to break. I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane. So tell me how it should be. Try to find out what makes you tick. As I lie down Sore and sick. Do you like that? Do you like that? There's a fine line between love and hate. And I don't mind. Just let me say that I like that I like that Something's getting in the way. Something's just about to break. I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane. As I burn another page, As I look the other way. I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane. So tell me how it should be. Desperate, I will crawl Waiting for so long No love, there is no love. Die for anyone What have I b

My Work Bio
You ever hear that song, 'Fancy'... Well thats my life. I grew up in the trailer parks and my momma taught me just how to move up in the world. She said I had a good body and men would pay to play with it. So, now Im out of the trailer park but you will never get the trashy side out of me.Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Bout Me
Dont I just look so sweet! I could fool even the meanest nun in school. I just love to get down right nasty with strange men, and where better to find strange men but here on the net! Cum on and give me something I can work with baby! Give me a hot fantasy I can can play out in the real world. Something hot, erotic, Nasty! Call me and lets talk about all things nasty! And the next time you call me I will tell you all about how it went over with some of my nasty friends! Anything goes with me baby, try me out, you wont be sorry you did!Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

My Art Movement...
You Are Modernism You tend to be oriented toward the future and technology. You like art that signals how the world might change in radical ways. As far as art goes, everything in the past is obsolete - and it's time to carve a new path. You prefer art that doesn't follow any rules - even if the art doesn't make much sense. What Art Movement Are You?

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?(pics!)
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes25%Passion17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Friends
In high school i took a test and one of the questions on the test was: If friendship was a color what color would it be and why? This was my answer: If friendsship was a color it wouldnt be just one it would be all the colors of the rainbow because true friends blend band together. true friends are the ones that you can count on to always be there just like all the colors in a rainbow. So now you know the question and youve seen my answer. So what is your answer? if you read this you have to answer. p.s this is a true story

Bob For This Apple
Last night was a blast...costume rocked the house...ladies were looking slutty as always...i love this holiday...hit up 4 house parties then came back to the pad for the after party...i will post some of the crazy pics from last nite after the football game...im 1800 away from leveling up so stop by and give me some love...i love u all...kisses

The 29th ~ Pet Peeves
My first is guys who say their ''with someone'' But still let skanks sit on there laps and hug them and such, And then have the complete cheak to go and say theyve been with the person for ages and there happily engaged! Okay and thats another of my pet hates Teenagers being engaged. 1.Its not gunna work out you pathetic loser 2.You've only been going out with her for a few months (Soon your come crying to me about how anoying she is! Okay and my last pet hate is girls with boyfriend who think cause there far away they can play away. Its rank and actually stupid cause your nice boyfriend actually trusts you. When really your telling every guy under the sun you love then, and getting up to no good I have come to see only the cocky girls who think there pretty do this. I may sound like a complete bitch But if you dont like it go fuck yourself:) I wish girls would go for the good guys for once And not the ones that you just go out with cause they have cool tatt

#2
Last night was really wierd.....I went to bed aroun 1:30 2 oclock in the morning i woke up around 5. It had felt like someone took a razor blade and sliced the back of my throat numerous time and I had the taste of vomit im mymouth although i didn't puke, I had troubles talking, swallowing, and a lil bit of trouble breathing. So I called my boyfriend and asked him if he could come home. He could, so i went and layed back down I fell back asleep. He woke me up when he got home asked me if wanted to go in or wait and see and make appointment later i chose later. And now it is going on 10 am and its allgone but still not feeling right. What could it of been, a dream so real, a spirit trying to reach out to me, or just a coencedence(spelled wrong i know)

Predominant Emotion Test
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Heres A Good One I Just Got
ok i have some of the girls i work with on here and this guy hit me up and asked me why do all of you have pics up that look like they are from a mag.ok asshole here i go......yes we do have pics up like that but if you took the time to ask we all work at a strip club shit head and WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING so ask and we will tell fucker bratt

How Many...
One question...How many of u in Cherry TAP have been fantacizing of someone or someone's on this here sight? Be honest and ask yourself how many times this someone has made your toes curl... I will b the first to admit I have had my toes curled over a few...Now u may think Dayum a few..But think about it never met in person..Thank goodness!! ...Reality set back in and I say Dayum glad I Bumped my head and u know what I can see CLearly now HA HA!!! now answer the question lol

Thoughts On My Mind....
Whats the real reason she didnt come see me? What next weekend going to be like? Should i leave las vegas? When am i going to get my shit together? Why am i a horrible father? How is my daughter doing? Will i ever love another girl as much as i loved her? Will she ever come back to me? Why arent i happy? What will make me happy? Why do i think about sex so much? When will i learn? Why am i such an asshole? Why dont i follow through? Why am i so shy? Why dont i cry? Will i eve feel "normal"? Am i going to wake up tomorrow? Why do i rather spend my life intoxicated than sober? Why do i spend 90% of my time at home in front of the damn computer? Am i ever going to have a career? Did she lie? Why are some people so fake? Why is my heart pounding right now? Where am i moving to next month? Should i? Can i? *sigh*

