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To All Military Peeps And Military Lovers
to all military peeps and military lovers supporters ext. please come and add me as a friend i would love to have all of you on my friends list i support the military 110% my family is military and i would like to have you all as freinds on here all branches are welcome .... please thank you for the freedom you have and will bring the United States of America this blog might sound cheesey but i dont care i need some military folks on my friend list

A Bunch To Say About Nothing
well it seems that i have the urge to write a blog but i dont really have anything to bitch or talk about. if there is anyone who is planning or is wanting to hit up either of the 2 ozzfests in texas this summer/fall then hit me up asap. we can ride and party together or something; there are actualy quite a few people planning on going with me on the trip down to SA and up to dallas so it should be a kick ass extravaganza haha. ne who... im out

Boyfriend Application. (anyone Can Apply)
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - 12:22 PM boyfriend application!! Name: E-Mail: AIM sn: Yahoo sn: MSN sn: Birthdate (m/d/yr.): Sign: Location (city/state): Do you have an accent? (if so, what): Physical: (fill-in) Height: Weight: Build: Eye Color: Tattoos/Piercing (of what/location): MySpace profile link: Education: (fill-in) Graduation Year: High School attending/attended: Ultimate College: Future Plans/College: What you want to be what you "grow up": Would you say you are grounded?: What book(s) are you currently reading?: Job: (fill-in) Do you have a job(s)?: If so, where & for how long?: Your ideal job: Habits: (y/n/sometimes/socially) Drink: Smoke (cigs): Pothead: Druggie: Do you consider yourself…: (y/n) Open: Honest: Moral: Fun: Humorous: Mature: Organized: Sweet: Macho: Responsible: Social/Outgoing: Quiet/Shy: Goofy: Healthy: Considerate: Insecure: Boring: Witty: Sensitive: Idiotic: Expressive: Religious: Carefree:

The Bird Feeder
THE BIRD FEEDER >I bought a bird feeder. >I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we >had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free >and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests >in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. >Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, >the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would >dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my >own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the >feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and >demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I >couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird >feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess >and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, >the back yard was

Commercials
Okay..I've have had it with annoying commercials, the lastest being those stupid Nutrisystem ones! They say the dumbest things, like "my husband told me I was hot!" Well, doh, I would hope so (no matter HOW you looked!)

Good Looks Or Good Personality?
What is more important, good looks or a good personality. For me, the answer answer is personality. Why? It's simple. Over time, looks change. People get older and their bodies change. For women, their bodies change when they have children. A person's personality doesn't change over time. What you see is what you get. I rather have a girl with a great personality.

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

Hawaii
So This Paradise Born Again…is what the Christians call it…saved, reborn, redeemed…is what The New American Roget’s College Thesaurus says…revelation, epiphany…after a years of searching for love through sex…trying to perfect my skills…trying to compensate for the emptiness…trying to find comfort with women… whether it is a year, a month, a week, a day, or a moment…searching for purpose…I have used and I have been used…sex was how I showed love…sex was how I said I love you…it’s what they all wanted…I would stay away from women who liked the “beach muscle”…superficial…I needed the connection…I needed the empathic connection…anybody can just fuck…I had to make a connection that goes beyond the physical…a connection that made me special…something that made her stay…even if it was just for a while…Lord knows I am not gifted in the crotch area…have to make do with what I got…always learning…always trying to get better…reading books…watching porn…trying different things…I found out that

Just A Little Insight To My Life And Job
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me

The Truth About Downrating
just a FYI for all that seem to be new to cherry.....downrating does not effect your points or your standing, you still get all the credit so the stress is not worth it all a downrating person does is identify a person you don't need to be friends with so smile and move on with the knowledge that your a better person

Apoem Titled :~would You Shed A Tear For Me?~
~Would You Shed A Tear For Me?~ Would you shed a tear for me if I left here tomorrow? Would you shed a tear for me to take away my sorrow? Would you shed a tear for me when I sit in darkness and fear? Would you shed a tear for me when my end is growing near? Would you shed a tear for me to help me ease my pain? Would you shed a tear for me if you had nothing to gain? Would you shed a tear for me if my soul you had to borrow? Would you shed a tear for me if my life was dim and narrow? Would you shed a tear for me if tears ran down my face? Would you shed a tear for me if I could not be saved by grace? Would you shed a tear for me if my heart broke into pieces? Would you shed a tear for me until my all my pain releases? Would you shed a tear for me if noone else would care? Would you shed a tear for me and let me know you're there? Would you shed a tear for me as I would for you? Would you shed a tear for me,Well would you? Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~

She Puts The Lotion...
I just spent five days with my parents, which made me a bit nostalgic, primed my well of home-town memories. In my parents' constant discussion of people who have died, who are about to die, who will eventually die, I kept hearing names of people I'd long since forgotten about, and like shifting items in an attic, my brain is now clouded with dusty memories. I'm choking a bit. Here is one recollection culled during my late-morning breakfast of a Dove Ice Cream Bar: I was in high school declam (short for declamation), which is like theater, but with less makeup and fewer gay folk. Anyway, I won a district competition, so I got to go the state competition, which was in Wall, SD. Wall is not really a town. Rather, it is a heavily-advertised folding table loaded up with 10 cent coffee and free ice water, sitting in a field. Most people just throw dimes at it as they drive by on I-90. One family had two daughters competing in the state competition, so the whole family went on

The Why And.. ??
well... i know i didn't write any blog in sometime but not because i didn't want... here is a list of what happened: - vacations: yes but i need more - actual job... and lots of problems since i came back. The biggest project i was working in, got a couple important problems but not of my work, but yes related to burocracy and to other CEOs related to development, and they decided to give full control to other section so, IT security wont be able to give at least a word in this. and now i'm almost the whole day doing anything... the rest of projects are delayed in different steps and nothing to do for now really. can't wait to leave this place - house: changes, parents being sick, me too - friends: i tried to keep leaving comments when i could, and still do, contacting as many as you i can, but some people just don't visit my page anymore at least to say thank you or answer to my comments.... so why i'm trying to make them feel i'm interested and worried and all if there is no fee

Virtaul Pets
adopt your own virtual pet! this is a virtual pet!!!!!! No clean up or mess!! hit more tab twice and then you can feed my spider a fly and on my page theres, Swinger the monkey, Waddles the penguin, and Green With Envy the spider!! These are a blast so hit the link and go adopt your own.

Dear Ali
Dear Ali. Dear T.V., I want you to know that I really enjoy watching you. I know that sometimes I can't watch you as much as I would like. But I am writing you to tell you that sometimes I wish you weren't around. Its not that I don't like you, please see above, its just that sometimes I put off things that I need to do because I'm so engrossed in what's going on in your world. Missing out, Ali Dear pills, I know that I am supposed to take you every night because you will help me sleep. I understand that you are only trying to help me. The problem is that when I take you, the next day I am so out of it I can barely function. And then when that passes I crave food so much I am in fear of becoming morbidly obese. Unable to function and pigging out, Ali Dear Newports, You help level my mood swings but I can barely get thru a conversation without coughing. I tried quitting but everytime I get mad I smoke like there will be none of you left at the gas station. I can't help th

Thankyou To All Who Serve.
Lately I noticed that there isn't a lot of support out therefor the troops. You got that big fat piece of crap Rosie O'Donnell calling them terrorists and that just pisses me off. Do people like this NOT realize that the troops are fighting for democracy and if it weren't for them she couldn't be the fat assed lesbian that she is? In other words they are there so you can have the RIGHT to be a lesbian. I dare her fat ass to go to Saudi Arabia and declare her gayness there. She would be strung up and shot. Who gave her the damn right to call them terrorists or become the moral compass of America? She should be put on an island alone with no cheeseburgers or something. Like what the hell? Did we forget the feelings of anger and outrage the day those fascist asses drove those planes into the World Trade Centers? Do we not remember those police and fire fighters who lost their lives? How about the people who died in the towers who made the mistake of showing up for work that day? What a

Yea What Friends
Just yesterday i was sitting on the wall of the old middle school in the town i live in, all was well and cool, next thing i know a group of people was walkin up the sidewalk and i had realized that all those people were the crew i used to hang out with so of course i said hi to them thinkin they would be happy to see me and wanna hang out well to my surprise and painful awareness they totally ignored me and the leader of that group was someone who i thought was my best friend, and all he did was look at me like he didnt even know me, now if thats not messed up then i dont know what is cus i used to hang with those ppl all the time it was my favorite part of the day, and now no one wants me around! Am i really that bad? What did i do so wrong?? When i become someone and they are still no one and livin in a shit town then maybe they'll wish that they had noticed me! I was so upset i walked off and didnt even care if someone were to see me alone! i didnt care! I just want my life back a

Thy Carnivals Prayer
Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggal

Gotten Used To It!!!!
I guess you could say we have gotten used to the encounters that happen in our house we have learned to live with it and I guess they now have learned to live with us....We haven't had any more problems "yet"....I guess it just took them sometime to realize we weren't leaving and they gave up there scare tactics....We do still feel like we are being watched sometimes and we do still sometimes feel something brush past us or we feel coldness around us but we have gotten used to it and it don't bother us anymore....Sooner or later they will move on and finally let their souls rest at least that's what I am hoping for....I will keep ya'll up to date if I have anymore encounters!!!!

Friends
I Know who I am I know what I want. I know where I have been and I know where I am going. I know the people I am taking along for the ride, I know what people I am leaving behind. To ALL those Friends I have made, and all the friends I have. Thanks for being there Through the good times as well as the bad. Drop me a line or two, once and a while say hi and make me smile. Always the Clown of Clowns.

I Am Bored, So Deal With It.
Please answer and the repost in your blog so i can do the same 1. What would the child you once were think of the adult you have become? Duuude..... Sweeeet!!! I would seriously ask if it really possible to de-mature? 2. If you knew that there would be a nuclear war in one week, what would you do? There is a long list of who I would do. Then head north two days before. 3. After you die you are given the chance to be reborn as an animal, which animal would you chose?I would have to say.... A dog. 4. Given the ability to project yourself into the past but not return, would you do so? Where would you go? Selfish me says yes, July 16th 1990 5. Imagine you got hit by a car and could be saved only by a special operation. The operation would give you a normal, happy life, but would unfortunately cause you fifteen minutes of terrible, stabbing pain every morning when you awoke. Would you want to have the operation? I have 5 minutes now, so what is 10 more? 6. If you could wak

New
Hello everyone, I am new here and I have already been blown away by all the requests and comments. Thanks for making me feel welcome here, and just so you know I am not ignoring anyone just still trying to get the hang of things. This is so great.. I will post more pics later. Thanks Tracy

Im Really Going To Do It
okay peeps here goes i wanna fine my ct match to be my hubby on here but if there are to many people im going to have to do a contest so if u wanna hook up on here hit me up please repost if u want

Contests!!! Open
Hey guys and gals....go here to vote and comment for the best children on CT contest! My two kids and my niece are all in the same pic so please send them some luv....here is the link. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=3615120430 Here is a link to the best kid on CT contest...my son Jacob, who is four, is featured in this contest... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&albumid=384842&i=396886527# And finally, here is a link to my best friends post in the "sexiest eyes" contest...please show her some luv too... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144590&i=1911519015

Exile
I am the one who waits for each, for each days surrender. And the for night with it brief escapes from the prison of this lonely need I can hear the blood course through your veins a rushing wave on distance sea and the sound of your pulse betting a constant ticking in my ears counts out each second of our separation each hour of my longing I am restless in my hunger. For our perfect union but I must wait for night’s release and your love surrender.

The Living Dead
There are so many people in this world who i feel have the bad case of the Zombee's.. What i mean by this , is that they have chosen to live amongst the living dead. I too once chose that path of life. The choice to not feel, so that you cannot hurt, is an easy way to survive. By hiding from your past , so as to avoid potential pain from both the present and future, classifies you as this type person. Those who choose drugs , Drinking, or anything else as a crutch not to feel.. have chosen there path to walk this world aimlessly.. They will never allow themselves to be loved or love another for fear of pain.. This self instilled fear, will shut down all your senses.. it will cause self destruction, till one day your desire to live will diminish. Choose the right path for yourself.. Allow yourself to feel the pain, work through it and gain strength!!! Gain back yourself . You will no longer deny yourself pain from fear... you will learn more about yourself. You will let yourself recieve

Got Back To Work
i havent forgot all my friends,i just been busy through the week , i finally started back to work at nites an i will be back on the weekends, its just late when i get on at nites , im just so tired, well love you all an love talking to you all , it lifts my spirits alot, god bless all, an love the comments indeed so keep them coming, love teresa/ttweety

April Snow
April Snow! Nature has a funny way of turning all our heads As spring comes near and thoughts are filled with planting flower beds. And so this April evening, as raindrops hit the wall I fell into a slumber; a deep sleep I recall. And then within my dream there danced such wondrous signs of spring The flowers bloom, a bouncing ball, an insects gentle sting. But then I woke to shoveling and the scraping of the plow. I stopped, I screeched, I ran to look. What’s nature doing now? The squirrels throwing snowballs down as whiteness starts to melt, Across the great horizon lay a beauteous snow white belt. The warmth and coolness in the air confusing all the birds I stood there shivering in the snow my mind devoid of words. While driving down a wooded road, the beauty that I see Surely makes me realize it all makes sense to me. Nature took this one last chance to whitewash all the earth And remind us of the innocence God gave us all at birth. And so, in life, when

A Funny From St. Petersburg, Fl...
St. Petersburg, Florida: A Florida woman is offering to sell one of her kidneys to pay off a hospital debt. Ruth Sparrow ran an ad over the weekend in The St. Petersburg Times. It read: "KIDNEY - Runs good. Taking offers." Sparrow is serious. She owes $20,000 for gall bladder surgery, and wants to pay it off. She says both her kidneys work fine and she's willing to part with one to settle her debt. She offered one directly to Bayfront Medical Center, which turned it down. The newspaper has stopped running the ad, since selling organs is illegal in Florida.

"razor Blade Pain"
As I lay here feelin my heart being sliced piece by piece with this shiny sharp blade it slowly takes its shape the razor blade slowly cuts through piece of my heart for it has been broken into two how my tears fall from my eyes foi hav eno feelings left . seeing the blood flow surely feeling a tad better trid to close my eyes and here comes the questions slowly thinking of the answers as my blood still purs was he really worth all this pain and i feel that without pain you would never really know what true love means as i hear a raven singing alonge saying forever more shell i bleed till i find someone to complete my soul and make me feel so whole !!!!!

Vacation Complete
It took approximately 7 hours to drive north from Anchorage to Fairbanks on the Parks Highway. I spent the night in Anchorage then proceeded 60 miles Northeast to Chena Hot Springs where I spent two days (I'm not really good about taking pictures; all the pictures are from this place). Total milage traveled was approximately 1120, 1090 of which had an average fuel consumption of 24.9 miles per gallon of gasoline. Average speed was 65 miles per hour. On the way back home I passed about a hundred motorcycles heading North to a big rally in Fairbanks this weekend.

In A Moment Of Weakness
I should have seen it coming My eyes saw through the lies But my heart was blind I can't look at my reflection Because all I see is you I'm tired of reliving these memories I guess I wanted more than you could give And my love wasn't strong enough to keep you You could have been my forever You gave me reasons to live Now you give me reasons to cry You gave me reasons to breathe Now I'm wanting to die

Kwajalein
Majuro and Kwajalein Atolls, the two population centres are serviced by both Air Marshall Islands and Continental Air Micronesia jet aircraft. There are also regular flights to Guam, Hawaii and Fiji. The Republic of the Marshall Islands was first settled in about 1,000 BC by people of Mayo/Polynesian stock. It was visited by Spanish navigators in the 16th century seeking a westerly route to the Spice Islands. In 1788 British sea captain John William Marshall, sailed through these atolls and proclaimed them Marshall Islands, while en route from Australia to China. In the 1800s German traders, missionaries from Hawaii, and British and American whalers visited the islands. Japan governed the islands from WW1 to WW2. Following World War 2, the United States served as an administrator under United Nations Trust Territory created for all Micronesia. The Republic of the Marshall Islands came into being and declared its independence in 1979. Marshallese is the official langu

My Trip
hello everyone....to anyone one that cares i am back from my trip from reno..i had a wonderful time i had so much fun that i will go back someday and hopefully i will find some one to go with me next time....the only reason why i went to reno was because i had a national bowling tournament. it is the biggest bowling tournament in the world and by going to it i had a partner that i was bowling with and we are sitting 6th place overall in the world.. which i am very happy with i had no intentions on placing in the tournament and that i was just there for a good time..with that being said i am proud of myself and i hope that i will find someone to go with me next year to new mexico and the followingin vegas....there are alot more different places to go every year and i hope that someone would be interested in me and want to go to these tournaments with me cause i promise you that it will be fun....hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and thank you for listening :)

I Am Sorry Please Read
I am so sorry that I have not been online and unble to chat and I return the other blog because my lap top died and I could not get it to work it burned up for real and my desk top flat monitor is dead and this one does not work very well. So, my computer and internet connection are horrible and I am unable to get to pages like I want too for now I hope to have a new lap top soon I Hope. Along with that I have been sick my Chemo makes me not feel well like I did not feel well before so now its just worse. I am not sleeping well which if my computer was better I be online until I could get to sleep but its not. So, I wanted to say Sorry to any of my friends who care and thank you to all the ones who show they do. It makes me feel happy and fuzzy thanks.

Hurt Feelings!
It was my birthday on 6-17-07 and I got more kind thoughts from strangers, my husband to be, and people on cherrytap, then I did from my own friends and family. I thought that my friends for a year or longer would at least drop me a line to say hi and happy b-day. Maybe I am asking to much but, this has really started me to think. If I am there for my friends/ family no matter what comes, then they should be there for me too. There is one thing I can't stand is fakes and 2 faced people. So for right now I have been doing alot of thinking and I am not just going to be there for people that don't care. Also I am not going to take the family members / friends shit anymore that just want to put me down. I have had enough! If this blog bothers anyone than I am sorry, but this is how I feel.

Litha Recipies
Fruit Salad with Love Spell - Adapted from Recipe by Morgana of Hawaii Make a salad of the below-listed ingredients, concentrating on the love you wish to share. Chant the Spell Incantation as you chop and slice. Fruit Salad Ingredients: 1 cup Mango 1/2 cup Pine Nuts (optional) 1 cup Pineapple, to be cut into bite-size chunks 1 cup Apple, to be cut into bite-size chunks 1 cup Peaches, to be cut into bite-size chunks 2 or 3 Bananas, to be sliced (depending on personal preference) 1 small jar Red Cherries 1/2 cup Coconut (if desired) Spell Incantation: "Fruit of mango, fruit of pine, Let the one I love be mine. Fruit of apple, fruit of peach, Bring him (her) close within my reach. Fruit of banana, fruit of cherry, Let his (her) love for me not vary. As I work my magick spell, Warmly in his (her) heart I dwell. I now invoke the Law of Three: This is my will, so mote it be!" Mingle the fruits and place your hands on either side of the bowl, while visualizing y

Cherrytap
Hey I just wanted to say thanks for all the love you guys have been sending, and the ratings! I'm still trying to get used to all of this so bare with me, and I'll be updating my page and give you guys more pics and stuff about me!

