Fubar Blog Posts 3

You're So Vain
I was just reading through some of the bulletins today; this one bitching about that one, or someone cheated and got 13 extra points, or fan me-rate me-add me I'm a point starved whore... Wow... kind of makes me glad I live alone with my dog Gus. Amazing how cretinous people can be, all trying to be the biggest fish in the more often than not septic pond of CT. Just so you know? I could give a damn about points or ratings, except for the fact that it enables me to post more of my photography. It brings me personal joy to show others my work, and share what I see through the lens. The good part about that is, I've made a few honest to God 'friends'... what a novel concept on what's supposed to be a 'social networking' site, that's based more on aesthetics and immature carnal behavior than anything else. How in the world can you tell a person's personality or credibility by gawking at the size of their breasts? Lord knows a bigger phallus doesn't serve to make a single male of the spe

This Is Important!!! Tell Everyone
FREE GREAT MUSIC! No SHIT! Got your attention? Good! Now I'm not one to get on here and promote anything (Ask the handful of people who know me, they'll tell you I'm not really into stepping out from behind the curtain, ever), but this is a bit different. Nothing earth-shattering or dire; Just a very dear musician friend of mine is doing a bit of promotion on his personal website, and you can download one of his albums absolutely 100% FREE! FREE! Once more for the cheap seats; FREE! And if you buy any other of the “virtual” albums on his site, you can download what, IMHO is the finest work he did with his Band, and one of the real gifts to just classic American Song Writing. The link is coming, but just let me pontificate for a bit. My friend Bill Mallonee is a song craftsman without equal, a truly gifted performer, an unyieldingly spiritual being, and a wonderful, genuine, and authentic man whom I’m proud to call a friend. Form 1990 until about 2001 he fronted and

Things To Think About
What I Am Learning I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or big boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others – they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. Appreciate it Maybe something good will happen. If not, tough shit. Life Hap

Tornado Warning For Seminole County,oklahoma Til 830pm Cdt
000 WFUS54 KOUN 310100 TOROUN OKC133-310130- /O.NEW.KOUN.TO.W.0006.070331T0100Z-070331T0130Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED TORNADO WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE NORMAN OK 800 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN NORMAN HAS ISSUED A * TORNADO WARNING FOR... SEMINOLE COUNTY IN EAST CENTRAL OKLAHOMA... * UNTIL 830 PM CDT * AT 800 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE DOPPLER RADAR INDICATED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING A TORNADO 7 MILES SOUTHWEST OF LITTLE...VERY CLOSE TO HIGHWAY 9...MOVING NORTHEAST AT 35 MPH. * LOCATIONS IN THE WARNING INCLUDE LITTLE. THIS INCLUDES INTERSTATE 40 BETWEEN MILE MARKERS 196 AND 205. TAKE COVER NOW. LEAVE MOBILE HOMES AND VEHICLES. IF POSSIBLE...MOVE TO A BASEMENT OR STORM SHELTER. OTHERWISE MOVE TO AN INTERIOR ROOM OR HALLWAY ON THE LOWEST FLOOR. STAY AWAY FROM WINDOWS AND OUTSIDE WALLS. LAT...LON 3523 9678 3517 9672 3541 9656 3541 9676 JAMES $$

Just Sayin Hey
Hey just wanted to say hi to everyone and thanks for reading my blog! i am currently going to school at CC studying management information systems. but i hate business so i am totally changing my major so that i can teach high school science! woo! anywho, thanks for all the great comments and e-mails and i will try and keep up with everyone! Thanks and love to dormotavian for "inspiring" me to join ;)

Please Come Leave My Kids Some Comments And Rates
my kids are entered in the cutestkids contest please come vote and rate them i will show the love in return have a great one gothbitch821 just click on the pics above to get to the pics thanks again

~~ Why ~~
~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........

Come
Now hear this... its time, my water lovin' friends, to cast away yer land lovin' legs. Time to head on down to the salty blue depths of the warm currents. Rum is being shipped and all else is in season. so move yer lard and make haste, least ye be left behind to bake dry in the hot summer sun. Ye all be fools to stay topside. acrid air and stale brezze will reap the life from thy bones and sow not a singel seed. all to be left is dust.all wood to crumble.All metal to rust. So I be implorin' ya, come with me. we'll swim and be free.

Great Loss
Well I just found out today that two people i know fairly well were killed in Iraq . these two men were stationed at NAS Whidbey Island , with EOD . I got to know them when i was in the NAVY . And i am deeply saddned by this loss . My prayers go out to their famillies . I have many friends still in and over there fighting for us , and to tell you the truth i wish we would bring all our boy the fuck home !!!!!!!!!! we are lossing way to many for no reason !!!!!

Good To Be On Cherry Tap
love that sweet cherry-tap ooooo yeah i like the friends i've meet sofar and this is a great place to hang and all the cherry tap staff work hard at keeping it running!!!so don't be shy give me some of that cherry pie loving

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Beam Of Light
There is this place within us all, That is capable of such love and happiness. For some, it is a dark and lonely place, Where the light never shines. For others, it is such a bright place, Blinding the soul with such intensity. Those who only know the darkness, Miss out on more than they can ever know. This I know, for I was one of those who dwelt in the dark, Missing out on what the light has to offer. No more that dark place, Banished once and for all. The light is now all that I see, Burning my soul with such passion. For when she came into my life, Just being my friend, a beam of light cut through the darkness. Now that dark place burns ever so bright, With a love and friendship that I never thought could be mine. The only thing that I want her to know, That she has brought my soul to life with her love for me. All that I am now, the happiness and joy of living, Has all come from the first little beam of light. by INXS421 04/11/07

Irish Gas Station
Taking a wee break from the golf course, Tiger Woods drives his new Mercedes into an Irish gas station. An attendant greets him in typical Irish manner, unaware who the golf pro is... "Top o' the mornin to ya". As Tiger gets out of the car, two tees fall out of his pocket. "So what are those things, laddie?" asks the attendant. "They're called tees," replies Tiger. "And what would ya be usin 'em for, now?" inquires the Irishman. "Well, they're for resting my balls on when I drive," replies Tiger. "Aw, Jaysus, Mary an' Joseph!" exclaimes the Irish attendant. "Those fellas at Mercedes think of everything.

I Finally Got The News
WELL STARTING MONDAY I WILL BE WORKING 2:00PM TO 11:00PM FIVE DAYS A WEEK AS AN INSTOCK SUPERVISOR. SO THE TIMES I WILL BE ON HERE WILL CHANGE. BUT I WILL STILL GET ON HERE.I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND SO I WILL BE POSTING COMMENTS ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY'S PAGES. THAT IS MY GOAL.I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FINALLY STARTING BUT I WONT GET TOO SEE MY FIANCE AS MUCH BECAUSE HE WILL STILL BE ON GRAVEYARDS. BUT WE WILL MAKE DO. BIG HUGS TO ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND.

Entry #1: The Little Things
A very special friend of ours told me I should blog this, so I am taking his advice and doing just that. Thanks JC (Aka Jeremy Crow) Chris and I have a ritual so to speak... as we drive to our jobs each morning, we talk to each other on our cell phones. Whoever leaves the house first - calls the other one and we talk till we reach our work place. Then through out the course of the day, we talk breifly - as time allows and we also txt back and forth. Earlier this week, Chris had forgotten to charge his cell phone the night before, so low and behold the next morning after we had reached our work destinations I received a phone call from a landline - it was Chris - calling to let me know his cell battery was dead and he wouldn't be able to call or txt me the rest of the day. A bit disapponted (because one tends to look foward too these daily happenings), but I certainly understood and let him know it was ok and I would talk to him when I got home after work. I don't even thin

A Firefighter Poem
HE STARES IN THE FACE OF DEATH WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT TO SAVE THAT ONE SPECIAL LIFE THAT HE SO BRAVELY SOUGHT HE HAS WALKED AS CLOSE TO "HELL ON EARTH" AS ANY MAN COULD DO AND HE'S SO PROUD OF THE JOB HE DID FOR PEOPLE HE NEVER KNEW HE PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE EVERYTIME DUTY CALLS ALWAYS DOING WHAT NEEDS TO DONE WITHOUT EVEN A PAUSE HE IS A FIREMAN WITH OVERWHELMING PRIDE NEVER AFRAID TO TAKE A CHANCE WHEN SAVING SOMEONES LIFE OFTEN HE SAYS "IT'S MY JOB" BUT WE REALLY KNOW THAT HE IS VERY SPECIAL AND ALWAYS READY TO GO SO WHEN YOU HEAR THE SIRENS WAIL OR SEE THE FLASHING LIGHTS STAND ASIDE AND LOOK WITH PRIDE HE'S GOING TO SAVE A LIFE.

Im Spilling It All
well i find its bull shit when someone says they love me so much an miss me so much but when they are out shoppeing or what ever with a "friend" all of a sudden its time to ignor me wll now im tired of being ignored so here it goes for all the females hes talking to right now tht i drive nuts i guess well hes useing ur dumbass an if u cant see that then u have some probs an as for me driveing u nuts hahahahahahaha im ognna be here for ever an im gonna keep doin wht i do an wht u want him to stop doin he wont an i can promise u this hes doin it with more then one female thats how he is an u will see it an if u dont then haha on u an u probaly deserve it then but im out peace

What To Do....
I GOT ACCEPTED TO ODU School of Nursing!!!!! It's in VA and it's a 2 year accelerated program. I have also applied to LSU, here in Louisiana, but have not received word as of yet, but... they want me to start as a sophomore (3 years). They are both BSNs... WHAT TO DO (should I get accepted into both)??? Also, the VA Guard pays 100% TA + books, LA Guard has 100% TA "exemption" but no books. ADVICE NEEDED, lets assume I get into LSU.

The Meeting~a Dream
SHe sits and wait in a dark hotel room,wondering if he's going to show?A knock came upon the door,nervously she answers,he's finally here! She moves to let him in,earing what he asked of,she waits until he's in the door before closing it. She has waited along time for this moment,wondering if he's as sweet in person as he seems in their net life.He sits on the bed,looking at her,crooks his finger n motions for her to stand in front of him,she obeys,waiting n wondering what will happen next. He does disppoint her as he pulls her down onto his lap,takes n kisses her on the forehead. Placing his has under her breats,she sighs,wondering what will happen next?she doesnt have to wait long,as he lays her on the bed,and tickles her,giggling the mood, changes,she feels his hands on her ass n his tongue through her panties. She moans as he tongues her through the now wet-panties. She feels him push the material to the side,his hot breathe o her clit,blowing on her.she pushes her hips up,wa

"together"
"Together" Don't judge me by my lokks. Don't reject me because of my body. Get to know me. Before you decide my place. Don't criticize my actions. Until you know the reasons why. Keep your mind open. Keep the hope of our love alive. Don't despise me without reason. Just give me a chance. To prove the good I have inside. Take time to discover. The feelings that I hide. Give me the chance I deserve. Look and see and you will find. The love inside of me for you.

Female Survey
The Female Survey. 1. What color is the bra you have on now? [¢¾] BLACK 2. Do you ever lie about your age? [¢¾] ALL THE TIME LOL 3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? [¢¾] BOTH BUT I LIKE EM SHY 4. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys? [¢¾] BLONDE 5. Are you currently single? [¢¾] NO 6. How many things in your past do you regret? [¢¾] A LOT OF THEM 7. Do you have a best friend? [¢¾] YES SHE IS THE BEST AND ABOUT TO BE A MOM 8. What do you want to be when you grow up? [¢¾] A COP 9. Have you ever kissed two people in one night? [¢¾] YEAH GUILTY 10. Who was the last person you hugged? [¢¾] MY DAUGHTER 11. Have you ever had your heart broken? [¢¾] YES A FEW TIMES 12. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery? [¢¾] YES 13. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them? [¢¾] YES 14. Do you like your life? [¢¾] NO I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT EXCEPT MY KIDS 15. Do you shop at Holliste

Horescopes Dont Lie!!
OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here they are. And yes They dont lie cause this has happend to me in the last couple days. daily horescope 4-20-2007 You thought all these electronic gadgets were here to save time. Who knew IM could be so helpful in making an emotional connection, too? It's amazing what comes to light when you're really communicating *this is so true and the person should know who they are. Daily horescope 4-21-2007 You've always understood the importance of following your own heart, but someone else's comment makes you realize the long-reaching impact of your behavior. How eye opening! *This is also true. And the Bitch that i though was my best friend. Well hell with her. Just cant wait to talk to her again. ------------------------------------------------- I will be leaving for a few days, mig

Blah Blah I Hate Rain
So it's been raining since ohhh 8 pm YESTERDAY and I'm sick of it. I was planning on bringing my spoiled rotten mutt to the Dog Run and letting him run...yeah if I want to track mud thur my apartment all over the brandnew carpet... Oh well

How Can You Name Him?
How can you name a Kentucky boy to later on become a rising rockstar? Well, I guess you can say that the possibilities are endless. They couldn't name him Adam, since they decided to put that as the first part of his middle name. They couldn't name him Turner, because they put that as his second middle name. They couldn't name him Victor, since he is already victorious. They couldn't name him Donald, since he will one day be rich enough. So they came up with this name: Christopher. Ahh, Christopher. What a perfect name to give to a future rockstar. Christopher Adam Turner McConathy: Born a Kentucky boy, soon to be living the fullest as a rockstar. I love you baby: From your biggest fan and girl.

The Devil Jinn
i spent my time waisting in hell a humanly body became my jail a dream walker for the man upstairs im a demon that grant wishes with some scare make your wish but watch what you say the prince of the jinns that loves to play a werewolf of sorts with a hunger for pain an evil soul for you to claim a nice guy but twisted in fucked up ways drinking the blood of my enemies lost my sword back a few centuries tell truth cause its always funnier than fiction it wont be believed even if said with conviction through your eyes i taste your soul so give up i enjoy watching you fold sick, twisted, wierd, nuts, lair, daydreamer, stupid fuck names that you might call me say what you want i'll see you in your dreams my hate fuels my craft your ignorance adds to that in your dreams i wait for you to call for me to save you from my fathers beasts in a flash of light i will appear as what you want need even fear my touch is as hot as fire my guns spitting lead faster then sp

Heat From My Pen (music City Writer)
This song is all about the lyrics if u can follow them. Track produced by Dezo aka Trackripper...i liked the philosophical vibe i got from the melody so i lay out my view point statement in words.

As I Lay Dieing
Title: As I Lay Dieing As I die I can hear my heart start to slow in my chest I stop and look back at all thats past I could have been nicer, could have tired harder. I'm feeling the blood slowly trickle down now it shouldn't be long I stop to think about all that i'll leave behind the friends, the family, loved ones. whoever thought it would come to this slow pain death I've yerned for it for so long and now that I have it I can't believe it's here life is to short or should I say was to short I'm starting to go cold now, my eyes start to tear up I'm growing numb I hope to be in a better place in the end but with that I leave you with this TO all out there have a good morrow and dream wonderful dreams take life serious but take it with a sense of humor too because when you die inside your done, gone lost from this world never to return again. And with this a piece of myself dies

For A Friend That Passed A Long Time Ago Still Miss Him Alot
I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

Motherhood!!!
So you think you are ready to walk the line Of motherhood and nursery rhymes. Your baby grows but won’t remember How carefully you eased those first few whimpers. Your nerves will break and patience shatter, As your darling child begins to chatter. But a payment of love is priceless indeed Like the times they hide behind mom's knees. Then one day as you clean their room A letter of love that rings the doom This child no more, has become a teen And mom is no longer the reigning queen. One day your child will walk to the altar Your body shake and mind will falter. Your child walks into a new life today Your old life now seems to fade away. But then one day as you catch the laugher Of a little one who loves to chatter And you cry as loving eyes ask true "Grandma?" "Yes child?" "I love you!"

Landlords Suck And Moms Are Great...
ok ya'll here's the update... Spent alot of yesterday trying to get some help with the electric bill, but I was missing one thing, a copy of my lease, even tho I had rent receipts....ok, get one and come back tomorrow and we'll be glad to help with it...Oh, Thank God... Went to the landlords when he got home and asked for a copy,(yes, I did have one till the mice made a bed out of it),yeah, we'll get you a copy made....GREAT, looking even better... Didn't have it yet this morning so went to ask for it again, well, the landlord took it to work with him to make copy...DUH, DIPSHIT, NEEDED IT TODAY...Lanlords suck...couldn't get him at work, so back to square one, can't get help without lease and can't get lease....what the hell is a girl to do??? Put her pride aside and give Mom a call, and let her know your life is not all that good at the moment after all...*wipes away the mixed emotions tears*...I love my MOM, MOM's are great...even barely making it herself, she is paying

Tool
On Monday April 30th I made my way up to Reno, NV to see one of my favorite bands TOOL. I've seen two shows on their last tour and wasn't sure what to expect. After all they were on a hiatus due to Danny Carey (the drummer) tearing a bicep. The Reno show was their third show after about a two month lay off. The music itself was absolutely amazing. Danny was right on target on the drums! He is absolutely amazing! The laser/light show was incredible. The only downside to the show was that I think Maynard was sick or nursing a soar throat. They had just played two shows in Vegas so that might of had something to do with it. He kept on stepping off his little perch and drinking lots of water. He also didn't sing all of the lyrics on a few of the songs. Needless to say though it still was great to see Tool back up on stage. Half way through the show they took a little breather and all sat down on Maynards "perch". They sat there for about 5 - 10 minutes. I know they have done this a

My Brother Mmc(sw/aw) Jeff Hiser
MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser, left, and MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe show off the gifts they received one day after saving the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker. Photo by MCC Aaron Strickland PCU Bush senior enlisted rescue shipyard worker By MCC Aaron Strickland NEWPORT NEWS — A master chief petty officer and chief petty officer assigned to the reactor department of Pre-Commissioning Unit George H. W. Bush saved the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker, April 23, by performing cardio pulmonary resuscitation. MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe and MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser saw the worker a moment after he collapsed at the brow of PCU Bush at 7:20 a.m. “He was already down,” Lowe said. “I looked at Chief Hiser and asked him if he could perform CPR?” Hiser reported on board PCU Bush in January after three years duty teaching firefighting for the Navy, which includes knowing how to perform CPR. “(Lowe) and I were trying to get his attention,” Hiser said. “

Chinese Dragons
Chinese Dragons Some individuals suffer from the misconception that the Chinese Dragon is a symbol of evil. This erroneous belief stems from the mythology of the western world where the dragon was thought to abduct maidens, wreak havoc on the populace, steal gold and destroy villages. In the mediaeval context the Western dragon was often the symbol of Satan incarnate. This is not so in the dragons of the orient. In fact it is just the opposite. The dragons of China and Japan are almost exclusively benevolent mythological creatures. In fact they are so different in nature from Western Dragons that it may be more reasonable to consider them as dissimilar creatures, rather than as the same creature interpreted differently. The Chinese call the dragon 'lung' (long) because it is deaf. It is the largest of scaly animals, and it has the following nine characteristics. Its head is like a camels, its horns like a deer's, its eyes like a hare's, its ears like a bull's, its neck like an i

No Gas On May 15 Th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on may 15th ..in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

I Need Your Help!
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete P.S. Oh hey if you want me to RATE your pictures, make sure i am able to rate ALL your pictures, as in some people I know on here who have ALL their pictures on the private setting. Come on how can I RETURN the favor... sorry for the gripe! Pete

For All My Native Friends... Native Pride!!!
1. Always respect your mother the earth, she takes care of us for we are her children. 2. Never speak out loud in a bad way towards anybody or about certain things. 3. If you claim to have Native Pride then show it in everything you do and always remember who and what you are. 4. Remember you represent your tribe in all that you do and how you present yourself reflects onto your tribe. 5. Remember the interconnection between all living things, whether it be plants, humans, four legged or two legged animls and the underwater animals as well. 6. Never be afraid to go to the sweat lodge for help, guidance or to be cleansed, the lodge is there to help Indian people 7. Look to Native ways as an alternative to drinking and abusing drugs. 8. Look to the tribal elders for education and learn all that you can from them. 9. If you want to fight for your people, then get well educated. Just like the warriors in the old days, you have to have full knowledge of the times, that way you can d

The Heart Of A Man
The Heart Of A Man The heart of a man is a precious thing Not to be taken lightly... It is not a toy for a woman's joy So be gentle and handle with care. The heart of a man is a timeless thing Knows not the length of time... So in a man's heart can always live The love for his true one. The heart of a man is a joyous thing Enjoying life to it's fullest... It fills with joy throughout life And passes it on to others. The heart of a man is a prideful thing That can show you it's greatest strengths... For the pride bestowed upon his heart Will provide for everything. The heart of a man is a careful thing Showing tenderness and love... It shows just how delicate it can be When allowed to give of itself freely. The heart of a man is a true thing That knows not lies or untruths... For when he feels that special touch His love will reign true. The heart of a man is a forgiving thing Than can give unconditionally... But once that heart has bee

Plz Copy And Paste In Comments
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Just Married
Morning Everyone.....thanks for all the ratings and comments......gotta love this site......drop by for a chat anytime and dont forget to visit my ct hubby Randall.......such a dark and mysterious guy.....Love to all randall flagg..- ct husband of biguysoldlady@ CherryTAP

It's The First Bike Nite
Tommrrow nite 7p.m. centrial the first on line bike nite at support your local clubhouse.Every one is welcome bring ur bikes and urselfs and have a good time and meet some new friends.Meet the hooter girls from Iowa

Fun Stars 5-18-07
Go on, rediscover your inner child. How long has it been since you've done something for the heck of it? It's time to do something totally silly. Pointless fun will refresh your soul -- which is, after all, the point. have no clue what this all entails but i'm looking forward to anything that may actually come my way as is, I have a job interview today folks so cross your fingers and i'll give an update later

For Those Born From 1930 To 1979
Those Born 1930-1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter an d drank Kool-aid made with sug

The Path
THE PATH TO GREATNESS BEGINS IN YOUR OWN HEART.SOME OF US SLEEP THROUGH THIS LIFE AND MISS OUT ON SO MUCH OF LIFE. I'M ON THE PATH WIDE AWAKE AND LIVING A DREAM. COME BE A PART OF MY DREAM. LET ME SHARE THE PASSION IN MY BLOOD. WALK WITH ME DOWN THE PATH.