Home Sweet Home
Lyrics to my favorite Crue song. You know I'm a dreamer But my heart's of gold I had to run away high So I wouldn't come home low Just when things went right It doesn't mean they were always wrong Just take this song and you'll never feel Left all alone Take me to your heart Feel me in your bones Just one more night And I'm comin' off this Long & winding road I'm on my way Well, I'm on my way Home sweet home Tonight tonight I'm on my way I'm on my way Home sweet home You know that I seem To make romantic dreams Up in lights, fallin' off The silver screen My heart's like an open book For the whole world to read Somtimes nothing--keeps me together At the seams I'm on my way Well, I'm on my way Home sweet home Tonight tonight I'm on my way Just set me free Home sweet home

I Will Walk 6000 Cherry Km For You...
In todays world, we have to worry about Global Warming, Deforestation, Pollution, Water Shortage and much more. My worries are not so much for my generation but for the new generations to come. Our political leaders are more conserned about how to win the next election than taking action. I will do my part to make a change for a better world. How about You? My personal goal for the Walk is to find inner peace through contemplation during this modern pilgrimage. My motto is to Follow the Golden Rule, and a slight deviation thereof: Prepare a sustainable environment for future generations as you would like them to have prepared it for you. Cherry greatings to you cherry blossoms, www.The-Walker.com

Blah..
Ok so I hate being bipolar. Sometimes little things are enough to cause a meltdown. I was driving and totally lost where I was. I just drew a blank. I called Jamie on the cell phone and he helped me through it but I was crying and it wasn't good. So I guess today when I go see my PA I'll tell her about it. Damn this thing it really sucks sometimes. I'm afraid for Hailey when she get into her 20's when this thing supposively gets bad. Oh well, all we can do is take our meds and hope for the best. Jamie kind of likes his new job and kind of not. He never knows what time he'll be getting home at night. So he's keeping his eys open. Oh so my birthday is sunday, Jamie has something nice for me but he won't tell me and I can't get it out of him. so I'll have to wait. i dunno, thats all for now. Thanks for listening to me whine.

Computer Woes
Ever since we came back from Iowa, I have had some MAJOR computer trouble! I had it completely shut down while we were gone and when I come back, it's running sooooo slow, like a turtle with a 100 pound weight on it's shell and it either freezes up on me and/or kicks me off!! It constantly goes off and on between having a connection and not having one. This really ticks me off...I can't get anything done anymore, it normally takes me 6-8 hours just to check my emails which in turn makes me not get on here or the other sites I normally get to at least once a day!! I know I have a lot of graphics and such on here but it was never this bad before...I know I need a major upgrade but damn, this is ridiculous!!!! I'm just really ticked right now, I've been dealing with this bullshit since the 30th of last month and it's really getting on my nerves...what nerves I have left....grrrrrrr!!!!

Men...
Ok...guys this is gonna be a straight talk with ya! lol.... I am honestly here to meet people....make friends...and maybe even find a real, honest, caring man (although they seem very VERY scarce!) Please...if you want to screw me around...find someone else! Don't play with my heart and emotions, I am not some cat toy that you can bat around for your amusement! I have a son, I have real goals and above all...I am a human being. I strongly believe in karma..and those who have fucked with me thus far will get thier own! I am here for a good time and to see who is all out there..but I also just want to save you time if you are here looking at me for other reasons... I don't own a cam...and if I did, I still wouldn't show you shit! I actually care about how I come across (even if its as a bitch! lol)I also have self-respect too! So if you want to play your games...I noticed there are many 19 year old ditzy bitches out here...go waste thier time and feelings! I also have real li

Another Quick Update
I went to vist a friend last night who I hadnt seen for ages, her name is Tania. Found out she had set up her own ethical media company so she said once I get the other stuff sorted that she would help me with promotions and advertising. I showed her the artwork and she was just blown away by it, shes also offered to invest a small amount of cash at the end of January to help towards getting the posters printed.