Special Love
How I want to say so much But words cannot express The deep passionate love I have for you Your love outweighs my stress. The many nights I dreamnt about you The many days I wonder The many hours I prayed to God That our love will never wander. The precious days we spend together The love we have is real I don't want to be with anyone else This is how I truly feel. Baby you make me very happy Being with you are the happiest days of my life But the happiest day of all Is when I make you my sweet wife. So be my life, be my soul Be my heart with extra beats Thank you for being my special love I finally feel complete

More Of Wwe Info On Benoit Story
WWE.com learned from an interview conducted Tuesday by Vancouver’s News1130 that Chris Benoit’s son Daniel possibly suffered from Fragile X Syndrome, a genetically passed-on condition that results in impairments ranging from physical and learning disabilities, to more severe cognitive or intellectual disabilities. In the interview with News1130, Pam Winthrope, whose own 12-year-old son suffers from Fragile X Syndrome, recounted how she and her husband talked to Benoit about the condition five years ago. “We talked to him because I was trying to set up a support group in B.C. and in Canada; we only have a couple of them,” she said. “My husband was struggling when we got diagnosed with our son, and Chris was struggling with his. They talked for a few minutes, and then he said he didn’t want to be a public face for Fragile X. He just wanted to keep it really, really quiet.” A source close to Benoit recalls similar conversations with him, where he described his son’s condition as

I Just Really Liked This Horoscope
It's so easy to get into a certain groove, but why not try exploring a new part of your life? Open up that routine. Go for Thai instead of Mexican at lunch. Take a walk after dinner instead of watching TV. i just need a change and this is true...

It's Been .. Um ... "amazing" ... Lol
I had never heard of this site until a few hours ago ... I was sitting here, clad in swimwear to head out and work on my tan, chatting with a longtime friend on Yahoo .. when he said to me .. "Hey, you ever heard of cherry tap?" Well of course I hadn't so he got me the link and within minutes I was logged in .. Good grief, 5 hours later, here I sit, still clad in swimwear, having never made it to the pool. Within the first 15 minutes, I was ready to log off and never visit this site again .. for I had never seen anything quite as chaotic. I felt like I was under attack .. lol (Well, maybe I was .. *EG*) Anyway .. to those of you who offered help in my first few minutes .. THANK YOU ..you saved me from drowning .. And to those of you who have assisted me in these first few hours .. THANK YOU .. And um ..to those of you who um .. well, have gotten me a bit "excited" about being here .. THANK YOU! I hope the rest of my stay here will be as enjoyable as the first

University Penis Study
The University of Louisville did a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After one year and $ 80,000.00, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the study was published, the University of Indiana decided to do their own study. After $250,000.00, and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. The University of Kentucky, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting him in the forehead.

11 Years!
I cant believe 11 years of Recovery is right around the corner. I cant believe it was 11 years ago that I was in a hospital bed with a crushed hand broken back... "cracked out" and no pain meds until it was out of my system. What a wake up call. 11 years...not a single drop of liquer. No Drugs. Seems beyond reason, considering even people who have the occasion drink (when a love one dies or a really hard day) could not fathom such a thing. Damn. Blessed be.

Zombies & Undead
Zombies & Undead If you don’t want to become one of the flesh-eating undead, read this zombie horror movie guide. With some luck you can escape hordes of walking dead and never have to dine on human brains. Zombie Horror Movie Guide If your friends want to hang out in an old cemetery, don’t go. Baby zombies are not cute and should be considered as dangerous as any other undead creature. Never let your boyfriend eat your brain because “he loves you”. Don’t open strange canisters with government labels. If your dog or pet runs away, don’t go after him. The undead might not eat him, but they will definitely eat you. Living in a shopping mall when the world is overrun with the undead, only delays the inevitable. You are still going to die in some gruesome fashion. Zombie Horror Movies Never keep a zombie alive so that you can study it. Bars are not a good places to hide during zombie attacks. If you rise from the dead, learn to like the taste of human fl

Transformers
just got back from the new transformers movie and had to say i did love over all though it does take a bit to set up as it jumps right into the action leaving you to wonder who is who through most the movie it did make me laugh quit offten and i did like the almost nonstop action of the movie i also was sort of hoping it went back to the oregail stoy line the coletion of the energion cubes but it anstend went with the all spark story line did not spend a lot of time explaining this but i would recamend it if you like the newer cartoons

Just Checking In
Hey everyone I have been having a blast here, today I went and took my test for truck driving and then I got my permit and then I had my first experience in driving and it is not easy double clutching is not fun but I learned how to do it today and then I had to downshift too. And guess what else I didn't hit any curves. ROFLMAO I have two more weeks her and then I am going to be on the road for about eight months with this company that I am with. I just wanted to touch base with everyone.

L.a. Urgent - Please Help This Beautiful Mom & Baby
REPOSTING ONLY CONTACT JANE GARCIA OR GO DIRECTLY TO THE SO LA SHELTER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AND SAVE THEM, OR MUNECA , IF BAMBI IS ALREADY ADOPTED!! URGENT!!! update from "Jane Garcia" critters911@gmail.com: I stopped in to say hello to this darling mama and puppy combo as it may be the last time I see them together. They both came to their cage door, tails wagging, and both gave me a kiss through the bars. Donations are up to $400 for a qualified rescue to save these two precious lives. Mama Muneca's impound number is A877344. Baby Bambi's impound number is A877348. They are both at the South L.A. shelter. Direct lines: 213-485-0117, 0119, 0227, 0303 (Phones answered 24/7; please get the name of the person you talk to.) With the shelter closed July 4th, there are only 2 days left before baby Bambi vanishes to goodness knows where. She's up for solo adoption at 8am Friday morning, and she is such a character, filled to overflowing with personality, that you know one of the many

My Blocked List!
I BLOCK FOR MANY REASONS.. SHOWING MOI NO RESPECT BY BEING RUDE/CRUDE..ETC! IVE GOT 670 PEEPS/PERVS/DOGS.. ON MINE WHO CANT READ! NOT READING MY PROFILE WILL GET U BLOCKED ! IT IS CLEARLY STATED HERE THAT.. ONLY MY "ACCEPTED FRIENDS" ARE ALLOWED TO FAN ME ! THEREFORE I BLOCK?

One Question
Have you ever wanted to ask someone no matter how personal, and have that question answered? Heres a little game - repost this blog, and see if your friends ask you one question (it has to be via pm only) In return you must ask them one question, and they have to answer.

Seniors... You Can't Trust Them!
No one believes seniors ... everyone thinks they are senile. An elderly couple was celebrating their sixtieth anniversary. The couple had married as childhood sweethearts and had moved back to their old neighborhood after they retired. Holding hands they walked back to their old school. It was not locked, so they entered, and found the old desk they'd shared, where Andy had carved "I love you, Sally." On their way back home, a bag of money fell out of an armored car, practically landing at their feet. Sally quickly picked it up, but not sure what to do with it, they took it home. There, she counted the money - $50,000. Andy said, "We've got to give it back." Sally said, "Finders keepers." She put the money back in the bag and hid it in their attic. The next day, two FBI men were canvassing the neighborhood looking for the money, and knocked on the door. "Pardon me, but did either of you find a bag that fell out of an armored car yesterday?" Sally said, "N

How Long Can I Confuse You For?
Your rock-solid advice is decorated with a light sugarcoating of flirtation. Someone's not sure what it is you're trying to tell them. Go on and confuse them a little more. Secretly, they're enjoying themselves.

Poem
A linger of your touch stays with me day to day I longer to just hold you In my memory your love shall stay Your kiss bought me sparks of magic that I used to think impossible Fireworks filled the room with each passing kiss I long to just hold you even if be just for a second longer I’d rather have just a second with you than to never have you in in my arms again at all You don’t have to say a word just let me stare in your eyes In your eyes I could get lost in you forever and never have to leave You caught me with your everlasting kiss So sorry to have let go I will be back in your arms soon Sooner than you will ever know

Red Neck Chick!
Drinking with a Redneck Girl A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mex

Aroused
Awakened by the sound of your voice, sensual kisses leave no choice. Your touch burning! My body yearning ! Wanting to feel you even more, our clothes falling to the floor The kisses i lay around your neck. You grow more aroused with each new peck. The smell of passion all around, as you lay me down. My body squirming beneath yours, as you thrust deeply it purrs. Grabbing,squeezing, moaning, yelling, our bodies as one the orgasms coming. The ecstasy overwhelming us, we make one last thrust. Dropping together in each others arms, panting as if we were in harm. Laying next to you cuddling together, I know our love will last forever.

Sober
Tool Sober Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take. Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come. Jesus, wont you fucking whistle. something but the past and done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. Mother mary, wont you whisper. something but the past is done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center

Horscope For Today
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question.

Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the differ

This Is My First Blog
Just wanted to throw a shout out to all my new friends here at CT. Thanks for sharing the love. I try to at least rate and fan everyone I'm frineds with and if you haven't done so please do the same for me. I would really appreciate the support. Thanks to all you hot sexy cherries out there. MUAH!!!

The Dark Carnival
The Dark Carnival While its name invokes some disturbing intentions, the truth is the Dark Carnival, described through the 6 Joker Card albums, is a representation of Death. Nothing can really describe what it really is better than these lyrics... "...Now we been told this Carnival shit has touched on many lives People have fuckin sworn to us they too can feel it inside What is it that draws you in? This magic that compels you? We've been waiting six fuckin Joker Cards to finally tell you The messages and hints were there, although, most never picked up on em We snuck em in subliminally with that wicked shit around em We mentioned more and more of this on every Joker's Card The bottom line, always the same, you ain't have to look hard We wickedly kick it, inflict it, you get it, get wit it, and then we don't preach it flat out" "'Cause some ninjas don't wanna get wit 'cha They quick to forget 'cha without the hatchet and gat out So we rose the hatch

You Might Be Redneck If......pt.6
. . . you’ve ever heckled during a eulogy. . . . your wife puts Bean-O on everything you eat. . . . your dog rides in the front seat and your kids ride in the back. . . . you taught your children how to play “Pull My Finger.” . . . you own half a pickup truck. . . . the church social committee is afraid to meet at your house. . . . you own a trophy that includes the words “cow chip toss” on it. . . . you’ve ever made love on a tire swing. . . . the first question your mother asks upon checking into the motel is, “Where’s the nearest liquor store?” . . . you show strangers your war wound. . . . your mailing address includes the word “holler.” . . . the Salvation Army comes to your house and takes the wrong furniture. . . . there are antlers nailed to the outside of your house. . . . you fill up the bathtub just to test out a fishing lure. . . . your Thanksgiving centerpiece has ever been prepared by a taxidermist. . . . you own every Box Car

Love
Love can bring you happiness, with every little thing. Love can bring you joy, with every smile you bring. Love can bring tears, with every good cry you do. Love can bring fear, of the thought of losing you. Love brought you a life, full of great dreams. Love brought you to be a wife, now we will sew the seams. Love brought you kids, that you love with all your heart. Love will keep going, we will NEVER be apart. for my mommy she is dying of cancer

A Sad Day
What can one really say to a friend to make them feel better when a loved one passes away? My friend Ashley lost her Grandmother Wednesday Morning and the funeral was today. I wante dot say something, ANYTHING to make her feel atleast a fraction of a bit better but I couldn't think of anything that isn't overly said and diluted from everyone saying it over and over. Hopefully just knowing I cared enough to be there lightened her heart just a bit. I also know what is like to loose a loved one especially a grandparent. It eats away at you at first because you hope you were a good enough grandchild and you hope you made them proud. I know alot of people tend to take advantage of their grandparents because they know that they will give them pretty much anything they want. I've been guilty of it myself, but please keep in mind that your grandparents for the majority are the ones that would take care of yolu if your mom and dad wern't there. Today as well made me think about my own lif

Miss Fubar Contest
1st Ever Miss FUBAR CONTEST Hosted by: CAIN - HTA GRENADE LAUNCHER SEEKING 25 CONTESTANTS THERE WILL BE 2 ROUNDS 1ST ROUND: WILL BEGIN: AUGUST 1 ENDING: AUGUST 15 TOP 8 CONTESTANTS (with a minimum score of 20k in comments) WILL ADVANCE TO FINAL ROUND FINAL ROUND: WILL BEGIN: AUGUST 16 ENDING: AUGUST 31 PRIZES 1ST PLACE: 1 Mo VIP AND 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 3 DAY BLAST

I'm A Texan!!
TEXAS: Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply... Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world We're famous. And not becuase of that fake ass "bro-ho" "so-cal" shit that yall think makes you "Famous", fuckers. - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes l

About The Surveys
these surveys are startng to piss me off.i think if you finish the stupid thing they sould awared u the points. just cause they dont like your answers dont mean u shouldn't be rewared.just cause they dont like your answers dont mean shit.its just another way to fix the outcome.i think fubar should atlest give you half the points if anything for wasting your time.

One More
One more hug from you, would remind me that you cared One more kiss from you, would let me know you'll always be there One more day to spend with, would help me along the way One more night to lay with you, and hear you say you want to stay One more time I could hear you laugh, and see your precious smile One mote time I wouldn't have to be in denial One more movie, just me and you One more time to claim both red and blue One more thunderstorm together One more time with you under our favorite kind of weather One more night under the stars One more night to forget all about my scars. *This was written by my best girl, Kayla Daniel Clark, to her love, me*

About
warm weather fan,collector,boat owner,ocean fisherman,tattooed and still receiving ink,love of many art forms,female form,gentle kind in mannor,outer shell not what expected,most surprized,very kind,animal lover,nature, photography,black/white darkroom in home,enjoy feeling, warm active hands,closeness a must,or not at all,no matter,your decision,movie fan,sometimes couch potatoe,not a bar person,homebody,small gatherings preferred,background of mind altering trips,not any more but retained a different view of seeing,weed smoker no cigrettes,well liked and easy to talk to if you take the time,enjoy eating so cook at home,not overweight,large body frame from years of labor,love all lady shapes,soulmate,playmate,best friend wanted,but would settle with relaxful cumpatable companions,please help me love you

Wont Be Around Much This Week
To my friends and family i will be having surgery on the 30th of july and most likely wont be on much the rest of that week.So know i'm not ignoring anyone just not feeling well. Will let you all know when i'm back to being myself. love and kisses CERIDWEN

Frail Destiny
You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough while I'll miss you on lonely nights I can not hate what I pity so mu

Im Sorry For Everything Im Not
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Sad, Confused, Part Of Me Is Missing...
My little girl left for boot camp tonight. I have so many mixed feelings. I am scared, proud, sad, happy for her, a huge array of feelings. My first one to leave home. I never thought the day would come. I would be happy with all my girls never growing up an leaving. I know most parents look forward to the day the kids grow up and become adults. But most are just going off to college in such. Mine maybe be going into war... She called a few minutes ago from the Mepps station and bcan you believe it? She was crying cause she is worried about ME??? My kids are the best. She used her 1 call tonight to make sure I was ok. Not to vent and tell me how scared she is, which I know she is. But to check on Me.... I get one more call from her when she gets off the plane tomorrow at Fort Jackson in South Carolina. I was told it will be about 2 minutes she will be allowed to talk. I am in shock still I think. My stonmach hurts tonight and its everything I can do, not to cry right now. I dot

Dreamer
BOUNDARIES OF LOVE WE ALL SET BOUNDERIES ON WHAT WE WANT. WE ALL SET BOUNDERIES ON WHO WE WANT WE ALL SET BOUNDARIES ON OR IF WE CHOOSE TO LOVE IVE ONLY LOVED ONCE AND THE BOUNDERIES STILL HOLD THE WALL EVEN THOUGH THE LOVE IS GONE AND AS IS HE I TRY TO LET THE WALL DOWN NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I KNOW ITS STILL THERE WHEN ITS STARTS TO COME DOWN I RUN I DON’T KNOW WHY I GUESS I DON’T WANT TO LOOSE THAT LOVE AGAIN , SO I RUN FROM MY FEARS FOR THE BOUNDERIES I SET ARE SO HIGH THAT I DON’T KNOW IF ILL FEEL AGAIN SO I SETTLE FOR LESS AND NOTHING TO SHOW FOR THE LOVE THAT WILL NEVER COME BACK THE ONLY BOUNDERY LEFT IS THE WALL OF TRUST I TRY SO HARD BUT THE WALL STAYS UP 24/7 I FELL MY GUT TELL ME TO RUN BEFORE I GET HURT NOONE WANTED MEHE WAS THE ONLY ONE IN MY LIFE AND IM SURE IF I FING ONE THAT DOES AGAIN ILL LET THE WALL DOWN AGAIN WHO IS TO SAY CAN I TRUST YOU WITH MY HEART…. NOT YET… WILL I BE LOVED AGAIN I DO

X Underground
WHATS UP EVERYONE,,, YES STATICS KLUB-X-TREME IS NO MORE WAS DELETED LAST WEEK,, I HAVE CREATED A NEW LOUNGE,, WITH A NEW LOOK AND NEW SETUP,, CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR ALL POSISTIONS,, DJ'S,,SECURITY...ETC ... EITHIER FUBARMAIL MYSELF OR MY GENERAL MANAGER DJ WICKID... SO EVERYONE STOP ON IN HAVE SOME FUN AND ENJOY http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9265

Great News On Madeline Seen In Belgium
Madeleine 'seen' in Belgium The parents of missing Madeleine McCann marked three months since her disappearance as a possible sighting of her emerged in Belgium. A customer at a restaurant in the Flemish town of Tongeren, not far from the Dutch border, said she was "100% sure" she had seen the youngster. She said the girl was with a couple, a Dutch man and an English-speaking woman, who were acting strangely and not like "normal parents". A police spokeswoman said they were treating the report "seriously" and are looking for DNA on a drinks bottle used by the girl. They have also issued an identikit drawing of the man based on the description given by the "trusted witness". It is the latest in a string of possible sightings since Madeleine disappeared in May, although none have turned into concrete leads. As news of the Belgian sighting spread across the continent, her parents Gerry and Kate McCann were travelling to Spain to mark the three months since her abduction. From

Mixed Feelings
How is it you can care for someone and can't stand to be around them. My ex called she was stranded and needed a ride home from work. I couldn't leave her to walk home at 1am. So I went to pick her up. I was expecting her to start another argument so I was prepared to bite my tounge. I saw her and I can't lie when I say my heart jumped in my chest, but from there it was all downhill. I tried making small talk and she said she had a headache, so I turned the radio down. At that point utter revulsion set in. I realized I still care for her, maybe even love her, but her presence disgusts me. I ask is this normal or is that me just being bitter towards her. It should have been a pleasant ride but I was felt like vomiting whever I looked her direction. I feel guilty for thinking that way of someone just five weeks ago I was planning on making my wife. Am I a bad person?