No Fluckin Title....
Just decided I haven't done this for awhile so I'd put something up. This is about it. Not much going on really. I've added a few tunes to my stash if anybody cares to look. Other than that, same ole shit.

I'm Very Happy!
WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW,I WENT TO MCPHERSON TO SEE MY GRANDBABY AND HUBBY AND TWO KIDS AND EVERYTHING WENT VERY WELL AND ME AND MY HUBBY GOT BACK TOGETHER. HE ASKED ME IF WE COULD WORK THINGS OUT THAT HE LOVED ME AND MISSED ME VERY MUCH! WELL OF COURSE I WAS AMAZED THAT HE WANTED TO WORK THINGS OUT AND WANTED ME BACK IN HIS ARMS AND BED! WELL I MOVED BACK IN FRIDAY NIGHT AND HAD MY GRANDBABY ALL WEEKEND UNTIL MONDAY AND SEEN MY KIDS AND HIS FAMILY WELCOMED ME BACK WITH OPEN ARMS AND ALL HAS BEEN PERFECT AND I START BACK TO MY THINGS I'M TRYING TO FIX HERE AND ALL IS WORKING OUT BETTER THEN I EVER HOPED FOR! I LOVE MY HUBBY AND GRANDBABY AND KIDS SO MUCH AND HOPE ALL STAYS GREAT, LIKE IT IS RIGHT NOW! NEXT WEEKEND WERE TAKING OUR BOAT OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A FEW YEARS WE GOT IT FIXED AND READY FOR THE WATER. WELL I JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND LET THEM KNOW I'M DOING RATHER WELL AND HAPPY AS I COULD BE RIGHT NOW!! YOUR FRIEND,

Meeeeeeeeee
Well I just wanted to tell some people that I just wanted to know why so many people have a fear of people that are Wiccan cause people see us as bad people all because we are a different religion we are still humans but because we are different and we are Wiccan people see us as the black sheep in a community we ya know what we are not freaks or anything like that we dont pray to trees we have different ways of doing things just like i have two tattoos one on my left wrist of a pentacle one on my right wrist of a trinity knot i have hear about my tattoos from people that see them cause they are different i always get called a devil worshiper ok whatever but we are always getting our ass chewed by somebody but you know what we are what we are we are Wiccan and that is what we do so if you dont like it well sorry for ya GET OVER IT WE ARE WITCHES AND WE DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT US

Stupit People
I dumped the dark side family for ripping my morph without even asking and thay couldnt even find the balls to rate it befor thay ripped it...well another person i do consider a friend and part of my family posted another buliton for them and here was my reply ~~~ FTW Lost Goth ~~~~ 2007-05-22 16:43:29 PFFFFFT not that crap again...i made it and dumped them..all thay did was rip my pics and never even rated them and here is the head of th dollies familys reply GothiqueTemptation ¢¾ Proud DAG Member ¢¾ Head Founder of the DSG&D 2007-05-22 16:47:22 FTW, you need to shut the hell up..You were kicked because of your mouth and your prissy holier than thou attitude..you will NOT go far on CT like that... DSD is too good for you...We are glad to be rid of you. if you have a problem, bring it to me..stop harassing the members by posting this nonsense...get over it. OK then why was she in my mail when i dumped them begging me to stay? hmmmmmmmmmmm gothiqu

New Song! Seven Seasons Of The Ocean
The tender water falls upon your face You cry your tears of hardened pain The crow flies at a slower pace And it's all cause of a simple rain {chorus} You have the power to slow time down But the entire world doesn't know it You want to get to the time faster Which brings us that much closer to death I see you stand by the side of the river The bright sun glistens on the murky water Still I see your reflection shiver No more black cloud hanging over your head I watch the sweat bead roll down your cheek You turn your head from bad ideas Your spirit flows through the peaceful wind And washes away all the pain and sorrow {chorus} The gentle snow falls upon your tongue It's perfect form slowly melts away And all the children ask their mom to stay But we must leave, it's time to die {chorus} Let me know what you think... Feedback is GREATLY appreciated

Another Day
Well today is another day.. It is Memorial Day weekend.. a weekend I remember my fallen brothers in the service. I also remember those that are still servingI pray that their Families be remembered, that the memories of the fallen not to be forgotten.

The Torn Soul
THE TORN SOUL by Country-Girl My heart breaks My soul rages and screams How do I fix my soul Life is unbalanced and I’m lost No path to follow my dreams shattered My soul cries but there is no one to hear no one to ease the pain My children bring me happiness beyond belief And my soul cries for the loss and looks for the comfort of loving arms but finds only emptiness And rages into the black void where Love sits alone. The dream of a loving family Of children created of that love Has been yanked away and denied On knees I beg for that love and creation All the goals I set for myself and achieve never fill the emptiness I feel inside The constant feeling that I’m not good enough That something is wrong with me That I’m a failure. All I ever wanted to be was a mother and a wife I have never cared whether not I was poor or well to do I would do anything for the two children I have and would love to add to them but I’m denied And I cry. How do I fin

To My Friends Who Want To Know What The Ldc Family Stands For, This Is How M'lord Lestat Describes My New Family.
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you. This is not just a family its a haven as well. For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand... Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that. I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one. This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect. This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them. Please stop by to check us out. If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you, you can be most assured we will. Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Rebel Bitch, Lost,Pain,Lady Jessie,DemonStorm,Kaz,WolfiePuP and Rick... If you are interested in this family, in joining it and becoming part of ou

Help Me
id love for someone to mail me a little bit on how the hell this site works lol... are there chat rooms? or like a search for local people? etc. Im also looking for new friends to help me with this contest- think you can help? -Christina if you can JOIN the site- i get ALOT more votes for that- its only 2 seconds to join!! USE RECRUIT CODE 115 AND STATE NJ ZIP CODE 07728

478-9109
representing what you are depending on the question. At the end it will look like a phone number so then put it in the subject line. You must do this or you will get bad luck for one entire year. Here's your new digits: ------------------------------- 1st number, put what you are 1- gay 2- taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens 4- single 5- taken and happy 6- single but really, really like someone 7- taken and confused 8- single and like someone, but can't have them 9- have a crush 0- just dating around ------------------- 2nd number, put your current Mood 1- Nervous 2- Sad 3- Confused 4- Just fine 5- Eh 6- Cheerful 7- Sleepy 8- Angry 9- Lonely ---------------------- 3rd number is the color of your shirt 1- Black 2- Pink 3- Orange 4- Red 5- Blue 6- Green 7- Yellow 8- White/Gray/brown 9- Purple 0- none ------------------------- 4th Number is the month you were born in 1- Jan. or Feb. 2- April 3

Things That Make Us Wonder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people

Stress
I hate drama because it always causes stress. But it seems that every day some new drama is thrown into my lap. My daughter said to me " Mom, it's to bad we are not one of those women that lose weight when they are stressed out." I told her that would be ok except with my stress I would be nothing but skin and bones. LOL It's true. And those of you who know me know I have been a big woman most of my life.

My Lady Friend/my Best Friend
You can never be with her You will never be with her She was always with someone else She will always be with those others She is never treated the way you think she deserves to be treated She has always been hurt, exploited, and even abused Though never respected Never appreciated for the beautiful person she is and has always been Always pretending to be happy Though you know inside she is crying A stoic little foundation for the sake of her children She has managed to be at a distance with her emotions this long Why not Though there has been outbreaks mostly misunderstood as tantrums Though you know - how a person can hold that much in? There has to be a time when it overflows You have seen her control You have seen her potential You have kept faith for her she would overcome, persist and triumph In success and in her dreams to be realized Other then her there is only one other You think that understands you In retur

Thnks!
Dear Rob, Arnie and Dawn, Thank you for reading my letter the other day about "Was I wrong to care?" It really helped make it an GREAT day! Rob, as always I value your opinion which was why I wrote in the first place. Seeing as it was a Dr. Rob letter yours is the only opinion that counts and its nice to know that I am not the only one to see that I wasn't wrong for caring. Cared too much maybe, but that's who I am and I have accepted it. It's not my fault that he took the "Arnie" way out. Dawn, your reaction to when you found out I was dumped in a text was priceless. I almost spit out my coffee laughing at my desk. I guess it isn't THAT bad to have some Dawn tendencies. :) Arnie Arnie Arnie. Instead of offending me you amuse me. I am unlike your 'Psycho ex-girlfriends" in many ways. I never once asked or demanded anything from my ex other than some of his time and a hug. And by some I mean a couple of hours once or twice a week, if that. I NEVER stalked him, went/b

Pirates Of The Caribbaen 3
I looooooooove pirates. Captain Jack Sparrow, Captain Barbossa, Captain Morgan...they all have a warm place in my heart. So obviously I had great expectations for this movie. And for the most part, it delivered. Captain Barbossa was played flawlessly, as far as I'm concerned. He gave you the feeling you were watching a true swashbuckler. Cho Yun Fat played one of the pirate lords. He was wonderful. He's in the Replacemen Killers if you don't recall him. And the lady who played Calypso was equally creepy, and disturbing with her black teeth. I like Johnny Depp, but he was pretty average for him in this. Still a good performance, but I didn't get the knock me off my feet feeling. I blame the script for some of it. There were some far out things in this, and he did his best. Orlando Bloom gave an okay performance, as did the girl. I'm always amazed how she can find great looking outfits out on the high seas. The guy who plays Davey Jones..he was all over the place.

Vic Or 3 Day Blast Winners Choice
Look out!!! Just Meee and Dontcha are up to something... We are hosting a Contest with a Twist, ?or two? Thats right. The Men vs The Women. Late entries will be accepted. There are 2 womens pics that had to be uploaded to Dontchas photos. Ther are included in the womens part of the contest. Here's how it's gonna work. Links will be sent out by Cmail Sunday, to all entries, so you can make up your pimpouts. The first part of the contest will begin Monday, June 18, at noon central time. And Run for 2 full weeks. At which time Prizes will be given as stated below the rules. And the male and female with the most comments over 10,000 Will compete in a Battle Royal for A one month VIC. Or a 3 day Blast, Winners choice. The pics you enter will be removed and re-ripped to a different folder. So you will be entering the Battle Royal with a clean slate. The Men should contact Dontcha by c-mail only at the link provided below. The women should contact Ju

One Sweet Day
Two people once met each other, different yet close but from another mother. They became friends, but never got close, by the time the truth came out it was beyond too close. He told her one night after years you see, but two were never closer as its not what she wanted you see. He explained it all, knew she'd never fall but knew they'd never share the same call. She was shocked, but knew he'd never lie so the truth now came to the surface like missiles to earth but its too late now as they fade away. He thinks of her during these days, the feelings deeper then love, he swore she was an angel from above. So they continue their lives, as if nothings changed, but he moves on, staying and feeling somewhat the same.

Who Sang This Song
last week I was askin who sang jose quervo..I just that wasn't the titile...so maybe it's ME AND JOSE QUERVO... it was a guy who sang this...so pls I know somebody know what i'm talkin about ... THANK U GUYS

Pomes
This morning when God opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded: "Please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much" The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true. ANGELS EXIST but sometimes, since they don't all have wings, we call them TRUE FRIENDS. Pass this on to your true friends. Something good will happen to you at 11:11 in the evening; something that you have been waiting to hear. Do not break this prayer; send it to a one day god will see you thow your prayers i hope so that is have a good day god blass you What I'm Into computer. phone. parting. music. daning,fishing , damping ,swiming ,on my cell phone texsing.taking pics of friendsand family and other thaings its cool your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the

Delete Account
Does anyone know how to delete an account? If so please let me know, it would be a great help, yes I will be coming back immediately, just got some asshole screwing with me and would prefer to delete this one and set up a new one.

Heres An Older One That I Have Written, Enjoy.....more To Come Soon! -quick
i walk into the room....there you are....reading something...looking content in what you are doing. i sit down behind you, trying not to disturb you. i take a moment to just take it all in....you sitting there, satin purple panties, and nothing else...the texture of your skin, the way your hair falls on your shoulders, the soft smell of your perfume, the way you breathe....just observing how truly gorgeous you really are....how the sight of you alone touches so many emotions. my fingertips just barely touch your shoulders, and you emediately put the book down....my fingertips run down your back, just barely touching you...tracing your arms, your neck.....sittig behind you, i cant see your face, but i know your eyes are closed, as goosebumps cover your body. i move in closer to you.....placing the softest kisses on your shoulders...as you feel my breath on your back. my fingers run up through your hair, moving it to one side....as my kisses run across your shoulders, to your neck,

Hidden Beuity
Fogeoten Beuity. HIdden behind her own pain. It's the world that got her that way. Abused by His mental shame. Her esteem bares the pain. If she comes out. the world would cheer with Glee. But alass the wold see the beuity a beuity she will never see. Come out sweet princess let me show you the world. Let your Beuity Shine cause you got it goeing on girl.

Day 1
Well, this is certainly one way to get to know the neighbors! Justin left this morning for the whole week. I slept all day. DonDon left for work around 3. I finally get up all the way around 5. I'm bumming around, washing some clothes. Then around 9 I figure the dog needs to go out and I'll have the first cigarette of the day. So I do. And I am quite proud of myself, right up until I try to open the door. Our front door has a feature that lets you open it from the inside and it's still locked. Yay. So after wandering around to every bloody window in the house, I notice my neighbor is outside in his little smoking bar. (Hard to explain, if you've been here you know what I am talking about.) So I ask him for a screw driver and he very kindly comes over and pops the door for me. Moral of the story: Being alone in the house for the first time in months, REALLY isn't all its cracked up to be!

Sadness Ensues........again
I cannot believe how sad I have been lately. It's been horrible. But when I think about certain people in my life, and how they have affected me, I start to think I could be happy. But maybe it's just not meant to be. I don't know. I talked to my masked one tonight and he made me feel better. I'm scared though. He might be leaving sometime next year. And I realized how much his leaving would affect me if he did. I went to club last night and missed my dance partner fiercly. It wasn't the same without him. As I write this I realize he is all I think about most of the time. And that scares me to death because I hardly know him. And he hardly knows me. I don't know. I'm so fucking confused right now it's not even funny. Why does growing up blow? There are times (like this) when I wish I was six again and able to run to mom and dad, and they would make everything ok again. But I can't and I need to accept that fact. It's just nice to be able to talk to someone about this kind of stuff,

Re3views For My Song Ride With Me
RIDE WITH ME By Tyght Whyte:REVIEWS Category: Music ..> Ride With Me feat. Bryant FPRIVATE "TYPE=PICT;ALT=[play]" Band: Tyght Whyte Genre: Rap (Hip Hop) Bounce wit it Yup Yup Yup, Its goin downnnnn, Sounds like Im back in Cali On tha Blvd...Sunday afternoon, yeah Im feelin ya Homies! - dukemachado from Woodway, Texas on 21May2007 get your mp3 and listen to this song good music for picking up a date and cruising. do you have any other songs? - Phillip_d12 from San Diego, California on 20May2007 Review by http://www.mcceltic.com First off, I have to say that the track needs some better mastering. There is alot of distortion and the volume is low. I think the production needs work but its hard to tell. The MC sounds good though. - mcceltic from West Palm Beach, Florida on 20May2007 IM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME CRITIQUE A GENERIC SONG...A COPY CAT SONG AND SOMETHING NOT EVEN WORTH A REVIEW - loveb from Pcp, Pennsylvania on 16Ma

Clan Lupin Rules And Laws
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. Now these are the rules: Rule 1: Wolfen's can not hold judgment over another member of the family unless directly ordered to do so by the founders or the creators. As a Watchdog we must hold ourselves distant when there is a crisis, we can not be ordered to attack or intervene on someone behalf unless it is a last resort and even then only the founders or creators can order us. Rule 2: Wolfen's are not above the Creators or the Founders, Wolfen are not all powerful and any Wolfen found Abusing power will be Judged by the Clan first then they shall be given to the Founders for family judgment. Rule 3: Wolfen's must bring any family problem or issue to the Founders, If one can not be found then either Elder WolfiePuP or Elder Bound Wolf must be contacted so that the problem/issue may be resolved. Rule 4: The Clan is Responsible for choosing new members and only Elder WolfiePuP &

Another Senseless
Murder. People are dying on the street and no one seem to care!!! Boston has had 78 Homicide so far and the summer not even here. 78 dead kid! 78 coffin's countless tear's teens killing teens someone's child did not come home. here's one story to think about. (i removed name and places ) A shooting Saturday afternoon in the city's neighborhood left a teenager dead and another man injured. The 17-year-old was shot in the chest in the 4:15 p.m. shooting on Street. He was declared dead at the Hospital, The other victim, a 23-year-old man, was shot in the left arm, shoulder and cheek. He was in stable condition at Boston Hospital. No other details of the shooting were available. There were no immediate arrests. The shootings were under investigation. Things like this has got to stop. Here's a quote from grandmaster flash's song -The message "A child was born, with no state of mind Blind to the ways of mankind God is smiling on you

Razor Blade Kisses
Questions of a Cutter Razor blade, kitchen knife, Will You try to save me from this life? Broken glass, shaving blade, Is this the way I made my life? Aluminum can, razor wires, Is this my what my heart truley desires? Needles, safty pins, Shall I be punished for my degrading sins? Scissors, utility knife, Will all be answered with one last slice? Sharp metal, bits of tin, This last cut, shall be the end.