I Love Sporks Pt2 Hbday
THIS IS THAT SPANKING I PROMISED YOU WILL GET THAT WARM FEELING DEEP INSIDE OF YOU AND SOON WILL FORGET THE SPANKING YOUR SWEET AS JUST GOT AND WAN A DIFFERENT PRESENT AND WANT IT BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST A GUESS ((WINK)) DAN

* Believe *
THANKS AND GRATITUDE - IN LOVING SYNCHRONICITY... From: Kaley Date: Nov 19 2006 6:31 PM sea'lestial Thank-you Blissful Nymph Marisol ck KnightsIntent Bliss GentleSoul4Peace Today I would address those of you who are feeling frustrated, who are feeling lost and tired, who are disappointed that your dreams have not come true. I would address all of you and ask you to fill yourself with belief. I would ask you to silence the victim, that complaining, whining part of you that feels they got a bad deal, the part of you that thinks it should all be somehow easier. Quiet this part of yourself, take a deep breath and seek new ideas and approaches. And of course, believe. Believe the truth, that you are strong and capable and can overcome any odds, handle any challenges, achieve anything you set your mind and heart and shoulders to. Believe this and allow that belief to energize you. Is belief alone enough? N

Math Teacher Arrested
Math Teacher Arrested! NEW YORK - A public school teacher was arrested today at John F. Kennedy International Airport as he attempted to board a flight while in possession of a ruler, a protractor, a set square, a slide rule, and a calculator. At a morning press conference, Attorney General Alberto Gonzalez said he believes the man is a member of the notorious Al-Gebra movement. He did not identify the man, who has been charged by the FBI with carrying weapons of math instruction. "Al-gebra is a problem for us," Gonzalez said. "They desire solutions by means and extremes, and sometimes go off on tangents in a search of absolute value. They use secret code names like 'x' and 'y' and refer to themselves as 'unknowns,' but we have determined they belong to a common denominator of the axis of medieval with coordinates in every country. As the Greek philanderer Isosceles used to say, 'There are 3 sides to every triangle.' 'When asked to comment on the arrest, President Bush said

Had A Seizure
had a seizure last night. my head is killing me, i am weak, and my arm is fucked up. i can't use it hardly at all. my hand is swollen and it hurts to move my hand/arm at all. so i am doing this with one hand. anyway, i should be in bed resting. if i am not around for a day or two, thats why. i will be ok, just need to rest. i also had xrays of my hip today since i've been having so much trouble with my hip/leg/foot at night when i am in bed. i guess my right side is swollen. not sure what is going to be done about it yet. the doc meantioned some kind of shots in my hip for the pain, etc. so who knows what will happen. i'll let you know. also i saw a nose doc on wednesday last week. he is talking about doing another nose surgery on me. the bones up in my nose are still too big. i am not looking foward to another nose surgery. but i guess i will do what i have to. anyway, i am going back to bed, my head is killing me. i've been up too long. catch ya later.

A Better Way To Control Comment Tag Images
I had post a way before to control the images that are posted on your page, the only thing was that element effected all images on your page. Now I have the answer to that problem. I have spent a little more time going over the CSS for CherryTAP and if you enter the following code into your skin you will be able to force any images in your comments to display at the size you want ie: 400px by 600px or 400x400 (what I use). This will also help to increase the load time for your page because your browser will not have to load enormous images. Here is what you need: table.user_comment_body img { max-width:400px; max-height:400px; } Just drop that in your skin and if you wish change the pixel size to suit your needs.

Are You A Human Being Or A Human Doing????
This is not technically the best video, but it's message is clear. The musical backdrop is a 1971 Marvin gaye song which seems so relevant to todays issues. So take a minute or three ;) and take a look We have bumper stickers too...thousands of them...here are a few a pulled out tonight ... We are over 4 million products and growing. From t-shirts to mugs to coasters to framed art...so search for what you like and enjoy the free shipping plus the $5.00 coupon on site. Think about it...how many sites give you free shipping plus a coupon...

Until We Meet Again
Star lit sky twinkling above can you sense the extent I miss my love? Her gentle way her voice dear to me all make my heart ache in her distant memory. Sun in the sky as you warm the day do you know my love is far away? As I think of her I can feel her touch as I ache for her I want her so much. Teardrops falling upon my cheek are you the tears of love as my passion seeks? The feel of her as though I am in her embrace as she brushes you, sweet tears of love, from my face. Oh heart of mine aching within will you know her tenderness once again? Shall she speak my name gently as before? Or is she gone from us forevermore? Dearest one so far away can you sense my love upon this day? For I have wished upon a starlit sky I have known the warmth of the sun above. Yet, they pale in the beauty of your sweet love Thus know my dearest I shall remain lost in love until we meet again my love.

What Planet Are You From?
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?

What Kinda Piercing I Am :)
You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.Earlobe Piercing100%Labret Piercing100%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing80%Nose Piercing70%Dirty Piercings70%Belly Button Piercing60%Tongue Piercing50%Lip Piercing50%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

A Blonde's Year In Review
A Blonde's Year in Review January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels.....Helllloooo!!!....bottles won't fit in printer !!! March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours .. ... power went out!! ! May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing .....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm.....car swamped because soft-top was open. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days ... instructions said 1 h

Inspirational
There was a farmer once who had some puppies for sale. He made a sign advertising the puppies and nailed it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was nailing the sign to the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down to see a little boy with a big grin and something in his hand. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, "these puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal." The boy dropped his head for a moment, then looked back up at the farmer and said, "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?" "Sure," said the farmer, and with that he whistled and called out, "Dolly. Here, Dolly." Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy's eyes danced with delight. Then out from the doghouse peeked another little ball of fur, this one noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid and began hobbling in an unrewarded attempt to catch up with the others. The pup was

What Christmas Tree Are You?
You Are a Traditional Christmas Tree For a good Christmas, you don't have to re-invent the wheel. You already have traditions, foods, and special things you bring out every year. What Christmas Tree Are You?