Welcome To Another Bush Recession
Welcome To Another Bush Recession CLICK ON THE BELOW PICTURE TO CHECK OUT Preserve our Democracy CLICK ON THE ABOVE PICTURE TO CHECK OUT Preserve our Democracy http://c.myspace.com/Groups/00014/06/48/14278460_l.jpg

In The Interest Of Doing Things Constructively... (video Link Attached)
Rather than drink myself into oblivion last night, I stayed up and tried to think of something to do. It finally dawned on me - as dawn was approaching - that I could be doing this thinking outside, on the balcony. So, here I sit, with my laptop, and my cam, on my balcony... waiting. Here's the link. Courtesy of Stickam.com. Don't worry, it'll open in a new window. If you're really feeling froggy, add it to your favorites so you can just pull me up whenever. http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2961807

Give A Way :)
Hey wassup everything....this is to everyone on my friends list. As everyone should know by now I work at LUX Night Club in Orlando. Over the past few days Lux has been getting tons of responses to the grand opening for Aug. 16, 2007. It has gotten so busy that Lux decided to add another grand opening night which will also be Aug. 17th.... if that's not good enough as of yesterday it's gonna be a triple grand opening also adding Aug. 18th. However, I have only 4 VIP tickets to LUX Grand opening on Aug. 16, 2007. However, you must be 21 years old to enter for the tickets. This will give you and one guest of your choice to have access to VIP and Ultra Premium Open Bar. If that's not good enough...special guest DJ Erik Velez. will be spinning through out the night. Now you wanna know how you get the tickets??? Well, everyone must send me a private message sending me their name, phone number, email address, current location and age. Please if you are under 21 please do not enter...we will

Your Chinese Zodiac
I thought you guys may be interested in a few things Chinese. First, here is your Chinese zodiac, it shows your animal based on year and date of birth. Enjoy what is says about you http://www.rainfall.com/horoscop/tiger.htm Second, here is where you find out what your Name would be in Mandarin. You'll even see the characters. Put it up as a pic on Fubar :) They're cool tattoo ideas. :) http://www.mandarintools.com/chinesename.html I have a legal Chinese name which means book of peaceful judgment or Shu Qiao Yi Have fun, and happy hump day!

The Marine And The Tampon
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about >Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?" My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. He sai

What Sin Are You
Which Seven Deadly Sin are you? Lust- Sex is a major part of your life. You don't love, only chase tail. You will make love to the wrong person and end up with an STD.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Bouncer Resignation
I have sent my resignation as a bouncer, i am moving and going to college, and wont be able to keep up with my duties as bouncer, so i have decided to resign for now, and will probably return as a bouncer in the future, but for now, i am just gonna stick with helping out and supporting the fubar staff team as much as i can. Thank you all, Vampiro

Wasted....start Over Again...
"Wasted, start it again. Taste it, this feeling is dead. Hasting to see you return. Waiting you've left me to burn. Salt in our kiss. Your honey lips smile back at me. Fate is laughing at me. Your eyes tonight cut me apart. Your heart more golden than the years will never share. I know you don't want to, but I feel this more than you do. I want to see you relieved. I want to see you believe. I just can't go on thinking you just might be suicidal. I want to see you pretend. I want to see you again. I just can't go on living with you as my broken idol. Salt in my wounds, these bends, these swoons. Blood in my tears, tears I've cried for you. Take one last look, remove your hook. Break it off in my heart admit you never cared...... How can you view yourself so very highly. Your pistols pointing at me. So fire at me, tonight we'll see the lights. Your bullets of indecission only fuel my indignation! So fire at me tonight we'll see the lights. I need to hear you say those

Yahoo
Do you have yahoo...yes who doesn't these days. Just because I have it does not mean I want to add someone I have only said hi to on here to it because they are too mechanically challenged I guess to use the shoutbox. Yes people it does close on you in mid sentence at times which is why you can click open shoutbox and guess what easy typing from there out... just thought i might mention it...just trying to keep my mind occupied with something other than recovering from my bad headache>< Kisses and Hugs I still love ya even if ya ask me to yahoo LOL

My New Graduation Pics!...comment Them! :)
hey y'all! I took some photos today at the mall and wanted to let you all know that I posted them on my myspace! I only chose one pose but I bought the other 7 poses! :P Anywho, comment on them pwease! They are for my medical school graduation! Thanks y'all!

Hehe
Okay so I'm bored and I'm lurking in the mumms and there was one about monkey shit and it got me thinking... What would I do if I was taking a shit in the stall of a public restroom and the woman next to me, clears her throat and says excuse me... sorry to bother, but do you think you could spare some toilet paper? Do I not say a word as my ass is shooting out uncontrollable sounds and horrid smells and hand her a bundle under the stall? OR Do I pretend I don't hear her, hurry with my doodoo, wash my hands quickly and run from the restroom, vowing that for the rest of my natural born life I will never, EVER shit in a public restroom again?

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Depressing Poetry
I'm trying to live in a world full of mistakes, things from my mind that which cannot be erased. I seem to find the things that would make the most miserable in life, always the things that make me shed me a tear or two. Broken hearted with a secret life. When you see me I'm smiling but inside I'm drowning. I'm dying slowly and the pain hurts less and less, as I give up more and more. Each day I'm put to the test. Every time I think that the black hole as an end, I'm caught up in the world pool once again. I've given up all hope to find the happiness I long to hold, I've given up on the thing I use to want most because all there is... Are unfaithful truths to behold. I've tried so hard that I'm sick of trying; I'm mentally exhausted and physically dyeing. I've given up on the hope that I'll be happy one day... Just one quick slice... Please make the pain go away. I long to have the thing I've given up on and I long to never think about it again. I wish that for once... I could win. Eit

Bar Do's And Don'ts....
Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'T... Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule #1: Have your shit together. Not only will foll

Dedicated To A Brave Young Man
http://fubar.com/user/1082855 In the room where Jeffy laid, A precious man in the corner stayed. To be there in his time of need, Give him strength when he is weak Make him smile when he becomes sad Showed him love like only he could have At our God's holy feet, layed a golden skateboard, for Jeffy to keep while Jeffrey rested in peaceful sleep the lord crept up to his ear and did speak He said its for a very special ride. When you travel with me, by my side. The time is not now, we will take it slow there are still great things for you to know competitions to skate in, and of course to win. For your family to love you, and spend time friends. This is not the end, for you see my friend, today the fight just begins. "Dedicated to a Brave young Man jeff 'jeffynumber1' mccoy" August 14, 2007 Written by: Samantha Small O'Hair

Im Such A Fucking Perv... Another Older Stoy I Wrote..
Read and Comment.. Im cleaning out one of my old email accounts before I delete it and I had sent copied of my stories to my email.. Here is another one.. ENJOY!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! Im lying on the bed and you are beside me at my side. you look at me as you pull your cock out from your boxers and you rub the tip of your cock around my lips, smacking my cheeks with your cock, then letting me suck on it.. I take my tongue and slowly start to lick the tip of your cock with my tongue.my legs start to spread a little.... You take my thighs and spread my legs apart further...My skirt lifts exposing the wet crotch of my fishnets.. I start sucking on your cock harder, taking it all in my mouth... I can feel your hands rubbing my cunt thorough those stockings.. I take my hands and slowly start to massage your balls, as my mouth wraps around your cock tighter... I can feel you throbbing in my mouth, and your fingers making a hole in my stockings...You can hear my moans growing louder as my mo

Man Of My Dreams
Man of My Dreams *I found him - Echis) I sit here weary and waning, afraid of all I’m not gaining, waiting to be swept off my feet, to be taken on that once-upon-a-time forever-neverland trick-or-treat. Give me Hell’s Night, a bottle of cheap wine, some hash, and a good fight, but promise not to leave my side, because it’s you who lets me come out from inside and stop the hiding inside. It’s sunny and sweet anywhere we meet, a treat, a magical feat, a sensuous affair. Oh boy, it’ll take us somewhere. And “over the rainbow” and all that jazz, too. God, I want someone just like you – someone who’ll tame my wild beast, deal with my torturous heat, keep me from defeat, keep me from beating up every bitch in sight, give me perpetual twilight, tickle me where no one can see, be everything and everyone to me.

I Like These...
But they really didn't fall into a catagory. “Be thankful we're not getting all the government we're paying for. ~Will Rogers "I can't understand why I flunked American history. When I was a kid there was so little of it." ~George Burns “To the people I forgot, you weren’t on my mind for some reason and you probably don’t deserve any thanks anyway.” ~Eminem “Comedy is simply a funny way of being serious.” ~Peter Ustinov “Heroes may not be braver than anyone else. They're just braver five minutes longer.” ~Ronald Reagan “Some people tap their feet, some people snap their fingers, and some people sway back and forth. I just sorta do ‘em all together, I guess.” ~Elvis “Always end the name of your child with a vowel, so that when you yell the name will carry.” ~ Bill Cosby “Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former” ~ Albert Einstein

Brain Quiz
You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Tag!
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I am a nesting blanket thief. Even in the heat of summer I cocoon so just my nose sticks out of said nestings, and my boo winds up bare going "Hey! Hey- at least leave me a sheet" 2. I derive great pleasure from puns, riddles, and corny knock-knock jokes 3. I love bad dance music (some would say just bad music period), and refuse to allow my clumsiness to interfere with my dancing badly, at any time or in any place :P 4. I have a weird thing about books- I like the good 1's hard cover, and hate getting back lent books with turned pages, food splots, or visabley broken spines :( 5. I love patterns- plaid, cherries, spirals, etc... I don't own a plai

Dream Or Love ??
Is it love that i feel for you? Or is it another dream? Another dream that i'm gonna wake up crying because I know it aint true. A dream that is gonna come back to me every night so every day i can feel like shit feel like no one wants me around no body cares about me? Or is it rally love? Love that would help me throu the day to make me happy, to make me feel good that I'm here? I hope its love. I want it to be love i want to see you every day and know that i am loved my the one i love but i just dont know. I dont know how you feel about it I dont know if I can go throu a nother heart brake I dont even know if my heart can take it any more some times i think its just gonna quite on me. Thats why i need to now if its a Dream or Love.

Old Poem
pearched reflection these words fallen on my own deaf ears from my pearch high above the world i look down at a man crying over a lost game i see his heart right through his million dallor suit and his fancy new car a child hiding in a dark corner crying in my peach i look and see my self

What Are The Odds? (part 2)
To truely tell this story, I must go back to the month before my accident. On 10/6/02 my daughter and I were on our way home from her softball practice. As we drove by the highschool (going from a single lane to two lanes), a woman exited the parking lot and pulled into the right turn only lane. As I approached the intersection, she made a U-turn in front of me. Needless to say, this accident totalled the small Jeep Cherokee that I was driving. No one was significantly hurt in the accident. However, it always amazed me that someone would actually pull a U-turn from a right turn only lane. So, by the middle of November I bought a new car. It is the one seen in the pic from the previous blog. It was a full-size Ford Explorer. I always wondered how it was that I survived my accident as opposed to being crushed inside the car (remember the 3 foot impact from the previous blog). When I asked this question, I was told that I was still seat-belted in the drivers seat. This only

Huge Balls
Ok, so this is part of a convo I just had on Yahoo, with some random guy that found me somwhow. I'm just pasting where it got good lmfao. rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:52:31 AM): wht colour is ur nipples? Robyn (8/24/2007 11:52:57 AM): nipple colored rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:53:27 AM): well ppl have different coloured nipples rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:53:34 AM): is ur nipples dark brown? Robyn (8/24/2007 11:53:45 AM): no..what does it matter? rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:54:29 AM): id like to imagine ur nipples whilst being in Australia so i am asking Robyn (8/24/2007 11:55:23 AM): um ok rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:55:51 AM): mmm........so wht colour is ur nipples and is ur entire nipple including the circle around the tip LARGE or SMALL Robyn (8/24/2007 11:56:15 AM): jesus...I really dont think it's your business rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:56:33 AM): mmmm Robyn (8/24/2007 11:57:00 AM): I dont ask yoiu for detailed descriptions on your body parts rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:57:11 AM): u r free to ask >>>>>>>

Why Do We Hurt The Ones We Say We Love?
sometimes we fight and argue other times we couldnt be happier and it seems we are in heaven. but when we fight we say hurtful things, hurting the very heart we so treasure. thats scares me. love scares me.

Happiness
WHY IN THE HELL DO I TRY AND MAKE MYSELF HAPPY??? I DONT KNO WHY I TRY TO.. STUPID I GUESS U WOULD THINK I WOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NNOW AND I HAVENT. WELL I HAVE COME TO THIS REALIZATION NOTHIN MATTERS AND HAPPINESS IZ A JOKE JUS LIKE THE INTERNET AND THIS LIFE... EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHIN AND I DONT CARE ABOUT IT AT ALL... NOTHIN IZ WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEA AND PEOPLE JUS RATE ON HERE... I BET NOT ONE DAMN PERSON READS THIS SHIT!!!!

Lost Right Now
i dont know2 how to start , or i may never end ? my world revavels around my daughter . she allmost one years old and ive cared about her for allmost 2 years , she stayed in the the bellY fOr 10 months , ive woken up in the morning with her all most all that time give or take 10 days , im a good man and ive allways wanted kids , shit im still one sometimes , but i thought for the longest time i couldnlt but know i can , see i take car of my daughtER but me and her mother just split up for good and she tryig to hurt me in every whitch way she can , see just want suffer, & beleive she still in love with her ex & hes out of jail now. ive had him over to my house to see his son THAT IVE RAISED FOR 2 YEARS NOW. because he just got out of prison , so now im the asshole & its all about money ,she stole my titel to my trailer & now want money to get it back , & she says shes going to take my daughter to missori to live , tonight was the hardest to take my daughter to her new

Place Rate My Friend
The contest is finally open! It is now a rates only, but you have to leave a comment so I know you rated me! Please click on this pic and help me out!! And, if you can get your friends to rate me and leave a comment that would be really cool! Much love! In order to rate me...you have to rate, fan and add these two people! They are hosting the contest! ~ bbG ~ Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar and here is the link to me!

Jr.'s Thought's And 1 Of Mine
I'M A LITTLE BROKEN HEARTED BUT JR. SEEMS TO BE MOVING ON I THINK IF WE CAN FORGET ABOUT THE PAIN AND COCENTRATE ON THE DRIVER....WE WILL ALL FEEL BETTER LET JR. USE THE PAIN TO KICK ASSSSSS....GOOO JR. THIS IS FROM HIS PERSONAL BLOG My thoughts on the whole thing Published by DaleJr May 17th, 2007 in Uncategorized. Tags: No Tags. Following my press conference last week, I recorded a short video to post on my Infield Parking page to inform you guys about my decision to leave DEI. I did so with the intention of expanding a little more here on the blog, but it’s been a tougher to get in front of a computer than I thought. The decision to leave DEI was the toughest I’ve ever had to make. I love DEI and the people who work there. When I got up in front of all the employees last Tuesday morning and told them about my decision, it was very, very difficult. But they deserved to hear it from me and nobody else. As tough as it was to come to this decision, I’m sure it w

Goals
Ever set goals for yourself then wonder if you will ever complete them. Well today I did just that.6years ago I set a bunch of goals for myself, So I am self suportive, I got my GED,Got my learners permit and today I got my Drivers license. Not a big deal you say. Well for me it was. My ex had me beliving that I could never do any thing with out him. He told me I would never lear to drive, well........ him. I DID IT!!!!!!

Gentlmen
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that shows her off to his friends. To every guy that sticks up for her. To every guy who doesn't cheat on her. To every guy who doesnt play her. To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that has only one girl at a time. To every guy who wants a relationship, not a one night stand. To every guy who gives her a peice of him that she can break. To every guy who admits to being human and making mistakes, but tries not to make them at all. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her

The Olive Tree
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak... The Olive Tree I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us.... Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself but I give onto you regardless-- for my love is unconditional.... Like the olive tree that can both feed y

Rock Am See Festival
Last Saturday my roommate Kurt, and I went to the Rock am See (rock at the lake) Festival in Konstanz Germany. Being the cheap bastards that we are, we decided not to rent a car for 130 euro ($180)+ gas for the 400 kilometer journey. Instead we optioned for the round trip ticket on the slow train for 35 euro (50 bucks) each. After foolishly partying the night before, we left at 7am with a refreshing 2 hours sleep. 8 hours and 5 transfers later, we arrived at the show an hour before my favorite band (NOFX) hit the stage! NOFX was putting on a GREAT show, that I was enjoy as much as possible, in the german equivalent of a mosh pit. (they don't really mosh, they just "pogo" jumping up and down, bumping into each other) When halfway through "the Brews" the PA system went down, and we lost all sound. After about 20 minute of NOFX entertaining the crowd with Eric Melvin doing hand stands, El Hefe breakdancing, and Eric/El Hefe/Fat Mike windmill moshing to the beat of "The Moron Brot

Reason - Season - Lifetime
>>People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. >>When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. >> >> >> >>When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. >> >> >> >>Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to

The Law@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL I JUST WANTED TO POST A BLOG TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THE JUSTICE SYSTEM SUCKS ASS.. 4 MOTNHS AGO I FINALLY GOT THE NERVE TO GET RID OF MY OLD MAN AFTER 3 YEARS OF PHYSICAL AND METAL ABUSE .. HE THREATENED TO KILL MYSELF AND MY 2 CHILDREN ,, I MEAN HOW BLUNT DID HE HAVE TO GET ::: IF I CANT HAVE YOU NOONE WILL ,, ILL BURN THE HOUSE DOWN AND PUT A GUN IN MIKES MOUTH AND BLOW HIS FUCKIN HEAD OFF :: NOW HE DID THIS INFRONT OF 3 WITNESSES AT MY PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT ,, FOR 3 YEARS I PUT UP WITH HIM BEATING ME ,,, CHOKING ME ,, SMACKING ME .,, KICKING ME HAVEING SEX WITH ME WHEN I WAS SLEEPING .. SO I GOT HIM FOR 2 COUNTS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE WHEN I GOT THE NERVE TO GET HIM OUT OF OUR LIVES .. WHAT DOES THE COURT SYSTEM DO ??? THEY PUT HIM ON PROBATION!!!!!! YES CAN YOU BELIEVE IT PROBATION,. NO SLAP ON THE WRIST NO JAIL TIME NOTHING ... BIG FUCKING WHOOPDEEDOO... SO U TELL ME ONE THING .. THE LAW IS TO SERVE AND PROTECT RIGHT ?? WELL WE ARE WRONG IF WE THINK THAT .. SO MA

Next.....
I was listening to the album Radio KAOS by Roger Waters a few days ago. There is a song called Four Minutes. The following are the lyrics from that particular song. Billy: Four minutes and counting. Jim: O.K. Billy: They pressed the button, Jim. Jim: They pressed the button Billy, what button? Billy: The big red one. Jim: You mean THE button? Billy: Goodbye, Jim. Jim: Goodbye! Oh yes. This ain't au revoir, it's goodbye! Ha! Ha! Jim: This is KAOS. It's a beautiful, balmy, Southern California summer day. It's 80 degrees ... I said balmy ... I could say bomby ... Ha! Ha! ...O.K. I'm Jim and this is Radio KAOS and with only four minutes left to us, let's use this as wisely as possible. Molly: Everybody got someone they call home. Jim: Out at Dodger Stadium. It's the bottom of the seventh, the Dodgers are leading three to nothing over the Giants, and for those of you who are looking to go surfing tomorrow, too bad. (Telephone rings) Jim: I'm kinda lost in here to tell

~lust For Blood~
" I OPEN MY EYES AND ONLY SEE DARKNESS of the earth. I smell the roses that decorate my new home. But I am cold here, And i hunger. So I leave this blackness for the eturnal Darkness of anouther Kind. The Pure moonlite spills over me. The lust for blood.Over comes me

To The Nice Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

Rip, In Loving Memory..spiro~ April 21, 1953-2007
As most of my friends know my mission in Florida was to make the best of the last days, of the man I loved 11 wonderful years..Today my love's suffering and pain has finally let him go..My sadness rocks the depths of my soul. The only thing that brings me some peace is that he suffers no more...Sept. 11th 2007, 7:47pm About My Spiro, I met him in May of '92..He a Greek Philosopher/College Professor...Witty, happy, kind and generous, Spiro took a young girl "Cherry" who was so Far from home, under his wing..He taught me about life and helped me work toward my degree..Two years later he taught me about love. His love was never angry, his love was very supportive his love was complete.. He was a man that appreciated life and all the joys it brings you, he shared this with everyone he touched..His friends were many, and today we all share in his loss... To My friends, I have been so lucky to find on FUBAR...My plans are unknown, hopefully I'll come back..If I don't.