Fathers Love Letter
Fathers Love Letter Link (U Wont Be Sorry) God, guides my life. Even though I am fighting no cure disease Sarcoidosis of the lungs and the worse RA you can have a bad knees and one bad shoulder plus lupus early stage and immune defecincy disease they all tie into each other. I get my strength from God I know he cares when I feel like no one else does. I know he loves me even with my inperfections. Click this link and listen you wont be sorry I promise. http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html I just got to keep believing that god cares, guess that what we call faith. Hugs to all my friends and I have a wonderful father when my parents spilt he raised me he became my mommydaddy he been there for me through heart aches and when I had to face death of a love one for the first time and when I just needed someone to listen my father been there and he continues to be there to this day when there is no one else that I can feel safe knowing he cares. HAPPY FATHE

Vote For Me
hopefully, you are better at following directions than I am, and you can actually find my song in the greenroom and vote for me. this site keeps me lost..if you are able to find my song and vote for me, please contact me and tell me how you did it!? hahaha. I'm an old guitar player, this "techie stuff" just bewilders the hell out of me..grin..charley Dear Charley, Good news! Your song "Baby You're Bad For Me" has now been entered into the "The Green Room" (See: www.meermusic.com/fg_greenroom.htm.) As always, our reviewers and listeners will let us know which songs they favor, and as a result of their initial vote, your song may advance to the next unassigned "Q" Edition of Fame Games. The amount of exposure: - During the Green Room stage (that's where your song is now) - relatively small, limited to reviewers and visitors to the site. According to our statistic server a typical song in the Green Room currently gets on average about 300-500 plays in a week. Songs a

Lost And Found
Hidden in the shadows of the past surrounded by pain and anguish, he looks out into the world and wonders just how long it will last. He sees the days and nights fly by, lost in the confussion of the turmoil, He thinks to himself, I know my life has past. He looks around wondering what had happened to the young man he once knew, seems to be only a memory which he has come to rue. Lost without a glimpse of light he closes his eyes and saysa prayer and then came you. Oh, how his heart felt renewed, filled with a passion and a love like none he ever knew, The shadows begin to drift away, surrounding him with a glow of belief. A soul once lost now lives again, standing tall, knowing that life have once again begun anew. The powe within your love has made him strong again, as the joining of two souls brings his spirit relief.

The Tudors On Showtime
The best show i've seen in a long time besides Bones has arrived. The Tudors is filled with great actors, and beautiful scenery. The excitement just grows every episode I see. The actor who plays king is gorgeous and an amazing actor. The show is filled with sexual tension which makes it more suspenseful and a hell of a lot sexier. The sex scenes are some of the hottest I scene in a while. Its a very intense and inticing show. I luv this show, and would recommend it to all my friends and family. And I say if you haven't seen it go find it on tv or the web sometime and watch it. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised.

I'm Going To The Top!!!!
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

Christmas Day
It was Christmas Day. The presents have been opened and dinner has been eaten. We were watching a movie when my cell phone rang. I excused myself from the family and went somewhere private to take the call. “Hey girl!” he said to me before I had the chance to even say hello. “Hi there.” I replied softly. “She’s gone to visit her family. Can I see you now?” he asked with an urgency in his voice. “What’s wrong?” I asked. “Nothing,” he lied. “Don’t lie to me,” I snapped calling him on it. “She won’t be gone long.” He admitted. “I am not some dirty little secret of yours!” I yelled at him I was pissed. How dare he? “We are supposed to be friends! It should matter what we were to each other. What matters is who and what we are now. I will always love you, but I am not your damned whore!” “I never said you were.” He chimed in, sounding defensive. “You thought it! That’s bad enough. I’m your friend! Or don’t you get the meaning of that word?” “I’m sorry,” he replied shakily. “Yeah

I Love Thee
Eliza Acton I Love Thee I love thee, as I love the calm Of sweet, star-lighted hours! I love thee, as I love the balm Of early jes'mine flow'rs. I love thee, as I love the last Rich smile of fading day, Which lingereth, like the look we cast, On rapture pass'd away. I love thee as I love the tone Of some soft-breathing flute Whose soul is wak'd for me alone, When all beside is mute. I love thee as I love the first Young violet of the spring; Or the pale lily, April-nurs'd, To scented blossoming. I love thee, as I love the full, Clear gushings of the song, Which lonely—sad—and beautiful— At night-fall floats along, Pour'd by the bul-bul forth to greet The hours of rest and dew; When melody and moonlight meet To blend their charm, and hue. I love thee, as the glad bird loves The freedom of its wing, On which delightedly it moves In wildest wandering. I love thee as I love the s

Chinese Horoscope
DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. NO CHEATING!!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER? 3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. SAME SEX IF GAY CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHE

Brooks And Dunn - Hillbilly Deluxe
Another smash album to add to the collection of the 'number one hits' this duo has cranked out since the mid 90's. The latest album to grace the collection is Hillbilly Deluxe. This album's first release was the title track that is a high jumpin, down home fun time. This album is by far one of the greatest album's that they have released. I love the title track, and I don't know why, it's just a catchy kind of tune. It blinds just right...by that I mean that it blinds the banjo, the guitar, the drums, the dulcimer, together just right, to create this tune, that just talks to you. The video for this track is set out in the country, with 'country boys and girls' doing what they do best...cause trouble. Not to mention the pretty nice mudslinger, and the almost monster truck. I could not even begin to give you anymore then that. There's so much, the girls, the guys, the fight, the bonfire, the 'coonhounds' drinkin beer. If you have not heard this song yet, it is on CMT, an

When Twilight Fades
Darkness falls. Lying in my bed I hear noises. Noises of the night. Images form on walls creating shapes For which only the imagination can depict. Shadows lurk somewhere in the darkness Away from the eyes of those who worship reality, And sounds that cannot be understood become objects of fear For those of us who must have an explanation for everything. The blissful hush (which some call peace) Is not the result of the night hours work, But is merely a beginning for a new way of life Which only the people of the night can understand; While the people of reality are ignorant of anything That lies beyond the sun.

He Is On His Way
Well, the time has come and gone and I'm ok. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Grant left at 9:15 this morning to get on a bus to go to MEPS in St. Louis. Then tomorrow he will fly to Ft. Sills, OK. He spent time this morning talking to his sisters, each by themselves. And wouldn't tell me what he said to them. Knowing my son, he gave them strict instructions on how to behave and the consequences upon his return for any bad behavior. (lmao) He didn't have much to say to me, which is ok, as my son and I have a bond that doesn't need words. I chose to write him a letter and stick it in his bag when he wasn't looking! Saying all the things I knew I wouldn't be able to say when he left without tears. And since he can't stand to see his momma cry, i Know he understands. I am so proud of him, and can't wait to see how this experience changes him. Thanks to my sis and all my friends on here for your continued support. One person in particular, and they know who they are

This Is For You
as discouraging this may be i refuse to let myself let go it would be to easy just to give up i've never been one for taking the easy way through i don't see any gain in starting that now this love i have is like no other i have felt and the situation in which this emotion rests is surly far from any place i have seen before i hope that you do not let this drive you away i hope that you do not decide to take the easy way i can't blame you if you do as i know this not the most ideal thing t go through and i wont hate you if you do cause i could never do that but i will understand and will always be here ready for that chance it hurts inside because i feel so stuck i hate that the burden i have placed on you that i have no way to step up if i could make a move god i would have already made it no question about it but as of this moment that is not an option i hate that i have never felt so helpless in my life though i have also never had anything just handed

Insurance Ripoffs
I have the misfortune of dealing with a long term disability insurance company. By dealing, I mean jumping through hoops. Even though it is a company policy to replace my wages, they are trying to find a pre-existing condition to nullify my claim. I am at a point where I will have to borrow from some very good friends just to survive. I have no options when it comes to customer complaints. I haven't been approved yet. I still have to find info from 2005 including dr names, prescriptions and their numbers, treatments, names and numbers for all the places I was treated or seen, as well as their fax numbers. And of course it is taking time. 3 weeks so far. And the agent just keeps saying it is the policy that dictates the info needed. They even want copies of my MRI to make sure the dr isn't in on any scheme. Aren't people innocent until proven guilty anymore? I just have to wait until they decide to tell me if I am approved and what they will pay out for my living expenses. I

Suburn
As I write this my chest, shoulders, and back are freaking burning. I was off today and have yet to put on a shirt. This past weekend was a lot of fun but must learn to use sun screen. I went to a friends B-day party in WV. They live in a really beautiful area, river in there front yard, mountains in the back ground. We partied, and fished, and swam and I saw a friends tits and we feasted. I picked up a small strawberry bush and hope to get an orange tree soon. I'm growing it all inside but love the idea of eating something I grow. Ok I'm just rambling. peace to anyone who reads this.

Hi Everyone
Just wanted to stop in and leave a quick note for you all. I apologize for not being in touch with you all for the last few weeks. I have had some big changes going on in my life and i have not been online. As you all know i was living in Wisconsin. Well now i am living in Mobile, Alabama. I feel pretty crappy that I have'nt been responding to you my friends. Rest assured it has not been because of any other reason but me concentrating on being happy and sorting out my life. I have a lot of friends on here who not just merely a name on a list. Some of you have been a great comfort to me in this totally unpredictable world we live in. Anyhow I just wanted to let you all know that I am well and doing good. I will be in touch with you all soon. Play safe and take care Hugs n stuff Tigsy xoxoxo

Here I Go Again
Thought it was diffrent, this time it was real, found something more, I could hold love and feel, see now it was kid games, just online and unreal, o well what the hell, just another strike out, fly ball to right field, Here I Go Again.... WhitesnakeHere I Go AgainMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Things Will Happen In Your Life That You Can't Stop. That's No Reason To Shut Out The World.
i've gone the opposite direction in amazing myself lately. i'm nearly becoming someone i've always hated, but in a good way. i only hated those people because i was jealous. i mean.. me? jealous? never! its just nuts to me but no matter how bad things seem to get, i still love everything. a few months ago, i still wished i was dead. sure, on occasion i miss my dramatic friendships that ended so suddenly . but i also see that whatever i may have done or said to cause all of it hasn't been mentioned or forgiven, so maybe they weren't really worth it after all. i tried, and i was pushed further, thank you. i did run into some old friends recently that i had been really shitty to and cut out of my life with no warning, but when we sat down to talk, everything was fine. and i was told that they were not good friends to have. hmm.. either way, i've finally been able to let go of the past. not all, but most. i've realized that time is a major part of who i am now. i'm al

Protecting Your Pics Idea
I THINK IN ORDER TO PROTECT YOUR PICS FROM BEING RIPPED AND USED IN THE WRONG WAY YOU WILL HAVE TO PUT ALL YOUR DEFAULT PICS IN ANOTHER FOLDER GO TO ALBUM OPTIONS AND PUT A CHECK MARK NEXT TO BLOCK RIPS.YES I KNOW ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS BUT IF YOU WANT TO PROTECT YOURSELF THIS IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE...JUST A LITTLE SUGGESTION. THANK YOU FOR REPOSTING FROM LOVLYMOM

One For The Guys
1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas. 3. I take my wife everywhere..... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great for two days. Then the mud fell off. 9. She ran after the garbage truck, yelling "Am I too late for the garbag

My Life
my life is like a puzzle its in a bunch of different pieces which used to be together now some pieces don't fit some are missing and some are damaged beyond repair. This puzzle one day piece by piece will be put back together again for better or for worse the picture might not be the same any more like it shows on the front of the box so heres hopeing for a better picture.

Please Friends
hey how is everyone 2nite i was just wanting to ask every one of my friends to come by and see if they fanned me. if not would u please, i would really appreciate it. ive got over 2000 friends that hasnt yet. i fan everyone so would u please return the favor thanx Mr. Nice Guy

Wow, I'm Actually Content
I think this is the first time in a LONG time that I actually haven't bitched in a blog. Not her or on that "other" website either. Probably because I got rid of ALOT of unwanted bullshit in my life and thank GOD it's all gone. Aside from ocassional bullshit here n there that my roomie is going thru.. my life is nice n drama free!! School is going great, getting a 4.0, meeting people everyday... lief is just peachy!!! Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Telephone Poll
The latest telephone poll taken by the California Governor's office, asked whether people who live in California think illegal immigration is a serious problem: 29% of respondents answered: "Yes, it is a serious problem." 71% of respondents answered: "No es una problema seriosa."

~sigh
Haunting tendencies, my soul eludes, yet never completely escapes. Gray visions of past loves, death, and all that may come to be are preluded by the dimmest of flashes...imagined in my blind eye to be what was supposed to have been my life. Reveling in the idea of something that doesn't exist has been my existences baine, no sense to be made of anything. State of fantasy with no happy ending; Nor, reasoning as to why? Trudging through the nearly empty halls of my mind, the simplest of thoughts become soiled and unworthy of speach or any recognition whatsoever. Grief stricken and beaten, my heart slows to match the hollow breath my chest forces through parched, expressionless lips... Sigh. ~Jess~

Ct Rulz
1. If someone is nice enough to rate you, rate them back. Men... DO NOT BE AFRAID TO RATE OTHER MEN! No one is asking you to date them... Just to Rate them~~~ 2. If you dont like someones photo, leave it and dont rate it at all. Just pass on it. Dont bother to rate it at all. You would not walk up to a stranger on the street and say... Feck man.. I would give you a 2... So why the feck you wanna do it here??? 3. If you dont like someone, dont talk to them. Block them. Babyjesus and Scrapper work hard to make blocks and things. You dont like them... Block them. Dont talk to them. 4. If someone is nice enough to fan you, fan them back. It is a nice way of saying thank you. And you both are getting points for it. 5. Keep your bs out of other peoples bulletins. Marq and Achilles are wonderful for bringing their shit to the bulletins of others. Why? Because they are mindless cowards and have nothing going on in their lives to fulfill them. Thus, they add people to their lists, t

Nc - Urgent - Tiny Puppies On Death Row Need Rescue
Columbus County Animal ShelterWhiteville, NC910-641-3945 URGENT! Contact!Catahoula Leopard Dog Size: MediumAge: BabyGender: Gorgeous Patterns! Some of them have blue eyes like their mom. She is also an owner surrender. http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=8758597Black and Tan Coonhound,Golden Retriever Size: LargeAge: BabyGender: Owners said mom was a black/tan coon hound and dad is a golden retriever. Only 5 - 6 Weeks old. http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=8758560Labrador Retriever MixSize: MediumAge: BabyGender: These guys are about 3 months old. http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=8758578Australian Shepherd,Cattle Dog Size: MediumAge: BabyGender: MaleUPDATE: Held over from last week. This is his last chance! http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=8719938Spaniel Size: MediumAge: BabyGender: Update: Pulled. (need homes) For more information email 4theluvofpups@embarqmail.com http://search.petfinder.c

The Photo On The Nightstand
After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be Reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

My Dreams
My dreams are filled with you, every night I go to bed. I remember everything you do, and listen to everything you said. Reach out and touch my hair, like you do every night. Your skin looks so fair, under the moon light. You grabbed my hand, and took me for a walk. We walked barefoot in the sand, and had a real long talk. You say you love me, more each day that will pass. I can't wait to see, how long my dream will last. I whisper to you, how things can be. All I can do, is see how the next dream will be.

Physical Intuitiveness
Physical Intuitiveness The Body Is Natural So much of the human experience is removed from nature that we tend to forget that we are products of the natural world. At the moment of birth, we are perfectly attuned to nature. Our feelings are an authentic response to the stimulus we encounter. We interact with our environment viscerally, desiring only what is necessary for our survival. And, if we are lucky, we take in nourishment in the form of pure motherâï¿½ï¿½s milk. As months and years pass, however, we discover the sights, sounds, and scents of the synthetic world. Though these often momentarily dazzle us, the dim memory of our naturalness remains. When we embrace the notion that human beings are inherently natural, bringing it to the forefront of our day-to-day experiences, we achieve a new level of wellness that boasts nature at its very core. We innately understand that our bodies are not composed of plastics or man-made chemicals and that there is no legitimate reason t

My Hair Cut
Okay, so I posted a mumm that asked about my hair being short or long and cherrytap deleted it saying it was offensive, idiots, so here I am. This is what the mumm said: I just want to know your opinion, HONEST opinion!!!!! Look at my pics under me and my family and there are pics of me with long hair and with short hair, should I keep it cut short or let it grow back out long? Please let me know what you think, honestly, if short wins, I am going to cut it again. When I had it cut short, my hair was fixed in the front and top, but spiked up in the back. When its long, its just that, long and all I can do is brush it. But I am torn on which I like better, please let me know your opinion, PLEASE!!!!!

She'sss Backkk!!!
And still as messed up as before some body pray for me.First I would like to say I am sorry for being away so long. I have been down in the dumps and out of order for awhile.I still don't think zI am as good as I should be, but yet here I am ack on line the only place I feel free 2 be me. Life has been crazy these past weeks hell even months , but I have stuck with it and and still I rize. So hell what Have I been missing? Kitten I know you been looking out for me who else? What I have been doing is taking care of home or trying to anyway its hard raiseing a family on ur own.Wow I can't think of anything else to say so I guess tihs is it till another throught comes to mind.

How To Get Into Heaven....kids Point Of View...
An exasperated mother, whose son is always getting into Mischief, finally asked him. "How do you expect to get into Heaven?" The boy thought it over and said, "Well, I'll run in and out and in and out and keep slamming the door until St. Peter says, "For Heaven's sake, Dylan, come in or stay out!"

Getting To Busy
i am getting to be to busy to jump on here now and go throgh my tab to to rate will still rate if you are on when i am and add something or if you point me to what you want rated but please dont flood my email with all of them i can just as esaly move throw them if you point me to one thanks to all my freinds out there and injoy or if you see me on you can just shout at me and tell me you want me to see this

Untitled
You might have noticed that I'm not on CT as much as I used to be. Well, I no longer Dj on here for starters, and that being said I've got some shit to take off my chest and say. If you don't like it, then don't read it, plain and simple. Here is the truth of why I'm no longer in Inferno, and why I no longer will Dj on here. Over the past while of Djing here, I've taken alot of bullshit. Things such as people not showing up to cover their shifts when I was on Nice and Naughty, and having to fill in for them at the last minute. But the last patch with Inferno just took the cake, and convinced me to say "fuck this BS". The last time I was Djing via Inferno the Dj who was scheduled to come on and take air from me didn't. So I went off air, the result was that a certain person (not naming names here) advised me that having lost/dropped air was "disrespectful to inferno", well you know what? It is not my fault that you and those involved that night were unorganized and allowed this

Famous People
Have you ever met anyone famous? Most of the famous people I have met have been NFL players. Mostly with the Dallas Cowboys. I have met Terry Bradshaw and I was at a Passion Party with several defensive line players of another NFL team I probably should not mention since they blamed the party for losing their game the next day lol.

Rhey's Mantra
THERE IS A RUMOR THAT THE BELOW POETIC 'CRY IN THE NIGHT' IS AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL ... I refuse to respond to such a representation on the grounds that it is written that a man, regardless of his height, or lack thereof, cannot be compelled to testify about his personal Mantra! Love 'n (on my knees again) Stuff, RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ RHEY’S MANTRA On hands and knees, Mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary. After a while, With a smile, I try hot matrimony For my teasing, and squeezing, I now pay alimony Back on my knees, Mumbling please, I search for Sanctuary! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, July 19, 2007

Me
I am an Aries and generally fit the profile I am generally considered to be pretty outgoing, but inside I am a little bit shy. I love to have a good time. I get along better with men than with women I think more like a man. when I get together with certain friends I can be completely insane. Alot of people are afraid of pissing me off because I can be a real bitch. Alot of people are just afraid of me. I have travelled around the whole east coast of the US - and the only place I would not move to is Atlanta. In High School and shortly after, people called me Misty. I don't have a very close family - however it is very large. My friends are closer to me than my family. I grew up "down the shore" and wished all the "bennies" would go home. I am quite sarcastic and my humor puts some people off. I tend to dislike people immediately upon meeting them - it's just easier. Every guy I have ever given my phone number to has called me except one.