Today's Angel Message
Today's Angel Message ================== Angelic Message If you pause a while and listen, you will hear the angels sing and will see the new snow glisten with its crystals white and clean. And you'll feel the joyful promise of a new world bathed in white and will know each doubting Thomas is enfolded in the Light. For again Christ love has bonded with this season's paradigm, and the heavens have responded to the yearning of mankind. As the season brings its magic, the angelic host, through song, will erase the grim and tragic with a message from the throng, Bringing promise of reunion with forgotten calm and bliss, and again we'll find our union with the Source of all that is. (from Secrets Explored, Book Two Copyright 2006, Jean Warner) Loreena McKennitt - SnowMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Why Santa Is A Man
Why Santa is a Man! 1. Santa lives at the North Pole. Anyone who has ever dated/married/ been in the same room with a woman knows that unless the air temperature is high enough to cook a small turkey, she will complain about it being too cold. So, there is NO way she would choose the North Pole as her base of operations. The Bahamas would be more to her taste. 2. Santa is fat and jolly. I dare ANYONE to describe ANY woman as "fat and jolly" to her face and expect to survive! If Santa were a woman, and you referred to her as this, you wouldn't find coal in your stocking, you'd find a pipe-bomb ! 3. Santa at the mall. Now, I know that others have used the "Mall" example as proof that Santa is a woman. However, you see both men and women at the mall. And let me ask you this...What does Santa DO at the mall??? HE SITS DOWN!!! Do you ever see women sitting down at the mall??? Noooo! Women are running around trying to find a dust ruffle that matches the

A Poem On Loss
If tomorrow starts without me Sunday, October 19, 2003 09 07 AM This is one of my all time Favourite poems, it is superbly written and very moving, I didn't write it, but it has brought many tears to many people for many different reasons, I hope that it proves to be theraputic for you too......contact me if you want to talk about bereavement.. If Tomorrow Starts Without Me (Author believed to be David Romano ) If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in

Prayers Of Love
GOD HELP ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HEAR MY PRAYERS I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD FEEL ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HEAL ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD TEACH ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD REACH ME I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GOD HELPED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD HEARD ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD FELT ME I HAVE FAITHIN IN HIM GOD HEALED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD TAUGHT ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD REACHED ME I HAVE FAITH IN HIM GOD THANK YOU FOR HEARING MY CRIES GOD THANK YOU FOR FEELING MY PAIN GOD THANK YOU FOR HEALING MY PAIN GOD THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME NEW GOD THANK YOU FOR REACHING TO ME GOD THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO. AMEN

My Love..
i find myself asking this certain question, is being in love really a blessing? i really hope so cause i'm there, now living life as if it treats me fair, i found you and don't want to let you go, all i can do is learn how to show, you've been hurt a lot this i've heard, i'm not like the rest, you are my bird i'll come to you sober and straight, just hope your loves true, not fake, i'm opening my heart as far as it can be, because when i'm with you i feel free, i'm so addicted to you, i can't get enough, but this being away from you is so tough i'll do what i have to do, just hope in the end i'm with you.

Surgery
here we go....."a very sexually active 40-something walks into a plastic surgeons office. she explains that she like sex and would like her pussy lips reduced since they are well fucked and flappy. she embareassingly tells the doctor, " i dont want anyone to know about this can you promise me your utmost discretion?" the doctor says that " NO ONE will know". so after the procedure she awakes and finds three roses placed next to her on the bed. she very angrily asked the doctor, "i thought you said no one would know, where did these come from"? the doctor said" calm down miss, no one knows, the first one is from me, my wife had the same operation done several months ago, she said that it had hurt, the second was from the nurse, after watching the procedure for the fisrt time she felt for you, " "and the third" she said?", arms crossed, " well the third was from a burn patient upstairs to say thanks for the new EARS."

The Perfect Ending
Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise. Kissing tongues tangle, making me ache, No longer can I wait for you to take. Laying back, I plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard. Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to another part of you, aware. Beckoning please enter with no hesitation, Yet you stand firm, no reservation, Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, you grant relief, Knowing now I must have peace. Penetrating with your pride, Charging, you thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon your chest, To brace us both, I do my best, Not to scream loud like before, When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if you're hurting me, You ease mo-men-tar-ily, Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas, Whimpering I'm at your mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch your eyes s