Ok All Kow Read This
we really need to find a time we all can meet or at least the biggest share of us .. any that cant we will fill in later please comment a time we can meet would love to hear all thought on what u think the family is about , what u like to see outta the family , any ideas to make it work smoother, and ideas on recruiting other members i have many ideas but none do any good with out everyones input

Questions.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for y

In The Darkness
In the Darkness I am the voice that lets you know everything is alright In the Darkness I am the hand that shows you the way out In the Darkness I am the one who fights off the monsters In the Darkness I am the one who holds you close keeping you safe In the Darkness I am at peace when you are by my side In the Darkness I am king and nothing can hurt me In the Darkness I am alone and noone is with me In the Darkness I have no feelings and I am empty

Original Fake Account/stolen Salute Bulletin That Started This Whole Fiasco.... When The Karma Family Stole My Salute And Created The Fake Account...
Contest Drama? omg I cannot believe her lol..... Because The House of Doom splits away from MizzShadys' SUP??? We were *NOT* part of her family... we just had associated ties to her family ... we helped her family bomb contests... *THATS ALL* and we go against her in a couple of contests and BEAT her.... she sends in her goons to steal my picture... AND she creates an ENTIRE new FAMILY ... THE KARMA family to come after US???????? OMG! Sad & Pathetic...... Loyalty to Mizz Shady goes this far that MISTER BUKKAKE would go into my pictures and steal them and create a fake account ???? YES ... this is a family member that I trusted.... that I discovered while I was rating and commenting his pictures..... that had created a fake account.... and stolen my own salute to do it..... mister bukkake of SHADY'S SUP@ fubar and here is the fake account that was created with that salute...... *KARMA HITS DOOM*@ fubar and while I was discovering it... this fa

My Guy Result
You scored as friendly/kind/gentle soul , You care about others, and you put there needs above your own. You are a giving person by nature, and you have deep spiritual roots. You are quite creative and you appreciate the fine arts. You're an overall good person, and it is obvious to everyone who knows you that you're one of a kind.http://www.dittytalk.com/sakuracerulean (hey guys- here's somethin fun u can do- take the girl anime soul quiz and answer the questions the complete opposite of what you would answer for yourself- the result should b ur perfect type girlfriend, after all, opposites attract! ^ ^)dark/deep soul67% friendly/kind/gentle soul 67% quiet/calm/cool/collected soul50% shy/quiet/caring soul50% sanguine/bright/outgoing soul50% carefree/skater dude soul42% ~guys~ What anime soul do you have? (great pics and detailed summary)created with QuizFarm.com

So It Goes...
Today I started learning the residential contract that my firm uses. They don't seem to bad...yet anyway. I also learned where my office is going to be and all that good stuff! So I have an office with a phone until my computer gets there and I have a lil box to keep all my stuff in until my desk gets there LOL. Which suits me just fine cause I thought I am glad that I am getting my own office it I honestly didn't think I would have my own when I started the class. I am getting more anxious as time goes on. I will be glad when my license gets back and I can get the last bit done with them and be all done except working. It was a longer process than I expected but not too bad. I need to now go and start getting my yard sale stuff ready because I promised my mom that me and her would have a yard sale one weekend before it gets too cool. This weekend is the family reunion so it is ruled out and the next is the Roller Coaster Yard Sales so it is ruled out unless I go to them on Friday whic

Rare Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP) Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Antivirus Warning
This is not a virus warning, but an antivirus warning. I've been using McAfee Antivirus and their other products on my computers for as long as I have owned one. Their antivirus software has always gotten high marks from Maximum PC Magazine, which is a source I trust and highly recommend. Well tomorrow I'm uninstalling McAfee from my computers. A month ago I noticed my checking account was short and found out McAfee had hit it for my yearly subscription. I called them up and they confirmed that I had not authorized auto-renewal and said I would have a refund in 3-5 business days. I was furious, explained what a shitty deal that was due to their mistake, as if giving them a piece of my mind would do any good. That was bad enough to sour me on the company, but today was enough to set me on a campaign. Today I found out that a couple of days ago they did it again - they made yet another withdrawl from my checking in an attempt to get me signed up for another year. So I called th

Before You Make A Wish
Lying in a sleeping bag, above some sticky grass, you count the shinning stars as endless minutes pass. They form alot of pictures, a boat,a horse, some fish, waiting for a star to fall wondering what youll wish. Would you wish for something nice like love or even more? Or would you wish for something mean like Death or hate or war? Think hard before you make a wish and its consequences too. You never know till its to late your wish just may come true.

I'm Sad
I try and help everyone I can, and I am sorry if I haven't gottento you, but dang..:( I need just abit of help here, and I feel abandoned...why is that? Ok..well..if you have time to help me level I love you for it...:) Maybe I have been too self absorbed, but I haven't meant to be...:( I love all my friends that are true..:) Hugs and kisses

Calvin Latner
Calvin Latner RIP My dad died 12/23/2004 You've been everything to me: a father, Teacher, playmate, model, conscience, friend. Sometimes I'm not certain why you bother, If your feelings on my words depend. I know I haven't been the child I should: Far from it, and I really can't say why. I know exactly what I'd label good, But in the real world something goes awry. Underneath my actions there is love, Gratitude, respect, and admiration. Sometimes I don't know what I'm thinking of, But I thank God you're in for the duration. I'm sorry, sorry for the things I do, But im glad you where my Dad You gave me life and love and i will never for get this I will always Love and miss you Dad

Punishment
i just dont understand why all this is happening to me why everything went so wrong the reason i can not see i dont know what i did to deserve such a punishment all i did was love the angel i thought heaven sent i know i made a mistake but i learned from what i had done i would have given her everything, the moon, stars, even the sun she has made her mistakes and continues making them still i dont think she cares about anyone, life for her is just a thrill my life has been destroyed ive been striped of my family i hope that i can recover without losing my sanity no matter how hard i try to resist ill love her the rest of my life but she damaged my trust now she no longer will be my wife

Joes Vows To Me
I JOE DOG promise to stand with you in all things... I promise to always protect you against all who oppose either of us... I love you and will always treasure the family we have made...separate people we are yet one in the common thread that can not and will not be broken... We hold each others dreams and hearts in each others hands and i swear never to take this lightly...I never thought to meet A/another with the love and the strength that we would so compliment E/each O/other... I was blessed mightily by the god and goddess the day the god and goddess brought U/us together...

Tis I The Mitress You Would Love
still getting to all of you and so many sexy people out there i will get round you i promise let me know if i miss you if you want to add me madame_roxie@yahoo.com have sexy weeks roxie x ps leave some love for me too

New Preamble To The Constitution
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION This is probably the best e-mail I've seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them,

Boy Crowned Homecoming Queen, Parents Outraged
(KSDK) - Parents call it a prank that went too far – a high school student ran for homecoming queen and won. The controversy: the queen is a male student. Aaron Zaggy, a senior, ran for 2007 Homecoming Queen at University City High School and won. The idea, he said, came from a good friend. "We just slapped up some posters and did it. And won," Zaggy said. Zaggy thought it would end there. It didn’t. "I didn't run but my best friend ran. And she was really mad, she was upset,” Jasmine Anderson, a senior, said. Zaggy received permission from the University City School Board to run as Homecoming Queen. Voting was open to the entire high school, but only half the student body cast ballots. Zaggy beat the first runner up by nearly 20 votes. One week after he was crowned, some parents are now sounding off. A crowd packed the room where the Board of Education met Thursday night. "A queen is a female. A woman. A girl," one person said. "I would really like to see a for

Crippled
CRIPPLED. HATE I can’t hate. I don’t understand how other can without feeling twice the pain they inflict inside. It’s a grueling feeling. My fangs were ripped off at birth. SORROW A crippled feeling. You can’t do anything to stop the flowing pain that roams inside you. Not without destroying the feelings you had for the person you lost. LOVE Yet another crippled feeling. Either you hurt yourself, or you hurt another person. The happiness that defines love is only temporary and stops as soon as complications come. Never bend over to the wishes of sleeping forever. PAIN A feeling I don’t like. I feel it all the time though, as I’m still bound by those chains. Suicide is not an option. Open your heart to the light and this feeling will be gone forever… I see darkness everywhere. FEAR I fear a lot of things. Death is the least of it. I fear not being accepted. I feel crippled fear. Tears runs down my cheeks when I fear. I fear now. JOY A feeling,

Pretty
PRETTIEST MOM Once you have been hit, you have to hit 5 pretty Moms. If you get hit again, You will know you are REALLY pretty! So hit 5 pretty moms on your friends list to let them know they are pretty! Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces whe

More Than Just Neighbors
Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Blake lifted himself up from her, sucking in a deep breath to help recover from the recent exertions both had made. He looked down at Angel, naked as she was and breathing heavily, laying there on his kitchen table her knees still wide apart, her hands reaching up above her head and holding the opposite end of the table. The hands still gripped at the bare wood, but the fingers were attached more loosely than a few minutes before. He stared at her and smiled. Her face was flushed red and her chest a little red too. Her nipples still stood hard, a measure of the lingering excitement she was feeling and inviting of fresh kisses. Between her legs the lips of her pussy were still parted, dark pink and glistening against the whiteness of her shaved mound, all too easy to see in the afternoon sunlight that shone through the uncovered kitchen window. Angel had lifted herself so that she sat with her back upright, hands either side of her hips on

Retard Of The Day!
i know you all love these posts... its through the mail, he's been blocked already... bottom up as usual cause my lazy ass doesn't feel like fixin it :p Date: Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:57:39 -0700 From: Size: 3 KB To: bigfrank@fubar.com Reply-To: No, i expect people to realize there's more pictures than just those. considering you didn't have the decency to rate a single one of the others, and obviously by your attittude had no intention of it. You really should learn some fuckin respect. Remember you have TWO heads asshole, you don't have to always think with the lower one. Most of my friends have the decency to treat me with respect regardless of the pictures i post because they know that i am a beautiful woman both inside and out and they REALIZE that's more important than just a fucking pussy. Learn some fucking respect, dick. On 10/9/2007, bigfrank@fubar.com wrote: soooo... you have nude pics but you don't want guys to look at them? you silly bitch On 10/9/

Bad Feelings...
SO SO SO torn between what to do....i know that i am not happy...I know that i probally will never be...I have my moments in time...But i know that making me happy is my number one thing anymore..I alway made everyone else happy before me...I have had so many people use me, and down right do me Dirty!!I use to have such a big ol warm heart, those grimmy people turned my heart cold...I still am a good ass person, just less naive i guess...maybe sometimes not even that cause i still have faith in some....I don't want to hurt no one, i don't want to inflect the pain people have on me...The only persons i am really worried bout taking care of at this point is ME, and my lil girl, and my bestfriend....I know at this point the love i had for him has faded...i know that maybe it wasnt even "in love" more like "in lust" He was something i always wanted, but i had to wait so long to get...I think i wanted it cause i couldn't have it...isn't that how life always is...I think i should speak up ca

Poem
The day has passed beyond our power. The petals close upon the flower. The light is failing in this hour. Of day's last waning breath. The blackness of the night surrounds The distant souls of stars now found, Far from thsi world to which were bound, Of sorrow, fear and death. Sleep, love; forever sleep. Your soul the night will keep. Embrace the darkness deep. Sleep, love; forever sleep. The gathering darkness takes our souls, Embracing us in chilling folds, Deep in am mistres' void that holds Our fate within her hands. Dream, warriors of the dark above And feel the sweet redemption of The night's Consort, and of her love For those within her hands. Sleep, love; forever sleep. Your soul the night will keep. Embrace the darkness deep. Sleep, love; forever sleep. We close our eyes, our mindsa t rest, Submit our wills to her behest, Our weakness to her confessed, And to her will, we bend The strength of silence fils the sky, its dep

Let No One Keep You From This Charge
I loose myself in thought, Pondering what to say, I tremble yet contain, I hide yet I remain. Looking beyond what sits right here, A thought does yet form, Gestures of kindness and affection, Would likely be whats appreciated. I seek to show respect, Yet want them to understand, That deep inside my moral fiber, Lies a man who seeks appreciation. With the love that can give, I venture forth to you, Your acceptance I so seek, Love and hope I do wish. So love me forever please, Hold me in your arms, Care greatly for my heart, Let no one keep you from this charge.

Fear Has No Taste
Fear has no taste when we embrace the things we shouldn't. What is it that drives us to make such choices? Perphaps the sun has cooled and the bitter rain of our mistakes is falling on our heads like bullets. Force...its the only way a creature of habit can learn or be measured. Most never see it coming like a frog in a pot of water. Blistered and dying. That is when death is the only lesson learned. Useless is this knowledge. This is what these choices offer the chooser...utter oblivion.

What Do You Choose
The Hour of the Wolf is the time between night and dawn, from about 4 to 5 a.m. The Hour of the Wolf is when lost lovers come back to be held in your arms one last time or to haunt you with what could have been. It's the Hour where life waits in a moment of transition between the darkness and the light, waiting in infinite patience for what is to come. The Hour of the Wolf is the Hour when one must decide if they are forever stuck in a time that has passed and can't move on from that point. It's the Hour where one must decide to embrace the coming dawn and welcome it's warmth or stay with the Wolf in the darkness of that eternal night....

Any Suggestions
I have been talkin to this guy thats in the marines stationed in iraq. I met him on myspace and been talkin to him every night ..becoming good friends... I asked for his addy so that i could send him somethin but i dunno what. I know i'm gonna write him but what could i get him? Somethin small and easy to send... Any suggestions?

I Need A Break
I'll be back after i take a little break from here. I just need to re-group, get my head back on straight and make myself realize that this place is fantasy island, a place to get away to not to hang out in all day. If you need to contact me im at getaloan05@yahoo.com... I'll check it now and then... The Legend...

How Do Men See You?
How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Need Prayers!
hey this is an emergency. my momma went into the hospital this past sunday. she found out that she has to have part of her colon removed. she stayed 3 days. And they fed her antibiotics. Now she has to wait 4~ 6 wks for the meds to run through and then, she has her surgery. So once again, please pray for her. Thanks guys! Much love!

I Think I Am
hey everyone whoa ctually cares enough to read my shit i think i might delte my fubar account because i dont want fake friends its pointless and people just use it to look at ur photos which is kool and all love the comments but i dont know i dont beleive half the stuff people tell me on ti and i know its funny i just think i will let me knkow

:(
I give up sometimes, I really do. :'( By the way - thanks, a lot of you have been very kind to me. I hope you're all doing good, having a nice week. I feel kinda' sad :'((( But I guess things will be okay.. Night all. xXxXxXxXxXxXx

Part 2 Since Apparently You All Don't Read
The other post in this blog is about respect. and disrespect. WTF makes ANY OF YOU think that i'm going to give you a goddamn thing for fucking fubucks... it's a joking status... and no your fucking shouts aren't appreciated. next asshole to say "what do i get" will be blocked, as will every one after him/her. i'm not a fucking fu whore. get the fuck over it.

True Love
True love knows no color. Doesn't know right from wrong.Doesn't care if it's good or bad.True love just is.A feeling that over rides the right mind.That's why it's called falling in love.You can't stop it wheather it's wrong bad good or painful.True love just is.It's a bitch that doesn't know when to quit.

10-30-07
I just wanted to Thank ev1 that has been bombing me the last few days. I have been very busy with my step-son since his car accident and have not been able to do much. However it has been kept going so I Thank Everyone that has helped. He is doing great but it will be a long road back with him needing much therapy. The driver that hit them head on was drinking and driving of course but we are Thankful he and his girlfriend survived. Again Thanks to ev1 for helping me out. Cherise "Bottoms UP"

The Sexy Test
This is the SEXY test. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. Mark the answer with an "X" [X] How old do I look? [ ]25 [ ]27 [ ]30 [ ] 35 [ ] 38 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do U LIKE MY PICS? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I LEFT ADULT SPACE? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Would you LEAVE 2? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Sexy [ ] a stud Would you rather.. [ ] make out [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out [ ] Booty call Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No

Hate
Why is it when a family member passes,family just like to fight about who get wat ....It's sad to say that I went to my best friend's moms funeral and b4 she died,They had to make a serious decision to wheather to let her go or let her stay.....But of cause u know who had the last word to it all and i know u no who that was.........The man up stairs himself"GOD'' I'm so glad cause for my friend she never wanted to b included into that decision to murder her moms, I'm sayin this to say that family sometimes have the worst decision to make ,but to fight and put one another down if there not in the same catorgorie as u .....meanin havin a job........it's a time an a place for all things.........The main thing was not if my friend had a job but to put there mother to rest the right way and do it to gether as a family.........As we all know there's always one who has to b different, and the bad thing about it all is the one that's tryin to b better than everybody else nobody likes her.so is

I'm Back
Always try to break me down Feelings now have no feeling He tore them all away Laughing at the misery That he left me in his wake There was a day I could remember The feelings I once did feel The blackness filled void All that’s left and all that’s real There was a day I once could feel And these tears did not fall Fighting begets fighting The building of this wall I hide behind the fear you gave me The blackness of it all This rage I feel inside The pain builds up inspired Caged dogs in heat can smell the meat Saved energy for the fire I'm saving the siege I save it all for you I'm saving this thorn inside So you can feel it too Pent up pain fuels insane Feelings returned to the giver Could you hear my cries? Throughout the night Did you care that I was dying? This thorn in my side I can't take the feeling And now I'm here don't forget To return to you the bleeding Now it's done My pain set free A death to this feeling I could have done what

Salute Thee
This weekend, it is time to say thank you to our veterans. There are numerous opportunities to do so, starting this morning . More programs and parades are planned Sunday, which is actually Veterans Day. The holiday for most schools and government offices is Monday. We sense that Veterans Day is getting more attention now than it has in years past. Why? Perhaps because we are losing World War II veterans at such a rate that within a few years, there won't be many left to honor. Perhaps because of the alarming reports that many Iraq war veterans are struggling to get the medical treatment and services they deserve. Perhaps because of the troubling number of vets who are homeless. Whatever the reason, we're pleased to see Veterans Day regain significance. People do not have to attend an event to acknowledge a veteran. It can be as simple as saying to a family member, friend or neighbor: Thank you. Thank you for serving our country and protecting our freedoms. As A Veteran Myself I say yo

Time
if time stood still would you love me forever, if time stood still would you become bored with me, if time stood still would you look into me eyes and see me, if time stood still could we hold on to each other, if time stood still does love last forever?