If Tomorrow Doesn’t Come, Please Remember ...
If Tomorrow Doesn’t Come, Please Remember If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget all the fights But please remember my face. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the name calling But please remember the smiles. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the down times But please remember our laughter together. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the lonely nights crying But please remember the many hugs after those nights. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please forget the yelling But please remember the good talks after. If tomorrow doesn’t come Please remember how much I care about you Even though I don’t show it. Please remember how much of an impact you have on my life. Even though I don’t help you to acknowledge it. Please remember how much I love you Even though we fight more than we talk to each other. Please remember that you are apart of what I am today Even though I don’t ever say anything. Please remember that I always care about you Ev

Life
you know sometimes life gets a bit hectic and you dont know what to do but its during those times that you grow as a person and learn lifes true lessons now i dont know the meaning behind this blog this has just kinda been sittin in my head the last couple days and i havent known what to do with it but anyways back to the topic so ive been tryin to figure out why this is in my head all of a sudden i dont know if it means im in a trying time or if im about to enter one or just now exiting one all i know is its on my mind and there is nothing i can do about so heres my thoughts as of now i think(but once again not sure) im in a hectic time of life through thinking about it ive noticed im in a rut i dont do anything but get on the damn computer and talk all day oh and play games but still i dont do anything about my situation i have 2 months before i am able to do what i want to do because of the application process so here i sit tryin to think of something to do everyday and nothing pops

The Dream
The Dream A man lay on his bed at the end of his life waiting to die. His dream came to pay his last respects and bid farewell to the man who had never used it. As it entered the room the man looked down in shame. "Why did you not realise me?" the dream asked. "Because I was afraid," the man said. "Afraid of what," said the dream. "I was afraid I would fail." "But haven't you failed by not attempting to use me?" "Yes I did, but I always thought there would be tomorrow." "You Fool!" said the dream" Did it never occur to you that there was only ever today? The moment that you are in right now? Do you think that now that death is here that you can put it off until tomorrow?" "No". said the man, a tear gently rolling down his cheek. The dream was softer now, because it knew that there were two types of pain, the pain of discipline and the pain of regret, and while discipline weighs ounces, regret weighs pounds. Then the dream leant forward to gently wipe away t

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dark eyes illuminated by the nights moon look out upon the city.. seeming dead in its midnight hour red silk blows against black leather as alabaster skin radiates... her hunger calls from within and soon... she will appease it. such has it been for an eternity.. her un-life.. her curse. her fate to walk alone immortal within a dying race. her soul..old when the ancients were young... cries out for substance. her hunger growing as the night deepens... and there within the darkened streets will she find her prey.. those foolish with their mortality.. unrestraint in their passions. those who feed upon the decadent pleasures.. high will be their blood with lust when she feeds upon their soul. she now but waits.. for deep midnight to come... for passions to soar.. pleasures to wake... for then is the time.. her hunger she’ll appease. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~Candyce~

Where Has My Mind Gone
so my dumb ass went to work and when i got there and punched in it said punch in too early so i looked at the schedule and i dont have to be to work till the grave yard shift which starts at midnight. i got to work at 4pm and drank a mocha frap from starbucks. yea its gonna be hell trying to go back to sleep and staying awake at work tonite.

New Song On My Playlist.
Go listen on my page... A new life begins! Destroy Everything! (x3) Obliterate what makes us weak, Destroy Everything! (x3) Decimate what threatens me. Cleanse this world with flame End this, cleanse this Rebuild and start again Obliterate what makes us weak End this and embrace the destruction End this to embrace new life (new life!) Even a nothing threat, deserves a response you won\'t soon forget, I must destroy everything that tries to infect. Even a nothing threat, deserves a response you won\'t soon forget, I must destroy everything that tries to infect. Destroy Everything! (x3) Obliterate what makes us weak, Destroy Everything! (x3) Decimate what threatens me. Cleanse this world with flame End this, cleanse this Rebuild and start again Obliterate what makes us weak End this and embrace the destruction End this to embrace new life (new life!) Even a nothing threat, deserves a response you won\'t soon forget, I must destroy everything that tr

My First Fuck Up
well today im sitting here all fucked up because of a slip i had in my recovery....there are nothing but good things that came from today... i realized that the disease of addiction will be with me for the rest of my life,however it is my choice to do what is nassacary to do what it takes to seek my recovery... i was coming up an a year clean and uuuhhh yeah i slipped ...i feel it was a message from my higher power whom i care to call god.... he put my ass in check by sending back out cause i thought i no longer needed to take my medication. (which consists of meetings and alot of looking into self) for those that actually call themselves my friends on here have helped alot by just being there for me today.. both in and outside of the fellowship ... i also learned that regaurdless of what i think of myself i am a decent person.. regaurdless of what i have done in my past i cant hold my self hostage about all that.. and believe me i have done and witnessed some foul shit.....

Let That Big Beautiful Butt Shine
***found while surfing the net, just thought I would share So would I like to be with a sickly thin model or my big beautiful princess? I don't even have to think about it, her curvaceous beauty makes me weak at the knees Her skin as pure as snow without needing hours of photo shop aid Hey I am the first to admit I think pole dancing is erotic but I would rather the lady is not so small and flat that the pole looks like her twin So let me see a big curvaceous butt wiggle and shake as she slips around the pole I am not trying to be crude I just want to show that big can be beautiful plump can be sexy So put down the magazines that say you're a failure if you over a size 6 The media encourages people to diet till they get ill to skip there meals stick fingers down there throat they'll be sickly white but accepted at least until they croak That’s not life that’s self inflicted torture be who you are and not what they say and let love come onto you Look inside

Thieving People
I DON'T SEE WHY PEOPLE RIP PERSONAL PHOTOS OF OTHER PEOPLE I CAN SEE THEM RIPPING OTHER STUFF SUCH AS FUNNY STUFF OR ANY OF THE OTHER IMAGES BUT TAKING PEOPLES PERSONAL IMAGES OF THEM SELF IS WRONG AND THEN I ASLO DONT THINK IT IS FAIR TO THE PERSON THAT GOT THE IMAGE OF THEMSELVES RIPPED NOT TO KNOW WHO RIPPED IT BUT WHEN PEOPLE RIP FUNNY IMAGES OR WHAT EVER IT SAYS WHO RIPPED THEM AT LEAST IT DID WHEN THE SITE WAS CHERRY TAP SO PLEASE DONT RIP MY PERSONAL PHOTOS AND IF YOU AGREE ON THIS MATTER THEN POST A BLOG THEN MAYBE WE WILL BE HEARD IF IT HAS HAPPEND TO YOU THANK YOU ... LiL MiSs LuNd

Forgotten Souls
From hallowed halls, forgotten souls wallow. As death has done with each swallow. History speaks without words, while the peace be perturbed, the ushered, assured that truth be on the side of peace, confide in peace, or do they hide in peace? From hallowed halls, forgotten souls wallow. As death has done with each swallow. Present speaks without purpose, while the war be ushered, the perturbed, assured that truth be on the side of war, confide in war, or do they hide in war? From hallowed halls, forgotten souls wallow. As death has done with each swallow. Future speaks without deeds, while the life be assured, the ushered, perturbed that truth be on the side of life, confide in life, or do they hide in life? Does silence, incite violence or violence, incite silence? -ed

Mistakes Of The Foolish
I travel an endless road of life. It starts it ends there is no rest. In spots I see glimmers of hope and peace. They are welcome oasis's in a desert of space. I seek feelings that have been lost. They have left with another gone to a scared place. I reach out badly, foolishly and with no grace. Refused I panic, run scared embarrassed and in disgrace. Only part rest is personal and will remain that way, ha ha hard to be old also

We're A Dying Breed
To every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Wow
It is amazing how people hoe you out on this site. When I ask for help with a contest, I always offer my help in exchange. So when I help someone else out, i expect the same in return. Well this asshole(who I wont name cuz im so mad) asked me to help someone he knows for a blast. I helped, then sent him a link in return to help me and can you believe it he stiffed me! What a piece of shit! He better believe that I'm gonna let him have it next time he askes me for anything!(and on top of that, he is a member of a bombers) Thanks for listening! I feel better now!

The Little Things
the little things in life are what makes it so interesting the people that are involved each bring something to your life from precious gifts of a shoulder to cry on to the smile from someone you adore the words of wisdom coming from little angels and friends you can truly depend on the person you run to when things are too tough and the person who inspires you to the gifts of hopes and dreams and something to look forward to everyday and when someone special comes along friends see it in your eyes and will be there to wish you the best or pick up the pieces when they fall to the advise sometimes unwanted but always heartfelt and to the one that takes your breath away and constantly amazes you and when you find these treasures keep them close and always let them know you care... *to my friends...I love you all, and especially you my love

From Above / Down Here / & Below
From Above [Intro] [Verse I] You're all that's on my mind, How's it gonna be this time? Is it gonna work out or will I fail, The joint begins to run and the smoke begins to stale. [Chorus] Ashes fall to the wind, this high is the closest I get to being with you. [After I hit the wall, I will learn to crawl...] The paper burns so slowly, my lungs just hold their breath I finally feel like I'm not grasping for my death. [Verse II] My fingers ache for the touch of your body. Falling faster down the hole inside me. I spiral out of control, lose what I'm trying to say. I just love it when you look at me that way. [Chorus] Ashes fall to the wind, this high is the closest I get to being with you. [After I hit the wall, I will learn to crawl...] The paper burns so slowly, my lungs just hold their breath I finally feel like I'm not grasping for my death. [Breakstrain] You're reading my eyes... is what you say... I feel like a better man today. You mak

Things Change - Tim Mcgraw
They wouldn't let him play the opry With whiskey on his breath And it didn't take'em long to figure out what they missed He went down that lost highway Underneath the purple sky A legend disappeared before his time Things Change They said he was the devil dressed in gold leme The way he shook his hips out there on that stage But before that faithful day He left Tennessee All of them were calling him the king Things Change Well they like to call them hippies outlaws with guitars But they brought a little poetry To the honky tonks and bars They might've got a little crazy They might have flew a little too high Somewhere somebody's playing their song tonight Things Change (Don't you know things change) Now some say it's too country Some say it's a little rock n roll But it's just good music If you can feel it in your soul It doesn't really matter It's always been the same life goes on Things Change Bridge: Don't you know they

Kids With Health Diorders
Father plans bike trek across nation By Bill Lindau Freelance Writer Kai Davis looks like a healthy child. He’s smiling, playful and full of energy. Only the shaved head and the device on his chest are giveaways. Kai, 4, is a very sick child. When he was two and one-half years old, Kai was diagnosed with neuroblastoma, a form of cancer that affects only infants and toddlers, said his father and mother, Ven and Rashanna Davis of Raeford. Kai is doing much better now, with the necessary treatment, but he is not out of the proverbial woods yet. Ven wants him to get better, and he does not want other children to go through the same thing as his own son, so Ven, an avid bicyclist, and several friends are planning a cross-country bike ride to raise funds for treatment of pediatric cancer, and also raise awareness of such afflictions. He also hopes to have a production company make a documentary film about pediatric cancer. Kai has found himself blessed with a lot of support. WRAL

Always In Tha Booth!
man i'm so drove cause i'm mad at dese lil bustas talkin bout dey big dawgs shit dey better stop,cause tha chossen n da murda man so damn raw and guta so fuck u shane fa real when we catch ur ass lil boy u gonna be feelin real ashame,cause we let tha truth be told and unfold so boy be ready fa us to come real hard n show u who tha real big dawgs are wit ur dick in tha booty havin ass and kiki i know u don't want me two get on u wit ur funky ass and nasty dick mouth yeah boys be fuckin u rite in ur ass gurl stop,cause u also locked urself up in tha fema trailer when my lil sister brooke was bout to knock u out rite dere on tha spot up in v-town and dat be dem hounds so don't be clownin and fuckin around wit tha junlge or plantation either,cause u gonna get treat even harder n slaughter in dis raps...HaHaHa! Let me give some shouts to my dawgs Greg,Brian,Jennifer,Bee & Nikki,Deshun,Beast,Demonde,Devin,Darrel,Alicia,Ryan,Chad,Chase,Ray,Cody,Brooke,Kristy,Merlin,Harold,and dere's so many o

One
If I held you in my arms tonight I would not let go. To passions burning with so much light, a love I thought I'd never know. With your head, close to my heart, we silently listen to the rain. A moment in time, loves new start. we have bannished each others pain. Let the tears fall if need be. I'll always stand by your side tall. And let our love keep us free.. ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

New Legislation For Haunted Buildings In England
I received my monthly Psychologists magazine which contained a large article describing “those sick people who go on ghost walks”. Psychology has as many views on the paranormal, as there are psychologists. And many see the paranormal as psychologies biggest area of failure.Britain has had so many new laws brought in over the past few years that they often take a while to filter through. One of the most intriguing is the property disclosure act, this means if your house is haunted you have to tell the buyer.In the past establishing just what constitutes a haunting has been open to various interpretations, and a particular problem area is council housing, where different boroughs in the past had very different policies. As overseas buyers come to London to invest in property, they often bring with them Feng Shui practitioners, while one recent Japanese businessman pulled out of a deal when he found that the building was built on the site of a house where a family had died in W.

Getting Married
I am so excited i found out last week that my uncle from out of state can marry me and my wonderful man....the hitch is it is going to be September 1st this year lol... talk about things going to be hectic to the beginging of next year lol....but it will all be worth it .... i have been waiting for this day for 2 years and now that it is here i couldn't be happier.... i know this was short and sweet but i just had the need to share for all those who are interested in reading about it..

Poem
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigour; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend fin

I Tried
LEAN LIKE A CHOLO: If you're taken... CUPIDS CHOKEHOLD: If you're taken &confused... THIS IS WHY I'M HOT: If you're taken and u like someone else.... BUY YOU A DRANK: If you're single but your heart is taken.... MAKE IT RAIN: If you're single and just goin' with the flow.... I WANNA LOVE YOU: If you're single and you wanna tell someone you like them but not sure how that will go.... POP LOCK AND DROP IT: If you're single....and like some1 and they like u bakk WALK IT OUT: you like someone and they like you back but you aren't going out yet.... THIS IS THE WAY I LIVE: If you're single and like someone but confused whether they like you back or not..... AY BAY BAY: If your taken and really happy with that person I TRIED:You're just so confused and waiting for someone that wont completely tear you apart..... PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR: if your single. kinda like someone. but not sure. and you like being single I WILL WAIT FOR YOU: If you're still in love wit

Asking !
Sating Here wishing I had someone to call Mine Watching everyone one walking by hand In hand Yet Here I sat All Alone closing my eyes and dreaming Of the day when he walking to my Live and knowing with just a smile that he is the ONE opening My eyes and whispering to God WHAT AM I DOING SO WRONG ??? WHY Am I paying this price?? wrtten by Norma C brooks

Death
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the sparkle in the snow. I am the shredded leaves that blow. I am the sunlight on growing grain. I am the gentle summer rain. I am the quiet bird at night. Circling about; Taking flight. So do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep.

Where Is The Love?
I have helped people level up when they post things like "1200 to go" in their status message. I have helped friends out with contests (comment bombing) and I have even gone as far as creating shout outs for all the people who I thought were my friends. Where is the love??? All I asked of anyone is to just drop about 100 comments on a pic for me in the contest that I have entered and no one has returned any favors except for a very few. Why should I have to feel like I need to join a bombing family just to have "friends" to back me up??? Yes, I'm pissed and extremely disappointed in a lot of my friends. Especially one in particular (he knows who he is) who just won a VIP all thx to me and another friend who emptied out our comments on his pic every day! So.. point of this blog (other than to bitch-fest) is to let everyone know that I am going to do an inventory of my friends list. Everyone who is a fair-weather friend is going to be deleted. This isn't MySpace where

A Different Love Story~!
A different Love letter and a beautiful reply to it. A teenage college guy sent a love letter (in Q/A format) to his classmate. My Dearest Reshma , Please answer the following questionnaire. For Options (A) 10 marks, (b) 5marks and (c) 3 marks. ********** 1) Whenever you enter the class room, your sight always falls on me because: (a) of love (b) you couldn't control seeing me (c) really ... Am I doing it? ********** 2) Whenever professor cracks joke, you laugh and turn and look at me because: (a) you always like to see me smiling (b) you are testing whether I like jokes (c) you are attracted by my smile ********** 3) When you were singing in the class, I entered and immediately you stopped singing because: (a) you are so coy to sing before me (b) my presence influenced you (c) you feared that whether I'll like your song ********** 4) When you were showing your childhood photo, when I asked for it, you hide it becaus

Fat Sonny For Fubar President!!
FAT SONNY for FUBAR PresidentClick the Picture to go to President Fat Sonny's pageFor a short time President FAT SONNY is opening his add request doors to EVERYONE! Hop aboard before the ship before it sets sail and this offer is gone forever. Any Loyal subject that can RATE and COMMENT "EVERY SINGLE ONE" of President Fat Sonny's pictures get a free paid Gold membership to My Babe Space for the year and a free T-shirt from FUCKING INSANE T-SHIRTS.com GOOD LUCK! Remember this is a limited time offer. When President Fat Sonny closes the doors for new adds your SHIT OUT OF LUCK!

Screaming
Soo.. here it is, yet another day in my life. This is one of the only places I have to speak some of what is going on, so here I go. My sister stays in my room every Wed night and I asked her to stay Monday night as well because we have to share a car. I need to tutor at a school for 15 hours and need the car monday or tuesday morning. she told me i was out of my mind and that she is not staying another night. I talked to our mom and told her the situation and since my sister will not work more hours and spend all her boyfriends money and now she can not repair her car, that my mom agrees on sharing the car so I can tutor and not fail my class. My sister said mom talks a lot of shit because she wont stay. Then we found out another four people are pregnant today that are in the family, and so when I told my sister that I was sick from the flu, she told me that it could be because I was pregnant too. I told her I was not my cousin, not really meaning anything mean by it either, and she c

Why Is It So??
Well i have moved and have settled in my sisters house.. I have been here for i think 6 weeks now and after being here for 3 weeks my mum went to the doctor for a problam she had. 2 days later she is told she has cancer. For the last 2 weeks i have been taking my mum to tests and more tests. If i had not moved would she have got cancer or would she be fine now? I am sad and unhappy because of this. On Friday the 7th Sept she will have surgery for this. I have moved, i have my mum sick and the job that i was ment to get when i got here has not happened. So should i be happy or not?? Well i am a bit but still worried about my mum and also running out of money. Well thats life. I will live with it and still be as happy as i can. Take care everone and be happy.

The Chain Of Life
Nature, love and sex Nature is the world, untouched by people. The world outside the perimeter of human culture, the world as it was before we started altering it. And our sexuality is a piece of that nature residing within us. The lower stratum, the primitive impulses that fuel all the higher levers of the mind. (not my discerning)

My Dad
My dad passed away Aug.22,2007 his birthday was Sept.2nd. He was the most wonderful dad a girl could have. He was my dad and my best friend,I could talk to him about anything. I will miss him really bad and try not to cry. I will never forget him nore leave let him be forgotten... I love you daddy....

How Sexy R U?
Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest... And keep that attitude even on the worst of daysWhat Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

From No Where!!!!
from in my shadow i can see the world and in my shadow i am alone but then i feel it the slow caress of a hand upon my face the gentle clawing of my soul the darkness closes in around us and at the moment of heaven she is gone!!!! all that is left is the smell of her upon me and the flashing moments in my head haunting me like the voice in my head we are all one winged angel alone we fall together we fly !!! zombi

2 My Friends!!
TO MY FRIENDS I have met some very beautiful people that bring great joy to my heart i luv my comments .. they make me smile I feel bad that i don't catch all of u but realize that u r in my heart... those of u that have listened to me whine & cry i appreciate u & the ear u lend those i am meeting, i luv making mew friends:) i hold all of my special friends close dear to my heart where i can luv u the most i don't beg for rates or fans ... since i am not here for that ... though i won't complain i am just taking to time to show my appreciation, luv & respect ... for those i luv & U all know who u r!! much luv!! Deja :)

Caption It | Vol.1 | 009
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It - Bi-Weekly it is! (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! I am posting round 9 & 10 tonight. I will be on vacation until the 18th. I will miss you guys!!! Leave me some captions to giggle at when I get back. The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! TELL YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY!!! THEY ARE MISSING OUT.