Veteran's Day {hugs}
I hope all those who served our country got a thank you from someone. I for one am glad to be free to do all the things that without their sacrifices would not be possible.Thanks one and all..... I have three people in my family who served. I was blessed that they made it home. Two of them have since died. I miss them greatly. One was my father, and if he hadn't made it home I would not be here today. FEEDINGTHEDESIRE The below is a simple saying I thought up and my oldest thought it was like a poem or something. love is wherever you are.... you just have to find it~

Daily Does
why does it have to be so hard? my father's words hurt more then the cuts ever could u all pull me from every direction i am breaking.. i gave my heart so freely i fear theres none left... i feel my words or now fake and meaningless... i cant cry and when i do im told to stop i am so alone... so empty... sick of being wrong sick of being shit i have to let go in order to grow so this means i leave everything or stay and fight.. and shrink away to nothing

Update...
Well...its been a week today since my boyfriend of 2 years has moved out. (if you dont know what happened read my 2 prior blogs titled comming to a end and continued)...Its been kinda nice having time to myself but it gets pretty fucking lonely. I dont have to many real life friends due to the fact that my ex wouldnt let me go out without him and most of my friends didnt like him so when we DID go out together they wouldnt come. I've been having really fucked up dreams about my ex and the chick he left me for. Id walk into my apt and the bitch would be sitting on my bed so i'd knock her out and tell her to get the hell out of my house. I've had these dreams 5 days out of the last 7. Is that normal?...I guess i do miss him. 2 years is a pretty long time for me. Well..im going to be moving home with my mom is january *YIPPY*..blahh...So i can get back on my feet again..That asshole really messed me up good!..Im rediculously far in debt (im taking him to court btw...he might be able

Depression Poem
Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch, in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down, its our cost of not being found. Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds. Graves of memories found in our dreams, deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action. Faith calling and showing our fates, knowing of death and full of hates. Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love, kind and gentle thoughts of warmness, Killed our fate of endless fought circles, lonelyness found here between worlds. The sound of calling, found and falling.

Pls Read :)
My Wish by Rascal Flatts I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where you want to go And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile But more than anything, more than anything Chorus My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can hold And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to I hope you know somebody loves you And wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish I hope you never look back but you never forget All the ones who love you And the place you left I hope you always forgive and you never regret And you help somebody every chance you get Oh, you find God’s grace in every

Silenced
The voice that's been silent all these years thinks deep thoughts but, I thought I destroyed every memory we had. They were lost long ago, but they're all coming back. Your endless nights of pleasure, as my body laid there, motionless and powerless. The endless crying buried deep within me, you never heard, Don't do it again, please, don't do it again, I'll be good, your hurting me You left me with a Demon, ripping, tearing, and striping, my heart apart. The memories keep holding on, they are oh so strong, and for the darkest nights I rest, I pray for a brighter day.

Friends And Family
Hi all! Well, it's getting near that time again! Time to go through my list find out who are true friends. For those of you who keep in contact with me, you ARE a true friend and I love you all! For those, who, by the way, will probably not read this blog, are not true friends, please read the "about me" section in my profile. My list is becoming unmanageable again in that I can't get through the entire list to send comments to my true friends. Sooooooooo, if you want to stay as a friend, please read it and if you want, make the decision to stay on the list by doing what it asks, or make the decision to either delete yourself or allow me to do it! Thanks for your time!

Pissed And Ranting
i have ashma symtoms and have never been diagnoced with ashma, well for years i have bought primatine since it's the only over the counter inhaler for ashma, and now i can't find it any where and have a major cold which has sent me into many ashma attacks over the past 3 days. my cousin went and got me the primatine pills but they are slow and don't seem to help. i have no money to go see the dr or to get perscriptions filled. as i sit here i can hardly breath and my chest fills like i have a large brick sitting on it. the fact that stupid people are using so many over the counter meds to make drugs makes it almost impossible to get what people need. i just don't know what to do, and the stress level in the house doesn't help the way i feel. being sick makes it hard for me do to what needs to be done and since i can't seem to move around much with out going into an ashma attack, i am just stuck. i could go to the hospital but who says they will help me and give me what i need. i

Nsfw Flagging Abuse And Guidelines
REMEMBER..this is a repost of blogs written by Scrapper. Please don't leave me NSFW comments here, they will be deleted and you will be blocked. This is me trying to clarify for you, the NSFW guidelines. You may also refer to the FAQ sections for this. If you have a question about this, please feel free to leave it here in the comments section and I will do my best to reply to it. If you have something constructive to say then by all means leave it here. I'm counting on you all to behave as adults. ***************************************************** The first part to this is a repost of SCRAPPERS blog. The second part is additional information that should help you flag NSFW pics properly. *************************************************** Fubarians: Most of you are smart enough to use common sense here, but for the those of you who need more clarification. 1. DON'T Maliciously flag photos or you will be deleted. We have a NO tolerance policy. If you see an excessi

Points Not Accumulating And Stuck At 99%
***REPOST OF SCRAPPERS BLOG*** Fubarbarians! Points not adding up?? = VERIFY YOUR EMAIL or SUBMIT A SALUTE! fubar will not allow members to accumulate points when "stuck at 99%" because it caused a problem with leveling up. NOW, your points will FREEZE until you submit one of the level requirements: by level 3, you need to have a verified email, or your account will FREEZE. By level 10, you need to have submitted a salute and have it approved, or your level will FREEZE. If your email gets blacklisted and thus unverified, at any level, your level and points will freeze until you reverify. Any points/fubucks earned while you are frozen will NOT be added retroactively. This includes all points earned by rating, completing surveys, and the like. If you purchase blasts, tickers, and happy hours while you are frozen, and do not accumulate points while they run because you are frozen, they will not be refunded. If you really care about your level, please be aware of it at

I Love You All.
I hope you all are doing well. I'm good for now, but I might need a new place to live very soon. :-D Muah NuttinButtSexxy Everyone show me some love by going to the following links. Please, kisses to you ladies. http://s2.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=113296 http://s2.darkpirates.com/c.php?uid=68962 http://s2.battleknight.co.uk/index.php?loc=hire&ref=ODc2MTY1 http://s4.gladiatus.com/game/c.php?uid=74785 http://world7.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=113028923 http://world3.techwarrior.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=99040782 http://world5.knightfight.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=115350875 http://www.pimp-world.com/slap.php?id=19309 http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=td43npus http://www.holy-war.de/EN/World1/bin/?advertiser=40529

Void
Here lies nothing, A wretched black void Ringed with whiskey and herbs A decaying mindset of delusional defaults, Of burned out ambitions, Parannoid curage. The masochist is in the mirror laughing, I cut myself on the shards..... At leasr the veins still have red blood, To stain my existance in a joyous hate, My curse is my life...

Xerox For The Troops At Holiday Time
Something Xerox is doing If you go to this website, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a few seconds and will mean a whole lot to a soldier that receives it. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... IF YOU DO ONE, PLEASE COMMENT THAT YOU DID IT!!

One Rate Is All I Need
Hello friends I in a contest try to win a VIP all I need is a pic rate. NO comments PLS. I will try to return all love given. This from Jokers Wild: "For thos people helping your people in this contest, If you have left a cmment you are probably BLOCKED, The rules were pretty simple and straight forward if anyone commented on a pic in this contest you would be BLOCKED no exceptions, This is only a temperary block and I will remove the blocks after the contest." Thanks in advance, Maria Heres the link:

Poem For My Mom
Sometimes it's so hard to put the past behind us... We'll remember something, and before we know it, our spirits start to sink again. But you know what? The past is old business that's over and done with. But your future is a whole different matter. You have the right to be happy and you have the power to start shaping your life into what you want it to be. You are a strong person and I know what you're capable of once you make up your mind I know that your future is going to be wonderful. You deserve nothing less than living "happily ever after"

We Have Many Features About Us
WE ALL HAVE FLAWS , LET ME TELL YOU'S ALIL SOMETHING THE PERFECT PERSON IS GOD , WHO THE HELL GAVE A PERSON THE RIGHT TO CALL SOMEONE UGLY , WELL ASS HOLE YOU NEED TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR , BECAUSE I BET ANYTHING YOUR ONE NASTY ASS , SORRY MOTHER ,BEAUTY IS SKIN DEEP , ITS WHAT IS INSIDE , THAT MAKES A PERSON , SO, YOUR LUCKY I DON'T KNOW YOUR SORRY ASS , BECAUSE I TEL LYOU AFEW THINGS . PEOPLE LOVE DRAMA AND ARE ATTENTION SEEKERS . AND YOU KNOW I WILL TELL IT CALL IT LIKE IT IS . IMMATURE , PEOPLE FAR FROM ADULTS I SEE CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGE'S FU WIFEY AND R/L OLE LADY

The Kind Of Girl I Am
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And e

Check This Out
Would you love them till the day that you die? Would you tell them that you love them everyday? would you love them no matter what ? Would you give your happiness to see them happy? Would you tell them that all that you want for them is to be happy no matter what even if that is with another person? how would you act when you saw them with someone else? how would you feel? would you give amything to be back with them? would you wait for them to see if they feel the same? what would you as the reader feel if this was about you? if you want to you can reply to me about this

Poet Tree
I look out my room's window and picture the things we dreamed about doing or Who we would meet or what they would say. painted love served on a silver platter. Everything is what it seems. I am always. I am never. ending in a tragedy.

Internet Troll Personality Disorder
(NOTE:This is for no one I know personally,I saw it in a friends page and posted it as a blog,so do not be offended and think I am talking about you.Unless maybe you have this disorder.LOL) *****INTERNET TROLL PERSONALITY DISORDER***** Regular and fluid social interaction has kept such people in check, holding them back by fear and thus preventing these positive traits from manifesting. Fortunately, the anonymity the Internet offers has paradoxically allowed people to show their true selves.The Internet Troll Personality Disorder is characterized by attention-seeking and disruptive behavior anonymously.The troll can trick others into fighting amongst themselves on the internet.Then sitting back and watching the fun The psychodynamics of this personality disorder indicated that constant asswhooping may be the best treatment Getting the research sample group out of their respective mothers' basements was difficult, and removing the hamburger and french fries from their hands and mo

Contest Results
The contest rates have been tallied. The winners are: 1st place is Shaz with 127 votes 2nd place is Punkin with 84 votes 3rd place is Urdreamcometrue with 67 votes Thanks to all of my beautiful friends for being in this contest.

My Mom
AS MANY OF U KNOW MY PARENTS ARE BOTH VERY ILL. MY MOM WENT IN TO THE ER LAST NIGHT AND IS IN THE HOSPLITAL YET AGAIN. U CAN SEE IN MY EARLIER BLOGS WHAT ALL IS WRONG WITH HER. HER TREMORS ARE GETTING WORSE . MY DADS COPD IS GETTING WORSE. AND MY NEPHEW IS ON HIS WAY TO CHILDRENS HOSPLITAL TOM FOR FOLLOW UP MRI ON HIS SPINE. MY SON ALSO HAS STREAP AND MY PC IS BROKE SO I HAVE N OT BEEN ON LINE MUCH. PLEASE CONTI. TO KEEP M Y FAMILY IN UR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS THANK YOU STEPHANIE

The Fireplace Of My Soul
To think of you Is to let all the hundred dragons of my dreams Wake up inside my heart… It is a sweet internal hemorrhage – The crimson geysers of my blood Gushing violently through my veins! A little explosion in my brain – Ten spiders crawling on my back! And the fireplace of my soul Is instantly kindled – The ardent flames fly away into the silence. And the steam of my immense passion – Bursts through the chimney of my thirsty lips! There is no citadel to protect you – The scorching fire in my merciless mouth – The bolts of lightening striking from my fingers – The destructive lava of my cruel kisses – Oh, let me imprison you within my arms, Tie you against my body and burn you alive With my passion – my madness – The menacing magic of my savage art to love. So die, blonde angel, die In this sweet silence – this miraculous delirium - Where the overwhelming enchant of my sinister passion Mercilessly drags your shivering soul To the secret distilling room

Own This Sexi Man Right Here Hes Hottt One Week !!!!
This man will be yours for one week have fun and bid ur hearts out dont let this hott man go easy :D lets show him some love ladies he will be yours for one week here is what he has to offer to the higgest bidder Heres what he will do...Own Him for one Week! 1. Rate all pics 2. Rate all stash 3. Added to family for a week 4. Change name to "owned By" for week 5. Cam for an hour No NSFW 6. Personal Phone Call 7. Crush For a Week 8. Fan and Friend For Life! Bids can be in fubucks big pimping gifts vips and or blast all fubucks paid to me and other items go to him he is not urs until paid for so lets have fun :D hes a hott one will go fast closeing at 9 pm tonight unless bidding not good cause of time will leave open till 9 am so lets do this!!!!!

A Quick Note
hey all!!!! i have missed all of my fubar family!!!! *wipes a tear* Things have not gotten any better as you can see, but life will knock you around from time to time!!!! to those of you that know me well, i send all my love to you and your families. Hopefully things will work themselves out at some point! And GREAT BIG SHOUT OUTS TO MY GIRL WITCHY, MISS MAGGIE, AND CATY!!!!!! MUCH HEALING ENERGY IS NEEDED, SO SEND IT THIS WAY! MUAH!! big hugs and kisses to all

A Great Sigh Of Relief
Well campers, that's the end of the semester...well not officially, i still have a small test to take on tuesday, but otherwise the semester is over. I'm sure I did well in my classes, and the hard work I've been putting in the past few weeks will be worth it. I haven't been around as much as I usually am, and I'm sorry if anyone missed me at all (not that ya'll have i'm sure) but I should be back around for the next few weeks at least :D So someone help me celebrate winter break by showin me some love ok??

Worried About My Mother
12/18/07 8:35am Good Morning everyone. I have not spoken to the nurse yet since they are in mid shift change, so I have no news. I am going up there this morning and will post when I return to work. Thank you for all your prayers & support. PS: I have printed the messages everyone has sent up through now to take up to the hospital to post next to her for when she is awake enough, the nurse said she would read them to her. Gotta go, I am crying from all the support and love that not only our family is showing but each of our friends are showing. The prayers are paying off. More later.... 1:09pm, I am back at work from the hospital. Mom is back on the ventilater (had trouble breathing on her own) she is still heavily sedated & is not aware that we are even there. The hospital has placed a request that she be tranfered to Duke University while she is in the state she is in now. This is a blessing for us because Duke has a Myasthenia Gravis clinic that deals only with MG patients

Mother Earth Sleeps
A little something I just wrote and wanted to share. 21 December 2007 Our Mother Earth Today is a day I pray for love and peace. A day I thank Mother Earth for what she has given. A day where heaven and earth will meet. It is the day of the winter solstace The day our Mother Earth goes sleep. Do not fret or do not cry. For when she awakes all the spring birds fly. All living things come to bare. Flowers will push up and trees will blossom As the sweet smells of spring fill the air. It is a day to rejoice not to weep Because today we honor Mother Earth as she sleeps.

Fantastic Machine
University of Iowa Farm Machine Music This incredible machine was built as a collaborative effort between the Robert M. Trammell Music Conservatory and the Sharon Wick School of Engineering at the University of Iowa . Amazingly, 97% of the machines components came from John Deere Industries and Irrigation Equipment of Bancroft Iowa; yes farm equipment! It took the team a combined 13,029 hours of set-up, alignment, calibration, and tuning before filming this video but as you can see it was WELL worth the effort. It is now on display in the Matthew Gerhard Alumni Hall at the University and is already slated to be donated to the Smithsonian. Turn your speakers on...

This Is Only $30
I have always wanted this...if someone could get me this for christmas I would really appreciate it. If anyone can please message me and I will proceed with the rest of the stuff we have to do. HERE HERE HERE

Waiting In Hell
What chaos, what agony-- He sits in his own misery Longing to know the touch, Longing to hear the voice, That once led him to Heaven's gate, But he's fallen into the pit of Hell. The flames searing his skin, The nights are dark as the sulphuric ash That now fills his lungs, He can't climb from these depths without her, And he watches for a sign. His soul ablaze with a passion To only be hers, But the demonic warriors Have snatched her heart And broken her wings. She's a fallen angel- She has paid the price of her heart, And he can't find her, To reach her like he did once. To let her know that he will Fight beside her-- To give her the strength she needs, When she feels she can't go on, And when she stumbles, He'll reach out his hand And catch her. But has he fallen so deep Into the fiery inferno That is searing his being, His own heart in jeopardy, But it doesn't matter, He will search for her, Until he can search no more. He'll wait for her to re

Christmas Poem
this is a poem i wrote for a christmas card "christmas surprise" Sit on my lap and ill give you a surprise It's basicaly one shape and but not always one size, Some are small and skinny and some are long and thin, Some are short and stubby and some are big and thick, they are really fun to suck on and even fun to lick, but when your done your sticky, merry christmas have some... Candy Canes. Merry Christmas everyone. Even if you dont celebrate it I hope everyone has a good holiday season.

Ehh Why
why do i wake day after day wondering if....and why.... i live every day like it were my last, i have had alot of things happen to me that i cant change, my eye is permanent i cant ever fix that. well i can but i wont it is a reminder of one of those what ifs.. i have fallen in love and fallen back out of love that would be one of the whys... why do i torment my self by doing these things. falling in love pfftt... i was told once that it was for fools and they were right. i keep telling myself not to do it but i do then i get smacked in the face by reality and its gone... ehh life goes on.. i look back at this year and realized i have done alot of great things not just for me but for others.. my kids are amazing..my family is amazing....my friends are amazing....the memories i have are wonderful and i dont regret any of them i just wonder what if and why sometimes things happen the way they do

Real Friends...
This is GOOD.. I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! 1.A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) 2.A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. 3.A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. 4.A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. 5.A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. 6.A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems 7.A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. 8.A simple friend thinks the friendsh

In A Funk!
So, I have been in a funk lately. Trying to get myself out of this black hole that I somehow seemed to drop in. Not even sure how I got here but I am looking for some inspirational or uplifting phrases I can say to myself to get me out of here. I did some Googling on the net and found the following (not sure who said these otherwise I would quote them): 1. If I have the courage to begin, I have the courage to succeed. 2. I may not be there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday. 3. Heal the Past. Live the Present. Dream the Future. 4. Some people think it’s holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it’s letting go. 5. Strength. Compassion. Courage. Wisdom. 6. Difficult things take a long time, impossible things a little longer. 7. Know your Self. See your Self. Accept your Self. Be your Self. 8. SWAT: Surrender, Willingness, Acceptance, Trust 9. Change your thoughts, and you change your world. 10. The power within me is greater than any fear

Happy New Years
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! I JUST WANT TO SAY TO YOU ALL I HOPE THE NEW YEAR FINDS YOU ALL HAPPY AND BRINGS YOU LOTS OF LUCK I KNOW I MYSELF COULD USE A GOOD YEAR BLESSED BE TO YOU ALL HAVE BE SAFE

I'll Never Go Back!!
he always lied to me... he even tried to kill me(emotionally) and now he's begging for me back again well i wont listen im not that worthless i do have my pride i would rather rot in hell then be his sacrifice he will never get the best of me any more ill just go so i'll be happy trying to make me feel guilty for leaving him.. it wont work this time because i dont care any more i will never let myself go back i rather rot in hell

I'm Sad
She called today.... i had to send her some money..... Funny last week my ex calls to say happy holidays, and needed money for gas to see his son.... so i sent it. He called today and wished me a belated birthday greeting, and we talked for 2 hours, it was good. His mom is gonna move in with him, i might have ta help her make the move. He still cant see his son as much as he would like, the ex before me hate him... His girlfriend is home from the circus, but his roommates said she can't stay there so he has to drive 3 hrs to see her, not unlike the 4.5 to see his son. He's sad and that makes me even more sad. I sent him and Isaiah a package for Christmas... I was the only person who SENT a gift, and his girlfriend was the only other person to call him aside from me. Boy i sure am a cool ex girlfriend.... ...will i be able to be that cool with her? I'm sad. Shes young, newly 21, and i just can't believe that she knows who she is right now. how much experience does she have?

Weirdness
The uncomfortable feeling of numbness... I shake my body parts to try and feel again. Nothing. Numb void of darkness. My soul is gone never to return. My eyes still see like that of an innocent child. My bubble of happiness popped by a twisted saint. Life is full of wonderous twitches, it's ashame I can't feel them. All alone... all through my head... can't turn back time to take back what I had! It seems to me some grown-up needed to feel that love a child had. Took all that he could all away from me so I had nothing to give to ones that truely loved me. Now I walk through life big and proud of not doing what you did to me to some other child. That is all I have to give... my purpose in life, to be strong and never let my bubble be broken twice.

New Edit
Always try to break me down Feelings now have no feeling He tore them all away Laughing at the misery That he left me in his wake There was a day I could remember The feelings I once did feel The blackness filled void All that's left and all that's real There was a day I once could feel And these tears did not fall Fighting begets fighting The building of this wall I hide behind the fear you gave me The blackness of it all This rage I feel inside The pain builds up inspired Caged dogs in heat can smell the meat Saved energy for the fire I'm saving the siege I save it all for you I'm saving this thorn inside So you can feel it too Pent up pain fuels insane Feelings returned to the giver Could you hear my cries? Throughout the night Did you care that I was dying? This thorn in my side I can't take the feeling And now I'm here don't forget To return to you the bleeding Now it's done My pain set free A death to this feeling I could have done what

Understanding!
As some of you know, I am sometimes a deep thinker... not always, sometimes a little off kilter... but I have my moments... Well. Here is something that I have learned in thinking.... Understanding is everything. This seems an unusual comment, but just think about it. Understanding is what makes you intelligent. Smart, not knowing a lot, not being able to ace tests and such, actual intelligence. Without understanding, what are you? Nothing. I would even go as far to say that understanding and compassion are the most powerful thing. Pretty much everyone has heard the saying "Love is the most powerful thing" etc etc... but without understanding yourself, your emotions, and others.... how would your love even be possible. No one takes time to understand others, themselves, or the world around them. People would not do the downright stupid shit they do if they took time to think, to understand. Do you think a thief or a murderer would be so quick to do what they do if they thought out how

Pray For My Mom Please
we are not for sure what caused all this yet. she was at the nursing home they found her at 6am unresponsive and sezing and her oxygen stats were ar 60 . my sister left her at midnigt lastnight so she could have been like that for 5 hrs or 1 hr we dont know. she is moving her limbs now and talking some. she has falling back to sleep and has been doing that all day and was not coherant until this evening. my dad is also in the lst stage of COPD and has 6mths to a year to live if we cant get him on a lung transplant. ty allfor your prayers and bully's they are helping . please conti. to keep my family in your thougths and prayers. ty again .....

Finding My Way
I dont want to cry anymore i dont want to say how i feel I dont want to feel this painthat devours me whole. Kryptonite weakens my spirit and sucks me hollow and things i want the most just can not be now hear i am in a wooded forest and i see shimmers of glimmering light trying to show me the paths and im stepping on jagged daggers of glass and pierces into ,my skin like a dagger twisting and shifting . Im fighting and internal battle ive lost the battle now i got to win the war. Confliction is the deathly ghost that haunts my mind and sida ill break u down untill u just cant take anymore take these chains off of me that hold me down stop holdong me down to take the venom it tastes so sweet its lips are poison but so soft to the touch that i yearn for more

Wolves Of Wiccan Society
Officers: Wolves of Wiccan Society Bombers~Spirit Warrior Levelers Lord Wolf Honey Bear Stormwomen40 I have Also Asked Bugsieb a Position.As Official Personalized Tag Creator,Wolves of Wiccan Society.She would be Issued a Triple Wolf Morph,Made from 2 Wolves of her Choice.If she is to Except.She Produces Some King Ass Tags. Morphs will be Issued by Joan the Morpher: All Morphs must be Tagged Accordingly.Made by Joan Requested by Lord Wolf. Please do not Visit Joan for Personal Morphs.If u Perform Well as a Bomber u can Morph into anyone u would like to be. I would also like for Desire to come back with her Raiders.For a Awesome Bombing Force,All her Bombers are Royal Elites 400-600 Daily on Contestants.Showing Massive Contest Love. Bomber Discription :Whatever u can to Daily I would like to see at least 100 or more.Based on the Amount of Time your on Fubar.Example all Day 300 comments.Remember when your in a Contest this same Bomber will be Bombing u

Fu Auction And Winner !!!
@ fubar Up for offer Name in title cam at anytime I can be on phone number with calls file of Pics for eyes only file of bidders work displayed on page vip for a month morphs but not real good at them Poss. longer then a month of relationship made family status blogs for bidders point decrease rate Pics in files with 11's Winner: DJ Master Raven owner of Leather & Lace

When Tomorrow Starts
© By Michael D. Miller When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not here to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, And so much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we've shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, for just a while, I'd say goodbye and kiss y

Http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?pid=12329061
hi all. I have a poem that I wrote called heaven sent. The national library of poetry keeps awarding me numerous editers choice awards for it, but I'm a bit greedy and want more. Please vote for my poem. Copy and paste this link http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12329061 Apparently you can't click on this link And it will take you to my poem. Thanks everyone

Hhhmmmm...proof That The World Is Nuts
Proof That the World Is Nuts: In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside And deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the firs

Hmmmmmm Something To Ponder
I can't decide..help me out here..unfortunately this mumm is brought to you by a seriously bored Doc If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? A: It is a stand off or B: Take your fuking Meds

Granny Panties
so I decided to go surf some lounges on the bar.. and i came across this lounge. the name "Granny Panties" at first SCARED me away but i sat back and observed I realized that it was one of the most laid back lounges on the fu, The owner has his own way of doing things some of his staff calls him a loon,but I see more of an in visionary He's your usual whacked out hippies you see on the bar.. with a couple of twists that just makes him SO MUCH more,This lounge offers nothing but good times old fashion Oldie Rock and new friends you will never forget, Well i could ramble on about him and his staff but I personally think you should go and see for yourself, so click the link below and join the fun

Dear Mommy
Dear Mommy... Month One Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy, I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you.

I Love Snow Lmao Must Read
I love snow! Something like this comes around every winter - I laughed so hard I had tears running down my face. Enjoy December 8 - 6:00 PM It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses Print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfe c t life! December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow.

Our Corrupt Government
Fifty years of failure is enough. It is time; We the people can impose “Term Limits” through our power of having the privilege to VOTE! Former Defense Secretary Dom Rumsfeld was not just criticized for his handling of the Iraq War, leading Democrats, including Harry Reid and Nancy Pelosi, called for his resignation. Members of Congress, including some Republicans, also called for the resignation of Alberto Gonzales. Both of these individuals have served relatively limited terms, and their transgressions have been arguably few. Now consider a U.S. Congress with a 50-year record of failure in virtually every area for which it is responsible, and many for which it is NOT! It is time for the members of CONGRESS to RESIGN. Congress has had plenty of time to deal with immigration, energy, defense and many other issues in which they play a central role. They have failed miserably. They have ventured into areas for which they have no legitimate responsibility such as education and health c

Sonnet 116
Sonnet 116 Let me not to marriage of true minds admit impediments. Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved. William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616)

" Wrote This This Mornin "
NUTTINBUTTSEXXY I'AM COUNTIN DAY'S HRS , MINS , SECS . FOR WHEN KAGE N I WILL BE TOGETHER , NEVER HAVING TO SAY C'YA , AND TO BE TOGETHER TO LOVE EACH OTHER AND HOLDIN EACH OTHER ALWAYS. I SO CAN'T WAIT. I LOVE YOU KAGE MY LIFE MY DREAMS AND LIFE . WROTE 1/23/08 YOUR LADY FOREVER CHERIE

The Heroin Diaries
I just got through reading The Heroin Diaries. You should so read it if you can ever find the time to sit long enough. It was one of the most awesome, scary, sad books I have ever read. I think it should be required reading for addicts. The thing is, we judge people by how we want them to be. Plain and simple. You see your idols, be it authors, actors, musicians, and you plant an idea in your head of how their life should be. And fame and money, in most people's eyes, make things better. Make them easy. But damn...those people are human, too...and not only human but they have to deal with problems on top of the problems us "normal" folk have to face. Everything is so fucking AVAILABLE. You want girls? You got it. You want alcohol? Ask the girls...they'll bring it. (Shit, Nikki Sixx had a delivery service from the liquor store to his house). You want drugs? If it keeps you in a mode that will make someone some money, they'll call a limo service to get it and bring it to you. So

Romancing The Four Sisters
I met the four sisters when I was young. Their mother welcomed me into their home. As I grew older I loved all of them, and discoverd the pleasure of being with each alone. The youngest, like a fresh breath, I would take her in the morning light. Her smell and touch was soft like, the flower she gave without a fight The second would bring fire to my soul with the juices of her fruit so sweet. And we would share the magic together far into the night. The next a little older, but as lovely as the other two. From the shadow she would come to me draped in red and gold I loved her for the gente way she aroused me. With her touch that was hot yet cold. The oldest also pretty her touch a little sharp. But the passionate chill she gave Left me wanting so much more And then would come the mother, she wore her years so well. She had only to whisper my name and I would dance into her core. Though I am now an older man and only just a lord. I can still romance

Bid On Me! Time Is Running Out!
All the info Fat Sonny Could ever need to give you on this auction :) OK HERES HOW IT GOES NOW BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER NOT MY PROBLEM THIS IS A FREE ENTRY AUCTION UNLIKE THE OTHERS NO FEE TO BE IN IT ITS FOR YOU NOT ME MY PAGE IS SET PRIVATE MOST OF THE TIME SO MAKE SURE YOU TAKE YOUR LINK WHEN IT OPENS SO IF YOUR BIDDER IS NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEY CAN STILL BID WE TESTED IT OUT AND IT WORKS IF IT DOESNT THAT MEANS THEIR 1 OF THE 3 BLOCKED OR THEIR FAMILY BLOCK LIST IS ON ANY 1 IN THE AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE A BID OR ASK US TO DELETE A BID THAT WAS PLACED NO MORE ENTRIES PLEASE ITS FILLED MORE THAN ENOUGH YOU ALL HAD 7 DAYS TO GET IN IT WS PIMPED AND REPOSTED ALL OVER THE PLACE IF YOU DIDN'T GET IN I AM SORRY IM SURE ONE OF THE AUCTIONS CHARGING ENTRY FEES AND MAKING SURE THE BIDDERS FRIEND THEM FIRST FOR POINTS WILL BE GLAD TO TAKE YOU I MAY TAKE A FE

Society Is Controlled By Fear
Society today is just as it was in the dark ages controlled by fear.People fear what they do not understand because society and the media of todays society tells them too.For example after the whole Columbine High school deal; whats the first thing the media does?Thats right people go after Marilyn Manson.WTF people its not Marilyn's fault that those damn kids were seven degrees of fucked up in the head.But society and the media of this country has too find something too blame every tragedy we face on and most of the time it's the people they don't understand that they blame it on.And don't get me wrong fellow FUBARIANS I'm just as proud as the next person too be from America it's the best country in the world,but if we are as a whole nation going too fear a whole group of people just because the goddamn media of this country says that they had something too do with it and they really didn't have shit too do with it consider me no longer a part of it just call me the goddamn ANTI-CHRIS

For Rubin Aka Domking123...my February Owner!
Introducing My Owner: Domking123 Domking123 . ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubar I come from a long line of soldiers and am proud and thankful to have him not only as my fu owner but as a friend! So, stop by his page, show him lots of fu love and say THANK YOU!

Canadian Health Care
I am asking ALL Canadians post here about what they think of their Health Care system. GOOD or BAD. I know nothing is perfect, but it is my feeling that ANY universal Health Care system is better than what we have in the United States. I am looking for: How long treatment takes to receive. Has treatment EVER been refused and why. How your systems works from your point of view. Thank you.

Are You A Hot Date?
Take the Hot Date Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz Your ResultYour Result You're So Hot! You know all the right moves - you make eye contact, you flirt just enough to keep them interested and you trust your intuition. You're a great date - fun, flirty and definitely hot.

Females Taking Applications... Why Fantasize...
Woke up and was wet as hell this morning. As I laid there fantasizing about having my pussy eating. I grabbed my vibrator next to me and start to satisfy myself............... hummmmm any females out there will to fullfill my fantasy......Taking Applications!!!!

A Personal Favorite
i was made for you, so special, perfect you shared your secrets with me, ev'rything and nothing much, all the things that mattered my heart was new; ready for you, waiting to spend all the time in the world with you i shared your joy and absorbed all your tears you'd run to me when life became too hard to bear and you would hold me tight and cry or rush with all your happiness and pour it out to me, but as the years went by time took it's toll on me, and i began to bear the signs of your undying love - stains and rips and patches to strengthen all the places where you had hugged me too tight but never a word of complaint from me for i was there for you, and you alone i became worn and tired, too weak to hold my head up as i'd once so proudly done no longer could i comfort you the same nor handle all the tears and fears and smiles and so you learned you had to let me go so then you laid me down, put me away to forget, move on and grow without me but you took a pie

Today's Joke
Bubba was killed in a house fire and his body was burned beyond recognition. So, the sheriff called in his 2 best friends to i.d. the body. The sheriff asked Jim bob 1st. " Is that Bubba?" Jim bob asked to have the body rolled on its stomach. After carefully checking he says " NOPE that ain't Bubba" Then Cletus was asked to help. " Roll him over" said Cletus. after careful scrutiny he said " NOPE, that ain't Bubba" The sheriff asked Cletus and Jim bob how they could be so sure, Cletus answered " Well, ever'body in town knows Bubba had 2 assholes" "2 assholes!?" asked the sheriff. "yep, ever time we came to the bar people would say " Look here comes Bubba and dem 2 assholes!

Just Three Words
Three small words. Used TOO casually. Used too offten. Now meaningless to the world and those who use them. Three words that total three sylables. That can mean so much, when spoken from the heart. So take the time. Remember what has been done for YOU. What is being done for you. What will be done for you. Take just one second from your busy life. The one that they helped to make possible. To those who have faught here in the homeland. To those who have faught overseas. To those who have faught beside friends and family. To those who have faught beside unknown strangers. To those who have faught on, land, air, and sea. In aircraft, tanks, ships, on foot, and in submarines. To those who who have made it back home alive and well. And those who made it home not so well, but alive all the same. To those who have made it home in the dreadful boxes of sorrow. And those who are forever lost to us. To ALL those who have served, who are serving, and who will serve.......

Report For Mda Family And Friends
As most know I was appointed moderator of the family...that means when the drama starts it gets brought before me and I am the one you deal with to get it sorted out and fixed. A drama problem was brought before me to handle by the owner of the MDA. I tried to contact the lady involved because this was inner family. No success. The owner told her that she was to set a meeting with me by Friday and she has never tried. Since it is obvious that the person in question refuses to try and work this out, It is only fair that I submit that the person be removed from the Leveling family and friends list, as all members know the rules no drama in the family. This is my report for whoever wishes to read and comment. For family members her is the person who is being removed and yes it is on my suggestion and any problems with this should be brought to me. DJ"LoneWolf"~ ~Co Owners Personal BITCH@ NO LIMITS~Owner of TL FL B Kindred To WhiteWolf@ fubar Thank you very much for yo

Missing Fubar
Still no internet. This is driving me crazy. I will do my best to get some as soon as possible. I think my sister's fiancee is going crazy everytime I ask to use their computer. I miss you all and don't want anyone to think I am avoiding them or this site. I would log in daily if I could just like I use to. I apologize to everyone for my not being around but it you know me to speak to me you know I am going through some big difficulties right now. I am working on getting internet at home so I can be back on regularly. I miss you all and hope to catch up with you all soon. Take care.

Tag!!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i hate Liars 2.i was kicked in the head by a horse as a teenager almost died 3.i have a strong sexual desire 4.i get along better with men then women 5.i can't have children 6.i find women sexier then men 7.i have 5 pets 8.i am naked typing this! 9.chunky bald men turn me on! 10.girl on girl porn turns me on~ yeahhh baby~ i am tagging~ tom~ peter pan~ magicsfun~ tomk~ jessmarie~ and texasglo~

Mybail Is $695
This is fun to do. Just read the offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bail is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Done acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on your MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to a stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one while at work-- $15 Ever been drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk/HIGH at work, or went to work while still drunk/HIGH-- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk & HIGH, passed out and don

To Every Guy
To Every Guy That , To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his s

The Teacher Is In (straight)
The Teacher Is In (Straight) Maggie had always been on the shy side and not really the type to draw lots of attention from the guys in school. She was on the short side, only 5’ 2” and full figured, with thick hair just below her shoulders. She had dated a few guys over the years, but nothing bold or adventurous. So her knowledge of intimate activities was really limited. With the vast internet now at her finger tips, she sees all the variations and terminology. So many men coming at her from every direction with strange requests and questions. The whole idea has her overwhelmed. She was just in her mid twenties and now men of all ages, from all over the world, seemed interested in her. Then one day, she gets an email from a man about 15 years older than her, but he seems to have nothing but compliments. This is unlike the constant scary emails full of rude questions, she has come accustomed to. He even included a nice full body picture of himself, not just

Orgasm And The Brain
Orgasm and the brain: body, soul and sensory nervesHow does the brain generate orgasm? It's one of the most under-investigated human experiences but two articles, one in the LA Times and another in The Psychologist, discuss some of the key developments of recent years. The LA Times article is a good description of some of the most interesting neuroscience studies in this developing field, but is a little uncritical in places. Apparently "About 43% of women and 31% of men in the U.S. between ages 18 and 60 meet criteria for sexual dysfunctions, according to a 1999 report on the sexual behavior of more than 3,000 U.S. adults". This report was a research study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association that classified sexual dysfunction as reporting any one of the following during the last 12 months: (1) lacking desire for sex; (2) arousal difficulties (ie, erection problems in men, lubrication difficulties in women); (3) inability achieving climax or ejaculation; (4) a

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.i am real shy in person, but outgoing online 2. i am a overachiever at somethings 3. i love going for walks in cemeteries 4. i seem to make friends with girls easier than guys 5. i am the oldest of 3 6. i have a birth defect on my right ear, so im partially deaf 7. i play drums and bass guitar 8. my wife is my best friend 9.im moody but put a front on to cover it 10.i have my family traced back to the 1400's and have found over 14,000 indivuals Ok now who gets this torture: DJ nilla sweetiepie steffi dj mofo russ

Fuck Buddy?..
Well Im horny hard and bored off my ass and wanting to find a nice hot body to mmm well taste and make extreamly wet.. Its not easy always being horny and hard as a rock and not exactly haveing anyone to.. shall we say "Ride the Bull" ;)

Facts About Sex Need To Know !!
The Facts About Sex 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong) 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the

Loving
AS I LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES. I SEE LOVE THAT MAKES ME FLY. YOUR TENDER KISSES ON MY LIPS. STRONG HANDS GRASPING MY HIPS. IN LOVING EMBRACE YOU HOLD ME NEAR, MAKING ME SMILE WITH NO FEAR. IN EACH OTHERS ARMS TOGETHER, MY LOVE FOR YOU ALWAYS AND FORVER.