More On My Knee
ok I know its been a while and sorry about that. Well I spent 2 weeks with that cast on and I did hate it, since all I did was laid in bed and watch tv and play PS2. Yes that can be boring when its nice out and you want to go out and do something, like find a job. Oh by the way I am still looking. OK anyways I saw the doc he just look at and bend it abit and told me to wing myself off the cast and start getting out more. Well I just went cold turkey on it and have been busy doing alot of shit. It still hurt now and than but I am doing better. OK that its for now more blogs later.......

A Peek At My Week
This has been a very very long week. I think I have processed almost all of the emotions I know. If not I don't want to go there. I have felt hurt, lost, confusion, pain, happiness, love, laughter and very deep depression. One of the things I learned from all of this is that i can and will survive most htings that are throwm at me. My mom is slowly, well maybe not so slowly getting worse by the day. This is my big fear. She is not supposed to be this bad at her age. Who says?..me of course. My friends in the f2f world are rapidly abandoning me. Why I have no idea other than the stuff I am going through scares them. If so jezz what asses and wimps. No matter what the reasoning is they are still assess and wimps for not having the balls to tell me what's up. Even those I love are sending me mixed messages most days. I wonder if their memories are as bad as mine and my mom's. All of the yeah I'll give you a call later and I will do this and that for you are not

My Problem In A Nutshell
Ten years ago. I was the type of person that thought love was the most important thing in the world. If you loved somebody you gave everything you are to that person. You make any sacrifice. You took the pain with a smile. All the persons faults were forgivable. Any grand gesture that I needed to make I made. Move 2,000 miles away from your home where you don't know anyone Craig. SURE! Trust every one of them with my money and my things and when they break that trust give them another chance. Then another and another. Once you were in my "circle" it took damn near a betrayal of Caesaresque proportion. I would defend, support and stand beside my lovers until the end. To the hilt. In for a penny in for a pound. Nothing held back. And when my heart was broken I thought " It is okay. The next one will be the one that deserves my emotions and attention." And I began the search again. These days. I have no issue getting rid of people that offend or harm me. Betray me once

Boom ! ! !
The body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great chest you have!" He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. of dynamite, Baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive Calves you have!" The body builder tells her, "That's 100 lbs. Of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear, and the blonde goes running out of the Apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, "I didn't want to be around all that dynamite when I saw how short the fuse was !!!!!!

Rate Spankers
I wanted to let all those on my friends list who are part of the Rate Spankers that I will be around to all your profiles and do the rating each day until I get you all I promise! So if I don't get to you right away it isn't because I am ignoring you! Thanks for letting me part of the club!

A Poem That's Not Sex
You know the scenic overlook on the way up Trail Ridge Road, the one with the curving boardwalk that looks across the valley overshadowed by the endless rise of Longs Peak, the one where children play on the rocks while parents inhale as they examine the expanse as if to take it all inside of themselves? Well, if you can ever go there alone with time and freedom to stand in the quiver of thought, and to do that you might need to be there at dawn, when the light is just right on the mountain, at the time of day when there is seldom any haze, only perhaps one low hanging cloud positioned to give you a sense of depth and perception, in this setting it is likely you will have ears to hear. But it is difficult to speak of such things, how the presence of wilderness lays bare the soul and speaks truth about the nature of beauty, the privilege to embrace what you can not hold, to possess what you will never own, how every preceding moment of life has served to cre

This Hits So Close To My Heart
There are way too many children being abused and slipping through the cracks while Children Services is ripping too many kids from homes that don't have any abuse going on it. This video shows what happens, in a worse case sinerio, when the real cases of child abuse slip through the cracks. It hurts to see kids being abused. They didn't ask to be here on earth and they are Gods gift to us. Martina McBride Videos | Music Videos | Airlie Beach vacation rentals

Ok Dumb People
ok one of my pics got mark again ok the others ones i understand this one i dont. there are 2 white chicks with a happy hitler thing on ok whats wrong with that? i dont see anything wrong with that but i guess some people are dumb and are trying to get my pics taken off good luck

Da Bears!!
I wasnt worried at all! My bears came thru yesterday with once again, the defense saving the game. I hope somewhere down the line, that dammn Cedric Benson turns into something WORTH while...I still say we shoulda KEPT Thomas Jones, and shipped Benson OUT!

Hardships
all this week i have been dealing with alot of hardships but the only one persion that hsa been there alot for me has been my girl and if it wasnt for her i wouldnt know what i would doi would like literally go nuts but she is the only thing that i keep going for i would be lost without her

Please Bomb It Today!!
AIGHT THA CONTEST ENDS AT 3PM TODAY AND IM LIKE 3000 BEHIND 2ND PLACE. DONT KNOW HOW THA HELL THESE PEOPLE HAVE COME UP LIKE THEY HAVE BUT I NEED ALL THA HELP I CAN GET. SO PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB IT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN BEFORE 3 PM. THANX!! JUS CLICK ON THA PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THA CONTEST.

Funny.
Three white guys went to a bar. Had a few Buds n stuff, then they saw a black man sittin' nearby. One asked him:"Ey, u kno why ur soles r white?" "No, tell me, why?" "Cuz u were standing when god painted u." Then white guys laugh a bit, have a few more Buds. Then they get at the black man again. "Okay, so u have white soles, but u kno why u have white palms?" "No, tell me, why?" "Cuz when God painted u, u placed ur hands against the wall." They laugh again n have a few more shots. Then the black man asks them:" But u white boys kno, why ur anus is black?" "Nope, tell us, why ?" "Cuz when I screwed ya, the paint was still fresh."

Poor Taste
LOS ANGELES–With the nation still buzzing over his Feb. 21 Grammy Awards duet with Elton John, Eminem released a single Tuesday inspired by the performance. Among the song's lyrics: "I was at the Grammys and Elton John gave me a hug / So I got out my pliers and ripped his little dick off with a tug / Shoved it down the throats of Britney, then Christina A. / that's prolly the place it oughta stay" Sir John praised the song as "brave" and "coming from a very pure place." You think this is an appropriate thing for Eminem to be rapping about?

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nothing Gold Can Stay Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf, So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay. Robert Frost

Yea
well ispent the whole weekend w jewell n he told me that he loves me n that he misses me i didnt think i was that easy to get over! lol but i miss him so much he says that he wants to start all over from datin again! thats ok w me we need a fresh start! i love him so much! i just hope it isnt some kinda game

The Flow
What do you do when all you feel is pain As you watch the blood flow from your vains It trickles and drips and makes a faint sound As you fall upon the ground Your eyes grow heavy Your body is week Is this what they call sweet releaf Or is it just my body shuting down from its release.

God Made Grass, Man Made Booze — Who Do You Trust?
Article from the Irish Examiner... “GOD makes the earth yield healing herbs, which the prudent man should not neglect.” (Sirach:38:4). Well, quite — or as the legendary vernacular would have it, God made grass, man made booze — who do you trust? Cannabis sativa, that hardy adaptable plant that grows everywhere from your window box to the mountains of Asia, Africa and America, has been cultivated by ourselves for over 10,000 years. You would, however, be (almost) forgiven for thinking that it is a highly addictive, dangerous drug, so draconian and misleading is our current legislation, which classifies a gram of cannabis resin to be more harmful and potentially lethal than, say, a crate of whiskey. Yet the only recorded case of a person dying as a direct result of the cannabis sativa plant was when the unfortunate person was flattened by a bale of it falling on his head; this is in glaring contrast to the tens of thousands of poor saps who perish from alcohol related disasters

Boy With Cancer
There is a very dear friend of Mine that has a Cousin that has cancer.. He is 16 years old..has a 2% chance of survival due to cancer, but all he wants to do is get into the guiness book of world records by collecting well over 20,000 hats... So if there is anyone Out here that would like to help this kids out plz contact me back TY

Me
First and foremost, just a bit about me. I am 27 and in a very happy relationship. I joined this to just make friends and am not interested in anything else. I am almost five months pregnant and am looking forward to becoming a first time mom. I live in a very small town and enjoy that. I don't really party (even before I was pregnant) and tend to spend time at home doing all those fun housewifey type stuff. I am an oddball whose interests vary widely and am a very easy going person. Hope to meet some interesting people on here to chat with. Talk to you soon!

Mind Fukin
You know when you have been mind fuked when you get a number an its the wrong number, You give your number when they ask for it an they never call. When you move in to a place an that person dosent even talk to you.

Who Is Really In Charge?
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and theblood Was toxic. They all decided that the rectum should

New Site
I just joined this new networking site and though I haven't had much of a chance to form an opinion of it yet, I thought I'd share it so that others may check it out. Enjoy. The link above is supposed to be my referral URL. I hope you use it if you choose to check the site out. Thanks.

One Thing
FINGER ELEVEN LYRICS "One Thing" Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x3]

The True Meaning Of Family
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the

My New Bussiness
Hey Everyone, This is my new side business. It is an online store, with brand name items and links to brand name stores. Discount is availible, on any and all purchases. All you have to do is click the link at the bottom of the blog and hit my account, create an account and start browsing and shop 'til you drop. What do I get out of this you may ask... I get a small commission from any and all purchases no matter where you buy from if it is linked from my site. Thank you for taking the time to read this blog. Hope to see you at my shop really soon. https://neeleys.mychoices.biz/Retail/Home.aspx Thanx, Jeremy "Doc" Neeley

Damn Shame
U KNOW ITS A DAMN SHAME U CAN REPOST BULLTIENS FOR STUPID SHIT AND CONTEST BUT U CANT REPOST BULLTIENS ASKIN FOR PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR AN INNCOENT CHILD,FFS PEOPLE COME ON HAVE A HEART AND TO THE PEOPLE WHO DID THANKS SO MUCH MEANS ALOT TO ME LOVE U ALL AND MAY GOD BLESS U ALL

Fubar Love
I just have to say that I never thought I would ever meet someone as special as the women that stole my heart. She found me on fubar, thats where it all started. Then we meet it was love at first sight. But we were a little timad at first cause we both been hurt. Didn't want to rush things. Well we are know living together. Things are going so well. I never knew that loveing someone was so easy. We know what each other want without asking. Nethier of us are trying. We be ourselves and we fall even more in love. I have to give a shout out to fubar. But I also have to say to all the perves that ruin such a good way to meet people, go buy a porn. I found love so can everyone else. Just be yourself. If she don't like you well don't stop being yourself to impress her. You impress her by being yourself. Be good peps of fubar. Much love!!! love friends

"oh, How I Love You" From The Grave!
Three and a half years ago my dear friend Cecily died from cancer. She was 33. She left behind my good buddy, and her loving husband, Jim, and their 2 year old daughter. Today she talked to Jim. Told him she loved him. Jim was waiting on a call and wanted to use a certain room in his house where there is no phone. So he plugged in an extra phone that he didn't normally use. He doesn't use it because it has an answering machine on it. When he plugged it in, he noticed there were some old messages on it. So he pushed the "play" button. The first message hadn't played a tenth of a second before he realized it was the voice of his dearly beloved wife. In his words (from an email I got from him today) "I gasped. It sucked the air out of the room, maybe out of the country. I burst into tears as if I'd been slapped, and yet it was from surprise, not pain. Even as I sat there weeping, hearing her voice talking to me in the very terms whose loss has riven my heart these three and a half y

The Kid Who's Not Mine
For the last two and a half months, I have had a random teenage boy staying at my house with his dog. His father had to get some work because they were just made homeless, and so he took a job on a line boat for a month. I said I could take care of the kid and dog, it was still summer after all, but when it was time for dad to come home, he didn't. He hadn't called in over a month, so I called to get help. The person I called got the state involved, and it looked like I might become the kids foster parent. Today was the meeting with all involved parties and he will be going to Arizona to live with his mom, in a somewhat dubious siuation. The dad showed up at the meeting and laid the blame on everybody else. I've been waiting for the solution for this problem, but find myself a bit sad to see the kid go. It has been extremely difficult, and I'm glad that his mom is happy to take him, but I'm still worried for him. The feelings of being not wanted have got to be killing him, and I just h

My Sexy Friends
Just want to say I have to go for the night to defrag my computer. I have been booted off of Fubar oodles of times today, so I am going to try and fix things a bit from my end. Love to all my friends and family...Hugs and Kisses Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

The Wolf
Among Our Hearts Stands the Wolf--His Heart Following Us Howl with the Wolf and Good will Follow You Look into the Eyes of the Wolf and See Who you Really Are We Hope and Pray that the Wolf will Stay--But that's Not Enough Gold is a Treasure--Waiting the be Found Wolves are a Creature--Waiting to be Rescued Let the Wolf Roam in Your Heart, Forever...

I Want To Be Still....
I have no idea where I heard that. "I want to be still." I think perhaps I was half asleep and the T.V. was on in the back round and I heard it. But that simple phrase speaks to me. I wonder if that is what true love feels like. I have loved and love many in my life but I am starting to think that I have never been able to get to the level that some of you out there have. Those of you that are married or have a boy/girlfriend that you just look at day after day and think to yourself how lucky you are to have them in your life. One of you pointed out that my plan to move in with the girl was a recipe for disaster. I think perhaps that it may be a chance for me to finally once and for all "to be still". I intend to continue my life as I normally do and be her friend. Maybe in time things will progress and change between us. I have no intention of pushing or pressing the issue. I ask each of you that read this to sit for a moment and think what that phrase means t

I Am Sorry
Turn your sound on.I'm sorry...I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this

Too Serious
I think people take this whole "online world" way too seriously. I've read bulletins, MUMMs and blogs about having people deleted, "what he/she said," "I can't take this sh1t anymore" and all manner of other topics where people's feelings have been hurt or their egos bruised. Seriously folks, who really cares? It's just the internet. The End

Daily Devotional
October 18 - Daily Feast The plain and simple doorstep has tremendous value. At any time of day or night it offers the finest view, the tranquil quiet of the autumn woods and the flickering pattern of dancing leaves. Sit here for a few moments and leaves drift down, a monarch butterfly feeds on a pot of petunias and wispy clouds show through holes in the trees' canopy. A few industrious ants are still at work around the doorstep and watching them slows the heart beat and paces the spirit. If it were not for this doorstep, much would slip by without notice. Peace would escape us, and time would be used in ways that took all and gave nothing. ~ I have learned a lot from the trees; sometimes about the weather, sometimes about animals, sometimes about the Great Spirit. ~ TATANGA MANI - STONEY 'A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II' by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - October 18 "But we have to stick by the wisdom of our ancestors..." --Pa

A Normal Day....
He always come home around the same time from work, but I never know what He will want from me. Sometimes He is sweet and warm, other times He is aggressive.. Today he came home as usual, but as soon as he opened the door, he looked at me, ordering me to come to his side. I did as I was told. He then ordered me to strip for him, a slow erotic strip. When I was completely nude, He ordered me to kneel at his feet. He unzipped his trousers, and grabbing my hair, He made me lick Him and suck Him. It felt like hours that I was kneeling there, naked and cold, licking and sucking, suddenly He yanked my head back by my hair and came all over my chest, ordering me to rub it in, and taste it, slapping my face calling me a bad girl... but He was not finished with me... He then got undressed, lying on the bed, ordering me to crawl slowly up his body, kissing and licking as I went... when I was eye to eye with him, He kissed me, whilst forcing Himself into me. He ordered me to go up and down

Big Feet
There were three sisters, Molly, Polly and Fanny. They all went clubbing. Only thing was they all had really big feet. This guy started dancing with Polly and said “Wow you have big feet”. So Polly said “If you think my feet are big you should see our fanny’s!”

Short Poems
Staring off into space A slight smile upon my face. I watch people go to and fro. They remind me of long ago.. =+=+= I smile you nod Nothing more a passing glance A brief moment in time shared together Enough to brighten your day and mine =+=+= I think about you Sadness fills me What could have been But not meant to be A friend lost for eternity =+=+= I am screaming but no sound is heard; I am looking but only see an empty void; I am reaching out but find nothing; I am searching; for me... the person I used to be.

Something
so I have just found out that even after only getting like a few hours of sleep coffee is still my best friend. I have been coffeeless for about a month now and it SUCKS!! on the other hand I have also realized how much laundry 3 people can g through in one month and it doesn't look pretty....*sighs* I'm desgenated house bitch for laundry such fun....NOT!! well as i stand here in te kitchen drinking my coffee and eating a waffle I think about the fact halo 3 is in the other room calling my name but i am resisting the erge to go play.... atleast until later I have a co-op campaign going on with my roomate and he is now joking on me because of gears of war. We were doing a co-op game and it was my first time playing and I finally killed something so I said "Woot i finally killed it yes!" and he made a picture about it but we were the characters and i said what i said and he said "Finally after how many tries" I will admit the picture was funny as hell because it was all true well guess I

Been Out Of Town
A week ago tues my oldest son was having a medical problem, push came to shove and he ended up in the hospital and within 2 hrs they knew he needed brain surgery. The best in the country to do this was in Cleveland Ohio. So we loaded up the motor home and brought him here. He had his surgery wed. was a 5 hr deal. Good news they got all the problem and things are looking very good. He is one lucky guy. Reminds me that life can turn on a dime. Be thankful for what you have in your life, these are the sorts of things that can take it all away very fast. Remember to say I love you to those you love.

Ancestrial Remains
Did you know from state to state graves of our ancestors have been dug up? Did you know that it has been many, many graves? By Federal law the remains and their sacred objects are then put into a box and taken to the local University to be studied then left in a room boxed up year after year. WHAT DISRESPECT OF OUR ANCESTORS………... We native Indian people don't treat our ancestors like this. Our ancestors are to be honored and we remember without them we would not be here for we would have no life...:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> I don't care what race you are. I don't care what sex and religion you are, this issue should be an OUTRAGE to all human beings. Please have a heart and help us bring our ancestors home. If you will write to the Senator in your state and demand the release of Ancestral Remains to there homes. We live in a busy world, but we have no excuse not to follow through with this demand "Bring the Ancestral Remains Home." Please take five minutes out

A Poem Wrote For Me By A Very Special Friend Of Mine
This poem was wrote for me by a very special friend of mine named Kat aka Tattooed Beauty she has been the bestest person/friend on here I was brought to tears after reading this she wrote this after my dad passed away. Her and her friend Starr put it on a beautiful background but you couldn't read all the words very well and I wanted everyone to read and feel the love and heartfelt meaning as I did so here it is ...........It's Pretty long but absoulty beautiful My Dearest Family Some things I'd like to say but first of all to let you know that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above where there's no more tears or sadness there is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on Earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were misse

" I Have No Vip Until Im Back On My Feet "
DUE TO THE PERSON THAT SCREWED ME OVER AND SPONGED OFF OF ME , IM NOT ABLE TO AFFORD THE VIP , SO ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL BE ONLY GETTING 10'S SORRY , UNTIL I CAN AFFORD IT TY'S FOR READING AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT . BREW

I Just Wanted To Say
THANK U to all my friends for the love and support when i needed it means so much to me i love u all and i hope god bless u all forever and ever... and to my new friends i will return love soon as i can i havent been sleeping much so be well and talk to u all later

I Messed Up
Yep thats right I fucked up once agian.... you would think I would just give up by now..... but I actually like him and of course I make yet another mistake He's the first guy to actually make me smile in SO long that I had forgotten how to be happy.... and thankful for what I have.... He probably hates my guts now and I can't even stand to think of that.... It's pretty bad when I cry because I fucked up something that seemed to be so good... but I'm the one who messed shit up so I guess I just need to deal with it..... but I don't want to lose him because of this

Who Do I Wanna Talk To!
Ok ya'll i'm bored of being online and chatting in the shout box and IM. Here's the deal give me one good reason why I should call and talk to you and I'll call 1 of you. I know I'm really really bored ... can ya tell? hehe! :D I know I have some of your numbers, but I haven't called anyone lately so umm if ya wanna chat let me know. You can respond here, in a private message or my shout box. This is crazy, but hell crazy is good lmao! HUGS Jackie

J Holiday - Bed
Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye (repeat 8x times) Put you to the bed, bed, bed Put you to the bed, bed, bed Aye,Aye, Aye, Aye [Verse 1:] Girl, change into that Victoria Secret thing that I like Alright Ok, tonight your having me your way Perfume, spray it there Put our love in the air Now put me right next to you Fittin to raise the temp in the room First rub my back like you do Right there, uh-uh, right there uh You touch me like you care Now Stop And let me repay you for the week that you've been thru Working that 9-5 and staying cute, like you do oh, oh, oh I love it (I love it) You love it (You love it) Everytime (Everytime) We touchin (We touchin) I want it (I want it) You want it (You want it) I'll see you (see you) In the morning (In the morning) [Chorus:] I wanna put my fingers thru your hair Wrap me up in your legs And love you till your eyes roll back I'm tryin to put you to bed, bed, bed I'mma put you to bed, bed, bed Then I'ma rock y

Enjoy The Trip From 1977 To 2007..
Enjoy the trip from 1977 to 2007.. ...... . 1977: Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1977: KEG 2007: EKG 1977 : Acid rock 2007 : Acid reflux 1977 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1977 : Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1977 : Seeds and stems 2007 : Roughage 1977 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1977 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007 : Receiving a new hip joint 1977 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1977 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1977 : Disco 2007: Costco 1977 :

Contest
I am hosting my first contest. First place is a VIP or a 7 day blast your choice. All are welcome to enter. But please NO DRAMA. You can use any Picture you like but it has to be SFW. I will be posting the time and date the contest starts as soon as i have 10 entries or more. Please repost for me so i can get as many people as possible to enter. Thank you. Prizes:1st~One month VIP or & day blast2and~30,000 fubucks3rd~Big pimping gift Rules:NO Drama!!! Any one caught downrating and harrassing other contestants will be pulled from the contest.Self comment bombing and families are welcome. No auto comments or programs to be allowed. All cheaters will be pulled from contest.And most important have fun!!! This contest is brought to you by FuBaRsLaDyInReD♥CuTeCaNaDiAnGaL™~Fubar wifey of I'm Hip....;)@ fubar

Divorce Vs. Murder
Divorce vs. Murder A nice, calm, respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I will lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband at a fancy restauant, having dinner with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

Ramblings...about Lounges...
I just found a cool lounge...called World Rock Radio. Awesome DJ Mystic 777 she had played some awesome classic rock! And then, I had found out the right bands to the right songs. :) I felt like a duntz...but I got 'er done...and requested away... Go check it out, if you like that kind of tunes. :) Have a good blessed night!

Horoscope
Your friends are important to you -- more so than you let on at times. Today is great for letting them know, preferably through your actions. When you make that big sweet gesture, they'll know what time it is. yes my real friends know they mean alot to me most are closer to me then some of my real family

I Walked Away
I walked out but you didn't follow. I blow you a kiss and you shut your eyes. Whats going on I do not know. How could this be we are in the end. No tears are here my eyes aren't red. I walked away thinking this is the end. Please don't call I cannot hear. Don't want to see, don't want to feel. I will walk away not saying a word, Promoise me you'll stay away. You left me here with nowhere to go. I cannot stand waiting for you. You want me to believe that this is love, But in the end it is all lust. I turn around and see your face our eyes are hooked and I cannot hide, as you whisper "I love You"

To My Kage And Famly And Friends
I LOVE ALL OF YOUS IM PACKED UP AND GOIN TO DISCONNECT FOR NOW , ALL OUR IN MY HEART AND HUGS IM HOPIN TO BE BACK ON THE 19TH OF NOV OTHERWISE I'LL STOP IN THE LIBRARY , UNTIL THEN KAGE MY LIFE MY SOULMATE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NEVER LETTING YOU GO EVER , AND I'LL BE IN YOUR THOUGHTS DREAMS , IM YOUR OLE LADY AS YOU ARE MY OLE MAN UNTIL ETERNITY . 24/7 HUNNY WITH ME BODY SOUL HEART MIND " WE ARE AS ONE " YOUR BABYDOLL CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW I LOVE ALL OF YOUS HUGS

Abuse
This is from my roomates perspective...it is a True Story..I was there.. The other nite I was laying in bed almost asleep only to be woken up by a cry for help. I immediatly reconized it as my nieghbor Tiffany and I knew exactly what was happening. She has had problems before with her 220plus, nothing but muscle, boyfriend, Julio, "manhandling" her and I must say she is only 110lbs wet. So I ran over to her house and went in with my roomate, Cindra, right behind me. As I walked in she was laying on the floor crying, with one hand holding her knee and Julio holding her by the other arm. As Cindra and I walked up to him he let her go and walked away. We were yelling at him telling him to leave, but of course, he thought he was all mighty and started walking back towards Tiffany. So Cindra got in between them and put a knife to his neck, telling him to get the fuck back. At first he didnt seem to care, but when he noticed she wasnt backing off he walked away. Cindra then carried Ti

Hello Out In Kiev
To everyone out in never never land.. Hello!! I do hope things are well with everybody out there. I have one more week in Kiev. I also have a case of the stomach flu. That's what I get for cooking bad sausage at the apartment. Besides the feeling of midgets with asian knifes dancing in my stomach I am doing okay. I just hope everyone else is doing fine out where you live!! Take care, Jer

Experience Or Degree?
i had an "argument" with one of my friends. the thing is, that she insist that is always much more important to have many years of experience, than a degree. but the fact is, when we go and look at the job offers, 9 of 10 says: university degree in xxxxx.. (in my area of work that is IT... computers yes) meaning if you at least you're not about to finish, you must be graduated already and yes the argument ended up BAD lol but oh well... then she started a lot of crap about how i left argentina like if i did it cowardly (envy?) and that i'm not doing anything here more than drinking beer (note that i'm studying german, and yes looking for jobs everyday) lol i'm still laughing @ coward ... should i really think she said it because she would want to be in my place? or just let it go and say she's mad cause i said few true things and that hurted her? but well, the convo was like at first she asks me for advice in a new job proposal, and when i tell her the truth she doesn't

My Best Friend!!!
My grandmother was my best friend...She was the only one thst stood behind me no matter what i said, did, or crazy idea i might have pitched to her. 11/21/07 Mama Kelly past away in her sleep. I will miss her very much with all of my heart. I can still hear her calling me "robbie" from up the street, coming back from the corner store for her. I will miss her terribly!!! A candle burns at both ends, Fire racing flame. My mind is cluttered-full of lies, All your answers sounds the same. I do not know what to think, Too much is on my mind. Nothing seems the way it should, And I am running out of time. The wick is disappearing, Someone please tell me what to do. My mind tells me that its over, But I am still missing you." LOVE YOU MAMA KELLY!!!

A Thank You To My Heroes!!!
This Thanksgiving I just wanted to take time to make sure that I thought about all of you...my heroes.Some of you are home for your first Thanksgiving since we became friends...an answer to many, many prayers. There are at least two military wives I know in Germany serving in a different capacity as silent heroes.There are Mothers and Fathers who are not home with their children right now...while I am home with mine. This year...we lost some of you.Brought home to be buried in a Country where it seems most of us take our freedom for granted. I wonder how many of us have watch the football games today...eaten the Turkey...spent the day with our families...and forgotten what Thanksgiving is all about? This Thanksgiving...for each and every one of you. My heroes. Thank You From The Bottom Of My Heart Please,do not just have a Happy Thanksgiving...Please have a safe one. Sincerely, A Grateful American

If Only You Knew......for Bd
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

If You Would Like To...
If any of you would like to send a comment or message to either Mary's or Christina's page, pleae click on the pics below. Christina will make sure her mother gets them all!!! thx! Mary's page: Christina's page:

After Much Mediation Lol
AFTER MUCH MEDIATION WITH FAMILY MEMBERS AND REALIZING THAT THERE IS ALREADY A BOMBING FAMILY NAMED GET R DONE WE ARE GOING TO GO WITH THE FOLLOWING NAME REBELS RULE AND GOT R DID BOMBERS SO COME ON AND JOIN WHAT WE WANT TO MAKE A RULING FAMILY ON FUBAR BUT TO DO THAT WE NEED YOU.....

Mommy Middy
(For Mildred Ellen Young, my Granny, who just passed one week shy of her 86th Birthday) Her name is Mildred Some still call her Middy/Aunt Middy Her children called/call her Momma Want something she’d be Mommy Back when she had a fondness for welt- painting switches and Daddy’s whipping machine belts, do something wrong and she’d become “No, Ma. Please, Momma, no.” Her children’s children call her Granny Grand Meir and Grand Ma Most often they call her “Can I have some?” Today we call her matriarch but to her oldest brother she’ll always be Lady West Point this woman who used to be so heavy at a hundred-two pounds who gave birth to six already placed one in the ground who used to go dancing at the USO trying to luck up and find a man trying to luck up and find the man trouble was, she lucked up and found her man Who is this woman Mildred Ellen Mullen-Young big sister to Mary still grieving for Nanny always praying for Stanford wondering about

It Is Official
HEY I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY, MY DAUGHTER IS HAVING A SON ! ITS A BOY... I AM SO EXCITED... I HAD TWIN DAUGHTERS, ALWAYS WANTED A BOY... CAN NOT HAVE CHILDREN, SO I WILL LIVE VICARIOUSLY THRU MY GRANDSON.... I AM SO HAPPY ! THANKS FOR ALL THE WELL WISHES FROM MY FRIENDS ! WHAT A GREAT XMAS THIS WILL BE, SHE IS DUE IN MAY 2008 WHICH IS HER BIRTH MONTH ALSO... WHAT A COINCENDENCE ! PEACE , LOVE AND HARMONY TO ALL MY FRIENDS AT FUBAR... T

Evel Knievel, Iconic Motorcycle Daredevil, Dies At 69
CLEARWATER, Fla. - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. ADVERTISEMENT Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. Immortalized in the Washington's Smithsonian Institution as "America's Legendary Daredevil," Knievel was best known for a failed 1974 attempt to jump Snake River Canyon on a rocket-powered cycle and a spectacular crash at Caesar's Palace in Las Vegas. He suffered nearly 40 broken bones before he retired in 1980. Though Knievel dropped off the pop culture radar in

The Child
Who hears the tears that fall in the night, or sees the pain poured into a tattered teddy bear? Who wants to feel the anguish of a beaten and tortured soul, Who can understand the mind of a emotionally starved child? No-one hears my tears as they fall into the fur of my teddy bears face... No one wanted to listen. No one wanted to open their heart and mind to a lost child crying in the night only wanting to be loved. Now no one will ever hear my tears, see my pain feel my anguish or even understand the child inside. The child died.... in pain... unloved..... unwanted..... I died.

Hansen's Can
God has a sense of humor. This morning I was doing my dailys (my daily devotionals consisting of reading and praying) and right as I finished asking God to allow me to be of maximum service to Him and His people (a far cry from my old prayers: “God, give me this.” “God, give me that”) my phone rang. It was my friend Jen. She just got a final written warning from work and asked if I had a sec. She was in tears and she needed to talk (this seems to be happening alot lately [which is amazing because people never used to call me when they were hurting] and I couldn't be happier because when I'm talking to someone who's hurting, I'm not thinking about me. I'm thinking about them and anytime I'm not thinking about me is great. A friend of mine is fond of saying "My life would be perfect if I weren't in it" and that certainly applies in my case). I said I would be right over and we’d make the noon meeting. “Just let me hop in the shower. Is that okay?” She laughed through the tears and said:

Intent
Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered. To be human is to dream and though at times dreams come true most of the time they do not. Dreams are not about destinations but about hope. Hope that our needs and wants become reality before neither matter.

Metal Monthly
I recently became a Interview Journalist for the online publication Metal Monthly. They just posted some of the interviews I have done with some people. So check it out: www.metalmonthly.com Here's a list of the artist interviews I have done: Sylvya of Scarlet Sins Eirin of Where Angels Fall Roxy Petrucci of Roktopuss Joanna of Magdalene and Kimberly and Tony under "Hot Metal People"

It Is Nfl Sunday
I am off work today (thank goodness) and the day is filled with NFL games. My team (Seahawks) play at 10 am pacific time in Philadelphia against the Eagles. Two birds of prey one on one and only one can win. I hope it will be the Seahawks. It should be a very close game according to the guys on the NFL network and ESPN. They are showing a split decision on the outcome of this game. Shaun Alexander is playing after being sidelined with injuries for several weeks. But he will be playing half the time with Morris coming in to play also. Something like tag-team running backs for the game. That is a great way to play coach instead of leaving Shaun in for the entire game. He is still healing and could use some rest on the sidelines while Morris eats up some yardage too. If you would like to see the video for today's game from the NFL.COM web site you can check it out here along with all the other games for today and tomorrow night. http://www.nfl.com/gamecenter?season=2007&

Alcoholics
A person never knows when they got a drinkin problem. I know for instance.I almost lost my life the night of november 3 morning of november 4. i was stupid for drinking and driving. i hit a bridge head on with a truck that didn't even belong to me. it belonged to my boss. i pray to god and count my blessings each and every day that i get out of bed that i was able to walk away from that accident that almost took my life. i suffer from a broken neck and loss of feeling in my left arm. doctors aren't sure if the feeling will ever come back. i had to have surgery on my neck. they stuck 2 steel rods and bolts in my neck to keep it together. they also did a bone graph on it. will keep you all updated as doctors do me.

Moi? Most Kissable Female On Fubar!!
Alright all... I've been entered into this contest... now I ask you all my family, friends and fans... HELP ME WIN!! If I win, I will buy all of you that help me a Big Pimpin Gift. Thanks MUAH!! 832877 - Sexxy Brown Eyes - 1 A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 1 time. Merry Christmas!

My Daemon Aerodon
I went to the Golden Compass web page and took the quiz to see what my Daemon is... I'm not sure if I agree with it being a mouse.. I couldn't answer some of the questions about myself other than neutral... but I do like his name Aerodon.. so could you help me determine his species? just click on the link and answer 5 questions about my personality.. if you make one let me know and I will do the same for you! :) btw the species will be set on Dec 15 (12 days) so help me soon please!!

Love Is Suicide
Love is suicide A bullet in the mouth The rope wrapped around your neck The cuts in your wrist The water that fills your lungs The pavement after a 50 foot drop The crash into the brick wall Love is losing The test you will never pass That ball that always drops What always makes you come in last Love is pain The eternal pain Yet we always surrender I cant wait to feel it again

Watch Out For This Guy!
Just wanted to give all of you on here a fair warning of people to watch out for here on Fubar. FOR YOU WOMEN!! THIS GUY HAS AT LEAST 3 PROFILES ON HERE! Please watch out for him. He's the type of guy your parents always warned you about. Trust me. It's one thing to call us women hot or sexy or whatever, but he takes it way past what he should and gets pissed if you tell him to quit. These are the only 2 profiles I can link because he's blocked me on the 3rd. JUST ANOTHER MAN@ fubar Ohio State #1 LSU #2 Jan 7th 2008 **** SBG Bombers***@ fubar Please watch out for him, he's a major creep and we need to put him in his place!

Poem
She stays there where I prepare for every dream- She's the scheme to every plan, she's the reason that I'm a man. The unknown place within my head- that special place where things seem dead; I was whitewashed, now I paint it red- I paint her face upon my bed.

Way Beyond Stir Crazy
OK here's the thang, i have a song stuck in my head and i ..can ..NEVER remember the name, now...i'm going fraggin loopy, here's some scattered lyrics, hawllppp plsssss? we had broken up for good jsut an hour before.(ba ba ba ba ba ba ba) the juke box plays a song i used to know (that ba shit) we had been together for a million years(babashit) They just dont ride like that anymore, no they dont! omg be kind, stop this torture~

Things Are Going
PEOPLE CHANGE SO YOU CAN LEARN TA LET THEM GO™ THiNGS GO WRONG, SO THAT YOU CAN APPRECiATE THEM WHEN THEY GO RiGHT.™ SOMETiMES GOOD THiNGS FALL APART SO THAT BETTER THiNGS CAN FALL TAGETHER™ There comes a point in yer life winn you realize who matters, who nvr did, && who always will. So dunn worry bout tha people in your past... there's a reason they dint make it into yer future™ yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why it's called the present.™ everything is always okay in the end, if it's not, then it's not the end.™ ™THA WORST FEELiNG iSN'T BEiNG LONELiE. iT'S BEiNG FERGOTTEN BY SOMEONE YOU COULD NEVER FERGiT.™ this there above was borrowed froma bulliten well that hit the nail on the head. for all the people that know me i am me and i am a guy who can hardly say no to help anyone. i will always try to help a person out because what if one day when i need that help and i go to ask a person and they say no. than i will know ju

How Did That Happen?
ok so as far as i could tell this morning i was rated like 419 so how many people or on fubar 420? But i wonder how the rating works because as far as I could tell nothing special happened and nobody really checked me out I guess but oh well yay me!!!!!!

Happy Hour
UGH!!!! Although i do love it when its happy hour it pisses me off that so many ppl r willing to throw their money away just to host one!! If u think POINTS and STATUS on a freaking WEBSITE is worth $100 ur out of ur effing mind!!!! I have an idea....next time u wanna waste $100 that could possibly go towards food or clothes or REAL FRIGGIN STUFF.....just give it to me i could obviously put it to better use!!! UGH!!! lol i just needed to vent luv yas *Jessica*

Would Be For Our Mom Helen
I HAVE THOUGHT WITH ALL MY HEART , IF I COULD GIVE MY MAN KAGE , ONE THING THAT WOULD BE THE GIFT . WOULD BE MOM HELEN TO BE WELL , THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT GIFT OF ALL , ONLY ALL I CAN GIVE HIM IS ALL MY LOVE , ALL MY SUPPORT , ALL OF MY BEING WITH IN ME. ALL MY GIVING IN MY LOVE FOR HIM , TAKE THE HURT , THE ACHE AWAY . KAGE , I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU , I WILL BE YOURS AND YOURS ALONE , THROUGH THE ROCKY ROADS AHEAD , THE TURNS THE TWISTS AND WE ARE GOING TO DO THIS TOGETHER BABY . I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART YOUR OLE LADY CHERIE FOREVER . (WROTE 12/12/07 ) CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

Its All Over Now!
Its all over now the pain the love that I had. Its done things are better no more worrying no more fighting. The fights are with myself the fights are in my head and no more of my pain will be upon you. So go alone and solemnly into the day. You will know that I will no longer be there.

People Suck Balls
Hey all, itz really early in the am and im in soo much pain i cant sleep so i thought i would sit here and write about whats been goin on in my world. Looks like i might have to get sugery on my right side, alot has been goin on there. My step-sons mom is a cunt, she's tellin him imma gunna beat the living hell out of him because she is pissed off that i'm with brian and she's not. (My cat is dumb) Some of my friends desided to turn there backs on me and start talkin shit which is just fucking peachy. Itz my husbands and I first christmas together and it scares the shit outda me, People still say i shouldt have married him, but hey it should be about what makes me happy right? I go back to school on the 7th on january woohoo, that means i wont be here very much, i have homework up to my ears lol. Me and the hubby are hopeing to start tryin to have a baby with -in the year which would soo make me happy since i lost our first child :( *crys* ( Did i say my cat is dumb) I miss my best fr

Who Understand Men?
ok i today i "was" going to have a date with a guy in Zürich, that means 1:30 hrs with the train. the other night he said he wanted to go to cinema and i said cool, for the next sunday is ok sure this early morning (i went to sleep very late) we talked, and he jumped with excuses like he didn't clean his appartment (who made him think i was going to HIS apparment?), that he's not feeling good, he doesn't visit his niece (more "?") and that he doesn't make things like this, meaning he needs more time 1) we didn't started talking yesterday, it has been a considerable time lol 2) he was the one with the idea of going to cinema 3) omg he doesn't drink wine!!!! 4) i was completelly mad grrr lol and you know with what HE finished? "yep sorry .. but i didn't said no forever" WTF MEANS THAT? oh sorry i really feel lazy today, but for you i'll make an exception and we will meet other day? yes, he mixed things like he thing of the niece, or feeling lazy, or that other la

Poem # 7
"Intrusion" Why can’t I just be left alone? They knock on the door and call on the phone. They’ll peek in the window, given a chance. You haven’t the resources to make a stance. You leave your home-everyone knows. Everywhere you go the traffic slows. Disguises are so easy to see thru. Your life is a book for others to view. Careful of where you go and the things you say, Everything you do seems on display. You’ve tried to make this a positive day. But those prying eyes always get in the way. Someone saw you here, someone saw you there; When someone hasn’t seen you it’s rare. Day after day, when does it end? When can I be myself instead of pretend? Another day over, or has it just begun? At one time my life was much more fun. I close my eyes in search of peace. Will the intrusion in my life ever cease?