Going Away
Well, it looks like I'll be traveling to Brazil this coming weekend on a business trip. I really don't want to go as I hate Brazil. So much crime, especially in Rio and the surrounding area where we'll be going. Another team is going to Japan where I really want to go, but I drew the shorter straw. Maybe next year. Anyway I will be gone for a week. So all you fubarian friends be good and don't miss me too much k ?

Drunk1 Pimp Out
Hey everyone get your asses over to this guys page and rate him like mad crazy. He is one of the sweetest guys on Fubar and "REAL" he isn't a fake I just wanna be your friends to level type person. Come on Ladies he is gorgeous so go show him some love and you guys yeah it's ok to add guys to your friends list he is really cool. Drunk has been on Fubar for almost 2 years now and still trying to reach Godfather status so everyone who reads this go help him out. Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.:Fu-Owned By Ms Mojito:.@ fubar Drunk1 your ass was just put on the corner by Ice Love ya babe

Cant Get Weed
every time i try to get any good bud you can only get shite, when i do get some half decent shit you cant buy in bulk, we need a skunk dealer in this town who is reliable and can get loads ov gear, my mans ok but wont sell bigger bits £20 bags only what ficking good is that you only get a few spliffs and its gone, sorry for ranting a bit just pissed off ( willie )

I Need Your Help!!!!!!!!!
Hey yall, i'm trying to get a backround on here and i don't know how, i have been fucking it up for hours and i need some help! If u read these damn things and u know what u doing, get at me and let me know what i am doing wrong or what i need to do right. I would greatly appreciate it!! Thanks People Marcus

Yes Another By Me
from childhood hour i have not been as others were i have not seen as others saw i could not bring my passion from a common spring from the same source i have not taken my sorrows i could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone and all i loved i have loved i loved alone then in my childhood i'm the dawn of most storms life was drawn from every depth of good and the mystery which binds me still from the torrent of the fountain from the red cliff of the mountain from the sun that surrounds me rolled in its autumn tent of gold from the lighting in the sky as it passed me flying by from the thunder and storm the clouds that took the form when the rest of the heavens was blue of a demon in my view.

Nothing But A G Thing
Are you hitting the spot for her in bed? Well… it depends. New research confirms that the G spot really does exist and pushing her button the right way will trigger an elusive vaginal orgasm – but not all women appear to have this pleasure point. In the study, doctors took ultrasounds of 9 women who said they had vaginal orgasms and 11 who said they didn’t. The scans revealed thicker tissue on the front vaginal wall of women who were able to orgasm without simultaneous stimulation of the clitoris. Women who don’t have a G spot can still have a regular orgasm through clitoral stimulation. But if she does have the G, you can take her O to new levels with a few simple tricks.

I Dont Think This Is Right
some people on here ask for your help, when you give it to them some wont even help back out. I like helping and meeting new people, but thats wrong of them. i help people with their points so they can level but when u want their help , forget it. are there others that feel the same way? i think so

Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confession's Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confession's lyrics "I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change. Nothing tears the being more than deception, Unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting" tested and secure. Nothing hurts my world, Just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, You'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, The one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns it's back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me." Nothing will last in this life, Our time is spent constructing, Now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin. Constrict your hands around me, Squeeze till I cannot breathe, This air tastes dead inside me, Contribute to our plague. Break all your promises, Tear down this steadfast wall, Restraints are use

Carbon Copy Scam
Carbon Copy Scam Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Entrepreneur Jay Kubassek has publicly shared an aggressive goal for his Internet-based sales and marketing organization: He plans to create a hundred millionaires over the next five years with Carbon Copy Pro. Since the dawn of the dotcom era, people have achieved that goal time and time again, primarily due to the "new economy" opportunities that have been made possible by modern communications technologies. The first wave of dotcom success bottomed out in the '90s, but it nonetheless left us with plenty of rich technologies on which to build the second dotcom boom that is now upon us. This second wave of Internet opportunity is built on more realistic expectations and proven technologies and is given a firm foundation by the millions of people that have already embraced the concept of online marketing as a legitimate and efficient way of doing business. "When you look at it in the perspective of the wealth tha

Douchebags
Thursday, June 14, 2007 Douchebagasaurus Current mood: amused there is a legend of the most shit sucking worthless sack of skin known to human kind...... it is the legend of the douchebagasaurus. naration by some cockney accented nature type: today we are on a hunt for the worlds most worthless inhabitant. first we shall set our sights on explaining the various species of douchebag. the first species of douchebag can be found in numerous dwellings where females are the inhabitants.lets go see shall we.we enter the lavatory and sneak past the ravenous pugs and shit-zu we encounter along the way.here we see the first species of douche ..... just a fluid filled container with a nozzle .....Websters describes its use as ..... a jet of fluid for cleaning a body part.this is the most harmless of the douche species. the second in the douchebag species is the metrosexual moron who preys on weak willed women.many human males fit this category.they are so lacking in intel

Freak Show Santa
For a straight shot to the top of the "NICE" list ADD, FAN, and RATE Santa! ...the freakshow is coming to town! Are you Santa's friend? You should be! How can you resist? He's Santa...for goodness sake! So you better watch out, you better not cry, you better not pout and rate him, don't be shy! stfu its santa...owned by Lady T Christmas IconsMyspace Icons (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~ ~' on '2008-02-12 19:21:44')

...from My Mumming 03-06-08
->superman: ok thanks, "comoputer" genius with your "advice" superman: im explaiing my theory dumb ass ->superman: are you done with your conspiracy theory--and if you are to good for me why are you still talking to me? superman: so i advice u to be a good girl on here superman: the police are useless ->superman: oooo superman: i cant be traced my friend superman: everything ->superman: well when I hear it, I am sure that I will know all about who started it, now won't I? and have this page screen shotted and saved!! superman: and finally a balck screen everything gone and ill have all your info superman: a very slow but painful death superman: and you will expierince a slow grinding sound in your main terminal ->superman: good to know..thanks.. superman: what that means is your computer will shut down real slow superman: and send you a zooms day virus superman: i can get through your pc ports and find your ip address superman: wanna bet ->superman: ha. superman: yes

I'm Leaving For Florida In 24 Hours
I'm getting so excited I'm heading to the airport in 24 hours. I'm headed down to Clearwater florida. Cant wait going to be getting in at 9 PM and will be on the beach by 9AM sharp. I plan on showing off a great tan when i get back. Dam i need this just plain need to thaw out after this damn winter we've been having. Hope everyone has a good week and if you're my friend and live down that way drop me a line we can head out for some drinks. Talk to you all soon. John

Three Cheese Baked Pasta
Mozzarella, provolone and Parmesan cheeses are layered with cooked pasta, tart sour cream and tomato sauce flavored with onions and ground meat to make a deliciously hearty casserole. Prep Time: 20m Cook Time: 1h Ready in: 1h 20m Yield: 12 servings Ingredients 1 pound uncooked pasta 1 pound ground beef 1 onion, chopped 6 1/2 cups tomato pasta sauce 6 ounces provolone cheese, thinly sliced 1 1/2 cups sour cream 6 ounces mozzarella cheese, shredded 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Cook pasta in boiling water until al dente. Drain. 2. Meanwhile, cook ground meat and onion in a skillet over medium heat, stirring frequently, until meat is browned. Stir in pasta sauce, reduce heat, and simmer for 15 minutes. 3. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a 9x13 inch baking dish. Layer the ingredients in the prepared baking dish as follows: half of the cooked pasta, all the provolo

This Is Fucked Up!
Okay so what's fucked is when people stop talking to you after they get what they wanted when hanging out with them one night. That's just really fucked up but it's alright because it's not like I don't have other friends to hang out with---it just makes it easier for me to be able to hang out with all of my other friends. But it bothers me that someone would do such a thing this is just a half ass not telling all the details story of what happened because I'm not telling any names or details. If you know me and would like to know the damn details then just let me know but if you know me you might just know the details and I know some of you dont but atleast one two does. I'll talk to you all later I am going to go to bed I am freezing and sleeping will clear my mind for the night I hope anyway. Later.

A Little About Scorpios
SCORPIO oCTOBER 22 TO NOVEMBER 21 Element:Water Colors: purple, red and brown Quality: Fixed Ruling House: 8th - Birth, Life Death Cycle Ruling Planet: Pluto Tarot Card: Death The Scorpion is one intense little creature, with enough poison in its own tail to disable or kill a much larger opponent. But the problem with this kind of built-in biological weaponry is that it must be mastered in order to be used most effectively. You Scorpios can use your "stinger" for self-defense, using your powerful emotional awareness to render your opponent harmless. But there is a sexual component of poisonous tail also, and until you learn to control those strong urges, you may find yourself in uncomfortable situations. Scorpio is the only sign that has three animal totems. First, there is the well-known Scorpion with its active tail. Second, as the Scorpio learns to master its passion and hold its instincts at bay, it changes into the Eagle. The Eagle has more perspective, fo

He's Amazing, He Did It Again!
imikimi - Customize Your World I'm FU OWNED by BRI GUY for the 2nd time. This man is just amazing and become one heck of a friend. He's funny, charming and as sweet as can be. Please go by and check this AWESOME man out. He always returns any and all love shown. I personally can't think of a better guy to own me. Thanks so much Bri for your generous bid and your awesome friendship. YOU ROCK! Click here to meet this GREAT guy! BRI GUY FU-HUBBY 2 OOPSY DAISY@ fubar Brought to you by his fu slave: IRISH SWEETHEART RL/GF 2 DEADLIEST CATCH~FU OWNED BY THE AWESOME BRI GUY~DSC~CLUB FAR@ fubar

Yay!!
My computer is fixed! I've had it on all day and I haven't even heard the fan much less had it shut down on me because of over heating. When it started doing that multiple times in a day I knew I had to get something fixed on it. No more pulling the AC plug to see if that helps it cool down and I managed to play AdventureQuest today without it getting choppy or the computer dying on me. And all of this goodness is just in time for the teaser trailer for this summer's The Incredible Hulk. My hopes are rising. Ed Norton plays an excellent split personality. Oooo yeah. And my favorite Norton film? If you haven't seen it then you should. Costumed kids show characters. Mafia. Nazis. Addicts. And little people.

Click.click.boom
Yea. So i've tried writing this blog 3x already because i accidentally click something or hit refresh without realizing it. So today was really fucking boring. The highlights of my day were finding out my sister is coming out to see me tomorrow, speaking to Sephiroth ♥ on the messenger, having KIRA "pimp" me out. lol. Thanks girly! and finishing up the night with a fairly decent conversation with Xavier. Blah. The shitty parts of my day: I woke up and till this moment have had only spuratic moments of peace and quiet. The rest of my day had me almost spiral into an anxiety attack. I found out my good friend Pendragon is NOT coming out to do a photoshoot and hang out. Which sucks because I'm moving to Florida on April 1, 2oo8. I don't know why I am waiting till the last minute to pack. I guess it's still hard to think about leaving Vegas. But it's necessary. I think that too is overwhelming me. Meh. Whatever... Grr. I want a blast. But alas. No money... Blah. and stuff. Sorr

Target
So yeah criminal back ground check companies are great aren't they . I wish I could say that I really do but one again a company has taken my misdemeanor convivtion and returned a report saying that I am a felon so now I am unemployeed with running out of food no money rent is due and I realy thinking about suicide Jobs are getting scarcer by the minute in chicago and I fear I may become a homeless statistic before to long some body help me please

Alright
Alright i'm trying too figure out the male mind.. friends who say they are friends really aren't and others who say they are really are.. why is it most males only wanna be my friend on here too get too see my nsfw pics..and others couldn't care less..i mean i love having u guys in my life but sometimes it gets annoying and i get tired of saying no or worse cussing and deleteing these people..i understand i put them up there..but if your not in my family then don't ask too see em..i'll choose wether or not too see them...am i wrong for thinking this way??

One Hell Of A Hello....lol
now this is a msg i got today...not sure if its meant to be flattering or not....but i hit ignore anyway...seriously some ppl have no idea do they....but as pathetic as it is i had a good laugh....have a great day e1... hello i think you are beautiful i like you if you want to see my dick add me your yahooo messenger ugurtonyali@yahoo.com we can do cybersex

A Short Survey
Would u have sex with me? answer: What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: Would u wanna taste me? answer: Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: Give me a naked pic? answer: Would u do me in the shower? answer: Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: Would u talk dirty 2 me while we had sex? answer: Would u do me in front of people? answer: Would u do me in the rain? answer: Would u do 69 with me? answer: Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: If I gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer:

St Patricks Day Happy Hour....
The Official "Liberated Spice" St Patrick's Day Happy Hour Annoucement May the lilt of lush laughter lighten ever road, May the midst of Irish magic shorten every road. May you taste the sweetest pleasures that fortune ever bestowed, And may all your friends remember all the "favors" you are owed. You All Know Here, She's The One That Shows Up At You Your Time Of Need. The One That Whole Heartedly Promotes You, Spanks Everything Ya Got, And Just Shows The Love For Friends, From A Heart Of Gold. That's Right People, Teresa Aka "Liberated Spice" And She Is Having A Special St Patrick's Day Happy Hour For All Her Friends To Enjoy Her Very First Happy Hour Ever!!!! So At 5:00 Pm Fubar Time(8:00 Eastern) Get Your Irish Up, And Show Her The Love, She So Deserves!!!! There's a dear little plant that grows in our isle, 'Twas St. Patrick himself, sure, that sets it; And the sun of his labor with pleasure

For That Some1
Your heart races everytime u hear his voice, you find yourself waking up in the middle of the night wondering where he is, and realizing he isn't anywheres to be found and your heartbroken. Your not sure you love him, matter a fact your afraid of loving him, but you never want to be apart from him. Your feelings for him are strong and it scares the living shit out of you! What do you do then? He'd do anything to keep you from getting hurt and he doesn't have to tell you that, u just know. He promises he won't ever leave you or your child, and for some odd reason you really believe he won't break that promise no matter how many times you think for a breif second he might not. He's the one you can confide in, he's the one you can let your whole life story out, he's the one you want to look pretty for but it isn't necessary because he thinks your beautiful all the time. Is that true love, or just a mere infatuation? If it's love will you run, because in all reality your afraid of it, or w

This Was Made For My Wife And I By A Great Friend Pebblesinaz..show Her Some Love Plz
Two AMAZING people are celebrating their 21st Wedding Anniversary! We all know how completely special this is these days. So, please go wish them much fu love on this special day! You'll be glad you did. They are fantastic people and even better friends. Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar With Much Love: ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! Bite em both! BWAHAHA! Co-Founder of THE FREAK SHOW!@ fubar

Missed The 30 Day Blast Contest? Dont Miss This
I will host another contest in April and will be releasing more details soon so keep an eye out for my blogs and mumms please. There will be prizes for all who enter just like the last contest but I may have an even better prize this time so you won't wanna miss out on this one, thanks to all the sexy ladies who entered my last contest. I hope to see even more lovely ladies in my next contest in April imikimi - Customize Your World

How Do You Do It?
My problem is simple. I'm no good at seduction. When a man answers the door in less than a towel, I become a retard and don't know what to do. I had no boyfriends growing up, unless you count a first grade crush, named Blake. Blake would send me sweet little notes and meet me after school, and hold my hand and kiss my cheek. Things were awesome when Blake sent me a special Valentine card that he had cut into the shape of a heart using pink construction paper and a red doiley, and glitter. It said, "I Love You" on it, and he had made it with his own two hands and put it on my desk. I kissed him after school and when I showed the Valentine to my dad, he told me that I was too young for a boyfriend, that I couldn't have a boyfriend till I was 35 and that he would get his shotgun after him if he tried to take me on a date. My father of course, was being over-protective and kidding, but I cried that night and told him the next day that my dad said I couldn't have a boyfriend. I

The Rate Spankers "ten Commandments!"
1) I'd prefer you be a level 10 or higher, with a verified salute to join. If you're not, I will still let you join, but you need to work on getting a salute. 2) The Princess has a folder in my pics called the "Rate Spankers" with a pic ripped from each member....if you have a preference, let me know. Please click on the "ripped from" link next to each pic to go to each member's page. Then fan, profile rate, & add each member. They will do the same in return. DON'T DO THIS UNTIL YOU RECEIVE CONFIRMATION THAT YOU HAVE BEEN ADDED AS A NEW MEMBER! =) 3) NO DOWNRATING & NO DRAMA!! 4) When you get close to leveling (see the following), send me a private message. a) Level 10 - Level 17 contact me when you're 3,000 points from leveling b) Level 18 - Level 19 contact me when you're 5,000 points from leveling c) Level 20 - Level 21 contact me when you're 7,000 points from leveling d) Level 22 - Level 23 contact me when you're 10,000 from leveling e) Level 24, trying to God

G.o.o.d........once Again, Thank You!!!
THEY have no 8 hour days THEY work all night into the day and all day into the night THEY are awakened and ready in THEIR clothes in a moments notice THEIR work clothes are not fashionable and may not even be clean THEY are full of dust and dirt from last time and weigh more then 100lbs THEY wear this 100lbs plus up hills, down hills,on and through any kind of terrain and weather THEY are out in the field for days at a time THEY survive on rations or what THEY can retrieve from THEIR surroundings snakes, crickets, roaches, any type of nourishment THEY can get to fuel THEIR bodies so THEY can keep going to finish THEIR mission or what so many of THEM call "just THEIR job" there are no fancy restaurants no comfortable chairs or favorite table where THEY eat THEIR meals not even a old beat up hot dog vender's cart water may not be tasted or in reach for days not only do THEY have the weight of THEIR clothes on THEM THEY also have the mental strain of w

Freak Raters
HEY ALL WE ARE STARTING A NEW RATERS CLUB..COME JOIN US IN HELPING PEOPLE LEVEL."FREAK RATERS CLUB" WANNA MAKE FUBERLORD OR HIGHER IN JUST A FEW DAYS THEN COME HAVE SOME FUN RATING PEOPLE WITH US.. CONTACT SINFULGODDESS FOR INFORMATION.FUBAR ID IS LOUSIANACOUPLE ALSO COME HANG WITH US IN CLUB MILFS & STUD'S LOUNGE"

Wow! What A Month!
It has been a little past the first month of my engagement to my fiance, and boy it was a rough one. Although things are going great between us, but there are some things we may need to work out. Somehow, I cannot let my emotions get in the way, otherwise it will make him feel more upset than I could. Anyway, I took my best friend to have a dress tried on because she is named as my maitren of honor. My fiance's mom was with us that day and she notice that my consultant was brushing off some dry skin flakes off one of the dresses she has tried. I thought, well that was quite rude of her. And to add insult to injury, my comsultant believes that I don't want to talk to her anymore, just because my brain was elsewhere other than her. Hey, that is just me, I can be off somewhere in the great beyond, but all she had to do was do something to kinda grab my attention. For example: She could have at least said my name, then I'd snap out of it. But what my consultant did wqas kinda insulting, no

F.y.i. Levelers!!!!!!!!!
This is just too bring you up too date on whats going on. Well as you all have noticed Shadow Levelers are growing in leaps and bounds.It has grown far more then I ever imagined. We are an awesome team and Im greatful too each of you. With a team this size it is impossible for me too go through and keep track of everything. You will notice you now have a daily stalker on your page.Angl has so graciously offered too keep us all up to date on what every leveler needs too level up. Please check her page daily too know what levelers are close too leveling. This will give you an oppurtunity when you dont see a level up on the board where you can go rate too help a fellow leveler level up. ~ AngL ~@ fubar Mz.Attitude will continue too keep us all up too date on new member, those that are no longer on the team. She will also be on your pages. We have found that some no longer wanna be a leveler however they dont tell us they dont want too do it. This is why we have aske

Omg She's Such A Bitch (cherry Loves Me :d)
FUBARIANS I HAVE A REAL FRIEND HERE! SHE'S BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED, SEXY AND NOT TO MENTION AN AWESOME FRIEND! GO BY HER PAGE! RATE, FAN, ADD AND CRUSH HER!!! SHE WILL RETURN THE LOVE WITHOUT A DOUBT! ¤Ła$Ŧ♠oƒÅ♠D¥inßŖΞΞd¤Madam of Pu$$yCat Playmates@ fubar SHE AND I BOTH ARE OWNERS OF PIANOMAN'S PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES! MAKE SURE U DROP IN ON THE HOMEPAGE AND SEE WHATS NEW AND EXCITING WITH OUR 12 HOTTIE PLAYMATES, 4 CO-OWNERS, 5 PIMPS AND THE MADAM LAST OF A DYING BREED! homepage for the ~Pianoman's Pu$$yCat Playmates®™@ fubar NOW DON'T FORGET TO STOP IN ON LIL CHERRY WHEN UR DONE HOOKIN MY GIRL UP WIT SOME GOOD OL RATES! BESIDES SHE'S THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO MAKE THESE DAMN THINGS! Cherry~ Amitekyuman ~@ fubar

Alibi Sign
Alibi Sign Your car was still warm in the morning light and you said you got home late last night the clothes in the laundry aren't the same as the ones you wore to work yesterday Oh no not another little white lie not another fabrication just another alibi Working late again burning the midnight oil it seems you get paid the same for more toil the messages blink on your phone on vibrate and my calls now don't seem to rate Oh no not another little white lie not another fabrication just another alibi You bought new lingerie I never see you wear but it shows up in the wash here and there your perfume seems to change its' scent when you return from where you went Oh no not another little white lie not another fabrication just another alibi You say we're so happy and it will be all right but oh no, you have to go out again tonight I can smell his cologne on you as you come in the door I can't get over this, no nevermore Oh no not another li

A Poem I Wrote
IN THE DARK I STAND ALONE AND SAD. WISHING FOR SOMETHING THAT WOULDNT MAKE ME MAD. EVERYTHING I DO I DO FOR OTHERS. BUT NO PAT ON THE BACK OR A THANK YOU. WHATS THE USE, MY LIFE NOT TO TRUE. SAD AND ANGRY WITH MYSELF, I CRY. THE HEARTS IVE TOREN AND THE PAIN I GAVE THEM. IM SO SORRY I CANT MAKE IT UP TO HIM. PLEASE UNDERSTAND WE MET FOR A REASON. REASON UNKNOWN, I STILL TRY TO PLEASE HIM. WELL IM GONE, MY SOUL HAS DIED. SO NOW I LEAVE MY TEARS BEHIND.... I LOVE YOU YOUR STILL IN MY HEART.. WHETHER YOU KNOW IT AND NO MATTER HOW FAR APART...

Kisses!
HHH!!!! I WANT ONE BACK! You've been blown a KISS. If u get 1-3 ur sweet, 4-6 adorable, 7-9 freaken hot. So start blowin them kisses" If you get 5 back your spoiled __________, .-'Y _^-, ______, .-'^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __.., .-^_________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis ~*~*~YOUVE JUST BEEN KISSED~*~*~""

Blackness
Blackness Blackness all around No point in looking down I jumped without a thought I figured I’d get caught The truth remained to be seen It turned out to be the same old thing How could I be so dumb? I think I’m the only one The lies were easy to believe I blame myself for everything I took it at it’s word Fucking thing was absurd That this time it would work That for once it wouldn’t be me getting hurt I discovered the lot When my heart turned to rot So next time I choose to leap I’m going to rest assure I land on my feet I’ll be the one in control I won’t ever let him know This heart will be closed down I will from this point on Always look down

Life
ok i recently did a mumm. got alota hate on it, but if anyone saw mw would you jump or shut the fuck up?Everyone goes through some shit and deals with it . i have been doing this for so long i just want to relax.i work 55 hours on 1 job then 50 on another do the math one pay is 15 the other 13 add it up. i never said what else she did but every one thinks they know till they get the whole truth(check out vantage point good movie).

I Just Found Out Bad News.
The line I worked on where I packed the candy Into the boxes and they get shipped out at.They are gonna replaced the packers with machines by the end of the month.They'll most likely let all the packers go too.And I'm 1 of the packers too.Been there almost a yr too and It's walking distance for me also.The sad thing Is that I know I'm better then any machines Is.The machine can't make a judgment of rather the package Is bad or rather or not the code date Is good.Or It can't adjust the the shrink wrapper If It needs to be adjusted.It can't tell If 1 of the colors are bad on the candy and alert the proper person as to It.I'm so close to my paid vacation too which I really need too,a whole week off with pay.It's a really hard blow to the jimmies knowing that they are gonna replaced human beings with cold steel thats none living.My lead gonna tried to get them to keep me so If something goes wrong I can fixed It.But It doesn't look good for me although because the machines are supposed to

Return Of The Mistress Jedi!
Wow, I've been gone for WAYYY too long. So, let me think, what is going on in my life that I need to jabber about? Oh, yeah! First off, I finally divorced that lecherous husband of mine. Thats old news to me but seeing as how I haven't been around, that would be new news to you! James and I didn't mesh. You see, it was our star signs. I am a Scorpio and he is an Asshole. They just don't collide well. Needless to say, he was stupid and didn't show up to the divorce hearing. I told him time and time again when and where it was. Hell, I even paid for it! How nice am I? Since he didn't show, I walked away with full legal and full physical custody of our two sprogs. Not exactly what I intended-- but what am I going to do? I don't want to exile James from their lives permanently. I don't have the heart to do that to the kids. He just needs to wise up and learn to be a dad to them. Secondly, remember that jerkoff I was ranting about. The one who couldn't pick up his own nutsack and move a

Slim Bully 2
***********CLICK PIC TO ENTER********** ~~FORBIDDEN~~ WHERE FANTASIES TURN INTO REALITY, COME FULLFILL YOUR DREAMS OMG OMG ITS DJ SLIM!!!!! WONDER WHAT TRICK HE IS GONNA PULL OF TODAY??? THEY DON'T CALL HIM THE INFAMOUS 4 NOTHING!!!!! PLAYING ANY N EVERYTHING THE OTHERS WONT PLAY AND KEEP YOU SALIVATING FOR MORE!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO FIND OUT WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING ON? GET YOUR ASS IN HERE! LETS FULLFILL YOUR FANTASIES TOGETHER

Dunlop Hot Summer Nights Race 1
I finished 6th out of an 8 rider gate. I was on a 300ex competing against 450s. If I would have had more power to keep up with them I probably would have done better. I was jumping a lot of things that most of the guys wouldn't jump.

I Will Survive!
This is to funny! ---------------------------------- Sent by: Rain i just had this sent to me from a friend funny as shit At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive!

A Heart Full Of Nothing...
So have you ever found someone that you know would be right for you? But you know you can't be with them no matter what you try to do. You say that you'll never give up and just keep on trying. But regardless of your efforts your soul just keeps on dying. You feel like your life is heading down the drain and you can't make God stop the rain. The sun is just hiding away from everything that's bad today. Your life is just one big dark cloud and all that's good has gotten out. Well that's how I feel as of right now and no matter what I do it all stays down. I know that she would be right for me but it seems that she doesn't see what I see. I would love her, and hug her, and kiss her too. I would bring her a rose and she would have no clue. I would tell her that she's beautiful every single day and lay beside her and let her know that it will all be ok. It's so tough to keep hiding this feeling underneath when I know that doing that is just kill

Gods Revenge
GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!!!!!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God. "Why" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was angry! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked. "Uh huh," Adam replied. "The

The Past
Can you imagine how it is, to want to be neither inside or outside... to want to be no where and disappear? In two years time, my scar became pale and shiny and I had no memory... That is the way it is with a wound. The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. And once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain. After a while I didn’t think it was a terrible life, no, not really. After a while I hurt so much that I didn’t feel any difference. A person has very strange thoughts when it seems that life is about to end. And I want to tell you this: We are lost, you and I, unseen and not seeing, unheard and not hearing, unknown by others. But now that I am old, moving every year closer to the end of my life, I also feel closer to the beginning. And I remember everything that happened that day because it has happened many times in my life. The same innocence, trust and restlessness; the wonder, fear and loneli

The Day I Grew Up...
It was a dreary December day in southern Georgia, and we were visiting my dad's dad's grave. He had died just a month-or-so earlier, but I wasn't greaving, nor did I shed a tear at his funeral. Of course I missed him, with his silly little rhymes and his goofy-ass sense of humor. He had simply been a dirt-poor farmer from start to finish, and he was all worn out... it was his time to go. Because of that, there was no shock, and there was actually a sense of relief for his sake. All of a sudden, as we were getting ready to leave, we all heard a loud screeching of tires, followed by a sickening "THUD!". My brother and I jumped the cemetery fence and raced to the highway, about a quarter-mile away. What I saw over the next few minutes has been etched into my brain for decades by a caustic acid of severe shock, poured over a previously-ignorance-is-blissful childhood. I saw a middle-aged bald guy standing as if catatonic, repeating a sad mantra of "I'm sorry. I didn't see him!"... a la

A Marine's 'twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I’d seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I’d heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face t

Thank You
As mothers day nears I think about my mom. She passed away about 8 years ago now. We had a broken home most of my life it was just her and I. I will never forget the amount of suffering she went through for me. I will never forget the constant sacrafice she made. No matter how hard ot long she had to work to be able to make things better for me she never complaigned. To you mom I owe you everything you made me a great parent. Even though my girls will never have the opportunity in this realm to meet you they too will benefit from you. I do what I do because of you. Like you I will sacrafice all. I am intently focused on being everything for my kids as you were for me. I know our time was little together and I spent many night alone while you worked I always knew you did as you had to and I loved you for it. I love you mom and I miss you. Thank you for showing my how to love.

My 1st Scene....
Well I just got home from doing my 1st scene for a company. I gotta say it wasnt wierd or anything. It was actually alot of fun. It was gonzo and not quite what I want to do but its a step in the right direction. As soon as I get my stills from the shoot, Ill post them for all my friends.

Sickly
This is going out to everyone on my messenger list...I am sick i do not mean just a cold i am severely sick medication doctors gave me is not working.. I have been sick since Saturday morning Cell phone has been turned off since then So please do not call house if you have that number....I am in bed complete rest..Going back to Doctors Wensday. Please lay off all the calls I will get back to you all when I am able.. For the ones that truely know me You know I never get so sick I am unable to talk or anything else So again I will keep you all informed when I am well again...Thank You all for understanding and goodnight

This Coming Saturday
I am going to be auctioned off in The Sanctum lounge. Just wanted to put this here so I do not forget. If any of you guys want more information about the auction I am going to be in just message me or something or go to the lounge and ask for information. I am just doing this for fun.

Choices
Been contemplating for a very very long time about leting you go. Things never been the same for months now and i really dont see anything making it better. Honestly I really dont know why I had put myself through all of this. Like people told me I deserved better but with me out of curiosity and experiment, i wanted 2C for myself the outcome.Caring is all I am and will be, but I'm kinda hurt But relieved that we will never be what we used 2 be even though i still got love 4 ya and always will and have your back until the end. WOW now that all of that is said i feel much better!!!!!

One Step At A Time
so each day we become closer letting the other in a lil farther trusting a lil more becoming more and more dear we have agreed we want to take it slow dont want to move to fast dont want to risk ruining things one step at a time thats what we are tryin to do but im not sure if its going to work seems our hearts are talking and our minds dont want them to hopefully it works one step at a time

Show Us Ur Contry!
So i entered into a photo contest "show us ur country" If u would help out by voting for my PHOTO, I WOULD LOVE U FOREVER!! k so here's how to get there: http://gjfreepress. upickem. net/engine/Registration. aspx?contestid=1110 Register; (this is to just say that it's u, not me voting for myself 10million times) then click the middle tab, "Click Here TO VOTe" My photo is on page # 4, and i'm on the very bottom of the page... FAR LEFT... it's the only Collage of photo, that has my face ALL OVER IN IT!! So yeah u can vote 5 times a day, and the contest ends soon, so please do this for me... I WILL LOVE U FOREVER!! Thanks! DamnYEll p.s. if u email me and let me know u've done it, i'll come on to fubar and vote for ur stuff!! LETS START RACKING UR 10's baby!!

No2
Take a few days leave! Yep I'm taking a few days off work! Had lots of fun at the Airshow on Sunday "Yes sir if you just park your car next to the other 2399 cars that are already there!" Knackering though especially when 2400 cars are trying to get out of 2 gates! "Yes sir it is a shame that you haven't moved for the last 1/2 hour and yes that que is moving faster, but that's the Fire Lane!" Followed by a nice EARLY morning stroll round the airfield picking up all those carefully discarded bits of litter that the 'Great British Public' so nicely put in the bins provided! So time for some chilling out I think lol

Every American Should Read These
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'empire building' by George Bush. Powell answered by saying, "Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return". You could have heard a pin drop.

The Screamer And The Pretender!
Two married buddies are out drinking one night when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the drive- way, I shut off the engine and coast into the garage, I take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, I get undressed in the bathroom, I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late." His buddy looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, throw my shoes into the closet, jump into bed, rub my hands on my wife's ass and say, 'How about a little?' and she pretends that she's asleep!"

Loneliness V.2.0*
In the evening when the moon comes out,And the sky is dark, the loneliness comes out.As the darkness lingers on ,the loneliness gets stronger and stronger.All alone in a house with no one to love,No one to talk to, and no one to comfort.All you have is a deadly silence and the loneliness to which to live by.You want and need the love, comfort, and that someone to talk to.And as you speak, but alas you remember, there is only youAnd the four walls and the echo that rings when you speak.Then when it starts to rain the loneliness goes deeper into your soul.Oh loneliness do I have to be so lonely?Haven’t I suffered enough through the past years?How much do I have to go through?I guess only time will tell.Loneliness you feel like an albatross around my neck.I only want some one to love.Is that to much to ask?Loneliness as each day passesYou go deeper inside like a cancer that spreads.Loneliness I need someone to love.But most of all I want someone to love me.ByLord Jonathan J. Burleigh

Eight Second Ride
EIGHT SECOND RIDE Standing by the rodeo bleachers a cowboy named Stan watches the penned bulls with his bull rope in his hand The cowboy is trying to get his nerves to subside because his turn is next for his eight second ride The cowboy freezes and stares in awe as he hears the announcement of his luck of the draw The cowboy’s fear flows like the tide he just tilts his hat and plans his eight second ride The bull he has drawn is mean and wild this cowboy has to ride a bull named Flower Child The cowboy stares at the majestic creature in the shoot he knows if he can stay on this monster, he will win all the loot The cowboy moves toward his nemesis with a long fast stride he climbs on the gate and readies himself for his eight second ride Flower Child is also ready and dances side to side with pride ready to make this seem like the longest ever of his eight second rides The cowboy slowly mounts Flower Child from the side wraps the rope around his hand

Working On Next Tat...
This is an ongoing work in process for my next tattoo and would love input. The symbology and meanings are as follows: East Side, Top to Bottom: Sunrise/Morning, Spring (flower), First Quarter/Waxing Moon South Side, Right to Left: Noon/Day, Summer (green upright leaf), Full Moon... West Side, Bottom to Top: Sunset/Evening, Autumn (copper inverted leaf), Last quarter/Waning Moon North Side, Left to Right: Night, Winter (silver snowflake), New Moon Within the points of the Silver Star, starting in the East and moving clockwise: Red Triangle = Fire, Green Inverted Barred Triangle = Earth, Blue Inverted Triangle = Water, Gray Barred Triangle = Air, Silver Lightning Bolt = Spirit Triple Spiral in the Center: The Universe/The Divine = (Goddess-Feminine/God-Masculine) Maiden/Youth (Silver), Mother/Warrior (Gold), Crone/Sage (Copper) Copper Loops: Cardinal Directions, Connection to the World and Elements of the World, Time and Seasons Silver Star: the 5 Elements of Power, the Form of "

Why Can't I Be Happy
What is worng with me being happy? Why can't be happy? I love someone who don't want me sometimes. Is there anyone out there who read my blog can help me give sb. Anyone fu single hite me up. Am done with her and need to move on

Unexpected Sex From Fu Whores
candy_88: please i need a good spanking you can spank me where ever you want candy_88: if your so mean would you spank me From time to time I always get some random chick rattling my shoutbox. this convo was just last night. I guess it's safe to say that not all men on here are perves huh, ROFL

People You Should Never Have Sex With From 8-6-06
For the past couple days I've been thinking about some things that people do. Mainly, it was things that people do that are completely stupid. And, of course, it deals with sex. But as always, when it comes to sex, people seem to just not think. Seriously, people literally don't think about what they did until it has already been done. They're too many idiots in this world. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one that actually thinks about what I'm doing. Maybe that's what has been keeping me out of trouble many times. Anyway, I'm going to talk to you about the people that you should never have sex with. Yes, these people should be off limits at all times. It could save your life, too. Well, at least save you some trouble. First off, the first group of people that you should never sleep with is the most important one; your coworkers. There should never be any kind of sexual relations in the place you work at. The reason why is that if the relationship doesn't work, you still have to see

A Dream
A Dream by LateNiteFantasy© Dreams of a golden morning dawn, of paths that take us far beyond... Beyond the worry, sorrows and woe, where sparkling rivers swiftly flow. Places where the sky is blue, where everything is clean and new. Dreams of a place in which to live, not only taking, but to which we give... give of ourselves back to the earth.. joy at dying as at birth. No more sorrow, no more fear... it's all so very, very clear. Back to the earth, from which we come, a cycle that is never done. Our Lord in heaven, made you and me, gave us a soul and set us free.. gave us a mind with which to think, gave us knowledge from which to drink. The choice is ours, what we do.. a path to walk, straight and true. But foolish man, he got too smart, things began to fall apart. He tore and ripped at all he found, to nothing, did he feel bound... he cried "unfair" loud and strong, quickly learning he was wrong. now paradise is a wasted land.. which never was

Actress-dancer Cyd Charisse Dies In L.a. At 86
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Cyd Charisse, the long-legged Texas beauty who danced with the Ballet Russe as a teenager and starred in MGM musicals with Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly, died Tuesday. She was 86. Charisse was admitted to Cedars-Sinai Medical Center on Monday after suffering an apparent heart attack, said her publicist, Gene Schwam. She appeared in dramatic films, but her fame came from the Technicolor musicals of the 1940s and 1950s. Classically trained, she could dance anything, from a pas de deux in 1946's "Ziegfeld Follies" to the lowdown Mickey Spillane satire of 1956's "The Band Wagon" (with Astaire). She also forged a popular song-and-dance partnership on television and in nightclub appearances with her husband, singer Tony Martin. Her height was 5 feet, 6 inches, but in high heels and full-length stockings, she seemed serenely tall, and she moved with extraordinary grace. Her flawless beauty and jet-black hair contributed to an aura of perfection that

My Quest For Spotlight
I am over whelmed with generosity from my fellow Fu's an would like to take this time to thank each an everyone for their donations to my spotlight fund.So Please go them all you wont regret it. RonaldAnthony74 Fu husband of +*~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar paintguy