Micro$oft Zune Sucks Ass
I've been gone for a while and I know any of you with half a brain missed me. Any of you with more than half a brain couldn't give two shits and were probably hoping I was falsely imprisoned at Guantanamo Bay, getting repeatedly butt-fisted by my cell mate, Akbar. Well, the jokes on you - his name was Abdul! I decided to stop carrying my 1978 ghetto blaster and get me one of them new fangled digital music players for all those MP3s I keep finding laying around the web. I quickly realized every pencil-dick halfwit has an Ipod and really want to punch every little fucker I see with those lame white dangling headphones. Creative and iRiver are 2nd rate hacks. So I got a Microshaft Zune. I mean, it has to be compatible with all the other shit they make, right? Wrong. Big wrong. Big wrong kick you in the nuts wrong. Even though the software is a hack of WMP (look it up noob), it still doesn't integrate. You are forced to use their shit-ass zune interface. OK, I figure I'll deal with it. But

Fake It....
RULES: 1. Put Your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. Write the song title as the answer..DON'T LIE If someone says " I hate you", you say? Beat your heart out. How would you describe yourself? Cocaine cowgirl What do you like in a guy/girl? Ladies love country boys.. How do you feel today? Gone. Whats the first thing you see in a guy/girl ? I dont believe it. What is your life's purpose? Papa loved Mama What is your motto? Gone away. What do your friends think of you? Honkeytonk Badonkadonk. What do you think of your parents? I dont love you. Whats the first thing you notice in a person? Nothing else matters.. What do you think about very often? If tomorrow never comes. What song do you sing while showering? Because of you. What do you think of your pet? Get stoned. What do you think of the person you like? Idoless What is your life story

The One
this is the one that did it last night and too brought it all to a head and made my decision to leave fubar for a while and all i did was accepted her friendship then later started rateing her pic's then she got all nasty well i don't usaly do this but here she is http://fubar.com/user/726700

I Am ....
I’m this girl I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything

Sacred Truth
The gods wanted to preserve the most sacred gift of all, the truth, so they decided to hide it. First they hid it atop the highest tree, but an eagle may swoop down and carry it off, never to be seen again. So, they decided to hide it under the biggest rock, but that was not good either... worms may devour this sacred gift. Then the gods thought of hiding the truth far into the jungle, but monkeys may find it and play with it and twist it until it's unrecognizable. Finally, the gods thought of the perfect place to hide the truth -- deep in the heart of man. There, truth would be safe forever, because man would never look there.

My X - Mas List And New Years Wish List
MY X - MAS LIST and New Years wish list 1. A job 2. To see CARLY I love you but munch 3. To get past my past and the effects it still has on me. 4. To find Love or at least happenes 5. for every one who does realy care to have a happy hoildays.

Holiday Madness
WAT IS IT ABOUT THE HOLIDAY SEASON THAT MAKES EVERONE SO CRAZY IT FEELS LIKE WHENEVER I GO TO THE MALL OR THE STORE THAT PPL ARE ALWAYS IN A FRUSTRATED STATE OF MIND I DONT THINK PPL REMEMBER THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS. CHRISTMAS ISNT ALL ABOUT GIFTS ITS ABOUT SPENDING TIME WITH THE PPL YOU CARE ABOUT, IE FRIENDS AND FAMILY, AND FOR ME THATS THE BEST X-MAS PRESENT OF ALL SEEING AS HOW FOR 9 MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR IM IN ANOTHER COUNTRY BEING ABLE TO CATCH UP WITH PPL AND GET AWAY IS THE PERFECT THING

Streetracing By A Girl
black top low lights the sound of engines all around the ground trembles the cars roar the onlookers hoot and hollar the flag is being held tightening the grip reving the engine hand on the clutch anticipation rises anxiousness cant be contained time to devour the opponent the beast you have become the flag is dropped you change gears and slam on the gas tires squeal people yell,both cars shoot forth change gears again,gain the lead he cant keep up you knew that but just incase you have your trick he's riding your tail,and that's ok he'll get his soon enough change into the next gear,jump forward more you lose him for a second but he's back again it's all good,open the switch cover he asked,you deliver press the switch the sound entrances you speeding faster,change gears to gain max speed he looks lost as you speed across the finish line spin the wheel and slam on the breaks leaving tracks slam it into neutral and rev the engine people surround the ca

Some People Have No Fucking Sense Of Humor
I love it how people who have barely lived life tell me to grow up because I happen to like to joke about things. I honestly do not see how human beings can successfully live and thrive in the world as it is today without having a sense of humor. With all of the death, war, and disease around us, doesn't it seem like a good thing to bring joy by laughter if possible? If you'd like extra high blood pressure and an early heart attack, then be my guest, but both laughter and love make life worth living. Thank you and goodnight.

New Years Poem
Another year is about to come and go and where the new one goes no one quite knows you and me we had some things to share and this happened all because you showed me you cared. Of all the things a person could ask for including wealth, money or fame I have gained your friendship and I coudnt have asked for more. Just when I least expected this blessing is exactly when you came. You found me in the midst of my crazy life, sickness, confusion and strife and yet inspite of everything we have shared you never ceased to showed me that you care. 12/28/07 Mrs. Donna J. Gill

All Kids Need
ALL KIDS NEED:No Abuse, Insult, Neglect, Maltreatment or Manipulation Sometimes abuse is done with intention to hurt, while other times it is done without malicious intent and awareness. Sometimes abuse is perpetrated by a total stranger, while other times it is perpetrated by someone known, such as a caretaker, neighbor or relative. In any case, abuse and neglect of children or youth is cruel and criminal. It leaves physical and emotional scars that last a lifetime and most often continue in a tragic cycle into future generations. The most eloquent statement I’ve read is from a caring child advocate:“If I could change just one thing, I would stop people from beating their kids. Not just beating, but verbally abusing kids, neglecting kids. You lose your childhood when you’ve been abused. My heart goes out to those children who are abused and have no one to turn to. “My wish is that children be treated as people, and not as property; that their rights as human beings on the planet –

What's It All Mean? Definitions Best As I Can Describe.
ghosts: they're trapped. sometimes they don't even realize they're dead. they don't always see us. they're still in that moment when they were alive. the world can go around them, but that doesn't mean they have to see it as it is now. they can be very powerful, and they can be very weak. they can do things to harm you, they can do things to help you. it differs on the person. most often when somebody dies a traumatizing death they don't realize they're dead, but sometimes they are fortunate enough to cross over to a peaceful state of mind known as heaven. spirits: they've crossed over. they can come in and out... they can watch over us... as some ghosts can. spirit guides: we all have them. they're known for helping along your intuition. get to be friends with them. ;) some have more than one. angels: we all have those as well, some of us more than one. spirit protectors: those are our loved ones that choose to manifest themselves as our protectors in life, as though it i

Have I Ever?
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some ne

Quiz About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Bella Birthday: aug, 19 ,1982 Birthplace: powder spring GA Current Location: hell fell in alabama Eye Color: changes with my mood Hair Color: brown Height: 5'10 and a half Right Handed or Left Handed: right but im good with my left to Your Heritage: little of this little of that mostly europen The Shoes You Wore Today: sandles Your Weakness: guys with long hair Your Fears: being lonely Your Perfect Pizza: must have black olives and mushrooms Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a job Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: uggggggg Your Best Physical Feature: my tits and my hair Your Bedtime: when i pass out Your Most Missed Memory: haveing a pay check Pepsi or Coke: mountion dew MacDonalds or Burger King: micky D's fries burger king burgers Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Gre

Quotes
“Quotes” They always say fake it until you make it But how can you do that when life is so hectic The apple never falls from far from the tree What’s good for the goose is good for the gander you see He who laughs last laughs best Pray for the best and give God the rest The sky is the limit that’s true I must admit The grass is always greener on the other side That’s what they say so don’t ask me why If at first you don’t succeed try and try again The dog will always be mans best friend A stitch in time saves nine Patience is the virtue of mankind All things come to those who wait Love lasts as long as it takes There’s no time like the present Marriage is adventure, not an achievement What’s meant to be changed just can’t be changed Each day is different but they’re all one in the same Freedom is better than anything else Him who does not honor his wife dishonors himself I myself always say whatever floats your boat Hey didn’t you just enjoy the way I used the

I Have Finally Realized Part Two
i guess i will never understand anything at all. i try my hardest to but it never works. i feel i will never get the full understadning of what people tell me and i probably never will. to e truthful i could never understand my brain functions differently then others. for those who don't know i have ADD( Attention Defecit Disorder) and with that i have a hard time understanding social ques. i don't mean to upset or make my friends mad at me and for that i am truly sorry and ask for forgiveness. i just want to be normal thats all nothing more.

To All My Friends....
Hey guys.. just thought I would let everyone know that I am officially living on my own with the kids. Because of this change, I rarely have time to get online and talk to anyone. Plus, I am working full time and also a full time student and single mother of 6 month old twins. Yea, I am very very busy. But please send messages and leave love and Ill return the favor as soon as I can. Thanks everyone for understanding.

Sweeney Todd: A Little Priest
MRS. LOVETT: Seems a downright shame... TODD: Shame? LOVETT: Seems an awful waste... Such a nice, plump frame Wot's 'is name has... Had... Has! Nor it can't be traced... Bus'ness needs a lift, Debts to be erased... Think of it as thrift, As a gift, If you get my drift! No? Seems an awful waste... I mean, with the price of meat What it is, When you get it, If you get it... TODD: HAH! LOVETT: Good, you got it! Take, for instance, Mrs. Mooney and her pie shop! Bus'ness never better using only pussycats and toast! And a pussy's good for maybe six or seven at the most! And I'm sure they can't compare as far as taste! [Simultaneously] TODD: Mrs. Lovett, what a charming notion LOVETT: Well, it does seem a waste... TODD: Eminently practical And yet appropriate as always! LOVETT: It's an idea... TODD: Mrs. Lovett, how I've lived Without you all these years, I'll never know! How delectable! Also undetectable! LOVETT: Think about it! Lo

Love Wasnt Good Enough....
She left me today....she gave up on us...like my heart meant nothing to her....after all we went through, and all the times we was truely happy....she still says she loves me, yet im not worth even talking too....no more calls, no more games, no more hope....all i ever wanted was to make her happy. i dont want to talk more about it right now, i am crying again, i hate what shes done to me...im a soldier, a really decent guy, i dont diserve someone doing this to me... You said you would never do this to us, and i actually believed you. what a fucking idiot i must be. i fell for it again... go to my myspace if you want to read more, i just cant type anymore right now...

I Think I ... Need To Start Over
year is 2 weeks old now :) well.. i had a few appointments the last few days cuz i need to find a new way i can go.. i probably told a few people... when my year ended i also ended my job and my school that i was doing almost 2 years i am not sure if it was the right thing to do but this whole stuff that happened now the end of the year made me wanna start all over again..... as i said i had a few plans this year and they r all gone now... so i need to find a new goal.... at the moment it goes a bit slow.. i have nothing that pushes or motivates me in any kind of way... i dont go out i dont talk to my family or real life friends.. i ignore them when they wanna hang out i find some bad excuse....my mom tries to call me for over a week and i just... dont feel like talking to them i wish there was something that could get me out of this black hole.... but it seems like i fall more and more.. and i really try to be good mooded or nice but it doesnt work out.... and i am rea

Romance
I have been watching movies alot lately do to not really being able to do much. I still feel like crap and am high on meds that none of this will probably make since. The movies I am watching mostly have some kind of romance in them. Its becomeing frustratin because I start to doubt the idea that I will ever be inlove again and that that special someone would be inlove with me. There are so many factors it just seems impossible. You have to find someone that you connect with on every level of who youare and them to you. You have to be able to trust them with all you heart and all your life. There are just so many damn factors its enough to drive me insain. I am not even sure why I am going on and on about this. I guess just to vent and say if its worth it some kind of sign would be nice.

Moving To Ga
ILL BE OFF MY PC ON MONDAY THE 21ST IL BE ON THE BUS AT 830AM TILL I GET TO GA ILL BE GETTING PICKED UP BY FALLENANGEL MY GF AND ITS GOING TO BE A HARD ROAD BUT IM WILLING TO DO IT TO BE WITH HER I WISH THAT SHE KNEW HOW BAD I WANT TO BE THERE WITH OUT QUESTIONING IT BUT I GUESS ILL HAVE TO SHOW HER AND DO EVERYTHING I SAID I WAS GOING TO DO SHE BETTER NOT HURT ME OR KICK ME OUT ILL TALK TO YALL LATER

This Is Poem Is For My Future Fubar Wife!!!!
> My beloved, > Oh, my beloved…… > I want to declare my love for you to the universe. > > Let me call your name to the sun and stars, > Let me scream my devotion to the ocean's depths…… > To earth's molten core. > > Why should any corner of the Cosmos be denied your radiance? > Let the Galaxies themselves crave your divine embrace > As do I……… > > Intoxicated with passion, > I want to caress you like the wild sea's wave on the sandy > shore. > Endlessly…......, Endlessly…...... > Pulling back some small grain of you to myself with each > retreat > Until our atoms dance intertwined……., the electric nuclear > tango of fusion. > > Let me be your satellite……..,your moon..... > Circling slowing round the edge of your magnificence. > You always in my gaze > And I caught ……in the gravitational pull of tantric longing. > Wanting......, Wanting...., > Dizzy with desire for your presence….. > Oh, consume me as the candle's flame consumes the air > As it's light ab

The Big Bang
Its a new year and I have emerged into this fray with little clue as to how its going to turn out but that doesn't mean I as 'fresh' as this place labels me... fubar...facebook...myspace...aol...more of the same in many different facades and as one who not necessarily created the internet but was very much responsible for making the original world wide web as expansive as it has become I revisit the same party in new digs... (Fade in from black to not so typical modern day bachelor pad) Hark! What light through yonder window breaks (sound of glass shattering!) it is a brick, with a note..... from Juliet (that wench!) 'Romeo.... oh Romeo....... WHERE THE HELL ARE YA! I'VE BEEN WAITING ON THE CORNER BY THE BUS STOP FOR OVER AND HOUR YOU DEADBEAT!.....' (sound of crumpling paper and an over the shoulder toss to the trash that is nothin' but ash can..... (he shouts through the broken glass) 'Keep yer panties on you tutonic titwillow! ...and scene..... ...and so it begins folk

Oh To Be
Oh to be the bee on the flower Watching insects work in tandem While others beat to a different drummer Oh to be the bird on a limb Watching neighbors love and be loved While others are in painful desperations of love Oh to be the eagle in the sky Watching countries love and be loved While others are in painful desperations of peace Oh to be God above Watching universes and life forms begin While others are colliding for their own fate Oh to be the master surrounding Watching peace, love and harmony unite While others still yearning to see.

Entry For January 20, 2008 251 Blogs 1 Year+
Entry for January 20, 2008 251 Blogs 1 year+ How many responses to my writings? Do you ever notice what drives the responses to the questions? Is it how it is posted or is it what is posted? Or how it is presented? I have toyed with my writings quite a bit in the last few months to see the different responses... Everything from information to food... From 4 different sites available to blogging..With the same posted on all sites. From young to old have been witnessing this. As I am an avid people watcher.This has given me a different out look on how I approach , cultural aspects of my Friendships. I have watched from the outside & the inside ... Some have more to do with money then I would ever have imagined. More so, then what I ever could have learned anywhere without interacting firsthand with people from other countries.The On-line friends have taught me even things more so then I would have thought possible in the past year. I have witnessed & shared some interesting parts of th

Apollo
The story of Apollo The story of Apollo begins with his mother, Leto, and her attempt to give birth to him and Artemis. Hera, in her jealousy, had pursued Leto relentlessly. Leto searched for a place where she could give birth to the children without Hera finding her. She convinced the island of Delos to be the home of Apollo, saying that a temple would be built there. Leto waited nine days and nights to give birth to Apollo, because due to Hera’s rage, Eilithyia, the goddess of childbirth, was not able to come to Leto’s aid. Finally Iris was sent to Hera, offering her a necklace fifteen feet long. In this way Eilithyia was able to come to Delos, and when she did, Leto gave birth to Apollo, full grown. Apollo immediately claimed, “The lyre and curved bow are dear to me, and I shall prophesy to men the unerring will of Zeus” Shortly after birth Apollo is searching for a place to build a temple, and he comes across the land known as Telephousa. But Telephousa persuaded Apo

In Memory Of My Nephew. Life Is Short.
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better s l ow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. D

The Rainbow Bridge
The Rainbow Bridge Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been sp

My Name
> > What Jenesa Means > > > > > You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. > You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. > You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. > > You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. > You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. > At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. > > You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. > You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. > You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. > > > > You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. > You have the whole world under your spell,

Develop Your Compassion
NOTHING HELPS US BUILD OUR PERSPECTIVE MORE THAN DEVELOPING COMPASSION FOR OTHERS. COMPASSION IS A SYMPATHETIC FEELING. IT INVOLVES THE WILLINGNESS TO PUT YOURSELF IN SOMEONE ELSES SHOES, TO TAKE THE FOCUS OFF YOURSELF AND TO IMAGINE WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE IN SOMEONE ELSES PREDICAMENT, AND SIMULTANEOUSLY, TO FEEL LOVE FOR THAT PERSON. ITS THE RECOGNITION THAT OTHER PEOPLES PROBLEMS, THEIR PAIN AND FRUSTRATIONS, ARE EVERY BIT AS REAL AS YOUR OWN-OFTEN FAR WORSE. IN RECOGNIZING THIS FACT AND TRYING TO OFFER SOME ASSISTANCE, WE OPEN OUR OWN HEARTS AND GREATLY ENHANCE OUR SENSE OF GRATITUDE. COMPASSION IS SOMETHING YOU CAN DEVELOP WITH PRACTICE. IT INVOLVES 2 THINGS: INTENTION AND ACTION. INTENTION SIMPLY MEANS YOU REMEMBER TO OPEN YOUR HEART TO OTHERS; YOU EXPAND WHAT AND WHO MATTERS, FROM YOURSELF TO OTHER PEOPLE. ACTION IS SIMPLY THE "WHAT YOU DO ABOUT IT." YOU MIGHT DONATE A LITTLE MONEY OR TIME (OR BOTH) ON A REGULAR BASIS TO A CAUSE NEAR TO YOUR HEART. OR PERHAPS YOULL OFFER A BEA

Untitled 2
The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Lord, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking...

Still Love
Use the midnight stars as your canvas and the milky way as your pen... Connect them one by one and let the heavens guide the winds. You will find that with out effort and much sooner than you think... As a billion blazin comets leave a trail of stardust ink. It would simply be much easier to take each pearl found in the sea... And string them with the breath of life mounted on tiny golden wings. Or try to fight the balance of the planets all aligned as well as every galaxy that stood the test of time. Or even for that matter turn fire into rain... Take air and make it visible have all people think the same... Then it would to pull me from you and the love you hold alone... For your scent your kiss your smile your eyes are rooted in my core. You are the only girl I've truly loved and I can say that without hesitation... You are much more than just a memory to me loving you is my vocation. So use the midnight stars as your canvas and the milky way as your pen... And you wi

Lets Just Be Fuhkin Real
I will never be perfect I will never be everything you always wanted I will never be the perfect rack the perfect response the perfect answer to your wants to tell the truth I will never be anything you desperately want of me I could never be that size that denial that perfect weight I could never answer your ideal of fate I honestly only want to be the life that stirs inside of me the spirit the hope the passionate dreams I see you and I dare to scream I hate you and all I denied of me to be confused and hateful me I hate and hope in laughter since for if I don't a thousand deaths oh silly me it cannot be that soul empty since it left of me this echo of what could only be in other worlds a million since I had you not then and would never wish again again.

Hi-tech Old Ladies
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER, SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM." A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED,SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE, I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE.. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID . . . " WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT . . . I'M GETTING A FAX!!"

Depressed?
As a nurse I see so many patients coming in and being on all kinds of antidepressant drugs. It amazes me that some of these people arent in a coma from the amount of stuff they are on. Doctors these days are way too quick to put people on meds imo. My daughter told her physician that SOMETIMES she feels a little anxious when shes driving in her car alone. He prescribed an addicting antidepressant for her. A little over the top in my opinion. I happened upon this article....that says basically that sadness is not only NORMAL it is also healthy and can help you to be a better person and actually enhance your life more. I know...it sounds strange but check out the article. it does make some valid points, especially when discussing relationships. May explain why the divorce rate is so high.....not always happy with your mate? Just dump them and find someone that makes you happier. http://www.newsweek.com/id/107569 In thinking about it...Ive done some of my best work while feelin

It's Done!
I've been a fighter all my life Now I'm tempted to end it by the edge of a knife. I've been through hell and back My strength has now began to lack I'm exhausted and tired now I've lost my job, I was fired I've lost my home and all my stuff there's nothing left, it's just too tough Nightmares wake me in a cold sweat At least I lived with no regret So many times I should have died Too stubborn to die, too much pride My pride is vanished now, nothing remains I'm ready to go so I feel no more pains I'm so sick of this life I've led I know I'd be better off just dead I can not eat, I can not sleep instead I starve and lay awake and weep I'm alone, hungry, tired and cold I've got nothing left in this life to hold I had my chances, I never got things right I fought for so long with all my might I'm done with all this pain and dispair My life simply was not fair I'm in too much pain and sorrow please give me a gun to b

Ex.
Letter. I recently separated from my wife. When I went to get my things from her house, something was missing. She had kept the quilt that my grandmother had hand stitched for me before she died. Now she's sending me email telling me to come by the house and pick it up. I'm thinking that's not such a good idea since it wasn't a mutually agreed on separation and I'm not sure what I might be walking into. Should I follow my gut feeling and tell her to just bring it to the courthouse when we go meet to sign the divorce papers? My response. Always trust your gut. We have gut feelings for a reason.

I Am Up For Action
This is what the winning bidder gets 200 11s a week for a month during hh all pics and stash rated during hh will be there crush for a month be added to my family for a month will have in my name "i am _____ valentine for a month", u can have "pjcountry is my valentine for a month" a link to your profile in my about me section for a month you will stay shit faces for week a salute made for u by me if bid is a hh/blast/vip will get special pics depending on what it is, hh=6pics, all made special for you(will be discussed between winner and me) SPACE HOTTIE's AUCTION!!

My List
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I talk on the phone a lot 2. Music is second in my life....everything I do...I want music to be playing 3. I snore (lightly) ~ yea I can admit it 4. My children are my first priority 5. I would rather hurt myself than those I care for 6. I love going to local band shows ~ I have traveled almost 4 hours through mountains and rain to see my favorites. 7. I will run from Drama like the plague, unless it's about me..then I take it to the source and end it. 8. I love Gore Movies.... Sci Fi and Horror being the top of my list. 9. I usually spend so much time having fun with my friends on Fubar I end up sleeping on the couch in

No Right To Live
I have no tears to cry, my sweet one I cry shadows and they drift from me To have you to myself would be my blessing I long to take pain, I long to take fear It never mattered how hard I fell As long as your emeralds never melted, I was fine,I dream of you and leave behind my world My beloved Beauty, entranced I've become How I wish you would feel the same It does no good to express these words My feelings seem lost in a strange abyss So I lay my head down now As I pray to hear you say you need me In the same strange way that I need you. ( This Poem is Dedicated to my one and only Beauty)

Chicken Cordon Bleu
Chicken Cordon Bleu Ingredients: 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts 8 slices of boiled ham; thin 4 oz Bleu Cheese (or Swiss if you prefer) 1 Tablespoon melted butter 1 Large egg; beaten 3/4 cup Parmesan cheese Pound chicken breasts to about 1/3" thick. ( I like to put it in a zip lock bag, keeps the spatter down) Place ham on breast then 1/2 oz of bleu or swiss cheese. Roll up; securing with a toothpick. Dip each breast-roll into a mixture of the melted butter and beaten egg. Roll in Parmesan cheese and place in buttered baking dish. Bake at 350ºF for 30 to 35 minutes or until browned and tender. Serves 4

This Week's Savage Love
I am 20 years old and my boyfriend is 30. He's been married three times and has six children from a variety of women. I know, I know, it sounds bad. But he's one of those guys who wanted a family. Anyway, long story short, I feel insecure because he has had a MILLION experiences and I have not. So I asked him to take his porn off our computer. He did so. When I came home today and sat at the computer, I noticed there was lubricant next to the keyboard. I thought to myself, "That's not where I saw you last." I looked at his folders (I KNOW: violation of privacy) and I didn't see any porn. So I went to the internet browser to look at the "history" and guess what? It had all been deleted. I know his computer is not set to automatic history clearance, so he had to clear it manually. Can I be a bitch and ask him about this? "I noticed that you deleted your history—and what is the lube doing here?" Or should I let it drop? I know it's unrealistic to expect him never to masturbate. I ju

One Fo My Real Life Friends Joins!
this is a real good friend of mine, like a brother, he is fairly new here adn needsour help! I will be helpinghim with his page in just a minute! He is real and real cool as well, so show him the fu-love! :D thanx everyone! http://fubar.com/user/1590453

Arrived Back!
Hi there! I have made it back from my trip to London. I had a great time on the London Eye even though I am usually rubbish with heights! Enjoyed the two exhibitions that I went too. They were both spectacular and difficult to pick a favourite of the pair of them. Alexander and I were interviewed for a national morning television programme which will hopefully be shown on TV over here next month. Got to meet a and be interviewed by a famous TV doctor over here lol Only downside is that I have got back with a rotten cold which tried to start on my way down to London, but luckily did not get a hold of me until last night :P Anyway hope your all enjoying your weekend so far and I am glad to be back!!

Check Them Out!!
Come join us @ ~ The Velvet Lounge ~ Tuesday February 26th 9PM Central time! ~Exclusive Launch party for Room One Eleven's CD, come and join us and listen to all 19 tracks~ ~Band members Locust & Swylla will be present @ the lounge to bask in your praise because they are AWESOME! NOT TO BE MISSED!!~

A Little About Me
~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com You scored as PinkYour heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody. Pink 86%Yellow 82%Blue 71%Orange 61%Red 36%Purple 29%Green 29%White 14%Black 11%

I Love Him More Then Life
from one heart to another love is shared, from one soul to another life ever after is born by Michael S. Merrill Do you think he loves me?? I have claimed to love a couple of guys this past couple of years just to end up heart broken cause they didnt love me the same as I loved them. Mike has told me over and over again how much he loves me and I love him like I have loved no other. Im happy when Im with him and miserable being so far away from him. All i can say is he is the one i want to spend my days and nights with for all of time and eternity.

Izbig...
Some idiot in the sb.... he bugged me last night and kept asking me what I thought of his pics. Today he again started asking me what I thought of his. As usual, start from the bottom. He blocked me, and then kept going, even when I couldn't respond. izbig&: u fucking slut izbig&: who one bitch. ur pussy stinks izbig&: cunt izbig&: check it out got omething for u ->izbig&: Um, you started talking to me... izbig&: then y talk to me ->izbig&: No, I'm not disrespectful and rude, I don't take orders from people I don't give a shit about. izbig&: ur disrespectful and rude.. hows it feel ->izbig&: You're a complete asshole to me and you want me to do something for you? izbig&: just do it please ->izbig&: Actually, I could hav my choice of several guys, and I DO have someone, so fuck you... and why would I leave you a pm? izbig&: leave me a pm izbig&: thats y u have no one looser ->izbig&: Damn straight I don't need to do anything. I do what I w

Help!!!!!
OK SO MY GIRL MILF ... SHE HAS HELPED ME GET WHERE I AM NOW ON HERE ... SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND REALLY NEEDS HELP !! IF YOU COULD JUST CLICK ON HER LINK BELOW AND RATE AND LEAVE JUST ONE ... ONE .... COMMENT!! THATS ALL WE ASK !! YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO LEAVE A COMMENT JUST RATE HER !!! MORE COMMENTS ARE WELCOME!!! WE WONT COMPLAIN!! SO PLEASE IF YOU COULD HELP ANY AT ALL ... IT WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!! C'MON HELP MY BISH OUT !!!

A Poem
How dare you walk into my life at the eleventh hour, Causing confusion in my world and seizing the power That I possess over the feelings I choose to have for a man, You weakened my wall by holding my hand; By being the man that I miss And showing you care in just one kiss. How dare you walk into my life through the back door and unannounced; Leaving me dreaming of every moment we've spent together and thinking of every ounce Of desire I feel to have our souls connect in such passion that it's surreal; To feel your heart pounding against my chest, To be entangled in each other's arms, My lips kissing your neck as your tongue explores my breasts; Back and forth, up and down, On the floor, in the shower, 'Til my head rests on your chest at the morning glory hour. How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts that I have buried for so long, That I have been able to suppress So that I may go on; You've put me in a spot from which I cannot move, You've

Untouchable Woman
Everyone seems so attracted to you. They all want your touch. So they say your perfect, They wanna be with you, But when it comes to loven, Your the untouchable woman. They say your too much, Your so untouchable, Your too much, Untouchable woman. Do as you like to me, Make me feel like never before, But when it comes to loven, Your the untouchable woman. They say your too much, Your so untouchable, Your too much, Untouchable woman. I want to be touched, I won't touch you, You can feel me, But You'll still be in need. They say your too much, Your so untouchable, Your too much, Untouchable woman. Touch me, touch me, TOUCH ME! Untouchable woman! (c) 2008 Butterfly Entertainment Inc.

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listen their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I love to get dirty 2. I speak 3 languages 3. I love men in uniform 4. I always have my nails done 5. I love to go camping 6. I hate shaving my legs 7. I suck at plucking my eyebrows 8. I can out drink most men I know 9. I am a Bitch 10.I love going for drives the mountains I Tag 1.Kick ass 2.Squirt 3.sweet man 4 HighTeshRedneck 5. McLovin

Own A 2nd Alarm Hottie??
yes!!! several Hotties are now up for auction. And guess what?? YOU CAN OWN ME!! Click the picture to see what i have to offer and place your bids!! Highest Bidder will also be added to family wich means access to all private albums. If Happy Hours are Bidded then also more wil be offered. ## a 10 minute personal phonecall from me to you. ## a 20 minute sfw webcamchat ## 1 personal nsfw salute of your choice

Rejection
Like honey to lips, Then bitter sweet. Like blood-filled hearts, then shattered glass. Like a warm embrace, then solitude. Like glowing life, then empty souls. Like sparkling eyes, then hollow holes. Like fun-filled nights, then fallen stars. Like cosy blankets, then bitter cold. Like perfect friends, then mindful strangers. Like fused lovers, then forlorn haters. Like flawless skin, then bloody etchings. Like clear visions then choking fog. Like pounding hearts, Then broken rythym. Like full of life, then out of breath. How much rejection can I take, Before my body starts to break?

Wanna Own Me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ADD 2 this below listing..... (SFW) Salute & (SFW) personal call. WHO WANTS TO OWN ME!!!! CLICK THE PICTURE ABOVE (repost of original by '*~*DJ FIRE~*~ ERICA'S BF & FU HUSBAND~MANAGER 4 RELENTLESS RADIO~MEMBER of HOTTIES R US' on '2008-03-08 07:26:20')

A Moment In Time (a Poem)
Today was a day like no other before A day of rare passion you see For today we revealed our most intimate selves Moments in time seized for you and for me! We kissed and we cuddled and it felt oh so fine As we lay in each others arms too The passion and desire we shared it was great And I felt the love given from you I could say it just happened and I guess it did too Was this planned a long while ago? We needed to know if we wanted each other Could we really give this a go? I don’t know what will happen in the future you see But for now we’ll take each day we share And treasure the passion and desire within For each other I know that we care! I wrote this (poohbear)

Foundations Destroyed..
Current mood: bummed We live in an age of Secular Humanism, where right and wrong are considered in the eye of the beholder. "No Fault Divorce," alternative lifestyles, and non-marriage partnerships are hailed and granted moral equivalency, which is contrary to the Word of God. By God's design and purpose, marriage is meant to be a lifetime commitment between a man and woman. So what is the fruit of this godless void, this secular utopia where the sanctity of marriage is defiled and people hold on to their automobile longer than their spouse? 63% of youth suicides are from broken homes 90% of all homeless and runaway children are from broken homes 85% of all children that exhibit behavioral disorders come from broken homes 80% of rapists motivated with displaced anger come from broken homes 71% of all high school dropouts come from broken homes 75% of all adolescent patients in chemical abuse centers come from broken homes 7

I Never Ask For Help
HEY ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY I NEVER ASK FOR HELP BUT COULD YOU ALL PLEASE COME AND HELP ME IN MY GIVEAWAY I NEED 14,000 COMMENTS IN 3 WEEKS FOR A 1 MONTH VIP AND A BLING PACK SO PLEASE COME AND HELP ME OUT CLICK THE PIC THANKS ALL JONAH

Say A Prayer
This is a picture of my cousin Jordyn... Isn't she beautiful? She is a peaceful, happy baby of 14 months. Her smile fills a room with hope and happiness. Last week she was severly abused by her mother's boyfriend. His name is Markie Cooper and he is from the North Side of Pittsburgh PA. Markie broke both of Jordyn's legs and severly bruised her face. The police have issued a warrant for his arrest, but of course the little punk is hiding out and telling his friends that the police are looking for him for smacking Jordyn's mom around. This man is very disturbed. How else could he possibly have done this? Please include Jordyn, and her family, in your prayers.

Cco Outlaws
ev1 come tooo the best lounge in fu-history,best ppl too chat whit,have fun whit,make new friend come alone or whit your friend ev1 is accepted....check my page and my lounge you will find it easilyCco outlaws the best of the best !!!! (http://fubar.com/masterx29)

Sacto Area Peoples!! We're Playing In Fair Oaks This Thursday!!
Hey everyone, if you're in the greater Sacramento area, and want to have something fun to do this Thursday, come out to The Vent in Fair Oaks (corner of Fair Oaks and Madison) for a kickass rock show, cheap beers, and one of the most amazingly hot (and sweet) bartenders I've ever met. Oh, and cheap beers, too. :D Add our band's Google Calendar to yours, or track it in Outlook, iCal, Thunderbird, etc! The Vent is at the corner of Fair Oaks & Madison, just a bit behind the Carl's Jr on the corner. If you need further directions, let me know. And for updates and random stuff, follow me on Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/tf5_bassist See you there! You can insert this piece of Flash joy onto your websites by copying and pasting this code into your website, myspace, blog, etc, and we'll love you forever if you do!

It's Time
It’s time to be happy, time to start anew time to grow time to love myself. It’s time to get over the past no more feelings of regret, no more tears of sadness no more pains of sorrow It’s time to stop being afraid and it’s time to be secure. Walls need to come down walls need to be broken. I must be strong I must be free it’s time to be happy.

03-23-08 (catch Up)
March 23, 2008 Hello I really don't have a subject matter or any "theme" going on here today. I thought I'd just catch you up on some turn of events & happenings from my RL while away from Fubar. No worries, nothing too deep or gory details but life altering none the less. But I'll spare you any of the soap opera drama that I call life. I do have some new live-ins ... Which doesn't really bother me, but it's changed my daily routine a good bit. My 21 year old daughter & 20 month old grandbaby are here on the part-time bases with I do find delightful! I cant say I'm surprised that her marriage fell apart I think both side are more surprised that it lasted as long as it did. But you know teenagers KNOW everything & there was not stopping them from getting married back when they announced it to everyone surprise after knowing each other for all of 2 months! But there is always a bright side: I got a granddaughter from it. I now get to see h

I Miss You
The pain seems to deepen within, Not a single day I don’t miss you. Thinking of you, Shedding the tears. Everyday without you, An added wound. Every moment without you, An added death. I ask myself, How much I could possibly love you. I look within me, For the answer to the question why. But yet I find myself stretching out, For you and your love. I miss you I wish you could see.

Words Of Wisdom
Words of Wisdom This is a story told about four people named, Somebody, Everybody, Anybody and Nobody. There was one important job to be done. Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about it because it was Everybody’s job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it. Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn’t do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

Smoke Weed
Smoke Dope Get High Doesnt Matter When We die chilling out or starting fights fuck the police we have our rights speak the words of a true rebellion marching through the gates beside the hellion kicking your ass as we continue on we never rest til the stress has gone rapping away in the ghetto streets ya mates making up there own beats all this done while we smoke this weed til the munchies come then we feed raiding the cupboards for food we can find while your mate skin up and Grind

Man Shooting Hole Through Wall Kills Wife
DEEPWATER, Mo. -- Officials were trying Tuesday to decide whether to file charges against a Missouri man who fatally shot his wife while trying to install a satellite TV system in the bedroom of their home. Patsy Long, 34, of Deepwater, died after being shot in the chest with a .22-caliber handgun on Saturday. Her husband, Ronald Long, fired the shot from the inside of their home after several unsuccessful efforts to punch a hole through the exterior wall using other means. Henry County sheriff's deputies said the woman was hit by the second of two shots fired by her husband. Long was given CPR by neighbors and family until medics arrived, police said. She was transported by air ambulance, but was pronounced dead at the hospital just after 6 p.m. He was under the impression that everybody was inside the residence, that he knew where everybody was at,” said sheriff's department spokesman Maj. Robert Hills. Hills said a person involved in such a case normally would be char

To All You Bbw's In Contest Sorry Give It Up Now None Of You All Are Going To Win.. Ha Ha
I DO NOT KNOW THIS LADY. SHE IS A FRIEND OF A FRIEND AND SHES IN A CONTEST THAT SHE IS NOW CURRENTLY 2,000 PLUS BEHIND IN.. ITS A VERY LONG CONTEST. IT DON'T END UNTIL APRIL 28TH. BUT NONE THE LESS GETTING A LEAD AND HOLDING IT IS A LOT EASIER THEN TRYING TO CATCH UP DURING THE RIDE... WHATS GOT ME A LITTLE UP SET ABOUT THIS ONE HERE IS THE FACT THAT ONE SHES THERE BOMBING BY HER SELF RIGHT NOW WITH VERY LITTLE HELP AND NOT SO MUCH THAT IS THE FACT THAT SOME DUDE IGNORANT DUDE OBVIOUSLY SHOUTED OUT TO MY FRIEND BBW'S DON'T EVER HAVE A CHANCE AT WINING ANY CONTEST.. HUM I ASKED MY FRIEND WHAT DOES BBW STAND FOR. BEAUTIFUL BLOND AND WILD? LOL DAMN WHAT DO I KNOW.. SHE SAID NO SHADY IT MEAN BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. OKAY WELL THATS KINDA SWEET I SAID.. BUT HOW DOES THAT DETERMINE IF THEY ARE TO WIN OR NOT? ONLY SKINNY UGLY DUDES CAN WIN.. THAT IS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT THAT GUY WAS SAYING ANYWAY.. SO THIS REALLY REALLY REALLY AND ILL SAY IT ONE MORE TIME REALLY PISSES ME OFF. I HAV